Author: admin

  • Older man has fun breaking me

    I want to write about a guy I met up with once, a while ago.

    I used to spend time on a website called ‘cottaging.co.uk’ which was for, like, hooking up with guys. I met quite a lot of men through it and a lot of them were quite rough? (I’m young, my profile said submissive, and I was willing to give them plenty of pics while getting nothing in return before meeting.)

    There was one guy who was…. particularly cruel. Like, he still sticks in my mind as one of the roughest hook-ups I’ve ever had.

    We swapped a few messages back and forth – I was 19 at the time, he was 48/49 sort of age? Maybe early 50s. My profile mentioned that I was submissive and he said he’d love to spend an evening having some fun with me.

    I was up for it so we arranged a time for me to go over to his place. The plan was that I’d get the train to fairly nearby, he’d meet me and walk me back to his house. I’ll be honest, this was an area of the city I’d never been to. Like, at all. It was a little way out and I knew nothing about it.

    We also swapped a few messages about what we wanted to do. He said he had a few ideas and surprises for me and asked me if there was anything I didn’t want to do. I told him that I didn’t really want to get fucked – I was a bit nervous and maybe next time? He said he was fine with that and that he had other plans anyway as a surprise. I asked him what the surprise was but he simply responded that telling would ruin the surprise.

    I’d sent him a few pics of me, told him what I’d be wearing. He told me where to wait when I got off the train and thats all – no pics, no description. I was going to an unfamiliar place, meeting up with a total stranger and then following him back to his house. I’m not gonna lie, it was scary but… I was excited.

    When the train did get there, all I knew to do was get off it and then wait just off the platform, next to the sign with the map. It was a typical tiny city-station. Two platforms, one bench each, hardly any lights and absolutely no people.

    He had those pics and knew what I’d be wearing – vivid, barbie-pink belt, tight jeans and a Hello Kitty! t-shirt. I looked like a total gayboi and all I could do was wait.

    Eventually I saw a guy looking at me. He smiled and walked up to me, saying `hi’. He had short-shaved hair, was a bit taller than me and noticeably stronger. Like, he wasn’t a huge guy? And he wasn’t fat, exactly… But you know when a guy just seems to be built broader and wider than you’d expect for his height? He looked like that.

    I nodded and said ‘hi’, asked if he was from ‘the website’ and he smirked a little? But nodded. (I guess because I was trying to be subtle but ‘are you from the website would have been such an obvious giveaway if he was just some random other dude).

    He told me he lived a few streets away, so we started walking. When we were walking back to his, he wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulled me a little closer. I think he could tell I felt a little uncertain. He asked if I was feeling nervous while laughing a little. When I said a little a bit but its fine, his hand moved down to begin grabbing at my ass. “And now? Even more nervous?”
    I nodded and he said “good” and kept doing it basically all the way to his house. Like, just holding me close, his arm wrapped around my back, his hand resting on my ass.

    I dunno how to describe how exposed I felt? But the entire walk I was just wondering what people would think seeing me with this older guy.

    The moment we got inside his house, he pushed me to my knees and began stripping himself down to completely naked, while I knelt there fully dressed. I don’t know why but…. there was something about kneeling there fully-clothed while he stood over me completely naked, cock at my lips that felt weirdly more exposed, more dominated than if I was naked as well.

    I just looked up at him and began licking at his cock, licking and kissing and sucking at the head and shaft until he was fully hard, at which point he began pushing me onto it, deeper and deeper until he began choking me a little. Like, I was just there, kneeling on the cold floorboards just inside his front door, still fully dressed, feeling him press his cock deeper into my throat, almost testing if I could take it.

    And I could? but it was difficult. I still wasn’t very good at stopping myself from gagging and he wasn’t massively long? But still long enough to feel uncomfortable and so incredibly thick. Like, it’s the thickness I remember. It just felt so big on my tongue and in my mouth… And when I struggled or pressed at his thighs to stop or even just slow down…? He pushed deeper still, calling me his little bitch as I struggled my best to breath while he made me gag on his dick.

    He’d push me down far on his cock – almost two thirds down and then hold me at that depth and start fucking my throat, pushing even deeper. just fucking the bottom inches in and out…

    This kept going for quite a long time. I was stripped naked eventually and we moved around a little, with him holding me leaning back over the front of the sofa or him sitting down and just pushing my head down on him. And the entire time he was fucking my throat really rough – it hurt soooo much but I never once tried to stop him.

    I mean, I felt scared and completely out-of-control and like there was literally nothing I could do but just keep sucking him… And the more it went on, the more it hurt and the messier and more broken I felt. My throat was in agony and spit was over my face and some in my hair and all I could do was let this man do whatever he wanted with me.

    He also pushed me down really firmly and made me rim him – telling me to be a good little slut and lick him out, while he stroked his cock. He loved calling me his `dirty little boy’ and telling me how slutty I was, especially for rimming a guy more than twice my age.

    (He actually mentioned my age a few times – saying Im so young and pretty and things like that, but the tone he said it in was almost….like he was saying it as an insult? Like… basically like me being young and sexy was something he could mock me over…?)

    I think he kept this up for, like, at least 2 hours? It’s hard to know exactly but… comparing the time i got off the train and the time when I left his house… I think easily 2 hours of this. Just swapping between letting me lick his cock, or throatfucking me, or making me rim him. Sometimes I was struggling and sometimes I just felt too weak to push back and sometimes I just let it happen cos I had no choice and…

    He just kept going. Hurting me and fucking me and telling me what a filthy, slutty wreck I was.
    Eventually, I felt his cock pulsing a little deep in my throat. I didn’t even taste his cum until I gagged so hard I coughed it up around his cock. It bubbled from my lips, ran down my chin and onto my chest, clinging to his pubes and then getting smeared back over my cheeks as he held himself deep and choked me on it.

    And that’s when his ‘surprise’ happened. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up to my feet. I felt so humiliated, stood in front of him. I was so weak from the long throatfucking, almost feeling dizzy just standing there. When he grabbed my arm and started pulling me into the hallway, I was so scared and uncertain and dazed that I just didn’t know how to resist him at all. He could have done anything with me right then and I would’ve let him.

    He dragged me through into the bathroom and shoved me into his shower. I thought maybe he wanted to shower with me, because I’ve been with a few guys who wanted to end it with a shower and get one last blowjob while they clean themselves up…

    But instead he pushed me down to kneel on the floor, shivering a little from the chill in the room and the tiles touching me….

    And I dunno how to say it. Cos it just felt so sudden and unexpected and it just… happened?

    He pressed the tip of his cock just between my lips, said “swallow” and started pissing.

    I couldn’t even think properly. I really didn’t want to do this – it really isn’t really my thing. I not sure how much I can make it clear that this isn’t something that I wanted but he just started and when he told me to swallow, I did.

    Or that is, I tried. There was just so much, and it just didn’t seem to stop. I was swallowing these painfully huge gulps, almost gagging with each one. My throat was sore enough that I could hardly speak from the long throatfucking, and each gulp was just too big for me to manage, it almost seemed to burn all the way down.

    I’d try to keep it under control, swallow 3, maybe 4 gulps… and then I’d lose control and start gagging, or fall behind and my mouth would fill up and it’d overflow down my chin over me.
    When this happened? He just stopped and told me to swallow it all. He’d give me the tiniest moment to rest but them, the moment I was breathing a little better? Or I’d finished swallowing it? He’d just start again and…. it seemed to go on for sooo fucking long and I didn’t want any of it but I dunno. I just couldn’t even think of not doing it for him.

    Eventually, after what seemed like forever, it seemed to slow and stop. Like, I know it could only be a few minutes but… it felt like hours.

    When he was finished, he looked down at me and told me that he’d actually wanted me to swallow every drop, but that I was still one of the filthiest little sluts he’s had for going all the way through with it. Like, he was sorta… smirking while saying about how he’d never expected me to do it and how filthy I must be for letting it happen.

    I felt so utterly ashamed and humiliated. I’d gone through it because I felt I had no choice, because it didn’t even occur to me that I could ever make it stop…. and now he was laughing at how dirty and slutty I was for not stopping him…

    And yet even then, when he’d said that to me, he pressed the tip of his cock to my mouth and told me to show him how much of a filthy whore I am, and lick off the last few drops…. and I did it. I was still so shocked and weak and dazed…. I couldn’t even think about the possibility of saying ‘no’ until it was too late.

    After that he just told me to get myself cleaned up, he’d walk me back to the station. Shutting the bathroom door behind him and leaving me to tidy myself up.

    On the walk he spent the entire time grabbing my ass again, I think enjoying how shy and nervous it made me, and he told me that he’d back back in town in a few weeks. Saying that he’d love to see what else I’ll do.

    I want to say I never went back. I want to say I blocked him and refused to ever see a man who’d treat me that badly.

    It was only the next morning when I was sending him a message, saying I can’t wait to be his slut again.

  • Garrett’s Brown-noser

    Disclaimer: This story is a gay authoritarian fantasy. No part of it is based in fact, and none of the characters are intended to resemble real persons, living or dead. It features a domination/submission relationship between two consenting men above 18. If this type of content is offensive to you or illegal in your area, or if you are under the age of 18, please do not proceed.

    Next morning, I woke up in a hurry at 07:45, changed into a new maid uniform, washed up, brushed my teeth, and headed to Master Garrett’s bedroom.

    Garrett was sleeping naked in a 70°F degree, with his thighs spread, and cock and nuts hanging between them.

    I had no idea why, but just over a day of serving as his slave had changed something inside me. Nothing felt disgusting or offensive anymore. If anything, I was beginning to feel good about my life with Garrett.

    At 08:00, I climbed onto Garrett’s bed, and started to lap his ballsack. I could feel the rough hairs of his nuts soften on my tongue as I licked from the taint up.

    “It’s Saturday,” he said in a relatively deep voice while stretching.

    Remembering what I had gone through on the day before for failing to realize his desired morning routine…

    “Sir, I’m so sorry, Sir. Sir, please forgive me, Sir”

    …I was trying to imagine the kind of punishment he had in store for me this time.

    But he didn’t seem that bothered.

    “Hey, don’t beat yourself up. You haven’t had a day off since…”, he paused for a few seconds. “Well, since you were someone paying rent with their money, not their mouth.”

    I was relieved. But now that I was his sex slave, a carefree weekend for him was most likely going to be extra work for me.

    “Seriously, you did a good job waking me up. It shows that you learned your lesson.”

    That was probably the least offensive thing he had said to me in the past two days.

    “Does there happen to be an empty beer bottle?”, Garrett asked while I was tonguing his taint and licking his inner thighs.

    “Sir, yes, Sir. Sir, I held onto the one from the other day for recycling, Sir.”

    “You bet it will be recycled. Bring it over here.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    When I came back, he was sitting up.

    “Hold my cockhead to the mouth of the bottle, and wait.”

    Seconds after I obeyed his order, he relaxed himself to shoot golden piss into the bottle, and I could feel the warmth on my hand through the glass. When his bladder was drained, the bottle was halfway full.

    “You’re going to take a big gulp of my piss every 15 minutes, starting now.”

    Instantly, I popped the bottle into my mouth, took a big mouthful, and swallowed my first load of Garrett’s acidic morning piss for the day.

    “What a good faggot!”, he chuckled, getting out of bed.

    Garrett stood in his place for a moment, like he was waiting for something. I instantly got the hint, kneeling, squeezing my nose between his buttcheeks, and crawling behind him towards the bathroom.

    “I have a big steam loaf to drop. In the meantime, you can suck on my toes.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    While Garrett started to take his morning dump, spreading its fragrant smell in the air, I picked up his right foot in my hands and sucked on each and every one of his toes, making sure to stick my tongue into the cracks between them.

    When he was finished, he simply pulled a piece of toilet paper, handed it over, and turned his ass to me.

    “Get in there, fuckboy.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    I firmly pressed my fingers into his asshole through the toilet paper while swiping it up his buttcrack. When I got it out, I was surprised to find nothing but a mild stain.

    “Flush.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    I threw the used piece into the bowl, and watched Garrett’s solid, brown log along with the used toilet paper disappear into the drain.

    “You’re going to do this whenever I need to drop a bomb. Understood?”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    Garrett spent the next hour at the gym, while I showered, tidied up his bedroom, and cleaned his bathroom. I remembered to take a sip of his cold, stale piss every now and then until the bottle was empty.

    When Garrett came back, breathless, I groveled before his legs, mouthing both pairs of his sneakers, and pulling his shoestrings out with my teeth. I made sure to hold onto his shoes so he could take them off by dragging his feet out.

    He stripped naked, leaving me to collect his drenched shorts and tank top while he walked towards the coffee table, where I had set a hearty breakfast of bacon, eggs, sausage, and buttered toast for him.

    “Get under the table, faggot,” was all he said.

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    While Garrett enjoyed his breakfast, he made me go down on him. I no longer felt like I was sucking cock because it was my job, I was beginning to like doing it.

    “You’re learning so fast,” he said between the bites. “You get better and better every time I use your mouth.”

    While throating his cock, I even felt the urge to gag on purpose, just to send waves of pleasure through his shaft.

    I was smart not to swallow without his permission, because as soon as he gave me a mouthful of his rich ball juice, “Open your mouth,” he ordered.

    When I did, Garrett used the fork to add the last piece of sausage to the cum already on my tongue.

    “Chew it.”

    Repugnance was all over my face while I blended and swallowed the cheesy man fluid with the spicy meat inside my mouth, which only led him to snicker.

    “Clean the table, put it away, and get me a coke.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    While Garrett sipped on a cold one-liter bottle of soda, burped, and watched some Netflix, my job was to rub his feet, ankles, and calves after his intense workout.

    “That will do,” Garrett said later, lifting both of his legs and placing them on my shoulders. “Come closer and get on your fours.”

    That’s how he made it clear that one of my duties would include serving as his footrest. In that position, he made sure that every breath I took would be soiled with his crotch sweat.

    “So, what is it like to have a clit for a penis? How can you ever please a woman?”, Garrett asked randomly, with his legs still resting on my back half an hour later.

    “Sir, I’ve never been with one, Sir,” I confessed, at which he lost himself laughing. “Sir, whenever I tried to hit on a girl, I ended up being ridiculed, yelled at, and sometimes threatened by their boyfriends, Sir.”

    “Not that you and I are any comparable, but I’ve actually slept with many ladies with their husbands watching,” he bragged. “I have more chicks spreading their legs for me than I know what to do with. A couple of years back, one of my tenants even offered to suck my dick me every single day for a month while she looked for a job.”

    I had already envied Garrett. He had the cock, the body, the career, and the lifestyle I had always dreamed of. Hearing about his sexual advantages was making me all the more furious.

    “Is there anything about you that says ‘man’? You have no muscles, no body count, a clit where your cock is supposed to be, and the height of a woman. To top it all off, you have to eat ass for food. You’re a fucking travesty, pal.”

    “Sir, you’re right, Sir. Sir, I’m a disgrace to mankind, Sir.”

    “How much were you making as an automated bitch, anyway?”

    “Sixteen thousand dollars, Sir,” I said in sheer embarrassment.

    Garrett spat his coke laughing, and it splashed all over my face.

    “I make 16K too. Only, per month.”

    “Sir, I’ve never felt more inferior to you, Sir.”

    After another sip, “That doesn’t include bonus, profit sharing, and what I make from my properties.”

    While he enjoyed his ego stroke, I bowed my head down in shame. But I was just where I deserved to be, as a laughing stock for a far manlier and more successful man.

    “This time, you’re taking it straight from the tap, but in small portions”, Garrett said, grabbing his cock.

    I opened my mouth to swallow the first drop that washed my mouth.

    “In no time, you’ll be able to drink my piss like a thirsty camel,” he said, proceeding to empty his bladder down my throat.

    “Hold on, I have an idea.”

    “Sir, yes, Sir.”

    This time, the stream didn’t stop until it filled my mouth, and I had to close it to keep from spilling.

    “Lay on your back, and don’t swallow.”

    I rested my body flat on the ground, face up, savoring Garrett’s bland soda piss, until he came back with a stripe of duct on his fingertips.

    He approached to apply the duct tape to my mouth, and pressed it on my skin. I was so confused that I didn’t notice when he dropped an enormous wad of spit that landed on the tip of my nose.

    Putting one foot next to my head, Garrett then crouched down over my face until his butthole was right on my nose. The chunk of spit, along with his ass slime, worked as an excellent lubricant for my nose to slide right in.

    In under a minute, I began to bang my arms and feet into the ground as a beg for mercy from lack of oxygen, to which Garrett only responded by chuckling endlessly while his asshole twitched around my nose.

    Garrett’s chuckles turned into audible laughter when he felt his butthole stretch around my nose with a monster fart, and I began to suck it into my nostrils out of desperation for air.

    His laughter turned into uncontrollable cackling as he stood back up, and watched me cough more and more of his piss through my nose, wetting my own body.

    “This couldn’t have gone any better,” he commented between loud, manly sighs of relief.

    Eventually, Garrett removed the duct tape, and gave me enough time to go back to normal before making me suck his now-rigid cock again.

    Hours went by while I took a much-needed day’s sleep, and he went out.

    At 21:30, I received an alarming voice message from him.

    “Hey, faggot. I’m bringing over a chick, and I want you to hide under my bed until I come back home. You’re going to come out as soon as I start fucking her doggystyle, only so you can tongue my balls and asshole. This is the closest you’ll ever be to a real, live pussy, so don’t ruin it.”

    And indeed, Garrett’s body was flooded with pleasure while I secretly dug my tongue into his butthole and bathed his nutsack, and he drilled his cock into a young, soft, and wet piece of pussy.

    It felt so good to finally hear a woman’s pleasure moans in real life, rather than through a speaker.

    Every five minutes or so, I had to adjust the position and the rhythm of my head moving back and forth to keep my nose and lips up Garrett’s asscrack.

    Garrett must’ve shot a volcano of cum inside the girl’s tight, warm, moist butthole, because his climax continued for over a minute. As he would later tell me, that it was possibly his most enjoyable fuck ever.

    That night, I was made to go to bed with Garrett’s latest pair of used briefs covering my face, and his recently-worn socks stuffed in my mouth. I fell asleep with the bottom of his underwear – where his balls and asshole had been sweating for days – engulfing my nose, so that every breath of oxygen would be contaminated by his essence.

    Thank you for reading chapter three. Any feedback will be appreciated.

  • Visiting My Soon-to-be Step-Brother

    “13B…” I muttered to myself as I found the right door. It’s alright, I told myself. We’re just hanging out. It’s not like you haven’t met him before.

    I always struggled with anxiety leading up to social situations, though when I’m actually in them I’m almost always fine. I knocked.

    “Hey, awesome!” I heard Zach say from beyond the door. As he opened the door he seemed to finish putting his shirt on, pulling it down from his chest. Don’t look at his abs, I thought.

    “Hey dude, good to see you! Find the place alright?” He gave me a fist-bump. 

    “Yeah man, nice little complex you’re in. Cool part of town too. Thanks again for inviting me.”

    “Course, I mean we’re about to be brothers, right? Well, sorta, haha. Figured we should get to know each other a bit more than just over the table at Thanksgiving, right?”

    Zach’s dad and my mom just got engaged after dating for about 2 years. They seem really happy together, so of course I have mixed emotions, but overall I’m happy for them. We’re not blending our homes really, since I live on campus at college and Zach has his own place. We’ve met just a handful of times, mostly at the last few holidays where we didn’t have too much time to talk. When they announced their engagement, Zach invited me to hang out with him at his place – said we should actually get to know each other if we’re going to be brothers. And who am I to turn down a new friend? He seemed really excited to hang.

    “You want something to drink?” he asked as I entered and took off my shoes.

    “What d’you have?”

    “Coke, iced tea, beer, or I can make you a mixed drink if you’d like.”

    “Oh, I’m not 21 for another 2 years.” I said. I knew he turned 21 not too long ago.

    “So?” he said. “I mean if you’d rather not, that’s fine. No pressure at all. But the law’s bullshit, really. All abstaining does for anyone is make them go wild the day they turn 21, ending the night either in handcuffs or the hospital. Much better to explore slowly and safely earlier on. If you ask me, anyway.”

    “Yeah, I guess that’s true.” I said. “I mean, sure, then! I, uh, don’t really like beer though. At least not the few times I’ve tried it.” I was scared to admit that, honestly. Beer’s supposed to be the masculine drink and I didn’t want him thinking I was any less-than.

    “No worries, no one likes normal beer, really. We’re all just stockholmed into liking it cause it’s so cheap and available.” I felt relieved when he said that. 

    “How about I make you a mojito, ever had one?”

    “Nope,” I said, slightly excited to try something new.

    “Alright, cool. Give me a second. Feel free to boot up the Xbox or Switch. Or hell, we could even do the N64 or PS2.”

    “You have a PS2?” I asked. “God, I loved the shit out of my PS2 as a kid.”

    “Yeah man, same! Go ahead and check out the games, they’re right under the TV.”

    As he got the stuff out to make the mojito I checked out the games he had. As my mind had a minute to wander, I tried to keep it away from his abs I saw when he opened the door. He had a furry belly but you could still see his muscle. Trying not to think about it, ok.

    “Dude, SSX Tricky? No fucking contest, this may be my all-time favorite game! I’m still upset my mom sold it a few years ago at a yard sale without asking me.” I looked over at him in the kitchen.

    “Haha, there’s a reason it’s one of the top sports games ever! And I don’t typically like sports games.” he said. He put a lime and some leaves in a glass, grabbed what looked like a stick and started pushing hard down on the ingredients on the counter. It clearly was a physical task. Jesus Christ, I need help – his biceps are just – right, don’t think about it.

    “Neither do I, but who the hell doesn’t love doing tricks on a snowboard. And, god, what was his name? Uh, Brody! Always played as Brody.” I said.

    “Haha, Elise for me!” he said.

    “You played as Elise?” I asked, surprised he played as a girl. “I mean, she is hot though.”

    “Damn straight, just the right number of polygons.” he fucking winked at me. “Also I always thought her tricks were cooler. I’m more of a long-board guy myself.”

    I laughed and he said “Go ahead and boot it up! Should already be connected.” He finished my drink and brought it over, along with what looked like a beer for himself.

    We sat on the couch together and I tried the mojito. He even garnished it with a fresh slice of lime.

    “Dude! What the hell, this is delicious!” I said.

    “Haha, thanks! Glad you like it. Fresh lime and mint are the best.”

    “Is that what you added to the glass? It’s really good. And I can’t even taste any booze.”

    “Yeah, I added a little less just in case it was too strong for you. Also this is a sour beer if you wanted to try it.”

    “Sour?” I asked.

    “Yeah, it’s totally different from your typical Bud or Yuengling or whatever. It’s more tart and much more fruity.”

    “Sure, I’ll try it. Um, you ok with me drinking from your glass?”

    “Yes man, haha! It’s cool.” He’s so up-beat.

    “Huh. That’s, um. Yeah, that’s definitely totally different from any beer I’ve tasted.” I said. “Doesn’t hold a candle to this mojito though.”

    “Fair enough!” he laughed.

    We started playing the game in race mode so I could get back into it – I was so rusty. He won comfortably, but I didn’t do too bad. We switched to show-off mode and he got comfortable while man-spreading with his feet up on the coffee table. I tried not to think about his scent, given how close we were to each other on the small sofa. I have such a thing for quiet, natural confidence. Zach was so comfortable in his own skin and it turned me on in a way that I didn’t care to admit.  

    I went to pick up my half-finished mojito after he barely won again.

    “Aaagh!” I yelped in surprise, spilling the rest of my drink on myself. A cat had jumped up on the back of the couch right behind my head.

    “Jesus.” Zach said. “Well now you’ve met Milo. Sorry I forgot to tell you I have a cat. Are you ok with cats?” he asked.

    “Uh, yeah, definitely. We had a few growing up – he just scared me, is all.”

    “Yeah, he’s… He’s odd, haha. Usually is too scared to meet new people at first, but he also has a lot of energy at times. Here, I’ll get you some paper towels.” 

    He handed me the paper towels and cleaned the bit of drink that ended up on the floor.

    Watching me pat my shirt and pants dry he said “Yeah, that’s not going to do much. Let me throw those in the wash for you. Otherwise they’ll be all sticky from the sugar.”

    “What? Oh, no I’ll be fine.” I said nervously. Was he asking me to take off my clothes? 

    “No seriously, they should be washed. It won’t take too long. Also,” he said, looking at my legs and arms, “you should probably rinse off so you don’t end up sticky. The bathrooms right over there.” he pointed past the kitchen. 

    “Alright, I guess I should.” I said.

    “Here, give me your clothes, I’ll throw them on quick wash.”

    I hesitated uncomfortably. He noticed and laughed. “Hey man, it’s ok haha. I know we don’t know each other so well yet, but trust me, my place is 100% a judgment-free zone. You definitely don’t have anything I haven’t seen plenty before. Besides, I’m basically a nudist at home or when I’m with my buddies.”

    “What, seriously?” I asked. “What’s that like? You’re just… naked all the time? Even with friends?”

    “Yeah, pretty much,” he said. “I usually hate wearing clothes, and most of my friends enjoy the freedom of it too. It’s why I have that bathrobe by the door” he pointed towards a hook I didn’t notice before. “and why you probably saw me pulling my shirt on when you arrived.”

    “Shit.” I said, taking this in. “Alright,” I laughed and nervously pulled off my shirt and shorts. I was a little afraid since my body wasn’t anything like his. I wasn’t out of shape, per se, but I don’t exercise or take care of my physique like he did. I was about as tall as him or slightly shorter with more slender shoulders. Freshman fifteen is definitely real for me, as I’ve gotten a bit softer since high school, though I still look slim enough with a shirt on.

    “Thanks,” I said as I handed him everything but the boxer-briefs I still had on. He smiled, and I noticed a familiar heat in my groin. Feeling exposed always gave me this weird sexual tension. He pointed again to the bathroom and I went in before my emerging semi could take hold.

    I took the opportunity of showering to clear my mind. I definitely got excited about being around Zach. His comfort in his own body and the confident and jovial way he spoke – I was attracted to him. And I felt bad about it.

    I was letting the warm water hit me when Zach knocked on the door. “Hey dude, sorry but the beer’s going through me. I need to use the toilet.”

    “Oh. Um. Uh, okay.” I turned away from the clear shower door as he came in. There wouldn’t be a way to hide my whole body, but exposing my ass felt better than my dick. Plus I figured I should give him privacy? But he also said he was a nudist, so. I’m not sure.

    The distinct sound of his piss hitting the water was unmistakable and made me blush from the taboo of it. Guys in school never showered in Gym, I was never on any team, and I was always taught that nudity is an inherently private thing. I can’t even remember seeing a guy my age naked.

    “Thanks man,” he said as he was still pissing. “I just made you another mojito, I put some more booze in it this time.”

    “Oh, thanks.” I said, somewhat uncomfortable to start a conversation over the sound of his urine. 

    “Dude, I told you, no judgment!” He laughed jovially. “You don’t have to hide or be ashamed. We all have the same stuff.”

    “Oh, right. Uh, sorry,” I nervously chuckled as I turned around. As he finished peeing he shook his dick a bit, which I couldn’t help but to look at for a second. It was a lot bigger than I expected – I’m not sure why I expected it to be anything specific – but when I saw it I was surprised at the length. It was soft, floppy even, and as thick as mine is when erect. “So you’re really just naked with friends all the time?” I asked as he pulled his shorts up.

    “Yeah, pretty much. I mean it’s not an expectation, it’s more just the norm around here. That’s not to say you have to at all! I definitely have a few textile friends, and I never want to make anyone uncomfortable. I hope I didn’t by coming in?” he asked. 

    “Textile?” I asked. “And no, of course not. It’s your place. I’m just – I’ve just never really encountered nudity like that, not casually. Everyone around me has always been really private.”

    “Someone who prefers clothes,” he clarified. “And good!”

    “Gotcha. Well yeah, no I guess it would be a bit of a shock, but I’m not upset or offended or anything. I’ve been actively trying to try new things since starting college.”

    “So do you want to try casual nudity?” he asked me with a smile. I felt a slight swelling in my dick.

    “Um, sure, I guess why not? Though you’ll have to show me what to do, I guess?”

    He laughed harder than I’ve heard him before. “You don’t do anything man! ‘Cept what we’ve already been doing – just in the buff.”

    “Ha, alright then.”

    He somewhat excitedly disrobed right there, leaving his clothes on the sink. “Just don’t bother with your underwear when you’re done, and that’s it. I’ve got to beat you again at SSX! I still need to put your clothes in the dryer anyway.” and he left the bathroom.

    As he said all of that I had turned to rinse my body, but I was really trying to hide my growing semi from him. I loved his energy – how carefree and casual he was. 

    After a minute or two to let the hard-on mostly die down, I got out of the shower to dry off. Milo came into the bathroom to say hello more normally this time. He was actually very sociable and let me pet him for a minute or so.

    “See, he’s actually pretty friendly when he wants to be.” Zach saw me from the kitchen.

    “Yeah, he’s a sweet boy.” I responded as I hung up my towel and joined him in the kitchen.

    For a second I just stood there, intensely aware of how naked I was.

    “This. . . This is weird.” I said with a nervous chuckle.

    “You get used to it,” he said with a smile. “Does it feel liberating?”

    “I guess a little? But right now I – well, I mostly just feel exposed. Like in a nervous way.”

    “That’s ok! And pretty typical for the first time,” he said as he leaned against the counter. “I just put some pizza rolls in for us.” The way he crossed his legs made his dick look way more prominent against his balls, which were also comfortably large.

    “Oh sweet!” I said as I drew my eyes away from his dick.

    He must have noticed – fuck. He smirked as he told me “It’s fine to look. It’s just usually considered rude to stare.”

    “What? I – I” I blushed. “I’m sorry. I’ve just never seen anyone naked like this before. Just… casually letting it all hang out.”

    “No dude, I get it! It’s natural to look. Everyone looks. And it’s not something you’re used to. It’s like the taboo of it draws your eye.”

    “Yes, exactly!” I said, not wanting to admit his dick alone would draw my eye as well. “But – What do you do about, um…” I could feel my dick growing. Fuck, I had thought I got it under control when I got out of the shower.

    “Boners?” he said with a laugh,  glancing down at my junk. “Nothing. Hard-ons happen, they’re a part of life. Often they don’t mean anything.”

    “So, um” I stammered and shifted so I wasn’t facing him as directly. “You and your friends just live with the occasional hard-on and just ignore it?” I was now definitely at half-mast. I tried to flex my leg muscles to get rid of it.

    “Yeah. Well, usually,” he said, then quickly shifted the conversation. “Why don’t we continue playing the game? It’ll be easier if you have something else to think about.”

    The way he said ‘usually’ with a sideways look and a smile made it seem like there was more to the story. But he was a smiley dude, so who knows. I was thankful to take the attention off our dicks.

    I drank my mojito perhaps a little too quickly as we played another round or two. I actually managed to win the last round – I knew I still had it in me. 

    He was sitting exactly the same as he had previously; legs apart, feet on the coffee table. I had instinctually sat cross-legged to hide my junk.

    When a timer went off in the kitchen he bounced off the couch, dick and balls swinging. “Pizza rolls are done! Also I’ll make you another drink?” he asked.

    “Sure!”

    “Another mojito? Or something different this time?”

    “Whatever you like” I said and joined him in the kitchen.

    “You’re getting a whiskey sour this time.” He bent over to get the pizza rolls out of the oven and I got a front-row view of his ass. It was obvious he had a nice ass, but jesus. It was plump with a good amount of muscle underneath. There was a decent amount of hair laying over his cheeks and in his crack. His dick and balls dangled in front of him, visible from behind. It was a miracle my dick didn’t stand to attention immediately, instead only getting semi-hard like before. But he said it was ok, so I tried to ignore it.

    He sat directly on the countertop, legs slightly spread, dick resting on the granite. He handed me a plate and I leaned against the counter opposite him. I felt even more exposed in the kitchen without the game to look at.

    “You alright?” he asked.

    “Yeah, I’m fine. Just still getting used to it, I guess.”

    “Do you want us to put our clothes back on? You’re more than welcome to.”

    “No!” I said a little too forcibly. He smirked again. “I mean, no, I’m fine with it. It does feel more liberating. It’s just so new.”

    “Alright,” he said. “Just let me know if you feel too uncomfortable. Like I said though, my house is absolutely a judgment-free space. Please don’t feel like you have to censor yourself or feel any sort of shame.” He smiled at me.

    I drank some of the whiskey sour and took a few breaths, centering myself.

    “Thank you.” I said. “I guess I’m used to my highschool friends, and the guys I’ve been hanging out with at college. They’re all a bit uptight about stuff, ya know? Like they’ll give you shit for stupid little stuff. And most of their jokes or insults revolve around who’s got a big or small dick. It’s just. . . It’s just uncomfortable sometimes, y’know? Especially when, well. I haven’t got what, well – I haven’t got what other guys have.” I glanced up to his soft dick resting on his balls as I said it. I don’t know why I was letting this spill. It’s not like I even gave words to these thoughts until Zach spoke about being judgment-free and I realized how different he was to my friends. And maybe the booze had something to do with it too.

    “No dude, I completely understand what you’re saying,” he said. “Which is exactly why I like to practice radical acceptance. Sounds like your friends are a little immature, and are likely hiding their own insecurities with bravado like that. I promise you the guys who brag about having a big dick do so cause they think they don’t.”

    “Hmm,” I said, feeling a bit better. “I guess.”

    “Plus,” he said, “I know you said you haven’t seen many other dicks before, but you have a very nice one! Trust me.”

    I spluttered out a false laugh. “I – What?” My dick must have heard it being spoken about, as it started to thicken after it had just calmed down a moment ago. Not yet defying gravity, but it definitely got bigger at his words.

    “You heard me. I mean, beauty in every body, right? But as far as attractive penises go, you’ve got a nice one bro.” He smiled. It twitched a few more times at his compliments. 

    “You’re one to talk! Just look at that thing you’ve got between your legs! When I’m hard I’m barely that big!”

    “False advertising dude,” he said, glancing down at his own. “I’m a shower. You’d think I get bigger than this, but I don’t. When it’s hard it just stands up – same length, same girth.”

    “Wait, really? I thought all dicks get bigger.” 

    “No, not all. There’s growers and showers. Growers get a lot bigger when hard. They’re the easy-pack dicks, haha. Mine is just harder to pack away in every-day life, but it doesn’t really get bigger. I even wanted to wrestle in high school but didn’t ‘cause I was embarrassed about things like that back then.”

    “So, um, I guess I’m a grower then?” I said. Now my dick was starting to point straight out..

    “Looks like it to me,” he said with a wry smile and nod at my dick.

    I looked down at my dick, now at full-mast. “Jesus, um. Fuck, I’m sorry.”

    “Dude, I told you. No judgment at all. Boners happen, they’re nothing to be ashamed of. I just complimented your cock, and I guess your cock liked to hear it.” He said. I noticed his dick twitching a bit too.

    “Yeah, I guess. Still though, fuck. I’m sorry.” My dick was pointing straight at him. I realized how bizarre this was; I was standing in my soon-to-be step-brother’s kitchen, stark naked, with a raging hard-on, eating pizza rolls. Definitely not what I thought the night would look like. “I bet your other friends don’t get hard-ons while talking and hanging out. Jesus.”

    “Mm, you’d be surprised,” he said softly, almost to himself. “Anyway,” he said, putting his last pizza roll in his mouth and talking through it, “Gotta put your clothes in the dryer.”

    He walked over to the washer and started putting my clothes in the dryer. I felt even more ridiculous standing alone in his kitchen with my stiff dick than I did when he was with me. I realized my mind was still on his dick. I was imagining it getting hard and bigger, even though he said it didn’t. I wanted to feel it going from soft to hard. As I took more sips of my drink, I imagined wrapping my mouth around his soft dick and feeling it grow slowly in my mouth.

    “How do you like the whiskey sour?” he asked, still at the laundry. 

    My dick was more than hard now. It was throbbing. “Uh, good!” My mind turned from his dick in my mind to his actual dick. “Really good actually. Goes down nice.” Zach wasn’t fully at attention, but instead of pointing straight down, his dick was reaching away from his body a bit, about at a forty-five degree angle. Was he still thinking about us talking about dicks too?

    I finished my pizza rolls and went to sit down on the couch again with my drink. I was definitely feeling the effects of the booze now. I thought I was less coordinated when I walked to the kitchen before, but I basically stumbled towards the couch. 

    “You alright?” he asked me as he finished with the laundry and saw me stumble. He was already close to the couch when he ran over to steady me, making sure I didn’t spill my drink for the second time.

    “Uh, yeah. Sorry, I guess the booze just kinda hit me all of a sudden.” I said.

    “Ha! No worries dude. You’re good, just sit down. Do you want to watch something this time?”

    “Uh, sure,” I said, not realizing I was staring at his still semi-hard dick.

    “Hmm. I guess you didn’t believe me that it doesn’t get much bigger?”

    “I guess I didn’t. I’m sorry for looking,” I said and looked away.

    “You’re good man.”

    I looked back at it after a minute. “It is still really big though.”

    “Thanks dude,” he said with a smile. He put his arm over my shoulder and put on a web-series for us to watch. It was really funny, but a wave of tiredness was washing over me and I found it difficult to keep my eyes open.

    I’m not sure how long I lasted watching it with him, but the last thing I remember was him putting a blanket over me as I fell asleep on the couch.

  • Alpha Encounters: Mac

    Hey, everyone! This story is inspired by another Instahunk, but unlike Addison he also has a decent OF page AND he does dudes! Look up mac.stl for some viewing material while you read and you won’t be disappointed. –Eric


    It was my first Saturday night in Leipzig, Germany. Going on exchange for my second year of university might have been one of the best decisions I ever made. My buddy Alec from my program and I were going out clubbing to celebrate and he was introducing me to his German cousin, Mac.

    “You’ll fall in love with him, Evan. Literally! He just came out as gay last year.”

    I rolled my eyes. Alec was straight, but he was a great guy.

    Yeah, right, I thought. Fall in love. We’ll see about that.

    I was just about four months out of a relationship with my last boyfriend and the breakup was tough. He was shitty to me. And I was way too patient with him. About a month ago I had stopped rehearsing what I would say if I ever saw him again, so I figured I was over him. Now it was time to get under someone!

    Hi, I’m Evan. And this is the story of how I met the guy who changed my life.

    Alec and I took the metro to the bar. I was constantly checking myself out in every reflection I could see. I wanted to make a good impression for my first night on the town in a new city –new country!

    I was looking pretty good that night. It was warm without being humid, so I decided on a classic look: t-shirt and jeans. The shirt was an Eve6 concert tee that I alter to make more fitted, figured I’d represent Canada a little bit (not that anyone would likely get the reference). And I filled out those jeans pretty well. I had started putting more effort into my physique since my breakup and it was already starting to show. I was determined to keep that up in Germany. I’d already acquainted myself with the campus athletic facilities. I had a modest frame of just five-foot-eight and about 155 pounds, but I was looking pretty cute ever since my skin cleared up the year before. I’d let my hair grow into a massive mop of loose brown curls that fell down around my ears. My best assets were my eyes, a piercing blue. And my ass. I may not have been the buffest twink in the gym, but I had a really narrow waist and a plump butt that always filled out the seat of my pants. I did a half turn in the subway to check myself out from behind in the reflection from the plexiglass. I smiled. Not bad. A voice in my head couldn’t wait for my ex to see my epic Instagram stories from this coming semester. But I was over him… really.

    I’d been in the country for less than a week, barely recovered from my jetlag, the culture shock hadn’t even started to seep in yet, and Alec insisted that we make the most of our last week of freedom before classes started. Already my German wasn’t as great as I thought it was when I got on the plane in Toronto. Everyone seemed to understand me, but I had to ask people to repeat themselves way more often than I would’ve liked. The city seemed so alive with activity as we made our way down the main street to the dance club.

    Alec and I walked in and immediately descended a long staircase into the basement were they checked our IDs. It was early yet and not that crowded. Alec motioned to the bar and pointed out his cousin.

    “That’s him, there,” Alec said. “That’s Mac, leaning against the bar.”

    My jaw dropped. He was one of the hottest guys I’d ever seen –in real life or anywhere else.

    I watched Mac lean against the bar wearing a black leather jacket over a clean, white tank top and a pair of destroyed blue jeans that revealed patches of two hairy, muscular legs. The crotch of those jeans rounded around what must’ve been a very respectable package underneath. Above the neckline of his tank top I saw a patch of neatly trimmed chest hair sprouting between two hard and meaty-looking pecs. He was tall, too. About six-foot-two. He finished off his look with brown, leather boots, a chunky pewter chair around his neck, a pair of metal studs in his ears, and a dark green bandana tied around his forehead. The bandana would’ve looked dumb on someone else, but on this guy only seemed to accentuate the look he was going for.

    “No way is this guy gay,” I thought to myself. “The gods aren’t that kind. Alec must be mistaken.”

    And he was super good-looking. I shouldn’t have been surprised; Alec told me he was a professional model. He had a baby face with cupid’s bow lips, but about two days worth of stubble, enough to show that he was capable of growing a very full beard if he wanted to. Even in the jacket I could tell he was in very good shape; the taper from his broad shoulders down to a waspish waist was incredible. He looked kind of like a buff version of Ryan Phillippe from Cruel Intentions. His hair was short on the sides and back with a mop of loose, chestnut brown curls on top. He had brown eyes, too, set under thick but neat brows with a seeking look in them as his gaze floated around the dancefloor.

    We entered the room and approached him. He grinned and tossed Alec a nod as we walked up to him. He and Alec pulled each other in for one of those uber-bro shoulder slap hugs and Alec introduced me:

    “Mac, das ist Evan.”

    “Nice to meet you,” Mac said in accented English, jutting his chin out at me and smiling.

    I replied in stilted German, “Du auch. Wie ist die Musik heute Abend?”

    Or, “You, too, man. How’s the music tonight?”

    Mac’s eyebrows went up and for the rest of the night we all spoke mostly in German with Alec occasionally helping to translate or smooth things over. I was grateful that the music wasn’t super loud.

    About twenty minutes after our introductions we decided to hit the dance floor. Mac shrugged off his leather jacket, tossed in over a chair, and my jaw nearly hit the ground. I was prepared for a nice physique on this guy, but his torso was nothing short of godly, especially his arms! Bulging, round biceps that must’ve stretched the tape to 18 or 19 inches, thick furry forearms, and shoulders that looked like bowling ball implants. He even had these super cool tattoo sleeves above his wrists: a tiger’s face on his right and a metallic looking bird’s wing on his left. His back filled out that clean, white tank top like it was painted onto him and he moved like liquid sex as his body found the rhythm and he joined us on the dance floor. I could barely take my eyes off him. And the same was true for most of the girls and half of the guys in the club. But Mac was super cool, acting like he didn’t even realize he was moistening and tenting crotches all around him.

    Before the end of the second song Mac had a super hot girl grinding up on his front and one on his back as he danced. And he was super into it. I watch as he kissed and caressed one of them on the neck, the way a sexy vampire would. I knew he couldn’t have been gay. Alec must’ve been pulling my leg. Then he looked up at me, smiling and winking just before he pulled a girl into him, pressing her boobs against his muscular chest. I nearly fainted!

    Later on Mac and I were having beers off in a corner of the room while Evan was outside having a cigarette. It was a warm night. After all that dancing a light sheen of perspiration covered both of us, but on Mac it looked amazing. The coloured lights of the club bounced off the sculpted muscles of his arms and shoulders like he was made of literal steel. He also had a smear of lipstick on his mouth and cheek. I pointed it out to him. He grinned and wiped it off.

    “You’re a pretty popular guy tonight.”

    “Yeah, I suppose. Not really finding what I’m looking for though.”

    “No? Hot girls aren’t you thing?”

    “Sometimes, yeah. But tonight I’m looking for a twink.”

    Holy, shit! He wasn’t straight after all! He must’ve registered surprise on my face.

    “What?” he asked. “I figured Alec told you I was bi.”

    “Well… he said gay.”

    Mac shrugged his delicious shoulders and tossed me a grin. “Guess he was half right.”

    I took another swig of my beer to prepare myself and maybe raise my confidence.

    “So… you’re looking for a twink tonight, huh? Why so specific?”

    “I started an Only Fans page a couple of months ago. So far I’m making decent money just flexing and jerking off. But my fans want me to fuck someone. Ninety percent of my fans are gay guys. And I like being the dominant one in bed. So I guess I’m looking for a sub exhibitionist twink who’s hot enough to make a sex tape with me.”

    “Tall order.”

    Mac nodded in agreement as his gaze floated around the room. Then he looked over at me, grinning and sizing me up.

    “How about you,” he said, nodding at me, locking eyes with me. “You wanna bottom for me?”

    “Maybe,” I said with a grin and more finesse than I thought I had.

    “You’ve got a great ass,” Mac said. “I was checking you out on the dance floor. Can you take a big dick?”

    “How big?” I was genuinely dying to know.

    “It’s not super long, but it’s thick.”

    “How thick?”

    Mac shrugged his shoulders and thrust his denim clad crotch forward a bit.

    “See for yourself,” he said with a wicked grin.

    I looked down toward his bulging package, wondering if he was serious. I guess we were in a pretty secluded corner. Not that anyone in a place like this would really care if we groped each other. I took a step toward him to close the space between us. I pulled up the hem of his tank top to reveal a rocky, muscled stomach covered in a patch of neatly trimmed brown fur that plunged down into his jeans. I slipped my other hand down beneath his briefs and felt around. My eyes went wide and Mac’s grin broadened just before he casually sipped his beer as I checked out his goods.

    It was big. I’d love to know what his definition of “super long” is if he thinks his cock is “not super long.” It wasn’t even hard, but it was definitely swelling and lengthening as I massaged and stroked it a bit. And it was thick! Taking it would be a nice challenge. And it would feel soooooo good stretching me out. Mac was uncut and his balls were big, too. They felt meaty and full as I palmed them.

    “Nice,” I managed to say, mustering as much cool as I possibly could.

    “You too,” he rumbled into my ear.

    A second later I felt his hand slip around me and under my pants to grab at the flesh of my ass.

    “Mmmmm…” he purred as he grabbed my ass. “Nice… plump… meaty… pussy.”

    I felt his cock swell even more, the head of his penis expanding out of its foreskin.

    “You’d look so hot on camera,” he said to me.

    “Well…” I said, stroking his delicious cock. “I’d love to get naked with you, but… I don’t know about that.”

    “Well, how about a practice round?”

    I grinned. He leaned down and kissed me. By now his cock had lengthened down the leg of his jeans and started leaking precum all over my hand. Five minutes later Mac and I were saying good night to Alec and hailing a taxi.

    My first night with Mac was amazing. After a night of getting multiple orgasms from a man with the body of a Norse god, the face of an angel, and the cock of a pornstar, I would have agreed to anything he wanted. I came so much that night, two days later my balls still felt like they were recharging. Mac’s cock was long enough that we could have sex in any position at all, and we tried several. And it was deliciously thick, but he took so much time warming me up with his tongue and fingers that taking it was no problem –it felt amazing! So, yes, I agreed to be his bottom on camera for his OnlyFans page, on the condition that the video didn’t show my face. He was cool with that. It didn’t even occur to me to ask for money. Getting fucked by him seemed payment enough.

    Less than a week later we made the video. He ate my ass out for more than half an hour and lubed me up before he started recording. I was face down on his bed, my ass toward the camera. I was already purring by the time he pressed record and climbed onto the bed. He flexed and gave a few saucy looks to the camera before mounting me and shoving his dick inside my ass. He didn’t go slowly, eliciting a sudden yelp from me as his cock stretched me out and his bulbous head rubbed against my already rock hard prostate. He fucked me on my stomach for a while, sandwiching me into the mattress with his muscular body. Then he pulled on my hips, getting me up on my hands and knees for some doggy style action. My cock was hard as a nail, spewing precum below me with every thrust that he made. And he was thrusting hard, his hips slapping into my ass, his big, meaty balls flinging themselves into mine. I imagined what the camera was seeing. His perfect, sculpted ass flexing rhythmically as he fucked, owning my ass like a true alpha male. His broad, rocky back filling up the shot and those big, muscular arms holding onto my hips, his big balls swinging back and forth.

    I was moaning like crazy. I wasn’t going to last for long, but he had said I didn’t need to. The video was only going to be five minutes or so. So I clamped down with my prostate and held back for as long as I could, but then Mac started hammering me double-time and that was that. I orgasmed, letting my load fly all over the towel beneath me, moaning like a bred bitch.

    “Ohhhhh… ya…” Mac growled as he felt my ass clenching around his cock. He thrust extra deep and just left it there, feeling my prostate pulse against the head of his cock.

    I collapsed into my own cum, panting like crazy as he pulled out of me and took the condom off. Then he grabbed the camera and held it with one hand as he stroked himself off against my ass. With a deep, primal grunt came all over me. He filmed it all.

    Wow. Suddenly I had a sex tape. It was such a turn on, knowing that so many people were going to see this video, but no one would ever know it was me. I felt a certain power in that.

    That was the first night of many. Mac fucked me and filmed it almost weekly for the whole semester I was abroad. After a few weeks we were both comfortable not ever using condoms. Neither of us was fucking anyone else. And oh… my… gawd… the first night that he came inside of me felt almost too good to be true! Not only were Mac’s loads huge, but once we started doing it bare I felt strangely… energetic afterwards. You know how you normally get kinda tired after cumming, well, after Mac shot a load into me I felt the exact opposite, like I’d been sexually super charged or something. And I was ready to go another round. Mac was always ready to go another round! The guys balls never seemed to empty!

    But we also hung out as friends, had dinner with Alec and others, went clubbing. Some nights after fucking Mac and I just hung out naked in his apartment, watching videos, cooking, playing cards, drinking. He was pretty sweet and affectionate with me as well as being sexy. We spent a lot of time at his apartment, it was a really nice, bright loft space. Mac obviously pulled in a lot of dough as a model. His building even had a fully equipped gym in the basement which we often made use of. He thought it was great that I was into fitness, too.

    Working out with Mac was surreal. Once I was able to control myself from immediately boning the second I saw him lifting any weights and actually pay attention, I got some really great workout advice. Over the course of the next weeks and months, my body started looking more toned and muscular than ever. I looked fucking great! Mac looked fucking great! And we looked fucking great together! I couldn’t believe it. I was fuck buddy to a German supermodel. How did that happen!?

    But I never let myself fall in love or anything. Even though it would have been sooooo easy. It never felt like we were boyfriends or anything like that. We both knew I was going back to Canada in December. Nevertheless, it was the greatest three months of my life. I had never felt so alive. My body had never felt so fulfilled, so satisfied, so healthy. I was like I was permanently a little bit high, but my senses were all heightened, too.

    Before I left to come home Mac and I promised to stay in touch over the internet. We were already talking about him coming to visit me in Toronto and staying for Pride in the summer. That would be lit!

    A few weeks after I was home, I got a letter in the mail from Mac. At least, I thought it was a letter. When I opened it, it was a bank money order for 60,000 Euros! Which was about $90,000 Canadian dollars!

    I immediately called him to ask if it was a joke. It wasn’t. It was my half of the proceeds from our OnlyFans videos. I couldn’t believe it! In one summer, Mac made almost two hundred grand just from OnlyFans!? This one payment would cover my entire university education!

    I guess it’s true what they say. Sex sells.

  • Over the Fence

    “I think he’s out there again…”

    Alexis was sitting at our breakfast bar working on an assignment, and peering out the glass sliding door at the patio fence. I looked up from my book and followed her gaze from my cozy spot on the sofa and saw the slow shifting patterns of shadow and light that gave away the movement from next door.

    “I mean, I’m not mad about it.” I joked.

    “Gross, James!” She screwed up her nose and chuckled. I shrugged and gave her a cheeky smirk. “It’s so weird that he’s always poking around out there at weird hours.”

    “It’s his patio, he’s not doing anything wrong.”

    “In his underwear though?” She raised an eyebrow.

    “Maybe he doesn’t know we can see? The gaps in the palings are pretty narrow. Or maybe he does know but doesn’t really care.” Alexis pursed her lips and returned her attention to her laptop.

    Alexis and I had moved in after our previous leases wound up. We were excited to be living together as best friends, and to have an apartment to ourselves. Alexis had finished her master degree and was now doing research at her college, and I had started a new job with promising opportunities. Now in our mid twenties, it was nice to only share with one other person, instead of a rotating cast of roommates.

    It was an older building, and quite modest, but it was clean and well-kept. It was a long narrow building that stretched as close to the property line as possible on either side to maximize floor space. The neighboring building was a mirrored version of ours, and our ground floor apartment opened onto a small patio that butted up against the tall fence between them.

    We hadn’t met our neighbor over the patio fence, or even talked to him, but we knew he was there. We’d hear him pacing around his patio, and saw slivered glimpses of him in passing whenever we’d go outside. One time, Alexis had stepped into the narrow garden bed and leaned over to the fence to peek through and say hello, but decided against it when she saw an older man in his underpants. Feeling awkward and not wanting to be seen, she fled quietly inside, stifling an awkward giggle.

    Of course there’s nothing strange or unusual about a neighbor being on their patio, and had Alexis’ good intentions not caused her to spy them in their tighty-whities, we’d probably never thought anything more of it. We would share some lighthearted jokes about it since, but it was just goofing. Alexis loved Friends, and I think she just thought it was fun to have her own version of Ugly Naked Guy.

    I began reading my book again, but I couldn’t help looking through the glass door out the corner of my eye. Though my attention was divided, I finally got to the end of my chapter, and shortly after there was quiet and stillness outside on the hidden patio.

    * * *

    A few weeks later and the joke had petered out, although Alexis was sure that every time he was out there, he was in his underpants. I dissuaded the Ugly Naked Guy gag, since it didn’t seem very nice­­­­—some parts of Friends certainly hadn’t aged well—and had quipped “Well, he can’t be that ugly if you keep ogling him in his undies, Lexi.”

    “Well, he’s not hot, but he’s no prize, that’s for sure!”

    “Leave him be, Lex.”

    Realizing that she’d lost her audience, and perhaps a bit embarrassed, she mostly stopped mentioning it.

    I had a day off from work, and Alexis was in classes all day. It was the perfect opportunity to catch up on chores that I’d been neglecting and then relax for the rest of the day. I was pottering about in the kitchen when the washing machine chimed, letting me know it was done. I wiped my hands on a tea towel and hauled the load of clean clothes into the basket. Slipping out of the sliding glass door onto the patio, I dumped the basket down and began hanging out my shirts and tees on the retractable clothesline.

    It was a sunny day, and the heat beat down into the space between the buildings. I was keen to get back into the air conditioning, but felt a sense of satisfaction that my laundry would dry quickly and I’d manage to get it all done today. Small pleasures.

    I heard some scuffling on the pavers of the patio next door, and looking to my right, I saw the shifting shadow and light through the gaps in the palings as my neighbor moved about their little courtyard.

    For some reason, I froze, feeling like I was trespassing. It was silly; I was on my own patio, they were on theirs, there was a fence between us. What was the problem? A nebulous, undefined image of an older man in white y-fronts popped into my mind. I gave my head a shake, as if trying to erase an etch-a-sketch, and an involuntary, embarrassed little huff escaped my mouth.

    The neighbor stopped moving; I heard a faint sound as if they were trying to quietly clear their throat. A slight tingle poured down my spine; had they heard me? Had I disturbed their private patio time? Again I chastised myself; don’t be so silly!

    I returned to my laundry and with a forced casualness continued to hang out my clothes.

    I heard the neighbor moving again, and I was sure they’d come nearer to the fence. I looked over again, and could definitely see the vague form of a person through the gaps.

    “Hello?” a voice called. If this guy was old, he didn’t sound it. I was beginning to think Alexis had just been embellishing her carry-on.

    “Oh… hi there,” I returned, as I dropped some pajama pants back into the basket and stood up straight.

    “Welcome to the neighborhood. Sorry I haven’t said hi sooner.” His voice wasn’t especially deep, but it had a slight rasp to it, that was pleasant and gave it a warm quality.

    “Oh, no problem. Thanks for the welcome.”

    There was an awkward silence between us, heavy with the potential energy of who would speak next.

    “I’m Callum,” he said.

    “I’m James. And my housemate is Alexis.”

    “Nice to meet you, sorta.”

    “Yah! Sorta.”

    We both giggled awkwardly. I took a few steps closer to the fence. Nearing the edge of the garden bed around the perimeter of the courtyard, I started catching more glimpses of Callum’s form through the narrow columns of negative space. I saw a kaleidoscope of some blond hair, the fold of an ear, some more blond hair but this time fuzzier, perhaps a forearm. He shifted his weight, and a nipple came into view, then more fuzz, and then the white and grey stripes of an elastic waistband, and then a bare leg… my face began to prickle as a blush spread across it.

    “Well, uh, I’ll catch you around,” said Callum, and I heard him trudge across the pavers. As he moved away from the fence and back towards his own sliding glass door, more of his frame came into focus in the narrow gap. From the back, I could see that he was maybe around my same height, a broader build, and he was definitely only wearing underpants.

    I had maybe paused too long before I said “Yeah, sure!” Had he seen me come closer to the fence? Did he retreat because he didn’t want me to see him? He hadn’t sounded embarrassed or angry; just friendly. And he hadn’t seemed to rush back to his door. From what I could see, he just ambled back sedately. Through the narrowly spaced fence boards, I saw him kick off a pair of slides onto a doormat, and then he disappeared inside.

    I stood still for a moment. I had stepped over to the fence to be polite and chat to my newly-met neighbor, but I had gotten a lot more than I bargained for. An odd swirl of sensations swept around my stomach. I felt sheepish and awkward about seeing a stranger in a state of undress, but also it was undeniably exciting. I never got a clear and complete picture, but the small pieces of the puzzle that had been revealed to me had given me a flutter of titillation. From the patches of body hair, I was relatively confident that he had a hairy chest and forearms. From the back I saw he had a full head of blond hair, and was solidly built. I hadn’t seen enough of his face to have any real idea what he looked like, but… I had a hunch.

    What’s wrong with you!? I chastised myself as I turned back to the clothes line and hung out the last few pieces of clothing. Why was I starting to feel giddy over someone I didn’t know and hadn’t even seen properly. I already knew that I wouldn’t tell Alexis about this little interaction, partly because it felt somehow incriminating, and partly because it felt like an exciting little secret.

    * * *

    Alexis never really had any reason to go out onto the patio. She usually took her washing over to her parents’ place since our dryer was broken. Being at the rear of the building, our patio had a gate opening onto the street that ran along the back of the property, but we just used the apartment’s front door. So, whenever I would go hang out my laundry or water my wilting collection of pot plants, if Callum was there, we would share a few moments, voices over a fence, and developed an amiable little acquaintance. We never went any further than the niceties of hi-how-are-you, but it was a pleasant rhythm to have with a neighbor.

    I still had no better idea of what the man looked like. If Callum was on the patio, I tended not to venture too close to the fence. As tantalizing as the thought of getting a better look at him, it felt like overstepping a line. From a distance I would still catch the narrowest slivers of pink skin, blond hair, and white fabric, but it was so abstract and these formless pieces of data refused to reconcile into a larger picture.

    I began to notice that he was out there quite a lot, and not just when I saw and heard movement. Several times I’d be out on the patio not realizing he was there, and I’d hear his warm, friendly “Hi, James!”. At first it gave me a start, but soon I looked forward to his greetings, and would try to dismiss the disappointment when he wasn’t outside.

    I was getting quite curious about what he was doing out on his patio all the time. Not that it was any great mystery; he might have an outdoor dining table, or deck chair, or any number of things that might bring him out onto the patio. But, really, I was just curious about Callum in general.

    I was out pegging up t-shirts and socks and underwear one day, when I heard the familiar “Hi, James,” from across the divide, and with a feint flutter of butterflies in my tummy, I resolved to ask what he was up to.

    “Hi Callum, how’s it going?”

    “Oh, good, good. Yourself?”

    “Yeah, I’m good. Just hanging out some laundry,” I said. I held my breath for a moment while I swallowed my social awkwardness and found my nerve. “So, what’re you up to today?” Okay, so it was a bit vague and broad, but it was a start.

    I heard Callum shift in whatever position he was in, and cleared his throat a little. Before I could start worrying whether I’d made things awkward, he replied. “I’m reading at the moment.” His voice was bright and tentative, and the fact that he was also a reader sparked an excitement over common interests.

    “That’s neat! I never thought to sit out here and read.”

    “You’re a reader?” he asked.

    “Yeah, I love reading. What’ve you got on the go at the moment?”

    I heard scuffing of wood on pavers, and his footsteps coming towards the fence. I looked over and saw a set of thick, square fingers close over the top of the fence, followed by a tuft of blond hair, and then a pleasant, bearded face. Callum smiled at me from the top of the fence—he must have been standing on his tiptoes in the garden bed—and reached over with his other hand to show me a book. It was an older book by one of my favorite authors.

    “Oh! I love that one! Are you enjoying it?”

    “Yeah, it’s pretty great so far. No spoilers though!” he chuckled.

    “I wouldn’t dream of it! I’m kinda jealous; I wish I could read it for the first time again.”

    “Yeah, I know that feeling.”

    There was a pause, and my attention left the book to finally take in the reveal of the mysterious Callum. His face was square and his expression was open and good-natured. He had a thick but neat blond beard, slightly darker than the hair on his head, which was a pale straw blond and beginning to thin out and recede a little at the temples. He had a strong nose that was angular without being sharp, and nicely anchored the features of his broad face. Beneath thick, straight eyebrows were the most startling green eyes I’d ever seen. They were large and wide, and had a lively, intelligent gleam to them. He was older than Alexis and I for sure, maybe ten years at most, maybe in his mid thirties. Alexis had made it sound like he was actually elderly.

    I lowered my eyes momentarily, following the space between two fence palings, a column of pink flesh with an interlude of white fabric… I saw the hint of a seam that made up part of the Y-front of his underpants and blushed. I swallowed and returned my attention back to the friendly face floating at the top of the fence. Oh god, did he notice? Was he offended? It had been only a second, but it felt like longer. I felt a drop of sweat on my forehead, my telltale sign of social anxiety.

    I couldn’t tell if he had noticed, but his smile widened. He hefted the elbow of the arm holding the book up onto the top of the fence to keep his balance, and with the other arm he reached out and over the fence, extending his hand to me. Both arms were bare.

    “It’s nice meet you properly at last, James,” he said, smile lines crinkling at the corner of those brilliant green eyes.

    I crossed the few feet toward the fence and reached up, shaking his hand, making sure not to squeeze too hard or too softly.

    “Likewise!” I felt goosebumps spread across the skin of my arms, hoping Callum wouldn’t notice.

    He gave me another wide grin. “Well, I’ll let you get back to it. Have a good day!” he said and disappeared from view and stepped away from the fence.

    “You too!” I said as I picked up my laundry basket and headed back inside.

    So, Callum had been revealed and, at least from the chin up, he was incredibly handsome. I smiled to myself in satisfaction; my hunch had been right. But I also felt a restlessness come over me, like that odd melancholy that sets in after your friends have all left after a visit after not seeing them for a long time. I was trying to be a mature and reasonable person; I was trying not to think anything of my neighbor lounging about in their briefs in the privacy of their own patio. And yet, I couldn’t quash the giddiness of a school kid writing about their crush in their diary.

    I wanted to go back out there and ask him more questions about books, or maybe himself, and get closer to the fence, and to see that hairy, friendly face with the emerald eyes appear over the palings again. I chuckled; be cool, James, I thought to myself.

    Instead, I went into my room and flopped onto my bed. Maybe he’d be out there in a few hours when I went out to bring in the dry laundry. I thought about picking up my book to pass the time, but as I lay there thinking about Callum, I felt a tightening at the top of my thighs as the crotch of my pants began to tent. My cock pushed against the layers of fabric, fueled by images of a well-built blond man in white briefs. I sighed and let the fantasy take hold, and reached my hand down to knead the growing bulge, encouraging the arousal and my imagination.

    I imagined Callum’s thick furry arms wrapping around me and his wide smiling lips moving closer to mine, and as my dick grew progressively stiffer I felt the swelling coax the foreskin back from the head. The tip revealed itself and rubbed against the fabric of my underpants, bare glans against cotton, and as the sensitivity increased, this friction was heaven. I continued to rub and push, and roll my palm over the straining mound in my pants, and my breath slowed to long aspirated sighs.

    I begin trying to fill in the gaps, I imagined his chest with broad, solid pecs, shaded in a broad triangle of chest hair that came to a point where his sternum met his belly, in the same slightly darker blond of his beard. I imagined a thick trunk of an abdomen, toned, with the faint outline of those v-shaped muscles disappearing into the waistband of a pair of tighty-whities that were struggling to contain their contents.

    I was leaking so much precum now that the wet patch had soaked through my underwear and I could feel a slick filmy patch spreading slowly from where the tip of my dick was poking insistently at the crotch of my shorts.

    I swirled my finger tips around the sticky patch, almost as if polishing it, and held my hand in front of my face, tapping my index finger and thumb together and watching the glistening strands of precum stretching between them. Does Callum leak a lot of precum? I thought wistfully as I licked my fingers clean.

    There was commotion at the front door, and Alexis’ voice sang out from the entry hall.

    “I’m home!”

    Perfect timing, I thought wryly, as I got up to change into new shorts and undies.

    * * *

    It was a few days later, and I was sweeping up the dust and detritus that had accumulated across the patio pavers. I had considered putting my earbuds in to listen to music or an audiobook while I worked, but I didn’t to miss hearing Callum if he came outside as well. And sure enough, it wasn’t long before I heard his sliding door open, and his plodding footsteps.

    The footsteps stopped, and after a moment, I heard “Hi, James!”

    “Heya, Callum!” I returned cheerily.

    I heard crunching as he stepped into the garden bed, and that handsome, smiling face appeared over the fence again. “I finished my book,” he said, his eyes twinkling.

    “Neat! Did you like it?”

    “I loved it, it was awesome!”

    “Oh! Wait right there, I’ll be right back.” I laid down the broom and dashed inside, as Callum cocked a curious eyebrow.

    I returned with my copy of the next book in the series. Trying to think nothing of it, I casually walked straight over to the fence, but not too close; I stepped gingerly into the garden bed just far enough to comfortably hand him the book.

    “Here,” I said, holding it out for him, “this is the next one in the series.”

    Those expressive eyebrows lifted together, and a smile creased the corners of his eyes.

    “Are you sure?”

    “Absolutely! You’ll have to tell me what you think of it, and I can loan you the rest of the series too if you like.”

    “Thanks! That’s very kind of you. I’ll get it back to you ASAP”

    “Please, no rush. I know where you live,” I said, trying to be winsome and effortlessly casual.

    He chuckled and I’m pretty sure he gave me a wink. I wasn’t certain though; do people still wink at each other? I felt a blush pool across my cheeks.

    We chatted for a bit longer, just niceties and small talk. He had rested both forearms along the top of the fence now, and he didn’t seem to be straining at all. He must be quite tall; taller than I had first thought.

    I was still standing just inside the garden bed, and I used all of my restraint to keep my head tilted upwards, looking him in the face or casting my gaze to the side to avoid staring or letting my eyes wander to the gaps in the fence.

    But at one point, he turned his head to clear his throat, and I took my chance. I dropped my eyes for only a moment. I saw a pink nipple, hard and round, couched in a swirl of blond chest hair; I saw a belly button, much closer, pressed right against the gap in the palings, smooth wefts of blond hair above and below it.

    I returned my eyes to the top of the fence, and Callum was looking back down at me, his face with a warm expression on it, calm and friendly, but there was something else… a quirk at the corner of his mouth; did I detect a dimple beneath that blond beard? It had only be a split second that I had allowed myself to look. Had he caught me?

    “Well, I don’t want to keep you from your work. I think I’ll go get started on this next book. Thanks again! That was very thoughtful.” He held the book up and give it an appreciative waggle.

    “My pleasure!”

    And with that, he disappeared from behind the fence, and I finished up my sweeping.

    * * *

    And so it went. Over the next few months, Callum and I continued our tentative friendship. We loaned each other books, passing them over the fence and discussing them while we paced our courtyards or leaned against the fence. I continued to catch glimpses of his body through the narrow gaps in the palings. He wasn’t always in his underwear, and even a few times I could tell he was fully dressed, but he was topless and trouserless more often than not.

    The little visual scraps—a pink nipple here, a swirl of blond hair there—would resurface in my fantasies, and when Alexis wasn’t home I would jerk off and call on these titillating morsels to intensify my orgasms. The more I got to know Callum, the more attractive he became, and the more intense the orgasms.

    * * *

    One Friday night, a huge storm passed through the area while Alexis was away on a research trip a few towns over. The countryside and outer suburbs were drenched in torrential rain and pummeled with hail, and some of the rural roads and highways had been washed out. She decided to extend her trip for several days and squeeze in some extra work on her project. By the time the storm reached the city, it had already dumped all of its water but continued to lash the inner suburbs with angry winds.

    That night, I sat on the sofa with my book, listening to the howling and shrieking. The narrow gap between the buildings caused a wind tunnel effect, and the sliding glass door to the patio rattled intermittently as the wind swept through like a non-stop invisible train.

    After I had gone to bed, I heard a sudden crash out on the patio that nearly gave me a heart attack. I lay there, still as rock, listening for more crashes. When none came, I crept into the living area and couldn’t see anything alarming. Seeing that all was well inside, I decided that I would investigate outside in the morning, and scurried back to bed.

    That morning, I woke up to a surprisingly quiet day. The storm had either run out of puff, or had swept itself well clear of the city. I had a shower and pulled on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt, and went to survey the damage.

    Peering out onto the patio, I saw a splash of soil across the pavers, the bedraggled remnants of some kind of plant, maybe a succulent, and a cracked plastic hanging pot, lying on its side against the edge of the garden bed, with the chains splayed out around it.

    I stepped outside and looked up. A few stories up, I spied a balcony with a row of hanging pots swinging gently from the spandrels, with a noticeable gap in the spacing. The roaring winds had sent this one to its death on my patio.

    Walking over to the destroyed plastic pot, I saw that a conifer shrub in the corner of the garden was bending over awkwardly. On closer inspection, I saw that several palings from the fence behind the shrub had come loose, and fallen to rest in the springy, needled foliage. The pot must have struck the fence on its way down, causing the palings to come loose, and leaving a wide gap. I eased the rogue palings off of the poor shrub and leaned them gently in the garden bed to tend to later.

    Ducking my head under the top rail, I leaned into the gap in the fence to survey the damage. Gripping the paling on one side of the hole, I gave it a jiggle to see how secure it was. It didn’t budge, and I was just about to head back inside to get my phone to photograph the the fence for the estate agent, when I was stopped in my tracks.

    In full view from my vantage point in the newly breached fence, I saw a sun lounge on which a large, hairy, blond man was reclined. The lounge was side-on to me, at the other end of the patio, giving me a clear profile view of Callum. His thick, muscular legs were crossed over each other, and he laid back at a relaxed angle, not fully upright, with his forearms resting on his belly holding up the most recent book I had loaned him.

    A pair of slides hung off his huge feet, one of them flapping lazily as he bounced his foot in the air. Thick, meaty calves and thighs punctuated by lithe yet sturdy knees and ankles gave me the strange and fleeting thought of turned table legs. At the top of his thighs were the signature tighty-whities, and I couldn’t help but notice the pouch was well-filled, making a prominent hill in his lap, accentuated by the y-front seams framing it.

    The waistband wrapped around his thick sides and disappeared under a round, full belly, which somehow looked firm and soft at the same time. In the shadow of the book he was holding, I saw his pecs, which were broad and powerful looking, but softly curved. I could tell that he was hairy all over; although the blond hairs were hard to distinguish against his pale skin from this distance, the morning sun glinted on them as his body moved and flexed with his breath and the bouncing of his foot.

    All of this was crowned with that friendly, handsome face I had seen floating over the top of the fence.

    And now, that handsome face was looking right at me.

    I froze.

    He didn’t seem startled or agitated, but merely regarded me with a relaxed and serene expression on his face, like a cat watching the day pass by through a window.

    I gasped, and to my horror, as I tried to straighten up and go back through the hole, I rolled an ankle on a rock, and tumbled forward.

    “Ow… fuck… err, sorry!” I blustered as I managed to right myself. I was now completely and totally on the other side of the fence, standing in Callum’s garden bed, while he just lay there, almost naked, gazing at me intently. My face burned with embarrassment, and I was completely mortified at my invasion of his privacy. This was no fleeting glance between fence palings while having a conversation. This was something else!

    He lowered the book nonchalantly, letting it flop forward against his chest, and pointed to his corner of the patio, where our building ended.

    “There’s a gate right there you know,” he smirked at me, as I stood there like a frightened rabbit.

    “I’m so sorry… the fence was broken… I was just looking… at…”

    He raised an eyebrow, and stopped talking, completely unsure where to look.

    He broke into a hearty laugh that seemed to resonate from deep within his thick abdomen. I gawped at him, all pretence of trying not to look gone. He pivoted his body in the seat of the lounge, lay the book down on the cushion, swung his big legs over the edge and stood up.

    I felt my dick twitch in spite of the boner-killing embarrassment and awkwardness. He was taller than me, by at least few inches, and he wasn’t as toned and defined as he was in my masturbation fantasies. But rather, he was far more delicious!

    His arms and chest had a padding of soft flesh, smoothing any angles and giving them pleasant yet masculine curves. This did not belie the substantial, solid musculature beneath. Similarly, his round belly extended from a thick trunk that seemed soft yet taut at the same time.

    The plumpness of his body seemed to enhance his broad, powerful frame rather than obscure it, and the thick covering of smooth, blond body hair served to highlight and emphasize the pleasing lines of his meaty physique. Even though I was quite stocky and broad myself, and not that much shorter, I immediately felt smaller, and involuntarily I took an intimidated step backwards.

    He’d stopped laughing, but he was smiling at me.

    “Do you wanna come in for a coffee?” He motioned to the glass door across from us.

    It took a moment for my brain to parse what he’d just asked me. “Oh… sure, that would be nice,” I managed.

    “Great!”

    As he began trudging in his bear-like way towards his apartment, he casually readjusted the heavy-looking pouch of his underwear with a square, fuzzy hand. He did it in that completely natural and unthinking way that all guys readjust themselves, but he wasn’t wearing clothes, and I couldn’t tear my eyes away.

    I took a few steps to follow him, and stopped. “Oh, I don’t drink coffee actually,” I blathered. Immediately, a voice in my head shrieked “Drink the fucking coffee, James! Drink whatever he puts in front of you!” The thought of completely sabotaging this interaction with Callum sent a panicked and disappointed chill across my scalp, and my cheeks burned even harder.

    “Ah… Well, I have tea. Or juice. Or water,” he said. He turned to give me an appraising look. “But, it’s okay if you need to go.” There was no guile in his tone; his face remained warm, smiling, and friendly. Maybe I hadn’t blown it yet.

    “Oh, that would be great!” I chuckled nervously, and followed after him as he slid open the glass door and led me into his apartment. He kicked off the slides at the threshold, and his big, wide feet made soft slapping sounds on the tiled floor inside. He gave a dismissive wave as I stopped to take my loafers off, so I left them on.

    Aside from the furnishings, it was an exact mirror of Alexis’ and my apartment. The kitchen, breakfast bar and living area were configured in the same layout but flipped. I looked around and took the space in.

    It smelled pleasant, not scented per se, but clean and homely. The furniture in the living room wasn’t matchy, but all complimented each other; dark wood pieces with a classic, timeless style. The sofa and armchairs were accented with just enough cushions and throws to look cozy and inviting. Around the walls, Callum had squeezed bookcases into almost every space that would accommodate them.

    He was pottering about in the kitchen. “Is orange juice okay?” he asked.

    “Yes please; that’s perfect.”

    I watched his broad back as he reached up to fetch a glass from a cupboard; his thick upper arms shifted and flexed, and the valley widened between his broad shoulder blades. His back wasn’t quite as hairy as his front. There was a light dusting of blond hairs along his shoulder blades, and some lighter, fuzzier hairs trailing from the small of his back down into the waist of his underpants. But, his flanks were mostly smooth.

    He turned and pushed the glass across the formica surface of the breakfast bar towards me with a smile.

    “Thanks!” I took the glass, and he turned back to prepare the coffee machine. I kept expecting him to excuse himself to go put more clothes on, or even just a robe, but he never did. He remained in the kitchen, ambled back and forth, getting the associated accoutrements; mug, spoon, sugar, milk. I marveled at his huge body, those thick, strong arms, the delicious fur, those smooth, sturdy curves that somehow seemed both wholesomely endearing and electrifying sexy at the same time.

    “Feel free to look,” he said over his shoulder. I almost spat juice back into the glass. “If there’s anything you want to borrow, feel free.”

    The books, James, he meant the books.

    Shrugging off my sheepishness, I wandered into the living room and began surveying the bookcases. He had excellent taste! There were so many books peppered through his shelves that I had read and loved, and plenty more that I’d heard of before and piqued my interest. I held the glass in one hand, sipping the cool, tart juice at intervals, and my other hand walked along the endless rows of book spines.

    Here and there I would remark about this book or that, and he would issue grunts of agreement or offer chatty little anecdotes. The coffee machine had stopped, and I heard him take a sip of his coffee and set the mug down on the counter. It was quiet in Callum’s apartment now, and while the electric crackle of nerves and excitement was still there, a pleasant, amiable, calm had settled in the room, as the soft, post-storm sunlight poured languidly through the windows.

    I was surveying a bookcase with my back to the kitchen, and realized that we hadn’t spoken for a few moments. I went to take a sip from the glass, but I’d finished the juice. I sensed movement over my shoulder, and turned to find Callum behind me.

    I’d been so absorbed in book browsing that it startled me. For the first time, a look of uncertainty sailed across Callum’s face like the shadow of clouds on a lake, and his thick, yellow eyebrows furrowed over his glossy, emerald eyes. “Sorry, I was just going to take that for you,” he said, pointing to empty glass in my hand.

    “Oh, thanks!”

    I turned to face Callum straight on, we were now face to face, a foot away from each other, without any fence between us. I could have melted on the spot. I wondered how my imagination hadn’t even come close to doing justice to this broad, brawny beast in front of me, and a warmth that started in my cheeks spread across my skin, all over my body. I felt that familiar sensation of tightness in my pants, and a twitch of pressure against the fly.

    As I handed him the glass, he closed one of his big, square hands around it, and I wasn’t sure whether it was deliberate or not, but some of our fingers overlapped. I felt like the needle skipped in my brain for a fraction of a second, and the touch of his fingers on mine was electric. Instantaneously, a wave of foolishness passed over me—calm down, James, it’s just a touch—but I imagined those old gag buzzers that zap someone when they shake your hand, the ones they sold in the toy stores right next to fake blood and whoopee cushions.

    But the touch lingered, and as Callum finally took the glass from my hand and placed it on a side table, I looked up into that square, handsome face. This close to him, I could see a pink flush to his cheeks, spreading softly out from under his well-groomed beard, and the faintest dusting of translucent brown freckles. His rich green irises had fine rings of gold towards the edges.

    I realized that he was gazing right back at me. He seemed to be looking for something in my face and, finding it, he lifted a corner of his mouth in a soft smile.

    “You’ve been looking at me,” he said, his voice soft but low and measured. The directness stunned me.

    “I… the fence was broken…”

    He chuckled. “I mean before that.”

    I stared at him, my mouth slightly agape, and the prickling blush across my cheeks intensified.

    “Can I kiss you?” he asked.

    Time seemed to speed up, and my awareness narrowed sharply so that only Callum was in focus. I nodded.

    He stepped towards me, closing the distance between us, the summit of his round belly touched mine, and the cloth of my shirt suddenly seemed far too thick and inconvenient. He placed a hand on either side of my face, the thick thumbs gently stroked my cheeks. After gazing into my eyes for another moment he leaned his head down and his firm mouth met mine. We kissed slowly and gently, touching out lips together tentatively.

    My hands found purchase on his sides, just above his love handles. He pulled his face away from mine and leaned back to look me in the face again, and almost as if I were afraid that he would step away from me entirely, my hands reached further around his back and upwards a little, and I felt the warmth radiating from his torso.

    I gazed back into his eyes, still stunned at what was happening. Callum grinned at me with a self satisfied look on his face and in a split second his lips were back on mine. There was nothing gentle about it this time, it was hard and persistent. As his lips parted, I parted mine in reply and his tongue was immediately in my mouth. I moaned and sucked his writhing tongue, and my arms tightened around his back.

    I felt his strong hands spread over my shoulders, gave them a firm squeeze. He broke the kiss, and leaned back a little, while his hands traveled from my shoulders, along the neckband of my t-shirt and down toward my chest. Through the jersey fabric, he caressed and massaged my pecs, which were much softer and less muscular than his. He reached a finger up and hooked it into my neckline, pulling it down to expose the black dusting of chest hair. He smirked, and gave a gruff rumble of approval.

    His arms wrapped around my back, his hands sliding under the hem of my tee, scooping it upwards. Giving way to instinct, I raised my arms and the t-shirt was gone in an instant.

    I closed the small gap between us and kissed the gentle valley in the center of his chest, feeling the warm skin and soft filaments of hair against my lips. I kissed my way upwards along his collarbone, into the crook of his shoulder, along the thick trunk of his neck. His huge fingers traced and kneaded the lines of my back, and the pleasure of it shimmered through my body like sunlight on water.

    I kissed along his jawline, our beards bristling together until my lips found his again. I kissed his bottom lip, pulling on it gently, then I kissed his top lip. His mouth fell open and his breath was warm and sweet on my face. We sealed our mouths together again, and our tongues wrestled in the vacuum.

    He pulled me tightly against him. The expanding mound in the front of his underpants fit perfectly between the similar mound in my pants and the curve of from my wait to my belly. I felt waves of heat on my skin, from above the waistband of my pants where his cock hardened against me to where our torsos pressed together, hairy chest to hairy chest.

    An image of velcro being pushed together popped into my mind, and I broke the kiss to chuckle. He pulled away and gave me a wry smile.

    “What are you giggling at?” he asked.

    My blush intensified. “Nothing… sorry…”.

    He considered me for a moment and asked, “Is this okay?”

    I nodded. Instead of stumbling over words, I decided to prove it was okay. I kissed him hard and hungry, and then with my hands I held him back slightly, allowing myself a moment take in this delicious sight. I splayed my hands over his blond furry chest, and as I slid them down over his belly, I leaned in to take a nipple into my mouth.

    After a sharp intake of air, he groaned with pleasure. Encouraged, I went to town on that nipple with my mouth, while the fingers of one hand found the other. I put my tongue to work, pushing the tip against the firm pink button of flesh, around it, over it, and when it was slick with my spit, I let it go to blow air over it gently. Then, my mouth was back over it, sucking, nibbling, gently and carefully pulling at it with my teeth.

    I swapped to the other nipple, giving it the same treatment, while my other hand gave the first nipple its due attention.

    As I tongued and pinched his nipples, Callum continued to purr with pleasure while his hands roamed over my back and neck. The fingers of one hand slid into the hair at the back of my head, rubbing and caressing in encouragement.

    The swirls of blond hair across his chest met and thickened in a golden thatch the stretched in a line down the center of his chest and belly, disappearing into the waistband of his underpants. Following this path of hair, I began kissing downwards, lowering myself as I went. At last, I reached the waistband, and I was completely on my knees.

    My hands gripped him at the waist, and I looked up at his exquisite face, peering down at me over the fuzzy mound of his belly. A twinkle of anticipation lit his beautiful green eyes. Looking back in front of me, his y-fronts were tented tightly over his dick, straining to hold it against his body. The fabric had darkened around the tip, where he had already started leaking precum heavily.

    I took in a deep breath; Callum in general smelled fresh and clean, faintly of soap, but down here where the heat of his body was focused, there was a warm, musky accent to it. Gingerly, I tilted my head and reached my tongue out towards the thick ridge pressed into the white fabric.

    His dick twitched on contact, and I slowly licked my way along the fabric, following the the wide, fleshy line of his shaft. As I reached the waistband, I let go of his hips and slipped my fingers behind the elastic, shimmying the front of his underwear down. His cock sprang forth like a freed jack-in-the-box and bounced again my cheek with a soft slap. I heard him gasp with pleasure above me.

    I wanted to drown my eyes in the sight of his crotch and commit it to memory, but the urge to taste him was stronger. I turned my head, trailing my thirsty tongue along the side of his cock and in a seamless movement I enveloped the head in my mouth as soon as I reached it. I held it there, captive, for a moment, and then I started probing with my tongue.

    The tip of my tongue found the tip of his dick, and I gently began sweeping it in small circular motions, expanding out until I found the edge of his foreskin. It had pulled back from the tip slightly as his cock had hardened. I could feel that it was quite ample; I slid my tongue beneath it and it was still loose and elastic.

    While I swirled my tongue beneath the foreskin, his whole cock throbbed with heat and stimulation. I tugged the y-fronts down to his knees and then my hands found their position at the top of his thighs. My thumbs tucked in behind his balls, and my fingers splayed themselves across the meaty mound at the base of his cock.

    I pulled my head back, closing my lips tight around the crown of his dick, and then, with a deep breath through the nose, I plunged my face deep into the golden yellow forest of his pubes. With my nose flattened against him, and his cock pressing at the back of my throat, a sensual wave of bliss spread throughout my body. I felt the rumble of his moan more than heard it, and I drew back on his cock. I lashed my tongue around it as I went, and towards the end, I pressed my lips together tightly, pulling the foreskin around the fat head of his dick and beyond.

    I kept sucking his delectable cock, finding a rhythm. Working the tip and foreskin with my tongue and lips before swallowing him whole, all the way to the hilt, bouncing the throbbing head against the back of my throat. His hands swarmed my head and shoulders, caressing me tenderly. He would press his hands firmly against the back of my head when I would plunge down on him; it wasn’t aggressive, but there was a firm insistence to the gesture that I found extremely pleasurable. Every now and then I would turn my attention to his balls, licking and lathering them with my tongue while I jerked him off with a firm grip, before returning his drooling cock to my mouth.

    Time meant nothing to me; my mind was empty of any intelligible thought and was filled only with the intoxicating desire that my senses were experiencing; the sounds of his gravelly sighs of pleasure, the pulsing heat of his body against my face, the viscous wetness of his precum slicked over my tongue. I could have been blowing him for hours and hours and it wouldn’t have been enough.

    At some point he pulled me up to my feet and kissed me with urgency, his hungry tongue writhing against mine, tasting himself in my mouth. We came up for air, and he closed me in a bear hug. I sighed breathlessly into the scoop of his neck, and snaked my arms around him in return.

    I felt the huge barrel of his chest rise as he caught his breath, and with a chuckle, he crooned into my ear.
    “Shall we take this to the bedroom?”

    I leaned back to look him in the eyes. His cheeks had flushed a darker pink and his crystal green eyes were bright and sparkled with excitement. I gave him a dazed smile and nodded.

    He stepped out of his tighty-whities which had fallen to his ankles, took my hand and towed me into the hallway. I realized dizzily that in the mirrored floorpans of our apartments, his bedroom corresponded with mine, and I followed him with a hazy sense of a familiarity.

    In his bedroom, at the foot of the bed, he turned and took my face in his hands, planting a firm, warm kiss on my lips. His big hands slid across my shoulder and down my arms heavily, and the weight of his palms against my skin somehow made me feel a sense of safety and security.

    He took a step back, looking me up and down slowly as if he were considering a painting in a gallery. Gazing back at this furry mountain of a man before me, I started to feel my insecurities creep back into my mind and, feeling exposed and suddenly unsure, my brow began to furrow.

    As if reading my face like a book, he clamped his hands to my hips and with a wide grin he said “James, you’re absolutely gorgeous.”

    I sucked in a breath and bit my lip, my mind scrambling to process his statement and put into words my own gushing compliments. I understood why my imagination had failed him; he was beyond my wildest dreams. Brawny and muscular, but round and attractively plump. I allowed myself to lower my eyes and committed the sight of Callum’s junk to memory.

    His cock was perfection. It was not especially long, just right—long enough that I could choke on it if I really swallowed deep and it was thick. Between his throbbing erection and my enthusiastic sucking, the foreskin had settled into the trough behind the coronal ridge, revealing a fat, purple-pink head that was squarish at the tip and flared at the ridge giving it a stout bell shape. The shaft had an upward curve, and the silky pale skin stretched around thick, veiny ridges.

    His eyes narrow humorously. “I think we can do away with these,” he purred as he tucked his thumbs into the waistband of my underpants. He stooped and tugged down, and in an instant my boxers and sweatpants were around my ankles.

    Finally, we were both naked. I wriggled my feet out of my loafers and stepped out of the pile of fabric and into Callum’s arms. Our leaking cocks throbbed against each other, and I felt his comfortable, rolling heat along the length of my body. We stood there for a few moments, kissing long and slow.

    Callum eased out of the embrace and, pressing on my shoulders, guided me into a sitting position on the end of the bed. He kissed his way down from my mouth, into the black hair that dusted my chest and belly, widest over my pecs and narrowing to a treasure trail at my navel before connecting to dark pubes. Like I had done for him, he followed the path of my hair all the way down to my lap.

    I widened my legs and leaned back on my elbows as he kneeled before me. With a look of concentration, he stuck his tongue out and dexterously scooped up a bead of precum from the tip of my cock into his mouth. A filmy string stretched from the slit to his lip, and hung in the air as he savored the taste for a moment.

    Then, he took my dick into his mouth and buried his nose deep into my pubes. Slowly he began sliding his mouth back and forth along the shaft, expertly working the head with his tongue as he went. I gave a shuddering exhalation of pleasure, as Callum wrapped one hand around my ball sack and the base of my dick, and sent the other hand exploring my belly and chest.

    My nervous system seemed to be thrumming with electricity as this gentle giant of a man lashed my cock and nuts with his tireless tongue, kneading my taint and thighs with one huge hand while the other caressed and massaged my torso tenderly.

    Suddenly, he retracted his hands from my belly and cock and, sliding them under my thighs and along to my knees, he hitched up my legs. My elbows gave way, and I felt my ass roll upwards as he pushed my thighs back towards me. I gasped with delight as I felt his warm wet tongue in the cleft between my butt cheeks.

    He lapped at my ass crack, pushing in a little further each time. I reached down and clutched at my buttocks, pulling them open so he could wedge his huge, square, bearded jaw deeper between them. Callum’s tongue found my twitching, eager hole, and for a few moments he teased it, licking and pressing at it. Then, with another tender yet insistent push on my thighs, he plunged his tongue inside me, sending my eyes rolling back in their sockets with ecstasy.

    In a mindless attempt to welcome him deeper into me, my hands flew to my thighs, pulling them as close to my body as possible, my belly heaving between them with gasping, moaning breaths. Leaving them in my desperate, yearning grasp, Callum let go of my legs and I felt his thick, strong fingers splayed across each of my ass cheeks. I could hear his snuffling breaths as he hungrily ate my hole, stabbing his tongue as far into me as possible.

    The moment expanded into forever as he tongue fucked me, accompanied by a soundtrack of his huffing, grunting breaths and my gasps and moans of exquisite pleasure.

    Finally, he came up for air. I looked down past my belly, between my legs to see his blushing, handsome face, his beard ruffled and damp with his ass-eating slobber and his eyes glowing with mischief. My ass clenched tight at the unbearable sexiness of the sight.

    I pulled myself upright and we stood up together, and we kissed deeply and hungrily. While our lips locked together and our tongues lapped at each other, I reached a hand down to his thick, fat dick. I hooked two fingers around the throbbing head, holding it steady between my knuckles, and I began to massage the tip and foreskin with the pad of my thumb in smooth, circular motions. He was really leaking precum now; I felt a tiny drop of it land on the top of my foot.

    Callum’s fingers clutched the hair at the back of my head, and he looked me deep in the eyes, and I almost felt his unfathomable emerald gaze physically boring into me.

    “James…” he gasped as a look of insatiable eagerness blossomed across his face.

    I wanted to tell him that he was the single most exquisite human being I had ever laid eyes on, that our conversations had become the highlights of my weeks, and that touching him, feeling him against me, inside me, was more than I ever dared could come true. But my mind and body were overcome with an instinctual desire, an unquenchable appetite that short circuited any ability I had to string a sentence together.

    I kissed him again, hard, and then I climbed back onto the bed. I lay on my back, flopped my head over the edge, the weight of my head pulling my mouth wide open. I reached out my arms towards his furry thighs, but he didn’t need the hint. He stepped towards me, reached down with one hand and slapped his fat, precum-oozing cock against my cheeks a few times. His nutsack hung low, covered with a peach fuzz of white-blond hairs, and it swung against my face as he whacked his thick, meaty dong against my face.

    Finally, he lined up his cock and thrust it deep into my throat. In that position, it went much deeper than before, and I gagged. He pulled back slightly, worried that he’d gone too far, but my hands glided over the back of his thighs and pulled him as far down my throat as he would go. He gave a guttural sigh, and began pumping his throbbing cock in and out my mouth. His reached out and laid his hands on my chest to brace himself, and once he found his rhythm he began teasing my nipples, twisting them firmly but carefully between his fingers.

    My hands climbed their way up his thighs to his plump, round ass cheeks. I squeezed and kneaded them, encouraging him as he continued to fuck my face. Gradually, he picked up the cadence of his thrusts, and before long he was pounding his cock down my throat heavily and quickly. Occasionally, I would gag on the drooling, purple head and he would ease back long enough for me to catch a few spluttering breaths before he resumed driving himself into my mouth over and over. His huge heavy nuts slapped against my face, and I felt the soft, portly curve of his belly on my chin.

    I was in heaven, choking on this exquisite man’s perfect dick, feeling his warm, reassuring hands on my chest and nipples. With each heaving thrust of his cock down my throat, I felt my own dick slap wetly against my belly, forming a gluey puddle of precum slicking down the straight dark hairs of my treasure trail.

    He let go of my nipples and stood, and through my hands and mouth I felt the tautening of his body.

    He took his cock out of my mouth and began jerking it. I stuck my tongue out and as he wanked he would slap the head again my cheeks and my tongue.

    “James… fuck, James! I’m gonna cum!”

    I moaned my thirst for his seed… “Yes!” I growled; the first word I’d managed since this incredible fever dream came began coming true.

    Rope after rope of thick, white cum spurted through the air between us and splattered against my face. I felt the wet warm ooze over my chin, lips, and cheeks. Before I could lap my tongue around to gather up as much of the jizz as possible, Callum slide his pulsing, twitching dick back into my mouth. His balls were still pumping cream out of his dick-slit, no longer in forceful ropes but in goopy undulations, like the bubbling source of a spring in slow motion. Greedily, I swallowed it all until there was none left, and the back of my tongue and throat was lined in a fine film of cum.

    He stood back and stretched his body, as I contentedly shepherded as much of his creamy mess off of my cheeks and chin and into my mouth with my tongue as I could. He laid a hand on my outstretched neck and leaned down to touch his lips to mine. The urgency had gone from his body, the tension released, and these kisses were warm and affectionate.

    He walked around the side of the bed, and got onto it, laid on his side, propped up on one elbow. I sat up and he beckoned me to come lay with him. Crawling towards him, he guided me onto my back, with my head on the pillow. He began kissing me again, while his hand caressed my cheek, meandered down my jaw, my neck, and onto my chest. His fingers swirled around my nipple for a moment, then continued lower, his fingertips brushing gently at my body hair as it went.

    He found the wet patch on my belly where my still leaking cockhead had rested and scooped up some precum on his finger. He paused his kissing to offer his fingertips to me. I parted my lips and his fingers slid in, feeding me my own precum. I sucked and licked his fingers hungrily, my skin vibrating with the pleasure of having any part of him inside me.

    He removed his fingers and resumed kissing me slowly, sighing contently. Reaching down again, his hand found my cock and he began to jack me in long, calm strokes. His hand caressed the shaft of my dick all the way down to my balls, which he scooped up and rolled around in his palm for a bit. They were full and aching, and my cock twitched in anticipation of what he might do next. I drew my legs up slightly as he began to massage my taint.

    My body stretched and lengthened with that electric urge to climax, amplified wherever his body pressed up against mine. He kissed along my jawline towards my ear and his hand found my asscrack. I rolled my hips forward and drew my legs back further, his breath in my ear causing every hair on my body to prickle with goosebumps.

    All at once, Callum plunged his tongue into the whorl of my ear and a few fingers into my asshole. The sensation was beyond any pleasure I’d experienced up until that point. His warm wet tongue and huffing, growling breath in my ear scrambled my brain as a wave of cold heat cascaded through my body. The probing, massaging fingers thrusting inside my hungry hole was more than I could bear.

    As I howled with primal euphoria, Callum thrashed his tongue around the bowl of my ear with renewed fervor, and finger-fucked my ass with such gusto that it felt like his fingers were inhumanly long.

    My cock exploded with cum, sending thick swirling jets through the air. The first spurt hit my chin while the rest splattered thickly across my chest and belly.

    Callum withdrew his tongue from my ear and his fingers lay still, though still buried deep in my hole. He gaped at me with startled satisfaction as I caught my breath. I gasped for air for what seemed like an eternity, my body continued to contract with aftershocks of the most intense orgasm I’d ever had.

    As I relaxed into the warm afterglow, I gazed into his face. The smile he gave me was equal parts affection and mischief. I sighed as his fingers left my hole. He began scooping up the mess of our jizz from my belly, chest and face, tracing my lips with his fingertips, leaving them glossy with cum, before popping them into my parted lips as I dutifully sucked them clean.

    “…Wow…” I gasped, and he kissed me with such tender affection that I could almost have cried.

    * * *

    We spent the rest of the morning in Callum’s bed, limbs tangled, kissing, chatting. Hunger eventually lured us out of his bedroom, and while he cooked up some late breakfast, I slipped my clothes back on and dashed through the gap in the fence to fetch my phone.

    Alexis had messaged, saying that her hotel booking was extended to Monday at least, and then she’d decide what to do depending on whether the roads were opened by then.

    Callum and I spent the rest of the weekend at his place. At the most we wore underwear, but mostly we stayed naked and close together. We read books, watched movies, chatted for hours at a time, and blew more than a few loads.

    When Alexis returned, I didn’t give her details, but I told her that Callum and I had hung out over the weekend and I was really into him. She was incredulous at first but happy for me, and after I invited him over for dinner one evening (he wore clothes), they clicked and became sure friends in their own right.

    We never repaired the gap in the fence while we lived in opposite each other and we would come and go from each others’ houses. I spent more and more time at Callum’s.

    The time came when Alexis announced that she was moving in with her boyfriend and we had to decide what to do with the lease. To Callum, it was a no-brainer. We would see the lease out and then I would move in with him.

    We had the fence repaired, and after the shortest, easiest house move I’d ever done, I began to settle into my new home with the love of my life. That night, Callum and I celebrated with a takeout dinner, curled up together on the sofa. Slipping my hand into the front of his white briefs, I told him I wanted dessert, and he was only too happy to oblige.

  • Naughty Sinners

    Back track 5 days earlier when I was invited to join a men’s retreat during a church potluck. It was for a weekend and I had nothing going on, so I said why not.

    We all met at the church the morning of the trip and determined who roomed and carpooled with whom. Bill, an older gentleman asked me if I wanted to buddy up with him, I said sure.

    It was about a 3 hour drive so Bill and I had alot of time to get to know each other. We seemed to enjoy each others company and were getting along pretty well.

    We stopped for lunch about an hour from our destination. Bill and I both headed straight to the bathroom to releive our bladders. Standing at the urinals I caught a glimpse of his cock. He noticed my wondering eyes and smiled.

    After we ate we all hit the road again. Our conversation somehow got on the subject of masterbation. We all do it he said, when you get hard you have to answer natures call. Yeah, I used to do it several times a day I said. Wow he said, that’s alot, maybe once a day for me.

    Have you ever tasted it, he asked? Once or twice, how about you? Oh yeah, who hasn’t he said. Ejaculation is the big pay off, but it so much more exciting with a partner he said. I totally agree, solo is okay but not as enjoyable.

    The scenery is beautiful up here, look at all the trees he said. Yeah it will be getting dark soon, are we almost there? Shouldn’t be much further he said. The conversation grew more intense, my cock was hard and dripping with pre-cum. I bet his was too!

    Ah, were here he said as we pulled into the hotel parking lot. We all parked and went into the lobby to check in and get our room keys. See your all at 8am for breakfast the pastor said as well all headed to our rooms for the night.

    It’s been a long day, that bed is going to feel good he said. Yeah, I can’t wait to get out of these hot clothes and under those covers myself I said. As we entered the room I noticed it was a single king. Only one bed I asked? That’s not a problem is it, he asked? No, that’s fine I said.

    We took turns brushing our teeth and getting ready for bed. He came out in his boxers, this is so much more comfortable he said. I came out a few minutes later in my briefs, he was already under the covers with the tv on. I walked over to the fridge for a bottle of water and noticed his boxers on the floor.

    Do you want to watch a little tv before we go to sleep he asked? Maybe for a little while I said. There wasn’t much on so we decided to call it a night. He said goodnight as he tuned off the light.

    I pulled the covers over my head and quickly dosed off. I was awakened by the familiar odor of a wet musky cock. I could see the covers moving near his crotch. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came back I slipped off my underwear and crawled back under the covers. My cock instantly got hard.

    He was facing me and stroking his cock. Do you want some help with that I asked? I would love that he said. I reached over and felt his hot hard cock. He returned the favor and started playing with my cock. It felt so good to feel a man taking care of my cock. I’d love to 69 with you he said. Mmmmm yeah I want to taste that big cock of yours too I said. Let get on top of the covers.

    Our eyes gazed at each other cocks in horney lust. I laid my head down next to his throbbing cock. The smell of spit mixed with the aroma of his cock drove me wild. I couldn’t wait to take that juicy cock into my mouth. I felt my his hot mouth envelope my cock. I started sucking his cock and rubbing it all over my face. I soon felt his finger up my ass. Do you want to put anythimg else up there I asked?

    I rolled him onto his back and straddled his cock. As I went down he watched as his cock disappeared into my ass. Ah, he groaned and started stroking my cock. I’m going to make you squirt your load up my ass and then I’m going to cum all over you I said. Cum in my mouth, I want to taste you he said.

    My cock was wet with pre-cum as he stroked me faster. I reached behind me and carassed his balls as I fucked his cock. I felt his balls draw up, yeah cum up my ass I said! He started groaning and said don’t stop, I’m cumming. I felt his cock pulsating as he filled my ass with cum. I was about to explode myself.

    I got off his cock and said open your mouth and eat my cum. He opened wide and stuck out his tounge. I watched as my cum sprayed jet after jet of hot cum into his mouth. He took my cock into his mouth and sucked every last drop I had.

    We both collapsed on the bed, still tingling and hard. I kissed him and said let’s take a shower together and go back to bed. That weekend was the beginning of a long friendship as fuck buddies.

  • From big black dick to big white dick hook up

    All of my recent stories are about big black dick encounters for the exception of my coming out true story which was with a white guy with a 10 in dick.

    I recently went to a restaurant for the first time since covid pandemic. I went for breakfast and enjoyed my favorite order. After paying the bill and getting in the car and leaving the parking lot i needed to pick up some lube at the drug store and a few other things which was now open.

    I pulled in and went to the isle that had the lube. A real tall blond haired guy was there looking at condoms to buy. I picked up my lube and then as box of magnum xxl thins . He asked me if they are big enough for me. I said they are big enough for my black friend.

    The look on his face was curious. He said, ” so, your gay? and bottom?” I said yes.

    He was blond 6’6, skinny, nice face, about 24 years old,, wearing basket ball shorts, tank, and hi tops. He asked if he could ask a personal question about my by black friend. I said sure. He asked how big is he. I said “10.5 x 7 inches”. He then asked does the magnum xxl come up short on his dick. I said “NO” there is extra. I said that i use to see a black jamaican 12.5 in top and it reached 3/4 the way.

    He then said magnum xxl would not work for him. I said there are just magnums that fit regular size dicks. He said i need something to fit me bigger. That is when i noticed his semi hard dick in his shorts was down to the middle of his thigh. He blushed. I said “wow”

    i asked if he was gay, bi, or str8. he said he is open to anyone that can take his size. I asked how big are you hard, he said 16″ x 6.

    i said i can suck and swallow you if you want. I live just up the road. He said he had not had a proper blow job in months. He warned me that he cums so much that he can fill a quarter cup. I said I would swallow the hole thing.

    So, he followed me to my place and i stripped and he saw my bubble butt. i took his shorts down and no lie, he was fucking huge. i put on some porn of big dicks being sucked. and i could deep throat him up to 12 in. I put him on his back and spread his legs and sucked his dick and then down to his tight pink virgin hole.

    After he came he said he wanted to fuck me but he wanted to get all of his dick in my hole. I told him he can find super size condoms for dicks up to 24 in at adult book stores.

    He thanked me for the blow job, and said he would check that out. I never saw him again.

  • Gramps Takes On Two Donkey Dicked Jamaicans

    Gramps had already had hot Jamaican Don’s donkey dick fucking his arse and now at his own request he was going to take Don’s friends donkey cock as well.

    Earl , also from Jamaica, had a similar sized arse stretching dick as Don and was happy to give old pensioner Gramps what he needed.

    Both men were slim but muscle defined, their cocks looking too big for their bodies but Gramps didn’t mind that. he wanted big cocks, the bigger the better.

    All naked and ready for anything the three men climbed onto the bed. Gramps immediately reached for the two stiff ebony pricks, loving the feel of the two hot cocks in his hands.

    “Boys you’re going to make an old man’s arsehole very happy, very happy indeed”, he said squeezing the long thick dicks.

    “First I need to suck on both of you hot fuckers” he added.

    Earl and Don were happy to oblige and were soon kneeling by Gramps’s head their rampant cocks hovering above the old man’s lips, Gramps’s tongue flicked out like a lizard licking at both un cut dicks.

    The Jamaican knobs both eased inside Gamps hot mouth and the old man gave them a good slurping.

    One cock then the other slipped in and out of Gramps’s mouth. The old pensioner was in heaven sucking on the rigid pricks his only regret being the fact that he could not take the huge cocks right down his throat.

    Don and Earl didn’t seem to mind that, they were moaning happily as their cocks twitched in the hot mouth, their heavy cum loaded balls at the mercy of the old man’s squeezing fingers.

    Gramps looked up at the two smiling ebony faces, they were obviously enjoying his mouth around their randy pricks. He was certainly enjoying the huge stiff cocks, his mind racing with the knowledge that they would soon be shagging his arsehole raw.

    Earl had been dubious about screwing an old man but having heard of Don’s fuck with Gramps he was convinced that he was going to enjoy himself.

    Gramps spread his legs wide.

    “There’s lube in the draw. I shall need a lot of that up my arse if I’m going to take your big fucking cocks”.

    Don spread some lube over Gramps’s old hole and then he inserted a couple of fingers. Earl joined in the lube up by pushing one of his fingers in the old man tot. Gramps groaned, this was just the start he thought, I’ve got to take two massive dicks.

    Gramps lubed Earl’s engorged knob whilst holding the Jamaican’s stiff shaft. He was rolling his fist around the knob, spreading the lube copiously. Gramps’s lubing action almost had Earl coming and it was only Don’s intervention that stopped the cock from spunking.

    “Come on guys who’s going to be first to shove their hot prick up my arse?”

    Don wanted to get in the old pensioner as his past fuck with Gramps had been such a hot memorable occasion.

    “Let me screw him first Earl” he said “I can open him up for you O.K.?”

    Earl had little choice in the matter as Don was already pushing his cock into Gramps.

    Gramps was screwing up his eyes, he didn’t remember just how big Don’s cock was and his hole was trying its best to eject the monster.

    “Relax man, you took it before, just relax” said Don pushing hard.

    “Flip him over onto his belly man an fuck him like a dog that will be easier” said Earl.

    Gramps was soon up on all fours with Earl pulling his arse cheeks wide as Don pushed his knob against the tight hot hole.

    The stiff determined prick was soon half way in and throbbing up Gramps’s arse it only took another three shoves and the old man was stuffed ball deep.

    A long moan from Gramps was muffled by Earl’s prick as he shoved it into the old man’s wet mouth.

    Spit roasted, Gramps was in cock heaven and could not believe his luck.

    “I told you he was greedy for cock” said Don fucking the old man’s grateful arsehole. “Just wait till you get in here man his hole will just swallow you up and suck you off”.

    Gramps held Earl’s thighs as the randy stud fucked into his mouth. Don was shafting the randy old hole good, his cum loaded balls slapping against flesh.

    “Here man. You can get in here now I’ve opened it up for you” said on to Earl.

    Earl’s pulled from Gramps’s mouth, his stiff cock dripping with saliva. Seconds later he was pushing it into Gramps’s fuck hungry hole and feeling the hot tightness of an old arsehole.

    “Fuck me good and hard” said Gramps reaching for Don’s redundant monster dick.

    Earl swung his hips, his cock driving deep up the old fuckers hole. Gramps was wanking Don’s cock and taking the fucking like a lustful whore.

    “My hole needs a lot of fucking boys and a lot of cum are you up to it?” said Gramps puffing and panting like an old billy goat.

    “We’ll fuck you into next fucking week old timer, don’t you worry about that” said Earl, ramming his cock bollock deep.

    “Ooooooh! Fucking Hell, that’ fucking deep and it’s fucking lovely, don’t stop, you ramming my old prostate good”.

    Don was waiting to get stuck back in again.

    “Hurry up Earl or I’ll have to ram my dick up your fucking arse” said Don.

    With little warning Earl began to cream, his velvet knob spurting a volley of spunk up Gramps’s burning hot arsehole.

    “Oh! Man. Oh! Man, I’m spunking…..Oh! Fuck!”

    Earl emptied his balls with about seven sturdy jerks of his prick, his cum flooding the old man’s gut.

    “Out my way man” said Don “Let me get stuck in that creamy hole now”.

    Earl pulled his dripping prick out of Gramps’s hot twitchy arse and Don slipped his rampant rod from knob to balls up Gramps’s arse.

    The old man was sweating but smiling as Don began to fuck his arse ragged.

    Earl sat back and enjoyed the show as Don arse rammed Gramps. the fucking went on for about fifteen minutes in different positions and the back to Gramps on all fours with Don’s cock stuck well up his arse. earl getting stiff again joined in by pulling Gramps’s arse cheeks wide. He not only spread the cheeks for Don to fuck the old man better he began to lick around the cock and arse as the fuck continued.

    Earl’s tongue wriggled against Don’s thick prick, edging into Gramps’s fuck weary arsehole.

    Gramps was moaning and Don was grunting with each stroke and loving the feel of Earl’s active tongue.

    A succession of rapid thrusts had Don’s prick tossing off a hot load of cum which travelled deep into Gramps’s gut. The old man was writhing about, getting the full feel of the jerking prick. Earl’s tongue was still lapping and wriggling inside his arsehole and was soon rewarded with a bevy of spunk.

    Gramps’s own cock began to cum unaided, his balls unable to keep still, his breath short and laboured.

    The old man’s orgasm was pretty impressive and a messy affair which soaked the bed clothes. All three men rolled about the bed, their naked bodies daubed with cum, their cocks throbbing with post fuck madness.

    Gramps watched the two studs in the shower together as they soaped each other’s long cocks.

    It had been some twenty minutes after their hot session so their randy dicks were stiffening again.

    “I want to see you suck each other’s cocks” said Gramps, slowly wanking his own dick to erection.

    Don knelt in front of Earl and happily slipped the big prick into his mouth. Gramps’s cock was rock hard watching the suck, seeing Don’s wet lips slipping over Earl’s engorged knob. The two Jamaican’s then changed places and Earl managed to deep throat Don’s massive meat to the delight of a hard wanking Gramps.

    “You can take it down your throat alright. I wonder if you can take it right up your arse”. said Gramps moving closer.

    “Sure thing man” said Don sliding Earl’s prick from his throat.

    Don bent over, his hands resting on his knees for support as Earl slid his now soapy prick up his mates arse.

    “Fuck!” said Gramps “That looks amazing, you’re making my fuck hole twitch with jealousy”.

    Don beckoned Gramps over and opened his mouth for Gramps’s cock.

    Like Earl, Don just deep throated the old man’s dick with ease.

    Gramps was close to creaming but the sight of Earl’s cock fucking deep into Don had the old man craving for a fuck.

    “Let’s go back into the bedroom guys, I need to get myself some hard fucking cock in my arse”.

    Gramps made himself comfortable on the bed, a pillow under himself to raise his randy arse up.

    Earl was straight at the hole, rimming it and soaking the old man’s thighs with saliva.

    “Oh! Fuck” said Gramps “You both know how to treat an old man’s arse”.

    Don, cock straining for the old man’s arse, rubbed his knob up and down Gramps’s crack pleasuring the hole together with Earl’s tongue.

    “Stick it in me for fucks sake” said Gramps “Let me feel that massive prick up my arse”.

    Earl grabbed Gramps’s cheeks and held them open for Don to get fucking. Don, cock slopped with saliva, eased his knob and then three inches of cock up the old man.

    “Fucking hell. Give me more of that cock. I want it ball deep” said Gramps wriggling his arse.

    Don slammed the rest of his cock up the old man’s arse to a volley of moans. The fuck that followed was hot and urgent with Don’s balls slapping Gramps hard.

    Earl was waiting to get stuck in too and so Don shared the old man’s arsehole each Jamaican ramming the fuck hole one after the other.

    Gramps was in cock bliss, his hole twitching wildly against the shafting cocks. One hot prick and then another, stretching his fuck hole wide open.

    A short break and Gramps lay with his arsehole gaping for cock.

    “Try and stick both your dicks in me at the same time. I want stretching some more guys” said Gramps.

    Earl got underneath the old man and pushed his dick right in. Don got on top and worked his knob against his mates cock until both dicks were partly stuffed in Gramps’s randy hole.

    “Oh! Fuck! Oh! Fuck! I love it, I love it” said Gramps. “Give me more, I want both lengths balls deep inside my arse”.

    The old man had tears in his eyes but a big smile on his face as the two ebony pricks worked deeper up his arse.

    Jam packed with cock, the old man’s hole surrendered to a double fucking that had him groaning in ecstasy.

    “Is this what you want old timer? Both our big cocks inside your arsehole?”

    “Oh! God yes!” said Gramps “Just like that, bruising my fucking prostate and fucking my arsehole ragged”.

    Earl’s was first to cream his load deep into the old man’s gut, his jerking cock prompting Don to unload his own jizz up the randy old cunt.

    Gramps’s hole soaked up the cum as the cocks jerked inside him, his own stiff dick tossing off a load of his own without even being touched.

    Gramps held onto the men tight, he didn’t want to lose the pricks in his arse or any of their spunk.

    “That was some double fuck guys” he said eventually. “My hole is fucking pounding”.

    In fact his fuck hole throbbed for the next twenty four hours .

    Gramps was insatiable, his sore randy arsehole still longing for cock, his thoughts only of cock, cock and more cock.

    He opened his mouth wide , surely he could deep throat a massive prick?

    He looked over at the ebony studs and encouraged them to try.

  • 1 in a Billion

    I avoided Ethan as much as I could for about a week. Sure I still seen him in his underwear. I even came home while him and Robbie were having sex in his room. My whole apartment stunk of the teens. His door was wide open as if they wanted me to watch or join in but I didn’t.

    After Ethan sucked my dick, it no longer felt exciting or forbidden, just creepy. I was pretty much double both their age, okay I was in great shape and not bad looking but I felt wrong letting him swallow my load made me feel dirty. It was a line I hadn’t expected to cross.

    It was driving me nuts though, I couldn’t stop thinking about how hot Ethan was and how hot Robbie was. A smudge taller than Ethan with black hair and brown eyes. Bit slimmer but his muscles popped just as much. He had black hairs all over except his cute round butt and pubic region. I guessed Ethan had something to do with it but I could have been wrong.

    I also didn’t like how I seen Robbie in a new light. An object of desire. “Damn I am seeing these two in such a lustful way.”

    It was the weekend, Saturday afternoon and our workload had rocketed thanks to recent high profile wins and the injustice of a guilty verdict was won on appeal. I had some news for Ethan and Robbie and I had actually been shopping for both of them. I was in my front room, the teens were doing whatever in Ethan’s room. The door opened and Robbie emerged fully clothed and Ethan in his tight underwear. They walked to the front door and kissed in front of me. It was passionate and long. I’m sure it was for my benefit. As they broke and said goodbye I interrupted.

    “Before you go Robbie I have to talk to you both.”

    Both looked at me with trepidation, I couldn’t blame them given the fact I had been avoiding them.

    “Next week is your last week as doorman here Robbie you will be training your replacement.”

    Robbie went sheet white and I seen something in Ethan I had only seen once the night I found him, Anger.

    “Hang on a sec…..” He started but I cut him off.

    “Your his replacement Ethan if you want it but Robbie will have a new job if he wants it?”

    They both came and sat down.

    “Our firm has gotten busier and I spoke to the other senior partners. Robbie is to attend lectures at college and help our junior partners when not at college Monday to Friday 9am-5pm. You will be paid more than here and Ethan, your hours will be the same plus you can apply for evening classes and college if you want. I’m not splitting you up just trying to help.”

    Both of them were ecstatic and when I gave them the tickets to go first thing Monday to have 3 suits properly fitted with all the trimmings they were overjoyed. Ethan quickly went to get clothes on and I was left with Robbie.

    He sat looking sheepishly at me.

    “Are you okay?” I asked.

    “Yeah and thanks for everything you have done for me and my family. I promise I won’t let you down.”

    “I like you Robbie and I am sure you will make us all proud. Can I ask though, do you love him?”

    Being so blunt kinda caught Robbie of guard. He blushed. “Em I don’t know I think I do. He’s so enigmatic and unpredictable it’s exciting. He wants us to include……” He stopped and went bright red.

    “Go on.”

    Robbie was struggling, I found it mildly amusing as I guessed what he was going to say but Ethan coming back saved his blushes. I told them not to leave each other and not to get plastered if they could get drink. No point telling teenagers of their age not to drink if they are celebrating.

    I had a quiet night, the TV was on some Avengers film but all I could think about was Ethan, I decided I had to say something. He returned a little after 10. His face was rosy but he wasn’t drunk just merry.

    He came in and was going to his room.

    “Can we talk?” I said.

    “Sure but I need a piss.” He trotted to the toilet and after the flush to his room quickly. He returned in just a pair of tight boxer’s and his dick was starting to chubb. It was going to distract me.

    “Look, I don’t mind what you are doing with Robbie.”

    “But?” He looked straight at me sitting down legs spread gently stroking his huge dick that was just getting bigger.

    I swallowed hard. “I don’t want to be a part of it. I have only been with girls. Having you here is wonderful but I also don’t want to be another guy that takes advantage of you. I don’t do that.”

    His dick had appeared through the top of his waist band, his big head leaking precum. I was trying to put distance sexually between us actually wishing inside to taste his dick.

    “Oh, okay.” He gave me a wink and a cheeky grin. His attention turned to another Avengers movie just starting. I grabbed us both a beer and sat down to watch the film but I couldn’t I just kept looking at him. Adjusting his boxer’s. Rubbing his dick through them. The damp patch getting bigger, I could smell his precum and it was driving me wild. My dick was so hard but with jeans on you couldn’t tell. The tension was too much for me, I finished my beer and made my way to the shower. I would have done something that I would have regretted if I stayed.

    I turned the water on to heat up. Told Alexa to play my chilled list and as the room steamed up I stripped and stepped into the hot jets of water. The shower cubicle soon steamed up and I couldn’t see out except for blurry shapes.

    I put my hands against the wall closed my eyes. As the water ran down me flashes of Ethan was all that was in my head. I was lost in the music and the hot water. I didn’t even hear or see him enter the shower room.

    The cubicle door opened.

    I jumped out my skin.” What the fuck?” I said as I turned to see Ethan naked in the shower with me. The water was starting to make him wet. His cock was monstrous and sticking straight out. The head plump and fiery. I gulped.

    “Ethan…..” He cut me off putting his finger on my lips.

    “Not into dudes? Tell that to your dick.”

    I looked down his finger still on my lips. I was rock solid.

    “As for taking advantage, all you have done is be kind and give. I have never had anyone do that for me. I never knew my mum, she died in child birth. My dad was an alcoholic who fucked me from a young age and got sent down for it. Foster parents and hostels was my up bringing and yes I was fucked a lot in those places. Didn’t finish school, left when I was 15 so yeah I sold myself to survive. Then there was you. You have watched without doing anything, you have given me a fresh start and not asked for anything in return. I want you so fucking bad.”

    Tears were in my eyes. “Ethan I don’t want to be that…….. Oh my FUCKING GOD.” My head flew back as water cascade down my face.

    Ethan had dropped to his knees and took my dick all the way like it was nothing but a popsicle. To say his soft lips and tight throat was the best feeling my dick had in a very long time if not ever was an understatement. That was it my protest was over. My body froze as his  head bobbed, twisted and licked all over my dick. I didn’t, nor could I fight anymore there was just one thing in my mind now that was troubling me. “How was I going to take his dick in my arse?”

    Pure joy spread as my climax hit his throat and his mouth swallowed it all.

    Panting I collapsed against the wall. He stood up and put his lips to mine with the last of my seed in his mouth he fed it to me with his tongue in my mouth. I was lost in the moment.

    Before I knew what was happening I was spun round, leant against the wall and Ethan was eating my hole out. This was a hole new experience for me,  strange at first but I was soon taken by the feeling and every time his tongue hit a spot it sent tingles through my body. I was reaching a point of no return, I had no idea what I done next it was a haze.

    “Fuck that’s good now FUCK ME.”

    The words just escaped my mouth I couldn’t stop myself. 

    Ethan chuckled and stood up. “Well that didn’t take long.”

    He shut the water off, grabbed the back of my kneck and led me to his room. My scenes came back. 

    “I’m sorry I got caught up in the moment.”

    “So don’t stop, SUCK MY DICK.” He demanded as he pushed me to my knees. His raging hard on right in front of my face. I froze trying to gather my thoughts fighting my inner desires to just open my mouth and go for it. 

    “WHAT THE FUCK YOU WAITING FOR?” He grabbed my hair and pulled towards his dick. I knew if I opened my mouth it was done, he would be fucking me. If I stopped now I’d probably regret it because nothing would happen between us. I was so confused my mouth fell open and he entered.

    Instantly my mouth filled and I gagged. I pulled off and tears streamed as I choked a bit. 

    “Slow down, suck what you can and gradually open your throat by swallowing a little at a time. It’s very big.” Ethan let got of my hair and shaking I put a hand round his dick. This time I took his plump head first. Before I was gagging, now I tasted his sweet pre cum and it made me eager for more but I took his advice and didn’t rush. Remembering how he treated my dick it twisted a bit, bobbed and sucked. I drew a moan from  him as I let him fill my mouth again. I swallowed a little letting his head enter my throat but I cut my air supply so I gagged and came off.

    I looked up at Ethan who was smiling but I seen a little tear in his eye.

    ” Was it not good?” I asked. 

    “No it was, I’m just happy and surprised how quickly you listened to me most lads including Robbie just think they can take me at first despite my warnings but you took time and care and it felt so good.”

    I went back to taste his nectar again just sucking as I pleased taking a little more at a time. Drawing moans and groans from him, I was loving his reaction as I sucked less than half his dick but stroking the rest as I did. All the while the yearning for him to fill my bum grew.

    “It’s time if you want?” Ethan said. 

    I took one last deep as I could suck then came off. I stood up and Ethan retrieved a bottle from his bedside draw. He spun me and pushed me over the end of his bed.

    My head started to try and predict what was going to happen, how it would feel, I knew it would hurt but I was prepared for that ( So I thought). I felt a cold squirt on my bum and Ethan rubbing it over my hole. I winced as a finger pushed in me, instantly I clenched. 

    “You have to relax, if you don’t it will hurt a whole lot more.” Ethan said in a  soft encouraging voice. 

    I unclenched and let him prod more. It was uncomfortable but not painful, he massaged my hole with a finger, then two and then a third brought the pain a bit but after a while he hit the spot and the pain died replaced with enjoyment. I heard him squirt more out the bottle but I didn’t feel it.

    I felt his dick against my hole and froze as I felt him push. I didn’t think he was going to enter me at first but then I felt my hole stretch to a point of instant pain. I punched the bed as I felt my bum being ripped open or that’s how it felt. He stopped and held a bit to let my breathing calm down. 

    Ethan took his time push a little at a time, when I reacted he stopped. I don’t know how much of him I took but it got to a point where he started to thrust in and out. Slowly to start but he picked up speed. He would stop and retract a bit if I punched the bed or cried out. It was so sore and my bum felt stuffed but it was also enjoyable and eventually I felt him grow and thrust hard a few times. I knew he was close so I bit my lip trying to let him finish. My hole was a wreck but I managed to get through it. I felt his dick pulsate and his seed filled my bum and over spilled. His cries of joy filling my apartment and the smell of sex tipped me over the edge too.

    I felt a euphoric buzz as we both fell on the bed panting hard.

  • The Facility – Ryan

    Please note this is a direct continuation of The Facility – Ryan Chapter 1 and 2. The below won’t make sense without reading the earlier chapters, especially in relation to parts such as Ryan’s hypersensitivity so do recommend a read (or read-read) of the first two installations before you continue. 

    People often say death is ‘too good’ for someone, and this story explores that. A strong warning this story is dark (more so than other chapters in parts) and will not be for all readers, so please use discretion if any of the keywords listed are not for you. 


    I looked at Aiden as the single word from the guard sank in. It was my turn again, and so soon!! In the back of my brain I knew I needed to stand at the back of the cell, place my hands on the wall, legs spread and shoulder-width apart. But I just couldn’t move. I felt myself shaking, my own trauma from the ‘preparation’ session still fresh in my mind, and after seeing what had happened to Craig just hours ago I couldn’t make my muscles react and follow the instructions. That was going to happen to me and I just couldn’t do it… “Aiden” I whispered and shrank back into our joined bars. I knew I was rambling as my thoughts tried to find a way that this was a mistake and not my all too real reality. “It’s too soon; it can’t be me again… It’s not fair!! I just got back, I’m not ready, and please I won’t be able to handle it. Please don’t make me… Aiden please, please, please…” Aiden just stared at me with wide eyes and shook his head. The guard looked at me, and noting my lack of movement turned to his partner further down the corridor and gestured him over.

    “Ryan!” Aiden said my name with urgency. “You have to move! They will dart you if you don’t comply and you will just end up wherever they want anyway. Please Ryan just be strong! I will be here when you get back OK? Please mate, you have to move!” He grabbed my arm through our bars, and his contact jolted me back to myself. My cock jumped up against my will in response to Aiden’s touch and I gasped at the immediate arousal, and combined with his surprising strength yanking under my elbow, it got me moving. Somehow my arms and legs were functioning, and by the time the 2nd guard was at my cell, I was positioned as they demanded, with just my bandaged arm hanging down by my side. My heartbeat was incredibly loud and pounded in my ears. I looked over at Aiden who gave me a small nod, before stepping back into the darkness of his own cell. I took a deep breath and steeled myself, but still flinched as a gloved hand took my good arm and secured a leather strap around the wrist. Another was quickly added to my left ankle, then the right, before the legs were linked together by a thick chain. Finally my good arm was tethered down to the ankle chain with a slightly lighter length. To finalise the restraints; a wide leather collar was secured around my neck before Taller clipped a third chain to the front which he pulled and led me away. I looked over my shoulder toward Aiden as I was taken to my own personal hell, but could not make out his face in the dim light.

    As I shuffled forward under the constraints, I realised this was the first time I had actually walked past the cells and could see some of the other captives. Due to my hobble, we had to move slowly and I was able to take the time to look into each individual space between my cell and the red door. Two were empty, one had a man curled lying at the back facing the wall and most others showed naked and frightened men quivering at the back of their cells. They still managed to look at me with pity, knowing that what was to come for me would be far worse than time in these cages.  

    The 2nd last cell was quite different.

    Inside was a solidly built older man in his mid-60s, pale with a thick grey beard and tattoos all across his body. The largest tattoo on his shoulder was a devil’s face, some writing and [MC] underneath, so clearly a motorcycle gang member.

    This was a very different scene.

    The poor man was on his hands and knees, his knees, calves and feet legs strapped securely down and connected to bolts in the floor. Thick lengths of leather and chain encircled his waist and four more large chains; (two on each side) connected the waist strap to a metal frame, which was also securely bolted to the floor ‘locking’ the man from moving away; there was no way for the victim to move his haunches away from the frame, although both arms and upper body were free. I supposed he technically could move back closer to the frame, but he was straining forward with all his might – the chains at their tightest tension. It was clear why; inside the metal frame and bolted to the floor there was a sophisticated fucking machine. As the machine whirled and the gears turned it was pushing a large red and studded dildo at least the width of soda can in and out of the man’s ass. It went all the way into his entrance, his hole swallowing the giant dildo hungrily until it was fully embedded, before coming out only half way, and returning home deep inside, the tortured hole given no respite from the continuous onslaught. I felt my own ass contract in sympathy even as I noticed the constant suck and slurp of his sensitive flesh being stretched over and over, audible even over the sound of the machine. I watched the dildo pushing into the hole and back out, each individual stud popping back out before going straight back inside each and every agonising time. The scene was positioned close to the corridor; I had to assume so any prisoner walking past had a clear view. The scene was sideways so looking into the cell you could easily see both the man’s tortured hole, but also the abject agony on his broken face. He looked towards at us as we passed. Not sure who he was calling to, his eyes unfocused as he looked in my general direction but still he pleaded in a cracked and high pitched voice “Please ngh… ngh… ngh… please ngh…” each thrust punctuated by a groan as each new thrust reached the deepest part of his body and the toy distorted the man’s channel again and again… I had no idea how long the man had been tied to the machine, but a large pool of piss and cum surrounded him on the floor, so I had to assume some time, maybe since before I even entered The Facility. A nearly empty bottle of lubricant was suspended above the fuck machine, and as I walked past a few drops of lube dripped onto the gigantic dildo, easing the movement in and out of his entrance. We continued past without stopping, the guards making no reaction to what we were passing by.   

    We got to the final cell and my captor stopped so suddenly I almost bumped into him. The man inside was not any different to any other I had seen trying to hide away, but without looking to the side his head still facing forward toward the red door, Taller raised his left arm and with no hesitation and obvious military precision shot a dart into the leg of the man in the cell. Without any comment, he lowered is arm and moved forward again pulling me through the door by my collar, Smaller following behind. I heard the man start to scream before the door closed behind the three of us, blocking off all sound.

    The room on the other side of the red door was small, dimly lit with a table, two small chairs and a single polystyrene cup half full of coffee. There was a door leading to the right, but I was led straight forward to an elevator, doors already open and waiting. Without a word I was pulled into the lift by my collar and after a moment, the doors closed. There were no buttons and the lift started to move automatically, although I could not tell if we were moving up or down.  After maybe 30 seconds the doors opened again, this time onto a brightly lit corridor and it took me a moment of rapid blinking for my eyes to adjust. I was marched past several nondescript metal doors until we stopped at one no different to any other but when Taller opened the door I was faced with room that would stay forever in my nightmares; the white room from my previous torment. I stopped at the threshold, unable to willingly step inside but Taller simply yanked on my collar and I tumbled into the room, just managing to keep on my feet. I was led over to the same metal chair, roughly pushed into it and secured across my waist under my ‘travel’ chains. Now confident I was restrained, Smaller took off my cuffs.

    I started to ask him “Could you please tell…” I stopped at a quick and murderous look from the man and did not try again. Silently he un-cuffed me while Taller took up the position at my feet yet again, dart gun out and pointed straight at me. I was shaking, my fear manifesting throughout my body but I remained mostly still as Smaller strapped me securely down to the chair. In addition to the large strap across my waist, my ankles were again in the stirrups, but this time my legs were tied down in six different places each. I had a large binding across the top of my thighs and the four more were added, crisscrossing across my torso. My neck was tied down with thick leather and finally my arms secured to the armrests in five straps each, palms down. The arm rests were close to my body so the bandaging on my shoulder remained and my injury not further strained by the constraints. The chair was been set into a half seated position, so I could easily see down across my hairless and trembling body. My cock was still trapped in its cage, and in this position my balls and ass were easily accessible. My imagination flashed with what could be coming; each idea more terrifying and violent than the last as time slowly passed and we waited, waited and waited. I was not able to move even an inch to lessen the pressure from any part of the straps, the binding across my thighs especially tight and digging into the flesh and muscle. Any idea I had to try and find some relief was tempered by Taller who stoically remained at my feet pointing the dart gun at me, head cocked to the side and eyes unblinking. His arms must have been aching; but he stood as a statue, his entire focus on me.

    My mind whirled; I felt my panic rise again. I thought of Craig’s tortured body, even now he would be suffering continuous and agonising stimulation, and I thought of the older man tied to the fuck machine, the sight of the red studded monster slowly being swallowed into his channel before being pulled out and invading him again and again without relief…

    I was brought back to reality with the sound of the door opening and closing. I heard footsteps and finally, Doctor wheeled a stool to my side and sat down.

    “Hello Ryan, how are you doing?”

    Um, how was I supposed to answer that? My brain raced to find the answer, “Um, I dunno… I am scared… what are you going to do to me?”

    Doctor shook his head, “Ryan, you misunderstand me, I do not care how you are in the traditional use of the phrase, we are doing something new and exciting with you Ryan, so when I ask how you are, I mean physically. I don’t care if you are sad or frightened or really anything else. It is essential you tell me about any physical changes, even small ones. If I find out you have held anything back, well, let’s just say that there will be consequences. Do you understand?” I took a quick moment, and then nodded silently.

    “Very good! Let’s try again, now, how are you?”

    My words tumbled out of me, “My shoulder hurts, my cock is aching in this little cage, the straps are digging into me and I am cold”. Was that what he wanted? I paused for a moment before continuing “When someone touches me anywhere on my body except the top of my face, ears and hair I feel like I am going to spontaneously cum, even through this little cage”. Doctor’s head shot up “And who exactly has been touching you?” Taller and Smaller seemed to stiffen at his words. Taller stepped forward and started to raise his gun at me, but Doctor raised his hand and shook his head. After a pause, Taller stepped back, still looking incredibly tense.

    Shit shit shit!! I had not meant to get Aiden into trouble! Unsure how to get around this I tried to explain, “it was Aiden in the cell next to mine, but we didn’t do anything weird I promise, he just touched my hair when you brought me back, but then he touched my hand and I reacted, but he didn’t do anything, he was just being kind and it helped me to stay quiet which is what you demanded, so you can’t, I mean I am sorry if I broke one of your rules…” I was rambling, but the Doctor looked thoughtful and tapped the side of his nose, “Aiden, is he a big man with lots of body hair?” “Oh god no!” I said, “That’s the man on the other side, Aiden is the Aussie guy in the cell closer to the door, but please he didn’t do anything wrong, he just kept me quiet, so was following your own rules!” The Doctor looked up for a moment, again tapping the side of his nose in thought, “Aiden… oh!” he looked at me quickly, “well that is surprising! But don’t worry Ryan, there are just two rules here, and having a friend is not against them, although it is rare.” Taller and Smaller relaxed when Doctor seemed to accept my explanation and I audibly released a sigh, very relieved Aiden would not be punished or moved away from me.

    “Now”, Doctor started again, “Before we get into the good stuff, you and I are going to be meeting quite regularly, so I thought each time you come to me you can ask me one question. I of course do not have to answer you, but assuming I feel like it, I will give you some of the answers you are looking for. You see this will also allow me to analyse what our guests are thinking and assist with my future physiological profiling. So Ryan, for today’s question, what do you want to know?”

    Very surprised by the offer but also grateful for any delay to any intended ‘treatment’, my mid whirled through all the millions of questions I had and what I wanted or needed to know. After a quick pause I asked “I would like to know where we are please?” “Easy one”, says Doctor, seemingly disappointed by my choice. We are on the island of Kharimkotan, between Russia and Japan.” The blasé way he told me this information showed me that he had no fear of it ever being of any use to me and it meant that assuming his answer was the truth, my escape was looking almost impossible.  

    Doctor clapped his hands, “OK, let’s get started shall we?”

    At those words I felt my body break out in sheen of sweat and I started to shake even more violently than before. Doctor though seemed completely unperturbed, stood and started gathering items from the area behind my head. As he moved, he chatted away to me, but also to himself. “You are tied down today because it is essential that you remain completely still, if you move around, you may find that you cause irreparable damage to your body and we just can’t have that. Now, where is the… ah, there is it is! Sneaky little thing, hmmm. Maybe 10 each today?”  he came back round and I gulped by what was on the tray he carried. There was a huge syringe attached to an intimidating needle and full of an off-white coloured fluid. There was some sort of metal contraption, a small bottle of what I assumed to be lubricant and a selection of long rods, ranging from very thin up to about 5mm wide. “What… what are you going to do with those?!” I stuttered out. Doctor arched one eyebrow a me, “Now Ryan, you have had your question for today, we don’t want to be greedy do we?” my patted my thigh with a gloved hand. “I may choose explain some things as we go through assuming you can remain perfectly still”. Doctor waived Taller and Smaller over and the larger of the two men bent and covered my eyes with his gloved hands, plunging me into darkness while I felt Taller’s hands on the cage surrounding my cock. After a moment I heard a click and I was free! The hands came away from my eyes and I was so relieved to see my soft but still whole cock lying on my stomach. Finally having blood circulate free through it felt amazing and I sighed audibly wiggling as much as I could to appreciate the freedom, such as it was.

    “This is going to be the tricky part though Ryan, we need to keep you semi-hard. Not fully erect, but flaccid just won’t work. Normally an extra tight cock ring at the base of your shaft here” he tapped the base of my dick and I twitched away without thinking trying to avoid his touch “would keep you a half mast, but that won’t suit in this instance so we are going to try a few options”. Smaller stepped toward me and took off his right glove, kneeling down between my legs, I could just see the top of his covered head as he disappeared to the level of my hole. The embarrassment of having him staring straight at such an intimate part of my body barely registered now in the cacophony of thoughts and emotions whirling through my mind.

    Doctor gently lifted my cock and played with the head, circling the top and pushing and stretching my piss slit. He took the 2nd smallest metal rod from the table and covered it in lube. I had a very good idea now where this was going to go, and my pulse was racing. “Remember now Ryan, perfectly still please.” Taking my cock in one hand and the wand in the other, Doctor nodded toward where Smaller knelt and after a short moment I felt his finger lightly touch against my hole. The touch was feather light, my reaction was immediate and I gasped as his touch flooded me with such an extreme sense of arousal that I groaned out load, eyes rolling back in my head. The cream had been focused here, not once but twice and all too quickly I felt my balls tighten as my cock jumped to attention, rock hard. “Damn it”, Doctor said, I thought that may happen. OK, plan B”. The finger was removed from my entrance and my cock went down almost immediately as I struggled to regain my breath. Holy crap that was intense!!

    Doctor handed the bottle of lube down to Smaller and took it back after a moment. After a brief wait I felt Smaller’s now slick and re-gloved finger slowly circling my entrance. His skin now protected by the glove. My cock stayed limp, but I could feel some sensation as the nerves were slowly and methodically stimulated. Using two fingers and slowly decreasing circles Smaller gradually increased the pressure and my hole began to twitch and clench under the attention. My cock also moved slightly. “I thought that this might work with you Ryan” Doctor said happily before nodding to Smaller again, “best just go for the area straight away”. At that a finger abruptly pushed into me, and I almost jerked at the intrusion and stinging sensation, but managed to stay still. Smaller had pushed his entire thick middle digit into me without pausing and in reaction my muscles gripped down onto him, locking him in place. He grunted and Doctor looked at me with an eyebrow raised so I took a breath and forced my ring to relax, bearing down and allowing Smaller more freedom of movement. It was so humiliating not just to allow this, but help facilitate the intrusion but right at that moment in my situation; I don’t know a single man who would blame me or choose any differently.

    Smaller pulled his finger most of the way out and then back in each thrust stretching my ring over his knuckles. After a few minutes when Smaller judged I was sufficiently used to the sensation, with a bit more pressure he added a second finger, my hole stinging again as I was stretched further, his fingers felt huge! A quick “mmmgh” escaped from my mouth before I clamped it down and closed my eyes. I could feel my entrance twitching and clenching around his finger, and felt the intrusion as my nerves fired off and I gripped the arms of the chair tightly. My cock however, apart for the first jump that seemed to please Doctor lay completely soft and motionless. After few more minutes and more time to adjust, Smaller turned his fingers 180 degrees and curled them upwards toward my belly button. The reaction down through my balls and ass was instantaneous and I clenched down on his fingers again. This time though, he stopped in in and outward thrust, having found my gland he cocked his two fingers in a ‘come here’ motion as he massaged my prostate. The sensation was incredible, the man knew exactly how control the sensations and this time my cock took notice! It began to engorge and slightly rose up from my belly becoming harder until Doctor called out “stop”, and the stroking fingers in my ass stopped moving immediately, although they remained imbedded in my ass.

    Doctor nodded, pleased with the condition of my now semi-hard cock and took my shaft in one hand and slowly started pushing the lubed rod down into my piss slit. It hurt, like REALLY HURT!! I did not cry out, but bit down on my lip in order to stop myself, but holy fuck he was pressing really hard and it was only going in the smallest amount, feeling like it was tearing me the whole way. After a moment I could not help myself and I had to bite back a cry, the sound coming out in a short “Hummph”. Doctor sighed, clicked his tongue and removed the rod. “That is yet another surprise Ryan; your urethra is very narrow. Normally with sounding, you don’t need the smallest rod, in fact, you are more likely to cause damage by using a too small wand, but there is nothing for it, we need to downsize”. He picked up the smaller wand and after coating it in lube, added an extra dollop on my piss hole and took my now again flaccid cock into his hand. After a moment he nodded towards Smaller who had still not removed his fingers, but who at the request started his internal ministrations yet again. It took longer for my cock to start to harden this time, but rise again it eventually did, and I moaned just a little as men I hated and feared played my body like an instrument.

    When he was happy with my now semi-hard cock again Doctor took me in one hand and very slowly inserted the start of the narrower wand into the top of my cock.

    This time it was a different sensation, not the pain from earlier, but something… different. The metal was very cold and I shivered despite myself. I felt like I wanted to piss, and there was a sense of total fullness and God, I felt stretched! I closed my eyes and released a low “mmmmmgggh” as Doctor slowly and surely pushed the wand down my urethra. Occasionally Doctor would halt, and move the wand up and down, effectively fucking my own cock with the sound. Also monitoring my body Smaller would occasionally start stroking my prostate, and then stop as needed, the overall sensation of being invaded both in my hole and down my cock at the same time leaving me feeling horny, and yet unfulfilled as I was kept at a level of mid-erection. The entire time that rod moved deeper down into my shaft disappearing before my very eyes, when I could keep them open. After several minutes, Doctor stopped pushing. The rod was only about half down into my cock and Smaller removed his fingers from my ass with a pop before stepping away and moving over the sink to clean his hand. I couldn’t help but feel… empty without his fingers but quickly pushed that thought away. Doctor then slowly without touching the wand itself stroked my shaft up and down with gloved hands. As I watched; gravity slowly pulled the cold metal down further into me. Occasionally when it stopped, Doctor would pull it out a small way then allowed it to drop down, again and again, each time it entered my slit even more deeply. He did not rush and I was surprised by the level of care taken to ensure I was not injured.

    Finally, when the rod was sticking out only by about an inch and a half, the rest deep into me Doctor motioned to Taller who came over and took over holding my cock upright. Doctor then picked up the giant syringe and my mind locked onto it straight away, and I pleaded, all the while knowing it would do no good, “Please not into my cock please don’t do it, don’t touch me, not my dick please…” whimpering as Doctor came closer with the needle and oh god was it this big before??  “Please no, not into my cock please!” I cried out louder this time. I was completely ignored though and as if I had not spoken; But Doctor came over to my head. Without any warning he pressed the needle into my jaw and injected some of the solution into the left hand side of my face, then pulled it out, done in just a few seconds. It was quick and apart from the initial sting, relatively painless. Not at all what I had expected! He then proceeded to do the same to almost all the major muscles in my body moving methodically around my body. My neck, shoulder, down my arms my sides and across my abs, He move down my left side and even injected into the soles of my feet. When the syringe ran out Smaller came over with a replacement and Doctor repeated the process on my right side, until a final injection into my right jaw.

    I was offered no explanation of the treatment or anticipated result. Doctor was right; to him, I was not a person, just a body. Returning to the his chair, he took my cock back from Taller and I was very surprised to see just the tip of the sound sticking out of my cock, with the injections I had not even noticed it going the final way down, but was hyper aware now, every small movement bringing jolts through me as the rod pushed at the most sensitive parts of my body.

    Taller returned with an extremely narrow length of clear plastic tubing and after a generous amount of lube was applied to the outside, Doctor slid it over the slim tip of the sound that was still visible, and then proceeded thread it down into my slit, swallowing the sound whole. Doctor this time just applied continuous pressure as it slowly moved into me, sheathing the rod and was swallowed into my shalt. Now this was painful!! Aaagh nnn mm, oh no… gnngh… oh!! I garbled. I may have gotten used to the narrow rod, but the added girth of the tubing pushing into me was awful, I actually cried out “Please you will split my cock, it is bigger like the first rod, please stop!!” But Doctor just kept pushing. Down and down into my poor cock. I was almost grateful for the binding that held me down as I felt my body try to move and twitch away from the invasion and I knew if I was able to move it would cause real damage. Finally the tube was considered sufficiently deep and Doctor unceremoniously removed the sound from my cock, leaving the hollow tube holding open my incredibly stretched piss slit. I did not know if I was torn at all, but I was definitely stretched, and I throbbed internally. The skin inside my sensitive shaft was now pulled to capacity and I felt the blood pulsing to around the abused area. Once the metal sound was removed, and Doctor released my cock it dropped back to my belly, completely soft once again.

    Next, Doctor picked up the final metal device from the tray and slipped a metal ring over my cock, He had to squeeze my balls through it as well, and I groaned and whimpered as they were squished through the ring, and popped through, the ring now snug against my hairless body. The rest of this new chastity cage was fed over my now limp shaft, the end of the tubing sticking out a few mm at the end before Doctor clipped it all together. My cock was again locked down again, the mechanism holding the tube in place, and keeping it from slipping further and being lost in my urethra.

    Doctor moved the cage to one side and then the other and seemingly satisfied tapped his nose and said “OK, then Ryan, all done!” I was understandably surprised. While this had been awful, it was SO far less horrific than my prep session and also compared to what I had seen of other treatments. “I don’t understand”, I said. Am I allowed to leave?” The Doctor gave me a cold smile. “Yes Ryan, you see some men have a fast treatment plan in situations where we feel an immediate reaction is required. Others such as yourself are considered a ‘long game’, and we really see potential in what you will be able to achieve. So for now you can head back to your room, and I will see you tomorrow.” With that he left, and heard the door close behind him. Taller and Smaller untied all of me except the waist strap, re-secured me in my cuffs, collar and chains before the waist strap was released and I was back to the elevator and to my cell. I noticed as I shuffled past that the fat biker was still on the fucking machine, although he had collapsed. The front of his body was lying prone on the floor, while his legs and ass were held up in his bindings and the giant dildo still pushed in and out of his stretched entrance. The bottle of lube had been filled again and slowly dripped onto the dildo as it fucked the abused man past insanity.

    Back at my cell Aiden was not there, and I was immediately very worried, not sure if he was being punished for what I had said during my session. After another two hours of panic as I imagined the scenario he would be facing, Aiden was returned, but he was tied up; his arms bound tightly to the sides of his body and his legs secured together, ropes restricting all his movements. Taller carried him over his shoulder in an impressive show of strength (as Aiden was not a small man), and dropped him unceremoniously into his cell before walking away. He grunted once as he hit the floor, but immediately looked for me. When his eyes caught mine, he scooted towards my bars as best he could. “Are you OK?” he asked and looked over my body. He noticed my new cock cage and I quickly caught him up on what had happened. “OK, it could be worse I suppose, but there is no leniency here, so just be on your guard.” I did not mention his new bindings as I sensed he wanted me to pretend even a small degree of normalcy with him.

    After maybe another hour, we were brought food; my first in The Facility. A small man I did not know made his way down the corridor, giving each prisoner a meal unique to him. My hairy neighbour was given what looked to be a single piece of meat, rare without any bones which he grabbed with both hands and gnawed at without any hesitancy. Aiden and I both received a bowl of cold, gruel-like soupy porridge, although mine was a lighter colour. Initially I did not want to eat, but Aiden reminded me I needed the energy and told me I would be forced to eat if I didn’t comply willingly. I relented and started eating the foul tasting stew. After a moment I realised Aiden could not eat with a spoon like he was, and his bindings across his arms and legs was forcing him to lap at his bowl like a dog. After a moment, I set my own bowl aside, moved forward and reached through the bars and took his bowl and my own spoon, before offering a spoonful of the substance to Aiden. He sat up and seemed shocked, but then nodded. With a simple “Thank you” he allowed me to slowly feed him.

    From there, my days blurred together and I have no idea how much time passed. We were fed twice a day, or what I assume was a passing day. Once a day an alarm sounded and after a minute a shower of cold soapy water fell from a hole in the ceiling of each cell over the grate in the corner of each chamber. After a few minutes it turned into only water to allow a rinse, and that was how we kept clean. We pissed and shit over the grates during the day, and the daily showers took away any mess with them.

    My hairy neighbour masturbated regularly throughout the day. He had started calling me ‘Rabbit’, although I avoided interacting with him as much as I could. More often than not when we wanted to jack off, he would call me to come over to join him. He loved to shake his hard, long and thick cock at me through the bars and offer me a ‘taste’ or just laugh. As the days passed he began trying to get my attention just as he came, grinning as he shot his load through his bars into my cell. His mad eyes whirling as he moaned, looked at me and lipped his lips. He also ranted about Devils and Demons a lot. He spat venom at Aiden the most often, calling him everything from a cunt to Satan himself, more aggressively so when Aiden would engage with him and tell him to leave me alone when he tried to entice me over to him. The giant also got shot by the Fire Fluid more than anyone else… it was as if his mind would just forget where he was and the rules and he started to yell and rant as is possessed. It was clear he was insane; however, I also noticed he was never taken away for ‘treatment’, just left in his cell day in and day out.

    My sessions were daily, while some men were taken only very rarely. There had been a particularly confronting show one day on the large corridor screens where; for about five hours a man from the far end of the corridor had been penetrated in both his cock shaft, anus and mouth with everything from raw peeled ginger bulbs and chilli peppers to onions and hot sauce and then had some form of itching powder coated on his balls. He had been brought back after the treatment, a raw ginger straw dipped in crushed hot chillies inserted deep into his cock, the itching stuff still layered across his balls, frothing at the mouth and twitching violently but had been and tied to the side wall of his cell, unable to wipe away the substance for several days.

    Aiden was gone more than anyone, and was always taken away for his own treatment when I was in the white room. When he came back he was bound or tied in a new way, sometimes minor, but once or twice he had been completely hog tied and had not been able to move even to push his bowl to me to help him eat. On these days he had been force fed by tube down his throat by the guards when they returned and found the food untouched. He did not talk about what happened to him during his treatments and I did not ask, but he was gone a lot longer than most was so I had to assume the sessions were incredibly intense.

    When we were together in our cells and not sleeping, Aiden and I talked. We spoke about getting out, as unlikely as this seemed to us both. We discussed our lives before the Facility; we spoke about people we had loved and also wondering who was ultimately looking for us. Aiden had been openly gay before the Facility, and while I was uncomfortable with this at first, especially as I sat next to him completely naked but after a while we settled into ourselves and eventually I spoke about fucking women and he about fucking men as if both were completely normal. These talks are what got me through each day and I believed kept us both sane. The men in the cells came and went. Craig was taken away a week after his broadcast session, his body placed onto a gurney and I might have thought he was dead, except as he rolled past me cell I saw him twitch and a small drip of cum ooze from his still rock hard and painfully bruised cock, and I heard him moan softly. He did not come back.

    A few days later a young, fit Latino man was put in his vacated cell. He arrived dressed in baggy jeans and a Nike T-Shirt and he screamed in Spanish before Taller and Smaller came, shot the man in his left side cell with Fire Fluid, and after he watched, they unceremoniously shot him too and took him away even as he screamed. He had come back after several hours naked, hunched over with a haunted look in his eyes, and had been silent ever since.

    My own ‘sessions’ each day were now predictable. I was taken to the white room and tied down before my cock cage and tube were assessed. About a quarter of the time they were removed, the rest of the time left before being assessed again the following day. On the days it was removed and Doctor chose the larger size I could accommodate a new sound was inserted into my body, before an accompanying new tube was added. The pain was always awful, but after a few hours back in my cell I became used to the sense of fullness, and the constant stretching sensation within my cock at all times became just part of my life. The injections all over my body continued each day regardless, and while I felt significantly weaker now that when I arrived I had not noticed anything dramatically different happening to my body. The mirror in the white room was always covered, so I was not able to tell if there were any physical changes or if the injections were maybe changing something internally, or maybe they were just another tool of fear.

    After several weeks or maybe longer my piss slip had become a gaping hole when the tube was pulled out. The hole was now easily stretched to approx. 15mm and I could have easily pushed my pinkie finger down into the hole and pissing was a total mess. Thank goodness for the daily showers, because I always managed to get piss all over myself, after a while Aiden had suggested I start squatting down to piss, and while I felt ridiculous, like a woman camping and I was humiliated but Aiden didn’t judge me and honestly it did help to minimise the mess.

    I also asked Doctor my one question a day.

    “What is wrong with my neighbour? He is quite mad isn’t he?”

    “Yes, quite. You see the men here react to their treatment in different ways. Most of the time their mind is broken and they become trapped in their own psychotic nightmare loop. Sometimes; generally due to the nature of their treatments they become extremely aggressive. They produce excess testosterone and subsequently have increased body hair and are prone to increased violent and sexual urges. They are still broken men you see and nothing like what they were when they came in but they become more… animalistic I should say”

    “How many men are here?”

    “the number that deserve to be”

    “Are you drugging my food?”

    “There are antibiotics in the food to keep down any infections from your sessions”.

    “That is not a No”

    “Isn’t it?”

    “How many floors are in the Facility?”

    “More than just this one”

    “What is your real name?”

    “You can just call me Doctor”

    “Is there anything I can do to be released?”

    “You know what you did; do you think you deserve to be given your life back?”

    “Who told you what I did to get in here?”

    “You did Ryan”

    “I did what? I don’t understand!”

    “…”

    One day, after a few more weeks, the Doctor acted differently and seemed excited when we met. He removed the tube, nodded and said to me, “you won’t need the tube any longer Ryan. That was your last one. Before we complete this part of your treatment, what is your question for today?”

    “I thought about what I really needed to know and said simply, “What are you doing to me why are you stretching inside my cock?”

    “We are stopping you from Cumming”.

    Doctor said it so matter-of-factly as he sat on his stool and crossed his arms. “You see the cage you were in when you first arrived is effective, but there is nothing invented today that will actually stop you from Cumming altogether. It is a common misconception that a chastity cage can stop an orgasm but you can still come around or through the device. By moving the cage up and down, or even from prostate stimulation, you could still have cum. It would have been possibly painful and overall unsatisfying but you would have ejaculated nonetheless, in a leaking squirting mess. We are taking that privilege from you Ryan, and today we are completing the process”.

    I could only blink at him in complete shock. This was going to be a permanent change to my body???

    “Do you know what a retrograde ejaculation is?” I shook my head that I did not. “Well it is something that happens to men in certain circumstances, where the testicles shoot their load but instead of it coming out through your cock, the muscles in your bladder do not close properly and the load is instead pushed into the bladder itself. Men with the condition will find their piss is a milky consistency, and that is because they are pissing out their own cum. It is fascinating to see! We have not attempted this before, but today will be attempting to replicate this condition in your own body. You will never come again, you will still have some of the sensation, reduced of course trapped away as you will be in a cock cage but your cock itself will be completely useless. You know that magnificent sensation as you unload into your partner or even on yourself with ropes of hot sticky cum, that sense of masculinity and release? Well not any more my dear boy!”

    I was horrified!! Could they actually do this? I looked at my cock lying on my belly, distorted piss slit gaping and a shaft shrunken after weeks locked in chastity, and I could not formulate words, they were actually changing my body, and I would no longer have any cum… I had never wanted children, but now it would not be possible, I thought of the sense of relief and pleasure that shooting a load into a tight pussy had given me and felt tears running down my face. “Please”, I whispered, “please don’t do this to me, this can’t be undone…” I was of course, completely ignored.

    Doctor washed his hands and came back to me holding three tools, a long slim torch light, a tool with a hollow flat head and an impossibly long pair of scissors. Doctor tried the scissors out in front of me and when he opened the handles, just the far end opened and closed; leaving the main part constantly closed. Taller checked my bindings to make sure I was not able to move and I realised that they were going to complete the procedure without putting me under. I screamed out “Please at least make me unconscious!! That is not going to fit into my cock, and I can’t!! I mean I won’t be able to, I mean please! This is surgery; you need to knock me out!!” Doctor motioned to Taller and the man shoved a thick leather gag bit into my mouth and tied if off behind my head, and I was not able to speak any longer. “You do realise Ryan that this is torture? You are being punished, so why would want to make this easier for you or attempt in any way to minimise your discomfort? Seems counterintuitive no?” He patted my thigh as he spoke and I could only violently shake my head side to side, abject panic showing in my eyes.

    Nodding to Smaller, Doctor pushed his glasses back on this nose and took up the now lubricated scissors as Smaller handled the light. A screen on the wall flickered to to life and I saw my own gaping cock head in high definition as I realised the light was a camera as well. Together, Doctor on the scissors and Smaller on the light starting feeding the implements down into my cock. I screamed out behind my gag “Nhhhhgghg hhrrmmmmpph mmmmggh aarg!! MMGH MMGH MMGHHHMHMHMMH!!!!!” Yes my urethra had been slowly stretched, but it was nowhere near enough to fit both the items without waves of pain washing over me as the tools descended. I watched in horror as the screen showed the tip of the scissors slightly in front of the camera moving continuously down my shaft, the cold of the metal and pain letting my know every agonising millimetre they pushed forward. I tried to make myself pass out, I tried to hold my breath until I was no longer conscious, I tried screaming, I tried begging, but for all the impact it had; I might as well have not been in the room.  

    Eventually the channel curved and I thought I might actually pass out as Smaller and Doctor changed direction distorting and pushing my cock sideways to continue the angle down into my body. I tried to move my body as I screamed and Doctor made a gesture to Taller and before I knew what was happening, I was blindfolded. This was to stop me pre-empting the pain and reacting, but with my sight gone it only emphasised my other sensations. If I thought it was painful before it was nothing to now. Instead of screaming, my throat closed and I heard myself was making a gurgling sound and a half moan, not able to even use my voice in the face of the agony I was in. Finally the movement stopped, and the tools stilled. After a moment’s pause and Doctor muttering “Where is it…” a few times, I felt a new and sharp pain deep in my groin and I cried out again. This repeated several times before there was the sense of movement again as I assume the scissors were removed.  Without a pause the third tool was pushed down into me to join the camera, the fat head scraping down the inside of my shaft over abused flesh where the scissors had already scratched the skin and the agony returned anew. It stopped and after a moment and murmured discussions by the men, there was a loud clicking sound, followed by a new more intense agony, I smelled burning flesh and finally, blissfully I blacked out.

    I woke up in the elevator over Taller’s shoulder in a fireman’s carry. I didn’t dare move or let him know I was awake. He walked in my cell and dropped me to the floor, before walking away and slamming the door behind him. My groin throbbed and I curled up around myself in a too late attempt to protect myself. Aiden was actually in his cell this time and was surprisingly unbound. He reached his arms out to me and I managed to crawl over to him, but when he touched my arm, I gasped with new pain as my abused cock tried to harden, even in the new cage similar to the first version that had been put on my since I passed out. Eventually Aiden sat and stretched his long legs along his side of our shared the bars and I curled up again on my side, resting near him as he slowly patted my hair. I cried for what seemed like hours as he just stroked my hair. I tried to tell him what had happened, but he just shushed me and said “we saw”, and pointed at the big screens. My neighbour then added from my other side “The inside of your cock is beautiful Rabbit”, he then laughed manically before moving back into his cell and I heard him jacking off into the darkness. Aiden stroked my hair until I finally fell asleep.

    I woke then next day in a panic, disoriented before I realised where I was. I sat up, waking Aiden who had fallen asleep curled towards me his forehead pressed against mine through our bars. Groggily he sat up, and asked me “How are you today? Are you feeling any better?” I just shook my head. The pain seemed to have levelled out, but I was just so defeated. “Aiden, they are doing things to my body. You saw what happened yesterday, and I don’t know what those injections are, but I am weaker in myself and Aiden, I won’t be able to cum ever again. They are changing me and I don’t know how I can keep myself sane”. I started to cry again “Aiden, can you please talk to me, tell me something, anything to help me forget, please Aiden help me, I can’t do this anymore.”

    Aiden was silent for a long time before he said, “There is only one thing I know that will maybe give you some perspective and help you feel like I am down here in the muck and the gutter with you. Although you might hate me once you know… but I want to tell you why I am here.” I was not expecting this. I reached out to pull Aiden’s face to look at me, but he moved away slightly out of my reach and stared down at his own feet.

    “His name was Chase”.

    ************************************************

    Chase was bound up – again. So much of the past month was a blur of pain, humiliation, denial and loss. The loss of any control; even over his own body was now expected; loss of his independence, his trust, his dignity. He was tied with his back to a St Andrew’s cross, ankles and wrists so tightly bound that he worried there was not enough blood circulating to his extremities. He tried to stretch up and out, to alleviate some of the tension, but he knew it was useless. When he finally got out of here we wanted to be whole – at least physically. It would take time he knew before he would recover emotionally, but Chase was nothing if not resilient. He just had to wait and his opportunity would come.

    Chase looked at the man that stood in front of him. He was tall, objectively handsome, with a two day growth the most piercing eyes he had ever seen. He had also been Chase’s friend, or at least he had thought so. Now he was just the sick twisted bastard consuming his life. Chase knew that today he would find out what was next on this sadists hit list, and it took all his self-control not to shout out all the blood curdling hatred he could at the man, spraying him with spit and venom, but he knew where that led, and he had learnt the lesson early on that aggression was only going to incite the man to inflict further torment. The man walked over to Chase slowly, and as he placed his hand on Chase’s cheek Chase managed not to pull away, although the man saw the slight flinch at the contact, and sighed, leaning his head forward to press his forehead against Chase’s own. “Why do you fight me my love? Just submit and this will be over.” Chase clenched his jaw and said nothing.

    After a moment, the man leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Chase’s lips, after a moment his tongue slipping out slowly to taste Chase’s bottom lip, but Chase did not react, staying as still as stone. Finally, the man stepped away, turned his back to Chase, shoulders hunched and Chase saw him take several deep breaths before he straightened his shoulders and turned back to Chase, smiling, although it did not reach his eyes. 

    “Orgasms”, the man started, his voice coming out in a low purr, “are fascinating. I have seen men go through extreme pain play sessions, their cocks and balls stretched to the limits and they don’t break. A man can be whipped, strapped and beaten to within an inch of sanity, but try to polish a man’s cock after an orgasm and you will see his use his safe word and tap out within 20 seconds. How is stimulation so much less bearable than pain? We will test this my love and I am hoping this will be the breakthrough we need.”

    He walked to his toy area and came back with a vibrating wand and a bottle of lube, which he placed on the table near Chase’s side. He rolled up his sleeves as he continued to talk. “This time though, I will give you some control and we will use safe words. I thought ‘passion’ could be our word, what do you think?” Chase just stared at him. “So when you feel that you just can not take it anymore, just say ‘Passion’ and I will stop. But be warned, if you say it, you will regret it later, but I will stop our play session for this evening. We have four hours to enjoy each other, do you understand?”

    “Yes sir” Chase said, still staring straight at his eyes, saying the words he must, but by staring into the man’s eyes knowingly breaking a rule implemented in the early days. 

    The man pulled over a stool, and sat, settling down for the duration. Applying a generous amount of lube to his hands, he also dripped some directly on to Chase’s very soft cock before taking his shaft into his hand. Slowly he moved one hand upwards, twisting his wrist up and over the head of Chase’s cock, while the second hand immediately followed, creating an unending cycle of stimulation as his rough hands glided over Chase’s cock. “Another funny thing to note,” he continued with Chase’s ‘education’, “A cock has the same amount of nerves and receptors when soft as when hard. It is a common misconception that a soft cock has decreased sensitivity but that is what we have been trained to think, a soft cock can even be brought to orgasm under the right conditions, however I don’t think we will have that issue will be my love?” Despite himself, Chase felt his cock swell under the man’s attention. He had not cum in a month and knew that there was no way to hold back his erection, even under the ministrations of a man he hated. His body would betray him as it had done uncountable times. The hands continued their travels, each time the man’s palm reach his head, he twisted it, running his palm across the mushroom head, even as the next hand began the same journey. Chase laid his head back and moaned long and low, “Mmmmmmmmmmmmgh…” it would not be long now. His cock was hard and straight and the man continued his stroking as Chase closed his eyes trying to escape to somewhere better. He was at home, sitting on the couch, while Jess, his girlfriend of two years slowly stroked him as the watched TV after a long day, her body curled up into his side as he gently massaged her neck with one hand behind her sounders. It was a low key and domestic memory and Chase missed the comfort and familiarity of that moment.

    After too short a time, Chase opened his eyes as he felt his balls tensing underneath him and without much in the way of warning, shot three strong ropes off cum forward, the first hitting the tip of the man’s shoe, the rest captured in his hands. Thank God! Chase thought, he had been denied relief for weeks and as his body shuddered through its release he relaxed back onto the cross, breathing deeply. The man though just smiled, his hands continuing their twisting and stimulation on Chase’s highly sensitive cock. Chase tried to twist away, the sensation of the man’s hands on him too much, but the man just moved with him, continuing the attention. Chase gritted and bared his teeth, still trying to move away from the hands. The sensation of the hands was overwhelming him now as the nerves in the head of his cock screamed out for relief. He started to cry out as he tried to still then twist away his body away suddenly hoping to surprise the man with his thrashing. “Please stop!” he cried out “Too much!! Let me go you bastard!!” he even let out a laugh at one point, coming out of his throat like a hiccup, completely involuntary. His body twisted and curved around itself as he desperately tried to escape. After a short moment as Chase cried out and tried to twist away, the man changed his grip, standing and pushing his body up and into Chase’s. He held his shaft firm in one hand, the pressure moving Chase back against the cross and stopping his twisting, the grip removing even the possibility of movement! With the second hand the man placed his palm over the cock head and started to move his rough palm across the head of Chase’s cock in fast circular motions, focusing all the movement to the abused cock head.

    The change in position offered just a moment of relief, but then this new action created even more friction on his mushroom cock head and after just a few seconds of the abuse Chase did the one thing he thought he would never do. “PASSION!!!! He screamed! “PASSSION PASSION PASSION OH MY GOD PLEASE PASSSSSSSIONNN!!” the man moved forward close to Chase, pressing his nose into Chase’s throat even as he screamed out, his movements unceasing and continuous. The now blubbering man’s words only incentivising him to continue his ministrations, and they had hours of play still to come.”

    ************************************

    Aiden would not look at me as he told me of the young man that brought sandwiches into his office every day. “He was 22, straight as an arrow and beautiful. He had this laugh that brought sunshine into the office. He was medium height and lean, but not skinny; more stretched out like a dancer. He had this gorgeous soft brown hair that he pulled back into a loose bun and I knew form the moment I saw him that I needed to run my hands through it, that I needed him to be mine. I tried flirting, but he was not interested, so I did the next best thing; I assimilated myself into his life and became his friend, but even early on I was planning on taking him.”

    Aiden continued on with his tale, staring down at his feet, “Whilst never an active participant, I had watched a lot of porn and read many storied of forced/coercion BDSM and ‘turning out’ young men, so thought I knew what was need to turn this gorgeous man into my own beautiful submissive. I imagined Chase living with me, waiting at home for me when I finished up at the office. He would serve me dinner and ask about my day, we would laugh at the office shenanigans and after we ate and cleaned up together I would bend him over our oak wood table and I would and take his sweet ass, claiming him as mine again and again. Chase was my dream”.

    I stayed silent as Aiden spoke. I knew he had to have done something awful to be here and I knew my own story of woe was in a league of its own, so I kept still as Aiden slowly continued his tale. He still hadn’t looked at me.

    “I researched everything about Chase, I found out where he lived, where he went to the gym, where he would fuck his girlfriend and how often. Over six months we became friends and as he shared his dreams and life with me, I just planned everything to absorb this man into my own life that would be perfect once he was in it. He joked I always ordered the same turkey and cranberry on rye sandwiches, and we spoke about his life and bonded over his soccer team, which was obviously now my soccer team. I sold my apartment, and bought a property out of town, the lack of neighbours offering me the space and solitude for Chase’s transformation once I had him. Finally I was ready and dropped into one of our conversations that I was looking at getting a tattoo. Chase was immediately thrilled, and told me he was an amateur tattoo artist himself (which of course I already knew) and he proudly showed me some of the art on his torso that he had designed, although his friend has completed the actual work. If I had any doubts before that moment, the sight of his bare torso removed them completely. He was perfection. My mouth filled with saliva and my cock pushed against my pants just at the sight of him. We agreed to meet at his apartment that very night and with a few beers in hand, we planned my first tattoo. It would be a wolf on the back of my right hip and would then curl around my torso and eventually culminate in full moon and mountain scape under my right pectoral. The design agreed, Chase unpacked his kit and started the tattoo. He took a piss break after about two hours and I took the opportunity to slip what I needed into his drink. When Chase returned, it was only 20 minutes before he passed out and I was able to take him out through the back and into the stolen car I had procured for just that one night.”

    I had moved back from Aiden despite myself at this stage. This man who was my only lifeline here was just as bad as our captors. As his crimes continued to tumble from his mouth, I felt more alone that I had since my capture. Aiden spoke about explaining to Chase once he awoke that he loved him and wanted them to make a life together, that even though he currently considered himself to be straight, if he gave them a chance and realised that pleasure was pleasure, it would not matter that he was a man. “I knew that if I could just get him to see how good we were together it would be OK. He was so mad at me, he ranted and raved and spat his venom at me. So I started his training, thinking myself the master, even without any hands on experience; all the literature I had read explained that intensive training of a submissive would take a few weeks a month at most, so in my basement I worked over Chase.” Aiden was becoming desperate now shaking his head back and forth, but still not looking at me. “I did everything I should, bondage, pain, pleasure, reward; I knew I had to break him down to build him back up so I did.”

    “After a month, he has still so resistant. He regularly told me I was disgusting, that he would never love me, that I was sick and when he got free I would be locked up for the rest of my life. I explained to him the notes I had left for his girlfriend and family; of his free trip take-it-now-or-lose-it trip to Greece, the boat accident and that the world thought he was dead. I tried to console him as he felt the loss of his old life and help him through, but he wouldn’t even let me touch him without flinching, he cried and ranted and I just could not break him.”

    “After a full month I had to mix things up – I knew HOW to make a submissive, but maybe it was just not long enough. So I focused on a particular technique for a month before moving on. For a month I whipped and flogged him every day, the three tailed, the single, the paddle… all without mercy, although it broke my heart to see him in pain. Then after each session I gently rubbed balm into his skin savouring the touch and trying to push all my love into looking after him, but still he refused to submit to me. After a month I tied him up, bound him by chains, or twine, or rope, or leathers and silks; sometimes to the bed, to the ceiling, even to himself. When his muscles screamed and he cried I gave him the tenderest after care possible, but still he refused to submit to me. Then I spent a month edging him, I would bring him to the edge of an orgasm with vibrators, cock sleeves, dildos, my hands and even my mouth and just before he came I would stop. Hearing him cry out to me to allow him to come was incredibly powerful, but one he calmed down, he always reverted back and refused me again, and again. He used to scream at me to let him cum, and I knew that controlling his orgasm was key to controlling his mind so for an entire month I would edge him for hours every day. I would wake up, edge him for a few hours, and then go to work. When I came home, we would have more training until bed time. But still, STILL he refused me. After that it was post orgasm torture for a month and glans stimulation for a month, and after that…” He trailed off.

    Aiden finally looked at me, but looked away as soon as our eyes met. “I lied to you Ryan when I told you I knew from my body clock how long I have been here”. He sighed deeply, “I have been here two years and 364 days. For every month I kept Chase in my basement, they are replicating my treatment. One month for Chase, and one year for me. For my first year in the Facility, it was random amateur BDSM with a bit everything thrown in for good measure without any of the tenderness and aftercare of course. This is for the first month I tried to break him. The 2nd year I was whipped and beaten to within an inch of my life every day. Never enough to scar, but my entire body was fair game. For the last 12 months they have kept me tied and bound and restrained just like Chase was for his third month. And tomorrow I have been told the next stage starts. I will be edged for hours and hour every day, unable to come or touch myself in between”.

    Aiden shuddered before looking over at me again, this time meeting my eyes. “I promise I never raped him Ryan I wanted him to want me, to choose to be with me, it should have worked!” rising up on his knees and turning his body towards me to and gripping two bars in his hands.  His eyes pleading he looked at me, seeking some sort of absolution I supposed. I took as few breaths before I had the courage to speak to him.

    “How… how long did you keep Chase locked up Aiden?” He whispered back his answer this time but did not look away from me “11 months and 24 days. He just wouldn’t break, until the end…”

    What happened?” I asked? Aiden sighed.

    “I won.  Sensory deprivation broke him in the end. I had bought a contraption called a Vac Bed, and I sealed him in it, I inserted a feeding tube down his throat, and a catheter and anal plug/tube to take away his waste and for a whole month I left him there. No communication, no contact, just trapped in his own mind and the darkness. He stopped trying to break out after a few days. He would then try talking to me; in fact beg me to talk with him, to touch him, to give him any sense of time passing or reality, and that level of control was… intoxicating. After three weeks he was quiet. When the month was done, I let him down and he collapsed into my arms. He hugged me, thanking him for releasing him, kissing my face and touching me, revelling again in the human contact I offered.”

    “After that, he became exactly what I had wanted. He cooked my food, cleaned my house and sat at my feet in the evenings to watch TV. He would have let me fuck him too if I had asked it, although I found my taste for it was gone. The problem I had now was that the Chase in my dream was not the Chase in front of me. The young man I loved was gone. This Chase did not laugh, did not fight, his eyes no longer sparkled. He was a husk of a person, yes; completely submissive, but dead inside. I started leaving the door unlocked when I went out, and then open entirely, hoping he would run and I would finally be free of his dead eyes, but he was always still there when I got home.”

    I was almost too afraid to ask “what happened after 24 more days?”  

    Aiden just shook his head, unwilling to confirm. He took in the horrified look I could not supress before he twisted around to sit against the wall, his head between his hands “I suppose I have taken your mind off your cock right?” his scoffed at his own comment.

    Speaking quietly he continued, “I know how sick I was Ryan, I have dedicated the last 10 years of my life working with the city’s homeless in an attempt to atone. I was a sick man, completely locked in my own loneliness and desire. I have learnt far too late that submission can not be forced; submission is a gift and it is the submissive that holds the power; giving the dominant partner the control. What I did was not kink or BDSM; it was my own ego-driven self-delusion. It took years of therapy to realise how troubled I really was”.

    I felt the bars hit my back as I realised I backed as far away from Aiden as possible. “I don’t know what to say Aiden; you really do deserve to be at the Facility.”

    Aiden was sobbing now, his shoulders shaking as he put he his hands around his head as if trying to keep something in, or out of his own mind “I know” he whispered.

    After a few moments he looked up at me with his tear streaked face to continue his plea but instead of saying anything his eyes widened into saucers. “Ryan… don’t move. Come back over to me please”. I shook my head “I need some time to process this Aiden, I am not a saint but this is very dark, I can’t just pretend that nothing has changed… this is so much to take in…” Ryan stood quickly and gripped the bars between us, “Ryan just stop! COME HERE NOW!” Aiden actually yelled his eyes wild and I glanced over to the red door, terrified his shout would bring the guards.

    At that moment I felt an arm come across my neck and another quickly snake across my belly, pinning me back against the bars behind me. I smelt fetid breath on my neck as I heard the phrase that stopped me cold “mmmmm hello Rabbit…”