The Merging of Forever
Four excruciating, long days had passed since Alex and I had hung out for the very first time, and we were now on the fifth day of being apart. We had only seen each other in school and were only able to communicate through text and video chats once we left the school.
His mother had taken a full week off from work and wanted him around the house. The way Alex spoke of her, she seemed like the type of person who didn’t put much stock in the whole school system, so she was fine with him being out for a few days. Evidently, his parents managed to climb up the business ladder through their own efforts. And of course, Alex was more than okay with not being in school, since it gave him some time to do whatever he wanted when he wasn’t busy helping her.
He told me he was busy doing in-house chores for her. Since they had moved to Missouri at the beginning of the school year, there were still many things to fix up at their house.
I also learned that his parents hadn’t bought the house, but instead, they were renting it out until they were very sure it was what they wanted. Some tiling needed to be installed down in their basement, and the spare bedroom needed repainting. Apparently, the walls had a grungy, dark brown wallpaper. They were going to strip it and repaint it to transform the room into very bright colors. Also, he said the fireplace looked as if it hadn’t been cleaned in years, and they needed to make sure it was safe to use. Although, they may need a professional to come out and do that.
I was so proud of him. The more I learned about him, the more I adored him. He was a killer drummer, played sports and had the skills to do handy work around the house. Those are all things I had no idea how to do. If it was me, I would have had to go online to view DIY videos on how to do everything.
While he was busy at his house, I did my best to stay busy with my music. My new private teacher had taken me down the path of improvisation. He had me playing all these different patterns in every Key. It was something you just don’t do in regular music class in any high school. He told me that if I was able to play all my scales, chord tones and multiple patterns in all Keys, I’d stand a better chance of getting my ideas out from inside my mind and through my saxophone.
It made sense what he was saying, but everything he was teaching me was so new, and I was struggling. Clearly, I didn’t have all the scales and patterns down as second nature. Every time I tried improvising, I felt very mechanical, and I didn’t really have any ideas flowing. I was still trying to grasp his concept of playing the melodies in my head, based off the scales or Key that I was in. But it also made sense to follow his instructions of starting simple, only playing three, four or five notes at a time.
It also didn’t help that I was separated from Alex this past week. After sealing the deal and becoming his boyfriend and professing our love for each other, it was hard to stay focused when I couldn’t even see him for more than five minutes at a time.
Alex and I were both feeling the pangs of separation. As much as I adored all the pictures he texted me, I wasn’t able to touch his face or feel the warmth of his hug. And even all the sexy talk through text was just that, sexy talk. It was nothing like the real thing. After all, I wanted to touch him, smell him and taste him. Nothing in the universe could possibly compare to that.
When we did video chat, Alex didn’t have a problem with privacy and personal boundaries, since his room was in the basement of their house. For me, I had to close my door and cover myself with a blanket to muffle the sound. I wasn’t ready for my parents to hear me making kissing sounds and telling somebody “I love you” on the phone. If it wasn’t for all the video chatting, I think I would’ve gone crazy. At least we were able to see each other’s facial expressions and hear each other’s voices. A few times, we were able to get sexy.
On this fifth night of being apart, Alex showed me around his room during our video chat. It was hard to see and imagine everything, since it was only through a small phone. He had his own private bathroom with a full shower in it, and the colors of his room were bright and cheerful, which matched his personality. In the corner of his room was a shelf filled with stuffed animals. There was one cute plushy toy in particular that I kind of made a big deal about.
“It’s SOOOO cute!” I had the biggest grin on my face. The stuffed animal was fat with whiskers, but it wasn’t a cat. It was just a big fat blob of lime green cuteness. “Where did you get that?!”
“I won it at a carnival back home in Michigan. I spent a lot of money trying to win it, but it was worth it.” He seemed rather proud of his win. “You like it that much?”
“Yes! I wish I had one like that. I don’t even have any stuffed animals. Just a few video games.” I frowned a little. “But seeing your room and your toys, you just seem so open and colorful, and it makes me feel happy looking at everything.” His personal space gave me warm feelings. I imagined what it would be like if we ever lived together. Is that even possible? I tried not to think about that too much, but it was definitely something I wished for.
For a little while longer, we chatted until we were both very sleepy. We said our good nights and made kissing noises. Alex blew me a kiss. “I’m finally returning to school. If it wasn’t for you being there, I’d totally be bummed out. But since you’ll be there, I can’t wait. I’ll see you tomorrow in Band. Good night, my sweet baby.”
I blushed, although he couldn’t tell, because it was a little dark in my room. “Good night, sweety. See you tomorrow.”
The next day at school, I walked inside the band room, eager to see him. I looked around, but he hadn’t shown up yet. I texted him and asked him where he was.
Me: where you at? I’m in the band room already
Alex: I’m here already. Just not at band room. cu in a sec
There was a wink at the end of his text.
Me: okee pokes, sweety
Within a minute, the band room door swung open, and Alex walked through. There was a huge smile on his face, and he waved at me. A couple of students said hi to him, and he fist-bumped one of them. Immediately, he walked up to where I was seated in the saxophone section. We still had a few minutes before class started, and most of the other students were still loud and running around the room. Alex kneeled down on the floor beside me and poked me on the arm.
“I love you,” he whispered. He curled his lip and just smiled.
I smiled back. “I love you too,” I whispered. “But I feel like you’re not saying something.”
“Maybe.” He stood up. “Maybe you’ll see after class.” He then turned and walked to the back of the room where the drum section was.
After class, we both walked together toward my locker. Alex was already prepared and had his book for his next class. He was acting strange, but in a funny, good-natured way. When we finally got to my locker, I turned to him. “If we weren’t in school, I’d pin you down and make you spill the beans on whatever it is you’re holding in.”
A sly smirk spread across his face. “You know, I’m the one who usually pins you down. But honestly, I might actually like it if you do that to me.” There was a sassy tone in his voice. “You gonna open your locker?”
I poked him in the stomach. “Maybe I WILL pin you down.” I then spun around and turned the numbers on my lock to open up my locker. “Five, eight, zero, one.” The lock clicked open, and I pulled on it. Before I opened my locker, I turned to Alex, and while nobody was looking, I blew him a kiss.
Ignoring my kiss, Alex reached over and pulled on my locker. It opened up, and I froze. Staring at me on the middle shelf of my locker was the fat, lime green, cute plushy animal. “Oh my god!” I think my voice might have carried down the hall to the other end of school.
“It’s yours, my sweet baby.” I could tell he wanted to hug me, but he held back. “I wanted you to have it. We still have another day til we can hang out after school, so I thought you could have this in your room as a reminder that I’m always there. Plus, you don’t have any stuffed animals, so this can be your first.”
My lips puckered, and I wasn’t sure what to say. “You’re the sweetest boy in the universe.” It came out as a whisper. “I love it a lot. I… I love you so much.” I paused. “How did you know my locker combination? I’m not mad, just curious.”
“Babe…” He started to laugh, then stared at me with an incredulous look. “You do realize that every time you open your locker, you say the numbers out loud, right?! I’ve heard you say it twice before today. And today makes the third time. Five, eight, zero, one.”
I looked up and to the left while thinking for a few seconds. “Ohhhhh, shit. You’re right. I DO do that, don’t I?”
“It’s all good. Just try not to say it too loud next time, so nobody’ll hear you. Come on.” He tugged my sleeve. “I’ll walk you to your next class.”
I grabbed my book and locked my locker back up, and we walked down the hall to my next class. Once we reached the door, we said our goodbyes. I wanted so badly to kiss him, but I couldn’t. I just watched him walk back down the hall to his class. While I was staring at him, I caught a glimpse of a couple of other students, a girl and a guy, pecking each other on the lips before they too separated. She went into class, and he walked down the hall in the same direction as Alex. Emotions of jealousy and anger welled up inside me. How fair is that?! I wish we could kiss out in the open.
Later in the day, Alex and I saw each other a few more times. We had lunch together, and English also. And before I left school, we gave each other a quick kiss in the bathroom after everybody had cleared out. He then walked out into the parking lot to meet his mom.
At night, once we were both settled into our rooms, I called him so we could talk on video. It was so good to see him again. But with all these feelings still pent-up, neither of us could take it. It was very clear how horny we were, and just the sight of each other was driving us nuts.
I heard him breathing, and he asked, “Can I see you naked?”
“Of course.” I flipped on a small corner light, and I took off my underwear and pointed the phone at my body.
“I wanna see your face also.” He gave me a pleading look. “That’s the best part of you. You’re so cute.” Already, he was taking off his underwear, and his cock was rock hard.
We both set up our phones so we could see each other’s bodies and faces. Just being in his energy and seeing him on camera made me want to shoot. “Sweety, I already know I’m not gonna last long. I’m so horned up right now, just from looking at you. It’s like fire running through me.”
He snickered and stuck his tongue out at me. “Go ahead and cum if you have to. I don’t think I can last long either.”
I nodded and started tugging at my dick. I stuck my finger in my ass and watched him do the same. A minute must have passed by, and my balls were already tingling. I saw his body tremble, and I knew he was as close as I was. Gods, neither of us have any stamina when it comes to sex.
I faintly heard his say, “Fuck. I’m cumming, babe.” I saw his body shake, and I knew his cum was splattering all over his stomach.
I gave myself one more tug, and my loins felt like they were exploding. My body shook, and my cum hit me in the face. Alex had already sat up, and he was staring at me intently.
“That’s so hot,” he told me. “Let me see your cum.”
I put the phone up close to me and showed him all the cum on my face and chest.
He licked his lips. “If I was there, I’d lick you clean.”
I giggled. “You know we’d both lick each other clean. But since you’re not here…” I took a pair of my dirty underwear from a pile and wiped myself. I saw him wiping up also.
He glanced up. “You should save that pair of undies for me. That way, I can put it up to my face and smell them whenever I want.”
My face turned beet red. “Oh my god. That’s incredibly sweet and really perverted. It’s such a turn on.” I set the undies aside. “I mean, if you’re serious.”
“Of course I am.” He grinned and licked his lips.
“Alright. I tell you what. I’ll cum in them again tomorrow morning, and I’ll give them to you at school. They’ll probably still be wet when I hand it to you.”
“I can’t wait.” He blew me a kiss. “Also, you know, starting tomorrow, I can hang out at your place again after school. We don’t have to be apart anymore.”
“I know. I’ve been counting down the days. It’s been really hard not being able to hold you or kiss you.” I paused. “I guess I could just give you the undies when you come over tomorrow after school.”
Very quickly, he blurted out, “No. I’d like them in the morning, so I can feel the wetness on my face.”
“They’ll be wet alright, but it’s not like it’ll be a lot. If I could cum a gallon for you, I would.” I just shrugged, and the corner of my mouth curled up.
Alex didn’t say anything for a short bit. Finally, after nearly fifteen seconds, he broke the silence. “Will you cum and piss on them for me? And just stick them in a little baggie?”
My eyes were wide, and I just stared at him. “Ummm… ummm… you’re serious? You want that?”
He shook his head up and down. “I uhhh… I’m really sorry. I don’t mean to be gross or anything. It’s just that, I’ve tried my own piss before. And well, it kinda turns me on. Like, a lot. So, if it’s your piss, I’ll be turned on a thousand times more.”
I bit my lower lip, and a rush of electricity shot up my spine. In my eyes, everything about him was extremely hot. “Okay, sweety. I’ll bring them to school wet. If that’s what you want.” For some reason, I couldn’t possibly say no to him about anything.
“It is. Thank you.” He blew me another kiss.
I saw him toss his cum rag to the side, and he pulled his blanket over him. From that point, we talked for another twenty minutes, before deciding to call it a night. Once again, we said our goodbyes and good nights. It was nice, but it still left me feeling empty.
Once the light on my phone was out and I was lying in my bed in the dark, I realized how lonely I felt without him. Thankfully, I was tired from my earlier orgasm. I was drowsy enough to fall asleep, and I welcomed that, since I didn’t want to feel that loneliness anymore.
The next thing I knew, my alarm on my phone was going off. I had set it for an hour earlier than I normally set it, just so I could fulfill Alex’s wishes. I rubbed my eyes and slowly awakened myself to the new day. I glanced to my right and saw my pair of dirty undies, and I just laughed out loud. Just thinking about our conversation made me instantly horny.
I grabbed the undies. “What should I do first?” It seemed that my body was telling me. I got out of bed and quietly headed to the kitchen. Once there, I pulled out a sealable zip bag and walked to the bathroom. So nothing would spill onto the floor, I stepped into the tub and held the undies under the head of my dick. After a few seconds, a steady stream of piss began to flow. Before I knew it, the entire pair of undies was completely soaked. I stared at it, not knowing if I should wring it out or not. I didn’t want to wring it completely, but it was a lot.
I gave it a light squeeze. “Well this is something I never thought I’d be doing.” I laughed to myself again. The undies were still really wet. I stuck them in the bag, then stepped out of the tub. After rinsing the tub out for a few seconds, I got back into bed and started to jack off. If this is what he wants, then I’ll do it.
It only took a few minutes, and I had pumped seven streams of hot cum into the little baggie holding my piss-soaked undies. There was so much piss, I could see little bubbles of it in the corners of the bag. “Ooohhh… I’m gonna have to double this bag.”
Just then, my phone began to ding. It was Alex, texting me.
Alex: Good morning! I miss you 🙁
Me: you’re so sweet! Morning!!! i miss you back
Alex: You sleep okay??
Me: yessss :))) and I already did the deed
Alex: you mean you peed on your undies???
Me: I peed a LOT on them, and I cummed on them too
Alex: omg, I literally can’t wait to see you. Can we meet up this morning?? Early??
Me: YES!!!! What you have in mind?
Alex: my mom and dad are both staying home today and they said I can take the van
Me: you all have a van?
Alex: yeah it’s an old one dad bought when we moved here mainly to haul things. He doesn’t plan on keeping it.
Me: cooool where should we meet?
Alex: I’ll just pick you up. I’ll be there soon
Me: okee pokes, c u soon, i love u!
I quickly raced to the shower, rinsed, dried, brushed my teeth and put my clothes on. As soon as I had finished getting ready, Alex had pulled up, and I immediately ran out the door to meet him.
Once in the van, he placed his hand on my lap. And as soon as we had pulled away, our lips locked, and our tongues danced for a few seconds. While Alex was driving, I pulled out the clear bag with my soiled undies in it. I was a bit embarrassed, even though he was the one who requested it.
As soon as he saw the undies with my piss running in the corners of the bag, his eyes lit up. “Oh my god,” he whispered.
“Where are we going?” I leaned over and kissed his cheek.
“Are you okay with just parking somewhere? There’s that abandoned lumber yard place. Nobody ever goes there, and it’s out of sight. And besides, it’s so early anyway.”
“I’m definitely fine with that.” I couldn’t contain my excitement. “I’m just happy to be with you now.”
It took nine minutes to get to our destination, and we had an hour and twenty minutes before school started. Once we parked, we both leaned into each other and basically sucked each other’s tongues. Alex kept the van running with the heat on, since it was cold outside. And unless somebody looked inside, directly through the front windshield, we were completely hidden in our own little private sanctuary.
With the doors locked, we moved to the back of the van, and Alex asked me for his prize. I hesitantly handed him the clear bag filled with my piss and cum-soaked undies. Opening it up, he inhaled and smiled, clearly excited.
“You really like piss?” I asked him.
“No. I LOVE piss.” He stared at me for a short moment, then leaned over and kissed me. “Again, I don’t mean to gross you out or anything, but it’s just something I experimented with myself. I watched a lot of porn with boys pissing, and it always turned me on. And when I finally tried my own, I couldn’t stop. I took a chance last night and brought it up to you, hoping you wouldn’t be disgusted with me.”
“I’m not disgusted. I’m curious. I’ve never tried it. But if it’s with you, I’ll try anything.” I touched his cheek and kissed him on the nose.
Alex didn’t say anything. Instead, he carefully pulled out my dripping undies. His hands were wet, and he held them up to his nose, touching it lightly. After a few seconds, he rubbed his mouth on it and began sucking the piss out of them. Seeing some of the cum, he quickly licked it up. It strangely turned me on, and I was as hard as could be.
“Can I try?” I whispered.
Nodding his head, he slowly placed the wet undies to my face. With my eyes closed, I took a deep breath of my own piss. After some time, I tasted it and began sucking out the liquid while Alex stroked my face. Opening my eyes, I lowered the undies. I was breathing hard.
“You okay, babe?” he asked me.
“Yeah. O gods. That’s really hot. I can’t believe how freaky this is, and I could probably shoot my load right now without even touching myself.”
A small laugh escaped from Alex. “That makes me happy.”
He then took the bag and tilted it upside down toward his mouth. All the piss that was at the bottom of it slid into his mouth. I watched him, but I didn’t see him swallow. Instead, he slowly leaned over to me and pressed his lips against mine.
Overcome by a new and thrilling experience, I readily accepted. Our lips sealed, and his tongue was pushing inside my mouth. The next moment, my mouth was filled with my own piss. Neither of us swallowed, at least, not too much. We were pushing the piss back and forth between us and savoring the moment in ecstasy.
While this was happening, we both undid our pants. Finally, all the piss in our mouths slid down our throats. Our dicks were now exposed. Alex licked his lips, then mine. Immediately, his face went straight down, and he began sucking on me. I squirmed, because it felt soooo good.
It was so good, that I had to yell out, “Stop! I’ll cum in like two seconds. Even though I cummed this morning already, I can do it again.”
Alex lifted his head, and a playful smile was on his face. “Wanna taste a little more piss?”
“I…” I nodded my head up and down. “Yesssss.”
“I love you, Emmett.” He then sat up and spread his legs. Very gently, he guided my head toward his dick. “When you put your mouth on it, make a tight seal around it. I’ll control the flow, so it’s not too much for you. Try not to swallow it all, okay? When your mouth is full, come back up and kiss me.”
I nodded and waited. Within seconds, my mouth filled up with his warm fluid. It was the best and hottest experience I had ever had. And it was, by far, the dirtiest, up to that point. When I could take no more into my mouth, I tapped him lightly, and I felt the stream from his cock stop.
Lifting my head, I looked into his eyes. And like a wild beast, Alex devoured me. His tongue was ravaging my mouth, and he was moaning, sucking up all the piss from my mouth. Back and forth, his piss rushed between our lips until it was no more. Breathing heavily, I lowered my head again and placed my lips back on his head, ready to tap the spout once more.
Again, my mouth was filled with his warm piss, and we repeated the process, until the piss had completely slid down both our throats. After doing this a couple more times, Alex had released all his piss. At that time, we turned our bodies on the seat and sixty-nined each other, shooting our loads into each other’s mouths.
After cumming, we both stayed in that position, lightly sucking and licking. Alex ran his tongue up my balls and licked my entire shaft. As he did, I leaned over and stared at his hole. It was so beautiful, and I knew that some day in the future, I would be exploring it in depth. For now, I was content to touch and smell it. I was ecstatic.
Ten minutes had passed, and we both sat up. With our noses pressed together, we locked lips. Sucking his tongue, I could still taste the piss. I loved it.
I looked at my phone. We had twenty-two minutes before school started. Alex pulled out a roll of paper towels and some wet wipes. “I came prepared.” He handed me a few wipes.
Once we were both clean and somewhat fresh, I put my jeans back on. Alex had paused, and I could see the wheels turning in his head. I then saw him reach over to the clear bag. He pulled my undies out. They weren’t dripping like before, but they were still wet.
He then slid them over his ankles and pulled them up. My eyes were so wide. I couldn’t believe he was going to school like that. He laughed when he saw my expression.
“It’s hot,” he told me. “I once saw this on a porn with two hot guys, and I always wanted to do it with my own hot boy. And now that I have the chance, I’m not gonna pass it up.”
“Won’t it be wet all day? You’re not scared that it’ll seep through your jeans?” I asked him.
“I’ll be fine.” He took his own dry undies and slid them over my wet ones. “My own pair of underwear will help contain that wetness. But at least I’ll get to feel your piss on me all day.”
I merely shook my head and laughed. But deep down, I was loving every minute of it. It turned me on, knowing he was wearing my piss-soaked undies to school.
“Gods.” I looked around and peered out the window. “I have to piss again. I guess drinking you up made me wanna go again so soon.”
“Well, don’t worry about going outside. It’s cold.” Alex brushed my face with his hand. “If you have to go again, stick it in my mouth. You have to know by now that I don’t mind.”
My lips twisted, and I shrugged and undid my pants once more. After I spread my legs, Alex lowered his head. Before sealing his lips on my dick, he said, “You can go full force. I’ll take it all, babe.”
He wasn’t joking. I let it loose, and he sucked up every drop. But before he swallowed it all, I made sure to say, “Save me some.”
Once I was finished pissing down his throat, he lifted his head, and our lips locked once more. It was such a rush, feeling the warmth of my own piss enter my mouth. Kissing Alex and experiencing this taste, the feeling, the warmth, and the smell. It was unlike anything I could have dreamt up.
I loved it. I loved everything about it. And it was at that moment that I realized something. I had no control when I was around Alex, and he had turned me into a deviant little monster.
FORTY MINUTES LATER
Sitting in Band, half the class was over. We were in the middle of playing our pieces for the upcoming Winter & Holiday concert, but all I could think about was Alex and what I had just done with him. Every detail played through my mind. The more I thought about it, the closer I felt to him, and the more I craved to do it again.
After Band was over, we went to our separate classes. The rest of the school day was like any other normal day. At the end of the day, while waiting at Alex’s locker, I heard him speaking to one of his friends. “I’m heading over to a friend’s house to check out some of his games. He was walking with a girl I knew only as an acquaintance.
She waved at me. “Hey, Emmett.”
“Heya, Josie.” I waved back. She then took off in her own direction, leaving me and Alex alone.
Alex took one look at me and grinned. It was so cute and boyish, and it melted my heart. He nearly did a happy dance where he was standing. “I’m so excited to go to your house again!”
“Me too.” I wanted to hug him, but I refrained. “Do you like anime?”
His eyes were wide, and he nearly resembled an anime character come to life. “I LOVE anime! You wanna watch some?”
I laughed, because his own excitement was making me excited. “Yeah! We can watch something…” I leaned in closer and whispered, “after we make out… and stuff. Then we can cuddle and watch something.”
On the way home, we talked about our morning and everything we experimented with. While driving, Alex massaged my leg with his right hand. “I love you, Emmett. Thank you for being who you are and for letting me explore that curious side of me. You’re very special to me.”
I didn’t have any words. My heart was melting. Finally, I could only think of four words to say. “I love you too.”
We finally reached my house. Upon walking in, we set our bags down in the hallway, then immediately headed toward my bedroom. He stopped us. “Wait. I really want to make sure of something, in case you didn’t realize it from what I said on the drive over. I actually love being around you. The sexy stuff is awesome, and it’s a dream come true. But I love you way more than all of that.” He paused. “Just so you know.”
Again, I was speechless, and I felt myself welling up inside. He hugged me tightly and pressed his nose to mine. I finally managed to get some words out. “I love all the sex n stuff with you too. But I definitely love you way more than all of that too.” We stood in place, holding and caressing each other.
After a minute, he tugged me, and I followed him to the bedroom. The entire time, neither of us could take our eyes off the other. We were like prey to each other, but in a romantic and lustful way. Once in the bedroom, we sat next to each other on the bed. His hands were already all over my legs and moving up to my button on my jeans. I moved my arms out of the way so he could do whatever he wanted. By this time, he was already kneeling in front of me.
Once my button was undone, he unzipped me and pulled my cock out. He was gripping it with his left hand, and his right hand was massaging my back. Before sticking it in his mouth, he looked me in the eyes. “I’ve been wanting to do this all day. I couldn’t stop thinking about you when I was sitting in my boring classes. Being away from you made me want you even more.”
And with that, my cock was shoved straight into his mouth. The suction from his lips and his tongue swiping across it made me scream. “Aaaaaahhhh… ohhhhh… that feels so good! Fuck! It feels good.”
He stopped to let me catch my breath. “I absolutely love your dick.” He then pushed me onto my back and pulled my jeans off. Once they were off, he too stripped off his jeans. I could see that his underwear was damp from my piss-soaked undies he had been wearing the entire day. He stripped both pairs of undies off, and I could smell my own urine on him. It turned me on, and all I could think was, God, I’m such a horny slut.
He then pulled me forward, and my ass was hanging off the bed. He lowered his head until he was about a foot away from my ass.
I whimpered. “Sweety… don’t. I’m not really the cleanest right now.”
He didn’t say a word. I saw his head gradually move closer to my hole. He seemed to be contemplating something and taking his time. I lifted my head up from the mattress, and I sat up on my elbows and watched him. After nearly fifteen seconds, to my utter surprise, he very slowly touched his nose to my hole. I heard him inhale deeply, and he pushed gently into me, his nose sinking inside my dirty hole.
A paralyzing fear shot through me, and I repeated myself. “Baby, please don’t. I’m not clean. And it’s not… it’s not just a sweaty dirty.” I felt helpless and wasn’t sure what to do. If he in the slightest became grossed out by me, I didn’t know what I’d do. My heart pumped faster, and my muscles were tense. Fuck! What is he doing?!
His head tilted upward, and his eyes met mine, right before his tongue licked the outside of my hole. I screamed again. “Unnnggghh!” My body was shaking, and his tongue was darting in and out of my dirty ass. Harder and harder he pushed with his tongue. It was like he was overcome by a ravenous hunger, and he wouldn’t stop.
As he ate my ass out, both his hands push my legs toward me and apart. I helped him out and grabbed my legs with my arms, holding them in position. When I did, his left hand grabbed hold of the base of my dick. Slowly, he stroked it up and down. His right hand came up to my ass, and he pushed two fingers inside me.
“Aaaahhhhh! Oh my god!” My eyes were wide, and I felt like I was on fire. It was like little sparks of electric all over my skin and through my spine. He was jacking me off and shoving his fingers in me pretty hard, and his knuckles were hitting the outside of my hole every time he pushed in.
He knew if he continued, I would spray everywhere. He slowed his pace down inside my ass, and his left hand stopped moving. Very slowly, I could feel him swirl his fingers around inside me. And then it dawned on me. As good as it felt in me, I knew, as soon as he would pull his fingers out, they would be covered in filth. I was horrified. I was breathing hard, and I sat up on my elbows again.
I watched him swirling his fingers around in me. He looked mesmerized. And then, I felt him stop, and I could feel his fingers slowly pulling out of me. It freaked me out. “Uhhh…” I didn’t know what else to say.
He didn’t even acknowledge me. His fingers slipped out, and they were a soiled mess. Not a word escaped from his mouth. He was just staring at it. My world was ending, because I knew he would turn around and puke. My head was shaking from left to right, and I was ready to jump up and run to the shower.
Before I could say anything, and before I could make another move, he closed his eyes and shoved his dirty fingers into his mouth. I could see his tongue moving around. My heart was thumping, and my dick twitched. Strangely, watching him lick up all my filth, turned me on. It took about twenty seconds, and he finally opened his eyes. When he pulled his fingers from his mouth, they looked as clean as could be.
His left hand released from my dick, and he pushed me back onto the bed. Once I was down, he wrapped his fingers around my pole, and once again, he buried his face into my ass. Faster and faster, he jacked me off while licking my hole. And with his right hand, he began wildly jerking himself off.
This lasted for nearly a minute until we both peaked. My legs and my ass tensed, and cum sprayed everywhere. It was on my face, my chest, my stomach and on my sheets. Even after I shot my cum everywhere, he continued to lick me. I heard him grunt, and I saw his body shake. I knew he was spraying the side of my bed and the floor with his cum.
For a few moments, we were both silent. All that could be heard was our heavy breathing. I sat up and gazed at him. He looked empty and silent, but very happy. It made me giggle. I motioned for him to come up to me, and he climbed up on the bed and sat next to me. His face was just a few inches away from mine, but he hesitated and would not kiss me.
My forehead creased. “Kiss me.”
He shook his head from side to side. “I can’t.”
“You always kiss me after we do things together.” I twisted my lip and scowled. “Kiss me.”
“Not this time.” He turned his head slightly away from me.
I let out a sigh and gently turned his head back toward me. Before he could say another word, I leaned in and pushed my lips onto his. I then slid on top of him and pinned him down with the back of his head on my mattress. His lips tightened a bit, but I did manage to slip my tongue inside his mouth.
I knew why he wouldn’t let me kiss him, but at this point, the entire experience had already turned me on. Once my tongue entered into his mouth, I tasted my own filth. I sucked on his tongue until he stopped resisting. Our mouths were wet, and he was kissing me back. And just like he always did, he filled my mouth with his saliva. Only this time, it was his saliva with a hint of my own dirty mess.
Eventually, we came to a halt. This new sexual experience seemed to settle. Silence ensued as we lay with our arms wrapped around each other while gazing into each other’s eyes. We were satisfied, content. We had become very subdued, and our minds were like a clear lake. We remained quiet for some time. Words didn’t really need to be said. The feeling itself was better than anything. It was a strangeness I had never before felt. The longer we lay still together, the more I felt like I was falling into a deep ocean of love.
I closed my eyes and just felt his touch, his closeness. I seemed to have disappeared. My thoughts were gone, and I felt expanded in all directions. In that moment, I couldn’t tell where I ended and where he began. All I could feel was a complete oneness with him. We stayed like that for what seemed an eternity.
My head was spinning, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was unforgettable.
Alex finally broke the silence. “I can feel you. Like, really feel you. I don’t even know how to explain it.”
“You don’t have to, sweety.” I kissed him on the cheek. “I think I’m feeling the same thing you’re feeling. It feels like I’m lost inside of you, like I don’t exist anymore, and neither do you. But it feels like it’s an US that exists, kinda like one thing.”
He was silent for a few seconds. “Yeah. That’s it. That’s exactly how it feels to me.”
He whispered, “It doesn’t even feel right to tell you I love you. It feels like the two of us as one, are love itself.”
“That’s exactly it.” I kissed his lips and stared deeply into him. It seemed as if hours had passed, or maybe seconds, while we stared into each other. “But for the record, I love you, Alex. I love you til the end of days and beyond.”
“And I’ll always love you, Emmett. I’ll always want you, and I’ll always love you, for forever and a day.”
For another few minutes, we basked in the feeling of oneness with each other. Alex was first to come to his senses, and he glanced at the time. “We should clean up.”
We both stood up and walked toward the bathroom. Once in there, I turned on the water in the shower and waited for it to warm up before we both stepped in. As the water hit us, we just stood facing each other, staring into each other’s eyes.
The longer we stared, the more I felt expanded. That feeling of oneness never left. He could tell that I wanted to say something, but I actually had no words. He just smiled at me. “I know.” He kissed my forehead. “I still feel you. Every part of you, like the universe exploded in us and we both disappeared.”
I nodded. “I can’t tell where I end and where you begin.”
Alex kissed my nose, then giggled. “I’m excited to watch anime with you. It’s not every day that I get to watch something I love with somebody I love.”
His words made me feel wanted. “Maybe we can cuddle and watch anime every day together.”
“Maybe.” He pressed his lips to mine. “Maybe someday, every day will be a thing for us.”
We continued to stand in the shower with our foreheads pressed together. Time had stopped and seemed to no longer exist. The hot water was raining down on us, and all our thoughts had dwindled to nothing. He didn’t exist. I didn’t exist. Sex didn’t exist. All that existed in that moment was a feeling of forever and a day that expanded in every direction.
NOTE from the Author: Thank you for reading my story. This is a chapter out of my book, “Boys of Eternity: First Glance” which is out on all major platforms. You can visit and support on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/boysofeternity ~ Ezra Velour
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