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  • Shark

    “Pretty hot work.”

    “You can say that again, sir. And that’s a pretty hot car you got there.”

    “Thanks. I’m addicted to Corvettes.”

    “What year?”

    “This year. I usually trade up every other year.”

    “Shit, man. That’s beyond my imagination. Oh, sorry for the ‘shit.’ We were told not to curse around the motorists.”

    “No problem. It’s a fuckin’ good set of wheels.”

    “Yes, it fuckin’ is.” The young flagman flashed a broad smile, made comfortable by the man’s congeniality, and stepped a couple of steps closer in toward the windshield of the metallic blue Corvette convertible. He was minimally dressed, in keeping with the high heat of summer in western Kansas. He had the requisite fluorescent green safety vest, but no shirt, showing a set of very serious biceps, a tattoo of a sunburst on one. He was blond, with a long ponytail trailing out of the back of his safety helmet, but he’d been tanned deeply by the realities of his job. “Saw the license plate. Shark. That your name or something?”

    “No, you could say more that that’s what I do,” the dark-haired – with gray streaks – dusky-complexioned, goateed middle-aged man behind the Corvette’s wheel said, with a laugh. “Hard job standing out here changing a sign from ‘slow’ to ‘stop’ hour on end.”

    “Yeah, gets pretty hot and dry out here – and monotonous, ‘cept when someone tools up in a flash car like this one. We’ve been working this stretch of highway 50 ten miles short of Cimarron for nearly a year now – with nearly a year to go. Pretty much unforgivable desert out here. But it’s a job. Don’t know what I’ll do when the road’s done.”

    “I’ve got some beer on ice in the chest behind my seat. Could I entice you with one?”

    “No, sorry, sir. Can’t drink on the job. Sounds wonderful, though.”

    “I’ve got bottled water too – ice cold. You allowed to accept that?”

    “Yes, thanks, sir.”

    “Don’t need to call me that,” the man said as he reached into the cooler and came up with a bottle of designer water. “You can call me Beel, if you’ve got a name to exchange.”

    The young man smiled as he reached over and accepted the water. “Zeke. They call me Zeke. Thanks for the water, Bill. I’m sorry you got stuck in line just at the changeover. It shouldn’t be more than a couple of more minutes. You might want to put the top up on the Vette, though. It’s really hot out here.”

    “I’m used to heat, Zeke. And it’s Beel, not Bill. It’s short for something – but I’m sure you don’t want to get into that now. It’s Friday. You got to do this on Saturday and Sunday too?”

    “Naw, we’ve got the weekend off. And today’s pay day. We’ll be hitting Wyatt’s hard.”

    “Wyatt’s?”

    “The local pool and poker hall in Cimarron. We cool off in there Friday nights – trying to double our pay and slaking our thirst from a week of dust out here on the unfinished road.”

    “So, you’re a local, Zeke?”

    “Yeah. Cimarron born and raised – which isn’t half exciting as it might sound. This town’s heyday was back in the Wild West days. Nothin’ exciting’ has happened here in decades.”

    “Maybe someone should change that,” the Corvette driver said, with a smile. “Any good motels in Cimarron?”

    “Well, there’s the Cimarron Hotel and the Blue Jay Inn. But notice I didn’t answer the ‘any good?’ question.”

    “One more private than the other one?”

    “Guess that would be the Blue Jay Inn. Here comes the pilot car now, so I gotta step back in the slot and you’ll be on your way in no time now. Thanks for the water . . . Beel.”

    “And thanks for the conversation and view, Zeke. See you around.”

    Zeke returned to his position, ready to turn his sign from ‘stop’ to ‘slow’ without another thought to the man in the Corvette – although he watched the tail of the car drive off with appreciation and envy.

    * * * *

    “So, you allowed to accept that beer now?”

    “What? Oh, the man with the Vette. Bill, was it?”

    “No, it’s Beel. And I’d really like to buy you that beer – for leading me to Wyatt’s. This does look like it’s where it’s happening.”

    “Not that anything’s happening much around here,” Zeke said with a snort.

    “I think we’ll manage,” Beel said in a quiet voice, a little knowing smile on his face.

    Out of the automobile, the man – Beel – looked more commanding to Zeke than how he’d remembered him when looking down into the driver’s seat of the convertible. He was tall and barrel-chested. Looked like he worked out still, even at his age – which also didn’t look as old as before when the gray streaks in his hair and goatee were more prominent. He was wearing an expensive-looking gray tweed Western-cut jacket, matching well-pressed trousers, and finely tooled leather cowboy boots – which gave him the look of a wealthy Texas oilman or cattle rancher. As far as Zeke could tell, that was probably what he was.

    For his part, Zeke cleaned up real good too – after he’d showered off the dust of the road construction out on route 50 and shampooed his hair, which now showed its golden highlights. He was wearing faded, but clean, tight blue jeans and a tight red T-shirt, exhibiting bulging thighs and a chest tapering down to a flat belly and small waist. All together the package showed that working road construction earned muscles honestly.

    “You play poker or pool?” Zeke asked after he accepted the beer.

    “You could say that – both. You think you could get me into a poker game with your construction buddies?”

    Zeke could, but he began to regret doing so more and more as the evening wore on. His buddies were losing badly. He was losing too – but then managed to recoup most of what he was losing. So, unlike his increasingly glowering buddies who watched their week’s pay slide across the table to sit in front of the quiet, smiling, dark stranger with the strange name, Zeke almost didn’t notice that his pile was beginning to diminish too.

    “You play pool?” Beel asked Zeke, as the poker players began drifting away, unhappy and pockets nearly empty.

    “Yeah. I’m said to be pretty good at it,” Zeke answered, eyeing Beel’s newly won stack of bills. Zeke, in fact, knew he was better than “pretty good” at it, and he figured on getting what he’d lost and some of what his construction friends had donated as well.

    He wasn’t as good as Beel was, and it soon became apparent that Beel could show him a thing or two about holding the stick and picking his shots. As Zeke’s weekly pay slowly moved from his pocket to Beel’s, Beel started showing signs of taking pity on him. From time to time he’d stop Zeke as he was ready to make a shot and stand close behind him, showing him how to hold the cue and line up shots. When he did this, Zeke felt an electric current flow through him, but he was concentrating more on his depleting funds and, after the first demonstration, he could see that what Beel was showing him was helpful and was stemming his loses – sort of.

    But there came a time when Zeke had lost far more than he could afford to do. He begged off another break of the balls and moved toward the table where the poker players who had been fleeced were drowning their sorrows in beer and commiserating over their loses, but the glares they all gave him showed that it would be at least a couple of hours before they would forgive him for bringing that card shark into their midst.

    He veered off and collapsed into a chair at another table. He didn’t see Beel sit down beside him, but he felt that electric current course through his body when Beel put a reassuring hand on his shoulder.

    Beel leaned into him and said. “I bet taking a ride in my Vette will help you feel a little bit better. And maybe there’s something I can help you with in getting some of your money back.”

    “A ride in your Corvette?” Zeke asked through a snuffle. He’d wanted to cry, but there was no way that he was going to let any of the construction workers – or Beel – see him do that. “Shit man, I’ve never ridden in a Vette.”

    “Now’s your chance. It needs letting the lead out of its engine. With all that construction on 50, it was stop and go all afternoon. You can maybe show me where there’s some straightaway at night where I can let it blow its engine clean and we’ll have a ball.”

    They sped out on a dirt road north from Cimarron into desolate ranch land, eventually running out of road at the entrance of a homestead marked by log poles with a log cross bar making an arch over the road into a square bordered by a small group of deteriorating buildings with no lights showing.

    “What’s in there?” Beel asked.

    “It’s the old Anderson place. They’re all dead and gone now, and no one’s been able to track down any heirs yet – not that there’s anything in there worth handing over.”

    Beel turned the Vette and drove in under the crossbar and into the courtyard all of the buildings faced. Then he turned off the motor and turned to Zeke. “I told you that maybe there was a way you could get some of that money back.”

    “Yeah, how’s that?” Zeke asked. “I’m not offing your wife or anything.” He laughed nervously.

    “I don’t have a wife, Zeke. I like men.”

    That took a moment to sink in, but then Zeke shrank as close to the passenger door of the tight-fitting Corvette as he could. “Hey, man. I’m not into any of that shit.”

    “Then you don’t know what you’re missing, do you?” Beel asked. “It’s not a hard way to earn cash. Certainly not as hard as standing out on a dusty road turning a sign around every half hour.”

    “I ain’t done nothin’ like that, man. There’s some things money don’t buy.”

    “Oh, well, I guess we’ll go back to town then,” Beel said, as he turned the ignition key and the Corvette revved up in a rumble. “I’ve got a roof over my head tonight. How much longer can you cover that department?”

    “Wait, man, let me think,” Zeke said, the panic in his voice palpable.

    “Sure, you think about it,” Beel said, as he switched the engine off. His hand moved from the key to Zeke’s thigh, and Zeke groaned at the electric touch of him, feeling himself harden up at the mere thought of what was being proposed – and the touch of Beel’s long, electric fingers on his thigh. It wasn’t as if Zeke hadn’t thought about doing it before.

    “What sort of money are we talking about?”

    “I jack you off and you get fifty back. Seventy-five if you blow me. Two hundred back for each fuck.”

    “Each? Oh, shit, man.” There was a moment of silence then, as Zeke fought off hyperventilation – and watched in horror and fascination as Beel moved his hand to Zeke’s basket. Zeke knew Beel could feel him hard – and he knew that weakened any denial or negotiating position he had. He needed some of that money back. He also was aroused; he couldn’t kid himself about that. He certainly understood that Beel’s hand on his cock understood he was aroused. “I’d fuck you?”

    “No, that’s not the way it would work, Zeke. I’d fuck you.”

    “Oh, man. I . . . don’t know.”

    “I like you. I want you, Zeke. So, I’ll tell you what. I’ll double the offer.” Beel was speaking with confidence, and this was being driven home, because he already was pulling Zeke’s zipper down. And Zeke wasn’t stopping him.

    All Zeke could manage was a weak-voiced whimper, “I won’t do any blowjob.”

    “We’ll manage,” Beel said. And then he laughed, a deep-throated laugh, as he pulled Zeke’s nearly hard cock out of his opened fly. He didn’t take it in hand right away. He stopped long enough to pull Zeke’s T-shirt over his head. Then he turned toward the young blond in the seat and, with one hand, grabbed Zeke’s pony tail at the base and pulled his head back tight with the headrest, while his other hand took Zeke’s cock and began to stroke.

    Zeke groaned at the electric touch of Beel’s hand on his cock. He gave a little yip when Beel leaned over and took a nipple in his teeth. He moaned as Beel’s mouth moved up to the hollow of his neck and sucked him hard there. All of the time, the motion on Zeke’s cock was progressively becoming more rapid. Zeke turned his face toward Beel’s and opened his mouth to him as Beel moved his lips up Zeke’s cheek.

    Then Zeke was gasping and writhing and bouncing his hips off the bucket seat of the Corvette and his cock was being pumped with inhuman strength and pistoning motion.

    Beel’s tongue and lips freed Zeke’s mouth and almost immediately the young man was crying out in surprise and ecstasy, as Beel’s mouth sheathed his cock and a hand moved to Zeke’s balls, squeezing and rolling them hard and pulling them away from his body. The vibration and suction of Beel’s mouth was driving Zeke crazy – but only for seconds.

    It was all over in a few brief moments, leaving Zeke exhausted and slack jawed.

    “I have you now,” Beel muttered, with a half laugh. “Step out of the car, Zeke.”

    “I . . . I don’t think I can.”

    “Now, Zeke. It’s time to earn back big money.”

    Zeke had never imagined it could be like this. The initial invasion of his virgin ass was a few seconds of excruciating pain, but after that no sensation of pain could have made Zeke forego the experience of Beel’s cock working inside him.

    Zeke was bent over the hood of the Corvette, his cheek to the warm metal, and Beel was palming his belly, pulling Zeke’s midsection off the car surface and into Beel’s pelvis with one hand and arching his back with a fist at the root of his pony tail, as Beel’s cock filled and drilled him, sending flashes of electricity through Zeke’s body. Beel’s cock was vibrating and pulsing and forcing itself deep, deep inside Zeke’s channel, stretching him, sending the mind-blowing pleasure of it through his body. Zeke’s legs were jelly, but Beel was holding him up and pulling him higher, onto his toes and then letting him down on his heels with the strength of his buried and pumping cock.

    It went on for more than an hour, and Zeke came twice more, before Beel gave a deep-throated, lusty laugh and flooded Zeke’s insides with four strong, separate spoutings of ejaculate, which gave Zeke hot flashes that raced out to the ends of his extremities.

    When Beel pulled out of him and released his belly and pony tail, Zeke slid to the earth beside the wheel of the Corvette.

    Beel sat on the hood of the Corvette and looked down at Zeke. Zeke looked up at him and saw that Beel was still in monstrous erection.

    “Again,” Zeke murmured. It came out as a prayerful request.

    “I think not,” Beel answered. “It was nice, but I’m not sure it was worth $400.”

    “No, no. Again, please. I never knew . . . again, please. Not for money.”

    Beel laughed and stood down from the Corvette hood where he’d been perched. He leaned down and pulled Zeke up and lowered the young blond’s back on the Corvette hood, spread his legs with fists encasing ankles, and thrust inside him strongly. Zeke cried out in surprise and shock and his eyes rolled up in his head, but he immediately started moaning and panting and working his hips in the ever-faster rhythm of the fuck that Beel was establishing and extending for endless time.

    “I don’t want to sleep alone,” Beel said as they were cruising back into Cimarron. “I presume that even in a town this size you know of some presentable young man who will keep me warm tonight for a hundred bucks.”

    “I’ll do it,” Zeke shot back without hesitation. “Please.”

    Beel laughed. “I’ve had you already. I want variety.”

    “For free. I’ll do it for free,” Zeke whined.

    But Beel ignored that and continued speaking. “An Hispanic maybe. Small and not too stale. But willing. You get me one and I’ll sweeten your take by $200.

    His name was Manuel. Barely legal, and just starting doing it for money. He was small boned, and a bit delicate – and maybe just a little more swishy than Beel would have liked if he’d had a lineup to pick from. And when he saw Beel’s cock, he cried out and headed for the door in the Blue Jay Inn motel. But Beel was too fast for him, and covered his mouth with one hand as he pulled the frightened Hispanic down into his lap and proved that the Hispanic could – with considerable effort and grunting – take all of him, although it was seemingly magic that was required to get all of Beel inside him and the small Hispanic was gasping and working his mouth in a wide-gaped yawn as if he expected the head of the cock to appear on top of his tongue.

    As Manuel felt the searching vibration and pulsing and electric current over his channel walls, he began to moan and melt into the lap fuck. Somehow Beel maneuvered his torso around so that his mouth sheathed Manuel’s own cock, and they were working in consort as one pleasure-producing machine, as, like with Zeke, Manuel blew and rebuilt and blew again before Beel bathed his insides with his own ejaculate.

    After that Manuel couldn’t get enough of Beel throughout the night – and Beel demonstrated that there was no limit to what he had to give.

    It was nearly dawn before they both slept. And it wasn’t more than an hour later before the telephone in the room rang – on the side of the bed Manuel was facing, on his side, Beel’s still-half-hard cock deep inside his channel.

    Manuel picked up the receiver.

    “It’s Zeke Candrell,” Manuel said sleepily. Then he went back to the telephone and what Zeke had to tell him put him on immediate alert. “He says the construction workers you took all of the money from last night are on their way here. They beat out of Zeke where you were. They’ve decided you cheated them, and they want their money back.”

    “Time to move on, then,” Beel said in an almost jovial tone as he pulled out of the Hispanic youth and sat on the side of the bed and reached for his elegantly stenciled boots.

    “Zeke says he’ll meet you out at the edge of town. He wants to go with you.”

    “Tell him that’s impossible. I ride alone – and I have his soul now, what further need do I have of his body.”

    Manuel disappeared as Beel was finishing dressing – but he reappeared in the passenger seat of the Corvette the older man had parked around on the side of the motel, shielded from view from the street, when Beel came out of the motel room.

    Beel laughed and picked him up and carried him back into the motel room. He threw him in the motel room’s closet and pulled the bed in front of the door – which is where the construction workers found Manuel five minutes later when they arrived at the motel room, its door gaping open.

    Three hours later, west of Dodge City, on route 50, young, golden-blond, honestly muscled Jim Steele was standing at his family’s mail box at the end of a long dusty dirt road back to the house and outbuildings of their cattle spread. He was on edge and a little piqued because he’d walked all this way down from the barn, where, stripped down to his jeans, he’d been putting the feed out for the horses, only to find there was no mail in the box.

    The previous night hadn’t been good for him. His steady, Gail, had let him feel her up, but she’d stopped his hand as his trembling finger was about to enter the wet darkness of her. He’d been keyed up and ready to blow ever since. He was feeling sorry for himself and wondering if he’d get anything before he turned old and gray.

    He looked north, east, and west, away from the farm, at the slightly rolling, wholly monotonous countryside, wishing he was anywhere but here.

    He heard the car approach just as he was walking back to the farm and then turned and looked back at the road when it didn’t pass. He rubbed his eyes in disbelief and walked closer. What was a gorgeous new metallic-blue top-down Corvette convertible doing out here on route 50 between nowhere and nowhere else at 7:00 AM in the morning?

    The driver, the lone passenger in the car, a dusky-complexioned man with an interesting, almost Asian face and black, gray-streaked hair and an unusual goatee smiled at him. Jim smiled back, hospitality being a hallmark of good, honest rancher farmers in the Kansas badlands.

    “Hey, you sure look like you’re in the need of a cooling drink,” the stranger said. “Can I offer you a cold beer? Got them back here just in the cooler?”

    “Too early for a beer, mister. But . . . thanks anyway.”

    “How about water then, you look like you’ve been standing out here forever waiting for something to happen.”

    “I feel like it . . . thanks for the water.” Beel had already had the bottle out of the cooler and was holding it out toward Jim, across the seats of the Corvette. Out of politeness, Jim accepted it, which brought him to the side of the car. Just putting a hand on the passenger window well sent shudders of pleasure up Jim’s spine. Nobody around here owned anything like this.

    “There’s nothin’ gonna happen around here, I’m afraid. But standin’ and lookin’ at the horizon is a common activity in Kansas. Shit, this is a beautiful piece of equipment – uh, sorry for the cuss word.”

    “No problem. Yes, it’s a fuckin’ beautiful piece of heaven. You got a name?”

    “Uh, yes, Jim. Jim Steele,” Jim answered with a warm smile, disarmed by the stranger’s comfort with cussing. “And you?” It was all natural pleasantries, the exchange of names being a long-practiced customs of friendliness and willingness to trust in the ranching and farming environment where everyone helps everyone else.

    “I’m called Beel.”

    “Glad to meet cha’, Bill.”

    “No, it’s Beel. It’s short for a much more complicated name, but we needn’t go into that now. Say, if you’re just at loose ends now and wishing there was some excitement in your life, how would you like to take a ride in a new Corvette?”

    “Oh, man, would I ever!”

    “Hop in. And you sure it’s not too early for a beer or two.”

    “Well, if you twist my arm,” Jim said happily as he opened the door to the Corvette and folded his hunky bulk into the passenger seat.”

    “It may come to that,” Beel muttered under his breath, too quietly for Jim to hear, as he looked both east and west down the deserted route 50 and pulled back onto the road and turned around, headed for the deserted Anderson spread.


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  • Mr Morgan’s Son

    the story continues…….. after the first cold beer owen my new best friend ( his my new friend coz he told me just like me he love,s televised violence! that means wrestling) any way i found out he was a really cool guy to be around i dint know how cool till i felt something wired my new friend- my new male friend was rubbing my leg in a very not so male to male kind of’way idint want to read to much of it coz for all i knew the bottle,s of beer must have been working a good one on me.. so i dint pay it no mind till onerther beer later and this time i was so sure it was not the beer demon dancing in my head, so i did what every straight dode would do if face,d with such a situation i asked him what he thought he was doing? he was like what’ i asked him what was up with his hand feeling on me?? he told me he wanted me to screw him was like what? am not gay he said i dint have to be gay to get a hot willing ass to fuck he went on saying that if i was,nt a bit corious i would have have slap,d his hands away ages ago he did have a point you see since the very first bottle he was looking at me funny with hand on inner you know and it felt kind of hot and dangerous.. so i let it happen he undid my belt all the while at me it was so hot nad kinky the sametime wired i mean its a dude! then he started licking my dong’ man it was hot have never felt anything like it before he then took all the way down!! good lord no girl can ever manage that…. he was doing this thing with his tonge sent waves of pleasure up and down my body… he did it for ten minutes.. then i come right in his mouth after swallowing all of my necter.. he offerd me one more beer and that marked the start of a verry hot friendship….more to come


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  • Travis Slater- The Guy Next Door

    Rodney lay back totally wasted as I licked the remnants of his cum from his cock.

    Licking and chewing on the foreskin, enjoying the thickness and length of his phenomenal cock.

    Rodney smiled at me and told me that this won’t be the last time we will do this, then he leaned down and took my throbbing cock in his mouth, and sucked me dry, it didn’t take very long to have me unloading into his mouth.

    This went on for months with me and Rodney, I loved taking care of his boner when he needed it, and finally I let him slide that thick cock of his to the balls in my young firm asshole, and It was love from then on.

    About a year later I was setting one evening on our patio in just a pair of shorts and some shower flip-flops when I noticed a girl on the patio next door, she looked familiar when I realized it was my cousin Carla, she was kissing my next door neighbor and carrying on with him.

    Now Travis was one hell of a good looking guy, he had been considered almost a god in High School, and here he was kissing with my cousin.

    After that night I began noticing Travis a lot, and I must say seeing him standing there in just a pair of shorts or some of those flannel long sleeping pants made my heart beat like a jack hammer.

    Travis began noticing and speaking to me more and more after that too, I was really loving the attention, then he began coming over and setting at the patio table in the evenings after he came home from local community college, took a shower and he would come over bare chested and wearing just shorts, I almost couldn’t stand it, he was such an awesome looking guy, even more muscular and defined in the chest and stomach since working out in the college sports arena. I would end up going into the house when he went home and stroking my cock just dreaming about what I would love to do with Travis.

    Well one night it was about ten o’clock I was setting on the patio, it was almost dark, Travis came over in his sweat pants and a light grey tee shirt, and some flip-flops. I looked down and even his toes looked hot and erotic, he was spectacular.

    We began to discuss things and then his subject turn to his sex life, which evidently wasn’t going so well with him and Carla.

    “Hey man, what’s the problem with you and Carla?” I ask.

    He reached down and pushed down on his crotch, “I’m fucking going ballistic man, I want to get my nuts off so fucking bad I’m aching, and she won’t let me, well you know how females can be, I’m sure,’ Travis said.

    “Yeah, she won’t put out for you?” I responded with a grin, I was hoping.

    Well it’s not really that, it’s,,, Well……. I want a blow-job and the guys at school are talking about how great it feels to fuck in the asshole, and she won’t let me do either, she say’s it’s un-natural, blah, blah, blah, and I almost dream of that all the time.” ” I want to feel a hot mouth sliding up and down the length of my cock, and then feel that supposed awesome feeling of my cock entering a tight asshole, I’ve been told it’s ten times better than Pussy.” But females or at least the ones I know don’t want to feel that.” he said.

    As Travis got mentally involved talking about that kind of sex, I realized his cock was laying to the side thick and hard, Pushing up on his sweats, which were doing little to restrain his rigid cock.

    I smiled at him and just said, “yeah man I know that feeling, but nothing feels better than getting your nut while being sucked or ass fucking,” I said.

    Travis looked over and said, “You’ve had that done ?’ He said.

    “Hell yeah, but truth is a female cant do it like a guy can.” I said.

    “are you fucking with me, You’ve had a dude suck your cock for you?” he said.

    “hell yeah man, close your eyes and you don’t know the difference except that a dude knows what a dude likes and don’t stop until your nuts are drained, females won’t swallow your load.”

    I looked over at Travis and saw a wanting, longing , desirous look as he stared at me, slumped down in the patio chair with a huge boner pushing out the material of his sweats.

    As he watched I pulled my chair over next to Travis and reached over and slid my hand down inside his sweats, under his briefs and I heard his voice gasp as I wrapped my hand around a good nine inches of thick cock.

    Travis bit his lip and began breathing heavy and raspy and began slightly pushing his hips upward as I stroked him. He leaned his head back and gripped the arms of the chair as I pulled his sweats down and leaned over and he let out a huge grunt and gasp as I slid my mouth over his thick cock head, and began massaging his egg sized balls.

    Travis slid his sweats to the ground and I got down between his legs and began licking his balls with my wet mouth.

    I realized Travis was gone with what I was doing, in another world. “Oh Fuck man, that’s awesome” he said.

    I had his cock to the balls and was deep throating his awesome man meat.

    It was harder than rock, and his nuts were quickly pulling up tight against his body.

    “I’m gonna blow it man, you want my cum?” he asked.

    “Fuck yeah, man,Why do you I’m doing this?” I said.

    Travis raised up his hips, tightened up like a rock and I felt his body start jerking as he moans and grunted and filled my mouth with his cum.”

    After a few minutes with his cock still in my mouth as I sucked the remants from his cock, and just licked and played with his cock, Travis looked at me, “That was totally rad man, fuck yeah, are you dating anyone?” he asked with a giggle, ” I never dreamed a dude could make another dude feel like that, no female could make it feel like that.” he said.

    I got up off my knees and he said. “DO you take it up the ass too?’

    “On occasion, yeah, are you interested in this, I said as I turned around and pulled my shorts down and let him have a shot of my nicely shaped ass.

    Travis surprised me, and he reached out and spread my ass cheeks and began playing with my little starfish pucker hole, I felt shivers going through my body as he wet a finger and slid it into my anus, I went sorta limp, and thought I would blow my nut as Travis finger fucked my asshole, I turned around and his cock was standing at attention again, “Holy Shit Travis.” I said.

    “Man I told you I ain’t got my nut in a couple weeks and It will take more than one shot to empty me.” he said.

    “Hey man, if your willing, your ass looks just fine with me.” he smiled.

    I helped him pull up his sweat pants and we went inside and up to my bedroom, My parents were gone for the weekend and we were alone in my house.

    I got some lube from the nightstand and got my asshole ready, I realized I needed some extra lube due to the size of Travis cock, but I wanted it, I wanted it bad.

    I pulled Travis’s sweats down and off and pulled my shorts off, lubed up his cock and my asshole nice and slick.

    I lay on my back and Travis got up on the bed between us,,,,, Hooked his arms under my knees and folded me over and placed his cockhead against my sphincter and started pushing his cock against the puckered hole, I let out a gasp as his cock finally broke thru and slid up my well lubed asshole about six inches.

    I looked up and Travis was staring with a slight grin as he looked into my eyes.

    “Fuck man, this is fantastic.” he said, as he buried his cock to the balls into my body.

    I felt love, ecstacy, lust, passion, every possible emotion that a man can have as Travis began to make love to me like his virgin wife on their honeymoon.

    Travis was not a beginner at this fucking game, and fuck me he did.

    I was almost exhausted as his climax began to build, I could hear it in his breathing and vocals and his body language, I could feel his bone hard cock as he penetrated my asshole, and I felt his cock rubbing against my prostate, I was about to blow my own nut without even touching my cock.

    As Travis passed the point of no return he almost became violent and he pulled my body tight against his and I wrapped my legs around his body and clamped down as he jammed his nine plus inches deep into my and began filling me with his love nectar. I shot my load at almost the same time, it was the most intense load I had ever fired off.

    Travis just collapse on top of me, and we lay there for almost an hour getting our breath and strength back to normal.

    Travis and I just lay back and covered up and went to sleep and slept all night like newborn babies.

    I woke up a few minutes earlier than Travis and I leaned down and sucked him awake and to another full blown climax of awesome porportions.

    Travis got up and took a morning shower together, and made a pact that no one would know about this but us, and we would be there for each other from then on.

    The doorbell rang and I went down in my bathrobe and it was Carla looking for Travis.

    “He spent the night and hes taking a shower, want to come in an wait?”

    “No I just wanted to tell him something, have him call my cell when he can.” She said.

    Well he came down and called her, she wanted to break up.

    Travis acted sad at first while he talked to her, then after he hung up, “Who needs her,” he said with a big grin on his face.

    Travis walked over took my face in his hand and began kissing me like he would a girlfriend.

    “Fuck yeah man, who needs her when I”ve got you.” he said with a big smile, as he hugged me.

    Travis and I are now dating secretly and the sex is awesome. We keep it under out hats so to speak but that will change in time.

    Well What can I say. sometime it’s true and straight guy can be turned to gay if they just give it a try.


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  • New Start

    “hey sexy” I heard as I turned to see Mike laying naked,with his godlike muscles bulging, screaming to be touched.” um what the Fu..” I was interrupted by MIkes soft lips on mine. I pushed him off in shock. “Drew!? Drew!?” I blinked and opened my eyes to see my mum looking at me. “Drew your going to be late for school get up sweetie”. She turned and left my room closing the door behind her. I looked around my large room about the size of 2 average livingrooms. My family is extremely wealthy my mum is an attorney and my father one as well. With that being said they ha e some very high expectations for me and my sister. We are also well taken care of but my parents are gone a lot and always busy. So any ways I walked over to the shower turned the water to hot and jumped in. As the hit water ran down my muscles waking my body it felt good. I got some axe body wash soap and lathered my whole body up,making my way down to my growing dick. When I went al the way fldown to my dick it was alto it’s full length 9.5in I started to stroke it from th bass all the way to the mushroom head. Then I made an ok sign with my fingers and played with the head” oh fuuuuuuuuuuuuck!” I moan in pleasure I started to pick up speed my hands moving in a blur “uuuuugh……uuuugh” I moaned as shot after shot of cum exploded from the tip of my cock. I quickly waned up and dried off and threw on a black areopastel shirt with all white vans and dark blue tight jeans. Brushed my terrier put on some deodorant and colonge and went down the many stairs into my kitchen. “hey bro” my sister said. She was about 5.5 bad light brown hair with light green eyes, looked slot like me except of coarse she was a women. By the way we are twins. “hey big sis , what’s fir breakfast” ” oh nothing just cereal but hurry because school starts in 20min” my sister said she is always worried about not bring late…we are both really smart all ways straight A’s and excel in sports too. “Oh well I just won’t eat then I’ll be in the car hurry up!” I said while laughing. As I walked outside to our 2011 volvo all black pretty nice car . “drew???” I heard and turned to look to see who it was. “I didn’t know you lived next door” to my surprise it was Mike smiling up a storm with the smile of his that I hated to admit I loved. ” oh yeah I moved in a couple days ago where have you been under a rock ?” I said. ” um nope I’ve just been busy haha you know what football practice and all” be said with a smirk ” oh yeah well I was thinking about joining the team today” “really? Well you better join soon we babe our first game in like a week” ” oh yeah? Damn I’ll go after 3rd period” “I in can take you if you want” be said and aftter that I hear my sister coming” oh hey who is your friend” my Sis asked ” mike this is Cindy ,cindy this is mike” “nice to meet you are you guys twins?” mike said “yeeeeeaah” we both said attbe same time” “well we are going to head to school you need a ride mike?” Cindy asked. ” actually take you up on the offer” mike said. So he got in and I drive with him nextto me and Cindy in the backseat alone “hey I have cheer try outs after school so come pick me up k drew?” Cindy asked “um yeah sure, but I might try to join football so I might have practice too” I said. “well I could have my mom pick us up” mime said. ” oh ok


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  • Something Wicca This Way Comes

    I had never really given much thought to how I would die nor did I expect it to happen when I was only 19. What others would call an act of insanity, I would call the end of a truly magnificent love story that never really got to start.

    Before I begin, let me catch you up to speed…

    My name is Charlie or Chaz as I was better known as and I am a practicing Wiccan. I am the north of my coven and the other three spots consist of my three best friends Katya, Lenka and Farah representing the East, West and South respectively. As the North of my coven, I was basically the head of the coven and also the strongest.

    My coven got together once a week to discuss our days and summon our deities to gather power, knowledge and wellbeing among other things. Other than that, we hadn’t really cast any serious spells of any kind.

    That was until I set my sight on Adam Theos, Katya’s brother’s best friend. He was everything I had ever wanted in a man; tall, dark, handsome, mysterious yet friendly and all of the above, but because of his heterosexuality, he was never interested in me the way I was interested in him. It drove me insane at night when I would think about him and dream about him loving me and then I would wake him knowing quite well that that would never happen.

    After giving it much thought, I had come up with an idea; a Love Spell. I looked through my Book of Shadows and saw that despite the jovial and free-spirited spells we had in there, we didn’t have a love spell, so at my next coven meeting, my sisters and I gathered together to construct a spell we would cast on the next full moon to get full benefit of its power.

    Lenka was the poetic mastermind behind most of our spells so she wrote one down on a piece of paper and passed it around to get everyone’s approval. Her work was amazing and everyone had approved straight away.

    Now finally it was Friday the 13th. My sisters and I gathered together at our secret meeting place within the woods outside of Farah’s home and drew a ritual spellbinding circle and lighted two red and two pink candles and placed them on the lines of the circle. We each took our place behind a candle at our respective places and lit one white candle and placed it in the middle of the constellation.

    ‘Do you have the tool?’ I asked them.

    Katya pulled out a picture of Adam that we had printed out previously and placed it within the circle. After making sure that the full moon was at its highest, we joined hands and chanted our spell:

    ‘We call upon the ancient power, to bring to us that which is love; bestow it upon the north of we and bind it for eternity.’

    I let go of Katya’s hand and reached into the circle and burned the picture of Adam. The picture burned in an eery purple-coloured smoke and finally everything had been completed. I re-held Katya’s hand and we all closed our eyes and meditated on what aftermath of this spell and what would happen.

    The next morning, I woke up happier than usual. Not that I was expecting rose petals on my bed and Adam standing next to my bed with an engagement ring, I was still a bit disappointed that I had not noticed any big changes. Reassuring my complete faith in Wicca, I approached the day like normal and continued my general day-to-day events when suddenly I had a call from Katya.

    ‘Brother, I need help. I feel sick and need your guidance.’

    And so I made my way to Katya’s house and found her on her bed with a very high temperature. After tending to her and insuring she rest, I heard the front door being knocked on. Knowing we were the only two home, I went to it and answered it and nearly fainted when I saw Adam.

    ‘Hey Chaz,’ he greeted me with a much warmer smile, ‘is John around?’

    ‘No, he’s out,’ I replied, ‘can I do anything for you?’

    I saw the emotion drain from Adam’s face and a wave of sadness washed over him. He turned around to leave but I grabbed him by the wrist and asked him what was up.

    ‘Don’t worry about it,’ he assured me.

    ‘No, it’s okay, I’m a great listener,’ I insisted, cherishing the physical contact we had right now.

    After giving it much thought, Adam gave in and followed me into Katya’s house where we sat at her dining table across from each other. In my head I pictured a romantic dinner set for two with candles and rose petals everywhere, but this would have to do.

    ‘What’s up?’ I asked him.

    He looked up at me, his penetrating gaze making me melt instantaneously.

    ‘I’m in love,’ he said as if he was insinuating something.

    Could it be that the spell had worked and he was in love with me?

    ‘Continue,’ I said, my heart beat racing already.

    ‘I don’t know what to do about it or how I should approach the situation, I mean, we’ve never really spoken to each other before,’ he said quietly.

    ‘Well,’ I said as my hopes started to build up, ‘what do you think you should do?’

    ‘I think I should go up to them, sweep them off their feet and kiss them,’ he said simply.

    I licked my lips at the thought and watched him as he beamed at me and stood up out of his chair after I told him that I thought it was a good idea.

    ‘I’m going to do that now actually,’ he said, ‘thanks Chaz. I love you for this.’

    My hopes and dreams were shattered when I watched Adam walked right passed me as if I wasn’t even there. How could this be? We had executed the plan perfectly. Everything had gone accordingly. What went wrong? I thought about the placement of the ritual circle, the candles, the picture of Adam, the lock of hair.

    I followed him out and saw that he had gone upstairs.

    It felt as if a bus hit me when I realised who he was talking about.

    Katya.

    The spell had specifically said the North of we which obviously meant me as I was the North of the coven, so how did the spell backfire and hit Katya instead of me?

    And that’s when it hit me. On a geographical scale, Katya was sitting at the north which meant that the spell which wasn’t specifically worded enough worked for her benefit. The spell that bound their love for eternity.

    Not only did that backfire, but the threefold rule had kicked in and I was even more dangerously in love with Adam. ‘Whatever energy a person puts out into the world, be it positive or negative, will be returned to that person three times’, which meant that I was in love with Adam three times as much as before.

    But he was bound for eternity with Katya, my sister.

    There was only one real solution to this. I disappeared into the kitchen and grabbed a butcher’s knife with steady hands. I looked down at it and thought about my one true love…

    ‘I love you Adam.’


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  • Shadow

    C H A P T E R O N E

    T H E Q U I E T

    THE QUIET snatched Andrew Dominguez from sleep.

    Normally he heard noises: voices from the TV, cars coming in and out of the apartment complex, the neighbors’ loud music, or Russell’s soft snoring beside him. Even in a state of deep sleep, Andrew heard things from the outside world. Now he could hear nothing at all and instinctively, he knew something was wrong.

    Andrew rolled over in bed and checked the spot next to him.

    Empty.

    He ran his hand over Russell’s side of the mattress. It felt hard and cold like nobody had been sleeping there. Through hazy eyes Andrew gazed at the alarm clock on his bedside nightstand: a quarter past one, on Wednesday morning. Russell should have been home from work by now. He should have been in the bed beside him.

    “Russ?” Andrew called.

    He sat upright in bed. Despite the mid January cold, sheens of cool sweat covered his body. He felt incredibly sluggish. Andrew shivered as he waited for Russell’s response.

    Two things Andrew knew for certain: Russell was not home, but there was someone, other than Andrew in the apartment. He purposely left the television in the living room on, set to a low volume, before going to sleep, as he did every night that Russell worked long night shifts. Usually Russell turned it off when he came home.

    It was off now.

    Andrew and Russell shared a small one-bedroom apartment in Emeryville, a tiny town sandwiched between the cities of Berkeley and Oakland, consisting of mid-priced and expensive lofts and trendy retail shops.

    Their living room was barely larger than their bedroom, which in itself only fit their king-sized bed, a computer desk, and a clothes dresser. No single room in the apartment had enough space for them not to be able to hear the other’s voice, even if they whispered. If Russell were here, he would have said something by now.

    Yet Andrew could not get rid of the feeling that someone was in the apartment. More specifically, he felt someone standing directly outside his bedroom door.

    The room temperature seemed to drop several degrees in mere seconds. Despite being covered up in thick blankets, a deathly chill infiltrated Andrew’s body, penetrating him down to the bone. A singular sound filled the silent darkness: his heartbeat.

    Andrew had dreamed of this exact scenario before abruptly waking up in middle of the night. He had woken up before finishing the dream, but it did not seem like it was going to end too well for him.

    He thought about the automatic pistol located in one of Russell’s shoeboxes in the closet. He never used it, but he knew how if he ever needed to use it.

    His cell phone rang.

    The sudden noise made Andrew jump. He looked at the cell phone on his nightstand. Beyoncé’s song, “Halo” filled the silence. Andrew immediately knew it was Russell calling. He reached over and picked up the phone.

    “Where are you?” he whispered.

    “Just getting off,” Russell responded Hearing his deep voice made Andrew feel somewhat more secure. “Sorry to wake you up.”

    “I was already up,” Andrew replied softly, his eyes glued to the door. “Woke up a few minutes ago.”

    “Bad dream?” Russell asked.

    Andrew’s stomach tightened. “Yeah…”

    “The one you keep refusin to tell me about?”

    Andrew frowned. Russell was right. He had deliberately chosen not to tell the details of his nightmares for Russell’s benefit.

    “Sorry I’m not there. Should be home in about fifteen minutes.”

    From the other side of the bedroom door, Andrew distinctly heard footsteps.

    “Drew, are you there?”

    “Hurry up,” Andrew urged, trying not to sound as panicked as he actually felt.

    “What’s up? Why are you whispering? I can barely hear you.”

    Andrew did not know if he should tell Russell that there was somebody in the apartment. when this assumption was based mostly on intuition and what sounded like footsteps outside his door. However, Andrew always trusted his instincts.

    “Get here soon as you can,” Andrew said.

    “Fifteen minutes,” Russell assured him

    “Make it ten.”

    Russell laughed. “Ok. I will. Love you.”

    Andrew shivered. “Me too.”

    He hung up the phone and realized he needed to make a plan.

    Andrew got this horrific feeling that would be the last time he heard those words from Russell. The phone slipped from his hand and fell onto his lap. He replaced it on the nightstand and pulled the blankets up to his chin, just like a little boy afraid to see the monster hiding in the closet.

    Russ will be here soon.

    The more he tried convincing himself, the greater his fear increased.

    Andrew took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Even with the blankets covering him, he could not expel the icy grip on his body.

    The doorknob rattled.

    He could not have mistaken that sound.

    Fuck, Andrew thought.

    Andrew shot upward in bed again, all the muscles in his body alert. His eyes locked on the doorknob, and despite the dense darkness, he could see it moving very clearly.

    His nightmare was becoming a reality and he had nowhere to hide. The closet would be the first place any intruder would look, and he was too large to fit under the bed. He thought about the gun in the closet and wondered if he would have enough time to go in there and get it.

    He vividly recalled closing and locking the door before going to bed. Besides, nobody could even get through the security gate or the building’s main door without a pass code. In the nine months since Andrew moved in with Russell, there had been, surprisingly, very few reports of vandalism, thefts, or intrusions. This had been a nice, quiet, and safe place to live…until now.

    The door swung open gently and very slowly without one creak

    Fear inundated Andrew’s whole body. He was frozen, paralyzed with terror. Andrew kept waiting for himself to wake up from this nightmare, but it refused to happen.

    Get the gun before it’s too late.

    Andrew knew that he would not have enough time to get it. He hated himself now for not telling Russell what was happening when he had the chance. Andrew regained enough control over his body to reach over and switch on the lamp beside his bed.

    It only took seconds for Andrew’s eyes to adjust to the sudden light. The bedroom door was fully open, but Andrew did not see anyone standing on the other side of it, but he felt something standing at the foot of his bed, watching him.

    No way this shit is really happening…

    The imperceptible intruder pounced on Andrew.

    Before Andrew had the chance to react, two very strong hands wrapped themselves around his throat and squeezed, crushing the air out of him. Andrew thrashed and kicked, futilely. The invisible intruder had him pinned down to the mattress, severely restricting his ability to move.

    His cell phone rang. ‘Halo’ blared throughout the room as Andrew asphyxiated.

    Russ!

    Andrew attempted to turn his head, toward the source of the ringing. He tried reaching out his arm to grab it, but he was powerless. The more he fought, the tighter his attacker gripped his throat. His heart raced at an impossible speed and everything in the room spun and grew hazier by the second. Andrew stared up at the ceiling, trying to focus, trying not to let the darkness that started to encroach on all sides overtake him. Andrew opened his mouth in one final attempt to scream, but nothing came out except frigid silence. The phone rang a few more times before suddenly stopping.

    Everything was quiet.

    C H A P T E R T W O

    T H E C A L L

    NATHAN GRAYSON knew something was wrong, but he could not tell what…not yet anyhow.

    It started as a dull throbbing at the back of his head, slowly developing into a headache. A vivid image of Russell Moore sitting alone in a bedroom, on a messy bed, entered his mind. Nathan felt like he was going to be sick.

    He had done well for the last few months, blocking Russell’s gorgeous face from his brain. Nathan had been trying to forget Russell’s voice, smile, and how his hard body felt against his when they slept. A full year passed since Nathan last saw or heard from Russell. Yet when Russell unexpectedly popped into his brain, it conjured a string of negative emotions: loneliness, melancholy, and resentment.

    “You okay, Nate?” Blake Coleman asked. He lightly touched Nathan’s shoulder and Nathan felt a warm sizzle throughout his body.

    “I’m cool.” Nathan tried to maintain focus on the television show he, Blake, and their other friend and roommate, Justin Bronson were watching. He was distracted, however, by continuous mental flashes of Russell’s face, followed by extreme emotions of worry and fear. Nathan squeezed his eyes shut, trying to erase the images from his head. His minor headache turned major in less than a minute.

    “You don’t look like it,” Blake noticed. Concern seeped into his mesmerizing, cinnamon-colored eyes. “Something you wanna talk about?”

    “No, it’s good. I just need to go to the bathroom right quick.”

    Nathan got up from the couch and headed to the staircase. He knew Blake would follow him. Justin continued to watch television, lying on his stomach on the carpet, entirely transfixed as Tyra Banks decided which of two remaining girls would still be in the running in hopes of becoming “America’s Next Top Model”. He never noticed Blake or Nathan going upstairs to the bathroom.

    “Blake, you didn’t need to follow me,” Nathan said as they both entered the bathroom, which barely fit the two of them. Nathan turned on the light and went over to the sink.

    “Tell me what’s up,” Blake responded, closing the door and leaning against it. He folded his muscular arms over his built chest. “Not going anywhere until you do.”

    Nathan sighed and pulled open the medicine cabinet, searching for a bottle of Aspirin. “I told you already, it’s not a big deal. Don’t worry about it. Just a little headache…where’s the pills?”

    “We’re out.” Blake unfolded his arms and tentatively stepped toward Nathan. “It’s about him, huh?”

    Nathan closed the medicine cabinet door and gazed at his reflection in the mirror. On a good day he would consider himself cute. Not sexy, but cute. He had a warm caramel complexion, with thick eyebrows and coffee-colored eyes.

    Nathan had nice, full lips and great teeth. When he smiled, he went from cute to actually being handsome. Right now, however, he looked average and tired. His eyes appeared worried and strange. He almost did not recognize himself.

    “I haven’t thought about him in a while. Now all of a sudden he just pops into my mind,” Nathan told Blake. He turned on the faucet and splashed water on his face. It did not help. When Nathan glanced at his reflection again, he looked soggy and even worse than before. He switched his eyes from the mirror over to Blake.

    “Russell’s going to call me.” The pain in his head intensified when he said that.

    Blake did not speak right away, he just glared. Nathan knew exactly what scrolled through his mind. Just when I thought he was starting to get over that asshole

    “It’s not like that Blake,” Nathan said.

    “Don’t talk to him,” Blake replied. “If he calls you, don’t pick up.”

    “I wish it was that easy.”

    “Nate, it is that easy.”

    “I haven’t talked to him in a year, Blake.”

    “That’s not long enough,”

    “I just can’t ignore his call.”

    Nathan could see the anger mounting in Blake’s whole disposition. He looked like he wanted to punch a wall. “Blake, there’s no need for you to be so upset. This has nothing to do with you.”

    Blake clearly took offense to Nathan’s words. “It upsets me, Nate, `cause you’re still in love with that dumb-ass.”

    Those words hit like bullets to Nathan’s chest, stunning him into total silence. For a second, he could not breathe. Blake must have known he had spoken out of line, because the hardness in his face melted.

    “I’m just trying to look out for you. After the way things went down…”

    “Look, Blake. I’m glad you’re looking out for me but I’m an adult. I can take care of myself. I don’t need you making decisions about who I should speak to.”

    “You’re right, do what you want,” Blake said coldly. They were interrupted by a knock on the door.

    “Are you two sucking each off in there?” Justin asked from the other side of the bathroom door.

    Blake pulled open the door. Justin stood there, arms crossed, with an irritated look. “We’re just having a little talk,” Blake told Justin.

    “You guys always have your ‘little talks’ and leave me out of them,” Justin complained.

    “Justin, don’t worry about it,” Nathan said, stepping past both Blake and Justin as he headed out the bathroom. “It’s nothing. I’m getting ready for bed.”

    “It’s only ten!” Justin exclaimed. “I thought we were all gonna watch Project Runway.”

    “Not tonight,” Nathan replied. “I’m tired.” He sauntered to his bedroom across the hallway. “Good night.”

    Before entering his room, Nathan heard Blake’s voice in his mind: We’re not done talking about this yet, Nate.

    Nathan turned around to see Blake staring at him sternly. Yes we are.

    He went into his room, shutting the door behind him. Turning on the lamp near his bedside, Nathan noticed his window was slightly open. He had not remembered opening it at any point during the day. A cold breeze slipped inside and gave him chills. Nathan ambled over to the window and closed it, staring out into the darkness, seeing nothing, except for the huge black shape of the house located next door to their spacious two-story townhouse.

    After changing into his night clothes, simply consisting of a pair of underwear briefs and an old T-shirt, Nathan crawled into bed, taking his cell phone out of his pants pocket. He set his

    alarm for six-thirty in the morning, and placed it on his nightstand. Before turning off the light, Nathan looked at his phone momentarily, waiting for it to ring…waiting to hear Russell’s voice.

    It had been two and a half weeks after New Year’s, the previous year since they last spoke. Russell had not even had the decency to end their relationship face to face, but through a text message. Nathan had predicted everything Russell would say It was the cruelty of precognition. Even though Nathan knew in advance, it did not quell his pain. It only made it worse.

    Nathan remembered the humiliation of calling Russell for the next several weeks afterward, desperately attempting to have a more in-depth discussion about how and why Russell stopped caring about him. He wanted to know how after being involved for two years, Russell could just treat Nathan like some random person off the street. Russell never responded to any of Nathan’s calls, although he did send one text message shortly before Valentine’s Day. Nathan recalled it verbatim:

    Srry, Nate, but I’m with someone else now. Please understand. Take care of urself, and maybe we’ll talk sometime soon. Happy V-Day btw.

    Those last three words stung more than anything else in the message. For many months, Nathan kept that message stored in his phone, reading it several times a day, especially before falling asleep. He hoped that ‘sometime soon’ would be today.

    Sometime soon never came.

    It was only a few months ago that Nathan erased that text from his phone, along with Russell’s number, tearing up most of the pictures they took together, save for one or two, and deleting the rest of them from his computer. Still, after all this time, Nathan still could not erase Russell from his brain.

    If his intuition was right, which Nathan absolutely believed it was, then Russell would be calling him, soon. Tonight even.

    But to tell me what? Nathan wondered. That he broke up with his boyfriend? That he wants to get back together with me?

    Nathan reminded himself not to speculate so much and not to get too excited.

    For a long time, Nathan thought about what would happen if Russell were to actually call him and say, “You know what Nate? I don’t know what the hell I was thinking. Could you please forgive me? Can I be with you again?”

    Nathan always had two versions of his response: In one, he would forgive Russell, kiss him passionately, and proceed to have sex with him. In the alternative fantasy, Nathan would knock Russell flat on the ground (although Russell was six-foot-one with nearly two hundred pounds of muscle, and Nathan was five-foot-eight and weighed one hundred and forty pounds)screaming: “I’ll never fuckin forgive you.”

    It was easy to imagine how he would respond, but another thing to actually follow through with it.

    Nathan turned off the light and a flurry of thoughts stampeded through Nathan’s head as he settled himself in bed. Many of his thoughts involved Russell, while others involved Blake.

    From the time Nathan and Russell started dating Blake always expressed explicit revulsion toward Russell. He always warned Nathan that Russell would deceive and abandon him. Nathan never listened to Blake’s rants about Russell, mostly because he knew that Blake’s opinions had less to do with being a good friend, than it did with his jealousy toward Russell.

    Nathan never understood how Blake could ever be envious of Russell. With his tall, perfectly-chiseled body, his movie star face and effortlessly masculine disposition, Blake could get any person he wanted, at any time he wanted. In fact, Nathan would have figured that Blake and Russell would have been a more appropriate match-up, due to their physical and personality similarities, but they were never interested in each other.

    Once Nathan’s relationship with Russell ended, Nathan had been surprised and moved by how comforting and consoling Blake had been. Although Blake had all the justification in the world to criticize Nathan, he never did.

    There had been times, in the middle of the night, when Nathan could not sleep, and grief held him tighter than a lover, Blake would come into Nathan’s room, slip into his bed, hold and him closely. Nathan would hear Blake’s voice in his head, saying: It’s okay. It’s okay, over and over until he eventually fell asleep.

    Nathan heard Blake and Justin’s voices downstairs. For a while, he contemplated getting out of bed and watching television with them. Sleep refused to come easily and he also did not want to be alone. Honestly, Nathan knew what he really wanted: he wanted Blake to come upstairs, get into bed with him, and hold him like he used to. Nathan wanted to feel warm and safe instead of cold and lonely.

    Blake, come up here when you’re done. Please.

    He sent the thought out before fully realizing the ramifications. It was too late to take it back.

    Nathan closed his eyes, hoping for sleep to arrive, but it tauntingly eluded him. He could not force his mind to go blank and for his body to relax and be at peace. He kept waiting for his bedroom door to open and for Blake to come in but it never happened.

    Don’t think about Blake, Nathan told himself. Don’t think about Russell. Don’t think about anything.

    In what may have been twenty minutes or so later, Nathan almost fell away from consciousness, when his phone abruptly rang. The sudden, shrill sound caused Nathan’s eyes to pop open and for his head to jerk up from his pillow. He did not recognize the ring tone. When he picked up the phone and read the little monitor, Nathan recognized the number.

    Russell.

    Nathan’s heart beat so fast and loud that he wondered if Blake and Justin could hear it downstairs. The phone must have chimed five times before Nathan finally clicked the talk button and brought the phone to his ear. “Hello?”

    “Nate, it’s me…”

    Too many months passed since Nathan last heard that voice. He thought he would be psychologically and emotionally prepared to hear it, but those three words…the way Russell said his name…triggered a rush of conflicting emotions within Nathan that he could not control.

    “Russell?” He had to pretend he had not been expecting this call, which to a certain degree was true. Nathan knew Russell would call, just not this early…or rather not so late.

    “Yeah…”

    The rich sexiness in Russell’s voice still thrived, but Nathan also heard something else in it as well: pain.

    “What’s up?” Nathan asked.

    “Were you sleep? You kinda sound like you were sleeping.”

    “I’m about to…I mean, I’m in bed right now…”

    “Oh, ok. My bad. Maybe I should call you tomorrow or something…?

    “No!” Nathan replied, a little too excitedly. “You can talk to me right now. What’s up?” Nathan rose into a sitting position.

    Russell sighed. “I don’t even know how to say this…” his voice trailed off. Nathan waited in desperate anticipation for Russell to continue.

    “Go ahead and tell me, Russell.”

    “I probably shouldn’t have called you,” Russell said. “I think this is a bad idea to talk to you of all people about this.”

    Nathan’s heart sank.

    “Well, Russell, it’s too late now. Just go ahead and tell me.”

    After a long pause, Russell answered, “It’s about Drew…”

    Russell had never shared the name of his current boyfriend with Nathan before, but Nathan instantly knew that was who he was referring to.

    Now it was Nathan’s turn to be silent. “What about him?” he finally asked.

    He shuddered, not just because the cold bedroom. His insides, his blood…his spirit felt frozen.

    “He’s gone.”

    Nathan’s stomach fluttered. “You two broke up?”

    “No…that’s not what I meant. I meant to say he disappeared.”

    The pain in Russell’s voice reached a harrowing crescendo when he said ‘disappeared’.

    “When I came home from work last night, he wasn’t here. He hasn’t been here all today either.”

    Nathan listened to all of this, hearing it, but somehow not able to translate those words into actual meanings. “Maybe he just went somewhere and…”

    “No,” Russell interrupted. “I talked to him fifteen minutes before I got home. He was here. His stuff is still here. His cell phone is here. His car is still parked in the lot. Everything’s here except for him.”

    “Did you call the police?” Nathan asked.

    “No.”

    “Well don’t you think you should?”

    “Police aren’t gonna do shit, Nate. You know that. Besides, I think it’s gotta be twenty-four hours or something first before you can report it.”

    “So why are you calling me about this?” Nathan did not want to ask that question, but sooner or later he would have to. “I mean, what do you want me to do?”

    “I don’t know…like I said, maybe I shouldn’t have called you. I know I’m probably the last person you wanna hear from.”

    “That’s not true. I do wanna hear from you.” The words came out before Nathan had the chance to stop himself. “It’s just that I don’t know what you want me to do about this.”

    “It’s stupid, but I just thought you could help me. You know how you know stuff…all that weird shit…? I thought maybe…”

    Oh, you mean the ‘weird shit’ you never believed in until your boyfriend vanished? Nathan thought.

    “What…help you find him? Russell, I don’t know…”

    “Can I see you tomorrow? There’s more I need to tell you about this. But I think it’s better if I tell you in person.”

    He wants to see me, Nathan thought.

    Talking on the phone with Russell was difficult enough, and now he wanted to talk face to face. “You just can’t tell me right now?” Nathan questioned.

    Russell hesitated. “You know what, Nate? Forget it. I shouldn’t be bothering you with this.”

    Now Nathan grew angry. “Okay, Russell, don’t fuck around. You already called me. Don’t play games.”

    “Fine.You still work at the bank?” Russell asked.

    “Yeah…”

    “When’s your lunch?”

    “Usually one.”

    “I’ll drop by then. We can talk more about this.”

    Nathan wanted to say ‘I don’t think that’s going to work for me’, but was unable to. “Okay. That works for me.”

    “Okay.”

    They were both quiet for what seemed like an hour.

    “Guess I’m gonna get off now,” Nathan said.

    “Yeah…um, thanks for hearing me out, Nate. It was um, good to hear from you. It’s been a minute.”

    “Yeah, it has been…”

    More awkward silence.

    “Night, Nate.”

    “Bye, Russell.”

    Nathan clicked off his phone. It took an overwhelming amount of strength to suppress the tears gathering in his eyes. He lay there for a long time, replaying the conversation over and over in his head, still partially in disbelief that he really talked to Russell, wondering if this was one of the most realistic dreams he ever experienced.

    Do I really wanna see him tomorrow? Nathan asked himself.

    He closed his eyes, trying desperately to shut everything out of his mind, when he heard his bedroom door open. He did not have to open his eyes to know who entered.

    Nate, you asleep? Blake’s voice filled Nathan’s head like light filling a shadowy room.

    No, not yet, he responded.

    Blake closed Nathan’s door and quietly walked over to Nathan’s bed. He sat at the foot of it. You okay?

    There would be no point of lying to Blake. He would be able to read Nathan’s emotions anyhow. No, I’m not.

    You talked to him, didn’t you?

    Nathan did not respond.

    What did the dumb-ass have to say?

    Not right now, Blake. I just want to go to sleep.

    Do you want me to leave?

    Nathan considered it. No, I don’t.

    Blake stood and Nathan listened as Blake undressed in the dark. His heart thudded with nervous energy as a few moments later, Blake joined Nathan in bed. Almost immediately, the chilliness that had taken over Nathan’s body vanished. In its place, thick, soothing heat enveloped him as Blake scooted close to him, their bodies almost connected. He should have pulled away from Blake, but he did not.

    Are you okay now? Blake asked.

    I’m better.

    Blake lightly kissed the back of Nathan’s neck. It sent pleasurable chills down his spine to his toes.

    Good night, Nate.

    When Russell said good night to him earlier, it sounded cold and obligatory. But when Blake said it, and maybe because the voice came from inside of Nathan’s head instead of over a phone line, it sounded warm and authentic.

    Good night, Blake.

    Nathan closed his eyes, finally able to rest now.

    C H A P T E R T H R E E

    T H E C O M P L I C A T I O N

    NATHAN AWOKE a few minutes after six in the morning, before his alarm went off. Grayish light filtered through the bedroom window. He saw rain droplets on the glass. It was not raining right now, but it had been shortly before. Nathan lay tranquilly in Blake’s arms, a bit surprised that Blake had not gone back to his own bedroom after Nathan fell asleep, as he usually did. Blake’s breath blew softly and warmly against Nathan’s skin. Nathan loved the security of Blake holding him. A big part of him wanted to stay in that same position all day, but he knew he would have to get up soon and get ready for work.

    Blake shifted slightly and his hard dick pressed up against Nathan’s ass. Blake shifted again, causing his dick to press up even harder against Nathan’s butt. In turn, Nathan’s cock gradually swelled in his underwear. A week passed since Nathan last masturbated and more than a year since he last had any form of sex.

    Many times Nathan imagined what it would be like to have sex with Blake. There had been numerous opportunities in the past to bring those fantasies into fruition, but Nathan always made sure to respect the boundaries between his and Blake’s friendship. While Nathan knew many young, gay male friends liked to have sex with each other every now and again, some without any problems, he made sure that was something he never did with Blake or Justin. He never wanted sex to be the catalyst that would cause the destruction of his friendship with Blake. Still, Nathan often found himself wondering how long he could resist Blake until he finally yielded to him.

    Knowing he should not be doing so, but feeling compelled to do so anyway, Nathan reached behind him to touch Blake’s body. His hand came into contact with Blake’s firm, sharply-defined abs. He trailed downward with his fingers, past Blake’s neatly-trimmed pubes, and ultimately arriving at his dick. Nathan squeezed Blake’s cock. It felt hot, thick, and incredibly rigid in his grasp. Blake groaned softly.

    Nathan froze. He waited nervously to see if Blake would awake…no, he was still dreaming away, snoring very softly. Nathan carefully turned around so that they faced each other. The pale light coming in from the window illuminated Blake’s nearly flawless face, giving Nathan the chance to admire Blake’s smooth mocha skin hue, his clean-cut square jawbone, and his perfectly formed, full lips. He almost looked even more irresistible asleep than awake.

    Suddenly Nathan found himself contemplating what would have happened if he had gotten together with Blake instead of Russell.

    Would it be like it is now? Nathan pondered. Me watching him sleep, waking each other up with kisses? Or would it have ended up like it did with Russell, me lying in bed alone, lamenting a relationship that probably shouldn’t have existed in the first place.

    Blake opened his eyes.

    Nathan snatched his hand away from Blake’s dick, feeling waves of embarrassment crash over him. He wanted to explain himself, although he could not think of anything to say at that point. Blake killed the short distance between their mouths and kissed him. That first kiss was short and simple, but still powerful enough to ignite Nathan’s whole body into a blaze of ecstasy.

    Before Nathan truly had the chance to mentally register the situation, Blake was on top of him, pinning Nathan’s smaller and leaner frame with his larger and more ripped body. He covered Nathan’s mouth and neck with kisses, while reaching underneath Nathan’s shirt. Blake’s fingertips skipped along his stomach, to Nathan’s nipples, where he began to tenderly pinch and caress them. Nathan moaned, arching his back, causing his hips to lift a little from the mattress. Blake took that as an opportunity to snatch off Nathan’s underwear briefs, releasing his fully hard dick.

    This is a dream, Nathan thought. I’m still asleep.

    Blake shook his head, smiling. His teeth gleamed beautifully. “No, you’re not.”

    He kissed Nathan again, much longer and rougher this time. Nathan grabbed the back of Blake’s head, pushing him down so that their lips became inseparable. Their tongues slid in and out of each other’s mouths gracefully. Everything in the room…in the world…seemed to evaporate.

    Breaking their kiss, Blake used his tongue to travel down Nathan’s body, licking in slow circles around Nathan’s nipples, making him scream silently and squirm around as if he were being electrocuted. Blake kept moving downward, stopping briefly to kiss and lick Nathan’s navel for a few moments before heading to his destination. In one motion, Blake slipped his warm, moist lips over Nathan’s cock and swallowed it whole. Nathan’s toes popped and every nerve in his body sizzled with unexpected satisfaction. Blake went on for a little while before flipping Nathan over onto his stomach and diving face first into his ass.

    Up until that point, Nathan had not made any loud noise, but when Blake’s tongue slid across his asshole, he released a surprised, piercing cry that could most likely be heard all throughout their two-story home. He bit the pillow as Blake proceeded to vigorously rim him, prying Nathan’s ass apart with his strong hands, entering him with his skilled tongue. Nathan wanted it to stop, but he also wanted it to continue. It had been too long since he felt this sensation. Although he feared the consequences that would come afterwards, he wanted to enjoy it for now.

    “You okay?” Blake asked, taking a short break.

    Nathan savored the warmth of Blake’s breath on the arch of his back and he did not know what to say. He did not know if he could even talk. Only when Blake began to push his finger inside of him and the unexpected pain hit him that Nathan knew he had to say something.

    “Blake…we can’t do this.”

    Initially, Blake did not pay any attention to him. He persisted in his effort to enter Nathan with his finger, although Nathan refused to allow access. Finally he got the message.

    “What’s wrong?”

    Nathan twisted around so that they faced each other. He saw the flagrant lust in Blake’s eyes.

    “You know what’s wrong,” Nathan whispered.

    Blake stared at him, his brown eyes shooting through Nathan’s mind. He felt Blake moving around in his head.

    It’s okay, Nathan heard Blake say.

    Nathan shook his head. “No, it’s not. We shouldn’t be doing this.”

    “Why not?” Blake asked.

    There was a rough edge to his voice that slightly bothered Nathan.

    “I gotta get ready for work.”

    Blake kissed Nathan, whose whole body started to melt. His big dick throbbed almost wildly against Nathan’s stomach. Nathan ran his hands up and down the firm, tight muscles of Blake’s back, down to his hard, tight ass, trying to lose himself in the moment, but always forced back into reality.

    “I’m serious, Blake.”

    “So am I.”

    He tried to kiss Nathan again, but this time Nathan did a better job of avoiding him.

    “Blake, you know this isn’t right.”

    “Isn’t right?” Blake replied, perplexed. He rolled off of Nathan and onto the opposite side of the bed. “What do you mean, ‘isn’t right’?”

    “You know what I mean.”

    “No, I don’t.”

    “Blake, don’t act stupid.”

    “How am I acting stupid?”

    Nathan sighed and searched for his underwear amongst the tangle of blankets and sheets. When he found them, along with his shirt, he hurriedly put them on, thankful for the security of not being naked any longer in front of Blake. For Blake though, modesty was not an issue. He remained on Nathan’s bed, using one hand to rub his own chest and the other to jerk himself off.

    “Come on, Blake. I have to get ready for work.”

    “You don’t gotta be there until another two hours.”

    “I wanna get there early.”

    The sharpness in Nathan’s voice must have finally indicated to Blake the severity of his opinion about this. Blake scowled and hopped out of bed, not bothering to hide the irritation on his face as he dressed in his clothes from the night before. Nathan wanted to say something, to ease some of the tension between them, but he could not find anything to say, other than:

    “Don’t be mad at me,” just as Blake headed out the door.

    “I’m not mad,” Blake replied in a less than amiable voice. “Just sorry I wasted my time.”

    Nathan’s throat constricted, his heart clinched, but he did not have a retort. He let Blake walk out his bedroom, feeling an overwhelming sense of regret and loneliness as the door slammed shut and the rain returned, full-force, hitting the window like a spray of bullets.

    * * *

    Blake sat at the kitchen table, staring down at a bowl of soggy cereal, not sure if he had the appetite to take another spoonful. His stomach quivered with nausea and his mind swarmed with images of Nathan’s naked body. Underneath the flavor of Cheerios and milk, Blake still tasted the sweet tanginess of Nathan’s skin in his mouth. His dick twitched a little in his shorts with the memory. However, the memory of Nathan dismissing him, mostly nullified any positive thoughts he had about the brief experience.

    You know this isn’t right, Nathan had said to him. The words echoed over and over in Blake’s head. Blake lay in his own bed, after leaving Nathan’s room, rewinding the scene over and over in his mental eye.

    Nathan had knocked on Blake’s door shortly after. Blake knew Nathan wanted to apologize. He wanted to make things right before leaving for work. Even though Blake knew this, he did not want to see or talk to him. Perhaps later on, they would talk about it, but not right then. Still, as Nathan left for work, he sent a telepathic message to Blake, one that Blake could not ignore even if he wanted to: I’m sorry Blake. You didn’t waste your time.

    Blake finished playing around with his cereal, ready to dispose it, when he heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Justin jogged into the kitchen, dressed in a loose-fitting tank top, displaying his nicely toned arms and shoulders, as well as a pair very snug- fitting white underwear briefs that showed his sculpted legs and round ass. Justin’s thick black hair was unkempt, like he had just awakened. He sat across from Blake, grinning.

    “What are you smiling about?” Blake asked petulantly.

    “You know what I’m smiling about, Blake. Don’t act dumb.”

    Blake swirled his spoon in the watery milk. “Not really.”

    “Yeah, you do. You and Nate. How’d the butt sex go?”

    Blake glanced up at Justin. “You heard us?”

    “Man, I think the whole block heard you two…possibly all of Alameda and parts of Oakland.”

    Images of his brief, intimate moments with Nathan floated into Blake’s mind, but he fought them back.

    “I don’t really wanna talk about it, Justin.” Blake put his spoon beside his bowl and rubbed his eyes with his fingers.

    “Oh, it was that bad, huh?” Justin asked, the excitement slowly slipping from his cute face. “Nate couldn’t take it?”

    “More like he didn’t want it,” Blake said. “Guess I came on too strong and he got scared.” The spoon started to tremble slightly.

    Justin looked sympathetic.

    “I’m tired of being his damn teddy bear,” Blake complained. “He likes it when I sleep in his bed. He knows how I feel, and then when I do something about it, he throws that ‘Let’s just be friends’ shit in my face.”

    “Well, don’t blame yourself,” Justin said. “You know how complicated Nate is. He’s attracted to you, but he doesn’t want you to be Russell part two.”

    “I’m nothing like that dumb fuck,” Blake exclaimed. “And Nate knows I would never do him dirty like that.”

    “What your mind knows and what your heart knows are two different things,” Justin said. “It’s different with you, Blake. Nate only knew Russell for a couple of years. He’s known you for like, a third of his life. If you two were to get into a relationship and shit went bad, take the depression he went through with Russell and times it by ten. Except this time he wouldn’t have a best friend to fall back on.”

    Justin made a lot of sense, but Blake still did not want to listen.

    “Blake, if it’s supposed to happen, it’ll happen. He does want you.”

    “Not enough. Not more than Russell.” That name felt like acid on Blake’s tongue.

    “They haven’t been together in a year,” Justin argued. “It’s not like they’re gonna get back together…”

    “They talked last night,” Blake interrupted.

    Justin appeared confounded. “How do you know that?”

    “Last night Nate got a flash about it. That’s what we were talking about in the bathroom. I told Nate not to talk to him, but he didn’t wanna listen.”

    “But that doesn’t mean…”

    The spoon launched upward off the table like a rocket. It hit the ceiling and stayed there in place. Justin looked at Blake, whose fists were tightly clenched. The veins in his arms nearly protruded from his skin. Blake seemed ready to explode at any second. Justin switched his attention to the spoon and mentally willed it back down to the table slowly. It made a soft clinking sound as it hit the table.

    “You need to calm down, Blake…before you really fuck something up in here.”

    “I’m just pissed right now.”

    “I know you are. But overreacting is not gonna fix the problem.”

    “Then what the fuck will then?” Blake’s bowl slid quickly to the left, almost off the table, but he caught it before it slipped over the edge.

    “When Nate comes home, just talk about it,” Justin advised. “Calmly.”

    “There’s nothing to talk about. I don’t really want to talk to him and he probably doesn’t wanna talk to me about it either. Fuck! Shit’s gonna be hella complicated now between us.”

    “Uh, things have always been complicated with you two,” Justin said.

    “Yeah, but having sex with one of your best friends changes shit whether you want it to or not.”

    “Well, beating yourself up about it isn’t gonna make things better,” Justin said. He rose from his chair and began to walk out of the kitchen. Blake had to refrain himself from looking at Justin’s perfect bubble butt, shrouded by his underwear. “I’m going back to bed,” Justin continued. “Don’t gotta be at work for like another four hours. You’re gonna give me a ride, right?”

    “Yeah, whatever,” Blake muttered.

    Justin headed back upstairs to his room. Blake waited until he heard Justin’s door close before he got up from his seat and walked over to the sink. He looked out the rain-stained window into the small, cluttered backyard and wondered if things would ever be the same again between him and Nathan, although he already knew the answer would be no.


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  • The Whisper Man

    “So, you think you might be OK, now? A different perspective, I hope?”

    “Yes, yes, thank you, . . . You know I haven’t gotten your name. I feel so . . .”

    “No need to, son. You can just call me Dingle. And I won’t be seeing you up here again, I do hope.”

    “Umm. I kinda hoped that – “

    “Oh, I didn’t mean it that way. Of course you can come visit me whenever you have a hankering to. I meant I hoped I wouldn’t see you climbing around on the cliff top again. It’s mighty dangerous over there.”

    “No . . . no, sir, I don’t think you’ll see me . . . walking around there anymore.”

    They looked at each other, both knowing what was meant but not said.

    They were standing, awkwardly, at the door to the lighthouse in the evening mist so heavy now that, although the structure stood at the edge of a precipice over the entrance to the harbor and they could hear the surf pounding on the rocks at the base below, they couldn’t see the water.

    Dingle watched the young man as he, mercifully, took the path leading down to the shore rather than the one that ran precariously out along the top of the cliff. Then Dingle sighed a satisfied sigh and withdrew into the base of the lighthouse, which was also his living quarters – his bedroom the next level up and then the bath and a small laundry. Two smaller floors of storage rooms rose above that in the narrowing tower, with his “operations” room at the top, capped only by a strobing light chamber bulbing out over the whole, erect structure.

    You had to be in great shape to manage the stairs in a lighthouse, and Dingle was, even though he was well into his fifties. He was in great shape. Working out was his second favorite activity. There wasn’t much else he could bide his time with on this isolated promontory jutting out to sea over the entrance into the harbor. It was a solitary life, and the requirements of the lighthouse weren’t onerous. The harbor town, such as it was, was a good twenty miles inland, the harbor being long and narrow, and the shipping and fishing industry hereabouts not being what it used to be.

    There were moments when Dingle was afraid they might close down this lighthouse. But the passage through the straits here was treacherous and there was a more modern, bustling, and heavily populated harbor city beyond here just up the coast requiring an assurance of safe passage through this patch of difficulty.

    Dingle didn’t know what he’d do if they closed him down. This had been his life for nearly fifteen years now.

    There were no working family farms or sheepherding ranches out this way anymore. A large conglomerate had bought just about everyone out with the stated intention of putting a power plant out here and also going into cattle raising for the market down at the big city in a big way. But the downturn in the economy had put that on hold.

    “Thank the gods for that,” Dingle mused as he puttered around the semicircle of kitchen cabinetry that followed the curve of the wall on the first level. He hadn’t had time to put the tea things away before they’d gone up the ladder. He thanked the gods for the delay in settlement around here, because it would surely put this good thing – his whole life – in peril.

    It was only Dingle and this lighthouse for miles about – with the exception of the young men’s military school on the shore just inside the entrance to the harbor.

    An isolated, foreboding chunk of fearsome concrete, it was. Placed there to intimidate the young men sent there – of college age and great athletic program material, most of them. But recalcitrant, lazy, slow learning, or, worse, criminal young men. Some of them young men who just didn’t fit – who had chosen what was not acceptable. It was an institution of last resort for most of them – shape up and meet the specifications for getting on that football team on a scholarship at Big U or shape up and take one last chance to stay out of prison or a life of unacceptance. Or else.

    They weren’t coddled at that school, no sir. And, being young men coming in with chips on their shoulders or fears in their hearts into a regimented institution that naturally formed its survival cliques and pecking orders, it was a stressful environment for any young man who couldn’t fit the mold – or couldn’t convince others he did. The only difference between the Hansen Military Academy and a prison for hardened criminals was that more of the inmates at Hansen were not hardened – in fact were quite vulnerable – young men, and that the students at Hansen had periods in which they could leave the school grounds. Of course, not many left very often, because there wasn’t much of anyplace to go.

    There was, though, a path leading up to the high cliffs overlooking the perilous entrance to the harbor – and there was the lighthouse.

    * * * *

    Young Daniel wasn’t headed in any particular direction when he left the barracks. He’d just known he had to get out of there. They’d been teasing him again. Left that DVD on his nightstand so that any of the other guys who passed by – and a lot did – could see the photo on it, would know instantly what it was. And would assume he put it there – like he was advertising or something.

    Why had that Jack Tangier from his neighborhood been sent here too? In truth, it was Jack who came here first – and he, Daniel, was only here because his parents had found out about the place from Jack’s parents.

    But for the same reason Daniel’s parents had sent him here, they shouldn’t have sent him where another guy from the neighborhood was sent. Jack’s issue was that he and some others had stolen a car one night and gone for a joy ride. He’d been slated to start his second year down at Florida State this year, with a guaranteed spot on the basketball team. But the drunken escapade with the car had scotched all of that. Still, he was good enough on the basketball court, that all of that had been hushed up and the worst he got was a year here at Hansen to straighten himself – and his faltering grades – out.

    Daniel had been sent here for another reason. And Jack Tangier had known what that reason was. And even before Daniel had arrived at Hansen, so did nearly every other young man in the school.

    And they teased and harassed him mercilessly. And he couldn’t take any more. The DVD and the comments and threats and demands that came after that had sent Daniel stumbling out of the barracks and away from the school grounds at dusk.

    He had no idea where he was going. He only knew what he wanted to do. What he was determined to do. The only thing he thought there was left to do.

    He found his feet leading him to the path that went up to the cliffs at the entrance of the harbor. He’d been up there a few times in the daylight. And it had scared him. The footing was treacherous. The slightest misstep from the path – obviously made for goats – and you’d be tumbling down onto the rocks and into the surging surf thirty feet below. The cliff-side path had been posted, of course. They didn’t keep the guys from Hansen from going out there, though. And it was one of the rites of passages at the academy – to make it all the way from one end of the path to the other.

    Daniel had only been there the once. It had scared the shit out of him. He hadn’t made it down the path. It had been an easy way to die, he’d thought. And that thought now propelled him up the cliff – to the path leading along its top.

    He had been standing there, for some time, on the edge. Crying quietly and going over all of the events of his life – all of the reasons why he’d do this, why there was no other choice. Trying to build up the courage to actually do it.

    “It’s becoming a cold evening. Fancy a cup of coffee, son? I know I’m ready for one.”

    The voice was soft, almost a whisper – coming from the edge of Daniel’s vision in the misty gloom.

    Now that he’d heard it, he felt like it was at least the second time he’d been addressed. It was so easy for words to be snatched away and wafted out over the sea here on an evening like this.

    “What?” His response wasn’t brilliant. But it was a response. He was engaging. And it drew him back a step from the edge.

    “I said that I’d just put the pot on when I saw you walking up the path from down at the shore. I bet you’re from Hansen’s. You wouldn’t have guessed, but I get a lot of the lads visiting me up here from Hansen’s. I’d like to think it’s the conversation. But I think it’s probably the coffee and cookies. Don’t get much of them down at Hansen’s, I wouldn’t imagine. It can be a bit too strict down there – and not understanding enough. Don’t you think?”

    He was rambling, certainly, and Daniel had to strain to hear him. He was still doing barely more than whispering. Daniel had to step back a few more steps to hear him, even though the whisperer was drawing closer to him.

    “My name is Dingle, what’s yours?” he was asking as he drew near. Daniel almost tripped on a projecting rock as he stepped closer another step – to hear the man better – and Dingle extended a hand to help keep him from falling. When Daniel had steadied himself, Dingle left his hand on Daniel’s elbow.

    “My name is Dingle, what’s yours?” he repeated. Still the soft, reassuring, neutral whisper.

    “Daniel. Thanks. I think I’d better . . . though.”

    “You’re shivering son. How about a nice cup of coffee before you go down. Ever seen a lighthouse?”

    “No. I haven’t.” Daniel looked up at the lighthouse, looking from here like it was rising out of a cloud at its base. From here, like this, the phallic aspect of it didn’t escape him, and he moaned softly.

    “Coffee and cookies? What do you say to that?”

    * * * *

    “So, what you’re saying is that you fancy going with other boys – men? Well, if so, there’s nothing wrong with that. It’s just a thing of nature. The only shame is feeling the shame and letting others make you feel it.”

    Dingle was talking about it – his voice still not that much above a whisper – like there was nothing to it. That all Daniel had to do was recognize and accept it. This was something Daniel had never heard before. Everyone else either wanted it on the sly or wanted to lecture him about it being a sickness, a sin, a weakness that he had to “cure” or hide or run away from.

    “I can’t go back. They all – “

    “Do you know the look of a man when he wants you, Daniel?”

    “Yes. Yes, I guess I do.” Daniel hadn’t thought about it before – he certainly hadn’t been able to talk to anyone about it. Dingle was the first one he could be open to about it. But he’d answered right out. Without thinking about it, he guessed, he did know that look.

    “Go back and look around at the senior-most students there, Daniel. The biggest, most popular athletes. Pay attention to them looking at you. You are someone they would look at. Don’t downgrade yourself there.”

    “Yes, but – “

    “And when you get that look from one of them – and you will, I can guarantee it; I can give you a few names even, if you want – when one of them looks at you like that, give him what he wants. He’ll protect you. You won’t have trouble from any of the other guys after that.”

    Daniel was silent for a moment, thinking.

    “And it will be freeing. It won’t be just the protection you’re getting from him. Trust me on that.”

    After a pause, Daniel looked up and spoke. “No one has talked to me about it like this – like it’s just normal for some guys. Not something to fight – or to fight about. Thanks. I don’t know how to thank – “

    But then he looked up at Dingle and into his eyes. The look. The look was there, and Daniel knew how he could thank Dingle.

    Looking at Dingle before they had climbed the ladder to the second level, leaving the half-finished coffee things where they were on the small wooden table, Daniel saw a weather-beaten, graying man more than twice his age. But seeing Dingle upstairs, unclothed, and then lying under Dingle as he deeply plowed him over the next hour, Daniel saw and felt a tower of strength and power – an experienced man with a lighthouse of a phallus who could work his body as no one else ever had in his earlier furtive couplings.

    And it wasn’t just the fucking. Dingle laid Daniel on his back on the small cot of a bed in the center of the circular chamber and knelt between his trembling thighs and sucked and stroked with his hand and worked Daniel’s rim with his lips and tongue and teeth until, writhing under him, Daniel came in a profusion of release. No one, in all of his brief, secret fumblings, had made love to Daniel’s cock and rim like this – centering on Daniel, concentrating on giving him the ultimate pleasure. Before, it had always been furtive and almost comically inexpert.

    Dingle was a masterful lover.

    And, oh, the fucking. After Daniel’s release, Dingle rising up on his feet between Daniel’s thighs, telling Daniel what he was going to do and showing him the massive staff he was going to do it with – and then doing it – slowly, drawing out every sensation of the taking. Slow slide in, slow, slow, deep, deeper. Daniel crying out, the pace quickening and Dingle moving the positions, seeking ever deeper access, ever more intimate embraces and fervent kisses. Showing Daniel ways of taking he’d never dreamed of before. Daniel ejaculating again – and then again. Dingle taking his time, no one to worry about seeing or hearing them. An hour and more of the most glorious taking Daniel had ever had.

    Being shown, in the clearest way possible, how good life could be.

    Still holding hands at the door, Dingle whispered – as he had done with other young men before and before that, “No need to walk on the cliffs now, Daniel? A bit different perspective on life now? Not so bleak?”

    “Yes. Oh, yes, Dingle. Can I – ?”

    “Come back to see me? Yes, lad. Anytime you have the notion. Anytime you need reminding that it can be something special – and is worth living for.” Said in a whisper. But now, fully in tune with the master, Daniel clearly heard every word, felt deeply its meaning and salvation.

    * * * *

    “I have a secret, Dingle,” spoken in belabored tones, his back arched against Dingle’s chest, a leg raised over Dingle’s thigh, Dingle’s hand palmed on his breasts, thumbing his nipples, while Dingle was still moving his cock deep inside his channel.

    “We all have secrets, Sean,” Dingle whispering in Sean’s ear, teething an earlobe and enjoying the gasp at the magic his cock was playing out in Sean’s channel.

    “Yes, but mine is about you. I should not tell.”

    “Then don’t.”

    “I didn’t come up here to jump. Others haven’t either. I’m sure some have, but most haven’t.”

    “Ah.”

    “I came up here for your cock – your fucking. It’s legendary.”

    “That’s perhaps no secret to me – the part of why some of you come up here. My young men, ones who come back – and come back for years after Hansen. Some have confessed. But it doesn’t matter, Sean. Some do come up here to jump. That is why I am still here when a young man comes struggling up the path.”

    All told in a soft, melodious whisper.


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  • Highway Patrol

    It all started when I was eighteen. I knew I was gay but had never experienced sex with another man. However, I desperately wanted to suck a cock, get sucked, fuck and get fucked and what ever else was involved.

    My first experience happened when I was stopped for speeding late one night on a small country road. The officer was in his mid twenties, had dark hair, was built and damn good looking. His uniform was tight and revealed a muscular, well developed chest and his pants showed a nice big bulge.

    I had been to a beach party and was on my way home wearing just my Speedo trunks. When he stopped me, he had me get out and stand next to my car and asked for my drivers license and insurance.

    I explained that they were in the car and he told me to get them. As I turned and bent over to reach in and get them, I felt his hand casually rub my ass cheeks. My cock immediately started to slowly get hard. When I turned and handed him the papers, I could see that his own cock was much more pronounced in his pans than it had been before.

    He explained why he stopped me and said that the ticket would be quite expensive but he was sure that we could work something out. I quickly agreed that I was willing to accept any suggestions.

    He turned and looked up and down the highway, which at that time of night was traveled only bu the locals in the area.

    “Step around to the other side of the car, please.”

    I did and he followed. Once out of the road, he reached over and began rubbing my cock then asked me to lower my swim trunks. I knew what he wanted and it excited me to no end. I slipped them down and stepped out of them. He smiled and slowly dropped to his knees and began sucking me.

    “Oh fuck!” I gasped.

    After a moment he paused and asked, “You like that?”

    “Oh yea. I’ve never had it done before but have wanted to.”

    “Damn, I got me a virgin,” he said and returned to sucking me. As I drew close to my climax he stopped and stood up. As he did, he unzipped his pants and extracted his own hard cock, asking if I’d ever considered sucking another guy. I said I had.

    “Well, here’s your chance.”

    I knelt and began sucking him and found it erotic and exciting. I was really getting into it and wanting to taste his cum when he stopped me. Pulling me up he dropped his pants and had me fuck him. I was in heaven. I was finally experiencing male sex and it was with a hot young cop. As I fucked him he moaned saying how great it felt. Moments later, he had me stop and asked if I wanted to see what it was like to get fucked. I said yes and he explained that at first it would hurt like hell but would soon feel great. I agreed and he began entering me. He was right. It did hurt like hell but he went slow and soon I was enjoying it.

    Before climaxing, he pulled out and with a rag he pulled from his pocket, he wiped both our cocks off then before returning to sucking my cock said, “I want to eat your sweet young cum.”

    He sucked me to a mind-blowing climax and after he had every drop of my load, he looked up at me and swallowed. As he stood he said “Fucking delicious.”

    He started to pull up his pants, saying, “I think we can forget about that ticket. We worked things out very nicely.”

    “Not yet. I’ve never tasted cum and I want yours if you’ll let me have it.”

    “Hell yea, if you really want it.”

    “I do,” I said and went to my knees. I immediately swallowed his cock and returned to sucking him. A few moments later he said he was close. I continued and soon had my mouth filled with his hot thick tasty cum. after collecting it all, I swallowed and stood.

    “Well?” he asked.

    “Man, that was hot and tasted damn good. Much better than I thought it would.”

    “You think you’d like to do it again?”

    “Hell yea,” I replied.

    “Well, I’m out here paroling this road every weekend about this time. If your through here, mind if I stop you?”

    “Not at all. Please do.”

    I was back the next night and we had another round this time cumming up each others ass.

    I found out his name was Brad Phillips ad he knew mine was Troy Davis. I went out almost every Friday and Saturday night and had sex with Brad. I told him I was interested in law enforcement and he suggested I apply for a ‘ride along’ with him and I could see what it involved. I did several times and found the job facinating. We always took a break for sex.

    I took several criminal justice courses and applied to the Highway Patrol. Brad acted as a sponsor and highly recommended me. At twenty two, I became a Highway Patrolman. Brad and I would meet up for dinner breaks and have sex and he introduced me to two other patrol officers that were gay. They all gave me pointers about getting guys I stopped into having sex.

    I decided to give it a try. One night I pulled in behind a big semi rig and clocked his speed. He was fifteen miles over the limit. I flipped on my lights and siren.

    He pulled to the shoulder and as I radioed my location and that I was making a traffic stop, the driver climbed down. Man was I disappointed.

    I met him and asked for his license and information. He was almost seventy, fat, and ugly as hell with no teeth. I wrote the ticket and let him go on his way.

    I called Brad on his cell phone and told him what I had done and what the guy was like. He burst out laughing, saying that at night sometimes those things happened and wished me luck on the next stop.

    Two nights later, I made another stop and the driver was in his twenties, married and good looking. He was also speeding and weaving from lane to lane.

    He said he was sleepy and was planning on stopping as soon as he found a place. I said that there was a small picnic area abut a mile up the road and that I’d follow him there to make sure he made it in one piece.

    At the picnic area I told him that there was still the problem of him speeding. He explained that being tired he just didn’t realize it.

    “Well, I’ll need to see your log book also. If it shows that you’re driving longer than you should, that’s another ticket.”

    “It’s up in my sleeper,” he said.

    “Let’s get it,” I said.

    He climbed up in the cab and went back into the large sleeper. I followed for two reasons. One was to make sure he didn’t give me his second secret legal log book and the second was that if we agreed on working it out, we’d be in private.

    It surprised him that I followed. He was forced to give me his regular log book and he was two hours over his limit.

    “Damn,” he said, “these two tickets could mean my job. Is there any way to just get a warning ticket for the speeding?”

    “Well, we might be able to work something out,” I replied, as he watched me look him up and down in the light of the sleeper.

    “Anything, officer. You just name it,” he said before looking down at the bulge in my pants.

    “Why don’t you make a suggestion,” i said with a slight smile.

    He looked at me for a moment then slowly sat on the bunk and reached for my crotch. As he began rubbing it, I said, “I like your suggestion.”

    With that, I removed my gun belt and dropped my pants and underwear. He immediately swallowed my cock and began sucking me like a pro.

    Looking down at him I asked, “This isn’t your first time sucking cock, is it?”

    Pausing, he said, “Not by a long shot. I’ve been having sex with guys since I was fifteen, but it is the first time sucking a cop.”

    “Well, since you’re going to stay here and get some sleep why don’t you go ahead and get comfortable?”

    With that he quickly began stripping and was soon nude. He returned to sucking me and soon brought me to my climax. As I fired volley after volley of cream into his mouth, he eagerly swallowed.

    He pulled off and I said, “I think we can forget about the tickets completely.” He smiled as he lay back on the bunk. I quickly said, “Since you’re going to be getting some sleep, maybe you’ll sleep better after I get through.”

    I quickly sat beside him and leaned over and took his already hard cock in my mouth and began sucking him.

    “Oh fuck! I wasn’t expecting this,” he gasped.

    I sucked his beautiful long slim cock to a fantastic climax, hungrily swallowing his thick creamy load. When i pulled off and started getting myself presentable, I said,”I get off duty in a few hours. When I do, I might stop by and see how you’re doing since you should be here a few hours.

    “Please do.”

    “I have to ask one question,” I said.

    “What’s that?”

    “I noticed a wedding ring. Does your wife have any idea abut what you do on the road?”

    “Hell no. What I do on the road is my business, not hers. Basically, I’m gay on the road and straight at home. A lot of the married drivers are the same way.”

    “Interesting,” I said.

    I left and after I got off duty I returned to find him still there. I knocked on the locked passenger door and after he looked out of the sleeper he unlocked the door. I climbed in and locked it behind me.

    At headquarters, I had changed to civvies when I got off duty. It would make it easier to strip now. He was still nude and I quickly joined him.

    Laying on the bunk next to him we kissed and cuddled for a moment, exploring each others bodies with our hands. After a while I said, “I want you to fuck me.”

    “Gladly, if you will fuck me afterward.”

    “It will be my pleasure,” I replied.

    On my back, I pulled up my legs and he quickly began eating my ass out. I was loving it. After a few minutes he was fucking me fast and hard the way I like it. After filling my ass with his cream, I ate his ass then fucked him, filling him with my load.

    “Damn, I needed that,” he said. “It’s been ages since I last got fucked. That was awesome.”

    “How did you get started at fifteen if I may ask?”

    “I was at a party that my best buds parents gave. A guy that my buds dad worked with began making passes at me when no one was around. I kind of liked it and was curious. We went out into the back yard and when no one was around he began rubbing my crotch. I was boned and loved it and felt his. He said he would be leaving in a few minutes and would like it if I would follow him. I did and we went to his place where we stripped and I sucked my first cock and ate my first cum. I found I liked it and kept at it. I’d see him regularly and we soon started fucking each other. I also liked pussy so in high school I’d fuck my date then go out and find a guy to have sex with.”

    “Damn,” i said, then he asked when and how I started. I told him and he laughed. “I see he taught you well.”

    “Yes, he did. We sill have sex and compare notes.”

    “Nice,” he replied then said, “I’m through here fairly often. I hope we run into each other again.”

    “I’ll give you my private cell number and you can call me when you’re coming through.”

    “Great.”

    I did and went on my way. We meet about every three weeks or so for hot sex.

    On another night, I was on patrol and came up behind a car with two young mans in it driving fairly slow as if looking for a road. I knew that they were up to no good so I passed them and once around a curve and out of sight. I pulled off the road behind some bushes and waited.

    They passed me and with my lights out, i pulled in behind them. A quarter of a mile down they turned onto an old now unused logging road. I pulled in behind them barely keeping them in sight.

    They eventually stopped in a small clearing and got out, spreading a blanket on the grass. I watched as they quickly stripped and began kissing and fondling each other. I estimated their ages at eighteen to twenty.

    I watched, my own cock rock hard and straining to get out, as they went to the blanket kissing then rimming each other before settling into a hot sixty-nine.

    I eased out of my patrol car and slipped quietly up to them, my battery powered flood light in hand. When I was about ten foot from them, I turned on the light and yelled, “Highway Patrol. Don’t move!”

    They stood frozen and turned to face me. Aiming my light upward so that they could see me, I said, “Well, well. What you two boys up to, as if I can’t tell. You boys like cock?”

    Neither spoke, but I could see their nice cocks quickly going soft. They were both eyeing my huge bulge and looking at each other. Making them each get on their knees, ankles crossed, I went to their car and got their drivers license. One was eighteen and the other nineteen.

    I went back to them and after laying my light on the ground facing away from us, I asked, “How do you thnk we should handle this situation?”

    Neither spoke.

    “Do either of your parents know that you suck cock?”

    Both answered no and I asked what would happen if they found out. Both said they would be in big trouble if not kicked out.

    I casually rubbed my cock and asked if they had any suggestions on how I should handle things.

    The nineteen year old spoke up saying, “Sir, were willing to do anything and everything you want if you won’t arrest us.”

    “Show me what you mean by hat,” I said.

    He came to me and began unzipping my pants and taking out my cock. Once it was out, he began sucking me. Soon the other boy joined him. After a moment I stopped them momentarily, while i removed my gun-belt and dropped my pants. While one returned to sucking me the other began eating my ass. After a few minutes they traded places. Before long I climaxed filling the eighteen year olds mouth. He then kissed the other and they shared my load.

    “Was that satisfactory, Sir?” the older asked.

    “Only partially,” I said. “Both of you, stand up.”

    They did and I began sucking them, first one then the other. Soon I got their loads swallowing each one.

    When I was done, I redressed and told them to be more careful and not so obvious that they were up to no good. I told them I had their names and addresses and would be keeping an eye on them.

    “I’m out here almost every night in unit 1024. If you see me, flag me down and say hi. I’ll leave you two now for whatever you want to do.”

    I returned slowly to my car hearing them both say that they couldn’t believe they just had sex with a cop.

    The next weekend they were out and flagged me down and we had sex with the eighteen year old fucking my ass while I fucked the nineteen year old. Afterward, I sucked the nineteen year old.

    We met every couple of weeks while they were in college and a few weekends when I was off, I had them spend the weekend with me.

    Brad and I and the other two officers got together regularly, having sex and exchanging experiences we had encountered since our last meeting.

    I’ve been a Highway Patrol officer for Five years now and have mainly had sex with hot truckers willing to do anything to void a ticket. I would say that probably thirty percent were virgins to male sex but willingly sucked my cock to avoid the ticket.

    Brad and I became lovers two years ago and after our shifts, we get home and compare our events, if any, from the night before we climb in bed and create our own events.

    People ask if we’re afraid some of the persons we stop might report us for sexual advances. We don’t make the advances. We work it so that they do. If they don’t pick up on it we drop it and issue a ticket. So far, everything has been cool.


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  • A Day of Humiliation

    March 9th 2011. Yesterday my master read an email from this guy who had read the previous stories I had written about my conversion from Alpha Male Jock to bitchboi slave faggot. He sent a photo of himself (and god he’s hot) I in turn sent my pictures showing myself completely naked and hairless posing in the back of master’s SUV. I ask him if he is dominant or submissive ( we get a lot of submissives who want my master’s attention). 

    He said he goes back and forth but was mostly dominant and after seeing my pictures he thought I was hot and after seeing them he was definitely in a dominant mood. Master loved it finally someone who said they were dominant, I was instructed to send an email back and tell this guy that since he liked my pics and stories so much he could send back some situations that master would make me live out and relate the experience back as a story (but I did have to follow the whole situation). Now I told you earlier this guy is pretty hot nice bod tattoo dirty blonde hair but looking at his face my guess was he’ll have some tame thing he wanted me to do like being tied up and fucked and suck some cocks or something like that. 

    Boy was I wrong the situation he came up with had me being forced to go about a normal day while using various toys. Basically having to do my normal daily routine while dealing with a vibrator, nipple clamps, and vibrating cock ring at the same time. I never expected something like this and quite frankly neither did my master. He read the email and said nothing so I figured he was planning on rejecting the idea. 

    This morning master woke me up with a cheerful get up bitch it’s time to get ready for your day. I get up kiss his dick good morning and go take my shower. When I get out of the shower he is sitting there smiling with a 12″ long 5″ thick dick shaped vibrator my nipple clamps which are connected to each other by a length of chain and a new toy a vibrating cock ring this was something that he had never used on me and I had never seen before. He puts the cock ring on me first this thing is much heavier than it looked and unlike other cock rings that he has used on me this one doesn’t go all the way so that it is behind my balls it only goes back as far as the balls and just goes around my dick. 

    I asked master where did this come from because I never saw him leave to buy it. He tells me that it is his cock ring he wears it from time to time when he fucks girls. Much to my horror the thought that this has been on my masters perfect cock made me get hard instantly just further proving how much of a fag I had become Next to be put in was the vibrating dildo so far nothing has been turned on. 

    The last thing was the set of nipple clamps. All the while I stood there nervously saying to my master this is only going to be for a couple of hours of fun, you’re not really going to make me wear these things all day are you? He just continued to laugh as he laid out clothes for me to wear while running my errands today. He picked out a pair of jeans that were fairly tight fitting and a T-shirt that was quite formfitting. He turned on both devices which immediately made my body start to respond I put on the clothes and of course no underwear. 

    I first had to complete a few household chores during which time the vibrations in my ass and up and down my cock had started making me fairly weak in the knees. This was starting to make me quite nervous as my day has just begun. The next thing on my agenda was to get the grocery shopping done after the drive to the store I was starting to have real problems. 

    The tightness of the shirt was making my nipples a terribly sore and I was starting to tremble from what was going on up my ass and in my groin. By the time I have gone up and down a couple of aisles with a wet spot in the front of my jeans has become very noticeable. My cock had been drooling precum like a faucet. People were definitely noticing the spot and the fact that I was having some troubles with my walking and noticing a very definite erection plus the fact that I knew my face was definitely showing the sexual agony I was currently in that and a look humiliation was getting me far more attention than I wanted. 

    I finished the grocery shopping as quickly as I could and moved on to the next errand this errand wasn’t quite as bad at the drop off something at the post office I was still going crazy from all the stimulation but there was nobody else in the post office and it was a quick in and out. The third errand which was also the last and the one this one I needed to be at the longest was the gym and I couldn’t skip this one because I was working tonight (more about my work in a little bit) I went inside and planned to quickly changed into my gym clothes however 

    I didn’t know that master had changed my sweatpants for a pair of fairly tight shorts I quickly put them on before anybody could see the device on my cock. At this point I was going completely mad from constant vibrations but it still wasn’t enough to get me off. Reluctantly I went out into the gym to do my workout. Cardio absolutely sucked trying to use the stationary bike stair master or the treadmill just made all the other matters worse but I couldn’t skip it people I knew were here and my routine was fairly normal. 

    I had people coming over to me asking if I had new nipple piercings, a few of the guys said that my form while lifting looked like shit it looked like I was working out with a dick up my ass (by the way the people here have no idea what goes on at home) I had a few comments about whether or not I was on Viagra or something two hours of working out and I felt like I was going to explode by this point I’m noticing that I finally have some relief the batteries are starting to die. I quickly to change before anybody noticed rushed out to the car and headed home. It was getting close to time for me to head out to work I point this out to master he took the vibrator out but I was still too hard take the cock ring off. 

    I jumped in the shower after a couple of minutes I was able to remove the infernal device Master came and claimed it and I continued my shower glad that the ordeal was over. What I should probably tell you about my work is that before all this started I used to be a lifeguard about a year after master entered my life he thought it would be fun to take me to a gay club on amateur night and have me dance for them. After a few amateur nights I was asked if I wanted to dance part time master didn’t give me a choice I had to take the job. It wasn’t long before rumor of this got back to my boss who found an excuse to fire me.

     This of course led me to being put on full time and now I not only had to do basic dancing in the club now I was doing strip shows in the club and privately sometimes in private rooms for private parties or individuals or sometimes contracted out to private parties at homes. Any of the private parties could have me hired to strip completely naked and if they want to pay extra I have to stay for the party and mingle naked. So that’s my job from respectable senior lifeguard to a male dancer okay stripper a piece of meat on display for anyone to look at and grope. I get out of the shower feeling considerably better and glad with the thought that this is all over. 

    When I walked into my room master is sitting on my bed and asks me if I’m stripping or block dancing (the last one is basically being a go-go boy I come out wearing anything from tight short shorts to a g-string ) I tell him I’m block dancing tonight. He says good and proceeds to put the vibrating cock ring back on me the vibrating dildo back up my ass and the nipple clamps back on the first two with brand-new batteries. I am mortified 

    I can’t believe he is going to make me go to work with all these things this guarantees that I’m going to be wearing the tight spandex short shorts he didn’t like that he said the shiny purple Speedo was more than enough and tight enough to keep the dildo up my ass. He turns the two devices on and tells me to head to work in just the Speedo and not to bring any other clothes with me. 

    This meant that all I had was the Speedo no shoes socks or even a T-shirt I would have to drive to work this way walk into the club this way work then walked out of the club drive home and walked back into the house practically naked. I get to the club and am greeted with hoots and cheers from guys in the parking lot who see me getting out of my car. Mind you it’s no more than 42° outside. I go inside the club greeted by more crude remarks once again completely wild from the vibrations and horned up that I am almost completely unable to restrain or contain my cock and there is obviously no doubt to anyone that I am completely fucking hard. I head to the prep room and coat myself in a light coat of baby oil I head out for my shift the music is already pounding I jump up on a block and go right into dancing.

     Word quickly travels about the dancer who is dancing with a raging hardon the crowd around my block grows and part of the routine is I keep adding more oil to myself until I’m very shiny this of course has the effect on normal nights of making my bulge more noticeable tonight however it made me feel naked I was so hard.. With my cock and ass being vibrated nonstop I’m so horny it shows in my dancing every so often I can hear one of the guys that’s closer to my block yelling to one of the other guys shit like holy fuck he looks like he’s getting fucked by an invisible guy or it looks like he’s up there havin sex. 

    I keep finding myself rubbing the length of my shaft and having to stop myself. After what seemed like days instead of hours my shift ends I feel relieved to be able to head home until I get to the prep room and remember that all I have to wear home is the sweat, cum, and oil soaked Speedo I was wearing. With the new batteries that he put in these fucking things they are still running but as I turn onto my street and pull up to my house I’m relieved it’s just about over. 

    I enter the house spent weak and exhausted from this day. I head upstairs thrilled at the thought of going into my room and removing this stuff. I look over to master’s room and see no lights on so I don’t want to bother him. I open my door and turn on the lights and nearly fall over master and a couple of his friends are in my room waiting for me in the dark and they are completely naked. 

    As wiped out as I am any time I see my master or these guys naked makes me wild all three of them are so ripped not huge muscle but just big enough and totally ripped. Master walks over to me yanks off the clamps and rips off my Speedo. The three of them grab me and start plunging that dildo in and out of my ass my hands get tied behind my back as they assault my ass and balls twisting and pinching my nipples which are already sore and aching they follow this with hot wax making sure to cover my nipples. 

    They take out the cat of nine tails and use it to whip the wax off of me as soon as all of the wax is off master yanks the dildo out of my ass and the three of them take turns fucking my ass and mouth until they have each filled both holes. The last thing master does is change the batteries in the cock ring and toss me on the bed hands still tied behind me. 

    When I finally wake up the vibrator goes back in my ass the cock ring gets new batteries and the nipple clamps go back on and I am made to write this and they don’t come off until I finish.


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  • Assumed Identity

    My sister and I had always been close. We shared everything about our lives with each other. She and her husband even moved to the small town where I had settled in order to be close to me. I loved having them around and in spite of a very deep and carnal attraction to her husband, we all managed to stay close and enjoy having family around. They had a key to my place. I had a key to theirs.

    Her husband Grant was a beautiful man. I could understand why my sister had married him. We actually shared the same taste in men! He was one of those tall, dark and handsome stereotypes and then some. I always thought my sister would marry someone more closely associated to my characteristics. Rather, she managed to find a macho shit head of a personality with all the swagger and bravado that is typical of such a man. He walked like he was swinging a tree vine for a dick. He was always strutting and favoring more of an ‘up on the toe’ sort of walk that always made his calves and thighs bulge with muscular perfection. I had never seen him naked but could tell from what little I had been able to view that he was an oak tree kind of build with plenty of dark auburn hair everywhere.

    On occassion I would drop by their house to leave a spontaneous gift or an interesting book I had been reading. Today was my day off. I knew my sister was teaching at the college and Grant would be off to his office job. I knew that she had been having a pretty tough week with mid-terms and lazy students so I picked up some flowers to put on their table and give her a little smile when she got home. I pulled in the driveway and ambled to the door with my hands full of flowers and my key at the ready. After getting inside and greeting the dogs I headed to the kitchen to find a vase and do a quick arrangement of the flowers. ‘It’s about fucking time you got back’ roared Grant from somewhere in the house. I froze in my tracks. ‘What a jerk’ I thought to myself. ‘You need to get in here and set me free or finish what you started’ he bellowed. If I had been frozen in place before I was now in a million frozen pieces on the floor! What in the hell was going on? I knew I had to check things out.

    You didn’t have to be intelligent to know his voice was coming from the master bedroom. I slipped off my shoes and cautiously approached the half open door. Not sure what I was going to find I crept as close as I could without exposing my face to get a glimpse into the room. From the view of one eye I saw Grants bare legs spread eagle, toes upward and him evidently straining and twisting to free himself. I went instantly hard! I remained out of view of his face and just drank in the chisled perfection of his strong manly feet, his wide muscular calves and the thick thighs still fighting to break free. Every inch of him was covered in a deep dark auburn red hair. ‘I’ll be damned’ I thought to myself. ‘Sister and hubby are kinky bastards!’ ‘Beth get the fuck in here and let me go!’ Grant roared again. I jumped a little at his voice, him still thinking she was nowhere near the door.

    I ventured to get a better view. Quickly I moved in and back out of view. ‘Holy Shit!’ I found myself thinking. Grant was fully naked and blindfolded. His strong arms were each handcuffed to the brass headboard of their bed. His armpits were wet with the sweat of his effort to free himself and the hair lay in wet ringlets of dark red perfection against his white Irish skin. Knowing now that he was not going to see me I stepped boldy into the room and just stood and stared. His heaving chest was damp with sweat, covered in the same deep red hair. His cock lay flacid between his legs,framed in the biggest fire bush of pubes I had ever seen. A pool of precum lay between his legs, evidently from the erotic turn on that he had experienced when they first began this sexual play. His balls were low and hanging, covered in auburn curls like the rest of him. I could feel myself about to faint. My sister had just given me the best gift that she could have ever imagined for me. I knew I was attracted to Grant, now I knew that I was obsessed with him. Seeing him lying there in all his maleness was like eating the richest dessert on the menu of the most expensive restaraunt in town.

    I looked up from his body and into his square jawed face. His red hair was tossled from a night of sleep and I knew instantly that Grant hadn’t even showered yet. My kinky sister had evidently woke up and played out a sexual fantasy on him while he was yet asleep. The blind fold was the same sleeping mask I had seen her use. Confusion and just a little fear actually lined Grant’s beautiful face. ‘Beth’ you there? He whispered into the room. ‘What the fuck are you doing?’ I stepped to the foot of the bed and looked down over his now still body. I could have stood there forever just staring at this massive perfect red headed man. He began twisting against his restraints again, his abs flexing and relaxing as he moved back and forth. His round hairy ass came into view with each roll he made against the handcuffs. I was in fucking heaven! I just stood there and drank him in. He could sense my presence and his cock began to rise up like a fucking crane at a construction site. ‘Beth, I’ll admit this is turning me on but you have left me for fucking hours’ Grant whimpered. ‘This is not how I expected to spend my day off.’

    ‘Not my idea either’ I thought to myself. Something inside me snapped then. I was intoxicated by the moment and stepped up to the head of the bed and put one finger against his lips as if to say be quiet. It worked like a charm. Grants face relaxed with this tiny bit of touch and a grin came across his handsome face. ‘What are you going to do to me you bad girl’ He flirted. Again, I put a finger to his lips and tried to devise a plan on what to do next. Grant fell silent and I moved away and into their master bath. My sisters signature perfume sat beside her personal sink. I stripped out of my clothes and spritzed my neck with her perfume. I looked into the mirror at my six foot frame and stared into my steel blue eyes as if to ask myself ‘what the hell was I about to do?!’ My own rigid cock had a three inch drool of precum hanging from the tip of my dickhead. I took one last look at my dark haired frame, lean and strong, and then turned to the bedroom to indulge myself.

    Grant could hear me approach, his cock bounced and twitched as I came nearer. ‘You have me so hot baby’ he stammered through his licked lips. I bent over the bed, careful not to make body contact and kissed him while he still talked. He kissed me back like a hungry child that needed a drink. I was careful to only allow him quick kisses so as not to feel my own clean shaven beard against his. ‘You are gonna make me shoot all over myself Beth’ he announced. I stepped back again and took a slow look from head to toe at his whole body. I made a mental note to myself to listen for the garage door going up, just in case ‘sister’ actually had plans to come back to her little sexual escapade before the end of the work day.

    I decided to begin with his feet and moved again to the foot of the bed and took his foot in my hand. He flinched at first but then willingly relented to my touch. I held it in my hands and looked down at the red curly hair that brushed each digit and then to the top of his foot that was brushed in more profusion with that unbelievabley sexy and deep dark auburn hair. I took his toe into my mouth and sucked it. Grant heaved with a gasp and I knew he was in tortured extascy. I took each toe in turn and sucked them one by one into my mouth. I flicked my tongue across the back of each of them like a kid sliding his hands down piano keys. Each new movement garnered further rushes of breath and gasping from Grant’s beautiful intoxicating face. I massaged his foot in my hand and then put the bottom of his foot against my face and breathed in my own extascy. His feet smelled like morning and sweat and my own cock bounced with the heady scent of this perfect man.

    I moved over to his other foot and then repeated my performance on it. From there I slowly licked my way up his ankle, to his calves, his knees and then his inner thighs. Once I was at his groin I went down to the opposit ankle and worked my way up the other leg. Grant became more aggitated and excited the closer I came to his groin. Feeling his hairy legs brush against my face was like nothing I had ever experienced. As I reached his balls and cock I could smell the musk of him mingled with morning sweat. ‘Fuck Beth, you are killing me.’ He shuddered. ‘Suck my cock baby.’ I ignored his begging and lifted his hanging balls and licked under his ball sack. He took a quick jolting breath and then began to moan with pleasure. I moved his balls to one side and sunk my face in between his leg and groin, sucking and breathing in his manliness. Each move I made brought more jolts and moans from his hot mouth. I lifted his wet precummed cock straight up and wrapped my lips around it. With this he totally surrendered to me in a final heave of complete pleasure.

    I slowly slid my mouth over his entire eight inch cock. It had to be as thick as a paper towel tube and it was all I could do to keep from gagging at the girth and the length. Grant continued to moan. Each new time I would begin at the tip and take him slowly down to his balls, he would groan with utter delight. Would I dare to take this further? I knew I would! I raised up from my attention to his cock and began running the tips of my fingers up and down his torso and into the wet ringlets of his armpits. His deodarant from the day before had long ago given out and I lifted my fingers to my nose to take in his sharp armpit scent. My dick throbbed back and forth as his smells filled my lungs. I brushed through his wet furry chest and stomach, with an occassional round over his cock and balls. He was so intensely into this that I was mesmorized at the facial expressions I was conjuring up from him. Each new level of play was getting us both hotter and hotter.

    It was time to go all out I thought. I stood up on the bed and place a foot on either side of his lower torso. ‘Are you gonna let me finally fuck you?’ Grant asked excitedly. I bent over and put a finger to his lips again. He obediently went silent. I turned and positioned his cock straight up then lowered myself down unto his cock. ‘Holy fuck! he shouted out. ‘You are gonna let me ass fuck you?!’ ‘Beth I love you you kinky bitch!’ My ass gave way to his throbbing cock. I let myself slowly adapt to it until with the help of his precum as lube he was balls deep in my fuck hole. As I finally got used to it I begin rising and lowering myself up and down on his big cock. ‘You are so tight baby!’ he affirmed. ‘I am fucking loving this.’ ‘We both are’ I thought to myself. ‘You have know idea how we both are.’ After a while, Grant took over. He began shoving his hips into my ass and pumping me for all he was worth. New torrents of sweat broke over his hairy muscled body with the effort. I was so hard that my balls and cock stayed well out of his way and never gave me away as to my real identity. Grant’s thrusts became ever faster and intense. I reached down with one hand and clasped one hairy butt cheek. Feeling his sweaty ass flexing in my one hand and pumping cock into me was amazing. ‘Oh Fuuuucck!’ Grant screamed and with one finaly thrust he shoved his ass off the bed and deep into my ass. I could feel the jets of pent up cum filling me with his seed. ‘Oh Fuuuuck’ he said again, this time with less intensity and more exhaustion.

    As he lowered himself back unto the bed, I just sat there in my own exhaustion and kept his dick buried to the balls. I flexed my ass hole muscles around his spent cock and was rewarded with fresh moans from him. We sat like that in our pool of sweat for what seemed forever. I just stayed on his cock and looked down over his spent sweaty red haired body and soaked it all in. ‘That was incredible Beth’ he said. ‘We have got to do this again!’ ‘I gotta piss baby’ he said, ‘Get these handcuffs off me so I can get up.’ With one last sick obsession I took his chin in my hands and turned his head back and forth in a no response then tightened my ass muscles around his cock again. Grant broke out into an equally sick grin and broke loose with a torrent of hot piss that gave me the most incredible sense of jet power inside me and fullness. When his cock gave out the last spasm of piss I slowly raised up off his cock and consentrated on keep my hole tight and shut. I never lost a drop as I raised up on burning legs to remove myself from his hunky man of a body.

    I grabbed a wash cloth from the shower and warmed it under the water and then went back to him and washed his cock and balls clean. I then reached over his calm satisfied face and kissed him again. ‘Baby this was incredible.’ he said grinning. I jostled his hair and went back to the bathroom and dressed, still full of his piss and cum. As I re-entered the room the slow steady snoring of this beautiful man let me know that I had more than taken care of him. I looked down on him with renewed lust but knew I had to go. I very gently buried my face in his damp armpit and wiped his scent all over me so that when I got home to jerk off he would still be with me at least by scent. I went back to the kitchen and removed the flowers from the vase. I rinsed the vase out and put it back in the cupboard. I wrapped paper towels around the flowers and headed out. If confusion ensued upon my sisters actual return I didn’t need to be implicated and removing proof of being there was vital. I stepped out on the front entry, turned to lock the door and then headed to my waiting car.

    I knew I would come back that evening and present my sister with the flowers then. I would call ahead to make sure they weren’t in the middle or round two or three. It was erotic to think of what state they would be in when I got there. I knew I would be able to tell from the facial expressions and temperament whether my assumed identity went off with out a hitch!


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