Author: admin

  • The Penthouse

    Spokes raced down 21st Street, keeping aligned with the stripe on the road, squeezing between the cars stalled in the late afternoon traffic. He needed to go twelve blocks to his next drop off and this time of day he knew he had to push it. He stood up and pedaled hard on his old bike, it stripped down to the basic necessities, scratched, scuffed, the bike having served him faithfully for five years of hard abuse. He raced between a taxi and some large SUV when he saw a car door open up ahead and he cut hard right in front of the taxi, angling to the open gap between the parked cars and first lane of traffic, a gap he didn’t like to ride in for distracted motorist opening doors was all too frequent. At the next intersection he took advantage of the changing light to race back over, leaned over the handle bars, head down, pedaling hard, he raced up the street.

    Spokes given name was Ryan but since he had been working as a messenger, a job he took when he was seventeen, earning the money he needed to take college classes at night he soon got tagged with the nickname. He struggled at first, learning how to read the traffic, the short cuts through alleys or little used sidewalks and the way to really ride his bike, to be able to get it through tough situations and not get his neck broken. And he had learned how to fall, to put the bike down, and it was the hardest lesson he had learned. It took a year but soon he was the go-to guy for the delivery service he worked for, the guy who could make a deadline even when the entire city was in gridlock and soon, like a lot of the others who had been messengers for a while he acquired the nickname.

    Spokes was not quite six foot tall and lean, lean to the point some called him skinny, but after years riding as a messenger he was strong, the stamina to ride all day. Like this particular day that had started earlier than usual with the demanding time frames, the jobs that required cutting across downtown from one side to the other, and now this job, from one of the banks in the financial center all the way out to the old in-town residential district with it nineteenth century apartment buildings and side streets of townhomes mixed with small business districts that served the neighborhoods. He was relieved to find the traffic thinned substantially as he neared his destination and was able to get into a lane and stand on it, to pedal as fast as he could till sweat ran out from around his helmet and he felt that muscle burn in his legs as he pushed through it. He turned on Washington and began to watch the address numbers looking for 425, knowing it was close.

    He wheeled up on the sidewalk at the address and found it was an old apartment building, one of the largest on the street, one that still had a doorman and reflected an elegance the newer buildings could only mimic. Bike locked up, the front wheel hooked to his messenger bag he made his way toward the doorman.

    “I’ve got a package for apartment 3105” he stated at the elderly man, dressed in an uniform and giving him a disapproving look. Spokes knew how he must look to the man, him wearing his favorite cargo shorts, the leg openings frayed and one outer pocket torn so bad he could no longer use it. Then there was his t-shirt, the neck stretched out of shape, the arms ripped off and the front image faded and cracked from age and frequent wear, and it was soaked in sweat down his chest and back. His arms and legs had cuts and scratches and his shoes, black riding shoes that were not very old but already looking the worse for wear made for a rough sight he knew as he jogged up to the old man, his breathing labored.

    “I can take the package and see that it gets to the right apartment” the man replied as he held out his hands for the package.

    “Sorry man, but I’ve got to have the addressee’s signature; bank request to make sure it gets to him.”

    The doorman hesitated, but knew how it was, all these important documents that had to have signatures that seem to arrive daily for some of the residents, some of which never left for a regular job, who he knew made their money in other ways. He looked up at Spokes and nodded is head.

    “Very well, the elevator is inside to the right. 3105 is the penthouse on the top floor.”

    As Spokes made his way inside he didn’t think much about going up to the penthouse, he had done so many times in the past in other buildings. The elevator was old and ornate and once the doors closed seem to move at its own deliberate pace. The doors opened revealing a small lobby area with only two doors. One labeled roof access and the other 3105.

    He rang the doorbell and heard the chime inside as it rang out. It took longer than he expected but finally he heard the door opening and an elegantly dressed older man opened the door.

    “I have a package for Graham…” and he looked at the package slip again to find the man’s last name.

    “That would be Graham Knolls.”

    “Yes, that’s it. I have a package from a bank that I need to get his signature.”

    “Follow me” and the man turned and went through the foyer and into a large living room with large windows all the way up to the twelve foot ceilings. There were two sitting areas and a grand piano and through a doorway Spokes could see the dining room.

    “Wait here and I’ll get Mr. Knolls.”

    As the man left the room through a door it suddenly dawned on Spokes he had seen him before, just the other day. He had been making a delivery when he had come to a busy intersection with the light red and had to stop. He had been by a limousine, an older Cadillac model, its body a highly polished black, the rear windows deeply tinted. As he had waited at the light he realized a rear window lowered part of the way down but no one spoke out, or did anything he could see, except after a few seconds it was raised back up. When he looked at the driver he had been talking aloud in the front, obviously to his passenger and then he turned and looked at Spokes, right in the eye, not being self conscious at Spokes looking back at him. It had been the man who had just greeted him. The light had changed and they each took off, the limousine turning right.

    As he waited the sweat kept running out of his hair and down into his face, so he pulled his helmet off and wiped his arm over his forehead. Normally he didn’t care how he looked to others, how he wasn’t dressed in some suit and tie, but standing in this space, its furniture appearing to be original modern pieces from the nineteen thirties and forties, the art work with styles that seemed familiar and the overall size of the space and he suddenly found himself self conscious of his appearance, his grubby sweaty state. He flipped his messenger bag around his body and opened it up pulling out the large manila envelope, wondering what was so important that this Mr. Knolls couldn’t have done it over the phone or online, but then he thought this guy was probably much older, someone who didn’t like computers, obviously didn’t have to like them and preferred to do business the way he always had done.

    He heard footsteps approaching, a fast steady pace, then the door opened and in walked a man of about thirty, neatly dressed in khakis and a polo shirt, his neatly trimmed dirty blonde hair perfectly combed. The man smiled at Spokes and approached him quickly.

    “Mr. Knolls?” Spokes asked, surprised to see someone so young compared to his expectations.

    “Yes, but then again I guess you were expecting someone older?” and he chuckled as he came up to Spokes. He held out his hand to shake, something no one ever did and Spokes took a moment to respond, to take the hand held out toward him.

    “I’m Graham Knolls, and you are?” he asked in such a polite friendly manner.

    “Spokes.”

    Graham laughed and shook his head. “Surely that is not the name your parents gave you, but Spokes it is” as he shook hands, “I guess it is an appropriate nickname, no?”

    “Yeah, the other guys tagged me with it after I’d worked a while with the delivery service.”

    “I see…well what have you got for me?”

    Spokes handed Graham the envelope and his delivery slip that needed the signature with a pen which to sign it. As Graham signed his name Spokes really looked at the man in front of him. About his height, well built, his polo shirt stretched tight across his chest, his face masculine, with a strong jaw line and a nose not quite perfect, making him even more attractive. Spokes knew he should never do more than just check out the people he met in his job, never consider asking them out or even just flirting with them, and he definitely didn’t consider flirting with Graham. In the past he had flirted with some of the people he met on his job, women he found attractive who seemed to like his rough looks and sometimes some of the men, men who wanted the fantasy of the delivery guy showing up at the door and delivering more than some box or envelope and Spokes had in a few instances acted out on those advances, found himself in locked offices, storerooms, even a stair well from time to time, but this time it seemed different, Graham had him in a position where he wasn’t comfortable, outside of his usual domain. He pushed the idea aside, for Graham was someone from a very different part of society. Spokes looked around him once again, his sense of being out of place enormous. He lived in a small studio apartment in a barely refurbished warehouse building and he had to scrimp and save for his classes to the point of wearing old clothes he bought at Goodwill or some consignment shop, and he rarely got to go out to eat in a proper restaurant, most of the food he bought coming from sidewalk or truck vendors he passed from one destination or another. But just for a moment, a fleeting brief fantasy, Spokes wondered what it would be like to hit on Graham, wondered if he was straight or gay, but he knew it was a crazy thought and he let the idea fade away as he watched Graham use the envelope as a hard surface to sign his name and handed Spokes his pen and the slip back. He pulled out his wallet, thumbed through the bills and handed several to Spokes.

    “This should cover it I think.”

    Spokes flipped through the bills and realized he was getting a large tip. He looked at Graham and started to ask if he was sure when he saw Graham nod his head it was right.

    “You made it here rather quickly, much quicker than I expected. Maybe I could request your services for some of my more important delivery needs?”

    “Yeah…anytime, give us a call. Just make sure to give us enough time to pick up the package. Most people tend to not think about the time needed for that.”

    “I’ll do that, and if I wanted you in particular?”

    “Just tell them you want Spokes.”

    Spokes made his other pickups and drop-offs, the whole time the few minutes he was in Graham Knolls’ penthouse kept coming to mind, the pose of Graham and the elegant place he lived in that cost more than Spokes would make in his lifetime. On his last run, down in a warehouse district delivering some small part a customer needed, Spokes found himself coasting down a hill, sitting up straight, relaxed, just letting the warm evening air blow over him. After this run he would head back by the office and then to his place to change and head to his class. As usual it’d be after midnight before he got to bed where he would be asleep as soon he as settled his weary body down on the bed.

    The next day he got a call from the office about a pickup and delivery. Spokes checked the pickup location and realized he had to hurry for it was back across town. He glanced at the delivery location and smiled. Graham Knolls’ address flashed on his mobile. By the time he got to Graham Knolls’ address he was soaked to the skin in sweat, the day heating up into the nineties and he had just rode hard for the last ninety minutes. He locked his bike, secured the front wheel to his bag and headed toward the door. It was the same doorman as yesterday but this time he was smiling, friendly in his manner and he held the door open as Spokes came up under the entry canopy.

    “Good afternoon, sir; Mr. Knolls is expecting you. I trust you remember his floor?”

    “Yeah, the penthouse…3105.”

    Spokes was soon ringing the doorbell and again the older gentleman opened the door but this time he stepped back, inviting Spokes to come on in.

    “Mr. Knolls will meet you in the living room. I’ll let him know you’re here.”

    Spokes had to wait just a short time and Graham came into the room. He was wearing baggy shorts and an athletic top, all wet with sweat. Graham had a small towel he was wiping his face with as he came over to Spokes.

    “Sorry about my appearance, but you arrived sooner than I expected, once again” and Graham chuckled and reached out for the package Spokes was holding for him.

    “I don’t think I have any room to criticize your appearance” Spokes replied causing Graham to look up at him, his eyes alive and curious, the blue a bright shiny blue and he smiled as he his eyes roamed down Spokes body, his lean frame within the baggy shorts and t-shirt.

    “No, I guess not” Graham replied as he handed the signature slip back with several bills folded up together. “Although I guess you being all sweaty is a little more noble it being your job while mine is just several rounds of tennis at the club. Damn that sounds elitist, doesn’t it” as he laughed in the friendliest manner. “What kind of bike do you have?”

    “Well, it is sort of a custom built rig, single gear and…”

    “And no brakes, right?”

    Spokes looked at Graham wondering if he thought he was just another crazy bike messenger he had read about, but there was something in his manner, friendly, casual, that made Spokes relax.

    “You have a bike?”

    “Yeah, a little road bike I’ve had for a few years now. Riding in the city is a little too harrowing for me but I still ride regularly, usually back into one of the neighborhoods and around the park. You ride for pleasure or is it all work?”

    “Sometimes” Spokes replied wondering if he was reading Graham right.

    “I guess I should let you go but would you be interested in riding one Saturday or Sunday? I have a small group of guys I ride with and they are so out of shape I have to hold back. Might be nice to bring someone in who can kick our asses.”

    Spokes was surprised at the offer and hesitated for a moment not sure if Graham was serious or not. Then he slung his bag back over his back.

    “Sure, I usually have free time of Sundays to just get out and knock around. You want me to call…or …”

    “Give me your number and I’ll see if the guys want to ride this Sunday. I can’t wait to see you ride them into the ground” and Spokes could see a competitive nature rise up in Graham. He reached out and took the envelope he just delivered and pulled his bag around for a pen. He wrote ‘Spokes’ and his number across the back.

    Spokes had been surprised to hear from Graham the next morning with news the ride was all set and Spokes could swing by his place and they’d ride over together to meet the others in the park on Sunday morning. When Sunday arrived he slipped on a pair of cargo shorts and a tank top for he knew the day was to be a hot one. He tossed his water and some snacks in his bag and headed out. Graham met him at the door wearing tight black cycling shorts and a jersey, the colors loud and garish, mimicking the uniforms of professional riders. Leaning against the wall was a Trek, some hybrid with a slick shiny frame and Spokes quickly noticed it didn’t have a scratch on it.

    They were quickly on their way to meet the others, the two of them riding casually in single file on the main roads but once they hit a neighborhood street, one with very little traffic they rode side by side. Graham asked about Spokes’ bike, about his messenger job and if the all the crazy rumors were true (no…for the most part) and what he was going to do when he got tired of riding his bike. Spokes told him of taking classes at night and what he really wanted to do once he finished college and he got Graham to tell him about his life, living off his family’s money, the investments he has made, the companies he owns and how he spends most of his days in his home office just overseeing everything.

    They arrived at the meeting place in the park and it was as Spokes feared, the others being so out of shape, a couple of them overweight he knew he would have to hold back. Later he found out he had to actually stop and wait on them to catch up. Only Graham had the stamina to keep up. They stopped for lunch at a small neighborhood sandwich shop and afterwards the other guys said they had had enough for one day. Graham and Spokes watched them ride off back toward their cars and when they were gone Graham turned to Spokes, the look of mischief on his face.

    “So you want to show me what you can really do on that bike? You’ve been holding back all morning so much you probably felt like you were just coasting along.”

    “You sure?”

    “Yeah, just no traffic dodging shit, okay?”

    It was Spokes turn to smile mischievously and he got on his bike and secured his helmet as he watched Graham do the same. He checked his bike as he always did before taking off then looked at Graham.

    “Ready?”

    “Let’s ride.”

    Spokes didn’t push it hard at first, instead he built up his speed, increased it slowly, till he had Graham struggling to keep up and he pushed even harder. He had cut back through the park, winding his way along the hilliest section making his way to the other side where he could pick up Garden Street and head back into the financial district, knowing it would be desolate on a Sunday and would give Graham a sense of how he rode the main roads. Without realizing it he was cutting around the slower cars they did come across, zipping around them. He looked back and found Graham was keeping up, pedaling furiously, shifting gears, looking for the one that gave him the best advantage. By the time they got back to Graham’s place they were both wet with sweat. They pulled up on the sidewalk and stopped at the door.

    “Thanks for the invite, it was nice to ride with someone” Spokes said.

    “No thank you, the other guys you have seen are not very good and this was so much fun when you were really pushing it” Graham replied as he pulled off his helmet. “Come on up and you can get something to drink and if you want..” and Graham hesitated for the first time around Spokes, seemed unsure of what he wanted to say; “well if you’d like you can come up and shower off.”

    “I didn’t bring a change of clothes.”

    “That’s no problem” Graham was quick to interject; “I’m sure I’ve got something you can wear.”

    Spokes found himself in a large bathroom, with a glass enclosed shower. It was nearly as large as his apartment and it was a guest bath. He pulled his tank top over his head and laid it on a small bench along one wall. He sat and pulled off his shoes and as he stuck the last sock into each shoe the door opened and Graham walked in carrying a change of clothes.

    “I think these will fit you. I was wondering if you’d stay for dinner. I love to cook and lately haven’t had anyone over to cook for. Please say yes. It’ll be a perfect end to our day.”

    Spokes looked up Graham as he replied “Okay.”

    Spokes stood up and began to push down his shorts and boxers together, his lean frame allowing them to drop to his ankles easily. Graham was still standing there, watching, watching as he stood back up, letting Graham see his lean body, the tattoo on his chest, way his chest and stomach were so flat and smooth all the way down to his cock which hung over his balls in a flaccid state. He saw Graham swallow hard, then turn and went out of the room. Spokes got in the shower and got it hot, the water steaming up the room as he scrubbed the grim of the day’s ride from his skin. He thought of Graham, how he had watched him, how he hesitated to leave and he wondered if it was possible, possible for someone like him to hook up with someone like Graham. He showered for a long time enjoying a spray much stronger, much fuller than his own shower. How long he’d been in there he didn’t know but suddenly he was aware someone was standing outside the shower. He wiped the water from his face and saw it was Graham, naked, his body still wet from his own shower. Spokes opened the door and leaned out and saw Graham looked anxious, looked like he wasn’t sure about this and Spokes held out his hand.

    Graham had wanted him since he had seen him on the street, sitting at the light in his limousine. The tall lean body, muscular legs, and the signs of exertion made Graham want him, desire him in such a foolish manner he had thought, and then he did it, called the courier whose name he had seen on the messenger’s bag. He had felt foolish having to describe the one he wanted, the guy on a flat black frame with a mismatching bracket for his handle bars, a dark blue color for that piece. Then he arrived carrying an envelope of documents he didn’t really need, just an excuse to get him to his place, and it had been him and it made Graham feel rebellious, more so than usual. It was one thing to be in his family, in his status, and gay, it was quite another to see someone below your status no matter if it was a man in lieu of a woman. But he had dated within his status, boring men, men so privileged they didn’t know how to live, to enjoy life. In the last year he had dated men he found intriguing, men who excited him but sometimes they were too different or a little too carefree. Then there were the ones looking for him to take care of them, to buy them things; the only thing they seemed to like about Graham was what he could do from them. Now he found himself getting into the shower with Spokes, a bike messenger, someone who lived such a simple life compared to his own, long days making deliveries and the nights taking classes, someone who seemed to have direction. Graham stepped up close to Spokes, the slight height difference making him look up into his brown eyes and soon their lips came together, gently, as Graham hugged his body up against Spokes.

    “Let’s get out and dry off” Graham whispered in Spokes ear. Graham reached around him and shut the shower off, opened the door and the two of them got out. Graham grabbed the towel and dried Spokes, slowly running the towel over his body.

    “Let’s go to my bedroom” Graham told Spokes.

    The bedroom was a large corner room with tall wide windows on two walls facing the city with the large bed position up against one wall of the windows, their sills aligning with the low flat headboard. Graham led Spokes to the bed and had him lie on his back. Graham moved in next to him and for a moment he they just looked at each other. Graham reached out and lightly, fingertips barely touching, and ran his fingers over the tattoo on Spokes’ upper chest, tracing the pattern. He trailed his fingers downward and over one, then the other nipple, the soft perimeter so delicate in feel and as he circled them, rubbed them they became erect, the center hard and he lightly pinched one making Spokes breath in deeply. Neither said anything, Graham lost in his exploration of Spokes’ body and Spokes watching him, looking at the intensity of his eyes and the way his fingers moved over his body, the sensation not quite tickling, but sensuous.

    Graham looked at Spokes’ body, the lean, almost skinny frame and couldn’t believe how firm it felt under his fingers, the muscle tight, strong with the skin so smooth his fingers glided easily over it. Graham leaned over and pressed his lips to Spokes’, gently, softly pressing them together as he held his hand on Spokes’ stomach letting the warm contact remain. Spokes’ kissed back, eased one hand to Graham’s head, his fingers sliding through his hair as he was pulled tighter to Spokes, their kissing more passionate. Spokes moved along Graham’s jaw line, his lips, his tongue, tracing the contours, feeling the stubble of his beard. He continued to Graham’s neck, nipping at the skin, tongue snaking out to taste the flesh, as he continued to his ear, tugging the lobe with his teeth, then tonguing it. Graham felt the warm wet manipulation around his ear and on his neck and he pushed his hand down, over the smooth firm abdomen, downward till his fingers felt the sparse hair over his cock, and he ran his fingers through it, felt it tickle his fingertips as his hand kept bumping into Spokes’ cock, its shaft thickening, getting erect and as it did it shifted around, moved to lie over his abdomen and Graham finally touched it, ran his fingers along the shaft and over the head, feeling the soft spongy texture, and Spokes pushed up, his body reacting to the touch. Graham leaned over and brought his mouth down to the hard shaft, let his lips slide along its length till he felt the flared head and he kissed it, snaked out his tongue and ran it over the head, circled it, licking the head till it was wet. Spokes lay back, his eyes closed, enjoying the warm wet breath, the touch of Graham’s lips and tongue and his cock got harder.

    Graham held his cock up, slid his hand down the shaft and back up, slowly, just a few times, stroking it up, and he moved his mouth over it, brought his lips over the head and slowly sank his mouth downward. Spokes grabbed handfuls of sheet in each hand as he felt Graham sink down on his cock, felt the warm wet mouth as his hands held his hips firmly in place. Graham worked his mouth up and down, letting the hard shaft with its smooth skin stretched tight revealing the form of Spokes cock, the vein that ran up the side, its pattern like an ancient river. Graham loved the feel of a man’s cock in his mouth, the way it filled his mouth, and Spokes cock fit snuggly in his mouth, and it felt good. He worked his mouth over the shaft over and over and over till he could tell Spokes was really wound up and he pulled off, holding it by the base and watched it bob in his hand, the head all flared out and a deep red. He moved down and ran his tongue over Spokes balls, felt them shift around in their sac as his tongue moved over it. He moved down below them, tongued the skin below and Spokes spread his legs, raised his knees up angling his ass up for Graham and Graham didn’t hesitate, moved on down dragging his tongue over the ridged skin till he touched Spokes’ opening, ran his tongue over it, felt its tightness, the wrinkled skin, waiting to be stretched, to be pried open.

    Spokes felt the way Graham ran his tongue over his skin, probed him, pushed against his tightness and he lay back, letting Graham hold his legs up, his eyes closed. Graham worked his tongue till he loosened up, his hole opened and Graham could penetrate the edge of his hole with his tongue, wetting him, warming him, making him want more. When Graham shifted back and moved over him, up on his hands and knees, Spokes felt Graham’s cock brush over his own, he felt Graham’s warm breath on his neck then his lips, warmth against his skin as Graham eased down on top of him and Spokes wrapped his legs around his waist. He felt Graham shift against him, felt him move down a little, his cock slide down below his balls, the head trailing along his ass till it rubbed over his wet hole, and Graham pressed against Spokes, rocked his hips forward feeling the tight opening resist until Spokes rocked forward, pushed up enough for Graham’s cock to breach his hole, to stretch him open, and as Graham rocked his hips slowly forward he sank more and more of his cock into Spokes. The tight ring of the opening milked his cock as he pushed it all the way into Spokes, sank it into his depths till he could feel the warm velvety insides wrapped around his shaft. Spokes hugged him tightly, his moans and grunts soft and muffled but he heard each one as he felt each exhalation of warm breath on his neck and he began to fuck, began to rock his hips back and forth, work his cock through Spokes, work his cock till Spokes’ hole loosened up and took him easily and Graham could feel Spokes push up against him as he felt his hands rubbing over his back, firmly, urgently.

    Neither said anything as Graham built up his pace, as he began to thrust his cock harder, to hit that rhythm that vibrated through Spokes, that hit his insides in ways that made him grunt louder, hug Graham tighter, push up harder with his hips. Graham slowed, wanting to prolong their fuck and Spokes suddenly held him tight and rolled him over on his back and he sat up on him, cock still buried in his ass. Spokes held his own cock, it fully erect, the head wet and slick, as he raised up, pulled his ass up revealing more and more of Graham’s cock pulling back through his opening; then he came back down. Spokes did it again, and again and again, working his hole up and down Graham’s cock, his ass slamming down, rocking the bed. Graham ran his hands up and down Spokes thighs, let him feel his touch as he laid there feeling his cock being worked through Spokes’ hole, up and down Spokes worked his body. Graham admired the lean smooth body, the way it moved on top of him, the flat tautness of his torso, the way his hard cock bounced up and down, the shine of his smooth skin as his exertions heated him up. The stimulation was too much, the way he had entered him earlier, the breach through the tightness and now this, the fast pace Spokes maintained, riding his cock, slamming down on him, and Graham watched him, let his mind enjoy this fantasy become real and he pushed up as Spokes came down, he worked his hips as much as he could, feeling his cock get achingly hard and he squeezed Spokes thighs, and as Spokes slammed down again he shoved up harder than before, felt as if he was trying to push his whole body into Spokes and he came. He felt his cock explode deep in Spokes, throbbing through each ejaculation, shooting each wad into him till his cock slid easily through his hole it now lubricated with his cum. Spokes slowed down, eased up and down on Graham, working his body up and down a few more times as he milked the last of his load.

    Spokes finally stopped, his hard cock lying down on Graham’s stomach, the wet head leaving a spattered trail on his skin. Spokes eased up and shifted to the side, neither saying a word as they seemed to know what the other wanted, and Graham rolled over on his stomach. He felt Spokes move between his legs, push them apart further as he moved up in place, hovering over him. Spokes worked his cock between Graham’s cheeks, pushed down along the cleft till he was rubbing the wet slick head over his hole, teasing it, pushing against its tightness making Graham want it, feel the need to be penetrated and he pushed up with his ass.

    Spokes felt Graham’s need, his want and he bore down on him, breached his hole and sank his cock into him. Easing downward Spokes worked his cock into Graham till he was resting against his ass. He eased down on Graham’s back, bear hugged him and buried his nose into the back of Graham’s head, smelling his scent through his hair, feeling it tickle his nose as he brought his lips in contact along Graham’s neck. He worked his hips, pulling upward then pushing back down, he kissed Graham’s neck, along the edge of his hair around his ear, tonguing it, nipping the earlobe with his teeth. He felt the warmth of Graham’s body, strong, muscular, as he tightened his grip on him and worked his body on top, pumping his cock back and forth through Graham’s hole.

    Graham felt the tall lean body on top, its movements as Spokes worked his cock into him, pumping it in his hole, fucking him slowly. He felt the warmth of Spokes’ skin, the smooth slickness of it as it slid over him. He lost track of time, lost in the sensation of the fuck, didn’t know how long Spokes had been thrusting his cock into him, amazed at Spokes’ stamina, the strength of his lean body, but he felt the heat of it as he began to sweat as it seemed everywhere Spokes was touching him was hot. His arms around his chest, his lips on his neck, his legs pushed against his own, pushing them out and his cock, hard and wet, thrusting through his hole.

    Graham pushed up, shifted beneath Spokes and Spokes knew what he wanted once again, and he rose up, pulling his cock free and eased over to the side of Graham, allowing him to turn over, get on his back and Spokes quickly got between his legs, pushed them up and over, spread them out, turning Graham’s ass up spreading it open, his hole ready, wanting, needing to be fucked. Spokes’ cock was so hard he merely shifted forward, let the head drop down to Graham’s hole and he shoved forward sinking it all the way into him. Graham grunted as Spokes came down on his ass, their bodies locked together. Spokes leaned over Graham with his legs locked on his shoulders as he folded him over and began to fuck, more forcibly this time, his pace a little faster. Graham had never felt so submissive to someone before, so relaxed to their taking him, pumping his hole, fucking him.

    Spokes still felt the memory of Graham’s fuck and now his cock felt the tightness of Graham’s hole, and he pushed and pulled it through the tight ring, letting it milk his cock as he built up his pace. Faster and faster he worked his hips and Graham began to grunt and moan at his thrusts down into his depths, the way Spokes bottomed out into him, shoved his cock as far as he could into his hole, hips slapping against his ass. Graham wondered how he could keep up such a pace, the stamina of such a lean body, but he knew Spokes had the strength to keep it up, to pound his hole, to fuck him long and hard. When Spokes rose up some, shifted positions to take on a new attack, Graham let his legs fall down to Spokes’s waist where he wrapped them around him, his heels digging into him urging him on, feeling the movement of his body, the way he rocked his hips. Graham began to feel droplets and reached up to run his hand over Spokes’ chest feeling the hot slick skin, the sweat running down it. He looked up at Spokes, saw his face all tensed up, his eyes closed tight and the sweat pouring from his hair, rivulets running down and dripping off his chin. He wondered if Spokes could keep this pace up and was soon aware of Spokes shifting over him, of raising up a little higher over him and his pace getting faster, his cock piston in and out of his hole at a furious pace. Spokes breathing became labored, his body tensed up tight, the lean body quivering at the strain of his fucking. It made Graham feel the heat, his own body hot, skin glistening with a sweaty sheen and he felt Spokes’ thrusting become short jerky movements. Spokes suddenly slammed down into Graham and held still for a moment, his body pressed down on Graham.

    “Fuck, I’m coming” he said, the first anything had been said since they started. Spokes pumped his hips in hard short jabs, pushing his ejaculating cock deep into Graham, filling his hole with his cum. When he was finally spent, the exhaustion of his exertions finally hitting him, Spokes feel over to the side breathing hard. They lay still for a long time, both just lying there waiting for their bodies to return to normal. Graham was watching Spokes when he finally opened his eyes and smiled.

    “Thanks” Spokes said in a low whisper and he laid his arm over Graham’s chest, leaned in and kissed him in a tender soft manner. When he pulled back he lay looking at Graham, moving his hand over and running his fingers over the wet skin.

    “I guess I should be going. I have to work in the morning.”

    “Can’t you stay? I’ll get you up in time to get to work, just say what time to set the alarm.”

    Spokes leaned up and looked at Graham in a curious fashion. “You sure?”

    “Please don’t go.”

    Spokes nodded and lay back down beside Graham. Soon both were asleep. Graham woke sometime in the middle of the night, lights from the city filtering in through the large windows and he stared at the sleeping form next to him, wondering if this was a mistake, but then not caring. He had dated guys in the past similar to Spokes, guys he had tried to change or some who turned out wanting things over companionship, so this time he vowed he wouldn’t try to change Spokes and he’d see how things went. After all it was the rough edges that attracted him in the first place.


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  • Free Pottery

    I needed to get away from Avis. I normally hadn’t gone with her on her buying sprees for the boutique gift shop we owned and she ran in the well-heeled Buckhead suburb of Atlanta. I tried to keep busy managing the tennis program at Georgia Tech. I’d been a top twenty professional once and still played doubles in tournaments when I could get a partner willing to chase the balls down. At nearly thirty-five I wasn’t up to that anymore. I had to rely on a power backhand and placement.

    That’s what I taught at Georgia Tech. Power backhand and placement, and I always had a student or two willing to show me power and placement of another kind when Avis was off on her buying sprees.

    For some reason I’d lost my reason and agreed to go to Greece with her in search of exotic pottery for the store. A week of her yapping and arguing with Greek merchants had given me a headache. I volunteered to canvas the northern, Turkish coast of Cyprus, alone. Getting into that enclave was such a hassle and required such a convoluted travel schedule that Avis let me go by myself.

    What Avis didn’t know, though, was that I had been given some very good recommendations on where to stay and what to do in Turkish Cyprus-and that ever since that Turkish exchange student, Erdiz, had shown me that masterful backstroke of his the previous summer, I had been dying to have another young Turkish man between my thighs.

    I arrived in Turkish Cyprus on a plane from Istanbul, having already made reservations at a gay boutique hotel east of Kyrenia on the northern coast. I hadn’t given Avis anything but a name and a number and she was so wrapped up in herself that I knew she wouldn’t check the hotel out-in fact that she wouldn’t try calling me at all. The hotel consisted of six separate villa-style suites cascading down the Kyrenia mountainside below the artists’ enclave of Bellapais and toward the Mediterranean coast. The rooms of the hotel clustered around a series of terraces and a swimming pool.

    The man at the desk when I checked in, a heavily tanned, solidly built, muscular man in his fifties with a white-toothed smile, wavy gray hair on his head, and salt and pepper hair curling at the neckline and armpits of his athletic T-shirt, asked me if I was in Cyprus on business or for pleasure. I answered, “Both, I hope.”

    “I assume you know what sort of hotel this is,” he asked, with a guarded smile this time.

    I answered that I did, that it had been recommended to me by a previous pleased guest, and that I hoped that would be the pleasure part of my trip. I added, though, that I was here to buy pottery in bulk for a boutique in the states.

    He gave me a big smile, a wink, and a second, lingering look.

    He had a slight, young Turkish man lead me to one of the small villas, which was one large room, with full plate glass at the end pointed to the sea and a bath on one side and small kitchenette on the other side at the opposite end, with the entrance foyer between them.

    The young man walked with mincing steps in front of me. He was close to being beautiful rather than handsome. Somewhat androgynous, but arousingly so, I’m sure, for anyone aroused by such a type. This didn’t really include me, though; I prefered muscle men who would use me. He was wearing a white cotton shirt and trousers that were almost transparent. He had thong briefs on underneath. And he was barefoot.

    When we arrived at the villa and he’d done the obligatory instructions on what was what and how it worked, he asked me if there would be anything else he could do for me-anything at all. It was quite obvious that he was offering himself to me.

    I told him that he was quite handsome, but that he wasn’t really what I was looking for.

    He took it well. He asked me what I was interested in, and I saw no reason not to tell him directly and in detail. I was to find that all Turkish men took it well. I was also to find that if they saw something they liked, they took it-and they usually took it well.

    My first experience of that came not more than two hours later. The invitation of the swimming pool and the dark-blue sea beyond were too enticing, and I changed into a Speedo and took my sunglasses, a book, and towels out to the pool and claimed a lounger.

    I was the only one there, except for an older man across the pool and one terrace down who was availing himself of the hospitality of the young bellhop who had offered himself to me, without luck. They were entwined on a lounger, with the guest-who was probably northern European and whose body was going to fat-huffing and puffing as he fucked the young Turk.

    I tried to ignore them and to get interested in my book and taking the sun’s rays. I hadn’t been there very long, though, before the man who had checked me in-who I was to learn was the owner of the hotel-put me in the shadows by standing between me and the sun.

    He was a fine figure of a man. In fact, other than age, he was very much like what I had told the bellhop what I was interested in. He now was without his T-shirt. He was muscular, with a barrel chest, and his torso and arms were quite hairy. My tennis player, Erdiz, had been hairy too. It was part of what I enjoyed about him. Erdiz was much younger and trimmer than the man standing before me. He was also much more handsome of face. But this man had a rugged charm about him. And that ready smile. And his hands were big and his fingers long and thick. And I looked down at his toes in his open-toed sandals. They were thick and long too, and hair covered.

    “I am Karamat,” he said. “We met at the reception desk.”

    “Yes we did,” I answered

    “I own the hotel. I sent Musa with you to your room, but he said you were not interested-at least not in him.”

    “Musa is very nice,” I answered. “But, no, he is not what interests me. He seems to be busy now.”

    We both looked over at the other lounger. Musa was on his chest, with his midsection and legs in the air. The northern European was holding Musa’s legs at his side and fucking the young man like he was fucking a wheelbarrow.

    “I’m not sure I’ve ever seen that position,” I remarked, keeping my tone amused. “I certainly haven’t tried it.”

    “You must like men inside you then,” he said rather matter-of-factly. “And it’s a fine position. You should try it.”

    “Yes, I do like men inside me. And maybe someday I will try that,” I answered in the same vein.

    He sat down on the lounger beside my thigh then, leaning over me, with his hand down beside my opposite side. “Would you like me to suck and fuck you, then? I assure you that I do it very well. Do you like Turkish men. Not boys, men.”

    “Yes,” I said. “I like Turkish men very much. And before you ask, I like hairy men. But I’ve only had younger men.”

    “Bah. What do younger men know about fucking other men? You need to be at least fifty to do it well, to make men beg for it again.”

    “I’ve always thought that the second fuck was nicer than the first,” I said. “You have your hand on my cock.” And he did; he was lightly massaging my basket.

    “Do you mind?”

    “No. It feels good.”

    “Do you want to see what I fuck with?”

    “Sure. Why not.”

    Karamat stood and dropped his shorts to the ground. I gasped at the size of him. He was in half erection. And the hair on his dark brown body was salt and pepper everywhere but on his head, which was gray, and his pubes, which were still black.

    “See, my head is old, but my cock is young,” he said. “The hair tells you.” And then he laughed. “The best for you. My head knows what to do; my cock can still do it.”

    “That’s nice to know.”

    “I suck and fuck you now, yes? I make your trip worthwhile.”

    I smiled and lifted my hips off the surface of the lounger. He leaned down and pulled my Speedo down my legs.

    “Very nice,” he said, giving what Turks must use for a wolf whistle, making a popping sound from his mouth with his plump thumb. “Many men fuck you? Your hole tight or slack?”

    “Not many-and usually with weeks or months between one and the next. Tight, I would guess. Does it make a difference?”

    “If slack, I have ways to tighten it up. Tight is good. You feel it good. You not afraid?” he asked. He was holding his cock and waving it at me.

    “Yes, of course I’m afraid of what you’re waving at me. But that’s part of the enjoyment, isn’t it.”

    “I like you. You’re not shy. I give you good fuck, I think. It’s always better to take it with joy,” he said, with a broad smile on his face.

    He fished around in the pocket of his shorts and brought out a tube of lubricant and three condom packets.

    “Three?” I asked in mock shock.

    “You said the second is better than the first, so we see what three is like.” He was smiling again.

    “We’ll see about that,” I said, with a laugh.

    He sat back down on the lounger, opened the lubricant, and took some in his hand. Then he leaned his face over my groin, took the bulb of my cock in his mouth, and started to suck. I moaned and ran the fingers of both of my hands into his hair. I had every intention to get as much enjoyment out of this as he would give me. One of his hands went under my thighs, and I felt his lubricated fingers at my hole. He licked up and down my shaft and then took it all in-once, twice, three times. I shuddered and lifted my hips off the lounger. He had moved a finger deep inside me.

    I moaned deeply. It was obvious that he could give me much enjoyment.

    He came up for air and said, “Yes, very tight. I like tight. Like taking a virgin. But we loosen it up a little, I think. You enjoy it more.” He took one of my legs and lifted my ankle to his shoulder and then went back to sucking the bulb of my cock and worrying my hole with his lubed finger. Then two fingers, and he was moving them in and out, finger fucking me. His tongue was flicking my piss hole, and I was groaning and writhing under him.

    “Young men do this to you?” he asked when he came up for air.

    “No,” I answered. “They are more direct and more insistent. They focus on themselves, their own needs.”

    “Ah, older men like me-and soon you-know how to savor it. How to have more pleasure; but more, how to give pleasure. And you are a guest here. We work to your pleasure.”

    Three fingers and I was grunting and groaning. His mouth was pumping down on my shaft. Quicker and quicker. I came in a flood into his mouth.

    “Sorry,” I whispered. “It was too good.”

    “Just one,” he said with a laugh. “I make you come four times. Each one better than the one before.”

    He lifted the hand that he’d been fingering my hole with and flashed four fingers. He slowly and with a wink inserted each finger in is mouth, in turn, and sucked them.

    “Oh, god,” I croaked.

    “Now me. First one very businesslike. You like second, so first one just to put us both in the mood.” He stood up from me, straddling the lounger and my thighs and made a show of rolling a condom on his cock and lathering it up with lube.

    “First time is for conquering,” he said. “Once you are mine, we make love. Or maybe you don’t-“

    “Stop talking and fuck me,” I said. “Yes, hard and deep. Take no prisoners. Make me feel it. Use me.” I spoke in a low growl that I didn’t recognize as my voice.

    He gave me an intense look, grabbed my ankles and spread and raised my legs, pulling my pelvis up off the lounger as well. I rolled it up. He positioned the bulb of his cock at my entrance. I grunted and groaned as he worked the bulb inside.

    And then he stopped, leaving his bulb inside the entrance, while I adjusted to it and tried my best to pull it further in with the muscles of my sphincter. This was working, he slowly was moving inside.

    “Ah, good. You are good at this. I think we both will take our pleasure from this,” he murmured. “But you are too anxious. More pleasure if you know your need for it enough to beg for it.”

    I began to pant, to beg for it. I scrabbled for his nipples through the matting of hair on his chest, trying to provoke him to plunge into me. He was smiling more cruelly now.

    “Shit. Fuck! Give it to me!”

    “We will see if a young man can do this for you.”

    I cried out as he plunged down, down, down. Out and then plunge, again. I cried out again and raised my pelvis to him. When he’d bottomed this time, he held deep inside. I plaintively begged him to fuck, pulling at his body hair, raising my mouth to his nipples and sucking hard, getting my hands around on his buttocks and squeezing the meaty globes and trying to pull him deeper inside me. I beat on his chest with my fists.

    God, I wanted him to fuck me hard-more than I’d ever wanted in a fuck before.

    He pulled away from me, and slipped out. Then he rose up on his feet, his legs straddling the lounger, and flipped me over. He grabbed my legs, pulling me up to where only my chest and cheek were on the surface of the lounger. With a laugh, he plunged back into me with his cock, and began wheelbarrow fucking me like I had remarked on about the fat guy and androgynous bell boy across the pool. I grabbed the upper legs of the lounger, hanging on for dear life, and cried out my passion while he pumped me hard and deep, not stopping until I had come again.

    Karamat let me collapse on my belly on the lounger, and he came down, full length, on top of me. He had come too. I was so absorbed in my own ejaculation that I don’t know if we came together or he came first or after.

    I felt him go soft inside me while he ran his hands over my body and nibbled at the hollow of my neck. He moved down my body, kissing as he went, until he was crouched behind me. He tongued and nibbled at my buttocks, and then I felt him pulling my dick and balls through my legs. I moaned, widened the stance of my legs, and came up slightly on my knees, presenting my ass to his attentions.

    When he swallowed my ball sack and began to roll my balls inside his mouth, I rewarded him with another deep moan. He was holding and slow-stroking my cock with a hand.

    “Do your young men give you this attention? Has anyone else done this to you after a first fuck?” he asked.

    “No,” I answered with a groan. He moved his mouth to my cock and then my hole. Back to my cock and then my hole. And I ejaculated for the third time.

    I heard him fiddling with a condom packet, and then he was straddling my hips and riding me in long, deep, slow strokes. He had his fists pushed into my shoulder blades, bearing the weight of his body, but then he slipped them around under my chest and arched my back up to him. I turned my face toward his and we kissed for the first time. He tasted of tobacco and brandy. He was palming my chest, rubbing both nipples between thumb and forefinger, and rocking my body back and forth on his cock.

    This time I felt him ejaculate into the balloon of the condom inside me, and I sighed and murmured, “Thank you. The second time was even better.”

    “You are a sweet fuck,” he muttered back in a matter-of-fact voice. “I leave you now for a while. I have to build up again after two and there is work to be done. If you want me to finish you, stay here and I’ll be back.”

    “Finish me?” I murmured. “How could there be more?”

    “Stay around and you’ll find out,” he answered. “I am Turk; there’s always more.”

    I laughed at that-at the inference that I was some sort of project that needed to be finished well. But I stayed, on my belly, luxuriating in the pleasure I had gotten out of his mature, experienced body. And from his bull’s cock.

    I looked out over the pool. Musa, the small bell boy was riding the prone figure of the Northern European now. And nearby, two men were entwined on a lounger. I couldn’t tell who was fucking whom. They were both Europeans and were young and thin. I decided they must be a couple, retreating here to do what they couldn’t so openly do at home.

    A young man was cleaning the pool. He had a gorgeously well-developed body and was wearing a skimpy black bathing suit. His body was a nutty brown, and he had a full head of black, curly hair and a Fu Man Chu mustache. He wasn’t nearly as hairy as Karamat was, but there was a trace of matting under his pecs and a thin line running down to the waistband of his swim suit, which dipped down in front, permitting pubic hair to rim the waistband. When he raised his arms, though, there was a good bit of hair in his pits. His torso was tightly sculpted, and the veins popped out on his powerful arms.

    I dozed, thinking of him. When I woke, not knowing why I had done so, Karamat was sitting beside me again, massaging my body with his strong hands. The Northern European and Musa were gone, as was the pool man. The young European couple were in the pool, one belly up to the side of the pool with his arms splayed out over the pool deck tiles. His partner was embracing him from behind and they were kissing-and, I presume, fucking.

    “You are awake.”

    “Yes.”

    “You have not run from me.”

    “No.”

    “We know each other well now. Two fucks and we are friends. Now we will be lovers, yes?”

    “Yes, please.”

    “I fuck you know like a Turk fucks his lover.”

    He stood and I watched him roll on a condom-the third one. He turned me on my side on the lounger, away from him, and then stretched out behind me. He pulled my body into his, and I turned my face to his, and we kissed, as we both explored each other’s bodies to the extent that we could reach. He pulled my pelvis into his groin and reached down and pulled my calf up so that my leg was bent. I felt the knee of his leg cover my other leg and pull it back a bit.

    And then he was slowly entering me-and entering, entering, entering. One of his hands went to my cock and encased it and he slow fucked and slow stroked me to my promised fourth coming, his third, and to, indeed, what was the most sensual fuck of the three.

    “You must lock your door tonight,” he whispered in my ear.

    “Why? I’ve heard that Cyprus is perfectly safe.”

    “If you do not lock your door, you may be attacked and raped.”

    I didn’t lock my door that night.

    In the darkest of night, I felt the weight of a body on my chest. And hands encasing my head. And a hard cock presented at my mouth. As I sucked, I ran my hands up onto his chest. Nearly hairless, trim but heavily muscled. Young, virile. The cock sweet in my mouth. Rock hard, but not especially long or thick. It wasn’t Karamat.

    He kneed my legs spread and pushed his knees underneath my buttocks. As he entered me, he leaned down over me, and we kissed. The silky smoothness of a mustache. I tongued his chest as he pumped me and ran my tongue up into his hairy pits, sniffing and appreciating the maleness of him, his musky scent.

    He came inside me and I realized he wasn’t crowned. I didn’t care. I wanted all of him. I regretted he had come so fast. But surprisingly he didn’t soften. Young and virile. He turned me on my belly and rode my ass until we came together-me for the first time, he for the second.

    Laying full length on me, he spoke for the first time, in a whisper. “Sorry. I saw you at the pool-with Karamat. I wanted you too. You did not lock your door. I begged Karamat, and he said I could have you. He told me that I was his gift to you, that he fuck you tomorrow again.”

    “He didn’t ask me. You must be punished, I think,” I whispered back. “Lay on your back, or I will complain to Karamat.”

    We changed positions and I rode his cock into the dawn, as he gripped and spread my buttocks with strong, pool man hands-to open me for the repeated invasion of my spread hole with his ramrod cock.

    * * * *

    “Pottery? You want pottery? And you want to know if I know where this piece was made?” Karamat turned the coffee mug I’d given him over and over in his hands. He was smiling a funny sort of smile. “Sure, I know this pottery. It’s from Kemal’s. On the coast west of Kyrenia. I’ll call and have them send a man to drive you there, if pottery is what you want.”

    “You know what I want, Karamat, but pottery is what is paying for this stay at your hotel. It isn’t really necessary for you to get me a driver. I can get a taxi.”

    “No problem; they want to send a car for you,” Karamat said. He couldn’t seem to lose that lopsided grin. “I’m sure they will enjoy serving you.”

    He went into the office of the hotel to make a telephone call, and I went back to my villa to rest until the driver came for me.

    It had been a tiring day. I hadn’t gotten much sleep and was gloriously sore, but walking down in the castle harbor town of Kyrenia had helped me exercise muscles back into shape and deaden any pain I had experienced. I just wasn’t used to so much sex of that intensity-and from two different men-in that short a period.

    In Kyrenia I had moved from one souvenir or gift shop to another, seeking local-made pottery Avis would like. There were some vividly painted scenes of ancient Turkish warriors done on large display plates that I found were made in mainland Turkey, and I managed, with the help of the shop here, to order a shipment of those by telephone to be shipped directly to Atlanta.

    But other than that, there was disappointingly little. That was with the exception of the unusual coffee mug I had found. It was of a tan earth color, rough pottery on the outside, with geometric designs etched into it while the pottery was still wet-obviously by hand or a stencil roller but by a deft hand. Only the inside and lip of the cup were glazed before firing. I had found a few bowls of this and a set of wine glasses and a water pitcher, as well. I’d only bought the cup, though, so that I could show it to Karamat. The shopkeepers I’d asked concerning the origin of the pottery were only willing to obtain it for me. But I didn’t want a middleman on the payroll or I wouldn’t have come here directly.

    I was dozing in my room when the telephone buzzed and Karamat was summoning me to take my ride to the Kemal pottery.

    As I walked up to the hotel office, I saw that Karamat was talking with a young Turk, who, it seemed like all of the Turkish men here, was handsome, dark and sultry, and built like an athlete. He had a slightly thugish look to him, like anyone who went with him would be used roughly, which gave me chills. He also cast on me the same speculative smile I’d seen others do since I came to Cyprus.

    “This is Rafat,” Karamat said. “He will take you to the pottery.” They had been speaking with their heads close together as I approached. They both looked up and gave me brilliant smiles when they sensed I was there. They both were in shorts and droopy athletic Ts, with deep cuts in the armholes, showing thick matting of black hair in their pits, and curly hair cascading out of the dip in the neckhole. Such revealing wear seemed to be the casual apparel of choice in Turkish Cyprus. They both filled their clothes out very well-the mature, Zeus-like Karamat and the young, Apollo-like man talking with him.

    Rafat and I were soon scuttling along the coastline on a bad road in an old Holden with so many knocks and squeals that I had to concentrate hard on what the young man was saying. I was watching his hands on the wheel, although his hands didn’t spend much time on the wheel. He was being very expressive with them. They were good, sensual hands. The fingers were long, with curls of dark hair above the knuckles. He touched me a few times while we were driving and he was gesturing and even ran his hand down my chest once when he had flung his hand out, protectively, when we had taken a curve in the road hard.

    “You stay at Karamat’s hotel, yes?”

    He damn well knew I was staying there. “Yes.”

    “Karamat, he treats you well, yes?”

    “Yes, he’s very hospitable.” I knew what he meant by that. He’d put his hand on my thigh and squeezed as he shot me a brilliant, knowing smile. “And he’s a master at what he does.” I wanted Rafat inside me, and I wasn’t going to be in Cyprus long enough to beat around the bush about it. He’d left no question what he wanted from me.

    “You like hairy men?”

    “Yes, very much so. And men who take what they want.”

    “Good,” he said, flashing a big smile at me. “Karamat said you were very enjoyable.”

    Rafat let me off at the front door of a squat stuccoed building with picture windows on either side of the entry. Bars covered these windows. It had the look of an old, disused army barracks about it. Rafat urged me to go on in and look around in their showroom while he parked the Holden behind the building.

    I entered the showroom to find, standing behind a counter-Rafat. Although he was quick to point out that he wasn’t Rafat, but Selat, the twin of Rafat.

    “Please, please. Look around. Uncle Karamat told us what you were interested in-and what you were looking for in pottery wholesale. He say you like the half glaze ware.”

    “Yes, that intrigues me. I don’t think I’ve ever seen any pottery like that. It’s just glazed on the inside.” “Uncle” Karamat, I was thinking. He hadn’t told me they were related. Perhaps that was why he’d given me such a sloppy grin when I’d shown him the coffee mug.

    “Yes. That makes it cheaper. But we find many tourists like it-even better than our more artistic, full-glazed pottery. But, please, look around. We make you a very nice deal. Yes, very nice indeed. Uncle Karamat tell us what you like.”

    I knew he wasn’t talking about pottery any more, not really. I felt myself going hard-especially as Rafat had just entered the showroom. Seeing the two of them together was very arousing.

    As the two talked to each other in whispers and undulged at furtive looks at me, I wandered around the store. The half-glazed pottery, indeed, was very enticing-as were many of their fully glazed and decorated pottery pieces. They had pottery with vine leaves either etched into the raw clay or painted on the surface that would, I believed, sell very, very well in Buckhead. Yes, very enticing. I looked at the twins, standing there and smiling at me, proud of their work and hopeful of its sale. They were very enticing too.

    “Are these all the samples?” I asked. “Any more somewhere?” I couldn’t hide that I was looking for some place more private than the showroom.

    “Yes,” Selat said, with a broad grin. “We have more. And a very special collection in the back. You come back and see?”

    “Yes, please,” I said. Selat ushered me toward a doorway covered with a beaded curtain. I saw that Rafat was at the shop door, locking it and turning the sign to “Closed.”

    The room Selat led me into was not large. Three sides were lined with shelves, containing pottery. A double bed was set against the fourth wall, between two shuttered windows.

    My eyes went to the double bed and lingered there.

    “Selat and I take turns sleeping here at night,” Rafat said. “For protection of the shop. We also fuck here.”

    I turned my gaze toward Selat, being slightly embarrassed that the young men were so openly hitting me and were so assured. Of course, I had given them every reason to be assured.

    “Perhaps this pottery will interest you,” Selat said, as he led me over to one wall.

    Arranged on the shelves, using the half-glazed technique were a dozen or more cups, bowls, and pitchers.

    “Pick one up,” Selat said. “Examine it closely. I think that you’ll like it.” Rafat was standing close behind me. As I picked a cup up-and then almost dropped it as I saw the images etched into it-I felt his hands go to my hips.

    I shuddered. The cup was covered with homoerotic art. Like ancient Greek urns, men straddling men on couches. Fondling, sucking, fucking.

    I picked several pieces up, all the same, plus some of stylized hard penises.

    “You find them interesting?” Selat asked. He was very close to me now too.

    “Very interesting, yes,” I replied. “But not really what I can sell in Atlanta-at least not in my shop. You have much more-out in the showroom-that I could use, though.”

    “But perhaps we have something you would want, could use, more privately,” Selat said in a low voice. “We can give you a very good deal-a very good deal for someone who was a good friend of Uncle Karamat’s-and, we hope, of Rafat and me too.”

    Rafat had his hands running up under my T-shirt, to my pecs.

    “Let’s see what kind of deal we can make,” Selat said. He took the bowl I was looking at out of my hand and gently returned it to the shelf. Rafat was pulling me over into the center of the room.

    “We fuck you now, yes?”

    “Yes,” I answered breathlessly.

    “Both together?”

    “If you want.”

    They sandwiched me, Selat in front and Rafat in back. They had already shucked their own Ts. Rafat pulled mine over my head as Selat unbuckled my belt, unzipped me, and let my shorts hit the floor. Rafat was embracing me from behind and moved a hand to cup my chin and turn my face to his for a deep kiss. Selat pulled my briefs down off my legs and he followed them down, going down on his knees and taking my cock in his mouth. Rafat went down on his knees too and he was working between my crack with his mouth and fingers.

    I had to grab their heads, Selat’s with one hand, and Rafat’s with the other, to maintain my balance.

    But I didn’t have to do that long. The two stood, stripped off their own shorts and briefs, and began working me between them. I could feel both of their cocks between my thighs. For a brief moment, I thought they were going to take me, together, standing there. I had given permission for that, but I’d thought it would be something we’d work up to, if it happened. Selat had already raised one of my legs against his thigh with a hand under my knee. I felt he was on the cusp of pulling the other one up and settling my channel on his cock-with Rafat’s right there as well. I moaned, scared, but half wanting it. But when I was sure that was going to happen, they were moving me, toward the bed.

    They had me on my back at the end of the bed and were tag-teaming me. Taking turns holding my legs spread and fucking me and feeding me their cocks while kneeling above my head. Every five minutes or so they would switch positions. They occasionally showed concern that maybe I had had enough. They didn’t volunteer to stop altogether, but they assured me that they could finish me if I was growing weary. Fascinated by being taken by hunky twins, though, I encouraged them to fuck on.

    One of them pulled out of me-I no longer remembered which was which-but rather than switching, the one at my head started working underneath me, until I was full on top of him and his hard cock was pushing up under my ball sack. The brothers worked together to get his cock inside me and then he crossed his arms tightly across my chest, right under my pits, which drew my arms up to where they were effectively trapped.

    Then what I had both feared and hoped for before was happening. The other twin was working his cock inside me on top of his brother’s. I panted and whimpered, surprised that I could take them as big as they’d both gotten.

    “Can you manage?” a voice in my ear whispered. “I can tell Rafat-“

    “No, please. Don’t stop. I’ve never . . . but I want . . .” So the one on top was Rafat. The one under Selat.

    And then Rafat began to pump, and I zipped right to heaven. I was spouting in no time and Rafat pulled out of me long enough to lean down and clean my cock with his mouth. And then he was inside me, pumping again. Selat was moaning now as well and the brothers kissed over my shoulder and then each, in turn, kissed me.

    When I opened my eyes, there was another man in the room. A near duplicate of Karamat. He pulled his T over his head. The same hairy barrel chest.

    “Our father, Kemal,” Rafat said. “This is his shop. He can give you really, really good deal.”

    “Yes,” I answered. I knew what he was asking.

    Rafat’s face and cock disappeared and now it was Kemal staring down in my eyes, Kemal entering me, Kemal-thicker than Rafat-pumping me on top of Selat’s buried cock.

    “Kemal says you are A number 1 good fuck,” Selat said afterward, sitting beside me on the bed I was still laying on, panting and recovering. Selat was smiling broadly.

    “The three of you were great too.”

    “Kemal, he doesn’t speak English. So I ask for him. He says you can have two boxes-like that one over there-full of the pottery of your pick, for free-you just pay shipping and handling.”

    “That sounds good,” I said. My mind was contemplating how much I had made on that marvelous fuck. I felt the need to close the deal before these guys figured out that I should be paying them for the cocking.

    “You might want better deal-three boxes,” Selat said rather haltingly.

    “For what?” I asked.

    “If you stay here, the night, with Kemal. And let him do whatever he wants with you.”

    Kemal was standing inside the door with the beaded curtain. His body was still beautiful to me. His smile was too. He was holding several lengths of nylon rope in one hand.

    Ah, Avis, I thought, the deals I must make to keep your boutique shop profitable.


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  • The End Of The Road

    I’d walked down the road that was the old highway a thousand times. The Army Corps of Engineers had placed the new highway further down but the old highway was infront of the house. My drive ended infront of the highway. When you got to the end of my drive, if you decided to go right from there, it was just a short walk down to the lake on the left and if you chose to keep going, you’d end up where the old highway murged with the new. If you chose to go left, you’d walk until you came to the dead end where the old broken concrete bridge was. I sometimes liked going either way. I went down to the lake to see if anyone was down there fishing or possibly even jerking off. I had found a used condom down there once and a discarded Playboy that was crinkled and slightly mildewed. My favorite thing to do was walk twords the left. Down that way, it was quite. There were woods on either side and the only sound that could be heard was the birds chirping and the traffic from the new highway.

    occasionally I’d hear a truck or a ATV going down the road twords the dead end. I had been tempted to walk down there and see what they were up to. You really couldn’t fish because there was only a creekbed there which flowed into the lake. I wondered if people went down there to dump stuff, to smoke things they probably shouldn’t be or if they were seeking some private place to screw. I often hoped to catch two hot, young studs naked and fucking eacother but every time I went down there, there was no one around. One day my luck changed.

    I saw a red pickup truck drive down the road and decided to walk down there for a little “look see”. As I got closer, I saw someone standing infront of the truck. It looked like a man but I couldn’t be sure. The closer I got though, I knew it was. In his early twenties, he was tall with short stawberry blond hair cut in the military style, brown eyes and a lean, toned build. He looked up when he heard me approach and I smiled. His brown eyes sparkled as he stood there looking at me. It was then I noticed a pair of headphones on his neck and a metal detector in his hand. I smiled.

    “Don’t mind me, I’m just out for a walk!” He smiled. “I just thought I’d try my luck out here” he said in a deep voice holding up the metal detector. I nodded. “You ever find anything?” He shrugged. “Somtimes. I found a few buffalo nickles and a wheat penny once but that’s pretty much it.” He took a step twords me . “I’m Dillion” he exclaimed holding out his hand for me to shake. I took it in mine and noticed it felt warm and slightly sweaty. “Stephen.” Dillion grinned. “You live around here?” I nodded. “I live in the first house when you come down the road.” He chuckled and nodded. “I live in town”. So he didn’t live too far away. We chatted for a few minutes. I casually mentioned I had found a Playboy magazine down by the lake. That made Dillion grin. “Really? sounds like someone was having some fun.” I laughed. “Apparently.” I noticed he was looking at me strangely. I didn’t know if he was thinking of making a proposition to me or what. I soon found out. “I used to come down here and… well you know.” I smiled. “I’ve done that a few times myself.”

    Before I continue my story, maby I should describe to you what I look like so you’ll see why a hot, sexy guy like Dillion comming on to me was a bit of a shock. I’m tall with short dark blond hair, green eyes, clear skin and chunky. I’m not exactly obease or overweight. A few years ago you could have said that about me but since then, I had been loosing weight. It must have been working cause the looks Dillion were giving me were downright lustful! He smirked and blushed. “You got a girlfriend?” I shook my head. “You?” He shook his head. “I had sex with a few but for some reason, it didn’t do anything for me.” Was his hot, stud comming out to me? “It was then I realized I liked guys.” Damn! Yeah he was!! I smiled and nodded. “I hope that doesn’t freak you out” he said looking at me hopefully. I laughed and shook my head. “Are you gay too?” I nodded. He smiled. “I was hoping you were.” I raised an eyebrow.. “Oh? Why is that?” Without saying a word I watched his hand drift from his side to the obvious buldge in his jeans. “I was hoping you might wanna taste of this!” I couldn’t believe it! Dillion was asking me to suck his cock!!

    “You sure you want me too?” He grinned and nodded. We got into the cab of his truck and I nervously watched as he rolled down the windows. It was warm outside and the cool breeze that drifted through the open windows felt wonderful. He smiled and looked down at his crotch. “Well?” I smiled. “Let’s see what you got first!” He pulled his shirt over his head and I saw that his pecs were sculpted with a little patch of hair and his stomach was flat and ripped. My eyes were glued to his crotch as I watched him unbutton his jeans and slowly pull the zipper down. By now my pulse was racing and my face burned whenever I felt aroused. He knew exactly what he was doing! He lifted his hips off the seat and pulled his pants and boxers down. My eyes grew wide when I saw the huge cock that flopped out. It was huge!! 10 inches at least and it wasn’t even hard yet! He had a pair of heavy, lemon shaped balls to match. He looked at me and smiled.

    “Well, you gonna suck on this or not?” he asked gently stroking his cucumber sized dick. I watched his hand slide up and down the thick shaft. My own 5 inches were straining in my pants. I leaned down, thankful there was no gearshift in the middle and took his cock in my hand. If felt warm and fleshy. I licked the spongey head and felt Dillion shudder. “Yeah, that’s it!” he murmered. I parted my lips, not forgetting to wet them first and took the head of Dillion’s cock into my mouth. I began moving my head slowly up and down. I had never had a cock in my mouth before but the sensation of the soft skin of his cock sliding past my lips felt amazing. Dillion panted softly and I felt his hand on the back of my head, pushing me gently down, allowing me to take more of his delicious cock into his mouth. “Yeah! Suck that cock!” he crooned.

    I alternated sucking his cock and then his balls. I rolled each nut around in my mouth, making it slick with my spit. Soon Dillion was breathing harder. “Oooh! Yeah, You got me so close baby!” He gently clawed my hair and thrust upward as I went down. Suddenly, I felt his cock grow even harder. I felt it twitch in my mouth and rope after rope of his hot, thick, salty spunk shot out down my throat. “UUUHHHHH!!!” He grunted as he came. I swallowed his yummy load before sitting up. I smiled and wiped the cum that had leaked out with the back of my hand. Dillion put his head back and closed his eyes, smiling. “Damn that was probably the best blowjob I’ve ever gotten!” I laughed. “That was my first time giving one too!” He smiled and pulled me into a hot, passionate kiss. He kissed me deeply before we parted. He turned his truck around and drove back to my place so I didn’t have to walk back.

    “I gotta get going but I want you’re number before I go!” I gave it to him and be programed it into his cell. “Thanks. See you again soon hot stuff!” he exclaimed before kissing me deeply again, his tongue sliding in and out of my mouth. I stood there at the end of my drive and watched as he drove away in a cloud of dust. I hoped we’d see eachother again. Somehow, I knew we would.

    To Be Continued……


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  • Inner Truth

    The inner Truth Its 2:45 A.M., 2 miles outside Clearwood Oregon a 2007 Volkswagon Beetle belonging to Suki Linage is parked in the surrounding forest. The leftside passengers door hang open, sticking out are 2 pairs of legs, each with pants around there ankles. The bottom set belong to Luke Evergroth a short but incredibly musculer cacasian man, with short buzzed blond hair and a darkened face. The ladder belong to the owner of the vehical, a 5 foot gothic teen of asian descent, she has long black hair with a pair of pink highlights running the entire length, a flower nose piercing shimmered moonlight onto her face. The light then glimmered onto the duo’s bodies.Glisining off the sweat fallowing the contours of Luke’s biceps and 6 pack. Reflecting back into the sliva on each off Suki’s now engorged nipples, which Luke desperalty suckled as the pair of perked B cup breasts swung back and forth, as Suki pinned down Lukes arms as she rode, thrusting back and forth, placing herself firmly atop his 6 inch throbing penis. Riding it back and forth, as each of there moans of pleasure echoed out through the forest, they didn’t notice the condom tearing. The fallowing morning Suki slowly crepted to the kitchen door to find it locked, fortunatly she peered through the window to find Xang inside. Xang Linage, Suki’s twin brother was a 5’5, wore thick black, square rim glasses. He had short thick black hair with frosted tips dyed with a greenish hue. His orange hoodie hung draped over his wirery, boney frame. He gobbled down a granola bar as he readjusted his leather belt tighting around his hour glass waist, forcing his flat black skinny jeans to grip tightly to his pear shaped ass. Suddenly Suki knocked on the door, Xang jumped back in suprise clumsily hitting the counter behind him, before peering through the window and stepping forward unlocking the door, while annoucing ” God Suki! Do you know what time it is? What the hell are you doing up so early?”. Suki responded “Gee clutsy you seem happy to see me. And for the record I never went to sleep.” “Oh, so it was that kind of night!” remarked Xang. Suki ingorning the remark reached for an apple, she proceeded to take a bite, chewing and pondering her next words before clearing her throat. Then asking ” Hey, my darling generous Brother, you surley wouldn’t mind giving me a ride to school this morning? Would you?”Xang starred at her, ” What about your 10k pretty pink slug bug? Princess?” he said. ” Lets say after the gyser last night, its going to need a lot if cleaning before it’ll look presentable.”she replied. Xang raised an eyebrow stating ” Your kinding me?” she replied “Nope.”” So wonderful compassionate brother, thank you Soooo much for the ride.” Xang ignored her, Suki’s personality sifted as she got angery stating “Oh come on! Your wearing my pants for christ sakes.” Xang looked down at the jeans he was wearing and sighed. ” Fine come on.” Suki smiled as she fallow her twin through the backdoor. At Clearwood Highschool, a Green 2008 Kawaski Ninja with two riders pulls into the parking lot. As it parks the passenger removes her helmet revealing herself as Suki.She then runs to Luke who is standing beside the entrance along with his crew constisting of the Dalton brothers. Randy and Richard Dalton. Both have similiar features for not being twins, both having brown curley hair, Richard has a mustach budding, both are skinny, musclar and incredibly quick. Randy has a thicker jaw than his younger brother, him begin at 5’11 slightly taller than is brother at 5’9. Both of which pass Luke his is at 5’6. Standing behind them in stark contrast is a 7’0 giant known as Carlos. His frame is stout and wide to support the shere height of the man, with long hair that flows into his beard. He is a soft spoken man, more apt to shut up and fallow orders then speak his mind. Suki and Luke kiss as Xang removes his helmet with a look of disgust. As he attempts to walk as casually as possible past the group.The Dalton brothers stop him dead in his tracks, having Carlos pin him to the wall. ” Where you think your going punk, you know full well a preppy boy like you is not welcome here. Ready to pay the fine?” the duo laughed as terror flided Xang’s eyes, as a mountain of inescable scuplted muscle pinned him stedfast againist the brick wall. He was indeed between a rock and a hard place, sudden flashbacks of what he knew was going to happen raced through Xang’s head. Suddenly he heard Suki’s familiar voice ” Oh, tell em to knock it off Luke, let him slide this once.” She looked cheerfully at her boyfriend melting him down. ” Fine, let him go boys!” shouted Luke. With a direct order from there leader the rest of the gang complied.. ” You got off this round!” shouted Randy. “But you won’t be so lucky next time.” Stated Richard. With that Carlos let Xang down who landed on his ass bruising it, he felt the pain as he rubbed it hoping it wouldn’t bruse. He looked up and saw a falling leaf flutter and land on his face as Luke’s gang walked away. He studied the orange leaf and said to himself ” Guess it is September after all.” he placed the leaf on his left ear and hurried to class arriving just before the bell rung. One month later, Suki is head first in the toilet puking her guts out. Theres a knock on the bathroom door. Its Xang”Suki is everything alright?” he asks. ” Go away” she shouts between heaving. “Suki somethings defiently wrong, you’ve been vomiting constantly for the past week.” he replies. Suki opens the door having just finished, the toilet still flushing in the back ground. “I think” she wipes her eyes with a towel. “I think I have the flu.” she looks to see Xang has something in his hand. ” What you got there stretch” She questions. ” Well sence you show no other syptoms, other then your usual brand of disgusting. I thought you might need to try this.” he hands her a pregnancy test. She gives him a look like Are you fucking crazy? He responds with ” Just to be sure”. Suki depates it for a moment before taking it and closing the bathroom door. She walks over to the toilet test in hand.She slips down her tights, her blue mini skirt, and her orange panties. Exposing her pear shaped ass something she and her twin have very much in common. Along with her tight vagina. She sets down on her hand holding the test. She sets in completly quiet until the sound of flowing water breaks the silence. She then gets up however she sneezes and drops the test into the toilet, she quickly pulls up her outfit and attempts to fish out the test but inadvertently glushes it down the drain but not before seeing a line start to develop on the test. As she opens the door Xang asks ” So?” “Go get the keys.” she replies. “Why?” he asks. ” Go get the fucking keys!” she shouts. Ten minutes later at a Quick Trip across town Suki buys a pregnancy test, with odds looks from the clerk behind the register. She strolls into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. Xang waits patienly, skimming through the magazines beside the counter, a handson man dawning a stutsin hat catches his eye. Xang picks up the copy of Farmers Inc. and after studing the cover extensivly flips through the magazine stopping at a photo of a sexy machanic bent over the hood of a car, face firstin the engine, sculpted jean covered ass sticking up. As Xang marveled at it the bathroom door flung open. As Suki marched to the counter and asked for another, after paying she rushed back into the restroom. Xang stood there dazed. 5 minutes later Suki barged out to the counter again, finishing pulling her mini skirt upas she does so. When attempts to pay her pocket is empty, she looks frantic but Xang walks up behind her placing money on the counter. She flies past him and into the restroom for the 3rd time. Once again 5 minutes pass. The door slowly opens as Suki almost stumbles out. She walks right past Xang and exits the store. Xang runs after her charges through the door, he looks around seeing no one, he walks to the pink beetle and opens the passenger door finding Suki in the drivers seat. He enters and closes the door, he calls out “Suki?”. She turns showing blank expression, a face of shock. She coldly says ” I’m, I’m Pregnant.” Suddenly and sea of emotions breaks the dam, she moves toward Xang as tears cascade down her face like a torent. Xang hugs her pulling her into him and replies “Oh Suki.” He takes a breath. ” Everythings going to be alright.”

  • The Study Journal

    September 12, 2009 High school sucks. I had hoped it would be different.

    It happened in gym just like it did back in middle school. I can’t help it. When they take off their clothes to shower I look. I try not to, but I do and I get caught. They laugh at me.

    A guy in three of my classes asked me if I was gay. I couldn’t believe he would just lean over and ask that in class, but he was all serious. Told me it was ok if I was. Ok??? At least he didn’t have gym with me.

    October 12, 2009 Robert, the guy who asked if I was gay has turned out to be a good friend. One of the few. We don’t live too close to each other but on weekends he rides the bus close to my neighborhood and then we ride bikes together. I like Robert.

    December 29, 2009 Robert just left to go home and I’m really confused about a few things.

    April 4, 2013 Robert and I continue to spend all the time we can together even though our parents try to stop us. I think they know.

    June 4, 2013 Graduation is finally here and I can’t get excited about it. Instead I’m depressed. Robert is going into the Navy. His family can’t afford college and he doesn’t have the grades for a scholarship. So he’s going into the Navy. He leaves right after our graduation ceremony. Fuck. I know this is the end. He told me we each had to move on. So I’ll spend the summer at this job I found washing cars and waiting for fall to get here so I can get away from this place. I hope college really is a new start.

    September 4, 2013 So far it is different, a lot different. The hardest part is living in the dorm. My roommate is the most un-selfconscious person I have ever met and it drives me insane. He comes back from his shower and parades naked in the room. He is so busy talking about his classes or some event happening on campus or worse yet, something going on in politics that he’ll take half an hour to dry off and put on just his briefs. I try not to look, try to focus on looking him in the face when he is talking to me, or better yet, keep my nose buried in a textbook while he is jabbering away, but it doesn’t work. I look. The son of bitch is tall and although not some muscled up jock, he does have a nice body and his cock, the way it is so long even flaccid, hanging over his balls. GOD it drives me nuts. I’ve seen him jerking off late at night (I ease over and peak down from my bunk) and it doesn’t get a lot bigger, but it is thick. I have dreams of touching him. He reads girlie magazines all the time so it kills any hope I have to actually doing anything with him.

    October 26, 2013 Classes are kicking my ass and I still find myself feeling like a kid lost in a sea of older guys. So many of them seem so much older with their full beards, hairy chests, and the bodies, all muscles, their shirts stretched so tight, it makes me feel like I did when I first went to high school. And that roommate of mine is down on his lower bunk buck ass naked as I write this. He’s just laying there on his back asleep. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I sometimes think Ian knows how much he affects me.

    I went to a gay support group and I thought it might be okay but I just couldn’t get with the program. I can barely admit it to myself even though it does seem to be much more acceptable on campus. There is a guy down the hall who is so open about it all the guys joke with him about what he does sexually. I think several have been to his room for blowjobs. I don’t want to be another dorm outlet for sexual frustrations. I want…something else. I still think of Robert.

    October 29, 2013 This evening was interesting. Ian and I spent the afternoon and evening together. We both just wrapped up a round of exams and desperately needed a break. We went to this state park about an hour away and hiked. Afterwards we can back, cleaned up and went out for dinner. Ian choose a nice restaurant, one that wasn’t loud with several TVs playing sports and we just talked. I don’t know, maybe I’m just being silly.

    November 8, 2013 I came in early from my lab since the instructor called out and found Ian on his bed jerking off. Nothing unusual about that except his casually hiding the magazine he was looking at while doing it. I have walked in on him numerous times and he would cover up, say something stupid about blue balls and leave the girlie magazine lying out. I wonder what he was looking at this time. Probably some fetish rag he is embarrassed to let me see although what he would ever be embarrassed about I have no idea. I on the other hand, since I get home after Ian most days, resort to a hand job in a toilet stall when I can’t seem to get it to go down. I have sneaked one at one time or another during the night, but damn if my bed doesn’t squeak like a mother. I know he knows when I do that for he has made sly smart ass comments the next day. I wish I could just do it in front of Ian, just grab my dick and jerk off right in front of him and admit……

    …admit I was thinking of him when I did it.

    November 10, 2013 I want to run out on campus and yell at the top of my lungs to everyone what I just found. I know I shouldn’t have done it but my curiosity got the best of me. I went into Ian’s stash of porno and dug down through the magazines to see if I could find what he was too embarrassed to let me see a couple of days ago.

    And oh fuck what I found. Below several of those tits and ass rags were four men mags that showed full frontal nudity with hard cocks. I looked at them jacking my dick until I came twice. I was afraid Ian was going to return and catch me with them but I got them put back and showered off before he got back. He’s down on his bunk reading and I want so bad to lean over and tell him I found them. But I know I can’t. Time to study and try not to think about pictures of naked boys in Ian’s drawer.

    November 11, 2013 Oh fuck.

    I’m having to hang out at the library till it closes and hope Ian is finally asleep when I get back to the dorm. Fuck, fuck, fuck; did I fuck up. I came in from my last class and as soon as I walked in he jumped up and began to berate me, yelling about me going through his stuff when he wasn’t here, just completely freaked about my invasion of what little privacy he had and I was dumbfounded. The way he paraded naked, let me see his girlie magazines and then it hit me; the boy mags. He finally admitted to them and said they were not in the order he had put them away. I tried to diffuse his anger, told him I didn’t care about him looking at them, and admitting to looking at all of them myself, hoping he’d get the hint. But man he was so angry, so riled up I had to leave. Have to stop and try to get a paper finished for tomorrow.

    November 12, 2013 I’m sitting in the cafeteria and it is just a little past 6 am. Damn, I didn’t realize so many others were up this early. I snuck out of the dorm this morning before Ian woke up. I wanted to wake him, ask him if he was still mad but just couldn’t do it. He was facing the wall this morning and I had the idea he wasn’t really asleep and that scared me. Maybe he was ignoring me and would look to get another room for next semester. Suddenly the idea of it is upsetting. There’s nothing between us, not like it was with Robert but it feels the same.

    I have to do something, but first it is English then the other four classes. Hope I can focus on them but right now I can’t think straight. I didn’t sleep a wink last night and my stomach is in knots. fuck

    ***

    Ian closed the journal and stared at its cover. He had skipped around, reading different parts, some Charlie had marked and others he chose randomly. He knew Charlie had seemed different from most guys when they found themselves roommates in the dorm but after some time he began to realize it was a difference he tried not to think about, tried to think of something else and he had begun to look at more porn than he ever had before, looked at all those different girls, posing in so many provocative ways and it had worked for a while, but then Charlie would do something, some little act, or say something that was phrased just a certain way and he knew, knew without a shadow of doubt and when he found some information printed out on the gay support group on campus it was just confirmation.

    Ian thought of all the preconceptions people had of gay guys, the flamboyant lifestyles, the very openness of their sexuality, an exploration of this sexuality and then he thought of his roommate, Charlie, who he thought was such a prude. Ian had yet to see him naked. He rarely went without a shirt, but now he wondered if it was some reaction to him hating to wear clothes, going around in his briefs most of the time. Ian thought of the few times he had seen Charlie in just his boxers, big baggy cheap things that gave away nothing. Charlie was average in build with very fair skin, skin that looked so soft and smooth Ian wondered how he felt, if he was as soft as some of the girls he had made out with over the years. Charlie had light brown hair that if he let dry naturally would be curly, making him look really young.

    Ian lay back across his bed, his legs dangling over the side and held up the journal. It was this morning when Charlie made his last entry and Ian realized the thing he was going to do was let him read his journal. Read his most intimate thoughts, read what he really felt, thought, and get a clearer view of who Charlie was as a person. Ian took a deep breath and laid the journal on the bed and got up. He knew Charlie would be at the library for it was the place he always went to get away, to hide out when he didn’t want to see Ian or someone else. He could call but knew Charlie would probably not answer for fear of what Ian had to say making him delay any confrontation. He pulled on a tank top and jeans, slipped his feet into some flip-flops and headed out the door.

    As he walked across the dark campus, pools of light illuminating spots along the way, he realized he had over reacted when Charlie had found those magazines, in fact, he was now glad he had found them, pushed this whole issue out in the open. Ian could now tell himself that no matter how much he appreciated the beauty of women, it was men that really captured his desires and he had put it off long enough. He desperately wanted to know what it was like to be with a man, to feel someone who was aggressive, masculine, sexual in a way that reflected who he was. He had had chances in the past but had never acted on them, always afraid to think of himself as gay but now it just didn’t make sense, didn’t seem important, the labels, the idea he was some narrowly defined person. As he rounded around The Quad and saw the library up ahead, sitting up higher on a hill, its interior all lit up he smiled, a nervous smile, for he realized that all through his looking at the gay porn, when he was fully erect, his hand stroking his cock and he was about to come he had to admit to himself the image he always had when he came was Charlie.

    Ian roamed the library, floor by floor, having no idea where Charlie liked to sit, what dark corner he would be hiding out. The library was four floors and there was sitting areas in the central open areas, along the perimeter and in some nooks. By the fourth floor, half way around he was about to think he was wrong, that Charlie was somewhere else, maybe the library the Architecture Department had in its complex, or maybe the student union building. He was about to give up as he made a last loop on the north end of the floor and he saw him, sitting alone at a table in a small area off to the side. Only light was the lamp on the table and he was sitting with his head down on top of his arms, his books still open but pushed back from him. Ian could tell his eyes were open and he was just staring down at the table top. He eased up to the end of the table and stood there looking at his roommate, unsure what to say.

    Charlie’s mind had been such a swirling mess for so long he had shut down and just pushed his books back and put his head down. How long he’d been like that he didn’t know but suddenly he was aware someone was standing at the table. He waited to see if they’d say something or better yet, go away. He didn’t think he could hold a conversation with someone at the moment. He wanted to be left alone.

    He had gotten back to the dorm room after his last class, knowing he had about an hour before Ian returned. He showered and changed his clothes and once dressed he sat at his desk for a few minutes, staring at the photos he had stuck to his bulletin board. His parents, a photo of him last summer at his job and a photo of Robert and him after they had rode their bikes. It seemed so long ago. He opened the bottom drawer of his desk and pulled out his journal. The leather cover was still in good condition but now had the character marks of its use, the scuffs and marks of having traveled with Charlie for the last few years. He knew it wasn’t a real diary since he didn’t write in it on a daily basis but he had written most days, even if just a line or two. Now he opened it up and pulling out the colored page markers he used in his text books he began to mark certain entries, quickly, trying not to second guess himself, just tagging the ones he thought important. When he was satisfied he had the ones he needed tagged he closed the journal, got up from his desk and laid it on Ian’s bed. He grabbed up his backpack and keys and headed out, leaving the journal lying there with no note for he knew it was obvious what was expected. After being in the library for the last five hours he wasn’t so sure he had done the right thing.

    The person was still at the table and finally they cleared their throat and Charlie sat up, his eyes red from lack of sleep and being on the verge of tears for the last few hours. He looked up and saw it was Ian and he took a deep breath and waited.

    “Charlie…I’m sorry about yesterday. I just freaked out; I’ve been so confused with some things, afraid of what I was feeling…ya know? I just…want you to come back to the dorm. Okay?”

    Charlie sat for a moment, not sure he heard Ian correctly. He actually had to close his mouth and swallow once before responding.

    “You don’t want me to move out? You’re not mad?”

    “No Charlie, I’m not mad. Do you think you could just come on back to our room?”

    “Yeah… I can do that. I’m tired of sitting here anyway.”

    For the first time Ian smiled, a small gesture, simple, but it made Charlie feel immensely better. “I bet having been here all day. Have you even stopped to eat dinner?”

    Charlie looked at Ian and shook his head no.

    “Jesus. Come on, let’s walk over to that sandwich shop on College Street; my treat.”

    They made their way to the small sandwich shop where Ian bought their dinner. They talked casually as they ate, discussed in vague terms the things that had happened and how they had ended up at this place in this situation and by the end there was an acknowledgment of the silliness of the situation, the worry for nothing. As soon as they were finished they walked back to the dorm and made their way through the building, avoiding getting caught up with anyone as they made their way to their room.

    Ian opened the door and let Charlie enter, following him in, locking the door as he did. Charlie went over to his chair at his desk as Ian went to his bed, picked up the journal and held it out to Charlie.

    “I think you should put this away; it is too personal for you to let anyone see it.”

    Charlie nodded and took it, opening the bottom drawer and putting it in its usual place below his DVD and CD cases. He looked up at Ian as he sat down on his bed. They sat in silence for a moment, the tension between them tense, electric, until Ian shifted on his bed and sat up on the edge.

    “Charlie…stand up” he asked, his voice flat, far away.

    Charlie looked at Ian questioningly but he stood up and faced Ian. Ian stood up and came up in front of him, close, so close they could hear each other breathing. Ian reached out and began to undo the buttons on Charlie’s shirt, meticulously he pushed each button through its hole, working from top to bottom, opening the shirt.

    “You shouldn’t be shy about taking off your clothes, especially not in front of me, okay?” Ian whispered to Charlie as he pushed the shirt off his shoulders and let it drop on the floor. Charlie’s pale fair skin seemed to glow in the dimly lit room, only Ian’s desk lamp being on a lower setting. Ian ran his hand over Charlie’s chest, felt the smooth soft skin, felt his nipples slide under his fingers as he ran them around. He then looked up into Charlie’s face as he ran his hand up and around Charlie’s chin.

    “I tried to deny my attractions, have for so long, but these last few months were especially tough. I…I tried to tell myself I could make force myself to be what others wanted me to be, but…” he didn’t finish what he was going to say, instead he leaned over and kissed Charlie on the lips, gently pressed against him. Suddenly the invisible barrier that had existed between them came down, the tension, and Charlie kissed back, passionately, as he wrapped his arms around Ian’s body. Tongues dueled as they locked themselves together and Ian ran a hand down Charlie’s back, the smooth skin letting his hand glide downward. He let his hand run over Charlie’s jeans covered ass, squeezing his cheeks, pulling their bodies together. When Ian pulled away he reached for Charlie’s jeans, unbuttoned them, pulled down the zipper and tugged them down. Ian followed them down, bringing them to his ankles. He got Charlie to lift one foot then the other, taking off his shoes, socks and his jeans. Ian stayed on his knees looking up at Charlie, up past his old baggy boxers and seeing them tent out finally revealing his masculinity underneath, and along his lean stomach and flat chest and up into his eyes, knowing how bright blue they were, impossibly bright sky blue and he looked back down at the tented boxers, leaned forward and put his mouth on the cock pushing outward, let him lips wrap around the head beneath the fabric. He sucked on the head, wet the cotton fabric until it was almost transparent, the flared head visible. He ran his lips along the shaft and buried his face in his crotch smelling his masculine scent.

    Ian ran each hand slowly up Charlie’s legs, feeling the lightly haired legs under his fingers, the smooth skin, and he moved up and took the waist band of his boxer and tugged them down. Charlie’s cock popped out, bounced in his face and he opened his mouth and let it slide through his lips. Charlie gasped as Ian worked down his cock. Ian held Charlie’s thighs and worked his mouth up and down the hard cock, and although his rhythm was irregular, his technique rough, Charlie had not felt anything so good in a long, long time. He put his hands on Ian’s head and ran his fingers through the light blonde hair. Ian let go and began to undo his jeans, open them up and push them down as much as possible in his position. He pushed his briefs down and freed his cock, the hard thick shaft sticking straight out.

    Charlie pulled back till his cock was bobbing in the air and he reached down and tugged Ian’s tank top up and over his head, tossing it on the floor. Ian then worked his jeans and briefs off before sucking Charlie’s cock back into his mouth. He sucked on the head and let the shaft push down over his tongue, taking as much of it as he could. Charlie braced himself on Ian’s shoulders and began to rock his hips, pumped his cock in Ian’s mouth until his cock was so hard, his need to cum rising up and he pulled back, stopped Ian from pushing him over the edge.

    Ian stood up and took his hand and led him to his bed. Charlie followed Ian down on the bed and was soon spooned up next to him, pressed their bodies together as they ran their hands over each other.

    “Ian.”

    “Yeah” he replied, his voice barely audible.

    “I’ve not done it before, ya know.”

    “Yeah, we don’t have to do that” Charlie replied serious in not wanting to make Ian uncomfortable.

    “No, that’s not it” Ian replied as he looked Charlie in the eye, his face all serious. “I want you to do me; show me how.”

    Charlie just stared at Ian’s dark shadowed face and still perceived his desire, the need to have him. “Okay.”

    Charlie moved back and let Ian move onto his back and he moved down between his legs and got on top of him, let him feel his body, feel the warmth, their cocks pushing against each other as he kissed Ian, ran his lips over his neck, his ear, his hands roaming over his body, one going down, working down and between them taking Ian’s cock and stroking it. Ian responded, pushed up against Charlie and spread his legs further. Charlie let go of Ian’s cock and moved down below his balls, ran his fingers down till he was touching Ian, pressing against him, feeling his tightness and Ian moaned into his mouth and pushed his hole against Charlie’s finger and Charlie pressed it into him, breached his opening, penetrated him. Ian’s hips rose up and pushed down Charlie’s finger and his hugged Charlie to him. Charlie kept working his finger in Ian till he felt him loosen slightly then he pulled back and put two against him, feeling the previous tightness once again and he pressed them into Ian, felt his hole stretch open and Ian grunted and stretched out his torso, his arm thrown over his head.

    “Stretch me open” Ian whispered as his body was all laid out for Charlie. Charlie worked quickly, caught Ian still stretched out and pushed a third finger into him, stretched his hole feeling his body quiver underneath him.

    “Oh fuck” Ian whispered.

    Charlie worked his fingers, fucking Ian with them till he loosened up and they slid in and out easily. He felt Ian begin to work his hips with his fingers, letting them push in as far as they would go. Ian was ready. Charlie rose up over Ian and put his cock against Ian, let the wet head smear over Ian’s hole, push against it, and he pressed downward letting his cock penetrate Ian. Charlie eased his cock into Ian inch by inch till he was buried all the way in his hole. He held still a moment, pressing his lips to Ian’s neck, then nipping Ian’s ear, tonguing it, keeping Ian worked up, pushing his desire, his want, his need.

    Ian wrapped his arms around Charlie’s neck and he wrapped his legs around his waist, hugging the lean smooth body against his own.

    “Fuck me, Charlie” he whispered.

    Charlie pulled back with his hips and then eased back down, over and over till he felt Ian take him easily, and he picked up his pace, began to rock his hips faster and faster, thrusting his cock into Ian faster, harder, shoving down into him. Ian’s cock was pressed into his stomach and his undulations, the movement of his body as he fucked, were rubbing it, making it harder, making it leak, slicking the head and making the rubbing even more sensitive. Ian pushed up with his ass with such need, working his hole on Charlie’s cock as Charlie shoved downward and his cock flared up thicker, harder and Ian tensed up, felt his need to cum.

    “Oh fuck, I’m going to cum” and Ian pushed up into Charlie, pushed his cock over Charlie’s smooth stomach and he shot, his cock ejaculating wad after wad between them. Ian’s hole milked Charlie’s cock as he came and Charlie drove himself into Ian hard, slammed down into him, unable to control himself, forcing his cock as deep into Ian as he could, making Ian’s bed squeak and Ian moan and grunt, his ejaculating cock still shooting cum, just dribbles now, as Charlie finally thrust hard into him and came, pumping his load into his depths. Charlie kept thrusting his cock, shoving the shooting head into Ian until his hole and Charlie’s cock were slick with cum. Charlie finally feel still and lay on Ian, breathing hard as Ian ran his hands up and down Charlie’s side, rubbing his skin, rubbing the tension back out.

    “That was great” Ian whispered in Charlie’s ear. Charlie moved over and started to get up but Ian held him down and pulled him next to him, spooned their bodies together. Charlie relaxed, enjoyed the feel of Ian against him, and they settled down, soon falling asleep, Ian then Charlie.

    November 18, 2013 The last few days have been the best ever. I don’t know how to say what I feel. Ian and I have been having such a good time together; we’ve even started to help each other with the homework so as to have more free time. I was afraid Ian was going to freak out when it was obvious the guys on our floor knew something was going on but he just joked around with them as he had done in the past and it was alright.

    Definitely better than high school. A lot better.


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  • The Sauna

    I’ve been a member of the Northhill country club for as long as I can remember. I’ve been gay just as long. I can remember being in my teens and sucking the cocks of some of the other guys in the lockeroom. I don’t mean to gloat but I was a beautiful twink! Tall with short dark hair, brown eyes that sparkled when I laughed, smooth olive colored skin thanks to my moms Greek side and a lean, toned, swimmers build. Not much has changed since then. I’m older and have more responsibilities then I did then. I have a trimmed goatee and stash. My cock is gi-normous, or so other guys tell me. Even in highschool when the guys in the lockeroom would see it for the first time, their reactions used to make me laugh. There eyes would buldge and their mouths would begin to water. My shlong is about 10 inches when soft and a little more when fully erect and ready for buiness. I had a pair of heavy, low hanging cajones able to produce massive amouths of love juice to boot!

    One thing my experience with gay sex at a young age taught me is how to appreciate the soft, tender flesh of a younger man. That’s right, I’m into younger men. I’ve been a few guys on gay chatrooms who like them “jail bait” young but that’s not the type I go for. 18-29 is the age range. I am attracted to guys who are handsome and have a nice smooth, toned twink body. I’m a sucker for a thin, long cock and a firm, smooth ass to eat out and fuck. Up until then I hadn’t actually met any young men. Just guys my age or a little older. Even though I just turned 31, I still have a high sex drive. I can go all night practically without rest. Once you get me goin, look out!!

    One day I arrived at the club early. I liked to sit in the new sauna they had built for a little while before going for a swim. There’s nothing quite as exilerating as sitting in a hot, steamy sauna and then jumping into a cool pool. I stripped off my clothes and wrapped a towel around my narrow waist and hips. When I opened the sauna door I noticed it was practically empty except for one other person. I couldn’t see him clearly because it was so steamy in there but he looked young. I sat down on the wooden bench and leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I heard a noise and when I opened my eyes, the other guy had moved closer. He was young. Tall with short black hair, mischevious brown eyes, boyband good looks and a lean, toned swimmers build. Just how I liked em!! His full, red lips turned up at the corners as he smiled.

    “Hi!” he said in a deep voice. “Hi” I said smiling back. “I’ve never seen you here before” I said. He shrugged. “I’ve been away at college. This is the real first break I’ve had in months!” I watched as he slid closer. “I’m Justin.” He was practically ontop of me but I didn’t mind. He held out his hand and I shook it. “Christian.” Justin’s beautiful brown eyes sparkled as he looked me over and grinned. “Tell me Chris, anyone ever tell you, you’re one hot fucker!!” I chuckled. “Frequently.” He nodded. “I’m so horny!! I was just about to start jerking off when you showed up.” I laughed. “Please, don’t let me stop you.” Justin smiled shyly. “You sure you won’t mind?” I shook my head. “Hey, we’re men and we all get horny so feel free to rock out with you’re cock out!!” That made Justin laugh. I watched as he pulled the towel open and heard myself gasp. He had such a beautiful body! Smooth, hard pecs with two dime size nipples, a flat, ripped stomach. When my eyes fell on the limp piece of meat that was laying limpy on his stomach I wanted so badly to suck on it. It was long and thin with a pink mushroom like head and a pair of smooth, fleshy balls perfect for sucking.

    Justin took his flaccid cock in hand and began stroking it gently. “Aren’t you gonna join me?” he asked, smiling. I knew the hot young twink was teasing me and it only made me even harder than I already was. He reached over and tugged my towel free. The back of his hand touched my stomach and I jumped. When he saw my huge, hard cock, Justin’s eyes widened in aw. “Holy shit!! What the hell do you feed that thing!” I grinned. “It’s big, I know.” Justin nodded. “It’s the biggest one I’ve ever seen and look at that! It’s hard and pulsating!” His hand moved a little faster. “I’d love to taste that big cock you got there!” he exclaimed. I laughed. “Only if I can do the same.” We stood and laid our towels on the wooden bench and I laid on my back. Justin positioned himself over me with my head between is legs and his long cock dangling only a few inches from my lips. I wet them and put my hands on his smooth asscheeks bringing his cock down to my mouth. When my lips touched the spongy head, I heard Justin moan.

    “Yeah, suck my cock!” he cooed. He thrust his shaft deep into my mouth and began fucking my face. The feeling of his smooth cock sliding in and out of my mouth was amazing! I knew from years of sucking dick to purse my lips. When I felt Justin’s wet lips on my own rock hard prick, I cried out. “UHHH!!” Soon, we were both panting and the only sound that could be heard was the slurping as we sucked and sucked and sucked!! Suddenly, I felt my balls draw up and I knew I was about to cum. I wanted to fuck his beautiful twink ass before I did. I told Justin to stop and he sat up. “Did I do something wrong?” he asked, worry written all over his beautiful face. “No!” I assured him “I was about to cum and I wanna be deep inside that lusious ass of you’res when I do!” Justin smiled. He laid down on the towels with his perfectly round, smooth ass sticking out. “Go ahead!”

    I smiled because before I fucked him, I wanted to taste his ass. I kneeded his soft cheeks with my large hands before parting them. There in the middle like a rare jewel was his rosebud. I kissed both cheeks and licked the length of his crack from balls to tailbone and heard him moan softly. I spit in his ass and began flicking my tongue on his clean hole. Justin was panting and moaning. “Yeah! Oh Fuck that feels so good!” he wimpered. I really began to go to town. When I felt his hole was wet enough, I put my pointer finger and middle finger and inserted them. Justin gasped in suprize. “Just loosening you up a bit babe!” I told him. I moved my fingers in and out of his hole. I was so hard, I didn’t think I’d last much longer. When I felt he was loose enough, I positioned myself over him again. “You ready to be fucked?” He nodded. I held my cock steady. I moaned when I felt the velvety inside of his asscheeks. “Fuck yeah!” he moaned. I felt the head of my cock press against his hole. “You sure you wanna do this?” I asked. He nodded. “I wanna feel you inside me!” he exclaimed.

    I thrust a little and felt his hole resist. Wiggling my hips a bit, I managed to gain entry. Justin didn’t cry out. “You’ve been fucked before haven’t you.” He nodded. “It’s been awhile though and I’ve never had a dick as big as you’res.” That made me smile. I didn’t want to hurt him so I went slow. I pulled my cock almost all the way out before thrusting back in, each time, inserting a little more. The tight muscles of his anus gripping my shaft like a vice almost made me cum. I closed my eyes and concentrated on lasting as long as I could. Soon I found my rythem. I moved a little faster. Justin was moaning softly. I could tell he enjoyed being fucked. “Yeah! Fuck me!!” he moaned “Oh you’re big cock feels so good in my asshole!” I moved faster. My balls slapped his tender skin with each thrust. Soon I was pounding his ass with a reckless abandon. Justin was panting and moaning like a two bit hooker. “Oh yeah! he whimpered “Fucke me! Fuck my tight ass!” I knew I couldn’t last much longer.

    I manuvered the both of us so he was sitting in my lap without my cock slipping out. He bobbed up and down as I grabbed his cheeks, prying them as far as they would go and ramming my steel fuckstick deep in his ass. He wrapped his arms around my neck. “Yeah! Oh God yeah!!” Justin moaned. I felt the molten hot cum travel from my balls to my shaft. “I’m gonna cum!!” I moaned. Justin smiled. “Yeah, fill my boypussy! Breed my ass!!” That did it! I pounded his ass like a jack hammer, my big balls flopping and felt my cock expload deep inside his love canal. “AARRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!” I growled as rope after rope of hot, spunk filled his ass. When my cock stopped twitching, we sat there panting, a big satisfied grin on Justin’s face. “That was the best fuck I’v ever had!!” I smiled. “It ain’t over yet. Now it’s you’re turn big boy!!” He stood and I told him to lay down on his back with his legs up to his chest. From this position I had a perfect view of his tight boypussy. Some of my cum had oozed out.

    I dove between those cheeks and began licking out all of my load. Justin was panting an moaning. I reached between his legs and began stroking his cock. Soon Justin’s breathing became more laboured and I knew he was close. Without another word, I clamped my mouth on his pulsating cock like a leeche and sucked for all I was worth. “OH YEAH!! I”M GONNA CUM!!” I felt his cock twitch in my mouth and his thick, creamy load shoot down my throat. “UUUUGGGHHHHH!!” He hollared as I drained him dry. We sat there panting. “I really enjoyed that!” I exclaimed. Justin nodded placing his head on my thigh and looking up at me. “Wanna come back to my place for some dinner and then round two?” I grinned. I knew this was going to be a long night!!!

    To Be Continued…..

    I try to inject myself into every story I write. It’s always been a dream of mine to meet a young, hot twink here in Arkansas and make him cum with my mouth and some toys. Anyone interested? Leave me a e-mail 🙂

    Chuck A.K.A Stephen


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  • The Desires Of A Witch

    Melody’s P.O.V.

    I strolled through the hallways, on high alert, with a bad case of paranoia. What Miguel and that frenchie guy said, really bothered me. Was my boyfriend a vampire? Or a demon?, or maybe even half zombie?. I shook off the thought. But it made me think back about the first day we met. It was mugy day here in Brooklyn, and some idiot had flung a football in my direction. Luckily for me, Chris ran and snuffed the ball out the way just in time. Then we’ve been going back and forth ever since. But wait?

    If he was a zombie , his arm would had came right off. That eliminates that from my list of possibilities my boyfriend could be. I know what your probably thinking reader, aren’t zombies, decaying, dead, and flesh eating. The answer to that is no, most zombies are very intelligent, and civilized, until you piss them off (long story). My thoughts were quickly interrupted by the sight I was seeing. Mr O’riley was pile driving Mr Satner. Riley had him bent over his desk and was fucking the hell out of him. However, as creepy as this may sound I didnt want to spoil the moment, so I leaned on the door frame, as O’Riley fucked Satner’s brains out.

    I never in a million years would’ve thought that Satner was gay. Just like I’d never suspect my boyfriend was a vampire, or two years ago when I never thought that I was a witch. But, Satner?. He has a wedding band on his finger and always talked about a wife. Guess she wasnt doing things right if he’s currently having sex with the principal. They suddenly came to stop, as if they could sense my presence

    “Wanna switch positions?” I heard O’riley say. Satner’s curls starting bouncing from in front of him, either he nodded yes, or sucking on a dildo on his desk. O’Riley’s ass checks spreaded and he stepped back. He was pulling out, he glimpsed behind himself, and locked eyes with me, his euphoric grin melted off of his face, and the little color he had (considering that he was white) drained from his face. I could tell that he went in to panic mode, its not everyday that your ol’ average witch, walks in on the principal fucking their film teacher. O’Riley was fighting himself to put his clothes on. His elephant trunk of a dick flopped around as he struggled to get his pants up. Satner heard this, turned around and practically jumped out of his skin. He began to search for his clothes, I scoffed. Look how things clearly turned around. You dont let me used the bathroom, and I walk in on you having sex with the principal.

    “Im no expert on this but, you should have the door closed while doing..” I choked back a laugh “stuff like this” I said putting this in air quotes.

    “Wait…the door was open the whole entire time?” O’riley said. I nodded. He cursed, grabbed his shoes, and the rest of his clothes and jetted out the door. I was about to explode, I wasnt a matter of time, that I would just bust out laughing.

    “Melody…….” Satner said wearily, he was full clothed now, which didnt suprise me. He had on jeans and a tee, vs a full suit.

    “Mr satner.” I said back

    “Did I ever tell you–” ,

    “That I was your favorite student?”. He nodded. “No, in fact you didnt.” He frowned, but I smiled this is where an opportunity for blackmail came in.

    “Mel, you’ll become my favorite student, I’ll give you free passes, better lunch. All you have to do is forget that you saw me and O’riley.”

    I put my hand on my chin, and looked up as if I was giving his offer some serious thought. But in reality, I wasnt thinking of anything.

    “But unfortunately, im gonna have to pass up that offer, I really did have to pee” I said making my lie come to life. Satners eyes lowered.

    “However.” His eyes flashed anxiously.

    “Im willing to catch a case of amnesia, if you rip up that detention you promised me.”

    Satner nodded. “Done”

    “And, i want immunity, no detentions or suspensions for me and a few people.” I said leaning on a table

    “Anything else?” He said scratching his afro of curls.

    “I need you to write a detention for this guy, 8 hours worth”. I said pulling out a small box of trident, i took a piece of gum out the box, unwrapped it and forked it in my mouth. Im pretty sure Metallic Man isnt dead, but he can pay a small price. Satner rolled his eyes

    “Is there anything else, before you can forget about this situation?”

    I walked to the door and threw the small wrapper in the recyling bin. I looked back and smirked “what situation?”. I opened the door and bumped right into……..guess who?, chris, which made me nearly pee on myself

    “Melody, we need to talk” he said sternly.

    Kelo’s P.O.V.

    I headed back to dance class to change back into my uniform. I walked into deserted classroom, the room was musty as usual, the dance floor was dusty, and the sound of the humming stereo, filled the room. Mr Starch, was in the back of the classroom, and apparently was looking for something. I sniffed and he turned around damn near slapping me in my face.

    “Kiana, Please don’t do that” he said putting a hand over his heart. I choked back a laugh

    “Sorry about that Mr Startch, and I rather you call me Kelo, everyone does.” He pulled out broom, some wet wipes, and Lysol spray, and began wiping down bookcase where everyone’s stuff was. He looked back at me.

    “I dont see why, you arent a drug dealer, or a cocaine addict.” He said sternly. By now, I started walking towards his desk, where my clothes were kept. He would tell all of the dancers to place their things there because , he didn’t want to have to replace any of the things that were lost or stolen, as cheap as he was.

    “Its just a nickname that my friends gave me when I came in ninth grade.” I said, flipping my hair “No drug or narcotic use intended”

    He looked back at me, with a confused look, shrugged, and went back to cleaning. I started to undress to put my uniform back on. I couldnt stop thinking about that dude in the bathroom, and what he did to Miguel. How cruel can you be to another human being?. Guess some people can be more diplomatic like yours truly, I thought as I slipped on my khakis. I slipped on my light grey shirt, and jumped into my long brown boots. And I wondered what happened to him after Breyah sent him flying out the window. I doubt he died, he could had easily use his powers, and safely rode the magnetic fields.My thoughts were immediately interrupted by the blond haired-dark root, peeping tom that I mentioned earlier, deciding to knock the door off the hinges.

    “Hi Mr Starch, im looking for the lab, can you help me out” he said with a raspy voice, his presence has already began to annoy me, and he’s only been here for a minute.

    “Sorry I cant right now, but Kelo is heading to her forensics class, she’ll show you over there.”

    -__-

    I wanted to crush Mr Starch , wirh an energy field so badly, that I was on the verge of blacking out. I placed my clothes in Mr. Starch’s draw, grabbed my tote bag and headed for the door, bumping Blondie purposely as I walked out the class in to the teal and light grey hall way. Blondie closed the door behind him.

    “Lead the way” he said, gesturing to the hallway. I rolled my eyes and began walking down the hallway. It wasnt even halfway to the first door until he decided to break the silence, between us.

    “So…, My name is Damian”

    “Kelo” I said blankly

    “I hope you dont think that im trying to hit on you, because im gay” he said flipping his blond hair.

    “Really?, I seem to recall you starring at my ass earlier in class today” I said checking my phone, for the time. 11:07 class already started and we we’re 5 minutes late.

    He snickered, “their was a huge pile of lint on it, “

    “It couldnt killed you to say something, clearly you are capeable of speaking the english language” I said rolling my eyes, he laughed

    “When you ran to the dance floor and it had came off”

    “Oh” I said nonchalantly. There was that awkward period of silence again.

    “So how long has it been since you’ve known?”

    “Known what?”

    “That you were a witch”

    I looked at him, and my body went into autopilot for battle mode. I threw my bag down an hurled an energy field at him. He flipped out of the way, and landed on one knee. Then he shot out a laser beam from his fingers, which would had sent me flying if I hadent thrown up a forcefield. Thank god for my powers. Then he did something that I really didnt like. He shot another beam from his middle finger and reinforced the beam, breaking my forcefield.

    “Your forcefield aren’t exposed to my photonic blasts…typical”

    My head started spinning, and I didn’t know whether it was the beam that he shot or the fact that he broke my field.

    But I shook off the thought, damn near forgetting that I was in the middle of a battle, plus I still had one trick up my sleeve. I sent another energy field at him at full force, and turned invisible. He shot another beam of light at it, and it exploded, but began to panic when he didnt see me.

    “I know your around!!” he screamed, his face was red “show yourself!!”

    I crept up to him and kneed him right in the stomach. He grunted and fell to his knees clutching his tummy in agony. I willed my self visable, and leaned down in his ear.

    “You know if you were smart you’d use your powers over light to sense where ever the light particles had seemed funny looking” I said. He looked up at me with a tear in his eye.

    “This isnt over” he threw up a ball of light which turned into a display of fireworks. When the lights cleared he was gone. Laying where he had been was a wallet. I reluctantly picked it up, and went through it. He was pratically broke, no cash, no debit card, not even an I.D. He only had a picture, that was folded up in a compartment. I opened it up and almost had a heart attack. It was a picture of Damian, and the guy we just fried in the bathroom, but a younger version. I looked on the back of the photo

    Damian and Theo, Twins, 12 yrs old.

    Miguel’s P.O.V.

    After a stressful day at school I decided to head home. I walked down Wycoff until it cut off into St. Marks plc. Suprisingly, my block was pretty nice, compared to the projects being across the street. Brownstone of earthy tones, lined up the whole block. Me, living on the right side of the street. All the numbers of the houses were even. Starting with mine, 14. I took my keys out of my pocket and opened the front door, into the lobby where all the mailboxes were. I walked to the black stair case, began to cascade up the steps until I was at my apartment, 2b. I opened my front door to the teal and bright orange color scheme of my living room. My dogs ran up to me and greeted me, and wagging their tails. I looked and saw that my black cat was sleeping on the sofa, curled up into a ball on the armrest. I put my bag, and keys on the table and closed the door behind me. I walked towards my room, and collapsed on my bed.

    “Frenchie!!!!!” I screamed

    Minutes later a puff of smoke apeared over my head, with the ginger that we all know and love, sitting indian style. “Yes?”

    “You know, we never finished what we started” I said.

    “Im fully aware, however we need to make some kind of arrangement”

    He said in a serious tone.

    Before I could even get a word out, I heard the front door open.

    “Mom?” I yelled

    No answer

    “Dad?” I yelled

    Still no answer, just footsteps. If it wasn’t my parents, or my siblings(who all were in college) then its an intruder, looks like Theo wants round 2. I hopped off my bed as the footsteps got louder and closer. I slowly crept towards the door. Frenchie was still floating over my bed. I opened the door with a pulse of sheer telekinetic energy in my hand.

    This person had purple ASAP Rocky braids, and hsd a suitcase in his hand.

    “Cousin!!!” He said as he pulled me into a hug. No one other than my cousin Marquise.

    Damn, what can a guy do, to get some privacy.??


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  • The Golden Question

    Sometimes the simplest of questions require the greatest amount of preparation.

    “The golden question for this week the same as for last week?”

    “Yep,” my boss answered.

    We were sitting in the office of the chief of station, the highest-ranking CIA agent in country, in the Nicosia, Cyprus, embassy and, as usual, I was trying to see if I could see anything at all through that small, rectangular bulletproof window beside his desk. It was a shame as gorgeous as the vistas of mountains in two directions were from the American embassy in Cyprus’ capital that we were stuck with these security windows, which only gave the illusion that we weren’t in a secure fortress. No one laughed about it, though. An ambassador had been shot dead a couple of decades ago through a window in the old embassy building.

    “What is it exactly?” I asked. Each week the station got a new shopping list of intelligence questions for that embassy’s region from CIA headquarters in Langley. The question at the top of the list was known as “the golden question.” You got points from the chief of station, Ted Jamison being the one here in Nicosia, for providing the answer to any of the questions. But Ted was so hardnosed that only answering the golden one would earn a pat on the back. The said getting the answers to the other questions was our job-just what we were being paid for.

    “The elite Maroon Beret commando unit of Turkey’s 9th Corps, currently stationed on the Iran border, is moving to either the Iraq border or here-to the northern, Turkish zone of the island. The question is, which is it?”

    “The importance being?”

    “They have been undergoing special training in cross-border infiltration. Presumably the training is leading up to crossing someone else’s border. Any way you cut it, that’s not good for U.S. policy.”

    “And we know that how?” I asked. “. . . that they are getting such training.”

    “We know it because it’s our own Green Berets who have trained them for such an operation. And that training includes covert redeployment.”

    “And we couldn’t just ask the Turks where the unit is going?”

    “Oh, certainly not. The Turks are among our most valuable-and sensitive-allies. They are probably aching for us to ask so that we can get embroiled on the consenting side. Either we’d have to agree with the action, or they’d claim we did and it would somehow leak that we knew about it in advance. If the unit is going to the Iraq border, it will be messing around with the Kurds, and we couldn’t approve of that in the slightest, so we don’t want to officially know anything about it. In the same vein we have to prepare for it if that’s what is happening. The same thing here in Cyprus in spades. We don’t want to officially know about anything, but we damn well better be prepared for what we’re going to do about it. What we’d much prefer is for them to stay right there on the Iranian border and harass Tehran. But indications are that they will be on the move from there.”

    “And why do we think they may be coming here?”

    “Satellite photography shows new construction at the Turkish army base on the mountainside below St. Hilarion castle and above Kyrenia. Why are you asking, Ron? You got an answer to this one?”

    “Not that I can give right now. But one I think I can get. I think I can get to some of the soldiers at the base here. If there’s construction, the soldiers will have some idea what’s happening.”

    “Using your special services?”

    “Yeah.”

    “You know how hard it is to get to mainland Turks assigned to the military based on the other side, don’t you? They’re kept on a short leash. Rarely let off base. Never in fewer than groups of three-to keep each other in line.”

    “Yeah, I know. But I may have a way. They may be on a short leash, but Turks are well known to be randy-and to like variety. And to consider any hole as worthy to be filled.” Ted was right, though. The troops on the Turkish-held northern coast of Cyprus, with the lower two-thirds a Greek republic, had proved impossible to pick off one by one for intell purposes.

    “More power to you then. What do you need?”

    “A few days loose from anything else. And can Logs fix up two bottles of Johnny Walker Red for me?”

    “Knockout or lethal?”

    “Slow-working knockout would be best-both of them. I’ll be on the other side for a few days. Can I use the beach house at Karavas?”

    “Sure, as long as you don’t bring any men back there. Don’t want it being noticed.”

    “Right, Ted, we wouldn’t want the Agency connected with any gay activity, would we? Even to get a golden question answered.”

    We both laughed. The irony of homosexuality being a cause for instant dismissal laid against the Agency having a “candy” unit to use that basic preference to its advantage wasn’t lost on either of us. Still it was a thin wire for anyone in that unit to walk. At any point that the Agency decided it wanted to separate you, it could be quickly accomplished.

    * * * *

    I had formed the idea of how to get around the short leashes on the Turkish soldiers problem while I was fucking Musa on a lounge bed beside the pool at Angie on the Rocks the previous day. The Angie of the club’s name was a zaftig British expatriate prostitute who had come into some money and opened a Mediterranean-side pool bar at Lapithos on the northern Cyprus coast to the west of Karavas, which itself was to the west of the picturesque medieval harbor town of Kyrenia.

    I enjoyed fucking Musa. He was young, not long legal, and berry-brown, the result of a Turkish mother and Moroccan father. Nicely formed, lithe, and fully compliant. But what I enjoyed most about Musa was that others who frequented the well-fenced off pool bar enjoyed fucking Musa too and found him to be as good a listener as a lay. Angie had a great layout here. There was a nice-sized pool with a lot of terracing around it, poised on the rocks above the Mediterranean surf. Off to one side was a restaurant area under a long, covered verandah. And on the land side of that were a kitchen area and a set of small rooms, where Angie and her waiters and waitresses made extra money on their backs. The flat for Angie and her Turkish Cypriot policeman husband-the perfect spouse for a business like Angie had-was above these rooms. That the husband made extra money himself by filming the activity in the pool area below from his bedroom window and selling the videos on the streets of Istanbul was something that few knew. I knew, however, and always managed to do my fucking on lounge beds out of range of that window.

    The glory for me of Musa being such a draw for others was that the pool bar was considered the exclusive domain of expatriates living in northern Cyprus and UN soldiers and the diplomatic community from Nicosia on the other side of the guarded Green Line between the Greek and Turkish zones. Diplomats could traverse this border and came here to escape the glare of the attention in Nicosia. And here they murmured of the problems of their workday as they lay on their backs and Musa rode their cocks.

    Musa, one of Angie’s waiters, one who specialized in taking care of the male clientele, was an asset I ran, one of my sources for information on what happened behind the scenes in Cypriot affairs and in embassies located in Cyprus. But Musa also liked the cock. And he really liked my cock, so a combination of money and attention kept Musa happy and me fed with a couple of useful reports home whenever I had a chance to go north for a swim.

    On this night, Musa was comparing my cocking to that of Turkish soldiers, complementing me on taking my time and giving him as much attention as he was giving me-but, as an afterthought, saying that rough sex with a grin and no frills was nice to have occasionally too. I was agreeing with him on Turkish men in general. No one fucked with gusto and a smile like a Turkish Cypriot man did. And young Turkish Cypriot men had the bodies of gods, often pleasantly hirsute, until their late twenties, when, almost universally but not always, they quickly began to deteriorate into either a leather balloon or an emaciated bag of bones. At any age, though, they cocked with gusto and few, if any, inhibitions, all white-teeth smiles in grinning brown faces and vigorous thrusting. If you liked to be manhandled and taken hard, but not in anger, a young Turkish Cypriot man was what you wanted.

    But then it hit me. He was talking about Turkish soldiers.

    “You mean mainland Turkish soldiers?” I asked. Raising myself on the hands planted on either side of his chest on the lounge bed and pulling my cock up to where the bulb was lodged just inside the entrance. He was panting hard and had the heels of his feet dug into the small of my back above where my buttocks flared out.

    “Oh, god, don’t stop. Finish me. I almost was there,” he whined, digging his fingernails into my shoulder blades.

    “You mean mainland Turkish soldiers?” I asked again, more insistently. “Tell me and I’ll finish you.”

    “Yes. Soldiers from the base on the side of the mountain below St. Hilarion.”

    Mainland Turkish men could be even more arousing and fulfilling than a Turkish Cypriot man if you wanted to be overpowered and taken brutally. “When were you fucked by Turkish soldiers from there? They hold their soldiers close.”

    “Every Tuesday afternoon. They let them out in threes occasionally. Turkish soldiers are as randy as any and they sometimes get tired of fucking each other. God, let me have the cock. I’m almost there.”

    “But you. How do they get to you?”

    “The same three, every Tuesday. Angie has a deal with them. She supplies booze for the commander, a Colonel Erlugu, up there. He sends soldiers to pick it up. On foot. I meet them just off the road up to St. Hilarion, in a pasture. The soldiers pay me for a fuck and an extra bottle. They like Johnny Walker Red. They are tight with each other, like to talk about bodybuilding and flashy American cars while they fuck me and . . . and . . .”

    “And what, Musa?”

    “Oh shit, don’t leave me this way. Fuck me. Oh, god, yes!”

    Once, twice, three times I dove my cock deep inside him, twisted it with the revolving of my hips and pulled back up.

    “And what, Musa?”

    “And they fuck rough. They like to take turns doubling. It sometimes takes me to the next Tuesday to recover. But when you’ve been fucked by a Turkish soldier, you’ve been fucked. Oh yes, please, yes, like that. Yessss!”

    I fucked him hard as he writhed and panted under me-and then fired off up my belly-forgetting, I hoped, anything but the fucking he had gotten.

    “God, almost like a Turkish soldier,” he murmured when we were done. I took it as a compliment.

    * * * *

    The afternoon after getting the “go” from Ted, I pulled up in my BMW convertible to a rambling beach house on a nearly deserted stretch of beach between Salamis and Famagusta on the east coast of Cyprus, still in the Turkish Cypriot zone. I parked next to a bright red 1959 Cadillac convertible-the one with the outrageous tail fins-that was in pristine condition. Looking out toward the Mediterranean, I saw Onur sitting at his easel, facing out to sea and painting. The multicolored caftan he was wearing, which was billowing in the wind, was more arresting in color than the paints being applied to the canvas. He wore a white turban on his head, the end of which was loose and was beating on his cheek in the air currents. He didn’t seem to notice.

    I took my shoes and socks off, stowed them on the trunk of my car, and then walked down the beach and stood behind him. I looked out to sea, where a large sailing yacht was bobbing up and down, and then at the canvas where the naked figure of a young man was appearing. No sign of water or a boat on the canvas. The young man was very nicely equipped, though. Onur was especially fond of nice equipment on a young man and I was always flattered when he told me I was one of his nicest young men.

    “What is it you want, Ron?” he asked me in a low, bass voice. He hadn’t turned around to see me either arrive in the car or walk down the beach to him, as far as I could see. “Mustafa is off in Istanbul, accompanying the prime minister. He’s been gone since the last time you visited.”

    Ah, so he hadn’t forgiven me yet for having caught me with Mustafa on the beach that night.

    “I know. I just came to visit. I’m lonely for the company of crazy old men. I see that Sami is gone too.” I recognized the model in Onur’s painting. It was his sometimes houseboy, who easily got into a snit and went back to his boyfriend in Famagusta, only to return to Onur when he got hungry-and into a snit over something his boyfriend had or had not done.

    “He’s been gone a week this time.”

    “And you’ve had no one to . . . model for you since then? You know I could-“

    “You’d have to take off more than those shoes and socks.”

    “If it will make you forget about that night on the beach. It was your fault anyway-that cheap wine.”

    He sketched me reclining on the low wall of the long loggia that ran across the sea side of the sand dune-hugging villa. I was leaning on a Moorish column, one leg on the wall, knee bent and my seaward side arm propped on the knee. My other leg stretching down to the tiles on the floor of the loggia, my toes reaching for the floor. My landside arm stretched loosely onto the thigh of my stretched leg, the fingers of my hand, at Onur’s direction, pointing to the goods dangling between my legs. I was half hard, also at Onur’s request, although I had to dredge up some pretty exotic thoughts to become that way.

    “Very nice,” he said after about twenty minutes. I knew he was referring to my half hard-on and I also knew he had the sketch finished then. He always was in a trance while he was painting or sketching.

    I came around to his side of the easel and gave a little laugh. Everything was done in subdued, almost sketchy strokes except for my package, which was drawn in great detail. Still, it was a masterful work, something to respect as well as chuckle at. “Not too subtle,” I said.

    And it wasn’t subtle. He wanted me to fuck him. I probably wouldn’t be forgiven for Mustafa until I had done so.

    “When a young man is as hung as you are,” he said, “I like to focus on what is important. Now, what is it you want from me, Ron? And what else are you willing to do for me to get it?”

    Onur was another one of my regular assets. The wrist he had a pulse on that was of interest to me was the man named Mustafa, who now was personal secretary to the Turkish Cypriot prime minister. Mustafa had been initiated by Onur decades before, and the man had remained close to Onur ever since. That had been a specialty of Onur’s. Initiating young men. Garish and flamboyant, from a wealthy merchant family but with a genuine talent for art-especially for nudes of young men, Onur was an institution of decadence in Cyprus. He left at the first hint of a Turkish invasion and the resulting division of the island and had come back to retire quietly in one of his family’s villas after an arrest and imprisonment on the Turkish mainland for debauchery and sodomy-apparently of young men in families that were too powerful with sons who were a bit too young.

    He was a large man, thickish of waist now, but still solidly built. He once had been beautiful and had had no trouble being a pied piper to young and curious and beautiful themselves barely men. Not yet completely gray, he had a beard and mustache to be proud of and a hairy chest, arms, and calves. There was no hair on his head, though. He was bald, which was the reason that he had worn a turban for decades. He was still a man who was vain about his appearance and used deflections to take the eye away from what no longer was perfection in his body-an earring, multiple rings on his finger, and, when the caftan came off, nipple rings and a gold serpentine band encircling his cock, the tail wrapped around the base of the balls and a cobra head flaring over the bulb.

    He had taken the caftan-but not the turban-off when he’d started to sketch me. He obviously hadn’t been fucked-receiving now being his favored position-since Sami had wafted off in a snit. And Onur, even at sixty, was a highly sexed man. Despite his nonchalance, he was happy I had come to see him. In his own way, he was trying to seduce me. He wanted me to fuck him. This sketching of me in the nude and his disrobing with the excuse that it was hot in the loggia were foreplay.

    After many an encounter such as this, we understood each other perfectly.

    I wanted a favor from him, so I would fuck him. I would have fucked him just out of friendship. I was fond of him in terms that went beyond his usefulness as an intell source. Knowing what the Turkish Cypriot prime minister was thinking and doing was fine and helped pay for my usefulness in the station, but in all the time I’d been in Cyprus, we hadn’t received a golden question about the Turkish Cypriot prime minister. Washington didn’t seem to give two fucks about the Turkish Cypriot prime minister. The mainland Turks controlled Turkish Cyprus.

    “Stop asking me what I want, Onur. Can’t a man drive all the way across Cyprus just because he fancies a blow job from an old friend? Don’t you realize how irresistible you are?”

    Onur put his sketching pencil down and looked up at me, glowering at me from under his bushy salt-and-pepper eyebrows. He had a slight smile on his face. “Fuck you, Ron,” he said. But he had that slight smile on his lips.

    “No, fuck you Onur. But you really must be quick about it. This cock can go either way in a hurry. Hard or soft. Which do you want?”

    I had unconsciously returned to my pose on the loggia wall after taking a look at the sketch. He came to me and knelt next to my extended leg, cupping my balls in one hand while letting the other glide up to my chest and find a nipple. His mouth took all of my cock. It would have been a chore for most men. But Onur wasn’t most men. Swallowing cock whole was a specialty of his. I leaned back into the Moorish column, moved the leg that had been posed, bent on the low wall, to rest on his broad shoulder, closed my eyes, and let him take me to arousal heaven.

    I fucked him on his throw pillow-strewn studio couch, taking him from behind as we lay on our sides. I held his upper leg up to give me deep penetration inside him. He particularly enjoyed deep penetration and always complimented me on being able to reach farther into him than most men. He sighed and panted lightly and purred as I stroked him slowly at first and then giving him the impression I knew he loved of losing control in the fuck pushed him over on his belly, straddled his hips, and rode him hard. He ejaculated before I did and was reduced to deep moans and expressions of pleasure as I focused on finishing myself. After I shot off, I lay close on top of him, my cock still buried inside his ass, kissed the hollow of his neck, and let my hands play in the thick hair of his forearms.

    I knew he loved this attention afterward. Something, along with the inability to fuck hard, Sami had yet to master. I didn’t care if Sami never learned to master it. I wanted Onur always to be happy to see me when I came to milk him for intell.

    He turned his face to me, we kissed, he murmured his appreciation for the attention to an old man, and then he gave me that glower of his. “Now can you tell me what you want of me?”

    “I want to borrow the Cadillac for a few days. I’ll leave the BMW here. You can drive it into Famagusta and bring Sami back. He loves the BMW.”

    “I allow no one to drive the Cadillac. You know that.”

    “Which is why it needs the exercise.” I knew he was just posing. For a fuck from me, he’d give or do just about anything. He always had before.

    “Perhaps. Perhaps with a bit more persuading.”

    “You know I always give you a second one-when you give me what I want,” I murmured. And, indeed, we both could tell that I was managing to go hard inside him again.

    This time I fucked him just as we were, in close embrace, me plastered to his back. Just my hips moving, giving him a slow and deep fuck-until he begged me for more, and then I vigorously finished him again.

    “The keys are on that dresser over there,” he said when I finally rose off him and padded toward the bathroom to clean up. He could resist saying in my wake, “I would appreciate if, just once, you came just to make love to me.”

    I gave a chuckle. He was still so old school that no matter how debauching the fuck was he referred to it as “making love.”

    After slipping the loafers on my feet and stuffing the socks in my pocket, I opened the trunk of the BMW and took three bottles of scotch out, looking carefully as the subtle markings on the labels to keep them straight. All of them were Johnny Walker Red. We had tried to impress our assets one Christmas by moving up to black label for their presents and had received a resounding-and not particularly polite, considering they were supposed to be gifts, not straight-out bribery-confirmation that they all wanted the red label. I don’t know how they would have reacted to the blue label.

    I put two of the bottles, after carefully examining them, in the trunk of the Cadillac and the other one on the floor of the backseat. I waved at Onur as I left and watched him, after he had come over to the Cadillac and lovingly stroking the trunk and giving me the “there had better not be a single scratch when it returns” look, stroll down to the beach. He was quite a sight, with his caftan and the tail of the turban floating in the breeze. He settled down on the stick chair, dug off kilter in the sand, and returned to the canvas he was painting of the absent Sami in naked repose while he was facing the surf of the Mediterranean.

    That night I visited Angie on the Rocks, which was just west along the beach from the safe house in Lapithos. As I was leaving, I told Musa, “Not this Tuesday. Fail to show up to deliver the liquor in the pasture this Tuesday. I’ve arranged it with Angie. The story is that Angie sent you to Kyrenia for a new shipment of liquor, but it didn’t arrive. So you missed the connection and didn’t have liquor to give anyway.”

    * * * *

    Early Tuesday afternoon I parked off the road in a field far below St. Hilarion Castle and the Turkish base below it. I trained my binoculars on the entrance of the military camp until I saw three figures emerge and tramp down the hill, in my direction. When they left the road, moving into the pasture where Musa said he met them, I drove up above that point and, before reaching the entrance to the military base, turned the Cadillac around, parked off on the side of the mountain road, and lifted the binoculars again.

    The three soldiers, all beefy and looking like I’d get some enjoyment out of this caper, were gathered around a man in a blue uniform. Angie’s Turkish Cypriot policeman husband. The soldiers clearly were not pleased with what he was telling them. I thought it fortuitous, though, that Angie’s husband was a policeman. I couldn’t think of anyone else who could safely deliver the news to three Turkish soldiers-the Turkish army was known for its brutality-in a remote pasture and walk away without a scratch. Wearing his uniform was a nice touch, but it had been necessary. I’m glad he thought of that. I hadn’t.

    I waited for the three to get back on the road and to start marching, clearly angry and afraid of what their colonel would say and do, up toward the base. I revved up the Caddie and bore down on them at full speed, making them jump off the road and into the brush as I swept past them. I stopped the car with a screech and waited from them to pick themselves up and run for the car.

    The one that got there first grabbed me by the throat-I was only wearing gym shorts and sandals, so there was no grabbing me by my shirt-and hauled a fist back, preparing to pop me one.

    This was one of the trickiest parts of the operation, but it went smoothly enough. I think the vintage red Caddie helped.

    I lashed my hand out and grabbed his battering arm at the wrist, calling out, “No, please, I’m sorry. I didn’t see you.” Happily the other two soldiers were content with letting the first arrival deal with me. They were busy walking around, admiring, and touching the gleaming red car.

    “Please. I’ll make it up to you. There’s liquor in the backseat. And maybe you see something else-someone else-you might like. I’ve got to say that you three are the hunkiest men I’ve seen today-and I’ve had an itch for hours.” I spoke Turkish. That both set him back a bit and sped up the negotiations. I gave him “that” look. And I could see the wheels spinning in his little mind.

    Then the clincher. I blurted out, “God, are you that big all over?”

    The only “little” thing about any of these men would be their minds. They all were bruisers, young, handsome, every bit the Turkish hunk. Two of them had taken off their tunics for the trudge under the sun and were magnificently built. One was extremely hirsute. They had made me hard just from seeing them run for the car, and I shifted my gaze down to my lap so that the Turk at my side could see that I was hard.

    They’d been expecting a lay in the pasture and hadn’t gotten it. I figured they’d be up for a substitute. They obviously were.

    “Look at me,” I said, guiding his eyes with mine to my crotch. “See what you do to me? Can you soldiers help me with that?”

    The Turk at the window told the others, obviously the fact that I spoke Turkish not fully registering with him, that the hunk behind the wheel wanted to be fucked.

    “Yes, that would be nice,” I added, which brought his head snapping back to me. “You guys want to take a ride in my car? Any of you want to ride me? Any two of you want to ride me?”

    They were being a little thickheaded, I thought, but the mention of a ride in the Caddie brought the other two around to the driver’s side, and the car door opened.

    “Any of you drive American cars, or should I take you for a drive?”

    Another tricky part, and this one didn’t start out very well.

    “I drive American car,” one of the men, the hairy one, said with a proud ring to his voice. “My family in Turkey has Chevy older than this and I fix cars before army.”

    I had hoped none drove and that I could stay behind the wheel. I spent no more time behind the wheel while the soldiers were with me, though. The two other men, identified as Ahmet and Emin, manhandled me out of the driver’s seat and into the back, as Kerem slipped in behind the wheel and started driving back down the mountain. The saving grace was the Kerem hadn’t lied. He knew American cars and he was a good, if fast, driver.

    Ahmet found the bottle of Johnny Walker Red in the backseat and opened that, took a swig, and started passing it around, while Emin got his pants off, and then my gym shorts, and grabbed and squeezed my balls and pulled me over into his lap and onto his hard cock. I burbled quite a bit as he forced himself into me-rearing back and thrusting again when the going got tough. I’m glad I lubed myself up beforehand, because none of these guys seemed to care if they split me apart or not.

    After Ahmet passed the bottle to the front seat, he turned and hunched down between my thighs, which Emin had pulled wide and up, and wasted little time in getting his cock inside me on top of Emin’s. In short order I was being double fucked in the backseat of the Caddie as it sped west on the northern coastal road.

    So, they hadn’t just been paying attention to the offer to ride in the car. They’d also caught on to my offer to take two of them at once. At least I hoped that they considered that I had offered. Musa had told me that they weren’t shy about double fucking him without consulting with him first.

    It was a good thing that I’d been warned by Musa that these boys played this way and that I’d had experience being doubled before. Both of the Turks were young, hard-bodied hunks, with normal-sized cocks, so I didn’t mind. And I gave them a good time, so they didn’t seem to mind a bit either.

    Arriving back in the pasture and driving far enough off the road not to be seen, Kerem, the hairy one, got his turn at the DP. Ahmet sat at the wheel, turning it and making vroom, vroom noises, while Emin, again under me, reclined on the trunk of the Cadillac, embracing me, and inside me from underneath, while Kerem pumped me from in front. I indulged in the luxury of running my hands through his pelting and sharing kisses with him as he fucked me. He had the biggest dick of the three, and I let him know I preferred him.

    I also gauged that he was the most talkative, opening up increasingly as he drank more of the scotch.

    The bottle was nearly empty, and the men were noticing and mourning that as they finished fucking me on the trunk. Free from them for a moment, I opened the trunk, and making sure they couldn’t see inside, hauled out one of the other bottles of Johnny Walker Red I’d stashed there-one of the bottles that I’d gotten station Logs to spike for me. The one they’d already been drinking hadn’t been doctored.

    Making nice, nice to Kerem and telling him I wanted him to fuck me again-in the backseat-just him, whispering to him that he was the best cocker of the three, which pumped him up and wasn’t a lie, I handed off the bottle to the other two, who were happy enough to go squat nearby in the pasture and trade it back and forth. The nearly empty bottle I gave to Kerem while I was cajoling him into the backseat and praising the size of his cock, which was, indeed, praiseworthy.

    While he sat in the middle of the backseat, one hand on my waist and the other one wrapped around the scotch bottle, I rode his cock, facing him, with my forearms around his neck and nuzzling his face with mine.

    “God, you have one big cock. I want to see you again and have you inside me,” I murmured in Turkish. “Will you be here much longer?”

    “We rotate out next month, but we come down here on Tuesdays. We can do this again,” he answered between grunts as I moved my channel on his cock.

    “Another month? I’ve heard that special troops are coming in after you.”

    “Special troops? Where you hear that? What special troops? Just another unit of the Cyprus Special Forces Regiment. Just more like us. New recruits mostly. But a bigger unit than ours.”

    “A bigger unit?”

    “Yes. More men. They are building more barracks now because more men come. And replacing a few that are falling down.”

    “Bigger men than you? Bigger cocks than yours?”

    “My cock plenty big for you.”

    “Yes, I know. I can’t imagine one any bigger,” I whispered, taking his head, which also was getting bigger from my praise, in my hands, moving his lips to mine, and kissing him deeply while I revolved my channel on his cock.

    He came out of the kiss sputtering. “Turkish soldiers don’t kiss; we just fuck,” he growled.

    “But it felt good, didn’t it? I felt it in your cock.”

    He didn’t contradict me, so I honed in on the information I was trying to milk from him while I milked his cock.

    “But I heard they were very special troops. Are you sure-?”

    “Look. I big man in camp. I know everything. Ahmet, Emin, and me, we handle commo from the green line. We see all messages Colonel Erlugu get. We know what unit is come and why new barracks is built.”

    “God, yes, you’re a big man. A very big man. But look. Your bottle is empty. I have another one in the trunk of the car. You want it?”

    He did want it. He took several big slugs of scotch from the bottle while I resettled on his cock. He didn’t bother to look over to see that Ahmet and Emin were collapsed in the pasture, dead to the world.

    Not too dead, I hoped. I wanted the soldiers to keep this tryst secret. That would be hard if two of them were dead.

    “Fuck me. Fuck me hard. Biggest cock I’ve ever had,” I cried out, grabbing for his nipples nestled in his thatch of chest hair, rising and falling faster on the cock. He grabbed my waist and groaned and slammed my channel up and down on his cock. It was a race with time. I wanted him to come. He was a beautiful, young, hard-bodied man. I wanted him to come. I wanted him to make me come.

    When I did, I let out a howl, and leaned into the back of the front seat. He was looking at me, eyes wide open, a big grin on his face. I moved my butt in a circle and squeezed my channel, and then he came. His head rolled back onto the top of the backseat, and he began to snore.

    I took a moment to run my hands around on his hairy chest, feeling the hardness of the muscles, regretting a bit that the fucking was finished. Then, with a sigh, I pulled off him and dragged him out of the car and over to where his friends lay. Taking both of the spiked bottles of scotch, I walked deeper into the pasture and emptied the bottles. I tossed all three of them into the trunk of the Caddie and went looking for my gym shorts.

    It took me a while to maneuver the convertible out of the pasture. Kerem had driven it in far enough that the ground wasn’t conditioned for the weight of an old American car. But I managed.

    I only stopped at Onur’s long enough to do an inspection of the car for damage and only letting myself breathe when I couldn’t find any. The keys were still in the ignition of the BMW. That meant Onur hadn’t gone to Famagusta to find Sami. It also meant I needed to leave quietly, or I’d be stuck here with another sketch and fuck with Onur. I wouldn’t have minded that-not that I hadn’t gotten enough sexual exercise today already-but there was the golden question to answer. So I left as swiftly as I had arrived.

    * * * *

    “So, that’s the answer to the golden question?”

    “Yep. The Maroon Beret commando group isn’t for here. It’s just a normal rotation of the Cyprus Special Forces Regiment, but a larger force coming in, so they are adding barracks and replacing a few of the old ones. That’s what the satellites see. The satellites can see. It takes humans to figure out the why, though.”

    “You know this from some officer in a bar or bedroom?”

    “Better source than that. Got it from the code clerks who actually handle the communications.”

    “Ah, yes, that is better. All of the colonels are careful. The enlisted men boast. You found an enlisted man who boasted?”

    “Three.” I didn’t add that they backed up their boasting with well-wielded cocks.

    “It would be nice to have some sort of corroboration.”

    “Throw it to Ankara station to confirm,” I said. “The colonel here is named Erlugu. The communications circuit is called the green line. It’s a commo circuit, not the line separating the Greeks from the Turks on Cyprus. Our commo guys might see that as an explanation for some confusion in the Turkish traffic they’re reading. Get Ankara station to hit the commo files of the Cyprus Special Forces Regiment headquarters in Ankara.”

    “That’s a thought. Being first, the answer to the golden question would be our get. And it’s a very nice get by you, Ron.”

    We were standing. He was patting me on the back. This was as good as praise got from the chief of station.

    “I trust I don’t want to know how you got this intell,” Ted said to me.

    “I trust you’re right about that, Ted.”

    “Hope it wasn’t real hard. It was really a pretty simple question.”

    Yeah, it involved a few things that were real hard, I thought. But what I said was, “Sometimes, Ted, the simplest of questions require the greatest amount of preparation-and require something hard.”

    “Ain’t that the truth.”

    Somehow, from his lopsided smile, I think Ted got the double entendre.


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  • The Journal: A Second Read

    October 12, 2009

    Robert, the guy who asked if I was gay has turned out to be a good friend. One of the few. We don’t live too close to each other but on weekends he rides the bus close to my neighborhood and then we ride bikes together. I like Robert.

    April 4, 2013

    Robert and I continue to spend all the time we can together even though our parents try to stop us. I think they know.

    November 18, 2013

    The last few days have been the best ever. I don’t know how to say what I feel. Ian and I have been having such a good time together; we’ve even started to help each other with the homework so as to have more free time. I was afraid Ian was going to freak out when it was obvious the guys on our floor knew something was going on but he just joked around with them as he had done in the past and it was alright.

    Definitely better than high school. A lot better.

    January 8, 2014

    Ian and I have finally gotten back into the groove of classes. Christmas break had been good, spending time with family but being back with Ian is…special. I can’t believe I have a boyfriend, one that I actually live with. I don’t know what is better? The sex when I want it or the simple thing of sleeping together.

    February 3, 2014

    Ian wants me to go with him away for Spring Break, somewhere in the mountains where his uncle has a cabin. A week alone in the mountains! I made him fuck me twice when he told me. God it was a messy fuck the second time, but I came as hard as ever.

    March 7, 2014

    I got a call from home, my grandfather is in the hospital again and next weekend I’m going down to visit him. Ian wants to go with me; not sure how he’ll be received but at the moment I don’t care. He wants us to get an apartment together next year and get out of the dorm. Thinks we have too many eyes watching our every move. I tell him they’re just jealous.

    ***

    Ricky closed the journal he had found in Charlie’s desk and stood lost in confusion over how he felt about what he had read in just a few seconds scanning through the pages. He had been watching Ian and Charlie for a while, every since last November when he came in late one night and saw them come in ahead of him and Charlie leaned over and kissed Ian right out in public. Granted it was one in the morning and on the dark side of the building coming up to the side entrance, but still, right out where anyone could see them. He didn’t know what to think but think about it he did, all the time.

    Ricky came from a small community with a small high school, one where everyone knew each other and he had made himself fit in, did what he was suppose to do, but he had times he was troubled, frustrated. In gym it was in the locker room, seeing his classmates, their bodies in the showers, the way each was a little different, each having a cock that had a different curve, skin tone, size; there was even two uncut, and he wondered what they would feel like to touch them, masturbate them, but he had suppressed those thoughts, made himself date girls, thinking it would pass, for the church said it was a choice, an evil one. But he wasn’t so sure. Especially now with what he had read in sociology class, read in opinion pieces in the campus paper, overheard in conversations by Tyler down the hall. Tyler was openly gay, flamboyant in his manner, and contrary to what Ricky thought would have happened to someone like that, he had been accepted by the others as just one of the guys. There were even rumors some of them went to Tyler’s room for sex, but Ricky didn’t know for sure.

    It was Ian and Charlie that shattered his preconceptions the hardest, made him face his own feelings. The more he watched them, seeing them in the commons watching TV with the others, sitting close together, or out in town, always together, or hearing them laugh, making noises he knew had to be sex when he walked slowly by their door wanting to put his ear to it and listen so bad he felt his stomach knot up. He had listened a few times, late at night, when the hall was deserted and he got up to go to the bathroom to jerk off in a stall because his roommate happened to be in. His roommate scared him, the one guy who had made nasty comments about Tyler, and Ricky had no intentions of giving him a reason to bash his head in. Hugh was a big six foot four bruiser who tried to play football but wasn’t good enough for the first or second team. Ricky thought his inability to play was the reason he was such a nasty fuck, hateful to anyone around him, and he was grateful for the fact Hugh was almost never around. Between his classes, his practice and staying at one of his many girlfriends he was gone most of the time.

    Ricky had been toying with the idea of going to Ian and Charlie’s door and asking to come in and talk, to admit he was struggling with his own feelings, his desires and he was beginning to look at the guys on their floor in a manner he knew would soon make it obvious what he was thinking. But as many times as he was at their door, hand held up ready to knock, he never went through with it. Then he thought he should just befriend them, get to know them and maybe he could work the conversation around to it one day. He had gone to their door this evening to do just that, invite them to go grab a sandwich at the deli or maybe hit the sports bar for a burger but when he knocked he found their door wasn’t latched and it squeaked open to a dark room. They hadn’t closed it properly when they had gone out. Ricky looked up and down the corridor to make sure no one saw him and he went in, pulling the door closed behind him. The room was dark but he could see well enough with the blinds open and the security light outside illuminating the room. He didn’t know what he was looking for, or if he was looking for anything in particular. He went to Ian’s desk and saw it was a mess, papers piled up on both sides, a text book open in the middle with a red pen lying in the crevice between the pages. One of his drawers was open and he saw it was just more paper and books. He moved over to Charlie’s desk and it was different and he thought of the saying about opposites are attracted to each other. Everything had its place and only one text book was on the desk, closed with a pencil sticking out. A notebook lay to one side with Charlie’s name printed on its cover. Ricky looked at the desk, the neatness of it and wondered if there was anything that spoke to him about Charlie and Ian being together and realized it would probably be in the bottom drawer if there was something. He eased the bottom drawer open and found the DVD and CD cases and below them the leather bond book with its cover soft and scuffed with use: Charlie’s journal.

    He had sat the journal on the desk and stared at it for awhile feeling his invasion of their space was bad enough, but this would be really bad, a true violation of Charlie’s privacy, but it would also be where he might find what he was looking for and he reached for the journal and opened it. He flipped through the pages, scanning one entry or another. It only made him feel worse, like he was missing out on something, like his life was passing him by, which is when he closed it and stood staring at it. He glanced up, looking out the window just in time to see Ian and Charlie coming back. He quickly put the journal back where he found it and after easing the door open, checking the corridor, he slipped out, closed the door and headed back to his room.

    Ricky sat at his desk for a long time, just staring out the window, unable to get his thoughts focused on any one thing. At one point he was near tears his frustrations, his fears, getting the better of him. When he finally glanced at the clock on his desk he realized it was already after nine o’clock and he still had not eaten dinner. He grabbed up his keys, wallet and bike helmet and headed out. It was ten thirty when he finally rode back up to the dorm and locked his bike at the rack. He had gone to the deli and then rode around campus for a few minutes just enjoying the slightly cooler night air. He went into the dorm and stuck his head into the lounge and found only three others sitting around watching TV. Ricky went in and sat in a chair to the side of the room grateful for the sense of being around others.

    He knew the two guys piled up on the sofa, Tom and Brian. Brian was on his floor and Tom was Brian’s best friend from their high school days. They were the type of guys who got along with almost everyone, played sports, and partied too hard on occasion. The other guy, sitting in a chair opposite of Ricky he didn’t really know but had seen him in the building and assumed he lived on one of the lower floors. When the program on TV went off at eleven Tom and Brian got up, told the guys to have a good night and left. There was an awkward moment, nothing being said as Ricky sat watching the news come on the TV not really wanting to watch it.

    “You mind if I change the channel?” Ricky heard the guy ask him, breaking the silence.

    “No, I was thinking the same thing, go ahead and put it on something else” he replied.

    The channel was changed to a comedy channel and they sat watching, sniggering at one ironic comment or joke after the next until one piece caught both of them off guard making them laugh loudly. As they watched Ricky noticed the guy got up and came over to the sofa and sat down close to him. He noticed the guy was about five six or so, skinny, his clothes hanging on him. He had a cheap haircut with his hair hanging down making him push it back with his hand a couple of times. He appeared to have some beard stubble around his chin and upper lip, but the rest of his face was baby smooth. In other words, he was similar to Ricky. Only their hair color and skin tone was different, with Ricky being a blonde with olive toned skin and this guy had dark brown hair and fair skin.

    “I’m Josh” he introduced himself, “I’m on this floor. You’re up on the fifth floor, right?”

    “Yeah, I’m Ricky.”

    “You know Ian and Charlie?” Josh asked Ricky, catching him off guard. If he only knew he’d been in their room early today snooping around.

    “Yeah, I know who they are but I’m not friends with them. I don’t really see them much, ya know” he replied, acknowledging how the two of them stay in their room most of the time. “You know them?” he asked tentatively.

    “Not really, but I’ve seen them around” Josh replied, his voice trailing off. They watched TV for a few minutes in silence then Ricky turned to Josh.

    “What are you majoring in?”

    Josh answered and soon the two of them were talking as if they had known each other for the entire semester. They talked about where they were from and what hobbies they liked such as bicycling and eventually about what kind of social life they had and their conversation grew strained, vague, for neither seemed to want to discuss how their social lives had been since arriving on campus last fall. Suddenly they realized it was near midnight and Josh stood up saying he had to get to bed so he could get up early for his first class. As he went to the door Ricky felt he should say something, maybe suggest they get together later, but before he could say anything Josh turned and asked if he wanted to ride bikes this weekend. He wanted to go to the state park nearby and ride the trails. Ricky quickly agreed but told him his car couldn’t’ handle two bikes. Josh told him his could and he’d see him later.

    Saturday had been a hot humid day and the afternoon saw scattered showers cut through the region. It was late afternoon when Josh and Ricky drove back into the parking lot for the dorm complex, their bikes in the rack secured to the hitch on Josh’s Jeep Wrangler. He only had a bikini top on it so they had not only gotten wet on the trails but on the ride home. They eased out of the Jeep, both dirty and beat up, both having taking a fall, Josh worse than Ricky, his elbows and knees strawberry red and his t-shirt ripped in the back with smears of blood around the hole.

    “Damn that was fun but I’m going to be sore as shit tomorrow” Ricky told Josh as he took his bike down from the rack.

    “You’re going to be sore?” and Josh laughed. “I’m already sore.”

    “Yeah, you really busted your ass on that hill. I thought you were really hurt at first.”

    Josh pulled down his bike as they relived the day on the trails, the sections they made good time and the falls the two of them took after it had rained and made the trails slick. They pushed their bikes to the dorm and made their way inside. Josh headed toward the hall to the dorm rooms as Ricky hit the elevator button, feeling too sore to take the stairs.

    “Hey you want to go grab something to eat after we clean up?” Josh asked as he stood at the hall entrance.

    “Yeah, I’m starved. You want me to come down when I’m changed?”

    “Yeah, come on down and we’ll go somewhere we can get a beer and food.”

    Ricky got to his floor, put his bike by the wall, grabbed his toiletries and towel and headed to the showers. The hot shower felt good to his sore muscles and he carefully washed the scratches and cuts on his legs and arms and noticed he was going to have a nasty bruise on his thigh and his upper arm. Back in his room he put ointment on the worst cuts and slapped a bandage on them, pulled on his boxers, cargo shorts and a tank top, knowing his skinny body didn’t fill it out but not caring for it was more comfortable.

    He arrived at Josh’s door which opened when he knocked for it wasn’t latched.

    “Come on in, I’m just putting on a bandage on my elbow; it won’t stop bleeding.”

    Ricky found Josh sitting in his briefs applying the bandage. His lean body was so smooth, his chest and stomach so flat and Ricky noticed his nipples were the size of pencil erasers and down below, between his legs he could see how Josh’s cock was lying to the side the head obvious through the thin white fabric. He tried not to stare and deliberately looked closer at Josh’s elbow.

    “That is a nasty rash.”

    “It does hurt. Do me a favor and look at my back. See if that cut has stopped bleeding. I can’t tell” Josh said as he shifted around in his chair turning his back toward Ricky. Ricky leaned over and saw it was in fact bleeding a little. Josh told him to sit on the bed as he scooted the chair over and sat with his back to Ricky, handing him the ointment and box of bandages. “Put this on it and stick a bandage over it, will ya?”

    “Sure” Ricky replied. He squeezed a line of the thick ointment on his finger and lightly smeared it over the cut, easing his finger down its length. As he was putting it on he looked at Josh’s back, looking at the few moles along his lower back, noticed the way his shoulder blades moved under the smooth fair skin and he noticed how his hair had a hard defined edge and the skin on his neck looked so soft he wanted to lean over and put his lips to it, to feel its warmth.

    “You going to take all day” Josh said breaking Ricky out of his fantasy. He quickly got the bandage on the cut then watched Josh put on his shorts and t-shirt. They headed out and took Josh’s Jeep to ride to a bar that was several blocks away, one that wasn’t so crowded, a place they could relax and talk. The whole time Ricky kept remembering the sight of Josh in his briefs and the moment he put his finger on the cut and ran his finger along the injury as he looked at his back and neck.

    Josh ordered another beer and turned back to Ricky and caught him with an odd expression and he had to smile. He wasn’t sure but he thought Ricky was displaying some signs that gave him hope. He had been so lonely since arriving last fall and even though he had checked out the gay support group on campus and had even gone up to the fifth floor to talk to Tyler a couple of times but he had been gone both times. There was a gay club a few blocks from campus he had gone to toward the end of last fall and met a few guys, and the guys he met were nice and would hang out with him for a while but toward the end of the night they seem to always hook up with someone else, someone more aggressive, or someone who had drugs, or was better built, more good looking. He knew his smaller size, his lean, skinny build, made him not the fantasy image a lot of guys sought, but then he saw Ricky, who was so similar to him, who even liked a lot of the same things, but he wasn’t one hundred percent sure he wasn’t just looking for a friend, and not something more. But there were times he thought he had a chance.

    The night felt good as they rode back to the dorm in the Jeep. Music played just loud enough to hear as they made their way through town. While sitting at a light Josh turned to Ricky who was sitting back against the high back seat, just zoned out.

    “Hey, did you hear that frat house over on Hill Street was having a toga party next weekend?” Josh asked Ricky.

    “No. A toga party?” he asked as if it was the silliest idea he had ever heard.

    “Yeah, a toga party. They’ll have kegs of beer, a band and everyone wrapped in a sheet. You want to go?”

    “I don’t know…I mean wearing just a white sheet” Ricky replied and Josh knew what he meant, knew he thought he was too small, too skinny to be going to a toga party, but again he saw him consider it.

    “Come on, it’ll be fun” Josh prodded him.

    “Okay, okay, we’ll go to a toga party, but I’ll have to get a white sheet” Ricky replied.

    “Well go tomorrow and get a couple; one for each of us.”

    ***

    The party was crowded and there was a few really getting rowdy to the point it felt less like a party and more like a mob scene. Josh and Ricky had been there an hour and it was obvious neither really cared for the scene, all the frat boys acting out, and they were playing it safe, standing near the back of the crowd who were watching the band, some cover band that was not very good. Josh was wondering if he could get Ricky to just go back to his room for he knew his roommate was out of town again. He found it difficult not to keep looking over at Ricky, the way the sheet hung on his lean frame, revealing half of his chest, his dark skin looked so smooth and he kept leaning toward him letting their shoulders bump into each other, savoring the feel of the contact.

    “Hey, this isn’t what I expected” he said to Ricky.

    “No, it isn’t what I expected either” Ricky replied.

    “You want to go back to the dorm; maybe do something else?”

    Ricky looked over at Josh and nodded then motioned he would follow him out. It didn’t take long to get back to the dorm since they rode in Josh’s Jeep and as they went in to the lobby Josh swallowed, built up his courage and turned to Ricky.

    “You want to come to my room and just hang out for a while?”

    Ricky looked at Josh and didn’t hesitate; “Yes. Let me go change.”

    “Oh hell, don’t bother, come on to my room. We’ll just put on some music or something.”

    In Josh’s room Ricky took the chair and Josh eased down on his bed. As he leaned back against the wall, he brought his legs up on the bed and crossed them. Ricky couldn’t help it, couldn’t’ help but look, and he looked down between Josh’s legs and saw he didn’t have on his underwear. He couldn’t make out much in the shadow of his toga but he could see the vague shape of his cock and balls and he found himself staring. Josh saw his look, saw the way Ricky was looking at him and he knew he was looking up between his legs. He looked down and saw how Ricky was spreading his legs, how he reached down and tugged at his cock, adjusting it, showed he was affected by what he was looking at, down between Josh’s legs. Josh leaned over slightly and deliberately looked up Ricky’s toga and saw the boxers he knew he would be wearing.

    “You wore underwear?” Josh whispered.

    “You didn’t” Ricky replied in a far away voice.

    “Is it a problem?”

    “No.”

    “Will you come sit next to me? Ricky; will you?”

    Ricky got up, nearly stumbling as he seemed in a trance, eased down on the bed next to Josh, his toga riding up showing the legs of his boxers. As he settled next to Josh he kept looking Josh in the eye, and it surprised Josh to feel Ricky’s hand on his thigh and as Ricky leaned toward him, brought his face so close to him he could feel his breath, he felt his hand slide upward, pushed the toga up as his hand came up to his cock and he ran his fingers over it, felt its shape, felt the sac below it and his balls move around with his manipulation, then he wrapped his hand around Josh’s cock, gave it a squeeze and then began to stroke it. Josh gasped at the touch and closed the distance between them, kissing Ricky on the lips. He reached up and unfastened the safety pins holding his toga up, letting it fall around his waist in a loose pile. Ricky moved around his chin with his lips, nipped and kissed along Josh’s jaw, over his neck and to his ear where he tongued it, bit on the earlobe as he pushed Josh over on his back. Ricky moved on top of him, one hand still on Josh’s cock, stroking it, feeling it grow, get hard and thick and he shifted on top of him pressing his own cock against Josh’s leg, rocked his hips down making his hardening cock rub along it. Ricky felt Josh run his hand inside his toga and rub his chest, the warm hand running over his skin made him push against Josh harder. Josh began to pull on his toga, tugging it up over his head and he had to let go of Josh’s cock and let him get the toga off. Left in his boxers, tented obscenely from his erect cock, Ricky reached down and tugged on the loose sheet, using each hand he tugged the length of it free till Josh lay by him naked, his hard thick cock lying over his stomach.

    “Get those fucking boxers off” Josh whispered to him as he ran the back of his hand over his nipple, the hard erect center felt the soft hand pass over it and he quickly got his boxers off, working them down his legs, leaning one way then the other to get them off his feet. His cock stood up, straight as an arrow, the head flared out, the skin darker than the rest of him and he felt Josh grasp it, stroke it and he reached down and took Josh back into his hand and stroked him. They stroked each other for several minutes, kissing, touching each other while they did it. Josh sensed Ricky wasn’t sure what to do next and he sat up and moved Ricky on his back by him and he moved on top of him, shifted down between his legs and pushed them apart as he lay on top of him, kissing him passionately; tongues dueling. Josh ran one hand down between them, pushed his fingers down below Ricky’s cock and balls, probed down till he found his hole and he rubbed it, pushed against its tight resistance. He felt Ricky shift under him, push up with his hips, push his hole against his finger till it penetrated him. Josh pressed into Ricky, worked his finger through the tight ring of his opening, working him till he felt his hole relax and his finger work easily in and out.

    “You want to fuck me?” Ricky asked in such a low voice Josh barely heard him.

    “Yes. Is that okay?”

    “Yeah. It’s not going to hurt much is it?” Ricky replied, his innocence making Josh want him more.

    “Not much but after a minute…it’ll feel great, I promise” he whispered in Ricky’s ear as he pressed a second finger into him, stretched him open a little more. He eased

    Ricky along, working his fingers in his hole, stretching him open, getting a third finger in him, as he prepared him for his cock. Josh shifted down enough to put his arms underneath Ricky’s legs and he moved back up, pushing his legs up and over as he moved into position, bringing Ricky’s ass upward, spread open, his hole turned up waiting to be penetrated. Josh worked his hips back and forth, rubbing his cock over Ricky’s ass, feeling his leaking cock smear its lube over the smooth skin and the wrinkled hole waiting for his cock. He moved his hips till his cock touched Ricky, pressed against his hole and Josh bore down on him, penetrated his hole, sunk his cock into his virgin ass. Ricky gasped out, the initial pain making him tense up as he clung to Josh, feeling Josh’s cock work down into him. Josh held still for a moment and let Ricky get use to the cock buried in his ass.

    “You okay?” Josh whispered.

    “Yeah; go ahead, fuck me” he replied his voice sounding almost like a whimper.

    Josh began to move his hips, up and down, worked his cock in Ricky, let him feel his thick shaft piston through his hole. He leaned down and kissed Ricky, felt the quiver of his body as he pushed down into him. Slowly for several minutes, Josh pumped his cock in Ricky, pulled up nearly all the way and then eased back down into him. His hole so tight he felt it milk his cock as it pushed through the ring of his hole. Ricky hugged him tightly as he began to fuck faster, worked his lean body up and down, the strain showing in his stomach, his muscles evident as he fucked, pumped his cock into Ricky with strong urgent thrusts, till his hips slammed down on his ass, his bed squeaking with the force of his penetrating thrust. He leaned up and let Ricky work his legs around his waist giving him room to press his body down on Ricky’s, flesh pressed against flesh, the heat of their exertions building up till Josh began to sweat, his dark brown hair dripped as rivulets ran down his face and along his chest, dripping down on Ricky. They cried out, moaned and grunted as Josh hammered his cock into Ricky. Josh suddenly stopped as he wanted to shift positions and he got up and told Ricky to get on his hands and knees. Josh quickly buried his cock back into Ricky, held his hips as he fucked him, shoved his cock into him as far as he could only to jerk it back nearly all the way out. Over and over and over he rocked his hips forward hard and fast, slapping up against Ricky’s ass, penetrating him deeply, his hole fully relaxed taking the fuck. Josh leaned over Ricky, their sweaty bodies slipping over each other as he reached around and took Ricky’s cock in his hand, the shaft hard as rock, the head flared out wide and as he ran his hand over it he felt the slick wetness of it, smeared it down the shaft till his hand easily stroked it while he fucked, fucked for all he was worth, working through the burn of muscle fatigue in his stomach. He kept stroking Ricky’s cock and fucking his ass as he buried his nose into Ricky’s neck, his wet hair strong with his scent, the smell of his exertion and he nipped him on the soft hot skin. Ricky cried out and Josh felt him thrust his hips forward, pump his cock in Josh’s hand and Josh felt it, Ricky’s cock, swell up thicker, flex up toward his stomach and he felt it shoot. He felt Ricky’s cock jerking in his hand as he shot his load and he felt his ass milk his cock, squeeze it, spasm after spasm as he was shooting his load and Josh slammed his cock through the quivering tightness and shot his own load. He rocked his hips in short jabs, pumping his load into Ricky, filling him, coating his insides, smearing it with his cock.

    When Josh was finally spent he fell flat on Ricky’s back and the two of them went down onto the bed where Josh rolled to his side, hugging him close, kissing him on the neck.

    “You…okay?” Josh asked in a tentative voice.

    “Oh yeah, that was great” Ricky replied as he snuggled up against Josh. “Can I stay tonight?”

    “I want you to stay.”

    They shifted on the bed, kissing lightly; their exhaustion having taken its toll, and when they got comfortable, twisted up in the three sheets on the bed, they fell in a deep sleep.


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  • My Night of Wild Sex with Two Hot Lumberjacks

    On our way back to campus the road passed near the logging camp. When we were within a mile of the cutoff to the camp, Mickey looked at me with that familiar horny expression and begged: “Nick, I have been horny as hell ever since Cal and Rudy dropped you off at our camping site., you told us how they fucked you and then we four soccer buddies had our own orgy based on your hot story how those two big lumberjacks fucked you. Please, lets drop by the camp. We have the whole day to kill. I am dying to see those hunks.

    “Ok, Mickey, but I warn you that they are rough loggers with killer cocks. You might get your ass ripped apart if they are in a mood to fuck you. Your 5′ 7” frame, 145 pounds, slim body, hot blond features and gorgeous pink ass might be the bait that sets them off and you become their horny primordial lust target. They could rip your ass apart. You’re cute but your 7.5 inch cock is no match for their 11-inch pythons.

    “Oh my god Nick, you have me crazy for their big 220 pound bodies and 11-inch cocks. My cock has just gotten rock hard and I feel weak in my knees just anticipating their fucking me.”

    “Ok turn here but remember I warned you of the risk. You have never been fucked raw by such studs. They fuck rough and have no mercy for your pain. I loved it but I have a much bigger asshole than your small one. Also they are into using their cocks to double penetrate their gay subject’s ass. You could never survive those two cocks at once.”

    “oh shit Nick, I am about to shoot a load just fantasying about what you just said. I can hardly wait to get to the camp. Look there is the camp just ahead.”

    As we got out of the car, Randy and Cal were in the yard splitting wood. When they saw us, they rushed over and both big guys gave me a bear hug.

    “Hey, Randy and Cal, I want you to meet Mickey, one of my soccer mates. As we we were headed back to campus, Mickey insisted we come by and meet you guys. I told him all about our wild time together.”

    They shook hands with Mickey, as Rudy began to tease Mickey and said: “Did Nick tell you that he keep us up almost all night fucking and sucking when he was here Friday night?”

    “No Rudy, Nick claimed you would not let him sleep and that you fucked the hell out of him most of the night.”

    “Well Mickey, do you want us to show you how we take care of young studs like you?”

    As Mickey’s cock began to swell, he eagerly said: “Yea man, I have thought of nothing else since Nick shared his experience. I have never had sex with such huge hot hunks.”

    Rudy and Cal escorted us to a different building than the one I had stayed in on Friday. I had not noticed this building . The main room had a king sized bed with four bed posts at the head and another four at the foot of the bed. We soon learned what they were for during sex.

    “Ok Nick and Mickey, take off all your clothes as we do,” said Cal. In a few seconds, we all were butt naked with rock hard cocks. Mickey’ eyes almost bulged out of his head when he saw Rudy and Cal’s huge cocks.

    Then a huge surprise took place when two giant lumberjacks came out of a joining room totally naked. They were handsome dark African American studs with the largest black cocks we had ever seen. Those cocks were around 12-inches long with huge cock shafts. They had big low hanging dark balls the size of oranges. The two guys looked to be about 6-feet and 6-inches tall. They appeared to be in their 40’s and very experienced at what was about to happen.

    I noticed the shock on Mickey’s face. He looked like he was about to dart off to the car. But the dye was now cast.

    Rudy spoke up and said: “Hey, guys, meet Jessie and Travis. They love young fresh meat as much as we do. You are in for a hot fucking session. I hope you are ready.”

    They ordered Mickey and me on to the bed on our backs with our heads up next to the headboard. They took sexy black leather bands and tied our wrists to the head posts and tied our feet to the posts at the foot of the bed. Mickey and I began to sweat and were unable to move. We were now at the hunks mercy. Our engorged cocks bobbed up and down anticipating what was about to happen. I looked over at Mickey what a huge smile and said: “Buddy, this is what you wanted.” He gave me a very nervous partial smile.

    Rudy and Jessie got on each side of my impaled body while Cal and Travis did the same to Mickey.The four studs decided to use the same foreplay. Rudy and Jessie took turns spitting into my mouth and drove their hot tongues deep into my throat. Cal and Travis did the same to Mickey. After some five-minutes of hot deep kissing with spit running down our chests, Rudy pulled my head toward him and ordered me to began sucking his monstrous cock. I sucked him for the longest time while swallowing his precum before Jessie made me suck his red-hot cock. I gave both guys very hot blowjobs. Mickey was devouring the big cocks and eating the precum of his new buddies. The room was filled with sloppy sounds of sucking rock hard cocks.

    I could hear Mickey gagging as he tried to take these huge cocks down his throat. Travis ordered: “You little bitch, take all my big black cock down that fucking mouth. You are a little whore.”

    While I had one of the guys cock in my mouth, the other guy was jacking me off. The same was happening to Mickey. We gave blow jobs, got jacked off and were all sweating with the sexy acts. The longer it lasted the hotter we got. The bed sheets became soaked in our sweat, spit and precum. Soon the room was filled with a heady odor of smelly rich sexy manhood testosterone.

    While Mickey and I were bound to the bed posts, our big lumberjack friends moved down to our twitching cocks and began kissing, licking up and down our cock shafts, tonguing our assholes, playing with our balls, sucking on our balls and finally took turns going all the way down on our cocks. They sucked us as if they had never had cock before. WOW, they knew how to give great head. As one guy gave great head, the other guy ate our ass. The same sexual act was happening to both Mickey and me. It was pure pleasure.

    All at once I heard Mickey cry out: “Oh Fuck, oh my god, suck my cock, eat my ass, give it to me. Make me come. I am dizzy with lust. Make me pay.”

    Although this had been so hot, I was anxious to see how Mikey would deal with these python cocks up his ass. Could he take the fucking?

    After some 20 minutes, the guys untied us and got ready to fuck our man pussies. Rudy and Jessie had me stay on my back, pulled my legs up to my chest, placed a large pillow under my ass cheeks, lubed my man pussy and lubed their throbbing cocks, Rudy took his huge cock and put it at the entrance to my ass and began slowly entering me until he had his entire cock deep in my ass. As soon as he had filled me with his steel hard cock, Jessie got down behind Rudy and forced his cock into my ass. They began to violently fuck me with a hard double penetration. It hurt like hell especially the big black cock. I felt like someone had pushed a log up my ass. Before long, I was the victim of primitive animal carnal needs by these fuckers. After about five minutes, I felt a river of cum flood my entire ass as it soaked these hunks cocks as well as my ass. The release of their warm cum caused me to ejaculate a huge load on my abs and stomach without even touching my organ.

    Mickey, Cal and Travis had stopped long enough to be spectators of what happened to me. Mickey was about to get his ass drilled following my ordeal. He was shivering as they lifted his legs up to his chest, lubed his little cute pink ass, lubed heir own cocks and Travis began to insert his big black tool into Mickey’s pink ass. While Mickey cried in pain, Travis was able to get about 8-inches of his 12-inch cock down the man pussy. Next Cal moved in for the kill. As he pushed his hard cock under Travis cock and into the cute ass, I thought Mickey might faint. He yelled and begged them to pull out.

    “Oh fuck, oh hell. I cannot stand all that big meat in my ass. Please stop.”

    They simply rested their cocks in his ass for a few minutes before they started fucking him. Cal got only about four inches of his huge cock in the cute ass. They began to fuck Mickey harder and harder. Surprisingly, Mickey began to relax and soon he was bucking his hips up to meet their leaking cocks.

    Although they failed to get all their cocks up his ass, they slowly fucked my buddy for some five minutes while Mickey began to moan and grunt as he accepted his fate. He was loving his first double penetration and even thou the cocks were giants.

    “Oh fuck, my ass will never be the same again but keep fucking me. Yea, that is it. Rip me apart. Give me that raw meat. I can take it.”

    They gently fucked Mickey’s ass for some five minutes and then carefully pulled out. They took their throbbing cocks up to his face and blasted gobs of their jizz on his face and into his open mouth. He swallowed ever drop of the big cocks salty goo. Cal and Travis took turns sucking Mickey’s cock faster and faster until he shot a big load of semen all over their faces. They kissed and shared the cum.

    We all showered and said goodbye as it was getting late and we had to get back to campus.

    As Mickey and I drove away, Mickey said: “Nick, I did it. I took two giant cocks up my ass. I told you I wanted to be fucked by these giant lumberjacks. I am sore as hell but very satisfied. It was great.”

    “I am proud of you Mickey. I did not think you could do it. You are s fucking hot dude. They loved you.”

    THE END