Author: admin

  • Fat Ass Brother

    After making out with his brother, Tristan grabbed Jayllen’s hand and led him to an empty table right by the bar with three seats surrounding the table.

    Tristan sat himself on a seat and led his brother onto his lap.

    Tristan wrapped his arms around Jayllen’s waist as he sat on him, looking up at Jayllen with a huge smile on his face.

    “Don’t worry bro. I won’t let no one hurt you…” Tristan commented.

    Jayllen looked back down at Tristan with a slight blush on his face and went down to kiss him. Their lips meeting each other as people watched in awe as the two got close and comfortable.

    Jayllen soon began to Moan as he felt Tristan’s tongue slip in between Jayllen’s teeth, both their tongues intertwining as the two made out.

    As the two brothers made out, from the corner of Tristan’s eye, he noticed two older men sit at the two empty seats that were left at the table they were at.

    Tristan gave Jayllen one last peck on the lips before turning to look over at the two men.

    One of them was clearly drunk as they cheered on, and the other seemed to be sober. Both men were light skinned and wearing business outfits.

    “What’s up?” Tristan asked the two randoms.

    “Nothing man…We’re just waiting for our turn…” The Sober guy spoke as he took a sip of his drink. 

    Jayllen smiled widely as both men looked at his body up and down in awe.

    “So? Wanna show these guys what some really fun looks like?” Tristan whispered to Jayllen.

    Jayllen looked over at the two guys before noticing the white guy with the huge ass dancing on a young guy. The young guy smiling and biting his lip as the mans big ass just teased him.

    Jayllen smirked before looking back over to the two guys. 

    “I’ll be right back…” Jayllen spoke as he got off of Tristan.

    “Be careful…” Tristan demanded as he watched his brothers huge ass wobble in those tight briefs that barely held his whole ass together. 

    Good thing was that Tristan was in view of his brother and the two other men since they were at the same table.

    Jayllen walked up behind the two and began rubbing their shoulders, the two looking back at Jayllen with huge smiles on their faces.

    “Face each other…” Jayllen instructed.

    The two then turned their seats so that they faced each other, but left some space in between.

    Jayllen then walked in the middle, both their eyes immediately going to his massive ass.

    Jayllen then turned to the sober guy and he began to sit on his lap facing him, wrapping his arms around his neck. The drunk guy watched as Jayllen’s huge ass stretched out towards him.

    Jayllen then began to bounce his ass up and down on the guys lap. His ass wobbling and wobbling with every bounce.

    Tristan whistled as Jayllen did his thing.

    The guy looked up at Jayllen on his lap and bit his lip, holding onto Jayllen’s hips as he continued on bouncing and bouncing.

    “fuck yeah…” he commented as he slowly began to move his hands back down to Jayllen’s fat ass.

    He squeezed and slapped, biting his lip as he cupped each of Jayllen’s ass cheeks on his hands.

    The drunk guy just sat back and watched in awe, his bulge now being visible underneath his dress pants. He began to rub his bulge, enjoying the view of Jayllen’s huge ass being groped and slapped.

    Jayllen bit his lip as the man felt up on Jayllen’s fat ass. 

    Jayllen then took his arms off of the guy and sat up off him. The guy just smiled wickedly as Jayllen walked over to the drunk guy who was rubbing his bulge continuously.

    Jayllen slowly turned around in front of the drunk guy, his big ass towering over the man as he sat down.

    “Damn boy…” The drunk man spoke as he gave Jayllen’s ass a loud smack. His ass wobbling against each other afterwards.

    Jayllen looked back and smiled before slowly bending over in front of the guy, his ass expanding massively. His briefs nearly giving his ass more shape and roundness to his whole ass.

    The guy stared in awe, biting his lip as the young man in front of him teased his own huge ass. Jayllen slowly got back up and began to make his own ass wobble up and down. He tilted his feet up high then back down to make his ass bounce and bounce.

    The guy smiled as he blushed hard, taking another massive sip of his beer bottle. 

    Jayllen walked back, placing his ass down onto the drunk mans crotch. Jayllen then began to make each one of his ass cheeks move at a time. 

    The older man grabbing and squeezing Jayllen’s ass cheeks tightly, “fuck boy. Let me in that ass…” He spoke.

    Jayllen bit his lips and continued on shaking his big ass for the mans enjoyment.

    After a couple more minutes, Jayllen got up off the man. “That’s it…” Jayllen spoke as he stood in between both men who just kept on staring at Jayllen’s body.

    Jayllen chuckled and walked over back at Tristan who had been watching his brother the whole time.

    “Damn…” Tristan spoke as he gave his brothers ass a firm smack, watching it wobble. 

    “Come here bro” Tristan instructed.

    Jayllen then stood in front of Tristan who was sitting. Tristan grabbed the ends of Jayllen’s underwear and began sliding them down, Jayllen’s now massive bar ass being fully exposed to everyone in the bar/club.

    “Wait! Are you sure I can be like this?” Jayllen asked as he let his brother pull down his briefs. 

    “Definitely. This place is open to anything…” Tristan explained.

    And there stood Jayllen, bare ass, with his soft cock exposed to everyone. Jayllen’s body was something to be grateful of, especially that huge ass he had on him. 

    “You look good as fuck…” Tristan commented.

    Jayllen chuckled and gave Tristan a kiss on the lips. 

    “Hey bro…How about you help me out?” Tristan asked as he began to rub his crotch, a slight erection could be seen through his gym shorts. 

    Jayllen smiled and without hesitation got on his knees in between his brothers crotch.

    Some people stared at the events that were about to happen, but Tristan couldn’t care less. 

    Jayllen slowly lowered Tristan’s shorts and boxers, pulling them down under his knees so that his bare cock would be exposed.

    Jayllen smiled and lowered his head down to meet Tristan’s cock. Jayllen didn’t even hesitate to place his own brothers cock in his mouth. Slowly sucking on it till it stared to get harder and harder. 

    Jayllen looked up to see Tristan look down at him with a huge smile on his face. Jayllen’s bare ass expanded as he sat on his knees.

    Jayllen pulled Tristan’s cock out of his both to admire its size, 8 full inches. 

    Jayllen smiled and began to suck on the tip of his cock. He inserted it in his mouth and sucked about half of his cock. Not until he slowly deepthroated all 8 hard inches of Tristan’s cock.

    Tristan let out a moan, “fuck…”

    Jayllen went back up and then down again on all of Tristan’s 8 inches. Continuously sucking up and down onto his lengthy cock.

    Tristan leaned back in his seat and enjoyed the feel of Jayllen’s mouth on his cock, his younger brother definitely knew what he was doing. 

    Jayllen Deepthroat Tristan’s cock one last time before pulling it out of his mouth, licking and sucking up and down his whole cock. Lowering his head down to suck on Tristan’s balls. 

    “Yeah…” Tristan added as he felt his brothers tongue and mouth roam against his balls. 

    Jayllen moaned as he sucked up on Tristan’s balls, enjoying the taste of his brothers genitals in his mouth.

    Tristan looked around to notice more eyes on him and his brother as he gave him one of the best blowjobs of his life.

    “Yeah…” Tristan repeated.

    That’s what I’m talking about.


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  • The Dare

    The bet with my longterm friend was a simple one. Trevor was a successful professional – an architect – and lived in a great home he’d designed for himself on a small ranch property near our home. I’d grown up with him, we’d played together and hung out together until our midteens. Then it had become increasingly obvious that his interest in me and other guys was more than friendship. Where I and the others were chasing up girlfriends and trying to get laid, he wasn’t. Despite his regularly hitting on me, we stayed friends even after we went our separate ways and careers.

    My first marriage ended with some acrimony and no kids after just five years. Stung, and a lot poorer, I dated around, joined singles clubs and focused on my career. No relationship ever seemed to bring satisfaction for me or my partner of the moment. Then I bumped into Trevor at a party and we began to meet regularly for a drink and sometimes a meal. Finally, on my thirty-second birthday, he dared me to take on a bet – that he could prove that my problem was that I was actually ‘gay’ and a fetish lover.

    “How the hell do you work that one out?” I demanded as we relaxed at his poolside.

    “Simple.” His grin was infuriating. “Look at yourself. Skimpy Speedo, big package on display, a collection of wetsuits you say you need for sailing and surfing and you used to get hard whenever we played cops and robbers and you got caught and tied or cuffed.” He touched my hand gently. “Why do you think I kept hitting on you? Because these are all things that turn me on like fuck and I just know you are as well.”

    He had a point I realized. All my girlfriends had complained about the size of my wedding tackle, now making a large and well-defined bulge in the lycra. My cock is big. Even circumcised, its over nine inches stiff and thick as well. The ‘head’ is big and the ‘helmet’ showed clearly through the briefs. I glanced across at him and realized with a shock that he was well endowed and currently had an erection stretching his own Speedo. Embarrassed, I took a swig of my drink. “Yeah, well, the wetsuits are maybe a bit of a turn on, but they also keep my tackle tucked out of the way.”

    He grinned. “If you say so. Tell you what, let me handcuff you to that lounger – if you don’t get a hard-on, we’ll drop this discussion. If you do, I’ll make a bet with you that I can prove what I’m saying. Are you game? Or are you still chicken and don’t want to find out?”

    That stung. “Bugger you! Go on then, bring on the handcuffs – but no funny business, my cock is off limits and so is my butt!”

    His grin looked like triumph. “OK, stay there, I’ll get some cuffs.” He stood and smiled as he looked at my crotch. “I think you’re already losing the bet!”

    I blushed and grinned lopsidedly. “Go on, get your cuffs then. As you know, I used to have trouble hiding my tackle when you guys used to tie me up as a kid.”

     

    I’d lost the bet before he even finished cuffing me to the lounger. The cuffs he was using were unlike anything I’d ever seen the police use. These things were heavy, wide and although built like the police kit, but were wider, thicker and meant business. By the time he started to cuff my ankles, my cock had forced itself out of my Speedo. “Er, Trev.” I began, blushing furiously. “I know I said…. But this is bloody awkward. Could you, er, pull my Speedo down, it’s a bit uncomfortable …”

    He laughed. “Sure. But first I want to hear you admit that you’ve lost this bet and are willing to let me prove you’re a gay fetish lover like me.”

    I considered this for a minute or so in silence. Truth to tell, my cock felt as if it would explode at the first touch and I couldn’t deny that being helpless like this was a huge turn-on. I certainly wasn’t about to admit that I had recently discovered that I needed to wear one of my wetsuits – which I’d modified to allow access to my tackle – to get myself off whenever I needed sexual relief. Finally I nodded. “You win. I’ve lost this bet.” I grinned up at him. “I’ll do whatever you want to ‘prove’ what you say. Just get these damned swimmers off me – before they strangle my cock!”

    “Sure.” He smiled. “I promise you won’t regret this.”  With that, he produced a sharp knife and skillfully cut the seams of my Speedo. With a grin he removed the remains as my cock sprang to the vertical. “You won’t need those again today, besides I have a replacement for them which I think you’ll like even more.” He eyed my pole enviously and asked, “When did you last have sex – or jerk off?”

    I glared at my cock, the head flared and taut, precum leaking from its tip. I haven’t had a woman for over a year, maybe longer. “Handjobs? Daily.”

    He nodded, his face serious. “I can see that. You’re ready to erupt already.” He met my eyes. “If you like, I can show you what you’re missing before we start proving you really are gay and into fetish.”

    I groaned, embarrassed and eager. “Just take it easy. I’ve never had a guy touch me there.”

    “Wrong – you’ve forgotten the day I found you tied to that tree and felt your excitement when I was untying you.”

    “That was different.” I did remember it – and the guilt I’d felt for days after.

    “Tell you what, let me blindfold you, then you won’t see what I’m doing,” he laughed, “But you’ll feel and enjoy it.”

    I surrendered. “OK, blindfold me then. Just do it properly and make sure I can’t see anything.”

    “As you wish. But I’ll need to fetch something.”

    He was back a few seconds later, with a thin piece of leather in his hands. This proved to be a sort of hood, which he slipped over my head and I found myself with only my mouth uncovered. The hood, once fastened, was tight on my face and head and I was now in total darkness.

    “How’s that? Can you see anything?”

    “Not a fucking thing.”

    “How’s it feel?”

    “Strange – but good.”

    He laughed. “OK. Now let’s see what we can do about this.” His touch on my rigid cock sent an electric shock through it and I gasped.

    I don’t know what I expected, but his ministrations involved his hands and his mouth. That he knew what he was doing was proved by the delicate way he teased, stimulated and held me on the edge of orgasm but never let me shoot my load until he finally engulfed my ‘head’ in his mouth and quickly brought me off to the most fantastic climax I have ever experienced.

    My head spun and I gasped, groaned and whimpered as he continued the stimulation while my balls emptied into his mouth. Mixed emotions chased themselves through my head, shame, relief, desire for it to continue and the realization that I could have had this in my teens, clashed.

    His breath caressed my mouth as he leant close. “How do you feel?”

    “Fantastic,” I croaked. “Please, do it again if you want to.”

    His lips met mine, his tongue seeking entry to my mouth. I opened them and returned the kiss, wondering at the salty taste and then at the slime his kiss transferred. Then it dawned – he was sharing my own spunk. He broke the kiss and whispered, “I will, as soon as you’re ready.” He chuckled. “You’re even better than I hoped. I’m going to have lots of fun winning our challenge from here.”

    My cock was already stirring as he moved away, his hand gently stroking my thickening member.

    “Let’s add something to help you last longer this time.”

    “What..?” I exclaimed as I felt something being fastened round the base of my genitals. I gasped as he fitted a strap or straps that stretched my balls wide apart and another that squeezed the root of my cock tightly and brought it straight to the tautest erection I’d ever experienced.

    “That will keep you eager,” he laughed. “How’s it feel?”

    “Fuck, it’s fantastic, uncomfortable, but great.”

    “Good, you’ll feel like you’re coming, but won’t be able to. It’s the only way us guys can get a multiple orgasm like the girlies.”

    “Oh fuck. I don’t think I can cope with that!”

    “You will. And once you’ve experienced it, you’ll never want it any other way.” I sensed him moving closer. “Now, open wide. I have a little gag for you so I don’t have to listen to your pleadings.”

    “Wha…,” I managed, then the perfectly shaped rubber penis filled my mouth and I finished with. “… ergh… uggil… ugh,” as he secured it firmly.

    I don’t know how long this session lasted, or how many times I reached that frustrated climax. I was exhausted when I finally shot a load and then dozed off. I eventually awoke to find myself free, but with my cock and balls encased in a tight-fitting steel chastity device.

    “What the fuck is this?”

    “Your new underwear and swimmer,” Trevor replied calmly. “Your first test in discovering your fetish side. That’s a Carerra chastity belt, you can’t get it off without a key and you can pee and crap as usual – except you need to sit to pee.” He dangled a small key. “Twice a week, you’ll need to visit me and get some relief. I’ve ordered some special gear for you as well, it will take about a month to be made, so you’ll just have to be patient.”

    I stared at the thing, then at him. “OK, so I lost the bet, and I think you’ve proved I like to be sucked off while restrained – so why is this necessary?”

    He laughed. “You agreed to find out just how much of a fetish lover you are. I’ve booked us a week in a clinic that will bring out the real you and, hopefully, cement a relationship between us.”      

    I stared at him and then at the shiny device hiding my crotch. “You do know that I lost my job last week? I’m officially jobless at the end of this month, though I got a six month payout for agreeing to redundancy. I paid off my mortgage and my car, but now I need to job hunt.”

    He smiled. “No, you don’t need to job hunt. I need an engineer on my team. Join me, we can fix the salary and consider a profit share if you like.” He studied me for a moment longer. “Why not move in with me. The flat can give you an income – I know it and it’s a fantastic place, ideal for someone like us.” He grinned. “And we’ll have the chance to really explore your tastes.”

    “Whoa.” I was confused. “You want me to join your company and live with you?”

    “Got it in one.”

    I hesitated. “Let me think on it. I’m not sure we should mix business and pleasure.”

    “Do that, but I think you should know that the kind of engineering I have in mind, isn’t exactly related to my practice!”

    I had a lot to think about as I drove home. But there was a large part of me wanting to accept. Three days later, I did.

    “Right, Pat,” Trevor’s face told me he had something serious in mind. “Time to go for the final part of your forfeit. You still game to let me prove that you are a full-on fetish lover?”

    I glanced down at the Carerra belt I was wearing as we relaxed at the poolside. Two days before I’d moved into the guest suite and quickly adopted his practice of wearing only the minimum around the house. For me, at least, that was pretty easy – I had become fairly used to being locked into the chastity belt so that was the basic garment. I grinned. “I thought we’d already proved that!”

    He laughed. “Nope, got a way to go yet. I have some kit for you, it arrived yesterday and is pretty far out. What I have in mind is to dress you in it, then take you to the clinic where they will put you through a range of tests and scenarios with me – and give you the assessment when we’re done. Want to back out? I won’t force you to do this.”

    I hesitated. Then shook my head. “No, I won’t back out. I’ve come this far, I might as well go all the way. Just do me a favour, don’t make me have sex with anyone else.”

    He smiled. “OK, you’re on. Let’s go and try your new outfit.”

     

    It took an age to get me into it, but finally I was able, with difficulty, to see myself in the full-length mirror. I think only the chastity device prevented me from shooting my load right there and then.

    The image in the mirror was of a shiny black humanoid, every part of me hidden inside the thick, tight fitting and very restrictive rubber suit. My hands were encased in stiffened mitts rendering them useless and my feet in heavy boots that made walking difficult. My head was covered by a rubber hood and breathing mask, with tinted eye lenses allowing me a restricted view of the world, and a pair of flexible hoses connected the breathing mask to a small filter fitting round my neck like a collar. Two pipes from this ran down the front of the suit and connected to a fitting at my crotch and each breath pulled air through the codpiece that covered the Carerra Chastity device still imprisoning my cock and balls. The scent of rubber, my genitals, my oozing precum and something else I couldn’t identify, was almost overpowering and certainly kept me eager for sex!

    “How’s it feel?” Trevor’s question snapped me out of my daydream.

    I tried to speak, to tell him it felt fantastic, but the hood and the mask prevented me making any sound other than a sort of grunt.

    He laughed. “Feels good, does it?”

    I nodded.

    “Great, right, time to fit your transport manacles then and we can head for the clinic.”

    Manacles? I could barely move as it was. But now he began to fit a thing like a giant cuff around my waist, snapping it securely, next my wrists were locked into a pair of the heavy oversized cuffs and I discovered that these were attached to the thing round my waist. Then he locked my ankles in similar cuffs and stood back.

    “Right, you’re ready to go.” He chuckled. “I’m betting you’re on the edge of coming in your chastity belt as it is.” His hand explored my butt. “Tell you what, if you do manage not to, I’ll take off your restraint and let you fuck me – if you do shoot your load – I get to fuck you as you are.” He laughed again. “Willing to take the bet?”

    There was no way I could win this one. I was almost over the edge anyway. I nodded my head, then caught sight of something I knew would send the right signal. Carefully I shuffled across to the nightstand and clumsily attempted to pick up the big butt plug that lay there. It proved impossible. So I positioned it and then turned so I could lower my butt onto it and let it press against the zip covering my hole.

    Trevor watched with an amused expression. “You want me to plug you?”

    I nodded.

    “OK, stand up and turn around.”

    I obeyed and let him bend me over the raised bed rail. I felt him open the suit zipper, then the pressure as he pushed the tip of the plug against my sphincter. I groaned as my opening stretched around the thing, then gasped as it went all the way home and my muscle gripped the thin stem connected to the bulky base. My cock jerked as it shot it’s load into my codpiece and I breathed the scent of my cum. I barely felt the zip closed, and stood to allow him to lead me out to the car.

    I already knew I was lost to this lifestyle, for me there was only more of this vicarious pleasure to look forward too.

     

    The ride to the MSB Clinic – a very private organization that specialized, as its website proclaimed, in treating ‘sexual dysfunction’ – was a fair ride from the ranch. By the time we arrived, my codpiece was bubbling with my cum as I breathed through it. I barely noticed the stares as we negotiated the highway, I could hardly see them anyway, locked away in my totally sealed and secured rubber bondage suited world.

    “Good morning,” the attendant, a young man with a fabulous physique and little bar a heavy harness and a large collar, greeted us. “You have a slave for treatment, sir?” He addressed Trevor.

    “Yes. I’ve booked him in for a full fetish conversion.” He handed over a bunch of keys. “He’s plugged, and wearing a chastity device, but it doesn’t seem to have prevented his ejaculating at least three times on the road. He’ll have to start with some control training I think.”

    “Yes, sir.” The attendant took the folder Trevor handed him and scanned the content quickly. “If you’ll be so kind as to place him in the cage over there, sir, Doctor Vader will receive you in the examination room.”

    Trevor grinned. “Excellent.” He led me across the reception to a man shaped cage and inserted me carefully, then closed it and adjusted the thing so it held me almost immobile. When he had done, he pressed a touch pad and the cage rose slowly through an opening in the ceiling.

    I emerged into a room with padded walls and rubber lined floor, walls and even the ceiling. The cage I was in and a padded bench was the only furnishing. A few moments later a door behind me opened and I heard two people enter, recognizing Trevor’s voice as he approached.

    “Yes, he lost the bet, Doctor. And he’s been on the pheromone enhancer since he got dressed in the bondage suit this morning.”

    “Good,” the voice was deep and sent a shiver through me. I felt someone touch the collar filter and heard. “There, I have now increased his dose level. In another hour he will be beyond reverting. To make certain though, place him on the bench and make sure he gets a good dose of your spunk.”

    Trevor laughed. “Oh yes. We had a little bet earlier and he lost that one as well.” He guided me toward the bench and positioned me on it. “Time he paid the forfeit.”

     

    A week later I was being led back to the car. Starting the engine, Trevor chuckled. “Well, Pat, now you’re a full-on fetish slave. How’s it feel?”

    I managed a grunt and nodded. Actually, to my own surprise, it felt good to be heavily restrained and completely at his mercy. The rubber felt slick and pressed on my skin in erotic and interesting ways, the chastity belt imprisoned my eager tool and the plug stimulated me as he drove.

    Life promised to be very interesting from now on.

  • Just a number

    After moving to Lewisville and getting settled in with a new job and apartment, I began looking for a place where I could meet others that were into same sex relationships.  

    I decided to check with my old standby information source, a cab driver.  I called for a cab and once he arrived and I was seated, he asked, “Where to, sir.”

    “I’m new here and was wondering if there were any gay bars in town,” I replied.

    As he pulled away from the apartment, he said, “Yes, sir there is. There are three that I know of.  One is mainly frequented by females, and the other two are almost totally frequented by males, and I assume that you are more interested in the two that cater to males.”

    “Well, you’re right on that point,” I said.

    “Well, sir, may I ask how old you are?” the driver asked.

    “I’m twenty-three, but why do you ask?”

    “Well, one of the clubs is frequented mostly by the younger crowd, from twenty-one to the mid-thirties, although some under twenty-one get in with fake ID’s.  The other is mostly guys from their early thirties and up.  What’s your choice?”

    Looking up on the dash, I saw his identification card stating his name was Cliff Davis.  “Well, Cliff, I think I’ll start with the younger crowd,” I said.

    “On our way, sir,” he said.

    “Cliff, please call me Mark.  When you call me sir, it makes me feel so old.”

    “Got it, Mark,” he replied, then said, “May I say something that I hope won’t offend you?”

    “Sure,” I replied.

    “Well, Mark, I carry all kinds of people in my job and a lot of them are gay or bi.  I get many questions like yours almost daily from married men in town on business, and nearly all of them are very obvious and forward in their desires, even hitting on me just moments after they get in my cab.  But I must say, you are totally different.  If you hadn’t asked about a gay bar, I would never have suspected.  Some are so flamboyant it is repulsive.”

    “Cliff, I know exactly the type your talking about, and even though I’m totally gay, I can’t stand to be around them for very long.  Now with that said, I want to tell you something.  I can totally see why guys hit on you.  You’re good looking,  well built, very personable, and outgoing, and from what I can tell, more mature that your real age,  Just how old are you?”

    “I just turned forty-six a month ago,” he replied.  

    “Well, you sure don’t look it.  I would have said you were closer to my age.”

    “Thanks, Mark.  I appreciate your compliments.  I work out and try to keep myself in shape.”

    Seconds later, he pulled to the curb in front of the Exile Club. “Well, here you are, this is the younger bar,” he said.

    “Thanks,” I replied, then asked, “Is there any way I can specifically ask for you when I need a cab?”

    “Most definitely.  Here is my card with my name and cab number.  Call the number and tell them you want cab 121, and they will contact me.”

    I handed him a twenty and told him to keep the change.  He tried to refuse but I insisted he keep the large tip.  As I started to get out, he said, “Mark, it has been a real pleasure meeting you. I would like it if we could get together sometime for a burger and a beer?”

    “Cliff, your talking my language when you say a burger and a beer, and I’d like that very much.  I’ll give you a call, I promise.”

    I got out and went inside and cliff had been right. Most of the crowd was young, and very obnoxious and flamboyant.  However, off to one side of the bar, there were several men in their late twenties and early thirties talking quietly and ignoring the others.  

    I worked my way over to their area and ordered a beer.  There were a couple of ‘hello nods’ from some but nothing else.  Moments later, one of the men came over to me and introduced himself as Toby and said I must be new since he didn’t recognize me.

    I said I was and we talked a short while before he excused himself and went back to the person he was chatting with earlier. After just an hour and a half, I called the cab company and asked for cab 121 to pick me up. “I’ll be waiting outside,” I told the dispatcher.

    Not quite ten minutes later, Cliff pulled to the curb, and with a smart ass smile asked, “Did you call a cab?”

    “You smart ass, you know I did,” I replied as I got into the cab.

    “Wrong crowd?” he asked.

    With a smile, I asked, “How did you guess?”

    “You weren’t there all that long. To be honest, you lasted longer than I expected.”

    “Well, let’s try the other bar,” I told him.

    A short while later we pulled up in front of the Hideaway Lounge. After paying him I said, “I’ll give you a call when I’m ready to go home.”

    “I’ll be waiting,” he replied.

    Once inside, it was totally different from the Exile Club.  The music was softer, the lighting was inviting and everyone was well dressed.

    I stepped up to the bar and ordered a beer.  As the bartender handed it to me, he said, “I don’t remember seeing you here before.  Is this your first time?”

    “It is, and from what I am seeing it won’t be my last,” I replied after seeing the quiet tables they had and several male couples dancing slowly.

    “My name is Charlie,” the bartender said, “and if you need anything at all, just call me over.”

    “Thanks, Charlie,  I’ll do it,” I replied.

    I had several men come over and talk and I was turned on by a couple of them.  I wasn’t really turned on by the daddy/son scenario, I just preferred the more mature man that had made the rounds and was now more settled.

    I had a few dances with a couple of the men and one in particular caught my attention.  His had said his name was Jim Roberts, and gave me his business card reading ‘Roberts Group, Attorneys-at-Law” with his office and cell number on it.  He had said to use the cell number.

    Jim had said that he was forty-five, had been married briefly when in his early twenties, and enjoyed the company of younger settled men.

    After he left, I sat at the bar sipping my beer, thinking that of the two men I had met and liked, one was exactly twice my age and the other lacked one year being twice my age.  

    It was near midnight, and I decided to head home.  I picked up my cell phone and called Cliff’s dispatcher and said, “Would you contact cab 121 and tell him Mark is ready to be picked up?”

    “Does he know the location?” I was asked.

    “Yes, he does,” I replied. 

    I slowly finished my beer, bid Charlie a good night and stepped out the door to find Cliff sitting patiently, waiting for me to exit the club.

    “How was this club compared to the Exile?” he asked.

    “Much more my style,” I replied.  “Thanks for telling me about it.”

    “My pleasure. I believe in helping my customers in any way I can.”

    The beers were really taking effect, I said something I hardly ever said.  Sitting back I asked, “Even cock suckers like me?”

    “I don’t think of my customers like that.  They just happen to be males that enjoy sex with other males.”

    “Sorry, Cliff.  I shouldn’t have been so crass.  Will you forgive me?”

    “Mark, I am a pretty good judge of character and I think what you said was just the beer talking.  Forget it.  I have.”

    We arrived at my place and as I managed to climb out of the cab, he jumped out  to catch me as I stumbled.

    “Man, let me give you a hand,” he said, grabbing me and holding me up.

    “Thanks,” I replied, then asked, “Would you like to join me for some coffee?”

    “Sure,” I was about to call it a night anyway, so let me call in and tell them I’m going off duty.  Stand here and don’t move,” he instructed.

    He radioed in and helped me up the steps to the lobby, and all the way to my apartment.  Once inside, I started coffee and we talked about nothing in particular and seeing him in the bright lights of my apartment, I saw how really handsome  he really was, and I was reaffirmed that he damn sure didn’t look forty-six.

    After the coffee, he asked if I could manage getting to bed ad I said yes, and thanked him for his genuine concern.  Then as an afterthought, I asked, “Would you like to come over next Friday for a quiet evening and have those burgers and beer?”

    “Sure, I’ll let dispatch know I’m taking the night off.  What time?”

    “How about six or so?” I asked. 

    “Perfect,” he replied.  “See you then.”

    “Well, you know where I live so if you’re in the neighborhood in the evening, stop by for coffee.  I don’t want you getting sleepy while driving.”
     

    “Thanks,” he said with a smile, “I just might.”

    I wasn’t expecting him before Friday but Wednesday evening just before eight there was a knock on my door.  Being that I live nude at home, I quickly grabbed a pair of sleep pants and slipped them on. Looking through the viewer, I saw Cliff standing there looking very nervous.

    Opening the door, I smiled and said, “Well, look who’s here.  Come on in.”

    I stepped aside to let him in and as he entered he asked, “Is that offer for coffee still good?”

    “For you, always.  Let me get it started.”

    Cliff followed me to the kitchen a d as I prepared the pot, I asked, “Rough night?”

    “It’s going to be,” he said, then continued, “One of the other drivers had a group of three business men in town on business.  He was scheduled to pick them up at the strip club at two.”

    I interrupted and asked, “Was?”

    “Yea.  After dropping them off, he was hit by a drunk driver and totaled his vehicle.  Dispatch called me and asked me to make the pick-up, but I usually stop running at midnight during the week.”

    “Do you have another job during the day?” I asked.

    “Oh, yea.  During the day I work for a construction company as their accountant.  This driving job is just money to add to a retirement account I have.”

    I told him how I admired him for looking out for his future, as I poured him a large cup of coffee, telling him that I would pour him a big thermos to take with him.  “If you run out, come back by and I’ll make you some more, and it doesn’t  matter what time it is.”

    He thanked me and as he sipped on his second cup he asked me what I did.  I informed him that I was a software consultant for a an attorneys office.

    After his third cup, he asked to use my bathroom and as he left he stopped and said, “I’ve never known anyone that was gay and never thought I would consider a gay male as a friend, but you are changing all that.  You’re becoming a very close friend.”

    I shook his hand and told him that I also had started looking at him as a close friend. Then as he left, I told him, “Friday night, we’re staying in so come comfortable, and if you get to where you don’t feel safe driving home, there is a spare bed in the guest room.”

    With a big smile on his face he patted my shoulder and said, “See you Friday, friend.” 

    From what little I had been around Cliff, I knew I liked him as a friend, and knew that it would probably never go any further.

    Friday arrived and Cliff was at my door at five after six, wearing flip-flops, shorts and a tank top, revealing a tattoo on each upper arm  and a hairy muscular chest.  He also carried a small duffle bag and when I looked at it then at him he smiled and said,” I’m here for the weekend if it’s okay with you.  I called off for the whole weekend.”

    “Hey, man, I couldn’t be happier,” I replied. “Want a cold one?”

    Smiling, he said, “I didn’t think you were ever going to offer it.”

    As I retrieved two beers from the fridge, I said, “This is the last one I get for you.  From here on out, you get it yourself just as if you were home.  And speaking of home, feel free to make yourself at home.”

    He thanked me and casually kicked off his flip-flops and smiled. 

    “Mark, do you really not mind me staying the entire weekend?” he asked.

    “Cliff, if I did, I would have told you.  I am often too straight forward about some things,” I replied, then ask, “Exactly what made you decide on staying the entire weekend?”

    “Well, to be honest, I have never felt comfortable being around a gay  male, until meeting you.  For some reason, I am totally at ease when around you.”

    “Well, I have to admit that I consider that a compliment,” I replied.

    “I’m serious, I do feel at ease around you.  I guess, for some reason, I always thought I was going to be assaulted, but I never got that feeling with you.  Am I making any sense or am I just rambling?”

    “You are making perfect sense. Cliff, very seldom do I ever make the first move on a guy, and never on a straight man.  I let the other guy make the first move.  That way, if it turns out that we are not compatible, I’m not the one getting disappointed.”  

    Than after a moment, I asked, “Now, am I making any sense?”

    “Very much so,” he replied, “and I have a question for you.”

    “Ask away.  With you, I have no problem being totally honest about anything.”

    “When I stopped by earlier in the week, were you nude?”

    With a sly smile, I answered his question, saying, “Yes, I was.  When home and alone, I am nearly always nude.  I just enjoy the freedom of no binding clothes.”

    “I can relate to that feeling.  There have been times either before or after a shower, I’ll be nude when I go to get something from another room.  It is definitely a comfortable feeling.  I never thought about it but when at the gym it’s common to be around other men in the nude, and I was at total ease with it.”

    I could tell he was just rambling, and said, “Hey, it’s the way we were born. My routine is that when I get home, I drop whatever I am carrying and head to the bedroom and strip.  I stay that was until I go out or have someone come to the door.”

    He shook his head slightly, then asked, “Have you ever been nude out in public?”

    “Yes I have.  There is a gay nudist resort about three hours away and I have been there numerous times.  It is visited by both sexes , and everyone is totally nude, and it is common to see both male and female couples kissing and making out, however sex has to be done in private, but when the male couples are making out, erections are pretty common.”

    “Unbelievable,” was all he said.

    We got fresh beers, then headed out to the patio to grill the burgers. Our conversation was directed more toward our hobbies and interest.

    As it turned out we both loved watching sports, camping and fishing, and occasionally a night on the town.

    It was after we had eaten and cleaned up afterwards that, as we sat and watched a baseball game, he said, “Mark, I’m wondering something.  Would I be out of place if I asked if we could go nude, and let me see what it’s like to be with another male in a casual setting?”

     I asked if he was really serious and when he said he was, I said it was fine with me.  We stripped, tossing our clothes aside.

    After sitting back down, Cliff started laughing.  I asked what was so funny and he managed to say, “What would most people say or think if they saw us right now?”

    “Frankly, I don’t give a shit, and I’d probably tell them to go fuck themselves,” I replied.

    “Mark, I damn sure like the way you think.  You’re starting to sound like me.”

    I couldn’t help but look him over and start laughing with him. Little did he know that I was secretly having sex with him in my head. Mentally, I was licking his  hairy chest, sucking his nipples and working my way down to his beautiful long cock.

    I could tell it was having an effect on me physically so I began thinking about work and what I needed to do on Monday.

    The conversation was pleasant and after about four beers each, we decided to get some sleep.  As I started getting sheets for the spare bed, he stepped up and very shyly said, “I hate to see you go to the trouble of making up the other bed. Would you mind if I shared your bed?”

    “Not at all, Cliff, but is there something I don’t know?”

    “Mark, I don’t know how to say it other than I’m curious. I have been nude with you and now I want to sleep with you.  Will I do anything more than that, I don’t know.”

    “Cliff, you do whatever you feel like doing.  This is all your ball game.  I’m just a spectator.”

    “In the short time I’ve known you, I know that if I should start something then suddenly decide not to do it, you won’t be upset or disappointed.”

    “You are right, I wouldn’t be. If you start something then stop, who am I to judge you.  Male sex is not for everyone.”

    “So, you wouldn’t mind me sharing your bed?” Cliff asked.

    “Not at all,” I replied, then added, “but be forewarned, I sometimes snore.”

    “So do I, my friend, so do I,” he replied.

    “Cliff, may I ask just what got you so curious about sex with another man?”

    “Over about the last six months, carrying guys to the different clubs, I began wondering what it would be like.  To find out exactly what guys did together, I rented a few gay videos and watched them, and to be honest, they had a very physical affect on me.  But I have never felt comfortable discussing it with anyone before until I met you.  I feel completely comfortable discussing it with you.”

    “Cliff, I consider that an honor and I assure you, I will not judge what you do or do not do.  Like I said earlier, it’s your ball game.”

    With that, he stepped closer and gently pressed his lips to mine. Instinctively, I parted my lips slightly, and as I did, I felt his tongue trying to enter my mouth. I parted them wider and in an instant we were exchanging tongues as he had his first kiss with another male.

    After several seconds, we parted and as we did, he looked into my eyes and said, “I have never had a kiss with a woman that was that intense, passionate and exciting in my entire life. That was unbelievable.”

    “Even considering it was with another man?” I asked.

    “Yes, even if it was with another man.  However, I feel sure all men don’t kiss like you do.  Mark, I’m willing to kiss you anytime you want.”

    “Cliff, I feel the same way.  I totally enjoyed it, and just so you know, you don’t have to ask to do it in the future.  If you decide you want to do it, then do it.  I definitely will not object.”

    “Well, from that statement, I take it you enjoy kissing,” Cliff stated.

    “I certainly do, very much so,” I replied.

    Then Cliff got quiet for a second before saying, “Mark, will you suck me so I can not only see how it feels but how it’s done?”

    “Are you positive that you want to do this?” I asked.

    “Absolutely,” he replied.

    I led him to my bed and after laying his down, we kissed again, this time more passionately than before. I had been requested to so something that I had been wanting to do and was going to do more than just suck his cock.

    After the kiss, I began to lick my way down to his nipples, gently sucking and caressing each one with my tongue as he moaned softly in pleasure.  I then moved lower, working my tongue in his navel, before going lower and licking his cock and balls momentarily, before taking his beautiful rock hard cock in my mouth.

    As I did, he gasp loudly before saying, “Mother Fuck, that feels fantastic.  Do it, Mark. Make me shoot.”

    Eagerly, I began to lovingly suck his cock, working it with my tongue as I did.  He moaned continually, letting me know how much he was enjoying it.  I was hoping he knew how much I was enjoying it.

    A short while later, he said, “Mark, please don’t stop.  I’m getting close to shooting.  Please get me off.”

    I worked with more vigor and seconds later he cried out, saying “Fuck yea, Mark, take it.  I’m cooommmmning.”

    His cock exploded, sending huge volleys of thick, creamy, delicious cum into my mouth.  I milked him dry with my mouth before swallowing his huge load.  As I pulled off his cock, through his heavy breathing, he managed to say, “Man, I have never, ever, experienced anything like that.  That was the biggest climax I have ever had.”

    I smiled and told him how much I had enjoyed doing it for him, and if he ever wanted it again, just ask.

    “Mark, seriously, that was unbelievable.  I have fucked many women, and never have I had a climax so intense as that one.”

    As his breathing began to return to normal, he asked, “It was hot watching you swallow my load, but is it safe?”

    “Cliff, as long as the person has no diseases, yes, it’s safe.  It is primarily pure protein.”

    He paused a moment before saying, “Mark, can I ask something?”

    “I believe I told you earlier that you could ask me anything.  What is it?”

    “I must admit that I have been curious about gay sex for quite a while but never acted on it.” 

    “Why not?” I asked.

    “I’m not sure how to start,” he began.  “When taking guys to the Exile,  I would hear the younger guys whispering that they thought I was hot but I was too old and probably couldn’t ‘get it up’ as they put it.  I’m twice your age and want to know what you think about the age difference.  Am I too old for you?”

    “Cliff, that attitude is why most of the men I go with are several years older than me.  I do not judge a man by his age.  Age is just a number.  And for your information, I find you much more desirable than most of the younger guys around my age that I have been with.”

    He smiled then kissed me passionately before laying over me and sucking on my nipples.  He worked his way down my body as I had done to him and moments later, I felt his hot wet tongue licking the under side of my cock then my balls.

    I heard him take  deep breath, then gently lift my cock.  After a second or two, I felt his mouth close around it and he began sucking his first cock.  I moaned softly in pleasure, and after he got used to it, it was the best ‘first blow job’ I had ever received.  Before long, I warned him that I was nearing my climax, but he sucked more intensely.  I soon climaxed, and as my load shot into his mouth, he gagged just slightly, then collected the entire load.  

    With my cum in his mouth, I could see him swirling it around then as he looked at me and smiled, he swallowed my load.  Immediately, I pulled him to me and kissed him for several minutes.

    After the kiss, I asked what his opinion was of sucking another male.

    “I don’t know if it would be the same with another man, but I have to admit that with you, I totally enjoyed it.  And while I was sucking you, I was thinking that with our age difference, you could be my son.”

    “If I was, I would consider that an honor,” I replied.

    We kissed again nd afterward I suggested that we get some sleep.  He agreed and as we settled in, he wrapped his arm around me and held me close, my free hand resting on his chest.

    Before long we were both sleeping soundly.  The next morning I awoke to find myself alone in bed.  My heart raced as I wondered if I had offended Cliff in some way, when I suddenly heard sounds coming from the kitchen.  

    Jumping out of bed, I raced to the kitchen to find Cliff pouring two cups of coffee.  Seeing me, he smiled broadly and said, “Good morning, Mark. How did you sleep?”

    “Like a log,” I replied.  “How about you?”

    “I cant remember when I slept that soundly,” he replied.

    Looking at him, I said, “When I woke up and didn’t find you in bed, I was scared you left.”

    “Not on your life.  If I decide to leave, I’ll let you know and discuss it with you first, he said, walking over to me with my coffee.  Then, before handing it to me he gave me a quick morning kiss.

    After the kiss, I looked at him and said, “Now, it’s my turn to ask a question.”

    “Go for it,” he replied.

    “How was it sleeping nude with another man in the same bed?”

    “It was a little strange when we first cuddled up and went to sleep, However, I woke up at some point during the night and felt you next to me and it felt almost natural.”

    I smiled and said that I was glad that he hadn’t been turned off by it.  He replied with a “No way!”

    After coffee on the patio, we went in and prepared breakfast, then after cleaning up the kitchen, he stepped up to me and said, “Stand still for me.”  

    I stood where I was and after a kiss, Cliff dropped to the floor and once on his knees, he swallowed my cock and began sucking me.  Needless to say I was totally stunned at his actions but didn’t try to stop him.  If that is what he wanted to do, then so be it.

    He soon brought me to a climax and after swallowing my load, he stood and smiled as he said, “I still enjoy it as much, if not more, than I did last night.”

    “Cliff, are you sure about what your admitting to?” I asked.

    “Mark, I know exactly what I’m admitting to, and it took someone I admire and trust, to make me realize it.  Like I said, some of the younger hot males, consider older men as not able to perform.  However, you look at us as equals, regardless of our age.  Mark, you make me feel so much younger than my actual age.  I respect you for seeing me as who I am and not how old I am.  Like you said, age is just a number.”

    “Cliff, you have no idea how much what you said meant to me.  But there is more than just oral, and I’m sure you know what I mean if you watched the video closely.”

    “Yes, I know exactly what you are referring to, and I want to try anal sex also.”

    “I’ll gladly help you experience it but not this weekend. I think it best if we take things slowly.  Can you spend next weekend with me also?”

    “I would like nothing better, but can I come over after I drive on Friday night?”

    “Of course.  I don’t want to interfere with you making some money. I admire that trait in you, but for now, would you like more cuddling and making out?”

    “I definitely would, and I’d love to have you suck me again.  I love having your mouth on me.”

    “Well, in that case, why don’t I give you a full body tongue bath?”

    “A what? he asked.

    “A full body tongue bath.  I start with your face, licking you, and work my way down the front of your body all the way down to your toes, then flip you over and lick my way back up to your neck.”

    “Mother fuck, that sounds awesome.  Let’s get started,” he said.

    I lay him in bed and after laying next to him I began giving him the tongue bath.  As I worked my way down from his face to his chest, he moaned softly.  I went down to his feet and after licking them, I had him turn over and began working my way back up his body.

    I reached his ass cheeks, and realized that we hadn’t discussed rimming and wondered if he remembered it from the movie he watched.  

    I got top his ass, and gently spread his cheeks and as my tongue passed over his hole, he moaned softly and said, “Oh yea.”

    I took that as a sign of approval, and gave him a full rimming., making him moan loudly. 

    After returning to his neck, we kissed again and he said that he had never experienced anything so exciting.  I confessed to him that I had totally enjoyed it also and he asked if he could do it to me.  I agreed and he licked me as I had him and he was awesome.

    When he reached my hole, I wondered if he would go all the way and to my surprise, he did and did it extremely well.

    For the rest of the weekend, we had numerous oral  encounters and lots of hugging and kissing, with him admitting that he had totally enjoyed everything that we had done.

    He left late Sunday afternoon, and I found myself already looking forward to the next weekend.

    All week, all I could think about was having Cliff in my arms again, kissing his hot lips and sucking his awesome cock. He was probably the oldest man I ever had sex with, but when we were having sex, his  age was completely forgotten.  When in bed, he was as hot if not hotter than any younger male I had been with.

    All week, I kept wondering if Friday night would ever get here, and finally it did.  I had his cell number and around nine, I called him and told him, “The door will be unlocked.  Don’t bother knocking, just walk on in.”

    He said he was anxious to see me again and should be at my place shortly after nine, and I said I had missed him and was looking forward to seeing him again.

    Around eleven, I headed into the bathroom to take a shower before Cliff arrived.  I had been in for about ten minutes, letting the warm water caress my body.   

    As I stood there, my head back and my eyes closed, I suddenly felt muscular arms wrap around me and as I opened my eyes, Cliff pressed his nude body to mine and kissed me. Eagerly and hungrily, I returned his kiss and afterward, he said, “I took off early. I had to see you.  I have never felt like this before.”

    “I’m glad you took off early.  I’ve missed you this week.” I told him.

    We kissed again before he quickly dropped to the floor and with the warm water flowing over his head, he took my cock in his mouth and sucked me to a fantastic climax.  After devouring my load, he stood and we kissed again then I dropped and sucked him dry.

    After eating his load, we exited the shower and dried each other off.  As before, we stayed nude and went in to get  beer.  As we sat on the sofa, cuddled together, he said casually, “I have a confession to make.”

    Immediately, I wondered if he had engaged in sex with another man during the week.  If he had, it was his business, we weren’t a couple.

    “Oh?” I said.

    “In anticipation of this weekend, I wanted to satisfy you, so I went to an adult video store and bought a couple of dildos and have been preparing myself  to accept you without problems.”

    “So you have been fucking yourself?” I asked.

    “Yes, I have but I want the real thing.  I want to feel you shoot in me, and the sooner the better.  I’ve been looking forward to this.”

    “I’ve been looking forward to it also.  Come with me.”

    I led him to the bedroom and once on the bed, I lubed my cock and his ass.  With him on his back and his legs pulled up, I pressed the head of my cock against his hole and as I did, he said, “Go on in.  Fuck me.”

    I started in and in one continuous steady push, I went in balls deep.  As I did, Cliff moaned softly and said, “Oh, fuck yea. I’ve dreamed abut this moment.  Give me your seed.”

    I began to piston in and out of the so called virgin ass, and as I did, Cliff repeatedly said how great it felt.  Before long, I could tell that my climax was nearing and began to fuck him faster.  

    “Yea, Mark, Fuck me.  Shoot that load in me. I want to feel your cock explode in me.”

    Seconds later I cried out as my cock exploded, filling Cliff’s ass with my cum load and as I did, he cried out at how awesome it felt. As my climax subsided, I lay on his chest as he locked his legs around me holding me in his ass.  After a long passionate kiss, he looked at me and said, “Mark, my ass is yours anytime you want it.  That was fucking unbelievable.”

    After another quick kiss, I said, “I’m glad you enjoyed it.  I know I certainly did, but after  short rest, I want you buried up my ass.”

    “You got it,” he replied, adding, “but I don’t see how it can be better than getting fucked.”

    “You’ll just have to find out,” I replied.

    After a short rest, I lay on my back and pulled up my legs. He lubed his cock and my ass and began his entry and as he did, he said, “Man, that’s better than any cunt I have ever fucked.”

    Once he was in all the way he began fucking my hole and I was in ecstasy at the pleasure he was providing and that I was his first male fuck. It didn’t take him long and soon he began breathing heavier  and soon erupted in my hole, burying his cock balls deep in me and holding it there until his climax was over.

    After pulling out, he collapsed next to me still breathing heavily, as I suggested that we get a shower.  As we walked to the shower, he suddenly said “Holy shit!  Your fucking load is running down my leg.”

    “That happens at times,” I said. “Your’s is starting down mine.”

    We showered between kisses, then dried off and went back into the kitchen and grabbed a beer.  As we sat in the den, I asked, “What did you think of your first anal experience?”

    “Mark, I loved it, and you can have my ass anytime you want it.”

    “So, do you have any questions or comments?” In asked.

    “All week, I realized that secretly over the years of driving my cab, I have unconsciously wanted to experience sex with a man, although I never openly admitted it to myself.  But then, I met you and you were nothing like most of the gay men I have had in my cab.  You were just another normal guy.  Then as we started getting to know each other I wanted to spend time with you and it has been totally the best time of my life.  I realize that I am gay and have been for years without admitting it.  I owe you everything for helping me find who I truly am.”

    “I’m glad you feel that way.  I was so afraid that you would not want the gay life and blame me for exposing you to it.  I just hope we can become the closest of friends.”

    “That is a guarantee,” he replied.

    We kissed more then headed for bed where we had a hot wild sixty-nine before going to sleep, cuddled in each others arms.

    Sometime during the night, I awoke to find Cliff sucking on my cock and once it was hard, sitting on it and riding me.  Immediately, I grasp his waist and began to pump up into him as he did a downward thrust.  Moments later, I filled his ass with my hot cum and as he pulled off. I made sure he was on his back.

    Raising his legs high, I buried my face in his hole, my tongue drilling in his ass, sucking up my own cum as it drained out.  I collected it all then moved up to him and he read my thoughts and pulled me to him and we shared the cum load as we kissed.

    We had sex off and on all day Saturday and Sunday until he had to leave.  

    As he walked to the door, I kissed him and said how much I treasured his friendship.  In turn, he thanked me for helping him find his true self.

    “Cliff, my door is always open to you.  You never need an invitation.”

    He thanked me and left and when he did, I felt a big empty spot in my soul. Immediately, I missed him.

    Whenever I needed a cab, I called for cliff, and he visited some on occasional weekends.

    Then, after a couple of months, he came over on a Saturday afternoon to visit.  When I asked how things were going, he said, “They have been better.”

    I asked what he meant and he said that he had received notice that his apartment building had been sold and everyone was requested to vacate within thirty days.”

    “Where are you going to go?  I asked.

    “I have no idea.  There aren’t that many decent places around.  I may have to put things in storage and stay at some cheap motel until I can find something.”  

    “Cliff, I refuse to let you live in some bug ridden flea bag motel.  Put everything in storage except your clothes and your coming to live with me,” I said, and before he could refuse, I added, “Don’t argue.  It’s all settled and I will not take no for an answer.”

    Looking at me, he smiled and said, “Well, I guess the boss has spoken and it appears to be useless to argue.”

    “You’re right, it is useless,” I replied.  “Now call and make arrangements for your furnishings to be picked up and put in storage.”

    He agreed and three days later Cliff moved in with me.  While waiting, I rearranged my things and put what was not frequently used in the closet of the extra bedroom, making room for his hanging clothes in my closet. I also moved a spare cabinet into my  room for his personal items.

    When he arrived with his clothes, I told him that I had arranged things so that we could share the master bedroom, and that it included the closets as well as the bed.  He smiled and after putting his things away, he came to me and after wrapping his arms around me said, “Mark, this is not what I expected.  I could have managed but I definitely appreciate it.  I hope you know that you’re special to me.”

    “I feel the same way,” I said, before kissing him passionately.

    We began our lives as roommates, and it was superb.  We didn’t have sex daily but when one or the other wanted it, the other never refused.

    One weekend he took off and we decided to go to the Exile and see what was going on.  We entered and as we did, he casually reached over and took my hand in his.  This was his first time being out in public as a gay man, and I could tell he was nervous.

    We had been in the club for about an hour when two younger gays came up and asked, “Aren’t you a cab driver?”

    “Yes, I am.  Why do you ask?” Cliff replied.

    “I was just wondering how a man as old as you can hook you with suck a hot young stud that him,” indicating me.

    “I started seeing red at his remark and immediately replied with “Listen, you little bitch, for your information he is three times the man in bed that you could ever be, and if you ever say anything about him again, you will answer to me.  Is that clear, bitch?”

    The guys face turned snow white and nervously said, “Sorry if I offended either of you.”

    “Personally, I think you need to apologize to my friend.”

    He did then they both disappeared into the crowd. Standing just a foot or so away was a man near Cliff’s age or maybe a couple of years older.  He spoke up and said, “Friend, I want to compliment you on the way you handled the situation.  Even though some of us may be a few years older, doesn’t mean we can’t perform when necessary.  Thanks for speaking out for the older men around.”

    Then, looking at Cliff, he said, “My friend, you are one lucky man to have a partner as wise and this man.  I envy you.”

    He turned and resumed his conversation  with a couple of other men who smiled at us and gave us a thumbs up sign.  Looking at me, Cliff asked, “Did he mean what I think he meant, when he referred to us as partners?”

    “Yes, I think that’s exactly what he meant, and, personally, I like that idea.”

    “Don’t guys like us refer to that as lovers?” he asked.

    “Yes, usually,” I replied.

    Then pulling me closer to him, he said, “Mark, I couldn’t think of anyone I would rather have as a lover.  I never dreamed that I would ever say this to another male, but I truly love you with all my heart.”

    “Cliff, I have loved you since we met.  I’m just glad that I can say it out loud now.”

    The older man that had spoken to us smiled and he and the other two men congratulated us, and bought us a drink. 

    Then seeing the rude young punk that had confronted us earlier, Cliff took my hand and walked me over to where the guy was talking with some others, and after kissing me in front of them said, “You little punk, if you ever disrespect my husband like you did earlier, you will answer to me.  Is that clear?”

    Turning to one of the bouncers, who was probably in his late thirties, he asked, “Did you hear him threaten me? I want you to do something.”

    “All I heard was you degrading both these gentlemen.  Any more out of you and you will be banned for life.  Is that clear?” the bouncer said, before turning to Cliff and I saying, “Tell Rick at the bar that Buzz said that your drinks tonight are on the house.  Have a good evening.”

    We had a few more drinks before calling it a night and once we returned home, Cliff took me in his arms and said, “Mark, there should be more like you.  Although you could be my son, you make me feel more like I’m your younger brother.  I love you so much.

    We kissed passionately before he suddenly swept my up in his muscular arms and said, “I think we need to consummate this union.”

    He took me to our bedroom and gently lay me on the bed and lovingly undressed me.  Then once he was nude, we didn’t have sex.  We made love, first with him fucking me then with me fucking him.

    Cliff and I have now been together for three years and are more in love than ever,  and feel much younger that we really are.

    As for the punk in the bar, when the owner found out how he was degrading the older men in the bar, thanks to Buzz, he was banned for life from that club and also from the Hideaway Lounge.  Do I feel sorry for him?   Hell no!  

  • Beach hut fun

    Since my brief encounter with the guy at the beach hut and my even briefer one with Mark and Dan on the beach, I hadn’t seen any of them for the rest of my stay. I had there numbers,

    “should I call them, did I want to see the other guy again” 

    I asked myself.

    Dan was the only one really.

    He was the youngest, the most innocent one, the one I would fuck at the drop of a hat.

    It was my last day and was walking back from dropping my hire car off.

    I decided to have one last walk along the beach before going back to my room to pack.

    I had an early morning flight so was going to get an early night.

    The beach was unusually quiet,

    just a few people catching the last of the sun before it sank into the sea.

    I sat on some rocks almost opposite the beach hut where I had my evening of fun.

    It looked so lovely with the last of the sun shining on it.

    I reminisced about the excitement I felt. “three guys in one night”

    I thought to myself.

    Over in the distance I saw a guy walking over to the veranda of the hut. 

    He stood there for a while and looked up and down the beach. 

    I imagined both the young guys there as they were the other evening. 

    I stood up and walked along the shoreline until I was directly opposite the hut, 

    the guy still standing there.

    He looked towards me and then lifted his head higher as if he knew me.

    I walked slowly towards him as he walked off of the veranda towards me. After a minute or two I recognised him, it was Dan. 

    I smiled and dropped my head.

     “Hi Dan, I was looking at the hut just then and thinking about the other night, thinking about you actually”

    He smiled and said,

    “Funny that, So was I”

    “Where’s your mate mark” I asked. “I’ve not seen much of him since then, he’s been out with that other guy every evening and sometimes during the day. 

    “Really, the lucky bugger”

    I said.

    “Shall we walk to the town and get a drink” I said.

    “Yeah I’d like that, what’s your name” He asked.

    “Jason, sorry I thought I’d said” 

    I replied.

    We took the short route to the road and called in a bar we both knew, 

    a typical Spanish beach bar with loud music and usually hot guys.

    It wasn’t that busy and he didn’t care what drink he had so I went to the bar and got a giant cocktail fish bowl with two straws.

    “He gave it a funny look, 

    then laughed before sucking on one of the straws, then said, 

    “Your so gay”

    I laughed back and we chatted about the other night on the beach.

    I was interested what he thought and how he felt when he was watching us having sex.

    “We were standing the other side of the shack, smoking a joint when we heard a noise. Mark looked first and waved me over. 

    He said two people were fucking in the corner.

    I had a quick look but it was dark and I couldn’t really see. 

    Mark got his dick out and started wanking. It turned me on and I put my hand into my trousers and played with myself. 

    I watched them some more and got more excited. I didn’t know it was two guys, you and him” 

    He answered.

    “I’m not worried you looked, I probably would of joined in” 

    I said.

    “Yeah but I’m not gay” 

    He shouted.

    I decided to drop the subject and after another fishbowl and a couple of shots we walked back to my hotel.

    “Coming in for a bit” 

    I asked as we walked towards the doors.

    “No, I don’t think so” He replied.

    “Go on, I’m going home tomorrow”

    I said, looking desperate.

    “No I can’t, I’ve got the only keycard to the room and I said I’d be there”

    He replied.

    “Ok, what about if I come back with you then” I asked.

    “Uhh Yeah ok”

    He replied reluctantly.

    We both smiled and walked the other way to his hotel.

    “Did you enjoy the blowjob though” 

    I asked him hoping to get back on the subject before we got into the room.

    I didn’t know what would happen but I liked this guy, his innocence, his youth and his hot sexy young body.

    We got to his hotel and walked through to the lift.

    Dan pressed the button and  looked nervous as we waited for the doors to open.

    In the distance we could here loud voices from inside the hotel.

    “It sounds like Mark and that guy” Dan said.

    “There probably in the bar, shall we go and see them” I replied.

    “No, lets go” 

    He replied, walking into the lift.

    In the room Dan seemed anxious, not really knowing what to do with himself. I sensed there was something wrong.

    “Dan, has something happened to you since we met.

    As soon as you heard their voices in the bar you’ve gone quiet,

    as if your worrying about something”

    “No I’m ok, do you want a beer”

    He asked.

    “Yeah go on, are you worried what will happen if they come up to the room” 

    I said.

    There was a long pause, 

    “Yeah, they said they might come up after and have some fun” 

    He said, looking away.

    “Why does that worry you, 

    are you worried they will want you to join in” I asked.

    “I suppose so, and now there’s four of us”

    He replied looking even more concerned.

    “You don’t have to do anything, 

    we could leave when they get back. You could come back with me if you like. You say your straight and I respect that” 

    I said.

    He looked over at me and smiled. “Yeah ok, can we go now and talk some more” He asked.

    “Come on, lets get out of here”

    I said. 

    We shut the door and waited for the lift to open. We could here voices in the lift and as it opened we saw it was Mark and the guy.

    “Hello, what have we here”

    The guy with Mark said.

    “We’re just popping out” 

    I said.

    “Coming back for some fun with these two” He asked me, looking a bit worse for wear.

    “I’m leaving in the morning so no sorry. Dans walking me back” 

    I replied.

    “Come on, it will be fun” 

    Mark said.

    “No sorry, have a good night though” I replied.

    “The doors open, I’ve got the keycard” Dan said.

    We left and headed down the road to my hotel.

    “You don’t have anything to worry about with me”

    I said looking at him.

    “Yeah I know” He replied.

    Back in the room I asked him if it was his first time with a guy.

    “Yeah it was, I’m worried that I liked it so much” He said.

    “Who doesn’t like a blowjob” 

    I replied.

    “I bet you think I owe you one” 

    He said with a smile on his face.

    “No, not really, unless you want to”

    I replied.

    We had the last two cans of beer and chatted some more.

    “Mark has never asked you to play around with him then” I asked.

    “Yeah He has but even if I was gay I wouldn’t fancy him” 

    He laughed, reaching over for his box to roll one.

    We had a smoke and started talking about our past. 

    He seemed really interested in my gay life, asking lots of questions.

    “I think I should be honest with you” He said, looking down.

    “Go on, I’m all ears” I replied, intrigued by what he was saying.

    “I think I’m bi, I do get turned on by guys, I just choose to not go there, that was before you came along”

    He said, looking a bit embarrassed.

    “That’s ok” I said.

    “I would like to experiment but I Don’t want to be pressured” He added.

    “I would never do that” I said.

    “No I know, that’s why I came back with you” He said.

    The conversation went deeper and I found out what he would like to do and it seemed he wanted me to do it with.

    I couldn’t believe my luck. 

    If this hot sexy boy wanted a night of fun with me he would certainly get it.

    I called down for some beers and started warming up with some fun.

    Mark had a shower while I tidied and made the bed.

    He came out with a white towel around him, his chest still wet, looking amazing. 

    His chest was ripped and smooth, 

    his shoulders wide, his abs protruding prominently.

    He had lovely lean arm muscles and a tiny bit of hair under his arms.

    His legs were tanned and slightly hairy. His dick was pushing against the towel, making me feel horny.

    “Your drinks there, I’m just gonna jump in the shower” 

    I said trying not to stare at his body.

    “Ok, I’m going to get comfortable”

    He replied.

    I stripped off in front of him and looked to see if he was having a sneaky look, he wasn’t.

    I showered and dried myself quickly, walking back into the bedroom where Dan had got in bed, his towel on the floor.

    “Can we just get in bed and chat and cuddle” He said.

    “Yeah sure” I replied, dropping my towel to give him a look at my cock.

    I talked some more to see if he would look at me naked, asking him a few questions.

    He did look but seemed embarrassed.

    “What’s going on in there” I said.

    “How do mean” He replied.

    “Look at me, does it turn you on” 

    I said.

    I started touching myself and got myself hard looking at his sexy body in my bed. 

    “Pull the duvet back” I said.

    “Why” He said.

    “I want to see” I replied.

    I wanked myself in front of him, watching the sheet on the bed for any movement.

    He watched me and pulled the sheet down exposing his lovely looking dick and balls. 

    His cock was hard, about 7 inches long, cut and quiet thick.

    He had a small patch of pubic hair and big hairy balls hanging low.

    “I take it it’s a yes then” 

    I added.

    “I’m horny, so horny. Can i suck you” He asked.

    I wondered to the side of the bed and aimed it at his face. 

    He looked up at me before taking it into his mouth. 

    He felt hot and wet, his breath ticking my pubes. 

    I used my hands on his head to guide him in and out, pushing deeper each time. He sucked me well for a beginner, ticking my helmet with his tongue.

    “Move over and wank me” I said, climbing on the bed next to him.

    He leaned over and but his hand around my shaft and slowly wanked me, watching incessantly. 

    His eyes were glued to my big aching cock.

    His hand looked so small around it but felt lovely. I reached over and grabbed his dick, almost pushing him out of the way, then moved my head over his dripping cock.

    “No, not yet” He said.

    I thought he was going to cum so I ignored him, sliding my lips and then my mouth over his boyish hard dick.

    “Ohh, Ohh, Ahh” 

    He moaned and blew his load into my mouth, taking me by surprise. 

    I swallowed it all, he tasted so good. 

    “Fuck, sorry, I was so horny” 

    He said.

    “That was hot, fuck” I replied.

    “Sorry I cum so soon” He added.

    “Don’t worry about that, it was so hot” I replied. 

    “I love it when a guy comes quickly. Do you mind if I jerk one out, I’m so horny” 

    I said as I laid back. 

    He leaned over me and sucked me off while holding onto my shaft. 

    I watched him, I loved seeing my big cock in someone’s mouth.

    I thrusted my body in and out of his mouth, feeling it touch the back of his throat, making him gag a little. 

    I rolled him over and fucked his face making him almost take it all. 

    I was close to cumming and thought better of cumming in his mouth. 

    I got up to my knees and wanked my sloppy wet dick till I shot all over his chest.

    “Dan you sure can suck dick, 

    are you sure you’ve not done it before” 

    I said, laying down next to him, 

    his body covered in my cum. 

    “No, never” He replied. 

    I laid there looking at his body before cleaning him up with a dirty T shirt. 

    We laid there for a while, then he said, 

    “So your going home tomorrow then” 

    “ I am sadly, I would of liked to get to know you more” I replied. 

    “Stay a bit longer” He replied. 

    I thought about it for a bit.

    “My flights booked, I’ve got to go” 

    I said, wishing for more time. 

    Then I thought, you know what, the flight was only £50. Why not. 

    I looked at him and said, 

    “No sod it, why not” I added. 

    “Lets get some food delivered” I said 

    Looking forward to another day with him. We had a pizza and watched a movie before cuddling up in bed and falling asleep. 

    I woke up at 8.30, horny as hell. 

    I looked at him laying there, 

    his beautiful body bathed in light coming in from the window. 

    I cuddled up to him making him stir and push his bum up against my dick. 

    He felt so good next to me, 

    so innocent. 

    He rolled over and pulled the sheet off of me, looking down at my body. 

    “What does it feel like being fucked” He said, out of the blue. I was taken back and struggled for a reply.

    “Well it’s hard to explain really” 

    I replied. “Some like it some don’t” 

    I added. 

    “I think I’d like to try it” 

    He said. 

    “Ok, why don’t you have and have a shower and finger your arse with some shower gel, I’ve got some lube” I said, with a semi growing rapidly. 

    I went and made a drink while he was gone, checking in on him when I had finished. 

    “How’s it going” I said grabbing my toothbrush. 

    “Yeah ok” He replied. 

    The thought of fucking him and then him fucking me was getting the better of me, making my cock dribble with pre cum. I was so hungry for him. 

    Back I the bedroom I told him to lay on his back. I leaned over the bed, parting his young legs and ran my finger across his virgin hole. 

    I opened the lube and teased him some more making him wet and slippery. 

    I worked one finger in and out slowly, adding more lube. 

    I then pulled out and gave him two of my fingers, making him nice and loose. He moaned a bit, 

    like he was enjoying it. 

    I pulled out and wiped my hand before lubing up my cock, 

    not that it needed it, 

    I was such a heavy pre cummer. 

    I pushed his legs up and ran my throbbing cock across his hole before sliding it in. 

    I pushed in and out a few times, making him moan. He felt so lovely and tight. 

    I pushed in and out, getting faster and faster.

    “How does that feel, nice” 

    I questioned him. 

    “Yeah, I like it, it feels so good” 

    He moaned. I fucked him harder and harder, my balls banging in his arse. I got closer and closer, giving him a wank as I fucked him, making him moan even more. 

    “Want to fuck me” I asked, hoping he would say yes. 

    “Yeah ok” He replied.

     I leaned over the end of the bed, 

    with him coming in from behind.  

    “Spit on my hole and fuck me” 

    I said. 

    I felt him dribble on my hole and push his cock deep inside me, 

    filling me up. 

    He thrust in and out twice before shouting “oh fuck, I’m gonna cum”

    “Shoot inside me” 

    I cried as I felt his load fill me up. 

    “I’m so sorry” He said. 

    “Why, That was great” 

    I said. 

    “I cum so quick” 

    He said. 

    “As I said, I love it” 

    I replied. We both rolled over, both breathing heavily and hot from our session, fucking again soon after….


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  • Collateral

    He went to his office, without even wondering whether he was supposed to search for Jake or not. If last night had been any indication, the ball was in Jake’s court now, and he only had to be patient and wait for events to unfold as the new master of the game desired.

    But waiting was torturous, he thought, as he carefully arranged the papers on the desk. The rest of the house was bustling with activity, with his personnel busy with putting everything back together after the party.

    There were messages on his phone from Hans, but he decided against reading them. Right now, there was just one thing he needed to think of. Jake. No one and nothing else.

    The soft knock on his door was barely a surprise. But his voice was still a tad hesitant as he urged the person on the other side to come in. The first thing he noticed was the luggage.

    “I came to say goodbye,” Jake spoke, without moving an inch away from the now closed door.

    “So soon?” Klaus frowned. “I was quite certain you could stay a few more days.”

    “Yeah, well, that was before,” the young man said with a sigh.

    “Before what?”

    “Don’t pretend you don’t understand,” Jake almost snapped. “It’s enough for me to just be in the same room with you and I can only think of one thing.”

    “I feel the same way,” Klaus replied.

    He remained seated, despite what his instincts were yelling at him to do.

    “Bullshit,” Jake murmured.

    “Jake,” Klaus hoped the warning tone in his voice was enough to make the young man pay attention.

    “It feels wrong, you know?” Jake spoke again. “That you only have to snap your fingers and I do what you want me to do. How can I trust myself? Whatever you say, I’ll just accept it. Like I don’t even have any power over myself.”

    Klaus felt his chest growing tighter.

    “Aren’t you even interested in hearing me out?”

    “You’ll just make it sound like you were right and I was wrong. And I’ll just agree with you. Because …”

    The boy looked away, with a pained expression written all over his handsome face.

    “I know why,” Klaus interjected, trying to make his voice as gentle as possible. “But this does not mean you are wrong, Jake. And I must apologize.”

    Jake seemed shocked at the last words.

    “You’re like … sorry?”

    “Yes. I acted on impulse that night.”

    “Really? You? The guy who has a tight schedule on even when to take a leak?”

    Klaus pursed his lips. Now was not the time to laugh at Jake’s jokes.

    “You really do not see it, do you, Jake? You taught me what it feels to be afraid.”

    “Like hell I did,” Jake protested, but leaned against the door, a sign that he was, at least, willing to listen.

    “You walked through that door like you were the savior. And I was in a room packed with trigger-happy morons, just waiting for a reason to shoot. If you had gotten hurt then, I would have never forgiven myself. All it could take was for them to think you were a traitor to their … whatever they believed in. So I did the only thing I could think of. I turned the tables, and counted on your brother’s sense of loyalty towards you. Which, luckily, worked.”

    Jake seemed to ponder over what he was hearing. That was a good sign.

    “I wanted you to trust me, even without telling you everything.”

    “You lied to me,” Jake said accusatorily. “You thought I was blind or stupid.”

    Klaus sighed.

    “I wanted to protect you. And the truth was I wanted you as far away from your brother as possible.”

    “See? You just think that you’re right, all the time,” Jake’s eyes darted sideways, as his resolve was clearly shaking.

    “No. I was not. And I am not. You just made me feel things I never thought were possible. Not for me. And not only fear. Also jealousy.”

    “Jealousy?” Jake snorted. “Like who could you be jealous of?”

    “Your brother.”

    “Diaz? What the fuck, man? Did you think I was screwing him on the side or something? That’s gross.”

    “No,” Klaus shook his head. “It was nothing like that. But you often spoke of him. Diaz did that, Diaz said that. If Diaz was here, he would do this or that. Diaz, Diaz, Diaz,” he said through his teeth, glad, for a change, that he could finally express his frustration. “Yes, I was wrong to be jealous of him. And I suppose it was natural for you to speak of him so much, seeing that you two had been on your own since you were so young. But … I did not think clearly. And, along with my apologies, I have to admit that taking my frustration out on him held a certain degree of petty satisfaction.”

    “Fuck,” Jake murmured.

    “Can you accept my apologies?” Klaus pressed and got to his feet.

    Jake recoiled.

    “Yours, maybe, but mine, never,” he spoke.

    “What do you mean?” Klaus frowned.

    “I knew shit was about to go down,” Jake spoke. “I didn’t tell you.”

    Klaus exhaled. Was that all?

    “I knew what was going to happen without you telling me. Stop fretting over nonsense. You are here now, with me. This is all that matters.”

    “Like hell it does,” Jake said back. “I don’t want your understanding or your pity.”

    “What are you talking about? You make no sense,” Klaus started to walk.

    “Stay where you are,” Jake said and Klaus froze.

    Jake was different from what he remembered. Last night had not been just a whim, Klaus thought. But that did not change anything in his heart.

    “All I am asking is for you to stay,” Klaus spoke.

    “No,” Jake said stubbornly.

    “Please.”

    The word felt foreign in his mouth. When was the last time he had said it? Jake just looked at him, his eyes swimming in hurt. If he could only tell this beautiful amazing young man who had taken his entire world by storm and changed everything, that nothing mattered, that he could not care less about white lies and what not.

    “I love you,” he said simply.

    “Don’t fucking say it,” Jake protested.

    “Marry me.”

    The first thing he had not planned in maybe his entire life. But it just felt like the right thing to say. Nothing felt more right.

    “Now I know you are completely out of your fucking mind,” Jake turned quickly on his feet, and pulled the door open. “I just came to say goodbye. So goodbye.”

    The door slamming shut was like a physical slap. Klaus pressed his palms against the desk, to regain his balance. Nothing was more wrong than this.

    ***

    Jake went out on the street, without any idea where he was heading to. He took out his German dictionary, something he had asked Hans to lend to him and cursed inwardly, after sweeping through a few pages. At least, he knew how to hail a cab.

    And who to call in such desperate times.

    “Hey, man, sorry to bother you. I know you’re already on your honeymoon. Oh, damn, thanks a lot. I need you to tell me where I can find the following.”

    He repeated each word after Hans as the guy was slowly speaking. Eventually, he chose to just record Hans’s voice. That would have to do, he thought, as he murmured his last thanks to the guy.

    ***

    “Sir, you should at least put on a coat,” his butler spoke, opening the door to the balcony for the umpteenth time.

    “Please, you are becoming tedious, Bernard,” Klaus waved him away.

    The ashes burned his fingers. It was all beautiful and white. It had snowed the entire morning, and the garden looked even better all covered in white like this. Everything was beautiful, but it was all for nothing. Because it did not matter if there was no one to share it with.

    The door behind him swished open once more.

    “Bernard,” he sighed. “I told you …”

    A coat was placed carefully over his shoulders and he wanted to protest, but strong arms embraced him from behind and he stopped, not daring to turn. He placed his palms over the hands holding him like he wanted to check if they were real and not just some trick of his imagination.

    “You suck at proposing,” Jake spoke, without letting go.

    “Is that so?” he exhaled.

    “Yeah.”

    Jake made him turn and watched him carefully.

    “This is how you do it,” the young man followed, and rummaged for something in his jacket.

    Klaus chuckled as he saw the object.

    “Don’t you dare to laugh,” Jake mumbled as he took Klaus’s hand. “I hope I’m not stupidly off the mark here.”

    No, he wasn’t. It fit. Klaus put out his hand, admiring the simple golden band on his ring finger.

    “And now?” he turned his attention back to the raven haired beauty in front of him. “What is next?”

    “I suppose you should say yes, or else I’ll have to consider selling my ass to get the money for the airplane ticket back home,” Jake responded promptly.

    Klaus pulled him into a hug and laughed.

    “Do not even dare to say that in jest. Did you just spend all the money you had on this?”

    “Yeah, like why not?” Jake shrugged.

    A few snowflakes caught into the long dark eyelashes and Jake blinked a few times.

    “Well, I don’t suppose that you brought this ring’s counterpart, so you have me at a disadvantage here.”

    “Actually, I did,” Jake protested and struggled to break free so he could bring forward the second ring from his pocket.

    Klaus took it slowly and examined it.

    “Please don’t start commenting on how cheap they are and shit like that,” Jake spoke.

    “Nothing of the kind,” Klaus linked his fingers with Jake’s and slid the ring on the designated one. The one connected to the heart.

    The small clink made as their hands came together as the rings touched had to be the happiest sound Klaus had ever heard in his entire life.

    “May I ask you what made you change your mind?”

    Jake sighed, a bit too theatrically to take to heart.

    “I lost this battle a long time ago. I wanted to go back and just try to forget about you. But then you had to say all those stupid things and I knew I couldn’t leave no matter how much I wanted to. Or that I would be stupid to do that. Or maybe I would have just groveled and begged for you to take me back anyway. Even if you didn’t say anything. I don’t know, really.”

    “That certainly explains everything,” Klaus joked.

    “So just hurry up and say yes already.”

    “I did not say yes already?”

    “No, you didn’t. You just want me to go crazy here.”

    Klaus cupped the young man’s cheeks.

    “Yes,” he said solemnly.

    Jake smiled.

    “That’s better. Oh, shit,” he exclaimed.

    “What is it now?” Klaus frowned.

    “I will have to learn how to speak German, right?”

    “You will do just fine. You can start with some familiar terms, that is all. And I will be glad to help you.”

    “I won’t count on you.”

    “And why is that?” Klaus asked, taken aback.

    “I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to focus with you wearing glasses around me, behaving like a teach.”

    “Oh, that. Well, it will do you good to get used to a little discipline.”

    “No way, I’m done with that. I’ll just have Hans and Stephen help me. By the way, I already know a few words from them and I know that you swear a lot when you think no one understands you. So stop playing the sour teach act. You’re not a fucking spinster.”

    “I was almost in danger of becoming one,” Klaus joked.

    Jake’s hands were cold as the young man struggled to pull his shirt out and sneak inside to rest on his chest. Klaus winced, but it was not that unpleasant. Actually, he wanted nothing more but to make Jake burn head to toes now.

    “Let’s take this inside,” he whispered, as his lips hovered closer to Jake’s mouth.

    He was rewarded with the sweetest kiss.

    “What do you think the guys will say?” Jake asked sheepishly once he was allowed to breathe.

    “I bet they will say that it was about damn time. But, for now, let them just enjoy their honeymoon. By the way, they go to Martinique tomorrow. Would you like us to go, too?”

    “And ruin their honeymoon? Nah,” Jake shook his head. “I like how winter feels here. And I just want to be with you.”

    Klaus could not have hoped for a better answer. Just like the man saying the words, it was absolutely perfect. He took his soon-to-be husband by his shoulders and they walked back inside. Agnes was waiting in the hallway, outside the open bedroom door with the tea set already prepared.

    “Hot tea?” she asked with a smile that shone brighter than all the Christmas lights in the garden.

    Klaus was about to say something, but, instead, he suddenly sneezed. Jake laughed softly next to him.

    “Let me get that, Agnes,” the young man hurried to take the tray from the old lady’s hands.

    Klaus stared at the scene in front of him with new found fondness. Then he noticed something and frowned slightly.

    “Did Agnes just … wink at you?” he asked Jake, as the head of housekeeping walked away, humming something to herself, closing the room door behind her.

    “I don’t know, man. You must be imagining things.”

    By the mischievous smile on Jake’s lips, that had to be a blatant lie. The kind he could live with. He allowed Jake just enough time to place the tea set on the table. Grabbing him and squeezing him tightly, he whispered in Jake’s ear.

    “Do you have any idea how much I missed you?”

    “I think I do,” Jake whispered back.

    For long seconds, they just looked at each other, getting lost in each other, and holding on to each other like drowning men holding on a straw.

    “I still cannot believe it,” Klaus chuckled softly.

    Jake giggled in turn.

    “Well, you should.”

    “Promise me,” Klaus’s voice turned stern and serious. “That you’ll never leave again. Never leave me.”

    “I promise,” Jake said back, just as solemn. “But you should promise, too.”

    “Anything you want,” Klaus agreed.

    “Promise me you’ll never let me go,” Jake said, while biting his bottom lip.

    Klaus’s quirked an eyebrow.

    “Wait, you little rascal … Were you disappointed I didn’t chase you down? I thought you wanted nothing to do with me.”

    “Well, it wasn’t like that,” Jake’s eyes darted sideways. “At first, I was so pissed at you. I wanted nothing to do with you. But, after a while, I just started to wonder what you might be doing, how you would go about your day, who you would fuck. And stuff like that,” the boy added quickly.

    “So were you jealous?” Klaus laughed. “Imagining me in another man’s arms?”

    “Jealous?” Jake glared like he could not believe his lover was really accusing him of such a thing. “All the time,” he added matter-of-factly.

    “That is good to know,” Klaus smiled.

    “Why?” Jake seemed alarmed.

    “It means you care, Jake,” Klaus shut his lover up with a short kiss.

    “Oh, that,” Jake giggled. “I don’t know … I mean …”

    “Quit joking,” Klaus pretended to frown.

    Jake touched Klaus’s forehead and smoothed down the wrinkles there with his fingers. The touch was featherlike, but it conveyed so much. Klaus caught Jake’s hand, forcing it down slowly, without breaking eye contact.

    “All this time,” he spoke, “I wanted nothing but for you to come running back to me.”

    “Well, I took a cab just earlier. It was faster than running. Does that count?” Jake joked.

    “I want you so badly. It is a little scary, you know?” Klaus said gently.

    “If it’s of any help, I’m freaking out here a little, too. But I’m owning up to it. Will you do the same?” Jake’s eyes darkened for a second.

    Klaus let go of Jake’s hand so he could cup the young man’s cheek.

    “Never been surer of anything else in my entire life. I want you here, with me. Forever.”

    “That’s good, that’s good to know,” Jake stuttered, biting his lower lip.

    Klaus covered Jake’s mouth with his, licking the bite. It had been too long. And Jake seemed to think the same thing, as he began to undress Klaus with the same impatient, although hesitant at first, moves.

    They landed on the bed with a loud thump. Jake tried to giggle again, but this time Klaus was having none of it. He pushed his lover on his back, staring at him with hooded eyes.

    “You know, Jake, you might come to regret your decision to tie the knot with me.”

    “Really?” Jake glared, but his lips were quirking into a smile.

    “I might not let you out of the bed for days.”

    “Then I’ll go out at night,” Jake shot back.

    “I will be possessive and sometimes act like a jerk.”

    “Sometimes?” Jake quirked an eyebrow.

    “Well, I will try to function like a normal human being.”

    “Oh, yeah? And what do you want? A prize?” Jake challenged him.

    “I get the feeling someone wants to be taken in hand.”

    “Like who?”

    “Hmm, funny,” Klaus commented.

    His erection was pressing on top of Jake’s crotch, and there was no understatement that both were feeling the same way. Carefully catching one naked ankle with his fingers, he made Jake bend one knee, until it pressed against his chest.

    “You are definitely a keeper. So brave,” Klaus cooed.

    Of course Jake had to roll his eyes and make a cute little sound.

    “I think I might want to show you right now how much I want to tie you down.”

    That earned him a quizzical look from Jake.

    “Do you still remember your old friend?” Klaus asked, as he sneaked one hand to rummage through the clothes rumpled on the floor.

    Jake’s eyes flickered when he saw the belt. The familiarity of it all was almost making them both tremble with want. Jake tried to rise on his elbows, bending his head a little, but Klaus pushed him down. As much as the small sign of submission was filling him with pride, he wanted something different this time.

    “Give me your hands,” he asked instead.

    The question in Jake’s eyes remained there, but the young man offered his hands together. Klaus was quick to tie them and fasten them to the headboard with steady fingers. Jake looked beautiful like that, as Klaus pushed him higher on the bed, so he could lie comfortably, his sinewy arms bent from the elbows. The young man was not tamed, as his gaze remained unflinching.

    “Amazing,” Klaus commented.

    Jake’s eyes fluttered. It took so little to make his lover come undone. Nice words worked best. Always.

    “Just bring your knees up and show me,” he asked.

    Jake obeyed. Klaus began preparing himself. No matter how much his body throbbed with want, he wanted to take it all in, while taking his time.

    “Say it, Jake,” he cooed as he placed himself at the tight entrance.

    “Nobody fucked me,” Jake replied.

    “Good answer, love,” he said as he pushed inside.

    Jake cursed softly, his head turned to one side. Klaus was louder. His lover was tight and hot, and that made his eyes roll in his head, as he was gripped by that powerful channel of muscles. 

    He was maybe in over his head now. But there was no other confirmation needed except for Jake’s abs going up and down with each thrust, as the young man’s cock lay on them, jerking steadily.

    It was perfect. So Klaus took Jake’s hard-on in one hand and began pumping it to the same rhythm of his hips. Jake stared at him, mouthing things with his soft lips, biting them from time to time, driving Klaus mad.

    He knew he would not take long. Not this time. But Jake still beat him to it, letting the words of his rising excitement flow with impunity out of his sexy mouth, as Klaus just continued to pound into him with careless abandon. He followed swiftly, grabbing one of Jake’s ankles and sinking his teeth into the sensitive skin there, wanting to mark his lover in more ways than one.

    Minutes later, as they both lay panting on the bed, Jake’s drowsy voice made his eye snap open.

    “Hey, how do you say … you know … the words in German?”

    “The words?” Klaus blinked and turned to look at the beautiful man in his bed and his life.

    “C’mon, you know what I mean,” Jake pouted, knowing what kind of effect that had on Klaus.

    “Oh, the words. Ich liebe dich,” Klaus pulled his lover closer and looked him in the eyes.

    “Then, I should just say them,” Jake smiled. “Just in case.”

    The words, no matter how clumsy, were sweeter than honey on his man’s tongue. Klaus took Jake in his arms and kissed him. Yes, nothing else ever felt more right in his entire life.

    Epilogue

    A few years later

    Jake checked his phone again and sighed.

    “What is it?”

    He turned to face his husband and smiled.

    “Nothing, really,” he pushed the phone away from him, on the desk.

    Klaus leaned against the desk and watched him with an expression on his face that was telling him it was not a good idea to hide anything from the man.

    “I know that there have been certain financial transactions from here to somewhere across the pond,” Klaus spoke slowly.

    “Well, I’m using my own money,” Jake mumbled. “I would not steal from you.”

    Klaus shut him up with a short kiss.

    “You know very well that you have the right to spend all my money, if you want, love.”

    “No. He’s my brother, my responsibility.”

    “I respect that. But if you ever need my help …”

    “No way. He hates your guts. He barely talks to me.”

    “And? Did you manage to tell him that we have been married for years now?”

    “I did. After that, he did not speak to me for a whole month. But now, ever since he got shot, and cannot do much, he seems more willing to talk and accept my help.”

    Klaus caressed his hair slowly.

    “It feels wrong that I cannot do anything to help your brother. He is, after all, family.”

    Jake grabbed Klaus’s hand and placed a small kiss inside his palm.

    “I would not trust the two of you in the same room. You would be at each other’s throats in no time.”

    “You underestimate my restraint.”

    Jake snorted.

    “Maybe you could be civilized. But I doubt Diaz could. I do what I can for him. The rest is up to him alone. Are you ready to go to bed?”

    “Yes.”

    “Then let’s not talk of my brother anymore. All I want is right here, next to me.”

    THE END


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  • First Time With A Man

    This is a true story of my first time with a man.  I was 68 years old and had been using various objects to insert in my ass while masturbating. I started with household items, such as candles, brush handles, etc. as well as fingers. I then moved up to carrots, small zucchinis and cucumbers.

    I learned that having something shoved up my ass made my orgasms much more intense and explosive.

    Wanting to get more realistic, I graduated to vibrators and dildos, After much experimentation with longer and fatter things, I began to fantasize about what it would feel like to be fucked by a real cock.

    I tried a number of dating sites before I stumbled on Craigslist.  After reading a ton of man4man ads and not finding what I wanted, I decided to place my own ad. I requested married men or men in a male/female relationship who wanted to try anal, but their female partners wouldn’t do it.

    I was deluged with responses! I narrowed the replies down to married veterans with 8 plus inch cocks. I further weeded them out by letting them know I was an overweight, semi-disabled vet who could host in my own home and exchanged no face photos. I met with 5 guys before deciding to go with the second one.

    He was about 30, nice looking, had a beautiful 10 inch cock, was married (showed me his and his wife’s drivers licenses) and seemed as nervous I was. I lead him back to the bedroom, where we both stripped.

    I laid face down on the bed and pointed out the lube on my nightstand. He began caressing and stroking my body with one hand and his cock with the other. He was having a little trouble getting hard and asked me if I would suck him.

    “Yes!” I said.

    He rubbed the head of his uncut cock on my lips. I took him in my mouth and held his big member in one hand and fondled his balls with the other. As his cock began to expand in my warm, wet mouth, I pulled back his foreskin gently, exposing the slick cock head. I began swirling my tongue around it as he began fucking my mouth. Soon it was almost fully hard and pushing against the back of my throat. I pulled his cock out and continued stroking as I licked and sucked on his huge balls, one at a time.

    He was moaning with pleasure as he picked up the lube and squirted some in my ass crack. He rubbed the tip of his forefinger over my wrinkled clean butthole then pushed his finger in me until it was going all the way in as he finger-fucked my asshole. He fucked a second then a third finger deep inside me as I moaned in delight.

    “Oh, yes! Please fuck me!” I begged, taking his now massive cock from my mouth.

    I spread my legs wide and reached back, pulling open my asscheeks as he climbed on thr bed and knelt between my legs. He rubbed the bulbous head of his magnificent cock on my butt crack. As he pushed, I felt the pop of my sphincter as the tip went inside me, 

    “Oh, god, baby! Yes, YES! Fuck my man-pussy good!” I yelled, pushing back against him as he fucked his cock deeper and deeper inside me! I clenched and released my asshole around him as he fucked faster and faster.

    “Oh, shit!” he yelled, “I never thought it would feel so good! It’s better than my wife’s pussy!’ he moaned as he fucked harder and deeper.

    All of a sudden I felt him go so deep he pushed through my inner sphincter into my bowels1 My ass was spasming involuntarily, now as he buried his massive cock to the hilt in my ass with his balls rubbing against mine. He grabbed my shoulders and fucked harder and harder, grabbing my shoulders and pulling himself harder into me.

    “Oh, fuck, yeah! I’m cumming, baby! I’m CUMMMMINGGG!!!” He shouted as his body stiffened on top of me and I could feel his cock throbbing and twitching as he shot jet after jet of his warm baby seed deep inside me! 

    Finally he climbed off of me and gave me his cock which I eagerly licked and sucked clean.

    “Well, I learned one thing, today. I am your cum slut whenever you want me!”

    “It will be often!” he laughed.

    And it was. 3-4 times a week until he moved away due to work. Now, with Craigslist gone, I go without. This was my first try. Let me know what you think and feel free to PM me with your thoughts, ideas and suggestions.


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  • Tricking At The Fence; All Fall Down

    Author’s notes: Yes, knowing me and if your follow Matt, Rod and the gang surrounding the barber shop this is fairly long. Gotta tell you, these are some of my favourite characters so the more I can write about them, the more I do. There’s some real drama here and a whale of a surprise. As always, this was my pleasure to write and, I hope, your pleasure to read. PJ

    Car slides by, old, beat up, head lights are almost crossed; Fuck, if this is business for me, I may be closed for the evening. Bad news, it stops, backs up, stops, window goes down…

    “Hey, Shadow, hows tricks?”

    I smile, damn, Bennett has a ‘new’ car, I sidle over shoving my bulge out just to piss him off. “Where’d you get this one? Haul it out of a sewage pond? Jesus Bennie, this isn’t undercover, this is….so obvious even I almost backed off, whoever drives this piece of shit is not the clientele I want.” 

    “Listen, whore breath, this is my car, bought it to fix up…”

    “….into what? lead car at the demolition derby?”

    “Naw, Shadow, you got no imagination, this’ll be a real chick mobile, you gotta look ahead, see the new paint, the suede upholstery…”

    “…the exploding windshield wiper fluid. Jesus, Bennie, only chicks you could get in this Detroil reject come with Colonel Sander’s label on them….and he’d make you give them back. Not to change the subject but before the Tupperware oil pan wrecks one of the better parts of Sixth Street, you here for a reason or just to, uh, show off?”

    “Captain says you’re under arrest, get yourself cuffed around Eleven….don’t say I never did you no favors.:”

    Somehow he gets what he delusions himself as a car into some sort of forward gear, moves it around a corner where there’s a noise, not quite an explosion, but even at this distance I can hear….”Well sheeeit.” I could go help but, better yet, whip out my phone and call the police impound yard; They’re familiar with Bennie and his vehicular disasters and, I happen to know, there’s a pool going as to what’s the max number of miles he can put on one before…whatever is going to happen, happens; I took 63 on the assumption he can’t get it on the expressway where it would be a goner before it even got off the entrance ramp. 

    Film at eleven. Cuffs at 10:59. Means I’m going to get hauled off behind the cage in a police vehicle as the Captains car is in the shop. Fine. Also means I’ll get a real cop who will really do a real good pat frisk-and if I know the cop, we’ll both enjoy that, the way he does them, can take ten, twenty minutes. He knows I’m carrying but that’s not what he’s looking for and not what he’ll find.

    Tonight, however, there’s bad news; Usually we zip around the corner, I hop up front and suck him off-my way of saying thanks for the lift- but tonight when we round the corner,  the tow truck hasn’t made it (Bennie, cop or not, has frequent damage miles with them based on his numerous calls with his unending chain of cheap clunkers, the upshot is that they will show up. Eventually, when they get bored with hauling cars out of no parking zones, no parking between whenever and whenever and, the one that makes them salivate, and they’ll grab in two minutes after the engine is turned off, parking in a handicapped zone with no handicapped information. Label that sucker, “Gone Johnson” (In my prime role as street entertainment unit, I’m real quick to call ‘O’Haul Yes Towing’ when I spot one of those. They’re good for a tip on a hot property looking to be entertained, or, if it’s Saul, he’ll blow me-taught him myself). Bennie and the hunk of junk. Okay, maybe his piece of shit has some use; It’s got a back seat, says double fuck to me. These two and I have some history and even though it took me time to teach them how to get paired up, we’re cookin’ with gas and they can get up my tail the way I like it, slow, easy and gaining girth as they get in. I don’t know what part of to protect and to serve this is but it’s, I’m here to shout, servicing with a moan, a groan, a lot of noise plus pleasure for all. I get along with the cops, yes I do.

    “Captain won’t mind?”

    “Come on in, I’ll let him express his gratitude personally…in his basement, against the wall- one for the X the other for the stocks. Sound like a deal?”

    They are suckers for this modified BDSM and Cap knows, given I’m now substantially late, I’ve been trolling and have some catch to bring home for him to clean and string up.

    I remember teaching Cap that whores have many uses besides their fuck holes and  suck mouths. Many. I’ve spotted crime on the hoof, going through a window, walking down the street, in a hot car (I’m sent a list of license numbers to be on the look out for each morning cleverly disguised as a summons for, again, soliciting.)….and not one miscreant has ever figured that the semi-bargain basement sale on man meat (I’m more of a bargain to some then others. 5 K per whole night is a bargain IF you’re the right consumer.) leaning against the chain link fence is also the link to the cop shop. On one notable occasion, I had to fuck one guy, right there against the fence, to hold him until back up appeared. (And since it seemed to be a crime-in-progress, they fucked him as well. Some part of this collar by cock and cop pissed off the Captain; He brought the guys and me in and fucked all of us, not to jizz, just to stick it in as a reminder to know when and when not to mix business with pleasure.). For the look of the thing, they arrested both of us, processed us in-Jesus I hate being sprayed for body lice-then I was quietly ‘segregated’ as a known major felon, moved to another department and, of course, out the back door where Cap took me to his home, showered me-the lice powder did nothing for him as well- of course fucked me himself-after taking the garden hose and gettint the lice powder off me. As he said, if I was good enough for the common criminal, I as good enough for the common Captain. 

    In the two, almost three years, since Cap first cuffed me, stuffed me then stuffed me on the other side, I’ve collected enough rewards, what I call ‘prize’ money, to add to my 401k-and yeah, whores have 401ks. Held at the same bank as most of the cops use and the bank says ‘Thank You’ every time I make a nice deposit. (Rod and I set up the accounts using the barber shop as our employer. I may be loose morally, but I’m a fiscal conservative; One of my regulars for both a shave and a fuck is a hot shot broker who has never, given us bad advice. Lets just say we bought Facebook at 27, today it closed around 185, you do the math.)

    The only thing….is this neighborhood has gone from dicey to dangerous and Rod, my buddy who runs the barber shop where I work days, or some days depending on the offers I have for my other services, wonders how long until not only do we know it’s time to move but our buddies at the police  station tell us to get out: As much protection as they do provide, it won’t, can’t be enough….not enough guys and where we are, we’re at the bottom of the barrel in terms of what they need to do; They see the difference between nicking a throat when using the clippers and finding someone with their throat cut-who claims to have been out walking the dog when he tripped…..

    Worse, I have my own place above the shop which means I’m not only a target but a sitting duck…one thing that scares the shit out of me are the numbers of fires in businesses that have become almost routine. I could get out, I do have the Cadillac of fire and smoke detectors as well as an emergency exit that isn’t obvious from anywhere but the other side of worry is maybe having to deal with the street thugs and punks who set the fire and might be lounging around to see if, specifically, they can flush me out. That’s only one reason I’m licensed to carry a concealed weapon and I do, two of them, one in a holster under my arm-the cops and I both want it to be obvious-and one in my boot in case obvious doesn’t work out. I’ve been quietly taken to the police range and Cap made damn sure I knew how, when and where to shoot; The expression ‘to kill’ pretty  much answers all the above. 

     

    On the sunnier side, business at the shop is limit up; Rod and I can only take so many clients a day and still do the great job for which we’re known. Until Jerry Keller parked his Rolls out back, giving all of us hiccups, we didn’t quite know how upscale our trade had become. Downtown in many of the office buildings you could get a hair cut, manicure, many services BUT  if you wanted a first class razor shave, you came to me as that’s my specialty. Damn good haircutter, almost as good as Rod, almost. We offered our guys things downtown never considered such as a good sauna, our version of a locker room with a larged tiled area with two showers, benches, capacious lockers, a place just to sit and relax…and since our phone number was even more difficult to find then the one to the Red Phone on the President’s desk, no one calls looking for their husband/boyfriend/sweetie/shithead who hasn’t been home recently, needs to stop by the market on their way home or is warned not to come home. Easy to see how our select Gents Only club, with running water and BYOB-we do provide set ups and ice, no charge-has kept us popular and actually increased our business. A recent addition to the club was a set of bunk beds; Too drunk to drive? On the lam from whatever? Just want to not have to go home? The Gents has a place for you. (And, yeah, fucking behind closed curtains is allowed- not me but…if you’ve got a buddy…) Almost like paired berths in old fashioned railroad passenger cars, closed off by heavy curtains and, during normal business hours, could be folded up leaving enough room for the poker table. (We took a cut of each pot, not much, five bucks per hand, whether it was thrown in or not.) If we’d wanted an early death caused by exhaustion, we could have opened around five am and closed after ten that night; Success? we had it.

    At one point I’d had a fake mini-dungeon but the conversion to the semi private mens club paid for itself in that we charged a very minimal membership, ten bucks a months, didn’t take anything but cash, for the club or our cutting and shaving, and even if you didn’t need a cut or a shave, you were welcome to drop in, have a steam, a sauna, one of our ‘famous’ showers-we hyped that a bit, they were just fancy shower heads that could produce anything from a gentle rain to a monsoon-turn your ass to it and you’d be cleaner than if you took a plumbers friend and Lysol as a rinse. And, after that, those great bath sheets, 100″ by 60″ which we supplied at no charge, kept laundered and guaranteed, if you could find a bigger one that dried better, you’d get a years’ free membership. No one had produced anything even close.

    Without most of our clients knowing it, this was also a cop hang out. Nobody came in uniform but if you knew what to look for-shedding guns in a locker was a clue-it was an easy guess; younger than most of our members, cropped hair….we’re a concealed carry state but when the artillery reached four per body…some assumptions should be made. They were also our buddies and part of why we could keep our location as long as we did, allow Jerry Keller to park his Rolls in back then not find only a grease stain when he came out. They weren’t intentionally protecting us, it was just instinct with them. Plus, as opposed to a cop bar or pool hall, the barber shop was easier, less directed at their work unlike some places that catered specifically to cops. Play a hand of poker? Have a drink? Have a shower? Never have to have your hair cut or a shave, just pitch in ten per month-we ran the honor system, your name on an envelope and whatever added up to ten inside, drop box on the lockers, easy. 

    When we talked about it, and we did, it was obvious the guys who came to us also were a form of protection in less obvious ways. Like Jerry’s Rolls. The first time he brought it, I called the cops to put damn near a fence of uniforms around the modest parking lot in back; that kind of car was so easily ripped off, hell, given the right group of strolling thieves, they could have it gone in no time and Jerry wasn’t the sort to wonder, “Dude, where’s my car?”. This ‘Dude’ would simply have laughed, called whoever locally sold Rolls and had them send over a new one.

     

    My trained tail was smiling, as was I, when we went down the alley and through the opening in the back of Cap’s place. By the time we arrived, if you were a nosey neighbor, you saw at least one or two cops and another guy, probably just out of uniform. That I’d never been in uniform, except when I’d acted as his kind of kinky cop in his dungeon-leather boots, tight puttees, a sprayed on shirt, full helmet, whip in hand, you knew my Harley with the fancy star painted on the gas tank was parked outside while you…were parked inside and not eligible for clemency, at least not for a while. Cap believed if you were having guys in for a weekend of games, on television, games, not on television as well as games in his dungeon, the bottom line to this was hospitality of whatever sort. And, since most of his guests, were also coworkers plus guys from similar service, sheriffs, highway patrol, some military, things went further than might otherwise be the case. Let us just say that on Monday, officers who normally spent the day riding in cars, tried to find duties that allowed them to stand up. 

     

    The Captain and I had met during a ceremony in which he presented Rod and myself with Citizenship medals and a handsome check, reward money, for our catching a couple who, up until the day they decided a shave and a hair cut seemed a good idea, had also been on several ‘Wanted’ posters. Flopped back, faces covered in hot towels, the guys who dropped by to make the collar strolled in as if they were ‘next’ and strolled out two “wanteds” down and never got the shave. Rod and I were deeply aware of the protection the cops gave us  so always gave half the reward back to their fund for fallen officers and their families. (A practice we continued as rewards for other collars, which we initiated, came along as well as the reward. Little Jeff, the shortest cop ever, said I had a nose for picking out felons with high dollar money attached to them. Could be, never thought about it, just keeping up our end of reciprocity for their protection and our information. Big Mama Morton has some thoughts on this, listen to her [Well, Queen Latifah] in ‘Chicago’ for further elaboration when she discusses “Reciprocity”.)

    This barbering garden of Eden worked just fine given what we did, as did others, to keep it as it was. Imagine the favorite playground for youngsters who were determined to keep it that way and you have the whole picture. Including me, leaning against the fence about 50 yards away for sale for whatever dirty, lowdown, sex was on your mind. Most of the guys, excepting the cops, had no idea about my side job although if they’d expressed an interest in finding out what man sex was about, well, we offered that service as well; Only two or three times had that happened. 

    To be fair, there were some of our customers, Jerry Keller and his man Jake, had started out not knowing each other but being clients who ended up in the same bed in the same home. I must, modestly, take credit for that. Each of them had thought I was their permanent, forever, best man but…I saw it differently and, litterally pushed Jake into a bed where a naked Jerry was sleeping.

    In some of the strangest advice ever given by an unlicensed match maker, I’d told the surprised pair, better to stay together now and fall in love later than to part, then fall in love and have to find one another. Surpise! They took my advice, did fall in love and were now a prominent couple. And I can say that- remember the Rolls?-as Jerry was one of the wealthiest men in the city. Whether you approved or hated the gay life, Kelcon as well as Kelcor were the two biggest construction firms in five states. If your disapproval of the private life of Jerry was an issue, find another contractor, he’d help you. 

    In a quiet way, Jake was the perfect companion for the more dynamic Jerry. He’d worked in various construction trades since he was out of high school, was instinctively smart about how things should be done, could and did backstop Jerry perfectly but in such a way that it wasn’t obvious; No one ever said, “Hey, get to Jake and you’ve got Jerry in your pocket”. That didn’t happen as Jake wouldn’t let it happen.

     

    I’ve been avoiding him but…back to Cap’s home, dungeon and bed. This one slipped up on both of us. At the awards ceremony I’d found him attractive, interesting and in a position to run my ass into jail for a very long time whenever he chose. Whores, even male ones, even with a heart of gold are still breaking the law which makes them subject to arrest. Morally, knowing fully well what I did, apart from barbering, the Captain could have felt some sort of impetus to take me off the street and see me in the cement hotel, complete with bars, that didn’t serve anything. Inconveniently for both of us we fell heavily in like and, though we tried to keep it there….it didn’t. One day in his official car, the one with lights in the grill not on top, he threw his head back, took my hand then announced what we both knew; we loved each other. 

    Well, what to do? Couldn’t live with him, the cop and the neighborhood whore? Maybe in the movies but not in our part of town. We did finally come up with the fiction of my being arrested and carted away in a real cruiser but taken to his home. Along the path, we found some officers who, shuffling one well shined shoe or boot behind the other, told the Captain that, uh, well, they, uhm, ya see Cap…At that point he’d usually get up, close the door, slap them on their ass, tell them he knew and who was it? Another cop? That made it easier. A civilian? (In his mind he once told me he hoped, oh Jesus did he hope, it wasn’t a hooker of either sex. To date, that hadn’t happened and virtually all the guys were interested in a partner who was also a cop.) He really was a good guy and to assist the semi-happy, if frightened pair, he’d ask them to his house for a drink and they’d ‘talk it out’. That’s when they found out that their straight arrow Captain also had a lover, one they knew, me.

    This was and was not good news to them. Some of them did not like the guy leaning against the fence who seemed to have immunity but…who also had a way of knowing what was around, what was shaking, what they might find interesting. To find out that guy and the Captain….he always gave them a time to think it through and, if it was going to be a problem, he’d see they were transferred elsewhere but kept their buddy with them. That only happened once and, frankly, not only the Captain but a number of the rank and file were not sorry to see him go, whether they knew about his romance or not. You may have heard this but….cops are pretty tight lipped, even with each other so gossip about who was doing what with whom didn’t get spread. Sure, get engaged, get married, have a steady, your kids, talked about all the time but if your steady wore pants and those were uniform pants, never mentioned. Whether it was known….? Maybe but talked about? No. Except in the club by the  barbershop where, typical of places where the same group of men hung out, there wasn’t much that wasn’t known.

    One other resident was Clippers, Rod’s Great Pyrenees. Friendly as a puppy and only slightly smaller than a miniature horse. Clippers had joined us when, one day, Rod had gone home to find it….empty with the exception of what the vanished Mrs. Rod considered to be his things. There were also papers, stapled to the front door, explaining they were getting a divorce, she wanted only the children, no support and he could have the dog. Later that same day I had a client at the fence I hadn’t thought I’d ever have, Rod. And Clippers. Over time he had become my best friend-hell, we went back to being in the Air Force together, he was the one made me go to barber school-and now it was time for me to keep up my half of the bonded male friendship bargain. 

    Apart from hearing about it, on the quick he needed a place to stay; Done, he’d bunk in with me. What Mrs. Rod considered as hers was virtually everything that wasn’t nailed down except the dog. Thoughtfully, she’d packed some bags, plus two duffels for him so he was ready to move out and move on. While moving in with me wasn’t exactly moving on up to the East side to a deluxe apartment in the sky, it was solid comfort and the bed was more than generous for two. The first night was spent with him in some place else plus me trying to keep Clippers off the bed; Waking with no feeling caused by a large, heavy dog having slept across your legs isn’t fun, particularly if you don’t notice you can’t feel anything then fall flat on your ass in an attempt to stand up.

    Our first night wasn’t much of a night as Rod was in shock, kept getting up and, effectively, giving me a monologue about his confusion; I’ve seen guys not quite seeing the divorce coming, but they usually had an inkling that all was not well. Not Rod. Zip. Zilch. Nada. Nothing. Dealing with a buddy who’s drunk and needs to spend the night is one thing, dealing with a buddy who is in shock is another. He was not tracking, kept just staring at me, at the dog then back at me. I don’t drink so had nothing alcoholic, thought about checking the ‘club’ to see if anyone had something left over, abandoned that thought. Slipped away, called Little Jeff and Skip, rattled off the problem, told them to “drop by” ” unexpectedly” with liquor, beer, whatever. They were confused but had known Rod for a long time and for me to ask for help….they were on it. 

    Meanwhile back in unreality land, Rod had laid on the bed to be pretty much covered by Clippers. In I cannot think how many other situations I would have known what to do but not this one. Rod and his wife weren’t a part of work, he always took the bus, until rather recently when the bus company deemed our part of the woods too dangerous and discontinued it. What I knew about-and I didn’t even know her name, he always referred to her-if at all-as ‘my wife’, was almost nothing. Well, that was succinct. I knew she was a vice president of a bank somewhere in suburbia but which one? Their children, whom I’d never seen, not even pictures of them, were in their late teens, one may even be in college. That’s how little I knew. Whether by design or just because it had no place in the shop, his private life was just that, private. 

    On the other hand, my life as a for sale street entertainment unit was well known to a cast of hundreds. Whore on the go, good guy, good lay, good shaver, almost as good a barber as Rod….name a vital statistic about me and someone probably knew it. The cops, if they had nothing to do, would cruise by, fake a collar, put me in their car and we’d shoot the shit for a while. It was an easy matter to circle a couple of blocks, maybe sound the siren as we pulled away from the fence, drop me in our parking lot and go on. One thing I never did was go out the front door in my street worker clothing. Guys who were good clients of long standing of the shop had passed me, okay, in their cars, and never connected the whore on the fence with the guy in the shop who did terrific shaves. 

    As is typical of this sort of residence over work, there was an outside stairs that I used to come and go to my fence; Another dodge to keep the clients of the shop from finding out I did something else for a lot more money. It was the ‘cheapness’ of the look of me on the fence, on a street that brought the big bucks; Many men had a ‘thing’ for a cheap and sleazy fuck and that was mine to deliver. Over time, I made both cheap and sleaze into an art form which, not surprisingly, improved as I aged a bit. No one mistook me for some green kid out to turn a trick for a quick fifty. (After much resistance, Rod had made me get my barber’s license. For years he’d had hiccups when a health inspector called. We had a clean shop, never a complaint however, my working without a license could have shut us down. By sheer luck, a shop to which we referred children, men wanting manicures and women, had always called us to say they’d just been inspected and we were next. Worry about my unlicensed status increased from one inspection to the next and, finally, I took the test, passed and was fully licensed; I felt so cheap. In fact, I’d gone to barber college, taken some extra courses in styling and not having a license was my way of giving the finger to authority. In another sense, I frequently gave the finger to one authority figure when I’d finger fucked the Captain: If authority can be said to like being fucked, he did.)

    Jeff and Skip showed up, I feigned surprise, and we got Rod downstairs then into a double something or other-Skip had a part time job as a bartender in a leather bar. If nothing else, it relaxed him as did the second one. Skip, used to men having just been dumped, alerted us that the water works were about to appear….tears flowed. Along with a really nasty diatribe about what a bitch she’d been, seldom let him fuck her, and on and on. This was all news to me, even Clippers, who’d been around at the same place, same time, seemed interested. 

    I did the best friend thing, held him, patted him on the back  then almost fell over when he said he wanted me to fuck him. Now. On the floor if necessary. Skip shrugged, this was not, apparently, part of ‘Dumped Husband’ as he knew the drill. One thing I remembered was that some while back Rod had more than wondered what every man liked about fucking with me; I was his best friend, I should fuck him. Well, no and it never happened and it wasn’t going to happen now. 

    “Jesus, he’s got a barber pole inked on his dick….” Jeff was fascinated. I hadn’t realized that Rod was stripping for action which meant our pair of friends were seeing stuff the rest of the world had not….such as the barber pole tat. Having shed his clothes, he started in on mine even though I resisted. With effort, I tried to get the guys to help but they just stepped back, he got my pants down and my cock out. 

    Well, it wasn’t rape and I did everything I could to prevent it but…finally, I fucked him on the floor-one of my least favorite places to fuck anyone. Understand, after a certain point, fucking a man is just what I do, auto pilot of the erectile tissue. Also, I had an audience something else I don’t care for unless I’m paid to perform as occasionally I am, this was not one of those occasions.

     

    Whether it was the liquor or the excitement or his problems, once he’d had his virginity taken he passed out. Now the pair did help, commenting on his numerous piercings and tats, as they got him upstairs while I got dressed. Clippers, who’d sat and stared, seemed to be fond of me, gave signs of wanting to lick my dick, another thing I was against; When Rod first started bringing him (never had him neutered-said he couldn’t do it to a fellow male; He knew too many men who were and never had the operation, just a wife.) to the shop, I would have sworn he was addicted to shaving foam; All I needed to do was turn my back when a guy had his first lathering then Clippers was on his hind legs licking his face. 

    Depending on who you where mandated how you viewed Clippers; On our side? Almost too friendly. Against us? You saw 130 pounds of white avalanche ready and able to knock you flat then chew off your nuts-the plain clothes guys took to carrying doggie treats until he had their scent and would simply flatten them with the simple intent of showing affection. Also not everyone was a dog lover which presented a conundrum; Couldn’t leave him upstairs but having him in the shop not only detracted from the atmosphere we tried to present but…,.he was virtually banned from the Gents Club for a variety of good, if personal, reasons. (Just remember he liked to lick cock…) There was a small alcove, typical of the era in which our building was put up  which was his home as well as sentry post. Some of the cops loved him, would pause, beep their siren, he’d hop in for several hours of being on patrol. The K9 guys resented this but….they couldn’t get him out of the cruisers of other officers…the Captain liked him which settled all gripes. 

     

    Rod was my buddy, easily my best friend but….he could not and should not bunk in with me on the forever plan. He was used to a house plus Clippers was used to a lawn-when a dog that big takes a dump, the residue is noticeable; By the shop was not where we wanted it noticed.  (One of the virtues of having him riding with cops was that they took him to the park, or grass some place which he used as a latrine. Most of them were young so, while there, they’d throw the Frizbee with him so, in addition to getting him internally emptied, he also got some exercise.) It was clear he couldn’t go home-nor did I really want him to having seen the wreck that had almost made of him but, as some comedienne said, “You don’t have to go home but you can’t stay here”. No home so staying ‘here’ was the obvious plus only quickly available option. 

    Sometimes the simple application of money solves the problem which not only suggested but screamed ‘Jerry Keller’. Not quite meaning to, I was spending the night with Jake and Jerry-I claimed that privilege on the basis of forcing the arrangement-when I dropped the subject of Rod and his lack of domicile-we’d already all fucked (I’d taught them how to double fuck me the way I really liked it, they liked it also plus breaking them up seemed poor form.) so it was time to loll about, review and renew whatever, obviously Rod fitted in one, or more, of those categories. 

    Great wealth is sometimes displayed in lack of the holder of the gold’s awareness of it. Jerry’s large, grey eyes, with their extraodinary eyelashes (I’d once said you could paint with them.) looked into the ether then said….:”Why doesn’t he live in one of my homes, I’ve got a coupla subdivisions…don’t I? Jake?” His man raised his head from where it had been on his husband’s chest, joined in the ether looking then allowed as how…”Uh…something Run? Meadow? Field? Some bird, you built it before I came on board. Wasn’t it a default so Kelcor took it back…still own it.” 

    “Pheasant? Quail? Partridge? Not Turkey….any of those sound familiar, Jesus, that was years ago, before Dad passed, he was the one that contracted for that…”

    “Nah, some other animal…Horse? Stallion-no, although Stallion Acres has a good solid ring to it, make a condo project for bachelors…Pony?”

    I hated to interrupt this visit to the petting zoo but I had a question; What sub division? Jerry stretched that good post sex stretch, really got his arms out there which meant he without thinking about it scratched two sets of balls. “Dove Valley, Christ, no wonder I couldn’t think of it. ‘Dove Valley, a peaceful place for peaceful people’…first day it was open for viewing, a realtor got shot when his client found out he’d been balling his wife, the papers had a field day with that one.” I had to bury my face in Jake’s well muscled side to hide my laughter.

    “Wasn’t funny at the time, Dad had a ‘thing’ about that project, hand flew it himself; The picture  on the front page of cops, a covered corpse….and all you could see behind them was, ‘a place for peaceful people’. That was almost like ‘Dewey Defeats Truman’, people framed it…plus that’s part of why it finally fell through, the peaceful image just never got out from under the police tarp and walked away.” Jerry started to laugh himself. “NOW it’s funny but then, Jesus I felt sooooo sorry for Dad, nothing he could do, couldn’t take back that fucking front page, people were driving by, having their picture taken with the name blocked, just the peacerful place part showing….Why doesn’t he live there? He and that pit pony.” See, great wealth solved the problem and went on to other things. 

    Few pairs of guys did the whole gay marriage thing as well as Jerry and Jake; I knew it would work but finally gloated too much about my part which led to my being held, upside down, from the twentieth floor of a building under construction attached to a crane. Some distance from the stucture. Again, it’s funny now but I’m pathologically afraid of heights, this prank could have been from the third floor and would have had the same effect. While waving in the wind, Jake attached a flag to me, the two of them, wearing hard hats, leaned against an ‘I’ beam, unzipped, jerked off and made me promise to never, ever mention how happy they were plus my participation in aforesaid happiness. Maybe twenty floors below some guy pouring concrete must have wondered about the strange addition falling from a cloudless sky but he kept on pouring. Part of what had fallen, in addition to freshly minted sperm, were my tears of hysteria; I would have promised anything, anything, cut off my nuts just please, GOD, plus Jerry and Jake, let me down. As I said about something else, it’s funny now. I had to be blindfolded, after I’d been reeled in and uprighted, held between them in the excuse for an elevator that is common on building constructions. Once down, after I’d quit having the chittering willies, I tried to punch both of them out; Hard to do as they were laughing so hard there was no easy target. ….It’s funny, now. My credit claiming not withstanding, they were happy, were in love and very married-it had been unusual for one man to be the Best Man to two men at their wedding-held (on the ground floor although that hadn’t been the original plan) of a construction site. Jake still wore a collar but just for safety it was now stainless steel links as opposed to the beautiful gold solid circle but had been welded closed. Another reason I love Jerry? He, too, had a collar but with only one modest exception; In one steel link there was a knock out fucking ten carat square cut diamond. As with Jake, it was welded shut forever something virtually no other man would have done to demonstrate his love. Privately? I actually think Jake was more dominant if only because Jerry’s casual attitude about everything made it necessary for someone to find a stopping point on occasion. Jerry ran the business but Jake ran Jerry’s life not only because he loved him but because someone had to, as Rod said about Jerry, “tell him his fly was open.” 

    In Jerry’s mind Rods place of residence was a done deal, he, the dog, furniture, silver ware, pool filled, all done. Jake steered him back and mentioned that, okay, but which home? Some of the residents might find it annoying if Kelcor, their mortgage holder, moved a man and his dog into what they thought of as their exclusive property. Jerry was very detail oriented but not when he believed he’d solved the situation, was onto a new topic so this return was slightly annoying. Again, it was Jake telling Jerry his fly was unzipped. “Jer….just tell me what you want donated or sold or whatever to Rod and I’ll take care of it but…you have to approve this, conversation after fucking isn’t something I want to present as your say so on whoever runs that place…assuming someone does. Here,” he fumbled around and found a note pad lifted from a hotel in Dubai, “just write ‘Rod, home, peace, give…then sign it.” Again, Jake got his zipper up. 

    The only problem I had wasn’t my problem at all; Cap liked Jerry well enough but…he was too aware of A. His money and, more importantly, B. I’d been there before he and I semi-paired off. Which irked him more? Depended on the day, if I’d just seen either of the guys and how he felt about life in general.

    One thing he wanted and was far beyond what he could get was me in perpetuity. He had me but….only if you could see the transitory permanence we had as good enough for him. Bottom line here was…I was a whore and he was a cop, the two cannot be put in the same equation and have it work out. Beyond that, and lets say I quit, confined myself only to the barber shop, how many hundred, maybe a thousand, men knew me, knew what I’d done mainly because I’d done it with them. Hell, I’d fucked or sucked a certain number of the guys assigned to him, the genie was out of the bottle, my tail was for sale, even if it quit being for sale that it had  been would linger on forever. In a very frightening, sober moment, he’d said he’d quit the force, we’d move a thousand miles away…that’s where I stopped him. Sure, we could move far, far away-Melbourne do it for you?-but it changed nothing. Plus, we both knew this. someone would see me on Flinders Street just walking along, remember me and….There was a rigidity to both our pasts that made the future…complicated. 

    Something I didn’t say….he loved being a cop, he gyrated to it, he was a pro, he could no more have given up being a cop than I could have had my cock removed; Some things are just attached in perpetuity and this was one of them. Like it or not he was….some years older than me-and I was in my early forties-but it still made a difference. The saving grace was that virtually all his friends were cops who expected him, as Captain, to be older, that’s what senior officers were, older. Retirement was a dirty word that was never, ever said but….the city while not making things hard and fast, had ‘suggested’ guidelines for when things like retirement might happen. He knew he’d had his last major promotion, he was at the salary cap limit so the only way for him to go…someday…was…out. As the King of Siam (okay, Yul Brynner in “The King and I) said, “It’s a puzzlement”.

     

    Jake called to announce Jerry had made him tour leader of real estate in Dove Valley for Rod so…be ready for a tour late Thursday after work, he’d pick us up. He did.

    “Jesus, Jake, the Rolls?”

    “Ever since we bought him that stupid Raptor, he won’t get out of it, the Rolls, the Jag….Herb is getting worried.” As keeper of the garage at Keller Tower, Herb was almost old maidish when it came to the cars, he called them vehicles, under his care. Jake had also said that Jerry lacked the skill it takes to really drive a pick up plus the Raptor was souped up….all in all, he, too, wished he go back to driving the Rolls but, for today, he was going to show Rod his new home-I wondered if Rod had any say in this?- and he was told to use the Rolls; All Real Estate Agents drove the fanciest cars they could afford and, with the Rolls, he’d maxed out that idea. 

    Rod, a little taken aback, plus Jake were in front, Clippers and I sat in the rear. I was grateful it was a cool day as Clippers, used to riding with the cops, liked to stick his head out the window however that let in a cool to cold stream, of air. If Clippers sat on me, he was warming even though I could not speak without getting a mouthful of dog fur. 

    The ‘burbs were not as far as I thought they’d be also this ‘burb didn’t match my idea of the polyglot places with six hundred homes in five styles, your choice of paint or siding. Jerry’s Dad had designed this so that it looked more like an organic neighborhood, one that had just evolved over time. What it must have looked like when it was first opened, even without the corpse and the unfortunate name, hard to say but now, with trees that were approaching maturity        manicured lawns, even repairs to cracks in the street, gave it the feeling of a very nice place, up scale, to live. 

    Mr. Keller Senior hadn’t gone for Beverly Hills but some combination of that only without the stranger architectural numbers that had been built; No Italian country home hunkered next to a strict tudor turreted semi-estate. Jake pulled up on the circular drive of quite a nice ranch style that looked like one of the older homes…but who could tell? Easy to see why his Dad had been sad when this didn’t work out as all had hoped. Now, of course, it was exactly what he had wanted only his son appreciated that. 

    “Well, Rod, here it is, home, personally selected for you by Jerry….he hopes you’ll like it and be happy here…come on in!!” We all sat without moving. I’d never seen his previous home, the one now being sold by his ex wife, but I sensed this was more. A Lot More. 

    “Jake, are you sure? Jerry wants to give me this? I’m kinda puzzled. This is a lot of house and that’s just the view from here. How big is it?”

    Jake tried to mumble a number but, impossible to do, “Five thousand some odd hundred square feet. Not including the basement or he garage.” He let that sink in, finding it wasn’t sinking, he added what he hoped would be a good selling point. “There’s a great pool, real deep end, custom designed…..” 

    “For one person?”

    “Thought you had kids? Jerry thought you had two or three kids….” I really wished Jerry had asked me several questions, one about children would have told him something, Rod’s fear of water was another…

    Jake gave it the old college try but even he was having trouble punching up his enthusiasm. “Wanta see the inside, it’s great. Already furnished.”

    Any neighbor watching would have seen three men exiting a very expensive car walking up to a large front door but looking as if behind that door was a noose for each. Even the dog seemed hesitant. Jake tried to make a show of throwing open the door but got snarled when the key wouldn’t come out of the lock dragging him in as the door languidly slid open; The only thing it didn’t do was creak. I had Clipper’s leash, even he was reluctant to cross the threshold. 

    Well, as Jake had said, it was decorated and beautifully; Hilary Farr from “Love it or List it” given all the money she wanted, couldn’t have done better. Rod made a noise that was between a swallow and a gulp. “Sure is nice.” No one seemed to be interested in going too far in, even Jake who, I supposed, had been in so he could lead the tour. 

    “Uhm, what’d ya like to see first? The kitchen? bedrooms? Man cave?…” I tried to help and pulling Clippers worked my enthusiasm to a full Watt and asked to see the man cave. Okay. Well, I was wrong, Jake had never been in this place, found it thanks to a very quiet GPS machine up front so when he arrived, he was as surprized as all of us, I wasn’t even now sure he’d even seen a picture. Typical of Jerry, this was a fine house, one he’d picked to please on the theory that it would please anyone but forgetting it was for one man and one dog. Even if he and Jake and I and six other people moved in, it would still seem like a cavern. 

    “Jake, this is really kind of Jerry, I’ll tell him myself but…”

    “Yeah, don’t worry, I’ll tell him, he’ll understand…” He had one last hurrah. “It is a place to stay until you find something permanent.” While that was true, the only way to make it better and even seem like a place to stay temporarily was put in a reception desk, add room service, a bar and coffee shop. Rod could rent the Master Suite which, I felt sure, was beyond comfortable…for one, even two people. Clippers didn’t quite count as a human although…..

    Again, when will I learn? “Jakes got a point, any port in a storm and this is some port. Better than bunking in with me…you never know, what if I wanted to bring home clients?” With the exception of Jake, no client had ever been in my place above the shop. Well, sure, the cops, the Cap but they didn’t officially count as ‘clients’ at least as I meant them. 

    “Hey, Matt, I’m sorry, I never even thought about you…it’s your home….”

    Ever feel like a heel? Lower than a snakes belly? Dumb? “Rod, that’s not what I meant just that…” I shut up, I could only make it worse. 

    Jake slapped his hands together, a sound that echoed back and forth. Even shocked him. “Well, lets head out, maybe find a saloon, have a drink…Matt, where’s that place you and I….” and that died on his lips. There was a bar that catered to guys in construction who were also gay. It was great for Jake, he’d also taken Jerry once but that proved an error-everyone knew him and his presence put a damper on the usual climate, it was one of respect for a man to whom many of the patrons owed their jobs. It also didn’t seem quite right for Rod, although Clippers, who could have a good time at an actuarial convention, would have loved all the guys. 

    Back in the car, Jake didn’t know quite what to do, where to go; His palatial apartment with Jerry didn’t seem right but neither did going back to the shop; Nothing there, sun had gone down, street lights on. “Any one want to grab a bite to eat before we….” That died. Before we what? Jake was a helluva nice guy but, usually, after a certain point, Jerry carried the social skills and graces. Absolutely lost as to what to do, he headed back to the shop and, just to kill time, took the long way. Two blocks away we found a cruise with Little Jeff and, without his latest heap, Bennie. We did the cop thing of facing two directions, opening the windows and yakking. 

     

    Light travels faster than sound so we saw the red mushroom surrounded by black clouds in the sky before we heard the ‘BOOM’. All of us did a version of Holy Shit/What the fuck/ Jesus S….and then bricks started to fall. Pieces of glass and right on the hood of Rolls, part of a barber chair. Jake floor boarded it until I grabbed him and told him to stop, even Jeff wasn’t moving. While debris was still raining down, best place was in the car, assuming the roof didn’t get crushed. 

    It seemed like seconds but maybe a minute went by until sirens of all sorts from all directions headed for the sound as well as the plume of fire in the sky. I think we all knew…Jeff yelled at us to stay put while he pulled around us and, slowly headed that way. A few minutes later, nothing had fallen so Jake slipped into drive and we followed Jeff, all the sirens not to mention the glow that looked as if it were clouds over an annoyed volcano. 

    Because we got there so soon was the only reason we got even near. The cops knew us, the fire guys did not and weren’t pleased to see three men and a dog pull up to a fire clearly not under control. Jake backed up to the extent that we were in nobody’s way, got out and just…watched. If you liked explosions and fires, this was going to make your list. If you were Rod and me…it was the end of an era. No one said it but that’s what we were watching. 

     

    For all the years the shop had stood, it was next to an abandoned bank that was on the corner. You could easily see where name sign had hung, maybe even a clock but that had been decades earlier. The only active businesses were Rods and, beyond my fence, an auto parts store which, I figured even before the fire was out, would move. All we ever knew or were told was that the shell of the bank was used occasionally for storage although of what and for whom….? Very infrequently at night I’d hear some noise, like sound of a truck but over time, we just stopped noticing it or caring about it; Maybe we should have been nosier. One thing, Rods Barber Shop was closed for good. 

     

    Later that evenining at Jerry’s on one of his monster screen televisions we had the pleasure (?) of watchijnhg it all over and over. The plethora of security cameras had captured it from every angle, some in astoundingly good color and sound. Off duty, Jeff, who told Skip where to find us, the Cap-who had momentarily had the shit scared out of him when he realized where all this was-it was Lucky Jeff could tell him all was well and a couple more of our cop buddies watched again and again. Early reports said that explosives used in mining had been stored there for years-the company who used them long ago out of business, but their tools of the trade were abandoned. Time and disintegration just took all of it to a point where it spontaneously  combusted and, well, we watched the result. On a couple of the local news shows, there was mention of the barber shop, two even had videos of the refuse that marked where it had been….but the one thing that survived, well, sort of, my fence. Wondered where I could move it or was I, like Rods, closed for good?

     


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  • My Pecs-Obsessed Boyfriend

    It seemed like it would be just another year, rid of any special excitement for Uni student Alex, who felt like it was his destiny to be perpetually bored. Same old friends, same old dorm, same old hobbies and classes, the new semester promised to be a continuation of the routine he had grown tired of. School in the morning, finished at noon, head home for a bit, return around 3, do some work on weekends, hang out with friends (which happened less and less as they became busier and busier every year, thanks to their unstoppable ambition and raging appetite for success, none of which Alex actually felt he had). As Alex was walking across campus, a frightening thought came across his mind: Will I feel like this forever? However jarring, the thought failed to break the monotony and Alex continued walking to his first class, feeling empty, contemplating, but still apreeciating the colorful fall scenery. It was something to put his mind off things.

    The first month of school seemed to confirm Alex’s fear. No matter how much he tried to enjoy life and be present, he still felt void of actual… Well… Joy. Things at school were going fine, he actually had some interesting classes, he didn’t have a falling out with anyone, but it was exactly that ‘fine’ that he was afraid of. He wanted something to shake things up, even if it was jarring, unexpected and made things ‘not fine’. You get what you wish for, or so they say, and his first encounter with uncertainty and excitement was meeting Jared. He’d seen Jared around, on campus, but this was the first year they actually had classes together. Tall, skinny, black hair, always in skinny jeans and oversized sweaters or loose tank tops, he thought about if he could imagine himself with a boy like that. However unrealistic deducing that only from looks was, it was the only thing he had to base his thoughts on. Until now. Jared didn’t talk much in class, but when he did, he was really confident and conscise in stating his point. He didn’t mumble, flip-flop on his opinions or state them when he didn’t have the proper information to back it up. When he had to explain a term or proccess, he would be sure to do it in a simple, but knowledgeable way that made it easy to understand for someone who had never heard of it. Alex really admired that. He tried his best in class, but sometimes his words just wouldn’t come out right. At one point, however unlike him this decision was, he became determined to get to know Jared better and try to get him into his friend group, because he liked to surround himself with people he felt brought a new point of view to his life. He also suspected Jared might be at least bi, if not gay, and it’s always great for likeminded people in the community to form bonds when there aren’t many of them around, Alex thought to himself. Also he thought Jared was super hot, and his smarts made him even hotter, so Alex didn’t give up on that option.

    It was a Wednesday. Around noon. Both Alex and Jared had finished their morning classes. Alex, excited to go through with his plan, saw Jared sitting on a bench outside one of the campus buildings and decided to approach him. He dressed kinda nice that day, had a bit of a stubble and did his hair in the morning a bit longer that usual. He wanted that nonchalant, just woke up like this look, the one that required getting up two hours earlier than usual. When he got to school, he realized the T-shirt he put on was a little tight, and it nicely showed off his toned pecs. His chest had just the right amount of flab-to-muscle ratio, so it looked great in a stretchy tee. He always unbottonen the top button on his shirts and tees, if there was one, so that made them ‘spill out’ a little more. Jared was sitting, looking at his phone, relaxed, so Alex deemed this the perfect opportunity to approach him.

    – Hi – he said – sorry, am I disturbing you?

    – No – Jared answered and laughed – not doing anything at the moment… Can I help you?

    – Well, kinda… Err… No – Alex was baffled at the stupid rom-com noises coming out of his mouth. Are you really doing this? He asked himself. – Well, I just wanted to say it’s really great to have you in class. I don’t know, I don’t know many like you and you always have something smart to say. Well, urm, not always, like you’re showing off or something – by this point, Alex was really beating himself up – but, like you pick the times you speak well and always say something insightful. I really admire that. – For a moment, Alex was proud of himself, I actually said all I wanted to say!, he thought to himself, but that feeling wouldn’t last long because of what he was about to nervously blurt out – Be my friend? – WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUCK???!!!, Alex thought to himself, Why would I say something as stupid as that, what am I, in third grade?! Even third graders are too mature for that kind of conduct! How can I be so stupi–

    – Sure, haha, wanna sit down? – said Jared, not at all phased by the phrase that started a methaphorical house fire in Alex’s mind.

    Alex sat down, in shock. The mind-elves were slowly but surely extinguishind the disaster that just took place. – You’re not put off by that garbage that just came out of my mouth? – he asked Jared.

    – Nah, I think it’s kinda cute. – Jared said to Alex’s surprise.

    After that, the conversation just flowed. Jared was nowhere near as intimidating as Alex thought, on the contrary, he was positively delightful. Alex felt like it was impossible to feel uncomfortable or unheard while talking to Jared, and made a point of talking to him as often as possible, and implementing some of Jared’s listening skills in his own conduct with others, hoping it would make more enjoyable communication. He didn’t want to bother Jared, but it seemed like the two of them never ran out of topics to discuss, from music, to the celebrities they liked, to activism and creative endeavors they were thinking of pursuing. They friendship had blossomed in the span of a month, and it seemed like it was just starting to develop.

    Alex wasn’t one to go out too much, but his friendship with Jared had expanded his horizons and gave him a new lease on life. He was hungry for some excitement. The end of October had come around, and Jared invited Alex to a Halloween party at his friends’ house. They were one of the few who were lucky enought to snag a rental near campus, so they had their own little haven where they could study in peace, hang out together, and throw killer parties at their whim. – You’ve just got to prepare yourself for the theme – Jared said. What is it?, Alex thought to himself – Slutty costumes.

    Alex would’ve hated the idea of dressing slutty a couple of months ago, but now, with his new-found freedom and cheery outlook on life, he only saw it as a fun challenge to himself. He even started making out with the guy in the costume shop he went to in the dressing room, a hot tan Brazillian who was feeling him up the whole time. While Alex was glancing at his watch to see if he’d make it to his afternoon classes on time, the guy was passionately kissing him and playing with his tits, his hand under Alex’s shirt. He even made Alex put on a sexy Spartan warrior costume, the top of which was a harness with leather details that pushed his pecs up and made his nipples perk up even more. Alex jerked the guy off and gave him a blowbjob in the dressing room stall, not minding the high-cut curtain that left little to the imagination if someone were to walk by. A sweaty boy on his knees in a skimpy Spartan costume and a guy standing, clutching the curtain and a hook on the other side of the wall, silently moaning from pleasure dind’t really need explaining.

    The next day he went to get his hair dyed purple, ushering in this new, bold and carefree period of his life. Alex the super-slut!, he joked in his head, but he certainly was hungry for a good fuck.

    It was the night of the party, and Alex was getting ready at his dorm. His roomates were already out, pre-gaming for the night. He put a lot of thought into his costume: he was going as slutty futuristic warrior prince. He bought a couple costume packs and mixed and matches the pieces from them, as well as customized some of them. He had on: tights, ripped in that sexy, post-battle stretched-out-rips-kinda-way, sleek boots, long arm sleeves attached with halters to his sleeveles high-neck zip up vest, that would put his pecs perfectly on display if unzipped, and gun and ammunition holsters attached all across his body from various warrior/soldier/policeman costume packs. One was, of course, on his thigh, accentuanting his toned legs made bare by the almost inexistend perforated tights. He had a cod piece on for good measure. He really liked this costume: covered up, but skin tight and available for any naughtiness he desired. He put on his long black jacket and headed out, but not before quaffing his newly purple hair for a sexy messy look.

    The night was dark, and on his way to the party he tried to curb his excitement for what his gay ass, spilling out of thin tipped spandex, would experience tonight.

    When he arrived, the party was already live and everyone was dancing and making out. Jared’s friends really had no bounds, so there were girls and guys of every preference in there. Jared had on a tight Nightwing suit with rips in it, most of which were on his thigh and one around his armpit, but the one that caught Alex’s attention was one strategically placed around Jared’s nipple, making his tight pec bulge out and reveal the pink, perky and puffy nip. He and Alex kinda matched with this riped superhero/warrior suit thing.

    Jared looked great. His wide chest and shoulders and sleek, tall physique really stood out in his costume, which was a misterious black and dark blue. Coincidentally, Alex went for similar colors, dark grey with blue boots. Those colors made their costumes seem pretty realistic and well-thought-out. If there was a contest, let’s just say they’d have a good chance of winning it.

    – Hi! – Alex greeted Jared, trying to be loud enough that he’d hear him over the music.

    – Hi! You look really good! – Jared answered back – Hey, there’s someone I want you to meet…

    Jared took Alex over to a seating area that hiss friends set up from all the chairs in the house. – This is the guy I was talking to you about! I think you two will really hit it off. – Jared said.

    – Oh, yeah, I remember – said Alex – but won’t it be kinda weird, me just going up to him?

    – No, I showed him your picture – Jared went on – and he really, REALLY likes you… Like, he’ll be overjoyed if you introduce yourself to him.

    – Well, I guess I’ll give it a try… – Alex said as he reluctantly started to approach the stranger.

    He couldn’t see that well in the dim lighting, but the boy he was approaching, who had wild and curly short brown hair, a killer body and sexy beard, would be someone he would be spending a lot of time with in the future… And have a pretty wild encounter with tonight.

    To be continued…

  • Nothing succeeds like success

    The evening was getting dreary. I peered out of the window for a short while. I could see the dusk set in. The evening rush of cars with headlights and tail lights moving out of the IT park through the narrow lanes made the impression of a computer game. I looked back again at the discussion that was going on in the board room. The real estate client meeting was supposed to end at 4 pm after the deal was closed, but it was 6.45 pm and the closure was nowhere in sight. I looked at my boss Hitesh Waswani, who was strenuously putting on an act of excitement, but the clients were simply not budging. I had lost interest in the discussion an hour ago when it became clear that the clients were only ready to pay one fourth of the negotiated amount. But Hitesh’s verve in spite of the bad tiding was noteworthy. I could not hide my boredom any longer. Suddenly, Hitesh turned to me and spoke firmly. Almost all the crosstalk in the room had come to a standstill.

    “Ravi, what is your opinion about finalising this deal for Rs27-lakh. Will we be able to pull it off with our subcontractors. Just take that into account and give me your opinion”, Hitesh asked me pointedly. He had exasperation in his voice. I like such situations which can quickly unsettle the client who have been negotiating for three hours.

    “No, sir. We will not be able to do this deal for Rs27-lakh. Our costs for three months would be more than Rs43-lakh”, I said with alacrity. For a few seconds there was complete silence. I tried hard to hide my expectations. I could see the four officials representing the client firm shift in their seats. Finally, their chief spoke slowly and deliberately.

    “Then I think we would settle for Rs50-lakh as our last and final offer. It is take it or leave it”, Arun Kamath, chief technical officer of the real estate company said. It was our turn to stay quiet for a while to conceal any excitement. Hitesh pulled a long face almost as if he is going to refuse the offer. But I knew what was in store as we have been playing this tango for months now with so many of our clients. He also spoke slowly and deliberately.

    “After having spent so much time in this negotiation I don’t think we should let this offer just pass. So, I think we would also be happy to close this deal for Rs50-lakh”, he said. Arun Kamath could not hide his excitement any longer. He sprung from his seat to shake hands with Hitesh even before I had consented to the deal. He was beaming. The rest of the lot in the board room looked at me to check if I had any conditions to add.

    “Well, it will be Rs50-lakh plus 18 per cent GST”, I said as if it was all over and got up to shake hands with Arun. He stiffened for a moment, then when I held his hand he relented with a smile.

    “I like your attitude. If Arun ever sacks you from your job you can always come to me”, he said with a guffaw. Arun was looking embarrassed but he also joined everyone else in the unrestrained laughter. Suddenly all the stress had relieved from everyone’s face. Our colleagues from the other side of the glass wall of the board room were looking at us with a lot of expectations. I just winked at one of them. In less than five seconds the board room was filled with soft strumming of guitar which was also the usual piped music after a deal is struck in the office. It was all well choreographed.

    When success breeds success

    A couple of bellboys shuffled into the room holding tall glasses of beer. The sight of beer in glasses with condensation completely changed the mood. Everyone spoke to the other shaking hands, rubbing shoulders and the talk centred around the long weekend. I excused myself to go to the washroom. I could see a couple of my team members also follow me to the washroom. When about six of my colleagues entered the washroom and the door closed behind them I pulled off my tie and spoke with unrestrained pomp and glory.

    “We have met our target for this month with just one client. And I think we will be able to double our income by the month-end”, I said.

    Everyone in the company knew that my team was the highest grosser for the last seven months and I was slated to be a senior partner by the end of the year. The youngest Senior Partner in the industry. Almost all my team members came and hugged me. They also knew that their salaries would go up 100 per cent this year after appraisal. That was my promise to them if we surpassed the target every month. We spoke for a long while even as more and more people joined us in the loo. There was excitement in the air. The clients were excited because they got the deal at one-half the price they had budgeted for, even as the deliverables that we promised were incomparable to what anyone in the industry would.

    In about half hour our clients left and I and Hitesh went to see them out at the parking lot. That was rare, but this kind of a deal was also rare for a start-up like us. When I was back in my office I phoned a few of my friends to celebrate the evening. But most of them turned down the offer to drink in a pub or have a late dinner. I removed my jacket and placed it on the backrest of my chair. I sat on my chair disappointed that I had no one to celebrate with. Almost an hour passed. Even Hitesh left after getting a little tizzy with six glasses of beer and vacuous self-promotion.

    The guard came in to tell me that everyone has left for home and I was the only one in the office. I told him I will stay late so he cannot leave for home. He was cheerful and didn’t show any disappointment for the late duty. I stood at my table to clear all the papers. After about 10 minutes the guard was back again. He asked me if he can watch the TV in the reception area. He had rolled down the shutters. I nonchalantly agreed. My mind was far away planning my next move in Hyderabad. I knew I would have to travel to Hyderabad twice this month.

    Then suddenly there was a knock on the door. The guard was back again to check if I needed to buy dinner.

    Starting to make a pass

    “Sir, there is a new Punjabi dabba which has been opened just across the street. You like street food so I wanted to ask you if you would like to order from there. He also makes good Kerala parantha”, the guard said. I looked at him for a long while. Then it struck me that after such a long and successful day why should I just go home and sleep. Shouldn’t I be celebrating?

    “Did you have your dinner?” I asked the guard with slight discomfiture. I was hoping I was not getting too informal.

    “No, sir. I have not brought my dabba from home and I would be having the same as you do”.

    “Oh, is it? Do you think the food is made clean because I have a sensitive stomach”, I said not knowing if my Hindi was right when talking about human anatomy.

    “Oh yes, sir. They make it clean. That Sardar has six children and they all eat what they make in that dabba. I have had it so many times. It is also relishing”.

    “Ok, then order for both of us. I am celebrating today. We did a good deal with the customers who came here. They are also quite happy”, I said.

    “Yes sir, I know you are quite happy today. Everyone in the office was talking about you”.

    I didn’t want to speak to the guard about the deal as I was over with it. Now we needed to deal with the delivery issues. So I thought of making this informal.

    “Do you drink?” I asked him.

    “Yes, sir I usually drink beer with friends”.

    “But today I am planning to have single malt. It is whiskey and it is very smooth”.

    He looked a little confused about agreeing to have whiskey with me.

    “Don’t worry, it is really good and I will take care if there is any problem”, I said not knowing what I meant.

    “Okay, sir”, he said and waited for a moment before continuing.

    “Should I bring the glasses?”

    “Oh, yes, wash and bring two glasses. I have the whiskey here in the refrigerator”.

    The guard quickly turned away and before I could get the bottle of whiskey to the table he was back with two glasses. I poured a large for both of us and filled the glasses with ice. We raised a toast for our successful careers and then gulped down the drink together in one go. He was good at it though he was doing it the first time. I have been drinking whiskey on the rocks for the last 15 years since my college days. He shook his head in the after-effects of the neat whiskey and extended the glass for more. I poured another large in both the glasses, filled them with ice. He took it and again gulped it in one go. Now he looked quite shaken by the drink. I just sipped my drink and pretended not to be aware of his condition. Finally, he blurted out in a loud voice.

    “That is the best drink I have had in my whole life. It is incredibly good”.

    I only smiled at his appreciation. That’s what all of us would say when we have single malt for the first time. He extended his glass again for a refill. I poured an extra-large. I didn’t have to put any ice in his glass as the earlier pack was still filled to the brim. But I restrained him from gulping down the whole drink. He now sat back manspreading on the couch. I gave him a long look. He as dark and his facial features were striking. He was natural well-built almost like those manual labourers. But there was some strange kind of vibes in the room which was turning me on. I was not sure if it him or the drink which was responsible. He must be in his early 20s. I asked about it.

    “What is your age?”

    “Oh, I am 24 though I look much older.”

    “You don’t look one day older than 24, dear!”

    He gave me a sharp look at the choice of my words. I pretended not to pay attention to such small indiscretions. I could feel that I was breathing faster almost panting. This young guard was sexually arousing me. But I was not sure if he was feeling the same. If he cared to notice my erection was clearly visible. So I regretted removing my jacket. I have had bisexually orgies with friends for over ten years but it was never one-on-one sex with a male friend. Nature’s ways with sex have always taken me by surprise. Today was another unprecedented event. 

    “By the way, what is your name and where do you hail from?” I asked trying hard at my Hindi. He now started to speak to me in perfect English.

    “My name is Krishna but most friends call me Locky. I am from Orissa. I completed my MBA after graduation. But last year I had to run away from home and come to Bangalore because I had an affair with a girl. Both my parents and her parents were against the affair. So I decided to leave all of them behind”.

    His name as ‘Locky’ seemed to be an accent issue. 

    “Oh, you are as interesting as you look. And you told the whole story even without me asking for it. My name is Ravi Menon. I have also completed my MBA from Mumbai after graduation in IT. But tell me why are you working as a security officer if you have done your graduation and MBA. And your English is better than mine”.

    “I could not get any better job when I turned up in Bangalore. I even had to starve for 3 days before I got this job. I took some advance money from Sourabh, our HR chief. He paid me Rs3,000 for my upkeep till I got my first salary and deducted that sum from my salary”.

    I started to like Lucky’s forthright attitude and his openness to tell the whole story rather than tidbits. 

    “Oh, you don’t seem to stop surprising me. Sourabh knows your story? He never mentioned this to me. I and Sourabh have been close friends. We even drink together every weekend.  I could have put you in a better position if I knew that you were a graduate and MBA holder”.

    “Almost the whole office knows about it. Can you tell me if I will get a raise from my current salary? I am paid Rs23,000 while other guards get Rs17,000 all because Sourabh wants to acknowledge the fact that I am an MBA.”

    “Sure you could, you actually should start working in the admin from next month and your salary in the probationary period itself will be more than Rs34,000. You will have to go through three months’ probation. Is that okay with you?”

    “Absolutely, sir. I have been trying with so many people here to get a better position because my roommates back in Belandur laugh at my job. It is ashaming to tell anyone my job”.

    His voice trailed off as I was thinking about speaking to Sourabh and any hurdle that could come in my way before promising Lucky the job. Sourabh has been a good friend but I have never given him any professional advice before. I didn’t know how Sourabh will react if I asked him about taking Lucky in the admin department. We were badly in need of people in that department. Lucky waited for a full minute. Then I spoke with a tinge of uncertainty.

    “Let me speak to him tomorrow and check if he can do something about you.”

    “Sir, can you please do it for me. I am desperate. I don’t feel like going back to my roommates in the evening as they mock at my position everyday after drinking”.

    I looked at Lucky sharply. He seemed desperate though he was also little tipsy. He had manly features, and he did not even look like a bisexual. Or was my gaydar getting it wrong today. I sized him up from top to bottom. Lucky had a broad chest and his package between his legs also looked impressive. I didn’t know why he had kept his legs apart as if to advertise his package. He was short in height but his legs were proportionately longer. His thighs were large and his dark green pants bulged widely because of his thighs.

    I picked up my phone and dialed Sourabh’s number. Usually for such conversations I would have walked out of the room to speak to Sourabh in private. But I was not going to take no for an answer though Sourabh has an image in office that he is a difficult man. Within about four minutes I had convinced Sourabh that Lucky was perfectly fit for the admin probationary officer’s job. Sourabh was surprisingly cool about the idea, probably because he was himself under pressure to get someone, and he knew Lucky quite well. I wasn’t sure about the causes but I couldn’t care less.

    One thing leads to another

    When I put my phone back in my jacket on the chair I saw Lucky was beaming. He got up to give me a hug. I also got up and held him in my arms. His breath was smelling of whiskey.  I didn’t release my grip on him and he did not try to move away. I held him for almost two minutes. I strangely started to get a hard on. And I was also tipsy. I first kissed his eyes, then his nose and chin. He had his eyes closed. I didn’t know if I could kiss his lips. Is he too drunk or is he just pretending to enjoy my embrace. I wasn’t sure. Slowly his left hand moved down to my arse. He pressed my arse. It was a manly squeeze. Then his left hand started to move further around my waist. He clutched my groin tight. I don’t wear an underwear and both my dick and balls could feel his hands.

    “Sir, I fell in love with you since I joined here. One of the reasons why I did not leave for a better job was because I was enamoured with your looks and your behaviour towards everyone in the office. You always treat people as equals. I really love you for that”.

    Do people start to say the truth after drinking? I started to kiss him. I never knew I would ever get sexually aroused by someone in the office but this 24-year old guy was incredibly good. He had fairly good looks. He was shorter than me, he was dark, but naturally well-built. I moved my hands all over his body over his shirt and pants even as I held him in my arms. I had a full fledged erection. I could also feel he had one but not as vigorous as mine. My pants had spreading marks of precum already. I made Lucky sit down on the sofa and then spoke in a soft voice. I was still standing in front of him with his face at the level of my groin. 

    “Can you suck me? I might cum fast. I haven’t had sex for the last one month and I am also desperate for a different reason”.

    Lucky smiled sheepishly. He started to undo my belt. I straightened my legs so that the pants will fall off if he opened the button and the fly. And bang, the pants fell off and my hardened dick softly hit his cheeks. It was already wet. Lucky started to lick it as if he knew exactly how to go about it. I was on cloud nine. He was sucking softly and slowly. Probably he knew if he sucked harder I would come in less than five seconds. I undid his top two shirt buttons and then pull the shirt above his head along with the banian.

    He had a fabulous body. It was very rustic — dark and oily. He didn’t smell of sweat or any body odour. That was surprising. I made him stand to remove his pants. He was wearing a red underwear which was old and had frayed at the edges near his big thighs. We both were wearing leather shoes so I did not bother to remove the pants completely, in case someone came in or if we had to suddenly scoot. Usually in such situations your survival instincts kick in. I kissed his ear pinna and then started to lick it. Then I softly whispered into the ear.

    “Why don’t you lock the front glass door just in case anyone came in”.

    “Don’t worry sir, I have not just closed the glass door put pulled down the shutters also”.

    I could not hold it any longer. I laid him on his back on the sofa and started to kiss his lips and then move down. In about two minutes of vigorous licking I had reached his navel. He had short tufts of hair, and with the dark skin the hair was not even visible clearly. I licked his pubic area. His dick was as upright as mine but a little bigger. The mushroom head of his dick was bluish-pink but there was no precum. It also didn’t taste of any precum. I took his dick’s mushroom head in my mouth for a short while lest he would also cum quickly. We both wanted this moment to last forever.

    Then I went further down licking his balls. I licked for a few minutes and I noticed it had started to hang further down. Probably the heat of my saliva was loosening his balls. Lucky had never shaved his pubic region and I thought probably during the weekend I could do it for him. I loved manscaping, and I do it with lot of love with the best material available in the market known as Perron Rigot.

    I then went down further to lick his arse. Lucky had his eyes closed as if in a trance. He lifted both his legs and held them tight over his chest. I could see his beautiful arse hole with short hair at the entrance. I massaged the arse hole with my middle finger without entering. He didn’t seem to mind at all. Rather he seemed to be ready for my finger poke. I spat on his arse hole with lot of saliva. It was glistening in the bright office light. I licked some back into my mouth and then spat again. His arse hole started to open by itself as if instinctively to my finger massage and licking. I slowly inserted my right middle finger into it. I took it out when I saw a little bit of resistance. I could hear Lucky moan. I looked up to see if he was in pain. Usually if the hair around the arse hole is not shaved the hair can get pulled in when you insert your finger and that can be painful. But Lucky still seemed to be in a trance. He was moaning louder. He blurted out a few words.

    “Put your finger in deeper. I love you, darling. Put your finger in”.

    The hard core of love-making

    I spat again on his arse hole. Coconut oil would have been better but in the office you can’t find that. I pushed my right middle finger inside again. This time the whole finger went inside easily. I spat again on the opening with my finger inside. I slowly then pulled out my finger. Lucky again was telling me not to remove the finger. Now I put my forefinger and the middle finger at the same time. I could see he had noticed the increase in thickness. He was enjoying the pain. I could even get the smell of shit which made me spit more saliva into his arse hole. In another minute I had put three of my right fingers into his arse hole. Lucky was certainly a virgin, but love-making came naturally to him. I wondered how much girls would have enjoyed sex with him.

    I knew all this was being caught in the CCTV camera just near my cabin door. But I also knew that no one really went through hours of footage unless there was some kind of felony committed for which we needed to check the footage. And Lucky himself was the boss in the matter. I didn’t know what would happen when he joined the admin team next month. Then perhaps I wouldn’t be able to have sex in the office. Well, that was for another day. He was moaning so loud almost rhythmical to my finger push as if it was some kind of hip-hop music. He again started to say something in the midst of his moaning.

    “Sir, can you put your dick into my arse. I am really loving this. Can you please do that sir”.

    I was any way ready for that as my dick was throbbing after an hour of excitement ready to thrust into any hole. I nodded at him and said softly, “let me try”.

    I removed my fingers from his arse hole and stretched his legs. His whole body had become so flexible after the one hour act. His body temperature was also unusually high. I slowly turned him around in the sofa. The moment Lucky stopped moaning I could feel the eerie silence in the room. I thought to myself, how much noise we make when we enjoy sex. I massaged his back for some time as my hands went down his arse. He just turned his head towards me and spoke in a harsh tone which was very unlike him.

    “Sir, please mount on me. I want your dick inside me. This is the best sex I ever have had”.

    I liked his choice of words. I slowly mounted his back and gave him a wet kiss on his neck. He started moaning softly again. I have never fucked a guy before and didn’t know how to enter an arse because his arse cheeks had completely covered his arse hole. My dick was throbbing and frantically searching for the hole.

    “Sir, separate the cheeks and shove your dick in. Do it fast sir, I can’t wait”.

    Lucky’s desperation was evident. He had even given up on his polite behaviour now. I knew it would get rough if I did not serve him the way he wanted it. I slid down from his body. He kneeled on the floor with his pitch dark well-shaped arse ready for my assault. I kneeled behind him, leaned on him with my dick trying to drive a wedge in his arse. I pressed his chest with both my hands. Lucky seemed to genuinely enjoy gay sex so much that I wondered if he ever tried all these stunts with a girl.  Then he slowed bend forward stretching his arse hole even as he separated his legs. I bend down and spat on his arse hole after separating his arse cheeks. His arse hole was red, almost blood-shot. I did not know if it was because I had fingered him or because he was excited. I spat a lot of saliva on my dick and slowly inserted it between the arse cheeks.

    I was surprised that my dick went into the hole smoothly without any resistance. I then started to pump into him holding him tightly bend over the sofa. He started to moan loudly like never before. I looked up at the time on the wall clock. It was close to 8 pm. I was sure that the whole building would be empty at this hour. Lucky could as well moan loud with the doors and windows open and not a soul would notice. He shifted his position every now and then. I didn’t know if it was pain or discomfiture. I did not ask him about it as I was getting ready to cum. In another 10 minutes I started to ejaculate inside his arse.

    The moment Lucky knew that I was cumming, he quickly pulled himself apart and my dick was left hanging with a lot of cum and Lucky’s shit over it. It was also smelling of shit now. That made us both to spit on my dick at the same time. He quickly turned around and started sucking my cock which was still cumming its last few drops. But he had not swallowed the cum. It appeared as if his mouth was full of my cum. I had not had sex or masturbated for the last one month and the whole lot was too much for him to handle. I thought he would throw up but he did not.

    He suddenly pushed me back and I fell over with my legs bend at the knee. He mounted on me still moaning under his breath. His dick was erect like a rock. I thought he was going to fuck me now. But his face was close to mine even as his hands had impaled my head to the floor. His legs were spread over my legs and he had a wild instinctive hard look on his face. No one could recognise him as Lucky any more. He started to kiss me after holding me under his weight and strength. He was certainly more powerful than I was at that moment. I knew I could do nothing as his animal instincts had taken over. It was written all over his face. I lay there immobile without daring to move. I wanted to know what he was up to.

    Lucky was lying over me holding my face straight with both his hands, his torso over mine and his legs making sure that I won’t escape. He then started to kiss me with all the cum and shit from his mouth flowing into mine. I was completely paralysed. I tried avoiding his mouth as the saliva, the cum and the shit were mixed well in his kiss. But he would have none of it. He thrust his mouth into mine and spat the whole thing into my mouth. My jaws were closed and there was no chance that he could open my mouth to spit all that into my mouth, but his kiss was ferocious. I could taste my cum and his shit, as slowly his tongue started to play in my closed mouth. I was still trying to keep my mouth tightly shut but by now his fingers were exploring my mouth. Almost half of the cum, the shit and the saliva was already inside my mouth.

    The taste was strange — my cum tasted like coconut water, his shit tasted like decayed food and his saliva was salty. But Lucky seemed to enjoy the taste. I knew the only way to get out of the his control was to talk him out of it. I suddenly turned my head sideways and spat on the floor. It was almost a glass full. It was brown in colour. I was worried about jaundice now. A few years ago I had licked a friend’s arse passionately but was waylaid for over four months with jaundice.

    I turned my head again to spit but he held my head straight up and pressed my cheeks with his right hand fingers. He was certainly more powerful than me. The pain was unbearable. I opened my mouth to relieve the pain. He immediately spat another glass full of his liquid into my open mouth. Again I turned sideways and spat on the floor. The whole liquid mess on the floor was now flowing inwards of my collar and hair. Lucky was still not ready to leave me. He was kissing me furiously. I knew that even if I tried not to swallow the mess a lot had already entered my system. He was enjoying my plight. He seemed to be having a fetish for sex slave, I thought. Finally I spoke slowly but firmly.

    Men in love

    “Lucky, get up and I will give you a blow job. But first I have to wash my mouth”. The saliva from my mouth was still flowing out from the sides and he was licking my face and taking in the mess. I continued, “Lucky, you will get sick if you do that”.

    Lucky smiled and kept licking my cheeks. He spoke but his desperation was still there.

    “Sir, I love you so much. I never thought sex with you will be so good. Now go and wash your mouth. You will have to give me a blow job. My dick is about to explode”.

    I moved him sideways and slid from under him. I got up with a lot of strain and slowly walked to the washroom. After about five minutes I came back wearing a new pair of jeans and T-shirt. I had a shower. He was still lying on the floor holding his erect dick. I spoke to him with some surprise in my voice. 

    “Did you cum? I can see that you still have an erection”.

    Lucky contained a guffaw.

    “Please sir, suck my cock now. This is the best thing I have ever done. I waited for almost a year for this, but I never knew it would be so good. I have fucked at least a dozen girls but nothing comes in comparison to this. I love and owe you so much”.

    I bend down and removed both his hands from his dick. I started to suck him. His dick was much harder than mine. It was a stone and almost hurting my gums. I could get hurt if he swung at me with his dick. I continued sucking him, the fresh taste of precum was exhilarating. I licked his balls and again licked his arse hole. It still tasted of my cum and his shit. I couldn’t care less any more. Even as I was exploring his arse hole he pulled my hair to make my mouth come near his dick. Again, his voice was rough.

    “Suck my cock, darling. Come on, quick. I can’t stand it any longer. My balls are aching”.

    I sucked his cock for more than ten minutes. Just as I was about to go down to his balls his dick started to throb wildly. I knew he was close to climax. He was breathing heavy, moaning, holding my head with both the hands unusually tight as if to rip apart my head. Finally when he came it was also almost a glass full like mine. The cum was as hot as his body temperature. It was thicker than mine and tasted exactly like coconut flower. I savoured the taste in mouth for a long time and then licked his entire dick length and balls clean. His cum was so tasty and I licked every bit of it. If a medical test was done on him at that time there would be no sign of any cum anywhere near his dick and balls. I got up and moved to the bath again. When I was back after about ten minutes I was shocked to see that Lucky had changed to informal clothes after a shower and also cleaned up the floor. There was no sign of anything that happened just minutes ago.

    “Lucky, go pick up my clothes from the washroom and put them in the washer-drier before anyone finds out. Also delete three hours from the camera footage of all cameras in the office immediately”.

    “Yes, sir, I have already done that”, he said pointing to his notebook on the table. I raised my eyebrows as if in an act and said, “I am already impressed by your efficiency. You have passed the test for the admin department job!”

    Lucky was suddenly tentative in his speech almost as if he was trying to say something that he wasn’t so sure of. 

    “Sir, I am sorry for being rough with you when we were having sex. I don’t know why I am like that. When I enjoy the sex I become a monster. I am really sorry. I won’t even mind getting another job if you take offence at my behaviour. I am absolutely sorry”.

    “Are you saying you have never behaved like this before?”

    “Only once before when I had sex with a girl for the first time in school when I was in ninth standard”.

    “Oh, that only proves that we are best of friends, darling. I simply don’t mind because I enjoyed every moment of it. Now let’s go home. I have to cook and I am expecting friends at my place for a late night drinking session, but I am not sure”.

    I had forgotten about the dabba food which Lucky was to order for. And he too seemed to have forgotten about it after the eventful evening. Lucky was still in a daze. I didn’t remind him about it. I needed to think about the consequences of having sex with a man in the office. My whole career could come crashing down.

    “Thank you so much for being considerate, sir. I thought I will lose my job and more importantly, I would lose you”.

    “I promise you, we will be best of friends for life”.

    I kissed his forehead to bid him good bye. “I will see you on Monday with Sourabh. I am not letting you go anywhere far from me”, I said with a wink and turned to leave. I knew he would lock my room and leave in about ten minutes. But Lucky pulled me and held my face with both hands and kissed me on my lips for a long time. I could taste his saliva. His kiss was always so wet. I could sense my erection coming on again. I pressed my hand on his trouser to check if he was having the same. Not surprisingly his dick was also hard. I turned to leave before his animal instincts took over again.

    **************


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  • The Swimming Pool

    After our fun at the pool we were all very much exhausted and very hungry. Brad went for a shower and then started to make something to eat. While he was in the kitchen the rest of us also went and showered, separately, I might add. My son Ian and I were a bit tentative around each other as bearing in mind we had never touched each other sexually or even seen each other naked before today. None of us had bothered to put any clothes on after our showers.

    After we had eaten Brad announced that he and his son Mark were going for a nap and proceeded to Brad’s bedroom leaving the door wide open. It was not long before I heard moans coming from the room and when I looked in I saw Mark flat on his back with Brad’s lips clamped to one of his nipples which was being sucked hard causing Mark to moan , which was the noise  I had heard.

    Ian had also heard the moaning and had come to investigate. I felt his warm body next to mine and noticed he had sported an erection at the sight of Brad and Mark on the bed. My own cock was now fully hard and I couldn’t  resist stroking it making it wet with pre-cum. Ian was watching me and slipped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer.

    Brad turned Mark onto his side facing away from him and spooned into his back. Brad stroked all over Mark’s chest and pinched his nipples a couple of times. Brad slipped his hand between the two of them and took hold of his own wet cock and caressed Mark’s crack with it.

    Mark lifted his leg and moved it back to drape it over his dads hip leaving his hole exposed and in full view of myself and Ian standing there watching. I took hold of Ian’s cock and held it loosely. Rubbing my thumb over the oozing  piss slit. I lubricated the tip with its own juices and felt it spasm as I did so.

    As we watched, Brad lubricated Mark’s hole and slipped his cock inside slowly pushing it in as far as he could. Brad wrapped his arm around his sons waist and rolled onto his back pulling Mark with him.

    He now had Mark’s back, full length, against his chest enabling Brad access to every part of his front. It was a wonderful sight with Mark laying  there totally exposed, legs wide open with his dad’s big cock nestled firmly into his love shute.

    I pushed Ian forward towards the bed indicating that he should join in. I walked forward with him and placed his hand on Brad’s cock which was moving slowly in and out of Mark’s hole. Ian was caressing both of their cocks and sets of balls making them both moan.

    I pushed Ian onto the bed between two pairs of legs and took hold of his cock and rubbed it up and down the base of Brad’s cock making it slick. I pushed Ian forward again and indicated that he should also push  his cock into Mark’s hole. It was a bit of a struggle at first but he managed it. Mark was now being double fucked and enjoying every minute of it.

    Ian’s virgin hole was there for the taking so I dipped my head forward and took a long lick over his balls, along his taint and into his hole. Ian gave out a gasp as my tongue probed him deeper working my spit well into his now gaping hole. I teased his ring with the tip of my finger before pushing it in to the first knuckle. I pushed deeper until my finger was all in and used a circular movement to get Ian used to it.

    Now came the next challenge. I started to insert a second finger which caused Ian to clamp his ring around my digits. I told him to relax and after a few seconds he did enabling me to push both fingers all the way in. I started finger fucking him and after a while he was pushing his arse back against my fingers moaning quietly.

    I gave him a few moments to get used to it before extracting my fingers and putting the tip of my cock against his hole. I gave a firm push and the tip of my cock popped in. Ian cried out in pain but Mark grabbed hold of his head and kissed him passionately helping him to relax.

    I pushed forward up to the hilt and felt my balls caress his taint. I started to work my cock faster our balls slapping together as I did so.

    My doing this I was pushing Ian’s cock into Mark’s hole ever further which started a chain reaction. Al three of us were now  fucking each other for all we were worth. We were going like jackhammers. The boys were moaning loudly between Mark and myself, hands and lips were  working overtime giving as much pleasure to another person as possible.

    Mark screamed ‘I’m cumming’  and we all speeded up even more and came within seconds of each other. There was no mess until we pulled out from each other and the spunk began to flow, especially from Mark who had had a double load.

    We all collapsed on the bed with a lot of kissing and fondling before taking another shower, this time together. I had fun cleaning my cum from Ian’s hole with my finger and he enjoyed me doing it.

    By the end of that day we had all been double fucked, a first for myself and Ian. Ian and I went to slept together, sore but very content. The next day there was no sex, except touching and kissing as we had to get the smell of all that sex out of the house before the girls returned home.

    It was not long before us boys organised a camping trip away. Four of us in one tent WOW…


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