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  • Scotty and Brent

    Brent

    Hopping online, Scotty booked a flight from Atlanta to Langley, leaving his return open-ended. He also booked a hotel near the airport and a rental car.

    Thank God my job at the spa gives me enough money, so I can comfortably do this.

    Thinking more about it, he asked himself – What is “this?” What the hell am I doing? I don’t know if I can face Brent. I’m so goddamned mad at him, I want to punch him in the face.

    After another moment, Scotty admitted to himself: I still love him. Why am I so fucked up?

    The flight was six hours, and by 8:00 pm he was in the Airport Marriott Marquis. He didn’t want to eat fast food if he could help it, and was relieved to find a few restaurants close to the hotel. His stomach was in knots, but he had to eat something, so he got some type of baked chicken with vegetables and rice.

    Sitting in silence after he settled his bill, he sipped his water. His hands shook when he pulled out his phone and texted Dr. Coker.

    “I’m in Langley and staying close to the airport. Is it too late to call?”

    He was surprised by how quickly Dr. Coker responded.

    “I’m not in my office at the moment. I cleared my morning schedule since you said you were coming. Can you be at my office first thing in the morning? Anytime after 8:00 am.”

    “Sure. I’ll be there.”

    A Google Maps link followed, showing the address.

    Scotty returned to his room, but had so much anxiety and nervous energy he couldn’t sleep. The hotel had an indoor pool, but it was too small to swim laps. There was a small gym that had a few treadmills, so he opted to run. He took a quick dip in the pool to cool off, even though he was in his running shorts. He padded back to his room carrying his sweaty t-shirt and shoes.

    He passed a few people in the hallway, who did double-takes when they passed him. Extremely handsome and well built, they couldn’t help but notice him.

    Once in his room, he lay wide awake, thinking of Brent. As fucked up as it was, he kept thinking of his time with Brent, running his hands over his body and stroking his cock. The images and memories were uncannily clear, and his own cock was as hard as it had ever been. Unable to help himself, Scotty jerked off, cumming quickly. He remembered Brent staying hard after Scotty got him off, and his own cock remained rigid, throbbing in his hand. It took a little longer, but he came again, surprising himself.

    Sniffling, he swiped at the tears leaking from his eyes. At least after his release, he was able to sleep, but he still dreamt of Brent.

    <><> 

    The next morning, at precisely 8:00 am, Scotty arrived at Dr. Coker’s office. She was a VA doctor, and her building was adjacent to the hospital. The building was old, with cinderblock walls that carried decades of layers of paint. The tile floors were clean and waxed, but worn with age. Bright fluorescent lights didn’t allow for any shadows, washing everything out. The place seemed worn with age, but sturdy, like the men who often ended up there.

                    Approaching the front area, there were multiple reception bays, but only one was occupied. As he walked up, a woman asked, “May I help you?”

    “I’m here to see Dr. Coker. She’s expecting me.”

    “I need you to fill out these papers first, or you can use one of the kiosks.”

    “I’m not a patient.”

    “I’m sorry, but it’s required, even for visitors.”

    Fuck, our government at work.

    “I’ll use one of the kiosks.”

    Tapping the start button, Scotty filled out the basic information. When he clicked “Finish,” another window popped up that read “Please take a seat. You will be called in the order of the queue.”

    Looking up and down the hall, Scotty was the only person in sight other than a security guard at the main entrance. Sighing, he shook his head.

    Nearly five minutes after he sat down, he heard the click of a magnetic lock, and a middle-aged African-American woman, nicely dressed, asked, “Scott Bridger? I’m Dr. Coker. You can call me Anne, if you prefer.”

    Shaking her proffered hand, he said, “Scott Bridger, but you can call me Scotty.”

    “Come with me, Scotty.”

    She led him down a few very long corridors to a tiny office. Her desk took up most of the room, and there were two plastic chairs in front of her desk.

    She chuckled and said, “I’m sorry our accommodations aren’t better.”

    “I’d rather the money go to people who need it. This is fine.”

    She sat behind her desk and leaned back, looking at him for a moment, before asking, “So, how are you, Scotty? I know this is a shock to you.”

    “I’m still trying to wrap my head around this. You said Brent has been here for a month, right? What happened?”

    “He attempted to take his life, as I told you.”

    “How? And why?”

    “Brent attempted to hang himself.”

    “Oh, my God. Why would he do that?”

    “He left a note, Scotty, that had your name on it.”

    Scotty couldn’t help his tears, and he sniffed as he swiped at his eyes.

    “God, this is so messed up.”

    “Yes, it is. Brent has had a difficult time. It all started when his wife, Susan, became ill. His trouble actually started before that, during his deployment.”

    “But he said he came out of that time fine. He didn’t develop PTSD like some guys do.”

    “And he was correct. Brent’s troubles started when he left the Marine Corps. He had a very difficult time adjusting to civilian life. I see this often, and it’s hard to fathom for those not in the military. Brent developed extreme emotional bonds with the men he deployed with. They were his family, his brothers. Their lives depended on one another, and they would do anything for each other, even die. The constant danger, the stress, of where and when he was there had a tremendous impact on his psyche.

    “When men form these bonds, the trust and support they receive are intense. As much as he loved Susan, she couldn’t provide him with that. She was a caring and gentle soul, and Brent loved her deeply, but in his mind, he longed for his unit. He didn’t have that safety net in the outside the world. He put on a brave face, and Sue did help him adjust as much as she could. She was a new safety net—not the one his psyche yearned for, but he told himself it was enough. But then she fell ill, and he watched her decline. When it became clear her illness was terminal, the small safety net he had with her disappeared.

    “The pain of her death was tragic. He did love her deeply, but when she left him, he lost his primary connection to this world, so he tried to end his life the first time.”

    Scotty sat in stunned silence as Anne narrated the unfolding story of Brent’s life.

    “I had no idea of any of that.”

    “Don’t feel bad, Scotty. Brent didn’t understand any of this either. As I said, those who are not in the military or trained like I am are aware of the interpersonal relationships and connections that our war fighters develop.”

    “So what happened? Why did he leave me?”

    “When Brent met you, Scotty, he discovered something he was desperately lacking. It took some time to get him to open up, but he eventually shared with me everything that happened between the two of you.”

    “What!?”

    Scotty’s face reddened in embarrassment, anger, and not a little panic.

    “Everything he shared is completely confidential, Scotty. Don’t be alarmed. Your interaction was the piece of the puzzle I needed to understand what happened. The deep, personal bond, especially of trust between two men, he found in you. It was not something Susan could give him, and he unconsciously felt shame and guilt over that, not only toward himself but also toward you, even though you were fulfilling a need in him.”

    “The trust he found in you, not to judge him, and the safety he felt in your presence, filled a void in him that had been there since he left the Corps. He did love you, Scotty — not as a lover, but as a brother. More than a brother. In his mind, he saw you as one of his Marine brothers, which is deeply profound. He still does.”

    “Jesus. We had become good friends. We had an arrangement… well, you know. I had fallen for him. I loved him. I knew I was setting myself up, but I couldn’t help myself. I felt drawn to him in a way I couldn’t resist.”

    “I think, Scotty, that you felt his love for you. He didn’t express it in the way you wanted, but his love for you was deeply profound as a man. He trusted you.”

    “But he’s straight and I’m gay. He can’t love me that way.”

    “He didn’t understand that. He was still grieving over Susan, even though he didn’t speak of that with you. He was afraid of talking to you about her, afraid it would drive you off.”

    “Well, that’s dumb. He didn’t want to drive me off, but he took off and completely ghosted me!”

    “There’s another piece of this puzzle you don’t know. A coworker and close friend of yours confronted Brent. He and many of your work friends were very worried about you. They had seen you hurt before and were trying to protect you. Your friend confronted Brent and made him see how unfairly he was treating you. Please don’t be angry at your friend for that. Even though he caused this series of events, he did it out of love and support for you.”

    Scotty started sobbing, “My God, Chet, why did you do that?”

    “What your friend forced Brent to face is that he broke your trust through his actions. He still loved Susan and felt like he couldn’t love you at the same time, or as one man to another. Brent felt that loving you would be a betrayal of Susan, but by not loving you, he betrayed your trust and hurt you. It’s all very complex, and until your friend confronted him, he was unaware of what he had done. His betrayal of your feelings was something he couldn’t handle, so he ran away. He didn’t know what else to do. He knew you would be hurt more by his leaving, but he wasn’t thinking clearly. In the end, he hurt both of you terribly through his actions.”

    Scotty put his head in his hands and cried inconsolably for minutes. Anne set some tissues on the desk in front of him.

    “I’m sorry, Scotty, but I felt it was necessary to share all this with you. Usually, I couldn’t, but Brent gave me his permission. He didn’t think he could explain it so you would understand it all.”

    “God, this is all so fucked up.”

    After a moment, he said, “I’m sorry.”

    Chuckling softly, Anne said, “Scotty, you have no idea how many F-bombs I’ve heard in this office. I work with soldiers who have mental and physical disabilities. My ears aren’t delicate.”

    Once he got himself more in control, Scotty said, “You mentioned Brent left a note in his last suicide attempt. What did it say?”

    “It said – “I’m sorry, Scotty. I never meant to hurt you.” I know this is a lot to take in. You didn’t expect any of this.”

    Scotty seemed baffled and said, “I don’t know what to do. Can I see him? Does he want to see me?”

    “I can arrange that. I think it would be good for both of you if you can manage it. I don’t know if you can work things out between you, but you should talk.”

    <><> 

    Brent was in his hospital room when Anne came in. An icy ball of fear hit his stomach when she said, “I’ve spoken with Scotty. He’d like to see you. He flew up from Atlanta last night.”

    Tearing up, Brent looked terrified.

    Anne took his hand and said, “It’s alright, Brent. I explained everything to him. He’s hurt, too. I believe the only path forward for both of you is to meet and talk. I’ll be close by if you need me.”

    Fuck! What am I gonna say? How can he forgive me after what I did to him?

    <><> 

    Brent sat on one of the many benches scattered about the lawn for patients to sit outside and enjoy the weather or find solitude. The day was sunny and warm, but a breeze kept the temperature manageable. He tensed when he caught sight of Scotty in his peripheral vision. His forehead broke out into a cold sweat, and his palms were wet.

    Scotty stopped a short distance away, and when Brent looked directly at him, Scotty’s eyes were bloodshot, with tears spilling down his cheeks. Brent stood, completely tense, and started trembling.

    He stammered, “Scotty… God, man, I’m so sorry!” Before falling to his knees and crying like a baby. Scotty’s composure shattered when he saw Brent. He hadn’t seen him in a year, and he looked more handsome than ever. Laughingly, he thought to himself: They must have a gym close by. Fuck he looks hotter than ever.

    Scotty stumbled forward and got on his knees, not saying anything, just wrapping his arms around Brent, hugging him as tightly as he could. The memory of their nearly naked bodies, pumped and sweaty in the garage, pressing together came back, fresh and clear. He remembered Brent’s heat and musky scent, and even more the feeling in his heart when he held the man he loved.

    Fuck he feels good. Just like I remember.

    Brent’s body was hot from the tension in him, and he felt as hard as concrete. Scotty couldn’t help his physical reaction, and he got hard. What surprised him was Brent’s arms around him. Those big ass, powerful arms were squeezing him back just as tightly.

    “Brent…”

    Brent sounded desperate as he choked out the words, “Fuck, man, I’m sorry.”

    “It’s okay, Brent. Anne told me everything. It’s all pretty fucked up, but none of it is your fault. I didn’t realize what you were going through.”

    Crying, the two men held each other until their tears lessened to a point where they could talk.

    Looking directly into Scotty’s eyes, Brent asked, “Can you forgive me?”

    “Of course.”

    “I don’t deserve it.”

    “Yes, you do, Brent.”

    “I don’t know what to do. How can I possibly make things up to you? How can I make things right?”

    Scotty held Brent’s face in his hands and smiled, taking in his words.

    Brent asked, “Where do we go from here?”

    Scotty said, “That’s up to you. I want to be with you more than anything in my life. I thought I was over you. I spent the last year trying to purge you from my heart, but the second I saw you and touched you, all that flew out the window. But loving you isn’t enough, man. I can’t live with a one-sided relationship.”

    Brent raised his hands to hold Scotty in the same way and said, “Scotty, with Anne’s help, I’ve realized a lot of things about myself. Yeah, I’m fucked up, but at least I understand more about my fucked-up shit. I realize I was deflecting what I felt for you. On top of not wanting to replace Sue with you, I was afraid to be in love with another man. But I love you, man. I realize that now, and I don’t mean only like a brother, but that too. But even more. I can’t see myself moving forward without you. I don’t know if that makes me gay, or whatever, but I don’t give a fuck.”

    Scott’s heart nearly burst in his chest at Brent’s expression of his feelings. With a strong tremble in his voice, Scotty asked, “Do you mean that? Really?”

    “Not only yes, but hell yes, fucker. I don’t know why I tried to hide it from myself. You were there for me when I needed you, and I abandoned you when you needed me. I don’t know if I’ll ever live that down, but I’ll spend every day I live trying to make that up to you.”

    Scotty broke down again, but in relief and he wasn’t sure what else… a warmth he hadn’t felt in a long time filled his heart.

    Brent said, “There are so many things I want to tell you, and do to you. Like how fucking handsome you are. I can say that now. I tried to hide it before, but I can openly admit it now. You are such a great man, Scotty. I want to be a better person because of you.”

    To break the ice, Scotty grinned and whispered in Brent’s ear, “I’d just settle for your dick, to be honest.”

    Brent blinked and then laughed, crying again. His eyes, squinted from his smile, leaked fresh tears and he said, “You fucker. How about I settle for yours, too? I can’t wait to learn to do to you what you do to me.”

    “Remember what you told me when we started working out together?”

    “What?”

    “Just bring yourself, but if you want my help, you have to do what I say. No slacking.”

    Brent threw his head back and laughingly said, “You got it.”

    After a second, he said, “I can’t wait to start working out with you again.”

    “Me too.”

    Brent turned serious again and said, “I don’t know what happens next. I can’t leave here until Anne discharges me. I’m a prisoner of the VA Psych ward until she lets me go. And there’s one other problem…”

    “What?”

    “I don’t have anywhere to go. My car is in storage, and I sold my house. I was here so long I let my apartment lease go.”

    “Where’s your stuff? You didn’t sell it, did you?”

    “No, but only because I didn’t have time. My furniture’s in storage, including my workout equipment.”

    “Well… I don’t want to jump the gun, but don’t you want to live with me? We can figure out what we need to keep and what to sell. It will be a tight squeeze in the garage, but I’d like to build a separate gym back by the pool.”

    “Wait… what pool?”

    “A few things have changed in the last year. I saved up enough and wanted one. I have plans for an outdoor kitchen next, but I can put that on hold. We’ll have to fight the HOA to get the gym built, but if we follow the guidelines, they shouldn’t be too much trouble.”

    Brent’s eyes widened, and he exhaled heavily, “Fuck, Scotty. I can’t believe this.”

    He hugged Scotty, pulling their faces together, and then he did something that blew Scotty’s mind: he planted his lips on Scotty’s, and Scotty felt his tongue working its way in. It was a short but intimate gesture, and Scotty immediately got hard again.

    “Fuck, I just popped a boner.”

    Brent looked down and said, “Sorry, not sorry. Damn it, now I have one too.”

    Taking Brent by his hand, he led him back to the bench and said, “Let’s sit down and cool off.”

    The two men sat and started chatting like best friends. Anne watched them through her window and smiled. Her prayers for Brent and Scotty were answered.

    <><> 

    The following two weeks were torture for both men. Now that they were committed to one another, their time apart seemed to drag like January after Christmas.

    The sparkle in Scotty’s eyes had rekindled, and everyone around him saw the difference but didn’t know the reason. They suspected it was because of a guy, but they had no idea it was Brent. None of them cared who it might be; seeing Scotty happy was all that mattered.

    Chet was nosy and asked some not-so-subtle questions, but Scotty just grinned and said he wanted to be sure before he said anything. His answer seemed to suffice. Chet was as relieved as he was happy that Scotty seemed to have found himself again.

    Scotty was a nervous wreck. Brent restarted his phone service, and because it had been a work number, he was able to recover it. His old boss at the Department of Defense promised him the next position to fill was his, but also said this was the last time he could cover for him. HR had a three-strike rule, even with Vets, but Brent assured him his issues had not only been fully determined by Dr. Coker, but also solved. He needed to work on himself, but the worst of his issues was over.

    Scotty heard the car in the driveway. He wanted to pick Brent up at the airport, but it was a long drive and Brent insisted on taking a shuttle. He left the door unlocked and heard the chime from the security system when the door opened.

    He stood in the kitchen, but the floor plan was open, and he watched Brent step through the door. He stopped, and they stared at one another and smiled. Brent dropped his bags and advanced towards Scotty like nothing in the world could prevent him, and he engulfed him in a bear hug that took Scotty’s breath away.

    Brent was a little disheveled and sweaty from the trip, and Scotty buried his face against his neck and breathed in his musky scent. Scotty’s rough cheek against Brent’s neck sent a shiver down his spine and put butterflies in his stomach.

    “Welcome home, big guy. My casa, your casa.”

    Brent smiled as he looked around. The place looked just like he remembered, and it wrapped around him, but Scotty’s words reminded him of some thoughts he already had about their living arrangement.

    Brent’s forehead wrinkled, and he said, “We have a lot to work out with the living arrangements. I mean financially. I start back to work in two weeks. I don’t want you to carry the burden for both of us.”

    Scotty said, “We’ll work it out. I have no doubt. Hey, I have some steaks marinating, and it’s a beautiful afternoon. I was thinking we could grill them and eat by the pool. How does that sound?”

    “Fuck, I can get used to that.”

    “Well, don’t expect it every night, but I want tonight to be special.”

    “It’s already special. I’m with the guy I love. I can admit that now. I love you, Scotty Bridger.”

    Scotty’s heart tingled at Brent’s words, and he said, “I love you, too, Brent Haddock.”

    Scotty reluctantly dropped his arms and said, “You want to grab a quick shower?”

    “Yeah, I’m covered in road grime.”

    Scotty went with him to the door and helped carry his bags back to the bedroom.

    “I cleaned out half the closet for you. You’re bigger than I am, so we can’t share clothes, but there’s plenty of room. Take whatever drawers or shelves you want in the bathroom.”

    Brent showered and came out naked, toweling himself off. He was hard, but Scotty said, “Let’s wait until after dinner, if you can hold off. I want tonight to be extra special.”

    He laughed at the puppy dog eyes Brent gave him, but he grinned and slipped on his shorts.

    While the food was cooking, Scotty said, “I know we both have decisions to make, but I want to ask you this up front. How do you feel about me working at the spa?”

    Brent took Scotty’s hands and said, “Honestly, I’d really like you to give that up. I know the money’s good, but with both our incomes, we’ll have plenty of money. I can tell myself I won’t get jealous, and I completely trust you, but I want you all to myself. However, you’ve had that job for a while, and if you want to keep doing it, I’ll deal with it.”

    Scotty grinned and said, “We’re on the same page. I want to be yours completely, and I want you to be mine. The Spa is just sex, but I feel it would be wrong to keep doing it as long as we’re together. Which I hope, by the way, is forever.”

    Brent put a hand on Scotty’s shoulder and squeezed him, and said, “Thanks, Scotty. It’s nice to be on the same page.”

    The conversation over dinner was varied. Scotty told Brent about rescuing the child in the fire, and Brent filled him in on more of what happened at the VA. When they were finished eating, they shared clean-up duty.

    Moving into the living room they sat on the couch together. Brent held out his arm and pulled Scotty against him.

    “Fuck this feels nice. You feel great.”

    “You don’t feel too bad yourself.”

    “I want to do something for you, Scotty. Something I couldn’t do before. Will you go with me on this?”

    Brent’s eyes took on a smoldering look, and Scotty got hard. He nodded his assent.

    Brent sat up, stripped off his shirt, and then took off Scotty’s. His eyes lingered over Scotty’s physique, this time with open desire. While his previous body checks on Scotty were about assessing progress, this time his gaze was both lustful and loving. He placed a large, warm hand on Scotty’s chest. Between his look and his hand, Scotty’s heart bounded. Scotty’s excitement affected Brent, knowing what his touch did to his lover.

    Moving his hand down, he popped the button on Scotty’s shorts and slid them off onto the floor.  Scotty’s hard cock slapped back against his taut stomach. His entire body was on fire. Brent pulled off his own shorts and then pressed himself against Scotty, pulling Scotty over into his arms.

    “I can’t tell you how much I’ve dreamed about doing this to you.”

    His hand roamed down and cupped Scotty’s balls, and then gripped his shaft. Scotty didn’t leak as much as Brent, but his excitement was evident, and there was some precum. With one arm he pulled their faces together and started a kiss, gently forcing his tongue into Scotty’s mouth. His other hand started stroking his lover.

    Scotty spread his legs, just as he always told Brent to do, giving himself over to Brent’s ministrations. Brent’s touch, the touch he had longed for ever since they met the first time in the Spa, was too much, and Scotty started to shoot. It caught Brent off guard, but he quickly aimed it towards his own chest. Scotty had not jerked off on purpose, knowing they would play around that night, but his load even surprised him. His orgasm was the most intense of his life. No one, not even Kit, had ever done what Bent did to him. There had never been such a strong emotional tie to go along with the touch.

    Scotty let out a moan and finally said, “Fuck me.”

    Brent grinned and said, “We never talked about going there, with either one of us. I’m happy to keep the rules we had at the Spa. I don’t know my way around a man’s body like you do, but I want to learn. You gave me the most mind-blowing pleasure with just your hands and your mouth and tongue, so we don’t need to go there unless you want to.”

    Scotty couldn’t wait, and he leaned over and took one of Brent’s nipples in his mouth. Brent’s hand went behind Scotty’s head, running his fingers through his short hair while his tongue teased a nipple.

    “Fuck.”

    Scotty moved down to position himself between Brent’s legs and used both hands on his nipples while he sucked his cock. He had done that before, and Brent didn’t last long. In seconds, his load filled Scotty’s mouth. Scotty straddled his waist and sensually rubbed Brent’s chest and neck, soothing him after his release.

    After a moment, Scotty said, “Here’s what I think. I already said I don’t like labels. Bottom. Top. Versatile. Gay. Straight. Bi. Pan. Whatever. I love you. You love me. That’s all I care about. I know how to make you feel good. You’ll learn how to make me feel the same way. You get an A+ for tonight, by the way.”

    Brent grinned and rubbed his hands over Scotty’s chest and shoulders.

    “We’ll learn as we go. If things evolve and we want to try that, I say we try it. If either of us doesn’t like it, we adapt. We don’t both have to like the same things.”

    Brent asked, “Hey, can we skinny dip?”

    Scotty laughed and said, “Yeah. I had a privacy fence put up so we can run around naked to our heart’s desire.”

    “Let’s get in the water.”

    Brent held out a hand, and Scotty gripped it, and they walked out to the pool together. The open air felt wonderful over their naked bodies, and they jumped in. Brent took them to the shallow end and held Scotty against him. They were both hard again, and cuddled, kissed, and talked quietly, learning more about each other. They were friends before, but now they were lovers, and wanted to know each other intimately, both physically and emotionally.

    The two men fell asleep that night, content and drained. They got each other off repeatedly, and falling asleep together was another new experience. One that they looked forward to for the rest of their lives.

    Epilogue

    Chet was surprised when Scotty showed up at his door unannounced.

    “Hey, bud, what’s up? How’s my work husband?”

    CJ came ripping to the front door, screaming, “Uncle Scotty!” as he held his arms up to be picked up. Scotty lifted him up and got a big hug and a kiss.

    Smiling, Scotty said, “Hey, little man! What’s shaking?”

    CJ said, “Me and Lizzie are gonna play in the sprinkler! Can you come watch?”

    “Maybe in a few minutes, kiddo. I need to talk to your dad first.”

    “OK. Hurry!”

    Chuckling, Scotty set him down, and CJ’s feet were already moving as he ran to the back door.

    “So, what’s up?”

    “We’d better sit down. I have some news.”

    Scotty’s eyes started to water, and he surprised Chet when he pulled him into a bear hug. With no hesitation, Chet hugged him back, and he asked, “Scotty, are you alright?”

    “Yeah. Better than ever.”

    Linda came through to hug Scotty, “You want something to drink?”

    “No thanks. I just need to talk with my work-husband.”

    “Okay, he can fill me in on any juicy gossip. I have to watch the kids.”

    Chet said, “Thanks, Hun.”

    Scotty started out saying, “I just got back from an emergency trip to Langley, VA.”

    “Oh shit.”

    “It’s not what you think. I owe you a huge punch in the kisser, but also a debt I don’t think I can ever repay.”

    Chet knew immediately about the punch reference, and he started in, “Scotty, I’m sorry. I didn’t mention I was the reason Brent left. I had no idea he was gonna do that, but I laid into him about how he was treating you. He was taking advantage of you with no regard about how it was affecting you. The guys and I were really worried, and we felt strongly enough to have an intervention. I got elected since we’re partners.”

    “No need to say anymore, bud. I get it. When I found out what you did, I was furious, but it was also the missing piece to the puzzle that Brent’s psychologist needed to complete what happened. I’ll give you all the gory details later, but suffice it to say he’s moving in with me in a few weeks, as soon as he’s fully discharged from the VA hospital.”

    “Are you sure? What happened? Did he turn gay all of a sudden?”

    Scotty laughed and said, “Not exactly. I told him I didn’t care about labels. But after everything that happened, he realized he feels the same way about me, it just took him some time to realize it. The last year sucked, but it was necessary in a weird, fucked-up way. And I have you to thank for it.”

    Chet still didn’t look entirely convinced and said, “If you’re sure, I won’t try and stop you. But be aware we’re gonna watch you like hawks, and if I see any signs of trouble, I’ll be all over you like a fly on rice. But if this really works, you’ll get my check in the mail. And I want full pool privileges.”

    “You already have those.”

    “I want it in writing.”

    Smiling, Scotty said, “You got it.”

    Scotty started to tear up again, and he said, “It’s real this time, Chet. I really will fill you in on the details. I don’t mean the sex parts, but what was going on in Brent’s head. He wants to thank you, too, when he gets back. I hope you and Linda will be cool with him?”

    “Buddy, if he’s your guy, he’s ours too. You know that. We’ll need to set up an initiation at the station, though. Don’t tell him, but we’ll make it special.”

    “Oh, Lord. We’re not even married, and he’ll want a divorce after that.”

    Chet laughed and pulled Scotty into another hug.

    “I’m happy for you, brother. You’re the best man I know, and you deserve every ounce of happiness you can squeeze out of this new guy. I don’t mean that in a gross way either.”

    Scotty laughed and said, “Thanks again, man. I’ll see you at work tomorrow.” 


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  • Midnight Operator

    Call Me Sir 

    He stood instead. Walked to the window.

    The city blinked back. Cold glass towers and blurred light trails. His own reflection stood in the pane—bare chest, lean muscle, hard jaw, headset still wrapped over one ear.

    He looked like someone you’d trust with secrets.

    And that was the problem.

    The line chimed.

    One new connection. No previous history.

    A soft green pulse at the corner of his dashboard.

    He hovered his hand over it, not rushing. No need. The ones worth keeping always waited.

    When he finally answered, he didn’t greet with a script.

    “Midnight here,” he said simply. “Say what you need.”

    Silence.

    But not dead silence.

    There was breath. Purposeful. Controlled. Not a boy. Not a tease.

    A man.

    The Operator’s spine straightened a little.

    He could feel the difference instantly. Whoever was on the other end wasn’t unsure. Wasn’t stalling for courage. He was choosing silence because it served him.

    The Operator let it stretch.

    “You reached the private line,” he said again. “What are you looking for tonight?”

    The voice came finally—low, even, calm.

    “I’m not looking. I’m instructing.”

    The Operator didn’t speak.

    It wasn’t what the man said—it was how he said it. Measured. Controlled. Intimate without being performative. No smile. No flirt.

    Just fact.

    “You’re used to being the voice in charge, aren’t you?” the man said next.

    “I am the voice in charge,” the Operator replied evenly.

    “Not tonight.”

    The Operator blinked once.

    “Excuse me?”

    “You heard me.”

    The headset suddenly felt heavier against his ears.

    “You’re used to giving commands,” the caller continued, not raising his tone. “Used to men begging to obey you. Getting off on your voice. Saying yes before they even understand what they’re agreeing to.”

    The Operator didn’t move.

    The man was describing him too well.

    “Tonight,” the caller said, “we’re going to do something different.”

    “You have no idea who you’re talking to,” the Operator murmured.

    “I know exactly who I’m talking to. That’s why you’re going to listen.”

    The Operator exhaled slowly.

    “You calling to roleplay a power grab?”

    “I’m not calling to play at all.”

    Silence again. Tense. Coiled.

    The Operator’s hand rested lightly on his thigh.

    “Say ‘yes, Sir,’” the man instructed.

    “That’s not how this works.”

    “Say it.”

    He didn’t.

    Not yet.

    But his cock twitched.

    And he hated that it did.

    The man’s voice didn’t change.

    “You’re not going to lose control all at once. I don’t want that.”

    “I want to peel it off of you. Breath by breath.”

    “So start by obeying one thing.”

    “Take off the headset.”

    “Place it on the desk.”

    “Put me on speaker.”

    “Now sit in silence. Hands flat on your thighs. Don’t speak until I say.”

    The Operator stared at the screen.

    He wasn’t touching himself.

    But his pulse was heavy in his cock. That slow, thick ache he usually inflicted on others.

    He unclicked the headset.

    Set it on the desk.

    Turned on the speaker.

    Sat down again.

    Hands flat on his thighs.

    The room felt colder suddenly.

    Bigger.

    Too quiet.

    “Good,” the voice said.

    “That wasn’t a test. That was an invitation.”

    The Operator closed his eyes.

    No one had ever flipped him like this before. Not on the line.

    “You think you’re anonymous,” the man said. “But your voice gives you away.”

    “You think no one can see you. But I hear what other men miss.”

    The Operator swallowed.

    “You give orders to avoid being vulnerable.”

    “You dominate to keep your own submission buried.”

    The Operator’s breath caught.

    “Do you want me to stop?”

    Silence.

    “…No.”

    “Then say it.”

    “Say what?”

    “Say, ‘Yes, Sir.’”

    Another long pause.

    Then—

    “…Yes, Sir.”

    The words landed like a blow between his legs.

    The Operator didn’t know what was happening.

    But he knew this:

    He wasn’t in control of the call anymore.

    He didn’t normally feel cold.

    But tonight, with nothing on his skin but sweat and silence, he realized how much warmth came from control.

    And right now? He didn’t have it.

    “You said yes, Sir. Good,” the caller said. “That tells me you know how to follow.”

    “Now I want to know how long you can last.”

    “You’ve done this before?” the Operator asked. His voice came out rougher than he intended.

    “I’ve done what you do. On my own line. For years.”

    “So this is… competition?”

    “No,” the man said plainly. “This is recognition.”

    “Take off your shirt.”

    “That’s not how this works.”

    “You said that already. And yet here you are. Shirt still on.”

    A long moment passed.

    Then—he pulled it off.

    “Describe what I can’t see,” the man said. “Start with your body.”

    “Six-two. Lean. Tight chest. Scar under my ribs.”

    “Where’s it from?”

    “Barbed fence when I was thirteen.”

    “Interesting. What were you running from?”

    “That’s not relevant.”

    “Everything is relevant.”

    “Boxers?”

    “Briefs.”

    “Color?”

    “Black.”

    “Take them off.”

    “I’m not a sub.”

    “I didn’t ask if you were. I gave you a direction.”

    Still—he obeyed.

    Briefs down. Naked now.

    “Good. Now don’t touch yourself.”

    What followed was instruction. Stillness. Rebellion breaking down breath by breath.

    He knelt.

    He held still.

    He admitted what he hadn’t told anyone in years.

    That someone once took his control away the right way.

    That someone saw through him and left.

    And that tonight, he was surrendering again—one word at a time.

    “You want to come?”

    “So bad, Sir.”

    “Then ask for it. Like you’re mine.”

    “Please, Sir. Please let me come. I need it. I’ve never needed it like this before.”

    “Tell me what you’ll think about when you explode.”

    “This. Your voice. You holding me in place.”

    “And after?”

    “I’ll remember that I was yours. Just for tonight.”

    “Come.”

    He did.

    Hard.

    Fast.

    Messy.

    Thick, hot ropes across his chest, stomach, hand, and the edge of the desk.

    And when he came down from it, the man said:

    “I know who you are.”

    Then the line went dead.

    He didn’t move for a long time.

    Not from shock.

    But from awareness.

    Someone on the line knew him.

    Not the Operator.

    Him.

    And worse?

    He wanted that voice again.

    Call Log: 03:11 AM — Unknown Male. Commanding. Voice Dominant. Knows me. Logged as: Sir.

    “I’d kneel again.”


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  • My first anal sex with Mike

    Please don’t judge me: I gave myself to a younger guy aged 26, his name is Mike. Mike is a pure top gay. I’m 39 years old. Mike has a bigger dick than Mike I think twice as huge as mine. I went to his house. I unbuttoned his shirt and trousers and helped him remove them. He as well helped me undress.

    We started touching each other. I wanted to try my first anal.. it didn’t take long before we were both ready. Mine lied down on his back. He asked me to be on top. I went on top of him and tried to sleep over him.. my asshole was just near his erected dick. I felt his dick touch my ass. I felt some sensation. I felt a stroke. I moved on it.

    His dick was now on my mouth of my ass. I thought to myself. Am I going to do it really? I said, no problem. Let me try. I wanted to feel it in me. I couldn’t imagine how I’d feel so I could not help. On the table just nearby there there was some vaseline jerry. I fetched some and apply it on my asshole. I also apply another on his now hard dick.. I wanted it in me. Mike didn’t wait any longer. He moved his dick nearer.

    The head of his dick was now just half way in my ass. I was feeling good. It was my first time. He pushed it in..I felt it hard in me. Some sharp pain gripped my ass.. I felt like death itself. It was so painful. I cried. I said to myself. I’m finished. I’m dead now. My ass was gone, my virginity gone, I couldn’t reverse it.

    I moved my hand just to confirm how deep he’d gotten. The whole head and a quarter of his dick was in me. I was feeling intense pain. I grabbed it. It can’t go out neither can it go forward. I tarried there for almost five if not ten minutes.

    Thinking. Not knowing exactly what I was thinking about. I must stop it at this point. I thought to myself. But what joy have I experienced? Will I go home with just pain alone? I relaxed abit. I released my hand from his dick which I’d hold strongly. And relaxed. Mike wanted it like I don’t know.. very fast he pushed the entire dick in me. I moved my hand to confirm. The entire dick was completely in me.. I said, finished! I’m done.

    I called his name but he remained silent. His entire dick was inside of my ass. I surrendered to him and told him because now that is that. Let him just fuck me and finish me. Saying that.. he tried to move it out a little. I thought he’d stopped it.

    Before long he moved it forward. I’d rather sleep on him now. He hold me tight on his chest.. he moved it out slowly. Then forward. I was completely his, he’d held me so tight that I couldn’t move an inch..

    Mike fucked me. For almost 30 minutes while I was halfway unconscious. He did fuck me until I started enjoying the strokes and the little pain. He really fucked and fucked and fucked. Until we were both left satisfied. He cum inside of my ass. I felt him cum inside I felt his cum. I was completely convinced that I was properly fucked.

    I’d taken myself in his house for that. I’d gotten it better than i thought. He cuddled me, I lied just next to him feeling satisfied. Having been fucked fully. I started feeling some fulfilment. I felt happy. I felt joyful. I looked at him and said thanks Michael. You’ve truly tried. Thanks for fucking me. I felt good. Touch me. I’m now yours. I belong to you fully.

    I now want it more and more.  

  • Larry and the Sheriff

    The sheriff had always been a solitary figure in town, a stoic pillar of law and order amidst the dusty streets and wooden storefronts. His name was whispered with respect, and his stern gaze was enough to make even the toughest outlaws think twice about causing trouble. But after last night’s sexual frenzy with Larry, his best friend, he realized that he was tired of being alone. Tonight, as he locked up the jail, he couldn’t shake the feeling that something was about to change.

    He heard Larry’s boisterous laugh outside the saloon, and his stomach flipped. The man had a way of making him feel things he hadn’t felt in a long time — things he wasn’t sure he was ready to feel again. The blond gunslinger was a force of nature, a whirlwind of charm and danger that the sheriff couldn’t seem to resist.

    As the sheriff stepped into the moonlit night, Larry’s eyes found him, and the laughter died on his lips. The look in those baby blues was anything but innocent, and the sheriff felt a jolt of electricity run through his body. He knew what was going to happen next, had felt it coming for weeks, like the slow roll of thunder before a storm.

    “Sheriff,” Larry drawled, his voice dripping with honeyed mischief. “You’re working late again.”

    The sheriff’s mouth was dry, his palms slick with sweat. “Just making sure everyone’s tucked in for the night,” he managed to reply, his voice gruff.

    Larry’s grin was a flash of white in the darkness. “I’d say we’ve got a pretty good view of everyone from here.” He gestured to the second-story window of the saloon, where a few candles flickered in the upstairs rooms. The sheriff’s gaze followed, and he couldn’t help but wonder what secrets those walls held.

    The air was thick with tension, and the sheriff knew that it was now or never. He took a deep breath, steeling himself for what was to come. “You got something on your mind, Larry?”

    The blond leaned against the post, his muscles rippling under his tight shirt. “Maybe,” he said, his eyes never leaving the sheriff’s face. “But it’s not the kind of thing I’d say out here.” He jerked his head towards the jail, a silent invitation that the sheriff couldn’t refuse.

    The sheriff’s hand was shaking as he unlocked the jail door, the heavy metal clanging in the quiet night. He led Larry to the back of the cell block, his heart racing. This was it, the moment that would either change everything or break them apart.

    Larry’s eyes were dark with need as he stepped into the cell, the sheriff following close behind. “I’ve had my eye on you for a while now,” he murmured, his voice a low purr that made the sheriff’s cock swell. “And I think it’s about time we had a little talk.”

    The sheriff’s throat was tight as he swallowed. “What kind of talk?”

    “The kind that starts with you calling me ‘sir’.” Larry’s grin was wicked, his eyes gleaming. “And ends with us both satisfied.”

    The sheriff felt his body respond, his cock pressing against the fabric of his pants. Until the previous night, he’d never been with a man before, but something about Larry made him want to break all the rules.

    “You’re sure?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

    Larry’s eyes searched his, the mischief giving way to something softer, something that made the sheriff’s heart ache. “After last night, I’ve never been surer of anything in my life.”

    And with that, the sheriff closed the cell door behind them, locking them in together. The night was long, and the walls of the cell were about to bear witness to a passion that neither of them had ever dared to acknowledge.

    “Take them off,” Larry ordered, his voice a low growl that sent shivers down the sheriff’s spine. “Take off all my clothes.”

    The sheriff’s hands trembled as he reached for Larry’s shirt, his eyes locked on the blond’s. He could see the hunger in Larry’s gaze, the raw desire that had been simmering just beneath the surface for so long. Slowly, he began to peel the fabric away, revealing the tanned, muscular chest that had haunted his dreams. Larry’s nipples were tight with arousal, and the sheriff couldn’t resist leaning in to suck one into his mouth.

    Larry’s moan was a sweet symphony, and the sheriff felt his own cock throb in response. He continued to undress Larry, his own heart racing, his mind spinning with the implications of what was happening. The blond’s pants hit the floor next, revealing his thick, hard cock that stood proudly against his thigh.

    “Good boy,” Larry murmured, his hand cupping the back of the sheriff’s neck, his thumb stroking the soft skin behind his ear. “Now, it’s time for you to understand something.”

    The sheriff looked up, his eyes meeting Larry’s, and he knew what was coming. It was a heady feeling, the knowledge that he was about to hand over the reins of control to the other man.

    “I’m going to be your Daddy now,” Larry said, his voice firm but gentle. “I’m going to take care of you, protect you, and fuck you senseless whenever I want.”

    The sheriff felt a rush of heat between his legs at the words, and he realized with a start that he liked the idea — no, he craved it. He liked the thought of Larry being in charge, of giving himself over to the blond’s whims and desires. It was a strange, new sensation, but it felt right somehow.

    He nodded, his voice hoarse. “Yes, Daddy,” he murmured, the word foreign and yet fitting on his lips.

    Larry’s eyes lit up at the response, and the sheriff felt a thrill of excitement run through him. The blond stepped closer, his cock brushing against the sheriff’s stomach. “And what do you do when Daddy tells you to get on your knees?”

    Without hesitation, the sheriff dropped to his knees, his heart racing. Larry’s cock was so close, the heat and scent of him filling the small space. The sheriff leaned in, his tongue darting out to lick the head of Larry’s cock, tasting the salty precum that beaded there. Larry’s hand tightened in his hair, guiding him as the blond’s hips rolled in a slow, steady rhythm.

    The sheriff took Larry in, his mouth stretching around the thickness of his cock, his tongue swirling around the shaft. He could feel the blond’s muscles tensing, his own need growing with each moan that Larry gave. It was a heady feeling, to be the one bringing this strong, dominant man to the brink of pleasure. He took Larry deeper, his throat constricting around the head of his cock, feeling the pulse of Larry’s arousal in the back of his throat.

    Larry’s breath grew ragged, his hips jerking as the sheriff sucked harder, his hand working in tandem with his mouth. The blond’s grip on his hair was almost painful, but it only served to drive him on, to push him to give more. The sheriff knew that he was inexperienced, but he was eager to learn, eager to be the one who could make Larry lose control.

    And then, with a roar that seemed to shake the very foundations of the jail, Larry came, his cock spurting hot sperm into the sheriff’s eager mouth. The sheriff swallowed it down, feeling a sense of satisfaction that was almost overwhelming. He looked up, his eyes watering, to find Larry staring down at him, a look of pure possessiveness on his handsome face.

    “Good boy,” Larry murmured, his voice still rough with passion. He reached down and helped the sheriff to his feet, his own body still trembling slightly from the force of his orgasm. “Now, let’s see what you’ve got for Daddy.”

    The sheriff’s own cock was painfully hard, straining against the fabric of his uniform pants. Larry’s eyes fell to it, and the blond smirked. “Looks like someone’s eager,” he said, his voice a low growl that sent shivers down the sheriff’s spine.

    The sheriff nodded, his cheeks flushing. “I-I am, Daddy.”

    Larry stepped closer, his hands deftly unbuckling the sheriff’s belt, his eyes never leaving his face. “You’re going to be my good little slut, aren’t you?” he murmured, the words a sweet caress that sent a bolt of arousal through the sheriff’s body. He nodded, unable to speak, as Larry continued to strip him of his uniform.

    The fabric fell away, revealing his hard, leaking cock, and Larry’s eyes lit up with appreciation. He knelt before the sheriff, his own cock bobbing with excitement. The sheriff felt a thrill of power as he looked down at Larry, this big, strong man, now at his mercy. But it was a power he had no intention of wielding, not when Larry had shown him a world of pleasure he never knew existed.

    The blond took him in his mouth, his hot, wet tongue wrapping around the sheriff’s shaft, teasing the sensitive skin. The sheriff’s legs trembled, and he had to grip the bars of the cell for support as Larry began to bob his head, taking him deeper and deeper with each stroke. It was unlike anything he’d ever felt, the sensation of being so thoroughly claimed by another man, and he moaned with every movement of Larry’s lips.

    The sheriff’s eyes rolled back in his head, and he could feel his climax building, the pressure tightening in his balls. Larry’s hand cupped them, squeezing gently, adding to the overwhelming sensation. The blond’s technique was flawless, his mouth a perfect fit for the sheriff’s cock. It was as if Larry had been born to do this, to bring him to the edge of ecstasy and keep him there, balanced on the precipice.

    The sheriff’s breath grew ragged, his hips jerking with each expert touch of Larry’s tongue. The blond’s eyes remained locked on his, the intensity of his gaze almost too much to bear. And then, with one final, deep suck, the sheriff came, his cock pulsing as he filled Larry’s mouth with his seed.

    Larry swallowed, his eyes never leaving the sheriff’s. He stood, a proud smile on his face, and the sheriff knew that this was just the beginning of their exploration. The blond leaned in, their foreheads touching, and whispered, “You taste so good, baby.”

    The sheriff felt himself melting under Larry’s gentle touch, his body craving more of the intimacy they had just shared. Larry’s hand trailed down the sheriff’s body, his fingertips lightly brushing the sensitive skin of his ass. “You’ve been such a good boy,” Larry murmured, his voice a soothing balm to the sheriff’s soul. “Now, let’s get you ready for what’s next.”

    The sheriff’s heart pounded in his chest, his breaths shallow as Larry’s hand grew more insistent, his fingers sliding into the crevice of his ass. The blond’s touch was firm, yet tender, and the sheriff found himself pushing back against the invading digits, his body already beginning to open up to the idea. Larry’s other hand wrapped around the sheriff’s cock, stroking him gently as he continued to prep him.

    The sheriff’s eyes closed as Larry’s thumb circled his hole, the sensation both alien and incredibly arousing. He could feel the blond’s cock, still hard against his thigh, a silent promise of what was to come. “Just relax, baby,” Larry whispered, his voice soothing and firm. “You’re going to love this, I promise.”

    And with that, the sheriff took a deep breath and let go of his fears, allowing Larry to lead him into this new realm of pleasure. The blond’s fingers slid in, coated in lube, stretching him gently, filling him with a warmth that spread through his entire body. He gripped the bars above the bed, his knuckles white with tension as Larry worked his way in, inch by inch.

    When Larry was finally seated fully inside him, the sheriff’s eyes flew open, the sensation of fullness almost too much to handle. The blond’s eyes searched his, a silent question that needed no words. The sheriff nodded, his hips lifting slightly in invitation. Larry began to move, his cock sliding in and out of the sheriff with a rhythm that was both slow and torturous. The sheriff’s eyes rolled back in his head, his mouth opening in a silent scream as Larry hit that magical spot deep inside him, the one that made stars dance behind his eyes.

    Each thrust was like a bolt of lightning, sending jolts of pleasure through his body. Larry’s hand found his own cock, stroking it in time with his hips, his gaze never leaving the sheriff’s face. The lawman’s eyes were wide, his mouth open, as he watched the man he had once thought of as just a friend claim him in the most intimate way possible. It was a sight that would be burned into his memory forever.

    The sheriff felt the tension building in his body, his legs shaking, his toes curling. Larry’s hand left his cock and found the sheriff’s, their fingers interlocking as the blond’s hips picked up the pace. The sheriff could feel his orgasm rising, a crescendo that was unlike anything he had ever experienced. It was as if his entire being was focused on this one moment, this one perfect union of bodies.

    And then, with one final, deep thrust, Larry hit that spot again, and the sheriff’s body tightened around him, his sphincter clamping down like a vice. Larry roared, his own orgasm crashing over him like a wave, filling the sheriff with his sperm. The two men collapsed onto the narrow bed, their bodies slick with sweat, their hearts hammering in their chests. For a moment, they lay there, panting, their breaths mingling in the stillness of the cell.

    As the aftershocks of pleasure slowly receded, Larry rolled off the sheriff, his arms wrapping around him protectively. The lawman felt a strange sense of peace settle over him, a warmth that had nothing to do with the physical act they had just shared. He turned his head, his eyes meeting Larry’s, and the blond leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. “Rest, baby,” he murmured. “We’ve got all night.”

    The sheriff’s eyes grew heavy, the exhaustion of the day and the intensity of their encounter pulling him under. He didn’t know how long they slept, but it was enough to chase away the shadows of doubt and fear that had haunted him for so long.

    When he woke, it was to the feeling of Larry’s hand tracing lazy patterns on his chest, the blond’s eyes on him, filled with something that looked suspiciously like affection.

    Their second round of love-making was slower, more tender. Larry took his time, his eyes never leaving the sheriff’s, as if he were memorizing every line, every curve of his body. The sheriff felt cherished, adored, and it was a feeling he never wanted to lose. His body responded to Larry’s touch, his cock growing hard again with every stroke, every kiss.

    Larry’s hand wrapped around the sheriff’s cock, his grip firm but gentle, as he leaned in to kiss him. The kiss was deep, their tongues dancing together in a silent promise of what was to come. The sheriff’s body arched into the touch, his hips moving of their own accord, seeking more. Larry chuckled, a low, sexy sound that sent shivers down the sheriff’s spine, and began to stroke him in earnest.

    The blond’s thumb traced the sensitive vein that ran along the underside of his shaft, and the sheriff moaned, his eyes fluttering closed. Larry’s kisses grew more insistent, moving down the sheriff’s body, peppering his neck and chest with tender bites that made him squirm. The sheriff could feel Larry’s cock, hot and hard against his thigh, and he reached down to stroke it, eager to return the favor.

    Their bodies moved together, a slow, sensual dance that seemed to last for an eternity. Every touch, every kiss, was a declaration of desire, a silent confession of need. The sheriff’s breath hitched as Larry’s mouth closed around one of his nipples, suckling gently. The sensation was exquisite, sending bolts of pleasure straight to his cock.

    Larry’s hand slid down to cup his ass, his fingers delving into the crevice, teasing his still-sensitive hole. The sheriff pushed back against him, his body begging for more. The blond chuckled again, his eyes glinting with mischief. “Patience, baby,” he murmured against the sheriff’s skin. “We’ve got all the time in the world.”

    The sheriff felt Larry’s cock slide into him, inch by torturous inch. It was a feeling of fullness that went beyond physical pleasure, a sense of belonging that was both overwhelming and utterly addictive. Larry’s movements were slow and deliberate, as if savoring every moment of their union. The sheriff’s eyes remained locked on the blond’s, the intensity of the connection between them almost too much to handle.

    Larry’s hands roamed over the sheriff’s body, exploring every inch of him with a tenderness that made his heart swell. The blond’s thumbs brushed over his nipples, sending sparks of pleasure straight to his core. The sheriff’s breath caught in his throat as Larry began to suck on them, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh. The sensation was like nothing he had ever felt before, a sweet agony that had him writhing beneath the other man.

    Their kisses grew deeper, more passionate, as their bodies moved together in a rhythm that was as old as time itself. The sheriff’s hand found Larry’s cock, stroking it in time with his own thrusts, feeling the blond’s body tense with each movement. The sound of their skin slapping together filled the cell, a primal music that seemed to echo in the very walls.

    And then, just when the sheriff thought he couldn’t take any more, Larry reached down to stroke his prostate, the sensation so intense it was almost painful. His body bowed off the bed, a keening cry tearing from his throat as he came, his orgasm ripping through him like a tornado. Larry followed suit, his own climax shaking him to his very core. The two men clung to each other, their breaths mingling, their bodies entwined in a dance of passion that seemed to go on forever.

    As they lay there, their hearts racing, Larry whispered something that the sheriff never expected to hear. “I love you, Sheriff,” he said, his voice hoarse with emotion. The words hung in the air, a declaration that seemed to shake the very foundation of their friendship. The sheriff’s eyes flew open, his body stiffening as he stared up at the blond.

    “What?” he managed to croak out, his mind reeling. “What did you just say?”

    Larry leaned up on one elbow, his eyes searching the sheriff’s face. “I said I love you. I know it’s a lot to take in, but I’ve felt this way for a long time.”

    The sheriff felt as if he’d been punched in the gut. He didn’t know what to say, his mind a whirlwind of confusion and doubt. He’d never felt anything like this for a man before, had never even allowed himself to consider the possibility. “Larry,” he began, his voice shaking, “I don’t know what to say. This is all so new to me.”

    Larry nodded, his eyes understanding. “I know it’s a lot, baby. I’m not asking you to say it back, not now. Just know that I’m here for you, and I’ll wait as long as it takes for you to figure out what you’re feeling.” He leaned down and kissed the sheriff softly, a gesture that was both comforting and heartbreaking all at once.

    The sheriff felt a tear slip down his cheek, his heart torn between the fear of losing his best friend and the all-consuming desire that had been unlocked in that tiny cell. “I’m so confused,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion.

    “It’s okay,” Larry soothed, his hand carding through the sheriff’s hair. “Take all the time you need. I’m not going anywhere.”

    The sheriff took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to process everything that had happened. He’d always known Larry was different from the other men in town, had felt a pull toward him that he couldn’t explain. But love?

    “I don’t know if I can,” the sheriff confessed, his voice barely a whisper. “Love, I mean. I’ve never felt this way before. I’ve always thought of myself as straight.”

    Larry’s hand stilled on his hair, his eyes searching the sheriff’s face for any hint of rejection. “You don’t have to put a label on it,” he said softly. “But I had to tell you. I couldn’t keep it inside any longer.”

    The sheriff’s gaze drifted to the bars of the cell, the stark reality of their situation a stark contrast to the intimacy they’d shared. “We can’t tell anyone,” he murmured, his voice heavy with the weight of their secret.

    Larry nodded, understanding. “Our town isn’t exactly known for its open-mindedness,” he said with a small, sad smile. “But I’ve always known that you were special. That there was more to you than meets the eye.”

    The sheriff turned to face Larry, his own smile tentative. “I’m not saying I don’t feel something for you,” he clarified. “What we just had was incredible. But love, that’s a big word.”

    Larry leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. “I know,” he murmured. “And I’ll wait for you to catch up with me. Just don’t push me away, okay?”

    The sheriff nodded, his heart racing. He didn’t know what the future held, but for the first time in his life, he felt a spark of something that was more than just friendship


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  • I Love Cock

    I love cock in my mouth and deep in my ass.  Sucking a hard cock brings me and my partner so much pleasure.  I get off hearing my partner moan with each suck on his dick.   I want him to call me a cocksucking bitch.  Oh yeah.

    I love cock deep inside me filling my pussy making my body vibrate with each thrust. I like to be on my back with my legs over me with my feet behind me.  My top can go deeper in this position. I want him to call me a faggot, a bitch, or his whore as he pounds my ass.  I want him to drop his beautiful load deep inside me. 

    I am Jackie, a 21 year old femboy.  I’m 5-8, weigh 145, and have lots of brown curly hair.  I have earrings dangling from each ear, a beautiful pearl necklace, and several bracelets in different colors.  I have a fetish for footwear and leather.  I feel best and prettiest in heels. I adore Alexandro Vasini boots with 60mm heels.  I several pairs in white, black patent leather and red.  I match the color on my long nails with my boots. Today I am wearing the red boots, with white leather cropped jeans and a pink tee.  I also love wearing hi top Chucks in white, black or pink.  I look really cute in my pink Chucks.

    My partner is Jeff.  Jeff is all man who loves his pretty gurl. Jeff is 6 ft weighs 175  and has black hair and a shadow beard. His cock is 7.5” and has brought be hours of pleasure.  He wears tight black tee with jeans and boots. I love his gorgeous cowboy boots.  He has several pair in different colors and heights.  I like it when he fucks me in his knee high black boots with 3” heels.  I hold onto those heels while he fucks me, pulling Jeff deeper inside me. We fuck at least twice a day and more on weekends. 

    Jeff loves my twink ass.  He gets hard just seeing my ass in tight faded shorts. Jeff was bi until he met me. My beautiful body services every need of Jeff’s. He can’t resist putting his hands on my denim ass and working it.  Sometimes he will unzip his jeans and slide his cock up and down on my denim ass.  He can either come on my shorts or pull them down and fuck me.  Either way I will lick his cum that is still on his cock.

    I start the day fucking myself with 8” dildo.  While I fuck myself, I will suck the heel of one my pretty boots.  I fuck and suck in rhythm till I come.  

    Wearing just a pair of my white Vasini boots, I start to blow Jeff.  He awakens with my mouth sucking his cock with my hands and white nails working his cock.

    “Oh yeah, cocksucker do me so I am rock hard ready to fuck you”
    Jeff reaches for my ass and hole and starts to finger fuck me.

    “Your hole is so warm and wet, just the way I like it.  Get on your back.”

    Jeff rims my hole with his tongue and I start to moan. 

    “Oh yeah. Boss, do my hole.  Oh fuck.”

    “I am taking you now, bitch.”

    Jeff rams his cock into my hole and I scream with delight.
    Since we both have to get ready for work, Jeff doesn’t take long to drop his load inside me.   OOOOOOOOOOH.

    We head for the shower.  Jeff likes to pee on my ass and I love the feel of his warm piss on my butt. I will get on my knees so I can drink some of his piss.  I love Jeff’s piss and cum.

    Jeff likes to pick out my wardrobe.  Today he chooses a lovely yellow flowered tee, tight white denim shorts, and my hi top white Chucks.   I feel so pretty in this outfit.

    “I’ll be thinking of you all day, pretty boy, and imagining how I will fuck you when I get home. Wait for me just wearing your white boots”

    I work in a clothing store that caters to men.   At the end of the day a beautiful black man in is late 20’s came looking for a pair of leather jeans.  As we entered the change room I feel his hard crotch against my ass. 

    “I want you pretty boy”

    “I would love your BBC in my ass, bro”

    I pulled my shorts down so he could enter and fuck me.  It didn’t long for him to shoot his load inside me.

    “I love seeing my cock penetrating a white boy’s ass.”

    “Oh fuck that was short and sweet.  Let’s  exchange phone numbers.  I want more, bro.”

    That evening after dinner Jeff and I watched porn. We watched a pretty femboy in women’s sandals with 4” heels being fucked by a stud wearing knee high laced black boots.  We both got hard and started fucking  in concert with the bitches on the screen.  I was wearing my Vasini black patent leather boots and Jeff started sucking one of my heels as he fucked me.

    “Oh yeah, suck my gorgeous heels.”

    “I love my bitch in high heels”

    Pretty soon we both came. OOOOOOOOOOOH

    Cum landed on my lovely boots so I took it and eagerly licked my cum on the shiny patent leather.  

    “Oh what a lovely day, enjoying BBC and Jeff’s 7”

  • In Search of the Maw

    Cave of Whispers

    The air in the Cave of Whispers hung thick full of miasma. The stench hit you first. It wasn’t just foul; it was compelling disgust. Our primal urge to inhale, and drown in the shitty aroma that clung to every surface of the cave – the slick walls, the glistening floor, even our own skin. Base musk that clung to your throat and must made you want to gag – but you didn’t. Instead you wanted it more. We were drowning in it, willingly submitting to the filth.

    Ten of us were in the darkness, illuminated only by the pulsing bioluminescence dripping from the ceiling like sickly green tears. We weren’t prisoners; we were supplicants, begging for this…this degradation.  I was called Silas, but here in this place, I was just another piece of meat waiting to be devoured.

    The Tentacle Lord – that’s what we whispered – wasn’t visible most of the time. Just a tremor in the ground, a shift in the air pressure, and then…the touch. A warm probing sensation that started at your feet and climbed relentlessly upwards. 

    “It’s getting closer,” growled Kaelen, his voice thick with anticipation. He was already slick with sweat – not from fear, but from the promise of what was to come. “Can you feel it? The vibration?”

    I nodded, my own body trembling in response. “Yeah,” I choked out, trying to keep the eagerness out of my voice.  “Like a goddamn earthquake.” 

    Then it arrived. A thick, slimy appendages erupted from the darkness – a pulsating mass of muscles that dwarfed me completely. It wrapped around my ankle, tightening with deliberate pressure. I didn’t resist to our God. The anticipation was too potent to allow it to fade away before reaching its peak pleasure point.

    “Relax,” Jaxon’s voice hissed beside me – “Let it fuck you.” 

    As always I let go of every shred of self-preservation and surrendered completely. It began entering my ass with a slow an insistent pull. The sensation was ecstatic.  A burning pleasure that spread through my insides like wildfire as the Tentacle Lord began to fuck me with its hot tendril.  

    “More,” I groaned and felt it respond by adding second tenticle to my eagerly ass  and began to fuck me even more aggressively. “Please…more.” 

    The other men echoed my desires, a chorus of guttural sounds – “Harder!” “Faster!” “Deeper!”  “Don’t stop!” – each one craving to be consumed in this perverse orgue. The air filled with the wet sound of our moans and gasps as we were dragged deeper into the pleasure. 
    The creature responded with a strong, deliberate shake that sent tremors through my entire being. A wave of his substance flooded into me, thick and hot. My muscles locked as I strained prevent its flood out me, desperate for more despite the growing pressure in my guts.  A guttural moan escaped my mouth when a portion of the viscous material burst from my anus with force – splattering across the cave floor in a glistening mess.  Around me, others were doing similar things – frantic spasms and expulsions complementing our collective frenzy. The air grew even thicker, heavier with the stench, but we didn’t care. We weren’t thinking about anything beyond this single point of overwhelming need; it was all consuming – pure animalistic lust for his filth that had no end in sight. 

    Kaelen was fucked so deep, he even vomit with the Lord’s semen. He emidiatly started to lick it brom the flor in his ecstatic perversive hunger. I was looking at him with envies eyes.

    Then came the offering. 

    A glistening mound, expelled from a dark recess within the cave – thick, warm, organic. It was piled high digested matter –  a grotesque feast for our appetite.. 

    “Eat,” commanded telepathic voice in my mind. “Consume.”

    There wasn’t hesitation. We lunged forward, tearing into the shit with desperate hunger, shoveling it into our mouths and down our throats without thought or shame. It was foul, rancid – a taste of pure disgust – but we didn’t care . The texture was mushy and its warm  was better than anything. 

    “It’s…it’s amazing,” I managed to say between mouthfuls, my face smeared with the viscous substance. “The best shit I’ve ever tasted.”  A wave of ecstatic pleasure washed over me as a new portion was delivered and we eagerly devoured it again.. 

    Kaelen let out a wet, satisfied groan. “Don’t stop,” he begged, his eyes glazed over with lust. “Please…don’t stop.”

    “Goddamn,” Jaxon choked out between bites of another generous portion, his face smeared with dark sludge. “That’s…that’s exquisite.” He practically vibrated with the intensity of it, licking his lips and letting a dribble of the substance run down his chin. “More! More!” 

    “Shut your fuckin’ trap,” snarled Borin, shoveling another mouthful into his mouth.  “It’s better than any goddamn I could imagine.” He punctuated the statement with a violent belch that sent a spray of viscous fluid across the cave floor. “Don’t be shy, Silas! Get in there and eat!” 

    The mockery was part of our degradation.  To be reduced to this, consuming filth, was the act of worship. A perverse sacrament offered by our master. We cursed each other with delight, spitting out insults and crude boasts as we gorged ourselves on the creature’s waste products – a symphony of vulgarity fueled by unadulterated lust..

    “You look like a pig, Borin!” I shouted, shoving him aside to get my share. “A bloated, happy pig!  And you smell like shit too!” 

    “Well at least I’m enjoying it,” he retorted with a sneer and then added “Don’t be such a prude Silas.” He grabbed another portion of the shit and shoved it into my mouth. 

    The taste was…indescribable. A thick, oily texture that coated your tongue, followed by waves of sickly mixture.. It wasn’t pleasant in any conventional sense. It was a violation of every instinct you possessed – but we loved it.  It stripped away all pretense, all shame. We were simply animals driven by an insatiable hunger for the grotesque and the forbidden..

    “It’s…it’s like swallowing a goddamn sunset,” whispered Finn, his eyes wide with ecstatic horror. “A beautiful, rotting sunset.” 

    We continued to consume it without pause – tearing at the offering with savage abandon, our bodies writhing in pleasure as we absorbed its essence.  The more we ate, the more intense the sensation became – a burning heat that spread through our bodies and left us trembling with anticipation..

    “Oh Lord please! I want more,” I screamed into the darkness, my voice raw with desire. “At your mercy give me everything, all the offering! Let me eat your filthy shit until there’s nothing left!” 

    The Tentacle Lord responded with a slow, deliberate squeeze of  another portion his waste right on me. I was completely covered with shit. It was an invitation – a promise of further degradation and even greater pleasure. 

    “Don’t stop,” Kaelen hissed, his voice barely audible above the sounds of our frenzied consumption. “Please…don’t ever stop.” 

  • Dads surprise trip

    When everyone had had breakfast Billy was still confused , not his dad of coach mentioned what had happened and the day was spent fishing and swimming , every time Billy tried to speak to his dad there was always someone else around , but just after dinner that night Billy managed to get his dad alone down by the lake . Billy was embarrassed to  question his dad but Joe broke the silence , Billy my boy you have a lot to learn , everyone here has gone through this time in life . I went through it your uncles and cousins and coach and his boys , Coach got involved as his dad and my dad, your gramps, were very close . I still not sure what you are telling me dad , Billy stuttered . Right son I spell it out last night I slept next to you and something happened and by the way you reacted I am sure you enjoyed it, I did said Billy but it didn´t seem right that’s all . who’s to say what’s right and what’s not said Joe , anyway tonight  either your uncle Tom or Roy depending who they decide will be next to you in bed and you will let them do to you as I did last night , Billy went to protest , but Joe continued , you will let him and the next night your other uncle then all of us will sit and chat so until both your uncles have had a play with you there is nothing more to say UNDERSTAND son . Billy nodded yes sir but what about the others , that is what we will discuss after your uncles .

    So the next two nights Billy was his uncles toy , they did very much the same as his dad , Joe , had and both times he noticed coach watching in the distance . The day after Billy was down by the lake with his cousins PJ Sam and Karl , Karl said so how was last night with my dad he has a nice cock doesn´t he and he loves to chew nipples was it ok for you ? You all know Billy said surprised , know the three of them said together we have been through it too you know and to be sure it only gets better , to night there will be a big party and we will all have lots to eat and drink , I suggest you have plenty to drink , it will relax you , why asked Billy  , your dad will till you the program when we get back , which I think we should soon , and he would not answer any of Billy`s questions. when they got back coach Mathews his two boys Greg and Cass , Tom Roy and Joe had a large fire going and meats cooking and lots of beers out , Billy went to his dad , so Karl said you would tell me what was going to happen tonight I´m worried dad please help me here I still don´t understand , So Joe lead Billy off into the woods a bit behind the cabin . Right son , Joe said , this is something that has to be done and after I am sure you will be fine all us here have done it and we meet up as often as we can to play around with each other , WHAT said Billy you all have sex and stuff ? Sure , said Joe it will all come natural and you will love it I´m sure and tonight you are the centre of the action as it´s your first time , Drink plenty and relax , with that they went back , first thing Billy did was down three beers straight off . They all drank and ate Billy was not out of it but had had plenty by the time things started to happen . Joe lead Billy to an area that had been prepared with hay laid over the ground , now son just follow instructions and let it all happen . Billy was laid spread eagle facing the sky , first Joe came he played with his sons nipples and cock then lifted his legs and tongued his tight hole , then Tom and Roy , there were hands fingers tongues and teeth going all over Billy , Billy lay there but it was too much he was wriggling and moaning , the pleasure was so good .Then his dad and uncles stood back and his cousins took over feeding him their cocks and fingering his hole , Billy was sure one of them had pushed three fingers into him but by now he was too far gone and it was all good . Now they stopped and Greg and Cass took over Greg put his butt over Billy´s face ordering him to eat his hairy hole , Billy obeyed , Ass tasted good Billy thought as Greg ground into his face while pulling Billy´s legs back and wide apart Cass was into Billy´s hole now licking and stretching it open a little at a time . How’s it going down there Cass he open up enough for pops yet , close said Cass . Fear shot through Billy , he had seen Coach when his cock was soft  , but he was helpless , then Joe spoke stop scaring the boy , Billy coach wont fuck you , but as Billy started to feel relief , well not first that’s my job as your father and so Billy lay there Greg still sitting on his face pulling his legs back and wide and Billy for the first time in his life felt a cock head push into him he couldn´t shout out or scream as he was gagged by a big hairy butt , then with one thrust Joe was balls deep in his son pounding in and out till Billy felt his dad tense and shoot a load up into him next came Tom and Roy , Billy had to admit by now there was no pain just a great feeling all through his body , PJ Sam and Karl were next , by now Billy could feel cum seeping out his hole , which he guessed was pretty wide and open by now , Greg and Cass were the penultimate they had taken after their dad in the cock size but not as large yet . Billy just lay there as the two boys took turns on his mouth and hole the others sat around drinking and cheering .

    By now Billy had what could only be described as a man pussy he was no longer a tight virgin , let the boy have a drink and a rest before the main event Coach said , Billy was so out of it on the drink and the sex it was something out of this world he was even looking forward to having coaches elephantine cock wreck his hole . Billy noticed everyone was now sucking of fucking each other , then Coach shouted I`m ready lets make this boy a man , Joe you and Roy hold him down Greg pull his legs back  nice and wide your dad is gonna play hard .  Billy´s screams could be heard in the next county as the head of coaches cock entered him no amount of pre fucking could prepare him it was the size of a fist and that was just the big bulbous head . First coach went slow then he speeded up and went deeper Billy felt the head of coaches cock way up in his gut as he pushed farther in the bang Billy screamed his loadest as he felt Coaches melon sized ball smash into his butt , I´m all the way guys Coach shouted and there was a cheer and clinking of bottles . Now the fucking started coach would pull out leaving just the head inside then ram in , Billy shook and tingled with each thrust , he looked up to his dad , you are doing fine son after tonight you will be able to take anything up your man cunt I can vouch for that having had coach fuck me many a time . Coach had speeded up now pulling all the way out and blasting back in hard and rough . After what seem hours , it had been one at least , Coach had stamina , Billy who thought coach was big to start with felt the cock expand inside him half as much again and then a stream now a dam burst of cum filled Billy and ran out as coach pulled back , then like bees around honey the boys went in and sucked and lick the cum from Billy as their fathers looked on .

    As you can guess the rest of the vacation went very well everyone fucking at any available time . Billy move back home too after college so the get togethers were more often , plus of course him and Joe spent a lot of time together trying new way to fuck and enjoy themselves 


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  • Same Name, Same Secret

    Farmhouse Weekend

    The Carter men pulled up just after nine.

    The sun was already cutting through the trees on Wyatt’s twelve-acre spread. His white farmhouse sat quiet, wide porch stretching across the front, rocking chairs still. One by one, trucks and SUVs rolled up the gravel drive. First Logan, then Jackson, then DeShawn.

    And then… Travis.

    Wyatt stood on the porch, chewing a toothpick, eyes shaded under a worn camo cap. He watched them all arrive, arms folded tight across his chest, biceps stretching the sleeves of a white thermal tee.

    Jackson stepped out of his truck slow, boots hitting the ground like they meant something. He didn’t look at Wyatt right away.

    “Tell me that’s not who I think it is,” Jackson said, nodding toward the unfamiliar truck behind him.

    Wyatt sighed. “It’s Travis.”

    “Who the fuck said that was okay?”

    Wyatt stayed calm. “He’s kin. Carter blood. Always been around. Figured it was time.”

    Logan walked up behind them, carrying a case of beer. “We don’t bring outsiders. That’s the rule.”

    “He ain’t an outsider,” Wyatt said. “He just ain’t never been invited.”

    DeShawn didn’t say much. Just eyed Travis’s truck as it parked crooked near the barn.

    The door opened.

    Travis stepped out—6’3”, dark skin kissed by the sun, wide back, thick thighs straining against faded Wranglers. His gray tee hugged a solid chest and thick arms, veins visible from a hard week’s work. Beard trimmed. Boots muddy. He had that Southern weight to him—the kind that said he could fight, fuck, or fix anything with one hand.

    But his eyes didn’t match his build.

    He looked unsure. Quiet. Like he knew he’d stepped into something heavy.

    He gave a nod, unsure who to make eye contact with first.

    Logan looked away.

    Jackson shook his head. “One time, Wyatt. You break code like that again…”

    “You’ll what?” Wyatt shot back.

    Silence.

    “Exactly,” Wyatt muttered, and turned toward the house. “Let’s get this shit started.”

    The air got hotter by the hour.

    By mid-morning, the men were scattered across Wyatt’s land—moving brush, hauling planks, resetting fencing. Nobody spoke much. The rhythm of labor filled the gaps: axes chopping, wood cracking, boots scraping the dry ground.

    Shirts came off. Skin glistened. Sunlight slid down muscle and grit.

    Jackson worked the fence line in silence, sweat trailing down his abs as he bent low to hammer in a post. DeShawn cleaned the back stall—shirtless, headphones in, body steady and smooth like he didn’t need music to stay in tempo. Logan had a pair of gloves on, loading busted wood into the back of a trailer, forearms flexing with every toss.

    Travis tried to keep up.

    He moved like a man used to working alone—no rhythm, all grunt. His shirt stayed on for the first hour, but it clung to him heavy and soaked. Wyatt watched him from the edge of the barn, arms folded, jaw tight.

    The tension hung thicker than the heat.

    Nobody said what they were all thinking—but it floated there anyway.

    Why the fuck was Travis here?

    They’d all seen him at barbecues, football games, baptisms. Always laughing. Always quiet. Always looking a little too long.

    Maybe Wyatt was right. Maybe he already knew.

    But knowing and being ready—those were two different things.

    Around noon, Logan yelled from behind the barn.

    “Something’s leakin’.”

    They followed his voice toward the back field where a PVC irrigation line had burst, spraying water in slow, heavy bursts out of the cracked ground. Mud was pooling fast, soaking the dirt and grass around it. The water shimmered in the sunlight.

    Wyatt ran a hand over his beard. “Damn. That’s been pressurized all week.”

    Jackson crouched down, testing the spray. “We can clamp it for now, dig it up next time.”

    DeShawn kicked his boots off first. “Not tryna spend the rest of the day with soggy ass socks.”

    He peeled his shirt off and walked straight through the water—mud splashing, pants clinging.

    Logan followed, yanking his boots off and stepping into the pool like it was a riverbank back home.

    “You boys gonna strip or stand around lookin’?” Logan grinned.

    Wyatt chuckled. “Hell, we all grown.”

    One by one, they got down to skin.

    Boots off. Pants peeled. Boxers dropped.

    Sunlight hit sweat and muscle and dick.

    Travis stood frozen. His mouth parted, unsure what to do with his eyes.

    “Go on then,” Wyatt called over. “Ain’t like we ain’t all got the same parts.”

    Travis hesitated.

    Then, without a word, he pulled his shirt over his head—thick chest on full display—then slid his jeans down, one slow inch at a time.

    They all noticed.

    Every last one of them.

    The spray from the busted line glittered in the sun, catching beads of sweat and specks of dirt as it misted across their skin. Mud pooled around their feet, thick and warm, clinging to ankles and calves like hands pulling them down slow.

    They stood in a loose circle—naked now, quiet, and still.

    For a long beat, nobody moved. No jokes. No smirks.

    Just breath and weight and the way the sun lit every scar, every vein, every unspoken thought.

    Jackson broke the silence first.

    His hand dropped low. Wrapped thick fingers around his dick. One slow stroke.

    That was all it took.

    Logan followed. Then DeShawn. Wyatt next.

    Water hit bare skin. Muscles flexed under tension. Cocks swelled in strong hands.

    But Travis stood motionless.

    His chest rose and fell like he’d just run a mile. Thick and still, jaw locked, meat hanging long between his thighs—but unmoving.

    Wyatt glanced his way. “You good?”

    Travis didn’t answer.

    He just looked across the circle—eyes landing on Logan, then Jackson, then back again. Then he spit on his hand, wrapped it around himself, and started stroking.

    The other men didn’t speak. They just watched.

    Accepted it. Welcomed it.

    That was all Travis needed.

    He started slow—then deeper. Wrist rolling. Thighs twitching.

    Mud slid around their feet as they stroked together under the leaking sky, cocks glistening, bodies flexing, heat crawling out of the daylight and into their bones.

    Logan couldn’t stop watching Jackson.

    The way his strokes stayed steady. The quiet control. The slight clench in his jaw as his thighs flexed, abs contracting with each pump.

    Jackson met his eyes. Didn’t break contact.

    They stroked in rhythm now—Jackson slow and commanding, Logan trying to match him.

    The air got heavier.

    DeShawn’s head tilted back, muscles gleaming. Wyatt grunted low and steady.

    And Travis, once frozen, was now damn near panting—eyes half-closed, hips rocking as his strokes grew hungrier.

    Logan was the first to whisper it.

    “Fuck…”

    He stepped toward Jackson, mud sucking at his heels.

    “You tryna say something?” Jackson asked, voice low.

    Logan stopped in front of him. Still stroking. Eyes locked.

    “I ain’t sayin’ it. I’m feelin’ it.”

    The squish of wet earth under bare feet. The slap of skin in rhythm. The steady sound of breath, heavy and sharp.

    DeShawn was the first to move—he stepped behind Wyatt, reached around, and took over his stroke with a grip slow and tight.

    Wyatt hissed low, but didn’t stop it.

    He let it happen. Let DeShawn’s forearm lock across his chest, muddy hand stroking him raw while his own arms dropped to his sides. His head tilted back onto DeShawn’s shoulder.

    They didn’t kiss. They never did.

    But that grip said everything.

    Jackson shifted next. He didn’t say a word—just stepped behind Travis.

    Travis tensed. Muscles twitching.

    Jackson leaned in close, voice deep against his ear.

    “You still good?”

    Travis nodded, slow.

    Jackson’s hands slid around him—muddy, strong—and wrapped around his cock.

    Travis exhaled through his nose, loud and shaky, and let Jackson stroke him.

    Let it happen.

    Logan watched it all with his jaw clenched, dick hard, strokes tighter now.

    The air was thick with something that wasn’t just sex. It was trust. Brotherhood. The kind of unspoken need that only showed up once a year—and burned the whole damn day down.

    Jackson looked up and caught Logan staring.

    He pulled his hand off Travis, stepped forward, and faced him.

    “Come here.”

    Logan didn’t hesitate.

    He met Jackson in the middle of the soaked ground. They both stroked, inches apart, water still spraying behind them like a broken promise.

    Jackson leaned close—lips by Logan’s ear.

    “You want it?” he said, low and gravelled.

    Logan nodded.

    “Say it.”

    “I want it.”

    Jackson grinned.

    “Not here,” he said. “This ain’t where I’m takin’ you.”

    Behind them, DeShawn and Wyatt had dropped to the ground. Travis was moaning, back arched, hips rocking into nothing.

    But Jackson’s hand grabbed Logan’s wrist, pulled him through the water, out past the barn…

    And into the open stall.

    The barn door creaked as Jackson yanked it open, sunlight cutting through slats of aged wood. Dust floated in the air like ash—quiet, suspended, waiting.

    He pushed Logan inside, hand still wrapped around his wrist. They didn’t speak. Didn’t need to.

    The scent of hay and sweat wrapped around them.

    Jackson spun him around, backed him into the stall wall.

    Logan’s bare ass hit the cool wood, his chest rising fast.

    “You sure?” Jackson asked, voice thick.

    Logan didn’t answer.

    He just turned around, arched his back, and spread his stance wide. Offered himself up like he’d been holding it back for years.

    Jackson stepped in behind him, grabbed both hips, and pressed his cock right against Logan’s hole.

    No warning. No prep. Just raw heat and slick sweat.

    He pushed in slow.

    Logan grunted—low and guttural—hands gripping the stall rails.

    “Damn,” Jackson muttered, breath stuttering. “Tight.”

    He sank deeper.

    And Logan took it.

    Every inch.

    Every slow, thick, veiny inch.

    The stall filled with the sound of skin slapping skin, the crack of muscle against muscle, the raw rhythm of a man letting go inside another.

    Jackson gripped Logan’s waist like he owned it, fucking him deep and slow, deeper and harder—his mouth gritted shut, eyes burning.

    Outside, Travis had fallen to his knees in the grass. Wyatt had bent over the trailer hitch, DeShawn riding his ass with long, controlled thrusts. No words. Just sounds—moans, grunts, and the slap of men losing themselves.

    But inside the barn… something shifted.

    Jackson slammed deep one final time and held it—buried to the base, hips shaking.

    Logan moaned and tensed—then stilled.

    Then Jackson pulled out slow…

    Knelt down behind Logan…

    And buried his face between his cheeks.

    He ate himself out of him. Tongue deep, slow, nasty.

    And Logan let him.

    Head down. Ass up. Legs trembling.

    Jackson didn’t stop. Didn’t speak.

    Until Logan turned his head—eyes wild, lips parted—and Jackson leaned forward…

    And kissed him.

    Soft. But full.

    Their first.

    Behind them, the moans had slowed. The air had changed.

    They’d all seen it.

    That kiss wasn’t just release.

    It was a problem.

    And now, they all knew it.

    By the time the sun started dipping behind the trees, the Carter men were scattered across the land again.

    Wyatt stood shirtless on the porch, sipping from a flask, eyes on the field. DeShawn leaned against the barn, smoking a cigar, body still slick with sweat. Travis sat in the grass, knees bent, shirt back on but unbuttoned, head tilted toward the sky like he was trying to figure out who he was now.

    Logan was inside the barn, half-dressed, pacing.

    Jackson was nowhere to be seen.

    Nobody had spoken since the last moan faded into the wind.

    Travis finally broke the silence.

    “I didn’t think I’d be here,” he said, voice low, like he was confessing to God.

    Wyatt looked over. “But you stayed.”

    Travis nodded. “I stayed.”

    They all knew what that meant.

    He wasn’t just curious.

    He wasn’t just watching.

    He was in it now.

    DeShawn flicked ash off the end of his cigar and said, “Ain’t no goin’ back after this.”

    “I know,” Travis said. “I ain’t sure I want to.”

    Inside, Logan sat on the edge of the haystack, phone buzzing in his hand.

    His wife’s name lit up the screen.

    He stared at it like it was a grenade.

    Jackson walked in, quiet as a shadow, grabbing his jeans off the floor.

    “You gonna answer that?” he asked.

    Logan shook his head. “Not yet.”

    Jackson nodded, didn’t push.

    Just stood there, bare chest rising with calm breath, eyes softer now than they’d been all day.

    “You good?” he asked.

    Logan looked up at him.

    “I don’t even know what I am right now.”

    Jackson stepped forward, cupped the back of Logan’s neck, and said:

    “You ain’t gotta name it. Just don’t lie to yourself about it.”

    Logan didn’t move.

    Didn’t speak.

    But he leaned into the touch.

    Outside, the men were quiet again.

    But they all felt it.

    Something was different.

    Not just in Travis. Not just in Logan.

    In all of them.

    And as night crept across the field, and the first stars blinked to life above the trees, they all knew this wouldn’t be their last time.


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  • Post Orgasm Torment Therapy

    The alarm went off at 7 am. Martin Denbo, A tall, wide shouldered, handsome man in his 40s slowly rose out of bed and shut it off. 

    He walked to the bathroom, touched up his beard, slicked back his dark brown hair, and brushed his teeth and began to get dressed. 

    The man, who resembled a handsome lumberjack type, was getting ready to go into his job at ODT. 

    The Orgasm Denial Therapy building. 

    Their were different departments:

    -The main one being ‘orgasm denial therapy dept.’ where they edge and deny men. 

    -Milking Therapy. This is where those who complete the ODT program go to finally be milked and (hopefully) exit the program. 

    -Post Orgasm Torment Therapy dept. This is where repeat visitors were sent if they ever found themselves sentenced to ODT again. Instead of the milking therapy program, they would skip straight to here. It was much more extreme and hard to pass. This is where Martin worked. 

    As Martin was getting his morning coffee down his phone began to vibrate. 

    The caller ID showed: Brian. A co-worker of his. 

    “Whats up? I’m just about to be out the door” Martin awnsered. 

    “You won’t believe what client is being assigned to out department. His name is Donny. He was here before quite a while back. He had gotten in trouble again. Stole some stuff from a private business. Picked a fight with a bystander who tried to stop him. Spit on them. Just a punk. Such a shame he went back to being like that. He struggled to pass ODT again and has now finally made it to us. I’ve been filled in and he is apparently quick to anger and quite a handful. Should be fun!” Brian said. 

    “Sounds like a good time. These palms are ready to bring their A game” Martin replied. 

    Donny walked into the Post Orgasm Torment Therapy section of the building and sat in the waiting room before being greeted by Dr.Alec who began to give him the rundown on the place. 

    “So here is how things will go down here. You will have to pass being milked 3 loads. You will not be allowed to move or make a sound for the first 2 loads or else that session will end and you will have to try again the next day. The 3rd load you will not be challenged necessarily in anyway but their will be a catch to that…we’ll get there when we get there though” Alec said. 

    Martin arrived at work and made his way to the door. He stopped to let Brian catch up to him. 

    Brian Lorenzo was a handsome, clean cut Latino. Mid 20s. Martin had actually trained him. 

    He strolled up the sidewalk with a wide smile rubbing his hands together. 

    Martin and Brian entered the room to see Dr.Alec having Donny in am intense trance. Donny looked frozen in time, be even started to have a string of drool leaking down. Alec was sat beside him whispering in his ear, installing triggers that would be used later. Martin snapped to install a trigger Increasing his sensitivity to touch, he snapped again installing a trigger that would blank out the orgasm sensations (This department was not for pleasure for the milkee). 

    Dr.Alec leaned away from Donny and clapped his hands once and Donny jumped a bit and sprung back to life. 

    “Alright Donny, you are all ready. You’re gonna go with these guys and give this program your first shot. If you make it past the 2nd orgasm I’ll be coming to help you finish. Good luck.” Alec said waving his arm out to gesture for Donny to follow Martin and Brian. 

    Martin and Brian led Donny to a room that had a large soft pad on the floor. Restraints for the wrists and ankles were on each side. 

    “Your technically not supposed to move anyways but this is to keep yoy for thrashing to much and accidently hitting us. It can get pretty intense haha” Brian said. 

    Donny laid down flat. Martin began to run some oil all over Donnys body with his large smooth hands while Brian attatched all the restraints. 

    Brian kneeled by Donny’s head and reached over to begin tweaking Donnys knipples. 

    He was so sensitive his cock immediately sprang to life, with a drop of precum forming at the tip and slowly rolling down to his base from the head. 

    Martin rubbed a generous amount of lube between his hands before sitting between Donnys legs. 

    Martin began slowly stroking with both hands stacked on top of each other. Twisting as he went up and down slowly. 

    Donny began to get close quick. It wasn’t an edging session so he could come at anytime. 

    Martin and Brian both noticed Donnys body tense up. They both smirked at each other. He was right at the edge. 

    Martin picked up the pace and sqeezed just a bit harder…BOOM…. like white fireworks. Donny sprayed everywhere. 

    For the brief 5 or so seconds he came, Donny suddenly went numb down there. Much to his disappointment he felt nothing despite the cum flying everywhere. 

    This was because the trigger Alec installed so he would not get to experience the orgasm, this was a punishment after all. 

    However…right after that brief orgasm the sensations post orgasm came back and hit him like a truck. 

    “Ahhh fuck” Donny yelled as Martin’s stroking continued. 

    Donny tried to jerk up and close his legs. Thankfully the restraints kept him on the pad. He twisted to his side to try to stop Martin’s stroking. 

    Martin laughed as his hand followed and kept on, even when Donny tried to keep Martin’s arm away by trapping it in his knees as he folded over. 

    “Well…I’m sorry to say you failed obviously” Martin said as he continued to pull Donnys legs apart and keep at his cock for the Post orgasm stroking. 

    “My advise for the next attempt is to be ready after you cum. Once the orgasm is over you will be hut with the wave of Post orgasm stroking. Brace yourself for it” Brian said. 

    Donny was released from hair restraints and bitterly sulked away to his room. 

    It was a good thing he didn’t see the fist bump Martin and Brian shared that would have set him off.

    The next day Donny returned for a second attempt. 

    He had a scowl on his face. Clearly hoping this would be the last round so he could finally get this program over with. 

    He laid naked in the same position as before. 

    This time, Martin sat at his head while Brian went to work on his cock. 

    Brian pressed a magic wand vibrator against the frenulum. 

    Martin leaned forward and lightly rubbed the tips of each nipple with an index finger. He licked Donnys neck and ear. 

    Donny wanted to squirm away but he stayed focused. 

    Martin pryed open Donnys mouth and then leaned down and started kissing him. 

    His tounge slid in Donnys mouth and was sliding around while Martin made smoothing noises. 

    Donny was not expecting that at all and nearly turned his head away. His eyes were bugging. 

    He was feeling the orgasm creeping up.

    BOOM. His body went numb briefly. 

    This time he was prepared for when the post orgasm sensations came in. 

    The vibrator against his cock sent a jet of cum right up to his face. Some landed on him and Martin. 

    Suddenly he was overwhelmed with the sensation of Post orgasm. Brian moved the vibrator head to the head of his cock right on the slit. 

    Martin laughed as he wiped away cum from both their faces and smeared into Donnys face and mouth. 

    “Ahhh! What the fuck” Donny leaned forward as much as he could and went to move his hand up for protection but it was held back by the restraint. 

    He turned and spit the cum in his mouth out. 

    Martin laughed and gave him a couple pats on the shoulder before the guys sent him back to his room. Donny had failed once again. 

    Donny went through a series of struggle trying to pass the program. He was able to get to the 2nd orgasm most days but couldn’t handle the post orgasm. 

    They tried to change up different ways to deliver the post orgasm. 

    On the 7th day after he came the 2nd time, Martin whispered in his ear, you know you are more ticklish after you orgasm? Before digging into his pits while Brian attacked his soles. This caused him to squirm and lose. They did the tickling method quite often. 

    On the 10th day after he came, Martin held his cock upright firmly at the shaft while Brian slid a feather through the slit and around the edge of the cockhead over and over until Donny broke. 

    On the 11th day, some ball slaps after the first orgasm made his body jump. 

    On the 12th day after he came, Martin held the cock firmly down at the base with one hand and slowly slid his palm up the shaft and over the knob. He said “I’m going to do this up to 100 times and count them out and yoy will pass the program if you can handle it”. 

    Donny only made it to 23. 

    Martin loved the counting method and stuck with this the rest of the time. 

    On the 20th day Donny finally made it to 100 after 2 orgasms. 50 cockhead polishings after orgasm 1 and 50 after orgasm 2. 

    Martin went extra slow and swirled his palm around on the 100th one of course just to be a dick. Donny had tears in his eyes and his body was exaughsted for staying so tense for such a long period of time. 

    Brian left to go get Dr.Alec. 

    For the final orgasm and post orgasm torment, he didn’t have to lay still or silent. He worried what the catch was going to be here. 

    He needed time to rest before he could just cum again. He stayed laying and restrained while Martin massaged his with his large strong hands. 

    After a while had passed he finally worked Donnys cock back up. 

    Brian came in followed by Dr.Alec. 

    Brian went to Donnys side and used his fingers to stimulate Donnys nipples. 

    Dr.Alec went and sat by Donnys head. 

    Donny grunted and squirmed a bit as Martin stroked. His cock was still so sensitve. 

    “Please avoid the head, too sensitive, I wont be able to cum” Donny said. 

    Martin formed a ring with his index finger and thumb and began to stroke very very lightly just under the cockhead. 

    It felt good and also mildly sensitve with it just touching the edge/ring of the cockhead. 

    Donny began to tense up. The third orgasn was finally here. 

    “I’m cumming! I’m cumming!”

    Dr.Alec whispered in his ear and snapped. 

    Donny screamed as he came. Dr.Alec had given him his ability to feel the orgasn back and it was almost to much for his body to handle suddenly. 

    He shook violently and Martin kept the same pace and stroking with his fingers as Donnys body thrust up and down. 

    “FUCK!” 

    It was a lot of cim for a 3rd load. All over Donnys stomach and chest. 

    Dr.Alec whispered freeze and snapped his fingers. 

    Donny lay motionless. His eyes were still open. He could hear…see…feel…but he could not move. 

    “This is the final portion of your post orgasm program. The freeze method. You are still awake and aware. But your body is paralyzed. I hope you can appreciate the work that is being done to you and learn from it. I’ll be back to get you in 15 to 20 mins, Brian, you can remove the restraints, they will not be necessary”. 

    The doctor gave Donny a pat and walked off. 

    Martin began polishing the head of Donnys cock relentlessly. No breaks, he would only switch up the intensity and where he focused the polishing to make sure Donny did not get used to it. 

    Donny wanted to scream but could not. 

    He wanted to squirm but his body just laid peacefully. 

    The only sign of life were his bulging eyes watering and darting around. 

    Brian removed all of his restraints while Martin polished away. 

    It was so much more intense not being able to even squirm because all Donny could do was it’s on the intentions. 

    He caught Martin’s eyes. The triumphant smirk on Martin’s face had Donnys bloody boiling. 

    Brian had the restraints all gone and began to tickle in Donnys puts before moving down to his soles and raking his fingers up and down them. 

    “I just know this can’t be pleasant. Poor guy” Brian said laughing. 

    Martin was going to make sure Donny remembered this lesson and would avoid finding himself at ODT ever again. He kept his eyes locked with Donnys bugging eyes and just kept the smirk on his face as he polished away for the rest of the time they had left. No mercy.

  • NextDoor Neighbour

    Moving In

    Jayden stood in the center of his small living room, hemmed in by cacti of every conceivable shape and size. The air was tinged with the earthy scent of potting soil and faint traces of freshly brewed coffee. Dust motes danced in the afternoon sunlight slanting through half-open blinds, illuminating the thick silence that clung to every corner. Each plant was a silent witness—a vessel of memory holding fragments of shared smiles, whispered secrets, and gentle touches from the friend whose vibrant presence had once turned this apartment into something bright and alive. 

    He reached for the watering can, its cool metal heavy in his palm. As he watered each cactus, the gentle trickle mingled with the quiet hiss of radiators and the distant hum of traffic below—a nightly music that belonged to him alone. The dry sting of soil, the soft prick of spines against his skin, grounded him in the present, even as laughter from the past seemed to echo in the walls.

    The hush was broken by the escalating clamor of a moving truck: distant shouts, the thud of heavy boxes—all growing louder until the sounds spilled through his window. A peculiar knot of curiosity twisted with unease in his chest. New neighbors would bring new faces and new noises; their proximity threatened the fragile quiet he’d built around himself. Jayden hesitated before the window, fingers dragging the curtain aside just enough to watch the commotion without being seen.

    From the chaos emerged a woman with a mane of untamed, fiery red hair and a laugh that shimmered with warmth. Jayden’s breath halted—the resemblance to Julie was almost cruel, uncanny in the sharp tilt of her head and the confident sweep of her gestures. He watched, mesmerized, as she orchestrated the movers, every motion echoing the ghost now tucked away in the deepest folds of his heart.

    As Jayden’s eyes lingered on Gean, another figure stepped into the scene—a man, tall and sharply dressed, his sandy hair catching the sunlight as he lifted a box from the truck with practiced ease. Unlike the chaos around him, Kevin moved with measured purpose, his gaze scanning the street before settling on the building’s entrance.

    A faint ripple of tension pressed against Jayden’s thoughts as Kevin disappeared inside, carrying armfuls of cardboard and kitchenware. There was something magnetic in his self-assurance, a steadiness that contrasted with the churning uncertainty in Jayden’s chest. For a brief moment, their worlds brushed together in silence—Jayden hidden behind the curtain, Kevin threading his way through new beginnings.

    Jayden let the fabric fall back into place, inhales slow and deliberate. At this distance, introductions could wait. The day would unfold its own story, and Jayden could do nothing but watch and wonder as the presence of the new neighbor settled itself on the edges of his solitude.

    Jayden lingered by the window much longer than he meant to, one hand still resting on the curtain. Even when Gean disappeared from view, her presence stayed imprinted in the quiet apartment—a specter weaving new possibilities into the routines Jayden guarded so fiercely. He watched as the man, Kevin, hauled the final box inside, then closed the truck’s doors with a resolute thud.

    Daylight faded and the building’s hallway hummed with distant voices, laughter, and the scraping of furniture. Jayden retreated to his cacti, fingers brushing spines and soil, grounding himself in the tactile comfort that had outlasted so much. Sometimes he let his thoughts wander; tonight they circled the woman’s familiar gestures and the subtle gravity of the man’s presence. A speculative pulse of hope and dread churned together.

    Eventually, as quiet settled once again outside, Jayden brewed his evening coffee and let its gentle steam carry his gaze away. The new neighbors had arrived, and the apartment—his sanctuary—felt both smaller and strangely alive. He wondered how long he could keep his distance, how long until the fragile peace was truly tested.

    As footsteps echoed down the hallway, Jayden understood that the quiet he cherished was no longer his alone.


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