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  • Telephone Sex

    The Ad in the Advocate read……..

    “Free = Dirty Sex Talk = (760) 555 4629

    no calls after eleven p.m.”

    He felt a surge in his loins, a rush of blood into his cock, making it hard and stiff. A pleasant excitement! “Yeah man,” he said as he sat down on a chair and spread his legs. He cupped his balls in one hand and gave them a friendly squeeze. It thrilled him to be naked. “Yeah.

    I’d like that,” he said as he reached for the telephone. He found a nipple, pinched it between two fingers. The buzzing of the ring sounded only twice.

    “Hello?” A question in the tone of it.

    “Hi,” he paused, not sure what to say next. “You feel like talking?”

    He was stroking his cock now.

    That depends on what you want to talk about. If you’re selling something, forget it,” The voice was firm, almost strident. Then a whisper, “If you want to talk about sex, I’m always ready, for that anyway.”

    “Yeah, me too. I’m hot, man. All horned up as usual, But more right now.

    Hot!” He slipped the foreskin back and forth over the bulge of the mushroom.

    He arched his back. “Shit I’m hot.”

    “Why? Why more now than any other time? Something must have happened.”

    “Yeah, it did. This morning. I was driving home from work. Got a night job, you know. Musta been ten, ten thirty. Nothing gets me more excited than seeing a guy naked. Bare-ass, you know. I love to see a guy with no clothes on.

    “Well, you should see me then. I never wear clothes, ‘less I have to.

    I’m naked now, are you?”

    “Yeah,” he sighed.

    “What do you call yourself? What’s your name?”

    “Joe.”

    “Mine’s Henry, but everyone calls me Hank.”

    “Hi, Hank.”

    “Hello, Joe. ……..So tell me about the guy you saw this morning.”

    “Well, I’ll tell you Hank, if I see a guy with his shirt off, sometimes I drive around the block over and over. I want to his nipples and his button. Nips really turn me on. I don’t know why exactly, but this guy was working on his lawn and his shirt was off. Shit….” his voice took on a dreamy quality as he remembered it. “Low riding jeans just hugging his buns. A muscle body, too. All tan from the sun. Real lean. I kept riding around the block, slow like, ’cause his back was to me, and I wanted him to see the front of him. Shit! Those jeans were riding so low I could see the beginning of his ass-crack……well, at last he turned around just as I drove past his house. His hands on his hips. He was looking at me now. Yessir, he was one exciting dude.”

    “Shit, that doesn’t sound like much to me……”

    “Well wait, Hank, let me finish. I pulled to the curb, nodded my head, put my fingers to my lips. You know, like I was trying to tell him something.

    Well, this dude caught on fast. Guess that hadn’t been the first time he’d been cruised by a horny queer…….”

    “You call yourself queer?”

    “Sure, that’s what I am. With that guy I’m queer as a three dollar bill

    ……but let me finish Hank, just talking about it gets me hot.”

    “I guess you got a hard-on?”

    “Yeah, I’m stroking too.”

    “Feel good, Joe?”

    “Yeah, Hank. Got to go slow though, so’s I don’t come. You feel it, Hank?”

    “Yes,” and Hank poured some slick oil on his cock and slid the palm of his hand over the tip. “Oh man, that feels so good!”

    “Don’t come, Hank>”

    “No, I wont. Not yet anyways. Jeez, I love that.”

    There was a long pause. Only a grunt and a low groan could be heard now.

    They both struggled for control.

    “Shit! I nearly shot my wad that time, Hank.”

    “Me too, but I’m okay now. So the guy walked up to the car. What happened then?”

    “Well…..” Joe’s breathing still came in heavy gasps. Well, he leaned on the door and put his head in the open window. I could smell his sweat, you know, working out in the sun and all. He was smiling. And then he said,’You looking at ME?’ Yeah, I say. ‘Like what you see?’ Yeah. He didn’t say anything for a while….just kept leaning there. I kept looking at him. Shit! Those nipples……I tell you Hank, I wanted to suck the sweat off of them so bad…well, he stepped back, away from the door. I could see his body now above those tight jeans…….Oh man!

    Slim hips…..long torso, all tan. Nice hair too, black. He put his hand on the bulge of his crotch…..’

    “Wait, Joe.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Yeah, I want to put some more oil on my cock…..Oh man, does that ever feel good.”

    “How come you got oil, Hank?”

    “Well I got a speaker phone so’s I don’t have to hold it, and I got both hands free. Got my finger up my ass, and stroking with my other hand,

    ……Jeez I love that. Ah man, that feels good.”

    “You’re getting me hot talking like that.”

    “You got a big cock, Joe?”

    “Seven or eight inches. Seems to be bigger right now.”

    “Uncut?”

    “Yeah.”

    “I love it uncut like that. If you were here I’d peel the skin back, man.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Yeah, I’d suck on that slick knob. I’d play with it and lick it and suck it……”

    “Yeah man. I’m rubbing the skin back and forth. I wish you were here, Hank. If you were, tell me about sucking on my pole.”

    “Well I’d take it all the way, deep six, you know, so’s my nose is buried in your belly hair. And while I sucked on it, I’d lick it with my tongue.

    Oh jeez! You taste good. I can taste your cock cheese just thinking about it.”

    “Yeah man, keep sucking baby.”

    “You got cock cheese, Joe?”

    “You better believe it Hank, the inside ridge, just under the forekin. You into that too?”

    “The dirtier, the better Joe, that’s me.”

    “Oh Shit!”

    “Don’t come.”

    “Shit! I got to take a cold shower or something. I almost came that time Hank.”

    “Hold it baby.”

    “Yeah.”

    There was a long pause………..

    “Shit man, that was close.”

    “Yeah. So tell me about this morning, you know, the guy cutting the grass, what you were saying before.”

    “Well he asked me to come into his backyard. Wanted to show me something.

    So I got outta the car. I followed him around the side of the house.

    I had a hard-0n, pushing my pants out. He turned around to look at it.

    ‘You always this excited,’ he asked. Yeah, when I see a pretty guy like you, I said. And then he said, ‘Well I’ll show you the rest of me, then let’s see what you’ll do about it,’ so he closed the gate…..”

    “Go on, why’re you stopping?”

    “Shit, I’m just thinking about it, you know, like I’m doing it all over again. It was real private back there. Lots of hedges and walls and stuff, all green and cool like we were in a park or something. He leaned back against a tree. It was then I noticed he was barefoot. Funny how you see something like that. I was more interested in his crotch with the goddam basket bulging out. Shit, he had a hard-on too. I was real excited, you know. I just stood there looking at him. Shit he was a good-looking guy. Musta been about my age……”

    “How old are you, Joe?”

    “Nineteen.”

    “Shit, you’re just a kid.”

    “Yeah. Anyways, there I was standing there looking at his bare feet, thinking about how hairy his legs might be, and muscular, hard and solid, you know, when he reached to the buttons of his fly an’ started to open them. OH shit! I was really turned on now. I pulled my T-shirt over my head and dropped my pants and was naked before he got to the second button.

    He laughed. Seemed like he liked looking at me. Christ, he was turned on too.

    “He had big full lips and white teeth, and his dark eyes sparkled like flashing fire, and they just stared at my cock sticking out like it was trying to reach his. It felt so good, being naked. A nice breeze rolling all around like it was trying to cool me down. He was to the second or third button, I don’t know which, and his jeans started to slip down.

    I could see the start of his hair, you know, what grows down there, that bushy pubic hair. I thought I was goin’ to faint. I moved my hips a little and my cock just swayed back and forth so nice, and he stuck his tongue out and slobbered it over those big fat lips of his. I lost control, I guess. I just couldn’t help it. I fell on my knees in front of him and grabbed his jeans around his legs and tugged them off, down to his ankles.

    He wasn’t wearing any shorts either, and there it was, that big fat fuckin’

    hard=on cock just sticking out right in front of me, begging me to take it.

    “Soon’s I wrapped my tongue around it, he pushed forward and his fucking cock slid down my throat and he came. I mean great gobs of cum jess spurted into my mouth. Shit!!! I mean I loved the goddam cum an’ all, but shit, I wanted to play with it awhile. I figured we’d have a nice long session, but it was all over before I had a chance to get started. Shit!

    He reached down to his ankles and pulled his jeans up. All he said was,

    ‘Thanks, I needed that.’ So that’s why I’m so fucking horny right now.”

    “Jeez, that’s a hot story.”

    “Yeah. Well there’s more, Hank. Would you believe it. When he pulled his cock out of my mouth he just stood there a’holding it, and he said,

    ‘My doctor says I should pee after I let a guy suck my cock,’ and would you believe it, with that he pissed all over me. Slimy hot piss went all over. In my hair, face, every goddam where. Shit! I smell like a fuckin’ toilet right now.”

    “Jeez Joe! That gets to me. Nothing I like better’n a load of piss….”

    There was a long pause as Hank struggled for control.

    “So what are you going to do about it, Joe?” he finally asked in a tight voice.

    “What you mean?”

    “Well you going to jack off or what?”

    “Sure man, what else can I do, shit?”

    “You could come over here, Joe. I’m naked and I got a hot horny fucking hard-on too, and there’s nothing I’d like better’n licking that piss offa you and sticking my tongue up your ass and eatin’ you. I got a bladder full of piss too, Joe, An’ nice big fat brown nipples that just love to be chewed on. You want to come over, Joe? I love cock, Joe.

    Why don’t you come over and bring me your hard-on cock so’s I can suck it, huh Joe? Come on over and we’ll party. You and me. Let’s you an’ me get wet. Okay, Joe?”

    “Yeah man, I’m ready. Jess tell me where and I’m on my way…….Yeah, yeah, I know where that is. Just hold it for me and I’ll be there in ten minutes”………He slammed the receiver into the cradle, reached for his car keys and ran naked out the door……..

    “Yeah, man,” he cried.


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  • The Ambassador’s Son

    My head was still swimming a bit, but it was done now and couldn’t be taken back. I pulled my knees in together with a groan and slipped the plump pillow from under the small of my back. I lowered my feet to the marble floor below the edge of the large lounge bed in the pool house facing the open wall to the terrace-surrounded swimming pool, light reflecting brightly off the slightly waving water under the blazing sun. He hadn’t told me I could adjust my position, but he’d been so long at it in this position that I was cramping.

    I turned my face toward one side and watched the slim-waisted, berry-brown body of Amir saunter off to the bathroom. His buttocks were plump orbs, but the hollows at the sides below the hips-which I had just had the heels of my hands buried in as my fingers were flared over his butt cheeks, helping to guide his thrustings-were deep. Turning my head in the other side, I looked at the used condom, plump from his prodigious cum, laying there like a bloated slug, proof that I’d let him fuck me. Beside that were the bottle of lube and another couple of condom packets. He had said nothing about how I’d done with him, but he apparently was prepared for a marathon.

    When he’d left me he’d just said he needed to piss-and that I wasn’t to go anywhere. He acted like I was there just to serve him. He obviously was spoiled that way, which was a given considering who he was and where we were. But then nothing I was doing could be taken to contradict that he could have anything he fancied from me.

    This was all just a bit surreal. I hadn’t let a man fuck me since college. I doubt if Amir would have cared even if I had told him that I hadn’t, though. And, on his turf and given the bodyguards, it was rather a moot point. As he was fucking me, my eyes had gone to the ceiling over the lounge bed and I saw the frame that could be lowered on the bed and the four corner posts with the restraint attachments. If I hadn’t given into to him willingly, chances were good that he would have taken me anyway.

    I’d wanted the job with intelligence, using my natural skills at the technical aspects of audio surveillance. I’d restrained myself, behaving myself, so that I could pass the stringent background checks and scrutiny of my life-and I’d managed to get through all that and to my first posting, here, in this small Gulf peninsula enclave emirate, strategically important for its size not only because of the oil field it sat on but also because of where it was positioned in relationship to its neighbors and to the Strait of Hormuz passageway into the Persian Gulf.

    Amir el-Basir, the pampered and spoiled son of Prince Sayeed el-Bakir, wasn’t thick, but he was long, his cock curved up so that the bulb could punish the prostate as he pumped. And he had stamina. He was thin and wiry, but he was well-muscled and strong. I had resisted a bit, but I’d been tired from our tennis match on the palace courts and confused and sluggish from whatever was in the drinks he was plying me with as we sat in the pool room after the match to cool down. I had stopped putting up any kind of a struggle at all after he’d gotten his dick inside me and just went with the fuck. He was cruel, taking long, deep, rapid strokes. Fisting my knees and working my legs back and forth, thrusting as he pushed the legs out and withdrawing as he pulled them into my body.

    He never asked me if I liked or wanted what he was doing to me-but I didn’t use my hands to try to push him away, I grabbed his buttocks and helped guide the stroking-and when I felt him ready to blow, I held him to me, wrapped my legs around his waist and took over the stroking with my channel. So, I guess he knew I wanted it.

    I had let him have his way. There wasn’t much else I could do. The embassy had told me to cultivate the royals and had virtually thrust the two of us together when they learned I’d played intercollegiate tennis. Amir was a tennis nut. He’d seen me play and had expressed interest in playing me. I’ll bet the embassy didn’t know what he really wanted, how he wanted to play me, though-what it meant to cultivate his goodwill, to let him have his way.

    Between sets he had told me that his fetish was young blonds. He said it as if he already knew I-a young blond-would take cock. Not taking him all that seriously at that point and playing like I misunderstood him-that he was speaking of blonde women-I asked him how hard such women were to come by in this Arab emirate, and he just laughed and said there was a market for young blond men, like me, here. I didn’t necessarily believe him, but his eyes weren’t laughing when he said it, so I didn’t call him on the statement. Neither did I press the point on which gender we were talking about.

    Once here, I couldn’t very well refuse him with those armed guards standing at the corners of the pool house, ever vigilant, but seeing nothing. Just standing there, as we sat by the pool after-at his suggestion-skinny dipping and him plying me with liquor, speaking flatteringly of my physical attributes, and pulling similar voicing of admiration from me on his own naked body. It was his idea that we move into the shade, on the lounge bed in the pool house. He had already kissed me and held and squeezed my cock by the pool, so I knew what was coming in the pool house. I suppose I could have at least tried to withdraw then, signaling that I wasn’t available. But I didn’t, and he didn’t act as if I had a choice or might choose other than what he wanted.

    He pushed me onto my back there on the lounge bed in the pool house, where I could see the frame above me and contemplate it with some trepidation, as he knelt between my spread thighs and gave me nominal suck. We were both hard already, though, so there was little preliminary preparation, before, telling me he couldn’t wait longer, he rose over me between my thighs, forced a pillow under the small of my back, and thrust inside me.

    I had murmured that I wasn’t sure, knowing from my slurred words that the liquor had impaired my reactions, and, after it became evident that he was going to carry through, that I had been some time and could he go slowly. But, no he couldn’t-and didn’t-go slowly. The initial thrust caused me to scream and try to jerk away from him, but he just laughed and held on tight, reared back, and thrust again, deeper. And then again, and again, and again, faster and harder.

    After his dick was inside me, I was lost. I gave in completely.

    “I knew you were just teasing,” he muttered.

    But I hadn’t been teasing. It had been long enough for me to forget how much I wanted it.

    It was like old times in college, if ever so brief. But so arousing. I encircled his slim waist with my legs and held onto his sides under his armpits, the heel of my hands rubbing his nipples, as the head of his dick found my prostate and worked me there. I ejaculated and collapsed as he worked my channel, and he grabbed my legs, bent them, with my heels dug into the edge of the lounge bed, and pumped my legs back and forth to the rhythm of the pumping with fists on my knees, while I arched my back, reached for holds on the brass rungs of the headboard behind me, and moaned my acceptance of the cocking.

    I came again, and he noted, with pride, how easily he could coax the cum out of me.

    Once again I told him, “It’s been years,” to which he retorted that I was a liar-that he thought I was a pro. He had fucked harder, mercilessly, to his own ejaculation then.

    I watched him return from the bathroom, dark-skinned, thin, wiry, his cock in upcurved erection again, his hands busy rolling a condom onto the long, thin staff.

    I wasn’t drunk anymore. There were no excuses anymore. But there was nothing to fight anymore either. It’s not like I hadn’t done this before.

    Neither of us said anything. He was so cocky, so sure of himself. As if this was his kingdom and he could have anything-anyone-he fancied. And, in fact, it was and, as far as I was concerned now, he could. The time for diplomatically pulling away and leaving had been as we were leaving the tennis court when he put his arm around my shoulder and gave me that hungry look. I had known that look in college, but I had thought myself beyond those youthful follies. I wonder if I knew at that moment on the tennis court that he was going to fuck me. I suppose it’s a waste of time to think about it, though, as he did fuck me. And having done it once . . .

    I watched him roll another condom on and lather it with lube. Then I raised and separated my legs. He moved between them, pushing the pillow back underneath the small of my back, grasping my ankles and hanging them on his shoulders. He leaned over me, bringing his face down to mine.

    “Be good to me this time,” I begged in a whisper. “Last time you-“

    “I know what you want,” he growled as his lips possessed mine and his hands grasped my wrists.

    I lurched and tried to open my mouth in a scream as he thrust up deep inside me, but his tongue was occupying my mouth cavity. He immediately began pumping hard and deep, and I groaned and grunted. Taking him. Taking all of him deep and hard.

    Within moments knowing it was what I wanted. That didn’t matter anyway. He was the son of the prince of the kingdom. This was what he wanted.

    The worry kept pounding in my brain. How did he know? How did he know I’d take the cock? What gave away the desires I had that I thought I’d successfully hidden? Or maybe he didn’t know. Maybe, here, in this primeval enclave of power and selfishness, it wouldn’t have mattered at all what I wanted or didn’t want.

    I rose up against him, struggling with him, he wrestling with me-but laughing when he realized what I was trying to do. I pushed him to the side and rolled with him until I was on top and he was on his back on the lounge. It was me now lowering my face to his, taking his lips in mine, putting my pelvis in motion rising and falling on his cock. My sexual surrender to him total, although he would demand more than sex from me-and I was so lost to him now that I would give him anything he wanted, do anything for him that he demanded of me.

    * * * *

    When I drove back into the embassy compound and turned the keys of the embassy car over to the garage supervisor, he told me, “The ambassador has requested that you go see him when you’ve returned.”

    I was afraid of this. In fact this was much of the reason that I had let my defenses down to Amir el-Basir and then, after he’d first gotten his dick inside him, had just given way, letting all of my defenses shatter on the marble floor of his pool house. I been walking gingerly around like on broken glass since I’d arrived in the emirate, knowing that at some point I’d meet up with the ambassador.

    “In his office?” I asked, hoping.

    “No, in the residence.”

    Shit.

    Hunter Sean Caldwell II. He hadn’t been the ambassador when I’d first received my assignment to this country. The assignment had come as a surprise, while I was still training in tech craft, mostly audio surveillance, at Warrenton, after finishing my masters in Muslim studies. I wasn’t exactly at the head of my class at Warrenton, and some of my fellow students weren’t that pleased that I’d gotten an assignment so early. But then most of them were still struggling with languages. My Arabic was fluent already.

    I had already sublet my apartment in Rosslyn, near the Pentagon, and sold my Mustang convertible when I’d read that Caldwell would be the new ambassador. Hunter Sean Caldwell II, the last man, before today, who had fucked me. The first man who had fucked me. Before Amir just now, the only man who had fucked me. The man who I thought was a master at cocking until I encountered Amir.

    Caldwell had been both the direct ancestor of the founder of Caldwell College, a university prep junior college for jocks-my sport being tennis-and its president at the time I came to his attention. I was on a work-study scholarship to augment my sports scholarship and I served drinks and hors d’oeuvre at his cocktail parties.

    He was having a rough time in his marriage. I didn’t know it then, but his penchant for young blond men was the crux of the problem. One night after a cocktail party, when his wife wasn’t in evidence because she had flounced off to Europe, I was still cleaning up when all of the rest of the servers had left. Caldwell came into his living room, his tux tie undone and his shirt open to show a well-muscled chest covered in salt-and-pepper, curly hair, and sat in a wing chair, watching me under drooping eyelids and drinking scotch from a bottle. I could tell that he was keyed up.

    He told me I could stop and that he wanted me to sit with him and talk with him. We passed the bottle back and forth while he told me of all his problems with his wife and the school and life in general. He also told me what a fine-looking young man I was and how well I could do in the university on the bases of a good recommendation from his school. He told me, in guarded references, of his weakness for young blond men, not spelling out the manifestation of the weakness but saying enough that I could hardly claim I didn’t know what he was saying.

    As earlier today, after tennis with Amir, I could have left at that point and we both could have maintained at least surface denial of what was being offered, requested. But the offer had been couched in references to my future and my good standing in the college. And I can’t say that I hadn’t been curious or tempted before. I can’t say that Caldwell hadn’t been able to read my vulnerability and natural inclination.

    He could hold his liquor better than I could. I have no idea at what point he was kneeling between my thighs and giving me the first blow job I ever had from a man.

    He fucked me in the backseat of his Mercedes in the garage, saying he didn’t feel right about doing it in the house. But that was a one-time taboo. He had no trouble fucking me in the house for the months afterward. The backseat of a Mercedes in a closed garage is a hell of a place to lose your male-male virginity, but I was drunk, he was the college president, and I was barely making it through on combined scholarships-scholarships that he controlled.

    He was gentle with me under the circumstances, my first ejaculation occurring while he was still sucking me and working my body with his hands as I was on my knees between his thighs, facing him in, the center of the backseat of his Mercedes. My ineffectual murmur of objection as he pulled me down into his lap and I felt the hard insistence of him. I can still hear the unzipping of his trousers in my then liquor-clouded mind as he had my torso bent back toward the front seat and was sucking on my nipples.

    I remember murmuring that I’d never done it before and then the feel of the bulb of his cock at my entrance. The long, slow, painful journey of my channel down that pole, which wasn’t unusually long but, I didn’t know it at the time, was unusually thick, seemed like a telephone pole to me. And then, once I felt the curly hair of his pubes on my ass cheeks, the rocking back and forth on his cock, one of his arms around my waist and the hand of the other between our bellies, stroking my cock hard again. The pleasure rising up to overlay, and then overpower, the pain. My second ejaculation, and his bathing of my channel. He hadn’t worn a condom. The kisses and his, voiced, but surely not seriously meant, apologies afterward as I continued to rock on the cock and it withered inside me were almost anticlimactic.

    I remember having been slightly irritated at his insistence that I had just been teasing him about not having done it before and, worse, having maneuvered him into the tryst-all voiced to justify his own actions and weakness, I’m sure. But what was done had been done and I needed his goodwill, so I didn’t argue. I have no idea what he would have done, how he would have reacted, if I had cried or railed against him. Since I didn’t, obviously, in his mind, I had wanted it.

    The apologies didn’t prevent him from fucking me again that night and over the next few months again and again and again. And until Amir el-Basir fucked me, I thought that Caldwell was an expert at it and that I was lucky to have him servicing me once I had been accustomed and drawn to it.

    After I’d moved on to Stanford to major in Muslim studies, with a full tennis scholarship, I left that behind and managed to forget what I’d had to do to get through junior college.

    But that wasn’t really fair. Much like having given in to Amir el-Basir once he’d gotten his dick inside me that first time, once the awkwardness of the backseat of the car and the first breaching of my ass ring by a cock was over, I had nothing left to protect, and I had enjoyed Caldwell’s cocking. He must have enjoyed cocking me, because, though we parted amicably enough when I went off to Stanford and he presumably moved on to other young blonds, he’d obviously kept track of me and had requested my assignment to his embassy when he was tapped to be an ambassador.

    A Filipino manservant opened the door of the residence, which was a wing of the recently constructed American embassy complex, built like a fortress in a compound that could withstand a siege or a rocket attack. No one looking at the building from the courtyard would even know what was office space and what was the ambassador’s residence as well as the residences of other senior embassy officials.

    I obviously was expected, as I only had to give my name to be ushered to a central, two-story foyer with a huge skylight overhead and a staircase sweeping up to a second-floor landing. The manservant gestured toward the stairs and looked at me expectantly.

    “I’m to go upstairs?” I asked. “And then where?” I had never been in the residence. I’d only been in the country for two weeks and most of that was on leave in a hotel, busy trying to set up new living circumstances. The embassy admin officer was the one who actually arranged for housing. Mine hadn’t been set up yet, and he seemed to be dragging his feet on getting me settled. I was still in the hotel.

    “Excuse me, sir,” the manservant said. “Yes, up the stairs, down the corridor, and the last door on the right.” He gave me a look that seemed peculiar, but what did I know about the looks that Filipinos gave? And what did it matter anyway? Filipinos, like the Thai, were favorites as house servants for the wealthy for their ability to fade into the wallpaper and to take anything going on in the house in their stride-not judging, at least overtly, just serving, and serving well. After giving me directions, the Filipino houseboy withdrew-into the wallpaper for all I knew.

    I knocked on the door and heard Caldwell’s voice, bidding me to enter. The room I entered obviously was his bedroom-large, elegantly decorated, and with a commanding four-poster bed. I can’t say I was surprised.

    I also couldn’t say I was surprised that he was standing at a full-length French door out onto a narrow balcony that looked down on an interior garden courtyard. Even though the courtyard was enclosed, mostly by the blank walls of other areas of the embassy, the view was distorted enough for me to know that the glass was thick and bulletproof. Nor was I surprised that he was in a robe of a gauzy material thin enough for me to tell, with the backdrop of the sunlight streaming into the window, that he was naked underneath. He was still in superb condition, these six years later, for a man in his late fifties-solidly built and somewhat stocky, but not fat. And he was half hard, with a thickness that I well remembered.

    I stood inside the door, which swung shut on its own behind me. We said nothing for half a minute, during which he gave me a sardonic look and took a couple of swigs of whatever he was drinking out of a brandy snifter. Liquor. My softening-up vulnerability. He had made me drunk before fucking me at college. Amir had made me drunk before fucking me in his pool house earlier in the day.

    Caldwell didn’t offer me a drink. We were way beyond that.

    “So, here you are. I understand you were playing tennis with Prince el-Basir’s son.”

    “Yes.”

    “Went on a bit long.”

    “Yes.”

    “I put the word out two hours ago that I wanted to see you.”

    “I’m sorry. I didn’t know you’d call for me today. I’ve been here a couple of weeks. As you surmised, the tennis went on a little long.” If I had meant how long he’d left me cooling my heels before summoning me as a criticism, he didn’t show it. If he hadn’t mellowed, he didn’t really care all that much what I felt about anything. What my statement did establish, though, was that I believed I was here to answer whatever summons he made.

    “And what happened afterward? Did he fuck you after tennis?”

    I didn’t answer. There probably was no need, in Hunter’s mind, for me to answer. But that was a bit unfair. After Hunter, there had been nobody-until earlier today. Hunter obviously thought otherwise. Instead of answering that question, I introduced another topic. “I didn’t know you were to be ambassador here.”

    “I didn’t want you to know until after it was impossible for you to back out of your assignment. Does that bother you?”

    “A bit, yes. I wasn’t up for a foreign assignment yet. May I assume that you arranged that?”

    “Muriel has left me. I’m on assignment alone. It’s a tense assignment, and I have needs.”

    “I see,” I said.

    “I like the familiar. I knew of your schooling and training and that you’d fit this assignment. I didn’t want to take risks, to establish new arrangements here. I knew that, with you-“

    “I said that I understood.”

    He had put the snifter down on a table next to the window and was unbuttoning his robe. He parted the robe, which showed that he was in full erection now. He was beefy, but hard bodied. I knew that he was an avid squash player and worked out with weights. He probably still could break me in two. “It’s been a long time, but I haven’t forgotten. Have you?”

    I knelt in front of him at the window, opened my mouth wide, by necessity, and gave him head until he growled that he wanted me naked and on the bed.

    He fucked me swiftly, missionary style, to an ejaculation, and then we lay on the bed, our bodies stretched out against each other and our hands exploring, reacquainting ourselves with the hardness and suppleness of each other’s bodies. Caldwell was thick but not particularly long, and he never could last long at a time. Since he’d been my only one before Amir, I had thought that sex with him was quite hot. After Amir, I wasn’t sure. But that didn’t really matter. He was the man in control. I knuckled under easily to a man in control.

    When he had engorged again, I rolled over on top of him, saddled myself on his cock, and rode the cock cowboy style, rocking back and forth on the cock, as I knew he liked. Still, there was a businesslike, perfunctory air about it. There would be no emotional entanglements. He had tensions with his job. My major job was to be to help relieve those-without fuss or demands.

    I’d never really heard of a man having a male mistress, and now it seemed that I was to be one.

    “You have kept in good form,” he whispered when we were laying, entwined again.

    “There was no one after you,” I murmured. “I want you to know that. I couldn’t have gotten this job, if there was. And I probably won’t be able to keep the job if-“

    “I can smell another man on you,” he said. “An expensive cologne. Amir el-Basir? You didn’t answer me before.”

    “I haven’t lied about there being no other man-up to today,” I answered. “But knowing you were here . . . I just was riddled with worry and confusion. And vulnerable. And he’s the son of a prince. I didn’t get the impression I had much choice.”

    “I understand,” he said. “But you are with me now.”

    “Yes,” I said. “I am with you now.” I didn’t want to tell him that I had already arranged the next time I would be with Amir. And, indeed, I was to meet and lie under Amir at least twice a week thereafter. And Amir would take much more from me than just sex and a tennis workout. He controlled me with sex in a way that the ambassador never had and never would, and I could deny nothing that he asked of me.

    “I will have your things moved from the hotel. You will be staying with me here. The Marine guards think it would be safer if there was someone else staying inside the residence-one of the younger male staffers. The Marines are already overstretched on duties. For propriety sake, your assigned bedroom will be just across the hall, but . . .”

    At least now I knew why the admin officer had been dragging his feet on finding me an apartment.

    But that too didn’t last very long. Two months later I received a note in my mail slot at the embassy that an apartment had been assigned. It was only later that night, after Hunter had fucked me like a dog at the foot of the four-poster bed, swiftly and with little emotion, that he told me that his son would be arriving by the end of the week, to live with him in the ambassador’s quarters, and that I would be housed separately, although I was still expected to attend him when he felt he needed it and could arrange it.

    The introduction of the ambassador’s son into the equation changed much and nearly spoiled everything.

    * * * *

    Hugh and I arrived at the chief of station’s house in the embassy compound together for the reception of Tony Jacobs, the deputy chief of Mideast Ops from back in Langley. We were both a little blurry eyed that we were being included, as we were just about the lowest men on the totem pole at the station. We were essentially “it” as audio surveillance techs at the embassy went, but neither of us had done much in the way of that work since I had arrived at station nearly three months prior. Hugh had been so busy before that they’d opened up another slot, and then when I arrived, the business went dead. I had all but been reassigned to be the ambassador’s gofer, which the station wasn’t opposing because the Agency had little for me to do and was happy to garner the goodwill of Caldwell.

    But Penny Haskell, the hard-as-nails chief of station-COS-had insisted we be there for this reception, so there we were.

    Our presence was somewhat explained when she stopped us in the foyer of her residence in the embassy compound as we arrived and said, in low tones, that we were to stay around after Jacobs had been taken back to his hotel. This meant she had some actual surveillance work for us to do, evidently something she didn’t want to discuss at the station in the chancery. I was a little nervous about that. As well as putting bugs in and monitoring them, our job was to find and take bugs out at the embassy. If Haskell didn’t want to give us an assignment in the office, perhaps, I thought, she believed we hadn’t swept the station well enough. On the other hand, she seemed willing to talk to us in her residence, which was also on the embassy compound.

    I stewed about what we might have done wrong or if Penny had discovered that the ambassador wanted me around because he was fucking me-at least until I saw Sean, the newly arrived ambassador’s son, Hunter Sean Caldwell III, at the reception. He was being called Sean at the embassy to distinguish him from his father.

    “Who’s he?” I had asked Hugh, a canapé half way to my mouth and tugging at Hugh’s sleeve with the other hand.

    He turned his eyes toward where I was pointing, where Penny’s husband, Tyler, who ostensibly was the reason the Haskells were in this country-he was an oil company representative-was talking with a young man.

    Hugh laughed. “You thought it was a mirror at first, didn’t you?”

    Indeed I did. The young blond man was the spitting image of me.

    “That’s the ambassador’s son, Sean-at least that’s the name he’s going by here. The two of you could be twins.”

    Yes, we could. And that sent me to wondering about what it might be that Hunter saw in me that was desirable and what deep, darker secret it surfaced about the man. As I grazed at the food table, I worked on dredging up in my mind the young men I’d known Caldwell to show interest in in college, and they all came up as blonds with good bodies and model-handsome faces. None looked more like the ambassador’s son than I did, though, and it had been me that Caldwell had been fucking back then-and had been sleeping with here until Sean Caldwell arrived.

    Hugh went over to meet the ambassador’s son, but I held back, wandering around the various entertainment rooms in the COS’s house, nodding here and there, but not really getting into any conversations. I was nervous here among my embassy and Station colleagues, wondering whether any knew or suspected that I was fucking the ambassador-even though that had tapered off since his son had arrived in country. I wasn’t much less nervous that some of them might know that Prince El-Basir’s son was fucking me too.

    And now I had a whole new line of thought on the presence of the ambassador’s son to cogitate. I hoped he wouldn’t complicate my life, but there was every reason to believe he might.

    Just when it seemed the reception was going to go on forever, it was breaking up, with Tyler Haskell accompanying Tony Jacobs back to his hotel in an embassy car and those from the embassy leaving en masse to return to their offices as if everything had been staged and they all had something else to go on to-which was pretty much the case with these embassy parties.

    And then it was Hugh and me sitting on the other side of a mahogany desk in the COS’s study. I looked out the window and realized that the first-story study looked out onto the same embassy enclosed courtyard that the ambassador’s second-story bedroom did. As the top-ranked spook in the country, Penny Haskell’s house was yet another appendage on the chancery.

    “I wanted to speak with you because I have a delicate surveillance operation for you two perform. It will require hours sitting in a safe house apartment.”

    “That’s what we’re here for,” Hugh said.

    I could hear both Penny and Hugh, but I felt like it was at a distance. I was sitting there, staring out of the window, up at the ambassador’s bedroom window. The glass of that was tinted and was so thick that it would have to be night with the lights on in the bedroom and the curtains drawn for anyone to see anything from down here. That just made me think of nighttime instances that might have been like that with me up there in that bedroom-with the ambassador.

    “The matter is delicate because it concerns his son,” Haskell said.

    I was tuned into that, but still at a distance.

    “The national security adviser fought him being permitted to come here at all because he was running on the edge back in the States-pro Muslim and associating with some pretty dicey characters. This just wasn’t the place for him in view of his background. And he’s already hooked up with someone on our watch list here. I want to set you up to listen in for a few days to see if Sean Caldwell’s visits to the palace have any terrorism implications.”

    “The palace?” I asked, suddenly tuned back into the conversation. “Whose palace?”

    “Prince Sayeed el-Basir’s palace,” Haskell answered.

    Hugh whistled. “We suspect that Prince El-Basir has connections to terrorist elements?”

    “No. His son. Amir el-Basir.”

    My blood froze at the sound of his name, and I suddenly was all attention. My meetings with the ambassador may have tapered off recently but my meetings with Amir el-Basir had not.

    “We want to know what, exactly, the ambassador’s son is doing with Amir el-Basir,” Haskell continued. “And the matter is much too delicate to coordinate with the ambassador. That’s what Tony Jacob is here for-to give us the go-ahead in person, coordinated with the secretary of state, who had little chance but to cooperate after the national security adviser was on board. The operation is so delicate that we couldn’t put any hint of it in the diplomatic traffic.”

    I suspected that I knew exactly what the ambassador’s son and Amir el-Basir were doing in the palace. And then it hit me, and I had difficulty swallowing much less asking what I had to ask.

    “The bugs,” I asked Penny. “Do we need to put them in place? How and where?”

    “That’s already taken care of,” Haskell answered. “And we’re concentrating them around the sports area of the palace compound. Amir appears to spend most of this time there-the locker room by the tennis and squash courts and the pool house.”

    “The bugs are already in place?” I asked, trying not to let my voice sound like I was strangling. “When?”

    “Yesterday. A grounds cleaning crew goes in once a month. This time it was local assets of ours. I couldn’t see any way of getting you two in there to set the devices.”

    I could think of a way of getting in the palace, of course. I got in there twice a week to be fucked by Amir. But I wasn’t going to volunteer that information here. Penny Haskell was being lax about not knowing it already. But maybe she did, and maybe this would be some double sting. I’d been incredibly stupid. The bugs were put in the previous day, she’d said. I hadn’t been to the palace in the last three days. I let out a deep breath. Still, as delicate as this operation was for Penny Haskell and the Station, it would be like walking on eggs for me.

    * * * *

    I hung around after Hugh had gone and tried my damndest to convince Penny Haskell that I could handle the surveillance myself-that we didn’t need two men to do it. Everything was taped, and I could go through those quickly myself, I said. I tried so insistently that she gave me a hard look and asked, “Are you saying that you don’t trust Hugh?”

    “Let’s just say that I think I can handle it better alone than with him,” I answered, which was completely unfair for me to say, but I was panicked about what he might learn from eavesdropping on Amir el-Basir’s conversations before I could get to the Arab to warn him he was being bugged.

    Having the ambassador’s son in the picture now was bollixing everything up. There were several reasons why I would be better off not having him here-and so would Amir.

    Haskell overruled me, though, and ordered us to go straight to the surveillance apartment. “If it could be a one-man operation, I’d assign it just to Hugh. You’re scheduled to go on TDY to the embassy in Cairo the week after next. I’m just hoping we can wrap this up here first.”

    That stopped me dead in the tracks. Worse than Hugh and me doing it together would be Hugh doing it by himself without me knowing what he was picking up.

    I had no time to do anything or say anything to anybody before we were riding up the elevator with our duffle bags and a box of foodstuffs and bottles of cold beer on our way to the safe house surveillance apartment.

    We had been in the apartment in the high rise across from the palace and were moving through checking on the bugs in various parts of where Amir el-Basir liked to hang out for several hours without honing in on anything of interest. I was off in the apartment’s kitchen getting us each a beer, when Hugh called out, “Come on back, Chris. I think I’ve got something.”

    My heart leapt into my throat and the two glass beer bottles I was holding by the necks in one hand started clinking together as my hands started to tremble. I quickly and quietly pulled drawers out until I found what I wanted-what I didn’t really want, but what I needed to have-and I slowly walked back into the room.

    “You think you’ve got something?” I asked, trying to keep my voice calm. “This soon? It’s about time for your break. Maybe you should turn the surveillance over to me before you get too tied up in what you’re listening to. It’s recording, isn’t it? I can tell you if there’s anything of interest on it-my Arabic is a lot better than yours. If you feel you need to, you can play it back later.”

    Hugh gave me a strange look. “It’s what we’ve come for, I think. Right off the bat. It’s Amir el-Basir and the ambassador’s son. I hear them through the bug in the pool house. It sounds like they’re about to have sex. El-Basir is saying he wants to spread-eagle bind the other guy on a bed, and the guy isn’t objecting. Gonna get pretty kinky, it sounds like. And it’s the ambassador’s son. Come on and listen in.”

    “How can you tell it’s the ambassador’s son and El-Basir?” I asked, trying to make myself sound skeptical. I didn’t doubt for a moment, though, that it was them.

    “I talked to Sean Caldwell at Penny Haskell’s reception,” Hugh answered. “I can tell it’s him from his voice. They’re speaking English. And the ambassador’s son is calling the other man Amir.”

    Shit.

    “OK, OK, let me listen too,” I said, as I crossed the room, handed him a beer, and put the other pair of headphones on my ears. It definitely was Amir doing the controlling. The other guy was grunting and groaning now, presumably the restraints having already been applied. My mind went to that frame I’d seen hanging above the lounge bed in the pool house. It didn’t require any imagination for me to know what was happening there.

    Amir was making the sounds he made after he managed to get his dick inside me. and the ambassador’s son was panting and begging Amir to go slow with him. Yeah, right. I knew how little Amir paid attention to such requests. I went hard-which I hoped Hugh wasn’t noticing-just from thinking about what stage of the fuck they were in and the feel of Amir’s cock working inside the ambassador son’s channel. I even envied the guy the restraints and use of the frame. I’d have to ask Amir to do me that way the next time I was there just so I’d know what it was like. I didn’t know if it was the ambassador’s son or not. But Hugh wasn’t a dummy-unfortunately. He seemed sure it was Sean Caldwell.

    What was Amir doing, I wondered. And how did the ambassador’s son fit into this? And then my mind went back to the whole reason we were doing this surveillance-that the Agency thought that Sean Caldwell was collaborating with Mideast terrorists and, further, that Amir el-Basir was on the government’s terrorist watch list.

    Shit. This was all moving too fast for me. It was all happening too fast to me.

    “Wait. There’s a third voice,” Hugh said, his own voice full of excitement. “And he’s being invited to enter right in. A gay sex threesome. We’ve really stumbled onto something here. He’s mumbling. Can’t quite . . . no, now he’s talking more distinctly. Telling Sean how to position himself-how to accommodate two men fucking him. God, I know that voice. Oh shit . . . it’s . . .”

    Tyler Haskell, the COS’s husband and oil company representative, I thought. I knew the voice as well as Hugh would. And I wasn’t surprised at hearing it, as Hugh had every reason to be. I was too panicked to say anything, though.

    “It sounds like . . . yes, it’s Ty Haskell,” Hugh said. I could hear the disbelief in his voice. More disbelief than I was able to muster.

    “They’ll be at the sex for a while, Hugh,” I said with a weak voice that didn’t really even convince myself. “It will be some time before they can say anything that we want to hear. We’ll have to decide what on the tapes to give to Penny. This is all so . . . going to shit so fast. It involves both the COS and the ambassador. We both could get so screwed if we don’t handle this right. Go ahead and take your break now. I’ll signal if and when they get into talking about anything that should be of government interest.”

    “The COS’s husband double fucking the ambassador’s son with a suspected Mideast terrorist?” Hugh asked in consternation. “Why wouldn’t that be of government interest?”

    “But the people involved, Hugh. This is a powder keg. There isn’t anyone who is going to reward the messengers of stuff like this. Why don’t you . . . ?”

    “Wild horses couldn’t pull me away now,” Hugh answered, stubbornly.

    We sat there, Hugh licking his lips, a sloppy grin on his face, and me listening in dismay as I heard Amir going through his usual long, totally dominating, routine of taking the ambassador’s son, accentuated in arousal and licentiousness now by the adding of Tyler Haskell. Sean Caldwell was being quite vocal on how totally he was being taken in a double penetration. It was all I could do to keep my hand off my cock in trying to share the experience with him. I was afraid I was letting out a moan or two of my own and worrying that Hugh would zero in on how this was affecting me. But Hugh seemed lost in listening to it-and he didn’t seem as reluctant as I was to touch his cock through the material of his shorts.

    I started to sweat-almost to hyperventilate-when they’d finished with the sex and began talking among themselves of other matters. That damned ambassador’s son. His appearance had changed everything, might ruin everything. He was bringing everything to a head.

    “Fuck,” Hugh said. “Do you hear that, Chris? They’re talking of an operation now. An al-Qaida operation. Two weeks. The embassy in Cairo. Fuck, Chris, did you hear that? They’re planning an attack on the American embassy in Cairo. We’ve got to . . . Chris! What’s that? What are you . . . ?”

    “As Allah is my witness, I’m sorry you heard that, Hugh. I tried to push you out of it, but . . .”

    “Chris! Why? Don’t!”

    The strong beams of sunlight coming through the window of the apartment glinted off the surface of the sharp blade of the knife I’d taken from the kitchen drawer as it rose and fell.

    I hated to do it. But it had to be done. And it was just the beginning anyway.


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  • A Summer at the waterpark, loving Evan

    beginning of summer break, June 1-14.

    Evan made my cock twitch when I first laid eyes on him. There, amonest the new hires, he stood out like rose amongst the thorns, yet he had the roughness of a catholic boxer, blue eyed and innocent. He looked like the gay porn actor, Mick Lovell of Rebels, a bel ami video, I kid you not. He may not have been as big all round as Mick, but Evan could have been his brother. I assumed he was underage, most of the new hires were high school students and that meant it was going to be a look, don’t touch kind of summer, as the new girls were far to young too. I was sure I would have to look else where for my summer fuck buddy.

    Thankfully, the park manager, (Staci) a hot young woman close to my age was flirting with me from the day she hired me. It would be easy to hook up with her and I figured spending my whole summer between her thighs wouldn’t be so bad. My cock had twitched for her too.

    But eventually my mind, like my eyes, kept going back to Evan. I imagined what he looked like naked, with his erection ready for me to lick and suck. I suppose my want for him was because I had, had my share of pussy during the school year and only one cock. (Thorsten’s, My Second Cock) I don’t know why I didn’t sleep around with other guys at school, I just never did. It knew it was time to have some fun with another guy. I wished Evan was of age.

    I acquired a taste for cock when I was 16 (My First Cock). I still can’t believe that I just asked Daren if I could suck him off, and he let me and not just once either, it was many times and in many places. I began to wonder if I was just experimenting with Daren or I was truly gay. Because, after my first time with him I started fantasizing about other hot guys in high school while masturbating. It was about, about six months later I knew the answer. I lost my virginity to Samantha, my girl friend at the time. (story to come) From then on I would flip a coin to determine gay or straight masturbation sessions, heads for gay and tails for straight. I had gay sex with Daren and I made love with Samantha.

    Sadly, looking back now, I didn’t have the nerve to ask any other guy in high school and there were a number of them, if they wanted to “experiment”. (Dean, the best of the bunch was in my dreams and fantasies. Story to come) It wasn’t until university that I got to play with Thorsten, and then Andrew, the married construction worker. (My Third Cock).

    Anyway I digress, it was the summer between second and third year. I worked as a slide supervisor at the local water park. I was also one of the first aide attendants. It was very cool place to work. My job was to wonder around making sure all the people remained safe. The hot flesh selection was unbelievable, the best T and A, to A and P (abs and package) in the skimpiest bikinis and swim suits around. Young women would be popping out of their tops coming out of the slides, while the water pressure would shove their bikini-bottoms into their snatch producing wicked camel toe. The hot guys would wonder around putting on a show in wet shorts that outlined their packages nicely. I was in heaven.

    I quickly organized the male staff to notify each other and myself, as to the babe situation in their areas by walkie-talkies. Babes were sighted all over the park and their location relayed to the rest of us using codes I came up with. It was all hush-hush of course and it worked out really well. Of course I never notified them of the hot guys I was checking out.

    It was soon after we started the program that I noticed Evan didn’t seem as keen to our game as the rest of the guys were. I began to wonder if he was gay, which I hoped or just religious or shy which he probably was. It was hard for me, (pun intended) I had a hard-on for one of the young new hires and I couldn’t tell him.

    For the next couple days I suffered greatly; I had cold showers; I had dry mouth around Evan and my heart would race from his look. I had to cover my growing erections with a clip board and would quickly look away from him. I asked myself, “What the fuck… how can he be so hot? Why can’t I stop fantasizing about him?” I was jelious of him. He could have any girl or guy he wanted. I saw it too, all the girls were all over him, flirting and some of the guys would sneak peeks. Evan took it all in stride and just coyly flirted back.

    I was unable to masturbate without thinking about him and what his cock looked like. I wanted to suck him. I wanted to ride him. I wanted him to sit in my lap so I could caress his firm pecs and abs, while he rode me to climax. I wanted him to fuck my face- I came violently in my hand over that one.

    June 15-30

    I found out, by accident, one day that Evan had turned 19 in May. “Fuckin’ eh!” I said to myself and getting hard, “I thought was sixteen. He’s up for grabs after all!” But, I thought, “I’m still his boss… ah fuck it!… If he came to me?… No… I’d have to do it, I’d be rude not to… Come on, its the moral thing to do… But he’s the hottest guy I’ve known… “Alright, if he flirts with you first,” I said to my now fully erect cock.

    I quickly befriended all my staff and let them know that if they had questions about anything or a personal problem that they could come to me and I would help them as best I could. A lot of them did just that. So, when Even came to me and wanted to ask me a bunch of questions about University, I jumped at the chance.

    I suggested that we should get together on our day off. He suggested the coffee shop across the street from the park. I suggested the cabin my parents have at a local lake.

    “We could get a pizza and beer. Maybe go for a swim. They have a private dock,” I said.

    He readily accepted.

    That Friday, Evan arrived at the cabin dressed in kaki shorts and a tight T-shirt. On the way he picked up pizza. I had other snacks and beer in the fridge already. I wasn’t at all surprized when Evan produced a baggie of bud and rolling papers.

    “Pizza’s always better when high. Do you smoke?” he asked.

    “I’m a university student,” I replied. I wanted to lean in and kiss him right there, which I found strange. I had never kissed the other guys I had a had sex with. It just never occurred to me to do so, I never had the desire. But I wanted to kiss Evan, looking back now I know it was his feminie features, he had that Hilary Swank/River Phoenix look going on.

    “Cool,” he said.

    He started asking questions right away about the University as we smoked our first joint, ate the pizza and drank a beer, but we covered everything.

    “Do you like any of the girls at the park?” Evan asked.

    “Yeah, but they’re too young,” I replied.

    “What about Staci, Pat. Bet you like her.”

    “Yeah, she’s smoking hot. Give me a woman like her with curves and brunette over a skinny pole any day. How about you, Evan?” I asked, “The girls all like you.”

    “Not Staci. No…a bit too old. The other girls are all pretty sweet I suppose,” he said, “But, not my type… They’re too, young.”

    He was hiding something. I was sure he was gay now, the girls were hot.

    “-you’re going to love Uni, Evan. With your looks, you’ll have premo-pussy lining up outside your dorm, all shapes, sizes and ages. It will be like shooting fish in a barrel,” I said.

    “Sounds great,” he said with mild interest, “But, I’m…,(slight cough) I have a girl friend.”

    I was sure he was going to say something else, but played along.

    “What happens in Uni stays in Uni,” I said, “You can just sleep around. In some cases it’s expected. Sports fucking,” I said.

    “That’s cool,” he said with more interest, “I hadn’t thought of that.”

    “Man, with you looks… Fuck it, I’m going to say it, you’re an attractive guy. If I were a girl, I’d be all over you. I’d let you do all sorts of nasty things to me.”

    Evan laughed, “For you. I could think of a few things,” he said.

    “For me, eh?”

    “I mean… You said it first… Not that I ….Hey how about that swim?”

    I almost had him. It had to be him to ask me for sex, it seemed more ethical for me that way.

    “Oh. sorry we can’t swim. There’s a swimmers itch advisory, let’s hit the hot tub.”

    “Okay,” he said.

    I lit a second joint.

    “What another beer?” I asked.

    “Sure,” he said sheepishly. I grabbed him another. I wanted to make him relax. I was egging him on with girl talk to make him want to tell me, I wanted to make him uncomfortable.

    “Staci’s got a really sweet ass, don’t you think.” I said.

    Evan got very quiet I handed him the beer.

    “Yeah. Thanks.”

    “I’d do her doggie style,”

    “I don’t think we should be talking about this. I’m…”

    He was really uncomfortable now, I thought it was the girl talk. Had I gone to far? Turned out it was more interesting than that, but I’m saving that for another story.

    “Ah shit, you’re religious. I’m sorry,” I said.

    “No, it’s not that…” he paused.

    “You can tell me, Evan,” I said, I’ve told you that from the start.”

    “I like guys, Pat.” he said.

    Bingo!

    “Oh!” I paused.

    “What are you thinking?” he asked.

    “I think we should get naked and get in the hot tub.”

    “What.”

    “I said, I want to see you naked and in that hot tub.”

    “You’re gay?”

    “No.” I said, “I like guys, I love girls. I have sex with guys, I sleep with women,” I said. “I’d love right now to see you naked. I want to see your dick.”

    “Really?”

    “Absofuckinglutely.” I went over to him and held his face in my hands and kissed him full on the lips. He responeded in kind. We made out for several minutes. He broke away.

    “You’re Bi?”

    “Yep.” I began to undress him. His shirt came off first and was dropped to the deck. I ran my hands over his chest and abs. I went in for another kiss which expanded to another make out session as he took my shirt off and explored my torso. His pants came off next, I stood back. Evan was now standing before me, nearly naked. My cock was bursting with so much blood it hurt. I quickly released my cock from my pantsand underwear in one maneuver. I went to my knees and took a eyelevel look at his crotch. His white, see through, boxers left little to the imagination. I could clearly see his hardening cock though the material.

    “You’ve done this before, Evan?” I asked

    “What…”

    “Have you ever had a guy suck your dick?”

    “Sort of,” he said, “but not really, I sucked him mostly.”

    “Sounds like my first guy.” I said as I put my hand over his fabric covered dick, “And I sucked him off a lot.”

    “Really, me too.”

    “I liked doing it. I still love doing it. ” I said rubbing him harder. He pressed his cock into my hand and put his hand on the back of my head.

    “Can I take your boxers off?”

    “Yes.”

    I pulled him closer with my finger tips in the waist band of his shorts and my palm on his shaft.. His cock head had popped out above the waist band, between my fingers like a cork. I went in for a lick, salt and warmth were welcome on my tongue.

    “Can I suck your cock?” I asked.

    He nodded. I slowly pulled the shorts down over his hips, exposing his hard rod. It was just as long as mine, but a bit thicker and throbing with his pulse. Foreskin covered the fully engorged, purple head about 3/4 of the way up. And a nice pair of lightly hairy, balls hung low between his legs. I helped him step out of his shorts.

    “You are okay with this right?” I asked.

    “Abso fucking lutley!” he said, “Can’t you see my cock wants your mouth?”

    “I want your cock, Evan,” I said, “But, tell me what you want me to do. Treat me like the dirty cock sucker I am.”

    “Lick my balls and shaft,” he said.

    I held his shaft to his abs and slowly began licking his balls all over. I sucked each ball into my mouth and swirled my tongue over them. I relished his musk and saltiness as it burst forth onto my tongue. I licked my way up his shaft, and the down again and again.

    “Open your mouth, cock sucker.”

    I opened my mouth and was rewarded with his cock head. He had pulled the foreskin back and was circling it around my lips. I began licking the head of Evan’s beautiful cock, my tougne darting out and swirlling, my taste buds a fire with flavor. He pushed further into my mouth, I closed my lips around the shaft. He slowly pushed in, not knowing how much I could take. I put my hands on his ass and pulled him closer. His cock kept slideing in, I relaxed my gag reflex. The head was now down the back of my throat, his balls at my chin.

    “Wholly fuck, ” he said.

    I took his hands and moved them to the back of my head and with my hands pulled him back from my face and then back in again. I wanted him to fuck my face. He obliged. He was slow at first then gradually increased the tempo until his balls were slapping my chin. With one hand on his ass and the other on his balls I stroked his taint. He was building fast I knew he wouldn’t last long.

    “I’m going to cum!” he started to pull out.

    I grabbed his ass with both hands to keep him fucking my mouth. After what seemed another full minute, he grunted and exploded in my mouth. The cum hit my tougne with a flavour burst, some leaked out of my lips and ran down my chin. I managed to swollow most of it. He stood before me panting and spent, his cock lossing strength and glisting with cum and saliva. I took it in my hand and proceeded to lick it clean.

    “That, was fucking insane. No one has ever done that for me. You took my whole cock, how’d you do that withouit gagging?”

    “My room mate has a big cock that I suck a lot.” ]

    “Really?”

    “Yeah, when ever he doesn’t have a date.”

    “You know what you’re doing, when you suck cock,” he said.

    “Do you?” I asked stroking my cock.

    “I think so,” he said. “My friend came a few times.”

    Evan guided me back to sit in a chair. Then he got in front of me and took my cock in hand. Starting with my balls, he licked them like they were his favorite candy. He lapped and lapped at them. Then sucked each one into his mouth. He did this thing that blew my mind and nearly blew my load. While he suck each ball, he pressed his tongue up catching each ball against the roof of his mouth. My new little cock sucker knew what he was doing. He let my second ball go with a pop and smiled as he trailed his wet tongue up my shaft and his mouth closed around my knob. He took all that he could of me and then started to bob up and down on my shaft as he played with my balls with his right hand. It was not long before I was near cuming.

    “I’m going to cum!”

    He took more of me down his gob as I blew my wad. He managed to swallow most of what I gave him. he stood up looked into my eyes.

    “You missed a drop,” I said and kissed it off his cheek. We held each other spent, sweaty and content.

    “Let’s get in the hot tub,” I said.

    We climbed in with more beer and another joint. It was sad to see his cock disappear below the surface. But, I knew I was going to see, touch, taste and feel his cock again that night and I certainly did.

    “Is there a group for bi.. gay guys like me on campus?”

    “Sure,” I said.

    “Cool.”

    “I said it before, with you looks… You’re a fucking hot guy. You’ll have all the girls and gays lining up at your door. Shit, I’m bi and I wish I were gay to have you to myself. If, I were a girl and you were straight I’d be all over you. I’d let you do all sorts of nasty things to me Does that sound weird?” I asked.

    “No.”

    “Because, I’ve never kissed a guy before you.”

    “Really.”

    “Yes, I’ve sucked off three different men. I never kissed them, they never appealed to me. You are the first guy I kissed.”

    I went over to him and pulled him into my arms. We began kissing again.

    “I want you to fuck me, Evan, ” I whispered in his ear. “Go to my bedroom, I’ll meet you there.”

    “Okay, ” was all he said.

    I ran to the bathroom and lubed up my ass so it was nice and slick. I wanted to be sure I was ready to take his cock without any trouble. With Thorsten I learned how to take a large cock up my ass. It was plenty of lube and some pre-fucking to which I mean starting small to large. I had the anal plug in the bathroom that I used to prepare for Thorsten, so I lube it and slowly sat on it, expanding my ass for Evan’s large cock. I really feel full and good with a cock or dildo up my ass, I don’t know why. I suppose the prostate likes it.

    Anyway, I pulled the plug from my ass and headed to the bedroom. Evan was dozing. I woke him up with a blowjob, getting him nice and firm. I stratelled him and lowered myself on to his cock. I relaxed as his head entered my ass and only had to pause briefly when his cock head pressed the second sphinxter. Soon he was balls deep in my ass. I rode him slowly at first and the faster and faster. I wanted it to last but I knew he was close. I got off of him and got on my hands and knees. He got behind me, pushed my head into the pillow and proceeded to enter me from behind. Slowly, at first, he fucked me, them he gradually increased pace until he was pounding me. I loved it, my head spinning. insides turning and prostate was buzzing. He fucked me until he came deep in my ass.

    He collapsed on me, rolled over and we held each other until we fell asleep.

    I awoke to Evan blowing me to a powerful orgasm.

    Evan stayed over when ever he could and then something weird happened.


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  • The Fire House

    As he looked upon the fallen king, with his sinister grin, Ryan knew that tonight was going to be the beginning of a long, fruitful relationship. And, if all went well, Steve would be crawling on his hands and knees to be used again and again. So far, he’d learned his lesson-the powerful fire chief. Steve now knew his place…he understood that he wasn’t in control. Now, he needed to learn to grovel…to beg-but not for mercy! No, God, NO! It was time for this fallen king to learn what it meant to beg for more!

    “Now, Chief, I’m gonna untie you? And, you know what you need to do, don’t you?” Ryan hissed.

    “Yes, sir,” Steve grunted. “Whatever you want me to do, sir.” Steve was still panting over the relentless edging and sexual torment. He wanted more…he didn’t care what it cost. All he knew was that his balls ached for relief…and, when that moment came it would be mind-shattering.

    “Good. I’m glad you understand, Chief. Now, let’s have some real fun. Shall we?” Ryan began untying Steve’s legs, taking note at the definition in his quads. The lines of lean muscle mass were no longer bulging…Steve wasn’t resisting any more. And the thought of this pious man sinking to his knees, becoming the little boy bitch he knew he could be…Ryan reveled in the thought of his newest slave.

    At his feet, Ryan took a moment to admire him. What a slave he would be…and, nothing thrilled him more than to add this man to his collection. Ryan unfastened the straps on Steve’s wrists, and his arms fell to his side in a dead thump. Completely free, the slave stood there with his hard rod jutting out into the hot air, awaiting master’s call. “Chief, get to your knees!” Ryan commanded in a loud growl. Startled, Steve stumbled forward, tripping over his own restrains causing him to fall hard onto the concrete that echoed the bay with a loud smack from his bare skin.

    “Get up!” Ryan ordered. Steve began scrambling trying to get to his knees. As he regained his balance and felt himself rising upright behind the blindfold, he winced as he knees dug into the cold floor. He relaxed his body as he sat back on his haunches. In an instant, a smack across the face struck like lightening. He immediately tasted blood.

    “I said, get to your knees!” Ryan shouted, so enjoying watching Goliath fall before him. He began to walk around Steve, admiring his drooling cock, his tensed back that rippled under the stress and strain. He admired the smear of blood that graced the right corner of his mouth. “What’s your name?!” Ryan shouted.

    “Steve, sir. My name is Steve.” Steve’s heart was pounding under the muscular wall of his chest, his breathing was erratic. He was surrounded by darkness. He could hear Ryan’s shoes glide by on the concrete…but, his senses, his body, his cock were all in such a daze that he couldn’t pin anything down. The inside of his thighs were wet and cold, smeared with his pre-cum that continued to pour from his piss slit like an unabated river.

    “No, that’s just what people call you. But, that’s not your name.” Ryan had turned away from his slave, fishing through his bag once more for something to reinforce his teaching method. “Your name is Slave. You belong to me, don’t you Slave?”

    Steve paused before answering and was met with another blow to the face causing him to stammer, “Yes, yes, sir. My name is Slave.”

    “Good…very good,” Ryan whispered as he began to remove the length of ropes from the bag. He began to bind Steve’s hands together, wrapping the rope up the length of his trembling arms, underneath them to his back, tensed in his pose. The ropes were then wrapped around his heaving chest and waist, then to his ankles before coming up in between his powerful thighs. Ryan continued his binding, twisting the rope around Steve’s aching cock while pulling on his full sack, extending the skin as far as possible, wrapping the rope once, twice and a third time around his balls, leaving the skin taunt and glistening around his nuts before synching it painfully tight causing Steve to whimper pathetically.

    “Good…very good,” Ryan whispered again. Ryan began to undress before his blindfolded, fallen king constantly checking his work before him. His body was massive. Ryan rubbed his pecs and abs, admiring the god that he was, sliding his giant hands into his groin, manipulating his straining cock. He stood before his slave and placed a hand on Steve’s head. “Open your mouth,” he ordered. Steve immediately obliged. Ryan began to shower his slave with piss, filling his mouth with his hot piss, causing Steve to spit and gag violently. “Drink it!” Ryan had ordered. Steve began to swallow reluctantly as the hot piss of his master invaded his body. Ryan placed a hand at the back of his slave’s head, thrusting his mammoth cock into the waiting mouth, forcing his piss down Steve’s spasming throat. Steve tried to resist, but with every movement, the ropes that bound him sadistically yanked his captured nuts. Piss continued to flow from the master as it escaped Steve’s mouth and splattered on the concrete floor in an eerie stream.

    Ryan removed his cock from his captive’s mouth in a swift motion, slapping Steve about the face in a humiliating fashion as the slave heaved and gagged. Steve knew that he wasn’t going to resist, however, as his own raging hard still oozed his pre-cum like a fountain onto the floor. No, Steve was enjoying his place…he belonged to his master.

    Ryan looked adoringly at his slave, his fallen king of the fire house, and placed the helmet head of his dick at Steve’s lips. Instinctively, Steve extended his tongue, fully prepared to please his master but was again met with another cruel blow. “Did I give you permission to do that, you fucking piss slut?” Ryan asked in a degrading tone. “Put that ugly face on the floor!”

    Steve pain-stakingly maneuvered himself to the cold, wet cement burying his face in his master’s piss that puddled beneath him. In a flash, he felt Ryan’s whip sting across his back and exposed ass once, twice, a third time. He grunted and whimpered like a dog before his master. His body ached for release as the relentless assault continued. His cock surged with every strike, getting harder with every cruel word and harsh blow. Steve could hear Ryan shuffling through the bag again.

    “You know, Chief, that’s a tight little hole you’ve got…” Ryan said trailed off as he removed the cream from the bag.

    “Thank you, sir” Steve whimpered.

    “But, I think it’s time that we break that little puppy in…don’t you?” Ryan sneered.

    “Yes, sir. Please be gentle though, sir.” Steve’s breath began to quicken again as the thought of Ryan’s pending invasion of his virgin hole flooded his mind. “Will you be gentle, please, sir?”

    “C’mon, Chief! You’re a grown man! Don’t go coward on me now!” Ryan laughed haughtily. Ryan circled his slave again and again, admiring his prize, before stopping behind Steve and gazing at the virgin hole that was presented before him. He looked on as the hole clenched with every throb of the slave’s tortured cock…again and again the hole would draw in and relax as if enticing its captor for attention. Ryan opened up the jar that he held in his hand and squatted down before the splayed muscular ass of the fallen king.

    Scooping his hand in the jar, he slathered the desensitizing cream on Steve’s waiting hole, it’s iciness taking Steve’s breath from him. “Sir, what are you doing?” Steve quivered as he waited for a response. But, there was none. Only silence as his face lay in the puddle of his master’s piss. And, then he felt the unforgiving finger press against his virgin hole. In a flash, the blunt digit surged forward into his insides. He screamed in agony as the assaulter withdrew quickly and reinserted, more pronounced this time. Violently, his hole was probed…the fingers being twisted and manipulated, opening his insides up.

    “Sir, please. No. Please, sir,” Steve cried out through nashing his teeth. The master withdrew quickly, again reentering his hole, with something even bigger this time. Perhaps three fingers…and then a fourth. His cock continued to drool, bobbing underneath him…the helmet head flush against his tight stomach.

    The assault on his tortured hole continued for what seem like hours as the master continued opening him up, twisting his fingers inside him, teasing his hole before violently pushing forward, harder and harder. The pain was gone now, however. No, Steve was reveling in ecstasy as his hole was stretched at the master’s command.

    Ryan enjoyed this the most…the stretching of a fresh hole. His entire fist was almost encapsulated in his slave…and the cries and whimpering were now met with sheer and utter silence. Ryan was ready to fully enjoy this slut now. He withdrew his hand and watched the gaping hole clench again and again…desperately seeking the master to return. He dropped to his knees.

    “So, Chief…how are you doing?” Ryan grinned.

    “Very good, sir. I want more, sir.” Steve stammered, breathless.

    “Good. Glad to hear it…” Ryan stroked his mammoth cock. The purple head glistened with pre-cum. At almost twelve inches in length and eight inches in circumference, Ryan was definitely the master. And, the best part…this was just the beginning…..

    TO BE CONTINUED…


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  • My Brother-In-Law’s Brother

    MY BROTHER-IN-LAWS BROTHER

    Written by: Bill Hudley

    Finally, it is time for my sister’s wedding. Our little family has spent the last six months working for and waiting on this event. Don’t get me wrong, there’s no sour grapes here from me. I love my Sister and I’m happy for her and Brian, her husband to be, they are truly in love, so much so that I’m jealous and fear I’ll never find the person I long for. Just be around Ariel and Brian for a few minutes and it’s very plain that these two are meant for each other.

    I’ll be walking Ariel down the aisle to give her away, our Dad was killed in Action in Iraq in the last six months of Operation Desert Storm, in 1998, he died on his birthday, he was only 26 years old, the same age as I am now.   I was 10 and Ariel was 11 when our Dad died.  There’s only the three of us now, Mom, Ariel and me.   I worry about Mom being alone for the first time, but now I live two states away from our childhood home in Florida.  Mom worked two jobs once we were in High School to pay for the things that two teenagers thought they had to have to survive the peer pressure of their classmates. Ariel and I pitched in too, once we were of working age, by getting part time jobs and helping Mom so that she could cut back to just one job.

    Ariel and I have tried to get Mom to date or at least go out with her friends and enjoy life, but so far an occasional game of Bridge, and Church functions are the highlight of her social activities outside our home. From the time Dad was buried we would make the 163 mile round trip to his grave on the first Saturday of each month.  I can close my eyes and see his tombstone to this day.

                                   Jacob Alexander Westlake, Sr.

            July 4, 1972 – July 4 1998 Husband – Father – Soldier – Friend

         “Fear not, My presence will go with you and I will give you rest.”

    I moved away two years after High School when the company I worked for offered me a better paying position in South Carolina. I took the job because I could work there and go to school to get my college degree.  I graduated last September with a Bachelor’s Degree in Chemistry and  I’m currently working on Master of Science Degree.  My Employer, has been great, they pay me for good grades and pay my tuition as long as I maintain a 3.0 GPA.  I was promoted and given a salary increase after earning my BS Degree.  Once I’ve earned my Masters in Chemistry, I’ll be invited to join the companies management training program.

    Back to the matter at hand, Ariel’s wedding.   My wedding gift to her was to buy her the wedding dress she wanted, but knew she couldn’t have. Brian, her fiance offered to pay for everything by Mom wouldn’t hear of it.  She and I had saved money for Ariel’s wedding since I left home. Our little family church never looked so pretty, filled with yellow candles and Daisies with yellow Tulle ribbons, all Ariel’s favorites.  Every window, pew and the altar were all adorned with Daisies and yellow Tulle ribbons and candles, I’m convinced that there couldn’t be a Daisy left in the entire state of Florida.  I’ve never seen so many flowers and ribbons ever.

    My job was the logistics, Hotel rooms, party rooms, transportation, food and drink.   I did just fine until the night of the wedding rehearsal; all of Brian’s family, the Brownings, live in California except Brian himself.  He and Ariel will be living in Gainesville, Florida where Brian is a Professor of Biology.  Brian’s best man will be his Father, he will meet his family at the airport in the hotel limo this afternoon and get them settled in to the hotel a few hours before time for rehearsal dinner which will be in one of the private dining rooms of our local Hilton Hotel.

    I was at the hotel making sure everything was going as planned for our dinner, to be later after the rehearsal run-through at the church.  I heard Brian call out for me to come and meet his folks who were just arriving at the hotel.  I was meeting Brian’s family for the first time, shaking hands with his Father, Mother and sister Amanda.  When I took his brother’s hand a static electricity charge zapped us just as our hands were about to touch, we both recoiled from the mild shock, and we were wide eyed and laughing.     Then I looked up into the most startling blue eyes I’ve ever seen.   Blue as Sapphires and I felt as if they pierced through me to bare my soul.   I felt that ‘punch in the gut’ feeling looking at Christian’s face.  He smiled at me and asked if I was okay.   I know I stood there looking like the village idiot with my mouth agape, staring at the most handsome man I could imagine.   He spoke again.

    “Is everything alright, you’re not injured are you.”

    Snapping back to reality, I stuttered and stammered, cementing his impression that I was in fact, the village idiot, I was certain.

    “No! No, I’m fine, just surprised at that bit of a shock.   I’m Justin Westlake, Ariel’s brother.  Welcome to Florida, our family is so very glad that you’ve flown across the country to be here for this happy occasion.   If there is anything you need or want, please just ask for me, I’m here to make certain that you enjoy your stay and have a wonderful time.”

    Christian was still smiling and still holding my hand after I had finished talking.  I saw him look down to our hands, blush a bit, then he released our grip with an extra little bit of pressure exerted just as he let go.  That little extra squeeze of my hand went straight to my crotch where I felt a surge of expansion.  Horrified that I would get a stiffy if front of Brian’s family, I excused myself and went to the Hotel desk and collected the Browning’s room keys. I took just a few deep breaths to collect myself and regain my composure. I had not expected Brian’s brother to be so devastatingly handsome as well as charming.

    Brian led his family to a private reception room off the lounge area where Ariel and Mom greeted them.  We we had arranged the reception room with drinks and light Hors d’oeuvres and of course yellow candles with Daisies and Yellow Tulle, were everywhere here too.   Brian made all the introductions while I excused myself once again to check with the restaurant’s Maitre d to be sure that everything was on track for tonight’s dinner after we returned from the rehearsal.

    The Hotel provided Limos for the wedding party to the Church for the rehearsal and ceremony and the return to the hotel afterwards.  The rehearsal went well with lots of laughter and fun as the two families began to be familiar with each other.  I was very aware of Christian, Brian’s younger brother.   He’s tall, slim, a full shock of surfer blonde hair, a California natural tan, and with a face that could make the Angels weep.   Looking at him literally took my breath away, I hyperventilated as he walked away after our first meeting.   All evening I found myself checking to see where he was in the room and I was unnerved to find him staring back at me every time.  The Head Waiter announced that dinner would be served once everyone is seated at the table in the next room and the movement toward the dining room began.

    Place cards were on the table, to my delight I found myself seated across the table from Christian only one seat away from being face to face with him, when I took my seat at the table.  He smiled as I sat down and gave me the slightest little nod of his head.  I smiled back and watched as he batted his long eyelashes a couple of times and his skin tinged pink with a slight blush rising above his collar.  With everyone in their place I stood and at my Mom’s request, I said Grace, asking for God’s blessings for my Sister, her husband to be, our families and friends and their marriage.

    When I finished and sat down, six Tuxedo clad, white gloved servers with their trays held high, marched into the room in a line from the kitchen to serve our meal.   I smiled as I saw the Brian’s parents look to one another in surprise and then a nod and a look of approval to Brian.   His parents were impressed.

    Ariel had told me about the Brownings, after Brian had taken her there to meet his family when they announced their engagement. She raved about their elegant home, they have a household staff including maids and a full time cook.   Not wanting the Brownings to think us Southern rubes, I called on some of my gay friends in town to inquire which hotel and staff could give us the biggest show for the money we had to spend. The day of the rehearsal dinner I was shocked when I met up with the Maitre ‘d, the last time I had seen him was at a club in Charleston’ he had been dressed in leather chaps and harness, and was sporting  two very recently reddened butt cheeks.

    I watched with pleasure as the servers delivered impeccable service, two of the servers were friends, uh, well not exactly friends but we had shared a bed and night together a while back (separately, of course.)  One of them winked at me across the table as he sat Christian’s plate before him.

    Each time I looked up, Christian’s sapphire blue eyes were watching me. I managed to tilt my head downward enough that I could raise my eyes and look at him secretly for a few moments without him realizing that I was looking at him.   Before we finished our meal, I was fairly certain that Christian is gay.  How much of that is my gaydar and how much is my wishful thinking is the part I’m not certain of.  Regardless of my being right or wrong, we live 3,000 miles apart, him on the west coast, me on the east ,  so I tried to burn his image into my memory, as it is very likely that these two days at the wedding will be the only time we ever see each other.

    After dinner the hotel staff opened a partition and the wedding party gravitated to the adjacent room where a small group of musicians were assembled. The hotel staff then closed the partition to clear away the dining room.  At Mom’s request, the band would play a few pieces of ‘Grown folks Music’ first and then a few popular with the younger crowd. For their first dance, Brian and Ariel danced to Glenn Miller’s Moonlight Serenade.   It was the song My Dad and Mom first danced to at their wedding.  Mom and I were both blubbering before it was over.

    For the second dance Christian went to my Mom and got her out on the dance floor, winning him big points from me. I danced first with the mother of the groom, Brian’s sister Amanda, my Mom and lastly my sister Ariel, the bride.

    I got a fresh drink from the bar and walked out to the patio garden alone. I needed the air, my dance with Ariel became very emotional for both of us, we are closer than most siblings, losing our Dad so young had much to do with that.   I knew that his spirit would be going down the aisle with us tomorrow.  Thinking about him got me very emotional and I sought out a corner of the patio garden out of sight to those still dancing.   I was sitting on a bench, my head leaned back against a wall, my eyes were closed but tears were streaming down my face.   I felt a piece of cloth against my hand. Opening my eyes I saw a handkerchief on my hand and Christian standing in front of me looking very concerned.

    “Justin?  Is there anything I can do to help.”

    “Thank you, but no, I was just thinking about our Dad and how proud he would be of his little girl.  Ariel was 11 and I was 10 when he died in the Gulf War in Iraq.  We’ve kept his memory close all our lives and in turn, he has kept Ariel and I close too.”

    Christian sat beside me, still with a furrowed brow and concern showing in his face.

    “I can only imagine the pain his loss caused the three of you, I noticed that your Mom still wears her wedding rings.  You have to believe that he will be with all of us tomorrow.” Christian said softly.

    “I know, he’ll be there walking her down that aisle with me, I know that.”

    “I envy your closeness with you sister, I’ve not had that with Amanda.   I suppose that I’m the black sheep of the family, Brian has always been the favored child but oddly, he’s also been the only one of my family that shows any care or concern for me.  To my parents and sister I’m the family shame, the oddball son and brother.  With Brian it makes no difference to him at all.  He always took my side and resented our parents for the ways they neglected me.  He was my protector all through my High School years.   I’ve struggled for years with feelings of resentment and not being a welcomed part of my own family.  You’re very lucky Justin, to have the love and support of your family.

    Even though we are in the same city, I seldom hear from my parents. I get a birthday card with a check and a Christmas Card with a check and that’s it, unless someone dies or becomes ill, or gets married.  I’m certain that I’m here at this wedding at Brian’s insistence, although I am invited to family events, where it would be an embarrassment to my parents to explain my absence.   I never cash their checks, they’re all pinned to the bulletin board in my kitchen.  I’m never asked to come home for a visit. Luckily for me, I do have a few good friends, they keep me sane.  Maybe someday it’ll be my turn and I’ll meet my soulmate and life partner”

    BINGO!  Christian said the magic words ‘life partner,’ he is gay!   I felt a rush of exhilaration for some reason, maybe it’s just knowing I’ve a kindred spirit here.  At any rate, I’m glad to know he is gay.  It would be a shame if such a beautiful man were straight.  Christian is the most delicious eye candy I’ve ever seen.

    “I keep looking for that miracle too, Christian.”

    “I was hoping that was the case, Justin.”

    “We had better go back in Christian, but thank you for checking up on me, and for bringing me out of my little ‘pity party’.   I hope we have the chance to talk more before you fly home to California.  Oh by the way, I live on the Coast also, I’m in Georgetown, SC. between Charleston and Pawley’s Island.”

    On our way back to the party, Christian put an arm around my shoulder and pulled us together a bit, sort of a man hug while walking.   I felt closer to him and thought we could become friends, computer friends anyway with 3,000 miles between us.  The party lasted well into the wee hours, the families were gone and the Bride and Groom and their friends were left to party on.

    I woke early the next morning oddly calm, everything had been done, all that was left was walking Ariel down the aisle to her soon to be husband. The service will take place at 2:00 pm.   There isn’t much for me to do today, the Church is decorated with yellow Tulle Bows and what seems to be every yellow and white Daisy in the State of Florida, all here in our little home town church.  I did reconfirm the Limos, One for Ariel and Mom, One for Brian’s Family and Brian and I drove to the Church in my Mini convertible.

    The wedding party, families and out of town guests stayed at the hotel last night and I was up and about before sunrise, I find it hard to sleep soundly when I’m away from my bed and home.  I made horrible coffee in that dinky little 2 cup pot in the hotel room, showered and put on my running clothes.  I set out for the beach to do my daily run.  I ran a mile down the beach, turned and ran a mile past our hotel. I did this four times to get in my eight miles a day. I was walking about on the beach behind our hotel, doing my cool-down, when I heard someone call my name.   I looked up the beach to my left and Christian Browning was jogging to a halt near me.  I saw now that Christian has the body of a track and field athlete, he’s thin and lean, with wiry muscles showing in his outrageous white running shorts, with side vents split to barely two inches from the waistband and a red Stanford University tee shirt,  with each step he took the one could see his white jockstrap caressing his hard, round butt cheek.  Delicious eye candy indeed!

    “Good Morning, what a fine day to get married.” Christian said laughing.

    Once I recovered from seeing him so close to being naked, I finally managed to string a few coherent sentences together.

    “I look forward to the ceremony, but honestly, I’ll be so glad when it is over.  This wedding has enslaved our family for months on end.  Today it is over.”  I said.

    “How far is your home from, here Justin, I don’t recall ever hearing of Georgetown, South Carolina.”

    “Georgetown is the third oldest city in South Carolina and it’s about 400 miles from here and a six hour plus drive.  It’s only 61 miles north of Charleston.   The city is small with only about 10,000 residents and it sits on the coast protected a bit by a barrier island.  The City is more than 275 years old and the historic district is the big tourist attraction, with beautiful homes more than 200 years old.  Spanish moss hangs in the trees, it is a lovely little town.”

    “Oh well, it’s too far to go today, I was hoping to get to see you in your element, where you live.  This is my first time to the East Coast, I wish I had more time to visit here, there’s a lot I’d love to see.  Of course I’d need a guide to make sure I saw the right places and didn’t get lost.”

    I turned to look at him and saw his smile, I figured that he was either just joking around or he wanted an invitation to stay a while.  What the hell, I thought, take a chance.

    “I spent the first 20 years of my life in Ocala Florida, I’ll be happy to be your East Coast tour guide any time you like Christian.  There is lots of South Carolina I haven’t seen as yet too.  Stay over for a few days with me and I’ll show you the sights”

    When he looked my way, I smiled and wiggled my eyebrows a bit, which made him laugh out loud.

    “Be careful there Justin, the more I’m around you the more tempting your tour idea sounds.   Right now I’ll settle for your telling me what you do…uh, your occupation I mean.”

    “You’ll be bored, I’m a Chemical Engineer.  My company produces a variety of Chemical products sold and used around the world.  At present, I’m second in command in the quality control department.   I’m also working on my Master’s Degree and hope to have it completed in about 18 months.  What do you do Christian?”

    “I’m a student at present, I graduated from the Academy of Art in San Francisco and I’m working on my Master’s Degree too, studying Architecture. I’ve 2 years yet before I get my Master’s requirements completed. However, this is our Semester break and I could stay over a few days if you are truly serious in your offer.”

    I was stunned, having Christian visit with me was only a pipe dream moments ago and now it could really happen.

    “YES!  Please stay, our coast isn’t as lovely as yours, the Atlantic can’t rival the Blue of the Pacific, but our culture and heritage are second to none. Are you serious about staying over?”

    “I am now, the way you said yes lets me know that we could have a good time together, no matter what we’re doing.”  This time it was Christian who wiggled his eyebrows and this time and I blushed.

    In the lobby we separated, him to his room and me to mine to shower and dress.  In my room I did a little happy dance, excited beyond reason that Christian might be interested in me.   I wondered if he felt that same ‘hit in the gut’ feeling I felt when we first met.

    I stopped dancing and was taking off my running shorts when the phone rang, it was Christian.   My heart rate amped up just hearing his voice on the phone. I stood there, phone in hand, running shorts around my ankles, wearing only a drying, sweat soaked tank top and a hard cock pointed to the ceiling.  Just hearing him on the phone boned me up.

    “I just wanted to say thanks and that I look forward to a week or more with you as my tour guide; or to give you the chance to back out if you want.   I’ll tell my parents that I won’t be flying back with them, I tell them I’m going to explore this part of our country since I haven’t been here before.   I think they will be relieved that I won’t be with them.”

    “Yes I want you to stay.  I can’t begin to tell you how much I will like showing you my little part of the world.  Stay Christian, stay with me.”

    “That is music to my ears, Justin. Wonderful. So,  I’m sure you’ll be really busy for the next few hours, we’ll meet up again at the reception. Ta Justin.”

    WOOHOO! I did my happy dance again!   I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I had danced free of my running shorts and had on only the tank top and my hard cock bouncing about as I danced.  I stopped then stood in front of the mirror. I took stock of my image.  I’m soon to be twenty seven, I’m just a couple of inches shy of being six feet tall, my body is in good shape, I run daily and go to the gym when I’m horny. (I get images to take home for my jack off sessions there.  When necessary, I drive to Charleston to find sexual release, I’m not ugly but beside Christian Browning I feel painfully plain, yet despite those negatives, he still wants to spend time with me!

    Looking at my phone for the time, I knew I had to get ready for the main event.   I hopped into the shower and actually whistled while I bathed.  In twenty minutes I was in the elevator going to the lobby when it stopped on the 12th floor, the door opened and there stood Christian, looking like a GQ model in a navy Armani suit and a red, green,orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet striped tie.  I smiled at his rainbow tie, putting my hands on the handrail to steady myself.  This man is an absolute knockout, looks wise. .

    “Perfect!  My wish come true,  there’s only one person in this entire state that I wanted to see when the elevator opened, and here you are” Christian said as he entered the elevator.  I felt as if I were melting when he said that to me.

    “How do I look?” Christian asked.

    “As if you’d stepped off the pages of Gentlemen’s Quarterly!   You are quite perfect, you know.” I said smiling at him.

    “Hmm, exactly what I was thinking of you. Perfect! You look good enough to, uh, to be the groom, Justin.”

    For a fleeting moment I thought he was going to say I looked good enough to eat.

    “As do you.” I said.

    It took a moment for each of us to process what had just transpired, there seemed to be a lot left unsaid with that exchange between us. When the door opened he turned and extended his arm in an ‘after you’ gesture, letting me exit first.

    “After you, handsome.” He said, making me smile from ear to ear.

    Jeez! he thinks I’m handsome!  That alone was enough to distract me the rest of the day.  The remainder of the afternoon will be a whirlwind of activity, it seemed that I had hardly sat down beside Mom when I heard the minister say ‘Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you Mr. and Mrs. Brian Browning.’   Mom looked up to the ceiling and smiled, I saw her lips move silently, I knew she was talking to our Dad, she gave the slightest nod of her head, took my arm then looked up to me and said.

    ‘We did it Justin, I don’t think it could have been any lovelier.’

    Both families remained for pictures which started even before the Church was emptied.   Pictures were made with every conceivable combination of Bride, Groom and family members, friends and several with all the bride and Grooms attendants.  After the photography session Mom went with Ariel to her dressing room and the remaining family and guests made their way to the hotel for the reception. The guests all applauded when Ariel and Brian made their entrance and I finally relaxed, my job was done.   I headed straight to the bar for a good stiff drink.

    Knowing there was nothing left that I had to do, I tossed down a Gin on the rocks and ordered a second which I wisely nursed for the remainder of the afternoon.  The music was much the same as what we danced to last night, a good mix of old standards and the newer stuff that appealed to the younger generation.  Wait, that’s supposed to be my age group but I much prefer the big bands from the 1940’s the Dorsey Brothers, Benny Goodman and my favorite, Glenn Miller.  Our sweet Grandmother Westlake played that music every day; she taught me to dance when I was eight years old, we danced every time I went to visit with her, even if I was only staying a few hours, she insisted that we dance.

    I turned my back to the bar and leaned against it a bit, then I closed my eyes and swayed to the sweet musical sounds of the past. I remembered dancing with Gran to this song,  oh how she would have loved Ariel’s wedding and this party after.   I was lost to the music, thinking of her, enjoying every note when I heard Christian’s voice at my ear.

    “I would love to dance with you to this song.” He said. “I don’t mean now, just later when we’re not around family.”

    Christian is a few inches taller than me, I figure we should spoon up just about perfectly on the sofa watching TV or sleeping in bed.   I looked up into his mesmerising blue eyes and I wanted so badly to kiss him.  I just smiled and told him.

    “We will, Christian, we’ll dance to Moonlight Serenade before you go back to California.”

    He stood close, our shoulders touching and his hand on the bar rail behind me, I leaned against his arm behind me and he moved his thumb and forefinger touching and rubbing at my side, just above my belt.  It wasn’t obvious, only the barman behind us could see Christian’s fingers move, touching me, but it was an unexpected intimacy that made me like him even more.

    I told him that I was sorry, I’d really like to stand here with you but I must do my duty and dance with his Mom, My Mom, his sister and the bride, my sister. Christian agreed saying he must do the same and that perhaps we could share a drink or late night snack after the party is over…or when we can finally sneak away unobserved.

    Jeez…I am hopeless! I’ve only known the man for less than 48 hours and I’m already hooked on him.  I want to run off and disappear for a week or two with Christian, but by the time that he had to leave for his home, I’d be in much worse shape than I am now.

    At 11:30 pm the Bride and Groom said their goodnights and retired to the Honeymoon Suite on the top floor of the hotel.  Holding my arm at the elbow Christian led me out to the parking lot and asked where my car was parked.  It was nearby and he asked for my keys and we started driving, he found an all night diner and we pulled in for hot coffee and breakfast. I had forgotten that the rehearsal dinner was the last meal I had eaten. Christian and I both ordered fried eggs over medium, bacon, toast and grits. When I saw the grits on his plate my eyebrows went up. “Grits? For you?”

    I’ve heard about them most of my life, mostly in a derogatory fashion, but I want to try them just so I can comment on them when the subject comes up back in the land of fruits and nuts.”

    To the surprise of both of us, Christian liked Grits!   I razzed him about it, calling him a closet Southerner. He laughed and then looked at me, his smile fading away to a serious look.

    “Being with you makes me wish I were a Southerner, out or closeted. I really like you Justin Westlake and I’m glad that my brother has married your sister.   Maybe we can have joint family reunions in Chicago or any city near halfway for each family.”

    “I’m glad Ariel and Brian are married too but I’m much more interested in my Brother-In-Law’s Brother, to tell the truth Christian.   Interested to the point of near total distraction I fear.”

    “Justin, I told my parents that I’d be staying here on the East Coast for a few days, my Mom did ask where and I told her I wasn’t sure as yet, I will play it by ear and explore this part of our country; I need to see what has been and what can yet be, Architecturally speaking. That part isn’t a ruse either, I want to see the historic along with the new while I’m here.”

    We finished our food and had a coffee refill to let us keep talking. Finally, a bit after one o’clock we drove back to the hotel.  We were still in our wedding attire, but the ties and jackets were off.  Christian in an open necked white shirt, with sleeves roll up to mid forearm, was sexual beyond belief.  Back at the Hilton He walked us past the elevators and past the pool and onto the boardwalk that led through the dunes to a huge man made lake.  About halfway along the boardwalk he stopped, leaned against the handrail and pulled me into a kiss.   I opened my mouth and my arms went around his neck. Fireworks played on the inside of my closed eyelids as Christian’s kiss made me weak.   I don’t know how long we kissed, I do remember feeling his body tremble while we were locked in that kiss, and I remember us parting and our foreheads touching as we leaned against each other.

    “Mmm, better than I had hoped.   Your a fantastic kisser Justin, and kissing is just about my most favorite thing to do.”

    “I, uh, me too. The kissing, mmm, more, kiss me please.” I barely managed to mumble.

    This time Christian was more forceful, his tongue probed deep and mine fought back probing deep into his throat.   In mid kiss, his hands at my waist pulled me hard against him. I felt his manhood against my groin, hard and throbbing.   My own cock was trapped in the black jockstrap I wore because I knew looking at Christian or just being near him would make me hard at some point during the night.  Good Grief! I can’t get enough of his mouth, his lips, that face, those sapphire blue eyes.

    We heard laughter, then footsteps on the boardwalk, someone was coming our way.   We headed back to the hotel, passing a young couple who were there to do just what we had done.  Before we entered the hotel Christian stopped,  before he could ask the question I took his hand, yes your room or my room, it doesn’t matter as long as we are together tonight.

    ‘Does your room adjoin your family?” Christian asked.

    “No, I have two really, one here to change and rest during the day but for sleeping I have a room in the Hotel across the street.”

    He chuckled then said.

    “You planned on getting lucky, huh?”

    “I had eight years of Boy Scouts.   I am always prepared, but really, I only wanted to get away where I could sleep as best I could.   When I’m away from my home, I seldom sleep well.  Plus the hotel manager calls me about 15 times a day, less than half his calls are about the wedding.  He’s kinda crushing on me, so I took a room across the street.   I didn’t want an uninvited guest popping in on me.  Now in hindsight, it seems that it was a stroke of genius.”

    We both went to change from the suits into ordinary clothes then Christian came across the street to my room.  Inside as soon as the door closed his mouth was glued to mine.   We inched our way to the bed and eased ourselves down without breaking our kiss.  Once we pulled apart, we lay there fully clothed and just looked into each others eyes. Christian unbuttoned my board shorts and tugged off my tee shirt.

    I heard his gasp when he saw my hairy chest. I’ve a thick mat of chestnut brown hair, very dense on my pecs and the treasure trail leading into my shorts. My arms, legs and even my butt are covered in soft brown curls.

    “A handsome man with a hairy chest is a major weakness for me.  I love how it feels touching my body, it makes me know I’m with a man.”

    Christian sought out my nipples and tongued and bit at them as his hand slid down my abdomen and into my board shorts.  I had shed the jockstrap with the suit, Christian’s hand went straight to my rock hard, drooling cock.

    He raised his head from my nipple when his hand closed around my cock, he readjusted his grip, then looked down to verify that my cock was as fat as it felt in his hand. Looking back to me, he grinned and giving my cock a hard squeeze said.

    “Oh Justin! Wow!  Are we gonna have some fun with this!”

    No sooner than the words left his lips, he bent and took my cock as deep as he could from his position, then he moved his body to get between my legs and took my cock to the root this time.  I thought I would cum when he looked up to me, his beautiful face distorted with my cock stretching his lips and throat.

    “Jeezus!  Oh Christian, no, not yet!  Please don’t make me cum yet, come up here, I’m about to blow, come kiss me. Not yet, please not  yet, jeezus the way you make me feel is incredible, you’re so beautiful. Mmm.”

    I grabbed his face as he moved back up to me, I drove my tongue deep into him.   Arms and legs wrapped about each other we tongue wrestled for hours it seemed.  There were moments when I thought we would meld into one person.   I’ve never made love nor felt love so intensely as I I did this night Christian.   This goes beyond raw lust, so far beyond any feeling I’ve ever had that I can’t name it.

    My hands roamed his slim frame, I felt each rib as my fingers passed over them, I found a ticklish spot when I put my lips on his jutting hip bone, he liked it but it was too sensitive to tolerate for very long for him. Sliding down his body, one hand held his hard, leaking erection, his cock wasn’t as thick as mine but it was a good deal longer, with a good mouthful poking up above my fist.  I easily sucked him deep into my throat and ground my face hard against his pubis.  Christian moaned and thrashed his head about, his hands full of bedcovers as my throat muscles milked his cock.  His hands jerked my head away and he was gasping for breath.

    “Not yet, no baby, this is too good, you’re too good don’t make me cum yet.  Oh Justin, you’re incredible, come here to me, hold me, this is so fantastic.”

    Neither of us got much sleep but when I woke, Christian was spooned to my back, his arm around me and his hand on my chest, with both my hands covering his, holding him to me. I raised my leg to let his long hard cock lay between my thighs and pushed back against him, wanting us closer together.  I felt his lips on my neck give a little kiss as he stretched his body and hugged me tighter to him.   I must have died and gone to heaven. I’ve never felt so good, so safe and secure as I do at this moment. I know it already,  there’s nothing I can do about it now, it’s too late for me and I know how miserable I will be once he’s gone.

    I stirred as Christian was getting out of bed to go to the bathroom. When he came out I was sitting on the side of the bed, rubbing the sleep from my eyes. A huge smile spread across his handsome face.

    “Good Morning Justin.”

    He said as he came to sit beside me. He put an arm around me and pulled me closer to him. I looked up into those Sapphire blue eyes and he leaned to me and gave me a closed mouth love peck.

    “Need to brush first.” He said.

    I laid my head on his shoulder and put an arm around his waist.

    ‘You are wonderful Christian.   Last night was, uh, I can’t describe it, words like fantastic, earth shattering, just can’t convey what you made me feel.  I hope we can do that again, and again.”

    “Somehow I don’t think that will be a problem at all Justin, at least while I’m here.”

    A cold chill ran through me as his words ‘while I’m here’ hit home.

    I opened my mouth but no words words would come, I just hugged him to me, tightly.

    We sat like that, silent for at least five minutes, just holding on to each other, knowing that we had to part and soon.  Christian had to see his parents off to the airport and I am driving Ariel and Brian there later this afternoon, for their Honeymoon flight to the Tuscan region and Southern Italy by the Adriatic sea.

    Christian rose first and started dressing to go back to his room across the street.  I found my shorts and tee on the floor and pulled them on. At the door we hugged and I took his face in my hands to kiss him.

    “I haven’t brushed” he said.

    “I don’t care, kiss me Christian, please kiss me. This is going to be a very long day I can tell.”

    When I shut the door behind him I leaned against it and thought I was going to cry.  I’ve had my share of gay sex but nothing nor anyone has ever moved me like Christian Browning did last night.  I know he’ll be leaving for California in a few days and it already hurts, there will be three thousand miles between us, that’s one hell of a commute!

    I dressed and went to the Continental breakfast in the dining room then back to my room to pack and check out.  I was loading my car when Christian came running across the street.   I was surprised but he said he’d forgotten something in the room.  We went back to the room and as soon as the door shut he pulled me close and kissed me like we’d never get another chance. When we broke for air, we rested our foreheads together.

    “Now that’s better. I’ve been missing you all morning Justin.”

    He told me his folks were on their way to the airport and that he was in my care for now.   I mentioned that I had to drive Brian and Ariel to the airport and he said he’d go with me.

    “I want to see the look on Brian’s face when he hears that I’ll be visiting with you for a week or so.  Ariel knows you’re gay, right?”

    “Oh yes, she’s known it longer that I have she said when I told her.”

    “Do you think she’ll be upset? I mean with you and I getting together.”

    “All that matters to her is that I’m happy; it shouldn’t be hard for her to tell my mood with this goofy grin I have on my face when we’re together.”

    “That goofy grins is one of my favorite things about you Justin, not to mention the soft spot I have for your big fat cock and hairy body. I’m crazy about your already.”

    “Promise?” I asked.

    He grinned and hugged me to him…

    “I promise.” He gave me a long, sensuous toe curling kiss as proof that he meant what he said.    It was near the time to take the Bride and Groom to the Airport.  They were flying New York then on to Italy for one week in the Tuscan region, and a second week on the Adriatic sea. The brochures were incredible, I want to go to the Adriatic Sea on my honeymoon.

    I phoned when the Limo arrived, my Mini would not hold their luggage let alone the four of us.  Brian broke into a huge grin when he saw that Christian was with me.

    “Little Bro, you stayed to see us off?” Brian asked.

    “Sure Bri, I’m going to spend some time here, see the sights and tour around seeing the the South through a future Architect’s eyes.  Plus Justin and I are becoming good friends, we have a lot in common besides the two of you.  He’s so cute and cuddly, I may take him home with me.” Christian said to Brian.

    Ariel spoke up.

    “Justin! What are you doing? What’s going on here?”

    “WHOA!  Everybody take a deep breath. Christian is going to stay over and tour around the South.  He’s interested in our Southern culture and the Architecture.   It’s no big deal, if Christian and I develop a friendship that’s strictly between him and me.  We just thought that it was fitting,  as your brothers, that we both see you off on your one time only Honeymoon!  We’re both grown men and past the age where our conduct is any concern to anybody other than ourselves.  Now go have a wonderful time in Italy, we expect lots of pictures when you come home.”

    Ariel hugged me and told me to keep a ear and eye on Mom, then hugged Christian.  I stuck out my hand to Brian and he grabbed it and pulled me into a ‘bro hug’, he threw both arms around Christian and whispered something to him that made Christian choke up. Then they turned and went down the concourse to their flight gate.

    On the way back to the limo, Christian was sniffling and coughing. Once we were in the car and on our way I asked what the problem is.

    “Oh, no problem at all, Brian just told me he loves me and to go for it, meaning you.  He wants me to be happy too.   He’s the only one in my family that truly cares about me.”

    “You’re wrong there bub, your brother’s brother-in-law thinks you hung the moon.” I said.

    Christian reached over and took my hand and held it until we were back at the hotel.  Once we exited from the Limo he looked over and said.

    “I think my brother’s brother-in-law is just about perfect for me.” Christian said softly so only I could hear.

    We found my car and rousted out my Mom, we finally found her in the hotel spa getting a massage and a facial of some exotic South African magic mud. She told me to take Christian on to Georgetown, she’d be fine driving the eight miles from the Hilton to her house in Ocala. It hit me then that my Mom was going to be alone now with Ariel married and living upstate in Gainesville. I told her that Christian and I would be exploring the northern part of the state and then the Georgia Coast as we made our way back to Georgetown.

    We drove from the Hotel in Ocala down to St. Pete, to the outrageous Dali Museum, which Christian loved, then east to Orlando and Cinderella’s Castle, from there we drove to Jacksonville and the U of N. Fla Student Union Bldg, and afterward, out to the beach for St. Paul’s By The Sea Church. (our favorite of all we’ve seen so far.) We stopped for a well deserved break and a good nights sleep, well a few hours sleep anyway, I recharge quickly from sexual exhaustion.

    We left early the next morning for Live Oak and Mandi’s Chapel, then next up was U. of Florida’s Bushman Center.  We ended the Florida tour in Tallahassee and FSU’s Dodd Hall. We drove up to Thomasville Ga. where we ate an early dinner, then strolled through the Rose Gardens scattered throughout the city. Christian was amazed at the number of fantastic buildings we had seen in two days. We drove from Thomasville to Savannah and Christian saw more than he wanted of poor, rural Georgia.

    No matter how many times you visit, Savannah is always a treat. We arrived in early afternoon and found the Forsyth Park Inn across the street from the park of the same name, with its famous Fountain that dates back to 1858 and styled after the Fountains of Paris. We went out to tour the Park, Christian’s eyes were everywhere, taking in the beautiful gardens, and that magnificent fountain. He was completely amazed by the beauty and grace of the fountain as water shot high into the air and cascaded into the basins below.

    It was nearing six o’clock in the afternoon, we were lucky today, there were nice cooling breezes that blew through often keeping the humidity low. When we started down the pathway was arched over by majestic oak trees, dripping with spanish moss, framing the fountain at the far end, Christian stopped in his tracks. When I looked, his mouth hang open and his eyes were like saucers.

    “I’ve never seen anything so beautiful Justin, that is amazing. Soon he was snapping pictures and emailing them to Brian and Ariel, and friends back home in California.”

    The Historic District of Savannah is laid out in the style of the early to mid 1800’s life in France.  A central green space, often with a fountain and  elaborate gardens with a neighborhood of elegant period homes surrounding the central green space or park. The Forsyth Park fountain is the largest and most elegant of all the park fountains in the city.

    After several trips around the fountain, we found a place in the shade to sit and marvel at this glorious piece of art.   We sat on a park bench just in front of a row of majestic old homes, each with a story of its own. Then, like a hidden director somewhere gave a cue, we heard a piano play the first few notes of “Moonlight Sonata,” Christian turned abruptly trying to see the source, I craned my neck and decided that it was coming from an open upstairs window on the house next door to the one we sat in front of.

    I looked over to Christian and he had closed his eyes and sat listening to the music.   I put my hand on the bench between us, touching his and we sat there and enthralled by the music, caught up in the moment as Savannah cast her spell upon her visitors as only this city can do.  We let ourselves be lured by the magic of the moment; we were susceptible, caught up as we are in the thrill of finding and getting to know each other.  We revelled in the city, the music, the fountain and the web of romance and beauty woven by this Jewel of the South.  Sheer magic!   It was our own little moment in time, something that, no matter what becomes of us, together or not, neither of us would never forget this moment.

    A very good piano player unknowingly played a serenade for two souls who were seeking that connection, that magic that sparks between lovers and bonds them together, a couple, each developing a shared commitment that defines them.   We sat there listening to the beautiful music and each hoping beyond hope that the man next to us was Him. The one.

    Neither of us moved until the music stopped.   When it did, we both turned and clapped as loud as we could, Christian called out ‘BRAVO, BRAVO’ as we clapped.   A young teenaged boy peered out the window, when Christian waved, he quickly turned and disappeared into the house. Turning to me, Christian put an arm over my shoulder.

    “That was pure magic, this city, this beautiful park, the music, you…its all combined to cast a spell over me and all of it is magnified because you are here sitting beside me. I’ll treasure this memory all of my days Justin. It’s Magic!

    Like most all the visitors to Savannah, the city has beguiled us, pulled us in with her beauty and cast an unforgettable spell upon us. That afternoon set the mood for our stay in Savannah, I called for a dinner reservation at Noble Fare on the suggestion of our Hotel staff.  The food was delicious but pricey, all worth it because the ambiance was spot on perfect.   Warmed by good food and great wine we took a chilled bottle of Pinot Noir back to our room.  We drank our wine, we cuddled up on the sofa, talking and learning about each other.  When we rose to make our way to the bed,  Justin tuned the TV to a satellite music station, titled ‘Love songs’.  Then as if that unseen director was hiding behind the drapes, it happened again.   Maurice Ravel’s ‘Bolero’ started as we lay across the bed.  More Savannah magic.

    I’ve no way to corroborate this statement but I imagine that many thousands have made love to Ravel’s “Bolero.” The captivating, hushed, almost imperceptible tympany beat which starts the piece then grows to become the pulse and lifeblood of the music, constant and growing in volume as it progresses.  Like the music we started sweet, slow and simple,  our hands and lips feeling and sensing the pleasures we were giving as we explored each other.

    One by one the orchestral instruments added the repetitive, haunting melody to the insistent, building pulse of the timpani and strings. As the music builds so our passion builds, with each layering of instruments, repeating the melody as another instrument joined in.  The sound, like our passion builds and builds, until at last the full orchestra plays with increasing volume then Christian enters my body.

    What started out as a whisper of timpani has become a roar of triumph, both musically and sexually, along with the music our bodies strive to match the wild, driving, incessant repetition of the musical rhythm which Christian matches stroke for stroke in my body.   We’re locked together, sweating and both trying to merge our bodies into one.  Christian is a mad man lost to our lust and our love making, his frenzied penetration has transported me to sexual satisfaction like I’ve never known.  Wave after wave of sound, plunge after plunge of Christian’s hard member into my body.  I feel it start, I know our orgasm is near but I don’t, we  don’t want this to end, it’s all just too wonderful.

    The rhythm of the music coincides with Christian’s rhythm of the fuck. We’re both there riding that crest, trying to grind ourselves together into one person.  Then suddenly, in a cacophony of instruments, Christian’s body tenses rigid, his muscles and tendons straining,  he shouts out out my name above the music, then in one tremendously loud and discordant orchestral crash it’s over.  My body is filled with his semen. The music has ended and so has our moment of passion.   Christian lies atop my semen covered torso.  There’s nothing no sound but our gasping for breath.

    I woke to the sound of laughter, at first it was just a giggle and a gentle shaking of the bed.   When I opened my eyes, Christian lay there smiling, he positively glowed, I hadn’t seen him like this.   When he saw that I was awake he scooped me into his arms and a full body hug.

    “What a night!   I never knew anything could feel like that.   You’re going to have a hard time getting rid of me Justin Westlake.  I may kidnap you to California.   I will never want to be rid of you.  Ever!   Come Justin, let’s shower and find us a huge breakfast.   We also need to find a music store and buy that CD from last night.  We will want to that again, and again.”

    At breakfast no words were needed. We both knew that this was it. He’s the one. We mooned over each other like love starved teens, our feet and legs touching under the table. Back in the car I hatched a devious plan, I remembered Christian saying he was working on his Master’s degree at the Academy of Art in San Francisco.  I decided to drive by the Savannah College of Art and Design (S.C.A.D to the locals.)   I hadn’t mentioned the school and as we were driving down Bull Street Christian shouted.

    “JUSTIN! Stop the car!”

    I pulled over.

    “What is it Christian, what’s wrong?”

    “Nothing’s wrong Justin, it’s this school.   I have to go in, if they have a graduate degree program in Architecture this could be the answer I’ve been hoping for.”

    He ran across the street and disappeared into the administration building.   In about 15 minutes he came out, carrying brochures and walking slowly and looking dejected. I knew then that he didn’t find what he wanted. When he got back into the car I mussed his hair and told him everything is okay and it would work out, somehow.

    “I may have gotten the cart before the horse. Here I am working on transferring my studies from San Francisco to Savannah and I have even asked you if you want me here.”

    “WHAT!  Do I want you here?  Once I gain the nerve, my plan is to get on my knees and beg you to stay with me!   I’ve loved you since you gave me your handkerchief the night before the wedding.   I can transfer here or find a new company, I can finish my Master’s here too.   All that matters is that we can be together.  Not at the same school but we’ll be in the same bed together each night. YES I want you here.  Uh, I’m in love with you Christian.”

    He wrapped me in his arms and whispered in my ear.

    “And I’m in love with you Justin, hopelessly, madly in love with you.”

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    A lot has happened since our magical stay in Savannah last summer. Christian returned california and to school in San Francisco.  When he mentioned the idea of moving to Savannah to finish school his parents became stubborn and refused to support him if he moved.   It was Brian that finally convinced their parents that the Savannah school was at least the equal of AASF and the tuition and housing would be miniscule compared to the rates charged in San Francisco. He told them that the change in Christian was remarkable.   Before meeting Justin, Christian seldom laughed or appeared to enjoy anything.  Now he makes the best of every day, he and Justin are a perfect match.

    We both are working on our Masters Degrees, Christian is a full time student with the help of his parents, and I’ve found a new position with an International Aircraft manufacturing Company in Savannah and I’m going to school to finish my Masters degree at Georgia Southern University.  We are both still enthralled by this city and do our best to see and do everything we can while we’re here. We know that we will more than likely be leaving when we finish our graduate classes.

    Oddly, since our paring, Christian’s parents have become caring, loving parents to their second son. He’s always included in family functions with two round trip airline tickets to the important family events. His Mom and Dad have visited us twice in eight months and they now call frequently. He and I were both at a loss as to why the sudden and very welcomed change in them.   When we were in Ocala for my Mom’s birthday, Ariel took me aside and told me about Brian reading the riot act to his Mom and Dad about the way that they have treated Christian for years.

    “Oh Justin!   It was just awful, I’ve never heard anyone berate their parents like Brian did that day.  He ended the call by telling them that unless they changed their ways, they would have two son’s who are estranged from them, and that it would be sad that his children would never know their paternal grandparents. I ran from the room crying when I heard him tell them that.

    After our Honeymoon, Brian told me how Christian had been treated and it was all because the stood up and told them the truth, he’s gay.  That’s when they cut him off from the family.  They continued to pay for his schooling and support as long as he stayed away from them.  He would grudgingly be invited to family gatherings where his absence would cause shame to his parents, otherwise, the less he was seen the better for his parents.”

    “Jeez Ariel, I didn’t know how bad it was.   Christian never spoke of them or their lack of regard for him, only that Brian was the only one who cared about him.  Now I understand why he dotes so on our Mom.  She truly spoils him with little treats she bakes, postcards of beautiful scenes she picks up, not necessarily of anywhere she’s been, it just looks pretty to her and she knows Christian would appreciate the beauty of it.” I told her.

    “Holy cow! Ariel, it just hit me. Are you and Brian pregnant?”

    She doubled over laughing…

    “You always were the last to catch on to things, Uncle Justin.”

    “WOOHOO!   FANTASTIC! I’m gonna be an UNCLE!  When?  Do you know the sex yet? Ohmigod!  Does Mom know yet?” 

    “Calm down little brother, we expect the baby in about seven months, a few days after Thanksgiving, no we don’t want to know the sex of the baby. If it’s a girl, she’ll be named Natalia Noelle for our Mom and Brian’s mom. If it’s a boy he’ll be named Jacob Alexander, for our Dad and for my brother.”

    We both teared up when she mentioned Dad.

    We heard a car door shut and Mom, Brian and Christian all came in loaded down with packages.  From the looks of them, they’ve bought out every store on College Road from Paddock Mall down to Dillard’s.   My Mom was absolutely glowing, she truly enjoyed Brian and Christian’s company and loves them both as her own.  She’s always introducing her boys to friends and acquaintances when they’re out together.

    Ariel and I have planned a little surprise for her birthday tonight. We’re having dinner at Stella’s Pantry, an icon in downtown Ocala.   We’ve reserved the banquet room and invited all of Mom’s friends and Church buddies without her having a clue, she’s been over the moon with all of us there with her for a long weekend.  We’ve arranged with the Restaurant to have the greeter tell us that all the tables are booked and if we don’t mind, they could seat us in the banquet room.  We all agreed and when Mom walked in the door a chorus of Happy Birthday surprised her to tears.

    Half an hour passed before we got her into her seat of honor at the head table. She had to hug and speak to everyone.   After we ate, she stood and tapped her glass with a spoon to get everyone’s attention.  She thanking everyone for coming she introduces the four of us.  Ariel and Brian, her daughter and son-in-law and Justin and christian, her son and his partner.  She started to sit then remembered and stood again.

    “I almost forgot the big news. We’re having a baby she shouted. Ariel and Brian are expecting just after Thanksgiving.”

    There was applause and ooos and ahhs galore. Then Christian stood to share our news with Mom and her friends.

    “Mama Noelle, as you know, Justin and I have finished our Master’s Degree requirements and are leaving Savannah for our new home. We’ll be moving to Dunedin, just north of Clearwater. Justin will be working with the City of Clearwater, and I’ll be working with G2 Design in Tampa, Clearwater and St. Pete.  We’ll rent for a while then find ourselves the perfect home.”

    We rented a Condo on a six month lease, it was expensive, but we knew we’d be buying a home soon.   We found our dream home quickly then had to wait for our lease to be nearly over before we could make our offer.  Somehow, I think that the home we wanted on Harbor Drive was destined to be ours.  Our hearts sank when we saw the first “Under Contract” banner across the for sale sign.  However, it wasn’t our only heartbreak with our dream home.

    After the first contract fell through a second “Under Contract” banner was pasted across the For Sale sign and again the contract failed.   We knew better than to let it happen a third time and Christian called his Grandparents and explained the situation and they gave him enough money to buy out the remaining three months on the Condo lease and we made our offer and it was accepted.  We could hardly believe our luck. We didn’t have enough furniture to fill it as yet.  There are four bedrooms, three of them have an en suite bath, a great room with a wall of windows looking out to our back yard with an unobstructed view of the Gulf of Mexico, our own piece of Paradise.

    Of course Christian saw how he wanted to remodel right away.  The wall of windows were to become french doors onto a patio with a pool to the side of the property to keep the view of the Gulf of Mexico the unobstructed, main attraction.  A sleeping porch was added to our bedroom and the rest of the house renovation was mostly just painting and furnishing. The kitchen had been redone with new appliances and granite counter tops prior to listing it for sale.  We both learned to do new things, like refinishing old, but good furniture, laying patio pavers, hanging and taping drywall, painting and installing countertops and cabinets.  

    I was sitting at the kitchen counter having a Saturday morning coffee admiring the changes we had made in our home when I saw Christian standing in the backyard looking out over the vast expanse of water, he was wearing only his swim trunks, not much bigger than a Speedo but they did have a about an inch of leg to them.  Seeing his round little butt in those shorts,   I felt a surge of lust for him that was overwhelming, I went to the french doors and called to him to come help me in the guest room.  Once he was there I pounced on him and had him pinned on the bed as I devoured his lips and mouth with my own.

    I let my lips and tongue cover every inch of him.  I stripped his swim trunks from his lean body and fell onto his crotch, sucking his testicles into my mouth and pulling them tight, stretching them until he groaned at the pleasure/pain I was causing.  I lightly bit at him with little love nips, letting my lips and tongue cover every inch of him.  I nuzzled his crotch with my nose, tongue and lips. Moving over I put my lips and tongue onto his hip bone, a hot spot for him that he can barely tolerate for any length of time. I pulled off just before he started begging me to stop. I pushed his legs up and made a dive, zeroing in on his wrinkled opening, I scored a bulls eye as Christian shouted my name.

    My lips and tongue covered every inch of him, from his big sexy feet to his ears.  I lightly bit and kissed him, first on his knees, then the inside of his thighs. I nuzzled his crotch with my nose, tongue and lips. Moving over I put my lips and tongue onto his hip bone, a hot spot for him that he can barely tolerate for any length of time. I pulled off just before he started begging me to stop.

    I pushed his legs up and made a dive, zeroing in on his wrinkled opening, I scored a bulls eye with my tongue as Christian yelped, then moaned in ecstasy as I rimmed and laved his fantastic butt. He loved my rimming him and it always got him ready to fuck me hard and long.  But today was different, with one hand I held his legs high as I aimed my cock at his wrinkled hole.  With one push I was in,  Christian’s eyes went wide, then slammed shut as I started fucking his little butt,  Sa the surprize wore off, he began to to fuck back as I ground against him.  

    “Ohmigod Justin!  I love that fat cock of yours, fuck me babe, pound my ass.  Show me how much you love me.  Fuck me hard baby!  Fucking him hard brought me to the brink and soon my tensed body was filling him with my cum.  I had taken in about three deep breaths when Christian flipped us and now I was on my back, legs spread wide as he knee walked up and put his long cock deep in my ass with one stroke.  Almost immediately, my cock was hard again as we fucked each other.

    After a while we flipped and I rode his long cock trying to scratch that itch I have deep inside me for him and his cock.   I can’t get enough of him inside me at times.  When I saw him wincing, I knew that it was time to change positions for our final push to our orgasm.   I lay on my back again, legs spread wide as he entered me and found his rhythm.  This is my favorite position, I can watch his handsome face as he makes love to me.   We kiss and grind together building up to our inevitable climax.  His face changes when he feels the semen rising from his testicles, at first it’s like a little smirk, he knows he’s about to make me even more crazy for him than I already am.  With each stroke his cock makes inside me, the nearer he gets us to orgasm.

    I wish there was a way I could get a picture of his face at that moment when he freezes in position and surrenders to our orgasm, filling me with his love and a copious amount of his semen. There’s a moment when we both reach that pinnacle, when neither of us breathes, the moment of ejaculation; we are each synced into the mutual orgasmic pleasure wracking our bodies and the sheer wonder of the orgasm of the brain, the mind fuck. The wonder of being in love with this person who has given me pleasure like no other I’ve ever known.

    There’s more ecstasy to come as we lie together, holding tight to each other, trying to hold onto the bliss of that moment of absolute love. Eventually we come back to earth, each time, more in love with each other than when we started. Each time I hear him whisper ‘I love you, Justin’ I know I’m the luckiest man in the world.

    Now that we are settled into our new gorgeous home on the Gulf, we’re hosting our families for a mini reunion over the Thanksgiving Holiday. Brian and Ariel are coming with their son Jacob, who will have his third birthday the day after Thanksgiving. Christian’s parents and sister and mine and Ariel’s Mom will all be here for the holiday.

    Each time Christian and I are around little Jake we talk about adoption, and each time we put it off, selfishly wanting more time alone together.  IF this lust we have for each other ever wanes we may decide to adopt, but we’re more than four years together now and my lust for him is even stronger that it was in the beginning. I can’t speak for Christian but his desire has not lessened at all.

    We spent a lot of time sprucing up the house and lawn for the coming ‘family holiday’ and were excited to have everyone coming to see our place.  Having both families come to us is very special to us, especially having the Brownings here.  Their show of acceptance of Christian and I means the world to both of us.   We’re happy and content  professionally and personally. The luckiest two guys in the world.

    The End.


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  • Mr. Popular

    He was doing it again: looking. Looking at the guy walking by, broad shouldered, goatee thick over his chin, so masculine. He let his eyes scan down the guy’s body, looked at the way his t-shirt fit snug over his muscular body, the way his jeans seemed loose around the narrow waist, and the bulge, the way he could tell how the guy’s cock was lying within. It made his stomach knot up, but he kept looking as the guy strolled by, a girl beside him, his arm over her shoulder and as they moved on down the sidewalk he watched the guy’s ass, the way it moved in his jeans, the round forms of each cheek, moving with each step.

    Sean realized he hadn’t bothered to notice what the girl looked like and he leaned forward, elbows on his knees, looking down at the sidewalk. He was getting worse, this captivation he had with other guys, this allure and he fought it, tried to suppress this attraction, but it was getting more difficult, especially here, on campus, where it was okay to be gay, or bisexual, but he had an image to uphold. A finely crafted image that had taken years to create, one that pleased his father, his church, the small community he called home.

    Middle and high school had been comparatively easy to wear this mask, to play this part, for he was popular, the jock, the guy the girls flirted with the most, the first guy in his class to lose his virginity, the one who won football games quarterbacking the team, the one voted most popular confirming everything. And to foster ideas otherwise would have gotten him ostracized, possibly bullied like Little Micky. Little Micky had been small compared to the other boys, and his mannerism made it worse, and they called him names, beat him up, and harassed him all through school till in the tenth grade Little Micky’s parent pulled him out of the school and sent him to a private school over forty miles away. Sean remembered when his chair was empty one day and the teacher told them Mike was going to go to Woodland Academy and Sean felt relief, not of Mike’s getting away from their cruelty, but of him not seeing Mike and having those thoughts that plagued him made all the worse. For the rest of his time in high school Sean coasted through, made the grades, played the sports, dated girls all the while struggling to control his feelings.

    During this time it was at night, alone in his bedroom, that was the worst and he had masturbated to the images of his classmates, Ryan in the showers after practice, the skin of his cock darker than his olive toned skin, and the way it would stretch out when Ryan showered, grow longer, hanging loose over his sac . Charley was another, who’s tall lean body showed his muscular build, like a runner or swimmer and his ass had been so round, so smooth and Sean imaged he was behind Charley, down on his knees, up close to that ass, and he thought of some of the other guys, their naked bodies he had seen in gym or after practice and he had masturbated to them all, with images of him doing things for them, gay things, sucking their dicks, and even letting them touch him, finger his hole, put their cocks in it and he had masturbated with his fingers buried in his ass stretching it open, burying them as deeply as he could till he spattered cum all over his chest and stomach.

    It was worse now.

    Sean thought college would be easier, he’d not feel this pressure in playing his role, this imagine of the stud, the jock, the big man on campus, but he found it was harder, for he wasn’t the stud, or the jock, or the big man on campus. Now he was just another guy who’s sports consisted of some gym classes and tossing the football with some of the guys in his dorm and on Saturdays going to the game to watch the real jocks.

    Sean had been on campus for nearly two months and during that time he had not tried to go out with a girl, hadn’t even flirted with one. He just couldn’t do it. Instead he looked at the guys on his dorm floor, the ones who went around in their boxers or briefs, the ones he saw in the showers. He looked at all the different builds, the various hair colors and he looked at the various shapes of cocks they each had. And he looked at his roommate. It was quick glances, just a sweep of the eyes and it made him feel like he had a hole in his chest the way he had to pretend he wasn’t looking, the way he pretended something he was not. Keith was from Atlanta, the kind of guy who was so unself-conscious he didn’t care if he combed his hair in the morning or went with it sticking straight up, and either way his black hair looked good. Keith had nice clothes, some of the latest fashions and he wore them sometimes, but more often than not he wore old gym shorts and one of his many frayed and stretched out t-shirts. The necks of his t-shirts hung low and loose revealing the smooth skin of Keith’s upper chest and one had a hole just below his left nipple and Sean had on so many occasions when Keith was focused on reading had sat and stared through that hole. It was absurd really, for he’d seen Keith naked all the time, his body nicely toned from swimming in high school and playing soccer but when Keith wore something that teased him, gave him a glimpse of flesh he struggled to turn his eyes away.

    Keith tore at his nerves even worse with one pair of gym shorts he wore all the time. The gray cotton shorts were worn soft and thin and there was a hole in the crotch, down between his legs. One night Keith had sat with his legs propped up on his desk, his legs angled upward as he leaned back in his chair telling Sean about some party he had gone to the night before and Sean tried to listen, really was intrigued by what Keith had to say, but when he noticed the hole, noticed Keith was sans underwear and his sac was hanging through it a till half a nut was visible he had felt his heart beat excitedly in his chest and he knew Keith had caught him looking below his legs more than once till he finally put his legs down.

    Now Sean sat on a bench between classes and time and time again he found his eyes roaming over one guy after the next. He saw a pretty boy coming, long blonde hair, lean body wearing a white dress shirt and khakis and Sean found his eyes looking at the guy, the way the khakis fit around his narrow waist, and he wondered what he would look like naked and the realization of his thoughts made him ball of up his fists and look down at the ground. He wondered if he just acted out on this desire, actually hooked up with a guy and let the guy fuck him, fuck him hard, made it hurt, if that would make him stop. If that was what it’d take to let him get back into character, resume the role he had in high school, then he would do it, for right now he was letting his emotions and desires get the best of him.

    That evening Sean was lying on his bed trying to read for one of his classes. Keith was sitting at his desk typing away on his computer and had music playing softly in the background. Sean would look up at Keith and see how his t-shirt had ridden up in back revealing his lower back and the gym shorts were pushed up along the left leg revealing more of his upper leg than usual and Sean struggled to focus on his textbook. Keith glanced over at him and sighed, pushed his chair back and turned to face Sean.

    “Okay Sean, can I ask you something?” Keith asked.

    Sean was caught off guard by the serious tone of Keith’s question and he sat up laying the book down at his side.

    “Yeah…what’s up?”

    “Now don’t get mad, but…are you gay?”

    It felt like the bed had fallen out from beneath Sean and all of his fears rose up. The persona he had created was quickly fading before his eyes, this image he had thought he had so carefully crafted.

    “What?!”

    “Come on man…it’s okay if you are, but I think you’re…I don’t know, fighting against it, ya know?”

    “No…no, no” and Sean stared at Keith, wide eyed, thinking he had to stare him down, make him back off.

    “Okay…okay…” Keith replied his voice softening, “it’s just Jacob down the hall wanted to know. He thought…well it doesn’t matter does it.”

    “No, it doesn’t matter what Jacob thought” Sean replied and he thought of the times Jacob had been in the shower and caught him looking at him, or the times they passed in the hall and Sean was too tongue tied to speak and just nodded his head in acknowledgment. Jacob was openly gay, everyone knew about him, and Sean was surprised how most didn’t care. Sean could only admit in the middle of the night, lights out, the room dark, how he did find Jacob attractive, along with a lot of other guys, but Jacob was gay, openly so, and yet there was nothing about him that screamed out ‘gay’ for he was average in height, about the same as Sean, average build, on the lean side and his light brown hair was kept short, real short and Sean pictured him in the shower, naked, his lean body with water cascading down it and he thought of how he looked when he was backed to the shower, hands rubbing the shampoo off his head, arms up, the sparse hair barely visible in each armpit and the soap sliding down his chest over his stomach and over his cock with its small spread of pubic hair and his smooth sac hanging long underneath his cock.

    “Hey, you want to go get something to eat; I’m starving” Keith asked breaking Sean out of his reflections.

    “Yeah…sure, I could eat something.”

    ***

    After his exam on Friday Sean raced to his dorm room and threw some clothes and toiletries in his bag and left a note to Keith he had decided to go home for the weekend. It was a lie, but he couldn’t admit he was going to Atlanta. He was going there to hook up, to find a guy to take him, to make him suck dick and take it up the ass and he hoped it hurt, made him loose this sense of it being sexual and make him not feel gay; make him want to be straight. He thought if it was unpleasant, somehow repulsive, he could make himself stop having those thoughts, and he could become the guy he was suppose to be.

    He had a room at a cheap motel on the edge of the city and after checking in he took off for Midtown. He drove around for a while finding the bars and clubs he had looked up online and then he found a place to eat, someplace he wouldn’t feel weird eating alone. His stomach was tied in such knots he ate little and after checking his cell phone for the time a dozen times he finally left to go to a bar.

    The bar was busy, the large windows facing the street allowed Sean to look in and see the guys sitting around the bar and along the perimeter, some in groups and some alone, their eyes scanning the room. Sean knew he was underage, and had to be banded as such, making him feel more self-conscious, but he took a deep breath and approached the guy at the door, holding out his driver’s license. Stamped and band around his wrist he entered through the open door and into the chatter of many voices and music playing. He saw how the guys looked at him, smiling at him, their eyes scanning him up and down and several nodded at him looking for a response but Sean kept diverting his eyes, tried not to look at any one person too long. At the bar he ordered a soda, flipped a few bills on the bar and made his way around the room. The guys in the bar eyed him as he moved around the room and Sean suddenly felt uncomfortable. He found a table in the back corner empty and he sat down sipping his drink. Most of the guys who approached were too forward, flirted in a way that made Sean anxious and one by one, in one way or another, he made them walk away. Then Phillip approached.

    ***

    Phillip lived in one of the newer high rise condominium projects in Midtown, his view toward downtown spectacular. He got Sean a beer and the two of them moved into the living area and when Sean sat on the sofa Phillip sat down next to him. Sean pushed Phillip wanting Phillip to make a move and be rough with him, make him not like this sex between men but Phillip was gentle, his arm on the back of the sofa massaging Sean’s neck as he talked, what was said Sean wouldn’t even remember.

    Phillip eased up next to Sean, kissed him on the neck, his lips moving over the skin feeling the stubble coming in till he was at Sean’s ear, rimming it with his tongue. Sean fought to control his feelings and he struggled to control his response but when Phillip’s hand came to rest on his chest, rubbed up and down over him then moved down, tugged his shirt tail out of his jeans and slid back up his stomach and chest underneath, Sean gasped for breath, the touch warm and caressing. He wanted to be disgusted, to hate what was happening, but it felt good. Phillip unbuttoned Sean’s shirt and let if fall open as he moved to Sean’s chest, bringing his mouth to the right nipple, tonguing it till he felt it grow erect and he nipped it with his teeth. Sean moaned loudly and ran his hands over Phillip’s head feeling his short hair slide between his fingers.

    Phillip pushed Sean over on the sofa till he was lying on his back. He moved down Sean’s chest, over his stomach and to the bulging crotch where he mouthed Sean’s erection trapped in his jeans. It was happening too fast, Sean’s mind wouldn’t focus on his attempt to fight his desire and when Phillip had his jeans opened up and was tugging his boxers and jeans downward Sean raised his ass letting Phillip pulled them down his legs. His cock sprang out fully erect, his arousal so obvious, so embarrassingly on display but he couldn’t stop himself, nor could he stop Phillip as he felt his cock sink into Phillip’s mouth. Sean pushed upward trying to bury all of his cock into the warm slick mouth.

    Sean’s mind was racing with his conflict, trying hard to tell himself he didn’t like what was happening, but when Phillip pushed his mouth all the way down his erection and pinched his nipples at the same time he cried out as he took Phillip’s head in his hands and pumped his cock up and down a few times. Sean closed his eyes as he suddenly found himself relaxed, giving in to his desires. How long Phillip manipulated his cock, sucked it, stroked it with his fist while tugging on his sac he didn’t know but he soon realized his shoes and socks were off and Phillip was tugging his jeans and boxers off. Only his open shirt remained and the loose shirt raked over his chest, the light caress over his skin making his nakedness feel even better.

    Sean felt Phillip’s fingers trailed down below his balls, felt them probe him and he raised his knees and spread them apart giving him access, letting Phillip touch him, probe his opening and eventually penetrate him. First with one finger, then two, and finally three Phillip bore into him, penetrated him, stretched him open and he cried out as he pushed his ass down on those fingers buried in his hole.

    “Fuck…” echoed in the room as Sean felt his hole loosen; “fuck me Phillip…fuck me.”

    Sean felt his legs being raised, pushed back spreading him open and he felt Phillip press his cock to his hole, push against it then with a thrust of his hips breach the tight opening and penetrate. Phillip pushed his cock into Sean slowly, inch by inch until he had most of his cock sunk into him.

    Sean felt the heat of his own body, the way his heart was racing, his breathing ragged as he took Phillip’s fuck, the way he could feel Phillip’s cock pump through his hole, stoking him on the inside in a way he couldn’t have imagined and he wrapped his arms around Phillip’s body feeling the warm slick skin, hot with its exertion and he pulled Phillip down on his body.

    “Fuck me…fuck me hard” Sean begged Phillip and Phillip pressed his mouth to Sean’s and drove his hips harder, faster, making Sean grunt and moan with every deep penetration.

    It felt good and Sean knew it felt right too, and he laid back and took Phillip’s fuck, let every move of their bodies carry him along and he reached down and took his own cock, hard, the head wet and slick and he stroked it to Phillip’s rhythm, the fast thrusts of his hips and it only took a few strokes. Sean felt his body tense up tight, felt his body shiver beneath Phillip as he felt the surge of cum through his shaft, then he felt his cock flex hard in his fist as he pumped out his cum, wad after wad spattered out between Phillip and him as Phillip bore down on him with short jabbing thrusts.

    “Fuck…I’m coming” Phillip cried out as he pumped his load deep into Sean.

    ***

    Sean made it back to the dorm on Sunday and went inside leaving the door open. He tossed his bag on the bed and sat in his chair with his hands folded in front of him and his legs stretched out as he just stared out the window, his mind circling tighter and tighter to the reality of his situation and the fact he enjoyed the sex with Phillip. The way Phillip caressed him, the way he laid him back on the sofa and was soon penetrating him and he had liked it…no he loved it. And he loved it when they did it again in bed and then Saturday morning when Sean watched Phillip ease his ass down over the hard cock Sean held up, watching it disappear into Phillip’s hole.

    How long he sat there staring out the window he didn’t know but the sun was dipping down below the buildings across the commons and soon it would be dusk. Sean heard voices in the hall and as they got near he recognized it as Jacob and his roommate, Bill. As they passed Sean turned, catching a glimpse of the two of them.

    “Jacob!” Sean yelled out and he heard Jacob tell Bill he’d see him later. Jacob came to the open door and looked in at Sean who was turned facing the door.

    “Hey…” Sean began, leaning forward looking down for a brief moment, then back up at Jacob, and he smiled, “…I was wondering if you’d like to do something sometime…maybe go grab something to eat…or do a movie…or something?”


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  • Taks Sex LIfe Edtion

    Hi I’m Tak I’m 18 years old and myself I’m fit gotta 8inch cock but got abs trying to get some more

    My Older Gym Buddie – Story 1

    Hi I’m Tak I’m 18 years old I’ve gotta friend called James he’s super hot got abs, a nice shaven hole and a 11 inch cut cock how do i know all this well he tells me about his self like oh i gained 2 inches on my dick over last month. and myself I’m fit gotta 8inch cock but got abs trying to get some more

    Anyway so i was sitting at home one day and just being my lazy self, then my phone went off it was James calling he said to me hey coming to pick you up so you can go to the gym i just hung up and got my gym gear. it was after i finished my workout that i went down to the sauna and grabbed my jock strap and just chucked it on to stop me getting hard in or around the locker room. i hoped into the sauna and couldn’t see for shit i tripped over some feet and landed right and James soft cock i got up quickly and was just like sorry bro he said all goods , i jumped outta the sauna and saw James fully naked just walking right past me with a hard-on fuck i thought id love to ride that. all of a sudden i couldn’t control my self i grabbed his dick and pulled him into the shower and turned it on i bent down and started moving my mouth up and down and his 11 inch hard-on he grabbed me forced me up on to the shower walls turned me round and just like that. i thought he’d left and i was just about to turn around when all of a sudden sharp pain in my ass fuck id never taken a cock this big before he kept fucking me for about 30 minutes before i heard moaning and him say shit I’m gonna oh shit CUM!!!! he shot his load right up my butt he pulled out and started playing with my ass it felt so warm and wet yet fantastic he started to lick my ass and then squirt i just squirted his load of cum from my ass to his mouth mmm fuck he said that tastes so good i got up and started jerking off and then he leaves. Fuck you too i thought .

    Bros Who Fucked – Story 2

    I just had my epic party and to be honest i was off my face drunk but my brother jordan didnt seem to care lol he took care of me the only way he knew how and that was for him to do the things i needed to do e.g piss when i needed to pee hes the one who would unzip my pants pull my cock out and aim it in the toilet

    Any ways so i was so drunk off my face, everyone had left my party except Jordan, Jordan was staying over to take care of me he grabbed my body and dragged it across the floor to my bed he got me fully undressed and put me into bed but when i woke up he was cuddling me i loved this this is what id been waiting 18 years for. i felt his hand move slowly down my abs until he hit my soft cock he started to rub it up and down up and down i moved towards him to kiss him he pulled me in and kissed me deeply and then forces me to lie down on the bed he opened his ass up and then sits right down on my Cock and starts bouncing fuck this feels amazing and shit with out warning and without touching Jordan shoots his load and doesn’t stop squirt after squirt after squat it was hot it made me cum inside him he got up and so did i and he lay down with his 10 inch cock still fully hard it was hot i just had to sit down on that then when my ass went sliding on he put something over my mouth and it made me fall asleep…..

    To be Continued


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  • Double Rings

    “H Ring”

    I was laying there in his arms, nearly exhausted from his fucking, and he leaned over me with a grin. He had a silicone rubber ring in his hand-much wider than required by any finger-holding it for me to see. He turned it over and showed me there was a silicone nub on the side-in the form of an H. He stroked my belly lightly with his fingers while he told me it was especially made using my initial-and that he wanted me to brand him as mine.

    I was sighing as he stroked my belly, and my cock was rising-I wanted him to fuck me again. He leaned over and kissed me, and while he was doing so, he was pulling the ring down over my dick head. It went down over the bulb and lodged just under the rim of the glans. He held his hand there, over the cock ring, and encircling my hardening cock. He held me closely embraced to him with his arm. I trembled in his arms. My hips started to move, slowly churning, as he loosened his grip on my cock and began stroking me up and down in his hand, rubbing that H across his cream-slathered fingers. He lowered his lips to my nipple and closed his teeth over it, and I arched my back and groaned. And then he was kissing me on the lips again, deeply. I felt the weight of his body shifting and he was swinging his leg over my body, encasing my pelvis between his thighs. Positioning his channel on my cock bulb.

    He had never given himself to me before; it had always been him mastering me. He had told me he loved me and I had laughed. But he had told me that he would show me that he was mine.

    He was sliding down my pole, shuddering, the H of the cock ring rubbing his channel walls, branding him from the inside as mine-forever. He was riding me hard, arching his back, crying out “Oh Godddd!” Fucking himself on the H ring.

    * * * *

    “Ring on the Sly”

    “I don’t know, Becca, which do you think we should hit first? I heard there were a few new Vera Wangs at Clementine, but that bangly thing I told you about is at Pinks, I think. And you know how fast things go from their shelves. Do you . . .?”

    “Don’t know about Pinks; the last time we were in there, that sales girl was a little snotty, you know,” Chrissy cut into the gushing of her old college roommate Rebecca, “I don’t want to miss getting to Annette Dean’s. Maybe . . .”

    “And shoes-and a bag to go with them. Gotta get to Occasionally. And Lex’s; I’ve been thinking about . . .”

    “Ladies, ladies, the Carytown stores won’t be open all night. You begged to meet here in Richmond so you could shop while you caught up on your college days. So, go off and shop. Get out there and buy.” Barry Holden was smiling, but only on the surface.

    Barry’s wife, Rebecca, and her College roommate Chris Worthington insisted on these “catch up” outings twice a year, and they got more involved and more expensive each year. Not that Barry begrudged the money. His boat storage business in Norfolk was doing very well-very well indeed. The Worthingtons-Chris and her husband Stan-lived in Northern Virginia, where Chris was a realtor and Stan was undersecretary of somethingorother in Washington, D.C. The two couples had met this time on neutral ground, in Richmond, Virginia, where the girls wanted to shop in the artsy fartsy Carytown district, and both couples were booked at the swank Jefferson Hotel for the long holiday weekend.

    A waiter drifted by one more time to see if they wanted anything else. Stan had already paid the bill. It had been his turn. Barry paid the previous night for dinner right before the girls trotted off to an opera performance both husbands had refused to subject themselves to. The two couples were sitting in the best restaurant in Richmond-or at least one of the most expensive ones-tj’s, the dining room of the Jefferson hotel. Both husbands had been forced to suit up, which neither one was all that wild about.

    “Have you heard about Heidi Story?” Chris picked up their conversation as if Barry hadn’t commented at all. “Under new management, I’ve heard. I hope that means they’ve brought in more petites.”

    Rebecca was taken aback slightly. She didn’t know whether or not that was a dig; Chrissy had been good with such smiling backstabs in college. Rebecca was painfully aware that she would never fit in a petite size again. “We need to check out that new store, Eurotrash,” she countered. “Anything with a name like . . .”

    Barry looked over at Stan for some sort of help in getting the women going. But Stan was just sitting there, looking inscrutable, smiling his secret little smile, and looking benignly and with more than a bit of derision on the field of chattering woman at the surrounding tables-and not least at the magpies at his own table.

    But then Stan caught Barry’s look of desperation and lifted his hand and started moving a ring on his finger around and around, smiling at Barry. It was a Stan mannerism Barry knew so well, and it always stopped him in his tracks and made his blood boil. Stan was frequently given to such cocksure mannerisms.

    The ring itself was a rather strange one-made of some sort of stretchy gold mesh that would expand to accommodate any size digit, and it had a sizable golden bead as its ornament. Not for the first time Barry wondered where Stan had gotten it. But the Worthingtons traveled abroad extensively with Stan’s work, so it could have come from any exotic market worldwide.

    “. . . you know, the red-spangled jacket that women a few rows down from us at the Landmark Theater last night,” Chris was babbling. “We may have to go over to Dillard’s in the mall for that. Maybe on the way out of . . .”

    “Did you enjoy the opera?” Barry cut in. His head would explode, he thought, if these ditzy women didn’t stop talking about shopping and started doing something about it. He might just have a nervous breakdown if he couldn’t get them out of the hotel soon. “Neither one of you have said anything about the Opera. What did you see? Was the music good?” Maybe if he changed the subject for a second, it would break the logjam and they’d start moving out.

    Rebecca gave him a blank look. How stupid of me, Barry thought. They were together; they had no idea what opera was playing. They were caught up in each other. It’s the same no matter when or where they meet. Anything else happening around them was lost to them.

    But then Barry chuckled at that thought and gazed over at Stan again, who was still giving him that inscrutable smile and twisting that ring of his around on his finger.

    Chrissy swept in to save the day. “It was OK, but the soprano was a little flat-of voice that is, she was so top heavy I have no idea why she didn’t tip over into the audience. So, what did you two do while we were gone? Stan? You said you wanted to watch a game on the TV. What . . .?”

    “Oh, I just screwed around,” Stan said, smiling wanly at his wife. “Just screwed around for a while.”

    “And you?” Rebecca turned to Barry.

    “Oh, me too,” Barry said. “I . . . um . . . just screwed around too.” He took the remainder of the water in his crystal glass in one gulp for whatever diversion he could manage. A waiter promptly stepped forward and refilled the goblet-the mark of a great restaurant, pristine service even after the tip had been paid.

    If only you knew, if only you knew, Barry thought. And then he sighed and looked at Stan, sitting there, also smiling, twisting that ring, while the women resumed their shopping plans.

    It was the first time Stan had used the ring, and the novelty of it had sent Barry over the edge, making the experience much more arousing and climatic than last Christmas at the Homestead while the women were horseback riding and Stan had brought out those beads on a string. He and Stan had been stretched out on the bed alongside each other, naked, in Stan’s hotel room. Stan was always the one in control. Barry always had gone to Stan, and they never were finished until Stan was fully satisfied. And Stan was always inventive and full of surprises.

    Barry had been laying inside Stan’s embrace and Stan was stroking Barry’s cock languidly. Stan already was ready, condom in place, and Barry’s body was moving in waves of pleasure, in rhythm with the slow pumping of his cock under Stan’s always-expert attention. Stan was using that ring of his-the golden bead nub-rubbing it around on pressure points of Barry’s cock, running it down the length of him to the root and applying pressure, moving it under Barry’s balls and across his perineum, rimming Barry’s twitching, soon-to-be blissfully filled hole. It was driving Barry to distraction.

    “Oh, god, Stan. That ring. That hard bead. Oh, god, oh, god,” Barry moaned.

    “Like that, do you, Barry?” Stan whispered, smiling his inscrutable smile. “Know a secret about this ring, Barry?”

    “Oh god, no . . . yesssss, there, like that. No, tell me the secret, Stan. Ohhhhhhh . . .”

    “Here. Take the ring off my finger, Barry. Just pull on it. The gold mesh will expand. There, wasn’t that easy? Now, open it up and slide it down over my cock head. Go ahead, it will expand. Yes, yes, like that. You’re trembling, Barry. Are you beginning to understand? Just down beyond the rim of the bulb. Now your leg. Here let me help you. lift it up my chest. Move like this. Open to me, baby.”

    “Oh, Stan . . .” Moan.

    “See the golden bead? See where I’ve moved it. You know what it will be making love to when I enter you . . . like . . . this?”

    “Ohhhhh. Ahhhh. Stannnnnn! . . . Oh GAWD!”

    “Barry, my coat.”

    “Eh, what?” Barry asked, snapping out of his reverie and realizing that the women had risen, at last, and Chrissy already had her coat on. And the women weren’t the only things that had risen. Stan had his hand under the table-and on Barry’s engorging cock through the cloth of his suit trousers. The golden bead on the ring had been twisted to the underside of Stan’s hand so that it rubbed up and down along the length of Barry’s hardening cock. Stan was smiling that inscrutable smile of his.

    “My coat, honey. You are sitting on the tail of my coat.”

    Barry moved his butt off his wife’s coat-pushing his crotch closer into Stan’s hand. He thought he might feint on the spot. Barry’s mind was silently screaming. Could those damn hens just get out of here so he and Stan could get back up to the room before he creamed his shorts?

    “So, what are you guys going to do while we’re shopping?” Rebecca tossed over her shoulder as she and Chrissy, arm in arm, started out on their afternoon shopping spree in Carytown.

    Stan looked up, graced them with his inscrutable smile, and murmured, “Oh, something will come up, I’m sure. It always does.”


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  • Maybe even you

    The wind blew the rain in gusts so that it was coming at me sideways, striking me face on, Most unusual for L.A. It was cold. Biting. And hard driven. There were no hustlers for sale on the meat rack tonight.

    I turned off Santa Monica onto Gardner Avenue, heading north toward Melrose, and the change of direction shielded me from the wind. The rain, still pounding on me, became vertical. Halfway down the block I could see the purple and blue neon of The Place. I sidled against the buildings to avoid the rain, pushed the door open and went in. Suddenly the roar of the storm changed to a soft melody, an old Nat King Cole CD was crooning Nature Boy.

    I paused a moment to get my bearings. I hadn’t been here before so was not known by those sitting at the bar, their backs to me, their eyes seeking recognition in the mirror over the back counter when I entered the room.

    The Place was a carpeted and mirrored and chandeliered cocktail lounge. It was hidden on a side street known only to the cognoscenti. Despite the fact that it was on a street of no parking, with no available parking lot in the vicinity, it was crowded. Just about a full house. The customers got here through wind and rain just as I did. Climate was not important to them, but destination was.

    I shook the drops of moisture from my shoulders, and wiped a handkerchief through my hair. All the seats at the bar were taken by men of every description. For the most part, they were loners, isolated in their own private worlds.

    There was a man in his late years talking animatedly to a young man, but they were in a booth along the far wall, opposite the door. In the booth next to them, and sitting alone, was a blond man, slender and graceful, handsome, as all the patrons seemed to be. His eyes met mine. With a quiet, almost imperceptible smile, he nodded his head. An implied invitation. If Alex Simpson were not waiting for me in the booth next to his, I wondered if I would have joined him. But instead, I walked past, almost reluctantly, slipped into the next booth, and sat down beside Alex.

    “So you made it.”

    “I said I would.”

    “Yeah, I know,” and he turned toward the bar.

    The bartender was hairy. You could see black curly hair, masses of it, through his T-shirt, a snug fit, clasping his arms only inches below powerful shoulders. His broad chest, hard nipples and deep belly button were all suggested. Though he was tall, the bar cut him off at the navel, and I felt a flash of disappointment, but when he walked over to us to take my order, I saw it. His basket was full.

    Alex smiled at me, that warm welcoming sweetness that he turns on so easily. He was a handsome man with well-formed, regular features. Dark, heavy eyebrows over deepset black eyes. Though he obviously had shaved, his heavy black beard had begun to sprout, an accent to his maleness. He was about my age. Somewhere in the early thirties, though because of the lack of stress-lines in his face, he might even be twenty five.

    I had recently met him at a dinner party at my own house. It seems our wives were members of Assistance League and my wife, Laura, had invited them, encouraging a growing friendship. Knowing me as Laura did, I wondered at the inclusion of Alex and Karen into our little social group.

    He was an attractive physical animal from anyone’s point of view, especially mine, and at this point in my life I was susceptible.

    Two of the men who sat at the bar got up and walked through a door that was at the far side of the bar. Another man came in from outside, drenched by the rain, and took one of the empty seats. The older man with the young man left their booth. The boy minced past us with swiveling hips, the mans’ arm around his shoulder. They, too, went through the door. The soft-voiced Cole sang, “Too Young”.

    In this unreal atmosphere, Alex looked at me and touched my hand. “I thought this would be a good place to meet and get to know each other better.”

    “I didn’t know it was here. Just down the hill from my house – just a few miles away, but I never noticed it. Must have driven past a hundred times.”

    “Well, they make an effort not to be noticed. It’s a kind of a club, you know. For special kind of people. I figured if we met here all the cards would be on the table. You know what I mean. You could just get up and leave, amd that’s that. That is, if you don’t want to go along with it.”

    I knew what he was getting at, of course. What I didn’t know was how I would react to it. Ever adventuresome, and ever curious, in my twenty-eight years I had not yet stepped over the line into the gay world.

    I’d considered it, often of late. Had opportunities ….offers, hints of pressure, leg on leg, innuendos, veiled suggestions, but a certain caution, undefinable, but there, held me back. Perhaps I was waiting for the right man, or maybe the right moment.

    On this occasion, I must confess to a stirring in my loins. The soft lighting, the music, the hairy bartender, the sheltering seclusion and the impact of my new friend, Alex, who positively shed masculinity, combined to ignite hidden and repressed fires. I was suddenly shy, a fit of adolescent bashfulness, and I lowered my head, trying to smile as though with confidence.

    He squeezed my hand. “You’ll like it, I promise. There’s only one purpose, you know. And that’s pleasure. Personal. Yours to you and mine to me. I’m sure you feel an attraction to me. When I saw you at your house, that night Laura gave the dinner, I wanted you. Knew I had to have you. You must feel the same.”

    He paused and I turned away and looked around the bar. It was a busy place despite the inclement weather. There had been a shift of customers. New ones coming in from the street; the old seemed to disappear through the door next to the bar. I felt that I should say something, an answer to his candid revelations, but I didn’t know what to say. Though I liked the feel of his hand on mine, and the pressure of his leg, I drew away and isolated myself in the corner of the booth. We drank our second drink in silence.

    After a while he said, “I have this feeling that you want to jump over the line, but you don’t know how. We’ve all been there, you know. Karen and I’ve been married six years. I got the itch early. Started with her little brother, summer of 95. That’s almost four years ago. We still make it, now and again, he and I, at those swinging parties up in the hills, or once in while, out on my boat.

    “That’s where it started in the first place….the boat. He begged me to give him a ride. Hell, he was only sixteen. So I headed up toward Anacapa. It was a hot day, not warm and breezy like usual, but real hot and still, and I pulled off my trunks to piss in the ocean, you know, over the side. Felt good to get the trunks off me. I like to be naked, anyway.

    Always sail that way when I’m alone, so I took them off. Shit! I figured we’re just two guys. What difference did it make?

    “And then I saw him looking at me. Not just looking, staring, and rubbing his crotch. His little pink nips were getting hard. I thought Jesus, boyo! What’s happening here? His eyes were all over my body. I mean he looked at me like his sister looked at me for Christ’s sake. I thought

    ‘You that way? Billy boy’ And he pulled his shorts down and stepped out of them. His naked body was slender, no hair, just a bit at the crotch. he was almost feminine, kind of a boy-girl, if you know what I mean. And he was smiling, big and broad, almost laughing. As though this was what he wanted, like he’d been waiting for it to happen.

    “I just stood there leaning against the rail, and he came up to me. He knelt down on the deck and touched my balls with his hands, soft like a girl would, only different, and he bent his head forward and kissed my pisser. Yeah, it was hard, shit! It was soaring. I wondered about that, but figured it was the sun and the beer.

    “He swallowed it, all the way, his nose in my hair, his hand on my balls and a finger up my ass. It was nice. It was great! I liked it. I watched his head bob back and forth, feeling the pleasure. Jesus it was GREAT! And then I pulled away. The boat was drifting, so I dropped anchor, and we had another beer, and a joint, and went into the cabin to get out of the sun, and he kissed me, like his sister would, real wet and deep. My cock got so hard it hurt, and suddenly I wanted him, I mean I got so fucking hot for this sweet boy-girl I got on my knees and took his cock in my mouth. Just like that. In one instant I became a cocksucker. Shit!

    And I sucked him dry, eating his cum, and begging for more. Shit man! I loved it. Like I’d been waitin for it all my life, but never knew it.

    Well, we did a lot of sailing from then on, Billy and me.”

    He was leaning toward me, so close I could smell and feel his sweet warm breath. His eyes were almost closed, barely perceptible through the heavy lashes, and then, his lips touched mine, soft and moist, just a gentle tug of sucking. We lingered for a long time in this half-embrace, desire increasing from the exquisiteness of the gentle kiss. How strange we humans are; our bodies reaching to each other seeking tenderness.

    I pulled away from him again and looked about, suddenly conscious that I was in a public room, exploring hungers and sensations that I didn’t know existed only moments ago, hungers and sensations in a confused tangle that needed unravelling.

    “I don’t know if I want to get involved like this. I love sex. Can’t get enough of it. Fuck Laurie every night and jack off in the shower every morning. I don’t need anything else.”

    “Don’t you?” his voice, a husky whisper.

    “Well hell, what about you? You got Karen.”

    “I got them both, Karen and little brother Bill, and now I want you. I’m making it as clear as I can to you. You want it straight out? I want to kiss you, and suck you and fuck you. I want to make you feel good, man, like you never felt before. And I want you to fuck me. Like I say, the cards are on the table. Let’s do it, or let’s get out of here.”

    In his animation, his black eyes sparkled with a fire-like intensity. He smiled as he talked, his lips thickened. “I don’t want to love you, man.

    I just want to have fun with you. You want it, I can tell. Shit! If you don’t, just get up and go. Karen? Hell, Karen’ll be there when I get home after I suck your cock, and she’ll be hot as me, and we’ll fuck up a storm,” he paused, and then, “You know what Karen’s doing right now, this minute? She’s eating pussy. Got her face buried in that hair pie. Buried in you wifes’ cunt. You must know that. She and Laura’s been making out for a couple of months now. Ever since they met at that goddam club.” And he sat back and looked at me as if I were challenging what he said.

    And I remembered one night when Laura and I were fucking, and she twisted around to suck my cock, and put her cunt in my face, and I spread the lips, my tongue trying to latch onto the clit, and she cried ‘Karen’ and I, like a poor sap, I never connected it to anything. Shit! What a fucking mixed up world we live in. But it made me feel glad. Laura making it with Karen. It relieved me. Lifted a cloud. I leaned forward, toward Alex Simpson, and looking into his black eyes, I said in a low voice, “Okay.

    I’ll stay. You’ll have to show me. You’re right. I want it, whatever it is, and it’s you I want to do it with.

    I had made the commitment. There was no backing out now. He smiled that lovely, warm bedroom smile that so enchanted me, and I knew that at this moment I belonged to him.

    He brought out a thin, silver cigarette case. It contained twelve neatly packed hand-rolled joints. He lit one, took a heavy drag and handed it to me. The rush of hot smoke seared my throat and lungs, but I held it deep inside me and finally released it in a fit of coughing. It was top quality grass, I guess the best I had ever had. An immediate marvelous glow enveloped me. A lightness that was not there before. We sat separated now, yet bound together by our tacit agreement to give ourselves each to the other, and now that the struggle was over and the commitment made and accepted, we finished the joint and washed away the irritating smoke with one more drink.

    The effect of the grass seemed to intensify everything around me. The drink tasted better, the music sweeter, and Alex, more needed. His handsome regular features, his black hair falling over his forehead in a boyish way, his heavy eyebrows hanging over dark eyes, were like magnets drawing me into his world. I was alive, my cock pushing hard against confining jeans. Sitting back in the corner as I was, with marijuanas’

    pleasures working through my body, and looking at this beautiful male animal, sent hunger and horniness and need, rushing inside me. He was waiting for the gathering clouds of lust, and abandoned life long restrictions, to come together, and when he recognized that they had, and that I was ready, he stood up.

    “Let’s go,” he muttered, and I followed him to the door at the side of the bar, not totally oblivious to the knowing smile of those seated at the counter. As we passed the bartender, he nodded impassively and pushed a button under the bar. The door clicked open. We followed a short dark hall to another door. I noticed that Alex had a key for this one.

    As we entered, there was the sounds of music, which came from a huge jukebox off to one side. It was a disco; loud and dark with flashing lights of many colors. There was a small stage at one end with a dance floor in front of it. It was surrounded by booths containing men, singly or in pairs.

    Two, almost naked males, young and handsome, were on the stage. They wore loose sequined jock straps, which barely covered them. They moved their oiled bodies in all directions, coming together at certain intervals of the beat of the loud music, to kiss briefly, and then to dance apart.

    The room smelled of mingled sweat, grass and expensive cologne. There was an electric excitement. Let it all hang out the music touted. The flashing lights played over the almost bare bodies of the two dancers.

    They pushed their hips forward in time to the music. Bulging baskets and erect nipples. Their tongues wetted their open lips, an invitation to all who watched them. A waiter appeared. He was shirtless, with a bow tie around his neck. Skin- tight pants. He had no body hair, and his nipples were very bright, catching the light, for sequins had been pasted over them. He took us to a booth in a center part of the side walls. It was the best location in the room for seeing what was going on. I questioned that it was empty. “I reserved it,” Alex said lightly. Apparently he knew what my decision would be.

    I looked around the room. The loud music and the dancing go-go boys excited me. More then I would have expected. They eased their jockstraps off and were now naked, showing everything they had. And what they had was beautiful. The glow of colored lights shimmered over their slim, hairless bodies. Their hard cocks soaring, waved back and forth in time to the beat of the music. Graceful hands fluttered over hanging hairy testicles and swollen nipples, touching, embracing, kissing, loving, and then they separated, skirting over the booths like butterflies, begging all who wanted to, to touch their secret parts.

    Alex leaned forward to kiss the dancer who exhibited himself in front of us. I reached out and held his erect cock in my hand. The first hard cock I had ever felt, except my own. My fingers played up and down, over the solid muscle encased in elastic skin, and cupped the loose testicles, and he danced away with a smile.

    Alex’s leg pressed against mine, his left hand exploring my growing crotch.

    “This place is private. A sex club. Men only. Cocksuckers like you and me who want to get fucked. A fun place. No complications. Pleasure’s the only thing you can get here, in all its variations. Any time, day or night. There’s only one rule. You can’t say no to anyone for anything.

    If you get asked, you do. Leads to some pretty exciting experiences. That is, if you come here on your own. Once you’re teamed up, you can’t be interrupted by anyone. Unless you want to, of course.”

    The two naked dancers left the stage. The music now was sweet, and several couples were on the floor, dancing. It was a comfortable feeling to be here among ‘friends’. We all had one thing in common….sex pleasure. No pretensions. And Alex kissed me. Deep, wet, sweet and tender, and I drew his tongue into my mouth in submission. Complications? I knew they were inevitable. A wave of passion that could not be called back, washed over me, but then who wanted to call it back?

    He sensed my giving, and gently pulled away. “Let’s go,” he said. And he led me across the room to a door I had not noticed.

    Arm in arm we went down a long hallway lined with closed doors. We stopped at #14. Using a key, we went inside to a well furnished room, dominated by a huge bed on either side of which was a table and lamp. The lights were on, but with only a red bulb in each, casting a complimentary glow around the room. One wall was mirrored, and in its reflection I saw an open door to a bathroom.

    He gathered me into his arms, muscular and unyielding. He was not a man who wore cologne, and the natural smell of him, clean and animal, added to my excitement. His agile tongue explored my mouth nibbling at my open lips, and sucking my tongue into the hot wet cave. Though he was gentle, he was demanding too, and I knew he was not to be denied. I belonged to him, all the way now. He pressed his swollen cock against me. It was the rudder guiding my boat through passionate seas. The stubble of his beard scratched my cheek and sent shivers of expection down my spine.

    We kicked off our shoes, and scrambled out of our clothes. In moments, we were naked. I was too worked up, too hot, to look at him. And he was turned on too. He slobbered his tongue over my chest to each nipple biting hard, sucking, licking and biting again. The growing bristle on his face scratched against my stomach, and mingled with the considerable blond hairs that grew there. He paused at the navel, and played with it with his tongue, while the tip of my hard and soaring cock brushed against the underside of his neck. The friction of bristling beard played havoc with the nerve ending at the tip, The foreskin had stretched back, and the slick smooth glans rubbed over his stiff beard. Had he not shaved on purpose?

    For fear of cumming too soon I had to pull away. he understood. We were both panting now, anxious to consumate our loving, but desirous of prolonging it too.

    I fell onto the bed, and rolling on my back looked to the ceiling, black and infinite. He lit another joint, and after inhaling a deep draught of it, passed it to me. The power of it began in my toes and surged upward until I was totally engulfed in its effects. It was like a giant body blush. And the immediate need to come subsided a little, and I knew the climax was delayed. Thank god!

    It was then that I raised myself up on my elbows, and looked at him standing there. A god he was, his body of perfect proportions, strong and solid. he was graceful too, in a subtle way, and as I looked at him, he too, stood by the side of the bed looking at me. His huge cock jutted out from its bush of coal black abundant pubic hair. The head of it shining in the red glow of the two lamps.

    Unconsciously, he twisted his erect nipples, adding pleasure to an already sensitive body. He looked at me. It was the mentors look, demanding sugjugation. As though I could deny him anything now. I reached my arms to him, my hands touching his lowhanging testicles as carefully as I could, and I pulled him toward me. Raising my head, I kissed them, sucking on the spider web hair that protected them. They were so soft, like velvet and silk. As he moved closer, my tongue kissed the loose-sleeved shaft of his swollen bone. Then I too, became a cocksucker, for his hard erect cock slipped into my mouth. My tongue washed over it, loving the swollen veins and ridges and the ultra smooth skin of the tip. I sucked. And my tongue played on the sensitive underside where the skin comes together.

    His control was much better than mine had been, for he was not threatened with and early spouting. Without moving his cock from my grasp, he lay down on the bed beside me, and I continued pleasuring him as well as myself, for I loved the sense of completeness that came from the connection of his body to mine. Except for an occasional whimper he made no sound.

    My hands grasped his waist and slid under his buttocks, and gently raised his body closer to me so that I could suck his cock deeper into my throat.

    We made love that way for a long time. Then the dam broke, and I swallowed a part of him.

    With his hands on my head, he carefully and gently raised it off his cock.

    He pulled me forward so that I lay on top of him, my feet leveraged against his. My cock was buried in his bristly pubic bush, our tongues in a deep kiss. And as we kissed, we rocked our hips together giving our cocks a lovely sensual pleasure.

    How sweet it was!

    This masculine man with the coarse stubble on his cheeks and chin, his arms circled around me, pressed his hard body to mine so that we were almost one. Yes. I love this Alex. I love doing this with you and it is, what you say, a pleasure trip. We do belong to each other. When your cock enters my mouth we are joined together. We are in truth one person, taking all the exquisite sensations the other has to offer.

    We lay in a quiet half-sleep, our bodies relaxed and satisfied. My face was buried in the curve of his neck and shoulder, and I kissed the smooth skin, sucking a hickey there, as I thought of what had happened moments before.

    The sexual pleasure was exquisite, an unexpected surprise, both as to its occuring at all, and to the intense pleasure it gave me. I knew there would be pleasure to him, sucking his cock in my warm wet mouth. That I knew. But the surprise was the immense pleasure and compete satisfaction that came to me from the sudden ejaculated spouts of sperm. Salty and sweet. Hot cream filling my mouth and striking the back of my throat. A great warmth washed over me; a giant wave of completion, coupled with the knowledge that I had a part of him inside me. I was the fellator, the cocksucker, yet I was the one to receive this subtle and exquisite pleasure. That was the surprise.

    I stirred, moving my body from the warmth of his, I broke the spell of the afterglow. My need now was to have his cock again. Once more to suck, to taste him, to transfer the sexual sensations from him to me, then back to him once more. And so I slobbered my tongue down his hairy body, seeking the solid erection, but his cock was but a peepee, limp and relaxed. The foreskin swallowed the smooth red tip, and slipped over the piss slit. The testicles were loose furry sacks covering two marbles, and the heat of past passion brought a marvelous musk odor, the smell of sweat and sex, that from now on to forever would excite me.

    I washed the genital area with my tongue. So better to taste him. He raised his hips so I could get to the underside of his balls, back toward the deep crevice of his buttocks. It was intoxicating. I moved forward and took his penis into my mouth, rolling it around my tongue like the somelier tests the cabernet, but life was gone.

    His hands fingered the hair on my head, massaging it. It was the only indication that he was awake. I sucked, and teased, and then he spoke.

    His voice, a husky whisper.

    “Wait, Joe! Come around this way,” and the bed began to stir with his slow deliberate movement. “There, that’s better, isn’t it?”

    Now he was completely turned about, his cock, beginning to stir with life, hanging in my face. I kissed it, taking it into my mouth, and I could feel the miracle of the growing erection. And I could also feel the stubble of his sprouting beard as he swallowed my cock into his warm mouth. The incredible sixty-nine. The sweet pleasure of giving and taking. Twice blest, with the working of his tongue on my cock and testicles, while his cock, hard now, was deep down my throat, and as he fucked it back and forth, his hairy musky balls slapped my face.

    The excitement mounted as the sensations, coming from two directions, seemed to prolong the growing climax. I sucked hard, anxious for his cum to splash into my throat. And at the same time, I pumped my hips forward and back, fucking my most sensitive cock in and out of his mouth. And all the growing pleasure was accented by his sprouting beard. His technique at fellatio was of abandon, not just accomodation as it was with Laurie.

    Laurie sucked to give pleasure to me, but with Alex the pleasure was his, just as sucking his cock gave pleasure to me. The result, transferred itself from one to the other, and with that extra-hardening, I knew he was ready to cum and so was I. We climaxed together in another delicious orgasm.

    When the pleasure ebbed away, with my face nestled in his groin, I fell asleep. It was deep, restful and rejuvenating. It lasted but a short time. We began to stir. Again in tandem, slobbering lips, kisses and loving, we couldn’t get enough of each other. Is this how love is born?

    In this enormous wave of passion?

    We separated, sitting on the side of the bed that faced the mirrored wall.

    The reflection was of two men of similar age and build, not muscular, but with natural bodies. One clothed in black hair from head to stubble to spreading hairs covering chest and nipples and cascading down to his rising cock; the other, blond and somewhat hirsute too, the color of coppery red in the glow of the lamp. He handed me a can of beer, cool and revitalizing, and I raised it to my lips and washed away the traces of our loving with a deep and satisfying swallow. He lit a joint, and we shared the beer and the joint until they were gone. Then he touched me and kissed me once more, and the passion returned and began the slow climb to a new plateau.

    We had talked very little through all our lovemaking. Communication was by kissing lips and gentle fingertips, grunts and groans of pleasure, encouraging more probing or titillation or pulling away to avoid a too soon climax.

    He leaned forward brushing his chest hair on my shoulder, his hand on my cock, his middle finger seeking my hole. “I want to fuck you,” he whispered into my ear, “Okay,” he asked? “You going to let me fuck you?”

    Looking deep into his eyes I saw the hunger, the excitement of anticipation. I knew I wanted him to do it. I had made up my mind to that when I decided earlier in the evening to spend the night with him; but now as we lay naked together, the taste of his love-cum in my throat and my fingers wrapped around his shaft, I wondered if I would be able to take his cock, so erect and hard. His smile was shy, almost bashful. His expression reflected his concern that I would say no, but I smiled back and closed my eyes and nodded my assent. His kiss on the lips was open and tender, and I wondered just how tender the fucking would be.

    He placed pillows beneath my buttocks, raising my ass from the bed. Then he placed my feet apart, flat, bending the knees so that they pointed to the ceiling and, all the while, he massaged my hole and pushed his middle finger inside.

    “Relax,” he said, “We’re in no hurry. It’s early yet, and with the rain outside we’ve no place to go. The whole secret is you got to relax. I’ll take it easy. Remember it’ll hurt a little, but only at first, ’til I get in.”

    “It’s just that you’re so fucking big. I can hardly suck on it. How the hell’m I supposed to take it inside me……?”

    “I fuck Billy, don’t I? If he can take me you can. Billy loves it….you will too. I promise if it hurts too much just yell out and I’ll stop….Okay?” And he pulled away and reaching to a drawer in the table by the bed, took a small plastic bottle into his hand. I watched him pour the contents over his swollen cock. The red lamp caught the shimmering oil as it covered his cock and rolled down into his pubic hair. And then he played with my anus again, and I realized he was placing some of the oil into my rectum. His finger slid in easily now, resulting in a curious sensation.

    I opened my eyes to look at him hovering above me. The ample locks of his black hair fell over his forehead and almost covered his thick eyebrows.

    His eyes in his angular face, were soft and gentle now. Not probing and restless as before. There was just a bare suggestion of a smile on his face as though in remembering the pleasure of past fucks, he was building anticipation for this one.

    He bent over me now. The tip of his cock grazing my anus. I received his kiss with my mouth open and my tongue seeking contact with his, and I thought to myself, “Alright you sonova bitch, FUCK! Let’s get it over with. I’m sure the pleasure will be all yours. Let’s get it done so I can fuck you next,” and the thought of sticking my cock into his tight asshole seemed to sustain me for the violation of my own asshole. Jesus! How did I ever let myself get into this? Jesus!

    He was easing the cock in, and though my sphincter resisted and tried to refuse entry, he was insistent. Shit! What a fucking awkward position.

    And the pain began, sharp and piercing. His tongue was still in my mouth.

    Did I bite on it in my agony? My own cock was lost in a tangle of hair that covered his flat stomach. There should have been pleasure there, but the pain was so intense that I could feel nothing else. Christ! It felt as though his cock was all the way in, but he kept pushing further and harder. In our agony of effort we were glued together by sweat pouring from protesting bodies. An then suddenly, when I was about to cry to him to stop, he was in, all the way. We rested a while and the pain eased.

    Like a miracle there simply was no pain.

    He held me in his arms and kissed me hungrily, with love and passion, and the sleeve of my rectum accepted his swollen muscle joining our bodies together. Now we were truly one.

    Very slowly, he began the fucking motion. An enormous wave of pleasure washed over my body like the thrill at the climax of a symphony, or of seeing an evenings’ sunset, and I raised my pelvis in cadence with his fucking, and we rocked in a mutual rhythm. His cock filled my rectum and rubbed against my prostate. The sensation mounted to heights that were never expected nor ever before achieved. But then he eased his fucking and the pleasure subsided like the waves rolling back to sea.

    We rested, kissed, sucked nipples, tongued ears. And he began to fuck again, and the nerves in my cock came to life and the friction of his cock in my ass, and of my cock on his hairy stomach, sent shivers of ecstacy along my spine like flashes of lightning.

    Since we both had ejaculated several times, our testicles were nearly empty of sperm and were not yet ready to come, so the fuck and the incredible pleasure of it, went on and on and on until finally the cum had gathered from the furtherest recesses of the scrotum and, in a final and furious pumping fuck, he reached his climax and so did I spilling my last drops in the wet black hair that grew over his flat stomach.

    As the intensity of the fuck subsided so did his cock and we fell apart.

    We were no longer connected except for tangled arms and legs, gentle kisses and again we fell into the sleep of the afterglow.

    I awoke, not long after. I reached for him but the bed was empty. The sound of the shower striking the tiles in the stall mingled with the muffled roar of the rain pounding the roof outside and told me where he was. I became aware of the dried cum and sweat that covered me. Bounding out of bed, I joined him under the soft hot water. He smiled his welcome and reaching out pulled me to him. Incredibly, my cock began to stir at the contact of his slippery soapy body. The hair was plastered down now as though it were painted on his chest and torso. We kissed long and lovingly and we washed each other and kissed again and touched secret places.

    “I love you,” I said, “I’ll do anything, anything you want that pleases you. I never had anything like before. God! It was so great, so beautiful. You’re wonderful! And I love you.”

    We were sitting on the bed gazing at each others’ reflection in the mirror, sharing a beer and a joint. The clock showed 1:30. The rain still pounded on the roof.

    He grinned as he looked at me. His smile was wise and enigmatic, perhaps a little cocky and superior. “No,” he said, “You don’t love me, this is what you love,” and he pointed to his cock, resting in the curly hairs of his leg, “and this, and this, and this,” touching his loose testicles and his nipples and his mouth. “You’re just another guy like me, out for body pleasure. Fuck we don’t love anybody, you and me. It’s ourselves we love.”

    I protested what he said, “There’s no one in the world but you….”

    He chuckled.

    “I mean it, Alex. It’s only you now.”

    His eyes were soft and longing as a quiet sadness came and went across his face, as though he wished it were true. And he bent forward to kiss me.

    A lingering tenderness accented my statement, “This is love, Alex. The most I can give you is myself, and I do and will absolutely. You can have anything, no, everything I’ve got or will have. I belong to you now.

    There is no one else.”

    His breath escaped in a deep sigh, like air leaving an inflated balloon, and he slumped forward, deflated and dejected. “Let me show you something,” he said, as he reached for the telephone.

    “Hi, It’s Alex Simpson in fourteen. Who’s around? Ducy? Yeah send him in. Yeah, you said it. Thanks.” He embraced me and fondled my cock and balls, loved my nipples with a warm and serious kiss. I fell back upon the bed, and with his tongue he played across my naked body with wet kisses, that scarred my soul with their intensity. “Yes, I wish it were so. I really do,” he said almost silently.

    The door barely sounded as it opened and then closed. The man who entered was black. Looking up from the mattress he appeared to be a giant. I later learned he was six-five tall. His naked body was magnificently proportioned, broad shoulders tapered to a narrow waist, long legs and slender ankles. There was no hair on his body, except of a sandpaper patch, short and curly, surrounding his humungous erect cock. He was of a dark mahagony color on shiny smooth skin; his flesh was firm, not fat, and a flat stomach rippled with surface muscles. His cock was erect, straight up, perpendicular to his body. I couldn’t tell if he was cut or not, the foreskin must have pulled back revealing the smooth pink skin of the tip of it. His testicles were not loose and hanging, but solid round balls full of precious cum. He stood with his feet apart, his cock swaying slightly to and fro, and with his left hand he massaged his balls as if to prepare and warm the sperm contained inside.

    It was after I surveyed and digested his body that I looked up at his face.

    He was handsome in an asian way, his almonds shaped eyes were far apart;

    his nose had flared nostrils. The smile was open and wide indicating his pleasure at what he was about to do. His teeth were even and white and his chin, firm and determined. There was no hair on his head for it had been shaved and the effect was theatrical and startling and, as I gazed at him, this complete male animal, I said aloud for all to hear, “You are beautiful. So goddam beautiful,” and I raised my legs exposing my asshole.

    “Please sir, fuck me!” I said.

    I Knew then what Alex meant. I do not belong to any one man. I belong to everyone. Maybe even you.


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  • a nostalgic moment

    James drove along the old familiar road as he thought about what it had been like to grow up in the rural area, as he did each time he came to visit. It had been twenty five years ago when he had graduated high school and left this place. Twenty five years where he had gone to college, came to accept who he was as a person and eventually find himself in Portland, running his own business and settled down with Paul, whom he had met right after college when he was living in Boston. Five years later they relocated to Portland, a place that suits the two of them more than any other and a place where they have developed friends, business relationships and a sense of belong that makes James realize he’ll never leave.

    Twice a year James made the trip to this rural community, sometimes accompanied by Paul, and like this trip, sometimes alone. He came to visit his remaining family, a mother who still lived in the old farm house and a brother who now ran the farm. James had flown into Atlanta, the closest he could get with a non-stop flight, and rented a car to make the final leg of his journey, always enjoying the simple four hour drive down into the deep south, across the undulating countryside with its farms, small towns and, of course, miles of pine grown in strict straight rows by the paper mills. James had an hour left of his trip when he arrived into the familiar territory of his youth. He passed the Goodwin farm, the Anderson Dairy, now just empty barns and a few posts left along the old fence line, the land now farmed by another family and he passed the Russell farm where he saw the large round bales of hay scattered across the field like some modern art installation, bales that only a machine could make and only a machine could move. James thought how farming had changed and he felt a pang of regret, the memory of spending part of his summers on the Russell farm as a teenager, helping to load hay bales and then stack them neatly in Mr. Russell’s barn. Back then they baled hay in small rectangular bales and Mr. Russell hired some of the local boys to come pick them up and get them into the barn.

    James thought of those days, two or three of the boys on the trailer grabbing up the bales tossed to them and stacking them neatly so as to load as many as possible. James had been fourteen the first year Mr. Russell hired him and he remembered walking along the field as Mr. Russell pulled the tractor along and he struggling to pick up those bales that seemed so heavy at the time, as he tossed them up on the trailer. He also remembered how he had looked at the other boys, most were older than him, three of them seniors in high school. A few would go shirtless, their upper bodies tanned from the hot sun and their skin would be glistening with the sweat that covered them, the summer days not only hot, but also humid. James thought of Brian who had played football, who’s straw blonde hair would lighten up as his skin grew darker, and there was Aaron, who had jet black hair and naturally dark skin everyone knew was from his Native American ancestry and James had remembered how he had stared at Aaron’s smooth skin, the way sweat ran down it, and how his waist was so narrow he was constantly pulling up his jeans. And there was Calvin, who always wore a t-shirt for he had pale skin, but the way his t-shirt hung on his body, the way it had clung to his skin had made James struggle not to stare at him. James remembered all of the boys, and over the next four years, each summer he had returned to Mr. Russell’s farm to help load hay bales, each year finding his own body filling out, his ability to do the work easier till his last summer home having graduated from high school he found himself on the trailer with Bobby.

    That summer was hot as usual and rain was threatening so Mr. Russell was worried about getting the hay bales put away in the barn, so the boys pushed themselves, worked hard, as they loaded the trailer time and time again. James, at eighteen, had been tall and lanky but his work on his own family’s farm and helping others such as Mr. Russell had made him strong and he had stamina, which in the heat of the day was more important than brute strength and it was why he found himself on the trailer with Bobby. Bobby was a couple of inches shorter than his six foot two but was more muscular, broader at the shoulders and his dark reddish brown hair reflected the sun light with its red tones. Bobby was Mr. Russell’s nephew staying the summer with them to help on the farm and James had found himself struggling not to stare at him. When they had started that first morning he found himself nervously talking non-stop as they restacked the bales on the trailer.

    Bobby didn’t talk much, and James would see Bobby look over at him, a smile on his face and James didn’t know if he was amused by what he was saying or at the way he was jabbering on. They had been in the field less than an hour when the heat of the day had them sweating profusely. James watched as Bobby stood up straight and pulled his t-shirt over his head, and James stared at the torso as it came into view, the smooth fair skin and the dark hair under his arms, thick and wet with sweat, and when Bobby had tucked the shirt into the back of his jeans he had caught James looking at him and he had stopped, staring back at James, his eyebrows arched upward, questioningly, and James felt his embarrassment rise up and knew his face was red with the shame of getting caught. He turned away and tried to act normal.

    “It’s going to be hot as hell today” James said as he reached for another bale.

    “Yep” was all Bobby had said at first, and after he had set a couple of bales in place he had stopped again, looking over at James. “How can you stand that shirt? It just sticks to your skin making you hotter and hotter.”

    James knew the cotton t-shirt just trapped heat, but he had never taken it off around the other boys, always conscious of being skinny, not as developed as some of them, but this time seemed different and he nodded his head as he stood up and pulled his wet t-shirt over his head and tucked it into the back of his jeans. The warm breeze, what there was of it, did feel better and the heat of the sun on his skin hadn’t felt as hot as it did with his shirt on. He used his hand to wipe the sweat down his chest and over his stomach and as he did so he saw Bobby watching him.

    “It is cooler without it” James said as he looked up at Bobby who just nodded and went back to picking up the bales to stack neatly. James glanced down at the other boys, Rick, Neil, John and Charlie, all of them younger by a year or two, all with their shirts off revealing bodies of different maturity, all of them appealing to James, but it was Bobby who had his rapt attention, the one who was the greatest mystery to him. The other boys he knew, their personalities, the girls they dated and in the end, the sense of how he was different from them, and his attraction to them was foolish, something he had to hide. But Bobby was an unknown, someone his own age and time and time again someone he would find looking at him.

    James found he had stopped talking once he had removed his shirt and had gotten into the rhythm of the work and settled into a pace he could maintain. Bobby and he worked tirelessly, stacking bale after bale on the trailer till they had it so high the boys on the ground couldn’t toss them high enough to reach and Mr. Russell would head to the barn so they could go through the process of unloading the trailer, placing each bale neatly in the barn.

    When they took a break of lunch, sitting on the back of the flatbed truck that was parked in the shade of a tree, Bobby had sat down next to James, so close James could smell his scent, the sweat bringing it out, and as they sat with their legs hanging over the side eating the food Mrs. Russell had prepared, fried chicken, baked potatoes, beans and bread James tried not to think about the closeness of Bobby.

    “So what do you guys do around here for fun?” Bobby asked between taking bites of chicken.

    “Not much; weekends we usually go into Harrisburg and hang out or eat at the pizza joint in town and if we want to go to a movie we’ll drive over to Montgomery” James replied.

    “Sometimes we go down to the creek and build a fire and party” John interjected.

    “Sounds like fun” Bobby replied and James couldn’t help but note the sarcastic tone of his response.

    “Not really” James muttered under his breath and he saw Bobby look over at him and smile.

    The rest of the day they worked across the field until the sun was sinking below the horizon and the mosquitoes started to bite. Mr. Russell drove the last partial load to the barn with Bobby and James on the trailer and the others following in the flatbed truck.

    For the next two days they worked, pushing to get finished before a storm coming up out of the gulf would move through dumping rain on the region. James and Bobby on the trailer and the others walking along tossing the bales up to them and all during the day James would glance over at Bobby, look at his upper body, the way he moved, the way his shoulder blades shifted with his arm movements, the way his ass moved in his tight jeans. James saw a lot in every glance, each time they passed each other or were next to each other moving the bales. He saw how the sweat beaded up on Bobby’s skin and ran down in rivulets, cascading down his back and chest till his jeans were soaked around the waist and slid down an inch or so. Bobby’s briefs would become exposed and James had watched how at times Bobby’s jeans would slide down enough to see the briefs below the waist band, where the thin fabric, wet with sweat was transparent and he could see the lighter skin of his ass or the area below his stomach. Bobby would catch him looking and just smile. James was relieved on the second day when Bobby began to talk more openly, tell James of living in Tampa, spending a lot of time at the beach, and through it all James noticed Bobby didn’t mention a lot of friends, didn’t talk of group activities, of going to football games or parties, but he did hint at having a few close friends, guys he hung out with at each other’s homes listening to music and ‘doing things’ and James didn’t ask ‘what things?’ but just let Bobby talk, glad to finally hear him talking.

    It was near the end of their third day in the field, and James and Bobby were standing up straight, stretching their backs, twisting out the tensions as Mr. Russell was fueling the tractor and the others were sitting on bales still on the ground, that Bobby asked the question that made James stutter as he tried to respond.

    “James, you don’t date girls?” Bobby asked.

    “What? I…well…I haven’t dated anybody yet…focused on…” James stuttered and stammered and finally just stopped talking knowing his face would be red from his embarrassment.

    “Relax man, I haven’t dated any girls either” Bobby replied as he stepped closer to James making sure no one could hear him, “and I bet for the same reason.”

    ‘Fuck’ James thought as he watched Bobby moved back to the front of the trailer and ask his Uncle if he thought they would finish today. James heard Mr. Russell yell up that it would be tomorrow for they had the small field behind the barn to do too.

    That evening as they placed the final bales of the day in the barn Bobby turned to James, wiping his face with his shirt.

    “Hey, you want to do something tomorrow after we get done?”

    “What…yeah, sure… what do you want to do?” James stammered.

    “We can play it by ear” Bobby replied as he reached down and picked up James’ shirt that had fallen on the ground and held it out. James took the shirt and nodded, as he wiped the sweat off his face then down his chest, noticing Bobby watching him, watching as his hand moved downward, wiping away the sweat, dirt and straw stuck to his skin.

    The next day the sky was threatening, dark ominous clouds drifted overhead. The clouds cut the extreme heat of the sun but the humidity was worse. They moved to the small field behind the barn and pushed themselves to be done by lunch. The morning went by quickly and as Mr. Russell pulled the tractor into the barn to unload the last of the bales the first flash of lightning in the southwestern sky, so visible against the darker clouds approaching signaled the approaching storm.

    “Okay boys let’s get these bales stacked and get out of here” Mr. Russell said as he climbed down out of tractor and James and Bobby began to toss the bales up to the loft where the four others were waiting to stack them neatly. As the rumble of thunder reverberated through the air and the crack of lightning striking the ground off in the distance the rain started to fall as the last bale fell into place. The boys grabbed up their shirts and coolers and headed out to their cars. James stood at the door, looking across the yard at his old truck as he waited for Bobby.

    “You still want to do something?” James asked as Bobby came up beside him.

    “Yeah” he replied as looked out at the heavy rain falling then over at James. “You want me to come pick you up in a couple of hours?”

    James looked back at Bobby and nodded, “Sure, come on over; I’ll be ready.”

    James and Bobby went into Harrisburg to eat dinner and then they rode around town, not talking much as James showed Bobby where they usually hung out, the parking lot of a shopping center, the old drive-in on the north side of town and the park in town. Bobby didn’t say much till he pulled around the drive at the playing fields and stopped in a parking space, the place empty since it was raining hard. The windows fogged up as the wipers moved across the windshield and Bobby left the engine running to keep the interior cool.

    “Not much to do when it’s raining” James offered as he leaned back in the seat. They were quiet for a moment just watching the wipers move back and forth. James sensed Bobby’s stare and turned to see him looking at him and he arched his eyebrows and gave Bobby a weak confused smile, for he wanted something from Bobby, wanted something to happen but he didn’t know how to start, afraid Bobby would reject him. Bobby leaned up and quickly, without saying anything moved toward James and kissed him. He held James by the chin pressing their lips firmly together and James accept it, relaxed to it and let Bobby slip his tongue into his mouth. James felt Bobby’s hand on his chest, the touch gentle, the fingers flexing, moving over his shirt. Bobby moved quickly, aggressively, unbuttoning James shirt, his hand moving over his chest, down over his stomach and back up to his chest, raking over his nipples, then pinching them shocking James at their sensitivity and James moaned loudly against Bobby.

    Bobby kissed along James jaw, over his neck and around his ear.

    “Where can we go” Bobby asked in a low whisper as his hand moved down James’ chest, over his stomach and down to his crotch, squeezing it feeling the erection James was quickly getting with his arousal.

    “There is a dead end street in town that others go…” James was saying when Bobby interrupted him.

    “No…someplace where others don’t go. Someplace we can be alone” Bobby replied.

    James could only think of one place and during the fifteen minute drive to it, James giving instructions was all that was said as Bobby drove. It was a drive to a back field James’ father rented, a drive that once went to the house and barn on the property years ago before the house burned down and eventually after years of neglect, the barn was torn down. All there remained were brick piers of the house site and Bobby pulled his SUV to a stop in the drive where they found themselves off the highway and out of sight of prying eyes.

    Bobby looked at James, his shirt still open, and unconsciously James ran his hand down his chest and stomach feeling his own warm touch over his skin as he noticed how Bobby was looking at him. Bobby leaned forward and slipped his t-shirt over his head and tossed it on the dash. He undid his jeans and raised his ass up and pushed them down his legs revealing his white briefs, the front bulging with his partial erection and James just watched as Bobby slipped off his shoes revealing his bare feet, then pushed his jeans down his legs further and worked each foot free.

    “Get out of your clothes, James” Bobby said, his voice low, his tone urgent.

    James leaned forward and slipped his shirt off his shoulders and worked his arms free as he watched Bobby get his jeans off letting them drop to the floor. James leaned back and undid his belt, his jeans and raised his hips pushing them down, struggling not to let his boxers slide down with them, not yet ready to take them off. He struggled with his shoes as he watched Bobby sit back and run his hand over his crotch, squeeze his cock confined within his briefs, seeing it bulge outward.

    When James leaned back in his seat wearing only his boxers, his cock pushing upward against the thin white fabric Bobby moved toward him, came up into his lap facing him with his knees either side of his body. Bobby kissed James, pressed his body against him, his hard cock pressed against James’ stomach. James put his hands on Bobby’s waist and felt him move over him, the way Bobby ground his ass down on his own cock, the way he pumped his cock against James’ stomach while his lips, his tongue, moved over his own lips, around his neck and over his ear. The seat fell back nearly flat and Bobby took James arms by the wrist and pushed them over his head and held them down.

    “I want to fuck, farm boy” Bobby whispered.

    James didn’t know how to feel and he couldn’t think, not the way Bobby was on him, touching him, grinding his body against his own and when he felt Bobby rise up in the tight confines of the front seat grinding his ass down on James he saw a look he knew well, one he had seen in the mirror often.

    “Touch me James” Bobby stated, his voice filled with urgency.

    James reached out and touched Bobby’s chest, the one he had stared at for three days, watched sweat cascade down, and he felt the smooth warmth of the skin and it felt good and he moved his hand over the firm flesh, the flexing muscle and he felt the hard erect nipples slide over his palm as he moved his hand over Bobby’s chest and he thought about the way it had felt when Bobby had pinched his nipple and he slide his hand to the right nipple, felt the swollen hard center and took it between his fingers and pinched down on it and Bobby moaned and ground his ass down harder. James cock had never felt so hard, so painfully confined and he ran his hand down over Bobby’s stomach as it undulated with Bobby’s breathing, down till he felt the waist band of the briefs and James took a deep breath and dared to push onward and he touched Bobby, felt Bobby’s hardness, felt it flex against his hand. James slipped his fingers down behind the waist band and felt the hard shaft against his fingertips, and he slide them along its length, felt the smooth skin over the rock hard shaft and Bobby pumped his hips forward and leaned forward and began to kiss James again, to hold James by the head as he leaned into him.

    “Touch me, James… touch me” Bobby whispered as he felt James’ fingers move along his shaft.

    James’ cock was painfully erect, pinned within his boxers and Bobby’s ass grinding down on it made it worse and he shifted his hips pushed upward against Bobby’s ass and Bobby moaned and pressed down on him harder.

    “Fuck” Bobby cried out and he sat up and struggled to get his briefs down his legs, one at a time, shifting over James to do so and as he let his briefs fall free of his foot he saw James’ cock, hard, the head wet, sticking out of his boxers and he saw the look on James’ face, the longing, the need, the desire for this intimacy and Bobby reached down and let his fingers stroke upward along James’ cock, felt the smooth soft skin that covered the hard shaft, felt it flex against his fingers as they slide upward. As he brought his fingers over the head he felt the wetness on their tips and he brought his fingers to his mouth and sucked it off.

    “Take off your boxers” Bobby commanded and he watched James pushed them down, let them drop down his legs where he kicked them off his feet. Bobby looked down at the slim body, its light skin, red with sunburn, glowed in the dim light of the dashboard lights and he moved back over James, pressed his bare cock against James stomach, felt James’ cock tough his ass.

    “I want you in me” Bobby cried out as he moved on top of James, rubbed their bodies together, stroking their desires till James wrapped his arms around Bobby’s waist and pulled him upward and tight to his body. Bobby felt James touch his ass with his cock, felt him rub it over his hole till it was wet and slick and he felt James pushed downward on top of his thigh with his other hand as he held his cock up. Bobby moved downward, let his body bear down on James’ cock till he felt it penetrate him, felt it breach his hole and he moaned and cried out and he let his body moved down slowly, fraction of an inch by fraction of an inch, he took James’ cock, letting it sink into his hole.

    James seemed to be in a trance, his eyes locked on Bobby, watching his expression as Bobby let his body move down over James’ cock till he was sitting on James’ lap, his cock buried all the way in him.

    “Goddamn…fuck…” Bobby uttered as he rose up and dropped back down, over and over, he worked his body on James’ cock. The interior of the SUV was hot, the windows fogged up and Bobby felt the heat of his body, felt the way sweat beaded up on his skin, different this time from the way it was in the sun, his exertions driven by his desires, his lusts, and he rode James, hard, moving faster and faster till he rocking the SUV, slamming his hole down over James’ cock and James kept his hands on Bobby’s waist, felt his body move up and down, the urgency of his movements.

    “I’m going to…” James began to utter when he felt his cock flex hard in Bobby’s hole, felt this cum surge through his shaft and he pumped it into Bobby as he thrust upward with his hips as much as he could.

    “Yeah, pump that shit in me” Bobby uttered as he slowed his movements, let his hole milk James’ cock, work the tight ring of his opening up and down James’ shaft till he knew he had all of James, every beaded white drop.

    Bobby kissed James as he sat with James’ cock buried in his ass. The rain had slowed, its fall against the SUV softer as James felt Bobby’s cock rub his stomach and his own stay hard buried in Bobby’s ass.

    “Let’s get out” Bobby whispered and James didn’t question him, didn’t think about what it meant to get out of the SUV in the rain. The rain was cool against their skin and it felt good, invigorating against their warm skin, and Bobby stood out away from James and let him watch as he stroked his cock, the shaft thick, curved upward. James watched the hand move along the shaft, up its curved form and twist around the head, then back down. James watched, but only for a brief time and he moved to Bobby dropping to his knees in front of him. His knees sank into the soft mud and the rain cascaded down his body as he took Bobby’s cock, held it out, right in front of his face staring at it intently for a moment, then he did it, moved toward it, put his lips to the head and let them slide apart and the cock push into his mouth. Bobby’s hands came to rest on his head as he worked his mouth up and down Bobby’s cock, felt it flex in his mouth as Bobby’s hands gripped him tightly.

    “Oh that feels good” Bobby uttered as James continued to work his mouth on Bobby’s cock. His body felt so alive, every touch amplified, the way the rain trickled down his body, over his stomach, down his back along his spine and down between his cheeks and there was the way Bobby held his head, his grip flexing every time he sucked down Bobby’s cock which was the main thing he felt, the main sensation, this curved hard shaft sliding through his mouth, bumping the sides of his mouth, sliding over his tongue and pushing into his throat till he nearly gagged, but he took each sensation, made them a part of this, and he ran his hands up Bobby’s legs feeling the water running down them as his hands moved upward and he rubbed them over Bobby’s cheeks, squeezed them, parted them and let his fingers roam down between Bobby’s cheeks till he was fingering Bobby’s hole, pushing his fingers into him, feeling his hole open once again as he sucked Bobby’s cock.

    Bobby wanted more, wanted this experience to be complete and he pulled from James and went down on his knees in front of him, pushing him down on his back as he crawled on top of him. James lay in the water and mud as Bobby took his legs behind his knees and pushed them back and out, spreading him open, his ass fully exposed and James was anxious at first, nervous of this first fuck, but Bobby rubbed his cock over his ass, rubbed it over the hole, pressed against it teasing it, making James want it.

    “Do it…do it…put it in me…” James whispered his voice hoarse and urgent.

    Bobby bore down on him sinking his cock into James’ hole, slowly penetrating him till he was all the way inside. Bobby leaned over James and kissed him on the lips, along the jaw and around his ear.

    “Fuck…you’re tight…squeeze my cock and I’ll fuck you hard” Bobby whispered and James did it, squeezed his ass down on Bobby’s cock and Bobby began to fuck, to drive his cock into James hard, thrusting deeply each time he bore down on him.

    Bobby fucked James roughly, rocking his hips so hard it rocked James down into the mud, pushed him along the ground and James held on, took each thrust and begged Bobby to fuck him harder. Bobby had been close and it only took a few minutes for his cock to flex hard, the head to flare out raking through James’ inside with greater friction and he slammed his hips down as he held James’ tight in his arms, pumping his cum deep inside of him.

    James remembered how they had tried to clean up and how messed up Bobby’s SUV had been after they rode back home wet and muddy but it had been worth it and for the rest of that summer the two of them had been inseparable. James reflected on how that summer ended, he and Bobby out in the barn up in the hay loft and talking about the summer they shared and leaving unspoken how it was ending, each moving on with their lives, going in different directions. They stayed in touch for a few years while both were in college but eventually they drifted apart, and when James ended up in Boston he hadn’t heard from Bobby in a year, knowing he had went overseas with a charity organization.

    There had been no regrets and James knew it was just a summer fling, one of those moments when he was young and searching for who he was and Bobby came along at the right time to help him. He smiled at the memory of it all as he pulled into the drive of his mother’s home. She greeted him as she always did with her tight hug and then helped him bring his luggage inside. She had dinner on the table and they soon sat across from each other eating and catching up. When finished he helped her put the dishes in the dishwasher.

    “Jimmy, if you feel like it the Russell’s are having a sixtieth wedding anniversary tomorrow night at their place” his mother stated.

    “Sure mom, we can go. I’ve not seen them in years.”

    “A lot of their family is coming into town. Even his sister from Florida, her son Bobby is bringing her up. Do you remember Bobby, he helped one year pick up hay bales.”

    “Yeah, mom, I remember Bobby” James replied smiling at the irony of the situation and he wondered what Bobby would be like, if he was settled down and how his life had been in the last twenty five years. It would be fun catching up and seeing how he remembered that summer long ago.


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