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  • The Marine & The Attorney Come Across Chad Unexpectedly

    Author’s note:

    This is my first work of fiction with my real-life husband and me as characters. It was suggested to me by our new friend Chad, one of the most talented writers on the site, as you all acknowledge. Chad’s become as much a part of our lives in a very short time as our real-life friends, mostly because he has written us all – with him – into his magnificent Resort series. This is my paean to Chad’s inner slut, the darling of GayDemon lore, whom we enjoy every bit as much as and in parallel with the intelligent, grounded young man who exists in real life.

    The Marine & The Attorney Come Across Chad Unexpectedly
    -Inspired by Chad . . .

    We’d had a hard week, both of us. My husband, an attorney who travels in elite circles of the Washington power brokers, was involved in an intense negotiation related to a high-visibility settlement, which had him doing twelve and fourteen hour days, sometimes more. For once the universe arranged it so that I was also heads-down and neck-deep in a grueling schedule, leading work on proposal for a huge engagement with the DOD for my company. Fortunately, the coincidence in timing afforded us a symmetry, and while I couldn’t understand much of my husband’s firm’s negotiations with the government to write its wrongs to the firm’s Fortune 50 client, he understood my project and the attendant anxieties I was suffering. You see, my company is comprised, almost exclusively, of former and retired military, most like me, Marines; and my husband is a former Ranger; and our company contracts mostly to the military and other areas of Defense and Homeland Security.

    We were in the sixth week of our parallel hell, getting only one weekend day – usually Sunday – at our comfortable seashore home outside Annapolis, spending the other five nights a week crashing at our tiny condo in the District. The condo had been my pride and joy as a first-time homeowner, despite its diminutive size, when I met my rich husband. Obviously after we committed to each other we lived in his palatial spread outside Annapolis on the shoreside as opposed to my convenient townhouse. The great tenant we’d had since I’d moved in with him and become a commuter to the District had vacated a week or so before the crunch time came for both of us. The timing of our tenant’s regretful transfer to the West Coast suddenly became a godsend, giving us a very comfortable crash-pad blocks from each of our offices.

    The pressure was intense, and the only two things that Chuck and I had as outlets for the stress of the projects we were embroiled in were sex and the gym. And we barely had time for those, though we made time. Usually we hit the gym in the middle of the day, stealing away for a quick workout together just to get through the day without punching through a wall . . . or someone. Sometimes we stole away to the condo during the day and fucked our brains out in lieu of the midday workout at the gym. Returning to our offices, the endorphin rush radiating, it was equally plausible to our co-workers that we’d worked out at the gym as that we’d had our workout in a more intimate setting . . . unless they realized that the grin was the tell. The admin who supported me caught on in week three and awkwardly – for me – gave me conspiratorial winks and grins himself which were continuing, and I really intended to not go ballistic on him . . . hopefully.

    That sixth Wednesday we overdid the nooner a bit and were away from our offices for more than two hours. We needed – and enjoyed! – it, but we paid for it by not leaving work until nearly midnight. Because of the hour, our gym choices were limited; but one of the local gym chains, a tony chain that operated in a couple of upscale hotels and some premium complexes, was accommodating to travelers, allowing after-hours access to the hotel guests in those sites upon arrangement. Chuck’s firm had such a standing arrangement with Vida to accommodate their employees in a similar way when the need arose at the site closest to his building. Fortunately it’s about equidistant from our two offices, and it’s only a few blocks from the condo. That’s where we arranged to meet to get our workout in before we crashed and restarted the cycle at dawn.

    We picked up the after-hours entry keycard from the very friendly, accommodating Concierge – a Starbucks near-twink type named James, who made it clear he’d enjoy serving most any need we expressed – and headed to the private elevator for the interior entry to Vida.

    “JAY-ames,” Chuck intoned in the overly cheerful way the young Concierge had drawn out his name, “Practically bent over and pulled down his pants for you, hon,” my husband kidded me as we transversed the spacious Renaissance lobby.

    “UH, I think you have that wrong. He couldn’t take his eyes off your crotch bulge in that ridiculously expensive and obscenely tailored Italian suit of yours that showcases your over-ample endowments in the way you love to show it off,” I laughed. I meant his perfect ass and huge basket. He grinned and punched the elevator call button, then winked at me.

    In the elevator Chuck pulled me to him tight and kissed me hard and deep, making my toes tingle. “Don’t get too tired from the workout, Billy,” he murmured against my lips, knowing that calling me Billy as opposed to Bill might just incapacitate me as the blood rushed to my cock. And as the elevator doors opened he added, “I have plans to bend over for you myself when we get home, and I guarantee satisfaction in ways JAY-ames has never even dreamed!” The tingle went to a lightning bolt, and it shot through my cock right as the elevator dinged and the doors opened.

    We went to the gym doors, me weak kneed and fighting a boner painfully bunched in my boxer briefs inside my slacks. The Vida lobby was lit low but not dark we saw through the glass doors. “Looks like we’re not the only ones here,” Chuck said cocking his head toward the inside where there was movement, inserting the cardkey.

    “Other overworked gymrats,” I chimed in disinterestedly and pulled the door open, wondering why the others hadn’t overridden the automatic lights when they went off on the timer at closing time, thinking maybe they hadn’t read the little card that was given with the after-hours entry keycard. Or maybe they were there before the attendants closed down and just didn’t care when the lights went down.

    But as my mind pointlessly speculated, I was instantly alerted by my senses being peaked by the sounds the other gym occupants were making, and I put my arm across Chuck’s midsection and very softly warned him to keep quiet. He looked at me like I was nuts; but he stopped and then silently pointed across into the workout area to where he’d seen the motion earlier.

    I realized that where he was pointing indeed was a couple of guys in motion, but it was a mirror, and the men were really around the corner from the lobby area, where the workout room ran back farther along the side of the building. Just then Chuck’s eyes suddenly went wide, and he broke out in a grin. I didn’t know whether the sounds penetrated his consciousness or his eyes focused on the action in the mirror.

    We carefully – absolutely quietly – moved around the lobby to where we had a better, almost direct view of the action in the mirrored wall. Three men. One on his elbows and knees on a workout bench, the two others at the first one’s end, both pumping into him. Spit roasting him. All naked – and pleasing, what we could see of their bodies.

    From the angle we couldn’t see the guy getting spit-roasted, other than to see that he had a great swimmer’s body and what appeared to be an awesome bubble butt that was getting pounded hard. He was fucking back onto the pistoning cock of his fucker with great enthusiasm, too. The top who was doing the fucking was younger than we were and obviously spent a lot of time staying in shape. Tall, tanned, furry and wiry-muscular, like a man who plays sports to keep in shape or climbs rocks or mountains or does highly physical work. In other words, very natural perfection to his body, not gym work. The other man, who was obviously face-fucking the very willing man in the middle, was also tall, but fairer-skinned and more muscular, almost jacked. Wide, powerful shoulders under a thick neck; extreme V shape from those shoulders down to a tiny waist undulated with rippling muscles. Big, corded arms obviously holding the bottom’s head as he face-fucked him. Long, sculpted legs – works of art worthy of Colossus, really, with powerfully thrusting hips. And in between a bouncing bubble butt that made my cock stiffen (again) instantly, watching his butt-globes bounce as he thrust into the middleman’s mouth.

    Either they were getting louder or our senses were becoming more attuned. “This bitch is made for fucking, Paul. No wonder you blew your nutwad so fast when you had his hole first,” one of the guys – presumably the guy doing the ass-fucking – panted. “Yeah, you fucking love taking cock, don’t you BITCH!” We saw him look down, breaking his steady gaze at his buddy on the other end, as he taunted the bottom.

    A loud, emphatic “MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMHHHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM,” was all the bottom could manage with his mouthful of cock, but it was clear he was, in fact, loving it.

    “DUDE!” the man face-fucking him retorted to his buddy. “You blew your nut before I did when this bitch blew you, and I’ve lasted three times as long as you!” From our angle just then I saw the bottom’s hand snake between the face-fucker’s legs and his finger found the face-fucker’s hole. “OH SHIT!” the face-fucker cried.

    I turned and looked at Chuck just as he was futilely adjusting his slacks, his enormous hardon impossible to accommodate in his well-tailored pants and skin-tight boxer briefs. He met my eyes when they returned to his face, and he grinned sheepishly. I winked at him and returned to the visual reflected in the far wall.

    The bottom’s slurping was louder, and the face-fucker’s moans were plaintiff. He was obviously fucking back on the bottom’s finger, all the way up his asshole, clearly doing its work. “HOLYFUCKJESUSCHRIST!” he growled as his body went rigid, muscles taut and then his buttcheeks began to jerk. Obviously he was blowing the bottom’s mouth full of his seed.

    “FUCK YEAH, DUDE! Fill this bitch’s mouth,” the ass-fucker encouraged. “I’m right behind you . . . and adding my nutwad to yours in his cunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt,” he moaned and suddenly pounded harder, faster for a few strokes then screwed up his face in blissful agony and planted himself balls-deep, his body completely still other than his head thrashing as he moaned and unloaded.

    Chuck’s hand found my cock right then, and I snapped my head in his direction. He was obviously enjoying the show as much as my cock and I were . . . and now my cock was enjoying it even more. I grinned at him and cocked my head toward the door as his hand traced the length of me over and back again. Our condo was a few blocks away. Fuck the workout!

    The sound of “YEAH!” coming from the two of them in unison and a loud SLAP resounding pulled our attention back to the wall-show. I caught the recoil from their high-five over the bottom as they both dismounted and looked down admiringly as if proud of the job their cocks had done.

    “Let’s go – hopefully the bar is still open – I need a beer before I hit the rack,” the one we knew was named Paul said to the other. He was pulling on his workout shorts over his sneakers we saw. When he had them just below his nuts he stopped, looked around quickly and then reached down and grabbed something and wiped himself up. As he then pulled up his shorts over his balls and cock he thrust out the cumrag to his buddy. “Here, use his shirt. I’m sure this bitch will love more of our spunk and sweat left over for him. He’ll probably whack off later!”

    “I’ll WHACK OFF now, thank you very much,” we heard the first words from the bottom as he climbed off the bench and stood and stretched. “Wanna watch, men?”

    He was cute. Seeing his whole body was a beautiful sight. Toned, swimmer’s build, smooth but not entirely. His blond hair was tosseled and sweaty, and there was a faint sheen in the dim light of sweat all over him. He’d worked hard for those two. And then my brain screamed WAIT A MINUTE!

    I snapped my head another time toward Chuck, and his surprised look at me and quick look back to the mirror told me he’d made the same connection.

    “If you’re that horny, maybe we shouldn’t leave just yet,” Paul taunted, grabbing his junk in his workout shorts. “What do you say, Ben?” he asked his buddy.

    Ben stretched his stunning body and groaned. “Nah, I’ve had enough of him. I want a beer then my bed. We’ve gotta be in the office at eight, remember? We’ve got that new drug rollout orientation, and you know whenever they roll out a new one our comp gets skewed toward how we get it out there,” he said with a slightly bored-of-this tone. “If you want to fuck him again, go ahead, bro. I’m headed toward the bar and then bed.”

    The bottom, whom we now knew was a delightful young man – a perfect cum slut we knew named Chad – was stroking his hard cock languidly, smiling. It looked like he didn’t give a damn whether they stayed or went, like he might like being talked about like a used cumrag. Like he’d got what he wanted from them already and could leave them easier than taking them again. But we knew our Chad – if they stayed – or one of them – and he took the guy’s cock again, the guy would have a GREAT time . . . again.

    “Nah, bud. Let’s go grab that beer before last call,” Paul told his friend Ben. “Here,” he called, tossing a shirt at Ben.

    In turn, Ben thrust his hand out at Chad, pushing the shirt they’d been wiping their slimy cocks with at him. Chad just kept stroking, one hand on his hardon, the other pinching his nipple as he did. “Ha!” Ben laughed at Chad’s focus on the job at hand, so to speak, and dropped the shirt on the bench. Pausing as his buddy went to leave, he looked down. “Nice piece there, bitch!” he said, laughing, then turned himself to leave.

    Chuck and I both realized we either had to hide or face them, and they’d know we’d seen them. As often happened, we were thinking the same thing. So we both walked out into the gym floor, as if we hadn’t known they were there.

    The two men who’d been with Chad – the men named Paul and Ben – were walking toward us and noticed us. “OH!” the one called Ben said, quickly shooting a glance back at Chad, who was still naked, still stroking, right there for us to see. They stopped right in front of us, and the stench of their sweat and sex was intoxicating, causing further distress to both our confined crotches. Then, with an OH WELL shrug, Ben turned backl to us. “He’s a great piece of ass, and he’s up for more it looks like.” He looked down at our tented pants and then back up again with a grin. Throwing a wink toward Chuck, he added, “Enjoy him, men – we did.” And then they went on past us and out of the gym.

    Chad was standing there, stroking, smiling at us. “Well hello, Chuck and Bill,” he greeted us with a smirk as we approached. “Imagine the good fortune of running into you tonight . . . or should I say coming across you?” he asked with a smirk. “That bozo was right, you know. I’m up for more, if it’s you two – LOADs more.”

    His smirk had gone to a leer, his grin filthy. My cock was throbbing, and Chad’s eyes weren’t meeting ours, they were passing from Chuck’s bulging crotch to mine.

    We’d met Chad when he’d answered an ad from one of our friends to accompany ten friends and us for a week’s vacation at a Mexican gay resort. The position Chad had filled – so to speak – was to accompany us and to be at our service – sexually or in any other way we wanted – while we were there. In return, we took care of his expenses . . . and based on his reviews, provided him with LOADs of additional pleasure on that pleasure trip.

    The twelve of us were – ARE! – an eclectic group. Three couples and four singles; ranges in age from ours, late forties, to just over thirty. All professionals of one sort or another. All horny gay men, very common or average in that sense. Most of us with impressively-sized cocks – coincidence or adverse selection maybe.

    As the most-married – yeah, subjective, but still accurate – of the couples, Chuck and I had not intended to partake of Chad, per se; we intended to watch our friends as they enjoyed Chad. But Chad turned out to be irresistible, both socially and sexually, and I’ll leave it to that for the sake of a very fond memory for us that we hope is as fond for Chad. Besides, that dirty little bitch will write about it at some point – we know he will, if he hasn’t already!

    Chuck and I turned to each other at the same time. I knew he was feeling what I was – both in his boxer briefs and in his head. We were monogamous . . . and very, VERY into each other. As I described it, VERY married. But we’d also succumbed, so to speak, to Chad’s not inconsiderable sexual charms during that week. And I also knew that Chuck was thinking that the timing wasn’t good, given our LONG day and early call the next day. Then again, our cocks were making an impressive, passionate argument in favor of seizing the moment – carpe-ing the very accomplished cumslut that very diem, as it were.

    I raised my eyebrows just a bit, holding my husband’s gaze. In response he tipped his head almost imperceptibly in a go ahead gesture. My choice. The lawyer deferring to the Marine, the bottom deferring to his top. Accept the mission or reject it. Then, as those thoughts rolled inside my head, Chuck winked at me and smiled, suggestive.

    I turned back toward Chad, and Chuck tracked my line of sight. Right then Chad’s tongue passed over his lips, his gaze intensifying, and he bit lightly, freezing that way. His body went taut, and his eyes rolled back, he threw his head back and let loose a long “AHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,” as he cupped his hand over his beautifully angry, flared cockhead and caught a handful of his seed as he shot a very impressive wad.

    Hearing Chuck’s breath fast, matching my own excitement, we watched Chad drain his beautifully smooth nuts into his hand, pump after pump, squirt after squirt, all the while moaning and breathing heavy. When he was finished, he arched his back and put his cum-filled hand behind himself to his well-warmed-up ass. With a typically filthy, inviting leer, Chad said as he worked his hole behind him, “Not that I’m not already VERY well-lubed, but those two together weren’t as big as either of you alone, so if I’m taking it two more times with those weapons you call cocks, I need all the lube in my hole I can get.”

    I shivered, and Chuck moaned in response. And as Chad made a show of slathering his fuckhole well and then brought his emptied hand to his face and licked slowly in a long swath from the heel of his hand to his fingers, we both just quivered. “And,” Chad added, that intoxicatingly dirty grin and smacking his lips, “I didn’t mean to imply you could each only fuck me once. Those guys warmed me up for you, and I don’t have my first meeting here until lunch tomorrow!”

    Decision made.


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  • Roller Derby

    The Roller Derby CEO had just shut down the league for the rest of the future do to money and other legal issue that was happening. I have just arrive to attend the last Big Hall Of Fame Dinner were I was going to be inducted for skating well over 25 years. 

    Once again I have run into my old pals who have taught me the ropes of the Derby, Paul Roberts and Bill Grohl both came over to give me a huge hug before the 3 of us went over to the bar to grab a few beers. We got to our round 12 seat table just before the MOC started to speak. Both Paul and Bill were all by themselves along me , I have heard that both Paul and Phil wives pass on over a year ago due to both of them having some form of cancer.

    The time was just pass 10 now as the Awards and Honours were all handed out when Paul ask myself and Phil to join him back up in his room for some more drinks. I was wondering to myself were this all heading to as he gave me one of those sexy Paul smiles, Paul and Phil both turn 65 as for myself I have just turn 46, Most people say I was like a pet both to Phil and Paul who always put up a good fight on having me on there teams.

    I did receive my HOF Ring that night by my Fav skater of all time Gwen Miller and her Husband Sam. Both of them were their with their children and others members of their families. My speech lasted a good 5 mins as the whole room gave me a standing ovation on my fight for LGBT issues. Many of the older skaters were closeted gay’s and were to afraid to come out of the closet during the 70’s and 80’s.

    We are all back in Paul rooms now as the 3 of us got into the bottle of Voka and Rum. I started to laugh when Paul ask me if I ever took Viagra before ? I smile and told him no dude ! Phil mouth open and told Paul that he always take1 every other day to meet his needs. ” Okay guy’s ” What is all this leading to ?  

    The clock on the table was now showing 11 30 as I drink down my last swallow of rum and coke. I got up slowly and headed over to the door as I gave both Paul and Phil a hug before I headed upstairs for the night. It was about 20 mins that I got back to my room when I heard the phone ring and it was Phil on the end asking me if I was interested in meeting him down in his room for a night cap. 

    I waited and thought about it before a good 10 minutes as I then decided to take Phil up on his invite to his room. My large hand knock on Phil door a few times before he open it up for me. I step in as he headed off to the table that was over by the widow that was over looking the city.

    Myself and Phil undress down to our underwear before we wrestle one another on his King Size bed. I always like Phil wearing those 70’s speedo material briefs along with his greyish hairy muscle body and his nice trim goatee that he always like to have. The wrestling match lasted a good 10 minutes plus as our body’s wear all cover with our sweat by now.

    I then began to kiss Phil right on his lips as I felt his bugle grew through his briefs, He then roll me over before we started to 69 each other, It was great as Phil’s 7 plus cock was rubbing the back of my throat, I can hear him scream of pleasure as his pre cum was filling up my throat and lips. My hand now started to grab his shaved balls very tightly as he was close in cumin, ” Fuck Colt ” He shouted as his dick started to shoot off a huge load of his sweet salty load of cum. 

    Now it was my turn for a blow job from him, Phil was a great cock sucker as he really know how to suck a man cock, I felt the bristle form his goatee that tingle my balls and shaft with great pleasure as my cock began to shot off a load of my own pre cum. Phil had a wider mouth then most men did and he really know how to rap it all around any man cock. It only took a couple of seconds as he started to finger my tight hairy hole before I have  orgasm right into his mouth. He quickly got up to walk over to the table to grab some Pepsi to wash my load down.

    The both of us took a good rest before him wanting to fuck my tight hole. It was a good 5 years now before the last guy that was a firemen from Chicago that fuck me silly. I made it very clear to Phil that he got to go very slow when he enter me. I watch Phil rub some kind of tingle heat active massaged oil all over our body’s  along with the same type of lube that he blaster on his hard Viagra hard cock by now.

    Phil place 2 pillows under my mid section as his hands spreads my cheeks apart, I then felt Phil tongue and his bristle mouth enter my tight hairy hole, Fuck I yell out a few times as his tongue was sliding in and out of me as my ass juice started to flow down like a river all over his goatee. I can really hear him slurping it all up as breathing became more intense. Both my ass and body started to shake as I reach orgasm and dump a huge load of my ass juice all over his greyish goatee.    

    He got up from his knees and headed off to the wash room to take a piss. He came back over to the bed and ask me how that was ? I smile and told him it was the best orgasm I ever had. I then look down and notice his cock was getting hard again. We began to chat for a while before he fuck my hole once again. It was well over 17 years that he last fuck me in the sling room at  Paul house.

    I watch him pull on a fresh pair of red cotton briefs with his cock hanging out the hole in front, I then move over to the side of the bed and slide my lower body right down to wear his cock was. He once again started to but the massaged oil all over our body’s. I then see him took a snort of poppers that he got from his sports bag over in the corner of the room.

    His hand slowly pass me the new bottle of Rush poppers to take a snort from. I then watch him pull my feet and legs over his massive muscle hairy chest. We both got high from the poppers as I felt his Viagra cock enter me very slowly. His face and blue yes started to roll as he was pushing it all inside me. I then ask him to stop for a few seconds as the pain got much worst .    

    I then took some more poppers to relax me, Phil began to fuck my hole in full throttle as the sweat started to pour out of our body’s. ” Fuck Colt you feel good  dude” Phil yell out a few times, I reply back with the same motion and scream out loud ” Fuck me Phil , Fuck me Phil ”  I then grab onto the waist band of the underwear very tightly as he became to be more aggressive with every one of his long strokes. I then felt his shave balls slap my hole many times as he was screaming passion.

    I then felt his body tremble as he pull out of me quickly as his cock began to shot off a huge load of  white cum all over my hard tits , mouth and face. He then took a few seconds rest and began to jerk himself as he scream out that he going to shot another load. He grab my head and force it on his cock as I felt his load go down my throat once again, This time it tasted like salty honey dew.

    The next morning we both took a shower with each other before we headed out the door for a coffee and bagel. I also love watching him get dress in the morning, This time he put on a fresh pair of blue spandex underwear and then his 70 styles Addidas Track suit. We hug each other for the very last time before I headed back up to my room to grab my sports back and suit case.

    The flight back home was rough a bit as there was a massive thunderstorm during the landing. I never heard from Phil ever again. I got a called from a former skater of the Chiefs that Phil pass-away from a stroke that he took over at his daughter house. 

    I guess it time to close the book on my days of skating in the International Roller Derby League.

    The End

  • The Waterfall Effect

    THE WATERFALL EFFECT

    The rain is trickling down my hot wet naked body and as I stand under the enveloping waterfall that only captures my silhouette
    I’m instantly cast into a shadow of men that surround me with only a small opening to escape.

    But as I try to escape from their grasps I give in to the intense sexual energy that captures my body and mind to allow the seduction of these hot male animalistic creatures where I can no longer resist the temptations of their tongues bathing me from top to bottom and in between.

    Am I dreaming this fantasy I ask myself and whether I will wake up and be saddened it was only a dream sequence I have always have.
    But I do not wake from a dream because it is real and what is happening is a pure physical lust among more men I can ever imagine.

    The moment arrives when I am taken from this erotic place and brought to a bed that can only be described as clouds of pure pleasure. As each man fizzles away to his rapture I am left with only one desirable male hotness that gives me the attention I so desperately need.

    I feel his tongue lavish my body from head to toe and as he slides his tongue up my wet body I feel my cock rise to his mouth where he takes my hot rod into his mouth and gently sucks the shaft up and down while stroking my balls. It is all I can do to keep from shooting my load into his mouth. But I don’t and keep letting him suck and suck as long as his mouth can take my hot throbbing rod.

    The moment has finally come and we both can’t wait any longer as we both are hot and sweaty filled with the hot cum that is about to erupt from our lustful bodies and before I know it he has turned me over on my stomach and slides his hot throbbing cock into my hot ass that is waiting to be pumped hard and as I grip my hot cock I feel his rod enter into my hole and he pound me as I take every inch and told him to fuck me hard and harder ooh fuck ooh fuck yeah fuck yeah fuck me fuck me fuck me yeah and we both collapse as we shot our loads all over each other.

    WRITTEN BY SHAWN ELFORD AKA NEWFIECOCK6969


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  • WTF just happened?

    WTF?

    How the fuck am I the one laying here in a pile of sweat, cum and spit in the most pain I have felt in a long time? Me, of all people. He is enjoying this way too much he is still giving me that wicked hot smile of his. I am not sure he has broken a sweat or even raised his heartbeat. “Urrrrrgggggggggggggggggg” those thighs of his again what are they steel vices? My abs may implode any second with his scissors across my midsection. He is propped up on one elbow looking over his handy work only using his legs and I can’t move. His free hand his having fun with my body. Tweaking my sore nipples, punching my abs, stroking my dick. Driving me nuts. “You give yet you old fart” I hear him taunt me not even winded in the least. As the blood rushes in and out of my brain it is sort of foggy and the details are sketchy they can’t be real but from the best of my memory it might have been huge ego that got me here in this predicament, I never learn the easy way that is for sure.

    A few weeks back the older house next door finally sold. It is a complete eye sore for the neighborhood and I for one am glad to have anyone move in and maybe start keeping the place up. And sure enough moving trucks appeared and this younger preppy type started directing the movers so I figured he was the new owner. I was mowing the lawn and decided to head over and introduce myself. “My Name is Jack. Are you the new owner” as I reach out to shake his hand the first thing I notice are his piercing blue eyes and perfect the most perfect Hollywood smile. Pretty boy looks almost surfer dude with a preppy twist, but those eyes. Unruly blonde hair that looks like a mess but probably cost a pretty penny to get it that messed up perfect and it works on him, Hell a mop would work on this guy he is hot. “Hey Jack nice to meet you my name is Eric and yep I am the lucky owner of this dump. She has good bones and it may take some time but don’t worry I will bring her back around” Good – we both chuckle “this house has been vacant so long glad to have any one move in and start doing something here” There seemed to be a little awkward moment of silence in the conversation, I mean here I am in shorts that could hardly pass as much besides covering my ass and crotch, sweat pouring off of my body and I cannot stop looking into those deep baby blues of his. And he seems to be taking in my body as well. I am a little older than Eric he looks to be in his late 30’s maybe early 40’s smaller tight frame but very solid from what I can tell through his sweat soaked t-shirt. Never have been much of the jealous type but right now I want to be that T-shirt as it clings to that body of his. He is clean shaven, perfectly smooth light colored skin and drop dead HOT. Funny he is not my normal type of man I am attracted too but this guy has got my mind in overdrive already. Me on the other hand total opposite, darker olive skin, dark hair that I keep pretty trimmed and short and muscles on top of muscles and more muscles. I keep the body hair clipped tight but not shaved. I like the look of my muscles showing through the hair and am not a big fan of the woolly look for me anyway. Yea I am a muscle head, live eat breath the gym have since my high school days and it got in my blood. And at 53 years old I am all here and rocking a killer body. My huge mounds of pecs get the most attention and test the fabric of any shirt, when I wear one. But I can’t help but also enjoy showing off the 18″ biceps I have trained for over twenty years. And when most guys think of “muscles” Gunz are the first thought that come to mind so yea I got some nice cannons and what these pythons can do with the sleeve of a polo shirt even turn me on. I am about 6’1″ tall and hit the scales at 215 lbs. of solid and ripped man. Yea I kind of like my body and am very proud of it. I wear as little clothing as possible when I can and love to show it off. Okay yes I am also one of those too, but hey at least I admit it.

    Days – weeks went by a nod here, how are you doing, everything okay, all in passing nothing much of real conversation but friendly neighbor banter. Plus he had been working his ass off every spare moment trying to make the place livable. A few weeks later I see him dragging this huge rolled up piece of something heavy out of his truck. “Hey let me give you hand Eric” I run over grab the other end damn it is heavy. It is rolled up like carpet but much denser and much heavier. “What do you have in here dead bodies” we laugh. “No these are my wrestling mats I am setting up in my garage that I turned into a gym”.

    We make into the rear entry garage and I’ll be damn, there are speed bags mounted and heavy bags hanging from rafters, free weights and damn near a full gym set up with mirrors and all. We unroll the mat and they fit perfectly in the center of the room and his gym is now one of the best equipped home gyms I have ever seen. “Sweeeeet” I whisper almost whistle checking this place out. “You like”? Eric asks. “I am not much on heading off to gym” he tells me “my hours are so sporadic and I work from home a lot and it sure makes it easy to blow off steam even in the middle of the day when I need a break before attacking the office again.” While Eric is talking he lifts his t-shirt over his head and uses it to wipe the sweat off of his body. DAMN I may have actually said that out loud because he jerked his head in my direction and asked huh? “Ah nothing man this place has got is all” I tried to cover my overt compliment on his body. His physical stature may have been smaller than mine, but what he lacked in size was made up with a killer physique. Ripped rock hard lean muscles. Smaller than me yes, but more like ripped shredded below zero body percent fat if that is even possible, hell even his six pack had a six pack on them. And not one hair on his smooth light skinned hairless body. And for the first time I can remember I am speechless, standing here looking at this gorgeous surfer preppy dude with the most ripped muscles on any man I have ever met. And now Big Jake decides to make his appearance. Now when BJ “Big Jake” decides it is time to come out and play there aint much going to stop him, he has a mind of his own and barring a steel cage nothing can keep it hidden in any clothes much less the shorts I have on.

    Eric starts showing me around: dip bars, chin up bars, dumbbells, mounted speed bag, hanging heavy bag, and there are these two bars I have never seen. They look something like a piece gymnastic equipment. “Eric, what are these for. I have never seen them in a gym before?” He immediately mounts the bars with one hand on each bar and begins to press his body in all sorts of amazing positions. His torso up right with legs at a full ninety degree angle and every muscle explodes, he then lowers his legs and swings them up behind his body and presses straight up into a hand stand position without any exertion at all. From the hand stand he lowers his perfectly erect body and starts doing inverted pushups never losing his balance and every muscle from his neck and traps all the way down to his calves and each muscle in between are in full blown contraction. I begin to think he is showing off now but who am I to complain, this is pure muscle porn in action and BJ is at full attention now. For his finale he lowers his legs from the hand stand position and brings them up in front of his torso now his knees are touching his nose and every limb is perfectly straight the only bend is at the waist it looks as though his body is perfectly folded in half and holds that position until sweat is pouring off of every square inch of his body before he jumps off. “These are parallel bars and I can get a full body work out in about 30 minutes when rushed for time” Eric explains to me, but this time he does not use his t-shirt for a towel and leaves all the sweat running and dripping off of his perfect body. All I can think is I need to lick him dry. I hope I did not say that one out loud.

    “Damn man, never seen anything like that before. That looks like one hell of a work out. Are you a gymnast?” “Nah” he says, “I just like working out. And from the looks of your body you hit the gym hard”. I run my big hand over my left pec “yea, thanks I enjoy the gym but I have never used any of this stuff and from the looks of your body maybe I am missing something. I mean you are RIPPED to the max”. He grins the cutest boy like grin ever “awe thanks big guy. I do what I can with what I got.” The wink he tosses in as he teases me almost makes me shoot on the spot. This guy is good and I think he knows it. On the right guy a little cocky can be hot when done right and he has it down to an art.

    Hey Jake you want a beer? Sure man sounds good. He disappears to grab us two cold ones giving me a chance to adjust my boner to hide it. Maybe.

    We settle on two chairs on the back porch enjoying the cold beer. It is really the first time we have spent any time together besides passing hellos. We cover the basics. Single / single. No kids / no kids. Never married, me neither. Gay, Yes! Hot damn! Me too. He does some sort of electronic consulting works from home most of the time and travels some. Me, sales with home office and travel a lot. The conversation is nice smooth and relaxed. Two buds enjoying a cold one on a nice summer evening. We are both still shirtless in nice fitting shorts then he kicks off his sport shoes and rests his bare feet up on the table between us. I am not a foot guy per se but damn, even his feet match his body. Lean strong veiny and fucking hot. I have never noticed a studs feet before. Maybe it is the beer or the evening or just Eric being the total stud he is but even those feet make my bone harder.

    “Hey Eric, what about those mats we unloaded earlier?” Those mats along with his stunning good looks and ripped body have been driving me nuts ever since we rolled them out and partly the cause of my hard on the entire day. The thought of locking up with such a stud blows my mind along with a few good nuts. Even with my 30-40 lb. weight advantage it looks as though he is strong as an ox.

    He gets that grin that could stop a train and a hint of devious smile and replies “oh you know for ambiance and helps keep the place warmer in the winter and easier to clean” then chuckles to himself. It is probably the beer or the easy conversation but then he adds “but honestly mostly to wrestle when I get the chance. Being new around here not sure how that is going to play out.” I literally chocked on my beer hearing him mention wrestling. “Seriously dude. You like to lock it up. I wrestled all through school and college but have not wrestled in years.”

    “Want to have a go at it? I mean you did help me set them up so you should be the first to break them in with me right.” This guy challenges me like it is as natural as asking me if I wanted the beer earlier. “Plus I have been dying to get my hands on those muscles of yours all day. See if they are only pretty to look at or if they have any substance to them?” I may have burped a load of precum out of my hard dick on the spot. That is how turned on I was sitting here with him and then to add in the wrestling. Dammmmmmmmmmm. If this is a wet dream do not wake me up please.

    ‘You’re serious aren’t you?” I ask. Instead of answering he takes his bare foot and wedges it between my thighs as he runs the ball of his foot across my bulge “looks like ‘this’ is ready to go.” As he continues to massage my bulge with his sexy foot. “I mean that monster has been rock hard since you walked over here. No hiding something like that” and tosses in that grin again. Yea he knows exactly what he is doing, and damn he is good.

    “You really want to have a roll now? I am game if you are. But I have not wrestled in a long time”. I ask with the anticipation of a horny teenager. “Don’t worry you big lug. If you are lucky I will go easy on you” as he stands up adjusting the deceptively massive bulge in his shorts.

    As we head back around to his Garage / gym setup we discuss a little bit about what to expect, mostly horny fun – good, nothing extreme- well duh. Both agree that that we just want to get our hands and body on other hot bodies and muscles and see where it plays out.

    Remembering that I must out weight him by about 35-45 lbs. of pure rock hard muscle I get a huge grin across my face thinking that even without any experience this could be fun for me. About that time he asks “what are you grinning about big guy? I can almost read your mind, and THAT aint going to happen.” As he starts to stretch and flex I am amazed at the amount of muscle packed onto such a tight rock hard frame. His body literally appears to be carved out of granite. Eric starts in “since you are a little rusty old man I will give you first shot to see what sort of moves you have left in you.”

    I move in closer and attach my large arms around him in face to face bear hug. Mostly I apply the bear hug to feel his rock hard body, plus I figure with my strength there is no way he can get any leverage. The initial feel of our sweaty muscles is pure testosterone rush through my entire body. He hangs in my hug for a good minute or two before he makes his first move. He slides his legs up my body and latches his feet into my hip area on each side of my body while using his hands on my shoulders as leverage to press his body up the length of my body. Once he is as high as he can get, he locks his hands around the back of my neck and rolls all of his weight over backwards causing us to topple to the mats. In a blur like I have never seen before I landed on top of him, he uses his legs between us and flips me over onto my back and he ends up straddling my chest with my biceps pinned under his knees, and that fucking grin. Cocky little prick, but on him it works and it is turning me on even more. His crotch is now riding my face and he really is enjoying himself to much at my expense.

    I lift my legs as high as I can to try and grab his torso to bring him down, No luck. I try to buck and jerk and bridge as hard as I can to toss him off. “Really? That all you got?” He taunts me as he slips his rock hard cock out of his shorts, he grabs both sides of my head and mashes my face into his dick and grinds my face. “I think that you are enjoying this big dick too much?” And he stuffs it back into his shorts. I try to move my arms to get any sort of leverage but he digs he knees harder into my biceps as they flex. “Oops that is going to leave a mark” he chuckles. “You ready to give in big guy?” “Never” I spit out through gritting teeth.

    He reaches over grabs my right wrist, pulls my arm behind my head and locks me down tight while he slides lower on my body then in a split second he is on my left side grabs my left thigh and flips me over face first into the mats. He literally used pure power skill and leverage to flip 215 lbs. over like a piece of meat on a grill. As I land face first his knee digs into my lower back and he spins around facing my legs and pulls them both up by my ankles hooking them under his arms and leans into the hold, whatever you call it. It HURTS………… somehow he gets a free hand and I feel my shorts being pulled down my thighs. I am half embarrassed that I am hard as a rock, and totally turned on so much I don’t care while he is tossing me around like a rag doll. He notices my rock hard 8.5″ and more than a hand full of full size nuts and grabs of my prize meat. “Figures”, he smirks “all this muscle and you are nothing but a pretty play toy for me. The good part is that you seem to enjoy it as much as I do.” He gets one big nut in each hand and asks one more time “your choice, I can keep this up all day or you can submit now?” as he starts to tug and twist each big nut separately in his strong hands.

    “Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Okay…. Okay. Enough.” I submit, unwillingly. As he loosens the grip and starts to get off of me, I think to myself – fucker plays dirty so can I. As soon as he is just about off my body and about to start the bragging and teasing, I grab both his ankles and flip him over. I thought I had a surprise attack all lined up, but not so. The rest is a blur, but here I am flat on my back, buck naked in his steel thighs immobilized while he teases taunts and toys with my body at free will. I am covered in my sweat breathing like a caged animal, and he looks like he could just as easily be reading a magazine. WTF? Who is this guy, I think to myself.

    “I told you that I might go easy on you big lug, but if you try to pull another stunt like that you are in trouble.” As if to emphasize ‘trouble’ he flexes with every ounce of energy he has and I feel my abs scream in agony. “I will give you one more shot. You give?” he asks with a little more intensity then before. Since I am unable to breathe or even form words all I can do is rub and then tap the muscles in his quads with my hand. Even tapping his thigh I can feel each ridge and striation of his musculature. He eases up a little before once again throwing every ounce of power into his thighs with a quick flex to prove his point before he releases me.

    At this point I am laid out spread eagle nude trying to catch my breath. He bounces up to his feet with the same agility and speed that he used to kick my ass and strips off his shorts. On top of being a total stud, good looking, ripped-to the-max built, he has to have a porno cock too. Really? He stands over me, I know what is coming, he raises both arms and hits the most perfect mind blowing double bicep pose and flexes to his victory. While he is rubbing his superiority in, he takes his foot and places it on my pecs and uses his toes to flick my nipple. That does it. I BLOW, I don’t shoot, I erupt like a volcano. Looking up at this power house of compact muscle, his rock hard body and huge dick. The foot on my nipples tipped the iceberg over, and I am past the edge. The first shot covers my abs pretty good, the second burst hits my chin and some lands on his foot. I am literally so turned on my cock is shooting hands free just looking at this stud.

    After I am done shooting hot cum all over my own body, he kneels down beside me and slaps his rock hard cock across my face a few times. “Open wide Muscle Boi, I am just getting started with you.” He places both hands on either side on my body and begins to piston fuck his cock down my throat in a perfect push up position. He is not only content to use his power and hot body to kick my ass, he intends to keep showing off his superior strength while using me for his sex toy. Oh Hell Yea, I am game for this any day. I grab onto his hips and hold on for the most powerful throat fuck I have ever had. His dick slides down perfectly, good thing I have no gag reflex, lucky him. More like lucky me for this move.

    I feel every muscle in his body begin to tense and tighten. Feeling him get close I engage my tonsils and start milking / sucking / massaging the head of his dick with every thrust. I talent that I am very good at and one that I know works to trip any man’s nut. And it works. His growl begins low in his gut. More like a deep vibrating rumble and boils over into full on grunt as the first wave of hot cum gushes down my throat. After the first volley of cum he pulls all the way out of my mouth and lets the rest bust and blow all over my face. I have my mouth open wide like a starving animal trying to catch as much of his load as I can. Once he finishes his load he lets the tip of his cock rest on my lips for me to lick and suck the remaining cum off his dick and out of his shaft. Once again my oral expertise takes over and before long I have him quivering with the feel of my tongue on his sensitive dick head.

    What he does next still blows my mind even after many sessions and a few years together as partners. He leans over and licks my face totally clean of his hot seed and then feeds it to me in the most passionate deep kiss I have ever had. Our tongue battle and tangle sharing his hot sweet load mixed in with a mouth full spit until he collapses on top of my body in one sweaty heap of happy content spent muscle.

    The last thing I remember before drifting off into a deep well deserved nap with his body wrapped in my strong arms, his head laying on my sweaty chest, I hear him say “You are going to be the Best Fucking Neighbor Ever.”


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  • First time I saw cum

    A good buddy and I had made a hideout in a tree back in the woods. There was a trail that passed about 10 yards over from our fort and a patch of grass in the woods. Buddy and I were talking… when all of a sudden we heard voices. A man and a woman of about 30 -35 each were hiking in the woods. When they got to the grassy patch they pitched a blanket and had a little lunch and a drink. Our fort was so well hidden they could not see us looking out the peep holes of the fort. About 10 inches square in size..two of them.

      Holy cow said Bob they are kissing he whispered and I said yeaaaa. He put his hand on her tits and rubbed them through her sweater and then lifted sweater up and for the first time in our short lives we saw a real set of tits. He sucked them and then put his hand to her crotch and rubbed it. She unzipped his pants and pulled his much bigger cock than what I had ever seen including mine and stroked it. I was breathing so hard I knew I was going to be heard. He put her on her hands and knees and pulled her pants and panties down and there it was. The most beautiful and hottes thing we had ever seen… Her naked ass.. He spread her cheeks and we could see her hairy pussy. (remember late 60’s) and her ass hole. He got behind her and started to eat her from behind. My dick was so hard and throbbing I thought I was going to explode. I looked and Bob was rubbing his through his pants.

     They were at the perfect angle when he got in behind her and put his cock into her hairy pussy and started fucking her we could see it sliding in and out.. Her tits were swinging like crazy. After about 2 minutes of that he pulled out and she turned around and cleaned his cock off with her mouth.  I wanted to pull my cock out but dang Bob and I never thought about doing something like that. The man got on his back and she sit on his cock and and we could see her asshole pucker every time he shoved it deep into her pussy. In and out…up and down..we could see her pussy juice on his cock. Well something happened that we both wondered WTF. She said Yes…Yes…Yesssss. Oh God I’m Cumming..and rode him like crazy until she got over it. Now Bob and I did not know that a woman could have an orgasm and cum back then. Times were so different back then. He said baby take it…I Cumming…gona cum in your pussy. We then could see his cum roll down his shaft out of her pussy getting all over her pussy hair and his balls. Again she got off of his cock and sucked his cum and her juice off his cock. They laid there on the blanket for a while and then got dressed and went on down the trail.

     I said Bob can you believe that…did you see all that cum…Bob said yes and asked did I cum because he did in his pants and I said no. I said wait and rubbed a load out into my pants.. Funny thing Bob and I felt strange around each other and never went back to the fort again. But I would jack off at least 3 times a day thinking about her pussy being fucked and all that cum….Mmmmmmm…cum….As I beat my meat up until I was 18 I though of what another mans cum tasted like. I had fucked a few girls and married the hottet one of them all. By then and when I was 22 I met a fellow at a bowling alley and we talked and the subject of pussy came up. he said wow he was getting turned on. I said after this last ball lets go out into my car and talk pussy stories. He said cool and in a little bit we were sitting in my car. He told of how he and his wife fucked and and how they did it.  Then he said I love shooting in her mouth. I then told him of my first look at pussy and seeing another mans cum being shot into a woman pussy and it all rolling out. He said wow dude that’s hot. I felt very good with this guy named Rick and I told him I was hard and he said he was too. He said lets take a drive to the park and I could see his hard cock in his pants as we pulled into the park.

      I said man will you let me see your cock and he said sure if he could see mine. He pulled his out and the tip of it was covered in precum  also noticed he was uncut with foreskin half way up the head. I pulled my cock out and it was also wet with precum. He slid the skin up and started stroking it slow and he said watch this. He had edged a shot out into the foreskin and when he slid it back a gob of thick white gooey cum came out. I said did you cum and he said no it was just an edge. I asked if I could touch his cum and he said yes so I put my finger in the white thick precum and and put it to my nose and smelled it. Not too much so I said mind if I taste  it and he said why don’t  I just put my mouth on the head of his cock and taste it real good. I said Im not gay and he said he was not either but want to always play with a man if the right one came along. So all of the years thinking of tasting another mans cum I put my mouth on his cock  head and cleaned the cum with my tongue . Hemmmm…had a salty but sweet taste. He said let me taste your precum of which my cock was covered but my cum was a clearer runny  type of cum. He put his mouth on my cock and he licked my head and hole clean but then started to go up and down on it. He was giving me a blow job….Oh no..Im letting another man suck my dick…what would my wife say. after about a minute I told him to stop because I was close to cumming. He said your turn so with out hesitation I put his cock into my mouth and started to suck it. Up and down until he almost came. I could really taste his flowing precum while I was sucking his cock. He said stop and I did we sucked each other like that for about 10 minutes and he said…you want to taste a full load. I said oh yea.

     I I was holding my head still and was jacking with my hand …not knowing what to expect and all of a sudden I felt him release his load in my mouth one burst…then another..I was so full I had to pull off and jacked the rest out and wow did he have a lot of white sticky cum. After the 3 huge shots in my mouth he shot at least another six shots of cum all over my hand. I mumbled here goes and swallowed his cum. Mmmmmm it tasted good. There was this man..sitting there with hot cum all over my hand and his cock and belly……Wow I couldn’t believe it. I licked my hand clean and licked it off his cock and balls. He said its your turn now. And he went down on me and less than a minute he took my full load and was able to swallow most of it before he was full up. He jack the rest out just like I did him. So there it was..I had filled a fantasy of sucking a cock off and eating his cum..

     Rick and I became best friends and we  would take pics of our wives with open pussies and asshole showing…pics of cream pies and stuff…..this was back before video so just black and white pictures but it was so great to see it. We would get on my bed or his bed when ever the wives were gone and 69 for as long as we could. We would try to shoot at the same time and most of the time we were squirt for squirt. We did this until the late 1990’s when he got transferred on his job to another state. We have met several times since then and we can now show great videos of our wives to each other. His wife is hot as hell just like he says mine is. When we would all get together for a cook out or something I would whisper to Rick our wives would die if they knew we were showing them getting fucked to each other.  Our last meeting was five yrs ago and we are supposed to get together this 4th of July….with new fuck videos of our wives and at least eating each others load maybe 10  or 12 times before he has to go back to his job.

     Funny thing…I cant seem to find a guy like Rick to play with or be comfortable with. I have sucked several cocks but it was only once with them. Oh man I got to go and beat my meat after telling this story. Hope it makes you hard reading it and let me know if you by chance shot a load after reading it. Happy CUM Trails to you….until we meet again


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  • Stuart’s First time

    After my first time, I spent a long time looking for the stud that took my virginity that morning in the stairwell. For a while it was all I thought about and I so wanted to recreate it again with him. I went to the gym at varying times of the day sometimes twice a day hoping to find him. I walked around campus in my spare time searching for him but again but no such luck. Eventually the school year came to an end and I decided that I would stay for the summer break rather then go back home. I found a summer job at the local coffee shop and a nice bachelor apartment close to downtown.  

    Some of athletes and international students stayed for the summer but most of the population went back home. I had figured that there was no chance of finding him and so I got back into a routine. Gym in the morning then work until 4 or so, then make supper and go for a run or a swim. It was nothing exciting but I enjoyed it.  

    One morning at the gym I noticed a new poster by the water fountain advertising summer hockey camps for local kids. I remember when I was a kid I went to one of those camps and some of the players from the university team would be the coaches. However one of the pictures of a player caught my eye, and I got closer for a better look. It was a picture of a little kid with a player from the university team. That player was the guy I had been looking for all this time!  

    I went to work and thought about it most of the day. It started to make sense as to why I hadn’t seen him again. The hockey players had their own locker rooms and gym that the public didn’t have access to. They also had very different course schedules and were on the road most of the fall. It came to me that they also went to a very different bar then most of the students. The bar catered to them, and most of the guys that I knew from school would never go there as the girls that went only wanted to hook up with the athletes.  

    I decided that I would go that weekend, just have a causal drink and see if I can spot him. I got there late as I did not want to be there that long and wanted to be in a crowd as not to look too out of place by myself. As soon as I walked in I went to the bar and got a beer and was able to look around a bit. Almost immediately I saw him. He was at a booth with some other jocks and a bunch of girls around the booth as well. I didn’t want to approach as he would never had acknowledged me. So I decided I would just walk by the booth a few times hoping he would recognize me. It worked. He saw me, he made eye contact for a split second and then went back to talking to his buddies. I went back to the bar and got another drink. I looked back at the table and he was gone. I worried that I had scared him off but when I turned back to the bar he was standing beside me asking for another round for his table. While he waited he looked over at me and said “meet me outside in 15 minutes”. He went back to the booth with the drinks I finished mine and went outside. Again the fear sat in. The anxiety that I had felt during our first encounter, about being caught, about being outed.

    There was a steady stream of people coming and going from the bar, then he emerged. He starting walking across the street but motioned for me to follow. I followed and he went a ways down the street away from the crowds and onto the main lawn of the university. It had lots of trees and I watch him look over his shoulder at me and step behind a tree. I followed and he grabbed me as I got to the trees and pushed me against the tree out of sight. We were out of sight but still this was too public an area for us to do anything. He put his hand on the front of my jeans and felt my engorged cock. He kissed me deeply and I could smell the beer on his breath, he then asked “do you live around here?” I told him yes and he told me to lead the way.  

    He followed with quite a distance between us to be sure no one would think he was following me. I got to the house and my apartment was on the attic level so I waited for a minute for him to catch up then proceeded up the stairs making sure he saw me. He followed and we arrived in my apartment, he closed the door behind him and again kissed me while removing my shirt and forcing me against he wall. He pull his shirt off and began to unbuckle his pants, I did the same. I lead him to the bed where he lightly pushed me down on it. He then removed my underwear and began to suck my cock. After a minute or so he stood up and remove his own underwear and stood over me with his fully erect cock. He rolled me on my back and got into a 69 position shoving his cock in my mouth as he got back to sucking mine. I loved it. He was very good at giving head almost too good, I was trying to slow him down as I was getting close. I pushed on his hips trying to get him to stop but he wouldn’t he kept sucking and licking. I couldn’t stand it anymore and blew my load into his waiting mouth. He took everything he could then grabbed me by the hips and picked me up with his cock still down my throat. He then spread my ass cheeks and spit my load onto my hole. I continued to suck his cock as he fingered me lubing my hole with my own cum.  

    He stood up withdrawing from my mouth and got around between my legs placing them on his broad shoulders. He then leaned forward and pressed his cock against my hole. I remembered this part being so painful but I knew not to fight it. He firmly pushed himself in, and I gasped as he entered me and I heard him sigh with pleasure. He let himself slide slowing into my hole then withdrew all the way. He pushed just the head in this time and made very small motions in and out but not going beyond the head. I wanted more, I tried to press against him but he would just back up further. He then lowered his upper body onto mine and kissed me deeply then whispered in my ear. “You want all of my cock don’t you” “Yes, please fuck me!” I said. With that he let himself slide all the way in. I felt his balls rest on my ass as he paused for a second. He then withdrew and this time quickly pushed himself back in all the way. I groaned in pleasure and he continued fucking me like this for sometime. I was able to look at him this time and to feel his huge arms and back muscles. He was gorgeous! I grabbed his head and kissed him, I wanted to savor this time as I was in heaven. I felt the pressure start to build in my ass, as if I was going to piss, my cock was throbbing and oozing pre-cum as he fucked me deeply. I wanted him to cum with me and so I lowered my legs and wrapped them around his hips and encouraged him to fuck me faster and harder. His eyes closed and I felt his balls slapping my ass with each hard deep thrust. I couldn’t take it anymore, my dick started to shoot stream after stream of my load in between our two bodies. He fucked me harder and harder and sweat was dripping down his body onto mine. He then grabbed my legs and threw them up on his shoulders fucking me as deeply as possible, over and over again he slammed into me and I felt his pace quicken and he started groaning and I felt his cock explode into me, deep into my ass. He fucked me hard and I began to feel his cum running down the back of my ass, I was overflowing with his seed. He then collapsed on top of me breathing heavily covered in sweat. I wrapped my arms around him and we lay there for what seemed like a long time. He finally rolled over and his cock slide out of my hole. I looked over at him and gave him a smile and said “Hi, I’m Stuart”, he laughed and said “Hi, I’m Brad”.  

    Brad spent the night that night, and would come back many more nights that summer.


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  • Anything for my boyfriend

    I had an argument with my boyfriend not the first in recent weeks. His name is Leroy 28 years old black guy 195lbs (88kg) 6’2″ (1.88cm) tall muscular build. I’m Liam 21 years old white guy 145lbs (65kg) 5’10″(1.55cm) athletic build. Our relationships hit a bad time. I was in need, desperate need of a good fucking. Something my boyfriend had not given me in awhile. He walked out my apartment slamming the door behind him and telling me to fuck off. I had a cold feeling running through the whole of my body. I felt isolated and alone. I was crying, the whole of my body was shaking. The last argument had been particularly violent. In his rage he had pushed me up against the wall and slapped me across the face several times and punched me in the stomach. He had a very short fuse. Easily lost his temper. Maybe that was one of the reasons I liked him. Only this time I felt he had gone too far.

    I had not been out on my own for quiet awhile. When your man is feeding and breeding you and sex is hot there is no need. He had not been doing that for awhile. It was not a passing phase with him. I seriously think he was seeing and having sex with someone else. Knowing him possibly others. He has an insatiable sexual appetite. We used to have long dirty sex sessions. He rammed his big 8″ plus thick black cock into my love hole aggressively. The more I screamed and struggled the more excited he gets. Seeing the whites of his eyes and the lustful expression on his face as he fucks and dominates me is both an erotic and ecstatic sensation. I was his black cock loving white boy.

    I would do anything he asked of me to keep our relationship intact. He started to bring his homies back to our apartment so he could watch them fuck me. Then he would have a long session fucking me on their caramel juices. I live for sex and love my boyfriend and would do anything to keep him. This time I had taken enough. His attitude and having not had sex for weeks. I was damn sure I was going to do something about it.

    I took on the mental attitude that I was single and looking for sex. I began to feel good now that I had made up my mind to go out and have a good time. I had a shower applied body spray. Decided that I would go commando. Pulled on a skinny tight fitting pair of jeans and a skinny fitting button up shirt. I looked in the mirror. Fuck my reflection looked gorgeous.

    It’s been awhile since I went out on my own. I was feeling both elated and nervous. To be off the gay scene just for a short time and the whole gay scene could change. I just hoped that there would be at least one person I knew. I went to a few gay bars. I knew no one. After a few drinks I started to relax. I made small talk with a few guys. No one appealed to me. I was into masculine strong guys. I liked to be controlled. So far no luck. They say that when you have had a few drinks the guys look more handsome. Well maybe I needed to have more drink.

    I decided to try one of the nightclubs. I could at least dance away the night. I was beginning to get a bit weepy at the thought of going back to my apartment and all it’s problems with my boyfriend. I recognized some guys from the past. No one I really knew. I had always been to places with my boyfriend. When I had him I needed no one else.

    I was leaning on the bar trying to drink my sorrows away when I felt a hand on my back. I turned suddenly. Because of the low lighting I could not make out who it was. All I could tell was that there were 2 of them. Two tall black guys. One of them said “hello Liam remember me?” For awhile I didn’t recognize him. Then I realized who he was. His name is Royce. I looked at the other guy and recognized him.He was Joey. Royce I guess is 6′ (183cm) and about 240lbs,(109kg) Joey is about the same height and about 220lbs,(100kg) both so I was to find out later had tattooed muscular bodies.

    They were two hoodie thugs from my high school days. Shit I didn’t expect to find them in a gay club. I nervously said “yeah hi.” “We saw you come in here. So we followed you. “So you gay?” Asked Royce. The drink gave me the courage to say. “Yeah I’m gay that a problem?” ” No, I had my suspicions,” said Royce. “So you a cock lover,” said Joey. They both stood round me in a menacing and overpowering way. I was in a gay environment, which gave me some feeling of security. “You like it when guys pay you some attention?” Asked Royce. “The right sort, yeah.” I replied. “You like that Joey and me are paying you some attention” he asked with a smirk on his face. “Not too sure about that.” I replied. “You like if we play with you.” Before I could answer he reached out with his right hand and ran it down my arm and onto my hip, looking at me all the time. My heart was beating faster I was inhaling and exhaling rapidly. “You nervous whiteboy or excited.” He was laughing at the same time as he asked. Joey raised his right hand and ran his fingers through my hair. Looking deep into my eyes he said, “you have a pretty face boy.” I gave a nervous smile and said,” yeah I been told that before.” There only teasing I was thinking.

    Royce reached out with both hands and started to unbutton my shirt. When he had undone several buttons he pulled my shirt open revealing my naked chest. He looked at Joey then nodded towards my chest. Joey reached out with his hand and started to stroke my chest. Both of them were stroking my chest massaging my nipples making them hard. The sensation to feel and see their large black hands on my chest made my chest heave up and down as I inhaled and exhaled rapidly. My cock was rock hard and tenting in my pants. I was enjoying every moment. The mixture of fear and exhilaration caused the whole of my body to tremble and contort. They both explored more of my body stroking down over my hips and thighs. Royce peeled off my shirt. I was half-naked. One stood on the left and the other on the right of me both were pressing their bodies and legs into me. I felt their hands stroking my ass, crotch and between my legs. Every time they rubbed over my cock it made me shudder.

    Their hands were all over me. I was having a good feel of their tight athletic muscular bodies. Both of these guys were hotties and fitties. Ripples of muscles over their bodies. I rubbed my hands over their long thick bulging cocks inside their pants. My cock was exuding precum. There was a wet stain on my jeans.

    “You wanna to take a ride with us?” asked Royce. I was still convinced that they were teasing me and would chicken out in the end. I thought I would play along with them for fun.

    I told them I needed to go to the restroom. “We’ll be waiting just outside the restroom for you.” Said Royce. The barmen had heard and seen all that was going on. He came into the restroom and asked if I was ok. I said. “Yeah I know them, there only teasing.” I made sure I was clean and lubed my ass. I could be wrong, hopefully they could be serious.

    (I was to find out they were serious. They had failed to find some girl to fuck and have a good time with. Then I came along. Any wet warm hole would do male or female. )

    We walked out to the car in the parking lot. They made me climb into the back. Royce joined me. “You know where to go Joey drive with care man, we don’t want to attract any highway cops.” It was only then that I figured they were maybe serious. “Ok whiteboy” said Royce. “Let me and you get friendly.” He unbuckled his belt, undid the top button and unzipped his pants, arched his ass up and slipped his pants down. We were out on a dessert road it was dark inside the car I could hardly see. Royce leaned back and stretched his arms and chest. There was a sudden flash of light from a car going in the opposite direction that momentarily lit up the interior of the car. I then I caught a fleeting glance of his flaccid large black cock. “Down on your knees and get between my legs white boy, lets see how good a cock sucker you are.” I licked around the head of his cock sucking the whole of it gently into my mouth. The shaft of his cock was getting harder as he pulled out my mouth. I licked along the now hardening shaft. He gently snaked his cock back down my throat. Penetrating his cock deeper and deeper down my throat. I felt his hand on my head increasing the pressure as he pressed my head down on his cock. He thrust up and down inside my throat. He was moaning and shuddering. I tasted his precum. The car started to slow down Joey shouted we are here. Royce pulled his cock out my mouth and pushed me away.
    We had driven down a dirt track into an isolated and secluded area. I didn’t know where we were. Only they knew. There was a full moon and the sky was now clear, almost Semi-daylight.

    Royce told me to get out the car. He reached out and pulled me towards him as he did he unbuckled my belt and pulled my zipper open. Letting my jeans fall to the ground. I kicked them to one side. I was now naked. They both stripped naked. For the first time, by the light of the moon, I could see their sculptured bodies. They both had horse hung cocks and well-hung hairy ball sacs. I stood there in awe. My cock was rock hard.

    Royce had a semi-hard cock Joey’s was flaccid. “On your knees boy and suck our cocks gayboy.” I licked and sucked on both their cocks both were soon rock hard. They were both horny and in need of satisfying their needs. My mouth was hungry for their juices. They were taking it in turns to thrust their cocks down my throat making me gag and spit up saliva that was running down my chin and chest. When they pulled out precum and saliva dripped off the hard shaft of their cocks. Threads of precum hung between my lips and their pee slits. Royce was the first to shoot cum down my throat. Joey looked on laughing. Royce pulled his hard cock out my throat and squirted his sperm juices into my face, chest and back. Squeezing the last drops on my face.

    Joey pushed Royce out the way and snaked his hard thick black cock down my lubricated throat and fuck faced me while Royce looked on with a smile on his face. Joey held my head firm as he squirted his caramel juice down my throat. He pulled his cock out my mouth and wiped it across my face.

    Royce told me to get down on all fours like a dog. Royce knelt down behind me and leaned into me. I could feel his cock pressing against my hole. He was thrusting and pressing hard, stretching my anus. Finally the head of his cock slid in making me scream out. Royce raised his hands and slapped the cheeks of my ass several times. Sending a stinging pain through out the whole of my body. He continued to thrust aggressively until my sphincter loosened and gave into the brute force he was using to penetrate me. The whole of his cock suddenly slipped all the way into my gut making me scream. “I’m only giving you what you want boy.” he said as he gripped my hips firmly and pounded my ass with his thick hard black cock. He was right they were using me and I was in heaven. Joey knelt in front of me and grabbed a handful of my hair with one hand forcing my head back. He gripped my chin with his other hand and forced my mouth wide open so he could snake his hard black pre- cum dripping cock down my throat. They spit roasted me.

    My hard cock was swinging up and down as they fucked me. I suddenly I ejaculated shooting threads of pearly white cum out my pee slit. They continued to fuck both ends of me aggressively. Awesome sensation.

    I could feel Royce’s cock throbbing in my gut as his cock exploded inside me filling my gut with his sperm juices some trickled out my hole and ran down the inside of my legs. At the same time Joey squirted his sperm juices down my gullet making me gag as cum filled my mouth, spilling out the corners of my mouth and down my nostrils. They rested for a few minutes. Joey was stroking my hair and shoulders as his cock softened in my mouth. Royce’s cock was softening in my gut as he stroked my naked back and butt.

    They were both sweating profusely Small pools of sweat formed in the hollows of my back. I was thinking they had satisfied their sexual needs when Royce asked Joey if he wanted to fuck my ass. They both got me to suck their cocks until they were hard. They spit roasted me again. After about 2 to 3 hours of feeding and breeding me they drove me home. As I got out the car Royce looked at me and said, “Maybe we’ll have the need of your body for some of our homies sometime.” The thought of being used by them and others sent a thrill and enjoyable shudder through every tissue of my body.

    I sat in my apartment with their caramel juice bubbling in my stomach and a nice taste in my mouth. Fuck I was looking forward to my bed and sleep. I jumped into bed only to discover Leroy was in bed. He grabbed my hair with his right hand and ran his left hand between my legs. Caramel juice was oozing out of my hole. You been out getting fucked bitch,? Said Leroy. Yeah I said I got some guys to do me, seeing as you’re not. He thrust two of his fingers up my ass withdrew them and licked on his fingers. He lifted my legs up and pressed them down on my shoulders his cock was rock hard as he penetrated me and fucked me several times. It felt good to be fucked by him again I knew then that no fuck was as good as his. I knew now how to keep my man, go out and get fucked by as many guys as possible then go home and be fucked by him. Leroy’s cock was bigger and shot more juice than any guy I knew. Yeah I still love him.


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  • Fresh Start

    The four of us sat on the bridge, laughing and giggling about who-fucking-knows-what. Everything was funny! Everything was calm. For the first time in a while, I’d felt like I’d belonged.

    Diesel was standing awkwardly as he imitated the school’s wrestling coach. I had never met him before, but the other two found it hilarious.

    “GAWD DAMMIT VINCENT!” He carried on. “ARE YOU WRESTLIN’ OR PLAYIN’ TAG?” The three of them continued their laughter as I stood and brushed my pants off. They grew silent and stared at me.

    “What?” Oh my God is there something on my face? Graydon stood up.

    “I feel like we’ve been ignoring you.” He says, his weird expression and red, glassy eyes invoke laughter from me. He lifts a brow in confusion. I reach up, grabbing on to his ears and wiggling them.

    “You got a weird lookin’ face.” I say, staring at him. I have no idea what possessed me, but without thinking, I lean in and kiss his cheek. A smile instantly creeps over his face.

    “Hey! No fair! I want one too!” Vincent whined as he got up and shoved Graydon out of the way. He turned his cheek for me to kiss, but as I leaned in, he quickly turned his head and I collided with those beautiful lips of his. He wrapped his arms behind the small of my back, kissing me again and again. Jesusjesusjesusjesusjesusjesus. I could hardly even think straight. I felt him being pulled away, and Diesel’s bulky form took his place.

    “My turn.” He grinned, putting his hands in the place where Ven’s arms were. He leaned down a little, fitting his mouth to mine. I felt his tongue flicking against my lips, begging for entry. I parted my lips slightly, letting his tongue dance with mine. Without warning, his hands moved down and closed around my ass, lifting me up a bit. LORD CHRIST. I uttered a slight moan and pulled away, just enough to stare at him. He was nibbling the corner of his lip again.

    “Now THAT is no fucking fair!” I heard Graydon say from behind me. Diesel let go and I looked down just in time to see him adjust his boner. I turned around, my face felt like burning coals.

    “I wish you two would fuck off! He’s mine! Im the one who fucking saw him first!” Ven pouted, crossing his arms. Graydon wiggled his finger in front of Ven.

    “Sorry to burst yer bubble, sport, but I saw him before school even fucking started. So, by default, YOU two need to fuck off.” He said with a smile. He grabbed me around the waist and lifted me up, then began assaulting my neck and face with a barrage of kisses.

    “OKAY OKAY!” I cried between laughs and Graydon finally put me down. I cleared my throat and brushed myself off, even though there was nothing on me. “I’m not the last slice of pizza, you guys can’t just claim me, ya know. That’s kidnapping and slavery.” I said with a wink and a smile as I began to walk across the bridge. The three of them stood laughing for a moment, then I heard their steps following mine. Was this actually happening? Do I actually have guys fighting over me? At my last school, I wouldn’t have even gotten so much as a stare from anyone. But here… What’s so different here?

    “What do you guys wanna do now?” Ven asked, running his hands through his hair and slicking it back.

    “Well fifth period is over in…” Diesel stopped to check his phone. “Seven minutes. I know you guys probably want to get to sixth.” He stopped and looked at me. “Or we could just skip the rest of the day?” Graydon shook his head.

    “Can’t. Ms.Geoprey is gonna skin me if I miss any more of her class. Plus I already have makeup work I need to do, so I’ll catch up with you guys later.” He fist-bumped Diesel and Vincent, then stopped and hugged me. “You’re still coming to practice after school, right?” He asks. I nod at him and he turns and walks away. I watch him all the way to the fence.

    “I have Hickson and he kinda lives in my neighborhood, sooooooo let’s go Connor.” He said grabbing my arm.

    “Hold the fuck up.” Diesel stopped him, taking my other arm in his massive hand. “Don’t make him leave just because you have to.” Ven’s face turned upward in disgust. “Well there is no way in hell I’m leaving you two alone so you can rape him.” “It ain’t rape if he likes it, buddy.” Diesel replied, winking in my direction. I turned, attempting to hide my smile. He released my arm. Ven took that as a sign of retreat and yanked me in his direction. “Well, wait! Can I at least walk you to class?” “No.” Ven quipped. “Not you, moron.” Diesel retorted. He came up to my side, taking my hand in his. He ran his free hand through his hair and grinned warmly. “Stupid moronic asshole piece of shit…” Ven silently vented to himself.

    Back on campus, students were still running about to reach their designated areas as the “one-minute-warning” bell rang. I was still accompanied by the two wrestlers and they’ve been butting heads ever since we stepped foot on the track. “No, you can’t walk him to class. I’M walking him to class, so beat it, Beefcake.” Vincent stated sternly as he placed his arm around my waist. Diesel crossed his arms over his massive chest and rolled his eyes. I could feel Ven’s fingers drawing circles against my hip-bone. “I love how you’re making all of Connor’s decisions for him.” He said, holding his hand out to me. “Let me see your schedule, kiddo.” I reached into my back pocket and removed the folded, crumpled class schedule. He took from my hand and skimmed over it, eyes jumping from one place to another. A coy grin spread over his face like a wild flame. “Guess who has wood-shop with me…” He said, folding the paper and sliding it into my front pocket. “No fucking way…” Ven groaned, letting his hand fall from my side. Diesel looked at me, once again, biting his lip, and placed his hand where Ven’s had been. “Let’s go, babe.” He said as we began walking. Diesel turned back and winked at Ven, then pulled me closer so my head was against his muscular pec. As we rounded the corner of the 400 building, I heard the final bell ring, signaling that any students still in the halls were considered tardy. “Am I going to get in trouble for being late?” I asked. “Not if you’re with me, you’re not.” He answered, opening the 300 building’s glass door for me to walk in. The building’s hallway had a chilly temp, due to the A/C blasting from the vents in the ceiling. This floor was checkered with beige and chocolate brown tiles and smelled of sawdust. I could hear the whirring of machinery a few doors down. “Here we go again…” I thought. The awkward stares as the “New Kid” enters the classroom. Or the even more awkward thought that people are probably whispering about you. Or the even more more awkward moment when the teacher introduces you to the entire class. I could already feel the embarrassment taking over. Diesel walked forward and held the door open for me. “After you, Madame.” He said, with a smile. As I walked by, I shoved him. It felt like pushing an SUV. Upon entering, I realized that I wasn’t the center of attention. Due to the loud melody of mechanics, no one even heard me come in. I could hardly hear myself think. “What?” I shouted over the noise as I realized Diesel had something. “I said the teacher is the old guy with the clipboard!” He repeated a little louder. I didn’t bother shouting back, just nodded and headed towards the instructor. He seemed to be taking attendance, stopping occasionally to grimace at the piles of wood chippings scattered across the navy blue carpeting. He paused to pull his oval shaped glasses from the white curls of hair on his head and place them over his eyes. “Hi, uh, my name is Connor. I’m new.” I waited for a response, but he didn’t look up. I took another step forward. “Uhm, I’m Connor. I’m a new student.” I repeated a little louder this time. Still not even a blink in my direction. Is he def? “Hey, Gramps!” Diesel shouted from behind me, making me jump. The old man’s head snapped up quickly, his eyes locking on mine. He put on a smile. “What’s your name, young man?” He asked. “Connor.” I answered. “I’m new.” “Well hello, Calvin. Welcome to Boone High. I’m-” “Not ‘Calvin’.” Diesel interrupted. “Connor.” “Ohhhhhh! Ok. Isn’t ‘Donna’ a girls’ name?” He mused, scratching his head. “CONNOR.” I yelled, and at that exact moment, three more saws powered on. “I thought you said it wasn’t ‘Calvin’.” He frowned. Diesel face-palmed. “CONNOR!” Diesel and I both shouted. The saws stopped and the entire class stared in our direction. Diesel turned around. “Well what the fuck are you all looking at? Mind your god damn business!” He ordered. He received a few disgusted looks, but the saws then cut back on and everyone went about their day. We turned back to see the old man staring at us wide-eyed, but he quickly fixed his expression. “Ok, Collin, just have a seat anywhere.” He said, looking back down at his clipboard. Diesel opened his mouth to speak, but I raised my hand to silence him. “Fuck it. I’m Collin.” I said, slightly annoyed. Diesel chuckled, leading me over to a pair of seats to the far right. When we were seated, a student walked over to us. He was a few inches taller than me and had slicked brown hair. His emerald eyes seemed to expand behind the plastic safety goggles that covered them. “Can I see the schematics for our project?” he asked. “Didn’t make any.” He stated, flatly. “How do you plan to build your part of the bridge then?” “I’m not.” “Well then how do you expect to get a grade on this assignment, Dee?” He pressed on, crossing his arm and tilting his head slightly. Diesel locked his eyes on the student in front of him, biting his lip in his usual fashion. The boy quickly sucked in a breath. “I’m pretty sure someone as sexy and smart as yourself can figure something out.” He cooed, his usual bass lowered to almost a rumbling growl of hypnotic charm. “As a matter of fact, I was kind of hoping I wouldn’t have to do any work… Maybe you can do my half for me? I would like that a lot, Pierce.” He said, leaning forward and resting his elbows on the table. “Plus, if you do this little favor for me, I’ll be sure to do a favor for you… A very big favor.” He said with a wink. Pierce’s face was red in an instant. He swallowed hard. “I.. Uhm… O-Okay…” he stuttered in awe. As he turned to walk away, Diesel slapped him on the butt. “Thanks.” he shouted after him. Diesel turned to look at me, then saw my judgmental expression. “What?!” “I had no idea you were such a player.” I teased. He laughed a hearty laugh, crossing his arms behind his head and leaning back. “That’s the classic ‘Diesel Charm’.” He boasted. I rolled my eyes. “Surprised you haven’t tried it on me.” He cut his gaze in my direction. “That’s not true. I got you to kiss me earlier didn’t I?” He grinned. “I kissed everybody earlier.” I stated. That sounded more trashy out loud than it did in my head. “Yeah, but did you kiss them twice?” “I didn’t ki-” Before i could finish, he cut me off with a quick peck on the lips. I froze. He leaned back again, closing his eyes and propping his feet on the desk. “I rest my case, your honor.” He beamed. I kicked one of the chair legs and he shook a little before catching his balance. “Asshole.” I said, failing to fight back a smile. “Better hope your boyfriend didn’t see that.” He raised a brow at me. “Who? Pierce? HA! That was a good one. I mean, sure we’ve fucked around a bit. And maybe, once every blue moon, he blows me on the back of the bus, but who hasn’t?” He said, adding a smile at the end. “I honestly can’t tell if you’re kidding and that scares me.” He laughed so hard, he almost fell out of his chair. “Don’t worry, Babe, you’re the only one I’m fucking.” He said, patting me on the back. A shocked expression plastered itself on my face. He cheesed, showing all of his pearly whites. “Anyway, what was that ‘big favor’ you promised that kid, hm?” I inquired. He was struggling to contain his pride, but was failing, horribly. “Nothing, perv! Just a big, thick, juicy Italian sausage.” He said, pretending to be offended. He leaned in close to me, placing a hand by my ear and whispering. “I’m the Italian.” He giggled sexily, his warm breath tickling my ear and sending a jolt through my frame. Just then, the speaker at the front of the room crackled to life. “Testing, testing.” The principal’s voice silenced the saws. “Ahem! Good afternoon, students n’ staff! I hope you all had a wonderful day today…” He continued, I tuned his voice out as I recanted the events of today. I got bullied by some jock this morning, made a friend that I TOTALLY stood up, went to Burger King with a couple strangers, skipped and walked off campus, got kisses from some very handsome young men… Shit… I guess my day was pretty “wonderful”, Principal! … I need serious help.

    As I entered the gym, the pungent smell of sweat pierced my airways. Holy hell, these kids need baths. In the center of the basketball court, there were about twelve boys, four of which I recognized as Ven, Diesel, Graydon, and his Hispanic friend, in red and black singlets doing various stretches. Boy, they didn’t leave much to the imagination. Oh no… I need to sit down. “Connor!” I looked back up to see Ven running over to me, his… uhm… package bouncing the entire way over. “Glad you could make it!” He wrapped his arms around me in a tight embrace. Needless to say, I could tell he was very excited to see me. “Uh, yeah. I don’t go back on my word.” I smiled. He released me. “You can go and sit up in the bleachers.” He motioned up to where a few girls were sitting. “Watch me and the guns kick some ass.” He said flexing both his biceps and kissing them. I couldn’t help but laugh. “VINCENT!” A loud voice echoed throughout the gym. “GET YER ASS BACK OVER THERE AND STRETCH!” Ven’s face went pale. “Gotta go!” He said, kissing me on the cheek and running back to join the team. My god what an ass he has on him. Could bounce a quarter off that thing. Jeez, if I keep this up, I’m gonna start drooling. “You must be new here.” I jumped a little, realizing that I was being addressed. A man that looked to be in his late thirties stood in front of me. He wore a sweat drenched blue tank and a pair of white shorts. A pair of black shades sat embedded in his spiked black hair. He had one hand on his hip and the other was scratching the black beard that was speckled with a few grays here and there. Judging by the whistle around his neck, this was the wrestling coach. “Yeah. Today was my first day.” “Welcome to Boone. I’m Coach Beau, and you are?” He asked, holding out his hand. “Connor.” I answered, taking and shaking his rough, callused hand. “Connor, huh.” The corner of his mouth turned up in a slight smile. “I hope to see more of you. But for now, I gotta get back to my team.” He stared at me for a few seconds, then turned and walked back to where the boys were still stretching. … Did I just get hit on? I shook the thought from my head and ascended the bleachers, a few rows up from where the three girls were sitting. “Hey!” A girl below me with ginger curls called up. “Which one is your boyfriend?” I gave her a blank stare. “None of them.” I stated. She gave me the “stank-face” and turned back to her friends. “I beg to differ.” A voice called. Brandon was making his way up the bleachers. “I think Ven has grown quite fond of you.” “Eh…” I shrugged. He settled himself down next to me. The ginger girl and the brunette next to her turned to look up at the two of us. “Can I help you two bitches with something? Or were you just born with a staring problem?” Brandon snapped. The two girls turned back around and continued talking among themselves, undoubtedly about us. “Me-ow.” I teased him. He turned to me with a fake smile on his face. “You want the ‘Bitch-Brandon’ special too?” I laughed, shaking my head. “Thought not.” He added, grinning. He crossed his legs and placed his hands on his lap. “Why are you here?” I asked him. “Ven’s my ride home. We live in the same neighborhood.” He answered. “Oh… So are you two close? Like.. uhm…” I paused, hoping he would catch on to what I was asking. Brandon shook his head, furiously. “Ha! No. Don’t get me wrong, Ven is handsome as hell, but he’s immature. If I wanted to date a child, I’d date freshmen.” I nodded in agreement with him, though I didn’t agree. “I don’t think he’s immature… I mean, he is a little child-like, but I think it’s kinda cute.” I said, looking down to see Ven sitting on the floor and reaching for his ankles. When he saw me looking, he gave a quick wave, which I returned. His expression dropped when he realized the coach had seen him. He looked up at me and waved as well. I hesitantly waved back. “I saw him flirting with you earlier.” Brandon said. “I know. Ven does that a lot. It’s cute.” I replied, placing my chin in my hands. “Not Ven, Coach Beau.” He added. My head snapped up. I heard him stifle a laugh. “So it’s not just me? He was actually flirting.” I rolled my eyes. “Uh. Yeah? ‘I hope to see more of you.’ What grown man says that to a fucking teenager?” He ranted. “Fucking pedophile.” I burst into laughter. “Alright ladies, get into groups of two…” The coach continued calling orders from below. I looked over at Brandon, who was closely watching the wrestlers in their various exercises. “So this is what you do everyday till 6:30? I’m pretty sure you could probably find something more entertaining than this.” I asked. “Actually, I don’t just come here for the ride. See that one waaaayy down there next Maxwell with the blonde hair? The German guy? Jesus Christ, he’s so god damn fine.” I had no idea who Maxwell was, but I looked down and immediately spotted him. He wore a red headband and had spiked blonde hair, a few thin locks hung over his face and crystal blue eyes. His thigh muscles and biceps had stretched the singlet to the limit. “Oh my damn. That there is a mighty fine piece of eye candy.” I gaped. “Indeed. A very sweet piece of eye candy.” Brandon added, closing his eyes and licking his lips seductively. “God the things I would do to that boy if I had the chance.” I could only imagine what he was over there picturing. An image of the German boy fucking a loud-moaning Brandon popped into my head. Damn, that’d be hot to watch. “You should talk to him.” I said, ridding my mind of those dirty, dirty thoughts. His eyes shot open. “No way Jose. I don’t have the confidence for that. Plus, I doubt I could get within five feet of him without getting a boner.” I chuckled at the thought. He turned his head in my direction. “STOP LAUGHING AT MY PAIN!” He wailed, placing his face in his hands and proceeded to make ugly crying sounds. I was clutching my sides with laughter. “Hey! Would you keep it down up there! We’re trying to have practice here!” One of the wrestlers shouted. “Hey! Shut ya face! That’s my boyfriend up there!” Diesel yelled back at him. “WHAT?!” Ven exclaimed in protest. “Hey, ALL of you, shut up! Now drop and give me twenty-five! Everybody!” The Coach ordered. Every wrestler hit the floor and began doing pushups. “Ooh? Who’s that?” Brandon asked, raising a brow. “Definitely not my boyfriend.” “You two carry on.” The coach said to us with a smile. “Thanks, we were planning on it.” Brandon replied flatly. “Anyway like I was say- BITCH DO YOU HAVE AN ISSUE?” He shouted down to the girls who were, once again, staring at us. They turned back to each other and once again started talking. “You’re one of a kind, Brandon, you know that?” I said, laughing. “Bitch yes. I’m the one and only!”

    A few hours later, practice was over and the boys were heading back to the locker room. “Ooh! Come on! This is the best part!” He exclaimed, taking my hand and practically dragging me down the bleachers to the locker room. “Lord! It smells like death in here.” I complained, pinching my nose. “Yeah. Trust me, I know. Once you get over the smell, it’s practically a free peepshow. And the best part is, it’s the boys’ locker room, so no bitches allowed.” He beamed, pulling me over to one of the benches in the back. Diesel saw us sitting and walked over, wearing nothing but a pair of tight fitting grey briefs. Holy mother of bulges… “You boys like what you see?” He teased. “I know you do, Connor.” He rubbed a finger under my chin. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. “Don’t flatter yourself, sweetheart.” I quipped. He grinned coyly, turning and showing off his muscular bum. “Come on, baby. You know you can’t resist all of this.” He pulled his briefs down slightly, exposing one of his toned cheeks. “Get out of here, asshole!” I said with a laugh, smacking his left buttock.


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  • Again and Again

    Again and Again

    I first saw him on a Tuesday afternoon. He was seated at the conference table where Ned and I were to have our weekly planning meeting. They were in an animated discussion – something on the current political situation, always a topic of interest – and did not immediately notice me entering the room. As my shadow cast a reflection on the polished table, they turned towards me. Ned was in his usual dress pants, dress shirt, and slim trousers, befitting his lean, athletic frame. I was similarly attired, and particularly grateful to have been so given who I was about to meet. Ned introduced him as Rafael, a recent Yale grad who was going to be interning at the firm for six weeks.

    Simply put, Rafael was beautiful. He had a very light brown complexion, dark brown eyes and hair. Though not as lean as Ned – no one could be that lean – he was naturally slim. Unlike Ned and I, he was dressed casually, in khakis and a pale blue oxford collared shirt with long sleeves that had been neatly folded up to his elbows. He looked very much the product of wealth and privilege: J Crew clothing, hair just so and blindingly white, perfectly aligned teeth; he had that unassuming air about him that is so often a characteristic of those born to old money. To say that Rafael made me feel weak in the knees was not an understatement and it took every ounce of steely determination within me to retain my composure, for whilst Ned and I had known each other for a few years, neither he, nor anyone else at the office knew I was gay. Though I found Rafael breathtaking, I did not want this meeting to be the moment when my secret was discovered.

    I had worked hard to attain my executive position in the company, starting off on the front lines, garnering the respect and admiration of my colleagues, and then working my way up from a mid-level manager to a senior administrator at age 30. This was the reason Ned and I got along so well. He, too, had worked his way up the ladder, and though our areas of responsibility differed significantly, our areas of mutual concern overlapped significantly, requiring us to work cooperatively on many fronts. This we did with enthusiasm and our strengths complemented one another; his strength was big picture strategy; mine was attention to details and people. This made our working relationship incredibly productive. We might argue, but really, we always knew we were on the same side. We were not, however, on the same “team”. Ned was straight, passionately so, and he often regaled us with stories of his exploits, some too incredible to believe, but true, nonetheless. It was also this attribute that made him such a success in a conservative organization such as the one we worked for, an organization that whilst not outright frowning upon homosexuality, never gave it even tacit approval.

    The introductions, made all the more memorable and even more disconcerting for me by the way Rafael raised his eyebrows and flashed me a smile upon hearing that I was the competition – a Harvard man and not a ‘Yaley’, sent me into sexual overdrive. I did not know if he was gay, but I desperately hoped he was. Had it been a different context, I would have turned on all my charms, but this was neither the appropriate time nor venue. My attraction to Rafael made it difficult to concentrate during the meeting. Thankfully, Ned had to cut our discussions short and thus my resolve, as little as it was, saw me through the meeting. When they had left, I let out a deep breath – I had not even realized I was not breathing normally until the room was empty and I was left to my own jumbled thoughts.

    Over the next few weeks, my resolve was tested severely. Ned, Rafael and I, along with our close circle of colleagues and friends, met frequently, both professionally and socially. The social gatherings were the hardest. I was on constant guard. I did not want to say anything that might make me look foolish in front of Rafael and I was paying very close attention to how I looked so that every time we met, I was able to make a really good impression. Though Rafael was younger than me, he seemed so sure of himself, so much at ease. At one lunch, hosted by a friend at the golf club, Rafael arrived wearing navy shorts and a t-shirt that not only flattered his lean figure, but also showed off his beautifully toned arms. He had hooked his tortoise shell sunglasses onto the top of his v-neck t-shirt, providing a tantalizing glimpse of the sparse hair on his chest. As the lunch progressed, I stole furtive glances at him, willing myself to remember how he looked as the sun made his skin glow and his hair shine. It was that image that I wanted to remember at night when the erection I was fighting off could be unleashed and I could find pleasure in the confines of my bedroom as I imagined myself touching him, kissing him, gently at first, and then more and more deeply until passion consumed us and we gave in to our every desire.

    Despite the wicked thoughts I kept having about Rafael, we ended up becoming friends in quick fashion because I realized that if I could not have him in the way that I wanted him, I would, nonetheless, want him as my friend. We would often work late, talk about great books that we had read, movies that we had watched and current events. I wanted him to have a great experience with the firm and took him under my wing. He often sought my advice on how to handle particular clients or how to navigate challenging situations with other personnel. We also began socializing after work. I was keen to introduce him to some of my favourite restaurants, not only because he loved good food, but also because it selfishly gave me even more personal time with him.

    One evening, at a rather pretentiously named restaurant, the conversation drifted, surprisingly for me, to the topic of gay rights. Rafael unequivocally stated his support for equality and then, hesitantly, asked for my opinion. I was both moved and taken aback by his mannerism. On the one hand, I think he feared he had overstepped his bounds; on the other hand, I realized that I may not have done as good a job of hiding my real self from him as I had thought. The possibilities both excited and terrified me at the same time – I could not afford to mess this up if, as I desperately hoped, this was his way of letting me know something about his true desires. I realized I had to respond carefully. Up to that point, Rafael had given me absolutely no reason to suspect he was gay. Nothing about him provided me with any clues as to whether he preferred men or women or both for that matter. We had spoken about our families and our friends, but had never ventured beyond that point to enquire about past loves or relationships. Whether this was borne out of fear of what me might discover or a desire to protect our deepening friendship, I could not tell. I agreed with Rafael’s stance on the subject and emphasized how ridiculous I thought it was that people would not treat others with kindness and dignity. Needless to say, I was even more attracted to Rafael after that.

    At last, however, fate smiled upon me. One Friday morning, Rafael called me to tell me he was feeling under the weather and would not be coming into work. Concerned, I asked him if he needed anything; I would be happy to stop by after work to drop off whatever it was that he wanted. He told me that he was craving soup and would love a bowl of the Canadian harvest soup I had made him a few weeks before. Luckily, I had a batch in my freezer and I told him that since I was going to be leaving early for the weekend, I would swing by my place to pick it up and drop it off to him. Gratefully, he ended the conversation and said that he was looking forward to seeing me and enjoying some soup. Needless to say, time began moving in ultra slow motion. Every time I looked at the time on my computer, minutes rather than hours had passed. After an interminable morning, I was finally able to leave the office and rushed home to freshen up, change my clothes and collect the soup.

    I went to knock on Rafael’s door and found it ajar. I entered his home, found him on his couch reading a book, shirtless, wearing only a pair of boxer briefs. I was speechless and swallowed hard, hoping to give myself a moment to compose myself. My eyes travelled the length of his body and I struggled to contain my desire to take him right then and there. He looked up from his book and smiled brightly.

    “Zach! I’m glad you’re here!”

    “Raf! You look great! Are you sure you’re under the weather?”

    “I’m actually better than I was this morning.”

    “I’m glad to hear. Are you ready for some soup?”

    “I’d love some. Could you please warm some up for me? There are bowls drying on the dish rack.”

    “Absolutely!”

    “Thanks, Zach, I really appreciate this.”

    “No worries – it’s a pleasure.”

    I heated the soup and brought the bowl to Rafael. I passed him the bowl and sat down beside him. Watching him eat was better than porn, especially given his appreciative slurps and sighs as he consumed spoonful after spoonful. I couldn’t help but smile as the soup quickly disappeared. When he had finished the bowl, I asked if he wanted another one. He shook his head and he placed the bowl on the coffee table. He turned and looked at me and, suddenly, I found myself with my heart in my mouth. I saw a look in his eyes that I had never seen before – vulnerable, but determined. He raised his hand and touched my cheek, drawing my face closer to his. I raised my hand to touch his and brought my lips to his.

    Our lips touched, tentatively at first, as if neither of us wanted to break the spell with too sudden a movement. He deepened our kiss and I felt his tongue gently push against my lips, parting them. I drew him closer to me and felt his arms encircle me. Our kisses became deeper, wetter, as we sought to possess each other, speak to each other in a language without words. I felt Rafael’s hands on my t-shirt. He lifted off my t-shirt, breaking our kiss. He stood up, taking my hand in his. I followed him to his bedroom and as we crossed the threshold, I closed the door and Rafael turned to me. Neither of us spoke, knowing instinctively what we each wanted.

    Rafael removed my boxer briefs, freeing my 8-inch erection from its constraints. Before reciprocating the action, I ran my hand over the front of his briefs. I felt heat radiating from them and touched the wet spot that had formed on the front. I reached in and grasped his 7½-inch, rigid penis, releasing it from its confines. We each stepped out of our underwear and drew together, feeling, for the first time, skin against skin. We kissed each other hungrily, wanting nothing more than to devour each other. Our dicks pressed against each other, becoming slick with the precum flowing from them. Once again, Rafael broke our kiss. He dropped to his knees and encircled the head of my cock with his soft lips. He slowly slid his lips down my throbbing shaft until he had taken half of my cock into his mouth. He then slid his lips up the shaft, running his tongue on the under side of my cock until his tongue licked my piss slit and he tasted my precum.

    I bent down and kissed him, sharing the taste with him. He then returned his attention to my cock, taking even more of it into his mouth as he began sucking in earnest. I felt his saliva drip onto my balls and I closed my eyes to savour the feeling of his wet mouth. I placed my hands on the back of his head and thrust even more of my cock into his mouth. He sucked greedily. I pulled back, knowing if I didn’t, that I would cum too soon. I raised Rafael up off his knees and, once again, we kissed deeply. We switched positions and I took his shaft in my hand and began licking his balls, inhaling the fragrance of soap and Rafael’s own intoxicating scent. I kissed the head of his cock and then opened my mouth to take all of him into me. His coarse pubic hair tickled the tip of my nose as I began sucking him, moving my lips up and down his smooth shaft. I placed my hands on his ass, squeezing his round cheeks as I pushed him deeper into my mouth and down my throat. Rafael began to face fuck me in earnest, holding back nothing. Rafael’s cock grew harder in my mouth and I sensed his impending orgasm. I pulled back as Rafael gave one final thrust forward and then first one and then two, three, four spurts of his hot cum filled my mouth. I swallowed repeatedly, not wanting a single drop of his semen to escape. Rafael shuddered and slowly began to withdraw from my mouth, giving me a chance to suck him clean. I kissed Rafael’s softening shaft and pubic hair before rising to my feet.

    We kissed and then Rafael once again dropped to his knees to take my now aching cock into his mouth. Within seconds, I was ready to cum and I pulled my cock out of Rafael’s mouth and began vigorously stroking. Rafael opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, ready to receive my semen. I ejaculated into his mouth and onto his tongue, with the last of the creamy spurts coating his tongue completely. His tongue disappeared into his mouth and I watched as he swallowed my semen. He then returned his attentions to my cock and began coaxing the remaining cum from my shaft to the tip of my piss slit so that he could lick it off. I held onto Rafael’s head to steady myself and once I had regained my balance, I raised Rafael up and kissed him. Once again, we embraced, pulled each other closer, not wanting anything to separate us. Rafael’s lips moved from mine to my neck and then to my earlobe. He took my earlobe into his mouth and sucked on it. I felt the breath from his nostrils in my ear and then I heard his voice.

    “I want you to fuck me. I’ve wanted you to fuck me for so long.”

    “I want you, Rafael. I have never wanted anyone as much as I want you.” I brought Rafael’s mouth to mine and kissed him urgently. Rafael led me to his bed and laid down on his back. I climbed on top of him and we continued our kiss. I kissed his cheeks, his chin and then his throat. He leaned his head back to give me greater access and I kissed his neck before returning to his lips. I moved to his nipples, first his left and then his right, each one responding to my ministrations. I dragged my tongue down his torso, licking and kissing each of his abs. I raised myself up onto my knees and Rafael raised his legs and brought his knees to his ears, exposing his beautiful hairy hole. I kissed and licked each of his ass cheeks in turn, before sliding my tongue to his crack. I swiped my tongue across the length of Rafael’s crack, causing him to moan in pleasure. Repeating the motion, I laved saliva around and over his hole before completing the slide of my tongue.

    I swirled my tongue around his hole once again, feeling its soft outer ridges, before poking it into the centre. I pushed my tongue into him, tasting his musk, his very essence, for the first time. I could feel Rafael stroking his hard cock, the groans of pleasure coming more and more frequently as I repeatedly thrust my tongue deeper and deeper into his hole. My own cock was rigid and throbbing, yet I could not stop eating Rafael’s ass.

    “Oh, Zach! Oh, Zach!” Rafael’s chant echoed around the room. “Keep eating my ass! It feels so fucking good! Don’t stop!” I obeyed Rafael’s insistent orders. I withdrew my tongue from his hole and swiped it across his crack before sinking it back into him. His hole was slick with my saliva and I continued to bathe his hole in preparation for my cock. “Fuck me! Fuck me!” Rafael cried out lustily. I lowered Rafael’s ass onto the bed. Rafael immediately swiveled himself and began sucking my cock, making it slippery and wet. He then returned to his original position with his back on the bed, his legs up in the air, and spread his ass cheeks, once again exposing his incredible hole.

    I aligned the tip of my cock with his hole and began to push in. His hole resisted at first, but then gave way to the pressure. The head of my cock popped into him and Rafael cried out in pain and pleasure. I stopped the breach of his ass to give him a moment to relax and loosen his ass ring’s grip on the head of my cock. Breathing deeply, Rafael relaxed and I continued to push steadily into him until he had taken all of me and could feel my pubic hair on his crack. I pulled back and then began to thrust into him. Both of us broke into a sweat and our guttural cries filled the room as we copulated. I began stroking Rafael’s cock in rhythm with my thrusts. As my dick pushed deeper and deeper into Rafael, he pushed my hand away from his cock and began jerking his cock rapidly.

    “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I’m gonna cum! I’m gonna cum!” Rafael’s body tensed suddenly and the first streak of semen shot out of his cock, across his chest and dropped wetly onto him, followed by another and another.

    “Aaah!” I yelled as my own orgasm raced through my cock and I spurted volley after volley of cum deep in his ass, filling his channel. I kept fucking him, pushing my semen deeper into him. I stayed inside of him until my cock softened. I slowly withdrew and bent down to suck his now spent cock. I licked the cum off of his belly and chest. When our lips were perfectly aligned, he brought my lips to his and we kissed, our tongues swirling around each other, the taste of his semen in our mouths. Gradually, our kisses became less hectic, more gentle. I laid down beside him and he snuggled up against me. I held him close, feeling the rise and fall of his chest with each breath. I kissed his hair and he looked into my eyes, mischief glinting off of them.

    “Again,” he smiled, slyly.

    “And again,” I repeated, laughing.

  • Riding It

    RIDING IT

    By Simon Traum

    I-

    Tyler is from the Midwest, don’t ask where, he’s trying to forget himself. He’s spent most of his life so far attempting to stave off the dire threat represented by the mundane.

    He’s in peak physical condition, and makes his living as a model. He has come to view his body as a sort of instrument; a musical instrument perhaps, an instrument of pleasure, of industry, certainly. He might be surprised if you were to mention it to him in the context of a Holy engine, but he knows damn well it has always inspired devotion and desire in those around him. It’s just that he’s come to view religion as an agent of restriction, and his screw’s just not threaded in that direction.

    What does he look like? Well, he’s about 5’9″, a good, ripe 28 years old, with tanned skin and sun-bleached cropped hair and short beard. He’s very solidly built, but nothing’s out of proportion, his abs defined without being concave beneath a wide chest and shoulders dressed by transparent whorls of dark blond hair. His long legs are thick, thighs even more slabbed with muscle than his upper body. The light hair flows in currents down these as well, ending at the level of his ankles. His cock is well-defined, thick even when soft, circumcised, pretty when rampant, sticking its head up defiantly from the nest of his pubes. His balls don’t hang excessively low. He has cute feet. His ass is a work of art. He knows this; enough people have told him, tell him, will tell him the next time he shows up for work.

    Tyler’s face, the fuel tank his life rides upon, is an even higher work of art. The gaze of his dark brown eyes, staring from beneath those blond brows, can devastate. It’s an effect he’s become aware of and cultivated over time, being cautious not to invoke it too often, to keep it from becoming too self-conscious, too rehearsed. He has the sort of mouth that mutely promises to do something really fantastic to you, and he mentally says the words “suck” and “fuck” to himself while he’s working.

    When he’s not working, or working out, he is surrounded by an invisible high-frequency datacloud of tweets, texts, salvos, messages of all sorts that he sends and receives, alertly in contact with an ephemeral host of companions, many of whom he will never meet face to face, on behalf of whom he will tune out his immediate surroundings if bored for any length of time.

    He is still becoming used to the idea of trying to be himself while under constant scrutiny and observation. This seems to come with the territory of his chosen profession(s), and he takes it in stride, not missing any privacy he might once have had, but didn’t really know what to do with. Everyone who wants to has seen him naked (just Google it), and sometimes he looks like a veneer of hair and skin products, wearing gym shoes.

    Somewhere, inside all of this, Tyler is not a bad guy. But he is both very driven and very self-absorbed.

    Tyler does several types of modeling for hire, and has lately been dabbling with porn and a small amount of escorting under a newly-created pseudonym. Professional types warn him that this could limit the potential of his career. He understands this, but there are a couple more factors worth considering here. One is, Tyler loves to get fucked; he’s an absolute pig for it once he gets going. This worries him sometimes. He doesn’t want to embarrass himself, and he knows he doesn’t have a lot of self-control once he flips over into pleasure-mode. However, the second consideration is that he’s been busier and more in demand since he started fucking for money. Tyler is hopelessly addicted to attention, so getting more exposure for doing what he would like to anyway is not likely to make him rein his impulses in too much.

    Since Tyler models, there’s a cycle at work here: The body becomes both advertisement and currency. Attractiveness breeds attention, which leads to more exposure, which contributes to one’s general level of attractiveness, which again leads to more exposure, which somehow convinces even more people of one’s attractiveness, etc., etc. After a few times around, you can find you’re competing with yourself, among others. The instrument requires fine-tuning. Upgrades become necessary in order to retain the public’s interest (at least that’s what all the handlers tell him), so Tyler feels a need to keep bulking himself up to the next level, in installments. Sooner or later, a personal fitness trainer becomes a necessary expense.

    Tyler picked Hank because of Hank’s pedigree and credentials. No, that’s not quite true. Tyler saw Hank, tucked his tongue back into his mouth, checked Hank’s pedigree and credentials, confirmed that they were acceptable, even downright sterling, then followed his own eager erection the rest of the way until he was as close to Hank as he could get without asking for jewelry.

    Hank, the trainer in question, is short, wide, blue-eyed, self-assured, and good-looking in his simian fashion. His mammoth arms and shoulders are completely out of proportion to his squat, muscular legs, and only the fact that he wears horn-rim glasses keeps him from looking like he just emerged from a melting ice-block in a cave somewhere. The overall impression is one of profound strength tempered with intelligence and sex-appeal.

    Tyler was immediately smitten. It’s obvious Hank knows what he’s doing professionally; he’s shaped Tyler’s body into something ripped and cut that even Tyler’s various employers and clients have been impressed with. If Tyler wasn’t so hopelessly drawn to the man, everything would be great. But he is, and Hank rebuffs every advance Tyler makes.

    It started when Tyler, trying to sound more confident than he felt and cringing at his own nervousness, offered to suck Hank off in lieu of a tip. Hank politely declined, not liking to mix his sex life with work if possible. It’s all academic for Hank, since he knows he’s going home to his lover later, which is what Hank really wants. He couldn’t care less if this self-centered slab of meat (Tyler), attractive as he is, gets his itch scratched or not.

    Tyler can’t believe this, has a lot of trouble dealing with it. He doesn’t come on to that many guys, being fairly selective and self-conscious about whom he allows to touch him, but he NEVER gets turned down. That’s just against the fucking rules. Who does Hank think he is? He’s just a nobody trainer in a gym. He ought to jump at the chance to bed someone as hot as Tyler, who tells himself repeatedly that he should move on to something better, someone who appreciates him. But he keeps showing up for more sessions with the bespectacled monkey-man, pining helplessly, watching himself in mortification, acting like even more of a horny fool than the week before.


    “I can’t believe you’re making me try this hard,” Tyler scowls, exasperated. “I’ve even offered to pay you, and I’m the fucking escort!”

    “I don’t know what to tell you,” Hank replies, unperturbed, as if they were discussing the workout in progress. “Maybe you should find another trainer.”

    “I don’t want another trainer. You’re the best I’ve found. See these definition lines here? Those weren’t there before I started working with you. My agency says I’ve never looked better.”

    “I’m afraid I don’t see the problem here.”

    “The problem is you’re driving me crazy! Dude, I want you so bad I can’t even think about anything else most of the time. You know how many guys would do anything to have me treating them this way? Come on, man. I don’t do this for anybody.”

    “Your vanity is not a turn-on.”

    “I’ll toss it out. Do you want me to beg?”

    “I want you to work. I’m not interested in anything else.”

    “God, I want your cock up my ass. Tell me you don’t want this!”

    “Put your shorts back on.”

    “No. Stick it in me. What’ve you got to lose?”

    “My patience, if you don’t ease the fuck off!” Not smiling any more.

    “Oh yeah, and what then, huh?” Tyler mumbles, sulking. “Are you gonna pound me to a pulp? Jesus, man, all I want is for you to fuck me.”

    “Okay, I’m going to increase these weights by 50…”

    Tyler, with his pristine looks, is not accustomed to being refused anything, certainly not the offer of sex when he deigns to allow it. This new phenomenon frustrates him to a bizarre degree, and his ego is clearly taking a beating over this. He’s distracted when he’s at work these days. He spends all night in a twilight state between waking and sleeping, hard-on rigid, imagination on overdrive, and wakes in the morning looking haggard. The make-up people grumble while they trim his lightly-colored beard back and smear Preparation H over the circles he’s acquired around his eyes. How long can he go on like this?

    Honestly, if he had his way, he’d just take off and blow off some steam, and a few loads, with any one of the unbelievably hot contacts stored in his phone.

    Although, if he really had his way, he’d have both legs up in the air and Hank’s fat dick crammed up his sphincter at a velocity of about 100 mph.

    Hell, if he had his way, he’d be getting his way. It hasn’t been happening. As mentioned before, it’s taking a toll on him.


    It’s possible it would help Tyler if he were to meet Hank’s other half, Chip, who would probably be more receptive to Tyler’s overtures. It might become clear then, if he saw them together, that the reason Hank isn’t all that interested in Tyler isn’t that Tyler is unattractive, but that Chip is the center of Hank’s life and attention. It’s not that Hank wants to turn down a good piece of ass, but he’s saving his energy for Chip. If he’s gonna fuck another guy besides Chip, Chip will probably have to initiate that. Hank will enjoy himself, but he’s really doing it to get Chip off.

    Once upon a time, before he ever saw Chip, Hank was an extremely self-assured horndog. An early bloomer who bulked up young, he also discovered that his body alone could get him laid at a precocious age. Once he had that sorted, his energies settled themselves nicely along the conveniently parallel tracks of exercise and sex with whoever appealed to him. Nothing much bothered him for years until he encountered Chip.

    Then, love at first sight. It happens, but is not the benign thing most people think it is. The ground opens up under you, and it’s difficult to care about anything familiar any longer. Suddenly Hank couldn’t eat or sleep right, and all his thoughts were consumed with the cute, little bearded dude. It was like being haunted. Hank had thought he’d fallen in love before, had even entertained thoughts of marriage, but Chip’s arrival on the scene erased all of that. And Hank was struck dumb and palsied in the boy’s presence, afraid for the first time of rejection, the stakes having been raised higher than he knew how to play. Tyler would understand this much.

    It was lucky for Hank that Chip wasn’t as shy as that. Physically much smaller than Hank, Chip’s main reservation was that big Hank looked a little bit threatening, staring obsessively at him from afar, so Chip kept his distance. Eventually, he was able to determine that these were looks of longing, not aggression, and fortunately for them both, stepped up to make the first move. Hank is eternally grateful to Chip for this, since he really had no way to move forward in his life without it, and for that matter, once he had his oversized hands on Chip, he quietly decided he wasn’t ever letting go. Kind of like King Kong the first time he saw Fay Wray.

    At first Chip didn’t know how to react to this, being habitually promiscuous himself. None of his others lovers and fuck-buddies had been anything like Hank, who was so obviously devoted to him that it seemed like a waste to cut him loose when they got done screwing. There was some adjustment initially. Hank got jealous when Chip had sex with anyone else, which was hardly fair, and would resist letting Chip leave when he had to, which was frankly unnerving. Things got better once Chip presented Hank with the fact that Hank would not want, let alone be attracted to a monogamous Chip, if such a thing were even possible. The rules they decided on were that Hank could have Chip, as long as he let Chip play.

    What Tyler doesn’t know is that the way to get Hank into the sack is to get Chip involved. Anyone who’s ever been there could tell him, they’re better as a team.


    II-

    Bright heat sits heavily on Tyler’s bare neck and back as he services the massive bastard beneath him, sucking the outsized cock to a state of rubbery near-rigidity. This is Tyler’s first star turn; his agent landed him a hard-core scene for a mid-range company involving Tyler bottoming as submissively as possible for an aging, pathological top man who’s still inexplicably considered one of the bigger draws of the industry. It’s uphill work. All the huge guy’s done so far is lie back on the hotel bed while he gets blown and mutter half-hearted, over-rehearsed encouragements to Tyler as a four-man crew flamingo-step and crouch around them, adjusting a creaking, tightly-knit hell of cameras, lighting equipment, microphones, laptops and the spaghetti of cables and power cords that connects them all. Making porn, Tyler thinks, is like trying to fuck someone you may not like all that much, while a badly-organized military operation sets up right next to you, barking orders at everyone.

    Tyler tunes it all out as much as he can. He’s not the fluffer, but he might as well be. The guy he’s working on, obviously slumming for a check, seems to have no interest in lifting a finger for what he’s being paid. If this is going to come off at all, Tyler will have to be the professional here. His texting thumb jerks, unconsciously.

    “Yeah, you like suckin’ that dick?” the hulking stud asks him, bored, but hoping it will do some good. Tyler keeps the tool in his mouth, stopping himself from telling the guy this would go more smoothly if he didn’t talk. The man’s not at all bad-looking; in fact, he’s very much what turns Tyler on – huge, hairy, tattooed, butch with a hint of a soldier’s bearing, hung, if he could just get the big, stupid thing hard. He’s a well-known name in the industry, and Tyler was excited at first to be paired with him for the scene. But it’s all gone downhill fast since he showed up for the shoot. There’s no chemistry here, and Tyler’s back is starting to ache.

    “Okay, cut,” announces Ron, the unit’s director. “We’re taking five. Go ahead and stretch your legs while you can.”

    Tyler allows himself to relax, deflating to a crash landing on the mattress next to the larger bulk of his scene-mate. They ignore each other for as long as they can get away with it. It’s starting to look like a long afternoon.

    A weighty paw drops onto Tyler’s abdomen, patting it. “Hey, don’t worry, man,” his co-star advises him gruffly. “In a few more minutes, my pills should kick in. We’ll be rockin’ then.” At least he’s trying…

    Tyler’s eye, roving around in ennui and vague despair, snags on a small. black object lying twisted on the floor halfway to the bathroom. It doesn’t blink or shine or call attention to itself in any way, really, but Tyler can’t make out what it is. Rising from the bed’s surface, Tyler announces, “Be back, gotta piss.” He scoops the object up into his hand on the way to the toilet.

    He examines it more closely as he directs his stream resoundingly into the bowl below. It appears to be a cock ring, but he’s never seen one quite like it. When did they start making these? he wonders. Can’t tell what it’s made of, not rubber or silicone, feels more like warm, woven nylon. It’s color is a flat, matte black, reflecting no light. As the last of his flow drips out of him, he decides to try it on for size.

    It fits perfectly, snug, but not too tight, and giving a little with his movements. More importantly, it feels fucking incredible, sending a pleasant buzzing sensation over his prostate and up his spine, as if a motor was starting up between his legs. He’s liking it so much that his eyes slip closed on themselves and he drifts, humming unconsciously under his breath —

    — and he’s somewhere else. He’s in a room he’s never seen. Hank, naked, is kneeling in front of him, gazing with undisguised lust at Tyler’s erect cock. Leaning forward slowly, Hank puts out his tongue and gives the underside of Tyler’s glans a warm, slow, deliberate lick. Tyler sees fireworks; first red, then yellow, fading to a negative burn of dark blue.

    Some time later, he hears from somewhere close by, “Jesus, what the fuck did you just take?” Not sure what this is referring to, he opens his eyes to find he’s being stared at by Ron. Actually it’s his crotch Ron’s staring at. He looks down and almost doesn’t recognize his own penis. He’s never seen it so big. Or so hard. It almost looks angry, blood-engorged head pulsing purple, leaking a small river of clear juice down the shaft. It occurs to him that if he saw this monster on someone else’s body, he might get frightened, but the director seems more mesmerized, if perhaps frozen in shock. Ron blinks a couple times, then recovers himself. “Looking good, Tyler. Break’s over. We need you out here.”

    The reaction of Tyler’s co-star is even more pronounced. He stares with his mouth hanging open and a downright greedy look on his face. It’s the most attractive thing he’s done since he arrived. Tyler doesn’t have time to mount the bed before the hairy stud’s seized him, thrown him violently onto his back on the floor and docked his face onto Tyler’s blood-sausage, growling. Their bodies struggle awkwardly amongst the mess of dirty cables littering the edges of the room. Tyler can hear Ron shouting, “Get this! Get this!” as the concentrated miniature sun of the lighting stands swings around to illuminate them where they’ve fallen. They’re doing all this in the wrong part of the room, but the director’s got too much sense to stop anything this hot. Tyler’s got no reason to stop it yet, either. For the first time all day, he’s genuinely turned on. So’s the big stud, who continues growling while he enthusiastically sucks Tyler’s bone down his throat, dragging his rough tongue around the base of Tyler’s nutsack. Tyler can’t believe he’s suddenly getting head this good from a guy who normally won’t put a cock in his mouth without lengthy contractual negotiations in advance. He can overhear Ron whispering as much to one of the crew.

    But the dude doesn’t just blow him. Panting, he slips his huge arms beneath Tyler’s knees, lifting his pelvis up where he can suck both Tyler’s balls into his mouth, groaning around them, eyes rolling. His sweating, fuzzy jaw sucks and kisses a path along Tyler’s prostate, finally wedging itself between his asscheeks and forcefully drilling his powerful tongue right up Tyler’s hole. It feels indescribable. Tyler thinks to himself that this is what he’d always hoped being a porn performer would be like, but so rarely is. Staring up past his reddened, waving hard-on at the huge stud eating his ass, all he can get out of his mouth is, “Fuckin’ A, dude!”

    Hank’s powerful arms hold Tyler at a level where he can shove his slick, stubbly chin right up against Tyler’s convulsing asshole. Tyler yelps from the sensation, hands squeezing the sheets tight, toes curling. “Jesus, man,” he pants as the tongue invades him again, “you’re driving me crazy. C’mon and fuck me, Hank.”

    “Who the fuck’s Hank?” yells Ron, exasperated. “For fuck’s sake, get on the bed!”

    The stud responds by picking Tyler up and carrying him across the room. Depositing him on the bed, he continues growling and working Tyler’s nether regions over with his big tongue, drooling a slick stream everywhere he can reach. Tyler’s asshole opens around the probing appendage, welcoming him in. The stud growls louder, pushing deeper, flexing his shoulders underneath Tyler’s thighs. “Ahh, fuck,” Tyler calls, eyes shut tight.

    Hank’s got him open and begging for it now. He can feel Hank’s back hair under his calves. He stares at his own huge erection, dripping and seeming to glow a faint blue.

    A bright light flashes across his closed lids. He opens his eyes on a room in complete disarray as the crew attempts to adjust to the new changes in the scene’s location. Ron screams under his breath as lighting rigs clank around 180 degrees and enough limbs flail about to make a Hindu goddess jealous. It’s possible that “Cut” has even been announced, but no one noticed. What’s going on over the surface of the bed has seized everyone’s attention, impressing them all with the fact that if they don’t capture it with their devices now, it will be lost forever.

    The stud finally lifts his head out of the V of Tyler’s raised legs, his newly-mad eyes shining. Tyler gazes back at him, his erection jerking in the air between them. Raising himself on his knees, inverting Tyler in the process and forcing him into a shoulder-stand, he buries his grunting face in Tyler’s butt again. A large bead of dickjuice falls from Tyler’s engorged meat, hitting him on his own forehead. Fumbling behind his back, he gropes for the big guy’s cock, curious as to how it’s doing. Jesus! It’s grown into a fucking battering ram now, with extra veins protruding from it, iron hard and stiff.

    As soon as his fingers close around it, the stud barks up Tyler’s hole. It’s like he just remembered he has a cock, and keeping Tyler’s ass exactly where it is, he stands up on the bed, points that dick downward, and pushes roughly all the way into Tyler’s gasping aperture.

    Wide-eyed and panting, Tyler stares up as his ass gets breached by the standing hulk. He’s lost the ability to say anything coherently. “Uuuuuuuhhhhhh,” is the best he can do, repeatedly. He takes a breath and does it all again. He doesn’t mind. He’s in heaven, and so’s the big guy, from the look of things, upper body flexed with his energetic thrusts, face pointed toward the ceiling as he snarls like a large jungle cat. Tyler blinks —

    — and Hank pushes his gorgeous huge prong inside Tyler again as —

    — and the stud’s tossed him back to the mattress, dragging his ass over to the edge. Weren’t we supposed to be using condoms for this? Tyler thinks, but the the big guy’s shoved back inside him again, fucking him on his back now, and Tyler can’t really think anything anymore. The stud’s tanned, furry body swells as he pounds, looking about as good as it ever will. Tyler can’t resist rubbing his palm up the guy’s straining, sticky torso, and the stud roars at him, thrusting harder. Tyler forgets where he is, eyes rolling up into his head.

    Hank’s never looked better, his entire body flexed and defined, driving himself into the red for their mutual pleasure. His cheeks puff out while he pants, and Tyler notes that this is even better than he’d imagined it.

    He opens his eyes to find a lens in his face. One of the crew has moved in with a handheld camera to get more details. He’s within range, so he’s fair game. Tyler’s arms twine about the cameraman’s legs, drawing him onto the mattress with them. In spite or because of the cock being driven up his ass like a freight train, Tyler’s decided he needs to suck this new guy’s dick.

    “Hey,” the dude exclaims, almost dropping his camera. Ron grabs it from him, pats him on the ass, and tells him, “It’s okay, let it happen. I’ll take over.” The ex-cameraman’s eyes open wide in a kind of panic, and then Tyler’s gotten his cock out and is slurping it down happily, and they slide down to a more comfortable half-mast. He stares down at the big handsome slut sucking his hard prong and a lewd grin smears.itself across his face, captured by Ron with the handheld. Someone in the crew sparks a joint, normally a bit of a no-no.

    The ex-cameraman strips off his t-shirt, revealing a slim, muscular body covered in yellow hair, which Tyler runs his hand over in appreciation. The crew guy pulls his now-huge cock out of Tyler’s mouth and slaps Tyler in the face with it a half-dozen times. Tyler groans loud, mouth hanging open. The crew guy shoves his dick back down Tyler’s throat, and begins to fuck his mouth enthusiastically.

    Tyler can’t take any more. With a cock barreling up his ass and another one down his neck and Hank still rampant in his thoughts, he begins to ejaculate all over himself. The big, tattooed guy fucking him growls, “Oh yeah,” and grabs Tyler’s jerking cock, twisting his fist around it. Tyler sobs around the crew guy’s dick.

    Ron, the director, can’t believe his luck. This is the hottest thing he’s ever seen, and they’re not even done yet. He’s afraid to yell, “Cut”, loathe to mess with the situation in any way. What the hell caused all this? How can he make it happen again?


    III-

    Word somehow slips onto the internet about the scene, creating advance buzz before they’ve even re-packed all their equipment. So it should probably be no great surprise that the scene itself gets its rough edit leaked to the net by the end of the day. From there, it goes viral, becomes acclaimed for its gonzo, verite style, having more punch than the average porno product. The obvious fact that the shoot is completely out of control just adds to the overall heat; you can’t fake that shit, it’s argued earnestly. The aging porn stud, now-former top man, the only well-known performer in the scene, will enjoy a resurgence of public interest in his career, which he will parlay into more hard-core work, having discovered at this late date that he gets really turned on making these dirty movies. (Also, he can’t wait too long for another cock up his butt.) The production company themselves will be unable to match it, certainly, and eventually, having nothing else to rely on, will be forced to go back to grinding out product according to their old formula.

    One of the attractions of the video, besides its raw, sexual power, is the strange buzz it seems to create in any human nervous systems exposed to it. It hits you like drugs, which makes it addictive, at least in the short term. The buzz the performers and crew caught at the shoot is also spread through the viewing of the video – induction by demonstration, seeking ingress via the eyeballs.


    Tyler comes, with the big guy’s paw wrapped around his spurting dick, and the orgasm doesn’t stop anything. Horny as fuck, they keep going. The crew guy comes around to stick his big hog up Tyler’s butt. He fucks in and out and Tyler can’t keep himself from grinning, he feels so good. His cock’s getting hard all over again, and he feels a warm wave of affection as he watches the big tattooed guy slink up behind the crew dude fucking him, watches wide hands, questing fingers exploring the golden forests that grow wild on the guy’s slim physique. Watches the crew guy lean back on the larger man, who supports his body as it pounds Tyler to paradise, rubbing his large, bearded chin over the shallow valley between the crew man’s sweaty neck and shoulder.


    He sits down on Hank’s beautiful, fat cock, hands braced on Hank’s lightly-furred pecs, luxuriating in the feeling of the cockhead pushing its way up his back channel. He sinks to the bottom, and they both groan as he swivels his hips around, gripping Hank tight.


    Consider for a brief moment the phenomenon of mass communications devices, which were once mostly one-way, but this is no longer the case. There is now an invisible lattice around the planet, connecting our nervous systems to a flood of information which steadily increases in both speed and volume of messages (phone, email, text, pics, ads, apps, social media, likes, dislikes, videos, songs, tweets, chirps and hollers of all sorts) being sent back and forth, back and forth, wrapping us in its almost suffocating, intangible embrace. Is there a flashpoint of overload to this endless flood of nattering significance, a point beyond which the nervous system can no longer decode or even tolerate the messages? What is this hydra-headed monster’s susceptibility to outside influence?


    He ran across the link on someone’s tumblr site. Once the clip buffers sufficiently, he’s shocked at the video’s effect on him. His brain reels, scorched. He has to get up and make sure he locked the door before he lets it play any further. Okay, that’s done, now what the fuck is this thing? He’s got his dick out before he’s even sat down again. Jesus, this is amazing! Where do they find these guys? Wait, he recognizes the big, tattooed one, but he’s not normally this good. He actually looks like he’s digging it.

    Fuck.


    The big tattooed man has slipped his fat, slick hard-on up between the crew guy’s asscheeks as the guy fucks Tyler. It’s only a minute or two before crew dude’s carefully stroking the big guy’s dick on his back arcs out of Tyler’s butt. His head falls back onto the tattooed shoulder again, and he breathes, “C’mon, man, push it in.”

    He holds himself still, dick lodged halfway into Tyler’s hole while the bigger guy wedges himself inside. His face loses every line on it, his eyes close, and he sings.


    Her name is Jane. She puts her face right up close to the screen, and, squinting, slides a slim hand down the waistband of her panties. As two fingers probe into the folds, she watches Tyler and the other two, fascinated. This is the hottest thing she’s ever seen.


    “You’re a real piece of work,” Chip tells Hank. “This poor guy’s got the hots for you, to a degree that even you admit looks painful, and you turn him down on my account?”

    Hank’s ashamed now, but defensive. “Aw, you don’t know what he’s like, Chip. He’s so smug, and – and full of himself. Thinks he’s hot shit for being a model. I’ve had his type before; they’re never any fun in bed.”

    “Model, huh?” Chip’s curious. “Got pictures?”

    “No, but he’s all over the internet.” Hank doesn’t know the half of it, but he catches up once they see the clip.

    After it’s finished, they stare at the screen, stunned. Then they look at each other.

    “My mistake,” says Hank to Chip, who nods back, unable to say anything at first.

    A few seconds go by. Chip and Hank lock gazes.

    “Definitely bring him home when you get the chance,” Chip says, then, “Let’s fuck.”

    They hit the bedroom.


    Mike hasn’t seen the video yet, so Tom shows him, thinking he’s finally gotten used to it himself. He’s mistaken. They both stare, overwhelmed, until Tom feels Mike’s hand creeping up his side. Then they’re both tearing at each other’s clothes, and then they’re fucking, back and forth. But they still watch the video, the whole time, which is somehow hotter, and seems to fuel their own efforts.

    Afterward, they both agree they’ve been lucky no one else was around. And then they make arrangements to meet and do it again the following afternoon.


    The infinitely chaotic Babel of the mediasphere, chattering away mindlessly to itself about the split-second ephemera of soap-opera plots, show-biz politics, and hot new micro-trends, is mildly surprised by the novelty, and so allows the intrusion as Something Else descends upon it, leaving distinct impressions of its tendencies, riding the infoflow as a Loa rides its divinely-possessed “horse”, steering the current down channels that will add to its momentum and power, its agendas being translated as it slides imperceptibly through new cultures and subcultures, accreting whatever costume it needs to put on in order to travel further without impedance, to reach you, to stroke you lightly, to leave you changed in unforeseen ways. A quickening comes upon us from within; the climax approaches brightly from the murky depths of the mirror. Liquid splashing in tiny waves over the lip of a trembling cup.


    The boy watches the cavorting threesome on his laptop with a lopsided smile and an enormous erection, giving it a distracted stroke every now and then. He doesn’t want to come too soon. This video is the best porn he’s ever come across; it’s blowing his mind. He knows he won’t be able to hold back much longer; it’s like electricity zigzagging inside him. On the screen, they’re both taking turns now, fucking the crew guy on his back, big dick drooling across his washboard stomach. The boy’s balls are on the boil. He moans despite himself. God, he’s gonna shoot any second now…


    Tyler’s fucking the crew guy’s ass when the guy groans loud and ejaculates a small fountain up and over his prone body, hitting himself in the face twice. The tattooed guy leans over him, licking the semen off his face and kissing him. Then he looks up at Tyler and asks, “My turn now?” in a throaty rumble. Tyler wags his slickened hard-on at him, grinning, vaguely surprised at his own behavior.


    “Fuck me,” Hank begs, eyes pleading, thick legs lifted.

    “Go ahead,” advises Chip, from behind him. “He must want it bad. He almost never begs like this.”


    Tyler’s still-rigid prick pushes its way inside the big guy’s asshole and the guy groans in both discomfort and pleasure. He’s losing his anal cherry on video. If you look closely, you can see it’s not something he thought would happen when he showed up today, but he’s loving every inch of Tyler’s cock as it opens him wide and leaves him panting helplessly. His own huge horn is lying hard and magnificent across his furry, inked abs. It feels hypersensitized, and he knows any second now, the deeply beloved cock sliding back and forth inside him will drive his own cock to shoot all by itself, without him touching it. He doesn’t have to do a thing, but lie back and let it happen. Extending an oversized arm, he rubs the stubble on the side of Tyler’s head. He’s completely, ecstatically relaxed as the flashpoint of his orgasm obliterates what is left of him.


    Imagination is experience, of a sort; every thought is a real thought. The human organism is amphibious, living in two worlds at once, both physical and conceptual. We’re only using 10% of our brains. What’s the rest getting up to?


    Having successfully forgotten himself, Tyler leaves the shoot satisfied, bewildered and more at peace than he’s been for weeks. It’s like he finally did get to screw big, pretty Hank eight ways to Sunday, even if it was just in his head. He feels as if an immense amount of pressure has been released from him, as if his internal mechanisms are all working together perfectly for a change. He feels like he could do anything.

    Now, oddly distanced from the crazy hot sex of the shoot itself, he’s back on the sidewalk before he realizes that he doesn’t know where the cock ring went. Shocked, he doesn’t even remember removing it, but knows he had it on when he shot that final load. For that matter, Tyler’s not in the habit of topping. It felt good. Smiling, it begins to dawn on him that, for a while, he touched something indescribable back in that hotel room.

    For several days afterward, he floats through his life, vaguely aware that he’s not as wound up as usual. He decides he’s rather liking that. He finds himself smiling more often and, moreover, has found that this garners more open attention from people than anything he’d done previously.

    His agency can’t leave him alone. Pleasantly detached, he nods and agrees to most of the jobs they’re pushing at him, including a number of offers from hard-core porn studios. It would seem that the scene he shot last week is making some sort of impact.


    At their first session the following week, Tyler can’t help noticing a difference in Hank’s bearing. A few times during the workout, he catches Hank looking at him a little strangely. He seems more attentive than usual. Tyler’s surprised to find himself unconcerned, having apparently not yet had time over the past few days to wind himself up to his usual plateau of anxious ambition and mild paranoia. The ego can be such a burden sometimes; Tyler’s finding it a relief to let go of it for a while, drifting off into the motions of the workout.

    Hank’s spotting him on some weights when he casually mentions to Tyler, “Saw your new video last week.” Tyler regards him from below the bar, thinking, this might explain the change in Hank’s demeanor.

    “What did you think?” Tyler asks.

    “Watched it with my partner,” Hank tells him. Then, after a pause, “Got us pretty hot. You have any plans after we get done here?”

    Tyler grins. In a flash, he knows, gut-level, exactly what’s about to happen. He feels his dick getting gratifyingly hard in his shorts, with a memory of snug sensation gripping his prostate, the ghost of a cock ring he’s no longer wearing.


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