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  • 1st Time

    Though I can definitely tell you a when a woman is a knock out I never found myself attracted to them the way I was to men. Though I didn’t run around telling people I was gay and thought I acted manly enough to present myself as strait I desperately wanted to suck cock and get my ass fucked like the men who wrote of their gay encounters in the Hustlers Penthouse and other porn mags I’d find in dumpsters as a teen. My most cherished were my gay porn mags. Back then I figured I would probably not come out and stroke off the gay porn as actually having sex with a real man was kind of scary to me. Eric helped me get through those fears though.

    I will spare you a long story about how we met and give you a shortened version. I was 19 and just getting out on my own when I met him. Employed at a grocery store that his family owned were I barely made enough to get by Eric and I who also stocked the shelves ended up forming a friendship that I wanted to be more after he began offering me rides in the car he barley managed to keep running. I wanted to tell him but I was scared but Eric sure as hell wasn’t. After I had come to his home to drink a few beers and watch a few movies he rented I found myself sort of speechless when he asked at the end of the movie “So when are you going to tell me your hot for my body Kevin, because I want you bad?”

    When I looked at him I saw he wasn’t joking. I knew I wanted Eric damn he was hot. Standing nearly 6ft with a lean but muscular frame blue eyes and brown hair he kept neatly groomed he was a bottoms wet dream.

    Fighting back my nerves I managed to say “I’ve never been with a man didn’t know how to ask.” I saw a look of understanding in his eyes before he asked me if I’d like to have my first time with him. Feeling my heart flutter I said “Yes” and Eric moved to my side of his couch and began to kiss me after pulling me into his arms. My cock began to grow and being inexperienced I wrapped my arms around him. Then I felt him rubbing my cock through my pants. Oh it felt soo good. Eric came up for air and said lets get a shower first.

    I was not at all sure what to expect but Eric was a tender lover who knew he how to pleasure a first timer. Eric took charge of everything in the shower he washed my every crack and crevasse and had me do the same to him. I especially loved washing his 8 inch cock and loved having it in my mouth even more. Not knowing what I was doing yet Eric began giving me pointers on cock sucking and encouraging me by telling me when it was feeling good and how pretty I was. I loved hearing his words of encouragement and grunts, groans, and moans. Soon Eric pulled his dick out of my mouth and took me to his bedroom. As we lay on his be Eric flipped me over onto my belly and after grabbing some lube from his night stand began playing with my asshole and fingering it out. Though it started out a little uncomfortable ass my ass loosened it I began my dick wanting to release then I soon felt the head of his dick pressing against my anus. At first I didnt think it was going to go in then I felt the head go in and thought. “Well damn I thought it was gonna hurt” Then all of the sudden my asshole gave way and Eric’s cock slammed home. Completely unprepared for it I howled in pain. Eric held me close “Shhh..it will pass just let it loosen.”

    As my anus loosened I felt so full. Remaining still I felt Eric begin to rub my flaccid dick stroking it back to life. Soon he began to slowly fuck my ass. Feeling him rubbing against my prostate every time he began to pull out I wanted him back in and pushed back to get more. Soon I was begging him to fuck my butt harder and starting to leak precum. Oh it felt so good as Eric fucked stroked me I could feel my orgasm stat in my asshole and explode from my cock causing me to moan in pleasure and Eric to fuck my ass till he exploded a load in my ass then fell on top of me kissing the back of my neck. Exhausted we fell asleep in each others arms.


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  • Kyle’s Butt

    Friend of a friend. That’s how I met my roommate of four years, Scott, back in 2015. He’s a good guy. Not too neat but not too messy. Pays bills on time. Doesn’t get into my business and I don’t get into his. He’s also the most straight-seeming gay dude I ever met in my life. Scott is a local native here (Boston, Massachusetts, USA). He likes to watch sports on TV, play video games, do outdoor sports in the summer, all that kind of shit. He’s average height and weight, kind of hairy, average looking face, seems like a Regular Joe.

    He likes to fuck guys though. Fortunately for Scott, I had a girlfriend with a nice studio apartment for the first three years we were roommates. I was over there a lot of the time and I didn’t care what kind of sexual activity might be happening back at my place. She and I broke up last year, and I’ve been on the prowl ever since. I’m tall, fit, decent looking… no problem getting a girl. The trick of it is to pick one that’s good in the sack but doesn’t give you any drama afterward. Those girls are harder to find.

    My name is Jay. I’m 27, Scott’s 30. He was getting restless last year, approaching a milestone birthday and wanting some kind of change in his life, when the offer came. Would Scott like to spend the whole winter season, December 1 to March 15, getting paid a lot of cash, down in warm sunny Miami? Yes, he would. It had something to do with property management, and he said Yes on the spot. He just had to find a sublet tenant to take over his share of the rent, and to be my roommate for these three and a half months.

    That’s where Kyle comes into the picture. And that’s one way gay and straight can be different. See, with us straight guys, staying platonic friends with some girl you fucked a couple of times is like… why? Why the hell would you want to do that? 

    But I guess in the gay world it all gets more fluid. Scott and Kyle were “fuck buddies” (I heard that’s a gay term for it) and then they just became friends. Kyle was willing to take Scott’s bedroom for the winter season at a discount sublet rate, with Scott kicking in an extra $150/month thanks to all the big money he’d be making down in Miami.

    I said OK because it seemed rude to say No, and there were no other options on the horizon. But I actually had mixed feelings. This Kyle person… well, he was a lot more obviously gay than Scott. The way Kyle spoke, the way he walked, the clothes he wore. Kyle has a face that would have been really cute on a chick. He gets a little theatrical when he talks. His brown hair had little spikes of bleach-blond color running thru it, and there was a shimmer of lip balm on his full lips. It made me feel awkward when we met to discuss the sublet. Like I wasn’t talking with a girl, but I wasn’t exactly talking with a dude either, you know? He was immediately and extremely friendly toward me – almost too friendly – and I had never spent 1 to 1 personal time around this “out and obvious” type of gay dude before.

    Kyle moved in on a chilly Boston Sunday afternoon. December 1, 2019. And I could tell right away, things were gonna be different.

    For one thing… Scott’s bedroom at the back of the apartment, next to the kitchen… it gets way too hot in there. These old steam radiators from the 1940s, they just crank and crank, heat’s included in the rent, and all you can do is open the windows.

    At least that’s what I thought. Whipping open the windows, no matter how cold outside, was Scott’s approach to the problem. Kyle had a different approach. He decided that all this hot dry air just needs a bucket of humidity added to it. He bought and plugged in two humidifiers, lit a scented candle, made the back end of the apartment feel like a tropical rain forest… and he walked around our apartment wearing next to nothing. Morning and night. Just a skimpy tank top, short-shorts, and a smile. It was ice-cold outside.

    Now let me tell you about it. That butt, that amazing butt. Kyle spends a lot of time in the gym, and evidently he focuses a lot on his ass. It was hard not to notice it. I love a perky round caboose on a chick, it’s always been a thing that turns me on intensely. I just never expected to get aroused by the sight of that perfect kind of ass… so round and supple and fucking beautiful… on a male. Up close. Right here, in my kitchen.

    A week and four days. That’s it, that’s how long it took from the time Kyle moved in, to the time I fucked him.

    In between, something happened that got these wheels in my brain turning, sexually speaking. Saturday night, December 7. I was gonna go to a sold out concert with some friends, but another friend who’s actually a huge fan of the band bought a scam counterfeit ticket by mistake. “Front row!” When security recognized it as a fake and he was denied entrance, he started hounding and begging us all for one of our tickets. I owed him a favor… so I relented, gave him mine, and came home.

    When I got home, I heard the sound of sex happening in Scott’s room, now Kyle’s room. I know it was wrong, but I had to. I was curious. I slid both my sneakers off and tip-toed down the hall in socks, and I listened in at Kyle’s door.

    I heard a lot. In detail. A man was fucking Kyle, and they were both really getting into it. The “whup, whup, whup” sound of a hard dick slamming into something warm and juicy and inviting. The man’s breath, panting like a dog. Kyle moaning “ohh fuck… uh! Uh!… ohhhh…” At one point the man commented, between gasps of breath as he kept on ramming deep into Kyle, “Goddamn, you got a nice fuckin’ hole.” Then he started fucking that hole even harder. Deeper. Kyle moaned and whimpered even more fiercely. The bed springs were creaking in fast rhythm.

    Then the man gasped and cried out several times, and the fuck rhythm slowed way down. “Oh god.. I feel it..” whispered Kyle as the man pushed and grunted, gasping. Wow. I was listening in on Kyle getting impregnated by this man. That’s how I thought of it. Like, if Kyle was a chick and he wasn’t on birth control, that man’s DNA would be putting a baby in him. Right here, right now.

    Here’s what shocked me the most: a sudden and huge wave of jealousy went tearing through me, as I stood silently on the other side of that door. I could have ripped that door off its hinges and thrown that man in the air across the room. I turned and slinked down the hall, fast, to my room. Closed the door and flopped down across my bed. Jacked my big dick, came ferociously, spewing high in the air and back down all over myself. Went to sleep.

    But it really impacted me. I kept thinking and thinking about it over the next few days.

    Then I came home late on Tuesday night, a bit drunk, and started munching hungrily on whatever I could find in the kitchen. It was 12:30am. I was buzzed and stuffing my face full of a bowl of breakfast cereal and cold milk. Kyle and his almost naked, gym-toned body sauntered into the kitchen to join me.

    His voice was purring like a cat, the way he does. “Hiiii. I heard some snackin’ going on in here. Think I’ll join you.” And he waltzed up to the refrigerator and squatted down real slow, sticking that nice round melon butt right out in my direction. I laughed out loud. But all I could think about was the sounds of that butt getting fucked. And bred. And the crazy jealousy I felt, listening in on it.

    So I cracked a joke.

    “Ha ha ha… listen, I’ve had a few rounds at the bar, so you better not keep teasing me with that ass.”

    Kyle laughed and he just stuck that sweet butt out even further and wiggled and wiggled it at me. Swiveling, gyrating. Acting like an exaggeration of a bad porn scene. He said “Or what? What happens if I keep on teasin’?”

    Then he stood up and turned around, holding a blueberry yogurt. “Mmm. Perfect. I’ll have this.” He walked over to pull a spoon out of the drawer.

    I just stood there, absorbing the image of that sexy round ass wiggling at me just a moment ago. I didn’t know what to say. But Kyle sure did.

    “I tell you what, Jay. You’re drunk. It’s late. I didn’t prepare for anything frisky. And I need to get up early for work tomorrow. So, not tonight. But going forward. This ass is available. VERY available. To you.”

    I stood there in surprise. Kyle smiled with those full succulent lips of his. Lips that would soon feel phenomenal, sucking on my dick.

    “Ten o’ clock tomorrow night, I’ll be in here” – he gestured to his bedroom, warm sultry humidified air drifting out from it – “and I hope you come knockin’.”

    I got almost nothing done at work the next day. Distracted. Filled with lust and anticipation and a little fear. I’d never fucked a guy before.

    It’s funny, I heard the terms “top” and “bottom” referring to gay sex, and I got the idea that the top is dominant, the bottom submissive. But that ain’t how it went down between me and Kyle. He took the wheel, guided me through it, from the moment I knocked on his bedroom door that night and opened it.

    The room smelled good. Kyle smelled good. He leaned up and kissed me (I’m six foot three), and kissed and kissed me some more. I felt all that anxiety just melt, and felt desire kick in. My dick swelled in my sweatpants as we made out. My hands cupped Kyle’s butt and squeezed it. It felt so sexy and warm and round and full and fuckable. I couldn’t wait. The confident stud in me took over now. No hesitation. Being sexual with Kyle began to feel just as natural for me as being sexual with a hot girl.

    Did I mention how much I love to just bury my face in a sexy butt, and make love to it with my tongue? I’ll mention it now, because I didn’t expect to be doing that with Kyle, but animal instinct just took over. He’d been sucking my dick with some of the best fellatio I’d ever had in my life, and I was standing there grabbing his head and fucking it and getting close to cumming right down his fucking throat. To stop me from cumming so soon, I pulled Kyle up and we dove onto the bed. I whipped off his tank top, and my shirt as well.

    Now we were both buck naked. I guided his strong fit legs apart, and just nuzzled my face right on deep in there. Tasting, breathing in his warm musky fucking hole. My tongue didn’t ever want to stop licking, licking, licking. Kyle moaned and moaned, softly. He loved what I was doing to him. I was lost in desire, tasting that delicious ass. The warm humid room got me feeling sweat begin to run down the sides of my face and down my back, in the darkness. I reached up with one hand and felt his pierced nipple getting hard. I twisted it just a little with my fingers, as my tongue kept on penetrating his warm tender hole. Kyle thrashed in ecstasy and cried out. I kept going and going, teasing him, torturing him.

    Finally he looked into my eyes and I into his. “Let’s fuck,” Kyle said. I just grinned. And seconds later, my big throbbing dick was sliding right on into Kyle’s warm and welcoming hole. I’d been rimming that beautiful ass for a good fifteen minutes, with enthusiasm, so no lube was needed at all.

    We did it all. Doggy, side saddle, him on top, missionary. I came in him twice. We lay there, exhausted, and kissed and kissed gently, my penis softening and my cum slowly dripping out of his warm slick wide-open hole. We showered and cleaned up down the hall. Then I climbed back into Kyle’s bed and held him in my arms and fell deep asleep. I had the best kinds of dreams.

    I woke up at 530 in the morning, in the pre-dawn darkness, and my dick was hard for Kyle’s body right beside me, erect and hard and ready to go all over again. I humped his butt, he got the signal, he reached for some lube and I fucked him again. Nice and slow, from behind as we spooned. He arched back to meet my every thrust. Not a single word was spoken. Not a single word was needed. I came inside him yet again, and stayed in him balls deep, holding him tight and gently flicking that engorged puffy little nipple on his muscular chest. “Oh FUCK.” he murmured. “Fuck. Marry me!”

    We both laughed. I pushed my dick into that warm perfect fucking hole just a little deeper, laughing into his ear, nibbling on his neck.

    Now it’s a month and a half later. I don’t know if I am telling you a sex story or a love story. We got seven weeks to go before Scott comes back, and we can’t get enough of each other. I spend every night in Kyle’s bed, the warm humid air smells like scented candles and sloppy sex, and I can’t get enough. Morning and night and most of the weekend. It’s like my dick BELONGS inside that ass. And he belongs in my arms afterwards. You ever experience that with somebody?


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  • The Sad Case of Mr. Cream – A Sherrill Haus Mystery

    Sherrill pulled out of me. His iPhone was ringing. I rolled my eyes. I rolled over and watched as he mumbled a word or two into his phone before ending the call with an “OK.” But what I’d mainly been gazing at, coveting, was the glossy arc of his beautiful erection, his body’s flower, hanging parallel, more or less, to his taut belly. Sher, on his knees and one supporting hand, set the phone down with the other. He looked back at me, his penis already sadly beginning to wilt.

    “Come on,” he said with urgency. “Get dressed. Let’s go.”

    “Where? We can’t finish fucking first?”

    “We can always fuck. But we’ve got, like, less than an hour window to meet this guy. Then he’s got to get to work.”

    I looked at the bedside clock to the left of the lamp and behind Sher’s phone. It was a few minutes after eleven. “He works at night?”

    Sher, glossy erection or no, was already getting dressed. His dark bikini brief was already up. Now he was pulling on his jeans. “People work at night, y’know?”

    “I know!” I said, myself sliding into the standing position. “But what’s this guy got to do with the Cream case?”

    “He claims he knows who murdered Cream. Get dressed. Hurry up.”

    I didn’t even get a chance to wipe the lube from my crack. I had to stuff a few tissues in my panty after pulling it up. I wondered about my lipstick; my eyeshadow.

    “Don’t worry,” Sher said reassuringly. “I know this bar where we’re meeting. It’s a weird place. No one’ll see. And if they do…,” Sher concluded, fastening the last button of his long-tailed, oversized embroidered shirt, “…they won’t give a shit. Hurry up,” he said for the third time. Or was it the second?

    As I quickly dressed Sher added a last touch: to the left side of his belt he attached a plastic holster. In it was a .45 caliber Springfield Armory semi-automatic pistol. The sub-compact size that he liked to brag, when the magazine was in, as it most certainly was now, and while waving it around for all to see, fit his left hand perfectly.

    Because, in life, you can never be too careful.

    From the bedroom we went downstairs into our—his—condo’s livingroom, crossed it to the kitchen and out the back door that led into what we jokingly called “the Batcave.” And not just because I was young, slight of build, liked to wear tights (well, hosiery of one sort or another, especially thigh-highs) and was named Robin.

    Jumping into his Alfa, my ass sliding comfortably across the tan Italian leather, I watched as Sher flicked the button that raised the garage door. Then he pressed another button, this one red. We were off—powered by all six cylinders of his Quadrifoglio’s growling Ferrari V-6 engine.

    “It’s not far from here,” he said of the bar. “We’ll be there in, like, ten minutes.” Sher pressed the accelerator.

    Maybe less than ten.

    As we raced through the darkness I had trouble breaking free of my memory of Sher’s cock in me. And then, after he regrettably pulled out, my longing to suck it, lube and all, and experience the warmth, the heady smells, the impossibly firm flesh. The ripple of it between my tight lips. I gave my head a shake, my longish dark locks, trying to change course—even as the Alfa did likewise, screeching around a righthander.

    We were heading west now. Sher put his blinker on almost immediately.

    The place looked like a biker bar. Except that there were no hogs parked out front. In their place were a lot of dilapidated-looking second and third-hand cars. We parked on the side.

    “This is a shithole,” I declared, leaving the security of the Alfa behind.

    “It’s OK.”

    The thumping base of the jukebox music was audible even from the outside. Probably even from across the highway. I entered behind Sher, who looked to his right and headed that way. We approached a plywood booth at the very back occupied by a lone man who was smoking. Yeah, it was that kind of place. A smoker’s bar. Welcome to the time machine. Welcome back to the 1970’s!

    The man didn’t bother correcting his slouch as we came up. Instead he flicked the ash off his cigarette onto the table. Real classy. Sher said over the din: “I’m Sherrill Haus. This is my associate, Robin.”

    The man at last sat up. He was looking at me. “I thought Robin was a girl.”

    “He is, sometimes,” Sher grinned, urging me into the booth ahead of him. That way, I knew, if there was any trouble he could jump out and deal with it; defend me. Defend himself for that matter. Or, simply, possibly, run. The thought had crossed my mind once or twice since I’d known him. Self-preservation being what it is.

    Now that the ice was broken Sher got down to business. “So what’ve you got for me.”

    “You packing?” The scruffy-looking man, whom I guessed was in his late forties but looked fifty-something, had lifted his stubble chin at Sher’s left side. This old drunk was headed to work in a half-hour?

    “Cellphone,” Sher lied.

    “Well, no firearms allowed in this place.”

    “Guess I didn’t see the sign. What do you know about who popped Mr. Cream?”

    The man took a pull on his draft beer. Then on his Marlboro Light. It’s always good to cut down on the tar, especially if you’re a chain-smoker. “I don’t know. What’s in it for me?”

    “The reward is fifty,” Sher advised. The man’s spine stiffened, in a limp sort of way. His sleepy eyes lit up.

    “I get the fifty?”

    “Yeah,” Sher replied. “You get fifty dollars.”

    “Fuck you.”

    “No thanks.”

    “How come your partner here’s wearing lipstick?”

    “You noticed?” Sher smiled at me before saying, to our host, “Cause he’s a female impersonator. He just got off work.”

    “Fuck you,” the man repeated.

    “Funny isn’t it? He just got off work? You’re just going on? Life is a merry-go-round ain’t it?” slipping into the seedy bar’s vernacular.

    “Look. I’m not into this gay shit. I seen your website. I asked what’s in it for me? The information I got.”

    “Well, Mr. Cream ended up with a bullet in the back of his head. Maybe that’ll be your reward as well.”

    The man glanced to his right. He wore a look of wrinkled concern. He had a lot of premature wrinkles at any rate. “Who else knows about this? This meeting?”

    “I don’t know. You called me, remember? Who else have you told?”

    The man now wore the look of a frightened animal. Not that of a raccoon, however. I’ve seen raccoons side by side with feral cats my mom, a kind soul, used to feed on our deck when I was a kid. Every morning I would have to go out and dump the water the raccoons had muddied and replace it with fresh. No, not a ravenous raccoon but some other sort of wild—

    The man got up and ran. He tried the backdoor, which had been just to the right of where he sat, but it was locked. So he sprinted—limped his way—toward the side door we’d entered through. He exited. Sher started to say:

    “Well there goes—”

    Shots rang out. Two. Then a third.

    I followed Sher to the side door, the step-down to the parking lot as a softly sprung sedan bounded out of it, tail-lights flashing red.

    Sher looked at me. “Mary-Susan-George,” he said. Then: “Seven-one-four. Got it?”

    “Got it.”

    Despite his military background Sher had developed his own kind of quirky alpha-numeric code language. Whatever works…

    It also helps, when you’re a private investigator, to have the 20-10 vision of a former sniper.

    Detective Maginot said: “Fancy meeting you here, Haus. You’re under arrest for the murder of…somebody.”

    He was joking, of course.

    “Let me guess,” said Sher. “He has no I.D. on him. That’s because he doesn’t drive a car. That’s because he’s had two DUI’s and rides a bicycle now. He’s a security guard down the road. Some security…”

    “Your deductive powers, Haus,” Maginot said sarcastically, “never cease to amaze me. You’ve been talking to the bartender, right?”

    “Yeah. I’ll save you the trouble. His name is Wally Schlipps.”

    “Say what?”

    “She wrote it down for me. Here. Below that is the license plate number of the car the perps got away in. Because you guys were late on the scene.”

    “We’re not fucking mindreaders, Sherrill. Give us a break.”

    “I would have used the word prescient. ‘We’re not fucking prescient.’ Mindreaders doesn’t quite fit the bill in this particular case, does it?”

    “Fuck you, Sherrill.”

    “That’s what the last guy kept saying. Now look at him.”

    The bullet-riddled body still lay where it had fallen—behind our Alfa. Though, out of courtesy, they’d by now covered it up with decorative black plastic.

    “Can we get out of here now?” Sher asked. “The guy’s call interrupted some very important business…”

    Detective Maginot looked at Sher, then at me. He said: “Robin, you been drinking cherry soda or somethin, hon?”

    “Yeah,” my alibi.

    “Frenchy?” as he was called. “Sher to planet earth?”

    “No you can’t leave, Haus!” The detective gestured, wildly. “You’ll back over the fucking body!”

    “So? The crime lab’s done. Plus he’s already dead.”

    “Haus…?” Maginot sighed. “Go in the bar, have a beer. Have three beers. A dozen. Place don’t close till three a.m. That way I can arrest you for DUI when you leave. Now git!”

    The great thing about cases like this, especially when Sher was closing in on a solution, not to mention a reward…it made him horny as all get out. Turned him into someone my age again.

    Soon as we got back to the condo, and the bedroom, that night, Sher and I picked up right where we’d left off. “You have such sweet little balls,” Sher told me for the thousandth time. “I love the way they hang down,” tugging at them as if they were an oddly shaped milk cow’s udder, before sliding his freshly lubed cock in me again. Aside from that there were no preliminaries. Sher fucked me like Armageddon was imminent and we only had a few minutes of pleasure left before the meteor hit.

    He finished in a sweat, his other fluid, the sweeter, fruitier one, deposited deep inside me. Now when he abandoned me to answer his phone, I wore an ear-to-ear smile. Like…who cares?

    He looked at my slender, naked body, rolled over and planted his back against the pillowed headboard. “They found the car. Abandoned. Stolen.”

    His mood was drooping like his penis, his beautiful flower did, after sex. “We’re back to square one.”

    “Fingerprints?”

    “Nada. They’re pros, whoever they are.”

    Sher glanced at the clock, as did I. It was nearly four a.m.

    “Let’s get some sleep, sweetheart,” he said. “We’ll begin again in the morning.”

    “OK, dear,” I smiled. Though I wondered if by this he meant the case or sexual intercourse.

    I rolled onto my left side, into the fetal position. Sher conformed his larger, muscular body to mine and held me, tightly. I was in heaven. The phone rang one minute later.

    No, the phone rang a little after seven. It just seemed like we’d had one minute’s rest. Sher reached across me, his sleep-hard penis massaging, briefly, the shallow valley of my waist.“Who?”

    Mary Darling, it turned out, lived just up the street from the bar. A street with speed bumps stretching for endless blocks. Pity people can’t obey speed limits. Especially people in 500-horsepower Alfa Romeos. There was a park nearby. In fact it was still cordoned off with yellow crime tape, a lone sedan sitting in the gravel, doors open.“Well, we know there were two of them.”

    “Why?” I asked. Sher looked at me like I myself had committed a crime.“Because, like, the driver’s and the passenger’s doors are still open?”

    “Oh. Right.”

    “Unless, of course, the driver split himself in two and…”

    “OK, OK,” I said. “I get your point. I’m, like, half-asleep, OK?”

    “Well wake up.”Mary turned out to be an insomniac. “I keep watch on the neighborhood,” she declared. “Nothing gets by me. We’re a tight group,” presumably meaning her and her neighbors. “When I heard you were involved…one of my neighbors was at the bar last night.” Mary giggled. “More’n a few of my neighbors hang out at that bar. But not me. I don’t drink. Quit fourteen years ago and haven’t had a drop since.”

    “Good for you.”

    “Southern Comfort was my downfall. Now they got all these new-fangled whiskies. Peanut butter? Can you believe it? I—”

    “You said on the phone you saw a man, maybe two, high-tailing it, your words, across the park.”Mary was nodding. “Saw it with my own two eyes. Car stopped. It was smoking. Could see it in the street lights. They ran…”

    “They?” I interjected. “You sure there were two of them.”Sher looked at me. “We already know it was two.”

    “This is Robin?” Ms. Darling smiled. “Saw him on your website. Cute. So you were the first person I thought to call.”

    “Instead of the police?”Mary waved a dismissive hand. “Aw, those assholes? What they know, or care? Somebody broke into my house last year, stole half my shit. My checkbook, my portable safe, my firearms…”

    “You have firearms, Ms. Darling?”

    “I do now,” she nodded, proudly. “First thing I went out and bought. That and a new TV. Needed it anyway. The old one—”

    “So which way, if you don’t mind my asking, did these guys run?”Mary Darling pointed. She had flabby upper arms. They sort of wagged at first, under the bone, before settling into stasis. She also had SoCo on her sweet morning breath. “Across the park, of course. And you think they ever caught the guys that done it?”

    “Who?”

    “The police! They’re worthless!”Sher looked at me. His dark eyes shouted Let’s get the fuck out of here! His countermanding lips, however, said, gently, “Let’s take a walk.”

    They had to call in Parks and Recreation. It was urgent. Forty minutes later two City workers arrived in a truck. One got out to unlock the gate while the other, styrofoam coffee cup in hand, supervised. Then the crime lab truck and two unmarked police cars rolled past the swings, the jungle gym and sped toward the far end of the soccer pitch. Or rather, a giant rectangular field of weeds. It had been a while since the City sent one of its rider mower crews out.There, Sher and I waited for them in the already hot early-morning sun. Sher greeted Maginot with a slightly muddy looking 9 mm. The pistol wasn’t aimed at Maginot. Well, it was and it wasn’t. It dangled upsidedown by its finger guard from Sher’s left pointer.“Finally turning yourself in, Haus?”

    “You bring coffee?”Maginot gestured distantly, over a shoulder. “Ask Parks and Rec.”Maginot’s partner held out a ziplock plastic evidence bag and Sher carefully slid the loaded pistol into it. Then he delivered a little ad hoc, open-air seminar to all assembled. Except for me, that is. I already knew the drill. I’d been a participant. That’s why the bottoms of my pantslegs were wet and my shoes, socks and the feet were so squishy I felt like a veritable Jesus, walking in water wherever I stepped.Sher pointed at the top of the chainlink fence, at its spikes. The fence was eight-feet tall to keep the pervs out. This morning it had tried its best to keep the perps in. “See the blood? One of ‘em got cut up while trying to climb over it. Somewhere in the universe his curse words are still echoing.”

    “Huh?”Sher’s finger was running downward, indicating the vertical line of diamond-shaped links below. “See where it dripped?” Sher pointed at fence’s base, at the weedy ground. “There’s blood on the grass, there. Oh, and he lost his shoe, see? We haven’t touched it. So there’s your DNA evidence, ladies and gentlemen.”

    “Lecture over, professor?” Maginot asked.“No,” Sher’s blunt reply. “I had my industrious partner, Robin here, climb the fence—he came away with only minor injuries I’m glad to report…and by searching over by that culvert—and in it, actually—he found the murder weapon one of them tossed while running away.”

    “He trampled a crime scene,” one of the technicians less questioned than stated as irritating fact.“Without us there would be no crime scene.” Sher looked heavenward. “The rainy season’s started. Today’s rain’ll wash the blood away. The shoe? Some bum’s shoe. Who cares? And by the end of the week the murder weapon would’ve been under a foot of murky water. Next question?”

    “How do you know it’s the murder weapon?”

    “Probabilities, dear Maginot. Probabilities. Dust it for prints and you’ve got your man.”

    “What if he wore a glove?”My partner, in and out of bed, seemed amused. “Well unless he’s, like, Patrick Mahomes or somebody…I doubt if he could have tossed a pistol that far wearing a glove. While running for his life.“So there you have it,” Sher concluded. “Murder weapon, prints, DNA and a shoe that’ll fit somebody. Cinderella, maybe. I think our job is done here, so we’ll be on our way. Remember us in your report, Frenchy,” Sher called over a shoulder.“I don’t suppose you could loan us your little monkey for an hour or two?”Sher smiled at me before shouting back: “I get that request from lots of guys. But on your salary, Frenchy, I doubt you could afford him.”

    “You can’t get in my Alfa like that,” a wincing Sher said, looking down at my soggy sneakers.“Well what am I supposed to do then, walk?”Sher was pointing. “Take ‘em off. Take your shoes and socks off and throw ‘em in the trunk.”

    “But…” I was looking to my left. “The Parks and Rec guys’ll see.”

    “See what?”

    “My…painted toenails.”

    “No they won’t.”

    “Yes they will. They’re bright red!”

    “And so what if they do?”

    “They don’t exactly look like…the tolerant type.”

    “Fuck ‘em. They’re not even paying attention.”

    “They’re looking right at us, Sher!”

    “They’re looking at my car. The name of which they can’t even pronounce.”

    “They’ll be looking at my toes in a minute!”

    “And cute toes they are,” Sher grinned. “Look. Take my word for it, Robin. They don’t give a shit. They’re off duty at the moment. They’re on their…,” glancing at his iWatch, “nine o’clock coffee break. Not to be confused with their ten o’clock coffee break. OK? Now take your goddamn soggy shoes off.”Sher popped the Alfa’s trunk lid. And for a fleeting moment I feared he expected me to climb into it.

    To celebrate Sher and I went out to eat at a relatively new restaurant in the south part of town not far from our condo. Shards, as it was called, in a spiky charcoal grey font, featured what they described as “Anglo-Asian cuisine. With a French twist.” Sounded kinky.When we got home we fucked. Sher wanted me right away. As I’ve already hinted, solving a case not only makes him horny but turns him into a 35-year-old sex maniac. Well…how about a sex machine? Sound better?Anyway, I’m always game.After making love we both dozed off. We were still sleep-deprived owing to the past 24 hectic hours. When we awoke, one after the other, like reverse dominoes, we, without prompting, our upper bodies stacked against the headboard, began to kiss. We pecked each other’s lips at first, mine painted though faded, before it gave way to full blown necking. We caressed each other as we kissed. I got an erection and Sher got yet another one. He was…insatiable; incorrigible. We stroked each other. I might have cum right then and there had Sher not broken things off and said, breathlessly, “Let’s not rush things this time.”

    “No,” my heart racing. How else to put it?“Why don’t you run off and make yourself pretty again and bring back a bottle of bubbly?”Wasn’t I pretty already? No, I was not. My hair and face were a MESS. When I returned, my dark curls brushed out, my eyelids swathed in fresh coats of blue shadow, my Cupid lips once again bright-red, Sher popped the cork, filled two flutes and we, sitting up naked and crosslegged in bed, toasted the occasion.“To Mr. Cream!”

    “Who the fuck was Cream anyway?” I asked, after sipping some Veuve. Only the best for us. Only the best.“He was the CFO of a local software company called Zap!. They develop apps for the military.”

    “What kind of apps?”

    “The kind that get you killed. Cream discovered some spending irregularities on the part of the company’s CEO, an Indian guy named Pram. And by spending irregularities we’re not talking here about filling up your Ferrari on the company credit card. We’re talking six, seven-figure type irregularities.”

    “I overheard you and that reporter friend of yours talking about Pram this afternoon,” I said.“Drake? He’s not my friend. We’re mutual sources for each other, that’s all. It’s always on deep background. What else did you hear, you little sneak?”

    “That Cream was on his way to meet with Zap!’s Chairman when he was whacked by those guys.”

    “He wasn’t whacked by ‘those guys,’ he was whacked by Pram. They were just his instrument. It’ll all come out in the end, when they turn state’s evidence in return for not getting the injection.”

    “Injection?” I was thinking of the rectal kind Sher gave me on a regular basis.“The lethal kind.”

    “Oh.” I was caressing Sher’s muscular thigh. I was reaching under and fondling his manly balls. They reminded me of sticking my hand in a bin in the produce section of the grocery store and lifting out two ripe, plump, fresh apricots. They were exquisite. I wanted to lean down and kiss them; suck them. Eat them! But Sher insisted on droning. On.“Then one of the killers talked. Got drunk one night, probably at that same bar we were at last night, got blind-drunk and told somebody. Then that somebody told somebody else and then Willie called us.”

    “Wally,” I contributed. Adding, wanting to speed things up: “And then Wally got drunk, told somebody else and the killers found out and popped him.”

    “Exactly. Then—”

    “Darling, not to interrupt but I wanna suck your balls and kiss your cock. I mean…”

    “Who’s stopping you?”Before I could bend, however, Sher’s eyes lit up. “Let’s do 69.”

    “You want?”

    “Big time!”And so I slid downward, taking a stack of pillows with me to boost my head. Sher assumed the top position, naturally, straddling me backwards. And as his open mouth fell to my hard cock, I wrapped an arm around his firm buttocks for further lift, while my free hand bent his cock down toward my eager, rising, parted lips. I still had the aftertaste of fusion cuisine in my mouth so Sher tasted vaguely…Asian. Pickled ginger and whatnot. He was delicious at any rate. I started to break it off to ask what it felt like to be fifty thousand dollars richer but…I already knew the answer. This wasn’t his—our—first rodeo, as they say.

    Besides, I wanted to give my lover the best head imaginable.I wanted to suck his cock to downward completion.I wanted to swallow his cream.Ironic, huh?


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  • Cakes

    My wife and I bought a cake for my son Aaron the night he came out to us. It hadn’t been a huge surprise – he’d always been a sensitive boy. We were proud that he was confident enough to own his identity, so we celebrated.

    But when he told me, at age sixteen and a half, that he wanted to have sex with me…well, there was no cake, and no celebration. I didn’t chastise him, though. He’d obviously struggled with revealing it to me.

    “I know it’s inappropriate,” he said, looking down at the floor. “And I’m not going to act inappropriately. But I just thought you should know.”

    “Thanks for telling me,” I said. What else could I say?

    “It’s probably something I’ll get over,“ he said, “but if I’m ever acting weird around you, that’s why.”

    I thanked him again and said: don’t tell your mother, she might not understand. See, I’ve always had a more enlightened attitude about sex than most. I’ve never identified as bisexual but I’ve had my fair share of encounters with the same sex. I think sex is more complicated and varied than people give it credit for.

    For a while after his admission we just didn’t bring it up. But I noticed the way my son looked at me, and realized he’d been looking at me like that for quite a while. Aaron had been open with me about his attraction to older men: it was something we had in common, because I’m attracted to older women (his mother is ten years older than me). His head tended to turn whenever he encountered those tall, hairy and handsome older types, which was me to a “t”.

    And if I was my son’s type, well, then I have to be honest and admit that it went both ways. I guess you could call Aaron a “twunk,” because his body takes after mine in its strong musculature, but he’s nearly hairless with the firmest, roundest bubble butt. I’ve always enjoyed fucking smooth, young guys: it just feels right, like opposites attract.

    All of which is to say his feelings made a certain amount of sense. Then I found, after the surprise of it wore off, that the idea didn’t bother me so much. It was even kind of cute. One day I was working in the garden with my shirt off when he rolled up on his bike. He got tongue tied when I stood up and he saw my sweaty body. We just laughed about it. My son wanted to have sex with me. If that wasn’t indicative of the admiration he had for his father, what was?

    Occasionally, when my wife wasn’t around, I would bring up the subject to him and he would say, yes: he was still attracted to me, but that he felt better since he’d admitted it. I wondered if I should get him into therapy. Then I wondered if I should get myself into therapy for not feeling like it was a huge deal.

    But it never did seem like one. My boy was still holding it down in school, and I was pretty sure he was getting out and sowing his wild oats. We got him on PrEP and gave him plenty of condoms and lube.

    It was the summer before his eighteenth birthday where I came to terms with my own attraction. I was lying in bed after my wife had gone to work and I found myself thinking of my son in his bed, down the hall from me. I was imagining what it would be like if we did have sex, which was something we’d never talked about: the particulars of his fantasies. I knew he leaned more bottom. I thought about his tight ass taking a big, fat cock and soon found myself with a raging hard-on. I thought: I’m hard thinking about having sex with my son. Why do I have to be ashamed of that?

    Even still, I kept my feelings under wraps. The least I could do to mitigate this taboo situation was to wait until he was of legal age. Plus I thought he might just grow out of it.

    But he didn’t, and that fall we had another talk about it while we were out at the home improvement store. It came up casually: I asked if he was seeing anybody. He said no, he hadn’t had sex in a couple of months. And that it was in times like these that he wished he and I were having sex because it would be so easy.

    “Yeah,” I said, “But we’d have to do it under your mother’s nose.” I said it without realizing what I was implying, and Aaron looked right at me. I’m sure I flushed red, and he didn’t know how to respond, so we managed to drop the subject.

    After that there was some tension between us, and I knew I needed to dispel it. So the next time his mom was out of town I let him have a glass of wine with me and told him the truth: he turned me on, too.

    “I thought so,” he said, and now he was the one blushing. “But you’re not willing to…I mean, you don’t want to…”

    I leaned back in my chair. “What I want to do it irrelevant at this point. At least until you turn eighteen,” I said, and almost stopped myself because I hadn’t thought it out in so many words: that yes, it would be okay, once he turned eighteen and he was officially an adult and able to make an informed decision. We’d been talking about it for over a year, now. Why not?

    But it made my heart race just the same.

    “So we can try it? Once I turn eighteen?” he said. I took a deep breath.

    “I think so,” I said. “Yes.” He got the biggest smile on his face. “We’ll talk more about it later,” I said.

    “Cool!” he said, and gave me a big hug. I think we both had erections, but I was careful to keep my crotch away from his.

    His birthday was in December and I took the time to consider my actions and their consequences. My wife and I have an open relationship, but I didn’t think she’d understand this. Then there were my son’s feelings to consider, but I’d had plenty of fuck buddies over the years who I could get very intimate with and not get in to any messy emotional territory. We’d be living in the same house, of course, but my son was good with boundaries.

    So, a week before his birthday, I surprised him with some plans.

    “I rented a cabin up north,” I said. “Your mom knows – I mean, she knows we’re going to have a guy’s weekend, but I didn’t tell her anything else. There’s a lake, we can fish or hike if it’s nice out. Or just hang out.” I saw the excitement in my son’s eyes and I had to laugh: he was young and full of cum, and lust for me. It had been a long time since I’d had sex with someone so eager. This was going to be way too much fun.

    His official birthday was on a Thursday; we had a celebratory dinner with his mother and a few of his friends, with gifts and cake. But I kept one gift hidden away in my closet until his mother was in the shower. Then I knocked on his bedroom door.

    “Come in,” he said. He was laying back in his bed, playing with his new phone, in just a pair of sweat pants. And I know it’s inappropriate, but the thought came: What a hot piece of ass. He was all smooth muscle, and perfectly coiffed. I knew from the time he spent in the bathroom that he probably shaved and trimmed his crotch. I wondered if he shaved his asshole…

    He grinned wickedly when I handed him the box. I told him to open it quickly.

    I’ve always had a fetish for sexy underwear, and the vision I hadn’t been able to get out of my head was that of my son’s firm ass framed in a light blue jock strap. So I’d bought the sexiest one I could find, with a soft pouch up front to hold his cock and balls, and thin straps that would hug the curves of his rear.

    When he lifted the tissue paper his eyes lit up.

    “Wow, Dad,” he said. “It’s so hot.”

    “Don’t try it on yet,” I said, listening for my wife down the hall. “Wait until this weekend.”

    “Right,” Aaron said.

    “Pack it away so your mom doesn’t find it,” I added, then heard the shower shut off. I leaned down toward him. “Happy birthday, Son. I love you,” I said.

    “I love you too, Dad,” he said, and we went to kiss, just as normal as ever. Except this time, some magnetism held our lips together. I thought: why the fuck not?, and parted his lips with my tongue. I felt his body shudder and he opened his lips to let my tongue between them. I swirled my tongue with his for one hot minute, feeling the lust rise up between us before I thought better of it, and stood up.

    Aaron had pitched a tent in his sweatpants. Mine was in the same state.

    “Save that energy for the weekend,” I said, and he sighed. I’m sure he was jacking off before I even made it to my bed, and I fucked my wife twice that night.

    On Friday I took a half day at work and prepped for the trip. I packed a headlamp, some candles: your standard camping supplies. But when my wife wasn’t looking I added a few things, like lube, condoms, and this one pair of underwear that rides low on my crotch and makes my cock look really good. I figured my son would like that.

    Aaron came home from school as eager as I’d ever seen him to spend time with his dad. We said goodbye to his mother – did I feel a little guilty, then, as he kissed her on the cheek and told her he’d miss her? She was sad not to be going with us, I knew. But we really were planning on bonding – in an unconventional manner, sure, but bonding just the same. And was it cheating if I was doing it with the child we’d made together?

    We loaded up the car and hit the road. It was a quiet ride for most of the trip – I think the anticipation was making us both nervous. But once we got off the highway and started on the winding roads that went up the mountain, I could feel our excitement building.

    To get to the cabin we had to drive down this long dirt road through thick pine trees. There wasn’t another house around for a good three miles, and the cabin was catalog-perfect: huge windows in front, chimney just waiting to billow smoke into the winter sky. We looked at it, then looked at each other, and shook our heads. I mean, it was the perfect cabin to fuck in – the kind of place you would book for a honeymoon.

    We got ourselves settled in. My son took a bedroom on the lower floor and I took one on the upper floor, just like we would’ve done if we’d been there with the whole family. He got a fire going while I unpacked the groceries. The fireplace was a huge stone thing and had a bearskin rug in front of it. which, when I’d booked the place, had definitely crossed my mind as being a good spot to screw.

    I cooked us dinner while my son read a book in front of the fire. It was nice to just relax away from home, but the tension of what we were going to do was still there, humming under the surface. We talked about normal stuff while we ate: school, work, current events. We played some cards and had a pretty good time trying to beat each other. By that time, I’d begun to think that maybe nothing would happen at all: maybe it would just be a normal father/son bonding trip. Which would have been fine.

    He was yawning and I was too and when he said “I’m gonna go take a shower,” I said “That sounds like a great idea.”

    Each floor had its own bathroom, and when I heard Aaron turn on the shower I went upstairs and started a shower for myself. It was hot and felt amazing, so good that I just let it run and lost track of time a little, relishing the feel of hot water on my skin. I’d left the bathroom door open and my bedroom door cracked, and I was toweling off when I heard my son in the hall.

    “Hey,” he said. I wrapped the towel around my waist and went into the bedroom. He’d poked his head around the door frame and I could only see the top half of him: his young, bare chest. My heart started beating really quickly.

    “Come in,” I said. He hesitated.

    “I just wanted to show you how it looked,” he said. He opened the door then, and stepped inside my bedroom. He was wearing the blue jockstrap. There was my son, in all his mostly-nude glory: a perfect specimen on masculine youth, all smooth, defined muscle. The jockstrap dipped low on his pelvis and cradled his cock and balls. He was checking me out, too, in my towel.

    “How’s the back look?” I said. He turned around. There was my son’s beautiful ass, framed in blue, smooth and hard as marble. I knew I couldn’t resist this. Like I’d ever had a notion to. I walked over to him and rested my hand on his ass, it was warm from the shower. I squeezed it and he exhaled.

    My cock was hard under the towel. I went to take it off but thought: let him have the pleasure. So I put my hands on his shoulders and turned him around. He glanced up at me, nervously: we were having trouble looking one another in the eyes, I noticed. I took his hands and placed them on my chest. He gazed at my body as I moved his hands over my tits, my nipples which hardened as he grazed them with his fingertips. I guided his hands down to my stomach and to the towel. He undid it and let it fall to the floor. He gazed at my cock, rising up from its bush of black pubic hair. I don’t think he’d ever seen me hard before. I’ve got a pretty huge cock and I’m sure it was eyeful for him, thick and uncut, standing out from my body like a log.

    He looked up and for one intense moment we gazed into each other’s eyes. My cock was hard as could be, standing up from my body and pulsing. The pouch of his jock as completely stretched out and there was a wet spot where his cock head was straining against the fabric. I reached for it and let my finger trail underneath the root of his cock, where the pouch ended and went to smooth, bare skin. His hole was there, just beyond that fabric triangle, but I wasn’t in any hurry. I wanted to make this last.

    I pulled him to me by his genitals. He grunted and fell toward me. I let go of his cock and grasped him by the sides. He was so tight was the thing, the tightness of youth; his sides tapered with tightly wound muscles, almost like they were woven together. I moved my hands up his strong back and pulled him into me, bringing his face to mine for a kiss.

    My cock rode up into the crevice between his abs as we made out – gently at first, with tongues flirting out between our lips. I wrapped my big, hairy arms around him and pulled him tight to me. The difference in our sizes was pronounced – I could almost envelop him. We kissed with wide open mouths, our tongues darting together. He was a good kisser, making out with a rhythm that effortlessly meshed with mine.

    I grabbed his ass, using those twin globes of firm teenage flesh to pull him closer to me. I dipped my fingertips into the crevice between them, flirting with the edge of his asshole but not touching it, yet. Then I ran my hands up his back and grasped the back of his head, feeling the nub of his close-cropped hair against his warm scalp. I took hold of his strong chin and pulled his face apart from mine to look at him. He had a look of total lust on his face. I ran my fingers over the slope of his nose, his full lips. I’d made this person, and now I was going to fuck him.

    I put my hands under his arms, lifted him and tossed him backwards onto the bed. He looked a little shocked but was still smiling. I sauntered over to him, knowing I must look like something out of his fantasies: his handsome, muscular father approaching him, hard cock leading the way, like an animal in heat. Which is what I was.

    I grabbed his leg and flipped him over onto his stomach. He whimpered in surprise. I lifted his hips to perch his ass up in the air, then pressed down on his lower back to spread his ass out fully. After months of fantasizing about it, it did not disappoint. His cheeks were parted like a halved melon and his tight asshole was as pink as a bunny’s nose. He clearly shaved it but he was so naturally smooth that I don’t think he needed to do much. His hole tightened and released as I gazed at it.

    “Fuck, Aaron,” I said. I ran my fingers along the smooth curves of his ass, teasing him until I finally touched his warm asshole. He moaned and arched his back even more. I got on the bed and made myself comfortable between my boy’s legs, then I started licking him – just his thighs and ass cheeks at first, but finally I planted my tongue in his hole. He was really moaning now. His asshole tasted clean and musky, a familiar taste in some ways because it was him, just a more concentrated version. I flicked my tongue across it then speared it deep inside to make him moan louder. I felt it tighten, then relax. The more he relaxed the deeper I slid my tongue inside.

    My own cock was still incredibly hard and I ground it against the bed as I ate out my son. I reached under him to feel the pouch of his jock which was now thoroughly soaked with precum; he was as hard and throbbing as I was.

    I wanted to see him totally naked, so I stood up and flipped him over again to strip off his jock. His cock was totally shaved and had dripped so much precum that it had ran down to his balls, which were just as smooth as the rest of him. I wrapped my hand around the root of his cock and balls and yanked on it. You could tell he wanted to get roughed up a little.

    “You want your dad’s cock?” I said. I held out my cock to him and shook it.

    “Yeah, Dad,” he said.

    “Come get it,” I said. He sat up and came to the edge of the bed. He stared at my cock like it was precious, which I guess it was: his genesis. He smelled it like it was something to be savored, sniffing my hairy balls and shaft and running his fingers through my pubes. He buried his face in my pubes and inhaled.

    “Fuck I’ve wanted this cock for so long,” he said.

    “I like it when you talk like that,” I said.

    “I want you inside me, Dad,” he said as he looked up at me, my cock head poised at his lips. “I’ve never wanted anything more.”

    “Say you love me,” I said.

    “I love you, Dad,” he said.

    “Show me how much,” I said. He smiled and then began to kiss me – first my stomach, then lower, kissing each of my nuts then placing light kisses all the way up my shaft. He kissed the tip of my cock and licked his lips.

    This is hot as fuck, I thought. He’d had practice servicing a cock, clearly, and he was being artful about it – taking his time, making my anticipate his barely-legal lips around my prong. Finally he slipped his lips around my cock head and suckled on it, looking up at me and moaning all the while, his ass spread out behind him.

    “Jesus fuck, kid,” I said. I took his chin in my hand. “You better believe I’m gonna put it inside you.”

    “Please, Daddy,” he said. We made out, lips and tongues going all over each other’s faces and necks, biting and sucking. Then I pushed his head back down to my cock. He took my nuts in his hand as he wrapped his pretty lips around my cock, looking me in the eyes and sliding my cock down his throat. When he got to my nuts he rested there, letting his throat adjust to the thickness. I played with my nipples while he worked on my dick, then I switched positions, getting on the bed and lying back against the headboard. I put my arm behind my head and motioned for him to come sit in my lap, which he did, aligning our cocks with one another.

    “I’m so glad I get to do this with you,” he said, leaning down to kiss me. We ground our cocks and bodies together as we made out. Then Aaron moved my cock underneath him and rested it in his ass crack. He braced himself against my chest as he gyrated on me, letting my fat cock ride up and down his smooth crack.  He lifted his ass and when he lowered back down I could feel the head of my cock catch against his hole. His eyes were right on mine as he bore down. I could feel it start to go inside.

    “Fuck,” I said, pulling my hips away. “Damn, kid. You’re really ready for it.”

    “Fuck yeah I am,” he said in a bratty way.

    “I brought condoms,” I said. “And lube.”

    “Lube sounds good but why use a condom? You’re my dad.” I let out my breath.

    “C’mon, Aaron. You should always use a condom for sex; you know that,” I said.

    “I’m on PrEP,” Aaron said, reaching back and placing my cock head against his hole again. “C’mon, Dad. I want to feel you raw. I want you to cum in me, too,” he said, and as he spoke he bore down again on my cock. I felt his hole opening up, and then the head popped inside. “Fuuuck,” Aaron said. The feel of his tight hole around the tip of my prick, combined with the look in his eyes as he felt his dad’s cock enter him for the first time was too much. My resistance disappeared.

    “Just this once,” I said.

    “Awesome,” Aaron said. He wet his hand with spit and reached back to smear it on the shaft of my cock – quickly, like he didn’t want to give me time to change my mind. Then, slowly, he sat down on it. My eyes rolled back in my head as inch after inch of my cock slid into my boy’s tight hole for the first time. Finally he was sitting fully in my lap, just like had when he was a boy. Except this time my cock was completely inside him, enveloped by his heavenly hole. His cock got harder as his ass adjusted to my big dick: I felt his hole loosen, but then his hard-on pulsated and stood up which made his hole tighten. That made my cock pulsate and I felt some precum squeeze out of it and into him. It made him gasp to feel my cock swell inside him, so I did it again.

    “You like your dad’s big dick in you?” I said, reaching up to feel his chest and stomach. I wrapped my hands around his dick and jacked him while I flexed my cock inside him.

    “Yeah, Dad,” he said. “God, I’ve wanted this so long.”

    “Now you’re gonna get it,” I said. I sat up and wrapped my arm around his back, lifting him and laying him back on the bed. I managed to get on top of him while keeping my cock firmly planted inside his ass, then I held his ankles and pushed his legs back as far as I could. I looked down at the root of my thick cock, stretching out his hairless boy hole. I slowly pulled my cock out of him. Aaron whimpered; his hole clung to my shaft as I slid out. When just the head of my dick was still inside him I held it there for a second, then slowly put it back in. It was smooth as butter, so I guess the spit had done the trick. When I bottomed out in him he moaned and grabbed onto my back.

    “Your dick feels so good,” he said.

    “You feel amazing,” I said.

    “Fuck me,” Aaron said. “Fuck me all night, Dad.”

    “Maybe I will,” I said, getting into the fantasy. I thrust out again, and back in. “Maybe I’ll keep my cock inside you all weekend.”

    “Yeah, Dad!” Aaron said. I growled a little and leaned down to suck and bite at his neck as I fucked his tight, teenage hole. It was a total thrill to have him in this way; I felt like the luckiest dad in the world, with a fresh, faggot son thrilled to be barebacked and defiled by his hairy, muscular father.

    I fucked him on his back for a while then flipped him over and did him from behind, which a sight: the way my thick cock disappeared in between his hairless ass cheeks. I loved taking my cock all the way out of him and looking at his pink, gaping hole before stuffing myself back inside again. He stayed hard the entire time.

    I put him on his back again and started fucking him really hard, just using him like I would any common bitch. I ran my hands over his slick chest and hard nipples; I grasped his hard cock and shaved balls in my hand, jacked him as I pumped him full of daddy dick. He started moaning deeply and I knew we were reaching the point of no return.

    “Fuck me, Dad,” he kept saying.

    “I’m gonna fucking cum in you,” I said. He looked at me with wild eyes. I jacked his cock relentlessly as I pounded into him. “Gonna cum for me, son? Cum with your dad’s big cock railing your ass?” He opened his mouth and attempted to speak but his words were garbled and incoherent. I felt my load start to tip over the edge and just as I did I realized his hole was clenching around my cock, and then his cock started sputtering cum – a shot that hit him mid-stomach, then another that flew up over his head. “Holy fuck, kid! Shoot that load. Fuck, I’m cumming in you!” I kept pounding him as my load build, then I held my cock deep and unloaded inside my boy. “Fuck Aaron, goddamn!” I said as I seeded my son.

    He was covered in his own jizz. I smeared it into his body then reached down to kiss him, both of us breathing heavily into one another’s mouths as we came down from our orgasms. Then we lay there next to one another, basking in the satisfaction of good, overdue sex. Aaron had closed his eyes and was drifting off, a sheen of cum on his body and even more of his dad’s dripping out of his well-used hole.

    Some guilt came up – that of lying to my wife, but also of thinking it was wrong to have fucked my son. It had been consensual but it was still a bit of a mindfuck, so I took a shower to clear my head.

    I was soaping up my body when my mind wandered to the image of my boy’s ass in that jockstrap and how my cock had looked slicing into him. I got hard again.

    But when I came out of the bathroom he wasn’t there. I headed downstairs and found him in front of the fire, which he’d just stoked. He was lying on his stomach on the bearskin run, his perfect body and pert ass lit up golden by the shifting flames. I got down on the floor with him and lay in between his legs, then I went right for his ass – burying my face in it and licking deep into his stretched-out hole. My load from earlier came streaming out and I ate it out of him, the tastiest creampie I’d ever made.

    I shifted upward and rested my body stop his, shimmying my hard cock in between his ass cheeks. I pulled his head around to mine and kissed him, sharing my load with him. It didn’t take much for my cock to slide back inside him, just where it wanted to be. We fucked in front of the fire for a good hour and a half, stopping to rest and add wood to the flames whenever it got low. Aaron came twice while I fucked him. His old man wasn’t quite so spunky, but when I finally did cum I pulled out and splurted it all over his ass cheeks, then I licked it up and we ate it together, making out all the while.

    We passed out for a bit in front of the fire and when I woke up the weak morning light was filtering through into the cabin. I made some coffee and Aaron joined me on the sofa across from the big picture window, where we sipped from our mugs, our feet curling together, and watched the snow come down over the ice-covered lake and mountain ridge beyond.

    “Do you think it’ll mess with your head, having had sex with me?” I said. He thought for a moment.

    “Maybe,” he said. “It might be weird around Mom and stuff. Like, hiding it and everything. And I wish I could tell my friends…it just sucks that it has to be a secret,” he said.

    “Yeah,” I said.

    “But other than that, I don’t think so. I mean, it feels the way things are supposed to be with us. I’ve been attracted to you since I was twelve. I mean, I still want a boyfriend. I want to fall in love with somebody. But in the meantime, if I get to have hot sex with my father, why not?”

    My heart swelled a little, hearing him say that. Aaron: he’d always been such a thoughtful and sweet boy. I felt closer to him now that we’d had sex, like some barrier between us had been lifted. I put my hand on his thigh and we smiled at one another.

    We fucked all day. We never left the cabin. I fucked my son in every room. Finally that evening, after I’d pumped my fourth load into my son, I crashed in my bed.

    I woke to the smell of baking and came downstairs: Aaron was in the kitchen wearing an apron and nothing else, the ties of it hanging over his bare bubble butt.

    “Look what I made,” he said, motioning to the cake on the counter that he was in the midst of icing. He hadn’t written any words on it, but we both knew what it meant. We ate a slice of it, naked, at the counter, and it was just about the sweetest thing I’d ever tasted.


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  • Proof of Purchase

    Dedicated to Kid Leopard

    I don’t know why I wanted to wrestle that guy. Maybe because everyone said Mike’s the best around here and the one to beat. Sure, he’s taller and has big muscles, but I have muscles too—plus I have an age advantage of a few years. When Mike saw my photo, he invited me to have a match at his place, with no observers. That seemed a little strange, but I had no problem with it; I’ve wrestled guys in all kinds of places. I really looked forward to the match, and when the day arrived, I believed I was ready. Yet nothing could have prepared me for what happened.

    When I stripped down to my white, low-rise brief on Mike’s wrestling mat, I did it with pride. I noticed that Mike looked at my body with a sharp eye.

    “You really wanna wrestle me?” asked Mike, removing his tee shirt and jeans.

    I nodded my head in agreement, but when I saw the guy’s muscles up close, I became less sure of myself. Mike wore a jockstrap that also caught my attention. Its pouch left no doubt about the size and shape of the guy’s privates. The dick stood upright, like it wanted to fight me all by itself. I felt way too intimidated by that pouch—even more than by the sight of Mike’s bulging biceps.

    Mike stood in a commanding stance, scanning my body closely. “Think you can win, Ryan?”

    “I’ve got a chance,” I said.

    “Yeah, like one in a billion.”

    I tried to ignore that putdown and walked toward him, looking cool and unafraid. After a handshake, he instantly slapped a hand onto the front of my neck, halting me abruptly. His fingers quickly closed around my windpipe. He sneered as I fought for air and tried to pull his hand away. “Sneered” probably isn’t the right word. He looked extremely pleased with him- self, almost intoxicated by his control over me. I felt the hand slowly pull me down and back- ward. I grasped his arm for support. My spine arched as he lowered me toward the mat. He dropped to one knee. The guy gradually brought my spine closer and closer to his outstretched thigh, and finally onto it.

    I’ve never liked getting put in any kind of backbreaker. I suffer in it, especially when a guy keeps a choke on me like Mike did. In addition, he clamped an iron hand onto my thigh to make sure my body stayed folded across his leg. I groaned as Mike grinned down at me. He showed no sign of ending the backbreaker. He kept it on me for a long time, despite my obvious agony. Securing me in the hold seemed to turn him on.

    “Do you like pain, dude?”

    “No!” I shouted angrily.

    “Real wrestlers love pain. I’ll help you train for that!”

    He pushed down harder with both hands, bending my spine severely. I yelled, but didn’t submit. Who would do that so soon in a match?

    “You look good like this,” he said nonchalantly.

    Unable to escape and save my back from further torment, I groaned louder. Mike didn’t care.

    “You’ve got a cool brief, man.”

    Then I felt his fingers checking it out. I squirmed as they examined the waistband, pulling it up high and letting it snap back several times. He also tugged at the stretchy fabric.

    “I gotta get me one like this….”

    I squirmed even more when his fingers went underneath a leg opening and proceeded to slide along it. He did that with the other leg opening as well. I tried wriggle myself off his thigh, but didn’t succeed.

    “…Or maybe when I win, I’ll just take this one.”

    The fingers began to feel my dick through the brief. I know that when guys wrestle, hands can unintentionally end up in forbidden places like on an opponent’s dick or balls, but this was different. Mike did it on purpose. I struggled more than ever to free myself.

    “I like how this holds your dick.”

    Mike repeatedly moved his fingers up and down it, going at a disturbingly slow pace.

    I sputtered and writhed in frustration.

    “You’re not going anywhere, dude.”

    He was right. I would have to submit or stay draped across his leg as he entertained himself.

    Then he went to my vulnerable balls. I yelled in protest, lifting a hand to grab his arm.

    “Take your hand away—unless you want your nuts punched.”

    I immediately complied. I grunted as his fingers started to inspect my big balls, individually. My ultra-thin brief made it easy for him. His inspection included some squeezing—not using hard pressure, but squeezing in different places on each testicle, like a doctor would do.

    “No! What the fuck!” I yelled.”

    Mike acted as though I didn’t hear my loud reaction. He confidently paused between the squeezes, knowing that he had unobstructed access to my balls. Completely engrossed, he probed and studied them with his fingers, and I could do nothing to stop him. I felt so damn humiliated!

    Mike eventually went back to my dick, slowly gliding his fingers up and down the smooth fabric of my favorite brief—just like I do when jacking off. His stroking felt way too good. I could soon feel a stirring in my dick. He was going to get me hard. But why? This had become something more than a regular wrestling match. Embarrassed, I grunted helplessly as my dick stiffened. I felt like an MMA fighter had me locked in a lethal choke hold: even though I tried to resist, it did me no good. Mike smiled as my dick became longer and harder.

    “Real men wrestle erect,” he said.

    To my embarrassment, his slow, persuasive rubbing got the results he wanted.

    “Nice cock, man.”

    Apparently not satisfied, he returned to my sack and began squeezing each testicle singly as before, but now with more pressure.

    “Yeah,” he said, as if confirming something to himself.

    I couldn’t take any more of this. “I submit! I give!”

    “This ain’t no submission match, dude.”

    “Fuck, then what is it?”

    “Like I said: this is your training match. Handle the pain, handle the fear.”

    He put a sudden, extreme squeeze on my balls. I yelped and flailed my arms as Mike continued the squeeze.

    “You O.K. with that?”

    I screamed as the guy added more pressure to the vice-like hold. I grabbed his arm.

    You O.K. with that?” he repeated, demanding an answer.

    Mike had a real death grip on my balls. Terrified that he would keep it going without a response, I shouted in a crazed, raucous voice. “O.K! O.K! Yes!”

    “Your nuts need this, isn’t that right?”

    “Yes! They need it! They need it!” I screamed.

    “I’m glad to hear you say that.”

    Mike held my balls in the squeeze for I don’t know how long. He finally removed the vice, lowered his thigh and dumped me onto the mat.

    I laid there on my back for a moment, feeling stunned and violated.

    Mike smiled. “Your face is red.”

    Too ashamed, I said nothing. I tried getting to my feet, but couldn’t stand fully upright. I leaned forward with one hand on my thigh and the other cupped around my aching balls.

    “Don’t be afraid.” Mike motioned for me to come forward for another handshake. I hesitated, but took his hand—mostly to prevent me from falling over than from goodwill. He drew me closer and put his arms around me in a friendly embrace. I embraced him too, yet did so cautiously. After what had just happened, I didn’t trust him. After all, I had seen many pro-wrestling heels fake out unsuspecting opponents with lots of ploys that soon caused them damage or defeat. But at that moment Mike’s embrace did feel very good.

    “I know how your nuts feel, dude.”

    He said it with a soft, sympathetic voice.

    “The pain won’t last on boys as big as yours.”

    That made me smile. Had I misjudged the guy?

    Mike began to give my spine a gentle massage as he held me. I have to admit that the warmth of his arms and hands reduced my tension a lot. The pain in my balls faded away, or else I no longer noticed it.

    But his friendliness soon ended. His gentle embrace suddenly became a ferocious bear hug. I shouted and winced as his arms crushed me with uncompromising power. I know that some bear hugs can look dangerous when they aren’t—like when my buddies and I use them on each other for fun. But Mike’s bear hug was serious. It really hurt. I felt stabbing pains in my ribs as his chest pressed into them, and his iron-like fists dug into my spine, rekindling the agony of his back- breaker.

    I attempted to push him away, but that only heightened the pain in my back. Since applying an effective bear hug takes a huge amount of energy, I expected him to release it soon. But he didn’t. In fact, Mike increased the spinal bend by putting his head against my chest and pushing forward. Having no options, I held his body out of fear. Then something odd happened. My chest began to sort of tingle. I looked down and saw his tongue teasing my tit! Then his teeth closed around it and bit down. I cried out, frozen from the stinging pain.

    “Remember, no wimpy submissions,” he said, switching to the other tit.

    I cringed when his teeth locked onto it and didn’t let go. He grunted in triumph as I punched his back and sides, wrestling with the pain. Mike kept my tit between his teeth until my moans turned to gasps, then to sighs. After having his fun, he turned me around and re-applied the bear hug from behind. This proved equally rough. His locked fists pushed deep into my lower gut, making it hard to breathe. He added to my anguish by thrusting the fists into my gut with powerful, rhythmic thrusts like he was trying to fuck my abs. I grabbed his arms and attempted to push them down and off me. I did manage to gradually force the arms lower, but at a price.

    I should have realized that with his hands so low, I had put my balls at risk once more. Too late—in short order he seized my ballsack, laughing as he power-gripped it. I didn’t dare move, and with his other arm around my waist, Mike had me stuck. That shocked me enough, but soon he began to get rowdy with my balls, challenging each testicle with long, scary squeezes. Mike adjusted his legs to a wide stance. To me this signaled a long, ruthless ordeal. That proved correct. I shouted in fright as he tried to find the testicle that made me scream the loudest when he squeezed it.

    “Yeah! Training time!”

    The guy turned his training session into a game, demanding that I approve the number of seconds he would work on a testicle before he went after it. While he squeezed, Mike rested his chin on my shoulder, pressing the side of his head against mine almost affectionately.

    “You’ve got tough ones between your legs.”

    My mouth fell open as molested my balls with successive bear hugs. The thin pouch brief I wore offered no protection at all. I grabbed Mike’s arms, striking them and trying to pull them away.

    “Yeah, fight me—or take it!”

    I hit his arms again and again. That only drained my energy and did nothing to stop him. I ended up just holding his arm, hoping for mercy.

    “Please man, let go!”

    “No begging allowed, dude.”

    As I suffered, he repeated “take it” in a more commanding tone. I knew I had to take it—no other choices existed for me. Mike laughed, having seized what no guy wants in another wrestler’s hands.

    “You have awesome nuts, dude: big, hard, jock nuts!”

    What he said had an odd effect on me. The unexpected compliment from my stud opponent seemed to take my mind off of his squeezing. Anyway, I began to think that my balls could survive after all.

    Almost automatically, I began to caress his hand and arm. Maybe I believed this would make him go easier on my balls. I could tell that Mike enjoyed it, yet he kept my testicles in a strong grip. Eventually he started a long, downward pull on my sack. To lessen the pressure I began to bend my legs, crouching lower and lower. His pull gradually forced me down on my knees, then on my hands and knees. I gripped his arm urgently, afraid of what might come next.

    Mike held me like that for a long time. When at last he let go of my balls. I thought the ordeal had ended, but suddenly he pulled my brief down below my butt. He shoved his hand into my crotch from behind and captured my balls again. His other hand firmly on my back ensured that I wouldn’t move. I couldn’t see his hand, but I could sure feel what it did to my balls.

    I hit the mat again and again as Mike put my balls through a series of frightening maneuvers that would make any guy submit. I could have screamed out a submission, but I didn’t want Mike to call me a wimp or chicken or crybaby. My breathing became very rapid. I kept biting my lower lip in fear until he finally let go.

    While I stayed motionless on my hands and knees, trying to recover, Mike patted my ass, as athletes do to each other after a successful move or at least a valiant effort. It made me feel better. Then he sat back on one knee, surveying me intently. He nodded his head in approval and adjusted the stiff dick inside his jock. I looked at him as well, thinking to myself that the guy certainly had a body that I envied.

    “How about this one?” Mike asked, taking hold of my balls from behind once more and abruptly unleashing a new move that absolutely horrified me.

    I slammed a fist to the mat as soon as he applied it.

    “Oh yeah! This one’s my stud killer!” exclaimed Mike proudly.

    I cried out in alarm. I punched the mat repeatedly. Maybe I was dumb, but I refused to surrender. I sank lower, dropping onto my forearms. I brought the top of my head down to the mat, trying to withstand the incredible pressure he had on my balls.

    “Yeah, you have to take it! You can’t make me stop!”

    My eyes wanted to fill with tears, but luckily they didn’t.

    Mike whispered “take it” several times, like he wanted me to beat this gruesome hold.

    I really tried, but finally folded. “I can’t go on! I give!”

    My muscular opponent didn’t break the hold. “No submissions!” He added, “What do you say?”

    “It’s O.K! They need it!” I screamed, as I had done before.

    Mike waited several more seconds before he freed my balls. I sank to the mat, crippled with pain. My outstretched arms couldn’t move, not even to check the condition of my balls.

    “Not bad, buddy. Most guys don’t last that long. They hate a sack twist.”

    Mike took advantage of my inert body and yanked my brief all the way off. It surprised me that I really didn’t care about him stripping me or that I had tolerated his extreme ball twist longer than other guys. I was more concerned about what damage he had done to my balls. After a while I rolled onto my back and very gently massaged them.

    “Do they hurt?” asked Mike, sitting on one knee again.

    “Fuck yes!”

    When he crawled on top of me, I gave him no resistance. He sat down on my gut, straddling me on folded legs. With his protruding jockstrap pouch right in front of me, I had no choice but to stare at it. Maybe that’s what he wanted.

    “Like the view?”

    Mike slid down and covered my body with his like a blanket, chest-to-chest, balls-to-balls.

    “I think you need some sleep time, buddy.”

    I liked it when he referred to me as his buddy. I felt reassured. But then he snaked one arm behind my neck and brought the other hand across my mouth. He locked his arms together, trapping me in a tight strangle. Guys often like doing chokes from behind, but this one facing Mike caught me off guard. I tried pulling the stud’s arms away, but he them too tightly coiled around my neck. This wasn’t the kind of sleep time I wanted. My body started to twitch, then feel lifeless—except for a tingling in my cock as it pressed against my opponent’s jockstrap.

    Mike spoke softly in my ear. “You gotta make a decision, dude: more training, or I choke you out.”

    I definitely didn’t want to get choked out by this guy. But I also now knew about Mike’s brand of training and wondered if I could survive it. I tapped on the guy’s arm until he moved his hand from my mouth. “Don’t choke me, man!” I gasped.

    Mike grinned. “Good choice. I’d rather go on training you.”

    He loosened the choke but remained lying on me, waiting until my respiration became more normal—at least that’s what I thought at the time. It felt like a long embrace, with our warm, athletic bodies eventually breathing in sync. I could have stayed like that for a long time. Mike might have agreed; he showed no sign of moving off me.

    But he finally raised himself, again sitting up on my gut. He teased my tits with a finger, making me grin.

    “Come on, get up,” said Mike, quickly standing.

    I got to my feet slowly. As my legs regained their confidence, I saw Mike pull off his jock and fling it across the room.

    “Ever wrestled naked before?”

    I shook my head no.

    “You’ll get used to it.”

    Maybe so, but for now I couldn’t help looking at Mike’s exposed crotch. The guy’s stiff dick and round, firm ballsack made him look even more dangerous than when he had his jockstrap on. I took a step backward as Mike came toward me.

    Before I knew it, he pulled one of my legs out from under me, landing me on the mat with his hand still holding my leg. I started to roll over to escape, but he planted a foot on my other ankle and pinned it down. With my back against the mat, Mike forced my legs apart in a standing legsplit. He did it slowly, so he could watch and hear my anguished cries. He smiled as I yelped and grabbed my inner thighs.

    He taunted me with that hold, widening the split whenever he desired, corkscrewing my ankle—anything to intensify the pain. I could hardly stand it as Mike stretched my groin muscles. I know he saw the tortuous look on my face, but he continued to keep me in the legsplit.

    “Learn to love pain,” he said. “That’s what men do.”

    True enough, but I still hated what the stud was doing to me.

    Mike sat down on the mat and scissored one of my legs. Then he hooked my other leg behind his neck, securing it there with his hand. He used his free hand to cause me more problems. First, he started innocently rubbing my inner thigh, as though trying to ease the pain of the legsplit. I welcomed it. But that turned into trouble when he began to pinch the same taut skin. He pinched the thigh in many places, making me yelp and twitch each time. The pinches weren’t short. He held the clamped skin between his fingers until he felt like attacking another spot.

    Mike worked his way up my inner thigh, coming very close to my balls. I sure yelled when he pinched into the skin on the bottom of my ballsack. He locked that one on good, smiling as I struggled with it.

    “Oh shit!” I gasped.

    Mike didn’t just clamp onto the sack skin, he also dragged it slowly in one direction then another. I pounded the mat with my fists while he had his fun. It felt like he had pushed a needle into my sack. When he opened his fingers and released the skin, I had no knowledge of it: the pain continued as if he still had the sack pinched.

    Possibly to compensate, he gently stroked my balls, providing an unexpected treat. He also took some time to simply hold my balls without any squeezing. If he did that to get me to trust him more, it worked. If he did it to bring me pleasure, that worked too. I began to accept his hand around my balls, even like the sexy way he held them. It’s something when a guy holds your maleness in his hand. It can mean sheer terror, because it doesn’t take much muscle for a guy to do them a lot of damage. But even though Mike definitely had an aggressive streak, I hoped he wouldn’t do anything to actually injure my balls—he seemed to like them to the point of worship.

    At first I hardly noticed him gently moving the sack in slow circles. It didn’t hurt, but it felt weird. Then came a very gradual increase in pressure as he began pulling my sack slowly away from my crotch. I grunted and raised my head. But I couldn’t see his hand and let my head drop to the mat again. The slow pull kept going, making me concerned. I watched Mike smile as he stretched my big ballsack further and further. I groaned anxiously. Was he training my balls or destroying them? I clawed the mat and grunted in fear. How far he pulled my sack I don’t know, but he kept the pressure on minute-after-minute. Seeing my frantic breathing, he at last slowly brought my sack to the crotch. Boy was I glad.

    He never released his hold, however. After letting me relax for a minute or so, he started pulling again, this time downward. The slow pull-down put a different kind of pressure on my balls, one that unnerved me more than the previous one.

    “Tough it out, buddy!”

    I sat up, trying to reach Mike’s hand. I wanted to tap out on it, or hold it, or stroke it—I don’t know which. Before this match such a desire to hold or pleasure a guy while he tormented me wouldn’t have made sense, but now I somehow wanted to make that kind of contact with Mike. I fell back, breathing like a marathon runner.

    “Ready to give me your best scream?”

    I didn’t like the sound of that question and said nothing. Suddenly Mike pulled my sack down with a heart-stopping jerk. I did scream, wondering if that move would put me in a hospital! I fought with myself about submitting and amazingly didn’t do so. But when he yanked my sack way down a second time and held it there, I got really worried. “No! I give! I give!”

    Mike didn’t break the nightmarish hold. “Your nuts are tougher than you are, dude!”

    He held my sack down, keeping me screaming until I yelled at him with the words he wanted to hear. “Yes! I need it! I need it! Train me!”

    Soon I felt the guy fondling my balls and releasing the legsplit. I just laid there on my back, not attempting to move. My hamstrings and balls ached big time. I’ve never felt so weak and helpless. This “match” had no time limit, and no amount of submissions to win. Mike could make it last as long as he wanted. He could turn my body to a physical wreck. My goal now changed from winning to somehow surviving the ordeal. I hoped to have enough strength to walk away when it ended.

    Mike sat on his knees beside me and gave my chest a few friendly slaps, as if congratulating me for my stamina. Or maybe that was his way of praising the size or feel of my balls. Nevertheless, I clutched my sack and rolled onto my stomach to guard against another attack.

    Mike sat down on my lower back and for a minute massaged my shoulders. But then he pulled my arms out from under me and lifted them into a double arm bar—at first not too painful, but as he lifted my arms higher and kept them there, I had to yell out. Not satisfied, he moved off my back and, still holding my arms upright, he sat his butt on the mat above my head. When I lifted my head attempting to escape, he locked his thighs around my neck and squeezed.

    “Yeah!” he shouted, pleased with his scissors, and with my mouth trapped next to his ballsack.

    Mike’s two holds kept me right where he wanted me. With my breathing constricted and my arms wrenched forward and useless, I had more than enough pain to deal with. Mike could submit most guys with just one of them.

    “I bet you’ve never sucked ‘nads. After I beat your ass I’ll show you how!”

    Mike gave me plenty of time to think about that as I stared at his balls, unable to move my head. Reapplying the head scissors must have thrilled him a lot: he did it over and over. He never tired of flexing his super-strong thighs.

    He followed this embarrassment by sitting on my lower back, facing my legs, and messing with my butt cheeks. He patted, rubbed, nuzzled and squeezed them like he’d found new toys to play with. When his hand started to slide down into my crotch, I quickly closed my legs to prevent another hold on my balls.

    “Spread ‘em, dude.”

    When I didn’t obey, Mike worked a finger into my unprepared asshole. He pushed it in deep. I objected with a loud shriek.

    “Spread ‘em .”

    I followed his order reluctantly.

    Mike abandoned my hole and reached between my legs, where he hooked his fingers around my large sack. He didn’t squeeze, but instead hauled it out between my thighs.

    “Nice,” he said, I guess admiring the size or hardness of my balls.

    I felt his body move to a new position. He sat on my thighs, reached down and got a good grip on my testicles with both hands.

    “What do you want, man?” I asked desperately.

    He squeezed each testicle with a hand. “I have what I want.”

    “Shit!” I whispered to myself.

    “Your nuts are mine, dude. Right?”

    “Yes!” I replied, ready to agree to anything he said.

    “Not just for now, but anytime I want ‘em.”

    “Yes! Yes!”

    “Your big boys love this. Trust me.”

    Mike gave my ass a couple of gentle slaps and let me go. I slowly rolled onto my back, exhausted. “You hurt my balls, fucker!” I shouted.

    “You’ll get over it,” Mike answered, unconcerned. He gave each testicle a check. “They’re fine, dude.”

    “This will hurt you more….”

    He handily slipped his legs around me into a perfect body scissors, sprawling across me with his face toward my legs. His thighs knifed into my gut with a sudden assault that fully demonstrated their lethal power. My upper body reacted by bolting involuntarily from the mat. I cried out in misery as his thighs quickly started to deprive me of energy and air. I grabbed his legs and side, shrieking from the pain. Mike propped himself up with his hands and unleashed an even more brutal attack.

    It felt like his thigh had ripped open my gut. The longer he maintained the scissors, the more pain and nausea I experienced. I tapped his leg with rapid, submissive strikes. He ignored them and went on punishing me with his elevated scissors.

    “Fight the pain, man,” he said. “Do it.”

    Mike made me scream louder and louder. I kept pounding on the rigid bicep with no luck. In total despair I started rubbing and stroking his thigh. Mike seemed to like that. Soon his body lowered to the mat again.

    “Shit! Shit!” I gasped, trying to breathe. I continued stroking his thigh, feeling the muscle relax a little. “This is a weapon, man,” I added. “Wish I had legs like yours.”

    Mike smiled. He loosened the scissors, but at unpredictable intervals clamped down again for several seconds just to watch me cringe. He kept doing it for several minutes, greatly enjoying his ability to so effectively dominate my body.

    “How long are you gonna keep me down?”

    “Until you tell me you like this.”

    Mike dug his thighs into me once more, this time for a much longer time. It stopped my breathing cold.

    “I know you like it. You want me to wrestle you again—every day. Say it!”

    “Yes! Wrestle me every day!” I groaned.

    Mike grinned in a menacing way. “And I’m gonna do that, because I own you now!”

    The guy seemed to sort of hypnotize me. But I had to admit to myself that, despite the pain, I really did like the feel of him controlling me. I realized that I liked his strong hands anywhere on my body. I wanted to be near his muscles, to feel them all the time, even to feel their power as they slowly conquered me. I couldn’t explain it, and I still can’t, but that’s the way it is.

    “You don’t know how sexy you are when you suffer, dude. Tell me you want it!” Mike scissored my gut again, hard.

    “Yes, yes—make me suffer!”

    Somehow I felt better saying that, as though I had removed a great weight from my chest.

    But it gave Mike the go-ahead to tear into my gut once more. This time he combined it with a ball clutch at the same time.

    “These boys too?”

    “Yes! Make my boys suffer!”

    He yelled in triumph as his fingers clawed into them. I yelled too, hardly believing that I agreed to all his demands. But I did, and at that moment it seemed completely natural to me. The idea of submitting had become irrelevant, unproductive, a sign of weakness.

    When Mike released his scissors and claw, he stood up, grabbed both of my feet and pulled them forward, rolling me up tight. He sat on the mat with his crotch against the top of my head, hooking my left foot behind his right knee and trapping my other leg behind his neck. I didn’t try to get out of his rollup. Mike moved a hand toward my hanging ballsack. I watched him fasten his fingers around my balls with careful deliberation. Then he started to fondle them, to make love to them with his fingers.

    “Awesome nuts, dude. I can’t get enough of these big guys.”

    He squeezed them, but now that felt very good to me, sexy.

    “They’re super hard, dude. Fully loaded. I’m gonna make them give me what’s inside. I own that juice!”

    “Yes, sir!” My cock twitched as though jealous of where Mike had placed his fingers.

    Mike looked down and stared into my eyes. “You’re gonna show me you’re my boy. You’re gonna prove it.”

    My cock twitched again, aching to fulfill its favorite function—ordering my stiff testicles to jettison their prized possession, the fluid of ultimate male power and pleasure. My eager cock wanted to turn it loose, to show it off to Mike. My eyes blazed with desire as I looked at the magnificent stud holding my balls.

    Mike released his rollup, letting my body stretch out on the mat again. He stepped between my legs and motioned for me to spread them wider. I promptly moved them as far apart as I could. He grinned at my fearless cooperation. My whole attitude had changed. I now willingly offered to Mike what I had previously tried to withhold from him. More than that, I wanted him to take it any way he wished.

    The guy unhurriedly sank to his knees, straddling my right thigh and gazing at my balls.

    He took hold of my cock with his left hand. I groaned from the instant thrill of it. I have never wanted to cum more than at that moment. Losing this match no longer bothered me at all. I wanted to become Mike’s permanent boy—for wrestling, sexual submission, or anything else he had in mind. I wanted to shoot massive loads of sperm for him, proving his ownership of it.

    Instead of jacking me off, Mike held my cock steady, tantalizing me with expectations. My whole body stiffened. I propped myself up a little to watch what he would do. Mike extended the middle finger of his right hand and put the end of it firmly against the bottom of my ballsack. He pushed it forward a bit, wedging the tip between the balls. I groaned and fell back to the mat as he pushed the finger in further, sending a surprising pleasure shock through my shaft.

    In an unexpected move, he suddenly jabbed the finger into my sack, hitting the lowest part of my rigid shaft. My eyelids flew upward. I screamed as a violent, ultimate pleasure paralyzed me. A few breathtaking seconds later, my swollen cock erupted, madly spitting out its hot cum. Each shot felt beyond awesome with Mike holding my gun steady in his strong hand. While I fired out load after load of my breeding juice, Mike stabbed the lower shaft through my ballsack a second time, then a third time. My raw, frantic shouts of pleasure pierced the air.

    “Yeah, don’t hold any back, boy!” He stabbed again.

    It took all my strength to endure the indescribable pleasure of that orgasm. Yet after the last drops had squirted down to my chest, a feeling of victory swept through me. Some may say that a guy always wants to defeat an opponent, but for me, a defeat can mean a victory, too. Having a stud’s hands all over me, feeling him give his total attention to my body, treating pain as a kind of compliment—that became a genuine turn-on for me.

    Mike picked up some of the juice on my gut and carefully lubed my inflamed cockhead. Despite his feather-light touch, uncontrollable spasms of pleasure made my body jump wildly—the most intense pleasure a male can feel. He slapped a hand to my chest and pressed down hard in order to hold me down.

    Mike laughed as I lay there twitching, with my heart racing, drained of cum, and not having the energy to fight back. But I didn’t tell him to stop. I kept saying to myself, “I can take it! I can take it!”

    As the intensity gradually faded, Mike began to slow his jacking. After several minutes, he simply held my cock securely in his hand and smiled down at me.

    “Good boy,” he said, no doubt satisfied that I had passed his test: not a test-of-strength, but a test-of-pleasure.

    Mike removed his hand and gave my balls another long check. “Nice.”

    I didn’t know what he meant, but I soon found out. The guy started to slowly stroke my still-hard cock again. I closed my eyes, enjoying his follow-up massage. But the relaxing follow-up instead soon became a serious pleasure build-up. I moaned in dreamlike sighs, not believing I would have a second orgasm. Yet a couple of minutes later, the stud had me primed for it. Lying there, I imagined that Mike and I had become a team, with him as my coach, training my cock to do whatever he wanted.

    I grasped his arm as he slowly, expertly drove the pleasure higher and higher. My cock tightened, as well as my grip on his hard biceps.

    “Yeah, I’m gonna take it, boy, whether you’re ready or not!”

    His words pushed me rapidly toward the edge. Stunned, I tried to prepare myself, but it happened too quickly. Cum exploded from my cock like it hadn’t done so for a week. This time Mike yelled his approval as loads of sperm covered my shoulder and chest once more. I screamed and grabbed the hand that had my cock—not to pull it away, but to put the brakes on it. Mike laughed, gradually slowing his jackoff to a stop. He freed my cock and sat there grinning as he watched it jump from the pleasure he had created. That orgasm really wiped me out. Mike let me recover for a while, then got to his feet, pulling me up with him.

    “Don’t move, boy.”

    I stood still as the victor slowly walked around me, inspecting his new property. He ran his hands along my shoulders, arms, sides, spine. He felt my butt cakes and my asshole once more. Facing me again, he pushed my legs farther apart with a foot and held my balls in an admiring way. “With nuts like these, you need to cum more than once a day.”

    Mike sounded like a fitness expert, laying out a daily exercise plan for my balls.

    “Are they still alive?” I asked, wearily.

    “Oh yeah,” he answered, rolling them erotically between his fingers. “They’re in perfect shape for another match. But first you’re gonna rest.”

    “Next time we wrestle, I’m gonna strip younext time!” I told him.

    “Not if I have your boys in one of my killer holds.”

    Releasing the balls, Mike put his arm around my shoulder and led me toward the door. He grinned as I put a hand on his butt.

    During that fantastic training session with Mike, I learned more than I can possibly explain here. But mostly I learned where I belong—and where I have stayed ever since.

    (end)


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  • There Is Hope, Even For The Lonely

    I sat at the window in my room watching the rain fall…. as it did the tears flowed down my face as my body was filled with loneliness. Through the window, the field was baron, empty, just as my heart was.

    I’m twenty six years old still living with my parents with not much of a life so to speak.  I have no friends with most of my time spent in my bedroom obsessed with watching gay porn.  I also love reading fiction and non fiction as it gives me a sense of the world around me.  Occasionally I send away for gay reading, mostly stories of gay love.  I have desired men for as long as I can remember but never acted on it.  I guess one might say I’m an introvert as I relish my own thoughts. There are times when I would like to reach out….have someone to share my life with but then I revert my thinking with thoughts that I will always be alone.

    I have always been a loner also being extremely shy.  I work in a book store in town, being an avid reader, I love working with books surrounding me.  The shop is very busy, has a nice sitting area where we also offer coffee and soft drinks.  Most of the time I work alone but occasionally the owner will work to give me some needed help.  I love working at the book store because it is where I feel comfortable almost like home.  All the books in the store give me comfort.  

    I was busy dealing with customers when the bell to the door jingled as a tall handsome man walked in.  I could not take my eyes away from him.  He roamed around the store looking at our offerings.  He found a book then went sit on one of our comfortable chairs.  I finished with my last customer, nervously I went over to him asking if he would like a coffee or a soft drink.  He smiled, “Yes I would thank you, coffee black.”  I poured the coffee, bringing it over to him, welcoming him to the book shop.  As I went to give him the coffee his fingers touched mine sending shivers through my body. He looked directly into my eyes for a brief moment.  I became rattled walking away busying myself as I stole glances at the stranger.  He spent an hour or so reading, then came to the counter purchasing the book.

    That evening laying on my bed I reflected on the day with images of the handsome stranger who visited the store.  I had thoughts swirling around my head of what it would be like to be in his arms, his hands caressing my body.  I became hard, removing my trousers along with my briefs.  I began stroking my erect member thinking of him.  I rubbed my nipples, with thoughts becoming erotic as my balls became hard…..soon releasing my sperm as my body shook to the intenseness of my orgasm.

    The next day I was constantly checking to see if my stranger would come back but to my disappointment he never showed.  This went on for the next week until I resolved that he would not come back.  I was busy one afternoon placing new arrivals on the book shelfs when the door jingled as my handsome stranger walked in. “Hello, its a beautiful day”  I began shaking as I said:  “Yes it is, nice to see you back for more reading.”  He went directly to the book shelfs examining our new books.  He removed one then headed to the sitting area.  Once again I asked if he would like a coffee with him replying:  “yes, thank you.”  When I handed him the coffee he placed it on one of the tables and said:  “My name is Benjamin,” reaching out his hand to shake mine.  “Its very nice to meet you Benjamin, my name is Landin.”  I went back to work beginning to sweat from the touch of his hand.

    This went on for a month or so as my shyness was becoming less evident with Benjamin coming into the shop more often.  We talked about books with him telling me how much he enjoyed reading.  We became friendly as our mutual interest in books became more of our main topic of discussion.

    Then it happened, the day he asked me if I would like to go to dinner with him.  I looked at him in a daze with him saying:  “Are you okay?”  I snapped out of my stupor and said:  “Yes, I would love to go to dinner with you.”  “How about this Saturday say 7PM?”  “That will be fine” so with that I gave him my address.

    I worked at the bookstore until 4PM on the Saturday, rushing home to shower, preparing myself to look my best.  I dressed in a pair of black trousers with a gray crew sweater.  I wasn’t the most handsome fellow, but I was tall, had good skin with blue eyes also dark hair.  I was feeling overwhelmed with nervousness as my hands were sweating.  My Mom said that someone was at the door for me.  I went downstairs greeting Benjamin as his eyes roamed over me.

    “Are you ready?”  “I’m ready also very hungry”   Benjamin took me to a wonderful Italian restaurant which was very romantic with soft lighting also candlelite at each table.  

    “Benjamin” he interrupted me, “please call me Ben” “oh yes no problem, Ben….as I was going to say, this is a wonderful restaurant, but I’ve never been here before.”  “I think you will really enjoy it because their food is Five Star rated.”

    Ben ordered a bottle of wine in which we enjoyed before our meals came.  We talked when suddenly he looked at me with concern….”Landin I’m gay.”   I was in shock not knowing what to say. “Please say something, I’m sorry if I came on too forward.” “No, no its just that I wasn’t expecting to hear that.”  “I don’t know what to say, I think I am also gay, but I have never experienced sex with another man.”

    He took my hand, looking deep into my eyes and said:  “I have had sexual experiences, but when I saw you in the bookstore there was something about you that just drew me to you.”

    Our food came which was so incredibly prepared, but as I watched Ben eat, his full lips were wet, moving slowly as my mind drifted with feelings of desire for him.  I became erect with the balance of the meal in wonderment of what it would be like to have him.

    He took me home, I thanked him for the wonderful dinner but as I was about to leave the car he pulled my arm, pulling me into him as he placed a soft kiss on my lips.  It took me a minute to react because my heart was racing so fast.  “Landin are you okay?”  “Yes I’m more than okay,” reaching over kissing him back.  

    “I would like to see you again, would you like to come to my home for dinner, I’m a pretty good cook?”  “Yes that would be nice, when?”  “How about next Saturday at 6:30.”  I told him that was fine, he said he would text me his address.

    I walked into the house with my parents stating that Ben seamed very nice.  I told them he was then went straight to my room.  I believed that my parents suspected that I was gay but I never spoke to them about it.

    As I entered my room I felt like this was my sanctuary where I could think while also dream.  I laid on my bed once again thinking of Ben. Could this be real or am I just dreaming I thought.  Once again thinking of him I became erect, stroking my cock to its full 7″.  I stripped, thinking what it would be like to have him in me….with these thoughts it took no time before I erupted with a huge load of semen.  I took my cum with my fingers tasting it for the first time finding it very sweet and delicious.  

    I drove to Ben’s on Saturday, stopping to get a bottle of wine.  I rang his doorbell….he opened the door with a huge smile on his face. “Come in Landin, its so good to see you,” as he kissed me.  We had a glass of wine before dinner, then Ben showed me his beautiful home.  I said:  “Do you mind me asking you how old your are?”  “No not at all, I’m 32.  “How old are you Landin?”  “I’m 26, 27 next month.”

    We enjoyed a wonderful dinner that he had prepared then went sit in the living room.  We talked for some time then he reached over kissing me.  Our kiss became erotic, then he began kissing my neck sending shivers through me.  He got up, took my hand leading me into his bedroom.  He began undressing me, when all my clothes had been removed accept for my briefs, he got on his knees pulling my briefs down as my erection popped up.  He took me into his mouth as I gasped with such as rush of emotion.  He got up with me doing the same thing to him.  When I pulled his briefs down, his cock was most likely about 8″ inches with substantial girth.  I looked up at him stating I had never done this before.  I licked the head, swirling my tongue around then taking him in my mouth.  He shrugged with pleasure leaning his head back.  

    He had me get up, laying me on the bed, kissing me with such tenderness that my whole body was reacting to his wanting me.  He reached for the lube spreading it on me, then lubing his dick.  He placed himself at my entrance, pushing in slowly as he passed my tight muscle.  I tightened my body as he new it was painful.  “Just relax, I’m going to make love to you slowly.  He reached down kissing me as he began his slow movements inside me. Once he was buried in me he began a slow steady pace fucking me with care. 

    Soon I was experiencing a feeling of total body pleasure as he began increasing his pace.  The bed began rocking to his rhythm as I pulled him down kissing him with desire that I had only read about in books or saw in porn videos.

    Ben made love to me as our bodies became one, meshed together in erotic intimacy.  As he was fucking me he was holding me as my arms were around him.  Looking in my eyes he said:  “Are you ready to experience the most incredible feeling?”  “Yes I’m so ready.”  Soon his breathing increased as he shuttered releasing his seed into me. I came feeling it spill out between us without touching my cock.  Fire works went off as we both felt something that fulfilled us in perfect harmony.

    I came to the realization that he was good for me as he surrounded me with his outgoing nature, bringing me out of my shell.  We were both aware that our coming together was special, that in our loneliness we found happiness in each other.  Ben had been in previous relationships that never came to fruition.  

    After we made love, from that point on Ben and I spent as much time as possible together.  I would spend the weekends at his home, a time of tranquility as I would lay on his lap as we read our favorite novel.  He would reach down kissing me, affirming his love for me. How could this be I wondered?  This beautiful man inside and out loves me.    

    I awoke one morning….went to sit at my window, but I no longer had tears running down my face, but a smile…. with a feeling of joy in my heart.


    Quote for Thought

    “You can live in misery thinking of what could have been, or you can smile, hold your head high knowing that there is someone somewhere who will love you.”               <Butch>

  • The willing cuckold

    For Donald and Bjorn…

    Sandra and I decided to get married. It was more her decision than mine, to be honest it was to make her financially secure. I loved her dearly and worshiped the ground she walked on but in truth I was just a toy she played with.

    We had a white wedding which even I found amusing considering how many men she’d slept with. The service was wonderful as was the meal in the hotel. Sandra just couldn’t help but flirt with the Portuguese waiter. He was serving the main course and I noticed Sandra run her hand up the inside of his leg. He nearly jumped out of his skin!

    Later the tables were moved to allow us all to dance. I had the first dance with her then it was a free for all. She came over to me after a few dances and said she was going out to get a bit of fresh air. A woman came over to me shortly after and told me that if I don’t keep Sandra away from her husband she’s would knock her block off. She wasn’t the only woman that was hostile that night, it was obvious that Sandra had been fucking around with their husbands.

    Sandra’s mother came over and asked where she was. I told her that she’d gone for some fresh air. 

    “Go and find her please”, she said, “You know what she’s like”

    I checked the ladies toilets but she was nowhere to be seen. Then I spotted two waiters laughing. I asked if they had seen my wife but they just looked at each other and smiled.

    Then one shouted after me laughing . “I think she might be outside with Cezário”.

    He pointed to a door at the end of the corridor. And I hurried down and opened the door. The door lead to the back of the hotel, I could see some large refuse bins and then I heard giggling. It was Sandra up against the wall with the waiter. She saw me looking so I went back inside to wait for her. I felt humiliated that even on our wedding day another guy was getting to fuck her. Even so it aroused me thinking of her getting fucked by a stranger in her wedding dress.

    The waiter came in first and gave me a wind berth followed by Sandra.

    “Come on”, I said, “Your mum is looking for you”.

    She had her white panties in her hand.

    “What’s wrong with your panties?”, I asked.

    “Sorry I can’t put them back on I trod on them and got them dirty”, she replied.

    I took the panties off her and put them in my pocket. Her white heels were scuffed and muddy to so I bent down and cleaned them with my handkerchief.

    “Were you watching”, she asked.

    “Yes”, I replied “But don’t worry I still love you”.

    “You’re a sweetie, I don’t deserve you”, she said.

    “Yes, you do, never put yourself down”, I replied.

    I took her arm and lead her back into the hall. Her mum came rushing over and I explained that Sandra was feeling a bit queasy and had to get some fresh air.

    I watched as Sandra danced with our friends and work colleagues. Now and again a guy she was dancing with would look over me and smirk. I think they all knew I was a cuckold but I didn’t care.

    Sandra mother came over and suggested that newly weds should perhaps head to their marital bed. Sandra was enjoying dancing still but reluctantly agreed to head up to our suite with me.

    I shut the door of our suite and pulled Sandra in for a kiss. She knew what I was up to and told me she hadn’t sucked the waiter off. She laughed and told me she would of done if I hadn’t disturbed them!

    I watched as she took off her wedding dress. She looked very sexy in her white Agent Provocateur lingerie. Then I remembered her panties in my pocket. I handed them to her and she tossed them on the floor.

    “My pussy is red and puffy dear. Do you want to come and kiss it better?”

    I knelt down between her legs and buried my head into the folds of her labia, licking at her sticky cunt.

    I looked up at her, “Can you push anything out?”

    I wanted to taste the waiters cum but I think most of it had already dripped down her legs and soaked into her stockings.

    I knew I was good with my tongue, Sandra loved it too. She said it was a different type of orgasm to being penetrated but just as good. I worked on her clitty and sucked it like a little cock, until she gushed all over my face.

    Normally that would be it, Sandra paid very little attention to my needs as a man. As it was my wedding day she would allow me a treat.

    She placed two of the pillows a third of the way down the bed and told me to do a backwards gambol against them. I did as I was told. My limp cock was not hovering over my face with my bum in the air. I hooked my feet under the headboard to hold myself in place.

    Sandra spat on my rosebud and began working her fingers inside me. She was a dirty girl and not adverse to eating out a man’s arse so I wasn’t at all surprised when she began rimming me. I lay back and started to play with my erect nipples. My nipples are directly connected to my cock. I’ve trained myself to cum just by playing with them. With Sandra milking my prostate it didn’t take long for me to cum. I swallowed the first coupe of jets of cum enthusiastically but Sandra was really going at my ass and spunk began to fly everywhere. When she had completely drained me I dropped back down on the bed.

    We fell asleep in each others arms. I woke up just as it was getting light feeling rather cold. Sandra was nowhere to be seen. Then I spotted a note on the bedside table it read – “Gone for some fresh air 😉 x”

  • The Art of the Sissygasm

    Hi there, my name is Gary but you can call me Kimmy. I’m originally from the Northeast but now I live in Ft Lauderdale Florida, where there seems to be an endless stream of gorgeous, well hung guys that love tapping sissy boy ass. And there is nothing I love more in this world than cock. And there’s nothing that gets my little cock harder than big, thick, juicy man meat. You see, I’m more than just a cross dressing sissy faggot! I’m an absolute cock whore!

    Cock is all I think about from the moment I open my eyes in the morning, and the only time I’m not thinking about it, is when I’m getting my little sissy ass pounded. Getting my slutty little ass absolutely ravaged by cock can lead to an orgasm known as the sissygasm. It is an out of this world orgasm, that I have become helplessly addicted to since my very first. Before that, I use to fuck girls.

    But crossdressing was always a total turn on for me. And dressing up like a slut led to fantasies about cock, and actually getting fucked. I was never attracted to guys, but getting fucked like a slut by some stud with a huge cock became a total fantasy for me. I never thought I would actually do it. Eventually I couldn’t get my little cock hard without fantasizing about dressing up like a whore and being put in my place by a hot guy and his big cock. And eventually I was living them out in real life.

    That’s when I met Donny. There was nothing he loved more than making little sissies like me his bitch! He was gorgeous, he had the body of a Greek god, and he was packing 12 fat inches of my drug of choice. I was his. He owned my ass. And every single part of me longed for this stud! If he wasn’t pounding my ass, making me whine like a whore, he had me on my knees, giving him loud, sloppy blowjobs, glazing my cute little face in cum. I was his little sissy slut, and he fucked me like nobody ever has.

    He would fuck my ass so fast, and hard, it made me whine like a girlie little whore. It was so painful and so pleasurable at the same time. It was during one of these times when I felt something in my loins building. He was fucking my ass, I was whining like a slut, and my little hard cock started leaking cum like crazy. Then waves of pleasure flowed through my whole body, and my dick exploded.

    I squealed with girlish, feminine delight. I had never felt anything so good in my life. I had just had my first sissygasm. My whole world changed at that moment. And it was then that I forever devoted myself to being a total cock whore! Always in search of the ever so pleasurable sissygasm.

    I actually forgot I was still being fucked at that moment. But I snapped back to reality, and Donny’s enormous cock was glistening with my ass juices that I creamed all over his dick. He was slapping my gaping little hole with it, and then he plunged it into me again. And I let out my little faggot cries of delight, as he picked up the pace and he was once again, giving it to me like a whore.

    His body slapping my ass cheeks like a jackhammer, and pulmbiling my sore little asshole with the onslaught of his enormous cock. And once again I felt the waves of pleasure, and my cock went from dripping to gushing, as my stud gave me my second sissygasm. I felt like such a girly little whore, as my feminine cries of delight echoed into the night.

    I could feel Donny’s cock swell inside me, he tensed up, and he flooded my insides with thick, creamy seed. And he collapsed down next me to me. His cum leaked out of me, and at that moment I had never felt so used and abused. Donny actually made feel like a woman. Am I’m kind of ashamed to say I totally loved feeling like that. I was his little bitch! And he was my man!


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  • Costa Rica

    In the late 80s, I had the opportunity to travel to Costa Rica to work for a few months. The pay was paltry, but my airfare and lodging were covered. I couldn’t pass that up. I ended up working in San Jose, Costa Rica for four months. A wonderful time in my life. Nearly every weekend, I would take a bus to either the Pacific or Caribbean side to enjoy the beaches, people and culture. My favorite place to visit was Cahuita on the Caribbean side. A very small village below Limon, Cahuita had a variety of beaches and people. I probably visited this place at least a half-dozen times while in Costa Rica. The hotels and food there were cheap. There was a great dance place, where you could listen to Reggae music, drink cheap beers and dance badly.

    This story is true and happened in Cahuita, Costa Rica toward the end of my stay. I believe it was one of the last weekends I visited Cahuita. It was a Saturday night. I was hanging in the dance place—can’t remember its name—with some friends. I met some guys from Louisiana. New Orleans is where they were from. They were in San Jose on business and had traveled over for a few days to hang at the beach. Very nice guys.

    One of the guys, Brad, was very cool. We had a lot in common. He was easy to talk to. After drinking, talking and laughing, Brad and I walked down the street toward our hotel. It just so happened that Brad and his buddies were staying at the same hotel me and two other co-workers were staying at. My co-workers and I shared one room. A bit cramped, but it kept our wallets thicker.

    The hotel had this small swimming pool out front. The pool was a little strange, but what was even stranger was this large, dead tree next to the pool. On this tree’s cadaverous branches sat three or four vultures. Anyway, we got back to the hotel, and Brad suggested going for a dip in the pool. I thought it was a hilarious idea, seeing that it was dark, we had been drinking and vultures were eyeing the pool, waiting for someone to bonk their head on the side.

    Even though I was a little drunk and tired, I was up for it, so I changed into my trunks in my room and headed out with a towel. Even though it was dark, it was warm and humid. Perfect conditions for a little dip in the pool. When I got out there, only Brad was there, already in the pool. I was a little bummed we were the only people out there. Oh, well.

    I hopped in. The water wasn’t too cold, but it wasn’t too warm either. The vultures were still there. Brad and I talked, laughed and swam once in a while. The pool wasn’t deeper than five feet, so we could pretty much wade around without swimming. After about 30 minutes of talking and good times, Brad started splashing me with water. I returned the favor. Like I said, he was a pretty cool guy. He got closer and pushed my head underwater playfully. I tried to get him back, but he was too quick. I went under; when I came up, Brad was right there in front of me. Like inches away. He waded up against me, and it was then I felt his cock against my thigh. It was quite hard—and large. Now, I don’t know if I can recount the exact thoughts that passed through my head at that very moment, but I can tell you that I was surprised. He was there against me, cock against my thigh, face a few inches from mine. There was enough light from the hotel in the dark that I could see he was looking right into my eyes. “Can I kiss you?” he asked, shifting, so his hard cock rubbed against mine, which was not hard, but was easily on its way.

    We all make choices in this life. Some good; some shit. The jury is still out on the decision I made right there in that pool with Brad, a very cool guy and pretty damn hot, as I remember. I stepped back, saying “I don’t think so” or some such stupid thing. He quickly got the message, apologizing profusely. The thing is—and it still is—I wouldn’t have minded experimenting with Brad. I easily could have. I was single, unencumbered. Nothing holding me back. But some voice in the back of my head said, “Whoa!”

    I told him not to worry about it, but he was embarrassed and maybe humiliated. I didn’t want him to be. I actually thought of pulling him against me again to feel that cock and then his warm, wet lips. But I didn’t. He got out of the pool, said goodnight and disappeared into his hotel room. I stood there at the edge of the pool, watching his door close. I turned to see those vultures; still there; still staring. Were they even real?

    As I toweled off, I began to fantasize about Brad, his body, what his cock looked like, our bodies together naked. I began getting hard at the thought. I came so close to knocking on Brad’s hotel room door to apologize and take my trunks off, but of course I didn’t. I did pause at his door as I walked toward mine.

    I was so horny, and my cock was so hard when I got to my room, I was delirious with lust. I kick myself even now for not knocking on that door. So, I went into the bathroom—my co-workers were still out drinking and dancing. I shed my damp trunks and started jacking on my cock like I have never jacked before. It wasn’t long until I uncorked a hot load of cum into my cupped hand and licked most of it out, tasting it. I had never done that before. Even though I had shot my load, I went to sleep thinking of Brad. Was he jacking off as well? I hoped so.

    I saw Brad the next morning at breakfast. His bus left in the morning; whereas, mine left about noon. We shook hands—I used the hand out of which I ate my cum just hours before. “Nice meeting you, Brad,” I said, trying to not make eye contact. But I did. “Me too,” he said. I could tell he was bummed. So was I. I don’t know whether he could see it or not.

    And that’s the story of Costa Rica, Cahuita and Brad. Even though nothing happened, I think of it often and what could have been.


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  • Stud Book

    There was no trial as those who might have been charged had already shot each other; “Murder/Suicide” the headline read, it was right. The forensics people did, finally, figure out who shot whom first-and last-but the residual effect was the same, 2 up, 2 down, only a young man, the son, left unharmed; They found him naked, tied from a crossbeam in the attic, handcuffed, his ears plugged as well as gagged. He hadn’t been acutely physically harmed but it was obvious he’d been in that situation for some little while; He was also close to dehydration. One of those doing the primary investigation said it was obvious that killing him was the point but….neither parent had the guts or lack of love to put a bullet behind his neck….

    The officer who found him was immediately concerned with his well being, got him water, ascertained he was not wounded. The problem, in taking him down was that he’d been bound that way for a sufficient period he collapsed when removed. To avoid too many ambulances as well as to get him away as quickly as possible he was taken by a squad car to a hospital. The young cop who drove him wanted to pull his side arm then shoot the photographers who damn near broke the windows to get a picture….the officer would remember that the incident gave him a building distaste that went to hatred for ‘media’. He was not alone on the force in thinking that. Not by a long shot.

    Lacking relatives, at least those who would take him, the only alternative was a home for children, usually children who, for various reasons had been removed from their parents but, in his case, the equation had been inverted; They’d been removed from him. As one of the attorneys who worked in Child Protective Services commented, it was a shame he didn’t have some money or even something that would make taking him advantageous to another. This man, correctly, thought about farm kids who were in a similar circumstance; While they were too young to run the place, it had cash surrender value when meant….so did the kid. But this one…had nothing. Some said, he was damn lucky they’d offed each other, couldn’t have been long until he’d been in the morgue identifying, one, or both, parents….or someone would be identifying him. Some said it was a real Christian shame, nice young man like that, alone….probably no future….shook their heads then returned to rattling the papers about other children and young people about whom it was also a ‘real Christian shame’….

    To say his had been a raucous household sounds complimentary as does describing it as  a place where violence was mundane. So much so that he’d taken his dog, one he’d found it as a stray some months earlier, to a no-kill shelter (walking almost six miles to get there) to give them his pet hoping “Billy”, the name of the dog, would find a good home, well, better than the one he’d come from. And then he walked the six miles back leaving the kind people at the shelter wondering….while ‘Billy’ whined, looked down a road he would never again travel; Of course what ‘Billy’ and the people at the shelter could not even fathom was that….what he’d done was live up to the exact words of the place, “No Kill”. Where he’d come from his killing was….almost a given.

    “Wondering” was a good word when applied to and about him, lots of people did, had concerns, even on the several times the authorities were summoned, they, too, wondered….mainly whether to leave the kid or…just what. A couple of the younger officers, who had been incensed at the situation, said….if they made ten  bucks more a week and didn’t live in one bedroom apartment, hell, they’d take him in…he had ‘fine son’ material written all over him. One of them, Aleksandr Olek, a Pole by birth, drove by several times but…could see nothing. Not even the kid, just the ill kept yard, almost a shanty house that needed painting, a pick up on the drive way plus a long stretch of guttering that one more heavy rain would cause to fall, the whole length of it. He would have gone in but….he was in uniform, had no reason to knock on their door, regulations forbade that….what he’d hoped each time was that the young lad would be out front. If that were the case, he could stop, lean over the fence, hoping it wouldn’t collapse-it would have-but the tangled mess of weeds and volunteer grass that passed for a ‘lawn’ was always empty.

    He did get in the house, finally; All he could do was remember the tow headed young man whom he’d carried, waited at the hospital until he was deemed, “alright” then left. There was a picture of him in the paper that he clipped, had laminated, hung on his wall. But those past days when he drove by hoping to see him…all that he could finally do was drive away.

    He was made a ward of the court, the home for children assigned to be his guardian as well as residence; It took three minutes. A woman from the place signed, smiled at him, asked where his things were, collected them then walked him to a car, his transportation for ‘home’.

    Too old, that was the problem. People who adopted wanted ‘cute’ children, ones they could raise who had no memories other than them. This young man had memories too many of them; One couple when told about the concurrent deaths of his parents, how he was hung when found, had vomited. No one who heard of him, even considered him, and there were a few, did not lack sympathy but in the back of their minds was the nagging idea that….all that exposure to all that violence….what did it say about his emotional future? They passed-with regrets and hopes for his future…and him.

    He was liked at the home, maybe his traumatic life did something but it brought out a certain ability to be kind to people, he progressed from being a real cute kid to nice looking young man then good looking young man….almost eighteen. That flaxen hair, long, strong muscles, quiet face, deep gray eyes….spectre of a smile….that was what they hoped someone would see…even if he was far past the ‘cute kid’ stage, maybe a family would want an older son….but no one did.

    Worse, when he became eighteen, he would have to go…somewhere; They were not equipped or legally responsible for children who were no longer children but in the eyes of the law were adults. This had happened so few times that the Senior Administrator started work on the problem when he became 17. His idea, and it was a good one, was that a full ride scholarship at some school could be found, live in the dorm, eat there…probably get a job…eventually get his own place. In the eyes of the administrator it was a nearly perfect solution. Even his grades were excellent. There was no reason this would not work. He set out to find a school who would agree to what was needed but….what he considered a full ride scholarship and what they thought one might be…differed. Did he play football? Basketball? Any sport for which athletic scholarships were easily available. No, no he didn’t, he was a good student so he hoped that, surely, there was something scholastically….but what there were consisted of partial scholarships, ones granted to students devoted to Chemistry or Art or Math but….just for general scholarship, and one that would have to pay for everything from his room and board to clothing to books to fees to….everything. They just didn’t exist. And his eighteenth birthday grew closer. Fast.

    A fight on the playground where he attended school brought several police officers, one of which was….the Polak, Alek Olek, now a Sergeant, making better money and able to take in a young man. Problem was, when he’d first thought of the idea, this fine young man was….a juvenile, not 6’1”, very good looking man who looked much older than 18. Alek gulped, wondered, went home, thought it over, prayed about it then went back.

    Their first meeting was strained. Devon, for that was his name, wasn’t used to being with anyone who genuinely wanted him, was puzzled as to why he would. Alek, nervous as hell, was afraid of two things: He wouldn’t want to come with him and somehow it just wouldn’t work out. (There was a third issue but…that wasn’t going to help anyone. No Way, No How. Not then.)

    They spent some time together, talked, sat in a park, watched men play ball, talked, looked at each other….It was Devon who, after years of polite rejection, asked the pivotal question; “Do you want a son or, look I’m not young, a sort of younger brother….” He dipped his head, it was the killer question and he knew, because it had been so often, what the answer would be.

    For Alek it was in fact the perfect question, the one that solved the problems in his head….sure, he’d love a younger brother…. His own family, still in Gdansk, would be pleased, if somewhat confused given their age, to have a grandson so the equation was completed.  He first answered to himself in Polish. Some legal mumbling, every one wanted this to work out, he was a son/ younger brother, swipe of the pen.

    Who fell in each others arms first? Did it matter? Odd, Devon bore some resemblance to his ‘brother’….blond, very light skinned, intense gray eyes, the same lanky build, muscular, but not ‘built’ in obvious ways, just strong.

    One of the people in the office where the family, consisting of two brothers, was made said that if you were going to put together a tourist poster to “Visit Poland” these two could appear as healthy….soccer players, typical Poles. That Alek’s Polish was still fluent, Devon’s was nonexistent, mattered not. As they walked out, Alek’s arm over his new brother’s shoulder…those watching were genuinely pleased; Too often they’d seen families torn about by trauma or the law so to see this….yeah, made their work gain importance.

    On the drive to his apartment, Alek suddenly began to rattle off the deficiencies of their home, not big enough, the galley kitchen probably wouldn’t hold two men…closet space…a great many fix it projects that….hadn’t been fixed. He stopped, looked at Devon who was smiling, almost laughing.

    “Brother”…how fine and fitting the word seemed,.. “ I’ve never had anything so…if we have to live in one bedroom shared with two other families, I’m gonna be happy….see….I’ll have my brother.” Alek was struck with the accuracy and honesty…he remembered back to the home, if you could call it that, the ramshackle house where he first met Devon. Thinking about where they were going, hot and cold water, two big, comfortable beds, the two recliners, one newly purchased….it was going to be home…for both of them. He relaxed.

    “I better teach you how to drive a car….?”

    “They taught me….all sorts of parts of trades….if you hadn’t wanted me, well, at least I’d have had some idea as to any sort of job….driving just seemed important…but….” He stopped, looked at Alek, “I guess I need a new driver’s license, one with our name on it….” The brothers looked at each other and grinned.

    “Yeah, you will…..I got Tuesday off, take you to the license bureau then.”

    “Then you better start teaching me Polish….”. Alek grinned, this man wanted to be his brother in all ways.

    Devon enjoyed the ride if only because it was one way, he’d never go back where he’d been. Looked at Alek, in his uniform, taking this time off today to get his brother….he thought maybe….he should be a cop….if he was old enough. He leaned back, smiled, thought about how he’d look in a cop’s uniform….maybe….a motorcycle officer…yah, that was it, he’d always noticed the guys when he saw them up on their bikes, proud, doing an important job….he’d ask his brother about all that.

    The only person who was possibly disappointed with ‘home’ was….Alek. To Devon it was palatial, more space, even if it was shared, than he’d ever had. Lawn, garage-the thought of his actually owning a car was intoxicating-everything clean….Half way in he threw himself around his brother and broke into sobs…Finally he couldn’t find the strength he was so overcome with happiness that he fell to his knees, his arms clutching around the other’s knees, just…..so glad to be home. He finally could look up.

    “Thank you, please Sir, Thank you…..Whatever you want….if I can do it…..”

    Alek finally got him up, tried to explain that this was their home….no reason to fall apart but….he remembered the place he’d parked outside so long ago; If the outside was any indication….the inside would likely be akin to crime scenes he’d visited. That, alone, made him hug his new brother, lightly kiss his cheek….He tried to think when, in his cruiser, he’d wanted to bust in the door, grab the kid and head for….someplace. What he periodically had regretted, as he drove by the children’s home, was that he hadn’t found a way, back then, to see if it was possible….He’d gone so far as to ask his parents for some money….not telling them the purpose. Confused, they’d agreed to pool their Zloty’s but, in Yankee dollars, it didn’t come to much; He put it in an account for something, someday… and kept on driving by, occasionally spotting the kid….not always but….sometimes….his kid.

    They were at the table-dinner was courtesy one of the many take out places near their home; Alek was clever but cooking….? Devon, however, had been prepared for a very uncertain future so he had been taught everything from modest cooking skills to how to sew on a button to how to make Marine corners on bed sheets. He had got some beer, just as an older brother would do for the younger but also to relax him.

    He tried to speak, got a few words out, went back, started over…. “Devon…I’m the one who found you in the attic…..” Launched he couldn’t stop. “We’d been to your house a coupla times….worried about you…..I used to drive by your house, hoping you’d come out….then…when…the incident…” He couldn’t go on.

    Hard to put your arms around someone when you’re sitting down but Devon tried. “I remembered it was you….eventually…sitting in the park, the way the sun made your hair white…..I thought about a cop with white hair holding me while someone else got me down, holding me when I would have fallen, carrying me down the stairs, driving me away….Don’t laugh…I’ve loved you ever since.” He stopped, his head drooped, almost ashamed, embarrassed.

    They looked at each other.

    “I saw you drive by…but…it was dangerous to come out…then, afterwards…Alek…tell me…you won’t be angry…when I was at the home I remembered you, kinda came to want you, so…..I looked for you.” He stopped, got on the floor, held the slightly older man by his knees….

    “When did you find me….how?”

    Devon put his head on the knees, Alek put his hands on his almost white hair, ruffled it….

    “I wanted to find you…..I looked…called the police department…told them who I was, told them the truth, asked them to remember the incident…..they did. Just said I wanted to thank all of them, particularly the officer who cut me down…show him the slight scar I had on my neck…..of course they remembered, asked me to come down, said they’d introduce us….but…they wanted the media, make a big deal so….”

    “Yeah, the media…” He remembered that day, the media, his hatred of them, understood exactly…

    “I guess….:” He breathed in… “I guess you did the right thing.” There was a long, long silence while Alek gathered his new brother into his arms, held him, got held back.

    Into his ear a whisper…. “Alek…I found you, followed you….I know about…what you do….with men.”

    So stunned…all he could do was stand, holding Devon. “Oh.” They stood not sure what should happen, what had to happen next. If there was to be a next. “Alek…I’m….why?”

    “I told you, I love you.”

    “But if you saw me doing…”

    “Getting fucked….”

    “That…”

    “I’d already been screwed, no cherry, no virgin….so what you did was just what I wanted to do but with you.”

    Alek could only think of one thing. “You were…raped?”

    Devon pushed him a bit away so they were face to face. “No…I knew what I was….found this guy who, well, that’s what he did for money…told him I was a virgin, that’s how I got popped.”

    Alex was almost catatonic, he couldn’t understand, comprehend. Finally he gulped out… “You…you got yourself fucked?”

    “Yes”

    “Why?”

    “I hoped I’d find you when I left the home….hoped you’d want me but….it’s how I made money, fucking or being fucked or sucking…..”.

    He spoke to an empty space. “I should have found you, taken you away when I knew to do so…”

    “Wouldn’t have changed anything…..only thing is…now I have the man I want to fuck me…I’ll have him in my bed, you’ll roll me over, fuck me. You know how…I want you to….please, Alek, I’m a whore…a good one…I was always afraid you’d catch me or….another cop would haul me in, you’d see me…” He paused. “Alek, I love you….forget all the other….your brother loves you.” He looked into the older man’s eyes…..it was true. He was loved.

    Alek thought about all his secrets now dumped on the floor, no secrets, his new brother telling him he put out for money….He had no thoughts, his mind was scrambled, no cohesive thought.

    Devon had it together, well, sort of. He picked up one of the back packs he’d brought, opened it, dumped money on the table. “I earned it for you….for us…I always hoped…”

    Alek was already too shocked to have any sort of normal response. Just looking at the pile of money on the table he didn’t notice that, a little ways back, Devon was taking off his clothes.

    The logical question, although not much was logical, “How much….” Finishing the sentence suddenly seemed….an obscenity.

    A voice behind him…. “Close to ten grand. Fives and tens, took them to the bank got twenties, then fifties, hundreds.” Naked arms went around his chest, lips on his neck. “You’re worth a lot more to me than that….that’s yours, all for you, Alek….I love you so this isn’t even what you’re worth to me…..now….my brother, I’m going to get you out of your uniform then you’re going to fuck me….or whatever you want….Please, Alek, I’ve thought about you every time some jerk stuck his dick in me, every dude who I sucked or I went down on….all I could think was that someday…I’d find you….even if you were just another trick but… if that had happened, I’d have begged you to take me home…”

    He was in tears of love and desperation. He’d taken the big chance, told the truth now…..there was only what might happen next.

    Alek held him not sure where this should go; He knew he loved the man in his arms but there was still the spectre of…what he’d done and….it sounded like he intended to keep doing it.

    A voice clouded by being held close, Devon’s voice, said…. “You don’t have to tell me, I saw….one guy even said I looked like the twin of the dude he’d balled last week….”.

    He was held harder. Tears wracked his body, Devon was holding him up….his life fell away, all he now had was the man in his arms who knew fucking everything…and didn’t care.

    “Come on, this is better continued in bed….might as well get that first fuck over with so that thereafter, we can just enjoy ourselves…..”

    Whether Alek wondered, thought, feared, being the sex partner of what was legally his son….he couldn’t think. All he could feel was Devon quietly undressing him, neatly folding his uniform, his clothes joined the tidy pile. He was skillfully maneuvered on to the bed, Devon beside him….his arm across his chest, his head beside his, kissing him….only five words, “I want you in me.” He slowly rolled carefully taking a pillow to put under himself.

    The other man felt he lacked resistance, felt his cock growing hard, knowing his body was coveting the succulent ass that lay there, wanting him. Slowly he lowered himself until just his cock head went in, reaching forward a bit, he kissed the back of Devon’s neck, found his hand taken, brought to the lips of his soon to be lover, kissed, held, waiting.

    It was a relief to gently enter the passage beneath him, knowing he was welcome.

    Devon was skilled, willing at sex. Perhaps it was because he was with a man he loved, surely that was most of it but, as with any talent, practice and repeatedly doing it added to his ability. Alek forgot he was on top, he was just the man for whom he cared deeply, loved…..only could feel Devon’s body, his warm, oozing interior that clutched the stem of his life….it was spontaneous, put his fingers on the nipples, pried them up, heard the quietly satisfied groan…lay there, fucking his man, licked his neck, felt the body heave up ever so slightly, the signal for him to start moving his cock up and down, slowly, just enough to let this person he was with him, would do whatever came next. Alek was lost in his own senses now blunted by that one feeling of desire, of wanting to press in, stimulate himself, fuck the body under him….forget everything thing but his all consuming desire to force his own body to prove how deeply he physically felt the flesh beneath him.

    Devon took the hand he held then moved it until it was under him, grasping his cock, making sure he knew his love making had him hard, he desired him, in his fingers he could feel the stickiness that precedes the grand flow of the milk of man. Alek was spurred on, desperate now to give to his wonder man what he was about to receive….Devon was subtly working his abs, his ejaculation was close…

    With a collapse of his own body, he felt the surge of cum into his partner’s ass….deep….warm….his own hand suddenly was filled with the same fluid…Like a man starved, he pulled it to his head, opened his mouth and for the first time tasted what would be the greatest taste he would ever have; They had bred to each other.

    Devon moved a bit so they were face to face, a bit of his white juice still on the lip of his man. He smiled, took a finger, wiped it up the pushed it, like a spoon, into the mouth adding two other fingers, wanting Alek to suck on them while he moved down to take a dark, hard pointed nipple into his own mouth, taste the sweat of sex, put both his arms around this wonderful man and just held him.

    “The first words….teach me…. ‘I love you in Polish, my language….”

    “Kocham cię….”

    He struggled to repeat it…

    “Don’t worry….I know what it means….and Kocham cię as well.” He smiled. I’ll Make a Polak out of you by Christmas….”

    They lay there. The word ‘happy’ wouldn’t have occurred to them but that’s what they were. Happy and grateful to have one another. Of course…it was Devon who found there was ….. One…. More …Thing.

    “How do you say, in Polish, I want to be fucked right now?”

    He thought he’d be shocked but instead he just grinned…. “That’s a more advanced lesson….” He paused while he gently turned the man in the bed with him on his belly…. “….but I can show you in English right now…..” And did.

    It was then that Alek discovered how great Devon was at….sex, not just fucking. He’d told him, maybe not just in those words, but he was a pro, a male whore, he stood at stud…as he was doing now. The slow slide in that just…seemed to go all the way. The sensation of pressure all through his tube of a friendly snake gliding to some point, flexing as it went. He could feel the veins as they expanded on the perimeter of Devon’s shaft. The arms around him, holding him, confining him, keeping him just where he wanted him…..the slight pause, the kiss on the back, the stunning shock of a hard thrust followed by multiple insertions that seemed almost panicked, as if they could not provide enough sensation then those last three, all the way out, all the way in until a gush of love sperm pooled in him. His man splayed over him, caressing him, kissing him, refusing to pull out….

    Alek…was astounded. He forgot he’d ever been fucked until this very moment, it was as if he’d found a new another cherry up his ass but…no…nothing hurt but now, like never before, he knew he’d given his virginity to the man to whom it would always rightly belong. There were tears of pleasure, gratitude, love…..Devon made himself into a child’s toy, wrapped himself around him, put his head by Alek’s…..turned, kissed him, looked in his eyes….the slight smile was all that was needed.

    Some time later they slept ensnarled in each other’s limbs and minds. Unable to think beyond the physical feeling of the man they were with, sleep was simply something that tied them together for as long as they wished.

    Czuje się dobrze!!!!!! Oh my fucking shit….that….feels…..so…….goooood.

    Devon smiled with his eyes, his mouth was gently sucking a cock that got hard while the man it was attached to was asleep; He was awake now. “Proszę, Proszę….oh God…please….” He put his hands around the head of man doing the sucking….. “That …. Devon….. oh holy shit,,,,”

    His abdomen was flexing, ass clenching, he was there, the feel of hard rushing cum….all the way through his cock fed into the mouth, the smacking sound of something tasted and swallowed.

    Devon grabbed his arms, held his legs down with his body. “I’m not done….”.

    The strong sense of being taken in, demanding his man shoot even when he just had was painful….

    “Więcej, proszę, zjedz mnie żywcem, więcej o gówno”

    He grinned to himself, he wanted to learn Polish, well, in a way, he was….some things don’t need to be translated.

    To make things more difficult, he took one hand, surrounded the ball bag then slowly began to squeeze.

    “Give me more or….” The sudden pain finished his sentence. His mouth drew back just enough to allow his teeth to catch and sink into the corona at the base of the head of the pulsating cock…..just slightly moving his jaws back and forth felt like a pair of blunted saws trying to nip off the place that wasn’t producing….but if it knew what was good for it….

    Sucked and squeezed, the man on the bed was thrown back and forth between agony and a deep, vibrating sense of his own masculinity. His mind demanded he give up the fast forming tasty shimmering slime, shoot it out….pray for release, hope for…more…

    Devon leaned back just a little smacking his lips, looking into the eyes of his man. “This time it’s for both of us to eat….right there, see if you can squirt it into your mouth, I like licking up cum from fur…just….like you’ve got here.”

    His head went back and engulfed a meat stick that hadn’t quite had time to go soft…and wasn’t going to now.

    Alek had never been edged, that constant demand that a man ejaculate with no pause, just an unstoppable command that he perform as a man, give as a man does, suffer when a man does not think he can do more but is forced by another to continue, pain, pleasure, fear of having his balls fall off, his prick be ripped but…somewhere in him the feeling, one he knows, desire to shoot….not much at first but there. His heaving chest, his spasming belly, he looks, his own fleshy gun is pointed at him….It’s as if his lungs collapse to force out that stuff he felt deep in him now splattered all up his torso, some of it clinging to his lips, the tip of his nose…. A man he loves working his way up, licking all of it, slurping, gulping, looking up to tell him I’m harvesting your male life, I’ll bring some of it to you…the bright sweat dampened hair covered head reaches him, their mouths connect….he reclaims part of what he just spurted but now this elixir is used to make the kiss something only two men can share. Fresh gotten sperm….hungrily letting it slither down their throats.

    Devon collapsed on his new, much adored brother. Rested. Looked up to see bright eyes plus one small drip of what he’d given just to the side of Alek’s nose. He took a finger, dredged it up, showed the man under him, smiled, popped it in his mouth then fell on him, tears of exhaustion and love which were returned. They lay there, their whole bodies being feelers for what it touched. It was as if the skin of one wildly wanted to join with the skin of the other…never release, always be together….only the collapse of exertion stopped them from what further plans….they lay side by each, slightly rolled up to see the other…..Words…..would do nothing so they closed their eyes, held each other, enjoyed the slight moisture that men exude when a thing is behind them but so well remembered.

    The rest of that day and the one following had markers of time only to others. The two men were in and out of bed, the shower, dancing, badly, to old tunes, feeling each other not for sex but so they’d never forget ever pore, ever bone beneath skin….a body. They spoke but grinned so often words, in which ever language, were garbled…it didn’t matter.

    Finally, the second night, they sat, naked, at the table in the kitchen feeding each other with their fingers. Not all the food got in, stupid smiles made that difficult….

    “Tomorrow?”

    He sighed…. “Work…Oh, all the guys want to meet you….you’re kinda famous…”.

    Devon looked….blank. “…may know some of them…..”.

    Alek didn’t understand.

    The younger brother looked at a wall, wished it would fall on them, dead, he’d never have to say another word…. “I’ve met some….working….”. He looked at this wonderful man and knew what he was going to tell him….would, well, he didn’t know…. “When they’d catch me…you know, fucking or whatever….I’d get out of it…. sucking them off or….whatever they wanted….” It wasn’t going to make it better but he said it. “Some of them…real nice guys….could’ve run me in….”.

    Alek stood up, his suddenly soft cock lay on the lip of a tomato sauce covered plate. Devon fell on the floor assuming he’d be beaten, some of the officers weren’t so nice, that’s what they liked to do….

    “Who….?”

    Devon started to shake his head a little which turned into a full side to side flurry… “Please…don’t….I don’t remember…you don’t….”

    “Yeah, I do….”. He looked down, tried to pull his brother up. “Some of those guys, my brother officers, are going to know you, going to know you’re my brother and, well, they’ll…”

    Devon’s face grew different, hard, calculating. “No, no they won’t. See, you fucked some of them yourself….that shuts them up.”

    He stood, took the man who was wandering around the edge of shock in his arms, “They say one word other than to be real happy for us and we’ll both bring up some memories….”

    He studied his face, trying to read it, trying to understand what he meant….

    “Tuffy”

    He knew the name, it was his occasional partner in the squad car. They said nothing…he thought…Tuffy…

    “Did you?”

    He got looked at in a new way. “We both did….only you had him here, in that room, in that bed…..a lot of times.”

    Alek fell into a chair, Devon got behind him, put his arms around him, lay his white blond hair on his brother’s white blond hair. “So what? I’m glad, he’s one of the nice guys, never beat me up, bought me things when I needed them….” He smiled. “Had a real  bad cold once…took me home with him….lucky I didn’t give him whatever I got….said he’d sleep over with his partner….germs….”

    The sick brother, Tuffy, that stupid smile, asking if he could bunk in, germs….they fucked all night.

    Slowly he let the words out…. “Yeah, he’s a good guy…..a real good guy.”

    He tried to wipe the sauce from his dick wherever it had slopped on him. Tried to think, couldn’t, wondered….to himself then aloud….

    “What’ll we do?”

    “Nothing, why should we? You’re a good man, police officer, good reputation….just ‘cuz you’ve made with some guys….” He looked at his handsome new brother. “Invite some of them over to meet me….they already know….just make it official. You want me to, I’ll let every one of them fuck me….the nice guys….the ones you know. They know…probably glad not to have to keep another secret…you’re going to get very popular…”

    Alek wondered if he might die? But….as his bright haired boy talked….he also got hard thinking of…some of the men….here…doing….remembered them from other places, naked in the locker room….who had looked at what or whom or how?

    Devon saw him, knew something of men, at least something more than a cop does…he was turned on just as he’d been the day before when the two of them, almost nonstop….He wondered if….

    “Know what a good looking cop can get for fucking some dude? Marines, Cops, Construction guys, all get top dollar…..just drop your pants….smile, stuff it deep…”

    “Devon, oh shit, no, Devon….”

    Devon looked at him. “Tomorrow, when you go to work, lets settle this now, so will I but making a lot more….see, I really  do love you, whatever that is in Polish, but now I’m safe,  the things we all need, roof over my head, food, clothes….” He took Alek in his arms, put is mouth by his ear… “but mostly a bed with a man who wants me….” He was breathing deeply. “I want you to fuck me right now, like I’m a cheap piece you picked up….put on your uniform pants, leave the fly open, get out your cock, put your cuffs on me, down on my shoulders and knees…..fuck me…..”

    He was almost hypnotized as he reached into the closet, took our his pants, pulled them one, left them unzipped, found his belt, got the cuffs, shoved Devon to the floor, pulled his arms and wrists behind him, snapped the cuffs, slapped his ass….walked around bouncing his hardening stick, looking for the slit, breathing hard, seeing a dribble of precum, down on his knees…stuck him like a feral pig.

    “AW KURWA!!!!” Kurwa, Kurwa, Kurwa…..Oh, Devon, you got such as sweet assss…..awwww I can’t stop….I’m gonna….”

    Devon flipped grabbing the hard, pulsing dick in his mouth adding to the agony of pleasure.

    When he had a mouth full, he knocked Alec down, straddled him, put their mouths together then slowly fed him what he’d given to the man he loved.

    Later, showered, dry, wrapped together in a large wool blanket, Devon’s head on his shoulder….Alek holding him in his arms…. “You’re gonna make a whore of me….”

    Devon smiled. “How about if your….well….our first customer is Tuffy….? Keep me off the streets…..” But to himself he thought….not all the streets….

    As much as he didn’t want to, he smiled. “Yeah, Tuffy…..”.

    In Devon’s mind he started a list of officers they  both knew. One other important thing; He would make sure he got in touch with his street buddy who’d been sending him customers for a while, ever since he took his cherry and taught him the business…..In his mind he laughed…..Sammy would be real pleased to know that there were a couple of cops that could be ‘rented’ for other than security duty…..

    There was the picture of a day, not so far off, when Alek would understand, would enjoy what they were doing. He could still be a cop, he was great at it….and, everybody knows, no cop makes quite enough, he’d have a side job…Devon remembered an indoor job, he’d have to think about it….Alek was a wonderful man, he really did love him….smiled to himself.

    He reached over, turned out the light, took Alek into his arms, told him, again, how much he loved him then both got comfortable, very comfortable….

    In the dark in their sleep both dreamed about a certain feeling only men truly get. Alek took his cock in his hand but only waited a moment until the hand of someone with him cupped his balls in his hand….Two white blond men started a new life with each other….happily, deeply, dreamily asleep….thinking about the next day and how different it would be…..

    To Be Continued..


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