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  • Space Force

    Time is a strange beast.  Before I knew it, it was the morning of the launch.  Training dragged by, but suddenly, there was no more training.  I stood in my flight suit trying to squelch the nerves that seemed to come from nowhere.  Orin and Stephanie went over a checklist with each of the teams.  There were now nine teams.

    The ship originally had fifteen living pods. As the launch date neared, astrobiologists demanded that there be more survival gear as well as instruments to study the planet once we arrived. Six of the pods were redesigned for storing those items.

    I looked over at Jake Hunter, now an E-5 and my husband. We had secretly wed last month during a short leave. Orin was my best man and the one who advised me not to tell anyone of our plans to wed. He let me know that it would probably delay my participation in the program while those in charge decided that it would have no bearing.

    All of us would be awake during the launch and the transition to hyperspace. Once we passed Jupiter, the others would enter a state of hibernation. Jake and I would remain active and check on systems for about two months. At that point, we would awaken another team, and we would go into hibernation. Each team would have one period of taking care of the ship.

    I looked at Jake again. He looked up and caught my eye. He smiled. His enthusiasm for the mission never wavered, and I was excited with him.

    “Launch plus 2 hours. Sinclair personnel proceed to the launch vehicle.”

    The teams lined up to walk to places. Jake and I were first, followed by Sheila Drake and Skip O’Healy, Cameron Timmons and Gregg Johns, Russel Paige and Eileen Toward, Arlo Gibson and Joe Garcia, Martin Gill and Alex Johnson, Eric Red and Adam Lee, Jordan Vo and Michelle Thomas, and finally Steve Lopez and Austin Starr. Our seats were in that order as well. I was in charge of launch and landing while Skip was in charge of the expedition once we landed.

    Once we were seated and plugged into the telemetry systems, we still had an hour before launch. I had plenty to do as did Jake, checklists of system checks had to confirm the systems monitored by the computers.

    I noticed that Skip was holding Sheila’s hand. Skip confessed to me that she had been driving him up the wall with her ‘sexy attitude.’ When I pushed him to explain that, he said it was the way she walked and the way she talked. She was super strong and super smart, so she didn’t need him for most things, and that made him want her sexually all the more. What pushed him over is when she was called away without his knowledge, and she was gone for three hours and seventeen minutes. He went bat shit stupid inventing scenarios of what had happened. I was able to find out where she was eventually, and I escorted him to the entrance and was there when he saw her.

    I heard him tell her how she filled his mind every minute and how he had imagined that she must be dead and that’s why she wasn’t returning his texts. And then he told her that he had a hardon that started the first day he saw her and has never subsided. Honestly, I was worried about her response.

    She simply said, “As an Enlisted, I wasn’t allowed to say how I felt, but I feel the same.” She took his hand and added, “Let’s go screw.” The two of them disappeared for a few hours.

    Now we sat in the Sinclair, nine rows of two seats, data screens in front of each of us, spewing more information than we could digest.

    “I read go for launch,” stated Jake. “All systems respond green on my board.”

    “Mine as well,” I told him. I switched mikes. “Cap com, Sinclair is green for launch.”

    The response came. “Sinclair, we are at T minus 10 minutes, we are ‘go’ for launch for all divisions. Switching to internal control in 15 seconds. Please advise when you show autonomy.”

    I glanced up at the display board above my head. The two left lights glowed red. From behind me, I heard, “Five, four, three, two, one, autonomy.” The lights clicked green.

    “Houston, we are green,” I happily announced into the mike. “Self-guidance program on auto-pause, set to initiate sequence in three, two, one. Guidance system on-line. Atmospheric engines at 80 percent. Station locks disengaged.”

    The altitude computer began announcing. “Five feet, ten feet, twenty feet, fifty feet…”

    Everything was automatic now unless we had a system failure. We continued to climb. I reached over and grabbed Jake’s hand. G forces were beginning to push back on us as we gained velocity and altitude. I wasn’t sure how much longer I’d be able to hold his hand. He shifted his hand and was holding mine. With a much stronger grip, he held it through the point of maximum dynamic pressure and up into space. Our trip did not include an orbit of the Earth; we were immediately on our way.

    The navigation system immediately locked onto Barnard’s Star and adjusted our heading for the calculated nineteen-month journey. Our speed increased rapidly and within an hour, we were ready to perform a hyperspace insertion. I double-checked the computer data as did my colleagues. Minor vibrations passed through the ship, and the darkness of space changed to a deep purple hue. We were now traveling faster than light. The velocity of the ship would continue to increase. I unbuckled and stood up slowly. Fifty percent gravity is strange to walk around in. The others read my signal and got up to move to their hibernation pods. Once inside, the person activated the pod. It sealed and changed the atmosphere to induce the hibernation sequence. Soon, all other team members were asleep. Jake followed behind me to verify that all systems were functioning at peak performance.

    As Jake completed the last checklist, he turned to me. “Time to get out of these flight suits and into some comfortable paper space pants.” He laughed. Neither of us liked the paper shorts and t-shirts, but we were aware of the cameras. “I’d go nude if I could get away with it.”

    “You’d end up with your willie caught in a mechanical rice picker,” I told him.

    “More likely a USB port.”

    I gave him the look I always gave him when he degraded himself like that. His size was the perfect size for me because it was the size God gave the man of my dreams.

    “If the cameras weren’t rolling,” I reminded him. “I’d get naked, too.” We knew that there was no communication available back to Earth. No one had mastered sending a communication to Earth while in hyperspace. However, the ship was still recording us, and someone down the line would be watching them as well as listening to them.

    By the time each of us had done a post-launch checklist, I was hungry and tired. I didn’t see Jake; I assumed he was in the aft storage compartment. We were supposed to verify that everything was OK back there on the first day and weekly unless something was retrieved from that area. It was the only place on the ship that had no artificial gravity option. I had already shut off the gravity in all the living pods except ours. The area with launch and landing seating and controls would also be shut off.

    At the juncture between the work/eating area and the main control room, I disengaged the gravity and closed the bulkhead. If Jake were hiding up there, I’d hear from him momentarily. But all remained quiet. I moved aft. The door separating the storage room was closed about fifty percent. He was in there. Lollygagging is what I called it. I stepped in and immediately felt a queasiness as my feet were no longer pulled to the floor. I pushed myself in and spotted him.

    Jake was floating near the cold weather gear without a stitch of clothing on him. He giggled upon seeing me, a true giggle. “It took you long enough,” he said.

    I scanned the room and made a plan. I left my clothes by the door, and as I removed them, I heard his catcall. He tossed a small bottle toward me. “Here’s some lube.”

    “You had a special bottle made?”

    “Exactly. It’s for weightless fucking.” He giggled again.

    “Computer.”

    The computer beeped in response.

    “Lighting at zero in the control room, fifty percent in the workroom, twenty percent in the storage room.”

    “Light adjustment completed.”

    “What the hell are you doing?” I registered an increase in Jake’s stress level. He pretended to like being controlled, but the truth was that he always preferred knowing what was happening.”

    I remained silent as I lubed my dick and pushed myself toward the rungs I spotted earlier. I could barely see, but I was able to lock my foot into one of the rungs. The anticipation of what I was about to do made my cock stiffen. I angled myself forward with my foot still attached to the wall. I didn’t want to end up with a broken foot should Jake begin to thrash and knock me around.

    I reached out and grabbed Jake by the shin and flipped him so he faced what would have been the floor.

    “What the fuck? Jason, what are you doing?”

    With both hands, I pulled him toward me. His legs were bent down, and his ass was perfectly aimed for me. I grabbed his waist, aimed my cock, and with one swift motion, plunged my dick all the way into him. That surprised me, but he had lubed his ass, so I stretched him wide and entered him to the hilt.

    “Fuck, man, that hurts!” Then in the next instant, “Oh, fuck yeah, that’s the spot!”

    In the weightlessness of the room, I was able to pull and push him. His ass was tight and warm on my cock. I wanted to scream out that it felt fucking awesome, but I remained silent.

    “What the hell are you doing, man? That feels so good.”

    The angle of my penetration was different from previous encounters, and I felt as though I would come at any moment. I held on, though. Jake tried to flip himself over, but I held on and slammed my cock into his ass even harder.

    I knew I wouldn’t last much longer. I wanted to turn him over and spray my cum above him and watch it hang in the air, but I also did not want to clean up what I was certain would be a huge mess.

    Jake began to call out my name. “Jason. Jason. Give me your dick. I love you, Jason. Fuck me hard. Seed me. I want your babies inside me, Jason.”

    I came. I came hard.

    “Jason, oh baby, I can feel you come in me. Oh, fuck how I love you.”

    “Language, lover boy.” I flipped him over.

    “Yeah? Well, fuckity fuckity fuck, how I love you.”

    “You’re such a poet,” I told him. “Now, hold those babies inside you. If you don’t you’re cleaning up the mess.”

    Even in the dim light, I saw him smile. “Fuckin’ A.”

    That evening, we ate our MRAs and looked out the window of our pod. The strange color of hyperspace was mesmerizing, and when I looked into Jake’s eyes, the mix of colors was beautiful. He was beautiful; both inside and out. Our weeks in charge of the ship were spent going over our work list, trying to enjoy our meals, making love, sometimes a gentle, slow fuck, and sometimes wild and frenetic. And each evening, before our sleep cycle, we would gaze together out the window, and I would realize how blessed I was that he was chosen to be my partner.

    It didn’t take long before it was our turn for hibernation. We promised one another we’d dream only of us. Before the pods closed, I heard, “Jason, you are a blessing to me. I love you so much that words fail me.” Then my pod clicked shut, and I fell asleep.


    Author’s note:

    The further adventures of Jason and Jake are being formulated now. I need to flesh some things out before putting them on ‘paper’. I’m wondering whether to tell the next part of their story from Jake’s viewpoint. Let me know what you think in the comments.

    I have a few other stories that are trying to escape my fingers before I write chapter 8.


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  • Teacher and Me: Mr. Gull’s Friends

    15 May 1972 Monday morning, and the day started out really good. I’d woken with the alarm, expecting a hangover that never arrived. [I spent Sunday evening at a dining, drinking and sex function [emphasis on the latter two] with four men and after getting home at 11:30 spent another three hours drinking and having sex with my Uncle and his boss.[Uncle Mitch: The Top Boss].]

    So, I woke with the alarm at 7:00, showered and, wearing only a bathrobe, went downstairs, entered the kitchen and said Hi to Uncle Mitch and Mr. Drake, who were dressed for work. No hangovers there either.

    Mr. Drake grabbed my robe as I tried to go by, and it came open. He fondled and caressed my ass, “Can I give a ride to school?” I said No that I walked and thanked him. He patted my ass, “How would you like to work for me?” I wouldn’t have. I got away, told him I already had two good paying jobs waiting for me when school was out, grabbed coffee and ran upstairs.

    At school Mr. Gull, my substitute gym teacher, left a note with my homeroom teacher that he needed to see me after attendance was done. [And my homeroom teacher translated it as “Mr. Gull wants your butt downstairs now, Taylor. Good luck.” He’d hated me ever since I’d argued, in response to one of his daily lectures about drugs that the only difference between marijuana and liquor was that liquor was legal.]

    So, what had I done now?

    I hurried to the gym and to Gull’s office and knocked. And waited.

    And waited.

    He kept me waiting for three minutes while he sat there with the phone to his ear either whispering or not talking at all.

    When he opened the door, he told me to plan to be here Tuesday after classes, 3:10. And to plan for a late night, “And I’ll give you a ride home.”

    I told him I couldn’t because I had a prior engagement that involved a post school job [a lie: I did have an engagement, but with Mr. Collier and Mr. Jordan ]. Gull suggested Wednesday but I worked for Mr. Collier Wednesday and quite likely Thursday this week. I said I could do it tonight and he said he’d let me know and to come by at 12:10 today.

    I was back at 12:05 and had to wait while he finished meeting with a short, slim blonde senior. The boy was wearing a towel and holding his jockstrap and kept his head down as he went back to his locker.

    Mr. Gull sat back and put his feet up and told me he wanted to talk over drinks, with some friends, tonight and told me to “Plan on being available a week from this Saturday.” I balked “And if I’m not?” First the demanding note in my homeroom, then the control bit with the phone and finally this command which wouldn’t bother me coming from Mr. C or Noguchi-san but not from Gull and not at this moment.

    He closed his eyes for a few seconds, “Alright, let’s start from scratch. I’d appreciate it if you could be available tonight and a week from this coming Saturday night; that’s May 27.”

    “My homeroom teacher implied I was in trouble, man. Why are you threat–“

    “Goddamnit. No, no I specifically told him you weren’t in trouble ;that I just needed to see you in a rush.”

    Gull was pushy both verbally and physically, in class and during sex [and more so when there was a third party involved], but hadn’t been a dick in our two sessions, so I believed him. I smirked, “Oh. Yes, I can be available.”

    “We’ll explain tonight. There’s money –“

    “I’m not a hustler. I don’t do sex for –“

    “No. No, that isn’t it. It’s more like a contest.”

    I said okay and he agreed to pick me up at six-thirty, and he gave me a ride home from school so he could easily find it tonight.

    I called Mr. Collier at 4:30 and verified that he wanted me to work Wednesday and asked if he wanted me to come in Thursday.

    We agreed on Wednesday from 5:00 pm to 8:00 pm, Thursday from 5:30 pm to 8:00 pm and he reminded me that Mr. Anderson had a shoot Friday and he needed me from 7:00 to 9:00 for that. He also told me that his son, Ed, wouldn’t be camping with us this weekend. Instead he asked Geoff Dare to come with Leslie, an 18-year-old gay British boy who was on holiday and staying with Dare. That made sense since Uncle Mitch’s boss was likely expecting sex and Ed didn’t know his father was gay [or maybe bi] and that one of Ed’s best buds was gay and was occasionally getting fucked by Ed’s father. He also said he wanted to be on the road by 5:00 am Saturday.

    Uncle Mitch got in around 5:30 pm. I was just finishing a shower when he came up looking for me. He tapped on the bathroom door, I said “Shower”, and he leaned in, “KFC, buddy.” He watched me for a moment while, naked, I dried my hair and thanked him and then he left.

    I sprayed on deodorant and cologne [face, collars, underarms and pubic hair], then dressed in jockstrap, black briefs, denim hip huggers, black short sleeve pullover, black socks and my Keds.

    I joined Uncle Mitch in the kitchen and, while we ate, told him about Mr. Collier’s message on the camping trip. He was okay on all of it. I also told him that a couple of friends were picking me up at 6:30 pm for the drive-in and hanging out after. I’d be home by midnight.

    I sat on the porch enjoying the cool evening while waiting for Mr. Gull. He arrived around ten minutes late and we drove to a Denny’s near his home. We got a booth and beer and both of us sat on one side. We were waiting for two more.

    Andrew Marks and Harley Troy arrived together, at 7:20. Mr. Marks was a light skinned African American, six feet two inches, 205 pounds, muscular but not ripped, early 50s with graying hair, a neat moustache, light body hair and 9.5 inches with large, shaved balls.

    Mr. Troy was five feet ten inches tall, 211 pounds, well built [he could have been a professional bodybuilder], early forties with dark brown hair, light body hair, trimmed pubic hair, 8 inches and average balls.

    I, of course, found out body hair and equipment size later.

    Mr. Gull introduced everyone and told me “Mr. Troy and I started these Night Games eight months back. We have final say on everything. Mr. Marks interviews and oversees staff. You’re in already. [Mr Marks couldn’t stop a quick sneer at that statement. Or I thought he sneered. He smiled at me as soon as he saw me looking at him. Still, looking back I trust my initial thought that he sneered.] We get together once a month and play some poker, watch a few young men wrestle, drink a little and fuck a few tight asses.”

    We talked while we ate [I only had dessert and a second beer], left a few minutes before eight and arrived at Mr. Gull’s a few minutes after. Mr. Gull and Mr. Troy parked in the garage and we went through the door and into the living room.

    The chairs [one regular, one recliner], couch [seating five] and sofa [seating four] were all black leather. There was a super-8 projector set up three feet behind the sofa and a screen on a tripod in front of the television. There were 50 or so hardcore films, and, i think a couple hundred books of erotica, ancient Greece and Rome, people management in business and in social atmosphere and assorted fiction and erotic and pornographic statues and figurines.

    Mr. Gull put his hands on my waist, smirking, “Twenty-eight-inch waist?” I confirmed that. He ran his hands up my sides, over my chest and down to my waist again then pulled my shirt off, “Marks”.

    Mr. Marks wrapped his arms around my chest and lifted me almost a foot off the floor. Mr. Gull removed my Keds, then opened my jeans and tugged and pulled them off.

    The doorbell rang and Mr. Gull said, “Let him down, Marks. And you answer the door, Taylor. It’s probably the rest of the group.” He squeezed my.thigh and laughed “One’s your buddy Bob Haney”.

    He was right, it was Haney and two other men.

    I didn’t like Haney as a teacher. He was a bully who mocked anyone who didn’t either play or religiously watch football, basketball or baseball and barely tolerated hockey fans and players. But sexually he appealed to me. He’d fucked me a week ago, with Mr. Gull, [Teacher and Me: Afterschool Doubleteam] and I’d be lying if I claimed I hadn’t liked it.

    One of the two men with him said “Damn, that is nice!”. Haney smiled, “That’s better than nice, believe me.”

    I said Hi to Mr. Haney and let them all in, closed the door and led them to the living room. One of them said “Nice ass”, and Haney said, “Just like I said.”

    The two men with Haney were both physically fit and I wondered if the entire group comprised gym teachers or ex-teachers.

    The two new men were Mick Ito and Lawrence Wolfe. Mr. Ito was San Francisco-born Japanese, 5 foot 6.inches tall, 160 toned, good-looking, mid-forties with short black hair, light body hair, and a seven-inch cock. Mr. Wolfe was in his late 30s, six foot three, 221, in great physical shape with particularly muscular thighs. collar length golden brown hair, average body hair and light chest hair, and a little under 7.5 inches.

    Mr. Gull spoke softly to Mr. Wolfe, looking at me. The others were talking and removing their clothes. Mr. Wolfe, who was wearing khaki safari shirt and trousers, came over and touched my shoulder and smiled, “Lawrence Wolfe. Call me Larry. Very good to meet you.”

    I greeted him, smiling when he patted my ass. Mr. Gull came over and put his arm around my shoulders, “Be good and get drinks, Taylor Mr. Ito will get orders.”

    I went in and started by making my Black Russian [and making it a double]. Mr. Ito came in, wearing only his jockstrap, told me to call him Mickey and pulled down and removed my briefs. He gently patted my jock-enclosed cock and balls, then read the list of orders. I got them ready and set on a drinks-serving tray and we took them in and passed them out.

    Mr. Marks called for a toast to Mr. Gull and to Mr. Troy, and a second toast to “…our latest acquisition, Our Pal Val, who will get a better ring name during our next Games!”

    Mr. Gull, sitting in the recliner and wearing just his t-shirt called me over, “Come on over and suck me off, Taylor. Let’s get this little gang bang started!” he sipped his scotch rocks, “And swallow. If you spit it out, you lick it up”.

    I drank about a quarter of my Black Russian and went over, knelt in front of him, spread his legs and started licking his inner thighs. He patted my head, “Nothing fancy, Taylor; just a good blowjob, you hear me?”

    I moved forward a little, spread his legs more and licked and sucked his balls until his cock started to stiffen. I moved forward again and kissed, then sucked his cockshaft. I licked and kissed all around and up and down his shaft and it throbbed to its full 7-inches.

    I took most of it into my mouth and kept it there for around a minute, just licking and sucking lightly. Mr. Gull ran a hand through my hair. I started bobbing my head up and down on his cock, riding it at a steady pace.

    Mr. Haney joined us, naked, casually stroking his seven-plus inch cock. Mr. Gull held my head still, “Suck my buddy, too, Taylor. Keep us both up though, you hear?”[I hated and still hate that expression. It’s just so fucking annoying.]

    I popped his cock out of my mouth, got out a quick “uh-huh”, and licked and kissed Mr Haney’s cock. I swapped to Mr. Gull for a few minutes, then happily returned to Mr. Haney. His cock wasn’t just better looking than Gull’s [it was just a beautiful cock, cut perfectly, straight as a ruler and just a cock you’d want to suck the minute you saw it] it was also bigger than Gull’s both in length and girth.

    Mr. Haney held my head and pumped his cock in my mouth a dozen times, then withdrew and pushed me to Mr. Gull. Mr. Gull pushed his cock into my mouth and stroked my hair. I sucked him for a couple of minutes, and he gave me back to Haney, who fucked my mouth for a minute or two and gave me back to Gull. They shared me between them for ten minutes, then Gull grunted, gripped my head tighter, “…yeah, that’s good…”, fucking my mouth faster, “…good little slut…suck it…” and faster, and Gull leaning forward “…uh…goddamn fucking ah fuck YEAH!” And a thick load of cum erupted into my mouth! I swallowed it and another spurt [bigger this time?] followed, part of it going down my throat. A few more small and tiny spurts followed, then he withdrew, ruffled my hair and told me to take care of Mr. Haney.

    Haney took me in front of the coffee table and got me down on elbows and knees. A few seconds later his lube-covered fingers were invading my asshole, probing and stretching and prepping me to take his cock.

    His fingers withdrew, and he thrust his cock halfway into me, eased out a little and shoved the whole thing into me and started fucking me hard and steady.

    He put a hand on my shoulder and pushed me down, not breaking stride. He growled softly “Oh yeah” and increased the speed of his thrusts. I heard ice clinking on glass followed by Haney ‘s sigh of pleasure as he drank. He rode my ass fur around ten minutes like that, king of the world drinking his Jack Daniels rocks while he held me down and fucked me.

    And my cock was throbbing, and I was feeling so aroused at the feeling of being held down and fucked by this aggressive, masculine man. If one of the other men had joined in, I think I might have cum in my jock.

    He took another drink [I admit I didn’t see it but it sounded like him, right down to the loud ‘aah’ that accompanied it], set the glass down, gripped my shoulders and sped up, fucking me fast and hard.

    I heard Larry ask, “How old is he?” and Mr. Gull answer “Eighteen.” “Looks 16 to me. How experienced?” “I ran him through DMV–friends in the right places–he’s 18. I haven’t asked about experience. He’s singled, doubled and done small gangbangs. He’s on the wrestling team, but pretty low. That’s the main concerns. And he’s pretty and has a helluva nice ass. Only average dick size but the rest should make up for it.”

    Haney grunted “Fucking hot bitch…yeah…come on…” and still fucking me hard “come on you…” and fast “…slut you hot fucking..!” And he stopped suddenly and unloaded what seemed like two days’ worth of cum into my ass.

    Mr. Haney slowly released my shoulders and straightened up, running his hands down my sides to my ass. He sat there, cock still inside me, for another minute before withdrawing it. He caressed my ass then, “You’re a hot little bitch-boy, Taylor. Thanks”. He stroked my ass one more time and took his glass and went into the bathroom.

    Gull told Larry to “Go ahead” and he came over and pulled me up gently. I drank a couple of good swallows of my Black Russian and stretched, smiling.

    Larry asked if I was okay and I reached into my jockstrap and fondled my cock and balls “Oh, I’m beyond okay.” I ran a hand through my hair, “Do I look okay to you?” I leaned into him and he kissed me. I parted my lips a little, teasing access but still making him work for it. Mr. Ito, Mickey, came over from behind and asked, “Three, Larry?”. Larry broke the kiss and nodded, then kissed me again, pushing his tongue into my mouth while I fought against it [very weakly, just enough to make it feel like a seduction ].

    Mickey held my hands at my sides and licked down my spine to the small of my back, Larry slipped his hands behind my head and thrust his tongue deep into my mouth. Mickey knelt and slowly licked down my ass crack, spreading my ass cheeks. When he started rimming me, I nearly blew my load.

    Larry broke the kiss again and ran his left hand down my chest, my belly, over my cock and balls, down my thigh then up my inner thigh to my crotch. He pressed his middle finger against my asshole and for a minute his fuck-finger and Mickey’s tongue were probing me together.

    Mickey straightened up and said, “Go ahead”. They both turned me to face away from Larry and he pulled me to my knees and started lubing my hole.

    Mickey removed his jockstrap and sat, legs spread, on the floor. With Larry and Mickey guiding me I took Mickey’s hard seven-inch cock into my mouth even as Larry pushed his 7.5 inches into my asshole.

    Larry fucked me slowly for a couple of minutes, then increased to a steady pace, his thrusts deep and quick but not hurried.

    Mickey held my head, brushing his fingers through my hair while I sucked and licked his cock.

    Larry grasped my hips and fucked me faster, whisper-breathing little sounds of lust and sexual excitement.

    Mickey moaned and said “Slower. It’s so good.”

    Larry fucked me faster, hands gripping my thighs. Mickey clutched my hair, held my head immobile, and fucked my mouth slowly, but he was too close. He sped up again immediately. Larry fucked me hard and fast, uttering half words and obscenities. Mickey pumped his hips faster, head back, looking at the ceiling, “so good…oh fucking hot…mmu-huh… ohgod oh yes fuck!!”. He moaned and his cum erupted into my mouth and throat. Larry grasped my hips and thrust deep and shot a small cumload into me,withdrew and shot a bigger load and thrust deep again and stopped, laughing softly, “Oh my god that was nice…”

    Larry and Mickey went into the bathroom and I sat up and finished my drink. I stood up and asked who needed refills. Everyone said yes so I got the tray and collected the glasses and went into the kitchen. I took my time, using the refills excuse to ger a quick, short break. I swapped my drink to a normal sized Black Russian in a bucket glass and got the rest of them prepped and delivered and sat on the floor and spread my legs.

    Mr. Marks got up from the couch, carrying his glass, and joined me in front of the coffee table. He was wearing a black jockstrap. “Stand up, Val.” He drank, “I said get up, baby.”

    I drank and stood up, and I smiled as the Black Russian kicked in. Nicely buzzed now. Mr Marks put his right hand behind my head, bent down and kissed me. I parted my lips just a little and he shoved his tongue into my mouth. He explored my mouth for almost two minutes, then broke the kiss and pulled me forward and told me to suck his tits.

    I licked and sucked and lightly bit his nipples and squirmed as he pinched and twisted mine. He pushed me down a little, moving his hand to my shoulder.

    I licked down his sternum, down to his jockstrap where I licked and sucked and fondled what I thought was his fully erect cock.

    I didn’t even try to hide my surprise when he pushed his jockstrap down and revealed a limp six-inch cock and a bonus of big shaved balls. I lifted his shaft out of the way and went immediately to his balls, licking them thoroughly before I sucked them. His cock, meantime, was getting stiffer and longer in my hand, aided by my light massaging and stroking.

    I worked his balls a little longer, then got to licking and kissing his 9.5-inch cock. Mr Marks drank and touched my cheek, “Suck it, bitchboy.”

    I took the head into my mouth and licked and sucked it, working toward the thicker girth of his shaft. But Mr Marks pulled my head back by the hair, “I didn’t say tease me. I said suck my fucking dick. Now try again. I got faith you can do it.”

    Some people have no patience for foreplay or lead up. I opened my mouth and took around half of his cock in and started licking and sucking it, riding the shaft forward and back, moving more fluidly as I got more used to it filling my mouth. He gagged me a couple of times and I couldn’t be sure if it was on purpose or not. I slipped it out after a few minutes and worked his balls a little, then continued sucking him in earnest.

    I sucked him for a couple minutes, getting, i thought, a great rhythm going. And he put his right hand on my head [‘paw’ would be more accurate; he had huge hands ] held me still and fucked my mouth, whispering “..good little bitchboy…oh, you like that I know you like that…suck it good honey-boy…”

    I tasted a dribble of salty jizz and Mr. Marks withdrew his cock and released my head. “Get up, Val.”

    I stood and he turned me around , took a long drink and gave me my glass, “Drink up.”. He moved forward, rubbing his stiff cock between my ass cheeks. I drank and he took the glass, “Refill on a Black Russian.” Mickey took the glass.

    Mr. Marks relubed my hole and stretched it more with his big thumbs. He eased his cock into me and held still for a few seconds, then fucked me in short strokes

    Mickey brought my drink to Mr Marks and Mr. Marks stopped pumping and gave it to me, “Half of it. Drink.”

    I drank half of it in two tries [okay, officially drunk] and I pressed back, filling myself with more of Mr Marks’ dick. He put the glass on the coffee table, put his arms under mine and held my shoulders and started fucking me again. He kept it slow and steady for a few minutes, filling me with his entire cock, drawing backward until I was certain he was going to pull out then filling me again.

    Mr Troy, wearing only an open short sleeve shirt, and sporting a build almost as gorgeous as Mickey Hargitay’s and an 8-inch erection, came over and picked up my drink. He tasted it, nodded, smiling, and held it to my mouth I swallowed half of the remainder of the drink and he put it back on the table.

    Mr Marks withdrew, laid me face up on the floor, pushed my thighs up and wide and thrust his cock back into me. He took a long swallow from his drink and fucked me harder, pumping faster and faster with every thrust.

    Mr Gull said something to Mr Troy about party favors. Mr Troy said he’d only provide smoke and Mr Gull said “Yeah, that’s all we’d want. Unless you’ve got a source for discount booze.” Mr. Troy chuckled and said he would try and added “I can get some nice poppers too. I’ll bring some samples Wednesday”.

    Mr Marks closed his eyes and groaned, yanked my jockstrap down, withdrew and, grabbing his cock, shot his load on my cock and balls and belly. He got to his feet, said “Damn fine”, to either me or Mr Gull and followed Gull into the bathroom.

    Mr Troy grabbed my hand and pulled me up and told me to grab my drink. I pushed my jockstrap down completely, stepped out of it and took my drink, and he led me into the kitchen.

    He asked me if I could handle another drink and I smiled and told him I was drunk, “…but first stage, when you realize you are not sober. And Mr Gull is giving me a ride home so yeah I can handle one more”. He told me to see him next time we all got together, and he’d have a joint for me to get the party started. Then he put an arm around my shoulders, and we walked into the living room.

    He took a swallow of his fresh drink and told me to taste mine. I drank about a third of it and put both on the coffee table. He put his arm around my waist and asked “Did you all have a good time tonight?” Everyone said Yes. Haney applauded and said, “Looking forward to Game night!”. Mr Gull and Mr Troy both said, “me too!” Mr Troy turned me to face him and cupped my ass cheeks. I flexed them and squirmed. Mr Troy pushed my shoulders and I knelt and immediately took his cock into my mouth and started sucking it.

    Mr Gull went around the room, asking each of the men if he was coming to the 27 May Game Night, starting at 5:00 pm. Everyone said yes. Mr Ito said he’d be bringing a friend and gave Gull an envelope.

    Mr Troy withdrew his cock and took a drink, “All fours, Val.”

    I took a quick drink and got to hands and knees. Mr Troy lubed his cock and eased it into my ass, spread my ass cheeks and shoved his cock into me. He drank and started fucking me.

    Gull asked if anyone had new possibilities. Haney said he had one, and maybe a second. Gull had one also. He told Mickey and Haney to bring the information Wednesday.

    Mr Troy fucked me a bit faster, moving his hands up and down my back and ass.

    Marks told Gull he wanted to have a word in private. They went into the kitchen.

    Mr Troy fucked me faster, in shorter , harder thrusts. He reached under me and fondled my cock and balls.

    Marks and Gull returned, Gull said, “We’ll discuss it Wednesday” and went to talk to Mickey.

    Mr Troy fucked me hard…he grasped my shoulders…faster…”ah huh good”…slowed then sped up and moaned and blew his load into me. He thrust in and withdrew a few more times then patted my hip, withdrew and went into the bathroom.

    We sat talking for a short time, Gull fucked me and after I showered, he drove me home.

    I got there a few minutes past midnight. Uncle Mitch was watching a war movie and waved me in to join him. I did and he asked how it went. I named a double -bill I’d seen and said we had a couple of beers after. He got up, his robe falling open to expose his hard cock and asked if I wanted coffee. I was too tired and said I was going bed.

    Ten minutes after I hit the bed, I was asleep.

    Til next time 😊


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  • So Many Guys Need Raw Cock

    I had just got off the train at Blackpool North station at just noon and then headed down to the promenade to say hello to the sea. It was a windy day and was difficult to light my fag with the lighter I had got, until a guy in his 30’s possibly offered to light it for me with his windproof lighter.

    We got chatting and the next thing I knew we were heading up Dickson Road to Freddie’s Bar. After a few drinks each I agreed to go back with this guy Rob to his flat for some great BB action.

    As soon as he closed the door to his flat, we were snogging, then he was down on his knees sucking on my 8 inch and fat cock getting it hard. I then pushed Rob over the arm of his sofa and yanked down his jeans.

    No underwear which made it better for me to begin rimming his well shaved manhole. My tongue went in pretty deep. Rob then sucked a bit more to get me really hard before I rammed my cock up his eager hole.

    It was obvious Rob had taken fat cocks as well as big cocks before as he didn’t moan or anything. I pounded his hole real hard and real fast, my big heavy balls slapping against his ass constantly until I had to let my thick load flood his guts.

    I carried on pounding him while I was emptying my load into him. Then I pissed into his hole. Hey pass me that butt plug Rob said, which I did and he pushed it into his hole to keep my thick load of cum and piss inside.

    I then began sucking his 9 incher until I was swallowing his hot load.We then lay side by side on the sofa snogging and smoking. By this time I was horny again and needed to pound his ass again, so Rob turned over onto his stomach so I could get the butt plug out and replace it with my already semi hard cock.

    My cock was back in his hole and I was pounding him even harder this time and I cum quick. I stayed in him until I had drained my balls and after another piss up his hole I replaced my cock with the butt plug. I got dressed, kissed him and left.

    Having left Rob’s flat I made my way down to Blackpool’s North Pier for a few beers like I always do when I’m in Blackpool so I can sit and watch and cruise guys as they walked by, plus the beer is pretty cheap too. A couple of guys got my attention, nothing really sexy about them but obviously boyfriends. They were cruising me while i was cruising them. They came towards me. You’re Craig aren’t you one of the guys asked. Yeah I am, thought so, I’m Jimmy you took my virginity off me a couple of years ago bet you can’t remember said Jimmy.  This is my boyfriend of the past 2 years Ian.  Jimmy wanted more of what I gave him those couple of years back and also Ian as well. Being as they lived near to Fleetwood and being as they were both horny for my cock and seed we decided on fucking along Middle Walk near Wilton Parade. Middle Walk is one of the cruising areas of Blackpool and it can attract lots of guys but like all cruising areas it can be a dangerous place too. From North Pier its about a 15 minute walk from North Pier to that part of Middle Walk.   Middle Walk for those who don’t know Blackpool, starts below the Metropole Hotel and ends just before Gynn Square – Middle Walk is directly below the promenade.

    We joined Middle Walk getting on just past the life guard station and headed to Wilton Parade, passing guys skulking in the shadows where the access footpath ramps are up to the promenade. Some playing with their cocks, some with their jeans down waiting for a fucking and others just watching.  Anytime after its almost dark is ideal but you have to be wary of folks walking along the side road just below the steps or rocks of Middle Walk as its a public right of way, you also get dog walkers to but some dog walkers know of Middle Walk is a cruising area so they make a point of walking their dogs past you.

    When we got to Wilton Parade a guy was already shagging another guy but that didn’t bother me. Plenty of room for us. Jimmy had his jeans down to his ankles and I was so horny I went straight in, pounding him hard and fast till I exploded deep into his guts. To prove to Ian I was really horny I went straight into his hole and pounded away until I shot a second load. Pulling out both Jimmy and Ian took turns at sucking the last of my cum out of and off my spent cock.


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  • Noah

    Classes had been in session for a week, and yet, Noah still walked around in a daze. There were so many students, thousands upon thousands of students making their way to class, lined up in one of the cafeterias, or just sitting around campus reading, studying, or messing around with a cell phone. It was relentless, this constant contact with others, no room to breathe. After the first day he had one of his panic attacks, calling home to tell his mother to come get him. But she had spoken softly, soothed his fears so that by the time they hung up he was ready to go back to class.

    He knew this was the start of something important. A way to a better life, one his father and mother worked tirelessly to provide for him. He was the oldest, the first in the family to go to college, and there were times he felt it as some burden. Some challenge he occasionally had doubts he could accomplish. It wasn’t the course work, for that came easy for him, even though it did demand of him more study than any class in grade school. It was the social aspects of being a student, getting to know others and making friends. He was shy, introverted, coming across as standoffish or stoic when he didn’t mean to. Even his dormmate called him a snob their first day together, later apologizing for it, when he realized the truth.

    The problem was he wasn’t comfortable in his own skin. He knew he wasn’t ugly but when he looked in a mirror, he saw someone average to the point of boring. Brown hair, cut short in the common style of most others. A lean build he considered skinny in times of self-doubt, but knew by just looking around at others, he was average. Average. Boring. His green eyes, the way they looked like emeralds in the light, was one thing he liked about himself, and he wore colors that would accentuate them. But his clothes were something else. He saw those dressed differently, styles that he had never seen. He grew up outside Baskin City, and even though they were close to Charlotte, his mother didn’t splurge on clothing, preferring to buy from the local discount retailers to save money. Therefore, he wore plaid shirts, t-shirts, or simple pullovers with cheap jeans that never seemed to fit his narrow waist.

    The guys on campus that captured his attention the most were those he considered exotic, different from the boys he went through grade school. The way they dressed, or the earrings that were not cheap fake diamonds, but large hoops or an unusual piece dangling from a small chain from one ear. Fueling his fears and desires, he watched these boys, the way they walked and moved, or the way they sounded when talking to someone, accents so very different from his own.

    And he watched them, wondering how to break his cycle of fear, of holding back from expressing his attraction toward one of them. Back home it was so easy to not act out, for as a fourteen year old boy, whose sexuality was fully realized, there had been no outlet to express it, or a boy of sixteen, who had a driver’s license but no car, relying on his parent’s when it was available, or a boy of eighteen, graduating from high school, with classmates who made comments, both racist and homophobic, pushing him further and further away from them. There had been no other boy that was the same, not that he had crossed paths with during his teenage years, and so he felt inexperienced, naïve, a boy who was still a virgin. He had been on campus only a week, when the possibilities became evident. Two guys holding hands, some dressed in a manner that spoke to their sexuality and the stickers on car bumpers, bicycles or skateboards. He saw two boys flirting in his English class and wondered why it couldn’t be him.

    Noah was an English major, knowing it would be one more thing that could make for a hard life. He wanted to write stories, to be an author. He kept a journal and sat at his computer for hours writing stories, in search of his voice, the way to tell them that would be his. He had written about far away worlds with boys lost, trying to find their way, stories about loss, the passing of his grandmother giving him the words he needed, and he wrote about boys seeking love and finding it, fairy tales he dreamed of coming true.

    His other classes were the requisites of the curriculum, with World History, Calculus, Social Science and French, his foreign language. And he squeezed one more class into his schedule, one his advisor suggested he wait until he was settled into life on campus, but he saw it as just the thing he needed to help him adjust. It was a freehand drawing class in art. He didn’t feel like a true artist, but he loved to draw, to create drawings that reflected something from his stories. It was in the afternoon, starting at 1 and going two hours, three days a week, and it was in Biggin Hall, a midcentury modern building with studios facing the downtown through tall windows that span the entire rooms. And it was a class he was so excited about, like a little treat from the other prerequisites he had to take, he rushed to it each day, arriving early. He took a book and his journal, sitting in the corridor outside the room, waiting for the time for class to begin.

    He could have waited in the room for there was no class in it the hour before, but he was in a place that enticed him, made him feel some sense of connection. So, he sat in the corridor, reading or writing or watching guys pass by. Guys that were more exotic to him than any from his other classes. The way they dressed, which spoke of personalities he would like to get to know. And he found, during the first week and over the period of three art classes, there was one guy that captured his attention like no other.

    Monday had been the most intimidating day of his life, letting his sense of inadequacy get to him as he seemed to stumble from class to class until finally at last, he found himself waiting for the start of his art class. He had been trying to read, but the passing of one guy after the next was a distraction he couldn’t control. There were guys with blue or purple hair, some with earrings lining one ear, something intriguing but unappealing to him, and there were guys with tattoo sleeves, brightly colored images collaged up the arm. And there was their way of dressing. White dress shirts smeared with paint, black t-shirts, or casual shirts in colors he had never seen in fabrics, and shirts influenced by other cultures, in colorful patterns, or the way they were configured.

    About five till the hour, novel stashed into his backpack, having given up on being able to focus, he saw him. Tall, lean, with wavy black hair just a little long. And he had skin white as marble, that reflected every chiseled feature of his face. From the right earlobe, an earring with a mythic symbol dangling from a chain. Noah wasn’t sure, but it looked Celtic or Nordic and he wondered what it meant. Then there was the long black coat, white banded collar shirt and black jeans that were tucked into black boots. He glanced up every couple of seconds as the guy approached, never daring to stare for long. He felt his desires flare up, like a stroked furnace, making his heart race in his chest. Only ten feet away, able to hear each footfall, he glanced up again and saw the dark eyes, almost black, looking back. He cut his eyes down, embarrassed to be caught looking, but had seen at that last moment of eye contact, the guy smiled.

    The guy passed him, moving down the corridor, and Noah looked at the back of him, getting the full measure of his stature. Passing an open door, he saw how tall the guy was by comparing him to it, well over six feet, and his own five foot nine seemed another average thing about himself. He watched until the guy turned a corner, wondering about his story.

    Wednesday arrived with a slow drizzling rain, and Noah found himself sitting in the corridor, wet umbrella by his side, sketching in his journal an image from a story he had been working on the night before. He drew the main character, a boy of sixteen, standing at the entrance of an underground place, with an ornate door surrounded by skulls and dragons and all manner of winged beasts. It allowed him to ignore most of the guys that were passing by, but about five till the hour, he saw from the corner of his eye the long black coat coming his way. He let his hand rest on his legs, pen loose in his fingers, as he looked up with quick glances at the approaching figure. The guy was wet, hair hanging down seductively, like seen in some modeling shoot, and he imagined running his fingers through it. He looked down and saw underneath the coat was a white shirt, some pullover with a low cut neck, revealing some of the upper chest, and Noah found his eyes looking at the exposed skin, following the little hollow spot below the neck then up it, until he was looking at the face, one looking back. He coughed, choking on his embarrassment, as he looked down, trying to put pen to paper, anything to look busy and not some silly boy struggling to look away. He heard a chuckle, and the guy seemed to hesitate just a step, but far too soon, he was receding down the corridor with Noah’s eyes on his back.

    Friday arrived with one more blast of summer heat before giving way completely to fall. It was in the mid-eighties and everyone had pulled out their shorts and lightest shirts. Noah had on cargo shorts and a bright yellow t-shirt that looked good with his skin tone. He sat in the corridor, feet on top of his sandals, knees up, writing in his journal. A new chapter that took his boy to a place where he would finally meet someone special. He liked the scene he had created, and wrote furiously to get the story from his mind down to the page, in words that someone else could experience. Guys passed for twenty minutes without him looking up once. But at five till one, he could no longer keep his eyes down, and he almost gasp when he saw him coming down the corridor.

    He wore a tank top, but not like the guys from back home with large open sides, or the guys who went to the gym and wore tank tops that were tight, revealing much of their upper bodies. This one was gray, loose fitting, that was cut low at the neck but not on the sides. It hung on the tall, lean body revealing one that had a natural muscular build. And below, black shorts, baggy and hanging down to the knees. And he still wore the boots. Noah couldn’t help but stare longer than usual, watched the guy approach until only about fifteen feet away, and he forced himself to look away, pretending to return to his writing.

    The boots came into view, turned toward him and stopped, and his eyes moved up the laced fronts, then the black socks, the legs with a dusting of black hair, then the shorts. He froze, unable to look up further, afraid the guy would see it in his face. Some blatant lusting after him.

    “What are you writing about?” The voice was husky, deep, with a slight southern accent.

    Noah looked up and saw a smiling face. “I…I huh…it’s nothing really. Just a story.”

    “A story? Are you writing a novel?”

    “I…huh…sort of,” Noah replied, thinking he should divert his eyes but unable, staring up at the dark brown eyes looking down. He saw the relaxed expression, with a gentle smile. “I’m just practicing, you know, trying to find a style that is…mine.”

    “Nice. I see you here but not in any other classes. Are you an art major?”

    “No; English.”

    “Interesting. But you’re taking Ms. Jenkins class.”

    “Yes. It’s really nice to have something different from all my other classes.”

    A step closer, the body squatting down in front of him until they were almost face to face. “I’m Dylan.”

    “Noah.”

    “Noah,” Dylan repeated. He leaned closer, “do you have any plans later? It’s Friday and, well, would you like to go grab dinner somewhere?”

    “Seriously?” Noah replied, and his tone revealed his surprise at being asked. Dylan smiled at him, nodding his head.

    “Yes. Do you have plans for the evening already?”

    “No! No, I don’t have any plans.”

    Noah watched Dylan slip his satchel from the right shoulder and dig out a composition notebook. He tore out a page and laid it on top, then reached in, pulling out a black marker. Noah watched him write neatly across the page in large block letters.

    Dylan Davenport

    Below it a telephone number. Dylan tore the page in half, then handed both to Noah.

    “Give me your number and address. I’ll pick you up at seven. Okay?”

    “Okay,” Noah replied, taking the two sheets, tucking one in his journal and writing on the blank one.

    Noah Shelton

    Stanton Hall, Room 324

                Noah then wrote his telephone number, the first time he had ever given it out to someone who wasn’t’ family. His hand shook and he found himself holding his breath. He handed the sheet back to Dylan, and watched it get folded and slipped into a side pocket of the satchel.

    “Well, Noah, I have to get to class. I’ll see you at seven.”

    Noah sat on the floor, dumbstruck, mouth hanging open, as he stared down the corridor where moments before Dylan had turned the corner and disappeared from sight. Then he smiled to the point of laughing, as he climbed to his feet to get into the class.

    Noah stood at his closet, staring at the clothes hanging inside. He flipped through them again, and still none of his shirts looked appropriate. He had ran into town after class knowing there were two clothing stores for men, and grimace at the cost of the black jeans he had laid down on the counter, wondering how he’d keep them secret from his mother, when his account dropped so much after only a week of classes. His textbooks had been expensive, but he had bought used for everything, saving a few dollars, and hoped he could hide the cost of the jeans within the expenses of those books. He wanted a shirt too, but dared not tempt fate and settled just on the jeans. He assumed something in his closet would look okay with them. But sliding the last shirt across the rod, he knew none of them would do. He thought about how Dylan and others had been dressed over the last week, and realized simple t-shirts were worn at times, so he pulled out one, and slipped it on. Looking in the mirror, something wasn’t right. He rolled up the sleeves, shortening them, revealing his skinny arms, thinking it was a mistake, but looking in the mirror, he liked the way he looked. He tucked the t-shirt into his jeans and picked up the cheap black belt he wore and considered whether, or not to wear it. He looked at the buckle with its brand name stamped in it and tossed it down into the drawer, and closed it.

    He didn’t own any boots, but he did have some black dress shoes that were plain, and with the jeans felt they would do. Wallet and keys in his pocket and cell phone in hand, so he could glance at the time, he watched the minutes pass, one at a time. Seven o’clock arrived and he began to panic, thinking Dylan had been teasing him in some way, but two minutes past the hour, a knock.

    Dylan stood at the door in a black shirt and shorts, and those heavy black boots. The shirt was buttoned up all the way, giving it a formal look, contrasting with the shorts and boots, and to Noah’s eyes, looking perfect.

    “Hey, you ready to go?”

    “Yes,” Noah replied and stepped out, locking his door and falling in beside Dylan.

    “I was afraid I’d be really late. I had trouble parking nearby.”

    “You’re not late.”

    “It was close. I found a parking spot in some visitors lot below Benefield Hall.”

    “Geez, all the way over there? There’s another visitor’s lot to the west of Clifton.”

    “There is? I’ll have to remember for next time.”

    Next time, Noah thought, and his heart began to race in his chest.

    Outside, the day still warm, even with the sun set to bring it to an end, they made their way across the commons between the dorms until circling Benefield, and moving out into the small visitor’s parking lot.

    They strolled past SUV’s, sports cars, sedans handed down, and trucks. It was a cross section of what could be in any parking lot. But down at the end of the row, next to the island, there sat a black roadster with an off-white lower body. It was a convertible, with red leather interior and knock-off wire wheels. Noah’s eyes were drawn to the car, one he had never seen before, admiring the way it stood out among all the others. When Dylan turned to go to its driver’s door, he froze behind it.

    “This is your car?”

    Dylan smiled, nodding his head. “It belonged to a great uncle, and when he died, I bought it from the family, so, yes, it’s mine.”

    “What is it?” Noah asked as he eased down the passenger side, seeing the lower white color ended at the front wheel opening.

    “Austin Healey, a 3000 MK1 to be exact. You like it?”

    “Shit…its…great.”

    “Well, get in and let’s go.”

    Noah felt vulnerable, exposed, riding along the road that separated campus from town. The sidewalks were busy with students heading into town and he saw the stares. The looks of envy or jealousy, as Dylan navigated through the traffic and pedestrians crossed the street at every crosswalk. They cut through downtown, and out to the Stonehaven neighborhood, where the shops, restaurants and bars catered more to the professors and residents of the town, and even here, Noah felt eyes watching them.

    Dylan pulled into a small parking lot and Noah saw their destination was across the street. An old drugstore building, its original sign still hanging out front, that had been converted to a restaurant. Inside he found the space tall and airy, with the original tin ceiling and wood paneled walls painted a deep red. Seated in a booth, Noah scanned the room, seeing no other students.

    “We’re the only students in here,” Noah whispered.

    “I know; isn’t it great,” Dylan replied, winking at Noah.

    Noah was shocked at the prices, wondering how he could afford such a meal, when he saw Dylan lean forward. “Noah, this is on me. I know it is pricey but I’m sick of eating cafeteria food and glad to have someone with me to enjoy it. Don’t worry about it, okay?”

    “Okay,” Noah replied, not sure he could avoid worrying about the cost. He scanned the menu, looking at the price by each item, when he felt a tap on his hand.

    “Hey, do you like prime rib?”

    “Steak? Yeah.”

    Dylan smiled. “I say we each get a prime rib with the mash and a salad. A simple American meal. What do you think?”

    “Yeah, that works,” Noah replied, glad to have the decision taken from him, and he sensed Dylan knew it.

     It was nearly nine by the time they finished dessert, something Dylan had insisted on, and were making their way out. There was a crowd outside waiting to get seated, and they made their way through them until near the curb.

    “Dylan? Dylan Davenport?” a voice called out.

    They turned to see a man and woman coming toward them.

    “Mr. Beaumont; how are you this evening?” said Dylan, taking a step toward them.

    “Good, good. This is my wife, Natalie. Natalie, this is Dylan, one of my students, and a promising one, I hope. And I’m sorry, I don’t know your name,” looking at Noah.

    “I’m Noah.”

    “Are you an art major too?” Natalie asked.

    “No’ mam; English.”

    “Oh, a writer in the making,” Natalie replied.

    “So, what brings you out here?” Elliot Beaumont asked, looking at Dylan.

    “A decent restaurant that affords one the opportunity to converse,” Dylan replied, smiling at his professor.

    “I guess burgers and pizza do get old.”

    “Tell me about it,” Noah blurted out, and everyone looked his way, grinning. He blushed and Natalie smiled at him, putting a hand on his arm.

    “You’re so cute,” she whispered, then looked at Dylan with a knowing smile.

    “We need to get inside, but you guys enjoy your evening,” said Elliot, leading his wife to the front door.

    They were halfway back to the campus when Dylan looked over to Noah, seeing him watch the scenes of night life along the street.

    “Hey, its still early and since a bar is out of the question, you want to come back to my place and hang out?”

    Noah turned and seemed to be trying to process what Dylan had asked. “Your dormmate won’t be home?”

    “Dormmate? I don’t live in a dorm. I rent one of the old homes near campus.”

    “Really?”

    “Yep. I wanted space for a studio, so I rent the house. One of the bedrooms is my studio.”

    “Wow, must be nice.”

    “What do you say? It’s not even nine thirty.”

    “Okay.”

    Noah sat on the sofa as Dylan stirred around in the kitchen. He had been shown around the living and dining room, the small kitchen and looked out the back where a small porch overlooked a yard. But he had not seen the studio, Dylan saving it for later, telling him it was time to relax.

    When Dylan came into the living room, he carried glasses not quite half full. The golden liquid had one large cube of ice and two cherries.

    “What is this?” Noah asked.

    “Manhattans.”

    Dylan settled on the other end of the sofa as they sipped the drinks, feeling the warming that coursed through them with each one.

    “So, you’re from a small town in North Carolina. Must have been tough.”

    “It was okay. Where are you from?” Noah asked, finally getting past his anxiousness to ask Dylan about his life.

    “I grew up in Nashville.”

    “Nashville?”

    “Don’t look so surprised,” Dylan replied, grinning. “We’re not all country music fanatics. I appreciate some of it, but my taste in music is different.”

    “What do your parents do?”

    “Dad owns a small restaurant in downtown and mom teaches art at the university.”

    “Sounds interesting,” Noah uttered, thinking of his own life, and his parents, and how ordinary they were compared to Dylan’s.

    “Mom is the one that originally pushed me doing art, but surprisingly she changed her tune when I announced I was majoring in it. Dad…well, he wasn’t around much, working in the restaurant all hours, seven days a week.”

    “Dad was upset with me majoring in English. A wasted opportunity, he called it.”

    “It’s all about the money.”

    “Well, we were poor for a long time, and it influences all their decisions.”

    “What was it like growing up gay?”

    “What?!” Noah exclaimed, shocked at the bluntness of the question.

    “I’m sorry but I thought you were…”

    “I…am…it’s just I never…” Noah stammered, unsure how to confess to Dylan he was still closeted. That he left home an isolated teenager, still a virgin.

    “Oh, you’ve never came out, or had a boyfriend?”

    “No.”

    “It’s okay to admit it. I’ve only had one, and he turned out to be a prick.”

    “What happened?”

    “The usual, I guess. He dumped me to pursue someone else. Some older guy who worked in a recording studio, so I know Mark was angling for something. But honestly, I think the guy was just a tech support who liked luring younger guys with false hopes.”

    “So….do you like me?” Noah asked.

    “Yes, I do. What I know so far is someone who is different from me, someone with a different past. I like that. And I like the fact you’re pursuing what you want regardless of the odds.”

    Noah smiled, despite himself. Dylan moved across the sofa, setting his empty glass on the coffee table, settling next to Noah.

    “I’ve seen how nervous you’ve been, but really, Noah, relax. Just be yourself; it’ll be okay.”

    Noah nodded, looking at Dylan. He saw him move toward him, closer and closer and when only about a foot apart, he closed the distance, feeling lips press against his own. A simple kiss, lingering just long enough to show Dylan was serious.

    Dylan sat back, looking at Noah. “Will you do something for me?”

    “Yeah, sure.”

    “Will you pose for me? Let me draw you. I know it might sound silly or some fucking cliché, but…will you pose for me?”

    “Seriously. You want to draw me?”

    “Yes. It is how I really look at someone. See everything about them. The things that they think are flaws that make them human. And by drawing them, I see their beauty.”

    “Did Mark pose?”

    “Not at first, but eventually, but by then. I knew there was something between us.”

    “Okay.”

    Dylan stood, holding out a hand to help Noah up. He led him to the small hall off the dining room, and to the back bedroom that functioned as a studio. Cutting on the lights with their white reflectors, the room became bright, its white walls seeming to glow. There were two easels set up, one with a painting in progress and the other holding a large sketch pad. There was a chair and small desk on the interior wall and in the far corner, a platform about eighteen inches high. Dylan opened the closet door taking out a white blanket and spread it neatly over the platform.

    “Okay, take off your clothes,” said Dylan as he stepped up to the desk taking out a pencil case.

    “What? You want me to remove…I don’t know. Dylan, I can’t…”

    “Why? Don’t be embarrassed. Besides, would you not get naked with me later? Will you not stay with me tonight?”

    Noah saw Dylan as someone who didn’t hold back. No hesitation, or pretending there was nothing going on between them. But to get naked, in those bright lights, for him to draw. It was too much.

    “Noah,” Dylan whispered, moving up close. “Will you stay with me tonight?”

    Noah looked up, knowing his answer. “Yes.”

    “Then this is just us feeling each other out. If it helps,” said Dylan, as he began to unbutton his own shirt. Noah watched as each button was slipped free, until the shirt fell open, and he was holding his breath as thoughts of reaching out and touching him raced through his mind. “You can touch me; it’s okay.”

    Noah reached out and grazed fingertips over Dylan’s chest, feeling the smoot firm skin. He followed the sternum, then the collarbone to the right.

    Dylan undid his shorts and let them fall to his ankles, kicking them off. Noah took the waistband of his t-shirt, and pulled it over his head, revealing himself to another guy in a manner driven by sexual arousal. He undid his jeans as he watched Dylan’s boxers fall around ankles and get kicked off. He stared at Dylan’s cock, the way it hung flaccid over the sac. He worked his jeans down, and off each leg, tossing them to the side. He took a deep breath, stared at Dylan as he lowered his boxers, letting go when the waistband loosened, letting them drop. He saw Dylan look at him as he stood before him. Then he felt fingers touch him, slowly, gently, manipulating his cock till he felt his arousal grow.

    “You want to wait a little while before posing for me?” Dylan asked as he stroked Noah’s cock to full erection.

    “Yes,” Noah replied, breathlessly.

    Dylan led him to the small platform and lay him back on the blanket covering it. Easing down to his knees, Dylan took him in his mouth. Noah shuddered at the feel of it, a sensation never felt before and he struggled not to push upward. Hands held his thighs as mouth moved on his cock. Fast, slow, then fast again, lips moved up and down the hard shaft. Dylan held Noah in a tight grip and tongued the head, bore his tongue into the slit making him shiver. With lips around the head, he sank Noah back into his mouth.

    It was too much. Too fast. The feel of Dylan’s mouth on his cock. He bucked upward. Then fell back, eyes closed and shuddered with release. As he came, cock spurting wad after wad, lips tightened around the head and took every ejaculation. Then fingers milked the shaft to draw out the last drop.

    Noah felt his sexuality like never before. It was overpowering, made all the times he masturbated pale in comparison. He thought of his most intimate moments masturbating, the times he felt secure enough to strip naked and jack off slowly, and to slip his other hand down between his legs and toy with his hole. The times he fingered himself and how he fantasized about a guy fucking him. And how over the last few hours he imagined it again, only this time it was Dylan fucking him.

    Leaning up, looking down his lean body, cock still hard, wet from Dylan’s ministrations, he stared at him, still on knees between his legs. “Fuck me…please.”

    Dylan looked at him, smiled softly, then moved up. Legs on each shoulder, he rose, lifting them up until he was standing before Noah, legs held to his chest and Noah’s ass pulled up, spread open in front of him. He leaned down to it, put his cock to the tight opening and rubbed it, circling his cock head over it, then raking it up and down until Noah was wet with his precum. He pushed against the tight opening and watched Noah, the change in expression as he breached the tightness of it, and pushed the head of his cock into him. He saw Noah grimace, shivering from the penetration, and he held still. Noah seemed to relax to him, opened his eyes and leaned up.

    “Put it in me…all of it…I want it,” Noah stammered, staring into Dylan’s eyes.

    Dylan pushed slowly with his hips and felt every inch squeeze through the tightness and sink into the heat of Noah’s body. He pushed until hips pressed against ass, then moved over him, folding him in half. He let his body press down on Noah’s legs until thighs were tight against the lean torso, and he began to fuck.

    He moved slowly inside of Noah, pushed cock into the depths of his body. He shivered too, at the tight grip on his cock, how Noah milked his shaft as he tugged outward then pushed back in. Over and over, until he had to speed up, his arousal too great, this need to feel his cock manipulated by Noah’s hole. He kissed Noah, dragged lips along the side of his face, over the ear, tugging on it with his teeth. All the while fucking his ass.

    And Noah responded. Dylan felt lips push back against his own, felt them moved down and over his chin and down his neck. He felt hands move up his sides, then fingers dig into flesh, desperate, letting him feel this urgency for their sex. The lean body began to move, to undulate with his fuck, increasing the contact between them. It was never like this with Mark, who lay passive. It was more than he could imagine, to have someone so responsive to his ministrations. He heard the soft mutterings that grew louder and louder until he could understand Noah’s pleadings for him to fuck faster. Harder. And he did, rising up on hands and worked his hips until his muscles burned and skin grew hot, wet, sweat trickling down it. He looked down to see Noah masturbating, hand a blur, keeping pace with his fuck. Then he saw cum fly from Noah’s cock, already releasing his second load, and it was as the first, thick wads spurting from his cock. It rained down on chest and stomach until puddles covered both. Dylan leaned down, let their bodies rub together, slickly with Noah’s cum. The scent filled the room, as he rubbed his body over Noah’s until it felt bathed in it. Then he shoved into Noah’s depths and came.

    It was nearly two in the morning and Noah lay back on the platform, propped up on pillows, naked, nothing concealed from Dylan, who was at his easel, eyes going from Noah to his drawing, working furiously to capture the moment. He stood at the easel naked, cum flaking off his chest as he drew. He had Noah shower after their sex, wanting his skin clean. He was capturing the innocent Noah, the pure soul who gave himself to him. He drew the flaccid cock that lay heavy over the sac, the legs splayed apart and the lean torso with the small nipples and prominent collarbone. And he drew the languid expression of the face. Eyes partially closed, with head tilted back. He drew it while thinking of the places he wanted to touch Noah with his lips.

    Dylan would draw for another hour, then he would move to Noah and do those things imagined. They would have sex again and again until the sun cast morning light through the blinds, then they would shower and fall into Dylan’s bed for the rest of the day.

    Four Years Later

    The city was bright with artificial light, as always on any given night. The streets glistened wetly from a late afternoon rain, but the sky was now clear, the brightest stars visible despite the city’s lights. The gallery on 26th was busy, the night a grand opening of a new exhibit by a new artist. The crowd was fellow teachers, friends, and acquaintances, and those just curious about a new exhibit. There had been an interview for a local publication, with a photo of the least risqué image, the model on his stomach, and coming into the gallery two journalist that covered the art scene. The interior was lit up brightly, the large canvases and pencil drawings covering the walls standing out in stark relief. From the entrance, one large pencil drawing could be seen. It was a nude, the subject laying back, appearing relaxed, unconcerned with his exposure. It was simply titled “First.”

    The images were arranged by mood in one area, and time frame in another, spanning a three-year period. They were always the same model, all nude, with various degrees of exposure. The rumors floated around about the artist and the model, what kind of relationship they may have. And how they met. Some say the model was a hustler from Atlanta, others say they simply met in a bar. Others say it was in art, the model luring the artist to his bed after posing for his class.

    In the front window beside the entry, a large poster for the exhibit, and in it a painting of the model, nude of course, but this time provocative in his pose. Legs were spread concealing nothing. The shadows and use of color were vivid and many stared at the painting wondering if something was in the model’s ass. The artist wouldn’t say. At the top, the name of the exhibit, written out in the artist’s neat block style lettering: Noah.


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  • Werebear

    The New Normal

    With the disappearance of the beast and Alewidne, the other men began to relax, although, some of them did give Stephan a wide berth as they dispersed. Sniff caught Twinkle-toes in an intense bear hug, kissing his neck, as tears of joy streamed down his face. Twinkle-Toes returned the hug, pulling the older man in even tighter. Sniff quietly said, “I thought I had lost you.” Twinkle-Toes just held him tighter, caressing his head, and allowing his tears to join Sniff’s.

    When they finally released each other, Twinkle-Toes looked him in the eyes and grinned. “You can’t get rid of me that easily ‘old man’.” Then kissing him on the forehead, he continued, “you’re stuck with me.”

    “And you’re stuck with me.” Sniff grinned back at him. “Did you see the beacon?” Twinkle-Toes nodded. “That was me, well, me claiming you.” When Twinkle-toes looked puzzled sniff continued, “For you to find your way back to your body you needed the aid of an ancestor. Usually a father would fill this role, but since your family…umm…wasn’t here, I stepped into the role, acting as a kind of father. I had to mark you and be here to protect you from the last traces of the beast when you arrived. But it seemed you were the one who ended up protecting me.”

    “Wait, you marked me?” Twinkle-Toes was once again confused. “What exactly does that mean?”

    Sniff came as close as I had seen to blushing. “It means I had to offer my DNA so I would be part of you and could use that connection to act as your beacon. The light appeared when your body absorbed my cum.”

    “But I thought it was his cum that brought me back?” He motioned toward me.

    “It was,” Sniff replied. “I just acted as beacon so you could find your body once you had been brought to the edge.” Again, pointing to me he continued, “He didn’t bring you out, you did that yourself, he just brought you to the edge, right beside your body.”

    “So, if he was fucking me, what did you do?”

    “I came on your chest.”

    “But the only cum on me when I woke up was my own, I mean the bear’s.”

    “True, because you absorbed my cum. I didn’t clean it up or anything like that. Your body accepted it, and in so doing, you accepted me as your adopted father. I guess were’ stuck with each other.” Sniff grinned at him again, daring him to bring out his playful side.

    Instead, Twinkle-Toes became very serious. He looked sniff in the eyes for a long moment and said, “Thank you. You have been more of a father to me than…” He choked up and drew Sniff into another long embrace. “Thank you.”

    As we walked back to the lodge, I asked Sniff, “How long did all that take? I mean, how long between the time I first entered the abyss until you came and lit up the beacon?”

    Sniff thought for a moment, “I’m not sure, it was after the daisy chain had formed but before they started to cum, Probably about five or ten minutes.”

    I stopped in my tracks, “Daisy chain? Was that…?”

    “That was your tether,” he laughed. “You probably didn’t see of feel much until they started to cum.”

    “I didn’t. I didn’t feel anything until I saw the beacon.”

    “You saw it too?” he was surprised. “I suppose that makes sense. You had absorbed so much of his cum over the last two weeks, if we did a DNA test right now, you’d probably be identified as twins.” He chuckled at his own joke and continued, “The guys formed the chain as you entered the abyss, and stayed linked until you returned. They began to cum just after I marked Twinkle-Toes. The last guy in the chain came first, then a minute of two later the next, then the next. They all came in sequence, gathering momentum and passing on the collected sexual energy until it reached Starlight, and then he gave it all to you. You came almost instantly, it was amazing.”

    “You mean they all…?”

    “The whole community. You didn’t think you could do this alone?” He patted me on the back. “It takes a village, or in this case, a family of choice.”

    I thought for a moment and then shyly asked, “Did I…umm…was I stationary once my dick was in him, or did I actually fuck?”

    Sniff laughed heartily, “Oh, you fucked. You fucked like an animal. Your balls needed to be emptied so badly that they could manage all on their own, even while you weren’t there. Starlight had a hard time staying inside you, you were going at him so.” He shot me a crooked grin as he whispered so Twinkle-Toes wouldn’t hear, “I get the feeling that, between this afternoon and what’s to come tonight, he’ll have a pretty sore ass by morning.”

    He was right. Neither of us slept that night. When we weren’t fucking, we were just holding each other, unwilling to lose a moment of each other’s presence to sleep. During the following week I tried to return to my job, but my heart just wasn’t in it anymore. Sniff invited me to become part of the community, and without the need to pay rent, I could downgrade to part time at work which would allow me to put the rest of my focus on helping to run the retreat center.

    The other thing that was interesting was that Stephan started calling and texting incessantly. The loss of connection with his “companions” had left him feeling disconnected and incomplete. One night when he joined us for dinner at the retreat center, he said. “It’s so quiet now, so lonely. I wasn’t eavesdropping on you guys or anything, but I could always sense your connection to me, and I knew that any of you might call on me at any time. But now, when I’m at home alone, I’m really alone. It’s the first time in thousands of years.” Sniff invited him to stay as well, although he had some reservations about him being here for the full moon.

    After dinner that night, Sniff, Stephan, Twinkle-toes, and I went out to sit under the stars before Stephan left. In the stillness Stephan stirred, “Is that…?” He strained his eyes toward the lake and following his gaze we all saw Alewidne moving toward us.

    “I would speak with you.” She was clearly addressing Stephan, so the rest of us remained in place as he rose and strolled with her by the edge of the water.

    When she left him and faded into the shadows, he returned to us. “I need your help.”

    He outlined a plan to keep the beast bound during the night of the full moon. She had impressed upon him the importance of keeping him from making new slaves. “As soon as he does that, he will regain most of his power and will be almost uncontrollable. I need you to bind me before I transform and keep others away from me until the moon sets. She can keep him bound to the moon, but she cannot control him while the full moon strengthens him.”

    We immediately started making plans for the upcoming full moon. We were able to contain him, but just barely, and his effect on the men in the surrounding area was greater than we had anticipated, but we managed to keep him isolated until morning. Over the next month Stephan bought a property near the retreat center, but not too close. It sat at the edge of a small town, surrounded by woods and wilderness. Even this was not enough, as the neighbors were drawn to him and we had to fend them off as well as keep him contained. By the third full moon, we had constructed the underground bunker. And finally figured out how to bind him securely. From that point on it only took one of us to supervise him through the night. For a few months the others stood guard outside the bunker, but it soon became clear that the men he attracted were essentially harmless, being so focused on getting to him that there was no danger of theft or vandalism, just the odd mishap if their sexual frenzy got particularly intense.

    As we worked out this new system, Alewidne made a few unexpected visits, and told Stephan that he could call on her if he needed her. She explained that when they had bound the beast, the spirits of the forest had adopted her in a way similar to how Sniff adopted Twinkle-Toes. She now resided with them and could be present in any tree or anything made from wood. All he had to do was touch something wooden and call for her, and she would come. True to her word, she answered All of Stephan’s questions, and even offered advice on how to build the bunker.

    Stephan was gradually getting used to being without his companions. A few of them had reached out as they realized the connection was broken, but he encouraged them to embrace their independence as a gift. After a couple of months of self-imposed celibacy, he admitted he did connect for a random hook-up one night. He was afraid that if he had sex with someone, he might reawaken the bear’s power. He did, however, still have his connection to the bear and his libido, which made two months of going without, agonizing. He was pleased to find out that, while his connection to the bear still offered him an animalistic intensity during sex, it did not allow him to make an energetic connection after. This put his mind at rest and he whole-heartedly submitted himself to bondage for one night during every lunar cycle.

    Twinkle-Toes and I moved into the house with the bunker, and for most of the month it became a kind of annex for the retreat center, housing VIP’s and overflow guests. But around the full moon it was emptied out and Stephan would join us there. He also took a more active interest in the retreat center, getting involved as an advisor to the board, while keeping his financial support low key, but noticeable enough to create a certain amount of influence. Sniff continued as the Founding Director of the facility, doing more than he should, but loving every minute of it. And as often as he could, he made time to spend with Twinkle-Toes, deepening their bond, both filling a need the other had for family. I was lucky enough to be able to partake in this feast. It offered me everything I needed, and I was content. This was our new normal and I couldn’t imagine anything better.


    The sounds emanating from behind the heavy door were growing fainter and less insistent. The men gathered there seemed to have satiated their desires with each other, and all that remained were the sounds of the last few scratching hopelessly against a door that would not yield. The bear was quiet now. He knew his time was almost up. He had managed to drink in a few drops of sexual energy from a distance, but without feeders to gather it directly and offer it to him, he remained weak enough to handle, even though he was still strong enough to be dangerous when not contained. I only knew the moon had set when I saw his tattoos retreat back into the small bear paw on his hand, and his muscles and hair return to the patterns normal for Stephan.

    I stood by his side as the beast withdrew and greeted my friend when he finally opened his eyes. “How do you feel?”

    He smiled. “Tired. I hope he didn’t give you too much trouble tonight.”

    “Nothing I haven’t seen before,” I assured him, “Although I was still a bit distracted at first and just barely got the chains on in time.”

    “Maybe we should go back to doing this in teams of two, mutual support and all that.”

    I shook my head as I began to unchain him. “No, I think that poses more danger than benefit. He would have more chance of influencing one of us if there were another man here and the possibility of actual sex, than if his keeper were alone. No, I just need to be more attentive.”

    “Well, these days you guys are the experts, I defer to your decision.” He sat up and rubbed his wrists and ankles as a firm, but gentle knock sounded at the door.

    When I opened it, Twinkle-Toes walked in with three large coffees. “I thought you guys could use something to start the day with.” He pecked me on the cheek as he handed me mine and offered the other one to Stephan. “Just the way you like them, strong and full of cream.”

    Stephan rolled his eyes at the bad joke, but I was grateful for his display of humor. He had changed after his ordeal. He was still the playful funny man he had always been, there was no doubt of that, but now there was a shadow behind his vivacity, a slight hint of darkness. It gave him a gravitas and a strength that acted as the perfect foil for his child-like hi-jinks.

    “How’s Sniff?” I inquired. “Everything alright at the retreat center?” I knew it was. I had made sure of that before I left yesterday, but still, a lot can happen in one night.

    “He’s fine, worrying about the next retreat, like always. I could hardly get him to leave his office and go to bed last night.” He sat down and stretched out as he sipped his coffee. “We’ve got to do something. He’s still pushing himself way too hard and he’s not getting any younger.”

    I know, I’m working on it,” I agreed. “But you know how stubborn he is, He won’t accept an assistant, even if he’s cute.”

    “Let me try again,” Stephan volunteered as he was putting his clothes back on. “I’ll threaten to bring the board in on this if he doesn’t agree. After all, they won’t argue with the money.” He gave us both a wink as he headed upstairs to grab some breakfast.

    As we followed him at a distance, I asked Twinkle-Toes, “How was it last night? Did you feel much of the bear?” Since his initial face off with the bear under the new moon, Twinkle-toes found confrontations with him to be intensely exhausting. He could still subdue him, but it took everything he had, and a full night of that would require at least a week of rest for him to recover. While it was exhausting for me, I could recover in a day, so I became the keeper, and we kept Twinkle-toes away while the bear was active.

    “Just a little, not bad at all. But I’m glad he’s gone.”

    When we entered the kitchen and Stephan got a good look at me in the morning light, he said, “You look like shit. I think you should head straight to bed. Sleep it off, I’m sure lover-boy here will bring you something for supper if you ask real nice.” He turned me towards the stairs and patted me on the butt to hurry me along my way. “Sleep well, sweety.”

    I didn’t argue. It had been a long and stressful night, and I was starting to feel it. When I entered our room, I was fading fast. Twinkle-toes, who had come with me to tuck me in, helped me undress and put me to bed. As I tried different positions to find one that was comfortable, I felt him climb into bed with me. He had stripped quickly and quietly when I wasn’t paying attention.

    “What are you doing?” I asked. “Didn’t you get enough sleep at the retreat center last night?”

    “Who said anything about sleep?”

    “Oh…umm…I can’t, I’m just too tired.”

    “Who said anything about sex?” He drew me close and placed a tender kiss on my lips. “I just wanted to hold you for a while. You know I’m always up for a cuddle.” Then kissing my forehead, he said, “And besides, I love it when you fall asleep in my arms.”

    I loved it when he held me like this. There was no other place where I felt so safe and so loved. I allowed him to pull me to him and buried my face in the warm comfort of his hairy chest. The last thing I remember was muttering a faint, “Ok,” as I allowed myself to drift off into a blissful and blessed sleep.

    The End


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  • Alex & JJ

    Let me introduce myself. Alex Hagen here, 30 years old, single and yes, gay. I knew from the 7th grade gym class that I liked guys. In the gang showers after class I would always pop a boner looking at all the naked bodies and dicks which was not a spontaneous thing that just happened. I would fantasize of sucking off or getting sucked by some of the cocks I was looking at, or wondering what it would be like to lay in bed next to some of these hot guys. It was the 7th grade that I met Warren who became a jack-off buddy. It was in Warren’s basement that he showed me what masturbation and jacking off was. My very first orgasm jizz shoot was in the basement with Warren. He had a walled off cardboard “fort” where we would go after school to whip out our junk and crank off a load into a bucket. Those solo jacks turned into reaching and jacking each other which led to blow jobs. We never did fuck ass but we certainly gained some oral skills by the end of that year. I didn’t have one on one but fuck sex until my high school sophomore year. Kevin and I were on the gymnastics team and we just kind of gravitated to each other until one day after the gymnastic workout we were the last to get through the locker room. Everyone else was gone as Kevin and I were heading to the showers. We didn’t need to say anything, just the look we gave each other said we both knew what we wanted starting off with grabbing hold of each other’s dicks, kissing making out when Kevin said he wanted me to fuck him. I agreed only if he would in turn do me. That was the first time either of us had taken a dick in the ass or fucked an ass. Kevin and I would regularly get together, rarely but occasionally in the locker room showers but more often at his house or my room at home if no one was going to be around. I graduated high school 2008, went to WSU on a gymnastic scholarship. At 5’ 7’ I have a strong upper body build with 6 pack abs and strong legs. I can still work the high bar, floor X, and horse in case you were wondering. I do work out once a week just for kicks. I have what is defined as the oval face with smoky blue gray eyes, short brown hair but not military buzzed and a small patch of hair mid chest with a thin line treasure trail into a manicured, lightly trimmed pube bush over an uncut dick that is 7 inches hard. My personal preference is to shave my dick and balls. I just like the way it feels when I jack off which is regularly three times a week. At WSU I went for a degree in general business to come back to Seattle to take over the contractor business from my father who was desperate to retire to move to the family cabin near Boise, Idaho. He did mostly handy-man projects where as I wanted to get into the more high end market. It took a few years, but eventually I had networked enough contacts to where I was now exclusive to three major designer houses and a few private design consultants. Knocking out a six figure plus annual I was able to pick up a two story Tudor style house just north of the Capitol Hill district.  I was doing a contracted renovation on this property and the owner hit a wall of financial “difficulty” which offered me the opportunity to acquire the property for little or nothing, as in back taxes and paying off a few penalties and forgiving the contracted work that I had done. I was in the right place at the right time I guess. Tucked away at the end of a dead end street, this Tudor is unique as the entry is small with a stairway to the upstairs and a separate door into the main first floor. The first project was to refit the second floor with a fully furnished chef style kitchen, double sink, gas range, double ovens, subzero fridge/freezer, granite counters and a full bathroom with spa tub, walk-in shower with rain heads, side room for private commode toilet, all nicely tiled and detailed. No it did not break the bank as a lot of this came as cast offs or declines from my contractor jobs. A lot of times there are miss measured items that have to be reworked so I get the cast offs for little or nothing and make them fit. If I went overboard on the second floor renovations the rent would be out of reach for the four bedrooms that I rent out to the college students. The main floor, the private floor for me is a different story. The rented rooms paid for what I wanted to do to my private living space. I put black walnut hard wood flooring throughout the house. The master bath is a walk in shower with four shower head options (including a douche wand), a spa tub and private commode room separated so one can take a shower as another takes a discreet dump. The kitchen counters are opalescent black granite, 6 burner gas range with a pot filler water faucet for filling large pasta pots, double ovens, oversized subzero fridge and freezer with fronts that match the custom walnut cabinet work, a double deep chef sink with regular faucets and an overhead spray faucet. You get the idea. It’s killer posh and I am so lucky to have the connections to have this kind of luxury. This last year I completed the long term project plans with a small in-ground pool in the back yard. Outside is very private as there is only one neighbor on the side behind the garage, an elderly couple that are rarely seen, and a 10 foot fence around the rest of the yard which is all undeveloped greenbelt woods. Presently the Covad thing has obviously impacted my contractor business but I am by no means dead in the water. I have several contracts for “off site” renovations that I can send a single employee in to work, or have no more than two guys on-site as long as they are masked and observe the distancing requirements. Work continues, just not at the speed of pre-covad so I have some time on my hands since not checking in on multiple job sites. Today is a day to go to the water front and work my way through Pike Place Market for some fresh produce and hopefully find some steaks or red snapper. I would drive the i8 gull wing BMW but parking is such a hassle it is easier to metro in and out of Pioneer Square. It was now 11:30, taking longer than anticipated to get to the piers, and I was hungry so I opted to walk pier row to Ivars as I was craving a basket of fish and chips with their special tartar sauce. After picking up my order I looked for an open spot at a table.  This was a popular place and courtyard seating was scarce when a guy at the far end of the patio sitting at a two seat table caught my attention. He seemingly understood my predicament and pointed to the open seat at his table inviting me to join him. Nodding a “thank you” I headed towards his table. As I sat down I offered a hand shake and a “thank you”, then I took a good look at this guy who offered to share his table. Holy crap this was one gorgeous guy with squared shoulders, a GQ face, dark wavy hair that would be curly if grown out, a 5 o’clock shadow stubble that had to be intentionally trimmed, a smile to die for with perfect teeth, a Kirk Douglas chin dimple and a small peaking of chest hair showing from his unbuttoned shirt. (What else was he hiding, as my cock twitched). “Thanks for the seat” I said gratefully appreciative. “I’m Alex, Alex Hagen.” “Nice to meet you Alex and I’m JJ. JJ to my friends. Officially I am Jackson Jamison Tillman but it is easier just to be JJ.” My brain was spinning.  “Wait a second, are you from the philanthropic Tillman Foundation that supports the fine arts?” “Yes, but that would be my uncle, not directly me or my father. Guilty as charged to be connected to the Tillman legacy.” With that, JJ was finished with his meal. He wrapped up the papers on his tray and stood to toss his trash. As he stood he towered high. Jeeez this guy has to be at least 6’ 4” and with his shirt tucked in saw he had a small waist (maybe a 32 inch at the most) with a tapered torso from wide shoulders to a narrow waist like the top half of an hour glass and a great looking pair of light weight cotton cargo pants that possibly revealed a dick riding long and to the right. I could not help but stare (and hope) but did he see me checking him out as he stepped away from the table. Did he acknowledge my glare with a wink or was I imagining something that was not there? Returning to the table JJ asked, “So what’s the rest of your day like? Did you hit the water front just for Ivars or is there more to your day?” “Plan is to finish here, hit the Pike market for groceries and then back to the house. What’s on your list of fun things to do today?”I asked returning his question. Pointing to his laptop backpack, JJ shared his plan was to go to the green space park to work on his thesis paper. Asking further he told me he was post-grad from UW and going for a PHD in bio-metrics and he comes to the water front on sunny days just to chill and work on the thesis. Holy crap, this guy is a brain-e-ack fucking genius and I have NO chance that he would be the least bit interested in a labor ready blue collar contractor. What the hell….. Then JJ surprised me asking “Hey I enjoy cruising through the shops at Pike Place, would you mind if I tagged along? Most in my circle are snobby high brow academics and quite frankly they are a complete bore where you are easy to talk to about real things. No pretense of cerebral one-upping brain psych.” I gladly responded, “That would be fantastic, and yes I would certainly enjoy the company.” The rest of the afternoon was a slow walk through the shops commenting on some of the more eccentric booths, finding the fresh veggies and the red snapper. As the market tour came to a close JJ suggested we trade numbers as he would like to get together again if possible. I thought to myself, “could this be more than a weird one shot afternoon with a handsome stranger? We said our goodbyes and I hopped the metro back to Capitol Hill and home for a quiet evening of grilling my snapper and veggies. I watched a few of my favorite TV programs and decided to take a short swim before going to bed. Stripping off naked putting my clothes in the laundry hamper I went to the pool for a few lazy laps. Getting out to shower and rinse off the chlorine I dried off and climbed into bed. My hand absently rubbed my chest down my stomach finding my dick semi hard thinking about the day with JJ. I drifted off to sleep, dick in hand totally relaxed.

    Friday came and heading into the weekend I had no real plans. I did have to do a drive by and check on one project that two of my guys were working on but that was all. I made some coffee and while sitting on the patio my phone rang, it was JJ. “Hey Alex, did I catch you at a good or bad time?” “Good time” I said, “just hanging by the pool with my coffee. What’s up with you this morning?” “Well looking at the weather we are suppose to be in the high 80s today with clear skies. I was wondering, hoping you might be clear to go hang at the park down on the water front and maybe get a reservation somewhere for later and dine out in style.” “That sounds like a good way to spend the day” trying not to sound too excited about JJ calling me.” How about instead of the restaurant, we go back to Pike Place for some killer steaks and grill here at my house? That way I can dress super casual and not have to be all preppy to be restaurant worthy. I got the pool and the 60” screen. We could just chill out here if that’s okay with you?” JJ, sounding a bet intrigued said “Most excellent idea if it’s not too much of a pain. How about we meet 2:00 ish by the Ferris wheel and go from there?” “Sounds perfect, see you at 2:00.” I said ending the call. Oh holy crap, this is really happening. I ran my errands, checked on the job site and came home to shower and get cleaned up (inside and out, especially inside just in case). I put on a gray tee shirt and my denim cutoffs that I had whacked off from an old pair of jeans. Put on my sneakers and headed for the metro to the waterfront. I spotted JJ on a blanket lying on his side supported on one arm around a small pillow. He had on board shorts and a white thank top. Not a wife beater under shirt. This was a tank top that had style with wide shoulder straps and a squared neck line that left his chest hair highly visible. God he is sexy. Those long legs with dark hair, long lean torso with defined chest and his abs slightly defined under the shirt, flip flops off to the side seeing his size 12 bare feet and those long toes. I felt my dick give a twitch trying to grow semi hard. Maybe going commando wasn’t the best decision today. I discretely repositioned my goods as I sat down beside him on the blanket legs crisscrossed hoping to hide a boner if one should pop up leaning back on my arms. “So how’s the day treating you so far?” JJ asked. “Did you get to check on your job site? It’s nice that you would join me just to hang out. I’m so brain dead working on that doctorate stuff I just needed time to disengage and take the day for just me, or as it turned out a day for us.” “So what exactly is biometrics?” I asked, truly wanting to know, not just making polite conversation. JJ seemed pleased to have someone interested in his studies and continued. “Biometrics has developed things like retinal scanning, facial recognition, stuff that goes well beyond the basic fingerprint data. It can involve dna and gene tracking. There are unlimited options to develop new technologies in that whole arena. My long term goal after I complete the PHD is to somehow get into research and development but that’s a hard nut to crack. You don’t just walk in the door like “here I am, ready to wow the world with my brilliant theories and concepts”. If R&D fails, I can always go consultant for some high tech place or, god forbid, end up a professor at some obscure university. So how did you break into the high end specialty contractor stuff. I’m guessing you must have a pretty keen eye on design and staying current on what’s new and eco friendly. And, by the way, you look uncomfortable sitting like that.” Patting his abs JJ said “Here, try this, stretch out and use me like a pillow and tell me what it takes to deal with high end construction and remodel.” Following his lead I spun around, legs outstretched and rested my head as he suggested, Now I really was getting a tingle on my tool starting to strain into a semi hard but what the hell, here goes nothing. “Well I got out of WSU, came back Seattle to take over dad’s business. My goal was to break away from the advertising as handy-man one man show and somehow get into bigger jobs. It took a year or so but I started networking with a couple designer friends and had an architect contact that had a good reputation of designing remodels upgrading older homes and the like. They started throwing projects my direction. Slow at first, a lot of small jobs testing the waters to see how and if I could deliver the goods. I added on a couple reliable carpenters who knew what they were doing and it grew from that to what I have now. I am referred by two noted architects and I have three design houses that try to use my group exclusively. I access to a total of seven designers from those three companies that keep me in demand. I now have three two-man crews that can do everything from new construction rough carpentry to finished detail work, masonry, tile, paint, anything interior I have the guy or guys that can deliver. So there you have the abbreviated history of how I got to today.” “Impressive work there Mr.” JJ commented. “What happens if a customer client is unhappy?” Alex stalled for a second and said “Then you go to bargaining mode, trading, compensating, whatever it takes to get that client happy or at least satisfied because a bad review will travel much faster than a good job and you are only as good as your last project. At least I learned that working with my dad.” I suddenly realized JJ was combing his fingers thru my hair as I was talking. I turned my head nestling into his abs and smiled. “Is that okay?” JJ asked. “Oh yes” Alex confirmed, “Feels good, reminds me of when I was a kid in grade school my mom would do that. It brings to mind pleasant memories and is oddly comforting so yea, I don’t mind in the least.” With a smile and a tug on my head JJ said, “Think it’s about time we duffle the blanket and head to the market to see what we can come up with for the grill.” With the blanket stowed, duffle over JJ’s shoulder we strolled off to Pike Place. “What do  you say to a small salad, one of those in the bag mixed green deals, then everything on the grill like some on the cob sweet corn in the husks on, red peppers, asparagus, and there’s a nice butcher shop hidden on the back side of the market that will custom cut steaks if we don’t see what we want on display. Tony usually has some great rib eye, but I have had him cut me a 1 inch t-bone from time to time.” “All of that sounds more than perfect” JJ said in almost a moaning envious tone. “I think we need to get a move on and fire up that grill.” Mission accomplished, with veggies and two massive t-bones in the bag we were getting off the metro two blocks from my place. Walking up the house JJ stopped still. “Wow, Alex, this is post card perfect, something out of Norman Rockwell.” “Gee, thanks” Alex replied. “C’mon in and see the rest of the place.” Entering the small foyer JJ asked, “So there are 4 students on second floor, how does that work out for you being the landlord on first floor always present. Ever have problems with a renter?” Alex responded with a slight giggle, “No problems so far in the years I’ve been renting. The bar is pretty high to have the criteria to be here. First rule is I never rent to Freshmen of Sophs. These kids are only interested in celebrating their freedom and make bad choices with friends, entertainment, you name it. Juniors are borderline but Seniors heading for graduation are a better choice because they have run and burned out the party circuit, focused on getting that diploma and getting out of the university cycle but the best tenants I get are the post grads who are dead serious about going on to either a Masters or better. Those are the dream team renters and right now that is exactly what is here. I got three guys going for Masters. One guy in some chemistry thing, one in sports med, I forget what the other guy is doing, and the young lady is doing something in speech pathology. Yea, it’s co-ed but that’s for the four of them to work out. Their private rooms are theirs. I pay all utilities, gas, electric, water, furnish them a fully appointed kitchen complete with table settings, cookware pots / pans, small appliances like blenders / mixers / toasters etc. They have a modest dining room with table that seats ten, and a large living room with gas log fireplace, three double reclining couches, leather of course, and a 54” plasma on the wall so it’s a sweet place to be as long as mom and dad can afford it for them. Rent is not cheap, $650 a month each so if they are here they appreciate what they have. I have a wait list for some students that are two years out. Word is out on campus that this is a great place to be. They also understand they are not in some apartment complex or animal house where anything goes. This is still a private residence and will be respected and used as such, and no, they do not have pool privileges. The only time they get to the pool is by invitation only which is when one of the post grad guys actually graduates, I open the house and give the grad a catered affair for a 30 guest maximum party, all very controlled and very adult. So with all of that said, let me show you the main residence where this hard-ass landlord lives.” Entering the main house JJ stopped dead still to take it all in. “Holy crap, Alex, this is stunning. Can I just wander and look a take it all in?” “Of course, wander away while I get things started in the kitchen.” JJ walked thru the house, down the hall checking the guest rooms noticing the two guest rooms shared a Jack/Jill bathroom. The master bedroom was spacious with a king bed and the master bath was over the top in tile work and a huge walk-in shower which was more like a shower room than shower stall. Coming back to the kitchen JJ saw the pool. Stepping through the glass door he poked his head out to see a full outdoor kitchen, patio dinette set, “What’s the room out here on the side” JJ asked. “That’s a small water closet” Alex answered. “A commode and basin and a small change room with a shower head. If nature calls while you’re in the pool you won’t have to tramp through the house all wet. If you need to change or shower after your swim you have a private area. I keep towels and extra swim suits there in case someone decides to take a dip but doesn’t have a swim suit.” “Geeez” JJ whistled “this place is like what you see in the dream home magazines. This is so cool.” Alex grinned “Glad you think so, and thank you. Got a question for you, with the steaks and all, if you want wine you can pick from what I have in the pantry, or if you want something harder, the cabinet to the right of the fridge is the good stuff. Got some vodka, twelve year Chivas if you do scotch, Jack D for the bourbon lovers, tequila, think I got enough to choose from.” “Not much of a wine guy” JJ offered, “How about two Jack and cokes, you game for that?” “Absolutely” Alex confirmed. “Fix a couple of Jacks then you can help cut and seed the peppers and oil the asparagus. I’ll prep the corn and steaks.” Drinks fixed, JJ stepped up behind Alex, setting the drinks to the side JJ reaches  around Alex’s waist putting his head on the shoulder saying “Thanks for this. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a day like today and just want you to know I appreciate it” hugging Alex with a lingering rubbing hug. “More than welcome, JJ” Alex purred. “It’s been a while since I’ve wanted to have anyone over. I know this is what, second time to hang out but it already feels like we’ve been friends for much longer.” The food was prepped, grilled and ready to eat. “Okay here we go” Alex announced. “Table set, veggies off, steaks coming off in two minutes.” “Great” JJ replied. “I’ll refresh round three of the Jacks and be right there.” Stepping out onto the patio, JJ caught his breath seeing Alex had taken his shirt off and was standing at the grill barefoot in his cutoffs.”Oh yea, bud, that is most definitely the gymnast body. You’ve stayed in great shape after the WSU days. You look amazing. It is kinda hot today, let me loose this and then we’ll eat” lifting his tank up and off tossing it on a side chair. “And look at you Mr.” Alex cooed almost drooling, “No slouch there and those abs, holy crap how do you get abs like that?” Blushing, JJ told him “That would be slinging bulk bags of potting soils, beauty barks and fertilizers working part time at a nursery for extra cash. Glad you approve” JJ grinned, rubbing his hands through the dark hair covering his pecks and down his abs into the board shorts. “Now, let’s eat”.

    Pushing the empty plate away, JJ patted his stomach “Well we made short work of that, huh? Never had grilled corn and veggies like that, and a steak done to medium rare perfection and  my compliments to the grill master. It doesn’t get much better that this.” JJ smiled, raising his glass as a toast. “Hey, you’re empty” Alex noticed. “Let me get another round then we can either log into a Netflix or float the pool.” Returning with the drinks, JJ had pulled his chair away from the table to face the pool. Alex handed JJ the bourbon and moved a chair to set next to him. There was not a lot of conversation with the two of them stretched out basking in the fullness of the meal. Alex thought to himself “okay here goes nothin’. Let’s see if this is going anywhere” as he casually moved his leg and foot to make contact. JJ didn’t pull away so Alex gently rubbed toe to toe caressing the top of JJ’s foot. Alex broke the silence, “So what’s you pleasure, good sir, a movie or a float in the pool?” “I can cue Netflix anytime” JJ answered. “I  think I should like to float in the pool for a while and let the food settle. Would it be okay if I check the changing room for a suit?” “Well if you want” Alex said with a devil grin “suits are optional here. I usually just peel off and jump in.” “Oh really” JJ slyly grinned. “And what about the guys up there? They may not want to see two guys lolling bare-ass in the pool.” “Well unless they have x-ray vision there aren’t going to get to see much” Alex countered. “When I did the remodel up stairs I intentionally walled over the windows to the back yard to keep this area as private as possible for me, so I am pretty sure we are guaranteed to be the only ones looking at the scenery here.” “I get it” JJ grinned. “This may be the bourbon talking but what the hell, this sounds like a bit of wicked fun.” Standing JJ pulled the tie string dropping and stepping out of his shorts in one swift motion. Alex right in step unbuttoned unzipped and lost his cutoffs with equal speed. Standing there completely naked they checked each other out. JJ there in all his 6’ 4” glory, chest full of dark hair obviously meticulously manicured but not shaved with the same detailed grooming done on his ample pubes and low hanging balls under an awesome 6 inch uncut slim dick hanging long and loose but quickly growing. Alex, with his gymnast pecs, patch of dark hair in the center and a long narrow treasure trail leading to his manhood, gave his balls and growing dick a tug and commented. “Hold fucking Christ you are amazing” in awe of JJ’s nakedness “As are you” JJ echoed. “I see that you also like to keep yourself trimmed. Glad it’s not a close body shave. I think that looks so ridiculous, but this is perfect. You are one hell-uv-a man hunk there mister.” Turning to jump in the pool, “dibs on the blue float” JJ declared and jumped in. As they floated around enjoying the sunshine JJ paddled up to Alex facing his feet, reached out for his hand. Lacing the fingers together, JJ pulled Alex over and kissed the back of his hand. “Thank you, this is just way more than I could have thought possible.” “More than welcome my new hunk of friend” Alex said keeping hold of JJ’s hand moving it to rest on his stomach just below the navel gently giving it a push downward to his bush. Taking the cue, JJ gently stroked the treasure trail inching his was down until his hand bumped into the stiffness of Alex’s erection. Wrapping his hand around the seven inches of hard cock, he began to slowly jack up and down pulling the foreskin exposing the prefect roundness of his dick. Up, down, up down, enjoying the feel of his hand on a cock that wasn’t his own. Alex in turn reached out to match the grip on JJ’s nine inches. Also uncut he matched his strokes to what JJ was doing to him. “Oh man that feels so good” Alec hissed. “No shit, dude” JJ responded. “It’s been way too long since I’ve had this kind of opportunity. “How long is too long” Alex quizzed. “Easily two years would be the last time I was with anyone. I don’t cruise and don’t like the whole bar scene so the opportunities are few and far between.” “I know that drill” Alex said, “Been about the same for me. I don’t actively go on the hunt so this is a treat that has been a long time coming.” “Hmmmm, so why me?” JJ asked. “What’s the deal that opened you door for me to be here?” In a serious tone, Alex said “When our paths crossed at Ivars you intrigued me and I really wanted, or at least hoped, that I could get to know you and so here we are.” “I’m stoked that you didn’t shy away or I didn’t ignore or blow you off” JJ giggled. “Speaking of” giving Alex’s hard dick an intense tug, “Think I would like to get out and see if we can continue this somewhere else.” “Race you to the shower” Alex challenged paddling to the pool edge. Climbing out of the pool Alex ran to the shower head on the outside wall of the changing room, pulled the chain and hooked it to stay on and began rinsing under a rain of luke warm water. JJ stepping up beside him, turned to face him, moved in to wrap his arms around him pressing his hardness into Alex as their lips met in excited passion, tongues darting, wet and intense. Breaking away, Alex gasped “Holy shit stud. Look at you all tall handsome hung and studly and now a great kisser. I think I hit the lotto” he said, resuming the deep tongue lashing with each other. Pulling away, Alex turned off the shower to ask “You want to take this inside?” “No” JJ curtly replied. “I think I want to take care of you right here right now.” Kneeling he leaned in licking Alex’s balls taking turns drawing one then the other into his mouth, rolling his tongue on each, then taking both massaging and gumming the nut sack. “Oh holy mother” Alex moaned. “Oh hell yes, you need to know that is one of my hot spots. Love to have the balls played with. Nobody ever spends enough time on the balls.” Having duly orally massaged the jewels JJ released them from his mouth. With his hard cock pointing into his navel, JJ gripped the balls and gently tugged them pulling Alex’s throbbing tool down to meet his eager mouth. Licking from the bottom to the tip capturing a dribble of precum, JJ swallowed the seven inches in one swift movement burying his nose in the pubes. Alex inhaled sharply “Oh wow JJ, wasn’t expecting that! Christ almighty you do know how to suck a dick. I’m not gonna last very long like this”. JJ continued, slow and steady, taking him in to the root, coming almost off the tip with a quick tongue flick at the head. Up down, back and forth, in and out until he felt the balls tighten under his grip. “Uhhh JJ, I’m getting close here. Fair warning dude, you’re killing me and I am about to blow. Geeezus fucking honey pot, I’m gonna blow, you want to let me go?” Alex whined. JJ reached behind grabbing Alex by the ass pushing him forward as JJ went full on deep throat and just stayed there for a few seconds. Coming back up slowly sucking hard to the tip then back down was all that Alex could take as he erupted one, two, three…… .. seven solid shots of jizz into JJ’s mouth. Savoring it all JJ quickly stood kissing Alex and with tongues darting sharing the taste of Alex’s hot cum with each other. JJ returned to his knees to finish cleaning the now softening dick making sure to milk the last little bit out of Alex. With legs wobbly, Alex pulled JJ up kissing him again, “Dude, you got some bad ass skills going on there. Never ever had anyone do me like that which was totally awesome. I haven’t come like that since my college days. Now it’s my turn.” Gripping JJ’s hard nine inches leading him by the dick to a patio chair. “You sit here and let me have some fun” Alex beamed. “And I’ll tell you right now I’m going to eat you, I want to taste all of you, I want you to come in my mouth, I want to swallow everything you can give me, got it” “Yes sir” JJ affirmed with a mock salute. Sitting in the chair Alex knelt and took JJ’s rock hard dick in his hand slapping it side to side. “God that is a stunningly gorgeous dick, long lean and slender. I just want to stare at this for a moment. I am really gonna love this”. Alex grasped JJ’s tool and brought it to his mouth licking a line of precum off the head. “Mmmmmm” Alex hummed, “that is so sweet,” Holding his cock at the base, Alex gently pushed the head through his lips flipping this tongue around the head. Slowly bobbing his head taking just a bit more on each thrust. The moan from JJ told him he was right on track giving him pleasure. Holding JJ’s dick with his left hand, his right wraps around his nut sack softly rolling his balls massaging them. Another moan from JJ so Alex goes for his next move running is finger over the taint working towards JJ’s pucker. A quick lick to lube the finger and he continues his advance. Taking most of the dick in his mouth he finds JJ’s pucker and gently rolls a circular pattern around putting a bit of pressure in the center. Another lick to lube the finger and Alex goes for the deep throat to take the entire nine inches. He knew he could handle it, but it had been a while. Relaxing the gag reflex he pushes his head down hard until he had it all with the pubes tickling his nose. “Oh my god yes” hissed JJ. “You got this. Suck that pole buddy; you’re making me crazy hard.” Encouraged, Alex went for the long strokes coming all the way up holding the tip in his lips then diving full on deep throating again into the pubes. Slowly, all the way up, swallow to the pubes. Meanwhile he was rubbing JJ’s taint back and forth fingering the ring of his pucker hole. Letting JJ’s dick fall out of his mouth Alex grabbed his legs, “Pull your knees up so I can eat your ass”. JJ pulled his legs up holding them high sliding forward a bit in the chair giving Alex easy access to his fuck pucker. Starting with the balls, Alex licks his way across the taint to the target. “Ah yes, there you go” JJ sighed. “your tongue is working some kind of magic there so keep on doing what you’re doing.” Alex brought his finger back to rub the ass ring as his tongue flicked at it. With the pucker hole sufficiently wet Alex again grabbed the cock going down its full length as he started to press his finger through JJ’s hole. “Uh not sure you want to do that, buddy. I’m not quite as prepared as I could be, if you get my drift. Just don’t want to give you an unpleasant surprise.” “Understood” Alex mumbled as best he could with a mouth full of dick. Content to simply massage JJ’s hole he concentrated on the pole invading his throat. With his mouth working on his dick, a finger tickling his hole, Alex pulled on JJ’s balls massaging them gently as they started to tighten and pull up. JJ let out ”Oh yea, heading for the home stretch  Alex. Almost there, almost there… and yeesssssss, there it is.” On the next pass of Alex’s mouth JJ exploded with four massive shots of jizz onto Alex’s tongue. With almost a whimper, JJ muttered “Ewwww fuck yea, get it, get it, get it.” Exhausted, JJ dropped his legs and tried to sit up in the chair as Alex continued to clean JJ’s cock and work out every bit of cum. “Holy moly dude” Alex panted. “Do you usually come that much? I mean it was only four shots but they were massive. I had no choice to either swallow or lose it.” “Ya, that’s about the usual” JJ blushed. “I guess I’ve always been a bit of a cum cannon by comparison. Not that I have much experience to qualify that opinion other than what I see on the porn flicks, but ya. I do like to shoot.” “So when’s the last time you dropped a load” Alex queried. “Yesterday morning” JJ admitted. “It was Wednesday when I saw you at Ivars. Thursday morning I woke with some serious wood. I was thinking about you and cranked off a load before hitting the shower. So that was one day’s worth that you so expertly took from me.” Alex shot a wide smile and said “Well I’ll be in pure heaven if that’s what you can dish out again.” “Again?” JJ asked with a sly sideways glance. “Well you didn’t think this was going to be a one shot wonder, did you” Alex replied feigning that his feeling may be hurt. “I have every intention of having that nine inches of marvelous dick shoot a heavy duty load in my ass,” “I see” was JJ’s response. “But if and only if I get an opportunity to ride your gear cuz the only thing better than a blow job like I just got is having a dick fucking me. I do like to bottom and you have the perfect fit for me. I’m not a size queen but I have a great appreciation for someone like you. No head games, not pretentious, self confident, a killer gorgeous body, and a sturdy seven inches that you know what to do with it. I need a kiss about now you hunk stud.” “Wait a sec. Let me look at you again” Alex said taking in JJ in all of the naked glory. “There’s nothing quite as wonderful as seeing a freshly spent dick, is there?” Alex mused. “Never really thought about it but yes, you’re right. Think that’s called the after-glow” JJ added. “Oh geez, what time is it” JJ asked with a sense of urgency. “Just past 7:00, why” Alex asked. “I’m suppose to be pet sitting the dog for one of my neighbors. She’s been away this week coming home tomorrow. I need to bug out and go take care of Loki or I’ll be in deep. Sorry, but I gotta jet” JJ cowered with an apology. “No problem guy, good on you for taking care of your neighbor. Before you go, how about Sunday? I was thinking of a short road trip to Anacortes to scope the antique shops. Think I want to look for something to change the dining room. Maybe I can find a table and hutch that I like. Got nothing specific in mind but will know it if and when I see it. We could cruise the shops then eat at this really great place, think it’s a Country Kitchen or some such. Can’t remember for sure but I do know how to get there. You game for a day of window shopping?” “Absolutely” JJ gladly agreed, “Wouldn’t pass up an offer like that. Any kind of a reason works if we can spend the time together. Okay, now I really gotta get going. I’ll text you my Ballard address; you can pick me up on the way out of town, deal?” “Deal” echoed Alex as he leaned in for one last kiss. “Now put your clothes on and get outtalk here mister and I’ll see you 10:00ish Sunday morning.”

  • Unknown Assailant

    When I awoke his dick was already in me and he was fucking hard. I wasn’t quite sure where we were, but it seemed to be a dressing room in some sort of clothing store. I could hear quiet voices nearby and soft music playing over the loudspeaker. As per usual, I was naked and couldn’t move. My assailant wore a dark suit with a colorful tie, and only the front of his pants was open allowing his dick access to my naked ass. He smiled when I opened my eyes and chuckled, “There he is, glad you could make it.” He began to pound me harder and tweak my nipples to help wake me up. “Wouldn’t want you to miss any of the fun.”

    I was not able to speak or cry out, but he placed a hand over my mouth. As he positioned his face directly over mine and looked menacingly into my eyes, he moved his hand to cover my nose as well and pressed hard. He watched as I struggled to breathe, and my eyes filled with fear. His fucking grew even more intense. He only let go when my eyes began to roll back because I was about to pass out. “I fucking love when you do that,” he growled in my ear. “Just a few more seconds and you’d be gone, and there’s nothing you can do about it.”

    This thought seemed to take him over the edge. His eyes rolled back as he exploded inside me. “There you go, just what you always wanted.” He grinned at me as he stood over me and stuffed his still dripping cock into his shorts. “And you still haven’t got a clue, have you?” Reaching behind my head, he retrieved a wadded-up handkerchief and said, “Good, that’s exactly how I want it. Until next time…” He placed the handkerchief over my nose and mouth, and everything went black.

    The next thing I knew I was sitting alone in my car on the edge of a busy parking lot. I was fully clothed, but my dick was sticking out of my fly with a purple ribbon tied around it in a bow. I was not groggy, but fully awake and alert. I quickly removed the ribbon and placed it in the glove compartment with the others. Then, stuffing my dick in my pants I drove home.

    As I drove, I tried to remember my assailant’s face, but even though I had looked directly at him many times, I could not. His voice also had a strange sound, like I wasn’t really hearing him but some sort of reprocessed sound that had been passed through a machine. I could, however, remember everything else, the feel of his cock in my ass, the pleasure he had in forcing himself on me, his hot cum filling me up. This was the first time he had tried to suffocate me, though, and despite my distress, I found it oddly arousing.

    This was not, however, the first time he had forced himself on me. All I had to do was count the ribbons to know exactly how many times that unknown dick had taken me against my will. It had been over a year now and I had stopped counting. He was right, there was nothing I could do about it. I had thought about going to the police, but I couldn’t quite bring myself to do that. I hadn’t told any of my friends about it either. I just kept it to myself and waited for the next encounter.

    To be honest, I rather enjoyed this new element of my life. It didn’t disrupt anything important. It was like he knew my schedule as well as I did and was able to time his abductions to avoid disruption. Also, I was never harmed or left with any noticeable marks. I checked my face in the mirror, and the red print of his hand over my face was almost gone. There would be no trace in just a few minutes. It was kind of thrilling to have this secret life, and every time he kidnapped me it was different and exciting. His decision to fuck me in a public dressing room had its own kind of danger, but he seemed to be in control and had no fears that anyone would walk in on us. Despite the obvious dangers of having a stranger controlling me, I had always had a secret fantasy of being someone’s slave, but nobody knew about this. I barely admitted it to myself. This felt like a kind of fulfillment of that fantasy, but I couldn’t see how anyone else would have known.

    The first time he had taken me he waited until I was awake before beginning. “I want you to know exactly what’s going on,” he said. “I want you to know how little control you have.” Like today, I was immobile and unable to speak, which confused me because I was not tied up or gaged. I just couldn’t move anything but my eyes. But unlike today, I was fully clothed. He held up an empty syringe and waved it in front of my face. “Don’t bother struggling. You can’t.” His eyes were jubilant. “Go ahead, try.” I did. I willed my arms to move, I tried to stand up with everything I had. Nothing happened. He watched as I failed again and again. “See. You are mine now and you have only one reason for being here. To give me pleasure.”

    He was wearing the same suit he had worn today. In fact, every time he kidnapped me, he wore that suit, and I never saw more of his body than what I could see when he opened the front of his pants to fuck me. That first time had been in a dark room that was very quiet. It seemed like a private home, but maybe in the basement or garage. There was no recognizable furniture in the room except for the mattress on the floor and the nondescript table beside it.

    “I’m gonna enjoy this.” He slowly undressed me, exploring every inch of my body in the process. He was surprisingly gentle for a rapist, and clearly enjoyed forcibly removing my clothes. But once I was naked his tone changed. “I’ve been watching you for so long and you had no idea. Now I’m going to do what I’ve always wanted to do.” Moving closer he whispered, “I’m gonna fuck you with your own cum. Doesn’t that sound like fun?”

    His hand was already massaging my dick and, much to my surprise, I was getting hard fast. I would have thought the drug would hinder this process, but evidently it didn’t. He alternated between sucking and stroking, and I was unable to stop him or even indicate that I was about to cum. I exploded without making a sound or a movement. “Nice! Look at all that lube you just gave me. You must really want me to fuck that ass.” He grinned as he licked every drop of it up and held it in his mouth.

    Without a sound he hoisted me up and draped me over the table, running his fingers around the rim of my hole in anticipation. I felt the warm wetness of his mouth replace his hand and knew he was lubing me up with the cum and Saliva he had prepared. He slipped a finger in, then two. When I heard the sounds of his belt and zipper being undone, I knew it wouldn’t be long. It wasn’t. Immediately I heard him spit the rest of my cum out of his mouth and stroke his dick with it. “Oh yeah, I’ve wanted to give you this for so long,” and he let out a long, satisfied moan as he forced his way into my ass.

    When he came, he collapsed on top of me, leaving his dick inside for a long time. Finally, he said, “Now you’re mine, really mine. I’m gonna take that ass anytime I feel like it, you understand?” Of course, I couldn’t respond, so he pulled me off the table and threw me on my back on the mattress. He straddled me with his dick directly over my face and allowed the last drops of his cum to drip onto my cheek. “That ass is mine. I’m gonna fuck it as often as I like, and there’s nothing you can do about it.”

    Since then he had taken me regularly. I’m not sure how he did it. I was always in a different place when I blacked out. Sometimes I was alone, sometimes I was just getting out of work and surrounded by co-workers, sometimes I was in a public place like a store, and once I was even in a large crowd. Nothing in particular would happen, I would just go blank and the next thing I knew I couldn’t move, and he was either getting ready to fuck me or already inside. Each time I woke up in a different place. Once we were in a forest, another time we were in a strange car, and another we were in a public restroom with people walking around outside our stall. He seemed to like public spaces, but he always seemed to arrange it so that we would not be interrupted. The sessions always ended in the same way. He would place a handkerchief over my face, and I would black out, only to awaken in my own car with a purple ribbon tied around my exposed dick.

    The whole situation was both unsettling and intensely arousing. In reality I was liable to pop a boner at the mere thought of the mystery man and his control over me. Life seemed to go on as before, but since the abductions had started, I was much more easily aroused, and couldn’t go for more than a few minutes without thinking about having a dick in my ass.

    When I got home, Jason was waiting in the driveway. He had moved into the neighborhood a few years ago and we had struck up a friendship pretty quickly. “I thought you got out at three today?”

    “I did, but I…had to run some errands, sorry. Hope you haven’t been waiting long.”

    He smiled, “Not really. I sent you a couple of texts, but you didn’t respond, so I just came over. Hope you don’t mind.”

    “No, come on in. Want something to drink?” I opened the door as if nothing had happened and he followed me to the kitchen. “What would you like?”

    “That.” He looked down and to my horror I saw my hard dick hanging out of my open fly. I could have sworn I had tucked it in earlier.

    I blushed and apologized, moving to put it away, “How did that…?” He brushed my hands away from my dick and as he wrapped his fingers around it everything went black.

    I awoke a few minutes later, naked and seated on the sofa. “Are you ready?” The voice was so comforting. I just wanted to do whatever it commanded.

    “Yes.”

    “Good. Are you still under my control? What will you do?”

    “I will obey all your commands.

    He smiled, “And what will you remember?”

    “Only what you allow me to remember.”

    He looked out the window. A small sports car was pulling in. Looking at his watch he muttered, “Three fifteen, right on time.” Then turning to me “You will wait here for your next command. Do you understand?”

    “Yes.”

    He went out and greeted the stranger. He was short and rather round, and his thinning hair was a greasy grey. When they entered the house, the stranger gave Jason a large wad of cash. “Anything?” he asked.

    “As long as you don’t hurt him or leave any marks.” Jason brought him into the living room so he could see my naked body.

    The stranger took in a sharp breath. “He’s beautiful!”

    “I make sure he works out regularly. He thinks it’s his idea, but I’m the one who determines his routine. What did you have in mind?”

    The stranger blushed and looked down. “I’ve always had a fantasy about fucking someone in a dressing room…and…umm…”

    “And?” Jason waited for his response.

    “And…asphyxiation…I want to see the fear in his eyes when he thinks he’s going to die.”

    Jason hesitated for a moment. “No harm and no marks. He’s my bread and butter and I won’t let you hurt him.” After a moment he added, “Alright, but I need to be present, does that bother you?”

    The man smiled, “Not at all, I love being watched. You want to join in?”

    Jason shook his head, “No thanks, I just need to protect my investment.” Jason filled the man in on what to expect and gave me my commands. “You will wake up in a dressing room and you will see only the man in the suit. You will not see me, and you will not see the client. Do you understand?”

    “Yes.”

    “You will awaken when I snap my fingers.” He lifted his hand to snap his fingers, but the man stopped him.

    “Can I…I’d like to fuck him for a bit while he’s still unconscious. Is that ok?” Again, he seemed hesitant to admit his fetish out loud, but Jason had heard it all. This was not the first time someone had wanted to fuck me while I was in a trance.

    “Sure.” Jason commanded me to go to the study, where he had already set up a mattress on the floor and told me to lie down.

    The stranger had his way with me, as Jason planted his fantasy into my mind. I would not remember half of what he did, only what I was permitted to remember. Once the stranger was satisfied and had left, Jason altered my memory so that I would see the rag and think I was drugged. He also switched the order of events so I would think I was taken right after work and would only be arriving home now. He then ordered me to get dressed and meet him in the kitchen. Once I was there, he reinforced his command that every day after work I would arrive home with my dick hard and hanging out. And that when he touched it, I would return to this deep hypnotic state and be ready to do whatever he commanded. He had regular clients, at least three times a week, but I didn’t remember all of them. Sometimes he just wiped my memory and planted a false memory to take its place. When he first hypnotized me, I asked him to help me stick to my exercise routine, which he had done very successfully. I didn’t know he had planted other suggestions that day, which led to the current situation. I hadn’t known that he was attracted to me and would fulfill his own fantasies before realizing he could make money fulfilling the fantasies of others. he promised that one day he would allow me to remember everything. But for now, using me to fulfill the fantasies of lonely men who were willing to pay handsomely was just too lucrative to pass up. When he had me standing where I had been when he grabbed my dick, he snapped his fingers and replied, I’d like an iced tea please.


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  • Walmart Pickup

    My mother told me I could come home for two weeks at the end of the semester; she said my dad was away on business. You see, during spring break, I came out. Things didn’t go as planned. I was kicked out, and my funding was cut off. School was paid to the end of the year, but after that, I had no place to live and no future prospects. One year of college doesn’t make one employable. My campus job wouldn’t pay the bills, and student affairs told me that until I was out of my parent’s house for a year, I wouldn’t qualify for the grant that would pay 90% of my tuition, fees, and housing.

    So I took my mother up on her offer while I scoped things out, and that’s how I ended up in Walmart pickup station three. It was a warm evening, so I was surprised that the boy bringing the cart to the car had on a hoodie. His long hair was in his eyes and covered part of his face. His limp also surprised me. With all the heavy lifting he must have to do, it didn’t seem like the best fit.

    As he approached me, he called, “Carol Everett?”

    “Yeah,” I called back, “Picking up for my mom.”

    “There are no substitutions. Sign here, please.”

    That’s when I noticed his eyes. “Eric? Eric Brady?”

    He said nothing for several seconds. “Yeah, it’s me, Ryan.”

    “I didn’t know you were back.” I followed him to the trunk and helped him load the groceries. “What happened? You just disappeared one day, and no one knew where you were.”

    “You mean people noticed I was gone?” Eric answered. He pulled his hoodie forward.

    “Of course they noticed. I noticed.” I tried to emphasize the ‘I’ in that sentence. Eric was a senior when he disappeared. I was a junior. Our high school wasn’t that big, and we’d had several classes together. I tried to be subtle in my flirting, I didn’t want anyone to know how much I liked Eric. I guess I was too subtle. My fantasy was that he’d ask me to the prom. I knew he wouldn’t because it would have been like the villagers chasing Frankenstein’s monster to the old windmill. Only these villagers would have insisted on seeing our dead bodies.

    “That’s nice of you to say.” His tone was emotionless.

    We finished loading the car. “I want to get together with you. I don’t know, lunch, dinner, something.”

    “OK.” He stacked the blue crates.

    “What time do you get off?” I asked.

    “I’ve got about thirty minutes left, why?”

    “I’ll drop this off at my mom’s and come back for you, or I can meet you somewhere.”

    He turned and looked at me. The parking lot lights caught his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. How many nights had I pictured those eyes while I pleasured myself? How many times had they kept me from going home with the wrong man while I was at school? Were they the reason I was still a virgin?

    “So, you really want to get together?”

    “Pick you up in thirty,” I smiled.

    “I’ll be up in the front, by the grocery entrance.”

    “OK.” I watched as he walked off. That limp was pretty severe. I got in the car and drove off. I caught myself singing. I never sing in the car. I don’t really sing anywhere, not since high school choir.

    I hurried home, unloaded the car in record time, and got into my disaster of a car to drive back to Walmart. The Chevy Impala that I drove had great gas mileage, but my grandfather had trashed it as his work car. He didn’t take care of the interior at all, but he certainly took care of the engine. It purred when it ran, and I routinely got close to thirty miles per gallon with it. The car was given to me when my grandfather died. I hoped Eric wouldn’t be disgusted by it.

    He wasn’t standing in the front when I arrived, so I parked in a fairly close spot where I could watch the door. I was singing Ronnie Milsap’s ‘What a Difference You’ve Made in My Life’ when the words of the song caused a painful pang in my heart. I wondered if I was being silly by trying to connect with Eric. He had never shown me any interest. I’m sure we’ll talk a bit and find that we’ve nothing in common. I should be spending my time looking for a place to live and getting a job.

    I saw him hobble from the automatic exit doors. From a distance, his hair seemed really long as it stuck out from his hoodie. Remember, I said to myself. You’re not in high school, and he’s probably changed. Possibly a lot.

    I got out of my car and walked over to him. He saw me and began walking toward me. “You’re here,” he said.

    “In the flesh. Do you need to take your car home first?”

    “Don’t have one.”

    “Well, mine’s right there.” I pointed to the brown Impala.

    “The other car was your mom’s?”

    “Yeah. Disappointed?”

    “No. This is better. It would seem weird for you to drive such an expensive car when you’re just out of high school.”

    I opened the door, and he got in. I closed the door and went to the other side. I got in and started the car.

    I said, ‘Eric’ at the same time he said, ‘Ryan.’

    “Go ahead,” I told him.

    “I’ve been thinking since I saw you earlier, and I decided that I am going to be completely open about what happened to me.” He turned to face me. Even in the dimly lit car, I could see some of the Eric I knew from high school.

    “I appreciate that, Eric. I’m going to be completely honest with you as well. So, with that, my mother gave me forty dollars for food when I told her I was meeting a good friend from high school. Where would you like to go?”

    “You think of me as a good friend?”

    “Yeah.” It wasn’t a complete lie; I just wasn’t disclosing the entire truth. I’d tell him that part later.

    “Can we go to the chicken place? I’d love a couple of tenders.”

    I drove the few blocks to the restaurant named ‘The Chicken Place.’ There was a drive-thru, and I ordered a family box of tenders. Eric only wanted water, so I got water as well. I drove to a secluded part of the parking lot and handed him a disinfecting towelette. I used one myself. He hadn’t said anything since we drove away from Walmart, but I noticed how he seemed to fidget.

    “Are you afraid to tell me what happened?” I asked him.

    “Sort of. It’s not easy, and I’m worried that you’ll think less of me.”

    “You don’t need to worry.” I put my hand on his arm.

    I heard him take a deep breath. “The week before Spring Break, senior year, well, I guess it was my senior year. I got on Grindr. On Friday, I set up a meeting with a guy named Chad. He was your height and size, and he looked a little bit like you, and the next day I drove to near Pearland close to the Hobby airport. Chad was sitting in a truck in the parking lot and he suggested that we take a walk and talk.

    “I was really nervous. I was meeting him for sex. I knew that, but I wasn’t expecting what happened. Two of his buddies were hiding, and the three of them beat the shit out of me. They stabbed me fifty-seven times; they stomped on me and crushed my hip and my knee. If this guy named Steve hadn’t seen the guys trying to hide and called the police, they’d have killed me.”

    I was in shock. It’s difficult to believe that things like that happen. I began to cry. Eric, who was only looking to connect with someone who understood what he wanted, what he needed, had been so horribly traumatized. I didn’t know what to say. I was shaking my head in disbelief.

    “You know, neither my mother nor my father cried for me. My father told me that I had gone looking for trouble and had found it. His insurance paid for my recovery, but he made it clear that I wasn’t welcomed back home.”

    I continued to sob. “I’m so sorry.” My bottom lip had begun to quiver.

    “It took me a long time to get to this point. I was lucky that the police arrived so quickly and got me to the hospital. Sometimes, I wonder if it had been better if I hadn’t made it.”

    “No. No. Don’t say that. I’m so glad you’re here.”

    “Are you? No one’s said that to me, Ryan. No one, not ever.” Eric looked away from me.

    “Well, I’m glad you’re here. I wish I’d told you how I felt about you in high school.”

    “I always knew you looked up to me. You told me once you wished you could be more like me. But that was because I played baseball better than you did.”

    “That’s not all of it. I knew I was gay because of you. And I would fantasize that you would be my boyfriend, but I couldn’t tell you because of the way this town is. The way these people aren’t happy unless they’re making someone else miserable. If only I’d said something to you.”

    “This isn’t your fault, Ryan. Don’t think that for a minute.”

    I stared straight ahead into the darkness. “Do you see that?”

    “What?”

    “The black void of nothingness. That’s my future unless I do something to change it.”

    “Why’s that? No one else believes that. You’ve always had a lot of potential.”

    “I came out to my parents this spring. I’ve lost my college money. I lost a place to live in. I’m only there right now because my dad is out of town, and my mom feels guilty about the whole thing.” I turned to Eric. “Do you want to run away with me? Figure this out together?”

    “Maybe we should figure it out before we run away. Don’t you think, Ryan?”

    “Yeah. I’m going to lose my place to stay in a few days. Where are you staying? On some blankets in an old tool shed. My cousin is hiding me there. Her father doesn’t know that I am staying there.”

    “You should spend the night at my house. I sure we can sneak you in. You can get a shower and sleep on one of my twin beds. Maybe we can sleep in my car after that. We can go to South Texas when it gets colder.”

    “That’s an option. It’s actually nicer than the tool shed.”

    “Eric, I’ll be able to go back to school in a year on a homeless grant. Maybe you can, too. Do you still want to be a lawyer?”

    “You remember that?” I heard Eric laugh for the first time.

    “Hell, yes, I remember that. You wanted to be a contract lawyer working for the small business association helping people who were trying to start up a business.”

    “And you wanted to be a biology teacher, marine biology, at the university level.”

    “Yeah. Still do.”

    Eric held my hand. “Are we going to be like Hermie and Rudolph? Let’s be independent together?”

    “Right now, I want us to be dependent on each other. And, I’m not into bestiality, and I am into you.”

    “Ryan, you keep saying the nicest things to me.”

    I started the car. “Do you work tomorrow?”

    “No. I only work three days a week and for six hours each time.”

    “I’m going to need a job. Do you want to pick up anything for your housing unit?”

    “Not if you’ll loan me a t-shirt and some gym shorts.”

    “Of course I will.”

    We drove to my parents’ home in silence. I parked in my usual place. The house was dark. “My room is in the basement.” We stopped at the door, and I opened it very slowly. Listening, I heard no sounds, and I turned to whisper that the stairs down were straight ahead. Eric still wore his hoodie, and he had his fingers to his lips. I gently pulled his finger away and brushed my lips against his. I could tell that he smiled in response.

    We made it down to my room without drawing any attention. I locked the door behind me and clicked on the lights. My packed suitcase sat on a chair with my passport on the top.

    Eric pointed to the passport. “Looks like you’re planning to go somewhere.”

    “I think I am,” I said. “I just reconnected with a wonderful man, and we are about to embark on a trip into our futures.” I took another look into those blue eyes. Eric’s hand moved up to my face, and he touched my cheek with the back of his hand. His face seemed sad. “What is it, Eric?”

    “I just thought about the time we’ve lost because I didn’t have the balls to say something to you.”

    “You know what? I’m thinking about the time we’ve got ahead of us because you agreed to meet me after work. I want to take a shower; do you want to join me?”

    “I’m afraid you won’t like what you see.”

    “You’ve been afraid in the past to let me know things, and I’m here with you.”

    “I was afraid to tell you how I felt, and now you know. You’re with me now. I pledge to you now that I won’t ever be afraid to tell you or show you anything.”

    I could see him start to tremble.

    “Are you wearing your hair like this to cover a scar?”

    He nodded. His eyes filled with tears.

    “You are still the Eric I fell in love with in high school. I can tell.”

    He continued to tremble.

    “Strong. Gentle. Caring. And those beautiful eyes. So fucking sexy.”

    His hands moved to his hoodie; they were still trembling. He slid the hood from his head. His hair reached below his shoulders and disappeared underneath the rest of the jacket. He looked up at me.

    I reached forward and pushed the hair from his eyes and back toward the top of his head. A double scar ran across his forehead. One ran down toward his cheek.

    “It’s Frankenstein’s monster, isn’t it?”

    “No. It’s just a white-colored line. There are two on your forehead; one is lighter than the other. I can see one that goes toward your cheek.”

    Eric stepped back and violently pulled the jacket over his head. His t-shirt came with it. He bent over and pulled his pants off; he had kicked off his shoes earlier. He stood naked before me. The scar that ran next to his cheek was short dashes, as though made with several stabs. I touched it with my fingers and pushed his hair back behind his ear.

    His neck, chest, and abs told the story of a violently brutal attack of numerous stabs and slashes. He still had the athletic, muscular look of several years before. I still found him attractive. “Despite the horrors that they heaped on you, Eric, your body still excites me.”

    “And this?” he said angrily as he turned around.

    I began to sob at the sight of his back. They had hacked and sliced and stabbed him. “Oh, baby, those bastards; how could they? I want to hurt them for how they hurt you.”

    Anger and emotion seemed to drain away from Eric. “My back is hideous, isn’t it.”

    “Yes.” I wasn’t sure what else to say.

    “But when you look at my face and front…”

    “I see Eric from high school, except this one needs a haircut.”

    Eric smiled at me, and I knew that this was our moment. I slid out of my clothing.

    “Are you going to show me your scars now?”

    “No, I said as I stepped out of my pants. I noticed that he started to get hard. “There’s only been one person that I’ve wanted to be with. His face would pop up in my mind any time someone hit on me in college.” I wrapped my fingers around his dick, pulled him to me, and kissed him. I felt his cock swell in my hand. “You’ll be my first,” I told him.

    “I’ve never done this.”

    “Eric, you’re a natural with a bat. I’ve told you. You’re handsome, athletic, built, sexy.” I led him to my bed by using his dick as a leash. I got on my back. I let go of his cock and used saliva to lube my ass. Eric lubed his cock with his spit. I grabbed my ass cheeks and pulled them apart. “Fuck me, Eric.”

    With his knees next to my butt, Eric pushed the head of his dick into me. A sharp jab was followed by a sense of dizziness.

    “All the way Eric.” He pushed in. More dizziness and a sensation that made it difficult for me to focus. He pulled out and pushed in. I had always heard that the first time would hurt like hell, but I had a sense of floating. I also wanted to grab my dick and jerk it, but Eric kept pushing my hand away.

    “I need to jerk it.”

    “No Ryan, I’m the only one who can touch it.”

    “Jack it for me, then.”

    But he only started to fuck me even faster. All of a sudden, my dick tensed and I shot a load that landed everywhere. Eric began to bang me so hard that I heard his balls slap against my ass. Then he was trying to push himself farther inside me. The awesome feeling continued, and when I looked at him, I could tell he was coming inside me. He stopped moving; his cock was as far in me as it could go. He looked down at me. I stared back at him. His hair covered part of his face. Our breathing slowed.

    Finally, he said, “That was great. Probably the best sex I’ve ever had.”

    “Yeah? Well, you still need a hair-cut.”

    We burst out laughing.

    A pounding on my door caused us to instantly stop. “What the fuck is going on in there?” It was my father’s voice.


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  • Sex in a park

    – Pull up 

    This was the text that started it all. I didn’t even know what this dude looked like or his name for that matter, but I was very horny and being trapped in my mother’s house because of a worldwide pandemic was starting to take its toll so of course I said. 

    -What’s the address 

    He sent the address and it was in a twenty minute drive but in another state. That didn’t stop me though, so there I was 11o’clock  at night on my way to get some dick. The whole time I’m thinking how it better be good or I was going to be mad, all of this built up sexual energy just to receive bad sex. 

    I pulled up to the spot and saw that it was park, I texted the guy, who to this day I still don’t know his name, on the famous gay dating app known as Jack’d and told him that I was here. He said that he would be there in a minute so I waited impatiently for him to come. Once he finally got there I was a little pissed off and wasn’t scared to make it verbal. Most of the time when I tell a guy off they apologize and try to make things right but this guy, he didn’t care he said if I was going to sit there and complain then he was going to go home and deep down I didn’t want that so I quickly apologized and shut my mouth. That’s when I knew when he was different. I looked at him up and down and I couldn’t really see his face because he was wearing a mask, not because of coronavirus but because he was DL. But what little I could see reminded me of offset from the migos minus the dreads. But enough off all of that let’s get to the good part.

    We are walking around the park in the middle of the night when he pulls out a blunt and lights it up. We are sitting on the swings smoking when all of a sudden he pulls out this big thick dick that I could only see because of the park lights, and says you ready? I quickly fell to my knees and took his dick into my mouth. It was hard, and wet. It tasted like salt, expensive weed, and a thick slab of cooked meat. His dick tasted so good and it slid down my throat so smoothly.

    My mouth was watering as I took all of what seemed 10 inches of dick down my throat. He was moaning above me calling on God, telling me not to stop. He grabbed my head and pushed me even further down on his dick. I was tasting his pubic hair and I was loving it. He told me to get up and we moved to a more secluded part of the park with picnic tables. 

    We get there and he tells me to pull my pants down and I do. I start jerking my 9 inch dick while being on my knees taking his back into my mouth. His hands went to my ass smacking it, him loving the jiggly feeling it gave every time his hands hit and me loving the hard spanking that I was getting every time his hands hit my behind. I was in love with his dick, I was slurping all over it with so much spit, and precum in my mouth that it was coming out all over the sides of my face.

    He kept saying that I was going to make him cum but he didn’t want to cum yet but it was like I was addicted to the taste of his dick and it’s juices so I couldn’t stop. He pulled my face off of his dick and told me to stand up. I did as he asked and he grabbed my leaking dick and jerked it next to his. Feeling his big wet dick touching mine sent waves of pleasure up my body. He jerked both of our dicks off at the same time as I was thrusting in his hand. He told me he wanted me to cum on his dick and I said okay. I jerked myself off till I cam right on his dick. Seeing the big ropes of white cum coating his black dick turned me on even more. He wanted to jerk his dick off after that but I fell to my knees and took his dick back into my mouth, deepthroating it and tasting my cum all over his dick. He said that that shit was hot and that he was getting ready to cum and that’s when I took my hands and rubbed them up his body while bobbing my head up and down on his dick. He shot his cum down my throat  while holding my head on his dick. He filled my mouth full of cum, so much that it was coming out of my mouth, dripping down my chin and I had tears coming out of my eyes. 


    I saw him a couple more times in between the months of March and April of this year and every time was better than the last. Maybe I’ll share those stories too.

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  • Testing, Testing… 1 2 3

    Solving the Puzzle

    It was Cam calling Matty queer that triggered it, Eddie suddenly realized something. “Queer. Gay,” he said aloud.

    Matty was astonished, “Not you too!”

    “No, no. You know I’m good, I don’t hate anyone, but I just realized something.”

    Cam was still seething, “What?”

    “The thing, or pad, or voice, or whatever, identified you as straight and me as bi-sexual, but it said Matty was a cock-sucker, not gay. Matty, why is that?”

    “You think he’s one of them? Sent in here to test us?” Cam asked a little spooked.

    “No. I’m just asking a simple question, don’t get all Twilight-Zone on me, okay?” Eddie turned to Matty, “Matty?”

    Matty, paced and was open, but cautious in his voice, “Well, I guess that is a better way to describe me. I suck a LOT of cock, I LOVE the taste of sperm and I CRAVE di…”

    Cam grimaced, “Eeeewwww!”

    “Oh please! I’m sure you cum in your girlfriend’s mouth!”

    “That’s different!”

    Eddie added, “It’s not, really. Anyway. Back to Matty.”

    “Yes?”

    “I need to ask this, so please don’t be offended, are you a top or a bottom?”

    Matty didn’t answer. Cam prompted him, “Well? You like to pack the fudge or get it packed, …fag?”

    Eddie tried to correct him, “That’s not very accurate …or nice.”

    Cam was getting tired of people correcting him, “Does it fucking matter? He knows what the fuck I mean, doesn’t he? Now lay off me, before I fucking lose it.”

    “I’m not really either – a top or a bottom. I have been fucked and I’ve fucked, but I don’t really like either one. My dick gets soft doing those things. I’m just a cock-sucker and that’s why the machine, or whatever, must have said that, instead of gay.”

    Eddie was sure, “Ok, that helps to narrow it down, then. This is about blow-jobs.”

    “But I already blew you.”

    “I know. But I’m guessing, that you have to blow…” he turned slowly toward Cameron.

    Cam realized what he was saying. “No fucking way. I am not letting any guy suck on my dick.”

    “It’s just a blow-job, dude, it’s harmless. Close your eyes and you won’t even know.”

    “I’d expect that kind of shit from the fag, here, but not from you. And trust me I would know.”

    “Well, at any rate, we should ask. I just have to word this correctly…” he took a moment to compose it in his head, “If Matty sucks Cameron’s dick, makes him cum, and swallows, will you set us all free?”

    The three males intently watched the light panels. The moment was palpable and thick and seemed very long to all of them. Then green light lit up and went out.

    Eddie raised a hand in triumph, “There! Simple. I figured it out! All we have to do is get your mouth on his dick and we’re all home free. Easy.”

    Cam, “Not so fast, Eddie. What if I don’t want this faggots mouth anywhere near my dick? What then, huh?”

    “Then I guess were all gonna fucking DIE in here for the of lack of water in about three days, or we stay here until you give in, fucking man up and do the deed and we can all leave.”

    Tension and Release

    Cam raised a fist and almost hit Eddie in the face, but he stopped, just short, and held off. After and intense moment between the two, he lowered his fist and left Eddie standing there. Cam faced a wall, took in a long breath and was slightly beaten and lost. “So, I gotta get off in the fags mouth, huh?” He turned around, “Can I just jack off into his mouth?”

    The red light lit up and then went out, “Damn!”

    Eddie said, “It was worth a shot.”

    “Yeah, I know. But it would seem they want to test me by getting an actual blow-job from a…”

    Matty finished it for him with some pride, “Fag?”

    “Yeah. Only, I don’t think I can do it.”

    “Awh, buck up there, dude, I’m sure a young strong guy like you can do it.”

    “Don’t start with me, Eddie. What I’m saying here, is this. I don’t even think I can get a hard-on with a guy. You gotta be into it, ya know? Even he said that he doesn’t like to fuck, makes his dick soft. I don’t even know if I can get wood with a dude, and trust me, that would make sucking me off damn near impossible.”

    “Give Matty a chance. You might be surprised. He’s very talented.”

    Matty was proud, “Thank you.”

    Cam looked at Matty who grinned. Cam then flung up his arms and spun around, “Wow, I can’t believe I’m actually fucking considering this! An hour ago I was one hundred percent, all-American, football playing, heterosexual, no questions asked, now… fuck. Now, God knows what I am. Sick. That’s for sure.”

    Eddie carefully put a hand on his shoulder, “It’s just a blow-job, dude. What are you so afraid of?”

    Eddie looked into Cams eyes and didn’t get it, but Matty did. He spoke up, “I know.”

    They both asked him, “You do?”

    “Yeah, it’s easy. I suck off a ton of straight guys, right? I love suckin’em.”

    Cam was genuinely surprised, “You do?”

    “Yeah, straight guys are my favorite! And I have learned to understand them and how they work. I had to, to make it happen or I wouldn’t get any dick to suck or sweet, straight-sperm to swallow. It’s like this, they are nervous and scared that first time and I know why.”

    “Why?”

    “Well, I suspect that most guys, not all, of course, but most are afraid of just one thing.”

    Cam could stand it no longer and yelled, “Then for fuckssakes tell us why that is you useless faggot!”

    “Fine! They’re afraid they might like it! And then what would that make them? Gay? Bi? Bendable? Not straight? What? That’s what they fear the most. Their own label for themselves wouldn’t fit any more and that is what they fear the most. Not knowing who they are or what their roll in their society becomes.”

    There was no more talking after that for a long time. They all sat on the floor while hours passed in silence. Everyone needed to absorb what was going on and what had been said and how they all felt about one another and their odd situation.

    A few hours is a long time to sit quietly in a small room and do nothing. Eddie and Matty were not going to press Cam any further however, as they both knew that he had to come to his own decision about what he wanted to do (…or not) and until he did, there wasn’t much more to say or do.

    They were all getting thirsty and Eddie was famished having missed his dinner-date with his girl-friend. Cam was also hungry, as he usually ate after practice, but he had been denied that opportunity.

    They all just sat or laid on the floor and let time pass. Each of them came to accept that, in this case, Matty was probably right. He was at least correct, in that, Cam WAS afraid he might like it and if he did, then what would that make him? It could shatter all the beliefs he held about being a guy and about himself and who he was. It would go against his upbringing and change his views on life and sex. It’s not easy, or even possible for some men, to go through that much change in their thinking.

    The question was, could Cameron do it?

    Eventually Cam stood up and said out loud, “Fine, okay, lets do this. But I need to be sure here, If I let the fag blow me, and I, uh, shoot in his mouth and he… swallows it? Will you, uh, let us all go?”

    The green light quickly lit up and went out.

    “Okay. As long as we’re all clear.”

    “And I guess I get to watch,” Eddie said eagerly rubbing his hands together.

    Eddie’s appearance then faded and he was gone from the cell. 

    Matty quickly asked, “Did you send him home?” The green light lit up. “Okay. And he’s unharmed?” The green light lit up again.

    Eddie had missed his date with Debbie, but they made up and he eventually had his fourth date with her (and his famous sauce). She was impressed with his cooking and his natural charm and they continued to date. He also continued to get casual, tonsil-pasting, head from his downstairs neighbor, though, at times, he wished it was Matty’s mouth sucking his dick, instead.

    One Simple Rule

    Cam said, “Well, that might make this a little easier for me, if I have to do this, I don’t need a fucking audience.”

    “You don’t.”

    “I don’t what?”

    “You don’t have to do this.”

    “But we all agreed, and the thing told us and…”

    “Hey, I have one rule. I never force anyone to do anything. That is rape. It may surprise you to hear something so strong from a… fag, but I’d rather die in here than rape a person. It’s your dick and you get to decide where it goes.”

    Cam read him and understood that he was real and serious. “So, um, what do we do then? I don’t want to die in here either, but I am starving, and thirsty and eager to get the fuck out of here.”

    Matty was dead serious, “You can force ME…, but I wont force you.”

    This was a long and somewhat tender moment between two males. Cam answered him, “Uh… I can’t force you. I’m not a rapist, either.”

    “So then… if we do this, it will be consensual?”

    “Yeah, dude. It will be consensual. No, not consensual, well yes, consensual, but I mean… how about friendly? Right? Friendly?”

    Matty raised an eyebrow, “Are we friends, Cam?”

    Cam was a team player, and a very responsible, gentle giant at heart remember? He realized that Matty was no threat to him (or his manhood) and that if he had to do this with someone then doing it with Matty would be his best option. “Yeah… Matty.” Cam had not called him fag. It was a tiny breakthrough and they both smiled, Cam added, “We are friends.”

    Now that everyone was agreed things suddenly seemed awkward. As if they knew WHAT they had to do, but just couldn’t do it. “Fuck it,” Cam said dropping his pants and underwear. He never wore a cup and his soft dick was now visible to Matty; it was four inches…soft. “Please don’t touch my ass.”

    “I won’t. It’s just a blow-job.”

    “Thanks. I’m gonna trust you on that.”

    Matty looked Cam in his nervous eyes, “I promise, as your friend.” He knelt.

    “Okay, go on then. Sorry if I’m a little … down there, I got zapped right after practice and didn’t get to shower.”

    “Cam, you know I like the man-scent. I don’t mind it at all. I like it. It’s you.”

    “Great, I’m gonna close my eyes and flip into a fantasy, …with lots and lots of girls, …let’s not talk too much, okay?”

    “Okay.”

    Cam had a full pubic bush that was thick, but blond, making it appear less. Matty began slowly and carefully with Cams unexcited, circumcised dick, he gave it a kiss and inhaled the strong and very pleasing smell of his jock-crotch. It helped to relax both of them.

    For a moment Matty was about to reach up under Cams jersey and play with his nipples, but he quickly stopped himself as he didn’t want to spook Cam. He took a single chance in licking under his sack and into the damp crevice between his leg and crotch and Cam didn’t seem to notice or mind. Matty returned to kissing the soft wonderful pecker before him until he was slurping, and then finally, actually sucking on it. Mattys throat opened for what going to be a long dick as it continued to grow and get solid between his lips. Matty never had a problem with his gag reflex and was able to deep throat within his first few months of sucking cock.

    Cameron had had many blow-jobs but this one was truly turning out to be more than any of those had ever been.

    The way Matty approached Cam’s dick was with a kind of awe and a very deliberate intent. He seemed to want to savor it that cock and he did not want to rush the moment. At the same time he was never sloppy or loose fisted or limp mouthed. Matty knew how to handle a guys dick, you didn’t crank down on it too hard, but you also didn’t pussy-foot about with it, either. There is nothing worse or more frustrating than a lame blow-job that is so soft and timid that the guy can barely feel it.

    When his fully erect eight inches disappeared into Matty’s hungry mouth and deep throat Cam found a new kind of heaven in an instant. Oh it felt so good! Cam didn’t realize what his hands were doing and Matty soon felt those large hands in his hair and on his head.

    As the big guy focused on his fantasy, and the amazing feeling of his dick moving in and out of Matty’s mouth (and throat), Matty started to really suck him. He licked and lipped and kissed and sucked hard and gave Cameron the best bee-jay he knew how to. He could taste some pre-cum and that was a good sign.

    “Yeah,” Cameron said, “This is working, I could get off from this.” Matty had his mouth full and couldn’t reply. “I gotta warn ya, though, dude, I haven’t cum in a few days.”

    Matty stopped and unplugged the delicious, eight inch, wet dick from his mouth, “What?”

    “Yeah, I lied, bro. I don’t have a girlfriend and I haven’t jacked off in like five days.”

    “Mmm. I can’t wait to taste it,” he said, before cramming that wet dick back in.

    “Yeah, I really think, you’re gonna get it. You definitely do give one mean blow-job.”

    The short conversation had made Cams dick semi-soft. Matty’s warm and silky mouth corrected that problem nice and quickly. It was Matty that took both Cams hands and placed them firmly on his skull to invite him to fuck him in the mouth. He then went down hard and pulled on Cams ass to feed himself that awesome, stinky, jock-dick deep down his throat.

    Cam asked hopefully, “Oh man, yeah! Can I really fuck your mouth?”

    “Mmm-hmm,” Matty hummed.

    Cam was jubilant and triumphant, “Fuck yeah! That’s all I need to know. I can totally do this!”

    Cam thrust his dick in and out, imaging it was a hot, drippy, tight little, snatch, while holding onto Matty’s head and force-feeding him his hard dick. Feeling the back of Matty’s velvet throat was totally doing the trick and was getting Cam closer and closer to popping a huge mother-fucking wad. “Yeah, man, yeah, dude, it’s coming now, don’t stop. Please don’t stop! Oh God, oh – fucking – God…”

    WHAM! HOLD STILL! CUM! CUM! CUM! CUM! SWALLOW SOME! CUM! CUM! MORE CUM!

    Cameron’s five day load began to spit, pulse, bust and squirt out of his dick while Matty’s mouth was on it to get pasted and filled. Matty started swallowing the mouthfuls of fresh jizz jetting out of Cams cock eager for more and more. Cam’s balls flexed and shot more sperm into Matty and the moment was wickedly fucking intense and seriously heated for both men. The orgasm lasted for seventeen seconds and Matty swallowed three fucking times.

    Cam was panting slightly as his paced slowed and his orgasm ended. Matty slurped off the dick and held it before him and cleaned the tip with his tongue. “Dee-licious.”

    “Phew, Daaammmn! That was some wad, huh?” Cam packaged up his now deflated dick.

    Matty stood up and wiped his mouth on his sleeve. “It was and it was some of the best tasting, straight-boy, jizz I’ve ever had.”

    “Am I still straight after that?”

    “It’s almost cute that you are still bothered by labels. Let me ask you, my new friend, did you enjoy the blow-job?”

    “Honestly? Yes! But, who wouldn’t? You are one totally amazing, all-pro, cock-sucker!”

    “Thank you. Of course you are still straight.”

    “How can you be so sure?”

    “Did me sucking you want to make you go out and plant your tongue in a guys mouth? Are you now fantasizing about naked men?”

    “No.”

    “Then you’re still straight, trust me, I suck off straight men all the time. I like them because they are straight men. I know that after I suck them off that they go home to have sex with their ladies. I’m glad they do. Getting head from a guy doesn’t make you gay, Cam. Kissing a guy? Falling in love with a guy? Eh, yeah that is when you might be gay. A simple bee-jay won’t make you anything, but fully satisfied, if the sucker is doing his job correctly.”

    “I guess that I never thought about it like that.”

    “Well, you should, my friend.”

    “Hey, I’m still straight! Whoo hoo!”

    “He shoots! And I score… his load!” They both chuckled before Matty got serious, “Cam?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Quickly! Take this,” he pushed a piece of paper into Cams hand.

    They both disappeared from the strange alien-controlled, cell and back to their lives on good ole planet Earth.

    Matty was back at this desk and he saw the chat window and the “BRB” and typed in, “I’m back, sorry it took so long.” YoungGreenEyes18 typed, “I really need a bj!” Matty started to type, “I bet, hey, when can we m…”

    When Cam arrived back in the locker room it was late and everyone had gone and the lights were out. He walked to the switches and turned them on and looked at the paper in his hand. It was a phone number and an address.

    Friends Reunited

    Somewhere outside West Texas

    Some months after the school-year had ended, a week before Cams nineteenth birthday, Cams blue Chevy Camaro rounded a corner in a normal suburban street in a normal town. He located the mailbox for 1010. It was a split-level ranch-house whose garage door was already open. Cam parked in the driveway and went for the open garage door, “Hello?” he called. No on appeared, so he left the garage and walked to the front door. He nervously pressed the doorbell and it was Matty that opened it with a smile. “Hello, my friend.”

    “Hi, Matty.”

    “Come inside, please.”

    “Thank you.”

    Matty let him in and closed the door behind him. He lead Cameron to a sofa and he sat while Cam took a chair next to him. Cameron was dressed casually and Matty commented, “You smell good.”

    “Thank you. I put cologne on just for you.”

    “Awh, thanks!”

    “I know you like the man-smells.”

    “You didn’t spray it on your dick, didjoo?”

    “Nope. I’m all natural down there. It may be a little smelly from the drive over here in this heat, though.”

    A warm breeze lifted the curtains in the living room where they were and they could both hear the rustle of the birch trees and the tweeting of the birds outside.

    “Hey, so… have you heard from Eddie?”

    “Nope, I never asked him where he was from, did you ask him, or know?”

    “Nope, and I don’t have a clue.”

    “I’d love to know because I’d totally suck his dick again. His cum tasted really good. Not that yours didn’t. Maybe, if he lives in Texas or nearby, I’ll run into him again somewhere sometime.”

    “We’re never gonna know what happened to us or why, right?”

    “So it would seem I mean, it’s been months, and for me, nothing strange has happened. You?”

    “No. Nothing strange. My life is fully back to normal.”

    “Mine too.”

    The limp and somewhat forced, conversation wasn’t making things any less awkward. Cam ran his hands down his jeans, “So…yeah.”

    “Yeah, Cam… I just have one question.”

    “Ask away.”

    Matty asked the boy very seriously, “Are you sure?”

    He could tell there was a slight nervousness about Cam, he’d felt that with so many other guys before, but there was no uncertainty from him.

    “Yeah, I’m sure. I am very sure I wanna do this with you.” The two males eyed one another a moment while reading each other. Matty stood up, pushed his coffee table out of the way and then knelt down on the floor between Cams feet. Cameron asked, “Is it always just this casual with you and your, um, straight guys?”

    Matty started to remove Cam’s belt, “Yes, it’s just this casual. They come when they need me and we don’t waste time.” With his belt off, Matty undid the button on Cams jeans.

    “I haven’t jacked off in days. I saved it all for this weekend.”

    Matty got the zipper down, “Well, aren’tchoo a sweet boy! Are you really gonna stay with me all weekend? Two whole days with a – a gay?”

    Cam laughed, but was serious, “I am. I want to really explore this side of myself …and, heck yeah, I want lots and lots of your blow-jobs, too.”

    “I’m happy to oblige.”

    Matty was about to release Cams snake from his underpants, “Matty, wait.”

    “Yes?”

    “Are we friends?”

    “Of course we are. With all we’ve been through we are friends for life. You are welcome in my home anytime. To stay as long as you want and get as much head as you want.”

    “Can I call you… fag? …Sometimes, not all the time.”

    “I’d like it if you did… but sometimes, not all the time.”

    “Can I … fuck your mouth, again?”

    “Well, I don’t want that all the time either, but yes, you are welcome to go for it now and then. If it makes you shoot, I’m usually gonna say yes, to whatever it is.”

    Matty got Cameron’s aromatic and sweaty boy-meat out and promptly stuffed it in his mouth. Cameron hugged Matteo’s face down into his lap and enjoyed that warm hot mouth for a good few seconds before releasing him. A moment more and he was fully hard and ready to go.

    Matty kept sucking the boys dick as he activated a remote control to a TV and DVD combo that had a cute bunch of smoking-hot lesbians having sex on it. Cam watched intently and when he was ready to cum he panted and gasped a little but then casually filled the mouth of the man that was sucking on his dick. A friendly faggot that wanted his straight-boy load. Cameron admitted to himself that it felt good (and right) delivering that load to his good friend, Matteo’s, hungry mouth.

    Cam stayed for the weekend and got one blow-job after another all that time. Each one was slightly different as Cam wanted to fully explore himself and head from guys and he was open to being fully naked with Matty to that end. Cam let Matty try things on him to see what he really liked. He liked standing up, holding Matty’s head in both hands and face-fucking his mouth and throat until he pasted one off, and Matty let him do it as many times as he wanted to. He liked being licked between his butt cheeks, gently of course, and laying back, legs open while Matty worked all of his super, oral tricks on not just his dick, but all over his crotch, his sack, even his abs and nipples. Cam let Matty lick (and suckle on and sniff) parts of his smoking-hot, bod that no girl was ever even interested in like his pits and feet. Cam realized that he enjoyed the kind of whole body worship that Matty enjoyed giving.

    It was consensual, casual and very friendly and the best way for two males, one straight and one pure cock-sucker, to spend time together and to have fun.

    THE END


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