“Cause & Effect”
(Three and a half years earlier)
“What are you doing here?” Tom asked, his tone uncharacteristically hostile and lacking his usual friendliness.
The tension in the air crackled with confusion, anger, and a silent, unspoken understanding. As Brandon locked eyes with Tom, a fleeting, inscrutable expression darted between them. Without uttering a single word, Brandon’s gaze swept across the expanse of the room. The space exuded an aura of masculine comfort, permeated by the rich scent of polished leather and wood. Dominating the center was a meticulously crafted pool table flanked by a lavishly stocked bar and an inviting, plush couch. This was Tom’s personal sanctuary, a haven where the outside world was kept at bay.
His eyes lifted, smirking at the sound emanating from Tom’s TV set. A woman’s gags as she swallowed a massive cock punctured the silence between them. She was struggling, the roughness of the porn catching Brandon’s attention.
“Can I come in?” the boy asked.
“I’m…kinda in the middle of something,” Tom pushed back, his gaze soulless. Brandon peeked at the TV briefly, his eyes eagerly feeding off the woman’s struggle before turning his attention back to Tom, sporting a suggestive grin.
“I bet I can do a better job than her,” he stated.
Tom’s eyes dilated with a sudden burst of emotion as Brandon’s words abruptly pulled him out of his apathy. He slowly scanned the boy from head to toe, his gaze unnervingly deliberate. Without a word, he turned around and strode inside, sinking into the couch, his imposing figure vanishing from view.
“Lock the door on your way in,” the tall blonde’s voice finally uttered from inside the room.
With a nod of compliance and a grin that was as much boyish as it was mischievous, Brandon acquiesced. Gently pushing the door closed behind him, he stepped into the room, the scent of stale smoke and worn-out leather greeting him. A silent observer, he halted a few feet away from the couch as Tom leisurely strolled towards it. With his blonde hair and imposing physique, Tom was an alluring sight. He collapsed onto the sofa with a nonchalance that seemed to fill the room, immediately resuming rolling a large joint. A ritual that Brandon had inadvertently interrupted.
Tom acted as if Brandon’s sudden appearance was an expectation rather than a surprise. His hands, large and calloused, reached behind his broad shoulders with seasoned ease, fingers deftly unbuttoning his shirt before discarding it carelessly on the floor. Shirtless now, his muscular back was a canvas of strength and resilience, the rhythmic rise and fall with each breath akin to an ocean wave breaking against the shore. The sight intrigued Brandon, who started pacing around the room, his gaze following Tom’s every move. He watched as the host’s nimble fingers delicately maneuvered the rolling paper, the way they held onto the edges as he brought it up to his mouth, the slow lick before finally sealing it shut.
“You’re just gonna stand there?” Tom’s voice cut through the silence like a knife through butter. He gently tapped the joint against the coffee table before reaching for a lighter. “Sit down,” he invited, lighting up their illicit indulgence and drawing a deep breath before releasing it into the air. It hung there momentarily before dispersing into a cloud of smoke that echoed Tom’s relaxed demeanor.
He leaned back against the couch, arms stretched out on either side like he owned the place. His well-defined muscles were on display, a testament to his physical prowess. Raising his head, he finally met Brandon’s gaze. “You’re sweating,” he commented, an observation rather than a complaint.
“I rode my bike here,” Brandon responded, his gaze shifting from Tom’s face to his chest, watching the rise and fall with each breath.
“Must have been a long ride,” Tom mused, his ice-blue eyes narrowing as they focused on the sweat stain marking Brandon’s shirt. As Brandon drew in a breath to respond, Tom cut him off. “Let me guess. You followed your dad,” he said, a chuckle punctuating his sentence. The accuracy of his statement seemed to annoy Brandon, but Tom reveled in it. “His name’s Marcus, by the way,” he added, unable to hide the satisfaction from his voice when he saw the flash of surprise in Brandon’s eyes.
“Do you know him?” Brandon questioned, curiosity piquing at this revelation.
“Everybody with a dick in this town knows him,” Tom replied nonchalantly.
“He looks pretty ordinary to me…” Brandon retorted, disdain creeping into his voice. This elicited a hearty laugh from Tom, who took another drag from the joint, filling the air with the potent scent of marijuana.
“Well…you look pretty ordinary to me, too. But…” Tom groaned as he leaned forward. “Looks can be deceiving,” he added before stretching his arm and slipping his fingers inside Brandon’s waistband. With a sudden jerk, Brandon’s stomach collided with Tom’s face. His nose buried itself inside Brandon’s shirt, inhaling deeply before pulling up slightly to brush against the soft trail of fuzz that reached from the boy’s crotch up to his belly button.
“I can shower if you want,” Brandon offered tentatively as his fingers slowly crawled up Tom’s neck and sought refuge in his thick blonde hair.
“Shut the fuck up,” Tom replied, his voice rough and impatient. His breaths were ragged now, punctuating his growing desire.
Brandon reached out and plucked the joint from Tom’s hand, bringing it to his lips and taking a deep drag. He held it in for a moment before letting it out slowly, the smoke curling around them as he exhaled. He could feel Tom’s tongue exploring his belly button, lapping up the sweat that had gathered there.
Brandon’s neck arched back, the tendons straining slightly under the pale skin. His gaze was fixed on the ceiling, a beige canvas reflecting his confident smirk. The corners of his mouth twitched upward, and he let out a soft chuckle, his laughter reverberating in the room. This was going to be easier than he anticipated, Brandon thought. A wave of confidence fluttered through him, setting his nerves on edge in a thrilling way.
Brandon began to remove his shirt without relinquishing his grip on the joint. The fabric slid over his skin, revealing a smooth and unblemished chest. Simultaneously, Tom’s fingers moved deftly to unzip his pants, sliding them down with ease until they pooled around his ankles. The action caused a momentary pause in their movements, a breath of hesitation that made Brandon lower his gaze.
“Your dick’s soft,” Tom’s words cut through the silence like a knife, carrying a touch of disappointment. Brandon’s eyebrow quirked up at the comment, a smug smirk on his lips. “Get on your fucking knees,” he ordered.
Tom’s hand grabbed Brandon’s wrist, pulling him down forcefully. His knees hit the floor with a thud, causing him to gasp as his balance wavered. Tom’s other hand snaked into Brandon’s hair, yanking his head back suddenly, leaving him gasping for breath. Tom’s electric blue eyes stared down at him, icy against the warmth of their bodies.
“Open your mouth,” Tom commanded, his voice unyielding. Brandon complied slowly, stretching his lips apart before extending his tongue in an inviting gesture. Without missing a beat, Tom spat onto Brandon’s face. Thick saliva splattered across his cheeks and drenched his hairline before trickling down. Tom repeated the action. Once, twice, thrice. Each time, coating Brandon’s face with a fresh layer of spit. Then he paused, raising his hand to smear it across Brandon’s skin and into his hairline. His gaze fell onto Brandon’s arousal, a rock-hard 7-inch cock standing proudly between his legs.
“I knew it,” Tom murmured, a satisfied grin spreading across his face. “I fucking knew it,” he grunted as he leaned back, sinking into the sofa and pulling down his shorts.
Brandon, usually the epitome of self-control, could hardly hide his surprise as Tom revealed what lay beneath it. An impressive, thick, veiny 12-inch cock stood at attention, a bead of precum glistening at the tip.
“Jesus Christ…” Brandon muttered under his breath.
Tom’s voice cut through the stunned silence again, “You said you could do a better job than her,” he gestured vaguely toward the TV screen where a woman was wailing in pain. He picked up the remote and muted the sound, turning back to Brandon with a challenging glint in his eyes. “Prove it.”
Brandon hesitated for a moment before he leaned forward, wrapping his lips around the head of Tom’s cock. The musky scent filled his nostrils as he took in the girth of Tom’s member. Its salty taste coated his tongue as he began to move, bobbing his head slowly but gradually increasing his pace. Each movement brought him deeper, and each inch elicited a guttural gag from him. Despite the strain, he found an unexpected sense of power in this act, a feeling that made him eager to keep going.
But as he pushed himself further, the size of Tom’s dick began to overwhelm him. He had stepped into something far beyond what he was used to and knew he had reached his limit. With one final gagging sound, he pulled back, taking a moment to catch his breath.
But that’s when it happened. Before his gaped mouth could detach from Tom’s cock, his hand gripped the back of Brandon’s head, fingers holding his dark brown hair as they forced the boy’s head to maintain its position. Brandon’s arms began to push back, nails biting into Tom’s thighs. But the more he struggled, the more Tom went inside.
“I thought this is what you wanted,” Tom groaned, his words escorting Brandon’s gags as spit and drool oozed from the corner of his stretched mouth. “Shhh…relax and take that cock, you little slut,” he whispered belligerently as his hips bounced off the couch, his massive cock puncturing Brandon’s throat without mercy.
Brandon’s eyes began to roll to the back of his head, his face flushed red, and his nostrils flared. Tom could feel the boy’s throat closing around his cock and the look of despair on his face. He had seen it before. Countless times. And if there’s one thing Tom knew, was how to move around that invisible line. The line between pleasure and pain. Between truth and lies. Between reality and utter insanity.
He knew that face. The face Brandon was making. That moment when you cross a threshold and step into a place you will never return from.
“That’s it, boy,” he rasped with a hard and deep voice as he witnessed Brandon’s eyes finally lock on him. They were smiling.
Tom unlocked his fingers from Brandon’s hair, finally prompting the boy to pull back. Tom’s cock slid out of Brandon’s mouth like a giant snake, a loud gasp breaking from his mouth as he fell back, coughing.
“Fuck…” he coughed, trying desperately to catch his breath, his hands trembling as they clutched his throat.
Tom advanced, his large, imposing frame looming ominously over Brandon’s diminutive figure. He was hunched, small, and defenseless in comparison. Tom’s laughter echoed off the walls, a dark symphony of amusement as he watched the younger boy attempt to regain his breath. He drew his hand back and struck Brandon across the face with a sudden, swift movement. The impact echoed through the room, a harsh reminder of their power difference.
Brandon’s eyes snapped open, his hand instinctively rushing to soothe his burning cheek. He squinted against the pain, his gaze flitting nervously over Tom’s form. The older man was already rearing back for another strike. This time, the sound of flesh meeting flesh was louder, the slap more severe.
“He should have done this when you were a child, you little punk,” Tom spat out, his words laced with venomous mockery. His laughter seemed more provoked now, a challenge directed at the younger man.
The fury in Brandon’s eyes was palpable. It simmered like an inferno beneath the surface, a wrath ready to explode in a burst of violent energy. But Tom remained nonchalant, sitting with his arms resting lazily over his knees. He watched and waited with a smug grin.
Then, just as suddenly as the confrontation began, Brandon surged forward. His body crashed into Tom’s lap in an unexpected display of aggression. For a moment, it seemed he would return the blows dealt to him, but instead, he lunged forward with an entirely different intent. His tongue darted out from between his lips as he initiated a deep, passionate kiss that left both men groaning in heated pleasure.
Tom responded almost instinctively, hands reaching the cup and squeezing Brandon’s firm backside. The resounding slaps of skin on skin filled the room again, this time with an entirely different connotation. Tom’s eyes fluttered shut as he succumbed to the sensation of Brandon’s tongue exploring his mouth. His taste was wild, raw, and dangerously intoxicating.
Brandon’s body trembled beneath him, a cocktail of rage and desire that had Tom’s heart pounding in his chest. Brandon pulled away suddenly, shoving against Tom’s broad shoulders before delivering a slap of his own. He held himself there momentarily, eyes twitching nervously as he waited for retaliation. But Tom merely stared at him, his electric blue eyes burning brighter than ever.
“Again,” the older man commanded. Without hesitation, Brandon obeyed, delivering another slap. “Again,” Tom repeated. And once more, Brandon complied. “That’s it…let it out, boy. That anger,” he coaxed as tears broke free from Brandon’s eyes.
The younger man’s arms flailed wildly as he unleashed a barrage of punches and slaps against Tom’s face and chest. The older man, who seemed to enjoy Brandon’s emotional release, received each hit with a delighted grin. When Brandon finally exhausted himself, arms falling limp at his sides, Tom seized the opportunity to regain control.
He reached out to cradle the back of Brandon’s neck, pulling him into yet another passionate kiss. His tongue traced circles around the younger man’s plump lips, savoring every inch of him. Brandon moaned submissively, his tense body relaxing into Tom’s embrace.
In a swift motion, Tom flipped their positions, pinning Brandon beneath his larger frame. The younger man’s legs instinctively wrapped around Tom’s waist, and he could feel their arousals pressing together.
“You do a pretty good job hiding all this pain inside,” Tom rumbled deeply as he ground against Brandon. “But don’t worry…” he rasped as Brandon started to moan, prompting Tom to bring his hand up to cover the boy’s mouth, silencing him. “I’m gonna fuck you until I push it all out,” he promised.
He paused then, his gaze dropping to take in the sight of Brandon beneath him. The silence that filled the room was heavy, charged with anticipation and desire. Then, after a few heartbeats of waiting, Brandon’s head began to move. From beneath the suffocating grip of Tom’s hand, he was nodding. He was consenting.
Tom smiled and immediately spit into his other hand, coating his cock until it glistened. Then, with cunning expertise, he aimed his thick shaft at Brandon’s hole, pushing the tip inside, stretching the boy’s virgin gap. Brandon’s body tensed up as he felt the head pressing against his tight hole, its size overwhelming him with a mixture of fear and anticipation. He gasped around Tom’s hand, his eyes squeezed shut as he tried to brace himself for the pain that was sure to come. A slick warmth seeped out of him at the intrusion, perfectly contrasting the chill that raced through his veins.
Tom pushed slowly but surely, inching deeper inside. Brandon’s tight muscles clenched around him, making it difficult for his giant cock, but he persisted.
“You’re fucking tight, boy,” Tom groaned as Brandon’s face contorted in pain. “But I’m gonna loosen you up real good,” he added as he pulled his ass back, slamming his cock inside Brandon so hard his body sank into the couch. From under Tom’s mouth, Brandon’s muffled wails could be heard. Yet, his eyes were more alive than ever. “I’m gonna fuck you so hard you’ll beg me to stop…” Tom continued, pulling back again and pummeling himself into Brandon’s hole. “And when you feel you can’t take it anymore…” Tom grunted, letting himself fall over Brandon’s body, his lips closing in on the boy’s. “I’ll fuck you even harder. And then…then…” he whispered. “You’ll beg me to keep going,” he concluded.
And that’s the last thing Brandon heard before Tom’s ass began to move up and down with such brutal force that even as he removed his hand from the boy’s mouth, no sound came out. Brandon lay there, pinned under Tom’s massive frame, mouth agape as his hole was ravished.
As Tom’s hips began to move with a merciless force, slamming his engorged member relentlessly into Brandon’s quivering hole, the boy’s muffled cries were the only sound in the room, the air turning thick with the musky scent of sweat and lust, and the heady aroma of submission. Brandon’s eyes widened in shock, his body trembling beneath Tom’s crushing weight. He desperately tried to speak, to beg for mercy, or maybe to breathe, but no words would form in his parched throat. His world had shrunk down to the searing pain and pleasure that radiated from his gaping hole, and all he could do was lay there, pinned like an insect on display, as Tom ruthlessly took what he wanted.
Tom’s hands gripped Brandon’s hips like vice grips, bruising his soft skin as he pulled him back onto his cock with each savage thrust. “You like that, don’t you, you fucking bitch?” he growled in Brandon’s ear, his hot breath fanning over the younger man’s flushed cheek. “You’ve been begging for this since I first laid eyes on you.”
Brandon whimpered, a soft, almost inaudible sound as if it were being pulled from the very depths of his soul. His body was wracked with a pleasure so intense it bordered on agony, threatening to shatter the fragile hold he had on reality. It felt like he was teetering on the edge of an abyss, a precipice of exquisite torment. His senses were heightened to a fever pitch, each nerve ending ignited with an electric charge that made him gasp.
The sensation of Tom’s cock inside him was like nothing he’d ever experienced. It seemed to reach into the deepest recesses of his being, unearthing a part of himself that he’d kept buried for so long. This wasn’t something physical, attributed to his biology or anatomy. No, this was something more profound, hidden within the labyrinthine corridors of his psyche.
It was like a disease festering in the shadows, growing more potent and insidious with each passing day. A dark urge twisted and coiled within him like a snake waiting to strike. He could almost see it, a vivid out-of-body experience that made him shudder. He could see himself lying there, vulnerable and exposed, being claimed in the most intimate of ways.
Each thrust from Tom’s cock was like a punch straight to his gut, a direct assault on the fortress he’d built around his pain. It was as if Tom was breaching the dome of his suffering with every movement of his hips. The rawness of this realization struck him with an intensity that left him breathless.
“Fuck…dude,” Brandon choked out, his voice barely more than a whisper as he clung to Tom’s solid form. His fingers dug into Tom’s back, seeking purchase in the slick sheen of sweat that coated his skin. He could feel the muscles beneath flexing and contracting with each thrust, a testament to the power and control that Tom wielded.
He closed his eyes, surrendering himself to the onslaught, the symphony of pleasure and pain that was playing out in exquisite detail. His heart pounded in his chest, a wild, staccato rhythm that echoed the primal beat of both men’s bodies moving together.
“Look at me, boy,” Tom commanded, his voice rough with desire. The authority in his tone was undeniable, leaving no room for argument.
Slowly, Brandon opened his eyes, finding himself caught in the hypnotic gaze of the man fucking him. The intensity of Tom’s stare was like a physical touch, and he could see the raw need in Tom’s eyes mirrored his own, a silent affirmation of the connection they shared.
“Oh…shit,” Brandon breathed out, surrendering entirely to this part of himself he never acknowledged. A part that was painfully raw and vulnerable yet also filled with an undeniable strength.
And as Tom continued to move within him, each thrust sending waves of pleasure coursing through his body, Brandon realized that he was not just being fucked. He was being claimed, marked in a terrifying and exhilarating way. He was being seen for who he was, and for the first time in his life, there was no surprise or fear in the other person’s eyes. Only acceptance.
The slapping skin, the squelching flesh, the heavy breathing, and the occasional gasp and moan filled the annex like a symphony. Tom’s hips pistoned up and down, thrusting his cock deep inside Brandon’s stretched hole. The boy’s body jerked beneath him with each powerful thrust, his own cock bouncing off his abdomen with every bump and grind. It was a primal scene that left no questions on their actions or their impact on them both.
Tom’s hands found Brandon’s ass cheeks, grasping them tightly as he pulled him closer with every forceful plunge. His other hand trailed down to Brandon’s throbbing length, his fingers wrapping around the shaft and stroking it with a firm grip. The feeling of being owned and controlled lit a fire within Brandon that burnt brighter than any lust he had ever known. His head fell back against the couch cushions as Tom sunk deeper into him, hitting that sweet spot inside with every push. The pressure against his prostate was too much, yet just right. His eyes rolled back as he lost himself in the sensations coursing through his body. He could feel every inch of Tom’s cock pulsing with need inside him, claiming him wholly.
With every beat of his heart, Brandon sank deeper into a rhythm as foreign as it was exhilarating. The searing pain that had once coursed through his veins, threatening to consume him, began to ebb away, replaced by something he hadn’t felt in ages. It wasn’t just pleasure. It was an awakening, a resurgence of something he had thought lost forever.
Once locked in a grip of tension, his muscles began to loosen and relax. The pleasure mutated, evolved, and slowly transformed into raw strength that surged through his body like a tide. He could feel it pulsating in his veins, a wild beast unleashed after years of captivity. His every move became more fluid and powerful, as if he were now the puppeteer and not the puppet.
This newfound strength quickly morphed into an intoxicating power that wrapped around him like an invincible armor. He wasn’t merely surviving anymore. He was thriving, ruling the roost with an iron fist. An unspoken command emanated from him, compelling Tom to yield.
Brandon’s gaze focused on the blonde, his eyes honing in on him like a predator eyeing its prey. The world around him blurred, with only Tom remaining in sharp focus. The familiar surroundings disappeared, replaced by a battlefield where only the strongest survived.
And soon, awareness flooded back to him, reminding him why he was there. Fragments that started to piece together to form a coherent picture. Whatever it was, this elusive emotion, this raw, primal sensation thrumming within Brandon’s sinews, found a resonating echo in Tom’s weakness. Brandon could sense a connection had been made, a bridge between two souls, an echo of meaning and purpose. It wasn’t just a vague, distant feeling but a tangible entity pulsating with life and energy.
The realization struck him like a bolt of lightning with a startling clarity. He knew then and there how he would exploit it, use it to weave his web of manipulation and control. His lips curled into a predatory smile, a chilling manifestation of his intentions. His grip around Tom’s body tightened like a snake coiling around its prey, ready to cut Tom’s air supply and seize the reins of the power he had just unlocked.
“You like…my tight ass, stud?” Brandon’s voice slithered into the tense air, his tone suddenly staged. It was eerily artificial yet compelling. It had the quality of a well-rehearsed line in a play, delivered with just the right amount of passion and conviction.
“Yes…” Tom’s reply was barely audible over his heavy breaths. His voice trembled, as raw and ragged as his emotions, as he succumbed to Brandon’s carnal invitation. His movements became more urgent and desperate, drilling into the boy’s hole like a relentless hammer. He was caught in Brandon’s web of seduction and control, a puppet dancing on the strings of desire.
What started as a search for physical pleasure had turned into psychological warfare. It was a battle for dominance in which vulnerability was the weapon and desire was the battlefield. Tom and Brandon’s bodies moved in rhythm to this unspoken understanding, each push and pull resonating with their mutual desire for control.
“Do you want this hole…all to yourself?” Brandon questioned, feeling Tom’s cock grow inside him. “Do you?”
“Fuck yes…” Tom panted.
“Then…I need you to…do something for me,” Brandon whispered, arms now wrapped around Tom’s wide neck, teasing the words into his ears. “Will you do it?”
“Anything. I’ll do anything,” Tom replied, feeling his lead boiling. His thrusts became sharp and deep before Brandon felt the first strings of thick cum explode inside him.
“Good…” Brandon whispered faintly as he stared at the ceiling while Tom came inside his ass.
There was a smirk on his face, the smile of someone who had just finished a race in the first place. A smile of someone who boar a secret no one else knew about. And as Tom’s body shivered and twitched, pushing his seed inside Brandon’s ass, there was only one thing on the boy’s mind as his chestnut eyes drilled into the ceiling.
This was going to be easier than he thought.
*
(Present time)
The bathroom walls, coated in a drab shade of blue, seemed to inch closer and closer with each passing second, creating a claustrophobic cage around Nicholas. The air was thick, saturated with a nauseating blend of bile and sweat that clung to his skin and invaded his nostrils. Nicholas’s body succumbed to another violent wave of nausea, bending him in half as he clung to the icy porcelain rim of the toilet bowl. His throat convulsed as he gagged, tears prickling at the corners of his eyes as the bitter taste of vomit seared the back of his throat like acid. His fingers clawed at the toilet bowl’s edge, gripping so hard his knuckles bleached white.
He retched again, the guttural sound echoing off the tiled walls, raw and desperate in the oppressive confines of the bathroom. Every muscle in his body throbbed with pain, trembling from the violent wrenching of his stomach. But it wasn’t just the physical sickness that was tearing him apart. It was the terror. The disgust. The shattering realization that his understanding of his child had been irrevocably fractured.
His son. His Brandon.
A low moan escaped him, animalistic and pain-filled, as the image of that accursed necklace danced before his eyes once more. The wooden cross he’d given Marcus, the pendant Brandon had inexplicably obtained. The image festered with a truth too monstrous to accept.
His son was a murderer. He’d killed Marcus. And Nicholas had lived under the same roof, sharing meals at the same table, breathing the same air for three oblivious years. He’d been so blind. A fucking fool.
“Nicholas?” Beth’s voice filtered through the bathroom door, laced with concern. “Are you okay?”
His eyes clamped shut as another wave of nausea threatened to overwhelm him. He was far from okay. His chest heaved with the effort to draw breath, heart pounding so fiercely against his ribcage that he feared it might rupture. The bathroom warped around him, the harsh lights creating a blurry halo as his vision swayed from the sheer effort of remaining upright.
“Nick?” Beth’s voice grew more urgent, the doorknob jingling softly as she tried to turn it. “For God’s sake, you’re scaring me.”
Gritting his teeth against the foul taste of vomit, Nicholas forced his unsteady body into motion. He pushed himself away from the cold comfort of the toilet bowl, his limbs shaky and uncooperative. He stumbled towards the sink, half-crawling, half-dragging himself across the cold tiles. His reflection in the mirror above was ghostly and distorted. Sweat plastered his hair to his forehead, his skin had taken on an unhealthy pallor, and his eyes were wide and bloodshot.
He sank heavily against the sink, using a trembling hand to twist the faucet. The rush of cold water was a sharp shock against his heated skin, sending tremors through his body. He splashed the icy droplets onto his face, gasping as they hit his cheeks, jaw, and neck, anything to numb the feverish thoughts ricocheting around his mind. Desperate, he stared at his reflection, seeking anything that would make sense.
But all he saw staring back was a man shattered beyond recognition. A father who had failed to recognize the monster hiding behind his son’s familiar features.
The deep, shuddering breath he took echoed in the bathroom’s silence. He reached out, fingers trembling as they wrapped around the soft fabric of a nearby towel. He brought it to his face, wiping away beads of sweat that had formed on his forehead, his cheeks, and his upper lip. His movements were mechanical, void of any genuine feeling. It was as if he was drifting through a dream, an eerie nightmare that held him captive within its grip.
He had to maintain control, Nicholas thought. Had to keep the crumbling pieces of his sanity intact. Not when questions still hung in the air like specters, questions whose answers had the potential to push his spirit further down.
Unlocking the bathroom door, he barely managed to push it open. Beth, her eyes wide with concern and fear, stood just outside. As soon as her gaze landed on him, she reached out. Her palm was warm and soothing against his cheek, a sensation he’d almost forgotten.
“Nicholas,” she whispered, her voice carrying a tenderness he hadn’t heard in what felt like a lifetime. “God, Nick, you look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
A bitter laugh escaped him then, rasping and jagged, a hollow echo in the silence. A ghost? No. What he’d seen was far more terrifying than any specter. He’d looked into his son’s eyes and found himself staring at a stranger.
Beth murmured something then, her voice a soft whisper against the cacophony of his thoughts. She guided him down the hallway, her touch a comforting anchor as they moved towards their bedroom, the room they’d shared in a different life. It looked unfamiliar now, like a forgotten painting gathering dust. Yet, an air of familiarity lingered, making his skin prickle.
She closed the door behind them, her eyes never leaving his face. “Nick, talk to me,” her words, a desperate plea for understanding.
He opened his mouth to answer her but found himself choking on his words. His throat felt tight and constricted, as if an invisible hand was slowly strangling him. He sank onto the edge of their bed, his hands trembling as he raked them through his hair.
“I…” His voice cracked then, breaking under the weight of his emotions. He swallowed hard, forcing himself to meet her gaze. “I need to ask you something. And I need you to be honest.”
The confusion in her eyes was evident now, mingling with the worry that had taken root there. “Sure. What is it?”
“Brandon,” he forced out, their son’s name already sounding foreign on his tongue. His chest tightened at the mere mention like a vise clamping down on his heart. “The weekend he died…Marcus,” he drew a shuddering breath, trying to steady himself. “Do you remember where Brandon was?”
Her frown deepened then, a flicker of unease crossing her features. “Brandon? What does…?”
“Just… please, Beth,” he interrupted, his gaze boring into hers with a desperation he hadn’t known he was capable of. “Was he here? Or did he…say he was going somewhere?”
She blinked at him then, clearly taken aback by the intensity in his voice. She hesitated for a moment before answering him. “I… I think he said he was staying with a friend that weekend. Yeah, that’s right.” Her nod was slow and thoughtful. “Why?”
“Nothing…It’s not important. I need to go,” Nicholas said, rushing out of the room before Beth could say anything.
A cold, heavy weight settled in Nicholas’s chest as he rushed out the door and into his car. A dread that seemed to consume him from within, a truth too horrible to bear but that he couldn’t deny anymore.
Brandon had lied.
*
(7 months later)
The lecture hall was a grand amphitheater of light and shadow, the mild afternoon sun slanting through the towering windows in a dramatic illumination display. It cast an array of geometric patterns, forming a shifting tapestry across the neatly aligned rows of students, each engrossed in their own world of knowledge. The professor, a silver-haired man with wire-rimmed glasses precariously perched on the bridge of his nose, commanded the front of the room like a seasoned conductor. His voice echoed dully through the cavernous space, a river of knowledge flowing steadily from his lips.
“…and herein we delve into the profound implications of hereditary mental illness,” he declared, his tone resolute. “We must consider not only the environmental factors but also the genetic predispositions that may significantly influence an individual’s behavior.”
Brandon sat among the sea of students, positioned strategically in the middle of the room. His gaze was fixed on the professor with an intensity that belied his impassive expression. His notebook lay open before him, a minimalist landscape marked by a smattering of notes penned in his meticulous handwriting. Yet it was clear that his genuine attention strayed beyond the physical realm of ink and paper. His mind was adrift on uncharted waters. The professor’s words were a low hum to him, an ambient symphony blending seamlessly into the background noise of rustling papers and muted whispers.
His interest was piqued only when the professor began to navigate the intricate maze of behavioral genetics and personality disorders. A spark ignited within Brandon’s eyes, a flicker of intrigue or perhaps something more ominous.
“Of course,” continued the professor, blissfully unaware of the subtle shift in energy vibrating through the room, “we must tread with utmost caution when broaching hereditary factors in antisocial or psychopathic traits. While evidence suggests a genetic influence, the expression of such traits is an intricate puzzle of complexities and cannot be attributed to one’s lineage alone.”
Brandon’s hand rose slowly, a specter in a sea of shallow heads. His fingers were pale against the dark wood of the desk, moving with an almost lethargic grace. Yet there was a deliberate confidence in his gesture, an unspoken assertion of his presence. The professor paused, his gaze sweeping the room like a lighthouse before landing on Brandon.
“Yes, Brandon?” he queried, a note of curiosity coloring his tone.
The faint quirk of Brandon’s mouth into an almost imperceptible uptick was the only hint of a smile. It was a ghostly echo of amusement, a fleeting whisper of mirth that didn’t quite manage to light up his steel-gray eyes. “Isn’t it somewhat reductionist,” he began, his voice a calm, measured tone that belied the charged words he was about to utter, “to dismiss a strong correlation between genetic predisposition and antisocial behavior outright? I mean…the scientific literature of the past decade is rife with studies pointing to genetic markers like MAOA-L and other polymorphisms in the serotonin system as clear indicators of susceptibility to such traits.”
His words hung in the air like a provocative challenge, causing an immediate stir among the students. Heads swiveled in his direction, eyes widening with interest. The professor, taken aback by the unexpected interruption, stiffened in his seat, his brow knitting into a frown as he adjusted his glasses with a shaky hand. “I’m not ignorant of those studies, Brandon,” he responded, trying to maintain an authoritative tone, “but they’re still subjects of intense debate. There’s no definitive evidence…”
“With all due respect, Professor,” Brandon interjected smoothly, an undercurrent of defiance running through his words. “There’s as much definitive evidence there as there is for any theory in psychology. Are we choosing to disregard them because the implications unsettle us? Or do we simply prefer to sweep under the rug any findings that suggest some individuals might be biologically predisposed to violence?”
The classroom was abuzz with heightened anticipation. Students exchanged intrigued glances and whispers, and even those commonly disinterested seemed drawn into the debate. Brandon’s voice remained tranquil, yet every word he uttered landed with the impact of a sledgehammer against the professor’s carefully curated argument. A ripple of laughter echoed from the back rows, causing the professor’s face to flush a deep crimson, his eyes narrowing in annoyance.
“Brandon, this isn’t about ignoring findings,” he retorted, his voice wavering slightly under the weight of Brandon’s argument. “It’s about ensuring we don’t propagate baseless claims that can stigmatize…”
“Or,” Brandon cut him off, leaning forward in his seat with predatory grace, his gaze never leaving the professor’s flustered face, “is it more about sidestepping uncomfortable truths? About avoiding the reality that sometimes the darkness we see in others isn’t a result of upbringing or environment but something far more deeply rooted? Something woven into the very fabric of one’s DNA?”
The room plunged into a silence so thick it was almost tangible. The professor opened his mouth to speak, then closed it again, visibly struggling to regain control over the spiraling conversation. Brandon’s smile widened by a fraction, his eyes glinting with an unsettling serenity. He tilted his head almost perceptively, his tone taking on a conversational quality as he delivered the final blow.
“Perhaps we should entertain the idea that while it’s more comforting to believe nurture primarily shapes the mind, nature might have a far more comprehensive role than we’d like to admit. After all…” he concluded with a chillingly calm demeanor, “…it’s far easier to correct poor parenting than it is to alter the very essence of an individual.”
As the professor’s mouth tightened, it seemed like the line of his lips had been drawn with a ruler. Stern, exact, and unforgiving. A few students, bold in their audacity, let out snickers, reveling in this moment of defiance, their laughter punctuated by the clapping of a handful of others. The applause was quiet, almost respectful, and their eyes sparkled with a newfound admiration for their peer, who seemed daring to challenge authority.
Brandon scanned the room from his center-stage position, his gaze as calm and detached as a lighthouse overlooking a stormy sea. He was in his element, reveling in the power surrounding him like an electrical current. He was the puppet master now, pulling at the strings of attention and dominance with an almost predatory thrill.
“Thank you, Brandon,” the professor managed to say through gritted teeth, his voice as tight and controlled as a violin string. “Your… perspective is noted. Now, let’s move on.”
But the damage was irrevocable. The authority in the room had shifted like tectonic plates during an earthquake, leaving behind a noticeable fracture. The professor turned back to the whiteboard with rigid shoulders that screamed tension. The marker in his hand squeaked its protest loudly with each stroke as he attempted to regain control of his derailed lecture.
Brandon reclined in his chair with languid ease, a faint smile playing on his lips like a phantom caress. He basked in the quiet awe that radiated from his peers, a silent adoration that washed over him like warm sunlight. A flicker of contempt passed over Brandon’s face, as fleeting as a summer breeze. He glanced down at his notebook, his fingers tracing the intricate design of a DNA strand.
Life’s unpredictability.
It all bored him. They believed that monsters were made, not born. They believed in therapy and medication as a panacea. But Brandon knew better. Some things couldn’t be cured because they reveled in their monstrous nature.
He snapped his notebook shut, the sharp sound slicing through the room’s silence like a knife. A few students turned their heads, curiosity piqued, but he dismissed them with a disinterested shrug. The professor’s voice became a mere background hum as Brandon retreated into his thoughts.
Their beliefs were inconsequential to him. But he would continue to play his part, smiling when appropriate and exuding concern and empathy when required. And they would lap it up, these naïve fools, oblivious to the darkness beneath his charismatic surface.
As Brandon stepped out of the lecture hall, he was hit by the sharp, refreshing gusts of the autumn air. The university grounds sprawled out before him, a grand tableau of academia. Majestic stone buildings stood tall in their yesteryear grandeur, their facades weathered and worn but still exuding an aura of timeless elegance. The lush, manicured lawns were a riotous spectacle of greens and browns, meticulously maintained with an almost militaristic precision. Students moved about in tiny clusters, their infectious laughter and animated conversations permeating the air.
Scanning the scene with a clinical detachment, his gaze was as cold as the autumn wind. His mind was a tempest of thoughts whirling at a pace that would leave the average person dizzy. He’d always been aware of his difference from others. Even during childhood, he’d observed the intricate dance of human emotions, how people desperately twisted and contorted their true selves to hide their raw humanity.
Fear was often masked with smiles that never quite reached the eyes. Jealousy was concealed under layers of hollow praise. Hatred lay hidden beneath declarations of love. But Brandon was different. He felt no compulsion to play this game of emotional subterfuge. He didn’t feel the tug of emotions like others did. Guilt and empathy were foreign concepts to him. He understood them intellectually as learned responses to stimuli he could mimic when needed. But deep down, there was only a serene clarity, an undisturbed stillness untouched by emotional turbulence.
To Brandon, the world was a chess game, and he was its grandmaster. People like his mother, Beth, and his younger brother, Jett, were mere pawns navigating the board blindly, clinging to their illusions of familial bonds and love. They wanted to believe he was one of them, that he felt what they felt.
And he let them, playing his part with the finesse of a seasoned actor.
But his father, Nicholas.
Dad.
He was another matter.
There had been a time when the man had commanded his respect, but that was before he buckled under the weight of repression, before he lost his sharpness and succumbed to mediocrity.
A faint sneer twisted Brandon’s lips at the memory of his father’s breakdowns. The tear-streaked face, the broken apologies, the pitiful sobs. “I’m so sorry. I failed him. I failed you.” The words echoed in his mind, a ghostly whisper from the past.
But the moment when his father realized that Brandon killed Marcus still thrilled him, a perverse pleasure in the realization of his unique nature.
Brandon sauntered down the wide, tree-lined avenue that cut through the center of the campus, his footfalls muffled by a carpet of fallen leaves. Their crisp outlines crunched underfoot, releasing the earthy scent of autumn. The campus was a picturesque panorama of tranquility. Ivy snaked its way up centuries-old brick facades, their red hue softened by time while sporadic bursts of youthful laughter punctuated the air. Yet, to Brandon, this seemingly idyllic setting was merely a veneer, a well-crafted façade hiding deeper truths. Cracks existed in this picture, subtle fractures that revealed the decay that gnawed at its foundations. The superficial friendships anchored on shared notes, the simmering grudges masquerading as friendly banter, and the secrets whispered behind cupped hands.
Brandon saw them all. More than that, he felt them.
As he meandered through this academic wonderland, his alert gaze flickered over the streaming faces of students. They rushed past him in a blur of activity, some with brows furrowed in anxiety, others lost in their own thoughts. None spared him more than a cursory glance. Yet, Brandon noticed everything. He noted the slight twitch at the corner of a girl’s mouth when her eyes flicked to her phone screen. A spark of jealousy ignited as she caught sight of her former flame laughing with another. He observed the subtle tightening of a boy’s jaw when a friend tossed an offhand comment about his father’s wealth, a bitter resentment that traced its roots back to years of feeling inadequate and overshadowed. It was almost comical how much they inadvertently revealed about themselves.
Gradually, Brandon’s path led him to an expansive garden teeming with vibrant greenery nestled in the heart of the campus. Benches were strategically placed along its edges under the protective shade of towering oaks. He chose a bench near the fringe, his gaze drifting lazily over the pastoral scene before him. Students lounged on the grass, their textbooks and laptops strewn around them like forgotten relics of their academic pursuits. It was the embodiment of scholarly bliss to any outsider looking in.
Brandon leaned against the bench, allowing the cool breeze to tousle his dark brown curls. He closed his eyes, relishing the momentary peace. A low chuckle broke through his reverie, followed by the rhythmic thud of approaching footsteps. Without opening his eyes, he could already envision the scene: a varsity jock, all broad shoulders and arrogance, flanked by his entourage, swaggering over with the air of someone who believed he owned the world.
The footsteps halted abruptly. Brandon opened his eyes languidly, blinking at the figure looming over him. The jock was everything he had anticipated: blond hair falling into clear blue eyes, a chiseled jawline, and a varsity jacket that practically shouted his perceived importance from the rooftops. The guy smirked confidently, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Hey. Brandon, right?” The jock’s tone was nonchalant but held an underlying note of challenge.
Brandon arched an eyebrow, feigning surprise. “You know my name. I’m flattered.”
The jock’s smirk widened, but there was a fleeting flicker of uncertainty in his eyes. “Yeah, well, people talk. You’re that brainiac who likes to run his mouth, aren’t you?”
The corners of Brandon’s mouth tugged upwards, a soft, almost inaudible chuckle escaping him. His eyes remained locked on the jock’s, a steady, unyielding gaze that seemed to pierce through the bravado the other boy had put up. “That depends on who’s listening,” he said, his voice laced with a hint of amusement.
The jock, a towering figure dressed in the standard uniform of a high school athlete, shifted uncomfortably. He glanced over his shoulder at his companions, two more muscular boys wearing similar attire, their faces split into goofy grins. With a flicker of uncertainty passing over his features, he turned back to Brandon, his eyes narrowing slightly. “You know, not everyone likes a know-it-all. Might wanna watch yourself,” he warned.
A palpable tension filled the air, an invisible thread pulled taut between them. Yet Brandon didn’t flinch. Instead, he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his voice dropping to a near-whisper as he responded. “And why is that? Because they’re threatened?” He tilted his head slightly, scrutinizing the jock with an analytical gaze that belied his youthful appearance. “Or maybe it’s because, deep down, they know they’ll never measure up?”
Caught off guard by the sharp retort, the jock visibly bristled. His face reddened, jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides as though preparing for combat. For a fleeting moment, it appeared as if he might take a swing at Brandon. But Brandon waited patiently, unblinking, almost daring him to try. Then, with a visible effort to regain control over his emotions, the jock forced out a laugh, a hollow sound that echoed in the silence.
“You’ve got balls, I’ll give you that,” he managed, stepping back. He shook his head, seemingly trying to shake off the tension. “Look, we’re having a party at Blake’s place. Why don’t you come?”
Brandon’s lips curved into a slow, knowing smile. “I’ll consider it. But only if I can bring my girlfriend. You know, wouldn’t want to disappoint her.”
Caught off guard once again, the jock hesitated for a moment before shrugging dismissively, attempting to maintain his casual facade. “Yeah, whatever, man.”
With that, he turned on his heel and sauntered back to his friends, who stared at him confusedly. They cast furtive glances back at Brandon, their expressions revealing their bewilderment at the unexpected turn of events. Brandon leaned back against the bench casually, watching the jock and his friends as they walked away. Their broad shoulders held a tension betraying their unsettled state of mind.
One of the boys glanced back from a distance as if to confirm that Brandon was indeed still there. Brandon’s smile widened at this, but his eyes remained cold and calculating. He had them exactly where he wanted.
He leaned back further into the bench, letting out another soft chuckle. It was almost too easy to manipulate people like this. The ones who relied on brute strength and bluster. A little push was all it took for them to either crumble or fold in their desperate attempt to prove they still had control. They would then try to bring him into their fold, perhaps believing that by associating with him, they could tame whatever it was that they feared.
But what people failed to realize was that Brandon was always ten steps ahead of the game.
And he didn’t play by their rules.
He never had.
Brandon’s gaze, a mysterious blend of desire and indifference, wandered back to the lush emerald grass carpet as the group’s figures receded into the distance, disappearing from sight. A smile, an enigmatic mixture of amusement and contempt, remained etched on his lips. His interest in the party was negligible, his regard for the muscle-bound jock and his army of followers even less so. Despite this, he decided he would attend, not for socialization or enjoyment, but for the thrill of the game. He reveled in the idea of watching their discomfort, of pushing their boundaries to see how far they could stretch before they shattered into pieces.
His purpose was also to remind himself of an unalterable fact: no matter how much they idolized or elevated him to unreal heights, they were oblivious to the ominous secret lurking beneath his flawless exterior.
They were blissfully unaware of their proximity to something genuinely terrifying, something their minds couldn’t even grasp.
A shadow fell over Brandon’s eyes, transforming them from a warm brown to an icy black. His playful smile gradually morphed into a chilling expression hinting at an underlying menace. He surveyed the campus with newfound clarity, every detail in sharp contrast. Every rustle of leaves, every hushed whisper, every beat of a heart seemed magnified a hundredfold.
“See you at the party,” he murmured softly. His voice was low and calculating, his gaze distant yet filled with an unsettling intensity.
He then rose from his seated position with a fluid grace that belied his intentions. His hands found their way into his pockets as he merged into the bustling crowd, disappearing as seamlessly as a chameleon blending into its surroundings.
*
The deep, rhythmic bass of the music reverberated through the large house, causing the wooden floors to tremble beneath Brandon’s feet as he and his girlfriend made their way up the path to the entrance. They passed scattered clusters of students sprawled across the lawn, their boisterous conversations and drunken laughter forming a discordant soundtrack that grated on Brandon’s nerves. Despite this, he maintained a neutral expression, even a faint, polite smile at those who acknowledged him.
The jock, Ryan, if memory served him right, was the first to spot them. His steps were uneven as he made his way over, a beer bottle clutched in his hand and an overly enthusiastic grin plastered on his face. He gave Brandon a quick once-over before his gaze lingered on Brandon’s girlfriend.
“Hey, man!” Ryan’s voice boomed across the lawn, louder than necessary in a misguided attempt at camaraderie. His eyes were glued to the petite figure beside Brandon, taking in her curves accentuated by the clinging fabric of her dress. “Glad you made it. Is this the girlfriend?”
Brandon returned Ryan’s smile with one of his own. However, he lacked warmth or sincerity. He casually draped an arm around his girlfriend’s waist, drawing her slightly closer. “This is Lily,” he replied smoothly, as if they were discussing the weather rather than introducing someone. “Lily, meet Ryan.”
Ryan’s grin grew wider, bordering on inappropriate. “Pleasure. You sure this guy’s keeping you entertained?” He laughed at his own crude joke, leaning in uncomfortably close. The smell of stale beer mixed with cheap cologne wafted from him. “Because if not, I can show you a good time.”
Lily’s body stiffened at his words, but Brandon remained unfazed. He let out a light chuckle, airy and pleasant as a summer breeze. “Oh, I’m sure you would.” His gaze scanned Ryan from head to toe slowly, deliberately. His eyes seemed to challenge the jock. Go ahead, make a move, Brandon thought. However, Ryan, perhaps catching a glimpse of the danger beneath Brandon’s calm facade, straightened up and stepped back.
Though nonchalant in delivery, Ryan’s words were tinged with a hint of bitterness that seeped through his feeble attempt at bravado. “Yeah…well, drinks are inside. Help yourself,” he mumbled, his gaze shifting away to avoid direct eye contact. His words hung like a stale cloud as he turned on his heels, retreating into the hallway.
Brandon’s lips curled into a polite smile that never quite reached his eyes. His only response was a simple nod: “Thanks.” The words were coated with a veneer of courtesy, masking his underlying superiority in the moment.
As they sidled past Ryan, Brandon’s arm remained comforting around Lily’s petite waist. Her doe-like eyes flickered up to meet his, a glint of uncertainty shimmering within their emerald depths. Her soft voice broke through the tension, “What the fuck was that about?”
He offered her a reassuring smile, his gaze unwavering as he surveyed the churning sea of students filling every crevice of the house. “Just…boys being boys,” he murmured in a tone as smooth as velvet.
Lily’s brows furrowed slightly despite his comforting words, indicating her skepticism. Yet she chose not to press further, instead allowing him to guide her into the pulsating heart of the party. As they stepped over the threshold, the air grew thick and heady with the stench of cheap alcohol and sweat-soaked bodies. Brandon threaded his way through the dense crowd. He exchanged passing greetings with familiar faces but rarely lingered for extended conversation. His eyes observed the spectacle unfolding before him with a detached amusement. The slurred speech, exaggerated gestures, and wild laughter that filled the air were all too predictable. It was a scene he had witnessed countless times before.
Despite his disdain for the triviality of it all, Brandon maintained his façade. He engaged in polite small talk, offered amiable smiles, and even participated in a round of beer pong. Yet the amber liquid that sloshed lazily in his cup remained untouched. His gaze was sharp and predatory as it scanned the room, taking in every detail.
At some point, Lily vanished into the crowd, whisked away by a gaggle of giggling girls. He didn’t bother to search for her. She was merely a pawn in his game, helpful in maintaining appearances but ultimately inconsequential. His attention was focused elsewhere, studying the drunken revelers as their inhibitions melted away with each passing hour.
About an hour later, slipping away from the chaos downstairs, Brandon ascended to the quieter realms of the house. He paused before a bathroom door, ensuring he was unobserved before disappearing inside. The sterile white light overhead buzzed softly. He set his untouched drink on the edge of the sink and splashed cool water onto his face, the sudden chill serving as a jolt of clarity.
As he studied his reflection in the mirror, he saw a face that was flawless in every sense, calm, composed, and strikingly handsome. Yet something felt amiss. There was a void that he couldn’t quite place. His eyes narrowed as he examined his reflection more closely, like an artist scrutinizing an incomplete masterpiece.
The progression of his smile was unhurried, calculated. His lips moved to form a broad grin that showcased his pearly whites, glistening under the harsh glare of the fluorescent lighting. It was a convincing performance, an almost genuine smile. But upon closer inspection, a subtle rigidity revealed itself, an unnatural stiffness that grazed his skin with an unsettling sensation. He attempted once more to perfect it, pulling his cheeks upwards with more intention, angling his head just the right way to capture the light. The smile widened further, yet something was amiss.
It wasn’t right. Why wasn’t it right?
His grip tightened around the cold porcelain edge of the sink, fingers turning pale from the force. A strange sensation began to stir within him, a mounting pressure, an internal tension causing his muscles to coil and knot. With a sudden burst of energy, he drove his fist into the reflective surface before him. One sharp move.
The mirror exploded into fragments upon impact, spiderweb-like cracks extending outward from the epicenter of his outburst. Tiny shards rained down into the sink below like fine diamond dust. He stood there panting heavily, transfixed by the shattered reflections staring back at him.
His image was now fragmented, a dizzying array of eyes, teeth, and contorted expressions, each reflection slightly distinct from the rest. There was something undeniably liberating about seeing himself in this fractured state, shattered and disjointed.
It felt more authentic than the facade he maintained daily.
A twitch at the corner of his mouth culminated in another smile. This time, it was genuine and didn’t feel borrowed or rehearsed. He traced a finger along one of the cracks, wincing as a drop of blood emerged from where the sharp edge had sliced his skin open. The pain was acute and vivid, tethering him to reality.
Perfect.
Suddenly, an impatient knock echoed from the other side of the door.
“Hey, man, you in there?” The voice belonged to Ryan, slurred with the weight of inebriation. “What the hell’s taking so long?”
For a moment, Brandon remained motionless, still caught in the fascination of his distorted grin reflected in the shattered mirror. He tasted the metallic tang of his blood as he ran his tongue over his lips.
“Yeah,” he responded, his voice surprisingly steady and composed. “I’ll be out in a second.”
He reached for a towel hanging nearby, wrapping it around his injured hand to stem the bleeding. He gave his shattered reflection one final glance before unlocking the door.
As he opened the door, Ryan stumbled in, eyes bulging at the sight of the broken mirror and the blood-soaked towel. “Jesus, what the…”
Brandon interrupted him with a soft chuckle. “Accident,” he explained nonchalantly as he brushed past him. “Don’t worry. I’ll pay for it.”
Ryan opened his mouth to protest, but Brandon didn’t linger to hear it. He walked back down the hallway, the sounds of the party amplifying as he descended the staircase. He felt a peculiar sense of liberation. His chaos had been cathartic. But it wasn’t enough. An insatiable itch still writhed within him, waiting to be scratched.
Surveying the crowd of intoxicated students, his gaze landed on Lily’s familiar figure across the room. As if sensing his gaze, she turned towards him and offered a soft smile. He returned her gesture with a smile that felt almost authentic now.
But deep within him, in the darkest recesses of his mind, he found himself contemplating how immensely satisfying it would be to shatter an axe through her head and watch her face contort in surprise.
With a glint of mischief, Brandon gently took Lily by the hand, guiding her through the hallway and into Ryan’s bedroom. The room was an intimate sanctuary bathed in soft light, the air heavy with the scent of Ryan’s cheap cologne. He closed the door behind them.
Their shared heat intensified as Brandon began to shower her with fake affection, and the room seemed to shrink around them. A soft moan slipped past her parted lips, the sound echoing through the quiet room like a siren’s call.
Outside the door, just as he was about to walk down, Ryan paused on the landing, his hand tightening around the banister as he heard that alluring sound. His heart hammered in his chest, adrenaline mixing with curiosity. He tentatively climbed back up the stairs, pushed by an irresistible force, only to find himself in the doorway of his own bedroom, stunned at the sight before him. Brandon’s face was stuffed between Lily’s legs before he pulled back and turned his gaze towards him, eyes dark with desire but also filled with reassurance and invitation.
“Are you just gonna stand there?” Brandon invited, his mouth layered with the girl’s juices.
After a short pause, Ryan shrugged off his shock and entered the room.
The room suddenly felt warmer as they began to disrobe. Brandon took charge, orchestrating their movements with an assertive yet gentle touch.
Ryan jumped into his bed, gleefully reclining, and watched Brandon guide Lily towards him. His heart pounded in his chest like a wild drum as he felt her soft lips search for the tip of his hard cock. He glanced at Brandon, who had moved to stand behind Lily, his strong hands guiding her movements.
A newfound respect washed over Ryan as he watched Brandon in this intimate setting. Seeing how he became more animated and alive under the influence of desire was intoxicating. It was as if he danced on a tightrope between control and abandon, and Ryan found himself immediately captivated.
The three of them soon found themselves lost in the throes of shared intimacy, their bodies moving together in a passionate rhythm against the backdrop of the soft, low music from the stereo downstairs. The room filled with soft whispers and ragged breaths.
As Lily was spit-roasted, Ryan moved his hand down her back, slapping her ass in time with his thrusts. However, as he tried to pull out of the ecstasy-filled moment, Brandon unexpectedly pinned both their hands against her trembling body, intertwining their fingers.
Their gazes locked. Ryan’s eyes were surprised and confused, while Brandon’s burned with lust and dominance. Their breath mingled together in a heated mix of desperation and desire. The heady scent of sweat blended with the sharp tang of precum that coated Lily’s quivering lips.
Brandon forced Lily’s face further into Ryan’s muscular chest, separating her mouth from his throbbing cock. But as she moaned softly against him, Brandon continued to thrust into her hungry pussy, deliberately grinding his hips against hers.
Ryan gasped audibly at the sensation, his tight abs flexing involuntarily underneath them. The friction between their bodies grew more intense as Brandon leaned in closer, breathing harder against Ryan’s flushed cheek.
“Fuck,” the jock growled hoarsely through gritted teeth.
Suddenly, a sensation started to build from the base of Lily’s spine. Ryan’s hands, large and rough, began their slow ascent up her body. But they didn’t stop at her slender waist or her heaving chest. Instead, they continued their journey up Brandon’s torso, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. Ryan’s fingers brushed against Brandon’s skin before coming to rest on his firm ass.
Ryan’s hands began to knead the flesh beneath them, guiding Brandon’s hips to thrust deeper inside Lily. But as the seconds ticked by, it was becoming clear that Lily was no longer the focal point of this intimate dance.
Brandon’s rhythm was relentless, his cock pushing deeper inside Lily’s pussy. Yet, it wasn’t her he seemed to be fucking anymore, but the athletic jock whose hands were now firmly anchored on his ass.
A gasp escaped Lily’s lips, far from pleasurable. “Christ, Brandon, I can’t breathe,” she managed to moan out, her voice more annoyed than aroused.
Undeterred by her protest, Brandon continued his relentless pace. The physical space between him and Ryan seemed to shrink with each passing second until no distance was left.
And then it happened.
They kissed.
Ryan recoiled initially, pulling back just a few inches as if trying to process the unexpected turn. But Brandon was like a moth drawn to a flame. His tongue darted out to taste Ryan’s lips before he lunged forward, claiming the jock in a searing kiss.
The sound that slipped out of Ryan was almost immediate. A low, throaty moan that reverberated through the room. His confident facade crumbled, replaced by a nearly primal submission. Brandon’s hands began to abandon Lily’s body, instead tracing a path up Ryan’s chest. Ryan responded in kind, his hand wrapping around Brandon’s neck, drawing him closer as his tongue explored the depths of his mouth.
“What the fuck, Brandon…” Lily muttered from beneath them. Her words were laced with annoyance at Brandon’s blatant disregard for her. She wriggled under their entangled bodies, sliding off the bed with an exasperated huff. She cast a final glance over her shoulder, her eyes flashing with anger as she found them still lost in each other, oblivious to her presence.
“Fucking unbelievable…” she mumbled under her breath, hastily throwing on her discarded clothes before storming out of the room, the door slamming shut behind her.
“Dude…” Ryan managed to gasp between kisses. “She’ll tell,” he warned, worry seeping into his voice.
“No. She won’t,” Brandon replied with a certainty that seemed to quell any lingering doubts.
With an abruptness that took even him by surprise, Brandon withdrew his touch, his lips parting from Ryan’s in a sudden, almost violent jerk. Like a marionette whose strings had been cut, Ryan’s mouth blindly sought out the vanished warmth, his lips tingling from the loss of contact, chasing after the ghost of a kiss that had been stolen away.
Turning on his heel, Brandon stalked towards the door. The echo of his footsteps on the wooden floorboards starkly contrasted with the heavy silence in the room. His movements were sharp and precise, and every line of his body radiated an intensity that was as mesmerizing as intimidating.
Ryan found his voice, a note of confusion creeping into his words. “What are you doing?” he managed to ask. But before the last syllable had even left his lips, Brandon was already turning the key in the lock.
“Just making sure we don’t get interrupted again,” Brandon responded, his voice smooth and low like the rumble of distant thunder, a dark promise hidden within its depths.
“Dude… I’m… I’m not gay,” Ryan stuttered out, his words hanging in the air like an unfinished sentence. The room’s stillness seemed to swallow up his declaration, leaving only the echo of his denial.
“Neither am I,” Brandon replied, his eyes gleaming with dangerous amusement. “But I’m still gonna fuck your ass. And you’re gonna enjoy every minute of it,”
“Dude… you’re fucking crazy…” Ryan’s voice wavered between disbelief and fear. He could feel the chill creeping down his spine, a cold shiver that had nothing to do with the room’s temperature.
“You have no idea,” came Brandon’s cryptic reply.
*
Hours later, Ryan was sprawled on the bed, face down on the rumpled sheets. His body was a tableau of spent desire, one leg hitched up at an awkward angle, his ass still glistening with the remnants of Brandon’s cum. The silence of the room was broken only by the soft sounds of his labored breathing, each exhale a testament to the intensity of their encounter.
Brandon stood by the bed, his gaze detached as he regarded the scene before him. There was an almost pitiful look in his eyes as he watched Ryan sleep, an odd mixture of contempt and satisfaction marring his handsome features. He reached for Ryan’s discarded shirt, using it to clean himself up before pulling on his clothes.
Without another word, Brandon moved towards the door, unlocking it with the same swift movement that had started their encounter. As he stepped into the hallway, he looked back at Ryan’s sleeping form.
“Fucking pathetic,” Brandon whispered under his breath before he disappeared, leaving only the echo of his words behind.
Moments later, his footsteps echoed through the deserted dormitory corridors, each footfall rhythmic punctuation that underscored the profound silence that had fallen over the building. It was an hour when even the most nocturnal of students had either succumbed to the disorienting effects of intoxication or sought solace in sleep’s embrace. Reaching his assigned room, he deftly unlocked it with the familiarity of routine and crossed the threshold into his private space.
The room greeted him not with the disarrayed comfort of a lived-in space but with the sterile emptiness of a life devoid of personal touches. A perfect cube, stripped bare of all identifying features, as if it were a reflection of its inhabitant’s internal struggle to fit into a mold that didn’t quite suit him. The bed was meticulously made with sheets stretched taut and corners tucked in with an almost obsessive precision that hinted at a desperate need for order. The desk was barren save for a solitary laptop that sat like an island in a sea of nothingness. The stark walls bore no colorful posters or treasured photographs, offering no insight into the occupant’s interests or relationships. The closet door was firmly shut, its insides as spartan as the rest of the room, containing only a few articles of clothing. This was not a room that radiated warmth or told stories.
It was an immaculate shell hiding the chaos that lived within its inhabitant.
Brandon paused, allowing his gaze to sweep across every inch of his room. Everything was as it should be, perfectly arranged, perfectly devoid of personality. His movements were mechanical as he removed his clothing piece by piece, folding it with careful precision before placing it on the back of a chair. Stripped down to his shorts, he turned and let gravity pull him onto the bed.
The bed barely registered his weight, offering little comfort to his tense body. His eyes fixated on the ceiling as he urged his muscles into submission, seeking relaxation, but was met with an insistent restlessness that thrummed beneath his skin. His fingers quivered slightly, his foot tapping a silent rhythm against the cool sheets.
Closing his eyes amplified his unease as darkness descended upon him. In a moment of frustrated desperation, Brandon rolled onto his side and reached for the drawer of his bedside table. His fingers grazed the cold metal handle, hesitating momentarily as if grappling with an internal debate. Then, with a resigned sigh, he opened the drawer and reached inside.
His hand reemerged, holding a small photograph.
Lifting it high above him as he reclined again, he studied the image captured within its borders. It was a simple snapshot from years past. A day spent at the beach. Nicholas stood next to him, their smiles wide and genuine as they posed with their arms casually draped over each other’s shoulders. It was one of those rare instances when everything seemed perfect, and life felt right. Even now, Brandon could recall the soothing rhythm of waves crashing against the shore, the wind playfully tousling Nicholas’s hair, and his father’s laughter, genuine and unburdened by the world’s weight.
Brandon’s gaze was riveted to the image before him, eyes narrowing as they studied the familiar faces caught in frozen laughter. His expression tightened, every muscle contorting in an attempt to contain the emotions brewing within him. His eyes were clouded with a complex maelstrom that wasn’t entirely encompassed by sadness or anger. It was more than that. A gnarled concoction of both, a bitter cocktail with a sour taste on his tongue.
His hand clutched onto the photo with such intensity that the veins stood out against his skin, his knuckles turning a stark white against the rough yellow edges of the thick paper. A tremor ran up his arm, but it did not reach his voice when he spoke.
“I hope you learned your lesson…fucking turncoat,” he whispered into the silence of the room, his voice so low that it was barely audible. The single word hung between him and the photograph like an accusation.
His words were bitter, souring the air around him. They fell from his lips like shards of glass, sharp and cutting. The taste of betrayal was acrid on his tongue. He could feel something roiling in his chest, a dark tide that surged and ebbed with every breath he took. It was an anger so potent it felt like it could consume him from within. Nicholas’s smile in the picture seemed to mock him. A smile that used to make Brandon feel warm and safe. But now, it was nothing more than a lie.
He blinked, and for a moment, the picture blurred before him. A single tear slipped from the corner of his eye, tracing a wet path down his cheek. It caught on the edge of his jaw, hanging there momentarily before it fell.
Brandon’s chest rose and fell in ragged shudders as he tried to control his breathing. He wanted to scream, but he didn’t. Instead, he just lay on his bed, staring at that picture.
At Nicholas, who now felt like nothing more than a ghost plaguing his existence.
After what felt like an eternity, he lowered the photograph. His thumb gently caressed it. Then he carefully placed it back into the drawer as if afraid that the slightest misstep might cause him to unravel.
He closed the drawer and rolled onto his side, facing away from the haunting image. His eyes were dry now, his face void of expression, but his gaze held holiness, a void that seemed to consume everything around him. He pressed his face into the pillow, allowing its coolness to seep into his heated skin. Time seemed to lose meaning as he lay there in silence. Minutes turned into hours, or maybe it was the other way around. Eventually, the tension drained from his body, and his breaths became evener.
His mind quieted, and the storm of emotions subsided into a dark, dreamless abyss until he finally succumbed to a deep slumber.
*
Brandon’s eyes fluttered open, lids heavy and sluggish from a thick fog of confusion that seemed to be clouding his thoughts. The world around him was a distorted haze of shadows and muted colors that twisted and morphed into unfathomable shapes. They bled into one another, a watercolor painting washed away by the rain as if his mind couldn’t quite grasp the reality. He blinked, his vision clouded and blurred, fighting to clear the veil draped over his sight. However, a throbbing ache pulsed behind his skull like a stubborn drumbeat, making every movement an effort, each blink a struggle.
He tried to move, but his hands and legs were bound, held captive. The rough, unforgiving material bit into his skin like tiny teeth, gnawing at his flesh. He could feel the strain on his muscles, the desperate pull against the bindings as he instinctively tried to free himself.
The low hum of the car’s engine filled his ears, a steady drone that vibrated through the seat beneath him. He was lying on his side, cramped and uncomfortable in the backseat of what he soon realized was a speeding car. His breathing quickened, and his mind raced like a hamster on a wheel, trying to piece together how he’d ended up here, wherever ‘here’ was. The last thing he remembered was falling asleep in his dorm…but now… this?
And it was then, among these thoughts, he heard the rustle of fabric, a soft whisper against the deafening silence, and then a calm voice he knew all too well speak from the front of the car.
“Don’t worry. You’re fine.”
That voice slashed through the fog, cutting his clouded thoughts like a sharp blade. It was unmistakable, a voice that had lulled him to sleep countless times as a child and reassured him during distress. Brandon’s breath hitched in his throat, and he craned his neck to get a glimpse of the driver. Through the haze, he saw the back of a familiar head, dark brown hair, and broad shoulders silhouetted against the dim glow of the dashboard lights.
His father, Nicholas.
“Dad?” Brandon croaked, his voice strained. “What… what’s going on?” His words came out in a raspy whisper, his mouth dry and voice unsteady as if he’d been screaming for hours.
For a long, agonizing moment, Nicholas said nothing. The silence in the car grew thick, almost suffocating, broken only by the sound of tires skimming over asphalt at high speed. Brandon’s pulse hammered in his ears, filling the enclosed space with a frantic rhythm. He shifted again, wincing as the bindings dug deeper into his wrists. The pain was sharp and precise.
“What the fuck is this?” Brandon’s voice rose, trembling with anger.
Nicholas’s response was yet to come. His hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, his knuckles stark white under the faint luster from the dashboard. He stared straight ahead, gaze fixed on the road, jaw clenched as if he were wrestling with some inner demon. The silence stretched on, and with every second, Brandon felt himself spiraling, losing his trained composure.
“Fuck, dude!” Brandon’s voice erupted, a crack splitting through his words, the raw desperation evident. He was shouting now. “Is this some kind of sick joke?” The questions tumbled from his lips in a chaotic stream.
His body writhed in the passenger seat, an ineffectual struggle against the restraints that bound him. Each futile attempt tightened the rope’s cruel grip, the coarse fibers biting into his skin. His voice began to waver, teetering on the edge of panic as he came face-to-face with his grim reality.
He wasn’t in control.
Finally, Nicholas spoke. His voice was a quiet murmur against the whirr of the car engine, measured in its cadence but laced with an ominous undertone that sent a shiver down Brandon’s spine.
“I’m taking you somewhere quiet,” Nicholas intoned, an unsettling calm seeping into his words. “It’s time for us to have a little talk…man to man.”
(To be concluded…)
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