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  • MY First Cross-dress experience: Simply Awesome

    Hi All,

    My name is sunny from Delhi, 29 years of age and GAY by orientation. I have had many gay experiences in life with some guys some I met at school/college and some online. Till Last year all my sex experiences were as a guy and have never thought of cross-dressing, until one day it happened. I am sharing that experience with you guys hope you like it. If it makes your dick rock hard, feel free to comment on my story or ping me at [email protected]

    So here I begin:

    I had sexual encounters since the age of around 14 and going on very well. I had created an online profile on a popular gay dating site and had some sessions with some users. I had posted some well clicked pictures of my ass, my curves (my ass looked sexy from the side pose…lolzz). One day I got a ping from a user with profile name hotpoleforyourhole. The user asked me for phone no. and asked to meet up. I refused to give my phone details in first conversation (I did the same for all such users). I asked him that first I need to know him better before sharing the contact details and meetings up. He accepted and started casual talks on yahoo chat. He introduced himself as preet from bathinda. I asked him that bathinda is too far and it would not be possible to meet up. But he asked me that if the things clicked he would come to Delhi to meet up. I accepted and slowly the talks began.

    We used to chat almost daily, sometimes normal knowing each other types and sometimes sex chats. He had a big around 7 inches dick and was fat too (I loved it). He knew that I love watching his dick so I think he played it well and used to daily send me few pics of his dick. Slowly we exchanged out numbers and started phone talks.

    It was January 2015 starting when One day he asked me to come to bathinda to meet up. I asked him that it’s too far and I have not been there in my life. He told me that he will book the train tickets and it would be fun. He asked me to come by 24th January morning and leave by 25th night. I asked him we should take some more time, but he insisted me to come by 24th. The next day he even mailed me two train tickets of some Punjab mail train. I accepted his offer and we started waiting for the day.

    ON 23rd January, I board the train and by 24th morning I reached bathinda. I called his number to inform him that I had reached and he should come and pick me up. To my surprise he was already waiting for me at the railway station. We greeted each other, had some naughty gestures and then we moved to his home by his car.

    On our way to home I said: Preet home would be a risky place. We should plan something else.

    Preet replied: Don’t worry sweaty I had all arrangements done, so relax.

    I sat comfortably looking at him and soon we reached home. On reaching home he introduced me to his mother as a college friend. His father had already expired a long time back. We went to his room where we had some tight hugs and kisses (he really was a nice kisser…lolzz). I got freshen up and for some time we relaxed in each other’s arms. Then his mother called us for breakfast as she had to leave for some satsang.

    As his mother left my heart started beating double its speed. Preet held me by my hand and took me to his room. I felt now my ass would have no mercy. As we entered his room I say a black dress, a pinkish panty, a bra, some cosmetics and a big bottle of hair removal cream lying on his bed.

    I was surprised: Preet what is this!!! I have never tried such things and u too didn’t talk of such things earlier????

    Preet replied: some things are to be done the first time sweaty. It would be fun.

    I said: preet my friends would get to know that I am gay, if they saw my hairless arms and legs. Please I can’t do this.

    Preet said: don’t worry, it is winters wear some full sleeves and lowers and nobody will come to know that you got your body hair removed.

    He insisted me to wear then the reason which I came to know later (actually he was a gay top earlier but then he fall in love with a girl named sweaty. He left all gay things due to her and now she was getting married to some other guy. Her marriage was on same day 24th January and that’s why he called me on that day. He said that he could have had sex with any call girl but he had no faith in any girl now and want to continue the same gay thing again. ) I accepted his offer and we both went to the washroom. He applied the hair removal spray nicely and in almost 45-60 mins I was there completely soft and hairless. We kissed each other, had some body play, shower together. I tried to suck his dick but he refused and asked me to dress up first.

    I came out of the washroom, wore the dress and applied the cosmetics after watching few videos from YouTube…lozzz… now except my short haircut I was standing like a complete lady infront of him. He came near me. We kissed and kissed and cuddled on bed. He clicked some pics of me in that dress. Now he allowed me to suck his dick. It was big and hard. I sucked it for 15-20 mins and then he made me doggy style and fucked me without removing my dress. It was a nice 30-35 mins session and my ass had opened to a good extent. He came on my butts and soon we slept in each other’s arms. We woke up in the evening when his mom arrived. I too removed my cd dress and wore my pyjamas. Preet looked refreshing and I started thinking of another session.

    At around 7pm he came to me and said that we are going out and he had told his mom that we are going for a college friend’s marriage and return in the morning. I was like confused what preet had planned!!!

    I got in his car and soon we stopped at a whisky shop, he bought a teacher’s whisky bottle and packed some chicken and other stuff.

    I asked: Preet, what’s the plan?

    Preet replied: Just wait and enjoy sweaty J

    I sat quietly and soon we reached his fields. There was a small room there and everywhere a nice grown wheat crop. Due to heavy fog I was not able to see far.

    Preet kissed me on my lips and said: Your clothes are in the back, get ready as I arrange everything.

    I went to the back and found a big bag. There was a yellow suit and green leggings, some bangles and cosmetics. I got ready in some time and went to preet. He spoke no words and just held me in his arms.

    He arranged a table, placed two chairs and decorated the table with whisky bottle and the eatables. I sat opposite to him and he pored whisky in two glasses.

    Just as we about to say cheers; preet interrupted: sweaty there is a rule, after each drink I gonna ask to remove one of your clothes and remove mine too.

    I accepted. One glass down, he asked to me remove my kameez and he removed his pants. Now I was sitting in a bra and green leggings and preet in his t-shirt and underwear. Another glass down, he asked me to remove my bra and he removed his underwear. His tool was hard and hanging between his thighs. My eyes were struck on his big tool. He asked me to come forward and suck his cock. I sat between his legs and enjoyed his cock. In mean time he prepared another glass of whisky. We drank that glass and there was silence.

    I broke the silence and asked preet: what next to remove?

    Preet smiled and asked me to lower my leggings and bend doggy style in front of car lights. I obeyed, lowered my leggings and got doggy style. Preet put a big lump of lube on his dick and in no time it was down my ass. Ohhh what a great feeling it was, high on alcohol, open place, cold breeze and dew…wowww

    He fucked me for about 20 mins and then again moved to the table. I followed him. He poured another glass of whisky and asked me to sit on his dick in his lap. He positioned himself on the chair and I positioned myself reverse cowboy style and sat on his dick, again it went deep in my ass. I started moving up and down and preet would have one sip of whisky himself and one to me. Omg it was so awesome feeling. I was having some big and nice strokes. We completed the whisky bottle and tried many sex positions, that even my ass started paining but preet was fucking me nice and hard. He came inside my ass about an hour or so. I was not able to walk due to alcohol and heavy fucking. Preet went inside the room and brought a bed sheet and two heavy blankets. We slept whole night in the fields and that too nude.

    It was about 4:30 when we woke up as the blanket was almost wet due to fog. We got in the car and drove back home. I was so much not in my senses that I slept in same suit and leggings at his home. Had the door not been locked his mother would have beaten us to death. We woke up in the afternoon had bath together and an another fucking session in the washroom and by evening I was ready for return to Delhi.

    I never knew cross-dressing was so fun and preet even gifted me the suit and leggings and some cosmetics.

    I hope you enjoyed my story, any feedback and comments are welcome. Hope to fine another nice person from your comments and chats. TAKE CARE


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  • John and Cameron

    Written In Memory of COOPER DAVIS 1979-2011

    “All he ever wanted was to love and be loved”

    Rest in Peace, dear friend

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    Certain sexual activities that may be depicted in this story are safe only in fictional literature.

    This story is a work of total fiction. Any resemblance to real people, dead or living is purely coincidental.

    All Feedback is appreciated.

    Written by: Bill Hudley

    Edited by Mildred (TooFeeky4u) and Bill Hudley

    JOHN AND CAMERON

    John:

    I woke to a warm Saturday morning in Atlanta. Spring flowers had seemingly jumped from the ground into full bloom overnight. Trees that were bare suddenly leafed and bloomed with their flowers. As I sat on the balcony of my 26th street apartment near Buckhead, I drew in a deep breath of the sweet morning air. Everywhere I looked a riot of color lay before me. Azaleas wore red, pink and white. Dogwood trees were laden with their white and pink blooms and yellow jonquils, bright as the morning sunshine. There isn’t any place I’d rather be in the spring than Atlanta. The magnificent foliage, the spring air, filled with the sounds of birds chirping as they toiled at nest building against the sounds of the city.

    My communion with spring ended with my cell ringing in the apartment. Trying to locate the muffled ring of the phone, I soon found it in the pocket of last nights jeans. Not immediately recognizing the number calling I answered tentatively,

    “hello?”

    “John! It’s Bob Seberg, how’s it going, dude?”

    Bob was a former client that seemed to desperately need friends as he called frequently just to keep in touch.

    “Hey Bob; don’t tell me you’ve blown out a knee again.”

    “No! Thank goodness, just looking for a guy like you to round out a group set to play a pick up game of B Ball today, interested?”

    Bob was a former a physical therapy client, and a nice enough guy; and he did send me lots of referrals. It was unusual for a straight guy like Bob to call me to play sports, although I really enjoyed the activity. He’s about 3 years older, married to a real beauty and no kids. He said the other guys were his buddies and co-workers.

    “I need one more body and you’ve got the best one I know, dude.” he laughed.

    I smiled and said,

    “oh Bob, I bet you tell that to all the guys.”

    We both laughed. I asked when and where, figuring that the game could replace my 5 mile run I had planned for later today. I like running but when done alone, it takes some mental prep to get into the mindless zone that lets my body take control and keep me focused. He told me the particulars and to be there at One o’clock. I smiled, thankful for the opportunity to mix it up with athletic guys. Bob knew I was gay but it couldn’t have mattered less to him and his wife. I looked at the time noting it was nearing 11 a.m..then snapped the phone shut and headed for the shower.

    I gathered my things and headed out the door when I remembered to get a headband and towel, the afternoon would be well into the eighties and I’d be drenched by games end. I tossed them into a gym along with my phone, and wallet and spare pair of shorts, in case we lingered there or went to grab a bite. I stopped to grab a large bottle of water and was on my way. Mornings like this were the reason for having a convertible I mused as I pushed the top button down. I donned my shades and wore a grin a mile wide as I drove down Peachtree Rd. toward Downtown. We were playing at the Grady High School playground on 10th. Street near the park. I parked the car, raised the top and locked the car and headed out to join the guys.

    Cameron:

    The ringing phone woke me from my dreams leaving me in a slightly confused and with an erection in my hand. As I groped for the phone I rolled into a sticky wet spot on the sheets, ummmm wish I had been awake for that I thought. The call was for my brother, Christopher who was away for the weekend. The caller was his friend and fraternity brother Bob Seberg. I told him Chris and Cheryl went to Hilton Head for the weekend with her folks. Bob explained that he and some of his buddies were going to play basketball and he needed one more guy since Chris wasn’t there. He asked

    “hey, Cameron do you play?”

    “You bet”

    I jumped at the chance to be around these older guys. At 19 and gay, being with sweating, good looking guys was a major turn on. Bob knew I was gay and he joked,

    “I meant do you play basketball.”

    I laughed and teased him back

    “darn Bob, I thought you were trying to seduce me”.

    “my wife has been begging me to find some nice guy to give her a break from my huge sexual appetite.”

    We both laughed.

    Looking at the clock I saw it was after eleven so I dragged my sleepy butt out of bed and into the shower. Refreshed and wide awake I drank a glass of juice as I threw on shorts, a Georgia Tech tee shirt and sneakers. I tossed spare clothes in the bag with my cell, wallet and my travel kit with its supply of condoms and lube. Hey, I was a scout. “Be prepared” was our motto. I hopped into the Mini and off I went. As I turned right off West Paces Ferry onto Peachtree Road I wondered if there would be any hot guys in the group. So sue me, I’m 19, I have urges and needs too. Sex is near the top of the list of things that occupy my 19 year old mind. Before I knew it, I was turning left onto 10th St. and was parking the car. Bob waved as I neared the group, came over, clasped my hand, pulled us together in a bump hug, arms & hands between us, and patted me on the back.

    “Come meet the guys, Cam.”

    He made introductions telling them that I was Christopher’s little brother since they all knew him.

    Out on 10th street a gunmetal gray Audi convertible slowed and turned into the parking lot as I eyed it enviously. The driver parked carefully, far enough away to avoid any door dings, he closed the top, tossed his shades into the seat and locked up. As he stepped away from the car I forgot all about what he was driving. I almost gasped aloud. This guy was wearing a tee cut off just below his pecs showing off his rippled stomach, bright red running shorts with a vent slit nearly to the waistband, sweat socks and sneaks. I hoped he was joining our group. As he neared I kept watching, I could see his smooth round butt cheek peek though the leg vent in those shorts on every other stride and watched his substantial bulge flop with the next step.

    I was mesmerized, watching this handsome hunk with his lean, ripped body walk toward our group. As he got closer I saw he was a very handsome man in addition to that body. I felt a surge in my crotch and was glad for the jock strap holding me down. I was getting short of breath and could not tear my eyes away. His walk oozed with sex. The straining in my jock was becoming painful. A body like that can stop traffic! I noticed that I wasn’t the only one watching his approach. Even the straight guys stopped talking and watched him come to our group.

    Bob went to greet him, giving the same hand clasp and bump hug and put his arm around his shoulders and began the intros to the guys. I was in a trance, as Bob introduced John to me I barely heard a word, I said “hi, then excused myself as I rushed to the restroom. There was no way I could play the game with that ache in my cock and I jacked off in about 5 strokes thinking of that man! John was the last to arrive and we divided up into shirts and skins. I was glad to be on the skins and him with the shirts, since I could show off the thick mat of hair on my chest and the curls on my arms and legs as well. I knew I would get the chance to touch and bump him as we played. The game got going and at only 5’7” all the others were taller than me but I was fast and could duck under and between their larger bodies strip the ball and score easily. I was trying especially hard to get the better of the hot guy. Once I made a lucky grab from behind him and got the ball away and made an easy lay up. Feeling full of myself and wanting him to remember me, I pointed my forefinger, raised my thumb and made the shooting gun gesture and said

    “I gottcha, babe.”

    I knew he saw me but I doubted if heard my words.

    After about an hour and a half we called it quits, tired, drenched and gasping for air. I headed straight for Bob and grilled him about who that guy was. Bob just chuckled and said I knew you’d like him. As he rambled on I saw the hot guy walking to his car. As soon as I heard Bob say, ‘John’s gay, you know.’ I ran after him leaving Bob talking.

    John:

    I was a just a couple of minutes late getting to the game, having lingered a little too long in the shower, taking my time and caressing my body as I lathered up, wishing that another pair of hands were gliding over my body. It had been a long, long time since I had shared my bed with anyone. I parked the car and closed it up and started over to join the group. I began to feel a bit self conscious when I noticed that the whole group had turned and was watching me walk to them. As I was introduced to the guys, we came to this one guy, shorter than the rest of us but he was so cute I just kept smiling at him, he excused himself and ran off. I thought, there you go John, scaring off the cute ones again. The game soon started and the little cute guy, his name was Cameron, was all over the place. Bobbing, diving and stripping the ball away and scoring easily on the rest of us. To be fair, he was a few years younger than us “old guys”, I’m 24.

    Near the end of the game, he stripped the ball away from me and as I stumbled over my own feet, he scored. He turned to me, made the finger gun gesture of shooting me and I read his lips as he said

    “I gotcha, Babe,”

    I smiled and just shook my head. Cheeky little devil I thought. The game was over and as I walked away I saw him giving Bob the 3rd degree about something. When I looked at him as I passed, I saw how very handsome he was. I mean movie star handsome! I was surprised that I didn’t see that at first instead of just his cute side. The thought ran through my head that I wished he’d pulled or strain a muscle and Bob would refer him to me. He certainly had a muscle I’d like to pull, for sure. Not the most professional of thoughts but damn, just looking at him got me hornier than a goat! I decided then that I would call Bob Monday and find out who he is and what he’s about. I was intrigued.

    I unlocked my car and heard, then saw the little, cute guy come running up to my car, he stuck out his hand, and said…

    “good game”, Hi, I’m Cameron, your John, right? I was just asking Bob about you.”

    I felt the blood rush to my cheeks, knowing Bob as I did, his first words to Cameron were probably…

    “oh, that’s John, he’s gay you know.”

    Sometimes being up front about your sexual orientation can make friends do or say the craziest things. I kind of laughed and said…

    “well Bob is usually quick to talk about everyone’s business but his own, he tell you my life story?”

    Cameron said that he left Bob still talking when he saw me leaving and ran to catch up to me before I left. I laughed picturing Bob talking on with no one there.

    Cameron smiled, looked me in the eye and asked

    “can I get a ride with you?”

    I noticed that one of his eyebrows kind of wiggled when he asked for a ride. Is this kid coming on to me I wondered? I chuckled and said

    “sure, where are you going?”

    He blushed, looked down at his shoes and said quietly, his voice a bit shaky

    “anywhere you’re going is where I want to be.”

    As he looked up my mouth fell open in surprise at his bluntness.

    “I’m sorry, but what did you just say?”

    He paled, but looked me straight in the eyes and said again, quietly but firmly

    “anywhere you’re going is where I want to be.”

    I blinked, clearing my throat to gain a moment to compose myself because his straightforward statement had rattled me, I told him that the first thing I was going to do was go home, shower and get out of these smelly, sweat soaked clothes. He just grinned at me and nodded as he settled into the passenger seat turning his back to the door to face me.

    Wow, that’s twice that he has said something that surprised the hell out of me, usually a new acquaintance is not that blunt or forward. But, I reasoned, he was coming on to me and he wanted me to know it, no game playing here, he’s out to get what he wants. It’s trait I usually admire, but this time it did feel a little odd as it was directed at me…oh well, it is really a refreshing approach. Just run up to a guy and tell him you want him. Bam! Could it be that simple to get a guy? I was beginning to think that in his case, looking like he does,it probably is just that easy. This just might work out for him today, I was already intrigued and now this, there was a twinge in my groin as I looked at him… Damn! He is just too cute. He has plenty of nerve and loads of charm, he’ll do well in life…and in my bed I hoped. Hmmmm, intrigued indeed!

    I learned that he was 19 and a freshman at Georgia Tech. in Midtown. As we drove he told me how cool he thought the car was and talked almost non-stop telling me about his studies and himself. I liked him more than I had expected I would. Usually the really cute, young ones rarely have a brain that they use frequently. Cameron was the exception, bold, witty, bright and very smart; “Average” students did not get accepted to Georgia Tech. When we got to my Apt. the AC had kicked on and the cool air quickly chilled us in our sweaty clothes. Clicking off the AC I went first to my bedroom, then the linen closet and handed Cameron a towel,wash cloth, tee shirt and a pair of my boxer shorts to put on after his shower and led him to the bath in the guest room. I put our sweat soaked game duds into the washing machine, went to my room, showered and was drying my self when he knocked on my bedroom door. Wrapping the towel around my waist I said…

    “come on in.”

    Cameron entered naked and drying his hair with his towel. Confident and sure of how his body affected others, he grinned shyly and explained that my boxers were too big and fell to his knees and the T-shirt looked like a dress on him. Later I found out that the T-shirt wasn’t to big but too short, his cock hung down below the hem! I stood there, mouth agape, staring at his stunning 19 yr. old body, a 27″ waist, perfect bubble butt and that cock, about 6″ while flaccid, draped over his testicles. I wondered just how big that thing was going to get and I was becoming eager to find out. Talk about one guy having it all. That face, that body, that cock! I could tell that he knew what his body was doing to me by the impish, shy grin he flashed at me. My towel was beginning looking like the Big Top tent at the circus as he watched. I turned quickly and rummaged through a drawer and found an older pair of running shorts with an elastic waist and tossed them and told him I’d be right out and to get anything he wanted out of the fridge. I could swear that he looked disappointed as he left my room.

    In the kitchen I grabbed a bottle of water and asked it he’d like to sit on the balcony. I had put on the baggiest pair of shorts and tee shirt I could find, wanting room to keep any further growth in my crotch area concealed. We sat in lounge chairs, Cameron clad in only the running shorts and that beautiful fur on his chest, arms and legs. We started talking about our families.

    I led off telling him about my parents, Jake and Annie Damon and how they got married the day after they graduated college in 1968 and their honeymoon was the trip driving from Illinois to Atlanta where Dad was to start a job with a small insurance company.

    “Dad still works for the same insurance company he started with in 1968 and is now the Vice President of the entire company. Bo is my brother Robert, he’s 26 and our sister Celia is 18. Bo graduated from University of Georgia, 3 years ago, with a degree in Finance. I graduated from Emory University last year.” His eyebrows raised at my graduating from Emory.

    “I was on a scholarship that was the only way I could go there. 50 grand a year for college is a bit steep even for my folks! My Degree is in Nutrition/Physical Therapy. Celia started her senior year in High School this year. Bo is engaged, he proposed to Cheryl over Christmas and gave her a diamond the about the size of a jawbreaker gum ball. We all kid him that a gum ball machine is the only place that has “Gems” that size. They haven’t set the date as yet.”

    “Bo has always been my hero. All my friends knew him by sight, he came to my baseball games every time he could, and the same with the swim meets. I was a much better swimmer that baseball player. I even won some fairly big State High School Events and I still hold a couple of meet records. Dad always took our trophies to work to show off but they never came back home. He has a display case that holds all the trophies, even Scout Badges, that the three of us had won. The Trophy case became “The Shrine” as Mom called it.”

    “I’d known I was gay since I was 16, but I never had a sexual encounter with a man until I was 20 and at Emory. When I graduated from High School I told the whole family I was gay. Mom & Dad didn’t have a clue and were shocked. They sat me down and said that although they didn’t understand it all then, it didn’t matter. I was their Son first, last and always and nothing I could say or do would ever stop them from loving me and supporting me and my choices. WOW, I really didn’t expect that. Celia just looked at me and said ‘so.’ I knew it wouldn’t bother her. It was Bo that reacted badly and stormed out. I was crushed. If he hated me for this I didn’t know what I would do, he was my hero and I had let him down. Of all people, it was Jenny, Cheryl’s Mom that sat him down and told him what he was throwing away with his actions and his stubbornness. She had a gay brother and he and his father had a row that never came to a resolution. Her Dad died without telling his son he loved him no matter what and her brother desperately need to hear those word from his father.”

    “Later that night as I lay on my bed in my room, my door flew open and banged against the wall. There stood Bo looking bigger than he really was and I thought he was going to beat me up, try to beat the gay out of me so to speak. He just stared at me and I started crying, I turned my back to him and the sobs wracked my body. Then I felt his hand, gently on my shoulder and I turned my head to look at him and he wrapped me in his arm, rocked me back and forth.”

    “it’s okay, it’ll all be okay Johnny Boy. Bo’s here, it’ll all be okay.””

    “I knew then that Bo would make it be okay and he would still be my hero and protector too. I’ve never loved him more than at that moment.”

    “After Graduation from Emory I got a job as a Nutritionist/Physical Therapist. I guide patients through the process of rehabilitating their bodies after illness, injury or advancing age. I enjoy the work and I am good at it too.

    “Gee, I really didn’t mean to go off on a rant like that, boring you with all that stuff about my family.”

    Cameron gave me one of those dazzling thousand watt smiles that make me warm all over my body.

    “I enjoyed it. I want to learn who you are and what you’re about.”

    I felt myself blush as he said he wanted to know me. I knew I sure wanted to know him, and soon! I went to the kitchen, made some snacks and got more to drinks while Cameron excused himself to the bathroom. I took deep breaths and forced myself to calm down. I thought about jumping him as he came out of the bathroom and dragging him to my bed…not my style though but it was a tempting thought.

    Cameron:

    John looked surprised as I ran up to him, but gave me a smiled that punched me in the gut, hard. When I asked him for a ride with a grin and twitch of one eyebrow, he gave me a questioning look but nodded toward the passenger seat. Before I could get in he asked where I was headed. I knew that I had to take control to get him to relax and let us get to know each other. I looked him in the eye and quietly said …

    “anywhere you’re going is where I want to be.”

    “what did you say? he asked.

    As soon as it was out of my mouth I was horrified. Had I gone too far? Had I freaked him out? How pathetic and needy did that seem. But the truth was I did need him, I wanted him more than I had ever wanted anyone. He would say yes. I looked straight at him and told him again…

    “I said… anywhere you’re going is where I want to be.”

    I guess he could see the panic in my face for making such a faux pas with a complete stranger, then I could see the tension ease out of him, he looked back straight ahead, kind of shook his head, and grinned. Not making any acknowledgment of my statement he cleared his throat and said he needed to take a shower and get out of these clothes I let out a big sigh of relief and turned halfway in the seat and watched him drive. I realized on the ride to his place that I didn’t have a change of clothes with me. In my rush to get to him I forgot my gym bag with clean shorts & Tee in my car. Damn, I forgot my car!

    As we stepped into his apt. the AC was on and it was cold in there. Goose bumps popped up on both of us, he turned off the AC and went to one of the rooms. He came back with a towel and clothes for me for after my shower. Wow, he’s observant and thoughtful too! After my shower I knocked on his door to tell him that the shorts and shirt were way too big for me. At his “come on in” I opened his door and he stood there with a towel around his waist. He stared at my naked body and his eyes opened wide as he gazed at my cock then and back up to my eyes, I knew then that it was going to happen, this fantastic man wanted me too! I could see it all over his face. I saw his cock was getting hard under his towel. He saw me looking at the towel bulging out and he blushed again. He turned and looked in a drawer and found a pair of running shorts with an elastic waist and tossed them to me and said that he’d be right out and to get anything I wanted out of the fridge. I tried to hide my disappointment, we were already in his bedroom, both of us naked, his towel hiding the object I desired and he sends me out of his room. Maybe I read too much into his look at my nakedness. Puzzled, I went to the fridge, grabbed a couple bottles of water and had opened mine when John came out of his room wearing the baggiest shorts and tee shirt I have ever seen. We sat on the balcony and talked for hours, learning about each other and our families. It was almost dark when we rose to go back inside.

    On returning and putting the snacks on the table between us we settled down John said

    “Well, it’s your turn tell me who Cameron is.”

    “You really want to hear this?”

    “Only fair, you got my story.”

    “My parents are Christopher and Angelina Campbell III, My Mom’s family were from “old money” a big plus in Atlanta society. My brother is, Christopher Clayton Campbell, IV, and with that name the pressure is all on him, not me to produce the 5th. That works out very well for a gay man. I’m 19 and Christopher is 22, Mom led a sheltered life until she married Dad. She went to a finishing school in the East and as Dad says “was quite the little snob when I met her.” After twenty five years of marriage she was still naive about some things. When I told them that I wanted to go to Tech and be an Engineer Mom thought I was going to “drive a train.” When Dad explained that I wasn’t going to drive a train but design them, she laughed and told Dad, “what ever, you know that boy’s going to do it his way no matter what.” My Dad laughed, looked at me, and said to her, “I wonder where he gets that?” She just smiled at us. Some times I was sure her “snobbery” was all an act she put on to see how far we’d let her go with it. Until her marriage she had never had contact or mingled outside the Society crowd. Despite her upbringing she was a great Mom. We were never shipped off to boarding school, although it was a favorite threat of hers when we misbehaved. We never lacked for nor did we doubt the love our parents have for us. She could be playing with us having a loud, fun romp and at the sound of a door bell or telephone she’d become “Miss Got Rocks” in a heartbeat and give us a wink as she did. Christopher and I would have to leave the room when she assumed that role before we burst out laughing, Dad too when he was there. It became a role or part she played and she loved it.”

    “I knew I was gay at 13 but never did anything with anyone until I was enrolled at Tech. All through High School I played the game, dated lots of girls but never any long term or steady. I knew what was expected and required to reach my goals and knew that after I entered college I could relax and be myself. I was a good student and had good grades. At Tech I pledged my Fraternity as a Legacy and it was there that I had my first sexual encounter with a man. Two more one night stands and here we are sitting on your balcony.”

    “I bet that your family says you’re just like your Mother, don’t they?

    I was surprised but nodded to affirm.

    “And how did you know that?”

    “I’ve only know you a few hours, but already I know that you are precocious, straight forward, blunt and say things that others might think outrageous, determined and very self confident. After hearing about your Mom, I’ll wager you got all those traits from her genes.”

    I was silent and he added.

    “Your Mom is someone I would want to have as a friend”

    “What about me?”

    He laughed, looked straight into my eyes and said

    “Cameron, you and I being friends is just about the last thing either of us has on his mind,”

    I smiled.

    “yeah, you are right about that.”

    John:

    Suddenly we realized it was almost dark, we had chatted all afternoon as we stood and stretched our legs; he asked if I had plans for the night, he would like to treat me to a dinner and more getting acquainted with each other afterward. That eyebrow wiggled again. I was sure of it this time.

    “Sure,” what did you have in mind”

    He asked what I would prefer and I decided to take a cue from him and move this seduction thing right along.

    “How about a Pizza, delivered in?”

    I said staring straight into those green eyes again. He smiled and nodded yes. As we walked back into the apartment he put his hands on my hips and steered me away from the balcony doors and spun me around to face him. He stepped forward held my face in his hands and began a kiss that set my knees to wobbling, my heart to pounding, and changed our lives for ever.

    As the kiss lingered we strained to get closer to each other, it seemed that sparks were flying around the room, my knees were weak as we broke apart and gasped for air. Our chests heaving we looked at each other and at the same time both of us said “Wow! We stumbled to the sofa and sat down, reaching for the other and just held each other. My mind was racing I had never had a kiss like that, I still tingled all over. I wanted him to do it again. He turned as if he had heard my thought and kissed me again, harder, our tongues battled. He stood, took my hand a pulled me to my feet and walked to my bed where he pressed my body back until I was lying prone with him on my chest, our arms locked around the other. When we broke apart to breathe, our lust for each other had already taken control, bodies entwined, lips and mouths locked and each trying to crawl into the others skin . We were attuned on every level. This was so very intense that we both ejaculated locked together in an embrace, clothed, without ever touching our cocks with our hands. It was raw over powering lust, and a connection with him like nothing I had ever known.

    This was all new to me, I’ve never felt these feelings and emotions this kid was bringing out in me. I never knew how powerful man to man sex could be, or how the male teen-aged body was the perfect sex machine. How does a 19 yr. old ejaculate so hard that his sperm flies across his body and onto the wall above the headboard and then he keeps pumping and does it again in a matter of a minute or so? When he started in for his third orgasm in 30 minutes I had to beg for a rest break. As we gained control of our lungs and breathing became an unconscious act again, we lay side by side, touching from our lips to our toes. He got up and brought a warm damp wash cloth from my bathroom and cleaned our bodies. I liked his taking the initiative and control. I liked him a lot!

    He moved to hold my face in both his hands again and gently kissed my forehead, each eye, my nose, my ears, each cheek, avoiding my lips that were straining to kiss him back, he kissed my chin and down to my neck where he nestled his beautiful face. Slowly, he ran the tip of one finger lightly across my shoulder, down to my chest to play in the sparse blond curls there. A short detour over to pinch then circle around each nipple making my body tense and a low moan escaped my throat, on down between my pectorals to my abdominal muscles. He opened his hand and lightly let all five fingers slowly drag across the ripples there, giving me goose flesh. Such a simple act but so erotic! My body was trembling from his light touch.

    His fingertip traced a couple of circles around my navel and then down into my trimmed pubic hair. Another moan escaped from deep inside me. He detoured around my still hard and throbbing cock, lightly across my testicles and down the inside of one leg as far as he could reach without changing positions, then across to the other leg and back up. By the time his finger reached my knee on the way up I was all over him again, moaning, whimpering and unable to get him close enough to me, unable to kiss him deep enough, unable to get into him and wear him like skin as I desperately wanted to do. Pushing both of his arms over his head I nuzzled the musk of his armpits, I slowly worked my way down to his chest and chewed a bit on the twin prizes my tongue found buried in his dense fur and then on to his thick treasure trail. I traced my tongue down his rippled stomach. My tongue lingered in the space between the navel and the pubic hair, a part of a male body I find so sensual that I could cum just looking it at on a body like Cameron’s.

    Remembering the task at hand, I reluctantly moved on until I came face to face with what I knew lay waiting for me between his legs. Well, it wasn’t exactly “laying there” it stood tall, much longer than my own, which was usually the biggest in whatever bed I was in. His cock is more than 9 inches long and more than 7 inches around! Big surprises really do come in small packages sometimes. I began licking and kissing his cock and it took a while to cover all that territory but soon I was getting almost half of in into my mouth and throat and was pleased to hear his grunts and moans as he thrashed back and forth on the bed.

    Knowing I could do better, I flipped around into the 69 position so that I could take more of him into my throat, keeping my hips as far away from his head as I could. I wanted this big cock! I wanted to bring him off in my mouth before he distracted me. I knew if he took me in his mouth I’d come very quickly. He settled for gently stroking my cock then holding my testicles tightly and pulling on them hard which made me suck harder. In this position his cock now curved perfectly into my throat and I took it all. Soon my nose was in his pubic hair. I inhaled deeply to smell his man musk. There is no other aroma like that found at a clean man’s crotch. I haven’t the words to describe it either, but to me it is an aphrodisiac. Oh how I wanted to stay there, my nose buried in his balls, my throat massaging his cock and I wanted to taste him forever. I came up for air just when he howled and called my name as he erupted down my gullet. Cameron rolled his head and body from side to side, moaning, whimpering and softly calling my name. He thrashed about on the bed and called my name again as I plunged back down, eager to take all of his sweet nectar. I eased back just enough to taste his essence again then plunged down to take it all as he continued gush spurt after spurt of his semen into my guts. As he calmed down from the ecstasy of orgasm he reached to pull me to him and crushed me into his embrace, saying

    “oh John, oh John” over and over until finally he fell silent.

    Tears had welled up in his eyes and I asked

    “What, did I do something wrong? What is it Cam!

    He shook his head no, and in a shaky voice said

    “what you did, I’ve never felt that before, I mean no one has taken all of me like you did…I didn’t know it could feel like that.”

    I kissed the tears from his eyes, turned him and spooned him in a tight embrace. whispering in his ear how good he felt against me how his body fit just right into mine. We were a perfect fit, made for sleeping together. We drifted off cuddling and holding on to each other.

    Cameron:

    I woke with John spooned to my back, his arms holding me tight to his body. He felt so good against me. What a fantastic lover he is, so sensual, and what he did to me, no one had ever taken my cock all the way to its base like that. What a feeling, this is more than I expected, he’s so perfect, this can’t be just a one night affair. No it’s more, there’s something that I just can’t quite figure out, but it’s more than anything I have ever felt. Everything is heightened or intensified with him every touch is electric, my emotions are deeper, more profound, its sex like I have never known before. I already want more of him. I could stay in this bed with him forever. He turned me, his front to my back and spooned me and hugged me tightly to him and whispered in my ear “feel this, you fit perfectly against me, made for sleeping together, your body pressed against mine feels so good, so right” and we drifted to sleep.

    Later, I turned and slid down and out of his arms and began touching and kissing his perfect body. When I had worked my way down his body he woke as I nuzzled my nose against his balls. I heard him moan my name as I kissed and licked his rock hard cock. I took him into my mouth, bobbing and working my throat muscles as I took him far down into my throat, when I reached up and pinched a nipple he erupted into my mouth. Tasting his semen made me bob faster taking all of him into me. My chin rested on his testicles as he emptied them down my throat. We collapsed again in an entangled heap, gasping for air. He reached out and took my hand, our fingers entwined as we slowly floated back to reality.

    John:

    I knew that I was in trouble. He had totally captivated me. I had to hold him, had to have him, had to possess him, I had to make him mine. I never knew that sex could be like this, never had anyone make me feel like he did. I knew that I’d do anything he asked just to lie with him like this. I was a goner and I knew it, even welcomed it until the doubts entered my mind. He’s still a kid, he won’t be ready for what I want from him, to be mine and mine alone. Sharing him would be a torture I couldn’t bear. I thought, ‘Get a grip John….it’s just sex’ but I knew it was much, much more than just sex. What we had done was make love, and that was so very different than just sex. How could I ever get past this, with his looks and body he can have his pick of any man or woman he desired. After today I feared I’d never get to be with him like this again. He would move on to his next conquest and I’d be left here without him, shattered. I fell from euphoria to utter despair in a matter of moments. Crushed!

    Lucky for me, my fears that I would lose Cameron did not materialize. He was just as enamored of me as I was of him. Enamored, what a choice of words, why was I dancing around the truth, I know this all happened quickly but already there it was, the dreaded “L” word and who would say it first. It wasn’t exactly love at first sight, but for me it sure was “love really, really quickly”.

    Cameron did not leave my bed until Monday morning, we were sore in places that we’d never been sore before. I woke very early reaching for him, I was already accustomed to having him in my bed but he was already up. He came back to bed from the bathroom where he went to brush his teeth. I had laid out a new spare toothbrush but I secretly hoped he had used mine. He settled into me as I lay propped up on one elbow. I started making love to him one last time before we would part for the day. I wanted his smell on me all day. He lay on his back as I sat on my knees between his legs, like magic, he handed me a tube of lube from thin air. Where does he hide that stuff when he only wearing a smile? I leaned forward and began kissing him, tongues gently caressing sore lips. As we kissed I opened the lube and put the tube aside. His butt was the only place left unused in our marathon of sex.

    I slowly raised his legs fondling and kissing them, when his foot got near my mouth I licked it, drew it close and eased a toe into my mouth. His moaning and thrashing about started again. He yelped loudly as I put all five toes into my mouth at once. I noticed that there was even a small trail of hair from just above his ankle onto the top of his foot and hair on each of his manicured toes as I laved them with my tongue. Letting go of his foot I lowered myself and raised his legs, kissing the backs of his thighs I slowly worked down to the point where legs, butt and testicles converge taking in deep breaths of the musk there. I pulled both testicles into my mouth and sucked and pulled hard sending him into fits of tossing his head from side to side, gripping the mattress in his fists, gasping and moaning all at once. Pushing on the back of his thighs raised his butt where I wanted it. As my tongue circled his anus, he roared and called out my name. When my tongue speared his opening I thought he would faint. He finally asked me to stop or he would explode and we both wanted something other than my tongue in that spot now.

    I carefully lubed his hole, stopping and adding more lube and adding fingers to this soothing massage. It wasn’t long until he said “now” I eased up, put my lubed slick cock at his opening and gently eased inside his anal ring and stopped there. I was fighting to hold myself still until he signaled me to go further; I leaned in to kiss him. Soon his eyes told me yes and I slowly started the push sending my cock into an inferno of heat and passion. A long sigh escaped from Cam’s lips as he pulled my legs, pulling my cock deeper into him until I was in as far as possible. Cameron eyes were closed and he had a look of rapture on his face. When I was in as deep as I could go his eyes flew open and there was a look I had never seen in those eyes. Triumph, possession and lust; he circled my hips with his legs and locked them at the ankles and ground his butt into me. Now it was my turn to moan and whimper as he ground against me. I started the long stroke back to his ring, shifted my hips and plunged in faster, rubbing his prostate as I plunged in and again on the upstroke, plunge down, rise up, plunge in. Cameron began grunting each time we hit bottom, soon we were moving in a frenzy, sweat flying all around us, raw beastly sounds coming from us like rutting animals.

    A man’s sexual pleasure knows no boundaries, it doesn’t matter how deep, how hard or how intense the penetration, it’s never enough. With each stroke slamming his prostate he soon gasped,

    “JOHN!!! NOW!”

    His first shot hit my face and sent me reeling as I licked it up and shot my load deep into his guts.

    “I feel it. I feel your cum in me” Cameron cried.

    One last push and I collapsed on him. We lay there, gasping for breath and slowly we calmed back to normal breathing.

    I rolled off to lie by his side, he groped for my hand again and we lay there stupefied by utter exhaustion. I don’t know how much time passed with us lying there holding hands, but eventually we stirred and turned to look at each other. A smile started spreading across Cameron’s face and all at once we were laughing like crazy. Cameron wiped the laughter tears away and said “you know you’re very good at that. We oughta do that again sometime” that set off another round of laughter that ended in a soft lingering kiss.

    I rolled to my side, spooned up against him and held him tightly. We could nap for almost an hour before it was time to get ready for work and school. As I nuzzled to him, he sighed and made a mmmmm sound. I whispered in his ear…

    “this feels so right, we’re so good together… you belong here… stay with me Cameron… Stay!”

    The alarm sounded and reluctantly I stood and pulled Cam from the bed and on into the shower. This made about our 15th shower since Saturday afternoon. It was Monday morning and I had to go to work and Cameron to his classes. As we dressed, me in my every day scrubs and him in his cleaned game clothes I opened a drawer and picked up a key. I turned and handed it to Cameron,

    “I expect you back here in this bed tonight”. He looked at the key then looked at me and I heard.

    “anywhere you are is where I want to be.”

    Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn’t speak for the lump in my throat. I pulled him to me and quietly hugged him for almost a full minute.

    Without another word between us we headed to the car, I drove him to his car and we each had a long lingering look to fix the image in our minds until we could be together again tonight. As we broke contact I yelled “wait” and scribbled my cell and home phone numbers on the back of my card. He said …

    “thanks, I’d forgotten that. I’ll text you mine.”

    I watched him walk away, sorry to see him leave me even for a few hours, thankful for our chance meeting and excited that we might have a future together. Also, we both needed a rest. Neither of us had ever had such a long session of “sexual activity”. We had been together over 40 hours and most of them were spent in strenuous sexual activity. Although I knew I shouldn’t, it went against everything I was taught and relate about nutrition. I stopped and picked up a sausage, egg & cheese McMuffin. I was ravenous.

    Cameron:

    Wow, what an incredible weekend this was, mostly spent in bed with the man of my dreams. Smart, sweet, polite, and handsome as all get out, a body that rocks my world and a feeling of connection to each other that I never knew was possible. Nothing I have ever experienced prepared me for John. Had anyone ever told me something like this would happen one day. I wouldn’t have believed it, I have trouble believing what I know has just happened this weekend.

    It’s now Monday morning and John has just finished making love to me as no one ever has. He was so gentle and loving as he entered me for the first time. I felt an overwhelming desire for him, I wanted him in me, I pulled on his legs, ground my hips around his as his cock slid down and down filling me to bursting with his magnificent cock. When I had all of him in me I went wild, grinding against him, throwing my hips to meet his thrusts. His big cock jabbing at my prostate on each stroke in and out, the sounds and noises were incoherent, like animals in rut, sweat, body fluids and the pungent smell of man sex pervading the room. I’ve always been a top, John didn’t know that he was the first to ever take my butt, and I never dreamed that I would be wanting him to do this to me over and over again.

    After he had finished my first fuck as a bottom he spooned to my back, held me tightly and whispered in my ear..

    “this feels so right, we’re so good together…you belong here… stay with me Cam… Stay!”

    My heart jumped to my throat, he was offering me everything I wanted, he wanted me here with him all the time!. He wanted there to be “us”. Hell yes I’ll stay..he felt all of these feelings and emotions too. I had never met anyone I wanted to stay with before John. I was happy, I didn’t want anyone else. Making love with John the rest of my life would suit me just fine.

    After our shower John dressed in his work scrubs and me the game clothes he had washed and dried. We were quiet, we knew we had to part and neither of us wanted it. John turned from his dresser to face me and handed me a key and said that he expected me back in his bed tonight. I got a lump in my throat and it was hard to speak. I looked at the key in my hand, and then into his eyes and said…

    “Anywhere you are is where I want to be”

    Tears welled up in his eyes and he grabbed me and held me tightly in a hug for a long time. Neither of us said a word.

    John:

    As the weeks passed and our bond deepened the frantic urge to consume each other waned. We were confident now that we wanted each other equally and both desired only the other, a more gentle love making took over. Learning the “hot spots”, what we each liked our partner to do. Eventually, keeping two apartments was silly, we were only apart for his school and my work, he moved into my apartment and that night we pledged our love and lives to each other. We were a couple from that moment on. At first I was fearful that a 19 year old man would see and have chances to be with many, many men. I was never one to share my toys very well, but Cameron never gave me doubt or a reason not to trust him or his love for me.

    On days when his classes were over early, I would walk into a darkened apartment, with candles giving off a flickering glow. It never failed to send a shiver down my spine when I walked into that candlelit room. That became his signal to me that I was his tonight, forget dinner or movies, TV, reading or any type of work; I was his all night. If we got hungry (for food) we would catch a sandwich in our rest breaks before he took me again. I was his, he could and would do anything he desired with me and I was an eager and willing participant. I felt an excitement and a rush of overwhelming love that anyone could want me so much.

    Right on cue as I laid my keys and briefcase down, a naked Cam stepped around the corner and pulled me into one of his kisses that made me light headed and set my knees to wobbling at the same time. He began undressing me, pulling off my scrubs sinking to the floor, our lips locked together as he gently pushed me onto my back, produced a bottle of lube out of thin air, carefully lubed my butt and worked to loosen and relax me. As his fingers worked inside me, I began to writhe and moan letting him know it was okay to enter me when he was ready.

    Slowly caressing my body, reaching for my legs he raised them and spread them as wide as he could. Letting go he aimed his big fat cock at my eager butt and slowly entered me as I held my feet to keep my legs spread and out of his way. He was kissing me all the while his cock was sliding into my butt. This wasn’t the first time we had tried this, it took a few practice runs to train my butt to take his big cock. Lucky for us, my butt learned to like his big fat cock really fast.

    There are no words I can come up with to describe the feeling of his fat, long cock filling my butt except that it is an overwhelming feeling and makes me do things I never thought I was capable of doing. I go wild when he gets it all the way in me. That moment when he’s in as far as he can go, pushing hard into me and I’m pulling with my heels on his butt and pushing my butt up against him. That feeling is what I’m trying to describe. It’s pain, pleasure, lust, need, love…it’s too much and never enough at the same time…all those things.. it’s just the FUCK ME feeling I guess! As he began to move back to my anal ring and plunge his long fat cock would bump against my liver or diaphragm…it was something way up near my stomach anyway. As his strokes quickened he made a subtle shift in position and slammed that big cock head against my prostate with each stroke and I writhed and moaned. I pulled on the backs of his thighs to get more of him into me. I locked my legs on his hips and ground against him each time he was in as far as he could go. It was sensory overload I thought that if this gets any better I will surely die from pleasure. What an epitaph that would be. ‘He died from Pleasure.’

    What feelings that can compare with those of anal love? With the one you love it becomes intensely emotional… acts of surrender, submission, possession, love and trust all done with pleasure beyond description. I get chills just writing about it and an itch deep within me just thinking about what he does when he is in me. It amazes me that he plans out our love making sessions it such detail. Like the lube, he knew exactly where we would be when he was ready to use it. Those details and many others prove his love for me many times each week. I began to feel guilty that I didn’t plan such surprises for him.

    It’s been almost six years now since our pick up ball game and our bond has deepened and our love is the single strongest thing in our lives. Every thing we do is based on the love we have for each other, at times as I sit across the table from him, my eyes fill with tears of joy that he sits there every day just to be with me. He knows why, but always says, “what is it Babe?” and I say “your loving me brings tears of joy to my eyes, and I thank you for being mine.” He gets up, comes to me, pulls me up and places one hand on my heart as I place mine over his. He tells me

    “John, I live to be right here, I’ll never leave you, I am forever in you heart,”

    and it is true for I feel him there every day. He is a part of my soul and I am a much better man for his presence.

    Soon after New Years I began to think about what I could do to surprise Cameron on our upcoming six year anniversary in the spring. One afternoon in March when I was on the phone with Christopher, Cam’s brother, I mentioned that I wanted to get us a new place but didn’t know how to do it and keep it a surprise for him. He thought a minute and said, “call Cheryl, she’ll know. She’s almost your sister-in-law and her Mom’s in real estate. I’ll bet she’s done it before. “Do you know where you want to buy?”

    “Yeah, sort of, we both want a high-rise loft with floor to ceiling windows that doesn’t cost a kings ransom. It will have to be Downtown, Midtown or Buckhead, I guess to find a high-rise. We have to have a good view or it’s just not worth the cost.”

    “Yeah”,

    he agreed and we said our goodbyes and hung up. Surprisingly he called back the next day with the plan Cheryl’s mom had devised. Cheryl and her Mom were excited to help us.

    I called Jenny, Cheryl’s mom and asked her to be our agent and told her what our requirements were. She took everything down and told me how we were going to work the surprise in for Cameron. Jenny set to work and finally found a place in Midtown that I loved and thought was perfect. It was close to the downtown connector, the eight lane highway running through the heart of the city, but we were up high enough and faced to the east on the opposite side of the building than the freeway and we didn’t hear the noise.

    On the day of our anniversary Cheryl called Cameron and asked him to do her a big favor. She told him that she and Bo had found an apartment and knew it wouldn’t be on the market long and they needed to buy it now, six months before their wedding. Cam tried to put her off telling her that tonight was our anniversary and he was taking me out for dinner and some surprise fun afterward. She insisted that she had to have him today to get his opinion, they both knew Bo would say okay to anything she asked. She pleaded with him that it would only take a few minutes of his time. As usual she got her way, she adored him and he adored her. They met at the apartment about 5:45p.m. On the elevator Cameron was raving about the grounds and parking available here. As she opened the door to the penthouse, Cameron audibly gasped.

    “It’s so big and open, but you can’t have it it’s not for you, I want it” he joked… “It’s perfect Cheryl you guys need to act quickly before it’s gone.”

    She smiled and hugged him as I walked out of the kitchen area where I had been hiding. Hearing my footsteps he turned and gasped again,

    “John she called you too?”

    “No Cam, I called her Mom.”

    He looked at her, looked back to me and said “what?” I changed the subject saying

    “don’t you think this place is nice?

    Still without a clue to what was going on he said

    “sure it’s wonderful and they need to get it quick before it’s gone. It’s too perfect, I’m jealous.”

    I reached into my pocket, pulled out a set of keys and tossed them to him. He opened his hand and stared at the keys, looked at me confused as I walked to him and said

    “they’re too late it was sold last night.”

    Even more puzzled Cam looked at Cheryl then back at me and started to open his mouth when I said

    “Happy Anniversary Cameron, it’s ours”

    It took a few seconds for him to process all that had just taken place. He yelled

    “No! You can’t be serious!”

    He looked at me, then Cheryl, who was clapping her hands and jumping up and down, and back to me realizing that it was true and we had really tricked him. I caught him in mid air as he leaped into my arms hugging and kissing me. Just then Jenny, Bo and Christopher came out of the kitchen, with Christopher aiming a video camera at us. He had filmed our little scene as a keepsake for us, and to show our families.

    Cameron started running through every inch of the place, oooing and ahhhing as he explored. When he opened the terrace doors and stepped out onto the large balcony that extended out onto the buildings roof, it began to hit him what I had done. He ran back into my arms and held me close and said.

    “We’re home John, this is our home. Thank you, thank you. You do know I’d live in a cardboard box with you if you asked me to, don’t you? I’ve dreamed about this place and now it’s ours.”

    “Not quite” I said, you still have to sign the papers so it will be in both our names. But yes, it’s ours. And thanks to some of that stock we’ve been buying, we’ll have quite a nice budget for furnishings too…”

    Finally I had to tell him the rest of the surprise to get him to leave.

    “We’ve got to go home, uh; I mean the apartment, clean up and change to get to Wildfire Atlanta and meet our parents for dinner.:

    His brow furrowed a bit then I said

    “yes, it’s your worst nightmare my family and your family at one table”

    I joked to him. He sat down on the floor and put his head in his hands,

    “It’s too much he said I just can’t believe this is happening”.

    I reached my hand down to pull him up, held him close and whispered to him…

    “now you know just how I have felt for the past six years loving you.”

    We parted and then I pointed my forefinger at him, raised my thumb, winked at him and made the shooting gun gesture and said,

    “I Gottcha babe!”

    Cameron:

    Of all days, Cheryl called for my help on the night of our anniversary, six wonderful years wit h the man of my dreams. Sometimes when I’m in the shower I close my eyes and think of that first day, I get hard visualizing him walking toward us, those red shorts showing his hard round butt cheek, his big package flopping as he walked. I can still get off in about five strokes thinking of how he looked that first time I saw him, umm. Sometimes I ask him to wear those red shorts around the house just so I can sneak up behind him and pull them to his knees and I attack that perfect butt with my lips and mouth and my hard cock…uh oh..Back to Cheryl. She and Bo had found a killer apartment that wouldn’t last long in the Atlanta market. Their wedding was six months away but she felt that they needed to move on this place now.

    I explained how it was our Anniversary and what I had planned but she begged and pleaded until I gave in and told her no more than 30 minutes, that was all I could spare tonight. We met at the apt. building and rode up to the top floor. I gasped aloud when Cheryl opened the doors. It was huge; the east wall was all glass overlooking midtown. It was what John and I had talked about, what we wanted. Of course I told her it was perfect adding that I was really jealous of them.

    I heard footsteps and turned to see John walking toward us.

    “John, she called you too?”

    I said surprised to see him. He said…

    “No, I called her mother.”

    That didn’t make any sense, but he asked if I liked it, and…

    “of course”

    He knew very well it was what we had both said we wanted someday Then, even more confusing, he said it was sold last night. I wondered ‘why are we here then’ as I started to ask just that, John tossed something to me and I looked at a set of keys in my hand. As I opened my mouth to speak John said…

    “Happy Anniversary Cameron, it’s ours.”

    It took a few seconds for all that had been said in the last minute or so to register in my brain. Then I remembered only two words he said ‘it’s ours.’

    As I jumped to him he caught me in mid air, hugging and kissing him I was too excited to take it all in. I ran through all the rooms and outside onto the rooftop terrace. Out there it hit me that we had our first home, as I thanked him I had to sit down,

    “It’s just too much,” “I can’t comprehend it all.

    I heard John say something about leaving and meeting our parents for dinner. He reached down and took my hand and pulled me into his arms and whispered;

    “now you know how I’ve felt these past six years loving you.”

    That touched my heart and tears started to fill my eyes. He stepped away then turned and looked me in the eyes, raised his hand and thumb, winked and shot me saying

    “I gotcha babe!”

    My jaw dropped, I stood there mouth open thinking he did see it and heard it six years ago today. Then I laughed and yelled at him

    “I can’t believe you’ve waited six years to do that to me!”

    But you are so right.

    “You’ve got me Babe!”

    The End (of the first 6 years)


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  • A Long Overdue Tryst – The Marine Plays With Royalty

    A Long Overdue Tryst – The Marine Plays With Royalty

    or also titled: One Count, Two Cocks and LOADS of CUM!

    “Show him in,” the familiar crystal-clear, accented baritone voice from my past echoed out into the hall where I was waiting. I felt it – again, as I had those years ago – in my nuts.

    The echo was because I was in a vast expanse, an entry hall worthy of a grand ball reception in some bygone age in this townhouse mansion. There was ornate furniture and décor everywhere – a gargantuan crystal chandelier above lighting a mosaic of marble on the floor and richly polished wood all around, gilded frames on silk-covered walls under carved cornices and, basically, way too much to take in – and even more too much for a simple jarhead.

    “This way, sir,” the well-tailored young butler called to me quietly from across the expanse, next to the now open carved double doors through which he’d silently disappeared before.

    “Thank you,” I tried not to say stiffly, though I was stiff in my posture as I marched toward him, my cover tightly between my right elbow and my lats.

    As I passed into an expanse that seemed to defy the constraints of the London townhouse I was in – this room was another vast space with numerous seating areas, large console tables, a fireplace you could park a Chevy in, a wall of sheer-curtained windows looking out over the park I’d passed on the walk here – I felt even more out of place than I had in that grandiose entry hall. I did take note of the tall, wide double-doors being gently closed behind me as my shoes went from marble to a rich rug that I had no doubt was priceless.

    “Captain James?” the same voice that once again peaked my nuts’ interest called, drawing my attention to a wing chair in a corner to my right.

    “Sir, yes sir,” I answered formally, not bothering to correct him on my rank, which was now one higher than before.

    He up and was out of the chair as I approached but remained standing there – striking, handsome, perhaps more so than before. I walked to him, my entire body reacting – again – to his tall, wiry-muscular body, his broad shoulders silhouetted within expensive tailoring that also accentuated his narrow waist, taking in his well-chiseled Aryan features. He was looking directly at me, following me as I made my way across the expanse, until I was in front of him. He put his hand out to shake and looked up at me, roughly eye-to-eye. If I hadn’t known he was blind and that his amazing blue eyes were directed by his keen hearing and sense of me approaching, probably enhanced by his memory of my height, I couldn’t have told. When I was close enough he put out his hand to shake mine, again on perfect cue despite his sightlessness. “Thank you for accepting my invitation, Captain,” he told me, though it sounded more like Zahnk you vor accepteen mein invitazon, with his accent, which was as tantalizing as the rest of his presence.

    His hand was warm, and his grip was tight and strong. His face went to a smile as our hands touched and warmed into a familiarity that was infectious. The handshake didn’t help the sparks that were already flying from my nuts, and I feared for the seams of the crotch of my uniform pants. “I appreciate the invitation, Count von Aarondahl,” I replied, genuinely appreciative of the opportunity to see him, not pointing out that I was the one who’d contacted his secretary about meeting him, once I saw on the diplomatic security roster that he was in town. The handshake went on longer than it needed to, but not as long as I’d have liked. I didn’t mind, except for the inappropriate stimulation, made no move to withdraw my hand, knowing he couldn’t see the ever-more-obvious reaction below my waist.

    “Zeeet, do zeet,” he urged finally, gently releasing my hand and gesturing with perfect accuracy at the wing chair opposite him.  And only then, for the first time, did he belie his blindness when he went to sit again himself, and he swiped behind him momentarily for the arm of his chair to guide himself. Then his elegant posture that had turned me on so much before was evident again, one long, folding effortlessly and athletically down into the chair, moving one muscular leg over the other at the knee, shoes that probably cost more than my month’s pay glistening in the light from the wall of windows.

    “This home is beautiful,” I said, lamely, not immediately realizing my mistake, uncomfortable with my own interest in him and feeling the need to fill the space with another topic to divert my thoughts.

    “Yes, I’m told it is,” he responded, and then I realized that he might not have ever seen it – likely not in fact, though his voice held no regret, no pitiable quality. “It is a residence the Ambassador keeps for guests of my country here, more comfortable and private than staying in the embassy residence itself.” His deep intonation stressed the part about privacy, and my thoughts spun, wildly inappropriate. Somehow I’d lost awareness of his accent in the words themselves as I heard them, more as an added aroma of his appeal that was somehow in the background.

    “Are you here for long?” I asked, a renewed attempt to get my own thoughts diverted to anything other than my lewd thoughts of him, of him and me together, of us sweaty and fucked-out and . . . I quickly stopped myself and adjusted myself in the chair in a futile attempt to make more room in the crotch of my uniform pants.

    “I will be staying for this week. I haven’t decided beyond that time yet,” he disclosed as if staying in a huge townhouse mansion in London owned by his government was the most normal thing in the world. Hell, I was in a first-rate hotel, but only because of the officers I was traveling with, whose ranks merited far better lodging than mine would have. None of them were royalty, though.

    His grace was, truly, royal – something we, from the USA, both appreciate in European aristocracy and loathe for its classism. My attraction to him had been instant, as had my initial disdain for the moneyed, privileged, entitled way I perceived his life and him as a person that first meeting.

                        – – – – – – – – – 6 years before – – – – – – – – –

    I groaned when my CO gave me my orders. Seriously, me, RECON first then MARSOC, now “awarded” the thought-to-be-primo by everyone but me apparently assignment to the Embassy, babysitting diplomats in London? His severely reproachful glance was enough to squelch any thought of expressing my groan of protest with words. “We’re assisting MI5 on this,” my unapologetic CO offered in an uncharacteristic explanation, not easing my protest.

    And seriously – just because he was a visitor, in London where I was posted for these brief weeks while my charges from my Embassy, in Paris, were visiting, why would I have to babysit a German royal . . . when they didn’t even have valid royalty anymore, did they? Didn’t that all go out with the Reich?

    When my CO barked “Dismissed!” my mind swung back to the matter at hand. I wasted no time saluting, turning tail and striding more quickly out of his office than I’d intended to. It wasn’t like I was looking forward to getting to the Count. WTF was a Count, anyway? When I’d been stationed at the French Embassy there had been many of them, as well as Dukes. I’d never had to learn what one was versus another, how they got to be one, what it meant in modern day, why anyone cared. They were mostly rich; I figured that was why people cared. And then there was that strange fascination by me, an American, because we didn’t have anything like that and it intrigued us in a way that embarrassed us to admit.

    Before I could get back to my own small allotted space on a lower floor of the huge cube that was our Embassy – unlike my CO, mine with a view of a side street, not overlooking the park in Grosvenor Square – I was intercepted by one of the clerks in our section who handed me typed instructions to report immediately to the Claridges Hotel to accompany the Count to a meeting at the Israeli Embassy. This time I did allow my protest to be verbalized with an under-my-breath FUCK ME, eliciting a grin and eye-roll from the clerk. “Sorry, sir. Orders,” he commiserated. Another groan, and I snatched my cover from the hook in the cell that was called my office and strode out.

    The morning walk the few blocks from our building to the hotel was all I anticipated to be positive about this day. In truth it calmed me a bit. I’d strode through Grosvenor Square after leaving our Embassy with my anger fuming. But the beautiful, sunny day and being outside in the air calmed me during that short minute or two when I traversed that exclusive green space and proceeded the few narrow blocks. When I got to the hotel, though, a couple of suits by a Land Rover contemptuously greeted me with barely-concealed Cockney. “You the Yank we couldn’t do without?” one of them challenged. The other smirked.

    “Captain James, United States Marine Corps,” I barked back, snapping to attention though not saluting, answering their challenge.

    “Yeah, it’s him,” the one who’d been silent before said to his mate.

    They were suited up, but they were still rough-looking. Whatever happened to MI5 being more like MI6 and James Bond? Still, they were both exceptionally well put-together inside their cheap suits, and it didn’t escape my notice that the one who initially challenged me had a nice ass contained within those suit slacks. EYES ON THE GAME, JAMES! I reproached myself.

    “Don’t know what this Yank MARINE,” the first one said the word with a verbal sneer that made me want to pound his face, “Is needed for. Some German toff going to a meeting.” He actually pffffft’d.

    “We all have our orders, don’t we? Just like you two suits – a driver, and what – someone to make sure the driver doesn’t lose the car?” I shot back at them, looking with my own contempt from one to another.

    The stronger of the two, the second to have spoken as it turned out, stood impassively, his smirk now full of amusement. But his cohort actually adjusted his crotch and then took a step in my direction with a tight fist at his side. “Easy, Stanton,” the first one signaled, putting his hand out to Stanton’s arm to stop any further advance. I’d stood my ground, my body having reflexively gone slack and ready. “Don’t mind him,” the leader told me. “He’s got some issue with the Krauts, and it’s spilling on you. His gramps or something. Go figure! I’m Howard; he’s Stanton. Guess we’ll be putting up with each other for a few days, James,” he added by way of introduction.

    Neither Stanton, whose posture hadn’t changed much, nor Howard, despite his friendlier end to the exchange, had put out his hand to shake, so I didn’t either. I just nodded and headed on toward the doorman, whom I noticed had been watching with an attempt to not show his amusement. “Bloody Yanks,” I heard Stanton growl to his partner in a low voice behind me, obviously intended for my ears. “For a bob I’d-” Even over the light early-morning traffic noise I heard a hand smacking fabric and knew Howard had silenced his buddy. That seemed to accentuate the doorman’s amusement. He must have great hearing, too.

    I was directed by the Concierge to an exquisite upper floor suite, the doors answered by another suited male, this one German and blonder than I, and about my age give or take. “Zee count vill be ready for you in eighty meenutes,” he told me, in practiced but heavily accented English. “You may make yourzelv comvortable in ziss room, or return. Eeet eeez your diskreshoon.”

    His delivery was that of one used to giving orders to subordinates on behalf of his superior, and he was comfortable with it. I was equally comfortable taking orders . . . and opportunities. “Thank you. I’m Captain James and-“

    “Vee vere made avare of whom you are, Captain, by your zuperiorz who azzigned you to zee Count,” he cut me off. Obviously courtesy and amiability was not in the cards. And they call the Brits ‘stiff-assed!’

    “I will return in seventy-five minutes, Mr. . . ” I waited for an introduction and got none.

    “Zat vill be vine,” he told me, going the few steps to the suite doors and opening them again.

    “I will be in the hotel lobby should the Count – or you,” I stopped for emphasis just as I was almost out the door and in the hall again, “Require me before then.”

    There were no wasted words to acknowledge my offer, just the door shutting firmly behind me after an almost imperceptible and curt nod. If this late-twenties lackey was any indication, the Count was going to be a real stuck-up arsehole, as the British would say. I’d just say a privileged dickwad.

    I generously told the two MI5 men the timeline. Stanton again had his big paw on his crotch, smirking at me. Howard thanked me for the information and said he was going to take a walk and told Stanton to make sure he was back by the car in an hour, effectively giving him leave to wander as well.

    Back in the hotel’s plush lobby, I was about as at home as a lobster in a restaurant’s tank. I briefly revisited my decision to return inside, thinking instead I could take a walk to Hyde Park or to Leicester Square along Regent Street and Picadilly Circus in the opposite direction in the time I had. But before I could act on those thoughts, Stanton came in and surprisingly came up to me. It seemed he had a lot of trouble with his crotch – his hand was on it again, again adjusting. “Shite work, this,” he growled and gave his package another tug. “Boring,” he added.

    His eyes took a quick up-and-down of me, and I snapped out of my work mode and into my man mode and realized what the crotch-jockeying had been about. I looked down pointedly at his and found mine and made a more forceful gesture, taking advantage of him blocking anyone in the lobby behind him from seeing me grab the outline of my big cock. His tongue slipped over the side of his upper lip briefly in response. My turn to smirk.

    Without any more words I moved around and past Stanton and went down the stairs to the hotel’s ballroom level. The men’s room there at this time of morning would likely have less traffic than the lobby-level ones. I took the farthest stall – no ADA in this grand old hotel, so it was going to be tight – and remained standing so that my height would easily allow Stanton to know where I was over the top of the stall wall.

    He didn’t waste any time. I heard the door to the men’s room open moments after I’d stepped inside the stall, and he pushed open the door to find me standing facing him, my feet planted wide, my zipper open and my big cock already out. He looked a little surprised – either at my boldness, at the size of me or maybe just that I was wasting no time – but the surprise went to a grin and he reached behind him to awkwardly throw the bolt on the stall door without letting my cock out of his sight.

    “Thought all you Yanks were butchered,” he growled, now looking up at me from his knees, his hand slowly moving the loose hood over the head of my stiffening fuckrod.

    “Yeah, well, I’m not like most, not in that respect nor in . . . ” I trailed off as his big hand was struggling to fully encircle my horsecock, no need for further elaboration of my point.

    Stanton brought his face to my cock, still stroking it through my skin-sleeve. He inhaled at the tip and then down to the base, his nose nudging my pants, inhaling deeper there. In encouragement, I unbuttoned my uniform pants and opened the unzipped fly more, exposing my bush as I’d pushed down my briefs rather than pulled myself out through the fly when I’d unzipped. My big bull balls bounced out, too, and a groan of excitement escaped Stanton as his face ground into my bush, his inhalations loud and appreciative.

    He went at me with gusto and urgency. He was on my engorged cockhead and swallowing several inches of me expertly within moments. This Brit had some training with big-cocked tops I could tell. I had one hand clamped over the top of the stall wall for balance and the other on his curly-haired head for leverage, pumping into him HARD and forcing my cock into his throat with every thrust. “You probably don’t often know if they’re uncut or not, probably you get used doggie style with your head down and ass up and just fucked until they’re done and leave,” I taunted him, and judging from his urgent moans I was probably right.

    Stanton boldly took a tight grip on my big nuts, which ratcheted up my inner boil, and that made me bring my other hand down to clamp on his head, using both to savagely face fuck him harder and harder. I would SHOVE down his throat and then hold him there until he first gagged and then struggled and then finally let him pull off, but only momentarily, then I’d plug him again. About the tenth major gag, and I went over the edge and began to blast a torrent of my seed directly down his throat.

    The MI5 cocksucker suckled my cock until I couldn’t take it any more and shoved him backward with my shoe. It was then that I saw he’d had his cock out and had shot his own wad down on my shoes and the floor, thankfully missing my uniform pants. “Clean that up!” I barked down at him as he struggled to catch his breath. When he reached for the toilet paper on the side wall I clarified. “With your tongue, bitch!”

    He did as he was told and began tongue-bathing my freshly polished standard-issue black Bates oxfords. He apparently liked what he was doing, because he was jacking his stubby-fat cock again. “Okay, enough. Just wipe them down, and let me out of here.” He again did as he was told, at first tentatively reaching for the toilet paper – of course with the TP, what else would I have him wipe my shoes down with? – then doing a good job to restore the high-gloss shine I’d put on them last night.

    When he was done, he was still on his haunches, still jacking. I reached over top of him, flipped the latch on the stall and kicked it open, then I just stepped over him without a word. I checked myself quickly in the mirror as I walked out. Stanton had swallowed every blasted drop of my seed and hadn’t spilled a drop of cum or spit on me, and fortunately my wide stance had left his drool to puddle on the floor between my shoes. I briefly wondered how he’d shot his spooge on both my shoes, concluding he had to have done it on purpose, probably to make me force him to lick them clean. I chuckled as I went up the stairs.

    I checked my watch and saw I had another twenty-five minutes before I was to be upstairs again, so I nonchalantly picked up a ridiculously-oversized Times and took a seat on one of the plush sofas. Twenty-two minutes later I went to the elevator and was at the door of the suite again as promised. The lackey admitted me with the same cheer as before. “Zee count should be ready,” he told me, brushing past me toward a door on the opposite side of a vast sitting room.

    But before he got to the door, it swung open, and an amazingly handsome man strode into the room. His height was near mine, his build was incredible under an exquisitely tailored suit, his eyes were startlingly blue in compliment to his dark blond hair and swarthy complexion, but it was his smile that had my freshly drained nuts jumping up and yelling PICK ME PICK ME.

    “You must be Captain James,” he said brightly, approaching and putting out his hand.

    “I am, sir.” I managed, though my body had gone hot with his touch as we shook. It was like electricity flashing through me. All the while he held my gaze with those piercing blue eyes and continued holding my hand in his.

    I didn’t usually succumb to those kinds of flashes, even from the hottest, most fuckable men. I could count the times it had happened to me on the fingers of my left hand, which would no doubt be covered with my cum when I jacked off later thinking of him. The force of the wave of desire that washed over me was tidal.

    “I appreziate your prezenze,” he said with feeling, his eyes locked with mine, exuding a depth of feeling that only later did I ponder and wonder about.

    “My pleasure to serve, sir,” I replied automatically, because that was all I could do – thought was not a functioning system at that point.

    With a squeeze of my hand, “Ja, vell, I am nonezeless gratevul,” he intoned, quieter, his baritone even deeper and richer than before.

    Everything inside me moaned with desire for the count. Fortunately I remained motionless and absorbed the force of the electricity that went from his hand, eyes and voice in a triple-play jolt through me, converging in my nuts. When he released my hand I almost moaned out loud, though again I didn’t, that time having to work to contain it, though. GET IT TOGETHER, JAMES! I admonished myself.

    On the drive through narrow streets and then around Hyde Park and through Kensington, the MI5 duo, one driving, the other in the passenger seat on the left of the Range Rover, told the Count how it would be when we got to the embassy. By their plan, they would clear things with Israeli Embassy security, and then Howard would accompany the Count inside to his meeting. I wasn’t entirely certain what his intention was for me, but after the Count listened politely, he then informed them of his plan. Despite their grumbling, when we arrived and were admitted to the Embassy courtyard, I cleared the Count’s entry with the formidable Israeli security force and then accompanied the Count inside.

    Despite the Embassy’s exterior, which was a Victorian – I think, anyway – I’m no expert – mansion, inside it was far more utilitarian than ornate, though nothing like the personality-less interior of our own, venerable institution on the other side of the park. The Israelis were considerably more sophisticated – and serious! – about security, that was apparent. We were re-cleared twice after I brought the Count inside, before we could proceed to the meeting the Count had arranged with the ambassador and a few others.

    Instead of my impression of the “luncheon meeting” the Count had filled me in about during the remainder of the brief drive after he’d set the MI5 men straight, it was actually six other aristocrats from various parts of the globe who had arrived while the Count and the ambassador had a brief private meeting. After that private meeting, we were all in a meeting room before lunch. All the important men and women were around the table, the ambassador at the head. Each of them had a lesser person attending, sitting away from the table along the wall behind our respective more important boss. The ambassador had two – he was the host, after all. I was, of course, behind the Count wondering what the fuck I was supposed to be doing other than sitting stiffly, pretending I knew why I was there.

    The meeting ended at about eight minutes after noon, with lunch to be served at twelve-thirty. I rose as all those at the table had, most of them in the process of filing out, though the Count turned toward the wall of second floor – first floor as the Brits called it – windows that looked out toward the mansion converted into flats next door. As I was standing aside him, I reacted reflexively when the blast occurred, from sight before sound and impact. It was my training putting the visual clues together – before the car which contained the bomb to the side of the embassy was fully blown apart, I launched myself the six feet or so at the Count. As the windows exploded in, I was tackling the Count already, both of us horizontal and going toward the floor and away from the windows, then propelled on the force of the blast, with the sound of the explosion reaching us and mingling into the cacophony with the shattering glass and a continuing cry from the Count. When we hit the wood floor with a thud and a bit of a skid, the Count was moaning loudly.  

    “Stay down!” I shouted, thinking only of the next wave coming, either another blast or fire through the destroyed wall. He couldn’t have gotten up anyway, since my body was over his. I looked up and around cautiously and saw three others moaning but moving. When I looked at the Count, I saw his hands were bloody, as was his face. I reacted as my mind replayed those few moments before, and I realized that the Count had been looking directly out the window, so facing the glass, and as I’d launched myself at him I’d reflexively turned my head away from the window. I was suddenly aware of warm, viscous wetness at my neck – my head was still attached, so my own injury wasn’t my priority.

    About that time the doors burst open and several Israeli security personnel – Uzis at the ready, helmuts, full gear, really – WHERE THE FUCK HAD THEY COME FROM? – burst toward us. It was just then that I felt the Count go slack under me. When my head snapped back to him, I saw the pool of blood . . . and his bloodied face, with so many pieces of glass sticking out I was momentarily horrified. My senses were shocked into action, though, when I saw the large shard in his thigh and the blood flowing freely from it. I clumsily ripped my belt off – to the shocked looks of the Israelis – and then, when they saw me wrapping it around the Count’s thigh, higher than the wound, the shock went to understanding.

    “Extraction strategy?” I barked as I tightened the tourniquet, the Count inert beneath me. “And a defrib? NOW!” I barked, louder, more urgently.

    One said something to another, and boots rushed out. The two remaining, one put a handkerchief to my neck, but I brushed him off impatiently and told him to help me with the Count, shouting now, “Extraction?! We need to get everyone OUT and get him to Kensington Medical – NOW!”

                        – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

    “You are ztill zee silent, strong officer,” the Count observed, bringing me back from the past.

    I couldn’t help but to chuckle, more from the relief of being back in the current moment, when the handsome man in front of me was not bleeding, his heart was beating and he was speaking casually. I looked into the warmth of his gaze, those startling blue eyes inviting, appearing undamaged, though I knew they were. Likewise his stunning face had been expertly attended to, without even the hint of the wounds he’d suffered. “I suppose I am at a bit of a loss for words, your excellency.”

    “Axel, please. May I tonight call you Vill?” he asked, both requests made humbly, my mind only processing his accent intermittently.

    “Of course. And it’s very good to see you, Axel,” I confessed, giving in to my desire and chancing I was reading his right.

    “I only wees I could zee you again, Vill,” he told me. Obviously I hadn’t read him wrong. And in that moment of reproach for his condition he’d also caused me to hear that accent again, as if the distance waxed and waned between us. But . . .

    “Axel, I’m grateful that you’re well,” I told him, back-pedaling, not adding that he was even more handsome than the first time I’d seen him. His surgeons had done an amazing job – if only they’d have been able to repair his damaged eyes.

    “Would you let me zee you, Vill?” I was startled by the question, and Axel must have sensed it without seeing my face because, of course, he couldn’t. “Pleece to come here,” he said, holding his well-manicured hands out toward me. His long fingers were familiar – I’d noticed them when I visited him in the private hospital and had thought were perfectly long and slender and would feel great wrapped around the root of my cock while his thick lips were swallowing my head.

    I got up and took the few steps toward the Count, whose expression had brightened when he heard me get out of my chair and approach. I ignored the discomfort in my tightly-packed crotch as I tried to move gracefully. I was momentarily uncertain when I was right in front of him, within reach of him, then made my decision. Kneeling down, I placed my face against his fingertips and then pushed a bit farther toward him to give him easy access.

    The count’s fingers were soft but strong – my body reacted to the familiarity of the feel of him touching me after those many years, after only having held his hand while he was shaking as we got him to transport to the hospital and again a couple of times when he was in the hospital when I visited and gave him support.

    I was glad I’d shaved again before I left quarters to visit him. He ran his hands gently around my face, his fingers rubbing along the contours gently, thoroughly. My sense of surroundings and details blurred as he touched me, becoming one with that moment only, the moment where we were connected . . . finally.

    “You are more handsome than I remembered, Bill.” His accent, so much a part of him, was essentially lost in my perception as the words penetrated my soul in a way very foreign to me. His compliment washed through me, again an unfamiliar feeling for me, one of joy at acceptance and admiration by him.

    I had closed my eyes, but when he said that I opened them again, looking slightly up at his sharply sculpted chin, his patrician cheekbones prominent in my view from this angle, his eyes less dominant in the frame of my sight. The Count was breathtaking. His dark blond furred beard was shaven flawlessly, so only the vague shadow accentuated his jawline in the foreground of my view. His almost brown, curly hair, trimmed as flawlessly as his shave, was the backdrop, and his swarthy skin was a waiting paradise in between.

    “Your excellency,” I breathlessly attempted a protest, as he gently cupped the side of my face and even more gently pulled me toward him as he bent down.

    “Axel,” he reminded me in a near whisper.

    “Axel,” I nearly moaned, though I made no attempt to stem the nearing as our faces came together.

    When the Count’s face was so close I could feel his breath, he stopped momentarily to tell me, “This is our time, Bill, the time we have both awaited.”

    Our lips met, and my usual aversion to kissing was nowhere in evidence, as I eagerly pressed into it with him. His grip on my head became stronger, and he moaned loudly as I parted his lips and flicked my tongue into his mouth, him sucking it and dueling against it with his own.

    Between the moan and him sucking my tongue, it ignited me, and all thoughts of gentility were gone. I was on my feet, having pulled him with me, our mouths roughly locked together and my arms around him pulling him tight to me. His body was as amazing as I’d confirmed when I saw him laying injured in the hospital – all wiry, hard muscle. We fit together and ground together tighter, both of us fully aroused, our cocks within our slacks jammed together and grinding into each other. My hands found the hard globes of his ass and pulled him tighter into me, my big hands owning that ass, the tips of my fingers teasing his hole through his fine slacks and briefs. “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhh,” he moaned in my arms, and his mouth went momentarily slack against mine as he sighed, his body more rigid than before.

    “My butler has been told to retire. There is nobody else in the house,” the Count told me huskily, his lips bumping mine as he spoke.

    I reclaimed his mouth, and our hunger for each other was again expressed in groans, growls and moans, gropes, clutches and grinds, sighs, gasps and slurps. We hadn’t moved an inch from our positions standing in front of his chair. I pulled back enough to ask, “Where?”

    “Outside the doors and to the left sixteen strides then up the staircase and forty-seven steps from the top is the door to my suite,” he replied, matter-of-factly. Without thinking about it more than for a second, I bent down and had him over my shoulder, fireman-style. “Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas?” he blurted out in surprise in his native language.

    He wasn’t protesting, simply surprised. And to surprise him further I smacked his well-formed ass, hard, eliciting another yelp from the Count, surprise going to delight. And then, as I crossed the room toward the door, he laughed. I’d never heard him laugh before. It echoed through the vast drawing room in rich tones that stoked my boiling nuts even more.

    It was a long walk with a near-two-hundred-pound man over my shoulder, even for a Marine, and apparently my stride was longer or more purposeful than the count’s because 47 strides had me well between a set of double doors and another set that blocked the end of the hall at the top of the stairs. His description had been precise, and if he’d meant the doors at the end of the hall he wouldn’t have needed to tell me the number of steps to his door. I didn’t want to call attention to the necessity for his manner of direction in the first place – his blindness – so I made a decision.

    “Sorry, I got carried away with the art on the walls when I should have been focusing on getting your hot ass to the bedroom.” I reversed and started back to the door I knew must be his. Good cover, James!

    Or, maybe not. “Bill, I can count your strides. Obviously your strides are longer than mine. Now will you get me to my room and fuck me?”

    “Maybe I’m just in a hurry to do that and taking greater strides than normal,” I countered. I laughed and smacked his ass again, harder this time.

    “Acccccccccccccccccch!” he yelped and then laughed himself. “We have waited the long time for this, haven’t we.

    I restrained myself from kicking in his doors when I got back there, but I slammed them closed behind us and marched through an elegant sitting room into an even more elegant bedroom. Dark wood, deep tones, nothing excessively ornate, just all exuding the odor of furnishings more expensive than any I’d ever seen, all very manly or male-oriented. The bed was huge – easily big enough for two big men to enjoy – and I grinned to myself, having several ideas already flooding my thoughts as to how to use that space.

    I throw the Count down on his back and enjoyed him bouncing and then coming rest on the bed. I grabbed his foot and yanked off an expensive oxford. “I’m going to strip you – something I should have done that first day I met you. You wouldn’t have made that dreadful meeting!” I immediately realized what I said and regretted it.

    The Count’s senses were, again, formidable. “Do not deeeespair, mein herr,” he told me with a compassionate smile, his accent again prominent in my consciousness, probably because of my faux pas and leaving the zone we’d been in. I wanted to get back there. “I am at peace vis my condition, Vill,” he told me, and I was again struck by his ease of being, his natural grace. “Though the thought of you having fucked me that morning those years before in ninety-four would be a memorable event had it occurred.” And then, I was back to undressing him, pulling off his thin, monogrammed socks and wrestling with garters on them, something I had no earthly clue about but managed to get them pulled over his well-developed calves and off, He added, with a smirk, facing me directly, “I imagine the wait will be well worth it.”

    I was unbuckling a belt that probably cost another month of my pay and had his fine suit slacks open, his thick cock bulging beneath very soft black briefs. I yanked those pricey slacks off him as soon as he raised his ass so I could, without the slightest thought to possible damage. I saw his briefs were boxer briefs, and his thick cock was also long, and there was a rather prominent wet spot over his left hip. I manhandled his suit coat off and flung it onto the floor and then almost ripped the buttons off his silk shirt, a deep blue exactly matching his eyes, getting half of them undone. When I tried to yank his shirt over his head, the cuffs wouldn’t give, and then I wrestled with gold cufflinks, frustrating enough that when I finally freed his wrists I growled loudly as I yanked that shirt off and flung it, too.

    The Count’s reaction throughout was deep, heaving breaths and a gaze of pure desire, though I knew he was unseeing. I wondered if his sensory experience as to my touch – my ham hands groping his custom-tailored clothing – was heightened because of it. Then I surprised him by leaning down and pressing my face against his hardon, inhaling his manly scent, rubbing that lead pipe in his boxer briefs with my face and feeling the wetness on my cheek.

    “Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,” he murmured, his head falling back against the bed for a moment as he enjoyed me.

    I noticed, too, that his balls were enormous inside the pouch of those briefs. I’d had no expectations, but a bottom with a big cock and big balls was always a treat. I rubbed my face around more, and I let my hands run up his muscular thighs and then along his hips and up over his lightly-furred, heavily ripped and defined torso. All of that elicited more deep groans and moans from the count, and his hands were on my head rubbing my high-and-tight.

    As I pulled on the waistband of his briefs, his cock raised from the confinement, and it was irresistible when the precum-slimy head met my lips. I licked broadly, savoring the sweet taste of him at his tip, where his foreskin was barely parted. His background moan was long and loud, his clenched fingers on my head tightening, his body going rigid with the pleasure of my attentions. Opening my mouth, I took his broadly-flanged head in and pressed my tongue between his skin and that head and swirled it around within that thick hood. Fucking awesome!

    Apparently the count thought so, too, because he thrusted upward as I was licking his head. So I went to work. I grabbed those briefs and yanked them down, freeing his bull balls and grabbing them to get a hold on him while I took more of his long, thick, veiny cock into my mouth.

    The Count roared, and he began thrusting his cock into my mouth, almost as vigorously as I was devouring his rod, every drop of his flowing precum like a delicacy. His enthusiasm shoved my intentions from enjoyment and exploration into determination mode. I sucked and licked and jacked that hard, tasty German sausage and enjoyed the writhing stud attached to it – his moans and gasps and thrusts.

    “Bill, BILL!” he was crying out, but I had him pinned and had what I wanted and just kept going. His cries became more frantic, his writhing more frenetic, ultimately trying to push me off with protests that he was too close. I increased the pressure with my mouth and the grip I had on his nuts, pulling, squeezing and massaging them in my hand, showing him how much I wanted him to give me my reward for my efforts.

    I felt his climax before he did, his thick cock even thicker and more rigid, the flange on his head broader. And just as his body went completely stiff, a long, loud growl accompanied his body going completely taut, and I pulled my mouth up so that my tongue could work overtime on his exposed head, having pulled his skin down some time ago. With that I felt the first muscle spasm and a thick, strongly ejaculated burst of thick, salty cum. “MMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!” I groaned as several quick, heavier blasts followed, each an exquisitely tasty offering of manliness.

    Swallowing only some, I kept sucking, swirling my tongue around in my mouthful of his cum around his cockhead. I delighted in his squirming and incoherent protests, not letting up until the Count finally yelled out loud and pushed me hard enough to dislodge my mouth from its object of pleasure. I didn’t miss a beat, though, and I yanked his briefs off and yanked his ankles up high, diving into his ass face first.

    “AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!” he cried.

    I didn’t stop. Instead I spit what was left of his cumload and my spit into his slightly-sweaty and VERY tasty hole and worked it in with my tongue. The Count was moaning loud and begging. “Ohhhhhhhh, JA!” he moaned repeatedly. “Oh, mein Gottttttt!”

    It was difficult to believe that anything could taste better than his cock and cum, but the Count’s ass was like dessert after a perfect meal . . . and I hadn’t even passed the appetizer yet! I couldn’t get enough of it. I was overcome with desire for him – to be deep inside him, to fill him with me, to mark him, finally. And I was also enthralled with the taste of his most intimate depths and wished I could go on eating his cunt forever. But my cock had other ideas.

    Propping his right leg with my left shoulder, I got my zipper down and wrestled my raging bone out and spit into my hand and coated it. “YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!” he urged. I lined up and rubbed against his spit-and-cum-slick pucker and SHOVED. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” he cried, but his hole which had blocked me at first then yielded, and I plunged in. His roar I swear rattled the windows, and his breathing was shallow pants. Stopping to give him a moment to adjust to the intrusion of my impossibly thick cock, he had other ideas and thrust back farther onto me. “FFUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK MEEEEEE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!”

    With a roar of my own, I shoved the rest of the way into him, balls-deep, feeling the skin on my cock protest the tightness of him and the scrape of his wet hole, without sufficient slickness to prevent the chafe. I just powered through it, as did he, and we pulled apart until I was almost out of him then PLUNGED inside him DEEP and HARD again. Our collision of my groin to his ass was jarring and brutal We set the pace that way – him matching me forceful thrust for forceful thrust.

    I had the Count’s legs high and back over his head, his ass high and angled up, and I was drilling down into him like a jackhammer into concrete. Axel was using his well-developed thighs and core muscles to fuck back up into me just as hard and needily as I was pounding his fuckhole. His very well developed cuntmuscles were also milking my cock and pulling me faster and faster toward the edge.

    “GODDDDDDAAAMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNN you’ve got a hot fucking cunt on you!” I growled down at him, just as I felt him begin to react to my assaults on his prostate, his body jerking with every jab.

    “Und you . . . haaaaaavveeee . . . und . . . mmmmmmmm . . . ahhhmaaaazzzzzinnnngggggg . . . cock, Vill!” he snarled up at me with difficulty forming the words as his body convulsed, his face contorted in exquisite agony. Somehow it seemed more like a struggle to speak than his accent that time, and the thought of him being speech-impaired because he was getting fucked really good was intoxicating and energizing.

    I drilled him harder, SLAMMING my groin into his muscular bubble butt in devastating, jarring slams. “GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR,” I groaned/growled/snarled/spat down over him, my body straining with the intensity of my need to breed that hot fucker, sweat already dripping from my brow.

    “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” Axel cried out in a long moan as his body went rigid beneath me and then erupted into spasmodic convulsions and cries that barely preceded his first cumblast right over his left eye and one after another strong, thick ropes of cum jetting out of him and painting his perfectly toned, lightly furred torso with striations of his thick seed. It was an amazing sight, particularly since it was his second in a relatively short time.

    The Count’s climactic spasms were strong in his fuckchute as well, and my nuts were ignited, too. “OHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK YEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!” I shouted, more in a roar. I felt my entire body exploding with the force of my own climax like it ripped through me and felt the pumping of my seed into jetted spurts pass the long length of my cock and erupt from me DEEP inside Axel’s hungry cunt.

    “OOoooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!” he intoned as I pumped him full of my nutjuice.

    We were both sweating and panting and still spasming after who knows how long, though that was receding. I’d lost myself in it, in him – DEEP in him in both depth and connection. I was startled in a good way when his hands touched me. First his left hand on my right biceps, and as if gaining orientation, his other on my shoulder. Both his hands ran up along my neck and cupped my head, only the gentlest urge in his fingers.

    I leaned down, aware of a large dollop drop of my sweat falling off my nose and onto him, eliciting a very pleasurable groan from him as my lips neared his. Somehow kissing this stud substituted for us connecting by sight, and our kiss was neither hungry nor demanding, somehow knowing and satisfied and full of passion for each other. When it was enough for me I didn’t know if I should pull away or not, but the Count – again with that uncanny sense for me and what I was thinking or feeling – pulled back enough for our lips to part.

    He relaxed his entire upper body into the bed, bringing his well-muscled left forearm behind his head as he lay back. I let his legs loose of being pinned against my chest pushing them back into him and gently, rubbing the length of his sexy, defined calves and quads as I pivoted his right leg across and over me then both down until he was laying flat. Axel put his left arm out, his forearm flexing as he very subtly put his hand up to invite me into his embrace.

    I’m not that guy – the guy who “cuddles” or falls asleep in a trick’s bed, much less lays in his arms after I’ve fucked myself to a calm place, done or not done as might evolve but done for the moment. Question in my mind was: was I done with the Count? Had I had enough to let that be all if it was all?

    I lay down next to him, not facing him but also on my back, my sopping neck in the crook of his warm, sweaty arm, my left side against his right. As I lay my head back and slightly against his shoulder I put my left hand on his thigh and found myself caressing it slightly as his arm adjusted, his hand coming down on my shoulder and doing the same.

    The room was heavy with our sweat and cum, and the stench of us had my nuts tingling again. Again, with that bizarre sense of his, he pivoted enough next to me to reach across and take hold of me. “Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, zumvun haz not had enoff!” he observed. His accent again jarred me, though pleasantly. I was out of that zone, despite my cock still raging.

    My cock was, in fact, still hard – it always takes me many minutes to deflate after the first round, if I do at all. And his big, warm hand was delaying any onset of Bill Junior going at ease. I almost blurted out: I could never get enough of you! but while that unexpected, incongruous thought blared in my head, somehow it didn’t escape my mouth. Instead, I hedged. “Was I mistaken that you said we had all night?”

    The count hummed contentedly and squeezed me with both his right arm on my upper arm and his left hand giving my cock a far more electrifying squeeze and quick stroke. “I may end zee night not valking,” he joked.

    I turned my body suddenly and faced him, knowing he couldn’t see me but also knowing he’d know I gazed at him intently and appreciatively. “I’ll carry you,” I said huskily. And then my mind was flooded with a memory. “Anywhere. As I did once before.”

    My honesty and admission startled me, but Axel pulled me in close, now both arms holding me tightly. My hardon jammed by his nuts and against his groin and lower abs. I felt him hardening again, too. “Ve are here now, not then I am now here only because of you, but I am here with you nude and intimate because I have always wanted to be so.”

    Call it sweet-talk, call it reassurance, call it enticement to the moment, out of the darkness of memory. Whatever it was, it worked, and the Count and I were locked together, again, rutting against each other as if we hadn’t just fucked each other into oblivion, our sweat and cum slicking us.

    The Count got himself free of our clench and traveled down my chin and neck and collar bone with his lips and tongue, nipping me occasionally with his teeth. Each of those nips sent my body shuddering, and each shudder made him moan low, learning me and enjoying that discovery. When he got to my right pec, I whimpered. In response he took my still-heavy nuts in his grip – too gentle for my ultimate taste, but the combined sensation of lightning bolts from my nip under his practiced teeth and the burn of his hand holding my balls made me growl loud and try to take control. He stopped me with a firm clench on my nuts and a quick, too-hard warning bite on my nips. “NEIN!” he admonished me. “You vill let ME this time do as I please to you as you did to me!”

    With my potency in his clenched grip, and, frankly, not minding the prospect, I let my body slack back into the bed in submission. It crossed my mind that I didn’t know if I’d just given him the impression that I would let him fuck me with that big Aryan fuckmissile of his. Sighing inwardly with a bit of expectation, I thought that if it got to that, I’d subdue him and remind him how much we enjoyed the order we’d already established shortly before. Clearly he had enjoyed it – very much, obviously – and I’d no doubt I wouldn’t have to convince him to take the same role again.

    The Count’s tongue and teeth-work on my nips went from one to another, seemingly endlessly, certainly relentless. All the while he worked my nuts in his grip, becoming more expert in the instrument that was my body to his virtuoso uses for it. My entire body would tense, rockets of sensation jetting and skyrocketed through me from one of his two contact points, and then he’d ease, and those electrical pulses would bounce until they simply hummed and tingled everywhere in and on me. I was moaning like a bitch in heat . . . and didn’t have any qualms about it, couldn’t have stopped if I had.

    He edged me up and back relentlessly, without ever touching my cock. I’d feel like I was one heartbeat away from my nuts erupting once again, and he’d expertly change his attentions to me and ease me back to the brink just before that edge again. My cock was throbbing and bobbing and flowing as he continued with his bites and licks and squeezes and rubs elsewhere, and my precum had long started rolling off my abs where it had puddled after flowing . . . and flowing.

    If I were to have been questioned at the time, I’d have had to admit that taking such a passive role – though foreign to me – for that LONG time that he worked my nips and nuts, interspersed with some licking to my sweaty pits, was liberating and decadently exciting. The edging had me moaning in pleas that, occasionally, rose to cries of frustration when he’d edge me back down just enough to forestall my climax again. The combination of a man I’d lusted for over a long time and the unexpected change in my usual sexual stance was tantalizing in and of itself.

    When Axel left my nips and began to work my lats and abs with his lips and tongue, still working my nuts as aggressively if not more so than before with his strong hand, I was both exhilarated and disappointed. At least my nuts and pits were disappointed. But his murmurs of pleasure in his work offset any disappointment, as they intensified as his tongue trailed the ridges and mounds of my lats first and then my eight-pack. He sucked the fur on my washboard abs as he traced every rip and cut, and despite the only hot-spot contact being his hand on my nuts, I was close all over again.

    “Axel,” I moaned.

    With his other hand, the Count rubbed over my ass and down my thigh and then clenched my quads as he simultaneously increased the pressure on my nuts with his other hand. At the same time he sucked and bit my groin, which I knew would leave a mark and just didn’t fucking care, again completely unlike me. “AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMM,” he groaned as he marked me.

    And then, when I was ready to bolt up and take him down he released that part of my skin and then with an effortless move swallowed the length of me, as if he was well-practiced and it was usual for him to swallow fat nine-plus inchers. “OHHOLYFUCK!” I cried out as my fat cockhead popped into his throat.

    “MMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,” he hummed around my cock, sending me careening toward the edge.

    Axel sucked me purposefully, working my nuts while he did, the length of me, up and down again with his mouth. “Axel you’re going to make me-” I couldn’t finish and instead felt my body explode from my nuts radiating out through my torso and limbs and fingers and every strand of my hair. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,” I cried, as my body broke into spasms of ecstasy as my seed blasted through me once again and into Axel’s hungry mouth.

    “AAAAAACCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHH,” he cried, smacking his lips as another blast doused his face in that moment. And then he was on me again, catching every drop of me.

    I writhed and thrashed as he continued to suck and lick me, controlling me enough to keep me in his mouth by his grip on my nuts. When I couldn’t stand it anymore and was beginning to laugh I pushed him off me, and he fell back, laughing too, wiping his face with the back of his hand. “Zer gut!” he grinned in my general direction.

    “That’s good, right?” I joked, and to help him I reached out and caressed his handsome, cummy face.

    “Ja, Vill,” he said somewhat quietly.

    I moved enough to wrap Axel in my arms and pulled him into me. He seemed a bit stiff at first, but I held on, and he relaxed into me finally.

    We lay like that for a while. I finally gently moved and told him, “I need to . . . “

    Axel laughed – a rich laugh. “It’s twenty-seven steps directly away from that corner of the bed,” he said, pointing to the foot of the bed on my side. I looked across the vast room and saw a door, which I assumed was the bathroom. Odd for me, once again seeing the world from his sightless perspective in that brief sentence.

    When I’d pissed and returned to the bedroom, Axel was sitting up in the bed, back against the carved headboard, with his shoulders pecs and abs all displayed to amazing effect. He was a beauty – plain and simple.

    “Ven do you hoff to go back?” he asked, as if he could see me standing there.

    “In the morning,” I said, maintaining position with my back propped against the bathroom doorway. “Zer gut?” I asked him, mocking him affectionately.

    Axel laughed and grinned. “Zer gut, Vill. Danke.”

    The count and I managed to clean up without becoming dehydrated from our further exploits when we were in the shower, and we went out for a dinner that, frankly, I remember nothing of. What I remember is gazing into Axel’s beautiful, bright eyes, knowing that he couldn’t see me, wishing I’d been able to save him from that, wishing he could see how much I enjoyed the sight of him.

    We spent that night together after I made a call to the Embassy, and I left before dawn to get back to my quarters and report to the Embassy office on time. The day was sailing by, and I was anticipating going back to that big house and hot German again for another night of carnal pleasure. Then I was delivered a message from the duty officer to call the Count. When I did, he said he regretted but he was needed in Bonn unexpectedly.

    It was not closure but in another way it was for the more macro aspect of our mutual desire, for what had happened. I never expected to hear from him – unless our paths somehow crossed again – and I was not disappointed in that respect. And yet, I was.


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  • More Sand Sex & Suntan Lotion

    Although through my later years I have come to be more preferred to be a top there was quite often during my youth that I bottomed. As I got older and felt my stirrings to explore bigger and better things the call of the BIG CAPITAL was calling me; Sydney! 

    These are not to do with my adventures in Sydney, but still dealing with Swanbourne Beach back in Perth. I had a no where job living in Sydney living in a tiny little bed sit for those of you in North America it means a Bachelor Apartment it was all in one, but you know the early 80’s in Sydney was sure FUN!

    So I digress my parents were devastated that I left home to move to Sydney, they were hoping I would go back to Canada to do University but it was all about taking time off exploring who I am etc. But my folks not wanting to give up their apron strings always flew me back for visits.

    For those of you old enough and I know there are a few do you remember the Village People?

    And I mean the late 70’s & early 80’s ones not the revamped ones of today.Okay the construction worker who was portrayed by David Hodo, yes everyone go do a web search cause he was HOT!

    Blond hairy chest, moustache not overly muscled but masculine, for a lot of us during this time period this was the epitome of what a gay masculine male looked like.

    So you can imagine my surprise at meeting his identical twin on the beach, we skirted around a lot and eventually became friends. Every time I was horny he had just been with someone and the reverse every time he was horny I was already spent! We vowed that one day we would fuck, and eventually it came to pass.

    Here I was home and my Parents and I had spent the day cruising around on their cabin cruiser. Trust me it was a sweet boat but being with your parents sure cramps your style.

    As we are mooring who should be walking past but Wade the guy of my dreams. To this day I still remember the image the afternoon sea breeze was abating but his tousled blond lightly streaked brown hair was moving to the breeze. In his bright yellow windcheater, white tea shirt, with skin tight faded jeans he looked a sight to behold. Here was the man I had always lusted after standing at the front of my parent’s boat catching a line being tossed to him.

    “Hey how’s it going Tim?” He called up to me I was surprised to see him as I hadn’t seen him in nearly a year and the fact he remembered my name was remarkable.

    “Good” I called back, “Just visiting with my folks for Christmas.”

    “You want to come take a look at my boat?” he asked. I looked at my parents for their approval, hey I might have been an individual but not stupid I mean I was back home on their penny (or dime).

    My father nodded yes and I jumped over the gunnels to follow Wade his small Yacht was moored just a few berths across from my parents boat and the feeling of this was meant to be was washing over me.

    His yacht was the real McCoy only an18 footer but sleek and well maintained I followed him across the side and into the small cabin below. It consisted of a seating and sleeping area with shelves that folded down for cooking etc. Compact yet functional. As we chatted we both realized that the chemistry was still strong between us and this was one of those times that there was no stopping what was going to happen.

    I sat across from him in the berth looking at him my god what an amazing looking man and his resemblance to the guy from the Village People was just as strong as ever. We caught up on old times what was new between us etc, he mentioned he hadn’t seen me around and was wondering where I had got to, I told him about my living in Sydney and the excitement and the cost of living etc he was laughing as he said you should have stayed.

    The time was running away from us and he said it was getting late and told me if I was interested maybe a BBQ at his house. I told him I would have to check with my folks and see if it was okay. So we locked up his boat and headed back to my parents. They were obviously not happy but reluctantly agreed with my heading off with Wade.

    We jumped into his yellow jeep and headed off to his place. In the early eighties a lot of close inner city homes in Perth where going really cheap major fixer uppers and Wade himself had bought one. He proudly showed me around the place showing the new Patio he had recently finished and built in BBQ there was a trellis with a grape vine hanging over the back patio shielding the afternoon sunlight that was filtering through.

    I was still salty and sweaty after my day out on the boat and Wade was generous enough to offer me a shower in his newly renovated bathroom. I showered hoping he would use that as an excuse to come in and join me but alas it never happened.

    Refreshed and walking out there was Wade standing there in a fresh pair of faded jeans and white T-shirt that was un buttoned from the mid chest up, his fresh crisp scent was invigorating to say the least. He explained to me he had a small bathroom that he just built off his bedroom that he used whilst I was in the shower. Dinner followed as we ate BBQ lamb, salad and enjoyed a flagon of cheap wine. Just after dinner we sprawled out to a game of Backgammon in the living room and played a few rounds. By this time the sun was well and truly set and you could hear the cicada’s chirping a mellow tune outside to the music playing inside.

    I cannot remember to the life of me what the exact measurement of a Flagon of wine to this day I think it is about the equivalent of about 5 bottles all I know we were getting close to the bottom. I do know we were sitting at about 3 games each with the games when he turned around to me and stated…….

    “Okay whoever is the winner of the next game gets to fuck the loser.”

    I remember looking at across at the intensity of his blue eyes and I melted all I could think about was the act of having sex with this man would be the ultimate closure to my fantasy. The dice rolled and the game seemed to finish far to fast with me losing the game outright, he leaned over and kissed me then pulling back slowly he muttered “You don’t know how long I have wanted to fuck you!”And with that he moved in really close and took me in his arms. His breath was coming in fast and deep as he hugged me tightly I could feel his hands moving down my back to grab my ass cheeks with his firm strong hands.

    “Let’s go into the bedroom and finish the bet!” He grabbed my hands and pulled me up off the floor. The bedroom was a mess it was obviously still being worked on the plaster was peeling and everything was covered with a drop cloth but the light from the living room filtered in enough to make out the large king size mattress on the floor. He put me on the bed and lowered his body on top of mine and we began to kiss deeply out tongues playing a dance of lust and horniness that implied our long time of desire for each other.

    It didn’t take long and soon we were both naked his chest hairs tickling my belly as we both took each other’s cocks into our mouths savouring our pre-cum trickling in a hot and fiery 69. His cock was definitely longer than mine but thinner although the head was big and round and it kept banging at the back of my throat trying to drill its way into my stomach. With effective ease he spread my cheeks and I felt the cool jelly feeling of his fingers probing at my ass. Out of the corner of my eyes I spotted the large economy size bottle of Vaseline opened and near the corner of the mattress. As he spread my ass cheeks more he moved slightly changing the angle of his cock in my mouth and it suddenly made sense to me as why.

    With his slippery fingers opening me up slowly his expert tongue was releasing my balls and moving closer to my ass hole. With his chin all of a sudden firmly planted at the base of my balls and his moustache tickling the base of my spine I felt his hot breath on my exposed ass hole and without mercy he dealt my asshole a lethal blow with his strong and pointed tongue. MY GOD I saw stars I swear to god, and even to this day I appreciate a good rim job! But Wade took me to places I would never thought I could go as his tongue lapped at my ass it jabbed every time at my hold making me want more making me want his tongue to go into the deep recesses of my soul. I gripped his now very hard cock and played with it as it was now not at an angle to suck, the pre-cum dripping in long strings from his cock onto my chest.

    He lifted his head up and looked back at me. “You like that?” he heaved gulping for breath. “Fuck yeah!” I responded and with that he said “Get on your knees face the head of the bed and stick your ass in the air. “Time for dessert!” I quickly obliged leaving myself open to his suggestion, and he followed by sinking his face into my quivering ass cheeks.

    The sensations of having my ass eaten for the first time was incredible the more I pushed back into his face the more his tongue seemed to enter me. By now I felt like jelly, his tongue was eating my ass, his hand was playing with my hard cock, pushing the foreskin over my head back and forth, it was at this time he said this might help. He pushed a little brown bottle towards me, what is this for? I asked. He told me to unscrew the bottle and place my mouth over the top and inhale, that it would make me feel so much better.

    I did as he told me and within seconds the warm and buzzy feeling washed over me it felt like every sense of my body was coming alive and all I knew was every sensation I felt was only highlighted but the euphoria I was feeling. So began my introduction to poppers not like the water down stuff we have today but the strong untainted high that makes you float for what feels like hours although only minutes.

    During my floating Wade pulled his head up from my ass and I felt his fingers slowly stretch my ass. What came next I think was expected but still a bit of a shock. I heard him inhale on the bottle of poppers and then he passed it to me with his thumb covering the top. “Here snort on this!” I reached back and grabbed the bottle from him and inhaled as instructed, during the inhaling process I could feel his cock head sliding back and forth across my ass hole each time pressing a little into me. After the buzz began to ride me he asked how I felt, I told him good it seemed like little fireworks where setting off all around me but that was nothing compared to the major firework to come.

    With that he pushed forward and his cock head opened and forced its way through my anal ring. By now it wasn’t fireworks it was FUCKING NUCLEAR EXPLOSIONS! I screamed and tried to force myself off of his cock, he shushed me and rubbed my shoulders, take it easy baby it will be alright! He passed me the poppers and told me to inhale again, to which I complied. The relief of the poppers assisted me at accepting the anal assault on me and within moments the feeling was not so bad to the point I was pushing back on his slow thrusting into me.

    Within moments we were pushing back at each other but his thrusts where becoming more forceful as he slammed into me. Then he hit the spot and all of us who have bottomed know exactly what I mean! He HIT THE SPOT! My cock was bouncing back and forth side to side, streams of pre-cum where practically hitting me in the chin from each thrust it made my cock thrust forward so hard! He was deep fucking me I was a drooling mess and then I was wondering why my head was starting to hurt, he was fucking me into the wall.

    My head was hitting the wall and I don’t mean thumping it, it was hitting it hard! To the point a crack was appearing in the plaster. I called back and he dragged my ass back within inches of the wall which in all made his cock burrow deeper into my ass.

    Without even touching myself as he buried deeper and harder in it brought me to the edge and my cum sprayed out of my cock my ass ring clamped down hard on his cock and he felt my orgasm all up down the length of his cock. As I kept cumming he blew his load deep within me grunting and swearing my head was again hitting the wall, but this time hard and painfully. He eased back and I felt his long thin cock start to slide out of my ass, the final pull back was his big head pulling out and I felt it stretch my ring for the final time. “Fuck I needed that” was all he could say, for me I wanted loving and attention but all I got was “go have a shower and clean up”.

    Later as he drove me home I looked at him and can you believe this I actually said sorry for your wall, his response was that’s okay I need to replace it anyway.


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  • Bobby

    Bobby

    by Everett

    The boy was walking toward me, just a few yards distant. He walked with his head down, looking at the sidewalk, intent on getting where he wanted to be; where he needed to be. He didn’t see me, sheltered as I was by the wild, untended shrubbery on the weedy lawn of the long abandoned mansion. But I noticed him in detail. He was the shortest of the teens who had just gotten off their bus. All the rest had headed in the opposite direction, going up the street in a noisy clump of adolescent energy. But this boy was solitary; walking, as I said, with his head down. The powder blue baseball cap he wore couldn’t begin to hide his thick mass of dark brown curls. His delicate left hand was squeezing his cock through blue denim, keeping his stream from starting until he got to where he could relieve himself.

    He turned sharply to his left just as he got to the gnarled azalea, then right, making his way through the sheltering shrubbery that grew thickly there. He opened his fly as he walked, digging out his cock so as to not waste time. I stepped in front of him and cut off his approach to the small clearing we both knew. I dropped to my knees in front of him.

    He stopped abruptly. “Who are you?” he asked, his hushed voice betraying more than a hint of anxiety, but he stared unblinkingly into my eyes. “What do you want?”

    “Your piss,” I said barely above a whisper. “I want to drink your piss.”

    I placed my hands on his hips, my thumbs and forefingers on either side of the hard points of his pelvic bone that stretched the blue denim of his jeans.

    “Get away from me,” he said hoarsely as he tried to step back. But I held him firmly preventing his retreat. Then I pulled him toward me until his exposed cock was close to my mouth.

    “Stand still,” I told him. “I’m not going to hurt you. I just want you to put your cock in my mouth and pee.”

    I opened my mouth for him. “Go on,” I said. “Lay your cock on my tongue.”

    Amazingly, for reasons known only to himself, if even that, he did as I asked, positioning his cock lightly on my tongue.

    “Now. Pee,” I manage to say. I felt his warm stream begin to wet my tongue. I moved my face closer into his crotch, forcing his cock further back into my mouth.

    I swallowed.

    The constriction of my throat must have unnerved him. He stanched his flow and stepped back.

    “What’s wrong?” I asked.

    “I don’t want to do this,” he said.

    “Please. Don’t stop now,” I begged. “You’ve got more to give me. Give me some more.”

    “You’re sick,” the boy said. He stood squeezing his cock between thumb and forefinger, keeping the flow cut off.

    “Lots of people think that,” I said, “but it doesn’t hurt you and I want it.”

    I was afraid he would put his cock away and move off, but he stood looking down at me.

    “I’m going to call you Bobby,” I said.

    “That’s not my name,” he answered.

    “No,” I said. “I didn’t suppose it was, but it’s a name that suits you.”

    “Huh?” he grunted softly.

    “You look like a Bobby to me,” I muttered. “It’s your eyes. You have beautiful dark brown eyes.”

    “Is he someone you know?” The astuteness of his question surprised me.

    “I used to,” I replied. “A long time ago.”

    “Did he pee in your mouth?” my new Bobby asked.

    “Oh, yes,” I said.

    “Did he like doing that?”

    “He must have,” I said. “He did it every time we got together to play around. He said it made his cock tingle.”

    “Yeah,” this new Bobby said. “It does. A little.”

    “You like that feeling, don’t you?”

    “I guess,” Bobby said.

    “You want to do it some more, don’t you?”

    “Maybe,” Bobby said. “I don’t know.”

    “Sure you do,” I told him. “You like that tingly feeling. Just do it again.”

    I opened my mouth and let my tongue loll out as before.

    Bobby stepped close and gingerly placed his cock back onto my tongue. He still held his cock firmly which made his flow weaker than it was before. It dribbled slowly into my mouth making it easy to swallow.

    “I gotta pee bad,” Bobby said.

    “Do it,” I said. “Do what you hafta do.”

    He loosened his grip on his cock, holding it between two fingers, lightly, as he might hold a cigarette. This allowed the stream to increase in volume and force. Soon it became more than I could swallow. His piss filled my mouth and began to spill out onto the front of my shirt.

    “Sorry,” Bobby said.

    “No. No. Don’t be sorry. It’s OK. I like it,” I assured him. “Keep pissing.”

    I swallowed some more, but I couldn’t keep up with all that Bobby was giving me. I leaned back on my heels, took Bobby’s cock in my hand and directed his piss over my face, through my hair and across my shirt front. When his flow slowed I put his still seeping cock back in my mouth and swallowed what little he had left to offer.

    I closed my mouth tightly around his cock. I began moving my tongue along its sensitive under side. It grew and hardened in my mouth. I sucked him and in a short time he began incipient fucking motions. I moved my hands to his ass cheeks and urged him to fuck my face harder. Faster.

    His fucking became more urgent and he gasped as he thrust. I sucked harder as he fucked and fucked. In a short time I felt his small body tense. “I’m gonna cum,” he said.

    I responded by increasing my efforts. I swallowed the commingled spit, piss and precum that was in my mouth.

    “Ohhh,” Bobby sighed. “Here it comes,” and he shot a stream of warm cum into the back of my mouth.

    I gripped his ass harder and pulled him fiercely against my face. I turned my head in little arcs forcing him to pulse several more jets against my laving tongue.

    When he stopped his fucking motions I relaxed my grip on his ass. He stepped back and his cock slipped from my mouth. He stood and looked down on me.

    “You OK?” I asked.

    “Yeah,” he said.

    “You like what just happened?”

    He didn’t answer my question. Instead, he said, “I gotta go.” He put his cock back into his jeans and zipped up. He turned to leave.

    “Wait a minute,” I said. “What about tomorrow?”

    Bobby stopped walking and half turned back toward me. “What about it?” he asked.

    “Wanna do it again? Tomorrow?”

    “I don’t think so,” Bobby said.

    I waited, hoping for the positive reply I wanted. He looked down at his shoes and again started to walk away.

    “I’ll be here,” I said. “I’ll be waiting for you when your bus stops at the corner.”

    Bobby kept walking in silence.

    “I’ll be here,” I repeated after his retreating form. “You know you liked what just happened,” I called after him. “Meet me here tomorrow and we can do it again.”

    Bobby picked up his pace and walked quickly away, retracing his steps of just a short while ago. I turned my face skyward and saw a brilliant patch of blue between overhanging branches.

    “That’s my good luck sign,” I told myself. “Tomorrow will be a good day. A very good day.”

    * * *

    I knew Bobby’s bus stopped at the corner near the abandoned house just after two. I was in the clearing waiting for him a good fifteen minutes before it was due. The late September afternoon was sunny and warm. I took off my shirt and draped it over a nearby bush.

    When I heard the approach of the noisy diesel engine I knew to be Bobby’s bus, I put my shirt back on and knelt in the center of the small clearing and waited. He was careful not to make much noise as he approached, but fallen leaves and the snap of a thin branch gave him away. He paused where the path widened out and became the weedy floor of the small clearing. Then he moved a leafy bough out of his way, took one step toward me and stopped, looking me squarely in the eyes. There was nothing between us except a swarm of gnats circling in the warm afternoon air.

    “I’m glad you came back,” I told him.

    “‘S okay,” he answered.

    “Do you have to pee?” I asked hopefully.

    “Not like yesterday,” he responded.

    “That’s okay,” I assured him. “But you do have a little bit for me, don’t you?”

    “Some,” he said briefly.

    “Good. Good,” I said. “Well, why don’t you take it out and walk toward me. I’d like to see it swing in front of you as you walk.”

    “I don’t wanna do it here.” Bobby’s protest was mild. “Someone might see.”

    “It’s OK,” I assured him. “No one ever comes here.”

    “Someone might,” Bobby asserted. “Over there.” He nodded toward thick bramble between us and the old mansion.

    “OK,” I said. “If that will make you happy.” I stood and made my way into the bushes Bobby indicated with that nod of his head. He followed a little way behind me. I held some some branches back to make his way easier but Bobby stopped. “Get on your knees,” he said.

    I looked into his eyes and smiled, but Bobby was having none of that. “Get down on your knees,” he said firmly.

    “Sure, Bobby,” I said. “Anything you want.”

    “That’s what I want,” he said.

    I knelt in the weeds before Bobby would came any nearer. Without saying more, he lowered the zipper of his jeans and pulled out his cock.

    I moved my gaze from his eyes to his cock. “You like what you see?” he asked in a near whisper.

    “I love what I see,” I replied. “You have a beautiful cock.

    “You know what to do,” I said, and I opened my mouth and let my tongue loll out over my lower lip. Bobby stepped closer and laid his cock softly on the length of my tongue. After a short while he began to pee. His piss was warm and pungent and I swallowed all he gave me which, as he had warned, was not much.

    I moved my hands to the top of his jeans and undid his belt buckle.

    “What are you doing?” he asked, placing his hands over mine in a gesture of protest.

    “I’m going to lower your pants,” I told him. “I want to see your balls, and maybe hold them while I suck today’s load out of them.”

    “I guess that’s OK,” Bobby said. I tugged his jeans and shorts to mid thigh.

    I kissed the distended head of Bobby’s growing cock and swirled my tongue over its surface. Not wasting any time, Bobby placed his hands on the back of my head and began fucking my mouth. I pulled off his cock and took his balls in my hand. Then I leaned forward and kissed and licked them.

    “Suck my cock,” Bobby said shortly. “I wanna cum.”

    “You’ll come,” I said. “I’ll make sure of that.”

    “Now,” Bobby asserted.

    I resumed sucking Bobby, still holding him by his balls. I could feel his cock harden in my mouth. That excited me and I sucked harder. “Oh, yeah,” he sighed in a near whisper.

    I squeezed his balls gently and pulled his cock deeper into my mouth. I twisted my head and laved his cock, especially his glans, with my tongue.

    “Oh, yeah,” he sighed again. “I’m gonna cum,” he added.

    I was eager to eat his cum. I sucked harder, increasing the contact of his cock with my tongue, forcing it hard against the roof of my mouth. His glans puffed out even more. Then his little frame shuddered and he held my head hard against his pelvis. He jettisoned his first shot of cum near the base of my tongue. I swallowed it quickly and the second jet was soon to follow. And the third. I swallowed again. I put my free hand on his ass cheek and pulled his pelvis hard against my face. I was rewarded with a fourth and fifth shot of juice.

    “Give me some piss,” I said. “Wash your hot cum down with some piss.”

    I could sense that Bobby was trying to pee, but the attempt was unsuccessful. I leaned back creating a space between us. I looked up at his face. “That’s OK,” I said. “I appreciate your trying.” I started to stand.

    “Stay down,” Bobby said.

    “What?” I asked. “Why?”

    “I want you down until I leave,” he said.

    “Do you think I’m going to attack you or something?” I asked incredulously. “I’m not going to hurt you, Bobby. That’s not why I’m here.”

    “OK,” Bobby said briefly. “But I’m not taking any chances.”

    “I could have hurt you several times today – and yesterday, too,” I pointed out. “If I had wanted to,” I added. “But I don’t want to. All I want is to drink your piss and make you cum in my mouth and eat your cum. That’s what I did yesterday and that’s what I did today, and that’s what I’ll want to do tomorrow.”

    “Tomorrow?” he asked.

    “Yes,” I said. “Tomorrow. Can you come back tomorrow?”

    “I guess,” he said slowly. “Back here. Not out in the open. And you’ll be on your knees.”

    “Sure,” I agreed. “Back here. And I’ll be on my knees, as usual.”

    “OK,” Bobby said. He turned to leave. “And, Bobby,” I said. He stopped and turned back to face me. “You’re not really afraid of me. There’s no reason to be.”

    “OK,” Bobby repeated without conviction. He turned and left the clearing without looking back.

    * * *

    I waited for Bobby just as I said I would; on my knees in the thicket. When I finally heard his soft footfalls I looked in the direction of his approach. I saw his form through the leafy branches. He held a basketball casually between right arm and hip and he had some books in his left hand. He stopped when he saw me and looked into my eyes.

    “Hi,” I said. “I’m on my knees just as you told me to be.”

    “That’s good,” Bobby said. “I need for you to be on your knees. I need for you to do what I tell you to do. If you want me to come back you’ll do what I tell you to do.”

    “Sure, Bobby.

    “Got any piss for me today?”

    “Yeah. Some. But I’m gonna stand back and aim for your open mouth. See if I can hit it.”

    “I’d rather you lay your cock on my tongue like we’ve been doing,” I said.

    “I don’t care what you’d rather,” Bobby said. “We’re going to do it my way today.”

    “Sure, Bobby,” I said. “That’s OK. Am I OK where I am now?”

    “Yeah,” Bobby said. “Just stay there and open your mouth.”

    I watched as Bobby unzipped and dug in his fly for his cock. He took it out and stretched it a bit in the open air.

    “Take out your balls, too,” I asked. “You have beautiful balls.”

    Ignoring my request, Bobby took his cock in his two hands and aimed it at my mouth. It wasn’t long before his stream splashed off my face. It hit my nose and chin before he got it dead center in my mouth.

    He stopped the stream when my mouth was full. “Swallow,” he said.

    I closed my eyes and swallowed the piss that had accumulated in my open mouth.

    “That’s good,” Bobby said. “I like watching you swallow my piss. Get ready for some more.”

    I opened my eyes and watched as he aimed his cock. After he hit my shirt front, then my chin again, he lifted his cock up a little more and was again filling my open mouth.

    “Swallow again,” he said, and I did as he told me to.

    Then he stepped closer to me, put his cock in my mouth and emptied the last of the piss from his bladder.

    “Swallow. And suck it,” he demanded. “Get me hard and suck me off.”

    It wasn’t long before Bobby was as hard as he ever gets and started to fuck my mouth. He grabbed my head and held it firmly in place while he ground his pelvis against my lips. Then he resumed his fucking motions. “Ohh! Ahh,” he sighed. “Work your mouth over my hard cock and make me cum.”

    I laved my tongue lovingly around his cock making him moan some more. When I started to bob my head back and forth, Bobby stopped me by holding it firmly in place. “I’ll do it,” he said. “I’ll fuck your mouth,” and he picked up his tempo, fucking increasingly hard against my lips. Then he jolted and stabbed his cock as deeply into my mouth as he could. His cum was warm and slightly bitter, just as I remembered it from the two previous days. When he was finished coming, he started to put his cock back into his jeans.

    “Wait,” I said. “Come here. I’ll clean you up.”

    “Whaddya mean?’ he asked.

    “Just come here,” I said. “There might be some cum left on your cock that ought to be licked off.”

    Bobby looked at me quizzically but stepped close to my kneeling form. I leaned forward and licked the remaining droplet of ooze from the tip of his cock. I put his cock into my mouth again and swirled saliva over his head and shaft until I was convinced I had cleaned all the jizz off his organ. Then I lifted his cock and licked the trace of cum and spit that had trickled down his scrotum.

    Bobby stepped back and looked squarely at me. “You’re my own private cocksucker,” he said softly. “You like being my own private cocksucker, don’t you?” he asked.

    “You know I do, Bobby. I love sucking you off.”

    “Cool,” Bobby said, and he started to zip up.

    “Wait,” I said.

    Bobby stopped what he was doing. “What for?” he asked.

    “I was just wondering,” I began. “Has anyone ever licked your asshole?”

    “What the fuck?” he asked incredulously. “Why would anyone want to do anything as gross as that?

    “Just tell me,” I said.

    “‘Course not,” he said. “That’s gross,” he reasserted.”

    “It’s not so gross,” I said. “Lots of guys like getting their assholes licked, and just as many like doing it. I love licking guys’ assholes.

    “Come closer and turn around.” I said. “I’ll show you how good it feels.”

    “What the fuck?” Bobby asked again.

    “Come on, Bobby. Don’t make me beg. Just turn around and let me kiss your boy cunt.”

    “Boy cunt,” Bobby squealed. “You gotta be kidding.”

    “No,” I said. “I’m not. Open your belt and pants.”

    He was slow to comply so I did it for him. I lowered his jeans and undershorts together until they were around his ankles.

    “Now. Turn around,” I instructed, “and bend forward.” He leaned forward and I reached out and petted his ass mounds. Soft, downy, black hairs curled over his pale white ass and segued into coarser tufts that grew thicker in his dark cleft.

    “You have a beautiful ass,” I said. I placed one hand on each side of his crack and spread his cheeks wide apart, exposing his pink pucker. I leaned forward and inhaled deeply of the mildly funky smell. I began licking up and down his crack, finally touching his pucker with the tip of my tongue. Bobby put his hands out and braced himself against a sturdy branch. “Yes,” he said. It was little more than a sigh.

    Over and over again, I licked his hole with the length of my tongue. I flicked my tongue rapidly over his pucker before closing my mouth around his hole and alternately sucking and licking. “Ahh, yes,” Bobby said.

    I spread his ass cheeks wide and stuck my tongue as deeply into his hole as I could. Bobby moaned softly and wriggled his ass against my face.

    “That feels great,” he whispered. “I love the feeling of what you’re doing.”

    “You’ve got a beautiful hole,” I said. “I love eating ass, and yours is the sweetest I’ve ever tasted.”

    I placed a finger against his pucker and pushed, trying to enter him.

    He stood upright and stepped away. “No you don’t,” he said. “You’re not putting anything up there.”

    “Sorry, Bobby,” I said. “Not if you don’t want me to.”

    “I gotta go,” Bobby said as he raised his shorts and jeans.

    “Will I see you tomorrow, Bobby?”

    “Tomorrow’s Saturday.” he told me.

    “I’ll wait for you anyway,” I said. Same time tomorrow, right here, on my knees just as you like.”

    “Whatever,” Bobby said off-handedly. He zipped his jeans and walked off without looking back.

    * * *

    Bobby didn’t show that Saturday. I waited for him like I said I would, but after half an hour or so I lowered my fly and took out my thick cock. I spit on it and began to move the foreskin up and down over the head. I closed my eyes and saw pretty Bobby dig his cock out of his jeans. I smelled his sweaty crotch before turning him around and sniffing his asshole like the hungry ass-licker I am. I smelled his smell and jacked my cock until my cum made a white puddle between my knees.

    “Maybe Monday,” I told myself. “Maybe he’ll come back on Monday.”

    * * *

    Bobby didn’t disappoint. I was on my knees, my hard cock in my fist, casually jacking, anticipating what I hoped was about to happen when I heard him walk softly through the undergrowth.

    “Hi, Bobby,” I greeted him softly when he came into view. “How’re you doing?”

    Bobby looked at my jacking hand. “You stated without me,” he said.

    “You don’t mind, do you?” I asked.

    “Maybe,” he said. He stepped closer to me and said, “Maybe I do.”

    With that, he put his hand on my shoulder and shoved me backward. I tried to stand but he when pushed again I fell backward over a fallen branch. I was flat on my back and Bobby was standing over me. He looked startled. “I . . . I’m sorry,” he stammered. “I didn’t mean to . . . .”

    “It’s OK,” I interrupted him. “I’m not hurt. Just do what you want to do.”

    His expression changed from surprise to smugness. He placed his right foot over me so that he was straddling my hips. Staring into my eyes, he slowly lowered his zipper and took out his cock. “This is what you want,” he said, and he started to piss on my face. I opened my mouth and he directed his stream into it.

    He stanched his stream. “Swallow it,” he said.

    After he watch me swallow his piss, he stepped over me and directed his stream to my hard cock which was still in my hand. After a few seconds he stopped pissing again. “Take out your balls,” he said. “I want to piss on your balls.”

    Without talking, I opened my pants completely and lifted my balls into the afternoon air. Bobby resumed pissing, dousing my balls with his hot piss.

    His stream turned to a dribble and died. I started to stand but Bobby said, “Stay where you are.”

    He looked at me uncertainly as if asking if I were still OK with what he was doing. When I nodded my assent he added in a theatrical snarl, “I’m not finished with you yet.”

    He stepped over me, stood beside my head and took off his pants and undershorts. He straddled me again and positioned himself so that when I looked up I could see his perfectly shaped ass. His cock was seeping precum and his hairy scrotum was holding his balls loosely as they dangled gently above my face. He began to squat. His hole opened gradually as he lowered his hips directly over my mouth. When his ass touched my face, he balanced himself by circling his knees with his arms.

    “Eat it,” he said.

    He sighed when I kissed his open hole. “Eat it,” he repeated.

    I licked my tongue over his opening several times. “Yes.” His voice was low and raspy.

    I circled his open hole with my lips and ran the flat of my tongue over his sensitive opening several times before fucking him with the point I had made of my tongue. I placed my hands on either side of his asshole and pressed outward, opening it wider, and I tongue-fucked him more deeply. “Yes,” he repeated.

    I spit upward to lubricate his tight sphincter. I gingerly touched that rubbery ring with the balls of my forefingers. When Bobby didn’t object to my touch I softly massaged. I wasn’t sure he would allow it, but when I inserted one finger into his boy-cunt he merely sighed again. I finger-fucked, going ever deeper until I felt the hard almond of his prostate. Bobby whimpered as I gently massaged it. Soon he got into the rhythm of my massaging and began to move is hips in small circles.

    “Do you like this?” I asked.

    “I like this better,” he said and he positioned himself so that his cock was above my mouth. He rubbed his flaccid cock it over my lips. I licked his glans and sucked it into my mouth. I swirled my tongue over his glans and lifted my head to take more of him into my mouth. His cock quickly filled and became hard against my tongue. I began to suck him by lifting and lowering my head.

    “I’ll do it,” Bobby said. He fell forward, planting his elbows firmly on the mossy ground. Supporting himself with his upper arms, he began a serious fucking of my mouth. He moved his head back a little and opened his mouth briefly, but he didn’t make a sound. Instead, he gazed steadily into my eyes and increased the speed of his fucking. After a few minutes, he closed his eyes. His balls slapped against my chin as he fucked. “Take it,” he said. “I’m gonna shoot my load down your throat and you’re gonna swallow every drop.”

    I tightened my mouth around his shaft when he increased the speed of his fucking. “Take it,” he whispered. “I love fucking your hot mouth.”

    I moved my tongue around his shaft. “I’m gonna cum,” he said. He stopped his in and out motions and held his pelvis tightly against my face. His whole body tensed before he began to shudder. I raised my head and he rewarded me with a forceful jet of hot cum. “Ahh,” he sighed and continued to shoot, emptying his balls into my eager mouth.

    “Clean me up,” Bobby instructed. He was learning.

    Bobby rocked back and forth while I licked all traces of his cum from softening cock, ball sack and inner thighs.

    After a while Bobby stopped rocking. I guess his legs were getting tired of being in that squatting position. He stood and stepped aside.

    “Is it OK if I stand up?” I asked.

    “I guess,” Bobby demurred. I rose and stood beside him.

    He looked at me. “See you tomorrow?” he asked.

    “Sure, Bobby,” I said. “You know . . .”

    “And the next day,” he cut me off. “And the day after that. You’re my personal cocksucker. My personal cocksucker and my personal ass-licker, too. And that’s the way it’s going to be for a long, long time.”

    I smiled. My protegee was becoming a pretty fair dominant master.


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  • Mikey – London 1957

    MIKEY – London 1957

    This was the first piece of “gay” fiction I ever wrote. I did publish somewhere, not that anyone seemed to notice. I have now completely rewritten it and hope that someone might like it. If you do then I would love it if you told me!

    I enjoyed visiting Uncle Jack, because he had a stall down the street market and every Saturday, I was allowed to go down and help out. He sold antiques; well junk really, but old junk. Also Mikey worked on the stall opposite and he was sex on legs. He was a couple of months older than me and he worked out in the same local gym as I did and had a body and big smile to die for. He was also the proud owner of the biggest nineteen year old cock in the district and didn’t mind who serviced it as long as it was done regularly.

    It started when I was at college. I was green as grass and my carnal knowledge was limited to what I’d picked up from various magazines and porn novels I found in certain bookshops. I’d get hard at the drop of a passing eyelid.

    One Saturday Uncle Jack suggested Mikey and I took off for a break together as business was quiet. He and Mikey’s Dad found that two bored fidgety members of the opinionated younger generation were what they could do without. Mikey grinned at me said, “C’mon Kid. I’ll show you somthin’”

    We disappeared down the back alleys behind the market and as we passed a public toilet he told me he needed a piss and we went in. The place reeked of stale urine and disinfectants with a faint miasma of old farts. The graffiti was a sex education manual for the most eclectic and various of tastes. It was just like a thousand other public conveniences in those days and at that moment it was empty. The stall doors stood open, and the piss-trough itself was virtually blocked by fragments of old fresheners and cigarette butts.

    Mikey pulled out his weapon and proceeded to let go a positive cascade. My mouth must have dropped open at sight of his cock. It must’ve been over nine inches and he hadn’t got excited yet. He saw me watching and grinned. “Like the view, Kid? Fancy a game? I can see you might.” He nodded towards my tenting trousers. “Get it out, let’s have a flash.”

    Blushing, I undid my flies and produced my almost painfully erect cock. He shook off his last drops, turned to me and went down on his knees. He looked up at me as he stuck out his tongue and licked my helmet. “I like ’em cut,” he said. “Easier to keep clean.” He leaned onto me and took my hard-on down into his throat. I had never felt anything like it and gasped noisily as he proceeded to appear to want to draw the cum from my balls by the vacuum force of his throat, tongue and lips. He held me as he bobbed his head and massaged my cock with his mouth. It was the most sensational experience of my young life, in all senses of the word. I’d tossed myself often of course, even done a bit of mutual, but this was something else. My throat went dry, my cock seemed to be stretching into infinity in the depths of Mikey and the feeling in my balls was unlike anything I’d ever known.

    “Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’m gonna shoot!” I cried. He held me firmly and just gobbled down. I burst with an electric brilliance behind my eyes and felt my spunk flood his throat. He swallowed and swallowed so that my cock-head was squeezed of its load. I held onto his shoulders until he pulled back, looked up at me, licked the last drop of cum from my piss-slit and stood up.

    “Enjoy that?” He grinned at me and I nodded. He kissed me hard forcing my lips and mouth open. He laid his tongue over mine so that I could taste my own cum. I clung to him in a hug of inexperienced sexual ecstasy while our mouths heightened the erotic charge. “Your turn, Kid,” he murmured when we came up for air.

    He gently pressed me down on to my knees and stroked that magnificent cock across my lips. I took hold of it and pulling back his foreskin kissed the pink head which tasted sweet from his pre-cum. I opened my mouth, “Watch your teeth, Kid. I don’t want to loose part of my calling card.” I managed to take him about halfway down the shaft before I was gagging. “Relax, breathe out and open your throat.” I sucked and played my tongue round the head and shaft, then did as he wanted. It felt so good to me. I pulled back then down on him again. I gagged a bit when he was deep within me and my eyes watered.  My throat was caressing his glans, my tongue was working on his shaft and my nose was buried in his beautifully male scented bush. His turn to gasp now as he slowly fucked my face. It wasn’t long when the pulse in his cock as well as his shout warned me he was cumming and he was sending man-juice into my throat, filling my mouth and dribbling down my chin. He tasted earthy and fungal; he was sweet and sour; I felt I had found the nectar of the Gods.

    He withdrew and lifted me up. “You’re a fucking natural. Will you be down your Uncle’s next weekend? I want to do some natural fucking.”

    The Apocalypse couldn’t have kept me away, but fortunately it didn’t occur.

    The next weekend I was at the stall and desperate for the sight of Mikey. The stall opposite remained closed. No sign of Mikey or his Dad, I couldn’t believe it. My Uncle saw that I was not in my usual comparatively happy state.

    “What’s wrong boy?”

    “Nothing, Uncle Jack. Nothing’s wrong……. But… but where are Mikey and ….?

    “John’s brother is sick. I suppose they’ve gone to Stanmore on a visit. Why?”

    “Nothing. It’s just that Mikey and I… well we thought we might go out later. Have a beer ….chat some…It doesn’t matter.”

    My Uncle laughed. “So Mikey was taking you on a girl hunt? Don’t worry, it’ll happen; but perhaps not this week. That boy has no shame.” He turned away, shaking his head and smiling.

    I shrugged while inside I died. Just after mid-day we closed the stall as usual, and packed everything away. I told my Uncle I would go for a wander and be back home later. I drifted down the streets and found the toilet where the week before I had found such ecstasy. I went in and there was no one there again. I didn’t need a pee so came out and ran straight into a running man.

    “There you are you cunt. I thought we had a date.” Mikey was impatient. He was surprised I hadn’t realized that obviously he would only be able to pick me up after the stall closed. My Uncle would have needed me during trading. His family was off in Wolverhampton and he’d only stayed back for me. “Come on!”

    We went back to his house, once inside the door; he reached round me and drew me to him. We kissed. He took off my jacket dropping it on the floor and pulled off my tee shirt and started biting my tits. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. He empowered me. I crushed him to my chest, and he bit me till I released him. The pain never reached my brain. He sucked my nipples till they bruised and all I felt was pleasure. Our cocks were grinding against each other trying to find a way through the layers of cotton and denim. He was that much bigger than me so that he could duck slightly and with his strong arms pick me up; he took the stairs two at a time then into his bedroom and I was thrown onto his bed.

    “Kid, I’m going to fuck you till I can taste myself cumming when I kiss you.” He buried his tongue in my mouth. He stripped off the rest of my clothes and I got him out of his. His magnificent cock was in full display. I went down on him, remembering previous instructions. His cock felt so good in my mouth. If I used certain parts of my throat I could hold that uncut but now exposed helmet and milk it. He groaned; he cried out; he pulled away.

    “No. You need to be fucked, Kid – By me.” He grabbed my legs and dove into my crack. His tongue was wet, my hole opened. He bathed the outer ring then the lip surfaces before plunging it into me. My sphincter put up some resistance to the never-before–experienced invasion but Mikey’s tongue was long and insistent. My own cock was so rampant I felt if he kept this up I would cum without a touch. “You’re sweet hole to rim, kid.”

    He reached into a small drawer of the bedside table. He lubed me from the tube he found then smeared gel over his magnificent member. “I’ll go careful, Kid. I don’t want to hurt you, but you will be hurt. And then you’ll be a real man.” He lifted my legs up and over his shoulders

    I felt his toolhead pushing gently for entrance. It went in easy but then “AAAAaaaaH”…”Relax Kid” he whispered and kissed me. His soft lips on mine and his tongue playing in my mouth calmed me. I felt that wonderful eleven inch hard cock slide deeply and so slowly within me while my own balls retracted fighting each other for release and my ass muscles began to work and enjoy the new experience. He fucked me slowly but with such an intensity that I knew I was going to cum. He reached down and took my cock in his hand and just rubbed his thumb over and then under the head and I fired. I came. It poured out of me, thick spunk in great ribbons covered us both and shortly after I felt him explode within me. Every anal nerve and muscle was working in overdrive to take everything he had to give. I was spunk-filled and spunk-streaked and the sexiest man in the world was eating my mouth and I was loving every minute. We clung to each other like drowning survivors of a sea tragedy. After a while I felt him shrink and he slipped out of me followed by some of his own cum. He moved off me. I felt lost

    “I’m sorry.” I said. “Did I do something wrong?”

    “If you did, Kid. Keep doing it.” He covered my mouth with his again.

    He broke the kiss and scoped up some of my cum from my belly and chest and proceeded to lick it from his hand. He lowered his head and fed my mouth with my own sperm from his tongue.

    “Sweet baby,” he whispered. “Let’s shower.” He led me into their family bathroom and turned on the taps of the walk-in shower. “Ever had sex under running water?”

    “No.” I shook my head. He kissed me as he pulled me under the warm spray. He reached out and got a handful of shower gel from the hanging dispenser and started to lather me, my back, my arse, my legs and arms, then turning me from him, moved his lather covered hands down and across my chest , playing with my nipples till they hardened by which time my cock was reaching for the moon. His hands traveled south and soaped my balls and by lifting me a little inserted a couple of finger up my anus. I was in sexual nirvana. He slid his hand back to reach my cock. He covered it and pulled me onto his own rampant member. He gave me a standing fuck, like I had never experienced before (or since). As I felt his cock swell within me, he wanked me quickly and in a couple of strokes had me shooting my jism  across the shower stall. Then I felt him cum; as the warm flow filled my gut we were both crying out. He bit down into my shoulder, there was no pain, just ecstasy.

    He leant back against the wall, slipping out of me as he turned me to face him again. He shut off the water as with mouths locked together we slid gently to the floor.

    “I love you, Mikey. I really, really do.”

    “No you don’t, Kid. That’s just your arse and cock talking. But I love fucking you and we shall be doing it again very shortly.” He brushed his lips over mine as I clung to him. He leant over and bit my left nipple, sucked on it and then just stroked it with his tongue. The initial pain was relieved and I could feel my balls starting to tingle again. He rose and pulled me up, wrapped towels around us and we returned to the bedroom. I suddenly saw the great purple mark on my shoulder where he had bitten me. He pulled me against him.

    “Sorry about the hickey, Kid. But you really get to me.” He kissed the bruise gently, then slipped his tongue into my mouth so that it danced with mine.

    God, how I wish I could be nineteen again.


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  • Freshmen: Engineering Program

    The boys awoke only 15 minutes before class. Mark sat up first, remembering last night. Rick felt the movement and sat up rubbing his eyes. Every muscle in Rick’s body was sore. Rick wanted to ask Mark if he was sore too. Rick thought about last night’s events, both with Eduardo and then with Mark.

    Mark looked at Rick. Rick knew Mark wanted some type of explanation.

    “Babe, Eduardo is second in command with the gang. He is very powerful. He made it possible for me to be here at NCSU! He gives me money every month for expenses. I’ve been his boy for a long time.”

    Mark questioned Rick’s logic and asked a question, “I thought you said he was married with four kids?”

    Rick answered, “He is! I’m just his side boy for maybe once a month or something.”

    Mark thought about that. Mark had always thought Rick was independent, strong, and fierce. How could Rick allow this to happen to him? Why would Rick be a side boy for Eduardo?

    Mark persisted, “Why do you let him? Just tell him to go away and leave you alone!”

    “Mark, Eduardo and the gang can call me back anytime. Eduardo would stop paying for my expenses and I could lose my grant money.” Rick honestly could not see a way out. He could not undo the last 10 years of life experiences and rewrite history.

    Mark, clearly crushed asked, “Rick, why did you like it so much?”

    “Pup, we have history. I knew what he wanted and how he wanted it. So I did it. The sex just turned me on and made me hot. I did not come with him, I came with you!”

    Mark thought that Rick’s answer was stupid and said, “Okay, I’m going to find another student to sleep with, not because I want to but because they make me hot!” Mark took the pillow and put it over his head as he lay down again. Rick realized he should have said something different.

    Rick thought for a moment about that and asked, “Did you like it when I fucked you last night? It was so hot for me.” Rick had thought it had been hot for Mark too.

    Mark slowly pulled the pillow from his head. Rick saw tears in Mark’s eyes.

    “Rick, it’s like a toy boat in a bathtub. I used to have one when I was growing up. Rick you are the captain driving the toy boat. We rode around together in the boat for a while and I liked everything that happened. Now I want to get off the boat because the water is black and nasty and I don’t feel safe anymore. I don’t trust the captain anymore because he won’t take us somewhere safer where the water is clean and clear.”

    Rick was sucker punched. He was 19 years old and had done what every street wise kid does to stay alive. He found a family in gang life because his mother was a junkie and he was in foster care. Rick found favor and privilege through protectors in some shape or form. Sometimes protection came from teachers at school, or elderly folks in the neighborhood that would cook for him or give him a place to stay. But sometimes protection came with strings from a person like Eduardo. Rick did not see another option or another path for his current situation. Eduardo held all the power over Rick’s life.

    Mark had put the pillow back over his head and cried silently. Rick was frozen inside with grief and did not know what to do. Rick did not want to lose Mark.

    “Pup, you have to get up and go to school.” Rick rubbed his back and then shook him a little. Mark reluctantly sat up and left the bed for the bathroom. They would not make their first class. Rick waited on the bed for Mark to finish getting ready.

    When Mark was ready, Rick picked up Mark’s book bag and said, “Take the bus. I have to take care of things today, take good notes.” Mark silently left the apartment to catch the bus for school.

    Marks mother called a few times later in the afternoon but Mark did not answer. An hour later Mark saw his father’s number ringing in. Reluctantly Mark answered the phone.

    “Mark what’s going on?” A dad always knows.

    Mark had a lump in his throat, but tried to formulate words… but he could not.

    Mark’s dad asked, “Mark is it school or money?” Mark was still trying to get past the lump in his chest and throat and could not answer.

    “Mark, is it Rick?” A strangled sound came from mark’s throat.

    “Mark, tell me now! If you don’t I will be on the next plane!”

    Mark tried his best to say something but just let out a half sob.

    Marks father tried to be patient and let Mark recover enough to talk. His mind raced at what could cause this type of anguish with his 18 year old son.

    “Mark did Rick get into trouble or get you into trouble?”

    Finally Mark pulled it together and choked out one word, “No!”

    Mark’s dad sighed and he tried again, “Mark, did you both argue?”

    Mark finally answered and said simply, “Dad, we come from different planets. I can’t understand his planet and he cannot understand mine. What he thinks is right, I think is wrong.”

    Mark’s father considered his son’s explanation and counseled, “Your eighteen years old and I promise you that your view of the universe will continue to evolve and change. If this relationship can withstand those changes then so be it and you can decide what your steps are forward at that time. If this relationship does not withstand that growth and change, then you have your answer, move on. Start over with the next relationship and see where it takes you. Mark you know when I met your mother I was not Mormon? I could not see myself marrying into that lifestyle and belief system. But I changed, my view of the universe changed, and I made the right decision. But, in my youth I had met girls who I thought were ‘the one’. Looking back I can see what a disaster those relationships would have been. The key message here is there is no rush! You have no other priority than to attend school and be academically successful.”

    Mark whispered, “Thanks Dad.”

    Mark’s father admonished, “Mark, go do your homework and think about all the positives you have going for you! And we want you home for Thanksgiving!” They hung up.

    Mark was delaying the bus ride back to the dorm room and kept walking around campus for another hour.

    After Mark had left their room that morning Rick had taken a long hot shower. While cleaning himself he thought about what had happened the night before. Rick regretted the sex with Mark. He did not regret the sex act in itself but only that it followed sex with Eduardo. Rick knew he had succumbed to very primal instincts with his own interest at heart. Rick left the shower and toweled off and picked up his cell phone to call Eduardo.

    Eduardo answered in Spanish. Rick shifted to Spanish and said the following, “Eduardo, I appreciate that you looked out for me so long and allowed me to attend school. I want you to set me free, of you and the gang. I want to go to school and be successful but be on my own.”

    Eduardo was extremely quiet for a few moments and asked, “You did not like the ass fucking I gave you?” Eduardo laughed a little remembering sex with Rick last night and in the past.

    Rick answered honestly, “No I liked it, and it made me hot, maybe too hot. But that is not the point. I want to be a better man now. Not hurting people, or using people for what I can get.” Eduardo thought for a moment about the loss of having Rick as his boy. It made him angry and unsettled. But he knew Rick was not ungrateful or undeserving.

    “Rick, if you can find a way to support yourself on a monthly basis I will let you go, from me and the gang.” Rick’s heart surged at the news.

    Eduardo on the other hand thought he was being clever. Eduardo believed that Rick could not make it without the 500.00 a month he provided. Eduardo believed the sex was payback for the support. He was banking that Rick would return to him after a few months of struggling alone and they would return to the previous arrangement.

    After getting off the phone with Eduardo, Ricked called his personal counselor. After the first ring she picked up. Rick asked if she could see him today, and she agreed if he could come now. Twenty minutes later Rick was sitting in her office and got right to the point.

    Rick started by saying, “I can’t tell you anything more than what I’m telling you now, so don’t ask me.” There was a long pause, and Rick continued, “I have been sleeping with someone who was associated with the gang and who helped me get out and come here to school. I asked that person to let me go and they agreed but I have to pay my own expenses now. I don’t want to lose my grant because of what I did. I just want to work now to make up the money.”

    Rick struggled with the next part, “I hurt Mark because I did this. Now Mark wants to be with a better boat captain, but I want to keep him on my boat. I have to clean the water in the bathtub.” Rick looked at his counselor with stricken eyes.”

    The counselor understood most of what Rick had said. The part about the boat captain she assumed was an analogy of some type. Teenagers and young adults typically did not have the vocabulary at this age to deal with situations as grave as this.

    “Rick, were you forced to have sex against your will?” Rick shook his head no.

    “Rick, was quid pro quo implied in this arrangement?” Rick did not know what that meant so he shook his head no. The counselor knew better but accepted the answer without comment.

    “Rick why did you need to be “set free” from the sexual relationship”?

    Rick answered, “Loyalty.” And because before he had Mark, Eduardo was his only anchor in life.

    The counselor thought about the situation and came up with plan. “Rick, I want you to do two things. First I’m going to talk to our student employment people to see if we can get you and Mark jobs on campus. But I also want you to become more educated about some issues. Next semester I want you and Mark to take a sociology class called Sexual Health. It will count as a basic sociology credit and count toward your degree. I also need you to promise me that if this person harasses you or tries to use threats of retaliation that you will come straight to me. Do you understand?”

    Rick nodded yes, “Thank you about the jobs and I will tell Mark about the class.”

    Rick arrived back at the room to find it empty. His mind started to race and he had a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. Rick went to the window to watch for Mark. Rick stood there for more than an hour and then spotted Mark around 8:00pm sitting on a bench looking at the fountain in front of their dorm. He was holding his book bag on his lap and staring straight ahead. Rick raced down the stairs and out the door and across to where Mark was seated.

    Rick approached the bench, “Mark I called Eduardo and told him I would not see him anymore. I went to my counselor and told her about Eduardo and my decision and she is going to help both of us find jobs on campus! We have to take a class called sexual health. I have to look it up in the catalogue. She even knew about the boat captain and the dirty water in the bathtub!”

    Mark asked, “Did you want to be with me last night or with him?” Rick was not sure he understood or how to answer. Mark persisted with his questioning, “Did you do it with me because you were hot for him?” Rick needed to think about that one but asked, “Pup can we go inside to talk.”

    Rick took Marks book bag and pulled him off the bench and walked him to the room. Once inside, Rick sat down on his bunk and Mark sat down on his. Mark waited for Rick’s answer.

    “Mark since I saw you, I wanted to be with you. I knew you were not ready for fucking. I did not know he was coming. But once I got into the car, the old times…they were there in my mind. I knew what he wanted, what he came for. Eduardo helped me get here and sends me money every month. That money feeds us. Yes, my dick was hard from the sex when I got back. He fucked me raw like I dream about fucking you. My dick was hard for like an hour before I came home. So when I came back here, I just wanted you like that. I thought you wanted it too. You came so much and you were so …” Not knowing the right word, Rick let the thought hang. Rick remembered Mark’s body and the messages it sent to him while they were engaged in sex. Rick truly thought Mark had wanted it.

    Mark remembering the discussion with his father said, “Rick, my priorities are school, not this.” Mark was referencing the both of them with his hands, and continued, “And in 4 years we will be different than we are today and maybe we won’t fit together anymore. But I’m in charge of my body and you’re in charge of yours. But you can’t just have my body whenever you want. Not anymore.”

    Rick struggled to understand what the bottom line was and asked, “Can we eat and share food, take showers, and play basketball together?” Rick waited very hopefully for the answer.

    Mark answered (unknowingly) playing the highest face card possible with Rick, “I’m not sure about the showers yet.” Rick was taken aback and very disappointed with that answer, but also very hopeful they would get past this difficult time. Rick assumed that no showers meant all sex was off the table. Rick lay back in his bed exhausted and went to sleep immediately. Mark followed not long behind in his own bunk.

    The next morning Rick woke up first and headed to the bathroom to pee. He turned on the shower and came out to look at Mark sleeping. Rick turned on the light to see if Mark would wake up, but there was no response. Rick poked Mark’s arm and then waited, then again harder. Mark opened his eyes and glared at Rick and then turned over putting the pillow over his head.

    Disappointed Rick went back in the bathroom and was about to get in the shower when he thought of something. He bounced back out to the room and said, “Mark you want to leave early and go to IHOP?” Rick and Mark both liked pancakes. Mark grumbled. Rick decided to announce the time to see if it motivated Mark to get up, but it was still two hours before their first class and ineffective.

    Rick studied Mark’s prone body for a minute and then gave up. Rick went dejectedly back into the bathroom and got into the shower. A few minutes later he could hear Mark peeing outside the curtain. Rick’s hope was rejuvenated. Rick pretended to be focused on his shower and even began whistling.

    Mark opened the shower curtain carefully and looked inside. Rick was washing his hair. Mark creeped into the shower quietly and grabbed the soap. Rick pretended not to see him, and then turned around and acted surprised. Rick reached out to help soap Mark’s chest but his hand was slapped sharply. Mark moved in front Rick’s body to get under the spray. Rick was already hard and looked down at Mark’s dick. It was flaccid.

    Rick was running out of things to do in the shower. Mark had started to wash his hair. Rick again tried to help and Mark slapped his hand again. Rick sighed and got out of the shower. He dried off quickly and left the towel for Mark. Mark was being pokey in the bathroom and Rick was fully dressed and ready to go. Rick lingered hoping Mark would ride with him to school. Mark came out quietly and began to get dressed.

    Rick asked, “Do you want to ride to school with me?” Mark answered, “I need to call my mom, but then after that, sure.” Rick felt slightly relieved and settled down and waited for Mark. Mark talked to his mother for 20 minutes. Rick referenced the time by pointing to his watch. Mark finally hung up the phone and grabbed his book bag following Rick out of the room.

    The boys put on their helmets and climbed on the bike with Mark in back of Rick. Mark wrapped his arms around Rick’s torso and held on while Rick took off across campus. A tear leaked from one of Rick’s eyes as he realized what mattered to him. Rick said a prayer to St Jude in thanks and gratitude and to St Augustine for repentance. Rick then placed one hand on Mark’s hands where they crossed on his torso.


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  • Beach Balls

    The gleaming, spit-coated cockhead looked fantastic! So close, surging towards my mouth, it looked enormous! So swollen, it looked ready to unload its rich, syrupy juices. It flashed in bright sunlight with a luscious sheen; was perfectly shaped with flaring contours surrounded by a generous turtleneck of richly pigmented foreskin; had a crystal drop of sparkling liquid in the indented slit; and was coming closer, closer, and even closer still. It wanted back in! It wanted to be sucked. I knew I wanted to suck it. I knew I was going to suck it dry. I knew I had to suck…

    ‘Jack,’ a voice called from far above the giant cockhead. I was sure the voice was pleading for me to suck the big uncut cock.

    ‘Jack!’ the voice said more stridently, insistently. I pressed my hips down, feeling the length of my own erection. I was enjoying myself, yet somehow, I couldn’t quite seem to remember whose cock this was, being thrust in at me like this.

    ‘Jack! Wake up!’ the voice demanded.

    Sleepily, I opened my eyes to blinding light and immediately pressed them shut tightly. Damn! It was a dream, I realized instantly. I squinted out cautiously at the sunny world, made out a pair of naked feet, under naked muscular calves. I looked up at a guy standing there next to me on the army blanket I was lying on. Oh, yeah, I was at the beach. Oh, yeah, it was Kyle, a fellow soldier, standing there above me, hands on his hips, dressed only in a skimpy pair of black Speedos, its full pouch partially blocking our view of each other. He looked great from this angle. But he seemed upset.

    ‘Christ, Jack,’ he said with a concerned expression on his handsome face as he spread his knees and squatted down beside me, resting on his haunches, ‘it looked like you were about to cream all over the place. You’d better cover up that big thing or you’ll get it sunburned…’ He paused, ‘…or attract a crowd…’ He paused, again, grinning, ‘…or both!’ He chuckled, shifting his gaze to look down my body. I followed his gaze and saw my big erection poking out well beyond the edge of my hip. It had worked its way out of my own red Speedos and had stretched out to its full length. It felt very hard, and, to tell the truth, it looked damn good: wide and fat and brightly colored in the sunshine. In a flash, I realized I’d been having such a sexual dream that I was really turned on.

    My face flushed as I raised my hips, allowing my cock to straighten beneath me and hide itself from view. I lowered my hips back down, pressing the stiffness between my belly and the blanket, feeling the soft beach sand yield with the pressure.

    ‘Oh, shit,’ I said in embarrassment.

    ‘Guess you were dreamin’,’ Kyle said quietly.

    ‘Yeah, I guess so,’ I agreed, feeling flustered.

    ‘Must’a been some dream, man, to fill you out so far.’

    I glanced up at him. He was still squatting, hovering over me. His own crotch, exaggerated by the wide-kneed stance, looked very full. I stared at it for a moment and then looked up into his eyes. They flashed with excitement.

    ‘Thought I’d better wake you before you started squirtin’ at me, floodin’ the blanket,’ he sighed breathlessly.

    ‘Uh… Well…’ I said haltingly, trying to gather my wits, ‘…thanks, I guess,’ I offered feebly. ‘I don’t like wet dreams.’

    ‘Yeah, especially in public, like this,’ he added for me, waving a hand around vaguely. He smiled.

    ‘Yeah, well…’ I didn’t know what to say.

    ‘Never seen one poke out so far, before, I gotta tell ya,’ he added in a sexy tone. ‘It must be a whopper! I didn’t realize you were so well hung, man. In the barracks’ showers it looked so, well, unusual, being one of the few uncut ones and all, but I never imagined it would surge out of those sexy foreskin folds to stand so tall.’

    I felt my face flush with color again. ‘I… I…’ I stammered. It didn’t occur to me to wonder why he’d checked it out, and I guess I was too flustered to realize the full sexual nature of his comments.

    ‘Hell, man, it ain’t nothin’ to be embarrassed about. Fuck, it’s somethin’ to be proud of! I took me a close look before I woke you up. It’s a mighty fine lookin’ tool, if I do say so. I wish mine were that long.’ He grinned. He was a sexy eighteen-year-old who had this friendly, open, high-spirited attitude, which had drawn me to him in the first place. He seemed to be handling my penile exposure much better than I was.

    ‘Geez,’ I said, looking around, ‘do ya think anyone else saw me?’

    ‘You mean, saw that fine, muscular, bubble-ass of yours buckin’ around, fuckin’ the sand, like that?’ He looked turned on.

    ‘Oh, shit. Was I doin’ that?’

    ‘It’s what first caught my attention.’

    ‘Damn!’

    ‘Aw, don’t sweat it, man. No one else was lookin’ this way. I told you this stretch of beach is real quiet. Look around. Only a few guys here. No one else noticed. Take my word on it.’

    I looked around and was relieved to see that he was right; all I saw were a few young guys, in pairs, not very close by, or close to other pairs, either, for that matter. I felt relieved.

    ‘You see? I’m right. Funny thing is, though, they’d all love to have seen what I just saw.’ He grinned at my expression of surprise.

    ‘Why? Why do you say that?’ I asked in a strained whisper.

    ‘Oh, didn’t I mention it before? This here’s a gay beach.’ He smiled brightly as he looked around at the other pairs of men.

    ‘You big shit!’ I cried as I reached out, put my hand on his strong chest and then pushed him over on his back, catching him off balance. ‘Why didn’t you say something?’ I shouted.

    He rolled over, jumped up and threw himself on top of me, laughing and yelling, ‘Oh, so ya wanna play rough, do ya? Well, here…’ and he grabbed me around the throat. I had to defend myself quickly by grappling with him, turning over between his strong legs, and rolling our bodies over so that I was on top of him, finally subduing him by holding his wrists outstretched above his head against the blanket. The action left me short of breath. It also left me in close bodily contact with Kyle.

    His expression was sparkling with excitement. He was enjoying himself and something told me it was more than just our boyish horsing around that was doing it. Then I realized I still had a rampant erection and that I was poking the naked, exposed, entire length of the large organ right into his belly. I looked down. The sight was awesome. My cock was shoved up against his abdomen from the top of his low slung swimsuit to well beyond his navel, below his solar plexus. My throbbing cock looked larger than usual against his slim, swimmer’s build and narrow waist; and even sexier against the backdrop of his masculine, black pubic hair, which trailed thickly up to his navel.

    Stunned, I looked up to his face. He was still looking down at my cock. For a moment longer he kept looking; then he glanced up into my eyes. He beamed. He was enjoying himself regardless of my arousal. Or, rather, because of it!

    Suddenly, I felt movement against my balls. He was clearly getting an erection too. Or he had one and was letting me know it, now, by pressing it into my balls. My mouth dropped open, but I didn’t know what to say.

    ‘It’s okay, Jack,’ he whispered, ‘everyone on this beach is gay. No one’s gonna take any notice of us.’

    ‘But, geez, Kyle, what the fuck are we doin’?’

    ‘I don’t know about you, but I’m having the time of my life! Really enjoyin’ myself for a change…’ he paused. His erection throbbed against me. ‘More than you can imagine,’ he admitted.

    ‘You are?’ I asked quietly. Somehow, I was becoming less and less surprised, and more and more aroused, myself.

    ‘Yeah,’ he responded huskily, ‘I was really glad to see you with this hardon when I got back from the toilets. I was really hoping this would happen,’ and when he said ‘this’ he jabbed his hips up, forcing his erection against me. His meaning was completely clear. ‘I was only hoping against hope that you might find this exciting, too; that you might be interested in fuckin’ around with me.’

    We looked at one another for a long moment. This was one of the first times in my life that I would willingly admit to someone that I was, indeed, interested. Up till this point, the many adventures I had had were almost all with guys I’d known all my life and didn’t have to explain anything to, or they were simply very quick, one-time affairs: some mutual masturbation with horny, quick-coming classmates; a blowjob from a coach, or neighbor, or stranger while hitchhiking; a glory hole suddenly found; a few circle jerks with horny teammates or recruits; a handjob here; a blowjob there. You know how it is with teenagers. Everything’s speedy. Fortunately, I’d been propositioned many more times than I think might be customary, which I attributed to tight jeans and a full crotch, and even more particularly to my friendly, open face which doesn’t have ‘NO’ stamped all over it. I’ve always known I’m very approachable, so I wasn’t really all that surprised by Kyle’s come on.

    But here I was, now, with my erection happily poking into the sexy, hot, young belly of a fellow soldier who was not telling me to take it away. ‘I do find it exciting,’ I admitted, finally, calmly, and quietly. Kyle looked surprised. I guess he had not expected me to be so forthright. ‘But there’s nothing we can do about it right here,’ I added firmly.

    ‘We could keep rollin’ around like this, like we’re wrestlin’,’ Kyle suggested. He made another stab at my balls with his erection, this time rather tentatively.

    ‘No. If were gonna do this, let’s do it right; let’s find someplace better; someplace private.’ I paused. ‘Got any ideas?’ I asked. We were both recruits, fresh from basic training, awaiting transfer to training schools. We had plenty of free time and I had an old car, but neither of us had much money, experience, or sophistication. The car, overheated now from sitting in the sun, was no place for romance. Renting a motel room didn’t occur to us, and besides, we were perpetually broke. Going to a gay bath was simply something neither of us had even heard of. But doing it on an open beach, like this, was something I wasn’t willing to contemplate, even though I was so aroused, so horny, and so attracted to Kyle.

    Kyle was looking down at my erection, again. He looked up, smiled invitingly, and sighed, ‘Man, I’d sure like to suck that big thing.’

    ‘Holy shit!’ I exclaimed, ‘This really comes as a surprise.’

    ‘I hope you’re not annoyed. Your cock is still so nice and hard against my body.’

    ‘No, I’m not annoyed,’ I confirmed, ‘I just want to get off of this damn beach.’

    ‘Because I told you it’s a gay beach?’ he asked timidly.

    ‘No. No. It’s not that, exactly,’ I told him honestly. ‘I want to make out with you, Kyle,’ I admitted, looking him in the eye, ‘but not right here, this way.’

    ‘Why not,’ he asked in a seductive whisper, poking his hard cock up against my balls, which were now separated by the hot tube. ‘Who’ll know? Who’ll care?’ He tugged his right hand free from my grip and slid it between our bodies, wrapping its fingers quickly around my big boner with a knowing dexterity. It immediately occurred to me that he’d handled cock before.

    The sensations raging through my body as a result of his skillful manipulation were incredible. He forced his fist down the shaft even though both our tight bodies prevented easy movement. Then back up. Then back down. Then back up where he squeezed the engorged glans and smiled up at me.

    ‘This feels terrific,’ he said huskily. ‘What a great cock you’ve got, man.’

    I couldn’t protest. Passion overwhelmed my ability to think straight, or to stop him. A quick glance around confirmed to me that no one seemed to notice what we were doing. I released his other hand and rolled off him onto my side. As I did so, he rolled with me onto his side, facing me, never losing grip on my cock, his erection never breaking contact with my balls.

    ‘Let me suck it,’ he pleaded.

    ‘No!’ I said firmly, shocked out of my trance by the lasciviousness of his request. ‘We just can’t do it here, Kyle. The risks are simply too great.’

    ‘What risks?’ he asked in a faraway voice as if carried off by sexual arousal and not paying attention.

    ‘I don’t know. Maybe someone from the military is watching this beach with binoculars and a camera just waiting to catch guys like us doing what we’re doing, then turning us in, or maybe even trying to blackmail us. I don’t know. But we must take precaution. No one does this sort of thing out in the open.’ I was sincere and Kyle finally realized it.

    ‘But, damn, Jack,’ he whispered, ‘this feels so good. You’re so fuckin’ hot!’ He was slowly pumping my long cock. I put my hand on his wrist.

    ‘Look, Kyle, we gotta stop. Okay? Now, I said I’m willing to go somewhere with you, somewhere we can make out without worry. Fuck around together. But,’ I said firmly, removing his hand from my cock, ‘not here. Okay? Not now. So, calm down.’ I was adamant.

    ‘Okay, Jack,’ he agreed, sounding forlorn, ‘I’ll behave.’

    ‘Yes, keep your hands to yourself.’

    He giggled.

    I looked at him questioningly.

    Grinning, he said, ‘You mean I should…’ and he pumped a fist in a jack-off motion. It was a sexy thing to do. He was a very sexy guy.

    I laughed. So did he. Tensions were broken. Mentally, I gave a sigh of relief. I was beginning to think that all he ever thought about was sex. Of course, all I ever thought about was sex, so I don’t know why that bothered me, but doing anything openly on a public beach struck me as being pretty crazy, even if my balls were aching for release.

    We disentangled and, after a while, I was able to slip my Speedos back up over my slowly deflating cock. We collected our things and, on the way back to the car, I carried the blanket in a manner that shielded my crotch from prying eyes. Kyle, on the other hand, didn’t seem to care if the giant bulge in his swimsuit was noticeable or not. And it was noticeable. Believe me!

    As we stood at the car, shaking out and then folding the blanket, putting away lotions, books and the other things we’d brought to the beach, I saw two young men leaving the small changing house and toilets. They rinsed sand off of their feet in the spray of one of the outdoor showers available for swimmers. While watching them, I became aware that they were the first two people in my life at whom I only had to look to be confident they were gay. It was partly because Kyle had said this was a gay beach, and partly because I now saw how overtly friendly they were with each other. They exuded a familiarity uncommon, even unacceptable, among the young men I hung around with. It was discernible in the way the one guy placed his hand on the other’s high buttocks to steady himself as he raised one foot behind himself to see if its sole was rinsed clean. That over-the-shoulder, curved bending to look back at his own foot, molding his trim body into an effete pose, seemed to me an indication of an effeminate nature in stark contract to his friend’s overtly masculine stance. They looked right together.

    Kyle silently watched me looking over at them. As the two walked away from us, bumping against one another they were so close together, Kyle interrupted my reverie by saying, quietly, ‘Nice looking couple.’

    My glance darted to his face. He looked handsome and lustful. I felt an intense longing for him which focused itself in my groin. I felt my dick going back on the rise. We were at a gay beach. I wondered what better place was there than right here to make out. The change house had no roof, and each room – the toilet room with booths and urinals, and the change-room itself – was open to the sky, but no one could see in. Since we were almost naked, anyhow, and if done quickly…

    ‘I gotta take a leak,’ Kyle announced, breaking into my thoughts. ‘Come with me, this time, I wanna show you somethin’.’ He headed towards the little building, carrying only his towel. I followed and we went inside. It seemed deserted. In the room beyond the changing room, there were three toilet booths in a row and three urinals lined up next to them.

    ‘Look at this, Jack,’ he whispered, indicating with a crooked finger and a wave of his hand that he wanted me to follow him into the middle booth. As I followed him in, the first impression I got was that the walls were completely covered with graffiti, both written and drawn. I had seldom before seen such flagrantly homoerotic art. It wasn’t childish stick-drawing or amateurish doodling. No, most of it was fully sketched, carefully shaded, well-executed representations of muscular men at the peak of sexual activity, mostly sucking cock, being sucked, and/or jacking off and spurting cum. It was breathtaking in its impact on me.

    The second thing I noticed I commented about without thinking: ‘Oh! A glory hole!’ And there it was, well positioned on the wall next to the commode.

    ‘So you know what it is, do you?’ Kyle whispered huskily. ‘Well, there’s two of ’em in here. Look!’ and he leaned towards the first glory hole so I could look past him, and I saw the other one.

    ‘Geez! What a place! And you were in here while I was sleeping on the beach?’ I looked at him and smiled. He grinned back. ‘Any action, then?’ I asked, wondering how he’d answer so blunt a question.

    ‘For a moment I thought there might have been, but the guy chickened out, pulled up his swimsuit and deserted the next booth after he saw me lookin’ at him through the hole. It happens.’ He was very casual about it.

    ‘Would you have…’ I asked, trailing off, not finishing the question. But I stepped closer, letting the door swing shut behind me, and flipped my towel onto a hook on the back of the door.

    ‘I’ve always felt that if you make the offer you should go through with the deal. If I had beckoned him with a finger, or even asked him to shove it through, I would have felt it my duty to oblige him with a skillful blowjob.’

    ‘Geez, are you skillful at it?’

    ‘Wanna find out?’ he asked, sliding down his swimsuit and sitting on the commode. He stared at my crotch while reaching down between his legs and hefting his growing cock for my inspection. It was a beauty: far larger that it had appeared to be when covered; fatter than it had felt when pressed against my balls; more stunning than I had imagined; and, best of all, uncut, just like mine. The thought struck me that, although he had checked me out in the barracks showers, I had not checked him out because I was so overly concerned about being ‘found out.’

    As I contemplated his cock and wondered what I should do, feeling my own cock rapidly completing its erection and suddenly poking up over the waistband of my Speedos, I heard him say, ‘No one’s around. This place is as private as any place we’d be able to find today, man. And if someone does come in, he’ll want to join in on the fun, not cause a problem, I’m sure of it. Loosen up! We can enjoy ourselves…’ he paused, then added, huskily, ‘…together!’

    I had known he was right even before I had followed him into the small building. The atmosphere of the place, the glory holes, sexy drawings and graffiti, and his open masturbation as we talked, even the faint but recognizable odors of recent man-sex, had all worked to bring me back to an exceptionally high state of arousal. My cock was straining for release, and Kyle’s dedicated stares weren’t making it any easier to control my emotions. But, even so, I wanted to be cautious.

    ‘Gee, Kyle, two guys in one booth… I don’t know…’ I explained hesitantly, ‘… what if someone does come in?’

    ‘Okay,’ he agreed, standing up, ‘you sit down, here, and I’ll go into one of the other booths.’ He moved around me, his fist and cock making contact with me as he moved. Then he waited, his back against the booth’s door. I realized, immediately, that he wanted me to slip my swimsuit down and sit on the commode.

    Normally, I’m not at all shy, but there was something about this place, I don’t know, something about Kyle’s enthusiasm that caused me to be hesitant. Reluctantly, I tugged at my waistband, pulled the drawstring, untying it, and then slowly exposed the rest of my erection to Kyle’s admiring eyes.

    ‘Man, what a cock!’ he sighed excitedly. His hand darted out and he re-gripped my hardon with an easy familiarity. ‘It’s the best I’ve ever seen, ever felt,’ he told me sincerely, beginning a vigorous pumping of the hot organ.

    ‘Com’on, Kyle,’ I whispered, ‘You said you’d go into the next booth,’ and I slowly lowered myself onto the seat of the commode, eventually causing him to release me from his grip. My cock was rigidly erect and already leaking fluid.

    Kyle licked his lips and sighed, ‘Man, I want to suck that big thing!’ But then he turned and went out of the booth.

    I noticed that the booth doors opened and closed very quietly with none of the squeaking one expects in these places, but that random thought was cut short with the appearance of Kyle’s cock being shoved through the glory hole at me from the right. Then it stood there in the bright light and open air in its full splendor. It filled the hole. Rigidly! Pulsating with vigor! A drop of liquid formed at the deep indentation on the crown as I watched. Inviting me! There was no way I could ignore such a magnificent cock or refuse such a splendid invitation to suck it! My mouth began to water as I lowered my head towards it.

    My tongue lapped up the droplet of precious liquid at the tip and then swiped at the entire glans. As I heard Kyle suck in his breath at the touch of my tongue, I also saw his cock further enlarge, stiffening with arousal. Lust overtook me and I sucked in the entire cockhead and applied full suction while tonguing the tasty folds of foreskin.

    ‘Oh! Man! You can suck!’ he whispered with deep emotion. ‘I wasn’t sure you’d go for cock, man, but, – Wow – this feels terrific! Suck it, man! That’s it! Suck my big dick! Oh! Yeah! Suck my big dick! That’s it! Suck my big dick!’

    He fell into a repetitious chant as I energized my sucking talents into a classic blowjob, giving him head like he’d never expected, deep-throating that ‘big dick’ of his with an enthusiasm that swept both of us onto a level of enjoyment always hoped for but seldom achieved. He started pounding his body noisily against the wooden partition, pumping his long cock into me with frenzy, really working with me, really shoving cock to me.

    Suddenly, yet inevitably, he crashed against the board forcibly and changed his chant to ‘Here it is, man. Here it is, man. I’m coming! I’m coming! I’m coming!’

    His voice rang in my ears musically, delighting me, as his sperm spurted into me, filling me over and over. I sucked and swallowed, sucked and swallowed, sucked and swallowed his enormous outpouring of viscous juices. It was phenomenal!

    Once past the pinnacle and completely drained, he withdrew his hard meat, tugging it from me and pulling it back through the glory hole. I heard him sit down, heavily, on the commode, breathing hard, catching his breath.

    After a few moments, I heard his voice at the other side of the hole and looked to see his mouth there at the hole. It looked very sexy. ‘Oh, God, Jack, that was wonderful! Man! You really do it good! You really surprised me with your talented mouth. I just had the best orgasm of my life. I came more than I’ve ever come before. It was terrific! But look at you, man. Your cock looks like it’s ready to burst! Shove it through to me and let me suck it for you. That’s it. Shove it through to…’

    He stopped talking as the head of my cock surged through the glory hole and pressed against his hot lips, which parted, instantly. I was welcomed into the intense heat of his moist mouth. He sucked, twirling his tongue around the sensitive meat, as I pressed inwards. He took it. He took more of it. And more! He took it all! I was surprised. He was much better at cocksucking than I had come to expect of any young recruit.

    Everything about the experience combined to raise me to exceptional sexual intensity. Everything: the warm air on my naked body; the atmosphere of the place with its lusty drawings; the taste of his delicious ejaculate on my tongue; the correct placement of the glory hole; the feel of my balls against the wood; his terrific suction and expert handling of my large organ; even the element of danger for a naked soldier getting a blowjob from another naked soldier; all worked to bring me to that wonderful, memorable awareness that I was about to come. My entire body reacted to the excitement, stiffening, readying for the intense, gut-wrenching, muscle-spasming explosion of semen.

    ‘I’m gonna shoot!’ I warned through clenched teeth, and immediately felt him rise to capture my cockhead in his mouth. He wanted the full explosion of my jism on his tongue, like any good cocksucker does. I let him have it! I really had no choice. I blasted off into overwhelming orgasm, delirious with spasming tremors, filling him over and over with my machine-gun-rapid spurts. He groaned with greedy pleasure between swallows of the heavy flow, demanding all of it from me, drinking it all down, swallowing my cum.

    I withstood his prolonged sucking until well after I had finished shooting off into him, and until I was simply unable to endure the continued pressure on my now over-sensitized cockhead, lurching with aftershocks and clenching my buttocks in reaction to the fantastic blowjob, having given him what he wanted. But I finally had to pull back and collapse onto the commode to catch my breath, just as he had. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the aftereffects of a marvelous experience.

    That’s when I heard him gasp at the hole.

    I looked over at him. All I saw were his eyes, opened wide with amazement, staring past me.

    ‘Christ! Look at that, Jack!’ he whispered excitedly.

    I turned to my left and got a genuine shock! A full-sized, meaty, stiffly erect cock was standing up through the other glory hole! A glorious erection pulsating at attention waiting for my reaction. Invitingly. Erotically. Lustily. Its sight overwhelmed me with sexual excitement.

    We hadn’t heard this silent, bare-footed Fucker enter the booth, but he’d obviously seen some or most of our sucking and wanted in on the action. Well, who can blame him? And, at Kyle’s urgent recommendation that I ‘Go for it,’ I went for it! It slipped easily into my semen-coated mouth as if it belonged there!

    Before I had had more than a couple of slurps on the long tool, I suddenly discovered Kyle kneeling next to me watching the action. Those damn doors really were silent. He looked especially excited as he watched me sucking cock. And he was watching me do it close up. Real close.

    ‘All I could see was the back of your head, Jack,’ he offered by way of explaining his action. I understood. He wanted to see more. The idea of being watched as I sucked cock really turned me on, so I put on a great display of my talents for him while the guy in the next booth clearly appreciated my efforts. He was humping energetically through the glory hole into my mouth and delighting me with his enthusiasm. Together we reached ecstatic levels when, suddenly, he began pumping cum into me without warning. Kyle could see me swallowing and swallowing and said huskily, ‘He’s coming! My God! He’s coming!’

    The instant I realized I had captured all of the semen he had to offer, I withdrew to let Kyle get a close up view of the marvelous cock. It was shiny with saliva and sperm but still rigid with lust as it throbbed in front of us. Then, it was slowly withdrawn back through the hole as it began to deflate.

    ‘Man, that was great!’ a deep, masculine voice whispered in heartfelt tones across the partition, adding, ‘Thanks.’

    From the angle I was at, I watched him wrap a towel around his naked loins and leave the booth.

    Kyle was beside himself with excitement. He was completely naked. I didn’t know where his Speedos were. He was squatted down, next to me, toying with a reinvigorated erection and looking wild-eyed.

    Sucking a cock, like that, right in front of Kyle, had given me a reinvigorated erection, too. Unconsciously, my hand had wrapped itself around the thick shaft as I watched Kyle fondling his.

    ‘Man! That was thrilling! I’ve never seen a guy suck cock before,’ he exclaimed enthusiastically. ‘I never watched a cock getting sucked, like that. It was terrific! Got me all hot, again!’

    He stood up. His stalwart hardon loomed in front of my face. His big, almost hairless, balls were near enough to lick as I stared at them, mesmerized. He shifted his body, as he saw the focus of my gaze, so that the distance between his balls and my lips was slowly, tantalizingly, narrowed. Until the fine, wiry hair on his ball-sac tickled my lips and set them on fire, as the odor of his masculinity and the heat of his balls excited me beyond awareness of time, place or danger. To where all I saw were his big balls and all I wanted to do was to taste them, lick them, suck on them, and enjoy them fully.

    He let out a long sigh as my tongue slid over them and my lips pulled at those giant testicles. I saw his dick vibrate rigidly with lust and knew he wanted me to suck his balls. I heard his sharp intake of breath as he felt the pleasure produced by the heat of my mouth, by my firm yet tender treatment of those giant balls.

    I looked up, past the thickness of his high-standing cock, and saw him looking down passionately at me, an expression of extreme sensual pleasure written all over his face. He moaned. ‘Look at my balls in your mouth, man!’ he sighed. ‘You love ’em, don’t you,’ he asked, knowing we both knew the answer.

    His voice brought me out of my trance. I released his balls and whispered, ‘We shouldn’t do it here…’

    Another shock! A voice came through the glory hole from the booth Kyle had vacated! It said, ‘Oh, man! Don’t stop now. I wanna watch you two in action!’

    I glanced at the glory hole through which I had gotten blown and had blown Kyle and saw a pair of eyes staring in at us. Just the eyes. They were wide with excitement.

    I looked up at Kyle, who gave me a shrug and an expression as if to say, ‘Well, why not? He wants to watch. Let ‘im watch!’ Then he shifted his hips, while using a finger to point his cock towards my mouth, and aimed the fat cockhead at me. In my state of lustful arousal I realized that the cockhead, shining in the bright sunlight of the roofless room, looked amazingly like the cockhead I had been dreaming about when Kyle had awakened me. Enormous, with flaring contours and generous foreskin! I knew I wanted to suck it. I knew I would suck it. I knew I had to suck it!

    Both Kyle and the watcher in the next booth sighed loudly as I allowed the giant cockhead entry into my mouth. I moaned with pleasure, vibrating the cockhead erotically. Sucking cock is so enjoyable. Being watched, while sucking cock expanded my enjoyment, and I felt that Kyle enjoyed being watched, too, as his cock got sucked.

    As the big cock got forced down my throat, deeper and deeper, until, finally, the big balls were at my lips pressed against my chin, the watcher in the next booth kept gasping in surprise. ‘Look at that’ he hissed in amazement. ‘It’s goin’ in all the way, man! It’s in, down to the balls! You’ve got that big cock in all the way down to his balls!’ His voice was a strained whisper of excitement as he watched us working together to slide the big weapon in and out of my throat. ‘Man, seein’ you two in action is gettin’ me HOT!’ he added lustily as the pace picked up.

    ‘Haul it out, man, and shove it through,’ Kyle advised through jaws clenched with sexual tension, ‘and we’ll take care of it for ya as soon as I come!’ His lusty invitation surprised me – and delighted me – but I kept on sucking his magnificent cock. I realized the presence of the watcher was impacting his rigid arousal, and experience told me he’d be blasting off at any moment, now. His balls were up tight against the base of his thick cockstem and I was fingering them lightly as I sucked on the long pole.

    As Kyle sighed, ‘Wow, look at that,’ I caught movement out of the corner of my eye and shifted slightly to watch a monster cock being shoved through the glory hole at us. It was a champion! One of the biggest I’ve ever seen.

    ‘Holy Shit, Jack,’ Kyle exclaimed as he reached out a fist and encircled the huge weapon, ‘I could never handle this fucker!’ Instinctively, he began pumping the large organ. It was an awesome sight to see: my naked lover playing with a stranger’s giant erection while I kept up my best deep throating suction. It made me realize that our relationship was typical of young guys: hot, explosive, but not particularly monogamous.

    Kyle’s hand moved faster, really pumping the big thing, but then suddenly stopped as his entire body went tense. ‘I’m coming!’ he hissed excitedly, rising up onto the balls of his feet, humping cock into me. The first blasts caught me deep, but I worked to get the rest into my mouth, savoring his thick, juicy, hot semen as it filled my mouth over and over and over.

    Emptied, Kyle backed away, leaning against the booth’s door to catch his breath, but never shifting his gaze from the giant cock pulsating in the bright sunlight. ‘Do it, Jack!’ he encouraged, ‘Suck that big cock!’

    ‘Yeah, Jack,’ the guy joined in, calling me by name now that he’d heard Kyle using it, ‘Suck my big cock!’ It was a command I was not willing to ignore.

    I had to reposition myself to rise to the proper angle to handle the mammoth erection. As Kyle watched me lapping at it, moistening it, licking it, kissing the cockknob, sucking in the giant cockhead, he again went down on one knee to take in all of the action close up. I found his presence both reassuring and arousing.

    The massive organ required lots of work. Slowly I forced it down my throat, really giving the guy what he wanted – a great blowjob!

    Kyle took it all in, gasping or commenting from time to time, until, suddenly, I heard him say, in an awestruck voice, ‘Oh! My God!’ Instantly, I recognized from his tone that yet another hard cock had been thrust in at us through the other glory hole!

    Kyle had been kneeling next to the glory hole I was sucking cock at, but like one hypnotized, he slowly worked himself around my knees and started sucking the offered cock. I couldn’t turn to watch, of course, but I heard slurps from Kyle and sighs from beyond the wall.

    ‘What’s goin’ on, man?’ my partner wanted to know. After a pause, during which his cock stiffened in my mouth to absolute rigidity, he sighed, ‘You’re both suckin’ cock, ain’t ya?!’ As soon as I hummed an agreement, ‘Um Hum,’ onto his cock, he froze and began hosing cum into me. I swallowed and swallowed, receiving more cum than I thought a single orgasm could produce.

    Immediately, I heard Kyle slurping and swallowing, slurping and swallowing, and knew he, too, was receiving a hot load from his partner.

    When the giant cock was slowly withdrawn, I slumped onto my haunches, resting. It had been overwhelmingly exciting! Kyle slumped next to me and we looked at each other, grinning.

    ‘What a great day!’ I sighed.

    ‘Yeah,’ he agreed, ‘and look at this!’ He fisted his cock and waggled it at me. It looked renewed, with that shiny, bright cockhead gleaming at me as he raised himself and pointed it at my mouth.

    Just as it had in my dream, it looked fantastic as it slowly neared my mouth! And I wanted it.

    ‘Wow,’ a new voice whispered through a glory hole, ‘look at the two of you!’

    ‘More meat,’ I thought to myself as I went down on Kyle’s hot cock! I wondered how long it would take before we could leave. Or if we would want to!

     

  • The Garage – A Chad adventure

    The Italian was pissed, “Why didn’t you say anything about being Tony’s bitch?

    “He’s not here, what does it matter?”

    “What does it matter? He finds out about this, and he will, we’re fucked, and I mean fucked by that big ass friend of his, Bull and then probably something worse. Tony ran this place when he was here and Bull was his enforcer. That guy wasn’t too smart but when Tony told him to cut someone or fuck someone, Bull did it. Neither of us have ever been fucked and we sure as shit don’t want Bull beating the shit out of us just because of a piece of ass.”

    The Swede was pacing and then said, “Maybe we can get out of this. We didn’t really fuck him, technically, right? We may have had our cocks in him but nothing happened, right? The bitch didn’t take any of our cum, right? What if? What if? What if we got some of the other guys to pump his mouth and ass? Then everybody would be a part of it, right? Tony couldn’t have Bull come after all of us, right? He needs some of these guys, right?” The Swede kept pacing. “Whadda ya think?”

    “How the hell do we do that? They all think he’s our bitch now.”

    “Both of us have traded our bitches when we needed something from them, right? We can trade him for cigarettes and maybe a joint or two. We could even see if some of them have some cash. We could probably even get them to work the guards to get us some special treatment. We can do this, right?”

    “Okay, okay, but how do we get this pussy not to say anything to Tony?”

    I finally spoke up, “You guys get my cellphone from the guards and I swear I won’t say anything, really.” I needed to call Patrick to see if he could bail me out since it looked like Agent Taylor was MIA. There was a pay phone in the main area but I didn’t have any money. I guess I could call collect but I didn’t know Patrick’s phone number, it was in my phone. If I got his home number from information, I couldn’t call collect and have his parents pick up the phone and hear it was a call from me from prison.

    “We’ll see what we can do. You probably will have to give head to one of the guards, but I’m sure you won’t mind that since you seemed eager to have our cocks up your pussy.”

    “Okay, let’s do this.”

    The Italian walked out into the main room, “Everybody, listen up. PB is one primo piece of ass, and you know my brother and I have had most of the ass in here. We thought he was too good to keep to ourselves, we all deserve some fun every once in a while, ain’t I right? Any of you want to bust your nut down his throat or up his ass, it’ll be a pack of cigarettes or a couple of joints. Who’s going to be first?”

    One of the other prisoners spoke up, “Why the hell should we give you anything? We could just have us one of the other bitches ’round here.”

    “That’s your choice, but you’d be passing up the best that has ever been in here with us.”

    The Swede made sure that I didn’t leave the cell, “Put your t-shirt back on and keep it on. If they make you take it off, you tell ’em that bitch mark was put on you by the two of us, got it?” I nodded.

    The Italian called out, “Who wants the first crack at him?”

    The old guy, whose cell we were in yelled above the noise, “I don’t care what you sons o’ bitches do, but I want my cell back, now.”

    The Swede grabbed me and I grabbed my jeans and he hauled me out into the main room. “Go into your cell Old Man, and shut the fuck up.”

    “Shit, we’ll give the first ride for free just so that someone can verify what we’re saying”, the Italian offered. “How about you Big Dick, you show these guys that he can take you and they’ll all know that he was able to take the three biggest cocks here and will still be begging for more.”

    A guy, who I assumed was Big Dick, moved closer to us. He wasn’t as large as the Swede or the Italian but he was still a large man. He was about 6″1″ with brown hair and amber eyes. While he was getting closer he pulled off his shirt showing an upper body that must have been from whatever work out equipment that they had access to, plus a whole lot of push up and crunches. His baseball mitt size hand reached for my shoulder, “Let’s go.”

    “Since it’s freebie, why don’t you do him right here so that everyone can see he’s worth the price of admission.”

    “Works for me.” When his hand reached my shoulder he pushed me to my knees. “You want it, show us.”

    I knew if I wanted to get my hands on my phone, I needed to make sure I was good and that I put on a show. I undid his jeans and pulled them down to his knees. He was wearing a pair of tighty whities which validated his nickname. The outline of his cock went up to the right almost all the way to his hip. I started chewing on the outline. I started at the base and worked my way up to the head where I started to suck through the material. His cock started to grow longer and harder until the head of his cock was pushing through the waistband of his briefs. When that happened I turned all my attention to the exposed head. I tickled the V with my tongue while I played with his still cotton covered balls. When I was sure everyone was watching, I sucked the head of his cock into my mouth and suckled it, moaning as I did. Big Dick moaned “Fuck yeah.”

    I guess a couple guys that were standing around had pulled their cocks out and were beating as they watched. The Italian screamed, “Put your little dicks back in your pants assholes. If you want to get off, you’re going to have to pay if you want to watch.”

    I pulled Big Dick’s briefs down farther. I pulled off his head and started to lick the large vein on the underside of his shaft. I continued to lick it until his briefs were down far enough so that only his balls were still in them. I started to suck his balls through the white material as his cock bounced against my forehead. I finally freed his balls and began licking them. I felt some liquid on my forehead and realized that Big Dick had started leaking precum. I left his balls and worked my way back up his shaft until I reached his head. I grabbed his stalk so that I could hold it still. I started to flick my tongue at his piss slit getting drops of precum with each flick. Once I got all of it, I started to tease the V again and then started working my way down the vein for a second time. By now my cock was hard and leaking in anticipation of what was going to come.

    Big Dick pulled his cock away from me, grabbed my hair to hold me still and started to rub his still leaking cock across my lips and around my mouth, making both slick. He told me to keep my lips together. He put the head of his dick against my pursed lips while still holding my head in place. He pushed his cock trying to get into my mouth. He wanted to be in charge. He kept applying pressure until he succeeded in parting my lips. “That’s right bitch, Big Dick takes what he wants when he wants it.” Once he breeched my lips he kept pushing forward, it wasn’t long before he was not just touching it, but was pushing against the back of my throat. If I was going to take more, I needed to stand up. I struggled to get up on my feet so I could get a better angle with my throat. Due to the curve of his cock, I still couldn’t swallow it all. It was frustrating for both of us. He started to roughly try to pull my head farther onto his cock but he must have realized that it was not going to happen. He pulled my head backwards until just the head and part of the stalk was still in my mouth. He started to move my head back and forth over just that part of his dick. This went on for a while until my neck started to hurt. “Don’t swallow”, he commanded. His thick load of cum filled my mouth. I kept what I could in my mouth but some went down my throat and some oozed from my lips. He pulled his cock from my mouth.

    “Spit my cum into your hand.” I did. “Now lube up my cock and then stand up.” I did. “Now wrap your arms around my neck.” He put his big hands on my waist and hoisted me up. With one arm wrapped around my waist, he used his other hand to line up his cock with my hole. When he had it in place, he loosened his grip around my waist which resulted in my dropping enough that his cock head burst into me. “Wrap your legs around my waist bitch, maybe your mouth can’t take my big dick, but your pussy is going to.” I wrapped my legs and this time the curve of his cock was helpful. He was now using his hands to push me down his cock, I loosened by grip around Big Dick’s neck to let gravity help. It wasn’t long before he was completely inside of me and it felt great. The man was incredibly strong. He started moving his hips and moved my body so that he was rubbing up and down the walls of my ass. I unlocked my hands and moved one to his shoulder and then the other. Holding on as tight as I could I leaned back as far as possible resulting in feeling each of his movements even more but I wanted even more. I moved one hand down to behind one of his biceps and then did the other hand, now that I had a good grip, I could pull myself and then slide back down. I’m not sure who, but someone put their hands on my back, I trusted them and let go of Big Dick’s arms and leaned all the way back. Holding my body still with his hands and with the help of another prisoner, he started to piston into me. “Take it bitch, take it!” When I couldn’t take it anymore, my cock let loose with several strings of cum that landed on my face, my neck and my chest. When I came, my ass tightened up providing more friction for Big Dick’s dick. His second load shot into me. I swear I could feel it up to my throat. When he was done, he pulled me from his cock, “Lick me clean.” I got back on my knees and cleaned his cock getting every bit of cum.

    He stood there, cock starting to go flaccid, like he was waiting for something. I pulled his briefs back up and worked them around until his cock was enclosed again and then I pulled up his jeans and refastened them. I couldn’t help myself, I reached up and ran my hand over his sweaty chest and abs.

    The Italian voice rang out, “Well, BD, whadda ya think?”

    “Best piece of ass I’ve had in a while.” Well, I guess I’ll take that as a compliment. “Definitely worth a pack of cigs or some joints.” Big Dick walked away and the bidding began.

    Even when some guard said “lights out” over the speaker system, I kept being moved from cell to cell. I guess this was the type of prison that didn’t lock down all the cells, that or something had been worked out with the guards. I lost track of how many cocks and loads I got, but was sure that the Swede and the Italian had taken in quite a load of goodies.

    When there were no more men waiting and without any sleep, I went in search of my jeans. My t-shirt was full of sweat and cum. I went back to my cell and grabbed my second t-shirt and went to the shower room and had a hot shower. When I emerged, the Italian was waiting, “Wasn’t able to get your phone”, and he walked away. God damn it.

    I followed the prisoners from my cell block to a mess hall. While I was in line, someone walked by me and shoved a piece of paper in my hand, I stuck it in my pocket and got something that must have been powdered eggs, one piece of toast, an orange and something that was similar to coffee. After finishing, I went back to my cell. I opened the note, ‘SHOULD HAVE YOU OUT BY 9 – ST’. Who the hell was ST? While I wouldn’t mind a round two with Big Dick and some of the others after I got some sleep, I was glad to know I would be out soon.

    Maybe an hour later, a guard came in the main room and called out “Cartwright – grab your stuff, were moving you”, I assumed he meant for me to grab the linens and clothes.

    The Italian walked beside me, “Tony must have arranged a transfer for you. He probably wants his bitch with him. Remember don’t say shit.” I wanted to remind him that the deal was my phone for that, but I let it slide.

    We made it back to the room that had the half door. A different guard handed me my clothes and told me I could change, which I did quickly, I was then led to another room and given back my personal items, including my phone. I was then led to the lobby of the jail. I looked around and there was no one that I knew. As I walked out into the sunshine I was already calling Patrick to come pick me up when I heard the honk of a horn. I looked around and at the end of the block was Agent Taylor’s car. I walked over and opened the door. “Get in, I’ll take you back to your car.” It was Saturday but I was still surprised to see that Agent Taylor wasn’t in one of his usual finely tailored suits. Instead his was in a pair of jeans and a Polo shirt. The shirt stretched across his chest just as his dress shirts had done. The jeans looked tight and showed the impressive bulge that had been visible in his suit slacks.

    After putting on my seat belt, I asked, “Are you ST?”

    “Yes, Stephen Taylor, I’m glad you got the note. Had to use one of our informants that’s inside. Are you okay? I’m really sorry about the screw up yesterday. I feel bad that you had to spend the night.”

    “Don’t worry about it, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, actually it was pretty interesting.” Agent Taylor gives me a strange look.

    “I wanted to let you know that it’s pretty much over. We’ve still got some evidence we need to gather but you don’t have to be a part of it anymore. I’ve taken care of things so that you don’t have any criminal record, the FBI made it disappear. It looks like you’ll need to find a new job though.”

    “I’m fine with that, it was just a temp job. I’ll start my search again on Monday. What’s going to happen with Stan?”

    “He was helping us from the beginning. He didn’t like how Tony and G had muscled their way into his business to use it for other reasons. He came to us but got more nervous. We were afraid he was going to say something so we had him stay away from the garage once you were onboard. He’s going to be fine, we’ll help him get things back in order.”

    We were silent until we pulled into the parking lot of the garage. I turned to Agent Taylor, “I’ve wanted to do something since we first met?”

    “What’s that?”

    I reached over and put my hand on the bulge in his jeans. “I want to do this.” I moved my hand.

    He didn’t push my hand away, “Chad, I don’t want….”

    I moved my hand and could feel his cock come to life, “Don’t want what? If you didn’t, you could have had someone else pick me up. I know you saw me give head to Luis and I’m sure you know that Tony and G used me.”

    “Yes, but…..”

    “Don’t worry about it, I like doing it. From what I’m feeling I think you’d like me to do you too.”

    I reached over Agent Taylor and moved the button to recline his seat. I could feel his bulge press into my stomach as I did.

    “But…..”

    “Shut up.” I unfastened his jeans and he helped me slide them down. I finally got to see Agent Taylor’s cock up close and personal, it was more than I expected and I treated it right. If Big Dick thought I had brought my A game, Agent Taylor was getting my A+ game and I savored every moment. Agent Taylor finally got into it when he started holding my head down until I had to come up for air. I made sure to get every drop of cum he finally fed me. I kissed the head of his cock when I had drained him, “I hope we meet again.”

    I got out of Agent Taylor’s car and headed to mine, licking my lips. When I started my piece of shit Chevy, I remembered the party at Bryce’s house that night and the promise of $18,000. I got some sleep before I got ready, picked out a good outfit and messed up my hair the way I like it.

    As I walked out to my car, I thought, “Tomorrow, you are going where old cars go to die, you piece of shit.”

    THE END

    Be Well,

    Chad

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  • Sarge

    “I think he’s signaling to you, sugar.”

    I’d stopped to talk to the two guys who regularly positioned themselves at the corner of 4th Street Northwest in Albuquerque and the alley in which I temporarily resided in a cardboard carton. I hadn’t been there long following a relocation from Las Vegas and, although I’d found some work as a gofer on a high-rise construction project downtown, I didn’t have near enough funds yet to rent a room–or even to have three squares a day.

    “What? Who?” I asked, swiveling my head toward the street. A dark sedan had pulled over to the curb, but I didn’t see anything unusual in that. That’s what they did to pick up one of the guys staked out on this corner–the guys I’d stopped to talk to after a long, dusty day walking the beams of a barebones high-rise structure.

    Oh.

    “The one in the car, sweetie. He’s lookin’ at you, I’m sure. Good looker hisself too–for his age.”

    “Go on, honey,” the other rent-boy said. “You can have this one. He wants you. Time you got out of that carton back in the alley. Lee and I here have rooms. You want one of those–and, believe me, it can get cold here in the winter, no matter what folks say about the sunny southwest–you need to expand your profit takin’.”

    “I don’t know. I don’t–“

    “Don’t tell me you never sucked a cock before,” the first rent-boy said with exaggerated shock. “Pretty boy like you. You gotta have them linin’ up.”

    As a matter of fact I had sucked a cock before–and had fallen into a rut of it here in Albuquerque. The job situation was very tight when I got here. Being picked up here, on 4th Street, while I was walking and minding my own business, by one of the construction foremen on the high rise project had been what had gotten me the minimal job I had. And I made more out of the occasional blow job and quick fuck I had to give him in nooks and crannies of the construction site than I got paid for chasing around on errands on the site.

    “Ask for fifty and don’t settle for less than twenty,” rent-boy number two was advising. “If he wants more, nothin’ less than a hundred. Not just for you. We have standards to keep up on this corner.”

    “And don’t expect us to let you cut in on the business,” said number one. “You just look like you haven’t had a meal for a while.”

    At the side of the car, I leaned down and looked into the open passenger window. It was obvious what he was there for. He already had his cock out, his hand was wrapped around it, and it was hard–a long, thick hard. He was a military type. Not young, but hunky. Tall, solid, broad-chested, well-muscled. The gray buzz cut showed his age; so did the craggy, yet still handsome face. He was wearing gym shorts, the waistband pulled down to under his meaty balls, and a pristine white T-shirt on top.

    I made him speak first.

    “You available?”

    “Maybe, for a price,” I answered. “Fifty dollars. Just a BJ, though.”

    He gestured to the top of the dashboard, where a ten and twenty were already laid out, side by side. “I know the going rates,” he said. “Get in.”

    I opened the door and slid into the passenger seat. The interior of the car was neat as a pin. He looked clean too. I felt like a pig pen, having just come from the construction site and not having had anyplace to clean up for a couple of days. The water was off at the site for work on the lines. I usually cleaned up there, my foreman finding an opportunity for me in the construction trailer.

    I reached over for his cock, one of the biggest I’d ever seen, but he pushed my hand away. “Not here. Too risky. Won’t go far, though. I’ll bring you right back.”

    We didn’t, in fact, go far–just around the corner and up a block was a closed-down gas station, the pumps having been jerked out being a good sign it wasn’t open for business. There still were some clunker cars on the lot, though, and the john pulled his sedan between two of these. We couldn’t be seen from the street. Someone would have to walk in almost to the tail end of the car to know it was occupied.

    The john obviously had done this before.

    He turned and looked at me and seemed to do a double take as if only now seeing me clearly. I felt self-conscious. I wasn’t at my best with a streak of dirt on my face and wearing my baggy shorts, plaid shirt open to a dingy white T underneath, and scruffy, worn construction boots. For a second I thought he was going to tell me to get out of his nice, clean car. But his eyes went dull and I saw him relax back into his seat. He’d had his hand on his cock, but he took it off and lowered his arms to his side.

    I took all that arranging of himself as a signal, and, leaning over, I took the cock in one of my hands, opened my mouth over the bulb, ran my tongue around that, and put sucking pressure on it. He stiffened and then relaxed again and let out a long groan. I ran my lips down the side of the dick, seeing how far I initially could get. I knew he’d want me to try to deep-throat it. It was a big one, though.

    After just three rises and falls on the cock, however, he grasped my head and pushed it off his cock, the motion causing me to sit back up in the passenger seat and lean away from him against the passenger door.

    “What? It isn’t what–?”

    “Not here, like this. You smell. Sorry, but I can’t get past that. When was the last time you showered? When was the last time you ate anything? You’re a great-looking guy, but I can’t do this with someone in your condition.”

    “Uh, sorry,” I said. “I didn’t plan on this. Was just coming home from work. The guys on the corner said you wanted me, not them.”

    “I did. I did want you. I do. You looked so . . . and even more when you got in the car. But not like this. Coming home? You have a job? You live somewhere near where I picked you up?”

    “Yeah, I got a job. Not much of one, though.”

    “Don’t tell me. You’re homeless. That’s why you’re in this condition.”

    “That, and, as I said, I was comin’ home from a job. I work on that high rise they’re building on Central, near the I-25 interchange. I wasn’t plannin’ on this.”

    “And you live–?”

    “In the alley where you picked me up.”

    “And that’s why you and your clothes are in the condition they’re in? You don’t have much of a place to get them washed?”

    “Yeah, I guess.”

    “And the last time you had a good meal?”

    “There was a bologna sandwich from a lunch wagon at noon.”

    “And for breakfast?”

    “There was a bologna sandwich from a lunch wagon at noon.”

    “We can’t do this here, like this.”

    “OK, I’ll just get out. But I was willin’, so at least the ten.” I reached out toward the dashboard.

    “You can take it all. Get your clothes cleaned at a Laundromat and get a good meal.”

    “And then you’ll come back for me?” I asked. He was a hunk and a half even though he must have been in his late forties, at least. He was a lot better than the construction foreman. Nice big cock too. I’d already had thoughts of what more he could do with me with that cock than just a blow job.

    “You’d go with me then?” he asked.

    “Yeah, sure. You’re hunky.”

    “You indicated you didn’t regularly do this.”

    “I know what men do with men with their cocks,” I said. “Just because I’m not in the business doesn’t mean I’m not interested.”

    “So, what would you charge for all day?”

    What was it the guys at the corner had said? The part about not undercharging so as not to undermine their business? Otherwise, I might go with the man for free. He was a hunk and a half, I liked them older, and this thing in the car business was making me horny. But the guys on the corner told me to keep up their standards.

    “Another hundred dollars, on top of the thirty, which I use to clean up.”

    “Tell you what,” he said, as he took out a wallet. “I’ll make it a hundred and fifty total, paid up to dawn tomorrow, and we’ll go back to the alley and get your other clothes, if you have any. You can come to my apartment–I live in an apartment house over on Lomas. I’ll feed you and clean all of your clothes tonight and have you back here in the morning. How does that sound?”

    “I have to be at work on Central by eight.”

    “I can get you there. No problem.”

    The two rent-boys weren’t at the corner of 4th and my alley when we drove back, so there were no explanations that I had to give while I gathered up my stuff. There wasn’t much more than a small pile of clothes, so I took it all. Better with me tonight than left here and stolen during the night. That’s when this alley came to life–at night.

    He marched me right to his apartment house in an older, brick-fronted six-story building with maybe two two-bedroom units on each floor. His was the only basement unit, across from a communal laundry room and storage cubicles. He had his own washer and dryer, though. The apartment was adequately furnished, obviously a bachelor’s pad, but, like his car, spic and span.

    “Straight to the shower,” he said. “Toss out all of your clothes, and I’ll toss in a pair of briefs you can wear while the clothes are washing.”

    The briefs were a couple of sizes too big for me, so they hung low on my waist. It’s not that he was fat. Far from it. He was a fit as they came. He was just that much bigger than I was. I padded out to the combination living room, dining room, and kitchen area when I had stood under the shower for what seemed to be a half hour, luxuriating in the steam and musk-scented liquid soap and the shampoo I found there. This was heaven. I hadn’t been dirty and smelly by choice.

    My thoughts went back to Las Vegas and why I’d left. I’d been raised in comfort there. Falling under the control of a bouncer at a casino right out of high school, though, had changed my life–made me need to move out of town and beyond his reach. He wasn’t just rough; he had a temper and liked to punch to make his points.

    I saddled up on one of the stools on the living room side of a kitchen island while I was still rubbing my wet hair with a towel. The man was working in the kitchen. Steaks were out on a platter for frying in a skillet he was heating up. I could see that there were baked potatoes in the microwave. My stomach gave a lurch. It had been some time since I’d had a steak dinner.

    He turned and looked at me. For a moment I saw the same look of surprise and what seemed to be both sadness and yearning in his eyes before he went duller, more remote in expression. It wasn’t just his eyes that were hard, I could see him getting harder under the flimsy material of his gym shorts too as he moved along the kitchen counter, cooking with fluid, efficient movements, washing cooking pans and utensils in soapy water in the sink as he moved. Spic and span man. That was him. I thought of the Mr. Clean commercials figure. That was this guy, except that this guy had hair, albeit a close buzz clip, and craggy facial features. Same hunky build, though.

    He set out a cold beer in a bottle for me. Didn’t even ask my age, although I was prepared to show him my driver’s license, if he did, to prove I was old enough. He nursed another one himself, while moving around in his compact kitchen area. As he cooked, he took snatches of looks at me, each time that shocked and sad expression followed by a hardening and distancing.

    We ate in silence. I more like inhaled the food. He got up and fried another steak, and I devoured that one as well.

    “Sorry,” I said afterward. “I’m a pig.”

    “I can see you were hungry. I’ll fry up another one if you want.”

    “No, thanks. I’m not that much of a pig.”

    “You aren’t a pig at all. You are a lovely young man. You are so much like . . . well, you are achingly good looking.”

    “Thanks,” I answered. “You’re a hunk and a half yourself.”

    This was it then, I thought. To the bedroom to earn that $150. But, no, that wasn’t happening–yet.

    “You look worn out too,” he said. “Both my washer and dryer are really slow. You’ll have nothing to wear all night.”

    Here it comes, I thought.

    “Why don’t you go on back to the bedroom I showed you, turn in, and get a good sleep? I’ll set my alarm for six, and we’ll get you to work on time in the morning.”

    “But the $150.”

    “You needed setting back on your feet again. Just something I felt I needed to do. Go on now. I have some paperwork to do. I’ll keep the noise down. Can’t say the same for the tenants in the apartment above us. Should have evicted them a long time ago.”

    * * * *

    He was right about the people overhead. Probably a couple. Both a male and female voice, the female voice very shrill, turning breathy later. A vocal battle raged in their living area for two hours, during which I only got snatches of sleep on the double bed taking up most of the room of the man’s second bedroom. Then, when they moved to their bedroom, bedroom calisthenics, with screeching bedsprings and a headboard rhythmically bouncing against the wall behind my head for another thirty or forty minutes. When there was silence, I went out like a light.

    The man visited me in the darkest of night. I wasn’t surprised that he would. I don’t know how long he’d been cuddled in behind me, naked, his hard cock pressing up the small of my back, embracing me, with a hand encasing my cock, and kissing the back of my neck, before I was awake enough to know he was there. The hand work was sporadic, hesitating, as if he was trying to make up his mind what he wanted to do.

    I was still in a hazy zone when I felt him slipping the briefs I’d worn to bed–his briefs–off my legs.

    When I was fully awake, I just sighed for him and pressed my body back into his, letting him know he could have me. He’d paid for me, he’d treated me real well, and, well, he was a hunk and a half with a big cock that I’d already wondered about taking. It’s not that I was fast or easy. But it also wasn’t as if I hadn’t been fucked before. And I had taken his money for staying the night.

    I had agreed to give him sex before I’d ever gotten into his car.

    Once having been reassured that I’d take him, he started off slow and sensual. Kissing my neck and shoulders and, when I turned my face to him, kissing me tenderly on the lips. His hands glided all over my body, always pausing to give my cock strokes. I felt like I should give him attention, and I did reach back for his cock, but he moved it away from me, signaling that he wanted to work my body. And work it, he did, tenderly and gently, but with a sensuality that had me moaning and sighing and moving my hips. As he kissed and tongued and worked my body with one hand, he loosened the grip on my cock to provide a sleeve for me to fuck his fist. At some point, he’d slathered his hand with lube, and I stroked in the sheath his hand provided until, with a long sigh, I came.

    He moved down my naked body, pressing his hands on my butt cheeks and pulling them apart. I felt his hot breath on my hole, blowing on it, and then his tongue pressing against the rim, breaching the rim, pushing into me deep. I raised my buttocks to him–presenting not only for what he was doing now, but for a good angle for the slide of the cock.

    “Yes, yes,” I murmured. I couldn’t signal any better than this that he could fuck me.

    Kneading my butt cheeks, keeping them pressed apart, the wetness of lube, the pressing of fingers. One . . . two . . . three.

    “Open for me. Open for me, baby,” I heard him murmur. “I’ll be good to you. I don’t want to hurt you.”

    To the extent I could open to that big cock of his, I did. “Yes, yes,” I whispered with a sigh. My hips involuntary raised themselves further and went into a fucking motion. My cock was hard again, the bulb dragging back and forth on the sheet. He encased it again with a hand.

    “Fuck me, fuck me. Give it to me now,” I whined.

    I heard the snap of the condom being rolled onto this cock and adjusted, and I moaned in want for him. “Yes, fuck me,” I murmured again, more eloquent words escaping me in my need for it.

    When he started sliding it into me, I was almost open enough to take him. Almost. He was patient, moving into me at a glacial pace. I kept chanting, “Give it to me. Bury it deep. Give it to me. Giveittome.”

    Fully mounted, he moved slowly inside me, giving me all of it, pulling back, slowly sliding in. He was stretched out above me, but not putting his full weight on me, an arm embracing my chest, his lips in the hollow of my neck, a hand slow stroking my cock.

    Whispering in my ear, “You’re so nice, so tight, so good.” And he seemed to be whispering a name too. Not mine, though, one I couldn’t quite hear. It hit me then that he didn’t know my name–and I didn’t know his. We hadn’t exchanged names. How weird, I briefly thought. But this wasn’t a time for thought. This was a time for pleasure and for building up to that next ejaculation.

    “Faster, harder. Give it to me harder,” I cried out, feeling my sap rising again, but wanting to blow in fury, not romance.

    With a groan and a grunt, he pulled me up fully to my knees, grasped my waist with one strong hand, and buried the other one in the hair at the back of my head and arching me, painfully, back toward him. He was crouching over me, though, set in a stance of power, set to pound my ass, hard and deep, the power of his whole weight going into each thrust. Each thrust causing me to jerk and cry out.

    “Shit! Fuck! Shitshitshit!” I screamed as he pounded me hard. Pounded, pounded, pounded.

    I came again. He pulled out of me, jerked off the condom, and gave me three wads of cum over the small of my back. He immediately climbed down from the bed, muttering, “Sorry. I’m so sorry.”

    He was out of the room before I could say, “Don’t be sorry. I asked for it. I wanted. I loved it.” But I said it anyway.

    * * * *

    He couldn’t look at me in the morning while he was fixing our breakfast–a full country breakfast of eggs, bacon, toast, even a couple of pancakes with butter and syrup. A pint of OJ; a gallon of coffee.

    The most he would say was, “A construction worker needs a good start on the day.”

    Especially one who’d had the stuffing exhaustively fucked out of him the night before, I thought. I wanted to say that I wasn’t a real construction worker, just a gofer for tools and construction material and guys’ lunch boxes. But I could see that each time I said something, he winced. Like he preferred to pretend I wasn’t even there. At least that I couldn’t speak, couldn’t call him out for losing control with me last night.

    He drove me to the construction site in silence. Before I got out of the car, he said, “Your clothes will be ready by the time you finish work. Sorry I didn’t get them folded before we left this morning.”

    Ironed and folded, I’ll bet, I thought. “It’s OK, there are buses back to where you live. I’ll stop in for them.”

    “And I’ll feed you dinner?” It was a question, not a statement. He wasn’t claiming possession or anything.

    “Yeah, sure, that would be great,” I answered as I got out of the car. It could just be dinner and that was all. I’d take him again if he wanted me. I’d be happy to, without money. He already was giving me stuff. His cooking was great–and free. I’d be happy to lie under him again. It just didn’t seem to be what he wanted. Last night had really shut him down. Guess I wasn’t that great after all, I thought.

    I couldn’t figure out what I was supposed to do last night, what would have pleased him. I somehow did something wrong and made him angry during the fuck. I just didn’t know what it was. But it was good for me both ways.

    That day, although the construction foreman made suggestions of getting me alone, I fended them off. I had no idea why I did that. I did, though, stay hard most of the day thinking of the royal fucking I’d gotten the previous night.

    When I got back to the apartment, the man was a bit more relaxed, more open.

    “I went through your things. Most of your stuff is beyond its last leg. And those boots. They’re about to fall apart. What say we go shopping after dinner.”

    “I can’t afford new clothes,” I said.

    “My treat,” he answered. “You need toiletries too. Toothpaste and brush, shaving stuff, soap, deodorant. The works. What you brought was well past its death date.”

    I started to say that I didn’t take handouts like that, but I could see how anxious he was to do it. Then, in the only mention of the previous night, he said, “It’s the least I can do. I was out of line. I shouldn’t have . . . not like that . . .”

    I wanted to tell him that I’d loved it, had begged for it, but I could see that he really didn’t want to talk about it beyond what he said. So, instead, I just agreed to shop after dinner. He looked relieved. I chalked whatever he bought as payment for if he wanted to do me again when we got back from shopping.

    I wanted him to do me again when we got back from shopping. Just like last night would be just fine with me.

    He apparently didn’t want to do me again, though. We got back from shopping very late. He bought me a lot of stuff–but it was practical stuff, not any sexy fuck wear like most daddies would buy their fuck boys when they took them clothes shopping. Or so I’d heard. Certainly not what the casino bouncer bought me in Las Vegas when he took me shopping.

    Most of it was what I could wear to work. The new construction boots were great–and cost him a pretty penny. If he wanted to fuck me when we got home like he’d done the night before, he’d paid the fare. Although, I liked it enough that I couldn’t see charging him.

    “It’s late. You might as well stay the night,” he said when we got home.

    “Yeah, I guess so,” I said, almost licking my chops at the thought of another visitation in the dark of the night.

    I stayed awake most of the night, waiting for him, watching the door to the corridor, with the light from the hallway showing in a large gap at the base of the door. He did come to the door. I snapped awake at seeing the shadow of his feet under the door and hearing the rub of his hand on the other side of the door. I even heard the long sigh and deep groan.

    But he didn’t come in.

    At breakfast, we started off saying nothing about where I was going after work the next day. That question just sat there, heavy, in the air. He was more relaxed, though. Still, there was some sadness about him. We were becoming more comfortable with each other. And for the first time, he told me his name was Sarge and I told him I was Kevin.

    “What brought you to Albuquerque, Kevin? You weren’t raised in that cardboard carton in the alley, were you?”

    “No. A good family. A normal family. Outside Las Vegas. A bad relationship, though. I decided to move on.”

    “Ah,” he said. Before he could ask more, although I didn’t get the impression that he’d worry that wound, I got in a question.

    “Sarge?” I asked. “You were military with a nickname like Sarge?”

    “Yes. Marines.”

    I would have guessed. He was that squared away and put together that well. “Served overseas?”

    “Yes. both Iraq and Afghanistan.”

    “I don’t see any stuff around that’s military. Souvenirs and campaign medals and such.”

    “No, you don’t.”

    I sensed he was closing down on me, so I changed the subject. “About this evening, after work–“

    “I have tickets to a farm team baseball game . . . if you’d like to go.”

    “Yes, I’d like that,” I said, keeping my smile to myself. We were getting comfortable with each other. Maybe he’d get over whatever barrier was being raised between us sex wise. “But the expense.”

    “I’m not a pauper, Kevin. I’m the super of this apartment building. But I also own it. You don’t see me going to work, because I work right here. But I make good money off of this apartment house. Bought it as soon as I left the service. Needed to get away from that.”

    “Ah,” I said. But even that maybe was too much.

    He did sort of a double take, like maybe he’d said too much about leaving the Marines. I didn’t pursue the point. We were getting along so well.

    * * * *

    There was a step back that evening when I came home from work–and then a few more disturbing withdrawals after that.

    I’d gotten a ride back to Sarge’s place on the back of a construction worker’s motorcycle. Sarge must have heard the roar of the muffler, because he was up the stairs and on the sidewalk before I could get off the bike.

    “Never do that. You should never do that,” he cried out.

    Shocked that he would react this way to me being with a construction worker–who was quite hunky and also totally hetero–took me back. It was the first sign of possessiveness. It both disturbed and impressed me.

    “Let’s discuss this inside,” I said to Sarge. I turned to thank Dave for the ride home and to apologize for Sarge’s outburst, and when I turned, Sarge was gone.

    He was sitting in a chair in the living room, seething, wrapping his arms around his chest, and rocking back and forth.

    “There’s nothing between me and that guy, Sarge,” I said when I came in. “It was just a ride home.” Funny that I didn’t trip even a little bit on calling Sarge’s apartment “home.”

    “It’s not the guy,” Sarge said through set teeth. “It’s the ride. Motorcycles are only good for killing people. Don’t do that to me again . . . please. Don’t show up here on a motorcycle again.”

    I could see that it really set him off, so I quickly said that, sure, I would stay off motorcycles. It was yet another sign I was getting that the man had issues, though. I didn’t know how many such issues I could deal with in a fluid situation like this.

    We went to the ball game and had a good time, but there remained something under the surface for both of us–whatever Sarge’s demons were and me not sensing any solid ground here to stand on with him. I wished he’d just fuck me like he did the other night–claim me as his territory. I would have minded less him taking off on me being cuddled behind Dave–who was a real hunk–on a motorcycle than the inexplicable rage at riding a motorcycle. This was the West and I was twenty-two. Loads of twenty-two-year-old men rode motorcycles here.

    When we got back from the game, nothing was said about me leaving and going back to the alley either. I didn’t want to go–at least unless Sarge got stranger–so I didn’t bring it up. And then he made his position on that obvious.

    “If you need transportation, I’ll get you a car,” he said. And then he went to the refrigerator to pull out a beer, handed me one in passing, and planted himself in front of the TV, giving his full attention to a pro baseball game–as if we hadn’t seen enough baseball that day.

    And he came through on a car. When I came home the next day, he had an old, beat-up Civic coup waiting for me. “It’s old, but it runs good,” he said, as he handed me the keys. “It’s gassed up. Let me know when it’s running low and I’ll gas it up again.”

    I knew I could take that as an indication that he wanted me to stay, but that was what happened the next day. By then I was in a tailspin over what happened the previous night, after the trip to the ball field, after I’d gone to bed, leaving a brooding Sarge glued to the TV set and swigging his third beer.

    Sometime after eleven that night, while the couple over head were thumping their headboard against the wall, I heard Sarge’s front door open and then close again. Shortly before midnight, I heard him return. But not just him. I heard voices, men’s voices, both set low, as they passed in the hallway outside my door. The thumping overhead had stopped, but the thumping just behind my headboard, in Sarge’s bedroom, started up. And the sounds of taking and receiving. The sounds of being taken hard and deep, the pistoned, rhythmic pounding of the headboard of Sarge’s bed against the bedroom wall. Impassioned cries in Spanish.

    Miserable and with the draining emotions of having been rejected, I pulled a pillow over my head and fought for sleep–for anything that would end my confusion, frustration, and dejection.

    Nothing was said in the morning while Sarge fixed breakfast. I’d heard the front door open and close–twice–later in the night, so I knew whoever Sarge had brought home had been taken away again in the morning. And nothing was said when I returned from work that day, our attention taken up with the car he provided me.

    It was so confusing. Sarge didn’t want to fuck me, but he still wanted to keep me here. He didn’t mention me leaving. He gave me a car to drive between his apartment and the construction site.

    We went another day in an atmosphere of false normalcy. I bristled and analyzed everything he said, everything he did. I’m sure he was doing the same with me. Increasingly, the apartment, which seemed such a commodious space when I first arrived, began to constrict around me–around us. We were getting in each other’s way as we moved about it, looking at each other when we did, each of us about to say something, but stifling ourselves.

    The next night, the young man Sarge brought home after midnight and fucked–repeatedly during the night–was still there in the morning. When I went to the bathroom–the main one off the hallway rather than the small one off Sarge’s bedroom–the young man was standing at the sink, naked. The room was misted up. He’d just come out of the shower. He was shaving–using my razor and shaving cream–the razor and shaving cream Sarge had bought for me the evening he’d taken me clothes shopping.

    I simply took them out of his hands, glowered at him, and pointed toward the door. I’d meant the door exiting the apartment, but he turned the other way in the hall–back to Sarge’s room, shook his pert little buttocks at me, and entered Sarge’s room. While I performed my own morning hygiene ritual with shaky hands, Sarge was fucking the young man again in his bedroom, the headboard bumping rhythmically against the wall.

    I dressed quickly, just glanced at the kitchen on my way out the door, and couldn’t leave the apartment fast enough. There would be two for breakfast in that kitchen, as usual. But one of them wouldn’t be me.

    When I came home that evening, there was a note from Sarge that he was working on a plumbing issue in an apartment up on the fourth floor. Nothing written about the visitation of the young man.

    I walked into Sarge’s bedroom–the first time I’d ever been in there–to see if the guy perhaps was still there, or if there was evidence that he was moving in. I didn’t find that, but what I did find were framed photographs on Sarge’s nightstand. They all were of two men, a tall, muscular one, and a shorter, younger guy. The tall figure in the photos were Sarge. Sarge in his Marine uniform, Sarge in a tuxedo, Sarge in a Speedo at the beach. The younger man was appropriately dressed in each photo–each photo clearly showing an intimate relationship between the two. Each one had an effect of longing on me, of the two having something together that I wanted with Sarge too.

    But those weren’t the aspects of the photographs that gave me pause. What arrested my attention was that the other figure in the photographs were always the same young man–a young man who was the spitting image of me.

    “The other man in the photograph is Andy, my lover,” Sarge said softly. “The photo with the tuxedos was the day we took vows of commitment. There wasn’t an option of marriage in those days.” I looked up from where I was sitting on the edge of his bed, holding one of the photographs.

    “You have a lover–one who looks like me?”

    “Had a lover, yes. We were together for six years. He’s dead. Died in a motorcycle accident.”

    “Ah,” I said. There didn’t seem to be any more to be said. This went a long way to explain his strangeness.

    Having said that much, though, Sarge seemed to think there was more to be said. “We were in the Marines together. We found each other when we were serving in Afghanistan. We were discovered and sent home. Dishonorable discharge both, despite a chest full of combat medals each. They don’t do that anymore in cases like ours, but they did it then, and there’s no changing that. I do have medals. So did Andy. I can’t and won’t display them, though. We moved here. We were happy. We were committed. I kept my commitment; I’m sure Andy did as well. And then I bought Andy a motorcycle. You are so like him. Too, too much like him . . . I’m so conflicted.”

    “Shush,” I whispered putting a finger up to his lips. His voice faltered and stopped, running out of gas. There were tears in his eyes.

    “You don’t have to say anymore,” I whispered. “Just hold me, kiss me, fuck me.” He already was embracing me in his arms. Then he was kissing me. All that remained was . . .

    “I . . . I can’t hold back. I can’t control myself when I’m with you. I couldn’t with Andy either.”

    “But he wanted it that way, didn’t he?”

    “Yes, I guess so,” Sarge answered, his voice faltering.

    “So do I. As hard, fast, and deep as you can. But the gentle, making love, start to it. Making love to my body until I’m begging for something more intense. And then giving that to me. Drilling me hard and deep. Putting me to the sword, taking no prisoners possession. Losing yourself in wanting me, as you did when you fucked me. That’s one of only two things I have in common with Andy. That and the fact that we look alike. Otherwise I’m not Andy. I’m Kevin. We can start again, just the two of us. Not Sarge and Andy, but Sarge and Kevin. Just don’t hold back from me. Give it all to me. You don’t need to bring anyone else home to hold me up on some sort pedestal. Fuck me hard, punish me, make me totally yours.”

    “But I lose control. I did so the other night more with you than I did with Andy. I can’t control my lust.”

    “I don’t want you to control your lust with me. It shows me your passion. It shows me how deeply you want to do it with me. No one has shown me before how much they wanted me as you did the other night. That was the moment that I realized I loved you.”

    “That you loved me?” he asked, stunned. “That you could love me as I knew almost from the beginning that I loved you?”

    I pulled out the drawer of his nightstand, assuming I’d find what I did there–lube and condoms.

    He took me hard on the bed, harder even than that one night we had together. But, as requested, he romanced me to begin with, made sensual love to my body to where I was beside myself in wanting him inside me and begged him for the fuck. And then the headboard did a mean ratatatat against the wall as he fucked me doggy style again, crouching over my buttocks and holding me at the waist, using the leverage of his feet on the bed and the power shift of his pelvis to thrust hard and deep again and again and again and . . .

    Begging no mercy; receiving no mercy. Both of us lost in want of each other. Him not being able to meld enough with me; me not being able to get him deep enough, thick enough, punishing enough inside me.

    As the military recruitment commercials said: Nobody can do it like a Marine can do it.

    Afterward, lying in each other’s embrace, still panting from the exertion, I thanked him. The air still needed to be cleared, however.

    “Those other young men, the last couple of days. Was it because I remind you so much of Andy, or have I displeased you somehow?”

    “I’ve been a crazy man. Underneath it all, I suppose I was trying to drive you away. I couldn’t send you away, so I needed you to want to leave. I’d had you once–in the form of Andy. I had him, but I ruined his military career through my own lusts, and in the end I killed him. I bought him a motorcycle and urged him to learn to ride it. I even told him the streets weren’t slick enough from rain that morning for him not to ride his motorcycle.”

    “Shush on that,” I whispered. “I think what you did give Andy was more than enough in life from his perspective. You can’t go on blaming yourself.”

    “And sheer frustration from wanting you and thinking I had to stay away from you–while still not letting you go,” Sarge continued. “Sexual frustration, needing sexual release. I think I wore those young men out.”

    “It wore me out just listening from the other side of the wall of you fucking them.” I forced a laugh; he was too emotional to join me.

    We were silent for a few moments. Then I spoke again. “I would like you to wear me out like you did those young men–to fuck me totally and often.”

    “I think I can do that.”

    “I know you can do that.” A pause and then, “I like your bedroom better than mine. Can I move into your bed?”

    “You know you can.”

    “Can I stay here . . . forever?”

    “You’d really want to do that? I’ve got a good twenty-five years on you. You’ll still be young and vigorous when I’m doddering.”

    “Did you plan for Andy to still be here when you were doddering?”

    “Yes, of course. But I’ve grown wiser . . . and more realistic.”

    “Is there something you had with Andy you don’t have with me?”

    “Well, there is an aspect of intimacy, symbols of total commitment. Something understood when we took our commitment vows.”

    “Ah, you mean you barebacked him.”

    A pause and then the answer of, “Yes. For us it made all the difference. The commitment was total. The pleasure was total. The pledge of loyalty was there each time we fucked.”

    “Would you give up those other men for me?”

    “In a flash. I only fucked them because of you.”

    “But you cruised before. You picked me up cruising.”

    “I was looking. And I found you. I didn’t cruise when I was with Andy. I’d found him.”

    A long pause again, and then I rolled over on top of him. “I’m going to ride you now,” I said, “But I’m off work tomorrow. I’d like you to take me somewhere.”

    “Oh, where? You have a car now. You can drive yourself anywhere you want to go.”

    “Yes, but I need you there too. I want you to take me to the free clinic–for both of us to be tested. And when we are both tested as safe, I want you to bring me home and fuck the stuffing out of me–bareback. I promise it will only be you from then on.”

    I was straddling him and riding his cock while I was making another silent vow to him: I also would never get on a motorcycle again.


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