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  • Rusty and Darrel – Hayes and Octavia st. San Francisco

    Rusty and Darrel – Hayes and Octavia st. San Francisco

    I’m Jack. 230 pounds and 6 foot 2 of Irish/Polish hybrid. Luck of the genes of both cultures, built solid and thick, pale Irish skin with black hair and green eyes. 7.5 inches of cock with a bulbous baseball bat shape with big nuts. Big square Irish pecs and biceps and big polish ass and big thighs. Built in paranoia about being a fat old man keeps me working out a lot…that and a bit of fat on the middle. These genes can’t last forever but I am gonna try my best. Lots of exercise  = lots of desire all the time. My problem ? Thickness Addiction.

    Ray. Former football player and Black Panther. 55 years young and so seasoned and hot in bed that he had a rotation of men. I could only get to him every 3 months or so, but that dick was so wide and long that it was worth the wait, solid thick from base to tip, much wider than a beer can 10 incher. Except this time he refused and gave me a puppy to break in. A man puppy. I didn’t want to break in a newly gay man. But he told me if I did I would have access to so many thick men with thick cocks I would never want for more. Quite a statement. Interesting.

    Rusty. I was to break him in for Ray. I guess Ray thought my dick was thick enough for a starter dick and I had dildos the size of Ray. While waiting for Rusty to show up I met some other men I knew at the park on Hayes and Octavia. Maybe I was pouting a bit having waited for Ray all that time and not getting pumped by him, but one of the men told me I was doing community service by breaking in Rusty. That I was to instill in him my values of good sex behavior, to love men right and hope for a big cock experience but treat men well even if they are average sized. Well, I did firmly believe in that so I rose to the challenge.

    Rusty had made a video that was quite popular. One where he pulled sweats down slowly to let his really hard dick pop up and then kept jacking it for a girl named Nancy. His dick was a nice looking 5 incher that had a good amount of jizz at the end. I, like many men watched and thought that guy would make a great bottom. But chasing straight men is a bore because they just lay there during sex, and seem to only want good head. Now here was one pursuing men. He arrived and I won’t bore you with the hey bro frat boy stuff, but that would have to go. He had a military hair cut so short but I suspected that he was going bald and might always have the shaved head look. 6 feet tall with solid muscles all over, thick waisted, thick hips, square pecs and amazingly everything was so hard. Kind of a puppy bull dog with a sweet smile. All short clipped body hair which usually is a turn off for me, but it worked on him. I asked his background and he said mutt, but probably Amish which meant mostly Dutch by the look of him. My impression was that this man, who was 25, was solid testosterone and controlled by it completely. The early balding, the rock hard muscles and the frequently rock hard dick all said it all to me. No wonder he was going gay, only men could satisfy his need.

    The training month went by quickly but I have to admit the man wore me out. Fucking his ass three times a night sounds fun, but sometimes I need a day off. An avid natural body builder he considered everything a challenge and was an overachiever. He taught me quite a bit about my own gym routine and shared my fear of being a grossly overweight old man. He was the first man to admit this to me, the first to say yes he had relatives with terrible health issues due to obesity. It was then I felt true friendship for him. He was built for sex, and he loved it. Of course, the magic button in his ass helped quite a bit. He loved the dildos the size of Ray so I knew we were all set.

    Darrel. I though maybe we could finish up with a real man instead of all these dildos. Plus I hadn’t had any dick in my ass for a month and I kept dreaming of being fucked while fucking Rusty; one of my favorite positions ! Darrel was a gentle giant with a cock that was almost too long for me at 11 inches, only because the head was smaller than I like, but his base was wide. He was 6 foot 4 and built like a tank and the perfect blend of American black and black Puerto Rican. Also I wanted him because he had those Latin pecs with the prominent nipples, like perfect Hersey’s kisses on top of big wide fleshy round big as a mountain pecs. He was from a upper middle class family that had some hard issues because of his health as a child. It left him shy and with a stomach scar that I never saw because he always wore a thin strap tank top during sex. You could nurse his pecs forever and stroke that dick, but don’t try touch that stomach area. I always wanted to take care of him because clearly he had some Daddy issues.

    Rusty knew the parameters and took to pec worship perfectly. Sharing sucking of Darrel’s dick and large balls was great also, and meeting his lips and tongue with the taste of cock was so good. Darrel went down on Rusty and went between rimming him and sucking his hard cock. Rusty loved it and came quicker than usual which surprised me. Then I realized something special was happening. Rusty sat ever so slowly on Darrel’s big cock while looking deep into his eyes. I knew what he was feeling in his ass but not in his eyes. I greedily wished I was sitting on Darrel, but I knew that was my ass talking to my brain. They fucked slowly and with such passion and I knew that Rusty could do squats on that dick for a long time. Then they started to talk. You are so solid, you are so good at this, I can make you solid – that kind of thing. I was surprised that Rusty had the nerve to say he could make Darrel more solid. I liked his fleshy muscles. The push and pull of Rusty’s hole was mesmerizing to me and I went in for a closer look. So beautiful the human body and what it can do. As I said before, Rusty was built for sex. The scent of sweat and the sounds of groaning and gasping wet all I could concentrate on and the pulse and throb seemed to permeate the room. So amazing and hot that I missed the conversation which was turning to the scar issue. I popped my head up because I thought this would spoil everything.

    Rusty was leaning back with one hand squeezing Darrel’s chest and the other hand on his own cock rubbing it back and forth on Darrel’s stomach. Rusty was asking permission to put his cock under the shirt and rub it on the scar saying it turned him on. Well I thought Darrel would protest but he let him put his rock hard sweet dick under the shirt and started fucking him harder and faster. Rusty hugged him and started blowing hot breath into his ear talking softly. When he said he would probably come all over the scar that set Darrel into orbit and came hard and long into Rusty’s ass. It was beautiful and kind and hot all at once. And I had an itch in my ass for cock like crazy, but officially I was happy to have witnessed this great sex.

    Rusty was meant for men, and his bro frat boy stuff melted into an understanding of masculine men that was perfect. I am not sure if Ray would ever get to fuck him now that he had Darrel, but I had done my part. I guess I should have not set up that threesome but who knows when love will strike.

    I wonder what my reward would be….

  • In the Hot Tub

    When I first met my husband’s really good friend Austin it was a pleasant shock. Kevin and I had only been married about a year when we were invited to visit his friend, Austin and his wife Paige. I didn’t know what to expect. We’re in our twenties and Kevin told me Austin was thirty three and Paige twenty nine but they didn’t look or act like “old” people. 

    I laughed and said “That’s not old.” But secretly thought we’d have little in common because of the age difference. 

    My husband’s name is Kevin and he’s the love of my life, long blond unruly surfer hair, some ink and a heart the size of Texas. 

    When we arrived and knocked on their door and the guy that answered immediately put Kevin in a bear hug. I stood there for a few awkward seconds as they embraced. Then Paige appeared behind them and said, “Come on in. Those two love each other so much, it’s the closest thing I’ve seen to a Bromance.” 

    I laughed because they were busy saying how good it was to see each other. Everyone went inside. Introductions were made and Kevin was right. Austin was roguish good looking.  The sides of his head were closely shaved but the hair on top of his head was longer and slicked back. Also he sported a goatee and the creases in the corner of his eyes were always smiling even if his mouth wasn’t. 

    He was so hot. I couldn’t explain my reaction. My palms got clammy, my heart raced, I felt heat between my legs. Nobody had ever had that direct or instantaneous effect on me before. 

    The next morning after a rather long night of indulging in adult beverages and catching up, Paige invited us to brunch at her favorite breakfast restaurant. 

    Austin had to work and had already left by the time we were up. 

    Once we arrived at the restaurant and got seated a strapping, good looking young man approached the table and sat down next to Paige. She put her arm around this dark haired guy and kissed him, then introduced us. “Guys this is Vincent. He’s a friend of mine.”

    What the hell was going on I thought. Yeah this dude was good looking but damn, what would Austin think? How awkward was this meal going to be? I have to tell you, there were lots of thoughts going through my head and none were pleasant. 

    After a little small talk I noticed Paige’s hand in Vince’s lap. It seemed she was rubbing his cock though his shorts. I elbowed Kevin’s ribs and gave him a questioning look. He whispered in my ear, “I’ll explain later.” 

    He’d better I thought, because anyone could tell Paige had now slipped her hand inside Vince’s shorts and was stroking his hard cock. I could see her arm moving in a covert but none the less noticeable up and down movement. The whole time having a normal conversation like nothing was going on. 

    Vince was kinda shy during brunch and said little. I didn’t know how to react and couldn’t wait to get done and leave. At the end of the meal as we walked out, Paige said, “Vince is going to give me a ride home. Can you guys take my Jeep? I’ll meet you back at the house.” 

    “Sure,” Kevin said taking the keys. 

    Vince had parked his small car near the front, while Paige’s Jeep was farther out. As we drove by Vince’s car we could see his head was rolled back, eyes closed. Once got nearer to them we could see the back of Paige’s head bobbing up and down in his lap. 

    I averted my eyes and couldn’t believe it. “You need to explain.” I told Kevin. 

    He sighed and said, “Austin and Paige are a bit different.” 

    “Ya Think?” I replied. 

    “They’re not exactly swingers but neither one is exactly faithful either,” he said. 

    “So does that mean Austin knows what’s going on?” I asked. 

    “Probably, but not necessarily,” he answered.

    “Well, that’s just fucked up,” I said crossing my arms in a huff. 

    “You’ll have to ask Austin about it. He explains it so much better than I do,” Kevin sighed. 

    Later that day Paige received a call that her eighteen year old cousin was in a minor car wreck. While he wasn’t injured, alcohol was involved so she felt like she needed to go handle the situation. She left before Austin got home from work. 

    By the time Austin arrived home we’d been enjoying ourselves for a couple of hours. We’d removed the hot tub cover and were having excellent margaritas in the bubbles. Austin showered and joined us shortly. 

    He was in really good shape. His stomach was flat and his arms bulged with muscle. 

    I found myself staring at him as he climbed in opposite of us. Normally, one might think we were already naked, but I wasn’t comfortable enough yet and after what I’d seen, wasn’t sure I ever would be. 

    We drank, chatted and enjoyed reliving of old stories I hadn’t heard. Almost all the stories ended with Austin sounding like that guy in that Vegas movie asking Kevin, “But did you die?” 

    By the third margarita I had a nice buzz going. 

    Austin reached under the water and pulled his shorts off and ceremoniously dropped them on the bank.  I was red faced for a second but then Kevin pulled his off too. 

    “Well, I’m not taking my suit off,” I told them. 

    “Aww… I’m devastated,” Austin said and they both laughed. 

    A few minutes later Kevin reached for my hand under the water and placed it on his cock. It was only half hard, so I stroked it few times then let go. But when he put my hand back on it I held it until he got rock hard in my grip. 

    “Ask him about brunch,” Kevin told me. 

    I was just buzzed enough that I deiced to do it. “Yeah. I need to ask you something,” I said to Austin. 

    “Go ahead. I’m an open book,” he responded. 

    “We met a young guy named Vincent today. Do you know him?” 

    Austin grinned a lopsided smile and stood to reach for his cellphone. The bubbles had covered his junk so I hadn’t seen him naked yet. His cock wasn’t large and not small but perfectly manscaped and half hard. I would have to describe it as beautiful, which is not something I would normally say about a cock. He dried his hands and grabbed his cellphone and sat down up on the bank. He flipped through it and pulled up a short video clip and said, “Ahh… here it is.” 

    He turned the phone toward me and on the screen was Paige’s face and hands as she bobbed up and down on a cock. Then we could hear the guy say, “Oh shit, I’m going to cum…” 

    I could tell it was Vincent’s voice. 

    Paige sped up. The guy grabbed the back of her head and held her down as he shoved his cock upward, forcing it deep into her throat. In the video you could see his cock pulsing and pumping as Paige swallowed. Just when you thought he might be done Paige lifted her head and one last spurt of cum shot out from his cock. 

    “Oh, it landed in your hair,” the guy said. 

    Paige leaned back down used her tongue to cleaned the cum that had dribbled down his shaft. She lifted her head off his cock and smiled at the camera he was holding and asked, “Did you like that?” 

    She wasn’t talking to Vincent, she was talking to the viewer, which, although I wasn’t the intended recipient, was me. She was looking right at me with cum dripping from her hair and smeared on her lips. I was both turned on and slightly embarrassed. I didn’t realize I’d started stroking Kevin faster as I watched the video. He grabbed my hand and stopped me. “The hot tub will be filled with cum if you do that any harder.” He said. 

    Austin laughed and we all cracked up. 

    “Pretty Hot wasn’t it?” he asked me. 

    “I can’t believe she sent that to you,” I said. “Aren’t you jealous?” I asked out of curiosity. 

    “Lord no,” he said. 

    We got into a deep discussion about open marriages, swinging and life. The kind of discussions one can only have when really drunk or stoned and inhibitions and social niceties are suspended. 

    “I don’t think men or women should be made to feel bad for wanting to experience someone new nor should they be denied their sexuality.” he said. “Women especially have been conditioned to repress their sexual desires and yet have a greater capacity for variety than men. A girl can have sex with multiple partner’s one right after the other. Whereas a man needs to recover. I’m in awe of a woman’s prowess should she chose to exercise it,” he opined. 

    “What if your significant other doesn’t buy it? What about jealousy?” I asked. 

    “Like most emotions there’s a root cause. Jealousy for example is based upon insecurity of the person who is jealous. For example, one only minds that his or her significant other might enjoy sex with another if they are worried about losing him or her,” he said though I disagreed. “That said, however does not devalue an emotion. We are all at different points along the journey of life,” he finished saying. “I enjoy seeing my girl experience new people. It turns me on. In fact it’s just about my only rule. I either get a picture, a video or to watch in person.” 

    “I’d lose my shit if Sharon sent me a video like that,” Kevin said. 

    “Like I said, we’re all at different places. Doesn’t mean we aren’t worthy of love,” he responded. 

    “Holy crap.  That’s some highbrow bullshit,” I told him. 

    “Will it help you to understand me more if I told you what I feel the meaning of life is?” He asked. 

    “Oh, that would be priceless,” I said. 

    “To love and be loved. Simple as that,” he said. 

    I couldn’t argue. I guess that made sense. 

    We delved into a period of silence until Austin said, “Well, I’m going to hit the hay. You kids have fun.” 

    He got up and his cock was three fourths flaccid. With water dripping off his body I felt the heat again between my legs. Austin grabbed a towel and his suit, dried off and sauntered across the deck to the back door. 

    “He left his phone. You think he’s got more videos on there?” Kevin asked as he lurched across the hot tub for it. 

    I started to call Austin name and tell him he forgot his phone but then thought I’d like to see more. “Probably. I wonder if it’s locked,” I whispered. 

    It wasn’t locked and when we opened the Gallery, there were hundreds of photos and videos. I got to see Austin’s cock in its full glory and several more videos of Paige with Vincent and a couple of other men. 

    Finally Kevin picked a video to watch and we hunkered over the tiny screen and watched Paige get absolutely pounded by a young Hispanic guy with a monstrous uncut cock. He had a hand full of hair and was jerking her head back with every thrust as he pumped into her from behind. 

    As soon as Kevin set that phone down I attacked him, shedding my bikini with a couple of quick pulls of the tie strings. His cock was hard as concrete from watching that video. I stoked him a couple of times then climbed on my knees and impaled myself on his shaft. As I humped up and down on his hard cock, I had a thought. “Have YOU ever fucked Paige?” I asked knowing he was friends with them long before he met and married me. 

    “No, but one night while partying she stroked my cock a couple of times. Said she couldn’t fuck me because she thought of me as a little brother. But I damn sure would have if she’d have let me,” he told me. 

    I heard the back door open and Austin came sauntering back toward the phone. He saw me over Kevin’s lap and said, “Don’t let me interrupt. Just forgot my phone.” 

    I spun around and sat so my body was camouflaged by the bubbles. “No problem.” 

    “If you guys are going to play, mind if I watch?” he asked. 

    “We need another drink if that’s going to happen,” Kevin told him. 

    “I’ll be right back,” he said as he left to get us another drink. He returned with a tray that held three shots and three margaritas. He set the tray down, handed both of us a shot glass and a margarita. “To something new.” We toasted and slammed the shots. 

    I chased it with a sip of my other drink. As I took another sip he shed the towel around his waist and climbed back in. 

    After a minute of silence I started to feel that shot. “What the hell was in that shot?” I slurred. 

    “Social lubricant,” he smiled. 

    I felt Kevin’s hand on my thigh. When he slid his hand on up, I let him slip a finger between my soft lips and in my pussy. He started slow but was soon plunging his finger in and out of me. Before I knew it my stomach quivered and my pussy contracted in a gushing orgasm. I closed my eyes and let it wash over me. When I opened them, Austin was smiling and did a silent little golf clap. “Very nice. Felt naughty and more intense to do that in front of me, didn’t it?” he asked. 

    “Yes.” I mumbled, barely audible. 

    “Damn babe, if you don’t mind him watching, my cock is about to explode. You can get back on it if you want.” 

    I shrugged my shoulders and lifted my ass up off the bench hot tub seat.  While facing away from Kevin, lowered myself onto his cock reverse cowgirl style. I leaned forward so he could get deeper, which brought me to my knees, my face was only about fifteen inches or so from Austin’s face. 

    My hands grabbed Austin’s knees to steady myself as Kevin started pumping upward into me. I felt my ass being lifted with each thrust. I leaned up and back into Kevin, which lifted my breasts out of the water. I looked at Austin to see if he was watching and our eyes locked. 

    I rubbed a nipple with each hand as I was being bounced up and down. 

    Kevin’s head was hidden behind my back so he couldn’t see Austin curl his finger motioning me to come closer. I leaned forward and placed my hands on the tops of Austin’s thighs. He slid a little lower and my hands were now inches from his cock. I couldn’t and didn’t want to control myself. 

    Under the cover of the bubbles I reached for Austin’s hard as steel cock. 

    I’d never before had two cocks near me at the same time. 

    I started stroking Austin as Kevin continued to pound my pussy. 

    Austin put his hands behind his head and relaxed as I worked him. 

    I could feel Kevin getting closer. He was pumping me faster and harder. 

    Without causing me to lose my grip on Austin’s cock, Kevin released gush after gush of cum into me. 

    As soon as he relaxed and slid out I turned around and kissed him, which put my ass very near Austin’s cock. As I was kissing my husband when I felt strange hands on my hips guiding me back. 

    “Is this Okay?” I asked Kevin. 

    “Is what Okay?” he asked. 

    It was obvious he was lost in his own pleasure and had no idea how close I was to taking another man inside me. I leaned up and reached back over my shoulder and ran my hand through Austin’s hair but kept my eyes on Kevin. “This. Is this Okay?” I asked but just as I did so, it was too late. Austin was inside me. 

    “Oh babe. That’s not fair. Paige is never going to let me nail her,” He whined. 

    When he entered me, I felt the full length of Austin’s cock. As his balls rested on my clit and I closed my eyes. 

    “Anybody babe, just tell me who you want to fuck. You can have any of my friends. Just let me please fuck Austin,” I moaned as I shifted my body up and then rode his shaft back down. My hands were on his knees. “You can even have Linda. I know you want her I see how you look at her when she comes over,” I said. 

    Austin’s cock was fully erect and hard as steel as his hands held my hips with a solid purpose. I slid up and impaled myself on him again.

    “Fuck, you might as well finish since he’s already fucking you,” Kevin huffed. “But I’m so going to Fuck Linda in front of you.” 

    “Anything babe. Anything,” I moaned, lost in Austin’s cock.  I didn’t mind promising him Linda’s pussy. It would be easy to deliver. Unknown to Kevin she smoked crack and would do almost anything for a rock.

    I started to hump up and down with vigor. I felt the veins of his cock, I felt the head as it passed through my walls, I could feel my orgasm building. I squeezed his knees with my hands as they started to shake side to side. My shoulders shook, my stomach quivered. The contractions in my pussy felt as if it were trying to pull Austin’s cock into my womb. Then my pussy exploded cum all over his cock and into the hot tub. 

    As soon as I did I felt Austin rise up and with a quick thrust, pump load after load deep inside me. With each pump his hips jerked upward with force, causing his balls to rub my clit. In turn this caused my orgasm to roll again, and again and again, every time he hit it. 

    I didn’t stop cumming until he was spent and stopped. 

    I was light headed from the booze, orgasms and having two cocks pump cum inside me. I felt naughty and awesome and on a physical orgasmic high I had never had before. 

    I eased off Austin’s softening cock and leaned over and kissed my husband. “Thank You babe. Thank You.”

    When Paige came back I found out that she liked pussy almost as much as she liked cock and that she didn’t consider me like a sister. But that’s like how I got Linda naked in our bed with Kevin and me, another story.

    The end…


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  • Marcus – Cole Valley Harware, Cole and Carl Sts. San Francisco

    Marcus – Cole Valley Harware, Cole and Carl Sts. San Francisco

    I’m Jack. 230 pounds and 6 foot 2 of Irish/Polish hybrid. Luck of the genes of both cultures, built solid and thick, pale Irish skin with black hair and green eyes. 7.5 inches of cock with a bulbous baseball bat shape with big nuts. Big square Irish pecs and biceps and big polish ass and big thighs. Built in paranoia about being a fat old man keeps me working out a lot…that and a bit of fat on the middle. These genes can’t last forever but I am gonna try my best. Lots of exercise  = lots of desire all the time. My problem ? Thickness Addiction

    Marcus. I could not wait to get back together with Marcus. What a night, Ray’s party was amazing, so many big built men with thick cocks. A couple of the bottoms gave me a glare, but I don’t believe in competing, there are enough men for all of us. Also as far as I understood the rules, Ray’s group rejected anyone who was a bitch and tried to keep all the dick to themselves.

    I had a tremendous night with Marcus, what a cock! Thick as a wrist and juicy, and just the right length. It overcharged me as I came home and could not stop jerking off thinking about it, of course all the cock photos on my phone from the party drove me wild also. All these thick dicked men wanting to fuck men built to take it, men like me. A couple I had been with before, but there were about 23 men that were new to me, but if I had to pick the best one it would have been Marcus. His cock was amazing and I loved his body, his pecs were easily 60% of his torso, wide, square and deep. You know deep? Like deep down his torso as if they grew so big it took up section where his the top of his abs would have been but it had to be pecs. His nipples pointed down when he was turned on and his areoles puffed up – Bliss! Massive arms, massive thighs, big feet and a huge muscle ass that only a black man can have, and he asked me to fuck it after he fucked me. It’s thrilling to fuck a top after he fucks you especially if he is big like Marcus. Honestly I didn’t know if I had the measure in my dick to get inside all that meaty goodness, but he got on all fours and spread that ass perfectly. I was thinking about all this as I was beating off to a pic of a hairy hung Italian looking Daddy from the party last night. Man, he made an impression.

    The phone rang and it was Marcus. He said he was worn out but would love it if I came over and slept on his pecs while he watched the rain come down. Hot and sweet, so of course I said yes, but I assured him I was out of juice and would sleep. Apparently my balls didn’t think so because of the walk there they kept tingling. He lived above Cole Hardware which he owned and the smell of cut lumber and all the plants for sale gave me a charge. My balls seemed determined to recharge right away. He answered the door wearing just an patterned African cloth tied around his waist. Overkill he asked? No, perfect I said. Then he said I’d rather be nude at home, but my employees come up the stairs a lot with questions. Sounds smart to me, I said.

    We spent hours in bed talking, skin to skin, kissing and stroking – the perfect rainy Sunday afternoon. Finally it came around to why we hadn’t had sex before. I decided to tell the truth, a friend of mine has had sex with his brother and snapped a pic of his dick which was long and skinny. I confessed those just tore me up inside and I thought he might have the same kind of dick. He laughed and said that explains a lot of things. I wondered why you didn’t let some men fuck you.  Embarrassed I said, I am actually very selective. This made his dick come alive, of course I had been holding it for about 3 hours while kissing him and sucking on his pecs so, this shouldn’t come a a surprise. Tell me please he said, while getting harder, tell me in detail. Well I talked and I sucked his nips and stroked his cock. I told him how some men thought big dick meant Long dick and how some men just lied and had small dicks. I offered to fuck those guys with small dicks but how most refused declaring themselves total tops. I told him how some men with average dicks had been confused and just needed sex and how I would sit on their dicks to be nice but also to train my ass muscles to clamp down on any size dick. He liked that, his dick gave a lurch. I described to him the amazing pleasure it was to take a thick dick, the stretch, the fullness feeling, the throb of it bumping and caressing your prostate each time. He came on my face with a groan and then immediately got on top of me pulling my legs to over his shoulders. Can I come in? He asked. Yes, I said. It was the fastest anyone had ever lubed my ass and he eased that cock into my ass and went to town. Fast long plunges as he came in close groaning at me that I had a great ass and how hot I looked wearing his come on my face and hair. He sped up and started to lick his own jizz off my face and the more he licked the closer he got. I tried to slip a finger in his ass but it was a lot of muscle and I could not quite get to the target. He laughed and then he came with a loud groan. I didn’t feel any spurts in my ass and I bet it was just a little spurt of come since he has just blasted most on my face and hair. It was all quick but wonderful. He promised to make it up to me since I didn’t get off this time. I said it was wonderful all the same and I meant it. I loved being there with this giant sweating man breathing hard and crushing me under his weight with his hard cock still in me stretching my hole and making me feel so full. God being gay was good!

  • Forgetting the past

    I was in Fortune Street at five o’clock and it was easy for me to locate the bar Paradise. It had a big terrace that was familiar to me. I think I must have had a drink there sometimes. It was long and it had the shape of a half moon. I took courage and entered. Yes, there was Ashley and four more waiters. As I approached the counter, I noticed he was smiling at me. Then I perceived that fortunately he kept his wonderful smell.

    -Hello, Elmet. I am glad to see you again. I wasn’t sure you would like to see me after all.

    -Hello, Ashley. Of course I would come. I promised you. I have many things to tell you.

    -What would you like to drink? Of course you are invited.

    -Coffee.

    -I will have tea. Look, as you can see, there are many waiters today. They knew I was expecting a friend. We could have our coffee and tea in the terrace and talk.

    He prepared both drinks and we went to the terrace. He started to talk.

    -I would like to begin by apologizing –but I interrupted him.

    -You needn’t, Ashley. In fact I would like to thank you. Two nights ago it was for me a night of discoveries. I discovered many things. I didn’t know I was gay.

    -I am gay myself, Elmet. None of my friends know. As I told you, we were speaking of sex and I saw your ass under that bridge. I could not resist and we raped you.

    -You only raped me for two minutes and your friends did not. They are heterosexual, I suppose.

    -They are. Well, if you want to know, they are, in the order they fucked you, Mike, Pete, John and Charles.

    -I like you a lot, Ashley. In fact I would like to repeat and blow you again and be fucked.

    -You are so hot, Elmet. But I must blow you too and you must fuck me.

    -I also discovered I love your smell. I am piggier than that, but now I will tell you.

    -You cannot be piggier than me.

    -Well, we shall see –I smiled-, and I also discovered I was a masochist. But it was not the first time I was raped.

    -Have you been raped before?

    -379 times. Actually my father raped me for three years, from 21 to 24. Then I left home.

    -Oh my God.

    -It was incomprehensible for me cause he was a sweet and tender man later. But I must tell you that what you did to me was even good to forget that bitter past and recover him. Now he could fuck me, not rape me. Are you shocked with this idea?

    -Not at all, if you don’t mind that I have a boner increasingly higher. Fortunately I have a sister, but no brother. I don’t know if I could have even raped him. You’d better tell me nothing. I usually see incest porn on the net.

    -I phoned my father yesterday and we finally saw each other again and made peace.

    Then I summarized the phone call and all he had said about my fate, I was born to be raped. And what he had told me about shit and that. I told Ashley the truth, I was really aroused and how both my father and I were jacking off and naked at the same time. Then I told him all that had happened later in my father’s house and how we had become increasingly aroused and had finally had incest, consensual now. I told him my father was heterosexual but had done all gay things. I also told him we had played with shit and more. I said my father was now my lover and he knew I would be here with Ashley now and he had told me I’d better tell him everything, even his old rapes.

    -I’ve creamed my pants right now, Elmet. I must confess you that I also play with dirty things, but so far I have eaten shit and all you have named me, but I have fed no one, except when I pissed you the other night.

    -I would even like to eat your shit, Ashley.

    -I hope you like it then. We could feed each other. Oh, my God, I cannot forget what you have told me about your father.

    -He knows I like you and want to repeat with you. He told me this: if Ashley got horny because of me, we could all three have sex, if he’s not uncomfortable seeing our incest.

    -Well, if your father has told you that, it is you who must decide, I would gladly see your incest and participate.

    -Then come to our house and we three will have fun.

    -Wait for me here then. I will tell my waiters that I have to go. I will tell them my sister is in hospital and needs me.

    Five minutes later he was back and joined me. We got a taxi and I saw his boner all the time. I had a boner too and wanted to touch him again.

    When we entered my house, he kept his boner and thus he greeted my father who was in the living room and guessed Ashley could be coming.

    -I know I should curse you, Ashley, for having raped my son, but I suppose he has told you everything and I have raped him many times. Now we are lovers. My name is Ethan.

    -Hi, Ethan. Yes, he has told me everything. Now I only want his pleasure.

    -Would you like to have something?

    -As you wish.

    -Then I suggest we might enter the kitchen and take our clothes off as I prepare the drinks. What would you have?

    -A tea. Thanks, Ethan.

    We entered the kitchen but before taking our clothes off, Ashley asked where the toilet was. He had to piss.

    -You needn’t go to the toilet in this house, Ashley –I said-, you can use my mouth.

    -Or mine –said my father-, choose the one you prefer to piss, do it in one mouth and the next time you have to piss, choose the other.

    -Ok, then I choose Elmet, but you must do the same when you need to piss. I love the taste of pee.

    So I opened my mouth and he pissed me again. The wonderful taste took me back to two nights ago. I saw myself under Lent Bridge being used by Ashley. When he finished my father told me to keep my mouth open for he was next to piss. I drank watching how Ashley was enjoying the pig incest. Then I told Ashley I had to piss too and he should open his mouth and it was wonderful to see how my latest rapist was enjoying my piss too. Once the three of us had pissed, my father suggested we could take our clothes off as he finished preparing tea and coffees. I was first. I wanted to show Ashley he should feel at home with us. He praised my naked body and told me he had had the need to see me naked since Friday. Then my father said he would undress when drinks were ready and said now it was Ashley’s turn. He started now to take off his clothes confidently. He was sexier than I could have expected. I asked him to turn. I wanted to see his arse. An excellent wonder of nature. I touched him. Then drinks were ready, all three cups were on the table and as we were pouring them, my father undressed. I could see at once Ashley really liked him.

    -You are much alike. Both of you have hot bodies. I like you both.

    As we were drinking our coffees and tea, my father grasped my dick, I grasped his and we started to jack each other off. Ashley said thank you and jerked himself off too. Thus we had our drinks. Later my father took my dick in his mouth, I took his and we 69ed. Poor Ashley didn’t know how to thank us. He was watching live incest. Ethan and I took our time. We knew we had a spectator and wanted to please him, so we sucked and licked our balls moaning all the time and touching everything. He had to see how we loved each other. We finally blasted our loads and opened our mouths so he could see them full of semen, his grandchildren in my father’s mouth, my brothers in mine. Then we asked him if he wanted to be blown and by whom. He said he would like to blow us both and I told him ok, Ashley, let’s 69 you and me now.

    I was moved again seeing how that sexy man wanted to please me now. It was wonderful to have again his cock in my mouth while my cock was in his. Feeling the pleasure of blowing as you are being blown, one other rapist who had turned my pleaser. My father watched how we were enjoying and smiled. Our three naked bodies and our sweat danced with the perfect taste of our dicks. Ashley really seemed to be enjoying mine. And I had become used to the taste of dirty dicks, as I preferred them from now on. After ten minutes of pleasure, we shot our loads at the same time. He thanked me for the pleasure I had just given him and I answered with thank you, smiling at him. Then my father asked.

    -Do you feel like a new blowjob, Ashley?

    -I think I can have a new one. Why are you asking?

    -I would like to blow you now.

    -Then, let’s 69 again, Ethan. I also want to blow you. And thank you again, father and son, for all you are allowing me.

    Ethan and Ashley really liked each other. It was wonderful to be there watching the two men I really appreciated pleasing themselves. I started to jack off, checking that Ashley was a perfect man who seemed to have been born to please my father and he told him he wanted to lick those balls that have given life to me. I almost blasted my load hearing him. But my father was another pleasing horny man and it was curious how by sucking he seemed to be thanking Ashley for having raped me so I had finally become my father’s lover. He busted his load soon but he continued sucking Ashley, who was exhausted apparently and took longer to cum, but he finally came. Now the three of us had sucked the other two cocks, the beginning of the fun had just started.

    -Let’s go to the living room now and we could fuck –my father said.

    Once we were in the living room, I asked Ashley to fuck me, now he would not rape me anymore. At the same time I would fuck Ethan. That’s the way I always called my father now, since he had become my lover. So, I finally had Ashley’s wonderful dirty dick in my ass, as mine was in my father’s. We three were fucking, enjoying the rhythm and happy because we were three men who liked each other and none raped any. We were sweaty and I knew for good I had a nose to enjoy the perfume of dirty men, a perfume like no other. The sensation of rhythm and smell is wonderful. I was being fucked and fucking, something new in my life. I was learning to be with both at the same time. I was used to my father’s ass and soon filled it with semen and I kissed his mouth as I waited for Ashley to cum, who was exhausted. When he did cum, my father suggested now he would fuck me and I would fuck Ashley if he wished. Of course he said yes. Now it was the other way round. Ashley said it was difficult for him to cum as often as we did, but now he did not have to cum. Our dicks were becoming used to be in many different holes the same day, and we were making Ashley used to cum more often. We were yelling like mad men and our sweat was dripping to the floor. I soon filled Ashley’s ass with semen and half a minute later I had again the cum that made me inside my arse. Ashley then implored Ethan to fuck him too, which he did as I was watching and jacking off. I was happy seeing how those two men, the most important men in my life, liked each other, and I even thought they were falling in love with each other. In fact when Ethan came, Ashley said he was in love with my father and Ethan said that was no problem and kissed him and asked to be fucked next. Now Ashley was fucking my father. I had to cum and start a new masturbation, which I did. Ashley’s balls had recovered now and he was ready to cum again, now in the ass of the man he loved. When he shot his load, we certainly all had fucked everyone. Ethan asked me if it would be a problem for me that he reciprocated Ashley. I said it would be no problem and added Ashley could be our new lover. He calmed down and we invited him to spend the night in our house. The three of us would sleep together that night. All of us had to pee. Now both Ashley and I pissed in my father’s mouth and he pissed Ashley, his new lover. The pig scenes had begun and we told Ashley to be brave and tell us what he would like to do now.

    -Elmet has told me he likes eating your shit. Well, I have eaten shit many times and I would gladly eat both your shits, but I have never fed anyone.

    -We could do this, Ashley. Each of us will shit in the other two mouths. If you feel shy, I will be the first one to shit. I know Elmet likes the taste. Come here, my son and lover. We will feed each other again.

    He fed me his wonderful shit and I not only praised the taste, but came again. Ethan asked Ashley if he wanted some. He said he did and there he was eating shit from my father’s sexy dish. He chewed and swallowed and added he never got tired of shit. Ethan then came to my mouth again and fed me a new turd. Then he finished in Ashley’s mouth and he busted his load with shit too.

    Now it was my turn. We were determined to taste everybody’s shit. I started feeding my father, who said he would surely cum later. Ashley said he was really enjoying the smell of my crap and said he was sure he would cum again and he was putting his balls to test, but he had to cum with my shit. It is wonderful to take a dump like this: in two horny men’s mouth, sure that they would cum. I was not sure I would have enough shit and preferred to shit just a little snack in my father’s mouth, telling him it would be the last time in case he wanted to cum. He did. Now I shat the last turd in Ashley’s mouth and he came too.

    So Ashley had no chance but to shit us now. It would be his first time feeding shit but he had seen Ethan and I were good shiteaters and he timidly told me to open my mouth. He was going to try. The taste of Ashley’s shit was a bit disgusting but it was wonderful to savour my last rapist’s poop. I was madly jacking off. He was shier feeding my father because he loved him and did not want to disgust him, but he finally dared. He hardly had any more shit and told us. Both my father and I said we would cum so he was calm. When both of us had achieved that goal we kissed us three at the same time with all our mouths full of shit.

    We did not puke that first day. Ashley was still a bit shy but we said he would dine with us after we had brushed our teeth and wiped our asses. At dinner we calmed him and told him we would be three lovers and after today he could sleep with us and live with us. We pissed one another many times and none had to go to the toilet. Our mouths were the toilet.

    It was a first wonderful night of love among us three, but Ashley couldn’t do much and we kissed him and embraced him and little more, but he saw father and son having more sex. He said he liked me so much that he accepted the threesome we had made. We also spent a lot of time licking everybody’s pits and feet. Sweat is from now on the perfume of our bed.

    And finally on Monday he moved with us and we have started to live the three of us together. We have often played with puke, snot, farts, gob and of course with piss and shit. We have told the neighbours he is also my father’s son and my brother so we are always careful not even to kiss on the street. He is out of the closet now and has dared to tell all his friends and told them he is my lover and he lives with his boyfriend’s father. Only the three of us know the truth of this strange threesome which began after many rapes. Both of them want to please me now every day and tell me.

    -Be happy now, Elmet.


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  • The pick up

    It was Friday and everyone who could escape was escaping from their office or work station and heading home to do whatever they felt they wanted or needed to do. It was Friday and after Friday came two whole days when they were masters of their fate and captains of their soul. It was Friday and the big city was letting most of its citizens step off the treadmill of earning a living.

    On the underground railway people were packed together like too many toys in the toy box, yet each person was an island exclusive to themselves. It was the usual Friday crush-rush and Johnny wasn’t sure why he held onto the strap above him for the throng of humanity around him prevented him from falling; but if he brought his hand down now he would almost certainly cause problems. At first Johnny didn’t realise he was being propositioned; even when his hand was covered by another and he felt a body press up against him ; it was a firm male chest pushed against his upper back but then he felt the pressure lower down and it dawned on him that it was deliberate. There was a thickening cock being lightly rubbed against his ass cheeks and it was half hardening as it did so. And he was sure the movement wasn’t due to the over-crowded train’s vibrations. Here was someone who wanted to get to know him, to find some joy with him.  He felt the hand stroke his butt and cross his thigh before it eased round and cupped his balls.. He allowed his cock to return some slight flexing in response, which was acknowledged with a second squeeze. He didn’t look round, so far as he knew none of their fellow passengers had realised what was occurring or if they had they didn’t care. It was enough for Johnny that someone, a fellow man, another gay guy wanted him enough to make his feeling known even on a crowded ‘rush’ hour, tube train. And his admirer would know that was how Johnny felt for Johnny had made no fuss, made no move, other than to acknowledge a welcome groping. He just allowed it to happen while pushing his hips back, returning the pressure on what felt to be a growing asset.

    “I’m out at the next stop… You?”

    Johnny caught the whisper in his ear, gave the slightest of nods: “Sure,” he said, without a second thought. The hand squeezed, stroked him and went. And as the train rattled into the station, Johnny turned naturally as though this was his station and looked deep into the brown eyes of the man behind him. He felt the smile from them, though the man’s lips barely moved, but Johnny grinned a big welcome for this guy was far sexier than he expected and when the doors opened Johnny followed him out onto the platform. They separated from the crowd and Johnny found himself in an alcove and backed against an inner wall, out of sight of the milling throng heading for the exits. A pair of soft lips were exploring his lips and he parted them to admit a gently questing tongue.

    “I’m Steve….”

    “Johnny”

    “My place?… now?

    “Far?

    “Just around the corner”

    And Johnny smiled “Ok… which means …Yes please”

    Steve gently placed his lips on Johnny’s and they kissed again.

    “It gets hot and sticky down here and you have far too many clothes on: let’s go!” and he led the way out. They shared a step on the crowded escalator; Steve slipped his hand into Johnny’s pocket and stroked his nuts. Johnny moaned and let his tongue rim Steve’s ear: “You’re fucking bold, man.”

    “You objecting?”

    “No.” A whispered exhalation.

    Once out of the station and down the road, they cut through an alleyway then another and then Johnny found himself being ushered through a small door inset into the large door of what had once been a Company warehouse. Steve led him through a huge open area, where, although there were occasional mounds of rubbish, broken pallets and stuff, it was otherwise totally empty. Johnny looked around and said:

    “Does no one use this place? It’s right in the middle of town”

    Steve grinned, “I use it. I live here and am happy not to be disturbed.” He led Johnny to a goods lift at the rear. They got in it and with a clatter of engaging gears it ground its noisy way upward into what had once been a floor of suites of offices but was now silent, deserted and seemingly unfurnished. Steve turned to Johnny wrapping his arms around him and kissing him gently at first and then with increasing passion. “Welcome to my home…”

    “Wow! A mid-town address. ….One has to be very rich to afford that these days. Which could explain why you don’t have any furniture?”

    Steve nibbled Johnny’s ear. “Watch it baby – you making jokes about my home?”

    “How are you living here?”

    “It’s my place.” Steve shrugged

    Johnnie turned to him, gave a big smile, kissed him and said, “Is there somewhere we can fuck…Please.”

    Steve took him by the hand and led him down a corridor past several doors before opening the one at the end.

    The room was full of light coming from sunshine streaming through two large half-moon windows at just above floor level and through which one looked out across spectacular views of the City’s roof-scape. There was a large ultra-king sized bed with two convenient cupboards on either side of the head of it. There were two huge mirrored doors on one wall, no doubt concealing a clothes closet, Johnny thought; but apart from a couple of small chairs there was nothing else.

    Steve smiled, “my playroom with its own special extra-large play pen.” He took Johnny in his arms and kissing him deeply, “So let’s play.”

    His fingers lightly undid Johnny’s shirt, slipping it off. He started to tease the hardening nipples rising from the large aureoles of Johnny’s pecs while Johnny undid then pulled off Steve’s shirt. It was skin on skin now and urgent hands breaking through the barrier of belts, buttons, zips; then slacks, jeans and underwear. All were discarded and they faced each other untrammelled, with stiffening dicks: each beginning to leak a light stickiness. Together they fell on the bed each helping the other into a hot greedy sixty-nine.

    Johnny let his tongue bathe the flared, cut purple mushroom head before him then placed his lips over it and travelled down the shaft until his nose was buried in Steve’s sweet sex scented trimmed bush. He loved the aroma and the male taste of this man. He has missed such things for too long. He took the cock deep and managed to avoid gagging and then withdrew till just the extended, slightly spongy flared glans was left between his lips. He sucked and felt Steve’s groan as he sucked. Then Johnny took this beautiful cock back down his throat feeing Steve do the same to him. He moved his lips up and down that veined shaft using his drool to lubricate and the rest of his mouth to create the vacuum drawing Steve’s essence from his balls.

    “Ooooh, fuck baby you have done this before.”

    Johnny knew that Steve had too, for his long uncut cock was being drawn deep into Steve’s throat his cockhead tingled while his shaft was tongue-rubbed. He feared he was being brought to climax too soon. “Careful! I’m gonna cum!” he warned, but Steve wanted him and didn’t stop. Johnny felt his balls tighten , his cock thicken and then he shot wad after wad into Steve’s mouth before feeling the signs, merely moments later, as Steve emptied himself into his mouth and Johnny swallowed his bountiful cream with its slightly salty, faintly fungal taste. 

    Johnny thought that possibly the best way to bury the past was to have a really hot present with the chance of an even hotter future; and he wondered if Steve could be offering that. He licked some cum, which had got away from him off Steve’s pubes and proceeded to tongue his way up that lightly tanned sexy body to the wonderful mouth which now tasted of him. Their lips locked and they made out.

    “I like to get the first cum out of the way then we can explore and really find out what turns each other on… I hope you’re in no hurry to leave?”

    “I was on my way home to a solitary weekend of domesticity and casual acquaintances. You have just reminded me there is more to life than television repeats, box sets and polite barbeques. By the way you taste delicious, can I have a second helping?”

    “Sure, before or after our fuck?”

    “Both, if possible.”

    “Wow… you will be staying for the weekend then?”

    “If invited.”

    “Baby, you’ve just been kidnapped.” Steve kissed him again before breaking away. “But I’m a terrible host. You want a drink or something to eat while we work our way back into sexual Nirvana?”

    “Let’s just call it: ‘party games for two.’”

    Steve giggled suddenly. Johnny was puzzled, “what is it?”

    “We are so cautious, so careful to work out, if not an epigram then some pretentious shit to cover he fact that we both just love fucking!… Despite the fact that this is a straightforward pick up of someone I seriously fancy

    Steve kissed him on the nose. Johnny looked into those sparkling brown eyes now full of both laughter and lust and slowly smiled himself, then laughed grabbed hold of Steve and dragged him back onto his arms, kissing him, holding him, running his hands over that lightly tanned body and finding that the cock he had so happily  sucked to completion just a brief while ago, was hardening up again nicely and hopefully would soon be fucking his brains out.

    “Does seriously fancying include fucking me and letting me fuck you?”

    “That was a couple of the forty options. Let’s go get a drink and I’ll tell you the other thirty-eight.”  He pulled Johnny off the bed and led him to his kitchen which was next door. To Johnny it was unbelievable he found himself looking around a kitchen that could rival that in any up-market restaurant.

    Steve commented, “I was lucky, when I first moved in, there was all sorts of stuff boxed up here and I had a fuck-buddy who knew about these things and he fitted it for me… Three fridges, a couple of freezers, a dish-washer, a double-sized washing machine and a couple of stoves.… He put it all in this one room; he said it would make life easier. Then there was the guy from IKEA and then Fred from kitchen supplies. I must have one of the best equipped kitchens in the City; thanks to the boys.”

    Johnny looked around in awe. “But… but… why are you telling me all this? I… I don’t cook – or rather I can but not well and not this seriously. Do you?”

    Steve smiled at him and gently kissed him. “I do and I want t cook for you. I want to have sex with you; I want you to stay here with me for a while. Will you?”

    “But I don’t have any of the skills the others had – or any others really.”

    “Don’t sell yourself short, sweet man. You have a wonderfully generous long cock, a mouth I would happily kiss and be sucked by for ever, and the other guys chose me but I chose you which is why I’ve been stalking you all week.

    “You’ve been stalking me!?”

    “You see, you’ve not even noticed. Yes, this is the third time we’ve been on the tube together, but you never noticed me so I decided I should make a discrete pass and see what happened. And look ! Here you are, with my cum already on your lips and yours on mine.”

    As they kissed, Johnny looked into Steve’s deep brown eyes and knew that this was something he wanted. This sexy man with his different approach and… and that hint that there could be a whole lot more to all of this then just a super sex weekend; though that would be doing to be going on with. 

    Johnny’s smile widened, “that was a discrete pass?”, and he reached out and took the beautiful naked body before him in his arms and held it so that they touched at every point.

     

    “I am very flattered… Ok…. But…”

    “No buts, Johnny. Not till later. Lets have a drink and then fuck and then… we can eat something and talk if we have to…before we fuck again” He returned the kiss, passed Johnny two glasses and took a bottle of wine from the fridge nearest him. They both headed back for the bedroom. Steve poured and Johnny toasted him and they held each other’s eyes as they drank. As the cold pale yellow liquid filled his mouth and cleared away the taste of Steve, Johnny was aware that this wasn’t just a ‘routine’ wine plucked from the shelf of a Supermarket.

    “Hey! This is delicious, but very special… Should you be….”

    Yes I should… and of course it’s good. Daddy was in the trade.”

    “Your Father?”

    “Good Heavens no! Daddy, the man who left me this warehouse, everything in it and a whole lot of wine….We’ll talk of it later for the moment I need your cock up inside me.” He refilled their glasses and led Johnny back to bed. They kissed and nuzzled; they drank the wine and touched and teased each other; their cocks were hard and stiff; each stretching out to the other. Johnny felt as though his whole being was electrified; Steve’s lips and fingers seemed charged as he was kissed, mouthed and sucked and touched. He felt his cock gently bathed in wine in Steve’s mouth and he moaned; then he was held and gently lubed before Steve rose above him and lowered himself down. Johnny let Steve judge the timing as his cock first breached Steve’s sphincter and then slowly slipped up the soft suede lined channel till he felt those large heavy balls rest on his pubes, and Steve’s hips sat on his thighs

    “Shit man you have the sweetest hole.”

    “I aim to please” and Steve rose and dropped back down Johnny’s lengthening cock. He started slowly but soon he was riding Johnny with urgency and Johnny was responding pushing up ever deeper into him.

    Johnny felt the familiar tightening in his balls as his sac seemed to shrink around them while his cock thickened and the head became highly sensitised

    “Fuck! I’m cumming…”

    And with a final upward thrust and a loud animal cry of passion he unloaded his seed up into Steve’s welcoming hole. He delivered wad after wad then Steve squeezed him dry but held him clamped while the cum slid back down his cock-shaft and he felt it drip onto his own balls. Steve leant forward and they kissed.

    “There, baby. You see you needed that, you needed that release and now I am open and lubricated by you and you can fuck me all weekend.”

    “When do you fuck me?”

    “Later, baby, later; but for now let’s shower and get something to eat.”

    [to be continued if anyone would like it]


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  • Ray – ” The Group” meat & greet, Church street, the Castro, San Francisco

    Ray – ” The Group” meat & greet, Church street, the Castro, San Francisco

    I’m Jack. 230 pounds and 6 foot 2 of Irish/Polish hybrid. Luck of the genes of both cultures, built solid and thick, pale Irish skin with black hair and green eyes. 7.5 inches of cock with a bulbous baseball bat shape with big nuts. Big square Irish pecs and biceps and big polish ass and big thighs. Built in paranoia about being a fat old man keeps me working out a lot…that and a bit of fat on the middle. These genes can’t last forever but I am gonna try my best. Lots of exercise  = lots of desire all the time. My problem ? Thickness Addiction

    Ray. I finally was getting my reward Ray said for bottom training Rusty. A meat and greet, emphasis on the meat he said. I had actually thought Big Lars was my reward, and while a great time, it had only been once. Yeah, once for a month of bottom training, so a party with emphasis on the meat sounded like a great reward to me! Then he said, you should be prepared to wear only boots and socks and be prepared to have your life changed but I would not be getting off at the event, no one would. Okay, that was odd. I worked really hard on my body and when I get naked I usually make sure we all get off happily. Although I was very curious and a bit relieved. I had never been good at orgies, I get too distracted.

    At Ray’s house the party happened around his pool. The doorman instructed everyone to shed their clothes, write their phone number down on a plastic card, and keep our phones in our socks or boots with the card and to touch no one. No touching, no rubbing, nothing. Okay, this is very odd. I undressed with a very ruggedly handsome Ginger with a 6 inch cock like a fat potato. He was nervous but complimented me on my body and cock. He had a nice body, and so I said that, he laughed and said he just wanted work out to keep the fat off and keep his dick hard all the time. I said I think we are in the same boat and told him my name was Jack. Oh you are the middle they talk about he said. The middle? Yeah, you top and bottom, and like three ways where you are the middle he laughed. Wow, I didn’t know people knew that, I said. Then he got serious and said oh you have to be highly recommended to join this group, it may be at Ray’s house but more than Ray has to approve you. Then he said, I am Brian, don’t worry, it’s life transforming. Gee, this was getting more interesting by the minute.

    We walked out to the pool area and my cock rose to attention. The lights were perfect and kind of low but enough to see all the naked men. About 50 big men were talking and laughing. Similar but slightly different types, although Brian said wow they are all so different. Maybe we were both right, as every type of large guy seemed represented from the hairy beast to the tall beanpole. A variety of cock sizes but half seems to have really thick cocks which was killing me that this was a no touch party.

    Ray held his hand up and said all newcomers find a buddy to explain the group rules, and those guys held up their hands until everyone had a buddy. Brian was my buddy and two other big cocked men wandered over to us. They were both spectacular, one black and the other Latino. Thick lovely hard cocks and big bodies attached to men named Marcus and Julio. Brian started to explain; we were there to join the group and were specially chosen because more than 3 members recommended us. Members we had already had sex with. What? Marcus said, we have been spied on? Yes, Brian said, if spys gave good head and sat on amazing dicks like his. He did have an amazing dick and it was pointing at me and starting to leak. We all laughed and Marcus winked at me.

    You have your phones and cards with your numbers so you can meet all these men and snap a pic of them nude and hard with their phone number in the pic. I usually have them hold the phone number next to their dick when I snap the shot, Brian said, I remember dicks better than faces. Julio said I bet that means you are a bottom. Brian said yes, I am, and I love it. Good Julio said, I am a top. So am I Marcus said. Then I said, I bottom but also top a lot also, but I prefer the bottom. Marcus then said, oh good that will be fun and winked again. Brian said that’s exactly why we are here, to meet and know that the men in the group were all on the same page. There were tops and bottoms, but no one would get upset if roles were reversed. We all like big men, we all love big thick dicks, and we all were drama free.  Everyone was interested in a variety of men to have sex with and if we kept our hands to ourselves tonight then everyone would meet everyone. Well, it was kind of torture but I saw his point, as I would have jumped on Marcus after a couple minutes and not met anyone else that night. So we took pictures and Brian said, it was best to tell men you met your basic desires and move on. Speak plainly and truthfully, get pics and numbers and then talk on your own later about specifics. Julio said what’s the rush? He loved looking at all these men nude. Brian said, if we keep it to around an hour then everyone can meet everyone while still really hard and the chances of men just coming on the spot were less. That made us all laugh, but we agreed.

    I met Bodybuilder bottoms with average dicks, two tall strong firemen tops, a super toned and hot wrestling coach with long tube, a bunch of black football players that I loved, a few rugby guys with impressive thick dicks but kinda soft muscles and that was a turn on that I would have to investigate. How do they play hard, get big muscles and then get a layer of fat over everything ? And why did they turn me on so much ? Most had Polish names so maybe this was a sex with my cousins kind of fascination ? Geez, where had that been hiding in my brain?

    I couldn’t believe it. A group of men I would fuck, pre-chosen for me, my type of men for the most part with the kind of cocks I like. I left on a cloud and a sore dick and a hole itching to be fucked. Then Marcus and Julio took Brian to a close hotel and gave it to us good. But that’s another story.

  • My First Pro Wrestling contract

    I had just turn the goos age of 21 when I sign my first pro wrestling contract . I was going out on the road all over the Northern States from April to October making around $200 bucks a week in the early 80″s There are 3 types of Pro. Wrestlers the Heel are the Bad guys, The Baby face are the good guy’s as for myself I was called a Jobber. My job was to go into the ring and have a match with the Heel or Baby face wrestler which would last in less then 3 to 5 minutes. 

    The Jobber job was  to let the Heel and Baby Face kick the shit out you and make them look  good during their matches. The majority of time these wrestler are dealing with injuries and other issues they might have. One thing about pro wrestler you have to keep your character out there in public week after week. If you don’t do this you usually end up at the bottom of the Company who you work for. Companies like NWA, AWA,WWF where the big guys in wrestling but there was a huge territory of different promotor out there in charge of their own region.

    My first wrestler I had to work with was Pat Kelly a great  person to work with and had a twin brother in the business as wells. I can remember my first match with him he knock  the shit out all over the ring before he put me in a leg head lock. I could not breath for a few seconds when I felt my neck and mouth squeeze very tightly around his groin and crotch. It was weird smelling his sweating balls and his pre cum start pouring through his green wrestling trunks. Most people thought it was only sweat after the referee stop the match.

    We made it back into the locker room were I was completely exhausted from match. Pat already pull his off his pre cum filled trunks off and grab a towel and hit the shower stalls fairly fast . I came in a short time later and started to hear Pat moan as he jerk off his 7 plus uncut dick. There was a partition between us put that never stop the wrestler from jerking off after matches were over.

    Myself and his brother became good close and I party real hard with them booth. I watch them one night having a 3 some together after they pick some Cowgirl broad up from the Honky Tonk  Roadhouse outside of Austin Texas. They both took turn fucking her in different ways. My eyes could not believe when I watch them shot off their huge load of their man juice all over here face and naked body.

    I was well into the last month of my contract when my first sexually encounter happen with a wrestler. He was a rough and tough heel who stood well over 6 ‘2 and weight a solid 250 and was build like a grizzly bear. His favourite hold was to put a Bear Hug onto me and squeeze the hell out of me until you give up, Before he threw you down onto the matt to end the bout. 

    He told me that I would have to bunk with him since there was know rooms left in the Hotel at all. This hotel along with the 5 other wrestler who we crash there with us was very sleazy , outdated put was nice and clean inside.

    John was a very good cock sucker and work on my 7 plus cut dick for a good 20 minutes before I shot off over his bearded mouth. He wanted to fuck me so bad that night and got little piss off at me when I told him that is not going to happen. Over the next few nights our matches together only last know longer then 4 minutes or less, Since he was dealing with a hamstrung injury.

    Now came the Anderson Brother who were not well like at all. They came from the North West State territory and were Tag Team champion and different wrestling companies for many years. Matt and I click right away as for his so called Brother Bart he hatted me from day one. Bart was the older brother of the two and the majority of the other wrestler just hate him as well. 

    Matt and Bart got into a huge brawl with each other after I accidentally kick him in his small package. His nick name back in the locker room was pee wee which evan made him more upset that night. Matt felt bad for me and made sure he let him bunk with him that night so that his craze Brother would not do anything stupid.

    The time was well after 2 am we got back to the room after we left the party that the Heels of the Company was throwing that night. Matt was feeling know pain when we both started to wrestle with each other, My face landed deadly square on Matt bugle as he was laying there on the floor. I then felt him grab the back of my head and started to push it and rub it into   underwear package.

    This went on for a minute or 2 until I pull off his Jim Palmer light blue Jockey Briefs that he was wearing. I became to pull back the foreskin from his 8 inch slim cock. His cock was perfect to suck because it was not thick and it slide down my throat very easy. His pre cum tasted very sweet and salty properly from all the beers he had at the party. 

    Matt really hold his load back and was saving it for my ass. He told me his best orgasm are from fucking a tight hole man’s hole. My god did he know how to fuck when he started to bang me good and hard. It was fucking hot watching him face to face when he was fucking me missionary style. 

    My other body started to quiver as his body started to sweat like a big as I was hanging onto dear life with my arms and hands wrap so dam tightly around his hairy waist. He then stood straight up and began to fuck me much deeper with him spreading my legs apart. I watch his blue eyes roll back and heard him moaning of great sexual pleasure after each one of his deep hard strokes. It was fucking hot when I felt his big hairy sweating balls and juicy shaft slamming my hole.

    ” Hold shit Matt please cum dude “

    ” Almost their Tom , Almost their “

    ” I want your load , Give it to me “

    ” Here it comes now “

    ” Holy shit  dude “

    The whole bed shook and move when his whole body jilted back and forth, back and forth as he quickly pull out of my ass. I watch his jaw drops as 2 loads only seconds apart began flew out of him all over my smooth chest and face as well as the backboard of the queen size bed during his massive orgasm. His whole body was completely soaking wet from his sweat and fuck that just happen. He was almost pass out totally exhausted from it all.

    I then got up to take a shower and came back 10 minutes later with a towel. I then notice that his cock was still hard a bit as he was pass out onto the bed. I then lick up the rest of his load this was still left hanging on his cock before he woke up and press my head down firmly hard once again. Within 1 minutes he shot off another load of his spray before I got up to take a swig of my pop to wash it all down.

    We both slept real good that night and woke up just after 8 am. We both took shower and got dress before we went over to Howard Johnston for Breakfast. I had to retire from the ring when I broke   C3 , C4, C5  vertebrates in the back of  my neck.  I never ever heard from Matt or any other wrestler until there was a Fax Expo down in Georgia 10 years later for which I attended.

    The End

  • The Lumberjack

      Jacque had just won his third straight Lumberjack competition up in the mountains 2 hours plus from downtown,Montreal. He won all his four events before his team through him a huge party later on that night over at the lodge they all rented for the week.  Sam was the new comer to the team as he stood close to 5’10 and had a great well trained body.

    Sam was Jacque roommate the last few days of the competition since his so called girlfriend had to go work for the weekend. Jacque had just celebrate his 45 birthday prior to the North America contest. Jacque had a terrific body and look fucking hot in his Wrangler blue jeans,cowboy shirt and his special Kodiak boots that he likes to wear.

    It was around 75 degrees outside and Jacque had to take his shirt off before he had to climb up a 25 feet pole. All the girls and some men loved him when they see him bend over with his navy blue Under Armour briefs showing along with his semi hairy butt hole.

    It was early Monday morning that Jacque decided to stay up in the Lodge for a few extra days since he was all worn out from the 4 days contest. The late morning sun was very bright as Jacque put on a pair of his tight fit Nike nylon short to go for his daily  3 to 5 km job. He then stop to take a brake when he notice a fellow fishing down on the river bad.

    Jon was on holidays for a week and was staying  a few lodges over from were Jacque was. He was a bit shy and was also office Manager for insurance company. Jon and Jacque click right away and decided to meet later on over at Jon lodge for a fish dinner with the fish he had just caught that same day. Jon had a few glasses of wine in him and told Jacque that he like to have fun with men once in a while in which it made Jacque on easy a bit.

    The mantel clock was now showing just pass 7 pm as Jon finally got his wish by talking Jacque into getting a body massaged by him. He lay on top of the huge kitchen table with his head on the pillow as Jon began to pour some type of sexual heated massaged oil all over his hairy chest and legs as he lay there in his dark red jockey briefs. He first started off working over his dark hairy chest before he made his way down to his mid section.

    ” This feel so great Jon “

    ” I had that sense that you will love it “

    ” Jesus you really know what your are doing my friend “

    Jacque 8 plus thick dick started to get a hard on as Jon was massaging all around his hairy groin and bugle area with his bear paw hands. He then made his was all the way down to his ankles as he watch Jacque cock get smaller.

    ” Are you finished  Jon ? “

    ” Nope, roll over so I can do your back “

    Jon work his back good and hard as Jacque was moaning from the pain and pleasure before he roll over onto his back once again.

    ” How was that Jacque ? “

    ” That was fucking great Jon “

    ” Where the hell did you learn how to give such a great massaged ? “

    ” I almost became a Massaged Therapist and quit after the second year “

    Jon can see Jacque was getting hard once again and decided to massaged him once again all around the groin area.

    ” Jesus it fucking feels good “

    ” Just lay back and close your eyes and let it all go “

    He then began to roll down his underwear down to his ankles and made his way back up to his 8 inch thick cut cock. Jon mouth was sliding up and down on his shaft real slow as Jacque was moaning with great pleasure. He then started to play with the lovely head of his cut dick and began watching huge amounts of pre cum sipping out of it as he jerking it.

    ” My God Jon you going to make me cum “

    ” Go for it Jacque ! “

    Once again Jon mouth was rap tightly around his hard thick cock as he swallowing his hole cock all the way down his throat. He started to choke a bit from all of the pre cum as the blow job got more intense. 

    ” Fuck I am close , Fuck I am so close “

    ” Give it to me Jacque “

    ” Here it fucking comesssssssss  “

    Jon withdrew his mouth and watch the cum fly out of Jacque like a missile going off , Jacque shook for almost 10 seconds as he was orgasming all over the place. Jon saw that there was a huge load still left around the head and began slurping the rest of his cum all up.

    ” OH Jesus that hot “

    ” Holy shit that so fucking hot “

    After it was all over, Jacque slowly got up from the kitchen table and bend over to pull up his briefs. Jon was now over at the fridge washing down the load of cum with Peps before he went into grab a shower. 

    It was 2 days later that Jacque took his first load of Jon’s man juice over by the tree stump close to the running river. Jon was so fucking horny by then he shot a huge load off all over Jacque goatee mouth and his thick pink lips. 

    The End

  • Over the Barrel

    Although right to be proud, Tony wasn’t a champion in either the length or girth department, so I managed to go down on him to the hilt and rise to the rim of his bulb and go down on him again in rapid succession in a reverse cowboy, which he seemed to appreciate a lot. My revolve move had him moaning. He was flat on his back on his bed in his balcony cabin, holding my waist between his hands, his legs bent, feet flat on the sheets, while, facing his feet, I gripped his knees with my hands and pumped my channel on his hard cock.

    He was well into his forties, but he owned a string of gyms in Florida, he told me, and obviously made use of them himself. He was no looker, but it was nearly dark in the cabin, so looks didn’t mean half as much as good musculature, vigor, a strong backswing, and a plump, hard cock did. All of these were something Tony had in sufficient quantities to provide satisfaction.

    Predawn light was coming through the glass wall to the balcony as the ship glided along the Turkish coast en route to Kusadasi, the port close to the ancient ruins of Ephesus. This provided enough atmosphere to make servicing Tony interesting. He had also panned out to be well heeled. There wasn’t just this seventh-level balcony cabin all to himself but there also were the two fifties laying on his nightstand that were mine for coming to his cabin and riding his cock.

    We had met the previous afternoon in the ship’s gym, where we both were working out. I had to keep myself in shape to keep my lacrosse scholarship to Boston College in my coming, senior year–I was on my family-paid Junior summer trip, a cruise around the eastern Mediterranean. I surmise that Tony was shopping for someone like me–a willing, hungry bottom who could use a little extra cash. We struck up a conversation and wound up spotting each other on the equipment. That’s when he told me he owned gyms–after I complimented him on his cut body (I didn’t add “for his age”), which is after he’d commented on mine. I didn’t think much of it at the time, although I was hooking up for money now and again on the cruise, and had chalked him up as a maybe.

    Late in the evening, though, as I was walking through the Schooner Bar, a hand shot out to arrest my progress and a voice said, “Hey, there, Craig. Remember me? Can I stand you a drink?”

    Of course he could stand me a drink. I sat with him for a half hour, shooting the breeze about this and that, until he got around to the main proposition. I had seen that coming as soon as he asked me to sit with him. And, for a hundred bucks, here I was in his cabin, which was a whole hell of a lot nicer than my single, interior hole on deck three. He hadn’t been embarrassed to ask me for sex for money and I hadn’t been embarrassed about taking his money. We understood each other perfectly on that score.

    “Com’ere,” I heard Tony mutter, and he was running his left arm under my armpit and pulling my back into his hairy chest, getting me into a half Nelson. My legs naturally came unbent and ran down alongside his. In the same move of putting me in a half Nelson plastered to his chest, he got his legs inside mine and his calves wrapped around mine, with his ankles hooking mine. All this was managed without dislodging his cock from my passage. He then raised and spread my legs with his, fisted my cock with his right hand, and took over the stroking of his cock inside me.

    Trapped against him, I writhed and moaned as he pulled my foreskin back to expose the bulb of my cock with his encasing hand, pressed his index finger into my piss slit, and worked at getting the tip of it inside me there while he was stroking my cock with his fist. I struggled against him and groaned at his eventually successful efforts to get the tip of his index finger inside me, but he was strong and held me completely prisoner to him and his play with my cock while he stroked inside my ass with his.

    It wasn’t that I wasn’t willing, but that no one had used this technique with me before. It was strange and disconcerting–and it took all control away from me.

    With a whimper and a sigh, I came for him and collapsed on top of his body. He laughed and spread my cum around on the bulb of my cock before bringing his index finger up and pushing it between my lips for me to suck while he continued to fuck my ass.

    At length, he grunted, pushed me off to the side with his left hand while pulling his condom off with the right. He grabbed me by the back of the neck with his left hand and pulled my cheek down to his stomach, where my vision was taken up with the sight of him vigorously stroking his hard cock with his right hand. He gasped, tensed, and shot off his load on my cheek. Turning my body to face the balcony window, where I watched the sky become increasingly less dark and the Turkish coast slide by, Tony threw a hairy right arm over my chest, nuzzled his face into the back of my neck, and was snoring within a couple of minutes.

    I’d wondered why he’d offered as much as a hundred bucks for the lay. Now I knew. He had some different moves than the straightforward fuck norm.

    I gave him fifteen minutes of deep sleep as I stared out of the balcony window, planning my day. Ephesus, an ancient Greek city, now in Turkey, which had been a center of education and trade in the early world and figured prominently in the Bible, thanks to the Apostle Paul’s letters and wanderings, was the stop for the day. We’d dock in the port of Kusadasi at 8:00 a.m., and passengers could get off the ship by 9:00. Of course a three- to five-hour excursion to the ruins at Ephesus was the main attraction at this port. Then there were shopping and bars and such in Kusadasi, and the ship would sail again at 5:00.

    My parents had given me money to cover an excursion at each one of the ship’s stops in the Eastern Mediterranean–the cruise started in Rome and went to Crete, Mykonos, Ephesus, Santorini, and Athens before returning to Naples and then Rome again. I had taken the money, though, and booked my own tours through a gay-friendly service. The highlight of my Mediterranean off-ship excursions was to be met by a hunky rent-boy top and shown not only some historical wonder but also the inside of a hotel room for an hour’s romp in the sack. Of course I’d had to kick in quite a bit of my own money for these special tours.

    Tony’s generous contribution to me was going to help with the stop in Ephesus. I gingerly worked my way from under him; found my shorts, briefs, sandals, and T-shirt; picked up the two fifty-dollar bills from the nightstand that I had earned; and quietly padded out of the room. I figured I had time for a shower in my own hole of a room, a couple of hours of sleep, and breakfast before leaving the ship in search of Jamal’s Tours. I’d received a photograph of Jamal, and I was looking forward to the Ephesus excursion.

    * * * *

    I believe both of us breathed a sigh of relief when I walked the length of the cruise ship along the large concrete square that is the cruise ships’ dock in the city center of Kusadasi and caught the eye of the young man holding the “Jamal’s Tours: Mr. Windsor” sign in front of him. I had received a photo of him as he had of me–a requirement of the gay tour service, which also asked a lot of intrusive questions down to my preferred role in sex (submissive) and position preferences (missionary), and whether I was cut or not (not). I’m sure we both held out the possibility that the photo we’d received wasn’t genuine or, for me, that the same man wasn’t available to give the tour. That had been the case on Crete, but the substitute tour guide had been just as acceptable–and possibly slightly older and larger in measurements–than the guide I’d been told I would have. The larger measurements–for me–of course, were no disappointment, and the age wasn’t either. Older men tend to be more experienced, attentive, and grateful I had found.

    In Jamal’s case–and this was the Jamal of the photograph–he wasn’t much older than I was. If he was still twenty-two, as I’d been told, he was two years older than I was. If his dimensions were anywhere close to as given or as depicted–the exchanged photos were full frontal in the nude–there was a luscious possibility that he would split me.

    “Ah, Mr. Windsor,” he called out when he saw me, and he gave a wolf whistle. I trusted that those around us took the whistle as an effort to get my attention, but from the grin he added to it, I like to think that it meant that he approved of what he saw.

    “I am Jamal,” he said, as I came up to him and he pulled me to the side. Other passengers were either hooking up with their tours or pushing through those gathered,  determined to be the first ones to hit the so-called discount treasure stores of the Kusadasi tourist district. the shops started just across from the customs shed at the end of the pier.

    He was every bit the swarthy, hirsute, muscular Turk of his photo. The arm of the hand he placed on my forearm to draw me to the side was covered in black, curly hair. His skin was a deep tan. He wore tight, worn jeans and an athletic muscle T-shirt split deep down the sides, showing hairy pits, and with a deep neckline, with black, curly chest hair and a thick gold-chain necklace showing. His smile was glorious in a black-bearded face with chocolate-brown, expressive eyes. He seemed filled with kinetic energy. Ready to go, like the energizer bunny. He was about two inches taller than my five eleven and maybe had twenty pounds on me–all muscle. The way his T fit showed a broad chest tapering down to a waist maybe an inch or two thicker than my well-muscled, but lither physique. His feet were bare in well-worn sandals, the toes long and slender, hairy at the joints, nails well manicured. All I had hoped for in a Turk.

    “Ah, gorgeous American movie star blond. And the photo doesn’t do your blue eyes justice,” he said as his hand didn’t come off my arm when we had moved to the side of the stream of traffic. “We fuck good, yes?”

    I flinched at the mention of movies, as I, indeed, had been a teenage movie actor. I was studying for a less volatile career now, but it had been the casting couch wars that had given me a heavy taste for men’s cocks–and a lack of prejudice against older men, as long as they hadn’t gone to seed. “I think we fuck very good,” I answered. Nothing like getting down to brass tacks, which he preceded to do.

    “There, unfortunately, is the need . . . up front–”

    “Here is the fee,” I said, handing the envelope to him. “The agency said that either euros or American dollars would be fine.”

    “Ah, yes, very good,” he said. “You have to be back at what time?”

    “The ship sails at 5:00,” I answered, “so I should be back no later than 4:30.”

    “Such a pity,” he said, giving me a big smile. “A beautiful blond man like you. Too bad we don’t have a night. But, never mind. We make do with the time. We fuck good. There is time. We go for coffee. I go over the trip to Ephesus. I have hotel room for day, all in the fee. I fuck you. We go to Ephesus. We come back to hotel. I fuck you again. We be back here by 4:30 tops. Come with me, this way. We walk to café.”

    It sounded so bald, said like that. But it, in fact, was what I was paying for. And there was no opportunity to talk adjustment even if, after seeing him, I’d wanted to, which I didn’t. He already was guiding me into the city. We had only walked a couple of blocks before he stopped at an open-air café under the canopy of trees in a square surrounded by Turkish-style buildings of five and six stories. The café was nearly deserted, this being barely 9:15 in the morning, after the pre-office coffee fixes and before the first coffee break time of the day.

    Happily, there weren’t others sitting near us at the café as we drank coffee and he flashed brochures and maps in front of me of the ancient ruins of the city of Ephesus. He was very expressive with his hands, and assessing with his eyes. If he hadn’t received a photo of me, I think he could have described me naked after having undressed me with his eyes. He continually leaned across the table and touched me–on the arms, chest, and even on the face, with his finger tips. It was all quite arousing and if he had laid me out and fucked me right there on the café table, I wouldn’t have objected.

    With a hand under the table and touching me on the crotch when he had pushed the brochures aside, he said, “To be sure, you take cock, yes?”

    “Yes,” I answered.

    “You take big cock? Thick cock?”

    “Yes.”

    “Just being sure. Sometimes the man signing for this service has bigger eyes than his bung hole. I can’t make myself smaller. Other men could take over for the fuck services.”

    “I want you for that service,” I said, looking directly at him. He was more than touching my crotch under the table now–and I was returning the service.

    “We go to the hotel now,” he said, with a grin on his face.

    “I hope it’s not far.”

    “It is here, just here, on the square. The Akdenza Apartment Hotel. Not fancy, but–”

    “As long as it has a bed, a shower, and a toilet, that’s good enough for me.”

    That brought another grin and Jamal standing up from the table. “And that it has me too, yes?”

    “And that it has you too, yes,” I answered with a smile. There was no stinting with effervescence with this guy.

    Indeed, that’s pretty much all the Akdenza room had–other than a kitchenette too, but it was enough.

    There wasn’t much in the way of foreplay. Jamal was more of a power driver than a lover, but he did prepare me for what was, as promised, a very thick and long cock indeed. He ate me out, my butt on the end of the bed, me lying on my back, and him kneeling between my thighs, with his arms laced around them, holding them raised and spread. He had read my preference for the missionary position I assumed. There was plenty of lube and, I think, four fingers inside me before he was satisfied that I was open enough for him.

    But then he did what I’d never had done before during sex. He started, standing between my thighs, with my ankles on his shoulders, by frotting our cocks, holding them together encased in one hand and stroking them hard. This I’d experienced before, but then he docked them. Using the foreskin of my uncut cock, he made the bulbs of our cocks kiss and he pulled my foreskin over his cut bulb.

    I found that extraordinarily erotic, arching my back, thrusting my arms out to the side to grip gobs of bedspread, and throwing my head back to focus on the ceiling as I gasped and purred while he stroked our sheathed cock heads together until I came in a flood of cum that burbled out from our fused cocks. He quickly rolled on a rubber, plunged his cock into my ass, making me cry out and grab his shoulders, digging my nails in, as he took me hard and fast.

    Young and virile and, despite having an eye on the clock, he fucked me for a while missionary style and then turned me and fucked me doggie style, crouched high on my back and pounding me hard. After resting when both of us had come, he took me again, holding me in a crab position over his prone body, my feet and palms flat on the bed at the sides of his body, his hands grasping my waist, and me again focusing my eyes on the ceiling as I showed him that I too, was athletic, by rapidly fucking myself on his up-thrust cock.

    I certainly had nothing to complain about concerning that part of the Jamal’s Tours service.

    “Do you always fuck your clients as thoroughly as this?” I asked.

    “Only the ones I can’t get enough of, like you,” he asked with that disarming smile of his.

    I certainly couldn’t complain about that. Nor did I have complaints about the tour of Ephesus. It was a little hairy getting there, as he drove an ancient Fiat that kept backfiring and giving the impression it might die at any moment. Once inside the ancient city ruins, though, which were crowded with large tours, I was grateful I was getting a personalized tour and that he was such a knowledgeable tour guide. His English diction was impeccable, even if his sentence structure left something to be desired, which is more than I could say for some of those I heard guiding bus tours that day.

    His attention to me in the old city also went way beyond that of the bus tour guides. He took me into areas the other tours didn’t go. He pushed me up against the back wall of a building he’d said had been a brothel and had lewd drawings of sexual positions painted on the inner walls, got both my shorts and his jeans undone and dropped to the stones, and, this time taking me into a kiss, frotted our cocks together until we both came.

    “Beautiful blond,” he whispered as he held me there, both of us momentarily spent. “Blond in the bush too. Natural?”

    “Yes.”

    “You are a good lay. You are blond. Turks love blonds. We have time. I have friends nearby. You could make good money. You could go back to your ship with more money then you have paid for my tour. As many men in two hours as you can take. I can make all of the arrangements. I make sure they don’t hurt you too bad. We split money equally. What do you say?”

    “Thanks,” I said, flattered but suddenly frightened at the thought. “But just you. You are enough. You said we’d return to the hotel before going back to the ship.”

    “Ah, well. Just a thought,” he said as he released our cocks and stood away from me, reaching down to pull his jeans back onto his hips and stuffing his cock into the jeans. “We go for lunch first. The town of Selchuk is nearby. There is a restaurant there that serves a good Turkish mezeh. We have mezeh and drink Efes beer, then back to the hotel, I fuck you silly, and then the ship. You be happy and write me a good recommendation.”

    “I’ll most certainly write you a good recommendation, Jamal,” I said as I zipped up my shorts.

    * * * *

    The mezeh lunch at the open-air restaurant on the outskirts of Selchuk, giving us a panoramic view of the old fortress on top of a high mesa inside the city, was delicious. The beer was refreshing and made me a little giddy. Jamal sat close beside me, an arm possessively on top of my chair back, and explained the composition of each of the small dishes, some dozen in all, that were set on the table as a previously served, now-empty plate was taken away. Such was the ambiance and the sultry sexiness of the man beside me that each dish seemed an arousing preliminary to our return to the hotel bed at the Akdenza.

    We never made it back to the Akdenza Hotel, though. The old Fiat gasped its last for now and died on the road beside a winery.

    “Shit. I’ll miss the sailing,” I said. What I’d really miss, though, was the second coupling with Jamal in the Akdenza Hotel.

    “I’m sure the car can be fixed in time, or someone from this winery can drive us back into Kusadasi,” Jamal said, his voice filled with both concern and a sense of having the situation under control. “You stay with the car, and I’ll go to that building over there and see what help we can get.”

    I got out of the car and leaned against the fender, letting my eyes cast over the fields of grapevines, while Jamal went to what proved to be the main building of the winery. I watched him come back out of the door to the building in the company of an older man–with a body that was muscular and solid that remained the interesting side of stocky. He pretty much looked like just an older version of Jamal. They stood there and discussed–or maybe argued–with flamboyant gestures for a while and then Jamal came back to the car. The other man continued standing in the doorway, lighting up a cigarette and giving me an assessing look.

    “They can fix the car, they say,” Jamal told me when he reached me. “And, barring that, they will drive us back into Kusadasi. But they want something from us in return to do it.”

    “What? I have some money with me–but not much.”

    “The man has seen you–leaning against the car. And he was forward with me. I told you that Turkish men are very taken with blonds. And the men here are taken with men.”

    “You mean?”

    “Yes. The man looked at you and told me what he’d like to do with you. I told him that you took cocks–that I’d already done with you what he wanted to and that you liked it. I counted six of them in the building. There may be a few more. They all are fine-looking men, though. The man showed you to them through the window and told them you took cocks. They say they will fix the car or get us back into Kusadasi before your ship sails if we let them fuck us.”

    “Fuck us? Both of us. All six of them?”

    “Or maybe seven. I lost count.”

    I took another look at the man standing at the door of the building. On second look, and checking him out with a new set of criteria, he remained solidly built; muscular; and, like Jamal, olive-skinned and hirsute, with black curly hair. He was a handsome devil, if maybe a good twenty years older than Jamal. As I watched, he unbuttoned his trousers and took his cock out. He was horse hung.

    “The others–?” I asked.

    “All as muscular and good looking as he is,” Jamal said. “Some are younger. All are Turks. They would be rough with us. But I was rough with you and you loved it. It’s the only way you can get back to your ship on time.”

    “Well, then, let’s get it over with,” I said, as I pushed off from the car fender and started walking toward the winery building.

    There were eight of them. They took us to the stone-walled basement of the winery, where the casks of wine were stored but also where there were tables and chairs set up for tasting. The winery was one that grew Narince and Sultana grapes for the popular Chankaya white wine, which they plied us with as they swirled around us, smiling and leering at us and fairly licking their chops. They were all there at the same time during the wine tasting. I had hope that some missing men were out on the road, fixing the Fiat.

    I confirmed the deal proposal Jamal had told me was on the table. They’d look at me and jabber to him in Turkish. He in turn translated for me that they were asking for assurances that I was going to let them gangbang me–that I wouldn’t try to make trouble for them. Jamal said he’d told them that, if they got me back to the ship in time, I’d be gone and couldn’t give them trouble.

    I was drinking the last of a glass of wine, with four men sitting around me, staring at me and smiling, when I noticed that only those four men and I were now in the room. Jamal and the other men were gone. My finishing off the wine in my glass was the signal for the gangbang to start with me. The men rose from their chairs and moved in toward me.

    Hands were on my body, feeling me up and stripping me of my clothes. When I was naked, and their trousers were off and their erect cocks were standing out proudly from their crotches, two of them virtually carried me over to the side of the room and stretched me, on my belly, over a barrel that was on its side. One man was at my head, forcing my mouth on his cock, and was holding my arms stretched over the barrel with a grip on my wrists. Another man was knelt behind me, his mouth at my hole, his hands spreading my butt cheeks. When he was satisfied I was open enough–all four men were hung–he covered and mounted me and fucked me.

    All four men took a turn in my ass as I was stretched over the wine barrel. All of them were big. Half way through the first one, the pleasure was washing over the pain, and from then on out I managed to sheath them and enjoy the slightly different techniques and rhythms. I’d been gang fucked in the frat house before, so I could manage this. I just lay back and concentrated in staying open for them.

    When I thought that would satisfy them–and I blush to note that it satisfied me as well, although it reduced me to complete submission–it hadn’t satisfied them. The first man inside me, which had been the man standing outside the door of the winery, lifted me, threw me over his shoulder, and the four men trooped down a corridor and into another room, some sort of sleeping quarters.

    En route, we passed an open door into another stone-walled chamber, where I caught a glimpse of Jamal, naked, bound to an X-frame, his body sagging and his head hanging down toward the floor. I moaned at the thought of what was happening to us–to me. And I was embarrassed that so far I was enjoying it. My mind raced on what they could have been doing to Jamal on that frame–and what they might eventually do to me on that as well.

    I was laid on my back on a table in the room we entered, my arms pulled over my head and my wrists bound. There was a wooden beam above the end of the table with ropes coming down from it. My legs were raised and spread and my ankles tied off with ropes hanging from the beam. My buttocks was resting at the bottom edge of the table.

    All eight men fucked me in a ritual that was different from that in the wine-tasting room. And, once again, to my surprise, the fetish of docking was brought into play. But so was sounding. From somewhere they brought out a sounding kit, with graduated steel wands. They set up a relay, with each man following his own penis-play ritual in turn. All docked their cocks with mine. All were cut–all being Turks. Each took advantage of my not being cut. At the minimum, each pushed my foreskin back, brought his exposed cock bulb to mine, pulled my foreskin over both bulbs, and stroked us until one or both of us came. Then he stepped back to recover and gave place to one of the other men, who fucked me in the ass to an ejaculation.

    This was the same technique Jamal had used with me earlier. I wondered if this was something Turkish men did to other men, but, if so, it had to be with foreigners who weren’t circumcised, as all Turkish Muslims would be.

    Then another Turkish hunk would step forward to dock our cocks. Some also sounded my cock or his, carefully sliding one of the slimmer sounding rods into my piss slit or a thicker one into his and slowly fucking the cock with it–usually producing cum. As this progressed, of course, I was being totally drained and my balls were aching. The hunk would withdraw and another horse-hung Turk would step forward to fuck me in the ass.

    The last, the man obviously in charge, the man who had been at the winery door, came at me with a sounding wand already in his cock. As I writhed and cried out and arched my back in passion, he slowly pushed the other end of the wand into my urethra slit until our cock heads kissed, half of the wand buried in each of our slits. He pulled my foreskin over both cock heads and stroked the cocks to a mingling of cum.

    What they might have done to me on the X-frame remained a fantasy. They were finished with both of us after the eighth man fucked me in the ass. They released me and let me rejoin a downcast Jamal in the winery tasting room to reclothe and be taken out to a fixed and humming Fiat. They were all jovialness and camaraderie, thumping Jamal and me and each other on the back as if it had all been jolly good fun. And, truth be told, I couldn’t say that it hadn’t been a satiating experience for me. I certainly never would forget my Turkey stopover.

    And I had agreed to it beforehand, even though I hadn’t known all that it would entail.

    The only thing that gave me pause was having caught a glimpse of the head winery man slipping a roll of Turkish money bills into Jamal’s pocket before my guide got into the driver’s seat of the Fiat.

    Needless to say, there was no going back to the hotel. I don’t think I could have taken another man’s cock inside me anyway. We barely made it back to dockside in Kusadasi by 4:30.

    Jamal started to apologize when we got out of the Fiat, but I stopped him dead. “Those were the friends you wanted me to take on when you proposed that to me back in Ephesus, weren’t they? It was just me they fucked, not you too, right?”

    He gave me a sheepish look. “You aren’t going to–?” he started to say.

    “No, I’m not going to report this to anyone. I barely have time to sail. You’ve got me over the barrel on the timing of all of this. But that’s what you were counting on, isn’t it?”

    He gave me a miserable “caught” puppy dog look.

    “Look, Jamal. I enjoyed it–and I enjoyed you. I’m not going to report you and I’m going to give you a great recommendation. I’m just not going to mention the extra service. I saw you take the money back there, but you should know that the docking business was suspicious right there. You did it in the hotel and then each of those men did it. No one has ever done that with me before. What, is it some sort of club you have going? Is it something you indulge in when you have an uncut Westerner client? It’s not something you can do with each other?”

    From the surprised and guilty look he gave me, I knew I’d hit that nail on the head.

    “Let me see the roll of money he gave you.”

    Jamal produced it. I stripped one bill off it. “By rights I should have at least half of this, but I have no place to spend Turkish money, so I’ll just take this as recognition that I earned most of that.” I pulled him to me and gave him a deep kiss on the lips, which took him completely by surprise. Then I turned, and without looking back strode painfully to the ship’s gangplank which already was starting to be pulled back on board. My ass hurt like hell, my cock was just as sore, and my balls ached, all in a memorable way.

    That night I surprised Tony with the docking maneuver of our two cocks, causing us both to come and our jism to mingle and burble out of our kissing cock heads. He gave me another hundred dollars.


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  • A Timid Heart

    The room was dark, the only light coming from the hall, the rectangular illumination lying across the floor in its oddly distorted form.  Paul had gone to the bathroom, been gone for only a minute at most, only to return and find his room in darkness. It took a few seconds for his eyes to adjust to the darkness, slowly the shapes of things coming into focus. The outline of the window backlit by the moon light, the outline of his furniture and the outline of Robbie standing by his bed.

    “Close the door” Robbie uttered in a low voice, so low Paul barely heard him. He hesitated, didn’t move for he wasn’t sure what he was seeing. He saw but he didn’t, the form of Robbie before him, the pure form of body. The tall lean outline unadorned with clothing. He saw the darkness at Robbie’s crotch then slowly revealed the faint outline of cock. He saw the two nipples, darker than the surrounding skin, slowly become perceptible. He felt his heart beat speed up, the pulse of blood racing through his body as he stood holding his breath.

    “Paul?”

    Robbie’s voice broke the silence in the room once again and Paul became aware of the situation, he standing mute, frozen in place standing in rectangle of light and in front of him, Robbie standing naked. His mind raced in confusion, his old fears holding him in place. Slowly, the realization that no one would know what happened within his own home. No one would know if he went to Robbie. He pushed the door closed and reached for the light switch.

    “No…leave the lights off” Robbie whispered. No urgency, no sense of fear, just the monotone voice he had used twice before. Dropping his hand back to his side Paul turned back to Robbie. He could see him now, ghost like in the darkness, fair skin appearing to glow. The long lean torso, the nipples that rode high on the chest and as he looked down, couldn’t stop himself, till he was looking at the flaccid cock lying over its sac, the flared head half covered in skin. Robbie’s hand came to it giving it a gentle tug.

    “Paul” Robbie whispered holding out his hand; “please, come here.”

    Paul fell back in time, back to the day he realized he was gay, a young adolescent lying in the floor watching television and finding himself attracted to one of the main male characters. He knew this was different, more than some fan, more than just admiration or hero worship. It was an attraction, sexual in nature, one that he felt within himself and without, an arousal that affected him in a way that scared him. He saw others who were openly gay, on television and in Atlanta when his family made the two hour trip to go into the city for one reason or another. But that was there, somewhere else, in the big cities, not in a place like his rural community.

    For years he hid within himself, played the role he thought he was supposed to play, a good boy, straight, who played baseball, rode his bicycle, worked on his father’s farm driving tractors, feeding the herd, going fishing with friends and sitting in church with his family on Sunday. And he let his eyes roam, would glance around at one guy or another he found attractive, had favorite television shows based more on male characters he was infatuated and he looked out of the corner of his eyes in the dressing room so he could catch glimpses of the naked male body, fully exposed to his roaming eyes. It scared him how he could not keep himself from looking, how he found himself daydreaming of those guys, scenarios where they would be alone together, touching each other, fingers over bare flesh. He imagined the way it would lead to sex. Sex where he would give himself to one of the guys, saw himself rolling over on his back and allowing them to move on him.

    When graduation came he thought life would become easier, some routine would arise that allowed him to find his place. It was worse. His classmates left for college, took jobs in nearby industry or began to farm full time with their families and they got married and within the next two years a few began their own families.  And he was alone, afraid to act out on his desires and had no willingness to live otherwise, to live a lie. He pulled back from going to church, the hell fire damnation sermons too much to endure. He went into town for lunch by himself when his parents went to church. On Saturdays he would go to movies or ride to Atlanta and roam around its malls, walk in the park and in the evening he would cruise by the gay bars and look in seeing a life he wanted, the ability to be among other guys who had the same desires, the same attractions, aroused by their own sex.

    For nearly two years he circled around in this routine, searching for some way to find contentment in his life.  A month ago he went into a gay bar that was over in Macon, a small bar in the edge of town. It had been unsettling to him for the way so many watched him come in, then the way a couple of guys moved to him, giving him compliments on his appearance, teasing him for looking so young, being so cute. He should have been flattered but he was too nervous, untrusting of these men he knew nothing about. He didn’t stay thirty minutes before he fled the bar and drove home.

    “It’s okay…I know.”

    Paul heard Robbie, closer now, right in front of him. He saw the way Robbie’s dark brown hair fell over his forehead down into his eyes. The way his collar bone was so prominent across his upper torso and how his long neck seemed to show every aspect of its structure through the fair skin. He felt Robbie touch his hand, fingers encircling his own till they were cupped together, his within Robbie’s. There was the slight tug, a pull toward his own bed and he moved toward it. He was afraid, scared what this would mean, where it would lead. He was excited, aroused by what could happen, what Robbie was going to do. These conflicting emotions twirled around inside him till his heart beat rapidly in his chest.

    The naked form leading him to his bed eased down on it, sat looking up at him. He could not see the eyes looking up but he knew without seeing they pleaded with him. ‘Yes, you know’ he thought as he moved closer till he was between Robbie’s knees. He felt them pull together touching each of his own legs. For the first time he reached out, hand shaking nervously, and gently palmed one cheek, felt the soft skin against his palm and fingers. He pushed back, felt the ear then the long hair comb between his fingers as Robbie leaned his head to his hand.  He wondered how he ever thought this person was a threat.

    He knew there were hookup sites online, had surfed them so often he wondered if anyone could trace those searches back to his computer. For two years he saw the posts, men passing through wanting to hookup at the truck stop over on Highway 239 or out at the rest stop on the interstate where it passed through the next county over.  He saw some posts by some living in the region wanting to meet, just pick a place and they would be there. It had all been so tempting, seemed so simple, all he had to do was respond and he could meet another guy. For months he only looked, read the posts one after the next. None of them really appealing for there was something off about them, a casualness to them he was not interested in. He wanted something more.

    Then the post hit from within in his own community. Someone he probably knew. He read the post over and over as if he could gleam who it was that had made the post. For three nights he pulled up the website and looked at it. On the fourth he replied.

    It was a Saturday night and he found himself at the small park over in town, the one with baseball fields, tennis courts and small parking lots scattered around its perimeter. He had been there before, as had most when they were in high school and were out on a weekend night cruising around. The parking lots were places to meet up. But the park closed at ten and most were gone by ten thirty. He found himself there at eleven thirty, parked in the last lot out of sight in the darkness provided by the back corner. They were to meet at the parking lot by the tennis courts but Paul found himself too nervous to be sitting there waiting. He feared who the other person might be, worried it might be a trick, a means of outing him. He eased through the darkness till he was standing behind a tree watching the parking lot. He looked at his watch and saw it was eleven eighteen. He was early and wondered how long he would have to wait.

    A truck turned from the main road and eased toward him. When it turned into the parking lot the security lights of the parking lot hit the truck body and he saw it was a silver Chevy, an older truck that was in good shape, after market wheels and tires setting off its lifted chassis. He immediately recognized it. It belonged to a guy from his school, someone who had been two years behind him. It was Robbie Jordan. He thought of the tall skinny guy from school, outgoing personality and very cute. Girls had flirted with Robbie incessantly. Even some girls in his own class flirted with the younger Robbie. He could not be here to meet him, ‘no way’ he thought as he hid behind the tree when the headlights moved across.  He listened as the truck pulled into a parking space and shut off. Glancing around the tree he saw Robbie get out and move to the rear of his truck, lower the tailgate and sit down. Legs dangling down Robbie sat looking back toward the main road.

    Paul could not put Robbie into this role, someone out to meet another guy secretly in the park. He could not make it real as he slowly walked backward in the darkness keeping watch of Robbie, hoping not to be noticed. Four, five steps and he began to speed up, to feel confident in his escape. Then he tripped over something on the ground, a tree root or a rough place, sending him falling back on his ass. He sat up quickly seeing Robbie hop down from the tailgate and move toward him. ‘No…no…no’ he thought staggering to his feet and running back toward his car. He didn’t see Robbie stop, didn’t see how he stood shocked in the parking lot at recognizing him as he turned to run. He didn’t see Robbie smile at this recognition.

    The bare knees pressed against his legs and he believed he could feel the heat of Robbie’s body through his jeans. The very nakedness of him. He wanted to look down, to let his eyes roam over the nakedness before him, the broad chest, the flat stomach and the manhood that stood up between Robbie’s thighs. He felt those old fears, the reluctance to let go as he kept his eyes looking forward toward the glowing window, the moonlight illuminating the thin curtains from behind. He felt hands on his waist holding him gently as a warm exhale of breath went through his shirt hitting his stomach. Closing his eyes, he briefly wondered how Robbie and he ended up like this, alone in his house. The hands on his waist moved bringing him back into the moment. He felt the fingers pull up his shirt tail, fumble with his belt till it was loose. Each touch, the press of fingers against his body began to arouse him, to push past his fear. Fingers slipped over the waistband as they worked to unfasten the buttons. Their touch so close was arousing for the nearness of those fingers. He felt his jeans go slack with every button that those fingers worked loose. He felt the pull on his jeans, first to spread them open then to pull them downward, slowly, gently, slipping them down his thighs as he felt the heat of breath on his boxers then the press of lips against his growing erection. The press against its thickening shaft, the feel of them moving along its length till they encircled the head. The heat of the touch, the wetness of it, drove his arousal, fueled his need for more and he slipped his hands through Robbie’s hair and pulled those lips tighter against his cock. Robbie sucked against the head of his cock and he pushed with his hips.

    Last night he had laid awake for most of the night. His mind unable to stop with the scenarios of his outing, of Robbie telling everyone. It was irrational for had Robbie not came out for the same reason. But his fears made this irrationality real, something dreadful that was about to happen. He dragged himself out of bed late feeling as rough as if he were hungover. He stood at the refrigerator for an eternity staring into the brightly lit interior trying to make something inside look appetizing. Nothing looked good and he lacked motivation to cook. He ambled back into his bedroom, feet dragging across the wood floors, till he was staring into his closet trying to process the need to get dressed, to put some costumed on, one that said he was a country boy, some farmer’s son, a member of the community. A gay boy in a straight boy costume.

    He dressed slowly and slipped his wallet and keys into his pocket. The nearest diner was back in town and he knew it would be late when he arrived, a time when most were at church. He drove on the rural two lanes back toward town literally back tracking the same route he had taken last night when he fled the park. The diner was downtown next to empty storefronts and across the street from the old drug store that still clung to life. Inside he found the counter and all the tables along the windows full so he made his way to the far wall. The old plastic laminated table was chipped and marred and he found himself tracing a curved scratch as he waited for the waitress to come over. He didn’t notice anything going on around him, the chatter of other patrons, the movement of waitresses back and forth from the kitchen or the one named Shelley calling over to him she would be there in a minute. He didn’t hear the door chime with every opening or notice the young man running around the big table in the middle of the small dining room. His mind was a fog, no one thought carried out to any completion, just random images circling in confusion. He couldn’t focus on any one thing. The only constant was his fear and the various ways it was controlling him.

    A shadow fell across his table and he looked up assuming it was the waitress. It was Robbie standing over him. For a brief moment he held his breath waiting for some calamitous action by this guy who had lured him out last night and embarrassed him. He swallowed hard and looked away not sure what to say.

    “Can I sit down…or are you waiting on someone?” Robbie asked.

    “I’m not waiting on anyone” Paul uttered in a low voice.

    “What?”

    “No one is coming…you can…sit down” Paul stammered as he motioned toward the opposite chair.

    The waitress came to the table as Robbie eased down into the chair, smiling at Robbie, saying hello in that way all the girls did when they saw him. Seductive, willing, waiting and Robbie smiled back, so casual, so relaxed it surprised Paul, the way Robbie leaned back, angled in the chair so he could prop an elbow on the back.

    “Hey Shelley, how are you doing?” Robbie asked.

    “I’m okay. When you going to ask me out?” She replied, so forward it surprised Paul as he watched them eye each other.

    “Oh Shelley, you know I’m not the guy for you” Robbie replied smiling mischievously.

    “Fucker” Shelley whispered under her breath as she smiled, “What do you two want to eat?”

    While they waited for their breakfast nothing was said for a long time, Paul tried hard not to stare at Robbie, instead keeping his eyes down looking uncomprehendingly at the patterns of the plastic laminate, the infused patterns, those added by abuse and those by hard use. Paul looked around the room, nodded or spoke to one person or another he recognized, then played with the straw in his iced tea and watched Paul struggle to open the creamer then not make a mess with the sugar as he added each to the dark coffee sitting before him. Shelley brought their food and disappeared back into the kitchen.

    “This looks good; I’m starving” Robbie uttered as he picked up his fork.

    “Yeah” Paul replied noncommittally not clear if he meant the food looked good or if he was hungry.

    They were half finished when Robbie leaned forward, closed the distance between and spoke in a whisper. “Paul, why did you run away last night?”

    Paul knew there was no way to answer the question, nothing that would make sense. He continued eating with his eyes cast down to his plate not looking at Robbie. Anything other than look at Robbie. The dark almost jet black hair that was thick and wavy, and fell over his forehead just concealing his eyes from time to time. Eyes that appeared as dark, mysterious, suddenly hiding more than before. He glanced up quickly and saw the smile, dimples formed either side of the mouth that framed white teeth not quite perfect, the canines pushed forward just out of alignment from the others and the rosy completion of each cheek that contrasted with the fair white skin. He looked away quickly.

    “Paul…it’s hard enough around here, ya know. We can’t…” Robbie’s voice trailed off and Paul knew the truth of what Robbie said, and what he didn’t’ say.

    “I was…scared.”

    He said it, admitted the unvarnished truth about his feelings for the first time in a long time as he slowly looked up into those dark eyes looking back. Robbie stifled a laugh, looked around leaning forward once again.

    “I was too. Paul, I have only one other time. It was last year on that church trip my folks talked me into, the one where we had to stay in cabins. Some of us stayed an extra day to clean and, well, the cabin I as in only had one other guy and we…you know.”

    No, he didn’t, not really. It didn’t surprise him Robbie, two years younger, would be more experienced, no matter how superficially so it was. He leaned over and ran his hand over the top of his head feeling the short blonde hair rake over his palm and fingers.

    “I ain’t ever…” Paul uttered, feeling suddenly foolish, twenty years old, living in this rural place and never been with another the way he desired.

    The waitress brought the check and laid it on the table closer to Robbie. Paul reached for it but Robbie snatched it up. I got this Robbie told Paul as he reached for his wallet.

    Outside on the sidewalk Paul didn’t know what to do, didn’t know if he wanted to flee and isolate himself back at his home or if he wanted the day to continue with Robbie. He stopped on the walk when he saw Robbie head in the opposite direction from where he was parked.

    “I guess I’ll catch ya later” Paul uttered.

    Robbie stopped suddenly aware Paul wasn’t right behind him. “What? Why? You have something to do?”

    “No, but I…”

    “Oh come on Paul, let’s go riding around so we can talk.”

    Robbie drove for hours, down to the river, back up to town and out to the small park. He talked about himself, the attractions he felt for other guys but was afraid to act on during high school, this image of who he was supposed to be so engraved in his mind. But after graduation it just didn’t matter anymore, this persona he was supposed to portray. It’d been three weeks since returning from that church camping trip and for the first time he recognized the loneliness he felt, how it affected him. He couldn’t do it anymore.

    Paul tried to tell of his own inner turmoil, the desires and attractions he felt. The fears of what he could do if given a chance. Would it be what the other person wanted? He stammered and sat silent for long periods of time. He stared out the window watching the familiar country side pass by as Robbie drove around.

    It was late when they got back to into downtown, the sun already below the horizon and darkness quickly consuming the sky. Robbie pulled in next to Paul’s car wondering if the day was over. Would Paul want to call it a day, have time to process what had been said. Would he want to call it a night so he could prepare for another week of toil on the farm? Paul knew it was up to him now, knew Robbie was going to let him go if that was what he wanted. He didn’t.

    “You want to come over…we can watch a movie or something.”

    Robbie smiled at him nodding yes.

    “I’d like that very much.”

    He felt the tug on his boxers, the slow pull downward. They slipped over his ass and tugged downward on his erection. He felt them stretch over his cock till it bounced up free. He felt them descend down his legs pushing jeans down the rest of the way. He felt his nakedness, the cool air on his skin. He felt a hand take his cock, grasp it firmly, hold it up giving it a squeeze. He felt the blood pulse through his body, the way he couldn’t get enough oxygen as he breathed harder. He felt the wet slickness of a tongue drag over the head of his cock then lips envelop it. It was so hot he pushed forward uncontrollably. He sucked inward for air and held Robbie’s head by the hair pulling those lips further down his cock sinking inch after inch after inch into the heat, the wetness, that engulfed it.

    “Oh fuck” Paul whispered as he released Robbie’s head and let him move on his cock freely. Robbie pulled back and pushed forward over and over, working his mouth along the entire length of Paul’s cock. Paul grew so erect his cock ached with its hardness. Robbie sensed how aroused he had become and pulled off sliding off the bed and down to his knees. Paul watched him now, intently, the way Robbie dropped down and moved upward taking his sac, both nuts into the suctioning mouth then the tug on it. Pain and pleasure at the same time. His cock bobbed up and down in front of him as it drooled down on Robbie’s cheek, the clear liquid trickling down to the full mouth tugging on his sac.

    He felt Robbie’s hands fumbling with his shoes and he lifted one foot then the other allowing Robbie to get them off along with his jeans and boxers. He could spread his legs now, open himself up to Robbie’s ministrations, let those lips release his sac as hands turned him around. A hand pressed against his back and he bent forward. Hands spread his ass cheeks as Robbie’s heated breath blew between them followed by his tongue. Paul cried out as he felt the manipulation, the touch in such a private place. A hand moved around his thigh and took his erection as he felt the tongue work on his opening, rake over it wetly, press against its tightness till he nearly staggered forward. Hands came to his calves and raked lightly upward brushing the light hairs that covered each. They moved upward over his thighs as he felt the tongue drag upward till it was moving up his back. He felt the tongue lick at his skin then lips softly kiss him. Robbie rose up behind him and he stayed bent over, open to Robbie’s ministrations. The kiss at the back of his neck came with the feel of Robbie’s nose raking through his hair. He pushed back so he could feel the body behind him. He wanted to feel it, the masculine nature of it pressed against his back and ass.

    “I want you” Robbie whispered in his ear just before Paul felt Robbie’s tongue work the curves of it.

    Robbie bear hugged their bodies together as he pressed in between Paul’s ass cheeks, pushed inward against the tightness hidden there. Paul moaned and pushed back. Robbie reached between them and held himself at Paul’s opening pushing forward with determination. Paul cried out as he felt the breach of his opening, the stretching open of his tightness and the penetration into his body. Inch after inch sank into his hole as Robbie held their bodies together and eased into him.

    Their skin glistened with their arousal, the exertion of their fuck as Robbie stood up, holding firmly to Paul’s hips as he fucked, driving his cock deeply into Paul over and over, their bodies smacking together with the intensity of every thrust. Paul felt every thrust, the way Robbie pushed deeply into him. He felt the fullness of it, the way Robbie stretched him open till he easily took their fuck. He closed his eyes and felt himself focused on the sensations Robbie was giving him as he rocked in rhythm with their fuck.

    Robbie moved up and leaned against his back. An arm came around his neck and pulled their bodies together as a hand moved around his hips and grasped him. He felt his own wetness as the hand moved along his shaft and rubbed over the head. He bucked with the pleasure of it, pushing back sinking Robbie into his hole all the way then pushing forward feeling his cock slide slickly through the tight fist manipulating him. They moved together till the room filled with their fuck, the sound of their exertions and the scent of their bodies. Rivulets of sweat ran down Robbie’s body.

    When Robbie pulled free Paul cried out ‘no’ not wanting him to stop. Robbie led him to the bed, turned him around and pushed him on the bed on his back. He knew what Robbie wanted raising his legs till they rested on each shoulder as Robbie moved over him. He felt the penetration, so easy this time, Robbie sliding inward all the way. Robbie undulated over him, hips rising and falling rhythmically, thrusting deeply.  Robbie moved slowly at first, savored the feel of every inch sliding through the tight ring of his opening. He put his hands on Robbie’s thighs feeling the movement of their fuck. Robbie became lost in his arousal, every sensation focused on the feel of his cock as it piston in Paul’s hole and his urgency increased. He thrust harder, faster, till the bed squeaked and rocked beneath them. Paul cried out, pleaded for Robbie to fuck him harder as he felt the slap of Robbie’s abdomen against his ass with every deep penetration.

    Robbie leaned down and kissed Paul, lips pressed roughly together, an intimacy that surprised Paul at first. Paul pushed upward taking Robbie and kissed back, arms quickly wrapped around Robbie’s body hugging him tightly. The heat of their contact became wet, slick and they glided smoothly against each other. Robbie felt his body on the edge of release, the tightness of muscle and increase in sensitivity as he thrust cock into Paul faster and faster. With release Robbie shoved inward all the way, pushed inward till he pressed Paul into the bed as he filled his hole, wad after wad erupting into his depths.

    Robbie began to pull out when Paul held to him, clung to him with a desperate pleading look. ‘No’ Paul uttered as he pushed upward, worked his body against Robbie, undulating hips in an effort to stir Robbie into a renewed state of arousal. Robbie felt it, the way Paul moved beneath him and he began to work his hips up and back down pumping his still erect cock through the slick remains of his first load. It felt good, the way his cock slipped through Paul, milked by the tight opening of Paul’s hole. Paul moaned and uttered guttural profanities urging him on. He rose up over Paul, hands either side of the prone body beneath him and he began to fuck, hard, pulling nearly out then slamming back in. Looking down between their bodies he saw Paul take his own erection, stroke it in rhythm with their fuck, fast, hard, roughly slamming his tight fist down the wet slick shaft. Robbie fucked faster, rocked Paul roughly on the bed eliciting a grunt with every thrust inward.

    “Fuck…fuck…” Paul grunted as Robbie hammered away at his hole, their sweaty bodies slapping together roughly.

    Robbie felt a change in Paul, the way he suddenly through his head back and stiffened beneath him. He looked down and watched as cum erupted from Paul’s cock, thick wads spattering from chest to stomach. He felt it, Paul’s release, in the way it milked his cock, the spasm of Paul’s opening happening with every release. Cum ejaculated from Paul’s cock till it covered his torso and ran slimy down his hand still working up and down his cock. Robbie kept fucking, didn’t slow, kept up the stimulation his cock offered Paul’s depths, the thrusting of cock through the tight opening and the feel of a deep penetration.

    Paul felt the sweat cascade down his body, felt it drip down on Paul as he exerted himself to the point of collapse. He couldn’t think, had no concept of time or place, only the feel of their fuck. Paul’s slick wet  hand came to his neck and pulled them together. Lips pressed together, tongues dueling as Robbie felt the surge of cum race through his cock, the eminent release, pouring himself once again into Paul’s depths. He thrust into Paul, all the way and held still as his cock erupted. It felt as if every part of himself was pouring into Paul, the very force of life for he suddenly felt his exhaustion, the complete fatigue of every muscle and he collapsed on the bed next to Paul. They lay for a long time as their breathing slowly returned to normal and their skin cooled with the evaporation of their sweat.

    For Paul, there was a moment, ever so brief, he wondered ‘what now?’, afraid this moment with Robbie was over, that this was some one time fuck and Robbie was soon be up, dressed and out the door. He rolled over facing away, afraid to look at Robbie, even in the dark he was afraid Robbie could sense his anxiety, his inner demons that made his lack of confidence so discerning. He felt the bed shift, movement behind him then the warmth of Robbie against his body, to forms perfectly spooned together. One arm came over and hugged their bodies together tighter as a warm breath, rhythmic in its pace hit him on the neck. The fear faded.

    “You’re not going to kick me out are you?” Robbie whispered.

    “No…of course not” Paul replied smiling uncontrollably in the darkness.


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