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  • Joel Alpha Hunk’s Pre-Title Match With SwimmerBoy

    Post-Match Stakes With A Twist

    As Joel slowly regained consciousness, he shook his head.   He was in a gym.  Was it the hotel gym?  The PR Alpa Stud lay on his stomach on a weight machine used for hamstrings.  His wrists were bound with ropes that were tied to the machine handles.  His legs were spread apart and his ankles were likewise restrained. He was going nowhere. “What the fuck!” he exclaimed then realized he was completely naked.  Joel’s brown bubble butt cheeks and shaven hole were exposed. “Welcome back slut!” said SwimmerBoy jauntily as he came into Joel’s view.  He too was naked and his 8.5” cut cock was semi-hard and at eye level for Joel to see.  Joel could now see SB didn’t shave his pubes.  They were closely cropped and jet black at the base of that delicious treasure trail. 

    Then the bound PR Alpha Stud noticed a camera sitting on a tripod off to one side of the weight machine.  SwimmerBoy reached over and pressed a button on the camera.  A red light started flashing.  The Aquatic Alpha was recording this further humiliation.  “You can’t do this man!” pleaded Joel.  “You won.  You get stakes but don’t video my humiliation.  Please man!”
    With his yellow Speedos in his right hand, SwimmerBoy barked “SHUT UP BITCH!” and stuffed his yellow Speedos in Joel’s mouth.  JBB tried without success to spit out the sweaty trunks.  He tasted SB’s salty pre-cum.

    Joel tried to speak but his words were unintelligible.  His uncut cock, which was  pressed into the machine pad, started to harden as SB’s scent and taste overwhelmed his senses.  SwimmerBoy’s thick cock was now bolt upright and the fat mushroom head glistened with jizz.  He bitch slapped the defeated Muscle Toy Boi.  WHAP!  WHAP!  “I TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP WHORE!  He then pressed and rubbed his hard cock and balls all over Joel’s face.  As he did, SB said “Okay, listen to me, Jobber Bitch.  If you’re a good sub, and follow my commands, I won’t use this video.  I’ll let you have it when we’re done here.  Got it?”  Joel Beta Bitch grunted his assent through the wet fabric of the yellow Speedos.  “Good boy,” SB said reassuringly as he removed the Speedo gag and slapped Joel’s face with his thick shaft, leaving pre-cum droplets on his cheeks.

    The Aquatic Hunk then reached into his duffel bag and pulled out a vibrating butt plug.  It wasn’t just any butt plug.  It’s girth was as fat as RedDante’s cock, the fattest in the TSWF.  SB took a bottle of lube and greased the plug.  He then went to Joel’s side and began running the plug through JBB’s crack sending shivers of pleasure to the Latino King who could feel he was now fully hard.  Then SB nudged the plug up against Joel’s pucker.  Oh fuck no, thought the restrained Muscle Hunk, just as SwimmerBoy PLUNGED the plug into Joel’s hole.  “NNNNGGGHHHHH”! groaned JBB.  SB pressed the plug’s remote and the toy began vibrating in Joel’s ass.  “AAAAGGGHHHHHH!” yelped the PR Alpha Stud as he felt the huge plug stretch his hole.  Slowly but surely SwimmerBoy increased the vibration setting from 1 to 2 to 3 to 4 and finally 5, causing Joel’s body to squirm on the weight machine.  SwimmerBoy then pressed the electric shock button on the remote and Joel shrieked “AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!” as the electrical current shocked his chute.  His sculpted body now bucked on the weight machine.  His stimulated prostate was in overdrive and pre-cum was leaking from his 9” cock onto the machine pad.  

    Joel then realized that SwimmerBoy loomed over him again.  His 8.5” cock was just inches from JBB’s mouth.  SB had put the plug back in low vibration mode only.  Joel’s eyes widened as the tip of SB’s huge mushroom head bumped up against his nose and lips.  He could see that the Aquatic Alpha was leaking jizz.  A string of it dripped onto his right eyebrow.  The contender for Vinny Muscle Stallion’s title did know his place and opened his mouth to swallow the cut head and shaft of SB’s thick dick.  SwimmerBoy clasped the back of Joel’s head and thrust his hips forward.  His cock lodged at the back of JBB’s throat.  SB sneered “Who’s skull-fucking whom?” as he started to piston in and out of Joel’s mouth and throat.  The PR Alpha Stud was completely owned.  He was SB’s bitch.  Every few thrusts SB would just hold his hard dick deep inside the Hunky Sub’s mouth pressing his black pubes into JBB’s nose.  Saliva streamed from the sides of Joel’s mouth.  SwimmerBoy grinned and snickered “YOU’RE SUCH A COCK WHORE!”  Joel could feel his cock leaking more cum onto the machine pad as he was impaled on the Victor’s thick manhood.

    The Aquatic Hunk wanted more.  He wanted the PR Alpha Stud’s tight hole.  He pulled out of Joel’s mouth before blowing his load and reached over Joel’s back to pull out the fat butt plug.  SwimmerBoy once again gagged JBB’s mouth with his sweaty Speedos before climbing onto his back.  Now using the Speedos as a bridle SB began sliding back and forth as his hard cock pushed into Joel’s crack and bumped into his stretched hole. Then JBB felt that big mushroom head pressing into his outer and inner rings.  “YOU LIKE THAT JBB?” demanded SwimmerBoy as he plunged all the way in.  “GONNA JACKHAMMER YOUR HOLE!” yelled SwimmerBoy.  “NNNNGGGGHHHHHH!” groaned JBB both in pain and pleasure as he felt the 8.5” cock brush his prostate and SwimmerBoy’s smooth balls slap his bubble butt.  True to his word, SB began to pummel the Latino King, thrusting in and out of his hole like he was on a construction site. 

    “AUF!  AUF!  AUF!” hollered Joel as his hole was battered.  It was like SwimmerBoy was doing his butterfly stroke as his powerful quads pumped repeatedly into Joel (the former) Alpha Hunk owning his hole completely.  The camera captured the Dominant Top’s glutes flexing with each inward thrust.  Joel was crazed from the pounding.  No one had ever fucked him so hard.  He screamed out “OOOHHHH FFFUUUCCCKKK, SWIMMERBOY, I AM YOUR BITCH….AUF!  AUF!  AUF!  OWN MY HOLE!!!” His cock was now dripping steady streams of cum onto the machine pad as his ass was pummeled.

    Both men felt their loads rising.  SwimmerBoy thrust one final time into Joel’s hole where his thick cock pulsed and blasted white hot cum deep inside.  “AAAAAUUUUUUUUFFFFFFF” yelled the Alpha Victor as his climax seemed to go on forever.  Joel went over the edge a moment later moaning and shooting his plentiful warm load handsfree onto the pad.

    As the Muscle Hunks came down from their releases, SwimmerBoy pulled out and stepped off the Jobber Bitch.  SB picked up the fat butt plug and shoved it back in Joel’s hole keeping his load inside the PR Alpha Stud.  SB then stood in front of Joel’s face.  “CLEAN ME UP!” he demanded.  JBB’s tongue swirled around the big mushroom head of SB’s cock.  “That’s it,” SwimmerBoy said as his eyes momentarily rolled backward.  Joel moaned as he greedily tasted SB’s cum.

    “You’ve been a good sub JBB,” the Aquatic Hunk said as he let his semi-hard cock slide in and out of the PR Whore’s mouth.  “But you got to do one more thing for me or that tape goes public and viral.”  Joel pulled back and started to complain but SwimmerBoy SLAPPED his face and said “You don’t deserve that TSWF title shot Bitch.  I do.  So you’re going to call Dandy Dawson right now and explain that something has come up and you can’t make tomorrow night’s title match.  You’ll tell him that SwimmerBoy has offered to fill in for you.”  Joel started to shake his head no but SB continued “It would be a shame for your PR fans to see you so dominated by me, wouldn’t it?  You don’t want them to hear your sobbing submission as I made you my bitch, do you?”  He then rammed his rapidly hardening cock back in JBB’s throat.  “NNNGGGGGHHHHH!” groaned JBB as he was face fucked again.  “Okay, okay!” he grunted around SB’s thick battering ram. 

    SwimmerBoy grinned and finally pulled out.  He reached into his duffel and brought up his mobile phone.  He found the TSWF promoter in his Contacts and clicked on call.  “Yes, SwimmerBoy?” came a voice.  “Boss I have someone who wants to talk with you.”  SB held up the phone Joel’s mouth.  After a pause, the PR Alpha Stud said “Mr. Dawson, it’s Joel.  About the title match tomorrow night….”

    After call ended, there was a knock on the gym door.  “What the…” Joel started to say as he remained bound to the weight machine with the fat plug up his cum-loaded ass.  SwimmerBoy grinned and went to the door.  He opened it to find two massive Alpha Dogs, Jacked Stud and RedDante, wearing tight black tank tops and black Speedos.  JackedStud was known as the blonde Tarzan with a 10” monster cock.  RedDante was the Ginger Giant with a 7.5” dick that was the fattest in the TSWF.   SB ushered the two studs into the gym and pointed at the hapless Beta Bitch from the PR.  “He’s all yours!  No prep needed,” he said with a wink.  The PR Alpha Stud shuddered at the sight of these muscular behemoths.  He knew his night had only just begun.

  • A Homecoming Thanksgiving

    This one is inspired by A4F Tales’ excellent brother stories and holiday tales.

    I pulled Austin into a hug but his grip was even stronger as he pulled it in. “Fuck, Chase,” he growled right into my ear, almost a raspy whisper. “So good to see you, bro.” A million thoughts were going through my head but among them was the realization that Austin had packed on some muscle over the last year… and he had a cologne that smelled nice.

    “You too, bro,” I muttered as I pulled back and got a good look at my twin brother. The whole plane ride, I had rehearsed in my head how I’d get along with him over my holiday leave. I had a week in the States and didn’t want it messed with by the lingering tension I had with the dick head.

    Only he wasn’t in dick head mode now but was kind of normal. Freakishly normal. Regular hair cut, preppy clothes, kind of a clean-cut ex-frat look. “You cut your hair,” I muttered, my first thought coming right out.

    Austin stepped back, grinning big and wiping his hand suavely through the medium-short profesional hair cut he had now. “I started my finance job, Chase,” he said. “Gotta impress those fuckers,” he joked. Then his face turned a little more serious. “Or maybe I should be calling you First Lieutenant Farrell now. Congratulations on the promotion. Mom and Dad spilled the beans.”

    I gently punched him on the upper arm. Solid, of course. I’d have to ask Austin about his fitness kick. “It’s just Chase,” I smiled. “But thanks.”

    Austin nodded, and the eye contact was heavy. Just like when we were teens, before we grew apart. Then he snapped out of it and leaned up to pick up my oversized duffle from where the Uber had dropped me off. “Let me get this. It’s too fucking cold to stand out here.”

    ***

    I don’t know how often twins were like us, but Austin and I were opposites in so many ways. Like polar, butt-heads opposites. He’d rebelled, big time, against our parents, against the expectations of being a twin, against everything. Joined a punk band, did drugs that were harder than I was comfortable with, challenged me not to tell. The more he acted out, the more I was the Good Kid. Played sports, got along well with teachers as well as fellow jocks. I wasn’t naturally a great student but I worked hard at school and once time for college came I lined up a good ROTC scholarship with the Marines. Austin gave me such guff for going the military route, and part of me worried I did it as a fuck-you to him. 

    That seemed in the past now, that first night when Austin and I hit the local bars that became an unofficial high school reunion the night before Thanksgiving. We each made the rounds, since we hung out with different people back then. But two hours into the night, we found ourselves talking among ourselves. Austin was asking me a million questions about the marines, and after a while he was filling me in on his new girlfriend. 

    “You and Jill serious?” I asked. Since things had been frosty between me and Austin, we didn’t really catch up beyond the holidays and the news we’d hear from our parents.

    He shrugged and flashed me a grin. “We’ll see, bro. I mean, she’s great, but I’m just 25. I’m not in a rush for anything.”

    “That’s cool,” I said. “Still, I’d love to meet her sometime.”

    “I tried to get her to come but family’s huge for her, so she wasn’t missing Thanksgiving upstate.” He took a sip of his beer. We’d agreed to uber it so were letting loose. “So, Chase… you more into dudes or chicks these days?”

    He shot me a knowing look. I mean we had our history, Austin and I, back before we had our falling out, and even a couple bouts of hate sex after. Including a heated session the night before I shipped off for college.

    I grinned. I almost hesitated to tell him, like this was some sort of trap. “Haven’t been with a girl since 17,” I admitted.

    “Might be harder to find a Republican gay dude to date,” he smirked.

    “I’m not a Republican, fucker,” I growled, laughing at the way he was able to get under my skin. “Just want someone traditional, you know?”

    Austin shrugged. “Just hope you have some fun before you line up that Times Wedding page material.”

    “I do OK,” I lied. For all my boasting, the fun I’d had in college seemed to have dried up when I was full time military. It was like guys loved the idea of a rugged Marine but didn’t seem to click with what I wanted. Or maybe I was just too fucking picky. 

    But I didn’t want my brother to see my vulnerability. I looked at Austin and added, “Look who’s talking….” I nudged his elbow, like he was one of my Marine buddies. “I can’t get over how cleaned up you are these days, bro. And when did you get so big?”

    “You like the big boys?” he laughed. His eyes lingered on mine, connecting more silently. Fuck. We may be polar opposites, but we were twins and had that telepathy thing going on. 

    “I do,” I replied. My eyes took him in. He was my height, of course, 5’11” and with his new hair cut and fresh shave he looked really fucking attractive. Of course, I was looking at a version of me, but somehow the narcissism fed the taboo of it. 

    “I’m not Marine big,” Austin chimed in. “But I have a buddy who got me into Stronglifts. It’s been pretty quick progress.”

    I had to surpress the lewd thing I wanted to say just then. I came up with the more restrained version. “Well, you’re looking amazing Austin, for real.”

    He leaned in more. I could smell that cologne again. “You wanna go fuck around somewhere, Chase? For old times sake?”

    It was like I was 18 all over again, only instead of a grudge fuck, it was… something else. I thought of a million reasons I shouldn’t go down this road, but only one word came out of my mouth. “Yeah.”

    His lips curled into a smile which made him even more attractive. 

    The Uber ride home our fingers connected and interlaced, and I felt my heart pound. This was naughty as hell, and most of all I was bowled by how seductive Austin seemed these days. My twin brother had learned some major game in college.

    We tried to be quiet as we made out way through our parents house. Mom had turned one of our rooms into a work-from-home office, so me and Austin were shacking up in my old bedroom. Most of my stuff was put away in storage, but there was mix of my sports trophies and Austin’s punk posters, and instead of my old double bed there was now a queen big enough for two. 

    I had that careful instinct as I silently closed the door, like I had learned in the times I’d had sex back in the day. I just as quietly latched the lock. 

    Austin was already stripping down, removing his sweater and winter clothing and lazily tossing it onto the floor. I was about to tease him for being a slob but I stopped myself when I saw how jacked and toned his upper body was. 

    “Jesus, Austin,” I whispered. “You’re fucking hot.”

    He winked. “Show me that stud marine body bro… looks like you got five to ten pounds of muscle on me.”

    His eyes were on me just as appreciatively as I stripped while he got onto the bed and peeled off his jeans and briefs. We were really fucking doing this. Like out of control teenagers. 

    “How often you make it with a guy?” I had to ask. I almost asked where his girlfriend fit in the picture, but that was Austin’s deal, he could figure it out. 

    “Every couple of months,” he answered without hesitation. “It’s too easy to get laid in New York,” he explained. 

    I almost lectured him, like I did when I was younger. But I realized the idea of my brother having sex with other guys was hot. Austin was the kind of man not to put a label on his sexuality, but the lusty part of me was glad the dude-oriented side of his sexuality was getting regularly indulged. 

    As I removed my underwear finally, Austin saw my bone, rock hard and jutting out from his abs. 

    “You trim your bush,” he observed. 

    “Yeah,” I explained as I got onto the bed. “I dated a guy into it that way… guess I liked the look and feel of it.”

    “The feel?” Austin asked as he scooted up to me, running his hands along my lightly hairy torso. I wasn’t the only one who’d packed on muscle. 

    “You know…” I blushed as I explained, “when I guy licks me there.” I wasn’t even sure I felt shy given me and Austin’s history. But I did.

    “Goddamn, bro,” Austin chuckled. “I used to find your goody two shoes act annoying, but now…” he looked me right in the eye as his hand continued to explore my body. Mine reached out to touch his too. “It’s frickin’ turning me on.”

    Austin leaned in, and I turned my head slightly to the side, and our lips touched. This was our first kiss in… how long? Even our grudge fucks didn’t have this. But that brother lip lock was pure heaven. I was even the one who took the initiative and snaked my tongue forward, between Austin’s parted lips. And like that I was French kissing my twin. 

    He grunted into my mouth, and practically sucked my tongue in, before we battled them softly. Austin’s hands now openly groping my muscle, pulling me tighter to him. 

    I rolled on top of him. I half expected him to object, like he’d do when we were 18 and in this very room, vying for top position. We’d both fucked and gotten fucked – along with every other bit of sexual exploration – but Austin made it seem like I was asking a huge favor every time I topped him. 

    Not now. “Fuck me, Chase,” he whispered hoarsely. Softly even. I guess the old habits of sneaking this behind our parents’ back hadn’t died for him either. 

    “Yeah?” I asked just as quietly, confirming but really hoping he wouldn’t change his mind. 

    “Never been pounded off by a Marine,” he grinned with a wink, looking up all over my muscled torso and openly running his hands up and down my knotted triceps. 

    Austin nodded. “I got a thing of lube in my bag, if you didn’t pack any.”

    I did pack some. I slid off him and off the bed. My dick was rigid as ever as I strutted over to my duffel. “Didn’t think I’d be using the stuff for THIS,” I whispered as I pulled out my TSA-sized container of slick. 

    “You got a favorite position, Chase?” Austin asked excitedly as he watched me slick up my rod just before getting back on the bed. This was a 180 from those “at least let me sit on it” whines from back in the day. 

    “I like mounting a guy flat on his stomach,” I answered, getting horny just by saying that out loud. “But we don’t gotta do it that way, Austin.”

    He just grinned and said, “Happy Homecoming, bro,” and flipped onto his belly, hiking his meaty ass up. If we had time for the rest of that holiday weekend – and I hoped to hell we did – I wanted to explore that muscle gym-bro ass of his. Bad. But I knew this physical connection was overdue and the moment was about the spontaneity of fucking. I crawled on and started kissing along his neck and behind his ear. That made my brother hump excitedly into me. 

    “You always get this horny when you drink?” I teased him. We were both tipsy from the bar, I knew. 

    His reply was already getting that bedroom voice. “I do, actually. Fuck me, Chase. Put that Marine dick in me.”

    I reached down and lined up my prick to tease his hole. No matter how worked up Austin appeared or acted, I wasn’t gonna shove it right in him. But I sure as hell nudged that pucker, remembering those more heated fucks in this room, or his. I leaned up and gave the back of head a kiss, remarking on how much shorter his hair was though not buzzed like mine. I plopped off to his side and reached for the lube. 

    Austin looked up at me in a dreamy smile as I reached down and started fingering him. Gently, one finger, then two. Slowly. 

    “You’re good at this,” he said. “You’ve gotten better.”

    “I love you, Austin,” I said softly, right before a third finger pressed into his hole.

    He took in a soft inhale of breath. But I knew after a second it wasn’t too much. He nodded and I slid those digits more deeply into him. “I guess I was a shithead to you growing up.”

    My cock throbbed. I’d expected him to wisecrack at my admission. Like he had when I was 15. Instead I got deep honesty. 

    “We were both shitheads to each other,” I said. “It took me a while to realize I was part of our dynamic. You know, passive aggressive and all.”

    “Oh I know, Chase,” Austin laughed. Even as he was putting me in my place, I found that laugh so sexy. “But I love you too, man,” he said, not dropping the smile. He was confident in a way I wish I was. “You know that, right, brother?”

    I kissed him. Hard. More tongue, and this time it was like we were trying to suck the breath from one another. Bring the life of each other into our bodies. 

    I couldn’t take any more. Once Austin humped against my hand and moaned into my mouth, I extracted my fingers and crawled back on top of him. The penetration was intense. It had been so long and feeling the Austin’s body craved me made me rock hard and excited.

    Once I was buried in my brother, I paused and kicked along his neck again. His bucking ass was the signal to go for it. I started fucking him. Steady deep pumps in and out of Austin’s hot hole.

    If you’re a gay guy who has a twin of course you know how everyone immediately wants to see you have sex with your brother. I’d act dutifully annoyed-offended if guys ever brought it up, but now I couldn’t think of anything but how hot they’d be watching me and Austin go at it. Twin sex between two brothers who’d not had it in too long.

    I’ll thank the alcohol for making that fuck last. I didn’t get my nut right away, and Austin seemed to be on a slow climb to orgasm, too. 

    We tried to be quiet and keep the bed from squeaking, so I didn’t fuck fast, but I just kept that long slow pump in and out of him, covering that hot-bro ass of his tight from behind and feeding off his energy. The longer we went the sweatier we got, his toned body slick against mine, then downright wet as I fucked him.

    Seeing him reach for some lube and then move his hand down to the dick pinned next to the mattress was the trigger that got me there.

    “Oh fuck, brother!” I grunted, entering orgasm. Still a whisper, but probably too loud.

    Austin let out a series of masculine grunts. “Umngg ummg ummmg,” he cried and his bowels clenched against my cumming dick.

    I fired a couple more rounds of liquid into him, then collapsed onto his body. 

    Finally I rolled off him. I expected him to dart off the bed to go clean off, cause in addition to the sweat and lube, I’m pretty sure I sauced his hole and crack up big time. Instead he plopped on his back, his identically matching genitals thick but half soft, as he looked at the clock. It was after midnight now.

    “Happy thanksgiving, bro,” he laughed.

    I laughed too. The naughtiness of our fuck and the way we’d gotten carried away made us both find humor in the situation. 

    We kissed softly but had to take a break from the erotic stimulation. I pulled back and patted his thigh. “So, Austin, what the hell has gotten into you?”

    “You mean wanting to bottom?” he asked.

    I was curious about that, but that wasn’t what was on my mind. “No, I mean you. Clean cut finance bro… all that shit.”

    He grinned and gave a soft shrug. Unlike his earlier confidence I could read vulnerability in his face now. “I dunno, Chase. I guess once I moved from this shitty suburb, I had less to rebel against, you know?”

    I didn’t know. I mean, I always liked where we grew up. But I just listened to my brother. 

    He continued. “I’m still the smart ass cynic, I think. But sometimes we just become different people when we grow up.”

    If it hadn’t been for the alcohol, or the intensely satisfying sex I’d just had with Austin, I wouldn’t have said the next thing I said. “Fuck, man, you’re gonna think this is messed up…. but sometimes I think I haven’t found a boyfriend cause I keep looking for you.”

    “Oh,” my brother said. His body tensed up. 

    “Yeah, sorry,” I apologized.

    “Don’t be sorry,” he said sternly. “It’s not messed up, bro. It’s fucking beautiful.”

    “Yeah?” I asked, daring to look into his eyes again now as my heart pounded. 

    He nodded, getting that smile of his back. “I’m not gonna be a prick tease to ya, Chase…. I don’t think I could give up women. But I’d give up those New York guys.”

    My dick firmed up. As I looked down I watched it jerk back to erection. Austin watched too, and we both chuckled at the spectacle. “You like that idea.”

    “I’m getting carried away,” I hissed. “But damn straight I like that idea.”

    Austin looked back up at my face with a grin. “You know, you’ve gotten really fucking good in the sack, bro.”

    “I could say the same about you,” I said.

    We kissed again. Slowly. Despite my newfound erection neither of us were up for round two. Not yet. 

    Finally we nudged foreheads against each other, like lovers. “You know,” Austin whispered. “Maybe we can convince Mom and Dad to go do some Black Friday shopping, and we can have some alone time.”

    “Hell yes,” I hissed, reaching down to wrap my hand around his tool, which had grown firm again. As I felt him up and relished how identical it was to my dick an idea occurred to me. “Maybe we can fuck in front of the bathroom mirror.”

    Austin’s face broke into a lewd grin. “You fucking perv… I love that idea. We’ll fucking do it.”

    We made out some more but finally we were getting sleepy. As I turned off the lamp and pulled up the covers, Austin spooned up behind me, wrapping his arms around me. “You know, I don’t think I’m the only one who’s changed, Chase,” he said softly. 

    “Yeah,” I agreed before we were silent, other than our breathing as we drifted off to sleep.

  • The Making of Simeon

    Simeon begins to work towards what he wants

    This story is a work of fiction.  It is a gay bondage fantasy, which is not based on real life.   Any resemblance, therefore, to anyone living or dead is purely accidental. Furthermore, this story depicts males on male sexual practices; stop reading now if you are offended by this.

    All characters depicted in this story are willing participants in all the scenes they appear in.  No one was coerced or paid to appear in this story.

    In no way do the practices and themes depicted in this story reflect the author’s beliefs or sexual practices.  If you choose to act out scenes from this story, please do it responsibly.  Always practice safe sex; you owe it not only to yourself but to your sexual partners.  If you think you have injured yourself or think you have contracted a sexual disease, or have any other health concerns.  Would you please consult with a health professional?

    Please don’t contact the author with commercial requests or advertising; I can find enough of that on the internet to fill my every want, need, and or desire. However, do contact me if you want to talk about the story, ask questions, send messages, or give feedback.  Feel free to make suggestions, but I do not guarantee that any of them will be used, particularly if they require any of the characters to act outside of the story’s parameters or their bio.

    If you do not like this story, go and read someone else’s.

    Thanks.   

    So, I’ve had some more time to sit and write, it’s a pity that we are going to experience yet another wave of Covid virus.  So, if any of you are stuck at home with nothing to do, then I hope this wiles away a little time for you

    Cheers

    Bastian


    Monday morning saw Simeon heading off to work, still with a silly grin plastered all over his face.  Simeon works in an office in South Yarra, and today he threw himself into his work with gusto, but all he could think of was Balan and his huge big black cock.  The smell of him, the size of him, the taste of him, the feeling of his cock the first time he forced it up Simeon’s arse, Simeon didn’t realise just how much he was daydreaming of Balan’s cock, until he almost creamed his pants.  Simeon ran into the toilets just in time.  Simeon ran into the first empty cubicle he found and nearly ripped his pants and jocks off himself in his rush to get to his throbbing cock, but he’d barely touched his cock before it shot a load of cum all over the toilet seat.  Simeon cleaned up his mess as best he could with toilet paper, and when he’d finished, he turned and sat on the toilet seat and got lost in his daydream of Balan once again.  When Simeon finally exited the cubicle, he looked at himself in the mirror as he washed his hands, and for the first time in his life, Simeon was extremely critical of himself.  Simeon tried to see himself as Balan, and probably everyone else for that matter must see him, as a short fat slug of a man, and as Simeon continued to look at himself in this way, he could understand why he had so repulsed Balan.

    Simeon decided at that moment to make himself into the kind of person Balan would want to take home permanently, if for no other reason than to use and abuse him however Balan saw fit.  With this in mind, the following morning, Simeon walked past the pastries sitting on the coffee table; he sat at his desk and Googled gyms near where he worked.  Simeon was amazed to find a lot of gyms, but what Simeon decided he needed was a Personal Trainer.  Let’s face it, even though Simeon was a mid-20-something, he’s never set foot inside a gym; you’ve only got to look at him to know that.  Simeon decided that he needed someone to keep him on track; for a change, Simeon wisely thought that the idea of being Balan’s fuck toy wasn’t going to be enough to ultimately motivate him.  So that was why he searched for Personal Trainers in South Yarra.  Again, Simeon was amazed to find a lot of Personal Trainers in South Yarra, and as he was checking out their websites, Simeon decided that there were a lot of good-looking Personal Trainers out there.  So, what’s the harm in a bit of eye candy?  Simeon thought that should be enough to motivate him when Balan fucking his arse wasn’t.  So, he called a couple of Personal Trainers and made appointments to see them during his lunch hour and after work.  Simeon decided that he would be working out and making himself more appealing to Balan by the end of the week.

    Lunchtime finally arrived, Simeon took himself off to his first appointment with one of the Personal Trainers, and Simeon nearly popped wood on the spot.  The Personal Trainer was dark-skinned and taller than Simeon, which isn’t hard considering Simeon is barely 165cm tall.  The personal Trainer showed Simeon around the gym and asked him what his current fitness level was, and Simeon almost laughed at him.  But when he realised that the personal Trainer was serious, Simeon stopped and told him that he was the couch potato of all couch potatoes.  Simeon admitted that he had everything set up at home so that he didn’t have to get up from his easy chair from the minute he got home until he was ready to go to bed.  Unless he had to go to the loo, of course, which Simeon admitted to being a big pain and was currently trying to find ways to go to the loo without leaving his easy chair.  Simeon admitted to getting take away on his way home, so it’s no surprise that he is now 145kg and growing.  Simeon thought the Personal Trainer was being a bit condescending, but he worked out a workout schedule that Simeon could follow and a diet plan.  When the Personal Trainer asked why Simeon wanted to start getting fit now.  Simeon almost blurted out that he wanted to make himself more attractive to the ‘black god’ Simeon had met on the weekend.  But he stopped himself in time and said that he had decided to improve himself before it was too late.  Simeon left the Personal Trainer, said he would think about it, and returned to work.

    Simeon visited another three Personal Trainers before he decided that the first Personal Trainer was eye candy enough to keep him going to the gym if for no other reason than he got to spend an hour with the very hunky Personal Trainer.  The Personal Trainer had abs, which to Simeon looked so hard that you could do your washing on, and if it hadn’t been for Balan, Simeon would have liked to try.  As for the guy’s arse, while it was technically a bubble butt, it was nowhere near as big as Balan’s, but it still looked hard enough to bounce a coin or two off.  Again, if it hadn’t been for Balan, Simeon would have loved to try and bounce at least one coin off it.  So, on his way home, Simeon checked the diet plan he was given and chose lean chicken and steamed vegetables instead of getting his usual takeaway. 

    When he got home, Simeon threw out all the lollies, bags of chips, biscuits, and other junk food he had in the house.  Then, to make doubly sure that he didn’t weaken, he took his bag of rubbish straight out to the outside bin and threw it in, closing the lid with a snap.  Simeon emptied all his alcohol and soft drink down the kitchen sink and recycled all the bottles immediately.  Next, Simeon found a pair of shorts and a t-shirt; that he couldn’t remember buying, and waiting until dark, Simeon left his house and ran towards the local oval.  Simeon ran about two blocks before he had to stop to catch his breath, and while he leaned against the fence puffing and blowing, he wondered if this was all worth it.  Simeon wondered, even if he did all of this, would Balan even want to use him again, but it was the thought of being used by Balan again that not only gave him an erection but spurred him on to run to the oval.  While he was running, Simeon replayed that night with Balan over and over in his head; just the fact that Balan had ordered Simeon to go and kneel beside him in the pub; that alone was enough to spur him to continue to run towards the oval.  While Simeon was thinking about how Balan used him for a fuck toy that night, seemingly not even caring what Simeon thought or wanted, it made Simeon’s cock even harder.  Simeon could feel his nuts beginning to get ready to give up their load of cum, when suddenly Simeon was caught off guard because he was at the oval.  Simeon was so surprised that he’d run almost all the way there; he’d never run that far in his life.

    Simeon looked furtively around the sports ground, and not seeing anyone else around, he ran over to the oval and commenced his first lap.  Simeon hadn’t even run a quarter of a lap of the oval before he thought he was going to die, thinking that this was not only a waste of his time but energy as well.  His chest hurt so much that he couldn’t draw a full breath; his muscles ached, his whole fuckin’ body ached; in short, he felt as though he was dying.  Simeon had to ask himself if any man was worth this much effort, and he was beginning to think not, but an image of Balan’s cock sprung up in his mind’s eye, and that image alone made it more than worth it.  Simeon was just about to stop and walk home when he remembered the first time Ballan forced his cock down Simeon’s throat and how he’d choked and gagged on it, and that started him running again.  When he continued to remind himself about trying to choke down the slab of meat Balan called a cock, it spurred Simeon on that much more.  Then, Simeon relived when Balan fucked his arse for the first time; again, it came unbidden to Simeon’s mind, along with the remembered pain and the feel of Balan shooting his first load of hot cum deep inside Simeon’s arse.  Again, it spurred Simeon to run not only faster but further.  When Simeon pushed those thoughts aside, eventually, and looked at where he was, Simeon was shocked to see that he’d run almost a whole lap.  Simeon couldn’t believe it; this was the most exercise he’d ever done in his entire life, so he thought he’d complete this lap and go home, but his mind, seemingly, had other ideas.  The pain of having Balan forcing his cock into Simeon’s arse was the worst pain Simeon had ever felt in his life.  But when it changed from pain to pleasure, Simeon didn’t think he’s ever felt a cock up his arse to be so pleasurable; the remembrance of the sensation was just so intense.  At that moment, his cock exploded inside his shorts and filled his jocks full of cum; it was such an unexpected thing that Simeon tripped over his own feet and fell over; he rolled over onto his back and laid on the grass panting for breath looking at the sky.

    Eventually, Simeon was able to catch his breath; he was very glad that there was no one else around as he now stank of cum.  While it was a heady, musky smell for Simeon, and he could feel his cock rising to the occasion by inhaling the odour, he hoped that no one else could smell it.  Simeon lay there and began to wonder what was wrong with him.  In the past, he’s only cum two or three times a week, if he was lucky, but now he’s cum four times that day alone.  When he’d finally caught his breath, he stood up and walked home.  He let himself back into the house and went straight to the bathroom and stripped off, picking up the sodden mass that was his cum filled jocks and holding them to his nose and inhaling deeply.  Again, Simeon’s cock began to stir, and absentmindedly he began to reach for his thickening cock, before he caught himself.  Simeon also caught himself with disgust, lapping at his cum in his jocks.

    Simeon reluctantly threw his sodden jocks and the rest of his running gear in the dirty clothes basket and jumped in the shower.  Because of his heightened state, he remembered vividly what it felt like to wash Balan’s body in the shower.  The feel of Balan’s smooth, satiny skin under Simeon’s hands, the play of Balan’s muscles under his skin, as he moved to allow Simeon access to all of his god-like body.  The kinky hair of Balan’s pubic bush, the weight of Balan’s ginormous cock as it hung flaccid between Balan’s thighs, as it was pushed out from his body by the size of Balan’s huge nuts as they hung in Balan’s very smooth nut sack.  Once again, Simeon caught himself as his hand strayed down towards his own pathetic excuse for a cock.  Simeon pulled his hand away and got busy washing himself under the shower; when he was finished, he hurried out of the shower and got himself dressed.  He grabbed his keys and left the house once again with purpose.  This time his destination was the Leather Eagle in Collingwood, and not for the first time since this all began, Simeon was so glad he lived in an inner-city suburb.  Hopping on a tram, Simeon made his way to Collingwood and the Leather Eagle.

    The Leather Eagle was one of those shops Simeon felt he had no business going into.  What with a body like his, he thought he was only inviting ridicule from the dominant types that people like Simeon thought haunted places like the Leather Eagle.  But tonight, he was different; tonight, he wasn’t some sad, pathetic loser trying to find a sexual aid to compensate himself for not being able to find a sexual partner.  Tonight, he was the sexual aid; tonight, he was Balan’s fuck toy.  With the change in his thinking, Simeon walked up to the door and pushed his way through like he had all the right in the world to be there.  But, once the door closed behind his back, he found himself in a foyer-like area with stairs to his right and what could have been a passage.  But right in front of him was the door into the shop proper; at that moment, Simeon’s newfound courage deserted him.  It took all that was within himself not to turn on his heel and run back out of the entranceway, screaming like the little girl, with her panties up in a bunch, he felt he was.  But he reminded himself that he was there as Balan’s fuck toy, so screwing up his courage, he ploughed on into the shop itself.  Having got into the shop, Simeon went up to the counter and asked the sales assistant where the chastity devices were, and then he went and made his selection.

    When he returned home with his new chastity device, Simeon read the instructions carefully  ‘fuck’, Simeon thought, ‘I have to shave?’  Oh, well, Simeon went to the bathroom, stripped and shaved his pubic bush and all around the base of his cock and balls.  He broke the chastity device out of its box, set it on the side of his vanity unit, and just looked at it.  He knew that Balan hadn’t ordered him to wear one; in fact, he knew that Balan didn’t say anything about meeting up ever again.  But Simeon knew that he wanted to be ready ‘just in case’, just in case he ever saw Balan again.  Just in case Balan wanted to use him as his fuck toy again, just in case, Balan wanted to leave him discarded on the kitchen floor again, while Balan went back and slept in his soft bed.  Just in case, just in case, just in case, and before he realised what he was doing, Simeon reached out and picked up the backing ring and secured it around the base of his cock and ball sack.  Using some lube, Simeon lubed up his cock and slid the very tight tube over his cock; well, it would have been tight had Simeon had a bigger cock.  But we’re going to be a little generous with Simeon, but just for the moment; it is his fantasy, after all.  Trying not to give it another thought, Simeon locked the padlock in place, and he thought his cock had never felt so heavy in his life.  When he lifted his stomach to have a good look at his cock in chastity, Simeon thought the chastity device looked huge, and he seriously wondered if he’d ever be able to get it into his pants.

    After he’d stood there for a while admiring the change in his cock and balls that now looked enormous, Simeon picked up the keys and went out to the kitchen.  He picked up the biggest container he could find, which happened to be a large pot, and filled it with water.  Simeon threaded some cotton between the handles on the sides of the pot with the keys hanging between them and with enough play in the cotton so that it hung about halfway down the inside of the pot.  Simeon filled the pot almost to the brim with water and put it in the freezer.  This way, he figured if he changed his mind, he’d have to wait for at least a couple of hours before he could get at the keys again.  Simeon walked around the house, thinking how strange it felt to have something locked onto his cock.  He knew he should have waited for a day before freezing the keys; the instructions said he had to take the chastity device off after 24 hours and check for any abrasions.  But Simeon hoped Balan was the kind of guy who’d, no scratch that, Simeon thought, Balan wouldn’t give a fuck about him, not after the way Balan used him the other night.  Balan’d just tell him to ‘grow a pair’, to ‘man up’, to ‘stop being a sissy’, ‘to stop walking around with his panties up in a bunch’, and to ‘not be a pussy about it’.  So, with those thoughts running through his mind, Simeon cleaned his teeth and got into bed, but his crotch felt so uncomfortable Simeon couldn’t help tossing and turning, trying to get comfortable.  The fact that his cock was trying to get hard didn’t help his mood either, but as it happens, in these kinds of cases, Simeon eventually fell asleep.

    When Simeon woke in the morning, the first thing he did, like every other morning, of his entire life, was to reach down and rub his cock, just to make sure it was still there, of course.  Just in case it’d fallen off during the night.  But instead of his hard little cock, his hand encountered the very hard chastity device.  Simeon leapt out of bed and instantly regretted it, as his body seemed to ache all over, but his biggest concern was his cock.  As soon as he lifted his stomach and saw the chastity device hanging off his cock, and I do mean literally hanging off, if it wasn’t for the base ring wrapped around the base of his cock and balls, the chastity device might have just fallen off.  It was like suddenly his brain said to him, ‘oh yes, a funny thing happened last night, you’ll get a kick out of this’, then it preceded to replay the run around the oval.  The visit to the Leather Eagle, and the fact that he’d put himself into chastity, it was then that he remembered what he’d done with the key.  Simeon slowly sank down and sat on the side of his bed, surprised and kinda proud of himself that he went through with it.  However, he wasn’t too happy with the way his body ached and the fact that he had a chastity device hanging off his cock.  But then he remembered the sensation of Balan forcing his cock into his arse for the first time, and all the aches and pains in his body just seemed to melt away.  The remembered sensation of Balan pile driving his cock into Simeon’s arse made him forget about the chastity device altogether.  Until his cock began to thicken and tried to demand attention, that is.

    Having gathered himself together, Simeon squared his shoulders, stood up, and went to make himself some breakfast; no more buying hotcakes and syrup for himself.  So, he made himself some toast and just coffee, no Mocha for him from now on, for breakfast instead.  He cleaned up his mess and opened the freezer door, and looked at the pot of frozen water; Simeon patted the pot and, closing the door, went to have a shower.  Thankfully he had a handheld nozzle and was able to direct the stream of water up inside the chastity device, and after the shower, he had to find his hairdryer to blow dry his cock inside the chastity device.  Finally, Simeon got dressed and looked at himself in the full-length free-standing mirror.  His crotch seemed to bulge obscenely to Simeon, but he hoped it didn’t.  Realising he didn’t have time to worry about it now, he rushed out of the house and headed off to work.

    As Simeon was moving about, he learnt just how the chastity device was going to let him know that it was still there.  For instance, the first step he stepped up on to get into the tram reminded him that the chastity device was there as it seemed to rub harshly against his inner thighs as he stepped up.  Pressure was also applied to his groin by his pants pulling tighter as he took the first step, and Simeon wasn’t sure how he felt about it until the image of Balan’s flaccid cock flashed into his head; that image alone made it all worth it.  Then, as he swayed and moved with the tram, he could feel the chastity device as it was forced around between his legs and the material of his pants.  Simeon began to draw into himself to try to hide and not be noticed by the other passengers, as he always did.  But then the thought struck him that he was, or had been, Balan’s fuck toy, Simeon had never been anyone’s fuck toy before, and this thought drew him out of himself, and he found he was standing taller, straighter.  He even began to puff his chest out a little because he, amongst all the people on this tram, of all the people in South Yarra, was not only someone’s fuck toy, he was Balan’s fuck toy, and he bore that mantle proudly.  If he’d known it was possible, Simeon would have realised that he was now beginning to ‘glow’ instead of being that dull slug of a person that he’d been before he’d become Balan’s fuck toy.

    He got in and got his work done when he got to work, and instead of engaging in the office gossip, as he usually did, it was funny; Simeon didn’t know how to explain it, but he felt differently.  He thought he was better than he was before, so he got stuck into his work.  He also called the gym and booked his training sessions with the Personal Trainer; now that he’d started, Simeon was determined to follow it through.

    Friday night, Simeon returned to The Peel; he got a bottle of water, sat at the same table as he had last Friday night, and scanned the growing crowd for Balan.  Simeon knew that the possibilities of Balan turning up at The Peel two weeks in a row were pretty remote, but he had to try.  That night Simeon went home disappointed, but his resolve to continue his regime and make himself more attractive to Balan continued at a pace.

    Six weeks later, Simeon had begun to lose weight, which was now noticeable to others, thanks to his training regime, diet, and the extra exercise he was now doing nightly.  As a result, Simeon could now buy a pair of the arseless lace underwear he had been promising himself to buy the minute he’d lost enough weight.  So, tonight would be the first Friday night he wore them to The Peel.  Simeon got himself ready to celebrate wearing his new underwear, Simeon gave himself three good enemas, and when the water in the toilet was pretty clear, he had a shower.  Simeon made sure that he washed his cock in its chastity device really well, and after his shower, he broke open the pack of his new underwear.  Simeon loved the feel of the lacy fabric, and the pink was a soft pink, not an in-your-face fluoro colour.  Simeon stepped into them and pulled them up; he marvelled at how the fabric hugged his upper thighs and the outer edge of his arse cheeks, leaving his arse crack fully exposed.  Simeon turned around and looked at his arse in the mirror and wondered yet again if he dared to wear them out in public, but before his resolve deserted him altogether, Nick pulled on his jeans and covered his underwear up.  But Simeon could feel the back seam of his jeans rubbing and pushing at his arse crack, and Simeon didn’t think he didn’t like it, but still, he wasn’t sure.

    When he was ready, Simeon left the house and headed out to The Peel, and once again, he got his bottle of water, sat at his usual table; yes, he now had a usual table, and watched the crowd.  Since he’d lost a lot of weight, Simeon had begun to get hit on quite a lot, not only at The Peel but at the gym, at work, and even walking down the street; a lot of guys caught his eye and asked if he was interested.  But he turned them all down, there was only one set of eyes he was trying to catch, and Simeon had resolved that Balan was the only man he wanted to get any kind of attention from.  So as had been his habit the past few weeks, Simeon sat at his table and watched and waited for Balan.  Simeon had thought to go to Balan’s place, but as he’d travelled there on the floor in the back of the car, Simeon had no idea where Balan lived, so his only choice was to wait and see if Balan ever returned to The Peel.  As usual on a Friday night, Simeon felt a heavy hand rest on his shoulder.  As was his custom now, he told whoever it was that he was waiting for someone, as he dropped his shoulder and made to move his shoulder forwards, when he heard a deep velvety voice ask, ‘You tryin’ ta dis me boi?  And why the fuck is you, a fuck toy, sitting in a chair making a real man too have to stand around as though youse better than he’s?”

    As soon as Simeon heard that voice, his cock tried valiantly to rise to the occasion, but as it was trapped inside the chastity device, all it served to do was cause Simeon a lot of discomfort.

    “Umm, no, Sir,” Simeon said as he tried to look up at Balan, standing behind him.

    “It’s late.  Come,” and with that, Balan let go of Simeon’s shoulder and turned on his heel and walked out of The Peel, with Simeon bolting after him.  Simeon caught up to Balan as he turned the corner and was now standing outside the warehouse next door to The Peel.  Simeon wanted to rush into Balan’s arms, but he caught himself just in time, “Good, boi,” Balan said as he pulled Simeon’s tops up over his head, “you look different, boi,” Balan continued, “I almost didn’t recognise you.” Next, Balan reached down, grabbed Simeon by one of his paps, and pulled and twisted on it while Simeon squirmed under the pain and pressure.  “Hmmm,” Balan said almost to himself, “yeah, a lot of weight,” Balan mused as he rubbed his hand down over Simeon’s stomach, but hard enough that he could feel the muscles firming underneath.  “Drop ‘em,” Balan said as his hand encountered the top of Simeon’s Jeans, and as Simeon undid his jeans and pushed them down to the ground, he kicked off his shoes and pulled his socks off with his jeans.  Balan gave a low whistle as Simeon’s new lacy underpants came into view, “nice,” Balan growled as he ran his hand down appreciatively over the split in Simeon’s new underpants.  While he ran on hand over Simeon’s near-naked arse, Balan reached down and encountered the chastity device Simeon was wearing, “show,” which was the one-word command Balan issued.  Simeon complied with the order, dropped his underpants, and added them to his pile of clothes while Balan reached down and grabbed hold of Simeon’s chastity device, which Balan pushed and pulled at.  Then, ignoring the growing crowd, Balan let go of the chastity device, pushed his way through the crowd and said over his shoulder, “come.”  With that, Simeon scooped his clothes and shoes up off the ground and, pushing through the crowd as best he could, considering he was now almost entirely naked and everyone wanted to ‘play’ with him, raced after Balan’s shrinking back.

    As Balan opened the backdoor of the car, Simeon caught up to him at the car.  Simeon threw his clothes onto the floor in the back of Balan’s car, climbed in, and sat on the floor again.  Balan closed the back door, got into the driver’s seat, and drove away from the gutter.  Simeon wasn’t sure if he’d done the right thing or not as he felt the car move away from the gutter; he realised that he was telling the world that he was now more than someone’s bitch.  He was telling everyone that he was now Balan’s slut, and Simeon, while he was still a bit concerned about what would happen, he loved the idea intensely.  Simeon could feel his cock trying to get hard in the chastity device, which began to cause Simeon a bit of pain, yet again, but with the scent of his man wafting over him from the front seat.  Simeon didn’t care about a little bit of pain.  All he cared about was that Balan had again chosen him to accompany him home to do whatever he wanted to Simeon, and Simeon loved the idea.

    They passed down the stretch of very well-lit road, and Simeon wondered if he’d be forced to get out of the car again and walk along the footpath.  Once again, he could feel his cock trying to thicken just from the thought of doing that, and he felt the thrill of fear as it snaked down his spine.  It made Simeon shiver in anticipation, but it wasn’t to be as Balan didn’t show any signs of stopping tonight; until that is, they made it to Balan’s place.  Once again, Balan parked a few houses away to make Simeon walk the rest of the way to Balan’s place.  Simeon got out of the car, grabbed his new underwear and put them on as soon as he got out of the car.  Simeon hoped that Balan wouldn’t mind; besides, his arse was still on full show and having him stand on the footpath in nothing, but a pair of lacey, arseless jocks was just as embarrassing.  Well, it would have been if Simeon wasn’t getting such a thrill out of it.

    Simeon followed along behind Balan as he led the way to his house.  Once again, without so much as a by your leave, or a please may I, Balan threw Simeon across the dining room table.  He fished his cock out of his pants and rammed it balls-deep into Simeon’s quivering arse.  Balan proceeded to dry fuck Simeon’s arse until Simeon could feel Balan’s cock shoot its load of cum deep into his bowels.  When Simeon couldn’t feel Balan’s cock move in his arse anymore, Balan pulled his cock out of Simeon’s arse, picking him up off the table and turning him around.  Balan forced his dripping cock into Simeon’s very willing mouth and began raping Simeon’s mouth until he shot his second load of cum down Simeon’s throat.  Balan pulled his cock out of Simeon’s mouth, just enough for Simeon to lick and suck his cock clean for him.  Balan dropped Simeon on the floor, and without so much as a thank you, Balan left the kitchen/dining area and went to bed, leaving Simeon to make himself as comfortable on the floor as he could.  Simeon, for his part, curled up on the wooden floor, cradling his head in the nook of his elbow and fell asleep with a very satisfied smile on his face.

    Simeon didn’t hear Balan return to the kitchen later that night; the first Simeon knew about it was when Balan lifted him by his hair up off the floor and slammed him over the dining room table once again, and rammed his cock up Simeon’s arse.  Simeon decided that he liked being handled roughly by Balan.  Simeon loved the feel of Balan’s cock forcing its way up his poop chute.  Simeon loved the sensation of Balan’s cock forcing his poop chute to open wider than it’s ever been forced open by any of his previous sexual partners so that it could accommodate Balan’s massive cock.  Simeon loved the sensation of Balan’s kinky pubes as they banged into his exposed arse cheeks.  Simeon decided that he was in heaven, being used by Balan as his fuck toy, and he was determined to lap it all up and enjoy every second of it because Simeon knew Balan could grow tired of him very quickly.  So, he was determined to enjoy every degrading second Balan deigned to use the fuck out of him.

    For his part, Balan loved having a ready fuck toy at his disposal to be used anytime he felt like it.  He loved being able to go back to bed, leaving Simeon in the kitchen and not giving a fuck about him.  Once again in the morning, Balan sent Simeon out to fetch the morning paper, clad in nothing but his pink lacey, arseless undies and his chastity device.  Balan watched Simeon through the front window as Simeon’s arse wobbled as he fetched the paper.  Balan wondered to himself if Simeon might be the one for him.  Simeon came back into the kitchen, offering the paper to Balan as he walked past.  It wasn’t too long after Balan sat at the dining room table that Simeon served Balan his breakfast before he crawled under the dining room table and sucked Balan’s genitals in his mouth.  Well, as much as he could fit without choking himself.

    When Balan finished his leisurely breakfast, he pushed his chair away from the table, pulling his cock and balls out of Simeon’s mouth.  Heading towards his bedroom uttered his one-word command over his shoulder, ‘come’ Simeon jumped up and followed Ballan into his bedroom.  Balan told Simeon what he wanted to wear and directed him to where he would find everything.  Simeon dressed Balan in his running gear, very regretfully encasing Balan’s beautiful cock and balls in his jocks, and when Simeon had finished dressing Balan.  Balan grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge and ran out the front door while Simeon set to and cleaned up the kitchen and the house.  With awe, Simeon walked through Balan’s bedroom doorway, as this was the first time he’s ever been in Balan’s bedroom on his own.  While Simeon was making Balan’s bed and cleaning up his bedroom, he found Balan’s jocks from the day before lying on the floor.  Without any hesitation, Simeon buried his nose deep in the material.  He inhaled the odour of Simeon as deep as he could, not only the muskiness of Balan but the hint of piss and pre-cum trapped in the material of Balan’s jocks.  Simeon thought that it was the headiest scent that he’s ever smelt in his life, and very reluctantly, Simeon dropped the dirty jocks into the clothes basket as he picked it up and carried it to the laundry to put on a load of washing as soon as Balan returned from his run.  The thought of how much Balan’s jocks would smell after his run almost had Simeon blowing a load of cum, and he would have if it hadn’t been for the chastity device.

    Balan returned home, and as soon as he walked through the front door, he clicked his fingers on his way to the bathroom.  Simeon came running, suitably naked, and trotted into the bathroom after Balan.  Balan stood in the middle of the bathroom, and Simeon stripped him worshipfully as Balan’s scent assailed his nostrils, and Simeon breathed in deeply of Balan’s scent.  Simeon helped Balan out of his runners and socks before reaching up and hooking his fingers in the waistband of Balan’s running shorts.  With the splits up, the side that Simeon was sure would allow a flash of more flesh than was decent if the wind picked up the flap of material.  For a brief moment, Simeon rocked back on his heels and marvelled at Simeon’s cock as it was encased in the damp cloth of Balan’s jocks, and Simeon fancied that he could see the veins of Balan’s cock through the material.  The inevitable had to happen, and Simeon reached out and very slowly hooked his fingers under the waistband of Balan’s jocks and very slowly pulled the material off over Balan’s cock.  Just as Balan’s cock swung free, Simeon buried his nose in Balan’s kinky wiry pubic bush and inhaled as deeply as he could of Balan’s musky scent before he began to lap at the sweat that was gathered there.  But not long enough to hold Balan up from his shower; Simeon did not want to piss off this god-like man, particularly as he was seemingly being allowed to spend the day.  Simeon pulled Balan’s jocks down and watched in awe as Balan’s cock was allowed to fall free of the confines of his jocks, followed quite closely by Balan’s balls and ball bag.  Now in the light of day, Simeon could only marvel at the smoothness of the skin that formed Balan’s ball bag while he was reminded, seemingly cruelly, of his own wrinkled excuse of a ball bag.  Simeon dragged Balan’s jocks down his legs, and as soon as Balan stepped out of them, Simeon buried his nose as deep in the wet material of Balan’s jocks as he could.  Simeon noisily inhaled the heady, musky scent of Balan as Simeon experienced the biggest head rush of his life.  Very, very reluctantly, Simeon dropped Balan’s wet jocks on the pile of running gear that was slowly growing on the bathroom floor.

    Simeon pushed on Balan’s hip, effectively getting Balan to turn on the spot, and as soon as Balan had his back to him, Simeon reached up and separated the enormous mounds of Balan’s arse cheeks.  Without a thought, seemingly, Simeon buried his nose deep into Balan’s arse crack and not only inhaled the musky scent of Balan but lapped at the trickle of sweat he found deep in the cleft of Balan’s arse.  Mischievously, Simeon accidentally lapped at Balan’s arse lips more than once, and he fancied he felt a shudder pass through Balan, and Simeon hoped it was a shudder of ecstasy.  Until, reluctantly, kissing Balan’s arse lips, Simeon pulled his face out of Balan’s arse cheeks and pulled Balan’s t-shirt up over Balan’s head.  While Balan’s arms were stretched up over his head so that Simeon could pull Balan’s t-shirt off, Simeon buried his face in one of Balan’s armpits and inhaled deeply of Balan’s scent as he lapped up the sweat he found there as well.

    Balan couldn’t take it anymore, and he threw Simeon over the vanity unit and rammed his cock as deep into Simeon’s arse hole as he could get it while he grunted with the effort to get it there.  While Simeon, for his part, sighed, with almost religious ecstasy, as he felt Balan’s cock force its way into his waiting hole.  Simeon didn’t care that Balan did absolutely no prep work to get his hole ready to accommodate Balan’s cock, and just moaned with ecstasy as he felt Balan’s cock breach his arse lips.  Balan, for his part, fucked Simeon’s willing arse until Simeon felt Balan’s cock buck inside his arse as it shot its load of hot sticky cum deep inside Simeon’s bowel.  As soon as Balan had pulled his dripping cock out of Simeon’s arse, Simeon spun around on the spot and sucked as much of Balan’s mammoth cock into his mouth and gave it a complete tongue bath.  He was rewarded in a very short amount of time as he felt Balan’s cock beginning to grow and thicken inside his mouth.  Simeon managed to grab a breath just as Balan grabbed him by the ears as he forced his thickening cock through the opening of Simeon’s throat and on its way towards Simeon’s stomach.  Once again, Balan skull fucked a very willing Simeon until, in a shorter amount of time, as far as Simeon was concerned, Balan shot another load of hot cum down to Simeon’s stomach.  As Balan pulled his cock out of Simeon’s mouth, Simeon licked and sucked it all clean for him.  When Simeon had finished cleaning Balan’s cock both men got into the shower stall after Simeon had set the temperature for them.

    Simeon washed Balan’s body lovingly; admittedly, he was more than just a little disappointed as he washed all the sweat out of Balan’s armpit hair and pubic bush as he would have loved to lick and suck all the sweat out himself, but what could he do?  Simeon washed Balan’s massive cock, rolling back the foreskin and marvelling at the pinkness of the head of Balan’s cock.  When he was sure the head of Balan’s cock was squeaky clean, he proved it to himself by running his tongue all around it and even drilling the tip of his tongue into Balan’s piss slit a little bit.  Before he went back to washing the rest of Balan’s body, when Simeon was satisfied that Balan was indeed squeaky clean, Simeon turned the water off and helped Balan get dried before; with a lot of muttering and cursing, he got himself dried.  “What are you bellyaching about now, boi?”

    “Oh, I’m just trying to dry my cock and balls.  I’m sorry if I disturbed you, sir,” Simeon said almost petulantly.

    ‘Hmm, we’re going to have to do something about that if you’re going to stay here much longer….”

    “Hmmm, what?” Simeon asked in alarm.

    Then seemingly forgetting that he was completely naked, not that Simeon was complaining at all, as he got to watch Balan’s huge bubble butt walk away from him down the passage as Balan headed off to do whatever he had in mind.  Meanwhile, after he’d watched Balan’s naked arse disappear into the lounge area, Simeon turned his attention to cleaning up the bathroom.  Simeon put on a load of washing and was just on his way to find Balan when he noticed Balan walk out of the lounge area, and as Simeon was instantly mesmerised by the sight of Balan’s cock and balls being pushed around by his massive thighs.  So much so that it took Balan, a few goes to get Simeon’s attention.  “Now, boi,” Balan began when he finally got Simeon’s attention off his genitalia, “are you serious about being my boi….”

    But before he got any further, Simeon cut him off, “oh, yes, sir, I want nothing more!”

    “So be it,” Balan said as he turned and walked back into the lounge area, and he’d just finished on the phone as Simeon walked in behind him.

    The men spent the rest of the day together, Simeon servicing Balan in any way he wanted or needed, including cooking lunch and dinner and cleaning up after both meals.  Simeon was a little put out when Balan wouldn’t let him eat or drink anything after lunch, but he didn’t say anything trusting that Balan knew what he was doing.  At 8:30 pm, Balan told Simeon they were going for a drive, and he told Simeon only to wear his underpants when he’d pulled them on; Balan walked out the front door.  Simeon followed Balan out the front door and pulled it closed behind them before he trotted down the street to Balan’s car.  Simeon got in the back and sat on the floor, and Balan started the car and drove off.  Simeon wasn’t to know until they got out of the car that Balan had driven them to Prahran, and they were parked behind the Vet.  Before Balan’d let Simeon out of the car, he told Simeon to leave his jocks in the car, and when Simeon had pulled his jocks off, the men got out of the car, and Simeon followed Balan into the Vet, naked.

    As soon as they walked through the door, the Vet locked the door behind them.  “So, this is the boi, is it?” he asked Balan.

    “Yes, it is.”

    “Does he know why he’s here,” the Vet asked Balan, and both men laughed.

    “Alright, boi,” the Vet started as he walked away from Simeon, “follow me and jump up here on the table.

    Both men followed the Vet into one of the treatment rooms, and Simeon climbed up on the stainless-steel bench that was in the room and laid down, trying to ignore the coldness of the steel.  Meanwhile, the Vet picked up a pair of bolt cutters and cut the padlock off Simeon’s chastity device before he removed the chastity device altogether.  “Now, boi,” the Vet said as he picked up a needle, “this is going to sting a little bit,” and with that, he began to inject a numbing agent into Simeon’s pubic area.  Particularly around the base of Simeon’s cock and ball sack, and when he had finished, Balan and the Vet left the room after the Vet first told Simeon not to move.

    When they came back into the room, Simeon was feeling a bit dizzy, and when the Vet stuck a needle into the base of Simeon’s cock and balls and asked if Simeon could feel anything.  Simeon answered in the negative, and that was about the only thing he really remembered until he came to in a bed in the ICU at the Alfred hospital.  He tried to sit up but almost fell out of bed, and that was when he felt a hand on his shoulder pushing him back on the bed.  “Hey, easy there,” a voice said as the room slowly began to swim around him.  “You’re in the Alfred,” the voice continued, “do you know what happened to you?” the voice asked.  All Simeon could do was shake his head, “hmm,” the voice continued, “the people who found you said that you’d been attacked.  Do you remember anything about that?”  Balan just shook his head.  “That’s Ok,” the voice continued, “I told the Police you are in no fit state to talk to them, so they are going to come back in the morning if you’re up to it, that is,” the voice said as the room went dark and Simeon fell asleep.

    In the morning, Simeon felt better until he tried to sit up, and then the pain in his groin almost made him pass out again.  Somewhat nervously, Simeon explored his groin.  The first thing he encountered was the surgical dressing; the second thing he encountered, well, didn’t encounter, would be more accurate.  Simeon could not feel his cock and balls under the dressing; the dressing was perfectly flat; as he explored further, Simeon encountered a tube coming out from between his legs.  Simeon was about to pull the sheet back to have a good look, but the nurse walked into the room and stopped him.  “It’s better not to look….”

    “Simeon,” Simeon supplied.

    “Ah, yes, Simeon,” the nurse continued, “um, it’s better to wait and talk to the Dr before you, um, find out too much just yet,” the nurse finished as she checked his obs.  “I’ll let the Dr know that you’re awake,” and with that, the nurse left the room.  Leaving Simeon wondering what the hell happened but secretly hoping that his greatest wish had been granted.  So, Simeon lay in bed waiting for the Dr to arrive.

    Simeon tried not to think about his greatest desire as being realised.  Simeon hated how his tiny cock and balls looked, especially when he compared it to Ballan’s humongous black, smooth-skinned cock and balls.  He just wanted to be appealing for Ballan, and if this was what it took, then Simeon was all for it.  So, now Simeon knew what had happened to him last night at the ‘Vets’; if he was a Vet, they operated and removed his genitalia, and Simeon couldn’t be happier.

    Simeon’s musings were interrupted when the Dr walked through the door.  “Ah, Mr….,”

    “Simeon’s, fine.”

    “Um, ok then, um, Simeon, you’ve probably worked out by now that your body has been violated, and you have had two procedures performed on you, an Orchiectomy and a Penectomy.  The Police will want to ask you some questions about what happened, our concern is that the surgery looks pretty professional, and all we’re interested in is if you have any kind of infection.  Consequently, we are pumping you full with some strong antibiotics just to ensure you don’t get an infection….”

    “Um, sorry, Dr,” Simeon interrupted the Dr, “but what does it mean for me?  I mean, what’s the outcome for me?”

    “Well,” the Dr began again, “basically what’s happened is someone has made you, what was termed in the olden days, as a eunuch.  You have no male genitalia of any kind, so no, you have a decision to make, we can give you a prosthetic penis and testicles, but it won’t work like the original.  We insert a little ‘pump’ just inside your hip, so when you want to have sex, you can pump the penis up.  Unfortunately, you won’t be able to ejaculate like you used to.  The other alternative is that we can fashion a vagina for you and give you breast implants, and you can live your life as a woman.  You don’t have to,” the Doctor hurried on to say before Simeon could interrupt him, “make a decision right away.  For now, you can still urinate, but unlike before when you could stand up, now you will have to sit down all the time.  Umm, if there aren’t any questions, then I will leave you to mull it all over.

    Simeon was allowed to go home by the end of the week.  The catheter had been removed, and as Simeon was toileting ok, he was allowed to go home.  The heavy bandages had been removed; now, he only had a small waterproof dressing down the suture line.  The Police did interview Simeon while he was still in hospital, but he had to apologise as he’d been grabbed from behind and didn’t get a look at his attackers, so he wasn’t very helpful.  Simeon still wasn’t allowed to go to the gym for another two weeks, but he was allowed to go back to work, and everyone in the office fussed over him, which Simeon didn’t mind.  Simeon really loved the look of his groin now that it was dead flat with no unsightly lumpy bits down there.  Simeon spent up big on lacy women’s nickers, most of which were arseless, but he bought a few g-strings so that he could wear something that rubbed against his arse lips to give him that little bit of a thrill.  Because he’s been working out and was trimmer, he had to buy himself new pants and shirts for work.  Simeon made sure that the pants really hugged his crotch, and Simeon didn’t care who knew, and deep down, he wanted to shout to the world that he was now a Nullo.  Simeon had done some online research and discovered that that was now what he was, and he loved it.  Simeon’s only concern was that Balan would still want him now.  Simeon knew intellectually that his new status as a Nullo was all Balan’s doing, but Simeon worried that now he’d had it done that, Balan wouldn’t want him anymore.  But, there was nothing that he could do but wait until he saw Balan at The Peel and let the cards fall where they may.

  • Meeting Uncle Kirk’s Friend

    I don’t know how he slid in.

    All I remembered was looking into Jack’s light eyes. That tinge of green sparkling suddenly as he realized what was happening to. I was sitting in this new man’s lap, this new military man that was Uncle Kirk’s friend, this new shaved headed meathead type dad, all smooth and thickly muscled. His cock was embedded in me, his hands gently holding my waist. He looked at me like a proud father, his mouth shaping into that “o” look again, encouraging me with a slight nod as Kirk, behind me, forced his big cock into my already stuffed ass.

    My Uncle Kirk, all 6’5” of him behind me now, his hairier legs on either side of Jack’s beefy smooth ones. “Thatta boy. Just breathe. Let him in.” Jack cooed at me softly as I felt sweat forming across my forehead. Jack’s big paw smoothed down my hair, patted my cheek as he held my chin upwards. And when my eyes widened, so did his.

    “Oh my God….” I moaned out, holding Jack’s gaze. He was watching me carefully, and seemed to be breathing with me.

    Jack growled and grabbed onto my hips to hold me still as he too felt the invasion. “Fuck Kirk!” Jack moaned as he held me tight. Kirk started to move more, my hands sliding forward over Jack’s hard pecs and my face resting into Jack’s right shoulder and neck. My mouth opened and clamped down on it, tasting the salty sweat from him, firing off new triggers as I hungrily tasted his flesh. Then his muscled arm wrapped around my back and he pulled me into him even more as Kirk started to fuck me harder. Jack held me tight, almost encouraging me to continue to suck at his neck, shushing me in my ear, continuing to pat my hair as I moaned into his shoulder. I could hear his breathing, Kirk’s grunting, and my own sounds as both of these big powerhouses fucked me at the same time.

    Kirk was relentless, digging into me deeper, pushing his dick in and out in a steadied pace. I closed my eyes and tried to relax more, listening to the sounds of Jack’s voice in my ear, his hot breath on the side of my face, and that huge arm squeezing me tight.

    Kirk didn’t last long thankfully. His fingers tightened around my slim waist just above Jack’s own large hands. The sensation of my small ass and Jack’s big cock providing friction brought Kirk to a quick, loud ending. He announced it suddenly, sounding more surprised than I was, slapping my ass even harder than before. The pounding matched my own grunts as I gripped onto Jack’s naked body wherever I could.

    Kirk shook over me, making me feel his convulsions deep inside, giving me one last hard thrust, pushing me more into Jack, forcing a loud moan out of me and into Jack’s neck. I felt a wave of relief as I realized that Jack’s cock had slipped out, and Kirk was flooding my ass with his juice. Jack’s hands moved down my body and grabbed both my glutes, holding me in place until Kirk moved again and backed off us.

    Before I could even register that both cocks were now gone and my ass was gaping in relief, in one swift motion, I was flipped over onto my back, Jack was on his knees over me, pushing my legs back to my ears and lining up his cock to sink into me again.

    I moaned in ecstasy as he slowly entered, his eyes staring at me with that sexy dad grin on his face, his big hands under my knees holding my legs back, bending me in half. That “o” formed again on his face, as he sucked in air and went balls deep.

    Then he leaned into me, scooped my body into his enormous one and curled that giant muscled figure around me. His mouth found mine and he planted a soulful kiss on me as he held me in position, until he straightened out his legs along the bed and started to carefully move just his hips, fucking me gently as if he was afraid he was going to hurt me.

    “You like my cock in you?” He whispered so quietly into my ear I could barely hear him.

    I clutched at his back, clawing at him as I answered YES in a breathless tone.

    His mouth moved around my face, kissing my neck, my cheek, my forehead, my chin as his hips continued to pump into me gently. “Cause I am loving this feeling.” He said in between kisses, sucking my tongue into his mouth, moving his head around to kiss me even deeper. His hands dug under me, wrapping those giant arms around me tighter, his smooth body covering me completely. I wrapped every limb of mine around him, lost in this moment, forgetting about Kirk, and solely focused on Jack.

    “Oh my God me too.” I moaned into his mouth. He grunted at me, then brought those big hands to the sides of my face.

    “This is more than fucking boy. You’re all mine now.” He was talking so quietly I could barely hear him. For a moment, I wondered if he was speaking so softly out of romance, or if he didn’t want Kirk to hear. Then he grinned and picked up the speed, watching my face contort to his hip action, admiring the way I squinted, rubbing his thumb along the top of my upper lip, occasionally kissing me. But the whole time, just watching me with a smile.

    “Are you loving this as much as I am?” He whispered, giving my forehead quick kisses.

    I nodded, holding onto his muscular body, my hands moving around his back trying to find the right part to latch on to.

    And then his breath quickened and his face raised a bit. “I’m gonna cum again in you boy.”

    I dug my fingers into his back and raked downwards to his beefy ass and felt the muscles in it moving with each thrust.

    “Yes! Fuck yes! I want it!” I grunted under him, feeling the entire weight of him on me, suddenly aware at how solid and heavy he was.

    “Yeah? You want it? Want another load? You want my hot dad load?”

    That did it. I felt my heart rate increase and my insides flipped. I slid my hands up to my locked feet around his waist and grabbed my own feet, pulling them back even more, towards my head and feeling the change of the angle he was pumping into me. I moaned louder and felt my body shake as he fucked the cum out of me. I spasmed out of control, suddenly aware that I was releasing my sperm between our gyrating bodies. I let go of my feet and grabbed the back of his thick skull and kissed him hard, sending him into equal spasms as he unloaded again in my hole.

    His hands were everywhere, grabbing me, feeling me, squeezing me, gripping me as he tried to get every last drop out of his body and into me. The bed sheets were tangled around us, and our bodies were covered in sweat and cum as he finally released my lips and pushed himself up on his hands, over me, beads of sweat dripping down onto me.

    His eyes: those light blue eyes with the tinge of green, stared down at me as he panted. That lip curled into the smile, and he let out a puff of air, before he lifted one hand and gently wiped my forehead.

    “That….” He shook his head slightly and let out a loud PHEW. “…that….was incredible.”

    “I told you.” I heard Kirk say from the far end of the room.

    It was like both of us forgot he was there. Jack turned in the direction of the voice, behind him, and pushed himself up and off me. I watched as his smooth nude body moved, admiring the shape of his body, the way the muscles flexed and relaxed, the way his veins popped on his legs as he moved off me and stood completely naked at the end of the bed. Kirk was sitting back in the chair, still naked, watching us. His cock was lying limp between those beefy legs, and a shit eating grin was spread wide across his bearded face.

    “He’s one good little boy ain’t he?” Kirk growled.

    Jack put his hands on his hips and turned to look at me again. His cock was still semi-erect, glistening in the light, thick and impressive looking even after two loads. Jack was a very fit man, in better shape than Kirk, smoother than anyone I had ever been with, defined and muscled. He reminded me of Rick but in a hotter way. Something about this man was getting to me. I could have stayed on that bed and just stared at him all night long.

    He caught me staring and stepped aside to the bathroom, giving me a lovely view of his hot ass, plump and with a few red finger marks that were obviously mine. He reappeared with a white towel from the bathroom over his face, wiping it dry before he knelt onto the bed, crawling up to me and wiping my flat stomach tenderly. I looked up at him, watching him wipe me down and I felt my heart pick up the pace again. He rubbed the towel over me gingerly, like a father would. And when his eyes met mine I swear he was thinking the same thing I was, because he stopped, and slid his giant body up next to mine, scooping me into his arms, pulling me sideways into him to lay beside me.

    “You fit perfectly.” He mumbled into the top of my head as he moved in behind me, spooning my body into his, his big leg overtop of both of mine, his arms around me. I snuggled into him, closing my eyes at the feeling of his manly body around me.

    I heard Kirk moving and opened my eyes slightly to see the big figure of that manly man moving to the side of the bed. And just before the bed shifted, Jack’s mouth moved to my ear.

    “I could fall asleep with you in my arms like this.”

    I turned my head towards his lips, where he kissed the side of my face.

    “And then I’d slide into you again, and just pump you full of my love all night long.” I felt a bolt of lightning shoot through me. My heart feeling like it skipped a beat. This tough military man, talking to me like this suddenly. The way his soft lips caressed the side of my face. The way his face rubbed against mine as his arms squeezed me.

    I pushed my ass back against him in response, smiling widely as Kirk moved his body in front of me, moving that bearded face into mine to kiss me. I felt his hands on me, his legs finding their way around me too. Two giant men, sandwiching me between them. I stared into Kirk’s eyes, seeing them smiling at me as he touched me, his handsome face inches from my nose. This big, hot uncle of mine right in front of me once again.

    So why was I suddenly backing more into Jack? Why was Jack’s words just now what was making me hard again already? Why was it Jack’s body that I was feeling with my hands? And only his?

    Kirk nudged his face into my neck, his beard tickling me. I couldn’t help smile at him, this big brute curling into me. I noticed that he was careful to only touch my body, avoiding Jack’s hands and legs. With Kirk facing me, and Jack covering me from behind like a blanket, I felt myself drifting off, listening to just the sounds of them breathing.

    I didn’t move, falling asleep in between them.

    When I opened my eyes again, it was darker in the room. I felt a wave of coolness against my hot skin as Kirk’s body drifted away from me, the bed shifting under the enormous weight. My eyes fluttered open more, seeing the outline of Kirk’s massive burly figure standing up and quietly moving around the bed to the bathroom. Jack stirred behind me, his thick forearms coming alive to squeeze me, his solid thighs stretching under me. His skin was hot, his body like granite behind me. Then his nose was poking at my ear and Jack’s deep voice grumbled.

    “Mmmmm. Must have fallen asleep with you in my arms boy.”

    I breathed in, feeling my rod coming alive at the sound of his voice and the way his body felt against mine. My leg moved over his, feeling the size difference as my foot hooked around his thick calf. My hand went around his forearm, stretching my fingers and thumb out around it to feel the hardness of him.

    I heard the shower turn on, and turned slightly to see the outline of Jack’s profile as he lifted his head off the pillow. That perfectly straight nose. That square jawline. Those luscious looking lips.

    “Where’s Kirk?” He whispered.

    “He just went into the shower.”

    I heard a low growl before I felt the strength of him, pushing me over, releasing me from his arms, and turning me onto my back. Jack was over me in seconds, opening my legs with his one thigh, pushing my arms up to the sides of my head, his blue eyes piercing at me in the darkness. I looked downwards at my own hardening cock, seeing his swelling up and pointing off to the side in his curvature. He moved his mouth to mine and gave me a light kiss, hovering his body over me. I could feel his chest touching mine, his so much bigger, thicker, wider than my own. His nipples hovered over mine, sticking out and flicking with mine as he peered down at me. His nose rested beside mine, rubbing my nose so gently. He licked his lips and turned his face to the sound of the bathroom.

    “Then I guess we have time. Just you and me. Do you want it?” He said it so quietly, punctuating each sentence with a tantalizing kiss. “Want my cock inside you again?”

    I flung my arms around his neck and pulled my body into his. “Yes!” I groaned, feeling his tongue slide into my mouth as he practically devoured my face in his lips. As we made out, I could feel his cock prodding, his hands moving to my legs to push them back, spread me out. He pulled off briefly to spit onto his hand, then lifted my ass upwards to spit directly into my tender hole, before lowering me down and aiming his cock back to its new home.

    There was no pressure, just a moment to pause before I felt him slip back inside me. I grabbed at his pec before he moved over me, scooping my body under him, placing my right leg over his left shoulder, bending over me to kiss me again. I latched onto him with my lips and my body, clinging to him like a baby koala in his mother’s arms. Except this was no woman. This was all man.

    He gyrated his hips like a stripper, moving so sensually it drove me wild. I let out a loud moan as I felt him punch that spot in me. I dug my fingers into his back, causing him to grunt.

    “Yeah boy. You like that don’t you?” He kissed me before I could speak, sending my words straight into his mouth in a muffled response. He went up on his elbow and held his face over mine, watching it as he moved his hips, his big curved dick sliding in and out of me making me groan. “You feel that? That’s how hard you make me. You fuckin’ sweet little boy.”

    I ran my hands up the back of his skull, feeling the short hair, the shape of his head, back down to his thick neck and then over those boulder-like shoulders.

    “God I love it!” I moaned, catching his stare with my own eyes.

    “Yeah? You love it when I’m inside you? Just you wait boy.” He curled his legs under me, forcing my ass up and I gasped at the change, slapping my hands against those powerful legs as he lifted my upper body up towards him. For a moment we were sitting up, my legs now around his waist, his arms around me, our eyes locked. He didn’t move, just sat there, with his cock pulsing inside me, looking at me.

    “What?” I finally said as I watched his eyes move around my face, his one finger tracing around my features.

    Then he shifted, moving his legs out from underneath him, adjusting me on his lap as he sat on his ass, sitting up, holding me.

    “I wanna see you ride my cock. I wanna watch you get off on it. I want to see you as I am inside you like this.” He sort of smirked, giving me a cocky grin as his hands went around to my ass and sort of guided me back and forth on him as his face remained inches away from me.

    He never took his eyes off me.

    He studied me as I felt him go so deep as I worked him. Even as I let my own fingers roam over his rippling body, every time I looked back up at his face, those eyes were on me. His lips hung open slightly, his breathing increasing with each slow up and down movement I made. Until a look came over his face. He frowned, his panting grew louder, his lips opened wider.

    In one swift move like before, I was on my back, Jack’s body once again smothering me, surrounding me, covering me. He humped me deep, not too hard, but with definite intensity. His mouth locked onto mine and he grunted into me as he pounded my ass.

    “You want my cum boy?” he growled over me as his entire body rocked me. “Want another load? Huh?”

    “God YES!” I moaned, grabbing at his ass and feeling the hardness of it as he flexed it, ramming his rod into me faster than ever.

    “You gonna be my boy now? Gonna be all mine?!” He moaned, arching up, gritting his teeth. I watched the veins pop out on his neck and across his shoulders. I hung on to his waist as he unloaded another round into me. I watched his nipples harden, his chest flex, his arms bulge as he held back. And then with a giant roar, he thrust into me hard and looked down at me. “Fuck! Take it! My boy! Gonna fuckin’ LOVE YOU BOY!” he yelled down at me.

    And then he collapsed on me, nuzzling into my neck, groping at my face until his mouth came up and found my lips again and hungrily kissed me. I reached in between us and grabbed my throbbing cock, needing release as he remained lodged in me. With only a couple strokes I started to shake under him and he groaned with me. Cum came out of me with a new urgency, another load being coaxed out of me just as we heard the shower turn off.

    I let out a grunt, shivering in his grasp as his face lifted. He watched me shudder, put a hand over my mouth and turned to look at the sudden silence from the bathroom as I shook out my last drop and let out a long breath through my nose. Jack turned back to me with a smile, and raised his finger to his lips.

    “Shhhh.” He said quietly, before moving off me, pulling me back into the same position Kirk left us in. Except for the drops of cum now splattered along my chest. Jack’s cock was still hard, now pressed up my back, still throbbing and pulsing like it had its own heartbeat. Those thick blonde forearms wrapped around me again as his large body spooned around me. Just as the bathroom door opened and Kirk’s muscled figure appeared with a towel around his waist.

    “You guys getting out of bed?” He giggled, padding his big feet over to his suitcase to grab a pair of underwear. I watched him move, feeling that tingle as I looked at his beefy body. He was one attractive man. One masculine fucker.

    But as Jack’s leg moved over mine, and I felt his foot move down my leg, it was the smooth hard body of the man behind me that I suddenly became more infatuated with. And I felt like our last little secret tryst was something more to Jack as well.

    And when Jack moved to get up, I knew for sure when he said, “Yeah, I guess so, although I could stay in bed all day with this little hottie.”

    I watched him roll over, inhaling at the sight of his backside, watching every fiber in him contort as he strode off towards the washroom, giving me a glance back over his shoulder and a wink.

    I turned back to Kirk who was sliding on a fresh pair of boxers, smiling at me. Kirk looked like the perfect muscle bear, his chest sticking out proudly, his thick muscled legs planted apart as he put his hands on his hips and studied me.

    “You look good enough to fuck again.” He growled at me, pulling at the middle of his boxers with his big paw.

  • Gotterdammerung

    The Twilight of the Gods

    An Erotic Short Story

    Chapter 1

    Mr. Augustus Caesar, known to boys and colleagues alike as Sir, had ruled Churton College for Boys, with a rod of iron, since 1885, when at the very young age of 27, he had been appointed Headmaster. Such was the respect – better put, the servility – he demanded from everyone, his teaching colleagues included, that you could practically hear something akin to an oral genuflection in the voices of everyone, when they obsequiously intoned the word, Sir, always with an emphatic sibilance, which indicated that the word, even when spoken, began with a capital letter S.

    When I say that Sir ruled Churton with a rod of iron, I am of course, speaking figuratively. The tools of his trade, with which he vigorously disciplined his pupils, were, of course, those classic implements of punishment to be found in every English public school worthy of the name: the rattan cane and the birch, both of which he had regularly applied, with considerable force to the bare bottoms of his pupils, since the day of his arrival as Headmaster in the year 1885. A bare bottom beating from Sir, a regrettably regular occurrence at Churton, was not an occasion which any boy welcomed. After being beaten, boys, without exception, emerged from Sir’s study, often tearfully, but always bearing that public school hallmark: a well-beaten arse, often flecked with blood, where the skin had been broken by the force of the cane.

    English public schools can be roughly graded into two categories by the size of fees – normally large – they charge a boy’s parents for their usually first-class educative services: and by the severity of the corporal punishment, which they inflict on the boys, who are fortunate enough to be enrolled by their parents to benefit from what they hope will be a superior education for their offspring within their hallowed walls.

    As far as fees are concerned, public school fees are never cheap; their charges range from acceptably expensive, to downright, eye- wateringly outrageous. As far as discipline is concerned, they range from strict to excessive, according to the degree of severity of the beatings they habitually inflict on their pupils’ bare bottoms. Make no mistake; the cane and, to a lesser extent, the birch, form part and parcel of the daily educative tools in every public school worth its salt.

    Churton College for Boys was no laggard in the fees it charged; nor did it stint on the discipline it exercised regularly and vigorously on its boys. Churton, under the leadership of Mr. Augustus Caesar as Headmaster, could never be accused of short changing the parents for lack of attention to the backsides of their offspring, whenever, as was quite frequently the case, boys deviated from the straight and narrow path dictated by the school rules.

    The good public school does not sniff – no pun intended – at a boy’s arse as a means of inculcating into recalcitrant teenagers, the idea of a ruling class to which they will one day belong and in which they are brought up devoutly believe. Parents should be under illusions, as to the fate of their offspring when they enrol them at a public school; in addition to receiving a superior education, they will, as sure as eggs are eggs, be beaten. Additionally they might also suffer from sexual indignities, frequently considered as par for the course, in establishments where young men are kept cloistered away without any access to female company.

    However, under the long leadership of Augustus Caesar as its Headmaster, Churton was in a category of its own; both as far as fees and the severity of punishment of errant boys were concerned. It was generally considered by the cognoscenti – those, who think they are in the know – as the plus grande école hors classe: the greatest educational establishment in the country. It enjoyed a peerless reputation, exceeding that of even the most elite and well-known of English public schools, to which the titled aristocracy sent their male offspring to be educated and, incidentally, to be thoroughly birched.

    Whilst Churton did undoubtedly have high educational standards, whether it merited its stellar reputation or not, mattered not one whit to well-heeled parents, intent as they were, in enrolling their offspring in what they perceived to be the finest school in the country. What was, however, certain, was that no school in England was more devoted to the cane for correcting boys for their misdeeds than was Churton, under the stewardship of Mr. Augustus Caesar.

    Chapter 2.

    The only day of the week, on which boys at Churton were safe from the depredations of Sir’s personal cane, was Saturday. Sir, who in addition to possessing a strong sadistic streak to his character, which showed itself in the frequent and uninhibited way he beat his pupils’ arses, had another obsession which he kept secret from everyone: he was a practising homosexual. Every Saturday, and on the odd late evening during the week, he disappeared from his quarters in the main school building, where he lived the luxurious life of a sybaritic bachelor, pampered by his valet-cum butler and a personal cook-cum-housekeeper, to spend time with the head-gardener of Churton, James Prior, his lover for almost 40 years, in his bothy on the school grounds where he lived the life of an apparently confirmed bachelor.

    That Sir had managed to keep this unlikely sexual liaison, which transcended all the rigid class barriers of the time, secret, for almost 40 years, is a remarkable achievement in in itself. But the simple fact of the matter was that he had done so. No one: strictly no one, at Churton or, indeed, elsewhere, had the faintest idea that the Headmaster was himself was a practising homosexual and that his life-long lover was one of his employees: James Prior, the head-gardener.

    The dyed-in-the-wool parents, who enrolled their sons at Churton, were, on the whole, members of that aristocratic hunting, shooting and fishing fraternity, which was in favour of flogging and hanging. Their rigid reactionary mindset was, like the Ten Commandments, figuratively, engraved in tablets of solid stone. They would all have been horrified to learn that the Headmaster of the very school, to which they had consigned their offspring, was a practising homosexual; and that his partner in crime was from the lower classes: a man – a gardener – with whom the majority of them would not even have had the courtesy to pass the time of day.

    This extraordinary liaison between two men, from very different social classes, had come about and survived for almost 40 years, in an England and indeed in a school, where class distinction was de rigueur and, overtly, most strictly adhered to. The upper classes, including their offspring, considered that it was for them to command and for members of the hoi-polloi to obey.

    How Sir ever came even to talk to an assistant gardener, other than to tell him what to do, would have been an anathema to most of the parents of Churton’s pupils and would have made them wrinkle up their noses in disapproval. They were all members of a very much us and them, society: a society in which everyone, including them themselves knew his place and kept to it. To a man, they found it quite normal for themselves to kow-tow to titled members of the aristocracy, whom they considered their social superiors and they expected the same respect from anyone they considered beneath them.

    Sir and James Prior, now the head-gardener, had been brought together in 1885, by the fact that Prior, then a lowly assistant gardener, had regularly made the classic, short-lived birches of hazel twigs for use in the school by the Headmaster. He had developed a painfully vicious version of the classic birch, based on the tough, straight, very flexible twigs of a pollarded maple, which he had mentioned to the recently arrived, new Headmaster, as he delivered him a specimen of the conventional birch for his personal use.

    Against his better judgment, Sir had accepted an invitation to view this marvellous, new improved version of the most classical implement of punishment ever inflicted on public schoolboys bare arses, and had deigned to visit Prior in his bothy. Sir, then aged 27, was physically an attractive man himself and given his own sexuality, was not immune to the charms of the young gardener. As sex is class- proof, Sir had found himself immediately attracted sexually towards this young man, and had allowed himself to be seduced by the physically attractive and, as it turned out, sexually well-equipped James Prior. The rest is history; the newly developed birch was adopted as the Churton Maple Birch and Sir and James Prior became devoted lovers; a love, which was to last a lifetime, until James Prior died of a heart attack aged 85.

    However, there was an unexpected bonus to their sexual relationship; James Prior had a perverse sadomasochistic streak to his character: he liked to have his own bare arse thrashed from time to time. As Sir enjoyed thrashing arse – it turned him on sexually, as it does most men, if they were honest enough to admit it – this complementary fact, drew them still closer together; they fund that they were just made for each other.

    Sir having discovered that his attraction to James Prior was reciprocated, propelled by his own sexual desire, threw the conventional prejudices of his class out of the window, to exercise his libido with on his then assistant gardener. Sir’s contemporaries would have been appalled had they known of his liaison with James Prior. You could almost hear them whispering to each other: “He’s a pervert, you know; and to make matters worse, he does it with his gardener.”

    In his relationship with James Prior, Sir was flouting the traditionally held values of rigid class distinction, which had been the cornerstone of British society for longer than anyone could remember and they still were: a distinction, in which Sir, other than this one liaison, still hypocritically, fervently believed. In this one thing, it was do as I say and not as I do.

    In addition to the opprobrium of his peer group, if his liaison with another man were disclosed to the police, both he and James Prior would also have been exposing themselves to prosecution and potential imprisonment, if caught, as the law put it, performing, unnatural sexual acts with each other. I should perhaps point out that what are called unnatural acts by heterosexual people, are, and always have been considered as completely normal acts of love between homosexual men. It is turning such acts into a spectator sport that renders them unnatural; as it equally does today, when sexual mores are much more relaxed.

    Did either of them ever care one whit about the law that what they were doing with each other, in private, was illegal? No, no, of course they did not! They had fallen in love with each other; and as Virgil said nearly 2000 years ago: “Omnia vincit amor et nos cedamus amori: love conquers all; let us too, yield to love!” A passionate declaration that speaks to us across the centuries and is sure to inspire the adventurous today as it then inspired Sir, a classics scholar, and his newly found lover. They were a well-balanced pair as each of them enjoyed equally both fucking and being fucked. To coin a phrase: they were just made for each other; and moreover they both knew it.

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    CHAPTER 3.

    But the euphoria of the day of their first sexual union is long gone, as we are now at the end of June 1923; Sir and James Prior are both now 65 years old and Sir has found himself being forced by the Board of Governors to accept retirement, after 38 years of faithful service. During that time he has thrashed, on a more-or-less daily basis, the bare bottoms of more boys than anyone, including himself, care to think about. The sexual union between him and James Prior is still as strong, vigorous and regular as it had ever been almost 40 years ago. They are both in hearty good health and like the young men, whom they both still feel themselves to be, they are still having vigorous sex at least three times each week.

    Sir, who, with some justification, viewed himself, aged 65, as being in the prime of life, had argued himself blue in the face with the Board of Governors of Churton, trying to persuade them to extend his contract for another five years; However it was all to no avail, as they were adamant that he retire at the age of 65.

    Absence it is said, makes the heart grow fonder; never was a truer word said about Sir’s love of beating boys’ bare arses; he would sadly miss, what, had over the years, become almost his daily routine. He secretly derived much pleasure from beating the bare arse of his pupils, especially older boys, who were almost young men. Given his own sexuality, he was often tempted to do more the thrash the arse in front of him. But to his credit, in his 38 tears as Headmaster, he had never given in to the temptation, to sexually importune the boy, whose arse he was flogging.

    But all good things eventually come to an end, and he knew he would just have to face up to a very different life in retirement. Thank God that James Prior was retiring with him and that they would be finally able to live together as two elderly gay men, who had loved each other in secret for nigh on 40 years and who were now still as deeply in love with each other as on the day they first met. As the saying has it: theirs was a match made in heaven.

    Chapter 4.

    Beating boys’ naked arses had become an important integral part of Sir’s life, even before he became Headmaster of Churton. It was like a drug, to which his system had become addicted. Out of term time at Churton, when there were no boys around to supply the requisite arses to be beaten, he suffered from what can be best described as the nearest thing to withdrawal symptoms from an addictive drug. Of course, figuratively speaking, his spirit was kept alive by the odd occasional birching, which he gave to his mildly sadomasochistic lover, James Prior, whose arse, in the absence of boys’ bottoms, he was still able to beat. Such birchings were normally followed by what had become his second great passion: anal sex with the very arse, which he had just thrashed.

    Augustus Caesar was himself the product of another public school, in its way, almost as strict as Churton, but not quite. The school in question, Rigby Public School for Boys, was located in Lincoln, on the other side of the country from Churton, Rigby Rigour, had become a byword for the strict corporal retribution, which the school exacted inflicted on its boys, whenever they committed even the slightest of a misdemeanour. In his youth, shortly after his arrival at Rigby, when he was still a new boy in the first form, Gus Caesar’s bare arse had, like the vast majority of his fellow schoolmates at Rigby, soon made its first, painful acquaintance with the bite of the cane and the birch, which were in liberal daily use at the school. The repeated application to his bare bottom of both implements had served to correct, his frequent deviations from the straight and narrow path, which all boys at Rigby were required, or perhaps better put: forced, strictly to follow.

    From the age of sixteen, Gus had gained a reputation of being the one of the most active buggers of his year, in a school, where buggery, brought about by a total lack of access to female company, was rife among senior boys,. It was not that he was a predator, but Gus was an attractive young stud with a large cock. It is not at all difficult to see from the sexually well equipped role model in the photo, why Gus Caesar’s large cock had been in constant demand by his sex-starved schoolmates since the age of sixteen.

    Gus remembered his introduction to anal sex, as if it had happened just yesterday. It had occurred when he was sixteen and had just commenced his pre-penultimate year in the lower sixth at Rigby. What was to prove a life changing event for Gus, in which he lost his anal virginity, had taken place in the showers after a rugby match. Gus forfeited his virginity to the rigid cock of one of his team mates, Anthony Little; a name, which belies the boy’s impressive sexual endowment.

    Gus had sort of divined that it would happen to him one day, although he had not expected it to happen on that specific day, unprepared as he was, in the shower. But the two of them were alone when the first penetration of his anus took place; and although Gus did not exactly encourage Anthony Little in his endeavour, neither did he resist him.

    Not surprisingly, Anthony Little took Gus’s tacit consent as willingness to continue. In the days following Gus’s fall from sexual innocence: his first bite of the forbidden apple, so to speak, he and Anthony had many sexual encounters, leading, inevitably, to Gus losing what was left of his virginity, se two weeks later, when he first penetrated Anthony’ anus with his own sizeable member.

    At the end of the day, he realised that, in fact, he had thoroughly enjoyed the experience of being buggered by one of his school mates. What he did not realise at the time, was that this was a unique occasion; once it had happened, which it had that one day in the showers, it could never could never be repeated; his anal virginity was gone forever!

    What Gus had done that day, was to surrender his anal virginity to Anthony Little, who was, by chance, the only other totally homosexual boy among his classmates; it was almost as if providence had brought them together. At any public school, most of the acts of buggery between boys are performed by young guys, who are not homosexual by nature, but who, driven by the the hormones coursing through their bodies, cannot stop themselves having sex with another warm body, who, perforce, due to a complete lack of access to female company, is another male.

    That first sexual relationship, which he established with Anthony, was to prove the template for his future sex-life. This first youthful relationship with Anthony Little was to last until they both left Rigby two years later, which made Gus realise that not only was he attracted to members of his own sex, but that he desperately wanted and needed a stable and permanent, sexual relationship with another man. He had always known, since the age of twelve or thirteen that he had been strongly attracted to members of his own sex rather than females, and now, aged 16, he acknowledged to himself that he was a homosexual and that he needed another man permanently in his life.

    Gus Caesar, at the time of his first sexual adventure with Anthony Little, although he did not then know it, was that he and Anthony, were the only true homosexual boys in his year at Rigby. Even though, many of his school fellows indulged in acts of homosexuality; known among themselves as fucking butt, none of them were homosexual by nature; they were just temporary buggers: a phenomenon induced by a combination of the hormonal driving forces beyond their control and the unique male environment, in which they were confined. When they left school and entered normal heterosexual society, they would, for the most part, find wives and create the male offspring to send to public schools, such as Rigby, to perpetuate the tradition.

    Chapter 5.

    When he was nominated as head-boy of Rigby, at the age of 17, Gus Caesar was, unbeknown to the Headmaster, who had appointed him, already a practising, gay young-man, with one year’s experience of regular sex, both active and passive, with Antony Little and, sporadically, with many other boys under his belt. The fact that during his final year, he abandoned his promiscuity in favour of sex only with Anthony Little, probably saved him from importuning the tempting, sexually attractive, bare arses of his fellow schoolmates, whom, as head-boy of Rigby, he was regularly to beat.

    No one was more surprised than he was himself, when, in his final year at Rigby, Gus Caesar, as he was then known to all and sundry, was appointed head-boy. Gus had always been popular among his schoolmates. However on his appointment, he made an important discovery as to his true character; he found that he himself had a hitherto, latent sadistic streak, which he had never suspected, to be lurking there in his psyche, just waiting to be let out.

    Now that the was head-boy and could beat his schoolmates, he quickly discovered that he was, in fact, an epicaricasist: a person, usually a man, who enjoys not only inflicting pain on someone, but also in observing the subsequent discomfort he has himself wrought by his actions.

    Once he became head-boy, with a mandate to beat his erstwhile schoolmates for their misdemeanours, he had had the good sense to see that in accepting the position, in the eyes of his schoolmates; he had automatically changed sides; in their eyes, he was no longer seen, as he had been formerly, as one of us, but had become one of them. He had quickly realised that as head-boy he had to distance himself from his erstwhile friends, all of whom rapidly became just that: erstwhile friends. He had grasped the fact that as head-boy, his loyalties would have to change; that he could no longer run with the hares, when, he had, in fact, not only joined the hounds, but as head-boy, he was leader of the pack.

    The third event, which, together with his dual initiation into the joys of anal sex with Anthony Little, both as a bottom and a top, changed his life forever, was the first beating as head-boy, which he gave to not only one of his schoolmates, but also his classmate in the upper sixth at Rigby. Gus had himself been beaten many times by various masters and prefects and, on four occasions, by the then head-boy of the day. He was therefore therefore familiar with the head-boy’s study, now his study, in which he was expected to dispense traditional justice with the cane.

    As head-boy, in what was now his study, he shuddered inwardly at the sight of the old armchair, with the tear-stained velvet cushion, over the back of which, he had several times in his earlier years at Rigby, been forced to bend, to allow the then incumbent head-boy of the day to beat his bare arse for some misdemeanour or other.

    On his appointment as head-boy at the end of the previous school year, the Headmaster had presented him with two canes: one junior, and one senior, which he had exhorted him not to hesitate to use during the coming year.

    The Headmaster had said to Gus: “During the coming school year, I shall be relying on you Caesar, as head-boy, to direct your co-prefects in their duties, which are principally to keep order at Rigby, whenever the boys are not in class. As you know full well, having come up through the system yourself, Rigby is a school where discipline is strictly enforced and where the cane is in daily use. Do not hesitate to use your power to beat any boy who steps out of line. Prefects at Rigby can only give boy twelve strokes of the cane on the bare. However, as head-boy you have a right to inflict a maximum of eighteen strokes of the cane on the bare buttocks of any boy who deserves to be beaten; and in my experience, many boys do.”

    “I suggest that you take immediate steps, in the first few days of the new school year, to establish a reputation among the boys, as being a right bastard, which I believe is the unflatteringly vulgar expression used by the boys to describe a prefect, whom they hate, but, who is to my mind, a very successful head-boy, just performing the duties, for which he was appointed,. As the saying has it: one man’s meat is another man’s poison.”

    “You cannot, as a successful head-boy, please everyone, least of all, the boys, many of whom are your personal friends, many of whom, will inevitably find yourself obliged to beat, if the occasion arises, as it surely will! My advice to you, young man, now that you are head-boy, is to know where your allegiance now should lie. I know that it is difficult for any boy suddenly to change his allegiance from being one of the boys to being one of them; by them, I mean the elite group of boys, the prefects, who are mandated by me, as Headmaster, to inflict physical pain with the cane, on members of the very group, to which they previously belonged. However, to be successful in the onerous task with which they are entrusted – to keep order within the school – they must.”

    Gus took the Headmaster’s comments to heart and determined to make his mark as a head-boy to be reckoned with as quickly as possible in the new term. Looking at the old armchair that he knew so well; it had taken on a total different aura, now that he, as head-boy, would be beating the bare arse bent across its back, rather than, as had always been the case in the past, offering his own arse to the TLC of of the incumbent head-boy of the moment. Repayment time had arrived with a vengeance and Gus intended to ensure that he was repaid in full for his past sufferings.

    The boys, who had been promoted to the level of prefect at Rigby, and were allowed – even encouraged, by the Headmaster – to beat their schoolfellows, often subscribed to a code which turned the so-called biblical Golden Rule: do unto others as you would have others do unto you, completely on its head; to read: do unto others as others have done unto you.

    With this miss-quotation as their inspiration as to their behaviour, successive generations of prefects, house-captains and head-boys included, perpetuated a system of payment in kind from their unsuspecting school-fellows, in compensation for their own past sufferings at the hands of the previous year’s prefect class. They were, to a man, much harder caners of their schoolmates than the majority of the masters at Rigby. Each year, with each new crop of prefect, the maximum of twelve strokes rapidly became the norm for all prefects’ beatings. However, given that there was a strong tradition of buggery among sexually frustrated sixth formers at Rigby as at all public schools, many prefects were more than willing to negotiate quid pro-quo deals with their schoolmates for fewer strokes of the cane in exchange for sexual favours redeemable immediately from the very arse they were beating.

    The Headmaster need not have feared that the annual prefect group, with head-boy, Gus Caesar, leading it would fail to keep order. They were to prove police, judge, jury and executioner all rolled into one. Their main objective in life was to thrash as many bare arses as possible; and as they normally met their objective, their effort with the cane kept Rigby as one of the leaders in public school discipline. With this great continuous effort from the prefects, the infamous Rigby Rigour was kept alive and well for generations of boys.

    Gus Caesar himself was keen as mustard to establish his credentials as an utter bastard but found himself in the position of the cook, intending to prepare jugged hare, a dish beloved by the British aristocracy, to whom Mrs. Beeton’s Book of Household Management, published in 1861, apocryphally gave the pithy instruction: First catch your hare. Gus Caesar found himself in exactly the same position as the hapless cook. He first had to find a boy – any boy – misbehaving whose arse he could justifiably, not jug, but beat.

    Fortune smiled on Gus, when the second day of the new school year, he saw one of his direct classmates in the upper sixth, Simon Sessions by name, whom he personally did not much care for, quite violently cuffing a new boy, a first former, around the head, during the morning break.. By the time Gus found them at it, Sessions’s actions had already reduced the junior boy, who was half the size of his assailant, to tears.

    Gus Caesar separated the two and standing on his authority as head- boy, said simply: “Sessions, you will present yourself at my study at 4:30 his afternoon precisely, to face retribution for your bullying actions of a boy half your size.”

    Gus was about to make his maiden beating as head-boy of Rigby, on a boy of the same age as himself: an upper sixth former, with whom he sat together in class daily. He marvelled at his own new authority to be able to his classmate that he was going to beat him for bullying a younger boy. He just hoped that when push came to shove, as it would that afternoon, and he was faced with the Sessions’s bare buttocks to stripe, that he would actually had the courage to wield the cane for the very first time and leave his classmate with a well-beaten arse. He knew that beating one of his classmates, a member of the upper sixth form, the same age as himself that he would ensure his reputation as a head-boy, who it was inadvisable to cross. By his first act, he would be well on the way to achieving the status of a right bastard, a quality so admired by the Headmaster and hated by his schoolfellows; he would already have signalled that he was no longer just one of the boys, but had become one of them.

    Like many young-men of his ilk, knowing full well that he had been caught, red-handed, breaking one of the most stringently enforced rules of the school, which would inevitably lead to dire punishment, Sessions, intent on saving his own skin, suddenly turned verbally abusive. He said, blusteringly to the head-boy, whose word carried the same authority as that of a master “If you think, for a moment, Caesar, that now that because you are wearing the head-boy’s star on your tit, you can pull rank on me; you can bloody well fuck off and think again. There is no way I am coming to your study this afternoon or any other time, for that matter. And if you think that you are going to thrash me, you can fucking well stuff that idea up your bum: there is no way that I am going to let a poofter like you anywhere near my arse with a cane or with your own hot-rod.”

    Gus remained composed during this abusive tirade. Then he calmly said: “Sesssions, you find yourself facing a beating entirely of your own making, which you have, moreover, just made worse, by swearing abusively at me. Allow me to assure you that as head-boy of this school, I do have the power to order you to come to my study for punishment: so I expect to see you in my study at 4:30 this afternoon, However, if you choose to ignore my order, I will have no alternative but to refer you to the Headmaster for bullying and swearing. This is not an idle threat; do not test me, me Sesssions; I am a man of my word and I will do as I say.”

    As Gus had foreseen, Sesssions did present himself that afternoon, as ordered, at the head-boy’s study, rather than face the legendary wrath of the Headmaster, who was not limited to 18 cuts of the cane. So some ten minutes after his arrival in the head-boy’s study, Sesssions found himself arse naked, bent across the back of that famous, old armchair, gazing fearfully at the stain on the velvet cushion under his nose, to which Gus had silently vowed to himself, he would make Sessions add his own generous lachrymose contribution.

    It was a completely different Sessions, who had presented himself to the head-boy for punishment at 4:30 that afternoon. Gone was the noli me tangere –touich me not – braggadocio attitude he had adopted when caught in the act by Gus that morning, to be replaced by a cowardly plea to mitigate what he knew was the painful fate coming to him. Having referred to Gus as a poofter and referring to his own hot-rod that morning, he now had the gall, in a roundabout way, to offer Gus access to his anus in return for a reduced thrashing, which he, like so many bullies, coward that he was, obviously feared.

    However, Gus was made of sterner stuff and had not allowed himself to be moved Sessions’s plea for clemency or offer of sexual favours. As he now looked down on the unblemished mound of Sessions’s arse, which he quite justifiably intended to take to hell, he was, for a brief moment, ashamed of the fact that he was looking forward to his first act ever of flagellation and making his classmate suffer. But after the first stroke of his maiden beating, he found the act of beating Sessions’s arse so utterly exhilarating, that any scruples or feelings of shame he had had about beating a classmate were forgotten in the immediate euphoria of the new experience of wielding the cane on someone else’s arse, rather than feeling, as he had done many times in the past, the cane biting into his own bare flesh.

    In view of his truculent, insulting behaviour towards him, Gus had no inhibition in laying on his maximum, allowable 18 strokes of the cane to Sessions’s arse with the all the force he could muster. Was he spurred on to make Sessions suffer, because he had called him a poofter earlier that day? He liked to think not; that he was just dispassionately carrying out his duties as head-boy; thrashing a boy who had broken one of the cardinal and most strictly enforced rules of the school. But in his heart of hearts he knew that he had attacked Session’s arse with a certain degree of malice. Like many boys of his age, this was by no means the first beating that Sessions had received at Rigby; but by the time Gus Caesar had finished venting his spleen on him, it was by far the worst.

    Gus Caesar, who had been beaten many times himself, was well aware of the steps, which ensured that the recipient of the cane arose from his ordeal, not only with a well-beaten, agonisingly painful arse but one of considerable, albeit transitory, artistic merit. It was not given to all prefects or masters, all of whom beat arse regularly at Rigby, to imbue their handiwork with artistry, for which, quite frankly, the victims of their efforts could not have cared less. But there was always what is perhaps best described as the post beating wake to consider: the ritual viewing by his schoolmates of a victim’s freshly beaten arse, And it was in this post beating viewing of the damages, wrought that the reputation of the individual wielding the cane was made. Come what may, all prefect were, de facto, labelled utter bastards for beating boys, (an example of the us versus them mentality) when, as was usually the case, most boys deserved to be beaten; but there was kudos in being known as an artistic, utter bastard rather than just an utter bastard.

    To say that it was Gus’s maiden beating as head-boy, he acquitted himself superbly well; better than many more experienced masters. Over his years at Rigby, Gus’s own arse had benefitted from considerable, practical, beating experience, generously supplied by the Headmaster, his house master, numerous head-boys and prefects. But Gus modelled his technique on that of the Headmaster, who had on numerous occasions addressed his arse with both cane and birch. He made haste slowly, leaving the all important pause between every stroke, to allow Sesssions to appreciate the searing pain delivered by the slender rattan cane, biting time after time, into the naked flesh of his arse.

    He laid on the first twelve strokes strictly parallel to each other, from the bottom of Sessions’s back to the top of his legs, before completing the excruciatingly painful, 18-cut beating with six diagonal, crossing strokes. By the third stroke, Gus had already reduced Sesssions to tears by the ferocity of his attack; by the sixth stroke Sessions was begging him to stop, claiming he could take no more and that he had learned his lesson. However, his plea went unnoticed by Gus, as he, ploughed on regardless, giving Sesssions the truly painful, well-beaten arse, which he deserved. Although Gus and Sesssions sat together in class for the rest of their final year at Rigby, they never again exchanged a single word.

    In the eyes of the whole school, the very fact that Gus had made an upper sixth-former and a classmate to boot, rather than a younger boy, the subject of his maiden beating as head-boy, established him as no-nonsense force both to be reckoned with and feared. On only his second day as head-boy, due to the hitherto unheard of action of the head-boy actually beating an upper sixth-former rather than a younger boy, he had catapulted himself into legendary status. He was immediately perceived by the whole school as an implacable head-boy: someone who meant business: someone not to be messed with, unless one wanted a sore backside. He had immediately changed in everyone’s eyes from being one of us into being one of them: Them being any person mandated to beat, of whom there were plenty available at Rigby.

    But in addition to attaining the status of being seen a right bastard, on only his second day in office, not only by members of the upper sixth, in which beater and beaten sat together in class, but also across the entire school. Such was the efficiency and speed of the whispered-word-telegraph at Rigby that the news that Augustus Caesar, the new head-boy had thrashed one of his classmates in the upper-sixth, flashed round the school like greased lightning.

    Gus’s reputation as a head boy to handle with extreme care, preferably wearing kid gloves, was made almost before he had laid down the cane after addressing Sessions’s arse. By his maiden caning of one senior boy, on what was only the second day of the new term, Gus had inadvertently inculcated into the entire school, both a factor of fear and a sense of respect for his position as head-boy, almost as much as the Headmaster himself enjoyed, both of which were to serve him well during his final year at Rigby, as head-boy.

    Gus had already found that he not only enjoyed, but had revelled in the act of beating a classmate, particularly one who was bully and a coward and who had used abusive language when he had been caught in the act of laying into a first former. In beating Sessions, he had discovered a side to his character, which, until the moment when he was actually wielding the cane on Sessions’s bare arse, he had, hitherto, not known existed; he had a sadistic streak in his makeup and enjoyed inflicting pain on others, who had broken the rule and then watching them suffer the agony of a well beaten arse.

    Although Gus did not realise it then, that first revelatory beating of Sesssions – frankly, it could have been anyone – revealing to himself his true character, was by way of being his Damascene Conversion to joys of beating boys’ areas. That one act alone led, to his later decision to become a public schoolmaster, first as a housemaster Rigby, but ultimately the Headmaster of Churton College for Boys, which he held from the remarkably young age of 27 for a period of 38 years.

    In beating Sesssions, Gus became, for the first time, acutely aware of the well-known and well-documented relationship between corporal punishment and sexual arousal. He had been aware for many years that whenever he was beaten at Rigby he became sexually aroused. But he had never experienced anything remotely like his massive erection, which had been produced by his beating of Sesssions. By the time he had finished his 18 stroke beating of Sessions, his cock seemed bigger and more rigid than it had ever previously been and, like a gun pointing at a target, was menacingly tenting the crotch of his trousers. More to the point, it was leaking precum like a tap in need of a new washer and needed immediate attention itself.

    Although Gus was enjoying enormously the physical act of caning Sessions and making him squirm with pain, he was relieved when he had delivered the last of his 18 swingeing strokes to Sessions and had been able to allow his classmate to leave and go tend to his painfully wounded arse. If Gus had had to hold himself back for a minute longer, he would surely have climaxed into orgasm fully dressed, as he was, in process of beating Sessions. Luckily the head-boy’s study at Rigby had its own bathroom and lavatory, to which he was able to repair as soon as Sessions had departed.

    Gus rapidly shed his trousers and underpants, the latter, by now, dripping wet with his own generous emission of precum. His cock, released from its confinement, sprang instantly to attention, indicating not only its readiness, but also its desire, for sex. He looked down at his massive, pulsating erection and took it in his right hand to assuage its obvious demands for immediate attention. He had barely grabbed his member to attempt to jerk himself off to jerk himself off to completion, when found he could no longer hold his climax back and exploded into the most profoundly intense orgasm he had ever experienced in his young sex life to date. As he had often had sex with Anthony Little during the previous school year, he was something of a connoisseur when it came to judging the intensity of an orgasm.

    But this orgasm exceeded anything he had hitherto experienced. It was an orgasm of seismic proportions, accompanied simultaneously by a massive, uncontrolled eruption of viscous sperm, great gobbets of which were ejaculated with considerable force onto the bathroom mirror. It was the experience of a lifetime, which Gus would not have missed for the world. However, in retrospect, he hoped that it would not be repeated every time he beat a boy, which as head-boy, was his sworn duty to do.

    As he changed into dry underwear, Gus reflected on the events of the day on which he had made his maiden beating as head-boy of Rigby. He had made a marked impression on Sessions, both figuratively on his future behaviour and, physically on his arse. It was, for Gus, in its own way, as memorable as the day he had surrendered his anal virginity to Anthony Little. Both events were unique moments in time; both could happen only once in a man’s lifetime; once they had occurred, they were gone forever and could never be repeated:

    But what Gus also recognised, and was, at the same time, disturbed by the fact that if he had not been overtaken by his own inability to control his sexual arousal, brought on by what he was doing, he might well have been tempted to penetrate the very arse which he was in process of thrashing, urged on by his dick ever-ready for sex. He also suddenly realised that he had enjoyed the act of inflicting pain on Session’s arse. In his first ever beating, his hitherto hidden sadistic streak had suddenly been suddenly revealed to him: a fact, which at first disturbed him. But as a leopard cannot change its spots, he saw that he would have to get used to the unpalatable fact, that he actually enjoyed wielding the cane and inflicting pain on boys’ bare arses.

    He thought back to the Headmaster’s remarks when he had told him he was to be head-boy for his final year at Rigby.

    “My advice to you, young man, is to know where your allegiance should lie.”

    He was lucky to have recognised his own shortcomings in character, so soon and; he, there and then, vowed to himself that in his year as head-boy, he would be seen as pure as Caesar’s wife, as the aphorism has it. (No pun on his own surname either intended or implied) During his final year at Rigby, his active sex life, which had become too important for him to ignore, had to be put on hold for a year. He knew that he could no longer live without out active sex but his sex life, during his final year at Churton, would be restricted to Anthony Little, who was both gay and a good passive and active fuck..Gone would be his former, dilettante approach to sex with whomever was willing; as many were.

    As for the pleasure he derived from whacking the arses of his schoolmates, which was part of his duties as head-boy, he would just have to learn to live with the unpalatable fact that he had a sadistic streak in his character and acknowledge to himself that he was enjoying what he was doing. After all, what was the point of wearing sack-cloth and ashes for doing something, which gave him great pleasure? At least, that way, he would be being intellectually honest with himself, accepting the fact when it came to beating boys’ arses, he was a sadist. However, he faithfully vowed to himself that, however much he was tempted, he would never give into his desire to fuck the arse a boy whom he was thrashing. He fervently hoped that the next time he beat a boy, he would manage to control his sexual arousal better, as that could cause him problem.

    And so he beat his way through his final year at Rigby and finally left with the reputation among his schoolmates as being the worst head-boy ever. He then went on to read classics at Gresham College at Oxford University, where three years later he graduated top of his year with a first class honours degree in classics. As its star pupil of the year, the college offered him a research fellowship, which he turned down, as he had already decided that he wished to pursue a career as a public schoolmaster, where he could professionally exercise his sadistic streak on boys’ bare arses.

    Chapter 6.

    His old Headmaster at Rigby, himself a great believer in the beneficial threat of corporal punishment on the behaviour of his flock, welcomed back his old head-boy with open arms, without any teaching qualifications whatsoever. He saw in Gus, as fervent a believer as himself, in the benefits of the cane and accordingly made him immediately Assistant Housemaster to the ailing Mr. Claude Wheeting, housemaster of Derby House (The houses at Rigby were named after six of the northern counties of England.) Mr. Wheeting had requested the help of a younger man to keep order in his house, which, due to his progressively worsening health, he felt no longer to be able to control single handed.

    In Augustus Caesar, Mr. Wheeting, although he did not himself actually choose him as his new assistant, could not have found a better man for the job. All three of them: Headmaster, Housemaster and Gus, as new Assistant Housemaster, were singing in harmony from the same hymn sheet. The Headmaster and Mr Wheeting, both fervently believed in the frequent use of the cane to maintain order. Gus. On the other hand, saw in his new post, a means of satisfying his his sadistic streak. He was thus the ideal person to whom to hand over the disciplinary function of the house, as he would allow no misdemeanour, however small, if detected, to go unpunished.

    It must be remembered that Gus himself, as new assistant housemaster, was only three years older than the boys in the sixth form and that there were thus three classes of older boys who had lived though his year as head-boy of Rigby three years previously, some of whom had felt the bite of his cane across their bare arses and had memories of him as the strictest head-boy ever, in their time at Rigby. Not surprisingly, therefore, his arrival as assistant housemaster was not exactly greeted with enthusiasm by the older boys of Derby House.

    In the eyes of the boys, things soon changed for the worse, when Mr. Wheeting announced to an assembly of the entire house that all discipline, which for the past few years everyone knew had been allowed to slide due to his personal, ever increasing feebleness, would, henceforth, be administered by the new assistant housemaster. You could almost hear the deafening silence of dismay of the entire house at this news. Gus’s reputation as a man, who enjoyed thrashing arse, had already trickled down even the younger boys, who had not known him in his previous incarnation as the worst head-boy ever. The whole house knew that three years of relative freedom from that scourge of public school boys, the rattan cane, applied to their bare buttocks, was over.

    Gus was provided with an apartment and a study located within Derby House, which quickly became one of the most dreaded places for boys to be invited visit in the entire house. He quickly established a relentless punishment routine, which ran seven days a week. Boys who had been told by the assistant housemaster to see him in his study that evening before bed, wearing only their pyjamas, knew instantly that they were going to be beaten; that their arses would be toast, and that they would have a very uncomfortable night in bed immediately thereafter.

    To say that Gus was a popular addition to the staff at Rigby would be stretching the truth to its limit. The fact was that, due to his rigid enforcement of discipline, he quickly became both loathed and feared by the boys of Derby House. But also in his teaching duties – he taught Latin and Greek to the boys in the two lowest forms – he was not a popular teacher. He was seen by the boys as someone to be feared, rather than respected; a master, who, for even the slightest misdeed, would send any boy to the caning room to be beaten.

    Oh yes, I had forgotten to mention there was indeed a room in the main school-building, where most classes were held, set apart; to which boys were sent during the day to be punished in the traditional way by application of the cane to their bare bottoms. Caveat Magistri – beware of the master – quickly became the byword whenever boys were being taught by Mr. Augustus Caesar.

    Of course, the Headmaster totally approved of the rigid discipline which his protégée was enforcing. Not surprisingly, therefore, when three months later, Mr. Wheeting died, Gus Caesar, the Headmaster’s Golden Boy, so to speak, was automatically promoted to the post of Housemaster of Derby House, when he had just reached the ripe old age of 22! His promotion was viewed with much astonishment and jealousy by his staff colleagues, many of whom felt, with some justification that they had been passed over – which they had!

    For the next five years Gus exerted his own version of a Reign of Terror, not only over the denizens of Derby House, but also over the boys in the classes he taught. He effortlessly became the most unpopular master ever at Rigby It would be fair to say that not only the whole complement of boys at Rigby School, but almost all of his teaching colleagues, heaved a massive sigh of relief, when Augustus Caesar, aged only 27, was appointed Headmaster of Churton College for Boys located near Hereford.

    As a sign of the depth of the deep unpopularity and universal resentment generally felt about Gus, his colleagues allowed him to depart without any final farewell ceremony, foregoing the customary, polite, if insincere, good wishes for his future career, which was accorded as a sign a of civility whenever even an unpopular colleague left for greener pastures elsewhere. The Headmaster alone, invited him to a dinner, given his honour, which even his close colleagues invited, all made their feeble excuses not to attend, such was his unpopularity.

    Chapter 7.

    So much for the background of Augustus Caesar before he arrived at Headmaster at Churton in the year 1885, as we now go back to the beginning of this story which takes place, 38 years later, in June 1923, when Sir was on the point of retirement: a retirement, which he personally had not wished to accept, but which had, at the age of 65, been forced upon him, by the new Chairman of the Board of Governors,. In the grip of that new broom sweeps clean syndrome the new Chairman had decided he must make his presence felt; and what better way to achieve that aim than to appoint a new Headmaster?

    Not surprisingly, we find Sir in a foul frame of mind. He had banked on the success of his request for his contract to be extended for five years, until he reached the age 70. But the new Chairman had had other ideas; and, as his word was law, Sir’s contract had not been extended. To add insult to injury, during the last two weeks of the summer term at the end of June, he was to retire, his stock in trade, in the form of a regular flow of boys, whose arses fed Sir’s insatiable need to administer the stinging bite of the cane, had dwindled to practically nothing.

    After 38 years of regular supply, the daily flow of boys, bearing punishment notes issued by masters in the classroom had decreased to zero. Masters were not allowed to beat boys for their disobedience in the classroom, a privilege, or rather, a pleasure, which Sir, had reserved for himself from the start of his career as Headmaster in 1885 . Instead they were obliged to give any offending boy a punishment note for a beating, which the unlucky lad redeemed in Sir’s study at 4:30 in the afternoon the same day, when he would feel the full force of twelve strokes of Sir’s cane across his naked arse. For the past two weeks Sir had not beaten a single boy bearing a punishment note.

    In the past two weeks, Sir had beaten only two boys, whom he had found himself bullying a first former. Both lads were to be reminded, every time they sat down for a full week after their beatings, that the wages of sin were always generous to a fault at Churton: a minimum of twelve strokes of the rattan cane, applied vigorously to the bare bottom of the offending boy.

    The concept of making the punishment proportional to the offence was non-existent at Churton. During Sir’s tenure as Headmaster, any boy unfortunate to receive an invitation to visit Sir in his study, was assured of a minimum, twelve- cut beating, which was the standard tariff,, no matter what the offence. Sir then decided, on an ad hoc, case-by-case basis, on the beating that a boy could stand and then inflicted that upon him. Boys’ buttocks, being devoid of any vital organs, were viewed, at that time by public schoolmasters as designed by nature to be beaten and could stand, and often, therefore, received, a lot more than they deserved.

    In view of the present dearth of enough boys to flog to satisfy his voracious appetite for the cane, Sir had gone to town on both lads, laying on excessively thorough beatings across their bare arses. Today, Sir would almost certainly have been prosecuted for inflicting grievous bodily harm on the two lads. But back then, in the 1920s, such over the top beatings were seen as par for the course and boys accepted them as an indissociable part of their education at a public school. The idea of complaining never crossed their minds; they accepted their punishment for their misdeeds, as necessary steps to the aspiring heights of the young gentlemen they were supposed to become by being educated at an English public school; at least, that was the theory.

    Sir had seen the last two weeks before his departure into retirement as the last period during which he could exercise, to the full –even perhaps to excess – the authority which had been his for 38 years. He had hoped to retire in blaze of glory, marked by an unprecedented series of beatings, showing that he had maintained his vice-like grip on the school until his very last day. As it was, the way thing were shaping up, it looked as if he would be obliged to fade away like a nobody; slinking away from a school, to which he had dedicated his life to raising it to its present prestigious level. He felt like some mangy dog, tail between its legs, aware, as dogs often are, that it was in disgrace, trying to hide itself away from its master’s view.

    There was no doubt, that love him or loathe him, as many of his colleagues, in fact, did, thanks to Sir’s leadership over almost 40 years, Churton College for Boys, enjoyed the reputation, which it then did, of a stellar educational establishment. Year after year, a combination of stricter than strict discipline and brilliant teaching, turned out a series of well educated, young gentlemen; many, of whom would take their places in the administration of the then British Empire, or become leaders in politics and the legal profession; or yes, thinking even the unthinkable for gentlemen, become leaders of industry or trade, which, by that time, were just about beginning to become acceptable occupations for a gentleman. England of the early 1920s was still a country where class-distinction remained very much to the fore; and in which gentleman had hitherto turned up their noses at the very mention of trade; and many still did.

    To allow Sir to retire without one last opportunity to exercise his right to beat arse, which being realistic was one of the pillars on which the present fame and success of Churton was based, would have been tantamount to denying Sir what he himself had come to think of his as God-given right. But that is exactly what Sir himself had done 38 years ago, when he took over as Headmaster at Churton. He had promptly introduced the system of punishment notes, which provided him personally with regular flow boys on whose backside he could exercise his passion for the cane. He had thereby figuratively emasculated the teaching staff, some members of which were old enough to be his father, by forbidding them to use the cane in the classroom; an act, which every self-respecting, late Victorian public school master then took as his birthright.

    Sir was not interested in an approach aimed at making friends and influencing people; he was a self-centred, autocratic man, who cared little for what his colleagues thought of him. His creed could be summed up in a paraphrase of one line from the Lord’s Prayer: Sir’s will be done; and in general, it was! Still today, almost two generations later when Sir was on the point of retiring, the present staff resented the fact that as public schoolmasters, they were not themselves allowed to use the cane in the classroom, but were obliged to issue errant boys with punishment note, condemning the unlucky recipient to a bare arse beating by Sir that same day, at 4:30 in the afternoon in his study. In vulgar terms Sir, by his introduction of the punishment note system, had creamed off for himself all the arses of the boys who misbehaved in class.

    Why, might you well ask, did the teaching staff put up with such authoritarian conditions? The answer is money; salaries were very generous at Churton enabling the school was to attract – and, more importantly – to keep, the brightest teaching talent available. It was this financial generosity that made teachers bite their lips, keep their counsel and knuckle down under the autocrat who was the Headmaster.

    Some observers might have said that the drying up of punishment notes and the concomitant flow of boys to Sir’s study to be beaten was a result of a combination of factors: the conclusion of the summer exams, the approaching end of term and the prospect of the long summer holiday which had rendered the situation calmer than normal. Other, more cynical observers might have suspected that the teaching staff had conspired together and had decided that no punishment notes would be written during the last two weeks of term, thereby depriving Sir of his daily quota of boys to thrash. There may have been an element of truth in this theory, for Sir was not exactly popular with the vast majority of his colleagues.

    One thing was sure: the two boys, whom Sir had beaten, he had lighted upon himself, and had not been referred to him via the punishment note system. From his study window, he had chanced to see the one, a fifth former, bullying a smaller boy and had thrashed him soundly for his action, Bullying was not tolerated at Churton; and Sir had made this fact abundantly clear to the boy, by sending him away way with a very sore bottom.. The other boy, he had caught himself in the village, not wearing his school cap, for which the lad had been a made aware that rules were there to be obeyed, and had, accordingly, received that cure-all for forgetfulness; a well beaten arse.

    School was scheduled to finish on Tuesday morning, and it was almost at the eleventh hour before before Sir was saved from retiring in silent ignominy. As his last public act before his retirement, Sir was scheduled to preside, as he had done each Sunday for the past 38 years, over the assembly of the entire school, boys and staff included in the school chapel. Such assemblies always ended on a tense note for the boys, Sir, announced the names of those boys, whom he wished to see – was the way he put it – in study before lunch, with the spine-chilling order to come appropriately attired for the occasion, which phrase said it all. The lucky, or better put, unlucky lads to have received the invitation to what had become cynically known to the boys as Sir’s pre-Sunday lunch aperitif, were obliged to present themselves, at the appointed hour at Sir’s study, wearing only shorts and gym vests, to be beaten.

    Boys could be honoured with such a pre-Sunday lunch invitation to bare their arses to the bite of Sir’s cane, for a variety of reasons. No one knew before Sir’s announcement, who would be invited, which rendered the announcement of the names of invitees even more shiveringly intense. Needless to say, such invitations were not particularly sought after. But on his last Saturday evening before retirement, reviewing his list of potential candidates, Sir had not found one single boy, who had blotted his copybook enough to justify inviting him to have his arse beaten prior to Sunday lunch. And you can criticise Sir as much as you wish as hard and died-in-the-wool, unrepentant caner, but, during his entire career, he never once beat a boy without just cause.

    Sir now faced for himself, the bleak prospect of retiring with his tail between his legs, rather than glorying in an occasion filled with the flogging of numerous, well-deserving boys. Sir was under no illusion at all that his lack of popularity among his colleagues would mean that there would be many a dry eye, among them when he finally left. He did not expect any eulogy, in his favour from anyone; nor did he want it. The fact of the matter is that he simply did not care!

    But surprisingly, all was not yet lost; and Sir’s salvation from fading away in the obloquy as spent force in the eyes of the entire school came from out out of the blue from a very unexpected source: the youngest and extremely timid member of staff, Stephen Bickerstaff, who had joined Churton at the beginning of the summer term as junior English literature master and assistant housemaster in Walpole House, where he presently resided as a bachelor. Stephen Bickerstaff was a self effacing young man, who could barely have brought himself, to say boo to a goose, let alone thrash a lad’s arse, either clothed or bare; it was a problem, which he knew, as assistant housemaster, he must one day soon face up to and conquer, as he would, one day soon find himself obliged to thrash some boy or other. Bickerstaff was a local; he had been born in Hereford, where his windowed mother still lived.

    It just so happened that on that very Saturday before the end of term, he had gone into Hereford by train to see his mother. On his way back that evening, he alighted at great Churton Station and was making his way on foot along the High Street towards the school, when he passed by the King’s Arms Public House. As the evening was exceptionally warm, he went in to wet his whistle. Timid though he might be, Stephen Bickerstaff loved his pint of beer; a habit difficult to shake off, which he had acquired with his drinking chums in his Oxford days.

    He had settled himself at the saloon bar with his first pint, when saw across the bar itself, in the public bar opposite, all six house-captains of Churton, together the Alexander Cunningham, the school’s head-boy, all as bold as brass, propping up the public bar, making merry, smoking and drinking. He fixed his eye on Cunningham, who finally looked up, blanching visibly as he saw Bickerstaff staring at him with evident disapproval written all over his face. Bickerstaff motioned to Cunningham to leave. On the pavement outside, Cunningham blustered and maintained that the seven of them were all 18 years of age and were, therefore of legal age to drink and were breaking no laws.

    Marched back to the school by Bickerstaff, the six house captains stood somewhat humbly in front of the Headmaster. Head-boy Cunningham, meanwhile, maintained his position and attempted vociferously to defend their action. On and he blustered; in his view they had done nothing wrong; they were all 18 and not breaking any law; and, anyway, they would all be leaving Churton forever on Tuesday morning, in three days time; so why should not the seven senior prefects, seven young gentlemen in his view, not celebrate the end of their schooldays by an evening in the pub?

    He ended up by making a cardinal mistake, of accusing Bickerstaff of making a mountain out of a molehill, when the young man was just doing his duty. What he had not realised is that the lot of them were in a hole of their own making, and as he was now to learn from the Headmaster, in defending, what was an indefensible position, with every word he said, he was digging it still deeper. Had he glanced at his companions’ faces he would have realised from their look of dismay that he was making matters worse rather than better.

    Sir allowed Cunningham to blather on interrupted, a look of growing disbelieve on his face, that the head-boy, the very person, whom he had personally chosen, could be so stupid as to believe that the breaking of two, if not three cardinal rules of the school could be disregarded. Sir generously attributed Cunningham’s behaviour to an over consumption of beer. He eventually contended himself by saying that although the seven of them had not broken the law of the land, they had broken a number important rules of the school, which until the official end of term they were obliged to obey.

    “Until Tuesday morning, this school, is in loco parentis and, responsible for the well-being of all boys in its charge, irrespective of age: a responsibility which we at Churton and I, as Headmaster in particular, take very seriously indeed. If any you seven boys had had an accident in the public house or coming from or going to it, the school would. quite rightly, have been held legally responsible. Luckily nothing untoward happened: but it could have. You seven young men will be severely punished for your misdeeds and disregard for the rules of this school. However, you will have to wait until tomorrow’s assembly, where your names will be announced, to hear what I have decided for you. That is all for the moment; yon are all free to go and contemplate your fate and I wish you all goodnight.”

    Sunday morning arrived and the entire school assembled for the last time, in the chapel, under their Headmaster, Mr. Augustus, Caesar, expecting to to hear words of farewell, in his final didactic allocution. Instead, after the hymn and the usual announcements, of which there were few, with the end of term only two days away, Sir began:

    “I would like to see the following gentlemen in my study tomorrow afternoon, at 2:30 pm.; of course, appropriately attired for the occasion.”

    This caused an immediate stir in the congregation; to coin a phrase: something was obviously up. This was the first time ever that Sir had deviated from his normal custom of announcing the names of the boys, who, as everyone had hitherto known, were to be beaten, prior to Sunday lunch. It was the sting in the tail of every Sunday morning assembly and was considered by the boys as a regrettably painful part of the regular, weekly events at Churton.

    But the fact that the boys about to be named were to be beaten on the Monday afternoon had aroused the curiosity of the entire school. There was no doubt that the boys were to be beaten; the mention of the need to wear appropriate attire had confirmed that. But why were they to be beaten on Monday afternoon instead of, as was customary, before lunch on Sunday, when next day, on Tuesday morning, straight after breakfast, the term was to end and the school was to break-up for the long summer holiday?

    As Sir began to announce the names of the gentlemen, as he referred to them, who would have the privilege of submitting their bare arses to his tender, loving care on Monday afternoon, So total was the silence that you could have heard a pin drop in the chapel; it was almost as if the entire congregation, boys and masters alike, had stopped breathing for a few moments. Sir slowly read out alphabetically, from a pre-prepared list, the names of the boys, whom he wished to see and, quite unusually, added the name of the house to which each belonged, thereby arousing even further the curiosity of his audience:

    “Addison – Walpole House; Bellamy – Compton House; Brotherton – Pelham House.”

    Before continuing, he paused for a moment, to allow the significance of the three names he had just announced to sink in.

    He then continued: “Cousins – Cavendish House; Farley – Grenville House; Vaughan – School House.”

    A ripple of a whisper flashed around the chapel as the penny finally dropped. Sir had just announced the names of the six senior prefects: the house captains of all six houses at Churton, all of whom demanded and were accustomed to be treated like Gods by their lesser brethren. Well, Gods or not, they were evidently to get their comeuppance for some unspecified reason or other. Tomorrow afternoon, the day before the end of term, all six house-captains were to be beaten on the bare by Sir; the mention of appropriate attire had confirmed that this was not a social visit to Sir’s study. Evidently, all six house-captains had committed some heinous crime together, for which they were all going to be flogged tomorrow afternoon. The question on everyone’s tongue in the assembly was: what had they done to incur the Headmaster’s wrath?

    As Gods they may have considered themselves; and, until now, like Gods they may have been treated by their lesser brethren, who feared them. But the twilight was fast closing in on them and their downfall into utter obscurity would be complete by Monday afternoon. But why delay the beating until Monday afternoon. Well, there was method in Sir’s apparent madness in putting off their beating as late as possible. With vindictiveness aforethought, Sir wished to send the seven senior prefects on their way with backsides so painful that they would have an extremely uncomfortable journey home and, thereafter spend the first few days of their summer vacation repenting for the error of their ways each time they sat down.

    But Sir had not yet finished with his announcements; he held up his hand to quieten the hubbub of whispering, which had resulted from the amazing realisation that the six house-captions were all to be thrashed by on Monday afternoon, and said:

    “In addition to the six gentlemen already named, I would also like to see the present head-boy of Churton, Alexander Cunningham; he too would oblige me by presenting himself, also appropriately attired for the occasion, along with the six house captains.”

    This was a staggering announcement, in its way as shatteringly significant to the assembly as is physically a size 10 earthquake on the then yet to be invented Richter Scale to seismologists. It shook the hearers, boys and masters alike, to the core. They had just been informed that the six senior prefects of the school, all of whom would be finally leaving Churton on Tuesday, aged 18, never to return, were to be given a bare arse beating by the Headmaster on Monday afternoon. Now they had just learned that the head-boy too was to be thrashed! It was almost unthinkable that such a fantastic scenario could ever take place; but on all evidence so far, it looked certain that it would.

    The six housemasters were, of course, furious to learn, in an announcement at the last school assembly of the term, that Sir, without prior reference to them, intended to thrash all six house–captains for some unspecified offence; that the head-boy himself was also involved in the evident delinquency and that he too was also to be sanctioned. It really was a prime example of Sir at his worst, riding rough-shod over his colleagues; and in their uncharitable view, even Sir at his best was pretty bad news!

    The vast majority of the boys wallowed in epicaricacy of the moment, afforded them by the extremely unpleasant predicament in which the seven senior prefects of the school now found themselves. They had thought themselves untouchable; above the the school rules, which they evidently had seen as applying to others but not to themselves. They had, each in his own house, invoked the most pettifogging breaking of even minor rules to justify the excessive beatings, which throughout the year, they had regularly inflicted on many of their schoolfellows; oh yes, the prefects’ canes at Churton were seldom silent for long.

    It was, therefore not surprising, now that the boot was on the other foot, so to speak, and the prefects themselves were to feel the bite of the cane across their bare buttocks, that there was little sympathy among their erstwhile school-friends for their plight. With some justification, most boys were enjoying the Schadenfreude moment of the mental torture which the group of senior prefects wood endure for one full day and night. It would reach its painful conclusion tomorrow afternoon, when it would be converted into into physical pain by the senior rattan cane biting into the unblemished flesh of their bare buttocks: a cane wielded by Sir’s sure hand, which they had all, at some time in the past experienced at least once in their career as boys at Churton.

    It was an exquisite turn of events for the boys; less so for the prefects, who all, in the past year, had become accustomed to wielding, rather than receiving, the cane. The boys, on the other hand, were overjoyed, with boundless epicaricacy, at the prospect that the universally hated house-captains and head-boy, all of whom had, during the past year not hesitated to thrash their schoolmates at every opportunity, were finally to receive their just desserts in the form of a taste of their own medicine; a medicine, which did not leave a bitter taste in the mouths of its recipients, but left them with something much worse: excruciatingly painful, well-beaten arses, which, every time they sat down for at least a week, would painfully remind them of the error of their ways; such was the longevity of Sir’s beatings.

    Chapter 8.

    2:30 on Monday afternoon saw the six house-captains waiting nervously in the corridor, outside Sir’s study. They were each wearing the appropriate attire for the occasion, which said it all to any causal boy, who happened to pass by, as many fortuitously did, wishing to witness, first-hand, the nervous discomfort of the six hated, senior prefects. Of the head-boy, Alexander Cunningham, there was as yet no sign. But he suddenly appeared, dressed to the nines in his best tailcoat and all his school regalia. His co-prefects all looked askance at him, thinking that he had gone out of his mind to defy Sir so blatantly.

    Seeing the askance look on the faces of his co-prefects, he said: “This, my friends, is what I consider the appropriate attire for a head-boy to wear for a formal visit to his Headmaster in his study. None of us did anything wrong on Saturday evening. We are all eighteen years of age and we all have the legal right to enter a public house to drink beer and smoke cigarettes if we wish, a freedom which I personally propose, forthwith, to exercise. If Sir thinks he is going to beat me for exercising my rights as an adult at the end of term, a few days before we are finally to leave Churton forever, then he is wrong and can think again.”

    From the looks on the faces of his co-prefects, Cunningham realised that he had not convinced them.

    The study door was suddenly flung wide open and Sir appeared. He glanced at the assembled group of prefects He cast a baleful eye on the head-boy and said; “Cunningham, get in here immediately.”

    Sir settled himself behind his desk and looked unblinkingly at Cunningham, staring him directly in the eye. Cunningham became unnerved and less sure of himself and avoided the glacially penetrating gaze of his Headmaster, who now said: “Perhaps, Cunningham you would care to explain to me why are standing in front of me, decked out in all your finery, as if you were attending a wedding, not waiting to be beaten, as you are about to be.”

    “You, young man, have broken not one, but three of the most strictly enforced rules of this school. I told you specifically to present yourself to me appropriately attired, which, as you know, in this school means wearing only your gym shorts and vest, preparatory to being beaten. Allow me to dispel any illusions you might have had, that in spite of your flagrant disregard of three of the most stringently enforced, cardinal rules of this school, because of your status as head-boy of Churton, you are somehow exempt from punishment. You, boy, will be beaten hard for the error of your ways.”

    “Let me just say that, you, Cunningham, as head-boy, the senior prefect in this school, are supposed to be a beacon of light for your schoolfellows, showing them how to behave. Instead of stopping your co-prefects from going to the King’s Arms to make merry, I find that it was you, who arranged the whole affair. You, Cunningham, have a great deal to answer for; and answer for it you will, right royally before the day is out. I can but say, Cunningham, that I am extremely disappointed in you.”

    Cunningham began, yet again, to try to justify his actions: “Sir, in the strongest possible terms, I feel I must protest on behalf of my co-prefects and myself, at the way…”

    He was here cut off in mid sentence by Sir, who said: “I have heard already heard your justification for your actions, on Saturday night when Mr, Bickerstaff brought you all before me. They were wrong then and they are still wrong today; so I see no point in allowing you to rake over the old coals again. This document lying here in front of me is your original inscription as a pupil at this school; it is signed by your father and is valid until tomorrow morning, when you will leave Churton for last time, I regret to say, taking with you a very painful souvenir of your latest misdeeds.”

    Sir, then read out aloud to Cunningham the relevant sentence of the school’s pledges towards its pupils: “The school pledges to look after its pupils in loco parentis, during term time. The school has a strict set of rules, which it expects its pupils to obey without exception. Parents’ attention is drawn to the fact that the school does use corporal punishment to correct erring boys. Any boy breaking the rules exposes himself to correction with the birch or cane; and in some extreme cases of bad behaviour, even both, applied sequentially, to his bare buttocks. There is no opt-out from beating clause in this contract. Therefore, parents must accept that if their son misbehaves, his bottom will beaten on the bare.”

    “As you see, Cunningham, the school, represented by me as Headmaster, remains in loco parentis until term ends which is tomorrow morning. Until that time all boys, including you, Cunningham, as head-boy, and all prefects, will obey the rules; or, as you are all shortly to find out, face very painful consequences.”|

    Listening to the Headmaster read, with considerable relish, chapter and verse of the contract between his father and the school, Cunningham saw that he would be potentially wasting his breath, talking to deaf ears, even to attempt to argue the toss with Sir. He saw all his arguments crumble away, as he recognised that he had been wrong and would have to suffer the painful sequel to his actions. Just how severe the consequences would be was about to be revealed to him by Sir, who had no sympathy with the head-boy, who, he decided, had let the side down badly. It was the same with the six house-captains, all of whom had debased the dignity of the office, to which they had been promoted.

    Chapter 9.

    Sir was not one to let pass this opportunity, which had been handed to him like gift from heaven, allowing him to leave Churton for his retirement in a blaze of flagellative glory, an act which he had acutely missed during the past few weeks. He had already decided that the offence committed by all seven senior prefects was serious enough to justify that most severe of punishments: the so-called Churton Double Whammy. Conceived by Sir as the nec plus ultra, the most painful ever, of public school beatings, it owed its name to its first victim, an inventive sixteen-year-old lad, whom Sir himself had caught drinking and smoking, late in the evening, in an alcove in the school library: when he had stupidly thought that the coast was clear; he had suffered the punishment for the selfsame offence, for which the seven prefects were now appositely about to be flogged..

    The Double Whammy – the name had endured, while no one today, not even Sir himself, remembered the name of its first victim, who had named it – consists of a number of birch strokes, followed almost immediately by the same number of strokes of the cane. It combines the exquisitely, diffuse , but nevertheless excruciatingly painful effect of a good birching, with the eye-watering bite of the cane; although less feared than the birch by most boys, in the right hands, the cane can do much more damage and deliver more lasting pain to a boy’s arse than can the birch.

    When Sir, first told Cunningham what he had mind as punishment for him and his six co-prefects and the part that he expected the head-boy to play in it. Cunningham had at first demurred; however, Sir had exerted a very persuasive argument to make his head-boy agree to do his bidding. He did not actually promise his head-boy, that his own fate might be less severe if he cooperated with his Headmaster and did as asked. However, from the gist of the conversation, he let Cunningham believe that his punishment might just possibly be less severe if he cooperated.

    Needless to say, to save his arse from worse depredations from the Headmaster’s cane, of which he had considerable prior, personal experience, the young man agreed to go along with Sir’s proposal which, to say the very least, were surprising. Precisely what Sir proposed to Cunningham will be revealed later; but when push finally came to shove and the head-boy, who had kept his end of what he had thought was a bargain, was to be sorely disappointed, with the emphasis on the word sore.

    During the lengthy time that Cunningham was in conclave with Sir behind the closed door of his study, the six house-captains had been left waiting in the corridor contemplating their navels, or, more realistically, nervously pondering their fate. Not surprisingly, as time passed, they grew ever more nervous, listening to the drone of the voices of Sir and the head-boy, through the closed door. The door eventually opened to reveal the head-boy, who was now clearly acting as proxy for Sir. He authoritatively told his co-prefects to stand in front of Sir, who, with his face arranged as black as thunder, was sitting behind his enormous desk.

    Sir was strong on rhetoric, as he verbally tore a strip off the six young men in front of him. They all knew from past personal experience, garnered in that very same room, precisely what Sir was capable of with the cane. They had feared the worst and Sir did not disappoint them with his abundant generosity; for the beating to which they were finally subjected was much worse than the worst they had ever imagined. Sir said:

    “Never, did I think that I would live to see the day, when, as Headmaster of Churton for the past 38 years, just days before my own retirement, I would experience such mass disobedience from the entire complement of the most senior prefects of this school. In breaking two of the most sacred rules of this school: no smoking and no drinking, you have disgraced yourselves, dishonoured the school and your own house, where you are meant to uphold the very rules which you have broken. You are all, as house-captains, supposed to set an example to your schoolfellows, not lead them astray; and to make matters worse, you did what you did in that most public of places: a public house, into which the school rules forbid you to enter.”

    On and on, he ranted, in much the same vein, until eventually having exhausted all the pejorative epithets he could throw at them, he stood up behind his desk and said: “Well, we had better get this show on the road, as you young gentlemen are probably, by now, seriously regretting your actions and wishing to face retribution for your misdeeds and thereby partially – and I stress the word, partially –absolve yourselves, in some small way, from your sins.”

    “As your Headmaster, it is my duty to help each of you exculpate yourself for your outrageously unseemly behaviour on Saturday evening. which I propose do by giving each of you a severe birching with a spanking new maple birch, made by the head-gardener, this very morning, expressly for this special occasion. I would be lying to you if I said other than that the birching will be agonisingly painful: pain; but which you all richly deserve for your offences; which, at the risk of repeating myself, I stress, are very, very serious indeed.”

    “You gentlemen will suffer your penance in alphabetical order of your names. Unless I am mistaken, I believe it falls to you, Addison, house-captain of Walpole House, to lead the way and be the first to submit your bare bottom to the absolving caress of the birch. So, Addison, kindly step out of your shorts to allow access of the birch to your bare bottom; fold your shorts up neatly and place them on the table over there; then follow me into the birching room next door, where I assure you that I will my very best to help you unburden yourself of the shame which you must be weighing heavily on your conscience, after your appalling behaviour on Saturday evening.”

    “Meanwhile, the rest of you, take off your shorts too and place them also neatly on the table in preparation of your bottoms for their appointments with the birch. Then all of you go and stand with your hands on your heads and noses pressed against the wall over there, until I call you, one by one, into the other room to keep your, I regret to say, painful appointment with the birch. After which you will each resume your former position, noses against the wall, again with your hands on your head. You will all refrain from touching your freshly birched bottoms, which, if I have done my job correctly, I do not pretend will be other than extremely painful, and enjoy, if that is the word, the pain which is the well-deserved retribution for your actions.”

    The astute reader will have noticed that Sir had avoided telling the boys, exactly how many strokes of the birch each of them would receive. He had used the word partially in reference to the birchings, which implied that there was more to come; but he had left his six victims in a state of nervous anticipation, guessing as to what their final fate would be. Knowing Sir well, as they all did, they were in no doubt that Sir was playing with them, as a cat plays with a mouse, before despatching the poor creature to the hereafter, with a final blow of its paw.

    What they feared was that Sir would prove himself as ever, the personification of generosity itself and make every effort to help them fully expiate their sins, by endowing them with that hallmark of any public school worth its salt: a truly well-birched arse. They were left in no doubt, after the long, verbal harangue, to which Sir had just subjected them, that their arses would be given absolute hell and that they would finally be given permission to leave and lick their wounds, in what, as ever, would be a quasi-futile attempt to relieve the excruciatingly searing pain pulsating through their buttocks; pain which would be with them every time they sat down for quite a few days into their summer holidays.

    The whole macabre situation was just too much to stomach for Michael Vaughan the captain of School-House, Churton’s oldest house. So as self-appointed port-parole for himself and his co-captains, all of whom, when he began to speak, wished he had remained silent. Given Sir’s obvious displeasure at their behaviour, they fear that Vaughan’s intervention might make an already bad situation worse. As young gentlemen, for that is what, in spite of their fall from grace, they all still considered themselves to be, they were all ready to acknowledge the error of their ways and accept the inevitable, painful retribution which followed, as their just desserts

    But Vaughan was not to be silenced, as he threw caution to the winds and roundly criticised Sir for his treatment of what he described as his senior prefect group, the captains of the six houses of Churton. Certainly, they all deserved to be punished, and punished severely, for their rash actions on Saturday evening, which Vaughan claimed was an aberration fuelled by the exuberance of youth, for which they were all prepared to pay. But he went on to vigorously criticise Sir for treating them as junior boys; humiliating them by making them stand, half naked, with their genitals exposed, their noses pressed to the wall, their hands on their heads, as if they were first formers. He summed up his his view, in one strongly damning phrase, telling Sir that his behaviour towards them was simply not cricket!

    Sir allowed him to go until he had had his say and run out of steam and then said quite simply: “Well, Vaughan, I am pleased to hear from your remarks that my nothing-succeeds-like-excess approach has resonated with at least one of you. Now that you have have got that lot off your chest, young man, might I suggest that we resume where we were before we were interrupted by your litany of complaints? As I recollect, I was just about to birch the buttocks of house-captain Addison, who, from the look on his face, I see is as eager as I myself am to get on with his punishment as soon as possible.”

    “As we have kept him waiting for so long, it would be impolite to make him wait any longer. And so, gentlemen, if you would all adopt the penitent, waiting position against the wall, to which your co-prefect and co-defendant, Vaughan, has just so eloquently objected, I will attempt to satisfy Addison’s desire to be have his naked buttocks birched, which I will be only too glad to fulfil.”

    He then placed a fatherly hand in the middle of the back of the trembling, woeful-looking Addison and propelled him through the open door, into the adjacent birching room where he was to meet his fate. As he did so, Sir noticed a look of enquiring mystery on the faces of all six prefects, as they gazed enviously across at Cunningham, who had stood silently there through the whole humiliating procedure, ever since they had been summoned into his study to learn of their fate.

    He divined that they were all thinking: “Why is the head-boy still in his school uniform, when we are being humiliated and are now being made to stand around half-naked, waiting to be birched. For what reason is he being treated differently from us? After all, it was he, who first suggested an evening out at the pub, to celebrate our forthcoming freedom from the strictures of life at Churton, and, therefore, he should receive the same treatment as us.”

    Only Sir and the head-boy himself knew that he would ultimately receive a comeuppance commensurate with his leading role in the affair; and, at that moment, only Sir himself knew that at the end of that very afternoon, Cunningham would be forced to eat an even bigger helping of the same humble pie that his co-prefects were currently finding difficult to swallow. Sir also noticed that, in his tirade against his actions, house-captain Vaughan had not alluded at all, to the continued presence of the head-boy, still attired in the finery of his full, school uniform, complete with his full tail-coat, usually worn only at the most formal of school assemblies in the chapel.

    In the birching room, the heart of the unfortunate Addison missed a beat, as he saw the freshly made Churton maple birch, lying there, ready for its maiden outing, in which it would kiss his naked arse, God knows how many times, as Sir had been very unspecific. He was justifiably afraid, as he had never been birched before: caned many times, but never subjected to that legendary, reputedly most agonisingly painful of all public school punishments: the birch! But now only a few hours before he left Churton nevermore to return, he was to make up for that omission in his flagellative experience: he was to be birched!

    However Addison was not to have his first birching, which would probably also be his last, with the conventional public school birch, but with the storied Churton birch. Invented by the school’s present head-gardener, almost 40 years ago and made exclusively by him ever since, the Churton Birch, was made from the lignified, current year’s, thin, whippy shoots of a certain species of pollarded maple. Anyone who had felt its venomous bite, across is naked arse, would confirm that it was, without a shadow of doubt, the most diabolically painful of all public school implements of correction.

    Not surprisingly the poor lad, faced with the Churton Birch, was, as the succinct, but vulgar expression puts it perfectly: shitting bricks. But to his great surprise, given the ferocious reputation of the birch in general and of the Churton Birch in particular, when the first stroke landed on is bare arse, although it was painful, it was not too bad: quite bearable, in fact.. And it has to be said that Sir, a devout believer in the maxim: pain is the name of the game, did not hold back on the force of his blows.

    As is often the case, first appearances can be deceptive; and as stroke followed stroke, the pain quickly built up to the unbearable levels, which gave the birch its formidable reputation. By the fourth stroke, Sir had reduced Addison to a flood of tears and he was already crying out for mercy. By the time the final, twelfth stroke fell and he was told by Sir that he could get up and rejoin his co-prefects next door, he thought, for one brief moment, that he would rather die than continue to support the excruciating pain he was was suffering.

    He limped painfully back to rejoin his co-prefects, where he was told to assume the same position as them against the wall, however, with the added warning not to allow his hands to stray from his head towards his bottom. Addison made a meek request to be allowed to put his shorts, back on, which was refused. The refusal indicated to the waiting boys what they had all along feared: that the birching was merely an introductory step to an even more severe punishment. Sir, ever the expert at racketing up the mental tension, as well as being an expert in delivering the maximum pain to his victim, left them in no doubt that the birching was just a preliminary to what he next had in mind for them.

    It was Bellamy, who the next in line to submit his bare arse to the joys of the birch. As the only one of the six able to see the full horror Sir had wreaked with the maple birch on Addison’s arse, Bellamy’s face was, not surprisingly, white as a sheet, as he reluctantly went into the birching room, from which he was to emerge a few minutes later to rejoin the group against the wall, his nether anatomy still naked, but now, with an agonisingly painful, well-birched arse to his name.

    As for the prefects, who, noses still to wall, had not yet had the privilege of seeing the results of Sir’s handiwork, they were forced to listen to the disturbingly frightening, swishing] sound of twelve cuts of the birch mating painfully with bare buttocks of the present victim; evocative of the unpleasant prospect of pain to come shortly for all of them,: a thought, which knowing Sir’s expertise with the rod, filled them all with justifiable dread.

    Finally, Sir and Cunningham, the head-boy, enjoyed a few moments of epicaricacy together, as they viewed with pleasure the livid, raw, blood-flecked backsides of the six house-captains. Cunningham was quite nervous himself, as he knew that the moment would soon come when he too would have the doubtful pleasure of submitting his own naked backside to Sir’s legendary, not-so-tender loving care. But he managed to banish that extremely unpleasant thought from his mind for the moment and to enjoy the unique, erotic, sexually-arousing sight of the six, well-birched arses of his co-prefects, all of whom were no longer schoolboys, but young men aged 18, with their genitalia exposed.

    It is doubtful if such a cock-arousing, erotic scene as six young men, simultaneously displaying their well-birched buttocks had ever before been seen. Both Sir, and Cunningham wallowed in the utter eroticism of the scene, which Sir had created single handed with a total of 72 strokes of the Churton Birch., Not surprisingly given the well-documented relationship between corporal punishment and sexual arousal, they both developed massive, uncontrollable erections, which they did not attempt to conceal from each other. Luckily for them, the six young men, with their noses pressed to the wall, with their hands on their heads, who were displaying their well-birched, blood-flecked arses, could not see the obvious pleasure, which Sir, the prime source of their pain, and the head-boy who, by all rights should have been birched with them, were enjoying in observing their misery. For Sir and head-boy, Cunningham, it was a moment of total Schadenfreude.

    Due to his forced abstinence from the not-so-gentle act of flagellation during the past two weeks, because of a complete dearth of boys with punishment notes presenting themselves to be beaten at the fateful hour of 4:30 each day, Sir had become unusually sexually aroused by performing the six birchings.. Looking now at the fruits of his handiwork in the form of six well-birched arses, he knew he was himself on the point of orgasm. Not concealing his erection from Cunningham was one thing; however, allowing his cock to erupt into orgasm in front of his head-boy, with its inevitable flood of semen into his pants, was quite another.

    Knowing that he could not hold himself back much longer, he mumbled some feeble excuse to Cunningham about feeling faint, as he rushed to the privacy of his bathroom, leaving Cunningham alone to continue his enjoyment at the painful misfortunes of his co-prefects. Sir dropped his pants allowing his throbbing erection, which freed from of the encumbrance of clothing, promptly sprang to attention, demanding immediate relief, Taking his cock in his right-hand, Sir had barely commenced to relieve the sexual tension which was racking his body, when he climaxed uncontrollably, into an intense orgasm, in which he forcefully ejaculated seemingly endless gobbets of his semen, all of which, thankfully, landed on the bathroom mirror.

    Some fifteen minutes later, by then again completely composed, he returned to his study to complete the act of retribution being visited on the seven prefects. But it was now the time for head-boy, Cunningham to pay for his involvement in the affair. Sir had no intention of allowing the head-boy to escape unscathed, for he had played the major role in arranging the King’s Arms affair. Cunningham had also had the effrontery to ignore Sir’s order to present himself, along with the others, appropriately attired for punishment, arguing that as they were all 18 years of age, they were breaking no law and were merely exercising their right as adults to frequent a public house and to drink and smoke. In his view, the appropriate attire for a head-boy to wear to present himself formally to his Headmaster, was in full school uniform including the head-boy’s tail-coat which he alone usually wore only for Sunday chapel and very formal occasions.

    Sir then motioned to the head-boy to go into the birching room, out of earshot of the others, whom he left to luxuriate in their agony, noses pressed to the wall in his study. He simply asked the head-boy what he would have done if he himself had found a group of boys drinking and smoking in the King’s Arms, to which Cunningham replied immediately, that he would have beaten them, for breaking not only one, but three of the most sacrosanct rules of the school. From that moment on, the head-boy knew he was skating on thin ice. Sir then probed further, to understand why Cunningham, knowing that his co-prefects would be breaking the rules, had not stopped, but joined them himself, in their nefariously illicit project.

    To his utter amazement, Sir then discovered that Cunningham himself, with a virtuoso display of braggadocio confidence, which he had gained in his office as head-boy, had assured even the two most reluctant of the six house captains that, as they were all 18 years of age, they would not be breaking any law by entering into the King’s Arms public house. What he had failed to realise, until brought home to him now with a vengeance by Sir, was that they were all subject to the school rules until term ended on Tuesday morning, when they would all cease to be pupils of at Churton College and free to do as they wished.

    Sir said: “Cunningham, I am both appalled and disappointed that, in your position as the most senior prefect in the school, you suggested that the seven of you celebrate your leaving Churton last time at the end of term, by a night out, drinking and smoking in the King’s Arms. You, young man, personally bear the greatest responsibility for what happened in on Saturday evening.”

    “All seven of you will be severely punished for having participated in such a flagrant act of disobedience. However, you, Cunningham, as head-boy and instigator of the incident, must realise that you bear the major responsibility for what happened; and therefore, your own punishment will be exemplary. You must learn that with high office, goes responsibility, which, in your case, has, lamentably, been singularly lacking. I have no alternative, given the seriousness of your actions, but to subject all of you to the most severe punishment, which, in this school, is reserved for just such cases of gross disobedience as the present. Believe me when I say that I take no pleasure in informing you that you and your co-prefects will all be subjected to the Double Whammy.”

    “As I am sure you are probably aware, that the rarely used Double Whammy, the most severe and painful of all punishments at Churton, involves first a thorough birching, which your co-prefects have already experienced, reinforced immediately afterwards by a severe caning; applied, of course, to the offender’s bare buttocks. In your particular case, as head-boy, to spare you the indignity of being forced to bare your buttocks in front of your peers, I will myself, with some reluctance, perform the distasteful task of both birching and beating you in private.”

    Knowing Sir as he did, and having several times, in the past, experienced his expertise with the birch and the cane on his own bare arse, Cunningham dismissed Sir’s use of the words; with some reluctance and the distasteful task; as complete and utter balderdash; the man had to be joking; Cunningham did not doubt for one moment that Sir would get the greatest pleasure from thrashing him, his head-boy. He knew from his own considerable experience as a head-boy, who had never been reluctant to use the cane on his schoolfellows, even for the most minor of misdemeanours, that his degree of satisfaction and sexual arousal increased exponentially with the age of the boy being beaten.

    For Sir, to beat even one sixth-former was an event rare enough; but to birch and beat and then to go on to birch and then beat with a cane the head-boy of the school was unprecedented; it was the stuff which gave rise to legends. At that precise moment, Cunningham dreaded even to think about what Sir had in store for him; and yet he knew objectively that he and his partners in crime merited every swingeingly painful stroke that was coming to them

    But Sir had not yet finished: “However, Cunningham, as you have just said that you would have no hesitation in beating any boy whom you caught entering a public house, doing exactly what you and the others did on Saturday evening, you might be interested in the following suggestion: In a last ditch attempt to allow you to regain some of the respect as head-boy which you have hitherto enjoyed in the eyes of your schoolfellows, and redeem yourself from the ignominy of your momentary aberration, leading to your dereliction of your duties,. I suggest you now pick up your duty from where you left it lying before your Saturday evening escapade and assist me in giving the six house-captains the second phase of heir richly deserved punishment.”

    “I have already given each of them twelve strokes of the Churton birch, as first half of their Double Whammy. What I am proposing is that I now hand them over to you, to complete their punishment by you giving each of them the complementary twelve cuts of the cane across their already well-birched arses; I think that is the vulgar term, which you boys use to refer to that very important part of your lower, rear anatomy.”

    The subtle double sexual significance of the word, important, did not escape the attention of the head-boy whose mind at the moment was, not unreasonably, concentrated not on potential sex, but on how to salvage the best deal for himself out of what was a very messy and unavoidably painful situation. He wanted to come out of this affair, which to his credit, being a realist, he acknowledged to himself, was entirely of his own making, smelling like a rose rather than like a heap of horse dung.

    Sir continued: “I know that it sounds like a half baked attempt to solve a basically intractable problem; in effect attempting to shut the stable door after the horse has bolted. But you, Cunningham, find yourself in an invidious position, by the nature of your actions on Saturday evening, which can be succinctly summed up by the proposition: do as I say, not as I do, which contradicts everything you stand for as head-boy of Churton. On Saturday, you made the bad decision to run with the hare, when you were not only still a hound but also head of the pack: two activities that are totally incompatible. My suggestion that you take over the second half of your co-prefects’ punishment, would at least enable you partially to regain the dignity of the position of head-boy of Churton which you still hold until tomorrow morning, when term ends and all seven of you will leave Churton for the very last time.”

    Cunningham thought about what had been proposed to him in an attempt to solve his dilemma, before saying: “Sir, I don’t think I could bring myself to beat my co-prefects, they would see me as selling them down the river; thinking only of saving my own skin, which would make me a turncoat and a coward, which I would have to live with for the rest of my life. After all, Sir I was the one, who, in the first place persuaded them to take part in Saturday night’s escapade. The looks they have given me, wearing my normal school clothes, as I still am, has already singled me out, in their eyes, as being treated differently, due to my status as head-boy. So, Sir, I must regrettable decline your offer, for even though I might never see any of them again, I would have to live with the thought that I betrayed them.”

    “Noble thoughts, Cunningham; noble thoughts, indeed; but I would urge you to think again. I accept the fact that Saturday night was a youthful aberration: an escapade indulged in with no thought of the consequences. As your Headmaster, I have no desire to blight the future careers of seven of my pupils, due to one youthful indiscretion. But as Headmaster of this school, I also have a duty to hold you to account for the seriousness of your disobedience, which if ignored, undermines the very foundation of discipline, one of the cornerstones on which the success of Churton is based”

    “To ignore what you did and dismiss it as an end of term jape by seven senior boys aged 18, who were about to leave the school anyway, would be to ignore my duty and contractual obligations as Headmaster. That is why I have decided that, even on the day before you leave Churton for the very last time, you must all suffer the severest punishment ever imposed on a group of senior prefects at Churton, as warning to others that rules must be obeyed.”

    “I cannot erase from the memories of your present schoolfellows that the head-boy and the six house-captains, the seven most senior prefects in the school, all aged 18, were flogged for reasons which will never officially be made known, in the afternoon of the day before they would leave Churton forever,. You Cunningham and your six most senior side-kicks will be spoken of in bated breath for years to come, if not in name, but as a cautionary example that even the most senior members of the school are subject to the same rules as everyone else until the day they leave.”

    “However, what I can do is to promise you and the others that after having taken your punishment, which I do not pretend will be anything other than excruciatingly painful, the slate will be wiped clean. No mention of this incident will be entered in the school records; it will be as if the escapade and the subsequent punishment had never occurred.”

    “That is why I advise you to think again, Cunningham, and do as I requested; re-grasp your duties as head-boy, and thrash your co-prefects for their disobedience, to which, even if encouraged by you, they could have and, more importantly, should haves said no. I will make it clear to them that you are beating them at my instigation, and that I have encouraged you to take up again the principal functions of the head-boy of this school, which you had abandoned in a moment of aberration. I will also tell them, that whatever conclusions they might draw from your appearance, fully dressed as you are, you will be birched and beaten by my hand, in exactly the same manner as them.”

    “If you persist in your refusal, Cunningham, then I am afraid I must ask you to go and change into the appropriate attire for a beating and return here within fifteen minutes, when you will have the pleasure of being birched by me and forced to stand alongside your peers against the wall, waiting our turn to be beaten to complete your Double Whammy. Whatever you decide, Cunningham, you cannot escape the fact that the needs of your buttocks will be addressed first with the birch and then with the cane, both wielded by the experienced hand of your Headmaster.”

    What Sir had purposely neglected to tell Cunningham in his final, remarks, was that, as head-boy and instigator of the entire affair, his punishment would be much, much, more severe than that of the others.

    Needless to say, in the face of the indignity of the alternative if he refused, Cunningham finally decided that he would beat his six co-prefects. Additionally, the opportunity to address the arses of six, 18 year-old studs with the senior cane was just too attractive a prospect to miss. The only cloud on the horizon to detract from the enjoyment he would have in beating the hell out of six of his schoolfellows pre-birched arses was that his own backside was also on the line, to be first birched and then caned by Sir himself. But as he could do nothing to avoid that eventuality, his carpe diem – seize the moment, enjoy life while you can – mentality switched on and he pushed out of his mind the terrible thought of what his own arse would look like after Sir had worked his inimitable magic on it. He resolved to enjoy the unique opportunity, offered to him by Sir’s suggestion, to beat six of his contemporaries.

    Sir, accompanied by Cunningham, went back into his study where the six house-captains were still lined up with their noses pressed to the wall, forbidden even to touch their arses to mitigate the intense pain they were suffering, They were all nervously awaiting to hear what the future held for their already pain-racked arses; the long wait had indicated intuitively to them that their punishment was not yet over and that there was more to come. They were quickly to find out the horrific sequel to their birching, as for the first time, Sir unequivocally told them the bad news; they would now each receive twelve cuts of the senior cane, applied by the head-boy to their already birched arses.

    Sir told them that he had cajoled the head-boy, with some difficulty, into agreeing to beat his contemporaries, in what he now admitted was the second phase of the dreaded Double Whammy. The head-boy had finally come to his senses and acknowledged the error of his ways and had agreed to resume the functions of his office, one of which was to beat boys, who broke the school’s rules. Sir went on to assure the house-captains that the head-boy, as prime- mover in the whole incident, would not escape unscathed from, what he described, as his momentary lapse in judgment. He too would be punished, by Sir himself, in an exemplary way, commensurate with his behaviour. He also went on to tell the boys that once the beatings were over and done with, the slate would be wiped clean; there would be no written record kept about the King’s Arms affair; it would be as if it had never happened.

    Cunningham’s blood ran cold, as he heard Sir intone the words: in an exemplary way, in reference to his own punishment. Knowing Sir’s prowess at delivering pain whenever he beat anyone, he wondered fearfully, what horror Sir would visit on his arse. As the fullness of time would tell, he was right to fear the worst, for Sir surprised not only Cunningham but also himself.

    Sir handed head-boy Cunningham a highly flexible, senior cane and told Addison to assume the position over the Victorian beating stool, which was the centre piece of his study. Addison, in obvious pain, limped across and reluctantly did as he had been ordered. As Cunningham looked down on Addison’s inflamed buttocks, flecked with blood where the twigs of the birch had broken his skin, he knew that Sir, would be tough act to follow. For a moment he did not know why he had agreed to Sir’s proposal, other than the fact that he derived great pleasure and sexual arousal from inflicting pain on any of his schoolfellows.

    But today was something special. Even to beat just one of his contemporaries would have been a chance just too good to miss; but here he was being offered the opportunity to thrash not one, but all six house-captains: the six senior prefects of the school! If this was not manna from heaven, then what was? It was an opportunity, offered to him on a plate, just too good to miss. Trying mentally to square the abominably painful circle in which he found himself, he tried, quite unsuccessfully to convince himself that beating his six co-prefects might just compensate him for what his own backside was later to experience at the hands of his Headmaster. Knowing Sir’s experience at beating arse, he knew that he was dreaming; that he was in for a very painful Double Whammy himself; it was pie in the sky to think otherwise.

    Sir had convinced of the idea of him administering the second half of the Double Whammy to his contemporaries as a mean of rehabilitating his credibility as head-boy, which he had thrown out of the window in organising and participating in the affair at the King’s Arms.. But now, in the cold light of reality, he saw that his tenure as head-boy had less than a day to run, as it would end the following morning, when he and his contemporaries would leave Churton for the very last time. It now seemed to him a waste of time to pretend that he was rehabilitating himself, as he would probably not see most of his contemporary of his schoolfellows ever again.

    However, he knew that to satisfy his own sadistic urge to inflict pain on any of his schoolfellows, a flaw in his character which he had successfully kept hidden from everyone, that he would take great pleasure in beating his contemporaries. He could not even bring himself to look one gift horse in the mouth; and here was being offered six! Looking down Addison bare arse, which had been – to coin a phrase, birched to a turn by Sir, like a well-roasted chicken. Cunningham realised immediately that Sir would be a difficult act even to follow, let alone equal; but he decided that he would make a valiant attempt to show himself worthy of the task that he had agreed to undertake, before being forced to submit his own arse to Sir’s undoubted skill with both birch and cane; an event which he was definitely not at all looking forward to.

    Cunningham looked down at Addison’s arse, which had been left sizzling hot by Sir’s birching; the ideal candidate pair of muscular buttocks, just crying out for a dose of the cane to complete the Double Whammy. Inspired by the adage: strike whilst the iron is hot, Cunningham prepared to give poor Addison’s arse the first of twelve strokes of the senior cane. As the first cut landed on his raw, inflamed flesh, still racked with pain from the birching, Addison, not surprisingly, cried out due to the severity of the blow, which Cunningham, under Sir’s critical eye, had not dared to attenuate. The senior cane is painful enough, even when applied to the bare flesh of an unsullied arse. However, for Addison, whose arse was already suffering from a bee’s knees of a birching, that first stroke, combined with knowledge that it was the first of twelve, must have been absolute hell.

    But pain was the name of the game; so no matter how loudly Addison cried out, stroke followed unremitting stroke, until all twelve strokes of the Double Whammy had been administered by Cunningham, who prided himself on his ability with the cane. He considered himself an artist, with the cane as a percussive substitute for an artist’s paint brush, with which he etched a tasteful, abstract picture of stripes on the canvas of his victim’s bare arse. So Addison finished up with ten strictly parallel, extremely painful, livid red furrows from the bottom of his back to the top of his legs, each well-defined by two raised welts, due to the force of the blow of the cane. This tasteful picture was then completed by two intersecting, diagonal cross-cuts. When Addison was finally told by Sir that he could get up and also ordered to resume his former position alongside his partners in crime against the wall, he was the possessor, proud or not – probably the latter – of a truly well-beaten arse, from the likes of which, legends are born.

    The other five house-captains had been forced to listen to, but had not actually seen Addison being beaten by the head-boy: the very person who had, in the first place, got them into the terrible, painful situation, in which they now found themselves. For a while they had all thought that Cunningham, the prime mover behind the affair, might escape scot-free and go unpunished. But they had Sir’s assurance that this would not be the case and that he too would ultimately punished quite severely. This was, of course, of little consolation to them, in view of what the caning they were themselves just about to undergo.

    Over the next half hour, at least in Sir’s eyes, Cunningham really did redeem himself as head-boy, as he thrashed the bare arses of the other five house-captains as if there was to be no tomorrow. So great was his personal pleasure at the unprecedented opportunity of being able to beat on the bare, not just one, but six of his schoolfellows, with whom he sat together daily in class, that he almost – but not quite – forgot, that once his present services as curate at the high altar of the Double Whammy were complete, his arse too, would be subject to the painful agony of the birch and the selfsame cane, wielded by Sir himself: a thought, which, knowing Sir as he did, filled him with utter dread.

    Now that the dreaded moment had arrived and he had to face up to his own painful retribution for his actions, if he had hoped – given his sterling performance – Sir’s own words of congratulation to him on a job well done, that he might received a less severe beating, he was to be sorely disappointed. Sir, who had finally allowed the six house-captains to escape to the somewhat futile task of attempting to sooth their wounded arses as best they could, now turned to Cunningham and said:

    “Well, young-man, the moment has finally arrived, as it inevitably would, for you to face retribution for your part in this sad affair.” He then got Cunningham tacitly to agree with him, in words, which were tantamount to a turkey voting for Christmas, that as the senior prefect, instigator of and prime participator in the so-called King’s Arms Affair, he deserved to be treated more severely than his co-prefects.

    Sir continued: “Cunningham, I knew that as the fair-minded young gentleman, which you have just shown yourself to be, in agreeing with my suggestion that your own punishment should be exemplary. I take great pleasure in the fact that I, your Headmaster, who elevated you to the highest office, to which any boy, in any school, can ever aspire, will also be the very person to help you relieve yourself of the heavy burden of guilt, which you must still feel hanging over you for your leading part in this sad affair. I cannot pretend that your punishment will be other than very painful; indeed, it is my duty as your Headmaster to make it excruciatingly so.”

    “However, once you have lived through the pain of retribution, which will remind you of your fall from grace, for several days after you leaved this school tomorrow, you will suddenly realise, each time you sit down that your moment of aberration, which gave rise to this unfortunate affair, was, in fact, just that: an aberration. You will suddenly feel a better man; a man who has no past secrets to hide: a man, who can look any other person straight in the eye without flinching, and above all, an honourable man, able to make his way in life, with his head held high.”

    Cunningham listened to Sir’s words and dismissed them, in his own mind, as a load of mawkish, self-serving, persiflageous hogwash, which, as he was shortly to learn, was all perfectly true. He accompanied Sir into the birching room, where his backside was shortly destined to renew its acquaintance with the Churton maple birch, which, although it had taken place several years earlier, was etched indelibly on his memory as very painful experience which he had avoided repeating until now. As Sir told him to take off his cumbersome, formal school clothes, he realised that Sir had not yet told him, of what the exemplary punishment, he was to receive, would be comprised. It was not until he had shed his clothes that he learned with horror of what Sir intended to do to him.

    As they entered the birching room, Sir told Cunningham to take off all his clothes, other than his vest. This was not unusual; boys at Churton waiting to be birched or beaten, or sometimes both, as in the present case, were required to wear the so-called appropriate attire, consisting only of shorts and vest. When called in to meet their fate, boys were required to step out of their shorts, leaving their nether anatomy naked and in particular, their bare buttocks accessible to the cane.

    When he heard Sir’s order to strip, Cunningham suddenly realised that he had neglected to wear a vest under his shirt. Thus, if he removed his shirt, he would be naked. Drawing Sir’s attention to the fact that if he acceded to this order, he would be stark naked, he received the laconic reply: “Then, so be it!” Evidently, Sir saw no problem in beating Cunningham naked, even though it was to be an added humiliation for the young man, who was now to learn, with justifiable disbelief, what his so-called exemplary punishment was to embrace.

    Cunningham stood naked in front of Sir, who was utterly blown away by the perfect, physical specimen of the young man, who stood before him and whom he was about to take to hell and back with the birch and the cane,. His ever ready sexual libido was already taking over his senses. He knew, just looking at the naked, lusciously sexually inviting Cunningham, who too was obviously also sexually aroused, as his erect cock testified, that he would have to exercise extreme self-restraint to stop himself from sexually importuning the young man, after just having beaten the hell out of his arse.

    Sir now pulled himself together and continued in his never-ending, round-about way, to say what he had in mind for his head-boy. He framed his remarks in such a way as to imply that they had both already agreed on the outlines of what would constitute an exemplary punishment, to which he was simply adding the finishing touches; he was, in fact, doing Cunningham a favour in beating him, thereby aiding him to retrieve his lost prestige. There was no need for any further discussion; as far as he was concerned; what he now told Cunningham was final.

    He said: “Cunningham, I am delighted that you have agreed with me that your punishment should be somewhat more severe than that which your co-prefects have just received for their part in this sad affair. And so to help you redeem your self-esteem, I am prepared to exert myself exceptionally on your behalf, to ensure you that you feel the beating, which I personally now propose to give you, will provide you with adequate retribution. It will enable you mentally to regain the prestige, which you lost, when, in moment of aberration, you persuaded the six most senior prefects of this school to participate in an orgy of drinking and smoking in the King’s Arms.”

    On and on he droned, in an irritatingly moralising tone of voice, without ever coming to the point and telling Cunningham, what he had in mind to visit on his stark-naked head-boy’s awaiting arse. Cunningham, totally fed up with what he saw as verbal diarrhoea, from a preachy old windbag, was thinking: “Enough off this bullshit. Let’s cut to the chase.” which had he voiced it aloud, would have sealed his fate with a vengeance, when Sir, suddenly came to the point and said:

    “I would not want you to think, Cunningham, that I was being ungenerous in my offer to help you to feel, in your own mind, that you had suffered inadequate pain to achieve the degree of retribution sufficient to assuage your conscience and rehabilitate yourself after the unfortunate lapse in your judgement which which led to this distressing affair. Thus, although I know that, in your desire to make amends, we both agreed that your punishment should, perforce, be more severe than that of your co-prefects, I feel that I must limit myself to giving you 18 strokes of the birch, followed immediately by 18 strokes of the senior cane, across your bare buttocks.”

    Sir was, in fact, about to give Cunningham a total of 36 strokes across his bare bottom, which was the maximum number of strokes that even the Headmaster of Churton was allowed to to inflict on any one boy at any one time. He was being economical with the truth, by pretending that he had personally decided that 36 strokes would allow Cunningham to gain back his self-respect; the reality was that he was about to throw the book at the head-boy.

    Not surprisingly, Cunningham shivered with fright and went into a cold sweat on hearing his quite draconian fate. In his mind, there was no doubt whatsoever that this would be the most severe beating: the mother of all floggings, so to speak, ever inflicted on a boy at Churton; or indeed on any schoolboy in England.

    Sir prated on, rubbing salt into what he must have known was the severe wound he had just verbally inflicted on his head-boy: “I know you must be disappointed that I find myself restrained from helping you to rehabilitate yourself further than I now propose. However, I would draw your attention to the fact that what I now propose is a 50% increase on what your co-prefects received, which, I think will be adequate for the purpose. So, Cunningham, as you are already stripped for action and raring to go, might I suggest that you assume the position by kneeling on the birching stool when, I will do my very best to assist you on the painful road to absolution.”

    After listening to Sir’s lamentable misrepresentation of the facts, to say that Cunningham was practically shitting bricks, was to say the very least. He was furious that Sir should have strayed so far from reality in his monologue, as to pretend that he was doing Cunningham a favour, by giving him what he knew was the most viciously painful bare-arse beating ever: the 36 stroke Double Whammy. Not only was Cunningham furious with Sir for pretending that it was he himself who had wanted to be beaten severely, when nothing was further from the truth. But he was also petrified with fear, as anyone in his right mind would be, at the prospect of a 36 stroke, bare-arse flogging.

    And so Cunningham, found himself reluctantly kneeling on the birching stool, presenting his bare arse to Sir for what they both knew was to be the beating of a lifetime, which, according to Sir’s utterly absurd thesis, would provide the head-boy with the retribution necessary to absolve him from his recent sins. However, before he began with the birch, Sir inflicted one last indignity on his head-boy; he strapped the young-man’s wrists and ankles to the frame of the birching stool, thereby implying that his head-boy was not capable of taking his punishment unrestrained. But as will shortly be revealed, there was another reason why Sir wanted his head-boy completely immobilised.

    Cunningham had vowed to himself that somehow he would not give Sir the satisfaction of breaking him by his exaggeratedly savage attack on his bare arse. Incredible though it might sound, Cunningham showed that he had sufficient sangfroid to withstand even Sir’s strenuous efforts. When the last stroke of the cane had landed diagonally across his backside, Cunningham had shed neither a single tear, nor had he made any sound during what was quite honestly must number as of one of the most horrifically sadistic beatings ever. But when his punishment was over, he was left strapped to the birching block, where we shall rejoin him later the story.

    Fallen with the other Gods, as he had, Cunningham had nevertheless shown his backbone as befits a young gentleman under extreme pressure, in not allowing himself to be broken by Sir’s excessive attack. He deserved to be beaten along with the others for their total disregard of the school rules. But none of them deserved the excessively severe beatings they had just received at Sir’s hands. In fact the beatings had served not only to correct tge seven of them for thoe gross misconduct, but also as much as an antidote for Sir’s withdrawal symptoms, due to a lack of boys to beat over the last two weeks of his tenure before retirement.

    Had Cunningham’s suffering been enough for him to rehabilitate himself as head-boy in the eyes of the school, as Sir had implied? Cunningham himself frankly did not care two hoots at that moment. He was to leave Churton the next morning, never to return. Thus, regaining his prestige as head-boy seemed irrelevant to him. It was as if he had been given a leather medal for ineptitude. His reign as head-boy would be soon forgotten by his younger schoolfellows, who had felt the scourge of his cane during the past year; they would, next year, have a new head-boy to contend with. Truth to tell, the majority of his school fellows admired the fact that he and the six house-captains had dared to flout the school rules so flagrantly.

    The sterling quality Cunningham had shown when taking the excessive beating, which Sir had sadistically inflicted on him, had indicated his true worth under extreme pressure. It was to stand him in good stead; as a senior officer in the army, when the war with Germany broke out in 1939, he was awarded a DSO – the Distinguished Service Order medal – for gallantry in the face of the enemy. Ranking just below the Victoria Cross, of which only 181 were awarded during the Second World War, Cunningham was able, for the rest of his days, to wear his DSO medal with pride and bask in the admiration, which it suscited in the general public. His role as head-boy at Churton, in the early 1920s, was completely forgotten.

    Sir had seized on the error of the head-boy and the six house-captains as a means of fulfilling his own desire to retire in a wave of flagellative self-glory. He had successfully turned what was a molehill into a mountain of sadistic self-satisfaction. Even Sir himself had only occasionally got the chance to beat an older boy in the sixth form; so the opportunity beat not one, but all seven senior prefects, was just too good to miss.

    He had concocted this hypothetical, imaginary means of rehabilitation through excessively painful retribution, which had led to excessive beatings of all participants in the King’s Arms affair. The 24 stroke Double Whammy, to which he had subjected the boys, had previously only ever been used in cases of theft and downright dishonesty. The 36 stroke Double Whammy, which the head-boy had suffered was completely beyond the pale. How Cunningham had endured the onslaught on his arse, without making a murmur or shedding a single tear, defies the imagination and demands admiration for his remarkable self control.

    But now that his so-called, rehabilitation beating was complete Cunningham was wondering why he had not been released from the straps still holding him place over the birching block and allowed to go and attempt to palliate the excruciating pain raging in his arse. He was aware that Sir had left the room and gone elsewhere, for some unspecified reason, leaving him spread-eagled, in a highly embarrassing position, still strapped immobile to the birching stool. He was soon to find out why!

    What neither Cunningham nor Sir knew about each other was that they were each active homosexuals. Sir, who had been having sex with the school’s head-gardener for the entire 38 years of his tenure had been so overwhelmed by the sight of Cunningham naked arse that he had, for the first time in his 38 years as Headmaster of Churton, thrown his customary caution to the winds, and was preparing himself to have sex with the young man, whose arse he had just taken to hell and back with the birch and then with the cane.

    Without saying a word to Cunningham, Sir had, left him strapped to the birching stool, whilst he went off to his bedroom to fetch a bottle of the baby oil which he and James Prior used as a lubricant, whenever they has sex together.

    Cunningham heard Sir return to the birching room, but stretched, face down, over the birching stool as he was, he did not see that Sir was now completely naked and sporting a rock-hard erection which was shortly destined to stretch his head-boy’s anal sphincters. Sir, of course did not know that he was about to penetrate a young man, who was as active sexually with his own unique lover, a schoolfellow in the sixth form, who was not a prefect, as was Sir himself with James Prior.

    Would it have mattered to Sir, that his head-boy, whom he was about to fuck, was at least as highly experienced at anal copulation as he himself was? Not at all! This was not a teaching exercise, but a chance to satisfy his own personal lust by fucking a super-attractive arse, which he had just thrashed. Anyway, given Cunningham’s own vast sexual experience, instructing him in the etiquette of homosexual sex would have been the equivalent of Sir trying to teach his grandmother to suck eggs.

    It was motivated purely by his personal lust, to commit an act, which he had so often desired to do, during his 38 years of bare-arse beatings of the boys of Churton. He had often been tempted to fuck the the arse of the boy, whom he had just beaten; but until now, had never given way to temptation. Had always hunted with the hounds and never run with the hare. However, what did it now matter if he sacrificed his principles and gave way to his urge to fuck his head-boy, whom he had just beaten? After all, tomorrow was his last day as Headmaster of Churton; who would care?

    The sight of Cunningham’s lusciously fuckable, well-beaten arse, had finally tipped him over the edge of inhibition; he had decided to burn his boats and was about to commit an act, which he knew, given his position as Headmaster of the school, was total inappropriate. But, as he acknowledged that he was human himself and, for the first time in his life gave into his own frailty, he had thought to himself: “What did it matter if, literally, in the last hours of my tenure at Churton, I ditched the principle of treating one pupil, in loco parentis, which had been the guiding light conditioning my behaviour, until now.”

    As he surprised Cunningham by sliding his cock into the lad’s anus, he knew that he was committing an act, which, in addition to being illegal under the present law of the land, was an example of the same thinking that Cunningham had himself used in organising the King’s Arms affair: “As it’s the end of an era anyway, what odds does it make?”

    At the end of the day, literally all of the Gods: the head-boy, the six house captains and even Sir, himself, had, each in their own way, all fallen to the vagaries of human behaviour.

    Thus ended the long reign of Mr. Augustus Caesar, as Headmaster of Churton Academy for Boys.

  • The Ordian House

    ~All Characters Are Over 18~

    *Warning; this story contains Non-con and Cumflation*

    Your name is Luke, and you are an 18-year-old boy who likes video games and hanging out with friends. You are at your friend’s house playing COD with your friend Dylan Ordian. It’s the middle of summer and very hot, so you both have your shirts off. You are wearing white basketball shorts and Dylan is wearing a pair of gray sweatpants. Dylan is sitting on the floor with his back against the wall of the living room. You are standing in front of a small black TV sitting on a coffee table. You turn to back to say something to him when your voice dies in your throat. Between Dylan’s thighs is a huge bulge.

    “Um, Dylan. Is that your cock, dude?” You stutter nervously.

    “Huh?” He mumbles.

    He looks down at his sweatpants and laughs, “Oh yeah, my bad.”

    He tries to push it down, but instead, it grows even bigger, sliding into his right pant leg and reaching most of the way to his knee.

    “How is it so big?” You gape.

    “Dunno, my brother’s is bigger, tho.” Dylan muses.

    “C-Can I feel it?” Your voice wavers.

    “I guess so.” Dylan chuckles.

    You reach your hand and place it on his crotch. His bulge grows, even more, jutting away from his body and now a good bit longer than his knee. You grip it through his pants, and your fingers can barely reach fully around.

    “Do you mind if I take it out?” Dylan startles you. “It kinda has to breathe now.”

    “I guess so.” You pull your hand away but remain transfixed.

    Dylan stands up and turns away from you. He slides one leg, then the other, out of his sweatpants. He isn’t wearing any underwear, and you can see his round ass. For a moment, you can see a considerable mass between his legs, and then he turns around. His cock is unlike anything you’ve seen before. It reaches almost a foot long and is incredibly thick. It’s uncut, with veins all over.

    “That’s better.” Dylan sighs.

    He plops back down on the ground and stretches his legs out in front of him.

    “Are you ready for another match?”

    You realize you haven’t moved for a while, you are kneeling on the ground facing toward Dylan. To make matters worse, you suddenly discover you have a raging hard-on. Your average dick is straining against your underwear, trying to reach out to its massive superior.

    “I actually have to go to the bathroom super quick.” You fib.

    “Oh ok, you can go upstairs, first door on the left.” Dylan picks up his phone.

    In the bathroom, you sit on the toilet until your erection goes down. When you are satisfied, you exit the room but pause in the hallway. Sounds of a video game are coming from the door across from you. You push open the door to find a small bedroom. There are posters all over the walls and a desk in the left corner. The sounds are coming from a small TV across the room from you. The gamer is laying on his stomach on his bed, facing away from you. 

    Your cheeks turn red as you see he only wears a pair of blue trunks. You realize it must be Dylan’s twenty-something-year-old brother. You’ve never met him, but you’ve heard he isn’t very social. His body is large and toned, his skin smooth over his rippling muscles. His underwear is very tight and shows off a huge, strong, bubble ass. 

    “Who the fuck are you?”

    You recognize that you haven’t moved from your position at the door, and the boy is staring right at you. 

    “What the fuck are you staring at?”

    You snap back to reality and drop your eyes to the ground. “Sorry! Um, my name is Luke, I’m Dylan’s friend. I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

    “Oh yeah, I’ve heard about you. You were staring at my ass, weren’t you?”

    “Uh, n-no. Sorry, I’ll go now.” You turn for the door.

    “Now wait a minute, there’s no harm in looking, why don’t you come over here?” The boy chuckles. “I’m Henry, by the way.”

    “I really should get back downstairs, Dylan’s waiting for me.” 

    “Oh, he’ll be fine, come on over! I insist.” Henry’s sitting up now. 

    You reluctantly shuffle over and sit beside him. Your eyes happen to glance down at his crotch, and your breath catches in your throat, his cock grows rapidly as you watch it and in a few seconds, it bursts out of the right leg hole and keeps expanding. It travels down and down until it extends past his knee. At this point, it gets so thick it rips the leg of his underwear. It looks to be about as girthy as your arm. 

    “Someone see something they like?” 

    You mumble something imperceptible.

    “Don’t worry, we’ll get to everything on your list.” He grins.

    He hops up and stands over you as you sink deeper into the bed. With one hand, he grips his blue underwear and slowly rips them off his body. His cock explodes away from his body and smacks you in the face, knocking you onto your back.

    “Whoops, my bad!” He chuckles.

    He spins you round so that your head is by the edge of the bed, and you’re looking up at him.

    “What are you doing, let me up!” You try to sit upright, but he holds your shoulders down. He leaps onto the bed and crouches over you.

    “You ready slut? Huh?” 

    “W-what are you ta-” You are sharply cut off as his full, strong ass slams down on your face. 

    You flail your arms and legs and try to scream, but you cannot escape, and your screams come out as just muffled moans. Henry’s asshole is pressed up over your nose, and his tennis ball-sized orbs hang over your chin. His extraordinary cock flops onto your chest, its head resting past your sternum. 

    Your head is squished deep into the bed, and you realize you can’t breathe. Your senses start to go fuzzy, and your mind can only focus on the two round cheeks smothering you. 

    The firm muscles…

    The smooth skin…

    Just as you’re about to pass out, Henry heaves his ass off of you and kneels on your bed beside you. You gasp several deep breaths and regain your bearings. 

    “You good little guy?” You look up to see Henry staring down at you.

    “What the fuck!” You swing your arm at him, but he pulls back out of your reach.

    “Woah there,” He laughs, “I guess you’re good.” 

    You try to sit up again, but he places a firm hand on your chest.

    “Not quite yet, we’re not done yet.”

    You struggle, but you know now that you cannot overpower him. He hops off the bed and hauls you until your head hangs off the edge. He hefts his cock and smacks it against your face. He runs his hand up and down it, coating it in slick pre-cum from his tip.

    “S-stop, let me go!” You whimper up at the powerful boy.

    “You know I’m not going to, and you know what’s going to happen, know!” 

    You squeeze your lips shut and stare up at the ceiling. 

    Henry just chuckles and grabs your nose and holds it shut. You wack at him to no avail, and you search your mind for an escape. Seeing your darting eyes, Henry swiftly snatches both your wrists with his free hand and pins them on your chest. You try to persevere with holding your breath, but you really need air, and finally, you open your mouth for just a moment. 

    Instantly, Henry has grabbed your mouth and his massive cock is pressed against your lips. He shoves hard against you, and your jaw stretches until his mushroom head pops inside you. He lets out a moan of satisfaction as he begins his violation of your orifice.

    He continues into you steadily, more and more of his shaft disappearing into your gullet. You feel his member stretch your throat to accommodate its girth as it penetrates you and your eyes water. You can see his thighs and balls closing in on your face, both so large and masculine. His rod is now buried deep in your body, you can feel it get closer and closer to your stomach.

    With a moan, Henry finally hilts himself in your body. You can feel his cock head sitting deep in your tummy. He swiftly slides his hips back, allowing you only a moment to take a breath, before ramming into you again. He repeats this again and again, getting faster and faster until he is moving like a jackhammer. Your body is jerked forward and back with every thrust, and tears are raining down your cheeks now. You are assaulted for over half an hour before his shaft finally comes to rest, balls deep inside you. Your mind has become numb and fuzzy from the abuse, and it takes a moment to process the change. Henry grunts as his monster expands and spasms hard before exploding a torrent of thick cum inside of you. Within a minute, your stomach is full and begins to swell. As the space inside you disappears, cum begins to squirt up around his dick and out your mouth. 

    After a good few minutes, he, at last, pulls his entire cock out of you, and you gasp a garbled breath through his cum.

    “You make a pretty good cum dump.” Henry sits down on the bed beside you. “Don’t worry, we’re just getting started.”

    “W-wha??” You mumble in panic. “Just–starting?!”

    Before Henry can respond, you hear the creak of footsteps on the stairs. Both of you turn your heads as there is a knock on the door.

    “Luke, you in there?” It’s the sound of Dylan’s voice.

    “Yeah, he’s in here, come on in!” Henry calls out before you can answer.

    The door swings open, revealing the humiliating scene to Dylan. Your cheeks flush bright red and avert your eye to the ceiling. 

    “I see you guys are busy.” Dylan comments.

    “Why don’t you stick around, we could use you in just a moment.” Henry beckons and Dylan walks over. Henry hops up and places his hands on his hips.

    “Get up slut!”

    Your eyes dart to him and he’s grinning.

    “Come on! I don’t have all day!”

    You roll yourself around until you can get off the bed. Your head hangs in shame as you stand before him.

    “Now bend over on the bed.”

    Your stomach drops. You should have known this was coming, but you refused to even imagine it.

    “P-please! D-don’t…”

    Henry chuckles, “You don’t really have a choice in this, but I’d suggest you cooperate.”

    Nearly shaking in dread, you face the bed and lay your torso down. You are incredibly conscious of how your basketball shorts pull tight over your soft, round ass. 

    ”You got hands, Dylan?”

    Dylan reaches over the bed and grasps something close to the wall. He swiftly grabs your wrists and secures a pair of handcuffs that appear to be attached to the wall. You try to pull away, but he is done before you can react, and you are left completely trapped. You wine pitifully and Henry laughs. He walks up behind you and lays his hands on your bubble butt. He caresses you for a moment before hooking his fingers in your waistband and yanking down your shorts. You squirm in protest but he doesn’t react. You feel his cum-slick cock slack against your rear, and Henry grunts. He flexes his hips, running his meat up and down between your cheeks before his head aligns with your hole. You are whimpering and shaking in preparation. You feel him press forward and your opening strains to obey, but Henry is too big. He shifts his weight and lifts his left leg onto the bed next to you, leaning over your back. The pressure increases again, and you can hear his heavy breaths behind you as he strains. Your hole is forced wider than it’s ever stretched before until, with a loud pop, Henry penetrates you and your world goes black.

    You can faintly hear him moaning in delight behind you, but you can’t make it out over the ringing in your ears. There’s a sharp, intense pain radiating from your anus throughout your whole body, and all the muscles in your body tense. Your mouth is gaping open, and a high-pitched wail is coming from your throat. A sensation comes from below, and you realize that your meager member is fully erect and pressed into the bed. 

    Henry wastes no time in withdrawing from you and slamming back in, hard. He drills you without mercy as you moan and yelp. After half an hour of torment, your mind is having a hard time processing information and after 45 minutes you can barely form a thought. Henry’s third leg consumes your mind, and you become little more than a doll. After nearly an hour of pounding, Henry slows before coming to rest only half inside of you.

    “Dylan, you want to join?”

    “Hmm? Sure!” While Henry has been having his way with you, Dylan has been playing video games on the TV. At Henry’s question, he shuts it off and stands next to Henry expectantly. You feel Henry slide his arms under you, and he scoops you up off the bed. He sits his ass down on the bed and lays back, pulling you with him. Dylan steps in between your legs and runs a finger around your filled hole. Carefully, he inserts a finger alongside Henry’s dick and wiggles it around. He removes it, and you can hear rustling and something lands softly on the floor. He grunts quietly before a mass is pressed hard against your occupied orifice. You jerk your body and call out, but Henry hooks his arms under yours and holds you tight. Dylan’s cock struggles to stretch you beyond all possible limits. 

    Henry chuckles, “What’s taking you so long?”

    Dylan grunts, his hips strain one last time…

    __________________________________

    Luke’s unconscious body slumps over Henry as Dylan finally powers into him. Dylan and Henry’s cock are both buried deep in Luke, stretching his hole wider than a milk carton. Dylan moans as he enters and almost cums but regains his composure, determined not to embarrass himself in front of his brother. He works his hips back and forth in time with Henry for quite a while. After a little under half an hour, he cannot contain himself any longer. His cum floods Luke’s insides, followed soon after by Henry’s much larger tsunami. Together, they inflate their cock sleeve to past even pregnant levels before pulling out and coating his body in a thick layer of seed. When they are spent, Henry heaves Luke onto the floor and stretches. Dylan slumps on the floor next to Luke, and the two boys lie on the ground, one in complete unconsciousness and one in orgasmic exhaustion.


    Thank you for reading!

  • Silver

    Although I was the center of the event, I didn’t ask about it. I knew he loved me, that was enough.

    Questions about my birth made him feel like he might fall apartagain, he said.

    Through my life I saw him fall apart. Scared me at first to see him crying, like giving off sparks before he started flailing, exploding with names of people. People who weren’t there.

    ***

    Infants accept what’s around them as normal. For me it was the sound of an engine and the radio. Backdrop to my life—music and motors.

    Too young to recall the wooden crate I rode in while Lyle drove his ‘66 GMC. Winters, Lyle plowed snow ‘round the clock until the snow was too high or he met with a rock slide. On his CB, he’d alert the county highway crews. Called me his little “88.”

    The crate held two jars of hot water wrapped in towels, a heavy blanket and me wrapped in another blanket filled the box. I got tied into the box and the box tied to the seat.

    Lyle said I loved riding with him to Manny’s house snowy mornings while the weather reports blared between the Bee Gee’s new releases.

    ***

    That old wooden crate held holiday decorations when I grew out of it. Dug through the hall closet for the box and pushed it to Bummer.

    Bummer came for the holidays. Drove the snowplow with Lyle, chopped the tree, decorated the house. Made cocoa and let me sit by him, watch Kojak, M*A*S*H.

    Bummer was almost the opposite of Lyle. Younger, with a deep voice, wide smile and his every word sounded chocolate-coated. Dark beard, heavy, prickly. Furry all over his back and shoulders. Big guy with huge arms and thighs.

    Bummer called Lyle his “pecan sandy.”

    Funniest thing about Lyle, his eyes and hair were the same color, light brown. Summers, when he tanned, he was almost the same color all over. Weird looking, handsome. Lean, tall, man and carrying a toddler on his shoulders.

    Me.

    ***

    The ancestors were itinerant miners. did okay in the 1880s. They liked the open atmosphere of Aspen—didn’t like swinging the shovel and pick in a dark hole. Saw the need to operate a small supply business carrying mining provisions, tools.

    Saved and bought acreage south of Aspen on highway 82 about a quarter mile off the road. Mostly rock with spindly stands of aspen and pine. Planted their family near the Roaring Fork River, hoping to but never opened a fishing camp.

    ***

    Aspen’s silver still drew miners through the 1960s. Mountains, clear skies, rivers and skiing drew the wealthy, the celebrities. Newer miners arrived to mine the wealthier folk. Swindlers, con men and star-struck hopefuls came and went.

    Common to see a famous musician or actor in the grocery store shopping with us. Our town had established itself as a haven for hemp-heads. Liberal, laid-back atmosphere defined Aspen for decades, drew the artsy types who built vacation homes here.

    ***

    Lyle’s dad became a crop duster after he returned from Korea. Took Lyle, taught him to fly.

    Lyle enlisted, flew supply planes, helicopters in Vietnam. Came home to keep the Cessna running and continued dusting crops on weekends. Week days, he worked as a mechanic for Manny and I became a part-time son in Manny’s family during those hours. They were a second family to me.

    Manny’s son was five years older than me, Chip was my best friend. Manny’s daughter was my age, we went through school together. Because I lived south of town, they were my daily playmates.

    1973

    Big blizzard in ‘73 when Bummer came. Early winter, frigid winds. That was the year I turned four.

    Everything was white as we drove into Stapelton airport. Rows of red brake lights ahead gave traffic holiday color. Steeleye Span voiced Gaudete in the back ground—Lyle said that was a close as we’d get to religion.

    Bummer waited out front with white foam boxes. Snow swirling, Lyle got out and hugged Bummer for a long time. Old friends, both flew Hueys.

    “Sookie, sookie now!” Bummer said when he saw me, squatted in front of me, pushed my hair out of my face. “Who’s your daddy?”

    Adults acted stupid when they noticed me. Asked if I wore lipstick, mascara. They thought I was exceptionally cute, big eyes and dark, curly hair. Old people waved money, others offered candy to take a photo of me.

    My looks didn’t get me anything extra. Lyle said I had to be a boy first, took me away.

    Sat on Bummer’s lap on the way home from Denver that night. He smelled good, kinda like sweat and something deep purple and mysterious.

    Patchouli and weed.

    ***

    Seafood filled the foam boxes he brought. Shrimp, oysters, scallops. He brought wine, brandy and two baggies.

    In the kitchen, Bummer opened one baggie, took a sniff and smiled. Put the other in the freezer.

    “Zigs?” He asked Lyle.

    “Nope. Gave it up.”

    “Don’t believe you.”

    Lyle brought a photo, orangey, fuzzy, old. It hung by the closet door in his room. Him with Sunny holding Alice.

    He looked at me, then back to Bummer, “To keep Argento, I had to gave it up. Cleared out the entire house, tossed everything.” He tilted his head, “Child welfare and all—Pops told me to watch myself. We had a hard-assed sheriff back then.”

    “Argento?” Bummer looked at me, “What’s it mean?”

    “Silver.” I thought for a second, “What means sookie?”

    “Means sweet in French.” He kissed my forehead, studied my face. “Sookie-boy.”

    “Are you really a bum?”

    “My nick name. I’m Asher Bumbough, from San Fran.”

    Undeterred by lack of rolling papers, Bummer grabbed an apple and began carving. Made a quickie pipe, rolled a receipt from his jacket pocket into a straw, stuck it in a little hole in the apple. He packed it, and pulled out a lighter. “I remember you mentioned a gal named Sunny. Where is she?”

    He passed the apple-pipe to Lyle who took it and looked at me, “Don’t tell.” 

    Deep inhale, held it. Then squeaked, “Talk later.”

    ***

    They had drinks, got really hungry, ate a lot and got lazy. Went to the freezer and got my own ice cream. They told me to bring the container and two spoons.

    Dozed between them on the couch. Someone covered me up over my head and they continued talking. San Francisco Bay, the Sierras, surfing, Bummer talked about living on a houseboat, operating a crane on the docks.

    In low tones, Lyle told Bummer that my mother died in an accident on the highway, “Coming back from Kansas not long after Gento was born.”

    ***

    We hadn’t built a fire that night. Early in the morning it was cold, I had to run across the cold tiles in the bathroom to pee, then ran to Lyle’s bed to get warm.

    Bam! I hit his bedroom door in the dark, grasped the knob and tried to turn it. Locked? We never closed doors or locked them. “Lyle! I’m cold.”

    Feet hit the floor, the door swung open. Bummer picked me up, carried me next to his chest, and held me while he peed. Kept his eyes shut, the bathroom light was bright.

    When he shook his dick, I felt a drop of pee hit my leg. “Pee splash.”

    “Make ya’ hairy, like me.” He kissed me, took me to Lyle’s bed and smooshed me against Lyle. It was warm between them.

    1974

    Bummer came next year. Manny and his family invited us over for their traditional food. They were part Ute. Venison, a big baked pumpkin, the table was full.

    Chip and I got our bikes and went out to cut evergreen boughs and bring sage. We had to circle town, it was so busy. Temperature dropped, we biked back to Manny’s with red cheeks and bags full of clippings.

    Sky darkened. All the adults were smiling, Bummer’s bottle of brandy was empty. Us kids fell asleep by the fire playing Uno while John Denver droned.

    Lyle got me new tires for my bike. Manny gave me long underwear with a butt flap. Bummer gave me a clock radio. On the bottom of the radio, he wrote out the call sign and “6-10AM.”

    ***

    After the holidays Lyle started smoking weed when I went to bed. He didn’t fall apart so often anymore.

    Always felt helpless when Lyle fell apart, especially at night. Learned to wake him up, jump on the bed, yell at him. I got brave one night. Told him when he fell apart it made me think he didn’t love me, I’d been bad.

    “That’s what you think? Oh, no, no. I know you’re scared, I am too.” He grabbed me and told me he loved me again and again.

    From that time, if I saw him with blank eyes, I asked him if he loved me, if I’d done something wrong.

    Sometimes it worked.

    ***

    New school clothes happened on Friday in September—it became a tradition when I started school. Chip’s mom cleared out all his old clothes for me. I didn’t care where my clothes came from, I was more interested in biking and exploring.

    Got lots of stuff, bell bottoms, a vest, shirts with long collars, just like adults wore. Still don’t like turtleneck sweaters.

    As we finished trying on clothes, Chip’s mom took an armful to the living room to bag for me. When she passed the door, Chip, who had been trying on pants, pushed his briefs down. Wow. Wasn’t so surprised but intrigued by the dark color and larger size of his dick. His weenie made a small arc, a short curve to the left.

    His curve lead to comparisons. So began my awareness of mysteries, augmented by the peeks I got at Lyle and Bummer in bed. Bummer said they were making love, but it looked kinda like wrestling.

    Every time we got alone, Chip and I had to update. A pube, some length. Chip was fascinated by my foreskin. His small gray-red knob was bare.

    ***

    Mornings, my clock radio woke me. National show with pop music, talk came on early, I stayed in bed listening.

    Radio personality chuckled, “Got a personal request:”

    Deep voice came on “Sookie, sookie, silver boy. Time to get up.”

    Sookie? It had to be Bummer. Laughed and got up, hearing Floyd King, “Yeah, groove me….”

    Woke early to hear if Bummer sent a message from San Francisco. Occasionally he said he loved me, said I was his beautiful boy. People probably thought I was his son.

    Lyle wouldn’t let me call long distance to a radio station but we called Bummer late at night together.

    We missed him.

    ***

    Came a time Bummer didn’t visit. He moved in with us.

    Lyle kept fixing cars, I was in school and Bummer soon began working with the contractors. He didn’t work for them, but sorta supervised. Got our old house renovated, preserved my history, he said. We landscaped, took out the spindly trees and added native plants. He let me keep my pile of favorite rocks, put them by the walk.

    Best thing was getting insulated, it was hidden behind the walls, in the attic. Had to wonder why Lyle didn’t do that before, it stopped the cold winds.

    I got a new-old bed made of fancy curved metal painted white and a wardrobe with a mirror on it. Special place for my Star Wars stuff. Lyle got me a big round rug with every color.

    Hand lamps, picks, chisels, mallets, all the old mining tools they found were cleaned and hung in the big room. Cool.

    ***

    Always felt on the outside because I didn’t have a mother who made cupcakes, kids in school noticed, whispered about it. I didn’t want any pity, I wanted friends.

    Bummer had a better idea about treats for my classmates. He brought chocolate covered marshmallow cookies, wore his olive drab shirt with US Army over the pocket. Delivered three packages to my teacher as she stood staring, surprised.

    Sudden popularity ensued after his first visit. Those Moon Pies got me picked first on the playground teams.

    Best years of my life.

    1983

    Our lives changed when I turned eleven—my friends came over for races and games at my birthday party. Bummer and Lyle made chocolate cake with strawberry ice cream, Chip’s favorite.

    Kinda sad seeing Chip, he would be starting high school that fall.

    Liked the idea his balls and his curved dick were once in the place mine were, spaces that welcomed my small junk with the promise I’d be like him one day. Felt like Chip was close.

    Didn’t know it but it was the last year to wear his hand-me-downs, Chip was heavier than me.

    ***

    Biggest change came: Above our house was a flat area. Through the centuries, rocks washed down from the mountains. No trees or dirt, only rocks, boulders.

    Surveyors came, men with heavy equipment. Soon a platform appeared over the boulders. Lights were wired around the edge. A bulldozer came, made a road from the platform to highway 82.

    Men came and poured a foundation, erected a barn nearby. Heliport and hangar.

    While I was in school a long, black limousine arrived. We now operated L&B Transportation Services.

    The next week we started getting calls, reservations to bring people from Denver to Aspen and back.

    Three or four hour drive by car into Denver. By copter, around thirty minutes.

    Lyle usually flew the copter. Bummer got me a black jacket, small bow tie and hat to open the limo doors, prep the jump seats for riders. My job to keep the soda filled in the tiny bar.

    With our tips we got an ice cream on the way home. I got to clean it out the back, find anything that fell out of clients’ pockets. Bummer usually took it, said it was trouble but let me keep the change.

    1985

    Our second winter flying to Denver, I opened the limo door for two fancy women while Bummer got their equipment into the trunk.

    As I helped them in, “You’re a stunningly beautiful child, but you must know that already.” One lady said.

    I smiled. Bummer told me not to get chatty, some of our clientele were stoned, kinda flaky people.

    She poked her business card to Bummer through the sliding window, “We’re shooting at Buttermilk this weekend. Bring this gorgeous creature by, we’re always looking for cute kids.”

    Lyle called the lady. She was a photographer and a talent scout, looking for child models for clothing catalogs.

    Bummer took me to Buttermilk. I dressed in a bright ski outfit but I hated it, people were tugging on the clothes, poofing my hair and messing with my face the whole time. Just standing around holding skis and poles was boring. All the kids wanted to play, not stare at the camera.

    Bummer said to be patient, if this panned out, I wouldn’t have to worry about college tuition.

    April we shut the heliport down for a month, maintenance and repair. Lyle began a series of swaps, he wanted a copter that held six like the limo and had enough space for all their bags.

    ***

    We planned a big vacation, my first. I was twelve, able to manage myself, Lyle said.

    As soon as school finished, Bummer, Lyle and I flew to Denver, took a plane to DC.

    The Wall opened. It listed the names of all the fallen in Vietnam. Lyle just sat looking, sniffling—got up and wandered around. Bummer had a list of the names of men he served with, he searched for them, made rubbings in a notebook, took photos.

    Bummer said one day their name would be there.

    Didn’t want to think about it.

    ***

    Stayed in a fancy hotel in Maryland. Planned on visiting the Lincoln Memorial the next day, walk around. We didn’t. They got drunk, smoked that night and began crying, holding each other, talking about narrow escapes, napalm, agent orange, ambushes. I didn’t understand all of it.

    Thought Lyle would fall apart again, kept an eye on him. Watched closely, Bummer squeezed him, held him hard, “It’s over.” Squeezed him against his hairy chest, rocked him. “Let it go. Never again, never again.”

    They were still asleep when I woke up the next morning so I went swimming till almost noon. Took some cash from Lyle’s wallet and got a sandwich and a Spiderman comic.

    That afternoon, Bummer took me to the concierge, “Is there a tour where he can ride unaccompanied—like a chaperoned tour for kids?” He flashed cash.

    The lady called the tour driver and I left with a gang of Midwestern students taking photos from the top of a double-deck bus. The girls kept telling me I was cute, and trying to sit with me.

    Went to stand beside the driver, a black man who told me about DC. “That’s where Funk was born, and the Mothership’s in the Smithsonian now….” No clue what he talked about but he was proud.

    DC was hot and meltingly humid, so hot. I was glad for air conditioning in the hotel.

    ***

    The guys were up and not in a good mood: Lyle seldom yelled and Bummer didn’t like to raise his voice: “I’ve heard it all before, so shut up. We’re leaving. Won’t lose you again.” Bummer’s voice was hard, loud.

    He stopped when he saw me staring. Took Lyle by the arm, shoved him toward the closet. “Get dressed. Gento, get to the lobby with your bag. Now!” He gathered up his things, “We’ll be down in a few minutes.”

    Rushed to a taxi, rushed to the airport, rushed onto the plane. Lyle had no expression on his face, fell asleep. Bummer looked snarly. In Denver, Bummer flew the copter home.

    Immediately, I got on my bike and rode to the river. Tried to erase the sounds of their words, their looks. Maybe I was afraid.

    When I came back, they were gone. I waited, turned the radio on wondering if Lyle had fallen apart forever. Felt so far away from them, from everyone, everything—was I falling apart?

    Heard a car outside, Chip honked, “Where were you? Dad says to come stay with us.”

    Grabbed a few things, got in the truck. Chip was silent. Manny waited on the porch for me.

    Before I went in, Manny took me aside. “Things are going to be different when Lyle comes back.” Bummer took Lyle to the Aurora VA hospital. “Lyle came back from ‘Nam addicted. He’s been at the VA before.”

    “When?”

    “When he was discharged.” He paused, “I convinced my boss to hire him at the garage, then bought the garage to keep him on.”

    “What happened?”

    “You happened.”

    “What?”

    He described Lyle meeting a client: “Earth-mother, no bra, lived in the back of her van and traveled with the weather and concerts. Pretty, long-haired and young. She got Lyle’s attention.” Manny said.

    “I encouraged him to ask her out. Coupla weeks and Sunny was pregnant. Lyle’s parents were ecstatic, asked them to move to the old house with them.

    “Those days, our families camped, fished together. Highest of times, plenty of food, good music. Singing ‘Cajun Love Song’ around the campfire….”

    “Sunny gave Lyle Alice, “Little Alice Blue Gown, they called her. Beautiful girl.” He looked to the sky and then:

    “I remember the birthday party when Alice turned thirteen. She told us she was pregnant. About six months later, you were born. Right after that trouble started. Alice took up with a drifter. I’m sure he told her it was a one-time deal, and that the fuzz wouldn’t bust a girl. They stole my old pickup off the back lot. I think Alice and this jerk were scraping some bucks together to elope.

    “Well, Alice took Sunny to school, came back home to take care of you. Alice skipped school, went to Kansas. She didn’t come back.” Manny looked away.

    “Where did she go?”

    “Kansas troopers tailed her from the supplier in Deerfield. Tried to box her in on the highway. Alice must have lost it, scared and hauling a bale of jane. Went off the road, rolled the truck and it went up in flames. Never found the guy got her to mule for him.

    “Lyle’s family fell apart, Sunny left him. After three years, it was only you and Lyle left. My family helped where we could.” He stood and went inside, “Dinner’s ready, c’mon.”

    Why hadn’t anyone told me this before? Something didn’t seem right about Manny’s story.

    ***

    Lyle came home from the VA a month later, hugged me and swung me around for a long time smiling. “I missed my precious boy. You and Bummer are everything to me.” He kissed my forehead, my face and rubbed my back holding me tightly.

    “Going out tonight, celebrate.” Bummer was smiling.

    Smoked trout, all kinds of good food. While they ate, Bummer nudged Lyle’s foot. “Tell him.”

    Lyle took a deep breath, “Things have to change….” Lyle showed me the back of his hand, covered with small scars, I thought they were from working in the garage. “Used to shoot drugs. When I felt like I was falling apart, I spaced out.” He looked away, “Came to need it everyday. When we went on vacation I remembered things….”

    He glanced at Bummer. “Going to DC put me on the edge again. Bought some stuff, uh, some H off guy…. Shot up while you were downstairs.”

    Looked at Bummer, “Do you shoot drugs too?”

    “No. And no more drugs in the house.” He thought for a moment, “When Lyle fell apart, all his pieces didn’t come back together. We’re going to make some new pieces, better pieces, to replace them.”

    Lyle changed the topic: “Tuesday nights, I’ll be in town to meet with some other guys. We help each other stay clean.”

    “Can I go?”

    “Secret adult meeting. Sorry.” He gave me a weak smile.

    ***

    Lyle took medication everyday; Bummer made sure, counted the pills.

    Awkward at first, we walked the river instead of “toke time.” Lyle smiled more, sang with the radio and we went out to eat every week to celebrate seven days clean.

    Lyle relaxed more often, spoke to us about how he felt sometimes. Said he had to “let it go” often.

    I hadn’t noticed the colors in my life had faded, now we had different colors and different music. When they kissed in the kitchen, they grabbed me, kissed my forehead, hugged me against them.

    They asked me about my schoolwork, checked my homework. Bummer brought home a booklet to study for my drivers license. “Then, get your chauffeur’s license. I’m looking for another limo.”

    “I’m only twelve.”

    “You can do it if you try hard enough.” He winked. They laughed. I like joking and teasing.

    Inside, part of me was sad. Missed the old times. A small, hard knot in my guts, said they wouldn’t ever be back. I called Chip.

    “What’s going on?”

    My mind went blank for a moment. “Every now and then, I get a little bit lonely and you’re never coming’ round.”

    “I’m growing up.” Then he told me he was leaving his senior year, “Up With People,” he’d tour the world singing with a big group.

    1986

    Thirteen’s an unlucky number. When I turned thirteen the worst happened, didn’t start that way though.

    We had several May bookings from Denver. Bummer said Aspen needed year-round shuttle, “Money, money!” He laughed. We advertised scenic tours as well as flying the Denver shuttle.

    Life was better with more money and time to spend with Lyle. He quit his job at the garage. Bummer and I kept the helicopter and limo shiny, clean. They got an accountant so we could go fishing after they picked me up from school.

    Home was really comfortable, got a big stereo system and had plenty of snacks when friends came over. Sometimes other vets came, my friends from school brought their bikes. Bummer built a bike trail for us around the lower part of our property, hills and jumps.

    Still, there were times I wanted the old days when things were easier, messier, not so fancy. Missed making fires for cold nights, cuddling on the couch, biking up the river with Chip.

    It was also the year the lady called me to model again. School uniform catalogue. “Three day shoot in City of Industry, LA. You available?”

    I didn’t want to go, but the pay was several thousand. Lyle said it would be good experience, we’d go surfing, then Disney. Bummer said I’d be the first of us to go to college.

    They negotiated plane fare and motel room, meals.

    ***

    Bummer had to stay, Lyle took me.

    “Motel 5?” Lyle tried convincing the lady that the place didn’t look safe, she assured him it was okay.

    On the map, the area looked kinda empty, mostly factories and warehouses.

    ***

    Long flight into LAX.

    Arrived to find trucks and trailers lined the streets, no one on the sidewalks.

    Early the next morning we caught a cab to an old brick building on a littered, dusty street, mostly fenced lots with storage containers nearby. Not very glamorous. Went into an office area and found our way to the set.

    About thirty kids, all ages and sizes with adults accompanying them. We were lined up in the back of the room.

    Several people came out with clipboards and tape measures, sorted us by size and height. Lights came on, sets were readied and all the kids in my group were shuffled to a long hallway, given uniforms to put on.

    Lyle waited with the other adults.

    Dressed, we filed in front of the hairdresser and makeup crews. Back to the set.

    Took several hours to get my group photographed. While we were waiting, one of the girls told me to watch out for people adjusting my clothing, “Watch their hands. They’ll grope your privates.”

    “What do you do?”

    “Slap their hand away and yell—ya’ gotta yell loud, ‘Hey mister, that’s my coochie. Hands off, perv!” She laughed, “Stops ‘em cold.”

    Stunned.

    ***

    Three more times we changed uniforms. There were plenty of experienced kids in my group, we didn’t get groped but plenty of looks while we changed.

    Assumed Lyle was still on the set with the other adults. Last shoot I looked around—didn’t see him. Got dressed.

    Waited on the set. Where was he?

    I asked the lady at the front desk if she’d seen the man who brought me. She didn’t know anything. Without cash for a cab or bus, I was stuck. There were lots of Motel 5s, I didn’t remember which one.

    Got panicky as the building emptied.

    As the lady readied to leave, I asked to use the phone, called Bummer. He told me to get on a bus, explain my situation to the driver. If I got a cab I could charge the fare to the credit card that paid our hotel room. “I’ll call the LAPD.”

    Stood outside for a while. There wasn’t any bus or cab, warehouses and businesses closed. Sun was setting. Decided to go to a busy street, look for a bus stop sign.

    Holding my head up, I started walking when in the distance a yellow car—a cab coming toward me. It honked, I waved. “Hey, kid. You looking for someone?”

    Ran toward it. The driver got out and opened the back door, “Looking for him?”

    Lyle lay on the back seat, passed out. “Take us to the motel.”

    “Which motel?”

    Rummaged through Lyle’s pocket, found the room key. It had the address. Grabbed his wallet.

    “Oughtta take him to detox, drop you at county services.” He grumbled.

    Gave the cabbie a twenty, then a five. He helped me get Lyle on the bed.

    Damn, he’d peed his pants. Looked again, there were a spots of blood on his jeans. Immediately called Bummer. “Should I call an ambulance?”

    “Is he breathing?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Pull his pants down, see where the blood’s coming from.”

    He’d shot up on his femoral artery, Bummer told me. The pale skin on Lyle’s groin was scarred, both sides had patches of small pink mounds and ridges, like a map of…. “Two small holes, on top of scars.”

    “Stay with him. If he starts to vomit or stops breathing call an ambulance. I’m calling the cavalry.”

    ***

    About ninety minutes later someone knocked, “Gento. Open up. I’m Bummer’s friend, Steve. He said you got a problem.”

    Pushed the drapes aside. Steve looked okay, clean, like a working guy. Opened the door with the chain attached. “You know Bummer? What’s his real name?”

    “Bumbough, uh, Ash Bumbough, best I recall. We served in Nam together.” I let him in. “Said a guy named Lyle got sick. Well, not sick, but shot up again. It’ll kill a man if he starts up again with the wrong crap.” Told me he worked with homeless vets.

    Steve felt for a pulse, listened to Lyle’s chest, looked in his eyes and asked me what happened. Explained Lyle disappeared while I was being photographed. “I gotta go to work tomorrow.”

    “Find that woman’s phone number, I’ll fix it. We’ve either got to get this guy to the hospital or home immediately. Pack it up, we’re outta this dump.” He got on the phone with Bummer.

    Things I didn’t know could happen, did. Bummer wired money, Steve got Lyle to the airport, called for a wheelchair to get him to the plane. The three of us were on our way to Aspen that night.

    Got a feeling Steve was a drill sergeant, he was really bossy, had a loud voice. He was polite to me, smiled and touched my hair, “It’s gonna be alright. You were brave, did good.”

    Steve didn’t say anything to Lyle when he threw up on the plane. Told me he was ‘coming ‘round,’ wrapped him tightly in a blanket, told him to shut up and breathe.

    ***

    Bummer met us at the airport, took Lyle back to the hospital. Steve rented a car and drove me home. Stayed with me till we heard from Bummer.

    Everything happened so fast, I thought I might fall apart. I couldn’t. Felt like my guts were frozen solid.

    ***

    Steve took me to school, got all my books and papers. Don’t know how he did it, but he got me out of school till September. Said he’d bring me in for my tests. “The kid needs to know what’s happening with his father.”

    At home, I told him Lyle never called himself my father.

    He stared for a moment, “Uncle? Grandfather?”

    “I’m dependent. That’s what it says on my school registration.”

    “His dependent.” Steve didn’t ask any more. We made dinner and got the flashlights out to check the helipad and hangar. When we came back, the phone was ringing. Bummer asked Steve to stay a few more days.

    Grabbed the phone, “When are you coming home?” Started crying as Bummer gave me the shuffle, he didn’t tell me the truth.

    “What’s wrong with Lyle? Tell me. I’m not a kid.”

    Long wait for him to answer. “He has Kaposi sarcoma. I’ll bring him home as soon as he’s able to fly.”

    “Kaposi sarcoma….” Gave the phone to Steve and went outside. Sounded serious though I didn’t know what it meant.

    ***

    Steve pulled me back into the house, ordered me to get cleaned up and meet him in the kitchen. “Now. Go get showered, it’ll help.” He started cooking dinner, made me eat though I wasn’t hungry.

    That night Steve came to my bedroom, explained HIV, told me they didn’t know a lot about it yet, but Kaposi sarcoma was clear evidence.

    They already told us about HIV-AIDS in school. They didn’t explain how HIV-AIDS killed people.

    “When Lyle comes home, he may be coming home to die.” He whispered.

    Then I understood why Steve lay on the bed with me, he held me while I sobbed. Kept saying “We’re gonna get through this together. It’s gonna be alright.”

    He cried too.

    ***

    Steve stayed on to keep me, take reservations and drive the limo. Bummer flew back and forth but stayed mostly at the VA with Lyle. When he was home there were used condoms in the trash can in his bedroom.

    I didn’t ask, didn’t care. My feet seldom touched earth without Lyle around.

    All day Steve was on the phone, tracking down someone who could chauffeur. Called all over the US, Found a guy in Grand Junction, a disabled vet who brought his own fifth wheel. Guy named Finley Tucker.

    Tucker set up his short trailer house beside ours. Lanky, long-haired, walked with a limp, always saying dumb stuff. I think he was not used to being around people but he was glad to be living in the country and working.

    Played a fancy guitar in his little trailer. Steve said not to disturb him, “He has moody memories.”

    Tucker agreed to wear his dreads under his chauffeur cap when he drove clients. Took two weeks for Bummer and Steve to convince him to wear the slacks and jacket, shirt and tie. I think he wanted a raise but settled for us washing the slacks and shirt for him along with Sunday dinners.

    Steve respected Tucker, “Best damn driver we had at Da Nang. Hauled munitions.”

    ***

    My bedroom was emptied and filled with a hospital bed and all Lyle’s equipment. An ambulance brought him home. A carer would visit, help Lyle. Our home didn’t feel like home any longer.

    When he was in bed, I lay beside him, kissed his face, “Don’t go away again.”

    “One more trip, bright eyes.” He whispered, “Shade my face. The sun’s too much.” Leaned close and looked into the light brown eyes that shone with tears. “I love you.”

    He fell asleep, I closed the curtain. Lyle was falling apart in a different way, and everything inside me began crumbling.

    ***

    Lyle became thinner while I was finishing my sophomore year. Men from the secret meeting visited, started holding their meetings in the bedroom. Not always sad, I heard laughing from outside the door. Their way to love Lyle.

    Bummer told me to treat Lyle gently, try to be positive and don’t argue, “Make no regrets.”

    April 1987

    Came in from school and always went to talk to Lyle. On a gray day before a storm came, he filled in the blanks of my life:

    He asked me about what I was going to do after graduation.

    “Chip’s at Boulder, Colorado Law School. I might go to UC, they have an Earth Science program. We’d be near each other.”

    Lyle was quiet, then, “Always treat him like your brother.”

    “I don’t know if he’ll come back to live here.”

    “Treat him like your brother.”

    Silence.

    “I know, we’re like brothers.”

    “He’s your step-brother.”

    Not wanting hard words, I just shook my head

    “He is. Nothing I could do about the situation but keep you close.” Dreaminess came through his words, reliving something long ago. “You were such a beautiful boy, so loving… and he is your step-brother.”

    Didn’t answer him.

    Incoming MK-77: “Manny’s your father.”

    Froze with that statement, remembered what Manny told me about my young mother. “What? Why didn’t you go to the police?”

    “I’d lose my job, probably lose you. Wasn’t going to let you go.” He stroked my face, “Turn around, show me those bright eyes. “I was angry and I had a gun—he needed to pay, Alice was thirteen when he…. Don’t know why I didn’t do it, just couldn’t make another war.

    “Couldn’t kill Manny, it wouldn’t bring Alice or Sunny back. Couldn’t bring myself to leave his children fatherless, and their mother a widow—saw too much of that. And I’d ruined my reputation, no one would believe an old junkie.

    “You’d be adopted by strangers if I put the gun to my head. So I acted like I didn’t know anything, had to keep you.” He stopped, “I did my best.”

    “Did you tell Bummer?”

    “Yeah, and he gave me courage to…” He turned my face to him:

    “No way to file charges back then so we pressed Manny, called it ‘back child support.’ Blackmailed him for the funds, all the renovations, most of the business. Manny dealt out of his garage all those years, he was loaded and needed to pay.”

    “Manny’s my father? He made my mother pregnant?”

    “Yes. I suspect he’s your grandfather—that’s how Sunny paid for the work on her van.” He turned my face to him again, “I’m not the man to make children—that’s why Sunny left.”

    ***

    Later, I dug through all Lyle’s papers. Alice’ birth certificate had a place for “father.” Someone penciled in the word “Universe.”

    The space was blank on my birth certificate.

    1988

    We buried Lyle beside the river near his family. Crowd turned out, the guys from the secret meetings, lots of people whose cars he’d fixed. Vets, friends, all faces I knew from town.

    Cars lined the highway, people brought flowers, plants in buckets with trowels to plant them nearby. Army sent out crew for a twenty-one gun salute. Manny and his family and I shook hands with everyone as they passed along the drive. Smelled weed, some folks needed to watch from over the line, I figured. Aroma was strong.

    Walked up the rise together. Manny had the nerve to tell anyone who’d listen how he helped raise me. Almost boasting till Bummer shot him a hard look and clenched his fist.

    Moved beside Manny and whispered, “Grandpa-daddy, you’re a stinking liar, murderer and a pervert.”

    “Yeah? Heard you’re making money with your looks. Good genes.” Smiled with one corner of his mouth, winked, reached to touch my cheek. “Pretty boy.”

    I backed away and turned, saw Chip. He’d heard us, his face twitching, eyes wide, mouth agape. He put it all together.

    ***

    Though it had taken long, quiet months of I-love-yous, still hard to believe. These were the last moments with Lyle’s physical body.

    Bummer lead the crowd up the trail. Can’t remember what he said, something about bonds of love are all we have. Others said a few words all while the honor guard stood at attention.

    The bugle cried its mournful tune, flag folded and handed it to me as the casket lowered.

    Shots rang out, cracked through the valley like lightening again and again. Silenced the bird songs and river’s rushing. Bugle cried it’s melancholy tune. The crowd stood still, silent as dirt hit casket.

    As the honor guard marched away, they passed Tucker with a guitar. From the back of the crowd, he began, “Now I’ve been happy lately, thinking about the good things to come….”

    Peace Train?  Lyle sang it for me when I was a kid.

    “Peace train sounding louder… come take me home again….”

    The crowd planted their flowers, singing, smoothing the dirt, bringing rocks from the river. They clapped, sang and beat on their buckets as Tucker kept playing and singing about hope again and again. Behind his jerky gait, he led us to the house.

    Mostly men at the reception. Secret meeting guys told me how proud Lyle was to raise me, how much he loved me.

    Consolation begins the process of eroding the pain of loss but it wasn’t working for me. Anger blocked it.

    ***

    Steve left before I turned fifteen. Bummer and Tucker ran the business and I had to decide what to do with my life.

    Went to a two-month summer ecology camp. Opened my eyes. Not about the ecology, I knew most of that, but about guys. Hard to make a friend in the dorms, they talked about girls all the time. My dick was always hard, I hated it. Thought about sex way too often.

    Fantasized about my counselor in my arms, in my bed, kissing me like Bummer and Lyle kissed. Made a point to avoid the counselor, acted interested in geology. When I thought about anything intimate the image of Lyle slowly dying always came to mind.

    HIV tests took several days to get results, risky game. Bummer kept his results on the refrigerator door; had about twenty so far. Relief to me.

    Lived in Lyle’s hesitancy, his silent watchfulness, his veiled anger. Couldn’t take another loss, afraid I’d start falling apart.

    ***

    Arrived home from camp to a different life.

    For some reason, Bummer was smug. Tucker all of a sudden had empty memory cells though I asked about what they did while I was gone.

    Specifically, I asked why Manny’s garage was replaced with a franchise transmission shop. They didn’t know anything.

    School started. Hallway gossip held Manny’s parents divorced, his daughter dropped out. Then, I found out about the investigation.

    Manny’s garage was raided, drugs and cash were found. Before he went to court, they found his Caddy on the highway to Deerfield. It burned completely with Manny still at the wheel.

    Too much coincidence. “Bummer, did you hear what happened to Manny?”

    “Too bad about that. Real shame.” He wasn’t going to say any more, and he didn’t look upset about it either.

    Silver

    Epilogue

    Steve came out and didn’t bring a new crossover bike, he kept it in LA for me, enticing me to come to the community college out there for two years. Using Lyle’s veterans benefits, I did. Lived in Encino and biked the trails in the reserve and the Basin Rec Center.

    The bike was my gift in exchange for a promise to study computers, “It’s all going to electronic, wave of the future.”

    Grew while I was in California. On my own most days, enjoyed campus life, met all kinds of people. Started in the gym, building my upper body, readying for basic training.

    Bummer, Steve and Tucker liked my idea. The Colorado National Guard would train me to fly the copter.

    ***

    Bummer drove me to enlist near Fort Collins. He brought my paperwork in a folder with photos of me sitting in the seat of the first copter we bought, then me in my chauffeur’s uniform. Blushed while Bummer beamed with pride.

    Took the file from him. Inside was the annual financial report from L&B Transportation Services. Total value, over a million dollars. Unimpressed by the numbers as I recalled the work we’d put into it.

    National guard officers said I’d be able to train abroad, across the US and work natural disasters. They suggested I think about becoming an instructor eventually.

    Didn’t consider teaching. Other plans were in the works—Bummer and Tucker wanted to open a fishing camp on the river. I wanted to fly, fish and if I was lucky find a boyfriend.

    On the way into Denver, Lyle told me that he was my guardian until I was twenty-one, after that we were partners in L&B, “And if anyone asks, tell them your my son.”

    “Lie?” I chuckled.

    “When I told my dad I was queer, he cried. Not because I’m homosexual, but because I’d never know what it felt like to raise a kid, watch a father’s love, all his wisdom carried on. Dad loved me, loved me like the rock of ages….” Sniffled with the memory. “Being queer and being a family man aren’t incompatible.  I’m like Lyle, he had to keep you and I promise not to let you go.”

    After a few miles, “First time I saw you, I knew it. I could be a father to you and I tried my best. Say you’re my son every now and then. Let me shine for a few moments.”

    ***

    Stopped for drinks at a fast food place, drove up to the window.

    Usual spiel, familiar voice. I looked again. Chip. “Hey. I thought you were in law school.”

    “Gento? You look great. What’s going on?”

    “Enlisted in the Guard.” Why was he working fast food? “You?”

    “Had to put off my degree, helping my sister with my niece. Remember she dropped out of school?” He grinned and grabbed cups, filled them with ice. “Gotta babysit during the day.”

    Turned to me, “Your step-niece. Even looks like you.”

    All the past I knew of myself flashed in front of me.

    As Chip put the lids on the drinks, all Lyle’s love rushed back along with an image of a burning van. Pain of anger, pressured secrets, holding it inside those years—him falling apart again and again.

    Thought of the anguish, uncertainty and lies I carried, Manny’s lies. His denigrating, mocking comments at Lyle’s funeral.

    ***

    “Zat Chip?” Bummer handed me a business card. “Tell him to call.”

    Took the card, dropped it on the floorboard. No, no more of fake brother act.

    Argento Bumboughpulsed from my chest to my mind. 

    Chip handed me the drinks, I paid. He raised his eyebrows, grinned, “Give me a call here. Just got a load of gold in last night and sis is always up for….”

    Looked ahead, drove away.

    End


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  • My identical twin brother becums bicurious

    Im Skyy I’m eighteen years old I stand six two rock hard chest wash board six pack abs blonde hair blue eyes my cock uncut thick but not too thick nine half inches long 

    My dad and mother are both are identical twins witch only means I have a identical twin brother name Skyyer and has the same measurements as me and built the same 

    We have a sister April she’s nineteen and sexy built like a sexy queen movie star 

    We lived in a mansion in a gated community with swimming pools in every backyard

    Being identical twin we share the same bedroom we sleep in twin beds  

    Your parents are gone all the time enough on the weekends 

    It was a hot humid Friday afternoon Skyyer and myself were laying out nude sunbathing when April walked up.in her birthday suit 

    She looked at both of us and said boys you are one hot looking studs 

    Maybe you boys should fuck me with your beautiful monster cocks

    Skyyer said what are you getting at

    Well boys I see you both running around here in the nude seeing your cocks swaying side to side

    Im a female that has sexual needs im wanting to suck your cock and take a ride on that beautiful uncut monster cocks

    Well sis how would you like to start she replied ill suck one of you cocks the other fuck my wet pussy 

    Skyyer sat down saying you can fuck her as she’s sucking my cock 

    April bent over grabbed my cock and started sucking it 

    I started getting rock hard I grabbed her hips started sliding my cock in her very tight wet pussy 

    I started slowly started fucking her after a few she started softly moaning with Skyyer cock in her mouth 

    I started fucking her brains out until I shot my load of male seed I quickly pulled it out and shot my load of male seed all over her butt and back

    I could see April swallowing Skyyer load of male seed deep into her throat 

    April stood up said thank you boys we’ll have to do it again really soon and walked off

    Skyyer got up and divided into the pool saying bro cum on in the water is nice 

    I stood up jumped into the pool 

    We started splashing each other witch turn into wrestling each other 

    Our cocks kept touching each others cock both of us were getting rock hard 

    We both stopped stared into each others eyes Skyyer saying have you ever thought about having sex with another male 

    I said a couple of times why 

    Skyyer said I been bicurious for a while hoping you feel the same 

    We both got out of the pool with our hard cocks 

    I sat down Skyyer standing in front of me he dropped to his knees grabbed my cock and started sucking it 

    It felt so good I laid my head back saying this feels so good 

    He suck me for about five minutes I told him I was going to cum he just kept sucking my cock until I blew my load of male seed deep into his throat 

    Skyyer that fell so good set here it’s my turn I grabbed his rock hard cock slowly started putting it in my mouth 

    I started sucking his cock licking and sucking it like a lollipop until I felt his cock swelling and shot his load of male seed deep into my throat 

    Skyy that does feel super good we’ll have to try it again soon 

    We laid out nude sunbathing the rest of the day 

    It starting getting late I went went to my room seeing Skyyer watching gay bareback porn while masterbating himself 

    I walked up to him looked down at his phone seeing two dudes fucking each other 

    Skyy We have to try fucking each other 

    I replied bro you have to be kidding me 

    No please fuck me I looked at him staring me in the eye a gave in saying sure 

    I stripped off my clothes Skyyer grabbed my soft cock and started sucking it until it was rock hard then he stopped 

    He laid back on the bed spread his legs I grabbed the lube put some in his ass then my cock 

    I got on top of him started sliding my cock in his tight ass as he started screaming it hurts 

    Bro scream in the pillow before April hears us after about six-seven minutes he started moaning it feels so good 

    Im fucking his ass when April walked in she stopped her mouth dropped to the ground 

    We wee so into fucking each other we never noticed April in the bathroom 

    She sat in the chair watching us fuck as she started masterbating myself while watching us 

    After about five minutes I started screaming im going to blow as my load of male seed deep into his ass 

    We noticed April saying Skyyer fuck me please 

    She crawled into the bed spread her legs as Skyyer got on top of her started sliding his cock in her warm wet pussy 

    I started getting rock hard again Skyyer noticed it saying put your cock in my mouth 

    I got in front of him put my cock in his mouth and he started sucking my cock 

    About fifteen minutes later April started screaming im cumming I as shot my load of male seed deep into his throat 

    They were really into fucking and heard both saying I cum and both blow their loads at the same time 

    They stopped laying there I said by chance did you know you shot your load of male seed deep into your sister 

    They both looked at each other saying fuck April went saying what happened of I get pregnant dad and mom going to kill us

    April stopped asking her us to fuck her but each time Skyyer and myself had time we fucked each other. 

    April did get pregnant 

  • If Only I Could

    Thursday nights are slow at the Lighthouse Club outside of Mina, Nevada, on the lonely, desolate highway between Reno and Las Vegas, so I see him as soon as he walks in. He’s limping. Pretty badly. But he has a cane, so it isn’t something that just happened in the parking lot. He clumps up to a table just below the platform where Chrissy is doing his bump and grind on the pole.

    I call him Chrissy. We all do because he’s a sissy boy—one of the club’s bottoms for men who like that sort of thing—a girly boy. I don’t much like that myself. Chrissy is too giggly and limp-wristed and doe-eyed for me. Not that I dislike Chrissy, in particular, mind you. We get along fine—as coworkers. But this is the manly West, not gay Paree. I’m the club’s power top. I haven’t had Chrissy. Haven’t been much interested in going there. Just too giggly and jiggly for me. We get along OK; Chrissy tries to get along with me too, certainly, because he wants me to fuck him. He’s been pretty obvious about that.

    Mina is a blip on the road on Highway 95. This part of the country was once famous for roadside necessities like gas stations and motels being made up like something interesting, like huge Donald Ducks or wigwams or something because nothing else in sight was interesting. Mina’s “just-out-of-town” version of that is a diner and motel hooked together by a lighthouse. A lighthouse in the desert—our kind of a joke. Not too long ago this one was made into a gay club, with a showroom and covered garages to hide customers’ identities added onto the back of the diner and most of the motel rooms assigned to guys working at the club to take their tricks to on hourly rates. As probably the only gay club between Reno and Las Vegas, it does OK. But just OK, and Thursday nights is not a good business night here.

    The club has more craziness going for it than just the lighthouse. The guys working here dress to be noticed, and we all take a turn on the platform in our persona for a given night’s performance schedule. Chrissy isn’t dressed as anyone special this Thursday night because he isn’t much dressed at all. He’s come onstage in red spangles—Speedo-type shorts over a sock thong, a jacket-like shirt, and boots. At the end of his set, he’ll just be in the thong and the boots and, if anyone watching him is enthusiastic enough, he’ll come down to sit with them and maybe, if they put the fee up, take them to one of the motel rooms. On a Saturday night, when there’s more of a crowd and it’s more raucous and attentive, Chrissy will pull off the thong just as the spotlight is going off. Not on a Thursday night, though.

    I’m dressed more flamboyantly this Thursday night than usual, as we’ve done a bump and grind to “YMCA” on the platform. I’m an Indian—what those not from the area insist on calling a Native American. I don’t like it very much, but it’s the job. I’m serving drinks, my three “YMCA” passes done with. I’m in a fringed deerskin loincloth, vest, and boots, my black hair down to my shoulders with a headband circling my brow, leather bands on my biceps, and a few painted strokes on my face. I don’t like it, but I look good in it. I’ve got a muscular, cut torso. I’ve worked hard to achieve. I get mostly guys who want to be topped and to have muscles to worship while they’re being fucked.

    I work in my dad’s gas station and garage in Mina—the only one in Mina—by day, and I have a workout room at our house—it’s just me and my dad at the house—and I spend time honing my muscles. Dad works out with me, and he’s honed for his age. It’s something we enjoy doing together.

    Chrissy is a seamstress, making sexy clothes for an adult store in Vegas. A lot of guys coming to the Lighthouse and wanting to come there want someone willowy, soft, and creamy, who will want to worship their muscles while they’re fucking him. That’s Chrissy.

    The limper, who, I notice, is built real good on top and a good looker maybe in his early thirties but something going wrong from the waist down, looks just fine when he’s seated at the table below the stage. He gives me a look at the door coming in, so I think maybe he was here for me, but once he’d seen Chrissy working the pole on the stage to the bump and grind music, that’s where his eyes are plastered and they stay there when I come over to him.

    “Can I get you anything? A drink?”

    “Three beers, please,” he says, not taking his eyes off Chrissy, who is now making eye contact with him too. There aren’t many possibilities in the audience this late on a Thursday night, and Chrissy knows most of them and isn’t excited about any of them who might be interested in him. This dude who just shuffled in on a cane is new meat to the club, and, as I said, once he’s seated, he looks real good.

    “Any preference, and all at once or in train?” I ask, thinking, look at me, be here because you want to pay someone to lay you. I saw you limp; I’ll treat you right.

    “Three at once. Whatever is on tap,” he says. He sounds friendly enough, his voice is a low on with depth to it, but he’s still looking at Chrissy.

    Chrissy does his thing as I’m getting the beers. When he strips off the jacket with the red spangles that makes it shimmer in the spotlights, he tosses it out toward the table where the limper sits. The man puts his hand up, snags it, and rubs it against his cheek. Chrissy sees that. I see that too. So, it’s obvious the man is here to lay, not to be laid. Or maybe just to wish he could. I don’t know how debilitating that limp might be.

    I get to his table in time to see him take three fifties out of his wallet and, seeing that Chrissy is watching, slip them into a pocket of the jacket.

    This is when he surprises me, though. As I reach the table and set the three beers in front of him, he breaks eye contact with Chrissy and flashes me a smile. It wasn’t a sunny smile; it was more of a wistful smile, as if there was pain behind it, a pain that was always there but that he was enduring it. But it was a smile and it was for me. He reaches out and takes my wrist to signal he wants me to remain there, standing by him. Despite the gimp, he’s the best thing going in the room, and my mind is already spinning on what we can do with that leg. My brain is shuffling between position ideas. So, I stand pat.

    Dropping my hand, he carefully moves two of the beers to sitting in front of the chairs on either side of his. His, of course, is facing the platform with the pole. Then he pulls a couple of twenties out and hands them to me, making clear they are for the beers and that he doesn’t need change. And then, surprise of all surprises, he pulls three fifties out, puts them by the beer in front of the chair to his left, and gestures to the chair I’m standing behind.

    “Can you sit and join me in a beer?” he asks.

    We have extra guys shoveling drinks and riding the pole just for this. When a patron wants us to sit with him and he flashes some cash, we’re always free to do so. If a john wants us to show him one of the motel rooms and he flashes a lot of cash, we are always free to do so. The Lighthouse Club makes most of its money from guys either lying on their backs in the motel rooms or doing pushups on some guy there. We’ll even rent them a room if they want to do each other and not one of our guys on staff.

    “Sure,” I say, surprised, but not second guessing any of this. I know Chrissy will be florid, but Chrissy and I aren’t that much friends that I’d bypass a big tip for him.

    Then the second surprise. The limper gestures to Chrissy to come down and take the other chair and the other beer as soon as he can. Chrissy signals to the side of the stage for Manuel to take up the pole and comes right down. He’s not about to just give the limper over to me.

    What’s this guy’s angle, I wonder. What does he want? I get a pretty good idea what he wants when I see him put the wallet down on the tabletop rather than back in his back pocket. It’s not unusual for a guy to do that here. It indicates he’s good for buying another round or two, for one thing, but for another, sometimes it signals just what I assume it does here. There’s a ring embossed in the side of the leather wallet pointing up—the outline of a condom disk. The guy walks around ready for action. We, of course, have all of the condoms around here that anyone could possibly need, but it’s a clear signal when a guy always has one with him himself.

    The limper wants more than beer at the Lighthouse. He’s come to the right place. He may be quite an unusual player, though, as he’s pulled in both Chrissy and me. Chrissy’s obviously a bottom—a limp-wristed one, and I’m so bulked up and purposely macho looking that it would be hard for him not to figure me as the power top I am. So, what does he have in mind—him on top of Chrissy while I’m on top of him? I haven’t done that before, but there’s always a first time in a paid fuck. Me on top of Chrissy and the built limper on top of me? That would be more rare for me, but I’d do it for a fee—and more likely on a slow Thursday night than a “lots of options” Saturday.

    I take another good look at the limper. He’s clean and well-groomed. The shirt is Wrangler snap-front, mostly cotton in white, over baggy, honestly faded, denim jeans, a silver Western belt buckle, and good cowboy boots in a soft, tooled, but not flashy, leather—what any local of this and the surrounding states would wear to church—or a bar, like this one. Although, it’s notable that this is a gay bar—probably the only one for lots of miles in any direction. I leave the assessment confirming that the guy is nicely built on top, something I really appreciate and work hard on myself.

    He could be from almost anywhere in the West.

    “Haven’t seen you in here before, I don’t think. You from around here?” I ask. Chrissy is already playing with getting a hand around the man’s bicep on his side. I flash a “not so fast or blatant” look at Chrissy. The limper undermines this, though, by taking Chrissy’s hand with his, kissing it, and putting it back on his bicep.

    Just to push the confusion, though, he turns to me, giving me that weary smile again, and puts his other hand on my knee under the table and squeezes. I turn my legs toward him and widen my stance. He runs his hand down the curve of my cock under the loincloth before pulling it away, getting the measure of me. If he’d left it there, he’d find I could get hard for him.

    “No, I’m just passing through, he said. I heard of this place and decided to stop. Name’s Hal.”

    He doesn’t volunteer where he’s from, but he’s given a name, probably fake, so I give him my fake name. “I’m Jim,” I say. Chrissy tells him his real name. Chrissy don’t care. Everybody around here knows what Chrissy is—what he’s good for. And there are enough around here who can’t or won’t make it with the girls who want somebody girly and who are happy enough with Chrissy for him not to pretend much. There aren’t many more than a hundred and fifty people living in Mina. Chrissy’s family has been here for as long as anyone can remember. So, he has a place here—in his real name. Anyone who doesn’t like what Chrissy is can just pretend it’s not there or move out of town. He’s not going anywhere. I want to get away, so I keep my names separate between here and the garage, but the locals live with that. They know I won’t be in Mina for a day longer than I have to be.

    I’m sitting a little way from the table, so I look down at the hand, which has returned to my bare knee. It looks strong—and maybe a little calloused, but not enough to be a hard-working man. Nope, he’s not a local. To be a local and still alive, you have to work your butt off in the dirt—every minute of the day. You got to have calluses on your hands and dirt under your fingernails you never can get out. Mina is not a forgiving town.

    I press. “Where are you headed, Hal? Toward Vegas or Reno? Hitting the casinos or something? You a card shark, a gambling man?”

    “Not long back in the country,” he says. “Just trying to get my bearings again.”

    Ah, squared away, freshly groomed—weary, roughed up, but not much, not like he’d have to be in Nowhere, Nevada. “So, what? Oil rigs or military service?” I ask.

    “Afghanistan,” he answers.

    “Ooo, a soldier or a sailor?” Chrissy asks, nonsensically, showing he doesn’t have a clue where Afghanistan is. Or maybe he does. Chrissy believes that guys like them dumb with their legs spread open, their tails elevated, and not giving any mental competition. Chrissy is probably right in talking about bottoms.

    “Don’t really want to talk about it,” Hal says, and I hear the door slam shut on that topic. “Convenient place you have here,” he says instead. “Not just a strip club but a motel attached. Don’t know what it is about the lighthouse, though. A lighthouse in the desert?”

    “It made the place memorable to you, though, didn’t it?” I ask.

    “Yes, I suppose,” he says.

    “We could continue with the small talk or we could . . .” I pause and put my fingers on the three fifties he put in front of me. “So, what? You want to choose what you want here—Chrissy or me? I think you can figure out what is on offer with both of us. And then the winner gets all of the fifties? Because, just three fifties doesn’t really—”

    “Both,” he says, never ending with the surprises. “What I’ve laid down was just to get your attention. A couple of more fifties each, but for both.”

    Chrissy giggles. I try not to bug my eyes out too far. There’s something I just can’t get a handle on here. He doesn’t seem hopped up or excited. He just looks a little sad. It makes me want to comfort him, not fuck him. The hard I was getting is fading away, and that doesn’t seem right under these circumstances.

    Not that that is a problem, let me make clear. I’m young and virile. I can get a hard back in no time and with no artificial help. Let’s not get ridiculous here.

    Hal is walking slowly and stumbles a bit as we leave the club room, moving his cane to in front of his body to keep him from falling. I reach out to steady him, but he brushes my hand away with a slight show of irritation. He doesn’t want the help. What he says, though, is that he doesn’t need the help.

    * * * *

    As we walk past the office in the base of the Lighthouse and I say we need to register that we’re taking a room and that Hal—or whoever he really was—needed to cover that expense too, he says, “No bother”—that he’d already checked into one of the few rooms they keep for real travelers thinking this was just a motel with a diner attached and not knowing what else it is—what it mostly is, although the diner is one of few choices for many miles around and serves OK food to anyone. A dust-green Chrysler 300 sedan of indeterminate age but, to my trained garage mechanic’s eye, kept in pretty good condition, was parked in front of his room.

    The Chrysler gives me a clue about Hal. There is a military base sticker on the windshield that I recognize from other cars I’ve serviced at my dad’s garage. It is for the U.S. Army’s ordnance depot thirty-five miles northwest of here in Hawthorne. Hal’s car, at least, is local, connected to the Army.

    As we entered the room, Hal goes right to the window overlooking the Chrysler and shuts the curtains.

    “Please get naked. Both of you,” he says, as he strips off his shirt. His musculature is as magnificent as I’d thought it would be, and there’s a swirly black tattoo on the left side of his chest, cupping his bicep and going up onto his shoulder and down his arm to his wrist. It covers his left shoulder blade too. There is color added in what goes from his elbow to his wrist. He’s lightly hirsute through the chest and is tanned pretty well, so he’s been someplace where there’s sunshine. That would match with Hawthorne—or, I guess, the Afghanistan he had mentioned. The tattoo is noticeable, but it’s not what I notice as I strip what little I have on off my body. What arrests my attention are the marks on his chest—either bullet or shrapnel damage.

    I almost ask, but he’s already warned us not to go there, and I clamp my mouth shut. I just say, “Nice,” hoping he’ll say the same about me, which he doesn’t, and I reach out and touch one of his nipples, thinking we’d get something going right away. But he brushes my hand away and turns to look at Chrissy, who has waited for him to look before playfully stripping off his thong.

    Then we’re all naked, except that Hal hasn’t taken off his jeans and boots and there’s no indication he’s going to do so. He has a CD driver on the bureau in the room and he slips a CD in. It starts some bump and grind music. He sits on the straight chair beside the bureau, facing the foot of the bed, and says, “Dance for me, please. The two of you together. Close together.”

    I haven’t been with Chrissy and I didn’t ever think he’d turn me on, but he has a beautiful little body. I’d never seen his equipment before, but his package sets the rest of his body off. He has an erection going. So, I’m surprised to know, do I. The whole setup has me aroused.

    I wonder if Hal has an erection too. I wonder if he’s going to fuck us both. I wonder if he’s hung. I find I’m itching to explore his body with my hands. He’s a mystery to me. I want his hands on my body. I want him to appreciate the effort I’ve put into sculpting it. I want him to say I’m hung. I want him to slide his lips down the side of my cock. I’m hard as a rock.

    I wonder if he’s ever going to take those jeans off and get down to business.

    Meantime we dance for him between the end of the bed and where he’s sitting on the straight chair, looking at us. Looking a little sad, like he did back in the club room when he said he wanted to have us both. This is where he’ll at least unzip himself, take it out, and stroke himself, I think, as Chrissy and I dance, close together, touching each other, occasionally kissing—because we sense that’s what he wants, what maybe he needs to go hard to fuck one or both of us. How big is he? Is he bigger than I am?

    Will I lay down for him and let him put it in me? Does he have any idea that this is driving me crazy—or maybe he does know and that’s the plan?

    It’s his money. He’s paid each of us $250 for this. It’s not big money, but it’s as good as it gets out here in the desert of Nowhere, Nevada, on a ribbon of road going from Las Vegas to Reno—a trip that most folks take as quickly as they can, if they made a mistake to go this way.

    Abruptly the music stops. I have been looking into Chrissy’s eyes, realizing for the first time how cute he is, thinking that, yes, I could fuck him. I already know I can get hard in touching and kissing him and rubbing up against him as we dance. I’m hard as a rock. I want to fuck something. Yes, I can fuck Chrissy.

    “Chris,” Hal says from across the room. “I’d like you to blow Jim’s cock, please. But not to a jack-off, please. Yes, just stand there, sort of three quarters to me so that I can watch Chris go down on you. Yes, like that.”

    Chrissy is down on his knees and he’s cupping my balls and taking my cock into his throat. I didn’t know he could deep throat, but he can. I had no idea he could do it this well. My legs feel like they are going to rubber, but I’ve been asked to stand here, so I’ll stay standing. I’ve got to apply a little effort not to explode. Hal has said he doesn’t want me to yet. Is he saving me for himself? Will I be fucking Hal? Yeah, I can do that. I start thinking about fucking Hal from behind, my hands holding those bulging pecs of his as I stroke up inside him, and I almost blow with my dick down Chrissy’s throat. I have to stop thinking of what Hal and I could do. I put my hands on Chrissy’s head and let my fingers run through his long, blond hair, but my eyes are on the stained ceiling tiles, counting them, trying to think of anything but coming.

    I want to fuck Chrissy now—up the ass. I don’t know what I didn’t want to do so before. I look over at Hal, expecting to see that he’s whipped it out now and is jacking his cock while watching Chrissy suck me off. But he isn’t. He’s taken his wallet out and he’s extracted a condom packet from that—the disk that showed on the side of the wallet earlier, I assume. He’s slitting the packet open and taking the disk out.

    There are plenty of condoms lying around here, but Hal wants to use the one he’s brought. Well, OK, nothing wrong with that.

    “You can stop now, Chrissy. Go up and lie on your back at the end of the bed, please—and raise and spread your legs. Show me your hole. Touch yourself. Jim is going to fuck you now, and I’m going to watch. Jim, come here to me, please.”

    Now it begins, I think, as I walk over to him, holding my erection in my hand. He’ll get in on it now. I’ll see what he’s packing.

    He does get in on it now, but not as much as I assumed. He’s still zipped up tight, and, in those baggy jeans he’s wearing, I can’t see his erection. I assume he’s got one. He reaches out for me, taking my cock in his hand, and he does spend nearly a moment playing with my dick and my balls, but only briefly before he crowns my erection with the rubber. As he lightly strokes me before rolling the rubber on my dick and smoothing it out, I look down into his eyes and see the need and want in him. I palm his hard pecs, liking the feel of him, ready to straddle him there and ride his shaft, which I rarely want to do for a man. After he’s crowned me, I take his hands and put them on my pecs and return to running my fingers through the chest hair covering his, the two of us feeling each other up now—and this time he lets them linger there. I lean down to open my lips to his, but his eyes harden and, saying, “No, don’t,” he brushes my hands away, and the moment is over.

    There for a moment, Chrissy wasn’t in the room, wasn’t any part of Hal and me—and I liked it that way. But it was only for a moment.

    “Go to the bed now, Jim, and fuck Chris, please. Eat him out but then fuck him in a missionary, turned a bit so I can see your shaft moving in and out of his hole. Fuck him good, please. Take him while you’re still too big for him.”

    I go to the bed, kneel down on the carpet, and push my face in between Chrissy’s raised and spread legs. He moans for me, and whispers “Yes, yes, yes. I’ve wanted you for so long.” I don’t know if he’s said it loud enough for Hal to hear from across the room. I find I hope not. I’m feeling like I want this to be just between Chrissy and me now. I’m pissed that Hal didn’t make it just him and me a moment before.

    Chrissy moaning his need for me is good to hear, but a surprise. I want to fuck him now as much as he says he wants me inside him. I haven’t known I’d want him. I want him now, though. But I’d never known that Chrissy had a thing for me. I ache to fuck him now. I want to run my hands all over that smooth, creamy little body of his. I want to dominate and conquer him. This man is going to pay me to do what I now realize I ache to do.

    But, while I am fucking Chrissy, is Hal going to come up behind me and mount, penetrate, and fuck me? That seems to be where this is headed. I’ve been fucked in the ass before. I’d do what a john wants if he pays me enough. But it’s never been like it will be here. I’ve never been fucked while I was fucking someone else.

    I ache for that to happen. I want Hal to fuck me while I’m fucking Chrissy.

    “Mount him now, please,” Hal murmurs from across the room. “Turn so I can see you penetrate and pump him. Fuck him. Fuck him good. Take that hole before it expands too much.”

    Hal is speaking in a low, hoarse voice. He must have his dick out now and be stroking himself off. But I’m faced away from him. My attention is on Chrissy now. I don’t know what’s happening behind me.

    Chrissy gives a little cry as I enter him. “It’s big. It’s too big,” he moans. I feel him opening to it. I know it’s not too big. Chrissy is saying this because this is what Hal wants to hear—wants to think is happening. He reaches out to me with his hands, putting his palms on my pecs. He arches his back and says in a belabored voice, “Yes, yes. Fuck me hard. Do me deep.” We’re both panting, and I’m moaning too. It’s such a sweet ass, giving it up slowly, but blossoming for me, stretching, letting me in deep. I hadn’t had any idea how sweet Chrissy was with this.

    I cover him with my hands. His skin is as smooth and creamy as I wanted. I’m lost to Chrissy and the fuck for I don’t know how long. This is one of the best I’ve had. He’s small, but opens for me. I’m coming down close on top of him, burying my face in the hollow of his throat. I feel his fingernails digging into my shoulder blades, but I don’t care. His knees are hooked on my hips, and he is going with me, rocking against me, fully invested in the slides—in and out, in and out. We are one magnificent fucking machine.

    I have my left arm under his waist, holding his pelvis up and at the best angle for depth. I move my right hand between us, and I stroke him off as I fuck him. He is nearly sobbing. I can feel his body trembling in my embrace, but I know it’s good for him. He keeps murmuring, “Yes, yes. Just like that. Don’t stop. More. Deeper.”

    If he does this for the johns, they are getting their money’s worth.

    I tense and jerk and come, tense and jerk and come, filling the bulb of the condom. I take a minute or more, collapsed on top of Chrissy, inside him, both of us concentrating on my shaft going flaccid inside him. Chrissy is still clutching me to him, his fingernails moving across my shoulder blades, the little guy purring.

    I don’t need to be told I’ve done him well.

    When my heart has stopped jumping in my chest, I pull out of him, stand up straight, and turn, expecting Hal to have jerked himself off—with luck, to have exploded when we did.

    But he sits there, still zipped up, looking a little forlorn.

    “Now you? Which of us—or both?” I ask. Somebody has to say something at this point. He needs to be in on this somehow. He brought us here. This is his release he’s paying for.

    It was the wrong thing to say, though, and I immediately understand why. I understand it all, but too late. I don’t get it before he releases a tortured, hoarse confession. It comes out in a low, deflating hiss.

    “If only I could.”

    If only I hadn’t made him say that. It’s all clear now. Afghanistan. The evidence of chest wounds. The baggy jeans. It all being performed vicariously.

    “I’m sorry,” I say.

    Chrissy, the ditz, pipes up with a “Sorry about what?” in the background, but I gesture with a hand behind me, without looking around, that he should just shut the fuck up.

    “Please dress and leave now,” Hal says, a sad expression on his face, his voice suddenly icy. He isn’t looking at either of us.

    Before Chrissy and I can get that done, I look at Hal—or whoever he is—and see that tears are streaming down his cheeks.

    “Are you going to be all right?” I ask, but he doesn’t answer. I have a fleeting question float through my mind of whether he has a gun here in the room or in his car, but I just can’t go there in my thoughts.

    At the door, pushing Chrissy out in front of me, I take the five fifties he’s given me and I drop them on the table in front of the curtained window.

    It’s the least I can do—the very least. As soon as we are out of the room and I’ve shut the door, Chrissy starts to ask questions.

    “Just shut up until we get back in the club,” I said.

    “Well, it was good for me. That’s all I can say.”

    “Yeah. It was good for both of us,” I answer. “We are two very lucky bastards.”

    Especially compared to some others.

    But I couldn’t leave it that way. “Go on back to the club,” I tell Chrissy. When he’s out of site and turn and enter the motel room again. I don’t knock because I know he wouldn’t answer. He’s where we left him, hunched down, withdrawn into himself.

    “It’s OK, I understand,” I say. Hal doesn’t answer but I see him heave in the release of a silent sob. “I got some time,” I say, “How about I just sit here with you and hold you for a while?”

    He doesn’t say yes, but he doesn’t say no either, and when I sit next to him and take him in my arms, I can feel him relaxing, and I know it was the right thing to do.

  • An Oscar-Winning Performance

    If you participated in an Orgy of Sucking Cock and Ass Rimming-fucking, would you call it an OSCAR celebration? That is what Gilbert had in mind when he organized the special LGBTQ+ OSCAR award ceremony one block away from the Dolby Theatre in Hollywood, Los Angeles, where the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences held its 94th Oscar night on March 27, 2022.

    The Oscar statuettes awarded annually by the Academy for achievements in motion-picture production and performance are well-known around the world. They are far more popular than the César equivalent of the Académie des Arts et Techniques du Cinéma in France.

    The first Academy Awards were held on May 16, 1929, and Wings received the Best Picture prize. It was the only silent film to win a distinction in that category. The film portrays World War I combat pilots in a romantic rivalry over a woman. Who knows? Maybe the action behind the scene was different…

    You are probably asking yourself how did the Oscars get their name? The most popular explanation, and the one generally given by the officials of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences, goes back to 1931. According to the story, when an Academy Awards librarian named Margaret Herrick first saw the golden figure statue, she exclaimed that the blank face and stern eyebrow sculpture looked like her Uncle Oscar.

    Herrick would go on to become the Academy’s Director and her off the cuff remark was captured by Emanuel Levy who wrote All About Oscar: The History and Politics of the Academy Awards. He claims that after Herrick’s quip, employees affectionately dubbed their famous statuette Oscar. The name caught on and the Academy made it official in 1939.

    You know that I like to include some historical notes in my Gay Demon stories, and I know that you eagerly want to hear about the special LGBTQ+ OSCAR award ceremony organized by Gilbert. It was held in a vast studio once used by Warner Brothers. The venue was set up to allow for both a discothèque and a stage performance capable of welcoming some 700 to 800 fans. The disc jokey or DJ was nicknamed Dirty Jockstrap. The more guys lined up to sniff his urine-stained pouch, the harder his cock responded and the more pre-cum he dripped.

    Gilbert had selected three dudes – cowboy, leather man, bear – for the Sucking award competition. The cowboy took place on a saddle-like stool and attracted a host of guys in chaps ready to pump his stallion cock. He kept his load to cream the last “judge” who almost choaked on the abundances of the cowboy’s manly nectar. Result: 8.5 on 10.

    The leather fetish competitor wore shiny knee boots, a spiky jockstrap, wrist bands and a harness. He attracted Bottoms eager to lick his boots while being whipped. Cries of pain quickly became moans of pleasure as the endless fountain of cum satiated the hungriest slaves. Result: 9 on 10.

    The rival bear was covered with hair, almost half-man and half-animal, which had the effect of giving a hard-on to all front row spectators. He was wearing lumberjack boots and smelled like a hunter who hadn’t washed for months. He was uncut, displayed a 9.5-inch dagger, and had not masturbated in a long time. His reserve of creamy nectar made his balls look as huge as a pomegranate. The pungent crotch smell and the farting aroma attracted a dozen of construction guys eager to suck until they choke. Result: 9.5 on 10.

    Gilbert forgot that the C in OSCAR could also stand for Chesticles or men’s boobs. At the last minute, he added a competition to determine which judge would binge the most greedily on the manliest nipples. The three contestants ranged from completely shaven to fully hairy. The first one had nipples as big and red as meatballs. The second one had a piercing that guaranteed hard-to-beat suckling. The third one’s pecs were the size of a pumpkin and could only be satisfied by a cock rubbing against his firmly pointed nipples. He obviously got the Oscar in that category.

    Gilbert can eat a guy’s ass for breakfast, lunch, dinner and midnight snack. Not surprisingly, he was one of the judges in the rimming competition. He could not wait to tongue-twist his way inside three butts to reach each time a yummy rosebud. All three contestants had firm peachy rear ends. The first one wore a white jockstrap that framed his chocolate ass. Judges dipped in like bananas in a fondue. The second one was a fan of fist-fucking and his asshole was more dilated. The judge’s lips could go completely inside. The last one had a hairy crack and a dick long enough to slide the knob in the shit hole. He offered the possibility of both cock and ass sucking in the same position. Judges were unanimous to give him the Rimming Oscar.

    Ass-fucking attracted, of course, the greatest number of spectators. No one was surprised to see a Black guy with a hard-on worthy of a stallion or a construction guy with a stick of dynamite. It’s the presence of a Chinese competitor that seemed surprising…until he unveiled his merchandise: a foot-long baguette. Bareback was the rule, and a sling could be used. I will let you decide who is cut or uncut…

    Gilbert chose judges who were rather young and had tight assholes. He wanted to hear them scream bitterly before moaning with pleasure. The Black dude plunged his cock with no other lubricant than a spit of saliva; he slapped the little white ass with every movement of the hips, and called his prey a sissy. The construction guy kept his tool belt on and usedmulti-purpose motor grease to lubricate the shit hole. By covering his prey with insults and obscenities, it made him more fiery, more efficient too. As soon as he had ejaculated in the divine hole, he stuffed his cock in the mouth of his boy-toy for a proper cleaning.

    The Chinese man covered his hands with soybean oil and rubbed his baguette to give it the length and firmness worthy of its reputation. He used it like a whip to blush his judge’s buttocks, then slid the long carrot into the hairy crack, up and down three times. The judge slightly moaned and spread his butt cheeks, a rather direct invitation. The Chinese competitor penetrated him like a serpent into the Garden of Eden, slowly and so deeply that the juge had the impression that Eros was knocking at the door of his heart. The climax – exploding loads of creamy nectar – decided on the spot the recipient of the most coveted Oscar.

    The statuette represents an enormous phallus resting on golden balls. You can show it off on the fireplace mantel or, even better, use it as a sex toy.