Author: admin

  • Becoming an Obedient Submissive

    (NOTE: Small heads up for this chapter. I kinda got on a roll and the chapter turned out way too long so I am splitting it in two. A lot of characters get introduced here so this is a very busy chapter at times too but hey I was having fun. I will also be adding a small content warning at the beginning of the second half so please look at that before reading onwards when you open the second half.) 

    Characters- (All characters are 18 or older and entirely fictional-)

    • S-23
    • Marcos-24
    • Kai-23
    • Oliver-25
    • Mariano- 23
    • Monty- 25
    • Grey- 23
    • Malcolm- 27
    • Michael-27
    • Hadi-26
    • Pierre-24
    • Javi-24
    • Sky-24
    • Arlo- 23
    • Lei- 25

    Chapter 3.0

    After all the fun he had with Kai and Marcos, it wasn’t that hard for me to drift off into a deep sleep. It was a blast of course but it had also left me thoroughly and completely worn out. I wasn’t sure when it happened but eventually, while sandwiched between two beautiful men and their very warm and tone bodies, I just drifted off to sleep. When I eventually woke up I was lying down flat on the couch covered in a thick warm blanket. The warmth of the men next to me was replaced by a thick blanket that was nice but not nearly as satisfying as my previous sources of heat. I put a hand up to my face expecting a mess but it was all clean. So was my chest and my hair. I put a hand on his shirt and realized it wasn’t the one had worn when I got here. This was a tight white sleeveless crop top that went down to my midsection. I tried to read what it said with my sleepy eyes and blushed when I realized it was just “Slut”

    In the back of my brain, I couldn’t help but think “Well I guess they aren’t wrong.”

    My hand slipped down to my waist and I felt a skirt, but not the one I was wearing before. I had worn that one so many times I knew what it felt like, this one was softer and shorter. It barely covered my crotch in the front and it certainly didn’t cover the bottom half of my ass. I felt below that and found I was also wearing gf different underwear. I was pretty sure it was a pair of really small briefs, almost a thong at that point. it barely covered my ass in the back. I felt a little farther down and realized, yep, my socks had also been changed. There were no more fishnets and black stockings just a pair of long white socks that went up to my thigh. 

    I moved a little bit to get more comfy and realized another thing was missing. I quickly moved a hand to his ass and pressed over my hole. I expected the resistance of a rubber butt plug but there was nothing, The toy was gone. Whoever had changed me had taken that as well. My dick seemed pleased with the freedom but my ass felt empty and like it wanted something there again. I bit my lip and fought the urge to start fingering myself, to replace that emptiness. I quickly resisted, I hadn’t gotten permission no matter how much I wanted to do it.

    It was at this moment I realized that I could hear some noise nearby. It sounded like quiet moaning and a dull slurping sound coming from behind me. I rolled over and saw something I hadn’t expected to wake up to (or maybe I did, knowing Marcos at this point.) Reclining in a soft sofa chair was Marcos, he had ditched his clothes except for a tight sleeveless t-shirt that showed off every muscle on his body. He had one hand at his mouth where he was biting a finger and muffling moans. The other had its fingers firmly laced in dark black medium-length hair. Most of the hair had been tied up in a man bun but the rest cascaded down either side of the person’s head. Marcos had a firm grip around the bun and was using it for leverage. 

    I let my eyes wander to the whole body of whoever it was on their hands and knees. He hadn’t seen Kai naked before, the whole time I had been around him the only person truly close to naked had been myself (even if only partially.) however it wasn’t hard to guess that it was him. He had several tattoos on his back and right arm and probably a few on his chest but I couldn’t tell from this angle. I had seen several of the tattoos when Marcos first brought Kai into the room and recognized them now. I flicked my eyes up to Marcos, I couldn’t remember if I had seen tattoos on him. I saw a few on Marcos peaking past his black sleeveless shirt. I couldn’t tell what they were at the moment, I would have to study them later. 

    I heard Kai moan around Marcos and my eyes quickly focused back on his Kai. He had his hands placed on the floor, his knees spread apart as they rested on the ground and his back arched as he obediently bobbed up and down following Marcos’ guiding hand. The only thing he wore was a black skirt. It was mine. He was wearing my skirt. I felt myself growing hard as I stared at the skirt that barely covered Kai. Kai was taller and much more muscular and toned. The skirt was for someone of a smaller frame. From where S sat he could see Kai’s ass peaking out underneath. He recognized the dark blue color of a plug-in Kai’s ass. He was also wearing my plug. 

    As S watched his dick strained more and more against the tight pair of briefs he wore. God they were tight, it felt like his cock was in a prison and couldn’t escape. 

    “Oh baby your throat feels so good. Do you know how good you feel?” Marcos pulled Kai off his dick to answer. Kai gasped for air for a second and breathed in before answering. 

    “Yes, daddy. My throat is made for you.” Marcos smiled and immediately pushed him back down to throat his whole cock once more. Kai was submitting to Marcos. Kai had talked about being dominated by Marcos before but had claimed to not do it often, yet, here he was. If this was an infrequent occurrence, I was a little happy to get to see this side while he could. (Part of me doubted that this wasn’t a common thing for Kai. He seemed a little too stubborn and proud to admit that this is what he actually wanted all this time.)

     I continued to watch as Marcos called Kai obscene names and roughly thrust into his gaping mouth. I watched with fascination and curiosity and took it all in. This was how I looked only a few hours ago. It was so beautiful and erotic and just plain hot. Fully submitted to someone else in such a vulnerable and unmistakeable position. I mean, what else are you doing on your hands and knees in between someone’s legs? 

    “Why was I ever embarrassed to be seen like this?” I thought. Sure I was doing something obscene but I was bringing someone so much pleasure. Pleasure that only I could bring them. If people saw me, they’d see me making someone else writhe as I brought them to completion. They’d see me listening to the orders of my Dom and following instructions. If the Dom wasn’t embarrassed to be telling me to do those things why should I be embarrassed when I follow a command?

    “Fuck Kai you look so hot like this. Look at you in that skirt. I always knew you wanted me to put you in a skirt. How does it make you feel to be wearing it.” Marcos pulled Kai up by his bun. I couldn’t see what was happening on the other side of Kai’s body but it looked like he was rubbing his face against Marcos’ cock. 

    “Makes me feel good Daddy. Makes me feel like I’m wearing something but at any moment you could just bend me over and take me. Makes me feel exposed and flirty and like I’m meant to be following commands like a good little slut.” Kai looked like he tried to take in Marcos’ cock again but Marcos pulled him up to kiss him

    “Are you finally accepting that you’re a slut who likes to be used?” Kai hung his head a little, he seemed a little embarrassed.

    “Yes, Daddy.”

    “What made you realize this was what you wanted so badly?”

    “Seeing S. I had never seen you in charge of someone else before.” I felt my breath catch when Kai said those words. “Watching how much pleasure he felt and how much he was willing to submit and listen to you, and how happy he felt. Even when I was giving him orders, I wanted to be where he was. I wanted to be listening to someone and bringing them pleasure and get praise like that.”

    “Do you also want to be my sub then? Do you want to be right next to S and listening to my every command” When he said this Marcos pulled Kai’s hair back so he was sitting straight up on his knees. His hands in his lap. 

    “Yes Daddy, but-“ Kai stopped his sentence partway through.

    “What is it, baby.”

    “What if I still like the idea of topping though? I like being a bottom but I also love topping, and sometimes, like with S, it can be so much fun to be able to tell someone what to do or be a little in charge like a Dom would. How can I be a sub and still do that? I feel stuck sometimes. I want both.”

    “You can be a sub and top. I know so many people who fuck bottoms who take charge and use them like sex toys.”

    “I didn’t know that was a thing,” Kai said Kind of eagerly and excited. It was clear that while he’d fooled around with Marcos he didn’t know much about this world. He was kind of like me. Exploring and figuring things out. I felt my heart pang and warmth in my chest as I listened to them. A part of me deep inside realized I felt an immense level of connection and attraction to these two. Both Marcos and Kai. We fit together like three little puzzle pieces. Two subs were terrified and figuring out their way, one Dom was happy to show us the ropes and connect us together, and all three of us were drawn and attracted to one another. None of that love triangle nonsense. 

    “Of course it is baby. As for you wanting to be in charge sometimes. I could just order you to top someone else. You’d still be listening to Daddy’s orders that way.” Kai moaned a little at those words. “I’d be in charge of you and I could tell you to go fuck S and tell him what to do. Maybe I’d get to watch while my two subs pleasure each other.” I bit my lip at the thought of Kai, on Marcos’ orders being in charge. For some reason, the idea of the person dominating me being submissive to someone else sometimes was super hot. Someone who acts all tough and in charge with me on their knees and being so submissive for someone else. It reminded me of people I know who are switches or verse. They get the best of both worlds sometimes. 

    “I’d love that Daddy. I want to be your sub. I want you to use me and control me and then tell me to do the same thing to S. And then I want to be next to you and following your orders while you control S. Oh fuck.” Kai’s back arched and I watched as his body twitched. This whole time I hadn’t noticed his hand slip under the skirt and being himself to completion. His hand continued to move around his own cock until his body stopped spamming and fell sideways for his back to rest against Marcos’ leg and the chair. His head fell onto Marcos’ thigh and he panted for air, his nose pressed close to Marcos’ rock-hard cock. For the first time, I was able to see on the other side of Kai as his body fell side always to rest and recuperate. Kai looked so fucking hot. His hands were covered in cum, his dick poked past the skit which now has more stains on it. His whole body was covered in sweat and I was finally able to confirm that his chest did have tattoos. They were all bold dark lines made into various geometric shapes and patterns that went from his sternum to his right arm and down halfway. He and Marcos were so gorgeous to look at from this angle. 

    “Hey S why don’t you quit peeping on us and get your sexy mouth over here? I think Kai’s mouth needs a break.” I was so fixated on Kai that I hadn’t noticed that Marcos had noticed me watching them both. I felt my whole face flush red. I slowly sat up and moved the blanket off of me. 

    “Sorry sir, I wasn’t trying to spy on you at all. I just woke up and was watching.” 

    “That’s alright baby, I am not mad. I just want you to come use that expert mouth of yours. Now crawl over and get to work.” I slid off the couch onto my knees and crawled over to the sofa chair. Kai stared at me with lust in his eyes. Even through the exhaustion, I could see how much my outfit turned him on. He wasn’t lying when he said he still wanted to be a top and maybe be in charge sometimes. I could see it in his eyes that when he meant he wanted to dominate someone on occasion, he meant me. Marcos made him want to submit, I made him want to dominate. We are definitely going to have some fun with that. 

    Once I was on my knees in between Marcos’ legs I sat back and waited for my command. He laced his fingers in my hair and pulled me up a little so he can whisper in my ear. 

    “Suck this cock baby while Kai and I watch. Use those skills I know you have.”

    “Yes, Daddy.” He released my hair and I immediately set to work. I took him all the way down to the base, put both my hands on his thighs, and squeezed as I held myself there. I had my eyes closed and was intently focused on my job as I moved slowly up and down while never letting his dick fall from my mouth. I did occasionally gasp for air when I pulled up but I never let it leave my mouth. My duty was first and foremost to bring pleasure. Marcos’ head fell back and he just let his hands fall to his sides as he took in the feeling. 

    “Fuck baby, you are so good. Like a mouth meant to be sucking on a cock. It’s frankly a crime every time it doesn’t have one in it.” He looked over to my right to Kai and I felt him move. I peeked over and saw he had just grabbed Kai’s hair and pulled him to sit up on his knees.

    “Did I say you could touch yourself, baby?” I felt my body tense up. I knew he was talking to Kai but I didn’t want to disappoint him ever. 

    “No Daddy, sorry. I just- I liked watching S, he’s so hot, and I’m so close.” I continued to suck and tried to peak out of my right eye to watch what was happening. Suddenly I felt a hand in my hair pulling me off of the cock I was so obediently sucking. I moaned a little in sadness at it being removed but I followed the hands until I was also sitting up on my knees. 

    “Sorry baby, but I think he needs to be punished. You sit back and watch what happens when you disobey.” I sat on my knees and watched as he pulled Kai into his lap. Kai lay flat across him with his ass sticking up in the air. Marcos grabbed the skirt and yanked it down. It was so tight on Kai that it basically bound his knees together. 

    “Baby why don’t you move to look Kai directly in his face while he gets spanked for being naughty.” I crawled to the obstructed position so I could look Kai in his eyes. He looked a little scared at the idea of being spanked but that and any other emotions he was feeling were being smothered by lust. He loved this. It felt like he had let go of a lot of fears and anxieties and was just letting himself enjoy. 

    “May I kiss him, sir?”

    “Hmmm, I will allow you to give him one kiss but remember he’s getting punished. Only good boys get kisses and this is a kiss for him being a good boy earlier.”

    “Thank you, Daddy,” said Kai quietly biting his lip in anticipation of the impending punishments. I moved forward and our lips connected. I felt Kai relax a little as our lips locked and he fell into the kiss focusing on me for a second. Halfway through the kiss the first smack came and he disconnected our lips to moan and arch his head back. 

    “Count for me, baby.”

    “One.” Sighed Kai letting his head fall back down into the arm of the couch where he could look me in the eye. We sat there for about ten minutes as each of his twenty-five spankings came down. The whole time he looked lost in pleasure because of the pain.  His eyes were watering but had a goofy smile across his face the entire time. Like someone so lost in the pleasure they barely knew where they were. Finally Kai sat him up in his lap to give him a kiss. 

    “Are you going to follow my orders from now on? One of those being, of course, no touching yourself unless I allow you to?”

    “Yes Daddy, sorry, it won’t happen again.” 

    “Good boy, now S why don’t you get over here and help finish him off? You’ll get back to me in a second.” I happily obeyed and took him all the way into my throat. I felt Kai writhe above me as Marcos kissed his neck and rubbed his hands up and down his frame. His ass, now red from the slaps, rubbed against Marcos’ leg and I could feel him groaning whenever Marcos grazed his cheeks. It only took a minute or two of my mouth being around his cock before he started to moan and thrust into my mouth. 

    “I’m cumming baby.” I pushed myself all the way down and let him thrust into my face until I felt his cum filling my throat. I held myself there until he stopped moving and moaning. I pulled myself off and sat up. I felt a little cum drip down my bottom lip and quickly licked it up. 

    “Fuck baby you did such a good job. I think we might have broken him a little. Kai looked so out of it that he just laid back in Marcos’ lap and stared off into space. “You ok baby?”

    “Yes,” said Kai “just so happy, I feel like I’m finally where I want to be.” 

    “Awww, I’m happy to hear that.” Their lips locked and I smiled. It made me so happy to see my two partners so happy. Marcos helped Kai sit up and told him to go lat on the couch before grabbing my hair and pulling me back down into his cock. I fought back a choke as the cock slammed into my throat.

    “Sorry baby, about to cum. Didn’t want to waste any.” I didn’t even have to move my mouth and cum began to fill it. I moaned out as cum filled my mouth and spilled out of my lips. Marcos thrust into my mouth through his release before releasing my hair. I sat up and tried to pick up the cum on my face before swallowing it all. 

    “Fuck, baby. Once again. Looking like you were made for this. Now be a good little cum slut and swallow it all.” I smiled and followed his orders. I sat back and whipped my face off until there was none left. He patted my face before sitting up. He pulled me up to my feet as well and I stood there looking at him and smiling. He pulled me close to him and I felt a spasm in my whole body when my still-clothed hard dick rubbed against his body.

    “Did all of this make you excited baby? I’m sorry but you don’t get to cum until later. No touching yourself or you’ll get punished like Kai did. Do you want that?”

    A part of me wanted to say yes but I quickly stammered out a “no”

    “That’s what I thought, so don’t you dare touch that cock until I say otherwise.” 

    “Does that include adjusting myself? It hurts a little right now and is super noticeable.” He grinned a little. 

    “I thought that’s what you wanted. Don’t you want everyone to see your cock and how big it is? Don’t you want everyone to know that you’re a good little bottom and that cock doesn’t get used for pleasing anyone? It’s all mine to control?” I moaned a little at his words. He loves praising and degrading me at the same time and it made me feel so good. I was a good bottom and I was his to control and I had a big cock but that cock was useless because no one would get to use it because I was a submissive that brought others pleasure. 

    “Yes, Daddy.”

    “Good, then no touching at all. Even to readjust. If you don’t want people to see your cock, find a way to relax so it softens up a little bit. That would be such a shame though. Everyone should be able to see it at all times.” He got up and began moving around doing things. I saw hi. Grab a stack of papers from his desk and move over to sit with Kai’s head resting in his naked lap. 

    “Hey baby, I’m gonna do some of the stuff we did earlier today with Kai. If he’s going to join us I need to talk with him about boundaries and yeses and nos like we did before we have any more fun together. Why don’t you explore the house and get to know others here? Also, don’t you dare take that outfit off? Like the underwear, no removing and no changing. Or you’ll be in trouble.” 

    “Ok sir, yes sir. Let me know if you or Kai need anything.” I walked to the door and paused to look down at my outfit. I was about to walk around this house with strangers in it wearing long socks, a pink skirt (with a dying down but still noticeable erection), and a crop top that said “slut” on it. I hesitated for a second but another part of me, a recently awakened part of me, pushed me to walk out the door. Yes I was a slut and a good slut follows the command I was just given. He wants everyone to see his slut all dressed up looking pretty for him. 

    I quietly opened the door as I heard Marcos and Kai going down the same list I had completed, oh god. Thinking about when that happened made me realize I was sure whether I slept overnight or just a few hours. I felt around my waist and found a pocket in the skirt that had my phone.

    “Oh thank god…” I muttered to myself. It was only 7 pm. I had slept for a few hours. That also made me realize that people were probably coming home. I wouldn’t be able to tour the house with any privacy. I know Marcos probably wanted everyone to see me and I was going to follow the command to go look around the house but if no one was around to see me I technically wouldn’t be disobeying, just getting a little lucky. 

    I tip-toed down the first flight of stairs to the second story. I heard some people in the living room that connected to all the different hallways and groaned. Dammit, I thought I’d avoid being seen. I peeked around the corner and saw that they were all playing a game on the TV. They seemed like nice guys. Two were a bit smaller than the other two. One was lankier with dusty brown hair that he kept really and was a little pale. He wore kinda preppy clothes from what I could see at this angle. The other had a tanner/olive skin tone with medium-length darker brown hair that he kept a little messy. He was a little bit more muscular and his outfit was more fun and included a leather jacket, some earrings, and I think a Chain around his neck. The other two were much taller. One guy was built like a football player and intimidated me a little I’m not gonna lie. He was easily 6’5” he had really muscular arms and shoulders, his chest was wide and his blonde hair was well-kept. He made me a little nervous until reached over and kissed the pale shirt guy on the cheek and the guy got distracted from the game and started hitting him in the arm. 

    “Babe! I was winning, how dare you!” I smiled a little. 

    “Oh cool, gay or bi or pan, whatever the man’s queer, that’s important and comforting.” I thought to myself.

     The final guy was tall and toned, like a swimmer. When the other two started fighting he spoke up and started speaking to the small guy in black clothes next to him.

    “Babe, why don’t you ever get all lovey-dovey like that with me?” He spoke with a thicker Italian accent. He was extremely handsome like the kind of handsome where both you and your partner don’t feel bad for looking because he’s just plain hot. His hair was carefully styled, his skin was clear, and he had well-defined cheekbones. Even though I only could see him from behind it was clear that he was some sort of swimmer. His arms were toned and thin, his chest was a little defined. Things like that stood out as things I recognized from swimmers I had seen (and blew in the gym locker room) in college. 

    “BECAUSE I’M TRYING TO WIN.” The smaller one yelled and then started muttering to himself Spanish. I covered my mouth so as not to laugh and took this moment to quietly move past them and down the final flight of stairs. As I got to the final floor I sighed with relief. No one was around. Most of the lights were off downstairs. As soon as I got down here I felt my stomach grumble. God, I was hungry. I got here at noon, did, well, a lot, and now I was realizing I hadn’t eaten anything since. 

    “Well, technically I have eaten.” I thought to myself before laughing a little at my own joke. I remembered seeing a kitchen to the right of the front door when I first got here. I started walking that way keeping my eyes peeled for anyone I might have to dodge. Luckily I made it through the dining room and to the kitchen without anyone surprising me. 

    The kitchen was frankly just huge. It made sense as a communal kitchen but since I knew this was probably a mansion before becoming apartments it made the size of the kitchen ridiculous. There was a giant island in the middle of the kitchen that was surrounded on one side by eight stools. There were two stoves including a third stove top grill, two ovens stacked on top of each other, two sinks, and a whole bunch of separate appliances of various shapes sizes and ages across the counter. There was also a ton of cupboards and cabinets. Each of them had been taken down and painted in over a dozen different art styles. Some had names, some were stylized like tattoos, others were messier and more fun. It was a cute kitchen but an unnecessarily huge one. 

    I only dared turn on the kitchen light as I started looking through the cupboards. Nothing was labeled of course so I had no idea what was safe to eat. I partially didn’t care because I was so hungry my stomach was beginning to hurt. I finally saw a bag of chips that I loved and tried to quietly grab them without making a lot of noise. Chips being the loudest food on the planet naturally made that nearly impossible. I barely grabbed it and made one of the most ungodly crinkling sounds I have ever heard. 

    “Do you need something?” I nearly jumped out of my skin and spun around. When I turned I saw a guy sitting on a stool at the giant island that was in the center of the kitchen. He wasn’t the tallest, maybe around the same height as me or a little shorter. He had dark brown skin and short curly hair on his head that was dyed blue, pink, and silver. His arms were covered in colorful tattoos of flowers and vines that popped against his darker complexion. He wasn’t wearing a shirt and was just wearing an artist’s apron that was splattered with paint. I could tell if he was wearing anything on his bottom half. Both of his ears were pierced and had cuff chain earrings that swooped from his ear lobe up the side of his ear. He also had a few necklaces and rings on. He quietly sipped the drink in his mug as he waited for me to answer. 

    “Ah, Jesus Christ holy shit you scared me.” I dropped the bag I was holding and clutched the counter behind me. He looked down at the shirt I was wearing and smiled as he took another sip.

    “Oh, I see, good for Marcos.” He spoke in a sort of bouncy British accent. Not the prim and proper royal accent but sort of the everyday accent you might see on TV, and of course add in a little bit of the gay inflection. 

    “Wait what, what’s happening? How did you figure that out.”

    “I have lived with Marcos here for three years and I bought that shirt with him. When he was first getting into Dom and sub stuff, courtesy of myself I might add, he bought that shirt at a sex shop we went to and said when he finds the sub for him he’d have him wear this around our house all the time so everyone would know they were his. He didn’t mention the skirt but it’s a nice touch. Really cements the sub vibe.” I blushed and looked down at the shirt. I hadn’t realized that a shirt I thought was just meant for fun and labeling me had such a meaning. 

    “Oh, you look so cute. Come here and sit with me, we have to chat. Bring the chips I’m also hungry.” I grabbed them and made my way around the island to sit on the stool next to him. I was able to confirm as soon as I turned the corner, that he was in fact not wearing anything on his bottom half. I was able to confirm that the tattoos on his arm were all over his body, at least his back and what I could see. They were absolutely gorgeous. 

    “Admiring my tattoos or admiring my ass?”

    “Oh god, sorry. The tattoos. Not that you don’t also have a nice ass, just happened to see it while looking at your tattoos.” I quickly averted my eyes as I sat down and focused my attention on getting the bag open. 

    “Oh relax sweetie, I’m just having a little fun. I know I’m literally nude besides this apron right now. I don’t like wearing clothes but still have to have some decorum so I wear this. I’m painting all the time anyway.” He grinned at me as we both ate some chips.

     “The name’s Oliver by the way.” He put out his hand to shake. I was taken aback a little by his formality while also being almost naked. Then again I am one to speak. I’m almost naked too. 

    “S” I responded and shook his hand.

    “S? Really? Just S or is it short for something.”

    “Well, it’s written on my shirt.” I hadn’t even realized what I had said before the words came out. Oliver started cackling and I started laughing a bit too. I had never been so quick-witted before. Something about today had changed that part of me. That comeback had entered my brain and left my mouth before the rest of my brain even knew what happened. It was almost like today had made me a little bit more confident and ready to say those things I normally just thought. We both laughed for a few more seconds before I spoke up again.

    “No I’m kidding, just S. I never knew my family, and my birth certificate always just had one letter ‘S.’ Got made fun of a lot for it but hey now I stand out in a good way. Great conversation starter.” I looked up and noticed a slightly sad expression had crossed Oliver’s face. 

    “Oh, sweetie that’s so sad.” He put a hand on my face in a very gentle and comforting way. “Well if it makes you feel better. If you are wearing that shirt I think that means you are basically going to be a part of our found family here at this home. Also, I know you might be nervous about how you look right now and might be embarrassed for others to see you, but I will let you know, in case you didn’t already know, that literally every person in this house is into guys. A lot are also into other genders and identities as well but the common link here is everyone is into guys and everybody has seen each other, fucked and sucked each other, and seen them fuck and suck others. You are not gonna be judged in this house for that outfit. If anything you’ll be admired. You’ll also probably make a lot of people horny and that’s a power to be proud of. I mean, I’m a bottom and even I think you look fucking sexy.” 

    I blushed a little at his words and tried to ignore my body’s reactions to all of what he said. Lots of praise mixed in there and lots of information that was creating images of Marcos doing things with others and me potentially doing things with others. It didn’t make me jealous to imagine him doing stuff with others (besides the fact I wasn’t also involved and potentially missing out on some quality fun.)

    “So you are also into um the stuff that Marcos is into. Well, I guess I’m into it too…” I felt my face growing red again. Perhaps the most annoying thing about my own body sometimes is that I can’t hide embarrassment or attraction (or horniness) to save my life because I just get so red in the face all the time.

    “Well yeah, I’m the one who got him into it.” He saw my face get a little surprised though and quickly added. “Not that way though, oh god, don’t worry about that. We’ve made out before yeah and have definitely blown each other but that’s stuff most gay friends have done when bored.” 

    He once again noticed my face having a little bit of worry. 

    “Are you really going to tell me you and a gay friend of yours, who you have no romantic interest in, haven’t done obscene things with each other because you were both horny?” My mind immediately riffled through memories of about a dozen things I have done with my gay friends including a blowjob in the bleachers of a college football field at night, getting fucked in a closet in between lectures, and sucking off two friends in my dorm room one night after they were both broken up with on the same weekend. 

    “Ok fine, yes I have,” I mumbled feeling red again and quietly eating some chips.

    “That’s what I thought and I’m gonna order Marcos to have you recount all of those stories you just thought about to us. And he’ll do it.” I blushed a little. Partially in fear and partially from excitement. I had forgotten to tell Kai and Marcos one kink I had. I love sharing stories of past experiences. I always got so horny telling people I was seeing or fooling around with what I had done in the past or hearing what they had done in the past. There was something so erotic and exciting about revealing these things to one another. Like telling a story but everyone imagines you and your kinks the whole time you speak. 

    “Or maybe I won’t, seems like it won’t be a punishment after all.” He grinned and popped another chip in his mouth. I sheepishly smiled a little and continued to eat the chips too. They were hitting the spot. It wasn’t the most filling but it was calories after a very long day.

    “Seriously though, you don’t have to worry about me and Marcos. The difference between fooling around with a friend and having sex with your Dom or sub is a league of difference. I could go blow Marcos till he came right now and it would be just a little of pleasure. I guarantee if you did the same right after your connection with Marcos would only get stronger. Mine would too, but that’s because I did a mate a favor. You on the other did your Dom a service.” 

    “I guess that makes sense. I’m also not that possessive really. I am very open and probably a bit Poly. Marcos will of course be my Dom and Master but I don’t think that means we can never have any fun with anyone else. God that’s probably something we need to talk about. This all happened rather quickly. We were working out the-“ I cut myself off and almost started laughing.

    “You were going to say kinks weren’t you.” I nodded and we both started laughing again. 

    “Does that count as a Freudian Slip if it’s not a subconscious desire or does that count as a pun?” He said in between some laughs. I started cackling even more. 

    “God I don’t know anymore. There’s no way they are  subconscious desires, not after today.” He started laughing even more. After a few minutes of pulling ourselves back together, I felt myself smile. It was nice being here. I was still nervous for people to see me but I didn’t feel judged. Marcos, Kai, now Oliver. All of them didn’t judge me, hell each one of them had said I looked beautiful and sexy. I felt like I could be me and feel safe and comfortable. 

    “Would you mind… would you mind giving me a tour? I’m still nervous to just walk around the house unattended. The outfit is enough to explain independently of the ‘who are you and why are you in my house’ thing.” Oliver chuckled some more.

    “Oh god, people in this house are so desensitized to visitors. Mariano had four guys over for a weekend and one stayed for a whole week and no one batted an eye. But yes of course I will.” We got up and Oliver grabbed my hand to lead the way. 

    “You’ve already seen the Kitchen. The artwork is everybody’s but it was Monty’s idea to spruce it up. When we all came together to buy this building it was so boring and gross. So we made it fun to live in.”

    “Wait you all bought this house? HOW?!” I was truly baffled as to how. 

    “Well, that’s a complicated story. To make it short there are fourteen of us living here. You’ve now met, I’d guess three. There’s no way you haven’t met Kai if Marcos isn’t here to give you a tour. Did that boy finally accept he wants to be a sub too?” I nodded and hid a grin. “Finally, Jesus. I know he still wants to top (and boy can he) but I have seen him look hungry for Marcos’ cock. A part of him wants to submit and I’m glad to see he finally did.”

    “Boy did he…” 

    “Oh, you have to tell me more after the tour. Anyway, basically all fourteen of us either were close friends, dating, fucking, or knew of each other and some of us had a good bit of money. So two years ago we pooled our resources to find a place that we could all live in and feel comfortable and safe being who we were. We found this old, and I’m not joking, literal closed frat house that was owned by a defunct frat known for being homophobic and transphobic and racist and we, a bunch of queers, bought it. It was a steal considering the scandals that frat had made it impossible to sell. We had to renovate the whole place, luckily Malcom is an architect and his twin Michael works at a construction company. They were able to really help out. I’m a painter and so are Monty and Pierre too so we worked together to make this place look awesome. Hadi’s family makes furniture and were really awesome and got us a bunch of stuff that wasn’t good enough for showroom floors but was free. (We fixed the problems by ourselves and painted a lot of the furniture to look fun and colorful.) So yeah literally everyone who is here pitched into make this place with a frankly gross history and fun gay kinda commune.”

    “Is there a garden?” I blurted out. I didn’t want to sound too eager to live here without being asked but the prospect was so enticing and I have always wanted a garden. Oliver smiled a little. I think he knew what I was thinking.

    “Yes my dear we have space for a garden but the backyard has always been neglected. Not a lot of green thumbs in the bunch. Maybe you can help us with that. If you’d like.” He gave me a little wink before pulling me into the next room. 

    “So this is our main living room. It doesn’t get used all the time. But it’s where we hang out when we’re all keeping up with the same show or we want to have a big dinner night. Things like that. We have movie nights every week so put your requests in the basket over there, we do movie night raffles to keep it fair.” It was a gorgeous room. Tall ceiling, a flat screen on the wall, a beautiful brick fireplace, and a giant L-shaped couch that could easily fit twenty people. Some bean bags recliners and sofa chairs were scattered around the room and big open space in the middle that had a huge thick carpet. Paintings and pictures covered the walls. Some were frankly erotic art but others were posters or paintings that I think reflected the kaleidoscope that was this house. (I was pretty sure the erotic gay art, some hand-drawn, others animated, others painted, just reflected the extremely gay nature of this house). 


    Chapter 3.5

    He pulled me by my hand once again through a doorway into another big room. This room had workout equipment and various machines for exercise. There was a glass door across the way that was covered in steam that I could only guess was a sauna and next to it was a room with mirrors on the wall and one of those bars I had seen in ballet or dance studios. 

    “This is our workout space. The frat came with this room and we modified it and made it better. The room in the corner is a yoga room, dance room, and ballet studio. We added it because Pierre does ballet professionally and several of us like yoga. It cost a little but hey, Kai teaches Zumba classes online and Tyler teaches dance classes online so that’s been paying itself off slowly. Those two doors over there lead to showers and changing rooms.” We were about to move on to the next room when we heard some moans from the sauna. 

    “Oh god, one second.” He marched over to the door and opened it. 

    “Hey, you are letting all the steam out!” I caught sight of two guys in there. One was laying back and now trying to cover himself up a bit and the other was a taller guy leaning over, doing exactly what I expected to be happening in a sauna in a gay house, but quickly pulled himself upright as soon as the steam was released. 

    “Yes, I know I am Hadi because we’ve been over this. I know the sauna gets you and Javi horny but he has a heart condition and that’s risky.”

    “The doctor just said he wouldn’t recommend it!”

    “That means don’t do it! How am I supposed to get fucked by you if you are dead!” Oliver threw a towel at him. At that moment, the one who had been sitting back peaked around Oliver and saw me. “Also we have a guest who I was giving a tour, introduce yourselves.” 

    “Hi, man I’m Hadi.” He stood up and walked over to me. He was Middle Eastern and about the same height as me, definitely more fit. He had hair on his chest that trickled down a treasure trail to the towel around his waist. It wasn’t a crazy amount of body hair but definitely more than Marcos, Kai, or Oliver. Then again, all three had very little body hair to begin with and I always shaved, so maybe I’m not used to body hair. He had a beard that was short and well kept and his hair looked like it had been styled an hour ago but was now wet from steam and falling down a little on his face. His erection was also barely covered by the towel but he didn’t seem to care and I pretended not to notice. He put his hand out to shake my hand and then laughed and used it to pull me into a hug. 

    “No way I’m gonna shake your hand. We’re hugging.” I could feel his dick poking into my side and I blushed as it definitely rubbed against mine which I had been desperately trying to hide. He released me from the hug and gave me a little knowing wink. He mouthed “our secret.” Before walking into one of the changing rooms. The other person got out of the sauna more sheepishly. Oliver grabbed him by his hair and pulled him out of there. 

    “I don’t care what you do and where as long as it’s not there. If you keep disobeying me you are going to get punished. Now go say hello to our guest and potential new member of the house cause Marcos gave him that shirt which basically means he’s moving in next week.” Javi was a little red in the face as he walked over. He was several inches taller than me and more muscular but seemed a little embarrassed that I saw Oliver talking to him that way. His eyes were a beautiful hazel color that changed colors in these lights, and he had a similar skin tone to Marcos with a bit of a slightly warm tan tone to it. His hair was brown but not as dark as Marcos’ and he had a small well-kept mustache and some hair on his chin. He looked tough but also kind of like a big softie with some nervous energy. (“Same,” I thought) 

    I continued to look him over. He was trying to hold a towel in front of him as he walked closer to me but it only really hid his crotch. I think he had accidentally, or maybe not accidentally, grabbed a way too small towel before going into the sauna. He had a few tattoos on his arms and chest that looked similar to Oliver’s but much smaller and more contained. I was guessing Oliver probably designed some tattoos for him. I also wondered if he had designed any of Kai and Marcos’ tattoos. My attention focused back on Javi who was now standing in front of me. His body was very interesting. He was tall and fit and clearly worked out but his body was a bit like a linebacker’s. His chest and waist were wide and thick. He was toned and it was muscular but he still had what looked like a gut. You clearly see the lines of abs and other muscles on his body but fit for him wasn’t thin and petite like Oliver it was thick and kinda beefy. 

    Oliver walked over and took away the towel that Javi was using to hide his body. I refused to look down and kept my eyes facing toward Javi’s face.

    “Nice try baby. I’m talking this towel.” 

    “Sorry, Ollie. I just got excited in the sauna, you know how it makes me feel.” Oliver reached over and caressed his face and planted a kiss on his cheek, which he had to strain to do because he was straight up a head and a half taller than him. I also had to look up at him. “Now you go have your fun with Hadi and I will see you later. You are going to be punished for being so naughty though.” Javi walked away as quickly as he could into the same room Hadi had walked into, his huge dick which I had just noticed, bouncing back and forth as he ran.

    “Holy shit,” I muttered. 

    “Oh yeah, he’s mine and that dick, holy shit is the correct word for it.” He grabbed my hand again and we kept walking. I no longer cared about the house, I just had questions for him. 

    “Wait if you are a bottom, are you also his Dom?” 

    “Yes.” He said pulling me into a final room on this floor that was a little cluttered and messy. It was covered in various projects like several paintings, a dresser that was half refurbished, and some small statues and vases that were being painted. The shelves and cupboards appeared to be filled with various art supplies and materials. My mind was both excited about this room because of the art and hobbies scattered about but still deeply fixated on my questions.

    “That door over there leads to the basement. It’s generally just storage for all sorts of stuff. I know Hadi stores some of his upcoming furniture projects down there. He refurbishes and sells old furniture when’s he not too busy in that sauna. We also just use the space to store all sorts of stuff we own that we can’t fit upstairs. I have several boxes of old costumes I designed that I really need to sell. As for up here though this is where we do all sorts of art stuff and hobbies. Monty and I both paint, Hadi has his furniture, Arlo our resident Enby loves sculpture while, Sky loves his pottery. Poor Marcos tried both out and just couldn’t get the hang of it. He did secretly get really good at sewing. Don’t tell him I mentioned it. He gets a little embarrassed.” I grinned a little and he grabbed my hand to pull me along some more. 

    “Wait hold on, before you show me more, I have questions.”

    “Oh about the house?” 

    “No, how does your relationship with Javi work? You two are also in a Dom-sub relationship but you are the bottom and the Dom?” I felt a little embarrassed asking. I also felt myself growing a little harder asking.

    “Oh, well. Normally I’d be annoyed but you are cute. Have you ever heard of a power bottom?” I nodded as he moved closer and pushed me with a hand against the table behind me. 

    “Well, I’m a power bottom. I might be getting fucked but no one is telling me what to do. I tell them. Even if I’m on my hands and knees being railed, the person doing the railing does what I tell them. They are basically my toys that I order around.” He pushed me up a little bit so I was sitting on the table with my legs splayed and him in between them. I could feel my whole face was red and my cock was straining against the tight pair of briefs Marcos had put on me. Oliver slipped his hand under my skirt and pulled them off. I felt a little moan slip out as my dick was able to stand out straight without resistance. Oliver grinned and pulled the fabric out of the way so he could see my cock clearly. 

    “A submissive bottom like you having this cock is such a waste.” He flicked the top of it and then swiped his finger along the tip. “I bet if I asked Marcos he’d let me order you around so it would get some use. Would you like that? Or do you need someone fucking you too? Because that can be arranged.” I covered my mouth as he swiped his finger again and grabbed some of the precum that was leaking before putting it in his mouth. I nodded and moaned. As long as I was being told what to do and didn’t have to be in charge I’d do whatever my master wanted. 

    “I’ll keep that in my, but that’s for another time.” He gave my dick a little swipe with his tongue before pulling me off the table and jamming my underwear into the pocket of his apron. 

    “I’ll make sure Marcos knows that I did this, wouldn’t want you getting punished now would we.” He grabbed my hand and we continued the tour. 

    “We aren’t going to bother with the upstairs yet. Those are mostly bedrooms although I do need to show you the showers and bathrooms, those are important.” He held my hand tight and I knew my whole face was red and my dick was sticking straight out making a huge tent in the small skirt I was wearing. I winced and then stifled a moan as cold air wafted up my skirt. 

    “Good boys get underwear, keep that in mind before you ask silly questions.”

    “Sorry sir,” I said quietly. He grinned and squeezed my hand. “It’s ok, you asked better than most people. Some are just rude. But Marcos knows how I feel, he walked in on me dominating some poor guest of Arlo’s. He asked me the same question and Arlo just sat back and watched as his guest became my bitch for the night. He has since come back 8 times on his knees begging for another night with me. I have obliged each time, as long as Arlo gets to join.” 

    “Wait, Arlo, makes 12, you said fourteen people live here. Who’s the last?”

    “Oh look who’s been keeping count. Well, one is Lei, who might be out tonight. He’s been doing some dancing at gay bars for money on the side. He usually sleeps a good chunk of the day on weekends and then goes to his main job regularly Monday through Thursday. Fingers crossed though I think you’ll like him. As for our fourteenth member here he is.” Oliver pulled me towards the small detached garage on the side of the big house. I looked to my left along the driveway and saw five cars parked in a way that would allow each of them to get out. The garage wasn’t being used at all by any cars though, at least not driveable ones. When Oliver dragged me in all I saw was a really beat-up old Cadillac. Its tires were gone, its roof was gone, and the paint was horribly discolored and chipped. It was in rough shape. Underneath was just a pair of legs that were dancing back and forth. 

    “Hey Grey come on out, we have a guest.” No response.

    “Oh god he has headphones in, we’ve told him that could be a hazard and just to play music out loud. The garage is soundproof enough that our neighbors don’t hear it.” Oliver moved over to kick his leg. While he did that I looked around the room. Tools and parts and pieces littered the room. There wasn’t any order to the mess at all and it activated this urge to clean and organize that was deep in my soul. I saw a ladder that goes up to the roof and carefully shimmied my way to look up there. 

    “Oh, that’s a second floor. This garage has an attic space that you can also get to on that ladder but if you go all the way up there’s a second floor with a little balcony. Sometimes people use it as a study space. I know Malcolm uses it for sketching out his designs and ideas for the house. I wouldn’t recommend going up there in socks. Actually, just be careful in here in general. Because Grey isn’t most careful and clean with his space.” With those last words, he kicked Grey’s legs. 

    “What?! Whose there. I’m busy.”

    “Grey come on out we have a guest, you are being rude.”

    “Oliver! I was waiting for you to get home!” Quickly the person under the car slid out. He was wearing a brown pair of overalls with no shirt so you could see his light brown skin. He was thin and lanky, with curly hair of unknown color because it was covered in grease and dust. However, he still appeared to be pretty strong because he lifted Oliver fully into the air and planted some kisses on him. Oliver wrapped his legs around him and kissed right back. 

    “Hey, down boy, we have a guest and I refuse to fuck you in this garage.” Grey apparently only focused on the second half of the sentence and started kissing his neck. 

    “Oh you won’t let me fuck you but you’ll tell me to blow you in this garage, oh I see. Only you get to have a little fun in my space.” 

    “Yes, I did because you are a good boy who does what he’s told. Besides I let you fuck me in the kitchen last week. You got to do it knowing anyone could walk in and see me, you Voyeur.” Oliver slipped his hand into Grey’s hair and pulled him back. Grey relented and let him down. 

    “Fine but one day you are going to have to let me, I promise you won’t get hurt or dirty.” He huffed a little and I could clearly see the outline of his erection pressing against his overalls. No clothes on under there either. I have seen or been very aware of so many naked bodies today. I glanced and saw an equally naked Oliver was also trying to hide an erection.

    “Maybe one day but for now let me introduce you to our guest. Grey this is S.” Grey turned to me and took me in. 

    “Oh fuck he’s cute.” Said Grey quietly. He quickly noticed my erection and gave me a cheeky little grin.

    “I know right? And his dick is huge, so I’m a little mad that he’s a bottom and not a top, I think I can convince him to let me Dom him while he gets fucked by someone else, though he made need some help from you, baby. He likes the idea of being dominated so I think he’d enjoy some time with us. You like to be in charge sometimes so we can work together.” Whispered Oliver into Grey’s ear. 

    “I can hear you you know,” I said hesitantly.

    “Oh we know,” said Oliver giving me a little wink and pulling my underwear and dangling it a little. “And I already got your underwear off you so we are part way there.” I blushed and a little and tried to hide my still rock-hard erection. 

    “Fuck, and his dick looks huge. Almost as big as Javi’s.” Grey moved his hand to his front and massaged his dick a little. 

    “It is and, once again, down boy. God, you are such a switch sometimes. You look at me and want to pound me and you look at him and, what, want him to pound you?”

    “Eh maybe, I just want to suck that dick really. Love a big dick down my throat.” Oliver grabbed Grey’s hair again. 

    “I know baby but you can’t scare him away. Enough of that. Why don’t you close up the shop, I have to show him the showers to wrap up the tour.” 

    “Yes sir,” Grey said cheekily. He walked towards me and tried to shimmy passed me as he got to the back of the room. I moved forward to make space but I felt him get a little close and his cock rub against me through his overalls as he passed. 

    “Excuse me,” he said with a small grin on his face. Oliver shook his head and grabbed my hand. 

    “God, ok. Grey, we’ll see you upstairs, meet us at the showers. I’m gonna take S now so you stop teasing the poor boy. He’s new to all this and I think he can only get so hard.” He grabbed my hand again and pulled me into the house through the side door nearby. It led into the living room we had started our journey in. He pulled me up the stairs and I felt myself get nervous. The four guys who were playing games might still be there, that’s a lot of people to suddenly meet at once, and looking like this and with an erection, I could not hide. As we walked up the stairs I felt Oliver squeeze my hand.

    “Don’t be nervous, everyone you’ve met so far has loved you. Most have been insatiably horny too but I hope none of them made you uncomfortable.” As much as I was overwhelmed and nervous, the teasing from Hadi Grey and Oliver had been so much fun. It got me excited to be toyed with and touched and teased. I only wanted to make sure Marcos didn’t mind before anything else happened. I was already nervous about my encounter with Oliver in the art room. 

    “Nobody has made me uncomfortable. I had lots of fun meeting people so far. I just want to make sure Marcos doesn’t mind me having some fun. We technically haven’t discussed anybody but Kai.”

    “Oh I don’t think you have to worry but I understand wanting to have that talk with him. And if he gets upset I will make sure to tell him I made a move on you and it was to dole out a little bit of punishment for being naughty. He’ll understand.” He gave me another wink and pulled me up the stairs to the other living room. I thought no one was here and signed in relief. Then I heard a couple of small moans and Oliver and I both peeked around the couch. On the floor were two of the guys I had seen earlier. The swimmer with the Italian accent and the guy who wore all black and was a bit shorter. They didn’t even notice us, they were too busy. I felt my dick grow hard again. Oliver walked behind me and whispered in my ear one hand wrapped around my waist. 

    “The one on top who is shirtless and balls deep in the other is Mariano. He’s a swimmer and a model and almost unnecessarily beautiful. The lucky bastard just turned out that way and barely had to work for it. He does work hard though to earn his keep and pull his weight here. The other one on the bottom who’s covered in rings and earrings and necklaces and dressed in black, that’s Monty. He’s an artist like me and has painted a few murals for the city and sold a few paintings to rich people in the hills. He’s also an insatiable bottom and he and Mariano are together but still have their fun with everyone else. If you haven’t noticed we all kind of, have fun with each other when we can.” 

    At those last words, Oliver slipped his hands under my skirt and around my cock once more. I covered my mouth so I didn’t moan as he slowly gave it a few strokes as we watched. Mariano was on top of Monty and slowly thrusting forward into him. One hand was holding Monty’s mouth as he moaned in pleasure. His other hand was jerking Monty off slowly, almost teasing him as he thrust. I felt Oliver start to stroke in unison with Mariano. I gasped a little and I saw Mariano look up at us. He gave me a little wink and got back to work. After a few more seconds of stroking Oliver let go and pulled me along. 

    “No more fun for you until you get confirmation from your master you get to have fun with others. Now let me show you our showers.” He pulled me down the hall to the right and we quickly turned right again. The first room had some sinks and mirrors on either side with doors that led off on the right and left to what I guessed were individual bathrooms. Past the mirrors there was an opaque glass door, behind it, you could hear water running. I could only guess that down there were the showers. As Oliver pulled me along towards the door, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I looked so slutty in this outfit. The crop top, the skirt, my socks. My dick was fully visible if you looked at it straight on or from the side. The skirt was basically just an umbrella. A part of me felt a little proud, I could see why so many people I met today were ready to have their way with me.

    My attention quickly got pulled away as we entered a large square open room with shower heads on all of the walls. Each of the showers had a little cubby to the right that was deep enough to put your clothes and some toiletries. Each of them also had a curtain you could pull out and around you if you wanted to. I had a feeling they just didn’t get used sometimes. The floor was a type of tile that was not slippery or slick when wet but I did feel water starting to get the socks wet on the bottom. I grimaced a little at the uncomfortable feeling. The shower immediately to our left was being used and the curtain was pulled all the way around. Someone was humming along and showering peacefully. 

    In the middle of the room was a slightly raised bathtub that was about five by five feet and a couple of feet deep. It reminded me of a hot tub because it was built into the floor but raised a couple of feet off the ground so you couldn’t fall in as easily and hurt yourself. Because of its walls being slightly raised You actually had to step into it to get in and there were some stairs to use to step in safely. There were also some like built-in places to sit in the tub. It was honestly big enough for multiple people to sit in at the same time and enjoy the water. 

    I was busy admiring I didn’t see Oliver taking off his painter’s apron and turning on the water for the bathtub. Water began pouring out from a spout inside the tub and He poured in a bunch of soap in from a bottle he grabbed from one of the little shower nooks. The water began to foam and large bubbles began to form. 

    “Are you going to get undressed and get in the water or not?” 

    “I um, don’t think I’m allowed to. Marcos gave me specific orders not to remove it.” Oliver smirked a little.

    “Good boy, listening to your Dom.” He grabbed his phone from his apron and texted someone quickly. “There, I just texted Marcos and told him A- I took off your underwear because you were naughty, B- I am going to take off your clothes for us to take a bath, and C- you need to talk with him about whether or not you are allowed to have fun with others because I’m fighting with every fiber of my being not to make you obey my every command right now and you won’t let me until you know.” 

    He dropped his phone into his apron and made a beeline for me. I had seen his body from behind but the apron had covered a lot of his front. This was the first time I got to see his whole body. His dick was about 6 inches and decently thick and rock hard. I imagine it had been since Grey picked him up and began teasing him. His skin was covered in different styles and types of tattoos. His arms and chest were covered in the most colorful and bright ones but under all of his clothes, all sorts of styles peppered and covered his skin. 

    He pushed me up against the wall and immediately pulled my skirt down. It took a second to get it passed my dick but he got it and it dropped straight to the floor and immediately began to soak up the water on the floor. He grabbed my left leg and dropped to his knees. He looked me in my eyes the whole way down and dropped little kisses here and there as he moved down. He completely avoided my dick entirely even when it was at eye level and focused on pulling both my socks off. When that was done he tossed them both aside and returned to my chest. He ran both hands across my shirt and spelled out the letters. 

    “I don’t care if it gets soaked this stays on.” He pulled me towards the bathtub. Warm soapy water had filled it up and he pulled me into the tub with him. The water felt so good. Kai and 
    Marcos had cleaned me up after all of our fun earlier but I still felt grimy and sticky in a way only a nice warm bath could help. Oliver pushed me into one of the seats and sat on my lap. I wanted to kiss him and grind on him but resisted. I hadn’t been ordered to do this so I wasn’t going to do anything that could be breaking the rules. Oliver seemed to be a little bit cautious too and just sat there with the feeling of my cock against his, not moving. We heard a ding from his phone.

    “Hey Arlo, I know you’ve been listening and watching. Can you please check my phone?” Said Oliver rubbing his hands along my chest.

    “Hm, what, no I wasn’t.” I turned a little to the shower that was being used. Arlo slid the curtain back to reveal themselves. They were a little bit shorter than Oliver and were white with a bit of a golden tan covering most of his body except for a speedo-sized white patch that covered his front. Their black hair was long and curly and the ends were dyed pink. Their nose was pierced and both ears were covered in earrings of various sizes some of which dangled down . I could tell they wore some makeup that they hadn’t yet gotten washed off in the shower. The dead giveaway that they were lying was their rock-hard cock in between their legs. It was an impressive length and even as it was softening (because they were caught) it stayed pretty thick and girthy. A shower, not a grower, I’d be a nudist too if I was a shower. I kinda was a shower but that’s more because I was always a little aroused and had a hard time hiding it. 

    “S meet Arlo our absolutely hung non-binary nudist and resident sculptor, they will make a nude sculpture of you so be prepared for that.” 

    “Excuse me I always ask permission and you are one to talk about being a nudist. You literally walk around the house naked all the time.” Arlo stomped their feet and my eyes became at their cock as it dangled back and forth as they moved. It was huge. 

    “At least I do it inside! You were outside talking with Grey while he did car work. Anybody could have seen you and someone did and they complained!”

    “Hey! We have huge fences and bushes surrounding this entire house. If someone saw me outside they were trying to see me.”

    “It doesn’t matter, so be careful, now please check my phone.” Oliver was practically digging his nails into my shoulder. He was excited to hear what the text said

    “Oh, whatever.” Arlo rummaged around for a second before finding it and reading it. “Marcos says, oh damn, this is filthy. He says ‘OK I’m glad he was a good boy and accepted the punishment, we’ll have to talk about how he was naughty when we see him. We’ll be at the showers soon, just finishing up with Kai. He’s finally submitting to me and’ Oh I’m not gonna read that out loud, you can read that later. ‘As for having fun with others tell S that while I’m his Dom and he will obey my command when I tell him to and is mine to control, he is free to have fun with whomever he wants as long as I get to hear every filthy detail and he lets me know before or after. We have already pulled Kai into our little set up I would love to involve more people if he ever wants to. I am poly after all. I’d love to watch him obey you for example. He still cannot masturbate without permission unless it’s during sex with someone else. Otherwise, his dick is mine to control.’ God damn Marcos. You should sext me like that sometime.” I immediately felt Oliver’s hand lace into my hair. 

    “Is that order enough for you baby?” He pulled my hair back and my head with it so he could kiss my neck. 

    “Technically that was permission with orders for later but yes it will do.” Oliver pulled my hair a little harder.

    “You will call me sir when speaking to me, you understand. You’d think a slut like you would have learned this lesson by now.” I moaned at the degradation and the feeling of my hair being pulled.

    “Yes sir, sorry sir.” 

    “That’s what I thought.” Behind Oliver, I could see Arlo slipping into the pool and sitting at the spot across from us. They were slowly jerking themselves off and watching us intently. 

    “Now stand up,” Oliver got to his feet and pulled me up with them. 

    “Why don’t you tell Arlo what you did today while I suck your cock and prep myself.” I blushed red at the orders. 

    “I woke up and saw Kai getting face fucked by Marcos. I watched for a while and listened. Marcos caught me and made me suck them both off. Then made me wear a skirt and this shirt downstairs to look at the house while he and Kai talked about kinks.” I gasped in pleasure as Oliver took my cock all the way down. My hands grabbed the back of his head and he smacked my ass. I immediately removed them and clenched my thighs with them. 

    “Keep going.” Said Arlo with a hint of command in their voice. I felt my sick twinge at that.

    “Then I ran into Oliver who looked so fucking hot in his apron and with his tattoos but then I got sad that he was a bottom like me but then I learned about him being a dominant bottom and I got so fucking excited. He did mad at me for how I asked so he took away my underwear which meant everyone I saw after that could see my dick because the skirt didn’t really hide it. I met Grey after that and he purposely rubbed his cock against my ass when he had to get by.” I looked down as Oliver had one hand on my ass giving him leverage as he bobbed up and down and the other had a few fingers probing deep into his hole, stretching himself out.

    “So you got to meet some people today. Anyone you are excited to have fun with now that you can.” Oliver popped off and began licking up and down my dick.

    “Fuck. Oh fuck. Everybody. I wanted everybody. Everybody told me they wanted to fuck me or use my dick for their own pleasure. Or well hinted at it and god I want that.” Oliver went back to deep-throating and I felt my knee shake. I felt my hand move and he caught it. He pulled off my cock and stood up. 

    “You, sit down right now. Don’t move.” Oliver jumped out of the tub and went to grab something. Arlo continued to jerk off and look at me.

    “What do you want to do the most?”

    “I want to blow someone out in the open where everyone can see. I want to hear them praise me and call me names while I just suck someone until they are satisfied.” 

    “Fuck that’s hot.” Arlo continued to jerk off until Oliver came back and asked him to get up too.

    “To properly punish you I’ll need Arlos’ help and I’ll need you to stand up baby.” I quickly followed orders and got to my feet. I heard someone else practically sprint into the room. It was Grey who was tearing off his overalls as he ran into the room. He tossed them to the side and jumped into the pool. 

    “What are we doing? Did I miss anything?” His dick was rock hard and he noticed me standing up with my hands at my side waiting for commands.

    “Oh nothing, just that he got permission from his daddy to do whatever he wants. So he’s ours for the taking. I’m thinking the three of us can wreck him a bit before Kai and Marcos get here.” Arlo and Grey both nodded eagerly. Oliver laced his hands in both of their hair. 

    “Remember though, I’m in charge. You’ll do what I say when I say it. Just like he will.” 

    “Yes sir,” they both said in unison. They’ve done this before I thought. Oliver whispered in both of their ears and the next thing I knew both of them had my hands behind my back. I felt some ribbon tie around my wrists and they were immobilized. Oliver moved forward and wrapped a blindfold around my face. I felt myself gasp a little. I had never done this before. I couldn’t see them, I couldn’t anticipate what was going to happen. I was so fucking excited.

  • An Irish experience

    Ireland in the 1980’s was an unhappy land. The “troubles” in the north spread over the border into the republic, with some terror activities which made everyone nervous. It was also a time when Music started to boom in Ireland. The forerunners to the now more famous Irish singers and groups know instantly recognised world wide were making their marks, Hot House Flowers, Johnny Logan, Boomtown Rats, U2 and Clannad, were well known in the UK and parts of Europe before booming across the rest of the world.

    In the summer of 1986, I was asked to go to Dublin to prepare a programme on the Irish music scene and to tour with one of the more peculiarly Irish music phenomena, The ‘showband’, for my Radio Station back in Switzerland RSI and for the French and German services, RSR and DRS. I was given ten days.

    I was put in touch with my fellow broadcaster from RTE in Dublin, Bridin, who I knew fairly well from the annual get togethers we had in the European cross radio programme ‘Music without Frontiers’ and in turn she put me in touch with the manager of an Irish music agency.

    After the exchange of a few letters and phone calls, he arranged for a young associate to meet me and show me around Dublin and some other towns in Ireland.

    I suppose like many continental Europeans, I didn’t have much knowledge or interest in Ireland, and I as an interpreter and translator, my main job, knew nothing of the Celtic languages. At the conferences that I worked at interpreting, the was no call for the Irish language to be used, so I knew no one who spoke the language.

    Monday 14th July 1986

    On arrival in Dublin, I was amazed the amount of Dual language signage everywhere in English and Gaelic. I was greeted by a charming young man called Colm who was enthusiastic. He was also a charmer. I had arranged my own hotel and car hire for the stay and I had to follow Colm in his car to the hotel. I was surprised that the Irish drove on the same side of the road as the British, also that their coins were the same size and shape as the British. I wondered if the Irish had ever escaped the British influences since independence.

    It was the next day that I started work with a meeting in the studio’s of RTE to talk to Bridin and her producers about the Irish music scene and to arrange for a link and studio so I could present my usual Radio show. It was there that I saw a technician that caught my eye, mostly because he was almost constantly looking at me, as I did my talks in Italian, German and French, but communicated with the RTE staff in English. I had a gut feeling about the guy but was unsure about approaching him.

    I decided that I’d approach him about his work and what his role was. He was a sound man, actually something that we didn’t use in Switzerland, leaving that role to the producers, and I told him so.

    He had a delightful Irish accent, so very different in tone and inflection to the British and as different as standard English sounds to broad Scottish or hard Welsh voices.

    I tried hard to keep him talking and he seemed happy that I was giving him attention, trying hard to make my questions interesting for him. Then I asked about night life in Dublin, something that Colm had ignored, keeping his activities to daytime work, and disappearing at 5pm. My new friend was Noel.

    The sound tech, seemed very happy to tell me about the best of Dublin night life and offered to take me to the best pubs, bars for the best ‘craich’, an Irish word for a good and fun time. I took Noel at his word and we met at my hotel not long after seven pm and I tried my first and only Glass of ‘Guinness’ stout. I think it was very obvious to Noel that I didn’t take to the black stuff.

    We chatted and asked each other about life in both Dublin and the rest of Ireland and Switzerland, and we relaxed well with each other. Noel, at twenty-two or twenty-three was quite vocal about the role of the Catholic church in Ireland and the need for the Irish to break free of the shackles of the Roman church, especially on Divorce, Abortion, and Homosexuality. He told me that in almost every radio and TV programme there was a priest listening and watching to make sure the broadcasters didn’t stray over the designated lines. “It’s awful”, Noel told me, ‘It’s like the Fascists and Communists, but these are religious people”.

    I asked if he would be prepared to talk on tape to me about the subject, and he agreed if I didn’t mention his name and disguised his voice. We agreed that I would record him in my hotel room, and we moved on to a decent restaurant and then a night club in Dublin what had one of the best ‘showbands” in Ireland on stage live. Noel even arranged for me to talk to their manager about the life in a showband. Noel was being far more useful to me than Colm.

    After we had finished in the nightclub, we walked back to my hotel still talking and Noel asked me about the law of homosexuality in Switzerland. Our laws were very liberal compared to Irelands. “It’s so difficult being gay in this fucked up country”. Noel burst out in anger. “So many of my pals have moved to the US or the UK, because they cannot be themselves”.

    “I hope you don’t mind me talking about this”. Noel was apologetic. I assured him that being a gay man myself, I didn’t mind at all in fact I found it very interesting.

    He stopped in the middle of a very quiet main street. “You’re gay too”? I nodded. “I hoped when I saw you in the studio. You are a very attractive man”. I thanked him and told him that I thought so too, and that I had noticed him staring at me in the studio”.

    He asked if I was ‘interested’. I gave him a smile and said that I thought so and if it was OK for him to come back to my room as a ‘guest’. He gave his consent and we picked up the pace and soon was back in my rooms.

    After a quick kiss and an embrace, Noel told me that he didn’t have a condom. It was so difficult to get them in Ireland because of the ‘fucking priests’ and the Vatican’s ban on them and the ‘withdrawal method’ of contraception. This was bad news once again for the gay community with the recent onset of AIDS and HIV. Condom smuggling from the ‘North and England’ was the only way to get them, he told me. I was aghast, Even in Catholic Ticino where I lived, I could buy condoms. I assured him that penetrative sex was not a must for me, I was happy with just oral fun, and Noel relaxed.

    “Please don’t get me wrong but, I’m not up for sex tonight, I’ve drunk too much but we can meet up tomorrow and discuss things then”. I assured him that I was happy, and told him that I was going to ask at RTE that he took over from the nearly useless Colm as my guide on the music scene and preparation of my programme on the Irish Music scene.

    Noel seemed delighted at the prospect and we parted for the night and I sat down to write up a ton of notes ready for my now possible two or three programmes rather than just the one on music.

    Tuesday 15th July 1986

    The next morning, I made my way back to the RTE studios ready to exchange Colm for Noel. I was rather please that Colm seemed relieved not to have to look after me. I was rather shocked to be approached by a smiling priest who was friendly to begin with but gradually became stern with me, telling me what I could or couldn’t say whilst I was on air to Switzerland from Dublin. I told him that in Switzerland we didn’t have censorship and that we were a free nation totally based on democracy and acceptance of religious and linguistic differences and tolerance of minorities of whatever persuasion, freedom of expression, and that if he tried to censor me, I would broadcast the fact in four languages.

    “We’ll see about that”. He told me angrily storming off.

    The link was made with my home studio in Lugano via Bern, our headquarters. The programme was taped for editing back home into four distinct languages. I was determined to thwart the priest, sitting behind the glass partition with headphone’s on listening to every word. I knew that I had an advantage to start, and I first spoke in Swiss-German, and then in French reporting the censorship threat by the priest, and then I turned to Italian, which I suspected the priest understood, again reporting the threat. I could see his face turn to thunder, and I was about to repeat again in English when the “Red light” indicating that the studio was live went out changing to the yellow ‘Off Air’. I had no communication with my studio back home and I thundered out of the studio into the production suite remonstrating with the producer asking why I had been cut off.

    The Irish producer was apologetic telling me there was nothing he could do.  I threatened the priest in the coarsest Italian I could thing of and asked to see the RTE management. There was going to be an almighty row if I had my way. There was no way an Irish priest could censor a Swiss broadcast.

    It wasn’t long before a manager appeared and I again protested the censorship and I even went as high as to threaten a protest to the European Broadcasting Union, the highest level in Europe. This worked.

    The manager told the priest to get out of the studio, and spoke to the Irish producer, and told him to re-establish the like to Bern and Lugano and apologised to me for the unfortunate slight and that the priest would be made to also apologise to me. In the corner, I could see Noel grinning all over his handsome face and giving me the thumbs up.

    I went back into the studio and called Bern and Lugano and gave a description of what had happened and the threats I had made to RTE and that things seemed to have been smoothed over. For the next two and a half hours I recorded the intros to the music for that week for my regular programme without any interference. At the end the producer came back into the studio as I sipped on a well-earned coffee and again apologised to me on behalf of RTE. The priest never resurfaced and I never received the offered apology. I asked the producer and his staff how they could work under such interference.

    “The church is too powerful and the politicians are in the pockets of the priests and bishops who are as stubborn as an Irish mule. It would have to be the people of Ireland to protest and to get attitudes changed. Ireland would always be as backward a nation as Spain, Portugal, Greece and Albania, whilst the church had so much influence on the nation”. I was told. I wondered if I could get the producer to talk on air.

    That evening Noel took me to see another Showband, ‘Dickie Rock and the Miami’, and I interviewed the lead singer who it turned out had sung for Ireland in the 1967 Eurovision Song Contest in Vienna and had sung a few times in Switzerland, so I had plenty to talk about with him. He was typically charming as I found most Irish and I asked about interference from the church. He looked around the room before replying as if he was in Communist Eastern Europe looking for the state security police and gave me a not too friendly reply about them. I was happy.

    Noel returned with me to the Hotel and helped me with the material I had collected with the showband. The next day we were to travel across the country to Limerick a city on the West coast. We sat down together is a fairly tight sofa, making it impossible not to touch each other. It wasn’t too long before we were kissing and getting really horny – Noel hornier than me. The guy wasn’t very muscular but again he wasn’t skinny either. His hair intrigued me being a light brown and almost a ginger colour and his skin was also light. He straddled my legs sitting facing me as he kissed and I stripped off his shirt, with him holding his arms up in the air. His skin was very white and looked as if he had never sat in the sun in his life. He wasn’t well developed at all, with no development on his chest and arms but there was an attraction to him looking a little vulnerable but showing no nerves.

    He stripped off my shirt and gasped when he saw my tanned body and my musculature. “Are all Swiss like you”?

    I told him that I was only half Swiss but we liked to exercise and that most Swiss town had two or three gymnasiums and at least one swimming pool and we enjoyed hill walking and, in the winter, skiing was a must so yes it was possible that we were a fit nation. He stroked my body enjoying my arms and chest and he whistled at my abs.

    I grew tired of his weight on my legs and asked him to stand up and it was then I noticed the bulge in his trousers. The guy was built down below and excited. I wanted to see what he had hiding in there. He dropped off his trousers to reveal that he was wearing long baggy underwear almost down to his knees.

    My face must have given away my surprise. “Yes, I know, it’s an Irish thing”, he said pronouncing the word as ‘ting’. “It’s that fucking church’. Again, he said ‘feckin’, instead of the English pronunciation. I like the accent. “Dey make us wear these ting’s when we’re kids and they also restrict the British style undies in der shops”. I couldn’t believe it.

    “Let’s get der feckin tings off”. I said imitation his Irish brogue and making him laugh uproariously. And he dropped the offending under garments to show of a beautiful white circumcised thick cock just over, I’d say, eight inches. The skin was almost translucent and it was easy to see the bluish blood veins around the shaft. It would make a wonderful model for any anatomy student to look at the understand the circulation of blood inside the aroused cock. The cock was at an acute angle as if searching for a mouth or backside to invade, and the head was smooth and shiny but like the rest of his body a very light colour.

    “Come on Mario, let me see what you have got”. He was smiling at me and stroking his cock in anticipation. I stood up, undid my belt and dropped my trousers. He was delighted by my jockstrap. “Holy mother”, Noel was shocked, “I’ve seen them in magazines but never for real”. He reached forward to feel the material which was so totally stretched at there was a two-centimetre gap at the top where my dick had pushed the material away from my lower abs. Noel then rubbed his finger under the elastic support bands each side of my buttocks and then grabbed at my firm flesh. “Marvellous”. He stuttered.

    “Go on, get down on your knees and pull them off with your teeth”. I urged.

    “Can I”?

    “I’m now ordering you too, I want to watch you doing it and see how hard you try”.

    He dropped to his knees rubbing his face across the material feeling the hardness inside.

    “Fuck, you’re huge”. He admired.

    “I’ve seen much bigger”.

    “Really! I’ve not seen many cocks, yours might be the biggest I’ve ever seen. I’m so excited”.

    “Get it off and find out”.

    He pushed his nose against my trimmed pubic hair and tried to get his teeth to grip the thick elastic band of my jockstrap and tried hard to pull it down without any success. I felt my cock swell even more watching him try.

    He gave it another go and failed again. I heard him groan with the failure.

    “Try and grab more of the band and give that a go”.

    He was good at taking advice, opening his mouth wide to take a large grip of the band and closing his jaw tighter he was able to pull the band and material away from my body and cock, loosing grip when the band fell back again exposing the top inch or so of my cock.

     

    “Go on keep doing it”. He was now giggling as he again gripped the band being careful with his teeth on my cock, and was able to pull it down a couple more inches. Now he could see the thickness of my cock but most of it was still inside the pouch. Noel was now licking the exposed part of my cock but he still had a long way to go.

    “Try pulling the back of the jock down”, I told him, “It would make life easier for you”. I also thought that he could like my backside at the same time but I didn’t tell him.

    On his knees he crawled around behind me. Noel had learned the first lesson well taking a large mouthful of the rear band of my jock and pulling it down with an almighty tug, pulling the band right back below my glutes and crawling back to my front to continue work on the front of my cock.

    The material was stull taut but this time he seemed to have learned to use his neck muscles to pull down the material and released my cock. It sprang upwards very fast almost hitting his eye and sliding up to his forehead.

    “My god, Mario, dat is a monster you got der”. He stared in amazement at my cock as my foreskin unpeeled itself over the glans. “Dat’s a feckin beauty” he gasped. “Can I touch it”?

    “It’s why I got it out for you”. He gently wrapped his shaking hand around my shaft as if it was a much-wanted birthday present he desired for years. “Oh my”. Was all he said. He pulled up his other hand and put it above the other totally covering the shaft and leaving the head exposed.

    “I can’t get my fist closed around it, it’s so big”. He looked up into my eyes. “It’s honestly the biggest I’ve ever seen in my entire life”.

    “Go on, you’ve sucked cocks before haven’t you”. He looked back down and opened his mouth wide and closed his eyes, and putting his lips over his teeth he managed to get the head in his mouth, moaning with pleasure as he savoured the fullness in his mouth and the taste of my cock swirling his tongue around the head giving me much pleasure.

    Noel was experienced enough to know to breathe through his nostrils as he sucked. He was loving the thrill of the largest cock he’d ever had and not wanting to let it go from his mouth and grip. I told him to open his eyes and see what he was working on, and to remove his hands as well, and notice the length.

    He did and his eyes bulged at the sight in front of him. He released my cock from his mouth and told me that he’d never be able to take all of it in his mouth or in his arse, if we were to fuck. I told him that he should visit places like Holland, Greece and Spain and they were the countries where I had seen the biggest cocks.

    Noel was suddenly determined. “I was going to go to Britain to find cock but now I tink, I’ll go to Amsterdam, I hear it’s wild there and if you say they have bigger cocks that you’s, then dat were I’m going”.

    “Come on less of the travel plans let me have a taste of your cock too”.

    We got onto the bed and lay opposite each other in a sixty-nine of cock-sucking. I appreciated that he tried to get as much of my dick in his mouth before he coughed and spluttered and gagged on my cock.

    “Don’t worry about it”, I told him and resumed sucking on his gorgeous white shaft. I was able to open my throat and take him all the way to the root and he loved it. I rolled onto my back with Noel on top of me. My purpose was to be able to get to see his hole and have a smell. Was it clean? What pleased me was even within his arse cheeks the skin was still a pure white and no residual brown stains and a lack of hair around the hole, it smelled clean and so I licked a couple of fingers and rubbed them over the hole which tightened at my touch and smelled the result. He was clean.

    Holding onto his cheeks I pulled them apart, and he protested. “I thought we were not going to fuck. I’ll not fuck without a rubber”. I told him to relax, I was not going to fuck him and to just enjoy the sensation.

    Gently I licked his hole and he gasped. “What yer doing”? he was almost shouting. I told him to get back down and suck on my cock and let me do what I was doing. He couldn’t leave it alone and as I licked his hole again, he asked again, what was I doing”. I told him that I was licking his hole”.

    “It’s fecking marvellous! Keep doing it”. I asked if he’d had it done before. This was his first time. Inwardly I cursed the Irish Catholic church and government. How could a twenty-two- or twenty-three-year-old gay man not know about rimming?

    “I’ve got to do to you, I must know what’s it’s like”. Noel was determined. Almost immediately my legs were spread wide open and I could feel his breath against my hole as he resisted for a few moments and to encourage him I gave his hole a huge sloppy wet lick and his resistance fell apart and I felt his tongue licking my hole.

    For a first timer he was good, and after a few seconds he climbed off me and was on top facing me and kissing me like crazy.

    “Dat is unforgettable”, he beamed at me. “Dat is something else I never dreamed of doing to another man- EVER and I don’t tink I EVER going to stop”.

    “Come here man and sit down on my face, let me do you some more”. I told him. He was on my face in a couple of seconds and was soon massaging my tongue and face by moving his body backward and forward. I knew he was jacking off and told him to hold on and not to shoot. “But it feels so wonderful, almost as good as being fucked”. I almost ordered him to stop jacking.

    “Payback time, You’ve got to return the favour”.

    “You want to sit on my face”.

    “Got it in one”. He was lying down in an instant and I was sitting on his face receiving a wonderful arse licking from him.

    Within five minutes or less I had turned Noel from a virgin arse-licker to and ace and as he licked my hole he was jacking on his dick. He was so excited that he shot his load way too early, his load spraying over his pure white skin. “Fuck that was amazing – I’ve never been so excited ever”. I climbed off him and lay down next to him. His eyes shone at the new experience. “I can’t wait to try it with my pals.

    I felt like joking with the guy. He was so cute and innocent. Sucking and fucking was the only gay experience he’s ever had. I’d introduced him and most probably half the gay population of Dublin to rimming via what I had just taught him.

    “So you have friends here in Dublin, or are you planning on rimming the UK Gay population or the guys in the Thermos Sauna’s and Cockring Club in Amsterdam”.

    “You’ve been to those places in Amsterdam? Is it true what they say”? I was half wishing that I could be there with Noel when he made his first visit to Amsterdam. I half thought of telling him that he’d have to get a tan first before he went there. He’d shine like a lighthouse in the dark rooms and corridors of the Thermos and Cockring,; he was so white.

    “Yes it’s all true” and I described the layout of the two Thermos sauna’s with the swimming pool, dark rooms, gym, bar, café, and the bed’s in the private rooms and all the cruising and open sex, and the orgies that would go on all day and night except for the three hours when both were closed in the late morning.

    I told him of the three floors of the Cockring Club, with the dance floor on the ground floor, and then the bar in the middle and the extra-large dark room above where guys could be naked and openly sucking, fucking, rimming and shooting all night.

    Noel was hard again as I recounted some of my exploits in Amsterdam, slowly jacking on his cut cock, rubbing the excessive lube into his cockhead.

    “I gotta go der”, he almost stuttered, “It has ter be a gay paradise for sure”.

    Noel’s face was incredulous as I told him of the bars in Amsterdam, and also in Frankfurt, West Berlin, Paris, and Zurich, that I had visited at one time or another and the goings on. He dived down on my cock sucking on me as if he was blowing every customer in all the places I described and ferociously jacking on his cock in excitement.

    “I’ve heard about dis but taut dey were all lies and fantasy”.

    I assured him they were true.

    He sat up and thought for a few moments. “D’ya know Mario, I’m now more than determined to get rid of dose fecking priests and der fecking interference in everyting, dey put der dirty fingers into with der feckin religion”.

    I could see the steely determination in his eyes. “Der will be dose, who will still want the feckers, but dose of us who don’t; we’ll cut off der balls, dats for sure. Ireland will become a free and respected nation”.

    I couldn’t do more than hope he was right. I hoped I could get Noel to repeat the words without the swearing on tape.

    Wanting to lighten the room, I told him to get down and rim my hole and suck me off to a massive orgasm. “Do me Noel, do me so good that I’ll remember for the first time my first orgasm in Ireland”.

    Within five minutes, he had brought me off to a great explosion of cum from my cock and Noel held my dick in his hand as I spat out my load all over my body. “Fuck you do shoot a big load der”. He told me. I then spent ten minutes introducing him to nip play which was new to him and which he loved as I sucked, licked, nibbled, chewed and pulled with my teeth, and pinched and twisted as he jacked on his alabaster blue veined cock to his second orgasm of the night.

    “It’s like my whole body is alive and the sensation goes right to my balls. It’s marvellous. Are your tits the same”.

    I assured him that my nips were the same and that he could try it out the next night when we would be across the country in the west in Limerick. We dried off and showered and slept together and woke up the next morning for a new adventure in un-liberated Ireland.

  • Security guard

    Upon graduation I applied to graduate school about three hours from my undergrad college. I was fortunate enough to get a graduate assistance position working in the reference section of the law library at UNC Chapel Hill. The Kathrine R. Everett Law Library was a very important part of my financial independence as a graduate student. I worked thirty hours a week and that included most Friday and Saturdays.

     First of all…I’m was not a law student, however, I was speaking a masters degree in library science and my sister was an attorney who just happened to graduate from Chapel Hill. All in all, it was a great gig.

    The fall semester was well underway and I realized real fast…law students were a total different creatures. They had case studies to read and annotate their notes and such a detailed reading list. I was fortunate to get a great deal of my graduate work done while manning the desk at the reserved section and retrieving books on reserve in the stacks.

    Lewis was a security guard on weekends. He was a campus police officer and he worked extra hours due to the fact he needed to earn more income due to his fucked over divorce and child support agreement. Lewis was six foot five inches. A crotch that so damn thick. Many days he work military style pants that bunched upin all the right places. He had a utility belt of gun, taser and cuffs. I joked with him once and while that he needed to let me borrow those cuffs. He would just wink and say…. as long as he got to hold on to the key.

    Lewis would walk around the law library. . . . check stairways, locked doors…. and had specific safety checks he did hourly. One night I had been using my phone and pulled up a video on Pornhub of a locker room scene between a coach and an athlete. The athletes had on jockstraps in the video. Lewis stood over my shoulder and told me…. he too liked the feel of a jockstrap, however…. he said the pouch would easily stretch out over time. He cupped his junk and said it was too big to be contained in the mesh pouches. I told him jokingly…I’d believe it when I see it. He chuckled and said. . ,,hell, as often as I catch you looking you know it’s big.

     A couple of weeks later Lewis came in to work…. tossed me a small bag…told me to go in the back office and open it up. He stood at the main desk and waited for me to follow his directions. Damn…once I opened the ziplock bag I could smell his cum filled jock. It was a yellow jock. Size xxl…I held it to my face and took a deep breath. Good god…. I instantly got a hard on.

     I returned to the reference desk and he said…. do you believe me now…. how big the pouch is. I responded by say…. yes, it’s a XXL…but still doesn’t convince me it so full that your cock is straining to escape. He took the reference set of keys from under the desk and told me…. tonight I’ll lock up. You go in the back supply room and get naked. He stood there so cocky and confident. I immediately responded, yes sir!He winked…. walked behind me…cupped his beefy paws on my ass. He whispered in my ear…my tongue is goin to destroy your pink hole.

    About ten minutes before closing I had placed all the reference materials in a sorting bin. Lewis rolled that cart to the back room. Walked beside me…. guided me inside the secured area. He cupped my face with his hands…kissed me and danced his tongue in my mouth. He told me to get all of my clothes off. I nodded my head and said. Sir, please hurry.

     Lewis made sure everything was secure, locked up and the night settings for the lights were on. When he entered the back storage room and saw me naked…. he snapped his fingers and told me to get on my knees and crawl towards him. He took off his boots, clothes and today was wearing a Dukes white jock. Hell. That pouch was hanging full like a stuff cluster of grapes in the produce section of the store.

     He stood over me, Positioned my head under his thick…heavy pouch. Fuck…his jock smelled so good. He bend over and put his arms under arm pits and lifted me up. He kissed me…my face, neck, mouth and my pink boy pussy.

     I locked my arms around his neck. Kissed him deep…pulled back and said…daddy, please use your handcuffs. He swatted my ass and immediately put my hands over my head and cuffed me to the book rack in the office. He got behind me and continued to rim my ass. He used one finger…then added a second one, and hit my sweet spot and I moaned out load. He removed his jock and stuffed the porch in my mouth. Between the taste of his piss stains and dried cum spots…my tongue was definitely rewarded with the taste of his fat cock.

     He held my head in place and slowly started face FUCKING me. I worked my tongue over his piss slit and was rewarded with a few drops of his precum.

      Lewis had to be at least 6. 5 soft and 9 inches when he grew to full size. He pointed his mushroom head to the tight puckered pussy hole. I asked him to hold me legs up…. he put one over his shoulder and inserted more fingers. He was working my hole and had three fingers stretching me. He took out a small tube of KY jelly and stroked his cock. He kissed me and said…. baby boy…. I have wanted your ass ever since August …. . he kissed me. Told me to relax…he gradually popped past my ring. He was so thick…tears dripped down the side of my cheeks. Damn…he leaned over,,,,licked my tears and kissed me. He was slowly going deeper and deeper. He would look me in the eye…. hold in place and ask…. can I go deeper?He was a phenomenal lover.  

     He fucked me nice and slow. His heavy balls were hanging and I cupped them and they felt like goose eggs. This man was a stud. Seriously, he was the largest dick ever. I moved with his body. I kept saying…. more,,,,now…get in my hole…I want all of you. He didn’t have to be told twice. God…he smelled good, tasted good and his wet white jock strap was now around my neck.  

    We fucked for about 30 minutes. We was exhausted. I laid down beside him and placed with his cock as he stroked my cock. He moved to 69 position and gave me a phenomenal blow job. Within minutes I shot a big load down his throat .

    Once we cleaned up and made sure the office back room was in correct order we locked up. He lead me down the backside of the employee stairway and told me to follow him. I immediately obeyed and when we got to the reserved parking he told me to get in. I knew he had a truck…buy this vehicle was a classic. He had a 1973 Ford pick up. Jet black…spotless. He drove me to his apartment and invited me in. He had an apartment above a barber shop on the other side of town.

    I was impressed with his old style barbers chair. We undressed…. He positioned me on my knees with my ass up in the air. God damn…. he ate my ass for what seemed forever. He milked my cock underneath as he ate me. As I was ready to cum he stood behind me and thrusted his cock all the way in deep. Not sure what he meant…this fuck wasn’t gentle or sensual. He attacked my hole and fucked me in a way that makes me to this day begging for more.

     We fucked around all semester. Every Saturday night he would surprise me with a different jock, thong or sometimes wearing nothing at all. At one point he started buying me lace panties. I leaned into that concept and honestly…they feel amazing against my shaved hole and crotch. That’s another thing Lewis does…he gets off shaving my cock and balls. He takes such good care of me. One Saturday we were fucking in the barbers chair when I heard the door open. Lewis had told the guy at the barber shop he had a surprise for him. In walked a husky Italian who had tree trunk size legs, beefy arms and a talented tongue. Ralph would lick my boy pussy and then guide Lewis’ cock in my hole. What a great feeling to havetwo men wanted my body. Damn…. Ralph joined us maybe twice a month.  

     The week of Christmas Lewis took me to dinner and two other police officers dropped by. He introduced me as his fuck buddy. That night I had three police officers fucking my ass and my mouth. Lewis would not permit them to cum in my pussy. They fed me their cum down my thirst throat.

    I went home to Boone over Christmas. Spend time with my family and enjoyed being back in the mountains. One night I had gone to Blowing Rock brewery and was completely surprised to see Ralph the barber standing in line to get a beer. He brought his teenage son to the high country to go skiing. He introduced me to his son. Alexander was beautiful. High cheek bones, eyes that were blue as lake water. Alex was nineteen and was visiting Appalachian State University. He was going to enroll the following fall after high school graduation next spring. Alexander drank a hot cocoa while his dad and I sampled some ipas. Ralph told me to go to the men’s room. He looked puzzled but didn’t refuse. We stood at the urinal and I dropped to my knees and licked his cock. We didn’t have much time so I got him off in minutes. We returned to the table and Alexander looked at both of us…grinned and reached across the table. Apparently, I had a drop of his dads cum in my beard. Alexander wiped my chin clean…. licked his finger and said…yep, this taste like my dad’s load. Ralph said to me…. my son and I have fucked ever since his mom left him three years ago. We left the brewery and went back to their cabin. This was the first time I’d ever been with a father and son duo. Damn…what a great time. I set up my phone and FaceTimed Lewis. The three of us put on a show for my officer.  

     In January I had more awesome sex with these men. Wish you could watch us one day.  

  • Second Year: Back on Campus

    Rescue Me

    I could hear clanging, like chains rattling, something rocking, my body moving as if I was on a boat, and then the voices.

    “He’s comin’ to. Keep fucking him awake Isaac.”

    My foggy brain was clearing. The floor was moving. No, it was me moving, the rattling coming all around me. I felt dizzy, very dizzy as my senses brought me to a state of consciousness. I was rocking back and forth, and I was on my back.

    I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling, my arms raised above me tied to the posts of the contraption. My legs were up as well, also tied to poles further down as my body moved back and forth. I turned sideways, seeing the door of the room I was in now closed, and the bed directly beside me.

    I realised I was on the sling. Tied to it by all fours, my arms and legs shackled to the four poles. I was on my back, the stickiness of the leather underneath me as I rocked, listening to the sounds of the steel chains banging with my movement.

    I lifted my head to look between my upheld legs harnessed to the top of the poles. And the big giant black bouncer with the blonde hair was between them, with an evil grin on his body as he fucked me.

    I felt his cock suddenly, pumping in me as my body rocked back and forth along his shaft. He was just standing there, moving his hips slowly back and forth, his shirt off, huge muscles on display, his black body hard and sculpted, a darker tattoo over half of it, over his big pec and on his shoulder. He glared down at me as I moaned loudly. He was holding the chains that hung down from my legs in front of him, staring at me, as he rocked casually into my ass.

    “Morning little slut. My dick wake you up?” He sneered at me and reached further up the chains for a better grip as he began to move his hips faster forcing me to moan suddenly, as if he wanted to make sure he was indeed waking me up mercilessly. He fucked me so hard that I began to swing so much on the sling that his cock left my hole, only to be speared by it as he stood there, waiting for me to return on it. I grunted forcefully with each new entry, feeling his cock slam deep into me. His grin widened as he watched my gaping hole moving off his cock, only to swallow his cock back in as the swing came back without any control from me. All I could do was grunt with each forceful impalement awaiting me.

    I felt the stabbing pain from each invasion, tensing up as I felt him slip out, knowing what was coming. With every movement, I gripped the chains by my wrists, hanging on, gritting my teeth to try not to scream as my hole waited for his big dick to hungrily push back inside.

    Then the Asian appeared beside my face, and grabbed my head to feed me his big cock. I gagged as he shoved it in, grabbing the back of my head and skull fucking me hard, trying to keep me still against the pushing from his fellow bouncer.

    It took me a moment to figure out where I was. And what I was doing. I could still feel the effects of the drugs, the coke that I had snorted, filling my brain. But I couldn’t remember much of what had happened since I was tied up against the wall. How did I get to the sling? When did the black guy start fucking me? Where was Mike Gallagher?

    I looked around the room when the Asian guy, Kai I suddenly remembered, took his cock out of my mouth and jerked it over me, looking down at me as my body bounced off the black guy. I tried to pull myself up by the chains, but I felt weak, as the black guy suddenly grabbed my ass to hold me steady. I stopped swinging, and I felt the long fingers clutch my butt tight, holding me as he dug into me. I arched in pain, flailing my arms above me as the muscled Kai slapped my face with his dick. I moaned, feeling the black cock digging into me deeper than ever as I heard him grunting.

    The room spun. My head was dizzy. I closed my eyes as I slurred something and then everything went quiet and dark again as I passed out yet again.

    When I woke up the next time, I wasn’t moving. There was no black guy fucking my ass. There was no Kai slapping my face with his big dick. I opened my eyes slowly, realizing I was still in the same painful position, my arms numb from being tied above me, but the room was quiet. I slowly turned my head from side to side, noting the blinding pain from the sheer movement and found it empty. My mouth was dry, and I found myself trying to swallow and gather spit. I went to sit up, but found I was still on my back, legs up with the leather bands at the end of the chains still around my ankles, my arms hanging above me also tied still to the poles at the side. I cranked my neck and looked toward the door, my body still naked, my cock limp and my ass wet and sore.

    I panicked, alone in this strange back room, tied to a sling, my head still blurry from the effects of cocaine. I heard a sound come from my throat and I thought I might cry when a figure appeared in the open doorway.

    I looked up, seeing a tall man, who looked vaguely familiar to my spinning brain.

    “Hey. Can you untie me?” I tried to say, seeing him stepping inside and moving quickly to me. He was big, built, and when his face came into view, I recognized his handsome face and relaxed, letting out a long breath slowly. “Thank God, untie me.” I said as he moved between my legs.

    “I knew you’d have fun here.” I heard his voice say as his hands went to my ankles. I sighed, feeling his hands around my feet as I looked down my body to his smiling face between my legs. It was Cody, the bartender, here to save me from my antics.

    But then his hands moved down my smooth legs and went to my ass, making me jolt and bringing me to a state of awareness. His fingers grazed over my used hole and I reacted in shock, jerking my body backwards as I stared down at him. “Don’t….” I started to say but he was already unzipping his black jeans.

    I closed my eyes and started to shake uncontrollably, pulling on the restraints as I felt him pushing into me. I screamed out, telling him to stop but he slid in, sending another bolt of discomfort through my body.

    “What a fuckin’ loose pussy!” He laughed over me, shoving his cock all the way into my tender ass. I clenched my teeth and squeezed my eyes shut so hard tears rolled out. His hand clamped down over my mouth hard and he told me to shut up as he pushed deeper into me. I could hear the chains, the groan of the sling as he leaned into me, and the stretching of my legs as I tried to stop him.

    “What’s one more dick in this used little cunt?” He laughed again over me, leaning into my body and holding me by the shoulders as he started to thrust. I was crying, trying to breathe through my nose as he held his big hand over my mouth. He fucked me hard, the sounds of the chains rattling loudly drowned out my muffled cries. I squeezed my eyes shut so hard I could feel the tears streaming down my face, over his fingers. He didn’t last long thank God, just grunted into me with a sudden thrust hard in me, and held himself still as he unloaded into me. I heard him laughing, panting, breathing out hard as he slid painfully out of me, slapping my face with a hard sting, before he grabbed my pecs and smacked them. I kept my eyes closed, not wanting to look at him, thinking he was different, that he wasn’t the type of guy to do this. But he was just like the others. Or was I the problem, asking for this, setting myself up for the onslaught of what I had been seeking after all.

    “I knew you’d end up like this.” He mumbled as he pulled out of me, my body rocking slightly as he backed off, as if he was reading my own horrible thoughts.

    I never wanted to end up like this, helpless, used…I thought in my head as I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at the young guy I thought once was handsome. “Please….” I said softly as I heard him zipping up his pants and let my head fall backwards, feeling like I was going to pass out again.

    And then I heard another familiar voice.

    “What the FUCK?!”

    I couldn’t lift my head at the sound. I was spent, too weak to move, too upset to even open my eyes again as I feared another guy was coming in. But I recognized that voice. Something inside my  head told me I knew that voice.

    “Easy big fella. I’m all done. He’s all yours.” I heard Cody saying, a slight tension in his voice.

    “GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!” That voice yelled, loudly, startling me suddenly as I heard scuffling and grunts, sounds of shoes on the floor moving, the door banging. A now scared sounding Cody moved out of the room.

    “Easy! What the fuck dude? Relax!” Cody’s voice was fading, or I was again, but then I heard the door slam shut. I groaned, trying to lift my head to see what was happening when I felt hands on my ankles again and I cried out in renewed fear, tensing my entire body in the sling expecting another cock to ram into my aching hole.

    “DON’T!” I yelled as loud as I could with the remaining strength I had. It seemed to echo in the room, before that familiar voice tried to soothe me and I felt a warm hand on my lower stomach. The voice rattled through my brain, sending signals that weren’t connecting. I knew that voice, I just couldn’t place it yet.

    I struggled against the chains suddenly, now more scared than ever.

    “It’s okay. I’m here.” I heard that voice saying softly as I struggled in my restraints, and I relaxed a bit, feeling a firm hand grip my foot, the band falling off my ankle and I felt my leg being lowered. Pins and needles shot through me immediately, numbing my leg as it fell helplessly to the ground. I cried louder as I felt the strong hands attempting to undo the other band around my ankle and I looked up, seeing the blurry figure between my legs standing over me.

    He came into focus and I saw he was a big man, very muscular and smooth, wearing a leather vest and black cap hanging low over his eyes. He had nothing on under the vest, his massive frame looking well defined in my blurry eyes as I took in the square jaw that was clenched tight as he worked on my second leg. He seemed like a giant over me, so huge despite his now gentle movements.

    I opened my eyes wider, trying to focus on what was happening, watching him as he worked on untying me, this large massive man now focused on undoing the band around my left leg. As he looked up to my face, I recognized him at last, just when he spoke, and his voice connected to the image I saw before me. “What the fuck are you doing here?” I managed to mumble out.

    I blinked, trying to focus, trying to snap myself awake. My second leg came painfully down and I suddenly wondered how long I’d been in this sling. Again, numbness went through me as those sharp pins burned through me as he put my leg down and moved to my left side to reach up for my arm. He lifted his chin up to see me under the leather cap, those eyes glaring at me in shock and something else, was there fear behind his eyes at what he was seeing? He looked so different in his leather gear, his body on display for me in a way I hadn’t seen before. I blinked again, recognizing the handsome face, the long straight nose, the receding hairline of his forehead, the lips, and the golden brown eyes. My own large 6’3” muscled Viking, my former Professor, Tom Davies, here to rescue me.

    I cried harder at that moment his eyes connected with mine and seeing the look he gave me. I closed my eyes, embarrassed at the state I was in, seeing who was here to save me.

    “Hey hey hey. Stop.” The voice was soothing, my brain coming more into focus screaming at me to wake up. He was touching me, that large hand coming to my cheek to wipe away my tears and hold me. And then he bent down and kissed my forehead. “Jesus Brian what happened.”

    I opened my eyes to see the look on his face. The man I had left only months before. My former professor, dressed like a leather daddy, untying me from my bonds of this sling.

    I couldn’t speak, just cried uncontrollably until he had my second arm free, and I curled into his huge body. I felt weightless as he gingerly picked me up off the sling, my back sweaty and sticky, my body trembling beyond control, until I was nestled between his enormous pecs, until his scent filled my brain and told me I was safe. I nuzzled into him, feeling lightheaded as he carried me away from the sling.

    “Where are your clothes?” He mumbled, moving quickly about the room with me clinging to his body. He had one arm around me, which was all he needed to hold me given his strength. I felt myself being bobbed around as he found my clothes and he sat down with me on the edge of the bed. He rocked me, shushing me, kissing the top of my head, trying to calm me down. He didn’t speak for a while, until I subsided and I rubbed my leaking nose with the back of my hand, and I spoke first.

    “What are you doing here?” I mumbled out quietly again as if I was still dreaming and he wasn’t real.

    “What am I doing here? What are YOU doing here?” He breathed in, making his chest heave against my cheek before he spoke quieter. “I mean, it is Leather Daddy night and I had nothing better to do.”

    Despite my ordeal, I snorted into his chest, feeling it flex as he shifted me in his arms, bringing his mouth to the top of my head again.

    “Are you okay?” he whispered into my hair and I nodded slightly.

    “I am now.” I barely whispered it aloud, but he heard me.

    He exhaled loudly and I felt my body moving. “Okay, let’s get you dressed so I can take you home.”

    I let him peel me off his body, staying in a ball as he shifted under me and let me go. He bent down and helped me into my clothing, one painful body part at a time. I couldn’t look at him directly, couldn’t fathom what he was thinking as I was having a hard enough time trying to remember the evening. A vision of Mike Gallagher tied to the end of this very bed flashed into my brain, followed my him fucking me, then Brent, then I only had flashes: flashes of the big hairy bearded stocky man; the three jocks; the bouncers; Cody.

    “I’m sorry.” I whispered. Tom stopped and looked up at me, his big hand on my thigh. He didn’t move until I met his eyes, and I could see the worried look in them. I could feel the tears starting again and my mouth started to quiver. Tom’s big thumb moved to my face again, stopping the tears at the corner of my eye and he scrunched his face up.

    “Hey. We’ve all done stupid things.” He let his thumb rub my cheek for a moment as I stared into his eyes. “I’m going to take care of you now. Okay?”

    I nodded, watching him stand up, seeing how large he seemed once again compared to my tinier body. He pulled me up and helped me into my shirt and then wrapped a heavy arm around my shoulder and led me to the door carefully.

    “Can you walk?” He asked, stopping me to make sure.

    I nodded, too embarrassed still to say otherwise. All I wanted was to be carried out by this massive 39 year old Viking looking man, my hero, whisking me away from this horrid scene. I didn’t look back, nor did I look at anyone as we exited into the hallway. The music was done, and the bar seemed to be more lit and quiet as we headed down the hallway.

    “Awwww, where are you going…?!” I heard a voice start before Tom’s deep voice cut him off.

    “Fuck off Brent! I’m taking him home, he’s had enough.” I felt Tom’s arm tighten around me as I buried my face into him, breathing in the welcoming smell of him and shuffling alongside him.

    “Why do you get to take him home….” Brent started to say before Tom roared at him.

    “I said FUCK OFF BRENT!”

    I heard voices all at once speaking back, a couple more groans from men to the side. But I didn’t look over. I didn’t want to see them. I didn’t want to know if Mike Gallagher was still here. I didn’t want to believe that he was still here and had let this happen to me.

    I heard a door open and another voice begin to speak but Tom cut them off just the same.

    “Don’t even…” was all Tom had to say loud enough to shut them up. I pictured the two large bouncers, seeing a pair of big black boots under Tom’s arm. I pictured the black guy in them stepping back to make room for us. No one was going to mess with Tom Davies. He was still bigger and stronger than the two bouncers put together.

    We stepped outside and I felt the cool breeze of the night. I had no idea what time it was, but it was quiet outside. Eerily quiet. When I stumbled, Tom immediately scooped me up into his arms and we moved faster now, Tom walking more quickly with me in his grasp. I listened to the sound of his breathing as we walked to what I was assuming was his car.

    Tom didn’t speak as we drove, and I think I drifted off again, the movements of the slow drive and the passing lights lulling me back into a semi-state of consciousness. I heard the garage door next and realized I was at his townhouse, the sound of Mikey barking a few times as my car door opened and I was scooped up again and brought inside by his powerful arms.

    I heard him talking gently to Mikey, the dog lapping at my hands and legs as Tom carried me up the stairs, right into the bathroom. He set me down on the side of the tub and opened the glass shower door of the stand-alone shower and turned it on. I sat there like a zombie as he carefully removed my clothes and then checked the temperature of the shower. I saw him take his black cap off finally, his short hair making him look more familiar. He stepped out of his boots, then his jeans and underwear. His vest came off next, followed at last by his socks before his big hand gently lifted me up and steered me into the shower, with him stepping in behind me.

    I closed my eyes as the heat and water washed over me, Tom’s big hands turning me around, wetting me. He lathered me up, taking great care to wash me gently, all over, tenderly reaching between my legs. The stinging made me recoil, not his touch, so I apologized to him, but he said nothing. I could see his cock was stiffening despite the nonsexual motions of our actions. It made me relax, seeing this, knowing that he wasn’t as ashamed of me as I was of myself.

    I was okay for a while, letting him clean me up until I slowly sank down to the floor in tears. Tom said nothing still, just sat his massive body down on the shower floor beside me, pulling me into his arms, holding me tightly as the water cascaded down over us. Tom’s practically smooth enormous body beside my smaller one, his muscles a display of the strength I now needed. I sat there on the shower floor with him, hugging him tightly, letting my hands move over his flesh, knowing that this was the man I needed to be with at this very moment. He wrapped his giant arms around me and held me against him, kissing the top of my forehead.

    “You’re safe baby.” He whispered above me. “I won’t let anyone hurt you.”

  • Prisoner of War

    Matt just said, “yes please.”

    Matt and Nigel sat silently for a moment while Matt sipped on the prisoner’s distilled ‘hooch’ that Nigel poured him that was made from tinned and candied fruits that the Red Cross delivers to the POWs.

    Matt then asked, “what do you mean that the Nazis want our ‘seed’ Nigel.

    Nigel then said, “word from the front is that the Third Reich’s days are limited.  They have boys fighting now because they have no men left.  Smythe gets his information from the ‘Jerry’ that buggers him.”

    Matt then said, “good to know that the Nazis are losing so why do they want my ‘seed’?  They want me to fuck some Nazi sympathizing whore so that I knock her up so that she can make another Adolf or another Nazi fucker.  No fucking thank you.  I’m not making babies for the Nazis.  Let the fuckers die!”

    Matt then takes another sip of his ‘prison hooch’ and then says slurs a bit to say “nooo ffffuuuuucccckkkkkiiing waaaayyy”!   He then feels very light headed and then suddenly passes out on to the floor.

    At the point Nigel just said, “stupid bugger, but them most of you Yanks are.”

    The next thing that Private First Class Mattias Nils Johannson of the American Sixty Ninth Infantry Expeditionary Platoon remembered is that he wakes up being strapped face down in a medical gurney and a cold and painful vibration in his anus.   

    He then hears a voice saying something in German.   

    Matt then felt some more pain in his anus as well as more vibrations but feels some pleasure as well in that he can tell that his penis is fully erect.

    The German then shouts something again and Matt then feels more pain in his rectum as well as his penis now totally erect.  This time he also feels an electric pulse in there as well.

    Matt tries to struggle in his restraints, but he is heavily tied down.  He tries to shout out, but he can’t because he is gagged. 

    The Nazi what was shouting the orders then bends down and whispers in Matt’s ear in heavily German accented English “zie more you struggle the more painful it becomes.  Give us what we vhant Privat and all of dis vill end.”

    Matt tries to fight off the torture that he is getting from the Nazi but after the third hard penetration and increased electric voltage that was becoming too intense for him up until he felt momentary euphoria as his seed was being involuntarily spilled by the Nazi device that is up is rectum, sending electro-vibrating pulse waves to his prostate gland thus causing him to get a full on erection and making him ejaculate.

    Once Matt fully ejaculated from the Nazi probe up his ass, he passes out again.

  • What Happens Afterwards

    “Ugh, What the fuck” it’s just after 8 am and my Sunday morning gym alarm is going off as I wake up, not ready to get up or go to the gym this morning. I reach over and try to find my phone on my night stand but I can’t find it so reach down to my pants I wore the night before and it was still in my pocket.

    As I lay there, I can hear plenty of noise coming from the kitchen and even though I know my roommate Tate is away for the holidays, I don’t think much of it in my current state until I look around and realise that this isn’t my bedroom. This isn’t the first time I’ve woken up in a strange bedroom but usually there’s been a girl on the other side of me and I’ve always left before she was awake to make sure there’s no early moments.

    I close my eyes again, trying to get a little bit more sleep but it doesn’t work when I hear the bedroom door open and see a tall, lean but muscled guy come through the door “Hey sleepyhead, you alright?” he asks as I look totally confused about everything right now.

    “I… I have no idea where I am or how I got here” as I look and see the guy coming towards the bed with a smile on his face. “You don’t remember what happened last night?” he asks as I just shake my head and he nods but has a smirk on his face that doesn’t really give me any answers on what happened.

    As I lay there, I recognise the guy as Alex who is one of the Dancers in the Dance program and know that we actually have a class together but I don’t ever think that we’ve really talked before other than a casual nod towards each other. “So you really don’t have any memory of last night?” he says getting into bed next to me as I realise that I’m laying there completely naked as he gets into bed.

    “Uh, not really” I say mumbling trying to keep this guy away from me because I have no idea what is going on here or what happened because there is no way that anything happened here unless it was a threeway with 2 guys and a girl. Alex turns and looks at me as he puts his coffee down “Just some casual, harmless fun, nothing too serious” he says with a smile as I look at him even more confused now.

    Even though I tell Alex that I don’t know what happened last night and try to pass it off as being stupidly drunk and doing something dumb, in my head I know everything that happened because part of me has always wanted this but now that it’s happened I just don’t know why I wanted it or I actually did it.

    Laying there, every part of my body is aching and I know that I had plenty to drink which is the reason for the headache but I know I didn’t take anything because we have drug testing this week and everybody has to be clean. “I’m totally straight…. So nothing could’ve happened” I say as Alex just laughs as I’m totally bewildered right now about my surroundings.

    “Not last night you weren’t,” he says with a smile as my stomach is churning because I have no idea what happened because was I raped and Alex is trying to convince me otherwise?, or did I have sex with the girl that I know he has staying sometimes and I think was at the party.

    I look across at Alex “This isn’t something I normally do, wake up in other people’s bed with no memory” I say not sure who I’m actually trying to convince right now whether it’s Alex who really only knows me as the Quarterback and that we share the same class or myself saying that I usually have a plan for these situations.

    Alex just nods not saying anything as there is a sense of awkwardness right now between us here as I really want to get out of bed and away from here as soon as possible but my body is aching and my head pounding as if I stand up, chances are I’ll end up back on the floor or spilling my guts over his rug.

    I lay there for a minute and glance at Alex “Did… we… you know?” the hesitation in my voice is obvious and Alex looks across at me and nods his head. “Yeah we did” he says with a casualness as if this isn’t the first time that he’s had someone in his bed in the same situation.

    Laying there, my stomach drops as I feel embarrassed and dirty right now because whilst nobody would call me homophobic, I can’t say that I’ve ever really been called an ally at the same time and probably made a few crass jokes. “I’m… I’m… 100%…. you… know… straight… into girls only… not dick” I say as Alex again is just sitting pretty calmly and casually like we’re a couple more than what is going on.

    As I lay there, all my muscles are starting to ache again with the after-effects of alcohol and a late night combined with the muscle soreness of probably the hardest training session we’ve ever done as I look again at Alex who is now playing on his phone. The casualness of the way he’s acting makes me wonder whether this is all some practical joke by my friends because I know a few of them know Alex well. “This is really all a joke, isn’t it? We seriously didn’t have sex last night?” I say now coming to terms that this is a prank from my buds who knew I was drunk and Alex’s place was close by so he offered me the bed.

    I notice the causal and upbeat mood from Alex turn more serious as he looks at me “Yeah man, it happened 100%” he says as my stomach sinks and the hope in my voice that this was all a practical joke has gone as I cling onto one last hope that it wasn’t just the two of us.

    “So you and me shared a girl last night… right?” Alex must be able to sense my pleading right now because he has gone to a more comforting tone of voice right now which in my hungover state as he looks at me and shakes his head. “Just you and me Jake, all just the two of us” he says as I realise the whole situation right now in the fact that last night I had sex with another guy.

    My stomach is churning right now because this isn’t me, I’m not a fag, I like chicks, I like tits and pussy not this stuff I say as the whole room feels really enclosed like I’m stuck in this situation and can’t ever get out of it. Alex doesn’t say anything right now as I really need to get out of bed but my muscles ache too much even though the atmosphere in the room has changed.

    Laying there, my mind is trying to figure out everything that is going on because even though I’m at college, I’m not exactly academically gifted and if I couldn’t play football brilliantly and my parents weren’t prominent conservatives I’d be working in Construction. “I fucked a guy… I seriously fucked a guy” I say as finally, my muscles give me enough so that I reach down and grab my briefs off the floor and put them on under the blankets.

    Alex is still laying there casually scrolling through Instagram on his phone “You weren’t the top bro” he says pretty coolly and calmly like it’s no big deal that he potentially fucked me last night when for me it’s absolutely a big deal.

    I lay there wondering what happened last night and just feeling really embarrassed for some reason because if word got out for this it would be the absolute end of me and the panic just overwhelms me as I almost have tears in my eyes feeling so bad about this. Laying there, I feel Alex’s hand touch my smooth tanned chest as he looks at me “Nobody ever has to know about this if you don’t want them to because it doesn’t ever change who you are as a person” he says with the sincerity that I’ve always seen in passing.

    My head is a mess of confusion right now because of course it does change me as a person because I had sex with another guy and that’s not me but then I think about it and realise that nobody else really ever needs to know about it. “You’re not going to tell anyone?  I mean wouldn’t you want to brag about this?” I say as Alex just looks at me with his hand still pressed on my firm muscled pec and shakes his head.

    “No way man, I don’t want to out anyone. What happened between us stays between us because it’s not my business to share stuff like that and if you want to talk about then go right ahead, but it’s not my place” he says with the sincerity in his eyes that makes me realise that he is telling the truth and complete opposite to me if the situations were reversed or I was with a girl the night before.

    “Thanks man,” I say to Alex who nods his head and moves his hand away from my chest. “But even still, what do I tell people happened or where I went?” I ask still trying to contemplate the whole story and people are going to get suspicious.

    Alex gets out of bed and grabs a towel out of a cupboard “Just say that you crashed here because it was closer than heading back to your place last night, that’s it… nobody needs to know anything else and keeping it simple is your best answer, you get too complicated and that’s where it unravels.” Alex is clearly the master of explaining where he has been if he has such smart advice.

    I get up and head towards his shower which he tells me to use because it’s cold outside and I have a shower and even though he has tried to make me feel a lot more comfortable I still don’t feel right last night and I feel like I need to wash and clean myself which I do for a few minutes before getting out and putting the clothes on from last night and quickly heading home.

    Walking back to my dorm, I feel that the few people who are out at this time of the morning are all staring at me when in reality they definitely aren’t but even still it does feel that way as I head back to my dorm and just get in the shower again. I don’t know why but there feels like a need to scrub everything off right now because it doesn’t matter how long I stand under the water I don’t feel clean.

    I get out of the shower and just put a hoodie and track pants on and lay on my bed, trying to just forget everything that happened. Laying there, I can’t put the thought of what happened out of my mind at all because the negative reaction to everyone finding out is more than what I could imagine and that really scares me more than anything.

    As I just fall asleep again laying there, it’s a couple of hours later when my phone goes off “Hey bro, you wanna come over and grab a Pizza” my best friend Noah texts me as normally I’d jump at the opportunity but today I just want to be alone.

    “Not today man, not feeling well and don’t wanna spread it” I text back as I don’t know if he will be entirely convinced because it’s never stopped me before because even when I had Covid I still went out even though I shouldn’t have.

    “You alright man? Do you want me to pick up the Pizza and come over to yours” he says as I appreciate the offer and I could do with Pizza right now but again I’m not sure about the company because even though I know he wouldn’t make an issue I can’t be around anyone.

    “Nah, it’s fine today I just wanna chill in bed and I’ll probably fall asleep again soon,” I say to Noah who gives me a thumbs up and I just lay there for a bit. Closing my eyes, I’m trying to forget about everything this morning because last night is all still a blur until I woke up in Alex’s bed.

    Laying there as I fall asleep again as soon as I put my head down, I lay there and find myself standing in my dorm room as I can hear the shower going and myself naked on my bed, almost tense up and so damn hard right now wanting this girl to come ride my hard cock. I walk to the bathroom and see the tanned body standing there, looking so amazing as the water runs down the soft silky skin especially the hottest set of legs that I’ve ever seen. I want her to turn around but right now she won’t but as I get in there I start kissing what I think is her neck and her skin feels so damn soft but finally when she turns around I get a good look at the face and instead of being the hottest girl in the world, I see Alex standing there completely naked as the water jumps up with his hairless smooth body standing there smiling.

    I wake up with a fright “WHAT THE FUCK??” I say as I have no idea what just happened because I’ve never thought of a guy like that and these last 18 hours have been nothing like I’ve ever experienced in my life and as I lay there I realise how hard that my cock has gotten especially thinking about Alex of all people.

    “Snap the fuck out of it Jake, you’re not into guys…” the first part of my sentence came out with plenty of definiteness but as the sentence went on I could feel the certainty go out of my voice because now there is plenty of doubt in my voice because why would I go with Alex in the first place and now I’m thinking about him.

    The next few days are weird because I try to keep myself as isolated as possible giving every excuse possible from leaving the apartment and actually seeing anyone in person until I actually have to go out because for as easy as it seems that nothing changes, my mind is the complete opposite and panicking that something will give it away straight away.

    As everything started to get back to a normal schedule with classes and training getting back into gear, for me it was anything but normal because with everyone back it’s more people that could find out about what happened between me and Alex that night at the party and me ending up at his place with us having sex.

    The campus starts to fill back up as the normal schedule is quickly approaching and I only have a fleeting catch-up with Noah to reassure him everything is ok but I can tell that he doesn’t think that it is but he’s not gonna press me on the details because it’s just how we are.

    Even though it’s the first Monday back to the normal schedule, Tate won’t be back for a couple of more days because his only Monday class is online and then he doesn’t have anything until Wednesday afternoon so I’m still waking up to an empty apartment. It’s just after 7am when I head down to the gym for our usual Football training session that we start every week with which is usually recovery but today it’s to make sure we are all getting back into the routine.

    I head into the gym a bit before everyone gets there just so that I can find my own space and give myself a much-needed motivational talk trying to reassure myself yet again that there is nothing different about me no matter what happened between me and Alex. The motivational talk doesn’t really do much as the guys start coming in and I head out to the main gym and just focus on doing one of the yoga routines over in the corner.

    Even though Yoga isn’t my normal choice at the gym, all the coaches actually recommend us to get into doing yoga because it actually helps us to gain a sense of calmness on the field in the tough moments where we need to be clear with our thinking even under pressure to not be panicked. Today though is more about trying to keep my space away from the other guys because I just don’t want to be around the other guys because I just don’t know how to feel and I can’t really be bothered with the usual banter.

    Going through the Yoga routine, the other boys in the gym are their usual loud selves as I can see them all cracking jokes and can hear the usual somewhat homophobic comments coming out which I have been more than guilty of making the same jokes but right now something about it just feels so personal as they joke about being a cocksucker or being someone’s bitch.

    The comments don’t really mean much but for some reason, they really seem to get on my nerves because they seem personal even though they don’t know anything about what happened between me and Alex. It’s just after 8:30 when we are allowed to leave the gym having done an hour and instead of being the last to leave today, I want to be the first to go as I head into the locker room and not even bother to change before heading back to my dorm.

    Heading back to my dorm, I change into my Nike T-shirt and Hoodie before putting on my jeans and grabbing my bag and going to class. I’m a couple of minutes late after stopping via the vending machine to get a can of Red Bull but as I’m heading in I almost walk straight into Alex and stare at him worried about what he is going to say.

    Much to my surprise, there wasn’t any real difference in how we normally interacted other than a casual nod of acknowledgement that we always had. Seeing Alex stand there with a slight smile felt weird because in that one second, the hatred that I had for myself seemed to dissipate completely as he went in ahead of me wearing his Rainbow “Love Is Love” jumper so proudly and that he was comfortable with himself as opposed to me who was hating myself.

    Looking back at Alex, a fortnight of self-hatred has completely gone as I realise that maybe I’m being too tough on myself for what happened as I sit there and try to concentrate on the class but it just doesn’t work because now I’m thinking about what happened that night. Thinking about things, I always thought that something was wrong with me for even questioning my sexuality but seeing Alex so proud of who he is really puts me in a better spot.

    The topic of the class is about dealing with Societal Expectations and how to deal with them and something really hits me listening to the lecturer talk about it because I realise that all the hate that I was putting on myself wasn’t coming from how I felt but thinking about what I should be feeling for someone in my position.

    I sit there listening to the lecturer and actually feel more connected to the situation than I thought because there is Alex who is at the top of the Dancing program and has no issues being himself and that’s expected and accepted for him when in contrast for me it’s totally different. In my situation, there are almost two set ways of doing things both as someone who comes from the background that I do and then those as a Quarterback of one of the top football colleges in the country.

    In my conservative family, being a “good son” meant sticking to the straight-and-narrow, quite literally. The whole date a girl, getting married, have a family routine was etched in stone which included going to work in the family business, supporting the conservative viewpoint prominently and then if you’re the oldest son having your first-born male child named after his father who in turn was named after his.

    The realisation that I’ve had sitting in the classroom really opened my eyes to the situation in that I’m not angry or hating myself because I hate myself, but doing it because of how it was taught to me how to feel about things and that anything not traditional is “Woke” these days.

    I head out of class almost feeling like a new person as I head back to the gym to get in a pretty good workout where my mind feels fresh. Taking my own time to contemplate things, I realised that I was trying to block out completely what happened and act as if I was forgetting what happened between Alex and me that night when really it was something that I wanted.

    Walking back from the gym, I take an unexpected detour heading back to Alex’s place somewhere that I’ve been avoiding walking past on my way to the shops or the field and heading in there to see if his home and talk things through. I wander up and knock on his door kinda hoping that he isn’t home but he opens the door standing there shirtless as I can only focus on how smooth his body is.

    “Oh hey Jake… never thought I’d ever see you around here” Alex says with genuine surprise as he opens the door further. “Can we talk?” I ask with a real sense of nervousness rather than any sort of hate or not wanting to.

    Alex almost senses my anxiety and he opens the door as I set foot back into the place that changed everything for me a couple of weeks ago as I can see down the hallway leading to the bedroom where everything happened. Even though I’d gone there to talk to Alex, I have no idea what to say or what I was trying to achieve coming here because I’d been telling myself that he’d been coming onto me but as I piece things together I realise it was me.

    The awkward tension is only broken as Alex looks at me “Want a coffee? I was just making one” he says as I nod my head and tell him how I have it as I look around the room with so many smiling pictures of Alex and see how happy he is. Alex wanders out and brings out the coffee “Here you go, and if you’re wondering if I have told anybody, I haven’t and absolutely won’t because the things you told me are yours to share” he says as I smile.

    “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about really, that morning when I woke up in bed…” I say as Alex nods and almost knows what I’m going to say before I actually say it. “I know Jake, it was your way of trying to reconcile what happened… you were pretty open the night before and then the next morning I think everything hit you hard” he says as I nod my head.

    “Yeah, that’s pretty much it, I’d been trying to block everything out because even though it was what I wanted and think that I want… I just thought about everyone finding out and the reactions” Alex nods his head and puts his arm around me.

    Alex looks at me “If you can’t get the words out then that’s fine but let me just say, nobody controls who you are but you… I’ve never had an issue with you around the place and you’re a good guy and that is all that matters in the world.”

    I nod my head “If people don’t like you because of who you are then they aren’t the kind of people you want to be around at all” he says as I totally agree with him and regain some composure as he looks at me.

    “The thing is I don’t know how to feel because I don’t feel straight at all you know… but at the same time I’m not gay at all and I just don’t know what I am” I say as Alex nods his head.

    Even in the cold weather, having Alex sitting so close to me with his shirtless body feels so good and it takes me back to how much I actually enjoyed what we did. “That’s perfectly fine and most people don’t really ever know what they want when it comes to their sexuality and that’s normal” he says as I look across at him and nod his head.

    Sitting there, I look deep into Alex’s eyes and I don’t know whether I’m reading the situation right or not but I move in to kiss him, pressing my lips against his soft pink lips and feeling the warmth of his body. Alex doesn’t push me away like I thought that he would and in fact, he kisses me back softly at first which feels good before I push my tongue into his mouth and we start making out.

    I pull away after a couple of minutes so that I can take off my hoodie as Alex looks at me “You ok with that?” he asks as I nod my head and smile because it feels so much better than I remembered as he looks across at me.

    “I’m glad, you actually felt confident this afternoon and felt like you were much surer about this than the other night even though you wanted it” he says as I nod my head in total agreement because even though I know that I wanted it the other night, I was still hesitant about it but today I’ve never been surer about myself.

    Alex pulls off my hoodie and runs his hands over my body feeling my muscled chest and even though it’s not our first time together nor is it definitely not the first time I’ve ever had sex, it feels really special like it actually is my first time.

    I lay back on the couch letting Alex explore my body with his hands before I feel his tongue running over my chest and around my nipples as he kisses them before going back up my neck and then kissing me on the lips again. The passion and power in the kiss feels so different to what I’ve ever felt because really I’ve always been the “guy” in sex so been the one to dominate things but as Alex takes control something about this feels naturally right.

    The kissing continues as I can feel my hard 8-inch thick cock growing and pressing against my boxers in my jeans as Alex starts to grind against me and press our smooth chests together as this feels more right than anything I’ve ever felt before.

    I lose all sense of time and have no idea how long we were making out for but it feels good no matter what as instead of pulling my jeans off, Alex reaches down under my boxers and feels my hard cock that is already leaking. “FUCK” I moan as he rubs a finger on it and goes down to my balls which feel so damn good.

    “You like me having my hand on your cock don’t you baby,” he says as I nod my head and lay there having almost no control over my body with my lusting urges taking control over my body and leaving me not even sure what to do.

    Alex undoes my jeans and pulls them off as my cock springs up and I’m laying there totally naked on his couch as he starts to lick my shaft from the head right down to the base as I can feel it pulsate and even though the air is cold, it just feels so hot right now.

    Taking everything slowly, I’m pushed into a sense of absolute ecstasy right now laying there as Alex is treating me like a king right now. The feeling of his tongue running down my shaft feels amazing and better than any blowjob that I’ve ever felt before as I moan loudly with my eyes closed trying to take everything in right now.

    My cock and balls are full because I haven’t even had a jerk since the night we had sex here so I’ve been in desperate need to let a load out yet again. Even though I’ve had my cock sucked plenty of times by girls and it’s felt good but this is just next-level amazing right now.

    Alex now puts his mouth over my head and licks the slit where my cum is leaking and it is a strange but good feeling as my 8 inches of meat slowly slides down his throat and eventually disappears as I hear him swallowing it and slurping. The speed of Alex’s sucking is faster than I’ve ever felt before and his head bobs up and down sucking my cock harder than I’ve ever felt before and it feels good.

    “I’m gonna cum” I say as Alex has only been going for a few minutes but he pulls up and kisses me as I can feel the taste of my pre cum on his tongue as he looks at me. “Do you want to suck on my cock baby?” he says as I nod my head and want to give it a go.

    Alex nods and pulls off his pants as his 7-inch uncut cock flings out of his pants and I just look in amazement at how perfect it looks with how smooth he is without a hair in sight. Alex pulls me up to kiss me deeply as we’re both standing there as he guides my hand down to feel his hard erect cock as they both leak rubbing against each other. I slowly go down to my knees, strangely more nervous than what I was in last year’s title-deciding game when I had one play to win or lose the game as I see Alex’s cock staring at me in the face.

    I take a deep breath and run my tongue over the top of Alex’s cock head and even though I did it that night, it feels all brand new to me as the taste is something different to what I had been expecting and the taste of pre-cum is better than I thought. “Just go slowly Jake” Alex says trying to reassure me that anything that I do is going to be ok even though now I feel so nervous.

    Licking the shaft slowly, I hear Alex moaning loudly as I continue to run my tongue down the shaft going slowly so that I can get used to the feeling. I feel a hand running through my hair right now as I’m trying to do my best but worrying that he is only humouring me right now.

    I start licking his head softly and slowly and then take his head in my mouth which feels awkward as my mind is racing again now realising that I’ve got another guy’s cock in my mouth and although the loudest voice in my head is shouting “SPIT IT OUT, YOU’RE NOT GAY.”

    Even though that’s the loudest voice, I know that it’s really just the voice of self-loathing right now and the societal expectations but I know that this is what I want as I keep sucking on the head for a while before going further. I gag a bit as I’m only a couple of inches down and Alex reminds me that I don’t need to go any further if I’m not ready yet but for my own sake I want to and I keep going further down as far as I can.

    Alex’s cock is probably 90% down my throat right now and it feels good and to have him moaning loudly is good. Right now it’s all been slow and just getting used to the feeling but now I start to bob my head and Alex takes control holding my head in position as he slowly starts fucking my throat and I end up taking all of his hard shaft down my throat feeling his soft smooth skin against my nose.

    Gagging a fair bit, Alex pulls me up and smiles “Fuck you’re a natural” he says with a big smile as I look at him not sure if I really am considering how much I gagged. “Really? I gagged a fucking lot” I say as he has a smile on his face.

    “If you saw me sucking a cock the first time, then you’d know it’s a hard skill to master” he says laughing as I kiss him again. “What should we do right now?” I ask not sure whether I should’ve cummed yet or not as he smiles.

    “Well if you want to fuck we can?” I nod my head and he looks at me “So you want to fuck me right?” he says as I look at him and shake my head because the thought of being fucked by a guy is so much hotter than fucking a guy because I’m the top all the time with girls.

    Alex has a smirk on his face as I shake my head “You really want to get fucked that badly don’t you?” I nod my head because the idea just feels so much better than being a top.

    Grabbing my hand, Alex leads me back to the bedroom where we fucked on that Saturday night and he looks at me “Get on all fours” he says as I do that and see myself in his wall-length mirror on all 4s on his bed and it just feels so hot like this being almost submissive.

    “Damn you look so hot right now” Alex says as I nod. “Bring me my phone” I say as Alex smiles and gives it to me and I’m so turned on by this I take a selfie in the mirror because I just love the look.

    As I’m all fours, Alex comes up behind me and I can see him in the mirror starting to rim me and it feels so fucking good right now as my tight hole is being lubed up. The feeling of being rimmed is so good and I’ve never really been rimmed before because all the girls I’ve been with got turned off about rimming.

    My hole is well prepared to take Alex’s cock and I look towards the mirror and see him start to press in and stretch my almost virgin hole and it feels so damn good as he stretches me open. “AHHHH FUCKKK,” I say as the pain is almost like when I tore my calf muscle in a game last season.

    I grab hold of the pillow as Alex is trying to get me to adjust to his cock and it’s harder than I could imagine as he just holds it there and after a few moments it starts to feel more normal than it did when he first went in. Starting to pick up the speed as he starts to push in deeper and I can feel his cock against my prostate and he starts fucking me.

    Being all on fours and getting fucked is one of the hottest things in my life and all the doubt is gone and this is even better than what I thought as all of Alex’s power goes right through my body. Alex might have a much more slender body compared to me but the power that he has in his thighs and legs from dancing creates a lot of power and it all goes through my body.

    Alex continues slamming into me and slaps my ass as he fucks me hard as I can feel my cock leaking so much underneath me and I’m just in a whole new sense of emotion that I’ve always missed but now never want to miss out again. The power of Alex’s cock is so good inside me and I can feel his cum already lining my hole making the thrusts even smoother than they were before.

    Pulling out of me, Alex pushes me onto my back and lifts my legs up and slides back into my now loosened precum-lined hole and he goes straight back in and fucks me so that he can see my face as without warning I blow a massive hands free load that goes all over my body and even up into Alex’s face. Alex then pulls out of me and starts to jerk his cock and it doesn’t take long for him to blow a massive cum load all over my body.

    Our hot white loads mix together on my abs and Alex leans down and runs his finger over it and feeds it to me before he leans in and licks it up off my abs and that feels as good as anything before we kiss again. I can taste the two loads mixed together as Alex kisses me and moans into my mouth before lying next to me and smiles.

    “That one you’re not regretting right?” he says as I shake my head and just have a massive smile on my face because now that I’ve done it properly, I realise that I do really enjoy being with another guy although I don’t think I’d be into random hookups but just with someone I feel connected with and with Alex it’s definitely that.

  • The Gulf & the Cove

    Chapter 28

    Captains Courageous

    Since just before Christmas, I’d been waiting. I couldn’t be certain what I was waiting for, but after the second attack on the cove that month, there was an unknown force lurking close enough to reach in and snatch one of us out of the cove.

    At first the wait was a daily expectation of sorts. It wasn’t disabling, but it was alarming. As the months went by, after the second attack on the cove, I began to wonder if the culprit had moved on once his right hand man didn’t return from the mission he was sent on.

    Popov’s men were a reminder of what was out there. Their presence was comforting and maybe I pushed the danger out of my mind, until the grand opening of the new cove.

    As we waited for Popov to complete the mission he went on, the talk as we looked out of the big front window of the Cove Dive, Surf, & Bait Shop turned personal, even introspective.

    *****

    “He’s …slow. Your brother,” Kramer said.

    “He bled a long time before the Laotian fishermen ran across him. Luckily it had rained. He’d crawled through that wet Vietnamese soil. It’s not the recommend way to stop bleeding but if it works, who am I to advise against it? It saved Boris’ life. He isn’t able to immediately respond to a question or instantly recognize someone. Give him a little time and he can put things together. He almost died. He lost his arm. Clinging to life he began getting stronger in a Laotian fishing village. It’s the life he was born back into. He is Laotian for the most part. I say that because he became the people who brought him back. Their slow paced lives suited his new slower brain.”

    “You said you listened. You heard Popov’s boat when it came into the cove. Clay and I had to look to see if he was back. Is that an example of how you learned to listen?” Kramer asked.

    “It’s related. It’s how my brain has become compartmentalized. Hearing Popov’s boat is the result of my subconsciously listening for his boat to return. What I did over there was talk to a man I sat across from and at the same time listen to a conversation two tables away. I was taught certain techniques that were useful in this. I had a fairly focused mind before they forced me to focus on staying alive. Once they had me where they wanted me, I was anxious to pick up whatever tips they gave me. The clutter in my mind was reduced so that concentrating on the techniques they taught me was made easier,” Ivan said.

    “Like brainwashing,” Kramer mumbled.

    “In this case washed and tumbled dry. It took me some time to start recovering the biggest parts of who and what I was. Then I was doing what the Company told me to do. The idea of walking away did occur to me but there was still the idea I could find Boris.”

    “I can see how that might work,” Kramer said.

    “I can retain a great deal of spoken information and repeat it verbatim for a few hours up to a few days, depending on how complex the conversation is. Most conversations of interest to my handlers would require a meeting after I notified them. I’d be debriefed and my information recorded ASAP.”

    “Who’d you call?” Kramer asked.

    “Just a number. I had no information that was of any use to anyone. I was simply a human recording device. My job was to listen. It was a means to an end. The information meant nothing to me.”

    “Silly us,” Kramer said. “We need to go to court for a wiretap and we could just as easily come to you.”

    “You don’t send men in undercover to get information on people you suspect of committing crimes?” Ivan asked.

    “There is that. It’s standard law enforcement procedure,” Kramer said.

    “Because of the chaos in Southeast Asia after we withdrew from Vietnam, a lot of people had big ideas about how to benefit from the void we left behind. Their plans were as likely to be discussed over a beer or coffee as in a backroom. By being a constant presence around places where I listened, no one paid any attention to me.”

    “I don’t know I could do that,” Kramer said.

    “And you’re a white bread white boy. You’d stand out. My people are from Lithuania and we have Asiatic blood in our veins. In the right clothing I blend in to the Southeast Asian countries. It’s why they had it in mind to use me. It seems like a long time ago now.”

    “Is there something in the water around here?” Kramer asked.

    “Not that I’m aware of,” Ivan said.

    “Clay is a kid wizard of things in the sea, but before he came here he didn’t make so much as a wave. Now he’s a marine biologist of note. His employer and mentor is a congressman, soon to be senator if my instincts are right. You take off to find your brother while you’re still wet behind the ears. Somehow you find him ten thousand miles away. You have a photographic mind. Your mentor and friend is a huge Russian who just happens to be a crime fighter in his spare time. He may be about to bring back a man the FBI has been unable to catch in the last five years of looking for him. It’s got to be something in the water here,” Kramer said.

    “You look at the end result and you think it’s impossible. I never thought it was impossible. I never thought I couldn’t find him. My determination led me to him because people who learned my story decided to look into it. They found him, or they found the people that knew of him, and once I did my time with them, they saw no reason not to let me find him and that would get me out of their hair.”

    “And I was curious about what was in the sea. Harry did the rest. What’s here isn’t in the water, Kramer, it’s in the people. They come here to get away from the never ending rat race, the endless judgment, and control freaks,” I said.

    “This place offers peace and tranquility. No one is in a hurry and most people are willing to live and let live,” I said.

    “Or who to love?” Kramer said.

    “Or who to love,” I said, realizing I was holding Ivan’s hand.

    “No one says we can’t,” Ivan said. “They don’t care how we find happiness. It’s up to us to find it for ourselves. No one needs to tell us what to feel or who to feel it for. We are the masters of our destiny.”

    “Interesting concept. I’ll give you that,” Kramer said.

    *****

    We sat in the Cove Dive, Surf, & Bait Shop and the conversation turned personal. Kramer finally shook his mind loose from Popov. He revealed something of himself in his questions.

    His story was far more typical than the ones Ivan and I had to tell. There was envy in his words. He found things he was able to admire in spite of the conservative life he was living. The people he surrounded himself with were more conservative than he was.

    “Does expand my world view beyond the bureau. The constraints on agents don’t encourage growth. You need to think along conventional lines to stay out of hot water. Most police agencies aren’t going to move far from social norms,” Kramer said. “Not on the record anyway. They are surprisingly willing to create a story that helps their cause. I find that somewhat disconcerting.”

    “I’ve seen nothing that refutes that. The law is in charge and they say what they need to say. Most people aren’t in law enforcement,” Ivan said. “They’re expected to tell the truth.”

    “But you were,” Kramer said. “You worked for the Company. You might not have liked the law they enforced but they exacted penalties from those who dared to cross them. They create their own justice.”

    “I believe you. I listened. They did what they did,” Ivan said. “I’ll remind you, I worked for the Company against my will.”

    “I’m in the wrong business. I think I ought to quit the FBI and come to work for you so I can get in on whatever it is this place has. I grabbed the duty here as quick as it was available. This place seemed so remote and beautiful. I couldn’t wait to come back.”

    “More coffee, Kramer?” I asked.

    “Yeah this cup is cold. Waiting and coffee go together.”

    “Me too, love of my life. Get something to nibble on. Those hush puppies with powdered sugar sprinkled on them.”

    “Yeah, all this work has worn me out,” I said, heading for the door. “No way I’m sitting at the conservancy and waiting.”

    *****

    I carried the bag of coffee and sweet rolls from J.K.’s across the highway as two cars were coming our way. It was rush hour.

    Both cars pulled in beside Kramer’s car. I recognized Taggart’s car and his mother was driving. Taggart drove one of Harry’s classic Cadillacs and he pulled in behind the shop.

    “Hi, Mr. Clay. Nice to see you,” Twila said with a smile.

    We hugged and I stepped back to take a look at her.

    “You’re looking younger every day, Twila. Good to see you looking so well,” I said, taking her hand.

    “I’s feelin’ right good these days. There for a while I couldn’t be sure I was gettin’ better or fixin’ to die, Mr. Clay.”

    “Speaking for my family, and especially for Dylan, we’re sure glad you decided to stick around.”

    “Excuse me. I hate to interrupt you two,” Taggart said. “But I have a message for you, Clay. Mr. Harry said, ‘You can drive the 54 Caddy for as long as you need it. He’s sending your car to his garage man to look at. The Chevy is to be fixed so it starts. He won’t touch anything else and it won’t be returned to you until you go automobile shopping with him on a date he’ll name later. That about covers it.”

    “And I’ve gots to be gettin’ back to work. I be helping your Mama tomorrow and I’ll see you there at lunchtime. I’ve gots my work cut out for me today. I gots to clean up after those donors. They keep comin’ by for a word with Mr. Harry. They all stays for lunch or dinner or both. Freeloadenes folks I ever seen, Mr. Clay.”

    I laughed at Twila’s description of the hangers on at Harry’s. She was getting better. She rarely complained but Twila could spot a freeloader a mile away.

    “Twila, I’ll tell you a secret. They don’t come to see Harry. They come for the fantastic food you prepare for them. I’d be visiting Harry a lot more if Mama wasn’t such a fine cook,” I said.

    Twila giggled like a school girl. I’m sure she blushed.

    “Well, thank you. I’ll look at it that way from now on,” Twila said.

    “Tell Ivan I’ll be right back, Clay. I’m taking Mama back to work. You got a cup of coffee in there for me?”

    “No, but I’ll go get you one and it’ll be here when you come back.”

    “Makes coming to work a fine idea,” Taggart said.

    I watched him back onto the highway and turn toward Harry’s. I walked over to the shiny object Harry sent for me to use. The black classic Cadillac had what looked like a gray crushed velvet interior. The dashboard was made of wood. The car shined in the Florida sunshine.

    I shouldn’t be driving this car with a cup of coffee between my thighs. It gave new meaning to the word thrilling.

    I walked the coffee and sweet rolls into the new shop.

    “Did you grow the beans for the coffee? I’m ready for lunch now,” Ivan said.

    “Taggart will be back as soon as he takes Twila to Harry’s.”

    “He didn’t go to school today?” Ivan asked.

    “He’s a senior. It’s May. How many days did we go to school in the last half of our senior year? Not many, as I recall.”

    “That’s true. He’ll be working full time soon. The calls have started coming in for deep sea fishing and he’ll take care of the shop while I’m out on a charter.”

    “It’s hard to believe the sleepy little cove I first knew has turned into a commercial enterprise zone,” Kramer said. “The thing is, it’s neat and has a clean look to it. It’s not overdone with stuff to buy.”

    “You haven’t seen anything yet. We’ll have diving and surfing. We’ll offer activities a seaside town should have for beach goers to get the maximum out of their vacation,” Ivan said.

    *****

    Ivan went outside, walking down the dock to the Daddy-O once he finished with his coffee and a sweet roll. While walking back, Taggart was parking his car and they came into the shop together.

    “I’m going home for lunch. I’ll bring some food back for you guys,” I said. “We’ll be waiting another four or five hours.”

    “I’m hungry for one of J.K.’s oyster poor boys. Don’t bring food for me,” Kramer said. “It’ll give you less to carry.”

    “I’ve got a bag my mama fixed before I left Harry’s,” Taggart said. “It’s plenty to feed me and the three of you. Mac & cheese, corn fritters, tuna casserole, and enough chocolate cake to feed all of us.”

    “Isn’t that one of Harry’s cars in the parking lot?” Ivan asked.

    “It’s to give me something to drive while Teddy’s Chevy is under the weather,” I said.

    “He sent it for Clay to drive. He’s holding the Chevy hostage,” Taggart said.

    “The Chevy gave up the ghost,” Ivan said. “They don’t run forever. It does prove if you take care of one, it’ll last a few years.”

    “It gave up everything. Just as I was about to ditch it and walk here, Harry drove up. He hasn’t been at the conservancy before lunchtime but twice that I can remember. If I left a couple of minutes earlier I’d have been fine.”

    “Good for Harry,” Ivan said. “It’s time to park the classic Chevy before the wheels fall off it. I know just where you can get a super deal on a brand new Buick.”

    “I feel like a prisoner of war,” I said. “I’ve never gone into a car dealership and I’m not looking forward to it.”

    “You’ve got to do it. There isn’t much alternative,” Ivan said.

    “The only thing wrong with Teddy’s Chevy is it won’t start.”

    “Oh, is that it?. Well if you push it, that isn’t a problem,” Ivan said.

    Kramer laughed.

    “Shut up,” I said.

    “When’s the last time Teddy drove his Chevy?” Ivan asked.

    “!967!” I said.

    “I think it’s safe calling it Clay’s car,” Ivan said. “I have a hunch Teddy isn’t going to come looking for it if he hasn’t come looking for it by now.”

    “You aren’t fooling me. You want to talk me into buying a new car,” I said. “Sounds like a needless expenditure.”

    “I’ve been found out,” Ivan said. “You’ve got to do it for your son, and if you’ve ever got to walk here from the house carrying your SCUBA gear, you’ll see the wisdom in buying a new Buick.”

    “What’s Dylan got to do with it?” I asked.

    “His reputation is on the line. Sooner or later his classmates are going to notice you’re driving a twenty-five year old car.”

    “Twenty-four,” I said. “Dylan isn’t that material. He loves that Chevy. It’s a classic.”

    “It’s an old car. That’s what Dylan knows. He’d love his father to roll up in a nice new shiny Buick,” Ivan said. “I’d love it.”

    “He’s got yours. You can roll up in a new Buick if the Chevy becomes an embarrassment to him,” I said.

    “Not much chance of that. It doesn’t start. A car that doesn’t start isn’t going to roll anywhere,” Ivan said.

    “When you get it back, if I’m still around, I’ll take a look at it,” Kramer said. “I had a 55 Chevy and my brother had a 57. We were always tinkering with them. Getting parts is a job if there aren’t any junkyards around. A good junkyard can keep you in parts forever. The power plants were the same in 283 eight cylinder rides.”

    “A new car would negate the need to fix the old car,” Ivan said. “I don’t mind driving you where you want to go, but one day I’m going to be taking out a fishing charter, or you’ll be on a dive, or both, and we’ll both need a car, because the car won’t always be where we need it. Which means walking a lot more often. Not that I mind exercise.”

    “I know. I know. Maybe later. I’ll drive Harry’s car for the time being,” I said. “I wouldn’t want him believing I didn’t appreciate his thoughtfulness.”

    “No, we wouldn’t want to do that. The Chevy is kaput,” Ivan said. “Keep that in mind, honey bun.”

    I needed a new car. I wasn’t going to give in too easy. No one remembered the trouble with the Chevy more than me. It was hard to forget.

    I took such good care of Teddy’s Chevy.

    *****

    Driving the Cadillac was like driving a tank. It was a smooth riding tank. I went home for lunch and stopped by the conservancy and told the troops not to expect me back that day.

    I took Ivan lunch and we were drinking sodas out of the shop fridge by two. I collected the dozen used coffee cups with varying amounts of cold coffee in them and they went into the trash.

    I nibbled on some carrot sticks that went with the pork barbeque sandwiches, slaw, baked beans, and pickle spears. It was a perfect lunch and I ate lunch with Ivan without eating park of his lunch.

    The smells mingled in the shop creating a wonderful fragrance.

    At a few minutes after three Ivan perked up. I watched him listening for something. Kramer noticed the change too. He immediately went to the window to watch the entrance to the cove.

    “Popov’s back,” Ivan said.

    He’d vacillated over calling the regional director. The fact he was sitting and waiting to see what happened was a sign he didn’t have much to say.

    Ivan set aside his soda and the second half of his second barbecue sandwich. He got up and stood beside Kramer. I stood beside Ivan.

    Popov’s trawler was crawling along just inside the cove entrance.

    “I’ll be damned. How do you do that?” Kramer said.

    I still didn’t hear it but I couldn’t take my eyes off of Popov’s trawler. It stopped where it usually anchored.

    A smaller boat moved out of the trawler’s wake and came toward the beach.

    “There’s a boat behind the trawler,” Kramer blurted.

    “Hello Bob Jones,” Ivan said. “He got you, you son-of-a-bitch. Way to go, Popov. Special Agent Kramer, call your regional director and tell him you know where you can put your hands on Carlos Santiago.”

    “I’ll be damned,” Kramer said. “That’s Santiago’s boat?”

    “It is,” Ivan said. “And it looks like it’s coming right to you.”

    “What’s he doing?”

    The boat continued coming toward the beach. It seemed to be picking up speed. From the time it came out from behind the trawler it hadn’t altered its course.

    “What’s he doing?” Kramer asked. “He’s moving pretty fast, isn’t he. How does he stop it before it runs into the beach?”

    Ivan laughed.

    “I think Popov intends to deliver the prisoner to you. Watch close. You don’t want to miss this,” Ivan said, heading out the front door on the run.

    We followed Ivan outside, stopping on the sidewalk. The beach started on the far side of the boat ramp twenty feet away and Bob Jones’ boat was aimed at a spot on the beach ten feet west of the boat ramp. It made no attempt to slow down.

    There was nothing to do but watch.

    “He’s going pretty fast,” Kramer said. “Shouldn’t he slow down?”

    “He is,” I said.

    “No brakes on a boat,” Ivan said. “He’s definitely aiming for the beach,” Ivan said. “You ever seen someone beach a boat, Kramer?”

    The boat kept on coming. It was too late to veer away and it kept on coming.

    It wasn’t Popov coming at us. It was Captain Tito driving Big Carlos’ boat. That was odd. This was Popov’s show. Why would he give Tito the starring role?

    I looked back to the trawler. The launch had been lowered and several men were helping a third man into the launch. The third man was easy enough to recognize. It was Popov.

    I’d never seen anyone assist Popov doing anything.

    My attention quickly turned to the beach. Without slowing, the boat ran up ten to fifteen feet onto the beach. Only the very rear of the boat was in the water. The engine shut down as the nose of the boat hit the beach. Its momentum carried it far enough that only the rear four or five feet were in the water.

    The boat kept sliding until it stopped in the soft sand.

    “What a landing,” Taggart said.

    Ivan and Kramer charged across the boat ramp to the side of the beached craft.

    “I’ll be damned,” Kramer said. “Hello, Mr. Santiago. Have a nice trip? I know some people who would like to speak with you.”

    There was muffled and sustained cussing I didn’t try to understand.

    Big Carlos was definitely not pleased by his return to the cove.

    Ivan and Kramer leaned on the side of the boat to look at a package tied up at the stern.

    When I walked over, a man was screaming and protesting big time. Being on his belly made his words poorly enunciated and hard to understand, not that anyone cared what he had to say.

    I recognized the man but it was still a mystery how he got his girth underwater. Whales did it. It was harder imagining Big Carlos submerging. I decided not to ask. The man was in quite a snit.

    Then there were the words I could now laugh at.

    “You don’t know who you’re fucking with,” Carlos Santiago spit out in an easy to understand phrase.

    “He’s all tied up,” Taggart said, when he stood beside the boat. “Isn’t that the guy….”

    “Uh huh,” Ivan said. “He’s the guy.”

    “He’s the guy,” I said.

    “Hog-tied,” Ivan said. “Who knew Russians knew how to hog-tie a guy? Nice touch. Howdy Doody, Mr. Jones. Looks like you’ve gotten tangled in your fishing line. If I were you, I’d find a new hobby. Fishing doesn’t look like your bag. Maybe try surfing. I’d like to see you on a surfboard.”

    Big Carl went ballistic but he couldn’t get off his belly. Soon he began to run out of steam. He was as mad as a hornet. I wondered if he had high blood pressure. His tirade couldn’t be good for him.

    Big Carlos’s screaming drowned out most conversation for a few minutes. When he stopped screaming, Captain Tito slid over the side of the boat and onto the beach. He looked back at the prisoner in the bottom of the boat.

    “It’s a nice beach you made, Ivan. I figured it was still soft enough to make a landing here. Popov said, ‘I am to be telling Mr. FBI man, this is being his gift for you,” Tito said with Popov’s accent. “Is for being good boy.”

    He looked at Ivan, me, Taggart, settling on Kramer.

    “This must be for you. You’re the only one I don’t know. If I was asked to pick an FBI agent out of a crowd, I’d pick you every time, Mr. FBI man,” Tito said to Kramer.

    “Thank you. I don’t know what to say,” Kramer said. “Popov’s giving him to me?”

    “He’d take up too much room on Popov’s trawler. He wanted him on ice. He considered using him for bait, but he was sure you’d be able to keep Mr. Santiago tied up for a long long time. So he gives this gift to you.”

    “The card in your wallet. I’d start there,” Ivan said. “Nothing like giving an asshole his Miranda rights before he starts crying you violated his rights. I want to be able to testify I heard you give them.”

    Carlos Santiago yelled some onerous warning about what he intended to do as soon as he got untied.

    “Tide is not in yet,” Tito said. “At high tide two men can push the boat off the beach. I’d suggest getting this man in handcuffs, but let him stay tied up for a while longer. He’s not a nice man. He shouldn’t be around nice people.”

    “Nice landing, Captain Tito,” I said.

    Big Carlos hurled a fusillade of insults in our direction. He fell silent much faster this time. He was definitely wearing himself out.”

    “Let me see if I have this straight,” Taggart said. “All of this, the fires, the attempt to burn the marina, my being shot, and the violence at the grand opening are because of me?”

    Ivan put his arm across Taggart’s shoulders.

    “Tag, those things happened because of him,” Ivan said, pointing at the package on the deck. “There are ugly people in this world, my friend. This is one of the ugliest. You are just fine.”

    Taggart looked at Santiago. A smile appeared on his face.

    “I’m glad I didn’t fill your SCUBA tanks,” Taggart said.

    Big Carlos let loose with some more insults and accusations.

    He was the new cove’s first unhappy customer.

    “You don’t hush and I’m going to take bets on how close to three hundred pounds you are. After the bets are in, I’m going to take you to the Fish Warehouse, stick the hook in your mouth, and hang you up to see how much you really weigh,” Tito explained.

    Big Carlos fell silent in the middle of more insults.

    “Tito, you’re bleeding,” I said, once I got a good look at him.

    “It’s Popov’s blood. This snake tried to run. Popov leaped from the trawler onto the deck of this boat. I was on the bridge of the trawler. This reptile got one shot before Popov reached him. Popov insisted on taking the bridge when we started for the cove. J.K. was on the bridge when we passed the trawler just now,” Tito said.

    “I made a stop at Palmer’s to let Tony go on his way and I followed the trawler in. Lots of padding on that old Russian but he was losing blood,” Tito said. “No where to stop until we get here.”

    “He was losing a lot of blood,” I said. “That’s not a few spots.”

    “I helped him get back on the trawler before I took over this boat. J.K. hog tied this guy. Said he saw it on western movies.”

    Ivan laughed.

    “J.K. has a sense of humor,” Ivan said.

    “A sense of justice,” I said.

    I turned to look at the trawler. The launch was heading for the end of the dock. I couldn’t see Popov.

    I ran inside the shop and dialed 9*1*1.

    “We need an ambulance at the marina. A man’s been shot,” I said, hanging up before there were questions.

    I was at the end of the dock when Popov’s launch tied up. It took three of us to get Popov onto the dock. The big jovial sea captain was in no shape to protest our help. By the time he was sitting down and leaning back against a piling, the sirens could be heard coming our way.

    Popov was pale and beyond resisting help. His breathing was shallow and he’d begun to sweat on a warm May afternoon. He moved to get more comfortable. A soft groan escaped from him. He made no more effort to move.

    I did not like his color. I helped ease him onto his back with Taggart assisting. Popov let us do this for him. I didn’t know he had the strength to object.

    I felt sick at my stomach.

    What I wouldn’t give for one loud burst of words from the jovial Russian fisherman. Popov wasn’t simply a good man, he breathed life into the cove. He was the engine that kept the cove working.

    There was silence. The siren died away as an ambulance appeared in the parking lot above the steps. Two men jumped out and opened the back door to bring a gurney. The wheels clacked on the boards as they rushed to the cluster of people at the end of the dock.

    Popov opened his eyes when Kramer asked, “How is he?”.

    “You see what Popov is bringing you?” Popov said softly. “That’s for being good boy and not getting in Popov’s way, Mr. FBI man.”

    It was painful to hear the slow pace of Popov’s words. Kramer’s eyes revealed the pain he felt while listening to Popov.

    “Thank you, Captain Popov. You’re quite a man,” Kramer said. “Now let us take care of you and we’ll be talking over coffee soon.”

    “You hog-tie him, Popov?” Ivan asked.

    “No, but Popov make him pay for shooting him. I beat him pretty damn good, you ask me. He be causing no more trouble in Popov’s cove,” Popov said with a serge of energy.

    “What did you do with Tony?” Kramer asked.

    Popov wasn’t talking and his eyes closed again.

    “We stopped at Palmer’s. He got off there,” Captain Tito said. “You don’t listen so good.”

    “Hard to Keep up with you guys with so many of you doing magic tricks,” Kramer said. “One day I’d like to hear the story behind the capture of Carlos Santiago.”

    The EMTs took Popov’s vital signs. He kept his eyes closed while they worked over him. They were ready to go after five minutes.

    “We’ll need a hand here. We want to lift him onto the gurney and be as gentle as we can,” one EMT worker said.

    Popov raised no objection to being put on the gurney.

    “A couple of you guys will need to lend a hand getting him up the stairs and lifting him into the ambulance,” the technician told us.

    It was a struggle getting Popov up the six steps. Ivan and Taggart and the two EMS technicians lifted the gurney into the ambulance.

    Ivan got inside and sat beside Popov.

    “Here,” Ivan said, tossing me the keys to the Buick. “Come to the ER in a couple of hours. I’ll stay with Popov. I’ll call you at the house when they have him ready to go to Fort Myers.”

    “The shop. Call me at the shop. I’ll be there,” I said.

    The siren wailed as the ambulance turned onto the highway.

    That’s when the bottom dropped out of my stomach as I watched

    the tail end of the ambulance. I once again felt the fragile hold we had on life. A few hours ago Popov was full of life and now he was fighting for his life because of a lowlife New Jersey gangster.

    I hated guns. They brought only one tragedy after another.

  • Hard Times At The Library

    I discovered him in the stacks of the library (the theology section to be exact), with his pants down to his knees, bent over a library trolley being fucked by Simon, a new attendant I’d had my eye on for a while myself. My colleague David (the one being fucked) had been a longterm object of desire, and to find him in such a delightful situation was the stuff of dreams!

    The 200s are a pretty safe bet if you’re looking for a bit of privacy in a library, hardly anybody ever requests anything from those dusty shelves, and since they were moved to this new out-of-the-way location even staff looking for a quiet place to kip have pretty much given up on them; much more comfortable in the 500s, and almost as little used.

    Now you may be wondering what I was doing visiting this neglected corner of the campus library, and truth to tell I was intending to have a wank, having been as horny as fuck all day. The staff toilets were no good for such activity (cubicles clearly designed to deter such mischief), and just about every other staff-only place was closely monitored by CCTV, as if we couldn’t be trusted. I’d discovered the theology stack early on in my time and had used its musty privacy on any number of occasions when I felt the need for a bit of hand-relief.

    The boner in my pants had been problematic all day, and I thanked the gods that most of the morning had been spent in meetings where various desks and tables had provided some much needed cover. The situation wasn’t helped any by my unaccountable decision to wear boxers instead of the normal y-fronts, which would at least have put up some kind of resistance.

    But of course, resistance is futile. Time to grasp the nettle and relieve some of the pressure, at least for a few hours until I could get home and head off to the sauna; my usual Friday night destination.

    But seeing David with his smart white business shirt rucked up to his extremely suckable nipples, his beautifully tailored work pants crumpled around his shoes and his delightfully hairy bum stuck out and receiving what looked to be a good 7 inches of very hard cock, thoughts of saunas and other pleasures rapidly receded. 

    Fortunately they hadn’t seen me arrive, secreted as they were in a small sorting area at the back of the room, and I was able to position myself behind a row of books directly adjacent to it, choosing a spot where my view of the show was helpfully camouflaged by some worthy religious tomes.

    The show was a good one too, and it must have been going on for a while if the increasingly determined pounding of David’s arse was anything to go by. They were being comically silent (as well they needed to be) but stifled groans, moans and grunts still managed to escape their lips from time to time, adding to the moment; as did the rhythmic slapping of Simon’s balls against David’s arse and the moist squelching sound of his slippery cock as it slid in and out of that tight hole.

    Meanwhile my cock desperately needed some attention, and when I unzipped my pants it sprang out like a wild beast released from a cage. It was slimey with precum, the foreskin already rolled back revealing the swollen purple knob. Grasping it firmly I began tugging, careful not to bring myself off too soon, in order to fully enjoy the rest of the performance.

    Simon, clearly working himself up to a powerful climax, had lifted his faded check shirt to his chest revealing a hairy stomach, athletic but inclining to a slight paunch which suited me just fine. His jeans had dropped to his knees and I could just make out a pair of y-fronts resting on top of them, faded and worn and much loved. Yet another fetish object to add to my burgeoning hope-chest.

    David, sensing his partner’s extreme situation, was pushing back against the battering ram with every thrust while Simon in a show of bravado was withdrawing his swollen shaft to the knob every few lunges before slamming it back in with a force approaching violence.

    I couldn’t hold off any longer and felt my orgasm well up through my legs and balls before exploding with equal violence in wave after wave of thick pungent jizz. My body buckled and spasmed with each spurt and it was all I could do to keep myself from crying out in agony and pleasure as I continued to watch my two colleagues rutting like bulls on heat.

    Their time had come as well. David’s cock, which had been limp and flopping about in a very pleasant manner while Simon’s business backstage claimed his attention, had hardened to the point where it looked painful. Without warning, save for a startled gasp, he started ejaculating thick strands of spunk (hands-free!) as Simon buried his tool deep within him and started pumping his own juice into his passage, only the slightest motion of his hips indicating the intense release occurring within.

    They had both stopped breathing while their orgasms sucked the air from the room, and only after the spasms started to diminish could I see and hear their deep breathing begin again, as did mine.

    Once it was over David rested his head on his arms atop the book trolley while Simon collapsed forward against his back, neither of them quite ready to break the connection. Minutes passed, not a word was spoken until Simon, rousing himself, kissed the back of David’s neck before straightening up and stepping back, allowing his limp cock to slip easily out of David’s arse with an approving fart. 

    Pulling his jeans back up Simon dug into his pocket and brought out a handkerchief which he used to catch the dribbles of jizz leaking from David’s hole, a strangely tender act. He wiped his dick with it as well, before tucking himself back into his undies and fastening the studs on his jeans. David, straightening himself up, reached across and took the soiled hanky, wiping his own cock with it before pocketing it with a wry smile, which Simon acknowledged with a chuckle.

    They left hurriedly, after an oddly shy kiss, adjusting themselves as they went. I remained motionless until I was sure that the coast was clear and then proceeded to put myself back together. Looking down to see what sort of mess I’d made I noticed that a wad of my spunk was dribbling down the spine of a leather bound volume, “The Tribulations of Faith: Muscular Christianity and Temptation Resisted” by the Rev. A.L Smallbone F.E.P.A., L.N.S.M. 

    I could only wonder what the Reverend Smallbone would have made of this recent activity as I furtively left the scene of a temptation most decidedly unresisted.

  • Happy Halloween! – Part 4

    On the following day, or night–for it’s impossible to say precisely which, for I see no window in this dark place–I yawn, stretch my arms and legs, and look around me. I feel the mattress with my hand but don’t find him. I leave the big mattress and look around, trying to find my bearings. I feel my way to the bathroom, wash up, brush my teeth, and return to the bedroom to get dressed. Then, I look for the door. It’s locked. It can’t be. I try it again, but it won’t move.

    “Valter, dear? Hello?” I wait. I try the stiff rusty handle again and manage to open this heavy door, which must weight a ton. I bet opening it is no big deal for Valter who is a strong man. “Valter, dear? Are you there?” I walk down the hall and feel the other door handle, then another. They’re all stiff, rusty, and cold. I wonder if Valter has already left for work. In this case, shouldn’t he have left me a note? Perhaps I’ll find one on the kitchen table.

    I walk towards the dark kitchen. Indeed, I find breakfast ready for me, and his note. He says he’s doing some workout downstairs and shall return shortly. I smile and shake my head. I don’t dare leave this place for fear of being stuck in that frightening elevator; or what could be worse, lock myself out of this apartment. As a matter of fact, I have no idea how to leave this place. I have not seen stairs, only that ancient elevator. I should ask him about it when he comes back. There ought to be stairs here for emergencies.

    I start breakfast, for this is what he’s told me to do. Besides, I’m already hungry, for I’m sure it’s past my breakfast time. I have no idea how long he’s going to work out for. I drink some coffee and find it robust and very hot. I look for milk, but can’t find it. The light of the fridge is strong if compared to the dim light of the kitchen. I look around and see the window, but it’s blocked by some dark metal panel. This place surely makes a good hiding spot, or the perfect place for hiding hostages. I shake my head and feel this idea absurd.

    I sip my coffee and eat some toast. I have some ham and cheese that I’ve brought from home. I finish breakfast by eating a banana. I try to make the faucet work to do the dishes. Well, better said than done. Then I just quit it. As Valter hasn’t returned yet, I decide to take his dirty laundry and wash them for him. But before I do that, I look for his laundry room, in case there is one.

    At last I find his washing machine, drier, but no iron nor the iron board. I wonder how he, well, forget it. I bet he just takes them to the dry-cleaners. I try the faucet and it works. So, it means he’s been using this place more frequently. Perhaps I can even do the dishes here; and this is exactly what I do.

    Back to the bedroom, I pick up his dirty laundry and carry his heavy hamper along. Time for doing some laundry here.

    I do the whites first. I notice that most of his clothes are spent, unraveling, thinning out, or have holes. Valter urgently needs new clothes. I check his briefs, shirts, T-shirt, pants, and socks. Now I know his size, and they’re all big.

    To think of it, I wonder if he’d feel comfortable living in a place like Auntie’s house. It’s surely lighter and more like a real home. I’m sure my aunt must have a garden, yard, and who knows, a vegetable garden. Besides, there ought to be neighbors around. But, will he like that? He says he’d love to move in with me, but will he adapt to such a new place, which looks so different from, well, this?

    I’m certainly going to address this issue with him. In case he doesn’t like that house, we can look for another place.

    He also says he’s experiencing a mental blockage, which prevents him from experiencing and enjoying sexual pleasure. It must have been caused by that rape, drugging, and blackmailing situation with Gustavo, the pastor, and his adopted son. I think that in his mind sex is considered a filthy thing. It is used as a punishment for being who he is. As they preyed on him, he blocked himself from any feelings, like pain or pleasure. On top of that, I bet they drugged him, so that he could perform for them, and have no memory of the abuse. Again, only he has the key to unlock this Pandora box. I think I can hear the front door.

    “Good morning, love!” He smiles.

    “Good morning, dear.” We kiss.

    “Wait, my love. You won’t want to kiss someone as sweaty as I am! I’ve just been working out, love!” He has a small towel around his neck. He’s wearing a drenched white sleeveless shirt, and small black shorts.

    “Perhaps we can shower together, what do you say?” He looks down, wiping his forehead, cheeks, and chin with his towel.

    “But I, won’t be able to,” he says.

    “We can only take a shower, dear. Unless you don’t want me to join you?” He smiles and takes my hand.

    “Of course I want to shower with you, babe. Let’s go. But I warn you,” he bites his lower lip.

    “I know dear. No sex.” He shakes his head.

    “No. I mean, there’s no hot water here.” I stop.

    “How do you mean, dear? Can’t you make that electric shower work?” I smile as I think of his living conditions here. “Of course! I understand, dear. But hey, if I feel the water is too cold, I’ll hug you for warmth. What do you say, officer?” He grins.

    “It’s a big turn on when you call me that, babe.” He pulls me to himself and we kiss, passionately.

    “Shall we go then?” I just hope the water won’t be too cold for me. Perhaps mildly cold would be nice.

    We strip and admire each other’s body. Needless to say, I kiss and run my hands over his big muscular hairy body. What a hot man he is! He smiles and lets me explore his body. He doesn’t feel shy anymore as I feel his scars and crevices. He’s not the ticklish type, like me. But I’ve also learned to accept his touches. He’s a careful man and always moves slowly around me.

    “Oh, officer! Your hot body is so sweaty!” I can speak liberally with him, for he’s already got used to me. He knows I simply go crazy by his musky smell of his sweaty armpits, furry chest, sweaty belly, drenched back, dripping pubic hair, and sweaty buttocks. “Oh, officer, you’re just perfect! Ohhh!” I kiss, lick, and nibble his protruding tits.

    “Wait until I turn on the water, babe.”

    “Wait, officer! I haven’t tasted you yet!” I run my hands all over his body, rub my face against his fur, and take in his magnificent muskiness. “I can never have enough of you, officer!”

    “I’ve warned you babe. This water is cold.” He turns on the water.

    “Fuck!” I gasp and he hugs me. We kiss passionately under the cold water. “This water is not only cold, it’s freezing!” He chuckles and we kiss again.

    “I told you, love.” He smiles. I search for the shampoo bottle. “Dear, where’s the shampoo bottle?” He hands me a small dark bottle of shampoo. It looks like those you get from hotels. It feels quite light though. This man needs to do some shopping urgently. “Well, I guess this will have to do.” I wash his smooth scalp and feel his hair beginning to grow again. I also feel his scars and massage his scalp gently. He remains still and lets me wash him.

    “That massage was good, love.” He rinses and opens his eyes.  

    “Your turn, dear.” I add some water to the shampoo bottle. “This will have to do, dear.”

    “All right. There it goes, babe.” He applies the diluted shampoo to my black hair, and massages my scalp gently. I feel his enormous callused hands and smile.

    “That feels amazing, dear. You’ve got wonderful hands.” He massages my scalp gently, then sinks his big fingers onto my scalp.

    “Time to rinse off the shampoo, love.” I do it and we kiss again.

    I take the soap bar and sponge, and rub his big body. Even if I close my eyes, I can visualize his entire body with all the scars, solid muscles, patches of hair, belly button, and forest of pubic hair. He’s also gotten used to my scrutinizing, touching, and feeling for his firm body. I’ve gained this man’s trust and love. What else do I wish for in life?

    I scrub his bull neck. He closes his eyes and moans. I move to his broad round shoulders. He parts his lips and groans.

    “My love! I-I think your officer is feeling something down below,” he takes his cock and moans. “Keep scrubbing my body, my love!” He closes his eyes, and concentrates on thrusting his cock, while I wash him.

    I rub his heavy bulky pecs, and spend some time rubbing his protruding tits.

    “Oh, fuuuck! Yeahhhh, baby! It’s happening again! My cock is getting hard again!” He moans, and keeps on thrusting his cock. I can hardly believe in this miracle!

    I scrub his belly and love handles. Then, I do his powerful arm. As I do the other arm, he switches hands, but keeps on thrusting his rock-hard cock. I get on my knees, and wash his firm round buttocks, his crack, big solid thighs, round hard calves, strong shins, and big feet.

    “Ohhh boy ahhhh! You’re the devil himself! Look at what you’ve done to your big officer’s cock!” He sports his rock-hard cock.

    “Oh, officer! Let your submissive boy take care of that for you, please?” He rinses, then turns off the water.

    “Go for my cock, boy! Make me cum! I haven’t had it in a long time, boy!”

    “Of course, officer!”

    I waste no time and lick the head of his throbbing cock. I pull back his foreskin and force his member down my throat. He takes the back of my head and forces his cock all the way down my throat. He holds it there and gasps. He withdraws and allows me to work around his thick member. I seal his cock with my lips, play with my tongue around it, and use pressure.

    “Ohhh yeah! Fuck, this feels amazing! Yeahhh! I love it!” He groans. I just hope his neighbors won’t hear him. This man has already been evicted before. Oh, well, what’s the hurt of making some wild sexual noises?

    I force his cock down my throat again and fondle with his big low-hanging balls. They’re certainly heavy and loaded with seed for me. I sink my nails onto his fleshy hard buttocks and force his cock as deep down as I can. It reaches way down my throat.

    “Ken, I’m cuming! FUUUUUCK!” He bellows and I feel the walls, ceiling, the entire apartment shake with his thunderous groans.

    I concentrate on gulping his hot semen and not chocking. I know being greedy is not a good thing. But I tell you, I won’t waste a single drop of his hot semen!

    Of course a lot of cum falls to the side of my mouth, but I scoop it up and eat it. He rests his powerful back onto the wall, and pants.

    “That was great, my love!” I take him in my arms and we hug. He pants and I can feel his limp arms around me. His knees are almost giving in. He kneels down and hugs me. I stroke his head. “You’re just amazing, Ken! You’ve made my cock hard again, and on top of that, made me cum, my love!”

    “How about reciprocating, officer?” I grin.

    “Of course, love!” He is still panting, but manages to suck my cock. I fuck his mouth and make him gag. Then, force my cock inside his mouth and take the back of his head and force it down his throat again. I keep it there until he gags again.

    “Can’t you do it right, bitch?” I force it down his throat again and he cries. I fuck his mouth and make him gag again. I don’t give him time to catch his breath and fuck his throat again. “YESSS!” I keep my cock down his throat, emptying my entire load down. I pull out and he gasps for air. He leans his face onto the floor and coughs violently. He retches but doesn’t throw up. At last, he gets on his knees, and wipes his face.

    “Thank you, master!” The first wet slap echoes in my ears. He begins to sob, but continues firm, offering me his other cheek. Another wet slap across his face, and his cock throbs, already oozing pre-cum.

    “That’s how I like my officer!” I mock him. Then, we are ready to switch roles. I know I’ve just woken a beast within this big man.

    He squints his eyes and has an evil grin on his dark face. Oh, fuck! This beast means business now! Like I said, I’ve just woken a beast within this giant and now I’m going to pay dearly for having slapped his face, and twice.

    “Turn around, boy! Your officer is running out of lube. I’ll use spit instead!”

    Spit! Oh fuck! Is it too late to stop this man and call this deal off? I simply cannot believe how stupid I was in not bringing a bottle of lube and condoms with me.

    “Take it easy, officer! You’re hung and my poor ass,” he covers my mouth and grabs me violently. Oh, fuck! This powerful beast can easily break my neck.

    Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! This man can break my neck! He has total control over me. I’m just a dumb innocent lamb in the clutches of a famished wolf! If I come out alive of this, it’s going to be a miracle!

    “You want to play rough, boy? You think you can get away with slapping my face and treating me as if I were trash? Here it comes, boy!” I clench my teeth in anticipation of, fuck! I try to scream, but his big hand covers my mouth. I struggle to breathe through my nostrils. He simply shoves his hot rod in a single stroke up my ass. I just see stars and a violent flash of light. I then feel this brutal burning feeling in my insides. I don’t know how I didn’t pass out. The next thing I know, this man is thrusting his cock back and forth. I gasp and breathe in, as he lets my mouth free.

    “Take it, boy! Give it to your officer! Yeah! I like fucking your ass, boy!” He forces his canon all the way in and keeps it there. “Give it to daddy! Give it to me, boy! FUUUUUCK!” I feel the big explosion, and count at least fourteen jets of hot semen flooding my poor insides. I feel his hot semen and surely some blood oozing down my legs. At last he pulls out.

    “Valter,” I moan. He takes me in his arms and hugs me gently.

    “I’m so sorry, babe. Your big officer is really sorry! I didn’t mean to rape you, my love.” We kiss.

    “You were amazing, Valter.” He looks into my eyes.

    “Ken, I love you from the bottom of my heart.” We kiss.

    “Me too, officer. Let’s rinse off and get dry, dear. I’m feeling cold now.” He smiles.

    “Of course, babe.”          

    “And promise me that from now on, you’ll always keep a bottle of lube and condoms, handy! And don’t forget to get the XL size, for you’re quite hung, officer.”

    “I will, my love! Your officer loves you!” We kiss, and dry each other.    

    As this big man has his hearty breakfast, I tell him of the laundry that I’ve been doing. His first batch of whites is already spinning in the drier. The darks are now being washed in the machine. 

    “You don’t have to do that, babe. You’re my guest, and not my housekeeper.” I take his big hand and squeeze it.

    “I know, dear. But I want to make myself useful here.” He kisses my hand and smiles.

    “Your being here already means the world to me, my love. You’re the soul of this place. I really don’t know how I can go without you in my life, babe.”

    “And I don’t know how I’d live without my officer.” He smiles.

    After his hearty breakfast, he clears the table, while I do the dishes. Every time he brings an article to the sink to be washed, he steals a kiss from me. Yes, I told him to bring me all the unwashed pots, plates, and bowls that were sitting on the stove and inside his oven. He patiently dries each item carefully not to break any glass or porcelain item. 

    “I’ve got two days off, love. I’ll be at your disposal.” I wipe my hands on my old stained apron and hug this big man. He holds tightly a delicate glass.

    “We’ve got so much ahead of us, dear.” I kiss him. He strokes my face. I stroke his ear and the scar. He pulls me to him and we hug.

    “I’m looking forward to sharing the same house with you, my love!” I feel his big manhood already hardening under his pants. “You just make daddy feel alive, baby!”

    “You’ve got to rest now, officer.” He takes me in his grip and we look into each other’s eyes.

    “You set my heart on fire, baby!” We kiss.

    “All right, dear. Shall we,” at last we separate. “Shall we take a look at Auntie’s place together, dear? After all, that big house is going to be our love nest from now on. Besides, it’s already been locked up for over a month.” He smiles.

    “I can hardly believe we’ve got our own place, my love!” He kisses me.

    “I know. This is what we’ve dreamed of, dear. By the way, you’ve also got to check her car, dear. It’s hasn’t been taken out for drives for a while.”

    Valter helps me fold his dry laundry. I set the drier to the last batch of his dark clothes. We also separate his clothes that still needs mending.

    “But this pair of briefs are fine, my love!”

    “But there’s a hole that needs to be mended, dear.” In fact, all his briefs have holes, the elastic bands are stretched-out, and the material thinning out. “You’ve got to get new pairs, dear.” We go through his T-shirts and shirts, and they don’t look any better. I save a couple, which I can fix on the armpit holes and missing buttons.

    “These clothes belonged to my brother-in-law, babe. They were already used when I got them.”

    “I see. But you need new clothes, dear.” He nods.

    “In this case, will you help me go shopping, love? I hate doing it myself.” I kiss him.

    “Of course, dear!” Then, we get ready to check on Auntie’s house.

    We get to the address in less than half hour, for the traffic is going on smoothly today.

    “Jabaquara District is nice, my love.” He stops the car in front of her tall iron gate, which blocks part of the view to this two-storey house.

    “Can you believe that the Zoo and the Botanical Garden are just on the other side of that hill?” I take out the key and Valter opens the gate for me.

    “Ken, look! I believe this place has been broken into!” He points to some tracks of wheels inside the garage.

    “But, how come her car is still here?”

    “They could have been petty thieves, my love.” We approach the main door. “Shall we take a look inside, my love?” I unlock the main door and gasp. “I told you, love! They’ve gotten all the furniture!” Valter puts his hand on my shoulder.

    “Do you want me to call the cops?”

    “Wait, dear. Let’s take a look at this place first.”

    We check the almost empty living room, hall, bathroom, dining room, kitchen, a spare bedroom, laundry room, another bathroom and shower, and her yard. We see the overgrown weeds among her roses and flowers. We then go up the stairs and check the two guest bedrooms, office, bathroom, and her master bedroom.

    “That’s odd, my love. Whoever did this, must have had the keys. I didn’t see any sign of the locks being forced or pried open.” I turn to him.

    “Of course, dear! My cousins!” He looks into my eyes.

    “Do you really think they’d do that, my love? Breaking into someone’s house without their permission is a crime.”

    “I know, dear. I bet they resented the fact that Auntie left them empty-handed.” He invites me to sit on the only chair left in the big master bedroom.

    “You mean she left them nothing? Not even a check? The car? Some jewels?” I shake my head.

    “Everything was left to my name, dear. She knew I was struggling financially while living in that shoebox apartment. My cousins, well, they’ve always counted on her financial support. When I moved to this big city, I didn’t accept my parents nor Auntie’s help.”

    “You’re a tough young man, Ken.”

    “I’ve got to be, dear. Well, of course Auntie’s most valuable things, like her jewels, were kept in the bank. The real state documents are temporarily being kept by her attorney. He’s going to hand them down to me as soon as my name appears on each Property Deed.”

    “Well, that should explain why they raided this place. They figured the things here were the only ones they could lay their hands on.” I nod. Then, we take a closer look at the structure and state of the house. “Your aunt surely kept this house in really good condition, my love.”

    “The walls look freshly painted. The windows look new. The doors are really sturdy. And the tiles are perfect.” We inspect the bathrooms, light switches, tap, and toilet. To my delight, everything is in working order. I tell him Auntie’s attorney is settling all the bills, until he hands me down all the documents related to her real state. We then check the downstairs, and conclude that this house is as good as new, ready to receive new inhabitants.

    “Look at the time, dear! It’s already half past one! You must be starving, dear!”

    “Shall we go and have lunch at a restaurant?”

    “Sure, dear!”

    As Valter locks the front gate, a middle-aged couple who’s taking their dog for a walk greets us. I recognize them. They are Auntie’s friends. I remember having seen them at the funeral and burial. I introduce Valter to them. As we speak, they confirm my worst fears. My cousins were here with a big moving truck. Valter holds my hand tightly.

    “Oh, that was fine, dear. They’ve asked my permission to do that.” I lie. Then, they continue with their walk. I sigh as I enter the car.

    “Are you all right, love? Do you want to press charges? I’m an officer, and all I’ve got to do is make a simple phone call.” I smile and kiss him.

    “That’s all right, dear.” I smile as he strokes my face. “Of course you’re my sweet officer.” We kiss.

    As we get stuck in the unending line of cars to get to the mall, Valter becomes a bit impatient. We spend almost half hour trying to enter the mall’s crowded parking lot.

    “I’m sorry, dear. I should have known that it was a bad idea to come to the mall to have lunch.” He kisses me.

    “That’s fine, love. There’s nothing in the world that I wouldn’t do for you, babe.”

    “You’re my sweet officer!” We kiss again.

    At the food court, Valter decides to have a double serving of lasagna, and a large glass of grape juice. I have some chinese, sashimi, and drink some sparkling water. We nibble at each other’s food and have a great meal. I take a napkin and dab at the corner of his mouth. He gives me a kiss. We also share a small bowl of fruit salad and a thick slice of pudding.

    “I’ve fed you well because we’ll have a shopping marathon ahead of us, dear.”

    “That’s no problem, my love. As long as you’re with me, I’m happy.” He smiles nervously. I can tell he’s just controlling himself to not shout or punch people on their faces. It’s clear a few people are staring at his scars over his body: ears, neck, cheek, hands, and arms. Some are even whispering to each other. I take his arm and pull him away as fast as I can from this place.

    The first place that we go to is a man’s clothing store. I literally have to drag this big man to enter this store. He says he’d be glad to shop at a more popular chain stores, but I hear none of it.

    “How can I help you gentlemen?” This young sales clerk smiles. It’s clear he’s staring at Valter’s huge built and solid muscles—and yeah, his scars! We pick a few shirts and pants. I have to drag Valter to the dressing room.

    “Ken, do you really think I need to try them on? Why don’t we just buy these clothes by their sizes only, love?”

    “C’mon, dear! We’ve got to check how each item is going to look on you, dear. Besides, buying pants can also be tricky, dear.” He protests and I kiss him on the mouth. At last he smiles. But his smile doesn’t last long, as the sales clerk enters the dressing room with a few more shirts. Valter has already taken off his shirt, disclosing his bulky furry upper body, and, his scars.

    “Oh, Jesus!” The sales clerk drops the shirts and covers his mouth in terror.

    “Fuck!” Valter fumes. “Let’s get out of here, Ken!” He puts his shirt back on and takes my hand. A few other sales clerks are looking at us.

    “Excuse me, gentlemen?” An older man approaches us.

    “Valter, dear, wait!” He has tears in his eyes.

    “Ken, please! I can’t do this!” I take this big man in my arms and hug him.

    “That’s all right, dear.” I kiss him.

    “Excuse me, gentlemen. I’m Mr. Polido. I’ve heard about what happened at our store. I came to apologize for the unacceptable behavior of my employee. I’m sure that he didn’t mean to cause offense.” 

    “I’m sorry for the way I’ve behaved, sir. I should have knocked before entering the changing room. I hope you accept my apologies.” The young sales clerk says. Valter nods.

    “Apologies accepted.” He says in his chocked voice.

    “Valter, dear. Shall we go home then?” I still hold his hand tightly. He turns to me, and the dear thing forces a shy smile.

    “Ken, you’ve brought me here to buy me some clothes, which I really need. You’ve taken your time to make this moment pleasant for me, and for us.” He looks into my eyes. “Perhaps Mr. Polido and his sales clerk can help. What do you think, my love?” I wipe his tears and we kiss. Then, we turn to them.

    “Over here, gentlemen!” We return to the changing room.

    Valter smiles and tries on his shirts and pants. This man can surely surprise me sometimes!

    “How do I look, babe?” I admire his powerful upper body in this smart white shirt. I look down and gasp as I see his protruding solid round buttocks pressed against the fine fabric of the designer’s pants. He faces me and I gasp as I see the mound in front of his pants.

    “You look just stunning, officer!” I turn to the sales clerk. “We’ll take all of them!”

    I pay for his clothes and he carries the shopping bags happily. We check into two more clothing stores, and he carries more bags. We go to a cool shoe store, and get six pairs for him. At a tennis shoe store, we buy three pairs for him. At last, we enter another clothing store and get several pairs of briefs, trunks, boxer briefs, and socks for him.

    We load the trunk of the beige Mercedes and the back seats with all our shopping bags.

    “Oh, boy! What a crazy shopping experience, love!” He drives the Mercedes and simply has fallen in love with it.

    We left his old black car in the garage of Auntie’s house. He’s swapping cars later, probably when I’ll be away, on my coming trip for the holidays. He’s also taking the locksmith to change all the locks from the gate and doors.     

    At last, the day of my trip has arrived.

    “They’re already calling your name, love.” I kiss him and look into his eyes.

    “I wish I could take you with me, officer! Christmas and New Year’s day won’t be the same without you, Valter!” He wipes my tears.

    “But we’ll only be separated for two weeks, love! Your officer will be waiting for your return.”

    “Goodbye, officer! And take care!”

    “Goodbye, my love! And, send my regards to your folks for me!”

    “I will!” I enter the boarding area and turn around. Valter waves and blows me kisses. I wave and admire this giant, my dear sweet officer. He looks hot as hell in his brand new clothes. Then, I head to the security checkpoint.

    I rush to the gate to take my Azul Airlines flight to the Curitiba International Airport. From there, I shall transfer to another plane to the Cascavel Airport.

    The plane takes off right away, and I wipe my tears as I admire the metropolis being left behind me. I see the long busy streets filled with cars, and I know that my dear sweet officer is in one of them. I wish I could cancel my trip and spend Christmas and New Year’s holiday together. He says he’s spending them at his sister’s. But intimately, I know he’ll just visit them shortly, and then, return to his Batcave, to be on his own.

    In a bit over half hour, we land in the Curitiba International Airport. The other plane is already waiting for me, so, the layover is the shortest possible. The passengers get off the plane, rush to the airport, and head down the escalators to take the bus, which will take us to the other plane, an ATR 72 Turboprop, also by Azul Airlines.

    This flight takes a bit over one hour. It lands smoothly at the small airport. I admire the nice Christmas decoration and smile. Even here, in another state, I can only think of my officer, in his Santa suit, ringing his bell, and singing merrily with the other officers in the choir! I can also see him in his brand new clothes, so handsome and tangible to my touch.

    “Son! Welcome to Cascavel!” Dad hugs me.

    “Hi, Dad!” He helps take my luggage to the black passenger truck. We speak about our plans for the festivities. I’m dying to talk to him about Valter.

    “Valter? Who is he? Oh, that officer that your mother and aunt were telling me about.” I nod, and go on telling him about Valter.

    When we get on the farm, Mom hugs me. Dad tells her the conversation we’ve had in the truck about Valter.

    In the evening, we have dinner, and plan to visit Grandma. I take along her presents and pay her a visit. I’m delighted to see her. Then, mom tells her about Valter. Grandma takes my hand and smiles.

    “An officer, child? You’ve got good taste!

    Make sure that you bring him to the farm so that I can meet him too, dear.” She winks at me.

    “All right, Grandma!” I smile.

    As we get back home, I have a frank talk with Dad and Mom. For the first time in my life, I see Mom sitting quietly, without uttering a word. I explain to them that I’ve made up my mind and have invited Valter to live with me at Auntie’s house. This way, we’d get to know one another better.

    “In this case, we can only wish you happiness, son.” Mom and Dad hug and kiss me.

    “Thanks Mom and Dad! Wait until I give Valter a call! I bet he’ll feel thrilled to know that you’re both happy for us!”

    Christmas and New Year’s day go by so fast. I try to speak with Valter as often as I can on the phone. He speaks little, and apologizes for being too tired. He tells me his sister and her family spent Christmas at some in-laws’ house. He was, well, not invited to go. For New Year’s eve and day, they traveled to the beach. They invited him, but he refused politely. His throat catches as he says he hasn’t been to the beach in a long time. I gulp. I fully know he’s still awfully conscious about, well, his scars all over his body. They’re visible, but blend in well with his skin. However, he’s still terrified of taking off his shirt, or wearing shorts in public. I bet he loves the beach very much. That’s surely something that he needs to work in his therapy sessions.

    On January sixth, Mom and Dad take me to the Cascavel Airport.

    “Son, make sure you invite Valter to come to see us. We’ll be glad to have him at our house. He’s welcome into the family!” Dad smiles.

    “I’ll tell him that, Dad.”

    “Send our love to this lucky man, honey!” We hug. Then, I hear my name being called for the flight. I can hardly believe I’m already returning home, to the arms of my officer!

    Once in the Curitiba International Airport, I take my next flight to the Congonhas International Airport, in São Paulo. The plane now flies lower, and I can see the Pinheiros River, Ibirapuera Park, Moema District, Ibirapuera Mall, and thud! We’ve landed safely!

    My heart is pounding as I get off the plane. I rush to get my luggage, for I bet Valter is already waiting for me at the arrival gate.

    We spoke two evenings ago, and he said he’d pick me up at the airport. Last night I tried to call him, but he didn’t pick up the phone. So, I left him a message instead.

    I wheel my cart and pass through the arrival gate. A bunch of people are hugging relatives and friends. I look around, but don’t see him. It shouldn’t be hard to spot a big man like him. Just then, I see an officer pushing a wheelchair. My jaw just drops as I see Valter being wheeled around.

    “Ken! My love!” He stands up clumsily and we hug.

    “My officer!” We kiss. Others stop to watch us.

    “Why don’t you sit down, for Christ’s sake, Penna!”

    “Shut up, Salvinski!” He turns to me and we kiss again. “You’re back, my love!” 

    “Of course I am, officer!”

    “Shall we head back to your new big mansion, Penna?” The chubby officer, who is as big as Valter asks. Valter turns to me.

    “My love, I’ve taken the liberty of, well, moving into your aunt’s house. I hope you don’t mind that, love.”

    “But I thought you said that house was yours, Penna.”                                                              

    “Shut up, Salvinski! I told you my boyfriend inherited the house, and I was going to be his roommate.” I shake my head and laugh.

    “But then, why did you buy all the furniture and electrical appliances for?”

    “Brunão, why can’t you just shut up for once?! You’ve just spoiled my surprise to my boyfriend!” I laugh and kiss Valter.

    “Don’t kiss your sweet dear officer boyfriend, Ken. He hasn’t showered in two days.”

    “Wait a minute Salvinski! How do you know Ken calls me this way? Damn it! Have you been listening to our conversation on the extension line?” Valter fumes. Salvinski is already putting my luggage in the back of his truck. Valter stands up and folds his own chair, which is to be put in the back of the passenger truck. I can only guess the sort of relationship these two men have.

    We both sit in the back seat of his crew cab. Valter takes me in his arms and we kiss.

    “Hey, both of you! Stop making out in my car! And buckle up, for I’m an officer!”

    “Yes, sir!” We both say at the same time, and laugh. 

    “What’s so funny, you two love-birds?” 

    “That’s nothing to you, Brunão! And keep your eyes on the road!”

    “You want me to keep my eyes on the road, in this fucking traffic jam!? Fuck off!” He turns on the CD-player, and blasts this sappy country music song in our ears. 

    “Jesus!” Valter is livid. “Can you shut that off! It’s hurting my ears!”

    “But that’s my favorite country music band.”

    “What are they called, dear? I think I may have heard this song before.” I smile.

    “Of course you may have! This song is called, ‘Watching the twilight with Catarina!’ And the band is called ‘The Romantic Weepers.’” He says proudly.

    “It took me a while to realize Catarina was actually a horse, Salvinski.” I smile.

    “That can be interpreted that way too, cutie!”

    “Jesus! Of all the officers, they had to assign you to accompany me!”

    “Oh, stop whining, Valtinho!”

    “Hey, I forbade you from calling me that!”

    “Anyway, Ken,” he smiles, “my former brother-in-law sings in this band. He’s the lead vocal.” Then he turns on the volume up again. “If you prefer, we can listen to the radio.” He switches to the radio, and we hear the preaching of a Pentecostal minister.

    “Fuck!” Valter buries his face onto my boson.

    “Is the big guy always that sensitive, Ken?”

    “Actually, he’s a very sweet man. I bet he’s delighted to have me back, aren’t you daddy?” I kiss his head.

    “Hahaha! Did you just call Valtinho daddy! Wait until I tell the guys at the police station!”

    We then hear the remaining part of the song as we arrive at Auntie’s big house. We enter the garage through the automatic door.

    Wow, Valter has done wonders to this house. We get off the truck and Valter refuses to use his wheelchair.

    “Dear, you’re a big man, and I don’t think I’d be able to support you.” He remains mute and puts his big arm around my shoulder. “Well, let me try, dear. But we have to go slowly.”

    Brunão is already inside the house taking our stuff in the living room. I turn around and cannot believe my eyes.

    “Oh, officer! This house looks amazing!”

    “That was meant to be a surprise, my love.” He smiles. I kiss his cheek and mouth.

    “Do I get a kiss too, my angel?” Brunão beams with pride. I cannot believe he’s already taken off his uniform and white T-shirt, revealing his muscular strong upper body and large belly.

    “Brunão, what have I told you about stripping around the house with my boyfriend around?” Valter fumes again.

    “Nah, relax Mr. Scarface! We’re all queer men here who like cocks!” Valter shakes his head. 

    “Valter, dear. Won’t you feel more comfortable sitting on this sofa? Brunão can show me around the house.”

    “Let’s go, Ken. Wait until you see his master bedroom! Too bad the Jacuzzi hasn’t been installed yet.” Valter shakes his head and closes his eyes. “By the way, Valtinho is using the downstairs bathroom and small bedroom temporarily. You know, after the shooting incident, he’s been sleeping here, for it’s easier for me to keep an eye on him.”      

    “I’ll explain to you about the shooting incident later, my love.” Valter kisses me.

    “Oh, all right, dear.” I stroke his beard and kiss him.

    “I can see that you two love-birds are crazy to make out in the house. But wait until I go upstairs and retire for the night. Anyway, I still don’t understand what you saw in this man, Ken. I’ve already seen him naked when bathing him.”            

    “Brunão, shut up!”

    “He always gets upset when I wash him in the bathroom. It’s only lately that he’s refused to wash.”

    “Tell you what, Brunão dear. Why don’t you start preparing lunch for us? I’ll get Valter ready for his shower.”

    “But I don’t want to shower, especially with this guy around. He’ll leave us no privacy, my love!”

    “Like I said, I’ve already seen you naked. And truth be said, I’ve seen bigger ones, Valtinho. Go and be a good boy and listen to Ken.” He turns to me. “I’ll get his clothes and leave them by the bathroom door. The fresh towels are already in the bathroom.”

    “Thanks, dear.”

    “Do I also get a kiss, Ken?”

    “Get out of here!” Valter shouts. I turn to Valter and kiss him. He looks into my eyes and forces a smile. “I-I guess I could use a shower, my love.”

    “All right, dear.” I help him to the small bathroom. He locks the door and smiles.

    “Alone at last!” He takes me in his arms and kisses me passionately. “My boy! How big daddy missed you, my love!”

    “Oh, officer! I love you daddy!” I help him take off his shirt, revealing his muscular furry upper body.

    “My cock is already rock-hard, boy! In fact, I had this major boner while in the truck! I could hardly wait to have sex with you, my boy! Big daddy missed you while sleeping alone in his bed!” I undo his thick leather belt, open his pants, lower his zipper, and take off his pants. His rock-hard cock is nearly tearing the fabric of his briefs. I notice the wet stop of his pre-cum on the thin fabric.

    I make him sit on the toilet seat and give him the blowjob of his life. He moans quietly and forces his cock all the way down my throat. Then, at last, I feel the hot jets of cum flooding my mouth. I lick his cock clean and kiss him passionately again. He sucks my cock and I empty a load inside his mouth. We tongue-kiss and hit the shower. This big man has to sit on a plastic stool for support.

    “From now on, I’ll be washing you every day, officer.” I pour a dollop of shampoo on the palm of my hand and wash his very short hair.

    “Then, I’ll be glad to shower with you every day, even after I get better, love.”

    “Close your eyes, dear.” I massage his scalp and gently wash his short hair. He rinses, then opens his eyes. I take a soap bar and sponge, and wash his body gently.

    “I’ve dreamt of this moment, my love.” He smiles. I wash his glans, big balls, and private hole.

    “I’ve also dreamt of being back to you, officer. By the way, my folks send you their love. They also invited you to come over for a visit.”

    “Thanks, love. I’d be quite glad to meet them, my love.”

    I take the towel and dry his hair gently. Then, I dry his body and find the pile of clothes on a chair outside. I help him get dressed.

    “It smells great here, Brunão.”     

    “I bet I can cook much better than your daddy officer, Ken.” He winks at me. Valter only grinds his teeth and says nothing.

    We have a lively lunch, for Brunão keeps on telling us his stories of endless pursuit of younger boys.

    “I was so desperate to find a man that I even considered making out with this big officer here, Ken!” Valter simply shakes his head. 

    “Perhaps one day you’ll find a nice young officer at the police station, Brunão.” I say.

    “Nah, I don’t think I’d like that. Perhaps a nurse. We’ve met a couple while we were in the hospital.” He winks at Valter.

    “Don’t worry, dear. I’m sure that you’ll soon find someone nice to love.” I smile. Valter takes my hand and squeezes it.

    “This young man has already been claimed. So, you’d better take off your eyes from him, buddy!”

    “Geez, yes, Valtinho!” We chuckle and Valter shakes his head. “By the way, how did you guys meet? Did this scary guy threaten your life if you didn’t date him, Ken?”

    “Ken has his eyes set above superficial things, buddy! He’s quite special.”

    “And he used some older pictures too, like we all do, did I guess it right?” Brunão chuckles.

    “He did. But even if he hadn’t done it, I’d still have fallen in love with him.”

    “That’s my boy!” Valter kisses my hand.

    After lunch, I tell Valter to take a nap. I tell him I’d give Brunão a hand doing the dishes and cleaning up the kitchen.

    After we do our chores, Brunão goes upstairs to take a nap as well. I join Valter in the small downstairs bedroom.

    “At last, we’re in bed together, my angel.”

    “Yes, daddy dear.” He puts his arm around me and I feel his body pressing against mine. Then, we take a lovely nap.

    About one hour later, I feel the bed move.

    “Did I wake you, love?” Valter joins me in bed, and kisses me.

    “I was already awake, dear.” I yawn and stretch. He leans his back onto the headboard and I join him. He loves to nap in his briefs. He puts his big arm around my shoulder and kisses my head. I run my hand over his belly and furry chest.

    “I-I’m sorry I didn’t, well, tell you about,” he looks down. I kiss his cheek.

    “That’s all right, officer. I’m sure you must have had your reasons.” He takes my hand and kisses it.

    “The shooting wasn’t that bad, and I didn’t get shot either. I just fell from the stairs. They sent me to the hospital to have the X-ray taken, but my legs were fine. I just limp a bit.” He looks into my eyes. “I must tell you something important, love.” I nod.

    “Yes, dear.”

    “In this special mission, which took place on New Year’s eve, I and a special team traveled to Campinas City. From there, we were dispatched to Holambra City, then, to one of Raposo’s country houses.” He looks down and continues.

       “We had information that a private passenger jet was bringing in drugs from Colombia. Of course Otacílio, and another drug baron were present. After my signal, we raided the mansion to arrest them. Two officers were shot. Raposo was shot in the head and died on the spot. But we captured Otacílio and the other drug baron alive. Of course, this mission was not broadcasted on the media, for it involved big shots in the political sphere. Anyway, Otacílio saw me and swore revenge. I don’t think he can be detained long by the authorities, my love. That’s why officer Salvinski is keeping guard on the property. He doesn’t seem like a real officer, but he’s been trained by the French Army. He’s a very skillful officer, though he can be annoying at times.” I nod.

    “And yeah, he’s also been assigned to be my, how can I put it, nurse. That’s a sort of punishment for him. You see, he’s been involved with some young male officers at the police station.” 

    “My officer! You’re certainly my big hero!” I kiss him on the mouth. He smiles and covers his crotch with his big hands.

    “S-shall we get out of bed, love. Maybe you can unpack your stuff. After all, that’s our new home!”

    “Yes, dear.” I get up and get dressed. I also give him a hand getting dressed.

    “I still limp a bit when I walk. That’s got to do with my muscles and tendons, love. They recommended rest, but I feel fine and can’t stay on that wheelchair or in bed all day long. Well, we just need to put up with a lively officer guest, my love.”

    “That’s all right, dear.”

    “Brunão has been quite helpful, my love. In a very short time, he’s helped me to furnish this house, move my stuff, and do all sorts of things, my love.” He smiles and I kiss him.

    As Valter insists in preparing coffee and setting the table for a bite to eat, I go upstairs to unpack my things. I gasp as I see our king-sized bed, lovely dresser, night tables, new curtains, standing mirror, and closet. I put my stuff away quickly and can hardly believe this is real. As I walk by the guest bedroom, whose door is partly open, I knock the door gently.

    “Brunão, dear! Are you awake?”

    “Yes, come in, dear!” I open the door and he is in his briefs.

    “Oh, you’re in your briefs!”

    “That’s ok.” He yawns.

    “I just came to call you for coffee.”

    “Oh, thanks, dear! I’ll join you guys in a minute.”

    As I reach the large well-lit kitchen, Valter is slicing some salami in very thin slices.

    “Let me help you, dear.” I bring the ham and cheese from a plastic Tupperware, some jam and butter from the fridge.

    “Hey, happy family! There’s your daddy here!” Brunão makes his big appearance, loud and joyful as ever.

    “Did you have a nice nap, dear?” I pour him some coffee.

    “Yep, it was just lovely!”

    “Wait until I put in the report that you’ve been sleeping on the job.” Valter smirks. Brunão hugs and kisses his head.

    “You wouldn’t do that, would you, daddy?” I pour coffee for Valter.

    “By the way, Valter has just told me about the risky operation on New Year’s eve, dear!” Brunão recounts that evening and doesn’t spare any details.

    “Speaking of your old buddies, daddy. Did you know that your ex, Ms. Gláucia has been arrested again? I’ve just got the report now as I was checking my phone. Apparently she’s been involved in an armed robbery.”

    “But wasn’t she on parole?” Valter asks, as he eats his sandwich.

    “She’s not anymore. And after this new ‘incident,’ it’s likely that she’s going to rot in jail now.”

    “I see.”

    “And guess what? You won’t be seeing me tomorrow anymore, daddy.” Brunão smiles.

    “What? What are you talking about?”

    “Well, they found Otacílio’s body in his mansion, I mean, the housekeeper did. He committed suicide, daddy. I suppose he was too scared to face trial and a scandal.”

    “Jesus! Life is surely full of surprises.” Valter gasps.

    “We’re surely going to miss you, Brunão. But you have to promise us that you’ll come for a visit.” I smile.

    “Yeah, buddy. We’re going to miss you.” Valter stands up and gives Brunão a big hug and taps his back.

    “By the way, are you guys into polyamory?”

    “What? Get out of here!” Valter shakes his head and we all laugh.

    As the boys are helping me pack my stuff from my shoebox apartment, Brunão gasps.

    “Jesus, I guess you’re not going to miss this place, Ken. Have I ever been to such a tiny place!” Brunão shakes his head.

    “You should have seen the place I was living back in Holambra, buddy.” Valter says.

    “People here are nice and kind.” I take my last cardboard box, lock the apartment, and meet my neighbors in the hall. Valter and Brunão are by the elevator. I hug and kiss the kids and my neighbor. She wishes me good luck.

    On our way back to the house, I shed a tear. Valter kisses me.

    “Aren’t you happy you’re now living in a new place with me, my love?” He kisses my head.

    “I am, dear.” I smile.

    “By the way, how about some music to cheer you up, boys?” Brunão turns on the CD-player.

    “Oh, no! Not that again!” Valter protests, but ends up singing along. We sing happily until we reach home.

    As we unpack, I tell Valter not to strain himself, like he did back then.

    “I’m all right, love. I can still carry these boxes.”

    I was quite lucky, because as we were packing my stuff, back at my shoebox apartment, a neighbor accepted to keep my dinette table and chairs. She also wanted to keep my sofa-bed. Brunão wanted to keep the stove and fridge, which were basically new.

    A week later, Valter is back to work. He’s been promoted and now works in the administrative building by Ibirapuera Park. He chuckles and says that his days of chasing criminals with a gun is over. He also says his office window has a cool view to the park. He’s also doing his therapy sessions twice a week.

    We visit his sister a couple of times. He has already bought them a new fridge, stove, washing machine, and a sofa. He also showers his nephews with gifts.

    During a barbecue at his sister’s house, Valter is wearing his white sleeveless shirt in public! People look at his scars, but he just ignores their curious look. In the end, as it is quite hot, he even takes off his shirt and drinks beer with his brother-in-law and some other men.

    As promised, Brunão pays us constant visits on weekends. He’s even brought Alcino, a close friend of his. As the three shirtless men are drinking in the back, I prepare a salad and dessert. Brunão comes in to give me a hand. He’s only wearing shorts.

    “So, how did you like my new boyfriend?”

    “Your boyfriend? But I thought,” I look into his eyes. He’s eating an olive.

    “Yeah, he’s my former brother-in-law, but not the singer one. Alcino’s joined the police a couple of months ago. Well, wait until my sister finds that out!” He chuckles.

    “I suppose she won’t get mad at you, for she’s already divorced him, right?” I take the salad bowl outside, in our big yard.

    “Nah! I suppose she’ll just freak out a bit. But she should know me well by now.” We join the others.

    “The barbecue is just ready, love!” Valter brings in the meat.

    “By the way, you’ve got nice legs, daddy!” Brunão blows Valter kisses.

    “They still need a good tan, if that’s what you meant.” Valter smiles and sits by me.

    “Or maybe a waxing, daddy!” Brunão chuckles.

    “Been there, done that! I’ll never recommend that, especially to hairy men like us bears. In the end, it all grows back again.” Alcino says. He helps himself to the salad. “Look, I’m eating some greens! This is what you should be eating at home too, my big bear!”

    “So, you’re a big bear, huh?” Valter chuckles. Brunão’s blushes.

    “Yep! I’m Alcino’s big daddy bear!” He kisses his lover. “Tell you what, Alcino’s parents have an apartment in Santos Beach. Why don’t we head to the beach next Friday night and spend the weekend there? We can always come back to São Paulo on Sunday afternoon.” He smiles.

    “That’s an awesome idea, big bear!” Valter smiles.

    On Friday at six P.M., rush hour, the four of us are in Brunão’s truck. Yes, we’re also stuck in the traffic.

    “We should have known this was going to happen, big bear.” Valter kisses me.

    “Tell you what, I’ve come prepared for this!” He shows us a new CD from the familiar band, ‘The Romantic Weepers.’  

    “Oh, please, daddy bear! Not that again!” Alcino pleads.

    Then, we hear the familiar song, ‘Watching the twilight with Catarina!’ Valter, I, and Brunão sing loudly. Alcino finally gives in and joins us.

    “Haven’t I told you this is the best band in the world?” We all turn to Brunão. I offer the guys some peppermint.

    “Hey, look! There’s been an accident on the road. No wonder it was taking us forever to move!” Alcino says. Then, we speed up on the road. We continue singing along, as we go down the plateau.

    “Look! That’s Santos City!” I point out. We admire the lights at the far distance. In no time, we arrive in the city and head to the apartment building, which has a view to the sea, according to Alcino. We enter the basement garage, pick up our stuff, and take the elevator.

    The apartment is large and comfortable. Valter and Brunão head to the large balcony, while Alcino and I prepare a few drinks. As we bring the trays of juice, soda, and beers, Brunão is on the phone. We drink and admire the city lights and the crowded wide sidewalk that stretches endlessly by the wide stretch of sand. Brunão takes his beer and smiles.

    “We’re in luck, boys! I’ve just spoken to Tadeu. He said that a table for four is ours at the ‘Restaurante São Paulo.’” We drink, and head to this famous restaurant. “This is an Italian restaurant. They have great seafood, and their ceviche and baked crab meat is to die for!”                                                

    As expected, the restaurant is crowded. Tadeu, an old school friend of Brunão takes us to a nice table. He’s the owner of this traditional restaurant. He says he’s the third generation running it.

    We all ask for seafood ceviche and baked crab meat, which comes in its shell. First comes the crystal bowl of ceviche for each.

    “Just take a look at that, dear!”

    “It sure looks delicious, my love!”

    “This ceviche is to die for! Just look at the size of these cooked shrimps, mussels, squid, and octopus!” Brunão smiles, and raises his beer glass. “I suggest we make a toast, my friends!”

    “To friendship and love!” Valter says.

    “To polyamory!” Brunão laughs.

    “To this wonderful weekend!”

    “To health and love!”

    “Cheers!” We toast. Then, we start with the entrée. 

    “I like the delicate pieces of raw fish marinated with sweet colorful peppers, parsley, red onion slices, and lime juice.” Alcino says he loves to cook at home.

    Next, comes the piping hot crab meat served in its own shells.

    “Just watch, for these crabs are fucking hot, taken directly from the oven, boys!”

    “They’re delicious!” We have this hot dish and Brunão asks for another round of crab meat for us.

    Our meal continues, as Alcino’s and my jumbo shrimp dish arrive. They’re thick large deep-fried breaded shrimps. It comes with rice and a green salad.

    “They smell wonderful!” I clap my hands.

    “Can I take a bite, love?” Valter asks. I serve him. “Wow! The flavor is very rich!”

    “Delicious!” Brunão has stolen a whole shrimp from Alcino’s plate.

    “There comes our main dish, big bear!” Valter smiles and admires his big dish of paella. Brunão has ordered the same dish. So, Alcino and I steal portions from our lovers’ big plates. I just love the mussels in their own shells.

    “This mussel is delicious, juicy, and big!” I comment.

    “This piece of octopus is so tender and juicy!” Alcino adds.

    We lavish ourselves throughout this special dinner. Then, Tadeu comes with a platter of deep-fried jumbo shrimps as courtesy. We eat it with two different sauces: garlic and hot pepper sauce.

       In the end, only I order dessert, something very plain, like vanilla ice-cream. The waiter barely brings it to the table, and Valter eats my first spoonful of ice-cream, which I feed him. Brunão also digs in, followed by Alcino.

    “Nice dessert, my love!” Valter takes another spoonful in his mouth. In the end, Alcino orders some strawberry ice-cream. Needless to say, we all steal his dessert.

    Back to our spacious apartment, Valter and I decide to take a shower and hit the hay. Brunão and Alcino do the same.

    As Valter and I are comfortably sleeping, we hear some noises coming from the next bedroom.

    “Oh, fuck! I can’t believe Brunão is actually,” Valter is about to leave the bed to knock on their door, but I take his arm. I also nibble his ear. “Oh, no, baby, please! Daddy is too tired tonight, please.” I kiss him on the mouth and he smiles. “All right, then! Bring the bottle of lube, boy!”

    On Saturday morning I wake up, turn around, and admire my big boyfriend sleeping soundly beside me. Then, again I hear this monotonous sound and turn to the large window. I get up as quietly as a mouse, and partly open the drapes. The sea! I’ve just woken up to the sound of waves!

    It’s already dawn and I can hardly believe how beautiful the beach is! I also admire the endless horizon and the lovely blue sky.

    “Good morning, love.” Valter kisses my head and takes me in his big arms. I feel his warm furry body pressing against mine, as we look out and admire the sea.

    “Valter love, just grab your pair of speedos! We’re going to hit the water before the sun comes up!”

    “What? All right! Let’s do it, babe!”

    I’ve brought three pairs of speedos for him: a black, red, and a white one. I wonder which one he’s going to wear. I put on my dark green pair. He takes the white pair and ties the string around his thick waist.

    “How do I look, babe?”

    “Holy fuck, daddy! Turn around, please!”

    “I’m already feeling conscious, my love. It’s been a long time since I’ve worn these things.” He blushes.

       I just admire this monument of a man. His solid muscles covered in a thick mat of hair is just a sight to behold. His perfect round hard buttocks press to the bursting point against the thin sinful fabric. I feel like biting his perfect ass just to make sure they’re real! He turns around and the tip of his cock is against his stomach, trapped there by the elastic fabric. Oh, fuck! I cannot believe what I see! Fuck! And to think that daddy’s manhood isn’t even hard yet!

    We put on our sleeveless shirts, shorts, and

    slippers. We just mean to take a quick swim before preparing breakfast to start the day. I take my eco-bag with our towels and a large bottle of water. 

    “How do you feel, daddy?” He is holding my hand as we step onto the street. His hand is warm and sweaty.

    “I suppose I can do it, my love.” I can tell he’s making a real effort to show the world his scars and live in peace with them.

    We reach the sandy beach and take off our slippers. We walk along the wide beach and find a spot to leave our stuff. We take off our sleeveless shirts. The sun hasn’t risen yet, but it already feels warm here. The sky is already light and blue. We turn around and just see a few people walking by the water. But they’re just taking a stroll, unlikely us, who are set to hit the water. They turn to us and we wave.

    “Are you ready, Valter dear?” He turns to me, tears in his eyes.

    “Only with your help, Ken. I-I’m feeling so scared.”

    “It’s going to be all right, dear. We’ll take a swim and head back. You see, people are walking by and carrying on with their lives. You have no reason to fear them, dear.” He nods. He lowers his shorts and finally drops them. He folds them carefully.

    “Let’s take a dive, daddy!” He takes my hand and we run towards the salty water. We kick the water and run towards the waves. 

    “Yes! How I missed the sea!” We enter the water up to our waist and splash it against each other. He takes a dive and I follow him. We feel the waves, foam, and the sand under our feet.

    “This is wonderful, dear!” He takes me in his arms and we kiss. Then, we both dive together.

    “This feels amazing, my love!”

    “This sea is our playground, daddy!” More dives and swimming.

    “How I missed this place, my love!”

    “Shall we go back, dear?” We swim back and feel the sand under our feet. We greet a few people and Valter seems confident to walk around in his speedos. He doesn’t seem conscious of his scars anymore. Then, we sit on the sand and watch the waves.

    “I never thought I’d ever come to the beach again,” his throat catches, “and with a boyfriend, my love!” I kiss him.

    “I still remember that photo of you, on the beach, daddy.” He smiles.

    “And I never thought that, after so much suffering, I’d find happiness, and a loving boyfriend.” He takes my hand and kisses it. Then, he takes something out of the pocket of his shorts. He kneels down in front of me, and clears his throat.

    “Oh, Valter!” I have tears in my eyes. He produces the necklace with the little cross.

    “Ken, my love,” he wipes his own tears. My sister told me everything. She also,” he wipes his tears, “she encouraged me to,” he smiles. “And here I am.” He places the necklace around my neck. 

    “My officer!”

    “Ken, there’s a moment a man has to do it. And this is the time for me to do it, for I can no longer live without you.” He also takes a gold ring. “Ken, do you accept to marry me?”

    “I do!” He puts the ring on my finger. A few people clap their hands.

    “I love you, Ken!”

    “I love you too, Valter!” We kiss. Just then, we feel the first rays of the sun. “Look, daddy! The sun is rising!” He takes me in his arms and we kiss, blessed by the first rays of the sun. 

    “It’s going to be a beautiful day in paradise, my love.”

    “Yes, dear.” We turn around and head back. We find the public open showers and get rid of the salt and sand from our bodies. I hand him the towel and he dries. I also dry and he takes my hand.

    “Ready for a rich breakfast, our friends, and an exciting weekend ahead of us, my husband?”

    “Yes, my officer!” We kiss on the lips.

    “I love you, Ken!”

    “I love you too, Valter!”

  • Neighbor Frank

    I was home alone for the first time in a while. My parents left to go to a wedding and I was left all alone for the whole night.

    I was wearing my tight blue jeans and black shiny leather boots. When I was alone, I could let out my inner animal.

    I was browsing Grindr. I liked chatting with older  men on there. They loved eighteen-year-olds just like me, so I was getting quite a few messages daily.

    That night, I was sitting on a chair in my backyard, it was almost completely dark, but thanks to the full moon, it was not scary. It was quite enjoyable. I had a cigarette in my mouth, the bulge in my pants was big, asking to be jerked.

    I got tired of browsing Grindr, since all the men were far away, so I couldn’t invite anyone over.

    I was about to go to my room and jerk off to some porn, but then I heard a knock at the front door.

    I couldn’t figure out who would come around in the middle of the night, but I was very curious. I quickly slipped my white tank top and approached the door. I opened it to see my neighbor Frank, a forty-year-old man. He was a known biker in our neighborhood. He was wearing his black leather jeans and his black leather biker jacket. He also had black leather gloves on. His leathers were shiny in the moonlight. His dark hair was short, his beard was faint too.

    “Hey,” he said, grinning. “I heard you were left all alone, so I came over to check up on you.”

    I could smell alcohol coming from him. He was drunk.

    I knew he was straight, so I didn’t expect anything sexual between us. I fantasized about him fucking me in his leathers, but, unfortunately, that fantasy had to stay in my head.

    “Hi. I’m doing okay,” I replied to Frank.

    “Can I come in?” he asked.

    “Sure,” I said and let him inside.

    When he walked past me, the smell of leather and alcohol was so fucking hot.

    “So,” he said. “What are you doing all alone tonight?”

    “Nothing much, just watching TV,” I replied.

    “Can I be honest with you?” he asked, getting closer to me. He was taller than me, so he was looking down at me with his intimidating brown eyes.

    “Uh, yeah,” I said, getting nervous.

    Nervous in my pants.

    “I came over here to see if we could have a bit of… fun,” he said, leaning in. “Like real men.”

    He started kissing my lips and, in a matter of seconds, our tongues were tangled.

    I quickly pulled back, since I was surprised with what he was doing.

    “What’s wrong, sugar? I see the bulge in your pants,” he said, grabbing my cock through my jeans with his gloved hand.

    He was slowly rubbing my bulge and then leaned in again. We started making out again and I didn’t hesitate anymore.

    My fantasy was becoming a reality.

    “I love your Grindr profile,” he said, after pulling back from me.

    Shivers went down my spine.

    “What’s the matter? You seemed horny in your messages,” he said, now rubbing his bulge.

    “I was messaging you?” I asked.

    “You probably don’t remember, since you talk to so much other older gay men. I know quite a few other men who were talking to you. We all want a taste of you.”

    And I wanted a taste of them.

    “Get on your knees,” Frank commanded, unbuckling his belt and unzipping his jeans.

    He pulled out his long hard cock and started running it across my lips.

    “You like that, faggot? Suck it,” he said.

    He slid his cock into my mouth and I started sucking it. Frank was moaning from pleasure, his gloved hands on my head.

    I never expected to be sucking his cock one day, but there I was. On my knees, in front of the neighbor I always wanted to fuck.

    He pulled his cock out my mouth.

    “Open your mouth, stick out your tongue,” he commanded.

    I did as he said and let him let his load on my tongue. It was covered in Frank’s sperm and I wasted none of it, making sure I swallow every drop.

    “Good boy,” Frank sat, petting my head with his gloved hand.

    He put his cock back in his pants. I stood up from the ground.

    “Did you like that?” he asked me, putting his hand over my shoulder.

    “Yeah,” I replied.

    We went outside, I walked him to his motorcycle.

    “I’ll be back again some time,” he said, sitting on his  bike.

    “I’ll be waiting,” I replied.

    Frank looked at me, giving me his drunk smile.

    “What about I don’t leave tonight?” he asked.

    And he didn’t. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to my parent’s bedroom where he undressed me and himself. He still had his leather gloves on, which I was thrilled about.

    That night, he fucked me like a whore. He slapped me, punched me, fucked my ass so rough that I was crying and screaming out of pain.

    My screams were unheard, since his leather-gloved hand was clasped around my mouth.

    “Good boy,” he said, before we heard a knock at the front door. “I called some company.”

    That night was the most painful and enjoyable of my life.