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  • The Grandview Hotel

    Leo and Richard had been flirting with each other for days, their chemistry undeniable. Finally, they found themselves in Richard’s hotel room, unable to resist the pull between them any longer.

    As they kissed passionately, their hands explored each other’s bodies. Richard ran his fingers through Leo’s hair as Leo traced his fingertips down Richard’s chest, feeling the muscles tense under his touch.

    They broke apart for a moment, both panting heavily. “Are you sure about this?” Richard asked, wanting to make sure that Leo was just as into this as he was.

    Leo nodded. “Yes, I want this. I want you.”

    Richard’s heart raced at Leo’s words. He took Leo’s hand and led him to the bed, where they continued to kiss as they undressed each other.

    Once they were both naked, Richard pushed Leo down onto the bed and climbed on top of him. They ground their hips together, both moaning at the feeling of his hard length against Leo’s own.

    Richard trailed kisses down Leo’s neck and chest, making his way to his nipples. He swirled his tongue around one, then the other, causing Leo to arch his back and cry out in pleasure.

    Richard continued to explore Leo’s body, kissing and licking his way down to his hips. He teased the tip of Leo’s cock with his tongue, making Leo beg for more.

    Finally, Richard took Leo’s entire length into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the tip and sucking hard. Leo’s hands fisted in the sheets as he moaned loudly, completely lost in the pleasure Richard was giving him.

    But Richard wasn’t done yet. He climbed back up Leo’s body and positioned himself at his entrance. He looked into Leo’s eyes, searching for any sign of hesitation. But all he saw was desire and need.

    Richard pushed inside of Leo, inch by inch, until he was fully seated. They both paused for a moment, savoring the feeling of being connected in the most intimate way possible.

    Then, Richard began to move, thrusting in and out of Leo with a steady rhythm. Leo met him thrust for thrust, their bodies moving together in perfect harmony.

    Their moans and gasps filled the room as they chased their release. Richard could feel himself getting closer and closer, and he knew Leo was too.

    With one final thrust, Richard came hard, his orgasm ripping through him like a tidal wave. Leo followed soon after, his own release triggering Richard’s as they came together.

    They collapsed onto the bed, both panting and sweating. Richard wrapped his arms around Leo, pulling him close.

    “Wow,” Leo breathed.

    Richard chuckled. “Yeah, wow.”

    They lay there for a few moments, basking in the afterglow of their first time together. And as they drifted off to sleep, they knew that this was just the beginning of something special.

  • Perfect Love On The Isles of Scilly

    The next morning, I awoke to the sound of seabirds and the smell of the ocean. Leo was fast asleep next to me, oblivious to my movements as I got up and covered him over again and left the bedroom for my morning coffee and cigarette. I also pondered introducing Leo to a prostate massager if the time was right, but I wasn’t sure how the day would go so I decided to pack it anyway in my backpack along with lunch I had prepared because I decided to take Leo on a hike to the other side of the island, if he wasn’t busy of course. There were ancient ruins rumoured to have been used by ancient inhabitants of the islands. It was a place that held a certain allure, a place where we could explore both the island’s history and our growing bond.

    Leo eventually woke up and after breakfast we set off, both wearing our longline t-shirts and nothing else, the sun was already high in the sky, casting a golden light over the landscape. The walk was strenuous, the path winding through thickets of brambles and over rocky outcrops, but we pushed on, our conversation a mix of laughter and shared confidences which aroused Leo terribly. Oh, the joy of being young and full of hormones, I thought when I detected his state of readiness.

    When we reached the ruins, Leo’s face lit up with excitement. “This is amazing,” he exclaimed, running his hand over the moss-covered stones.

    We explored the site, our bare feet on the cool earth as we stepped through the remnants of walls and doorways. The air was thick with the scent of the sea and the whispers of the past. As we stood there, surrounded by the ghosts of history, I knew that we were creating our memories, our own story on this uninhabited island.

    We found a place to have a picnic and a swim. Losing the clothes we had, the sun kissing our naked skin as we swam in the secluded cove. Feeling refreshed, we returned to the blanket for our picnic and shared the sandwiches, crisps, and wine that I had prepared. Afterwards, Leo was revitalised as he stood gazing out to sea, his body glistening in the sun. “Leo,” I shouted, and he turned to me erect and hard as anything, “I see you are aroused again, ready for some fun maybe? What do you know about prostate massaging?”

    “Nothing Steve, why, what is it?”

    “I brought a prostate massager with us,” I said casually, pulling it out of my backpack.

    Leo’s eyes widened in curiosity as I held up the sleek device. It was a simple silicone toy, designed to deliver intense pleasure with the press of a button. “What’s that?” he asked, his voice a mix of excitement and trepidation.

    “This,” I said, “It’s for internal stimulation, specifically for men. It can produce incredible orgasms if used correctly.”

    Leo’s curiosity was piqued. “How does it work?”

    “It’s inserted anally,” I said matter-of-factly. “And it presses against the prostate, which is a gland inside you that can give you a different kind of orgasm than you get from just being jerked off.”

    He looked at it for a long moment, then at me. “Can I try it?”

    I hesitated. This was a big step and one that I knew he wasn’t ready for, but he wanted me and before I stepped over that milestone, he had to experience what it feels like, as a foretaste to making love. He would either like it or not, and this preference would dictate his sexuality moving forward. I could see the eager curiosity in his eyes though, the longing to explore this new aspect of his sexuality. “We can talk about it, but we need to be very careful, Leo. It’s something that should be approached with a lot of trust and patience.”

    Leo nodded, his cheeks flushing with excitement. “I trust you, Steve. And I want to know what it feels like.”

    I took a deep breath. “Okay, but we need to go slow. It’s not something to rush into.”

    Leo laid back on the blanket, his eyes filled with anticipation. I took a moment to gather my thoughts, then leaned over to kiss him, our bodies pressed together in the warm sun. His hand found its way to my cock, stroking it gently as I prepared him. I applied a generous amount of lube to the massager, “This is your body, Leo. You’re in control and tell me if it hurts and I will stop.”

    I took the massager, my hand trembling slightly and positioned it at his entrance, then I looked at him for reassurance. He nodded, my cock throbbing with anticipation. With a deep breath, I pushed the tip inside, his eyes never leaving mine. I watched as he took it inch by inch, his face contorting in a mix of discomfort and curiosity.

    “How does it feel?” I whispered, my hand resting gently on his thigh.

    “It’s… strange,” he said, his voice tight. “But kind of good.”

    “I will keep going,” I encouraged, my arousal growing with every second. “Tell me when it feels right for you.”

    My hand moved the massager deeper, his breathing becoming more ragged, his eyes closing as he focused on the sensations.

    “Steve,” he gasped, his voice strained. “It’s… it’s intense, although it feels weird somewhat.”

    “That’s the prostate I hope,” I said, my voice low. “It’s okay to let go, to see where this takes you, now it’s in, I am going to turn it on level one and hopefully you will feel the benefits.”

    I turned it on and immediately, it had the desired effect. “Oh my god, it feels insane,” as Leo’s body arched off the blanket, his eyes shooting open in shock. “Is that it?” he panted. “Is that what it’s supposed to feel like?”

    I nodded, watching him with a mix of concern and excitement. “Just breathe, Leo,” I coached, my hand gentle on his thigh. “Relax and let it happen.”

    Leo’s body began to shake, his breath coming in shallow gasps. He was experiencing something entirely new, and his reaction was a heady mix of pleasure and surprise. I reached over to increase the speed of the vibrations to level two, watching as the muscles in his stomach tightened in response.

    “How does it feel?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper, not wanting to break the spell.

    Leo’s eyes were closed, his teeth biting down on his lower lip, as he tried to find the words. “It’s…it’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before,” he managed to say, his voice filled with wonder. “It’s like…like there’s a pressure building up inside me.”

    I watched him intently, noticing the way his cock was growing harder and redder by the second. The sight was incredibly arousing, but I knew I had to keep my desires in check. “Just keep breathing, Leo. Focus on the feeling.”

    Leo’s hand found my arm, his grip tightening as the vibrations grew stronger. “Steve,” he panted, his eyes squeezed shut. “I think…I think I’m going to cum.”

    “Let it happen,” I murmured, my hand moving to play with his balls, “This is your moment. Embrace it.”

    Suddenly, Leo’s body convulsed, and he let out a cry of pure ecstasy. His cock spurted cum into the air, landing in thick ropes across his chest and stomach. His eyes rolled back, and his body went rigid as he rode the waves of his prostate-induced orgasm. It was a beautiful sight, one that I will never forget.

    As his tremors subsided, I turned the massager off and gently removed it, placing it aside. He lay there, his chest heaving with deep breaths, his body covered in a sheen of sweat and cum. I couldn’t resist leaning down to kiss him, tasting the saltiness on his lips as I used my mouth to lick up his sperm, to only kiss him afterwards, sharing his seed with both of us.

    Leo opened his eyes, a look of amazement on his face. “That was…” he began, but his voice trailed off, unable to find the words.

    “It’s a powerful thing, isn’t it?” I said, smiling down at him. “Your body is capable of so much pleasure, and there’s still so much to explore.”

    He nodded, his eyes shining with a mix of excitement and trepidation. “I want to explore more,” he whispered. “But I’m also scared.”

    I brushed the hair from his forehead and kissed him gently. “We’ll take it one step at a time,” I assured him. “There’s no rush. We have all summer, and I promise I will take you but not today. I want you to be certain this is what you want and I’m not quite ready to enjoy your unsullied body by taking your virginity but there are lots of things we can enjoy that lead to an orgasm as you have just found out.”

    “I know and thank you but truly, I am ready and want you,” Leo replied.

    “I understand, but as we know, we have plenty of time and plenty of time to enjoy our bodies before the big moment, so to speak.”

    As the day went on, we swam in the cove, the cool water washing away the stickiness from our earlier encounter. We talked and laughed, our friendship deepening with every shared experience, and as the sun got lower in the sky we walked back to the cottage, hand in hand, naked carrying our longline t-shirts.

    That night, we slept in separate beds again, but the tension between us had shifted. There was an electricity in the air, in anticipation of what might come next and as I mentally tiptoed into sleep, I wondered if Leo would sneak into my bed again and there was part of me that desired his company that night.

    The following days passed in a blur of sun-kissed skin and whispered secrets. We explored the island together, our bodies growing increasingly accustomed to the feel of each other’s touch. I taught him about his own body, and he taught me about the boundlessness of youthful desire as we continued to provide mutual pleasure and forced orgasms thanks to the massager and our hands and fingers. It was fun and emotional at times, the tenderness and love growing between us and I’m pleased to say I won the pissing competition, who could piss the furthest.

    I enjoyed edging Leo, and he would on some days cum four or five times during the day. In return, Leo would masturbate me whenever he felt like it and I wouldn’t complain with the results that I hadn’t cum so much in years and my cock was often dry by the evening not having the youthful vigour to support Leo’s lust and demands. Perhaps now was the time to take him and reward him for his patience. I didn’t know for sure, but I was now falling in love with the boy and his youthful spirit, and my desires were becoming uncontrollable.

    Then, one evening, as we sat on the beach watching the sunset, Leo turned to me, his eyes filled with a newfound confidence. “Steve,” he said, his voice steady. “I’m ready to take that next step. I want you to make love to me.”

    The words hung in the air, a declaration of trust and vulnerability that I could not ignore. “Leo,” I said, taking a deep breath. “Are you sure?”

    He nodded, his gaze unwavering. “I trust you. And I want this.”

    I looked into his eyes and could see the truth, his truth and my truth reflected in his eyes and with a tremble of excitement. I kissed him passionately and then led him back to the cottage, our hearts racing in unison. We took a shower together, the warm water cascading over our bodies as we kissed and touched each other. I took my time, preparing him gently, ensuring he was relaxed and ready.

    Once we were both clean and dry, I led him into my bedroom, the soft light from the candles casting a warm glow over the bed. I had laid out clean sheets and a bottle of lube on the bedside table, the scent of lavender filling the room. I knew this was a significant moment for both of us, a crossing of the threshold into a new realm of intimacy.

    Leo lay down on the bed, his eyes on me as I joined him, our legs entangled. His cock was already hard, pointing up towards the ceiling like a flag of surrender. I kissed him, my hand moving to cup his face as we explored each other’s mouths, our tongues dancing together. His hands roamed over my chest, his nails scraping lightly against my skin, sending shivers down my spine.

    The anticipation was almost too much to bear, but I knew we had to go slow. This was his first time, and I wanted it to be perfect. I reached for the bottle of lube, squeezing a generous amount onto my fingers. He watched with wide eyes as I coated my cock, the shine of the lubricant glistening in the candlelight.

    “Are you sure?” I asked one last time, my voice hoarse with desire.

    Leo nodded, his breath hitching in his throat. “I’m sure,” he whispered.

    I positioned myself between his legs, taking a moment to appreciate the beauty of his youthful body. His skin was smooth and unblemished, a stark contrast to the scars of life that marked my own. I leaned down to kiss him again, my hand reaching back to guide my cock to his entrance.

    Slowly, I pushed in, feeling his tightness give way to me. Leo gasped, his body tensing, but I whispered reassurances into his ear, my hand stroking his cheek. “Relax,” I murmured. “Just breathe.”

    He nodded, his eyes squeezed shut as I inched deeper. When I was fully seated, I paused, giving him a moment to adjust. His body was trembling, his breaths coming in short gasps. “It’s okay,” I whispered, kissing the corner of his mouth. “We can stop if it’s too much.”

    Leo opened his eyes and met my gaze, his own eyes filled with determination. “No,” he said firmly. “I want this. I want you.”

    With that, I began to move, my cock sliding in and out of his tight channel. The feeling was indescribable, a mix of love and lust that was unlike anything I had ever experienced. Leo’s moans grew louder, his hips rising to meet my every thrust.

    The air was thick with desire, the only sounds were the slap of our bodies and our ragged breathing. I watched as his face contorted with pleasure every time, I thrust my cock into his back passage trying to hit his prostate in passing. His hands moved to grip my arms, his nails digging into my skin as I could feel him getting closer to his edge. My edge was climbing with each thrust, but I wanted him to cum first before I made a lover’s deposit.

    “I’m going to cum,” he gasped, his voice filled with wonder.

    “Go ahead,” I encouraged my orgasm building. “Let it happen.”

    Leo’s body stiffened, his back arching off the bed as he came, his cum spurting between us, mingling with the sweat that covered our bodies. The sight was enough to push me over the edge, and I followed him into oblivion, my climax shaking me to my core.

    Five or six times I shot my load into Leo as I experienced the release of pent-up anticipation eventually allowing myself to fall onto Leo’s chest. As we lay there, our bodies slick with sweat and cum, I pulled him into my arms, holding him tight. “You were amazing,” I whispered, kissing his forehead.

    Leo’s eyes searched mine, a mix of joy and fear. “Did I do it right?”

    “You did everything right,” I assured him, stroking his hair. “You gave me a gift, something I will cherish forever.”

    We lay there, our hearts beating together, our bodies entwined as the candles burned low. It was at that moment that I realised, our friendship had transformed into something deeper, something that neither of us had expected but both of us needed. And as the night closed in around us, I knew that the summer on Annet Island would be one neither of us would ever forget.

    As Leo lay next to me, I played with his hair, enjoying the moment I made love to him. Leo’s fingers played with my semi-erect cock, neither of us talking. I moved a bit until Leo was on his back, I started to kiss his body, starting at his neck, and moving down towards his growing erection until my mouth was inches away from it. I had decided to taste him for the first time.

    Leo’s eyes grew wide with surprise as I took him into my mouth. He gasped and his body tensed, his hands grasping the sheets as I began to suck and lick his cock. It was a sensation that I had not felt in a long time, and it was surprisingly arousing to be in this position of power and pleasure with someone so young and inexperienced. His taste was sweet, a hint of the sea and the salt of our earlier adventures.

    As I took him deeper, his breathing grew more erratic, his hips moving slightly to match the rhythm of my mouth. His reactions were a symphony of pleasure that I had conducted before, but this time it was different, this was a shared intimacy that we were discovering together. I could feel his pulse quickening as I swirled my tongue around the head of his cock, savouring every inch of him.

    Leo’s hand found the back of my head, guiding me but not pushing, his trust in me absolute. His moans grew louder, and I could feel his body tensing. I knew he was close, and the thought of being the one to bring him to the brink was exhilarating. I sucked harder, my tongue working in tandem with my mouth as he grew closer and closer to his climax.

    And then he came, his body jerking as he spilt into my mouth. I swallowed, savouring the moment, feeling a sense of pride that I had brought him such pleasure. He collapsed back onto the bed, panting, his eyes glazed over with a mix of shock and delight. I pulled back, smiling at him, my desire now raging. “How was that?” I asked, wiping a drop of cum from my lip.

    Leo looked up at me, his face flushed. “It was…it was amazing,” he breathed. “Thank you, Steve.”

    “Don’t thank me,” I said, leaning in to kiss him, tasting myself on his lips. “It’s all part of the learning process.”

    We lay there for a while longer, our bodies entwined, the candles flickering as the room grew darker. The silence was filled with the unspoken understanding that we had just shared something incredible.

    But the night was not over, and our hunger for each other had only been partially sated. We kissed again, our hands roaming over each other’s bodies, reacquainting ourselves with the new dimensions of our connection, the warmth of his skin was intoxicating. Leo looked at me, his eyes filled with a new kind of lust. “Can I taste you?” he asked, his voice low and filled with excitement.

    I nodded, my cock already hardening at the thought. “Of course,” I murmured, moving onto my back and watching as he positioned himself between my legs. His inexperience was endearing, his eagerness to please beyond question.

    He took me in his mouth, his tongue tentatively exploring my shaft. His touch was gentle, almost reverent, and it made me want to cum immediately. I gritted my teeth, willing myself to last, to enjoy the feeling of his warm mouth on my cock. As he grew bolder, his movements became surer, and I could feel my climax approaching. I reached down to stroke his hair, whispering encouragement as he took me deeper. The pressure was building, and I knew it would not be long.

    With a final moan, I released into his mouth, the taste of my cum mingling with our kisses as he swallowed, his eyes never leaving mine. It was a moment of pure intimacy, one that I knew we would return to repeatedly as the summer stretched out before us.

    We lay there, our hearts racing, the only sound the distant crash of waves. The candles had burned out, leaving us in the soft glow of the moonlight. We were two men, bound by a shared secret, a shared love, on an island that was ours alone.

    As we drifted off to sleep, my arm around his waist, Leo’s hand resting on my chest, I knew that the summer ahead would be one of discovery and passion. We had crossed a line that could never be crossed, but as the darkness enveloped us, I felt anything but regret. Instead, I felt a sense of excitement for what lay ahead, for the journey we had just begun.

    The next morning, I was up before dawn, the call of the sea and the promise of a new day too strong to ignore. I slipped out of bed, careful not to wake Leo, whose breathing was deep and even. Before I stepped outside into the cool pre-dawn air naked and aroused, I looked at his beautiful naked body and admired his erection, hoping he was dreaming the same as I remembered the night of passion. The cottage was quiet, the only sound the distant cries of seabirds and the gentle lap of waves against the shore as I planned on making love to him as much as I could during the day. It was almost a question of where and when and not if.

    I walked down to the beach, the sand cool beneath my bare feet. The moon was still high in the sky, casting a silver path across the water. The horizon was a canvas of deep blues and purples, hinting at the coming sunrise. I took a deep breath, the salty scent of the ocean filling my lungs, and felt a profound sense of peace.

    I couldn’t shake the feeling that we were on the cusp of something incredible, a shared journey of love and exploration that would shape both of us in ways we couldn’t yet imagine. As the light grew stronger, I decided to take a swim in the cool water, washing away the sweat and cum from our night of passion. The sea was calm, the waves gentle as they rolled over my body. I dove in, feeling the water envelop me like a lover’s embrace, and swam out to where the horizon met the sky.

    When I returned to the cottage, the smell of brewing coffee greeted me, and I knew that Leo was up. He was standing in the kitchen, naked like me, his hair sticking up in all directions, looking adorably rumpled. He had a shy smile on his face, and I knew that he had felt the shift in our relationship too. We exchanged a knowing glance, and the air was charged with a new energy.

    We sat on the porch, sipping our coffee as the sun began to rise, painting the sky with a kaleidoscope of colours. Our conversation was easy, filled with laughter and the occasional touch that sent sparks flying. Leo looked at me with a mix of awe and gratitude. “Steve,” he said, his voice still thick with sleep. “Thank you for everything. I’ve never felt so alive.”

    I took his hand, feeling the warmth of his skin against mine. “We’re just getting started and, I want a cuddle,” my heart swelling with love for this brave, beautiful boy. Leo nestled into my arms sitting on my lap as I kissed him and held him tight, we sat cuddling for a long while, watching the daybreak, it was simply perfect as I played with his anus, inserting my finger trying to reach his prostate.

    “Steve, I have to go home today to do some things, and I will be back tomorrow if that’s okay with you?”

    “Of course, it is Leo and please be careful in that boat of yours crossing to your island. I want you back safe and sound before I start to miss you and crave a cuddle.”

    “No problem, done it all my life, it’s a piece of piss and the weather is looking ideal for the crossing to St Agnes.

    As the sun climbed higher, we decided to spend the morning on the beach by his boat, our bodies still thrumming with the aftershocks of our first night of love. We packed a picnic and set off, hand in hand, walking along the coastline towards his boat that was anchored in the cove where we first met, the ocean spreading out before us like a vast, uncharted sea of possibilities.

    Leo looked at me with a mix of excitement and trepidation. “I know I need to get going,” he said, his voice tinged with reluctance. “But can we…just one more time?”

    I nodded, understanding his desire to hold onto this moment for as long as possible. We found a secluded spot and laid down a blanket. The sand was warm beneath us, and the sound of the waves provided the perfect backdrop for our final tryst before his departure, albeit only for a day and a night.

    We made love again, our bodies moving together in a dance that was both fierce and tender. The saltwater kissed our skin as the waves lapped at our feet, the sun beating down upon us like a benediction. Leo’s youthful passion was a revelation, and I found myself lost in the intensity of his touch. We climaxed together, our bodies shuddering with the force of our shared release.

    Afterwards, we lay tangled in each other’s arms, our breathing gradually returning to normal. The tide was indeed turning, and we knew it was time for him to leave. As we approached the boat, Leo turned to me, his eyes filled with a mix of gratitude and regret. “Thank you for everything,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “I never knew it could be like this, and I will see you tomorrow.”

    I kissed him one last time, feeling the softness of his lips, and the taste of the sea on his skin. “You’re welcome, my love,” I murmured. “But remember, this isn’t goodbye, just a temporary farewell. You’ll be back tomorrow,” as I slipped over his head his longline t-shirt to keep him warm.

    He nodded, then climbed into the boat, his eyes never leaving mine as he untied the rope and pushed off from the shore. I watched as the vessel grew smaller and smaller until it was just a speck on the horizon. Then, with a sigh, I turned back to the cottage, feeling both fulfilled and empty.

    The rest of the day passed in a haze of memories, our lovemaking playing on a loop in my mind. I couldn’t help but wonder what the future held for us, on this tiny island that had become our sanctuary and a couple of times I had to pleasure myself whilst thinking of what Leo was missing.

    But as the sun dipped below the horizon, I knew that tomorrow was a new day, filled with endless possibilities. And as the stars began to appear, one by one, I made a silent vow to make the most of every moment we had together. For in Leo, I had found a love that transcended age, a love that had the power to heal my wounded soul. And as I watched the moon rise over the sea, I realised that I would wait for him, every day if I had to, because what we had was worth more than any treasure the ocean could yield.

    The following morning, I was up before the sun, eager to begin our new day together. I packed a picnic basket with our favourite treats and set off to our special spot on the beach, a secluded cove where the waves whispered sweet nothings to the shore. The sand was cool beneath my bare feet, the air still carrying the scent of the night’s embrace. I laid out the blanket and waited, my heart beating in time with the rhythm of the sea.

    But as the sun climbed higher, painting the sky with strokes of pink and gold, Leo remained absent. I checked my watch, the hands ticking away the moments with an unnerving indifference. The boat that usually carried him across the waters was nowhere in sight. My excitement began to wane, replaced by a sinking feeling that something was amiss.

    I tried to push away the worries, reminding myself of his proficiency in navigating the sea, but the emptiness of the horizon was a stark contrast to the vivid images of our previous encounters. The picnic basket grew heavier with each passing minute, the food inside seemingly losing its appeal. I scanned the sea, the gentle waves mocking my anxiety with their lazy dance upon the shore.

    As dusk began to stretch its shadowy fingers across the island, I reluctantly conceded that Leo wasn’t going to arrive today. With a sigh, I gathered the untouched picnic and started the lonely walk back to the cottage. The path felt longer, the gravel more jagged under my bare feet. The anticipation of our reunion had been a constant hum in the background of the day, and now it was replaced by a dissonant silence.

    My thoughts raced with a cocktail of worry and disappointment. Perhaps something had come up with his uncle, or the boat had had some trouble. I clung to these plausible explanations like a lifebuoy in a storm, not wanting to let the darker fears take hold. As the cottage came into view, I forced a smile onto my face, reminding myself that tomorrow was another day and that I would see him soon.

    That night it was hard to sleep, the bed strangely uncomfortable and lonely as I dreamt of Leo and our love. I woke early the next morning and as normal, I stood on the patio having my morning cigarette and coffee when I saw a boat in the distance. My excitement was almost uncontrolled, Leo was coming back, albeit late, but coming back. I pulled on my longline t-shirt and Y-fronts and hurried to the landing to wait as the boat got closer, and then I realised it was the boat carrying my weekly delivery of my groceries.

    Mr Foster from Hugh Town was at the helm, his dependable figure a welcome sight on the otherwise desolate horizon. As he stepped onto the shore, his broad smile greeted me, a stark contrast to the gnawing anxiety that had taken residence in my stomach. However, the smile did not reach his eyes, which held a glum shadow.

    “Good morning, Mr Foster,” I called out, trying to keep my voice light despite the heavy weight of my worries. “You’re a lifesaver with this delivery.”

    He nodded, but the smile didn’t reach his eyes either. “Good mornin’ to you too,” he said, his voice unusually solemn. “But I’ve got some news that ain’t so good.”

    My heart skipped a beat as he handed me the goods. “What is it?” I asked, trying to keep the fear from my voice.

    “A young lad, Leo Pascoe’s gone missing,” he said, his eyes searching mine for a reaction. “His boat was found upside down in the channel yesterday. They’ve been out looking for him all night, but no sign.”

    The words hit me like a punch to the gut. “Missing?” I repeated, my voice hollow. “What happened?”

    Mr Foster shook his head, his expression a blend of concern and sadness. “Don’t rightly know. They’re saying it was probably a rogue wave or something. But he’s a good lad, knows these waters like the back of his hand. It doesn’t sit right with me, I can tell you that much.”

    I couldn’t speak, the reality of the situation crashing over me like the waves on the shore. Leo, my love, my guide, my companion for the summer, was missing. The thought of him out there, in the cold, unforgiving sea, filled me with a terror that I had not felt in years. The rest of the day was a blur of worry and dread. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sit still, couldn’t focus on anything but the image of Leo’s smiling face and the sound of his laughter. The cottage felt eerily quiet without him, the echoes of our love-making a haunting reminder of what might never be again.

    I made up my mind to make the crossing to Hugh Town, my motorboat making easy work of the crossing that was smooth as anything. Once ashore, I bought the local newspaper and settled in the local pub on the Quayside. As the hours ticked by, the news grew grimmer. No sign of Leo, no indication of what had happened. The local fishermen had turned out in force, searching the waters, but the sea had swallowed him up without a trace. The island was a hive of activity, yet I felt utterly alone.

    I stayed in a hotel for the night and rose early to get the latest news from the islands. I had to read the headline twice in the local newspaper.

    Leo Pascoe’s body had been found on Samson Island. The article was brief, but the words ‘drowned’ stared at me from the page. It was as if someone had reached into my chest and squeezed my heart until it stopped. The paper crumpled in my hand as tears blurred my vision. My mind was a chaos of disbelief and pain. I couldn’t accept that the vibrant, eager boy I had just shared so much with was gone. The police were already calling it a tragic accident.

    With a heavy heart, I made my way to the quay, where the local fishermen offered their condolences to a man I didn’t know. His eyes were sad, but there was something else there, the man needed answers, and the fishermen were not able to provide them. I walked up to within hearing distance and discovered that the man was Leo’s uncle, and I could tell he was distraught in grief at his loss.

    I had heard enough, my tears welling up as I walked away to find solace in peace as I found a bench on which to sit, staring out to sea. I cannot describe the devastation I felt. The loss, the theft…. the memories, stolen by the cruel sea. I don’t know how long I sat there smoking cigarette after cigarette but my nothingness was interrupted by Mr Pascoe who had ambled up and stood in front of me.

    “You must be Steven, I assume?”

    I looked up at the figure standing there, “That I am and who might you be?”

    “I will be Leo’s uncle and Leo told me all about you yesterday when I bumped into him as he was eagerly packing to rejoin you on Annet. I told him not to go but he wouldn’t listen, he was going to get the last of the tide to make it back in time for dinner.”

    Mr Pascoe was a stoic man, his eyes red-rimmed from crying. He took my hand in a firm grip. “Thank you,” he said, his voice cracking. “Leo talked about you so much yesterday. I believe you had been good for him.”

    “What happened?” I had to know, my voice raw with pain. “The police said it was a drowning, but he was so skilled in the water.”

    Mr Pascoe sighed heavily. “They found his boat, upside down in the channel. He must’ve been thrown overboard by a freak wave or something. They said it was quick.”

    My head spun as I digested the news. This couldn’t be it. Leo couldn’t be reduced to a tragic statistic. Another loss to the cruel seas around the islands.

    “Tell me, Mr Pascoe, what did Leo tell you about me, us?”

    Leo’s uncle took a deep breath, his eyes searching my face. “He said he had found someone who understood him, someone who cared about him. And even though I don’t agree with the nature of your relationship, I’m happy he felt loved and accepted.” His voice was gruff, but there was a softness to his gaze that spoke volumes.

    “I’m sorry for your loss,” I said, my voice cracking with emotion. “Leo was a special person, and I’ll cherish the time we had together.”

    Mr Pascoe nodded, his grip on my hand tightening. “He talked about you a lot, Steve. Said you were good for him. That he felt seen and understood. I know we don’t see eye to eye on this, but I’m grateful he had you here.” His eyes searched mine, looking for something I wasn’t sure I had the words to give.

    “Thank you, Mr Pascoe, so what happens now?”

    “Besides the funeral, there will be a bonfire on the beach this evening to help his soul find peace,” he replied, his voice thick with unshed tears. “Leo would’ve wanted it that way.”

    The island community had rallied around Mr Pascoe, organising the bonfire with a fierce determination that seemed to be fuelled by their collective grief. As the sun dipped low in the sky, casting long shadows over the beach, I could see the flickering of candles and hear the murmur of hushed voices as people began to gather. The scent of burning wood filled the air, mingling with the salty breeze from the sea. It was a sombre affair, but also a celebration of Leo’s life, a testament to the love and acceptance that he had found in such a small, often unforgiving place.

    I approached the gathering with a heavy heart, the weight of my loss beyond description. The beach was lined with unfamiliar faces, all with the same sadness etched into their expressions. I remained on the outskirts, not wanting to intrude on the Pascoe family’s grief, but also needing to be a part of this shared tribute. I watched as Mr Pascoe, his shoulders stooped with sorrow, lit the bonfire, the flames licking the night sky as if reaching for his lost nephew.

    The locals had brought offerings of food and drink, setting up a makeshift feast around the blaze. The atmosphere was a peculiar blend of mourning and communal support, the warmth of the fire a stark contrast to the coldness that had settled in my soul. They talked in hushed tones, sharing stories of Leo’s adventures and mischief, painting a picture of the boy I had come to know in a different light.

    As the flames grew higher, I caught myself smiling through the tears, feeling a sense of belonging amidst the sadness. The community had accepted me, a stranger, into their grief, recognising the love that had blossomed between Leo and me. Their stories filled in the gaps in his life, giving me a glimpse into the person he was beyond our brief but intense encounters. Each anecdote was a gift, a piece of Leo that I could hold onto as the reality of his loss began to set in.

    The evening was a tapestry of laughter and tears, of shared memories and quiet reflection. The bonfire roared like a beacon of hope against the inky backdrop of the night as if to challenge the very sea that had claimed him. As the fire burned lower, casting long shadows that stretched and danced across the sand, the mood grew more solemn. The laughter had subsided to whispers, the stories of Leo’s life now a gentle lullaby to the grieving souls gathered around. I knew then that I couldn’t go back to the cottage, to the bed we had shared, to the island that had been our sanctuary. Annet had become a monument to our love, but now it was haunted by the spectre of what would never be.

    With a heavy heart, I retreated to the hotel room I booked at short notice, the walls seeming to close in around me. The quiet was deafening, a stark contrast to the symphony of the ocean’s embrace that had been the soundtrack to our days together. I sat at the small desk by the window, the moon casting a silvery glow over the rumpled bed and pulled out a sheet of paper and a pen. The words came slowly, each one a painful admission that our time had ended.

    To the landlord, I penned a simple message: “I can no longer stay. Life has taken a turn, and I must leave this place of beauty and sorrow. Please arrange for the collection of my belongings. I shall never forget the summer I spent on Annet, nor the love that bloomed there.” It was a letter of goodbye, not just to the cottage, but to the life I thought I could build there with Leo. Each stroke of the pen was a final caress, a silent farewell to the dreams we had shared.

    The next day I arranged for my things to be shipped back to the mainland and booked my passage on the first boat out. As the vessel pulled away from the quay heading for Penzance, I could almost feel the weight of his absence lifting from me, the horizon calling me back to the world I had left behind. The crossing was a tumult of emotions, the waves echoing the turmoil in my heart. The sea had taken him, but it couldn’t claim me. I was alive, and at that moment, I realised that I had to live for both of us. I would carry his spirit with me, a beacon of hope in a world that could be as cruel as it was breathtaking.

    As the Isles of Scilly grew smaller in the distance, I took a deep breath, tasting the salt of tears on my lips. The story of Leo and Steve was not one of endings, but of beginnings. We had taught each other how to love and live fearlessly, if only for a brief summer. And as the sun set on my time in that magical place, I knew that our story would never truly end, it would just become a part of the folklore of Annet, a whispered tale of love and loss that echoed through the dunes.

  • Educating David

    This is a story about man on man sex.  If this offends you please do not read further.  Otherwise please enjoy this story which is the ninth chapter of a longer piece outlining how I learnt about gay sex whilst an undergraduate in the 1970s.  I’d be very interested to receive your feedback and suggestions for future chapters.  My email is [email protected]

    If you enjoy this story you may enjoy the other offering I have on this site – The Widowers Club.


    I grinned back and kissed him.  His whole face was covered in my spunk and as we snogged bits of it were transferred to mine.  I started to lick around his face to clean it up, and instantly started to bone up again at the thought that I was licking my own semen off him.  He felt across to my belly and began to rub his palm around the pool of his own ejaculate, and he continued to do the after I’d cleaned his face and we’d joined together in a kiss.

    It wasn’t long before both of us had drifted off to sleep.

    o-O-o

    “Come on, sleepyhead!  Almost time to go!”

    I’d slept like a log and hadn’t woken at all during the night.

    Warren was standing over me, naked, holding out a mug.  I reached out, not for the mug but for his cock.

    “No time for that, I’m afraid!  We need to be out of here in 15 minutes.”

    I turned and looked at the clock.  It was almost a quarter past seven, and as it was Thursday it was swimming day.  Warren and I had to go to pick up the Round Table minibus, then do the rounds of the city to collect the guys from the Gateway Club who went swimming.  I took the offered mug, thanked Warren and took a quick gulp.

    “Thanks.  Just what I needed.”

    “If you want breakfast you’ll need to rush.  I’m not hungry, but it’s up to you.”

    I put the mug on the small set of drawers at the side of bed and swung my feet onto the floor.  I was rock hard and could see the remains of our spunk on my torso from the previous evening’s romp which just reinforced my horniness.

    Warren gave my cock a quick tug.  “Such a shame to waste it, but needs must.  Come on – throw some clothes on and we’ll be off.  No time for a shower, but that’ll soon get washed away by the chlorine anyway.  Give your teeth a quick brush, though.”  With that Warren let my cock go and turned towards the chest of drawers where he kept his clothes.  The sun was streaming in through the open curtains and it gave Warren’s tanned body a golden sheen.  Although it was only early spring it’d been pleasantly warm and sunny the last few days and it looked as if that was going to continue.

    I was about to go and get some of my own clothes when Warren handed me a tee shirt and a pair of underpants.  “The teeshirt’s only been worn once, so a little man musk but nothing too overpowering.”

    I sniffed and could detect a hint of sweat, but as he’d said not too much.  I pulled it over my head and stepped into the underwear.  He’d given me a pair of white Y-Fronts – the classic undergarment for the modern man back in those days.  As I pulled them on I noticed that there were a couple of distinct semen stains inside them.

    “Yours or someone else’s?” I asked.

    “The pants or the spunk?” Warren quipped back immediately.

    I looked up and he had that cheeky childlike grin on his face.  He buckled his belt and sat down to put on his shoes. 

    “Either.  Both.” I answered.

    “The pants are mine,” he replied as he tied his laces.  “The spunk belongs two different chaps.  One lot from that young Danish lad I told you about who worked on my mate’s farm, and the other from a friend of his from back home who came to stay with him for a couple of weeks.  We had a couple of lusty threesomes while he was here.”

    Warren’s sex life, even as a pensioner, sounded incredibly full and varied.  I’d only just begun my gay journey but my mind was working overtime at the possibilities my relationship with Warren would bring.

    o-O-o

    Swimming went off without any incident – all the boys were well behaved and observed all the safety rules we had, which was always our biggest concern.  There was the usual collection of boners in the changing rooms, of course, (Warren referred to it as the “General Erection”!) but a fairly small amount of overtly sexual behaviour this week.

    I couldn’t help boning up myself, however, as we dried ourselves, especially when a couple of the lads started pulling on each other’s boners.  The guys were all what is called ‘special needs’ these days, but that didn’t mean that some of them didn’t have stunning bodies.  In many ways it doesn’t seem right, but my own body reacted in a perfectly normally way to seeing a couple of beautiful young adults unashamedly erect and playing with each other while the rest towelled off, their decently sized hard and semi-hard cocks swinging from side to side as they dried themselves.  Warren noticed what was going on and just gently got them to concentrate on getting changed.

    After everyone was changed we dropped the guys off one by one, and once they’d all departed I moved as per usual into the front seat of the minibus with Warren.  The first thing he did was to put his hand on my crotch.

    “That boner gone now?” he laughed, giving me a squeeze.

    “Sorry about that” I said, somewhat sheepishly.

    “You can’t help it,” he replied.  “All that testosterone speeding around your bloodstream.  And Martin is a real stunner, isn’t he?”

    Once we’d dropped off the minibus we made our way, as had become our habit, to the Indian restaurant where we had a delicious lunch.  I’d really gotten into Indian food since coming up to university in the autumn, and sharing a meal each week with someone who’d spent much of their life on the subcontinent had expanded my knowledge of that cuisine – and how to eat it – tremendously.  I was a little bothered by the fact that we never appeared to pay for our meals, though.

    “I must pay for us one week” I said to Warren.  “It’s not right that you pick up the tab all the time.”

    Warren just smiled.  “No need, David.  No money changes hands.”

    I gave him a puzzled look.

    “I told you how Farhad’s father was my havildar-major during the war – well Farhad would never let me give him money for his hospitality.”

    “But…”

    Warren held up his hand.  “So we have this deal that suits both of us.  I eat here once a week – and as you’ve seen the food is excellent, the best Indian cuisine in the city – and as an old family friend Farhad is pleased to provide me with his hospitality.  I’ve known him since he was a small boy.  He would feel ashamed to take money off me, and also if he felt I was avoiding his restaurant and going elsewhere.  But, as that old family friend I’m more than happy to tutor his two sons in maths and English.  He’s hopeful that one day they’ll get scholarships to St John’s, the posh private school, and I’ve been giving them a bit of coaching since they were little.  Nothing too intense, just a couple of hours every week.”

    Hearing that made me feel a lot more comfortable with the arrangement, and allowed me to enjoy the delicious lunch all the more.  As we ate the conversation ranged widely, as it normally did, and eventually we ended up reviewing the lads’ changing room etiquette, or should I say lack of it.

    “It’s a real shame,” said Warren.  “As you can see from the erections almost all of them have every week the boys have just the same urges as we do.  They have very little outlet for their teenage lust, though.  I know most of their parents are getting on, and some are very puritanical and probably get really cross with the guys if they’re found wanking, or end up leaving deposits on their bedsheets.”

    “Yeah.  A real pity.”

    “I sometimes wonder if we can’t do something for them.”

    I gave Warren a quizzical look.  I wasn’t sure where this was going.

    “Perhaps taking a few of them on holiday would give them a bit of freedom to explore.”

    “You mean…”

    “Let them find themselves.  Hire a cottage somewhere with twin rooms and take away the half dozen who seem to be the most horny, and let them share their bedtimes behind closed doors.  And see if that gives them any relief.”

    I mulled it over in my mind.  In the normal world these guys were all old enough to be out looking for sexual partners, and their bodies were desperately telling them they wanted some activity, but as they were controlled like children this wasn’t happening.  Didn’t seem fair and perhaps Warren’s scheme was a good one.  But on the other hand there was something in the idea that didn’t seem quite right, and I wasn’t sure what it was.

    I felt myself blushing.  Practiced over many years at sharing changing rooms and showers with lads I found attractive I’d initially managed to contain myself when pretty much all the lads got erections as we got changed after swimming, but I couldn’t help boning up when a couple of them started tugging at each other’s dicks, literally wanking each other off in the middle of us all.  Giving those two beautiful guys the opportunity to have real sexual connection with each other seemed a kind thing to suggest.  Unfortunately I also found the idea very erotic, which bothered me a bit.

    “Still, let’s think about it, eh?”  He put his hand on top of mine.  “Top of mind has to be someone else’s continuing education, eh?”  He looked up at me and grinned.  “You’re feeling randy, aren’t you?”

    Of course I was randy.  I was a teenager who’d finally found an outlet for his lust and who was desperate to work his way through the whole menu of gay sex.  I was on heat!  Warren had promised to initiate me into receiving anal sex, and I couldn’t wait to get back to his cottage to start that process.  The grin I gave him must have been full of desire.

    “Oh what it would be to be as young as you again!  I remember that lust!”

    My tummy fluttered and my cock grew so much it began to hurt as it was constrained by my tight jeans.  All I wanted was for us to speed back to Warren’s cottage, rip off our clothes and set about pleasuring each other.

    “I thought we could drive out to the coast this afternoon”, said Warren.  “Get a bit of fresh air.  Blow away the cobwebs.”

    I gave him a puzzled look.  I knew Warren’s philosophy that pleasure delayed was pleasure enhanced, but I was rather hoping to have something up may arse that afternoon, even if it wasn’t yet Warren’s cock.

    “It’s a lovely afternoon and I’ve got somewhere to show you” was all he said in response.

    Which was how we ended up an hour or so later walking along a deserted beach.

    I’d never been to that particular stretch of the coastline although I’d heard about it as a nudist beach.  I was surprised how lovely and remote it seemed given its relative proximity to the city.  The beach was long and sandy, backed by dunes that seemed to go on forever.  After we’d been walking for a good quarter of an hour or so there was an old concrete structure on the edge of the dunes.

    “Part of the coastal defences from the war” Warren said as he pointed to it.  “Want to take a look?”

    We walked up from the waterline to the blockhouse and investigated.  You could get inside from a narrow opening at the rear, and look out along the beach in all directions from a number of slits which were too thin to really be called windows.  As a military man Warren explained how the network of defences worked, and from one of the slits you could just make out another similar structure further along the beach.  We left the concrete building and walked further down the beach to the next one.

    Beside that gun emplacement was a bit of a path leading back into the dunes.  It wasn’t particularly obvious, but once you knew it was there you couldn’t miss it.  Warren knew it was there…

    “The second of the coastal defences is the marker,” said Warren winked as he led me up the narrow track, pushing pass the marram grass on each side.  “Just follow the track and eventually it opens up.”

    I followed and after a few minutes the dunes did become a little more open although still sheltered from the sea.

    “This is the gaysection.  The family nude beach stops a few hundred yards before the first of the defences.  Then there’s what I call the “Empty Quarter” where no one really goes, and then it’s the part frequented by gay men.”  He turned to me and gave me a long, deep kiss.

    I put my hand on his bum and began to feel under his buttocks.

    When we broke our kiss Warren looked up at the sky.  It was completely blue and although the sun had started to dip, in the shelter of the dunes it was still providing a reasonable amount of warmth for the time of year.

    “What do you think?  Warm enough to strip off?”

    I looked around me to see if anyone else was around.

    “Don’t worry – you’re safe to lose all your clothes here.  Been a nude beach for decades,” said Warren as he laid the backpack he’d been wearing down on the sand and began to unbutton his shirt.

    I needed no further encouragement.  As I’m sure I’ve said before I’d wanted to be a nudist pretty much all my life, and the idea of being naked in this place really thrilled me.  I pulled the t-shirt I was wearing over my head and laid it on some of the marram grass, kicked off my shoes, pulled off my socks and unbuckled the belt of my jeans.  Warren was smiling as he – more slowly – continued to undress.  I pulled down my jeans and placed them on the top of the grass.  My dick was so hard and was tenting in the Y-Fronts that Warren had loaned me.  There was a wet patch at the front where I’d leaked so much pre-cum since putting them back on in the pool changing room that it almost looked as if I’d pissed myself!

    Warren pulled at the front of the underpants and gently rubbed my erect penis.  “Very sticky,” he said.  “I knew you were randy.”

    He helped me out of the pants and kept hold of them once I’d been liberated from them.  He held the damp patch to his nose.  “Delicious!”

    I couldn’t believe it!  I was standing, stark naked, in the dunes of a long and beautiful beach.  I put my hands behind my head, arched my back and stretched, luxuriating the warmth that the spring sun was providing.  This was an experience I’d been longing for for most of my life.

    Warren unzipped the backpack and began putting our clothes into it.  “Put your trainers back on,” he told me as he stuffed the last item into the bag, “and we’ll go exploring.”

    With that we began walking, hand in hand, through the various tracks that led off through the dunes.  I felt for the first time ever that I was being a proper nudist – the sun was on my back, the light wind was caressing my body, and apart from my trainers I was I stark naked.  I was erect, of course, but no longer rock hard, and as we walked my dick continued to subside as the feeling of nudity started to become more normal.

    After about five minutes we followed a path up a bit of an incline and ended up on a small hillock from which our heads were high enough to see along the beach.  Warren stood close and began to rub my bum.

    “On a warm day in the summer there are dozens of men out here.  Lots of fun to be had.”  He kissed me.  “No clothes, no inhibitions.”

    “You mean…”

    “Yes, lots of sex happens down here.”  He drew me tightly into him and started to kiss me. 

    We put our hands on each other’s bums and caressed them in the warmth of the sun.  My cock sprang to attention once more, and Warren’s followed suit albeit a little more slowly.  We rubbed together slowly , me starting to groan softly at the delicious eroticism of it all.

    “Don’t want to cum,” Warren said as I felt a smear of his pre-cum wipe across my belly.  He drew away and continued to move down the track. “At least not yet.”

    We continued walking along the tracks.  The freedom of movement I felt was everything I’d expected and more.  As my legs moved forward I felt my joints fully extend – no constriction from my clothing to stop my hip movement – and it seemed as if I naturally wanted to swing my buttocks.  The sensation was lovely.  After another five minutes or so we entered a small clearing, totally sheltered from the wind, whatever direction it chose to blow from.  A true sun trap.

    “This is a real arena in the summer.  Lots of men sucking and fucking – no inhibitions whatsoever.  Some come as couples just to show off.  Others make the trek to find a partner for the afternoon.  If you’re into sex this is the place to be!”

    I looked around a tried to imagine it.

    “You need to be careful, on a beach, though.  Sand can get everywhere!”

    I laughed.

    “No, I’m serious.  If you fancy fucking on a beach you need to be careful otherwise little grains of sand can become real irritants.”

    I spread my arms out wide and let the sun gently warm my body.  It was excellent just being here naked with Warren.  The thought of returning on a summer’s day when there were many naked men here was thrilling.  I moved behind him and put my arms around him, kissing his neck.

    “Thank you for showing me this.”  I rubbed my palms across his chest and caressed his nipples, nibbling his ear lobe as I did so.  Then I moved my hands south onto his penis.  It was getting hard again, as was mine.

    We turned to face each other and began a deep kiss that lasted for several minutes while we each gently caressed the other’s dick.  I closed my eyes as I moved my fingers around the tip of Warren’s penis, drawing the pre-cum that was leaking from his slit around the head to lubricate it.  How I loved the feel of his circumcised cock!  The sound of the sea from the other side of the dune was in my ears, a light breeze was blowing my hair, the sun was warming my arse.  It was if I was in paradise.

    Warren took off the backpack and laid it on the sand, then put his hand on my dick and gently moved my foreskin up and down my – now – rock hard cock, and we graduated into a rocking movement in time to our strokings.  Warren’s tongue was inside my mouth, one hand was playing with my dick and the other was rubbing my buttocks.  It was beautiful.

    I opened my eyes.  A man, naked apart from a small backpack, had appeared couple of yards behind Warren.  He was about the same age as Warren, but much more rotund and quite hairy.  The sort of bloke we’d call a daddy bear these days.  Also erect he was vigorously wanking his large cock.  Shocked, I pulled back and stopped stroking Warren.

    “It’s ok,” Warren whispered into my ear.  “This is what happens here.”

    We pulled back from each other, our cocks as rigid as metal poles and both pointing skyward.  I looked to my right.  There was a second, younger, naked man there, also wanking.  Warren turned slightly towards the two of them and started wanking himself in their direction.  Instinctively I did the same, bending my knees a little and pushing my pelvis forward.

    The men moved closer, and joined us in a circle, each one continuing to pull themselves off.

    Apart from the one backpack neither wore anything, not even footwear.  The older guy was deeply tanned all over but the other had the distinct outline of swimming trunks.

    The circle became tighter, and in no time at all we were close enough to touch each other.  The younger of the two men reached out with his left, non-wanking, hand and started to caress my arse.  It was uninvited and unexpected, but in my horny state it increased my arousal such that my cock stiffened even more.

    The older man took off his backpack and undid the zip, took out something that looked like a large tube of toothpaste.  He unscrewed the cap then held the opening just above the cock of the man who was rubbing my backside and squeezed.  A dollop of clear jelly came out and landed on the head of the guy’s cut penis.

    “Thanks”, the guy said softly as he closed his fist around the gel and continued to rub his dick which now made a squelching sound.

    The old man then leaned towards Warren and did the same to him before squeezing the tube over my own dick.  Initially the jelly felt a bit cold, but instantly it warmed up and my knees buckled a little as the new slickness allowed my hand to glide over my dick with the lightest of touches and heightened the sensations I was feeling.  With my cockhead covered in gel I stopped pulling my foreskin over the knob and just massaged over the exposed head.

    The old man coated his own dick, placed the tube on the top of his backpack and then resumed pleasuring himself.

    The four of us were so close our cocks were almost touching.  I scanned around the circle, looking at the other guys’ faces all of which showed the intense pleasure they were feeling.   I moved my gaze downwards to our collection of cocks – all rock hard, all squelching, all glistening in the sunshine.  With his non-wanking hand Warren had started to stroke the older man’s buttocks, and this was being repaid by having his own nipples caressed.  The younger man’s palm continued to move all around my own bum stroking each buttock in turn, moving down to where they reached my legs and cupping them gently.  Then he turned his palm over and brought his hand up the crack between my bum cheeks, the feel of his nails so erotic as they traced their way up towards the top.

    All of us were making soft gasping sounds as we pleasured ourselves which started to turn into low groans in the bottom of our throats as we coaxed our ways towards a climax.

    It was the old man who came first.  His groaning became deeper and louder until he let out an intense roar and I looked down to see his cock erupt – spunk shooting out of it across the circle of cocks and hitting my own torso just below the belly button.  Another couple of spurts followed hitting me a bit further down, the last of which ended up on top of my cock where it joined my body.

    The younger man then started pumping more quickly, turned in towards me and exploded onto my skin – half a dozen copious spurts which coated me from just below my nipples right down to my chest.  The guy closed his eyes, took a deep breath and a smile grew across his face.  After a few seconds he opened them, wiped his wanking hand, his palm covered in gel and some of his spunk, on my thigh.  He then tapped me twice on the bum, said “Thanks mate!” and turned and walked away.  As matter of factly as that!

    I just stood there, spunk slowly running down my body, trying to work out what had just happened.  I kept wanking myself, though.  I wiped my wanking palm across my torso, across the deposits the two men had made on me and continued to pump my cock, their semen providing more lubrication to the head which I’d kept exposed.  Somehow it seemed the most natural thing in the world to do!

    I was almost ready to cum when Warren shot his load, also all over me.  He’d turned to face me square on, leant his head forward to kiss me, and as our tongues met he delivered more sticky mess to my front.  I couldn’t last any longer and immediately responded, my own ejaculate landing on his pubis and trickling down onto his cock.

    Warren let go of his cock, put his arms around me and pulled me towards him in a tight embrace, continuing to kiss me.  Our middles touched and we smooched from side to side smearing and sharing the spunk that covered us.  Warren moved his hands down onto my butt, wiping the mess off his hands onto my buttocks.

    When we broke the kiss I looked around and we were alone again.

  • Bryce Gets Punished

    Author’s Note: 

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    P.S. Feel free to send me an email quoting your favourite part of the story – I’d love to hear which part, sentence, or paragraph did it for you. 

    R.

    CHAPTER 1: ARROGANT JOCK

    This is a work of fiction. All characters are over 18 years old. 

    I’m not a good-looking guy. Have you seen those perfectly smooth, toned guys with flashy smiles and cute hair? The ones that pose shirtless in front of the gym mirror, flexing their biceps and showing off their ripped six pack? The ones that have thousands of followers on Instagram to drool over their pictures, zoom in on their crotches, beg for their attention? No, I’m not one of them. Don’t get me wrong, guys stare at me all the time, when I’m walking down the street, when I’m working out in the gym. But it’s not to admire my cute smile and freshly cut hair. It’s because to them I look like a monster: 6’6 tall, 260 pounds, muscled, tree trunk arms, short balding hair, ugly ass jaw, I could go on, but you get the picture. Most guys are either terrified of me or look up at me like I’m some kind of wolf pack leader. I don’t care either way- I keep to myself most of the time. If one of the smaller guys asks for fitness tips, I’ll help out. It’s no big deal. But every now and then a cocky little asshole shows up. Usually hot and arrogant as fuck, with a perky bubblebutt and a fucked-up attitude, I know them when I see them. They’re the kind of guys who look down on everyone else, acting all tough and macho like they’re the alphas of this world. Well, I teach guys like that a lesson.

    Bryce was exactly like that. I was in the gym locker rooms when I first saw him. He walked out of the showers with a towel around his waist, perfectly chiselled abs and big pecs, wet brown hair, pretty blue eyes. Half the guys in the room turned around – yeah the gym I go to is in Hell’s Kitchen – and ogled him. He was hot and he obviously knew it, sporting a permanent arrogant grin, marching through the locker room like he owned the place. When he dropped his towel, they all stared at his dick. Yeah, he was hung- probably eight inches when hard- but dicks are not my thing. It was only when he turned around that I felt my dick throb. Round and muscular, perfectly smooth, it was one of the hottest asses I had ever seen. I couldn’t help but picture him on all fours, moaning like a bitch as I stretched his hairless hole wide open. My dick got rock hard in seconds. Yeah, I have a thing for smooth round ass. Bryce pulled up his Calvin Kleins, adjusted his junk, and got fully dressed. It was as he was getting ready to leave that I heard him speak for the first time in a loud, baritone voice: “This place fucking stinks. A shower wouldn’t kill ya.” He kicked the swing door open and walked out. Some guys looked up confused. I laughed. The guy was a fucking asshole.

    I got used to seeing him in the gym. He was always in tight tank tops, gym shorts and long white socks- everything he wore had been selected with the sole purpose of showcasing his muscular arms and legs.  I’d seen him on the bench press, groaning loudly after each rep, his chest completely pumped. In between sets he often stood in front of the mirror, one hand holding up his top to show off his sweaty six pack and chest and the other snapping photos. One thirst trap after another. He posted most of them on Instagram- I looked him up as soon as he walked out of the locker room that day- and they all got hundreds of likes in seconds. Photo of Bryce shirtless on the beach: 1,000 likes. Photo of him in tight shorts, his thick dick bulging: 8,000 likes. I wasn’t surprised to see that the comment section was full of thirsty creeps and desperate anon profiles showering him with compliments. “Hot, daddy!” read one. “Omg he’s packing!” read another and so on. I also spotted him on Grindr one day. His profile was completely anonymous, no username, no face picture but I recognised him from the shredded abs and the cocky pose. The profile description was exactly what I expected: “XXL dom top for sub bottom. Clean and in shape only. No old creeps or fat.” I looked up and spotted him across the gym. He was wiping the sweat off his brow with the back of his hand. His big round ass was tightly wrapped in a pair of blue shorts that made it look juicier than ever. My dick was getting hard again. Yeah, I have a thing for cocky dom tops as well.

    For a while I hadn’t really made up my mind what I wanted to do with the little asshole, but then he left me no choice. I was in the locker rooms, just about to head home, when I noticed Bryce coming in. Not a word to anyone as always. Cool and arrogant as fuck, he just marched to a locker and started changing into his gym clothes.

    At that point, I noticed one of the younger guys standing next to Bryce, lingering awkwardly in the space. It was Andy, a twenty-something nerdy guy with glasses and pimply skin. He was small, maybe 5’7, and one of the skinniest guys in there. Pale white arms and legs and skinny like sticks. I only knew him as a shy kid who looked at the bigger guys from afar and generally kept to himself. In fact, I hadn’t heard him speak until that very moment. He turned to Bryce with an apologetic look on his face, then cleared his throat. Bryce shot him a hostile look. 

    “What?”

    “Hey, man,” Andy’s voice was squeaky and faint.

    “Yeah, what?”

    “Could you make some space? I need to change,” Andy said shyly and pointed a finger at the bench, every inch of which was occupied by Bryce’s gym bag, shorts, water bottle, and so on. 

    “Find another bench,” Bryce said.

    Andy stammered. “They’re all full…”

    “Not my problem,” Bryce said, and he didn’t even bother to look up from his gym bag.

    “If you could just move some of your stuff…”

    “Are you dumb or something? I said no. Get lost.”

    Andy went completely red and took a step back. It looked he had been knocked off balance. As if that wasn’t enough, Bryce continued: “And do yourself a favour and buy some deodorant. You fucking stink, man.”

    I didn’t see Andy’s reaction because he had already turned around and was making his way out of the locker rooms, but I could tell the back of his neck and ears had turned red.

    “Some fucking freaks in here…” Bryce said under his breath, but we all heard.

    And that was the moment that Bryce ran out of chances.

    A few days later, I made my move. I was sitting around in the locker rooms waiting for him to finish his workout when I noticed that he’d changed his Grindr profile description to “XXL dom top. Horny. Looking for now.” It was a good sign. I waited for a little while longer, then kicked off my shorts and hit the showers.

    Now there’s something you should know about me. I have a big dick. Now I know it makes sense- I’m a big guy so it’s hardly a surprise- but it’s actually not just big. It’s a huge one. It’s an ugly, thick bastard with a veiny shaft and a thick cockhead. Most guys struggle to take it in their mouths let alone up the ass. But funnily enough, I have decades of experience that prove that they can’t really resist it either. It drives them crazy.

    So, I couldn’t help but smile when Bryce walked into the showers – you could hear his arrogance in the way his flip flops hit the wet floor – and stared directly at my rock-hard dick. A stunned expression on his face, blue eyes wide open, lips slightly parted. He stood there and watched as I ran my hand up and down my veiny monster. The shocked look on his face was enough to make my dick throb.

    “You can touch it,” my voice startled him. He looked up, flushed and speechless.

    “Huh? Nah, man. Not my thing,” he stammered and entered another stall.

    I looked at his perfectly sculptured ass as he walked away. After a minute or two, I shot a huge creamy load all over the shower wall, groaning loudly just so he could hear.

    Afterward, when he walked into the locker room, I knew that there was something on his mind. He looked away awkwardly, avoiding eye contact. He changed in front of his locker as always and shoved his sweaty gym clothes in his bag. I sat there the whole time, my soft dick and balls hanging heavily between my legs. 

    “You dropped your panties.” I said and pointed at his Calvin Kleins on the floor. He turned around and looked at me – his eyes landing immediately on my dick. Oh, what I wouldn’t give to get him on his knees and shove my dick in his face, watching him struggle as it stretched his throat.

    “What are you looking at, man?” I chuckled. 

    “Nothing, man.” He turned around again, flushed and confused. I watched him silently, savouring his shame. 

    “You wanna suck?” 

    “No.” He tried to sound tough. “I’m top only. I don’t suck.”

    “Yeah, sure. You’ll fucking love it. All guys do.”

    He shot me one last look, then turned back to his locker. The door swung open and two other guys walked in. I got dressed and left but not before shooting him a text on Grindr: “This is my address. Be there in 20.”

    You’re probably thinking there’s no way he’d show up, right? Well, you’d be surprised. I’ve found that orders work really well on arrogant jocks like Bryce. There’s something about a big dick contest, the excitement of having their dominance questioned, that fucks with their mind. They love it, or maybe they hate it, but in any case, they can’t resist it. And soon enough, fifteen minutes later to be precise, Bryce found himself sitting on my couch, with his arms crossed at his chest and a weird look on his face, as if he was struggling to figure out what led him there in the first place. I had opened the door in my boxers, making sure he got an eyeful of my bulge as he walked in, and now, as I lay back on the couch opposite him, half my dick was hanging out my shorts. Yeah, I caught him looking at it.

    At first all he wanted to do was talk. I grabbed us two beers and he opened his using his teeth. What a stud. He said he was strictly a top – a dominant top – and that he had no plans to bottom for anyone. He loved punishing horny sub boys, stretching out their tight holes, making them worship his feet, his balls, his big cock. He showed me photos of them on his phone: a cute blonde guy with blue eyes slobbering on his cock, then a smaller but very muscular guy staring lustfully into the camera while sucking Bryce’s toes. There were many more. All of them cute with hot smooth bodies, perky butts. Just like Bryce. “Maybe we could fuck one of them together,” he said with an arrogant grin. “You know, together we’d destroy them.” He laughed. “Don’t think so,” was all I said.

    He rambled on for a while longer, bragging about the guys he’d fucked, the ones he was planning to fuck. He was already done with his third beer, and I could notice the alcohol was having its effects on him. For such a macho guy he was clearly a lightweight. I handed him a double whiskey and he took it without even looking. At some point he started complaining about the guys in the gym. “It’s a fucking freakshow, man. All these creepy old dudes with hair on their backs… kills the vibe. There’s not even one half-decent ass in there.” 

    Now he wasn’t entirely wrong. Most of the gym regulars were not very pretty to look at. There was Jerry, a middle aged dude with a round belly who was so hairy- his chest, arms and back were covered in dense, dark fur- that he looked like creature straight out of a horror film, then there was Mike, 60-something, who spent most of his time in the locker rooms trying to make eye contact with the younger guys, and then there was Pete, a small guy- 5’5 or so with a tiny little dick to match who walked around naked a lot and giggled incessantly to please the bigger guys. Like I said, they weren’t very pretty to look at and the rest of them weren’t any better. No, they weren’t like Bryce with his movie-star looks, big porn-star cock and perfect round ass. 

    He opened a text message on his phone and flashed a cocky grin. 

    “This dude just texted me. You wanna take turns on his ass? It’s a perfect pussy,” he said and showed me a few photos of a hot blond guy. He did have a nice pussy.

    “No. I don’t take turns with anyone.”

    “Come on, man. He’s hot, I’m telling you. The two of us together, we could…”

    “Not interested.”

    “Okay, man. Whatever.”

     I could tell that the idea had turned him on. He adjusted his bulge and took another gulp from his whiskey. It was time to speed things up a bit. I pulled up one of my videos on my laptop and hit play.

    “I only play solo. See for yourself.” 

    “Fuck, man. What’s that?” he said and moved closer.

    The video showed a 20-something muscled guy posing for the camera with his cute bubble butt arched in the air. I was filming him. He pulled his ass cheeks apart and exposed his tiny little hole. “Like this, Sir?” The guy said in the video. His voice was deep, masculine, just like Bryce’s. “Yeah. Good girl,” my voice sounded hoarse, a few octaves lower.

    “Shit, you filmed this?” Bryce’s eyes were glued to the screen.

    “Yeah, watch what I did to him,” I said. Same thing I’m going to do to you, Bryce.  

    “Don’t move,” I said in the video. The camera moved closer to the guy’s arched ass till his smooth hole was just inches from the lens “Ready to become a slut, baby?” I teased the young jock, but he didn’t say anything. He just waited, with his hands still holding his ass cheeks, displaying his hole just like I told him. The camera panned down and my dick came into view.

    “Fuck, man.” I heard Bryce mumble under his breath next to me.

    Yeah, the contrast was pretty startling. My thick dick looked like a fucking monster next to the guy’s tiny asshole. Rock-hard, veins pumping, it looked like it was going to split his ass in two. I spat on his puss – it twitched – and took a step forward. “Open up.” I lined my cock with his hole and pushed. The guy groaned and gasped and soon started screaming as my ten incher tore through his ass, inch by inch, my thick shaft stretching his pink lips, till my pubes slammed against his smooth ass.

    “Fuuuuuuck”, he screamed like a girl.

    The video continued playing: a shot of me pulling his hair as I pounded into his hole, another of me pulling out- his hole tightened immediately- and then shoving my dick back in. His yelps and whiny moans coming out of the laptop speakers were the only noise in my living room for a while- well that, and Bryce’s heavy breathing. You see the hot jock couldn’t get enough of it. Seeing my monster cock destroying a muscle ass and hearing the guy’s desperate screams was having its effect on him. Pupils dilated, mouth open, alcohol rushing through his veins, poor Bryce looked like he was being hypnotized. It wasn’t long before I saw his hand move over to his bulge and squeeze his dick. Yeah, it was time. I left the video playing and kicked back.

    “Have you ever sucked a real man’s cock?”

    Bryce turned away from the screen and looked at me. His eyes widened in shock. I had pulled my rock-hard dick out and was slowly jerking off only inches away from his face. A large drop of precum had already appeared on the tip of my cock. I smeared it on the shaft and kept going. The jock swallowed hard. He kept his eyes on my dick the whole time, watching as my fist stroked my massive dickhead. 

    “I’m good, man,” Bryce managed to mumble.

    “Come on man. Put your hand on it. I won’t tell your boys.”

     What with the sound of that jock being turned into a cumslut, the sight of the biggest dick he’d ever seen only inches from his face, and the twitching cock in his undies, Bryce was losing the battle. And when he shot me one last confused look – pleading almost – I knew that I was going to have the time of my life turning him into my personal cumdump. I simply reached out and put my hand on the back of his head. Bryce said nothing. He didn’t even resist as I guided his face closer to my lap- so close that he could smell the musk of my balls and the precum running down my shaft- and used my fingers to open his mouth. He just looked on, red-faced and confused.

    “Now suck,” I growled and shoved my cock in his mouth. He struggled- they all do at first- as my girth stretched his lips and inch after inch of my dick assaulted his throat. He choked and gagged again and again, his throat vibrating around my shaft. After a moment, I felt resistance as he tried to pull away, but my tight grip on his head kept him right where I wanted him. I just kept going, feeding Bryce his first monster cock, bruising the back of his throat and coating the inside of his mouth with my precum. I just loved the sight of his handsome face choking on dick for the first time, his beautiful eyes tearing up, his cute lips covered in spit. After a while, I stood up. Bryce looked up at me and wiped the drool off his chin with the back of his hand.

    “Man…” he stuttered, struggling to catch his breath.

    Before he could say another word, I grabbed him by the hair and stuck my dick right back in his tight mouth. He squealed, spit flying from the corners of his mouth. I started face fucking him – this time faster and harder – like his throat was just a hole for me to screw.

    “Take it, slut.” Taunts work really well in my experience. They get macho guys like Bryce all excited and confused. Hearing a bigger guy calling them a girl? A fag? A cumdump? It completely fucks with their mind.

    “That’s it. Good girl, relax that throat.” Bryce just kept taking it, drool and precum smeared all over his pretty face. It was working alright. I could now fit nearly seven inches in his used throat.

    Bryce soon found himself doing stuff he never thought he would do for another guy. When I buried his face in my balls and ordered him to lick, he hesitated only for a moment before sticking out his tongue and tasting my musky ball sweat. “Lick them clean.” He proceeded to give my ball sack a tongue bath. He licked my balls like I told him, rolled his tongue between them, got them nice and wet. Turns out Bryce was great at following orders. For a macho top dude, he really got a kick out of servicing a bigger guy. I wondered what his bottom boys would think if they saw him licking my balls while my cock dripped precum all over his face. Would they still call him daddy and let him pound their pussies into a pulp? I don’t think so.

    After half an hour of having his face buried in my lap, sucking, licking, gurgling on my cock, I felt my balls tighten. “Get ready, baby. I’m gonna feed you a big load.” Bryce shot me a panicked look and tried to pull away, but I moved quickly. I shoved my cock back in his mouth and held his head with both hands. He wasn’t going anywhere. He looked up at me in fear and moaned something incoherent. Guess he’d never eaten a guy’s stinky load before.

    “I’m cumming.” Fuck, it felt good. I shot torrent after torrent of thick spunk in his mouth, all over his tongue, deep down his throat. Bryce’s eyes bulged. “Do you like it, baby?” I know my cum has a strong taste and boys usually hate it, but I just love seeing their horrified expressions as they try to swallow it. I pulled out of his wet mouth and kept shooting all over his face – on his cute nose, his sharp jaw, his wavy brown hair. I was very generous with Bryce that night. After fucking his mouth for so long, I just couldn’t stop cumming. I gave my dick one last tug and took a step back to admire my work. Bryce’s handsome face was glazed in white cream and the room smelled of cum and sweat. I couldn’t imagine the shock he felt when my thick cum filled his mouth or when its pungent smell hit his nostrils. Still on his knees, cum dripping down his tight tank top, he stared at me like a lost puppy, as if he was about to say something but couldn’t figure out what it was.

    “Dude…” he managed to mumble in between breaths.

    “Good girl. Beat it now.”

    After that night, I didn’t hear from Bryce for a while. He skipped the gym for two or three days in a row, which was very unlike him, and when he finally showed up a few days later he hit the weights with headphones on, avoiding eye contact, keeping quiet, trying to block everything out. Later on in the locker rooms, he did his best to act like I wasn’t standing right there with my cock out watching him as he changed into his work clothes. He left with a cute flush on his cheeks. Yeah, I had fucked with his mind alright.  

    Then one night, as I was getting home from work, my phone buzzed.

    “Hey dude.” Bryce had messaged me on Grindr. His new profile pic showed him shirtless, flexing his right arm in front of a mirror and sticking his tongue out like a frat boy. His big bulge was – deliberately – showing through his grey sweatpants. 

    I ignored him.

    “What’s up?” Another message, maybe ten minutes later.

    I ignored him again.

    “Doing anything tonight?”

     I shot him a text:

    “My place. Half an hour.”

    Nothing for a minute. Then, finally:

    “Ok.”

    To be continued…

  • Adventures!

    The Boy

    The boy lay there in the centre of the stained mattress on the floor of the run-down house in a seedy part of town. The men milling around the seemingly young naked boy, their lustful grins betraying their intentions, all waiting their turn. They needn’t worry – they would all get to play with the boy and after them more would arrive.

    The boy was used to being used by men – he attracted the sort that liked their ‘meat fresh and sweet’. He was, admittedly, no longer fresh but his ‘boicunt’ still looked and tasted ‘sweet’. The men would take their pleasure on him – fucking him, seeding him and then leaving him to the next man.

    He had been held in the house now for 3 days, subject to the non-stop attention of such men. From men not much older than himself through to old men. He’d had to take them all, had to take their seed in his boicunt or down his throat. His boicunt was open and leaked a constant rivulet of cum, his belly full of man spunk. He was now beyond caring.

    This was not the boys first experience as a pimped out whore. It had started when he was younger when he’d met “The Man”.

    The boy had always known he was gay and over the years had had men. Taken in cars to quiet spots and fucked, fucked in toilets, occasionally fucked in some mans bed. He loved being the centre of attention – loved the feeling of a man wanting his body and using it.

    He seemed like Peter Pan – the boy that never grew up. He was slight, shorter than other ‘boys’ of his age. His body was hairless, he never grew pubic hair, his boicunt never obtained that fuzzy fur. While his contemporaries raced through puberty into manhood, he stopped. Now that pre-pubescent look held him in good stead.

    The Man had picked him up at the local bus station where he preyed on innocents. He thought the boy was another of them and looked forward to what he thought was going to be taking his virginity. He’d tempted the lad into his car and then into his bedroom. It was there that The Man discovered the boy had already been ‘broken in’ – his cock had slid into an already cum laden boicunt. He didn’t mind though and enjoyed the thought he was still fucking a youngster.

    The boy could tell The Man ‘enjoyed’ him and he responded well to the attention he was given. That first time he opened his legs to The Man he used every trick he had learned, exciting the man beyond belief and The Man excited him. He became addicted to the man fucking him, to men fucking him.

    The boy knew The Man had friends who enjoyed ‘young meat’ and encouraged him to invite them to join them. At first it was one or two other men – selected form a small group. They were all men in their 50’s and 60’s, some married others single. The only thing they had in common was their desire for young bare flesh.

    The first time been two other men in their 50’s, both married, both playing ‘Daddy’ to their ‘Son. The boy wondered if they had their own sons ans were living out some deep rooted fantasy. No that he cared – he lay and just opened his legs to them. He was to find out later that it was no fantasy.

    That first afternoon had proved a long one – the men having taken ‘supplements’ to retain their erections. He had lain there and been subjected to a constant round of fucking by the three men, flooded with copious amounts of cum. He loved it and told The Man so.

    Another session followed on soon after – again older men, again ‘Daddy’ to his ‘Son’. again heavy loads of cum from each of them.

    Slowly the circle of men expanded and the ages now varied. Sometimes a mix of men, sometimes all older, sometimes younger. The boy decided a mixture was his favourite and encouraged The Man to arrange slightly larger sessions. He now seemed to be in constant demand – again he loved it.

    Word spread about his talents and he was asked to ‘perform’ at gatherings. Some were, being honest about it, just a case of older guys taking pleasure en masse. Others were more specialised, used for some specific purpose.

    His first ‘specialised’ role turned him on more then the normal run of the mill fuckfest he’d engaged in. He was to be the ‘first’ fuck for some of the younger members of the group. Up until that point they had all been like him – bottoms. They were all 19 or 20 and were now ready to fuck themselves.

    The Boy was taken to another members house, to a room specially set aside – a play room. Its walls were adorned with pictures and photographs of various debauched scenes, downlighters highlighting each one. The only furniture was an expansive bed and a sling.

    The boy was lead in, naked, and placed on the bed. His body arranged ready and ‘inviting’. His legs were spread, his boicunt already lubed, his own dick hard in anticipation as the first of the lads entered the room.

    The boy shivered in excitement as a 19 year old ‘lad’ came through thee doorway. Up until now he had only seen the lad flat on his back, lying under men fucking him. Now he stood there – his cock projecting out a good 8″. being rubbed and smeared with his own precum. He looked hesitant somehow until the boy let his fingers wander to his own boicunt and he started to finger fuck himself. The lad now climbed onto to the bed and between the boys legs. The boy acted out his role begging the lad to fuck him, to breed him – just as the lad had done himself before.

    The lad jabbed his dick into the boy’s opened boicunt. The boy yelped in pleasure. Inexperienced as the lad was, he was also a bit ‘rough’. The thrusts were hard, deep and rapid. The lad seemed almost possessed. The Boy now seemed to experience real pleasure, urging the lad on vocally. He begged the lad to fuck him, to rape his boicunt even. The lad grunted and roared as he fucked the boy until he finally pumped his load at the deepest point.

    After breeding him, the lad thanked the boy.

    He was gone and the next was escorted in and the door closed.

    He was moved from the bed to the sling over the course of the session. The bedsheets stained with youthful cum, a pool developing under the sling. The boy just lay back and took every cock and every load form every lad.

    What none of them knew was that as soon as the door closed, and the two of them were alone, the cameras sprang to life. Each and every fuck, each and every breeding was recorded. The Man and his partner in crime now made money out of The Boy, selling DVD’s of the session.

    The Boy had no qualms about being filmed or even the footage sold on DVD. All he ever wanted were the cocks and their cum – as he had done from that very first fuck in the back of a van.

    He’d been on a bike ride, the trail running past a view point and its car park. There was one solitary van parked right at the back of the area, almost hidden from passing traffic under the trees, its tinted windows hiding the inside from sight. As he rode slowly past he could see what appeared to be a bare chested man sitting in the van. He was probably 30 odd The Boy reckoned, a very hairy chest, shortish dark hair, he smiled at The Boy. The Boy smiled back as his bike came to a rest a few yards away.

    The drivers side door opened wide and The Boy could see that not only was the man bare chested, he was totally naked, his hand moving lovingly slowly up and down his dick. The boy had seen other cocks before, kissed some, sucked some, but this one was somehow different. It seemed perfectly formed, perfectly in proportion to the rest on the man. His own now started to swell in sympathy pushing out the front of his shorts.

    The man stared hard at the boys crotch now seeing the boy go from flaccid to semi-hard and then tenting his shorts. He looked the boy in the eyes, smiled, ran the tip of his tongue over his lips – all the time caressing his dick. He watched intently as the boy slipped his hand under the waistband of the shorts, at first rearranging himself then, like the man, slowly stroking his dick.

    The man got out of the van slowly fully displaying himself to the boy. He closed the door and moved to the side of the van opening the back door and climbing back in. The door left slightly open. The back of the van was not as it appeared from outside. There was a long padded bench seat on one side, doubling as a storage box, two seats at the back and in the centre of the floor a mattress. The man was no delivery driver or such, the van was his own mobile sex den.

    The man could see the boy approaching very slowly, very casually. He was now lying on the mattress as body angled to show his sturdy dick and his hairy arse. He played with his cock – stroking it, caressing it, pressing the head between his finger tips. He let out a long quiet moan as the boy got closer. He had been aroused since he had woken up and he had edged himself ever since. The lust coursing through his body fro the boy was irrepressible, a lust that needed to be satisfied.

    The boy saw the man beckon him, to get in the van with him, to close the door. As the door slid closed behind him he gazed down at the man and his cock, longing to suck it, taste it, feel it unload in his mouth. He peeled off his clothes joining the man n the mattress.

    The man was excited at the sight of the boy – the smooth body, the hairless crotch, the hairless hole he suspected. What intrigued him though was the size of the lads dick. It was now at full hardness and seemed out of proportion with the rest of the young slender body. The uncut appendage was at least 7″, seeming larger when set against his youthful body.

    The boy was soon on his knees adoring and worshipping the mans cock and balls. The smell and taste of the man was intoxicating, his own now literally dripping precum.

    The man had the boy scoot round so they could 69. He was fascinated by the boys cock. His attention though was soon drawn to the hairless arse and, as he now discovered, hairless hole. he loved his lapping tongue from the boys balls up to exciting hole. It was a hole crying out to be fucked – as it no doubt had been countless times before.

    The boy gasped and moaned in delight as he felt the mans tongue circle his hole, probing. His hole suddenly dilated and the man took his chance – slipping his tongue just inside. The sensations the boy felt lead to the first word spoken “Oh fuck…. Oh fuck….” The man realised the boy loved having things in his hole and proceeded to tongue fuck him then sliding a finger into the boy.

    There were high pitched cries, yelps, moans, groans from the boy as the man worked his hole. The boy had never felt anything soo good before. He pushed his hole out and hard against the invading tongue and fingers. “Oh Yes! Yes! Yes!” he moaned over the mans cock as he pleasured him. The fingers had found ‘that spot’ and were now working it. The boy almost screamed out at the intensity of the feelings running through him. He orgasmed over and over again without his cock giving up its cum.

    He was overcome by a strange feeling, an urge boiling up inside him. He knew man fucked – he’d witnessed it so many times. He now knew that need a man gets to feel a dick n him, the carnal lust growing inside of him now, he too wanted the mans dick in him.

    The boy was like speed lightning as his mouth left the saliva covered dick and he straddled the mains waist. Without a word, he took the mans shaft in his hand and loved the head rapidly to his already wet hole. He was impatient now as he slid he head over his hole, locating the dilated hole. He squatted down, pushed his hole over the head.

    The mans eyes shot wide as he felt the tightness of the boy start to engulf him. The boy had surprised him as he lowered himself. He looked up at the boy, saw the loo on his face, heard the the boys obvious pain. He guessed the boy hadn’t taken that many cocks after all. He now took the boys waist n his hands and they started to fuck.

    The boy as n real pain, in agony as he rode the cock down to its toot. He knew however that he had to do this, had to feel the mans cock inside him, feel the hardness of it stretching him.

    The man could feel his balls boiling, he had to cum. The whole thing was so unexpected so arousing. There had been no talk of fucking, no thoughts about rubbers or where the boy wanted the mans cum. Now, lost in the moment, the boy rode bareback and the man drilled his spunk deep into him. The boy instantly responded as his own dick jerked and let out the largest load he had ever cum. The boy continued to sit on the dick until finally the man softened and fell out of him.

    They lay there, the scents of spunk and sweat pervading the air, the man and boy breathless, panting. The boy looked at the spunk smeared dick, caressed it lovingly then leaned over and kissed the man “Thank you” he said. Like a bolt out of the blue the man realised what had just happened.

    The Boy relived every minute of that first fuck as he now lay in the sling being service by an 18 year old student. The sturdy cock was the last of the 7 ‘new’ tops that bred him that afternoon.

    When he met The Man it was he that brought the men to him, he no longer had to go searching for cocks to fuck and breed him. Then there was a fortnight when the man was away – on holiday in the Canaries. The Boy’s ‘supply’ dried up and he went back to one of his old cruising grounds.

    He’d already been fucked over a picnic table when a couple of guys approached. They were obviously looking to fuck him – one already had his zip down and his cock ready. The Boy lay there on the table telling the guys he was already lubed with that “special spunk lube”. He felt the Sharpe jab on the mans dick into him and heard “He’s right! He’ll do!”. The cock was pulled out of him and then he was yanked off the table and manhandled into a transit van parked close by.

    The next thing The Boy knew was he was being pushed into the room he was n now with its soled mattress. The men pushed him back onto the bedding and stripped off in double quick time. The Boy might not like look of the surroundings but he certainty did like the look of the two dicks presented to him. He spread his legs fast, showed his already filled hole: “Come on then guys – Fuck me!” “Oh, we are gonna fuck you boy! Boys like you need a proper man to fuck you” one said.

    The Boy was soon taking the mans cock in him. He was rough and vigorous, not lie other fuck he’d had. The man didn’t even shoot his load but pulled out to let his mate take over. His mate was bigger and rougher. The Boy started to cry in anguish. The guys just laughed.

    The first guy disappeared as The Boy took a pounding, returning with two other guys, equally naked, equally hard. Fear ran through The Boy now. He felt the second man shoot his load and he was quickly replace by one of the two new men.

    The Boy had taken all four of them when the door opened and a gang of about 5 walked in. They highfived The Boys abductors and then started to discard their clothes too. Those 5 all fucked him too, all depositing their spunk in him. All five having their cocks cleaned afterwards.

    9 Cocks had fucked him, 9 loads of spunk lined him. Hos hole truly gaped and leaked out its contents, joining the evidence of the past use of the mattress. Many boys just like him had been used and abused on the mattress – fucked into oblivion by countless men. The room and the mattress were just as much stars in the videos as the men and boys fucking.

    The room had been the setting for drug crazed sex-fests. The boys enticed into it, other men already there, naked and horny. The boys were introduced to poppers, then, as the clouds filled the room, they were persuaded to us other stimulants. Soon the boys had turned from young innocents to sex crazed whores. All they cared about was another hit, another high, another cock.

    The Man was not really on holiday. He was sitting in another room in the building – one he owned. He had tired of The Boy, wanted to move on to fresher meat. This film was to be The Boys swansong.

    The Man had carefully planned, organised and executed The Boys last adventure. He had the room, he had the boy and he had a string of men always willing to fuck youthful bodies. It was just the simple case of bringing them all together. He wanted to make THE gang-bang film.

    He needed more men. He put ‘discrete’ adverts on sites on the Darknet, on specialised web sites. He’d put up short video clips of The Boy being fucked and ‘invite’ men to join him – at a price of course. All the men needed to do was supply a picture of their erect dicks. There was no discrimination over age or race. All the men had to do was prove their credentials. The response was massive.

    Soon The Man had a very long list. His plan of a one night fuckfest expanded. Now he had enough guys to fill three days and planned accordingly.

    What had begun with those 5 lads now turned into a constant stream of naked men wanting to take their turn on the boy. He was fucked in every position imaginable, every combination imaginable. The Man recorded the merciless double fucking of The Boy, every yelp, every scream as The Boys hole was ravished. The Boy was punished.

    As the days progressed The Boy was constantly fed poppers and other stimulants keeping um awake and craving dick and cum. He no long cared about size or age just so long as it could fuck and breed. By the end of the third day he was being used as a quick cumdump for the local young punks off the street and that’s where he ended up.

    The Man re-enacted a scene from a book he once read. Instead of some two-nit whore, The Boy was dumped in the back of a car on some waste ground, naked and ready for use. Now he took any passing cock.

    The Boy was found the following day. His once ‘fresh’ hole was now a raw cunt – sore, open and for ever draining out cum. The medics could do nothing for him. The Boy died there, on the back seat of the wrecked car, in squalor. His ‘adventure’ over.

  • Sanctuary In The Wilderness

    I woke up much later in the morning than I wanted, the sun already casting a pale glow through the cabin’s windows. John had left me to sleep, the warmth of the furs and his lingering scent on the pillow a comforting reminder of the night we had shared. I wrapped myself in one of the furs, feeling the softness against my naked skin, and padded out to the porch.

    There, I found him sitting on a wooden block, a rifle disassembled in his calloused hands. He was wearing nothing but a pair of tighty whities, the fabric straining against his muscular thighs as he worked. His beard was unkempt, his eyes sharp as they flicked up to meet mine. The sight of him, so focused and yet so vulnerable, took my breath away.

    “Good morning,” was all I could say feeling slightly nervous.

    John looked up, his eyes raking over me, a smile playing on his lips. “Good morning to you too. How’d you sleep, Steve?”

    I couldn’t help but blush as I thought of the night we had shared. “Better than I have in a very long time,” I admitted, my voice still rough from the passionate cries that had filled the cabin.

    John’s smile grew, a hint of pride in his eyes. “Glad to hear that,” he said, his voice low and gruff. He continued to work on the rifle, his movements precise and practised. “We’ve got some stuff to do today if you’re up to it,” he added, his tone sort of businesslike. “We need to reinforce the cabin and set up some traps. I don’t want those animals thinking they can just wander in.”

    “What animals?” I asked.

    John looked up, his eyes meeting mine. “Wolves, mainly,” he said, his expression serious. “They’re getting bolder and we can’t afford to be careless. Also, I want to teach you how to shoot. Have you ever done any shooting before?”

    I swallowed hard, memories of my past flashing through my mind. “No, never,” I admitted. “But I’m willing to learn,” not quite sure whether I believed John about wolves. “What about the…….?”

    John understood my question. “Steve, I have checked all my camera traps in a five-mile radius and nothing human has been detected, just wolves and an odd bear or two. The men who took you have either given up looking or just have no idea which way you ran. I suspect they looked for you but they think you’re dead.”

    “You’re certain?” I asked.

    “Yep, I’m fairly certain my love, it’s over and you are safe. Now, let’s worry about the wolves,” as he indicated I sat down with him on a handy log next to him.

    John took his time explaining the parts of the rifle, his voice steady and calm, a stark contrast to the turmoil I felt inside. “This is a C14 Timberwolf MRSWS sniper rifle, probably one of the best in the world. It takes a .338 round and is quite deadly over 1500m. You will also note it has a silencer.”

    I was in a mild state of shock as he showed me how to load it, the metallic click echoing through the air. Then he handed it to me holding it horizontal as I took the gun tentatively, the weight of it surprisingly heavy in my hands and much to John’s amusement when I stood up I had forgotten I was only wrapped in a fur which dropped to the ground leaving me naked in front of him and the world.

    John’s eyes widened for a moment before he burst out laughing, a deep belly laugh that made his whole body shake. I couldn’t help but smile, the tension in my shoulders easing slightly. “You’ll get the hang of it,” he said, his eyes dancing with mirth. “But maybe keep the fur on for now, unless you’re trying to attract more than just wolves.”

    Of course, I couldn’t keep the fur wrapped around me so I spent the rest of the morning outside, the mid-spring air nipping at my naked skin as John taught me the basics of shooting. He was patient, his hands guiding mine as I took aim and fired, the recoil jarring but exhilarating. His instructions were clear and firm, his voice a gentle rumble that soothed my nerves as occasionally he ran his fingers over my naked body as I lay on the damp ground looking through the telescopic sights for the targets John had earlier prepared.

    “Steve, not bad, not bad at all for a beginner,” he complimented me.

    I nodded, feeling a new sense of responsibility and protection. The shift in his tone, the way he called me “Steve” instead of “Steven,” was subtle but not lost on me. It was as if he had claimed me as one of his own and I loved him for it.

    With the shooting lesson finished, we walked towards the cabin via the pickup truck as John put a shotgun in the cab and without warning, as we stood by his pickup truck, John picked me up, laying me gently on the hood. The cold metal starkly contrasted the warmth of his touch, sending a shiver through me. He leaned down, his eyes dark with desire, and ran his hands down my chest. His fingers traced the path to my growing cock, the anticipation building as he hovered above it.

    With a knowing smile, John bent forward, engulfing my cock in his mouth with a hunger that left me gasping. The sensation was unexpected, but oh so welcome. His tongue was a warm, wet velvet that wrapped around me, sending bolts of pleasure shooting through my body. The sound of his mouth working me was the sweetest music, echoing through the clearing as I watched him through half-lidded eyes.

    He worked with me with an almost terrifying skill as if he had been waiting for this moment for as long as I had. His hands gripped my thighs, holding me in place as he took me deeper, his throat constricting around me with each bob of his head. The world around us melted away, leaving only the two of us in a cocoon of lust and need.

    I reached out, my hand finding purchase in his thick hair, guiding him slightly as he took me closer to the edge. His eyes never left mine, the connection between us unbreakable as he gave me a blowjob that was as much an act of love as it was of passion. I could feel the pressure building, my hips bucking of their own accord as the climax approached.

    And then, with a final, desperate moan, I came, my release spilling into his mouth as he swallowed it down greedily. John pulled back, his eyes sparkling with satisfaction as he looked up at me. “You’re mine now,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire. “And I’ll never let anyone hurt you again.”

    The promise in his words was as potent as the aftershocks of pleasure still coursing through me. “Thank you,” I whispered, my voice shaky with emotion.

    John helped me sit up, his hand lingering on my thigh for a moment longer than necessary. “We’ve got more to do later,” he said, his voice still gruff with passion. “But now, I want you,” as I slid off the hood, my legs feeling like jelly when John picked me up and carried me into the cabin straight over to the makeshift bed that had witnessed our lovemaking during the night.

    John laid me down gently, his eyes dark with hunger as he stripped off his tighty whities. His cock was already standing at full attention, a silent testament to his desire for me. “Ride me, Steve,” he rasped, his voice thick with need.

    With trembling hands, I positioned myself over him, feeling the heat of his arousal against my inner thighs. John’s eyes never left mine as he reached down, guiding his cock to my entrance. The anticipation was almost unbearable as I started to feel him entering me.

    He pushed in, my breath hitching at the sensation as my body enveloped him. John’s eyes rolled back in his head, a low groan escaping his lips as I sank deeper. His hands found my hips, his fingers digging into my flesh as he helped me set a rhythm that was both agonisingly slow and deliciously punishing.

    Each rock of my hips sent waves of pleasure through me, his cock sliding in and out of me with a wet, slick sound that seemed to echo through the cabin. John’s eyes were on mine, his pupils blown wide with desire as we moved together, our bodies speaking a language that transcended words.

    I felt a strange sense of power, a thrill that was alien and intoxicating as he took control, my body moving over his in a dance of passion. His muscles tensed and released beneath me, his breath coming in harsh pants that matched the rhythm of his thrusts.

    Our skin was slick with sweat, our bodies moving as one as we sought out our release. John’s hands roamed my back, his nails scraping my skin lightly as I leaned down, capturing his mouth in a kiss that was as fiery as the passion that consumed us.

    As I rode him, my pleasure mounted a crescendo that was both terrifying and exhilarating. John’s hips bucked up to meet me, his body a living, breathing testament to the strength and passion that lay just beneath the surface of his stoic exterior.

    Our lovemaking grew more intense, our bodies speaking a language of need that needed no words. The world outside had ceased to exist, the only reality was the fire in the hearth, the warmth of our bodies, and the love that grew stronger with each passing moment.

    The tension built, our movements growing more frenzied as we chased the high that only we could give each other. I felt the beginnings of my climax, a coil of pleasure that tightened in my gut and shot down my spine.

    John’s eyes snapped open, meeting mine with a fierce intensity that stole my breath away. “I’m going to come,” I panted, the words a whispered confession. He nodded, his grip on my hips tightening. “Come for me,” he urged, his voice a low growl that sent shivers down my spine. “Come, Steve.”

    And with that, I lost all control, my orgasm ripping through me like a storm, my cock pulsing as I shot my load all over John’s chest, face and stomach. He followed shortly after, his body tensing as he shouted my name, his climax a powerful release that seemed to shake the very foundations of the cabin as I felt his seed shoot into me in multiple spurts of cum.

    We collapsed onto each other, our bodies entwined, our hearts hammering against each other’s chests. The fire in the hearth cast a warm glow across the room, painting our bodies in a soft, golden light.

    John pulled me closer, his arms wrapping around me as we both panted for breath. “You’re mine,” he murmured, his voice filled with a fierce protectiveness. “Always.”

    I nodded, my heart swelling with love for this man who had saved me in more ways than one. “And you’re mine,” I whispered, my voice a mere echo of his. “Forever.”

    John got up after I released him from our cuddle and walked naked to the fridge, got some beers and invited me outside onto the porch.

    “Come here, Steve,” he said, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine. I followed him, my nakedness feeling surprisingly natural in the crisp mountain air as John sat down on a wooden chair, gesturing for me to straddle his lap, and as I did, his hand found its way to my crotch, playing with my pubic hair idly as he took a swig of his beer.

    He set the beer aside and took a deep breath. “There’s something I’ve been thinking about,” he began, his eyes searching mine. “I know you like to dress in women’s clothes, and it doesn’t bother me. I’d like to see it. I want to see you.”

    My heart skipped a beat, both at his understanding and his request. “Are you sure?” I asked, my voice trembling slightly.

    John’s expression softened as he nodded. “More than sure,” he said, his thumb brushing over my bottom lip. “I think it would be incredibly sexy. And if it makes you feel more like yourself, then I want to see that…. and… I’m in love with you,” he stuttered.

    I sat in his lap taking in what I had just heard, digesting the change in John I hadn’t expected as his hands continued to play with me. “I was thinking, if you are feeling the same as me, perhaps you might like to become my partner,” John suggested. “I think you are beautiful and in such a short time you have changed me when I thought all hope of finding love might have been lost forever.”

    John’s eyes searched mine for a moment, finding surprise and something else flickering in their depths. Then, a slow smile spread across his face, lighting up his features. “Will you be my partner?” he asked, his voice a soft rumble. “Steve, I would be honoured if you would consider marrying me.”

    I felt a lump form in my throat, my eyes filling with tears as I looked into the eyes of this rugged, strong man who had seen me at my most vulnerable and still wanted to cherish me. “Yes,” I whispered, the word barely escaping my lips. “I will marry you, John.”

    The joy that filled his eyes was like the sun breaking through the clouds after a storm. He leaned in and kissed me, his beard scratching my face as he did so, and I knew that this was the beginning of something beautiful.

    “One request,” John said, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine. “Would you consider being shaved… like a woman?”

    I took a deep breath, the weight of his words sinking in. His hand, still playing with my pubic hair, stilled for a moment, giving me time to think. It was a bold ask, one that touched on the very core of my identity and the traumas I had endured. But in John’s eyes, there was no judgment, only curiosity and a desire to understand and embrace me fully.

    I nodded slowly, my heart racing with a mix of fear and excitement. John’s smile grew, a hint of mischief dancing in his eyes. He stood up, his cock still hard from our recent lovemaking, and led me into the cabin. “I’ve got a few supplies we can use,” he said, his tone matter-of-fact.

    He rummaged through a drawer, pulling out a straight razor, a mug of hot water, a bar of soap, and a towel. The sight of the razor made me tense, but John noticed and paused, his hand on my shoulder. “You, okay?” he asked, his voice gentle.

    “Yeah,” I replied, taking a deep breath. “I’m okay. More than okay if you want the truth.”

    Smiling, John guided me to the makeshift bed in front of the fire, laying me down gently. The furs were soft under my back, the fire’s warmth a comfort as John began to prepare the shaving supplies. His movements were careful, his eyes never leaving me as he heated the water and lathered the soap.

    As the warm lather coated my skin, John’s touch grew more tender, his hands gliding over me with a gentle stroking motion that sent shivers through me. With each pass of the blade, I felt a piece of my past fall away, revealing something new and beautiful underneath.

    The scrape of the razor was surprisingly soothing, the sharpness of the blade a stark contrast to the softness of John’s touch. I watched him work, his focus intense as he shaved my body, removing all traces of hair from my chest, stomach, and legs. Each stroke was a silent declaration of his acceptance and love for me, no matter how I chose to present myself.

    When he was finished, John wiped the last of the soap away with the towel, his eyes roaming over my now-bare skin with a mix of admiration and hunger. “You’re so beautiful,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire.

    The words sent a thrill through me, a sense of belonging that washed away the last of my doubts. John leaned down, his mouth capturing mine in a deep, passionate kiss as his hands roamed my newfound softness, exploring every inch of my freshly shaved body.

    Our lovemaking that night was slow and sensual, John’s hands tracing the smooth contours of my skin as we moved together in a symphony of pleasure. The fire cast dancing shadows across the room, our moans and sighs became sweet music that filled the air.

    And as we lay in each other’s arms, our hearts beating in unison, I knew that no matter what the future held, I had found my home in this cabin in the Yukon, with this man who had shown me that love could indeed conquer all.

    The morning light grew stronger, and John’s gentle snores grew quieter as I carefully slipped from his embrace, the furs falling away to reveal my bare skin. I tiptoed through the cabin to the room that had become my sanctuary, my heart racing with excitement and nerves. The lingerie and dress lay waiting for me, a silent promise of transformation.

    The silky fabric of the lingerie glided over my freshly shaved body, a soft caress that made me feel more feminine than I had in months. The burgundy dress was like a second skin, clinging to my curves and brushing against my legs with every step. I felt beautiful, powerful, and most importantly, like myself.

    In the kitchen, the scent of percolating coffee filled the air as I moved about, lost in thought. The pot bubbled and gurgled, a comforting sound that seemed to echo the warmth growing inside me. I poured a cup, the dark liquid a stark contrast to the softness of the fur-covered form of John sleeping by the fire, amongst the furs and blankets of our makeshift bed.

    Taking a sip, I allowed myself a moment to savour the quiet before the day began. Our love had grown in this cabin, a beacon of warmth in the cold wilderness. And now, as I gazed upon him, my love for him was as vast and untamed as the lands beyond our door.

    The dress swished around me as I approached John, the anticipation building with every step. I watched him for a moment, the rise and fall of his chest, the softness of his features in sleep, and felt a fierce need to wake him up with a kiss. But I waited, savouring the sight of him, my heart swelling with love and a newfound sense of belonging.

    As the first light of dawn kissed John’s cheek, he stirred, his eyes fluttering open to find me standing there. His gaze took in my new appearance, and I could see the surprise, the desire, and the love in his eyes as he took in the sight of his love.

    With a low growl, John sat up, the fur falling away to reveal his muscled chest. He reached for me, pulling me into a fierce embrace that was as much about claiming as it was about holding on tight. His kiss was urgent, his hands roaming over my newfound softness as if he couldn’t get enough of me.

    Breaking the kiss, John looked into my eyes, the warmth of the fire reflected in the depths of his gaze. “You’re so beautiful,” he murmured, his voice filled with awe. “I can’t wait to marry you, Steve.”

    I felt my cheeks flush at the sound of my name, the intimacy of it on his lips. “I love you, John,” I whispered, feeling the words resonate in my chest.

    He stood, pulling me to my feet, the dress whispering against my legs. “Let’s start the day,” he said, his voice filled with promise. “We’ve got a lifetime of memories to make in this cabin.”

    And with that, we stepped out onto the porch, John naked and I, in my burgundy dress, hand in hand, ready to face whatever the day would bring. The cold air was a shock, but in John’s arms, I felt nothing but warmth and love as I sat once again in his lap. John’s hand found its way under my dress, his calloused fingers gently stroking my cock through the delicate fabric of my lingerie. The sensation was a stark contrast to the harshness of our surroundings, a gentle reminder of the softness that could be found even in the most unlikely places.

    As I slipped off John’s lap to refill our coffee cups, I couldn’t help but notice his erection, standing proud and demanding my attention. I set his coffee down on the table next to him, my heart racing as I knelt before him, the wooden decking of the porch rough against my knees. With a look of pure love and adoration, I leaned forward, taking his cock in my mouth.

    John’s hand found my hair, his grip tightening as I took him deeper, my tongue swirling around the head of his cock, feeling his pulse quicken. His breathing grew ragged, his eyes never leaving me as I worked him with a passion that was as fierce as the love we had discovered. The smell of him, musky and male, filled my nostrils, only serving to fuel my desire.

    The taste of him was intoxicating, a sweetness that was uniquely John. I could feel him growing closer to the edge, his thighs tensing as he fought to hold back his release. His hand in my hair grew more insistent, guiding me faster, deeper, as he whispered my name in a breathless chant that was both a plea and a prayer.

    And when he finally came, the hot spurt of his seed filling my mouth, I felt a sense of power and belonging that surpassed any I had ever known. As John’s body relaxed, his eyes searched mine, and at that moment, I knew that we were truly one.

    The day passed in a blur of activity, punctuated by moments of passion that grew more intense with each passing hour. We were building not just a fortress against the outside world, but a sanctuary of love within these wooden walls. Our bond was unbreakable, our love a beacon that would guide us through the darkest of nights.

    As the sun began to set, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold, we stood together on the porch, our arms wrapped around each other, watching the shadows grow long across the snow. John’s hand caressed my cheek, his gaze soft and full of promise. John by my side and the warmth of his love surrounding me, I knew that together, we could conquer anything. And as the stars began to twinkle in the night sky, the cold Yukon wilderness didn’t seem so daunting after all.

  • Omerta

    Together

    “Ahh!” Alex wailed as the blow landed. “Please!” He coughed, voice hoarse.

    A fist answered.

    A deep ache pulsed through every inch of him. His thighs, chest, sides – nothing was spared. His arms hung – wrists bound – above his head. Tight ropes bit into his skin. His feet barely brushed the floor, causing his shoulders to scream in agony. The weight of his own body threatened to tear them from the sockets.

    Alex had tried to focus, listening for anything – any sound that could tell him where he was. He could tell there were at least three men. Maybe more nearby though. The air reeked of a strong cologne, cigarettes, and blood.

    “Please…” Alex groaned, forcing the words through his split lips. He struggled to breath, each inhale sending fresh jolts of pain through his ribs. “I told you…I don’t know anything.”

    A distant, amused, chuckle. “We know.” Then another hit. Alex gasped as the pain flared across his ribs, his body convulsed in response. He coughed, tasting fresh blood. “This is just for fun.”

    Footsteps, the shuffle of movement, then light. Blazing through the blackness behind his swollen eyelids.

    “Your little faggot boyfriend put my nephew in a wheelchair. Can’t even piss on his own.” The voice was close and thick with contempt. Bruno. Luca had told him about the Ricci family. The brother was a cruel man, vicious even by the standards of the mafia. “Call this payback.”

    Spit landed on Alex’s face – he flinched but couldn’t wipe it away.

    “I don’t know anything about that,” Alex rasped. “I don’t even know what this is about. Luca just owns a club -”

    A sharp slap cut him off, fire erupted across his face. His ears rang. The taste of blood thickened on his tongue; drool slipped past his lips.

    “Let’s not lie to each other.” Bruno’s voice oozed with amusement and Alex felt how close he was. Bruno gripped Alex’s chin, eliciting a whimper of pain. “We’ve been watching you two and we know you were with him the night of the shooting.” He turned Alex’s face in each direction before centering him again. “We know more than you think. We know your boyfriend has his daddy combing the streets with a fucking lice comb to find you.”

    Alex breathed in ragged, desperate pants. “Please…let me go…I won’t – I won’t say anything.” Alex’s voice broke. “I swear.”

    Bruno simply laughed and released Alex’s face. “We’ll let you go…eventually.” His footsteps receded.

    Alex barely registered the shift before a familiar hand gripped his shoulder, holding him up.

    “But first,” Bruno continued, his voice smooth and casual. “I want Luca to remember Rafael every time he looks at you.”

    A beat of silence.

    Then a knee slammed into Alex’s gut.

    The world cracked apart and he couldn’t hold on anymore. He lost consciousness.

     

     

    “Where the fuck is he!” Luca roared again. He’d roared and growled so much that he could feel his throat swelling and taste blood each time he spoke. He didn’t give a shit. His rage had built in him and had nowhere to go but out. It poured out of his chest in snarls and shouts.

    The Riccis would burn for this. He knew they had Alex. They had to. No one else would be bold—or stupid—enough to make a move like this.

    Adam, Matteo, and the rest of his men stood in tense silence, jaws clenched, fingers tight around their weapons. Others lingered outside in the club, pacing the streets, waiting for orders. Searching. But none of them had answers.

    Luca raked a hand through his hair—damp with sweat, slick against his scalp. He couldn’t fucking breathe. Hours. It had been hours. Too fucking long. He squeezed his eyes shut, inhaled sharply, exhaled.

    When I open them, this will all be a dream. I’ll be in bed with him.

    But when he did, he was still here. And Alex was still gone.

    The door swung open.

    Giovanni stepped inside, his men flanking him. Immaculate, as always. Even now, when Luca felt like he was coming apart, his father was composed.

    “Everyone out,” Gio commanded.

    The room cleared except for Luca, Adam, Matteo, and Giovanni’s men.

    “We may have a lead.” Gio’s voice was level.

    Luca’s pulse spiked. “Where?” His fists clenched so tight his nails bit into his palms.

    “Not so fast.” His father held up a hand. “It’s not certain. Just a possibility.” A beat of silence. “Some men think they saw something—movement—at a warehouse in the Redwater District.”

    Luca stared at him. “That’s it?” His voice was eerily quiet. “That’s all you have?”

    Gio’s gaze was measured. “That’s all we need to start.”

    Luca scoffed, running a hand down his face. His skin burned with frustration. “And what, we sit on our asses waiting for confirmation?”

    “We don’t know how many men they have,” Gio countered. “What condition Alex is in. For all we know, this could be an ambush. If we go in blind, we could lose him.”

    Luca turned away, his entire body coiled tight, breath ragged. “Get out,” he gritted.

    No one moved.

    His voice sharpened. “Out.

    Adam and Matteo exchanged a look before stepping out. Gio’s men followed.

    Now, it was just him and his father.

    “He’s in danger, Pop,” Luca murmured, his voice cracking. “And it’s my fault.”

    “No, it’s not.”

    “Yes, it is.” His voice turned hoarse, thick with fury and guilt. “I put a fucking target on his back. I wasn’t careful. I flaunted him. I—I promised him I’d keep him safe.” The words broke something inside him. His chest caved in. “And now—”

    Gio moved around the desk, pulling Luca into a firm, steady embrace.

    “This isn’t your fault,” he said quietly. “You’re in love. We do stupid things when we’re in love.”

    Luca clenched his teeth, burying his face in his father’s shoulder for a moment. Just a moment. Then, he pulled back, swiping at his face.

    “Give me an hour—two max,” Gio said. “We’ll storm that place. We’ll paint the fucking walls red.”

    “Two hours?” Luca scoffed, stepping away. “He doesn’t have two hours. He needs me now.

    “I know,” Gio said. “But we have to do this smart. The Ricci’s will expect you to be reckless. If we give them that, we lose.”

    Luca nodded. Pretended to listen.

    Gio patted his shoulder. “Get some rest. I’ll get you when it’s time.”

    Luca didn’t argue. He let his father believe he’d follow orders.

    “Thanks, Pop,” he murmured, squeezing Gio’s knuckles before watching him leave.

    He waited until the door clicked shut.

    Then, he moved.

    Calm. Calculated.

    He grabbed his gun, a spare, and a silencer from his desk. Tucking them away, he crossed the room to the back door of his office.

    There were only a handful of warehouses the Riccis would use.

    He’d check them all if he had to.

    Slipping out of the club without a word, he made his way to his car.

    The engine rumbled to life.

    “I’m coming, tesoro.” He whispered it to the wind, as if Alex could hear him.

    Then, he put the car in drive.

     

     

    This was it. Luca killed the engine. He was a block away. The first two warehouses were empty. Third time was the charm.

    The night air was thick with the scent of oil and rust – dead fish. The hum of the city was distant, unaware of what was happening. Luca got out of the car and walked in the shadows. He could see the two men outside, smoking and laughing their asses off. They must be the ‘guards’.

    Amateurs.

    He took aim and downed one, no sound from his gun. Just a thud of the body hitting the dirt. Before the other could figure out what happened, Luca shot him. No thought, just a squeeze of the trigger.

    He had to be careful from here on, if he died, so would Alex. Then his father would kill him.

    He stalked silently, following the sound of voices. And cries.

    Alex. Luca silently gasped. The sight before him, one of terror. The warehouse reeked of blood. Overhead lights flickered, casting long, jagged shadows across the concrete floor. Then there he was. Suspended from the ceiling. Arms straining against the chains. His shirt torn off his body. Bruised and bloodied. One of the Ricci’s men slammed a fist into Alex’s rib and a strangled wheeze escaped his lips.

    Something in Luca snapped. He didn’t think – he just moved.

    He fired at one of the men nearby and he folded like a cheap dollar store chair.

    “Let him go or I put you all in the fucking ground!” Luca shouted, aiming at the man closest to Alex. The bastard reached for his gun, but Luca shot his leg before he could draw it. He crumpled.

    “Well…I didn’t think you had it in you Moretti.” Bruno stood, pointing his own gun at Luca.

    Alex’s heart erupted in hope. He could just make out Luca’s form. Tall. Strong. Broad. And fuming.  There was almost an aura of heat surrounding him.

    “Get the fuck out of my way Bruno or you’ll be sipping mashed potatoes through a straw like your cuck of a fucking nephew.” Luca barked. Vitriol and venom gnashed between his teeth.

    “Don’t think so Luca.” He responded cockily. “What do you think of your little boyfriends makeover?” He taunted.

    “I’ll kill you.” Luca swore.

    “You’ll try.” There was a flash and a deafening bang then pain. Erupting from Luca’s hip. He staggered but didn’t let that stop him. Fury fueled his aim as he fired back and the bullet tore through Bruno’s hand. His gun went skittering across the floor. Bruno cursed. Clutching his wound as he bolted for cover.

    Luca didn’t care; he just went straight to Alex’s side. Kicking the bastard on the floor into unconsciousness as he did. Luca’s hands were steady as he pulled Alex down and untied the ropes. He cradled him.

    “Oh Alex…my baby…” His voice broke at the sight. He was broken. Like a doll that had been thrown by a child. His lips cracked, eyes narrow slits. His hair matted and bloodied. “What did they do to you?” Luca cried; a tear fell from his cheek to Alex’s.

    “Luca…” Alex choked out, raising a hand to stroke Luca’s face. It was still so soft and warm. Like always. Alex could see now. Luca was above him. His steely blue eyes were filled with tears. Alex could feel Luca’s heartbeat.

    “Shh…” Luca cooed. “Don’t try to speak. I’m gonna get you fixed up. I’ve got you now.” He craned his neck down and rested his forehead against his lover’s. “I’ve got you baby. I swear.” He stood and raised Alex with him.

    “Ah!” Alex winced. But he powered through.

    “Can you walk?” Luca asked, giving a quick observance for Bruno. He was probably still hiding. Waiting. Luca had his gun clenched and raised, waiting himself. Alex didn’t respond, he just nodded.

    The two started limping out. The pain in Luca’s hip screamed as the bullet moved around inside. He ignored it. He poured all his strength into carrying the love of his life.

    Alex ignored his own body that screamed at him to stop and just lay down. Give in.

    Luca kept his eyes open and ears sharp, but not enough. There was another loud pop and Luca collapsed; pain exploded in his flank. Alex tumbled with him, landing on top. They both cried out as they collided with the cement.

    Luca quickly angled to shield Alex, but he’d dropped his gun. They were defenseless.

    Bruno stepped out of the shadows; a sneer twisted his face. “Looks like I’m gonna kill you after all kid.”

    Alex was over this. He was tired. He wanted this to end, he felt Luca’s gun by his hand and he slowly curled his finger around it. Luca looked for it, but Alex was faster.

    He aimed it at Bruno. His hand steady.

    “You don’t have it in you.” Bruno chuckled “You’re an EMT. You save lives, you -”Bruno didn’t finish his sentence.

    Alex didn’t hesitate.

    One shot.

    Bruno dropped.

    One bullet wound in the middle of the forehead.

    The silence that followed was deafening.

    Luca exhaled, pressing his lips to Alex’s forehead. Alex just closed his eyes, his fingers tightened around Luca’s shirt as he lifted them.

    Alex should’ve felt something. He’d just ended a life. He shot someone.

    Murdered a man.

    A person was breathing, then he wasn’t.

    But…Alex didn’t care. It was like a switch had flipped. There was no empathy for him. There was nothing.

    The piece of Alex that should’ve cared had died. In that warehouse.

    Luca got the two of them to his car, laying Alex carefully in the backseat. He took a quick surveillance. It looked empty.

    “Fuck it.” He groaned, laying in the seat with Alex. He reached for his phone and sent his father his location with a message to come get him and quickly.

    They needed to get out of there before anyone else showed up, but Luca didn’t have the strength to move. So, while he waited for his dad and the others, in this brief moment. He just held Alex.

    Alex just held Luca.

    Alive. Safe.

    Together.

     

     

    Luca woke up. He was in his old bedroom. Posters still on the wall. A few lacrosse trophies on his shelves. An action figure. Sunlight came in through the gaps in the curtains.

    All of this almost seemed normal. Like an average Tuesday morning. Then…the pain set in.

    “Fuck.” Luca winced, leaning up and holding his side. Last night’s memory grew back in his mind. The family doctor had given him some good drugs. He was almost numb.

    Almost.

    “Oh, good morning Sleeping Beauty.” Leah, an old friend and daughter of the family lawyer, said as she came in. “I was just coming to wake you.

    “Leah?” Luca sat up all the way now, reaching over and grabbing a shirt to cover up. “What are you doing here?”

    “Oh, your dad called everyone in.” She laughed lightly, flopping down on the bed. “He was furious when he picked you up last night from what I hear.” She laughed thicker now. “The entire place is locked up like Fort Knox. Almost everyone is here. The cleaners had a hell of a time from what I hear too.” Leah commented.

    “How’s Alex?” Luca ignored everything else.

    “Oh, you mean the boyfriend you didn’t tell your best friend about.” She cocked her head to the side. “He’s alive.” Her tone softened, growing deep and serious. “Doc did what he could but Luca,” She stood and reached out to rub his arm, soothing him. “I don’t know if you want to see him like that.”

    “I need to see him. I just went to hell and back for him.”

    “Okay Orpheus, don’t say I didn’t warn you.” She stepped to the side for Luca. “I think he’s in the guest room. West wing.”

    “Thanks Leah.” He kissed her cheek. “And I promise to fill you in on everything later.”

    “You better asshole.” She playfully punched his shoulder.

    “Ouch, gunshot.” She gave him a look and shook her head.

    Luca walked across the house. Leah was right. It was packed. Every room had people in it – they were in the halls.

    Everyone was silent as Luca walked by. Barefoot, shirt loosely draped around him – unbuttoned – and bandages wrapped around his body.

    Each step burned, but each one took him towards Alex.

    He reached the hall with the guest bedroom Leah had mentioned. His brothers were there. Standing guard.

    “Hey bros.” Luca tried to say casually.

    “Uh-uh Luca.” Marco said.

    “Come on, I just want to see him.” Luca pleaded.

    “And you can.” Antonio promised. “When dad’s done with him.”

    “Why is dad in there?” Luca asked, concerned.

    “Don’t know. Just said he wanted to speak to him first thing and to guard the door. Make sure no one – no one – goes in.” Antonio lowered his head at his little brother.

    “Fuck.” A stone fell into Luca’s stomach as he flopped into a chair against the wall. “Guess I’ll wait my turn to see my own boyfriend.” He groaned.

    “He’s cute by the way.” Marco commented. “I think.” He winked at Luca. Luca just rolled his eyes.

    On the other side of the heavy cedar door Giovanni sat in a chair by Alex’s bed.

    He was patched up and wrapped up almost like a mummy. Most of the swelling had subsided. enough that you could tell he was a person again. There were sutures across his body and drugs pumping through his veins. Good ones from Mexico. Alex almost felt good.

    “Are you comfortable?” Giovanni asked.

    “As I can be.” Alex nodded. His voice still rough.

    “I’ll have the doctor come tend to you after we’re done.” He promised. Alex nodded a thanks.

    “Are you gonna kill me now?” Alex squeaked.

    “No,” Giovanni had to bite his tongue not to laugh. “I wouldn’t have stitched you up if I was going to kill you.”

    “That makes sense.” Alex commented.

    “I actually wanted to thank you.” Gio took in a deep breath. “Luca mumbled that you killed Bruno last night. Saved his life.”

    “Yeah.” Again, Alex felt nothing where he should.

    “Thank you.” Luca’s father nodded slowly. “I’m in your debt now.”

    “Don’t worry about it. I would do anything for Luca.”

    “I see that.”

    Something dawned on Alex.

    “I know this isn’t a movie but…I killed your rivals brother. Won’t that be a problem for you?”

    “Yes actually. Or – it would’ve.” Alex raised a brow, not understanding. “From what I am to understand. Bruno was told to let it be. Alessandro didn’t want to retaliate for Rafael. He didn’t want to risk war. He would’ve lost.” Giovanni explained. “Bruno acted alone when he kidnapped you.”

    “Oh shit!” Another thought fought its way through the pain killers. “My parents – sister! Bruno said he’d been watching me!”

    “They’re all fine. I have men watching them.”

    “Thank you.” Alex couldn’t express enough how happy he was.

    “Of course. Least I could do for the newest addition to the family.”

    “Addition to the family?” Alex asked.

    “I had to lie and tell the Ricci’s that we inducted you – that you took an Omerta. You know what that is?”

    “Luca explained it once or twice.”

    “Well you’ll have to take one for real now. You know what that means?”

    “Yeah.” Alex nodded.

    “Do you?” Giovanni insisted.

    “I love Luca.”

    “It’s not about love. Well, not only.” He continued. “It’s about loyalty. Fealty. You will be part of the family.” Giovanni explained. “It’s the only way I can ensure your safety and the safety of your family.”

    “I can’t tell them about any of this.” Alex shook his head. Dread filling him.

    “You won’t. At least not everything.” Giovanni stood and walked to the window, looking out over the world outside. “You’ll tell them there was a car accident. In a week or two, when you’re better, you’ll be sworn in. You’ll have to quit your job.”

    “I love my job.”

    “Sorry to tell you this, it doesn’t matter now. You’re too close to the law.”

    “Luca told me you had men on the inside.” Alex retorted.

    “And we don’t need more.” Gio rebuttled. “You’ll have to move in with Luca, or him with you. I’ll let you two figure that out. We can give you work, or you can just work at the club with Luca.”

    “Sounds like I don’t have much choice.”

    “You’re an outsider. I’m already pulling as many strings as I can to keep you safe. You saved my boys life, and he loves you enough to risk his.” Giovanni faced Alex now and narrowed his gaze at him. “Although I hope you don’t make him do that again.”

    “I won’t. Trust me.” Alex groaned as he chuckled. “You raised him right though.” Alex complimented.

    “If I raised him right, he’d have listened to me when I told him to wait. But thank you.” Giovanni nodded. There was a heavy silence. “Get some rest. When Luca wakes, I’ll tell him where you are.”

    “Thank you again.” Alex told him. He simply nodded, walked to the door and opened it.

    “Ah.” Gio huffed. “Seems I won’t need to tell Luca anything.”

    Luca stood up and just looked at his father. “Go on.” He stepped out of Alex’s room and pointed his chin.

    “Thanks dad.” Luca patted his shoulder as he walked past him. Straight to Alex, straight to joining him on the bed. “Hey baby…” He grinned, taking Alex’s face into his. Their lips meeting. Alex didn’t feel an ounce of pain. Whether from the love or painkillers he didn’t know – or care.

    All he knew is that he was safe with Luca right now.

    “Come on boys,” Gio closed the door. “Let’s go have breakfast.”

     

     

    It had been about a month and both men had healed up as much as they could in that time. They were both walking fine and had moved into a new home together in Westfall Hills. Luca had surprised Alex and Alex had fallen in love with the house the moment he saw it.

    They had fucked in every room of the house by now. Twice. Four times a day in the bedroom.

    They wished they could just stay here and continue that. But the real world called.

    Alex had quit his job and Luca had left his sister in charge of the club while the two took time to heal. Sophia had done a surprisingly good job running the place from what Adam told Luca.

    “You ready?” Luca asked. They laid naked next to each other. He traced the curves of Alex’s body carefully. His thick thighs, the slight bump of his hips. Luca ran a finger around Alex’s nipple, heading down then looping back up and around to cup his breast in his hand.

    “For another round?” Alex joked.

    “No,” Luca chuckled as Alex reached up and held Luca’s hand against his chest. “For tonight.” Tonight was the night. Giovanni had called everyone in. The whole family would be there for Alex’s Omerta. They had put it off long enough. It had to be done. Now or never.

    “As I’ll ever be.” He answered flatly. “Alex Bennett, the mobster. Got a nice ring to it, huh?” He asked.

    “Sounds threatening.” Luca nodded with a playful smirk. His lips pursed. “But not,” He took a beat, not knowing how to ask the question. He’d wanted to for so long, but couldn’t think a great way to do it. But he couldn’t wait any longer. “not as threatening as Alex Moretti…” Luca trailed off as he looked into Alex’s hazel eyes. Waiting for an answer.

    “Alex Moretti?” Alex asked. He knew this was coming, Giovanni had said as much. Alex couldn’t be part of the family unless he was. He just didn’t know it would be like this. The two of them laying in their bed post coitus.

    “Yeah.” Luca nodded, his mouth suddenly dry. No one had ever made him nervous before. No one had ever had that power before.

    “How about Bennett-Moretti, or Moretti-Bennett.” He countered.

    “Oh, no. You become my husband and you take my name. I know it’s almost toxically heteronormative, but I do like tradition. And I like the idea of railing into you while moaning…Alex Moretti…” Luca smiled as he shifted to be above Alex, using his knee to kick Alex’s legs open. Exposing the waiting gap to his hardening cock.

    “Well, I do like the thought of moaning Luca Moretti with a ring on my finger.” Alex mused as he snaked a hand up Luca’s back, taking a fistful of hair, the other hand splayed against his chiseled, heaving chest. He wriggled them against his lovers skin.

    “So is that a yes?” Luca leaned down and gave him a hard kiss. His penis reaching full mast. It throbbed, yearning for the tight, wet, warmth of Alex’s cunt.

    “Where’s the ring?” Alex asked.

    “In my underwear drawer actually.” He went in for another kiss, lining himself up with Alex. “I knew it was the one place you wouldn’t look because I never wear underwear.” He pressed against his boyfriends pucker and Alex responded with a whimper.

    “Is gold or silver?”

    “Gold, only the best for you baby.” He pressed harder, waiting for he go ahead.

    “Oh please…”

    “Please who?” Luca asked.

    “Please Luca Moretti fuck me.” Alex locked his legs around Luca’s hip and pulled him in, the head pierced his entrance and they both moaned.

    “You gonna take my name?” Luca asked, flexing his cock, making it dance and swell inside Alex.

    “Make me cum hands free again, and I’ll sign the damn papers now.”

    “Challenge accepted.” Luca pushed all the way in, sinking his eight solid inches to the hilt in one motion.

    “Oh fuck LUCA!” Alex moaned as Luca hit his spot. Luca covered Alex’s mouth with his and tasted his moans as he started to pull out and push back in, in a steady and passionate rhythm. It almost made Luca cum right there. The simple feeling of Alex’s ever-tight hole gripping him.

    The two moaned as their bodies pulsed together. Luca pumping into the man below him. His fiancé. Alex taking it, locking his legs around the man above him. Not letting him get too far.

    Close could not be close enough for these two. They needed to be one body. One person.

    Luca pumped faster as Alex squeezed tighter, not wanting to let him withdraw.

    Their breaths rose as the heat inside Alex swelled. He could feel his prostate throb erratically as it grew closer and closer to orgasm. His own cock swelled, leaking precum.

    “Fuck Luca! I’m close!” He wailed between kisses. His tongue instantly colliding back to Luca’s.

    “I love you Alexander Jason Moretti…” Luca whispered into Alex’s ear.

    Alex came. He erupted between them. His cum spurting from his pink cockhead like a kinked hose getting straightened out.

    “Oh god! Luca Maurizio Moretti! I love you!” Alex moaned as his pearly juices covered their abdomens. He tensed up and tightened his hole, gripping Luca’s thick throb. Milking it, trying to pull another load into him.

    Luca bucked once more into Alex and let loose.

    “Argh!” He roared, his body shuddering, toes curling, face scrunching as he collapsed onto Alex.

    “Mi Tesoro.” Alex moaned as he stroked Luca’s head, curling his fingers into his hair.

  • Best Laid Plans

    Detective Nolan Hudson snapped his fingers several times in an attempt to get the attention of the man standing before him, and then said testily, “Hey, pal, can you stop ogling my footwear and answer the question?”

    Clarence Eugene Garvey slowly looked up from Detective Hudson’s expensive brown boots, smiled coyly.  “I’m sorry, detective, but I really like your boots.  Are they Hush Puppies?”

    Nolan’s eyebrows went up.  “How did you know they were Hush Puppies?”

    Garvey cocked his head and smiled even more.  “I have a bit of a boot fetish, if truth be told.  Weird?  Yeah, I guess, but I’ve always loved when people wear boots.”

    Nolan tried unsuccessfully not to roll his eyes and said, “Any possible way you can tear your thoughts away from my boots and answer my question?”

    “What was the question again, Detective Hudson?” Garvey asked sincerely.

    Nolan sighed in exasperation.  This weirdo was doing the river dance on his very last nerve.  All the young detective wanted to do was finish this interview and get back to the station.  Hopefully, the information he had subpoenaed from Carter Bannon’s internet service provider would arrive sooner rather than later, because, finally, after almost a week of investigating, Nolan had finally started making some headway on the missing person’s case.  Not a lot of headway, but definitely some forward momentum.

    “Are you sure you never met a newspaper intern or college student named Carter Bannon?” Nolan repeated as he showed a picture of the nineteen-year-old kid.

    Garvey shook his head.  “No, sir.  I’ve never heard of or met Carter Bannon.  Should I have?”

    Nolan shrugged unconsciously.  “Not sure.  He’s a college kid who went missing about a month ago.  He was investigating the Hunter case for the paper and interviewing witnesses who were listed on the police report.  He never talked to you?”

    Garvey glanced at Nolan’s boots quickly and that back at the detective.  “Nope.  He never interviewed me.  One of your detectives talked to me a couple times back in January or February about the missing detective.  You said the kid was doing a story on the detective’s disappearance and now he’s missing too?”

    Nolan nodded.  “Yeah.  Apparently around the time he was conducting follow up interviews with all the listed witnesses.”

    Garvey looked surprised.  “That’s creepy.  Do I need to get a lawyer or something?”

    Nolan looked at his notes again, saw that he had written down Gavey’s information and that his date of birth was February 29, 1996 – a leap year baby.  He looked back up and saw Garvey was gawking at his boots again.

    Nolan snapped his fingers.  “Mr. Garvey, up here!”

    Garvey looked up slowly and gave Nolan a sheepish grin.  “Sorry officer, I really like boots and I really admire your style.  Those are sharp boots.  Bet they cost you a pretty penny.”

    Nolan nodded.  “They weren’t cheap.  But regarding your question, I don’t think you need a lawyer, but it’s your right to retain one if you wish.”

    “Any luck on finding this Carter kid?” Garvey asked.

    Nolan cocked his head.  “I’m starting to get a little traction so hopefully something breaks soon.”

    Before Garvey responded, Nolan’s cellphone buzzed in his pocket.  He excused himself, fished it out and answered, “Detective Hudson.”

    “Detective Hudson, this is Emily Dester,” the woman on the other side of the line said.

    “Hey, Ms. E,” Nolan said.  “What’s up?”

    Emily Dester was the Jacksonville Police Department’s administrative assistant assigned to the Missing Persons Unit.  She said, “A gentleman from the Echols County, Georgia, Tax Collectors Office just called for you.  He said he found the information you wanted and emailed it to the address you provided him.”

    “Thanks, Ms. E,” Nolan said happily and disconnected the call.  Because of some stupid state regulation, employees could not receive work emails on their personal phones.  So, he would have to go back to the office to get the information.  Still, the chance that he could have a name and then they could go check out the property in Georgia, at least filled him with a little hope.

    “Was that good news, Detective?” Garvey said.

    Nolan put his phone back in his pocket and started heading for his vehicle.  “Hopefully, Mr. Garvey.  We will soon see.”

    Garvey followed Nolan back to his car saying, “If I can be of any other assistance, please don’t hesitate to ask.  Good luck in finding the kid…and the cop too!”

    Nolan nodded as he jumped into the running Ford Taurus unmarked police cruiser, put on the seatbelt, put it in reverse and backed out of the space faster than he had intended.  He unintentionally spun the tires as he pulled out of the Department of Transportation lot and turned toward Interstate 95.

    Nolan Colt Hudson was a twenty-three-year-old detective and had only been working with the Jacksonville Police Department for a little over two-and-a-half years.  He was assigned to Missing Persons when Brian Hunter went missing and the administration assumed the missing detective was not coming back anytime soon.  Nolan’s uncle was the Chief of Detectives and used his position to get a relatively inexperienced Nolan into that vacated slot.  Therefore, most everyone in the Missing Persons Unit assumed Nolan was only there because of nepotism, but if they had paid him any attention, they would have noticed that he was a gifted investigator with a keen sixth sense and a dogged mentality that pushed him to exceed all standards.

    Nolan had, since his arrival in the unit almost four months previous, had an exemplary record.  He had tracked down several missing adults and children – one of the children who was in the custody of a sexual predator – and was not afraid to tackle the tough cases.  Unfortunately, his exemplary work went unnoticed by his peers and superiors.  Not only because of the nepotism belief, but because of his personality.

    Nolan was a little aloof at times and a bit narcissistic.  Everyone in the office said he was a fashionista, but Nolan disagreed with their assessment.  He thought he was more of a metrosexual.  He liked to look good, took pride in his appearance and always outshined his peers in effort, work product and fashion.  On the typical day when everyone in the office was wearing button-down shirts and khakis, Nolan was wearing an expensive, tailored suit and tie.  Even on this particular day, what was known as a Dress Down Friday, while his co-workers were all wearing Levis, Jacksonville Jaguar polos and sneakers, he was wearing a State and Liberty white, cotton-spandex blend, short-sleeve button-down shirt, a dark blue Selvedge stretch jeans and dark brown Hush Puppies Hoyt Boots.  His entire “dress down” outfit cost more than the Glock 17, two spare magazines, handcuffs and badge he wore on his limited edition Castano Polo belt!

    Nolan stopped at a light, thought about activating his emergency lights and siren, decided against it and thought of the case he was working.  He had been assigned the Carter Bannon disappearance on this past Monday and had made a little – be it not very much – headway.  Carter had been interning at the local paper and was working with a reporter named Tom Dean.  Carter was researching information on Detective Hunter’s disappearance the previous January by reinterviewing witnesses.  According to Tom Dean, Carter had interviewed the three highway troopers to last see Hunter on the side of the interstate back in January.  All three state troopers verified this to be true.  The only other witness listed on the original report was a DOT employee that one of the troopers mentioned had been on the scene when he arrived, but Dean was adamant that Carter never reinterviewed the DOT employee.  In fact, Dean said he told Carter not to interview Garvey.

    Carter’s parents, who lived in New Jersey, contacted the Jacksonville Police after two weeks when they could not get in touch with their son.  A report had been filed, but it took almost another week before it made its way to Nolan’s desk.

    Nolan had subpoenaed Carter’s cellphone records, email, GPS and internet search information.  These types of companies were notoriously anti-law enforcement and took their time on turning over the required data.  On Wednesday, Nolan had received the email information, but there was nothing there to assist the investigation.  The next day, Thursday, he was informed that the cellphone provider could no longer provide location information on their customers because of a change to their software.  This sounded like a bullshit excuse at best to Nolan, but nothing he could do about that in the short term.

    This morning, the cellphone provider had emailed him a list of calls that Carter had made during the month of July, up until the day he disappeared.  Also, Carter’s internet service provider has emailed a list of sites that Carter had visited on the day he disappeared.

    Nolan discovered that the last call Carter had made was to the Jacksonville Police Department’s Missing Persons Unit.  Ms. Emily Dester remembered taking the call and said the caller wanted to talk to the detective in charge of the Brian Hunter missing person case.  She added that she forwarded the request for a call back to Detective Salazar, who was the lead detective on the Hunter case.  Salazar told Nolan that he tried to call the number back a week later but no one answered.  Nolan did inquire why it took him a week to call Bannon back, and Salazar claimed he had been busy.  Nolan thought that was a bullshit excuse as well, but he bit his tongue.

    Carter’s ISP had emailed the sites he had visited on the day he went missing, but only a general list.  The last several sites he had visited were every possible social media site and then county tax records of Jacksonville, every surrounding county and then outlying counties.  The last search was Echols County, Georgia.  Unfortunately, this list was not specific in that it did not show exactly what Carter was looking for, but rather it was only the sites he visited.  

    Fortunately, Nolan found a helpful woman, after twenty minutes of talking to robots and playing phone tag, at Carter’s ISP.  After he explained he was working on a missing person case with the possibility of foul play involved, she broke company protocol and looked up the specific information that Carter had been researching.  She told Nolan that Carter Bannon had been looking up tax records for an unincorporated area near the town of Needmore, and she even provided Nolan with the address.

    Next, Nolan contacted the Echols County Tax Collector’s Office and found another helpful person.  An older gentleman looked up the information and discovered the property in question was owned by a limited liability company called Cool Protege, LLC.  There was absolutely zero information about Cool Protege, LLC on the internet, and the tax collector employee stated the property appeared to have been recently transferred from private ownership to that LLC within the last few weeks.  The gentleman promised to look up the previous owner’s name but it might take a couple hours.

    Nolan gave the man his cell number, the office number and his email address.  He promised to expedite Nolan’s request and had apparently come through in only two plus hours.

    Nolan had decided to interview Clarence Garvey to ensure he did not talk to Carter Bannon.  He traveled to the DOT yard and had to have the DOT dispatcher radio Garvey to return.  It took almost an hour, but he arrived and, unfortunately, did not shed any light on the situation.  Not that Nolan thought Garvey would, but he was just trying to keep the case moving forward now that he had the slightest momentum.  

    Also, because he had always believed the Bannon case was linked to Detective Brian Hunter’s disappearance – a theory that Nolan’s superiors and peers in the Missing Persons Unit vehemently disagreed with – he had asked for and received,from the DOT dispatcher, Clarence Garvey’s work schedule over the past two years.  He wanted to see if Garvey was working on the nights that the seven men – the seven men that Detective Hunter thought were a pattern and had pushed his lieutenant and sergeant to conduct proactive deployments to apprehend a possible serial abductor and/or killer – had disappeared.  Nolan also figured he would check to see if Garvey was working the dates that Hunter and Carter Bannon also went missing, just to officially scratch him off the list of potential suspects.

    Nolan glanced at the papers on the passenger seat that annotated Garvey’s work schedule over the last two years.  He figured it would be a waste of time, but better to check all the boxes.  Garvey was definitely an oddball, but Nolan did not get a bad vibe from the guy.  The light finally turned green, and Nolan sped off toward the I-95 on ramp.

    He pulled the Taurus onto the interstate, heading toward downtown and laid down on the accelerator.  He was driving faster than he should, wanted to get to the station as quickly as possible, when a warning light illuminated on his dashboard.  It was a horseshoe-shaped light with an exclamation point in the center.  Then, before he could do anything else, the vehicle dipped to the left and the steering wheel began to shake in his hand.

    Nolan slowed the Taurus, put on his flashers and made his way to the left shoulder.  Nolan knew he had a flat.  He put the car in park, shut down the engine and exited the vehicle.  Sure enough, the front driver’s side tire was completely flat.

    The August morning was already turning brutally hot, so Nolan decided not to waste any time.  He popped the truck lid, emptied out all his assigned equipment and placed it on the side of the car away from the interstate.  Once the trunk was empty of all his police gear, he pulled up the floor, revealing the spare tire.  One of the only good things about vehicles that were purchased with a “police interceptor package’ was that they had a full-size spare.  

    Nolan began manhandling the jack out of a side compartment in the trunk that came with the vehicle, when a DOT Road Ranger truck pulled in behind the Taurus and activated the yellow emergency lights.  Nolan could see that the man behind the wheel was Clarence Garvey.  The light board in the truck bed extended up warning drivers to move over a lane.

    Garvey exited the white pickup and said, “Fancy meeting you here, Detective?  Flat?”

    Nolan nodded.  “Yeah.”

    Garvey nodded.  “Let me get my hydraulic jack.  Don’t mess with that silly little thing that Ford pawns off as a car jack.”

    Nolan smiled as he placed the ineffectual jack back in the side compartment in the trunk and pulled out the spare tire.  Garvey walked over with a large hydraulic jack on four wheels and a long, steel handle.  He also was carrying a four-way lug wrench.

    “You’re a life saver, Mr. Garvey,” Nolan said.

    Five minutes later, the unmarked polce vehicle was jacked up.  Three minutes after that, the flat tire was removed.  There were nine roofing nails all in one area of the flat.

    “There’s your culprit,” Garvey said.  “Probably fell off a work truck or maybe in the DOT yard.”

    Nolan just wanted to get this done.  He was starting to sweat and ready to get back into the air-conditioned interior of the Taurus.

    He grabbed the spare, squatted down, started getting the tire on the lugs and said, “I appreciate the help.”

    “No problem, Detective Hudson,” Gavey said from behind Nolan.  “It’s truly my pleasure.”

    Nolan had started to put the lug nuts on by hand when he thought about the roofing nails.  How had so many gotten into the tire?  He had seen a nail or two in one of his tires in the past, but never as many as nine.  

    It was like someone intentionally put those nails…Nolan thought.

    Then his fingers stopped turning the last of the lug nuts, as he thought about what Garvey had said about the nail.

    “Probably feel off a work truck or maybe in the DOT yard.”

    Roofing nails in a DOT yard?  Why would there be roofing nails in a DOT yard?

    That’s when Nolan felt a slight prick behind his right ear.  He reached back with his right hand, rubbed the area and then looked at his fingers.  In the grime from changing the tire, he could definitely see a tiny spot of blood.  Then, his sweating dramatically increased, his hands began to tremble, he became very confused and was overwhelmed with fatigue.

    He slid onto his rump, spun around slowly and awkwardly and leaned his back against the front quarter panel of the Taurus.  He looked at Garvey, who had a syringe in his right hand and a malicious smile on his face.

    Nolan’s vision blurred and he tried to say something, but only was able to moan.

    Garvey looked at the empty syringe, shrugged and said, “Insulin.  I injected you with insulin.  Probably not enough to kill you but enough to make you, shall we say, compliant.”

    Nolan tried to reach for his sidearm, but his right hand would hardly obey his brain’s commands.  Garvey put the syringe away in the pocket of his reflective jacket and knelt next to Nolan.  He relieved the detective of his 9mm service weapon and placed it in the waistband of his work pants.  He also took the two spare ammunition magazines and put them in his jacket pocket.  

    Garvey turned Nolan’s drooping head in his direction and said, “The dispatcher radioed me and said you had requested my work schedule.  I’ll make it easy for you, my young, handsome detective.  All the dates you will compare will match up to the nights that I was working.  I’m very impressed with your deductive reasoning.”

    Garvey then rolled Nolan onto his stomach and straddled him by sitting on Nolan’s rump.  Nolan’s face was lying on his left cheek and looking at the new tire he had just started to affix to his police vehicle.  His head was swimming and he felt like he had on his twenty-first birthday when he had gotten fallen down drunk.

    “Sorry to ruin your nice, white shirt in the dirt and gravel,” Garvey said pleasantly.  “It looks very sexy on your athletic frame, Detective Hudson.”

    Nolan tried to bring his hands under his chest and push himself up, but his arms felt as if they weighed a thousand pounds each.

    “But don’t worry,” Garvey continued.  “You won’t be needing that shirt much longer.  And, I could hear the other end of the conversation you had in the DOT yard.  Your volume was somewhat loud, and I already know what information is waiting for you back in your office.  Your hunch on Echols County, Georgia would most definitely lead you in the right direction.”

    Nolan felt Clarence Garvey grab each of his wrists and pull them behind his back.  His palms were placed together and held in Garvey’s left hand while he pulled the handcuffs from the case on Nolan’s belt.  Garvey wrapped one of the steel cuffs around Nolan’s right wrist and ratcheted it tightly closed.  He then repeated the process to Nolan’s left wrist, securing the detective’s hands in the small of his back with his own handcuffs.  

    As Garvey spun around and faced Nolan’s feet, he said, “The good news is that you will soon crack your case, Detective Hudson.  In a matter of hours, you will know exactly what happened to Detective Hunter and young Carter Bannon.”

    Nolan felt his immobile legs forced together as Garvey removed two plastic cable ties from a pocket in his reflective jacket.  The cable tie was zipped around Nolan’s ankles and then directly below his knees.  Then, Garvey watched the oncoming traffic.  When he got a break in the approaching vehicles, he hoisted the bound and drugged Nolan over his shoulder and deposited his newest captive the now empty trunk of the Taurus.

    Garvey glanced around again, ensuring no one saw what he had done, and then pulled a third cable tie from his jacket pocket.  He threaded the plastic tie between the cable tie securing his captive’s ankles and bent Nolan’s knees back toward his rump.  Garvey then threaded the ziptie around the chain connecting the handcuffs and zipped the tie tightly closed. Nolan’s cuffed wrists were now secured to his bound ankles – putting him in a constricting hogtie.  Garvey then threw all the items that had previously been in the trunk, into the back seat of the Taurus.  Once that was completed, he closed the doors and returned to the open trunk.

    Garvey removed a wad of cloth from his pants pocket and crammed it into Nolan’s mouth.  Then he pulled a roll of duct tape from his jacket pocket and wrapped the adhesive several times around the lower portion of the incapacitated detective’s face, effectively securing the gag.

    He pulled off one more strip of duct tape, and before he applied it over Nolan’s eyes, said, “I’m going to drive my truck to an area it can be hidden for several hours.  Then, I’ll returnand we will drive your car to my place.  Until then, you going to have to sweat it out in the trunk.”

    Nolan was barely holding on to consciousness but he continued to look at Garvey with unfocused eyes and moaned quietly into the gag.

    “You might survive,” Garvey said, “and I hope you do, because you are quite a specimen and I can’t wait to play with my new toy.  But, if you die from the excessive heat, you most certainly will have to deal with while in the trunk, that will most likely ensure your knowledge of me dies with you.  I mean, if you thought I was actually the suspect you were looking for, you most certainly would have taken a backup to come and interview me, right?””

    Garvey placed the tape over Nolan’s eyes, conducted a search of the detective’s pockets, removed the keys, cellphone and wallet and then slammed the trunk shut.  Nolan was in utter blackness and his mind was beyond foggy.  He slowly rolled onto his side and realized it was getting uncomfortably hot in the closed trunk.  Nolan pulled sluggishly at his bound wrists and ankles.  Even with his entire body slick with all the sweat, he could not slip his limbs free of the handcuffs or plastic restraints.

    He realized that Clarence Garvey was the person who had abducted both Detective Brian Hunter and Carter Bannon – and probably many more.  He also realized that he had ignored the evidence that was right in front of him – specifically how odd Garvey acted during the interview.  Nolan stopped fruitlessly pulling at his secured limbs, exhaled a defeated sigh and drifted off into unconsciousness.

    As Nolan came to, the first thing he comprehended was how cold he was.  He was shivering from the cold that ebbed into his core.  Then, the pain in his wrists flared and caused him to moan in discomfort.  Through the dull, throbbing pain, he realized his hands were still secured, but they were no longer behind his back.  Instead, they were held firmly above his head.  He was still blindfolded and gagged, but he had been repositioned.  His mouth was no longer packed with cloth and tape was not wrapped around the lower portion of his face.  Instead, a large round object filled his mouth and seemed secured with a thick strap.  There was no longer tape over his eyes, but he seemed to be wearing what felt like a skin-tight nylon hood over his head which completely cut off all light and sight.

    His wrists were still cuffed together and pulled upward tautly.  With all his unconscious weight pulling on his suspended handcuffed wrists, that discomfort caused Nolan to get his feet under him to take the pressure off his wrists and shoulders.  Once the pain subsided to a level that did not make him feel like his hands were about to be ripped from his arms, he realized his ankles were still bound together as well as the area just below his knees.  Even standing, Nolan’s arms were still suspended above him with almost no ability to move in the slightest.  Nolan rolled his head and unknowingly moaned again into the restrictive gag.

    Without any notice or fanfare, the hood was quickly pulled off.  The room Nolan found himself was dank and dim.  In the gloom, he could ascertain he was in the center of a room with a poured concrete floor.  Nolan looked up and saw his wrists were indeed still secured in his own handcuffs.  A thin metal chain was secured to the connecting chain between the cuffs with a silver ring buckle carabiner with a screw hook lock and the thin chain disappeared upward in the darkness.

    Nolan looked down and saw that his ankles and knees were bound with white rope.  The cable ties had obviously been replaced.  He was no longer wearing his shirt, but he still had on his tight jeans and boots.  As he scanned the area he was hanging, he realized the walls were just far enough away to be hidden in shadows.

    A hand touched his back and tenderly moved from his shoulder to his waist.  Nolan knew he was not alone in the room when the hood was pulled off, but the touch still startled him and made him shudder.

    The hand pulled away and Nolan could hear footsteps echoing as Clarence Garvey walked around his right side.  Garvey walked forward, grabbed a barstool, placed it directly in front of Nolan and sat down.  Garvey looked Nolan up and down slowly.  Then he looked into his eyes and smiled a devilish grin.  

    “I’m glad you’re still alive, Detective Hudson,” Garvey said.  “I was so worried that either the insulin or the heat would have done you in.  I’ve lost a couple over the years that I used the insulin on.  It’s difficult getting the dose right, and I always error on the side of caution.  Can’t have my prospective new toys less than compliant during the abduction.”

    Nolan did not react to Garvey’s words.  He figured it would be a waste of time and energy to mumble into the gag.

    “You might not remember much from the roadside incident we shared,” Garvey said.  “You were pretty out of it, but I surmised that you were on the cusp of figuring out our little enigma, Detective Hudson.”

    Nolan tried to swallow but his painfully dry throat was uncooperative.  Even the big, hard ball jammed into his mouth was mostly dry.  Nolan figured that he was, at a minimum, extremely dehydrated, and he needed water badly.

    “I most certainly was responsible for your dear co-worker’s, Detective Brian Hunter’s, disappearance,” Garvey said with an amused chuckle.  “Would you believe that idiot was out there on the highway, doing a one-man undercover operation, trying to prove there was a serial abductor in the area?”

    That explains why Hunter was on the side of I-95 and gave conflicting stories to different state troopers, Nolan thought.

    “And I also was the one responsible for young Carter Bannon,” Garvey continued.  “He somehow figured out that I might be involved, but instead of going to the police, Carter decided to snoop around my property.  Unfortunately for him, he got tangled in one of my many traps.”

    Nolan pulled at his cuffed wrists and quickly determined that his handcuffs were expertly applied.

    “If you’re wondering, Detective Hudson, what happened to your co-worker,” Garvey continued, “I’m sorry to inform you that he is no longer functioning properly.  He’s stored with my other toys that are no longer in working order.”

    Nolan assumed Garvey was telling him that Brian Hunter was dead.

    “Young Carter, on the other hand, is fully functional,” Garvey said with a smile. “The young lad is quite resilient and we have been having a wonderful time getting to know one another and playing my games.”

    Clarence Garvey stood up and walked directly in front of Nolan’s secured form.  He gently placed his right hand on Nolan’s naked chest and lightly pinched his left nipple.  “Carter is one of three working toys I have here presently, Detective Hudson.  You were about to be my fourth toy, but after reading through your case notes, I’m afraid I’ll have to change course.”

    Garvey rolled Nolan’s nipple between his thumb and index finger while slowly applying more pressure.  The action caused Nolan’s nipple to stand erect.  Garvey repeated the action to Nolan’s right nipple with the same result.

    Garvey smirked.  “I sincerely wish you hadn’t figured most of my little scheme out, Detective Hudson.  How I would have loved to play with you for the foreseeable future.”

    Garvey stopped playing with Nolan’s nipples, reached into his work jacket and removed a bottle of water.  “Are you thirsty, Detective Hudson?”

    Nolan nodded.

    Garvey unbuckled the gag and removed it.  Nolan was shocked a ballgag that big could fit into his mouth.  He flexed his sore jaw prior to Garvey opening the plastic bottle and slowly feeding the tepid contents to his prisoner.  Nolan drank down the entire 20-ounce bottle in seconds.  Garvey recapped the empty bottle and put it back in the pocket of his jacket.

    Clarence Garvey retrieved the barstool and sat in front of Nolan again.  He eyed his secured captive up and down slowly.

    Nolan sighed a ragged breath and said in a raspy voice, “Garvey, are you saying Brian Hunter is dead?”

    Garvey smiled.  “Dead is such a permanent term.  I prefer non-functional or broken.”

    Ignoring Garvey’s statement, Nolan continued.  “You said you have to change course instead of playing with me.  What did you mean by that?”

    Garvey cocked his head slightly, smiled again and then jammed the ballgag back into Nolan’s mouth.  Once he had the gag positioned correctly and tightly buckled, he stood up and began to slowly caress Nolan’s chest.  His hands made their way to his waist and then to his thighs over the tight jeans.

    “I figured if young Mr. Carter Bannon could figure out that I was the person responsible for the rash of disappearances, it was only a matter of time before the authorities caught on,” Garvey said as he tenderly explored Nolan’s body.

    “I changed ownership of my property over to a made-up LLC,” Garvey continued, as he circled Nolan and began caressing his ass, “but apparently that did not have the desired effect.  Once you had gotten back to your desk and read the information you had requested, you would have known it was me.  Add to that, the dates of the disappearances all lined up to nights I was working.”

    Garvey squatted down and lovingly touched the Hush Puppies Hoyt Boots.  “Boy, oh boy, Detective Hudson.  I love these boots.  I usually strip my new acquisitions as soon as I get them into my playroom, but I just want to admire you in those boots.  Sexy as hell, Detective!”

    Garvey took one last look at the boots and the stood.  “I’ve always had an exit strategy, but never thought I would have to implement it so quickly, but alas…”

    Garvey stepped back and admired his captive.  “You are a handsome and sexy specimen, Detective Hudson.  Now if you will excuse me for a minute.  I have someone I want you to meet.”

    Garvey spun on his heels and walked away into the gloom.  Nolan could hear his step echoing off the concrete floor as he moved further away.  He had no idea how long he had until his captor’s return but tried to calm his racing heart and quell his mounting anxiety.  He pulled his arms downward as hard as his numb limbs would allow, but they hardly moved.  He studied the screw hook ring buckle carabiner that connected his handcuffs to the chain suspending him in this position.  Nolan knew that if he could get his fingers on the screw lock, he might be able to unscrew the lock and open the access to the carabiner.  Once he accomplished that major feat, he thought he should be able to get his cuffed wrists free from the chain.  Unfortunately, he knew he needed time free from Garvey’s watch and a lot of luck to accomplish that task.

    Garvey’s echoing steps grew louder and he came into view with a naked and bound person over his shoulder.  More light automatically illuminated as Garvey carried the bound person deeper into the room.  He stopped and placed the person on his bound feet approximately 20 feet in front of Nolan.  

    The bound person was Carter Bannon.  His wrists were cuffed behind his back and he was bound with white rope at the ankles and knees.  He had a similar ballgag in his mouth that Nolan wore and was completely naked.  He appeared to have no body hair from the eyebrows down.  His white skin was marked with red welts and black and blue bruises.  He looked at Nolan with fear-filled eyes and almost seemed to be begging for help.

    Garvey lowered a chain from the ceiling, attached it to the handcuffs securing Carter’s wrists behind his back and raised the chain.  This caused Carter’s arms to raise straight upward and forced him to bend forward at the waist.  When he was completely immobile in the strappado position, Garvey walked to the closest wall and removed a riding crop.

    Carter began wailing into his gag and shaking his head.  He seemed to be begging his tormentor to not do what he was going to do.

    Garvey looked at Nolan and said, “Young Master Bannon has been such a treat, Detective Hudson.  I’m going to soften him up and then he will pleasure me.  This is what awaited you, but like I said, plans have changed.”

    With Carter still begging and pleading, Garvey walked behind the bent over young man and slapped the back of his thighs with the leather crop.  Carter screamed into the gag and tears flowed down his cheeks.

    Nolan yelled for Garvey to stop, but the ballgag prevented any words to convey.  

    The beating went on for five full minutes, and when Garvey stopped, he was covered in a sheen of sweat.  Then he dropped the crop, walked around to the front of the crying Carter and removed the ballgag.  Without missing a beat, Carter opened his mouth as Garvey unzipped his fly, pulled out his engorged cock and shoved it into the young man’s open orifice.

    Carter appeared to eagerly work on the blowjob, thrusting his head up and down, but Garvey still grabbed him roughly by the hair and fucked his face angrily.

    Nolan tried to look away but was transfixed at the sight before him.  Mercifully, the act did not last long as Garvey blew his load into Carter’s mouth.  He grabbed the back of the bound man’s head and forced his dick deep down the captive’s throat.  When he withdrew and zipped his manhood back in his pants, Nolan could see sperm all over Carter’s lips, chin and even coming out his nose.  Garvey shoved the ballgag back into Carter’s mouth, secured it tightly around the back of his head.

    Garvey walked back toward Nolan saying, “It took no time making this fine young man into my willing cocksucker…among other things.  I would have done the same to you, but…”

    Garvey sat on the stool in front of Nolan again.  “I mentioned my exit strategy earlier.  I have an alternate site.  Nowhere near here, I’m afraid.  Because of young Carter’s snooping around in my affairs and your investigation, it’s only a matter of time before your clueless coworkers figure out my involvement.  I will have, of course, been long gone by then.”

    Garvey looked longingly at Nolan’s boots and sighed.  “I wish I could bring you, young Carter and my other two toys with me, but the logistics of moving four captive men across the country is too daunting.  Unfortunately, you will all have to remain here with my collection of non-functional toys.”

    He looked up from the boots and into Nolan’s eyes.  “I’ll have to render all four of you non-functional as well, but I do have enough time to play one last game with my toys.”

    Garvey stood up and walked to the wall with items of torture and bondage hanging from hooks and pegs in the wall.  He retrieved a set of leg shackles and walked to Carter.  He knelt down, untied the ropes around his ankles and knees and snapped on the cuffs around each of Carter’s ankles.  The two-foot chain between the cuffs would allow Carter to walk but not very quickly.

    Next, Garvey removed the strappado tie and let Carter stand.  He spun the young man around so that Nolan could see his cuffed wrists.

    “See the handcuffs, Detective Hudson?” Garvey asked with a smile.  “Those were Detective Hunter’s handcuffs.  I cuffed Brian with his own handcuffs – much like you are secured with your own cuffs right now – until he became non-functional, of course.”

    Garvey walked out of sight into the gloom again, but his footsteps could be heard clearly.  He obviously was still close.  Carter looked at Nolan as if begging for help.  The fear in his eyes was palpable.  Nolan nodded his head as if to say Don’tworry, but even Nolan knew that was most likely a pipe dream.  They were all most likely going to die and there was little Nolan could do to stop the madness, unless…he looked again at the screw lock on the carabiner.

    Garvey returned holding a Remington pump-action model 870 shotgun in his hands.  He racked a round into the chamber, looked at Nolan and said, “This is the shotgun you had in your trunk, Detective Hudson.  I’m going on safari.  I’m going to take young Carter outside and give him a ten-minute head start.  Then I’m going hunting for him.  Once I’ve bagged my trophy, I’ll repeat the process with my remaining two toys.  Doesn’t that sound invigorating?”

    Nolan could see the absolute fear on Carter’s face.

    “When I’m done big game hunting with my three toys,” Garvey continued, “I’ll finish by hunting you, Detective Hudson.  Then, I’ll say goodbye to this place, relocate to my new facility and start my collection yet again.”

    Garvey prodded Carter out of the room with the shotgun. Carter was staring at Nolan until he disappeared into the gloom, begging him with his eyes to be saved.  The echoing of Garvey’s footfalls finally ended and Nolan was alone.

    He had always kept a hidden handcuff key in his wallet in case he was held hostage in his own cuffs, but that key was obviously long gone.  He looked in the direction Garvey and Carter had disappeared and then at the carabiner securing his cuffs to the chain above his head.  He reached his fingers toward the screw lock and attempted to turn it.  Unfortunately, his fingers were so numb he could not feel the screw lock.

    Nolan stood on his toes.  The action actually gave him some relief from the pressure exerted on his wrists from his body weight.  He started to get a pins and needles sensation in his fingers.

    Better than nothing, Nolan surmised, as he once again began to attempt and screw open the carabiner’s lock.  At first, several minutes passed and Nolan found that he was unable to turn the lock.  Maybe Nolan’s fingers were too numb and uncoordinated to properly grasp the lock, or possibly Garvey had applied superglue or torqued it down so tight that he would be incapable to screwing it open with his fingers.

    Nolan groaned into the ballgag and cussed at his own ineffectiveness, when he saw, more than felt, the screw lock turn slightly.  He stopped and looked to make sure he had not imagined what he thought he just saw, and then attacked the screw with renewed vigor.  It took almost 20 minutes, but Nolan finally unscrewed the lock.  He held the lock open with his tingling fingers and jumped up while pulling his wrists forward.  The handcuff chain disengaged from the open carabiner and Nolan collapsed to the floor in utter exhaustion.  

    For some reason, the only thing Nolan could think of was that Garvey’s boot fetish, and him not completely striping Nolan naked, had assisted him.  There was no way he would have been able to stand on his toes for that amount of time without the boots still being on his feet.  There was no possible way he could have done that in bare feet.

    Ripping his mind out of his revelry, Nolan internally screamed at himself to get moving.  He was on the clock and could not waste time lying on the floor and patting himself on the back for his ingenuity.  He sat up, got the ballgag unbuckled and removed it from his mouth.  Next, he began to attack the rope binding his ankles.  With his arms no longer suspected above his head, his hands quickly began to get feeling back in them.  His dexterity was still clumsy but quickly improved.  He got the knot untied and pulled the tight rope free.  Then he repeated the process on the rope binding his knees together.

    On shaky legs, Nolan stood up and staggered in the direction Garvey had led Carter Bannon away.  He found himself in a darkened corridor with two heavy wooden doors on the left side and one on the right.  The floors were poured concrete, the walls were cinderblock and the ceiling appeared to be heavy railroad ties.  

    He made his way down the corridor, ignoring the closed and apparently secured doors and entered another passageway similar to the one he just left.  There was only one wooden door to the right and left, but other than that, it was exactly like the one he had come from.  The archway at the end of the passageway led to a gloomy room.  Upon entering, lights activated and Nolan saw sturdy shelving along every wall.  On every shelf, there was a bundle wrapped in heavy duty plastic.  

    Nolan was about to continue making his way to a doorway on the far side of the room, when he looked at the bundles again.

    “Holy shit…” Nolan muttered to no one.

    Bodies! Nolan realized.  All the bundles were bodies wrapped in a tarpaulin and cinched down tight with straps.  The faint smell of rot could be detected, but the wrappings apparently were borderline airtight.  There were nine bodies on each wall.  Thirty-six in all!

    “Mother of God…” Nolan said slowly.  

    Shaking, he brought his cuffed hands to his face unconsciously.  Remembering the restraints shackling his wrists broke him out of his stupor.  He took a deep, ragged breath, held it for several seconds, and then released it.

    “Fuck!” Nolan whispered to himself and he ambled out the opening into another corridor.  He followed the passageway and found himself in a 12×12 room.  A single dim light fixture was on the ceiling and there were two chairs in the room – a comfortable looking padded chair and a stool.  On the far side of the room, Nolan saw a steel prison-style sliding cell door and behind that he could see wooden staircase that led upward.  

    Nolan crossed the room quickly and attempted to slide the cell door but it was secured.  He then saw the keypad mounted to the side of the cell door frame.  It was the typical pad with 12 buttons – one through zero with a star and hashtag – and Nolan cursed quietly in frustration.  There was a red light illuminated and what appeared to be a green light which was dark.

    He hit buttons one through six and the red light flashed.

    “Fuck me,” Nolan hissed.

    He was about to go back into the passageway to search for another exit, when he stopped and looked back at the keypad.  Nolan knew from several investigation courses he had taken that most passcodes, even passcodes for dangerous and demented criminals, were something easily remembered by the owner.  Then, he remembered something that made him take notice when he first started looking into Clarence Garvey.

    Nolan went to the keypad again, moved his cuffed hands to the numbers and pressed zero, two, two, nine, nine and six.  The red light went dark as the green light lit and the locking mechanism disengaged.  Nolan grabbed the steel handle and slid the cell door open with a loud clang.

    Smiling in spite of his situation, Nolan muttered, “Son of a bitch!”

    He could not believe that Garvey would make his passcode the numeric equivalent of his birthday, February 29, 1996.

    “Psychos are people, too…” he said as he ran through the open cell door and up the creaky wooden stairs.  

    At the top of the stairs, a wood door, one much flimsier looking that the doors in the passageways, blocked Nolan’s path.  Without much thinking, he turned the knob and it squeaked open into a dark room.  It took a few seconds for his eyes to adjust, but then he could see he was in a sparsely furnished living room.  The windows had the blinds down, but even with that, Nolan could tell it was dark outside.

    He listened for a few seconds, heard nothing but his own breathing, and then walked into the room.  He saw a kitchen off to his right and ran to the sink.  He turned on the faucet and, using his handcuffed hands, he shoveled in handfuls of cool water.  He continued drinking, seemingly unable to get enough, when he heard a report from a shotgun in the distance.

    Nolan froze, silently chastised himself for his inactions, turned off the faucet and went to a door.  He swung it open and found he was on a front porch which seemed to be old and in disrepair.  He ran down the steps and into the barren front yard.  

    The grass was patchy and unkept and a worn dirt road led down a hill.  The area was surrounded by pine trees in every direction.  Having no idea where the shotgun blast had originated from, Nolan stood and listened to his surroundings.  A minute later, he thought he heard something deep in the woods to his right.  He started walking in that direction, listening intently, when another blast from the shotgun sounded somewhere in the pine forest directly in front of him.

    Nolan took off in a run toward the echoing sound of the shotgun report.  His hands being cuffed in front of his body did not allow him to run at his fastest pace, and the uneven terrain and trees impeded his progress, but his adrenaline helped him ignore the stiffness and pain in his arms and legs and move at a fast clip.

    He made his way deeper into the woods and heard someone yell something unintelligible up ahead which made Nolan surmise he was heading in the correct direction.  His tactical sense was telling him to slow down and make less noise, but he knew he had to throw caution to the wind.  Any delay might prove fatal to Carter Bannon.

    Nolan came into a small clearing and saw Carter slumped against a tree.  He was still naked, his hands still cuffed behind his back, ballgag still in his mouth and ankles still shackled in the leg irons.  Clarance Eugene Garvey stood in front of Carter – his back to Nolan – with the shotgun leveled at the young man’s torso.  Garvey was saying something that Nolan could not hear, and he continued at full tilt toward Garvey’s back.

    Just before they impacted, Garvey heard something behind him and glanced over his shoulder.  He saw the shirtless detective just feet behind him and closing fast.  Garvey surprise slowed his normally fast reflexes and was unable to maneuver out of Nolan’s way completely.  Nolan lowered his shoulder into Garvey’s upper back and sent the man stumbling to his hands and knees.

    Nolan stopped as quickly as he could, pivoted, and closed on Garvey who was in the process of getting back to his feet and unfortunately still had the Remington 12-gauge in his hands.  Nolan threw his cuffed arms over Garvey’s head and pulled the handcuffs tightly against Garvey’s throat.  He pulled back with all his strength in an attempt to strangle his captor.

    Garvey threw his head back and connected with Nolan’s nose.  It didn’t break, but the young detective saw stars and loosened his grip slightly.  Garvey then brought the butt of the shotgun back past his body and impacted into Nolan’s belly.  The impact caused Nolan to lose his breath, and Garvey slid out of the chokehold.  

    Nolan tried to press the attack, but he could not draw a breath and was hampered in his movements.  Garvey buttstroked Nolan across the cheek with the stock of the Remington, causing the detective to crumple to the ground.

    Nolan’s mind was screaming at him to get up and fight, but he was unable to breathe, exhausted and half-unconscious.  He tried to stand but collapsed and rolled onto his back staring at the sky.  Garvey stood over the fallen man and smiled.  

    Breathing hard, Garvey said, “You are full of surprises, Detective Hudson!  I have no idea how you got free of your predicament nor out of the cellar, but you are obviously much more resourceful than I gave you credit for.  Bravo, Detective!”

    Nolan rolled onto his right side and pushed his upper body up with his planted elbow.  Garvey aimed the shotgun at Nolan and chuckled.

    “I would have loved to hunt you down last,” Garvey said.  “I’m sure you would have been more sport than poor young Carter and his two other friends I have downstairs.”

    Nolan rolled onto his hands and knees as he was finally able to take a deep breath.

    Garvey shouldered the shotgun.  “But all good things must come to an end, Detective Hudson.  Goodbye, my young friend…”

    Carter Bannon slammed into Garvey’s back, tossing him violently forward.  The shotgun boomed and the buckshot round impacted the ground a foot from Nolan’s head.  Garvey fell over Nolan’s body and cartwheeled near a big pine tree.  As he came to rest, a loud metallic tinging sound echoed throughout the small clearing.  In an instant, the pine needles littering the ground around Garvey erupted as the snare trap he had set months prior was tripped.

    Garvey’s left ankle was caught in the thin metal cable, and he was dragged violently across the ground and then into the air.  He screamed in shock as he slammed into a tree face first and went silent.

    Nolan was in shock by the sight before him.  He continued to stare at the hanging, unmoving Garvey and trying to process what had just happened.  Carter grunted into his gag, which caused Nolan to look at the young man standing close to him.  He was still naked, ballgaged with his hands cuffed behind his back and wearing leg irons.

    Still on his hands and knees, Nolan cleared his throat and said, “Thanks for the help, Carter, but I had things well in hand…”

    Then he threw up all the water he had drank while in Garvey’s kitchen.

    Three hours later, the hilltop where Garvey’s house was situated was a beehive of activity.  Nolan sat on the push bumper of one of the many sheriff’s office cruisers while drinking his sixth bottle of water and holding a cold pack he had gotten from one of the paramedics against his swollen cheek.  He was still wearing his tight jeans and Hush Puppy boots but had procured an Echol County Sheriff Office windbreaker from one of the many responding deputies.  He watched as paramedics check on Carter Bannon in the back of one of the ambulances.  The two other captives had been found and released.  They were both on their way to a local hospital.  One was a 19-year-old US Navy sailor who had been considered AWOL for the past four months.  The other was a 26-year-old man who had been traveling from Universal Studios in Orlando back to his home in Savannah, Georgia, when he went missing six months ago.

    Garvey had been removed from the snare trap when they discovered he was still alive, but the prognoses was not good because of the massive cranial trauma he received when his head slammed into the tree trunk.

    An Echol County Sheriff’s Office lieutenant walked up to Nolan and said, “Need anything, Detective?”

    Nolan looked at the almost empty bottle of water in his hand and titled his head slightly.

    The lieutenant smiled.  “I’ll get you more water.  You sure you don’t want to go to the hospital?”

    Nolan nodded.  “I’m fine.”

    ”You’re going to have one hell of a shiner,” the lieutenant said while gesturing toward his swollen and discolored cheek under the ice pack.

    “I’m lucky that’s the worst of my ailments,” Nolan said.  “Have you heard back from Jacksonville?”

    The lieutenant nodded.  “They said their sending a contingent of detectives out tonight.  They should be here within the hour.”

    Nolan nodded again.

    “How many so far? Nolan asked.

    “We’ve counted 56,” said the lieutenant.  “Fifty-six human remains so far, but we’re pretty sure there’s more we haven’t found down there…”

    Nolan just shook his head.  “Un-fucking-believable…”

    “Carter Bannon wants to talk to you before he is transported to the hospital,” the lieutenant said.  “Do you want me to tell him it’s not a good time?”

    Nolan gave the supervisor a look but held his tongue.  Instead of chastising the man, Nolan said, “No.  I’ll gladly talk to him.”

    Nolan walked to the open rear of the ambulance Carter was in.  The young man was on a gurney, with an IV in his arm and a blood pressure cuff on his other arm.

    “How are you feeling, Carter,” Nolan asked.

    Carter let out a ragged breath.  “Better now, I guess…listen, I wanted to thank you…”

    Nolan waved him away.  “Not necessary.  We were both in the same boat.  You saved my bacon too.  I’m just sorry it took me this long to find you.”

    “The important thing is that you did,” Carter said.  “I was able to call my parents.  They’re flying down first thing tomorrow.  Needless to say, they were very upset but ridiculously happy to hear from me…”

    Both young men were quiet for a long while, lost in their thoughts and emotions.  Nolan, feeling a little awkward, slapped the door lightly and mumbled that he would see Carter soon.

    “Detective Hudson?” Carter said.

    Nolan smiled.  “Carter, I think we’re past the formalities.  It’s Nolan.”

    Carter nodded.  “Yes.  Of course.  Nolan, when things settle down, can I buy you a beer?”

    Nolan smiled and nodded.  “I’d love a beer.  But fair warning, I don’t drink the shitty beer you college kids drink.  No Bud Light or Coors Light or any other shitty American legacy swill.  I like the expensive craft beer from a local tap house.”

    Carter almost cracked a smiled and said, “Well, Detective…um, I mean Nolan.  I’m just a poor, unemployed, college student, but I’m sure my parents will give me a loan so I can satisfy your snobby drink demands…”

    Nolan snorted and said as he closed the rear door of the ambulance.  “Sounds like a plan.  Looking forward to it.  And remember one thing.”

    Carter cocked his head. “What’s that?”

    ”You beat that sick son of a bitch,” Nolan said. “No matter what has happened over the past month, you won. You might be the toughest, bravest person I’ve ever met.”

    Before Carter could reply, Nolan closed the rear door of the ambulance and waved goodbye. 

  • Battle Buddies – Rangers

    U.S. ARMY RANGER TRAINING BRIGADE

    TUESDAY 0845 HRS

    Marine Major William ‘Billy’ Collins glanced at the clock in his temporary office.  He had fifteen minutes before his meeting with Col. Ulrich.  He wasn’t looking forward to this.  Nerves weren’t the issue, it was all about personality conflict.  Colonel Ulrich was the type of old guard that believed his Command was his Kingdom and he was the King.  And King Ulrich did NOT like the Pentagon playing games with his Airborne Course and Ranger School.  His resentment for the presence of Major Collins came through loud and clear.  Full Bird Colonel Ulrich also detested what he referred to as ‘weakening his training course and creating a bunch of toy soldiers’.  Collins had to laugh at that, privately of course.  Col. Ulrich had been given command of the Airborne and Ranger Training Brigade three years ago.  It wasn’t ‘his’.  And what he referred to as weakening had more to do with the policy change after the Vietnam War ended to allow the Airborne and Ranger Schools to become an open opportunity for any soldier who could qualify.  In the shake-up and draw down of U.S. forces for peacetime you had more soldiers leaving the service than joining up.  The Pentagon needed incentive, and training was incentive.  A campaign of promoting the military as way to develop skills you couldn’t get in the civilian world was put forth by the PR and marketing firms that were hired to improve the public image of joining the military.  The unpopularity of the Vietnam War had really done a number on recruitment.  But that wasn’t the worst of it.  Without personnel, they couldn’t justify their budgets to Congress.  And the Ford and Carter Administration had gutted them.  Fortunately, Reagan and Bush understood the need to keep a well equipped military and keep up recruitment numbers.  But now with Clinton there was talk of base closures and bloated budgets again.  Hell, entire Commands were being considered for dissolution.  Brigades and Battalions gone, Fighter groups decommissioned, it seemed every week some new plan came down from Heaven to combine units, and cut money from some program or training.  And they were only a month into Clinton’s first term.  Nothing was set in stone yet, but the shake-up was coming.  President Clinton certainly wasn’t winning any votes from military personnel starting off like this.

    But all that was above Collins’ pay grade and honestly he knew none of it mattered.  His focus at the Naval Academy was Military History.  This was the normal ebb and flow of a country’s martial presence.  Certain administrations found excuses to increase the military, found conflicts to get involved in (nearly all of which weren’t even a minor threat to the U.S.), spent money on new, fancy planes, boats, and weapons.  Then there was an almost equal amount of administrations who focused on pulling back, cutting budgets, limiting promotions and weeding out dead weight personnel, ending weapons programs, decommissioning outdated equipment, decreasing stockpiles.  When you looked at it overall, there was a natural balance.  And the most impressive part was the country never shirked when a REAL threat presented itself.  Collins always laughed secretly at the old guard officers and NCO’s who whined about how ‘they’re weakening the military’ or ‘back in my day soldiers were tough’.  One thing was ALWAYS true:  Leadership set the tone.  So if there was any weakness manifesting it fell squarely on the shoulders of this ‘old guard’ because they dictated policy and direction.  Essentially, just like Sergeants told their green recruits: find a way to succeed with what you’re given.  

    And that was exactly why Collins was here sticking his nose into Col. Ulrich’s Airborne and Ranger Training program. There was enough history with homosexual troops to recognize the military didn’t have a performance issue with those troops.  They had a behavioral issue with the heterosexual troops.  Study after study, as well as post-discharge examination of individual service records and unit records indicated homosexual troops performed right in line with all other personnel, to the exact percentage in everything from rank achievement, mission success, job performance, every marker they could look at.  In fact, strangely enough, those units who discharged suspected or admitted homosexuals saw absolutely no increase or decrease in achievements, success, or mission goals before or after the discharge.  Those units didn’t perform worse when a homosexual was present, and they didn’t perform better when a homosexual was removed.  Which said to anyone looking that the policy against homosexuality because it affected the mission had no basis in fact.  But, the Pentagon already knew that, because in WWII, the Korean War, and the Vietnam War unless a soldier was blatant and open about it, every single branch refused every request for discharge based on suspected homosexuality.  The sad part of that was those troops would have been safer with a dishonorable discharge than left to the unmerciful personal justice of their unit.  And that was a failure of leadership.  Still, there were far more examples of a unit that overlooked or ignored such activity within its ranks than there were examples of street justice.  Collins had spent months piecing together a picture from research.  This wasn’t a new issue.  

    That was the entire reason for this test program.  The dynamic needed a focused and eyes-on determination of what happened within a unit from the very start, through low and high pressure situations, training, missions and even off duty down time.  From that, he was tasked with outlining a policy that the military could live with.  He’d presented the general idea of this test program four years ago to his Commander and he’d gotten the green light to develop it into a working model.  As with everything, the military moved slow.  At that time it wasn’t a priority and he wasn’t to spend too much time on it.  But slowly, along with a couple other officers and even one civilian at the Pentagon they’d fleshed out a very controlled program.  The beauty of it was that he’d created it as a double blind study.  The subjects, Private Harris and his Bravos, Lamont and his Charlies, nor the other two Platoons, had no idea why.  Nor did their Sergeants, Lieutenants, or anyone below the highest levels.  

    It actually surprised Collins to find out Harris and Lamont had been chosen for leadership of their Platoons.  Collins’ team had selected Private Harris specifically because his background check indicated he had a boyfriend in High School, one Kevin Copeland.  That wasn’t certain though, as he was also reported to have a girlfriend, who was now at USC.  From the time of his enlistment Harris hadn’t had a single romantic interaction that could be identified, with men or women, and there had been no contact with either the suspected boyfriend or the girlfriend until his father’s funeral.

    Private Lamont was a different matter.  There were quite a few rumors from his old unit and Collins’ team had put surveillance on him off duty when he was being considered for this program and it turned out Lamont was quite active with men sexually.  Exclusively men.  Numerous men.  But in spite of the rumors in his unit, his fellow troops, his Sergeant and his Lieutenant said he was an exceptional soldier.  When specifically asked about the rumors, both the Sergeant and Lieutenant shrugged and said ‘Rumors.  You know how units are.  He doesn’t seem the type to me, and no one’s brought any accusations.’  Their wording was almost identical, as if rehearsed.

    That was another aspect to this he’d have to put in his report.  Whether Lamont’s Sergeant and Lieutenant knew anything or not they’d chosen to protect either Lamont or the unit from scrutiny.  One or the other was true, perhaps both, but that dynamic couldn’t be discounted.  Any external investigation into a single troop or the unit as a whole was considered disruptive.  Any kind of investigation.  No one liked that sort of thing.  So, either the Sergeant and Lieutenant liked Lamont and were protecting him, or they didn’t want these outsiders making a mess in their unit.  But either way, the underlying message was that they didn’t feel Lamont’s suspected homosexuality was a big enough deal to warrant disruption of their day-to-day.  And that in itself spoke volumes:  Lamont wasn’t a problem, not for them, and not for their troops.  That was exactly the sort of thing this test program was trying to determine.

    The other two Platoons chosen for this program, the Alphas and the Deltas were also operating smoothly and had performed well in phase 1.  Because they had ranked 3rd and 4th though, they were steered towards other training for phase 2.  Collins had already figured out most of the reason why Harris and Lamont were so successful with their Platoons as both seemed to be natural leaders who set an example for their troops, identified weaknesses and developed them into strengths.  For instance, Private Sendahl and Private Evans, the troublemaker twins, Wanker and Bootlicker.  Privately, Collins was curious how they got those nicknames, but in any other unit those two would probably have been busted down or even booted for their activities.  In their previous units both had numerous black marks and reports for conduct, discipline and being where they were not authorized but had never been caught doing anything that violated the UCMJ, even if Collins suspected both actually HAD.  But, doing something and getting caught doing something were two different things.  Somehow though in the Bravos, Harris was able to keep them from getting out of hand and instead steered the two in a way that utilized their crafty intelligence for resourcefulness instead of trouble.  Before phase 1, Collins would have put money on those two being the ones to rat out the homosexual troops.  Both Privates seemed hell bent on discovering secrets and using them to their advantage.  But Harris identified that they were kindred spirits so he paired them up, while overlooking everything that wasn’t a major offense, even purposing their talents to often help the Platoon.  Basically, instead of cracking down on them, he made them feel like their skills were a valuable contribution.  Because of that, no one saw them as the troublemakers.  In other units, they’d be considered a weak link, a problem to be disciplined and never treated as part of the team.  Harris just somehow knew they needed focus and purpose, so he gave it to them.  The simplicity of the solution impressed Collins.  When Harris  encountered a problem, he turned it into an opportunity.  With a leader like that any unit would push themselves to go the extra mile. 

    Collins glanced at the clock again.  It was time to deal with Ulrich and as distasteful as he found the man personally he couldn’t avoid coordinating with him for the program’s transition to Ranger School.  

    BOOTLICKER

    After the success of selling the answer key to his 6th grade History test, Peter was looking for his next opportunity to make money.  The key to not getting caught was in not getting greedy.  He knew to stay away from the good kids, the rule followers, the ones who would tattle to the teacher.  Besides, they didn’t need to cheat to pass the test and he wasn’t going to make any serious money off them anyway, plus money was just a way to keep score.  No, his target market was the lazy kids, the stupid ones.  Peter hadn’t stolen the answer key for himself, he could pass that test with his eyes closed.  He could read the chapters and the facts just stayed in his head.  The tests and homework were almost disgustingly easy for him.  And the stupid and lazy kids were easy marks and so eager to give him every dollar they had.  He’d lucked across the answer key one day when he went up to Mr. Houston’s desk to ask him if he needed any help with anything and saw the key for the next test peeking out from under some other papers.  

    Peter loved that he had Mr. Houston fooled.  Mr. Houston actually liked him because he made sure to act interested and he always participated in class, plus he made good grades.  Teachers always liked the students who made good grades.  It made them feel like they were good teachers.  Once he realized that aspect of teachers when he was 8, he understood how he could make school easy.  Teachers were really dumb and so easy to manipulate but they weren’t any different than other adults.  The kids who struggled, or caused trouble in class were treated like prisoners, viewed with distrust and basically watched for any infraction.  Peter though was given every benefit of the doubt, a ton of freedom, and was easily forgiven for tardiness and a hundred other little things that students often got in trouble for.  It was never a question that he finished his work early and when he did he always volunteered to do something in the classroom that the teacher needed.  Yeah, they fucking loved that.  What made it all even better was they never suspected him of any wrong doing.  Nothing made him feel warmer inside than getting away with a scheme purely by virtue of the belief that the smart, helpful, eager and charming kid would NEVER do something bad.  

    So lifting the answer key while Mr. Houston was away from his desk was easy.  A brief moment in which Mr. Houston’s back was turned was all he needed, passing by the desk to go to the pencil sharpener and a casual grab and it was in his hands.  After he copied it all down in his notebook at his desk (which only made him look like he was crunching away at homework)  another moment of inattention was all he needed to slip it back exactly where it was before.  He remembered exactly which pile, how much was sticking out, which other papers it was found between.  

    Then by the end of the next day he had $64 of desperately surrendered lunch money.  Honestly, he owed his success in part to teacher laziness.  Multiple choice tests meant the teachers didn’t have to spend so much time grading, and Peter didn’t have to copy out test questions.  Plus, all the answers fit on a small easily hidden scrap of paper.  

    He also figured out that his copies couldn’t have ALL the correct answers.  He diligently substituted deliberately wrong answers in his copies so that the grades would vary between a 85 and a 91.  Mid B’s and low A’s were far better than most of his clientele usually got, and not so high that a stupid, lazy kid couldn’t achieve with a little luck, especially on a multiple choice test.  Plus, he figured he was doing the teacher a huge favor.  Higher test scores made it look like they were actually good teachers.  Overall, Peter felt he was helping everyone and they all got something out of the deal.  While he couldn’t care less if others benefited, it did make him feel like they should be grateful he put in all that effort.  

    “What’s next?”  He thought.  He was toying with some kind of pay to play game at lunch time.  He’d recently read a magazine article about how carnival games were rigged in favor of the carnival and he felt that held some potential.  He was afraid that the lunch monitors wouldn’t allow it once they knew the kids were giving him money.  Plus, he hadn’t quite decided on what game.  That might be more suited to an after school thing, maybe on the bus or in the neighborhood.  That was something still in development.  Also on the list was learning how to stack cards and do tricks, which had the potential to be a good regular source of income.  He’d have to be good though, which meant a lot of practice.  He’d checked out a couple books that described how it was done, so he had the knowledge, he just needed the skill.  In the movie The Sting, Robert Redford and Paul Newman said the best con was one in which the mark thought they knew how the game worked, but the trick was that it was all a distraction from the REAL con.  The Sting had to be his favorite movie of all time.  The elegance and complexity of Redford and Newman’s plot sent shivers up his spine and he often imagined himself in a career as a con man.  If you were good, you could fake your way into any situation, be whoever you wanted, do whatever you wanted, and people would just hand over their money with a smile.  They’d even thank you for doing them the favor of taking their money.  By the time they realized it was all a trick, you were gone.  At 11, Peter had it all figured out.  

    ******************

    “Mr. and Mrs. Evans, thanks for coming in.”  Principal Nichols said.  Peter Evans’ parents sat across from him in his office, looks of resignation on their faces.  

    “What has he done?”  Mr. Evans asked.  Principal Nichols was surprised that his tone was not combative and instead sounded amused.

    He immediately revised his approach.  He was prepared for a battle with parents who would defend their child with indignation and disbelief.  Instead, these two seemed open and unsurprised.  So he let his guard down and gave it to them straight.

    “It seems Peter has been selling mice to the other kids.  They’ve been keeping them in their lockers like some kind of pet.  Did you know about this?”  

    Mrs. Evans looked at Mr. Evans.  They seems like a nice couple.  Mr. Evans was the serious type, not a single smile.  Mrs. Evans appeared intelligent and practical, and she paid attention to the social niceties, like smiling, eye contact.  But that look, the very first reflexive response to what Nichols told them… Mrs. Evans was NOT pleased, and her look said ‘this is YOUR fault’ to her husband.

    “No, we didn’t know.”  Mr. Evans replied.

    Wow.  This was not the normal parental response.  They didn’t ask ‘how do you know it was Peter?  It could be anyone.’  They didn’t deny it.  They didn’t accuse the administration of failing to supervise the kids, lack of control, not doing their job.  

    Mrs. Evans gave Nichols a satisfied smile.  “We allowed Peter to get a pet snake, a Burmese Python.  The snake is still small, and he feeds it mice that he buys at the pet store.  It’s supposed to teach him responsibility.”  She turned to her husband again.  “Did you know he was breeding the mice?”  

    “How would I know that?  There’s mice in the aquarium all the time.  I can’t tell if there’s more mice or less mice.  They all look the same.”  Mr. Evans replied.  “How much has he been selling them for?”  He asked Principal Nichols.

    Nichols grimaced.  “$3 each.”

    Mr. Evans stared off into space, lost in thought for a moment.  Then he looked at Principal Nichols again.  “Yes, he’s breeding them.  They are $2.75 at the pet store.  There’s no way he’d settle for making just a quarter from each mouse.  Can we get him in here?”

    “Absolutely.”  Principal Nichols picked up his phone and waited for his secretary to answer.  “Mrs. Gatling, please have Peter Evans come to my office.  Thank you.”

    Mr. Evans crossed his arms and leaned back in his seat.  “So…it’s not illegal or against the rules for Peter to sell animals.  What is he in trouble for?”  He said in a conversational tone.  “And please understand we will take care of this…I’m just curious what school policy he’s violated.”

    “Well…”. Principal Nichols started. “Technically no rule has been broken by Peter, only the kids who bought the mice and kept them in their locker.  But, it’s caused a problem.  Lockers aren’t a secure way to keep mice, most escaped.  Uh…. We have a mice infestation now.  They are really difficult to get rid of.  You need to keep Peter from bringing his mice to school.”

    Mrs. Evans chuckled and shook her head.  “We’ll tell him, but he’ll probably stop on his own.  We thought it would be worse.”

    “Mrs. Evans, it needs to stop now.  Today.”  Principal Nichols said.

    “Yes.”  She nodded.  “He will.  I don’t think you need to worry.  You see, once Peter finds out we all know about his little enterprise, it won’t be fun and exciting for him anymore.  He’ll move on to something else.”

    “Excuse me?”  Nichols said.

    “Peter likes his little games.”  The husband said.  “Not getting caught is one of the goals.  I THINK another goal is to see how far he can get BEFORE he gets caught.  If a game goes on too long, he will drop bread crumbs to see if you notice.  He’ll leave clues, evidence…almost like he wants to get caught or he’s become bored with the game so he wants you to end it.  And then, after getting caught he plays his other game, where he cries, says how sorry he is, he didn’t mean to, or tries out a new excuse to see if it’ll fly.  But once he’s caught, the game is over for him.  He starts on something else.  For the longest time, we didn’t know how to handle him.  But a counselor a couple years ago told us Peter is a master manipulator.  Every single thing he does, every reaction he elicits, goes into his brain and he figures something else out about how to get people to do what he wants.”

    Nichols stared at the Evans’.  He really didn’t know what to say.  “Mr. Evans, Peter is only 12 years old.  I know he’s intelligent, but that’s a lot for a 12 year old.”

    Mr. Evans laughed.  The very first time he broke his seriousness.  “12?  Wow, he’s got you right where he wants you.  Ah, Mr. Nichols, your life is going to be very difficult for the next year and a half, ESPECIALLY if you think of him like your average 12 year old.  Yes, Peter is 12.  But he’s not like any 12 year old you’ve ever met.  And unfortunately, when Peter gets here to the office, he’s going to play his game with you, and you’re going to buy it.  He’s really good.  And we, Jessica and I, we’re going to let him do it.  And we’ll play our part in his little game, because he can’t suspect we have him figured out.  We are going to pretend to be terribly disappointed in him.  Right now he thinks we don’t know about his games.  The minute he discovers we know… he’ll change and we will spend a year or more figuring out what he’s trying to do, what his new game is with us.  Here’s how it works:  Peter is operating on several levels at once.  First, he’s manipulating the kids.  No one just buys a mouse to have a mouse.  I’m pretty sure Peter made having a mouse somehow cool, or fun, or attractive.  It doesn’t matter, you just need to realize Peter can talk kids into doing almost anything.  So his first level is seeing how much he can get them to do, how far he can take it, how many he can get to follow him.”

    Then Mr. Evans leaned forward and put his elbows on his knees.  “His second level is seeing how much he can control of the situation.  When are the grownups going to find out?  Will they notice on their own or will one of the kids give it away.  Which kid will do it?  Which adult will notice?  How long will it take?  If you watch him closely after he’s caught at his game, he always seems very satisfied.  And beyond the required tears, begging, and promises he immediately becomes unconcerned with his punishment.  You’re probably saying to yourself ‘there’s no way a 12 year old does that.’  Here’s what’s going to happen:  We’re going to take his python back to the pet store, and his mice.  After his initial protests, as soon as tomorrow…Peter will not shed a single tear about the snake or the mice.  He won’t regret what he’s done, he won’t even miss the snake.  He’ll never mention the snake again unless mentioning it is useful in some manipulative way.  It won’t bother him at all, because he doesn’t really care about the snake.  He cared about what the snake MEANT, he cared about how he could use it for his games.”

    Principal Nichols scowled.  “That seems a harsh way to describe your own child.”

    “Is it?”  Mr. Evans asked. “For years we thought of it like that.  We thought there was something wrong with him.  I’d offer THAT was a harsh way to think of our own child.  But Peter isn’t violent, he doesn’t want to hurt people, he also doesn’t get angry.  If someone tells on him or rats him out, he doesn’t blame them, doesn’t get mad, he doesn’t seek vengeance, really doesn’t care at all.  He’s somewhat of a sociopath, we think.  He has a basically, foundationally, good nature.  His games aren’t intended to be vicious, or hurtful.  In fact, I don’t think he grasps why people would be hurt by anything they willingly participated in.  And even if they weren’t willing participants, they should understand it wasn’t personal.  We’re still trying to figure out some way to reach him emotionally, thus the purpose of the pet snake.  We figured out happy, cute animals that loved attention like dogs and cats were only annoying to him.  We think they were too easy to manipulate.  He had a puppy and a cat trained in less than a month.  After that, it was unfair to the animal, almost cruel.  Imagine a puppy commanded to sit and stay, then the person they loved the most going across the room to sit, and ignore them for over an hour.  A grown dog might understand that level of patience.  But for a puppy it seemed like unnecessary torture to us.  Like I said, he wasn’t mean, he didn’t hit or punish or abuse the puppy or the cat.  But once he figured them out, and how to make them do what he wanted, they didn’t mean anything to him.  So, we thought an animal that didn’t need physical touch, or an emotional connection would be more his speed.  And I don’t know how well anyone can train a snake, so it might prove to be just the kind of challenge that would keep his interest.”

    Principal Nichols was at a loss for words.  To hear the parents tell it, Peter Evans was some sort of mastermind.  Nichols found that hard to believe.  Just about every parent over-estimated their child’s intelligence.  “Mr. Evans, what do you do for work?”

    “I work for OSHA.  Jessica works on the base.”

    The office door opened.  “Peter, come in and sit down.”

    For most kids, getting called to the Principal’s office was a big deal.  Seeing your parents there would be a bigger cause for concern.  But Nichols noticed the look on Peter Evans’ face didn’t change.  He simply gave his parents a glance before moving to the chair against the wall.  After he sat down, he gave Nichols a bright smile.

    “Hi Mr. Nichols.”  The 12 year old said in a bright, eager voice.  The kid was charming, that was certain.  His voice hadn’t deepened yet with puberty.  “Hi Mom, hi Dad.”  The way he was acting he didn’t seem to suspect he was in any trouble at all.  

    Mr. Evans was looking at Nichols with eyebrows slightly raised, and a barely perceptible grin on his lips.  

    Nichols cleared his throat.  “Peter, have you been selling mice to the kids?”

    Peter didn’t drop his smile.  “Yes, sir.  They wanted to keep them as pets like I do.”

    It was more difficult than Nichols thought it would be to be mad at Peter for causing an infestation in his school.  Peter seemed to be just an innocent kid who made a poor decision with no intention of causing trouble.  That smile, the eagerness, the respect he was showing… his gut feeling was that Peter was a good kid.  

    “Peter, you can’t do that.”  Nichols said.

    Peter’s smile fell.  “But why not?  They don’t make any noise, and are real easy to take care of.  They don’t have any diseases.”

    Nichols sighed.  “Peter, your classmates are keeping them in their lockers, and they are getting out.  We have mice running all over the school now.”

    A look of concern came over Peter’s face.  “Oh.  I told them they needed to keep them in a Tupperware box with holes in the lid.”

    Did he?  Nichols thought.  The locker search they’d done two days ago didn’t produce a single tupperware container, containing a mouse or otherwise.   

    “Am I in trouble?”  Peter asked, his voice weak and trembling, a worried look on his face.  The very picture of a worried little boy.  If Nichols believed the parents, this acting job was superb.  Timing, the emotion, the body language, the facial expression, the words…

    Nichols sighed.  If this kid was everything his father said, he was EXCEPTIONALLY good at it.  And there was no way Nichols could be sure the kid had any other motive than selling pets to his classmates.  As principal, his disciplinary latitude was wide.  This wasn’t a court of law, a crime wasn’t necessary to trigger discipline, just some infraction.  But Nichols wasn’t the type of principal that saw every child as a manufactured product produced by the factory of public education and he didn’t buy into student uniformity like so many other educators.  Peter was smart, his standardized tests were all in the top percentile.  He wasn’t a behavioral problem, his teachers all reported he was engaging and helpful, hard working and involved.  

    “Not exactly, Peter.  Just… well stop bringing animals to school, and stop selling them to your classmates.”  Nichols replied.

    Peter looked down.  “Okay.”

    “You don’t have any mice at school today, do you?”  Nichols asked.

    “No sir.”  Peter answered.

    “Good.  I think I can leave it at that.  Mr. and Mrs. Evans, I’ll leave you to have a talk with Peter.  I trust you’ll handle this as you feel appropriate.”

    *************************

    “Dad, please don’t leave me in jail.”  He pleaded with his father.  

    “Peter, I know you understand so just stop.  You’re 18.  You’re being held until your bond hearing.  Hopefully it’ll only be a few days.”  His dad said.  “I can’t do anything until they set bond.  This is a consequence.  We’ll get a lawyer, but you aren’t a minor anymore so you’re in the adult system, which means you don’t get released to your parents.  This is far more serious than the juvenile system you’re used to.  Just be careful.  The men you’re in jail with aren’t very forgiving.  And you’re not going to get much help from the jail staff.”

    Peter didn’t respond right away.  He knew he made a mistake trying to sell the stuff at the pawn shop.  But he had no idea someone would engrave their name on lawn equipment, and pawn shops weren’t supposed to care that much about where the stuff they bought came from.  The books he’d read all said pawn shops were excellent places to fence stolen goods.  It was stupid of him to take advantage of the open garage door he saw, but only in hindsight.  Had he thought it through he would have known he wouldn’t have any place to hold the lawnmower and weed eater until he could sell it, and he should have considered that none of the people he knew would have any use for either of those things so he wouldn’t be able to unload it that way.  The pawn shop was a last resort.  He was usually more clever than that but he could still turn this to his advantage.  Even the learning experience had value and knowing how the adult criminal justice system worked would serve him well.  The story that he’d found the items on the curb on trash day and he’d fixed them up to sell didn’t convince the cops that the pawn shop called.

    Trouble was, the local cops all knew him by now so he didn’t get a break.  He’d overplayed that hand, hadn’t covered all the angles and got stupid.  The items were reported stolen and the owner’s name engraved on them easily revealed his lie.  Well, lesson learned.  This wasn’t going to be too terrible.  He could take care of himself and he wasn’t intimidated by the common criminals in jail, most were just regular dumb people.  Even cops were regular dumb people and that included the ones that ran the jail.  It wouldn’t be difficult to get them to like him and once he did that he’d be just fine, maybe even comfortable.

    “Yeah, I understand Dad.  But look, they don’t feed us much here and it’s not good food.  I only ate a dry piece of chicken last night, and there’s no breakfast.  They say we only get a sandwich for lunch.  They have a commissary I can buy food at, but I need money in the jail account.”

    His dad sighed over the phone.  “How much do you need?”

    “Just fifty dollars if it’s only a few days.  If I’m in here longer I’ll need more.”  He knew his dad could afford it and he wouldn’t say no.  

    “Okay.  I’ll get the money in your jail account.  Peter, stay out of trouble in there.  You stand a better chance of being released on bond if you keep your nose clean.  And the disposition of your case will go better if you have good behavior.”

    Peter grinned, which his father couldn’t see.  “I will Dad.  Thanks.”

    “I’ll come down there with the lawyer, but it will probably be Monday.”

    “Okay.  Bye Dad.”

    “Bye son, see you in a couple days.”

    Peter hung up the phone.  

    “Did you get your rent?”  His cell mate asked.

    “Yeah, Dad’s going to put the money in my account in a little while.  I’ll pay you when it shows up.”  Peter replied.  

    “Good boy.  If you keep doing what I tell you to do, nothing bad will happen to you in here.”

    Peter wasn’t stupid.  He knew a con job when he saw one.  Rent.  Sure.  But along with that came a certain amount of protection.  His cell mate would make sure he got his money, which meant nothing could happen to Peter.  He’d transfer $15 every day, buying a day of security at a time.  His cell mate wanted a week up front, but Peter’s willingness to push the issue saying his Dad wouldn’t give him that much money at once forced his cell mate to agree to once a day.  Plus, from his cell mate he’d learned how the commissary system worked, how the jail prisoner account system worked, and a glimpse into the fascinating black market economy of the jail.  Everything was for sale, everything was for trade.  From labor, to food, to items.  He’d only been in jail less than 24 hours and he even discovered the correctional officers were part of the food chain.  You could get almost anything smuggled in if you had someone on the outside willing to pay the C.O. a little money.  

    Peter’s cell mate was a mid level fish.  Peter was a small fish, and his cell mate knew right away he’d never been in jail before.  Peter was only too happy to play the scared, dumb kid which meant his cell mate didn’t have to work too hard to come across as the older, knowledgeable protector.  Peter had met plenty of that type in juvie, they were stupidly easy to manage and were useful.  The scared dumb kid act was second nature to Peter now and it worked far better than being a tough guy which only brought out challenges and raised hackles.  The tough guy type, even the fake tough guys who were all bark and no bite, loved having a scared, cooperative pawn they could take advantage of.  It gave them a sense of power, of superiority, made them feel like they were somebody big.  That type was easy to play.  The best part of playing the act for Peter was that nothing big was expected of him.  His complete lack of confidence, the weakness, his pretense that he didn’t know how to fight… all of that meant he wasn’t trusted to do anything except feed egos and suck up.  In juvenile detention he’d honed his act to perfection.  Bullies were perfect animals, easy to reward and easy to fool.  All they really wanted was subservience.  Higher brain function wasn’t a character trait they possessed. 

    All in all, Peter could have ended up with a much worse cell mate.  At least this idiot was positioned well enough that being paired with him meant an easy stretch until his hearing.  Gary wasn’t completely awful, and wasn’t as stupid as most.  Peter actually admired the confidence this guy possessed.  He didn’t know what Gary was in for, but he knew it had to be something bigger than pawning stolen goods.  He’d been here long enough to make his way up the hierarchy to be comfortable and unworried about jailhouse politics.  And Peter figured he could learn something from him that would educate him about judges, lawyers and surviving.  

    “Back to our cage.  You have work to do.”  Gary said, walking away.

    Peter shrugged, then followed.  He already knew more would be expected of him than just paying Gary money.  

    They went back in their cell, and Gary laid down on his bottom bunk.  “Go sit on the toilet.”  Peter did as instructed, sitting down on the metal.  Only a few seconds passed before another prisoner walked in.  

    The man was about six feet tall, tattoos covered both arms.  White, a little muscular, maybe mid twenties, buzz cut brown hair, with a bored look on his face, the man said in a deep voice “He ready?”

    Gary responded in an equally bored voice “Yep.  Get to it.”

    Peter was curious.  Was he supposed to go with this guy somewhere?  He glanced over at Gary but his eyes were closed.  He didn’t look worried.

    “Watch your teeth.”  The man said, pulling down the front of his orange jailhouse bottoms when he stood in front of Peter.

    Peter’s eyebrows went up.  After a look at the guy’s soft dick, he looked up at his face.  “You want me to suck your dick?”  He asked calmly.  

    The man blinked.  “I’m not here to talk.  Get on it.”

    Peter took a breath.  Well, this would be a first.  Fine.  Best to get it over with.  He grabbed the dick in front of him and leaned forward, opening his mouth.  No teeth.  He knew that already, he didn’t like it when the girls who’d blown him scraped his dick with teeth either.  He could probably do a decent job of it.  As he started sucking on the gradually expanding cock, he was considering how this played into his deal with Gary.  Blowjob guy had to be a bigger fish than him.  

    It wasn’t all that big of a deal.  Peter was more concerned with figuring out what kind of transaction was taking place, his value within it, what exactly blowjob guy and Gary were getting out of it.  This wasn’t really about a blowjob, the guy with the now hard dick probably had other ways to get a blowjob in jail.  Peter wrapped his lips around his teeth as he bobbed up and down on the average sized dick like girls did.  The guy had a little funk going on, the smell hitting his nose wafting up from the guy’s hairy balls.  A little gross, but not intolerable.  He made sure to use his tongue a little on the underside of the shaft and used his hand to stroke it while he sucked.  

    “Yeah, that’s it, kid.  Suck my big cock.”  

    Peter almost laughed.  Big cock?  These tough guys were all the same.  All ego.  Peter knew what he had to do.

    First, he gagged, then pulled off and let out a gasp.  “It’s too big for my mouth.  I don’t think I can…” he said in a pitiful whine.  That was straight from Traci Lords in Educating Mandy, a porn video he stole from his boss’ house when he worked at Orange Julius in the mall at 16.  “I’ve never done this before…” he said, forcing a tear from the corner of his eye.  That wasn’t too difficult, the gagging on the dick helped the tears come.  

    Tough guy grabbed his head and pulled him back down.  “Yeah, I know, you’re gonna suck it anyway, bitch.”

    Ah, part of this was about this guy feeling like a boss, Peter thought, getting back to work.  He couldn’t be too good then.  The guy wanted to exert dominance, establish his power.  Fair enough.  Peter resisted a little, using a little push of his other hand to try to push the guy away.  Not too hard, just enough to send the signal he didn’t want to do it.  The guy increased the pressure on the back of Peter’s head, forcing him further down on his dick.  Peter grunted a protest, making sure to let the guy bury his dick to his funky pubes and he forced a choke even though the dick wasn’t near big enough to get him to do it naturally.  That was somewhat of a shock to him.  Having never sucked an actual dick, Peter hadn’t given it a lot of thought but he’d seen enough porn to know taking a dick all the way down wasn’t easy.  Or maybe the chicks were just really good actresses.  A lot of the blowjob portion of porn was focused on the guys trying to get the chicks to take more while the chicks seemed to have a certain amount of difficulty.  Peter wasn’t finding it difficult at all.  Like most everything he encountered this wasn’t difficult and he didn’t feel excited about it or disgusted.  

    “Hurry it up, Levitt.”  Gary said from his bunk.

    Levitt grunted in acknowledgment and grabbed Peter’s head with both hands and started thrusting with his hips.  

    Peter dutifully let Levitt guide his head while his cock thrust in and out of his mouth, and less than a minute later Levitt buried his dick and held Peter’s head down as he grunted in orgasm.

    This time, Peter did choke for real as Levitt’s cum shot into the back of his throat and filled his mouth, but Levitt wasn’t letting up.  “Swallow it bitch.  Swallow all of it.”  He gasped as his hips spasmed.  Peter did what he could, but swallowing wasn’t easy with a dick in your mouth.  Suddenly Levitt pushed his head back and pulled away, yanking up his pants.

    “You’re good for the week, Parker.”  Levitt said as he walked out of the cell.

    Peter looked over at Gary who’d gone back to closing his eyes.  

    “Get out, kid.  Come get me when you get the money in your account.”

    Peter wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and walked out of the cell.  He walked down the stairs to go sit against the wall in the pit.

    So, Gary owed Levitt something.  Rent, dues, protection money, something.  Gary paid with Peter’s sexual services.  But Gary got a pretty good deal, a whole week?  Hmmmm.  Levitt was the one who wanted to get at Peter, it was the only way the deal would be so favorable for Gary.  Smaller fish didn’t get good deals from bigger fish unless they had something the big fish wanted.  

    Looking around, Peter could see he was getting a few looks.  So Levitt was a bigger fish.  Bigger fish were more useful than medium fish like Gary.  If Peter was in here longer, Levitt would be a better connection.  In the meantime, Peter was figuring out a way to make this work to his advantage.

    His hearing had been postponed, so he had to get his Dad to put more money in his account on Monday.  He and the lawyer asked Peter how he was doing and Peter didn’t think playing the poor terrified kid in jail would get him anywhere so he said he was fine.  There wasn’t anything either of them could do to make the process go faster anyway.  Besides, things were going well and he’d taken advantage of supply and demand.  Of course, he was giving Gary a cut.  He needed Gary for enforcement and collection because Peter had no power.  They’d done well, although Peter was getting a little bored with sucking jailhouse dick, and his fresh meat status was now worn out not to mention most of the guys weren’t looking to get blown every day.  His new hearing date was set for Friday.  

    Currently he was considering what he could sell his ass for.  He’d been holding back on that figuring he would be out on bond today.  There was still a certain amount of interest just because he was 18 so he felt like that might carry him through Friday.  He’d found his niche inside, he had something to offer, there were enough guys who were interested, Gary kept it all above board, so he probably wouldn’t have to resort to getting fucked.  Gary agreed and said once you go bitch it would be difficult to get anywhere higher in the crew.  Gary told him a lot about how it all worked once Peter approached him with his plan for Gary to punk him out for blowjobs.  Peter earned a lot of respect from Gary when he cut Gary in instead of going off on his own behind Gary’s back.

    “You did the right thing, kid.  You’d get chewed up on your own.” He said.  Peter gave him a blowjob for setting it up.  

    Peter couldn’t figure out why chicks played so hard to get.  Giving blowjobs was easy, and it was just dick.  It wasn’t a big deal, just a transaction.  

    This morning, before he found out about his postponement, Gary had asked him “I don’t get it, kid.  Do you like sucking dick?”

    “It’s not bad.”  Peter answered.  “It’s not that hard to do, the guys cum pretty fast.  I make some easy cheddar, they stay off my back and don’t give me a hard time.  It’s a good system.”

    “But do you like it?”  Gary pressed.

    “I don’t like it.  I don’t NOT like it.  It’s … like writing a letter or eating food. Just something to do.”  Peter explained in a rare moment of personal revelation.  

    “You’re the weirdest guy I’ve ever met, Kid.  You don’t get worked up about anything.  Even sucking off Levitt that first time you just did it, you didn’t argue or put up a fight, you weren’t angry or cry after.  You also don’t laugh about anything, and don’t think I haven’t noticed how when you smile it drops just as soon as whoever you’re smiling for looks away.  I’ll be honest, sometimes it creeps me out.”

    Peter shrugged.  “Not much to laugh about in here, and I don’t feel like smiling most of the time.  I do it when I have to.”

    Gary tilted his head and gave him a look.  “Like sucking dick.”

    Peter nodded.  “Yeah.  Like that.”

    Gary crossed his arms.  “Well, good luck at your hearing, but I think you’ll be fine.  You do a good job with your innocent, harmless act.  Judges, prosecutors and lawyers love seeing that.  They don’t always believe it, but you really have a talent at it.  But you don’t fool me.  You don’t feel anything do you?”

    That’s interesting, Peter thought.  He took a moment to think.  Did he actually feel nothing?  No, he did.  He was curious.  Figuring people out thrilled him, working out a scheme challenged him.  But Gary was sort of right.  Things like happy, sad, love, hate, anger… those weren’t real for him.  They were important and real for other people, which was fine.  Those were useful emotions he could take advantage of, he even knew how to fake them even if he didn’t feel them like other people did.  In fact, people responded to those emotions in a boring predictable way.  How should he react to Gary’s question?  It wasn’t really worth examining the truth of it, only the effect of the knowledge of the truth on Gary.  Would it gain him anything?

    Part of the truth then.  “I’m not sure.  I feel some things.  Boredom.  Maybe pity sometimes.  I feel loyalty, like with you.”

    Gary laughed.  “You sure about that?  I get the feeling if you had a better option you wouldn’t look back.  But you’re stuck with me.”

    Peter smirked.  “Isn’t that what loyalty is?  A partnership of convenience? No one’s loyal to someone who does nothing for them, right?”

    “Fuck, how do you talk like you’re some college kid?  Loyalty is devotion even when shit gets tough.  Loyalty is… fuck.  I can’t explain it.  Is there anyone you’d take a bullet for just to save them from dying, not for anything else?”

    Peter thought.  Would he take a bullet for his parents?  No, probably not.  “I don’t think so.  But I’d make sure the shooter didn’t survive if I could.  They took something from me.”

    Gary looked at him in disbelief.  “It’s like you ALMOST feel the right things, but not in the right way, and not for the reasons other people feel them.”

    This was the most self examination Peter had ever done.  He already knew he didn’t feel the things other people felt, but he always thought he COULD, if the right situation came about.  He just hadn’t found the right situation.  He wasn’t even disappointed or in despair about it, that’s just the way they felt, and the way he felt.  Why was it important anyway?

    So he asked.  “Why does that matter?”

    That made Gary think.  After a few seconds, he replied.  “It doesn’t, I guess.  I mean, I don’t feel crazy like my ex was, but it doesn’t mean I don’t understand she’s crazy or how to deal with her.  Fucking crazy bitch.  So I guess it doesn’t make a difference if you feel what other people do.  Just… well, you probably already know you can’t let people know that.  Like I said, it’s creepy.”

    The week went by quick and he didn’t have any problems inside.  It was mostly boring and the worst part was none of what he gained inside would walk out the door with him, so he just gave it all to Gary.  Cigarettes, snacks, magazines, all of the non-cash currency he’d earned.  

    His bond was set at $10,000, so his Dad only had to put up $1000.  After they released him from holding, his Dad and lawyer took him to the District Attorney’s office.  

    The prosecutor managed to get them in front of a judge on Wednesday the following week after his lawyer and his Dad convinced Peter to accept a plea deal.  He really didn’t care either way, honestly.  For what he stole he’d only spend 30 days if he got sentenced to jail which didn’t worry him.  But it was more likely he’d get probation because it was his first adult offense and it was non-violent.  A trial would be a waste of time and money, plus he had to move on and this was hanging over his head.  The lawyer got the prosecutor to drop the burglary charge, the breaking and entering charge, the conversion charge and he pled to theft in return for a year of probation.  Getting a judge to sign off was the last step.  Peter felt good about what he’d learned from the experience.  He thought stealing the lawnmower and weed eater was one crime.  But the act of entering someone else’s habitation was a crime, when you did it to steal property it was a second crime, when you actually removed property it was a third crime, and when you tried to sell it you committed a fourth crime.  Each crime carried a possible sentence and fine, but he learned cops and prosecutors mostly used the charges to put pressure on you to accept a plea or to confess.  He’d also learned how to survive in jail.  Although he wasn’t technically afraid of going to jail, it was an unknown.  Now he realized it was no big deal and easy to survive.  But jail was boring and your possibilities and opportunities were severely limited.  That did not appeal to him.  So he pled out and the prosecutor would recommend a year probation.

    Apparently he was just one of many defendants going through the process today.  The courtroom was pretty full and they sat in the gallery on the fourth bench back.  

    “When it’s our turn the clerk will call out your name.” His lawyer explained.  “I’ll answer and we have to go up to the Defendant’s table.  The judge will ask some questions, some for me, and some for you.  Be respectful.  Address him as ‘your honor’ and not ‘sir’ although he’ll be fine either way.  Calling him ‘your honor’ tells him you know how to follow the rules, and you’re smart enough to be appropriate.”

    Peter watched as different cases were called, and different defendants were handled.  All of them were getting deals in exchange for pleas.  Some defendants were sullen and ignorant.  The judge usually toughened their recommended sentences.  Then there were the quiet, contrite ones, they got what the prosecutor recommended.  There were a few who had slick lawyers who managed to get a lighter sentence or probation, and one even got deferred judgement, which Peter discovered meant if they kept their nose clean for a certain period of time they wouldn’t have a record at all.

    He just wanted this over with so he could get back to his life.  The last five days his dad and mom hadn’t let him out of their sight.  Of course he’d gotten fired from his job once they found out he’d been arrested.  He wasn’t upset about it, it just limited his access to certain things.  So when the clerk called his name, he stood immediately as his lawyer called ‘Here’ and led them around the barrier to the table.

    “Mr. Reed, you’ve explained everything to your client?”  The judge asked, a shockingly young man with no gray in his short hair.

    “Yes, your honor.  He’s ready to plead guilty in exchange for one year probation.”  Peter’s lawyer responded.

    “Son… Peter Evans… do you understand what you’re agreeing to?”  The judge asked.

    Peter nodded, clasping his hands in front of him.  “I do, your honor.”

    The judge leaned back and put his hands behind his head.  “Why don’t you explain it to me.”

    Peter looked at his lawyer, who nodded.  “Okay, your honor.  Uh, I stole some things and I admit that.  It was wrong.  So instead of going through a trial, which I figure would be a waste of time, and a whole lot of work for everyone, and a lot of money for my dad and mom, I’m just admitting it.  And I guess how it works is if I do that, I get to stay out of jail.”

    “Nicely put, Peter.  So tell me something.  Why’d you do it?”  The judge continued.  

    Peter looked at his lawyer.  This wasn’t what happened with the other defendants.  The judge hardly talked to them.  What was he supposed to say?  His lawyer hadn’t gone over this with him.  Just as he opened his mouth, his lawyer leaned over and whispered “tell the truth.  Everyone in this room has heard every lie a thousand times.  Just the truth.”

    Well that would be a lot easier.  “I get bored, your honor.”

    “Yes, I got that distinct impression after reading your file, Peter.”  The judge said.

    “Judge Baker, this is Peter’s first offense.”  His lawyer interjected.

    Judge Baker smiled.  “His first ADULT offense, Mr. Reed.  Young Mr. Evans has had quite the adventures of misspent youth.  Isn’t that right, Peter?”

    “Yes.  I’ve done a lot.”  Peter answered.

    The judge chuckled.  “Have you learned anything?”

    “Quite a bit, your honor.  Most of it they don’t teach in books.”  Peter said honestly.

    That brought a laugh to the judge’s throat.  “Yeah, that’s what I figured.  See Peter, I was curious when I saw your offense, and your age, and your lack of record, so I decided to look a little deeper.  The justice system doesn’t get many opportunities to reach young offenders before they get chewed up and spit out.  You’re highly intelligent, and to hear your teachers tell it you are some kind of golden child.  Even law enforcement that you’ve interacted with before say you weren’t any trouble, you just either cause it or seem to be in the middle of it.  A few stints in the juvenile system, all petty stuff, but even the counselors there say you aren’t like the other troublemakers.  So I believe you when you say you get bored.”  Judge Baker smiled at the prosecutor, Mr. Reed, and his dad.  Then he changed his smile to a grin and looked at Peter.  “You need direction.  I don’t think you’re getting into trouble because you like being a criminal, Peter.  I was a lot like you.  Well you’re 18 and you can’t keep doing the same thing you’ve been doing.  When I was 18 I joined the Army and I found direction.  I think you will too.  You most certainly won’t be bored.  I’m amending the plea agreement.  Defendant will enlist in the U.S. Armed Forces with the U.S. Army for a single enlistment.  Peter, I want you to understand, it’s this or jail.  If you don’t sign the enlistment papers, you go to jail.  If you sign and don’t show up, you go to jail.  If you go into the Army and then leave before your 4 years is up, not only will WE throw you in jail, but the Army will also throw you in jail, for much longer.  

    Peter’s dad was whispering hurriedly with the lawyer, who was trying to calm him down.

    “Do you understand, Peter?”  The judge asked.

    Peter nodded.  “Yes, your honor.  I’m to join the Army, and if I do that, I won’t go to jail.”  

    “Excellent.  Bailiff, will you escort the defendant and his team to the jury room?  Peter, my good friend Sergeant Compton will get you all signed up.  What’s the next case?”

    Bootlicker had to admit the judge had been right.  He certainly wasn’t bored, and he did have a direction.  It had been two years and he already knew he still had so much more to learn, skills, intelligence, military secrets.   And Assmunch was going to absolutely love what he’d gotten ahold of from Col. Ulrich’s office.  But he didn’t want to distract the Bravos from completing their jumps, so he’d sit on it until Friday night.  

    Bootlicker remembered his talk with Gary about loyalty.  Yeah, for the Bravos, he might actually take a bullet.  Definitely for Assmunch, but probably for the other brothers too.  

  • The Beast Dines Out

    When I woke at ten am, the guard had changed and…to my surprise no one asked about Barnes.

    “I told everybody he’d gone out,” said Irin, “and all they did was shrug.”

    “Yeah, he was real popular,” I smirked as I ate what was left of the breakfast trays. Kitchenette came in handy for reheating.

    Jon was on the balcony in the the lotus position while Oz, Payt and S were playing a video game on the wide-screen and they were like puppies frolicking. I loved it.

    I was prepping dishes for the washer when Irin slipped up behind me and hugged me close.

    “Was Barnes much trouble?” he murmured…as if he could possibly be heard over the boys’ yammering at each other about the game.

    I chuckled. “Just your usual straight guy, thinking with his dick instead of his brain.” I hesitated, then added, “He did rape Jon. Anally and orally. For science. And Helga watched. It was fucking disgusting.”

    “Boss showed you?”

    I nodded. “Has it ever shown you anything like that?”

    “Once. When I sent him a guy who wasn’t appropriate. Turned out he’d been in prison and…well, you know prisons are.”

    I nodded. “What happened with him?”

    “He stuck around for a while, then stole $4000 and took my car, and I haven’t heard from him, since. Didn’t report it. Didn’t need the scrutiny.” He rubbed his crotch against my ass and nuzzled my neck. “I don’t think we should initiate Jon into our…well…”

    “What we do? I agree. You and I can handle that. Let the boys be…we’ll decide what, later.” I cast a look across the room at the guard by the stairway door. “So what do you think about him?”

    Irin looked and nodded. He wasn’t bad-looking. A bit soft around the belly, but good pecs and decent ass. Face was a bit on the ratty side, but we don’t fuck the face, so…

    “There’s one by the elevator that’s even better,” he said. “Squinty eyes and an accent I can’t place, but everything else is just right.”

    “What about the last two?”

    “One’s on the thin side. Might do for an appetizer. The other…really stocky. Not a bad shape, but I think there’s more fat than muscle. Would the Boss want that?”

    “For flavoring, maybe?”

    He shrugged. “It’s all or nothing.” Then he giggled. “That Suit’s gonna be unhappy.”

    “Don’t make bet on that.”

    So we took all four guards, quietly, in the Master Bedroom. So quickly and silently, the boys didn’t even notice. It helped they were doing well in the game, slaughtering monsters and armies and whatever else there was in it.

    I sucked and fucked the first one and the beefy one; Irin did the other two. The only guy who was a real problem was the one with squinty eyes. He knew how to wiggle and fight, and looked damn lovely doing it, his body and legs lean and clean, his muscles straining, his ass nice enough to eat. But I had to help Irin get him done so we could be set in time for lunch.

    They added a dozen more rocks to Barnes’ pile. Seems the Beast had really liked the beefy one.

    When the new guards came and asked where the guys were they were to relieve, we just shrugged and said, “They left.” They called someone…probably Trooper Dude to let him know, and from the screeching on the phone I don’t think he was please, but there was nothing more about it and the day passed fine.

    The Suit arrived mid-afternoon the next day. A bit early. But he was barely able to hold back his excitement…especially when he saw the pile of rocks we had to give him.

    We sat at the dining table for an hour negotiating who got what percentage and when deliveries would be made, and how and where. He wanted us to ship the stones to an address in Georgia, clear across the country…which made me uncomfortable.

    However, Jon was sitting close by, quietly listening, and when he heard the value of the shipments he said, “Charter flight, with someone accompanying them. Delivery once funds are transferred, and a sign-off.”

    “That’s a lot of expense,” said the Suit. “FedEx Custom Critical is fine…”

    “Too open to interruption,” was Jon’s response. “And you’d be on the hook for it, because it’s your choice of carrier.”

    “Would you accompany it?” I asked him.

    “Glad to. I got family in Atlanta. Could come back on a commercial flight, if you spot a couple days extra.”

    “Sounds good to me,” I said, looking at the Suit.

    Irin nodded.

    “You paying for it?” the Suit asked.

    Jon shook his head. “Handling and tax on top the deal.”

    The Suit was getting huffy, but I put up a hand to silence him. We’d been going for a fifty/fifty split on the value, but I wrote 40/60 and showed it to him.

    He took in a deep breath, then crossed that out and wrote 33/67. Then he said, “Have you heard anything from Barnes?”

    And he was looking straight at me when he said that.

    Then he added, “And what about those guards that were here, yesterday? It’s odd they just walked off the job. Don’t you think?”

    Son-of-a-bitch…he knew what was going on. He fucking knew. Was the suite bugged?

    Well, if it was, it was, and they got an earful. Maybe even eyeful. So I laughed. Then I took that piece of paper, scratched through the 33/67 and made it 34/66 before writing under it, With full protection.

    He sighed and shook his head. “I don’t think that’s workable. How about this?”

    He wrote 25/75 and we supply raw materials.

    That…was intersting. But I had to add, To specifications. Three a week.

    “That’s acceptable…so long as the current level of iridium is maintained.”

    Jon shook his head. “Can’t be so locked in. Have some leeway…like ten or fifteen percent.”

    I grinned at him, looked at Irin to see he was in agreement and gave the Suit a big smile. “Well?”

    He nodded. “Acceptable.”

    So we were now a government contractor…and maybe executor. But that detail was not of importance.

    Of course, it took a few months to get ourselves situated, once we were released from custody. We moved back to Irin’s compound in the California mountains, which I made damn sure was made as fire-0resistant as possible. And free of any surveillance around the interior. Then since we didn’t want anyone poking about, included was installing a top of the line security system. I let Oz, Payt and S design and implement that as Jon scouted out a good private air service to contract with.

    Of course, this meant shipments from the Suit could not commence until everything was ready, so Irin and I had to make visits to Sacramento, San Francisco, Bakersfield, Fresno, LA and Las Vegas to meet our obligation. We also did a few forays in Phoenix. Lots of those red-capped freaks there.

    But finally the big day came. Everything was set and we got our first collection of raw material…three truly buff, rather dirty Russian mercenaries caught in the Central African Republic. Two were anything but handsome, still…as I said, you don’t fuck the face.

    The third was damn near perfect. Tall. Face on the Slavic side but in a rich way. Pecs and abs lean and dashed with blond hair. Trim waist and elegant ass leading into well-shaped legs. Once he’d been washed in the basement shower, he was just plain fucking gorgeous…even though his dick was on the average side.

    The first two were perfunctory. Suck ‘em off, fuck ‘em. We got five rocks for each one, and that was sufficient.

    But the Slavic guy…him, we saved for last. Strung him up in the basement, gagged and wearing a pair of tight white briefs that added to the beauty of his ass, and he was fucking gorgeous. We didn’t bind his legs because we wanted him to be fun…which he was. A real fighter, kicking and dancing around to avoid us as we groped him and grabbed him and held him in place.

    He cursed us with every word he knew…in Russian, of course, but it was still joyous. I loved how his ass felt through the material, when I grabbed it…and how tight and well-shaped it was when he kicked away from me.

    Irin focused on the guy’s dick… groping that and his balls and pinching at his tits. Finally, he yanked the elastic down to reveal him. His little dick just bounced around then, its head hidden in his foreskin, until Irin got a good grip on his balls and stopped his twisting and turning enough for me to grab his hips and hold him in place. Then I slipped my own dick between his legs to bop against his scrotum…and he howled, even through the gag, and clenched his cheeks against me so tight I almost thought I’d entered him.

    Holy fuck, if the Suit sent us more guys like this I might waive charging for the shipping and handling on the rocks.

    We finally wore the guy down and Irin got to work on his dick, bringing it to a reasonable size if still not the biggest we’d ever done. And its foreskin snuck away from the head, showing it was actually quite pretty. If it’d been twice its size, he could have done porn.

    I wondered about recording these sessions for a moment, and selling tham…but brain kicked in and pointed out how stupid it would be to have a record that could ever be used against you.

    I yanked the briefs down his legs and massaged his ass, which he did not like. Nor did he like me diving in and licking his hole. It shocked him so much, he froze for a moment…then bumped back at me. Knocking me away from him. But I just dove in, again, and was rewarded with a serious clenching of his cheeks.

    Irin came up for air long enough to say, “That’s got him. That’s it. He don’t like it, but he does love it.” Then he returned to licking and kissing and stroking and sucking on the guy’s dick. I peeked around to watch him, for a second, and it looked like he’d expanded by an additional twenty percent.

    The guy still tried to twist away, but finally gave into Irin’s tongue. That’s when I greased up my dick and slipped it between his legs and found his hole, and before he could react, I’d shoved into him.

    Deep.

    He howled and kicked and jolted and tired to get away, but between the two of us we had hid in place.

    God, was he tight. Definitely a virgin despite the stories I’d heard about Russian soldiers. Slipping in and out of him was glorious. Feeling his ass clench around my dick was amazing. I wound up feeling the roar of an ejaculation coming along really fast and didn’t want to stop it because it was a monster and I was ready to drown, again…

    And then I did.

    Exploded, screaming, myself.

    Slamming hard against his ass, making his cheeks quiver.

    Making my whole fucking body quiver.

    I reached around and pinched at his tits, hard as I could, and he groaned…

    And that’s when he came in Irin’s mouth. Jerked and shivered and gasped and jerked and shivered and gasped.

    Irin looked around him, up at me, cum dribbling down his face and beatific smile on his lips. Then he giggled and said, “Just try an’ do better.”

    We swapped places, but this time without the foreplay. The guy’s dick was still on the hard side and really did look good like this. Swinging there. Cum dripping from it. I caressed it and fondled his balls, gently, as Irin pushed into him.

    He groaned as Irin began fucking him, but all I did was keep caressing his dick and balls…and his legs…and his treasure trail and slim hips and beautiful ass and toyed with his tits, some more, before licking up his shaft then letting him slip into my mouth. I curled my tongue around him, gently, my fingers toying with his pube and inner thighs…and he got harder…and harder…as Irin pushed faster and faster…and then he jolted and came down my throat. Not as much as he’d done the first time, I’m sure, but enough to matter.

    I shifted back to eye his dick as Irin grunted and gasped and came inside of him, mingling his cum with mine. Once. Twice. Three times…

    And then the guy was gone.

    Irin was standing there, his dick still raging but only dripping cum. I reached up and held it and pulled him down to his knees using it…and drew him into a kiss. The guy’s cum mixed on our tongues. And we held each other for five minutes before even looking to see…

    A dozen rocks next to us.

    “I think the boss is pleased.”

    “Good for us.”

    Then we showered and dressed and went upstairs to find the boys watching some superhero movie that had men with impossible bodies jumping around in skintight latex as Jon read a book, earphones on his head and the stereo feeding him some gentle music.

    We never did bring Jon into our inner circle. Though he did finally join us in our bed, letting Irin blow him as I ate him out. And, eventually, we both fucked him. But gently. Carefully. Lovingly. So it was a pleasure to him and not a pain.

    I love having my pack so happy and calm.

    I love being with Irin and Jon.

    I love supplying the Beast with all it needs to feed the universe. Especially since Barnes was extremly pleasing to the Turuvian-Styxhosas. I know because one morning we woke up to find five bars of gold neatly stacked  on the kitchen counter, each weighing 400 troy ounces.

    These are yours, Dirc. If you provide more like, they will just as generous.

    Man…talk about a generous tip.

    I didn’t mention them to the Suit. Didn’t want to complicate matters. We just went through George and his jeweler to cash them out…and now even he was happy.

    So the business is still on-going, and everyone seems as pleased as I am. I’ve sent the Beast two more men like Barnes and been rewarded just as richly. Oz, Peyt and S have developed their own video game…which looks a lot like hunting humans…but it’s selling like crazy, so they’re working on a follow-up. Jon is online with a message of peace and simplicity that has well over ten million followers, making all of them very self-sufficient.

    What’s even better? None of them ask us about the delivery of men, or where our money’s coming from. They just accept it all. And I like it that way.

    There have been so many days where Irin and I just sit on the porch and think of how lucky we are. To have found each other. To have built such a successful business. To have a pack of such lovely puppies as company, who we can watch grow and evolve into elegant creatures. Even have a natural spiritual being in our midst, adding calm to the mixture. Sometimes it seems too good to be true.

    I have no idea how long we will live or how much more we will evolve. We are what we are, creatures of instinct and our own meaning…and I’m more satisfied in this than I ever was when I was merely human.

    At moments like that, I have to take Irin’s hand and draw him over to sit on my lap. And hold. And kiss the nape of his neck. And whisper in his ear, “I want to fuck you like an animal.”

    To which he’d giggle. “I want to feel you from the inside.”

    Trent Reznor understood.

    Knew this is how life should be lived. Free and open to be who you are.

    And God help anybody who tries to stop us. Because the beast is always hungry, and there’s an entire universe that loves to eat out.

    And the menu is always evolving…