Chapter 2 – THE COACHING.
I knew now I had a great responsibility but now I knew Billy’s hidden desires for me, I had to make him absolutely free to utter whatever feeling he had in the future.
-Billy, look at me. We are an unconventional father and his son. I really like you, my son, and your happiness is the only thing I care about in life. I want you comfortable. I’m not sure a father and a son can be real friends, but I want that to happen and become your best friend, so after now you can tell me all your feelings, even your lust for me, and I want to make you comfortable, absolutely comfortable with your father. So first, I want to ask you: what sex have you had so far? You can answer me, Billy. I will get angry at nothing.
-I know you are open-minded enough, daddy. But oh how lucky I am to have you. You have not got mad at me knowing what you know now.
-And I never will, so please tell me.
-I am a virgin in everything so far, dad. Never been fucked, never blown anybody, no sex, except of course jacking off, mostly over William, but sometimes over some other hot guys, over guys I often see in porn movies… oh, I never thought I could tell you that I often watch porn.
-Feel free to tell me anything, Billy, and of course you watch porn, as anyone your age.
-And when I don’t wank over William or other boys, I do about you, dad, I cannot help it.
-Not only you can do it, but you can also tell me whenever you do. So, first question, and be sincere, please, Billy, as you have always been: do you want me to have a shower?
-Dad, I will have boners with your smell inevitably now. But if you really don’t mind seeing your own son hard at you, I’d rather you keep your wonderful smell for longer.
Then I approached Billy and did something that would be a constant in the future. It was a sign that nothing really mattered. I was proud of the son I have and wanted to give him complete tranquility. So I treacherously kissed his lips, something he was far from expecting. He tried to resist but I went on kissing him.
-Don’t do that, dad, please, you are not gay.
-I don’t give a damn about not being gay. First you have to understand that your feelings, which you thought would be a problem for me, are not a problem at all. You are intelligent, really intelligent, you are tender, generous, affectionate with people, you really know how to behave in difficult situations, and you are courageous, really courageous. I cannot love you more, Billy, and this kiss is a blessing so you know daddy loves you and I tell you now that I will be constantly kissing you, understood?
-Oh, my God –he said with real tears in his eyes-, what have I done to have the best of fathers? I don’t deserve someone like you. Not only you don’t get shocked at my lust for you, but you kiss me, dad.
-Kiss me again, Billy, I like the moisture in your lips.
And we did have now a long thorough kiss. I was blessing him and meanwhile the first time I kissed a boy was wonderful and I was glad it was my beloved son that I was kissing, turning him into my friend.
-I am moved, Brian. I could never expect Billy’s father was such a hot man. But thanks a lot. Your son really deserves you.
-Thanks, William, I want to continue telling you all this since I see you don’t get shocked and I would even want to ask you something when I finish. I like seeing you so hard now.
-I’m about to cream my pants again, but now, I’m sorry to say, it would be looking at you, Brian. Oh, forgive me.
-You also lust for me, William?
-I really do, Brian. I cannot help it.
-We do not know each other well yet, but if after a while you wanna take out your dick and wank in my presence, you could do it.
Then I saw William stained his pants again with a wide liquid. He was not expecting that. But at last he was brave and told me.
-It is you who should decide, Brian. But we are absolutely unknown people and it would be shocking if I did, but I tell you that if you don’t stop the conversation now, I will really whip my dick out and masturbate here.
-Do it –and at last I saw him take his long dick out and timidly at first he continued his masturbation as he heard me.
-Good, William, you can be like that the rest of the time we are talking today. I only ask you the same I asked Billy. Please never fall in love with me, cause I want you to always love my son.
-You’re a hot man, William, but it is impossible I can ever stop loving him.
-Good, can I resume my conversation now?
-You can –he said ferociously beating his meat.
I addressed Billy again.
-Have you imagined yourself fucking?
-I have only imagined myself being fucked, dad. I am a masochist and of course I should be bottom.
-I think, Billy, that being a masochist has nothing to do with being bottom. You can also be top. Do not reject any pleasure till you know them. And so far I would also recommend you to jerk off thinking you are fucking somebody, even imagine you are fucking me and tell me later what you have felt.
-I will wank imagining I am fucking, dad. But of course I will never picture myself fucking you. Not that. You are not even gay, dad.
-Well, and now, Billy, I want to do something more. You must first feel absolutely comfortable with me to tell me about anything. And remember I have kissed you. Who knows? One day I could go further in incest with my dear son.
-No, please dad, not that. I don’t need it and you will feel crushed if you ever had sex with your own son.
-Well, I’m not telling you now that we will have sex. But remember I am not your master and never want to be. So, what I will never do is beat you or something like that. But let me ask you: if one day you have a master, what do you think it will be the first thing he asks you to do?
-Don’t know, dad: giving him a blowjob?
-Maybe, I’ve never been a master and I cannot know but I imagine he would really like to see how you desire him, to feel your lust. Can you imagine yourself without your clothes showing your master how you desire him?
-I think you can be right, dad.
-I want to make you more comfortable than you are now. It’s the first day you are talking with your father about incest and about your real needs to be a slave. Taking into account that I don’t want to be your master, I can at least suggest you something, for in this house you can feel as free as you want, and after now you can be naked whenever you want. We live in an eighth floor, with no buildings opposite, so even if the windows were not closed, nobody could see us. So would you like to take off your clothes?
-Dad, being naked at home would be a dream, but I wouldn’t do it out of respect for you. How would you feel, dad, for God’s sake, if you saw my boner, and knowing I have this boner because of you?
-I would feel perfect Billy. I would not be shocked seeing my son’s nudity or his boner and this could only be the first time. After now you can always be naked. But something more: remember I also want to train you to be a good slave and I will remind you a man you lust for would like to see your desire. Well, Billy, I want you this relaxed. After now you don’t even have to go to the toilet to wank over me. You can do it in my presence, looking at me whenever you want. So I know this is a little difficult to understand: I want you to show somebody you lust for how you desire him, and at the same time I am not your master nor I want to be. But I can suggest you. You will be blushing the first day, of course, but it can soon be habitual. I suggest you to comfortably strip of everything and jack off here, looking at me. I want you at the same time to show me your lust, to say aloud all you are feeling; I would not get shocked at anything, but I am one of the men you lust for and you can show me your desire. And at the same time think you are wanking over William or any other boy you like. Could you do that, Billy?
-Daddy, I still can’t believe how hot you are. I’m afraid I will desire you more after now. Ok, I’ll do it, dad. I cannot help but blush and at the same time be totally hard. But ok, I will try, but any moment you feel embarrassed, ask me please to stop and even get dressed again.
-I will not ask you that. First kiss me again, Billy. Then you can strip.
And I kissed Billy again for a long time with a lot of affection.
I saw William was cumming now. I could see semen dripping all over the floor and I asked him to continue if he wanted.
-Be calm and masturbate all you want, William.
-Thanks, Brian. Don’t worry, I will never stop loving your son, but let me repeat how hot you are.
-Good, I’ll continue. Well, my son is brave, really brave and even if he was totally red he showed me his courage again stripping completely before his father. When he took off his T-shirt, I felt I should tell him the truth: well, I’m not gay but I could admit that he has a body that won’t quit and I told him so. He thanked me and took off his shoes, socks and jeans. I could see then he was totally hard and his dick was protruding. I encouraged him to pull down his briefs and he plucked up courage and did it. He was red, knowing he was hard as a rock and I told him.
-Very good, Billy. Always have your head held high and remember how attractive you are. Any guy would desire to fuck with you and you needn’t be bottom because you are a masochist. And believe me, my dear son, I’m not embarrassed but overjoyed seeing your erection. Now please sit down and lose all your inhibitions and wank over me and tell me whatever comes to your mind. Try to make me hard.
He did sit and timidly and blushing he started to jack off. I insisted that of course he would feel shy today since it was the first time but he could do this after now every day as many times as he desired. I encouraged him to speak aloud too and tell me what he was feeling.
-Thank you, dad. Oh, my God, even if I’m blushing, I’ve never been this horny before. I knew you were cute, dad, but now I’m looking at your face and think what a handsome boy my father is. And those eyes and that stubble… all that masculine look. I would like to move my tongue one day over those ears you have, that forehead, that sexy nose, even inside your nostrils, those cheeks, everything in your face, dad.
-Good, Billy, go on. I am sure you would drive any master crazy when hearing you. I asked you to make me hard and indeed I am getting hard.
-You have a hot body everywhere, but I’m about to burst just sniffing you. The smell of your pits is heaven and I would love to have my tongue savouring such a hot and perfumed man. I am imagining how you would look under your clothes. I’m sure you have a perfect chest and tasty nipples. And I look down to your crotch and I’m starting to see you hard. Oh, how I would like to have that cock in my mouth, or even have it up my ass. Sorry if I’ve gone too far.
-You can go as far as you desire, Billy. Remember I told you to feel free to say anything you want. But I will talk to you now. You can keep on wanking; no need to stop. Billy, listen to me: fucking is heaven. I have never fucked anybody up the ass, not even a girl, but I’m sure fucking an ass is wonderful. So I would certainly enjoy fucking a hot guy as you, who also would desire that chance, and have a lot of fun as I do it. But think about this, please: where does that leave me? To touch heaven taking advantage of my son’s incestuous desires and make you bottom. I don’t want you bottom. And the same I could say about blowjobs. You could suck my cock and I would be totally satisfied, moaning with utter pleasure. But remember this for the future, Billy. Of course when you wank over me in my presence, you can continuously talk about my cock in your mouth or in your ass, but that would never happen, unless…
-Unless…?
-Unless you fuck me first, or I give you a blowjob first. If I suck your cock, you can suck mine, etc.
-I understand, dad. But it would be so easy for me to give you that pleasure and you would never have to do anything gay or incestuous.
-But it would never happen, Billy, unless you dare one day to fuck daddy or to let him blow you.
-Then I will never think of blowjobs or fucking between us, dad.
-Ok, you can go on.
-I cannot hold it any longer, dad. I would have liked to continue imagining what your feet would be like and remembering the scarce times you have sat somewhere without your shoes, and oh what a good smell. But I have to cum, dad; permission to cum?
-Remember, Billy, you are not my slave. Be free to always cum whenever you like.
-Then I will cum.
And that was the first day I could see Billy’s semen. I was proud of having allowed my son to have that pleasure, wanking over daddy as he was watching me but at the same time I was concerned how he was feeling and asked him.
-I have never been redder, dad. But what you have allowed me to do is heaven and I must thank you.
-Good, so feel ready to do it over and over again, whenever you wish. You needn’t go to the toilet. This will be now our private routine. Do you want to go on naked?
-I certainly would, dad.
-You can be naked all day, Billy. What would you do now: will you go to your room?
-I have to study something.
He was then on holidays nevertheless and in October he would start University with you, but I added.
-Never neglect your studies, Billy. But as I can feel how horny you are now, you can spend the afternoon watching porn or remembering what has happened here and jacking off again. And you may come butt naked to dinner. And as I can see you would really like to see me naked, I will give you a surprise. Your father will dine with you without his clothes too so you can see his entire body. Now, kiss me, Billy, before you go to your room.
And we kissed again. He was getting used to my kisses and no longer protested.
-Remember I love you, Billy. Now you can go to your room.
He went to his room then leaving his clothes there in the living room where we were. He returned three hours later naked to the kitchen where we would have dinner first. The moment he saw my naked body, he told me, already jacking off that he needed to cum one more time even before he sat down to eat with me and then he would jack off again. And soon I saw his cum falling to the floor and I told him to approach and kissed him again.
-Billy, I remember now I had no chance of seeing your ass before. Would you turn so I can see it?
And he did turn and asked me.
-Do you think I have an ass a guy would like to fuck, dad?
-Any guy who likes fucking up the ass would be horny at the vision of that wonderful ass you have. Ok, turn again and watch your father’s body all you want.
And now I let him watch me totally nude and semi-hard and I turned so he could glimpse my ass too and I also asked him it was a fuckable ass.
-It’s gorgeous, dad, but I will never fuck you. But I would like something different with that ass. I would also like to eat your shit –he said blushing again.
-I could imagine it, Billy. Never blush with me, please. But I say the same. If ever you let me taste your crap first, you can taste mine later.
-Oh, dad, why do you have to be so strict with what it is clearly justice for you?
-It has to be like that, Billy. One day you will understand me. But now let us eat before jacking off again, ok? You must also be well-nourished.
We sat to eat and then I surprised my son touching his naked body.
-You don’t have to do that, please.
-After now, I will also touch you –and then I started stroking his balls and soon stroked his cock.
-You don’t have to touch my cock, dad, you are not gay.
-I will do it and believe me I am having fun. But I have done it so you can touch everything of me if you want.
And of course Billy started to touch me. He touched everything and did not let a single part of my body untouched. Thus we were for a long while as we finished our dinner and then I asked him if he wanted to jack off again.
-Of course dad. I’m blushing but less than at lunch. I think I am getting used to wanking before you.
He was for two minutes jacking off with a clear face of pleasure still moved that his father was allowing him. But I had another surprise for Billy.
-Would you like to see your father jerking off too as you are masturbating as well?
-Dad, to see you jacking off would be a dream. You can think of any hot chick you’ve ever been with and have that fun.
-I won’t think of any hot chick. Why do that when I have a hot body in front of me? I will wank over you, Billy.
He never stopped his hand on his cock but was frightened.
-I’m the incestuous one, dad. You don’t have to be. You will feel awful later.
-I won’t. You made me real hard at lunch and you have a perfect body to wank over too. I don’t give a damn if I’m experiencing some gay desires. So I will wank over you too.
And I continued. He wanked looking at me and I wanked looking at him and at the same time praising my son’s beautiful naked body, from every feature of his face to his chest, arms, legs, feet till I finally stood looking at his crotch and praising his cock at the time I was stroking his balls again and I also talked about his ass that I had glimpsed before. He could not help but cum then and finally he saw his father for the first time shooting a big load and yelling with utter pleasure. I said to him.
-This intimacy that you’ve seen today will continue. After today we will always have a moment to wank looking at each other and we will constantly touch and constantly kiss. And ok, as I know what you are feeling now still thinking you are bottom and wanting to be bottom with me as well. We will do this: we will have all our meals comfortably naked together and we will touch, but you can wank over me at every lunch, only you jacking off then; and at dinner both of us will be wanking looking at each other.
-Ok, dad, since I can see that so far you are feeling ok. But no need to go further.
This situation was prolonged for a month till I mustered courage for something else. His time of beginning University was only two weeks ahead now, so this was the perfect time to do something I wanted to do. At dinner, both naked again he started soon beating off and I did the same. But I took a deep breath and treacherously grabbed my son’s dick and started jacking him off.
-Not that, dad please –he was totally red but I had to talk to him in earnest now and I never stopped jacking him off.
-Billy, listen to daddy’s words carefully now, please. You know we have been wanking in each other’s presence for a long time. We are naked, we touch each other everywhere and we kiss. Let me tell you that daddy’s aroused at you and really wants to play with that sexy dick my son has. But you must be brave as I know you are or I will feel ashamed, thinking that you are thinking that incest is not correct after all, that a father should never wank his son. Do you know how embarrassed I could feel after now? So embarrassed that I would have to tell you to stop everything now, put our clothes on and never have sex together again and not even talk about this again. Tell me, Billy, do you really want your father to feel guilty for jacking you off?
-I don’t want that, dad, you can be sure. Oh, I was not aware of your lust. We have been for months arousing each other. And ok, dad, you want me brave and I will be brave: never repent of anything you have ever done, you hot man. You can do it, but if you are gonna masturbate me, dad, I will also do it.
So we started for the first time to jack each other off and…
But I could not continue. William busted a new load then.
-You are so hot, Brian. You certainly know how to guide Billy and make him happy.
-All I want is training him so he is well coached for a guy like you one day. And I had two objectives: it is true I was aroused at my son and really wanted to finally play with his dick. But my second goal was giving him permission at last to play a bit with his father’s dick. I would not let him blow me for he knew very well that to be able to one day suck my cock, I had to suck his cock first. But we could play with each other’s dicks a bit.
-Hot, Brian.
I had to do something else and I reached out my hand and touched William’s dick too and I started to pump it.
-Oh, my God, you don’t have to, Brian.
-Now you know that Billy has made me have gay desires and you have a hot dick too and I want to play with it. I will take my dick out for if you want, you will also be allowed to jack me off.
I did take out and so William and I started to jack each other off. But I suggested something else. I told him I wanted to see his body too and we could both take our clothes off.
-Don’t worry, William. Billy won’t return until nine because he knows well I want to talk to you. We still have a couple of hours. We can be two naked buddies having a little sexual fun without our clothes.
That hot boy agreed with me. It was obvious we were starting to feel some complicity with each other. So we both stripped completely and I also praised his naked body, the body of a sexy guy I wanted to become Billy’s master, and possibly his partner too. So with no inhibitions we started to feel comfortable with each other’s nudity and each other’s desires and were reciprocally jacking off. Meanwhile I kept on talking.
-That first reciprocal masturbation made us both on fire and I told Billy the truth. I only regretted not having done it before but it was heaven to have a dick in my hand and give it pleasure, and it was wonderful it was my brave and hot son’s dick that I was pleasing. He thanked me and told me he had never thought one day he could play with his father’s dick and asked me, since I was training him, whether I thought it possible that a future master would like jacking him off too.
-Of course, Billy. Any man who lusts for boys has to see your sexy body and that long and wonderful dick you have and will desire to jack you off.
He told me he had never thought of that but it could be.
-You can be sure, Brian, that if ever your son becomes my slave, I will jack him off. I still remember the day I could glimpse his sexy body and his hot cock.
-I knew you would react like this. Ok, that first day Billy told me he needed to cum soon and I told him me too.
-Stain my hand, Billy. I want to have your semen on my hand, please.
And we both stained the other’s hand then. But he told me.
-Dad, you will never feel bad after now, I promise. This is only our tender intimacy. You want to masturbate your son and if you want to repeat, we will.
-Thanks, Billy, thanks for understanding me.
And he went to his room then. We continued like this in the two weeks left before he entered University. We jacked off at every meal, not only at lunch, but always reciprocally now. And one day in September he left and I learnt to miss him till it was finally Christmas holiday. I had asked him to focus on his studies now and told him sex was secondary but of course he could have sex with anybody he wanted. But when he finally came home on holidays, he would tell me that he was still a virgin.
I had told him that if ever he came home with anybody he should WhatsApp me first so I could have my clothes on. But I waited for him with everything on nevertheless. And he finally came and smiled at me.
-Have you felt any lust for daddy these months?
-Of course, dad. I inevitably wanked over you every day.
-So, why don’t we first strip and jack each other off. I have missed your cock too, Billy. Later you can tell me all you have lived these months at University.
We did have a long masturbation now and I finally noticed he was comfortable with his daddy’s lust for him, provided I never went as far as to blow him or to ask him to fuck me. In that he is still adamant, I’m afraid. Such pent-up desired we had built for each other these months of absence that we had to cum soon. Of course then we went to lunch and he was explaining to me all his months at college and I could see happily that he was more in love with you than ever, living with you now.
He would have, as you know, very few days before he returned to college and I knew well it was hell for him that I was so strict in the rule that he could do nothing unless I did it too. I was thinking and I thought of a couple of things I could allow him to do with no need of me doing them too. So one night after dinner I treacherously approached one of my stinking feet to his nose and told him.
-You always tell me that you like your father’s smell, so tell me the truth, Billy: does this smell not disgust you?
-I love the way you smell, dad. But you’d better withdraw your feet from my nose or despite all your rules I will inevitably lick your sexy perfumed foot.
-It’s about time, Billy, that I am braver to give you some more pleasures. Don’t worry: you know I lust for you and I would also lick your feet but daddy will relax one of his rules and you can give me a footjob if you want.
He didn’t answer but started to slurp my stinking right foot with devotion. He only stopped sometimes to thank me.
-Oh, dad, you have such a wonderful taste that I would like to do this every day.
-You can, Billy.
And he was a long time licking my foot. His tongue on it was heaven but I was glad I had been capable of giving Billy such pleasure at last. He asked if he could also lick my left foot and I answered.
-Here it is for you. Enjoy.
And he was as conscientious with it as with the other foot. He sobbed and cried out of real emotion telling me once and again he was proud of me. I told him I was proud of my brave soon too. Then he mustered courage and asked me too.
-Dad, I won’t ask to suck your cock, since I know you will not allow me, but you have let me lick your feet. Could I also lick your pits? Oh, please, please, tell me I can. The smell of pits, especially William’s and yours, is my favourite aroma.
I raised my right arm and told him.
-Here you are then. Enjoy your father’s pits.
He was not shy and I knew that by giving him permission to enjoy my pits, I had taken him to heaven. I reassured him telling him I liked to see so much pleasure in his eyes and after today my feet and my pits would be available to him. When he finally blasted his load after five frantic minutes in each of my pits, I was sure I had never seen him erupt so much semen. The kitchen floor was a long lake of cum and I told myself that after now I would always allow Billy this pleasure. No more inhibitions: I was his to enjoy.
We were like this all his holiday time and he reveled in my aroma every day a couple of times. I knew he would desire to suck my cock and it would have been so easy. He only had to allow his father to suck his cock first. I often told him this but he never let me. Nevertheless I did not have a single shower on Christmas holidays. And he left again. I was thinking about something else in the time he was absent. I could be going too far but I would ask him first.
So when he returned in summer of course we first stripped and jacked each other off. Then we had lunch and I asked him about his first year at University and everything was good news. He had passed all his exams and he also told me about you and I knew you had passed every subject but Spanish Literature. However, you did pass the subject in September. Now it was the time for me to ask him.
-Billy, you have often told me that you would like to eat William’s shit and also mine. But would you also like to drink his piss?
-I’ve never tasted pee, dad, but I am sure I would gladly drink it coming from him or you –he looked at me stubbornly.
Then I stood up and went to a close cupboard and took out a long glass, still fizzy with what I had pissed some minutes ago and gave it to him.
-You know, Billy, that if one day you wanna taste my crap, I have to taste yours first. But I can do an exception with my piss. You can drink it if you want.
-Oh, dad, can I?
-You can. Hope you enjoy. You have never tasted piss so far and it might disgust you.
But he took the glass and sniffed my piss. He didn’t hesitate and drank a bit. He stopped only to praise the taste. “Oh, dad, this is delicious”. And then he drained the glass in a single gulp.
-I have really enjoyed, dad. Could I drink some more of your pee this summer?
-If you want, you can have a drink of my piss now at every meal.
And so he did. And this is the end of my story, William.
And he came then and stained my hand. He was gonna apologize now but I also stained his hand and he shamelessly approached his hand to his mouth and tasted my semen.
-So, William, Billy is sufficiently trained now, I think. His father has wanted him to always feel proud and comfortable to one day become somebody’s slave. Still he has never sucked a cock or been fucked but I am sure he will do it perfectly. He would not let me, though. A pity for me, believe me. I cannot tell you how many wet dreams I’ve had imagining I was finally allowed to suck that sexy cock of his and have even dreamt I had his dick up my ass. But I know he does not want to let me do it. I think it would be easier for him if he knew I have already been fucked or sucked a cock. So, the question now, William, would you let me suck your cock?
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