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  • I still can’t believe this fantasy became a reality

    I was sure that going into that den would be a mistake but at this point, I was practically hypnotized. I wasn’t even sure whether or not this would be a trap, and that I’d get the biggest beating of my life. But despite the massive risk I was taking, I crawled in, still practically hypnotized.

    Before I even had time to reflect on what on earth I was getting myself into, there he was, with his pants and underwear down, and his massive 9-inch cock staring proudly up at me, fully erect.

    I couldn’t believe it! It was the most beautiful dick I’d ever seen. In fact, it was the only hard cock (other than my own) that I’d ever seen in real life. It was uncut, dark like his gorgeous skin and stiff like wood.

    “I knew you were desperate to taste this thick, juicy cock you fag ass bitch, now I think it’s time you went to work, slut” Nathan said seeing the lust in my eyes.

    To that, I just fell to my knees and slowly leant toward his incredible manhood. The closer my lips got to his cock, the more my mouth watered, until I allowed his gorgeous purple helmet slide between my lips, into my warm wet saliva filled mouth. It was so hard!! It was solid as a rock!!! I started to gently suck at his tool, to which he started moaning with delight. “Aaaaahhhhh that’s so fuckin Good, yeah, oh man I needed this, dude, this is just… aaaaahhhh!!! You just keep goin, you slutty bitch!”.

    I started to get into a rhythm, sucking and letting his hard rod deeper into my throat.

    My God this was so good it was like a dream. My dick was rock hard in my pants at the moment, but I didn’t touch. I was too busy working on Nathan’s incredible rod to think about my own dick!

    At one point when I ran my tongue up and down his shaft, I must have hit G spot, because he suddenly groaned out “OOOOOOHHHH GODDDDDD!!!!!!!!”. I located his G spot just under his helmet below his piss slit, and decided to focus just on that, running my tongue up and down that side of his helmet… “Aaaaaaaahhh MAN what the fuck, that’s so fuckin… AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH, OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD!!!!!!!!”

    His moans of delight only encouraged me to continue. So, I started massaging his balls and divided my time between his G spot and his entire shaft…

    We spent a few minutes (or maybe longer, during this intense episode, I couldn’t really keep track of time).

    Then after having had a good go at his cock, I decided to focus exclusively on his G spot, running my tongue quickly up and down it to test his reaction…

    “OOOOOOHHHHHHH FFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKK MANNNNNN THIS IS SO FUCKING……. What is that??? How on earth did you learn how to…. AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Then after half a minute of panting, I think I sent him over the edge…

    “I THINK I’M GONNA, OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD……. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!”

    Then, spurt after spurt of delicious, salty cum shot into my mouth, warming the back of my throat and filling my mouth with each mega spurt. With every helping of cum he fed me, he let out another great moan of delight. He came absolutely loads, and I lapped it all up willingly. It was so delicious that I savoured every last drop, licking up every morsel of left over cum on the sides of his dick.

    Then I looked up at Nathan who just lay there, with a massive grin on his face.

    “No one, and I mean NO ONE has EVER made me cum like that in my life. That was absolutely amazing, I mean amazing. Those cock suckin lips are mine, you got it?!”

    “got it”, I responded.

    “You’re gonna be doing a lot more cock suckin’ in the coming months, and this is OUR little secret. You ain’t gonna tell NO ONE, got it FAG?”.

    I didn’t say anything. I just smiled.

    “It doesn’t stop at that either. I wanna stretch out that man hole of yours and fuck you til you can’t take it any more”

    Let’s go, he said, pulling up his pants.

    He slapped my ass as I crawled out of the den, “that ass of yours had better be prepared!”

    Just before we got back to the road, he softly grabbed my lips…

    “Mmmmm, those lips know how to do amazing things. See you next Saturday, same time same place, or else, fucker!

    Then he walked off downhill and I hurried home to empty my bulging ball sack.

    Stay tuned to find out what happened the following Saturday…

  • Do ask, Do tell

    ‘Alright men we got ourselves a new squad member today’ Sergeant Wilson shouted as he came into the dorm. We all quickly stood to attention as the Sergeant came in with the new marine. The whole squad had been expecting a new guy soon as Private Walker had recently been discharged, making us a man down.

    ‘This is Private Adams, he has transferred from Texas’ The Sergeant continued to shout.

    We got our first look at our new comrade. He was a huge guy; I was 6’3 but this guy had to be a least a couple inches taller than me and had a big muscular frame. He nodded to a few of us in acknowledgment as he dropped his stuff on his bunk.

    It doesn’t take long for a newbie to feel like he is just one of the guys. We spend so much time with each other that there isn’t time to be awkward or shy and though Adams wasn’t the loudest his size meant that nobody fucked around with him.

    One day we had some free time, most of were kicking back in the dorm; some guys were polishing boots, some writing letters. Collins, a big loud guy, was busy packing for a couple days leave and was continuously describing how sexy girlfriend was to all of us, I guess to make us jealous.

    ‘and she has the biggest, roundest tits ever’ he continued as most of us laughed at his hand gestures, as he wiggled an imaginary pair of tits.

    ‘What about you Adams, you got a woman?’ he asked.

    ‘No actually, I’m gay’ He replied without hesitation.

    We stopped what we were doing and looked around at each other. It had been a while since don’t ask don’t tell had been repealed but I don’t think any of us had ever met a gay marine, especially one who was so open about it.

    ‘Oh ok, cool.’ Collins tried to say without getting flustered before quickly shutting up.

    Nobody else spoke for a while. Adams didn’t look at all concerned as he continued to polish his boots. I guess he was not ashamed about it and I would bet that even if someone in the squad did have a problem with it they would not doing anything about it. Adams was probably the biggest guy here and could take any of us down, which may be why we were so surprised he was gay.

    The next few days were pretty uneventful, Adams big reveal was being talked about a little behind a few backs but most of us didn’t really care that much, he still was an excellent marine. I noticed a few guys not speaking to him as much but I think he was the kind of man who really didn’t give a shit about what was said about him.

    The next morning I woke up with a raging boner, something that happened to me quite a lot. I was still only 21 and horny most of the time, with little time to get a release. I turned over to look at my clock and saw it was only 4am, I could go and have a shower by myself and jerk off.

    I stumbled out of bed to the shower block and closed my eyes as I walked in so that the bright light didn’t shock my eyes. I had done the walk to the shower so many times that I walked there with my eyes shut and just groped the wall to turn it on. I slowly began to pump my dick as the water poured over me.

    ‘Hey man’

    I jumped out my skin and turned to see Adams stood there. I hadn’t noticed him as I stumbled in with my eyes shut.

    ‘Oh hey buddy’ I replied, trying to cover my throbbing cock.

    ‘I guess we had the same idea’ He smiled at nodded down at his own dick standing up to attention. Adams was a guy who never seemed embarrassed or awkward in any situation and made me feel more relaxed.

    ‘A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do right’ I laughed in reply. I turned to face the wall so that we could have our own little bit of privacy.

    ‘Another person can make it feel much better right?’ he continued and I turned back around to face him, and I realized he was now stood right next to me.

    ‘I.. ummm’ was all I could manage until I was completely silenced when I felt his hand on my dick and slowly begin to jack me off. For some reason I couldn’t speak and made no move to stop him. The next thing I knew he was on his knees and his warm mouth was just about to envelope my mushroom head.

    ‘Aww shit, not here. We’re gonna get caught’ I moaned as he began to tongue my dick.

    ‘Relax, it’s fine’ He said. With that, I let him take over and work my cock. I couldn’t really believe I was letting it happen but there was something kind of powerful about Adams and I had already found out how good a male blowjob was back in high school, though it was something I continuously tried to block out my mind.

    Adams was a fucking pro at dicksucking and easily took my 8 inches down his throat, playing with my balls at the same time and I could already feel my load boiling up. I grabbed the back of his head and tried to not yell as my cum shot straight down his throat. He didn’t pull off until he had every drop and even after he pulled away he licked and caressed the head to make sure he didn’t miss any.

    ‘Fuck, I needed that’ I sighed as he stood up.

    ‘Yeah me too, but it’s your turn now’

    ‘I’m not gay’

    ‘I never said you were but you look like you know how to suck cock’

    ‘I haven’t done it in a long time’

    ‘It doesn’t matter it’s like riding a bike’ he smiled and pushed hard on my shoulder and I sank to my knees.

    His huge dick was glistening in front of me, it must have been 10 inches long and thick and I was worried I wouldn’t even be able to wrap my mouth around it. I opened wide and began to explore his cock with my tongue. I was quite tentative to start with but soon memories of high school came back and I started to eagerly suck his huge dick.

    There was no way I was able to take it all but I tried and managed to take well over half of it down my throat until I started to gag. I began to swirl my tongue around his head and suddenly felt a rope of cum hit the roof of my mouth. Initially I was shocked but the taste reminded of some good times and I hungrily sucked up the rest, making sure he was good and clean.

    ‘Knew you were a cocksucker’ he smiled and walked off as I was left on the shower floor, savoring the cummy taste in my mouth, something I had not experienced for a long time.

    I showered off and went back to bed, dwelling on his cocksucker comment. I guess I was a cocksucker but I hoped that I did not seem like that to everyone else. It was when I was in my senior year of high school that I first experienced dick. In the locker room after football practise one time I went into a stall and noticed a big hole in the wall. A finger poked through and motioned me to put my dick in; I was young and horny and didn’t need any encouragement. That mouth gave me the best feeling I ever experienced and I was there almost every day to get my dick sucked. One day it was happening and the coach walked in and caught us. For the first time I saw who was sucking me and it was one of my good buddies from the football team, coach took us to his office and said we didn’t need to do it in secret. Coach made us suck him, giving me my first taste of cock, soon it became a regular thing and my bud even showed me other glory holes to suck more dick. Nothing else ever happened, no fucking or anything and because of that I told myself it was just experimenting and I was definitely straight. I stopped doing it when I graduated high school and I think joining the marines may have had something to do with proving my masculinity

    I hadn’t thought about that for a long time, it was something I tried to block out but the memories of it were getting me hard again so I tried to forget about it and go back to sleep.

    The next couple of days I tried to avoid Adams, he was good at pretending things didn’t happen but I wasn’t and I didn’t want to embarrass myself by talking to him. However, I was just finishing lunch one day when he slid up next to me.

    ‘Hey’ he said.

    ‘Hey’ I replied, avoiding eye contact.

    ‘You want a repeat of the other night?’

    ‘Umm yeah maybe but I’m not risking doing it in the showers’

    ‘Ok fine, I’ll find somewhere’

    He quickly left and I was left contemplating how quickly I agreed to do it again. I couldn’t deny it felt good but it was kind of a risk to be having sex anywhere, even if we found somewhere more private than the showers. But I guessed it would take him a while to find somewhere so I tried not to think about it. However, later on that day he came up to me.

    ‘I got somewhere, meet me at 7’

    ‘Tonight?’

    ‘Yeah tonight is a good night, a lot of the guys will be off base tonight so it won’t be obvious we are away.’

    `

    ‘Ok fine, see you later’

    I couldn’t help but feel excited and though I tried to deny it I caught myself looking at the clock regularly, counting down until 7. Adams was right about tonight being good, a lot of guys were off base and it was pretty quiet so we wouldn’t be noticed missing together. It was soon 7 and I walked round to go meet Adams.

    ‘Alright follow me’

    He took me round the back of the dorm where there were some big garbage cans and a little wooded area. He took me through some bushes and into the woods and stopped at a small blanket on the floor.

    ‘I put this here earlier’ he said pointing at the blanket

    ‘This is it?’ We were barely 20 yards from the dorm.

    ‘Relax, no one comes round here and the trees give us good protection’

    I looked around, kind of pissed off that this is where he had taken us but before I could complain again I felt his lips against mine and he forced his tongue into me. I was a little taken aback at first but soon began to kiss back passionately as we groped each other’s crotches. We pulled apart and quickly stripped so that our long, hard dicks were fully exposed.

    ‘Who goes first then?’ I asked smiling.

    ‘How about we do it at the same time?’ he replied and laid down on the blanket.

    ‘Good idea’

    I climbed on top of him, feeding my cock to him as I eagerly accepted his huge meat. This position allowed me to take more of the dick and I just about managed to take it all the way. Of course Adams was easily deepthroating me and his fingers began rub around my ass crack. He gently rubbed the sensitive area around the hole and applied small amounts of pressure, just enough to make my balls stir.

    I was concentrating so much on own impending orgasm that I had kind of forgotten about Adams dick in my mouth until I tasted cum filling my mouth. I savoured the taste but had to quickly swallow to stop my mouth overflowing with his delicious load. As I sucked all the cum out of Adams my own cock deposited a load deep in his throat, that I felt him hungrily swallow.

    When we had both finished I pulled off and lay next to Adams. He grabbed my head and we made out as our dicks recovered and soon we were both hard again.

    ‘Alright I’m ready for round two’ Adams announced as we broke apart.

    ‘Me too’

    ‘I’m gonna fuck that ass’

    ‘Oh hell no’ I replied.

    ‘Oh hell yes’ He smiled.

    ‘You’re the one that’s gay, why don’t I fuck you?’

    ‘Because I’m a top, I do the fucking. Anyway you looked pretty gay to me swallowing that cum’

    ‘I… ummm’ once again he made me unable to say anything.

    ‘Alright lean against that tree and push your ass out’

    I found myself doing what he told me, he definitely had some kind of power of me as I kept ending up doing whatever he said. Maybe it was because I wanted to do it. I couldn’t say I didn’t want to do it and part of me was sort of excited to try it but his dick was huge and nothing had been up there before.

    I braced myself for entry but instead felt something a lot smaller and wetter begin pushing at my hole. His tongue sent shivers of pleasure down my spine. My ass has always been an unexplored area and something I didn’t think could give me pleasure but Adams tongue was proving me wrong.

    He flicked it all around the crack, before focusing in on the tight hole and literally began to eat my ass. It was feeling so good that my dick was streaming precum onto the floor and my asshole was loosening up so that his tongue had now penetrated my ass lips and was lapping my insides.

    I didn’t want him to stop and was disappointed when he pulled away, partly because it was feeling so good but mostly because I knew what was coming next. He grabbed my hips and I felt his dick running along my crack, I spread my legs a little and as his cock head rubbed around my hole it made me so horny a huge glob of precum joined the little puddle I had made on the floor.

    That moment of pleasure didn’t last very long though as my ass hole began to be stretched open. I tried to relax to accommodate the huge tool but I needed a moment to adjust.

    ‘Aw shit, stop there a moment’ I said through gritted teeth. ‘How much is in there?’

    ‘Just the head’ He replied.

    ‘Only the head?!’ I yelled. ‘Your dick is so fucking big’

    ‘It’s alright take your time’

    We stayed still for a couple minutes and my ass began to adjust to his fat cock. Before long, most of the pain had gone and I was just left with a weird stuffed feeling.

    ‘Ok keep going’

    Now my ass was stretched taking the rest wasn’t too bad but having a cock fill my ass definitely felt weird. Slowly but surely my ass swallowed up the whole 10 inches and a weird sort of pride came over me when I felt Adams balls slap my ass cheeks.

    ‘Oh fuck, that is that tight ass feels good’ He moaned.

    I have to say that there wasn’t much pain anymore and the feeling of a dick inside me was causing my dick to slowly rise again. Adams slowly began to fuck me, his huge mushroom head hitting something inside of me that made my dick stand upright like a bolt. His pace quickened and quickened until soon he was fucking me pretty hard. I began to push my ass back out towards him, encouraging him to give me a good fucking.

    I tried to not to get too vocal, I didn’t want him to think I was enjoying it too much. However, at one point he pulled his dick almost all the way out and then slammed it back in and I just had to yell out in pleasure.

    ‘Oh fuuck yeah’ I moaned as he did it again.

    ‘Yeah you like that big dick in your ass?’

    I didn’t say anything in reply, I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of me saying I was enjoying it. However, he then suddenly pulled out all the way, leaving my asshole clenching.

    ‘You don’t want it any more?’ He teased and I could hear him laughing. He was wanting me to beg for his dick.

    ‘Aw fuck give me it’

    ‘so you do like it?’

    ‘Aww fuck yeah, fuck me’

    Almost instantly he pushed hard into me and began to pound my hole, as I moaned wildly. My own dick was rock solid and I knew I was gonna blow a load without touching myself. A huge spurt of cum shot out, hitting the tree I was leaning against. More ropes shot out as I yelled loudly, soon realizing Adams was joining in with the yelling and that he was dumping a load in my guts.

    The sex and the orgasm had been so intense that my legs felt weak when it was all over and when he withdrew his cock my ass felt empty. We both leant against a tree for a moment to catch our breath before we started to put our clothes back on.

    ‘Can I ask you something?’ I said as I pulled my pants back on

    ‘Sure’ He replied.

    ‘How did you know I was a cocksucker?’

    ‘I’m not sure there was something about you and the way you reacted when I said I was gay. I mean I didn’t know for sure but I definitely wanted you anyway. So tell me about your cocksucking’

    I told him the story of the gloryhole and the coach. Then he told me how he got started.

    ‘It was when I first started going to the gym when I was 18 and this guy there used to help me out. I was interested in guys and I think he knew, he made a move and showed me man sex. The steam room there was also a cruising hot spot so I got well introduced’

    ‘Nice, so anyone else hit on you here?’

    ‘No, are you jealous?’ he smiled.

    ‘No’ I replied quickly, blushing.

    We walked back to the dorm. He decided to go in before me so we didn’t look suspicious going in together. I waited about 10 minutes and then entered.

    ‘Shit Dawson, have you pissed yourself?’ I heard Collins shout. I must have looked surprised as he continued to comment.

    ‘That big fucking wet patch on the back of your pants’

    ‘Oh shit’ I thought to myself it must be the cum leaking out my ass.

    ‘Oh shit. I must have sat on something’ I replied and looked up at Adams who winked at me and I couldn’t help but smile.


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  • Fantasies

    Gay porn wasn’t easily accessible back then. Hell, plain straight porn wasn’t very accessible in 1984. The first time I ever saw a gay porn was when I went to an adult bookstore that I’d been to once or twice. I quickly discovered the booths there and saw a couple that had holes in the wall that separated one booth from another. I knew enough to know that those were glory holes what they were used for. I walked around the store for a little bit, got some tokens and headed for the booths. I chose one with a glory hole on purpose. I didn’t think I’d actually use it, but the thought that I might excited me anyway. I flipped through the channels and quickly landed on one where a someone was riding a cock with their ass. I thought it was just a straight porn until the shot changed and one guy got off of another guy and they changed positions. Just seeing a gay porn turned me on to no end. I pulled my dick out and started stroking it. Movement out of the corner of my eye drew my gaze to the glory hole. Some guy had his finger inserted into it and was rubbing it back and forth. I was excited and scared. I didn’t know what to do, but it turned me on that he was doing that and that maybe he knew I was watching gay porn. It wasn’t long before I came and quickly put my dick back in my pants. I left the theater quickly.

    Like I said, porn wasn’t accessible, but I’d lucked into a VHS copy of a movie called, “Anytime, Anyplace” and I watched it over and over again. The funny thing was that I almost always fantasized about having sex with a man when I did. There was one preview where this woman was down by this guy’s big cock as he came. She moved her mouth over to it and came away with a big glob of cum in her mouth and partially on her lips. She pushed the part on her lips into her mouth and swallowed. I imagined doing the same thing and I would always be ready to cum right then, but I’d back off and watch more. A scene from “Taboo” had Mimi Miyagi getting fucked and as the guy pulled out to cum, she pulled him up as he shot it on her belly and then into her waiting mouth. Again, I’d hold out and get right to the edge before I backed off. I’d finally fast forward to a scene in the main movie where this guy fucked Seka in the ass. His dick was big and she road it with abandon. I’d shoot my load as I imagined riding that big cock.

    Other movies showed guys pulling out right before they came and shooting cum all over a pussy or ass before burying themselves right back where they came from and pushing their seed deep inside. I loved picturing a man pulling out of me and then me holding his dick against my hole and watching him drop a big load right in the center before I pulled him back into me. I could feel the sticky warmth hitting my ass and then imagined that I’d shoot my own huge load once his was inside me. I wanted to do that so much, but these were the days before I’d actually done anything. Sometimes I’d watch those movies before calling a gay man I knew who was 40 years older than me. As I’ve told in another story, he was actually my first, but these were the days before that happened. The days when I’d call him late at night and just talk on the phone while surreptitiously masturbating. I didn’t know that it was obvious that’s what I was doing. I really thought he had no idea.

    The first few times he and I actually fucked I was too nervous to really be bold and tell him my fantasies so the sessions always ended with me jacking him off or with him just shooting off deep inside me, which I liked, but it wasn’t the complete fantasy. However, one night he asked me how I’d pictured sex with him before it actually happened. He was clear that he wanted details so I agreed to tell him. I hadn’t been at his house long and he’d already talked me down to my underwear which barely held back the raging erection I already had. He remained fully dressed. He took me by the hand and led me back to his bedroom, pulled the sheets back and told me to get naked and lie down. I moved quickly to do as he asked me. He stood at the edge of the bed and I scooted over to where my face was even with his crotch. I started telling him about my fantasies and he pushed his crotch into my face. I reached up with my hand and stroked his quickly hardening dick through his pants. As I described in detail what the scenes were and what the setup was. He unzipped his pants and let me rub him through his boxers, but he quickly popped out of the fly and I was soon stroking his bare meat, which caused me to start grinding into the sheets. As I described the woman swallowing cum, he asked me if I’d fantasized about doing the same. All I could do was nod as I focused on jacking his big cock.

    “Keep doing that and you’ll get your wish soon,” he told me.

    That was all I needed to hear. I’d only tasted his precum to this point, but I was ready to take it further now and he was more than willing to accommodate me. He took his cock from me and lifted my chin as he eased his dick into my waiting and hungry mouth. I licked and sucked it with abandon and he teased me by rubbing it all over my lips and face. He abruptly stopped and pulled back to remove his clothes. Once fully nude, he lay down on the bed and pushed me back to his waiting dick.

    “Use your hand while you suck. Jack my cock while you do it,” he directed. I obliged willingly and then he said, “I have saved this load the whole week so you’re going to really get a big one. Don’t waste it and don’t cum until you’ve taken good care of it. I don’t want you to lose that enthusiasm and excitement and you don’t want to either.”

    I stopped with the absent minded stroking of my own hardness and moved my body to keep from brushing against anything. Just about any touch would have led me to cum at that point. I focused on his pleasure and have his dick 100% of my attention. He told me to look him in the eye and I did as he slipped his cock in and out of my mouth.

    This went on for a few minutes and he started to quicken his pace like he always did when he was about to cum. I knew my treat was on the way as he pulled out of my mouth and I watched as his cum rose to the tip of his dick and started flooding out. It was so thick and deeply white. Just like in the porn, I stuck my tongue out and grabbed the biggest part of his load, which also dribbled on my chin. It was warm and I actually liked the taste as I swallowed and licked my lips to get the rest of that first taste. Then I just stuck his dick right in my mouth and licked furiously on the head as he continued to shoot his liquid out and onto my tongue. My excitement reached a boiling point and I shot my own load without anything touching my dick. I rolled his cock around in my mouth until he softened and finally pulled away a little.

    “Now, clean it all up really good and don’t leave any,” he told me as I started to lick the length of his cock and balls, happily taking all he’d given me. I finally looked up at him and he said, “Oh, you missed some,” as he pointed to a glob on his belly and then scooped it up with his finger and put it in my mouth. He then had me lay back and he rubbed my own cum into my cock. I asked if he liked hearing my fantasy and he enthusiastically said he did. He suggested that I start coming over on Friday nights that summer before I went to college. He said we could do one a week and he’d help me realize my fantasies.

    “No girls this summer, Lance. There’ll be time for that at school in the fall. I want you to focus on me. I have a lot to teach you and I want you to spend a little time enjoying this. I want to take you on some dates and treat you like my boy deserves to be treated. You have a lot left to learn. I know the summer right after high school is for having fun, letting loose, and sowing your oats. You can sow them with me as often as you want.”

    I nodded in agreement and pictured what my summer would be. It would turn out to be the most satisfying 3 months of my life and I had no idea how much I’d grow to love loving an older man.

  • Now what happens?

    His eyes were hurting and his head was pounded before he moved. As he slowly woke up Martin realized his night out may have been fun at the time, but he was going to regret it now. The sun was shining in and he was sure he was going to die. It had been years since he was hung over and now he remembered why. Half an hour later he was showered and half dressed, time for a huge glass of water and some aspirin. Standing at the sink running the water he thought about what happened the day before, the weeks before, shit, the year before.

    Turning 30 is not one of those monumental birthdays, but Sheryl insisted that they do something big for Martin. The weeks leading up to the day she would tease him, telling him it was going to knock his socks off, be unbelievable and something he will never forget. Martin was not sure if he should be letting the suspense get to him, but it was.

    The morning of the big day Sheryl woke him with a kiss on the forehead and said she had things to do so he was going to need to leave the house until five that afternoon. Martin got dressed and took off, a day to himself meant he could go see that movie that Sheryl refused to see because it was too violent. He could hit the buffet that she thought was disgusting and he could spend as much time as he wanted at REI. This alone was a birthday gift.

    At five that afternoon Martin walked up to the door of the house and wasn’t sure if he should knock or walk in. Butterflies in his stomach he opened the door and thought he was ready for anything. Silence greeted him. He took a step in and stopped. Where was the furniture? The pictures weren’t on the walls. The rugs were missing. As he walked thru the house there were a few pieces of furniture left but not much else. Taped to the door of the refrigerator was a note.

    Martin

    I am leaving you. You are a deceitful little shit and I hate you.

    My lawyer will contact you on Monday.

    Happy Birthday.

    Sheryl

    They had been married for five years and Martin thought things were great. Apparently Sheryl felt differently. Deceitful? Not once had he cheated or done anything to be considered less than a great husband. What the fuck? He called his buddy Arron. It was a short conversation.

    “Listen Martin. I know Sheryl left you and I expected you to call but the truth is we aren’t friends. I am Sheryl’s friend and hung out with you because she asked. Honestly, I don’t trust you, never did. Don’t call again.”

    Martin was stunned. Getting into the car he went to the grocery store, picked up some liquor, mix and ice and returned to the house. As he had his cocktails he thought about his marriage and what Arron had said. One thing that struck him was that all his friends he knew thru Sheryl. Shit, everything in his life was thru Sheryl. Except the house. That was in his name. Thankfully he had something. A few drinks into the depressing evening he decided to go out and find a sports bar to get drunk at.

    He remembered going to the bar and the next memory was waking up with his head pounding. Now he was standing naked at the kitchen sink was the water ran. Filling up the glass he went to the kitchen table, that Sheryl never liked. Sitting down he saw something. A Polaroid. He picked it up and turned it over. Dropping into the chair he spilled the cold water over himself. He jumped from the icy cold hitting his groin. What the fuck?

    Looking at the photo his eyes started to fill with water. He dragged his arm across his face to remove the tears. Looking at the photo he wondered how he had gotten himself into this mess. Underneath the picture of his smiling face with a hard cock at his lips was a phone number.

    Mixing a drink he debated if he should call the number. He tried to figure out how he ended up with a cock at his mouth. Nothing. Staring at the photo as he consumed the drink he was filled with mixed emotions. His eyes were happy, obviously drunk. He was smiling, his tongue sticking out part way as if he was going to lick the head of the cock he was holding in his hand, the wedding band visible. His short brown hair was messed up and he was shirtless. Yet he looked happy. Damn.

    Dialing the number his heart pounded as the phone rang. Two rings and a deep male voice answered, “morning Martin, surprised you called so early. You still at home?”

    Martin nodded.

    “Guessing the silence means yes. Hang tight, I will stop by shortly.”

    The called ended. Who was it? They are stopping by? How do they know where he lived? Who was it?

    Martin mixed another drink, put on a pair of sweat pants and a tee and sat at the table waiting. After twenty minutes there was a knock at the door. Martin jumped. Taking a deep breath he stood up, he was terrified at the prospect of who was at the door. Slowly he turned the handle and opened it. The guy looked like a former jock, football player. He was good looking, about forty and smiled.

    They sat at the kitchen table for a good hour. Martin had a couple drinks as he listened to Dan talk about the night before. Apparently they had met at the sports bar and were talking for a while when Martin began to cry, got up and left. Dan followed and asked what was up and Martin told him his wife had left him and he wanted to go home.

    Dan offered a ride and when they arrived Martin asked if Dan could hang out for a while. Inside they sat at the kitchen table and Martin told the entire short story of Sheryl leaving him, plus a few other things. At one point as Dan was mixing another round of drinks Martin walked up to him and asked for a hug. Dan felt sorry for the drunk, dumped and beat down man and gave Martin the hug.

    Martin held on for some time and eventually kissed Dan’s neck. And kissed his way to Dan’s ear lobe. He nibbled on it for a moment and pulled away. Eyes locked with Dan the two men looked at each other before Martin leaned in for a kiss. Dan knew Martin was drunk and wasn’t sure Martin knew what he was doing so he pulled away.

    “Martin…”

    “Shhhh Dan. Yep I am drunk. But I want to kiss you.”

    Dan stepped back. “Martin, you have had a lot to drink and some terrible news. You feel lonely and sad and abandoned. I get it. But you don’t want to add this to it.”

    “Dan. I like guys. I have since high school but I was too scared. Married Sheryl because she wanted it. I loved her, but not like a man loves his wife. More like how a man loves his best female friend. I guess she figured it out before I did.”

    Dan wasn’t sure what to think. Was this guy that drunk or had he just come out?

    “You like guys don’t you Dan?” Martin had caught Dan making a couple comments about guys while they were at the bar. Nothing overt but they were things Martin would think to himself when he looked at guys.

    “Well, yes.” Dan realized Martin had understood his comments from earlier.

    “Can I suck your cock?”

    His ethical side debated the request. This guy was drunk. His wife had dumped him. He was drunk. But he was cute and sexy and…

    Martin began to take off his t-shirt and reached for Dan’s belt. Opening the jeans gave Martin a rush. He was going to suck a cock. Dan didn’t resist.

    Pushing the jeans down so he could lower Dan’s boxers Martin looked at Dan. “Thank you.” He said with a huge smile. Martin got onto his knees and took Dan’s soft fleshy cock out. Holding it in his hand his heart raced as he leaned in.

    As Dan told Martin about the evening Martin’s memory improved. He remembered the excitement, the thrill of sucking his first cock. He remembered standing up and sliding his jeans down asking Dan to join him in bed. He remembered pulling out the Polaroid and asking Dan to take a picture of his cock at Martin’s lips. He remembered it all.

    “That’s what happened Martin.” Dan said as he finished telling the events of the night prior.

    “Dan. Thanks. I mean it. Thanks for last night, for having sex with me. For coming over today. For being so nice about it.”

    “Don’t thank me Martin. Coming out is never easy. What are you going to do now?”

    “Get something to eat. Jerk off maybe. Unless you want to get naked with me? Would you have sex with me again Dan? I mean. Am I what guys like?”

    Dan laughed. “Oh Martin. Some guys are going to be so hot for you they will beg to get naked with you. Others, well, you aren’t their type. It’s no different than with men and women.”

    “So you aren’t interested in get naked.”

    “I didn’t say that.”

    Only tipsy, Martin had sex with a man for the second time in his life. He did not remember how much pain was involved when a man slide his cock into his ass. Dan said once he was use to it the pain would be less. He learned that fucking a man turned him on much more than fucking Sheryl ever did.

    After they finished Dan dressed and thanked Martin. Said he would call. Martin wondered if it was a line. Standing in front of the bathroom mirror Martin smiled. He thought he looked happy. He felt happy. Time for a shower.

    Thankfully Sheryl hadn’t taken all the food. She had left the stuff Martin loved, frozen pizzas, peanut butter, grocery store bread and 2% milk. She was into those fire baked gourmet pizzas, bakery bread, soymilk, that sort of thing. He ate and wondered what to do on a Saturday night, as a free man.

    He felt horny. Grabbing his laptop he went on line and searched gay hook up sites.


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  • Fires

    I woke up alone in the warm bedroom, which was dark as night due to the thick curtains, even though it was 8:30 in the morning. The air smelled like the sex from the night before, and of him. At first, I thought he was with me, but I shifted and realized he wasn’t in his usual spot…snuggled up on top of me. I groaned, disappointed, and dragged myself out of bed, turning off the blaring alarm on my phone. Mornings weren’t as sweet when I didn’t get to wake him up with kisses.

    My already-hard dick twitched at the thought of him. My beautiful little lover had freed something in me, the night I found him. Before, I didn’t get a hard-on more than once or twice a week, and morning wood every couple months or so. Ever since we met, however, I had been constantly ready for sex, constantly needing sex. Just looking at him for too long got me hard. He had been happy to oblige me, of course; for the past five days and nights, we’d fucked almost non-stop. We only rested when we needed food sleep, or he had to buy necessities or go to work.

    I was so nervous the first time he left. I thought he might not come back, that maybe he had lost interest in me. I sat up all night, waiting for him, my dick hard in my shorts. At midnight, when I heard him come in, I scooped him up in my arms so fast he cried out. Once he calmed down and saw the look in my eyes, he smiled that sweet, knowing smile and kissed me hard. I took him to the couch and laid him down. I straddled him, stripped him (I was already naked), and made love to him. God, did I make love to him. I could still feel his sweaty flesh sliding against mine as I held him tight, as he moaned his pleasure into my ear and dug his nails into my back. We both came so hard our vision wavered, then he nuzzled my shoulder and drifted off, exhausted from work and play. I carried my small, comatose lover into the bedroom and tucked us in before I fell asleep holding him against my chest.

    I shook myself out of my fond memories and stumbled into the restroom, relieving myself despite my morning wood. I felt my stomach growl and wandered into the kitchen for a breakfast snack. I threw a couple Hot Pockets in the microwave; not the healthiest thing, but quick and easy. I stared hungrily at the pizza-ish things turn and cook in the box, when my phone started blaring again on the counter. I quickly turned off the mysterious new alarm and looked at the label that went with it. It turned out to be a message for me.

    ‘Hey Baby. Sorry I couldn’t wake up with you, I had to run by the insurance agency to sign things before class. I’ll pick up something to eat besides pizza pockets this evening. Call me if it’s dead at work…maybe I’ll come drop you off some REAL food tonight 😉 Good luck. I’ll miss you. -N.’

    I found myself smiling as I read the note over. I already missed my adorable college student. He was studying law, I had learned, between sex and sleep, and worked as a cook to pay for it. He was good at his current job and hobby too; his food was almost as delicious as he was.

    I wanted to call him, but I knew he would be busy. I texted, ‘Thanks for the alarm, hot stuff 😉 I’ll call u tonight.’

    A text came back just as I finished breakfast. ‘K, Handsome. I’ll be waiting. <3’

    I still had a grin plastered on my face as I stepped into a hot bath. Nicolo tended to do that to me. I exhaled and rolled and stretched my muscles as I lay back, letting the water engulf me. My tub was my favorite place in the apartment, besides my bedroom. It was a cast-iron bathtub with the claw legs, refurbished and repainted to look new. The tub was huge, plenty big enough for all of my bulk. There was something about how deep and warm it was, that made taking a bath therapeutic and kind of sensual. I laid back, my cock sticking up out of the water between my legs. I stared at it while I soaked, deciding whether or not to play with it. It was begging me for attention-every time the steamy water gave me goosebumps it would twitch and throb harder. I had almost never had morning wood this stubborn.

    I wrapped my fingers around the base of my cock and gave a light, light squeeze. I could feel my pulse as the blood pumped through the swollen organ. Instinctively, I started rubbing up and down the shaft, letting that sweet, tingling pleasure spread through me. I moaned quietly, loving the feeling of my strong, wet hand on the most sensitive part of my body. I imagined Nicolo sitting between my thighs, sucking my cock and my balls, fingering my hole, his mischievous chocolate eyes daring me to cum in his mouth. I groaned and felt that pre-orgasmic surge, my fantasy bringing me closer to the edge than I’d expected. I wanted to stop, to make it last, but I needed to be at work by ten.

    I switched up my fantasy, imagining Nicolo sitting down on my stiff cock. I pictured his face, sweat and bathwater dripping from him, dark hair plastered to his forehead, eyes and mouth contorted in the sweetest euphoria as he took me into his tight ass. I thought of how he would slowly, ever so slowly, sink down into the water, onto my thick, aching rod. His whole delicious body would tremble as he impaled himself, as he pushed me further and further into him. Once I was engulfed by his tightness and hit his prostate, he would let out that helpless little groan I loved, and would almost fall on me. I would sit up and hold him as he leaned against me, shaking and moaning and squeezing my shaft as I gently rocked, massaging my cockhead against that bundle of nerve endings.

    I came at the same time as my imaginary Nicolo, my seed pulsing into an ass that wasn’t there. I grunted loudly with each jet of white cream that flew before my eyes, my lover’s own screams of pleasure ringing in my ears. I clutched my lover to me, holding him tight s my orgasm faded. It wasn’t until I sank back down into the hot water that I remembered I was alone. I sighed, satisfied and disappointed in equal parts. I’d gotten my rocks off, but for the first time in almost a week, I had to do it by myself.

    I caught my breath, savoring the aftershock for a minute, then cleaned up and got dressed. I meant to grab the mail on the way out, but forgot the key. I didn’t think much of it; it’s not like important things ever come via postal service anymore anyways.

    Work was, as Nicolo put it, dead. Usually, someone would at least call in for a plumbing problem or a cat in a tree, but all day, the guys and I were stuck with nothing to do but hang out and inspect the gear, in case something did happen.

    Around eleven, I sat in one of the bedrooms where the guys can get some sleep and called Nicolo, knowing he would be home by then. “Hey Big Guy,” he said playfully after one ring.

    “Hey Baby,” I replied. “Good day?”

    “No. I haven’t seen my boyfriend at all today. He has to work a twenty-four hour shift, and I’m here at home…all alone…”

    “How tragic. Whatever will you do to keep yourself occupied?”

    “I can think of a few things…” He sighed, a deep, happy sigh I knew very well, and I realized just what he was doing.

    “Where are you?” I asked, my heart starting to beat faster. I could feel myself flushing as blood moved down to my dick.

    “In the tub. I’ve been here a while, thinking of last night. We haven’t done it here yet. We really should. I wonder what it would be like to suck your cock underwater.”

    “I can’t wait,” I murmured, my hand going down to the obscene bulge between my legs. It was like Nicolo had read my mind and seen my fantasy.

    He started giggling, a sound that made my heart flutter. It was actually funny; he had a big tool, especially considering he was such a small guy, and sometimes when he got hard, it was almost like he didn’t have enough blood for his brain to function, since it was all in that long, thick rod. When that happened, he’d smile and laugh a lot, my intelligent little twink would transform into a silly, horny boy-toy that wanted nothing more than for me to fuck his sweet brains out.

    “I wish I had you inside me,” he said breathlessly. I could hear the water in the background, and knew he was already jacking off with quick, hard strokes. “I wish you were here to hold me and love me and fuck me with that big, fat cock. Oh Levi…” he started moaning, a sure sign that he was hot and close.

    I felt my own fingers roughly massaging and groping my dick through the fabric. The texture of the denim added a rough sensation that gave my masturbation an edge. “I want you so damn bad,” I said. “I want to fuck you hard until you can’t move, until you’re fucking helpless. I want to ram my cock into you over and over. I want to kiss those juicy lips, I want to suck on those little nipples until you’re moaning and begging me to-“

    I opened my eyes for a second, and I’m pretty sure my heart stopped. Danny and Dennis, two of the other guys on the fire team (twin brothers, hence the names), were standing in the doorway, watching me, completely shocked. I gaped at them, paralyzed, my hand still gripping my crotch. I could hear a high-pitched cry on the other end of the phone, still pushed against my cheek, as Nicolo achieved his own orgasm.

    My lust-addled brain caught up with me after several pregnant, mortifying moments, and I quickly brought my knees up to hide the obvious boner in my jeans.

    “Baby?” Nicolo panted, his voice already sleepy from cumming. “Are you still there?”

    Still staring fearfully at the men, I said, “Boo, I’ve gotta call you back, okay?”

    “Oh, shit. Did someone find you?”

    “Yeah. I, uh, have to…”

    He sighed. “Alright. I’m sorry…text me in a little while if you want something to eat, okay? I have a, um, mess to clean up.” He let out a last, quiet giggle.

    I tried not to smile at that. “Kay Baby. I definitely will.”

    I hung up and nervously waited for a reaction from my teammates. My face felt as red as a beet. Finally, they broke into big grins and fits of laughter. They cracked up, and I felt humiliated.

    “Well well,” Danny said, slapping me on the back. “Looks like Levi here has a special friend.”

    “Jesus, guys, I-I’m sorry, I…” I started stammering, something I had rarely ever done since moving to the city.

    Dennis spoke up, still fighting to breathe. “Don’t sweat it, Man. It’s kind of a relief to know you’re human. You’ve been so quiet about it, none of us knew you had a girlfriend.”

    “How long have you been together?” Jack asked.

    I cleared my throat. “Um, five days, but-“

    “Five days? And you’re already fucking on the phone? Damn, Levi!”

    “Pretty?”

    I smiled shyly. “Gorgeous…but there is one thing…I, uh…” I was having trouble forcing the words out.

    “Out with it!” they finally shouted in unison.

    “I’m gay,” I admitted, looking down in shame. “It’s a…a boyfriend, not a girl…”

    They both went silent, and I coughed. When I finally managed to look up, they were staring with almost the exact same expression as when they first caught me. Then Danny smiled.

    “I told you!” he said to Dennis, slugging him in the arm. He looked at me and winked friendlily, still grinning. “I am a fantastic judge of character, aren’t I? I knew, from week one, that you got hot and bothered for other guys. No one believed me, not even my dear old brother, who should know not to question the wiser, stronger, and let’s be honest here, sexier son in the family. You sir,” he pointed to Dennis, “owe me a shot!”

    Dennis punched Danny back. “No I don’t! You said he was in the closet! That makes the bet void and null!”

    “I was, for a long time,” I interrupted quietly. I was a bit surprised that they were so nonchalant about this. I told them I was gay, and they were still cocky and funny and friendly, like always. “I tried not to be like this until I…”

    “…met the guy you love,” Dennis finished, a weird intuitive look in his eyes. “The man on the phone.”

    “I swear,” I said, “there is definitely something to this whole psychic twin thing you two have going.”

    “Why’d you wait so long to come out?” Danny asked.

    I raised an eyebrow. “I grew up in Mississippi.”

    “Ouch,” they said.

    “So how do you like the newfound world of man-love?” Dennis playfully teased.

    “Whatever, Denny. Don’t act like you don’t love sucking dick,” his brother said.

    Dennis grinned. “Rarely. I’ll take a firm little ass over a cock any day.”

    “Oh, come on. We all know there’s nothing quite like a big, hard, throbbing di-“

    “Wait, you guys are gay?” My eyes got really big. I didn’t believe them. After all, they had girls hanging off their arms every time we went out, without fail.

    “We identify as bi, and we usually prefer women…” Danny started.

    “…But every once in a while, a nice little twink ass, or in some cases, a fat cock,” Dennis jerked his chin towards his brother, “is just what the occasion calls for. Plus, having a twin brother growing up…”

    “…Means that we have a chance to experiment before any girls would let us near. Being with men is kind of nostalgic for us.” They shared a subtle, mischievous look.

    My jaw was on the fucking ground, my eyes bugged out of my head. I was in the closet forever, and after all this time, I’m not alone, even in the department. “Why didn’t you ever say anything?”

    “There was never any reason to. We didn’t know you were suffering,” Dennis said.

    “I knew,” Danny interrupted. “I just didn’t want to take the risk and offend you.”

    I got up and hugged both of them at once. They were decently built, 6′ each, but I easily towered over them. I felt a little overwhelmed by relief; here I’d thought that everyone would hate and tease me for being gay.

    Danny started to gasp. “Kay, big guy…Crushing us…”

    I let them go, and the alarm started blaring. Time to go to work.

    I cracked open a soda and fell onto the big leather couch. The call had been for some dumb kid who’d been drinking at a party. He and his friends had found a park, and he tried to get in one of the wrap-around swings for babies and got stuck. He was in tears when we cut the swing off of him, afraid we would accidently cut his dick off.

    “Tonight is so boring!” Alan complained, running his hands through his hair and sitting down at the kitchen table, legs sprawled out in front of him. He was the youngest on the team, almost twenty, and although he was a good guy, and good in the field, he had a tendency to speak before he thought it through.

    “Be glad for that, Kid,” I said, grabbing my phone to check for any messages from Nicolo. “You really want to risk your life?”

    Just then, Danny and Dennis jumped on top of me, sitting on my legs and my chest. “Couch hog,” they said, bouncing and wiggling on top of me, squashing me. Going out on a call with them was like taking puppies on a trip. They’d be so excited to go and to get back, no matter what it was we had to do.

    “Get off of me!” I yelled, laughing. “I can’t breathe!” My phone started to play Nicolo’s ringtone, and I gave up on tolerance. I arched my back and bucked the twins off and answered my phone. The two blondes stared up at me from the floor with wide blue eyes, surprised by my strength.

    “Hey Baby,” I said, and they both started smirking at me. Alan and Mark, our fifth man, a quiet, polite guy, stared at me in surprise.

    “Hey sexy man,” Nicolo said, his voice perky. I could hear pots clanking and running water in the background. “I didn’t know if you still wanted me to bring something by or not, since you never called.”

    “Sorry, I had to run out on a call. I’d love it if you came by, if you feel up to it. I’m starving.”

    “Okay. Are you in any kind of trouble for earlier?”

    I glanced down at the two deviants grinning on the floor. “Nah, I’m good. I’ll tell you about it later.”

    “All right. Well, I’m throwing something together now. I’ll probably be there in about an hour…You’re sure about this?”

    I thought about my reluctance to come out to my peers. I had been so scared of it, thinking they would change their opinion of me. I told Nicolo about it one night, when we were lying in bed. He had told me how hard coming out could be, he was scared to come out to his parents, and that I should only do it if I was ready. The twins knew, though, and their behavior hadn’t changed. Granted, they were bi, but it felt like a win. Surely telling the other guys couldn’t be too bad, right?

    “I’m sure,” I said decisively. “This needs to happen.”

    I could hear his smile as he spoke on the other end. “Okay. I’m proud of you.”

    I broke into a smile, and Danny and Dennis started to make kissing noises. I rolled my eyes at them, but they wouldn’t let up. “Thank you. I’ll see you soon?”

    “You certainly will.”

    I hung up and the twins cracked up, falling all other each other on the floor. Alan joined in, after a moment, and Mark even smiled, which was impressive for him. I had been known for quite some time as the asexual man on the team. Alan had a string of casual relationships and a baby daughter (who lived with her mother), and even Mark had a girlfriend who I’d met once or twice, quiet as him.

    I was subjected to incessant teasing and incessant questioning for the next hour, but I refused to give the men any more information about Nicolo, or when he was coming. Danny and Dennis were nice enough not to mention a man would be coming, not a woman.

    I was sitting at the kitchen table, watching Alan kick Dennis’s ass on Black Ops II, when I heard the door open out in the office. I could smell the food smells wafting in, and knew it was time. Despite my telling the twins about Nicolo, I felt a knot in my stomach. My hands were sweaty, and my mouth felt dry. What if someone thought of me differently, started to hate me because this was what I was?

    As soon as the bell rang up front, the game paused and everyone except Danny, who was in the restroom, looked up from their respective activities. They shared a look, then looked at me and smirked, then raced each other to the office. When I was alone, I put on my ‘fuck you if you hate me’ façade and calmly followed them.

    In the hall, I could hear a slightly disappointed Alan ask, “Can we help you, Sir?”

    I stepped into the room. Alan and Mark had blank faces, but Dennis’s showed his understanding. On the other side of the desk, holding a crock pot full of steaming spaghetti, stood little Nicolo. He looked me up and down and smiled. “Hey.”

    Everyone followed his gaze to me. “Hey.”

    I pretended the guys weren’t there, walked up to him, put his crock pot on the desk, and kissed him. It was the first interaction I’d had with him in almost twenty-four hours, and the instant I touched him, all of my fear, all of my anxiety, was instantly gone. All that was left was him and me.

    Kissing him was everything I needed. His lips were, as always, soft and flawless, and he tasted like Heaven. I eagerly let his tongue in as he probed my mouth, and used every ounce of willpower I had to not reach down and grab his crotch through those tight, tight jeans. I felt my dick start to chub up, and wanted nothing more than to throw him over the desk, or pin him against the wall, or lay him on the open floor and pump in and out of him until we couldn’t think any more. But, that little voice in the back of my head was reminding me that my friends and work colleagues were watching us, and I stifled the urges.

    I found I needed air, so as much as I didn’t want to, I pulled away from him. He was breathing heavy, his eyes all lit up, a smile plastered on his face as he stared. I realized at one point, we had wrapped our arms around each other; I supported him around the waist, and he held onto my neck for dear life. “What a welcome,” he murmured.

    I winked and backed off, but kept my arm around his shoulders. Mark and Alan looked like they were about to have simultaneous heart attacks, while Dennis was trying not to laugh at their reactions. “Guys,” I said. “This is Nicolo, my boyfriend. Boo, meet Alan, Mark, and Dennis.”

    My boy proudly stepped up and shook hands, pulling my teammates out of their shock. He said, “I figured if I was bringing Levi something, I may as well bring enough to share.”

    The guys let out a cheer for food, and Nicolo was invited to join us for some dinner. We barely left any time for words before we stuffed our faces with Italian food. After the initial food rush, the guys started to casually interrogate us, about how we met, and how long we’d been together.

    “We met Thursday night,” I said.

    Dennis frowned. “You were working Thursday…” His gaze fell on Nicolo again, and recognition flashed in his blue eyes. “You’re the kid from the apartments!”

    Danny stepped into the kitchen, grabbed a huge plate of spaghetti, and sat beside his brother. “Hey, I’m Danny, the evil one. Oh, you were that naked kid!”

    Nicolo’s eyes went wide as he looked from one handsome young twin to the other. I resisted the urge to laugh; he’d told me about his secret fantasy to do it with twins. He felt my chest heaving from the subtle, silent laughter, and took my hand affectionately.

    “Um, yeah,” he admitted, doing his best to collect himself. “Levi was the one who pulled me out of the fire. I don’t know what would’ve happened if my knight in shining armor hadn’t been there.”

    While we were stuffing our faces, the chief came in. Jack was a good looking guy, older, in his early forties, but still fit and clean-cut. He was a nice man, and spent a lot of time getting to know us, but had a tendency to occasionally spend an entire shift in his office, doing who-knows-what. He smiled at us, started to make himself a plate, then did a double take. He frowned and stared at Nicolo, who was sitting by me on the couch, leaning into me.

    “Chief, this is my boyfriend Nicolo. He brought food by, and we thought he could stay and eat. Babe, this is Jack Clark, our fire chief.”

    “Nice to meet you,” Nicolo said cheerily, smiling.

    Jack nodded, a suddenly concerned look on his face. He grabbed a small plate of spaghetti and retreated to his little room, leaving us to wonder what he had thought about Nicolo that made him change so quickly. The twins cracked a few jokes, though, and soon it was all but forgotten.

    After a satisfying, delicious meal, and some more chatting while everyone digested, I decided to give my lover the personal tour of the station. Danny and Dennis gave us identical, immature leers, implying we would turn the corner and then fuck like rabbits in the hallway.

    I at least managed to get us into the bedroom before he turned into a bunny.

    I closed the door half a second before he pushed me against the wall. He wasn’t forceful; he couldn’t be, with me, but I humored him and followed along. He kissed me, his breath surprisingly fresh (later, I realized he brushed his teeth during a quick bathroom trip after dinner. Mine wasn’t bad either, since I had eaten a mint, just in case something like this would happen).

    “Thank you for dinner,” I murmured.

    “You’re welcome. Glad I could meet your work buddies.”

    Mm-hmm. I’ll bet you were especially glad to meet Danny and Dennis,” I teased.

    He blushed. “They’re sexy. How do you not get hard every time you go to work?”

    “They are handsome…they’re bi, too, you know…”

    Nicolo’s eyes lit up, then he looked at me with that deep, intelligent stare. “I’ll keep my horny hands off, if it makes you uncomfortable. No one can satiate my needs quite like you can.”

    I smiled. “I don’t know. Maybe a foursome would be fun. Your birthday’s coming up, right? I think I may be able to talk them into something. One likes fine, silky asses,” I cupped his in my hands, “and the other likes big cock,” I gently ground my hips into his, implying that his was perfect. “I think they would kill for a sweet little guy like you, and I’m sure I can find a place in all the fun.”

    My lover looked like a kid at Christmas. He sank to his knees and started working at the buttons on my jeans, hungrily licking his lips. “You are insatiable,” I commented, chuckling, and he grinned up at me and took out my half-hard cock.

    “You know you love it. Come on, Baby,” he said in an irresistibly seductive voice. “I know you can do better than that for me.” He reached into my pants and caressed by balls, simultaneously running his wet tongue along the vein on the underside of my shaft. I groaned, and my rod turned into eight and a half inches of throbbing steel.

    Nicolo gave me a big, goofy smile-there was my little cockslut!-and pulled down my pants all the way, revealing my entire package. He nuzzled my dick, burying his nose in my thick pubes. I stared down at him in fsacination; before I met him, I had watched and read some things about gay sex, but I had never imagined anybody could be as turned on just from holding a cock, my cock, as Nicolo did. It made me feel so special and sexy, having such a big, erotic organ that was so appreciated and loved.

    He went down, after a few moments, and started gently suckling and nibbling on my balls. I felt my breathing getting heavier, my heart starting to pound. It felt so good, to have him down there, getting my full, heavy balls all wet and slick and warm with his mouth. My hands went down to bury my fingers in his glossy, curly brown hair, needing something to hold onto. I was leaking precum by the time he came up and decided to take on my needy tool.

    He didn’t tease or hesitate at all this time; he knew I needed it now, after hearing him cum over the phone without being able to get my own rocks off. He sealed his lips tight around the spongy cockhead and made sweeping motions with his tongue, sucking me mercilessly. I bit my lip to keep from making any loud noise; the walls were thin as paper, and about as soundproof. Granted, everyone probably knew somewhat what was happening, but I didn’t want to gross them out with all my dirty, primal sex sounds.

    My knees almost buckled when he rammed several inches down into his throat; at first, I was too big for him to take me, but he’d been practicing a lot and getting mind-blowingly good at it. He stopped for a second, determined not to gag, then slowly slid the last couple inches in. He inhaled the scent of my dick like it was the hottest, most potent thing in the world, then started to swallow.

    My knees did give out then, but the beautiful young man stayed fastened to me. I lay on my back and had Nicolo rotate until the damp tent in his jeans was, more or less, aligned with my face (because of the difference in height, I had to hunch over a little to do a sixty-nine). My mouth found the wet spot on his jeans, and I sucked and gently gnawed on it, stimulating him through his pants while my hands went around to knead and grope his bubbly little ass. He moaned around the fat meat in his mouth, which made me moan, and more warm, salty precum soaked into his crotch, the perfect dessert for me.

    I undid the buttons of his jeans with my teeth, something I had practiced the past few days, and pulled his pants down to his thighs. His dick was red and swollen, and looked like it hadn’t been touched in months. I took him between my lips and sucked hard, making him squeal. I slapped him on the ass, a silent way of telling him to be quiet. He moaned at the pleasure/pain, and rubbed his cheek against my rough palm. I slapped him again, a little harder, then massaged the warm, red spot where it stung. It drove him wild, and he started bobbing his head up and down, sending me even higher with the feeling.

    I didn’t want the sound of the smacks drawing outside attention, so I only massaged and squeezed, filing that new little piece of information away for later. One hand traveled down to toy with his perfect, pink hole. My fingers fluttered lightly against that tight little boypussy, and he silently begged me for more, humping his ass back towards my finger. I backed off to lube up my fingers with spit and precum, then all at once I started to move my head and slide one finger inside him. He tightened and contracted around the digit, painfully tight, and rode it like a cock. It was so hot, and with my tool being deepthroated and my balls being milked by his skilled hands, I knew I wouldn’t last much longer. I added a finger to Nicolo’s ass, and knew he wasn’t far behind. I absentmindedly realized I was thrusting down Nciolo’s throat every time he thrust down mine; how either of us was able to breathe, I have no idea.

    I was on the edge. A few more seconds and I would be enveloped in pure euphoria, shooting my load down my sweet, gorgeous boy’s throat. I don’t know why I decided to open my eyes, why they unconsciously traveled to the door; a door that was slightly open, with two attractive, very interested twin faces peeking in, blue eyes watching us intently. Why couldn’t the damn doors have locks?

    I wasn’t shocked, or overly angry. It somehow seemed like something they would do. I might have said something if I hadn’t been so close. Instead, stared at the ceiling through narrowed eyes, locked up every muscle in my body, and growled, sucking with everything I had while I came in Nicolo’s throat. I tasted my boy’s hot seed in my mouth, knew I was making him achieve another orgasm, and that made me explode even harder. I almost felt like I was having two orgasms at once, and it was way too much. I thought I might be dying, and really didn’t care too much if I was. My eyes closed in a astonishingly controlled motion, and I felt myself walk out of my own head.

    I woke up with my pants pulled up, and my face being lovingly stroked by long, aesthetic fingers. I opened my eyes and realized I was on the floor, my head in Nicolo’s lap as he sat cross-legged against the wall, watching me with a joyful, content expression.

    “What…” I started to ask, a little worried. Nicolo hushed me and bent down to kiss me. Those slim fingers moved down to stroke my pec, sending a little tingle through my chest.

    “You passed out when you came. It’s intense, isn’t it?”

    I nodded, essentially speechless. I didn’t know that even happened; as far as I knew, you came and then you passed out. It might be just seconds after you came, but the orgasm definitely ended while you were awake. I knew for a fact that I was still in the throes of ecstasy when I blacked out.

    “How long was I out?”

    “About five minutes. I was going to wake you up soon. I figured the others would wonder where we went.”

    I sat up slowly, testing my strength after such an overwhelming experience. Deciding I would live to see another day, I pulled Nicolo into my lap and kissed him. God, I loved this kid.

    The alarm started ringing. The fucking thing started blaring, making Nicolo jump, but I was used to the damn sound. I groaned; the damn thing always went off at the worst fucking time! I stood, helping Nicolo along the way.

    “What’s going on, Levi?” He asked.

    “Someone called us out. I have to go save the city.”

    He gave me that wise look and a sympathetic half-smile. “I’m sorry. I know you’re tired. Do you want me to wait here for you?

    “No, you’ve had a long day. Go home and get some rest.”

    “Okay. Call me when you get back so I know you’re okay. Good luck.” He kissed me one more time, putting a smile on my face before I raced out the door to the truck.

    The electric plant just north of the city had caught on fire. The whole thing was in a blaze by the time we and a fleet of other fire trucks got there. There was no immediate risk to any human life, but it was out in the middle of a big field of dry grass, which made it a huge hazard. It took hours, and hours, and hours to put it out, and a couple guys, none from our station, thank God, were hauled away in ambulances. It was eleven in the morning by the time we had contained and extinguished the damn thing, and an hour after I was supposed to be able to go home.

    I made it back to my apartment in record time, afraid I would fall asleep at the wheel. The word ‘exhausted’ was like the word ‘thirsty’ to a camel on hump day…and that analogy was the kind of thing that made perfect sense in my mind at the time, just so you have an idea of how fucking wiped I was.

    I got home by noon and trudged down the hall to my apartment. I shuffled into the shower, knowing that Nicolo wouldn’t appreciate me crawling in the nice clean bed with him covered in dirt, sweat, and soot.

    I was asleep on my feet under the hot jet when I heard a sweet, tired little voice. “Levi?”

    “Boo,” I croaked, ever so slightly revived.

    Nicolo stepped into the shower with me, completely naked, and hugged me tight. I wound my arms around him, half because I missed him and half because I needed some support to stay on my feet. “I saw the power plant on the news. I was so worried about you.”

    “Did you sleep at all?” I managed to ask, working hard to form a complete sentence. I looked down at him and saw his eyes were red and puffy from sleep deprivation.

    “No. First I waited for you to call, then I saw the fire on TV, then I couldn’t sleep because I was afraid you were hurt. I heard one firefighter died in the hospital early this morning, not being able to get away fast enough when something exploded. A couple others are in intensive care, burns or smoke inhalation. They didn’t say who was there, and I couldn’t sleep, not knowing…”

    I hugged him tighter. “Okay,” I said quietly, pressing my lips to the top of his head. “I’m here now.”

    When we managed to untangle ourselves, he offered to clean me up. I let him; every time he touched me, my muscles seemed to unwind a little more, and he made me feel peaceful after such a long night. Peace was what I needed then. After, he tenderly dried us both off and led me into the bedroom, the bed freshly made and the thick curtains drawn to make the room dark and serene. I lay on the bed where he told me to, then he drew the blanket up to my neck before he crawled in next to me. The last thing I did before sleep took hold was pull him into my arms, to feel him, to reassure him, and myself, that I was all right. My Nicolo, my Baby, was all I needed then, and I had him safe and sound.

    That was everything.

  • My dream guy

    We’re standing in the middle of a fully blossomed field, staring into these eyes that are soft and comforting yet unfamiliar. “Who is this person I’m standing with?” I think to myself. Questions run through my mind, who is it? Why are we here? Why do I feel warm, yet nervous right now? I look over at the stranger and see unfamiliar soft light brown eyes beaming at me. As we stare into each others eyes, I lean in for a kiss. The strangers lips are just inches from mine……

    *Beep!* *Beep!* *Beep!*

    As the morning light breaks through my curtain illuminating my room, I look around and put my alarm on snooze and close my eyes remembering my dream, staring at that face, those warm unfamiliar eyes. Those big soft lips that I was just so close to tasting. While trying to bring my dream back my alarm goes off waking me from my dream. Again. Before I know it, my cock is as hard as rock standing at it’s full 8 1/2″ length. I give it a couple slow strokes then I stop remembering I have Amanda. My girlfriend of a year and a half. Amanda’s 18, 5’6″, deep green eyes with brown hair and blonde tips that curl just above her tits.

    My name is Tyler James. I’m 18, 5’11” tall, 180 lbs, short black hair that I keep spiked up, a dark tan with icy blue eyes. I play rugby for my high school. Secretly I’m bi, no one knows except for my best mate’s, David and Isaac, they’ve really been there for me when I needed them the most. David’s the shortest and the smartest one out of us who stands at 5’7″ tall, about 150 lbs. He has brown eyes and dirty blonde hair that he keeps under a beanie. Isaac is the tallest, being 6’1″, 195 lbs of pure muscle, he has black eyes with a dark brown faux-hawk. We’ve been best friends since we were 5.

    I head down stairs and see my mum at the table eating breakfast. I go over to her and give her a quick morning kiss before grabbing a toast and heading back up stairs. Today’s the day that the guys and I have been waiting for. We’re finally seniors at school! As I grab my things for school today my phone goes off. I look at the screen and see that David’s calling me.

    “Hey bro, what’s up? You ready for today?” I say to him, I can hear him telling someone to be quiet and with a few muffled words he comes back to the phone with a big sigh. “Hey man, yeah I’m pumped, this is what we’ve been waiting all last year for this, haven’t we? I just hope Isaac can get up and ready in time.” I look at the time and see that it’s 7:30. “Yeah we have, I’m not too sure about Isaac though.” I say making David giggle. “Hey Dave, I’ll be at yours to pick you up at 8, just gonna get ready.” “Ok dude, I’ll see you then.”

    I walk downstairs and back into the kitchen to find mum and dad at the table having their usual morning chats. Mum and dad look at me. “You’re nervous, I can tell. It’ll be all right Ty. Just think of it as any other day at school.” my dad tells me, I give a small smile and slightly nodding my head in agreement. Mom and dad both tell about their first day as a senior, of course back then it wasn’t as stressful. They didn’t have so much to worry about. After eating my breakfast I head outside and get into my big red cherokee jeep I like to call Clifford – like the big red dog.

    I get to David’s house just after 8, park outside his house and toot the horn for him to hurry up. Once he’s in the car we head over to Isaac’s house and pick him up at 8:15. The car ride to school was quiet and not all that interesting, barely small talk. I guess we’re all as nervous as each other. I pull up to the car park at school and we head over to have a little catch up with some of our other friends. I see Amanda with her friends, I slowly walk in her direction and we meet half way. I have a big cheesy grin on my face due to the fact I haven’t seen her about 6 weeks. I pick Amanda up and give her a kiss. The kiss is suddenly broken short because the first bell rings letting us know that we need to get to our form classes. David, Isaac, Amanda and I walk to our form classes, David and Isaac are in the same form class, I’m in the room next to theirs and Amanda is on the other side of their class.

    As my class is settling down in their seats the teacher gets our attention. We all look at the front of the room and see that we have a new student. She introduces him to the class. His name is Levi. As I’m looking at him I notice he’s about 5’8″, has a nice lean body type, light brown skin. I can’t see his hair because he’s wearing a beanie, his lips look soft and full, his eye’s are a light brown. While I’m looking at his eyes I realise that they’re staring back at me. I start to blush from embarrassment. He’s walking towards me and stops at the desk in front me and looks at me I give him a faint and freeze as soon he sits down. His eyes look like the ones that belong to the stranger in my dream. I think I’m being silly because it was only a dream so I snap out of my little day dream. As the bell rings signalling we’ve got 5 minutes to get to our next class I take my time to leave as usual and notice Levi standing there with his schedule in his hand while his other hand’s scratching he head.

    “Hey dude, I’m Tyler.” I say walking over to him with my hand extended out.

    “Hey” he says coldly. Hearing how cold he is, I know he’s definitely not the guy from my dreams. I try and talk to him since he’s the new kid and won’t know where to go. “What class do you have first?” He just stares at me and hands me his schedule. First he’s got Math, then Drama, Computers, P.E and last period he’s got English. Cool, we’re in 3 of the same classes today, maybe we can talk and get him to let his guard down a bit.

    “Hey, I’ve got Science first, your Math class is the next block over from where I’m going. I’ll walk you.” I ask him rather than volunteering. All he does is stare nod his head. On our way there I want to ask questions or have a little conversation at least, but I’m too scared that he might shut me out. As we get closer to his class I say “This is your class, Mr Robertson isn’t all that bad as he seems when you first meet him. For your next class with Ms Rogers, you head this way and turn right at that class there.” “Thanks.” he replies with a smile that looks genuine. As I turn around to walk to my class Levi yells out to me. “Hey Tyler, do you think you can show me around school at interview?” he asks with a shy grin on his face. It makes me laugh inside that a smile creeps on to my face and I reply with an eager “Sure!”

    My first 2 classes went by fast, nothing interesting happened. As usual we spent the periods talking about what we done in the holidays. The bell goes off signalling it’s interval. I rush over to Levi’s class because interval lasts for 20 minutes. On the way there I see Amanda and she tags along with me. As we near Levi’s class I can see him standing there searching for me. It looks like he’s smiling when he sees me, but when I get closer to him I can see he’s frowning, like he was when it was just him and I in our form class. I start to wonder…. “Hey, Levi, c’mon dude. We’ll show you around. Oh, and this is my girlfriend, Amanda.” When I introduced Amanda she took my hand in hers, stood on her tiptoes and gave me a quick kiss. “Hi!” She waved cheerfully at him. “Hey.” He said just as coldly as he done our form class. I really start to wonder why he was smiling before, and now he’s gone to being cold… Amanda… He must put his guard back up when he’s around people he doesn’t know. It all makes sense. While I’m in deep thought I hadn’t realised we were already walking and Amanda was doing all the talking. I could see that Levi was listening carefully to her but for some reason he wasn’t letting his guard down.

    Just before the bell rang we dropped Amanda off at her class. She gave me deep kiss before we left, I forgot Levi was standing there so I broke the kiss. We head over to our Computer class together. I got to know Levi a bit more. He’s originally from Kamo, he has a brother and sister – he’s the middle child, he moved here with his parents because his parents were transferred down here. He’s into a lot of stuff that I’m in to, he’s really down to earth and easy to talk to and really funny, and he’s gay. Something inside me tells me I need to be closer to him. Be there for him. To protect him…


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  • Summer with Dan

    Brooke and cami were in the pool as dan and I came together on the raft. They quietly cheered us on as we looked up, spent and in a sexual daze. Dan and I went swimming too, and then someone suggested dinner. I went to put clothes on, a tank top and some short shorts and I saw dan take another boner pill. It sort of turned me on, knowing he wanted to be hard for me and I texted my friend amy ” it’s so easy to want this cock! “. She texted back “enjoy it while it lasts girlieboy, your so gay for him it’s too cute”. An hour later, after Chinese food and more drinks we paired up on couches in the living room.

    Dan whispering in my ear and tickled my legs ” you are so cute sweetie, I want to fuck you again cori, you’re boypussy is amazing; use your mouth to get me hard, suck my cock and get it hard to fuck you, sexy girl”. The words and the drinks made me slide to the floor and pull his shorts down. I heard broke and cami giggle, but I closed my eyes and leaned forward, using my hand to guide that sweet cock in to my mouth. I rolled my tongue around the shaft and head, sucking and kissing as I bobbed my head up and down in his lap, my mouth and lips going up and down over his cock. He was moaning and groaning, urging me on with his approval of my blowjob. “that’s good baby, you are a good cocksucker sweetie keep going, get me hard for your boypussy”. I murmured ok and I like it somewhere in there, his cock deep in my throat.

    By now I could hear brooke and cami sucking each others’ cocks and that made me go faster. It was liberating to see another twinkie love cock, and that night I lost all my inhibitions about falling for dans’ cock, I would promise to be his girlieboy for the summer, and I was so good to his gay cock he gave me that convertible a week later.

    He pulled me off his dick and had me go to the tv, put in a disc of him and brooke doing this with last summers’ boytoys. They were cute and fem like cami and I, and they took to being gay for these mens’ cocks like we did. A few minutes later dan pulled my head off of his cock again and bent me over the coffee table, I was too excited, hoping he would screw me like he was screwing the boy in the video, he would! He nibbled on my ear as he circled his cockhead around my pussylips and sensing my need for his top dick he whispered “feel that cock cori? it’s for you girlieboy, we’re gonna make each other cum again. do you want my cock sweetie?” “yes I want your cock” I blurted out; stopping the 69 on the other couch, causing them to giggle and stare and I eagerly awaited the cock at my pussylips. “Give it to her” brooke said, and dan did, shoving all the way in, surprising me, hitting my g-spot and making me yell out; “oh god yes, yyyeeeeessssss dan don’t stop oh I love your cock”. He did stop, and they all giggled “i’m glad you love it sweetie, are you gonna be my girlieboy all summer? “yes i’m your girlieboy” I blurted out again, overeager by the feel of his cock deep inside me.

    We settled into a good rhythm and a few minutes later we watched brooke maneuver cami onto his stomach, ass up over the end of the couch. I was watching them and the video, and cami winked at me, then brooke slammed his cock all the way into cami and he smiled the started raving “uuuu oooooooohhh yeah, oh god brooke go, yeeessss yeessss”. I was starting to lose my concentration and all I could focus on was the wonderful feeling of dans’ gay cock fucking me. I was giggling and moaning and asking for more, he was fucking me silly, and I was loving it! He screwed me through two orgasms when again I promised to be his girlieboy for the summer. Cami was making the same promise as brooke fucked him through an orgasm for the first time, “oh wow, god yeeesssss yeesssss cock oh god it’s so good” he screamed ad brooke jacked him off. Brooke then stopped, his cock against camis’ g-spot and asked the question; “are you going to be my girlieboy for the summer cami? dan stopped, and we both looked over, giggling; “yes I want to be your boytoy brooke, fuck me again please”, and brooke did, fucking him to two more orgasms before I fell asleep, happily tired from my gay sex with dan that day and night. I fell asleep in dans bed, but not before checking my phone, and I couldn’t resist the urge to text amy, “I think I love cock? how horny do you get??. She texted back, “very, don’t be afraid girlieboy, enjoy it you definitely want it”.

    It was around 7 when I woke up the next morning. Dan and brooke were cooking breakfast and having mimosas, I gulped one down and had an omelette, followed by more of the great tasting “orange juice” and a Viagra pill; they both took them and I wanted to try. Cami wandered out, slightly confused but smiling shyly at brooke. He ate too and enjoyed a few glasses of “the best orange juice ever” he didn’t know there was champagne in it, he’d never had a drink before. Buzzing very nicely dan took me into the living room and I laid across the couch, head in his lap sucking his cock. Brooke was slightly shocked, forgetting all that happened last night, and he started asking if he had done that, swearing he wasn’t gay and all that. Dan went and played the video from his homes’ security cameras and sat back down to give me his cock again. We sort of watched as cami realized what he was and what he like doing. Minutes later brooke had talked him onto the couch and was ready to stuff his cock into camis’ mouth.

    I was hungry for cock snd I sucked dans dick like there was no tomorrow, trying to urge cami on and just being drunk horny for gay top dick. I especially enjoyed sucking him as he came, my lips halfway up his cock, pulling on it with my hand and sucking for minutes as he shot cum into my girlieboy mouth “oh cori yeeeeeaaaah baby, suck it all out now sweetie” he begged. Put of the corner of my eye I could see cami watching and I knew he would soon remember last night, and he did when brookes cock hit his throat. His eyes rolled up, his tongue lached onto that cock and he moaned out “oooohhhh so good”. Dan and I rested for a minute, watched the tape and cami give brooke a good blowjob, then brooke wanted to fuck. Once again I was bent over the couch end, and dan was hungrily squeezing my ass, rubbing his cock all over it, turning me on and tryong to help out brooke. “stop teasing me, screw my boypussy dan” I asked a couple of times, and then he did! I came once, pretty quickly and that convinced cami to try, and they fucked for two hours, with cami once again promising to be brookes’ girlieboy for the summer. That summer he too would ask amy for help to be more feminine, those top guys were good, and we both lusted for it!

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  • Fading boundaries

    Oliver was excited to be moving in the Wood Gate Apartments. The old renovated building near the park and only blocks from his office was ideal. He hated driving in the city and this would free him of that burden. With his new position and the bonus he received he decided to splurge during his move and purchase all new furniture, making the move so much easier. The new furniture arrived the week prior to his moving in so that weekend he was soon arranging his furniture, hanging art and photographs on the wall and getting his kitchen organized. He’d told his friends not to worry about helping he had movers set up and he would take his time getting everything the way he wanted. So he was surprised on Sunday afternoon when there was a knock on the door. It was Elizabeth, Teresa and Richard, with beer and pizza. Richard was an old college friend and Teresa was his current girl friend and Elizabeth was who Oliver was currently dating. He gave them the tour of the place with his furniture in position and then they sat around in the living room and ate pizza and drank beer.

    It was nearly nine o’clock before they left and Oliver felt he was denied some precious time to get things in order. He enjoyed Richard’s company and dating Elizabeth was going alright, but he wasn’t feeling particularly social at the moment, and was grateful to be back at his tasks, which he worked on till one in the morning.

    Seven came early later that morning and he got up, ate breakfast, showered, dressed and headed out for work. His first morning he could walk and the morning turned out perfect. The day went well and when he got home he checked his mail (nothing but new resident junk mail), changed into his running shorts and shoes and took off for his run. When he got back he was sweating as he always did, profusely, with it running down his bare chest and back. Even his running shorts were soaked. He was coming into the building when another guy came up carrying an overnight bag.

    “Hold the door, please.”

    Oliver held the door open as he greeted the guy. The guy gave him a long hard look, casting his gaze down his bare chest, over his sweat soaked shorts that easily revealed his cock and balls positioned the right, and on down his long tanned legs. As he moved by Oliver, Oliver noticed how he stared at him and the way he smiled. ‘Did he just check me out?’ Oliver thought as he went in. They both made it to the elevator and when they got in the guy asked him what floor as he appraised Oliver’s high round ass snuggly covered by his shorts and the shiny skin of his broad back.

    “Ten” Oliver replied.

    “Ten? That’s my floor. I assume you just moved in…let me guess 1016?”

    “Yeah, that’s it. I moved in this weekend. I take it you know most of the neighbors?”

    “More or less I know most of them. Some I wish I didn’t but at least none of them are crazy. I’m Brandon. I’m in 1006, the unit at the end of the hall on the park side of the building.”

    “Brandon, I’m Oliver. I guess you have a great view on that end” Oliver said as the elevator doors opened, thankful for he knew his sweaty body had to smell in that cramped elevator.

    “Yes, I had to wait three years to get that apartment, but damn the view is great” Brandon replied as they stepped out of the elevator, Brandon savored Oliver’s fresh sweat scent. “Maybe we’ll see each other around.”

    “Yeah, I imagine so” as they came to Oliver’s door.

    “Have you gotten settled? I know a great little bistro two blocks over?” Brandon asked.

    “Thanks, but I’ve got a few things left to do and it’ll drive me nuts if I don’t get it done. I’ve got left over pizza in the frig, so I can rough it tonight and get busy. I appreciate the offer, but I’ll catch ya later” Oliver stated as he opened his door.

    “I understand what you mean about getting things in place, so I’ll leave you to it. But if you need anything, I’m just down the hall.” Brandon then moved on down the hall to his apartment anxious to get in and tell his boyfriend about their new neighbor and how he looked all sweaty and hot, especially in those running shorts.

    Oliver shut the door, realizing Brandon had to be gay, which was actually the first time he had ever had any contact with someone like that, but he seemed really nice and he knew having neighbors you could trust was something to hope for and he hoped he could trust Brandon. He made his way to his bathroom, stripped, showered, threw on some ratty old gym shorts and got busy.

    Over the next few days he ran into one neighbor after the next and saw Brandon several times. On Thursday he finally had the apartment all organized and the empty boxes tossed out. He invited several of his neighbors to stop by later, having already told Elizabeth and some of his other friends to come over. Elizabeth showed up early to help set up the food and bar and soon after everyone began to arrive. Richard and Teresa got there with a bottle of champagne to celebrate his new place. By eight thirty most everyone was there having a good time when Brandon came in with a couple of guys in tow. One was shorter than Brandon, with dark skin and dark hair, obviously Spanish or similar heritage. The other one was taller than either of them, about six feet, with dirty red hair cut real short, dark framed glasses and a lean body that was revealed by his tight sweater and jeans. Oliver came over to greet them when one of them looked at Oliver showing a look of surprise on his face.

    “Oliver, this is my boyfriend Julio” as he indicated the shorter guy “and this is Toby. We call Toby professor because he teaches down at the university… what is it you teach again? Sex education?” as Julio and he sniggered. Toby shook his head at the lameness of their joking and extended his hand.

    “Nice to meet you, and I teach biology, which these two know only enough to be dangerous.”

    Oliver laughed but the realization this was the first time he had actually socialized with any gay guys since moving to the city four years ago after graduating college and he was a little nervous how his friends would take them. He wasn’t too alarmed or put off by it, but it struck him suddenly how isolated he was within his little circle of friends even in the city. There was something nice in meeting Brandon, who was so open about himself and Julio, and their friend seemed, well just as ordinary as anyone else. His perceptions were definitely drowned by this reality here in front of him.

    Elizabeth made her way over and he introduced her as his girlfriend. It was an odd moment for he noticed Julio and Brandon seemed surprised by Elizabeth, but Toby was extremely nice to her. Eventually as some people left and people settled more into casual conversation, Oliver noticed Toby was sitting with Elizabeth, Richard and Teresa and they were talking very animatedly, even laughing out loud occasionally. Oliver made his way over and sat on the floor at the end of the coffee table so he could see everyone as they continued talking about some novel they had all read.

    It was after midnight when Toby looked at his watch and realized how late it was.

    “Oh, I’ve got an early class tomorrow, I really must be going. It was so nice to meet all of you, and you’ve been so pleasant to be with I hope we can do this again soon. And Oliver, don’t let Brandon or Julio get the best of you with their catty talk; sometimes they just don’t know when to quit.”

    “No worries, now that I know what to expect” as he and the others laughed. Oliver showed Toby to the door.

    “Thanks for letting me into your home, it was very nice.”

    “You’re welcome and I assume we’ll be running into each other often.”

    And with final goodbyes, Toby headed down the hall. Oliver, Elizabeth, Richard and Teresa talked for a while longer, and not surprisingly, mostly about Oliver’s gay neighbors and their friend Toby whom everyone liked.

    The days passed as Oliver established his routines, and nearly every day he would see Brandon and Julio, usually when he was coming in from his run. He quickly realized they were doing it on purpose just to see him coming in from running. It didn’t bother him like he thought it would but made him feel kind of good about himself. He worked hard to keep in shape and if someone else appreciated it, even the two guys in 1006, then it was ok.

    He spent the next few days alone in his apartment. Elizabeth was going to the west coast to see her parents and attend her youngest brother’s graduation from high school. She hinted to Oliver she didn’t want him to come with her, it being just a graduation from high school and she knew he had so much still to do. He admitted his new position at work had him committed to several projects that needed to be completed in a month, so he did not push to go with her. By the weekend he had settled into a routine of coming in from work, running, making a light dinner, and crashing on the sofa to watch a movie. As much as he enjoyed the quiet evenings by the weekend he was a little stir crazy. With Elizabeth still away and Richard off with Teresa he decided to go out and knock around the neighborhood. It was an incredibly nice day, warming up into the upper 60’s and sunny, so after a lunch at a little Italian place a block away he ran by a small used book store. He found the book everyone was discussing the night of his open house. With the book in hand he headed down to a coffee shop that had tables on the sidewalk. It was very busy when he arrived but a couple got up and left just as he arrived allowing him to sit outside. He had been reading for a while sipping his coffee when someone approached his table. As their shadow moved up over the table Oliver looked up to see Toby approaching.

    “Hey, Toby, what brings you into the area?”

    “I was to meet Brandon and Julio for an art opening but Julio got called into the hospital to cover someone’s shift, so we had to cancel. Now I’m just roaming aimlessly around the neighborhood enjoying the weather. “

    “Can you believe this weather after the cold wet crap we’ve had for weeks?”

    “It’s like a reward for tolerating the bad” Toby replied as he surveyed the tables and looked inside.

    “Hey, if you’re here for a mid-afternoon caffeine jolt have a seat. I’m alone so the seats are free.”

    “Really, thanks. Alone: sounds ominous.”

    “Nah, just…well Elizabeth went back to California for her brother’s graduation and it was something she felt I didn’t need to tag along; we’ve only been dating a short time.”

    “Yes, can’t have them thinking they’ve got you on the hook too quickly.”

    “Amen to that, but I thought gays…I mean I thought you guys avoided serious relationships?” he asked in all earnestness.

    Toby laughed “You know gays go through the same dating crap as straights, only sometimes it can be a bit messy.”

    “And you think straight relationships can’t be, Jesus, the stories I could tell about Richard’s previous girl friends.”

    “Tess…Teresa? She seems nice.”

    “She great. So great I hope this one works out. So what about you?”

    “Well, single, and for a while now. I’ve just been so busy getting situated at the university and after the last relationship I’ve just not been….I don’t know….in the mood to deal with it, so I read, prep for my classes and come over to Brandon and Julio’s place for some gay time. Exciting, I know” as he shook his head smiling then looking at Oliver.

    “Hey this gallery opening is someone I know and should really attend, you wouldn’t be afraid to come with some ole queen to an art exhibit would you?”

    Oliver looked surprised at first, and then recovered. “No it wouldn’t bother me but I’m surprised… I mean…you don’t have anyone other Brandon and Julio to go with you?”

    “You mean another gay man?” and he laughed at the idea. “I guess we sometimes do stick with our own kind, but I think we’re all guilty of that, but honestly I’ve not really tried to find anyone else. I was just going to walk on over and, make my presence known and leave.”

    “So it is within walking distance?”

    “Yes, it is six blocks that way….I mean this way” as he corrected the direction he was pointing. “So you up for some struggling artist exhibit. It is bound to push some buttons knowing the artist.”

    “Sure why not; just let me finish my coffee.”

    “I see you’re reading Murakami, what do you think? I didn’t hear you comment on his writings the other night.”

    “Well I’ve not read him before, but I found this in the used book store…”

    “Oh the one over on 22nd?”

    “Yes.”

    “Oh sorry for interrupting, but that tiny book store if incredible, but do go on.”

    “Well I found it the other day and was really shocked how much is packed into the place, and this afternoon I found this book I heard everyone talking so positively about, well, I thought I’d give it a try.”

    “Not sure the genre you like but I think you’ll like it.”

    Oliver finished his coffee and they made their way over to the gallery. There was a nice group of people in attendance, enough to make the place feel busy but not to the point you couldn’t see the art work. Oliver was somewhat shocked at the topics of a few pieces. Toby laughed and told him the artist was still young and had not quite worked out how to be subtle. Toby introduced Oliver to several people who all gave Oliver a full vertical look as if appraising him. It wasn’t long before one older guy came up and greeted Toby and asked if Oliver was him finally getting back in the saddle. Toby was embarrassed and quickly corrected him. Later when they had made another trip to a small bar set up by the front storefront window Toby motioned for Oliver to move to the corner.

    “Hey look, I’m sorry about the misunderstanding…”

    Interrupting Toby, Oliver replied “Hey man forget it. If I had a woman with me people would have assumed she and I had something going, so what’s the difference?”

    “I guess nothing, if it didn’t bother you.”

    “Besides he seemed to think you’ve been out of practice for a long time.”

    “It has been…let’s see, nearly a year.”

    “A year? Damn, that is some dry spell.”

    “Yeah, well, I thought he was the one but when his job took him overseas he not only did not tell me until the night before, but made it clear I was not invited. It hurt, and after so many just superficial dates I just lost it. Said to hell with them.”

    “Well fuck’em.”

    They made their way back into the crowd and they talked with several of Toby’s acquaintances. When they finally made it back out on the sidewalk it was dark.

    “Well, I appreciate you coming with me.”

    “Hey I appreciate it; it was nice to get out and do something a little different.”

    “So…this is odd, how do straight guys part company? A slap on the back and a ‘see ya’?”

    They both laughed.

    “Yeah, something like that. Hey if you’re just going home, you want to grab something to eat. There is a Vietnamese place over on…I think it is…”

    “On 33nd by the skateboarders shop. I know it well; love the place.”

    “Well if you haven’t eaten there recently would you like to grab a bite to eat?”

    “Sure why not.”

    Oliver and Toby had to wait a long time to get a table so they hung out at the bar talking about their careers and other miscellaneous things. When their table was finally ready, in an innocent gesture, Toby put his hand on Oliver’s back and he made way for him to take the lead to the table. Oliver felt the hand and the odd way it made him feel, not sure what to think. But just as quickly it was gone. They enjoyed their dinner and sat for a while with one more drink before departing. Outside they said their goodbyes and each headed home.

    Oliver replayed the afternoon and evening over in his mind as he walked toward home, feeling a certain kind of contentment he had not felt before. It was odd to spend half a day with a guy and not have him debating the best football team, or talking about which women around them could they take home, or any of the usual antics his friends usually would do when they were together. And to spend a Saturday not on a date with Elizabeth, or any other woman, fretting over what to wear, where to go, what to do as he felt the need to host the evening’s activities. He knew it was Toby’s easy going personality that gave the evening the laid back feel and if it had been Brandon and Julio he knew it definitely would not have felt this way.

    Elizabeth returned on Sunday and they got together that evening. It was good to see her but all evening he kept comparing it to Saturday with Toby, the differences, and more oddly to Oliver, the similarities. Over the next few days, with the routine of work, exercising and crashing in front of the TV, Oliver tried to stop making those comparisons, but he also knew something was different with Elizabeth. She hadn’t called for a couple of days, and had acted a little distant last Sunday night. On Friday when he showed up at her door for their date she was not dressed. Instead of a night out for dinner and then hitting some clubs to listen to music, they sat in her apartment as she told him it wasn’t working for her. Not their relationship, not her job, not anything. She was moving back to California as soon as she could find a job. Oliver wasn’t as upset as he thought he should be but instead he was understanding and supportive. In the end, he wished her the best, told her to call him before she left town and let himself out.

    He decided to walk back to his place instead of taking a taxi. Sure it would take over an hour, but it would be nice to just enjoy the cool evening. He wasn’t upset, being instead rather resolved to the whole situation. The relationship hadn’t progressed and he knew something wasn’t right, and now it was over. He could look to the future with a new perspective. As he walked he enjoyed seeing the night life of the city, the small crowded sidewalk cafes, the bars packed with loud, laughing patrons, and the different groups of people wandering the streets out for a good time.

    About half way to his place he turned the corner and saw a small bar with the door held open. Music was playing, but not too loudly, and there was just a small crowd of people in the narrow little bar. Fuck it he thought, as he decided the quiet little bar would be perfect to grab a drink. Something strong was in order. Without looking around to really survey the place, he made his way to the bar and ordered bourbon, straight. The first sip gave that warm burn all the way down as it hit the spot. A few more sips and he was relaxing already. He turned to look around and realized the bar was mostly guys. There were only a few women scattered around among the guys. Then he noticed the rainbow flag on the wall near the back over a booth.

    “Well, I be damn” he thought laughing to himself at how easily he just strode into a gay bar without realizing it. Suddenly he realized someone was coming up from his right, turned and saw Toby walking toward him.

    “I think you’re lost, are you not?”

    “I think oblivious is more like it. I was walking home, decided I needed a drink and this place not being packed or really loud seemed ideal. I just noticed its target customer is not me.”

    “Well, I wouldn’t say that, straight people in the area come here all the time, for the very reasons you just wandered in, but what brings you out alone. What about…”

    “Elizabeth. Well, she is not…satisfied with our relationship, her job, or the city. She is moving back to California as soon as she finds a job.”

    “Oh, I see. Well you seem to be taking it well.”

    “I saw it coming, so I guess I’m just….what am I doing?”

    “Having a fucking drink.”

    “That’s it, how about you? Buy you a drink?”

    “Sure, I was just coming to the bar for round two.”

    After Toby got his drink he asked Oliver if he’d care to join him and a couple of his friends. He promised no misbehavior. Oliver was relieved to see it was only one other guy and woman in the booth at the back of the bar. Introductions were made, Jane and Marc, both of whom were instructors at the university with Toby. They were talking about how the students were so much more open, more experimental with sex and their own identity; it was amazing to them how much had changed since their college days.

    Oliver felt relaxed and enjoyed the evening with Toby and his friends, not even realizing how time had passed until the bartender made last call.

    “Wow, I had not realized it was so late, I really should head home” Oliver told them as he slid out of the booth. They said their goodbyes, and they watched Oliver leave the bar.

    “He’s very nice, and attractive; are you sure he’s not gay, or at least a little curious?” Marc asked Toby.

    “No, I think he is just one of these guys with no hang ups and tonight he was just looking for a little company to pass the evening” Toby replied.

    They all agreed and then they moved out of the booth, paid their tab and each headed home.

    The next day Oliver hooked up with some guys and played some tag football in the park then spent the late afternoon watching games at one of the bars where TV’s hang from every wall. Then Sunday he spent with Richard and later Teresa too, where they had dinner at a little Mexican restaurant. When he got home Brandon and Julio were coming in too. They all got into the elevator together to ride up to the tenth floor.

    “I hear you were out Friday night alone; sorry to hear what happened with Elizabeth.”

    “Thanks. It was a nice low key evening which was what I think I needed after Elizabeth’s little chat earlier.”

    Soon they were each settled into their own apartments. Oliver lying in bed that night thinking of the last three days and how last night with the guys wasn’t the same. It was all the bravado and over drinking. It just wasn’t fun anymore. He thought of Friday night sitting with Toby and his friends and how much more enjoyable the evening had been. Toby was so nice; too bad he wasn’t a woman. He could ask him out and…and what? Toby was a guy, it was part of who he was, but it was a nice aspect where he related on some level that was different. He wondered what it would be like to actually have a relationship with a guy. To sleep with them, to have sex with them. To have sex with Toby. He wondered what it would be like. He found himself rubbing his cock as it got hard, thinking of sex. He was surprised at how it didn’t matter if it was thinking of sex with a woman or with a man; he was aroused just the same. He wondered what Toby would want to do. Would he let someone….let him fuck him, or would he want to fuck him, to push his cock into his ass. Would it hurt? He stroked his cock until it was slick with precum as he laid there thinking of sex. Sex with Toby, of Toby sucking his cock, of touching him down there. He suddenly came shooting a line up the middle of his chest. He kept stroking his cock as he shot two more times before it just dribbled out and became smeared by his stroking hand. He lay there breathing hard for a moment, unbelieving how he got off with the images he had just formed. He ran a couple of fingers over his chest scooping up some of his cum. He smelled it, and then with some hesitation, he stuck his tongue out and tasted it. Odd flavor but not bad so he licked it off his fingers. Then he rolled over and after some time finally fell asleep.

    Toby had spent the rest of the weekend grading papers, reading some popular new novel that kept him entertained but not one he’d recommend for it was pure pulp, and doing those domestic chores he had no time to do during the week. Each night he would crash in bed after a glass or two of wine and relax back and think. He thought about how lonely he’d been and how he had to snap out it. He thought about how he missed waking up with someone snuggled up to him, to feel their warm body in the morning. And he thought about Oliver. Tall, handsome and straight; who had once again crossed his path on Friday night. He was so nice, so easy going, Toby wished he was gay. Oliver wasn’t looking to just hook up, but then again he wasn’t looking for a man, especially Toby. He should keep his distance, but damn how he wanted him. It made his cock hard as he thought of what it could be like to be with Oliver; to suck his cock or to let him fuck him. Would Oliver suck him? Would Oliver let him penetrate his ass, what he knew had to be a beautiful tight ass. He stroked his cock as the thought of it all; the possibility of taking Oliver’s cock inside him, feeling that tall athletic body move over him, thrusting himself into Toby, working up both of them into a sweaty mess….he came shooting so hard he hit himself in the face, then shot another line up his stomach to his chest. ‘Goddamn’ was all he could think as he got up to wash it off. He really needed to get out.

    Oliver went through the week in a daze. He caught himself looking at guys who were similar to Toby, tall, lean, and dark haired. He wondered what was up with that, but then he would be looking at some woman the same way, admiring her beauty. He would freak himself out at times with the eyeing one sex then the other. He didn’t know how to respond, felt it wasn’t right to consider anything but a hetero relationship, it wasn’t what he wanted…was it? On Thursday night he went out to a nightclub alone, just to be around people, but able to just watch and not be engaged in silly banter. It was getting late when a very attractive woman approached him.

    “Buy me a drink?” as she smiled up at him.

    He smiled back, nodded ok and turned to the bartender. She ordered her drink, some nasty fruity concoction and turned back toward him.

    “I’ve never seen you here before?” see stated.

    “No, I don’t come here often, but tonight I just felt like a little people watching.”

    “See anything you like?” as she posed seductively against the bar.

    “Yeah.”

    They talked for a while, being flirty with each other, until she finally came right out asked if she could leave with him. There was a moment’s hesitation but he smiled and agreed. At his apartment, they were quickly naked and on his bed making out. She was aggressive, but not in an erotic way, but more in desperation. No matter how hard he tried he just couldn’t get it up for her. She was too eager, no finesse, just looking to fuck. Eventually he rolled over on his back and told her he was sorry and made up an excuse of having just broken up with someone and just couldn’t concentrate. She claimed understanding but as fast as she could, she was dressed and out the door.

    Oliver sat on wide window sill of his bedroom watching the traffic pass by below, the late night partiers moving along and the movement in a few windows in an apartment across the street. He felt confused but relieved to be rid of his pick up.

    Toby kept busy with his classes, having an exam to administer on Wednesday then grade on Thursday. He worked well into the night grading the exams. It was nearly eleven when he finished. He felt stiff and foggy headed. He jumped in the shower and called Brandon. As reliable as always he was up for meeting for a late night drink. Julio was working at the hospital so Brandon was just as stir crazy. They ran into several friends and had a good time catching up and talking.

    “So how’s your neighbor?” Toby asked as casual as he could.

    “Which one?” Brandon replied nearly laughing out loud at the obvious reference Toby was making. “You’ve not hooked up for coffee or a late night drink this week?” he asked in mock surprise.

    “Fuck you. You know it was nothing, but he is nice and not at all freaked out by hanging out with someone who’s gay.”

    “I don’t know, maybe he hasn’t been truly tested yet. Maybe we should introduce him to Taylor?”

    “Oh hell no, Taylor gets on my nerves. Christ, I can’t imagine how Oliver would respond to him.”

    They both laughed at the idea and continued talking about Oliver for a few more minutes, until Toby said enough; his ears were probably burning. Then he said it was time to call it a night so they paid their tab and headed out.

    Friday was colder than normal, and Oliver’s lungs burned as he did his run. He was only a few blocks short of his apartment building when he had to stop. The cold was so much worse on him than the heat of summer. He began to walk trying to get his breathing back to normal. The coldness began to cut through the sweat soaked shirt and shorts he was wearing. As he was approaching his building’s entrance he saw a flier posted of the gallery he had gone to with Toby. It was announcing an exhibit of another local artist. He noted it was that very evening as he went on his way to his place.

    Showered and having had dinner he was soon on the sofa channel surfing. There was nothing on that caught his interest. He turned the TV off and sat looking out the window. How long he sat like that he didn’t know but he looked over and saw it was still fairly early.

    “Fuck it” he said aloud in the empty apartment and headed toward his bedroom. He pulled out several pairs of jeans before deciding on a pair of black jeans that were very tight. He rarely wore them but decided tonight he liked the snug feel of them. He put on a white t-shirt that was stretched tight across the chest, and then pulled his suits over until he located the old black dinner jacket he had found in a resale shop a couple of years ago. He had worn it regularly for a while then he had put it away and rarely thought of it. Once dressed he looked in the mirror wondering who the person was he was looking at, but feeling a certain satisfaction that this person was him, just like all the other images he had of himself. Grabbing his keys, he locked the door and headed out to go see an art exhibit.

    Toby had tried to get Brandon to go with him but since Julio was home for an evening for the first time in days, they wanted to stay in. So he called Marc who was busy, then he tried a couple of other friends before getting Jane to go. They had grabbed a quick dinner at a Middle Eastern place down the street from Jane’s place and arrived in time to meet the artist and be able to walk with him as he discussed his work, his approach to his subject matter, in this case, the human ability to see faces where none exist. Toby and Jane were pleased with the work and afterward settled into a back room set up as a sitting room enjoying the company of several friends and new acquaintances. The gallery filled up around nine, with the artist trying to meet everyone he could as people came and went. Toby got up to get another bottle of wine from the front where the caters were set up when he saw someone come in that caught his eye. He was moving away from him toward one wall of paintings, but it was plain to see how the guy was tall, broad shouldered and very good shape. His tight black jeans highlighted his round ass and the muscular curvature of his thighs and calves. Toby noticed he wasn’t the only one staring as this guy moved toward one particular painting where the brush strokes of red, pink, yellow on a dark background gave the image of a face, but it was only noticeable from a distance and Toby knew the minute the guy got too close he would lose the image. Toby poured some wine from the bottle he was holding as he watched the guy move in and then stop, cocking his head one way then the other. Then he turned to move over to another wall and Toby nearly dropped his glass and the bottle. It was Oliver, dressed in a manner that seductively revealed his body. Toby looked around to see if he was with someone, and then became self conscience of his motives. He turned and headed back to his friends. He’d take them the bottle of wine and then may be go seek out Oliver to say hello. That’s all, just to say hello.

    Oliver looked at the paintings along one wall then another admitting to himself some of the paintings captured his interest. He had admired how some needed some distance from them to see the image of a face but there were a couple he never did see any sort of facial features. He made his way around one wall and turned to move to the other side when he spotted Toby heading toward the back. He hadn’t seen him when he came in but noticed he carried a bottle of wine with him. So he was here with someone. A sense of jealously bubbled up, but he knew he was being ridiculous. He made a decision to continue looking at the exhibit and when he came to where Toby was he would simply say hello, provide a moment of friendly conversation and then leave him alone with whoever he was here with.

    When he got to the rear of the space he saw Toby walking toward him. He couldn’t help but smile at him as he approached.

    “Well, I guess I shouldn’t be surprised to see you here.”

    “No, but I am surprised to see you. Nice look by the way.”

    “This…well it is something I’ve had for awhile but never have a reason to wear.”

    “Too bad, you should find more reasons….I mean it is a good look for you. Everyone in the building has been giving you the eye.”

    “What? Come on.” And they paused awkwardly for a moment. “Hey this artist isn’t bad is he?”

    “No, he is rather good” Toby replied. They began to talk and without realizing what they were doing moved off on their own to a corner of the room. They talked about the exhibit, about Brandon and Julio, about Richard and Teresa; in summary they just talked until Jane came over to say they were all leaving for the gallery was getting ready to close. Surprised by how late it had gotten they followed the others out to the sidewalk.

    “Hey…well, you up for going somewhere…I mean…I’m wound up after this week and just not ready to go home” Oliver stammered unsure how Toby would feel about going somewhere this late.

    “Well it is, damn, it is almost two. Well, I’ve got no urgent errands tomorrow and I’m caught up on my examination grading, so why not. Suggestions?” Toby asked as Oliver looked at him smiling, and shook his head no.

    “I really don’t think you’d like any of the usual places I go to, so…your call.” Oliver knew he was taking a chance. Would Toby take him to some typical gay nightclub?

    “There is a place I’ve not been to in quite some time, but it has a decidedly mixed clientele and the music is…well a little edgy.”

    “Edgy? Is that some new genre?”

    “Probably not, but did you ever listen to music by Depeche Mode, or Chemical Brothers, or Front 242?”

    “Yeah, but I don’t think I’ve been in a nightclub that played them.”

    “Well come on. I know you’ll like this place and you’re definitely dressed for it.”

    The club entrance was actually down an alley with one black light burning over the door. A few people were standing around in the alley. A couple in leather, a guy in faded worn jeans, no shirt and a collar around his neck, and in another group was a girl in just her black bra and short skirt. Oliver knew right away this was going to be different. Inside it was obvious the space really had been a warehouse with its service elevator half raised, now housing the DJ’s booth, and the steel columns supporting the old heavy timber structure which flashed into view by the flashing, strobing lights. It was crowded but not packed and Oliver saw it was as Toby promised. A very mixed crowd of men dancing with women, men dancing with men, women dancing with women, or all together in undefined groups, or even alone moving to the music, lost to its beat.

    Toby and Oliver stood at the bar having a drink as they surveyed the room.

    “Well what do you think?” Toby asked Oliver.

    “It’s great, but I must admit, I’m surprised you recommended this place.”

    “I’ve loved the music ever since I was a kid listening to my older sisters CDs. She had all this music that was so different from what you could find on most radio stations. And when I came out and starting going out, it was clubs like this we came to.” Toby replied, and then seemed to get lost in his memories, so nothing was said for a while. Suddenly “Helter Skelter” by Meat Beat Manifesto came on and Toby became animated like he had not done before in front of Oliver.

    “Hey…uh, would you like to go dance?” he asked cautiously afraid of crossing a line “I mean I’m not trying to…I just love this and…” and he faltered in saying anything else.

    Oliver looked at him and smiled. “Sure why not. I think I’ve heard this one before. You lead.”

    Something happened. The distance between them seemed to diminish and both seemed to relax with one another, to just enjoy the moment, dancing to the DJ’s selections as he controlled the floor, brought everyone along to the beat. Occasionally they bumped into each other as they danced around. Toby hadn’t danced like this in years and Oliver had never opened up like this on a dance floor. Oliver soon tossed the dinner jacket over a bar stool close by, revealing what Toby suspected. A very tight white t-shirt that was now half wet with sweat. Toby had already pulled off his sweater so he too was only in a white t-shirt which hung loosely around his narrow waist. When Toby made a move to turn on the dance floor he stepped into Oliver. Oliver grabbed a hold of him to keep either from falling. Toby stopped, caught in Oliver’s embrace, feeling the warmth of him and he realized Oliver was not letting go, but pulling him back until he was snuggled up to his chest. He felt Oliver’s breath on his neck then he felt him lean his face up to his ear.

    “Can we leave?” Oliver asked barely loud enough for Toby to hear. Toby pulled away and looked at Oliver who had the look of a little boy about to be denied something. And he looked scared.

    “Yeah, we can leave” and he reached out and took Oliver’s hand and led him toward the exit, grabbing the jacket and sweater as they went. In the alley way they made their way toward the street not stopping until they got to the brightly lit sidewalk.

    “Toby, I don’t know why, can’t explain why I’m asking, but…” and Oliver looked away for a moment. “Look, a few weeks ago I never thought about another guy, but after….meeting you I’ve thought about it. I still think about women too, which is so confusing.”

    “You’re not letting some sexual identity cloud your mind on who you want to hang out with, who has provided you with some sort of companionship you are looking for, but look, you don’t have to go any further with this…”

    Oliver interrupted him, his voice clipped but firm. “But I do. I want to. With you. There I said it, so are you going to make fun of me; the confused straight boy going gay or some shit?”

    “No, no, no Oliver I’m not. ” Toby looked at Oliver until he looked back up at him and then a small smile spread across his face. Toby nodded it was ok.

    “You want to come to my place?”

    “No, I want to go to my place; its closer and I think I’ll be more comfortable there.”

    “And if Brandon or Julio sees me leaving your apartment?”

    “I guess I’ll some explaining to do” Oliver replied, suddenly laughing at the thought.

    They whistled down a taxi and arrived at Oliver’s apartment building with the sun breaking the horizon. Inside his apartment, Oliver opened the blinds to let the sun shine in, then turned to Toby and came up to him, real close, face to face.

    “OK?” he whispered to Toby who reached out and took his chin and leaned over and kissed him, gently, simply at first. They embraced, pulling up tight together and kissed more passionately. Toby ran his hand down Oliver’s back and over his ass, pulling him tight, mashing their growing erections together. Oliver pulled back and took Toby’s hand.

    “Come on, let’s move to the bedroom.”

    They caressed each other, kissed each new exposed area of flesh as they undressed each other, until both were in only in their briefs, tenting obscenely by their hard cocks pushing out. Oliver noticed Toby’s cock leaked more pre-cum than he did since his briefs were wet at the head of his cock. Toby pushed him on to his back and grabbed the waist band of his briefs, pulling them down and off. He rose up between Oliver’s legs and took his cock in hand and began to lick it, from his nuts to the head, several times he repeated this move until he finally took the head in his mouth and sank his mouth down over Oliver’s cock. Oliver gasped at the sensation of Toby’s ministrations’. He pushed upward driving his cock further into Toby’s mouth. Toby ran one hand over his nuts, grabbing them in their sac and pulling down, making his cock flex in Toby’s wet warm mouth. Oliver couldn’t stop himself; he began to pump his hips, driving his cock back and forth in Toby’s mouth. Toby knew he was close and reached up with both hands running them over Oliver’s muscular chest, rubbing the sweat around feeling the warmth of his skin, the erectness of his nipples. He grabbed each one between his fingers and as he moved his head down, sucking hard on Oliver’s cock, he pinched down hard on them.

    “Goddamn” Oliver cried out as he pumped up into Toby’s mouth and arched his back with the pain/pleasure his brain was frying on. “Fuck, I’m coming.”

    Toby held Oliver’s cock as it blasted down his throat the first couple of ejaculations then he pulled back and captured the rest in his mouth, savoring he taste. When Oliver was spent, heaving to catch his breath, Toby moved up by him to snuggle up next to him, thinking this would be as far as it went. He assumed Oliver’s fear would prevent him from going further. As he rested his head on Oliver’s chest, listening to his breathing and his heart beat, he ran his hand over Oliver’s still erect cock, then up his stomach to his chest. He looked up at Oliver who was now leaning up looking at him.

    “Toby.”

    “Yes.”

    “Will you…fuck me?”

    Not believing what he had heard he asked “Are you sure?”

    “No, not really, but if I don’t…if you don’t…I’ll regret it later.”

    Toby nodded ok and moved down, taking Oliver’s cock in his mouth again. Arced around on the bed, sucking Oliver’s cock, he felt Oliver’s hand move over his back, over his ass then around to his own hard cock. He clumsily stroked him but it made him harder, more aroused than he had been in a long time. He sucked harder on Oliver’s cock and then began to move his hand down, working his fingers up and down his ass, rubbing his opening until Oliver actually spread his legs. Toby eased one finger in and worked the inner heat of Oliver, then he added another finger, another, until he could feel Oliver’s hips move with him, giving small fuck motions along his fingers buried in his ass. Toby moved up and on top of Oliver, kissing him hard on the mouth, feeling their sweaty bodies rub over each other. Toby slid between Oliver’s legs, feeling Oliver spread them wider accommodating him, opening up to him. Toby leaned up and took his cock, positioning it at Oliver’s hole, rubbing over it harder and harder until he focused on penetration. He eased in, slowly, as he heard Oliver gasped.

    “You ok.”

    “Toby…yeah…go ahead…fuck me.” And Oliver pushed his hips up taking more of Toby’s cock. Toby began to move, pulling back and then pushing back in, going deeper on each stroke until he was hitting up against Oliver’s body, hearing them slap together. They suddenly began to move in rhythm, grinding hips together as Toby fucked faster and faster. He felt Oliver relax under his body, take his fuck, and push back for all he could give. There was no changing of positions or some porn positioning, just Toby on top, letting Oliver feel his weight, feel the heat of his body as he pumped his cock into him, feeling a pleasure he’d not felt in a long time. Toby began to fuck harder, hammering his cock into Oliver. Oliver couldn’t take it, the rubbing of Toby’s hot sweaty body over him, the pleasure of Toby’s cock plowing through his insides hitting spots that made him see stars; he came again, shooting between them, spreading his cum between their bodies. Toby felt Oliver cumming, felt his cock ejaculating and his ass flexing around his cock with every cum shot between them. It was too much as he pumped into Oliver harder and came up his ass, pumping himself into Oliver, thrusting as deeply as he could go as if he was going to crawl up inside Oliver. When they were spent, Toby fell down flat on top of Oliver. They lay breathing hard for some time before they both settled back to normal. Oliver ran his hands slowly over Toby’s back and ass as they both lied there content.

    Oliver brushed his face through Toby’s short hair and when he came to his ear whispered “Thanks Toby, that was great.”

    Toby leaned up and looked at him smiling. “You’re not going to freak out on me, are you?”

    “What?” Realizing what Toby meant, he only smiled at first. “No I’m not going to freak out. But I am going to ask you if it is alright for us to take a shower now?”

    Toby smiled and got up leading the way to the bathroom. They showered a long time, enjoying bathing each other, then barely drying off, they came back into the brightly lit bedroom and fell across the bed in each other’s embrace. Sleep came quickly this time for both of them.


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  • From the rising of the sun

    Atum was already getting bored of waiting and getting angry from waiting. He had just entered his chambers when he heard the blast of the welcome trumpet tune meant for prestigious guests. Without thinking he ran as fast as he could to the balcony facing the sun gate to catch the glimpse of his assigned tormentor. Bumping his foot on the solid image of anubis made him leap the rest of the journey cursing under his breath. And finally there he was. A gigantic frame upon his massive black horse. Ridding slowly and fearlessly through the sun gate along side his two escorts and a caravan pulled by 4 horses made atum wonder if this man was some sort of reincarnation of some feared god whose birth in the realm of men was a huge relief for the gods above.

    Even though it wasn’t a very clear vision from the heights which atum stood,he could tell that that this stranger wasn’t originally Babylonian for he seemed a shebite from afar. Only shebites have panther skins. Without wasting time or thinking, atum hurried back into his chambers and struck the medium sized golden gong which immediately ushered his chief servant into his chambers. Prepare me for the guest. A touch of Babylon please. His servant bowed lowly and hoped no one would hear the princes politeness to him cos it may cost his life. Despite how earnestly he has pleaded to the prince to address him in a manner suitable for a servant,it only had fallen upon deaf ears.

    Atum knew in no time,he will be summoned to meet his guest and subconsciously he wanted to make a good impression. Undressing himself,he stood in front of the huge well polished brass which served as a mirror in the corner of his bath pool room. His lightly chiseled frame and smooth cinnamon skin which has been moisturised by the rarest and finest of Egyptian and Babylonian oil almost gave him a sort of glow. His skin was beautiful to behold and more beautiful and supple to touch. He looked at his eyes….lips….face….neck….shoulders…..chest….nipples…flat stomach and then his thighs. His manhood was also a lovely sight to behold. It hung handsomely as a reminder that though atum may have every resemblance to a beautiful goddess,his manhood was the prize given by the gods for him to be part of both species. Yes. He knew he was gorgeous. He smiled to himself as he slowly immersed himself into the bath. He didn’t know why he had a tingling sensation. The arrival of this stranger should spell doom but somehow..deep within he felt a purpose. A much higher purpose. Perhaps it was the psychic intuition in him that made him feel this way. Taking a slow inhale,he sank beneath the surface of his bath.

    Your majesty your guest awaits. Hearing these words tied a knot in the princes stomach. Finally…this is the long awaited moment. The moment he will stand face to face with this creature who for some reason brought curiosity to him. It’s been over 4 hours since the stranger arrived and preparing for any meeting was a ritual to atum. The beauty therapy,the invoking of the Egyptian and Babylonian goddess of beauty,the incense,the numerous application of ointments,perfumes and herbs before a simple bath made even his mother wonder what would have happened had he been a woman. Dressed in white and gold silk short tunic with a blue chiffon cape that draped to the floor and glided when he walked made him look celestial.

    His name is gallamta uddua commonly called gal.He is the greatest warrior in all Babylon. Brought as a captive from sheba as an infant and was raised in the courts of the great king of Babylon. Chief conquor and a general. His strength is a gift from their gods and he is here to serve your lordship. His assistant quickly made the introduction of the stranger as atum walked to the room which his guests awaited. Gal….he whispered to himself…he who goes forth in strength. Growing up in the courts of pharaoh,his mother ensured he knew,wrote and spoke the language of the Babylonians fluently. Smillimg to himself as he whispered the name over and over,he signalled his assistant to leave as he descended down the richly embroidered rugged stair case which led to the large oak door which was richly painted with the story of the great god Amun ra. Two large sphinx which faced each other separated by the slit which was the door opening reminded atum of how much culture and heritage Egypt had. His heart began to thump rapidly and once again the stir of energy began as the trumpeter introduced him with a tune meant only for him. Two guards bowed and pushed the large oak door inwards….and there he was. Gal. Still mesmerised at the enormous paintings that filled the entire chamber he stood backing the door and didn’t notice the princes presence. Atum was almost petrified looking at his back view. Strong thick built back whose muscular definition made it look like a work of art,solid thighs and calves which where slightly bowed artistically resembled the pillars that upheld the temple of Ra. he wore a white short monostrap linen tunic which exposed clear,velvety dark but scared skin which caught the reflection of the burning lamps on the wall. Babylonian gold bracelet clasped on both arms as he stood at ease. Standing clearly at over 7 foot, it was clear he was far from a mere mortal.

    A warrior with an interest for art? Said atum as gallamta uddua turned around. By the gods!!…Not a single hair was on his head. His face seemed frozen in a perpetual frown that made his striking handsomeness feared. His cheek bones and very unusual soft eyes made him look like a child. Beating his right hand to his chest in a manner that sent chills,he knelt on one knee and bowed. Even when bowed lowly,he still looked like a black massive rock. Your tale doesn’t do justice to your appearance gal. You are indeed a work of art to behold. Please arise. Clapping twice to summon the royal waiters to bring in the feast,he ushered gal to have a seat. While he sat,atum could swear he saw shyness in the eyes of this feared war lords. was it that he is never used to compliments that addressed him outside battles and conquest or was it just the psyche in him that is making him assume? Thought atum. You behold me in a manner I find very curious to understand;gallamta uddua. Your highness his thick voice thundered lightly..my expectations….I knew it! atum cutting inn.throwing his hands in a gesticulation that made gal arched his both brows. You think am cut out for this? I just don’t know what the world expects from me. They can’t allow me live in peace until am dead. But they have no idea what they are in for.Rolling his eyes and sighing,gal was dumb struck. He let out a silent chuckle….something he has never done in many years if ever at all he has. He caught himself almost immediately and wondered what was wrong with him. A part of him wanted to be repulsed. Men ought to be strong,fierce,bold…Not weak ,soft or beautiful….beautiful? Soft? Maybe that was the reason he wasn’t totally repulsed…..he felt amused by this prince….his beautiful face held such innocence that gal would give and fight anything to protect. This prince doesn’t need a sword….he needs his pure essence kept for all eternity. Gal once again wondered what has come over him as he caught himself harbouring such thoughts. The meals where delicious and atum indeed was a good company. No sooner where they done that the special adviser to the pharaoh walked inn. Badru was a short,stout and a foul mouthed man who was detested by all Egypt. Had it not been for his deep knowledge in the affairs of the pharaoh which of course has been the business of his ancestors, Badru would have been a smuggler, a thief or something worse ….well,he was already. Just that he wore fancy clothes and wore a royal ring of authority.

    Walking inn unannounced made the bile in the throat of atum rise. Forgive me for intruding my prince but am here on the behalf of the great pharaoh squealed Badru. His high pitched voice was nothing but out rightly annoying. My lord bids you welcome and has asked me to see that all your needs are met. I know it’s been a long travel and a soldier like you needs some sort of soothing relaxation. With a snap of his finger,5 Egyptian harlots entered the room. Perfectly curved and clothed in transparent silk which revealed their stark nakedness beneath made atum bow his head in disgust. This was typical of badrun. That won’t be necessary said gal. I intend to retire alone. Am sorry my friend but this is on the kings order. Lies. every single person innthe palace knows badru has an insatiable appetite for prostitute and that was his standard taste for hospitality. Immediately he called a guard to take them to gals room. Feel free to speak to me if you need anything said the stout man. as he left,it seemed as if badru had forgotten to take one of his ugly evil spirit he left behind. Atum sat quietly as the servants quickly cleared the dishes. they have finally succeeded in showing the world that he was nothing and was worth nothing but disrespect. In the name of the gods why prostitues for guest?what impression would that give? Maybe gal would think he patronises prostitutes too. tears appeared in his eyes as his anger boiled. he fought hard not to let gal see his weakness by avoiding eye contact. Gal never said a word to the prince even though part of him wanted to. The atmosphere had changed. Rising up,back straight,shoulder squared and head held high just as a prince would,he cleared his throat and said..” I would now retire for the night gallamta uddua”. I hope you enjoy your first night in egypt. feeling stupid for making such comment their eyes locked and he knew gal saw deep into his soul. Nothing else was hidden or private. In a weak smile he turned and left.

    That night as gal lay awake in his bed,he thought of atum and how odd and unnatural sadness seemed on his beautiful face. How come meeting atum made him feel strange inside? Why does he have such tender thoughts towards him? was there a time in his life he had such innocence? ..surely ….Yes there was….focusing,he let his thoughts go back in time. Many years ago as a child in the land of Sheba. He remembered walking with his mother and laughing. Yes. Laughing. Laughing as she stooped and tickled him so hard he screamed his lungs out in joy. Maybe a lost part of him was in atum….just maybe there was hope to be human again. Like so many nights before,this sacred vision served as a brief remedy that protected him from the ghosts that haunted his sleep. Holding tightly a shebite relic,he prayed..begged and asked the gods to save him. Gal never touched the prostitues that night. Infact he had never communed his flesh with anyone. An agreement he made with the gods to Let bloodshed be his only vice which he vowed to keep.


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  • A wild night with Old Friends

    This is a story that all began back seven years ago. Me and my friends were having a sleep over and we were up watching TV in the guest room at my house. We had not planned on all sleeping in that one queen size bed but when we fell asleep we were out. So we ended up just staying the night in that bed together just the three of us in one little queen size bed. I was in the middle of my two friends Joe and Tim.

    I had known Tim ever since I was a baby and had known Joe for at least ten years now. We were all such good friends and had been for a while. Joe was a star Soccer player at school and he was in great shape. Tim was in great shape as well but it was weird to think to much about me and Tim because he was like my brother. I was just in average shape and no where near as good looking as they were.

    I would never want to do anything that jeopardized that relationship but I had had a crush on Joe for about a year know. I was not sure if I was bisexual or gay or just confused but I had at least for the last year had a thing for Joe. We had all changed in the same room before but they would always turn and look at the corner of the room or just turn away from the group so I would do the same. Because of this I had never seen either of their dicks except in my dream!!. (And trust me those were some wild dreams if I remember correctly).

    So anyway back to the story. We were all asleep in the bed and I woke up in the middle of the night at about 2 in the morning. We had all been asleep for about 2 hours and they were so out of it. I knew this because when I woke up I first raised my arms up and then dropped them down on Tim’s face and he did not even stir. So i figured that he was sound asleep. Then I almost sat on Joe’s leg as I turned around and Joe did not even flinch. They were all asleep and not waking up anytime soon.

    As I ever so rudely sat on Joe’s leg I noticed that I hit something that was hard and long and pointy and I just assumed it was his finger. It took me a few minutes then I woke up fully and started to think that when I sat on Joe’s leg I only hit one finger and it was pretty fat so I hope that it was not swollen but then after I worried for a while I realized just what it was. It was not a finger at all unless some of you consider that a guys 11th finger. (Personally I have always thought of mine as more as my second brain. My second sexually driven brain.)

    I rolled over and turned around to look at it. It was a warm night and none of us had used the sheets which were at the end of the bed. Joe apparently was quite warm because he had not only pushed the sheets to the end of the bed but also his boxers. His dick was just starting to grow. Joe must have just been starting to have a sexual dream because I sat there and watched it go from soft to rock hard. It also went from about 3 inches to about 7 inches. I was amazed.

    I just touched it in amazement. I then thought that maybe Tim had a boner as well. Well he did but he was laying on his side and I could not see it very well. So I turned back over to look at Joe’s. That is when I noticed that I was rock hard as well. I jacked Joe’s cock for a while and then I just looked at it while playing with my own. It was my first experience that was close to sex. I ended up with my hand on his dick and my other hand on my dick and I blew my load. Thankfully it was not a very big load and I did not hit anyone else with cum. I quickly pulled up my pants and turned over so that I was laying on my stomach.

    The next morning I woke up and dropped a few hints to ask how they slept and find out if they knew anything. neither of them ever said anything and it was just always my little secret.

    Well that was just the back story to my real story and we are already on the second page. Okay so I just want everyone to know that there is just a little bit more background to my story.

    So this story took place about a year ago if that. We are all three in college and I am at Notre Dame in Indiana. Joe is at Boston College and Tim is at Amherst. They see each other every so often and I almost never see them. We skype and we text but it is not the same.

    We all three have girlfriends. My girl is from just outside Boston just like me but in a neighboring town. So during a long weekend I took my girl down to my house to meet my parents. It was going to be a surprise and when we got there the house was empty. I waited about an hour then called my mom to see where they were. It turns out that they had gone on vacation to go visit my brother in Texas.

    When I heard that I knew that I could call my two friends and that they would come and join us for dinner tonight or tomorrow. I called Tim first and he said that he was actually on his way home just to get away from school for a night and that he would love to come and hang out. He said that he was alone and that his girl was back at school. Joe said that he really needed a break and that his girl and he would love to come down for dinner.

    So I went straight into the kitchen and tried to make dinner or at least get the stuff ready for dinner. I had to run to the store to get some chicken for my dinner. I ran to the store and when I got back my girlfriend was in the shower. She had never been to my house and we did not make our towels easy to find so I figured that I would go and get one and just put it in the sink.

    Well when I walked into the bathroom I saw that she had not quite gotten in to the shower yet. She was standing their butt naked in the bathroom. I had never seen he naked before we had only been dating for about a months and a half and I don’t like to jump into bed with people, of course that kinda went out the window later that night. She freaked out and thought that I was being a pervert for walking in on her and I tried to apologize a million times.

    Well after a little bit of convincing and the shower she was over it but she did tell me that she called a friend and decided that she was going to go stay at her house tonight. I was fine with that I just didn’t want her to tell my friend when they got to the house. I told her it would be great if she would not tell my friends that she was going away for the night. She was cool with that. I set her up in the living room With the tv then I went to the kitchen to make diner.

    Joe and Tim were at the door they had arrived together and they were ready for dinner but Joe’s girl was not here yet she was about ten minutes away. We set the table while chatting and catching up with each other. Joe’s girl got here just in time and was beautiful. She was a gorgeous girl if I had ever seen one.

    We ate dinner and went to the living room to just hang out for a little bit. Then Joe’s girl had to get home because her mother was expecting her. I got up and told her I was happy to meet her and that she was welcome any time. After that my girlfriend came out to the mud room and we talked. She wanted to know if it was okay if she left to go to her friends house and I said that it was fine I would talk to her in the morning.

    I went back into the other room and I was talking to my friend it took them about ten minuets to figure out that my girl had left. I told them that she was going to spend that night at a friends house. Thats when Joe said “hey if your girl is not staying the night can I stay here with you?” I told him that would be fine. Tim said that he would just go home and that he would see his parents. Tim had to leave shortly after that and so Joe and I walked him to his car and said goodbye. They we went in and just sat on the couch.

    There was a fire in the fire place and it was nice to just sit by the fire and talk to someone. WE talked about school and about old times for about an hour I would say when we heard the door bell. I said that I would get it if Joe would put another log in the fire he said sure but did not move until was out of the room.

    The door bell was Tim. He had forgotten his sweeter and it was one that his mother had sent him when he was away at college so he thought that he should have it one or at least have it when he got to his house. I said ya come on in I think its in the living room. When we walked into the living room Joe was just finishing tending to the fire and he was walking back to the couch. He also had a boner that was quite blunt. I could have noticed it from about a mile away he wearing jeans but it was just like a big outline of his dick.

    Joe jumped down onto the couch and said Don’t any one say a word. But I had already heard Tim say wow that had grown. I looked at him and said what do you mean it has grown. Ya i would say so thats what happens when you get a boner.

    Tim just started to blush and said never mind i don’t mean anything. I looked at Joe and asked him jokingly if he and Tim had ever had a sexy night just the two of them. Joe laughed and blushed saying no that would never happen.

    I just laughed and said ok. Thats when Tim said well it kinda happened once and you were there Billy. I was really blushing now I wanted to know what had happened. Tim said never mind you guys don’t want to hear about it. I said ya I do are you kidding me. Well Tim started to tell a story and it was quite a bit like the story that I started out this story like. I was amazed and said hey whats up with that. Why did you do that cause I might have done it once or twice myself. Then Joe said hey I think I did it multiple times. I was amazed that we had all done it.

    We went back to talking and before I knew it it was 12:30. Tim called his mother and told her that he was staying the night at my house. I told them that I was going to bed and that they could stay in my brothers room and in my room I would sleep in my parents room. After I was in my room for about 20 mins I remembered that all my cloths were in my bedroom where Joe was. So I just went into the room without thinking and man was I surprised when I got in there.

    Joe was masturbating and I was not sure what to do. He just pulled the cover over him self and said well after that talk we had earlier I have been a little horny so just helping my self. I said well after all those years don’t you want to know how my dick turned out. He was thrilled to hear it. He said r u sure. I said ya why not we all kinda did when we were younger why not fulfill our curiosity.

    So I striped down so that I was naked and starting to get hard. Thats when Joe took off his covers and I saw just how nice his cock was. He was cut which I knew and he was shaved. His dick was about 6-7 inches and I was about 7.5 inches. He was still athletic and had a beautiful body and was hot as ever.

    I was standing there in better shape than I ever had been because I had been working out for my girl just to impress her. I was still not a really healthy guy but I was about average. I was shaved, hard and uncut.

    I went over to the bed and laid down and started to jack off a little that was when Tim walked by the door to got to the bathroom. He just walked past the first time to got to the bathroom. When he was on his way back he slowed down by the door and stopped to come in he said “what the hell is going on here and why the hell wasn’t I invited.” I said well now you are.

    We again had to explain how this happened and he laughed and said wow I was bout to go do the same thing in my room. I was a little frustrated because I had not really planed on washing the sheets after the night I figure 7 hours of sleep would be fine.

    Anyways tristan had striped down and he was the best out of all of us. He was athletic with a six pack and beautiful pecs. I knew he was fit but not that fit. He was also shaved and he was cut as well. I was the only one who was uncut. That was kind of cool. But Tim was defiantly the biggest. His dick must have been about 9 inches. I wanted that cock.

    Well I just got up and went to give him a blow job. He was a little stunned but after a second he decided that he was really liking it. We moved to the bed and i laid down giving him a blow job. I had never even seen another guy who was hard except for some porn that I had watched. This was amazing.

    Joe got down and was giving me a blow job while I gave one to Tim. I stopped giving tim his blow job after prob 10 mins. My tongue was getting tired so I moved on to fingering his ass. Joe was still giving me a blow job and I was loving every second of it. Then I came into Joe’s mouth. It was amazing. Joe put could barely fit it all in his mouth I had not shot a load in like a month.

    He spit it out into Tim’s six pack and we played with it with our tongues. I think that was the most sexy thing that we had ever done.

    Then Tim asked if he could fuck me while I gave Joe a blow job. I said sure that sounds great. I would love it. So Tim stuck his dick into my tight ass and it felt so so good. I was amazed at how amazing it felt. Joe was a hard nut to crack he was barely wet from pre cum. I was determined to get him to cum that I had almost forgotten about Tim in my ass until he shot his load. It was not quite as big as mine but it was still a nice load. I could feel it shot up my ass and it felt so fucking good. It was like a high.

    Tim pulled out and said WOW!! That was amazing. I have never done anything like that before. I had taken a break from Joe and said ya now help me get Joe to cum he is the only one left. I caught a glimpse at the clock and it was like 2:19.

    Tim took over giving him a blow job and i was just kissing him all over. Then I got to his ass and I stuck my finger in it first then I just shoved my cock right up his ass. He loved it and was close to cuming according to Tim. I just pulled my dick out and started to kiss him his lips were so plump and amazing.

    It took a lot of work and effort but finally Joe cam. He shot his load and it was huge Tim had taken a break from blow job and was just jacking him off. His load almost hit the ceiling. I was amazed it just kept coming and hit me in the face. I was amazed that he had such a load and could hold on to it that long. Well after that we had been at it for about 2 hours and were all exhausted. I fell asleep right there on Joe’s stomach and Tim was on my thigh.

    In the morning I was the first one to wake up but everyone was like hugging and spooning each other. It was a cute picture and I was turned on again by this thought. So between that and the usual morning wood I was hard in about 10 seconds. My dick was going into Tim’s ass and that woke him up.

    We all got up and took a shower together and talked about what we had done. They were all really happy. I was so happy that we had done that.

    We meet up and still meet up every time I come to town that we can get together. I am still dating the same girl and we have done it. After that weekend I had to make it up to her somehow and sex was the way. But it is never quite as good as it is with Joe and Tim. We are all bi but no one but us three know about the others.


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