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  • First time gone wild

    Since I was young I always had bi curious thoughts. As the years progressed I found myself thinking about it more and more, and I would have wild fantasies about being with a man. An older man, maybe 30s or 40s. I was massively turned on by the smell kf my own cock and would often eat my own cum after masturbating to some gay porn. Years went by and I was 21 years old. I had been out with friends drinking, got home around 2am quite drunk but not too bad. I was horny though. I often would download gay dating apps and chat to guys, exchange pics etc.

    This night though, i got speaking to a guy. I dont remember his name so lets call him Mike. We were chattjng and we exchanged pictures of our dicks and I absolutely loved the look of his. It was big, perfect shape, thick and veiny. I thought fuck it, and we agreed to meet at his house. I got a cab to his house and walked up to his front door. I was so fucking nervous it’s unreal, I had no idea how this would go, or if i would even go through with it. He greeted me and we went to his bedroom. We spoke for a bit and he was nice and easy to talk to. We spoke about how i was nervous as hell and he said we would take it slow.

    He leaned over and kissed me, gently but rough at the same time. I started to really enjoy it and I became ridiculously horny. We were licking each others tongues and it felt real dirty. He was grabbing the back of my hair. Mike was a lot bigger than I am. I’m really skinny so I wanted to be his little bitch. After a while of making out and gropong each other’s cocks from outside the pants, I started pulling his pants down. When they were down I immediately got on my knees and I could smell it. It was so beautiful, it smelled of sweat and musk. His balls were also sweaty.

    I looked up at him and i knew how excited he was. “Put it in your mouth” he said. I nodded and put the head in my mouth. It tasted salty, and amazing. Ill never forget that taste. After sucking back and forth for a minute i moved to his balls and started sucking them individually. After a while of sucking, licking, spitting and kissing i told him i wanted it rough.

    I told him i want to be fucked in the mouth and that i wanted to choke. He grabbed the back of my head and shoved it all the way down my throat and just held my head there. After a few seconds i gagged and started choking but he held it there. After about 10 seconds he let go of my head and gave me some air. This just turned me on so much, i couldnt believe it was finally happening and how amazing it felt.

    He fucked my mouth for 10 minutes and after a while my whole face and his cock was covered in my spit. It was so dirty. I told him i loved it and he asked if i wanted to go dirtier. I said yes of course, so he grabbed my head, pulled it back and told me to open my mouth. I did as i was told and he spat directly into my mouth. I was so turned on by this i asked for more. He let out a big lot of spit onto his hand and wiped it over my face and his cock, and then continued to face fuck me.

    After a few minutes i asked him to go even dirtier. So he grabbed my head again, this time not doing or saying anything. Then out of nowhere piss started squirting out of his cock. I was not expecting it at all, but i thought fuck it. I didnt swallow alot of it but i bathed my face in his piss for a good 30 seconds.

    I was so deep into this and couldnt believe what was happening, like all my fantasies coming true in one night..

    tbc

  • Daddy Bear – Christmas

    As I glance between the clock and the Bank’s window out to the street, time is dragging. People are rushing by with bags, and they’re probably full of last-minute Christmas shopping. I can’t wait for four o’clock to arrive. This year will be our first Christmas together in Brighton. Ever since we moved here, things between Frank and me have been so great. I’m his world, and he is mine. The clock hits four; I click shut down on the computer then take my till drawer out to the back office.

    “Hey Carter, just drop the drawer on the side, you can head off, I will do the final banking and finish up here,” Sandra says.

    It didn’t take long for me to settle into this new branch and Sandra, the manager, is lovely.

    “Thanks, Sandra,” I say without hesitation. “Merry Christmas.”

    “Merry Christmas, have a good one.” She says.

    “You too.” I’m still pulling on my coat, hat and scarf as I rush out of the back door. Slipping on earphones, I hit play on my phone, The first piano notes from Frankie’s Power of Love ring around my head. The chill in the air hits my face as I take in a deep breath; the smell of roasting chestnuts fills the air. My skin tingles, now it feels like Christmas. I have a few days off to spend with Daddy. As I look down the street, I can see lights strung between the lamp posts. They flash and twinkle in the shape of snowflakes and snowmen.

    A single snowflake hits my nose; the warmth of my skin makes it melt, sending shivers through me. The excitement of a possible white Christmas building as I see more snow slowly drifting in the air in front of me. How fantastic would that be for our first one in the new apartment it would be so special?

    I’m lost in the music as I walk towards the seafront. The towns large tree glistens in the distance. I wonder what presents Frank has got me, not that the presents matter. Having him beats all my Christmas presents. He has gone so over the top with decorations, and our home looks like a Santa’s grotto. I didn’t realise he loves Christmas so much, but I love it that he does. We have his mum coming for dinner tomorrow, I’ve met her several times now, even though she seems to forget who I am at times she is adorable and is always telling Frank how lovely I am which makes me blush.

    The song ends, and Last Christmas begins to play as I reach the end of the street. The tree towers above me draped in blue lights. The snow is falling heavier now. I stare at the tree and smile; this is always a wonderful time of year. When people forgive and forget, sharing special moments and love.

    Pulling the phone out of my pocket, I scroll through the contacts selecting Brandon’s name. His face appears on the screen. Shivers run down my spine, my heart thuds against my chest as I take a deep breath, hovering a finger over the call button.

    I stare at his face and the memories of that night in the flat flood into my mind. I can’t do it. I know it’s the time to forgive, but I still can’t forgive him for what he did. I slide the phone back into my pocket. Feeling my heart sink a little as I think about what he will be doing this year? Will he be alone in the flat? I hope not, and I hope he meets someone and finds the same happiness that I have with Frank. It’s strange how something can happen to change you from best friends to strangers so quickly. Maybe I will catch up with him next year.

    I continue walking along the seafront towards our apartment block. The apartment has a private roof terrace. It wasn’t cheap, but Frank said it would be great in the summer as we can sunbathe nude on the roof. That sold it to me instantly, aside from that the view out the windows over the sea is impressive. I couldn’t wish for a better place to live with him.

    By the time I reach home, the snow is beginning to settle on the path, a light dusting, and I can see footsteps behind me. Inside the building, I stamp my feet on the mat and turn off the music, removing my hat and earphones. Inside the building feels warm after the chill outside. I press the button for the lift, the building is only four floors high, but I can’t be bothered to walk up the stairs.

    Opening the door to the apartment, I step inside and hang my coat, hat and scarf on the hook by the door before kicking off my shoes.

    Standing near the door in my work suit, I call out, “Daddy. I’m home.”

    Frank steps out from the bedroom and leans against the door frame, my skin goose-bumps as shivers run down my spine, my cock stiffening, my mouth gaping open as I look at him.

    He is wearing black leather boots. The tan is slightly fading on his muscular hairy legs, bare skin showing up to the bottom of the skimpy red silk shorts. His leather chest harness is strapped tightly into his thick dark chest hair. I lick my lips at the sight of him. He looks so fucking handsome in the cute Santa hat as he sucks seductively on a red and white candy cane. I feel my legs tremble and my cock leak as he slowly pulls the candy out of his lips and drags his tongue along it.

    “Merry Christmas Boy, Santa Bear has a present for you.” The gravel in his voice makes my cock twitch, as my eyes follow his fingers. They stroke along the length of his hard cock that’s straining against his shorts.

    My heart is crashing against my chest as I stare at him, unable to move. He quickly closes the space between us. He licks the candy cane then drags it across my bottom lip, the sweet taste forcing my tongue to follow it before he drops it onto the floor. “I’ve been waiting for you,” he growls.

    I catch my breath as my skin tingles, trying to calm myself, but I don’t stand a chance as he twists my tie into his fist. Leading me into the lounge like a dog on a leash he stops in front of the imitation roaring log fire then turns to face me.

    “Have you been naughty or nice?” he whispers.

    I almost came in my pants as he teases me with his words.

    “Naughty…” My cock is throbbing as he loosens my tie.

    “You know what a naughty boy gets, don’t you.”

    “Yes, Santa.”

    He pulls the tie from my neck and throws it onto the floor. Leaning forward, he presses his lips to my ear and whispers, “I’m going to strip you, then fuck you, naughty Boy.”

    His words make me whimper, and my body shivers.

    He removes my jacket then slowly unbuttons my shirt; his eyes remain fixed on mine as he slips the shirt from my shoulders. I moan with each soft kiss he places against my neck. My nipples stiffen as he teases them with his thumbs.

    He trails kisses down my hairless chest as he lowers himself to his knees. Unbuckling my belt, he releases the button on my trousers and slowly pulls the zipper down. The temptation to grab his head and thrust his face against my cock is overwhelming, but I know better than to do that to Daddy.

    Sliding my trousers to the floor, he lifts my feet to free them before tossing them to the side. I’m now standing in my tight white briefs and black socks. The wet patch on my briefs is growing as my cock leaks in anticipation of what is coming next.

    I moan loudly as his tongue licks along my shaft, nibbling my cock head he sucks the wet material into his mouth, and I hear him growl as he tastes my pre-cum. He stands in front of me, then walks behind me, his hands squeeze my arse cheeks as I feel the warmth of his breath against my ear. “Get down on your hands and knees and crawl onto the chair.”

    “Yes, Santa.” I whimper, lowering myself to the floor, glancing back up at him. My sexy Santa staring down at me as I slowly crawl towards the leather chair next to the fireplace. I wiggle my arse, teasing him as I climb onto the chair, bracing myself against the high back.

    “My naughty Boy needs to be taught a lesson.” He says as he walks towards me. He rubs his hand over my backside before pulling my briefs down to reveal my smooth bare arse to him. I feel his fingers trace across my cheeks, making me moan and bury my face into the back of the chair. He pulls my cheeks apart, and I let out a low growl as his tongue flicks over my hole. My skin tingles from his coolness as he blows gently against the wetness left by his tongue. His fingers brush over my balls and wrap around my hard cock as his tongue pushes harder into me stretching my hole, the pleasure and desire to feel him deeper inside makes me push back against his face. My moans are getting louder as his tongue plays with my hole.

    “Fuck me Santa,” I call out breathless, desperate for his hard cock to fill me.

    Without a word, his tongue is gone replaced by the pressure of his cock head pushing into me. I groan and throw my head back as his full-length slides deep into me, his pubic hair rubbing against my arse as he grinds himself deeper. His hands grip my hips as he pulls his cock almost entirely out of me before ramming it hard into me. My fingers dig into the leather of the chair as his cock slowly grinds in and out of me.

    “This is what a naughty boy gets.” He growls as he fucks me faster.

    I moan and whimper, my eyes closed tight as I push back against him while he eagerly pounds my arse. He slides his hands up to my chest and pulls my body tight to his chest. The metal studs of the leather chest harness dig into my back as he crushes my body against him. His breathing heavy in my ear as he pounds me harder and faster. Holding me tight to his chest with one hand, the other slides back down my body and grips my hard-throbbing cock. He strokes my shaft in unison with his cock fucking me. I feel my balls tightening to my body unable to hold back I growl and convulse against him as cum shoots from my cock onto the chair. My arse gripping tightly around his cock as I orgasm, pushing him over the edge, he rams his cock deep into me, the warmth of his cum filling me deep inside as he roars in my ear.

    He releases my cock and grabs my hips, holding himself deep in me as his cock throbs, filling me with his thick Daddy load.

    Pulling his cock out of me, he is gasping for his breath “Stand up.”

    As I stand, he slides himself around me into the chair, his bare arse sliding over the cum laden seat. He pulls me down into his lap. I curl myself into him, snuggling into his thick chest hair as he wraps his arms around me, pulling me tighter into his body.

    “Merry Christmas my Boy.” He whispers and kisses the top of my head.

    We cuddle together in the chair by the fireplace the Christmas tree lights twinkling across the room. I feel so protected in his arms.

    “Merry Christmas Santa,” I reply, knowing this will be my best Christmas ever now I have my Daddy in my life.

    The End.


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  • A sticky problem

    “In conclusion, Headmaster, I blame myself entirely for the unfortunate situation I have just outlined to you. The question is, can you help me in what I suppose might best be termed, my hour of need.”

    This concluding remark to what had been a long story, was addressed, in early January 1900, by Colonel Sir John Reginald Thomas Sefton-Browne of Her Britannic Majesty’s Bengal Regiment, stationed in Calcutta, to the Headmaster, Dr. William Greatorix-Smyth of, to give it its full name, The Grantley Academy for Boys of British Commissioned Officers; more usually referred to simply as Grantley.

    Grantley was named after its founder, one William Grantley, a mid-nineteenth century Admiral of the British Royal Navy. Admiral Grantley had realised that regular serving naval and army officers too, often on assignment overseas in the then many outposts of the British Empire, needed a school which could, when required, offer year- round care of their male offspring. 

    Grantley was essentially an up-market English public school, but with an important difference from its homologues.  It took boys from the tender age of eight into what was essentially a preparatory school. Then, at age eleven, they moved into the public school proper.  But boys, who entered aged eight, were immediately assigned to one of the six boarding houses, which became their home, until they left as young men aged eighteen. But the big difference, which truly set Grantley apart from other public schools, was that fact that out of term, Grantley still cared for those boys whose parents were abroad, running the British Empire. So parents could safely park their offspring at Grantley, in the secure knowledge that, provided they paid the eye-wateringly large fees, their sons would be housed, clothed and fed, and given a rigorous education as befitted the sons of gentlemen.  And like most rigorous educations at most English public schools, at Grantley, the regular vigorous use of both the cane and the birch were – to put it succinctly – de rigueur!

    It was precisely this; let us call it, unique one-stop aspect of Grantley, which had led to the meeting now taking place between Colonel Sefton-Browne and Dr. Greatorix-Smyth. What the colonel had referred to as the unfortunate situation was the culmination of a series of equally unexpected events, which had occurred over the years. The colonel, born as plain, untitled John Sefton-Browne had succeeded to the baronetcy, as the fifth baronet, aged only eighteen, on the accidental death of his father, the fourth baronet, in a riding accident As his mother had died of natural causes a few years earlier, the young man was left with no parents; and as both his late parents had also been only children, he found himself without any close relatives, such as aunts, uncles and cousins. In a word, the young Sir John Sefton-Browne had no close family.

    Having decided to make a career in the army, he had sold off the family house and more or less severed ties with England. And so it was as a second lieutenant that Sir John Sefton-Browne, then aged twenty, had first joined the British Bengal Regiment, stationed in Calcutta, a place which he gradually came to think of as home. Some twenty-five years later, the by then Major Sir John Sefton-Browne, whom everyone thought of as a confirmed bachelor, a career officer in the Regular Army in India, suddenly, on one of his very rare returns to England, had married a lady some twenty years younger than himself. Aged then some forty-five years old, he had wasted no time, for together with his new wife, they had produced a son within ten months of the marriage.

    As his wife was rather frail, he had left her, in England during her pregnancy in the hands of her widowed mother. However, fate was unkind, to the Sefton-Brownes, as when the child, a son, was born, his mother died shortly after her confinement. So within less than a year after his marriage, the newly wedded Major Sefton-Browne was left a widower with his regiment in Calcutta, with a new-born son, whom he had not yet seen, in England. The boy was christened Cedric John Sefton-Browne and the major made, what had seemed to him at the time, an admirable arrangement with his widowed mother-in-law, leaving his son in the care of his maternal grandmother, to whom, having lost both her own husband and only daughter, Cedric became her most precious possession. So Cedric Sefton-Browne, who would in due course inherit his father’s title as the sixth baronet, was left in the care of his grandmother, his only close relative other than his father.

    However, what Major Sir John Sefton-Browne had not reckoned with, was that his mother-in-law, a lady of considerable financial means, unilaterally decided that her grandson should be educated privately at home. And so until his sixth year, little Cedric was comforted and cosseted by a nanny, who became, as many such maiden ladies so often did, his surrogate mother. However, when he came of an age when he should  have been sent to some infants’ school, his grandmother decided that he would be best off educated privately at home and engaged first a young governess, followed, when Cedric reached the age of eight, by a live in tutor, called Edward Farrer.  And it was this young man, who allowed his only pupil to call him Edward, an unheard of liberty at that time, who was Cedric’s sole source of instruction.

    With his son, out of sight and out of mind, so to speak, Sir John thought very little about his only child and saw him even less.  So it is safe to say that like many other boys, whose parents were away somewhere in the British Empire, waving the flag and serving King and Country, (Queen Victoria had, by now, passed on and Britain had a King, Edward VII) it is a sad fact of life that little Cedric and his absentee father, barely knew one another.  As a result, the bond, which normally exists between father and son, was never really established, given that Sir John was thousands of miles away in India, and his son in a country town in West Sussex in England. In fact, Cedric was one year old before his father saw him for the first time. So gradually, as time passed, Sir John thought less and less about his only son, whom he saw only on one of his rare trips to England, where, having no longer a family house, he stayed at his club in Pall-Mall.

    However, all this had changed with a vengeance when the now commander of the Bengal Regiment, Colonel Sir John Sefton-Browne, as he had in the meantime become, received a telegram from England, informing him that his mother-in-law had, quite unexpectedly, and for him personally inconveniently, died of a heart attack, leaving his son practically an orphan, as he had no relatives on either side of his parental families in England.  So Colonel Sir John, had been forced to apply for compassionate leave, and return to England, which is what had brought him to Grantley. As the boy’s father, even though he barely knew his son, he had to make arrangements for the lad’s life and education in England, as it was unthinkable for him that he take his son back to live and be educated in India.

    From the little he knew of his own flesh and blood old, he thought that the cosseted and comfortable environment, in which Cedric had been brought up by his grandmother, had turned his son into something of a milk-sop. It has it be said that the colonel, like many of his ilk, was an irascible sort of man and the strictest of disciplinarians with his men; so even the thought that his only son and heir might be a softy, was a complete anathema to him. What, in his mind, the lad now clearly needed was to be sent to a strict public school, where he would receive an education befitting the son of an English gentleman and be introduced to the rude realities of life. Whether Cedric wanted to be sent to a public school or not, was not up for debate. After his arrival in England, his father blankly told him that from now on his future would be at a boys’ boarding school: end of story!

    Chapter 2 

    “As I say, Headmaster, I should have put my foot down when Cedric reached the age of eight and insisted that his grandmother send him to a good prep school.  But I did not do that and now you see the mess, in which my weakness has landed me.  The totally unexpected, early demise of his grandmother, my mother-in-law, has, to say the very least, made life difficult for both Cedric and me. Her death has more or less rendered the boy, who is now aged eleven going on twelve, a quasi orphan.”

    What the colonel did not say to the Headmaster was that he and his late mother-in-law had had a reciprocal love-hate relationship with each other. In one way he was pleased that the old bird had taken Cedric off his hands, for deep inside himself he knew that the last thing he had actually wanted, as a career soldier in India, was a hands-on relationship with his son with all the bother of attending to the needs of a young child. And so, in one way he was grateful to her for having taken Cedric off his hands, more or less from birth.  On the other hand, however, he deeply resented that fact that she had consulted him on absolutely nothing concerning Cedric.

    His one and only consolation was that he knew that his mother-in-law adored her grandson and that in her doting care he was safe from harm. Additionally, as she was, to say the very least, well-off (actually, she was stinking rich with old money) he had never been asked, nor had he ever offered, to make any financial contribution towards the upkeep of his son. So over the years he had allowed himself to slip into being a father in name only; so much so that he had, much to his mother-in-law’s disgust, on two occasions forgotten the boy’s birthday. However the untimely demise of Cedric’s grandmother had radically changed all that, which was why the colonel was figuratively on his knees in front of the Headmaster of Grantley.

    “I am myself now aged fifty-five and have still ten more years to serve in the army before I retire. As my military career has been spent entirely in India, I have come to look upon the place as my home and I have no wish for my son to be brought up there. Clearly, I cannot leave an eleven year old, to his own devices.” The colonel’s next remark showed the Headmaster how totally self-centred and selfish the man in front of him truly was: “If only his grandmother had lived until Cedric was eighteen and was his own man, then I would not be in the pickle in which I find myself at this moment. But there is no point in crying over split milk; a solution must be found, and found immediately, for the boy’s future.”

    The Headmaster, listening to this, was unsure of who the colonel thought had spilled the milk. Was it he himself in not insisting that his son be sent to a prep school at the age of eight, in which case he would have been in the English public boarding school system? Or was it the fault of his grandmother, who had, as implied by the colonel’s tone of voice, not only decided that her grandson should be privately educated without reference to his father, but had then had the inconvenient effrontery to die before her time?

    “So Headmaster, I am forced to ask you, if you would be willing to accept my son as a pupil at Grantley under these quite exceptional circumstances. I appreciate that it is not the beginning of the school’s academic year, or even start of the winter term, as we are already in the first week of January.  But, as things stand at the moment, I see no alternative to Grantley, as a means of killing two birds with one stone.”

    “A most unfortunate choice of words,” thought the Headmaster to himself.

    “You see Headmaster, Grantley alone offers the unique combination of an excellent public school education, with its customary discipline which all boys need, though they may not much like it, coupled with a safe refuge for boys like mine, whose parents cannot always take care of their offspring out of term-time. It gives parents the peace of mind that, come what may, their son is in good hands and in no danger.”

    The Headmaster again thought to himself: “You really just want to get your son off your hands and go back to India and don’t care two hoots about him. You just want to run your regiment in Calcutta. Out of sight, out of mind; that, my dear sir, sums you up completely.”

    “So, Headmaster, if you could agree to accept Cedric under these quite exceptional circumstances, I would, be eternally grateful; of course. I would be willing to pay the full year’s school fees. And in addition, in view of the fact that my son has never been in a school environment, I am quite willing to pay for additional tuition to – how shall I put it? – bring the lad up to speed, as I suspect that he may be woefully lacking in many subjects.”

    Before the colonel had finished speaking, the Headmaster had already made up his mind that he would accept the boy.  He had never even met Cedric, but he already felt sorry for the lad; sorry, but also in a way glad for the boy, that his unreal, idyllic life with his grandmother had come to such a sudden sad end, sooner rather than later; sorry also that the boy had not been sent to prep school to interface with and integrate himself into his peer group; and sorry for the boy when he thought of the sharp shock he would experience at being thrown in at the deep end of the hurly-burly of life at Grantley, which was not at all a bed of roses.

    The Headmaster, Dr. Greatorix-Smyth, was not by nature a sentimental softy; in fact, quite the contrary, as he ruled the school with that figurative rod of iron. So it was not to be thought that his sympathy for the boy would in any way influence his treatment as a pupil at the school. Given the school’s historical antecedents, discipline was based on rather harsh navy and army practices, The birch and cane were in regular use in the school proper, but also in the six houses where the boys boarded; too regularly in the view of most of the boys, whose backsides were frequently warmed by the vigorous application of both implements by the Headmaster, the six housemasters and prefects, none of whom ever shirked doing what they considered as their corrective duty.  In fact, the Headmaster himself was an enthusiastic and efficient wielder of both the birch and the cane, as many a lad could testify. So from the time they got out of bed in the morning until lights out in the dormitories in the evening, the threat of the cane and the birch was ever present.

    Cedric would have a lot to learn and a lot of catching up to do. Given the strict discipline which was enforced at Grantley, the Headmaster knew that the lad would have quite a few painful experiences learning the ropes and would, like most boys, probably, times without number, sob himself quietly to sleep, nursing a very sore bottom, before he finally felt that he had arrived and fitted in at Grantley; but that was something Cedric would have to come to terms with as being part and parcel of life at a public school. But that was all in the future; the first thing was to get Cedric installed in the system and kitted out with the considerable paraphernalia necessary for life at the school.

    “Well, Sir John, I think that the school can accommodate you under what are truly quite exceptional circumstances. I think that we can place your son in the care of Commander Thresher, who is the housemaster of Wellington House and who takes a no nonsense approach to the boys in his care. Before joining us as a teacher, Commander Thresher was in charge of a Royal Navy training facility for young cadets, a post he had to relinquish due to ill health.  We count ourselves fortunate to have him with us, as his strict naval training, particularly in the matter of discipline, has been an inspiration to us all. He is exactly the right person to take charge of a boy who hitherto has been allowed to do much as he pleased and who will have to learn to toe the line, which I regret to say your son might find a painful experience.”

    “So my suggestion is that you take the next week to kit out your son with the necessary school uniform, other clothing and all the various requisites which he will need for life at Grantley. We are very strict when it comes to dress, as we are in all things, as befits a school for boys of military and naval officers. So it is important that your son lack for none of what we here consider as the essential trappings for life at Grantley. Matron will provide you with a complete list of everything your son will need, together with a list of approved suppliers in central London.”

    “I suggest that we make an appointment here and now for the date and time at which you will bring your son here to the school, so that you may meet Commander Thresher, who will be Cedric’s housemaster, and see him safely installed in Wellington House, before you return to your duties in India. That way you will have the peace of mind of knowing that your son is settled for the most important his formative years of his life., in what will essentially become his home, with Commander Thresher as his father figure, It is our aim to turn out well-educated, young gentlemen, who can go on to assume important roles in the life of this country, when they finally leave Grantley. And I assure you that even though your son is a late starter, with extra help, I am certain that we will turn out a young man who will be a credit to you.” 

    Chapter 3 

    Readers will have noticed, that so far in this narrative, other than his name, we know nothing  about Cedric himself, the hero of this story, other than that he barely knew his father and what little he knew of him, he feared and, quite frankly, disliked.  Cedric, who had been brought up by his maternal grandmother, was heir to the hereditary title of a father, whom he barely knew, and had been educated privately until now. He was already a rich young man in his own right, his grandmother having left him the sole beneficiary of her entire, quite considerable fortune and the house in which he had lived all his life.

    His grandmother, who had died at the young age of sixty-five, had left her affairs in perfect order. It was almost, as if foreseeing that she might herself die before her grandson reached his majority, she had covered every eventuality. The executors of her estate, her solicitors, were instructed to sell the house and invest the proceeds together with her other assets on behalf of her grandson until he reached the age of eighteen. She had clearly seen that it was his absentee father’s responsibility to fund his son until he reached that age. But from age eighteen onward, he would received a generous monthly allowance from his inheritance until he attained his majority, which was twenty-one in those days, when he would be able to touch the totality of his inheritance.

    The old lady’s fortune had amounted to a total of just over £1 million at the time of her death in 1900. Today in 2020, the purchasing power of his inheritance would be that of around £125 million. So Cedric, aged eleven, was already fabulously wealthy, a fact of which he was totally unaware. But his grandmother, conditioned by the knowledge that in the event of her death, her grandson would be left with only one living relative in the world, her son-in-law, his largely absentee father, had made provision that if Colonel Sir John Sefton-Brown should also die before his son reached eighteen years of age, leaving his son a minor and an orphan, albeit a very rich one, her solicitors who were controlling Cedric’s inheritance,  would appoint a guardian, who would see his ward through his schooling, when aged eighteen, he would be allowed  full access to his fortune. 

    The fateful day and hour arrived and the colonel, accompanied by his son, arrived at Grantley late in the afternoon the second Friday in January. After the registration formalities had been completed, Commander Thresher, the housemaster of Wellington House, arrived and tea was served in Dr. Greatorix-Smyth’s study. The colonel was surprised to see that the ex-naval commander was much younger than he had anticipated and looked fit and well and not at all as if he had been invalided out of the navy, as he had hitherto been led to believe.

    Shortly after tea, the colonel departed, leaving his son and heir to the tender, loving care of the school and more specifically in the hands of Commander Thresher, whom at first sight the colonel had recognised as being of a character similar to his own: someone who was used to being in charge; used to having his orders carried out smartly and to the letter; and if they were not, then God help the offender; and in that mysterious way in which God moves, his wonders to perform, he rarely, if ever, did!  As Cedric was rapidly to learn, in Wellington House, under the aegis of Commander Thresher, the cane and the birch were in regular use. In fact, other than the Headmaster himself, Commander Thresher was alone among his fellow housemasters still to use the birch in addition to the cane. But use it he did; and quite frequently; particularly on the older boys, whose misdemeanours often justified, in his eyes, what his victims called the double whammy: the birch followed by a several cuts of the cane.

    “Yes,” thought the colonel to himself as he left the school, “This is exactly what my milk-sop of a son needs: a good dose of naval discipline to bring him into the real world, after the years of mollycoddling by his grandmother.” He then allowed himself to think the unthinkable: “Thank god that the old girl died when she did; not a moment too soon, otherwise my son would have been lost forever, if he had stayed under her wing. Ah well; all’s well that ends well; Cedric will now get the sort of education he needs. Thank goodness I was able to persuade the Headmaster to accept him in the middle of the term and take the boy of my hands.”

    These private thoughts showed the colonel for what he, in fact was: a selfish, bullying  man, whose only pleasure in life was lording it over his over his regiment, which, like Dr. Greatorix-Smyth and Commander Thresher at Grantley, he ruled with a rod of iron. Basically he cared not two hoots for his son’s future. In his own eyes he had done his duty as a father in placing Cedric in an establishment where he would be cared for and given an education fit for the son of a gentleman, such as he saw himself. He was quite content to pay the expensive school-fees and out-of-term living costs for his son, if the only effort required on his part was to sign the cheques.

    Grantley was a school of strong tradition and boys entering were assigned to the same house as had been their fathers and even their grandfathers before them. The house system also created hero worship among the younger boys, who admired certain of their older brethren and hoped desperately that they too would one day be the same. Thus they developed complete loyalty to their house at a very early age. But the sense of belonging and family was taken even further, for in each house, the ten boys of the yearly intake were assigned to a single dormitory. Then as they passed through the school, they slept together as a group, until the lower sixth form, when two boys shared a study bedroom. In their final year in the upper sixth, each boy had his own study bedroom and slept alone for the first time since entering Grantley. 

    Installing Cedric in Wellington House had been a no-brainer for the Headmaster as it just so happened that the Wellington, eleven-plus dormitory, the senior dormitory of the lower school, had commenced the winter term that January one boy down. For reasons best know to themselves, this boy’s parents had decided to withdraw him from Grantley in December and place him in another school elsewhere; so conveniently there was a spare bed in the ten-bed dorm. Thus the Headmaster had had no problem in helping the colonel out of his dilemma.

    So Cedric, with no experience of life with other boys on a daily basis, found himself, by default, in dormitory of nine boys of his own age, all of whom had lived together as a group since their entry into Grantley aged eight. Not only was the lad thrust, as an outsider, into an existing group of boys, but he also found  himself in what everyone at Grantley considered to be the strictest of the the six houses. The housemaster, Commander Thresher, had a justifiable reputation as the strictest of strict disciplinarians; a fact, which was well known throughout the school.  Given his total inexperience of communal life, not surprisingly, Cedric found himself very much the square peg in a round hole.

    Not for nothing was Commander Thresher known as The Thrasher, the obvious nickname which the boys had immediately seized upon for him, for given his devotion to regular use of both the cane and the birch, it was entirely apposite. An appointment to see The Thrasher in his study was one which filled every boy, from the youngest to the oldest, with fear. In fact, it was, well, let us call it his overenthusiastic use of the cane – in a word, brutality, and not illness, which had led to his leaving that hotbed of corporal punishment, for which any Royal Navy cadet training establishment is justly notorious.  An appointment with the Thrasher was generally considered something to be avoided like the plague; but like the plague, as boys discovered, such appointments were not easy to avoid. So the characteristic sound of the cane or the birch, especially the former, mating with the firm mound of some unfortunate  boy’s naked buttocks, accompanied by vocal expressions of appreciation from the recipient, were regularly to be heard emanating from the Thrasher’s study.

    But, as Cedric was eventually to find out, total avoidance of that dreaded invitation was well nigh impossible to achieve. It seemed as though one way other another, the Commander wanted to familiarise himself with the topography of each and every one of his charges’ naked arses. And it is true that the Commander could have identified many of the older boys, to whom he regularly offered communion with the cane, by their arses, in what might have been described as an arse identity parade, if such had ever taken place. So familiar with the topography the backsides of certain of the boys, which he regularly addressed with either the birch or cane, or sometimes both, that they had become as recognisable to him as their owners’ faces.

    It was around five in the afternoon when the Headmaster finally handed Cedric over to his Housemaster, who having shown Cedric to the dormitory of which he was to become a member for his entire career at Grantley, promptly left him in the capable hands of the present house-captain, the eighteen year-old upper-sixth former, Roderick Havers, to show him the ropes. Havers, like so many boys who were elevated to the status of prefect, took his duties very seriously, especially when it came exercising the beating privileges which came with the post.

    He, like the Commander, on whom he modelled his behaviour, never hesitated for even a moment before correcting – a euphemism for caning – any of his schoolmates, no matter what their age, if he felt they deserved it; a feeling to which he gave way very frequently. Such was his fondness for the cane that by Christmas, the end of his first term as the senior house-prefect, he had become the most hated and feared house-captain of Wellington House in recent history. And it was this strict disciplinarian, with a strong sadistic streak in his make-up, who introduced Cedric to his new surroundings and gave him a few perfunctory remarks about life at Grantley.

    The senior prep dormitory, in which Cedric was destined to spend his first year at Grantley, was a long, bare, rectangular room with a window at the far end.  Along each of the long walls, jutting out from them at right-angles, were five identical metal-framed beds, separated from each other by a custom made cupboard-chest of drawers combination, in which the occupant of the adjacent bed stored his clothes and personal possessions. Havers pointed to the second bed on the right, at the foot of which was already standing Cedric’s brand-new school trunk containing all the clothes and paraphernalia necessary for life of an eleven year-old boy at Grantley.

    Stating the obvious, he said: “That’s your bed, Sefton-Browne; so I suggest that you unpack your things and change into your school uniform in time for supper which is at seven. I’ll be back in half an hour and take you to the junior common room where most of your house-mates probably are at the moment and introduce you to everyone as a new boy. Now I advise you to get on with things, as we don’t like boys who mess around and never get things done. So you have half an hour to unpack your things and get into your school uniform.  I shall be back at five-thirty, sharp and I expect you to be fully dressed ready as do not want to be kept waiting. Is that clear, Sefton-Browne?”

    For Cedric, this was the first time in his life he had been addressed as Sefton-Browne, which he found totally unfriendly and unnerving; and so he was too nonplussed to reply.

    “I asked you if that was clear, Sefton-Browne and when I ask you a question, I expect an answer.  So let me ask you again, boy; is that clear?”

    This was said by Havers in a menacing way which brooked no dissent; so Cedric, making his first mistake, meekly answered: “Yes, sir.”

    Havers then corrected Cedric, somewhat harshly saying, “Sefton-Browne, I don’t know where you were at school before you were inflicted upon us here at Grantley, but you clearly have a lot to learn. Are you unaware of the fact that when you address a prefect, you address him by his name and never call him sir? Sir is reserved uniquely for when you address a master or another adult. So the correct reply to my question should have been; Yes, Havers. Is that clear, Sefton-Brown?”

    Cedric, somewhat disconcerted by the tone of Havers’s voice, meekly replied: “Yes, Havers.”

    But Havers was not content to let matters rest there as he continued, intent on making a mountain out of a molehill and making poor Cedric even more nervous than he already was: “Sefton-Browne, you have got off to a very bad start on your first day at Grantley. So don’t make matters worse by being late.  I expect you to be fully dressed in your school uniform and your things to be stowed away in your locker when I come back here in half an hour. And to make things quite clear, Sefton-Browne, here at Grantley, a half hour is precisely thirty minutes. So, unless you wish me to take immediate corrective action to show you that I mean what I say, I expect you to be ready and not to be kept waiting.  Have I made myself clear enough, Sefton-Browne?”

    Cedric replied: “Yes, Havers, I have understood what you have just said and I will try my best to be ready on time.” He paused, as if wanting to add something, but then thought better of it and said nothing more.

    But Havers was intent on having the last word and as he left, leaving Cedric to unpack and dress, he added: “Sefton-Browne, I have better  things to do other than holding  you hand; so I expect you you to be ready when I return. Trying your best to be ready and not succeeding will simply not do; so if you keep me waiting on my return you will bear the consequences for wasting my time, brought on by yourself through your lack of application to the task at hand; consequences, which allow me to assure you, will not be at all pleasant for you. Half an hour is ample time for you to dress and put your things away. If you are not ready when I return, I shall be obliged to introduce you to a less pleasant aspect of life in this house; one much less pleasant than introducing you to your house-mates.”

    Chapter 4 

    Finally left alone in the empty dorm, Cedric looked around the fairly bleak room where he would be sleeping with nine other boys of his age.  He saw that there was a name card in metal holder on the door of each cupboard. So eager to know the names of his future house-mates, he spent a few moments passing from one bed to the next, looking at at the name of each occupant in turn.  Typical of the discipline of a military based establishment, the boys had been allocated their beds in alphabetic order, starting with the first bed on the left, running down the five beds towards the window and then returning in the opposite direction from the first bed to the right of the window.  Cedric was blessed with an almost photographic memory and one pass was enough for him to have the names of all his nine dorm-mates in his head: Adams, Crombie, Firth, Hammond, Johnson, Sedgewick, Vaughan, Sefton-Browne – his name card had already been inserted by someone into its holder – Williams, and finally Younger.

    Cedric saw immediately that he himself was the only boy with a double-barrelled name. He also saw that his advent had upset the strict alphabetical order in which the dorm had originally been configured. He hoped that this would not become a bone of contention between himself and his new companions, as it, coupled with his double-barrelled name and the fact that he had been thrust as a new-comer into a tight knit group of boys, who had been together since they joined the school aged eight, made him very much the odd man out. His arrival in the dorm, had, for better or for worse, through no fault of his, destroyed the old order. He sensed already that his arrival might be resented by the others and feared that he would forever be considered by his dorm-mates as square peg in a round hole: someone who did not fit in.

    Then, as he walked back along the room towards his bed, a shiver of fear ran down his spine, as he saw a rattan punishment cane hanging from a hook on the wall by the door.  Cedric’s arse had never been given even a slap in its life and was therefore still a punishment-virgin; but he had read stories about boys at boarding school being whacked for their misdeeds. And, as he was shortly to find out, the painful reality of Wellington House was that its boys were regularly subjected to both the birch and the cane, which were a fact of life with which the boys, including himself, had to live.  And although Cedric did not know it then, the cane he had just noticed was one of several to be found in each of the prep-school dormitories. Their ubiquitous presence enabled the house prefects quickly to correct any bad behaviour in the dorm without having to go off in search of their own personal instrument of correction; a procedure, with which Cedric was soon to become painfully familiar.

    But time was flying and he still had to put on his school uniform and unpack his things.  The sight of the cane, hanging there, just waiting to be used to warm the backside of one or other of his dorm-mates, brought home with a vengeance the reality of the threat made by Havers to introduce him to a less pleasant aspect of life in Wellington House if he were to be kept waiting. Cedric was already sufficiently aware of the realities of life at Grantley to realise that his backside would be on a collision course with the dorm cane if he were ever to be displease Havers; so he diligently applied himself to unpacking and donning his school uniform.

    A word about the school uniform: as befitted a school with military roots, the tunic of the navy-blue uniform, was void of lapels and high collared. It was buttoned up with a series of some ten, highly-polished brass buttons down the front, all of which, as Cedric was to learn, had had to be fastened at all times and which had to be maintained by the wearer in a gleaming state of pristine cleanliness. Above the high collar, the uniform was completed by a white shirt, changed every day, and a hand-tied bow-tie. All boys, from the earliest age, wore long black trousers and highly polished black shoes on their feet, which, like the buttons had, under pain of death or the Wellington House equivalent, which, as Cedric was to find out, was a painfully sore arse, to be maintained by their wearer, in a gleaming, mirror-like state: In brief, the boys from age eight to eighteen were expected to look like well dressed young naval officer cadets at all times.

    Cedric had finished his unpacking and was fully dressed apart from the bow tie, which he had no idea how to tie.  He hoped above hope that the arrogant Havers, would unbend sufficiently and get down off his high horse to show him how to tie his tie. As he had said, Havers arrived punctually half an hour later. He looked witheringly at Cedric and said: “So I see you don’t know how to tie a tie; so I suppose you expect me to show you how it’s done.”

    “If you would be so kind, Havers, please show me how it is done, as I have never before worn a bow tie.”

    “Sefton-Browne, it is my job to keep order, both in the school and in this house in particularly and I do not take kindly to have to mother new boys such as you. However, I suppose as you are an exceptional case, coming to us halfway through the year, I must compromise my principles and help you to complete your dress. Stand over there in front of the looking-glass with your back towards me and I will put my arms around your neck and show you exactly how it is done. Now Sefton-Browne I will show you once and once only. After that you are on your own and if you value your backside, young man, I expect you to appear with a tie correctly tied on all occasions when you are wearing your uniform.”

    With his tie finally tied, Cedric was taken by Havers to the junior common room, where most of the Wellington House prep school boys were present, playing various games and, as boys do, talking to each other. Cedric saw that the boys had automatically segregated themselves by age group, as the senior boys, to which group Cedric would belong, wanted nothing to do with the first and second year boys aged eight and nine. Havers had the sort of presence, which, either through fear or respect, probably the former, made everyone stop what he was doing and fall silent. It was obvious from the icy reception he had received that Havers presence among them was unwelcome.

    Cedric, standing at Havers’s side, was very nervous at the thought of being thrust into a group of boys, all of whom had lived together for some time, and none of whom he knew. Havers began: “Attention, all of you; I want to introduce to you a new boy, who had just joined us today. His name is Sefton-Brown and he will be in the senior prep dorm, where he will replace Walters, who left Grantley at the end of last term. Sefton-Brown, the boys over here are the ones you will be joining in the senior prep dorm, of which you will complete the happy family, depleted by the unforeseen departure of Walters.  Now Adams, as dorm monitor, I will hand Sefton-Browne over to you and allow you to introduce him as the latest recruit to the rest of your band of merry men.” Then turning his attention towards another member of the same group he went on: “Oh Hammond, as I am here, I may as well remind you that you and I have some unfinished business to complete his evening. So I will expect to see you, wearing your pyjamas, in my study, immediately after showers at eight o’clock sharp. Kindly don’t be late, Hammond, as I hate to be kept waiting.”

    An obviously downcast Hammond, reminded of an appointment he would clearly have preferred to forget, simply replied: “Yes, Havers: I haven’t forgotten.”

    And so, Cedric was introduced by Adams, his dorm monitor, to the eight other boys, all of whom who would henceforth be his companions throughout his career at the school. It was a new experience for all of them; both for Cedric, the newcomer, and equally for his new dorm-mates. Cedric felt akin to the biblical Daniel; totally alone in what seemed to him at that moment like a lions’ den of nine boys who had been together since the age of eight, when they entered Grantley.

    There is a world of difference between a group of new boys, flung together on their first day at prep school, with none of them knowing any of the others and a newcomer being thrust into a well established group. That first day at prep-school, the boys begin to exchange names and identify those among their peers to whom they are most attracted and those who will just become classmates rather than close friends. But the scene, which was now being played out in the junior common room, was totally different.

    Obviously in a group of ten boys who had been living and sleeping together for several years in the same school dormitory, the original group had already splintered into sub-groups, whose members had found they had a special affinity.  It was into this established structure, which Cedric somehow had to fit. Already disadvantaged by the lone life he had hitherto led, with little or no contact with anyone of either sex of his own age, it is not at all surprising that he felt nervous and ill-at-ease.

    But his nine dorm-mates were equally disconcerted, by the arrival of a new-comer. Here was a new boy, an outsider, an intruder, whom they nevertheless knew that they had no option but to accept as a member of their dorm, but who risked upsetting the established order.  Although they knew that they had to integrate Cedric into the existing structure, the boys of the senior prep dorm, they were no different from the majority of people in this world; they hated change.

    And so it was to Adams, the dorm monitor, that fell the somewhat delicate task of introducing Cedric to his future companions. Cedric, who had hitherto always been called by his Christian name by everyone he knew, had to accustom himself to the rigid formality of surnames, imposed on even the youngest boys at Grantley. So as Adams did the round of the senior prep-dorm members, Cedric put faces to the names had already memorised: Crombie, Firth, Hammond, Johnson, Sedgewick, Vaughan, Williams, Younger, and of course, dorm monitor, Adams.

    Introductions over, it was supper time and everyone moved into the Wellington House refectory, where Cedric discovered that members of each dormitory sat together at their own table. Each dorm had ten members and the long, rectangular dining tables each accommodated all the members of one dorm, who always sat together. But the sense of order was absolute; as Cedric found that his place at table was fixed and mirrored the position of his bed in the dormitory. He was fast learning that most of the rules governing his life at Grantley were figuratively carved in stone. And as he was soon to learn, breaking even the most minor of the myriad of rules, if detected by a prefect, usually led to the most painful of consequences; the cane was alive and well and in more or less daily use both in and out of class time.

    “You must not leave your napkin lying there loosely on the table like that,” said Adams, helpfully. “You absolutely must always roll it up and put it into your napkin ring. If a prefect sees it lying there, you will get your arse swished for untidiness.” Arse was the first coarse word which Cedric had ever heard; but he was, like most boys, rapidly to learn the vulgar lingua franca of the public school, that, inventory of words used by schoolboys in general; and, after his first beating, by a prefect, he rapidly learned when and in whose hearing he could safely use them without the risk of incurring a sore arse.

    After supper the boys were free until bed-time, which for the members of the senior prep dorm was eight-thirty. Here again Cedric was confronted with a situation with which he was totally unfamiliar as he had, until now always slept and bathed alone. But now he found that he had to come to terms with nudity, which seemed not at all to bother his dorm-mates, who stripped off their clothes and headed naked down the corridor towards the showers, each on carrying his own towel; showers, which, as Cedric was about to learn, were de rigueur before going to bed and again, on getting up in the morning. Cleanliness was at least equal to godliness at Grantley.

    The nightly ablutions of the junior boys were staggered as the shower space was limited and were supervised by one or other of the prefects. Cedric faced his first challenge as he had never before been naked in front of anyone since he was seven years old. He had from then on, having developed that sense of prudery as many boys do, shy to appear naked in front of anyone, always washed himself in private.  Unlike his dorm-mates who had been together for several years, he had never, until now, been faced with what for him was the very embarrassing situation: stripping off naked in front of others.

    The supervising prefect said:  “Get a move on new boy; you’ve not got all night; get your clothes off and into the showers with the others. If you continue dawdling around as you are at the moment, I’ll give you some encouragement to get a move on, by warming your arse with the dorm cane hanging there by the door. It’s there for a purpose, you know, and is used regularly to encourage boys like you to get a move on. So, Sefton-Browne, unless you want to go to bed with a very sore bum, get undressed and into the showers immediately. I shan’t tell you again.”  And with that, by way of reinforcing what he had just said he took down the cane from its hook by the door and waved it in Cedric’s face.

    This was Cedric’s first true threat of Wellingtonian authority, which as he was quickly to learn, relied heavily on the strongly persuasive powers of the rattan cane, which seemed to rear its ugly head everywhere in Wellington House. As he was soon to learn, that very evening in fact, the cane was rarely silent for long and was used regularly to keep order, delivering, at the hands of The Thrasher himself and the two house prefects under the hated Havers, its painful message to the naked backsides of the boys. From youngest to eldest the all-inclusive, non-discriminatory, ubiquitous cane spared no one.

    Having overcome the embarrassment of his maiden stripping and showering with his dorm-mates, Cedric returned to the senior prep dorm, donned his pyjamas and prepared himself for bed.  Lights-out was at eight-thirty, so the boys had a half hour where they could converse and do the things young lads do together, before finally turning in.

    It was already ten past eight when a scowling Havers entered the dorm, looked straight at Hammond and said: “Hammond, I may be imagining things but as I recall, it was only late this afternoon that I reminded you our appointment in my study, which if my memory serves me correctly, which it infallibly does, was for eight sharp this evening.. Now here it is already almost a quarter past eight and I find you still playing around in the dorm with your friends. On your feet, boy and go to my study and wait for me there when I shall give myself the pleasure of teaching you a lesson in punctuality you will never forget. And the whole lot of you; you lot, learn from Hammond’s bad example. I mean what I say, and when, as captain of this house, I give you an order, I expect it to be obeyed, unless you give me good reason not to do as I say.”

    A very nervous Hammond got to his feet and made of the door, saying: “Sorry, Havers, I had not realised what time it was.”

    It was all of twenty minutes later, five minutes after the fateful time for lights-out, when a sobbing Hammond returned to the dorm, lowered his pyjama trousers and showed his school-mates what Havers had visited on his backside. This was Cedric’s first encounter with the ravages of the cane. He had no idea why Hammond had been flogged, but his first encounter with a well beaten arse, visual as it was, just looking at the livid stripes which Havers had cut into Hammond’s arse, filled the virgin Cedric with a sense of foreboding fear, that his own backside would one day look exactly the same.

    But the horror of the evening was not yet over, as Havers, the wrath of god written across his face for no clear reason, unexpectedly came back to the dormitory, to find the traditional, post-mortem viewing of Hammond’s arse still going on. His sudden and totally unexpected arrival sent a chill down the spines  of the boys, all of whom  knew that as it was past eight thirty, the lights should have been out,  which they patently were not.

    “And what do you gentlemen think you are doing at this hour, swanning around when lights should have been out a good five minutes ago.” Then turning to Adams, he said pompously: “Adams, as monitor of this dormitory, responsible for turning off the lights, perhaps you would explain to me, why the lights are still on at this late hour?”

    “Well, Havers, we all thought that it would be all right on this occasion to wait until Hammond came back from your study, before switching off the light. But now that Hammond is back, we will all get into bed and I will turn off the light.”

    “Ten minutes late, Adams; ten minutes late, boy.” And then with the clear intent of making a mountain out of a molehill, he continued: “I come in here ten minutes after lights out, to find the whole lot of you out of bed, ogling Hammond’s arse with that prurient lascivity so characteristic of boys of your age, when all of you should have been in bed with the lights out.”

    Poor Adams, at whom Havers was directing his wrath, tried desperately to explain: “Well Havers, I thought that it would be better to leave the lights on and let Hammond get back to his bed and then I would have switched them off.”

    “Your job, as dorm monitor, is to see that the rules are obeyed to the letter. I was not for you to decide to leave the lights on. Hammond could have switched them on himself on his arrival and once in bed, it would have been your duty then to switch them back off again. No, Adams, your motivation was not as you have claimed and your explanation does not hold water. Your motivation was to enable yourself and the other members of this dormitory, to conduct the traditional post-beating viewing of Hammond’s backside, to see if I had done my job properly and that he had been well and truly beaten for the offence he had committed.” 

    Listing to this tirade from Havers, Adams’s heart fell to the bottom of his stomach as he watched Havers take the dorm cane from its hook beside the door. The lad knew that Havers was out for his blood; that   his own backside was doomed and that there was nothing more that he could do to save it from the depredations he house-captain  clearly intent on visiting upon it.

     “The lot of you, get into bed immediately.” And then as he saw that Adams, in one last vain attempt to save himself from the cane, had taken him at his word and was also intent of getting into his bed, Havers barked:  “No, not you, Adams; you have to answer for the conspicuous neglect of your duty this evening as dorm monitor, a position of trust, which you have broken. You, young man, will place your pillow over the foot of the bed, lower your pyjama trousers and present your bare backside to me for the punishment which you richly deserve for dereliction of your duty as dorm monitor.”

    Poor Adams could do none other than obey his house-captain, whose word was more or less law and did as he had been bidden.  Cedric, who had already been horrified just at the sight of the livid stripes of Hammonds well-beaten arse, which had already caused a stirring of that indicator of erotic arousal between his legs, a sensation which he had never before experienced, now discovered, as he saw Adams’s naked arse about to be beaten, that his little cock had become rock-hard. The lad was experiencing bis first true erection, which he was soon outlearn was referred to as a boner by his dorm-mates, thanks to the the erotic stimulus of watching one of his mates prepare to be thrashed.

    And for his trivial offence, if one could even call it an offence, Adams’s arse was well and truly thrashed in front of all his dorm-mates by a vindictive Havers. Havers, who to give him his due, wielded the cane like the seasoned professional he had become since being nominated house-captain, did not stint on his delivery. Cedric winced as the cane landed six times with a sharp crack on Adams’s naked buttocks leaving the bruised furrows, each parallel to the preceding stroke, placed from the bottom of Adams’s back to the crease. To his credit, whilst Havers was satisfying what was clearly his lust for administering pain, Adams did not let out the slightest sound, thereby depriving his house-captain of the satisfaction of reducing his victim to tears.

    How Adams succeeded in maintaining his composure as he was being flogged, God alone knows. Havers finally left the dorm with a dissatisfied scowl on his face at having his satisfaction thwarted by Adams’s the sang-froid, which he had not succeeded in breaking. He finally left, with the curt instruction to Adams to turn off the light and get himself into bed. For Cedric it had been a graphic introduction to the brutal way in which boys were treated at Grantley. He had himself  on his first day – no, his first afternoon – at Grantley, been menaced with the cane by Havers for no real reason reason at all, other than the desire of the house-captain to show the new boy who was boss in Wellington House.  And then he had witnessed that Havers could do much more than just threaten, as he had, in his study, beaten Hammond for some offence, unknown to Cedric. But he had then gone on to flog the living daylights out of Adams on his bare arse in front of his peers in the dormitory, for some flimsy offence meriting, at most, a verbal reprimand.

    The whole dorm, Cedric included, was full of admiration for Adams for not having broken down in front of the universally hated Havers, thereby depriving him of the satisfaction of reducing his victim to tears. They could all hear Adams sobbing himself to sleep, now that Havers, the hated purveyor of pain, had departed. But none of them dared even to say one word of comfort to him, lest Havers return and exact to vengeance for breaking another strict rule: no talking whatsoever after lights-out.

    But for Cedric, it had been a frightful learning experience. Any thoughts he might still have been harbouring that Havers’s bark might be worse than his bite, had, by now, vanished. Naïve and inexperienced though he was, the events of that afternoon and evening had brought home to him with a vengeance the harsh conditions under which he was to spend the next seven years of his life; an environment from which he would finally escape only when he reached the age of eighteen and could possibly go on to university and some sort of career. He still had no idea at all that he was a very rich young man, thanks to being is maternal grandmother’s only legatee to her vast fortune.

    But at the moment, it was the immediate future which exercised young Cedric’s mind. As a boy who had never even been slapped for disobedience, let alone been given a spanking, the events he had just witnessed filled him with the fear that someday soon, he might find his backside as the target, if not of Havers himself, then of one or other of the prefects or even his housemaster, the formidable Commander Thresher; or possibly, God forbid, the Headmaster, Dr. Greatorix-Smyth himself. Reflecting on his thoughts, from what he had seen on his first day, he knew that sooner or later the day would arrive when he would have to offer his naked bottom to the caress of the cane. He prayed that he would not prove himself to be a wimp and would take the punishment, whether merited or not, in exactly the way Adams had just done.  Unbeknown to Adams, Cedric had become the dorm monitor’s greatest admirer; his role model for how to behave in adversity.

    But lying there in bed, with what for him had been the tumultuous events of his first day at Grantley churning around in his head, Cedric suddenly realised that he had never before ever felt the stirring of that little appendage between his legs, which he always called his willy. He had first noticed the feeling when he had seen Hammond’s striped backside; and then, when he witnessed Adams having his naked arse beaten, his willy had gone quite stiff.

    Until today, he had seen his willy only as being much the same as a bathroom tap, which he could switch on and off when he needed to pee. But now, lying under the bed-covers as he was, he found his willy was still quite hard and, uncontrolled by him, was exuding drops of a slimy liquid, which was certainly not his usual pee. Frankly it was all very disconcerting. Tomorrow he would ask Adams if he knew what was happening to him. And with that thought in his head, he eventually fell asleep to awake next morning to his first day as a pupil at Grantley; the first time ever that he would sit in a classroom with boys of his own age. It would be a far cry from the private tuition he had hitherto received from the gentle Edward Farrar.

    Chapter 5 

    Cedric now had to face his first day ever in a classroom with other boys. As befitted a prestigious school such as Grantley, classes were limited to twenty boys and Cedric found himself in a form, in fact, one the last three forms of the prep school, as next year its members would all move to one of the first forms of the upper school and be exposed to the rigours of a very serious public school education, not to mention the strict discipline.

    His form-master was a Mr. Collins, who as is usually the case in prep schools, taught a variety of subjects to the younger boys. Mr. Collins was youngish man, who, as Cedric was soon to learn, ruled over his class with that figurative rod of iron so characteristic of many boarding schoolmasters.  Cedric realised that like his dormitory in Wellington House, this was also a place where discipline was taken seriously and strictly enforced, as the two rattan canes, hanging one each side of the blackboard, silently testified.

    Mr. Collins began: “Boys, we have with us today a new boy, Cedric Sefton-Browne, whom I hope you will make welcome in the usual way. Do not treat him as an interloper to be ignored, as he is now a member this form, exactly like all of you and must be treated as such. Sefton-Browne, please stand up so that your classmates can see you.”  Cedric obeyed and saw that among the boys in his form, were three of his dorm-mates from Wellington House, among whom, with an internal feeling of great relief he saw Adams, whom he already thought of as a friend.

    Adams immediately attracted the attention of Mr. Collins, as he found sitting still on his hard wooden seat somewhat uncomfortable as his backside was still suffering from the effects of the beating he had been given the previous evening by Havers. As Cedric himself was many times in the future to experience, when, as was inevitable, his own bum was swished, there are swishings and swishings. And as Adams discomfort was now demonstrating, Havers was a master swisher, landing his strokes where they hurt the most. He had placed four of the six cuts he had given Adams, low down on the lad’s crease, the so-called sit-spot, the most sensitive part of any lad’s lower rear anatomy backside and the part which, when seated, is inevitably  in contact with the hard wood of the seat. So it was not surprising that Adams was fidgeting as he tried, in vain, to find a totally elusive, indeed, non-existent, comfortable position to sit.

    “Adams, kindly stop fidgeting and sit still when I am talking to you all or I shall be obliged to give you something to fidget about.”

    “Sorry sir, but my bottom is so sore, sir, that I cannot find a position in which I can sit still for long, sir.”

    “Adams, am I to understand that at this early hour of the day, your bottom is already suffering from the effects of a swishing which you received before coming to class? I think, boy, that you had better explain yourself.”

    “Well, sir, it wasn’t a swishing like you give us when we’re naughty, sir, but more a proper beating, which Havers, my house-captain, gave me on my bare bum last night just before I went to bed, sir. And sir, it really hurt a lot at the time, sir; and it still hurts a lot even now, sir; so that’s  why I cannot sit still for very long, sir.”

    “I see, Adams; all is now clear, But what exactly had you done to deserve a thrashing from your house-captain? You surely must have broken some golden rule to merit a proper beating on the bare just before bed-time.”

    “Well you see, sir, Havers had been beating another boy called Hammond, who is also in my dormitory and as I am dormitory monitor it is my job to switch of the lights at eight thirty. But we had all decided to wait until Hammond got back from Havers’s study, before I turned off the lights, sir, so that he could find his bed.  And then Havers came back and saw that the lights were still on and told me I should have turned them off at half past eight, sir; and, sir, that is how I came to be beaten sir. And it really did hurt a lot sir, as Havers really did lay on the cane very hard sir. So please, sir, could I stand up sir, at least until the morning break, sir, as I find it still just too painful to sit down sir.”

    But Mr. Collins was, for some reason, not willing to let the matter drop, and, looking bleakly at Adams, said: “No Adams, you may not stand up because I am not sure that you are telling the whole story leading up to your beating last night.  What I think happened is that you left on the light on until the unfortunate Hammond arrived back from his beating in Havers’s study in order that you and the rest of your companions could indulge your habitual, prurient, curiosity gazing at the stripes on one of your dorm-mate’s backside and sympathising with him. That, boy, is the truth of the matter, isn’t it? So, if I am right, which I know I am, your action in not turning off the light at the appointed time was not so altruistic (not one boy listening to the form-master, understood the meaning of the word altruistic) as you would lead us to believe. It was essentially motivated by that ever present, insatiable desire to see what one of your dorm members had just suffered.”

    Poor Adams was devastated and deflated by his form-master’s remarks, which had, of course, revealed the whole truth of the matter. He desperately tried to save the day; and knowing his form-master as a stickler for the truth, made a valiant attempt in the form of a strategic, rearguard retreat on his previous statement, in the faint hope of protecting his backside from further depredations, which he sensed – which in fact, the whole class sensed – was the most likely outcome of this clash with his form-master,

    For an eleven-year-old menaced with an as yet unspoken of, further punishment for having told the truth as he saw it, Adams made a fluently eloquent plea to save his skin:  “Sir, it is true that we did spend a few minutes sympathising with Hammond as the lights were on when he came back from Havers’s study. But, sir, it really was only a minute or so; and then Hammond was going towards his bed, sir, and I would then have turned off the lights, but Havers came back and decided to beat me in front of the others, sir, all because I had not turned off the lights at half past eight as I should have done, sir.  So please, sir, now that you know the whole story, may I stand up at least until after the morning break, sir as my bottom is still too painful, and sir?” 

    Cedric sat on the edge of his seat, listening to this verbal drama unfolding in the first few minutes of his very first day in a class with other boys. Of course, he had no idea that Adams, and indeed the rest of his classmates, were well aware of the short fuse and trigger-happy nature of their form-master when it came to using the cane. So except Cedric, it is safe to say that Adams himself  as well as everyone else knew by now that Adams’s arse was on another collision course with the cane,  wielded by this time Mr. Collins.

    “Now listen to me carefully all of you; and very specifically you Adams, I have told you all numerous times that when I ask a question of any of you, I want a truthful answer.  And when I say the truth, I mean the whole truth, including those parts which you would prefer me not to hear, You, Adams, guilty of gilding the truth about what happened in your dormitory last night. You know as well as I do, as did Havers and the rest of your dorm-mates and as, I suspect, does the whole of this class, that you left on the lights on because you all wanted – as  boys of your age always do – to see the damage that Havers had done to Hammonds backside with his cane. When Havers unexpectedly came back, he saw immediately that you had ignored the rules about the lights and, quite rightly, in my view, beat you, Adams, as dormitory monitor for not performing your duty.”

    “And that would have been an end to it, Adams, had you told me the whole story exactly as it happened. Havers punished you for your mistake last night, and that sufficed as a warning to you and the others that the school rules, whatever they say, must be obeyed to the letter. However, Adams, you chose to tell me only half of the truth when I asked you what had happened last night and for that I regret to say that I am now going to swish your bottom again. Had you told me the events as they actually happened, you would not now be facing a swishing for not having told only that part of the truth you wanted me to hear. Come forward to the front of the class, Adams, as I intend to make an example of you as warning the rest of the class.”

    “Oh please, sir, please not another caning, sir: my bum is just still so sore from last night I don’t think I could stand it, sir. So please, sir, not the cane again, sir: please, please, not the cane again, sir!”

    “Adams, I have just told you to come to the front of the class. And don’t forget to bring your bum, as you choose to call that part of your anatomy with you when you come, as it is to pay an important role indeed, the most important  role, in  what I have in mind for you,. Now get a move on, Adams; on your feet, boy, and come to the front of the classroom right now, before I completely lose my temper with you.”

    Poor Adams himself and the whole class, Cedric included, felt that he was being badly treated as he reluctantly and with leaden tread advanced to the front and stood, trembling, in front of his form-master. “Well, go on boy; get on with it; you know as well as I do what the procedure is; so what are you waiting for? If you are hoping for divine intervention to save you from the inevitable, then you are hoping in vain. So take off your tunic, drop your trousers and underpants and present your bare bum to me for punishment by bending across this front desk here, which Benson will now kindly vacate for you. Benson, if you please; stand up, boy, and move to the side until I have finished dealing with Adams.”

    But Adams made one last vain plea for at least a small concession from his form-master. “Oh please, sir, do I have to take my trousers down, sir. Couldn’t you just beat me with my trousers on this occasion, sir. My bum is just so sore, sir, that I don’t think I will be able to stand another beating on the bare right now, sir.”

    “Adams, you are beginning to repeat yourself.  We have already established the fact that you feel your bum is too sore to stand another beating right now. Let me tell you, young man, that most boys faced with a beating would rather avoid it as they feel it will hurt too much. But pain, Adams, is unfortunately what you are about to feel today. The whole point of a beating a boy is to leave him with a long-lasting painful souvenir of the occasion, which hopefully will act to deter him from committing other nefarious acts in the future.  As for being too sore to stand another beating, that, young man is wishful thinking on your part, A boy of your age and build, can easily withstand a twelve stroke beating on the bare, It will be very painful; but, as I have just said, that is the whole point of the exercise; a caning has to hurt, otherwise what is the point of it?  And you can forget keeping on your trousers. All beatings, in this and every other respectable public school in this country, are always applied on the bare.”

    “So,  Adams, now that that is all clear to you, and Benson has I see already vacated his desk in your favour, I can but tell you for one last time, to take off your tunic, drop your trousers and underpants  and bend across Benson’s desk so that we can proceed with the matter at hand.”

    Cedric was transfixed by all that he was seeing and hearing. He had had no idea that school would be anything like this. And moreover, as had been the case last night, that thing between his legs, his willy, was again acting up, so much so that by the time Adams had got his pants off and was presenting his bare bum to Mr. Collins for his inspection, Cedric found himself with the second ever erection of his life. He could not understand why this thing was happening to him or why he was unable to control his thingy, which had hitherto been use only when he needed to to pee and had never before acted up in such a strange manner.

    But his thoughts on what he would soon come to learn was known as sexual arousal were brought suddenly back to the reality of the classroom drama he was witnessing, by the crack of the the cane mating with Adams’s bum, as Mr. Collins expertly applied the first of six swingeing strokes, diagonally across the six parallel stripes with which Havers had endowed the same battlefield the previous evening. The six strokes were placed in the form of two crossing diagonals, thereby endowing Adams’s posterior with an albeit temporary, visual effect rivalling a piece of modern art.

    And by way of a example to the rest of the class, who would normally have had to wait until the morning break to make the usual post-mortem assessment of the state of Adams’s posterior in the lavatories, Mr. Collins obliged them by making a sobbing Adams stand, hands on his head, with his striped posterior towards the class for almost a minute; I seemed like an eternity for poor Adams,  who was, not surprisingly by now in absolute agony, as Mr. Collins had not attenuated his blows. Finally the whole drama was over and Mr. Collins told Adams to pull up his trousers, put back on his tunic and regain his seat. Adams had the temerity to ask, yet again, if he might be permitted to stand, to be met, yet again, with a refusal.

    “Adams, you have to learn that when you are punished with the cane, the pain, which if the cane has been well applied, should linger on for several days as part and parcel of the punishment, the receiver, you in this case, has to live with the pain as a consequence and a constant reminder of his actions..  So, Adams, no, you certainly may not sit down to ease the pain you are feeling. Sitting on a hard seat will remind constantly of the error of your ways and, hopefully improve your general behaviour.”

    “Moreover, Adams, I expect you to sit still and not fidget as you were doing. Let us be quite clear, boy, if I see you fidgeting again I will conclude that I have not done enough to convince you of the error of your ways and I may feel that you need an additional taste of the cane to convince you to improve your behaviour.  Make no mistake, boy, I will have no hesitation in caning you again if I see you fidgeting. Now, Adams, go and sit down at your desk; sit still and do not fidget unless you wish to be invited to drop your pants for a second time in front of the entire class. Now, boys, please open your geometry book at page 10 and we will continue looking at the definitions and properties of the different types of triangle, which we started yesterday.”

    So began Cedric’s first lesson at Grantley. He found that the private lessons he had received from Edward Farrer were at least as rigorous as those at Grantley and in most subjects he had no difficulty at all in integrating himself into the class. But that first morning after having witnessed Adams take his second beating before the lesson had even begun, the properties of different types of triangle were furthest from his mind. He could barely wait for the break to ask Adams why he had experienced that strange stiffening of his willy both times  he had seen Adams being beaten.

    Adams had no immediate explanation, other than that he too experienced the same phenomenon whenever he watched on of his dorm-mates being swished, which, to his horror, Cedric learned was a pretty regular occurrence in Wellington House. Adams left Cedric with the promise that they would that evening, consult with that fount of all knowledge, his elder brother. The Adams brothers were both members of Wellington House and the elder brother, now aged fourteen, was in the upper school and, according to his younger sibling: “Knows absolutely everything about everything! He’ll tell us all we need to know”

    And that is how the two eleven-year-olds had their first lesson about the facts of life and the ever increasing role which their willies, which Adams major informed them they should henceforth each call their cock, would play in their daily lives. Far from being just a convenient way to pee, they learned that this appendage would be a toy which never failed to please, if they gently rubbed it when it grew hard.

    As Adams major bluntly put it: “When your cock gets hard, as it does when you watch someone getting his arse (another new word for the two eleven-year-olds) beaten, or even when you are just looking at someone else’s stripes, it’s telling you that it wants attention from your hand. It’s what is known as wanking or jerking off; and if your cock is hard enough and you do it long enough, you will eventually have a most delicious feeling like nothing you have ever had before, run through your body and your cock will, spurt out what we call spunk. So if you wank in bed, which you probably will, I advise you each to get yourself a wank rag – an old handkerchief will do – in which to catch your spunk unless you wish to sleep in a sticky mess of your own making,”

    Readers today may be amazed at the lack of sexual knowledge of the two boys’, even concerning their own bodies, which were already beginning to change with the onset of puberty. But one has to remember this story is set in 1900 and in those days little knowledge about sex matters was available; so the naivety of the two eleven-year-olds was more or less par for the then course. The whole subject of sex was taboo and was for the most part kept under strict wraps; swept under the carpet; treated as if it did not exist.  But, of course, it existed then; and even if not spoken about, was as alive and well then and was exactly the same motivating force as it has always been. It was the key force conditioning young men’s actions in 1900, just as much as it is today.

    So Cedric and his new friend, Adams minor, whose first name Cedric did not even know, let alone call him by it, thanks to the information from Adams Major, had been verbally launched into the undoubted pleasures of masturbation, which was the first tentative step towards their future sex lives; lives which would inevitably be conditioned by their own personal preferences, which need no prior, book knowledge as they are totally instinctive and come quite naturally. In fact, a boy’s sexual preferences are usually already clear to him by the time he reaches the age of fourteen.

    However, due to conventions of society, even if he is not coerced into conforming to the prevailing view of what constitutes so-called normal behaviour, he may himself choose not acknowledge the fact that he is attracted more to members of his own rather than to those of the opposite sex. But the die is usually already cast at quite a young age and to ignore its implications long term can lead to a catastrophically unsatisfactory life. Sex plays such an important role in a man’s life so that to ignore the writing on the wall and hope that it will go away is to play with fire. In short, the truth will out and one has to play the hand which one has been been dealt by nature.

    Although Cedric had found no difficulty in integrating himself into the teaching methods at Grantley, other than Adams minor, he found that he really was still the new-boy in his dorm at Wellington House.  It was not that his dorm-mates treated him badly, but he had been thrust into an environment where the boys had, quite naturally, formed themselves into a number of cliques over the years they had been together and it was difficult for him to be truly accepted.  All this changed however, after Cedric received his first beating at Grantley: in fact his first ever encounter with the cane.

    It was the end of January, Cedric’s third week at the school and he had not himself personally encountered the wrath of Havers, his house-captain or of either of the other two prefects who kept order in Wellington House. However as the three prefects exercised their authority ot control the members of the house with a zeal which bordered on the obsessive,  Cedric had already witnessed several beatings both in his dormitory and in the junior common room. No fault, however small and insignificant, escaped the cane if it was detected and the three prefects never hesitated for a moment in using their power to beat the offender. So Cedric quickly realised that it was just a matter of time before his hitherto unsullied buns would be treated to their first taste the dreaded rattan.

    He had come to accept that there was no way as a member of Wellington House, where the cane was more or less in daily use, that he could permanently avoid surrendering his virgin arse to its bite. But he fervently hoped that whenever that fateful first occasion arose, he would have sufficient backbone and sangfroid, not to disgrace himself by crying too much at what he knew would be a very painful experience. In the event, the pleasure – and most of the eighteen prefects at Grantley took great pleasure in applying the cane to the arses of their school-mates – of introducing Cedric’s arse to the rigorous delights of the cane fell not to be of the three Wellington House prefects, but to the head-boy of the year, a young man called Simon Carver.

    As in many other public schools, running anywhere inside the school buildings was strictly forbidden and to break this rule, which many boys nevertheless did, was an offence punishable by a beating. And it is probably safe to say that among the provincial public schools, the attitude of Dr. Greatorix-Smyth, the Headmaster of Grantley towards boys, who broke this rule, was particularly “generous”; indeed excessively generous, in the view of most of the boys, who, having been caught, then found themselves invited to bare their backsides to take communion from the cane. And, make no mistake, this was not the equivalent of a sip of wine and a biscuit at the altar rail by a confirmed believer, but a serious mandatory, non-negotiable beating on the bare: six cuts for the first offence, nine for the second, and a full dozen for any boy stupid enough – and there were always one or two – to be caught running for a third time in any school year, inside the school buildings.

    Catching and pouncing on any boy who even vaguely appeared to be running was par for the course for most of the prefects. It was their most fruitful source of arses to beat, without which they became tetchy and exhibited effects of withdrawal symptoms. Beating their younger brethren’s naked arses in retribution for their sins, real or imaginary, was an act, which most of them particularly enjoyed. Let’s face it and call a spade a spade; most prefects saw their final year as a pay-back period in recompense for their own painful experiences as they had progressed up through the school and left no stone unturned if they suspected hidden beneath it, was a boy, whose arse even vaguely justified attention from the cane. To use an analogy, they were, in the main, like trigger-happy cowboys, who shot first and asked questions afterwards; to the very last one, they were all happy to exercise their right to use the cane on the flimsiest of pretexts.

    And so the honour of introducing Cedric’s arse to the cane, to give it its maiden beating and introduce its owner to the brutal realities of life at Grantley, fell, quite by chance, to the head-boy, Simon Carver. The head-boy’s study at Grantley was at one end of the main corridor on the first floor of the main school building, off which was a series of class-rooms. That fateful day when Cedric’s arse was destined to surrender its virginity to the cane, thinking he was late for his next lesson Cedric, without any thought, ran down the corridor towards the class-room and had the bad luck to be caught red-handed – or better put, caught hot-footed – by the head-boy, who, by chance, emerged from his study at the same moment.

    “You, boy, you who are running down the corridor, stop immediately, turn around and walk back to me.”

    As Cedric heard this order, he experienced the dramatic jolt of that horrible, automatic release of adrenaline, which so often presages disaster. Already trembling like a leaf and with his heart pounding in overdrive, he turned around and walked towards towards the foreboding figure of the head-boy, Simon Carver, who, in his first term as head-boy had already established a reputation as being an absolute killer when it came upholding the rules, however insignificant.

    “You’re the new boy, Sefton-Browne aren’t you? Well, new boy, perhaps you would like to explain to me, why you were running down the corridor just now, a practice, which as you know is strictly forbidden and which carries a rather painful penalty for the infractor if caught. To be quite clear, Sefton-Browne, at the moment you are the infractor and have been observed by me, apparently breaking one of the school’s strictest rules.  I say apparently, as there may be extenuating circumstances of which I am unaware which may mitigate the seriousness of your offence and the mandatory punishment it automatically incurs. So speak up, boy; explain your actions; I am all ears and you have my undivided attention.”

    Faced with such a pompously hectoring harangue from the head-boy, poor Cedric was now trembling with fear. He  had only half understood what the head-boy had said to him, for the words, infractor,  extenuating and mandatory, meant nothing to him. But he had understood enough from the tone of his voice and the way the head-boy had addressed him that he was, through his actions, in deep trouble.  So he tried his best, as any boy in his position would have done, to escape from the clutches of the head-boy, who, he had quite correctly divined, was out for his blood.

    So Cedric diplomatically ate humble pie and attempted to pour oil on troubled waters, as he launched himself into an explanation which did, in fact, contain elements of truth: “Well, Carver, you see, I was not really running; you see, I did not want to be late for my next class. And so although you thought that I was running, I was just walking very quickly, as Mr. Collins – he’s my form-master – does not like late arrivals. So, please Carver, now that I have explained it all to you, may I now be excused and got to my class, as I really do not want to be late?”

    The head-boy fixed Cedric with a look of disbelief, though Cedric had been telling the truth that he was running late for his class and Mr. Collins, it was true, did not like boys to be late for class. However, as both he and the head-boy knew, he had been running down the corridor, and his arse was definitely still on the line.

    “So tell, me, Sefton-Browne, if someone is late for one of his lessons, what does Mr. Collins say to the late arrival.”  The Head-boy knew full well, as did Cedric,  that Mr. Collins had a justifiable reputation as being the strictest of strict martinets and that the cane was rarely at rest for very long in his class-room.

    Cedric took a deep breath and told the head-boy that any boy who arrived late for one of Mr. Collins’s lessons, normally received and immediate swishing from the master in front of the whole class.

    “Well, Sefton-Browne, far be it for me to hold you up any longer, as I would hate to think that I was responsible  for making you late for your next lesson and thereby expose your  bottom to the depredations  of Mr. Collins’s cane. So yes, Sefton-Browne you may go to your next class.”

    Cedric had no idea what the word depredations meant. But he heaved and inward sigh of relief that he had managed to escape with his arse intact.  However, his relief was short-lived as the head-boy added: “But, Sefton-Browne,  I shall expect to see you in my study at four- thirty precisely, straight after your last class of the day has ended, when I will attempt to instil into you the need to obey all the rules of this school. I should also tell you that like Mr. Collins, I too do not like boys to arrive late for their appointments with me. So, young man, you have been warned; if you value your backside, don’t be late.”

    That afternoon as he sat through the lessons, Cedric found it hard to concentrate on anything other than the fatal appointment with the head-boy. He knew now that he was going to have his arse whacked for the very first time; and if the rumours about the head-boy’s ability with the cane were true – which, unfortunately for him, they turned out to be – he feared he was in for a very painful first encounter with reality of life at Grantley.

    It was with heavy tread that he made his way to keep his dreaded appointment with the head-boy, only to see a boy from the upper school, whom he did not know, entering the execution chamber, which was how he had come to think of the head-boy’s study. Cedric waited before the door, not daring either to knock or enter.  The door had been left slightly ajar by the boy he had seen entering, who, Cedric supposed like himself, would shortly experience the head-boy’s expertise with the cane. And sure enough, after a short pause in the talking. Cedric’s blood ran cold, as he heard the characteristic crack of the cane as it delivered its first stab of pain to its victim’s bare buttocks. Then at appropriate intervals, five more, unhurried strokes delivered their painful message to the unfortunate lad’s buttocks, each being acknowledged by a howl of pain from the receiver.

    A few minute later a sobbing twelve-year-old boy, obviously in his first year in the upper school, massaging his buns with both hands in that ever vain but natural attempt to mitigate the pain he was obviously feeling, was shown out by Simon Carver. The head-boy began with that effusive, false bonhomie, as if he was greeting a long lost friend: “Ah, Sefton-Browne, the new boy as I recall; well I am delighted, Sefton-Browne that you remembered our appointment and I must apologise to you for keeping you  waiting out here in the cold.  But as you can see, I had an unexpected urgent call to duty which had to be dealt with immediately.”

    As the head-boy continued with his little piece of meretricious persiflage, Cedric wondered what misdeed his predecessor had committed, which necessitated his arse to be dealt with so urgently. Simon Carver wet on: “But, as the saying goes; better late than never; so since you are now here, do come in and allow me to make amends by promising you that you will now have my complete and undivided attention.  Now let me see, I seem to remember that I caught you running n the corridor earlier today, which, as you surely must know, is considered an extremely grave offence in this school and carries a mandatory penalty, decreed by the Headmaster, of six strokes of the cane on the bare. I am sure that you will find this beneficial, especially as you must be feeling the chill after standing around so long in the cold corridor. I always think that a good, old-fashioned beating on the bare has a warming effect, which wards off any chill the recipient might be feeling. And I am sure, Sefton-Browne that you feel exactly the same.”

    Poor Cedric had no idea what to say in response to such a preposterously orotund load of claptrap from the head-boy, who had, in the course of talking, now regained his seat behind his desk, on which, in full view to Cedric, lay the cane with which his naked arse would shortly be well and truly warmed. But it was clear that the head-boy expected him to say something. So Cedric dropped the bombshell, which the head-boy had no idea was coming: “I’m not sure at all how I feel about being warmed by a beating, because, you see, I have never been beaten.”

    Simon Carver was never short of words, but Cedric’s statement had clearly winded him. “You mean, Sefton-Brown, that you have not yet committed any misdeed sufficient to provoke your house- or form-master or any of the prefects, to incur an act of retribution from any of them?”

    Attempting somewhat unsuccessfully to keep a misguided note of triumph from his voice, Cedric pressed to what for him could not be other than a pyrrhic victory as he figuratively trumped Carver’s ace by saying: “No, Carver, I mean exactly what I said; I have never every been beaten in my life. So if you beat me now, for walking quickly in the corridor, it will be the first time I will have had my bum beaten.” Cedric knew he was being cheeky to the head-boy but he had not been able to resist deflating him a little.

    A note of incredulity crept into Carver’s voice as he said: “You really mean to tell me, Sefton-Browne, that at your previous prep school, before you arrived here, you never, ever had your bum swished. You must have behaved like Little Lord Fauntleroy to have escaped with your bottom intact for so many years You know, Sefton-Browne, I suspect you are leading me up the garden path, telling me a tall tale to garner my sympathy and if I find you have been fibbing to me, well after I have finished with you, believe me when I say that you will not be able to sit comfortably for a full week.”

    Cedric now played his key card and deflated Carver completely by saying:  “But that is just the point, Carver; I never went to a school before coming here. You see my mother died soon after I was born and as my father  was, and still is, serving in the army in India,  I lived with my grandmother, my mother’s mother, and was educated privately at home in my grandmother’s house. She engaged a private, live-in tutor to teach me.  But then my grandmother died quite unexpectedly  and as my father is still in India, he decided to send me here to Grantley as it is the only public school which takes care ot boys like me both in term time and also during the holidays.  So Grantley has become more or less my home as I have no relatives in England. So Carver, I was not fibbing; everything I told you is absolutely true and if you cane me now, it will honestly be the first time I will have ever been beaten in my entire life.”

    Simon Carver now saw that having caught Cedric running down the corridor, he was faced with a unique situation. He now had the opportunity to introduce a new boy, who had never before been beaten, to the painful realities of life at Grantley. I would be a first for both Cedric and himself.  Cedric had never before today been beaten and he would be relieving the boy of one aspect of his innocence. But it was also an exciting moment for him personally as he had never himself been the first person to initiate a boy to the unique and painful bite of the cane.  Every boy he had thrashed –and there had been plenty, who could testify to his expertise with the  cane since he had become head-boy at the beginning of the school year in September, had been previously been beaten by someone else before he himself had lavished his not so tender, loving care on the naked buttocks in front  of him.

    But here was a unique opportunity:  a hitherto untouched blank canvas, on which he could – and indeed would – take great pleasure in etching with the cane one of his painful, pictorial, if somewhat transitory masterpieces, thereby introducing Cedric to the harsh reality of life at Grantley. Let us be quite clear about the motivation of Simon Carver when it came to using the cane.  He enjoyed immensely inflicting pain on his school-mates as it turned him on sexually. Now, for instance, just the thought of what he was about to do to Cedric, had already aroused him sexually, before he had even started on the boy’s arse with his cane. His cock was, as ever on such occasions, already rock-hard in his pants and oozing the first drops of pre-cum, already demanding its own moment of fulfilment. So, as soon as he had finished dealing with Cedric and sent him on his way to show his well-beaten, trophy arse to his class-mates, he would lock the door of his study, drop his own pants and underwear and satisfy the strident demands of his own cock by jerking himself off.

    “Well, Sefton-Browne, this truly is a unique occasion and I can promise you that your first ever taste of the cane will leave you with an indelible memory of your maiden beating. It is unfortunate that the traces of what I now intend to visit on your bare bottom are so transitory. But they will have served their purpose if they have made you realise that here at Grantley, painful retribution always follows for boys like you, who are caught breaking the rules. And to be quite clear, Sefton-Browne, you do deserve the beating I am about to give you, as we both know that you were running down the main corridor. So although I detected a glimmer of hope that I might relent when you said  If you cane me,  I am afraid that there is no  if about it; I am going to cane you. So let’s get on with it as we have already wasted enough time discussing the matter.”

    Cedric saw that the fatidic moment had now arrived when he was about to be given his first beating. Being realistic, he knew in his own heart that the head-boy was quite right. He had broken a golden rule and deserved to be beaten for it. But the fact that what he was about to receive was totally justified and in no way detracted from the feeling of terror at what he was about to experience.

    The head-boy got up from his desk, picked up the cane the cane and then  towering over Cedric said; “Right, Sefton-Brown, take off your tunic and shoes and then take off completely your  trousers and underpants. Then go an bend across that armchair over there, put your hands on the arms of the chair and stick your bottom as high into the air as you can and keep perfectly still whilst I initiate you into the pleasures of the cane.”

    Cedric made one last valiant attempt superficially to alleviate the very worst of what was about to happen to him;  not that being allowed to keep on his underpants  would have made much difference to the pain he was about to experience. But he nevertheless tried one last rear-guard action, before finally capitulating: “Carver, as it’s my first time, please do you think that I might at least keep on my underpants.”  This request was met by a resoundingly withering refusal from that arch-purveyor of pain, the head-boy:  “Sefton-Browne, in this school, every boy, including you, who is beaten, from the day he enters until the day he finally leaves, is always beaten on the bare.  So get your pants and underpants off and go and bend across the back of the chair this instant.”

    As he finally assumed the fatal position to have his backside experience its maiden beating, Cedric was trembling with fear and praying that when the cane descended, he would not show himself to be a wimp.  As he gazed down at the cushion on the seat of the chair, which he saw was stained with the tears of many boys who had clearly been in the same position as he himself now was, he vowed to himself and hoped that he would prove that he had sufficient backbone to keep his vow, that he would not add a single tear of his own to the already large stain before him. Then he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth and waited nervously for the first cut to land on his bare bum. But no blow landed.

    “Sefton-Browne, I think for a boy of your height, the back of the chair is just slightly too high for you comfortably to hold your bottom in the right position for me to give you a satisfactory introduction to the rigours of the cane. Now, as you will appreciate, thinking only of you, I would not wish you to be uncomfortable on this your maiden introduction to discipline practised in this school. So stand up boy, fetch that foot-stool over there and place it against the back of the chair and stand on it. Yes. I think will do the trick nicely and satisfy both of us: you will be comfortable for your first ever beating – an occasion to remember for you – and your bottom will be at the perfect height to ensure that I can do my duty correctly. So as I see it, it’s a win-win situation for both of us, as I am sure you will agree.”  Cedric remained silent; but did not share the head-boy’s fatuous comments.

    Carver made haste slowly, dragging out the business of giving Cedric his beating, to well over five minutes. He first tapped around gently with the cane on Cedric’s naked arse as if deciding where to place the first cut. And when it finally came, cut was an apt description of what Cedric actually felt, as the cane mated with his naked flesh with a sound resembling a pistol crack: a sound which he would never, ever forget. For a split second, poor Cedric felt nothing as the cane delivered its initial greeting to his naked arse. But then he experienced the true agony, which a well seasoned rattan cane in the hands of an expert could deliver; and as Cedric was now learning, the head-boy was an undoubted expert.

    It felt as though his backside had been cut in half at that first stroke by a red-hot knife. Cedric had divined from watching others being beaten that a caning was a painful business, for which only a serious masochist would ever volunteer; but he had not counted on the very first stroke in his life to being quite so excruciatingly agonizing.  But with grim determination, he managed to keep his vow to himself and let out not the slightest murmur. His determination to remain calm and silent whilst he was being beaten had the effect on the head-boy somewhat akin to waving a red-flag in front of bull.

    Head-boy, Simon Carver prided himself on being able to break any boy, by his second or third stroke. To make him howl with pain gave Carver a sense of superiority, which his ego craved. But in Cedric he had met his match. Not that Cedric realised that by remaining silent he was inciting an ever more enraged Craver to attack his arse with increasing force in his attempt to break his silence.  And so, Cedric, in keeping his vow to himself, inadvertently made Carver exceed his normal vigour in an attempt to assert his mastery over his victim and give himself the satisfaction of hearing his victim cry out with the pain he was inflicting.

    By the time Carver had finished with him, Cedric’s backside was badly bruised and sported six blue-red, parallel stripes, most of which were spotted with blood, where Carver, true to his name, had broken the skin. Carver did exceed the bounds of acceptability when it came to beating Cedric in trying to make him break his silence. After landing his first cut on the equator of Cedric’s two buns, he then proceeded at intervals of thirty or forty seconds, to give Cedric five more brutal cuts, each of increasing force, of which he placed four in close, parallel, proximity to each other on Cedric’s crease, thereby ensuring that his victim would be unable to sit comfortably for several days. Poor Cedric really did suffer excessively at the hands of the head-boy.

    However, every cloud has a silver lining and although Cedric’s maiden encounter with the cane had been a horrifically agonising experience, that evening when his dorm-mates viewed his damage arse, he was treated as a hero by them and was accepted as a bona-fide, dues-paid-up member of the senior prep dormitory. That first beating by the head-boy proved to be his entry his ticket to becoming a full member of the dorm and also of Wellington House: In his eyes, both had suddenly become his dorm and his house! He suddenly realised that he was no longer treated as the new boy. And as he lay in bed that night blissfully happy, the throbbing pain in his arse did not matter one wit. The excruciating agony he had endured to be now accepted by the others leading to his present state of euphoric nirvana was worth all the tea in China. He knew that he had now finally arrived. He was no longer alone. He finally belonged. He was now one of them.

    THE END


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  • Thank You Sir…May I Have Another?

    Thank You Sir… May I Have Another?

    He slapped me mildly and looked at me with that sadistic smile of his and said, “How do you like that Brandon?” I looked over to Jules and said in a barely audible tone of voice, “Thank you Sir, may I have another?”

    I knew that I was in for another round of beration from Jules before the night was over as I did not say what I had to say LOUDLY enough and I knew it. So much for having a mild mannered and a soft spoken voice. You are not going to get anywhere in life unless you learn how to use that voice to direct your life and other people you work with. Jules just put his right hand up in the air and said very forcefully and for dramatic flair, “Speak up Brandon, I can’t hear you. When you speak to me or anyone else, you must be willing to convey your thoughts, ideas and actions, and especially, your emotions, loud enough and in such a way that people can actually hear what you are saying to the world. Got that, Boy??? Now say it LOUDER, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!” I never felt so humiliated in my whole life and this 2nd Session with Jules had just gotten under way. Honestly, I felt like a bunch of rotting tomatoes hidden under my mother’s dirty laundry and papers that she strew all over the den of her house in Northern Maine, Eagle Lake, Maine. Not to mention, the whole house and property. What a pig she is. A lazy pig. So, I mustered up enough force from my weak, pathetic pansy voice as I could find and said LOUDLY the next time, “Thank you Sir, may I have another?” I felt like I was auditioning for a role in an S&M Play and I was just one of many actors and actresses vying for the part so I had to do my best to get the part or get cut out of the CHANCE OF A LIFE-TIME.

    I felt like I was making progress with my boyfriend, Jules. He was more like an acquaintance at this point. After all, we barely knew each other from work. All Jules could say next was, “Now Brandon, That’s much, much better. Just what would you do if your life depended on your using your voice to get your self out of a BAD SITUATION? Just what would you do?”

    And then, without warning or provocation, Jules put up his left hand and reached out to slap me much harder on the face cheeks than he did before. This time, I felt the force and impact as the intensity of his slaps got harsher and more severe and I could feel the sting of his left hand now slapping the left cheek of my face and this time I winced and let out a soft but audible whimper. Jules just shot back a look that could kill. I felt sick to my stomach and like I might throw up at any minute if this level and intensity of abuse continued with Jules and the audience of hangers on that had gathered to watch this sad and sadistic play out tonight in Jules tiny, cramped basement at 101 Middle Street here in The Old Port of Portland, Maine.

    All Jules could do was look at me again and laugh with that macabre laugh of his and say, “I don’t suppose that you are now going to start crying like a big baby and say, “Let me loose from my chains of love, are you? You are so PATHETIC I could spit in your face!!!” And then he did.

    Of all the things that Jules could have done and it went right in my eyes. Was it something that I said or something that I did? Maybe it was all that rage Jules kept bottled inside at work dealing with his employees and all of the customers who wanted his talent and goods. I emphatically said, “NO SIR!”, in a voice that told him that I knew what he was doing and saying but that conveyed just enough meaning and raw emotion to make him reconsider his tactics tonight. After all, I was bound and tied up to an old school chair stuck in the middle of a decorated and dimly lit black room with one clear light bulb hanging dangerously from an old light socket and wire that stuck out of the ceiling. This was Jules’ Dungeon, the place where he brought his SLAVES to play with when the mood struck him. I was one of his latest SLAVES and VICTIMS. To tell you the truth, I did not mind sleeping in my cage at night and being forced to eat dog food and to drink water and to be let out into the comfort of his world every now and then or to work for him like HIS PERSONAL SLAVE, even when I felt tired and messed up and confused from a lack of sleep or from being confined in the DOG CAGE all day long and all night.

    This was the world that I had come to know at Jules’ home on Munjoy Hill here in Portland, Maine. I knew that I had a lot more to learn from Jules if I was ever going to learn how to assert myself and be let into his bed at night and to become his live in lover. By day Jules was a very successful Entrepreneur in the world of Professional Songwriters and Publishers of Hit Songs for any singer, duo, trio, band or label that wanted his material for the taking and the using so that he could expand his EMPIRE and be the person he is and was. Jules was the kind of person who had made his first fortune in the world of business, trade and commerce by learning how to deal with people on a social level at parties, in their homes or even on the streets of Portland, Maine or wherever he happened to find himself which was usually at his Office Marketing himself to the world on-line or through companies that wanted his highly prized art, songs, and comedy that he Professionally made or wrote. Jules was also a ‘Stand Up Comedian’ even though he did not get paid to do it but you just never knew what would fly out of Jules’ mouth when he was up on stage or hanging out with people he knew and felt comfortable cracking jokes at. Jules was an adventurous person as he liked to travel and meet new clients at his Office on Monument Way in Downtown Portland, Maine or at his Private Home on Munjoy Hill.

    I felt like things were beginning to open up for me on a more gut wrenching and an emotional level than ever before and this kind of slap therapy session was beginning to take its’ toll on me and Jules and I had not even begun our session for tonight. What a roller coaster ride I was in for tonight. Can you imagine if your life was like a roller coaster ride every day of your life? Indeed, it would be a very different kind of life. You would get sick of it very quickly and hate every minute of it, especially if you suffered from vertigo.

    It’s very funny and scary to know that just because I was letting someone who I barely knew but trusted to slap me around and tell me what to say and to tell me how I should act and what I should do that I began to experience a harsher reality than I had ever anticipated before I came to live with Jules in his home for a trial period of 2 weeks. I knew that I was trying to break down old barriers and Jules was just the kind of person to help break me of my old patterns of behavior and turn me into a new and a different person. I was too used to putting up walls and barriers to keep people out when I was alone or with other people and someone had recommended that I call Jules up to correct the sad deficiencies of being a human being here on ‘Planet Earth’ once and for all so that I could move on with my Adult Life and live the kind of life that I needed to live. I trusted Jules enough to help make me feel better about my self emotionally, physically and psychologically and that was no easy task. I was being forced to obey Jules’ every direction, rules, order and edicts and though it was taking its’ toll on me tonight I felt like maybe, just maybe he would break me of my old bad habits I had formed since the day I was born from my mamas’ pussy in Queens General Hospital in New York City a long time ago in July of 1963. I had never felt this turned on or scared in my whole life and Jules realized that I was beginning to get emotional and tears began to stream down my face. This sadomasochism stuff really worked and we both knew it. It was almost too much to bear. What a “bad, bad, bad boy” I had become. Since I have a very soft spoken voice, I am just not used to speaking in front of a group of people whom I don’t even know and often get overlooked by people who tend to think of me as some kind of a faggoty whimp with the voice of a fairy. You can see where I run into problems with people quite frequently. Maybe it is all just my imagination running away with me. Just maybe. Well, they may be right about the fairy part as I am an angel in disguise, but a fag I am not. If you want to label me call me “bi-sexual”: I like to buy a lot of things. I’m more like a bisexual ambivalent bitch who’s constantly in heat and who needs some kind of attention all of the time because he just did not get enough love and attention while growing up with a pack of wolves. My sister and half brother are more normal than I act all the time, but what is NORML? I am learning how to channel myself in a more positive and a more meaning-full way these days like through music therapy, meditation and just plain sitting in a chair like I was doing right now but the only difference was that I was tied up and being forced to listen to a handsome master with a beautiful face, body and a big dick. After all, isn’t that what we all want? Beauty in disguise??? Hell, even the ugliest person in the world has their positive and negative qualities to bring to the table. From the way that I was feeling I had wondered if anyone had ever creamed his or her pants from being screamed at or yelled at for any length of time??? I would be willing to put my money on it but not wager a bet.

    I asked Jules, “May I ask you a question, Sir?” in a direct and non-confrontational way that let him know I was in control. All he would say was, “You’ll speak when spoken to Brandon. Otherwise, I don’t want to hear another word out of your big fat mouth. You got that?”

    I felt like I was in the military and I ought to keep my mouth shut for as long as possible without risking insubordination. But, at least I was not being forced to sign up for the Military. That would suck whether I was gay or not. Fuck “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell.” I prefer, “Do Ask, Do Tell.”

    I promptly shut up and said quietly but loudly, “Yes Sir.”

    Jules replied, “Good, very good. Now we are getting somewhere and I feel like you are learning something from me tonight. Now keep your mouth shut bitch.” I almost laughed out loud from nervousness and let out a slight giggle and Jules just put his hand over my mouth and said, “Who told you you could laugh, huh???” And with that, he slapped my left cheek hard again and belted out one of his hearty sadistic laughs and replied, “Boy, you have a lot to learn before I get through with you tonight. A LOT TO LEARN.” I felt like I was on my way to learning more about myself and more about the kind of person who was straddling my lower body and midsection and practically crushing my now hard dick and balls that were confined to my ratty old blue jeans and white boxer shorts I was wearing underneath. I looked at Jules again with a coy look in my eyes and he looked back at me and replied, “Why are you looking at me like that? Do you have something to say, BOY?” Trying to sound and act surprised in my tone of voice and the expression on my face, I said, “Don’t you like how I just looked at you, Sir? You know it was th…” And before I could finish my sentence to him, he hauled off and started slapping me silly with both of his hands and then he said, “Don’t give me those looks. You know it drives me nuts.” And then he added, “Besides, I can’t stand to be looked at like that. That’s the look of disturbed love and I just don’t like it.” By the time he got in the last word, I could see and tell that Jules was on the verge of tears and his voice became very shrill and loud. There was barely any emotion in it at all but you could feel and smell fear in his face. What a crescendo he had reached. The funny part of this whole scene was that he was the one who was supposed to be disciplining me and making me upset, but I got him right where it counted when it came to processing feelings and he was the one who was now taking it personally. I couldn’t believe my eyes and ears and how quickly things had turned around for me even though I was the one who was tied to a solid oak chair and the one who needed disciplining. You’d think that I had tied him up and turned him into a sadist and now he was playing the masochist role to a tee, but it was I who had become the Master and the Slave. So much for INSUBORDINATION. I was not the masochist turned sadist and I had him right where I wanted: on the verge of tears and in the palm of my hands. What a thrill I was experiencing. I’m not sure Jules even knew what I was up to. Too Bad!!! I wasn’t about to tell him why I allowed him to tie me up with Sailor’s Rope but it had to do with being such a bad, bad boy and needing to be paid attention to as well as the sadistic need to look at somebody I cared about and laugh directly or indirectly in their face without being killed for doing so. And, of course, the pain of being slapped around like I was some kind of a victim who loved doing this. To tell you the truth, I did not like this kind of stuff at all. I was just trying to find out how far I would go with him before I said, “Untie me, PLEASE MASTER, SIR!!!

    And then I replied, “What’s gotten in to you? Can’t you see that I hate you, Jules?” Jules didn’t like what I had just said. I felt the harsh sting of my words on both sides of my face. Talk about feeling the pains of love. Or was it LUST? I’d felt like I had been stung by a hive of crazy bees which had gotten loose from their nest and which had gone on a rampage because someone had come by and inadvertently knocked their hive around and pissed them off royally. And I was just beginning to enjoy my 2nd encounter with Jules straddling me in his old but sturdy brown chair and enjoying the reason as to why I had come to him in the 1st place: to be abused, broken down and left feeling like a piece of royal dog or cat shit lying on the sidewalks of Portland, Maine waiting to be stepped in, crudely wiped off and thrown back on the sidewalk but enjoying every minute of what happened to me. Such a masochist I am, getting my kicks like that, enjoying my self at the same time that I was being treated in a manner that most human beings would consider barbaric and just a plain, an inhumane, a degrading and a disgusting

    treatment of the human condition and the human spirit, but you know that some of us just have to be treated like shit occasion-ally, just to know how good we’ve got it and to know just how good life can really be because you just don’t know what you’ve got until it is gone and sometimes it is good to experience a little or a lot of pain so that you can build up your endurance, mentally, physically, as well as, emotionally, spiritually and psychically, psychologically and to basically become a stronger person and get on with the business of living your exciting but messed up life. Who knows, maybe Jules would tie me to the bed next time and make me have a really good time. But, one thing is for sure: I did not know how much more of this I could take emotionally without having a complete and udder nervous breakdown emotionally and balling my eyes out tonight. And, to top it off, it was only Monday night, not Friday or Saturday night. What a bummer. My week had barely started and I felt like I was in for HELL & DAMNATION TONIGHT.

    Personally, I didn’t care if Jules punched my lights out and broke my nose and I woke up with a throbbing headache and the feeling of being run over by him physically and emotionally. But, I wasn’t going to tell him that I wanted him to abuse me that much because I did not know if he was capable of going to such lengths and since I had just made him so mad with the coy look on my face, I thought that I would just go along with his program and not push him around too much with my wordy baggage. Time to settle back and relax some more.

    I had basically found the core of his pain and the center of his hurt in his twisted soul even though I was the one who was tied NAKED to the solid old oak chair by my wrists and ankles with old sailors’ rope. So, I thought that I would just take it easy and not push him over the edge too much more because I was the one who had come to him for abuse and pain but one must understand that it takes two to tango and I was also milking my 2nd experience with Jules for all that it was worth and I was not about to go away an unsatisfied customer as I came to him for both pleasure and pain and I now felt like I was getting what I wanted even though I was now beginning to feel the pain of being slapped repeatedly on the cheeks of my face and of having to put up with Jules stinging abuse and harsh words. So, I was ultimately the masochist here. But, the tables were turned and I got to be the sadist for a brief moment and I felt like the ‘King of the Mountain’. I felt like I was enjoying both pleasure and pain, as well as, of being in control of my own destiny through emotional reactions and responses which were very real and I was starting to feel better about why I enjoyed such negative attention and derision from another man and he was the one who was supposed to be enjoying the power and the feeling of ownership which came along with tying me up to his desk chair and taking control of the situation and of making me do what he wanted me to do, not what I wanted him to do. But, when playing S&M games, sometimes it is hard to tell who is the abuser or the abusee and who has the roles of power and control which become enmeshed in each other.

    All of a sudden, Jules became very quiet and he said to me in a very harsh tone of voice, “Now you are really going to get it Brandon. You’ve really pissed me off this time.” And then without another word, I felt my legs being slapped by his very big hands. They came down really hard on my thighs especially and the backs of the thighs and lower legs and all I could hear was a loud, “whack, whack, whack, whack, whack.” Over and over again. And then I heard Jules laugh that sadistic laugh of his and I thought for sure that I had reached the end of the line and I’d be beheaded or shot through the head with a gun next. But, all I could hear was Jules’ laughter and he said to me, “Brandon, you’re such a sick son of a bitch. What makes you think that you can just waltz in here like you normally do with that gorgeous smile on your face and what makes you think that you can control me like that?” And then he says again, “You’re the one who called me up for a session the other day and I’m just the guy to administer the pain and the pleasure that you so desperately need because you’re paying me for this session and you are the one who is tied down to my desk chair! So, you’d better enjoy your self while you still can because this session will not last forever and I haven’t got all night to deal with your bullshit. ‘Ya got that boy?”

    I said very firmly, “Yes Sir!” and with that he slapped my legs even harder with both hands like he was preparing a steak meal for supper with a meat tenderizer: his hands. I could feel my legs and thighs turning a beat red and I could feel the rush of blood underneath the skin to just underneath the surface

    and then just as soon as I had felt the sting on my strong and firm legs and then the receding of the pain, I felt the warmth of blood rising to the surface of the skin that came with being slapped hard on the legs. Ahhh, what a rush and how it felt to get my thighs and legs slapped silly by a hot, strapping young stud such as Jules was. I wondered what he had underneath that bulging white jockstrap that was the only thing that covered his private parts. And from what I could tell, Jules was getting all turned on with each minute that passed us by. He would tell all of my friends what we had in common: that he hated S&M and B&D with a passion and they would believe him whole heartedly, but I knew the difference and the score here and I could tell that he was totally getting off on the experience from the way he was acting, but this time around, I also seemed to be eliciting more of a response from Jules than he had wanted to show me or to give me because he was taking it all person-ally and I felt like there was more of a give and a take for the both of us and that there were two people in the room enjoying what was happening between each other and it was not one of those strict teacher/student relationships or the typical situation of a person going to a person to be dominated and told what to do in the world of Sado-Masochism and Bondage-Discipline. I was not here strictly for the punishment and the person administering the pain and the pleasure was not just doing his or her job. How boring that would have been to me. This felt like more than just two people getting their jollies. We were both being turned on to the idea of BDSM and the sheer danger of administering pain and pleasure at the same time. There really was NO DANGER, UNLESS YOU CROSSED THE LINE. It was like a symphony of words and music with crescendos, interludes and passages that seemed to go on for an eternity and then to break into some kind of a lull only to build back up to a final crescendo, another interlude, more passages of time and finally, an end to the music.

    This felt like more than two grown men getting their jollies. It felt like love to me, but you can never be too sure of love with your self when it concerns the administering of pain and pleasure, especially when this was only my 2nd experience with Jules and all of these feelings were coming out of me and Jules was acting so different from our first encounter. How strange and exciting things had become for the both of us, especially me, since I was the one who was tied up and thinking about all of this while I was on the receiving end of pain and pleasure and Jules administered each dose with a precision and a carefulness that only a SADIST could. I felt like he was feeling it too!!! I felt like I wanted to get to know Jules more and spend the rest of my life with him, but I couldn’t tell if Jules was getting all turned on by the experience and he was just playing the role I had asked him to play, but it sure felt different tonight. I felt more bold and audacious so I said to Jules, “What’s next on the agenda, Sir?” And he just replied, “You just don’t know when to keep your mouth shut, do you Brandon?” I’ll just have to punish you a lot more than you’ve been punished up ‘til now because you are acting like such a bad boy. You’ve been a meathead lately, haven’t you?”

    I replied, “A meathead?” I laughed out loud. And with that Jules walked away and I decided to shut my mouth and see what happened next. It did not take long to find out. I sat there for not more than a minute or two and then I heard Jules walk up to the side of the oak chair and the next thing I know, I can’t see a thing as he blindfolded my eyes with a material which felt like a cool satin over my face and I felt like I was at some kind of a health spa enjoying myself with a cool avocado spread that had been applied to my eyes as a salve to relax them and to make me feel better, except that is was only my eyes being blinded by a blindfold. Need less to say, it still felt good and I suddenly felt tired. I enjoyed what was happening to me as a grown man but I felt even more paranoid now because my vision had been cut off on purpose and Jules just replied, “This is what you get for opening your big mouth. Keep it up and I’ll turn off more of your senses, one by one, if you know what I’m saying. Just keep it up!!!” I just smiled and laughed to myself. It was all I could do from bursting out.

    All I could do was open my mouth and spite my self unintentionally by saying, “Well Jules, it’s about time that you blocked out one of my senses because I was beginning to wonder if anything else would happen next.” And then he replied, “You just don’t know how to shut up or when to quit, do you Brandon?” Maybe I ought to leave you here for the night and go out and enjoy my self at the local bar, Sinister, and have a few beers and then come back with a whole bunch of hot looking guys and we’ll all rape your silly ass and make you so sore for days from all of the sexual, physical, mental and emotional abuse that you won’t want to think about having another one of our sessions for quite a long time. And you won’t want to have sex with anyone for quite some time. Maybe you’ll think about going straight for a while, but I highly doubt that Brandon. Once a cocksucker, always a cocksucker. After all, that is what you really are Brandon: A COCKSUCKER with a need to be abused by another man or a group of men. What an Abnormal panty waste and a loser you have become. If I were you I would just jump off of a really tall bridge and hope you land on water at 70 miles per hour and then hit the rocks and drown. But, if I know you, you would survive an ordeal like that somehow. You would just survive somehow, even if that meant you were stuck in a wheelchair for the rest of your life breathing out of an oxygen tube. What a waste of human energy and space.” And with that, he quickly retorted, “Nah, you’d probably enjoy that scene much too much so I think that I’ll just pass on that fun scene for now and wait until I am good and ready to pull that shit on you.”

    And then, just to not throw all caution to the wind, “You’re so right Jules. Where’d you learn how to be so perceptive and read my mind so well? You’re sooooooooo… right. I’d enjoy that scene way too much for your chagrin.” And then I laughed heartily and OUTLOUD again, but this time I couldn’t stop laughing.

    And with that, I felt a hot riding crop hit my chest over and over and over again for what felt like an eternity and I just loved the fact that the leather riding crop kept hitting my worked out broad chest over and over and over again until I could feel more blood rush to just below the skin and the cool air on my hot skin and the feeling of warm blood flowing just below the skin. It felt like someone was administering first aid to my now bruised and very hot chest and legs. At least, this is what I thought in my fucked up mind. I wondered if Jules had drawn any blood yet and hoped that there were not too many cuts, scrapes and bruises oozing blood out of them. And then, I felt the riding crop hitting my chest and legs again and Jules was saying in his sadistic tone of voice, “So Brandon, how do you like that? Are you beginning to feel the pain and the pleasure or am I just wasting my time with you, DEAR BOY?”

    I replied, “You can just stop what you’re doing any time soon as I get the message, Sir Jules.”

    And then he replied, “Now you’re starting to talk like a real man Brandon. I’m so glad that one of us is now listening. Because, if you don’t start learning how to pay attention and listen to your self more often, you are going to walk through life being a sad case for the psychologist, boy. Don’t you get it or are you just wasting MY TIME for the FUCK of IT?” I just replied, “Yes Sir,” in a less than authoritative voice and he noticed how I had replied and he said, “Speak up more clearly when spoken to, Boy Brandon. You’re just not projecting your voice to me properly yet. You need to speak more clearly from your diaphragm more and to use tones that convey to me that you really understand what I am talking about here, BOY.” He almost sounded like a hick from the Bible Belt in the South of these United States of America.

    So, I replied, much more emphatically, “YES SIR. I’m a FUCKING PANSY.”

    And for emphasis I said, “And, I LOVE IT!” He just looked at me and laughed that ridiculous Bette Davis laugh of his and said, “Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.” “HA.”

    “Good, good. Now you know your place in the world. You are just a little fucking pansy. That’s all you are to me, Brandon. A little fucking pansy. And, I am your master for the evening. Your host, if you will. Now, let’s get to the bottom of the real reason why you came to me for this hot little session you are paying me $500.00. Is it the sex you wanted? Hmmm!” And with that, Jules slapped the tops of my thighs with his bare hands hard, but this time he took his index finger and ran it lightly over my dick and balls and then down to my puckered shitter and started roughly poking and prodding me and trying to stick his finger up inside, but he stopped short of his index finger entering the canal. And then he said, “I’ll save that for later.”

    “Damn,” I thought to my self. And, I felt so turned on that I couldn’t control my self and I started wriggling around in the chair like a horny sailor in heat. I bucked my ass and body in the air when Jules took his index finger out from below my hairy, smelly balls from between my asscheeks and all he could do was reply, “Not so fast you slimy asshole. We’ll get to the pleasure part soon enough. Why don’t you just calm down a little bit, you gutless pig. I’m the one who’s in control of you. Keep it up and I’ll shove my dick up your asshole without any lubrication. And, you’ll have no choice but to like it.” The thought of that happening made me shudder and more turned on at the prospect of having sex with Jules!!! But, who knew if we’d even get to that point in our hot session this evening. Who knew. All I could do was whimper at the thought and the prospect of Jules shoving his hot and rigid prick up my slimy, moist shitter. I felt like a pig in heat underneath the hot sun as the perspiration dripped off my back and slid between my hot rump and crack. I felt the flushness in my face and like I was really being turned on by this hot strapping young stud who was administering pain and pleasure to me but who I felt like he was torturing me until I couldn’t take it anymore and I would just die from a lack of attention because he was teasing me to the brink of an orgasm and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted the real deal and nothing more. He was the real deal. Or, at least I thought so. Maybe he wasn’t.


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  • The Watermelon Patch

    Spencer lifted the thirty-five to forty-pound watermelon, its dark green skin dull with its ripeness, and he carried it to his old Dodge pickup, sitting in the strip between the vines. He handed it up to Elliot, who was stacking them neatly in the bed. Coming up beside him was Mason, his older brother, setting another melon on the tailgate.

    “Damn, its hot,” Mason uttered, wiping an arm across his brow.

    “It’s summertime,” Spencer responded, laughing at his brother. Neither were used to toiling away in the summer heat, both accustomed to sitting in air conditioned cabs of tractors or the combine, while they worked one field or another. But each year, during some of the hottest days of summer, they had to gather the melons their grandfather was determined to grow. There wasn’t much money in them, not when one considered the labor involved, each one hand carried from the vine to a waiting pickup. But no one was willing to argue the point, so each year Mason and he had to harvest them.

    Heading back to the row of vines, with large dark green spheres scattered along the gently sloping hillside, Spencer saw Baxter carrying a large one to Mason’s truck. It was a Chevy that was practically new, compared to his Dodge and Baxter’s old Ford. It was only three years old when Mason purchased it last fall. He watched Baxter easily carry the large melon, one of the largest, probably fifty pounds. He saw the muscular upper body with its tanned skin glistening wetly in the sun. He had had a crush on Baxter since he was fourteen, and for the following four years, had daydreamed of Baxter returning his affections. He fantasized of them dating like a girl and boy, going to the prom together, of late nights parked on a fire lane or down one of the dirt roads, kissing, fondling each other, then having sex.

    Diverting his eyes for the hundredth time, Spencer walked out among the tangled vines to the next melon that was dull in color. Trying hard not to think of it, it was proving impossible with Baxter helping them again. His family was poor, and Mason considered it his duty to hire him whenever they had a need for help. The day before they had carried two truckloads to area stores that anchored one small community or another. Today, they would take one load to their father at the farmer’s market to replenish his table, and the other would be taken to an Aunt’s home who lived on Highway 89. They would park in the edge of the yard, selling them to passing motorists. The highway was the main thoroughfare through the community, and therefore the most traffic.

    Spencer broke the stem then reached his long arms around the melon, lifting it to carry to his truck. He walked carefully through the vines, avoiding stepping on any, as he made his way. He looked over at Baxter, feeling his desires and longings grow more intense. Baxter was twenty, the same as Mason, and had a muscular lean build that he struggled not to be caught staring at. Dark brown hair, a tanned skin tone and if close enough, he would be able to see the dark brown eyes and the shadow of a beard around the chin and along the jaw. He had compared Baxter to Mason and himself. A body that fit between them. Mason was five foot eight and stocky in build, much like their father, and he was six foot one, and lean to the point he considered himself skinny, and their differences didn’t end there. Mason had dark hair and fair skin like their father, while he had light brown hair that had been blonde as a child, and his skin tone was slightly tan, with freckles over his cheeks, much like their mother. He even had her vivid blue eyes, where Mason had their dad’s green eyes. And Mason fit between them, somewhere around five foot ten, something he knew all too well, after having stood next to him often, doing the comparisons.

    As he approached his truck, its white paint dull in the bright sunlight, he looked at Elliot, someone new to them. He was a mystery, for he didn’t talk much, even blushing at times at crude remarks by Mason or Baxter. Spencer knew by the way he dressed and acted, Elliot came from a religious family, some sect that was strict. Compared to Baxter being shirtless, Mason having on a t-shirt with the sides ripped out of it and he in a t-shirt that was stretched and worn till the neck and hem was frayed, Elliot appeared dressed up. A white dress shirt and khaki pants that didn’t have one tear in them. Both knees intact and the shirt buttoned all the way up, leaving only the button at the collar free, he looked like one of those missionary boys that rode bicycles. Something Mason and Baxter had not felled to joke about when Elliot wasn’t around.

    He watched Elliot move to the tailgate, holding out his hands for the melon to stack it in the bed of the truck. A hot breeze blew over them and he saw the shirt sleeves tighten around arms that were like his own, long and lean, unlike Mason and Baxter’s that bulged with muscle.

    “Thanks,” Spencer uttered as Elliot took the heavy melon.

    “No problem,” Elliot replied, swinging around to stack it with the others.

    Elliot piqued his curiosity until he took measure of the physical nature of him. Elliot was Baxter’s height, but lean, and obviously not accustomed to manual labor. The day before they had to bring him water, after getting sick from becoming overheated. His face had been red, with sweat pouring down it and soaking his shirt. Spencer considered the usual aspects: reddish brown hair, cut short, and there was the fair skin, what was visible, and green eyes that struggled to look at you, diverting to the ground often. Then there was the guy’s background, and how their mother, who had pushed them to hire Elliot, had been vague on it. He was living with an Aunt in town, having moved from Twin Falls, Idaho last week. Spencer found it odd that someone his age would be moving in with an Aunt and Uncle just a few weeks after graduation, and knew something bad must have happened. At first, he assumed something happened to Elliot’s parents, but Elliot had made casual mention of them, and his two sisters, back in Twin Falls, but nothing about why he had come to live with his Aunt and Uncle.

    Heading back to the vines, Spencer admitted to himself how he thought Elliot was attractive, with his boyish features and skin that looked soft and smooth, more like a girls than any of the guys he knew, who let sparse beards try to grow in, or were tanned from being outdoors all the time. And it didn’t bother him about Elliot’s shyness, but there was something that seemed like a barrier, some deliberate attempt by him to avoid getting close to anyone.

    Melon in hand, Spencer turned to head to the truck when he noticed Elliot looking toward Mason’s truck. Mason was handing a melon up to Baxter who was now in the bed. He saw Elliot look toward them for a few seconds then turn around and pretend to straighten melons, and he wondered if there was more to Spencer he had yet to find out, for there had been a few seconds he thought he recognized the look on Elliot’s face; one of longing. He could be wrong, but he felt sure he was right.

    Spencer eased his old Dodge out of the field, its 4 x 4 suspension causing it to bounce over the rough ground even at a low speed. Following the silver Chevy with Mason and Baxter in it, they eased out to the highway, Mason going right toward the farmer’s market in town and he left toward their Aunt’s place. Elliot sat quietly as he fumbled around with the radio till, he got it on the station desired, rock music coming from the speakers mounted in the doors, and the base behind the seat.

    “You like this song?” Spencer asked as he tapped at the steering wheel in beat with it.

    “What? Oh, huh…I’ve never heard it before.”

    “Seriously?”

    Elliot nodded his head, then looked away, and Spencer sensed the embarrassment.

    “Elliot, can I ask you something?”

    Elliot looked around and nodded his head.

    “Where you grew up, back in Idaho, right? Was your family kind of strict? Religious?”

    “Yes,” Elliot replied, his voice so low Spencer barely heard him.

    “That must have been tough,” Spencer uttered in a low voice, not sure he wanted Elliot to hear him.

    “Yes.”

    The simple reply said so much more, for Spencer heard the tone of it. There was a defeated feel to it.

    Where Hill Crest Road intersected Highway 89, Spencer turned right, and accelerated back to speed, slowly, easing through the gears. His Aunt’s house was only a couple of miles ahead. He had been disappointed Mason took the trip to the farmer’s market, but not surprised. It was inside a building, out of the sun, and even though it was unconditioned, there were fans to stir the hot air and keep the gnats and flies at bay. Of course, Mason and Baxter chose to go there, leaving Elliot and him to do the roadside sale of melons. They would be under the shade of pine that grew in the front yard, but it wasn’t perfect shade, and they would have to fan gnats and flies from their sweating faces. He dreaded it, the sitting on the side of the road for hours while he begged every car that approached to stop. He wanted to sell the melons and get back home to the air conditioning and a shower to get clean.

    “Do you guys grow melons every year?” asked Elliot as Spencer slowed to turn.

    “Yep, every damn year,” Spencer replied as he glanced over to Elliot seeing the eyebrows arc upward at his reply. “Granddad is adamant about growing them, even though dad said there is no real profit to be made. So, he plants them and tends to them till they are ready to harvest, then Mason and I get stuck with them.”

    “I see.”

    “Do you like doing this?”

    “No…not really.”

    “Yeah, it sucks. How did you get roped into it?” Spencer asked as he pulled into the yard then backed up till the truck was near the ditch.

    “My Aunt knows your mother, from church, and she thought it would be good for me to get out and do something, earn a little money for myself.”

    “Your parents…do they not send you some spending money?”

    “No.”

    Spencer decided not to pursue it as he shut off the engine and swung his door open.

    “Okay, Elliot, time to sell melons.”

    Tailgate down and watermelons neatly stacked each side of the truck, with a few scattered on the slope of the ditch, Spencer reached for another in the bed of the truck. Spencer cut it, placing half to where passing motorists could see the dark red flesh, then cut the other half down the middle. He handed one piece to Elliot then hopped on the tailgate next to him. He took bites out of the sweet flesh, until it dripped down his chin.

    “These are good watermelons,” said Elliot and Spencer saw red juice trickling down his chin and the arm holding the slice.

    “Yes, they are,” Spencer replied.

    Gnats began to hover around their faces, and they laid the rinds against the side of the bed and began to fan them away, as they watched the passing traffic.  A pulp wood truck, Mr. Mitchell in his tractor with the cultivator on back, Mrs. Wiggins in her old Cadillac and numerous vehicles Spencer didn’t recognize. A minivan braked as it passed, pulled off on the shoulder and once a truck passed, turned around and came back. It pulled into the drive and parked.

    “Our first customer.”

    As was typical, it took the first person stopping to trigger others to do the same. At one point, the boys had three trucks on the shoulder of the road and a Volvo wagon in the drive. They sold one or two melons to each one, and to one man, they sold six. By the time it got to be one o’clock, the bed of the truck was nearly empty, and Spencer was hoping they would soon be able to head home.

    Elliot, as shy as he was, still managed to converse with customers, occasionally smiling at some comment, as he loaded their melons and took the payment. Spencer moved melons from against the cab down near the tailgate and placed more on the ground, to keep the area around the truck looking like there were a lot of choices for customers.

    Back on the tailgate, a lull in traffic, they sat fanning gnats as stomachs growled with hunger.

    “I hope we sell these soon. I’m hungry and ready to get out of this heat.”

    “Me too,” Elliot agreed.

    Mrs. Simpson pulled up, easing her Grand Cherokee onto the shoulder, and Spencer jumped down to meet her.

    “Mrs. Simpson, how are you, today?”

    “I’m fine. I trust you are. How’s the family?”

    “They’re good.”

    “Your brother not helping?”

    “Mason? He’s at the farmer’s market with dad.”

    “I see. So, who is the young man with you? I’ve not seen him before?”

    “Oh, that is Elliot. He’s Mrs. Lockwood’s nephew. Do you know her?”

    “I know of her. She lives in town, right?”

    “Yes, mam.”

    “So, Spencer, pick me out a couple of the smaller melons. I can’t eat those big ones.”

    “How about these two; is this a good size for you?”

    “Yes, those look good.”

    Money in his pocket and melons set in the footwells of the rear seat, Spencer watched Mrs. Simpson ease back on the highway and pull away. Sweat trickled down his face, and he fanned at the gnats tormenting him, as he scanned the ground then the bed of the truck to see how many melons they had left. Moving toward the tailgate where Elliot sat, he pulled the tail of his t-shirt up, stretching it until he could wipe his face. When he let it go, he saw Elliot turn his head, looking away quickly and he wondered, hoped even, he had caught Elliot looking at him.

    Fanning gnats while watching passing traffic, Spencer kept glancing over at Elliot. He looked at the profile of the boy, with his chin jutting out, the long neck with the prominent Adam’s apple, the slightly upturned nose and the ears slightly too large, similar to his own, one more thing he didn’t like about himself, but looking at Elliot, they were not a detraction from his overall appearance. He was cute, a word he heard boys use to describe girls, and he considered the nature of the description. Handsome seemed too formal, insinuated a more masculine appearance, something Elliot did not have.

    “Elliot?”

    “Yes?”

    “Are you going to college this fall?”

    “I was, but my acceptance has been rescinded.”

    “What? Why?”

    “It is the college supported by the church and after what happened, and my parents feeling obligated to report it, they…” Elliot’s voice trailed off, and Spencer heard the wavering tone.

    “You want to tell me what happened?”

    Elliot shook his head and looked away.

    “It can’t be that bad. I mean, Jesus, what could you possibly do that made a college do that. Mason went joyriding in dad’s truck when he was fourteen and totaled it on Cold Water Creek bridge. Boy, did he get in trouble for that. And I, well, in ninth grade I filled a boy’s locker with fish heads to pay him back for bullying me. He kept calling me…”

    “It’s not the same,” Elliot interrupted.

    “Oh…okay.”

    Spencer let the silence settle between them. He wasn’t sure why, but he felt it was the best thing, instead of continuing to push Elliot to talk to him. Before he was just curious, but now he felt concern toward him, and didn’t want to make him more upset. A combine with a corn header cruised by, Joey Blackwell waving from inside the cab. Behind it was a line of four trucks, waiting on Joey to pull off the road when the shoulder was clear, so they could pass.

    As they watched the combine pull off the road letting the trucks ease around it, Elliot began to talk. Spencer knew not to look around, but to let Elliot say what he wanted.

    “I was having trouble in the church, not keeping up with my lessons and just not able to do the things they asked of us. I felt like it was trying to make me someone I’m not, and…I had read some things, stuff that contradicted what the church was teaching and knew I agreed with it, and not the church. Mom found the books and made me take them to the church and publicly denounce them. I did it, but…but…I didn’t really believe what I was saying.

    “Last winter, I was home alone, everyone gone to Boise to visit someone from the church who was in the hospital. They were getting some cancer treatment that was supposedly better than what could be had in Twin Falls. I thought they would be gone longer. It had been two weeks since…since…I just wanted…”

    Elliot sat silent for so long, Spencer began to think he had gotten all he was going to about why Elliot had been forced to move. He looked from the corner of his eye as Elliot sat back, bringing feet up on the tailgate enabling him to wrap arms around knees, folding up to become small. Less significant. 

    “They came back sooner than I anticipated and caught me and…I was so scared. The way dad yelled and condemned me and mom going on and on about what a sin I had committed. I watched dad throw some of my things into a duffel bag and knew he meant to make me leave.

    “My Aunt happened to make her weekly call to mom. They’re sisters and were really close as young girls, but that changed when mom married dad. My Aunt Maddie doesn’t say it, but I know she doesn’t like dad or the church. It’s one reason she left Idaho. Mom got her parents to attend the church and Aunt Maddie packed up and left. Well, she had a plane ticket waiting on me at the airport and had me fly to Montgomery. I’d never been on a plane before and almost missed my connecting flight in Denver, but when I finally made it to Montgomery, she was there waiting for me.”

    “What did you do?” Spencer asked, keeping his voice to barely above a whisper.

    Elliot shook his head as he wiped his eyes.

    “What did your Aunt have to say?”

    “She told me I had done nothing wrong.”

    “So, you shouldn’t feel guilty, right?”

    “I guess. But my parents won’t have anything to do with me.”

    “What are you going to do about college?”

    “My aunt has made calls, some contacts she has with the universities in the state. I can start at Auburn in the fall, a basic curriculum. It may take me longer, but I’ll at least get in somewhere and started on a degree.”

    “You’re going to Auburn in the fall?” Spencer asked, smiling.

    “Yes. Why?”

    “Me too.”

    “Really? I assumed you’d farm like your brother.”

    “Are you kidding me? I don’t won’t to do this. It’s not that I hate it, but Mason loves it and the farm isn’t big enough for both of us to come in with dad. And I want to study wildlife sciences.”

    “That sounds nice.”

    “What do you want to major in?”

    “Nursing.”

    “That will be a good field. Always need nurses.”

    “I hope so.”

    A familiar Chevy truck pulled down in the ditch, easing up as close as possible. The passenger window went down, and Baxter leaned out.

    “You guys having fun?”

    “Loads,” Spencer replied, jumping down to stand next to the truck. “What’s up?”

    “Your mom sent lunch to Elliot and you,” Baxter replied, holding up a tray covered in aluminum foil. Spencer took it, handing it off to Elliot then took the next one being held out.

    “Did mom send something to drink?”

    “Oh yeah. Here,” Baxter replied, holding out a small cooler Spencer knew would have iced down sweet tea.

    “We’ve sold most of the melons and hope to head home soon.”

    Mason leaned over, smiling.

    “What? What did dad say?” Spencer asked, knowing it wasn’t good.

    “He said to tell you, if you sold the load by three, to go back for another one, that he wanted you to catch the traffic around five.”

    “Shit.”

    Baxter and Mason laughed, then Baxter leaned out, “don’t worry, we’ve got to go for another load too and take it into town to the two grocery stores.”

    “Yeah, but you don’t have to sit in the fucking heat fanning gnats.”

    Baxter and Mason laughed as they pulled away. Spencer hopped onto the tailgate with his tray, looking over at Elliot’s with fried chicken, mac and cheese, green beans and biscuit. His mouth watered as he uncovered his own revealing the same.

    “Your mom can really cook,” said Elliot around a mouthful of mac and cheese.

    “Yes, she can,” Spencer replied as he lifted a leg and took a bite out of it.

    At two forty, Elliot loaded the last three melons into a SUV while Spencer took their money, then counted out their change. The large Suburban pulled back out on the road and motored away as Spencer stood in the ditch looking at the empty ground and truck bed.

    “Well, fuck me.”

    “What?” Elliot replied, looking shocked.

    “We’ll have to go back for another load.”

    “Oh, yeah.”

    “Get in and let’s go. The faster we get them loaded the faster we can get back and hopefully sell them.”

    Spencer drove the old Dodge with authority, accelerating from each stop, shifting through the gears. At Hill Crest Road, he turned right, bringing the old truck back to speed. Glancing over, he saw Elliot holding a hand in front of the air conditioning vent letting the cool air blow through his fingers. They came upon the lane to the field, but Spencer didn’t slow.

    “Isn’t that our turn?” Elliot asked.

    “Yep, but there is a store up the road. I could use a cold drink, and I’m sure you could too.”

    “Yes, I am thirsty.”

    A mile up the road, where Pine Bluff Road teed into Hill Crest, a small general store sat right in the intersection, leaving little room for parking in front. Spencer pulled past the store and parked on the far side next to two other trucks he recognized. The Miller boy’s beat to shit Chevy, and Mr. Bryson’s new F-250.

    Elliot followed Spencer into the store, down the first aisle to reach-in coolers containing water, sodas, fruit drinks and beer. Spencer had spoken to Mr. Peterson, the owner, and Mr. Bryson, but the Miller boy, Tyler, Taylor or something like that, wasn’t at the front. He reached in and pulled out a soda, then looked back at Elliot.

    “What do you want?”

    “The same.”

    Handing Elliot the drink in hand, Spencer reached in for another, then led Elliot back to the front, pulling out his wallet as he went.

    “Just the two drinks,” said Spencer, holding out his drink.

    “That will be three eighty-four,” Mr. Peterson replied after ringing it up.

    Holding out four ones, Spencer noticed the Miller boy coming around from the far side. He was fifteen, too young to be driving by himself, but everyone knew his father didn’t care, letting him drive all over the county. He was a skinny boy, always looking like he had been rolling around on the ground. Even now, the t-shirt he wore, what was left of it, the side ripped out till it barely covered his chest and back, was dirty and frayed around the neck. But not nearly as frayed as the old jeans he wore. Both knees blown out, and one pocket hanging loose, white boxers visible through the hole.

    “Hey Spencer,” the Miller boy said as he set a quart of oil on the counter.

    “Hey. Your truck leaking oil?” Spencer asked, nodding toward it.

    “Hell, the damn thing uses more oil than gas. How much Mr. Peterson?”

    Spencer glanced over at Elliot and saw him looking at the boy, sizing him up. Eyes moved down the lean body, and how much of the torso was exposed. When Elliot realized Spencer was watching him, he turned and headed out the door without a word.

    Change in hand, Spencer headed out as he heard Mr. Peterson ask for eight dollars and fifty-four cents. Elliot was already in the truck, and he climbed in behind the wheel.

    “I swear I don’t know how that boy gets away with it,” said Spencer as he started the engine.

    “Gets away with what?”

    “Underage driving. He’s only fifteen.”

    “Really?”

    “Yep,” Spencer replied, and he saw the change in expression, the realization of the boy’s age, so much younger than them at this stage of their lives. But he also saw what he wanted to see; this appraisal of another boy, some longing for them.

    Back in the watermelon patch, pulled down past where they had gathered melons that morning, they climbed down and headed out to the nearest dark green spheres laying in the sun. Spencer showed which were ripe and the two of them carried melon after melon up to his truck, sitting the first few on the tailgate, then the others on the ground. They would neatly stack them later once they had a bunch gathered.

    The sun beat down on them hotter than it had been that morning and soon both were sweating profusely, their shirts clinging to their bodies. Spencer set a melon down and went to the cab of the truck, opening the door. He glanced back at Elliot to see if he was watching, then he tugged his t-shirt over his head and tossed the wet thing on the seat. Immediately he felt a cooling of his skin where the slight breeze helped with evaporation. It wasn’t much, the sun now heating up his exposed skin, but it was cooler than with the shirt on. Looking up as he headed out, he saw Elliot looking his way, stumbling once, and he suppressed the desire to laugh.

    For a few minutes, they crossed paths, going back and forth from the truck, but after stacking up six more, and heading back out, he saw Elliot standing over a large melon, looking at it as if he wasn’t sure about it.

    “It looks ripe from here,” Spencer called out.

    “Are you sure?” Elliot asked.

    Spencer angled over to him and stood by his side. He saw the eyes cut over and without thinking, ran a hand down his sweaty chest and stomach. He saw those eyes follow it, every inch of the way down, and he fought the urge to try something, to reach out and touch him, or tell Elliot he could do it, or move closer till his bare torso pressed against Elliot.

    “It’s ripe. You want me to get it?” said Spencer, looking down at the melon, knowing it was at least fifty pounds.

    “I’ll get it,” Elliot replied, squatting down to lift it up.

    Spencer saw Elliot struggle to lift it and breathed out heavily once standing. Spencer saw how red in the face he had become. He was getting too hot again.

    “Wait for me at the truck. We’ll see how many we have by stacking them in the bed.”

    “But I’m sure this isn’t enough,” Elliot replied, his voice sounding breathless.

    “We should grab some water before pulling more. It’s in the cab, go ahead and grab some. I’ll be right behind you.”

    “Okay.”

    “And Elliot?”

    “Yes?”

    “Ditch the shirt; it’s too hot out here. That cotton shirt is just trapping heat.”

    “But…” Elliot stammered, wide eyed.

    “It’s just the two of us, right?”

    “Yes.”

    “You’re about to stroke out. We won’t be out much longer so you shouldn’t burn. There some spray sunscreen in the cab. Use it after pulling off that wet shirt.”

    “Okay,” Elliot replied, but he sounded like he wasn’t convinced.

     Spencer walked toward the truck, his arms wrapped around another large melon, as he watched Elliot move to the cab, look his way then turned back around. He could tell Elliot was undoing the shirt, one button at a time, slowly, taking far too long. Finally, the shirt fell open and Elliot slipped it off the shoulders letting it slide down his long arms. A fair skinned back came into view, the waist narrow. Shoulder blades moved as Elliot gathered up the shirt, opened the driver’s door and laid it on the seat. He leaned in, arms reaching across to the small cooler. Spencer knew the bottled water would be in tepid water by now, the ice long ago melted.

    When Elliot stood straight, facing Spencer as he set down the melon, he raised his arm to take a long drink of water. Spencer looked at him, the lean torso, the arm angled up revealing the dark hair in the pit. He saw how the khaki pants hug low on the hips, gapped around that narrow waist and all he could imagine was slipping fingers down in them. He moved to Elliot, heart racing with his desire.

    “Hand me one of those, will ya?”

    “Sure,” Elliot replied, reaching back into the truck.

    Spencer could see Elliot’s small round ass as the khaki pants tightened with his stretch to reach the cooler. When Elliot stood, holding out a water, he let his fingers brush against Elliot’s, seeking any contact. He saw Elliot flinch, then slowly pull away. He saw those blue eyes looking at him, down below his face, and he knew where they were staring. He raked his hand up his stomach to his chest and saw them following it. He turned the bottle up and drank long swallows, till it was half gone then lowered his arm to see Elliot’s eyes were still on him. He held the bottle over his head and let the remaining water cascade over it, down his torso till it was wetting his jeans.

    “Fuck, its hot,” Spencer uttered, wanting to use that word, to say it aloud and see Elliot’s response.

    “Yeah…it’s hot.” Elliot turned even redder in the face, flushed with embarrassment.

    Spencer looked at the lean chest, and how sweat trickled down the middle of it. He didn’t really think about what he was doing. No consideration of what could happen if he had been wrong about Elliot in any way. He reached out and rubbed the back of his fingers up Elliot’s chest, raking them through the sweat.

    “You’re burning up,” Spencer whispered as he kept his fingers in contact, even when Elliot pulled back a little. He noticed it was half-hearted, the way Elliot pulled away, then he felt the firm contact afforded him as he ran his fingers up to the base of the neck. Now he knew, and as he cupped Elliot’s chin, he moved to him until their bare chests were pressed together. “You want me to stop?” he whispered as he moved closer, so close he could see the light freckles over Elliot’s cheeks, the areas he had beard growth around the chin and the lack of any sideburns. He saw the blue eyes darting back and forth, nervous with his advancements. Then he saw the lips moving.

    “No.” Whisper quiet and spoken breathlessly.

    “Do you like me?”

    “I…I…”

    “I like you.”

    “You do?”

    Spencer leaned closer till his lips touched Elliot’s. He felt the slight flinching away, then a gentle push back. He pushed Elliot against the open door, rubbing his body against him. He kissed along the jaw, feeling the smooth skin against his lips. Moving to the ear, he kissed the lobe, tongued it, then whispered, “Please don’t make me stop.”

    Spencer reached between them, undoing his own jeans, then stepped back to tug them off along with his boxers. Stripped, he tossed everything over the side of the truck bed and moved toward Elliot, whose eyes stared at him with a longing he recognized. He was half hard, cock beginning to angle outward, as he reached for Elliot’s pants. “Get them off,” he exclaimed, excitedly, as he fumbled with the button, then zipper. Elliot didn’t try to stop him, let him pull the khaki’s open and grab ahold of the waistband. He stripped him, pulling everything down. Tapping Elliot on the leg, “lift your foot,” he whispered and worked the khaki pants and boxers off each foot, as Elliot raised them. He flung the garments over the side of the truck bed with his own and reached up, taking Elliot’s hardening cock. He circled fingers around it and the sac, pulling outward as the cock thickened. He leaned forward and licked the head, making Elliot gasp, then he slid his lips over it and pushed forward taking every inch.

    Elliot began to harden all the way. Inside Spencer’s mouth, the slick feel of it, the soft warmth, and how it enveloped every inch, made Elliot gasp and shudder. He filled Spencer’s mouth, growing longer, thicker, until Spencer couldn’t take all of it.

    Spencer pulled back and worked his tongue over the head. He pushed forward and took what he could of Elliot, this his first cock. His first time to fulfill fantasies of so many nights, of longings he didn’t think he could endure much longer. That he no longer had to. On his knees, naked, the sun hot against his bare skin, he took Elliot, every inch he could handle, and he kept moving his mouth back and forth until hands held his shoulders for support.

    Elliot cried out, guttural, shaking as his release surge from deep within. He pushed forward, gagging Spencer, unable to hold back, and filled the suctioning mouth. He jerked and pushed forward with every ejaculation until he was spent.

    Looking down, Elliot watched his cock slide free of Spencer’s mouth. A hand held his still hard cock while a tongue licked the head, burrowed into the slit, while the hand milked the last of his cum out.

    When Spencer stood, grinning wickedly, Elliot smiled back. It had been a long time since he felt like this. He backed to the open cab, climbed up in the seat, legs dangling out.

    “Do me,” Elliot asked, his tone pleading. “Put it in me.”

    Spencer didn’t think Elliot would want to go this far. He assumed it would be pushing him too much. Such an intimate act; wouldn’t it be more than Elliot would want to do? But he saw the longing and heard the pleading tone when Elliot asked to be penetrated, to have his cock put inside of him. He moved to the open door, let Elliot’s legs rest on his shoulders, as images of boys fucking online came to him, this very scenario and he tried to calm himself, to not rush into it, knowing he had to enter Elliot slowly.

    He moved up closer, holding Elliot in an upright position, thighs pressing against his chest with legs over his shoulders. He kissed him, then pushed him to lie back. He fingered his tight hole, bore into it with one finger, then two and finally three, twisting and fucking them through the tightness until he felt it loosen. Then he put his achingly hard cock against Elliot, and pushed through the tight opening, feeling it milk his cock as he pushed every inch inside of him.

     Spencer held the legs to his chest and fucked slowly, feeling every inch slide into Elliot. He felt the heat of Elliot’s body around his cock, the soft cocooning of it when buried inside of him. He tugged outward and shoved back in, increasing his pace, until hips smacked against ass.

    “Fuck me, fuck me harder,” Elliot pleaded, and Spencer registered through the fog of his mind, it was the first time he had heard Elliot use the word. It spurned him on, pushed him to fuck with all his strength. Sweat poured down his torso and he felt the heat within his own body, feverish, burning up, hotter than the sun that was on his back. Looking down he saw Elliot was just as hot, skin glistening wetly, and he ran a hand up the undulating stomach and over the chest, feeling the heat of the flesh.

    “I’m…going to cum,” Spencer uttered, tripping on his words, as he felt his release. He shuddered, then jammed cock into Elliot’s depths as he came. He shivered with every ejaculation until exhausted and spent. Then he lay over Elliot, kissing the wet skin of his chest. “Elliot?” he uttered breathlessly.

    “Yes?”

    “Thanks for being with me. You’re not going to regret it, are you?” Spencer whispered, as he lay his head on Elliot’s chest, feeling the way it moved up and down with every breath.

    “No. You want regret doing it with me, will you?”

    “No, of course not.”

    They stood facing each other, naked, cocks flaccid, grinning like fools. They held a bottle of water over their heads and watched the other shiver as the cool water cascaded down their sweaty bodies. They laughed and once the bottles were empty, Spencer pulled Elliot to him, and they kissed.

    “We really should get dressed and those melons loaded before that brother of mine comes driving up to see what is taking so long.”

    Elliot laughed, joyfully, then nodded his head, “I think you’re right.”

    They loaded the melons, stacking them neatly from the cab back to the tailgate, Spencer standing on the bumper with Elliot handing up the last few. Back in the cab, shirts still off, sweat trickling down chests, Spencer drove them back to the road. The air conditioner was pushed to the coldest setting, blasting out of the vents, making goosebumps rise on their skin.

    Spencer noticed Elliot was acting more open, smiling more; even his posture was more relaxed. He heard him humming to the song playing over the radio and found himself tapping the top of the steering wheel and humming along himself. He drove slowly along the highway, the old Dodge floating on its suspension, as they gave each other smiling looks. He wanted to renew some contact with Elliot, to continue with this connection between them. Reaching over he brushed his hand over Elliot’s bare chest and saw him lean back letting him. He raked his hand over the harden nipple, and over the ridiculously soft, smooth skin. He pinched the nipple making Elliot cry out and swat his hand away, while laughing uncontrollably.

    “You like that; admit it?” said Spencer.

    “Yes,” Elliot replied, leaning against the door, looking back. The left knee was brough up on the seat, spreading his legs as he raked a hand down his own chest and stomach. “You can touch me.”

    Elliot knew what he meant, and he reached over, running a hand up the thigh, feeling the wet fabric till his fingers were digging into the crotch, feeling the expanding cock within. “I wish we didn’t have to go back,” he whispered as he felt the growing cock fill his hand.

    “Me, too.”

    The truck was back into position at the yard’s edge, with tailgate down. Watermelons were stacked either side of the bed and lay scattered on the bank of the ditch, so passing motorists could not fail to see them. Spencer and Elliot sat on the tailgate, shirts back on, fanning away the gnats.

    There were a few stops, each buying one or two melons, followed by a slow spell, traffic light, but they knew it would get heavier just before day’s end.

    “You want to tell me what happened?” Spencer asked, not looking over, instead looking down at the ground.

    “I think you can guess, by now. Mom caught me with another boy, and…”

    “Everything went to shit?”

    “Yes; that is one way to put it.”

    “Was he…important? Someone special to you?”

    “I had thought so, until he told everyone I had seduced him. I had lured him to do it, making me out to be the bad guy.”

    “Let me guess. He initiated it but was more afraid of admitting it.”

    “Yes. At first, I sympathized with him, but when he stood in front of the church and publicly blamed me. Of course, I was at my Aunt’s house by then, but the good news of Thomas’ confession and asking for forgiveness from the church traveled quickly back to me,” Elliot replied, his tone growing sarcastic. “In the end, I couldn’t do it. I could not give them this confession of wrongdoing, they sought. So, I’m a ward of my Aunt and Uncle until fall.”

    “Your parents don’t have anything to do with you?”

    “Nope; nothing. Mom and my aunt barely talk anymore. I knew there were issues between them, and this seems to have brought it all to the forefront. I’ve not only ruined by relationship with my parents but that between two sisters.”

    “You can’t say that. It’s not your fault.”

    “That is what my aunt says, telling me I’m the innocent one. But…”

    “But nothing. She’s right.”

    “What about you? Does your family know? Your brother?”

    “No, and I see where you’re heading. But I’ve never had to deal with it. There had never been anyone before.”

    “I’m your first?”

    “Yep.”

    Spencer looked up in time to see Mason approaching, his truck slowing down, then easing off the road down into the ditch, stopping just below them. Baxter was still with him, lowering the window.

    “Hey, you guys got set back up,” said Mason, leaning over Baxter. “Do you need anything?”

    “More water, and a candy bar for each of us,” Spencer replied, jumping down and stepping up to the truck.

    “Why are you so wet?” asked Baxter.

    “We poured a bottle of water over our heads when we got the melons gathered up. If you hadn’t noticed, its ninety-five fucking degrees out here.”

    “OH, I’ve noticed. We’ve been sweating like pigs too. Your brother is so ripe over there someone needs to pick him already,” Baxter joked, and Spencer saw Mason smack his knee.

    “Look who’s talking,” said Mason, then looking up to Spencer, “we’ll run to the store and get it. Be back in a few minutes.”

    Spencer stepped back and watched them pull up, swing around and head back up the road. Looking back, he saw Elliot on the tailgate, legs swinging in a carefree manner and he found himself more attracted to him than he could have imagined.

    “Do you think something is going on between Baxter and your brother?” asked Elliot as Spencer hopped up on the tailgate.

    “What? No. Mason have sex with a guy? That is funny. No, he’s dating this girl in town and I think it is really serious. And Baxter…that goof, is too easy going, carefree to be able to hide anything like his sexual preferences. He let it slip a couple of years ago he went out with an African-American girl. Boy, were some nasty about it.”

    “Were you and your brother?”

    “No! Mason told him to keep dating her if he liked her. Well, what he said was ‘fuck ‘em and do what you want’ or something like that,” Spencer replied, grinning at the memory of his brother’s reaction. “She ended up dumping Baxter. I feel sorry for him. He’s from a poor family and works like a dog to support himself and help support them.”

    “So, they’re just really close friends.”

    “The closest. I’ve heard Mason talk of expanding the farm until he would need help, and of course, dad and I knew who that help would be.”

    “Is he going to do it: expand the farm?”

    “Don’t say anything in front of Baxter, but he’s already set to close on 340 acres over on Cypress Pond Road, and dad is looking to help by buying the old Eichner place down in Pineview.”

    “That’s nice to hear; this support for someone.”

    A Subaru wagon pulled onto the shoulder of the road, and Spencer hopped down, “time to sell some melons,” he uttered as he strolled down to the young couple coming his way.

    A few minutes later, Mason and Baxter returned. Baxter tossed the bottled water out the window for Spencer to catch.

    “And the candy?” asked Spencer.

    “Mom called and we’re having a cookout, so no candy. She said to pack up by six-thirty and come home.”

    “Okay.”

    “And she said to take Elliot home to change clothes and bring him.”

    Spencer suppressed the desire to smile, nodding his head, “okay.”

    “We’ll see you back home,” said Mason as Baxter raised the window. The truck pulled back to the road and accelerated away, the rear wheels barking once as Mason floored it.

    “Did you hear?” Spencer asked as he returned to his truck.

    “Yes.”

    “Do you need to call your aunt now?”

    “Yes, I should give her a call. She might be planning something for dinner,” Elliot replied, pulling his cellphone out.

    The grill was still smoking as the coals burned down, and in the screen porch the table sat under the rope lights hanging from the ceiling. It was nearly ten and the night finally began to cool as everyone sat around sated, pushed back from the table with plates of cleaned bones from bar-be-cue chicken, empty beer bottles, and dirtied utensils and napkins. The boys were not twenty-one, but if they were staying home, their dad allowed them one or two, an improper act that their mother frowned upon, but held her tongue. It loosened the mood, made for a hearty banter around the table, that had been surrounded by Spencer, his family, and their guests for the evening: Elliot and Baxter. When his mother stood to clean off the table, Elliot jumped up to help, making Spencer smile, knowing the protest he was going to face.

    “Sit down, Elliot. You’ve been dealing with watermelons all day. I can handle a few plates,” she admonished, as she gestured toward his chair. Mason stood, motioning Baxter to follow.

    “Let’s go play some games,” said Mason. Baxter followed him into the house.

    “Elliot? Let’s go walk around. I’m tired of sitting,” said Spencer. Holding the screen door, Spencer let Elliot go out first, as his father began to help his mother clean off the table.

    Spencer led Elliot across the rear yard, past his mom’s azaleas and daylilies, the swing that sat under a trellis and to the barn. The front door was open, revealing Mason’s truck backed into the dark interior, the front grill shiny in the security light. He knew without looking the bed would be full of watermelons for the next day’s deliveries to grocery stores.

    They were talking about some things Mason had said, laughing at his dad’s response, as he led Elliot into the dark barn. He moved to the back of Mason’s truck, then turned on Elliot, pushing him against the fender. He kissed him as he intertwined their fingers, pushing each hand against the side of the truck. There was a temptation to do more. A desire for much more, as he pushed his body against him, letting him feel his aroused state. As he held their bodies together, he felt his cock grow erect.

    “I knew there was something going on with you two,” Baxter exclaimed, causing Spencer to jump back from Elliot, both of them looking at Baxter, shocked at being caught.

    “Baxter…what are you doing here?” Spencer stammered, as he moved between Baxter and Elliot.

    “I came out here to drag the two of you in for some games. Mason and I wanted some competition. But it looks like you’re busy messing around,” Baxter replied, as he began to laugh.

    Spencer relaxed a little and stepped closer to Baxter. “You want tell mom and dad, will you?”

    “No, of course not, but I can’t promise I won’t tell Mason,” Baxter replied, giggling now.

    “No, you can’t tell him…not yet anyway.”

    “Tell me what? My brother is gay? Tell me something I don’t know,” said Mason stepping into the barn.

    “Mason?”

    “Spencer?” Mason replied mockingly. “If you two are through making out, let’s go play some games.”

    “You’re not upset?”

    “I was a couple of years ago when you drooled every time Baxter came into the room, but…hey, I get it. Not a lot of opportunities out here for a boy who likes boys.”

    “You liked me?” Baxter asked, laughing even louder.

    “NO…maybe, but…”

    “It’s okay, and Elliot, I know your situation and…it’s cool. Okay?”

    Elliot moved up next to Spencer, still looking a bit shocked, but he smiled at Mason, then Baxter. He looked at Spencer, blushing red, then nodded his head, “okay.”

    Baxter threw an arm around Elliot’s neck and pulled him toward the door heading back to the house, asking him if Spencer was a bottom, making Elliot stammer.

    Spencer fell in next to Mason as the two brothers headed out.

    “Help me close the door. It may rain early in the morning,” asked Mason, and the two of them pulled the large doors together and secured them. They strolled across the yard, watching Baxter tease Elliot.

    “He’s not going to let this go, is he?” asked Spencer.

    “Not tonight, nope. You’re going to be teased mercilessly, I’m afraid.”

    “Great.”

    “Hey, you know he’s just joking around and does care about you, right?”

    “I know.”

    “He’s a goof, but…he’s the best friend I’ve ever had. If he was gay, I might have let him do you.”

    “Ha-ha, very funny.”

    “Come on, little brother, let’s get inside. And Spencer?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Later on, tonight, don’t let mom and dad hear anything coming from your room.”

    “I’ll try,” Spencer replied, as sarcastically as Mason and Baxter had been earlier.

     

    It was after midnight when Elliot found himself in Spencer’s room, the only upstairs bedroom, tucked under the low roof, the ceiling sloped along each side, with the bed at the window on the gabled end. They left Baxter and Mason downstairs and found themselves standing on opposite sides of the bed. They watched the other undress. First their shirts, then pants, and Elliot started to climb into bed in his boxers when he saw Spencer taking his off and tossing them with his other garments.

    “You’re sleeping naked?”

    “So are you; loose those shorts,” Spencer replied as he moved down on the bed, crawling across it until he was right in front of Elliot, looking up at him. “On second thought, let me,” he whispered, as he reached out and tugged the white boxers down, over the round ass and down hips until cock came into view. First the base of it, then inch after inch of its growing shaft until the head came into view. Spencer let the boxers drop down the long legs, and he reached out, taking each thigh as he angled his head to suck Elliot’s sac into his mouth. The large orbs were a struggle to get into it. He worked his tongue over them, then tugged on the sac causing Elliot to moan and his cock to thicken, grow longer, lifting off Spencer’s face as it hardened.

    “Fuck,” Elliot whispered, breathlessly, and he stood shuddering, fist balled up, as Spencer let his sac slip free, then licked up along his cock, pushing it up against his abdomen. He watched the tongue glide upward, then lips slip over the head and he pushed forward, sinking inch after inch into the hot slick mouth. When the hands on his thighs moved up, cupping each ass cheek, he watched Spencer swallow his cock, nearly every inch, making his heart race in his chest. He closed his eyes, all senses reduced to touch. The touch of tongue on the head of his cock, lips sliding down its length, and fingers probing between his cheeks.

    When a finger rubbed his tight opening, Elliot began to work his hips, swinging them back and forth. Forward, pushing cock deep into Spencer’s mouth, then back, sinking the finger into his hole. His breathing grew heavy and his arousal increased until he had to stop, or it’d be too late to do so. He pushed Spencer off his cock and guided him to roll over.

    “Get on your back,” Elliot exclaimed, as he moved on the bed next to him in a simple sixty-nine position. He took Spencer’s growing erection as his own sank back into Spencer’s mouth. They toyed with each other, tonguing the heads and shafts, then dragging them over tightening sacs. They licked at the slits trying to bore the tip of their tongues into it, then slid lips down hard shafts.

    Spencer buried his nose in Elliot’s pubic hair, capturing his scent. He kissed the soft skin above it as he felt Elliot’s tongue move over his sac and below it. A hand pushed him to spread his legs and he lifted his right knee, giving Elliot the access, he craved. Sliding his mouth over Elliot’s cock, he felt that tongue move below his sac, traveling to the place only he had touched. He shivered as the tongue raked over his opening.

    Holding Elliot’s cock deep inside his mouth, Spencer shivered as he felt his opening licked, tongue raking over it wetly, then circling it. Elliot manipulated him till he was heaving for breath, his cock leaking with his arousal, and he leaned up, panting, “fuck me.”

    Spencer had fantasized about it, had daydreams so lurid he had gotten an erection. He had laid in bed so many nights, stroking his cock while fingering himself, imagining it was Baxter, or one of the boys he had seen online, until he frustrated himself. But he also was anxious about it, worried it would hurt too much, that he might not be able to let a guy penetrate him. It was a fear born out of the snide comments of the boys in school, the crude references made in in cruel jest.

    But with Elliot between his spread legs, holding them behind the knees spreading him open, he didn’t think of his anxieties or those fears. All he thought about was how Elliot had made him feel, stroking his desires until he was begging for it. Pleading with Elliot to stop teasing him, to not make him beg any more. He felt a touch, then the press against his wet hole, and he threw his head back, closed his eyes, focusing every ounce of his being on Elliot’s cock touching him. He wanted it so, he pushed with his hips and felt the cock stretch him open. He shuddered with the feel of it, the slight pain. But he wanted it, and he put his hands on Elliot’s thighs digging his fingers into the firm flesh, encouraging him to go deeper.

    Elliot pushed, slowly, sinking inch after inch into him, and Spencer arched his back, pushing his body up. He shivered with the feel of thick cock boring into him, sinking deeper and deeper, until he had to bite his hand to keep from crying out. Then he felt the tug and push of a slow fuck.

    It seemed an eternity, the time it took Elliot to increase his pace, to move with determination, driving cock into Spencer’s depths, over and over. He moved over Spencer, letting their bodies touch, rub against each other, as he pumped his hips. They kissed, nipped at flesh, and caressed sweating skin. The bed began to squeak, softly, the rhythm familiar in its primitive nature.

    “Fuck me harder,” Spencer uttered.

    Elliot rose to his knees, slipped his hands behind Spencer’s and lifted each leg. He moved forward, pushing each leg until thighs pressed against chest. He had Spencer folded over, ass up, and he began to fuck as Spencer wanted. So hard, hips smacked against ass, and his pace increased, hips pumping furiously. Sweat trickled down his body and rained down on Spencer.

    Arms thrown out across the bed, hands grasping at the sheet, Spencer gave himself to Elliot. With eyes closed, he focused on the feel of Elliot’s body pressing down on the back of his legs, pushing him down into the mattress, and the cock that piston inside of him, so fast he didn’t think of it as pushing in or pulling out, but only of the sawing motion through his loosened opening.

    “Fuck,” Spencer uttered, stifling his desire to cry out louder.

    Elliot began to jam hips against his ass, harder, hammering cock into his depths. Then Elliot raised up, his body tight with strained muscles and skin glistening wetly, and he began to shudder.

    “Elliot,” Spencer uttered in a low voice, knowing he was coming.

    Then Elliot was moving on Spencer. Eyes glassed over, moving with a physicality that frightened Spencer at first. His cock was bobbing up and down, still hard, cum still pooling in the slit, he straddled him. Spencer watched as Elliot held his cock up and eased down on it, not stopping until seated on his abdomen.

    “Fuck…Elliot.”

    “Spencer,” Elliot uttered, and he began to move, up and down, faster and faster, until the bed began to squeak and rock beneath them. Leaking cock smacked against Spencer’s stomach, as his own cock was stroked with Elliot’s tight hole. Faster and faster, Elliot moved on Spencer. After only a few minutes, Spencer cried out, unable to hold back, and he filled Elliot with his cum.

    The smell of sausage and bacon cooking and the brewing coffee filled the kitchen and breakfast nook. Six plates were arranged around the table and mugs for coffee sat on the counter of the island. Already seated were Mason and Baxter, sipping coffee as their mother cooked the eggs. Their father was outside, reading the newspaper, waiting on their call to come eat. Spencer and Elliot came down the stair and entered the room, saying good morning as they grinned from ear to ear.

    At the table, Spencer saw the looks first, freezing for a second as he stood next to his chair. Mason and Baxter were grinning at the two of them, shaking their heads. Spencer eased down, with Elliot next to him, and Baxter on the other side. As Mason shook his head, Baxter leaned over, voice a low whisper, stifling a desire to laugh, “you noisy fuckers better be careful. We could hear the bed squeaking for half the damn night.” Mason snorted, trying not to laugh and Baxter patted Elliot on the shoulder, leaning closer, right to his ear, “nasty fuck.”

    “What are you boys laughing about,” their mother asked, looking from the range.

    “Nothing,” four voices replied in unison.


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  • Naked fun

    My son, Mike, was only fifteen when his mother and I divorced. The reason for the divorce was listed as irreconcilable differences.  But the real reason, which neither of them ever knew, was the fact that I much preferred sex with other males. 

    There was something about having sex, either oral or anal, with another man that was beyond description.  The pleasure was unbelievable.

    My ex and I remained friends and I had a very close relationship with my son, and managed to keep my secret from him.  I often wondered what his reaction would be if he found out that I loved sucking cock.

    After the divorce, I began looking for a place to live and was lucky enough to find something roomy and private. It was a nice three bedroom, two bath home on fifty beautiful semi-wooded acres. The ten acres was surrounded on three sides by a hundred and forty acres of wooded wetlands, owned by an older gentleman in town.

    Where the house was situated near the rear of the property, it was cleared creating a nice lawn.  Elsewhere, it was semi-cleared and completely hidden from the road offering total privacy should I decide to enjoy the outdoors in the buff, which I planned on doing often.

    On the Saturday a week after moving in, I went into the back yard, not noticing a utility truck near the power pole.  Totally nude, I lay on the chaise lounge and popped the top on a cold beer. It was shortly before noon when I dozed off momentarily, and upon awakening, I saw the bucket from the utility truck up near the top of the power pole and the man in the bucket smiling as he looked down on my naked body.

    He was smiling broadly and when he saw me looking at him he gave me a ‘thumbs up’ sign.  He appeared to be in his mid thirties and had  a head of thick red hair and a thick red beard.  His arms were also visibly hairy.

    After seeing him give me the thumbs up sign I smiled and gave him one in return, then motioned to the empty chaise next to me.  I wasn’t sure if he had noticed that my cock was slowly stiffening. Giving me a thumbs up, he smiled and called to me saying,  “Give me a few to finish up.”

    Smiling back, I gave him the okay sign, then got up and walked to the gate leading to the wooded forest behind my place and unlocked it.  I made no attempt to hide my semi-erect cock. I returned to the chaise and casually watched him at work and after a few minutes he began to lower the basket.

    He disappeared behind the wooden fence and a few moments later I heard the gate latch open and he stepped through.  As he came toward me, it was very obvious that his cock was laying down his right leg and was rock hard.  I estimated it at eight inches.

    “You sure do look comfortable,” he said.  Then extending his hand said, “I’m John Taylor.”  

    “Mark Rivers,” I replied, offering my hand. “How about a beer?”

    “If I didn’t have to return my vehicle to the motor pool and check it in, I’d take you up on the offer, but I’d loose my job if they smelled alcohol on my breath.”

    I said I understood and he smiled and said, “However, I’m off the rest of the day and if that offer is good for later, I’d gladly return after I get off work.”

    “How fast can you get back here?” I asked.

    Smiling, he said it would be about an hour or maybe a little more.  I told him to make it as soon as possible and gave him the gate code for my front gate. “When you pull in and park, just come on around the side of the house,” I told him.

    “I’ll be back before you know it,” he replied and hurried back to his truck on the other side of the fence.

    In just under an hour, I heard him drive in.  A few moments later I heard him call out, “Was that fast enough?”

    I turned and looked toward the side of the house and saw him walking toward me, totally naked.

    His chest was extremely muscular and was covered with a thick coating of auburn hair matching his head and beard, and on his upper left forearm was a tattoo reading ‘U.S.M.C.”  His cock was cut and a full eight inches in length and semi hard.

    As he neared me, he said, “From what I gathered when I was here earlier, I assume it is okay that I joined you in going nude.”

    “Most definitely,” I said handing him a cold beer. “I a firm believer in saying what’s on your mind and doing what feels right under the circumstances.”

    As he sipped his beer next to me he said, “I have to be honest, and say that I was hoping for an invitation. I have always wanted the chance to be outdoors with someone and be totally naked in the sunshine.”

    “I love being nude outdoors,” I replied.

    “I’m loving it and getting very jealous of you since you can do it daily,” he replied with a smile.

    “Well, I do hope we become friends and you come back often,” I said, my cock stiffening. Then, seeing his cock twitch slightly, asked, “How about we go for a walk and I show you around.?”

    “Sounds great,” he replied.  

    We slipped on some shoes and began our walk.  After a few minutes of walking down the path through the brush, John stopped and turned to me and grasped my semi-hard cock and said, “Why don’t we stop playing games and admit what we both want?”

    I smiled and as I did he leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine. 

    I reached out and grasp his rigid cock as we kissed, afterward suggesting we return to the house.  On the way back, I asked “How long can you stay?”

    Smiling, he said, “This is my weekend off.”

    Once back, there on the patio we had a hot fruitful sixty-nine, devouring each others load.

    After a  hot kiss, I smiled and asked, “Just what did you think when you were up in the basket and saw me down here in the nude?”

    “To be honest, I assumed you played, and I was trying to think of an excuse to get you to have sex with me.”

    “Well, I certainly hope your visits become a regular thing,.” I told him.

    “They will be if you want them to be,” he replied.

    “I’d like that,” I replied.

    Seeing a blanket on  one of the chairs, he took it and spread it out on the lawn and we sat down and got to know each other.  I told him about me getting started with guys with my football coach in high school and he told me about how he got started with a fellow Marine one weekend when they were on leave together.

    He admitted that he had been curious and once he had the experience with another man, he never returned to having sex with women unless it was with a husband and wife.  He said them it was hot sucking the husbands cock while he fucked the guys wife.

    I had told him about me catching my the coach jerking off in his office one afternoon while looking at a gay magazine.  He asked what happened, and I explained that I had left a book in the gym after practice and when I returned I found the coach jerking off and joined in and after a few minutes the coach sucked me off. 

    I admitted to being curious, sucking the coach in return. I liked it and it became a regular thing the rest of the year and all my senior year.

    I told him that after a few times of sucking each other we started fucking each other and that we even had sex on weekends since convinced my parents I needed tutoring in history and he became my tutor at his house.

    John admitted that while serving in the middle east, there were several other Marines he serviced including his commander. No one else knew about him and the commander and the fact that the commander was totally gay and did it all, including water sports.

    He said that was when he first experienced piss play and found it a turn on and I then admitted that I enjoyed it also, a guy pissing up my ass while he fucked me.  He laughed and said he enjoyed the same thing. 

    John and I became regular sex partners, with him spending at least one weekend a month with me, on weekends when my son wasn’t visiting me.

    John and I totally enjoyed being outdoors nude together and having sex out in the open.  We enjoyed nude walks through the woods and having sex on the spur of the moment under the trees.  During the week, he still had sex with his other friends and I had sex with mine. 

    Then, suddenly things changed.

    I got a call one after noon that my ex wife was killed in a traffic accident.  With my son still considered a minor at seventeen, he had to come live with me, which I didn’t mind at all. I wanted to get to know him better.

    He had been with me  about six weeks when one night I heard strange sounds emitting from his room well after midnight.  His door wasn’t shut quite all the way and there was about an eighth if an inch opening where I could peek in.  What I saw totally shocked and amazed me.

    There in his bed, Mike was fucking himself with a lifelike dildo with his left hand while his right had was jerking his cock rapidly. My own cock became instantly rigid as I watched him use the dildo in his ass.  I estimated it to be at least nine inches and he was shoving at least seven and a half inches up his hole, as he jerked his beautiful cock to a climax.

    I watched and silently stroked my own cock at the same time.  If he only knew how bad I was wanting to suck him dry.  Then, he jerked and his cock erupted sending a monstrous cum load out onto his chest and stomach.

    After easing the rubber cock out of his ass, he sat it aside and began scraping the cum on him into a pool on his belly.  Then to my shocked amazement, he began picking it up and dripping it into his open mouth. Once he had eaten most of it, he reached for a spoon on his night stand and scraped up the rest into the spoon then emptied the spoon in his mouth.  

    Afterward, he casually placed the spoon and dildo into the nightstand by his bed and reached for his lamp. As he turned off his light, I returned to my room where I jerked out a monster load of my own into my hand.  Then following my sons lead, I licked my palm clean.

    After seeing him using the dildo on his ass and then eating his own cum load, I had no doubt that he was into sex with other males.  I wanted so badly to join him but wondered what his reaction would be.

    I decided to do nothing for the time being and just o0bserve his actions.  I decided I would wait and see what happened the following night, if anything.

    The following night I waited and after he came and told me that he was going to bed, I waited a few moments then headed down the darkened hallway.  As it had been the night before, his bedroom door was cracked ever so slightly, but it was enough to watch his actions.

    I watched as he reached into his nightstand and opened the drawer, retrieving the dildo. I watched as lovingly sucked on the dildo before he finally lubed it and his hole.  He then began the insertion, and it was obvious by the look on his face that he was enjoying it.

    I watched as he fucked himself for several minutes then he began slowly stroking his rigid cock.  Needless to say, my own cock was rock hard and leaking copious amounts of clear sweet precum.

    As he had done the night before, he eventually jerked off and ate his own load while working the dildo in and out of his hole.  I knew then that I could not wait any longer to suck my sons beautiful cock.  Not only did I want to taste his creamy load but I wanted to feel his cock buried in my ass.

    I returned to my room and began stroking my own hard cock, but avoided reaching a climax. I wanted to save it for later and what I was planning.

    Approximately an hour later, I returned to his room and could hear him breathing heavily.  I knew immediately he was in a deep sleep and when he was, he was almost impossible to wake up.  I decided to make my move.

    I was totally naked, and as I eased into his room, my own cock began to stiffen rapidly, soon pointing the way to my son’s bed.  He was laying on top of the covers on his back, his cock laying over his beautiful large ball sack.

    Ever so gently, I lay on the bed with my head at his hips and slowly lifted his cock and lovingly sucked it into my mouth.  The feel of my own son’s cock in my mouth almost brought me to a spontaneous climax.

    His cock rapidly stiffened and the feel of it in my mouth had me delirious.  As I gently but lovingly sucked his hard tool, he changed positions slightly and moaned softly.  At this point, I didn’t care if he woke up or not. Nothing was going to stop me from devouring his huge, thick, creamy cum load.

    He moaned again and I could tell by the way his cock head swelled, that he was nearing his climax. All I could think about was eating his load.  Suddenly, it happened.  His cock exploded filling my mouth with unbelievable large spurts of thick creamy cum. Mike moaned and said softly, “Oh, dad, I’ve wanted that but didn’t think you did it.”

    I was laying next to him almost in a sixty-nine position and as I collected the load in my mouth and savored the flavor, suddenly I heard him say, “My turn,” and in a split second my son had my own rock hard cock in his mouth and was sucking it like a pro.

    I had been so turned on, that it only took less than a minute for me to reach my climax and feed my son my built up load. I heard him moan softly as my cock erupted and once it had stopped I felt him swallow the entire amount.

    After swallowing my load he sat up and leaned toward me and pressed his lips to mine. We kissed passionately for a few moments and as we parted I asked him how long he had been into other males.

    He said he had been having sex with other males for just over a year. I asked how it started and he began telling me about him and another boy playing around at school and getting caught by the football coach.

    “What were you two doing?” I asked.

    “We were taking turns sucking each other and kissing, and coach caught us and took us to his office.  He promised not to report it to the office or our parents if we let him join in.  We started having sex with him a couple times a week until the other kid moved.  Then, just coach and I had sex regularly.”

    “Was it just oral?” I asked.

    “Fuck, no. He loved getting fucked and I decided to let him fuck me.  He went slow and I loved it and it became a regular thing.”

    Mike looked at me for a moment then said, “I really want you to fuck me.”

    “I will,” I replied, then added, “but you have to fuck me first.”

    He sat closer and kissed me passionately then said, “Anytime you want me to just tell me.”

    Looking at him I smiled and said, “Why don’t you start sharing my bed with me at night?”

    “I’d like that,” he replied.

    We got to my room and into bed and I asked casually, “Have you ever had your ass eaten?”

    “No, not yet, but I’ve heard it feels awesome.”

    “Let me show you and you tell me how it feels,” I told him.

    I had Mike lay on his back and after he did, I raised his legs and had him hold his knees to his chest.  As he did, I spread his ass cheeks and buried my tongue in his hole and began tongue fucking him. As I did, he gasped loudly and said, Oh, fuck, Dad.  Don’t stop.”

    I paused and said, “I don’t intend to anytime soon,” then went back to eating his hot hole. Not to be outdone, after I ate his hole for a while he had to return the pleasure and eat his first ass, and he was damn good at it.

    As he ate my ass, he asked when and how I got started.  I asked  if he really wanted to know, and he said yes.

    “Well, after you hear my story, I hope you don’t think bad of me,” I told him.

    “That could never happen,” he told me.

    “Well, I was just past my sixteenth birthday and was at a city park.  I had walked over to the restroom and was taking a piss at the urinal when an older man next to me looked over and said what a nice cock I had. I looked at him as if he was crazy and he smiled and said he would give me ten dollars if I let him suck me. I told him he was crazy and he upped it to fifteen.  I still said no and he went  up to twenty- five dollars.  I decided that it was an easy way to make some cash, so I let him. Well, before I knew it, several older men were soon bidding for my cock.”

    “There at the park?” Mike asked.

    “Yep, and in front of each other. At times the price got as high as fifty bucks, and all I had to do was drop my pants and get my cock sucked off.”

    “Did any of the other guys watch?” Mike asked.

    “Oh, yea, all the time and jerked off while watching. Sometimes I would watch five or six guys shoot their load out onto the floor while watching me get blown.  It was wild.”

    “So how did you get started sucking?” he asked.

    “Late one Saturday afternoon, several older guys were bidding for my cock when this nice looking muscular guy in his late twenties or early thirties walked in and saw and heard what was going on. I could tell he was curious and walked over to him and asked if he was there to bid also.  He asked what they were bidding on and I said ‘They are bidding on me to see who gets to suck me off.’ “

    “What did he say?” Mike asked.

    “He asked if I really wanted them to do it and I admitted that it was a regular thing and whoever won the bid would just suck me some then jerk me off just to get my load. He then asked if I would like to go with someone that would take their time and make sure I enjoyed it and I said definitely yes. Then he suddenly bid seventy-five dollars and the others turned and walked out.”

    “What did the guy do?” Mike asked.

    I smiled and said, “He asked me how he could collect and I told him to just take me home.  We left and got in his car and went to his apartment and he paid me the seventy-five dollars and I told him to just give me twenty-five.  We got naked and he sucked me off and on for almost two hours before letting me shoot my load.  He was very passionate and he was the first man I ever kissed.  We set up a regular date every Saturday and the following Saturday I sucked him off in return and it became a regular thing to suck each other off.” “After a couple of months we started fucking each other.  I later found out that he was the manager at a local gym and I started going there. He knew which guys played and would send me to one of the massage rooms then send them there and the other guy and I would have sex.  They would pay Rex to set it up and Rex split it with me without anyone knowing.  Rex was also the first guy to ever fuck me.”

    “So after that, what happened?” he asked.

    “I was enjoying the sex and also the money that came with it. Everyone considered me good looking and in great shape, and because of that when I worked the streets I could get more that the other males working the streets. I put myself through college by selling my body.  Not locally of course, but out of town.”

    “Dad, wasn’t that fairly dangerous?” Mike asked.

    “Yes, son, it was.  That’s why I worked out at the gym regularly. There were times when guys tried to get rough with me and I would have to defend myself.  That usually happened when they wanted me to be a slave for them and their buds.  That I refused to do. And opf course, there were times that guys didn’t want top pay me for my services so I would collect only what we agreed upon and nothing more.”

    “Dad, how much did you charge?”

    “It depended on the guys.  Some just wanted a quickie and that was a hundred.  All night as two hundred and fifty and all weekend was seven fifty.  Once I had enough saved to finish paying for my college, I got out of the business and strictly had sex for pleasure.”

    “What was it like sucking a cock or getting fucked and get paid for it?” he asked.

    “Well, as you know, I lost both my [parents by the time I was eighteen so it was a way to survive and put myself through college.  Then during my second year I had an offer to do male porn.  I did make three movies and got paid nicely, but I wanted a more normal life.”

    “Did you watch your own movies and get turned on?” Mike asked.

    Laughing, I admitted I did.  Then without saying a word, I got up and went to my closet and opened the safe and extracted a film reel and the projector.

    Setting it up in the den I put the movie on and pressed play. The cast of characters began and showed our faces and Mike asked, “Which one is you?”

    “Rock Hardon was the name I used for the movies.”

    The movie started and as we watched, Mike began stroking his hard cock ever so casually.  “That doesn’t look like you,” he said.

    “I had bleached my hair and shaved my chest.,” I explained.

    “Well, I’m glad you let it grow back out,” he said.  “I love hairy guys.”

    “So do I, son,” I replied, then after a moment, said, “I have a friend that I think you would enjoy meeting. He is extremely hairy and he has a beard, and all the hair on his body is carrot red, and he’d love having you up his ass and in his mouth.”

    “You think he would line to join us?” Mike asked.

    “I know he would,” I replied.

    He asked how we met and I told him about me being in the back yard nude and him working on  the power pole. I told him his name was John Taylor and that he was good looking, muscular and extremely hairy and had an eight inch cock.

    Smiling, he said, “I’d love to see you watching that tool bury itself in my ass.”

    “I’d love to watch you in action with another guy.  I’ll see if he can spend next weekend with us.”

    The next morning, I awoke with Mike in bed next to me.  The events of the night before flooded my brain and I was still having trouble believing it was all real. I had actually had sex with my own teen son.  I reached over and picked up my phone and called John to see if he was available the following weekend.

    As I waited for him to answer, Mike stirred and raised up and kissed me, then began gently licking and nursing my nipples before licking his way down my stomach.  

    About that time, John answered the phone and said, “I thought about you last night, and wondered how things were going.”

    “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you, so if your available this coming weekend, you can find out for yourself.”

    “Is that an invitation?” John asked.  I moaned softly then answered “That’s exactly what it is.”

    “What was that moan I heard?” he asked.

    “Well, my son just swallowed my cock,” I replied.

    “No fucking way!,” he exclaimed.

    “Hold on,” I said, then held the phone toward Mike and asked, “Mike, what are you doing right now?”  

    “Sucking my dad’s cock,” he called out, then said, “And if you’re as hairy as dad says you are, I plan on giving you a full body tongue bath when we meet.”

    Putting the phone back to my ear, I asked, “Are you convinced now?”

    “I’m supposed to work a half day on Saturday but I’ll see if I can get someone to work it for me.”

    “If you can, come on out Friday night after you get off work.  No need to shower.  If it’s needed, we can all shower together, but Mike is like me and loves sweaty men.”

    “Man, I can’t wait to do a dad and son, especially having the dad watch me fuck his son. You think Mike would like to double fuck my ass?  I’d love having you both in my ass at the same time.”

    “Well, then, count on it,” I told him.

    “I’ve been missing seeing you.  I can t wait to get it on with you two out in the yard.”

    “Plan on it, and out there we can have golden showers any time we want.”

    “Damn it, Mark, you got me hard as a fucking rock.”

    “Well, if you can, save that load until you get here.”

    Mike took the phone and said, “Dad said you were very hairy. I can’t wait to give you a full body tongue bath and eat your hairy hole.”

    Taking the phone back, I said, “You think you might like visiting?”

    “Try ad stop me,” John said.

    “See you this weekend,” I said and hung up.

    For the next three days Mike and I had hot father son sex doing anything we could think of.  If it was sexual, we did it.

    Friday arrived and we abstained from play, waiting on John. Shortly after five the alarm on the gate sounded and I knew John had arrived.

    As he had started doing before Mike had moved in, he just walked in and immediately began stripping.  Mike had gone to his room and waited for me to call him out.  The anticipation had John rock hard as well as Mike being boned up.

    Once John was nude, I called Mike and had him come in.  John looked at him and exclaimed, “Fucking beautiful!”  

    I introduced them and they greeted each other with a hot passionate kiss, while groping each others cocks. Then Mike began rubbing his face against John’s thick red beard and on his hairy chest, as he said, “Fucking awesome.”

    Smiling, John said, “I take it he likes hairy guys.”

    “I damn sure do,” Mike replied.

    John and I started laughing as I led he and Mike to the back yard. As we entered the yard, John spoke up and said, “I’ve been with guys that are brothers and cousins, but never with a dad and son. That’s all I’ve thought about after you called and invited me. But I do have one question.  How did it get started?”

    As we sat on the patio with Mike alternating between our cocks, and John and I enjoying a beer, I began my story.

    “One evening, he had gone to bed and I stayed up and after about an hour, I heard some noises I wasn’t sure of.  I started investigating and found his bedroom door cracked open ever so slightly. I peered in and saw him fucking himself with a lifelike dildo while jerking off. When he climaxed, he caught the load in his hand and ate it. I felt sure he had been with other males before.”

    “Did you join him?” John asked.

    “Not then, but again the following night I heard him and watched again and he jerked off and ate the load again.  I let him get to sleep  then eased into his room. He sleeps extremely soundly so I eased onto his bed and started sucking his cock.  He eventually woke up and we did each other.”

    John looked at Mike and asked, “What did you think when you found your dad sucking you off?”

    “It was a dream come true.  All I said after I fed him was ‘My turn’ then I did him,” Mike replied.

    “Well,” John began, “I’m abut to do something I have never done but dreamed about all week.  I’m going to drain my first father-son pair.”

    John began alternating between our cocks as Mike and I kissed and  watched him deep throat our cocks. After a moment, Mike asked him to holed off a moment while he took a piss and John smiled and said, “Feed it to me or shove your cock up my ass. I love drinking it from the tap or having it deposited in my ass.”

    “Start drinking,” Mike told him. I watched as John started drinking my sons piss then I said I wanted some and Mike switched his cock to my mouth and fed me the remainder of his piss.

    John then finished Mike and I off, hungrily swallow both of our loads as we kissed passionately.  Then I watched as he deposited his load in my son’ ass, after which I licked it up as my son pushed it out.

    Later, as Mike had fucked John, he paused and pissed up his ass then resumed fucking him.  After climaxing, John sprayed it back out and onto Mike and I as we kissed.

    Before the weekend was over there wasn’t anything we hadn’t done. We had all sucked, fucked, been sucked and fucked, had piss up our ass, drank each others piss and had piss showers, but the hottest was when my son and I double fucked John’s ass.

    But before John left, Mike said that there was something he wanted to do.  His request was for he and I to jerk off and cum on John’s red beard, then let him suck it off the beard.

    Then on Monday, Mike asked if he could invite a guest over to join us and I said definitely.  You can imagine my surprise when his guest arrived and I saw it was his high school coach.

    I was surprised when Mike opened the door and I saw his Coach standing there.  “Come on in, Coach,” Mike said.

    I could tell Coach was nervous so I said, “Why don’t we get away from titles and just use first names.”

    “Sounds good to me,” the coach said.  “I’m Jim.”

    “I’m Mark,” I replied.

    Since Mike and I were both nude, I suggested that Jim get more comfortable.  He stripped and moments later we were out in the yard with Mike sucking Jim and Jim devouring my cock.

    After a while, Mike stopped sucking Jim and instead sat on Jim’s cock.  In turn, Jim started to piston in and out of Mike’s ass and smiled and said, “This is the first time I ever fucked a student and had his dad watch.”

    I smiled and said, “Well, I know he’s enjoying it and I’m enjoying watching. And I hope you’re enjoying your first time with a father-son pair.”

    “Oh, I am,“ he replied before again swallowing my hard throbbing cock. 

    After Mike took Jim’s load in  his ass, he watched as Jim brought me to a climax and swallowed, we heard the gate alarm sound. Mike looked at me and said “Dad, I hope you and Coach don’t mind, bit  invited another guest to join us.”

    “Son, you know I don’t mind, but Jim might.  You should check with me first.”

    “I know I should have but I know you both will enjoy him being here. I’ve been getting with him my entire senior year.”

    He got up and returned to the house and moment later returned with his classmate who was also nude and boned.

    “No fucking way!” Jim exclaimed.

    “Why? What’s wrong?” I asked.

    “That’s Bret Butler, our school’s star quarterback.  He’s got a full scholarship to play for state next year. I just can’t believe he is into guys.”

    Walking up, Mike said, “Bret, you know Coach, and this is my dad, Mark.”

    Bret said his hello’s to them  then looked at Jim and said, “Mike told me you and he were having sex back during school but I didn’t believe him.  I’ve wanted to see you naked and boned and now my dream is coming true.”

    “Bret, I never dreamed you played, at least not this action.”

    “Coach, I’ve been active for three years.  My older brother and a cousin got me turned on to guys, and since Mike invited me all I have thought about was having sex with you and being watched as I service Mark.”

    “Well, Bret, who do you want first?” Dad asked.

    “Both of you.  One in my ass and the other in my mouth,” he replied.

    Dad looked at Jim and asked, “Which one you want first?”

    “His ass,” Jim replied.  “I’ve admired it for a long time.”

    Moments later, I casually played with my cock as I watched Jim fuck Bret’s hot ass while Bret devoured and deep throated my dad’s cock.   As I sat next to dad, we kissed as he and Jim enjoyed what Bret had to offer.

    Moments later, Jim filled Bret’s ass as dad fed him a huge load in his mouth, which he eagerly swallowed.  I immediately got behind Bret and began eating Bret’s ass as Jim’s huge load drained out.

    Moments later, as Bret ate my dad’s ass, I sucked Bret off as I had done many times before there in the gym.

    As I was sucking Bret, Coach asked when and how he got started with guys.  Bret smiled and said he got started his sophomore year of high school with his older brother and two of his buds. He admitted that by the middle of his junior year, if he hadn’t tried it, it hadn’t been thought of.

    Then looking at coach, he said, “I’ve wanted you throughout my senior year after watching you jerk off in the showers right after school started.”

    “What?” Coach asked questioningly. “When did you watch me?”

    “I had forgotten a book in  the dressing room and went back to get it. You were in the showers with a rubber cock stuck to the shower wall and you were riding it, fucking yourself while jerking off.  I watched you climax and climaxed at the same time. I’ve wanted sex with you ever since.”

    “Well, now’s your chance,” Dad said. “Go for it.”

    Dad and I watched as coach and Bret began kissing and fondling coach and soon they were in a wild sixty-nine, devouring each others cock.

    After swallowing Bret’s load, Coach Jim spoke up and said, “Who knows what might be in the future. We might be saying we had sex with a college start player and maybe even a pro football hero.

    Later, Mike and I got on out knees and had Jim and Bret both piss on us, including in our face and open mouth. When one of us collected a mouthful we kissed the other and shared it, each swallowing half. 

    Bret had to leave, but Coach Jim, dad and I continued having sex for the remainder of the weekend, drinking each others piss and cum and giving each other piss enemas. We even got so raunchy as to suck piss out of each others ass.

    John became a regular at the house spending most weekends and Jim visited once or twice a month. Then one weekend before John arrived I suggested to dad that John move in and the three of us become lovers.  He told me that he loved the idea and we admitted that we both loved watching the other suck cock, eat cum, drink piss and get fucked hard and deep.

    When John arrived the following weekend we presented him with the idea.  Before the weekend was over, he had moved his clothes and personal items into the house and locked up the house he had been living in. Within a month he had it rented out to two gay college students that were lovers.

    When watching television at night, if one of us had to piss, one of the others drank it.  We pissed in the toilet only when necessary.  And giving each other piss enemas when fucking was expected.

    Coach Jim visited once every five to six weeks for  weekend and Bret became a college star and eventually went pro.  Who would have ever thought we would be having hot raunchy gay sex with a pro football player.

    One weekend every summer, John, dad and I would invite all our buds out for a sex weekend where anything goes. We have had as many as thirty naked horny men there some with their sons, for all the sex they wanted. Many times I lost count of how many cum loads I ate or took in my ass, but everyone was awesome. Coach even attended and had sex with other students and their dads.

    Some of the dads were local cops and a couple were state cops.  Also in the group were construction workers, truckers, doctors lawyers and a couple of prison guards.

    The one main thing about it all was that it brought my dad and I closer than I ever dreamed we could be.  He’s awesome.

     

  • Lockdown

    The home I had recently bought proved to be one of the best decisions of my life. The entire perimeter had a six foot wall surrounding it, affording me all the privacy that I had been yearning for after selling my previous home, which had a really irritating neighbour who lived next to me.

    Daryl, my neighbour in the previous house, practically moved in with me because he was always popping around after spotting me outdoors. It was clear that he and his wife weren’t getting along very well and I had to bear the brunt of their strained relationship. In Daryl’s defence, he wasn’t a freeloader and always brought booze with him when visiting, but constantly having to tolerate his company became a great strain for me. One of the biggest motivating factors in relocating was to get away from him.

    In my new home, I decided that I would never again befriend my neighbours. Fortunately, this worked out perfectly and the odd nod of acknowledgement when seeing them as I drove passed and into my garage was all I permitted. The two older couples who lived on either side of me were very quiet. An added benefit was that neither neighbour had troublesome and noisy dogs to irritate me. Consequently, I revelled in the solitude and anonymity that I had been longing for.

    In my new environment, I did all my grocery shopping at the brilliant local superette up the road from me. That’s where I first encountered Dixon and Ralph, who are the focus of this story.

    From day one these two guys mesmerised me. To refer to them as hobos or beggars, would possibly be misleading, because they were not skanky or irksome in any way or from. At the risk of being chastised for my use of semantics, let me rather describe them as drifters. Although they were unemployed and had no fixed abode, they always appeared to be reasonably respectable. Outside the superette, nobody shunned them in fear of a filthy contamination of some or the other sort, and most of the patrons treated them in a respectful and obliging manner. Of course, they were there to solicit a monetary reward for their ‘services,’ which consisted of pushing trolleys and unpacking groceries into awaiting vehicles.

    For my part, I never tipped them but always bought them each a pie or sandwich for their services, which they always graciously accepted.

    Being a keen observer of body language, I must impart that noted that there seemed to be a very special bond between the two guys. They were definitely close comrades who looked out for one another. Ralph, the younger of the two, whom I assumed was in his mid-thirties, was the more gregarious frontman of the two. Dixon, who was quieter of the two, I estimated to be in his forties. There was an unmistakable hierarchy in their relationship, given the deferential manner in which Ralph always displayed toward Dixon.

    Both the guys were very sexy large men, but if I were to pick, Ralph would’ve been my choice. Ralph had an intoxicating and goofy boyishness that was totally awesome. I cannot tell you how many nights I spent fantasising about them, because they were both fuckin’ hot, in a rough and manly manner.

    When the dreaded COVID19 virus hit, I wondered what affect this would have on the two men after lockdown, with all the talk of social distancing having become the flavour of the month.

    The morning after the lockdown commenced, I made my way to the superette for some shopping. As always, I bought food that I handed over to the guys upon arrival at my motor vehicle.

    “How are you guys going to cope with the current situation?” I asked innocently, once there.

    “Well, we have been told by the management of the place that the authorities will be cracking down hard as from today,” Ralph informed me, before concluding, “So, I suppose we’ll be fucked.”

    “Wow, I’m sad to hear that. Are you guys going to be okay?” I asked.

    “Fuck knows,” he replied despondently. Ralph then went on to tell me that their support system had evaporated after an old lady who had always allowed them to sleep in her garage, had left to spend the duration of the lockdown with her daughter. Consequently, they were ‘homeless’ and would have to rough it.

    On an impulse I then replied, “Listen, if you guys need a place to sleep, I have large garage and you can use my aluminium lounges in the garage,” I offered.

    “Are you serious?” Ralph replied and before I could answer, concluded, “Fuck… that would be incredible.”

    Ralph then went on to assure me that they would be out and about during the day and hopefully still be able to earn money for food. “We’ll be as little trouble to you as possible and I promise, we won’t get in your hair,” he solemnly assured me.

    “Cool… so what time should I collect you two guys?” I replied in conclusion.

    “Six, if… that suits you?” he eagerly stammered.

    “No problem,” I assuredly replied, before adding, “Don’t worry about food, I’ll cook a meal for us tonight.”

    “Wow… you really don’t need to do that,” he bashfully replied.

    “But, I’d like to,” I answered, cheerily.

    Once home, I really worried about my generosity. They were hot and so I obviously had ulterior sexually motivated motive, but, if I was barking up the wrong tree, this could end up being a bind rather than pleasure in my life. I also really didn’t want another Daryl situation in my life. My horny intrigue, nonetheless, had by now totally eclipsed my reasoning.

    As my mind worked overtime assessing all the possibilities, my excitement was tinged with apprehension. Unashamedly, my altruistic notion of looking out for my fellow man was deviously tainted with voyeuristic and carnal desires, which I secretly hoped would turn into a fruitful lockdown situation going forward.

    By six that afternoon, I was bristling with excitement as Ralph and Dixon got into my vehicle. I had prepared a chicken stew that was simmering away, before setting the table for our dinner. After each of us sipped on a beer I asked the guys if they had any washing that needed to be taken care of. Unsurprisingly, they did, and soon my washing machine was in full operation.

    During dinner the guys told me that Mary, the old lady who allowed them to use her garage also permitted them to use her washing machine once a week, which explained why they were always respectably clean when I encountered them. They also went on to mention that she also allowed them to shower once a week, which I naturally took as a hint.

    “Would you guys like to shower later tonight?” I asked, before adding that they could use my guest toilet whenever needed.

    “If you don’t mind,” both answered enthusiastically, before again thanking me profusely for my kindness.

    Not wanting to be too accommodating in case things didn’t work out like I was hoping for, I decided to take a guarded approach and suggested that after dinner they could check out the stretchers in the garage, before adding that we would wash their sleeping bags the following day to allow a proper drying period before the following evening.

    Ralph and Dixon kept on effusing their appreciation for my kindness after my suggestion, assuring me that they really wouldn’t get up my nose during lockdown. They also pleaded with me not to feel obligated to feed them.

    When the time came for them to shower, I played my trump card by asking if they each had a clean pair of underpants and a t-shirt, so that I could wash the clothing they were wearing after the first washing cycle had ended.

    In a bold move, I then accompanied them to the guest bathroom and asked for the outfits they were wearing. To my amazement, both stripped unabashedly before handing over their clothing. As you would suspect, I had a good look at their two magnificent naked bodies as every fantasy I had dreamed about was exceeded. Upon glancing at their impressive uncut dicks, my mouth almost began to water.

    Much as I could have stood looking at them all night decorum prevailed, and I departed shortly, after assuring them that I had two geysers and that they didn’t have to worry about being too frugal.

    “Have an enjoyable long shower,” I uttered, as I exited with a kind smile.

    As I left them alone I observed that there was only one bath towel hanging over the rack. I was pleased about this because it gave me the opportunity to return later with an additional towel.

    When I did return they didn’t hear me, no doubt due the noise of the flowing water. Through the fogged up glass of the shower door, however, I saw two bodies intertwined, and there was no doubt that they were in a lover’s embrace. Although I wasn’t able to see too much detail, the thrill that surged through me due this wonderful sight made me weak at the knees.

    When I finally spoke, mentioning that I had brought an extra towel for them, they instantly parted like two repelling magnets. I did not dally and instantly left the bathroom once more.

    Pleased as I was by what I had seen, I was, nevertheless, sorry about my interruption. Their shower was over very quickly after that and upon joining me in the living area soon after my untimely visit, their faces were flushed and they both looked rather sheepish.

    As I handed each guy a beer, Ralph began to stammer. “We… really must apologise… and hope that you weren’t offended by what you saw.”

    “I wasn’t offended at all. I fact, I thought it was very hot,” I salaciously replied in a reassuring manner.

    As look of anxious relief now overcame both men, I decided to cut to the chase, before asking, “How long have you been lovers?”

    Ralph now uncomfortably replied, “Well, although we were both straight when we met, when you find yourself in our position in life, one has to learn to take comfort where you can find it.”

    Next, after beckoning them to join me in the lounge, I continued along my bold path. “Listen, I’ve been thinking… that maybe you guys should use my spare room while you are staying with me?”

    “Eddie, that won’t be necessary,” Ralph quickly retorted, before explaining, “We’re very happy to use the garage.”

    Although I was worried that I had just been politely told to keep my distance, I, nevertheless, surged forward. “Oh, I insist. It’s still pretty cold and the spare room will be much more comfortable,” I sagaciously confirmed.

    “Wow, that’s very kind of you,” Dixon now interjected, before Ralph tentatively reaffirmed, “If you really don’t mind?”

    “I really don’t mind at all,” I decisively confirmed.

    Very pleased by how things were unfolding, I decided to up the ante. “Of course, to save on laundry, let me suggest that as I already have a really large king sized bed and could also do with some ‘comfort’, we could simply use my bed to accommodate you guys during your stay.”

    This was followed by sustained and totally stunned look on both their faces at my bold suggestion.

    Our impasse was finally broken by Dixon, when he smiled and with a chuckle replied, “In difficult times like these, we can all do with some extra comfort. And if that includes contributing toward saving the planet, then why not?”

    As the veil of uncertainty lifted we all began to laugh. I was enormously relieved and elated by the incredible good fortune that the lockdown had apparently sent my way. What pleased me most was the lustful look that had now also begun to overcome their faces. I couldn’t have hoped for a better result.

    By now I was also very horny and decided to move things along. “Why don’t we quickly do the dishes and have an early night,” I then suggested.

    As we were finishing off in the kitchen, Dixon embraced me and pushed my body up against the counter. The boldness of the kissing that followed was mind-blowing. Better yet, Ralph soon joined in and soon our writhing triangle of carnality was in full swing.

    Yes, fuck, yes, this has worked out perfectly,’ I thought to myself.

    As our horny lips and groping hands went into overdrive to an accompaniment of lustful sexual sounds, we soon, as if by magic levitation, found our bodies transported toward the bedroom as my hands tugged on their two large stick shifts, gearing us ever onward toward our destination.

    Once finally naked and on the bed, ravishing lips commenced touring my head and crotch in a melee of bliss, the likes of which I had never before experienced.

    I was now becoming the passive benefactor to the two hunks, as my mouth and backside got filled by their two large pacifiers. As I lay on my back, Dixon ‘comforted’ my arse while Ralph did so to my mouth. This animated attack was sustained and the two men regularly kept swapping positions. The domination by the two was heavenly and given my excitement, I soon ejaculated the first of many loads that would follow. The action seemed never-ending and apart from the obvious stimulation, their ongoing affection toward me and one another was awesome.

    After both guys had cum, Dixon in my backside and Ralph in my mouth, we lay side by side on the bed with me in the middle. During our brief intermission the kissing between us never ceased.

    This pause, however, did not last too long before yet another full out carnal onslaught again got underway. Not only was I overwhelmed by their stamina, but I was also very pleased that I did not have to work the following day.

    Once we were all totally exhausted after our marathon, sleep soon followed.

    In the early hours of the following morning, when Dixon and I headed to the bathroom for a morning piss, he decided that I needed more ‘comforting.’ We never made it to the toilet bowl, however, because Dixon pulled me into the shower for a golden rainstorm. I had never experienced piss-play before that, but would now become a total addict. The feel of the hot liquid was exquisitely invigorating as it bathed my head and body. Added to that, the bitter taste that initially disturbed me soon became strangely delicious to my palate. It was like one of those flavours that as a child one is always told that you have to acquire a taste for, challenging you into an early maturity.

    As Dixon’s tap ran dry and he commenced skull-fucking me, Ralph arrived on the scene. Dixon now moved to the side for my second yellow anointment as Ralph commenced his morning piss. There was a brief pause to our proceedings as Dixon plug his cock into Ralph’s backside. What now became clear was that Ralph also had a far larger bladder as I almost drowned in piss.

    Once Ralph’s flow ended my bladder was about to burst. Upon me announcing this news, Ralph got onto all fours before me as Dixon continued to fuck him in a crouched position.

    “We’re all yours, buddy,” Dixon said with a smile before I let loose over both of them in spectacular fashion, enjoying the most gratifying piss I had ever experienced.

    As a further treat, when Dixon was about to cum a short while later and offered his load to me, I leaned over Ralph’s back, and with my dick in Ralph’s mouth, my mouth in turn accepted Dixon’s spunk. An added bonus also followed when after Dixon’s eruption, a last trickle of piss also dribbled from his cock.

    “Seeing that Ralph’s arse has already been primed, why don’t you also fuck him?” Dixon now suggested.

    With Ralph still on all fours, I moved to the back of him and plugged in. Dixon next straddled Ralph’s body facing me, and started tweaking my nipples. I was so excited that I didn’t last too long before shooting my load.

    “Do you also want to cum?” I asked Ralph after he got to his feet.

    “Nah, after we have washed and get back to bed, I’ll take my turn,” he replied.

    Back on the bed, Ralph quickly placed me on my stomach and mounted me. What followed can only be described as a power-fuck, as his torso remained on outstretched arms throughout the session. Ralph was also spurred on by aggressive vocalisation from Dixon as he hammered the hell out of my backside. To further incite Ralph, Dixon also commenced spanking Ralph’s arse rather hard. The sexual heat from these guys just seemed to escalate further and further.

    When Ralph finally shot his load, a cacophony of sound from all three of us reverberated throughout the room.

    My hiatus was very short-lived, however, because Dixon now took over from Ralph and continued the momentum. Once more I got frantically bum-bashed as Ralph now administered slaps to Dixon’s backside to a renewed discordance of sexual sounds. It was fan-fuckin’-tastic!

    When we all lay side by side sniggering afterward, Dixon went into raptures about our two sessions.

    “Jesus,” that was awesome he uttered elatedly. “You know, Ralph and I have never had a private space to really go for it before. I cannot tell you how great this has been and what it means to us. Thank you, Eddie, thank you very much. We really appreciate your kindness.”

    After Ralph joined in with murmurs of agreement, I got a lump in my throat.

    Containing my emotion, I replied, “Guys, I must also thank you for the incredible excitement you have brought into my life. You are two fuckin’ hot men and I have never enjoyed myself more. This is a safe place for you so you don’t have to worry about a thing.”

    As we lay there, I wasn’t sure what the future would hold. What I did know, however, was that lockdown had ushered in the most memorable period of my life.

    To be continued…


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  • When He Remembers Joy

    Paul does not always like to look in the mirror. In fact, he rarely does. Sometimes Kirk takes him by the chin and gives him a look that lets him know how his lover of so many years feels. Often Paul remembers the man he became for so long, the one he did not like.

    When he ran away from home, he was gone five years. The first time he returned was because Mom had cancer. He stayed for three weeks. One night, at the house, he sat across from an overly talkative nurse in white name Michael who droned on about cell counts and improvements and medicines while Paul’s head bobbed up and down.

    “I guess,” Paul said, running a hand over his mouse like mouth, “I just need to get a hold on exactly what Mom has. Or had.”

    “Well the lymphatic system is part of the body’s immune defense system. Its job is to help fight diseases and infection. The lymphatic system includes a network of thin tubes that branch, like blood vessels, into tissues throughout the body. Lymphatic vessels carry lymph, a colorless, watery fluid that contains infection-fighting cells called lymphocytes. Along this network of vessels are small, bean-shaped organs called lymph nodes. Clusters of lymph nodes are found in the underarms, groin, neck, chest, and abdomen. Other parts of the lymphatic system are the spleen, thymus, tonsils, and bone marrow. Lymphatic tissue is also found in other parts of the body, including the stomach, intestines and skin. Does that make sense?”

    “Uh, yeah,” Paul said.

    “Like all types of cancer, lymphoma cancers are diseases of the body’s cells. Healthy cells grow, divide and replace themselves in an orderly manner. This process keeps the body in good repair.And—”

    Suddenly, Paul placed his hand in Michael’s crotch. The obviously gay boy looked at him in surprise and Paul, going from frightened, to predatory, began to massage him.

    “What else?” Paul continued, rubbing the boy into arousal as his sister and brother sat watching television in the next room.

    “Uh…” Michael tried, “In the non-Hodgkin’s lymphomas, cells in the lymphatic system grow abnormally… They… they divide too rapidly and…oh! They… they… grow without any order or control. Too much tissue is formed, and tumors begin to grow. The cancer cells can also spread to—”

    Paul stood up, suddenly, and barked, “I’m walking Michael to his car. I’ll be back in a few minutes.”

    A few minutes later, a car headed up the road, briefly illuminating the area behind the old barn of the Anderson farm. Rock and roll music drifted across the fields and then was soon gone. Above, the moon was only a crescent, with a wedge of hard white light that, nevertheless, failed to pierce the darkness. All was quiet except for the sound of crickets, and a thumping against metal, a frustrated grunting as, jeans down around his ankles, Paul pressed the nurse Michael’s face into the side of his car, and his arm around his throat in a choke hold, fucked him. The Paul Anderson who lived in East Carmel was frail, awkward, out of control and scared. As Michael whimpered and Paul, ass clinched, cock wedged deep inside of him, rose on the balls of his heels in triumphant orgasm, his neck muscles straining, he realized it was easier to be somewhere and someone else.

    But back to the year when Kyle Norman went missing. When his picture showed up on the news, Paul remembered his friend, the beautiful bronze boy who lived in Rummelsvile. Kyle had seemed so happy, so untouchable, so beautiful. Now Paul looked at the picture of the copper haired track star, and learned that his mother had abandoned him and his siblings with a stepfather who hadn’t even reported him missing. Had Kyle turned to track to outrun his bullshit the way Paul had? Had he taken Kurt with him, or had they fallen apart too?

    “He had the sense to leave,” Paul said. “I ought to leave too. He knew this place would kill him.”

    He thought of Kyle on his way to California, having the sense to get out of Rummelsville before the place ate him up. Or maybe he’d only gone to South Bend. Whatever helped.

    I hope you’re okay, man. In that hotel room they had both revealed themselves to each other. Kyle had heard him come. Later, after they had laughed in the dark, they’d gotten up together, naked, to wash the come off their bodies. Paul felt so tender for that moment of seeing another boy like himself, sharing that bathroom, neither of them having to explain what had happened. He remembered the glance they had shared. Paul ached to talk to him again. Maybe soon, maybe wherever the track star popped up, Paul would get there too. At any rate, he had to get out of here.

    Paul’s mother said nothing when his grades dropped, though years later she reflected that she ought to have said a little. Abandoned by a husband she realized had really left her years ago, her life was in shock at the time as well.

    Paul was in the car one day with Claire and Matty, taking them to… the shoe store? That sounds about right… when he saw two cars side by side like something from a drag race movie, and he heard someone shouting, “Faggot!”

    It had been so long since the last time anyone had called him that, he did not fear for himself, but he paid attention to who was being yelled at.

    “Put your heads down,” Paul said to his siblings, his adrenaline rising. The car in front of him zoomed faster and the one beside it went immediately behind as the red light commanded Paul to stop.

    “Are we gonna help those people?” Claire demanded.

    “You’re going to stay in the car,” Paul said. “Both of you.”

    He got impatient with the light, looked for cops, and then crossed Buren Avenue, gunning his engine to catch up with the cars. He drove up and down blocks for about five minutes before he found the cars, parked his, and crossed the street to the house with the open door. He stopped for a moment, looking around the front yard and then, finding a metal pipe, took it and went into the house. He heard the kicking and stomping before he saw it.

    “You’re a fucking faggot. Admit it. You goddamn faggot.”

    “I got a kid!” the man wailed as they beat him. “I’m married!”

    Just like that, Paul slammed the pipe on the first man’s head and the other stopped in mid-kick, terrified.

    “Get the fuck out!” Paul bellowed, beating him. He was possessed by a demon. With his pipe he was beating the two of them, chasing them out of the house, and it wasn’t until they were well gone, Paul turned to the man whose jaw was a bloody mess and whose blood was in a pool all around his floor.

    “Wyman!”

    There was no time to ask anything or be afraid. He called 911, and an ambulance was there not nearly quick enough to take him to County Hospital. Paul followed behind with Claire and Matty, and from the hospital he called his mother, commenting, “The hospital closes at nine! Whoever heard of a hospital that closes? I hate Jasper County. This place is barbaric.”

    Merilee came to the hospital to take the kids, but Paul stayed in the dim waiting room, and the whole world was dim. He watched the news and they reported that what police believed to be the body of eighteen year old Kyle Norman had been found headless, in a reservoir outside of Rummelsville, and his stepfather had been brought in for questioning.

    It was late that night when Wyman’s wife came in.

    “You’re him,” She said.

    “Huh?”

    “You saved him,” She said. Paul had never known Her name.

    “It was my brother who did it,” She reported. “The doctor told me over the phone Wyman’s probably gonna have a steel jaw.

    She asked Paul:

    “Were you fucking him?”

    “What?”

    She looked at Paul, eyes narrowed. He thought, what a fucking hillbilly! Then he thought, we’re all fucking hillbillies. I’ve gotta get Claire away from this place.

    “You weren’t,” she said. “I didn’t think anyone was. I was just so mad. He’s awake now. Do you want to go see him?”

    Paul nodded. He rose slowly.

    Wyman’s face was so swollen and his eyelids were fat pillows. He was covered in stitches and nothing like the beautiful boy Paul had shared his life with a year before. He was married with a fat, nasty wife and in laws who were probably in the Klan, and he’d just get her pregnant again next year. He was a hillbilly.

    “Paul,” Wyman croaked. “Paul.”

    Wyman burst into tears and Paul sat there, awkwardly, as Mrs. Wyman walked into the hospital room. Paul could only pat Wyman’s shoulder and sit beside his bed.

    All the next day Paul Anderson was desolate. He sat in his room until he realized he was thinking about death too much, and then he went running until he was out of town and his legs ached and his butt cramped and his arms were on fire. His lungs burned and it took him till evening to get home. That night, on the news, they reported that, having followed Kyle Norman’s stepfather’s lead, the police had gone to a ditch and found Kyle Norman’s head, obscenities carved into it by a pen knife. The next morning, Paul opened the Chicago Tribune, which had no problem with niceties and plainly stated that Kyle was gay and that his stepfather had possibly molested and then killed him and, before sawing the boy’s head from his body, had carved into his forehead in sharp capitals, the word: FAGGOT.

    Just like that, Paul got up. He packed two bags and got the little money he had. He couldn’t wait till his mother got out of work or the kids got back from school. There would never be a better time. He had to get the fuck out of this place.

    He went to the truck stop and caught the Greyhound that would take him to Gary. From Gary he would go to Chicago and from Chicago he would go as far west as he could.

    Every time Paul heard about a runaway, his heart sank. He remembered his own running away. He remembered getting on that bus and going to the place he had wished Kyle Norman could have gone, rushing out of the county as if to outrun Kyle’s fate and Wyman’s fate, one’s head chopped off, the other’s head bashed in. He could still see Kyle in track competitions, hair bronze in the sunlight, his long legs and strong thighs golden. The triumphant smile on his face. Even though Paul lost to him, he didn’t feel like a loser. He remembered Kyle’s arm flung over him, congratulating him, and in the end, the certainty he and Wyman felt that they shared something with Kyle, and with his boyfriend Kurt. Well, then how could someone so beautiful and so free be trapped by that horrible man and that worthless mother, and how could his life end the way it had?

    As they rolled out of the dirty bus station in Chicago, Paul’s mind pushed toward the image of Kyle, corpse thrown away, his head rotting in trash behind the house. But this image was hidden in darkness, and his mind refused to see it. Paul fell asleep, dreaming about Kyle, and Kyle turned into Wyman and then Kyle again.

    That afternoon they came to the first transfer in Saint Louis, and the bus Paul was on was late, and so he had to remain in the depot for three terrified hours. He couldn’t allow himself to think about what he had done, and if he had not spent most of his money, he would have gone back to Indiana. The next transfer was in Las Vegas, and when he stepped outside there was a burning dry heat he had never known, and so he went back in, thinking the place looked blown and dried out, and in some ways like Indiana. Except for the mountains. Those mountains, black and streaked in white, were above all the shit, touched only by clouds and maybe by God. There was no long delay here, and he got on the third bus which brought him to LA. At the bus station, like an idiot, he had asked for a ticket to California, and the ticket manager, with the patience reserved for a retarded child, explained he actually needed a more specific destination.

    “Hollywood!” Paul shouted, and patiently, the ticket manager had said, “L.A.”

  • my life

    we got back to the house went in and greeted everyone, master john said to hurry and get ready i went up showered cleaned out my ass with a douche, went to the makeup table. picked a light base with a reddish blush black mascara , and did my lips and mails to match with passion red lipstick and nail polish with . put on my redhead wig, and dressed  in a white pushup bra a white blouse and red thong and red skirt. with my fav 4 inch heels. my only pair of ear rings and i was ready, i started down and checked the mirror on the way out i did look good.

      we started out donna and i in the back john driving and bill riding shotgun, the trip. tooabout a half hour and master filled us in on what it was and what we could do. it was a dance club that catered to all kinds of people gay, lesbian, transsexuals’, different kinks and straight, he said there were couches along the walls that could be used to make out, up to and including giving a blowjob, for all other activities there were rooms rented by the hour upstairs. he said we had a tab and to enjoy and drink all we could, when it was time to leave he would find us or when the sun started to appear to head for the car.

      we parked and ,went to the door . there was a huge man collecting money he was so big i was intimated, at least 6 5  and possibly 350 lbs. we paid and went in. the  first thing i noticed was the music very loud, then all the people. dancing and having fun, 

    my three partners accepted and left me alone i was enjoying the sights and sounds and the drink, a dark skinned man came over and said common lets dance, i replied my name is susan and i am just chilling now. he must have been deaf cause he pulled me by the arm onto the floor i made a attempt to dance but i am more into slow dancing. he leaned over and told me i sucked at dancing so maybe that’s your talent again taking my hand leading me to a empty couch he sat and said ok bitch suck this pulling down his paints reveling a nice uncut colored dick the first one i have ever seen.

      i was on my knees licking it and trying to tease the head out of the  foreskin i got it to peek out when my head was forced onto the shaft, i took it like a pro. he was large but i have had bigger i sucked and licked his head till he pushed in deep and said here`s your treat bitch and shout a nice load in my mouth, s sucked him empty, and cleaned him off with my lips . i sat next to him and whispered in his ear thanks but all you had to do is ask.

     i went in the lady`s room to freshen up then back to the table, taking another sip of my drink i was approached again this time a young guy probably 18 5 11 and 130 lbs soaking wet, he introduced himself as tom and asked if he could join me. i motioned to a chair next to me and he sat he just stared at me for a min and i asked if he was ok,  he looked embarrassed and said sorry mam but you are beautiful and i don`t get to meet many women like you.

     now it was my turn to blush. i have gotten very few complements about my looks and it excited me,  we chatted and i found out he was reporting to the army in 2 days because he was drafted he hated to go but it was his duty to serve and he is a American. i asked him where his drink was and he replied he was only 18 and was carded when he tried to order, i offered him a drink from my glass and he took a sip saying he liked captain and coke,

      a slow dance started and he asked me to join him. we went to the floor and embraced . drifting to the music, we talked low while enjoying the music, he was getting aroused being close to me and i am not sure why i was really liking this young man. 

      he told me that he never had much luck dating that because of his build most women didn`t give him a second look, i asked if he was ever with a woman and turning red he said no.  i tried to be motherly to him and said don’t worry dear you will find one. 

     he replied that he only had 2 days left and the way people were getting killed in nam he would probably die a virgin. i whispered in his ear i would love to help you but i am not as i appear. he looked at me funny. so i explained i am a transsexual. no way he said i told him if he wanted to stop dancing with me it was ok i would understand. he held me tight and said he didn`t believe me but even if it were so he was enjoying my company. i kissed him and he responded with his lips locking on mine, i felt his package grow to rock hard, 

     the dance ended and we went to a couch sitting close to him we continued our makeout his hand unbuttoning and going inside my blouse, i let out a moan as he brushed my nipple, i reached down and stroked his dick through his pants he was very hard. i asked if he had ever had anyone suck on his dick and he stuttered no mam. i went on my knees and pulled his jeans down. exposing his nice hard and cute dick, i engulfed it with my lips watching his expression. it was one of fright and pure pleasure. i licked the head popping it in and out of my mouth and almost set him off i wanted tom to enjoy this so i stopped that and went to his balls taking one in my mouth and tonguing it while listing to him gasp knowing he was not going to last long i went back to the dick taking it al in letting it bump my throat. he grabbed my head and said please stop i am going to cum, i batted my eyes at him and added more suction he let out a cry as he came that i thought the whole club heard, i sucked him till he started to shrink then joined him on the couch helping pull up his jeans.

     we kissed and he probed my mouth with his tongue. he reached down and touched my semi hard dick. asking if i wanted him to return the favor. i said honey your not gay so don`t go sucking dicks, besides you treat me with so much. respect i could cum from you being nice to me. we kissed more then i said lets go have a drink,

      back at the table my drink was empty i ordered 2 more and after the waitress was gone passed one to tom . a idea formed in my brain and broached it with tom, sweetie i said how would you like to even up wih me for me sucking your dick  his eyed me and asked how? 

      you nsaid you never had sex with a woman how would you feel about having sex with me. he gulped and said that he didn`t want anyone putting there dick in his ass. i smiled and replied no dear you need to turn that around. he thought on that for a while then said he would like that but he is not sure what to do, i said not to worry you will do fine, we finished our drinks and headed for the stairs.

      i put the room on our tab and we went in it was just a rook with a bed and a shower. i hugged him and said honey you are going to make me so happy. i undressed him happy that he was erect again i kissed his dick then let him help me out of my clothes. he was starring at my throng, and probably my dick, i asked him to remove it and his hands brushed my dick when he did, 

      we got in bed and we kissed i moved his hand to my boobs and he started teasing the nipples then he put his mouth on them sucking them gently. causing me to moan loudly, he stopped and asked if he were hurting me i shook my head no and pulled his head to my boobs. i was becoming aroused but this was not for me i wanted this young man to have a nice time .

    i laid him on his back rubbing his chest and straddled him. i reached back took his cock and guided it toward my hole. waiting for him to push into me. he lifted his hips and his shaft started to disappear in me. i watched his face and the look was so content i almost came, i sat on his dick taking it all in me, then slowly started to ride it. he reached up to tease my boobies   and i moaned with him, we fucked like this for ten min and he was ready to cum i dismounted and explained to him that he should take charge of this love making, i got on my back putting my feet up by my head and asked tom to please fuck me. he got the idea and slowly entered me, i tossed in a few fake moans but most were real he humped away for another 15 minuets. then said susan I’m gonna cum what should i do. i moaned fill me with your seed honey. i want to feel you cum in me. he shoved hard and i felt his juice filling my ass. i moaned with satisfaction as he pumped into me.

     we laid in bed hugging and kissing and touching i told him he was a very good lover and that i had almost had a orgasm from him fucking me he said he was sorry and i said no you made me happy fucking me you are a dear,

     we thought a shower would be in order and went in i asked him not to get my wig wet and he kissed me saying no problem. i soaped him down and cleaned his dick and balls good and to my surprise he got hard again. we must have the same sex drive i thought, it was his turn he was careful and paid a lot of attention to my titties , i was moaning from the attention he gave them then another surprise he washed my dick, i said honey please i don`t want to be the one to let you experiment with cocks please just use me as a girl. he stroked it once or twice then stopped. 

     i thanked him as he went behind me and washed my back then he said lets do it again in the shower, i didn`t answer just pushing my ass into his dick. he found my hole and pushed into me. he held my shoulders as he pumped me like a pro this time he found my button and my dick hardened, i begged him to fuck me hard right there and he was on a mission for a good 5 minuets he banged me till i moaned oh baby I’m  gonna cum fuck me hard

      he must have gotten excited cause i felt him stiffen more and he explored in me the same time i shot my load into the shower .he pulled out and i hugged him kissed him and thanked him for making me cum, he had a big smile on his face I’m sure he had a good time.

     we dried each other off and dressed i hugged and kissed him again thanking him for a wonderful time, i gave him my parents address and asked him to write me when he got settled. we kissed and went down to the table, the gang was at the table and i didn`t want them to meet tom so i said you should go now my friends are waiting for me, to take me home another kiss and me telling him wat a great time i had, and we parted,

     at the table everyone inquired who he was i smiled and said someone i fell in love with. we all finished our drinks and left for home.


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  • My First Home

    When I bought my first home I thought I was the cream of the crop. I had been living in an inexpensive apartment up to that point and saving like crazy. With a bit of help from my dad, however, I was able to afford the deposit required and enter the house market. It was a modest suburb, but I didn’t mind. The relief of finally being a house owner was all that I cared about.

    On the day I moved in I met my neighbours to my left. Harold and Clair were the two biggest nerds I had ever met, and I could not help thinking that they had been very lucky finding one another. They were rather sweet, nevertheless, and her cappuccino muffins were absolutely delicious.

    I did not meet my neighbours to the right till Saturday morning. My jaw almost hit the ground when I saw my topless hunky neighbour mowing his lawn. Observing me, he walked over to the fence and introduced himself as Tristan, before welcoming me to the neighbourhood. Tristan ticked every one of my boxes. He was big, broad, butch, and beautiful, the personification of what a man should look like. No sooner had we begun chatting before his wife joined us. Debbie, his wife, was a poster girl for petite pretty blonds. I was summarily invited over to them drinks that afternoon, at five p.m.

    After arriving at the appointed time, we sat around in their lounge chatting. After ascertaining that I was single, Debbie immediately started searching her mind for possible ladies that they could introduce me to. In a flash, I had one of those ‘what the fuck’ moments, figuring that the strain of Debbie’s matchmaking skills would be more than I could bear and told them outright that I was gay. Interestingly, Tristan did not seem particularly perplexed by my revelation. After a pleasant visit, I returned home an hour later.

    Twice during the following week I heard arguing from next door. Our bedrooms faced one another’s and it was clear that Tristan and Debbie were at loggerheads about some or other issue. These spats became the norm after that and on one or two occasions, I even had to make use of earplugs. My relationship, however, remained cordial with them and we always indulged in the odd friendly chat when seeing one another.

    Two months after I moved in, I stopped seeing Debbie and simply presumed that she was away on a holiday of sorts. A week later on Saturday, I struck up a conversation with Tristan as we both tended our gardens. Presumptuously, I asked when Debbie would be back from holiday. I was then told that she had packed her bags and moved out. When I asked if he was okay, he replied that he was doing fine before adding that the bust-up had been a long time coming.

    “Well, if you need to unload, I’m a good listener,” I retorted, in a neighbourly fashion.

    “Does that mean you’re inviting me to dinner?” Tristan then impishly joked.

    “Sure, why don’t you come around at six,” I replied, having been put on the spot.

    After he arrived we sat in the lounge talking. “Please don’t think I’ve been spying on you, but you seem to be getting as little action in the bedroom as I am,” Tristan said.

    I went on to tell him about my previous liaison, which had ended a few months before I moved into the house. I further informed him that I had decided to take a break from relationships, for the time being.

    Tristan then revealed that the reason for their bust-up was that Debbie had become completely frigid. They had only been married for a year and sex had always been a problem in their relationship. Debbie had ‘saved’ herself for marriage and this, according to Tristan, was the worst mistake he had ever made, because their honeymoon had been a complete disaster. Debbie found sex with him extremely uncomfortable and constantly accused him of being a bully.

    Observing the perplexed look on my face he went on to explain, “I am over-endowed Sandy and Debbie simply found my dick much too large for her.”

    “Did you ever seek medical advice on the matter?” I asked.

    “Sure, but it didn’t help. Debbie was given tablets to help her relax, but they weren’t very effective. Then, the following day she would moan and groan like a stuffed pig, accusing me of causing her pain,” he replied, before concluding, “I was sure that most of her antics were simply in the mind and if I read the doctor correctly, he thought so too.”

    After a lengthy pause he ruefully added, “I never thought I would have to continue being a wanker after marriage, but that’s the only action I ever get nowadays.”

    Dinner was soon ready and after dishing up we sat at the dining table. Thankfully, the conversation turned to gardening as we ate. After dinner, we once more moved to the lounge and continued talking. When we began consuming our fifth beer, Tristan stunned me by asking, “Do you like giving or receiving in bed?”

    Almost spluttering, I awkwardly answered, “Both.”

    “I think that being gay must be the answer,” he stated, before continuing, “The best fuck I ever had was with a girl at school. She was a real hoe and liked being fucked by two guys at one time. She particularly loved anal and even let me have a go with my thick knob, from time to time. Don’t get me wrong… pussy is great, but having your dick strangled by a tight butt-hole definitely takes first prize,” he emphatically concluded.

    Stunned and uncomfortable with the conversation, I simply smiled.

    “Have you ever had a really thick cock up your arse?” Tristan then asked.

    “Yeah, once,” I gingerly replied.

    “How big was the dick?” he inquired.

    “Well… I didn’t measure it, but it was quite impressive,” I replied.

    After a brief silence, Tristan said, “I’m nine by nine.”

    “Excuse me?” I queried, somewhat bewildered.

    “Nine inches long and nine inches round,” was his reply.

    “Fuck, that’s big, bro. No wonder Debbie was so traumatized. Did you ever have any other women bail on you?” I asked.

    “Yeah, two others,” he replied, impishly. Again we sat quietly for a short while.

    His next bit of communication, however, almost gave me a heart attack.

    “Would you let me fuck you, Sandy,” he then quietly asked

    Trembling, I gingerly answered, “I don’t think that’s a good idea… You’re straight, and…”

    “I’m not fucking anything,” he interrupted, before agitatedly continuing, “I’m nothing right now. I never get to fuck anymore, so what the hell does that make me?” Then, after a pause, he pleadingly asked, “I’m desperate Sandy and really need a fuck.” Another pause then followed, before he imploringly repeated, “Pleaase, Sandy.”

    Next, after standing up he pulled his shorts down, before saying, “I’m not fucking a fucking freak, check it out for yourself.” Tristan’s semi erect knob was unbelievably thick.

    “I won’t hurt you, please let me fuck you Sandy?” he begged.

    With my eyes spinning and totally mesmerized by his uncut dong, I simply nodded an apprehensive yes.

    “Okay, let’s go to the bedroom,” he then suggested with an emboldened smile, before leading the way.

    Tristan undressed in a heartbeat before jumping on the bed. Before I joined him I made sure to retrieve my tube of lubrication.

    As we lay there he stared at me for a few moments before saying, “Thank you.”

    Next, leaning over he kissed me anxiously. Tristan was virtually panting as he pushed me onto my stomach. Grabbing the lube he began rubbing it onto his dick and then on my hole. I was extremely nervous as the head of his knob commenced nudging my pucker.

    “Just relax, bro,” he said, in an overexcited tone.

    As his cock forced my hole apart I clenched my teeth. I pushed out as hard as I could to accommodate him, but his girth was in another league and my butthole felt like it was being torn apart. My sphincter got stretched grotesquely by his log as he jammed his dick ever deeper, before hastily bottoming out. I begged him to hold still for a few moments, but he couldn’t restrain himself. Grunting excitedly, he commenced spearing into me.

    When he unleashed his spunk two minutes later, he cried out, “Sorry, bro… I’m just so fucking sex starved.” As he continued to lie on top of me, my vanquished manhole began to adapt to its subjugation. Tristan remained rock-hard, sustaining the divine agony. Even though my backside ached, I wanted more.

    “Fuck me again, Tristan, fuck me as hard as you like,” I lustfully intoned.

    Pushing my legs even further apart with his knees, his supercharged fat piston began hammering into me again. I could have published a dictionary of sexual sounds, from the noises he made during his feverish onslaught. The dilation of my manhole was now becoming more pleasing as he pummelled my arse anew.

    “Harder you fucking bully,” I cried, sweating from the strain. With his torso raised on straight arms, Tristan now thumped my arse with a years’ worth of pent-up frustration and I was happy to let him vent. After several more minutes he again roared as his cum blasted into me. We lay like that for quite some time before I eventually felt his dick retract from my sore arse.

    I expected him to lift off me, but he had no such plan. A short while later, I again felt a distinct hardening between my cheeks and knew round three was on the way. His entry was once again urgent, but my eager arse drew him in willingly. His pace, however, was much slower than before and I knew that this session would last much longer.

    “I have a lot of catching up to do, Sandy, and I’ve got you exactly where I want you,” he chuckled.

    “Use me as you want,” I replied.

    “Are you enjoying this, Sandy?” He asked, while thrusting into me.

    “Fuck yeah, Tristan,” I retorted.

    “That’s great, bro, because you are going to be seeing a lot more of me in future.” Tristan mumbled, contentedly.

    For the following forty minutes Tristan varied his pace and intensity. Having finally relaxed, my gratification also began scaling heights I had never before known. The initial pain had been followed by numbness, and then an overwhelming stimulation started to develop as by backside finally embraced the fullness by his massive knob.

    The two things that delighted me most during this session this session were; when he firstly pulled my head to the side and started kissing me passionately, and then secondly, when my balls began to churn and erupt without manual stimulation. I was definitely enjoying sex with Tristan more than any former encounter I had ever had.

    For the finale that evening, Tristan coaxed me into the doggy position at the edge of the bed and really fucked the hell out of me. As he hammered into me his grunting became animalistic, punctuated by his verbal affirmations as I frantically yelped my encouragement. I did manually stimulate myself on this occasion and masterfully coordinated our spunk explosions.

    Afterward, when we returned to the lounge, Tristan seemed to be fairly pensive. I was also disappointed when he headed home a short while later, wondering if he was remorseful about what had transpired.

    Early the following morning Tristan called by my place to invite me for breakfast. I was very relieved when he profusely apologised for ‘fading,’ explaining the intense excitement of his scene with me had totally exhausted him. After breakfast, however, all my fears were allayed when I was taken through to the bedroom for another solid fucking.

    As he had foretold, I did see a lot more of him. I was also pleased to find that Tristan was very highly sexed and absolutely loved quickies. My backside was primed at all times for his incessant onslaughts.

    Unlike his wife, however, I had no complaints.


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