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  • Army Bad Lads

    CHAPTER 1 – INTRODUCTION TO THE TRAINING CAMP

    Staff Sergeant William Chorsford (or Big Bill to his friends) sat at his desk typing up the last part of his blog for the barrack’s website. His nick name was apt for he stood at over six and a half feet tall and had a large frame to match his height, now in his early fifties he was no longer as muscular as he used to be but was still fit for he jogged a lap around the perimeter fence every morning before his shift began. No one could describe him as handsome but with his brilliant white hair, still thick and cut to a perfect flat top, contrasting with his tanned skin, he was striking. His natural air of leadership ensured his commands were obeyed without question by all of his staff.

    Satisfied at last with his writing he saved his work before closing down his laptop, walked over to the window and gazed out over the empty parade ground. As he stretched his body to banish his stiffness he reflected on the hard work which had gone into creating his long sought dream of a training camp designed to his own specifications. He had experienced during his army career all types of training camps from temporary ramshackle affairs to purpose built white elephants, none of them met with the high expectations he had for his recruits.

    When he had become a senior officer and made friends in all the right places he felt confident enough to submit an ambitious business plan incorporating two derelict farms, associated woods and moorland. To his surprise his plan was accepted with only minor amendments and he was provided with the funding to implement it with immediate effect. That was in a way his first test, to put his money where his mouth was so to speak, he had to have the camp up and running within six months ready for the new recruiting season that summer.

    Using a combination of public and private contractors the whole area was first doubly perimeter fenced to keep out unwanted intruders and also to keep reluctant recruits from going AWOL. The inner and outer fences were each three metres high topped with razor wire. This was no mean feat as the total area is huge, approximately forty square miles and unevenly shaped so the contractors were working constantly day and night in shifts to get this task completed on time. There was to be only one entrance, manned 24/7 by armed guards to control access and to deter potential terror threats.

    While the fencing was being erected, work was also going on within the farm complex near the main entrance. The Great Farm House was converted into officer accommodation on first floor and an administration centre on the ground floor. The large barn was totally gutted and rebuilt inside to become a fully equipped Medical Centre complete with a four bedded ward. The old piggery too was gutted and rebuilt inside transforming it into the detention centre complete with holding cells & hygiene facilities for recruits who have broken the camp rules. The cow shed was converted into a mess hall and catering kitchens and finally the farm yard had been resurfaced and levelled to become the Parade ground. It was surrounded on four sides by the buildings, in each corner were exit points allowing for swift assembly and dispersal of the recruits.

    It was in this renovated farm house that William now stood (the one time sitting room of the farm house to be precise) surveying the recently completed work. To an innocent bystander it would have simply looked like a large farmyard which had received a spring clean, but behind the facade it was a different matter and this made him smile broadly with satisfaction.

    Abruptly his office telephone rang, picking it up he heard the gruff voice of the entrance guard informing him that he had five sergeants all claiming to have an appointment with the Staff Sergeant. Laughing William confirmed this was true and asked the guard to hold them there whilst he walked down to meet them in person. In a matter of minutes, for the farmhouse was only 500m from the main entrance, he was standing by the main gates shaking each of the sergeant’s hands warmly.

    “Good morning gentleman!” he said. “Welcome to Yulton-on-Moor Barracks, the first UK training camp purpose built in living memory. Please bring your bags with you and I will introduce you to the place.”

    The guards looked at each other bemused for they had never seen their Staff Sergeant acting so informally but the five ‘guests’ acted like they were old friends of his (which they were as it happens) although they didn’t know one another. As William led the way back to the farm house at a brisk pace leaving the sergeants to catch up with him, the guards shook their heads and returned to their duties once more.

    Back in his office he quickly introduced the sergeants to one another by their first names; Paul, Dean, Jamil, Aldo and Robert. They acted a little surprised by the informality, seeing their expressions William said that things are going to be organised here a little differently compared to other places. With that his personal assistant brought in a tray of cups and a large pot of coffee and while they perched on his desk William paced up and down the room with cup in one hand while he outlined his plans for them, the camp and the recruits. It is his intention to make it a success by learning from history and going back to basics.

    Dean held his hand in the air requesting permission to speak; William nodded inviting him to do so.

    “Sir, I am confused I must admit. You have built a brand new training centre but you are talking about old times, it seems a little contradictory to me.” Dean said trying not to sound too confrontational.

    “Perhaps it does at the moment.” William replied “I trust that as I show you round the camp and give you more insight into my plans you will understand better. Let’s just say that from my point of view the modern army has forgotten a few of the basic truths that the ancients knew and held in high esteem. Perhaps if we instil them in our new recruits then the army in the future will be more cohesive, better trained and act as one entity rather than falling apart when faced with a divisive enemy. Enough of that for now let’s finish up these coffees and I will give you a tour of the site before I leave you to settle in ready for tomorrow.”

    “Tomorrow?” Aldo asked almost choking on the last of his coffee.

    “Oh yes. The new recruits arrive tomorrow morning, don’t worry I’ve left you all the information you will require for the training programme in your respective offices. Should keep you guys busy for the rest of the day once the tour is over” William replied, laughing at his own joke.

    “Yes Sir” was all the sceptical Aldo said.

    William led the way out of the farm house and onto the parade ground explaining what had been done by the builders as he went. He headed straight for the medical centre which at the moment was unmanned, due to the medical officer and his assistant taking their last opportunity for a rest day before the recruits arrived. He briefly showed them round the medical consultation room, treatment room and ward; after all they are pretty standard wherever you go. Next was the detention centre looking very much like an American style prison in that the holding cells running down each side of the long open space were simple cages of metal bars providing little privacy for the inmates, which was the intention William informed his sergeants. Each cage had a simple mattress and toilet pan and that was it, no sheets or blankets, nothing. At one end of the holding area were a row of three shower heads in a small wet area with no privacy and no drying facilities. From there he led them over to the mess hall which in all fairness looked exactly like it was intended to be, a mass feeding facility, albeit brand new. From behind closed doors clanging noises could be heard as the catering staff unloaded the boxes of cooking implements shipped in this morning and preparing for tomorrow.

    From there William led the men to the side of the farm house where parked underneath a lean-to stood a large people carrier painted in army camouflage and indicated they were to climb inside with their bags. As the last man fastened his seat belt William put the car into gear, drove out of the farm complex and along a dirt track between rolling meadows before veering off in the direction of the woods. He felt excitement building inside him as he drove through the trees for any moment now he was about to reveal the next building accomplishment to the men. Rounding a corner he brought the car to a halt in a purpose built car park, in front of a large two story leisure centre. In the early afternoon sunshine the building shone a brilliant green, with the first floor being made virtually all of glass as it reflected the trees towering over it.

    William was already out of the car instructing the others to leave their bags behind and follow him inside. Their expressions of wonderment were comical but he kept a straight face as he gave them a whistle stop tour of the leisure centre. On the ground floor were the changing rooms and showers, a sauna, a large swimming pool, a recreation room holding snooker tables, darts boards and evening a couple of wide screen televisions mounted on opposing walls, and finally a hall for both indoor football and basketball. On the second floor was the gymnasium with just about every kind of exercising equipment you could imagine. It was bright and airy thanks to the glass walls allowing as much light in as possible as well as giving a 360 degrees view of the surrounding woods and the five purpose built barracks off to one side.

    From there they walked over to the barracks they had seen from the gym. William informed them that each of the five barracks were identical; housing twenty of the new recruits, ten in each wing with beds and lockers dormitory style. At the centre of each block was the main entrance along with the sergeant’s modest accommodation and the communal washing area. The washing facilities consisted of ten shower heads in a wet area with clear glass splash guards separating them from the ten wash basins and mirrors. Adjacent to these were five urinals and five toilet pans arranged in two parallel rows. There is clearly no privacy in any part of the wet area. There were noises of concern made about the lack of privacy which William dismissed with a wave of his hand stating that the reason for this is all part of his plan to encourage greater male bonding and less personal hang-ups which will become apparent as the training progresses.

    Allowing for no further questioning William herded them out of the barracks and back to the people carrier where he continued with the tour of the camp. Driving back to the main track they turned right and uphill in the direction of the moorland where the going got rougher. Reaching the plateau they could see all of the woods and farmland spread out below, the ground was uneven, broken up by deep gullies and channels, some of which contained small streams. These streams coalesce into a large stream running through the woods and finally into a small lake behind the farm. After about ten minutes of bone shaking driving they arrive at their destination, an old smaller farmhouse and outhouses, allowed to fall into disrepair and these will be used during training exercises. Having walked around the ruins and surveyed the surrounding area William announced that the tour was over and it was time for them to settle into their accommodation and familiarise themselves with the training manual he had left for them in each of their quarters. Dropping them off outside the barracks he told them that dinner would be served in the mess hall at 19:00hrs sharp, where he would meet up with them to answer any questions they might have and give them the time table for the following day when the new recruits arrive.

    CHAPTER 2 – THE NEW RECRUITS ARRIVE IN CAMP

    Standing outside of Northallerton train station in the pickup bay Ross waited patiently in line to stow his suitcase into the storage area under the coach. He hoped, not for the first time since catching the train from Kings Cross that he had made the right decision. It had been easier to give in to his dad’s unrelenting pressure to do something with his life and sign up with the army. Better that than the constant arguments with his parents over his laziness for finding work since leaving school. Okay at first it had been a laugh hanging out with his mates drinking and messing around but reality had started to sink in when he began to get involved in petty theft to fund his drinking habits. The final straw came for his parents when the police called round one day to give him an official warning over his behaviour. It was change his ways or get out.

    Looking around as he shuffled forwards he took in the sight of dozens of other young guys with similar expressions of doubt on their faces. Always the sociable one he smiled at any that met his gaze, some grinned back but most either looked away or scowled as if it would damage their machismo to be seen smiling at a stranger. Their loss he thought to himself, this was the beginning of a new life for him and no one was going to put him down, well not before he had even got to the training camp!

    Finally with suitcase stowed away he climbed onto the coach and headed for the few remaining available seats at the back. Quickly scanning those seats he spotted a cute looking guy sitting next to an empty seat, chancing his luck he sat down, looked over at him, smiled and stuck his hand out.

    “Hi! My name’s Ross. Pleased to meet you. How you doing?” he asked.

    “Uh hi Ross.” Came a rather tentative reply. “I’m okay I guess, a little nervous about today and wondering if I’ve done the right thing joining up. Oh, sorry excuse me, my name’s Alexander or Alex I don’t mind either.”

    Ross couldn’t but feel a little sorry for him and just wanted to give a big hug, at 19 he felt very mature compared to Alex who didn’t look any older than 17 at most. His ash blonde hair, blue eyes, pale skin and slim build made him look so young and vulnerable.

    “Is this your first time away from home?” Ross asked trying to gain some information from the lad.

    “Oh no, I left home at 18 to go to university but I dropped out after the first year and have been living in house shares ever since. Going home wasn’t an option for me.” Alex replied looking out of the coach window at the last of the others climbing on board.

    “Yeah parents can be a pain in the ass, I know they mean well but sometimes it’s just too much, do you know what I mean?” Ross asked hoping that he hadn’t just put his foot in it and blown his chances of getting anywhere, especially as he had found out that they were the same age.

    “Something like that.” Alex said flatly still looking away.

    Ross took the hint, leant into his seat and closed his eyes listening to the rumbling of the engine beneath his feet. A couple of minutes later he heard a sharp clap of hands and a “Can I have your attention gentlemen please!”

    Opening his eyes and sitting upright he looked down the length of the coach to see a man perhaps in his mid thirties introduce himself as Sergeant Dean Ballum. In Ross’s eyes he looked the archetypal soldier, dressed in khakis with a green beret to match. Facially he was clean shaven, with brown eyes, black hair and a suntanned complexion, not bad looking either from what he could see. The man explained that it was going to be a half hour journey to the training camp where they would meet up with the other coach load of recruits and the induction process would begin starting their new lives as soldiers. He then sat back down and spoke quietly to the driver as the coach drove out of Northallerton and headed for the North York moors.

    With the excitement over Ross relaxed back into his seat and closed his eyes again and tuned into the conversations going on around him. His attention was brought abruptly closer to home when he felt a momentary pressure against his leg. Cracking one eye open he was just in time to see Alex’s leg move away again, perhaps it was an accident Ross thought to himself, but as he closed his eye again he felt the pressure once more. Time to see if he’s playing games Ross decided so he gently returned the pressure before moving his leg away, sure enough Alex pressed his leg against Ross’s but this time kept the pressure up. Opening his eyes Ross looked over at Alex and raised an eyebrow, who for his part flushed a little red and smiled sheepishly. Deciding it was double or quits Ross ‘accidentally’ let his hand slip from his lap onto Alex’s thigh and held it there smiling at him in encouragement. By now Alex was bright red but did nothing to remove Ross’s hand. Then plucking up courage he covered the hand briefly with his own, all the while looking round to see if anyone had seen them, before removing it and looking out of the window at the moorland passing them by.

    Satisfied with developments Ross let the moment pass but making a mental note to explore the possibilities with this cute guy when an opportunity arises. Nothing else was said between them; in fact the whole coach had subsided into a gentle silence as the coach continued its journey into the hills before finally arriving at their destination. As the coach slowed to a halt Ross looked out of the window to see the armed guards at the main entrance, over to one side he saw a sign stating in large letters “Welcome to MOD Yulton-on-Moor Training Barracks” and underneath in smaller writing “Authorised Personnel Only”. Beyond that there was high double fencing running as far as the eye could see in either direction. Gulping silently to himself he felt the enormity of his decision for it was now reality not some far off distant future that it had seemed when he applied to the army three months ago but there was no going back now.

    The barriers lifted and the coach drove on up the lane to the farmhouse where it parked next to the coach already there, now empty of its passengers. Sergeant Dean Ballum stood up and instructed the new recruits to leave the coach in an orderly fashion and follow him to the parade ground where they would join the others already there. He told them that their cases will be unloaded while the registration process takes place and they will be able to collect them later.

    Ten minutes later the parade ground was full of lads milling around like a chaotic herd of steers unsure of what to do with themselves, but all this changed when William marched on to the parade ground. Stopping he turned to face them and was quickly joined by his five sergeants.

    “Gentlemen! Attention please!” William bellowed out in his drill command voice, immediately silencing the rabble in front of him. “Welcome to Yulton-on-Moor Training Barracks, your new home for the next eight weeks during which you will undergo basic training to assess your competency before possibly being offered a place on the six month advanced training course. My name is Staff Sergeant Chorsford and I am in charge here and don’t you forget it. My five sergeants answer directly to me and if they shout jump you jump without question, no ifs or buts, understand?”

    There was absolute silence, the lads acted like startled rabbits frozen in a car’s head lights.

    “Well! What do you say?!” Sergeant Nowacsz roared to the stunned crowd “if a senior officer asks you a question you answer immediately with yes or no SIR! Now answer the Staff Sergeant’s question.”

    It had the desired effect because there was a stutter of “Yes Sir!” rippling through the crowd.

    “In a few minutes” William continued “we will commence the registration process, divide you into your groups and then you will be shown to your barracks and accommodation. You will be given half an hour to unpack your belongings before returning here for your lunch before the medical assessments and uniform fittings will be carried out. Do you understand?”

    This time the “Yes Sir!” was quicker and less stuttered.

    “Good!” William smiled in satisfaction “Now men, form an orderly queue in front of me and we will get the registration process started. Once you have been registered join Sergeant Ballum over in the far corner.”

    A couple of minutes later there was an almost straight line running the length and almost two sides of the square, while they were lining up Sergeant Aldo Gemante retrieved the registration list and accommodation grouping from the admin office. For the next forty five minutes the recruits filed past one by one stating their name, date of birth and then signed the registration list confirming that they accepted the terms and conditions for their place on the basic training course. Once the last recruit had completed their registration the five sergeants spaced themselves out around the parade ground and called out the names of the twenty recruits who would be under them. As luck would have it Ross and Alex were in the same group overseen by Sergeant Ballum, they gave each other a little smile as they stood waiting for the others to join them. Once the groups had been sorted out they were led out of the square and over to the coaches where their suitcases had been offloaded and lined up ready for collection.

    For the recruits there was no easy lift up to the accommodation blocks that the sergeants had enjoyed the day before. They had to carry or drag their suitcases the mile or so keeping up as best they could with the sergeants marching ahead calling out encouragement every now and then.

    By the time Ross reached C Block he was exhausted, panting heavily and very relieved to see his destination in sight, but there was no respite in the pace set by the sergeant. The recruits were shown to the dormitory wings where each bed had a tall locker adjacent to it with a recruits name on each one. Ross’s bed was at the far end of the wing with Alex’s opposite him, which made Ross grin to himself thinking that the gods were definitely smiling on him. On the instructions of Sergeant Ballum they dumped their bags on their beds and made their way into the central area of the block. The sergeant showed them where his accommodation was so they knew where to find him if needed before leading them into the communal washing area. As the sergeant had expected there was initially stunned silence as the twenty lads took in the communal showers, wash basins and toilets all of which allowed no personal privacy. Then began the protests from some of the more vocal macho lads, to the effect that they weren’t going to flash their tackle for everyone to see, it simply wasn’t on. They were told to grow up and get real, they belong to the army now and they will do what they’re told to do without question. The protests stopped but a couple of grumbles could still be heard in the background. Ross thought he’d died and gone to heaven, the prospect of seeing his colleagues stark bullock naked showering made his cock twitch in response and he had to discretely adjust himself to hide his rapidly swelling tent pole. His movements however did not go unnoticed by the sergeant making a mental note to himself to watch this recruit.

    Tour over they were given half an hour to unpack their suitcases, stow everything neatly into their lockers and place the cases underneath their beds before waiting outside the block to return the parade ground. The march back was much quicker now that they weren’t burdened by the luggage and within fifteen minutes of each other the groups had reassembled in the parade ground. This time they were sitting on the ground in orderly lines according to their block number i.e. A block at the front and E bock at the back. Patiently they sat there as the catering staff brought out trolleys stacked up packed lunches, fruit and bottles of water and distributed them in strict block order.

    While they ate in silence William spoke to them giving them a run down on who’s who in the camp and where all the facilities were. As they finished eating he went from being host back to Staff Sergeant in a split second.

    “Right guys! Lunch is over and now time for your medicals and uniform fitting. We intend to get through this as efficiently and quickly as possible. Normally we would use the medical centre for individual assessments but this is not logistically possible with you all to be processed in one go so the assessments will be carried out right here on the square before you move on for the fitting. To speed the process up and keep things running smoothly each block must get prepared while the previous block is undergoing the assessments. Block A recruits stand up and face the front NOW!”

    As he gave this command the medical officer and his assistant carrying a large medical bag and clip boards, walked onto the parade ground and made their way over to William. Following closely behind were Sergeants Ballum and Nowacsz carrying a small table and fold up chair which were then quickly set up behind William.

    “Block A recruits now strip until you are wearing just your underpants or shorts and remain facing forward.”

    The recruits in question looked at one another in muted panic before looking back at the Staff Sergeant and realised he meant every word of his instructions. So fumbling slightly they started to strip off leaving their clothes in a heap in front of them, until they each stood standing in just their underwear looking distinctly nervous.

    “Block A recruits step forward, form an orderly queue in front of me and follow precisely the orders of my colleague here. Block B recruits you are now to stand up, remove your clothes and remain standing where you are.” William instructed.

    The medical officer was by now sitting behind the table with pen and a large stack of blank forms ready for completion. His assistant stood nearby pulling on latex gloves in a slightly theatrical way, perhaps for the benefit of the nervous lads. The officer pointed to the first recruit in the queue, beckoned him over to stand in front of him and asked him question after question noting each answer down on the form. Seemingly satisfied with the answers given the officer told him to remove his underwear and stand in front of his assistant with his hands behind his back. The poor recruit flushed bright red with embarrassment and stood rooted to the spot not moving a muscle.

    Sergeant Nowacsz stepped over and to the surprise of everyone spoke quietly in the lad’s ear, the recruit listened and then nodded slightly before taking hold of his briefs, quickly pulled them down and stepped out of them placing them in the sergeant’s outstretched hand. Trying not to meet anyone’s gaze he walked over to the medical assistant and stood there with hands held behind his back. He spent the next ten minutes feeling very embarrassed while the assistant measured his height, weight, blood pressure and lung capacity. As he read out the measurements the officer wrote them down on the form. Then without warning the assistant cupped the recruit’s balls in one hand and palpated them feeling for any abnormalities. Squirming uncontrollably the lad held his position only to become even more embarrassed when he realised that he now had an erection. Ignoring his evident distress the assistant told him to turn around, then bend over at the hips and grab his knees. As he did so, the other recruits spotted his erection, they wolf-whistled and laughed in response to the lad’s blushes.

    William immediately bellowed “Silence! Stop acting like immature children.”

    Which they did instantly suddenly not finding it so funny.

    William continued “This young lad here is the bravest one of you lot, he’s gone first, not knowing what to expect and apart from the initial and understandable hesitance he’s done everything asked of him with dignity. Becoming sexually aroused at the slightest touch is only natural for a lad of his age. He will not be the only one this afternoon to have an erection so get used to the sight of a guy with a hard on and grow up. Right let’s continue or we will be here until midnight.”

    By now the medical assistant had retrieved from his bag a small tub of grease, undone the lid and stuck his index finger deep into the grease. Then with his other hand he spread the arse cheeks facing him and without warning fully inserted his finger into the tight little anus facing him.

    “Aaaghh!” cried the recruit, do his best to resist the impulse to pull away from the intrusion.

    “Good lad. Stay with it, it’s almost over” the medical officer assured him.

    “Yes Sir” he groaned in reply.

    The assistant felt around inside the rectum before focussing on the prostate gland which was felt all over for any signs of abnormalities. Slowly he pulled his finger out of the lad’s rectum he announced he was healthy and clear of any problems so could now be released for uniform fitting. Relieved to be given the all clear the recruit stood up and made to retrieve his underwear from the sergeant only to find that his pants had disappeared. Looking over to where his other clothes had laid, they too had vanished! While his assessment had been carried out Sergeant Ballum had been busy collecting up the discarded clothes for ‘safekeeping’.

    Panicking a little and covering up his crown jewels he turned to the Staff Sergeant and managed to utter “Sir. Why have my clothes been taken away?”

    “First young man” William replied “hands down by your sides. If you want to become a soldier you must take pride in yourself, both on the inside and the outside. You have nothing to be ashamed of, so stop hiding behind your hands and stand straight and proud. That’s better. Now in answer to your question, your civilian clothes are now superfluous to requirement, they will be washed and held in storage until the training is over should you be released from the army. The army will provide you with everything you need when you need it, for now you are naked, revel in the freedom it gives you and above all be proud of your body. I want you to walk with your head held high over to the far corner where Sergeants Jolliston and Al-Singh have set up the fitting station, you will be kitted out with your uniform and undergarments. Then you may dress again and wait for your block mates to join you. Okay?”

    “Yes Sir!” he replied before turning and walking round the edge of the parade ground, he held his head up with shoulders back but avoided looking anywhere but straight ahead for he could feel the weight of a hundred pairs of eyes following his every move. Finally he reached the fitting station where the sergeants were waiting with tape measures in hand, ten minutes later he was standing fully dressed in the army uniform complete with boots and kit bag. Relieved that his ordeal was over he sat down at the back of the square and watched the rest of his block mates undergo the same examinations……

    Please note that this is a short extract to give you a flavour of the story. If you would like to read the complete story please visit my website.


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  • The Chat Room

    It was a Saturday night and my dad had gone out for the evening. My mom and dad had divorced when I was eight and dad got custody of me.

    My name is Mark Sims. I’m an eighteen year old gay male, six two in height and weigh just over two hundred. It’s all muscle as I work out a minimum of three times a week.

    I was horny as hell that evening. Dad was out and when he was gone I got nude. I loved the freedom nudity gave me.

    I decided to sit down at my computer and go into a gay chat room and see if I could find some hot chat to jerk off to.

    When I logged in, I went first to a room titled ‘Married’. I began chatting with a few married guys, as I love sex with hot married men cheating on their wives.

    After a while, I left that room and went to the chat room for my city and state. I began going through the profiles. Suddenly, I received a private chat from a man bu the chat name of ‘Div-Dad’.

    I quickly checked his profile and found he was thirty-nine years old. We began chatting and quickly began finding out what each other liked. I said I liked older men and did it all and he said he like younger guys and he too did it all.

    We continued to chat or a while when he asked if i was busy and if not would I like to get together. I usually didn’t meet guys for sex without physically getting to know them in person first but this guy seemed cool. I said I’d like that and asked if he could host.

    He said he could as his son was out of town for the night. We agreed to meet at a park and get to know each other before jumping in bed. We exchanged first names only and I lied and said my name was Sam. He said he was John.

    ‘I’ll be in Baker Park in fifteen minutes, sitting on a bench by the parking lot with a red polo short on,’ he typed.

    ‘I’ll be there and will have on a white tank top’, I typed back.

    I logged off and slipped on a white tank top and a pair of shorts and wore sneakers sock-less.I waited a few minutes then headed out.

    I soon arrived at the park and saw his car. He was on a bench, his back to me. I parked and slipped out of my car and walked to him. As I approached, he turned toward me and seeing my face, simply said ‘Oh, shit, no way!”

    I was looking into the face of Brad Dawson, the father of my best friend and sex buddy, Greg. Greg and I had discovered sex together and had been sucking and fucking each other since we were fifteen.

    Greg and I and both our dads were the best of friends, frequently going to sporting events or the gym together.

    “Mr. Dawson, was that you in the chat room?”

    “Yes, Mark, it was. Sit down. We need to talk.”

    I sat down nervous as hell, wondering if he was going to tell my dad. I decided he wasn’t because he would be admitting that he was gay also.

    I turned to him and asked, “Does Greg know anything?”

    “No, not a thing. He thinks I’m straight but I’m totally gay. How about your dad?”

    “Same here. Dad has no idea.”

    After a moment he asked, “How long have you been active with guys?”

    “Since I was fifteen,” I said, not telling him it was with his own son.

    “Does Greg know your gay?”

    “No,” I lied.

    “Well, now that our secrets are out, do you still want to do anything?”

    “Yes, I do. I’ve always thought you were hot. Do you want to do anything?”

    “Very much. However, it will be weird being around your father knowing I’ve had sex with his son.”

    “I know. It will be the same for me when I’m around Greg.”

    “Well, I’m going home. If you want, you know where we live. Come on by.”

    Without waiting for an answer, he quickly got up and left. I sat there totally stunned. True, I had always thought he was hot, but I never dreamed he was gay, or even possibly bi.

    I got in my car and headed out. Without even thinking, I drove straight to his house. I parked in the street and went to the door, my heart racing and my knees weak.

    I rang the bell and when he answered he looked at me and smiled, then invited me in. He had stripped down to only a pair of boxers.

    I went in and he shut and locked the door. I turned to face him and noticed that the bulge in his boxers was rapidly growing.

    “Make yourself comfortable,” he said.

    Smiling, I said, “You first.”

    He immediately grabbed his boxers and pulled them down then let them fall to the floor and stepped out of them.

    His body was awesome and his hard cock was beautiful and inviting. I quickly removed my tank top and shorts. There we stood, both naked and hard, drinking in each others body with our eyes.

    He stepped up to me and as our hard cocks were pressed between our bodies he hugged me. As he did, I turned my face to his and began kissing him. He immediately returned he kiss and our tongues began exploring each others mouth.

    After a long kiss, we parted and he said, “let’s go to the bedroom.”

    He took my hand and led me to his room and to his bed. For over four hours, we kissed, sucked, rimmed, and fucked each other. It was so fucking hot having sex with him especially since he was my best friends dad.

    When I left to return the two blocks to my house, we agreed to meet again whenever we could.

    I arrived home and saw that dad was still out. In a way i was glad because I didn’t have to answer questions about being out, not that he minded but he liked to know if I had a good time. He was a truly caring dad.

    On Wednesday, Brad called and asked me to meet him at the old motel on the outskirts of town for a ‘quickie’. I did and loved it.

    However that week when Greg and I had sex, I had to stop myself from saying how hot sex with his dad had been.

    Things continued on as normal, as we all went places together. I noticed that Dad was going out more and more and when I asked if he was dating, he would get nervous and say no that he and some guys were getting together for poker.

    Out of sheer curiosity, I followed him one night. He pulled into a Motel 6, and checked in and went to his room.

    I was really curious now so I parked in a dark area and waited. A few minutes later a familiar car pulled up in front of the room. I watched as Greg, my best friend, got out and knocked on the door.

    After a moment, the lights went out and I knew then what was going on. I couldn’t believe that my dad was gay and having sex with Greg.

    As I pulled out my cell phone rang, and it was Brad.

    “Hey Mark, it’s Brad. Greg is over at a friends for the night and I was wondering if you could stop by.”

    “You better believe I can. I’ll be right there. Just leave the door unlocked and be in bed naked and waiting.”

    “Damn, I’ll be glad to. Man, you must be horny as hell.”

    “Yea, and getting hornier by he minute.”

    We had wild sex beginning with me ravishing his hot ass with my hard cock.

    For three more times, when dad said he had a poker game, I’d follow. Each time he went to the same motel and moments later, Greg would arrive.

    Then, one Saturday, Greg called and said his dad was going out of town for the night and would I like to spend the night with him. I said sure.

    A short while later, dad informed me that he was going up to a coworkers camp for the night and play poker. I simply said, “Have fun and don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” He smiled sheepishly.

    Dad had said he would be leaving about three in the afternoon. I called Greg and asked, “Greg, where is your dad going?”

    “He told me he was going with your dad to play poker at some guys camp.”

    “I see. Hey, I’ll pick you up a two thirty. Be ready.”

    “What’s up?” he asked.

    “I’ll tell you later.”

    At two thirty, I picked Greg up and he immediately asked what was going on.

    “If it’s what I think it is, I’ll tell you everything, I promise.”

    I drove to a parking lot next to the motel and parked. Seeing the motel, I could tell Greg was nervous.

    Shortly after three, we saw my dad pull up, check in and go to a room.

    “I thought he was going to a camp to play poker and my dad was going with him.”

    “Just wait. If my hunch is right, you’re in for a big shock.”

    Ten minutes later, we saw Brad pull in, park and knock on dad’s door. As dad let him in, he looked around outside then shut the door.

    Looking at Greg I said,”I assume you know what’s going to go on in that room.”

    “What are you talking about?”

    “The same thing you and my dad did in this motel,” I said.

    “What?”

    I told him about following dad and seeing him join him.

    “But my dad’s not gay.”

    “Oh yes he is.” I then told him about how I met his dad in the gay chat room and everything we did, then asked how he started with my dad.

    “Holy shit! I never had any idea dad was gay. Did you suspect your dad?” he said, then explained that he had met my dad at the restroom at the park and did each other through a glory hole.

    After he told me about how he met my dad, I said, “I had no suspicion about my dad until he told me he was playing poker. He’s never played poker before. I wanted to see what he was up to. I figured it might be another guys wife until I saw you show up.”

    “Damn, while I was sneaking around having sex with your dad you were doing the same with mine. Now they are doing it together also.”

    “Did my dad ask if I knew you were gay,” I asked.

    “Yes, he did, but I told him no, and he said you had no idea about him either.”

    “Same with your dad. Surely, they wouldn’t say anything to each other about having sex with each other’s son.”

    “Surely not,” Greg said. “But what are we going to do about this situation?”

    “Let’s go back to the house and figure it out,” I said.

    As we drove back, we told each other about sex with each other’s dad. We both agreed that we’d love to experience sex with our own dad.

    We got to the house and after we had sex we began to hatch a plan.

    I looked at Greg and said, “How does this sound? I think it would be best if we just came straight out and told them everything, first letting them know that we know they have sex together, then telling them that we have been having sex together since we were fifteen and that I’m having sex with your dad and your having sex with mine.”

    “You think they will accept it or get pissed at each other?”

    “I have no idea but I think I can handle it. First though, I want to get pictures of them at the motel together.”

    We got our pictures in time and after printing them out at home, I suggested to dad that we have them over for dinner.

    After dinner I dropped the bomb.

    “Greg and I need to talk to you two, but after you hear us out, you have to promise there will be no hard feelings.

    They both agreed and I began.

    “Dad, I thought it strange that you said you were playing poker, so I followed you to the Motel 6. Greg was with me and after you checked in, we saw Brad arrive and go straight to your room. We know you were there for sex.”

    “Wait just a minute,” dad began.

    “Let me finish!” I snapped. “I had also followed you before and saw Greg meet you. I knew what he was there for because he and I are gay and been having sex since we were fifteen. When D confronted him he admitted it. I then confessed to him that I had met his dad on line and had sex with him. So as it turns out, we’ve all been sneaking around having sex with each other. Me and Greg, me and Brad, you and Greg, and you and Brad. The only thing that hasn’t happened is Brad and Greg having sex and me and you having sex and we both want that to change tonight.”

    “How long have you known about Brad and I?”

    “A few weeks. If you had denied it, I had pictures of Brad going into your room. How long has it been going on?”

    “Two years. He and I met the same way you and he met, on the chat line. You can imagine how shocked we were to see who we were meeting.”

    “Believe me I know,” I said.

    Brad spoke up saying, “So, son, you’re anting sex with me and Mark is wanting sex with Don, right?”

    “Yes, sir, very much,” Greg replied.

    Brad looked at dad and said, “Don, they have us dead to rights. We both know for sure they are gay and I know your son is hot in bed, so what do you think? Shall we give in to their wishes?”

    “Well, Greg is hot in bed also, and they are both the age of legal consent, so I don’t see why not.”

    Brad said to Greg,”Come on son. Let’s go him and see what happens.”

    “No,” Greg replied. “We want to do it here with everyone together. I want Mark and Don watch us and I want to watch them. Then maybe all have a huge four way.”

    “Holy fuck,” Dad said. “That would be hot as hell to watch. I’m game.”

    After a moment of thought, Brad said, “Fuck, let’s do it.”

    Greg and I smiled at each other and immediately began stripping as our dads watched. Once we were totally nude both dads agreed that we were hot as hell. Then, Greg and I got to watch each of our dads strip. We were already boned but seeing our own dad strip, we got even harder.

    We led our dads to my dad’s bedroom and all four of us got on the bed. Greg and I began kissing and making out with our own dad ad it was hot. Soon, Brad and Greg watched dad and I have our first sixty-nine, and eat each other’s loads. Then dad and I watched them do the same. Later, each pair watched the other pair fuck each other. It was so awesome feeling my dad’s cock u my ass firing off his seed.

    After a rest and some conversation dad got to watch Brad and I have sex as we watched him and Greg. Then, Greg and I paired off as did Dad and Brad.

    That coming out was three years ago. Our get togethers were extremely frequent and dad and I had sex daily. Now, Dad and Brad have moved in together as lovers and Greg and i share an apartment. We have professed our love for each other, but Valentines Day is approaching and I plan to ask him to be my lover. I know he will say yes.

    The End

    MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY READERS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!


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  • Relaxing On The Beach

    I spent my holidays in South Africa and one of my plans for these holidays was to have some fun with myself and shaving my long hair off again which had grown for a few months now.

    Driving along the south coast I came along a very quiet beach and I thought that this was the perfect place for me. I had taken all tools with me to shave my head. I went down to the sandy beach and there was no one else to see. I took off all my cloths and lied down in the warm sand with my head quite close to the waterline.

    I spread my long hair around my head and with both hands I took some sand and rubbed it into my hair and I felt my penis getting big and hard. With my sandy hands I started masturbating and the effect of the sand on my hands was great. It mixed with the pre cum and the sandy forescin glided over the glans head of my penis which was quite exciting. I held the penis upright wat the base with one hand and started to do a glans head massge with my other hand.

    Suddenly a wave from the sea came and my hair got wet and the next wave flooded my completely. I hold my breath and continued thze massage and when te wave got back my whole body was wet. There was some mud now all around me from the sea and with both hands I covered my body and head with it and with my muddy hands I continued masturbating until my sperm shot out acros my muddy body.

    I got up then and went into the water with my penis in one hand and touching my muddy head and body with the other one. When I was in the water to my hips I took my penis in both hands, it had got hard again and I bowed down and dived under. I washed my hair and body in the sea and then got out of the water and went back to the sandy beach. A bit further on I saw a rock that looked like being quite comfortable to lie on and I tried it. It was comfortable and so I got my shaving tools and I found a comfortable position lying on my back with my head hanging backwards over the edge of the rock.

    I took the battery operated clipper and turned it on and the sound of it turned me on and with one hand I grabbed the hair on top of my head and guiding the blade across the middle of my head from the front to the back the first long hair came off from my head and I put it on my naked body.

    I continued with this procedure until all my hair was covering my body and now I touched the skin of my had with one hand and started masturbating my penis again and soon I felt my sperm dripping through the hair on my stomach and I rubbed hair and sperm into the skin all over my naked body.

    Now I had a look at my shaved head in a hand mirror and it did look good already but not yet perfect. I took my razor and the bottle of shaving cream back to the water and went in again until the water covered my hips. I dived under again and then massaged my head with lots of shaving cream.

    Then I started shaving my head against the grain starting at the back of my head guiding the blade upwards from my neck.

    Soon the back of my head was shaved clean and now I could go over to shave the rest of my head. I took my penis in one hand again and started masturbating and when it got hard I shaved the top and sides of my head. After a few minutes my head was shaved clean all over and my penis was ready to shoot his weapon out again and I saw my sperm mixing with the sea water.

    I went back to the beach and lying in the sand I fell asleep with my penis in my hands.


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  • Luck of Henri

    “Monsieur Arnaud, is that you back in the stall beyond Cleo? My, but you gave me a fright.”

    “Come closer, Henri. I have something to show you.”

    “It is so dark back here, sir. This is just where we keep the feed for the…Oh, Monsieur. What?”

    “Come sit by me on this hay bale, Henri. Oh, don’t…now I have you. No, don’t struggle. Sit here beside me.”

    “Oh, Monsieur. We mustn’t.”

    “I know you have wanted it, Henri. I can see the looks you give me. See how big it grows. Feel it. Here, don’t resist. That is what you do to me. No, don’t struggle. You are such a beautiful young man. It wants you. Neither of us can fight it anymore.”

    The stable lad was trembling in the overpowering embrace of his master’s second son. But when next he started to speak, Arnaud Van Briand covered his mouth with his own, and while holding the younger man in thrall in the embrace of one arm, his other hand started unbuttoning and opening, gliding, searching flesh on increasingly yielding and revealing flesh. And encircling and slow-pumping to sounds of gasps and moans and shuddering as Henri, not so unwillingly now, gave up his seed.

    “And now me,” Arnaud whispered in the young man’s ear.

    “Oh, Monsieur, I don’t think I could.”

    “Oh, I’m sure you can, Henri. But not like that. Me inside you.”

    “Oh, ohhhhh,” Henri whimpered. “OHHHH!”

    Arnaud had pushed the stable lad belly over on the hay bale and was crouched behind him now, his mouth plastered to the young man’s virginal ass.

    “Ohhhh,” Henri gasped as he writhed under the older man’s attention. He panted and groaned, but his hands went back to cup the back of Arnaud’s bobbing head in acquiescence.

    He shuddered and began to babble incoherently as Arnaud rose and pushed his chest into the young man’s back.

    Arnaud’s lips were next to Henri’s ear. “I’m going to give you now what you have been showing you wanted for weeks.”

    “Pleaaasse,” Henri moaned.

    “Please what, Henri?”

    But Henri was at a loss for words. He didn’t himself know what he wanted to happen now – or was too frightened and shocked to speak the truth.

    So Arnaud spoke it for him.

    “You want me, don’t you, Henri? I saw you watching me do it to Didier. You want what I give to Didier, don’t you?”

    “Please, Monsieur.”

    “Say it, Henri. Or better yet, say that you don’t want it. Now, in your next breath.”

    A pause, and then, “Oh, Monsieur, plea…. Oh, god, ohhhh, gooodd!”

    And then Henri could do no more than cry out and pant and groan and moan as Arnaud’s cock bulb made purchase and then pushed in, in, in, followed by a thick and deep journey that took Henri’s breath away and reduced him to tears and babbling again.

    And then, when Henri’s channel was completely open to Arnaud’s invasion, the gasps and moans began to change texture and tone, and soon Henri was working with Arnaud and turning his head and returning kiss for kiss.

    “There. That’s what you wanted, Henri. Admit it. You only needed to be freed of your burden,” Arnaud whispered in the stable boy’s ear when he had taken what he wanted. “You wanted it. Admit it.”

    “Yes,” Henri whispered, full of shame, but somehow buoyant from the release of the mooning about he’d done these weeks. Curious and envious of Didier.

    “And you are mine now?”

    “Yes, Monsieur. Oh, yes.”

    “And you will remain loyal and faithful to me as your family has to mine for centuries?”

    “Yes, Monsieur. Oh, yes.”

    “Do you feel me rising again?”

    “Yes, Monsieur.”

    “And do you want it again?”

    “Yes, Monsieur.”

    * * * *

    Arnaud Van Briand most likely would have been pushing on to new endeavors and climes anyway. A second son in a rich, clever, and ruthless French merchant family in which the father never intended to die and the robust first son inhaled every bit of responsibility and privilege he could – and both keeping the second son in their sights and at a distance – had few prospects in the family business.

    For that reason Arnaud had been trained in electrical engineering. And he had just finished his involvement in a project that electrical engineers dreamed of. It was 1889, and the Eiffel Tower, the centerpiece of the Paris Exposition Universelle, had just been dedicated. It almost missed its dedication date, though, a near-fatal delay that was put to Arnaud’s debit. So, whereas such a project should have made his career, it actually choked it off in the bud.

    No one in French society at the Van Briands’ level cared two figs that Arnaud liked to debauch young men, so that wasn’t what put him on the ship to Africa. And at that level, they certainly didn’t care when he decided to dabble in the lower classes – and even very close to his family’s own chateau.

    But, despite the many generations of service of the family of Henri, the young man who served the Van Briands as a stable boy, to the Van Briand family who lived in the chateau a half day’s ride from Paris, Henri’s father, a florid man with a deep sense of pride and justice, decided that neither Arnaud nor Henri should live for what they were found doing. The Van Briands barely noticed any hint of scandal – indeed, it wasn’t any form of scandalous behavior at the heights at which they lived. But they did notice the murderous looks and brandishing of knives Henri’s father was putting on display.

    So, just because it was easy for them, they simply booked Arnaud passage to Central Africa and quietly saw to it that Henri’s father suffered a fatal accident in the field several weeks after Arnaud was gone.

    Arnaud took Henri with him – in service as both a body servant and a body to service.

    If Arnaud had not been a slightly superstitious man, his whole life may have taken a different casting.

    Although he was fond of Henri and Henri was a convenient bed companion when Arnaud was unable to debauch another young man along his path, Arnaud didn’t think that his father and elder brother had been as generous as they might have been in the monetary support they had given for his journey and his setting up a new life in Central Africa. So, having heard there was a lucrative trade in young, well-formed European men, Arnaud’s plan had been to sell Henri in the slave markets of Dakar in the French West African colony of Senegal to which Arnaud was sailing.

    However, there was a gnarled old gypsy woman on the ship who accosted Arnaud and insisted that he must have his fortune told – or he would be cursed. Arnaud believed just enough to think it inconvenient to be cursed for not taking a half hour’s entertainment on a ship moving ever so slowly down the African coast.

    “You do not travel alone,” the old crone said after examining Arnaud’s hand for moments – moments that he found considerably dismaying as the woman did not appear to have washed in the previous decade.

    Her statement, however, took Arnaud aback. He had not allowed Henri on deck, and the gypsy woman would not have been permitted in the cabin area where Henri was being kept either. Arnaud had only encountered her because he was searching below decks – slumming, as it were – in search of the wine room other passengers had purported the ships officers were keeping to themselves.

    “No, but what does my lady have to do concerning my fortune?” he asked.

    “Mistress it may be, but I see no lady,” the old woman muttered. And then she cackled. “But mistress you must keep beside you – always. This one is your luck. It will be folly to part with this one.”

    “Why would I…?”

    “It is what you plan, is it not?” And then, before Arnaud could react, the old crone snapped up the coin he had laid down but had had no intention of actually giving her, and had disappeared into the shadows of the below decks.

    Arnaud did not believe the old woman, but the small sliver of superstition that lived within him made him decide that Henri would be much more valuable to him working in the diamond mines that Arnaud had the notion to explore in Central Africa than to be some tribal chieftain’s catamite. Besides, Arnaud had just remembered that he never had developed the knack of dressing himself.

    * * * *

    Two years hence, Arnaud was to congratulate himself for keeping Henri with him – by that time having convinced himself that neither an old gypsy crone nor his own slight superstition had a jot to do with his decision. While Arnaud lolled on the veranda of the Gentlemen’s Club in Dakar, Henri had found and brought back an amazingly large cache of uncut rough diamonds.

    Arnaud’s own efforts, however, had not been totally absent. For one, he had managed to woo, bed, and acquire another young man, by the name of Bertie, who had been left adrift at the Gentleman’s Club by an inconsiderate titled British ne’er-do-well, who had, through no effort of his own, outlived his hardnosed father and been begged to return to the side of his indulgent mother in a cold castle near the Scottish border.

    Arnaud took Bertie for a young man abandoned, innocent, and vulnerable, which is the way Arnaud liked to take young men. In this particular case, it was also just how Bertie wanted to be taken.

    When Bertie’s titled momma’s boy was saying his good-byes and his somewhat shallow regrets to Bertie at the coach entrance of the club, Bertie made sure all saw the plight he was in by morosely climbing the steps, entering the bar, and collapsing at a table in suppressed sobs.

    Although Arnaud wasn’t the only one who was quite willing to give Bertie succor, he was the first one to the table. He sat down by the young man and put a reassuring palm on his shoulder. “There, there, are you all right, young man? Have you lost someone? Nothing is worth those tears on such a handsome face. Anything I can do to help? May I stand you a drink at least?”

    “You’re too kind, Monsieur,” Bertie responded in a weak little voice. He placed a hand on Arnaud’s knee. “Yes, if you wouldn’t mind. Maybe a small sherry – or a beer. So that I can think about what is to become of me.”

    Arnaud signaled to the bartender, who didn’t need to be told what Bertie liked to drink. He took only the best Scotch, and he took it neat.

    Arnaud was running his fingers through the thick, blond curls of Bertie’s head. He’d wanted to do this for weeks, ever since the young man and his self-possessed sponsor had arrived.

    “My…friend has been called home – back to England. He is in grief over his father’s death. And when he was in that condition, I couldn’t possibly tell him that my own funds haven’t arrived as scheduled. Oh, I don’t know what I’m to do.”

    “Perhaps I can be of assistance,” Arnaud murmured. “You could stay in my rooms if you wish…just until your funds arrive, of course.”

    “Oh, Monsieur, I couldn’t possibly…”

    “Well, perhaps we can talk to the hotel management and see if there are other possibilities – extension of credit, perhaps,” Arnaud said as he started to rise from the table, but Bertie clutched at the older man as if in desperation.

    “Oh, Monsieur. I feel so faint. Perhaps we could just sit here for a while more.”

    “If you feel faint, why don’t you come to my room just for a lie down?”

    “Well, perhaps.”

    Once in the room, Arnaud helped Bertie to his bed and stretched him down on his back.

    “Air. I could use some more air,” Bertie murmured in a breathy voice.

    “It’s these tight clothes. Here, let me help you.” Arnaud unbuttoned Bertie’s shirt and exposed a fine young chest. He also loosened Bertie’s belt.

    “Oh, you are so kind, Monsieur. My heart is still palpitating so. Here lay your hand on my breast, you can feel it beating madly. This is such a nice room. Is this the only bed?”

    The rest unfolded as it naturally would, both Arnaud and Bertie willing it to move in that direction, and Bertie proved to be an expert at the fuck – to Arnaud’s great delight, although Arnaud hadn’t been fooled for long concerning the nature of Bertie’s “friendship” with the departed Englishman.

    Bertie cried out best in passion when Arnaud laid him sideways on the bed, on his back, and spread the young man’s legs and crouched over Bertie’s torso with his own and pumped his ass hard and deep at the side angle. And they tried several positions before they arrived at this “favorite.”

    Now when Henri returned on his brief visits from the diamond fields, he was made to sleep on the floor of Arnaud’s room, as there was room in the bed only for Arnaud and Bertie. Still, if Arnaud was feeling especially affectionate, after he’d fucked Bertie to sleep, he’d slip out of bed and pull Henri up on all fours on the oval rug in the center of the room and take him like a dog.

    All of this changed when Henri brought his first handful of large, rough diamonds back to Dakar. Then Arnaud booked a separate room for Bertie – and when Henri was in town, he slept with Arnaud and was attended to when Arnaud returned from Bertie’s room.

    When Henri had collected a small fortune in diamonds, the three of them booked for a return sail to France. Bertie and Henri registered as Arnaud’s two sons – for Arnaud’s convenience.

    Arnaud hadn’t been a complete lump while Henri was gathering him a fortune in the diamond fields. He’d spoken enough with the gentlemen at the club – many of them diamond merchants or assessors – to have picked up some knowledge of the diamond trade. He’d learned at least enough to bluff his way in the diamond trade as he – and, indeed, his whole family back through generations – had done in all of the trades and skills they had dabbled in.

    Thus fortified, Henri was enlisted to sew the raw diamonds he had collected in the seams of Arnaud’s great coat and decided that, along with Henri, who served him, and Bertie, with whom he was now totally sexually besotted, Arnaud would rejoin his family and set up a diamond merchant operation in Paris.

    * * * *

    “But surely you’ve seen them, Monsieur…with the sheik who came onto the ship in Morocco…and his son.”

    “Nothing of the sort, Henri. Stop speaking of Bertie this way this very instant. You’ve had nothing good to say about him from the start. You’re jealous, that’s all. Stop it this instant and go fetch my tea as I asked.”

    Not only had Henri seen Bertie with the two Arab princes, but he stopped along the deck en route to the kitchen and looked into the porthole of the sheik’s cabin now, and he saw them at it still. The sheik’s son was reclining on the fainting couch and Bertie’s head and shoulders were invisible under that robe-like tunic the Arab was wearing and a globular orb could quite clearly be seen between the young prince’s legs were his crotch was, bobbing up and down. The expression on the young Arab’s face left no doubt what Bertie was doing under there. And there was even less doubt what the old sheik himself was doing. His pelvis was presented at Bertie’s bare behind and he was holding both of Bertie’s hips and was thrusting at Bertie with his midsection.

    But no matter how often Henri tried to tell Arnaud that Bertie was not being loyal to him, Arnaud just was not willing to listen to that.

    Nor did he claim to believe it once they were at the Van Briand chateau outside Paris and Henri espied Arnaud’s older brother pumping his meaty pelvis in and out between Bertie’s spread legs at the edge of the brother’s bed one afternoon while Arnaud was in Antwerp.

    That Arnaud was getting wise to this himself, though, could have had something to do with his sudden decision that he wanted to be a diamond merchant in the Americas – in New York City, he hoped – rather than in Paris after a mere four weeks of trying to ply his trade in France.

    There were other contributing factors, of course. Arnaud had hoped to enjoy some backing from his family, but as soon as he had stepped foot in France, they had all tried to borrow money from him. The Van Briands hadn’t been completely honest – or clever enough in this generation, for that matter – in their own business and financial dealings. And the French had reached the end of their tolerance of these erstwhile nobles.

    And beyond that, Arnaud had found the diamond traders of France, Belgium, and Holland to be far more knowledgeable than he had hoped.

    “I can get three times that amount for this stone in New York,” he had told one merchant in Bruges, having had to search that far afield in short order as he quickly exhausted those who would deal with him.

    “No doubt you can,” the man had said dryly. “The Americans aren’t the brightest stars in the sky concerning the diamond trade yet.”

    It had been meant as an insult, of course, but Arnaud saw opportunities wherever there was a glimmer of them, and he started planning his move, with his two “sons,” to America. Arnaud could not bring himself to part with Bertie and the possibility that Henri was to be his lucky charm someday just could not be shaken out of the back of his mind.

    There was another factor that impelled Arnaud to move on from France, but he was so enthralled with Bertie that he hadn’t seen the real danger of that factor until he was almost run down on his horse in the Cherbourg forest and murdered by a man he recognized as a relative of Henri’s but, too late, saw the hate and murder in the man’s eyes.

    It had been twenty-three years since Arnaud had hurriedly left France for Central Africa three steps ahead of Henri’s father and the suddenly combined ire of the families of the many young men Arnaud had debauched in his early sexual career. And although Arnaud considered himself a new man when he returned to France after an absence of two decades, the young men he had debauched – some mostly because he had then cast them off and deserted them – had not left France or escaped the gossip about what they had let another man do to them.

    Thus, there were families and no-longer-young men aplenty ready and willing to take their long-festering revenge on Arnaud Van Briand.

    Four weeks after arriving in France, Arnaud and his two “sons” were on the move again, booked on the maiden voyage of the passenger liner “of the century,” which departed from Southampton, England, on April 10, 1912, and would pick up passengers later that evening in Cherbourg, France, and push off ultimately for New York from Queenstown, Ireland, on the afternoon of the 11th.

    At 10:00 p.m. on the 10th, after a hectic two hours of boarding at Cherbourg and the bands-playing, confetti-flying steam away of the new passenger ship from the pier at Cherbourg, Arnaud called Henri to him.

    “Bertie is in the bar at the lounge, Henri. Kindly fetch him to my side, please.”

    “Bertie is not in the lounge, Monsieur,” Henri patiently replied.

    “I left him there myself.”

    “Bertie departed right after you left. He went with one of the ship’s officers to the crew’s quarters. I am quite sure that the ship’s officer is already fucking Bertie right now – and that Bertie is quite pleased that he is doing it.”

    “Henri!”

    “I’m sorry, Monsieur. I can’t take watching you being taken for a fool anymore. You must wake up to the fact that Bertie opens his legs for anyone who he fancies or who can provide him advantage.”

    Enraged, Arnaud unbuckled his belt and drew it out of his trousers and began beating Henri with it. Henri sank to the floor under the blows and cried out but did nothing to try to stay the hand of the man who had been his master from childhood. In the process Arnaud’s trousers fell off his legs and his rage turned into lust and he set upon Henri and fucked him hard and roughly on the floor of the slightly pitching ship.

    Finished, Arnaud fell back on one of the ship’s bunks and stared expectantly at the door of the cabin as he panted until his breathing became regular and, at length, he slept.

    Henri dragged himself up from the floor, moaning, and collapsed on the bunk opposite to Arnaud’s and kept vigil on Arnaud through the night. He didn’t bother to look at the cabin door, as he knew it wouldn’t open – or, if it did, Bertie would be full of spice and unapologetic. Henri also knew that whether or not Arnaud flew into a rage over this, it would be Henri, not Bertie, who would get the beating.

    Now, twenty-two years after Arnaud had first debauched him, Henri was ready to accept that nothing would change here. And suddenly he had no desire to go to America whatsoever. In the wee hours of the morning, as the ship docked in Queenstown for its short, last stop in the old world before sailing to the new world, Henri stood, took up his great coat and bag, and left the cabin.

    When Arnaud awoke, he was alone in the cabin. He staggered up and went in search of his “sons.” Bertie wasn’t hard to find. He was breakfasting at the captain’s table and was receiving close, jolly attention from more than one of the ship’s officers, who had their arms around Bertie’s shoulder and hands on his crotch. Bertie waved jauntily at Arnaud when their eyes met, but his eyes immediately slipped off to devour those of yet another hearty blond in pure whites who had a hand possessively on Bertie’s thigh.

    Arnaud rushed back to the cabin to see if there was any sort of clue where Henri might have gone. Seeing Henri’s bag and great coat gone, it dawned on Arnaud that Henri must have left the ship.

    “Well, all right, you ungrateful cur,” Arnaud muttered to the four walls of the cabin. “After all of these years, you desert me. Just see if I care.”

    But then he took another look at the two great coats hanging on the hook on the wall, and his eyes opened wide in fear and consternation. There was Bertie’s flamboyant one and there…there was the one slightly too small for Arnaud.

    Henri had taken his great coat by mistake. Or was it a mistake at all? All of those raw diamonds sewn into the seams of Arnaud’s great coat – by Henri himself. What were the chances that Henri had taken the wrong coat?

    Arnaud’s mind was screaming, “Thief!” His fortune was on the run.

    Instinctively, without a thought to any consequences, Arnaud ran out of the cabin, along the deck, and to the gangplank leading down to the Queenstown dock. Scrabbling down the gangway, he ran into the streets of Queenstown and started searching high and low through the pubs and hotel lobbies near the docks for Henri – and, more pointedly for his great coat.

    At a bit beyond 2:00 in the afternoon, Arnaud found Henri in a pub, drinking his third beer and trying to stitch his circumstances back together again.

    “Henri!” Arnaud cried out accusingly.

    “Monsieur Arnaud,” Henri said in surprise, clutching his coat about him. “Why have you sought me out? You have said I am nothing but bad luck and a nuisance for you. You have your Bertie and your new life in America. You must get back to the docks. Your ship will…”

    “My coat. You took my coat, thief,” Arnaud cried out. “The diamonds. You took the diamonds!”

    “Your coat? This is my…oh, Monsieur, you are right this is your coat. In my haste…I did not know.”

    Henri’s last statement came in a totally silent drinking room that, until Arnaud had cried out the word “diamonds,” had been filled with boisterous talk and raucous laughter.

    All eyes were turned to Arnaud and Henri, the interest of all was piqued, lips were wetted.

    And above all, floating out over the sounds of the street outside, was the great blast of the horn as the greatest passenger ship in the world, the Titanic, cleared the Queenstown harbor for its momentous maiden – and last – voyage to New York.

    Elsewhere in the world there was an old gypsy woman who stopped suddenly in the process of threading her needle, inclined her head at the knowledge that her fortune for Arnaud Van Briand had finely come to fruition, and then cackled a happy laugh and returned to her sewing.


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  • My Humiliation

    My Master is very fond of humiliation in our relationship. I have been his slave for several months, ever since we met online. He lives out in a small town, in a quiet neighborhood with houses spread apart by large lots of land. Master is a beast of a man, he is commanding with a toned and impressive body and a thick, meaty cock to match. He gets turned on by making me do humiliating tasks in order to earn the right to suck his dick or be fucked by his dick. These are some of the creative things he has me do:

    One night I receive the text to meet him at his house wearing normal clothes but to make sure I wear slip on shoes. I arrived on time, just as it was getting dark, and Master told me to get in his car, we were going for a ride. I got into the front passenger seat of his black SUV and he immediately told me to strip naked and put my clothes, except my underwear, in the back. I did what I was told as we drove to the outskirts of town. Master told me to give him my underwear, black Calvin Klein briefs, and I handed them to him, and I was told to put my shoes back on. I was so glad that no one had looked hard enough at Master’s car to see me, naked with an erection, but now I was confused as to what Master was going to do. We were driving fast down a somewhat populated neighborhood street with a little traffic when my Master rolled down the window and threw my briefs out the window then drove for a half mile. He stopped, turned off the car, and told me to retrieve my underwear in less than twenty minutes. My heart sank and I started to get anxious and nervous because there was a large probability I would be seen. I gathered my courage and opened the door, streaking out into the freezing night. After searching for a good fifteen minutes I thought I would never find my underwear, thinking: why did I wear black briefs? All of a sudden, headlights came from down the road as several cars were headed my way. I quickly hid behind the garbage cans of a house, waiting for the cars to pass. I started to grow nervous when the line of cars would not end! There was no way I was going to make my twenty minute deadline now! When the cars passed, I searched for another five minutes before finding them. Relieved, I put them on and ran back down the road to where Master parked. I almost threw up when I saw that his car was not there. I ran to the spot where it was just twenty minutes ago and found a note that said: “Slave, you have exceeded your time limit so I have parked somewhere within a one mile radius of this spot. Find me.” My heart sank again because I knew that if I didn’t follow his instructions Master wouldn’t fuck me for a week and I NEEDED his huge cock inside me. After thirty minutes of searching and some humiliating encounters with a group night time joggers and a car full of teenage high schoolers, I found Master’s SUV. When I got inside, Master said, “Good job boy, you have earned the right to be my slave for another week.” I was happy to see that his fly was open, and he let me suck his massive tool all the way back to his house where he roughly fucked me for hours.

    On a cold Friday night, Master made me earn my position at his feet when he drove me out to a country road. I had similar instructions from the underwear search night, but Master did not tell me to strip. Instead he told me that a group of ten or so teenage boys from the town drive out here to get high and drink beer, and that they always drive in off road vehicles with extra headlights. I didn’t understand the significance of this until he stopped on the side of the road to give me my instructions. Master told me, “You are to stand in front of my headlights and strip naked. You will wait there and when you see the boys do not cover yourself up. I have given them a message that you will be here, willing to give blowjobs to them. You are not to refuse anything they tell you to do and you must act like this is your car and I am not here. When they arrive they will ask you what you are doing here. You will respond: ‘I am a kinky cock-sucking slut’.” My heart skipped a beat when I realized that this was the most humiliating thing master had ever made me do. I knew that if I didn’t do what he said I would never see Master again, so I followed his instructions. I stood there, naked, illuminated by the headlights for twenty minutes until I saw the trucks racing down the dirt road. They slowed down when they saw the car and the front truck rolled down its window. A boy who looked to be about 18 stuck his head out the window and asked what I was doing. I responded just as Master told me to and the boys in the truck, it sounded like five, all started laughing. I was so humiliated as the two trucks pulled off the road and the group of boys stepped out. There was eight of them in total and my humiliation began when I heard the sound of flys zipping open as the horny teenage boys prepared for their fun. The boys milled around waiting for something to happen when the biggest one, probably the leader, stepped forward and pushed his dick in my face. I knew the only way I would get through this was to think that my Master wanted me to suck these dicks and that it would make him hot and horny so that he could fuck me later. I opened my mouth and gave the best blowjob I could. To my horror several of the boys got out cell phones and started videoing my performance. I decided to suck harder so I could get it over with, but I knew my night was no where near over as I glanced at the seven other boys slowly stroking their meat. The guy started yelling oh yeah’s and “I’m gonna cum” as he fucked my head rapidly. He shot his load in my mouth and told me to swallow. I obeyed. The next few guys were quickies with smaller dicks, but the fourth guy had a huge dick that choked me and he insisted that I had to swallow all of it. After he was done the first guy, who had been drinking the whole time, decided it would be funny if he made me drink his piss. I reluctantly opened my mouth as he pissed in it with terrible aim, getting the warm liquid everywhere. The other boys got their blowjobs and following the example of their leader pissed down my throat after every cum shot. Luckily none of the boys were brave enough to try fucking my ass and thankfully they decided they were done with me. They got their stuff together and drove off yelling back at me things like “hey slut, thanks for the blowjobs” and “I can’t wait to show this video to…” The last one scared me because not only was the video of me going to be shown to someone, but I had no idea who or how many people were going to watch it. Then, Master rolled down the window and yelled for me to get inside. He told me I did a good job and I made him proud, and he drove me to his house where he fucked me with such passion I happily thought the night would never end.

  • The new year’s eve party

    As a young man I had no problem accepting the fact that I loved being with other guys.

    My name is Ken Breighton, I had been raised in a Military family and when I was nine Dad was transferred to The U.K.where we were stationed on a base in Yorkshire, England.

    Dad and Mom had gotten a three bedroom place outside the base and things were quite nice, it was there in Jolly ole England that I lost my male virginity at a very young age.

    I never gave thought to it being under-aged sex, but I had met this young man who’s parents were teachers at the local school.

    I attended the local school and made several friends.

    I finally turned sixteen, when I made friends with this older kid named Michael White, he was an odd kid, in that he loved to dress different and had these ear-rings and a seashell necklace

    Michael was eighteen, nicely built, sorta tall, and had his hair dark roots, with those spiked blonde tips, but there was something about Michael, that I was attracted to.

    Mom and Dad was having to go over to London for some military sort of business, I didn’t know just what that was all about, and I talked them into letting me have Michael over for a sleep-over.

    They had no problems with his sleeping over,but no alcohol, or wild parties.

    Little did I know the party that was in store for me that night, one that would change my life forever.

    Michael rode up on his bicycle, and came into the house as Mom and Dad was leaving, they gave their instructions, and we smiled and agreed.

    We watched as they drove out of sight and Michael smiled and said, “Hey man, I got these adult videos for us to watch, I hope you like them,”

    “I Don’t know man, never watched one before.” I said.

    “Well I know you will like them.”

    We had some soda’s and some food to eat, and went to the local arcade and played some games, and the whole time we were there Michael kept rubbing around on my shoulders, squeezing my arms and just petting around on me, Shit man, I was eating that up like crazy, I loved the attention I was getting from Michael.

    We were playing a pin-ball machine when Michael leaned over and told me how nice my ass looked in the shorts I was wearing, I really loved that one.

    I was beginning to feel an attraction to Michael that I had never felt toward anyone before.

    Michael and I left the arcade and went on home.

    We ate some supper of fish and chips, which I love and drank some coke.

    Finally went into the living room and Michael put on a video that he had brought, it was one erotic and sexually stimulating video.

    Within minutes Michael reached over smiled as he looked into my eyes and reached down and my shorts were tented like a flagpole was in them.

    Now I had already matured into a well hung young man at sixteen I had already grown in the cock department to a little over seven inches.

    Michael reached down and wrapped his hand around the tent and gave my cock a gentle squeeze, sending sensations and excitement through my young body.

    “Wow Ken, this is nice, damn dude your really big for your age.” he said.

    I looked down and I watched as he flexed his cock and his shorts rose up long and thick from his boner.

    “Holy Shit, man is that for real?” I asked.

    “Why don’t you feel it and find out for your self.” Michael said.

    I had never given thought to the fact that Michael would possible be that big, “How big it that thing?” I asked’

    “Almost ten inches!” Michael said.

    “No shit man, that’s huge.”I Said.

    “Well you can pull it out and see for yourself, If you’d like.” he said.

    I slid my hand under the elastic of his shorts and wrapped my hand around a really thick, hunk of cock, My hand almost didn’t reach around it.

    I thought I would swallow my tongue.

    I had seen a few big cock’s before in school but this was phenomenal.

    I began pulling Michael’s shorts down and out flopped this huge, thick, cock with that British foreskin still attached, and from being from America I had not see that very much, except on my father.

    I was mesmerized with his thick cock and that foreskin, I reached up and began playing with the foreskin. His cock tightened up and swelled out, and I saw these huge oval balls tighten up in the sack beneath his cock. and that dark bush and his hairy legs.

    “Hey man that feels so fucking awesome mate, lets go up to bed and enjoy ourselves.” he said.

    We both, sporting thick boners jumped up and took the video up to my room, popped the video back in and stripped naked and crawled on the bed, I was enjoying the video when Michael smiled and said. “Try this on for size, Ken,” then leaned over and took the first four or five inched of my boner into his mouth and began to work it over with his tongue and mouth.

    Talk about a phenomenal feeling, I wanted to take off, but all I could do was gasp, moan, and thrust upward into Michael’s mouth and enjoy the blow-job.

    At first I thought Michael would just suck my cock for a few minutes and that would be it, but the longer he sucked and licked and stroked my boner the more I didn’t want it to stop, it was fantastic.

    I felt the feeling coming on, my balls were beginning to tingle, and the hardness of my cock had increased, it was like a piece of flint, and my nuts had drawn up tight into my body, and my muscles were set like concrete as Michael just kept up the sucking and stroking my shaft, I was breathing fast and furious, I felt my body doing a fucking motion and that’s when I felt the final feeling, I could feel the cum boiling up in my groin and my asshole started spasming, and I felt the cum shooting through the tube of my cock and out into Michael’s mouth, it was incredible, like nothing I had never felt before.

    As my cock deflated and did those final little after jerks, I lay there in limbo, taking in what had just happened, and I knew then I wanted to enjoy this over and over

    Michael swiped his mouth with the back of his hand, “That was fucking awesome mate, you pack quite a load there mate.” he said.

    It was so Immense a climax I couldn’t speak for a few minutes.

    I looked over and Michael’s cock was still standing straight upward and it’s foreskin was slid back and the reddish blue head was swollen and shiny, and I knew there was only one thing left for me to do.

    I had never up to this time ever had a cock in my mouth before, I had thought about it but never done it.

    I leaned over and licked on the tip, there was a little bit of this crystal clear liquid had formed on the tip and It had a lightly salty, sweet flavor and I like it so I licked it off and then began to lick on the head of Michael’s cock, Michael just said, “Fuck Yeah Ken, that’s what I like, suck it, yeah man go ahead.”

    I felt so good I took about six inches of Michael’s cock into my throat and he began to face fuck me, I loved being used by Michael as he fucked my mouth I felt his thick cock slide down my throat and I loved it.

    I had sucked and licked and gotten my mouth fucked for about ten minutes and was really loving this when I felt his body go rigid and the shoved his cock to the balls and almost choked me and I felt his cock flexing and jerking in my mouth as his cock expelled a huge load of musty, salty, tasting cum into my mouth, I just stood my ground and held back the gag reflex and swallowed his load.

    I felt like a million bucks having just sucked Michael’s cock.and taking his load.

    Michael and I lay there and fell into a deep sleep, both naked and holding onto each other.

    At first light of day, I awoke feeling like a new person, my morning wood standing tall and proud, happy that it had gotten the attention that it so richly deserved.

    I looked over at Michael, still asleep and noticing his gorgeous ass which for the first time looked so awesome, some how it was beautiful, hairy enough that the crack of his ass looked like a girls snatch and just as hot and erotic, I leaned over and took a whiff, and the aroma almost made me cum, I began to lick his ass crack and in a few minutes I heard him moaning and I spread his ass cheeks and looked into the crevice at the most gorgeous sight I had seen, so sexy, and stimulating, my cock was like concrete and before you know it I had taken a finger and began to wet it with saliva and had slipped my middle finger to the center knuckle deep in Michael’s asshole, then I took it and licked it off, god I was turned on.

    Michael looked around and said, “Would you like to fuck me, I love to get fucked.”

    Without even answering I was slicking up my cock with saliva and shoving three fingers into Michael’s asshole.

    I raised and my cock head found the target and I slipped my first three inches of cock into his hot, tight hole, Michael grunted and moaned his approval as I began to fuck for the first time in my life, it was like nothing I had ever felt before, and after we were going at it a few minutes, Michael and I were fucking like breading horses.

    Michael rolled over while I was still inside his anal orafice, and pulled his legs up over my shoulder’s and I put my elbows under his knees and we began to make love like a married couple, it was phenomenal, when I finally shot my load I was at the point of screaming as Michael shot a load up on his stomach without even touching his cock.

    Michael and I just lay there still connected until my cock softened and sorta slipped out of his asshole.

    We showered and went on our way that day and every time we got the opportunity we would make out and have unbridled passionate sex.

    Then came that sad day, my father got transferred back to the states and Michael cried as we said our “goodbyes” but we stayed in touch and he plans to visit us here in the Dallas-Fort Worth area.

    Well I went to business college and got my degree and went to work for this fantastic Company, my office was on the tenth floor of this High Rise Business Building, I was a CPA doing accounting.

    Well it was my fourth year in the company and we were set for the new Year’s eve party the next week end.

    Everyone was invited to bring a friend or a wife, or husband whatever the case may be.

    I was in that state I called limbo, no one person in my life and it was getting to that point, I needed me a man.

    I was so much in a Horny state that even old geezers were beginning to look good to me.

    I decided to go alone to the party and went, I was just standing around talking to the other guys there from the office, most with their females or wives, you know just doing the chit-chat thing.

    There were a couple of these married guys I would have hit the sack with in a New York minute, I had seen a few of their cocks at the urinals in the office, and would have dropped and sucked them dry if given the chance.

    Well it was getting a little boring and then In walked Mario.

    Mario was a Latino who was the head man in the mail room.

    Oh yeah I had seen Mario many, many times, and ogled his dark Latino looks, he was one hot dude, and had thick muscular arms, trim waist, and looked so hot in everything he wore he was truly a dream.

    I watched as Mario walked over to me and said his usual “Hey Ken,how’s it hanging?”

    Without even thinking I gave a response, “Hey Mario, it ain’t hanging it’s stiff and sticking straight out.” I said.

    “Mario just smiled as he held up his beer in a toast jesture,.

    “well my friend, that can….. be fixed you know?”

    he said.

    “Yeah but I don’t have a girlfriend.” I said.

    “Fuck man, neither do I but I don’t let that stop me from having a good time.” Mario said.

    I wasn’t sure of what I was hearing.

    “Sorry man, I don’t get your drift.” I said.

    “Well you see, I am one of those guys that can make it with a gal or a dude, and I have been wondering what it would be like to get it on with you. Are you interested, I could sure use some sex man.” “But I don’t mean to set you off with

    that.” He said.

    “Not at all man, so you want to go to my apartment and get it on then?” I ask.

    “Mario looked up and just said, “Lead the way man. by the way man, you have one hot ass, do you know that?”

    “Well I just hope you can handle it, It loves to feel a man working on it.” I responded.

    Mario just looked up and smiled.

    We got to the Apartment and we both began undressing each other, and I got Mario down to his boxer briefs and noticed a log laying to the side almost hard already, Mario was up and ready to breed.

    I took him to the bedroom and we crawled up on the bed, and I looked up and down Mario’s body and was mesmerized at his gorgeous body, tight, no fat, muscular abs, thick chest and another beautiful uncut Latino cock to enjoy, I was in heaven.

    I leaned over and sucked that beautiful uncut bronzed beauty to the thich balls at its base and I was in heaven.

    “Awh Fuck man! Holy mother of god.” he said.

    As I started giving Mario the mother of all blow-jobs. and his body was responding by shoving his cock upward toward my mouth.

    I was shocked to see his reaction and how short his fuze was, “Oh Shit man, I’m gonna fucking cum, I’m gonna CUUUUUUUM,” and cum he did, shit man it only took five minutes and he was filling my mouth with his Latino seed, which I gulped down like an after dinner drink.

    Mario lay there in sheer exhaustion. I just watched him breathing like he had just climb Mt. Everest.

    We lay there him gaining his strength and me stroking a raging boner.

    Finally he just stared at me,,, “Fuck Gringo, no body has ever made me cum that fast before, your awesome.” he said.

    About five minutes after he gained his composure I felt that thick hose of his sliding up my asshole and He rode me like a bucking bronco, his cock felt phenomenal and I was needing it badly.

    Well needless to say we had sex till the light of the New Year came shining through the morning.

    clouds.

    Mario and I went out for a New Years day brunch and had a wonderful day together and that day is still going on to this day, and we still work together at the office and he’s still my favorite mail room clerk, actually he’s my full time boyfriend and Michael is coming next month, maybe I’ll write about what happens when he get’s here I know he will love Mario, he already know’s about him and can’t wait to “Meet” him or maybe it’s “Meat” him. whatever.

    Ciao my friends and “Happy New Year.”


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  • Learning

    Waking up with the sun shining in the window I felt reborn. Working 60 hours a week, getting exercise and sun, not having sex because I was told to, and Bailey sleeping next to me. I couldn’t resist giving his morning hard one attention and took it into my mouth. He woke up, smiled and let me work his load out. He tasted wonderful.

    We went to breakfast and talked about how we really needed to learn to cook. We did eat well overall, but our cooking skills were pathetic. It was decided we would need to either take a class or watch cooking shows. The idea of sitting inside when the weather was amazing didn’t work for us so we went home to search for basic healthy eating cooking classes on line.

    Logging in to the computer I noticed I had email so I opened it. My blog had received some traffic! As quickly as I could type and the computer could load I got on the blog to see what had happened. Over two hundred visits since I last posted to it! Apparently the pictures were the key. Someone must have done a search and one of the pictures came up. This person clicked to follow my blog and posted on his blog that he had found it. Of course I had to check out his blog and it turned out to be completely focused on naked men, men having sex and porn stars.

    I was excited to have the traffic and that people were now following. It was tempting to just sit on the site and watch for activity but it was so nice out I couldn’t waste a day inside. We did our own search and found a co-op not too far away that was offering a three-week, once a week course on healthy cooking. Off we went to find the co-op and sign up. It was difficult to contain my excitement, “Bailey! This is what normal people do, go to the co-op, take cooking classes, spend the day with their boyfriend just hanging out!” I was really happy.

    Walking into the co-op was a new experience for me. I felt lost and a little obvious. The woman who signed us up for the class was nice and gave no indication she had any idea who we were. I really liked the idea of not being noticed as a gay porn star. I will admit there were some hot guys at the co-op, it was easy to check them out, I may have quit the sex trade but I still had an eye for a hot stud.

    The rest of the weekend was on the boring side in terms of wild and crazy sex. We fucked but only each other. We did hit the gym and went running, cleaned the apartment and enjoyed a weekend to ourselves.

    Kevin hired us on for the season and we were thrilled to have work. It wasn’t really about the money, we had a lot of it in cash, but it was just working a real job, that paid with a check, took out taxes. The guys we worked with were good guys and our past never came up. We didn’t hide being a couple and living together. Bailey was going to school for finance, he wanted to get into money management. His smarts in that area was helpful since so much of the money came in illegally.

    I worked on the blog. Twice a week I would add another post. Our traffic increased, our followers increased. The incoming email was a surprise. I had expected response but wasn’t sure what the content would be. There were a few guys who begged me to go back to the porn business, they asked for another video. Some guys were happy to see that I was ok and had quit rather than dying or being arrested. My focus continued on my life after the porn biz. I would comment on work, shopping, exercising, the cooking lessons and how that was working. Pictures were posted but they were of Bailey and I doing normal things. Granted we spent a lot of the time at home naked so we did have to make sure the pictures had us in at least underwear.

    One surprise during the summer was how not once while at work did someone comment on my past. All the clients had been gay, some single, some couples. One guy spent most of the time we worked on his yard watching us. How could you blame him? Five hot shirtless men working up a sweat in your back yard, I would be watching too! But that was it. I didn’t mind being watched. I worked hard to maintain my looks and was blessed with great genes, so why not show off? The only difference was my cock stayed covered now.

    Once classes started we had to stop the work. Kevin was pleased and asked if we would be interested in returning the next season. Not only were we interested, I had decided to go into sustainable landscaping, I wanted to be a landscape architect. We talked about my decision in detail and Kevin helped me figure out what area I was interested in and gave me a ton of information. I met up with a professor at the university to discuss my coursework and officially declared my major. I was actually on track to a positive future.

    There was still one thing I felt needed to be done. I called Brenn. He was surprised to hear from me. I kept it short and asked if we could meet for dinner. That evening we met and the hug we had was really pretty powerful. He looked great, just as I remembered him looking. It hadn’t been that long a time since I last saw him but it felt like ages.

    We talked for three hours; I went over my venture into porn. He had followed it just to see what the hell I was doing. He was to say the least pleased I had quit. It felt so good to see him and talk with him again. I had dropped contact as the porn work grew; I was embarrassed and knew he wasn’t too happy I was taking that route. To be sitting across from him, healthy and alive and relatively unscarred was a comfort to him and a relief for me. Returning home I felt like I had come full circle, now to move forward.

    To my own surprise I graduated in four years. Bailey and I were still together, I was still working for Kevin along with the other opportunities that came along in my field. Bailey had graduated a year earlier and landed a job as a financial planner. The porn past didn’t go away. Bailey found out the hard way when he was turned down for several positions due to easily found online videos. Thankfully he found an office owned and operated by a gay man who understood that Bailey made a few decisions that were not so wise, but being out of that business, having no criminal background and smart, he gave Bailey a chance. In my opinion it never hurts to have a very good looking man with a great body working for you, straight or gay, it does bring in customers. Bailey kept things professional, his boss never brought it up, never hit on him and it appeared that things were on track for him.

    Kevin was very understanding when I told him I was moving on to a different company. He knew he ran a small shop and my talent and degree would not be challenged. Besides, Kevin wanted to be the star and boss. He was supportive enough to introduce me to a man who worked in a large landscaping company. Once again it was a gay man who helped me. He didn’t want sex; he just wanted to help another young gay man move forward. It didn’t happen over night, but in the end I landed the job as soon as I graduated.

    The blog had taken off. It changed a bit, evolved, focusing more on the life of a young gay couple as they take their journey through college into the working world. The posts were often about eating well, cooking, diet, exercising, our relationship and balancing the have to do with the want to do. I wrote about classes, tests, and projects. Bailey allowed me to include his progress, after he read it first. Actually he would read everything before it went live. There was still a part of me that liked to show off, I was an extrovert, I was proud of my body, I worked hard to keep it looking great, so I did enjoy posting pictures of me, never nude, but often shirtless. The truth was I was often shirtless, and at home often in underwear, or less.

    The number of followers grew weekly. Those who asked to link to my blog or be affiliated had to be outside the porn industry. Even so I had a great deal of support from the gay community, maybe because I was not promoting porn. Emails would come in from young guys who were thinking of getting into porn, or escorting asking for advice. Other guys asked about getting out of it. I admitted and repeatedly noted I was not educated or trained or licensed to give advice on anything other than landscaping, I still received plenty of inquires. I did my best to be honest and provide an experienced opinion in adult entertainment.

    There were a number of interviews and stories written about my blog and experience. It was a good thing I worked for a company that was supportive of gay and lesbian employees. I never mentioned who I worked for, but I used my real name, just the first name, and there were enough bits and pieces that people could figure it out sometimes. In a small way I had a following as a young man who went down the path of the sex trade, yet managed to turn his life around. I never did drugs and rarely drank, even after quitting; I just didn’t think it was healthy.

    My blog and stance on living a positive life as a gay man, still having fun, having sex, but living and loving and working and dealing with life on a daily basis earned a lot of respect. At times I felt like I had two careers, landscaping and advocate. Bailey was supportive and still very much in love with me, which was a really good thing since I was still crazy about him.

    Here I was, twenty-two, in love with a beautiful, caring man, employed, and happy to be alive. I didn’t regret my past, the sex was hot and I enjoyed it. I would meet up with Brenn and his friends, just to hang out, not have sex and I was happy to still consider Brenn my mentor. When I think about how terribly wrong things could have gone I am thankful they didn’t. That first day I saw Brenn and I first jerked off thinking about him was not that long ago. Much had happened that I had no idea could happen. Now I am very happy and content with my life. Who knows what the future will bring?

    Author’s note:

    Thank you for reading my story of Mick. I hope you enjoyed his journey and sexual escapades. Remember that this is fiction. Unprotected sex is dangerous, and prostitution is illegal. The fantasy and the reality are not the same thing. Comments are always welcome.


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  • My 5 year struggle

    I’ve been known to not be so lucky in relationships, but I never in my life planned for all this to go down the way it did.

    Here’s my story…

    When I was 17 I was heavy into dating again and I had just started dating this girl named Shade, which had a very huge ass I might add. She basically fell for me after our first sexual encounter altho I wasn’t soo wasn’t known to be so sexual…u see back then I was type heavy weighing around 217ibs. I was pretty much a cute chubby popular boy in school, it was a great feeling to have someone in my arms again. There was only one issue with me..I craved to be taken by a man..most likely my biggest crush I have ever had since I was 17. His name was David and for some strange reason I knew he had a thing for me, but I deared not act on it ..knowing I might as well throw myself out to a pack of wolves..I just stayed to myself with my thoughts and mostly asked questions about him, hoping not to turn a awkward eye back at me. The more and more I craved David the more and more I wanted to finally let loose and explore that yearning for something more than just a virgina. I wanted a sweaty dick :-).

    At that time there was this chat site on mobile phones called atomic dove, a chat I grew to learn more about gay boys my age and how to persue it ..being as tho I’ve never been with another boy before. I’ve met several characters I may call them, some phony in ways and some just wanting sex. Now at the time I was grieving a lost in my family and I was really looking for love..but the kind I can’t get from a female..I wanted male companionship. So I wasn’t in the mood for games I wanted real and I wanted it bad. Then as if it was meant to be ..I saw superx555 and I thought wow that’s such a corny name, so I decided to write..HEY!!.

    Just like opening a can of worms and not realizing u felt something squirming inside, I knew I felt danger but I also knew I felt oppurtunity. We talked and we talked for days and nights and months..I mean we talked like we were meant to be, getting to know each others likes and dislikes..he even liked the way I spoke in a very smooth low tone that would turn him on. I was falling in love with a boy I met online. Yes I’ve seen his pictures, but never in person. We always planned on how it would be when we met for the first time. I was a virgin and he was a virgin it just fits so lovely..or so I thought….

    I started a new diet. NO BEEF. NO PORK…I started to excercise everyday, knowing that my parents wasn’t much on the skinny side..I figured it would be a struggle so I struggled for two months until I reached 180ibs and just so happened to stay there. So it was finally happening I was getting to meet the man of my dreams, but nothing is as simple as they may seem u see he had a secret.

    …for the life of me I can’t understand how anyone would post personal things about themselves entering a relationship if u knew u was lying the whole time. Yes I found out he had a girlfriend, but wat I learned was that it was short lives and nothing serious and just a cover up to hide his true self…I thought to myself..hmmm hide from what if this is your first time..but again I was too in love. He broke it off with her as soon as I found out and we met the very next day.

    It was like a dream come true we was tall, slim but muscular because he was on the track team at his school and he smelled soo good from his cologne I grew to love called “cool water”. We would meet almost everyday in the freezing cold of decembers weather in the park on my side of town…we would kiss and kiss and fondle and kiss somemore..we would share stories until it was late, we both had school at the time we were both 18 by that time and both senoirs.

    He finally invited me to his house altho he lived with his mom and younger brother, no one knew about us. So it kinda brought that high attentions up so we won’t get caught in the act. My first time at his house ended up being my first time wit a boy.

    We was home alone and we was taking pictures all night as he always like to do, and he thought hey how about I sit down on top of the dresser while you play with my thing…I guess he meant dick cause I was already over there in two seconds with his dick in my hands closing in on it with my mouth. I couldn’t believe I was finally about to do it..I leaned in and a musky smell from his mid section flew up my nose, knowing he had been at track practice earlier and hadn’t showered because I told him I have a thing for sweaty athletes. I began to put my hot mouth around it and all I heard was …ahhhhh damn baby..he grabbed the back of my head and shoved it in deeper. Altho this was my first time giving head I was taking it like a pro.. slobbering down on his dick..up and down. I then grabbed it attempting to jerk his wet tool that I was wide eyed about..thought about how big it was, around 9 inches and curved alil made my mind go crazy…he was a stallion. He then grabbed me and pushed me on the bed..the nervousness made me think twice before I even expected it his tongue was in my ass. I didn’t realize my legs was up because of all the excitement I just felt his long wet tongue licking and flicking my asshole as if it was the best thing he ever tasted. I let out soft moans inbetween gasps of air…I couldn’t take it anymore I needed him inside me. I wanted his balls to slap against my ass, I wanted him at that very moment.

    He asked me was I ready to take daddy dick..that just turned me on even more. I said daddy??…well can daddy work it like I’m his bitch!!..he just went crazy he grabbed the lube and started pouring it into his hand as he played with his dick I took some and played with my ass in front of him..letting him kno I was ready..but something seemed weird about him..he was too comfortable. He knew what he was doing and that made me wonder…my thought was diminished once he shoved not stuck but shoved all 9 inches in me..and I let out the most horrific scream until he grabben my mouth…he said shhh this will all be over in a few seconds..as he held my hips in place he moved his hips around in a circular motion. The pain slowly becam my pleasure as I felt something I never knew a boy could feel through his ass..every stroke and every slap against my ass had me going insane…I couldn’t believe it felt so good..and I screamed out daddy!!..what the hell was I missing…ahhhhh..uuhhhhh…fuck me daddy..fuck me harder..I wanna feel every inch in me…he said in a very staggering tone…I’m cumin inside u, I said yes daddy please fuck me…after a few moment I felt the most warmest shot of liquid penetrate my walls as his body shook and collapse on me…I feel down in a sweat..and had to recover for our next session..because I knew we had to speak.

    Look for part two coming soon.

  • Duke and Quinn

    AUTHOR’S NOTE: this will be the last chapter of Duke and Quinn’s love story. Thank you to everyone who’s been there for me (and them) since day 1. I love and appreciate the fandom and feedback I get from the amazing readers


    ‘By the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and husband. You may now kiss each other’.

    I looked up at my now-husband. He looked at me. We both leaned in and embraced each other like never before. We briefly kissed before letting each other go while we stared at each other in awe, realising that that was our first kiss as a married couple.

    Our guests in attendance all stood up and erupted in applause as Duke took my hand and we turned to face them together. The faces of people I loved greeted me and the faces of people I did not know but I knew I would grow to love greeted me also. Duke let go of my hand and put his arm around me and held me close to him as we waved at our guests, still in shock that we were married.

    In the crowd, I spotted Maria and gasped but I saw that she was grinning and clapping for us; our eyes locked and she winked at me. I winked back and mouthed ‘thank you’ to her while my husband and I walked down the aisle together.

    Flowers and other condiments were thrown on us as we made our way out of the building and to our limo with our tacky “Just Married” sign on the back. I hugged all my family members and my new family members and finally, Duke and I disappeared into the limo and shut the door behind us.

    I collapsed into Duke’s arms and he sighed.

    ‘That was the longest tunnel of my life,’ he said with a chuckle.

    ‘Duke,’ I said, cutting his laugh off, ‘we’re married. Like, rings and shit married. Like, together forever married.’

    ‘We sure are. Why do you seem so surprised?’

    ‘I don’t know, it’s just going to take a bit of getting used to,’ I said.

    ‘Well I’d hope you’d get used to it, otherwise I’d be a bit worried.’

    ‘Oh shutup Duke, you know I love you more than anything.’

    Duke smiled and reached over to a bottle of wine and grabbed two glasses for the both of us.

    ‘Would you care for some wine, Mr. Halliwell-Erving?’

    ‘Why, yes I would love some, Mr. Erving.’

    Although I was content on taking Duke’s last name, he didn’t want me to lose mine in our marriage so we compromised on hyphenating it, even though it was a bit of a mouthful for my liking.

    Duke poured me some, kissed me sweetly on the forehead and we dinged our glasses together and took a sip. We were headed to a reserved location to take some wedding pictures of just us two and then we were to meet everyone at our wedding reception.

    Our photography session was more fun than it was romantic and lovey-dovey; most of our shots consisted of playful fun shots as opposed to typical holding hands and kissing on the forehead shots and that was the way I wanted it.

    We finally made our way to the wedding reception and were introduced as an officially married couple as we made our way in followed by our wedding party. We sat at the wedding party table and I was still overwhelmed with an array of different emotions; I still couldn’t believe that we were married.

    It was my turn to give a speech and I was even more nervous than before; I hadn’t written anything but I thought I would be mentally prepared for this and I was horrified to know that everything I had rehearsed in my head had completely disappeared.

    ‘First of all, I would like to thank everyone for coming out tonight and celebrating with us. I don’t know if you know how Duke and I met, it’s actually a funny story. Sophia’s car had broken down and we pulled over on the side of the road and I decided to take the time to get some sun on the roof. And then I met Duke.’ I was beginning to tear up, being the emotional wreck I was, but I willed myself to keep going. ‘He started joking around with me and soon we had exchanged numbers. Duke was very upfront about wanting to see me so we started having regular dates and it was a bit early on in the relationship when I knew that he was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I’ve never met someone so selfless, caring, kind and generous. Duke is the most perfect man for me. But above being a couple, Duke and I are friends. We are the greatest tag-team ever. He’s the brains and the braun and I’m the beauty. I’m the cook and he’s the eater. We share everything with each other and that is why I know that Duke and I are going to last forever.’

    Everyone erupted in applause as I turned to face my husband who looked as if he was overwhelmed with joy; he got up out of his seat, dramatically ran over to me and took me in his arms, swinging me around in the air. I pressed my lips against his and patted him on the butt, telling him that it was his turn to give his speech.

    ‘My Quinn, never one to shy away from telling the truth. Like he said, I want to thank everyone for celebrating this joyous moment with us. I beg to disagree, however; I’d say Quinn is the brains and the beauty of the couple and I only supply the guns. Quinn is intelligent, beautiful, kind and brutally honest at times. Our somewhat opposite personalities balance each other out to the point that we are perfect together. When I first met Quinn, I knew I had to have him. And then I got to know him and I was amazed at how truly beautiful his personality was. I love Quinn and I’m not afraid to admit it.’

    The rest of the night was an amazing blur. Our first dance. Cutting of the cake. Everything was too great for words. And finally, Duke and I found ourselves back at our hotel which was decorated in rose petals that was left by Sophia and Phoebe.

    We climbed into bed with each other, too exhausted to do anything but cuddle and sleep. Duke got behind me and had his arms around me like usual, but this time it was different because we were married.

    ‘This is the best day of my life so far and for the rest of my life,’ I whispered.

    ‘Without a doubt,’ added Duke.

    He kissed me lightly on my neck and I felt his breath caress the hairs on my neck.

    ‘I love you, Quinn Halliwell-Erving,’ he whispered.

    ‘I love you more than anything, Duke Erving.’


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  • Watching Him Back

    He doesn’t know I’ve been watching him back.
    I feel badly about it most days; I watch him get shoved out of the way, I watch his books get smacked out of his hand, and I watch his underwear get pulled so far out of his pants it’s a wonder the fabric doesn’t rip. Part of me wants to interfere and consequences be damned, but the other part of me gets irritated. Why does he have to be such a pushover? It’s not as though he’s the only guy to ever be bullied.
    The guys pick on him because they can tell they’re not safe around him. They call him “faggy” and “queer” because of the feel of his dark eyes on their bodies. They don’t realize that it’s the truth. They certainly don’t understand that his slender waist, narrow shoulders, long silky hair and wide hips belong to a predator of men. All they know is that they’re uncomfortable under his penetrating gaze. Some of them probably feel the seduction of it like I do, though they may not realize it yet.
    His name is Crispin, poor guy. Because he’s a pussy he’ll never be able to go by anything but his full name, likely with some variation of “cocksucker” attached, just for the consonance. I think his name is cute, but it won’t really work for him until college at least. It’s fine, though, only half a year more of torture for him until he can play the phoenix. I was going to just leave him alone, honestly. I don’t plan on coming out until after high school, when my parents have already paid for at least one year of college. It wouldn’t be fair to the poor guy if I fucked him and then refused to acknowledge him at school. According to all the gay indie films I watch online, that can lead to suicide. Sure, movies aren’t always a good reference for reality, but I don’t want to risk it.
    Those good intentions fly out the window, though, when I’m presented with an opportunity like this. Crispin Vieira is masturbating in the shower. He must have gotten detention somehow, and chose the early morning run over study hall. This was surprising considering that he abstains from sports and usually walks with the lazy girls during P.E. All I needed was to grab my extra deodorant from my locker.
    Whatever. Crispin’s here. I’m here. There’s no one else around at this hour, he’s in the shower and can’t hear me, and he’s jacking off furiously. He didn’t bother to pull the curtain, so I watch as his head falls back under the shower spray, body shaking with the momentum of his hand on his prick. For a moment I can’t move. His long hair is pulled over his shoulder, giving me an unadulterated view. The water pours over his body in rivulets, tracing the contours of his shoulders, the muscles of his back, down to his buttocks. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen him completely naked since he’s so careful during P.E. I’m surprised…I thought he would be softer, but his ass is so toned it’s like it was poured into a mold. It clenches repeatedly as Crispin fucks his hand in such a beautiful rhythm that I briefly wish I could freeze time.
    I undress as quietly as possible. Crispin won’t resist me unless he thinks I’m just messing with him. Until now he’s likely been wondering if all those times I caught him staring at my dick in the locker room, if he had just imagined my cock swelling (he hadn’t). Call me a narcissist, but I know I’m a fantasy to him. He and the rest of the world think I’m straight, and Crispin probably thinks that those looks I give him are just a manifestation of his sexual frustration.
    Probably I should have warned him before stepping into the shower. Crispin jumps when I pull the curtain shut. He covers his crotch with both hands and turns only his head to look at me. He’s too shocked, too scared to move when I press myself to his back and wrap my arms around him. I don’t want him to wilt or think that this is just some sort of gay chicken, so I press my lips under his right ear.
    “Go ahead and finish,” I whisper, and skim my fingertips up to his nipples. “I want to see you come.”
    “Oh god,” Crispin inhales in disbelief, but his right hand goes back to work.
    I suck gently on his smooth neck, flicking the hard nubs on his chest. Through the water running into my eyes I watch the purplish helmet of his cock disappear and reappear in his fist. He won’t last much longer. What will Crispin’s cum be like? Thin watery fluid that sprays fiercely from the tip? Pearly ropes that leave streaks on his abdomen? Or even the thicker stuff that oozes from the slit, over the hand to drop in globules? I realize that I’m humping his ass, running my dick between his buttocks to the small of his back.
    I pinch his nipples. “Are you close?” Crispin just nods in response, his hand flying furiously over his wet cock. “Let me see you shoot.”
    “Okay,” he gasps in a strangled voice. His head falls back on my shoulder and he reaches behind with his free hand and pulls my ass against him. That is fucking hot.
    When he does come it’s completely silent. Crispin doesn’t gasp, doesn’t groan; I’m not even sure that he breathes. He curls into a question mark, grabs my thigh so hard it hurts, and his abs clench into perfect ridges. And I, unable to resist, touch him, press my first two fingers against the slit just in time to feel the warm cum spurting against my fingertips. It’s thicker than mine usually is; it clings for a moment before sliding down his cock to be washed away. It’s one of the most erotic things I’ve ever seen, to watch Crispin ejaculate into my hand.
    “Oh my fucking god,” Crispin finally exhales. “Oh my god.”
    “Put your hands on the wall,” I tell him, desperate to come.
    He does. “Don’t fuck me yet,” he says softly, like he’s afraid I’d just walk away. “I’m not ready.”
    “I won’t.”
    He’s so small that I can rest my balls on his ass. I keep one hand on his chest as I bend over him and jack off. It only takes a few strokes before I’m coming, too, all over his tight back, shooting so far some of it gets in his hair.
    “Oh, fuck,” is all I can say. “Fuck.”
    Crispin turns around, his dark eyes wide and wary. “Why…”
    “If you want to talk about this, email me or meet me in the library during lunch or something,” I interrupt, breathing heavily. “But know that I’m probably going to start sexually harassing you.”
    Crispin’s black eyebrows furrow, then he laughs, showing dazzling straight teeth. “Get it line, jerk.” He steps under the spray and shoves past me.
    I think I’m in love.
    He doesn’t email me before 4th period but I go to the library anyway, slipping away from my usual crowd before it can even form. I’m neither the ringleader nor the clown, so no one will come looking for me. I’m sitting in the farthest corner next to the math reference books, pretending to read a history of the early great mathematicians.
    “Aaron,” I hear a whisper. “Aaron?”
    “Here,” I respond in library voice. Crispin rounds the corner with a stack of books in his arms. “Project?”
    “This is our cover,” he informs me, and drops them on the table between us. I push them to the side and indicate the seat across from me. Crispin sits down, clearly nervous, but with a bravado that tell me he may have me figured out. His hair is pulled into its customary high ponytail, exposing the shaved sides. He’s back in his weird pants, the kind whose crotch is so low that Crispin looks like he’s wearing a diaper. Jay’s girlfriend once said he dresses like every member in a Korean boy band. It didn’t sound like a compliment. At least he’s not wearing fucking capri pants today.
    “So.” I say.
    “So you really are queer,” he says seriously.
    “Uh, yep.”
    “And you’ve been into me this whole damn time.” His dark eyes are boring into me.
    I look down at some artists’ rendering of Pythagoras. “Uh-huh.”
    “Jesus, Aaron,” he huffs, leaning back in his chair. “Why didn’t you put me out of my misery before?”
    “I wasn’t ever going to…”
    “Oh, awesome,” he inserts sarcastically.
    “…but I couldn’t really resist when I saw you this morning,” I finish.
    Crispin raises an eyebrow. “It’s cute that such a tough guy can blush,” he says.
    “Gee, thanks, mister.”
    He cocks his head, black ponytail spilling over his shoulder. “Do your parents know?”
    I shake my head and finger the edge of my notebook. “Mom hates fags. Dad’s not too keen on them either. If I want to go to college I need to keep my mouth shut for now.”
    Crispin rolls his eyes. “Poor little rich white boy.”
    “I can’t help any of that,” I respond uncomfortably. “Or that I need their financial help if I want to get a degree. Sue me.”
    “I guess you have a point. I got lucky. My parents knew I was gay before I did,” he says.
    “And they’re cool with it?”
    Crispin shrugs. “They made the choice to be, I guess. Plus, I totally get scholarship because I’ll be a first-generation college student, because my parents are foreign, and because I look fresh off of a llama farm.”
    “I thought your folks were Brazilian.” They run a small restaurant called El Gaucho on the north side of town.
    “They are. But somehow I still get classified as Hispanic, because people are stupid and can’t tell the difference between Spanish and Portuguese.”
    “Unless they listen to a lot of Sergio Mendes.”
    “Right. But either way, scholarship.” He grins at me. “I knew I liked you. For more than your ass, at least.”
    I bow, rolling my hand dramatically.
    Suddenly Crispin leans forward. “If you liked me so much all this time, why did you let me get bullied? Aren’t you supposed to be some superpower among Jay and all them?”
    Ah, dammit. I shake my head. “No. I’m maybe somewhere in the middle of the pack. And besides, what the worst that has ever happened to you here? Come on.”
    “Just because I haven’t been stuffed in a fucking dumpster yet doesn’t mean life is all peachy,” he bites back. “I had to start stuffing my money into the waistband of my damn boxers.”
    That isn’t my fault. “Why are you such a pussy?”
    “And why are you a fucking bystander?” Crispin is whisper-shouting by now. “You and your fucking upper-crust white sense of entitlement. High school is a goddamn caste system, you know? And those of you with any sense of humanity at the top are too fucking concerned with maintaining the status quo to intervene on behalf of us poor untouchables. Because, dear god, what would happen if someone associated you with us?”
    Somehow this has turned into a fight. “What do you want me to do?” I say defensively. “I was bullied in middle school, but I didn’t take it lying down.”
    “So being a pacifist, not returning violence with violence,” Crispin hisses, “is being a pussy? I don’t deserve to be defended, is that it?”
    “That’s not what I’m saying!” I protest, feeling desperation.
    “Okay, ultimatum,” Crispin says. He puts his palms flat on the table and gives me a penetrating look.
    When did it come to ultimatums? I wonder. I feel like I was left behind somewhere in the conversation-turned-argument.
    Crispin holds up a hand. “I’ll let you fuck me…”
    “What?”
    “If and when I feel that you have proven yourself to be different from the jackasses with whom you love to surround yourself.” Crispin sat back and flicked his ponytail over his shoulder. On the one hand I was a little turned on. What guy wouldn’t be after being offered a fuck? On the other hand, though, it wasn’t fair.
    “That’s not fair,” I finally reply.
    Crispin looks taken aback.
    “You can’t call my friends jackasses and expect me to be your fucking knight in shining armor.” I hold up a hand to stop his protests. “How about this: You grow some balls, the metaphorical kind, not the ones you were playing with this morning. I’ll keep my so-called pack of jackasses off your back whenever I can. And in two weeks you can come over to my place where there’s plenty of privacy, and we can see where shit goes.”
    Crispin folds his arms. “Never thought I’d hear the word ‘metaphorical’ come out of your mouth.”
    I make a face. “Don’t judge me. Wearing a letterman’s jacket doesn’t make me stupid, you know.”
    “I’m sorry,” Crispin say with a much more friendly tone. He holds out his hand. “Two weeks, that Friday night. It’s a deal.”
    I shake his hand. “Deal.” I’m still going to grab his ass when nobody’s looking.
    My mom says that two weeks is only a long time when your a kid or when you’re pregnant. I must be a child, then, because it seems like the days just drag on and on. Why the hell had I not said one week, or just a few days? Every morning I walk into the gym locker room hoping that Crispin will be there, and every morning he isn’t. I feel nervous every time I get close to him, just in case one of my buddies messes with him and I’ll be forced to step in, and then suddenly they’ll realize that I’ve had HOMO tattooed across my forehead the whole time. Doesn’t matter that I’d chose a pint-sized queen over their hairy asses; they’ll still feel threatened.
    I gave him a hickey in the shower. He covers it with scarves and ties and collared shirts, but every time we have P.E. I can see the bruise dark against his bronze neck. No one notices because they don’t dare to look at him until he’s dressed. I know it’s there, though.
    On Tuesday I almost blow it. I have detention again, this time for getting to school late too many times in a row. My punishment is to clean the desks in the school’s East Wing. It’s actually not so bad because all the artsy-fartsy classrooms are down here, like drawing and photography. That’s at least half the work gone right there. Nobody cares who writes on the art tables.
    I feel everything the opposite of unlucky when Crispin walks in, thinking I’ll finally get to do more than look at him. Then I notice he’s followed by Jay and LeAndre, still in their pads and practice uniforms.
    “What?” I straighten up, watching Crispin from my peripheral vision.
    “Coach wants to see you,” LeAndre says.
    Crispin unplugs the projector and wheels it toward the door.
    “Yeah,” Jay chimes in, “he wants you to get your ass to school on time and quit hanging out with cocksuckers,” here he shoves Crispin hard into the teacher’s desk, “like him instead of practicing.”
    “Fuck you, asshole,” Crispin wheezes from his position on the floor. He shoots me a look that says, This is what I was talking about.
    I sigh. I hate sticking my neck out. “He walked in when you did,” I tell Jay, crossing to give Crispin a hand. “Leave him alone.”
    Jay steps in on me. He’s a big guy, not as big as LeAndre or me, but he carries himself like he’s fucking Goliath. “What’s wrong, Aaron?” he taunts as I haul Crispin up. “Feeling protective of your boyfriend?”
    Did he notice something? Had I been found out? My head goes hot, then my body goes cold. “I…”
    Crispin cuts in. “Maybe he’s trying to make up for having fuckwads for friends,” he yells, bristling. “Was there any goddam reason for you to shove me like that? I don’t give a flying fuck about sucking your shriveled dick.”
    Jay turns on him but I grab his arm. “Tell Coach I’ll stop by.” He shakes me off. “Your life won’t end if you quit throwing your weight around,” I say, trying to be soothing.
    “Man, fuck you!” Jay retorts, and storms out of the room. I’m not too worried; he’ll forget about it in a couple of days.
    LeAndre shakes his head. “Sorry, man,” he says to Crispin, who’s so shocked that he just goes, “Yuh.”
    I start laughing.
    “What?” Crispin snaps.
    “Yuh,” I mimic him. “Yuh.”
    He gave me a begrudging smile and rolled his eyes. “So you’re a good influence on your pack. Why don’t you be all fucking cocky about it.”
    “Cocky?” I grab my crotch in mock confusion.
    “You are officially bad at jokes,” Crispin informs me, still smiling. “Friday at seven. Email me to tell me how to get to your house, okay?”
    “Hey, wait,” I say, hopping onto the teacher’s desk.
    “What?” Crispin asks as he shifts from foot to foot.
    I don’t know what. There is no plan. There is  only the relief of a tense situation diffused and the excitement building in my stomach as I realize we’re alone. All I know is that I don’t want Crispin to leave. We don’t have time, but we’re alone.
    “Close the door and c’mere for a sec.” My voice is low, a tone I didn’t even know I had, and Crispin’s sudden inhale tells me that in this moment he notices that it’s just the two of us. The potential to do very, very bad things to him crackles in the air.
    Crispin obeys, but warns me, “I’m on an errand for the office.” He’s cute, all wary with his arms folded protectively over his chest.
    “I won’t keep you out past curfew, sugar.”
    He’s a little to far for me to reach with my arms. I lean back, hook my ankles around his small waist, and pull. Crispin stumbles and has to put his hands out to catch himself, and where should they fall but my upper thighs. The tingling in my stomach intensifies.
    “I have to go,” he says softly, staring straight ahead at my chest.
    I hook a finger in the collar of his t-shirt and check his neck. “It’s gone,” I comment, running my thumb over the bronze skin.
    “What, the hickey? Yeah.” He’s trying not to smile; I think he’s really nervous.
    “I’ll give you a new one.”
    Crispin throws his head back to look at me, his dark eyes half eager, half scared. “B-but…”
    This is incredibly risky for the both of us. There are still people around the school, the door is unlocked, the lights are on. I glance around. The door opens inward to the front of the classroom and the projector is sitting right in front of it. We’ll hear if anyone comes in; we just need to be out of view from the narrow window in the door.
    Sliding off the desk, I pull Crispin to the back of the classroom, to where the cabinets form an L in the corner. I like that I can lift Crispin on top of them without much effort, though he might have helped. He’s breathing a little hard, and crosses his legs Indian style as he scoots back against the wall; he’d burrow into it if he could. I want to leave a bruise on the back of his neck like an animal, bite marks that say this is taken. Keep out.
    No. I’ll be kind. Crispin’s shins press right at my belt buckle when I lean in and pull his head forward to whisper in his ear.
    “You can choose where you want it. Here,” I touch his side under his left pectoral, right where he might be ticklish, “your tight right titty, or here.” The spot I indicate with my fingertip is behind his jaw, under his ear. He could hide it if he combed his hair right.
    “Um, I don’t know,” Crispin breathes. He tries to pull his head back but I don’t let him.
    “Choose now.”
    “Um, u-under my shirt,” he replies in a shaky voice.
    I’m only slightly disappointed that he wants to be able to hide it. “On your side?”
    “Yeah.”
    We both watch my hands when I pull his shirt out of his shorts and push it above his abs. He’s so tense that every muscle is standing out, though not as defined as when he came in my hand. I want to take my time, to run my hands over him and explore, but the ever-present danger of someone walking through the door spurs my towards my goal. Crispin lets out a tiny sigh when I touch my lips to his skin.
    “Wait,” he said in sudden desperation. “Don’t…”
    “Shut up,” I order, and bite down.
    “Ah!”
    Crispin nearly kicks me in the stomach when he jerks and grabs my head. I know it hurts; a hickey is a goddamn bruise. Reaching up with one hand I cover his mouth and continue. I suck hard, trying to do as much damage as I can in just a few seconds. His breath is hot and moist against my palm, and he wriggles so much that I have to wrap my free arm around him to keep him still.
    My heard pounds, my brain conjures scenario after scenario…Crispin pulls my head up and we make out only to have Jay barge back into the room and kick the shit out of us both. Crispin pushes my head down and lets me blow him, but right in the middle the office pages him back. Crispin reaches for my zipper and we jack each other off, filling the room with the smell of jizz. Or best of all, Crispin pulls the room key out of his pocket and locks the door, and we don’t wait for Friday. I want to fuck him so badly, I’m craving his body and mine is heating up dangerously fast.
    “Ow, ow, ow, okay,” Crispin’s muffled voice protests. He pushes me off of his chest and raises his arm to look down at the bright reddish purple circle. “Damn, I think you got the muscle.”
    I dip my finger into his navel, amused at how quickly he shivers and knocks my hand away. “A little something to remember me by.”
    “That’s just mean. You don’t have one.”
    I step back so he can see me adjusting my half-hard cock in my jeans. “You can make up for it later.”
    Pulling his shirt down, Crispin glares at me. “It’s not a favor, jerk. It’s a fucking Property Of stamp.”
    Damn straight. I love how he can’t quite figure out how to act. He glances at me and drops his head, gets down from the cabinets and starts walking towards me, changes his mind and goes to the projector, then looks back at me again. Knowing that I can have that kind of effect on someone I like is a powerful aphrodisiac. Had Crispin any less control, had he hesitated one second longer, I would have pulled him back and play out one of those fantasies. As it is he tucks his t-shirt back into his shorts, mumbles, “Er, Friday it is there, buddy,” and opens the door.
    “I’m watching your ass,” I say in response as he wheels the projector out of the room. Crispin acknowledges that by doing a ridiculous booty bounce while whistling “Single Ladies,” and I start laughing again. Three days is a long time until Friday.


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