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  • Tea with the Prince

    June 1929, Tokyo, Japan

    I was straining for him to start. I ran my hands down his hard-muscled back from the shoulder blades to his buttocks, pushing his trousers down further on his buttocks and clutching at the orbs, willing him to start the stroking. He was inside me deep and I was panting hard for him.

    He spoke from the hollow of my throat. “I . . . we need a favor of you.”

    A favor? What in the hell was this? He had me on the floor of his hotel room, my legs spread and bent, him lying on top of me between them. My trousers and briefs off, my shirt open to the work of his lips and teeth on my nipples. He was inside me, goddamnit. Why wasn’t he fucking me? Why was he picking a time like this to speak of a favor?

    “Fuck me,” I murmured. “Give me your cum.”

    He continued, as if he didn’t hear me. “A prince, a professor at Tokyo University. We need his permission to get into the private art collection in Kyoto.”

    Private art collection. He was speaking of the homoerotic art he wanted to see during this university study tour to Japan. This whole study tour was probably because he wanted to get into that collection of homoerotic art in Kyoto. That was what Professor Tyndale did on the side himself–sketches of men fucking. And Tyndale was good at it. He had shown me his art that first time, that old “Come up and see my etchings” ploy, and it had aroused me so well that I’d laid down and opened my legs to him then–and whenever he wanted me to since then.

    “Fuck me,” I whined. The professor was old–maybe in his late forties–and gaunt and ugly. But he had a good cock. I wanted his cock now. Not just inside me. Stroking. To pump me deep. To fuck me. to blast me with his cum. To make me come too.

    “He wants me to come to tea with him. To bring a young student with me. A willing young student. He says he likes young blond men.”

    “Please do it; do me now,” I whimpered.

    Tyndale cupped the side of my head, ran his fingers into my blond curls and kissed me on the lips. Coming out of the kiss, he gave me three slow, deep, long strokes. I buried my fingernails in his butt cheeks, arched my back, and, through pants, cried out, “Yes, yes, fuck me!”

    But he held there. “I would be there too. He wants sketches done. Will you do us this favor? The study group needs to see this collection.”

    “Fuck me and I’ll do anything you want.”

    He began to stroke, establishing a steady, deep beat. Lost to him, I arched my back, as his lips went to my nipples, and ran my hand up and down his back from his shoulder blades to his buttocks, digging my claws in at the down thrust. I panted and set my pelvis in motion in a counterthrust, writhing under him, no thoughts in my mind of anything but that staff working my passage.

    He tensed, held, and ejaculated in two bursts, holding for three after spurts, creaming me deep inside as I purred and sighed and ran my fingers up into his hair, pulling his face to mine for a deep kiss.

    Tyndale went up on his knees between my thighs and looked down into my eyes.

    “We meet him at the Meiji Shrine tomorrow at 3:00 and he’ll take us to wherever he wants to perform the tea ceremony,” he said, adding, “You haven’t come yet. Masturbate yourself for me, please. I want to see you come.”

    Dutifully, I encased my own hard cock in my hand and began to stroke it. He slipped his hand under my buttocks, and I felt one, and then two, fingers enter my ass, search for, and finding, the prostate.

    My eyes went to his now-slick cock, slick with his own cum. The best feature of him. It had only gone half flaccid and was thickening again as he watched me masturbate and he fingered my ass. I knew he was going to fuck me again. That knowledge drove my arousal, and minutes later I tensed, arched my back, and shot my load. Immediately, he was lowering his body to mine again, entering me, grabbing my knees in his hands, rowing my legs, moving them back and forth–pushing them wide apart as he thrust in, pulling them together as he drew back.

    In ecstasy, I arched my back, threw my head back, and in a panting voice of total surrender, whispered to the ceiling, “Yes, yes, fuck me,” as the pumping of his cock picked up speed.

    * * * *

    The first indication I had that the man we were meeting was anyone of importance, even though Professor Tyndale had said he was a prince, was when our car was let through in front of the shrine when all others were being kept back. There were three black Duisenberg limousines lined up in front of the Torii–the ceremonial gate–of the shrine, and burly Japanese men in black suits cordoning off the area.

    At the top of the steps up into the first shrine hall stood a small-stature, mousy-looking Japanese man, graying hair, wearing wire-rim eyeglasses and a black, tailored suit, complete with vest and top hat.

    Professor Tyndale leaned over and whispered, “Prince Satsuma,” in my ear.

    It was obvious to me then that the man was of some import because a crowd had gathered behind the imaginary line the black-suited guards had set and were bowing their heads in the prince’s direction. This was a chore for them, because as soon as Tyndale and I stepped out of our car, I became another focus of attention, and those in the crowds were doing what they could to look at me too. I had grown used to the attention in Tokyo, because, with the exception of a contingent of jackbooted Nazi Party Germans roaming the streets of Tokyo during what later proved to be secret pact talks between the Japanese and Germans, blond young men were few and far between in Tokyo in the later years of the 1920s. And it was supposedly good luck to touch blond hair. So, I was getting a lot of furtive attention during this university art class study tour to Japan, the last, we were told what probably would occur in a while, as the flames of war were building in Asia.

    So, this little man was going to fuck me in order for Professor Tyndale to have access to a collection of homoerotic art in Kyoto, I thought. Piece of cake; he was such a runt, I thought. He was all mousy diffidence and refinement as he showed the two of us through the shrine, with his guards clearing the spaces so that we had a private tour. During the tour I had to reassess my impression that he was a weak runt. He led me from space to space with a grip of steel on my arm that belied his looks and his weak, tinny-voice precise English that showed him to be a professor type as well as a prince.

    As we stood in front of a massive reclining Buddha in polished wood, he stood close behind me. With one hand he pointed my attention to the fundoshi–the loin cloth–the statue was wearing and the subtle peeking out at one side of the bulb of a cock. He moved his other hand around my belly and down and was fondling my package. He also was holding me close into his body from behind.

    I look sharply to the side to catch Professor Tyndale’s attention to what was happening, and he just smiled, shrugged slightly, and gave me a furtive palms-down signal. Obviously the permission to view the art collection wasn’t a done deal. There was a checking out of the goods phase. I stood there, dutifully, in front of the Buddha of the Peeking Penis, while the short and wiry Japanese prince felt up my body from my throat to my knees with strong, searching hands. Tyndale and the bodyguards stood, pretending not to be watching, as if nothing untoward was happening.

    Satsuma grunted and turned, and we were making our way back to car park, the prince and Tyndale in front of me. I heard Tyndale lean over and ask, “Satisfactory?” and the prince answer, “Quite satisfactory indeed.”

    * * * *

    We were sitting on eight-inch-deep, silk-covered cushions with a low tea table between us. Professor Tyndale was sitting across from the prince and me, his sketch book and charcoals at his side. The prince was sitting very close beside me.

    In addition to two ceramic tea pots and three cups for tea sitting on the table between us, other objects, one of which had me hyperventilating, were set off to the side. There was a bowl of fragrant oil, a six-inch strand of ivory beads with a tiny eyehook at one end–and a clear-glass knobbly dildo, very definitely a dildo, as it was slightly curved up with a vein on the underside running across the knobs and the head on the end undoubtedly was in the form of a penis bulb.

    Nothing was said about the added implements. The conversation was quite refined, with the prince providing a step-by-step explanation of the tea ceremony. The surroundings were sparse, but richly appointed, the setting definitely Japanese, with shoji screens and niches with Ikebana–flower–arrangements in them. There were few pieces of art on the walls; what was there was homoerotic and was lit. A Roman-like bronze sculpture was in one corner of the room. It was of two torsos, rather than the usual one, armless and legless, accentuating the muscularity of the torsos. The torso in front was in erection, the bronze plate of this hanging low from the bottom of the torso plate. The torso in front was slightly turned so the root of the cock of the one behind could be seen buried in the ass of the one in front.

    Nothing was being hidden about the reality that this was the house of a man who fucked other men and that I was going to be fucked.

    The house itself was a conundrum and screamed of refinement, wealth, and power in Japan. The estate took up a whole block in a bustling downtown area of the city. The grounds were so covered in manicured and landscaped foliage that the house could not be seen from beyond the grounds and the city could barely be heard from the house. The house itself was set on a small man-made hill in the center of the property. The surprise was that the house obviously was the design of the American architect Frank Lloyd Wright. The prince explained that Wright had accepted the commission to design it, the original house having burned down, while he was building the Imperial Hotel in Tokyo, which had been completed six years earlier.

    Once inside, the blending of Japanese tradition and Wright’s style was shown to be perfection.

    After we entered the house, both Professor Tyndale and I were led off to a room walled with shoji screens, floored in tatami matting, and overlooking a walled pocket garden with a small pond surrounded by rocks and foliage. The pond turned out to be a tub of fragrant, steaming water, where we were bathed (and embraced, kissed, and fondled each other) before being dressed in silk yukatas–robes–Tyndale in white, me in a rich red–with only one-material-length fundoshi wrapped and knotted underneath.

    The tea ceremony was long and involved, and my tea came from a separate pot than the one the prince served Tyndale and himself from. It didn’t take me long to figure out why. Almost immediately upon drinking the tea, I began to feel all tingly, warm, weak, and ultra sensitive to the touch all over my body.

    The ceremony over, servants, with well-formed, muscular bodies, and wearing only fundoshis, appeared, heads bowed and not looking at any of us, and turned the tea table so that it was at the opposite side of the prince from me. They took away the tea implements. They left the bowl of fragrant oil, the string of beads, and the glass dildo.

    Tyndale rose and I started to do so as well, assuming he’d take the lead in showing me what I should do. But he motioned me to stay in place, and the prince put an arm around me, in which I again was surprised at the strength of him, and held me in place, pulled close into his side. The servants carried the bolster Tyndale had been sitting on to the far side of the room, and he settled down there with his sketch book and charcoals.

    As pedantic as the prince had been about explaining every aspect of the tea ceremony–other than the drug he was using on me–and as long as the ceremony had taken, I expected a longer phase of getting down to sex. But it didn’t happen that way.

    It started with a kiss on the lips, but while that was happening, the prince was brushing his blue-silk yukata open–only to expose his cock and groin. He already was in erection. With a hand cupping the back of my head, he made my eyes lower as we came out of the kiss to ensure that I saw what he had uncovered. I shivered and gave a little moan. He may be a small man, but there was nothing small about his cock. It wasn’t thick, but it was long, long, long. It was upcurved, in angry erection, accentuated as it was stained red; and it had a thick Prince Albert ring in the bulb.

    Upon being assured I’d seen the cock, which he could have told from my intake of breath, the start of light panting, and my low moans, he grasped my left hand and pulled it around, nudging me to take the cock in my hand, which I did. Directing me only by movement, not by spoken command, he signaled that my fist should be open and loose, so that he could stroke his cock in the fist, which he started to do.

    The fingers of the hand he had at the back of my head–his left–were buried in my blond curls, gripped my hair, and pulled my head cruelly back. With his right hand, he brushed my yukata open at my breast, and he possessed my left nipple with his mouth and teeth. His right hand then brushed my yukata open at my crotch and, with one deft pull at the knot of the fundoshi, he stripped that away and took my cock in his hand. His hand was slathered in oil, and I realized that he must have dipped it in the bowl of warm oil on the tea table. After slick-stroking my cock for a minute or more, he dipped his hand in the oil again and slathered it over my balls, letting it drizzle down between my crack, my pelvis rolled-up, and entering my ass with oiled fingers

    I lay, trapped in his strong embrace, breathing heavily, all of my senses, sexually energized but feeling physically weak from the drug he’d given me, pinging on what his hands, lips, and teeth were doing to my body.

    “Fuck me, fuck me please,” I softly whimpered.

    He made me come with his hand stroking my cock. Across the room, Professor Tyndale was sketching like crazy, tearing one sheet off when he was done, and moving on to the next, capturing each change of position initiated and controlled by the prince.

    The prince moved into the next major change, turning me to face him more, with my groin totally exposed down and under to my hole, with my pelvis rolled up, my weight on the small of my back. My left leg was bent, the sole of that foot buried in the tatami matting. My right leg was raised straight up his chest, my ankle hooked on the back of the prince’s neck. We were still mostly covered, with only his crotch, his pubic bush hair; a darker black than the grayer hair on his head, and his angry, long, upcurved cock still in hard erection, exposed. My left pec, with its puckered nipple, and my crotch area were exposed.

    I watched, mewing softly, past the unavoidable screaming erection on the man, to the tea table, where he was spinning the head of the glass dildo in the bowl of oil. I watched in fear, and arousing anticipation, as he slowly brought the dildo out of the bowl, moved it to my hole, slowly penetrated me with it, and fucked me. At first in a slow stroke seeking out every surface inside me and then hard and vigorously until, me straining against an embrace I couldn’t escape, I gave him another ejaculation.

    I was still trying to bring my pulse under control from that when I was forced to watch him pick up the string of ivory beads, dip them in the oil, and attach them to the ring in the bulb of his cock. With no further preparation and certainly no explanation and no time for me to try to relax to it, the prince turned his pelvis toward mine; dipped his hips; came back up with his beads-enhanced cock head, deftly targeting my entrance; and plunged up inside me. The dildo had opened me up to where I easily took the girth of him, but my eyes popped open from the effect of how deep he could get up into me.

    I cried out and tried to writhe out from under him, but he was too strong for me. One hand was arching my head back with a grip in my head hair. The other was gripping my left thigh and holding my leg out. His cock, the beads aswirl, was pumping my passage hard and deep.

    Tyndale was busily sketching on his pad. I knew that the resulting sketches would become part of the prince’s homoerotic art collection–and maybe find their way eventually into the Kyoto collection that Tyndale was so hot on seeing.

    I didn’t really care at that point. The little Jap was giving me the fuck of my life.

    He moved me to the position of kneeling over the bolster, my elbows on the tatami matting on the other side of the bolster. My yukata was pulled up and gathered around my waist. The prince was naked, except for his glasses, his body wiry and thin, but his muscles hard, and his small size accentuating the angry length of his cock, the beads drooping down to the tatami. Kneeling at an angle behind me to give Tyndale a shot of my buttocks and erection and drooping balls between my spread thighs, the prince leaned over and ate out my ass, distended and squeezed my balls, and milked my cock through my legs. He mounted my ass and finished me off in a good ten minutes of stroking and swirling the ivory beads inside me.

    He left us then, Tyndale finishing up his sketches and me laying in a heap, belly over the bolster, and moaning and purring having been finished royally–in more ways than one.

    When a servant came to usher the professor out of the room, I started to rise, having difficulty doing so because of how deeply I felt the prince still inside me in the form of my rippling passage walls and his cum seemly in my stomach. But Tyndale signaled me to remain.

    “You are staying here until we return from Kyoto,” he said. “You are to help the prince in a project of his own.”

    If his project included more of his cock work inside me, that didn’t bother me a bit, I thought. But then I looked up to watch Tyndale being escorted out of the room, I saw, entering the room, one of the jackbooted German Nazi generals who had been roaming around Tokyo. He had a big smile on his face, he was lightly slapping his leg with a riding crop, and he was unbuttoning his brown uniform shirt.

    * * * *

    December 9, 1937, Nanking, China

    I moved the pillow from underneath the small of my back and placed it under the other pillows behind my head. After reaching for the cigarettes and lighting up, I looked down the line of my naked body, my legs still spread and bent, and watched the German colonel dress in the black uniform of the Nazi Party. This was the first time I’d seen Heinrich Krentz dressed thusly. He’d told me that it was for expediency. The less-dressy khaki uniform of the Chinese Nationalist Army that he had been wearing as a secret German adviser to Chiang Kai-shek’s Chinese Nationalist military was folded into a suitcase set on a nearby chair.

    “Do you really have to go, Heinrich?” I asked. “Is it really not safe here?”

    “The Generalissimo left two days ago. The Japanese 10th Army is closing in on the city on two sides. I haven’t been released by Berlin as adjunct to the Chinese yet. I must follow them to Chungking. You should come as well, Wilhelm. I can guarantee your transport.”

    “Can I leave on the 15th?” I asked “The university is being packed out to go to Chungking. I have students I’m responsible for.”

    “That might work. But not much longer after that–especially for your Chinese students. The reports say that the Japanese march from Shanghai has been brutal. No prisoners taken; no one left alive along the track.”

    “Surely that’s just propaganda.”

    “I wouldn’t count on that. In fact, I think you should leave with me today.”

    “I have responsibilities. But I’ll miss you until I can catch up with you in Chungking,” I said.

    And the strange thing was that I would miss him. He was my third lover–no, master–in the eight years since I’d been forcibly taken back to Germany from Tokyo after Prince Satsuma had given me to the Nazi generals who had ravished me mercilessly. I had been beaten so much into submission that I raised no objection when I was hustled back to Berlin with them–I had come to accept and then to seek the rough sex. In time, I’d been given more freedom by the general who controlled me and even permitted to go to the university in Heidelberg to complete my art degrees.

    When Heinrich brought me out to China with him on his adviser tour, I was given a professor position at the University of Nanking, and we lived together as partners. I’d almost completely forgotten that I was once an American with free reign of my life. I even was more used to my German name, Wilhelm, now than the name I’d been given, William. And the Toliver surname never was used anymore. I was documented as Wilhelm Krentz, Heinrich’s son. For social purposes the father and son relationship was established. Only a few of the Chinese servants knew I slept in Heinrich’s bedroom, under him or that sometimes he lashed me to a pillar, flogged me, and then fucked me still tied to the pillar.

    We were believable as father and son, I suppose, if you considered that Heinrich had been quite young when I was born. We were both Teutonic blonds, qualified for the master race. And qualified in more ways than hair color too. Both of us were blue-eyed and of strong, handsome features. Our body styles were different–his tall, solid, muscular, hung, and mine more lithe and trim and on the shorter side, but we were similar enough for me just to be considered to favor my mother more than my father.

    That he was muscular, hung, virile, and vigorous was enough to keep me satisfied with the third German Nazi Party member who had virtually owned me for the last eight years. At twenty-seven, I was lucky to have a god of a man of forty-four, like Heinrich, serving as my protector and master.

    His manner changed when I said I’d miss him. In some ways I was more master of him than he of me. I could arouse him quickly, and as I lay there, naked, reaching for my half-hard cock, and giving him a “come hither” look, I could see his resolve on leaving me melt. He had fucked me twice after we had awakened that morning–more times the previous night–as if he couldn’t pull away from me and leave me here in Nanking.

    “Do you really have to leave right now? You don’t have another half hour?” I asked.

    When his trousers hit the floor, I saw that he already was in erection. I barely had time to snuff out my cigarette in the ashtray on the nightstand before he was upon me, turning me, coaxing me up on my knees at the end of the bed.

    “Yes!” I cried out as he entered me strong and deep from the rear, grabbed the hair on the back of my head, arching my torso up toward his face. He fucked me hard and brutally, as all of the Germans had.

    Just like the Japanese marching on Nanking from Shanghai–taking no prisoners.

    * * * *

    December 13, 1937, Nanking, China

    “Professor Krentz? Wilhelm Krentz?”

    “Yes,” I answered, standing at the door, maintaining a position between me and the students in the art studio who were packing up art supplies. A Japanese officer, backed up by several soldiers, all with rifles drawn with bayonets attached to them. There had been sounds of gunshots and screaming as the Japanese soldiers had spread out across the university campus, having easily broken through the city defenses, such as they were, that morning. The government and most of the Nationalist army had already drawn off into the interior of the country.

    “You are Wilhelm Krentz, German citizen?” the Japanese officer asked again.

    “Yes,” I answered, not really lying anymore, I suppose, as I had been in German hands for the last eight years and no American had come looking for me. I handed over the papers that Heinrich had made sure I had documenting me as a German with German government and Nazi Party connections.

    I’d asked Heinrich before he left why he was so adamant that I have these papers.

    “If the Japanese see these before they shoot you, you should be safe–if you don’t leave Nanking in time. The Chinese don’t know, but Germany–the Nazi Party–has a secret pact with the Japanese. We’re allies. Our leaders in Berlin just want to be seen backing both horses in this war until we can see who will win.”

    I obviously hadn’t left Nanking in time.

    “Yes, these papers are in order. Come with me, please.”

    “My students. I have a responsibility for my students,” I said. But soldiers had already stepped forward, taken me in hand, and were dragging me down the hall. Other soldiers entered the art studio. I was only half way down the stairs when I heard the shots and screaming, the screaming quickly cut off. I nearly collapsed on the stairs, screaming myself in despair, anger, and frustration, but strong hands carried me out of the building and loaded me onto the back of a canvas-covered truck.

    I was taken into the foreign quarter, which was nearly deserted, except for the scurrying about of Chinese civilians, most being pursued by Japanese soldiers–and most being run down and dispatched within my sight until I pulled back from the back of the truck and also in my hearing, which I couldn’t deaden and was forever after haunted by.

    The truck stopped at a stone villa, built in the Western style, and, dejected and my wits dulled, I was taken up the stairs and to a dining room. The table had been pulled to the wall and a low table supporting a Japanese tea set was in its place. Cushions were spread on the other side of the table, and at one side of these sat an elderly Japanese man in a blue, billowy silk yukata. He lifted his head and I sucked in air. It was Prince Satsuma. He was grayer now, in his early sixties, but he still was trim and his back was ramrod straight. He was nearly bald.

    “Come, take tea with me, William,” he said simply, gesturing to the cushion beside him, as the Japanese soldiers who had brought me here melted out of the room. “Please take off your clothes and put that yukata on before you sit by me,” he said.

    “How . . . why . . . ?” I stammered.

    “It doesn’t matter. It only matters that I found you in time and that you are safe with me. Come over to me. We’ll take some tea and then I will be inside you again. I’ve often thought of you, the sweetness and yielding nature of you. I have a room back in Tokyo lined with drawings of you being taken by me and other men. Very sweet and invigorating. They had helped keep me young–my chinko hard and vigorous. You’ll be interested to know I still can fill and seed you.”

    And he could. Resigned to giving him what he wanted, I sat by him, brushed the folds open at his groin, and found him still capable of an erection and with the Prince Albert ring in the head of his cock. As he rolled over on top of me, I brushed my yukata open, bent and spread my legs, rolled my pelvis up, and took him deep inside me.

    We stayed in the villa–in hiding it seemed–as the city died around us. Satsuma never left the villa in the five weeks we were there. He wore a general’s military uniform but I could see no invasion or occupation force that he commanded and later could testify he was at the Rape of Nanking but couldn’t attest to him having had any part in it–quite the contrary. He rarely was anywhere but on top of and inside me. I could hardly say at a military inquest that he was that close to me all of the time, though.

    After five weeks of looting and raping across the city, the pillage seemed to die down. There really was no one left to rape or rob. Only then did he say, “I think it’s safe for us to leave now.”

    We did, in a staff car, taking us all the way back to Shanghai and then by ship to Japan. In Japan, after enjoying my body for two more weeks in the room he told me about where sketches of me being fucked were hung, he had me driven to the American embassy and repatriated to my home country.

    After what I’d seen and heard in Nanking, there was really only one thing I could do from there.

    * * * *

    September 15, 1945, Tokyo, Japan

    I sat, ramrod straight, in the passenger seat of the jeep, while the soldiers jumped out of the canvas-covered truck behind me, pulled open the leaning gates of the park-like block in the middle of the bombed out Japanese capital, and then fanned out over the grounds, avoiding the cavernous holes dug out by Allied bombs.

    My driver drove me up the winding road that had once trailed artfully through landscaped gardens, gardens that now were both overgrown and beaten down by bombs. I took in my breath and nearly teared up as we got within view of the palace that had once been a breathtaking Frank Lloyd Wright creation. Only one wing stood now, the central part of the building having taken a direct hit from an Allied bomb.

    As I got out of the jeep and motioned a couple of the soldiers to come with me, the irony didn’t escape me that I now was doing what had been done to and for me back in Nanking eight years previously. I had come for a prince, to escort him safely through a city in turmoil.

    We entered the building and I felt I knew the place. Indeed, I had been held prisoner in this wing for weeks as the German generals were given free rein in ravishing my body to their brutal needs and desires. Halfway down the corridor I brought the escort to a halt and spent a few minutes in the room where, sixteen years earlier, I had repeatedly been hung from an overhead beam and flogged and imprisoned in stocks and fucked. The prince had occasionally taken me as well, but he had me taken to more comfortable quarters to fuck me, and his attentions were almost soothing and love-like in contrast to the German generals he was trying to impress by gifting me to their sexual pleasures. I, of course, had never heard from or about Professor Tyndale again. For all I knew he was still roaming the private collection of homoerotic he had sold me to access.

    My thoughts were conflicted. I could do an ineffectual search and let the prince go uncaptured. He had saved me in Nanking. But would that be doing him any favors? I doubted he would be the focus of military trials. He quite possibly would be examined and then let free. But perhaps he should be put on trial for having given me to the Germans in the first place. I never revealed how I had gotten from Tokyo to Germany and then back to China.

    Prince Satsuma was right where I assumed I would find him. He had described his “William” room to me well enough in Nanking that I could walk directly to it. He was sitting on cushions behind a tea table in the center of the room.

    I stopped the accompanying soldiers just outside the door, as a lieutenant announced, “Major William Toliver, of U.S. Army Intelligence”–a position I had risen too based on my facility with German and personal knowledge, which was put to good use, of the hierarchy in the Nazi Party. After that introduction, I told my escort they could go back to the jeep, that we would be out in a few minutes. I had spied something that settled my quandary on what to do here.

    “You’re looking divine, William,” Satsuma said in a crackly voice. “The uniform becomes you, although I always preferred you naked.”

    “I’ve come to take you back to our headquarters, prince. I have no idea whether you will be kept or for how long. But you must understand that there will have to be an investigation of your wartime activities.”

    “I understand,” he said. He sounded so tired–and old. And he suddenly, at seventy-two was, in fact, at-the-end-of-his-rope old. Despite how he had used me, I found I no longer felt any bitterness toward him. He also had saved me in Nanking and, most important, hadn’t, as far as I could see, had anything to do with the Japanese carnage there.

    “Do you understand, completely?” I asked. “You were in Nanking, as a general. It’s a matter of record. If you go with me, I will do what I can to separate you from what happened there, but you were there, so the questioning will be difficult.”

    “I do understand. But I don’t think it will matter. Not unless your justice is swift. Come, can you come sit by me one last time and take tea with me?”

    “We don’t have much time,” I said.

    “No, there isn’t much time,” he said. “But, please, one last time.”

    I went over and went down, cross-legged on the cushion beside him. There were two tea pots and he poured our tea from separate pots. That there were two tea pots and that he served us separately made all the difference in what I would do here. He was taking the responsibility and decision out of my hands. We drank.

    In the silence that followed, I could hear him sniff back a tear. “If only . . . one more time.”

    I reached into the folds of his yukata. As old as he was, he still could achieve an erection. As he softly moaned and sighed, I stroked him to a dribbling ejaculation that didn’t take long to accomplish. As he came, though, he coughed, sighed, slowly collapsed back onto the cushions, and expired.

    I knew I’d have to make sure the tea in the two pots was carefully preserved and analyzed–and I would have to ensure that I expressed surprise at what had transpired here.


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  • Paintball Captive

    CHAPTER 1

    How could I be so stupid? Things got a bit heated before the match and the other teams captain suggested I put my money where my mouth is…We ended up putting our paintball guns on the line. When our team lost, I was forced to give up my beautiful $300 Tipmann 2000.  I’ve never felt so defeated in my entire life..

    All my teammates had left, eager to put this humiliating loss behind them…while the other team celebrated and recounted their glorious victory. They would be playing in the championship next week. I wonder if their captain will use my gun? I took my time leaving the park, hoping against hope,that he would come over to me, ask if I learned my lesson, and then give me my gun back.

    He waited until I was in my car. He came jogging over.  About time, I thought to myself.

    “Hey, Sam, right? He said as he reached my car door.

    “Yeah”

    “I’m Eli”, he held out his hand for a handshake. “I don’t believe we ever formally introduced ourselves”

    Reluctantly, I met his hand with my own. He was much bigger than me, and the handshake only reminded me of that. “You guys played great today, best of luck next week”, I said trying to be nice.

    “Thanks man, and look, I’m sorry about your gun. I didn’t think you would actually agree to that bet.”

    “Ah well it is what it is”.

    “You played great out there today, you know that? You small guys are a pain in the ass out there. It seemed to my guys that your team let you down more than anything.”

    What is this? Why is he trying to flatter me? Maybe he’s trying to poach me from my team for the next season. “Hey, the better team won. We definitely weren’t prepared enough for that ass beating.”

    “Look, the parks closing, but my friend Dan over there has some land we practice on about 20 minutes away. Once we get our Adrenalin going, we can’t just stop playing, you know what I mean? But you’re welcome to follow us back, we can get a better feel for you, maybe you can play with us next season.”

    There it was, I knew it. Well I guess this is kind of flattering. And it would be nice to play on a better team. This wasn’t a bad opportunity at least. And damn I still really want my gun back.  

    “Yeah, yeah ok. I’ll need a gun though, right now I find myself without one.”

    Eli smiled at that, “Well I suppose you can have yours back when we get there.

    YESSSS. “Awesome, thanks alot man,I really appreciate it. “

    “Aye no worries. We better take off, only a few more hours of sunlight left”

    “Ok let’s do it”

    We pulled up to Dan’s house. A small, secluded house out in the country. It was perfect for practicing paintball. Only 3 other members of Eli’s squad came, which was nice. I didn’t really wan to be introduced to a dozen people all at once. I put my car in park and popped out of my car, anxiously waiting to get my gun back. 

    Eli and his 3 teammates got out of his car. They all grabbed their bags of paintball accessories from his trunk. “We have a small setup around back”, he said while motioning for me to follow him. The other 3 guys seemed friendly enough.They didn’t act cocky or act at all like their team just humiliated me.

    Dan’s homemade shooting range was an impressive sight. All the guys started setting up their guns, and finally Eli pulled my gun out of his bag. He held it up, marveling at it.

    “Alright, Sam. As much as I want to just give you your gun back, it has been pointed out to me that there’s no fun in that. Rather, we’ve decided to play one last game.

    “Okay? What’s the game?” Where the fuck is he going with this?

    “We call it ‘Captive’. It’s a game that us four play every once in awhile. It’s usually 3 vs 1, but now it will be 4 v 1. You will be the one. You’re goal is to return to this spot here, or take all of us out before we take you out.”

    “Okayyy, well where do I start?” I kne it was a slim to no chance of winning type of game, but if this is my only chance of getting my gun back, so be it.

    “About a mile back in those woods. Dan will drive you down on his quad. He’ll drop you off and then the game begins.”

    “Alright, well lets get to it then.”

    “There is one catch in this game. If the enemy shoots you, you become their captive.”

    What the fuck does he mean by that?  “Wha…what do you mean? Captive?”

    “Yep, captive. Last time we played AJ was the captive”, Eli said while smacking AJ is the ass.

    AJ spoke up, “its an exhilarating experience in truth.

    Dan followed, “We’ve all done it, no one has won yet. Maybe you’ll be the first

    Eric was next, “and best part is Eli will give you your gun back, win or lose”

    I was in shock trying to process all this. I finally manged to say, “So you guys are gay?”

    They all kinda chuckled. “Well we like to mix things up every once in awhile”, Eli said. “I take it, you’ve never done anything like this before?

    “Well yeah. I’m not gay.”

    “Hey, neither are we. And no one will ever know about this. So do you accept or not?

    I thought about it for a long while before finally saying, “You fags are looking at the first ever Captive winner. Give me my gun, let’s do this.”

    Smiles formed on the faces of all four guys. Eli handed me my gun. “We’ll remember that remark.”

    I put on my gear, and jumped on the quad with Dan. There was a smooth trail through the woods, and Dan must have been going 40mph down it. I was trying to act tough, but I was a bit scared at how fast we were going. I held onto Dan harder than I wanted to. 

    Dan finally came to a stop. “Alright you start here. You can stray sideways as far as you want, but if you think you’re lost, just remember to follow the sun. That’ll lead you back to the house.”

    I had butterflies in my stomach. “Ok”, is all i managed to say. And with that he took off flying back down the trail on his quad. I wonder if I should try to go for a straight shot back to the house or if I should try to come in from the side. No matter which way I go I’m bound to come across one of them. From there, the others will hear our guns firing and they’ll all be on me in minutes. My best bet is rushing the middle HARD. Takeout the opponent and keep pushing straight forward as fast as I can. Maybe I can break through their wall before they even know what hit them.

    I started sprinting as fast as I could back down the trail. They would never expect it. I became winded after a few hundred feet. I should have paced myself better. No matter, It won’t hurt to walk quietly for a bit and survey the land in front of me.  Christ, they could just be lurking behind any tree,rock, or bush. This was stupid. All for a gun. What was I thinking? What would they do to me? They were bigger than me, they could just manhandle me completely if I lose.

    I saw something about 100 feet in front of me lurking in the woods. I dropped to the ground. Yes, it was one of them. He was moving from tree to tree, completely unaware that I was here, watching him. There were too many branches and bushes in the way, so I couldn’t make a shot. I don’t want to attract the others anyways. This was my chance. I could just sneak passed them.

     POP POP POP POP POP

    FUCK! Someone was in front of me. Paintballs hit against the ground next to me. So much for staying on the trail. I rolled down through some bushes to gain immediate cover. The other enemy was now running over my way too. Fucking hell, they’re all going to be on me in no time. I had to go backwards and fast.

    I started running as fast as I could while crouching and shooting my gun aimlessly over my shoulder.  I heard more paintballs explode around me.  I wasn’t done yet though. I was able to find some cover behind a boulder. This was as good a spot as any to have a standoff. I popped my head up behind the rock and fired some shots off while trying to pinpoint where my enemies were exactly. I saw 2 of them. They stationed themselves directly in front of me, each hiding behind there own tree. 

    The next time I went up to shoot I was able to hit one of the trees, almost getting an opponent in the face. But that wasn’t any better than what they were doing to me. I needed to leave this spot. This was a losing situation.  I’d go up and shoot once more, then take off running. Maybe I could get back to the trail and just flat out race my way back to victory.

    I went up to shoot and surprisingly there was no return fire. Shit, that’s not good. They moved and I missed it. Well now I have to move. I sprinted back towards the trail and made it there without hearing any shots. I started running as fast as I could. Then I saw him. Perched on one knee behind a fallen tree. The shots hit me before I raised my gun. Square in my chest from only 10 feet away.  I had lost. 

    “GOT HIM BOYS!!” shouted AJ. “WOO!! Get down on your stomach. Spread your arms and legs.” I did as I was told. AJ took my gun from me.”Don’t worry, you’ll get your precious gun back when we’re done with you.”

    The others arrived in less than a minute.They congratulated themselves. Yet another victory for Eli and his squad… 

    Eli walked over and knelt beside me, “and so it begins.”

    Dan put his foot on my back to keep me in place while someone ripped my shoes off. Then they pulled my pants off. I was getting hard. I don’t know what to expect. My heart was racing. Someone was squeezing my ass checks. Then they grabbed my boxers and just tore them to shreds. Someones wet hand was rubbing between my cheeks, against my anus and down to the back of my balls.  It felt…amazing.

    They flipped me over onto my back now, exposing my rock hard erection.They got a kick out of that, but said that I needed to satisfy them before I’m allowed to get off. They took off my shirts rendering me completely nude..in the middle of the woods. My god, I was enjoying it.

    Eric got in front of me. “On your knees”, he said. I did as I was told, all too aware of my bouncing erection every time I moved. But then I realized what Eric was doing, and suddenly there was a giant hard cock inches in front of my face. “You might as well get used to it now” 

    I stared at his cock, unsure of what to do. “Jesus, it ain’t gunna suck itself”, he exclaimed. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled my head to his cock. I didn’t open my mouth so it just brushed against my lips and cheek.  It was sooo hot. “Come on, you can do it” He assured me, oddly friendly sounding. 

    He pulled my head to his cock again and this time I found my mouth opened for me. From there he took control, holding my head still while thrusting himself down my throat. It tasted strange, but a good hot type of strange. My tongue seemed to have a mind of it’s own. It was caressing his cock as it slid in and out. Then I felt my hand stroking myself. I was uncomfortably hard. 

    One of them saw me pleasuring myself though, and he held my arms behind my back. I was just a toy for them. And I was absolutely loving it. I liked that they were having fun with me, that I could make them horny, that I could please them.  

    Eric stopped face fucking me and I was able to breath normally again. “I don’t want to finish with you just yet, consider that a warmup”, he said, stuffing his beautiful wet cock back into his pants.

    Eli threw me a duffle bag. “We’re heading back to the house. You’ll be carrying our gear and your clothes in there.”

    I started to say alright but Eli cut me off. “Hey. You don’t talk anymore unless you are asked a question. Is that understood?”

    “Yes”, I said timidly

    “Yes, what?

    “Yes Sir”, I said slightly less timidly.

    “Good, now gather up our things.”

    The walk back was exhausting. It was hard to keep up with them. But I managed. They were in jolly spirits, joking and laughing while I trailed a few feet behind.  Eli dropped back to talk to me.

    “That looked like some good head you gave Eric back there. Did you enjoy it?

    I was almost constantly blushing at this point, “Yes, I think I did actually”

    He looked down at my boner. “It certainly looks like you’re having a good time.” He grabbed a hold of my dick. My knees almost buckled at how good it felt for my boner to have some attention. But that was all he did. He just held it, making me painfully hard.

    “Open your mouth.” He said. I obeyed and he put his fingers in my mouth.”Suck on them”, he commanded. I obeyed again,sucking and moving my tounge around his fingers. What he did next I did not expect.

    His wet hand went straight to my asshole. This time my knees did buckle and I almost fell over. “Keep walking”, he ordered. His finger rubbed against my asshole gently, it was pure bliss. Then I felt him apply pressure and the tip of his finger popped inside of me. We just kept walking like nothing was happening. After awhile of gentle touches and movements, he had his whole finger inside of me. He wiggled it around. I could barely stand, let alone continue on walking, yet somehow I carried on.

    Then he suddenly and quickly pulled his finger out of me, and I let out a moan-like noise that I didn’t know I was capable of making. I fell to my hands and knees, breathing hard. I looked up to see all the guys were in complete amusement of my utter humiliation.

  • Eighteenth Birthday

    I don’t mind telling you that I was excited. It was my eighteenth birthday and my first trip to an adult movie theater. When I moved across the lobby and walked into the darkened theater the smell had been overwhelming. The pungent aroma of sex was thick in the air. The room reeked of the quasi-chlorine smell of cum, cigarettes, sweat and the pungent ammonia smell of piss. 

    As my eyes adjusted to the dark, I crept down the aisle like a thief in the night and grabbed a seat.   

    I was awestruck by what I saw on the screen. Like any teenager, I’d seen my share of nudie magazines. But pictures in magazines couldn’t compare with naked girls on the big screen. It took my mind over fifteen minutes to adjust to the orgy on the screen…one big breasted blonde and two big dicked guys.  

    When I finally looked around there were maybe a dozen guys scattered around the theater and it was no surprise that they were all male. 

    I was looking at a guy that I thought was alone when suddenly a guy sat up in the seat next to him. He’d had his face in the other guy’s lap and it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why. It made me wonder how many of the other guys that appeared alone weren’t.  

    He came down the aisle from behind me so I didn’t see what he looked like. When he sat down next to me it was so quick that all I saw was that he was shorter than my six foot one. Out of the corner of my eye I guessed that he was thirtyish but it was too dark to see more. 

    Paying no attention to me the stranger unzipped his pants and took out his cock. To me it looked huge but with my lack of experience I wasn’t any judge. 

    Just when I thought things couldn’t get any weirder the stranger casually took my hand and put it in his lap. Reflexively I closed my fingers around his male hardness. I’d never touched another man’s cock before so I was stunned by the heat. And how could something be so hard and so soft at the same. 

    As my fingers moved up and down his length I was like a kid with a new toy. He didn’t seem to mind so while I stroked and played with it I kinda turned sideways in my seat so I could see it a little better. But it was too dark for me to see much.
     
    Eventually he closed his hand over mine, clamping both over his swollen cock. Then with both our hands still clamped to his dick, he stood and started up the aisle…and out the door…and into the first vacant private room that we came to. On the way people sure were staring at us. But somehow to me it seemed natural to be walking up the aisle holding another man’s cock. 

    Locking the door behind us, the anonymous stranger led me over to the couch and pushed me down on my knees in front of it. 

    Without waiting to be told I finished opening his pants, pulled them down to his thighs and let them fall on down to his ankles. 

    When he sat down and I pushed his thighs apart it was finally light enough for me to examine his dick. .At first I only held it in my hand for what seemed like an hour but in reality was only a couple of minutes while I looked at it.  To me it still looked huge but it was only about six inches with a dark head that when the foreskin was pulled back was more or less the same size as the shaft.  

    Then I did something that I’d wanted to do as long as I could remember. I opened my mouth and slipped it over the head of his dick. When I closed my lips around his hard shaft he moaned, “Uuuuuuuummmm.” 

    At first I just held it, savoring the velvety feel of his flesh and its salty taste. 

    Never having ever gotten or given a blowjob before I feel back on what I’d read on the inter-net for guidance. Tightening my lips I slowly moved my mouth up and down on his shaft. I would almost giggle on the down stroke when my nose and lips were pressed into his curly pubic hair. 

    Growing more confident I moved my mouth faster. His, “uuuum yes,” told me that I was doing the right thing. 

    A novice that knew no fancy tricks, I more or less just jacked him off with my mouth. .Not knowing what it meant, when he tensed up I just kept bobbing faster. I knew at some point that I was going to make him cum. But I hadn’t considered that it would be in my mouth or what I would do with his cum if he did. 

    The stranger took these decisions out of my hands. He let out an, “Ohmigod,” and suddenly my mouth was full of a slimy hot liquid. The stranger was holding the back of my head and keeping my mouth plugged with his dick so the liquid had no place to go but down…down my throat. The salty and slightly acetic taste burned a little as it spewed across my tongue and down my throat. But it wasn’t exactly a distasteful burn. Actually I kinda liked the taste. 

    Spent, the stranger rustled my hair, leaned back on the couch with his legs spread and let me admire and worship his semi-flaccid cock and savor the taste of my reward in my mouth.  

    Eventually he stood up and fixed his clothes and then exited the room leaving me still kneeling by the couch thinking about what had just happened to me. 

    When the stranger left, he left the door ajar. Unknown to me an invitation to anyone who chose to come in. he was average looking. Five nineish, brown hair, Levis and cowboys jersey.  Locking the door behind him, he came over to the couch where I was still kneeling. Silently he sat down in front of me.

    My face nuzzled between his thighs, then I quickly unzipped his Levis and as he raised his hips off the couch, pulled them down to his ankles. A sigh crept from my lips as I starred at his erection.  Then pushing his knees apart I lowered my face to his lap and for the second time in my life took another man’s cock in my mouth.

    I started bobbing up and down as I sucked his cock, causing him to started quivering all over. He was so excited that he started bucking his hips up off the couch, forcing his cock in and out of my mouth. Fucking my mouth as I sucked him. 

    The utter pleasure was awesome. I loved it. I had my oldest sexual desire being fulfilled by an anonymous stranger. As I continued sucking I felt his release getting closer. He moaned, “I’m cumming, I’m cumming” as he blew his load in my mouth.

    Something I’d never get use too. Once finished with my mouth, the speed with which they could pull up their pants and flee.

    Obviously the first time I put another man’s cock in my mouth I loved it. And when he cummed in my mouth even though it was a surprise, I loved that too. Feeling his cock pulsing and his warm cum filling my mouth was a complete turn on and reward for a blowjob well done. 

    The end…


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  • the milking barn

    It was a day like any other as a willing gay sex slave I had been one for 20 years my original master kept me for a few years trained me hard & stretched my hole until one day I was told I was ready to be a swap meet bitch I looked at my master in shock he through some street clothes on the floor & told me I had five minutes to decide the rest of my life.

    I could put the street clothes on & leave or stay & be a gay sex slave slut past from one owner to the next for the rest of my life until I start to look old then I’ll become a gimp.

    I stayed master came back he laughed at me as he slammed the door shut he then gassed me the next thing I new I was in a different house master had given me away ten owners later  & many years of cum drinking & major ass stretching i was beginning to show my age alot of the time i was made to wear a gimp mask & I heard them talk about putting me in the milking barn then i had to were the gimp mask all the time one morning I was taken away & told I was going to the milkbarn to be milked for the rest of my days. 

    I woke up later in a larg room full of guys in gimp suits with a hose connected to a cock milker there was no one there but us gimps a large screen tv turns on & a dominatrix tells us we will spend the rest of our days drinking our owm cum multiple times a day & night so drink up little fags our cock milkers turned on the hole room was humming as we got off a door opened people wheeled in fuck machines we could do nothing but mone I heard one of the other slaves climax then a gulping swallowing sound as his milker pumped his own cum into his mouth.

    We were all going at it moning loudly as the fuck machines we attached to the floor behind us one by one we all cummed & swallowed the fuck machines were installed a woman walked in we all gave out a mone of shame & inbarisment she laughed at us as our enemas began this is your last chance to get out bitchs our gags were removed as we were still being enamored we all said fuck me im your bitch slut.

     We had been bondage gay sex slaves for so long we couldn’t go back  to normal life then we were told we were all going  to be taken  to gay sex dungeons as fuck toys what we didn’t know was we were being shipped over seas the crew on the cargo ship got to use us but at each port one or two of us would be given away china , Japan, Russia then I was the only one left I was never to leave the boat I was there bitch when ever I was alone iwas bombarded with sissy hyno so whenever we came into port I was fully conditioned to say I loved being there & would sign papers to that effect but as soon as we were in international waters I was immediately deprogrammed shown the papers I signed & how close I was to getting off the ship as well as the many other times this had happened.

     I didn’t even  remember  getting on the ship 10 years ago oh fuck I tried to yell my voice sounded strange & my speech was slurred I cried a little bit what have you done to me I tried to say all my words were slurred & fucked up I love showing it this bit one of them said as he laughed  years of cheap plastic surgery has taken its toll bitch thay took off my gimp mask & showed me my own reflection I’d been turned into a toothless old tranny my body was tight but my face was all wrong my lips were fat my eye lids were crooked & the rest of my face looked like it had been stretched oh fuck!!!! I slurred out loud I  cried as a cock was shoved into my toothless mouth pushed between my fat lips & forced between my toothless gums i sucked as my crys turned into mones suck it bitch thay told me as i slurpt on there cocks 12 of the crew fed me with cum then I was led top side this is always good I herd one of them say the hatch opened I gave out a screem as everything went white & I felt the burn of sunlight on my skin I hadn’t been outside for months oh fuck please oh please take me back inside I pleaded.

    Oh fuck  please please I pleaded as my pale white skin felt the hot midday sun I was totally naked except for my collar wrist & ankle restraints wich were joined by a chain so i couldn’t run even though there was nowhere to run to this is your future bitch’s thay yelled out loud spanking my ass as I cried & moaned whilst being led past a new batch of sex slaves thay were all shocked to see how far it can go thay all freaked out when they were told thay were to be made to be ship slaves just like me thay were all sedated & taken away for tooth removal & trannyfucation i was taken to the bough of the ship please no I pleaded as I was strapped into some kind of display mounting that hung over the ocean.

     Please I pleaded I’ll do anything I cried as I was tied up tight I couldn’t do anything about it some time later we met by a bunch of other ships at an island I was so humiliated on show tied up to the front of the ship.

     I was then spanked hard as I was taken inside crying put in a dark cell with no Windows given a dog bowl of water & a dog bowl of slop there was a bucket a thin matriss with blanket & pillow I was slill shackled as the door closed everything went pitch black I was locked in there for so long I lost track of time in the darkness & silence my bucket & bowls were replaced through a hole in the wall every now & then but i began to go a bit crazy as i feel asleep & woke up in pitch black darkness over & over .

    The door opened I crawled out on my hands & knees fuck me fuck me Please I said please fuck me between shrieks as I was spanked while being lead up the hallway .

  • Cock is God

    After a long night working at the bar i was finally free. Not only was i free, i was $200 richer from my labors. Got out of there as fast as i could and set on my ten mile bike commute home. Riding the bicycle everywhere, including ten miles each way when i couldn’t or didn’t make the bus caused me to lose a considerable amount of weight. Over 30 pounds, i got down to 185. I was off tomorrow and had nothing to do during the day, so i had planned to get super stoned and spend a good two hours when i got home teasing a load out of my hot 7.5in cock, and taking as long as i possibly could to accomplish that.

    I LOVE teasing my cock. I jerk off to women as well, but i usually cum in under 15 minutes. It all started from jerk off instruction porn. Hot women telling me what to do and how to do it. I’ve always had a bisexual side as you can read in my story “Christian”, so even tho i was trying to resist, slowly i found more and more femdom style videos. Women wearing strap ons asking me if i wanted to suck them off. Women getting me completely enthralled in them and then they ask me to stick my finger up my ass. Finally, i’ve spent years loving and watching cock worship hypno porn, sissy hypno porn, anything that is hypnotic and full of filthy gay instructions. It has taken my sexuality to another level.

    On the way home every single night i get to pass the local boutique. I love the rush that i get from poppers, but they really damage my lungs and i have to be careful to not abuse them and use them too often but tonight there was no stopping me from having the hottest jerk off session i could possibly have. Pulled my bike up to the boutique, bought my jungle juice platinum, and continued on down the road. My curiosities always made me want to go in the back, but seriously ill probably catch the hiv or something.

    Got home and took a hot shower. My damn landlord never turns down the AC, so its always 85 degrees in my house. That won’t matter for what i have in store, as a matter of fact, i welcome it. I love to get hot and sweaty and show my cock off on my webcam. dried off, put a towel over my computer chair, got out the weed, poppers, a few hair ties, my three dildo’s and butt plug and lube. Set up my webcam and opened my favorite porn site which i have a profile on and began to look through all of my favorite videos. My favorites are littered with gay hypno, cocksucker instructions, gloryhole hypno, anything that tells me to give in the the dark gay demon lust inside me.

    I selected a video by goonluver named “i love big cock” and all it showed was clip after clip of gay anal breeding with huge cocks fuckin little tight boy ass. “i love big cock””i love big cock””i love big cock” it kept repeating itself, my eyes fixed on the monster cocks as my hand grabbed onto my hardening cock. My strokes were deliberately slow, making sure to stiffen and harden my cock to the max, but just to hold it there, i want to get so turned on i forget that i’m even controlling it. I take the two hair ties and stretch them over my throbbing hot 7.5in cock and big walnut balls. It immediately increases my hard on, i feel the blood trap inside my cock, forcing it to get even harder. “I love big cock”. my hand is so slowly stroking me. Ensuring maximum pleasure without letting myself go over the edge. My fantasy started to form in my mind. I can’t cum at all, i have my gay lover to please, i want to let him have me, and watch my hard cock throb as he takes me from any and all directions. “i love big cock”.

    I take out my favorite dildo. Its the nice fleshy kind with balls and this weird boney structure in it that allows me to prop it, also keeps it stiff for when i get it all the way down my throat. I take the suction cup and attach it to my minifridge next to my computer right at hip height. “i love big cock”. i open the poppers, loosen the top for the right time to take a big hit, once i get the cock wet and i can really start to suck it good, ill take my first sniff and it makes me a complete and total cocksucker. 

    “i love big cock”. The video was almost over, it was just two minutes of clips on a loop for 30 minutes. I kept switching between the gay goon porn and my webcam, knowing that 15 people are stroking their cocks while they stare at my pretty monster is such a turn on for me. The dirty talk between cammers, even better you find someone with a mic, and you can moan and groan and talk filthy shit to each other while you watch the other go to town on their hard cocks. I was searching for a new video, i stumbled across “worship your god”. I let it start and switched back to my cam. Not much happening over there so i decide to close it and focus on the gay cocksucker hypno video and keep teasing my hard hot cock while i get ready to please my fake gay lover.

    “OK faggot. It’s time for you to suck my cock” A deep voice spoke through my speakers “Get ready boy, Daddys gonna put his biiig haard cock into your mouth” he spoke slowly and deliberately. My eyes couldn’t get off of the gay cartoon porn on the screen, men with huge cocks being sucked off, gorgeous hot monster cocks. My cock couldn’t take it anymore, I needed cock, i needed to suck on a big cock. I needed to be a throat slave. I knelt down on the floor, and positioned myself in a very familiar position. Right in front of my waiting, eternally hard dildo. 

    I had named it Greg. I was fishing at a park and a sleaze ball of a man tried to pick me up, he didnt outright say it, but i never received a look like that from a man before. He made my cock stir in my pants. I was so cautious around him and thanked him for his help but wasn’t really down with suckin off a sleaze ball in a park. My cock on the other hand couldn’t wait for me to get home so i could lay on my back and pound my ass with my dildo screaming gregs name. I had never successfully fucked my ass to completion, or fucked myself hard enough where it would be accurate to a partner. It was such a wild jerk that i named the dildo greg in his honor.

    I opened my mouth wide and stuck out my tongue and looked into the eyes of my imaginary lover. On the screen, There started to appear satanic and demonic gay images. Satan fuckin a man. a pentagram appeared on the screen with a picture of lucifer in the middle, with eyes clear to look into. I looked right into satans eyes as i took my open mouth and plunged it onto gregs hard cock. not breaking eye contact with the eyes of satan in the picture, i left my mouth open and my tongue stuck out as i worked my mouth up and down on this cock waiting to shove it down my throat. I got it so wet with spit that it was dripping off of my cock and i positioned my cock so it dripped right onto my cock and i would use it for lube. I’ve done this a few times, and bc i am so hot and horny i know i want to 1 shot this deepthroat. 

    I grab the poppers off of my desk. No fucking around. I’m going to take three deep hits. Full deep breaths in a row and then slam that hot cock down my throat. Inhale. 1. Inhale. Halfway through i start to feel the rush and try to ignore it long enough to make sure i take the third hit. 2. Inhale. My heart is pounding away in my chest. 150bpm. It feels like it’ll explode all my capillaries open up, blood rushes through my body. I finally finish with my final inhale and before i exhale, i bury that hot hard fuckin dildo to the back of my throat.

    mmmmmmmm im such a good faggot throat slave. “Suck it faggot. Cock is YOUR GOD” I leave greg buried in my throat for a good ten seconds before i back off slightly and bury it again. Then i back off a little more and bury it. I still haven’t exhaled my third popper hit and im starting to feel it. I have to gasp for air but i have to bury this cock down my throat and worship gregs god cock perfectly. I slowly start to exhale through my nose while i bury it again and again and again down my ready and waiting cocksucker throat. I can’t wait any longer, i have to breathe. I bury this god cock down my throat and pull my mouth fully off and gasp for air. “Thats it, Boy. Give in to your lussst. Give in to beautiful penis.” I am a slave. A worshipper of my god. Cock.

    I dont know if you know the sensation im going to describe, but when i have a big cock down my throat, it chokes my air and the blood to my head. I feel like my cock wants to pop. If i leave a cock down my throat ill just get harder and harder until i start to leak streams of cum without actually climaxing. Its the most erotic feeling i’ve ever felt. 

    Being on my knees. Worshipping satans cock. Loving every moment of having my gay lovers cock in my mouth and i suck and suck his monster cock trying my best never to gag once. Just a utter complete servant to satans hot cock. I pick up the poppers and shake them up, I inhale three times again, again after the third burying the cock down my throat. The deep voice in the porno was grunting like an animal. I’m getting a little tired and im starting to get more comfortable. So i slow down, i stick out my tongue and leave it out all the way through the deepthroat. everytime i pull my mouth off i use my lips to tighten and suck softly on it. each time i bury it, but each time off i pull and suck and tease satans hot cock while i sit in total popper ecstasy doing what i love most. Worshipping my god.

    My cock is starting to get out of control. each time i bury my face onto my dildo my cock inflates just a little more, to the point where i feel like i’m going to pop. Finally i bury the cock down my throat, i feel my cock push over the edge, and right at that moment i remove the dildo and cut off the orgasm. This really happens. Without reaching my climax a huge stream of cum leaks out of the tip of my cock. It feels like 4 or 5 spurts of cum all in one, its hot sticky cum that i get to play with while still horny, not climaxed and hypno poppered into being the biggest cock worshipper i could be. My hand is there and ready to catch every drop, i admire how much is in my hand, and promtly pour every drop into my mouth, licking off the remains and stroking the rest onto my dildo. i dont want to swallow it. 

    My hypno porno has a few minutes left on it, so i want to enjoy this huge wad in my mouth and so i continue to suck my dildo furiously only this time with a load in my mouth! MMmmmmm that hot sticky salty cum in my mouth drives me even further over the edge, and all i want is to stay in that moment. Now i truly cant contain myself, and i am pounding away on my hot hard 7.5in cock. My balls are smashing against my body as i pound my satan cock worshipping cock. “thats it, faggot. Stroke your dick. Good boy, yeahhh. Suck that penis” I was completely in worship of my god. Stretching my throat with each cum filled plunge, finally i had to swallow some. I love the taste of cum. Its so satisfying on my knees with my mouth full of cum and a dildo down my throat. 

    “You love sucking a big hard cock don’t you? boy. you want to drink my cum don’t you? BOY!” “Well you better get ready, Boy. cause I’m going to cum, in your mouth. keep on sucking, boy. I’m gonna cum. FUCK YEAHHHHH I’M GONN CUMMMMM” the voice started grunting like a minotaur. slowly building up his grunts and moans. I pulled the cum covered cock out of my throat and positioned it in front of my cum filled mouth and started to jerk it perfectly so i could get satans fat load in my mouth. then satan let out one long giant moan that told me he was cumming for me, i imagined him blowing is load covering my face and filling my mouth. I still had the cum from way before in my mouth and for the finale, again started to suck his hot cock. Making sure to clean every last drop of cum before i swallow the whole load at once, lick my lips, and proceed to bury the dildo down my throat, until my cock can’t take the deepthroats pleasure any longer and shoot a hot high pressure monster wad all over the fridge, my neck, my stomach, legs and all over the floor. My legs are numb from kneeling in front of my god for so long. I remove the cock ring hair ties, and lay back flat on the floor hoping i get feelings back in my leg and how i will get the taste of cum out of my mouth….

  • Surprise Anal in the Gym Sauna

    I’ve been a member of Boston Sports Clubs for four years now.  It started with a student rate and now I’m 25 with a real job so I can kind of afford it.  They have like 30 locations, and a pricey membership where you can go to any location anytime, and a cheap membership where you have to pick just one club and only go there.

    I’m all about the machines and the free weights, so I was going to a BSC gym near my home out in the ‘burbs.  But, to be honest, it was frustrating because that gym is full of HOT dudes who are almost all 100% straight.  I know, we like to think we can convert them, right? We like to think if he’s THAT hot, I’m sure he’s really  a homo deep down inside.  Well, trust me, I tried a few times and it went nowhere, and in one case it was damn humiliating.

    So I was at this backyard party back in June, with a whole bunch of my fellow gays, and the topic of Boston Sports Clubs came up.  And my friend Matt said “Yeah, I hear the one near me is Fellatio Central in the sauna.  Seriously it’s like 50% gay in that place and everyone’s on the make.”  The conversation went elsewhere right after that, but the idea got stuck in my head.

    I’m 25, I have a boyfriend and he’s just not that sexual.  He’s good looking, smart, kind, sweet, everyone likes him.. but he’s about as sexual as a bowl of oatmeal.  I’m sorry but it’s true.  I tried to overlook it but now I just accept it.  Everyone tells me I’m lucky to be with him, so I kind of believe it and I stay, and I do love him in some ways.  But I’m not at all sexually satisfied.  I watch quite a lot of porn on the side, and I fantasize a lot about being in real-life sexual scenes like that.

    So, that other Boston Sports Clubs gym.  The one Matt said was near him and had a lot of homosex activity going on.  It happens to be right near where I work.  Just one subway stop away.  So… wheels turn in my brain.  And I change clubs, start going to that one after work, three days a week.

    Well, I was “fresh meat” in there, that’s for damn sure, LOL.  So many glances and stares.  I don’t go around thinking of myself as good looking but when you get that many looks, you have to admit it!  So yeah, I’m kind of handsome… and I’ve been working out off and on for these four years now.  I used to be skinny, and now everything is all still lean, but it’s slowly getting kind of muscular and defined.  Not huge but, just kind of fit.  I’m also tall, six foot three (190 cm), with blond hair and a light golden beard/goatee and a hairy chest.  Gays have sometimes called me an “otter” (you know, like how the heavy/fat hairy guys are called bears, so they sometimes call the slim hairy ones otters).  For whatever reason, it seems like a lot of these men at this new gym are REALLY into me.  It’s flattering, I have to admit.

    During the evening crowd, after work on Monday to Friday, the shower area and steam room and sauna were both kind of busy with guys coming and going a lot, and the gym staff knew that some sexual stuff was sometimes going on, so they would patrol it when they saw a bunch of guys in there sitting naked in towels.  The steam room was kept very hot, too hot for most guys to hang out and enjoy fooling around and stuff… but the sauna was perfect for it, very warm but not too hot.  And the wood walls and floor and benches had a nice smell, whereas the steam room always smelled a little bit off.  So the sauna attracted a lot of guys who wanted to stroke off together, and some of us were hot and some were not, but whatever.  It was fun to try to do it with another hot guy if I could, and if others watched, what the fuck, I didn’t care.

    But sooner or later that sauna door would whip open and a staff member would poke his head in.  LOL, fun job he has, doing that.  But yeah, that’s what the pattern was. So, sometimes a few of us might get horny and start stroking off, then Staff Guy would open the door and our hands would all drop from our crotches and we’d sit there like nothing was happening.

    A couple of guys approached me in the locker room or outside and wanted my number, but I didn’t give it. I’m in a relationship, like I said, and I figure it’s not really cheating if I just stroke off in front of other dudes in the sauna.  But I don’t do more than that.

    But then, I swear, you guys.  I still can’t believe what happened today!

    So I don’t know why, but today, instead of going to the gym after work when everybody else does, I decided on a new plan.  Monday evening is the most crowded time of all, and I actually hate it, and I realized my boss was traveling and that my new job included sales/client visits.  So I decided to pretend I had a 3pm client visit… and instead I just left the office and went to the gym, in the middle of the afternoon. I justified it by telling myself I’d work until 6:30pm in exchange.

    The gym was so nice and wide open and mostly empty. I could work out at any station I wanted.  I worked out quite hard, really getting into it, and after 40 minutes I went to the locker room to drink a protein shake and take a shower and then check out the sauna just in case.

    When I walked to the shower, naked with just the little white towel around my waist, this gleaming wet dude comes out of the steam room, also naked with just a towel, and he’s headed for the water fountain.  He checks me out as he passes me, and I realize I’m staring at him too. He’s a dark-haired white dude with an amazing body, all smooth and muscular, and his skin is all drenched wet and colored rosy-reddish from the steam room.

    I take my shower and soap up and rinse off.  I head for the sauna, and I find there’s just one other guy in there.  An older guy, about 50, and he’s very pleased to see me, LOL. Within ten seconds after I sit on the bench, on the other side from him, he starts moving a hand near his dick beneath his towel, and he’s glancing at me to see if I’m into that, or if at least maybe I don’t mind.

    I don’t want to invite this guy to do anything with me, I mean he’s not repulsive to me, but I’m not attracted to him either. He’s literally like twice my age. But what the hell, I feel kind of generous, so, sure, I give the signal to stroke off. I run a hand along my own crotch, and that’s all he needs: he pulls his dick out from beneath his towel and starts stroking it.  It’s a nice looking dick. If he was younger I’d do him, maybe.

    I’m kind of lazily stroking my own dick, and kind of running my hands along my arm muscles.  Damn, I really did work out hard just now, I’m gonna be sore the next couple of days.  I’m also playing hooky, I think, and I start thinking I should get back to the office.  Meanwhile I’m half-heartedly stroking my dick, and it’s half-responsive, nowhere near its full thick seven inches.

    But then the sauna door opens, and the sweaty muscle guy from the steam room comes in, freshly showered, holding a half-gallon water bottle, and he sees me, and he grins.  He also nods hello at the older guy, like they’re both familiar enough to each other in here.

    He comes right over to me, sits down next to me dripping wet, and his big beefy arm almost touches mine.  He looks into my face and says, bluntly with that sexy grin of his, “You’re fuckin’ hot. I’m Ryan.”

    I laugh, taken aback by his friendly forwardness. “Uh, thanks, I’m Paul.”

    Ryan gets up again and says “I’m gonna adjust a few things” and he starts doing this and doing that like he owns the place. He reaches up to the temperature knob and lowers it.  He soaks a spare white towel with his water ,and he drapes it over the sauna light, dimming the room nicely. And then he sprays the sauna fire thing with more water, and a big hissing cloud of steam erupts and floats over us all.  I watch his broad V-shaped back, shining wet from his shower.  He turns back to me. “Nice?”

    I grin again. “Nice.”  This guy is getting way too immediately familiar with me, but I’m kind of turned on by it.  He’s what I always say I want to be: he’s obviously 100% gay, but he’s also 100% confident, he’s the kind of man who directly says what he wants and does what he wants.  My dick is rising, underneath my towel, as I sit there watching Ryan’s thick muscular body move and shimmer in the dim light of the sauna.

    Ryan comes back and sits next to me again.  He smiles, looking into my eyes, then looks down at his own body.  “Feelin’ good?” he asks me.

    I’m feeling sheepish but excited.  “Yup,” I say, grinning again.  Then… silence…. a long silence…  but it’s an eager silence.  Things are wanting to happen, I can literally feel it in the thick warm air and the scent of wood and sweat.

    I decide to act bold in return. “How ‘bout you, how are you feeling?”

    Ryan nods slowly, amused by my question. “Good here too.” He opens his towel and shows off a nice average-size dick between his thick strong thighs.  He says to the older guy across from us, “How about you watch the door for us?”  Older guy obediently says “Sure”.  Perfect.  Ryan just gave that guy a job, and now he’ll just stay over there, watching us, protecting us too, which sounds good to me.  I wonder what’s going to happen next.

    Ryan answers that question by cupping his dick with one hand, stroking it gently, and placing his other hand on my leg.  His hand feels thick and warm on me.  My own cock starts to get harder under the towel.  Ryan nudges it, says “Let’s see what ya got there.”  So I slowly pull my own towel off and show him.

    He admires it, it’s bigger than his, and thicker.  “Fuckin’ BEAUTIFUL,” he says, looking down at it.  His arms are so muscular and powerful, one of them stroking his dick and the other reaching slowly for mine.  He begins to stroke us both off in tandem.  My own hands want to do something, so they begin to massage his muscles.  He moves his body closer to mine, and his face is close to mine.  “So hot, Paul, you know that? You really are.”  I’m so turned on right now.  He remembered my name and he thinks I’m hot!  I can feel my heart beating in my chest, as Ryan strokes both our dicks.  Mine is now fully hard and fully thick.

    Ryan then bends his head down and starts sucking my dick as he strokes it.  “Mmmmm” he moans as he sucks it.  I lay back against the warm wood of the sauna and just breathe real deep.  Wow. I am fucking loving this.  Ryan’s hungry mouth swirls around and around the thick fat head of my dick, his lips bob up and down, he’s making me feel incredible.

    He lifts one of his thighs and guides my right hand under, in, toward his butt.  “Go ahead, touch me down there” he says, murmuring as he sucks me.  Does he mean his butt muscles or his actual hole?  I do what he says, I start stroking, exploring, and his ass is so fucking big and strong… and smooth!  I did not expect that.  Most guys I’ve been with including my boyfriend are kind of naturally hairy down there.  But I feel no stubble at all, just big thick smoothness.  All the while, his big strapping wet body is leaned down and sucking me.

    He sits back up, raising his thigh even higher, and he leans in and kisses me on the mouth as I squeeze and fondle his big thick butt.  It feels so fucking good.  My dick is rock hard as Ryan strokes it with one hand and we begin to kiss, tenderly, hungrily, roughly, all kinds of making out as he strokes my dick and I play with his butt.  I slide a finger in toward his butt hole and it just slides right in there, nice and easy.  He grins as he kisses me, says “mmmmm”, purring like a big cat.  Makes me want to try two fingers. I do.  And my two fingers, together, also slide right on in that smooth inviting butt hole.

    Then – I still can’t believe it but this is what happened next.  Ryan gets up, squats in front of me, and reaches back to find my thick hard dick, and before I know what’s happening he wiggles his butt right onto my dick and sits down on it, and he just sits right on down, takes me to the root.  Oh my god!  I’m inside this man, full-on penetration, right here in this gym sauna.

    I am kind of in shock, and I think we need to stop, but I don’t want to, and before I can think much further he starts riding my dick slowly, and I cannot believe the sensation… his butt actually makes this perfect squeeze contraction around my hard dick as he rises up off of it, then his hole softens and opens up as he squats back down and takes my full dick again.  Rise up, squeeze… lower, open… FUCK, what he is doing to me feels amazing.  And my own body starts to respond, I can’t help it, I start bucking my hips up into him every time he opens and comes back down.  FUCK FUCK FUCK, I start to really drill him, it’s like my hips and dick have an animal life of their own.  I grab onto Ryan’s thick muscular torso and start throwing a fuck up into him with all I’ve got, BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM, again and again, and he starts going ‘Uhh! Uhh!’ and bounding up and down on it as I grab onto him for all I can, gripping his broad muscular chest.

    It doesn’t take long, the adrenaline surges through me from head to toe and I lose fucking control and, gasping, I come HARD inside him, shooting jet after jet of fresh spunk up into this man.  So fucking phenomenal.

    Suddenly another voice goes “Aah! Uh! Oh, Oh!” and it’s the older guy, staring at Ryan getting fucked by me, and the older guy’s dick shoots several spurts of cum up into the air.  He laughs “ha ha HA!” as he orgasms, and he falls back against the sauna wall, smiling, gasping, still staring in lust and in wonder at the two of us.

    I’m still inside Ryan, and my own orgasm is subsiding.  He turns his head and kisses me softly.  “Thanks man” he murmurs softly into my ear.  And then he gets up off me and takes his towel and before I know it, he opens the sauna door and disappears toward the showers.  I sit back stunned.  The older guy grins and bends over, wiping up the floor from where he shot his load.

    I regain my sense of self enough to take a shower of my own, and I look around for Ryan but don’t see him anywhere.  I see the clock on the wall of the locker room, HOLY SHIT, it’s 4:15, I am so late for work!  I need to get back there immediately!

    Driving back I have all kinds of thoughts. My whole body is still buzzing with orgasm rush sensations and the surprise of what happened.  What the fuck do I do now?  Do I tell my boyfriend, what do I tell him, and do I go and get HIV tested right way, or maybe it’s OK because Ryan is negative or on PrEP, but what if he’s not?  A million thoughts.

    But then I think back to that amazing sensation of fucking Ryan.  I can still feel my hips bucking up and throwing my hard dick up into him in rhythm, and I think, THAT.  I want more of THAT. I want it more than I have wanted just about anything.

    I think I need to make some changes in my life.  I think I am not supposed to stay in an almost-sexless relationship.  I think my body made that abundantly clear, just half an hour ago.

    And I think I might be back in that sauna, around 4pm next Monday.


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  • Worthless Wife

    I’ve been married to Barbara for over three years and I’m filing for legal separation today. After reassessing my feelings for Barbara and taking a thorough inventory of our relationship, I’ve decided that it’s time to man up, grow a set of testicles and cut her from my life like the malignant tumor she is. 

    Let’s start with sex: 

    We were at an amazing resort in French Polynesia on the first day of our honeymoon. We were in an over-the-water bungalows, there were lavish buffets, still, blue lagoons where the water was crystal-clear to the bottom. Wow, it was the dream trip of a life time. There were beautiful young svelte bronze bodies in skimpy attire everywhere.  Was I blown away? 

    Then I had this great idea, “Let’s have sex!” I mean what the hell? It was our honeymoon, after all. 

    “I’m tired,” was Barbara’s whiny response. 

    “Yeah, but it’s our honeymoon. We’re in paradise, for crying out loud, let’s get it on.” 

    “I guess if I have to,” Barbara whined.  

    Boy did that make me horny.

    The next couple of days were a study in sexual procrastination and avoidant behavior on her part. 

    Trying to finagle sex from Barbara had, overnight, become like pulling teeth. Suddenly there were politics involved. Not like the entire year before, when she was good to go, 24/7/365. Be it blowjobs-swallowing-dog style-missionary-spankings -or whatever she’d always been ready..   

    At the risk of presenting a disjointed, or lacking in continuity picture let me interrupt myself and pose a question. What on earth, outside of regular, willing, and adventurous sex, does Barbara or any woman think they have to offer a man? 

    Does Barbara really think I married her for her company … her intellect? Does she think I find following her through Target with a shopping cart more interesting than kicking back with my male friends? Does she think she has a single insight into politics, philosophy, religion, life, sports, finance, or general trivia that has ever shed a single photon of illumination upon my perspective? She does not. 

    Let me be clear: there is nothing, besides the promise of regular, enjoyable sex that I wanted from her that would have ever made me consider committing to her for the rest of my life. 

    Once sex became an unwilling labor for Barbara, I stopped wanting even that. 

    Men want willing sex.  

    Rapists want unwilling sex. 

    “Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place.” – Billy Crystal

    Outside of willing, eager participation in sex, women are nothing but a nuisance, a liability, an annoying distraction, interrupting my otherwise constant state of serenity and my flow of good ideas.

    Oh, back to my story: It was day four of our honeymoon when Barbara proclaimed, “I’m not expected to have sex with you every day.” 

    “Of course not,” I politely answered. “But this is our honeymoon. We’re on the other side of the world, in the South Pacific. People would kill to be where we are right now.” 

    I should have noted the huge red flag waving when, some weeks earlier when Barbara tried to make the case that it would be fun to take some friends along on our honeymoon with us. Maybe even her grandmother and we could all hang out the whole time. “Wouldn’t that be fun?” she’d said.

    Let me answer all women on the planet here and now: Hell no! That would not, by any stretch of the imagination, be fun.

    It was about the same day that I realized how poor a conversationalist Barbara was. Somehow, over the prior year, when she was fucking me six ways from Sunday, I had overlooked and/or simply rationalized the gigantic reality that she was, quite simply, stupid as a post.

    Anyway, there I was, ten grand into the most potentially romantic, amorous, and otherwise amazing bonding experience ever put together and I had as my companion a tyrant who refused to have sex…or who offered nastily, “If you want me to pretend I like it, I will.” 

    It was then, immediately, that my eyes started to wander.

    He was the Frenchman who worked behind the counter at our hotel…an intern from some hotel school program in France. He was a little goofy looking: big, bulgy eyes, a bit of a swayback. Still, he was kind of sexy somehow. Upon checking in, I’d thought he was a typical Frenchie, who was uncharacteristically friendly. 

    Then one evening, as I was exchanging some traveler’s checks for the local currency while Barbara laid on her already-becoming-lazy ass in the room, he asked, “How’s your honeymoon going?”

    I was at a loss for words. I’m sure my facial expression told the whole story. 

    Perceptive creature that he was, he flashed an unmistakable look and touched my hand for much too long to be accidental. “Have you been to the spa?” he asked me. 

    I answered that I hadn’t. 

    “Oh, you really must see it.” Then he said something to his manager in French and, in no time flat, he was kindly walking me down the darkened path to the spa. Good Lord. He took me off to the side to a dark seclude part of the spa. It was like those cheesy porn movies of old where the mailman shows up at the door to deliver a ‘package’ and the tenant’s towel falls off. Wow … and when that towel fell was he ever hung. Being 100% heterosexual, I don’t know what came over me but within seconds, I dropped to my knees and was face to face with a nine inch uncut cock inhaling the heady aroma of scent of soap mixed fresh sweat. The head, oh that silky reddish/purple plum shaped head, massive, hard, soft, and warm head, was oh so inviting.  

    I knelt, frozen, thinking about how I got to this point, when my gaze feel on the lobes under the slit of his head.

    Trance like, I lean forward and his gigantic cock was in my mouth, something that hadn’t happened since some innocent childhood experimentation. 

    Yes, it was that easy.
     
    Can I just add one more ironic detail? His name was actually Maurice! How poetic is that?

    Let me ask you something Barbara. Did you ever even wonder why I stopped hounding you about sex on our honeymoon? I’m sure you, in your way of rationalizing things, thought that you’d won and that I’d accepted your embargo. It was, in fact, simply because that need was being met elsewhere. Two weeks into our sham of a marriage, I was getting serviced somewhere else. Between Maurice and a couple of the muscular bronze cabaña boys, I was either sucking two or three dicks a day or banging the svelte little Polynesian girls that worked in the hotel and club. 

    As unbelievable as it sounds, it was happening. I have to tell you, more pleasurable than the strange, new, clandestine sex itself was the satisfaction of completely undermining your false and inflated sense of power. Let me assure you Barbara that was just the beginning. How the check list has grown and how those numbers keep moving closer to thirty.

    Somehow you, Barbara took on this persona of a wife in control. I listened, almost laughing out loud, as you gave relationship advice to your girlfriends, colleagues and cousins over the phone. You were so confident. Had I closed my eyes, I would have thought Oprah Winfrey was waxing philosophical in the background.

    After the honeymoon, the drought continued. Barbara grudgingly gave it up once a week for a while. And she had become rather critical. She called it ‘coaching me’ or ‘teaching me what she liked.’ 

    Funny, Barbara had never had a single complaint before we got married. It was all wild and free back then. In a matter of weeks, the occasional sex she was willing to give up became a chore for me, not even worth the effort, too humiliating and frustrating to bother with. 

    Eventually, I lost all interest in Barbara. 

    When I did decide to give her a go, I found myself having to conjure up all sorts of visions of all sorts of illicit encounters in order to be able to perform for Barbara. In contrast, I was having no difficulty whatsoever outside the marriage. I was getting pussy and dick right and left. Eventually, I was able to use the excitement of my extramarital affairs to conjure up some grudging wood for her.

    Let me be clear, so that the memories can start to click back into place for Barbara, I have tagged, slept with, blown and had trysts with almost every restaurant host and hostess with whom she ever though I was too friendly with. 

    I have followed up on every counter guy or girl, every book clerk, every sales-assistant, masseuse and apprentice, both male and female…even the parts girl at the car dealership. Everyone, male or female who ever gave that knowing flash…that tacit go-ahead… and, yes…Karen, one of Barbara’s girlfriends. 

    Anytime anyone gave me the eye, I’ve gone back later and talked to them. 

    I’ve closed the deal with more of them than I would ever have thought possible in my wildest dreams. The head I have received and given in elevators, in dressing rooms, in staircases, in their apartments (twenty minutes, in-and-out while out running errands). ; the soccer moms shopping at target…the men and women I’ve encountered buying oranges at Whole Foods, or walking their dogs. 

    I closed with Barbara’s girlfriend at a party. Karen slip into the restroom and sucked my dick. Then for almost two weeks while her husband Carl was out of town on business I was by her house almost every day fucking her brains out. When she invited me over the next day, I wasn’t going to pass up a chance to fuck a former beauty queen so I went. 

    When I walked in her bedroom, I didn’t say anything I just started stripping my clothes off. As I stepped out of my pants my hard cock sprang into view. It had been rock hard virtually since I had first walked through Karen’s front door. 

    I moved forward so that my cock hovered between Karen’s parted thighs. As Karen watched in total fascination, I spread her legs wider. Then I grabbed her hips and Karen cried out with glee as I entered her. Her high-pitched squeal caused me to look down and smile. 

    Karen’s long legs were soon up over my shoulders and she was moaning and gasping in time with my steady powerful thrusting. Karen’s fingers dug into the cheeks of my ass, urging me on, as if trying to pull me in deeper each time I plunged into her. I was pumping her methodically, pushing my all the way in. The whimpered with desire as I slowly pulled it almost all the way out and then almost brutally ramming it back in so hard and deep that our flesh made slapping noises as our bodies connected.

    Putting her legs over my shoulders, Karen started to work her hips, ramming her pussy up, meeting my thrusts halfway. In seconds, amid her garbled moaning, I heard Karen choke out the words, “I’m cumming, oh god, I’m cumming.” 

    Giving in to the moment, I gripped her hips tightly as I bucked uncontrollably into Karen as I cummed long and hard. Karen’s gorgeous ass bounced wildly on my cock, her clutching pussy sucking the cum out of me as if it were a mouth. It was then that I realized that she was a much better fuck than Barbara. 

    I guess I was sensitive after I started sucking dicks, but I was always offended when the guys at parties started gay bashing. Funny thing that the ones who did all the shit talking were 99% of the time the ones who were gay their selves, they were just in denial. Case in point was Karen’s husband Carl. He was always one of the most outspoken. Then at a party about 6-months after Karen and my little thing, I was at a party and forgot to lock the bathroom door.

    He caught me standing at the commode taking a piss. It was like he’d never seen a dick before.  He couldn’t take his eyes off it. I joking made a statement about him sucking it. He then made a few comments back that were sexual but I took as a joke. Then I said, “Suck it,” and thrust my crotch at him.

    I’m not even sure he realized what he was saying, when he blurted out, “OK.”

    Stunned I stammered, “You really want to?” 

    And he answered. “Yea OK.”
     
    Then I said, “You want to give me a hand job?” 

    But he quickly replied, “I’ll give you a blowjob if you want?” 

    Cautiously I said, “OK then.”

    Then I walked over, locked the door and then sat down on the counter. As he watched I unzipped my pants and pulled my cock back out. Carl walked over and without saying anything got down on his knees and licked my cock.  But this was his first gay sexual experience so he was kind of nervous and ended up just giving me a hand job.

    The hand job went fine. I cummed all over Carl’s hand and he wiped it off. Carl didn’t know what to say so he said nothing but I said, “Thanks man.”

    I didn’t talk to Carl for about two weeks. Then I found out that Barbara was going to be out of town with her mother for a couple of days so I gave him a call. When he answered we chatted for a couple of minutes before I asked him, “Do you want to come over on Wednesday?”

    He said, “OK sure.”

    When Wednesday rolled around Carl and I was chilling out with a cold beer when he asked, “Do you want a blowjob?” and of course I agreed.

    The blowjob was amazing; I enjoyed it a lot more then the hand job. 

    Carl dropped to his knees and watched me unzip and open my pants. When I pulled down my underwear, my flaccid cock just flopped out. Smiling, I stroked it a few times and then Carl grabbed it, stuck it in his mouth and started sucking it.
     
    Without realizing it, he started to moan as he bobbed up and down on my now hard shaft. It didn’t take long before my cock swelled even larger.  He didn’t want me to cum in his mouth because he still felt a bit weird about sucking my cock. So instead he pulled off and let me cum on his face. 

    After I cummed, I zipped up again and Carl and I went back to our beer. 

    When he went home, as he left, Carl said, “We should do this again sometime.” But for one reason or another we never did. 

    A year passed and a good friend, Kenny asked me over to watch football and I said, “I’d love to.”  

    Carl who I hadn’t had a proper 1-on-1 conversation with in a year also said he would come, too. 

    Before the game started, Kenny had to drive over to his brother’s house so his other friend Rusty went with him leaving Carl and I alone at his house. I sat down in the den and made small talk with Carl but I got this vibe that something might happen. But I thought it was just me so I left the room and went into the bathroom. Carl got up and followed me down the hallway towards the bathroom. When I looked back at him, he grabbed his cock through his pants and said, “Want to suck it?”

    I was so caught off-guard but I still agreed. When Carl went to get some tissues I asked, “What are you doing?” 

    He said, “For when I cum.”
     
    I told him, “That’s not necessary. I didn’t have a problem swallowing.”

    “Oh, OK awesome,” he beamed.
     
    As we went into the spare bedroom Carl said, “I’ve never had my cock sucked by a guy before.”

    Carl pulled his cock out and sat down on the bed and I got on my knees in front of him. As I grabbed his cock, he said, “I can’t believe we are doing this in Kenny’s house.” 

    I thought that was funny since he’d been the one who asked me to blow him. Of course he did mention something about being really horny. Bobbing my head rhythmically in his lap, I enjoy sucking on Carl’s cock for about five or so minutes. As I massaged his hard shaft with my talented lips and tongue Carl writhed on the bed, legs parted as wide as he could get them with his pants around his ankles and with his hands spread across the back of my neck and shoulders.

    “Oh, fuck, you’re good at that,” Carl muttered, the wet sucking and slurping sounds made by my eager mouth only enhanced his pleasure, giving him the impression that I was enjoying what I was doing.

    My only response was a muffled and apparently agreeable moan. As I sucked my hand manipulated his balls, rolling the fleshy sack in my fingers.

    “Oh, shit! Oh, shit!” moaned Carl as he started pumping his hips up and down.  Careless of my comfort, wanting only to get off his cock slammed again against the back of my throat. His cock tingled electrically in my mouth, swelling to the limit of stiffness before erupting. He gasped and spasmmed, moaning loudly and shaking as I sucked every last drop of cum from his straining dick, laving the head of his cock with massaging swirls of my tongue.

    When I finally lifted up my head, lips decorated with a slimy film of cum, we heard a car pull up outside. Our friends were back earlier then we’d expected but fortunately we’d finished. 

    I went back to the living room and Carl went to the bathroom to straighten his clothes. 

    Because we weren’t alone we didn’t talk about what had happened for the rest of the day. We only made small talk having to do with the game we were watching. When we decided to call it a day, to get him alone so we could talk I asked Carl if he could give me a lift home. To my surprise he said, “Sorry I’m going straight to Brandon’s house”. 

    I didn’t believe that for a second but I couldn’t say much so I got a lift from Rusty instead.

    I swear to you that I’ve had the most exciting sex of my entire life over the past three years of marriage…and none of it has ever been with Barbara.  I once got my cock sucked in the parking lot of an expensive restaurant after I left an extremely big tip. It was raining, so while Barbara was waiting at the front door for me to pick her up the waitress ducked out the back door and met me at our car. She jumped in the passenger door, leaned across the seat and sucked my dick. Then she kissed me with her cum coated lips and flew back inside and I drove on around and picked up Barbara as if nothing had happened. Life is good. 

    Now Barbara wants a baby. Let me just say that if I were some outsider hearing this story; I would pronounce a complete idiot the man who would stupidly impregnate her. Little does Barbara know that two years ago to protect myself from this I went to the doctor and got a reversible vasectomy.  

    Not no … but hell NO! I’m getting out while the getting is good, baby and child support-free. And thank god for preneps. 

    It occurred to me that I may have to pay three years of alimony. Let me say in advance that it will be worth every penny to be rid of Barbara at last.

    Women of the world, heed this advice. Heed it good; and don’t you ever think that you and your magic vagina are the exception to these few very simple rules: Take care of your man. Treat him right. Shower him with love and respect, and yes, I mean take care of his physical needs…satisfy him sexually. 

    Wear him out. If you want to guarantee fidelity in your marriage, there is a simple way to achieve that … never let your husband leave the house with a single drop of cum remaining in his balls. Trust me, if he is not dumping it at home, he is dumping it somewhere, unless he is a hopelessly unattractive, beat-down loser. 

    When you use sex for power and control, you do damage to your marriage that can never be undone. 

    When a woman withholds sex and affection from her husband she drives a wedge between her and her man … not only that, she drives him elsewhere to get his needs met. It’s that simple. For the record, let me assure you that the world is literally brimming with both men and women who are very happy to be a friendly port in the long, nasty storm. There are people out there who take satisfaction in undermining your hollow little conquest of controlling the sex in your marriage.

    Let me further assure you ladies that there is no such thing as controlling your man sexually. There are too many adult bookstores with their viewing booths with glory holes where he can get his needs met with none of the drama that a disgruntled wife brings to the mix.  All a guy has to do is stick his cock through the glory hole and get his cock sucked by the anonymous mouth on the other side of the wall. Or if he’s so inclined, he can stick his finger through the hole and suck the anonymous cock that comes back through.  

    The simple reality is that even if he isn’t into adult bookstores, if he has any game at all and doesn’t have a parasitic twin growing out of his forehead, the world is full of other offers from charming young ladies. I’ve fucked many young women at lunch and then had them wait on Barbara and I at dinner. Many times at dinner, I’ve excused myself to go to the restroom and sucked our waiter’s dick in a broom closet or stall in the restroom. I use to get a perverse pleasure in going back to the table with a young man’s cum on my lips and breath and kissing Barbara on the lips.

    A wife can only control whether her husband is getting any at home or not. If she wants to control her man, she should give him all the sex he wants. 

    If a woman wants to lose control of her man, go ahead and cut him off.

    Let me add a further tidbit of wisdom at no extra charge. There is an old saying: Women get married hoping everything will change, men get married hoping everything will stay the same. 

    Women, if somewhere in the back of your mind, you’re waiting for the day when your male partner is bound by contract, finances, and perhaps biology, so that you can cut off the sex and become a mini tyrant…don’t get married. Join a convent. Work at an orphanage or a pre-school. Adopt a child on your own. Find some way to fulfill your maternal instincts that doesn’t involve marrying under false pretenses. 

    Your man would not have stuck around before the marriage if it were loveless and sexless. He also does not want a marriage that is sexless. 

    There are a million things a woman can do to have a child or children without suckering in some poor dope, too naive to foresee her evil plan. 

    Are you an honorable person? Then live honorably. 

    Don’t live in breach of the spirit of the marriage contract. 

    Trust me, the sex a woman is willingly giving up as a sell job before the marriage is the only commodity she has to barter that makes it worthwhile for her man to tolerate the rest of what comes with her. Don’t sucker a man in and then expect him to comply with your skewed and artificial construct of fidelity.

    If woman breach the spirit of the marriage contract, she loses all trust and intimacy with her man. If man were to change his nature, our species would vanish in less than a hundred years. 

    Cutting her man off is not only disrespectful, it is simply counterproductive. 

    The quality of a woman’s relationship, his attachment to her, his dedication and sexual fidelity, will be determined by his feelings of access, of being welcomed and embraced, of desirability. We are who we are. We are hard-wired creatures of nature. It is biological. Deal with it, or don’t; but don’t’ do it under false pretenses.

    Let me further comment, that, after we were married Barbara stopped cooking. 

    She stopped cleaning anything. 

    She didn’t do dishes. 

    She didn’t vacuum. 

    She didn’t dust. 

    She didn’t do laundry. 

    She left her dirty dishes all over the house. 

    She spent money like it is going out of style and nothing ever made her happy, except unlimited shopping. 

    Her infidelity manifested itself on a thousand fronts that were not sexual. 

    Let me ask you something Barbara, what good are you to anyone? 

    Good luck finding your next sucker, now that you’re thirty one, fat and much less attractive than before. 

    By the way, I shall not miss your nagging, your complaining, or your ‘making me a better man’ as you like to call it. 

    I shall not miss your car driving tips. 

    I’ve already got a nice apartment and I’ve purchased a new flat screen TV and home entertainment system that will neither nag me, not interrupt me while I’m watching the occasional game. 

    I have also decided to splurge on a cleaning lady in my new place. Finally, I’ll have a woman who gets things done…and the price will be known and agreed upon up-front.

    So, Barbara Honey…Pumpkin…you stupid, narcissistic cow…how do you feel now? 

    Do you feel powerful? 

    Or is the helium beginning to seep from your balloon? 

    How many of women sitting at their desks at this very moment are wondering if it is not their husband that is going to leave them? 

    Do you know what’s strange? I used to think infidelity was wrong. Now I think it’s perfectly alright and justified. If a woman’s husband is out fooling around; it’s because she’s not doing her job. 

    Not only is he justified in fooling around, she has it coming. She deserves it. One breach of contract deserves another. 

    Men of the world, a woman who changes the terms of your sexual arrangement after marriage deserves infidelity. She plays a two-edged game…violating her implied duty as a wife, yet still holding you to the letter of your contract. It is the oldest, cheapest manipulation in the book and, very likely, the root cause of the oldest profession in the world… prostitution. 

    The Oxford English Dictionary defines infidelity as “unfaithfulness or disloyalty to a person,” among other things. 

    Let me redefine it for you. 

    Fidelity is living and being, on a daily basis, contract or no contract, the person you have represented yourself to be. In business contracts, we use the term “good faith” a lot to describe the expectation that both parties of a contract will behave in such a manner as will benefit both parties as much as possible. 

    For instance, if a record company signs a contract with an artist, both parties agree to act “in good faith,” meaning that the company will do everything in its power to represent the artist favorably, and sell records. 

    The artist, in return, agrees to put their best efforts into their records, their performances, and whatever promotional activities may be expected. Without the expectation of that somewhat ambiguous “good faith,” either party could choose, at any time, to not honor the spirit of the contract, thereby creating disadvantage for both parties. “Good faith,” is an absolute must.

    A marriage is the same. 

    Perhaps the “faithful” part of the vows goes deeper than sexual fidelity. I believe it means a woman put her best foot forward, always and in all things. I believe it means that she does not allow herself to become a fat lazy, nagging, complaining shrew who doesn’t want to have sex with her partner any more. 

    Any deviation from who she represented herself to be before and upon signing the contract is, in fact, a failure to meet the implied “good faith” of the marriage contract. 

    Any false personality a woman creates in order to bag her partner and then shed as soon as she was married is a misrepresentation. 

    We need to stop defining infidelity as sexual only. Infidelity has many faces and many manifestations. When a woman stops trying as a partner, or decides to renege on what she previously offered, she is in fact being disloyal, unfaithful and false to her partner. The idea that unfaithfulness is physical, via the sex act only is a semantic game we need to no longer play. 

    Husbands need to start calling their wives on it. I would go as far as to say that prenups need to include specifics as to sexual frequency, sexual behavior, including attitude and division of household chores.

    After all has been said and done, it may surprise you all to know that, in my humble opinion, most men don’t fool around because of the sex itself, it’s really about the validation, the feelings of being wanted and valued. Women, if you want your man to seek his validation elsewhere, then you know exactly what to do. Cut him off.

    Men, make it part of your own personal credo to fool around if your wife cuts you off. Let all women know that they have it coming. Let them know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the minute they cut you off, protest, make a fuss, or become grudging about sex, you’ll walk out that front door and get it somewhere else.  

    So there you have it.  The confession of a man who sleeps with both sexes, but who identifies as heterosexual. Nonetheless, I have no desire for any kind of emotional relationship with men, other than sucking their dicks and have no interest in dropping women. 

    I’m sure gay men think I’m just afraid to come out, but they would be wrong.

    The end …


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  • Sucking off Kevin

    It was a boring Saturday afternoon and I was just kicked back watching re-run TV shows, downing a couple of cold Budweisers and waiting for my friend Kevin to show up. I glanced at the clock. “3:25” it said. I let out an impatient sigh, muttering to myself how he’s over an hour late. I got out my cell phone and tried to call him.

    “The number you have dialed is not-.” I hang up, not caring to hear the whole thing. He must have had his phone turn off.

    Screw it, I said to myself. I’m gonna order a pizza. Looking at the fliers that had been left on my front door. I dialed a local pizza restaurant.  “Hello this is Tony’s Pizza Parlors, I’m Tony. How can I help you?” 

    “One large please, extra cheese and pepperoni. Delivered to apartment 32 at Brookfield house.” It was a small town, so I didn’t need to elaborate my exact location.

    “In thirty minutes sir. That will be around ten dollars.”

    “Alight, peace bro,” and I hung up. Then literally two seconds later I hear a knock on the door.

    Either it’s Kevin or Tony’s just stepped up their game. I opened the door and there stood a slightly drenched Kevin.

    A little about him. He’s twenty two and he’s a gymnastics teacher at the locakca gym. He also does part time work as a gym teacher at the nearby middle school, even though he’s clearly smart enough to go after an easier, better paying occupation. Then again, a box of nails is smarter than most gym teachers. He’s a mixture of confidence and of shyness, not particularly good in crowds, but doesn’t mind speaking in front of a group and has the bravado to match.

    We’ve known each other well since late Elementary school. He arrived a few months before school ended.  And we befriended each other after I saw him sitting under a tree watching everyone else play. A few compliments here, a few funny jokes there and we were bonded in minutes.

    I always took notice of him after we hit puberty. He grew from a scrawny, potbellied kid into a pretty handsome, slender bodied, yet slightly muscular Adonis. His fashion sense was pretty off the wall as well, favoring short, spiked hair and always dressing in clothes that showed off his muscular frame.

    As he got older I got a few sneak peeks at him in the showers. The last time I saw him he was a good four inches flaccid, veiny shaft, nicely proportioned mushroom head and cut. I always wondered if he was a shower or a grower. Secretly hoping to be the latter. He’d always kept a smooth body, since he wanted to be a model and as a result he never had much body hair. Only his pubic hair and that was trimmed in what in a girl would be called a bikini line. . 

    While puberty hit most of us like a ton of bricks, his pubescence gently floated down from the heavens, gently kissed him on the cheek and gracefully ascended back into the clouds. He always kept that boyish, baby-faced look, yet he had the masculine features that let all the ladies know his body was ready for them.

    Basically, he’s the kind of guy you’d rub one out over a few times.

    “Sorry I’m late dude,” said Kevin in an exasperated tone. “Freakin’ got pulled over because I ran a red light.”

    “That’s okay bro, did it go well?” I asked only slightly interested in what he was saying.

    “It was that old cougar, Carla,” Kevin explained. 

    “Ha, ha,” I laughed. “She totally has a big-time crush on you.”

    “Good thing too,” Kevin moaned, “Otherwise I’d of gotten a ticket and a big fucken’ fine.”

    “Well since you turned up I guess I gotta share my pizza when it arrives.”

    We mindlessly bantered back and forth for a few minutes and then we sat down on the couch and watched some boring TV. A few more minutes passed and then Kevin gripped about the channels available.

    “I gotta say this dude,” Kevin complained, “Your TV service kinda blows.”

    “Hey it’s the best I can afford.”

    “Fuck it, I’m grabbing a beer,” he said in a depressed tone as he headed for the kitchen.

    “Well don’t freakin’ ask or anything,” I said in a loud voice, “Just help your damn self,” only to receive in return a one-fingered salute as he walked towards my fridge.

    Kevin returned with an already opened six-pack of Budweiser. He dug out a couple of cans and threw one my way. We opened them up and started to drink.

    “Wanna watch a movie? I got HBO and Showtime both,” I said. 

    “Sure,” Kevin sighed, “It’s gonna be a couple of hours before the club open anyway.”

    I opened up my laptop and types in my favorite video site, FreeMoviezR-us.com. Only to be greeted by a popup of a ‘live stream’ of an attractive blonde masturbating on camera.

    “Fuck…I gotta reformat this piece of shit sooner or later”, I groaned as I aimed my cursor to close the window.

    “Wait, wait a second bro…,” Kevin said, “Damn she’s hot.”

    “Heh, what is it with you and blondes?”

    Kevin: “Just my thing bro”

    We locked eyes for a brief moment, then a grin appeared on his face. “Dude, what’s your favorite sexual act after 3?” Kevin laughed. “One, Two Three…Titty fucking.”

    “Oral,” I immediately followed.

    “Aw man, I hate oral. It just never feels good for me,” Kevin almost whined.

    “What do you mean bro? Oral’s the best.”

    “I can never get off on it. Not enough stimulation and most of the girls never seem to enjoy it,” Kevin explained.

    “Maybe the girls you been with just don’t know how to do it”

    “If you find a chick that can suck my dick as good as you say,” Kevin said, “Gimme her number.”

    “I don’t know any,” I said as I took a sip of my Budweiser. 

    At this point I realized that I’d just implied that I was gay. An awkward silence followed with Kevin staring wide eyed with his jaw almost touching the ground.

    “Dude, whaddya saying?” Kevin stammered. “You’re a faggot?”

    “Yeah, well not exactly a fag. I’m bi…I thought you knew,” I said, trying to play it off like it was not a big deal even though it still was in the 70s.

    “Damn…,” said Kevin. “You think you know a guy.”

    More silence followed, as we sat there drinking our beers.

    “So,” asked Kevin. “What does a good blowjob feel like?”

    I was shocked, I thought he’d freak out or punch me in the face or something. My town isn’t exactly tolerant of gay guys and he was asking me what a blowjob from a guy felt like.

    “Well uh…they’re definitely better than most of the ones I’ve gotten from girls. Imagine having your junk deep down someone’s throat, being jacked off while their tongue runs along your shaft, and licks around your head before they plunge down, swallowing your dick, forcing their mouth as far down as it can go. Feeling the tight and lubricated feeling of their throat. Only to end with them moaning in pleasure when they swallow your load, idolizing your dick every second while they suck it.”

    There was Kevin, staring at the laptop screen at the big breasted blonde chick, pitching a visible tent in his tracksuit pants. After a few seconds silence of he noticed I stopped talking and that I was looking at him with amusement.

    “Fuck, I’m jealous of you dude. I wish I had a blowjob like that,” he said, blushing and adjusting himself to be less apparent.

    Screw it. I’m so horny at the prospect of sucking off my best friend that I’m gonna bite the bullet and throw it out there.

    “I could always show you what it feels like…”

    Kevin started at me for a few seconds then he put his beer down and looked away for a moment.

    “Fuck it. Alright bro, but I aint doing any of that other gay shit, you understand?”

    My heart started pounding. I was finally going to blow someone I’ve been fantasizing about since my early teen years.

    Kevin, tampering with my laptop, deleted the link I put in for the video sharing website and went to a porn site. He went looking for a specific video and skipped forward. It had your typical Ugly-guy, Pretty-girl scenario.

    “Give me a moment bro…,” Kevin said. 

    I sat there in awe, Kevin’s eyes fixed to the laptop screen, breathing heavily, then my eyes glanced back down to his crotch, his hand rubbing alongside his balls. It felt like I was staring at him for minutes and I could stare for hours more if I had to, but my instincts were screaming inside my head that I had to have him right now.

    “Alright dude,” he said in a quiet voice. I took this as my cue and went to my knees between his outstretched legs. At first I just stared at his bulge. He had to be around 7-inches long and with the thickness to back it up.

    I would love to have savored this moment, but Kevin might get cold feet if I messed around too much, so I reached out and felt his cock through his sweats. and his body jerked as my hand touched his cock. I pulled the sweats down revealing tight, light blue boxer-briefs. 

    I grabbed the waistband of his boxers and slowly pulled them down. The waistband dragging his dick down along with it, before it eventually freeing itself and bouncing up, standing a clear inch away from his body. His musky smell overwhelmed me. I pulled away for a second, he didn’t notice.

    His cock was beautiful, almost featureless, except for a thick dorsal vein and a few others running along the sides. He had a deep, reddish/purple head which pointed up slightly and was slightly thicker than the shaft. And the skin was taut all the way down to where it connected to his nut sack.

     I took hold of his cock for the first time and felt him quiver as I slowly stroked it. It felt like I was holding a bar of white hot steel encased in a silken sheath as the blood gently pulsed through it at a 100 beats a minute. I couldn’t wait to get it in my mouth. 

    I lowered my head and placed my tongue at the base of his nut sack. I moved up the underside of his cock until I reached the top and then I licked the head. He jerked but I kept licking and worked my tongue into the pee slit. He moaned, “Oh shit,” as I slowly sucked the head into my mouth. Tightening my lips around the base I continued to suck the head as he jerked and moaned. 

    He let out a soft, “Uuuuuuuuuum,” as my tongue play grew more intense and I took more cock into my mouth. Gripping the base of his dick with my thumb and index finger, I went down as far as I could. As his cock hit the back of my throat, I gagged a little. He immediately let out a loud, “Mmmmmmmmm,” and started to stroke the back of my head as I withdrew some and settled into a bobbing up and down motion, making sure not to go down too far and cause me to gag again.
     
    I loved sucking his hard cock and the feel of it throbbing in my mouth. I’d wanted to suck his cock since puberty. Now I was finally sucking it and from his reaction knew I would suck this gorgeous cock many more times. 

    As I continued to suck he instinctively started moving his hips thrusting his cock up into my mouth and with his hand on the back of my head holding my head down.

    I backed off and played with his head a little more, then my hand still firming grasping his shaft, I started bobbing up and down. His body tensed up every time I deep throated him. His breathing got heavier and he was grasping my hair so hard it started to hurt. He was starting to force my head down onto him.

    I moved my hands away from his crotch and placed them on his thighs. It was starting to get a little uncomfortable and I might need to push away soon.

    Fuck, he’s stronger than I thought, which only made me more aroused. I was hypnotized by his magnificent dick, his wonderful musk, his ecstatic moans and his dominating strength. It was so powerful that I ignored the pain, even though it felt like my nose was going to break any moment.

    “Dude, DUDE,” Kevin said with an urgent tone. As he pulled my head out of his lap.

    “Shit” I thought to myself, I think I did something wrong, but the thought was interrupted early.

    Pulling me to my feet, Kevin said, “Come on. I wanna try something,” as he led me to the bedroom.

    When Kevin gestured toward the bed, and I knew just what he wanted. Without hesitation I practically jumped on it. 

    Not saying a word, Kevin reached out and I let him move me to where he wanted. I ended up with my feet up by the pillows, on my back with my head hanging over the foot of the bed.

    He stepped to me, almost but not quite straddling my face so that his balls rested on my forehead and his thick, fat cock rested on my lips and nose. He pointed it at my mouth. Like a suckling baby I opened up as he lifted his hips a little and guided the head to my mouth. 

    I moaned and my nostrils flared as Kevin cock filled me, feeling him ease forward slowly and gently, pushing on even when I gagged a little, but I noticed in this position the sensation soon passed and he was able to keep going until I felt his balls on my nose.

    Kevin leaned forward over me, his hands on the bed on either side of my hips, “Oh yeah, that’s good,” he moaned as he started slowly rocking his hips, fucking my face slow at first. thrusting all the way down and pull back up, allowing me to breath in rhythm, but every 4th or 5th stroke letting the pace quicken a little and going deeper.

    I was in heaven. I love it when a guy gets forceful and at least now he wasn’t pulling my hair anymore. 

    The only discomfort I felt was in my jaws and lips stretching around the thickness of his cock, but I barely noticed as Kevin just kept fucking and fucking and fucking. He pounded my slut mouth like a jackhammer, his balls slapping and bouncing off my eyes and nose as he used me for his pleasure. 

    Seconds passed, Kevin moans got louder, the lack of oxygen making my hearing more vivid and I could only hear my sucking, the springs of my bed, his heavy breathing followed by his groans, 

    Fuck it, if there’s going to be a time for me to jerk off, it’s now. I reached my hand into my trousers and started to furiously beat off.

    I knew I wasn’t gonna last long. I had too much pent up energy at that point, and I knew he was gonna blow his load as well.
     
    My thoughts were broken only momentarily when he growled, “I’m cumming. I’m cumming.”

    I felt and saw his balls draw up tight, his thrusts became shorter and harder, his spit-slicked cock seeming to grow and throb even more.

    Kevin cried out as he cummed, pulling back so that only the head was past my lips, me sucking like a greedy bitch as his thick, hot cum erupted into my mouth. So much hotter, so much thicker, so much sweeter and so delicious. I tried and tried to swallow it all, but inevitably some of it leaked out around the corners of my mouth and trickled over my cheeks. 

    With a final shiver Kevin he finished, pulling back, leaving me laying there with my jaws slightly sore, my stomach full of his cum, and me scooping up the trickles with my fingers and licking them clean hungrily.

    Fuck… I can’t hold it in anymore. As I reached climax, my crotch instinctively thrusted into the air, as if it was humping some imaginary hole, and with one final thrust, I shot my load inside my pants with a cock-shattering orgasm.

    “Dude,” murmured Kevin, “That was fucken’ amazing.”

    “I told you guys are better at it then girls.”

    He turned around and looked at me, my head still resting on the bed turned and looked back, both of us panting heavily

    Kevin: “Hey…”

    I looked, my eyes locked into his and we stared at each other for a few seconds, then burst out laughing, despite our mutual exhaustion. We then laid where we were for several minutes.

    *Ding dong*, the doorbell rang.

    I perked up and sat upright.

    “Sweet, Pizza’s here. Late but here.”

    “Oh good,” laughed Kevin. “I hope it’s got pepperoni on it.”

    The end…


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  • Shamans In Love

    Shamans In Love

    About This Series :

    This is a role-play between another author and I that we like to have fun with. We designed characters and used a fictional world we enjoy to set the scene. One of us types a bit of the story, then e-mails it to the other, who types a bit of a continuation, and so on and so forth. Here is the resulting published version.

    **Disclaimer**

    I own nothing related to the original inspiration for this series. This is a fan-fiction role-play created by myself and distributed with no intent for financial gain.

    There will be nudity, sex, gay stuff, kink/fetish acts, etc. Don’t like it? Don’t read it.

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    Part 7 – The Voyeur

    Vlad began to stir, unsure of how long he had slept. When he did finally wake up he found himself in a bed that was not his own. He groaned as he sat up, his body feeling heavy and sluggish, the room around him was dark and he he could see nothing but the bed he was on. “Hello? Where am I?” he called out to the darkness around him. He was hoping he was in Jason’s room, or that he was just a bit delirious and didn’t recognize his own room. If it was his room R.I.T.A would’ve responded to his question by now, but if it wasn’t his room he wondered how he had gotten there.

    Suddenly, a door opened and light spilled into the room, making Vlad shield his eyes with a gasp.

    “Hey, you’re awake.” said Jason as he stepped into the bedroom that Vlad was resting in. He moved over to the bed and sat down, the old thing squeaking and creaking under the shift in weight.

    Vlad groaned again as he let his eyes adjust to the light. “How long was I asleep?” he asked.

    Jason chuckled and said “A few days. It happens to everyone after their Awakening. Don’t freak out, I already told Professor Eliade, he said you could get my notes, I actually took some for you!” Jason laughed.

    Vlad blinked several times, but his vision didn’t clear, everything was still blurry. “Thanks for that then, do you have my glasses by chance?”

    Jason nodded and pulled Vlad’s glasses out from a fold in his robes. “Rita gave them to me, but I felt weird at your place alone, so I brought you back to the house, Magnus is downstairs making food since he heard you wake up.”

    Vlad sat up and leaned back against the wall that the bed was apparently propped up against, not having put his glasses back on again quite yet. “Everything feels so strange. I feel like I understand the world around me so much more, but at the same time so much less. I mean, the magic; it manifested to me in a way that I understood it. Did it do that for you? Show its self in a way that you could make sense of it? Or does it appear the same for everyone and I’m just attaching meaning to it?” Vlad babbled on for a bit, just trying to make sense of the new world he found himself in. His talking was interrupted however by the loud rumbling of his stomach as smells of Magnus’ cooking began to waft through the house. “Perhaps….I should stop worrying about everything and focus on the basic needs of my body.” Vlad said with a grin. He then reached up, grabbed on to Jason, and pulled him over for a kiss. “I don’t know if what happened was a dream or if it was real, so I wanted one more just in case.” he said after their lips had parted, his face a deep shade of red.

    Jason chuckled and said “Yes it was real, yes you should eat, yes you should stop worrying, and I don’t know how everyone sees magic; though they probably teach a class on it at school. Let’s go downstairs and eat, put your glasses on.” Jason stood up and stepped through the doorway.

    Vlad stood, his body stiff after remaining still for so long, and his head hurt, much like it did whenever he overslept. He put his glasses back on and held his hand out to Jason. “Mind giving me a hand?” he asked Jason. “I feel all stiff and dizzy.” Then, Vlad’s face went pale and he started looking around. “Where is it? Why can’t I see it?” he asked himself out loud over and over again as he started to touch and feel the bare room and the lone bed, as if his hands would wipe away the material world and reveal the magic underneath.

    Jason’s expression became puzzled. “What are you looking for?” he asked.

    “The code…the magic….I could see it before. Why can’t I see it now?” Vlad asked, his voice sounding very concerned. “Did I not fully Awaken? Have I lost it?”

    Jason simply shrugged and said “I honestly don’t know a whole lot about it, I’ve never worked with Awakening people before. Maybe Magnus will know something about it?” Jason stood and stepped towards the door. “Let’s go downstairs and eat and we can chat there.” he said.

    “Alright.” Vlad said, his voice a little sad. He walked quickly to Jason’s side after he stepped through the doorway and asked “Would it be alright if I held your hand? Or was the other night a one-time thing?”

    He whispered shyly.

    Jason stopped and cocked his head to one side. He sighed a little before speaking, “I don’t think that us having sex was a one-time thing because I do want to do it again, but I don’t want to hold your hand, is that okay?”

    “Yeah.” Vlad said, tucking his hands behind his back and falling behind Jason a few steps as they went down the staircase.

    Jason and Vlad walked down the rickety staircase and into the foyer by the front door. Jason turned right, away from the large room the Winds had been in before. There was a hall leading adjacent the staircase that went past several open doorways, but Jason kept walking down the hall.

    Vlad peeked in the doorways as he passed them as he followed Jason. They walked past a neglected library covered in dust with almost no books left on the broken shelves, then a dining hall with just the chairs and table left, then finally going through a doorway and into a fairly clean kitchen; of which Vlad was thankful for the state it was in compared to the rest of the house.

    Magnus stood near the large sink, tossing a pan into the soapy water before turning around to face Vlad and Jason.

    Jason chuckled and said, “Magnus, you are still naked and I don’t think Vlad is really awake enough for that yet.”

    Magnus threw his head back and laughed, his hair tossing back and hitting his shoulders. He was in fact very large-build for a man of his age, with a wildly hairy barrel-chest and fairly defined arms with plenty of hair as well. His stomach was strong and solid, although without any ripples of abs. Magnus had large, slightly bowed legs that shared the same hairiness his arms had. Before he had turned, his back was as well-toned as his arms, with sparse hair that got thicker as it went down to his smaller, even butt. It was when he turned that his cock was revealed, a monster that hung halfway down his thigh; it was circumcised, rather thick, and nestled atop a heavy-looking sack that was mostly hidden thanks to his sheer size. Magnus finished laughing as shabby denim shorts appeared around his waist, covering him up but leaving nothing to the imagination, as the sizeable bulge that was his cock was still very visible. “Come on guys, come eat, I made pancakes.” he said as he motioned to the plates on the counter.

    Vlad, crimson in the face moves to the table shyly and sat. “T-thank you for the food. Do either of you say prayers before a meal?” he asked; not wanting to be rude in case they did.

    Jason walked over to the counter, grabbed a plate, and went to the fridge to look for butter. “Nope, not really.”

    Vlad nodded and started to eat with his usual diligence, but stopping to complement Magnus on his cooking skills. He ate his pancakes mostly plain, only adding butter and a light amount of sugar on top of them.

    “So what are the plans for today?” Vlad asked, about half way into his meal. “I’m not even sure what day it is any more.”

    “It is Saturday,” Jason said before rolling up a pancake and dipping it in syrup. “You’ve been out for about four days.”

    “Ah, okay. Is anything going on today? Or should I tell R.I.T.A. to prep for a work day?” Vlad asked.

    Jason finished his pancake, chewing quickly and swallowing hard before answering. “Magnus and I had some training to do now that I’m off probation, but besides that no. It should only take an hour or two, then we are free.” Jason picked up his last pancake and finished it off as he put his plate into the sink.

    Vlad turned to look at Magnus and asked “I know your magic is somehow different than mine, would it be alright if I watched?” He was slowly finishing his last pancake, but the topic of training had caused him to set it aside, almost forgotten.

    Magnus shook his head. “Our work is very different from yours, you not only wouldn’t be able to understand it, it might muck you up spiritually and even possibly physically; being so newly Awakened you’re like a magic baby, it’s too risky.”

    Vlad’s shoulders slumped a little but he nodded in agreement. He understood the logic of it, even if he did really want to see Jason work his magic again.

    Jason headed out the door, going down the hallway and outside; and Magnus followed behind him.

    Vlad walked into the large open sitting room that the Winds were in during his last visit. He went over by the windows to take a look at the view, seeing Jason and Magnus outside. Once he understood what he was seeing he flushed bright red as he watched the scene unfold.

    ***

    Jason and Magnus made their way out to the yard, leaving their clothes behind on the deck draped over the rail. Jason broke out into a run towards the pond and began to laugh as he ran.

    Magnus shouted behind him, “That won’t work!” With a toss of his arm, Magnus created a wall of ice in front of Jason that would stop him dead in his tracks.

    Jason kept running full tilt ahead and glared at the wall. Just as he began to hit it, it disappeared, turning into steam and melting away around him. Magnus was just toying with him and he knew it, water was what they both worked with best. Still, Jason wasted no time in sending the torrent of now very hot steam right in Magnus’ direction behind him before he leapt into the pond.

    Magnus chuckled, and waved the steam away into a cool mist that fell onto the ground below, barely dampening the grass. He smiled and continued walking slowly, he knew there was plenty of time.

    Jason, however, couldn’t leap into the water fast enough, diving down deep and letting all of the air out of his lungs as he closed his eyes and stopped breathing, letting the cold dark of the water take him over. He relaxed all of the muscles in his body and simply hung there, suspended in the water, becoming part of it, being one with it. A few moments later, one of his fingers twitched, and he felt the water ripple on the shore; it was barely perceptible, but it was there. He smiled, opened his eyes, and shifted his body to a standing position.

    Magnus’ smile broke out into a huge grin as he saw Jason bring the pond up out of the kettle, forming a huge mass of water that was literally climbing out onto the shore, a giant blob of swirling magic; and his student was controlling it. “Alright, now let’s see what you can do!” Magnus yelled at Jason.

    Jason heard Magnus, even through the water, and nodded. He gritted his teeth and flexed, willing the water to form into a body, with arms and legs and a head. The water began to shift, tightening around him and forming into the shape he needed. He had formed 5 appendages, and began to work on fingers, toes, and a face. As soon as Jason began working on the left foot, the right arm began to waver and fail, the water falling and needing Jason to break his concentration and catch it. The same thing happened again with the right foot, the left arm fell; Jason couldn’t get a handle on it. With a muffled yell of frustration, Jason let the water fall back down into the basin, soaking the ground around it until he pulled it all back in and once again felt the water go still. He re-surfaced with an angry look on his face.

    Vald watched their practice with an expression of awe in his face. Their motions where so calm, and so fluid it left him with a desire to push himself to become better. Then as Jason began to form the massive figure of water he watched tensely as it took shape and the. Slowly fell apart. He couldn’t tell what was being said but he knew Jason was frustrated; his body language was screaming it.

    Magnus shook his head and put his hands on Jason’s shoulders. “You cannot be angry, you cannot let your emotions take control. Even then, you were so focused on your pride that you failed only because of that, not because of a lack of ability. This exercise is meant to teach you to let go of them, they can cause problems when crossing worlds and helping people even if what they need isn’t what they desire. Come, let’s meditate.” Magnus motioned towards the ground and sat down, crossing his legs and patting the ground next to him before crossing his arms as well, folding them over his chest as he began to slowly breathe.

    Vlad watched as the two sat and meditated he made a note to ask them about that later: curious about what purpose it served them.

    Jason sighed, knowing Magnus was right, and sat down in front of Magnus, mirroring his position. He closed his eyes and began to breathe, huffing out of anger a bit at first but eventually falling into the familiar pattern. He felt his emotions wash away and focused only on the breathing, letting it take over his every thought.

    It wasn’t until he felt his cock be completely enveloped that his eyes flew open and his arms fly out in front of him. “Magnus! I was focusing!”

    Magnus chuckled, still suckling on Jason’s stiffening cock. He let it out before wiping his lip and saying “Yes, I know you were, but you are so pent-up! You need to relax, you’ve always done your best work after sex, so let’s go.” Magnus threw Jason back with ease, and picked one leg up as he motioned to Jason with a slightly cupped hand.

    Vlad then saw Magnus move down and place his lips on Jason’s cock. He felt the heat rising to his face as he blushed. 4th en Magnus pit Jason on his back and how the two of them began to have sex. It aroused him greatly, but he also felt a pang of jealousy. Eventually, his own stiffening cock won out and Vlad rubbed himself through his pants absentmindedly as he watched.

    Jason sighed and passed a hand over the grass next to him, scooping up some newly-made lube before reaching down between his legs and slathering it all over Magnus’ giant rock-hard cock. “Please go slow, you know I’m not used to this and you are so damn big.”

    Magnus gave Jason’s chest a playful slap as he moved up and aimed his slick cockhead at Jason’s hole. “You’ll be fine,” he said. “You did a lot better last time.” Magnus exhaled and pressed his cock up against Jason, slipping just a tiny bit inwards as the lube did it’s work.

    Jason began breathing again, focusing on relaxing, feeling Magnus’ hand slide away from his calf as his leg rested against the giant man’s broad shoulders. He felt Magnus brace himself on balled-up fists on the ground on either side of Jason’s chest. Jason closed his eyes and let Magnus slowly but surely push inside of him, his hole slightly burning with the rather large stretching, but he trusted Magnus to know what he was doing.

    Magnus felt himself slide past Jason’s second ring and knew he had rubbed up against his prostate when Jason’s focus broke into a gasp. He chuckled as he began to thrust, short little thrusts that would help him relax, open up, and really let loose.

    Jason’s eyes rolled back as Magnus’ cock hit his prostate repeatedly. He felt himself melt into relaxation and pleasure, completely forgetting his failure at the body-forming as Magnus began to thrust deeper and grunt. He could feel his own cock bounce in time with the slapping of Magnus’ balls against his ass.

    Vlad, at this point, couldn’t bear it anymore and pulled his cock out of his pants, pulling his shirt up to put a hand on his stomach as he gently stroked his cock as he watched the two have sex in the yard.

    Magnus didn’t dare bury his cock into Jason’s ass, he didn’t think he’d be able to take it all. The point of him fucking Jason wasn’t just for pleasure, although he had to admit it felt great; it was to help Jason relax and de-stress. Magnus began to pick up the pace, taking longer strokes at a faster pace as he grunted louder, turning his head and biting down onto Jason’s shin.

    Jason felt his orgasm building as Magnus plowed into him, feeling the power and the drive that Magnus had while giving him pleasure was a lot to handle for Jason. He started moaning, in short little bursts, matching Magnus’ thrusts in time.

    Magnus knew that Jason was close, they’d had sex enough times before that Magnus could tell he was ready to cum. Magnus stopped thrusting, quickly shifted onto his knees, put one hand on Jason’s leg and one hand behind his back and supported his lower half up off the ground as he began to let loose, now fully penetrating Jason and railing into him. Jason would hurt tomorrow but Magnus wanted to share an orgasm with him. Magnus’ own orgasm began to build as his grunts became louder and turned into yells. Their voices being different but matching in time, their bodies coming together, preparing for the ecstatic release.

    Jason felt himself ready to burst, so he grabbed his cock and slicked his precum over it before stroking it.

    Magnus saw Jason grab himself and followed suit, pulling out of Jason’s hole, letting him fall back down to the ground, and jerking his own cock to time their orgasms together.

    The two both shouted as they came, orgasms coming in waves over themselves, shooting cum onto Jason’s neck, chest, stomach, and groin. They both let their cocks go as Magnus fell to one side of Jason, rolling onto his back. They both sighed heavily and began to laugh as they panted to catch their breath.

    Vlad himself had reached a climax as well, moaning quietly as cum began to pour out of his cock. He moved his hand away from his stomach to catch it, not wanting to make a mess. He left the window to go to the kitchen to wash his hands clean.

    Jason wiped himself clean with a single pass of his hand, moving all of the cum and lube off of himself and onto the ground. He sat up and propped himself up on his hands, leaning back and staring up at the sky, still breathing heavily.

    Magnus got up himself, offering a hand out to Jason. “Come on,” he said. “You let out some of that tension, let’s try that again.”

    Jason took the hand Magnus offered and headed back into the pond, still warm and tingly from his orgasm. He sighed out the air in his lungs as he submerged himself and easily pulled the pond back out of the kettle. He again began to form the appendages of the water before losing his train of thought. His focus slipped and he once again basked in the afterglow of the sex.

    Magnus watched as he saw Jason’s body go slack, and saw the smile creep over his face. The water formed toes, fingers, and a face, it’s body moving to match Jason’s body. Magnus grinned and shouted, “There you go! Now move!”

    Jason opened his eyes and realized what he had done, laughing as he saw the body in full form. He moved his hands out in front of his chest, so he could see through the body of the water and flex the fingers he had formed. Of course, he hadn’t the slightest idea how he had finally gotten it, but he was going to relish it while he could. With that, he began to walk, as the body shifted around him and walked with him along the shore, each step being soft, and leaving the ground undisturbed if only a bit wet.

    Vlad returned to the windows again after washing his hands to see that Jason had gone back into the water and formed a body out of the pond he had pulled up into the air. He watched in awe as he saw the huge form mirror the movements that Jason was miming as he floated inside it’s chest.

    Jason walked about for a short while, flexing his form and searching himself, attempting to understand what he had done differently so he could do it again next time. He slowly began to release the form and the water, remembering what it was doing as he released it to try and work up to that point again later. He landed on the shore as the water returned to the kettle. “I did it! Let’s go inside.” Jason said as he began walking toward the house.

    Magnus took a few large strides, catching up with Jason, then slowed to walk beside him. “You did do it, but you can’t have sex every time you want to do big work like that, you have to figure out how to let go of things without help. Work on that.” he said as they reached the porch.

     Vlad met the two at the door, and said “That was amazing! The way you moved the water right up out of the basin!” Then, Vlad blushed a deep red. He had just admitted to watching them work, meaning they knew he had probably seen their other activities as well.

    Jason was excited, and smiling wide.  “Yeah! I mean the sex was good, but finally being able to form a body, that was great!” he said before noticing Vlad’s blushing. He walked over to him, “See something else you liked?” Jason chuckled and nudged Vlad with a thrust of his crotch towards Vlad’s hip, just grazing his bulge against Vlad. Jason chuckled and walked down the hall.

    Magnus stepped up to Vlad and clapped a big hand onto one of his slight shoulders. “I think we can sit down and talk now, if you want.” Magnus said.

    “That would be nice.” Vlad said, still red in the face as he moved back into the kitchen and sat at the table; tapping the little button to turn his glasses on. “Do you mind if I record this? For my own personal records?”

    Magnus shrugged as he followed after Jason into the large living room as Vlad followed behind him. Magnus slowly took a seat on the squeaking sofa as Jason sat on the rug.

    Vlad sat cross legged on the bare floor, his eyes beaming with excitement as he looked up excitedly at Magnus.

    Magnus sighed as he relaxed back into the sofa, and began to explain. “Everything has a spirit, we as shamans possess the ability to freely interact with the Spirit World to one degree or another, and are often called upon to resolve conflicts between spirits or seek solutions to problems that can be felt in material and spiritual reality. For the Four Winds, this is especially true for the elemental spirits of nature. We shamans understand the connection between the Spirit World and the Material World better than anyone, and can enact upon the Spirit World to perform feats that are considered magic here in the Material World; communing with spirits capable of the changes, using rituals to invoke responses, and so on and so forth.”

    Magnus paused before continuing. “All shamans have a way of focusing themselves, Jason and I use water to do so, swimming, bathing, dancing in the rain, what have you. Others use many different things, drugs, exercise, meditation. Some believe that anything external of their own selves are crutches to be avoided, or anything that is manufactured like artificial drugs or technological devices; but it’s all preference. Anything that grants you a connection and power can help; symbols, words, rituals, whatever! Even the tools themselves have spirits, they must be respected as well for they are the messengers we use to bridge the gap and connect to the Spirit World to do magic. Does any of that make sense?”

    Vlad nodded after thinking for a long moment. “I think I understand.”

    “Do you feel like you have that connection with anything?” Magnus asked.

    “The closest thing I feel that sort of connection with is Rita, and maybe computers? However, I’m not sure if that’s from a Mage stand point, or just my own fondness for technology making me biased.” Vlad admitted to Magnus.

    Magnus nodded his head. “That’s understandable, and remember; this is a purely shamanistic point of view, I’m explaining how we work, meaning Jason and I; you may be very different.”

    Vlad nodded his head in understanding. “I kinda guessed that. They way magic made itself manifest to me during my Awakening was rather strange. In a way that was very tailored to my interest in computers. If it manifested itself that way to everyone then I imagine every Mage would be amazing with computers or terribly confused about how it did manifest itself.”

    Magnus nodded. “Take your time, figure things out, explore yourself and the world. When you’re ready, start talking to the professors and administration at the school, they can help guide you to people to help you identify your magic and encourage it as well.”

    “Thank you for the advice Magnus.” Vlad said with a heartfelt smile. He had something new and challenging to learn and he was looking forward to every second of it. Vlad then turned to face Jason.

    “I hate to cut our visit short but I need to go home….would you mind taking me back? You’re welcome to hang out if you want to, but if you and Magnus have more training to do I understand.”

    Jason nodded and stood. “We should head back, you have work to catch up on and a lot to think about.” Jason began to head towards the hallway before stopping, looking over his shoulder at Magnus, and saying “Thanks for the help today, I’ll be back tomorrow.” Jason walked down the hallway toward the front door.

    Vlad made his way towards the edge of the lake quickly. He was both excited and anxious to get home. He had much to tell R.I.T.A. and much to talk with her about.

    Jason held his arms out for Vlad to step into. Vlad walked into Jason’s arms before they stepped into the water. Vlad closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and felt himself begin to fall.

    —-

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  • Transition

    Tom had sent me one succinct email the next morning. “Bring running shoes.”

    I remembered he had mentioned he had a full gym at his home so I assumed he had something in mind there.

    When I arrived at 11 am sharp the next day, he greeted me as he had done before, with a long lingering kiss and some light groping.

    “Take everything off and then put on your gym socks and your running shoes,” he commanded.

    I took off my clothes at the front door and folded them on the bench in the foyer. I put on my running shoes, feeling a little silly standing there with nothing else on. I would have felt more comfortable had I been totally naked.

    “Come.”

    I followed him through the mansion, through some large double doors into an area that was as practically as big as the entire main floor of my house! The area was more of an atrium than a gymnasium, with a high oval roof that was completely made of stained glass. His gym rivaled that of any club I had been to. There was a large matted area for stretching, climbing ropes and rings hanging from the high ceiling in one corner, a couple of stationary bikes, a couple of treadmills, a stair climber, a number of benches, most of the types of machines found at my local gym, and an equally impressive array of weights in every size and weight.

    “Let”s warm up with a short run,” he invited me to step up onto the second treadmill as he started jogging on the first.

    “As I said, Stephen, keeping yourself in perfect shape is important for both your health, your appearance, and your stamina. I am going to help you create a routine that will get you there in as short a period as possible.”

    ” You will fill out one of those forms,” he said, as he pointed to a few sheets of paper on a nearby desk. “I will require that you make it to the gym at least 4 times a week for a good one hour work-out and that you do 15 minutes of some other kind of strenuous exercise every other day. You need to both tone up your muscles as well as build up your aerobic strength. “

    With a little grin he continued, “We won”t usually have time for you to use this gym when you come over, because I”ll have other plans for you. “

    We continued the jog for about 20 minutes as our conversation meandered over a number of subjects that had nothing to do with sex or domination. We chatted like old friends about politics, finances, what books we liked to read, etc. It was kind of strange to be running like that in the nude. My cock and balls swung back and forth in a steady rhythm with my legs. There was a kind of freedom to it all though. Of course, I equally enjoyed watching Tom”s beautiful body as his long, strong legs drove his stride. He had just a little hair on his chest and his legs, but otherwise the sweat that appeared on his smooth skin was unencumbered by body hair. After 15 minutes his entire body glistened in the light from the overhead skylight. He looked beautiful. I could not help thinking how hot it would be to lie on top of him and slide around on his sweaty muscular body. After the run, he led me over to the bench press.

    “How much can you lift, Stephen?” he asked.

    “Well, I don”t do a lot of weights regularly Tom,” I replied. “I mostly swim and bike. I can”t remember the last time I did a bench press. I think I am good for about 70 pounds.”

    He put 60 pounds on the bar and motioned me to get on the bench in the lifting position. Then he walked around to give me a spot.

    “I am going to give you a routine that will build up your muscles. Once I get your body looking exactly as I want it, we will transition to a routine for maintenance and stamina. With each of the weights we do today, we will start with 10 reps at a lower weight than your comfort zone. Then 10 at your comfort zone. Then 10 more that will be a real challenge. OK. Let”s do it.”

    I easily pushed up the bar as I enjoyed watching him straddle me with his cock and balls just above my head. He kept his fingers on the underside of the bar as he focused on ensuring that the weights stayed balanced. At this weight, I didn”t need any assistance, but he took the role of spotter seriously. As I finished the 10 reps and settled the bar back in its cradle, he stepped back.

    “While you catch your breath, Stephen, let”s try another exercise. Slide back on the bench until your head falls back over the edge”.

    I did as I was told and, once my head had fallen back, Tom got on his knees and walked forward a few inches on them until he had guided his growing cock up to my lips. He smiled down at me.

    “I didn”t say this would be all work and no play!”

    I didn”t need any further invitation. I opened my mouth as he pushed his cock onto my ready tongue. I licked his cock while my heart slowed down. When it reached its normal level he pulled his cock out of my mouth and stood up again.

    “Back in position now,” he commanded. He put another 10 pounds on the bar and again straddled the bench as he positioned himself to spot for me.

    “This is a fun way to exercise,” I thought with a chuckle.

    After the next 10 reps, we repeated his “special exercise”. He spent a little more time in my mouth this time, but avoided invading my throat. It was just an intimate sucking that I enjoyed immensely.

    The last set was difficult. He had increased weight to 10 pounds higher than my normal rate. My shoulders ached and my heart raced as he pushed me to complete every one of the demanded 10 reps.

    “Good work, Stephen. You will repeat this exercise and the rest of this entire routine four times a week. We are going to add 5 more pounds every week for 4 weeks. Then we”ll see how we”ll proceed from there. OK. Now go ever and do some sit-ups.” He pointed over to the inclined bench, currently sitting at about 60 degrees.

    He adjusted the bench down to about 25 degrees. “Let”s start with 50. Get at it.”

    I pushed myself and found my stomach aching and my breath scattered as I reached the 35 mark. It had been awhile since I had done this. He goaded me on as I pushed and pushed to reach the 50 mark so that he would not be disappointed in me. After I finished and lay there with my head inches away from the low end of the bench and my legs still secured by the foot-strap, he stepped up over my inclined body, and straddled me with his feet pointed toward my head. He slowly lowered himself onto his knees and dropped his ball sack onto my face. His cock was fully erect and pointing toward the ceiling.

    “Open,” he commanded.

    I opened my mouth and he dropped his balls into my mouth as if he were dropping a tea-bag into a tea cup. I chuckled again as I realized that this is why the called this “tea-bagging”. His balls felt great as I rolled one and then the other in my mouth. His sweat ran down from his chest, across his tight belly, and down around his cock onto his balls and into my mouth. The smell was overwhelming. I mean that in a good way. I was in heaven as I sucked his balls with my face snuggled into the crack of his ass. Suddenly, he reached down and spread his ass cheeks as he adjusted himself a few inches forward placing his hole over my tongue.

    “Eat it slut.”

    I tightened my tongue and pushed it into his hole. Then I pulled it out and licked all around his anus. He started to gyrate above me, pushing down on my tongue as I tried my best to keep it straight up and hardened. He groaned with satisfaction and stood up again. I was disappointed, hoping that this would have gone on longer. But as I laid there catching my breath and savoring the tastes in my mouth, I looked up at his magnificent body, with his cock protruding straight out and thought, “This guy makes me melt.”

    The fun was over for a little while as he led me through the rest of my new routine. I recorded each exercise diligently in my log book indicating the name of the exercise, the amount of the weights, and the number and frequency of repetitions. Most of the exercises were with free weights as he described to me that those were the best for building muscle. Using free weights also ensured that I was not dependant on finding a specific type of machine in any gym that I might use. I traveled a lot and some of the gyms were not as well equipped, so this made a lot of sense.

    As we worked through the routine, we started to talk again. I was working on some leg presses when he changed the direction of our conversation.

    “Stephen, are you coming to realize that you need to be serving other men””

    “Well, I have thought about it and explored this for a long time Tom. I have to admit that, having met you, I now realize much more clearly how much I need this.”

    “Yes, need comes from desire, but there is usually more than that. I have studied a lot of submissives over the years, both professionally and for my personal use. You all have a lot in common. It mostly stems from your childhood and how you were brought up. Almost all of my boys have had parents that didn”t really pay a lot of attention to them and often the attention that they did get was in the form of punishments for misbehaving. These boys grew up normally, but as they got into their twenties or sometimes their thirties, they found that they were missing something. They found they needed to have someone who could give them a sense of security that they never found in their childhood. Someone who could make them feel loved but would also provide them with some solid direction. Most of them never have a chance to experience what you are experiencing now. Most of them bottle up that inner need and, though they live their lives normally, know that they are missing something but never can put their finger on what it is.”

    “You have found your place Stephen. You know it as I know it. You are a cocksucker. Although there is the literal meaning to that, it really means that you are meant to serve. Cock sucking is just a metaphor for serving. It really means that you will suck the cock, eat the ass, lick the balls, suck on the armpit, suckle the nipples, lick the toes, drink the piss, or do anything else that someone that recognizes your need will demand of you. It also means that you will cook their food, clean their toilet, do their laundry, be the maid or butler or chauffer for those that are stronger than you too. You are meant to serve. You are a cocksucker. Now say it, Stephen. Say “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.””

    I repeated the phrase, “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.” It felt a little silly.

    “Good. The more you say it, the more you will know it is true. Now, repeat it with every rep.”

    As I pushed the weight up with my legs, I repeated, “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.”

    “Louder,” he commanded.

    “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.”

    “Harder,” he demanded.

    I pushed harder with my legs and shouted, “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.”

    “More,” he urged.

    “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.” I was really getting into it. As I focused on the admission, I practically forgot about the pain in my thighs. “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.”

    I shouted out like I was pleading for someone to confirm it, “I am a cocksucker. I am meant to serve.”

    “Good. Very good Stephen. I want you to repeat that to yourself every night before you go to sleep and every morning as soon as you wake up.”

    I assume that this was one of his Psychologist tricks. But he was right. I was a cocksucker. Even though I had spent my life working hard to earn the respect of my peers and then later my employees ” even though I was the head of my household and was always looked to as the person to make the decisions and take control ” what I really wanted ” no, what I really needed ” was for someone else to lead me; to tell me what to do; to let me let go for once so that I could just do what I was told; so that I could give away all the responsibilities that were demanded of me and just go with the flow.

    It took almost another hour before we were finished. I was hot and sweaty and ached all over. It was a really solid workout ” even more so for me since it had been so long since I had worked with weights.

    Finally, he said, “Good work. I am proud of you Stephen. We”ll turn you into an Adonis yet! Come on, let”s take a quick shower and I will show you my hot tub.”

    The tub was just off the back of the gym and had an open-air shower right beside it. We sat in the tub, as we watch the ocean waves and just relaxed.

    “Tom, I am not sure how I should address you” You seem comfortable with me calling you by your first name, but from what I have read, Doms usually expect more formal salutations of respect.”

    “Well,” he said with a chuckle, “I have been called many things over the years. Master, Coach, Daddy, Sir, Doctor, and Mister. For now, you call me whatever makes you comfortable at that moment. Try some on for size. Over time, we”ll find the words that best fit our relationship. Meantime, you can continue to call me Tom.”

    I was a little surprised at this answer. I was starting to realize that Tom was really different as a Dom or perhaps all the stories I had read were not as realistic as I had thought. I later learned the this was his way of initiation. He was leading me down a trail from which I could never find my way back, because I was taking myself down that trail. He did not want to force me into submission. He wanted me to find the submission that was inside me. Later, I would come to know him as my Master and would never think of calling him anything else. In those early days, I continued to call him Tom or Sir. In those early days, when I tried to call him “Master” it didn”t feel right. It was like a game that I was playing but it didn”t really feel like it was true. I guess he had had enough experience to know this. He was always a step ahead of me. When I finally did call him “Master” it was like a relief washed over me like the ocean waves we were now watching – but that day was not to happen for many weeks into the future.

    He slid over to sit beside me as the steaming water bubbled over our naked bodies. He grabbed my head on both sides and planted a deep satisfying kiss. His tongue rolled over mine like two eels entwined in a sexual ritual. I felt like I was melting into his body, like my body and his were being welded together by the flaming water.

    He reached down to my turgid cock and stroked me under the water, pulling the skin back so that it felt like hot oil was poured on the exposed layers. He kissed me passionately as if I was the love of his life. I wanted only to return the satisfaction he was giving me. I wanted to give myself to him. My body, my mind, my honor.

    He kissed me for many long minutes as he stroked my cock. I put my hands on his firm pecs and massaged them. I reached around his back and gently scratched up and down as I explored the fine muscle structure of his torso. I felt his cock growing hard against my leg and could only think about how wonderful it was going to be to have it spurting its glorious gift into my mouth.

    He reached down past the base of my cock and squeezed my balls. His fingers inched toward my anus until he finally slipped a finger inside me. The hot water had relaxed every facet of my body, including the hole that his finger had now invaded. I let my legs float up to the surface as my head rolled back under his constant kiss. My ass was now totally available to him and he immediately took advantage of the new position. He sank his finger deep into my ass and I felt him exploring my insides. He rubbed up against my prostrate. He knew exactly where it was and what it needed. Then he started to fuck me with his finger. It was like a long fine thin cock and he pushed and pulled it in and out of my hole in rapid succession.

    Then, as if he knew the moment I was ready for it, his first finger was joined by a second. My sphincter stretched to accommodate the new visitor as his tongue pushed its way into the back of my throat. I had never felt closer to another person as I did right then. He was literally lifting me out of the water with his two fingers as he continued fucking me unabated.

    I reached down to grasp his cock but he slapped my hands away with his other hand. He was into fucking me, and he was not about to allow me to touch him unless it was under his control.

    Unexpectedly, his two fingers were joined by a third. It was starting to hurt but he kept pushing the steaming water into my hole which acted as good a lubricant as the finest oil.

    I felt like I was on fire with emotion. He owned me. There in that hot tub, with his fingers emasculating my ass, and his tongue finding new corners of my mouth, I had become his bitch. I would have done anything he asked. I wanted to whore my body for him. I wanted to be with him like this forever.

    He finally slowed his assault on my ass and pulled all his fingers out. He looked into my eyes intensely and said, “You need this. You are mine. I am going to be inside you and you need this.”

    All the while looking deep into my eyes, his head just scant inches away from mine, he started pushing all his fingers back into my gaping hole. The pain was excruciating. But the way he was looking at me, like a proud father watching his wife giving birth for the first time, I knew that I had to take whatever he was going to give me. He adjusted himself so that his arm was positioned lower and pushed his entire hand into my ass. Then he stopped as my anus tightened around his wrist.

    He smiled that magnanimous smile. “Now you are my cocksucker. You were meant to serve me.”

    Millimeter by millimeter he pushed his hand further into my bowels. I grimaced as I felt his fist inside me. I was breathing hard and squeezed my eyes tight as I fought the urge to scream. I so wanted to please him. I wanted him to be proud of my ability to have him inside me like this. It was so personal. There was no way that two people could be more tightly held together.

    He rolled his wrist over as he observed how I handled the pain. I managed through it and he pushed me harder again. Each second seemed like a year but, eventually, I started to ignore the pain and started to be able to focus on the feeling of the hand inside me.

    He sensed the change and started to gyrate his arm back and forth in my hole. He was sensitive to my reactions and I knew that he had no interest in hurting me. In his own way, he wanted to pleasure me as much as I wanted to please him. There was no doubt that he was enjoying himself. Every feature on his face showed me that. I looked down and was surprised to see his forearm half buried inside me. I should have known though, as my guts felt strangely full. I fleetingly thought that I could take a cock of any size in my ass now and that made me feel proud. I guess that was one of the purposes of this exercise. But really, I knew the main purpose was control. With his arm buried in my ass, he had total control over me”practically, no actually”control over my life and death. I looked up past his head at the big blue sky and felt like I was finally where I needed to be in the world. As his hand drove in and out of my hole like the piston of an idling engine, my ass eventually started to numb. Every once in awhile he would let his hand slip all the way out. As the hot water poured into my open hole, he would carefully plug it again with his fist, then slip his fingers in and start the process all over again. He ravaged my ass like this for a long time alternately kissing me passionately or tilting his head back so that he could observe my expressions. My cock, which had softened during the initial onslaught, was now rock hard again and bobbed up and down in the water. Each time his fist rubbed against my prostrate a little more precum would leak out, coagulate and drift off in a swirl of the jetted water. He supported my lower back with his other hand as he held me up to float at water level. We were in the middle of the bubbling tub now, his feet spread wide to support me as he slid his arm back and forth into my opening.

    He was bent over so that he could position his arm for deeper penetration while his teeth found their way onto my nipples.

    Suddenly my cock started spurting. My cum flew up into the air.

    I craned my head forward and watched with astonishment as he caught the flying cum with his mouth.

    “We all like a little love juice my slut,” he whispered as he smiled, my cum dripping off the corner of his lips.

    My own shooting must have triggered his need. He pulled his fist out of my ass and stood up straight. Roughly, he pushed back on a seat at the side of the hot tub and then straddled me as he stood up on the seat with one leg on either side of my spent body. He immediately pushed his huge cock into my mouth and started battering me like he was trying to knock down a castle door. Relentlessly he jammed his monster between my lips. His cock suddenly swelled and a torrent of juice shot deep into my throat. He kept on forcing his hips into my face as his cock continued its constant flow of hot sticky cum. Even after he had finished emptying his balls into my swelling stomach he fucked my face for another 5 minutes. His amazing cock stayed rock hard the entire time.

    My ass started to feel the after effects of the beating it has taken, and was reacting to the constant swirl of water. It felt like it was on fire. He didn’t seem to notice or care about me at all at that moment as he was caught up in the rapture of fucking my face. As his cock could not swell any larger, there was no notice when it started to spurt another mighty load into me. Again he kept fucking me with reckless abandon. My throat was his pussy. My lips were getting raw with the constant friction.

    He finally pulled out and sat back down beside me with a splash. His head rolled back over the edge of the tub as he stretched his arms back.

    “Whoooaaaooo!” he screamed. “That was soooo good!”

    He stretched his biceps and then slumped in total relaxation as his eyes closed and a contented smile appeared at his lips.

    I reached down with one hand to tentatively touch the spot where my ass used to be. I say that because what I found there did not feel like an asshole. I had been loosened up and stretched open like an oyster.

    I was suddenly aware that he was watching me as I explored the rim of my hole.

    “You did extremely well for your first time Stephen. Let’s get out of here and I’ll get you some special cream for that lovely pussy of yours.”

    We toweled off. I watched his tight ass muscles flex as he stepped in the nearby bathroom and came out with a tube of ointment. He dabbed a glob on his finger and ever so gently caressed my hole area. The relief was immediate but I knew I was going to be very sore for a very long time.

    “Take this with you, my sweet.”

    He pressed the tube into my hand and then led me back to the front door where my clothes were still neatly folded. I put them on.

    “Don’t forget Stephen,” he said after giving me another deep passionate kiss, “Every time you go to bed and every time you wake up. You are a cocksucker. You were meant to serve. You are turning into a GREAT cocksucker my little bitch. Keep it up.”

    As he shut the door behind me, I stood at the top of the front steps considering my next move.

    “There was no way I was going to be able to sit at my desk this afternoon,” I thought.

    In fact, I was surprised when, looking at my watch, I realized I had been in there for almost 3 hours. The afternoon was half over. I went straight home. My wife had gone out shopping and would not be home until supper.

    I laid down on the bed after applying some more ointment on my hole, put on some underwear so that I would not stain the sheets, and fell into a deep contented sleep.

    But just before I drifted off, I whispered to myself, “I am a cocksucker. I was meant to serve.”


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