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  • Hot Farm Stud Seduces His Younger Virgin Farm Neighbor

    One of my loyal readers S Paul asked me to do part 2 of this story. Here it is S Paul and I hope it really gets you off !!!!


    RICKY: 18 Year Old Farm Boy Horny 24/7

    After my first sexual experience with the amazing sexy farm neighbor Rusty, the stud who had taken my virginity, I now had the uncontrollable lust for his cock up my ass everyday. But I did not see Rusty after our first fuck for a week but I masturbated every night with memory of his big 9 inch cock drilling my man pussy. I was about to go crazy for this red headed hunk and more of his cum deep in me and dreaming of exploding with my cum deep in his throat, man I wanted him so bad. I had to have him bad!!! 

    A week after my first man sex, my parents informed me they would be gone for a week to Chicago to complete some final details of our move. I almost screamed with delight when Dad said: “Hey Ricky we know you’re now an adult but we have asked Rusty to stay with you and help out while we are gone.”

    “OH Dad thanks, yes I will feel more safe, thanks again.”

    “Ricky we will leave early tomorrow morning and Ricky should be here around 9:00 AM giving you time to shower and have some breakfast.”

    I was up early and said goodbye to Mom and Dad. Just at 9:00 A.M. Rusty knocks on the door and as I let him in he had a bag with some clothes. “Hey Ricky, I am here for the week. Where do I sleep?”

    “Fuck Rusty in my bed. I am wild with lust to make fucking sex with you. I have been crazy not seeing you for a week. I need you so bad.”

    “WOO there you horny young man, yes I can make you wild for me over and over but first let me unload this bag, show me to your room.”

    We rush to my room and Rusty places his bag in the closet. I could not wait, I had to have him now.” 

    I jump up onto his big 6 feet and 3 inch tall 220 pound frame with my legs around his ass and my hands behind his neck as my steel hard cock rams into his abs and lower stomach as that 7 inch cock of mine begins to leak precum wetting my shirt and wet his lower stomach.

    “Hey Ricky, slow down kid, wow you’re some thorny young dude since you lost your virginity to me. Yea you have me horny as hell right now. Now are you sure you want me that bad? You have so turned me on I am going to fuck the hell out of that ass and make you scream like some injured animal. Are you ready for my big cock and get ready to be my slut.”

    “OH FUCK YEA, use me, let me be your whore, your bitch and just a slut.”

    We rush out off our clothes and stand there butt naked with his 9 inch and my 7 inch dongs standing straight out with shinny cock heads from the leaking precum. Man it is so hot and fucking sexy.

    “Now Ricky I am in charge so get down on the floor on your back, spread your legs wide as I get above your head.” 

    Rusty comes down with his crotch and red pubic hair on my face as his pulsating cock comes down on my lips as I begin to swallow that missile and he lowers his body on top of me with his mouth taking my cock down that big wet throat. Wow my first 69. I feel his magical cock part my lips and he thrust his cock deep  into my throat while I begin to swallow his mighty missile tasting his sweet precum on my tongue. We suck wildly as we taste each others thick precum and the taste and smell is so intoxicating like I had never dreamed was so good. OH MY GOD, the fresh smell of his crotch and cock has me about to shoot. Wow we 69 for the longest time and then I feel first one finger and then two fingers drive into my ass as he continues to suck my steel hard aching cock. Man this is so great, no felling is better than sex with a hot dude like Rusty.

    As we get close to going over the edge, we pull off those cocks and get on the bed side by side and begin to wildly French kiss with gobs of spit running down our chins and onto our naked chests. Then Rusty gets very nasty as he begins to spit gob after gob of his spit deep into my mouth until I have a flood of his warm salvia in my mouth to the point I think I am about to choke. That is when he orders me not to swallow the salvia as he gets over me and plunges his diamond hard cock in my mouth as he wildly fucks my mouth covered in his own spit. Man he moans and thrust feeling all that salvia covering his cock making his thrusts so wet. I too was so hot and horny from that salvia covered cock drilling my throat. This dude was experienced in how to make a guy filled with ecstasy. Once again I was in Heaven tasting his sweet precum on my tongue and never wanting this to end. What would be next?

    Rusty gets on the floor on his back close to the side of the bed and has me place one hand on the bed as I lower my ass onto his face. He begins to lick, suck and kiss my puckering ass like I had never dreamed would be so hot and great. With pure lust from both of us, I feel his tongue go as far as it could into my warm juicy ass along with one of his fingers that found my prostate massaging that G-Spot and I begin to thrust my ass up and down in pure ecstasy. Man I love Rusty’s manhandling of me, yes I am his bitch.  I begin to jerk my cock and we go a long time edging but not to the point of coming because Rusty has other plans for my man Pussy.

    Next he takes me in up in his strong farm hands as I place thy feet and legs behind his ass cheeks and my hands around his back and he carries me over against a wall and begins to plunge his cock past my sphincter wall as I feel his huge throbbing cock plunge deep into my inner ass and then he slams my back against the wall lover and over as he fucks me rough with one after rough mighty hard thrust deep in and out and back deep in my man pussy over and over as we kiss. I feel my ass becoming very wet as he spews precum deep in my pussy. The feel and smell is so turning me on. Man he fucks me in this position for a very long tine as we French kiss wetting our mouths and salvia down our wet bodies.

    “Well Ricky my little bitch, are you ready for another fucking position from your new stud?”

    “OH FUCK YEA USE ME FOR YOUR PLEASURE.”

    He gets up on the bed standing and places his back against the head board and has me get in front of him with my head and back down on the bed with my legs and feet vertical with the ceiling and up in the air exposing my man pussy to his big cock . He takes that cock and lowers it into my ass. He uses his entire body to plunge his cock all the way into my ass and goes wild jack hammering my young fresh man pussy–only the second time for a cock to penetrate my young ass.

    As he fucks me, I yell, moan and cry out from such pure lust and joy. Man he knows how to satisfy a man’s pussy with that magic cock running all over those ass walls and deep into my prostate making me crazy for him. I feel the veins in his cock pulsating hitting my ass walls. It gets even more lustful as he grunts and says: “Hey kid, your ass now belongs to me. No other fucking dude’s cock will be allowed in that pussy. Do you hear me?” 

    “OH YES MY FUCK BUDDY, I AM ALL YOURS, I AM YOUR BITCH, YOUR WHORE AND YOUR SLUT.”

    Then it happens again for another fuck position. He has me get on my back on the bed, spreads my legs wide, bring my feet and legs up on my chest as he gets down and plunges his very worked cock deep in my ass. As he begins a very rough fuck of my ass, he lowers his face to my face and begins to spit all over my face and mouth . He spits and spits as I feel his wet cock moving all over the inside of my pussy. My face becomes covered in his warm spit as I lick my lips enjoying his salvia and the feel of his cock exploring every inch of my ass until I feel his cock head swell, he grunts and gives one more very hard thrust as he yells I am coming. Then he unloads a massive stream of his man seed deep in my ass. Without touching my cock, it explodes with a mighty explosion wetting my stomach, chest, face and onto the head board.

    When spent, Rusty licks up my cum off my body and kisses  me as we share my cum as his cum flows out of my ass onto the bed sheets.

    We shower and yes I become his daily bitch enjoying man sex in many wild positions and places on the farm.

  • Hot Session With Two Old Men

    It was one of those dreamy long cock sucks. Ed was slurping on my dick taking me to the edge time and again as I lay back naked enjoying the feel of his hot mouth and tongue.

    Ed was at least seventy and an expert at sucking cock . He particularly liked young cock like mine, I was twenty seven and a horny Bi guy who loved being gobbled.

    “Are you close again Michael?” asked Ed licking up my shaft.

    “Fuck yes!” I replied and Ed clamped his finger and thumb around my uncut knob and squeezed tight stopping any thought of me cumming.

    “Don’t want you to blow just yet boy” said Ed moving his lips down to my aching balls.

    He took each of my balls into his mouth giving each a hearty suck before licking up my shaft to my throbbing knob head.

    He gobbled on my prick head and then took all my shaft into his mouth letting my knob slide into his throat. His hands squeezed my balls gently as he let my dick throb in his gullet for some seconds.

    When it came out it was a glistening saliva  wand of some size dripping with goo and aching to cum.

    “Think you need to cum my lad, your cock is begging to draw the spunk out of those tasty balls..

    said Ed working my prick with his hand.

    Back on my knob head and his hot mouth allowed his tongue to ravish my helmet. He dipped his fingers into a pot of Vaseline at my feet  and spread my hole open with his fingers. I spread my legs wide and he swallowed most of my cock whilst slipping four fingers up my arse, He pummelled at my prostate, the sensation driving me wild as he

    began to suck me right off.

    I was in a state of total euphoria my cock throbbing wildly my hole opening up for his probing fingers and my balls stirring up the spunk inside me.

    “Oh! Fuck! I’m going to cum. I’m going to cum” and my nuts churned out my spunk in six juicy cum bursts that soaked Ed’s face and iced his tongue like a fucking Christmas cake.

    “Nice lad, keep it coming, keep it spunking. Your cum is so fucking sweet boy, so tasty”. said Ed tugging at my prick and working his fingers fast over my prostate.

    He kept on sucking and wanking me until my cock quivered with unbearable sensitivity.

    Ed let my prick go and licked his lips gratefully.

    I was happy to have finally released my cum load, my balls settling down in their sac my cock still throbbing but now half the size it was.

    Harvey, absent for some time, came into the room with a vodka and tonic for me and for Ed.

    He was Ed’s regular fuck buddy, a large brute of a man with a four day stubble and sparkling blue eyes.

    “I’ll give you ten minutes or so” he said “Then I want my turn”.

    Harvey was a cum- aholic and would suck cum out of cocks all day long if you let him. Ed’s old dick was therefore lucky enough to be drained off each day sometimes twice a day if Harvey wanted.

    It was about fifteen minutes later and Harvey was on his knees before my open legs. I’d had two vodka’s and was feeling very relaxed so just lay legs wide open and ready for Harvey.

    The cum lover took my cock and began to wank me, his fingers  searching for my prostate as he slipped three inside me.

    Once his mouth was on my cock I was again in fucking dreamland, Harvey’s stubble roughly grazing my balls as he devoured most of my prick.

    My arsehole opened up for his fourth finger to slide up me as Ed held my legs wide open.

    Harvey’s hot mouth worked my cock to an unbearable stiffness taking me to the edge much like Ed had done. The only difference was Harvey wouldn’t wait so long to drain me off as he was a real cum junkie.

    Plenty of Vaseline on his fingers and he was trying to work his hand inside my hole and the fact is I wanted him to.

    “He can take you hand Harvey” said Ed “Just look at his arsehole stretching wide for you”.

    I was moaning now and wanted the brute to do what he wanted.

    “Fist me mate” I said “Get your fist in me and suck me right off”.

    Ed’s dick was throbbing stiff again and the horny fucker teased me by holding his incredibly stiff cock just inches away from my mouth and as I leaned in to suck it he pulled swiftly away.

    Harvey was till trying to stretch my hole to accommodate his fist and was tonguing my knob with globs of saliva.

    “Once his knuckles press your fucking prostate lad” started Ed “You’ll fill his mouth with so much fucking cum he’ll be in spunk dreamland”.

    A further push and my throbbing arsehole succumbed to Harvey’s fist sending unbelievable thrills through my body. My relaxed sphincter clung to the fist and my balls began to pump my spunk out.

    Ed pressed his fingers hard behind my ball sac as Harvey twisted his fist inside me and the orgasm almost made me faint. Harvey was gobbling on my knob, taking every jerk of cum and swallowing it greedily. The noises he was making as he drained my prick off were that of a man starved of food and he fucking sucked on my cock until my knob was suck sore and sensitive.

    Pulling his fist from me jerked another blob of sperm which Ed was lucky enough to gobble up.

    Both men finishing me off by wanking their own hot loads onto my face. The warm splashes of sperm painting my cheeks and lips with creamy strings of pearls until my face was like a bukkake cum fest.

    Unable to resist all the cum Harvey licked my face clean his need for spunk insatiable.

    Later that day I was positioning my naked body so that I could take both cocks into me for a good fucking. Ed, naked, slid under me his rampant dick finding my ‘Vaseline’ greased hole with ease and penetrating me to the balls. Harvey, also naked and hairy as an ape, got on top and pressed his ample prick against Ed’s. He pushed against Ed’s cock and my greedy hole stretched to take both dicks.

    I was moaning my head off as the two lust cocks fed into my arse their balls rolling together.

    “Fuck me guys” I said “Oh! It feels so good fuck me fuck me!”

    The randy bastards fucked me alright, their dicks shunting back and forth in my hot throbbing hole as my head tossed from side to side in sexual anguish.

    “Oh! Fuck me!” I yelled, taking the cocks deeper and deeper. “Fuck that hole deep and nasty guys”.

    Harvey shot his load into me first followed swiftly by Ed who was pinching my nipples hard as he unloaded. My own dick began to blow shooting cum between my belly and Harvey’s, my orgasm working my arse muscles against the two throbbing cocks.

    Harvey flopped out of me and rolled onto his back, his hairy chest covered in sweat his belly sticky with my spunk.

    Late that night Ed and Harvey woke me in my bed. They were naked and had raging stiffies that needed servicing.

    They pulled the covers off my naked body and knelt either side of my head on the king size bed.

    I was spoilt for choice, two big throbbing stiff cocks waiting for a good sucking. I reached up and felt both sets of balls, their dicks jerked. Harvey’s prick was already slippery knobbed with pre cum and was oozing more. I slipped Ed’s dick in my mouth letting Harvey rub his slippery helmet against my cheek. Moving to my lips I edged both knobs into my mouth and sucked them lovingly. The taste of rampant cock was amazing and I soon had both running with pre cum and soaking my tonsils.

    Pulling my legs open both men began to finger my arsehole making me moan with delight. Ed got two fingers inside me and Harvey slipped his fat thumb right up my bum.

    They got me to throw my legs over my head exposing my arsehole and then they both took turns rimming out my hole, their tongues driving me crazy.

    My own cock was an inch away from my face and with Ed’s help he got my stiff dick inside my own mouth for a self suck whilst Harvey continued to tongue out my arsehole.

    Ed rubbed his cock against my cock gripping lips and I was soon sucking my cock and his at the same time, saliva running down my chin.

    Harvey replaced his tongue with his prick and was above me feeding his rigid cock into my arsehole. I watched each inch disappear as I wallowed in the cock sucking. Harvey steadied himself by gripping Ed and managed to get the length of his throbbing prick deep in my arse.

    The two old guys worked me over good and when Ed shot his load into my mouth Harvey was quick to follow with a thick spermy gush up my arse. My own dick was so stiff and right on edge and with a little pull on my balls from Harvey’s hand I began to shoot off into my own mouth.

    My lips and mouth were a creamy mix of Ed’s and my spunk and cum loving Harvey finished off the session with Ed by feeding off my face in a triple cum kissing finish .

    My fuck hole was pulsating my balls were cum dry and achy and the guys cradled me into their old arms their cocks now gently throbbing.

    What a time I had and they weren’t finished with me yet. Come three a.m and I was awoken again, two greedy dicks in my face.

    Wasn’t I the luckiest of guys?

  • Twinks first sex club

    This story is a real one, so I will be telling it in first person. This is the first time that I am doing this, so be a little kind and support my story 🙂 Also I am not a native English speaker so I hope this still reads easily enough to enjoy the story.


    It is a hot summer day and I am extremely horny. I drive past the only sex club nearby in my car not daring to park my car yet. I live in Belgium and most of the sex clubs/bathouses are in the city. I have had enough hookups not to be uncomfortable with an (older) man. But just the thought of entering a sex club freaked me out a little. But it also made me superhorny. I had fantasised about having daddy’s fuck me there so often. 

    I turn around at a nearby parking area. I drive to the club one more time and this time I park my car on the parking area. There are about 20 cars standing there. I gather every bit of courage I have and go to the front door. My heart is racing in my chest. On the door there is a picture of some porn with supermuscular men. Also a bell with a camera watching me. I ring the bell. After some time the door unlocks. When I enter I see an older man passing me fully naked. Another older man in the cough on the left of me jacking off to some porn on the tv. Both men look a bit shocked when they see me. I don’t think they watch a lot of 22 year old blond twinks walk through the door. I walk across the hall to the bar. Here stands an older daddy, with a skinny/muscular physique. He sees me, laugh gently and asks if this is my first time. I almost faint because I am so stressed. “yes sir” I answer a bit nervously. He proceeds to tell me how the establishment works: the lockers, the appropriate clothes, the layout (bar, darkrooms…). I thank him, take my key en start undressing in the locker area. Another hot older man with a beard is also there. He laughs and jokes: “maybe I should take off my clothes for another hour”. I just chuckle and start getting undressed. I only have a white brief on when I leave the lockers. because there seems to be not that many men inside the bar/lounge area, I sit myself in the cough. I wonder where all the men are. 

    The guy who was jacking himself of next to me immediately sits closer to me. He is not really attractive but I can’t help but like the attention (I was soooo horny). The man looks like he is in his fifty’s, is quite short, is sporting quite a belly, but has a nice thic cock. He immediately starts rubbing my nipples and slides his had under my briefs. I see a hot guy enter and get his locker keys. He looks about 35, has a full beard that starts to get some grey hairs in it. He makes eye contact, I immediately get so hard. The older guy next to me seems to like that because he starts sucking me off. Tbh he isn’t even doing that badly. But the only thing that I want is the younger daddy that just left my gaze to get undressed. 

    I akwardly tell the older guy I am going to get showered. I get of the cough and go to the stairs. upstairs are the darkrooms (where I suppose all the other men are?). I start going up the stairs. Just when I am about to turn the corner, the hot guy who I saw enter the club gets out of the locker area. he laughs, I blush and go into the darkroom. 

    I don’t really know what to expect. It takes a while before my eyes get used to the dark. The smell of poppers hits me. I also can feel the beat of the music. I also can hear some heavy moaning of mature men. I start make my way through some dark corridors. I pass two naked men making out. When they see me pass I get groped at my ass and they start following. I am a bit nervous, I turn the corner and get inside of a cabine that I lock the door of. almost immediatly the two cabines next to mine get open and are locked too. On either side of me, a dick slides through the gloryhole in the wall. I am so excited. I love sucking fat cock. 1 of the dicks is quite small, but superthic, the other is large and thic. I drop to my knees and grap both of the dicks in my hand. I start sucking the larger dick. I want to prove my ability’s so I take it all in and I deep throat him real good. While I still jerk of the other dick with my hand. Then I switch to the other guy. Because it is a bit smaller I can just open my throat and let him facefuck me through the gloryhole. I can feel him stiffening and hear him moaning. When I hear he is about to come I back of a little and let him come over my neck and chest. I am a bit chocked how fast I got him to cum. I turn around and start sucking the other guy. He also starts cumming. This time I am to slow to remove my face. He cums over my lips/chin and then also over my chest. I feel like such a slut and I love it. I get up from my knees, covered in two loads of cum. 

    Next I would love to cum myself too. I wait till the two men are gone, I open the lock of the cabin and bump into a man. I laugh and excuse myself. Then I recognise the hot daddy from downstairs. he smiles: “I was searching for you, looks like you have been having some fun hmm”. I get a bit embarassed. “I was just really really horny before I came here”. He whispers: “everybody here is, follow me”. He seems to have been here a couple of times because he zig zags through the corridors to get to a double bed with mirrors all over the room. he grabs my leg, lifts me up and throws me onto the bed. we immediatly start kissing. the cum on my chest and neck gets whiped away by his chest hair. I pull down his jockstrap. He has a nice long thic cock that turns to the left. I start sucking. He grabs my hair and pushes me down. I gag a bit, but a love it. He facefucks me for a while but then suddenly takes my mouth of his dick. “I don’t want to cum so fast”. 


    This is part one of my story, the next part will be shorter and more sexy 😉

  • Tour of Duty

    After I was assigned over seas, I found that there were more men then women which is a good thing for men like me how love men love cock love cum

    Well here I am in the barracks I have a private room. Soon I found some men needing some action.

    The first to come to my room was a Major in the Air Force. This man was huge tall with a hairy chest and a cock it was fat as a beer can big mushroom head and the balls huge low hangers, Well he knew to come to my room around 1am he did came in soon he was all over me kissing both of removing our cloths, soon on the bed he on top of me lips to lips his cock rubbing mine.

    I had to have it I roll him over when right to the big cock and open my mouth sucking it as deep as I could. licking it up and down then his balls they were low hangers and the size of lemons.

    I even lick and ate his man pussy too. soon he had me on my back he went to my cock and balls and pussy soon he was kissing me, lifting my legs up to his strong shoulders then rubbing his cock on my pussy and push it in oh did it hurt so good.

    He got the big 9 in me opening my pussy around him and then he fucked me slow at first the faster and faster banging my pussy hard and deep, first on my back then on my side then had me face down, then doggie then back on my back legs up and he fuck and fuck until he cum in my pussy.

    my military pussy was hurting so good, and when he pull out of my hole the cum was running out. He told me he needed my pussy bad and would be coming back for more.


    This is a true story and I have more, I was getting fucked every night by someone and sometimes by more then one in a night.  If you like my story let me know and I will tell you more about me being a Military Slut

  • Lollipop

    “C’mon, now, Clay, lick it like a lollipop.”

    Even in my head-swimming hunger-pang daze, I knew the gritty baritone voice laughing right above me quite well. For as long as I breathe air I will never forget or forgive that monstrous voice. That voice I once mistook for soothing friendship leading me down this path of ruin, to be plugged by an innumerable amount of dick nobody around the old neighborhood would ever let me live down.

    Thinking back on it, it started out so stupidly! I was so afraid of being called a lame by the bootylicious girls from around the way I did everything in my foolish power to become one. My first misstep was joining a gang that specialized in smash-and-grabs of high-end clothing stores. I had a good run before I got caught with some of the tags hanging out. After that I was in and out of juvie for the same thing and the system proved to be one big turnstile for me. When I became of age, I hungered for a mentor. I got hooked on No-Good Rasool. I was young and in love with no real guide into this “other” world. I was quickly coerced out of my pants by this older, smooth-talking player-type from around the way. And just when I got use to the idea of him roaming my guts with his heavy screwdriver, he sent my ass packing into deeper confusion.

    Though I got off on what we did, I refused to go out like some punk forced to wear high heels and makeup like some flaming fag in heat. So, one day, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a storefront window with my marijuana-flavored lollipop hanging between my lips and decided I was one fine-looking motherfucker with my slim frame and swaying dick. I quickly found out a lot of other people agreed with that assessment, too. Especially the way they threw the dollars at me while I gyrated in the buff before the crowd. Soon, porn studios came a’knocking. I was being featured in these flicks with four other big dick black dudes jamming the same homely little white girl. The break off was enough to take care of a few bills, but nothing more. And seeing that my face was being branded for all eternity forcing some trailer trash cunt to lick up her ass off my dick, I knew I needed to step up my game.

    I guess somebody must’ve caught a ride on my wavelength because not long after I got this call from this go-between representing a bunch of small dick white boys that got off on that shit, watching their women become major cumdumps for some big black meat. I pleasantly surprised when the go-between hooked me up with a few of my old running buddies, particularly Carlos, one of the older boys from my old neighborhood that I found myself jonesing for after I got turned out by Rasool. So, when I caught a glimpse of what he was working with, I was fascinated. Especially the way the white girl screamed as he pummeled eleven uncut inches of his python-thick meat inside her tight little snatch.

    Outside of the hired fucking, I came to discover the short, stocky afro-wearing black man I grew up with was a talented artist, making some decent pocket change sketching white girls with cum dripping out of their mouths and cunt left there by their black lovers for their husbands and boyfriends to drool over on this cuckold website. Even if you’re not into pussy it was hard not to get an erection looking at the specific details he gave to every richly-veined banger he drew.

    “I thought about drawing some white boys taking it.” Carlos tossed at me one night, sketching a drawing.

    “Whites boys? Taking it? Like bitches?” I questioned, not expecting something wild like that to roll off his full lips after the many weeks we spent hanging out in his basement.

    When Carlos wasn’t talking about his drawings, he was either talking about the last girl he fucked or when he was off to fuck another one.

    “Yeah, Clay,” Carlos said gruffly. “I can’t speak for other dudes, but I just can’t get off on some other dude busting one in my girl. Hell, half the time I’m pissed about sharing my Becky with any of you motherfuckers on set! But I got a theory about those boys that likes to get off on letting another dude screw their girl.”

    “What’s that?”

    “They secretly wish they had helium heels, too!”

    I chuckled. That shit was crazy to me! Even after all I had gone through.

    “You know I’m telling it like it is.” Carlos continued, laughing.

    “I hear you talking about drawing a dude getting fucked by another dude. Have you ever done that shit? Don’t look at me like that, dawg. You yourself said you get your inspiration from life.”

    Carlos shook his head. “Oh hell no! I’m one hundred percent wussy for pussy! The closest I ever came to letting one of those small dick beaters come close to my dick is gagging a motherfucker. That ain’t really gay. I mean, he’s gay for let me use his throat like pussy, but for me it was just another tonsil workout.”

    “I heard that!”

    A few short days later, a blast from my past came skipping down the stairs while I was hanging out with Carlos in his basement. Rasool. As odd as it may sound, I wasn’t terribly shocked to see him. Just a little thrown he looked less like a Gulf War vet and more like a buffed-out Rastafarian with his dreads pouring down his back.

    “I think you remember my cousin.” Carlos spat, and then followed up by pointing over to the stereo equipment in the corner he was there to pick up.

    There wasn’t much we could say to each other without giving our history away, given that his crotch was shamelessly bulging out like crazy looking over at me. Even in his effort to play it cool, he did manage to slip me a card with his new beeper number on it.

    I knew I was playing with fire when I gave him a ring. I reasoned though it had been forever since the last time I got down. Plus, it eliminated the hunt if he still got down like that. But, unlike the handful of times we hooked up before at his loft, he was bolder than bold showing up at his door in nothing on but a pair of dazzling white briefs with this gigantic dick print straining underneath the elastic band.

    “I think the two of you’ve met.” Rasool said handsome and arrogantly.

    “Yeah,” I said, reaching out to touch the thing that made my life so complicated.

    He pulled me in and closed the door behind me.

    Even though his dick had always been a major selling point with me, in the brief second, he made his way over to the bed, I nearly forgot about incredible his body was, especially his broad back.

    “Get too it, baby,” Rasool said in a voice unlike his, very authoritatively, with his hands on his hardened V-shaped waist.

    I dropped to my knees, pulling his underwear down along the way. I learned a long time ago that with a man like Rasool, I couldn’t just cup his musty dick in my hand. No. I had to palm his big curvaceous ass and guide his big tool in with nothing more than my mouth. Because I took good care of him like this, he didn’t grow mannishly heated by this, going for my head and fucking my face.

    “Get at it like a lollipop, son,” he chided in his old street dialect. “Like a lollipop.”

    Rasool was speaking in tongues by the time I had him down my throat, his wild pubes prickling my nose with his low-hanging balls slinging again my chin, threatening to bust a nut in my mouth when I was overcome by this strange uncalm feeling that someone was standing right behind me. Because I didn’t hear anything to make me feel like someone was actually behind me, I kept on sucking off Rasool. It was just my imagination, I reasoned at best. Then, Rasool grabbed my head, putting his hands over my ears and started slow-fucking my face like it was just some fuck toy he’d used on the regular.

    “Oh damn, son! I forgot you had a mouth made for gulping dick.” Rasool complimented as I felt his word vibrate through my smashed head. “Ah, shit!”

    Rasool rode my mouth for a couple of more minutes and then out of nowhere, he just held my face steady before taking a few hard lunges and gasped, “Chug this man down, bitch!”

    His dick was already lodged in my throat. This need to ram it further was excessive, as if his hot load needed a direct route to my stomach.

    I was screaming and gagging all at once, trying to pull off him. He wasn’t ready to let me go guzzling down a gallon of his manmilk down my tight weak throat.

    I felt ruined after that, rushed with the logic Carlos used to describe a faggot, mainly in the way I swallowed Rasool’s load like a baby in need of titty milk. I couldn’t even enjoy the confusing guilt of the moment when I felt a pair of gruff hands sliding my pants off my ass.

    “What the fuck?” I heaved after Rasool let go of my head, preventing me from looking over my shoulder.

    “You remember my cousin Carlos? I thought you might want to show him a good time, too.”

    I was so exhausted from the face-fucking I couldn’t even look back at him more or less move away from the tightened grip he had on my waist.

    “Don’t be like that, kid. You know I’ll put it on you right…seeing that we’re boys and shit.” Carlos assured me.

    I let out a groan from my sore jaw as I heard something squirt out of a tube and a cold glob hit my exposed crack. I must’ve been open and wet from the blowjob I gave because Carlos fingered me with the lube with absolutely no problem, like I had just finished up a down-home fuck. And when he went in to push in with his eleven-inch monster, I fitted him like a pro, finding the renewed energy to sluggishly throw my ass back on him so he could get the rest of it in.

    “I didn’t know you liked it like that, kid.” Carlos heaved movingly, sliding the rest of his manly thickness into my stiff chute.

    I gasped in pain. The pressure was head-busting ridiculous with water springing from my eyes.

    Rasool responded coldly looking into my eyes. “I told you this here was a straight-up pussy boy. He moaned like a little bitch the first time I put the pipe up in him.”

    As if my timing couldn’t have been any worse, I let out one of those uncontainable groans followed by a series of terrifying tremors, much like some of those white girls we double fucked. His dick was thumping my prostate, and I was doing everything in my power from keeping my balls from draining out beneath me. Just the same, he was killing me with all these inching strokes, trying to stretch me out with his fat meat so he could eventually go for rock bottom. Easing in and easing out, pushing and pulling, grunting and groaning because the tightness of my asshole was being quite good to him.

    “I told you that was some good ass, man. If you want to get it in, you got to get in control of it, son. You got to break the seal off that pussy like an unopened bottle top.” Rasool coached with Carlos grunting.

    After a while, Carlos was fully fucking me and my sore ass was being burned because of it, gutting my insides out.

    “If I knew this ass was like this I would’ve came for it a long time ago, man.” Carlos huffed, ramming his brick hard erection into me. “Think about all those nights we could’ve had together! The fun we could’ve had fucking just like this in my spot. I can fuck another black man just as easy as I can one of these white boys.”

    We both got lost in the sensation, two straight dudes coming together as one, enjoying each other like this after all this time. Carlos started talking about this too when we first started hanging out, but I was thinking on another plane reflecting on the fun we could’ve had all those years ago, regretting that his cousin was my first and not him.

    “You’re gonna take my load, dawg.” Carlos pumped harder, almost fiendishly by then.

    “Yeah,” I huffed, getting the wind knocked out of my sail.

    “I can’t hear you, dawg. You gonna take my load?”

    “Yeah, man…damn!” I whined, so afraid I was so wide open by his hard fucking that it was going to suck in his balls, too!

    “You want me to put my babies up in that womb? Impregnate that hungry hole? Huh? Tell me what you want to do, son?”

    “I want you to do what you do, C.” I mumbled humbly.

    “You want Big C to fuck that bussy good, doncha bitch?”

    “Yes,” I cried aloud, letting my pleasure betray my once-formidable manhood.

    “You want me to beat up, rip that brown eye wide open, don’t you?”

    I couldn’t find the energy to say anything else. I let out moans and groans to let him know I was with him however he wanted to get it.

    “I’m gonna cum in that good-ass bussy, bitch. I’m gonna fill you up with these motherfucking babies, dawg. You’re gonna be that good bitch for me from here on out! Right?!?!” Carlos rode me hard like a rabid fiend, putting the screws to my already-sore butt cheeks. Next thing I knew, he was deeper inside me than ever before. Offering no apologies, he pushed back against my waist and pulled harder back in, and shouted, “Take it like a bitch, punk! Take my cum up in your pussy, bitch! Yeah, bitch!! Uhhhnnnnggggh!!!”

    To say Carlos shot his load up my ass would be an understatement. Dude exploded in my ass and flooded it with hot cum. And with my insides feeling full because of it, it forced me to bust my own nut right there on the floor, hands free. And if that wasn’t enough, when he went to yank his dick out of my ass the cum started gushing out of me like a broken egg all over my balls, forcing me to shoot another load as if the first one didn’t count. Once again, hands free.

    They didn’t bitch me out too bad after that. They just made a few badly timed jokes at my expense. Odd enough, after that, they kept it very cordial the handful of times we made a go of the sex thing later on.

    The three of us were hanging out in Carlos’ basement one night when I noticed the two cousins were shooting glances at each other and then over at me relaxing on the couch. I wasn’t above taking care of them, but it was like I became the star ho in our little arrangement.

    “I love my piece, too,” I said reaching for my dick, reminding the two of them I still had a nice big one.

    I made my plea that we call up our boy and see if he could get us a line on some nasty freak that was willing to do the three of us. To my surprise, our boy didn’t just get a bite, he cast a net and caught plenty of fish that wanted to party with a bunch of roughnecks from around the way.

    A few hours later we converted the basement into a dimly lit party room full of blacks and blonds. Many of the guys were from around our old neighborhood and most of the girls were the suburban desperate housewives types that were in search of a little fun. Obviously coming from a middle-class neighborhood most of the men there weren’t roughnecks in the stereotypical Hollywood sense, it was a nice mixture of men: some educated white-collar jobs and others with blue-collared ones. I don’t think neither really mattered to some of the girls. They were just on the hunt for some seasoned black sausage.

    After people started pairing off, some going elsewhere while others got to it then and there and bounced, the three of us found ourselves sitting on the sofa smoking some bud and getting sucked off by three white girls. I was feeling especially proud since the girl sucking on my dick looked like one of those generic big-breasted porn stars.

    Then, out of nowhere, I felt something crawl up my asshole as she was giving me a blowjob, only to discover it was her finger. I didn’t want to bring any unwanted attention to myself, and the way she hooked my prostate just so, the only thing that came out of my mouth was “You’re going to make me cum real quick if you keep on doing me like that.”

    She kept on. No problem. But then she went from tonguing my balls to tonguing the spot where my ass crack started to form. I tried stopping her, but she kept on anyway. The purpose haze started to get the best of me. I felt a pair of hands grab each of my legs holding them up some kind of way. I must’ve dozed off for a second because I came to I still felt that tongue in my ass and some hands grabbing my legs. This time though I had some sleeping dick lazily slapping me in the face.

    “Put it in your mouth,” the voice boomed overhead. “Suck it like a lollipop.”

    And while my head wasn’t there because of the weed and my senses telling me to get out of there, I stupidly fished for the elusive head with my lips. The room erupted in a roar with the faceless man in front of me telling the room that a man that liked his ass played with wasn’t too far removed from sucking a dick.

    “Go ahead. Suck my dick, man.” The strange man continued.

    I was torn between wanting to and not wanting to. At the last minute, I decided to go for it forgetting that others were in the room that quickly reminded me once again of there presence by the snickering.

    I put about four or five more dicks in my mouth after that, getting them nice and wet and nothing more given the weed fucked up my coordination and I wasn’t focused enough to stay on point to blow them all off.

    “What that ass do?” I heard a familiar voice ask me from behind the man I had my lips wrapped around.

    “That ass is nice, man…just like a slice of trim.” Carlos confirmed.

    “Like that?”

    “Like that…with a super-duper vice grip.” Carlos chuckled.

    “We’ll see about that.” Decker, another familiar voice and one of the heads of my old robbing crew said, lifting my legs up and jamming a finger up in there.

    I wanted to tell Decker to stop, but in no time flat, with a slimy dick, he just shoved his way into my chute. There was nothing I could do about the assault, given that the man standing in front of me stopped me from pushing him away. But even Decker had to get him off me to get a better look.

    “I’ve been wanting to fuck your lame ass for a long time. Back when you were in high school carrying yourself up to Rally’s during your lunch time.” Decker, eight years my senior, growled in my ear.

    Decker smelled of blunts, but he surprised me when his tongue began to pass through my lips and started exploring my mouth, palming my waist down to my ass, giving me the soulful fuck I needed to get into.

    It turned out to be a good thing since there was so many others that wanted a crack at my ass, starting with other guys my age from my neighborhood and robbing crew to older married guys I looked at from afar growing up, leaving me loose with grease and cum.

    I was in and out of my high, craving the munchies badly remembering every face of every man I needed to be ashamed to hang my head high around from here on out. So I tried hard to make the most out of every dick when I was conscious.

    I don’t know which came first, being dragged to another room before the random fucking or after. At any rate, I was laid out on some bed taking a few dudes before I found my way onto the floor and on my knees.

    I don’t remember anybody else being in that room except Carlos. He was standing there right in front of me with his dick hanging out, looking for a blowjob. I tried to refuse. It wasn’t that I was trying to act like I hadn’t done it before as I was simply exhausted with my hole being used so well.

    He didn’t care.

    He just plugged my mouth. I licked it like a lollipop like a good little boy, trying to imagine it was one of those weed-tasting ones like they sold at the gas station. I was sucking and he was fucking my face, making sure I had the focus I didn’t have before. Out of nowhere, this warm stuff started engulfing my mouth. It took me a second to figure out it was piss, and I started spitting that shit out. He wasn’t having any of that, gagging me with his dick.

    “I know you’re not trying to back off of this shit, Clay.” Carlos growled, fucking my poor defenseless face. “Unlike nutt, piss is sterile, and as much cum you’d taken tonight, you need all the sterilization you can get!”

    He took another shot of piss in my mouth. 

    “Drink up, bitch,” Carlos stormed.  “I know you’re thirsty.”

    Carlos pumped away, and I don’t know, something got into me. I drank that shit up like it was a shot and I was thirsty for every last drop! Carlos laughed at me. I was sucking him like sucking dick was something new to me and I loved it! As I was gobbling his meat down like it was the last edible thing on earth, I felt him shoot a load in my mouth and let it ease down my throat like the cool of a menthol cough drop. It was horrible but good for me nevertheless.

    “I don’t have to tell you to swallow that shit good. Take it down slow, just like a lollipop.”

  • Not The Father

    This time it was no accident.

    This time there was no alcohol involved. Nobody accidentally bumping into the other beneath the mistletoe tacked in the door around Christmastime, being double dared to buck convention wisdom for a measly fifty bucks.

    Reggie was sitting there next to me on the edge of the bed. We weren’t planning on doing anything, of course. It just wasn’t even in the cards for us to ever be together like that. Not now or ever. So I felt pretty safe in my emotions. We were on the bed because it was the only place in my sparsely furnished efficiency for us to sit comfortably in front of the television. He said he wanted to be there with me when they aired the episode. I understood it had very little to do with me per se. He didn’t want to be alone when it played nor be bothered by a ton of folks asking him how he let himself get played by such a lowdown despicable woman.

    I told myself it was a good thing that he was there with me, as awkward as it could be seen from the outside. He would just sit there and let the phone ring when they started to call asking how he was doing as they secretly wanted to know the details spoken and unspoken in the ten-minute clip. He knew me. I would take his phone away from him before all that even began and turn the ringer off. I might even slip it in the drawer so he doesn’t convince himself to answer it anyway when another familiar name came up on the screen.

    I thought about opening the bottle of rum when the show came on that he brought me from Bermuda that time. Get piss drunk, you know. But he didn’t need me to ease his pain or help him forget his troubles or give him something else he might regret later. He had other people for that. From me, he wanted a safe place to fall when his world crumbled before a national audience.

    One second, he was sitting next to me crying over reliving the news again and in the next those big sexy lips were all over mine, smothering them. I just remember thinking that his lips were incredibly soft for a man so hard, seasoned with a sip of delicious bourbon chicken juice from his lunch earlier at the sports bar. It wasn’t like we were sitting so close to each other that it was somehow destined to be. And it wasn’t like when it happened that it was all that caressingly gentle, like those sweet soft kisses that Hollywood gets off calling romantic. His neat beard and moustache were like little match tips working overtime across my clean-shaven face and loved every minute of it.

     

    I should push him away, I reasoned.

    It could be anything that is making him act this way.

    Anger. Fear. Embarrassment. Regret.

    But every touch I felt of his, his hands on my back trying to lay me down, and every hand I lay on him, on the nape and the tattoo riding his side, turned me on in every way. And beyond my control, he was between my legs dry humping the hell out of my new favorite pair of black jeans.

    Then I found the will to stop. Pulling his teeth from my neck and stopping him dead in his tracks, remembering everything that happened and vowing not to play second fiddle.

    *          *          *

    Ever since I told my cousin that there was really such a thing as an ultra-masculine gay man, she has gone out of her way to bring me a few to vet. It wasn’t for my benefit to meet a possible partner as it was for hers, on the hunt for a new man to father her kids. I thought I was close to done after meeting twelve different men in the course of two years, with a handful of them eventually making their way between my sheets.

    There was this one guy in particular that she had been talking about all that time that she really wanted me to meet. Unlike the others, she was never interested in him like that, because they grew up together and she saw him more like a little brother than some potential getting between her thighs. But if he was my cup of tea, she thought it might be nice if the two of us could ride off into the sunset together.

    Of course, that was a just a dream of hers–not mine.

    I didn’t see myself settling down anytime soon. I had just graduated with my master’s degree and was still in the infantile stages of building my career. I started having a few tingles of reconsideration when my cousin and I drove out to the beach one day to find this photography crew standing along the shore with this big phyne cocoa butter brotha towering out of the water with his hard body covered in tattoos. Pretty boi, he wasn’t. Just the same he was one of the handsomest devils I had come across in a long time. The most beautiful thing about him was that he was quite natural. He wasn’t perfect in any way nor was he trying to be. He had this sexy/comical look going for him. His extended jaw always left those whopping pillowy lips slightly ajar making him look as he was always wondering what was going on.

    While I was working to adjust my erection, he came out of the water to greet me and my cousin. I fell in love with his smile. Even more so when I swore he was shamelessly flirting with me over dinner.

    As the weeks rolled on, some days I was positive that I was picking up some kind of vibe from him and that we were really connecting. Other days, it felt like Reggie and I were meant to stay in the friend’s zone. Then Christmas came along and that bet. I was against kissing him. I didn’t want there to be any more confused signals on my part. It was a party, and fifty dollars was in play. He had a splash of eggnog with his rum. Why not? It shouldn’t count, I know, but there was something there, too. Nobody could see that his tongue brushed over my lips when he dipped me down. I should have never had my mouth open—or maybe I should’ve parted my teeth a little more.

    I wrestled with my conscious about getting him more inebriated that night. Take him home to get him “sobered up” at my place. If nothing more, I could innocently strip him down to his boxers and have him wake up next to me. I guess I spent too much time thinking because I lost him in the house. When I found him he was on the makeshift dance floor in the living room bumping and grinding against my mother.

    It might’ve been considered sweet if my mother wasn’t just barely a few years older than me and didn’t believe that we could date men in the same age group. Mine a few years older than me, hers a few years younger than her. Gay, straight, it really didn’t matter to her. Everybody was fair game. And it wasn’t like she didn’t know that I liked him. All along she was making little cracks along the way that he was “too much of a real man” to be gay and that I should aim my sights a little lower.

    I wasn’t fazed in the least by her comments. I may not be the most masculine guy in the world, but I’m closer to that than I could ever be a sissy. I knew what that was all about. She could give a flying flip about him. All she heard attached to his name was that he had a short-lived career in the NFL a few years back. Instead of leaving when his body was badly beaten, he took the money he made from his contract and invested in a few business deals that turned out really well for him.

    *          *          *

    There are no words when the man of your dreams starts dating your mother. No words. She never did care for playing fair. Even when I first came out with my then-boyfriend, she was upset because she couldn’t “turn him around” so she slept with his married father and ruined that marriage as a way to get back at me. I guess she will forever be that fifteen-year-old spoil brat competing with her newborn son. She got to Reggie by appealing to his softer side, appealing to the only thing that I couldn’t give him. Kids.

    He didn’t have any kids, and he always wanted at least one, a son that he could toss the football with, he told me over the stadium crowd.

    He got his wish six months later when my mother announced that she had just completed her first trimester and was pregnant with triplets. I painfully watch him stay right by her side throughout the whole pregnancy which was already complicated enough with her being around forty. I had even heard rumors that after everything settled down, he was thinking about proposing to her. My cousin was livid about this, not only because he confided in her that he didn’t really love her, but because she didn’t think any man under thirty was ready to make such a commitment to such an aging woman that was going to have seven kids in all. (My cousin was really rooting for me.)

    Even though I kept my thoughts to myself, my cousin tried cheering me up by keeping me abreast of every gay porn that played with some daddy theme, seeing that a man four years my senior could possibly be my new stepfather.

    I had just finally come to accept that all of this was happening, when I showed up at the hospital after the triplets were born to be blocked by security that wasn’t letting anybody passed the elevators. First there was this short thuggish-looking guy that carried on like he was ready to fight the world arguing with this other guy cussing him out. I was starting to feel sorry for the family who was involved in that hot mess when I saw Reggie being dragged out of the room calling my mother all sorts of names.

    In less than a month, the three men and the new mother were sitting on the stage of Maury. The episode wasn’t aired immediately, and I found it strange that Reggie seemed to fall off the face of the earth. When I found the nerve to ask my mother about him, she told me that she could care less. My cousin told me he hadn’t talked to her since the show.

    My cousin thought it was simple. That I should call him up and tell him how sorry I was, but I couldn’t find the nerve. Maybe I was angrier than anything else. Even if we didn’t have a future, I did sort of think of him as a friend. I heard the term MILF, but I would like to think if the situation was reverse that I would’ve crossed that line.

    I was going about my life wonderfully when my friends and I decided to take an evening stroll around the park after going out to dinner. We were coming around the corner when I saw him sitting on a bench on the rim of the lake looking pitiful, like he had lost his best friend. I could have gotten my friend to go another way and never look back. But when I looked at him constantly rubbing his face, I quickly made out that he was wiping tears from his eyes and thought it was best to stay and comfort him for awhile.

    It was kind of like we picked up where were left off, like this whole mess never happened. I was back at his place. He was back at mine. We were both moving with and fighting against this thing that was still growing between us.

    Reggie got word a week later that they were airing the episode. He claimed that the last thing in the world he wanted to be was alone when it came on. But the last thing I expected was for him to be kissing me again.

    I was so caught up in having the man of my dreams with me that I suddenly found myself lost in this strange paradox. Loving him the way I did. Reggie pulling off his shirt, my shirt, hands roving my body as if it was his to begin with. His face buried along my neckline taking to planting his row of hickeys on me. And there I was underneath him feeling slightly ashamed that my thighs parted ways so easily to secure those hard tattooed muscles between them. Mortified that the heat of his body, his cologne flavored with his natural musk grinding hard against me through our pants was making me feel some kind of way far beyond my control.

    But there was an ounce of power still left in me to resist. I stopped when I was so willing to give that away anymore. And he stopped when he felt the hurt and the humiliation roar back into my heart. Though my mouth trembled with everything I wanted to say, I couldn’t make the words come out of my mouth. There was the small fear of losing him again. The biggest fear was that I wanted to forgive him and move forward, seeing things in him, with me, that I was jumping ahead of in my mind even though it was no less than the truth.

    He could still use his voice. His shallow breathing made that clear. There was an understanding in his big brown eyes. This wasn’t just a fluke. This wasn’t lust and he needed to get what he wanted and be on his way. There was a consideration involved, some attentiveness deeper than even I could register. The remorse in his eyes spoke more of his regret than any words he could trip over to get everything out.

    He breathed. “Tell me to stop and I will. I will. I promise. I don’t want to—

    I put my face over his, slipping him a tongue, and finally getting in the romantic kiss we should’ve shared from the beginning.

    I fall back to the bed just shy of my head hitting the pillow. He reached over me and pulled it behind my neck.

    Reggie looked at me for awhile. Tears of old and new still hanging in his eyes, wounded that this was where he was supposed to have been in the first place, home.

    “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” He heaved, his face going for the pillow that I was on.

    I held him tight. Then I kissed him along the crook of his hairy jaw before nuzzling his tattoo-free collar. He reared his short thick kinky head kissing me back.

    Belt buckles got undone. Our jeans got unbuttoned and unzipped. My head off the pillow, my back off the bed, arching my neck back to present my neck again as I held the back of his with one hand and balanced my torso with the other. He went back and forth on my neck and my lips undecided which was truly better for him. He wanted to taste it all. I was too deep into him kissing me across the lips that I started to feel vulnerable when he laid me back down, kissing me back along the neckline and newly down my solid chest. He was torturing me so, going all the way around each nipple two or three times before moving back up where my arms met my breastplate.

    I was jolted by the foreign sensitivity there, especially along the hard curve of my chest as he took his sweet time getting to my nipples. When he was there, he was there kissing them and licking them and slightly pulling away. I felt his dick press harder against me with every soft moan of approval. I got even louder when he stayed where he belonged, and I bucked, manic rolling my hips against his when he began to suck them and bite them sending me into a frenzy like no other.

    *          *          *

    I woke up the next morning not knowing that it was humanly possible to feel so spent with my clothes still on, feeling as if I had come out of every nerve ending and my whole body was still basking in the aftermath. I woke up and fell asleep at least five or six times, trying to pull myself away from his warm body. When I looked at the clock, I knew I had to pull away from his grip, holding me tight like he was some child clutching onto his favorite teddy bear, me. Even though I felt it grind against me most of the night through the fabric, it was only after I got out of bed and watch him lazily roll onto his back in his sleep that I got my first peak of his dick. It was shooting straight out of the hole of his boxers like a sandy-brown-colored Washington Monument with not a line in sight. It told me that he was uncut without a single fold of foreskin left from his member. It would just be cliché to say that it was big. It was not what I would’ve expected on him, though pleasantly surprised just the same. It was average in length, but in width and girth it raised the bar to the likes I had never seen, giving me a better sense of what being beer can-thick meant. Like a can of Heineken pulsing with life.

    I didn’t want to wake him, not sure after last night if he was hungry to use that thing on me. I wasn’t a virgin, but my experiences were just a handful, mostly sucking with the occasional serpent spitting its white spew into a condom inside of my guts. I couldn’t help but wonder if there was one out there made to fit a man like Reggie, though. That could stretch ever so wide. I shook my head, looking at him in my bed sound asleep. I didn’t want to make the mistake of putting more into last night than what it was, that after a night of heavy petting that the man of my dreams was finally mine. Even as the silly thought that he may have been using me and my obvious feelings for him to get back at my mother override what we shared.

    I snuck out, and went to work, hoping that when I returned he would be gone.

    *          *          *

    He called and came by for the next two years. We never got back to doing what we did, but it wasn’t because of a lack of trying. It wasn’t about that with him, of course. He was like my cousin, hoping that we could find a way ride off into the sunset together, to get pass this. The harder he tried to make us an us, the more I resisted. His feelings for me were clear, and for me it went beyond him being a boyfriend or my man as I kept on seeing my husband in those eyes, sitting in a rocking chair one day talking about the good old days.

    I wasn’t ready for that. I had dreams and goals of my own that needed my attention that had nothing to do with him. He kept trying and trying and I wanted him more and more. In turn, not wanting to give in, to give up my hopes without him, I began to get comfortable in my delayed anger and hatred towards him. Replaying clips in my mind with him on the dance floor with her, narrowly escaping being the father of my three little brothers. Still, he tried.

    He wasn’t there every day of every minute trying to win me over, but there wasn’t a week that went by that I didn’t hear something from him. Even if it was nothing more than him leaving behind a rose or my favorite candy on my doorstep to let me know that he was thinking about me. Then one week passed by and I didn’t hear anything from him, and then the next. I hated coming home the following week, taking the stairs instead of the elevator hoping that he would be standing there. I took Thursday and Friday off, leaving my door cracked, hoping that if he stopped by again that he might get concerned to want to come in. Saturday came and went. After midnight, I put on some clothes and went downstairs, went over a few blocks to a bar, got drunk, and caught a taxi over to his place. I wasn’t going over there to profess my love for him. I was on my way over there to tell him how livid I was for leading me on so many years ago and having the nerve to go off and do what he did with my mother and making me feel like I was just some consolation prize, cursing him for not leaving me out of it when that episode played.

    When he opened the door in those blue silk pajamas, I saw those same eyes and that same remorse as I saw before. I was speechless again, and though my lips trembled again they were trembling against his. It was like we were in our own little world with our kiss. I was brought back to the moment when I felt his strong hand graze my booty and his dick sprang forth against my bellybutton trying to insert, following some movement out of the corner of my eye.

    There was a woman dressed in a tank top and some jeans, getting off her makeshift bed on the sofa, grabbing her keys from the coffee table in front of it and a shirt off the floor. “I guess I’ll leave you boys to your devices and find me a hotel room for the night.”

    “Good idea, sis. That is, unless you like to listen.” Reggie chuckled as she walked passed us on out the door. “Good night.”

    “Good night.”

    He closed the door behind him and hoisted me up to his waist and carried me off into the bedroom kissing me every step of the way.

    He tossed me on the bed, stripped off his shirt and climbed on top of me, kissing me and caressing me with heavy breath with my legs once again parted just for him.

    “If we’re going for this, I want to go all the way–and I don’t mean just tonight. I love you and I want to be with you. I want to be the first thing you see in the morning and the last thing you see at night; you understand?”

    I nodded, pushing onto his back and fitting between his thighs grabbing at his waistband pulling off his bottoms and underwear. My face fell into his crotch. I didn’t put my mouth on his shaft. I just kept it in the blackish forest of pubes right in the fold of his thighs snacking at his nutt sac every once in awhile. But I was drawn further down by a strong masculine scent, a clean scent infused with one of those expensive body gels.

    “Grab your ankles.” I told him.

    I slowly rolled the length of his long frame onto his upper back, tenderly kissing the underside of each of his buttcheeks. When I got him where I wanted him, I felt him jerk as I swirled my tongue into his hole. I pulled his cheeks further apart letting my spit quickly dry right there before licking and kissing the outside again. He squirmed and moaned, making me laugh a little to hear such a girlie sound come out of the mouth of such a masculine man.

    I had him for awhile like that, listening to him beg for me to stop while his body shuttered against my face. I eased him down doing what I had been doing before sticking my thumb into his ready hole as my tongue rolled back up to pluck at the loose skin holding his family jewels.

    “Soft and wet,” I smiled. Taking my thumb as far as it would go into his hole.

    “Only for you babe…only for you,” he groaned after he was able to come back to from the ecstatic abyss.

    Reggie reached over at his side. His palm out underneath this pump attached to this oversized bottle of lube on the nightstand that he pushed down on with his thumb several times. He looked at me squarely in the eyes, bringing his legs back up over his chest, and slowly smeared the clear gunk over his exposed hole, catching the runoff and bring it back where it was needed.

    “Let you know how serious I am about us.” He choked, letting me push as much of it as I could into him. “But be easy, though, man. I’ve only been fucked once and that was a long time ago.”

    “When?” I asked, spreading his legs out by his ankle.

    “High school,” he heaved, preparing for what was to come.

    “Who?” I asked, teasing the tip of my dick against his hole.

    “Coach Riley,” Reggie murmured.

    “Was it fun?” I said nuzzling the head in.

    “Yes…after a while,” Reggie quavered, wincing and panting for breath brought on by the tinges of pain he was surely feeling in his tight rear. “It hurt like hell at first, but he promised that I was going to love it long before he got done.”

    “Did you?” I reared out.

    “Yes,” he grumbled, looking up at me, pushing against my flat stomach. “He was a man of his word.”

    “And I’m a man of mine.” I said making the same promise.

    I listened to him whimper, pulling back without coming out and pushing back in just enough for him to get use to my size, gradually going deeper and deeper into him. He was crying that I was sawing into him, that I needed to stop. I slowed down, but not enough to stop. If we were going to be together like we thought we were, he needed to get use to me as I was certain that I would have to return the favor some day.

    “Trust me. Your man got you.” I said, with him grunting and groaning with some mild yelps on my way to forcing him to take me down to the hilt. “That’s all of me. I ain’t going to move. I want your friend and my friend to get acquainted because they’re going to be best friends.”

    He smiled with tears streaming down his face. It was so much going on in his face that I didn’t know if it was from the pain of me being in him or the joy that we were finally together. I let him tell me when he was ready to go further, when he rocked his hips against me, pulling away enough just to get back on.

    “Just like old times, huh?” I said, feeling his tight ass muscles finally coming around to clenching my dick as I got off into slow fucking him.

    When he chuckled, I pulled back out just enough to keep the head back in and rammed my way back forcing another one of those girlish shrills to come back out of his mouth.

    Because this was our first time together, I held back from the power fucking I was good at performing, hearing thighs relentlessly slap against some big, beautiful ass. But this wasn’t just some random piece that I scored, this was my baby from here on out. I gave him what he needed to enjoy himself and he returned the favor in kind, slow to succumb the fact that he didn’t need to hold back from me the feelings he was feeling deep inside.

    He grabbed my ears when I started to loosen him up real good, bringing him to a new edge. He was grabbing my ass, pushing every inch of me that I could get into him in him. If he was a girl, he would’ve been teased for being a bitch in heat. Every time I thrashed into him, leveling him into a deeper submission, he yelped a sweet yelp that brought another hundred pounds of raw passion out of me. The bed was rocking like a rickety roller coaster that seemed to be ready to break at any second. I didn’t care. I was deep-dicking my boy, my lover, my friend by this point with a great amount of confusion of where he ended and I began. I was wiping my brow with sweat for the millionth time when I looked down and saw that the sheets were soaking wet.

    “You’re going to have me break this dick off in you!” I shouted.

    “Break it off in me, baby. Break it off in me!” Reggie screamed, clinging on to the underside of the headboard behind him with the biggest pearl of precum that I ever laid eyes on.

    I went in harder and faster, rotating my hips deep inside of him, my hairy sac tickling his stretched hole when I felt my dick get bigger and a few seconds later everything around it is getting wetter and wetter with a deluge rushing out of him.

    “Don’t pull out.” He pleaded with me trying to catch my breath.

    Reggie looked like he was trying to do the same thing, but quickly shot over everything he had over me and him without even touching himself.

    “I won’t.” I said, holding down one of my nostrils trying to blow out the dollop of wad that went straight into it!

    *          *          *

    Fifty years later, many years after we had adopted two boys and my three brothers upon the illness of my mother, their grown children come barging into our house on the beach to find their favorite grandpas covered in gooey white stuff and still making out naked under the mistletoe.

  • Impulsive

    “You’re Gordy Hightower, right?”

    Gordy looked up through the haze of drugs and booze and the wandering hands of the two stagehands who were introducing him to the delights of the Big O Ranch Nightclub outside of Colorado Springs.

    “Yeah, that’s me. Something you want signed?” he asked, his voice a bit slurred, a hand brushing the long, straight, black hair away from his face. Gordy was a handsome, perfectly proportioned Lakota Native American of twenty-three and a current pop music star doing a national tour. He was giving a concert at the nearby Red Rocks open-air amphitheater the next night, and two of the stagehands, knowing he was gay and promiscuous, had volunteered to take him to a rocking gay nightclub with a huge swimming pool as the focal point at a ranch. They were locals and knew the club manager would pay them for bringing talent like Gordy to the club to be seen and maybe even to perform for free. On impulse—Gordy did everything on impulse—he’d let them take him on the club crawl. They’d supplied the drugs, the booze, and the wandering hands.

    They were looking to score with a rock star—something they could brag about later: “I was in on doubling Gordy Hightower”—and there was every reason to believe that Gordy would give them the thrill they sought. He had that reputation in the entertainment industry, and the stage hands hadn’t found it hard at all to entice him into the adventure.

    It was a pool club. Everyone was in Speedos or less. There also was a stage by the pool, with a band and pole dancers at the side.

    Gordy was having a rocking good time. The band wasn’t bad. The pole dancers were inspiring. The two stagehands were two big, muscular bruisers. Gordy had a beautiful brown body, but he was willowy rather than bulked up and his signature long, straight, black hair descending to his waist gave him somewhat of an androgynous look. It was a given when the stage hands offered to show him a good time that they’d be fucking him. Gordy was an easy lay. He’d responded to their signaling from the get go. They already had him between them backstage after the concert rehearsal, fondling and kissing. It wouldn’t be much of a rearrangement of bodies to put them in a double penetration position. Gordy’s reputation was casual gay bottom.

    The place was rocking and there were hundreds of beautiful gay men enjoying the pool, the band, and each other. With his exotic looks, Gordy was a recognizable celebrity and was being ogled by all of those around him. He wasn’t the only recognizable figure there, though. A couple of tables over, a monster of a muscular hunk, the gay porn star Austin Hawk, had set up court with his fans. At six-foot-seven and 240 pounds of muscle and a cock that was celebrated on film, he was as much in the eye of those at the club as Gordy was. The two had noticed each other too and had exchanged steamy looks. Much of what Gordy was freely letting the stage crew guys do with their hands on his body stemmed from Gordy imagining Austin Hawk doing to him.

    The man hovering over the table, assuring himself that Gordy was the Gordy Hightower, rock star, was the manager of the club. He was ecstatic at having two celebrities at his club flirting with each other. This was a PR bonanza.

    “How about giving the crowd a song or two?” he asked. “I’ll pay you a thousand bucks for two songs on stage.” That wasn’t anywhere close to what Hightower normally earned for a song, but this was here, now. It would be like free money that didn’t have to go through his staff and accounting process.

    Gordy was beyond happy time. Much to the disappointment of the stagehands who were preparing him, he broke away from in between them and took the stage. He gave the crowd three songs, starting with his current hit “Honky-Tonk Boy,” which was so popular that the band had no trouble giving him a full backing. The guys on the poles gyrated to the boisterous song and got Gordy going too. He gyrated with them, slinging his slim hips this way and that and bumping and grinding as he sang. The crowd went wild. In the third song, “Indian Giver,” the guys on the poles went naked and swung their meat. Gordy joined them, swirling his long, black hair around his willowy, perfectly formed brown body, and wagging an erection at the crowd. The crowd went delirious.

    The two stagehands were positioned in front the stage to catch Gordy as, naked, he stretched his arms out and did a dive of faith into their arms. They carried him off to one of the side alcoves with a curved banquette seat.

    Stagehand One, stripping off his Speedo, sat on the bench and pulled Gordy down into his lap. Gordy gave him a lap dance until lust overtook them both. The stagehand positioned Gordy with Gordy’s channel sliding down on the stagehand’s cock. Gordy leaned back, letting his arms dangle at his side, and using the leverage of his knees on either side of the stagehand’s hips, languidly fucked himself on the man’s cock in a drug-induced state, while Stagehand One held the Lakota hunk’s slim waist between his hands and feasted on the Native American’s nipples. Gordy swayed his head, putting his long, black hair into motion, to the beat of the band on the now-distant stage. Fans gathered around, cell phones out, to capture the moment, the images later to make their way around the Internet. The publicity from this would not diminish Hightower’s popularity.

    Stagehand Two came in behind Gordy, moving his thighs over those of Stagehand Two. Gordy gave a little cry of surprise and pain-passion as Stagehand Two nudged Gordy’s chest over into the beefy pecs of Stagehand One, rolled Gordy’s buttocks up, and forced his cock into the Lakota singer’s channel, sliding in on top of Stagehand One’s buried shaft. The surrounding crowd went crazy.

    The two stagehands got their “I was in on a doubling of Gordy Hightower” bragging-rights memory that they had been seeking and the Internet was there to prove it.

    As the two stagehands shared Gordy in a fuck, the porn star, Austin Hawk, muscled himself through the ring of those who were watching the rock star being double fucked. He was naked now too and was fisting a champion-sized cock. As he watched Gordy Hightower being doubled, he pulled a young, short guy who had followed in his wake around to in front of him, facing the spectacle of Gordy being fucked. Hawk, holding the smaller guy in front of him, put the young guy on his cock, bent over at the waist, arms and feet dangling in front of him, entirely under the control of the porn star.

    While Hawk was losing himself in the moment, his bodyguards were doing what they could roaming the surrounding crowd and fighting a losing battle of preventing the capture of this turn of events on cell phones.

    The stagehands fucked Gordy and Austin Hawk fucked his small guy, but it was Gordy who had his eyes glued to Hawk and Hawk who was equally focused on Gordy.

    When the stagehands had finished with Gordy, he looked around, his mind still much in a haze, looking for the porn star. But Austin Hawk was gone. His attention went back to the men at hand. The stage hands had set up an enterprise. Assessing the men standing in line on the beauty of their bodies and the size of their cocks and offering Gordy’s tail to any of those who passed muster and would pony up $100, Gordy slouched on the bench, opening his legs to the men who passed muster and ponied up. Gordy never asked who got the money and the stagehands never offered the information.

    There were “I fucked Gordy Hightower” memories to spare created that drug-infused evening. As the evening wore on, though, the honor of having done so got less and less rare.

    Although it was good for business, the club manager later recalled that he thought Hightower’s impulsive promiscuity was a plaintive call for help.

    * * * *

    Gordy Hightower wasn’t the only act playing the Red Rocks Amphitheater west of Denver on Saturday afternoon, but he was the big-name main event. He’d shot up into the stratosphere of American rock stars in less than a year. It was a novelty for a Native American from a Lakota reservation in the Dakotas to zip onto stage and capture the popularity he had, but he was unique. He had a sound and an androgenous stage presence all his own with his long, black hair and sexy body that he always put on display, and he could be both outrageous and impulsive.

    There were those willing pay top dollar for one of his concerts just to see how far down he was willing to strip that night. A lot of his concerts ended with an unplanned killing of the lights on the stage. There were rumors that in one private party concert he’d let a guy come up from the audience and fuck him on stage.

    The morning papers didn’t explicitly cover his “everyone have at me” performance at the Big O Ranch gay nightclub outside of the Colorado Springs the previous night, but there were hints in the media and more open mentions across the media. The Internet was alight with videos—from all angles. He was unpredictable and impulsive, and the current generation music and porno worlds lapped it up.

    The sold-out Red Rocks concert only fanned the flames of his notoriety as well as the speculation of how long his star could soar before it plunged to the earth.

    “You have a visitor. I managed to sneak him in,” a stagehand—Stagehand Two of the previous evening, whose name was Jack—said as Gordy was sitting in front of a mirror, bare-chested, brushing his long, black hair out in his Red Rocks dressing rock a half hour before he was to go on. Bands were already on stage warming up the capacity crowd. Gordy was to be the headliner closing act for the concert.

    He looked toward the door through the reflection in his dressing table mirror, to see the bruiser porn star Austin Hawk standing in the doorway to the dressing room.

    “I know you,” Gordy said.

    “I know you too, Hightower,” Hawk answered. “You put on quite a performance yesterday at the Big O Ranch.”

    “I didn’t think you appreciated me; you didn’t stay around,” Gordy said as he watched the big guy come into the room, shut the door, and walk over to behind Gordy, sitting at the dressing table. Hawk’s big mitts came down on Gordy’s bare shoulders, but they didn’t dwell there. They continued gliding down the young man’s chest until the palms covered Gordy’s pecs. He twitched as Hawk pinched and rolled his nipples between his fingertips.

    “Is this being too forward for you?” the actor asked.

    “What’s too forward?” Gordy responded.

    Hawk laughed. “Am I going to fuck you? That isn’t too forward either?”

    “If you want to, you’re going to fuck me. Should we give them a thrill and do it on stage today?”

    “I’m not quite the exhibitionist and as impulsive as you are—at least when I’m sober. I knew where you’d be tonight. I know Jack and he helped me get in here. He’ll help us get out too,” Hawk said, lowering his face to the hollow of Gordy’s throat, sniffing him there, and planting a kiss. He could feel Gordy trembling to his touch. “I left the club last night to get set up for us this afternoon.”

    “This afternoon?”

    “Yes. I do movies, you know. We’re going to do a movie and I’m going to fuck your lights out in a film that will burn up the Internet.”

    “My handlers tell me my night clubbing last night is already doing that. And I have a concert to do this afternoon. We can burn up the Red Rocks by doing it on stage.”

    “I don’t think so,” Hawk said “I think you’re coming up into the mountains with me and we’re going to do a movie for a very private, high-paying audience.”

    “That’s crazy,” Gordy said, but Hawk already was pulling around to hover between Gordy and his dressing table. He threw a leg over Gordy’s lap and leaned his shoulder blades back into the mirror. He’d unzipped himself, freed a humongous snake of a thick cock, and was holding it in his hand.

    “Yes, it’s crazy. Suck my cock.”

    “Here? Now? I go on in a half hour.”

    Hawk laughed. “Yes. Here, now. This is what you do. This is what you love. Not just sucking cocks but doing life on the fly. Suck it.” He slapped Gordy across the face, grabbed his hair in a bunch as it was cascading down his back, and pulled Gordy’s face into his crotch.

    Gordy took the shaft deep into this throat and gave the porn star head.

    “OK, that’s enough. Let’s go.” Hawk pulled his shaft out of Gordy’s mouth and pulled the young man up out his chair.

    “Now? I’ve a got a concert.”

    “No. You’ve got a movie.” He started pulling Gordy toward the door. He was about twice the young man’s size. It was no contest.

    “Wait. My shirt.” Gordy was just in low-rise faded jeans and moccasins on his feet.

    “You’re fine as you are. You’re more than fine.”

    Jack, Stagehand Two, helped them get through the backstage area, to the parking lot, and into a white F-450 XL Super Duty King Ranch double-cab truck. Hawk drove them west, up into the hills, on State Route 46, the Golden Gate Canyon Road, pulling off on a dirt road in a cut in the mountains near the summit. Down the road, they came to an A-frame house hanging off the side of an incline and with parking between it and the drop off. They were looking out over west Denver.

    “Whose—?” Gordy started to ask.

    “Borrowing it from a friend. Ain’t the view something else?”

    As they drove onto the parking pad, a couple of guys came out of the A-frame. They were hauling camera equipment.

    Austin Hawk fucked Gordy Hightower on the backseat of the F-450, with Hawk standing on the running board and Gordy on his back, half in and half out of the truck, the ball of one foot lodged in the top edge of the back of the doorframe, and his other leg hanging through the open truck door, with the window down. The cameras caught the missionary fuck from behind Hawk’s naked body and from the open back door on the other side of the truck. During the fuck, Hawk hauled Gordy out of the backseat, turned him over with his legs dangling down from the door opening, and fucked him doggy style. Burying a hand in the back of the Lakota Indian’s head, Hawk grabbed a hank of the long, straight, black hair and pulled Gordy’s head into his chest, arching the young man’s chest back. From the other side of the truck, the camera caught and lingered on a shot of the young man’s pain-ecstasy in the fuck. Gordy was singing his passion as he’d never done before, and it was all caught on a video to be sold at a very high price to a small subscription service.

    They moved to the bed of the truck, which was covered with a gym mat and fucked in various positions, including with Hawk on his back and Gordy riding him in a wild cowboy position with his long hair streaming around his body. No one seeing Gordy’s performance would suggest that he wasn’t willing to be fucked on camera.

    Whoever was letting them use the mountain cabin let them have it for the night. A second porn movie was filmed on the bed on the balcony of the A-frame, looking out a full wall of glass over the night lights of Denver.

    Needless to say, Gordy Hightower did not make his afternoon concert at the Red Rocks Amphitheater, although, as twilight approached, they could see the lights of that from their mountain perch.

    * * * *

    Eight months later Gordy Hightower was back in Denver, where he was giving a deposition on a $120,000 lawsuit taken against him by the manager of the Red Rocks concert he bopped out on. Despite other acts having performed as advertised and thus had to be paid, the headliner hadn’t appeared and the concert management had to agree to refund the ticket money for anyone who wanted it. A lot of concert goers jumped at the chance to get their money back, and there had been a whole hell of a lot in attendance at the concert.

    Oddly enough, none of this detracted from Hightower’s popularity. He did a free, double-length concert, filmed in the studio, on the Internet in apology to his fans and they were assuaged by this—especially those who got both a refund on a live and a free concert on the Internet.

    He was celebrated even more as a wild and crazy free-spirit guy—the Original American was what he was being touted in a humorous bow to his Native American origins—than he had been before. New hit recordings of “Just Me” and “Original Rebel” added to his fame. His concerts were still sellouts with no worries whether he would appear or not as long as money would be refunded if he didn’t show and there would be a free apology Internet concert. He had also released a discount-priced slick video concert after his failed concert. But he had shown at every concert since the Red Rocks.

    And now he’d shown at the deposition. His managers and insurers understandably didn’t want to lose the $120,000 they were being sued for, the insurers more than the managers, who understood that the notoriety of their boy’s impulsive nature added to his worth. On the other side, the concert managers were possibly more interested in the media coverage of the suit than in winning it too. At some point, Hightower’s lawyers would bring up the fact that Gordy had given the proceeds from his post-Red Rocks video to the managers of the failed concert.

    Across from Gordy at the table sat the main concert promoter, Arnold Black, who looked like a seasoned thug and who was just that. In addition to promoting concerts, he owned casinos in Las Vegas, Atlantic City, and the Poconos and was up to his ears in underworld connections in order to be able to operate. He was a big bruiser, muscular but heavy beyond that, bald, the face of a second-rate prize fighter, and a glare that would curdle cream. Only his very expensive shark-skin suit detracted from the sense that he had come right off the docks of Jersey City.

    Right now, Black was staring down Gordy like the young man’s skipping of Black’s Red Rock’s concert was a hanging offense and the insult had festered with Black for the past eight months.

    Gordy’s lawyer moved to cut into the bottom line from the get go. “Off the top, we want to stipulate that the concert management received $50,000 from the follow-up video proceeds of what Mr. Hightower would have performed at the live concert, that he hadn’t agreed to the refund policy, and that he was taken ill and couldn’t go on. There’s a stipulation in the concert contract that relieves him of responsibility for appearing if he’s too ill to perform.”

    Black’s lawyer piped up. “$50,000 doesn’t come anywhere close to covering the concert management losses, and it’s a clear admission of responsibility and culpability on Mr. Hightower’s part. As for illness, no doctor ascertained that Mr. Hightower took sick, and—”

    A gruffly voice Arnold Black broke in at this point after delivering an impressive snort. “The fucker wasn’t ill and he was performing—just not at the Red Rocks.”

    Gordy, who had been looking everywhere in the room except at Arnold Black because it had been the thuggishness of Black that had aroused Gordy when he first sat down at the table, now turned his eyes to the concert impresario. “How do you know where I was and what I was doing that afternoon?”

    “I subscribe to a special video service. I know exactly what you were doing—what you will do,” Black growled.

    “And you watch that sort of video?” Gordy asked. Black didn’t answer but the exchange of looks the two engaged in was, in itself, an answer. It also was a connection of another sort between the two.

    At that point, Gordy’s lawyer, having no idea what was being conveyed here other than their respective clients shouldn’t be permitted to talk directly to each other during a deposition, cleared his throat and launched into lawyerese that silenced both Black and Gordy into just staring at each other.

    It wasn’t long before the meeting went on pause for a break. When Gordy walked out of the room, his eyes searching for a men’s room and seeing a sign for one close by in the corridor, he took a look in the other direction to see that Arnold Black was standing at the corner to another corridor, looking at him. After giving Gordy a meaningful look, the thuggish concert impresario turned the corner and disappeared. After a slight pause, Gordy impulsively followed him. When he got around the corner, he saw that Black was standing at the door of another men’s room, away from the activity in that part of the building. Black went into the men’s room. After a short time, Gordy followed him.

    They were the only ones in the men’s room. Black was standing at a urinal. He had his cock out. It was humongous—long and thick . . . and half hard. Gordy stood there, a few urinals away. But he was turned to Black, watching him piss in a strong arc. He didn’t unzip and belly up to a urinal himself. When Black was done pissing, he remained there, grasping his cock and stroking it erect.

    “I liked that video you did with Austin Hawk,” Black said while he was stroking himself. “I liked what Hawk did with you—that you just let him have what he wanted . . . and took it and took it.”

    “So, you did see the video from Hawk’s subscription service,” Gordy said. That said all he needed to know about Black. Black was a player of young men and was willing to shell out big bucks to see Hawk perform.

    “Touch it,” Black commanded, wagging his erection in Gordy’s direction. Gordy didn’t respond immediately, and Black reached over and took one of Gordy’s hands and moved it to his cock. “Touch it. Stroke it.” Gordy then fisted the erection in an expert underhanded grasp and smoothly stroked it. After a few minutes of Gordy responding to that command, Black growled. “On your knees. Suck it.”

    Gordy went down on his knees and gave Black head, as the man ran his fingers into the singer’s long, black hair at the back of his skull and held Gordy’s head to his crotch until he’d released in the back of the young man’s throat.

    “Come with me,” Black said as he pulled a gagging Gordy up from the floor.

    “Shouldn’t we be getting back? The lawyers will be looking for us.”

    “No, we go the other way,” Black said, pulling the young man out into the corridor and hustling him down the hall in the opposite direction from the room where they had been involved in a deposition. “There’s more than one way to settle this lawsuit.”

    Gordy could act on impulse, but, apparently, so could Arnold Black.

    * * * *

    The motel was a fleabag named the Wagon Wheel on West 58th Avenue, in Allendale, on the western edge of Denver. Gordy sat in Black’s rental Chrysler 300 while Black rented the room they’d parked in front of. Lots of rooms were available, although two doors down from the one they rented was one where the door was open. An old orange Dodge Charger was parked in front of the room and a hunky Hispanic buy, stripped down to shorts and flip-flops, was soaping up and hosing off that car. He also was ogling Gordy and Gordy was eyeing him back while waiting for Black to secure the room.

    Once they were inside, Black took charge and went straight for business. He told Gordy to go shower and clean himself out. When Gordy came out of the small bathroom with its chipped black and white tiling, Black was down to in the buff too and checking out what was on TV. He knew his motels, because he managed to find a gay sex video channel. Black was paunchy, but he had a powerful body, heavily muscled. He was hirsute, some of the hair turning to gray, the rest a mousey brown, and he was hung like a bull.

    Gordy sat on the foot of the bed, working his cock and watching the gay video while Black took a shower.

    When Black came out, in full, thick and long erection, he put Gordy on the floor, both of them facing the TV set, on all fours, and, without ceremony, he mounted Gordy’s hips, penetrated him, grabbed a hank of the Lakota’s long, black hair to use as reins, and rode Gordy to an ejaculation. Gordy ran a hand under his belly and took care of himself.

    Afterward, Gordy returned to sitting at the foot of the bed and watching the TV while Black stretched out on the bed and had a smoke. He played with his cock until it was hard again and then called Gordy to come up onto the bed and ride the shaft. Gordy did so, facing away from Black, palming Black’s knees, and watching the TV. The video showing used the same position, and Gordy made an effort to coordinate his rising and falling with that of the actors on the screen. The top in the video was Austin Hawk, which Black had found amusing and had gotten a good laugh out of.

    There was no reluctance or shyness on Gordy’s part. He liked being fucked and had been aroused by how impulsively they had walked out on their lawyers to get off in a cheap motel.

    When they were done a second time and, leaving Gordy stretched out on the bed, Black flipped off the TV, took another shower, and came out of the bathroom dressed and closing his fancy gold cufflinks on the white Egyptian cotton dress shirt, he probably wouldn’t have said anything to Gordy before he left if the young man hadn’t spoken. He’d gotten what he wanted. He had no trouble leaving the young, promiscuous, and unpredictable rock star naked on the motel room bed.

    “So,” Gordy said, “does this square us? Since we’re such friends now, are you going to drop the suit?”

    Black snorted. “Of course I’m not going to drop the suit. This doesn’t come out of your hide and, if anything, it appears to make you more of a god in your fans’ eyes. The insurers will pay the freight and both sides get great publicity out of the court case. I’m taking your insurers to the cleaners. It’s just business. Don’t take it seriously.”

    Hanging in the air was whether the fucking they’d just done should be taken seriously, but the answer for both of them was probably a no, so the question wasn’t asked.

    “You going to drive me back?” Gordy asked.

    Black was already at the door, with it open. It took him no time at all to snort again, say, “Fuck, no,” and be gone. Gordy rolled off the bed, went into the bathroom, and took another shower. He had all the time in the world and no immediate plans other than to check to see if he had brought cash or cards to get a cab from here. He wasn’t all that sure where he was booked in a hotel. He usually moved in haze of drugs these days and relied on his manager and his “hanger-on” guys to guide him around. He hadn’t paid much attention to how they’d gotten here from anywhere.

    When he walked out of the room, the Hispanic hunk two doors down, was sitting in front of his sparkling clean Dodge Charger, sitting in a plastic patio chair that was tipped back against the wall, and drinking a beer out of a bottle.

    Gordy looked at the Hispanic hunk and gave him a smile. The Hispanic guy smiled back, tipped the chair back onto four legs, stood and went to the open door of the room in front of the Charger. He held out a hand.

    On impulse, Gordy walked to him. “What does a guy have to do to get a ride in the nifty car of yours?” He asked.

    “We should be able to strike a deal,” the Hispanic hunk said, with a smile. He came close to Gordy and when Gordy didn’t shrink away from him, he palmed Gordy’s butt, guided him into the motel room, and shut the door behind them.

  • Jared’s Secret

    Jared’s Secret

    I started my first job out of college at a call center, no I am not a telemarketer. I don’t call you, you call me whenever you have a problem with one of the products my company sells. Jared and I were hired and started work at the same time. Our cubicles were next to each other for the first year, then we were both given a small promotion to “team leaders”. My team answered all the calls dealing with shipping of our products, mostly tracking the packages that were shipped to the customers. Jared’s team dealt with assembly issues, they walked the customers through putting things together and replacing any missing parts, that sort of thing. It wasn’t our dream job, but it would do until we found something better, and the pay was decent.

    I wouldn’t say we were friends, but we got along well at work, and we always joked with each other, we even had a friendly wager on our monthly numbers. We usually talked about sports and other guy stuff on breaks, but never hung out together after work. Mostly because I was gay and ran in different circles, not that Jared cared about that, he actually didn’t know, no one at work knew. I wasn’t hiding it, but it just never really came up. If any of my co-workers talked about dates or the like, I just listened, and didn’t talk about my love life. I never heard Jared talk about dating either, but didn’t think too much about it, there were others in the office that kept to themselves as well.

    I walked into the breakroom to refill my coffee one morning, Jared and Todd were already talking. I filled my cup and was turning to leave.

    Todd stopped me, “hey Lee, you have a truck. What are you doing tonight?”

    I took a sip of coffee, “I don’t have anything big planned, what’s going on?”

    Jared said, “I bought a leather couch from a guy on Craig’s list and I need to move to my apartment, my mom told me it’s time to get some big boy furniture now that I am working. Todd said he could help move it, but we need someone with a truck to haul it.”

    I said, “sure, not a problem, I can help with that.”

    Jared smiled, “thanks guys, I appreciate it, hey, I’m buying the pizza and beer.”

    He gave us the address to meet, we loaded up the couch and helped Jared move it into his place. He had a nice apartment, his mom was right, he did need some furniture. We ate our pizza and beer, and I headed home right after. The next day, Jared thanked us again. I started to look at him a little bit differently, oh, I had checked him out before and had found him attractive, but I knew he was straight. Since we never dealt with the public in person, we were allowed to dress casually. Most of us wore jeans and sneakers and in the summer, we would wear shorts. Jared filled out his jeans nicely and he wore polo shirts mostly, they were form fitting and showed off his muscles well. When he wore shorts, his legs were just as impressive, they were smooth and hairless. From what I could tell, the rest of his body had little hair as well, his arms were smooth and there was nothing that showed in the v neck of his shirts. I was the complete opposite, my arms and legs were covered with dark hair, so was my chest and stomach. Still, Jared gave no indication that he was anything other than straight.

    It was a few months after I had helped Jared move his couch. It was a Friday night, and I was a little bored. I had messaged a few of my friends, they all had other plans, so I decided to check out a few gay websites, I was already horny. I started with one of my favorites, GayDemon, they always have some hot erotic stories, I really loved the true ones. I was scrolling through the stories hoping that either djfmonkey or Naughty Eric had a new a post. I was in luck, both had new stories, after reading them, I was even more turned on. My pants had come off in the middle of the first story and my hand was wrapped around my hard cock. Once I rated the story and left a comment, I saw the “Live Sex Cams” banner at the bottom of the page. I always like to check these out after I was all worked up from reading a good story. There are all types of guys that regularly broadcasting, smooth twinks, bears, big dicks, cut and uncut. Pretty much anything for any mood or like.

    I clicked on the banner and the camera feeds came up, I was scanning the feeds to find one that looked hot. The first one to catch my eye was of a nice uncut cock that took up most of the screen. I clicked on it and enlarged the screen, shit that is one nice dick, I was still stroking my own hardon. The cock was uncut and completely shaved, no hair around it or on those plum sized balls, Jesus it was sexy. The model turned his ass to the camera, it was just as hot and hairless. He leaned forward and put his hands on the couch and displayed the sweetest pink pucker that I had ever seen. God, I wanted to eat that ass for hours and then stick my dick in until my nuts were tight against his cheeks. Wait a minute, that couch, I have seen that couch before. Just then the model turned back around and sat on the couch, holy shit, that’s Jared. Just when I thought my dick couldn’t get any harder, it did. I let go of my cock just long enough to wipe the drool from my chin.

    I watched in awe as he stroked that magnificent cock, pulling the foreskin back and forth, using his precum for lube. I was mesmerized watching Jared put on his show. My mind was racing, was he gay? Was he just doing this for the money? Was he just an exhibitionist that didn’t care who watched? He let go of his cock to grab his phone, that was sitting next to him on the couch. It hadn’t even dawned on me to turn the sound on, in fact it never did until this moment as I am writing this. Jared appeared to be reading a text, he smiled as he answered it, then set the phone back beside and continued to work his dick.

    I looked at my phone, that was also sitting beside me, I summoned all my courage and sent Jared a text.

    Me: “you are so fucking hot”

    He picked up his phone, he looked confused.

    Jared: “umm, ok, thanks, I guess”

    Shit, he thought that this was just a random text from me, he didn’t know I was watching him.

    Me: “no, I’m watching your show online.”

    I saw the look on his face change to a huge grin, as he understood what I was talking about.

    Jared: “thanks, it would be more fun with a partner.”

    My eyes widened as I read his text, I looked to the screen just in time for him to wink into the camera. Jesus Crist, was he asking me to join him on camera sometime?

    Me: “that would be hot, we should definitely set that up.”

    I saw him smile as he read, he started to type again.

    Jared: “I’m naked now and you know where I live”

    Holy fuck, did he want me to join him on camera? I looked back at my computer, there was Jared pointing his finger and pulling it back, beckoning me to his place. I panicked, shit what should I do? My phone went off again.

    Jared: “do you want come over now?”

    I stared at my phone and before I had time to think about it.

    Me: “yes”

    I took a quick shower and pulled on a pair of running shorts, no underwear, and a t-shirt, slipped on a pair of flip flops. I thought this outfit would be quickest to get out of once I was with Jared.

    I sent Jared a text as I pulled into the parking lot, he replied, “door is open, come on in.”

    I walked in and heard Jared tell his audience, “hey everyone, I have a friend joining me today.”

    He stood and pulled me in front of the couch, without a word he pulled my shirt off, then pushed my shorts down and pulled me in tight and started to kiss me. My cock was still hard from watching him earlier, it was now getting harder as it rubbed against Jared’s smooth uncut member. Jared fell to his knees and my dick disappeared down his throat, as I felt my knees buckle. I quickly steadied myself and my head went back as I savored Jared’s skill on my aching cock. I felt my nuts start to tighten, so I pulled him up for a quick kiss and then went to my knees to worship his dick. It tasted even better than it looked, his precum lubed my throat and soon, his nuts were resting on my chin. I let his cock fall from my mouth and spun him around, he bent forward, and I was looking at that perfect pink pucker, fuck, it looked so much better in person than it did on the computer screen. I went in tongue first, licking, sucking, and probing, slobbering all over, inside and out. Jared was moaning as I worked over his hole, he brought his hands back and spread his cheeks, giving me full access.

    Jared stood and pushed me on my back onto the couch, he pulled my legs in the air and went to work on my ass. His skilled tongue was working me into a frenzy. I held my legs at the knees to give Jared all the ass that he wanted. My head was going back and forth as my ass had never felt better, fuck, he knew what he was doing. I felt Jared’s tongue leave my ass, to be quickly replaced by the cool feeling of a squirt of lube. The head of his dick was rubbing the lube into my hole, as Jared looked into my eyes, I nodded as he gave me a deep kiss. He pushed and I felt those full smooth balls resting on my ass cheeks. He started to pump my hole, my eyes rolling back in my head each time Jared’s cock hit my prostate. Sensing I was getting close, he slowly pulled out and give me another kiss as he lubed my cock, he pushed my legs down as he maneuvered himself, so his hole was hovering over my stiff dick. He sat back and started to ride me, his dick flopping against my stomach with each stroke. He looked down at me and smiled, “your cock feels soooo good in my ass.”

    I flipped us over so that I could control the pace for a bit, Jared’s hand never left my ass as I pistoned in and out. I leaned in and we made out while I continued my assault on his ass, I noticed his breath quicken and felt my balls tighten. We were both near the point of no return, I pulled out and stroked my cock, Jared was doing the same. We both exploded at the same time, covering his abs and chest in more cum than I have ever seen in my life. I leaned down and ran my tongue through the sticky goo, scooping up much as I could and bringing it up to Jared’s mouth. We shared our mixed cum as I fell on top of Jared.

    Our heart beats return to normal, and I sat up and let out a big sigh, “holy shit, that was amazing.”

    Jared chuckled as he sat up next to me, “yeah, I’m glad you texted me.”

    He grabbed a towel, we cleaned up and kissed again.

    Jared leaned forward and said to the camera, “thanks for watching guys, if you liked my friend joining me, be sure and let me know, maybe I can talk him into joining me again. I’ll see you all next time.” He clicked the camera off.

    Oh shit, I totally forgot we were filming this. He turned to me and smiled, “look at all the tips we got, they really liked you.” He saw the look on my face, “are you ok.”

    I said, “I guess, I just got so into you that I forgot you were filming.”

    He chuckled, “that’s what makes it so hot, to be honest, I forgot about it too. I can’t believe I never noticed how hot you are, I might have asked you to join me sooner.”

    I asked, “how long have you been doing this?”

    He answered, “a few months, that’s why I bought the couch.”

  • Huricane Ian

    I was loving my vacation, beach front resort, with a pool as well as beach access, in Florida. A true find, referred to me by a friend. It was a bit dated, 1970’s style, 2 story building with a great restaurant and bar. A short walk to the most beautiful gulf beach, and it was priced just right. I was totally disconnected from the world, unplugged from everything, except for some buzz on the news and some people who were worried about weather, I paid no attention to any of it. Well that is till I got a knock on the door ordering an evacuation order.

     Shit, I wasn’t prepared, I guess I should have paid more attention, now the remaining guests seemed panicked and for the first time the staff seemed limited and visibly worried. This storm, I don’t know, I think they were calling it Ian, was headed for us. The guy rather snippily asked what rock I’d been living under as this storms been brewing for close to a week, and one of the reasons the resort was pretty deserted. Starting to feel unwelcome, I asked what I was supposed to do, he looked at me kind of dumbfounded and said get the hell out of here to higher ground. bewildered, I roamed out to the beach area as workers were shuttering and boarding up the place, trying to figure my next best move.

    Uber, Lyft, cabs, busses all gone, I didn’t have a car, I didn’t need one everything was walking distance to everything and I was spending my time on the beach, what do I do? 

     Just then I saw a guy sitting on his folding beach chair who didn’t seem a bit too worried, I approached him and asked him his plans, he said he lived on the other side of town, and was planning on riding it out as he always had before. He kind of convinced me everyone was in panic mode and there was an over abundance of caution that it was just unnecessary. 

     His demeanor put me somewhat at ease as I knelt in the sand beside him, explaining I was from New England and just here on vacation. He said he had a car up in the lot, and he always loves to come down to the waterfront during the “pre storm”, as number 1, these private resort beaches were empty, number two, they were free and he could get onto them, number three, no one chased him away nor cared that he was there. Then ranted and raved about how all the prime beaches were privatized by these damn local resorts and how the area was always packed with tourists, giving me a slight uneasy unwelcoming feeling. Anyway as we continued to talk he put me more at ease as he handed me a beer from his small carry cooler, and I, a bit more relaxed thought maybe he was right, just people being over cautious. 

     I asked if he already had secured his home and he said he had just in case, and asked me my plans, and I replied that I really was caught off guard and didn’t really know. With that he just said just stick with him, if need be he had his car and his house and a place I could crash till it was over. I asked about this mandatory evacuation and he just replied “never have, and never will listen to these guys, they just created panic and confusion.” Once again he has calmed my nerves as he headed to the water for a dip, saying it’s the calm before the storm, come on join me, the water is warm the beaches are empty and the waves are churning. I stood and we walked across the empty beach and waded in up to our knees. 

     He was wearing only a black Speedo, no towel, and a fine ass as he stood with his back towards me, he was about 5 feet in front of me, as the surf foamed around his well developed muscular calves. His narrow waistline, his broad shoulders, and his permanent Florida tan. If I had to guess he was maybe late 20’s early 30’s. He began a quick jog, his bubble ass began to giggle from side to side, when he was deep enough he dove head first, hands clasped over head, and into a perfect form swim, as each arm penetrated the water and the other raising up and his head turning from side to side, his slight splash from his kick and the visible shoulder blades persuading out of the water then back in. Above all those perfect black cloth covered mounds of ass cheeks seemed to float above the waterline as he flipped and swam back toward me. 

     I realized my standing in the same place for so long just staring at this Adonis in the water was odd, but I looked downward not realizing my dick was hard, and plainly visible through my trunks. He surfaced close by as I waded in deeper trying to hide my slight discomfort, when his Speedo now drenched in wetness became vacuum formed to his body, outlining a perfect shaped dick hanging slightly to the left with the distinct outline of his scrotum, his left nut slightly higher as the right one seemed lower but slightly concealed by the shaft. My dick grew harder as it was evident by his stare he seemed to notice but still kept walking toward me. I may have imagined it, but trying not to stare, I think I detected his package being slightly larger and growing too.

     We stood there together talking as we smiled our hands in the now waist high surf , the slight wave action stroking our bodies from just above our knees then up to our waist then back down. I know it seems silly but it was like the salt water was stroking us, as we both seemed more stimulated by the oceans intent. Something made us want to stay there as we both seemed to enjoy the soft but suttle stroking of the foamy surf around our waists.

     Soon he said we should head back, as we walked back to his chair and cooler, he scooped them up and the warm gulf breeze of approaching overcast dark clouds, air dried our bodies. The beach and resorts seemed more like ghost towns, and all boarded up. We got to his car the only one left in the resort parking lot, we jumped in as he drove the deserted streets, seeing only some local police or fire authorities telling us were too late, we had to find someplace to honker down. He said rather assuredly to the authoritative people, he owns a house and that’s where we’re headed, as they bid us good luck. We passed a firehouse abandoned, it too was boarded as the trucks began rolling through the closed barricaded streets away from town headed inland.

     He pulled in the driveway, it’s a cute house, but is this going to be safe, I asked myself. It was two stories with aluminum storm shutters already secured. We entered and he instructed me to head on upstairs as he would get us some “essentials”. Upstairs was only one large bedroom and bath, it was dark because of the shutters, I flipped on the switch so I could see, a king sized bed, desk, TV and chair, I turned on the TV to what seemed ominous disaster coverage, it’s coming, it’s coming as he walked through the door saying I’ll only drive myself crazy if I listen to them. He slid me a beer and a sandwich as he sat across from me on the corner of his well made bed. Still in his Speedo, his legs spread apart, I begin staring once again, and a growth in my groin. I excuse myself and hastily head for the bathroom as I try to readjust. By the time I got back out the TV was still predicting death and disaster just a few hours away. He was lying on his bed now, with a very obvious bulge protruding upward in that constricted Speedo, I think I even detected the leg holes stretched up off his inner thighs as I tried not to look.

     I sat and sipped on my beer, and took a few more bites of my sandwich, when he was still lying staring at the ceiling, he began rubbing his crotch, this time it wasn’t just an itch or readjustment, he was grabbing and squeezing almost kneading it. Then he twisted his head toward me and we made eye contact, he gave me a slight nod. I moved my hand to my crotch and giving it a covering over tug, leaving it there as his eyes shifted from his, to my crotch with a smile. His fingers went for the gap in his stretched out suit and he flicked the nicest hard piece of meat out the leg hole, as he said oops, and then he kind of shook that growing member toward me. He reached in again and with his index finger and thumb on the base he curled his other 3 fingers back into the suit stretching and freeing his balls out of the same hole. Here I am chewing a bite of a sandwich one hand grasping my crotch and him lying in his back, feet spread eagle across the corner of his bed, His fully exposed dick out in the open air as he continues to manipulate it in his fingers all the while staring into my eyes. His left hand moves to behind his head as his biceps fill out in shapely form, his light hair leading to thickening exposed arm pit fuzz as he stretches it behind his head.

     I finally put down my sandwich, take a very large swig of beer before standing, this time the tenting in my shorts very obvious as I grab the waistband and shimmy them down to my knees, exposing my 7 inch rod with a bouncing flop. A perfect toothy smile and distinct dimples become evident as I move closer toward him stopping just shy of his leg. I reach down and stroke the soft furry hairs on his thigh gradually getting closer with each stroke to his slightly bouncing dick as he let it go allowing his right hand to join his left behind his head.

     The image of his stretched out torso, broad chest, narrow waistline, his scrunched to one side black Speedo, the exposed head, shaft, and slightly fuzzy ball sack, as my hand then gently touched the wrinkly skin surrounding his balls. His head rolls back away, and his eyes close as he heaves in air, making his pecks inflate with a pride like plumpness. I lean over him and press my left hand against his right breast as I scoot my ass closer rubbing the underside of my raging hard on across that thick strong thigh, splitting my shaft and balls apart as I apply more pressure. My stroking of him more evident as I quicken the pace, and slide my dick up closer toward his till my dicks mushroom head makes contact with his balls, as his balls split apart by my knob, and I begin to lower, till our abdomens touch. Our faces now mere inches apart, I lean in for a kiss which he welcomes with open lips, our chests make full contact as we spend moments kissing each other before we begin to roll further up onto the bed. I easily finish shimmying out of my suit as it falls to the floor. I fold out of our embrace and slide that tight Speedo back over his hardness and off of his body, tossing it over my shoulder.

     Our totally naked bodies now able to intertwine with one another, as we squirm around each other pleasuring our sensitive parts against one another, all while kissing as our hands explore each others backs. Eventually we find ourselves at opposite ends as we’ve licked and kissed our necks chests abdomens and now into a sixty nine position. Just inches from my eyes is his meaty mass, that I stare at just waiting to savor it in my watering mouth, all while my dick is already being pleasured in his warm mouth, and his fingers are spreading my ass cheeks. I finally go for it, and vacuum suck the entire shaft inward as my chest heaves full of air and I breath out my nose, while my mouth is locked onto him, suction sealed, I breath out my nose and inhale his scent back into my nose buried in his properly neatly trimmed balls, the scent reflecting off his skin along with his tonguing technique is embellishing my dick in unbelievable pleasure as I move my fingers between his balls and ass. I slowly descend my face down there, as his scent changes the closer to the bottom of his crack I get, I inhale deeply and allow my tongue to graze a spot in the crack, as my hands continue to maneuver his cock.

     I realize his tongue is already in my ass hole spreading my bud with his warm slimy spit, the feeling is irreplaceable while I continue my forward assault on him to attempt to catch up. Finally I taste the bulging budding bumps that seem to relax and open for my magic tongue, as I lap around the opening, slowly spiraling inside deeper and deeper with each swirl as my tongue muscles begin to tire I begin to face fuck his ass till my nose gets stopped between those hot ass cheeks. Then he curled up under me extending his legs over his head exposing his ass fully, as I reposition myself to the new stance, I gradually move behind his now raised back as I place my member resting in his crack. I let my spit drip down on my dick, as its lying between those buns, and I rock it back and forth when I press my thumb on the mushroom of it’s head, gradually forcing it down into his hole. In, it slowly slides in one inch, then out, pressed in again, this time two inches, then partially out, then three, out two, then four, out three. Now I’m all the way in. I grab his dick hanging toward his face and begin stroking him in unison with my pumps, my balls now slapping his ass, his own leaking cum is frothing in my firm grip as he closes his eyes and I know he’s close. He spurts his load down into his chest and begs me to dump mine deep inside him. I was happy to oblige when I exploded with moans of pleasure as my strokes began slowing, but I continued to press in further jerking his back, moving his whole body toward the headboard, where he released his legs back down to the bed and I collapse deep inside him down to our sweaty chests.

     Just then a loud earth shattering crash, the room went dark, the power went out. The walls began shaking, and the howling wind. It was a storm of great magnitude it went on for what seemed hours as we held each other tightly, we heard windows breaking and hard, hard rain I frankly was scared but we continued to hold on tight to one another. Then the storm seemed to calm and  the sun came back out, we dressed and we waded through the first floor puddles to view the destruction, oddly enough his home had very little, but many neighbors weren’t as lucky. Thank goodness for us, the storm moved much further south than they predicted so we weren’t a direct hit. I began to help him clean up while he started a generator. I will always associate that sexual filled day with the hurricane named Ian, I spent several days there till the hotel maintenance showed signs of life un-boarding the place, my room was still intact and my stuff was all dry, we spent many more days beach going on the empty beach, while the town tried to return to normal, such a vacation I will never forget.

     

     

  • Farmed

    My throat was parched as I tried to wriggle my mouth around the harsh gag which stretched my jaws wide.  Lying on my side, I shuffled around in the dark, feeling the unremitting corners of my enclosure.  I was locked in some form of trunk and – from the noise and movement – it felt like I was being transported in a truck.  I tested the cuffs behind my back, restricting my movement severely.  The chain between them and the ankle cuffs meant I wouldn’t be moving very far.

    With a sickening lurch my mind recognised the horrific truth.  I had just finished a pro wrestling game at the arena in front of my adoring fans and been victorious.  But after drinking my post match flask to rehydrate, I only remember the haze and then blackness.  I couldn’t believe it could be true, but I had been so careful.  Three pro wrestlers had disappeared – vanished from the face of the earth – over recent months.  The police had no idea at all what had happened to them.  It had scared me.  They were my friends and opponents.  Tough guys who could take care of themselves.  But now they had gone and no one knew where or how or why.  Surely it couldn’t be happening to me?  And yet deep down I knew with a sickening certainty that this could not be a coincidence.  I was to find the same fate as my friends.

    I lay on my side and realised the trunk was too small to manoeuvre myself into a sitting position.  I shivered involuntarily.  Dressed only in my wrestling singlet and barefoot I felt the cold.  My white singlet stuck to my body, the drying sticky sweat from my wrestling match indicating it could only have been hours since I was in the ring: conqueror, winner, epitome of masculinity.  Who had done this to me and why?

    * * *

    I don’t know if it was the drugs that had obviously been a factor in my abduction but I awoke with a start at external noises.  Still imprisoned, I shook from the cold and raw fear of my situation,  realising that the movement and noise of the truck had ceased.  Holding my breath, I heard the sound of a heavy door creaking open outside of my crate. Then footsteps and voices before the roof of my crate was lifted quickly.

    I was hardly in a position to fight, lying chained in a singlet.  But the two burly guys standing above me looked down on me and threatened me not to resist, poking a cattle prod stick into my chest menacingly.  

    “Up” snarled the older man, and both of them pulled me by my biceps to my feet.  Shakily, I grunted to my feet and stood in the chill air.  Looking out into the darkness I felt the cold air as I felt the vulnerability of my situation.

    It wasn’t long before they had pulled me out of the crate, along the back of a large empty lorry and pulled me unceremoniously down onto the floor of a large warehouse.  With a warning to cooperate I was pulled along through the night, struggling to keep pace with my bare feet racing along the cold floor cuffed by their chains.  It wasn’t long before the cold concrete warehouse gave way to an external area and I looked around me dazed and confused as we entered what appeared to be a port.  Cranes and shipping crates were everywhere around me, harsh lights illuminating the night sky.

    I jogged between my two minders, aware of the obscene scene I must portray, dressed only in a skimpy skin tight singlet over my muscular body.  Chained and gagged.  I searched the surroundings for help but realised even if I had seen some help, I was helpless to shout for it.
    I couldn’t even begin to understand what they were doing with me, as we approached a large container ship and proceeded down a ramp into a metal door on the side of the ship.  I looked around at the large cargo bay in which I found myself.  And still we walked.

    * * *

    The sound of a ships horn signalled the start of my new life.  Down here in the cargo hold I sobbed and hung my head in despair at my situation as I felt the engine pick up and the ship begin to move.  After bringing me into the hold of the ship, I had been amazed to find myself escorted into a corner of the room that was secured by metal bars into a caged cell.  Unceremoniously, my ankle had been chained to the wall before they had removed the cuffs from my arms and legs and the gag from my mouth.  With a heavy chain I was shackled and helpless.  

    I swore.  I cursed them.  I threatened them.  They laughed at me through the bars.  

    “You had better get used to it boy,” the younger man laughed.  “Where you are going, you won’t be able to pretend to be the big man any more.

    As the men walked away, I sank to my knees and held the bars of my cage.  Nothing to do or see, helpless in a cargo hold, I looked at a large crate opposite me in the ship.  In large letters, my destination read “Mombasa, Kenya”.  I wondered what was happening.  Imprisoned in a ship, heading to Africa.  Alone and afraid, chained to the wall.

    * * *

    I had plenty of time for fear.  The ship travelled many days.  Many days alone and afraid, the days of my liberty disappearing over the ocean.  I sat and slept on the stone floor.  My white singlet was now filthy.  Sweat, dirt and piss stained.  My only remnant of my former life.  I was brought a basic meal once a day and a bucket to shit in.  Otherwise I was ignored.  Cargo.

    * * *

    Finally, we arrived in Africa and the ship sailed into port.  The cargo hold was emptied of its cargo and I became the only remaining item.  I was amazed and confused that the local workers all came to look at the human cargo chained away.  They talked and pointed and laughed, smiling knowingly at the white prisoner.  But no one showed concern or pity.

    Eventually a flat bed truck was backed through the large door of the hold, up the ramp I had entered so many days ago.  Secured on the rear of the truck was a large cage and it came as no surprise to me that I was told that I would be entering the cage.  The cattle prod reappeared and a crackle of electricity demonstrated its power before me.  With a warning I was ordered into the cage, and after unlocking my ankle I was marched to the cage and shoved inside.  I weighed up the options for escape but it was useless, I was hopelessly outnumbered and could easily have been overpowered.

    Once locked in the cage, the men peered at me through the bars laughing and discussing the helpless man inside.  The truck started its journey down the ramp, through the port and out into the streets.  I drew many looks on my journey but no one sought to help.  No one showed concern.  A caged filthy white man dressed in only a skimpy one piece cloth was clearly not of concern to them.  I could only grab the bars and watch the new world around me go by.  City turned to country eventually and I found myself travelling down long basic roads away from civilisation.  Afraid, confused, humiliated and so alone.

    * * *

    It’s a year later.  My life has changed immeasurably.  I have no doubt now that I will never return to the western world or to freedom.  I live a life that is truly unbelievable in its harsh and unrelenting cruelty and humiliation.  And I know that I will never taste the freedom of being a man again.
    I don’t understand why it has happened, how we were selected or who owns me.  But I am an owned beast now.  Together with four of my former wrestling colleagues and three other athletes from other sports, we form a team of eight white animals.  Eight former professional sportsmen with bodies honed to perfection who now live as white animal slaves to their black rulers.  Far away from any help, any salvation.

    We are a herd.  We live as animals.  We are kept stark naked and our bodies have been deliberately chosen to be similar.  Shaved from head to toe, we look identical no doubt to our captors.  Each of is adorned only with the same restraints and humiliation.  A heavy iron ring around our necks, a heavy metal ring that has been pulled through all three sections of our nose and a heavy ring that is embedded deep in the end of our cock, pulling it down always and making it impossible to erect.  I have never been able to cum throughout my captivity, a source of frustration for each of us.  Our cocks are simply tethering posts now for heavy chains.

    We are branded.  Numbered.  1 to 8.  A branded burn on our chest and our arse cheek.  Our only identity a number.  I am 5.

    The eight of us are prime specimens of muscle, our bodies maintained through the constant work we undertake.  But we are resigned to our status as animals and we know that escape is impossible.  We cower before our black masters and we obey.  

    We live on a large plantation and we slave from morning until evening.  Our nights are spent together chained by our nose rings in a pen in the stable yard.  We have no freedom other than the quiet whispers together when alone.  We depend on each other in our despair but there is little to talk about as our days never change.  There is no life other than harsh work and humiliation.  

    In the morning we are escorted into the courtyard and met by our clothed black owners on their horses.  Attached in a coffle by our ringed dicks, we jog naked to our work task and start our work.  Always back breaking relentless work for the full day.  Whipped, kicked, abused animals with no hope, no humanity, no freedom ever.  We plant crops, we harvest crops, we break rocks or plough fields.  A cycle of plantation work as a herd of animals stark naked under the sun.
    We eat basic mush.  We piss and shit as we work, like animals.  Filthy unwashed white beasts of burden, chained together.  Working from sunrise to sunset.  Every day the same.  A life of despair and degradation.

    When we return to our cell in the evening, we are utterly exhausted as we are locked in. No ceremony, no wash, no relaxation.  Simply chained to the central pole and left to recover for the next day, in the pitch black of the farmyard.

    On most evenings, at least one of us is removed.  We all look the same now, and so we believe there is no conscious choice.  A captor will enter our cell, unhook one or more of us and take us out into the other areas around the barnyard.

    It can be our captors.  It can be other men.  It can be young men or old men. But all delight in using a muscled white man.  Our dicks are useless heavily ringed, but they fuck us mercilessly.  They piss down our throats, they chain us spreadeagled on the floor and sit on our faces, they fuck our mouths for hours it seems.

    We accept it humbly.  What else can we do?  It seems like revenge.  Revenge for the history of slavery centuries ago.  The black superior male teaching the white male its place.
    We can only accept humbly.  Obediently.  Before we limp back to our cell the cum leaking from our orifices.  We seek only to comfort each other, not question.  Our joint suffering is our only remaining sense of humanity in a world where we are white animals.

    * * *

    Maybe one day you will pass overhead in an aeroplane.  Maybe visit on safari.  We know we will never be found or released.  Harsh, unrelenting slavery is our destiny for life now, at the mercy of our cruel black owners.