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  • Two Centaurs and Their Son

    Brett and Beau watched the track meet but, in actuality, they watched their son, Tommy. No one ran as he did, had the endurance, taught him by his Centaur fathers, had the leg strength, no one. In the end, he got three first places and not one bit of applause from anyone save his Dads. Hard to walk down from the podium like that, Second and Third place winners were mugged by their family you’d be forgiven if you thought they were the champions, had set one not just school or district record but state record. So he stood there, holding his cups, the sashes around his shoulders trapped by people so anxious to greet their sons and so anxious…well, as he heard one father say to his son, “Aw, he don’t mean anything, just a fag who fucks horses…”.

    Brett went to the podium, reached up his arms, took his son in them then swung him around so he was mounted on his broad, strong back. Neither said anything, just trotted off towards Beau. Stone faced Beau. Angry Beau. This was not the first time his fathers had been used as a weapon of hate and the joke was…just not real funny, because of Tommy, the whole team won the event. But the others could overlook that for, in their eyes, they, not Tommy, had won it. Now looking across the field seeing him slumped over a strong stallion Centaur, they spat on the ground, thought to themselves what did they have but a kid with a hole and a mouth, fuck and suck, that must be his only use to them.

    Of course, there’s always a parallax view, sometimes obvious, sometimes almost less than a reflection from a rapidly drying up pond….but it was there and views are for people so a man saw this one and thought. Fighting his way through the people who congratulated the coach on this great victory, Bill Cole wanted to wretch. Yeah, he’d coached the team but he hadn’t won the match, few of their shitheads had either, that honor belonged to Tommy whom, he could see, was on the back of his father leaving the field. He chased after them….

    “Brett, Beau, hang on….wanta talk to you guys and of course, our man, Tommy, just stop for a minute.” They did. During the grim time when, on Aegis suggestion, Tommy had gone back and worked on the ranch where they’d almost killed him once, Bill had taken to hanging out with the two big Centaurs, easier to share their fears, concerns with someone who also had them and so…they’d become good friends, in another parlance, bonded. Some weekends when it was cold and Bill was especially frightened, he’d show up, sleeping bag slung over his back and wondered if, well, just maybe, if it wouldn’t bother them…Found himself  pulled through the door so vast it almost left a vacuum where he’d stood. He was so used to them, being there that as he garbled what he didn’t know quite how to say, he was stripping, accepting a mug of their good…well…whatever it was. Getting hugged by the owners, glad to see him….any news of….none of them ever finished the sentence for they knew the answer. But just being with them, somehow, calmed him and, though he wasn’t to know it, calmed them. Bill was their closest, most real contact to the world of men. Although they worked all day with them and were, generally, accepted, when the work was finished, no one ever suggested they knock off, go get a beer, nothing was said, the job site just emptied, everyone gone wherever they went. The Centaurs didn’t notice because this was how it how always been, work, get paid, go home. Talk with the men? Only about the work, what was needed, times to show up, just about the work; They knew nothing of the fellows around them while those around them knew nothing of them …. other than they were Centaurs, fags, fucked each other….and if pressed to say anything positive, that they worked like the beasts they were. Bill Cole had the parallax view on that, knew how in a deep sense, they suffered, they’d like to have the men they worked with….maybe not as friends, buddies but…at least civil.

    One other thing from their working past; Few years back one jerk thought it would be real fun if he and his buddies, well, if they cut one Centaur off, got him tied up and found out what fucking him might be like…oh…and cut off that hose pipe of a cock, got in the way too many times… Bad idea, worse ending. You don’t separate Centaurs particularly when they sense what’s up. The jerk who thought it up? Well, he was able to walk….after a while. If he didn’t know what it was like to fuck a Centaur, he knew what it was like to be fucked by one and Brett, who got him, didn’t even go very far; He was only too aware that human asses would not withstand the power of an angry, diamond hard Centaur cock shoved up, break ‘em, probably kill ‘em. Some idiot had tried with his own Stallion and, well, now the Stallion had a new owner who respected all the drop down parts and left them alone.

    Bill knew about that episode, almost wept about it-Tommy had just joined his team so he was aware of the ‘situation’. Wanted to do something, understand these two great fellows who’d never been less than very cordial, helped at a couple of meets….he needed answers to questions that, well, he didn’t quite have and so, for him, he took a chance.

    Everyone knew who Aegis was, what they didn’t know was they Centaur himself. He was old, kept to himself, was thought to have a companion? Lover? Boyfriend? But respect for what who he was and what it was known he’d done was such that whatever speculations were squashed by the good humans who had reason to believe his presence was better than a new paved road or a perfect summer when it rained just enough to keep everything green plus produce elegant flowers. That was the reputation of Aegis. Bill Cole standing at his door, trying to knock was vaguely aware of all of that but….there were other stories, ones about Centaurs existed with humans only on sufferance, could be mean and those hooves could hurt like hell if used on a human….. He gulped and knocked.

    Some people can open door so that it almost says, “So, what do you want? Go away?” Some people peep around just to make sure you’re not an enemy but this door wasn’t opened so much as it seemed to evaporate leaving a fine looking Centaur, one hand out, smiling, welcoming. Bill Gulped twice.

    “Uhm, Ah, sir I a coach…no, I mean I’m Bill Cole and I…do something….?…” He was still being taken aback by the door being opened…

    A soft compelling voice said, “Perhaps your name is Bill Cole and you’re a track coach?” Bill was trying to decide if that  might be the answer when he found a very strong, heavily muscled arm put around him as it moved him in. All he could do was look into the eyes that were still grey…maybe but now? Showed him something? Possible? Not possible? Whatever, the arm drew him to his chest-noticing if he were breathing any harder resuscitation could be necessary. “You are welcome here…matter of fact, I had it in mind to come see you and thank you for all you do.”

    Just then Bill couldn’t remember if he’d washed his teeth that morning so sputtered out, “I didn’t do it…honest.” Which meant absolutely nothing except to Aegis who would have laughed, it was an amusing situation, but just pulled him closer and…oh shit….kissed him on his forehead; Instantly he was better, without reason or meaning to put an arm around the man who was holding him, looked back into his eyes to see something placid that lacked colour but made him want to be there or stay where he was in the arms of a man he didn’t even know but now was so close, it was like his father welcoming him home from university…..funny, that last time he’d come home, only a Sophomore…his father already ill, died a few days later but he remembered that last hug and his father’s eyes….then put his head on Aegis shoulder allowing another arm to surround him.

    They stood there, one the potential future of sorts, the other recalling the ever distancing past. Aegis didn’t specifically know why he’d come but, as he rearranged things and picked Bill up, he knew he was holding something that had been sad but now was at the fringe of finding a way out. He kissed his forehead. Bill closed his eyes and saw…he wasn’t sure but it made him happy.

    “You better now? Not afraid?” He smiled that incredible smile at him. I’m going to put you down and you’ll….”

    “Take off my clothes.” Why the fuck had he said that? The last thing, not the penultimate thing, but the last thing he could imagine was walking into a strange house and striping….but he had a memory of being with Beau and Brett and naked there, with Centaurs, so as innocent as a child preparing to go to bed, his clothes seemed to fall from him, now naked but also comfortable. Somehow in this place with that Centaur, this was the correct, the comfortable, the only way to be.

    Aegis ran his hand over his chest, almost down to his genitals. “You have a brilliant body, right for a coach, great for the young to admire and, as I said, I was coming to thank you for what you’ve done….”

    Bill put up his hand, wondered if he could speak….

    Aegis just smiled, “No, I know that you’ve helped our ponies when there was no call, I know the shit you’ve taken for doing that, I know that this one good deed done by a human who wanted to do it will, to many of them, change the way they view your race for, let us be honest, we are both of different races as is everything on earth. One biology but many divisions and diversions. I’ve often wondered wha t my life might have been if I’d been a Giraffe or a Zebra…did you know there are some few Centaurs that have Zebra characteristics? We fight to preserve their species but…you could not know this, they are trapped for either their hides or, when they’re young, made to be pets, collared, chained…..”

    Bill could see what might have been tears but understood what he was saying, cried with him. They both stopped to think about these unfortunate beasts…Bill wondered if he’d ever meet one, if they’d survive….and wished he knew how to help. Aegis took his hand and raised his chin so he had what seemed a laser beam of light and caring from his eyes into the centre of Bill. “You are the good man of whom we hear so much but….rarely find.” He paused while a thought went through his mind. “You would trade places with one of ours, chained, beaten, ultimately….for one, just one. to be free. I can feel your arms imagining the chains, the whip, the tears for…you are not a Centaur, you are a man made chattel but the deed you did….I would say in Olympus your reward awaits you but we all know there is no Olympus so to do that simply means your body could be sold but your soul, never.”

    He looked deeply at the man now almost unable to move, still thinking, seeing, himself chained to a pole, hearing the laughter of humans, knowing what they were coming to do….someone, he’d heard the talk, wanted his balls, his last element of manliness to be stuffed then mounted along with other trophies of men.

    Aegis gently slapped him. “Wherever you are, come back, hereE in my arms, there could be no greater safety….WE, my partner and I now and forever will protect you, help you, be there when all you need safety from confusion, when you want a soft place to absorb your head, a nipple to suckle…..to be for a moment a little boy, frightened but only for a moment. You will come back as we hold you, stronger, surer, happier…here….Eion, my love, has joined us, let him hold you.”

    Bill found himself handed carefully to another Centaur but one unlike Aegis. This one was younger, fitter, more….on edge. Even his voice lacked the ultimate comfort that Aegis’ did but had the capacity to engender safety, the idea that this Centaur was there for him no matter how great the disaster. As Eion accepted him from his partner he could sense the uptick in desire to help him, be with him as a companion, to run into the problem with him and….to kill for him.

    He looked at this Centaur. Unlike Centaurs he had seen, this one had a coat that was dappled, some might have called it Appaloosa in design but, on him, it made him handsome, striking, demanding of attention but…holding Bill…instantly his friend, his mate, his forever to be with in times of trouble real or only in his mind. Eion, put both hands under his chin, put his mouth on his and….let his tongue run into him while clutching him ever closer, tighter. “I want to bond with you, come, climb  on my back, hold my neck I am going to take you for a ride to a place….”

    He looked at Aegis who looked back as if to infer, “Yes, that’s correct, he needs to tell you, the one who will solve the problem with action while I have only ideas.”

    The last thing  Bill noticed, and when he did his attention was riveted, was the balls and sack of a horse, stuffed, put on a plaque and hung on the wall.  he was too busy ducking his head to avoid getting clonked as they went out the door.

    “Sorry, there’s a box outside where humans usually mount us…you okay?”

    Well, not really but then, yes, he was okay just not in the normal way. He saw a man, the father of one of the worst of his students, look up, yell something he couldn’t hear but he clearly recognized the finger he was being given. Eion laughed. “Stupid ass….his son….you know him, Seth Henderson….was on the team until I’m told he was thrown off….”

    He certainly had been. Seth was the proverbial bully who did not carefully or wisely choose those he taunted. Worse, he tried to force his puerile sexual attentions on the younger, smaller boys even though he had no idea how the fuck to do it. The showers, the proverbial place for this nonsense was the scene but….something there usually isn’t, a witness. Eion had heard the cries so went to the spot where he could raise up and see in the long slit of glass at close to the top of the room. He knew what he saw and, no  bother in even thinking about it, on his way home stopped Seth, took him into the bushes-he would have preferred to use a shower just so Seth would get the fuller picture then stuck him with his finger right up his juvenile ass while trying to get his infantile cock to rise so it could be shucked down until it blew everything up to and including bile from his bladder. When that did nothing but scare the shit out of him, he threw him to the ground, put hooves on his shoulders, looked at him in a manner that NO ONE could interpret as anything but hostile then told him some facts that, if you chose to hear it one way, might have been considered threatening. “I am a proud member of the Order of Uranus, I have had my balls chopped off, I am a gelding. Were that to be done to you at your age….you would almost surely grow up, what little you would grow, to be feminine. Gelding you would not be enough, you would have this pickle”…he flicked the kids formative dick with a finger… “take, just, maybe a hole so men could fuck you fore and aft….want that? Want to join the Order of Uranus?… No? Well then run home, tell your father what a cunt you are-which he will believe, fathers know their sons very well-but forget the part about the shower. Just tell him that fucking Centaur down the road threatened to cut off your bollocks…now”,  he rolled him over in the mud with his hoof, “Get up and start running ‘cuz if you think I can’t catch you, guess you’ve never seen a horse run.”

    Bill remembered all that, except the part about Eion scaring the shit out of the kid. Must not have been too effective as…a few weeks later, in the boys room, got some kid with his pants down….but this time they were discovered. As might be guessed, that took care of his being on the team as well as being a student. Bill sometimes wondered about his father-he was an only child-might have taught him?

    Eion held him gently, looked into his face, his eyes, saw him remember but something deeper, something suppressed, something about love. With that in mind, and wanting to break the mood, he picked him up, said, “Lets get wet” and threw him in the lake. Centaurs can’t dive but they are strong swimmers so presently Bill found himself, again mounted on Eion, further out in the water than he felt comfortable going….if he’d been alone but with Eion? The word safety, or lack there of, disappeared. If you saw this from some distance you saw two very strong men playing. It might seem juvenile but they were splashing each other, spitting long streams of water to use what, if they knew would be an unfortunate phrase, just horsing around. Eventually, having tired him to the point where his resistance to somewhat innocently asked questions would be answered, he took him back to shore, found a place where the sun was uninhibited by trees, laid him down, fell beside him, so they both would dry.

    There really is no true silence in nature, leaves rustle, the grass just from wind over it makes a sound but these are the background to affection, peacefulness, the time to ask about this and that and get an answer.

    Eion rolled over  Bill just enough to give him the security that weight can sometimes  bring, covered part of his chest, slid one hand under his head, slowly lifted it to his lips, kissed him and while they were that close, whispered out…not so much as a question as a statement with the probability of a question within it.

    His voice, so quiet, so encouraging, so soft, so….. “Bill you love Tommy don’t you?” Aegis believes that, Beau and Brett think it and, Bill, it’s okay, they want you to love him….if he loves you and only he can answer….do you know?”

    “He….said….so.”

    Not quite shocked but horrified to learn another knew his….desire, Bill tried to thrash, to get away from the source of the statement, pretend it never was spoken, never heard. His roiling only caused Eion to hold tighter, saying nothing, just feeling the musculature of this tough man’s body try and break away but…as he calmed he rolled into Eion, wanting to hold him. Somehow grateful the words had been spoken someone, or rather, several others knew but all the people he would want to know. He was regressing to being very young, Eion led his chin so that his mouth was on one of his wide, soft, hard pointed nipples so he would find the comfort of suckling, his eyes closed, his thoughts being, now, not of discovery but of the comfort of a shared fact.

    Time passed, a shadow interfered with the sun, Bill had relaxed, accepted the fact that the man he loved loved him but just now….it was too much to discuss further, Eion knew that so waited for  Bill to roll onto his back, find another conversation then go with that. Which is what happened, just one Eion, while comfortable with, hadn’t quite expected.

    “What’s the ‘Order of Uranus”?

    “Uh, it’s pronounced Your a Nus not ‘Your Anus’ .

    “Sorry…”

    “Okay, most people screw that one up….you happen to notice I don’t have Balls?”

    Bill immediate looked down, behind where a fine looking cock was, nothing, flat, just like he said, no balls.

    “ The order goes back to Greek Mythology to when it was thought Centaurs were dangerous, hated all mankind, would kill if they found a man or rape any woman. Of course it wasn’t true then or now but….when they caught a Centaur, alone, they’d cut off his nuts. There’s more. Uranus, there’s a planet by that name as you probably know, was castrated when his sons wanted a chance to be King and as long as he had testicles, they had no chance…why? Beats me, that’s the Greek version. Anyway they caught him gelded him-no Centaur is ever ‘castrated’ you’re gelded and whoever got to be king.  Few Centaurs are even asked to join the order and, you’ll probably guess this, fewer accept but, in the Centaur culture, to be a member is a great honour for all that it means you’ve given up. For starters, besides you balls, you have to have produced a male pony, what we call young Centaurs, but abandon him, never see him again, never know anything about him…imagine…if your Dad just fucked a woman, she gets pregnant   but that’s it, unless you are told, as you will need to  be if asked to join, that it was not a Stallion pony, then all you can do, unless you never feel you might not want to join, is keep fucking until you get a male colt but then some of the members say, since you knew him, you cannot join. That’s what I can tell you about the ‘Order of Uranus’, one Centaur, his nuts…elsewhere. Aegis has mine stuffed and hanging on his wall.

    Bill remembered that just never thought…a man would  intentionally let himself be cut, or gelded, just, no.

    “You ever had a son…or any foal?”

    “Uh, no…never really wanted children…first I couldn’t afford them, never fell in love and, later, well, later I sorta found that I ,uh, I ….”
    “Had an interest in men? Well, chum, if you were a Centaur, you could join the order.”

    “Yeah, I could….”And wondered why he’d said that.

    There was a long pause while Bill tried to put a question together…. “Eion, did you ever regret doing, you know?  Being gelded?”

    “Nope, that’s part of joining, they insist that you make them believe you won’t regret it…course….every guy, sometimes, regrets it. When I suck Aegis,  I know his semen tastes…different than mine….I can’t give him as much as he might want, you know, getting your sack of lemons cut off kinda cuts into your dick size after a while, shrinks….male hormones, I don’t give a shit what species the male is, have the same basic effect, to make a man pregnant, Stallion or human, no nuts, no male hormones and….nothing to drive up the rod. Christ, there are enough ads for ‘Erectile Dysfunction’….and very few of those are for geldings or castrates or eunuchs or whatever you want to call a ball-less male, can’t get it up, can’t get it in, why I take hormones and, I’m not wearing it now but, I gotta hole in my dick through which a chain goes, at the end of the chain, ‘bout a pound of steel. You gotta heard of a ‘Prince Albert’ well that’s sorta what I got, but mines not for decoration, it’s to keep my dong hanging long….”. They both inadvertently laughed.

    “C’mon, climb up, gotta get back to Aegis, foolish old man will think I ran off ‘n left him.”

    But as he said it, Bill knew that would never happen. Like Beau and Brett, he’d seen more real love with his new Centaur buddies than with humans…

    “Hold on, I’m gonna slip into canter, get your arms around my torso…play with my tits…”. Eion laughed wondering if Bill really would?

    He did, not very well but some things you learn over time and with the man whose tits you most often play with.

    Aegis was flopped on his front porch, a drink in one hand, a book in the other. Looked up as he heard the racket of hooves moving quickly. Knew who it was, smiled…just because Eion always made him smile. If nothing else, however strange their relationship might be as he’d once said to someone who had no idea what the hell he meant…. “Nothing like having a partner’s balls that you can rub whenever you want.” The listener was just blank and there was no explanation.

    “Have you explained to our coach he’s staying for dinner plus spending the night? Ever slept with two Centaurs?” and then paused. Of course he had, his very close relationship with Brett and Beau, winter, cold nights, their fire, of course they’d insisted he bunk in at their place and, as lonely for Tommy, not to mentioned deeply worried, he would have accepted. He didn’t know, yet, what conversation with Eion he’d had but, shortly, he would. Aegis was not only smart but wise; Even he could see the relaxation now as opposed to when he’d ridden off on Eion. For that, Eion seemed….happier and he was not the sort to exude cheer on any sort of regular basis.

    Bill accepted a drink trying not to look up to see Eion’s nuts on a plaque stuck on the wall. Once you knew what they were and the circumstances, well, it was almost hard to look anywhere else.

    Aegis was pouring Centaur strength drinks so when he handed Bill the second one he suspected that quite soon, Coach wouldn’t be able to catch a beach ball if it was dropped on his lap. Fine, eventually they’d curl him up on the soft places on which they slept, look at him with love, some sadness but affection and thought about someone else who needed some attention; Tommy.

    Brett was surprized to hear from Aegis, just a friendly call, wondered how things were, anything new and the kicker, the real reason, could he and Eion drop by sometime when Tommy, hopefully with Coach, was elsewhere? There was no possibility Brett would not find a way, and quickly, scoot them out then have Aegis and Eion ‘drop by’. He could always say, if asked, and not very convincingly, that they’d just ‘dropped by’. Tommy would know to a certainty that this pair never, ever just ‘dropped by’ so he assumed it was some Centaur business or, well, something that didn’t concern him. The plus was….Bill had suggested they enter a Marathon which certainly, without his knowing it, kept them involved for some while. There was a minor thorn here and that was….Tommy and his Centaur fathers ran all the time; A Marathon was just a longish walk in the park for him as Bill had discovered as his track coach tho while he wasn’t a speedster, at least when speed wasn’t of interest to him, it was a lock he’d finish the race…..even if it was somewhat iffy for Bill. He was trying to learn to upscale some things to a horse’s, well, Centaur’s pace but Tommy had years of training and experience. Only thing was…the organizers did not take the ‘Greek’ idea of nudity as a good idea so forcing Tommy into some sort of abbreviated shorts took some finagling on Bill’s part. One thing, in or out of clothes,, Tommy had a magnificent body, beautifully trained  by his Dads; Bill was now working out with them but it would be a while before he could keep up the pace.

    Aegis and Eion were warmly greeted by Brett and Beau, offered whatever they’d like to drink, predictably refused and, not quite usual for Aegis, got to the point. That being were the two Dads aware of the burgeoning relationship between their son and his coach? It was an axiomatic question but had to be asked. What the visitors could not have known was that Tommy often wept when Bill left, finally having to confess that he loved the man, was afraid their age difference would be a problem, that they would not approve, that…..there would have been several more had Beau not clasped him to his chest, put one hand over his mouth and told him, rather brusquely, to shut up. This with a  smile on their faces.

    Turned to face them, he saw two Dads, arms crossed across their magnificent chests, their horse collars shined, wondering only one thing: Was he still a virgin? Tommy was stunned, he never, ever thought they’d, not with anyone, he was their son, they’d want him kept with them forever….and Bill…Again, his verbal wanderings got him nothing more than turned over the most convenient lap and paddled while the two Centaurs laughed.

    Oh, and the virginity thing? While his tail got red, so did his face. He mumbled, tried to find what he wanted to say but it just wasn’t there.

    “It’s a yes or no question, Son, either he’s had his cock up your ass or he hasn’t, which one?”

    “Uh….”

    “Tommy, Yes or No…”

    “No but….”

    “We don’t care…guess we should ask you if you’ve ever….” now they stammered… “you know, with him, did you?”

    He shyly shook his head adding only…. “But…I think we both wanted to just, you know, he’s real afraid if he hurt me you’d beat the shit out of him…”

    They looked at each other. “Tommy getting fucked, by which ever one of you isn’t going to hurt you, well, a little bit as it is for all males who elect to have sex with another male but, Son, he’s not going to hurt you…fact is IF Bill found someone who’d tried to hurt you, he’d get them before we did….you do know he loves you”.

    Wasn’t much Tommy could do but just try and not smile too much and nodded his head, yes.

    “Do you want to live with him?”

    “Dad, I don’t know….Bill’s a teacher and I kinda think that would fuck up his career.”

    The Centaurs thought that as well. Which led to a very difficult, somewhat sad interview, again without Tommy who was sent on some bogus errand with Eion while Bill and the Dads talked about very serious issues, the first being his continuing employment as a coach….

    He sat there, head down, hands akimbo between his legs, defeat, if not written on him then suggested. “I’ve thought about quitting. Shit, after that track meet, the way our Tommy was treated, if that’s how they’re gonna be then, fine, but get someone else. It’s not just really Tommy or you it’s that they showed, fathers and sons, what jerks they were…..something I pretty much  knew, I’d had to work with some of them for two or three years. My contract is up after this year and, truth, I doubt if it’s renewed, bet they’d be glad to reach a settlement now and have me gone when school opens. Sooner, really, practice actually starts in August, not that far away….but…here’s the other side, if I do that it will be plainly obvious why and for whom.”

    “Yes, we know Bill….if it’s about money, if you need it, well, I know that we would make sure you never went hungry…”

    “That’s not it….I cannot imagine what this would do to Tommy…face it, we’re too old to really be his friends….” He had a small, sickening sense of dread as he spoke the next reality. “Truth is, I’m too old for him….he needs some young man, he can, well, whatever, just some one his age.”

    “We don’t think that’s an issue, doesn’t matter to him, he wants and loves you fuck the age difference. From a public standpoint, no matter what the PR, two men together still has some critics… and try being two gay Centaurs, ask us or ask Aegis and Eion…”

    “And speaking of Eion….did you tell him about something called…Uh? Order of a planet?”

    “Uranus?”

    “Yeah.”

    “It’s a very select group for Centaurs who have to be gelded to join…Eion’s balls have  been stuffed…or taxidermied or whatever, hang on Aegis’ wall. He told me about it….I guess I told Tommy, why?”

    “Well, whatever you told him….he’s got this obsession about whatever this is. We don’t understand…he ever give you any blow back…you told him.”

    “Well, yeah but Eion told him more, explained why he did it, what it was to him and Aegis…maybe even Aegis talked to him.”

    “You don’t think he…..he wants something like this? Being gelded? Tommy? What the hell was said to him, Bill, what did the two of you talk about…”

    A panicked went almost simultaneously through both Centaurs minds.

    “Bill, please, you’re like family to us…what’s going on?”

    “Uh, guys, after that first time, when Eion described it to me, how it released him from sex, how it let him love Aegis more and, I don’t know how to even explain this one, how proud he was to see his balls hanging there, his permanent gift to Aegis.”

    Somewhat sarcastically, “I bet Aegis was thrilled to have a pair of used nuts stuck over the fire place….”

    “Brett….please….don’t.” There was a very long silence while the earth turned a little and life inside their home turned a lot.

    “We want to be gelded.” Bill first hung his head then looked straight at them. “We do, Tommy and me and…..” He renewed his gulping. “We think it would be great if you two joined the order, if they’ll let you, get gelded with us, all four, eight nuts…yeah, on the wall.”

    The two Centaurs looked at each other, remembered…something. Looked at Bill. The world turned a little more while internally a decision was subtly reached.

    “Guess nobody would have a coach without his balls, wouldn’t look right in the shower.” There was a silence through which you could drive a truck. Beau turned, made the shape of a square with his thumbs and fore fingers. “Riiiight about there, nope, maybe a bit to the left…look good, two pair of balls, any Centaur would be proud to know how much his son loved his man.

    Behind him Brett quietly said…. “And the other pair, the two sets from the Centaurs….wonder if that order is available assuming the stallion foal they have wasn’t their sperm…just the son they love….whattaya say, Partner? Give ‘em up? Have a little ritual ceremony, maybe some friends, give ‘em booze, food…really celebrate.” More silence.

    “Bill you’re awfully quiet, something bothering you?”

    “No, just trying to decide if we need to get a Vet or a Urologist to do the job?”

    All three men howled with laughter.

    Hard to know who was more stunned, Eion or Tommy both of whom, when their mouths closed were fucking thrilled. Eion swore he’d get the soon to be geldings into the Order, they’d more than earned it and, he wondered aloud, since both men were virgins, was their something the clan of Centaurs could do for them as what they were about to was go through the same ritual ceremony as if they were joining the Order? There must be something, he’d ask around.

    Nothing that quickly decided is that easily accomplished. First, Tommy and Bill were legally married and that took some doing as Tommy was just 19. But came a very cold day in November, with the few invitees in white, Tommy and Bill joined their lives. Brett, Beau, Eion and Aegis stood up with the men while certain of their closer Centaur friends constituted the congregation. Hard to say who was happier but, back in time, the thousands of men who have loved each other looked on…maybe, why not?

    Bill moved in with Tommy plus his Dads which, as happened, worked out well for all four. As the day for their ritual to join the order closed in, it was obvious that the only way was for them to live together as only they, and a very few other members could understand the reason for their actions. For that….few even knew what would happen, the only others there would be Eion and Aegis.

    There were some advance preparations that had a lot to do with the future but only in a tangential way; Tommy remembered what Eion had told him about the pound of steel hanging from his dong to prevent it from withdrawing when the natural hormones quit. To that end, all four, two humans and two Centaurs, had their cocks pierced and, depending on the species, weights, which looked like Prince Alberts were installed….the future being that the weight could be increased as the need or the desire for more length came along. Both men had their nipples pierced simply because they liked the look and, now with the freedom to be whatever they wanted, this was one thing they wanted.

    Turned out it was the Vet who finally did the gelding. He said, no reason to not believe him, these weren’t the first two humans he’d done; If you listened carefully you might be convinced he’d had a lively practice in turned guys into Eunuchs. There was no ceremony, no ritual although entry to the Order of Uranus did have one which, at least Beau and Brett, could have used but it was designed to be performed in front of a group of gelded Centaurs which would have brought attention no one wanted.

    One thing not dreamed up by the order, and which was a ritual of sorts, some days after their gelding, when things were getting nicely healed, four sets of butts, naked as usual, were presented in their back yard to the same Vet who, this time, was in charge of branding all of them. The astrological symbol for Uranus was used as the brand which, when applied, made them look as if they lived on a ranch.  As an after thought Eion received the same burnt in pictograph on his rump.

    So their lives began as gelded Centaurs and men, working, living together, loving and, after all, sex wasn’t forgotten just somewhat differently practiced. On one memorable occasions, there was a four way suck off….just the way to end that day. Or to start another tradition.

    If you’re a Centaur and would like to join a very exclusive club, well, you know the way in….


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  • The Scar

    When my parents moved our family to this little Massachusetts town, I was looking forward to great things. That little narrow-minded town in Missouri had become unbearable. Things had been very quiet for us. That is until the French club got back for its yearly trip to France. My sister Helen came back with an extra package. The EPT test gave away some of the fun she’d had there, and a trip to the doctor’s office confirmed it. It didn’t take long for word to get out, and the populous began having conniptions. She was called every name you can think of, and maybe some you can’t.  

    The captain of the baseball team didn’t seem to suffer, and he was the sperm donor. My sister admitted that to us at the family meeting to discuss how we would handle things. The asshole denied everything, and I made plans to get back at him.

    My brother Steve is one year older than I, and he didn’t escape unscathed. After several years of trying to get Danielle to be his girl, she finally said yes this year. They were perfect together, and I often thought they’d be an old married couple that fell in love in middle school, but she immediately broke up with him when the news of my sister’s pregnancy got out. She told him that our family was not good enough for her family.

    I was even more unhappy about the whole thing when I was the one who had to clean the word ‘slut’ off the family car. The cleaner used to remove that paint was difficult to tolerate even with the gloves and respirator. Anyway, my dad got a transfer, and on our last day in school, I told everyone that would listen that I knew Butch Anderson couldn’t be the father, and I told everyone why. I started off letting everyone know that I was gay (can you believe they said–but you don’t act gay). Plus I let them all know that I had been fucking Butch regularly before he went to France and that we pretended to date my sister as a coverup. I told them he broke up with me after the France trip because he found out he liked smaller dicks because they were easier to suck. The part about Butch wasn’t true, but a friend of mine wrote to me to tell me that everyone in school believed it. He should have confessed to fucking my sister.

    Even though I expected things to be better in Massachusetts, they weren’t that much better. There wasn’t any fallout from my sister’s pregnancy because no one knew. She went to live with grandparents until the baby came.  

    As for me, I was in eighth grade and I quickly got the memo that there were no gay people in town. Translation: There are no uncloseted people in our town. Mr. Farley at the pet store was so gay, I was sure he had “Fuck me” tattooed on his ass. He had a huge bulge. You could see the outline of his dick. He was circumcised. He caught me checking out his package one day, and after that, he always gave me a knowing wink. He’d still be in his thirties when I got to be eighteen, but he wasn’t my type.  

    I wanted to let everyone know, so guys could feel free to approach me, but I wasn’t ready to start a revolution, and after talking to my dad about things, we decided that ninth or tenth grade would be a better time to make an announcement. He suggested a few friends at first; the word can spread, and we’ll see whether the town doesn’t give a shit or whether it would be a major problem.

    My weekday routine was going to school, coming home, doing homework, eating dinner, family time, alone time, sleep, and repeat. So, even though Saturdays were routine, I did look forward to them. They started with the most important meal of the day; then I went downtown to one of the antique shops. I never went to look at anything in particular, just to look and learn. Today was no different. I arrived at the store owned by Brenda Smith just as it was opening. I had my notebook with me, but it would stay put away unless I saw something new that piqued my interest.

    An hour later with nothing to grab my attention, I went to the park that ran adjacent to the town square. The park was larger than most city parks and extended down toward the river. I loved to walk down to the old mill and watch the water wheel. I knew that it no longer provided energy to the mill. The turning was just for show as the mill was just a display piece as well. But I found it amazing how the power of flowing water was used in the past and how that power was being studied today as a source of renewable energy. Sometimes I wondered whether I should go into engineering and work in that area. I still had time to decide.

    I saw him immediately upon arriving at the huge wheel. He was looking down at the water as if he had dropped something and was trying to spot it. His clothes looked a little outdated, but retro means different styles to different people. He seemed to be looking so intently down at the water that I wanted to see that object. I decided to approach and talk to him.  

    Laughter off to my right drew my attention. A father and his son were playing toss with a dog running between them. They appeared to be having fun, and I laughed to myself. I turned back to the figure by the water, and he was gone. I looked around but didn’t see him. I began to run to the edge; did he fall in? Looking into the water, I saw nothing but water. I looked around again. Where did he go? Did I imagine him? It’s weird how you can look away from something and then totally miss what happens. I mentioned it to my brother later that day, and he was right. The guy walked away, and I didn’t see it.

    School seemed to go smoothly the next week. I made adjustments because of the differences in where the classes were. I had some catching up to do in math class, but English class had just finished a novel. They were beginning a research project, so that was cool. Soon it was Saturday again, and I was back in town examining the antiques at Jones Elderly Furniture. They had a new shipment of four-poster beds and were stilling setting them up in the large room at the back. I was making notes on the different posts and finials when I turned around and saw the same guy in the old brownish suit examining one of the beds. I walked toward him to introduce myself when he quickly turned and spotted me.

    He was very handsome and about my age I was sure. He turned away and his medium-length brown swung back, revealing a darkish red area in front of his ear. With his back to me, he seemed to hesitate before he bolted toward the back exit. I tried to follow, but the path to the door was neither straight nor clear. He was out the door a good ten seconds before I reached it. Looking at the driveway behind the stores around the north side of the square, I saw him disappear around a corner in the direction of the park. I took off after him.

    He was a good football field ahead of me the entire way to the old mill. There was a narrow path between the edge of the stone bank and the building, and I saw him head that way, I circled the building in the other direction, and was about to collapse when I reached the edge of the mill. I could see where the path followed along the stone edge until it became merely a path next to a river. He was nowhere on that path. He had to be on the path next to the building. The entrance to the museum in the mill was on the west side of the building. As I passed the windows on the south side, I looked into the museum and saw no one. I reached the path, and I still saw him going into the mill. I called out to him, but he didn’t answer. What was up with this guy?

    I walked down the path to the door and turned the handle; it creaked a little. The door looked as though it hadn’t been opened in years, and it was locked. I ran back to the entrance to the museum and went in. A sign read “No Docent On Duty, please obey all signs.” He had to be in here. I could not understand why he had run away from me, and I didn’t understand my need to find him.

    In front of me I saw the big grinding wheels and looking up I could see a catwalk. There also seemed to be stairs down to another level. “Hello,” I called out. The room seemed hollow.  

    “I’m here.” The figure stepped out from behind a support column. He was still in the shadow, but I could tell it was the same man I’d seen previously.

    I stepped closer. “Why are you running away from me?”

    “The other boys are always trying to knock me down and hurt me.” He stepped closer, and I could tell it was a boy about my age. His hair was almost shoulder length and wavy. He had handsome features, and the same out-of-date clothes he wore the other day. I guessed he was about five feet seven in height, and probably around a hundred to a hundred-twenty pounds.

    “I just wanted to talk to you. I saw you searching the water by the wheel last week, and I was wondering what you had lost. I’m not going to hurt you. I’m new in town, and I’m looking for friends.”

    “When I was young, I took one of my uncle’s keys. I wanted to unlock one of the doors below us, but the key didn’t work. The key slipped out of my hand when I was looking at the water, and I couldn’t find it. My uncle beat me and hurt me. I hope one day to find the key so I can hurt him with it.” He stepped closer to me. “That is mean; I shouldn’t say things like that.”

    “I understand. It’s normal to want to hurt people who hurt us. Hey, it’s a nice day outside. I’ve wanted to see where the path next to the water goes. Want to walk with me?”

    “I’d like a walk next to the river.”

    We headed out of the museum and walked toward the large wheel. As we turned north, I introduced myself. “I’m Danny Jonson.”

    “I’m Myles Winthrop. I’m pleased to make your acquaintance.”

    “Likewise,” I responded. This guy is different. I like him, I thought. “So why have I not seen you at school?”

    “Mother and Father believe that I should be educated at home. They worry that the public school has too many lower-class children in attendance.”

    I laughed and absent-mindedly put my arm in his and pulled him along the path.

    “Danny, one should not get so familiar here on the path where the public might view us. If you wish to walk arm-in-arm, or hand-in-hand, which I should think I would enjoy, we should wait until we are under the cover of the woods.”

    I let go of him immediately and nodded. “Of course, I forgot myself.” But I couldn’t believe what I just heard. He just told me that he wanted to hold hands. I started to feel a little excited. Was I about to have my first boyfriend? Would he try to kiss me when we were farther into the woods? Or should I try to kiss him? I thought when I met a guy I liked who liked me, too, that things wouldn’t be so complicated.

    As we ‘strolled’ into the woods, as Myles put it, I told him about the classes I was taking at school. He told me about his tutor. This tutor would slap him if his answers were wrong, or if he daydreamed. He said the tutor was highly respected, but I didn’t like it. Hitting kids to get them to learn was not acceptable; I didn’t think it happened anymore.

    Once we were deeper into the woods, Myles took my hand. I looked at him, and he smiled. I smiled back. I had the sense that I was disconnected from the world, and it was just the two of us. We kept walking, but we didn’t say anything. I felt his fingers between mine, grasping me firmly, completely.

    I crossed in front of him and leaned against a tree that was next to the path, and I pulled him toward me. Our faces were just inches apart. We looked deeply into each other’s eyes.

    “You have the most beautiful deep blue eyes, Danny. They are the color of sapphires.”

    “Yours are emeralds. We’re a complementary set of gems.” I looked at his lips, his deep pink lips and then back at his eyes.  

    He leaned toward me, and our lips touched. His lips gently caressed mine. I mirrored his movements, and I reached up and touched the back of his head. His hair was soft, and I played with it between my fingers. His kisses moved to my jaw and then my neck.

    I had practiced kissing back in Missouri with my friend Roy, but I was not prepared for the level of sensuality that I was experiencing. I had hoped to feel this way when I would finally have sex, but the sensations were incredible. I felt dizzy, but I didn’t want it to stop.

    I wrapped my arms around Myles and pulled our chests together. I tried to kiss him the way he kissed me. I heard him moan a little when I kissed his ear. He pulled back a little and asked me if I wanted to go swimming.

    “I like swimming,” I told him. I tried to imagine what he would look like in a swimming suit. I imagined I’d look like a collection of goosebumps. “It’s a little chilly for swimming isn’t it?” I knew the pool we had in the backyard was still a little cold.

    “But the water in the pond is always cold.”

    “What pond?” I’d never been in anything other than a pool.

    “Up ahead there’s pond a few yards off the river. It’s fed by a little stream. It isn’t very deep, probably about 10 feet near the middle, in case you’re worried about that.”

    “No it’s not that at all, but we haven’t any trunks.”

    “I have trunks at home. They’re in the attic. Do you keep your bathing suit in a trunk? Anyway, we’ll go skinnydipping in the pond.”

    “I’d rather go swimming in a swimming pool.”

    “It’s not because you’re embarrassed, is it? Because I noticed that you have nothing to be embarrassed about.”

    “You noticed that, did you?” I smiled. I knew his hand had done some exploring. I had wanted to do the same thing, but I was concentrating on my kissing technique. I reached forward and tucked his hair behind his ears.

    He pulled away. “Don’t do that. Please.” He brought the hair back in front and turned away.

    I wasn’t thinking. I had uncovered the scar in front of his left ear. “I’m sorry. I … wouldn’t hurt you for anything.” I moved in front of him and kissed him. “Forgive me.”

    Tears formed in his eyes. “I am being too sensitive. I should apologize to you for my behavior.”

    “No. I like sensitive. It means you are aware of things that others are oblivious to.” I kissed him again. Let’s go get something to eat. And let’s go swimming next Saturday. My family will be out of town; they’re going to visit my sister. I’ll get the pool ready. No dirt between our toes.”

    “Your family must be very wealthy to have a pool.”

    “Not really. Lots of people have them.” I grabbed his hand and we began to walk back to town.

    “I know of no one with a pool.”

    “You know me. Let’s plan to meet at my house for lunch and then we’ll swim in the afternoon. Do your parents allow you to have sleepovers?”

    “What is a sleepover?” Myles asked me seriously.

    “It’s when you stay at a friend’s house overnight, silly.” I laughed.

    Miles’ face became very serious. “My parents would never allow that.”

    “Well, do you think you can stay for dinner, or will you have to go back home?”

    “I think it’s best if we meet at the park. We can proceed to your house for lunch and swimming, and then I will head back home.”

    “What time in the park?”

    “How’s eleven sound?” I ask him, hoping he would say earlier.

    He let go of my hand. “We’re getting close to town. I’ll be at the mill at ten-forty-five, in case you get there early. I’ll look for my bathing suit.”

    “I have an extra if you can’t find it.” I smiled and turned to look at his reaction, but he was gone. I stopped and looked all around. How did he walk away so quickly and so quietly? He was nowhere to be seen. Was he really worried that his parents would see him talking to someone? Or was he afraid of the tutor? I told myself that I would ask him the next time I saw him. Right now, I wanted to share the news with my brother.

    When I got home, I found my brother asleep on his bed with a book in his hand. He loves to read, but it always makes him sleepy. Our optometrist in Missouri gave him reading glasses, but he always forgets to put them on. I’ve seen him read for hours when he has the glasses on. Without them, I’ve seen him nod off in fifteen minutes.

    He needed to be awake to listen to me, so I shook him awake. He finally sat up. I told him all about Myles; I’m sure I sounded like a kid with a new toy, but I was sure that the kissing would not have been that good if there weren’t love blossoming in there somewhere. When I told him that Myles was coming over the next weekend to swim, Steve got that look, the look that meant he thought I was up to something.

    Now, I was honest with myself. If Myles wanted more than lunch, a swim, and a heavy session of making out, I was certain that I would give in. After all, who could resist those green eyes and that wonderful smile? I didn’t need the safe sex speech and directions on where to find the condoms. But as Steve pointed out, there was no lube in the condom drawer. Dad had given us the safe anal sex talk when I came out. He made Steve and Helen sit in on the talk as well. He told us that gay guys weren’t the only ones having anal sex.

    “Well, no lube; you know what that means, don’t you?” Steve’s question was directed at me.

    I tried to look dumb. “You’re going to tell Dad that we need some. But now that you’re not getting any, it looks like we have plenty of condoms.” That earned me a slug in the arm.

    “What it means, bro, is that you’re going to tell Dad about Myles. You’re going to let him know that you like the guy and that we should get some lube in the safe drawer just in case. If you don’t do that, I’m going to tell him that you’re planning to have sex with Myles. I think he’d rather hear the ‘just in case’ plan rather than the ‘going to regardless’ plan.”

    Steve was right, and I knew it was best to be prepared. So I went downstairs. My dad was on the porch with my mom. It looked as though they were enjoying iced tea and the conversation.

    “Excuse me.”

    My dad looked up at me. This would be easier if Mom weren’t here. But I soldiered on. “I’ve met someone nice, and I don’t know where things will go, but you’ve always told us to be prepared.”

    “Yes, I did. Do you need help with getting prepared?”

    My father was smiling; he wasn’t going to make it easy for me. He was going to make me ask.

    “Danny, has your brother used all the condoms?”

    I started laughing. “No, there are plenty of those, but there isn’t any lubricant. I guess he’s used it all.” I laughed even harder.

    “And Danny.”

    “Yes, sir.”

    “Ask your brother what he’s done with the bottle I bought last week.”

    “Dad, you know that Steve’s been complaining about his left shoulder, and you haven’t forgotten that he’s left-handed.”

    My dad smiled. “I haven’t forgotten.”

    My mother chimed in. “I just realized what you two are talking about. You should be ashamed of yourselves. And if Steve is using that much, he needs to get a job.”

    I ran upstairs trying not to laugh. I went into Steve’s room and immediately told him. “They’re onto you. They think you’re masturbating night and day, and that’s why you’ve used up the new bottle Dad just bought. Mom said you need to get a job so you can buy your own.” Then I went back to my room laughing the entire way.

    Saturday took forever to arrive. Each day seemed to take more than twenty-four hours. When Friday arrived, the school day would not end. I knew that Steve would not be walking home with me. He checked out of school early to go with my parents. After an eternity, the end of the day bell rang. I still had to wait for ten-thirty on Saturday. I spent the afternoon cleaning the pool and getting the patio perfect. I had done the chemical treatment earlier in the week. We had a black cover on the pool, so it was supposed to help keep the water warmer. I pulled it back to make sure no leaves had slipped into the pool. I cleaned out the skimmers. I repositioned the black cover; I would remove it before I left for the mill in the morning.

    At the beginning of the week, I read more about being intimate with another guy, and I had purchased a hot water bottle using my own money. I waited until my parents were gone before using it. I decided to use it tonight and tomorrow after breakfast. Some of the readings I’d done said that using the hot water bottle could be fun. I didn’t find it so. Let’s just say it was necessary. I sprayed some bleach in the bottom of the shower and left it there for tomorrow’s exercise in anal cleanliness.

    I drifted off to dreams of kisses and pool play. I tried to decide what Myles’ chest looked like. I predicted that none of my predictions would turn out to be correct.

    I woke up at nine the next morning, and I started to panic. I did not want to be under a time crunch. I ran downstairs and out to the pool. I pull the cover back. I had a terrible time getting it folded, probably because I was trying to rush. Once off, I put it in the shed and headed back inside to shower, etc. The bathroom stank of bleach. I guess I had put too much on the shower pan. I was clean, showered, and ready to go by ten-twenty. I ate a piece of bread on my way to the mill. I walked calmly. I didn’t want to be all sweaty when I got there. I got there at forty-two after ten. The museum was already open, but I went around back and walked in the shade along the water’s edge. No one else was on the path. I could hear other people in the park, but the sound of the water overrode them.

    I saw a duck trying to land on the water wheel, and I ran over to get a better look. It looked ridiculous but flew away before I got there. I stopped and watched it land in the water, I turned around and Myles was right behind me. Startled, I jumped. “Whoa, you sure can sneak up on a fellow.”

    “What do you mean?”

    “It’s as though you just appeared out of nowhere.”

    “No, I just walked here from my house.”

    “Well, it’s good to see you, Myles. Are you hungry, because I’m starved? I’ve only had a piece of bread this morning.”

    “I had a biscuit and some milk. That’s usually what I have. How far is your house? Will you be able to make it, or do we need to get you something to eat?”

    “I’ll make it. Don’t worry. I was exaggerating a little bit.” We started walking to the south side of the park. “I live about fifteen minutes away. Hey, did you remember your bathing suit.”

    “I couldn’t find it. It was strange. I remember putting it in the trunk in the attic, but the trunk was empty. You said you’d let me use one of yours, or I could just go without any clothing.”

    I looked over at him. “I wouldn’t mind swimming in the nude. No one could see us. The fence around the backyard is tall enough to keep it private.”

    “Then let’s do that.” I smiled, and he smiled back.

    On the way home, we passed a small convenience store. I told Myles I wanted to get some candy for us, and I wanted to know about his favorite kind. He told me he had a piece of a chocolate bar once, and he would love to have another piece.

    ‘A piece of one. Once?’ I thought. I was going to send this boy to heaven. We went into the store, and I picked an assortment: Mr. Goodbar, Hershey’s, Kit Kat, Butterfinger, Snickers.

    “That’s too much, don’t you think?” Myles seriously asked me.

    “It’s a celebration. It’s not all we’re having. I’ve pre-ordered pizza, so it’ll be delivered at noon.”

    “Such splendor is unbelievable. It will be different when you come to my home.”

    “If you serve me bread and water, I will be happy for you will have given it to me in great friendship.”

    The clerk behind the counter looked like one of my mother’s new friends, but I could be sure. Her eyes kept darting back and forth. I wondered if she were a little touched in the head. “Six dollars and forty-seven cents.”

    I gave her seven and put the change in the jar to help a kid in the next town with medical bills.

    “Over six dollars?” Myles was astonished at the amount I spent.

    “You’re worth it, sweetheart.”

    Myles immediately turned red and looked around to see if anyone hear me.

    “I’m sorry. I’ll be more careful.”

    Myles nodded. “I just don’t want you to get into trouble.”

    We walked the rest of the way without talking. Before I opened the door, Myles whispered his amazement at the mansion I lived in.

    “It’s not a mansion, I told him. It’s just a regular house.”

    “This is not a regular house. How many servants do you have?”

    I laughed, closed the door, and kissed him. “Want to go look at the pool?”

    He nodded, and we walked through the living room and kitchen. I opened the sliding door to the back patio. Myles walked to the edge of the pool and stared in amazement. “It’s so clear.”

    “That’s why I like it better than swimming in the pond. Fewer germs, and when you get out, you don’t feel dirty. We’ll get in after lunch.”

    “But we’ll need to wait for our food to digest; otherwise, we’ll drown.”

    “That’s a myth, Myles.”

    “A myth?”

    “Yeah, you can look it up on the Internet. The Mayo Clinic has information about it.”

    “Danny, I don’t know what you’re talking about, but I’ll trust you.” Myles walked farther into the back yard. He insisted that I lived in a house built for rich people. I put my arm in his as we walked around. The privacy fence prevented anyone’s seeing us. We circled back to the patio. Miles had just pulled me next to him and kissed me when we heard the doorbell.

    I didn’t want to stop, but the pizza man waits for no one. “Food’s here.” I went to the door expecting him to follow, but he remained back at the sliding glass door. I brought the pizza out to the patio, and we each ate a few slices. I was amazed that he’d never had pizza before. I was glass he liked it. He’d never had root beer either. Root beer is my favorite with pizza. For dessert, we shared the Butterfinger. He told me he liked everything. I was surprised by how happy that made me.

    When we finished eating, I showed Myles his choices for swimwear. He told me that he’d prefer no clothes. He was my guest, so I didn’t argue. I suggested we just put our clothes on the chairs, and I went into the house to get us some towels. By the time I got back out, Myles had removed his shirt and was about to remove his boxers. He stopped and looked at me.

    He was gorgeous. He was slim and just a hint of six-pack abs was visible. His pecs were also just visible, just what I’d expect for someone my age in good physical condition. He put his undershirt, as he called it, on the chair, and without hesitation, he removed his boxers. He had just the beginnings of pubic hair. His penis appeared to be about four inches long; it was flaccid and uncircumcised. There was no extra tissue on the tip. It lay against his balls without leaning to the right or the left. It looked perfect.

    I tried to pretend that I wasn’t staring, but I was, and Myles knew it. He smiled. “I hoped that you would like me this way.”

    “I do.” I quickly undressed, and just as I was about to remove my underwear, I felt really shy. All those thoughts of doubt ran through my head. What if he didn’t like the way I looked? What if he thought my penis was ugly? I took a deep breath and pulled that last piece of clothing free. I was exposed.

    “You’re Jewish?” Myles questioned me with a tone of surprise.

    “No. Why?”

    “Your penis is circumcised.”

    “Yeah, all the men in my family are.”

    “I thought only Jewish males were circumcised.” Myles continued to stare in disbelief.”

    I looked down at my limp member. “Methodists do it, too.”

    “Oh,” he mumbled. “We’re Presbyterian.”

    I stepped next to him. “I promise it works the same way yours does.” I took his arm and pulled him to the pool. I led him into the water until only our shoulders were exposed, then I kissed him. I ran my index finger down his nose to his chin. I circled one of his nipples before moving to his belly button. He did a cute giggle as I ran it across his abs. I hesitated to move farther down. I lifted my feet and began to tread water.

    “I like you, Myles.”

    He started to tread water, too. “I like you, too, Danny.” He swam off toward the deep end of the pool.

    I saw a glimpse of his back for the first time. It was covered with thin lines, scars that were made by something cutting into his skin. I wondered whether the tutor who hit him had also made those scars. Miles was swimming back toward the shallow end of the pool.

    He stopped and stood up. “What’s wrong?”

    “I just saw those scars on your back.” Before I could say anything else, he rushed toward me.

    “Please don’t hate me. I’m not bad. Honest, I’m not.” He grabbed my shoulders. “Please.”

    “I don’t hate you, Myles. I might even be falling in love with you. But someone hurt you, didn’t he?”

    “I …” he stuttered.  

    Suddenly a really cold breeze blew through the yard. I shuddered. The water temperature seemed to drop. Myles held me to him. He started to shiver as well. I noticed that the sky had clouded over. “Let’s go inside.” We huddled together as we got out of the pool. “Just grab your stuff.” I put Myles’ towel around him and gathered mine. The wind seemed to howl as I pulled the door open. Miles turned around and looked at the pool. I pushed him inside. The door was difficult to close as if someone were trying to open it at the same time I tried to shut it. I finally got it closed. “That was weird. Anyway, let’s shower off.”

    We headed up to the bathroom I shared with my brother. “Is that a flush toilet?” Myles asked me.

    “It’s a toilet,” I said. “And, it flushes.” I smiled. Myles could crack me up. I turned on the shower. “Just put your clothes on the counter. You can put your towel on the floor.” I dropped mine so it would be a bath mat when we got out of the shower. “I’ll wash them later.” I had fantasized about what was about to happen ever since my brother made me watch that movie where the psychiatrist dresses up and kills. The scene in the shower always made me hard.

    The water streaming from the showerhead was nice and warm, so I pulled Myles in with me and pulled the curtain closed. He acted as though he’d never been in a shower before. What a character! I kissed him and then got out the body wash and lathered us up.  

    To rinse off, I removed the shower head and sprayed us from top to bottom. I gave my ass and extra rinse and did the same to Myles. I ran my hand between his cheeks, but he didn’t seem to enjoy it. His expression became very serious.

    I put the showerhead back and pulled him so the stream ran over our heads. I kissed him. “I’ve had a really good time so far. Do you want to dry off and go into my room?”

    He kissed me back, and I knew the answer. I turned off the shower, and we got out. I grabbed a towel from the rack and began to gently blot his back dry. The scars were so numerous. I cried inside for him, but I didn’t mention them. It was obvious to me that talking about them brought him pain, and I did not want that for him. I got down on my knees to dry his feet. I purposely moved my head to stimulate him. He grew longer and harder, and when I lifted my head, he was stiff. I gently kissed his manhood and pushed back the cover with my lips before running my tongue over the head.

    Moans of pleasure told me I was doing a good job. I stood up; our chests touching, I looked into his eyes. My feelings were so intense. I knew I could grow up loving this boy, this man even more as each year passed. My brother told me that I might feel as though it will last forever, but it’s only lust driven by hormones. I didn’t believe that. It couldn’t be that, not the way he looked at me, not the way I felt about him.

    I took him to my bed, pulled down the covers, and pulled him next to me. His skin had cooled as the water dried from it, and I held him next to me. Our erections pressed together as we snuggled. I turned so Myles was on his back and kissed him repeatedly as I moved downward. Again, I took him into my mouth and caressed his shaft with my tongue. My hands moved up, and my fingers moved across his nipples. His hips began to move up and down in rhythm, and I pulled him as far as I could into my mouth. His hands massaged the top and back of my head and then his arms stiffened; his legs became rigid, and he spewed forth his cream-like ejaculate into me. I swallowed the salty, smooth liquid.

    I stayed there between his legs, and as he softened, I continued to clean him with my tongue. Myles rubbed the side of my head in a way that reassured me that he was content. I hoped he would stay with me into the evening, but I knew he had let me know that his parents would not approve of his spending the rest of the night at my house. The pleasant thoughts of the moment filled my mind, and I drifted off to sleep.

    I awoke just before six in the evening. Myles was gone, but there was a note that read: next Saturday at ten-thirty, the Mill. I think I’m falling, too. Will let you know if I hit the ground. You are my happiness. May we spend the day in the woods?

    I read that note over and over. I felt the happiness within. I finally got up and showered, dressed, and put the towels in the washing machine. As I walked back into the kitchen, I looked out onto the patio. I saw that I had not covered the pool back up, but I decided to get my brother to help me put it back. I checked the lock; it was still locked from earlier. Then I realized that Myles would not have been able to lock the front door, at least not the deadbolt. I grabbed a piece of pizza and headed to the living room. The deadbolt was locked. Had I already locked it? Did I absentmindedly come downstairs and lock it? I finished my pizza and went back up to my room.

    I picked up the book I was reading, “Twenty-thousand Leagues Under the Sea.” I had difficulty focussing on the text. I kept picking up the note and reading it. At one point I even kissed the paper. At some point, I nodded off. I must have had wonderful dreams, as I woke up feeling wonderful.

    On Monday, after school, my parents were waiting to talk to me. One of the ladies my mother knew, the one at the convenience store, told them I’d been acting weird.

    My mother started. “She says you were in the store on Saturday morning.”

    “Yes, Mom, I was.”

    “And you bought a bunch of candy,” she added.

    “Yeah, for Myles and me.”

    My dad jumped in. “And you bought it before you went to get Myles?”

    “No, Dad. He was in the store with me.”  

    “Your mother’s friend said you were in the store by yourself, and you were talking to yourself as though you were talking to someone else.”

    I stood up. “That’s crazy. She kept looking at me funny, but Myles was right there beside me.”

    My mother touched my arm. “Sit down, Danny. Listen to me, son. I’m more likely to side with you on this, but people have been known to have imaginary boyfriends.”

    “It’s not like that. Myles isn’t imaginary. Daddy, tell her.”

    “Hey, son. I know. We’ve always been honest with you. You’ve always been honest with us. We’re telling you what we’ve been told. We’re telling you what’s gone through our minds. We’re not hiding anything from you.”

    I sat back down. “He’s a real person.”

    “Of course he is, Danny. And we’ll meet him the next time he comes over, right?”

    “Yes, sir.”

    “Now, I have something else. It’s for you. You’re spending more time away from home. You’re not coming straight home after school anymore. So, we wanted you to carry a phone with you.” He handed me a smartphone. “We want you to use it to let us know where you’ll be if your plans change, or to ask us to come and get you if the weather gets bad. You know the routine.”

    “Thanks.” It was an Android, which is what I wanted. “Just so you know, I’m going to meet Myles on Saturday. We’re planning to have a picnic in the woods by the Old Mill … unless you don’t want me to.”

    “Of course, you can keep your date, sweetie,” my mom told me. “Do you have homework to do or do you want to work in the flower beds? It’s your week remember?”

    “I’m going to put this upstairs, and then I’ll do the beds.” I got up. “Thanks again for the phone.” I put my stuff away, changed into a t-shirt and cargo shorts, and headed outside. I’d been working for about twenty minutes when my brother came home.

    “Danny, want some help?”

    “Sure. I’ll help you next time.”

    “Let me put my stuff up.”

    While Steve and I worked on weeding the flowers, I told him what Mom and Dad had said.

    “I’m sure they don’t think you’re making it up.”

    Another week went by slowly as I anticipated Saturday in the woods. I had a small camouflage backpack from elementary school that I put a thin blanket in. I also made sure I had the condoms and lube inside. I slid the phone in the side pocket. Everyone was sitting around the kitchen island drinking coffee and eating croissants when I told them I was heading out. “I’ll see if Myles can come back here after lunch. Oh, and here’s the note he wrote to me last week. Don’t mess it up; I want to keep it.” I handed it to my dad, and I turned to leave.

    He looked at the note and said, “Stay safe, Danny.”

    They seemed to be acting weird since they got back from seeing my sister. I put it out of my mind. I was on time for my meeting with Myles. As I got closer to the water wheel, I could see him as he looked into the water, just like the first time I saw him. I shouted his name, and he turned and waved. He began to walk toward me.

    “My parents are out of town; do you want to come to my house?” He seemed very happy. “My tutor left for Boston this morning. He isn’t supposed to leave when they’re gone, but he said he got an important message and would be gone for the day.”

    I looked at him and smile. I felt even happier than I felt when I woke up. “Let’s go.” He didn’t live very far from the park, but it was on a street I’d never had to go on before. The houses on the street were way over one hundred years old and had a semi-Victorian look to them. I told myself that I would research the style later. Right now, my focus was on the guy leading me to 117 Birch Street.

    He opened the door and let me go in first. The entrance was very dark. The wood paneling on the walls was dark, and the rooms off to the side had darkly stained wainscotting.  

    “My room’s upstairs.” He giggled. He seemed really, truly happy, and that made me feel even happier. We got to his room, and he closed the door. “I want to fill this room with good memories.”

    I held his head in my hands and kissed him. I explored his mouth with my lips and my tongue. He did the same.

    “I want us to be in my bed, the way we were in yours last week.”

    “If that’s what you want, we can, but I have something better in mind.”

    “I trust you,” he told me. “Let me light the fire.” He went to the fireplace and began to build a fire.

    I noticed that the room had very little in it. His bed, a wardrobe, a chair, and a small bookcase were the only furnishings. I put my backpack on the chair and removed some condoms and lube. I was zipping the backpack closed when I decided to text my father about the last-minute change. “117 Birch, Myles’ house not the woods. Love you.” I put the protection next to the pillow and turned to see a fire starting. Myles stood up. I began to pull up my t-shirt.

    “Let me do that,” he said as he moved closer to me. I stopped and allowed him to remove it. Then he unbuckled my shorts and pulled them and my underwear to the floor. I kicked off my shoes, and he pulled off my socks. I stood naked before him, and he wrapped his mouth around my flaccid member. As I began to harden, he stood up and kissed me. I unbuttoned his shirt as he unbuttoned his pants. Soon, we stood pressed together.

    I kissed his ear and whispered, “I want you to make love to me.”

    “Tell me what you want,” he answered.

    “I’m going to put a condom on your penis, and I’m going to put lube on it, and I’m going to put lube around my hole; I want you to put your penis inside me.”

    Horror came across his face. “No, that will hurt you. I cannot do that to you.”

    “No, baby.” I held his face in my hands. “It won’t hurt me. It will feel nice. Right at first it may feel uncomfortable as I stretch because you are so big. But we’ll be joined together. Trust me.”

    He seemed to be fighting back tears. “OK, I do trust you.”

    I got him ready and got into position. I felt him against me. I nodded at him. “I’m ready, Myles. I need you inside me.” I reached and guided him in. There was more pressure than I had expected. I gasped.

    “I’m hurting you. I’ll stop.”

    “No. It’s just because you’re so big, and I’ve never done this. You’re the first person to love me.”

    “I do love you, Danny.”

    “Then slide inside.”

    Myles did as I asked. The pressure feeling subsided.

    “I want to slide in and out. I have the urge to move in and out of you.”

    “Then do it.”  

    He began to do just that. The feeling was intense. He leaned forward and kissed me as he continued to thrust inside me. His chest was against mine; his lips covered my mouth and then my cheek and then my ear and then back to my mouth. His arms held my knees against my chest as he plunged into me as deeply as he could. The frequency of thrusts increased, and he emitted a deep groan as he filled the condom. Then he collapsed on me.

    I held him to me. “I love you, Myles.”

    He lifted his head and smile. I felt him twitch inside me.

    “Now, you have to hold the condom against your penis as you slide out.”

    He did as I asked, and I felt a jab of pleasure as he pulled out.

    “Slide the condom off and tie a knot in the end.”

    “That felt so good. I want you to do that to me.”

    I leaned up and kissed him, and we traded places. With the condom in place, I lubed my shaft and head and began to put lube on Myles. I slipped my finger inside him and he gasped.

    “That feels so nice. When Mr. Thompson punishes me, it doesn’t feel nice. It hurts. It hurts a lot.”

    So much ran through my head at that moment. Myles was being abused, both physically and sexually.

    “But I love you, Myles. I’m not going to hurt you.”

    “I know. He does it to punish. You’re making love.”

    “That’s right.” Myles grabbed me and pulled me inside him. He sucked air into his lungs so rapidly that it startled me.

    “I can feel you inside me, Danny, and it doesn’t hurt.” He began moving his hips. “I like it.”

    I kissed him. I looked deep into his eyes as I began deep, but gentle thrusts. We made love; we made real love. And when I got closer, I could sense that Myles was getting ready to come again. I began to thrust faster and harder. I couldn’t seem to help myself. I came hard, harder than I ever had, and in the middle of it, Myles came again, too.

    “Yes!” It was so loud it made me jump a little.

    “Suddenly, the house seemed to rumble. A loud “No” seemed to echo from every wall. I pushed myself up, still inside Myles. “What was that?”

    “Don’t worry,” said Myles calmly. “Mr. Thompson can’t hurt me anymore. You love me, and I love you.”

    The door to the room broke from its hinges, and a large, ugly man burst into the room. “No,” he yelled. He grabbed me and threw me against the wardrobe. I slid down to the floor, my head felt fuzzy.

    I saw Myles stand up and point his finger and the man. “I am free,” he told the man. “Danny has proven his love for me.”

    In that instant the man seemed to dissolve into flames; the whole room seemed to be on fire. My head hurt so bad. I heard Myles tell me that he loved me.

    I woke up on the ground. I was naked. My backpack and clothes were not far from me, and I was between 115 and 119 Birch Street. There was no house at 117 Birch. I sat up and saw my father talking to a woman in the house across the street.

    “Daddy?”

    He turned and saw me. “Danny!” He ran to me and held me in his arms.

    “What happened to the house? Where’s Myles.”

    My dad kissed me on the top of the head. “Get your clothes on, and we’ll go home and talk about it.

    When we got home, my dad made me take a hot shower before joining my mother, brother, and him in the living room. He told me that my brother had followed me to the old mill and had videoed me. My brother linked it to the TV, and there on the screen, I saw myself talking to thin air.

    “But he was there,” I told them.

    The video followed us out of the park, and then my brother said he lost sight of us and had gone back home to show my parents.

    My dad continued. “When I got your text, I wasn’t sure if you were just letting me know about a change of plans or that you needed help and that’s where you were. I headed over there, but there was just an empty lot at that address. I thought maybe you got the address wrong, so I went across the street. The woman there said she thought she had seen a single boy walking along the street, but she didn’t pay it any mind. That’s when the woman’s mother spoke up. I recorded what she said.

    The TV was on again showing a very elderly woman talking. “That house was always bad. When I was little, the boy living there would sometimes sneak out to play. Oh, what was his name?”

    A voice in the background said, “Didn’t you tell me once that a boy named Nyles or Myles lived there?”

    “That’s right. That was his name. He got in trouble for playing with us. His parents were always away from home, but he had this man who taught him. He wasn’t allowed to go to school with us. That man beat him. You could hear him screaming in the middle of the night. It was awful, but no one did anything about things like that back then. One night, the house caught fire. It burned completely to the ground. You could hear the boy screaming inside. They filled in the basement, and no one ever wanted to build a house there. Sometimes, I thought I could still hear him screaming.” The video went off.

    “I don’t understand,” I said. Tears filled my eyes. “I love Myles.”

    “Danny, that house burned down around 1925. Myles has been dead for almost one hundred years.”


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  • Fucking a Politician in the Arse

    I’m back home after a great week last week in Canberra having fun exploring the city and being Paul the Politicians boy toy.

    I couldn’t post too much on my blog (Aussie Speedo Guy) because Paul is married and is a bit of a public figure here in Australian politics.  But, after checking with Paul and running the first draft past him, I can now share with you guys some more details about how Paul and I met as well as what we got up to last week.

    It all began about a year ago…

    It was a Wednesday afternoon and I was sitting around the house in a pair of red speedos, horny and looking for someone to play with on one of those online dating/hookup apps (Grindr).  There was a guy I hadn’t seen before within one kilometer of me with a bathroom dick pic, it looked like he was wearing red speedos or red underwear briefs, I couldn’t tell so I asked him.

    The guy, who went by Paul, replied that they were indeed red speedos and a brand that I hadn’t heard of before.  I received a second photo, it was the view of the front of his red speedo, his erect cock stretching the red lycra material.  Paul said that he took the photo five minutes earlier in his hotel bathroom and was looking for some discrete fun.  I told Paul I could be there in ten minutes.

    Before I left Paul seemed concerned about discretion, I reassured him by saying that I’m Dave Speedo Evans (aka Aussie Speedo Guy).  I’ve been sued in the High Court by the evil Speedo Corporation because of my websites so discretion is pretty important to me as well.  On top of that, I’m not out to most of my friends and all of my family so I understand the need to keep things on the down low.  Paul said that he is a member of one of my websites catering to guys who love other guys in speedos and he knew all about my history.  He sounded excited to meet me in person after reading about all of my adventures of the years.  Paul told me what hotel and what room number, I told him I’d see him in ten minutes.

    Ten minutes later, Paul opened the door of his hotel room.  He was wearing the red speedos and nothing else.

    Paul is in his late forties, works pretty hard on his fitness but is strong and a little stocky, my height (just over six foot).  He is part of his local Surf Live Saving Club so has an amazing speedo tan, if anything it looks a little fake/Trumpish.  Short dark hair on his head, a little chest hair but not too much.   Paul is married, has two kids and rarely satisfies his gay tendencies.  He did have a bit of a regular fuck buddy who was in a similar position to him (married, with kids).  The guy was also a member of the Surf Life Saving Club and Paul has explained to me how that all happened and if I get his permission, I’d love to share his experience with you guys.  It is fucking hot!

    There I was walking into the hotel room of this slightly famous Daddy whose red speedos weren’t concealing his fat, erect cock.

    Walking in to someones hotel room is always a little awkward and I shook Paul’s hand.  I always think it is funny when I shake hands with a guy whom I know I’m about to do naughty things with.

    I got to enjoy the view of Paul’s arse as I followed him into the hotel room, it was delicious and my cock started stirring.

    “Mind if I grab that arse of your Paul?”

    He replied in the affirmative and I moved up close behind him and started rubbing his firm arse cheeks through the red lycra.  The lycra material was silky smooth.  Now I was fully erect and after adjusting my cock in my own red speedos I slid my hands around from Paul’s butt to his hips and I rubbed up behind him.

    I wasn’t sure how Paul would take this slightly aggressive move.  When he started grinding his arse against my cock and let out a slight moan I took that as a good sign.

    My left hand followed the silky smooth lycra from Paul’s hip and started rubbing his big, full balls.  My right hand followed the silky smooth lycra from his hip around his waist line until I felt his cock and started rubbing it up and down.  I started nibbling on Paul’s neck while my hands worked their magic on the front side of his speedo while cock was teasing his arse.

    It was amazingly hot for me, I’m guessing it was even hotter for Paul.

    Funny how you can go from total strangers to being so intimate with a person in such a short time.  Paul’s manly smell, the taste of him as I licked and lightly bit his neck, the flexing of his arse as it grinded against me, the tenseness of his balls and the growing damp spot at the top of his cock as he oozed precum through the lycra of his speedos.  It was incredibly hot.

    We maintained in this position for a while, Paul moaning louder and louder.  Although I was still fully dressed I was approaching orgasm and I could only imagine that Paul was as well.  I had to break this off, his cock had looked tastey from the photos he had sent me earlier that day and I had a craving to have his cock in my mouth so I broke off our embrace and directed Paul to lie on the hotel bed.

    Seeing this man, whom I had seen on TV many times, lying there wearing nothing but a red speedo was hot.  I stripped down to my own red speedo and let him savoir the sight.

    Standing over him, the two of us now only in our red speedos (with pairs being extremely stretched in the front), I asked Paul permission to suck him off.  Not surprisingly, he granted me permission.  As I got on my knees at the foot of the bed I told Paul just how much I had wanted to see him impressive cock in the flesh and how much I wanted it in my mouth.

    I released Paul’s cock out the leg of his red speedo, it was a magnificent sight.  I haven’t seen many cocks I don’t like but some are prettier than others and Paul has a beautiful looking cock.  Ruler straight, not too veiny, thick and a nice length.  As we had discussed in messages, the base of his cock and balls had been recently shaved which is pretty much a prerequisite for me (who likes a smelly tangle of pubes?).

    With my right hand gripping the base of Paul’s cock, I ran my tongue from where my hand was up the back of his cock all the way to its head.  I could hear that Paul liked this.

    When my tongue got to the end of Paul’s cock, I then decided to give his bell end some attention and took the head in my mouth and started sucking and slurping just the end.  My right hand started stroking up and down and my mouth was focused on the tip.

    I could taste Paul’s precum and it wasn’t long until he gave me a warning that he was about to cum and then he exploded in my mouth and I received a full load of his thick, creamy cum in my mouth.  There was little doubt how much Paul enjoyed his orgasm from his moans.  He had had a pretty full load of cum as well and I was still getting spurts of cum after seven or eight contractions of his cock.

    When I thought Paul’s cock was fully drained I took the head of his dick out of my mouth and tucked his still pretty firm cock back into his speedo.

    I moved my face from Paul’s crotch up past his stomach, over his chest to his face.  He was thanking me and I was interested in kissing him but I know how some guys are spent or just different post orgasm.  Thankfully, Paul wasn’t one of those guys and we started making out.  I’m sure I still tasted of his cum and he didn’t seem to mind as our tongues wrestled each other.

    As you can imagine, I was horny as all hell.  Paul asked me if I wanted to use his mouth, or his arse.

    We had discussed this in our messages prior to meeting up.  I consider myself versatile and Paul considers himself more of a bottom.  As it had been a while since Paul had any gay sex, his arse was eager for a good fucking and he warned me that it would be tight.  Despite the warning, when Paul broke off our kiss asking which hole I preferred, I chose door number two (the number two door – hehehe).

    Paul, seemingly recovered from his orgasm told me that was a good choice. He jumped up out of bed and headed for the bathroom to get ‘supplies’.

    When Paul returned he had condoms and lube in his hands but to my surprise, he had replaced his red speedos with an AussieBum jockstrap.  Admiring his new attire, I dropped the tube of lube when he threw it to me.  By the time I had regathered my composure Paul was in the middle of the bed on all fours, his arse just there, waiting to be fucked.

    The AussieBum jockstrap is the same one that I own, Paul later told me that it was my selfies that made him buy it and this is the first time he had worn it in front of anyone (including his wife).  It fit him perfectly as the straps on the arse side fit perfectly with the lines of his well defined speedo tan lines.  And it would prove a handy thing to hold on to.  Speaking of which I pulled my cock out the leg of my red speedos, popped the condom on, squirted some lube in Paul’s butt crack, squirted a glob of lube on my hand and then applied it to my rubbered up cock.

    There must be jokes about wanting to fuck a politician in the arse and it was that thought that went through my head and made me smile and I lined up my cock with Paul the Politicians arsehole.

    Man, it was tight.  My first attempt at sliding into him went no where.  I wasn’t sure I had lined it up right but leaning back, I was right at his entrance.  The second time I pushed a little harder and felt the bell end of my cock pop inside Paul.  He gasped.  I checked that Paul was OK which I said he was, just asked me to go slow since it had been a while.

    An inch in, an inch out, an inch and a half in, and inch and a half out.  Getting everything lubed up nicely and making sure I didn’t pop out of him.  This took a while but Paul sounded like he was enjoying it and I know I was.

    As everything was getting lubed up and loosened up a little bit Paul started backing up on my forward thrusts.  Wanting my cock deeper inside him.  The tell tale signs of someone who is a bottom and has bottomed before.  This made my cock slowly get deeper and deeper inside Paul with longer and longer strokes.  Then, with Paul pushing back and me thrusting forward, holding on to Paul’s cock strap I paused, as deep inside him as I could get.

    I had been been on the edge of cumming for a while but the slower pace had kept me from getting too close.  Now I wanted to fuck Paul hard and I wanted to cum.  I asked him if I could pound this out.  He said he wanted me to pound him.

    My slid out and I paused briefly with just the head inside him again, then with all my weight behind me, I trust back all the way inside him.  This time I didn’t pause, out again, leaving a little bit more than just the head inside and immediately back deep inside his arse.

    There was no muting our pleasure at this point. Had someone been walking past in the corridor outside the room they would have heard two men in the throws of ecstasy.

    I felt the orgasm starting from deep in my balls and I thought one more stroke, but it was one more,  one more again and I think I was so horny that it took me half a dozen strokes before my cum was exploding out of me.  My trusts were hard and deep into Paul’s arse.

    Leaning back, I admired the view of Paul’s muscular back, the AussieBum jockstrap and my cock disappearing inside him.  Ever so slowly, I slide my cock out of him.

    It was a hell of a mess so instead of completely ruining the bed we headed to the shower.

    One heck of a hardcore fuck session.  Over the last twelve months Paul and I have been in sporadic contact but he hasn’t been on the coast since then.  A few weeks ago, Paul reached out to me and asked if I wanted to spend a week hanging out with him in Canberra.  It turned out that I was free that week and I drove the four hours down there.  It was even hotter than the first time we met and I need to sit down and write about that for you guys.  Keep an eye on my Aussie Speedo Guy blog for the details.


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  • 3 Generations of Cock

    Spring Break was coming to an end and I decided to return to college a day early to start working on a plan I had hatched involving the rest of the school year. I was living in a dorm and when I got back, it was all but deserted.

    My roommate that year was a black guy named Cass. He was a great looking guy with a hot body but the withdrawn type. He and I had never really become friendly, he ran in his circles and I ran in mine. I didn’t know what his plans had been for the break, I just assumed he would be off and away, so I didn’t knock on the room door before entering. I threw open the door and stepped in and it took me a minute to register what I was seeing.

    Cass’s bed faced the door. On it, Cass was lying on his stomach with a burly blond white guy on top of him, hips pumping against Cass’s butt.

    They both looked up at the same time and I recognized the white guy as one of the school’s star football players. He said, “Oh, shit!” and started to climb off of Cass. I watched his enormous fat cock slide from between Cass’s ass cheeks and I couldn’t help but admire his muscular, beefy body. The footballer reached down, grabbed up a towel and ran past me out of the room.

    Cass was lying on his stomach staring at me, a blank look on his face.

    “Sorry,” I said. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

    “I didn’t think you were coming back until tomorrow.” Cass said. “I guess that cat is out of the bag now. Should I start packing up or are you going to request a room transfer?”

    “Why would I do that?” I asked. I was looking at his brown body and I felt my cock starting to twitch.

    “So you don’t have to room with a fag. A black guy is bad enough, right?”

    “What are you talking about? I never had any problem rooming with you. And as for being a fag, you might be surprised to find out I’ve developed a taste for cock myself.”

    Cass didn’t say anything for a few minutes, just watched as I unpacked my stuff and put it away.

    “I never would have figured you for gay. You always struck me as a book worm who didn’t even know he had a dick or what to do with it.” I was struck by his broad muscular shoulders and how there was a valley down his back defining his spine. My cock was almost fully hard.

    “And you’d have been right up until my trip home. Let’s just say that my dad and granddad gave me an education while I was there. The only reason I’m back early is because I sprained my ass hole from overdoing it”

    “Are you saying you got it on with your own dad and granddad? Are you shitting me?”

    “Nope. I had no idea that they were into cock, either. We wound up doing everything 3 men can do to each other. Repeatedly. And then I made the mistake of thinking I could take on an elephant dick.”

    “That is so fucking hot!” Cass said. “I’ve always had a fantasy of doing a father and son. Damn, your dad is hot; I met him when you moved in. Is your granddad hot too?” He was moving his hips on the bed and I couldn’t help but notice what a fine ass he had. His buns stood up like perfect half melons on his slim hips.

    “If you like my dad, you’d like my granddad, too. They’ve both got killer bodies.”

    “Do they have big dicks like yours? I couldn’t help checking you out when you were changing sometimes and it looks like you’re hung, even soft.” He was looking at my crotch and I noticed his eyebrows rise when he realized that I was standing there with a full hard on in my jeans.

    “We’re all three about exactly the same size, though dad’s cock is thicker. What about you, how come I never knew anything about you being gay?”

    “It’s a hard thing in the black community and my dad is a minister on top of it. He’d freak out and disown me if he knew.”

    He saw me staring at his plump ass and he said, “Even worse, I’m a bottom who prefers white boys so that’s another strike against me in black circles.”

    “It looked like that blond guy was plowing you pretty good when I came in.” I said.

    “Yeah, I’ve been trying to ride his dick all year after I saw how big his meat was coming out of the shower. I guess that’s fucked up now.”

    “Not necessarily.” I said. “I’ll talk to him and tell him it’s all cool. I’m sure he’s going to want to get into that ass again.”

    “You like my ass?” he asked. “I was just getting into being fucked, just getting my ass loosened up for it when you interrupted. You owe me now.”

    “I feel bad for messing up your fuck date. What can I do to make it up to you?” I asked, stroking my swollen cock through my jeans.

    “Bring that big thing over here and we’ll discuss it.” Cass said.

    I crossed the room to where he was lying and stood at the head of the bed. He reached up and stroked and then clutched my stiff dick, and then he unzipped my jeans and hauled my meat out into the light.

    “Damn, if I’d known you were packing this much dick I would have been creeping up on you in the night to get some of it.” he said.

    He raised his head and I felt his hot mouth close around my cock head, his tongue probing into my piss slit. Then, he lowered his mouth over my shaft, taking almost the full length into his throat.

    “I can tell that’s not the first cock you’ve sucked.” I said. “You’re going to have to teach me some of your techniques.” I reached over and ran my fingers over his perfect ass, then let my fingers drift into his crack and probe his lubed hole.

    “You ain’t seen nothing yet.” he replied. He had one hand wrapped around the base of my cock and he licked the drops of precum that were flowing out of my slit. “Why don’t you climb up on here and fill my little ass hole with this pretty meat?”

    “If you think anybody would turn down that offer, you’re crazy.” I said. I peeled off all of my clothes and stood nude.

    “I didn’t know you looked so hot naked.” Cass said. “I especially didn’t know you looked so good with a big hard cock standing up like that. My hole is puckering just thinking about getting that meat up it.”

    I climbed onto the bed between his spread legs. His perfect ass lay before me, just waiting to be fucked. I spread his meaty cheeks so that his hairless cleft was open and his sweet little pucker was revealed. The interior of his crack was slightly darker than the rest of his skin and his tight little ass hole was darker still.

    “That little hole is an ass fucker’s dream.” I said. I leant down and licked the tiny opening.

    “Oh, baby!” Cass said. “The only thing I like better than having my ass hole fucked is having my ass hole tongued!”

    I lapped at the pucker and speared my tongue through his ring. He responded by lifting his ass and thrusting back to get more of my tongue inside him. I reached up and used my thumbs to spread his hole open and was rewarded when his hole bloomed and I was able to see the pink interior lining. That made me even hornier for his ass and I sucked and tongue fucked his hole till he collapsed back onto the bed.

    “Fuck my hole.” he said. “I want to feel that hard meat pounding inside of me.”

    I reared back on my haunches and Cass handed me a bottle of lube. I stroked it over my steaming dick and then shot a dollop on his hole. I grabbed the base of my cock and guided it so that it rubbed in his crack, stroking his hungry hole and making him sigh.

    I positioned the head against his fuck ring and slowly pressed, watching his beautiful brown ass lips close around my cock head. My cock head slid into him with no resistance and then I watched as inch by inch my white shaft disappeared into his dark hole.

    “Fuck, I wish you could see what I’m seeing.” I said. “Your ass looks so beautiful with my cock buried in it.”

    “It feels pretty damned good, too.” Cass said. “How about you fuck me to show me how much you like it?”

    I fell on top of his broad back and hooked my arms under his armpits, then slowly started to fuck his hole.

    “I can’t believe we could have been doing this all year and I was too stupid to realize it.” I whispered in his ear.

    “That’s okay.” he replied. “I’m going to wear your dick out from now on to make up for lost time.”

    I started slow, moving my cock in and out of his guts. Occasionally, I’d shift my hips back and forth to rub the walls of his fuck chute with my cock head or I’d corkscrew my hips to rub all sides of his channel. He was bucking under me, slamming his ass back to feel more dick inside of him.

    “Deep dick me.” he said. “Pull it all out but the head and give me the whole shaft each time.”

    I did as he asked, fucking him with long hard strokes, pulling most of my dick out and then slamming it into his guts.

    “Goddamn, I don’t know where you learned to fuck but you had a good teacher.” Cass said.

    “Two teachers, my dad and my granddad.” I said.

    “One way or another, they are going to fuck me.” he said.

    “I think I can arrange that. All they need is one look at this ass, let alone feel how good it is and they’re going to be fighting to give you the dick. And, my granddad loves to eat ass. You’ll probably wear out before he does.” I told him.

    I reached under him and felt his cock. It was a large one, one of those kinds that have a broad oval shaped shaft when it’s hard. I ran my hand up and down the shaft and then cupped his big meaty ball sack.

    “You’ve been holding out on me, fucker.” I said. “You’ve been hiding this big dick all along.”

    “I didn’t want you to get distracted from my ass.” Cass said. “My cock is a permanent number two on the to-do list.”

    “My dad and granddad are going to eat you up.” I said. “You may think you’re all bottom now but when those two guys get ahold of you, you will wind up with your cock in their holes.”

    I pulled my hips back so that just my cock head was in his hole and then leant back above him. I pulled my cock out of his hole, then immediately slammed the full length back into him.

    After I had plowed his hole that way two or three times, his whole body tensed and he said, “Fuck! You’re fucking the cum right out of me!”

    I reached under him and grabbed his shaft just in time to feel his load expand his piss tube and blast out of his cock head. I started pile driving his hole, hammering away at his ass. I had my cock all the way up him when my balls started to contract and I knew I was going to shoot.

    He felt my cock expand inside of him and he clamped his muscles down around my shaft, milking my cock at the same time that hot cum started gushing out of my balls and into his ass.

    I kept shooting and he kept milking until I fell on top of him exhausted, my balls aching.

    “That’s probably the best fuck I ever had.” I said.

    “You being practically a virgin, that’s not saying much but I’ll take it as a compliment anyway.” Cass replied.

    I rested on top of him until my cock had gone entirely soft inside of him and it slithered out of his hole on its own. I rolled over and said, “Holy fuck, am I ever glad I came back early.”

    “Even if you did scare off my trophy fuck.” Cass said.

    “I’m really sorry about that.” I said. “What’s his room number? I need to go take a shower anyway so I’ll stop in and tell him everything is cool here.”

    I got up and Cass grabbed my cock and licked up all of the juice coating it, then probed into my piss hole with his tongue to get the last drops out of it.

    “I’m sucking this fucker later, so you’d better work on recharging. He’s in room 211, now go get me some more cock.”

    I slapped his perfect ass and grabbed a towel to wrap around my waist. The dorm hall was deserted when I stepped out and I trudged down to room 211, wondering what to say.

    I knocked and the big footballer opened the door. When he saw it was me, he looked scared as hell.

    “Hey, I just came to apologize for earlier.” I said.

    I looked him up and down. He was only wearing an old pair of gym shorts that did nothing to hide the fat sausage hanging from his crotch. His body was muscular instead of the flabby beef of most of the guys who play football and he was exceedingly handsome.

    “I would have knocked except I had no idea until today that Cass was into getting fucked.” I said.

    “Yeah, so now you can spread it all over the school that I was fucking him. I’ll probably get kicked off the team.”

    “You’ve got it all wrong.” I said. “I’m not interested in blackmailing you. As a matter of fact, I’ll give you a blowjob sometime and you can have something on me, too.” I grasped his cock through his shorts and it immediately started to expand.

    “Fuck!” I said. “I’ll do a lot more than blow you and you can have all kinds of shit to blackmail me with instead. You’ve got some prime beef here.”

    He smiled for the first time and said, “You like that, huh? I can’t usually find anybody who’s able to take it. Cass sure did, do you think you can?” By now, his cock was fully hard and I couldn’t close my hand around it.

    “We’ll just have to bust my throat and maybe my ass hole trying.” I said.

    I let him go and started to the shower but I glanced over my shoulder and he was watching me so I pulled my towel off and walked away bare assed. He rewarded me with a loud wolf whistle.

    I took as long as possible while showering because I suspected what was going on back in my room. Finally, I had to return. I opened the door and was greeted with the same scene as last time, though slightly different.

    The footballer rolled over on Cass’s side and I watched as his enormous and still half hard cock slid out from between Cass’s cum soaked buns.

    “I would be embarrassed,” he said, “except that while I was fucking Cass I couldn’t help noticing that his hole already smelled like cum.”

    “Somebody had to fill in after you ran away and left him with a hungry hole.” I replied.

    “I guess that kind of gives us a connection.” he said, reaching down and stroking his cock. “This is mostly your cum on my dick.”

    “Looks good on you, too. You should let Cass lick it off for you.”

    “I’d let you do the honors but I want my balls fully loaded when I collect on the blowjob you promised me.” he said.

    “Wait a minute!” Cass said. “You just came out this week and already you’re trying to steal my action?”

    “No fear.” I said. “Your hole is going to be seeing plenty of action, just looking at it is getting my dick hard again.” I said.

    “Now that you mention it, my cock is getting stiff, too. Should we flip for who gets to fuck him next or should we just tag team his hole?” the footballer asked. 

  • The Milkman

    My old bike hung on the wall of my dad’s garage for more than two years. But on that sunny morning on my hometown, I decided it was time to pick it up. My dad woke up to help me with it. He came to the garage after hearing me working on it. He was wearing some old boxers that were a bit loose around his growing belly and I could see his sac and dick moving under it. It made my face grown red, but due to the heat, I assume my dad thought it was just me putting too much effort on a simple task as filling up the tires of my bike.

    “Jesus, Henry, what on earth are you doing?” Dad asked as he scratched his balls and stared at me kneeling on the floor of the garage. “It is six in the morning.”

    Indeed it was, but here I was, with my 20 years and a summer vacation with not enough money to run far away from home, but instead, ending up stuck with my dad for long long months of nothing to do. My dad was 58 back than and I was the son of the second failed marriage of that old man. I always wondered why it never worked for him – he was a hot piece of a man. Not that he knew I thought that, but as a young gay man, I always found my dad a classic example of a hot dilf. And with those loose boxes? Fuck. I did had to turn my eyes away.

    “Sorry, dad. It is just too hot and I couldn’t sleep. So I remembered of my old summer holidays and this bike and I thought, why not?”

    “Are you having one of those crisis of young people who come home from uni or something?”

    “What?” I asked, standing up but quickly lowering my hand over my crotch. I was wearing some old short shorts that definitely showed off my engorging cock. My young body was still on full hormones in plain work – I got easily hard in the presence of a man that had a hairy chest and a bit of a belly. Like my dad. Me? I was slightly hairy on the chest and very hairy on the legs and the ass – which I shaved once a month, of course. I was the normal type of guy, not very prone for sports, but with a good lean figure thanks to genetics or whatever. And there we were, the two of us standing. “Dad, can you help me with this?”

    “Gimme this.” He took the pump from my hand and did the work, crouching on the floor in such a way that his boxers moved and I could see the hairy crack behind him. It made my cock go completely hard so I was thankful he wasn’t looking when I took the bike and quickly moved away. “What about breakfast?” He yelled as I jumped on my old bike and started down the neighborhood.

    I got enough speed as I hit the main road and the breeze was such a welcomed feeling that I couldn’t help but smile. I raced a bit more and closed my eyes just a bit before opening to see my old neighborhood once more. My dad didn’t move away from our house – instead, my mom and my sister moved to downtown and left the suburbs for my old man who said he was glad with an easy going life. And a part of me could understand his feelings. It was an easy life. Sometimes even too easy.

    The entrances to the houses were mostly empty except for the cars or the children toys all around. Some people were already out, going for the train station or driving their smooth cars down the roads. I turned to the left and made my way to my old school. As I rode, I saw the milkman. I pulled my hand out of the handlebar and waved. “Hello, mr. Carson.” But as the man in the white uniform turned, I noticed he was way younger than mr. Carson was when I was still a kid. The milkman opened a huge white smile on his scruffy face and waved back. “Hello.” I heard him yell but I was already speeding up, too shy about my mistake to even look back.

    Seeing your own hometown after almost two years is a bit weird. I was born and raised on this little part of the world and only left when my parents divorced for real and my mom moved – first to the city and than to another, far away place. She hates my father, as you may have guessed, but I never truly knew why because she said she wouldn’t dare to make her children feel the same. So my relationship with dad has always been good, even after me going to college and making him travel to meet me instead of the other way around.

    Mostly because, as a gay child, the memories of this town wounded still now. I stopped the bike in front of the school and I thought I would be filled with nice memories but instead all I could think of was how grateful that I could simply be me now instead of that project of a person I tried being when I was younger. Still, I made myself look at the building and feel all the feels before I started my riding once more.

    It took me around an hour to go back home. Not being inclined to sports and having to deal with a strong hot summer, I felt the need to just lay back and not move until my body cooled off again. I left the bike on the grass in front of my dad’s house and entered.

    It was all complete silent and I decided not to make much noise because I was sure my dad was sleeping. Except, he wasn’t. I was basically tiptoeing to the kitchen, so in his defense, he couldn’t have heard me. But as I got to the door, I saw the white uniform of the milkman and his hat was over the table and I could perfectly read the letters of MILKMAN on it. The sounds were also very soft, but in that silent house, they were loud enough.

    “Mr. Robinson, oh my god.” And than a soft happy moan.

    And I spied. I looked in and I spied on my dad. And it was easy because the old fucker was not even trying to hide it. He was there, kneeling in the middle of the kitchen, sucking the milkman’s cock. And now I could only see the back of the new milkman, but he looked strong inside that tight white shirt. His pants were down around his knees and I could see his bare ass exposed. It was firm and muscled and well taken care off. I was immediately hard. And guilty because there I was, spying as my dad grabbed the ass globes of that man so he could deep throat that cock. And I haven’t seen it yet, but I could only imagine it was big.

    I don’t know exactly how I got to that, but I pulled my dick out and started to stroke it right there by the door. I heard my dad’s slurping sounds and I heard the milkman’s moans as the two of them got going and damn, oh, damn, my dad was good. My old man was a fucking cocksucker.

    “You’re so hungry today, mr. Robinson. I’m glad your kid went out so I could come and feed you. Does his dick is as big as mine?”

    “Uh-hum.” My dad didn’t take the man’s cock out of his mouth but his answer was pretty clear and hearing it made me denounce myself. It was a simple step back but my back touched the door and the door made a loud noise.

    The milkman turned and I saw my dad’s face looking at me as he kept still on his position to serve.

    “Henry?”

    “Dad!”

    My cock was out and hard and I could see the milkman’s face clear. He was smiling. A deviant, inviting smile.

    “What are you doing?” We both asked at the same time. And the milkman was the one who had an answer.

    “He is jerking off to his old father sucking the milkman, isn’t it?”

    I was unable to move. My hand was still in my cock and it throbbed between my fingers. “Y-yes.”

    “Do you want to watch it closer?” The milkman asked. He was in his 30s for sure and he was such a fine damn man, like those you saw on an ad on television.

    I nodded and walked into the kitchen, stepping closer to them and seeing my dad. He looked mortified but he was naked and his dick was hard under the small curve of his belly.

    “Closer?” I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked to my side. The milkman’s smile was charming as ever as he pushed me down to kneel beside my dad and I than saw the man’s cock. It was beautiful – long, hard, vein-y. His balls were a wonder a part and the black pubes over the shaved and trimmed dick made that a cock of my dreams. I licked my lips and my dad smirked at me, shyly.

    “I’m sorry, son, you weren’t meant to see this.”

    “It’s okay, Dad. I like this too.”

    “But I’m your father.”

    “I love you no matter what.”

    Between us, the milkman’s cock throbbed and we both looked up. “I don’t have all morning, but my balls have enough milk for you two.”

    We both stared at each other before my old man got back to his work. He closed his lips on the red mushroom head of that cock. His blue eyes still stared at me while he did it and I understood then what I could do. So I leaned in and put my mouth on the milkman’s balls, licking and sucking, getting a bit of an intoxicating musk of a male’s dick. And there, with my dad, we had a small feast.

    We licked that cock – every inch of it. We kissed with tongues as we both served that powerful member. We both took turns too and my dad would hold the base of the milkman’s cock so I could take it down my throat. I wasn’t as good as dad – that cock was too big for me. But my old man took it all down his throat and held it there to the milkman’s delight.

    When the man announced his orgasm, my dad aimed that big cock to my face and the young milkman exploded all over it. My dad licked some cum out of my cheeks and I licked the rest. The milkman put his cock back into his white trousers, took his cap and left. But before going out of our kitchen, he smiled back – that perfect advertising from the 60s smile.

    “I come back tomorrow!”

    “Yes!” I answered him with my father as we still had our cocks hard on the kitchen’s floor.


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  • Toby Goes from Rages to Riches

    Toby and Colton settled at college and each day they would either text or phone each other. They would share with each other what was happening adapting to college life. They talked about their roommates and how each was getting along. Colton asked Toby if his roommate was hot and Toby said: “not really, he’s just and average guy and we both study constantly.” “How about you babe, is your roommate hot?” Colton said: “He’s a big bear but a really nice guy.”

    Time passed and the holidays were approaching, and the boys had decided to head home for Christmas and remain at college for Thanksgiving.

    Colton had arrived home a day before Toby so he was waiting when Toby’s flight arrived. Colton stood anxiously awaiting Toby, and just as he looked up there came Toby smilling. Toby grabbed onto Colton and hugged him and said: “Oh baby I’ve missed you so much.” Colton could not get enough of Toby’s warmth and said: “OMG how I have missed you too and I can’t wait to get that ass of yours in bed.”

    Colton drove home holding Toby’s hand and Toby reached over and massaged his mans bulge and said: “Baby I can’t wait to get this in my mouth.” Colton said: “Oh fuck baby, you have no idea how I have been craving your hot body.”

    They walked into Colton’s home and Mrs. Reynolds hurried over to Toby and wrapped her arms around him with a loving embrace. “My sweet Toby how we have missed you.” They all hugged and shared stories of what was happening since college began.

    Toby said: “Mrs. Reynolds the tree is beautiful and the house is all decorated. I can remember having a tree when I was very small but as I got older my parents never wanted a tree. They were into drugs for so many years and lost out on so much in life including me.

    Colton changed the subject because I was starting to get upset. I did say that I wanted to find out where they were and that I would like to see them. Colton said: ” Toby we will check tomorrow, and then you can visit them.”

    Toby spoke with his parents lawyer and found out that they were in prison which he had suspected. Colton went with Toby for the visit and as he sat waiting for them to come to the window he shook nervously. Colton took his hand and said: ” try to relax baby.”

    Suddenly he saw his father approach and he looked at Toby and said: “how are you Toby.” I’m fine Dad, I’m in my first year of college, and this is Colton Dad, my boyfriend.” His Dad just looked at him in shook, but did not say anything. “Your mother and I will be out of here in two months on probation and we are scheduled for addiction therapy “I’m glad to hear that dad” Toby replied. After they talked for a while Toby’s dad left. A few minutes later Toby’s mom came to the window with a stone cold face. “Hello mom” Toby said. She looked at him and said: “Who’s that with you.” “he’s my boyfriend don’t your remember Colton.” With a look of discuss on her face she just sat there not saying much more. Toby was visibly upset and said they had to go and all she said was “thanks for coming.”

    As the boys left the prison Toby was shaking and totally effected by the visit especially with his mother. Colton said: “Lets go home Toby and try to get this out of your head, at least you made the attempt to visit them.”

    When they arrived home they went into the living room to watch TV. After a short time Colton’s mom said: “dinners ready.” They all enjoyed a wonderful dinner and Toby told Colton’s parents what had transpired at the prison. Mrs. Reynolds said: “Toby you made the right choice by visiting them, and its their choice to now get the help they need.”

    After they finished dinner Colton said: “Lets go take showers and go to bed its been a long day. They said goodnight and headed upstairs.
    When they got in the shower Toby grabbed Colton and pressed his lips against his lovers and they melted together mouths hungry for each other. Toby said: “Colt lets hurry up and get in bed.”

    They finished and Colton grabbed Toby and through him on the bed and said: Your my bitch and I’m going to breed your fucking ass.” Toby said: “Fuck yeah talk dirty to me baby.” Colton started sucking Toby’s feet licking and sucking one toe at a time and then licking up his legs and finally to his balls where he started washing them with his tongue. Toby was panting and said: “Fuck Colton I’m your submissive bottom and want you to abuse my ass.”Colton just looked at Toby with a grin full of lust. After he finished his balls he took Toby’s 7” cock in his mouth and carefully licked the head and massaged it with his tongue. Toby was writhing on the bed grabbing onto the sheets. “Fuck baby suck that cock, I’ve been saving it for you.” Colton sucked his shaft for several minutes until Toby said: “Slow down baby or I’ll cum.”

    Colton told Toby to lay on his back and then he lifted Toby’s legs all the way back towards his chest and then took a nose dive into his lovers sweet puckering hole. He sucked and slurped driving Toby crazy, and then drove his tongue in his hole as deep as he could. He looked at Toby and said: “are you ready for me to pound that ass of yours bitch.” Toby said: “bring in on big man.”

    He had Toby get up doggy style, buttered up his cock and rammed it in Toby’s waiting pussy. He pushed his cock in one thrust and Toby cringed in pain. Colton kept sliding his cock in and out and then Toby started to breath heavy and said: “Oh yeah that’s good, I’m your bitch so fuck me you cock sucker. That was all Colton needed to hear and he became a wild beast fucking Toby relentlessly. Colton was on the verge of cuming and all at once shouted out “I’m cuming, take my sticky cream you bitch.” Toby started blasting cum shots all over his face and body screaming “yeah fuck me with that horse cock of yours.” Colton reached down and licked up the cum from Toby’s stomach and face and then they kissed sharing Toby’s jizz.

    They both came down from their euphoric high and collapsed on the bed. Toby said: “Hey Colt so I’m your bitch now,” and they both laughed.

    Christmas Eve arrived and Colton’s mom was busy making preparing dinner. The boys were wrapping gifts that they had purchased for each other and Colton’s parents.

    That evening they sat down to a beautiful dinner, and Toby said he would like to say a few words. He said: Mr. and Mrs. Reynolds I want to thank you for the kindness you’ve shown me, I don’t know where I would be if it hadn’t been for you opening your door to me and treating me like a son, I love your both and I’m wishing you a Merry Christmas. Then he looked at Colton and said: “Colton I have loved you for a long time, you have completed by life and with you by my side I know we will have an amazing life, so Merry Christmas Colt.” “Colton looked at Toby and said: “you have given meaning to my life and the love I feel for you is forever, so Merry Christmas to you also Toby.”

    Late that evening they shared gifts and greeted guests that the Reynold’s had invited. Toby and Colton managed to sneak off for a quick kiss.

    As the night came to and end they said goodnite and headed up to bed. They took turns sucking each others cocks and both were hungry to swallow their cum. They fell asleep in each others arms.

    Two days later the boys returned to school and for the next four years they worked hard. They both had sexual encounters but never anthing that would jeopardize their relationship. They would always talk about what each of them had done sexually. Their relationship was based on truth, and honestly.

    Five Years Later

    Toby and Colton graduated and Colton did very well, but Toby graduated with honors and was going on to achieve his CPA.

    They decided that they wanted to live in San Francisco so they made the trip to scout for employment. They both secured employment in major companies. They also found an apartment which was very expensive so their plans were to buy a house as soon as possible. It was very costly living in San Francisco but it was where they wanted to be.

    They moved into their apartment and got settled and also began their careers. Colton’s parents came to visit and had a surprise for them. Colton’s Dad is a very respected attorney and his parents are very wealthy.

    They took the boys to an exclusive restaurant and after dinner Mr. Reynold’s handed an envelope to Colton. As he opened it he took a check out and his eyes almost fell out of his head, as it was a check for Five Hundred Thousand Dollars. Colton showed it to Toby and he was shocked. They both thanked them and got up for hugs. Colton said: “Toby this is for our new home baby.” They were both so excited and you could see the joy in Colton’s parents faces.

    Colton and Toby were now 23 and Toby who was once a poor undesirable looking boy was now a handsome confidant man. Colton told Toby he was taking him for a special dinner and that he had made reservations. They both dressed in Armani suites and Colton looked at Toby and said: “you are so handsome Toby and your all mine.” They both enjoyed a wonderful meal and conversation.

    After dinner Colton pulled a small box out of his pocket and said: “Toby you are my life, my rock, my lover, and my friend and I love you beyond any words that could be said” and as he opened the box with two matching platinum wedding bands, “will you marry me”. Toby with tears of happiness said: “yes, yes, yes, I love you baby.”

    I have already made the tentative plans for our wedding and contacted the church and minister. We will be getting married in four weeks. If its ok with you it will be a small wedding with my parents and some of our friends. Colton said: “Toby do you want to invite your parents?” Toby replied: “I don’t think so Colt.”

    The church, minister and reception hall were all arranged. The wedding was fast approaching and Colton’s parents and grandparents were scheduled to arrive the day before the wedding also about fifty friends and family including Emily Toby’s long time friend. Both Colton and Toby had nervous jitters but couldn’t wait to be married.

    Arrangements were made for Colton’s parents to walk him down the isle and Toby had asked his longtime friend Emily if she would walk him down the isle.

    All were seated and the ceremony began. As the wedding song began “Now and Forever” there wasn’t a dry eye in the church. Colton walked down the isle first with his parents and Toby followed with Emily.

    The ceremony went fairly quick and then they were asked to repeat their vows.

    Colton

    Toby I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you, to love you and to stay with you for all eternity.

    Toby

    Colton I see these vows not as promises but as privileges; I get to laugh with you and cry with you; care for you and share with you; get to run with you and walk with you; build with you and live with you. How lucky am I.

    The ceremony ended and everyone headed to the reception where everyone enjoyed a luscious buffet and dancing.

    The Limo picked up Colton and Toby as they headed to Provence in Southern France and then to Paris (the city of love) for their honeymoon. Colton and Toby enjoyed their honeymoon and returned to their new home in San Francisco and began their life together.


    “The way of peace is the way of love, love is the greatest power on earth and it conquers all things.”

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  • Social Interaction

    So this is an imaginative encounter including myself which involves social media with a man of mid 30s who has had more experience.

    It was a sunny afternoon and as a male of mid 20s I was scrolling and swiping through my various social media apps where I happen to come across a profile whose name is Jose.

    His profile described him as a muscular man of 6 ft height (183cm) and well endowed (his penis size was not disclosed.

    We managed to keep the conversation flowing freely and it was agreed that we would arrange a meet-up in the nearby hotel which I booked.

    I arrived before Jose and waited for him in the reception area. I kept checking my appearance over and over in the hope that I would look attractive and smart to him. Just before I left for the hotel I checked myself down below in case things took a step further.

    I hear the front door open and I see a man matching the description and images of Jose walking towards the reception desk when I tap him on the shoulder.

    “You must be Jose”? I asked in a slight quiver in my voice.

    “Yes that’s me” he responded with a slight smirk on his face.

    We then try and locate our room which happened to be on the ground floor and I swiped the keycard and allowed Jose to walk through as I close and lock the door.

    We kiss passionately as I start shedding his clothes and he sheds mine. But I keep his tie and mine in order to be used in the bedroom.

    I push him onto the bed and tie him up using both ties to secure his wrists and then I use some rope to tie his ankles to the bedpost.

    “Now I have you where I want you” I teased as I start running my hand over his torso and then I lightly pinch and twist his nipples.

    “Oh fuck” he exclaimed which then later turned into a moan.

    I stop teasing him and roam my hand lower and I wrap my hand around his cock and give it a quick jerk.

    “Well you certainly lived up to expectation” I said in surprise.

    I then lowered down his body and start to lightly lick the head of his penis which caused his body to jerk and twitch slightly.

    I try to get more of his penis into my mouth but because of the size and thickness I couldn’t fit anymore.

    I made sure his dick was nice and slick with my mouth skills.

    “Let me eat that ass” he said as I turn my back towards him and played with his asshole.

    I felt his tongue probing my hole and then slip in.

    “Oh fuck that tongue is long and deep” I moaned as I stick my finger in his ass. This causing him to moan inside of me which in turn made me moan louder.

    Eventually I took my finger out of his ass and he removes his tongue from my ass. I turn to face him and I untie his wrists. Kissing him passionately as I did. He wraps his arms around my waist as his cock rubs against my crack.

    He directs his cock into my ass and plunges it in.

    “Fuck it feels like a baseball bat being rammed into my ass” I shout in pain. This becomes muffled as he covers my mouth with his hand.

    I continue screaming into his hand until I get used to the size of him.

    Time passes as I managed to accommodate his size and I start moaning into his hand as he controls the movement in and out of my ass.

    He starts thrusting in and out of my ass faster and harder which causes me to moan Everytime he hit that spot inside of me.

    “Oh god i’m gonna cum” I moan and then spurt after spurt landed on Jose’s chest and stomach.

    “I’m gonna breed you so much” he responded as I could feel him squirting inside of me.

    We kiss passionately as I carefully remove his cock from my ass and then I get off the bed and untie his ankles from the bed.

    I gingerely walk from the bed and head towards the bathroom and turn the taps on and pour some of the bubble bath oil into the tub.

    Whilst preparing for the bath I felt Jose rubbing his cock into my crack.

    “Not right now Jose you just planted your seed in me” I moaned.

    He helped me into the tub and cuddled himself close to me as the after sex glow began to overcome us and eventually I drifted off to sleep.

    moments later when I woke up I noticed Jose was no longer there and there was an unread text an hour ago.

    “Thanks for having faith in me, I enjoyed today Jose x”

    Will I ever find Jose again?

    THE END

  • Rimming my girlfriends boyfriend

    To be clear, my “girlfriend” is a girl (very horny) and is my friend (a very good one). She is also very open to me watching or even participating in her fuck fests. It’s amazing and annoying to me how many straight guys think having sex is strictly a two person affair. Even when they know I only want to watch. Maybe they know I would like to suck their dicks and screw their asses and are afraid they might prove willing if I were there??

    Her latest fuck muffin is a firefighter which automatically makes him hot. He’s Scandinavian which makes him tall, blonde, slender and sexually open. Muscular just comes with the territory as do the blue eyes and blinding white teeth. After a few weeks of boffing him, she inquired rather he was up to an audience. Just watching, no touching. He hesitated but agreed. I was delighted and without even meeting him, I was jacking off thinking about the possibilities.

    On the big night I made sure my breath was fresh and my asshole was clean and lubed. You never know and, as they say, hope does spring eternal. We met at Annie’s house, had some white wine, chatted and were very sociable. But underneath it all, my hormones were rioting.

    I had a raging hard on which oozed precum every time he moved. He went to the kitchen and the sight of his ass moving slightly under his pants nearly made me cum. It also brought out a little moan which Annie thought was adorably horny of me. Returning from the kitchen showed off his considerable bulge and outlined his obviously circumcised cock. Another burst of precum and another little groan which made him look at me and grin.

    We moved to the bedroom where Sven (what else could it be) and Annie started making out and disrobing each other. Annie finally got down to removing his tightie whitie bikini briefs

    (anyone else find bright colored or, god forbid, patterned men’s shorts a turn off?)

    I was sitting in Annies reading chair with a profile view of the disrobing and with my hand desperately massaging my oozing boner and trying not to be too obvious. As Annie slowly eased Svens shorts down, it finally let his dick pop free and then disappear into Annies mouth. She is one great cocksucker; I have always envied her that talent. That brought a groan from Sven which I echoed. Annie had told me he was not one for a lot of foreplay the first time around. That was saved for the second or third cuming. He just wanted to get that thick nine inches planted in her pussy and fuck her till he shot his load. I’m sure his load was huge but that may just be my wishful thinking.

    He mounted her. She gasped as he slid inside her, Sven groaned, and I very nearly lost my load. I moved to the foot of the bed for my favorite viewing angle; directly behind them. I squatted down where I could see his cock as it slid in and pulled out of Annies wet pussy. Each thrust slapped his blonde haired ball sack against her ass crack and each pull back caused his ass cheeks to spread just enough that I could see his tight pink asshole winking lasciviously at me. After the third or fourth wink I couldn’t help myself. When his ass next winked I flicked my tongue in just enough to barely touch his puckered pink sphincter. He definitely felt it: I could see his rhythm alter slightly and his next pull back held just long enough for me to really get my tongue tight against that sweet hole. After a few of these frustrating tasters, he went balls deep and held steady. I boldly spread his cheeks and went for it. He didn’t move while I tongued him and I could feel his sphincter loosening and letting my tongue push inside his hole. Then he started a pulsing rhythm, just enough to keep Annie (and his dick) happy and let me pry and lick and worship at his pulsing hole. Then I slid a finger in and Sven bucked like a rodeo bronco. I had it in up to the first knuckle and when he bucked, I pushed it all the way in. His asshole clenched my finger. I stroked his prostate and that sent him into a wave of cum shots. Each shot caused his ass to clench my finger tighter and then I was shooting jizz in perfect time with his blasts. He/we finally finished and he collapsed on Annie while I very slowly slid my finger out and watched his hole pucker back into place.

    A couple totally blissful moments passed and then we heard Annie. “I’m so glad I could set you two up for such a meaningful experience.”

    “Sorry” Sven said. “My first time having my ass rimmed. I couldn’t help myself”

    “Sounds like you enjoyed it”

    “Ah, yes” Sven sighed. “Jon can eat my ass any time he wants.”

    At that, I felt my limp, cum coated dick start to come back to life.


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  • Toothpaste

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    Tap, tap, tap. My foot wouldn’t stop. My eyes kept drifting from one cheesy dental health poster to the next. Going to the dentist was a nightmare for me; they barely had to look into my mouth to trip my gag reflex. I started to feel sick to my stomach just thinking about what was about to come.

    This was going to suck.

    “Dustin Jones,” the receptionist called from behind the counter. I stood, tugged my t-shirt back down, and crossed to the counter.

    “That’s me.” I confessed.

    “Room three, please.” He nodded his head to my left, indicating the hallway past a swinging door.

    “Uh, thanks.” His attention had already returned to his computer. I took a deep breath and turned to face my doom. The hallway past the door was bare, painted white, with doors on my right and windows on my left. I walked slowly, looking out the windows as I walked. One, I passed the first door. There was a narrow courtyard outside the glass, shady and peaceful, with vines climbing the cinder block walls. Door number two, my stomach lurched. I turned to look out the next window. There was a fountain against the wall, water falling into shell shaped tiers, small amounts splashing over the edge to bedew the flowers blooming at its base.

    Three.

    I opened the door and stepped into the room. The walls were painted cobalt blue, with framed landscapes instead of dental posters. There was the usual dentist chair to one side, but also a couple of normal desk chairs. I swallowed, feeling like I was trying to swallow an egg made of sandpaper. I looked into the mirror over the sink. Maybe it was stress, or just the light, but I looked paler than usual. I ran my fingers through my messy hair, sweeping it back out of my face, then chose one of the desk chairs, rolling it a short distance from the others. My eyes locked onto the dental chair with it’s attached light on a metal arm. My hands were shaking.

    The door opened.

    “Good afternoon, Mr. Jones. I’m Doctor Reynolds. I stood to shake his hand, conscious of my sweaty palm. He seemed to notice as well.

    “Are you feeling nervous?” he asked me.

    “Uh, yeah. A little.” His eyes were locked on mine, and I could only meet them for a few moments before looking down. I wiped my palms on my jeans.

    “Any particular reason?” he asked. His voice was deep, yet soft. The melodic way he spoke seemed to help me feel a little more comfortable. When I didn’t answer, he patted me on the back and indicated I should sit back in the desk chair. “There’s no need to worry; you’re in good hands.”

    “It’s… I just have a really bad gag reflex,” I confessed. “Every time I go to the dentist I end up vomiting.” I stared at my feet. “I can’t even tell you what a nightmare braces were.”

    “Oh, is that all?” he asked, sending a rush of blood to my face. “Not to worry, it happens all the time. We actually have a new toothpaste that can help you with that, if you’re interested in overcoming that reflex.”

    “Toothpaste can help with that?” I looked up at him, meeting the deep blue of his eyes for a moment more before looking back at my feet.

    “Yes. It’s similar to how they have a toothpaste for sensitive teeth. It hasn’t been released on the open market yet, so you’re lucky you came here; we’re one of the few clinics in the country to have it.”

    “That… That would be great. Honestly, I gag myself even brushing my teeth…” I trailed off, not having planned on telling him that.

    “Not to worry. I’ll have a tube waiting for you at reception. Just follow the directions on the tube and schedule a follow up when you’ve finished it.” He picked up a phone and starting telling the receptionist what to get together. I didn’t pay attention to what he was saying, caught up on the idea of being able to brush without gagging. The appointment went smoothly after that… Well, as smooth as usual. Every time I would gag he’d just remind me that the toothpaste was going to fix that and that I could relax…

    “Doc. Reynolds said to grab some toothpaste from you,” I told the receptionist on the way out. I was relieved that it was over, but the muscles in my stomach were still aching from dry-heaving. At least I didn’t actually throw up this time. He looked up at me with a huge smile on his face and handed me a small paper sack.

    “Enjoy. We’ll see you at your follow up.” Something about his grin sent a chill down my spine, but he was looking back at his screen already, so I figured I’d imagined it.

    When I got home, I opened the paper sack and looked inside. I reached in and pulled out a small tube of toothpaste and a strange toothbrush. “How the hell am I going to brush my teeth with this?” I wondered. It was thick and rounded, with soft bristles. I’ll have to open my mouth wider to keep it from tripping my reflex. I shrugged, trusting that the dentist knew his stuff, and willing to try almost anything at this point. The tube itself was plain and silver, with a printed sticker reading “Anti-Gag Reflex Toothpaste: Brush at least three times daily with special brush for 90 seconds or more. Brush tongue and swallow for best results.”

    I went into the bathroom and wet the strange brush. I opened the tube and squeezed a line onto the bristles. The paste was a vivid purple, with flecks of other colors in it. I brought it below my nose and inhaled; it smelled good. I took a few more deep breaths, enjoying the smell.

    I parted my lips to expose my teeth and started brushing the paste onto them, spreading it throughout my mouth. It was tingly, filling my mouth with bubbles. I opened wider and started brushing the back sides of my teeth, moving back to my molars. The tingling sensation was spreading, filling my head. My eyes met my own in the mirror, and I was grinning as I worked the brush around inside my mouth. I stopped thinking. I didn’t gag myself, even once. I was about to spit and rinse when I remembered the instructions saying I should be sure to brush my tongue, so I started to work the paste across my tongue, massaging it with the soft bristles while keeping my mouth open wide. I spaced out for a few moments, coming out of it when I tripped my gag reflex, the brush all the way on the back of my tongue. I jerked it out and spat, watching the purple foam swirl down the drain.

    Fuck! I was supposed to swallow it!

    My head was swimming a little, I reached for my rinsing glass out of habit, but stopped, my fingers a few inches away. I swallowed the residue of the toothpaste, enjoying the tingling sensation as it spread from my mouth and down my throat.

    I laid down in bed, thinking about how much better that had been, compared to past brushings. I kind of wanted to brush again already, but that was stupid. I drifted off to sleep, a goofy smile on my face, almost feeling high.

    I had amazing dreams that night. I forgot them as soon as I woke up, but I could remember that they had something to do with not having a gag reflex. I had been able to… had been… I shook my head, unable to remember. I flipped back the covers and gasped as they moved across my morning wood. I was super hard… Fuck! I noticed a wet spot on the sheets, and that my cock was streaming precum. I gripped my shaft, losing myself in the sensations washing through my body. I didn’t realize how loudly I was moaning until there was a knock on the door.

    “Dude, what the fuck?” Oh, shit! My roommate!

    “Uh, sorry,” I yelled, still beating my meat, “I was having a strange dream.” It had never felt so good before!

    “Keep it down, I’m trying to sleep.” He yelled through the door, his voice groggy. I stifled a moan as I started to cum all over myself.

    “Okay!” I yelled back, cum splashing all the way up to my chest. I lay there panting for a few minutes before grabbing my underwear from the day before and cleaning myself off. I got up, put on my bathrobe, and went down the hall to the bathroom to brush my teeth again.

    I squeezed the toothpaste onto the strange brush, bringing it up to my nose to take a deep whiff. I sighed, and slid the rounded brush into my mouth. I watched myself in the mirror while I brushed, enjoying the bubbles that filled my head.

    “Dustin, you almost done? I’ve got to piss!” I snapped out of it, realizing that I was sucking on the brush, sliding my tongue around the soft bristles. To clean it, of course. I remembered to swallow this time, the tingles filling my insides.

    “Be out in a sec,” I called. I almost walked out with my robe wide open. I blushed, tying the robe closed so that my erection was held against my body, and let him have the bathroom. I had to get dressed for class.

    I remembered the toothpaste as I was walking out the door. It said to brush at least three times a day, so I’d need to take it to campus with me. I grabbed the toothpaste and strange brush, sticking them in my backpack before heading out the door.

    My first class passed in a blur. I wasn’t really paying attention to my professor. I was distracted by the bubbles filling my insides. It was nice. I had thirty minutes to get to my next class, so I stopped in the bathroom to brush my teeth again. I squeezed a healthy line onto the brush and started the routine again. My eyes settled on my own crotch, eyeing the swelling bulge as I slid the cylindrical toothbrush in and out of my mouth. A guy walked out of a stall and started washing his hands next to me.

    “That’s kind of a faggy toothbrush,” the guy said, looking at me sideways. I got a little pissed off that some stranger would say something like that to me. I was no faggot. I swallowed so that I could respond to him.

    “My dentist says I have to use it, for medical reasons.”

    “Did you just swallow your toothpaste? Ew!” He looked disgusted.

    “I have to, look, it’s on the instructions.” He didn’t bother.

    “Whatever, faggot,” he said quietly as he left the bathroom. I was pissed and wanted to follow him, but I hadn’t finished yet. I squeezed more paste on the brush and started brushing my teeth again.

    I swallowed again, grabbing the counter when I started to stumble. That was strange. The world got swimmy for a moment. I steadied myself and went on to my next class. My seat was in the back, and again I didn’t pay much attention. I must just be tired.

    I wonder if the toothpaste is working. I brought my index finger up to my mouth and slid it in, seeing how far in it would go. It was all the way down, and I was fine. I pulled it out, wiping the spit from my lips with a sleeve. I put my index and middle fingers together and slid them in. This stuff was working! I moved my fingers around my mouth and didn’t feel like gagging, even once! I was starting to get some funny looks, so I pulled them out and pretended to pay attention to the lecture.

    I brushed my teeth between every class that day. It was way more than three times, but this stuff was working so well, and the tube didn’t have any kind of warning. It just said AT LEAST three times.

    After my shower that night, I started brushing while staring at my naked body in the mirror. My eyes settled on my cock, hard and leaking, while I slid the brush all the way to the back of my throat before pulling it almost all the way out, repeatedly.

    My first thought the next morning was that I should brush my teeth. I didn’t want to somehow forget and go to class with bad breath! I walked to the bathroom, forgetting my robe, and started the routine. While I was brushing, I started to play with my morning wood.

    Shit! It felt so good. In and out went the brush while I fisted my erection. I came into the sink, swallowing around the brush before I pulled it out. I rinsed it off, making sure all of my cum went down the drain. I should get some of this for Angela… I bet she’d like blowing me more if she never had to gag on my dick. I slid three fingers into my mouth, testing my lack of gag reflex once again.

    That day passed exactly like the one before. I had so much trouble paying attention and brushed my teeth between all my classes. As I was leaving the last class, I stopped by a bathroom to brush one more time before I went home. The sinks were both taken.

    Wait, I don’t really need a sink. I went into a stall, pulled down my pants, and started to brush my teeth again. I noticed a hole in the stall wall, but didn’t think much of it.

    Until some guy slid his cock through it.

    I kept brushing my teeth and staring at it. I don’t know how long it bobbed there, but I realized what was going on and snapped out of it, jerking the brush from my mouth and swallowing the toothpaste.

    “Ungh,” I groaned, “Nnn…Nasty!” I got up and walked out of the bathroom quickly, sucking the last of the toothpaste off the brush in the hallway. I was supposed to meet my girlfriend for dinner, but I sent her a text to cancel. I just didn’t feel like it.

    When I got home, I took off all of my clothes and laid down on my bed to jerk off for a little while. I started sliding my fingers in my mouth again while I played with myself, my cock getting a little harder when I did. I came so hard that it sprayed all across my body and onto my face, some of it hitting the hand that was testing my gag reflex. I pushed them in again, the taste of my own cup filling my mouth. It was kind of a gross thing to do, but it actually tasted good. I kept scooping cum from my body and sucking it off my own fingers. Exhausted, I passed out.

    The next morning I started brushing my teeth in bed while I jerked off. I didn’t really need a sink, since I was supposed to swallow. When I was close to cumming, I remembered the cock sliding through the hole in the bathroom stall the day before. I bet I could have taken the whole thing. This toothpaste is great! If I knew any fags, I’d tell them to use it. I showered myself in cum again, this time wiping it up with the brush before sucking it from the bristles.

    I was packing up to head to class when I realized that the tube was nearly empty. I wouldn’t make it to tomorrow if I brushed between all my classes today! How had I used it all so fast? I called and set up a follow up appointment for the afternoon. The guy on the phone didn’t seem surprised that I’d gone through it so fast, so it was probably fine. After I made the appointment, I called Angela to break up with her. She started crying and kept asking what was wrong. I told her that it wasn’t her, it was me. I just didn’t love her.

    “Did you seriously just tell me ‘it’s not you, it’s me?’ Go fuck yourself!” She hung up, and I felt a bit relieved that it was over. I could still make it to two of my classes before I had to leave for my appointment, and there was just enough toothpaste left to brush in between.

    I sat in my car, about to leave campus, and squeezed the last of the toothpaste onto the brush. I’d have to get more from the dentist. I didn’t want my gag reflex to come back, after all.

    To be continued…


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  • Shores of Tripoli

    Malta, 1815

    Billy woke in the late evening and reached over beside him to find the bed empty. He looked over to the French doors out onto the garden on the cliff overlooking Malta’s Valetta harbor, with its vast array of ships’ masts in view beyond the edge of the garden. He sat up on the side of the bed, opened the drawer of the nightstand, and took out a silver cigarette case, containing rolled cigarettes from Spain, and a box of matches. After lighting up and taking a few puffs, he rose and walked over to the open door and leaned against the frame.

    The contrast was interesting. The garden was lush, teeming with tropical flowers and the sounds and sights of the night insects. Crickets were pitching their concerns around the garden, and a frog, in the pond, was responding. Fireflies were making the garden magical. But just beyond that and below the cliff were the masts of an armada of naval vessels, adding a touch of the surreal.

    The British Royal Navy had made Valletta the base for its Mediterranean fleet the previous year. That’s why William Bainbridge had sent Billy here to recuperate, he had told Billy. The Barbary pirates had not remained chastened for long, and this was one of the few safe places in this part of the world where Billy could regain his bearings after more than a dozen years of captivity by what Bainbridge had called “the heathens.”

    “We cannot risk having you taken by pirates again, William,” he had said. “You have suffered enough at their hands.”

    Bainbridge hadn’t asked Billy much about what he had endured in those years, and Billy was reticent about it, willing for Bainbridge to think the worst so that Billy didn’t have to tell him Billy’s own part in it all—not that he’d ever lifted a hand in violence against Britain or its allies in any way. He now, at long last, was able to appreciate why neither Ben nor Khair ad-din had permitted him to become a pirate. He now at least did not have to lie about that and wonder if some victim of the piracy would someday see Billy and accuse him of perpetrating atrocities. The cages had been what kept Billy from constantly having to look over his shoulders now.

    “If you don’t stop standing there in the moonlight and looking so sexy, I think that I will die of lust,” a soft baritone voice spoke from the interior of the garden.

    Billy snuffed out his cigarette on the door frame and padded, naked and barefooted, out into the garden.

    Wade Burnell was sitting on a stone bench, wrapped in a robe. He too had a Spanish cigarette in his hand, which he flicked off onto the lawn of the garden as Billy approached. Beside him, coming up off his haunches at Billy’s approach and fully alert, was the great, black mastiff Wade had told Billy was named Blackie, but which Billy thought of as Son of Freedom.

    * * * *

    Wade Burnell, a young naval captain, nearly six years Billy’s junior, was the U.S. consul general to Malta and the U.S. envoy to the British navy’s Mediterranean fleet. Billy had asked about the black mastiff upon his first arrival in Malta, and Burnell had said that, when he was a young lieutenant on his first ship station some four years previously, he had acquired the dog’s sire in the capture of a pirate vessel off Algiers. The dog had been despondent except when Burnell had found a bitch for him to breed, and had then died. This was the only male offspring in the resultant litter.

    “But a dog on a pirate ship?” Billy had asked, his hands in his pocket so that the consul general couldn’t see him trembling. “How did you come to inherit the dog? What of his owners?”

    “The dog was the only living thing we took from that privateer ship before we scuttled it,” Burnell had answered. “It lived because we could hardly see hanging a dog for piracy. But I don’t think we did it a favor. It pined for its lost owner. Dogs have no discernment of the true character of their owners. They are blindly loyal to their master.”

    Blindly loyal to their master, Billy had thought. He too had pined for Ben for years after Ben had given him away. Was he any better than Freedom in his discernment of the worthiness of his master? And he made no bones about it. Benjamin Palmer had been his master.

    Billy had turned away at that, stumbled to a squatting position, and felt like he would vomit. Misinterpreting the problem—thinking that Billy was nearly unhinged from his years as a captive, and believing that a man as small statured, good looking, and well formed as Billy could not have survived without giving the pirates what pirates were well known to want while they were at sea, Burnell had leaned down and gently lifted Billy and slowly helped him to walk into Burnell’s bedchamber.

    “It need not be as you had it,” he had murmured. “I ache for you. If you let me make love to you, I will show you that it can be different from that. I would be good to you.”

    After having made love to Billy to show him that sex with a man need not always be rough and humiliating, Billy had murmured that the position had been the one of the Elephant, covering the prone Billy closely from above and engaging in that fucking motion that involved only the movement of the two men’s pelvises that Billy had come to think of as a camel loping across the dunes of the desert.

    Burnell had wondered that Billy had a name for the position, and Billy revealed that he had learned much of the male Kamasutra positions from the Indian eunuchs in the Tripoli palace. The young naval officer, rather than being disgusted or distressed by the refinements of male-on-male sex that Billy had learned, was eager to learn them himself, which led to months of pleasurable training under Billy’s instruction. Burnell was aroused rather than repelled that Billy had proven to be a trained, willing, and yielding male courtesan rather than a traumatized victim.

    * * * *

    Billy approached Wade in the garden and leaned over and kissed him on the lips. The black mastiff stirred beside Wade, but didn’t wake. Wade placed his hands on Billy’s naked hips while they were kissing, and when their lips parted he pulled Billy toward him and opened his lips over Billy’s cock, making slow love to the phallus. His hands moved around to Billy’s buttocks cheeks, which he kneaded while he sucked, pulled apart, and positioned his hands so that he could move an index finger from each hand inside Billy’s entrance and tease the hole to open to him.

    Billy held Wade’s head between his hands and moaned until he felt like he might explode from the attention. Then he gently pulled Wade’s mouth off his cock and leaned down and gave him a lingering kiss. While they were kissing, Billy’s hands were unknotting the belt at the waist of Wade’s robe and opening the thin garment. He reached down and took Wade’s cock in both hands.

    Wade was already hard for him. Wade was young and virile and in superb shape. This was Billy’s first young man who didn’t think only of his own pleasure. The Turks and Arabs were satisfying cockers, but lovemaking was not in their lexicon. To those sailors on the Black Falcon, Billy had been more of a notch on their leather belts, a rite of passage—marking off having been inside a legendary bottom. And Wade was appreciably younger than he was. Billy had let a young naval lieutenant visit him in his cabin on route to Malta, but he had been close to Billy’s age—and had been rough, interested only in getting his rocks off with the small, sexy passenger who had been the subject of rumors of having been the sex slave of Arab pirates for a dozen years and knowing arousing sex techniques from the East. The young lieutenant had left Billy’s cabin able to corroborate at least the last of these rumors.

    Wade was gentle and sensitive to Billy’s needs during a fuck—and he was virile and hard whenever Billy needed him to be hard even if they’d made love several times already in the coupling. He also was eager to learn what Billy had learned about being with a man. All American naval men had heard whisperings about the sex techniques of the East. Billy was teaching them to Wade.

    Billy turned and sank his channel on Wade’s hard phallus in the sitting position on the bench. As soon as the cock was seated, Billy began to move his pelvis slowly, forward and back.

    A groaning Wade, hands gripping Billy’s waist, asked, “What again is the name of this position?”

    “This is known as the Swing,” Billy answered.

    “I like this position,” Wade murmured between gasps.

    “You like all of the positions,” Billy said with a small laugh.

    “But of course. Can we go through them all tonight? How many are there?”

    “More than the night will accommodate. You’ve heard of the tales of a thousand and one nights, I’m sure. I do believe that the masters of the male Kamasutra have a position to go with each of those nights.”

    For fifteen minutes they both were lost in the fuck. When Wade had ejaculated, Billy swiveled his torso, careful to hold Wade inside him as he knew this would not be the last of it, and murmured, “Why couldn’t you sleep? You’ve been like this for a couple of days. Is there a worry I can help you with?”

    “No one can help me with it, William,” Wade answered, using the name that Billy had chosen to use henceforth, now that he was his own man: William Evans Junior. Thirty-two was much too old to be a Billy, even though there were those who would say it still fit his small stature and still miraculously youthful appearance.

    “I’ve been trying to decide how to speak to you of this for days,” Wade continued.

    “Directly would be good,” Billy said, taking Wade’s lips with his again. “Whatever needs saying, you can say to me.”

    “All right then. You have to leave.”

    “You’ve grown tired of me?”

    “Never,” Wade answered. “But I’ve received dispatches from Washington. I’m sorry to have to tell you, but your father has died, and your mother, who is beyond herself with joy that you are alive, would have you return to take on your father’s business and responsibilities.”

    “Ah, yes, family responsibilities. I have trouble thinking of the needs of anyone other than me. I am not surprised my father has died. It has been many years and he wasn’t a well man.”

    “That’s not true that you haven’t thought of others; you have taken care of my needs—completely—these last several weeks. It is because of my loss that I’ve been reluctant to tell you. And there is more.”

    “More?”

    “You have inherited more than your father’s business. Another Boston businessman, Benjamin Palmer, has been declared dead too, after a long absence. He was a shipowner and captain as well as a rum and textile manufacturer, and he was thought to have been lost at sea. He has left all he owns to you. You are quite a rich man.”

    “Ah, gentle Ben. A family friend.” It hadn’t come as such a blow after weeks of having the chance to adjust to it. He thought of the black mastiff, which often lifted his chin and gave Billy a worshipping gaze, almost as if it realized they had a connection.

    “A family friend?” Wade asked.

    “One of my earliest lovers.”

    “Ah, well.”

    “Knowing that I’m now a rich man, would you be averse to fucking a rich man?” Billy whispered.

    “Are you numb inside? Can’t you feel me hard inside you again? You will be fucked again now whether you want to be or not.”

    Billy felt a little of the old thrill of being taken without being consulted. There was a flash of arousal, and he wanted it again—now.

    “Have I taught you the Bonobo position yet?” he asked, his voice thick with need. “No matter if I have. That’s what I want now. We’ll need a firm, yet yielding surface. Your back isn’t sore, is it? This will challenge your stamina—but it will be well worth it for both of us. Come, take me inside.”

    And then, as they struggled to rise from the bench, Billy added, “And, oh, would you be terribly upset if I took Blackie to Boston with me?” If Ben had left him all of his possessions, then the mastiff was really his responsibility too—and his last connection to Ben.

    Boston, 1816

    I left the counting house early. Two ships had come in during the morning at Hutchinson’s wharf, and the bars on Ship Street should be awash with half-drunk sailors. I went to the Black Falcon Tavern, which I owned, Blackie on a leash trotting beside me. Blackie was always enough to keep me safe. There I sat at my special window overlooking the bar below and ogled the sailors carousing down there—and dreamed of what had been and what I still could have if I was careful—or crazy. I never had been completely cured of the want to be manhandled and punished, and the mere thought of it made me hard. And the boisterous, bald-talking sailors brought up other memories too.

    I have frequently over the past year thought of devising some need for business down in Baltimore or up in Providence, somewhere where I would not be recognized. Somewhere that I could find a big-cocked sailor in a dockside bar who I could take to a private room and who would fuck me rough and to memorable exhaustion.

    That, however, now seems as much a remote dream as that Ben will walk through the tavern door and Blackie will perk up his ears and turn his head to me and be Freedom again.

    Sufficiently hard and aroused, I left the tavern and walked out to the old schoolhouse, no longer on the edge of the city, but enough enclosed by untouched forested lots around it to accord Sam Hale the privacy he seeks from his position at Harvard College. The schoolmaster of my earlier days had bought the schoolhouse and the cottage that went with it when a new schoolhouse was built.

    I met him there in his cottage at twilight, and he fucked me in what has become a favorite position for both of us, although I must confess that we are getting more varied in our fucking of late: me on my back with his knees pushed under my buttocks, raising my pelvis to him, and him sliding my channel back and forth on his cock until he has come. Then leaning over me and taking my cock in his mouth and sucking me to ejaculation. We had not gotten to this part when he first fucked me—incompletely—in that position, and I’m fairly sure that in those days I would have come before he did. But I’ve had much more experience, many more men, and very many more fuckings than he has since our first, failed encounter, and it takes longer to make me come now.

    That said, as we become more as one in a melded mechanism of congress, Sam wants me more frequently in each meeting, and in more positions, and he laments that we cannot move against each other, and he in me, through the night. I have visions of him ascending to Mahmud Karamanli’s seven-position taking in one session. And I would welcome it from Sam, I think, if I could be with him through the night. It would take me a night to accommodate what Mahmud Karamanli could do with me in an hour. Another reason, I suppose, to dream up imaginary business in Baltimore or Providence.

    There are moments when I almost have told him that this favorite position for both of us is the male Kamasutra position of the Octopus. But I’ve always stopped myself. Somehow, I think it more fitting that, between us, we think of it as fucking at the height of our mutual arousal. I cannot stop Sam from discovering that name for it for himself, though. I had learned that from what Sam had told me all those years ago—that it’s the equal enjoyment, and the wish that your partner be receiving as much pleasure in the fuck as you are, that is what makes it lovemaking—something very special.

    That’s why I came back to Sam, why Sam is the only man fucking me now. Because with Sam it is lovemaking and it is equality.

    Equality and not being controlled and brutalized is important to me now—despite the edge of lingering desire that sends me to the bars to watch the rowdy sailors and to dream.

    As I have written, I probably don’t have to tell Sam now that it’s the position of the Octopus. He will have read that for himself now, although he never has told me he did.

    When we first came back together, no words needing to be spoken. I just walked up to him splitting wood, bare-chested, by the door of the cottage, and he carried me inside to his bed. We were content with just that one fucking, being more interested in hearing what had happened to each of us since our last coupling. But four days later and then just two days after that, and then the very next day, both panting in heat, the Octopus and a sweet encore, usually in the position of the Elephant or the Greyhound—just basic positions to Sam to give him the deepest access and because they set me to moaning more than some of the other positions that require more attention and effort. They are more intimate, I feel. More the positions of lovers.

    And the Yin and Yang position. Always, when we feel we want to merge into each other, the Yin and Yang position.

    But I ramble. I don’t have the facility I should for the storytelling. Sometimes I think it is harder to write about the life than to have lived it.

    After our latest encounter, in the dark, I returned home to the house on Foster Lane—to my beautiful bride of six months, Jenny. Twelve years younger than I am, and so deeply infatuated with me that she blushes and casts her eyes down in public but opens her legs and pulls me inside her and begs for the cocking in the privacy of our bedroom. She’s so trusting that she asks little of my past; happy enough that we are so wealthy in the present. And that I have a cock that fills her purse perfectly and as frequently as she asks for it.

    After the usual late supper—Jenny assuming that I had been slaving in the nearby offices on Ship Street late—she gave me that look. Even though she is five months gone in her pregnancy, she wanted me inside her. I fucked her gently in what I would tell her was the Spoon position if that didn’t lead to more questions and to the unraveling of topics I did not want my choice of having a wife and family to unravel as well. I tried to tell her of the difference between the equality of the slow, gentle fuck and what she says she wanted. But in the end, I took her as she had cried out that she wanted—deep and hard. We climaxed nearly together. She thinks this is magic; she has no idea the training I’ve acquired to weave this magic.

    Jenny says she wants a dozen children. We probably shall—as long as I can continue visiting Sam in his cottage to enjoy true passion. Otherwise I would just as soon withdraw from it all and become as my Indian eunuchs were.

    After Jenny drifted off to sleep, I quietly left the bed and climbed the stairs to this room, my old bed chamber, now where I write.

    Writing was Sam’s idea. He said that I needed to write it all down, both so that I would never forget the events of the last dozen years and so that I could come to grips with it. I didn’t want to tell him that I wasn’t ashamed by what had happened or traumatized by it, as I was afraid he would think I was an insensitive freak. How can I tell one like Sam that I am addicted to the cock—still? Surely he can understand that by how often I beg for it when we are coupled.

    I was rather taken with the idea of writing it down, though. And when I started to, and Sam began reading it, I found—even if he would not admit it—that reading it increased his ardor in our lovemaking.

    “The pirate did this to you?” Or, “You moaned when the Arab prince did this with you?” he would murmur upon demonstrating that he had just read of a particular position, and I would answer, “Yes, but not as well as you do.” And I would mean it, because he would be doing it to pleasure both of us, not just himself.

    We have established a new routine of late, my having found that he is as eager to learn as the consul in Malta was. I take him the chapters as I finish them. He reads them, and then we fuck. Last week, he fucked me for the first time in the position of the Reed before we had even discussed it. That’s why I think he is learning from what he reads—and that he knows which position is that of the Octopus.

    When he starts murmuring the names of the positions as we take them up, I suppose I must stop just thinking them myself, and murmur them as well.

    He asked me once when we were contemplating a third fucking if the Arab prince fucked me seven times in a session—and the pirate chief twice that, and I put my fingers to his lips and said I was very much younger then and then replaced the fingers with my own lips—and that it, after all, was just a frequent change of positions. Neither of us came each time. But the positions were so exotic that both of us did come more frequently if there hadn’t been the athletic variety of positions.

    After that, he started changing positions with me more frequently and we were enjoying more frequent ejaculations.

    I have no idea what my goal is in writing of these events. No reader would admit reading them; no printer would print them. My early lover, Henry Gawn, very well might, although he very likely would keep the book for himself—and, in any event, he passed while I was in the Mediterranean. I hear that his widow, Marianne, took his last apprentice as a lover and that the town is scandalized by that. I say more power to her—that she should feel free to take her pleasures when, where, and for as long as she is able.

    Sam says that someday writings such as these will be read—and even that they will be offered for sale in shops. But I believe that the Harvard College he now teaches at has addled his brain a bit. Thank god his cock still works—very well. He has said I can leave the book in his keeping so that there’s no way Jenny will accidentally find it, so as I finish each chapter, I take it to him. And then we fuck. I am content with that.

    -FINI-


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