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  • Discovering Japanese Tail

    “Are you enjoying yourself so far?”

    “Fuck no. I’m jittery as hell,” I answered Tom, who was leaning into me with a tray of something I couldn’t identify and wasn’t sure even was cooked. All of this foreign crap was just too much for me. I was out of place and I’m afraid I had just fucked up. “There are Japs to the left of me and Japs to the right, and they all came in their robes.”

    Thomas laughed. “I’m pretty sure you aren’t supposed to be referring to them as Japs anymore. I think they’re interesting, Jack. Like that young one over there. He’s been looking at you and giving a little shy smile since they got here. Dipping his head. You know what dipping his head means, don’t you, Jack?”

    “Yes, I know what it means—at least I know what is means here and in our circles. I’m not so sure what it means in Tokyo. I’m not interested. He’s different and Japanese. Just too different in a robe like that. I think I’d laugh through it all. It would be like unwrapping a Christmas present. And too young anyway. But, what? You’re jealous?”

    “No, should I be?” Thomas answered. The way he said it told Jack that he was, in fact, a little concerned.

    “I didn’t ask to be here,” I said. “Frank wanted me to be here because he’s trying to sell us to the Japs—excuse me, Japanese—he’s entertaining. But it backfired that he made me come. That one he had me talk to—Hayashi something or other—wanted to talk theory, and I just make the glass, I don’t pray to it. I came across as a country bumpkin.”

    “No, you didn’t mess that up,” Tom countered. “He was very attentive to you. You came across as someone who knew exactly how to get it done. He’s got a hotel to put back together, not a theory to run after. If anything, I think you helped show that what Frank has to offer is grounded, not just pie in the sky. And you know how too many critics see Frank’s designs—as pie in the sky.”

    “Are you trying to make me?” I asked with a smile, “what with the flattery and all.”

    “I’m always trying that, Jack. You know you only have to look my way.”

    “Are you stuck serving the crap on this tray all evening?”

    “I can get away for a while, if you want me to.”

    * * * *

    “We’re being watched.”

    I turned Tom a bit to where I could see up the dimly lit corridor leading from the drafting studio at Taliesin back to the main house, where Frank Lloyd Wright was entertaining Aisaku Hayashi, manager of the Imperial Hotel in Tokyo; his wife; and Japanese architect Tori Yoshitake. It was unseasonably warm that February of 1916 and it was the first entertaining Frank was doing at his reconstructed complex in southern Wisconsin, near Madison, since the fire there two years earlier during which his mistress, Mamah Borthwick, and her children had been murdered by a disgruntled employee, who then burned the main house down. Frank said he had to entertain the Japanese because he’d been trying to get the commission to renovate and add to Tokyo’s premier Imperial Hotel since 1911.

    I’d been among those Frank said had to come to the party, not because I was presentable in fancy society, which I wasn’t, but because I was his chief stained-glass artist, and Frank wanted the key artisans who would be working on the Tokyo project to be there to convince the Japanese to hire us. Frank was nearly out of money—he always was nearly out of money—and said he needed this job. I wasn’t one of his pansy artists—I thought of myself more as the guy who made reality out of someone else’s design. I’d come to the stained-glass specialty the rough way—as a welder and glass blower—but Frank and his assistants did the designs themselves, so I only had to do the hot-lead part of the work. I could design as well, but I wasn’t up to Frank’s standards on that.

    What I did design and render in glass beyond what Frank paid me to was glass dildos. I made special ones and was known for doing so. It helped me in getting the men I wanted. Of course, Frank and his designers didn’t have an inkling that I made those.

    Frank had said to be nice to the visitors. I’d been more interested in being nice to Thomas Aikens, one of the new brick-layer hires, who was serving refreshments at the party.

    There was a young Japanese guy among the visitors I’d been exchanging looks with. I don’t know why I kept looking at him. I’d told Tom I wasn’t interested in the young Jap, but that was a lie. I was attracted to him despite not wanting to be. I told myself I wasn’t attracted to the Japanese visitors at all; that they put me off. They were too foreign, too different looking, too stiff. Just too different. I was just a regular guy. An American. I wasn’t all that interested in Frank’s Japanese project. But I needed the job and I needed to be working on Frank’s designs. I couldn’t get that feeling of being part of something important and long-lasting from anyone but Frank.

    But as much as I was put off by the Japanese visitors, I kept looking back at that young one and wondering. Maybe if he didn’t give those signals of submission and I wasn’t so horny tonight. But I was on shaky ground here—were those really signals of interest for a Jap? I had no trouble figuring out interest from my own kind. I didn’t need this shit.

    I usually kept my business away from the main house and stuck with guys closer to my age. Thomas was twenty-six to my thirty-one, but the Japanese guy couldn’t be more than twenty-two. I didn’t need this confusing shit. But he looked so exotic and sexy in that kimono or whatever Japanese robe he was wearing—all of the Japanese visitors had come dressed that way—that I was turned on. That didn’t set well with me, though. I didn’t have any interest in anything exotic like a young Japanese guy in a robe—or so I told myself.

    At the same time, though, I was thinking about unwrapping the guy’s robe. I needed to stop thinking of what he was like under that robe—what he wore under the robe and how easy it would be to take off. Would his body be small and slender, as berry-brown as he appeared to be, exotic? Would his cock be small or long? Would he sigh for me when I fingered his hole? Would his hole take me? Would he screech in some guttural language or moan as I fucked him?

    I had plenty of guys around me who were just rough workmen, like me, and could take a good fuck. I didn’t need to go chasing any different tail. He probably wasn’t even intentionally signaling to me.

    His name was Yukio Takamoto and he apparently was some royal Japanese something or other and had spent the fall studying architecture at the University of Wisconsin in nearby Madison. Hayashi had brought him along to meet Frank because Takamoto could help in getting the royals to support the hotel redesign. But he’d done as much looking at me as I’d done at him, and, unless signals were different in Japan from here, I could tell that he wanted it—and from me. I wasn’t all that sure that that was what Frank meant about being nice to the visitors, though. And who the hell knew if signals were the same on both sides of the ocean? Maybe the signaling was flip-flopped over on the wrong side of the world.

    He was the one Tom said was watching us from down the hall, where the corridor to the drafting studio connected with the now-reconstructed main house. He was standing in the light from the house in his Japanese robe—blue silk with golden-beaked white herons on it—looking sexy, and watching me almost fucking Tom—intending to fuck Tom. And Tom was moaning for it.

    I had Tom backed up to one of the brick columns running down the corridor to the drafting studio. He had a hand palming my basket, feeling up my hard-on, and I had one hand cupping his chin to hold him in place while we kissed, with the other hand stuffed down the back of his pants—a finger inside him. He was moaning and I was about to put him on my cock. But he tensed up when the Japanese guy showed up to watch us.

    “Maybe later,” I said, as I dropped the hand cupping Tom’s chin and withdrew the finger from his ass. “I’ll stay around until you guys have got the kitchen cleaned up and we can go over to my cottage if you want.”

    “I want, and perhaps you can show me one of your glass toys I’d been hearing about” Tom said, as he straightened up what he was wearing and padded back to the house, giving Takamoto a lingering look, not all that friendly, as he reached and passed him and disappeared into the main house, where someone was playing the piano and there was a tittering of conversation. I had planned on introducing him to one of my glass dildos there in the hallway; I had one in my pocket—not long, but thick. But that would have to wait now.

    The young Japanese man stood his ground while I slowly walked back toward the main house. I really didn’t want to go back into the party. I was out of my element there. These weren’t my class of people. I was a horse of a skilled laborer, not one of Frank’s pansy artists. I knew my job but I didn’t know how to discuss the art of it with anyone, let alone some Japanese people.

    I paused by Takamoto as I reached him. God, he was young. Early twenties I’d heard, but looking younger, at least in American terms. I hadn’t done any guy that young. Even Tom was young for who I normally did. It would be like robbing the cradle. But that look. I thought I knew what a guy wanted when he gave me that look. I was more sure of it now. There couldn’t have been much misunderstanding about what Tom and I were doing, even in the eyes of a Jap, and yet Takamoto stood his ground and watched us. I think he would have stayed and watched if I’d put Tom on the cock and pumped him against the brick column. And Takamoto—Yukio—was such a sexy little thing.

    OK, I had to admit that the exotic thing turned me on. I liked to pretend it repelled me, but it didn’t. And that exotic robe he was wearing. I wondered what he had on under that. Was a Japanese guy’s passage as tight as an Americans?

    Without thinking, I leaned over and kissed him on the mouth. He opened to me, taking my tongue inside. It was a lingering, sweet kiss. I let my hand move into the folds of his robe and found his chest bare, slim but lightly muscled and hard-bodied. I found a nipple with my forefinger and was rewarded with a sigh. When I came out of the kiss, I turned and walked back down the corridor, away from the party and toward the dimly lit drafting studio, a long, narrow brick-walled room, trimmed with wood—very much the Frank Lloyd Wright design style—with a row of drafting tables arrayed back along the far wall.

    Yukio followed me.

    I found out what he was wearing under that Japanese kimono of his—just a loincloth sort of thing that fell apart and away when I unknotted it. I laid him on a drafting table midway down the dimly lit room and laid him good. He wanted it bad. He was such a small, slim thing. I could barely believe he was even twenty. I didn’t think I’d feel right about fucking a guy that young and small, but I was wrong. I loved it. And once we got going, after I’d undone that knot of black hair on the back of his head and let it cascade to his shoulders, I wasn’t finding fucking someone so different from me repugnant at all. I found a Japanese could moan like an American—that, once on the cock, he could move and receive me like any American could. If anything, he was more flexible and yielding than the American workmen I usually spiked.

    And he wanted it; he wanted it bad.

    He melted to me as I had him on his back on the desk, holding him secure there while I worked his ass with the glass dildo I had with me. He lay there, staring wide-eyed up into my eyes, moaning, and whispering, “Hai, hai, hai.” When I was ready to mount him and fuck him, he was more than ready to receive me.

    He was dusky-skinned, smooth and supple. And flexible. After I’d gotten my dick in him, which was a chore—and very enjoyable as he writhed and moaned but he definitely wanted it—I moved him this way and that way on the table, laying him on his back, with his knees pressed up into his chest and pumping him, turning him to his side and dicking him sideways, and then on his back again with his ankles on my shoulders and the palms of his hands working my bulging chest and nipples. He took it however I wanted it.

    I fucked him from behind, bent over the table, and arching his head back toward me by using the sash of his robe like a leash around his neck. The little fucker couldn’t get enough of it. He coaxed me onto my back on the drafting table and he saddled on me, his robe gaping open and my hands working his perfect little torso as he bounced on my cock.

    He left me there, with a smile and an “Arigatou—Thank you.” I gave him the glass dildo, so I don’t know for sure whether the Arigatou was for the fuck or the toy. I got that word, because they’d been saying it all evening at the party. But then he added, “Anata ha ookina, utsakushi Otokodesu,” and then, when I gave him a confused look as I was readjusting the fancy party clothes I didn’t feel comfortable in, he smiled shyly and said, “I said you are a big, beautiful man. Very big, thick and long, in fact. Hijou ni lookii, futoku te nagai. You master well—Yoku wo masutaa shi masu.” “You do not disappoint.” Then he turned and padded away, up the corridor between the drafting studio and the main house, back to the party.

    Shit, he was young. I had no idea I’d like do a small guy that young. But shockingly, he seemed experienced, like he knew how this worked better than I did. It was almost anticlimactic when I fucked Tom Aikens in my bed in my cottage on the Taliesin grounds later that night. I’d never fucked a guy five years younger than me, which Tom was, before I’d fucked Yukio, nine years younger than me, earlier that evening. I was already doing the comparisons and thinking I might want them as young as I could get them—and Japanese. Foreign. I don’t know if it was just this one Japanese who didn’t turn me off. But Yukio most certainly didn’t turn me off, as I had been afraid he would.

    He was such a flexible little bugger, able to go into any position I put him in and to meld and ride with me in perfect rhythm. I’d assumed I would be showing him what to do, but it was more like he had been teaching me. Maybe the Japanese had fuck positions that were more arousing than we did. Shit, thinking about that made me go hard.

    In any event, I’d done what Frank told me to do—I’d been nice to Yukio, one of the Japanese visitors. It had been quite clear that he wanted what I gave him—or maybe, more precisely, what he’d pulled out of me.

    * * * *

    We sailed for Yokohama, Japan, in December 1916, aboard the Empress of Asia. Frank was on board, but we rarely saw him—even when we got to Tokyo and were starting work on the Imperial Hotel redesign and reconstruction. Howard Holt, the building supervisor, was the one who kept us together—and he was the one to try to keep an eye on me, to the extent he could, which wasn’t much. Since I’d laid the sweet, twenty-two-year-old Yukio Takamoto earlier that year and discovered that I liked them younger than I’d been laying them, I’d sniffed around other guys in their early twenties on and near the Taliesin grounds and had gained a “robbing the cradle” reputation. The guys I spiked didn’t seem to mind, though. I was still athletic and muscular from my work. I could swing from the rafters with the best of the manual laborers at Taliesin.

    I had no trouble getting young guys under me. My welding and glass-blowing skills gave me a body of Vulcan, guys claimed that my dark looks were easy to look at, for some reason guys gravitated to my hirsute body, and I’m betting I was the most hung guy in southern Wisconsin. They all said they loved what I did to them with my glass dildos, and each guy I did got one as a gift. I tried to be the most active coverer of young men in the state. I found that there were male brothels as well as female ones in Tokyo and I became a favorite at them with my big, foreign body. The male courtesans in the brothels melted to the novelty of my glass dildos, and the spun on my shaft.

    I had acquired a taste for young Asian men going beyond Yukio Takamoto before reaching Japan. Howard and I were standing at the rails of the Empress of Asia the third day out of San Francisco, when I saw the young man. Howard was on point but I’d gone beyond him.

    “One of the ship’s officers was after me about the attentions you were giving one of the young dining room waiters, Jack,” he was saying. I was looking beyond him down the deck, though, at a family that had just come out on deck and were settling in lounge chairs.

    “Which one, Howard?” I asked. Indeed, there had been several. Since the first one I spiked reminded me of Tom Aikens, I thought of them as Tom, Dick, and Harry, although I hadn’t taken names. I’d had them all, and I don’t think any of them complained to a ship’s officer. I’d had most of them twice and they were sniffing after me for thirds. I had found that ocean liner dining stewards liked muscles, body hair, big dicks, and a man who could manhandle them.

    “Well, shit, Jack Wells,” Howard was saying, “I hope when we get to Japan . . .” But I wasn’t tuned in to him anymore. I was watching the exotic and sexy little piece who had gone to the railing of the ship up the line and turned and looked at me with “that look,” while an attractive couple, but older than he was—his parents?—settled on the deck chairs. He was mixed race, Caucasian and something Asian, having gotten the best of both worlds. He was dressed in a suit, marking the upper classes who insisted on dressing formally and expensively even when three days out on the ocean. He looked like a student pretending to be a businessman—one who had plenty of money. He was small and trim, with jet-black-wavy hair, alabaster skin, and a slight, arousing Asian cast to a beautiful face. All made sense if he, indeed, was the son of the couple in the deck chairs. The man, not much older than forty, was a handsome, tall, well-built Nordic blond, full of assurance and dripping in wealth. The woman was a beautiful, porcelain, ageless Japanese beauty.

    What a surprise this was to me. I’d thought that Yukio was a one-off in me being attracted to a younger Asian man. I was wrong. I had gone hard the moment I’d seen this mixed ethnic guy at the ship’s rail, and it was the Asian aspect of him that I was picking out as arousing.

    One of the dining room stewards I had spiked and who Howard was admonishing me about came out on deck at that moment and took drink orders from the couple. He went to the rail to get the young man’s order and the two exchanged more than a drink order, as they both looked down the rail, to me. The steward whispered something, looking at me, and the young Japanese-American honey followed his eyes and smiled at me.

    I went harder with want. He was just a young guy, though, younger than the early twenties guys I then was indulging in. Maybe twenty at the most. But I was trying them younger and younger and finding the younger they were, the more satisfaction I got in getting my dick in them. I’d popped the cherry of one guy and that had been a thrill. What was most arousing about this young man, though, was the Asian aspects of his appearance. The look and smile he was giving me told me that the steward had revealed what I had to offer and that the young man wanted me—wanted me inside him.

    I almost always carried one of my signature glass dildos with me, and I slipped the one I had out of my pocket and flashed it down the deck in a position where Howard couldn’t see it but the young man and the dining room steward could. There was more of a whispered exchange between those two, and the smile the young man gave was dazzling.

    His name was Neal Schorner. His father was Anthony Schorner, a steel manufacturer, extending his business to Japan, which was beginning to modernize and had also recently lost a significant number of buildings to an earthquake and resultant widespread fires that necessitated rebuilding. As I estimated, Neal was twenty and I wasn’t his first, but close. He lay, moaning and panting, as I worked him with a glass dildo, not letting up until I’d brought him off. Then I fucked him on the bunk in my small, private cabin, and he wanted it so much the first time that I fucked him twice more before we reached Yokohama.

    He looked so innocent and scared when I got him naked and under me on my bunk. His eyes telescoped wide when he saw the glass dildo, but he opened to it and begged me for the cock while I twisted and pumped the glass shaft inside him. He was mixed reactions going with his mixed heritage, both as sweet as hell—struggling against me, making me pin him down, less than half my size and weight, while all the time saying “Yes, yes, fuck me; be good to me.”

    I was good to him—eight thick inches good to him—first in glass and then in flesh. He writhed and struggled until I had him under control, pinning his wrists together over his head, possessing his mouth, and fucking him open with the glass dildo, while he moaned and bucked against me. He arched his back, panted hard, and writhed under while I worked him to a jackoff with the dildo. But when I got the cock bulb where my glass shaft had been, he went all docile and yielding to me, whispering, “Yes. Yes. Do what you want.”

    He brought his pelvis up to meet me to give me a straight shot up into him. He spread and bent his legs and raised his hips, leveraging off his feet pressed flat onto the mattress. He yielded totally to me, taking and holding the position I put him in, murmuring, “Yes. Yes. Be good to me.” I was in no more than a couple of inches when he bucked up with his pelvis and took the rest inside. He was rocking as hard as I was during the fuck. When I released his wrists, instead of trying to push me away, he was running his fingers through my chest hair and still going with the rhythm of the fuck. “Fuck me!” he cried out. And I did just that. “Oh, fuck, YESS!”

    At twenty, Neal Schorner was no innocent. He was a luscious lay, and he dragged the peak of my arousal down another couple of years into the world of the young. Most important, he consolidated my realization that I loved fucking Japanese men.

    * * * *

    I can’t complain about the reception in Yokohama. We were met like royalty by the manager of the Imperial Hotel, Aisaku Hayashi, and various other dignitaries, including my own young conquest, Yukio Takamoto—although I’ll have to admit that perhaps it was I who was his conquest—and, I was told, by a fine collection of Japanese royals, who conveyed us to Tokyo in style. I found I wasn’t as uncomfortable around a group of Japanese in their kimonos as I had been the previous February at Taliesin.

    Yukio picked me out of the arriving passengers and told me, in a breathless voice, that I wouldn’t be staying in the rooms at the hotel itself that had been prepared for us but at a nearby artist’s dwelling.

    “I live there myself,” he said. “I thought that it would be well for us to be near to each other. You will be staying with my uncle. In exchange for housing and board, he wishes that you install some stained-glass windows for him. I took the liberty of saying you would be willing to do that.”

    I should have realized what he meant when he said I’d be staying with his uncle. I knew that Yukio was a royal. It wasn’t until we got to Tokyo that I realized that his uncle, Norihito Yamato, in addition to being a woodblock print artist of some renown, was also a prince and that his dwelling was a not-so-small palace on the Imperial Palace grounds just across a moat and ancient wall from the Imperial Hotel grounds.

    Yukio guided me to a sumptuously furnished bed chamber in an upper floor of the palace overlooking the manicured Imperial Palace grounds. Four burly young men in kimonos, or yukatas, I didn’t know which to call them, although Yukio said that the yukata was more the everyday version of robe, carried in a high-rimmed copper bathtub. All the time they averted their eyes from Yukio and me, as the young Japanese beauty was unclothing me and doing so with fondling and kissing involved. The men had smiles on their faces and did peek at the two of us—Yukio wasn’t undressing. The younger, smaller chamber attendants who followed with ewers of hot water similarly made a pretense of averting their eyes, while not doing so. When I saw them see me for the first time, I saw their eyes dilate. I don’t know if it was from my muscularity, my hairiness, or the size of my shaft. With the attention I was getting, I, of course, was in full, throbbing erection. It might have been a combination of all three. I probably looked like a bear to them. It, too, might be because they saw the glass shaft I was holding.

    I was bathed in an intimate fashion by Yukio when the rest had cleared the chamber, the first time I’d had a full bath since I’d sailed from San Francisco. I pulled him into the tub with me and lifted the shimmering glass dildo out of the bath water for him to see, to respond to with a moan, and then to position himself so that I could work the shaft inside him, using the dildo and my hand grasping and stroking his cock to bring him off.

    After we had both dried off, I was sat on the end of the bed and Yukio knelt before me, clad once again in his kimono, took my cock in his mouth, and gave me suck. I took his sash from him and wound it behind his neck, holding the two ends, and using pressure on that to help control his head as it moved between my thighs.

    After I was engorged, and only then, did I lift the young man up, run my hands into the folds of the kimono, and unknot and unwind his loin cloth. He crouched between my thighs, moaning and groaning, as I fondled him inside the folds of his silk kimono. One thing he had taught me was how sexy it could be to fuck a man who was clothed, exposing only various sections of his flesh, playing with his nakedness, and with only his entrance exposed when I penetrated him, all of my attention going to the effect of my possessing him there. When neither of us could stand the teasing any more, I lifted him; sat him on my lap, facing me; pulled his passage down on my cock; and fucked him to heaven—or, rather, I held there while he bobbed up and down on my shaft.

    As before, Yukio was a sweet lay. But something was a bit less satisfying than when I had fucked him at Taliesin, in Wisconsin. Then he was the youngest male, at twenty-two, who I had ever fucked. It was a thrill to fuck a man that young then. But on the boat, I fucked Neal Schorner, who was younger yet—at twenty. I was dawning on me that the pleasure of the fuck was building as the youths I laid grew younger. It helped now that they were Japanese. I now assessed every young Asian male I saw as a possible sex partner. There was something in the way that both Yukio and Neal had melded with and yielded to me and gone with the fuck that was making me believe Japanese men were superior sex partners.

    Perhaps finding that ever-younger sex partner was almost as key to my arousal was why I wasn’t totally into the fuck of Yukio, the young man rising and falling on my cock as I held him in my lap until I saw that not all of the chamber attendants had withdrawn. There was a beautiful Japanese youth, even younger in appearance than Yukio, standing shyly just outside the chamber door, in the shadows, watching Yukio and me fuck. He was smaller and younger looking than any of the men I had yet fucked. Upon seeing him, I panted hard, engorged larger, and became more lost in the fuck of Yukio. Yukio yielded to me and went with me in the sex as deliciously as he had before in Taliesin.

    But in my mind was I fucking the even younger Japanese youth standing in the shadows outside my chamber door?

    Feeling the cum rising up inside me, I placed a hand on Yukio’s tailbone and pulled him into me, taking my cock deep up inside him. With a little cry, he dropped his arms to the side, arched back, and exhibited that he was completely under my command. He jerked with me on each of our series of releases. When I was spent, he rose back up into my chest and we kissed.

    “You know that one of your chamber attendants is watching us,” I murmured in his ear.

    “Yes. That is Hiro. Hiro Owada, one of my uncle’s wards. I let him act the attendant to carry in water because I had told him about kyodai na membaa ni watashino cokina kemukujara no kuma—my big, hairy bear with the giant member—and he didn’t believe me but wanted what I told him I got from you—how it felt to have a giant ‘penisu’—penis inside and to be covered by a ‘kebukai’—hairy giant. He is much favored by my uncle. He wanted to see us ‘koubi’—copulate.”

    I nearly went hard again immediately. The Japanese certainly were more direct and matter-of-fact about sex than we Americans were. “And how old is this curious favorite of your uncle?”

    “Hiro is eighteen.”

    Well, shit. “And has he ever—?”

    “Not yet. But he’s interested. He poses for my uncle’s private art, but he has not gone beyond simulation yet—at least in penisu—penis-in-the-hole sex. He was interested that perhaps you would be his first.”

    “His first?”

    “To koubi—copulate with him—karno uchigawa ni haichi shi, tanewo ririsu—to put it in him and release the seed—how do you say it? Breed him? I told him you would be too big to be his first but that made him all the more interested.”

    Well, shit. He had aroused me to the point that I put it in him again and released my seed.

    Hiro remained in place and watched me fuck Yukio a second time. While I fucked Yukio, I was imagining fucking the younger Hiro. I had discarded the glass dildo by the bed, and Hiro retrieved it and pressed it to his body here and there. I resolved that I what have it in my grip and work the young man’s ass with it before I left Japan.

    * * * *

    Three crews—one for establishing the parameters of work, one for design, and one for setup—had come to Tokyo from Taliesin earlier in 1916, so all was ready for Frank to razzle dazzle and do the final signings and for the rest of us to begin with work in facilities in which we could get right to reconstructing the hotel. Frank was going all out on this project. I had everything I needed to work with in turning designs into Frank Lloyd Wright style windows, transoms, skylights, and decorative walls. I had three American assistants, although when the work got hot and delicate I did it myself, stripped down to fire-resistant heavy-material baggy pants and a welder’s mask. I was good at keeping cinders from leaping up on my bare chest and lighting up my chest hair, but not perfect, so I was well scarred. I had found I couldn’t work in the heat I had to produce to render the stained-glass, though, with anything but a light cotton athletic shirt on, so I went bare chested more than not when I was working on putting the glass together in the patterns Frank and his students designed.

    I worked in fluid motions, almost a dance, and I invited men I wanted to fuck to come watch me work. They quickly fell into calling me by the nickname Vulcan. When I let them watch me fashion a glass dildo just for them, I had no trouble getting them into bed. Yukio came to watch me and sex with him always was good afterward.

    I had brought two assistants of my choosing from Taliesin. I fucked both of them regularly and we worked together like a hand and glove with both the glass work and in bed. Both were in their late twenties, though, and ever since I’d first covered Yukio at Taliesin in February of what was now the previous year, I didn’t get the enjoyment out of my assistants that I had before. They both were totally loyal and attentive, though, and they gave me release regularly. I was a highly sexed man. I needed frequent release.

    That would have been enough staff for me to cope with the demand for stained glass in the Imperial Hotel rebuild, but, as part of the agreement with the Japanese government for Frank to develop this desirable property and to have the free rein he did in doing so, we had to train Japanese artisans in the design work as well.

    I was assigned three Japanese artisans. It was a nuisance, and my first instinct was to turn them over entirely to Jason and Anthony, my assistants, but when the artisans were presented to me, I quickly changed my mind.

    “How could this one be a Japanese artisan in such a refined and demanding art,” I asked. “He couldn’t be more than—”

    “Eighteen. I’m eighteen, and you need not talk to me through the translator. I speak English. My name is Hiro Owada,” he said. “I’ve been working with the glass design since I was eight.”

    I, of course, knew who he was, although I hadn’t retained his name. He was the favorite nephew of the prince who was hosting me, Norihito Yamato, a famous Japanese artist who must have known what he was doing and had assurances of Hiro’s skill to send him to train with the foreign artisans. It was the Hiro who had watched me fuck Yukio from the stated curiosity of what it would be like to be fucked by me.

    “Well, Master Hiro, I suppose I can let you follow me around to get some sense of how I do it.” It was, of course, a double entendre accompanied by a knowing smile that Hiro shared with me, but there was no reason for my American assistants to be aware of that.

    When my assistants turned away to help prepare for the glass blowing, I murmured to Hiro, “And are you still—?”

    “Unridden by men? Not yet breeded?” he asked, with a little smile, and when I didn’t say anything, he added, “Yes. I have saved myself for someone special.”

    Then I went to work, stripped down to my baggy pants and welder’s mask. I danced, sensually, as I worked and Hiro watched and melted. What I was making was a glass dildo just for Hiro and when he realized that was what I was fashioning, I heard him moan. If I hadn’t known before that he would willingly go under me, I knew it now. When I finished, he was flushed and was panting.

    “Is this special enough?” I asked when the dildo was laying on a cloth between us?

    “Yes, that is very special,” he answered.

    That night, in my chamber in Prince Norihito’s palace, my sexual instructions for the luscious, small, dark hair and eyed, alabaster skinned, eighteen-year-old Hiro Owada began. We had both been bathed—in the same copper tub, Hiro’s thighs on top of mine, me frotting our cocks—his pert, mine gargantuan—together until the water between us went murky white from our released cum. Then we patted each other down with fluffy towels, and each donned a loose-fitting silk kimono.

    I sat him in my lap, sideways, and kissed him on the lips and throat and nipples while my hands roamed inside the folds of his kimono. He yielded all to me, sighing and moaning, completely open to what he knew was coming—and clearly wanted. He could feel the thick, long hardness of me rising between his clinched thighs. I kissed down to his nipples, brushing his kimono open, and then he did the same for me, letting his tongue make small swirls with my black chest hair, while his tongue and teeth found and played with my nibs. He gasped as, holding him bent back securely in front of me, I entered him with the glass shaft, but he didn’t shirk from it. His hands came down to cover mine as I gripped the dildo and worked his passage with it. He arched his head back and my dipped my face and took his lips in a kiss. He was hungry for me.

    “You are not a novice of this,” I murmured, when I came out of the kiss. “Your passage opens to the glass. I was told you were a virgin to men.”

    “I am a virgin to men’s penisu inside me,” Hiro whispered, “but my uncle has trained me in all else so that I can pose with other men for him to draw in the creation of his woodblock prints for private collectors. He taught me to do this too.” Whereupon Hiro moved off my lap onto the floor, took my cock in his mouth, which I thought would be impossible to do, but he took it deep in his throat and I lay back, not intending to let him take me to a finish, but he was so expert at it that all he had to do was lightly palm my lower belly to keep me in place as I built up to a release and then exploded again and again, into the back of his throat.

    We lay there for some time in full body embrace, his small and trim, mine large and muscular, as we kissed and I explored every inch of his supple little body, still exploring within the folds of the kimono, finding this Japanese technique of covered sexual art highly arousing. Once more I employed the glass shaft, and once more he arched his back, spread his legs, and murmured “Hai, hai, hai.”

    I was in full erection again when we moved back to my providing and Hiro taking my lead. I had him on his back and I was stretched out along his body on my side, hovering over him.

    “Sigh for me,” I commanded as I unwrapped the kimono, brushing it to each side, exposing his beautiful little body, and ran my big, coarse hands in the crevices and over the curves of his supple, vibrant white body. He sighed for me. “Watashini sore wo oku—Put it in me,” he begged.

    “Moan for me,” I commanded as I coaxed his thighs open with my hand, rising to where his thighs met, stroking his perineum, the taint between his balls and the rim of his hole around the sides of the buried glass shaft until he did moan for me.

    “Moan for me deeper,” I commanded as I slowly pulled the glass dildo out and my fingers, first one and then two, breached his sphincter muscle, coaxing his no longer tight hole to open enough for the tips of the fingers to find and stroke his prostate. And he produced a deeper moan for me and his slim hips began to softly rock against the fingers.

    Watashini sore wo oku!” he cried out. “Sore wo oku watashino okufuykaku watshitachini! Tsu wo tsukuru!—Put it in me deep. Make us one!”

    I leaned over and took his mouth in a deep kiss as I continued to work his passage, only very reluctantly blossoming open for me, with my fingers. Coming out of the kiss, I kissed and tongued down his small, trembling body, pulling my fingers out of his still-tight ass and replacing them with my tongue when I reached the cleft between his buttocks cheeks. “Groan for me,” I commanded and he did.

    Ai, ai, ai!” he exclaimed, as I worked my fingers in to the knuckles and massaged his prostate.

    Hiro, though he was groaning at the difficulty of opening enough even for my fingers, was very much into the fuck. As I ate him out, he moved his pelvis rhythmically against my face and gripped my head hair to hold me to him. “Hai, hai. Watashiwo fakku,” he murmured, and I needed no translation as Yukio had begged me in Japanese to fuck him several times before.

    “Open to me. Let me in. Cry out for me,” I commanded as I positioned myself over him and began the difficult journey of sheathing my thick, long, throbbing cock in his small hole. It took time and effort and much crying from Hiro, but I did get it in him, established position, and, as he cried out “Ai, ai, ai! Watashiwo fakku! Watashiwo fakku!” I did just that. I fucked him and fucked him and fucked him.

    After that, for the second and third fuckings, I didn’t have to provide any more instruction. The little firecracker was adept in the theories of the Japanese art of sex and quickly was able to bring them into practice. He was flexible and yielding and insatiable.

    I had met my ideal level. I wanted to fuck eighteen-year-old Japanese youths forever.

    In the months to come, although I continued to fuck Yukio, it was Hiro and other eighteen-year-olds, mostly virgins, after him as he aged who brought the highest arousal and release out of me. I repaid Prince Norihito’s generosity as a host, which included providing new eighteen-year-olds as the months and years in the construction of the Imperial Hotel, which didn’t open until 1923, spun out, by modeling with the small, young Japanese men for his sex-position woodblock prints, to which I brought the refinement of actually fucking the youth as we posed. I also trained one young Japanese artisan after another in the stained-glass art, contributing, I hope, to the flourishing of that art technique in Japan. I exhibited my work technique, dancing bare chested for each of my young apprentices, and each of them opened his legs for me.

    Before my contract on the hotel was concluded, the male brothels of the country had incorporated the use of glass dildos in their services.

    When 1923 arrived and, with it, the finishing and opening of the Frank Lloyd Wright redesigned Tokyo Imperial Hotel, I did not return to the United States and Taliesin with the rest of Frank’s artisans. By then I was hooked on fucking eighteen-year-old Japanese youths, which I was able to do in Tokyo under the protection of Prince Norihito and Yukio Takamoto and would never have been permitted to do freely in the United States.

    The adjustment to Asia was good enough for me—just as long as I had access to eighteen-year-old apprentices, even as I started to move toward forty myself. The young Japanese men kept me feeling young as well. And the demand for glass shafts burgeoned.


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  • Camping Out

    I used to both love and hate summer camps when I was an adolescent. Even then, I enjoyed the company of other kids horsing around, swimming butt-naked, sitting around the fire telling horror stories. But I hated the food, the mosquitoes, and the hard ground under my sleeping bag.

    This time it was different. We, the four of us, in college, have decided to spend a weekend camping. The idea started with Jonathan. He suggested this change of scene, now that spring had set in and the weather had turned warm. We were all for it. Dan and Alan were also quite excited. But most of all, it was I that had felt the most excited!

    I am Marco. I come from Italian stock. I’m dark-skinned, green-eyed, with a hairy-chest, well hung—thick and uncut—, tall and slim. Alan is Jewish. He is short but cute, except for his typical Jewish nose, hooked and everything, and his kinky hair that he insists on wearing long. Both Jonathan and Dan are average-type guys, very pleasant to be with, not as tall as I am, light-skinned with blue eyes and dirty-blond hair.

    Why do I look forward to this? Well, I am gay. That should explain it, shouldn’t it? But not if the other guys are straight, though. As far as I can tell, my three pals are straight. Alan is actually dating a Jewish girl! I have seen Jonathan and Dan with girls on campus. What am I going to do, spending a horny weekend with three straight guys whose dicks I am hungering for but cannot get?

    We leave for the camping site on Friday afternoon in Jonathan’s car. Of course, there is a lot of cheer and joking and horsing around during the one-hour drive to the site. When we get there, we pitch tents. There are two tents, which means that we will be pairing up. For whatever unexplainable reason, Alan and I end up in the same tent (Jewish and Italian—what a combination). I had hoped for either Jonathan or Dan to share the tent with. But what the heck? Alan will do, I guess.

    After finishing with the tents and stowing our gear, we decide to take a dip in the nearby stream as the sun is going down. It is warm and we strip down to our underwear. I am wearing tight boxers, Alan is in white briefs, and Jonathan and Dan in regular guy boxer shorts. After a while, we climb out of the water and lie on the grassy shore enjoying the last rays of the sun. I examine the wet bulges. I can’t tell much from Jonathan and Dan even though the wet fabric sticks to their butts and thighs seductively. Alan’s briefs show a bulge, but nothing to advertise. Mine, I notice, is quite impressive. My dick is outlined clearly through the elastic fabric of my tight boxers. What good will that be since the other three cannot be interested?

    We spend the evening preparing dinner, eating it, and just lazing in shorts and t-shirts, telling jokes. When we turn in, I strip down to my underwear and get into the sleeping bag. Alan does the same, but strips naked. From what I can see, he has a nice cut dick. I can’t tell if it is big in its limp form, but it gets me horny. I toss and turn for a while, with an erection, thinking horny thoughts, with Alan’s dick prime in my imagination watching it getting hard. I turn sideways facing Alan who seems to be asleep. Can I try something with him? We’ve been friends for more than a year. Up till now, nothing has happened to indicate to me that Alan is sexually interested in guys.

    I rub my erection slowly. Sliding my hand inside my tight boxers, I masturbate. I really want to take my cock out and jerk off, but I can’t do that with Alan inches away. As I rub my cock, I seem to hear a low moan. I turn sideways to see Alan’s sleeping bag going up and down at the crotch. Fuck! He’s jerking off also!

    I can’t hold back. I am extremely horny, and watching Alan work his dick is too much for me. I slip out of my sleeping bag and stand next to Alan, my cock bulging in my underwear. There isn’t much light but the moonlight that does seep through into the tent is enough for me to stare into Alan’s wide eyes as he sees me standing next to him. He immediately stops masturbating.

    “Still awake, Marco?” he asks, hoarsely, guiltily, removing his hands from inside the sleeping bag.

    “Yea, man. Can’t sleep with this hard-on,” I say, rubbing my hardness, hoping hope against hope. Will he respond? How will he respond?

    “I know, bro,” he says as he slips out from inside his sleeping bag. He lies on his back on top of it, naked, his dick erecting straight up. “Same here, as you can see.”

    I slip off my underwear and my cock springs out, vertically, throbbing. I fist it pulling down on the foreskin, exposing the pink head, already showing some leakage.

    “Fuck,” Alan smirks. “You’re fucking uncut!”

    “And you’re fucking cut!” I respond, stroking myself, working the skin up and down the shaft.

    He stares at me and licks his upper lip. He reaches for his hard dick and rubs it against his belly.

    “I’ve never seen dicks that are uncircumcised,” he comments.

    “This means that you have never touched one either, huh?” I smile.

    “No, you jerk. But it seems to me to be easier to jerk off an uncut dick, pulling on the skin.”

    “Try,” I find the courage to say.

    I am surprised as Alan reaches up, with some hesitation, and grabs my hard cock, pulling the skin up and down slowly.

    Oh, the feeling!

    “Taste it,” I command in a hoarse voice, starting to pant.

    Alan’s initial reaction to this is more widening of the eyes. “What do you mean ‘taste it’?” he asks in a whisper.

    “Man, just taste it. Lick it. See what it tastes like,” I goad him.

    Alan sits up hesitantly and wraps his hand around the shaft. He strokes down revealing the pink head, staring at it with wonder. Ever so slowly, he bends and takes my cock in his mouth. Oh, my God! So unexpected! So welcome! Warm, wet lips wrap around my cockhead. I start thrusting in. He gags and moves away.

    “You’re big, Marco,” he whispers, looking up at me.

    I respond by pushing him back on the ground and lying on top of him. We are both naked and our bodies are rubbing on each other. I can feel his erection pressed against my cock and balls. Shall I try a kiss? So far, Alan has stroked me and even sucked a little on my cock. So, why not? Our lips meet and he moans. I push my tongue into his mouth, still grinding on him, and we deep kiss.

    For the next half hour or so, we kiss, suck on each other, and eventually shoot our loads all over our naked bodies. As a consequence, I fall into a deep, satisfied sleep.

    The next morning, there is this funny relationship developing between Alan and me. I know I am gay. But is Alan? What about the girl he is dating? I shouldn’t put too much meaning into what we have done last night. We were both horny and we have done what two horny guys do when there are no girls around, help each other out! But the way Alan kissed back? The way he sucked on my dick? Every time our eyes met, Alan would lower his stare and look uncomfortable, almost ashamed. But I have to re-think my views on his sexual preferences. Tonight!

    Actually, I don’t have to wait that long. Jonathan decides to drive to the mini-market a few miles away to get some more beer and chips and Dan goes with him. As soon as they drive away, I pull Alan to me and kiss him.

    “Whoa,” he exclaims, pulling away, his hands on my chest. “What the fuck, man?”

    “Alan, stop this shit,” I tell him, somewhat pissed at his prudish attitude. “You fucking sucked on my dick last night. Or have you forgotten?”

    “Fuck you, Marco,” he says. “I was fucking horny, is all!”

    “Aren’t you horny anymore?” I smirk back at him, pulling him back to me.

    This time he doesn’t pull away. I wrap my arms around his waist and push my crotch against his, already erecting. He is also hard, I am happily surprised to detect. As we kiss, we grind on each other.

    Taking a breath, Alan whispers, “Marco, are you gay?”

    “What the fuck do you think?” I reply, moving my hands from his waist down to his butt, squeezing it. He moans.

    “Marco,” he says into my mouth as we kiss, “I want you to fuck me tonight.”

    I pull back, totally taken by surprise. “What?” I exclaim. “What did you say?”

    He turns away, shoulders hunched and walks out a few yards, not saying anything.

    Fuck! I am such a heel. How much courage has it taken my friend to say what he has said?

    I follow him, wrap my arms around him, pressing my crotch against his butt, and say, “Alan, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be so crass. I was just surprised. You are dating a girl, for Chrissakes.” I grind on his butt regaining my erection.

    Without turning around, and without moving away from my grinding hardness, he mumbles, “I have always been curious. And now, with you as my friend, Marco, well…” he trails off.

    I kiss the back of his neck. “Alan, man, let’s do what we have to do tonight, ok?” I whisper into his ear. “You want me to fuck you? Sure, bro, it will be my pleasure. But why have you waited until now?”

    He turns around and faces me. I can tell how difficult it is for him to say what he says next.

    “Marco, man, as I said, I have always been curious. Last night was the first time I touch another guy, let alone suck on a penis, and the experience has set me off incredibly. I have never felt like this with Sheila. Also, I feel that with you it’s different from being with someone I don’t really know. Marco, we’ve been friends for some time and we like each other a lot. I mean I like you a lot, and I think you like me back, too. I felt so comfortable with you last night.”

    “Hey, buddy,” I respond, stroking his cheek. “Don’t sweat it. I am very much attracted to you. And I loved what we did last night. So let’s see what will happen tonight, huh?”

    He nods his head with a look of anticipation on his face.

    We turn around as we hear Jonathan’s car approaching. We help with the grocery bags and start for the stream. We strip and jump into the water. Feeling extraordinarily happy, thinking with expectation of what Alan and I will do tonight, I strip stark naked in the water and throw my boxers onto the shore. The other three immediately do the same.

    What? We are, all four of us, naked in the water! There is a lot of splashing and laughing. I look at Alan. He is definitely enjoying himself, but somewhat trying to avoid looking at me. How much will he enjoy getting fucked tonight? I wonder. My first time was no joke. I remember it was painful and not pleasurable at all. The guy who fucked me was hung and lacked technique. I was sore for more than a week.

    I have to be gentle and careful with Alan, especially since I have a rather larger cock than average. He is going to be sore also, no matter what I do.

    Jonathan is splashing Dan. As Dan tries to move away by bending his head down to protect his eyes, Alan jumps out of the water and settles on Dan’s shoulders, his dick pressed on the back of Dan’s neck. Dan fights Alan off, who splashes back down into the water, laughing and screaming.

    It is all-guy fun. But I know that both Alan and I have more ulterior motives. I wonder about Jonathan and Dan. Are they fucking, too? They seem quite close. Oh, I must stop reflecting on everybody being gay or sexually over-hyped. But maybe, just maybe, just a thought! Again I can see that Alan is probably thinking along the same lines. Interesting! I wade close to Alan, and grabbing his butt under the water, I whisper, “Do you think Dan and Jonathan are…?”

    He reaches my cock and grabs it, also under the water. “Oh, fuck yes!” he whispers back, squeezing on my flaccid dick which is quickly unflacciding itself, without looking at me.

    “No!” I exclaim. “No way, man!”

    “Yes way, baby,” Alan laughs, releases my dick, and swims off. I am left standing immersed in the water with images of Dan and Jonathan fucking. Who is topping who? It is so difficult to tell as I watch them jumping and splashing in the water. But does it really matter? How has Alan found out that they fuck each other? My mind is in whirls of questions, imaginings, and scenarios.

    The evening sets in, and again we sit around the fire enjoying ourselves, eating, drinking beer, telling stories and jokes, reminiscing. Finally, Dan and Jonathan say goodnight and move to their tent. I look at Alan, questioningly. He nods his head. Our communication goes back and forth silently. We both seem to agree that Dan and Jonathan are fucking! We also seem to agree that we need to find out.

    We wait awhile, whispering and laughing. I surreptitiously fondle Alan’s crotch, playing with his balls and enjoying his tenting erection inside his shorts. He does the same to me . As we are touching each other, very low moans reach our ears, emanating from our friends’ tent. Yes! They are fucking!

    We creep over, very quietly. The guys are definitely doing each other. Alan opens the tent flap, and there is Dan, standing in the middle of the tent, thrusting his dick into Jonathan’s mouth, holding Jonathan’s head with both hands. They immediately separate, Jonathan coughing and Dan trying to cover his erected dick with his hands.

    WHAT THE FUCK?” Dan screams at Alan.

    Alan smirks. “You guys are fagging each other, huh?”

    “Fuck you, Alan,” Jonathan spurts out, his lips glistening with spit. “Get the fuck out of here.”

    “Jonathan, baby, it’s not fuck me,” Alan laughs, tauntingly. “It’s more like fuck your mouth with Dan’s dick!”

    I realize that this will definitely end up in a fight as I see the anger building up in Jonathan’s eyes. I decide that this shouldn’t be the case and that Alan is over-reacting to cover for his own sexual inhibitions. I hold Alan’s waist and press myself onto his butt.

    “That’s ok, guys,” I say smilingly around Alan’s head. “We’re kinda doing the same here.”

    “Oh?” Dan and Jonathan exclaim simultaneously.

    “Tell you what,” I suggest. “Come on out of the tent and let’s all have some fun. What do you say?”

    Everyone is looking at everyone else, not sure what to do. The situation can only be described as the weirdest ever.

    I release Alan and start to strip.

    “Come on, you homos. Come out and strip. Let’s fuck!” I shout at them, now that most of my questions have been answered and the impossible realization of my dreams has come to pass!

    Dan and Jonathan are both already naked. They immediately rush Alan: Dan holds him by the neck and Jonathan strips his shorts off. Alan pretends to resist, half-heartedly, but I can tell he is excited. When he is stripped naked, he already has an erection. So does Dan. So do I. The three of us look at Jonathan’s limp dick and with one motion grab him and throw him on the ground. Dan squats on top of Jonathan’s upper chest and pushes his erection into Jonathan’s mouth as Alan wraps his lips around Jonathan’s limp cock that is quickly starting to come to life.

    I watch the hot cock-sucking scene stroking myself. Dan pumps Jonathan’s mouth, then looks at me and beckons with his head. I approach, my cock hard and glistening, and I feed Dan my meat. He sucks hungrily on it, trying to swallow it all but only gaining half before his gag reflex kicks in as he keeps on pumping his own dick into Jonathan’s mouth.

    I can hear Alan slurping on Jonathan’s cock, which is now fully erect. Jonathan bucks up to thrust deeper into Alan’s mouth as he tries to swallow Dan’s dick. I pump Dan’s throat. Fuck, what a scene! This, I reflect, is going beyond my wildest expectation.

    I withdraw from Dan’s mouth and watch Alan bob up and down Jonathan’s erection. He is bent over and his ass looks delicious. My cock is dripping spit and pre-cum and throbbing with desire. I kneel behind Alan, and as he blows Jonathan, I finger his hole. He moans without moving away. In no time, I am pressing my cock head at his fuck hole. When I penetrate, he screams and gets off Jonathan’s cock, trying to push me away.

    “Take it out, you fuck,” he shouts at me, turning his head and trying to push my body away with one hand. “It fucking hurts. Awwww. Pull it out! Shit… ouch, pull your fucking dick out of my butt, Marco. Please pull out, man!”

    I ignore his protestations and keep the pressure on, holding onto his hips, slowly sliding more cock shaft inside his tight ass. Both Dan and Jonathan are staring at us. We are actually fucking!

    As I move deeper into Alan, whose screams have turned into whimpering and moaning, Dan and Jonathan hold each other and kiss, grinding onto each other, watching us. Alan is tight, and it’s no easy feat to get his fuck tunnel to relax for my engorged cock. He whimpers as I exert more pressure, feeling as if my dick would be chopped off by Alan’s squeezing rim muscle.

    “Relax,” I tell Alan, knowing it is not going to help.

    By now I am fully buried, but I feel that Alan is not ready for the pumping. I caress his body, play with his nipples, kiss the back of his neck, but only pressing into his ass without moving. Slowly, Alan’s ass relaxes. I start a slow fuck, long and slow.

    “Oh, God, Marco,” Alan whimpers under me. “It’s so fucking big. Fuck, Marco, you’re ahhhh fucking HUGE!”

    I look up from Alan’s sweet body to watch Dan turning Jonathan around and bending him over. He enters him easily, which makes me conclude that they have done this many times before and that Jonathan’s hole is used to Dan’s cock plowing it. We fuck side by side. When I start to feel my load build up in my nuts and am about to lose it, I withdraw. Alan slumps on the ground, heaving and panting. I pull Dan off Jonathan.

    “What the fuck?” Dan complains, as Jonathan also slumps beside Alan on the ground.

    “Hold your horses, man,” I explain. Dan gazes at me angrily, frustrated, stroking his wet dick. “We are supposed to be friends, here. I think that we should give Alan and Jonathan the benefit of reciprocating.”

    As soon as they hear me say this, Alan and Dan jump up. “Bend over, bitches,” Dan exclaims. “Marco is right. We want your asses.”

    “The fuck you do,” Jonathan responds.

    “The fuck they do. Bend over Jonathan,” I command him.

    Jonathan and I bend over and we get fucked. Before they ejaculate, Dan and Alan withdraw and the four of us circle jerk off spraying each other with our squirts. There is so much cum exploding from our young cocks that it looks more like a cum-shower festival! We end up in the cooling stream, cleaning ourselves from all the jizz.

    Later that night, I fuck Alan again. His ass is sore, but he bravely takes me and cums in my hand as I stroke him, with my cock buried deep inside his hole. We can hear the other two guys fucking also. I fill Alan’s ass with my juice. As we lie next to each other breathing heavily, Alan places his hand across my belly and kisses the side of my neck.

    “You have brought me out, Marco,” he whispers. “Thanks, man.”

    I stroke his butt and say, “My pleasure, baby. Anytime.”

    Of course, it becomes a constant pleasure for many times to come. Dan and Jonathan eventually become a couple, living together in Dan’s apartment, but they come over for a foursome once in a while.

    As for Alan and me, our friendship is cemented with an intense relationship. We stay together throughout the rest of the year.

    I just love camping!


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  • Can’t a straight guy have a gay best friend?

    Rich and I were casual friends who favored the same sports bar to socialize as we watched a game or two each week. We didn’t know much about each other’s personal lives. Our conversations were limited to discussing sports and the weather.

    The last game of the night just finished and I was way past my limit on alcohol. I was about to call a cab when Rich offered to let me spend the night at his place. He said he’d be glad to drive me back for my car in the morning. He said he lived nearby and, as far as I could tell, he wasn’t drunk at all. Still, I hesitated. Rich had never told me that he was gay, but there were signs about him pointing in that direction. I think I surprised both of us when I accepted.

    The moment we walked in his house, the question of his sexual preference was answered. The house was spotless, and the décor was far from being a man cave. Under the coffee table were copies of The Advocate, Out, and Men magazines. I wondered if he was going to try to seduce me. I was surprised when I realized that I might be okay with that.

    He pointed to the couch and asked me to make myself at home. He said he was going to get the guest room ready. I sat down and soon fell asleep. I hadn’t been out for long when Rich woke me up and said I should at least lay down in the guest room. He helped me up and guided me down the hall.

    I was so groggy and drunk that I just fell on the guest bed face down. My legs were hanging off the side of the bed, and Rich laughed saying he really didn’t want shoe scuff marks on the bed’s comforter. He reached down and untied my shoes. Then he pulled them off and the socks followed. When he rolled me over to unbutton my shirt, I didn’t say anything, but I was no longer in my own world. I was in his, and Rich’s reality was that I was going to be his that night.

    With my shirt unbuttoned, he went for my belt. He laid the straps to either side and unbuttoned the fly on my Levis. I was surprised when he managed to yank on the cuffs of my 501s and pull them completely free of my feet, like a magician, in one smooth motion. With a bit more trouble, he tried the same maneuver with my underwear, finally exposing my manhood to his feasting eyes.

    My heart started racing. My raging boner informed me that this was going to happen no matter how straight I thought I was. When Rich removed his clothes, I got my first live look at another man’s erection. My own cock throbbed in anticipation. I hadn’t realized that seeing a horny naked man would awaken me to a world I had avoided all my life.

    I was still lying awkwardly off the side of the bed until Rich shifted my legs and feet lengthwise on the bed. Then he rolled me over. At first, I panicked thinking I was not ready for what he had in mind. Sensing my angst, Rich said, “Don’t worry. I’m just taking your shirt off. I’m a bottom and you’re about to lose your virginity to an expert.”

    He removed my shirt and rolled me onto my back again. Then he leaned over me as he stood at the side of the bed. He took my hard cock in his right hand and cupped my balls with his left. He started licking the tip of my penis and it jumped to his touch. This guy really knew what he was doing. Soon his lips engulfed my shaft and he synched up the bobbing of his head with the motion of his hands. In my horny drunken stupor, two things occurred to me. I was really enjoying the moment, and I was embarrassed to admit that I was about to cum in Rich’s mouth.

    I felt the familiar pressure building in my crotch. My hips started bucking in rhythm with his movements. I didn’t think it was possible, but the blood rushing to my cock made me even harder. Rich could obviously feel the effect he was having on me. He stopped just long enough to say, “It’s okay. Let yourself go. This exact moment has been my greatest fantasy for months. I’m about to suck your balls dry straight boy.”

    With that, he started to have his way with me again. Knowing I had permission, I let my inhibitions go and the pressure in my crotch came back with a vengeance. Rich was working the head of my penis with his tongue and lips while he kept stroking my shaft with a very tight grip. His frenzied pace kept increasing with my desperate gasps and gyrating hips. This was the best blow job of my life, and it was a guy giving it to me. I didn’t care. I screamed as the cum shot from my loins into Rich’s mouth and down his throat.

    He didn’t let up and neither did my orgasm. He kept going, coaxing every drop, making me shudder and gasp until I was completely spent. I smiled knowing that I would have tried sex with a guy a long time ago if I knew it would be this good.

    One thing didn’t change in my sexual preferences. I quickly fell asleep after having the Biggest O of my life.

    I awoke sometime later to find Rich straddling my hips. He was crouched with his feet on either side so that he barely had any weight on me. I felt his hand encircle my cock as he stroked on some lubricant. I was soon hard again and found myself looking at his erection. It seemed like it was staring back at me as it slid across my pelvis and stomach. He was uncut, so I smiled thinking of his shaft having an eye at the end of it with a “come hither” look. Then the head of his swelling cock cleared the foreskin and I found myself admiring his raging boner as it throbbed in anticipation of what came next.

    Rich raised himself up and guided my ready cock into position. I couldn’t believe I was about to fuck this guy I had shared beers with a few hours ago in a sports bar. I felt the head of my cock pressed against his delicate skin. As the pressure increased, I felt his body give way to accept my manhood into his inner sanctum. He gasped a bit as his body slid lower enveloping me. The incredible intimacy I felt with Rich surprised me. This was the ultimate taboo, a guilty pleasure that was literally bonding us together. No matter how wrong the world might say our animal desires might be, everything about this felt right. I wanted nothing more in that moment than to fuck this gorgeous man. The timing couldn’t have been better when he started bouncing up and down above me, stroking my cock that was suspended inside him. The slick walls of his body felt incredible. I was surprised that I didn’t feel effeminate at all. This was a surprisingly sexy new way to express myself as a man. Instead of feeling guilt or shame, this sexy guy was doing everything he could to make me cum inside him. Best of all, he wasn’t out of new tricks.

    Rich reached down and started massaging my nipples. I’d never had girls pay any attention to my nipples before. The ecstasy that came with the touch of his fingertips shocked me. I became confused about which of us was doing the fucking. It was my cock inside of him, but it felt more like he was the one working the hell out of me.

    Suddenly, Rich shifted positions. He lowered himself onto his knees and placed his hands on my hips. He changed from moving straight up and down to a forward/backwards motion. The pace with which he was able to do this amazed me. I couldn’t have stroked my cock as fast as he was able to buck himself across my pelvis. I was ready to cum again, but Rich beat me to it.

    Without warning or touching himself, his cock erupted between us. His grunting was so intense that it sounded like he had scratched the deepest itch any man had ever known. I could feel his hardness sliding across our stomachs as his cum drenched our bodies. I felt a surprising sense of satisfaction and accomplishment at making him cum.

    He leaned forward with my cock still inside him. We kissed for the first time, and I didn’t hold back. I didn’t care how gay this was. I knew this had been the best sex of my life. Rich was my new best friend and the benefits were as good as it gets.

  • A Faggot’s Tale

    My name is John Smith. I am 45 years old. I live in a large mid-western city. I have to confess right off that I am an obvious queen—and always have been. I am a nurse and work in a hospital. Some of the middle-aged women patients fawn on me. I guess one could say that they are fag hags. When I was a child my mother often dressed me my older sister’s clothes, and I kinda liked it. She took pictures of me in drag, and even showed them to her friends.

    When I started the first grade everybody called me a sissy, and some boys bullied me. But none of them ever hit me. I started sucking cock at an early age, which I can’t reveal here. During my late adolescence I was a wild person. I was cruising the streets one late night when a car stopped beside me. A fellow high school student, Ronnie, was in it, and 3 or 4 other boys unknown to me. Ronnie persuaded me to get into the car and go pleasure riding with them. I was so greedy that I didn’t realize how dangerous this could be. We went to a large overgrown open field and they made me suck all of their dicks. When I was finished one of the boys said, “Let’s beat the shit out of this queer.” But  Ronnie came to my rescue with a cooler head, and suggested that it was not a good idea. So I escaped a beating.

    In high school, I would sometimes study in the auditorium, where I was usually alone because classes were over for the day.. Once there was another guy there. He was someone I had seen around school, and I thought he was the greatest–tall, muscular, and handsome. I had wanted him from first sight. I struck up a conversation and quickly got to the point. He accepted and we went behind the curtain on the stage. I had my way with him. This became an off-and-on occurrence. He once invited me to his house in the West End. He had told me to enter the side entrance, turn right, go up the stairs to the second floor, and enter such-and-such bedroom. I don’t know how I had the balls to do this, but I went. When I quietly entered the side entrance I could hear the TV in the living room. I imagined that the rest of his family was there, but perhaps he was alone in the house. My heart was in my throat. I was afraid that someone would spot me and call the police to report an intruder. I went to the designated bedroom and there he was. Afterwards he escorted me downstairs, and I was out of the house. I ran into him on the street a couple of years out of high school and he went with me to my windowless rented  room for sex.  

    About this time I discovered Central Park. The middle of the park was its highest point, with a colonnade. From here one could see almost the entire park. Guys would wait for contacts there and do their business out in the open without fear.

    This spot, too, had its regulars.  I gave myself a nickname. It was Aida Brown (“I eat or brown”. Guys ask me how I can breathe with a big cock down my throat. I tell them I breathe thru my shit chute. I met a guy there whose job was to read electric meters. I nicknamed him the “meter reader peter eater.”

    Word got around that teenage boys were robbing the gays. I decided to come to the defense of my fellow cruisers and teach the bastards a lesson. For several years during my late teens and early twenties, I always carried a switchblade to protect myself should I face a difficult situation. I had to visit the park several different nights to accomplish my task, but eventually I saw two kids approaching the center of the park. When they got close enough I could tell they were menacing. I was ready for them. I yelled out, “OK, you motherfuckers, come one step closer and I’ll cut the two of you to shreds.” They could see my knife and they turned and fled the park. I’ll bet they thought twice before going after their next victim.

    One evening out cruising for meat, I stumbled upon a strange situation. It was on a narrow band of land beside the De Sonhos River and extended some fifteen blocks or so. It had entrances only at both ends. Part of its width was covered by the trestles of the Illinois Central Railroad, with a train station above. I soon found out that the spot had nonstop sex action, day and night. Most ‘of the “servicers” were black, while the “servicees” were white, straight, and mostly young rough-trade types. These guys weren’t there to get paid, they went there to unload. Why it was this black-white division of labor, I never figured out. I have always believed that blacks give better oral sex because many have larger lips and bigger mouths. This certainly must contribute a more enjoyable experience. I suspect that the cruising area had been in operation for years, and was apparently widely known, as there were always “customers.” I didn’t fit the mold. Sometimes I gave, sometimes I got, but not with the same person. In spite of being totally open, it was completely safe. I never saw cops there, although they must have known about it. Nor did anyone go there to rob.

    At times the railroad workers would stand above the trestles and peer down. Sometimes there were two or three and they would make comments like “Look, that guy can really suck.” This never bothered anyone being watched. That’s because there was no way to get down into the area directly from above. Had they wanted to stop the action below they would have had to run fast for four blocks just to get down there. There were unobstructed views toward each end of the cruising area, so any suspicious persons could be seen from a distance and one could disperse long before they reached the spot. I suspect that some of the workers would sometimes sneak off from their colleagues to go get their share.

    I got to know an assorted cast of characters that frequented this haven. One was a black guy who earned the name of “Sweet Lips” due to his superior talents. He had his own regulars, who insisted on using him and no one else. I met a white guy a few years older than me and we became speaking acquaintances. I asked him why he always wore a toboggan cap even on hot summer days. He answered, “I’ll show you why.” He pulled off his cap and long tresses fell halfway down his back. I gasped in disbelief. I had never seen a man with such long hair before. He explained that he was a drag performer with something called The Jewel Box Review,  and that his stage name was Bonnie Belle. I begin to attract my own regulars. Two were an unlikely pair that often stopped by together to get serviced. One was a man in his mid- thirties, the other a teen-age kid of about eighteen. The boy had only one nut.

    Across the street from the Trailways bus station was a burlesque movie house, that showed hetero movies. The films it showed were tame compared to today’s pornography. But that didn’t stop horny guys from frequenting the place. And they in turn attracted predatory gays. It was a madhouse. One frequent visitor was a guy in a wheelchair. Another guy, perhaps his lover, would wheel him into the theater, then down the steps to the men’s room to spend the afternoon. He would move up beside the urinal and wait there. His wheelchair was low-seated, putting him at about cock level. When a guy with a stiff prick came to “piss,” there was a mouth inches from his cock. They got the message quickly and either accepted the obvious offer or left. Mr. Wheelchair didn’t mind who watched him in action. No one ever got angry with him and struck him, I suppose because he was in a wheelchair. Maybe that device was just a ploy. I sure had my share of dick in that men’s room.

    I my roaming, I met a strange assortment of characters. One was a fat middle-aged queen who was constantly at one of the city’s glory holes. The poor sole had a fatal heart attack while sucking a cock. I don’t know how the guy he was sucking managed to pull his tool out of the cocksucker’s mouth. Of course I have always adored glory holes too, but that’s another story.

    Somehow I came across a guy who had earned the nickname of Stepladder Kate. He was tall and skinny. He was probably rich, but slightly retarded. He spent every day sitting in the Greyhound bus station. I don’t think he ever picked anyone up. He probably got his thrill by watching the comings and goings of the travelers. Several years later, I had to make a trip east. Low and behold he was sitting in the Greyhound station in Philadelphia. I guess he got bored with our city.

    I met a fellow cocksucker who lived in a lower-class neighborhood. He was also tall. One night he invited me to an orgy in a open field in the neighborhood. He invited a group of teen aged neighborhood boys for the occasion. We shared them. He actually lifted up a short guy, sat him on his shoulder, and proceeded to suck his dick. What a sight!

    After I did my internship as a nurse, I got a job at that hospital. I was able to buy a small house in a lower-middle class neighborhood, with a tiny front yard. I sowed grass seeds there. Not being large enough to accommodate a lawn mower, which I couldn’t afford anyway, I cut the grass with my scissors.

    Well, I guess I’ve gone long enough. I hope I didn’t bore you.

  • An Approaching Storm

    Daniel stood up and faced him. His robe loosened, and the head of his now hardening penis pushed through the opening.

    “There’s a lot about me you don’t know,” Logan told him. “I’ve been without any companionship for a long time, and I…”

    “I’ve been forward,” replied Daniel. “I’m sorry. I’ve been lonely for a long time as well, and you’re attractive.”

    “You’re gay?” It was not quite a question but an expression of relief and excitement.

    “Yeah, Logan. I am, and I…”

    A large clap of thunder shook the walls.

    “Daniel, I’d put on some clothes if I were you. It will help me resist you.” Logan smiled.

    “What about you?”

    “Who says I want you to resist me? Besides, my clothes are still wet,” replied Logan.

    “I’ve got dry clothes, ya doofus. I wouldn’t make you put wet ones on again.” Daniel laughed.

    “I knew you wouldn’t. You’re too nice of a guy.”

    “I think we’re about the same size,” said Daniel. “Except your dick’s bigger.” There was silence. “Oh, shit. I’m sorry. I… uh…”

    “Hey, it’s ok,” Logan told him. “Guys check each other out all the time. I got a peek at you when you were peaking out at me. And I think we’re about the same. Don’t worry about it.” What Logan hadn’t mentioned is that he had been trying to get a ‘peek’ of Daniel’s junk. He found Daniel very attractive, but he also saw Daniel as an exceptional man, someone who would make a great friend. And he knew he needed at least one of those. “I’m willing to wear an old pair of yours if you’ll part with it.”

    “I thought I had a new pack that I bought the last time I went into Renton,” Daniel said as he searched his closet. “They’re not here.”

    “Any old pair will do, as long as they’re not boxers. I hate boxers, and that’s what I’ve been wearing for the past six years.”

    “Well, then, wear these.” Daniel handed him a pair of bright red briefs with a certain mouse on them.

    “Really? Why does a grown man have underwear with Mickey on them?”

    “You’re right.” Daniel grabbed them back. “I can’t let you wear my favorite pair. These are perfect for you.” At that, he handed him an orange pair with Goofy on them.

    “Fine.” Logan slipped his robe off and stepped into the underwear. “Just so you know, I lied.” He looked directly into Daniel’s eyes. “My dick is a lot bigger than yours.”

    “Says the man wearing Goofy underwear.” Daniel threw him a pair of short pants. “Here, see if these are big enough to cover up your elephant trunk.”

    Another loud thunderclap made both men jump. “OK. Enough fooling around.” Daniel retrieved two plaid shirts from the closet. He slipped into the mouse underwear and jeans shorts, and he was buttoning his shirt when another band of heavy rain and hail began falling. The roof of the convent roared from the pounding. At the same time, a whistling sound from the wind unnerved them. The clouds turned the little daylight that still survived into darkness.

    “We’re going to need a flashlight and a hurricane lamp,” announced Daniel.

    “Where are they?”

    “In the little alcove on the other side of the fireplace.” Daniel led the way and moved the curtain covering the shelves. Both men tried to look into the darkness at the same time and bumped their heads.

    “Well, I’m seeing stars now,” laughed Logan, “but I still can’t see a flashlight.”

    “It’s there somewhere. Somebody cracked me over the head with a bowling ball.”

    “That bowling ball was my head,” replied Logan. “And if it hadn’t been for my thick skull, I’d be lying unconscious on the floor.”

    “Here’s the flashlight.”

    Logan bent forward and held the wall. “Is the lamp in here, too.”

    Daniel clicked on the flashlight. “There it is.”

    Logan retrieved it. “What now?”

    “Bring it to the fireplace. We can huddle by the fire and hope the place doesn’t blow away,” said Daniel. “I’ve actually seen worse, lots worse.”

    “Why don’t we just sit next to the fire, and you can tell me your life story.”

    “Let me get the slide projector out.”

    “Um. OK.”

    “Just kidding. I have three pictures. Two of them are Polaroids from one of the nuns, and the other is a fifth-grade picture because my teacher that year asked the photographer to give each of the kids at the orphanage a free one.”

    “So you grew up in the orphanage?” Logan sat down on the hearth.

    Daniel sat next to him. “The pictures are in my closet. I’ll get them later. It really is nice and warm here.

    Logan moved closer to him. “So tell me your story.”

    Daniel took a deep breath. “Well, as so many stories do, this one begins with my birth.” He smiled and laughed a little.

    “Like David Copperfield.”

    “Daniel Copperfield,” repeated Daniel. He didn’t like telling his life’s story, but this guy seemed sincerely interested.

    “I was left at the convent during Matins. One of the sisters found me in the kitchen, so someone slipped in and left me just inside the door, so I’ve spent my entire life here, except for the four years I was away at college. I think that everything was pretty normal until the summer I turned fifteen. The only work we had to do outside the orphanage was taking things down to the refreshment stand that the nuns ran on the beach during the summer. We carried ice, water, soda, snacks, you know, that kind of thing down the stairs to the beach. The stand used to be just north of the cave entrance.

    “That summer, I would stay down at the beach. I hung out with the lifeguards, helped with trash pick-up, and ran other errands. So I met more people. I met people who made me feel different about things.

    “I began to do a lot of questioning that next year. Of course, I didn’t have a dad I could talk to, and I didn’t discuss it with the nuns. I wasn’t comfortable with the school counselor, so I really withdrew from a lot of things, and I began reading more. We had a priest who would come at least once a month, but I didn’t want to talk about the lust in my loins with him.

    “Then part of the orphanage burned down. Someone from the state tried to close the orphanage, and they moved all the younger kids away. The nuns went with them. There were three of us who were sixteen, and a lawyer in town helped us petition the courts to allow us to stay. Our part had not burned, and we got an injunction that let us stay until the courts could decide what was best. Two of the older guys were in college, and I had graduated high school and moved into the gardener’s cottage when the court decided that we could stay if we filed for emancipation.”

    “That was rather moot by then, wasn’t it?”

    “Yeah. The town claimed the property as abandoned and I was able to get title to the convent and a half-acre around it. The rest of the twenty acres has been designated a park, but no one really comes to this part. I have access to the orphanage building, but I haven’t gone inside in years. And only a corner of the orphanage technically is on my land. A crew from the town checks it out in the spring and does any repairs. I make sure no one has vandalized it.”

    “Wow.”

    “The convent is entirely on my land. Sometimes I think I should clear out, and other times, getting rid of it would feel like erasing part of my life.” Daniel stared into the fire.

    “What do you do for a living?” asked Logan. “You must have expenses to cover.”

    “I work in the cannery during the busy season. I work at the hardware store when they need an extra hand. Sometimes, I help out when the boats come back in exchange for some lobster or crab.

    “A few years back, there was a bad season, and people would leave food in a basket for me. I didn’t like it, but I knew they were doing it out of the goodness of their hearts. They left a note telling me I had done a lot to unify the community around a common cause. That is true, I guess; they really rallied around the three of us who were left after the fire, but I want to earn my keep. Giving me the convent was more than I expected or deserved, so I…” Daniel shrugged his shoulders.

    “Are you happy here?”

    “I think I am. I feel at home. I have people here who care what happens to me. I care about them; I want them to be happy and successful. I am lonely; I don’t have friends my own age. I wonder about having a real career, but grad school is so expensive. I’d have to move. Maybe I’m coming up with excuses. Sometimes being complacent is too easy.”

    “I get the feeling that you sometimes wonder if there’s more to the world than what you have here.”

    Daniel felt a little uneasy. Had he taken the easy road instead of setting goals and working for them? He tried to change the subject. “Tell me, Logan. What do you want for your life?”

    Logan turned to Daniel. “I’m not sure. Before going to prison, I imagined a life of enjoying my work, traveling the world, being a great uncle to my nephews and nieces. I won’t be able to travel the world because they were laundering money as part of an international drug operation. So I’ve been barred from getting a passport. I wanted to study international law and work in companies that had offices overseas, but I’m going to need to get a job to save enough money to pay for school. But who’s going to want an international law expert who can’t travel internationally?”

    “What about helping people who are caught in a trap the way you were?”

    “Like Project Innocence?”

    Daniel nodded. “Yeah, exactly. People who don’t have the funds to hire fancy-schmancy lawyers. I was able to go to school with grants and scholarships. We can start looking at those for you. Maybe Mr. Juniper can help; he’s the lawyer that helped us out when the nuns left. He might know of a way. I bet there are lots of options.”

    “I suppose that’s something to consider as well. It’s been so long since I’ve talked to anyone who seriously discussed my options. Thanks.” Logan stood up and walked to the door and looked out into the hall. He didn’t want Daniel to see the emotions that were rampant on his face. “It seems to be getting even darker.”

    Daniel walked up behind him and put a hand on his shoulder. The touch of another human began to make Logan shudder just slightly. He wanted to let the hand discover more. He longed for a caring, human touch for so long. He turned; their faces were just inches apart.

    “Logan, the flames dancing in your eyes look like a sunset on the ocean.”

    Logan whispered to him. “If we had met in college, I would have taken you back to my room. I always wanted to find the right boy to take back to my room so he could make love to me like they did in the smut books. I didn’t just want a fuck. I wanted love.”

    “You mean the gay erotic novels? They inspired you to look for love?” Daniel asked.

    “Yeah,” laughed Logan. “Those things. Those fucking pieces of filth that made me believe I could find happiness.”

    “Maybe you can find happiness,” Daniel moved his head a little closer, “maybe, by setting the bar high, they kept you from making a mistake. You know, just fucking the first Tom, Dick, or Harry who came along.”

    “Or fucking the first guy I met named Tom who had a hairy dick?”

    Daniel smiled, “That’s awful.” He pressed his lips to Logan’s. “I’m a virgin, Logan.”

    “I am, too, Daniel. Think we might be the first virgins to consider losing their status in this building?”

    “Maybe in the category of gay, male ones,” quipped Daniel.

    Logan raised his brows, “That’s so fucking nasty,” he chuckled. “You’re so naughty.”

    “What’s naughty is a guy in Goofy underwear and one in Mickey underwear with dueling boners who are considering going to bed together,” said Daniel.

    Logan ran his tongue over the cleft in Daniel’s chin. “I’ve gone way past considering it.”

    Daniel took a deep breath; his eyes teared up, and water spilled down his cheeks. Logan moved his hand so his palm cradled the side of Daniel’s head and his fingers caressed the top of his skull. Their lips touched again, and this time, slight flicks of their tongues enhanced the interaction.

    “You’re a very special man, Daniel, and I hate to do this to you. I know you spent a lot of time getting the buttons on this shirt to line up with the buttonholes.” Logan began to unbutton Daniel’s shirt. “But it has to be done.” With two buttons released, Logan kissed his neck, and with the slightest hint from the tip of his tongue, he moved his lips back to Daniel’s jawline.

    Daniel’s knees weakened. “Oh, fuck. I’ve never felt that before. He looked into Logan’s eyes, and Logan stared back. Logan’s fingers continued to unbutton the shirt, and then he pulled it loose. Daniel shivered in the cold air but felt a strange warmth as he was kissed over his chest and abs.

    Logan stood up and removed his own shirt. “Take your pants off, Danny.” As his shorts hit the floor, Logan dropped his own. The men stood facing each other. Danny’s smooth body in contrast to the hairy-chested man facing him. “Danny?”

    “Yes?” he replied between deep breaths.

    “I fucking love Mickey Mouse.” Logan dropped to his knees, freed the rigid cock from its prison, and plunged his mouth down the shaft.

    Danny threw his head back. Just the right amount of pressure had been used as tight lips encircled his cock and moved down toward the base.

    Logan pulled back off. “Your precum tastes divine, and there’s so much of it.”

    “I don’t usually have much. You must be doing that to me.”

    “Fuck, Danny. How can I want you this much? We barely know one another, and yet, I think I may want to stay here with you forever. How can that be?”

    Daniel shook his head. “I don’t know. But it is, isn’t it. How can I know that I’ve been hoping you’d stay since I first saw you on the beach? And that desire has just grown as we talked.” Daniel pulled Logan to his bed. “Get between the covers.”

    Daniel wiggled between Logan’s legs after he was positioned in the bed and began to suck his cock with abandon. Logan’s moans rivaled the thunder. While Daniel had never been with anyone, he had practice oral sex on a banana after seeing videos on the Internet. He’d read and refined his technique. Logan was now the recipient of that training, and it didn’t take long for him to announce that he was about to lose his load.

    “I’m coming, Danny. I’m… oh, fuck, yeah.” His body tensed and then relaxed.

    Daniel was still swallowing the seed when his head popped out from under the covers. He licked his lips to draw in the last drop. Logan was still breathing rather heavily when Daniel ran his tongue around his hair-covered nipple.

    “I love that you’re hairy. It excites me.”

    “That blowjob,” said Logan, “that was pretty fan-fucking-tastic.”

    “You say fuck a lot, don’t you?” Daniel smiled. “Did you pick that up during your stay at the state residence facility?”

    “No. I said fuck a lot before then, but I probably said it a little more while I was there. But there’s only one time when it really matters.”

    “When’s that?” Daniel asked.

    “When I tell you that I want you to fuck me.”

    Daniel kissed Logan again before pushing his legs up and out to have a clear view of his ass. “Hold your legs while I lube you up.” Using spit, Daniel made Logan’s hole wet and slippery. He checked tightness with his fingers. Every movement of his hand caused Logan to moan.

    With saliva slathered over his erection, Daniel followed Logan’s directive and pushed himself inside the man beneath him.

    “Fuck! You’re fucking huge. Oh. Yeah. That spot. Fuck me like that.”

    Daniel bent forward and covered Logan’s mouth with his as he moved in and out of the man with whom he had already fallen in love. Logan’s moans and occasional shouts of ‘fuck’ echoed in Daniel’s mouth. Daniel began to fuck faster, and Logan’s moans became squeals.

    It was no surprised to Daniel that when he came inside his partner, Logan shouted another loud ‘fuck.’ The storm continued to rage outside as the two men continued to make love to one another.

    The storm lasted four days. Their love lasted a lifetime.


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  • Crying Wolf

    Dear Reader, This is a work of fiction based on some real experience. I would love to hear your comments, both positive and negative. Enjoy the story.


    I don’t usually frequent public gay places for a variety of reasons. But around four years ago, I visited this gay bar named Wolf Bar.

    I was a bit nervous going in. The lights were not overly dark, but not bright either. The music was pretty loud. I walked over to the bar and ordered a scotch on the rocks, full ice, my favorite drink. The place was not crowded but was fairly full. As I started sipping my drink, sitting at the bar, I began to check out the clientele. Most were older men, some bears, but a few were quite interesting.

    On my right, there were two guys chatting, one taking the seat next to me, the other standing in the small space between us. The seat on my left was empty. It was difficult to listen in on conversations because of the loud music, but I could tell the two guys next to me were quite intimate with each other. The one who was sitting on the bar stool had his hand on the standing guy’s hip, and the standing guy was pressing his crotch on his friend’s knee and thigh. Of course, the scene got me excited, but sadly I was totally ignored by the pair. They were too engrossed by each other.

    Ten or fifteen minutes later, I felt some movement to my left. I swiveled and was surprised to see this “gorgeous” woman climbing into the bar stool next to me. She had long blond hair—very evidently dyed—huge boobs, almost popping out of her tight blouse and a short skirt showing hot female thighs. She ordered some kind of pinkish cocktail with a straw. Apparently, she was a regular customer because she started a light conversation with one of the two barmen, the one I had had my eyes on when I first ordered my drink.

    This barman was in his early twenties, probably the youngest person in the place. He had a pony tail, a killer face, and a nice slim body. A couple of times, he noticed me starting at him. He would smile and wink. I learned that his name was Moustafa; the female called him Moto. Although I’m not much into large boobs, I couldn’t avert my eyes away from this woman’s breasts. Moto noticed. When she left to go to the bathroom, he bent across to me over the bar and whispered with a snickering smile, “She’s a guy, in case you were wondering.”

    He must have seen the surprise on my face because his smile got wider and more amused. I stared at the light patch of chest hair that appeared through his shirt opening, and I whispered back, “I’m not into boobs.” My stare made sure that Moto understood what I was really “into.”

    Moto noticed my stare, of course. He put his hand on the hair patch, rubbing a little, and surreptitiously undoing two buttons. I gazed at the beautiful flat chest and the trail that led down to his waist. “You prefer something like this, then?” he asked.

    I wasn’t used to flirting with a barman, and I was surprised that Moto would actually flirt with me, which he obviously was doing.

    “Uh, yes,” I answered, my eyes wondering down the dark-skinned, sexy chest.

    Moto moved his hand down to his crotch, slightly fisting his bulge and keeping the smile. Before he could say anything, I commented, “And that, too.”

    He placed both hands on the bar counter in front of him, leaning, showing his bare chest inside the shirt, and whispered, “I take a cigarette break in ten minutes out back, if you’re interested.”

    And he moved away to serve another customer who came up to the bar to order a drink. I swiveled around on my stool, considering whether I had the balls to follow Moto outside and decided that it wouldn’t be much of a risk if I did so. He looked so hot serving drinks. He kept glancing at me and smiling. I still couldn’t understand why a barman would flirt with a customer.

    As I waited, some guys started dancing. There wasn’t much groping and touching. Most of them were showing their dancing moves. I would have preferred a more erotic type of dancing, but all the while Moto was on my mind.

    A short while later, I felt a tap on my shoulder as Moto led the way to the back of the bar. I followed, as discretely as I could. Outside, I noticed that the back door led to the parking lot where I had parked my car. Moto was leaning at one of the cars, lighting a cigarette. When he saw me come out, he grabbed his crotch and winked. It was fairly dark, but I was able to see clearly since the bar itself was not brightly lit.

    I walked the few meters over to where Moto was. I replaced his hand with mine, feeling his equipment. He was already hard.

    “Have you parked your car here?” he asked in a low voice.

    I led the way to my car which was conveniently wedged between two other cars on both sides. As soon as we slid between my car and the one next to it, Moto unbuttoned his jeans and took out his dick. Without hesitation, I knelt, grabbed the hard cock, and sucked. Looking up at his cute face, I noticed that he was humping my throat and still smoking his cigarette. This for me was so sexy that I hungrily swallowed his shaft to the base.

    Moto was not hung, but he had a decent-sized cock, cut and with a thick knob. At first I would stop whenever his knob hit my throat, but after a while, I was able to swallow the whole cock. When Moto realized that I was taking all his cock into my mouth, he increased his jamming until he shot his load. I let go of his dick and stood up. He flicked away the cigarette butt, pulled up his jeans, shoved his semi-hard and wet dick into his underwear, buckled up and smiled at me. The whole episode lasted for the time it took Moto to smoke a cigarette!

    “Thanks,” he said. “I really needed that. You suck cock very nicely.”

    “Nicely?” I mumbled, still tasting his salty cum.

    “Well, yea. You swallowed my cock and my jizz. That’s really nice.”

    “I’ve had some practice, you know,” I commented flippantly, as I reached for my wallet, considering how much I should tip the guy. After all, I thought he did this with many clients, hoping to inflate his income.

    “Man, what the fuck? I don’t want to be paid for getting a blowjob,” he said with a little anger in his voice. He sounded quite offended. “If anything, I’m the one who should pay you. You sucked my dick, man! Anyway, your next drink is on me. You can wash down my jizz with it!” And he walked back to the backdoor motioning me to follow him. “You can’t use the main entrance, so when you get in make as if you’re returning from the toilets,” he advised.

    When I got back to my stool, there was another guy occupying it. Moto handed me another scotch and I stood at the bar next to the new guy. He was good looking, with a goatee, around 35 years old. We said hi and started a light conversation. He sounded like a nice guy. Every now and then, I would look over at Moto and my body would shiver. Even with the scotch, I still tasted his cum. And I still sported an erection.

    “So what do you do for a living, Amir?” Ralph, the guy I was chatting with, asked me.

    “Oh, it’s boring. I’m in insurance. You?”

    “I’m in marketing,” he answered.

    “That’s much more interesting.”

    Ralph was now facing me, sitting on the bar stool, legs open, which placed me right between them. I imagined what it would be like if we had been alone and naked. I was still very horny after blowing Moto. I needed some release.

    Ralph and I kept up the conversation for a while. Then he slid off the stool, his body pressed onto mine, as he said, “I think I need some fresh air.”

    “Yea,” I said. “It’s getting quite stuffy in here. We can go out for a while.”

    Moto overheard me. He came closer and said to the both of us, “If you like, I can let you out through the backdoor. This way, you can walk back inside without having to use the main entrance.”

    Moto knew what was going on. We followed him and walked out into the parking lot. As we walked towards where I was parked, Ralph placed his hand on my butt and rubbed.

    “You are quite attractive, Amir,” he said in a low voice.

    I placed my hand on his crotch and squeezed. “So are you, Ralph.”

    When we got to the car, I unlocked and climbed into the back seat, turning the cabin light off. Ralph clambered behind me. We kissed and fondled each other. Ralph slipped down his pants and underwear to show an impressive erection.

    As I took Ralph’s uncut cock into my mouth, I kept thinking that I wanted more than giving blowjobs to men inside cars. I wanted real sex. So I undid my pants and pulled them down. I got out of the car. Ralph slid out after me. I bent over the side of the back seat with the car door open but I made sure to turn off the cabin light. Ralph squatted behind me and spread my ass cheeks. He started licking into my crack. His tongue was warm and probing. I was moaning and grinding my cock on the car seat as I enjoyed his tongue fucking.

    Then he straightened but kept his hand on my back, pressing me in the same position. I turned my head around to see him fishing out a condom from his shirt pocket.

    “Let me,” I said and turned around to sit on the car seat, sideways.

    Ralph handed me the condom, with a smile on his face, his cock throbbing. I placed the condom ring between my teeth and put it on his cockhead as he pulled back the skin. Using my lips to press, I rolled the condom onto his cock, letting the shaft disappear in my mouth. He had an average size cock so I was able to reach the base of his cock shaft without gagging a lot. As I withdrew my lips, I made sure to apply a lot of spit on his condom-covered tool.

    Preparing ourselves for some fucking, we suddenly heard the bar backdoor open. We quickly squatted between the cars and peeked up to see who it was. To our surprise and to my elation, it was Moto.

    Moto sauntered by straight towards my car.

    “I knew you guys were going to be here,” he said smilingly. Then he looked at Ralph’s cock which has lost some of its erection as we stood up but was still sheathed with the condom.

    “I’m on my second break,” Moto continued, undoing his jeans buttons, “and I thought maybe I could join?”

    Without waiting for an answer, Moto pulled down his jeans and shorts, already sporting an erection, and sat on the side of the back seat with his legs spread open. I took my cue and bent over to take him in my mouth. Ralph was stroking his dick and it didn’t get him too long to get it hard again as he watched hot Moto’s dick disappear into my hungry mouth. Strangely though, Moto’s cock tasted saltier than the first time I sucked him.

    Ralph thrust into me. My moaning on Moto’s dick made Moto moan too, the vibrations from my throat giving him extra thrill. Ralph held my hips and fucked. Nice, slow, long thrusts. I met his pumping by pushing back onto him and swallowing Moto’s cock in spite of the sudden pain I felt when the hard cock penetrated me. As Ralph fucked deeper, I grabbed onto Moto’s thighs for balance. I felt dizzy and weak. Suddenly, Ralph froze and shot his load. When he withdrew, I actually heard his cock pop out of my ass. I didn’t let go of Moto’s cock, who was apparently enjoying the sensation of fucking my mouth.

    I heard the rustle of Ralph’s clothes as he pulled up his pants. I thought he was going to walk away or wait and watch. Instead, to my surprise, Ralph sat on the asphalt and squeezed himself between me and Moto. He fisted my semi-hard cock and started to blow me. In no time I was fully erect. Moto was also surprised. He placed one hand on the back of my head controlling the rhythm of his fucking my throat, and his other hand on the back of Ralph’s head guiding him onto my dick.

    I loved the sensations. My ass was still recuperating from having gotten ploughed. My throat was loving Moto’s hard and throbbing knob and my lips were massaging his shaft as it moved in and out of my mouth. My cock was sliding so beautifully into Ralph’s mouth as he gulped and splurged on it.

    Both Moto and I shot our loads at the same time. The second I felt Moto’s dick thicken and pulse with his first squirt, I shot deep down Ralph’s throat. Moto’s squirts filled my mouth and I swallowed his jizz. Ralph wasn’t doing as well with mine. I felt him pull away after my first spill in his throat, gagging and spitting. My other squirts hit him in the face.

    Spent and breathing hard, the three of us stood next to each other, fixing ourselves. Moto wiped off his cock using paper tissue from my car. Ralph was wiping my cum off his face and trying to wipe some that stained his shirt. I was enjoying the taste of Moto’s man juice, my cock still twitching as I stuffed it back into my underwear and pulled up my pants.

    When we walked back into the bar, it was around 1 o’clock after midnight. Many of the clientele had left. Those who remained were making out, a little kissing and groping, but anything more serious than that would not be allowed inside the bar.

    Moto placed two drinks before us on the bar, a scotch for me and a mohito for Ralph. “This is for you guys on the house to wash down the juices,” he whispered with a wicked smile.

    It was quite an evening, I thought. Although I had wished for some action before I arrived earlier, I had never imagined it would turn out the way it did.

    The other few occasions that I visited Wolf Bar, nothing too serious happened. I sucked Moto off a couple of times. But he wasn’t into anything more serious. All the kid wanted was a good blowjob during his break, and it looked like he enjoyed the way I sucked him. I certainly did!


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  • Welcome To New York

    I woke up in the middle of my hotel room, instantly thinking about the pounding I received in the gym shower from the hot, deep voiced stud from the gym the night before. I rubbed my ass, still slightly tender, reminiscing about Pete’s thick cock, the way that he fucked me hard from behind under the shower stream, and how fucking hot it was. I wanted him to come back to my hotel room to fuck me again that night, but as we were heading to our lockers afterwards, Pete got a message and needed to head home and took off quickly. I felt a strong connection to him right away and was truly disappointed that he couldn’t come back to the room. I was hoping he was not a dump and go sort of guy, but I did manage to rhyme off my cell number to him as he quickly punched it in, promising to text me the next day. I fell right asleep in the hotel bed as soon as I arrived, grateful in fact that I was able to get some sleep after all. However, my hard cock and my twitching ass the next morning was proof that I was disappointed I didn’t get a round 2. I couldn’t stop thinking about Pete and his deep voice, and passionate fucking. I stopped myself from jerking off, in the hopes that I would get to see him later today after the conference was finished. The conference started with a light breakfast at 8am and was going to run through the entire day with a couple breaks in between and an hour for lunch. The entire day I was checking my phone, hoping to see a message from Pete. By 4pm, there was still nothing. I excused myself from the team I had been assigned with just after 6pm and headed up to the room before our dinner at 7pm. I checked the phone again – still nothing. I tossed the phone down and went to have a shower to try to wake myself up. I was exhausted from the lack of sleep the night before and the long day listening to boring keynote speakers. I padded out of the bathroom wrapped in my towel after the hot shower and I flopped down on the bed and closed my eyes.I woke up with a start and sat upright, checking the clock. 9:30pm. Fuck! I thought. I slept right through dinner.I grabbed my phone hoping to see a message from Pete, but nothing still. Cursing myself, I threw on a pair of jeans and my shoes, pulled a t-shirt on and grabbed a sweater and packed my gym stuff. I figured I was going to grab a bite on my own and head to the gym like I did the night before. I figured I might as well try the gym out again and see what luck I could have tonight. I had a moment when I hoped I would run into Pete again. Giving him the benefit of the doubt that he just wasn’t able to text me today, and I could possibly see him at the gym. My heart fluttered as I thought about him again – that handsome face, those killer eyes, that deep sexy voice. He kissed me like a passionate lover, and he was all I thought about during the conference all day long. My cock was already semi-hard as I moved out of the lobby of the hotel room into the busy New York street just after 10pm.I grabbed a bite in the same little café and headed to the gym once again, arriving about an hour earlier than I did the night before. I quickly scanned the locker room and noticed no one familiar. I started to change, feeling rather angry and frustrated when I looked up and saw the older bodybuilder from last night stripping down across the way from me. I was sure it was him – that big beefy body, the short dark brown military crew cut with the hint of grey, those mouthwatering legs. The last view I had of him was him bent over my ass tonguing my hole after getting blown in the sauna by another younger hot bodybuilder as I sucked Pete’s dick.I watched this giant changing from behind my locker door, eyeing his muscles, as he stripped down to his underwear. He turned his back to me and reached into his locker and grabbed a towel. Then he shucked his underwear, and I got a perfect view of his big solid ass before he wrapped it up in a towel and closed his locker door. As he turned, I saw his face: it was him. And he was heading for the sauna.I hesitated. I hadn’t even worked out yet, but here was this behemoth who said he wanted to fuck me last night. So, I did what any horny frustrated guy would do. I skipped my workout, stripped down and headed to the sauna wrapped in my towel.I opened the door slowly and cautiously, but there was no one in there but the big bodybuilder. He opened his eyes casually as I entered, his towel draped over his thighs covering his midsection. And then he registered me and sat up straight and smiled wide. “Hey there buddy. Good to see you back for more.” He pulled at his towel, moving it down a bit to show off his flat stomach. I moved to the spot I sat in the previous night across from him with Pete and smiled at him.“You can come sit over here if you want.” His voice was gruff, and he wiped sweat from his brow. My cock was already growing as I looked at this hulk in front of me. He looked more like a cop today, and I was suddenly scared this was a sting operation. I could see the headlines now. And then he lowered his towel and showed me that hard dick I saw getting sucked yesterday and my mind stopped thinking. I let my cock lead me over.I sat down directly next to him and my hand was on his cock before I was seated. It was big, thick, meaty. He let his head fall back and closed his eyes. Fuck he was big and solid. I leaned over without even worrying about the door and put it in my mouth. He groaned, and his big paw came to my head to hold me down, ensuring I would take it all in. “Fuck yes.” He moaned as I started. His hand moved off my head and down my back, pulling me in closer so he could get his thick fingers at my ass. I sucked him hungrily, proving that I was a talented cocksucker as he rubbed my ass and teased my hole. “Do I get to fuck you this time?” He moaned as I sucked that big cock. I nodded, not stopping, moaning my need. “I need it.”“You got a place?” His thick finger started poking in and out of my hole, teasing me. Then he suddenly pushed me off and wrapped his towel over his waist as I slid back, the sound of the door now apparent. An older, overweight hairy guy came in with another equally unattractive one. I had moved a bit over from my bodybuilder guy, who glanced over at me and gave me the head nod to leave. It was obvious that these two intruders were not our type. I hid my hardon under the towel, as he did the same and stood up.I followed that big muscular back out the door and into the locker room area. I couldn’t stop staring at his chest as he turned to me. “You want to head out?” he asked, his voice quiet as he moved to his locker.I mentioned the hotel I was staying at, only a block away. He knew the place. I gave him my room number and headed back to my locker to quickly change. I stared at him as he grabbed his towel and moved toward me, winking. “I’ll be there in about 30 minutes. Let me shower first.” He called out to me as he headed to the shower area.I threw on my clothes and grabbed my bag, realizing that I hadn’t even worked out. But this big guy was going to work me over. I was heading to the doorway when I bumped into a guy coming in.“Sorry dude.” I heard the deep voice say to me as I apologized at the same time and looked up.It was Pete from last night.“Oh HEY!” He said and grabbed my shoulders. “I was hoping to run into you tonight!” He pulled me aside and stared into my eyes. “I had the wrong number! I tried to contact you!” He was pleading.My eyes locked onto his killer eyes, and I believed him. I suddenly melted. “Really? I was waiting to hear from you all day.” I mumbled.He smiled that sexy grin. “I’m so sorry buddy. I must have typed one wrong number. Stupid fat fingers.” He leaned in. “I’ve been thinking about you all day.”I paused, wondering if that was true.“I had some woman text me back that I had the wrong number with my first text this morning.” He showed me his phone with the text he sent at 9:03am. “I’m so sorry…but I’m here now. And I want you again.” He leaned in and whispered to me. “I am completely free tonight. Are you?”I thought of the big guy who was going to be coming to my room shortly. “Well,” I hesitated. “Um, sort of. Remember the big guy from the sauna yesterday?”Pete’s eyes looked up to the left as he remembered. “The guy that wanted to fuck you?” He whispered. I nodded. “I was just sucking him off and he’s coming to my room.” He looked a bit dejected. I smiled at him. “Wanna join us?” I was hoping he would say yes, as last night’s activities from the gym were still replaying in my mind all day. The way he kissed. The way he fucked me. The way he felt all over me. He smiled slowly. “As long as I get a piece of that ass again.” He moaned into my ear. He grabbed his phone and opened my contact info and handed it to me. “Here. Put your correct number in this time. I’m not moving until I have it. I need to have it dude. I’m not letting you get away this time.”I grabbed his phone and noted that he had the second last number wrong. I edited it correctly and handed it back to him. He gave a big “Ahhh!” and then typed in a text message to me. My phone buzzed and I looked at it, adding his name to my contacts. “There. No more excuses!” I giggled. “Now,” I texted him my room number as he knew which hotel I was at already. “I’ll see you in a few minutes.”He slapped my ass as I walked away from him, and realized I had TWO guys coming to my hotel room. What a fucking slut I was turning out to be. I hurried back to my room and jumped in the shower to rinse off quickly, emerging with the towel around my waist. I stopped to check myself out in the mirror, noting that I looked pretty fucking good for my age, still cut and defined, solid and smooth. My cock was already bulging under the towel when I heard a soft knocking on my hotel room door.I opened it, secretly hoping it was Pete, but still happy and excited to see the size of the bodybuilder man in front of me. Even dressed he looked fucking hot as hell. I swear he had to be military. He had on a pair of jeans which showed off his big thighs, a long sleeve shirt that did nothing to conceal the size of his giant arms. His hair looked still wet, in his crew cut type style that accentuated his grey showing through. He held a small brown bag in his right hand. His jaw was clenched, as if he was tense. But the bulge in his jeans proved he was happy to see me. “Fuck.” He let out as he saw me in my towel and stepped inside. He closed the door and started opening his jeans. He was horny and rarin’ to go.He pulled his dick out as I knelt in front of him. “I have another guy coming over. Remember the guy I was sucking yesterday?”He nodded. “That’ll be sweet.” He said. “Now suck my cock till he gets here.” He leaned back against the door and I grabbed his cock and went to town. “Fuck yessssss.” He moaned as I took it all the way down. His cock was big, and hard, and just what I needed at the moment. “I brought condoms and lube, ‘cause I can’t wait to fuck that tight little ass of yours.” He bent over me and slapped my ass as I sucked his cock, causing me to grunt. I couldn’t wait either. I had been sucking his cock for so long, listening to the sounds of his moans that when the knock on the door came, we both jumped. He stepped back behind the door as I stood up and opened it up, to see Pete’s handsome face smiling. “You made it!” I moaned, and held the door open for him to step in. As I closed the door, the big bodybuilder was revealed to Pete, standing there stroking his cock at us. Pete smiled. “Nice to see you again there, big guy.” I resumed my position on my hands and knees and started sucking the bodybuilder’s cock again. Pete was suddenly next to me, his tongue out, licking along the shaft as I sucked it down. When his tongue made its way up that shaft to my mouth, it was suddenly invading my mouth. I pulled off the big man’s cock to make out with Pete in another electrifying kiss. My God this man could kiss. I forgot all about the big cock in my hand as Pete and I kissed beside it. And then Pete was on it, sucking it down as I held it out for him. I watched him expertly take it all the way down much to the delight of the big guy’s moans. My mouth joined his, taking on the other side of the shaft as both of us worked up and down on the big guy’s cock. He held both our heads as we licked and sucked his cock hungrily.Then the bodybuilder’s hands were under me, lifting me up off the ground and carrying me to the bed, where he threw me down, my towel coming off along the way. He stripped his shirt off and pushed his jeans down, stepping out of his shoes and pants at the same time. He opened the bag in his hand and threw the bottle of lube down on the bed beside me as he ripped open the box of condoms and pulled one out. “I need in that hot little ass.”I turned over onto my hands and knees and displayed my butt to him as he fished out the condom and slid it over his thick dick. Pete was stripping naked and moving towards the bed as he watched. The big guy grabbed the lube and squirted out a bit onto my ass and then his cock before rubbing them both in and stepping up behind me at the edge of the bed, pulling my ass towards him. Pete stepped onto the bed in font of me, his big cock hard and sticking straight out at my face. I opened my mouth and he guided it in. I felt the cock behind me press against my hole as I took Pete’s down my throat. I didn’t know what felt better – Pete’s in my mouth, or the rubbered cock penetrating me forcefully. I reached back to grab an ass cheek to spread it open as the cock head popped in, causing me to moan and squeeze Pete’s cock in my hand. The big man behind me shoved his cock all the way in as I swallowed Pete’s all the way down, pushing my head forward onto Pete as he stood above me, feeding me his dick. It was a rough fuck that’s for sure. The bodybuilder behind me was on a mission. And his mission was to fuck. Hard! I let go of Pete’s dick and lowered my head to the bed, spreading my hands out as I grunted in submission at the big brute behind me giving it to me deep. Pete’s hands were on me, taking the hint, stroking my back, holding my head as I heard him egg on the hulk. Then he sat down in front of me and guided my head back to his cock. I looked up at his eyes, those killer blue-green eyes of his, and smiled, happily taking his cock in my mouth again as my ass continued to be plowed. “This is one tight ass.” The big guy moaned behind me. “You want in?”Pete held my head down on his cock. “No dude, you give it to him. I’ll have him when you’re done.” I was grunting with each thrust as he fucked me hard. He was in it to shoot and didn’t care. This guy was a fuck machine and he knew it. His grunts filled the room as he continued to tell me what a sweet ass I had, and how he wished he wasn’t wearing a condom so he could fill my ass. “Maybe next time.” He groaned. Next time? This guy was a beast. I needed a gentle lover, not a fucking wild boar. He was hot, but holy fuck he was not one bit passionate. I closed my eyes and took it, wishing he would cum soon. That’s when Pete held my head up and looked into my eyes. “Want me to make him cum?” He whispered in my ear. I nodded as I was repeatedly pushed forward by his hard thrusting. Pete jumped off the bed and moved around behind the bodybuilder. I turned to watch, noticing how fucking huge the guy was fucking me, all his muscles tensed, sweat covering his handsome face as he continued his onslaught of power thrusts. Pete moved behind him, his hands moving over the muscled body and then knelt down, sticking his face in the bodybuilder’s ass. I heard the big man growl, and watched his face fall back as he clutched my hips tight and paused. “Holy fuck man!” he groaned as Pete’s tongue dove into his ass. The big guy leaned over me a bit and slowed his pace down, still digging his cock into me hard, but now enjoying the sensation of his ass being teased by Pete’s long tongue. Pete’s hands wrapped around the big guys waist and I could see them grip the base of his cock and balls at my ass. The big guy’s groans got louder and louder, as he bucked into me with a couple shoves. And then he grabbed my hips tighter and started to shake, resuming to fuck me hard to finally explode his load into the condom stuffed in my ass in a loud moan. Pete pushed him down, his body landing on top of me as I gasped for air at the weight of him on top of me. I could hear Pete groaning as he continued to tongue this big guy’s ass, until he was begging for mercy, slowly thrusting out every last drop of his load. Then I heard a smack as Pete slapped his ass and the two men got off me, the big guy pulling his cock out and whipping his condom off. “Fuck look at that load.” He groaned, holding up the filled condom. “You need to get in there.” He pushed Pete forward to my ass, and Pete simply moved into my body, already knowing the contours of it like an old lover. He moved his arms up my back to my shoulders, and leaned over me, grinding his cock above my ass to give me a break and kissing my neck gently. The big guy came around the bed and climbed on top to sit in front of me, his big legs moving to the sides as he stroked his deflated cock near my face. I couldn’t help but stick my tongue out and lick it as he brought it close. I could taste his cum and the condom on him, which only turned me on more as he shoved it in my mouth to clean. Pete was licking and kissing my neck as he continued to grind his big dick against my lower back. He moved down a bit and I could feel his cock teasing my hole, still lubed from my last fuck. My ass felt used, but suddenly ready for this handsome hunk behind me. I flashed back to how it felt when he fucked me last night, bare, and how hot it had been. And as I remembered his first kiss tonight, I wanted him. I pulled the bodybuilder’s cock from my mouth and turned to look at Pete. He was looking at my ass, grinding his cock up and down it when he noticed me looking. “Fuck me. Now.” I demanded. He raised an eyebrow at me and looked down at his bare cock at my hole. “Now?” He asked quietly. I nodded my head and pushed back against him. “Yes! Stick it in!”He held his cock in his hands as I pushed my ass backwards, aiming the head of his dick at my hole. And when I moved back the second time, he pushed forward, plunging his bare cock into my hole all the way in. I moaned, still holding the giant’s cock in front of me. The bodybuilder groaned as he saw Pete sliding into me. “Aw fuck buddy!” he groaned loudly. “He’s fucking you raw!” I grabbed the sides of his massive thighs as I felt Pete dig into me, all the way, and making me moan louder. Still holding the giant’s cock, my tongue came out and licked at it more. He started stroking my face as he was looking at me licking his cock. “Yeah boy clean it up as you get your ass bred.” He mumbled. “I just may have to get in there again.” I wasn’t listening to him. I was suddenly feeling the heat from Pete’s cock behind me. And I was fucking loving the slow passionate way he was moving in me. Pete curled his body forward, wrapping his arms around me as he slowly, tenderly started fucking me from behind. I sucked on the bodybuilder’s cock like a popsicle as I moaned in pleasure from the fucking. Pete was slow, methodical in his thrusting, holding me tight and licking my neck and ear, whispering that deep sexy voice into me as his body laid on top of me. Pete grabbed my head and turned me sideways to kiss me. I groaned, letting the big guy’s cock fall out of my mouth. He grabbed his own cock and started stroking it beside my face as he grunted. “Holy fuck. That is so hot watching you two make out.” He was stroking hard, slapping the side of my face occasionally as Pete kissed and fucked me passionately. Having spent enough time in this position, Pete pulled out and stood up, grabbing my legs and urging me onto my back. I flipped over, nestling my head up in between the bodybuilder’s thighs, my face snug in between those two hard quads as he continued to stroke his cock, laying there with his legs splayed around me.Pete moved forward, knees on the bed and inched forward, grabbing my ankles and lifting my legs up and open. His hard cock found its way back into my ass easily. “Yeah fuck him.” The beast above me grunted at Pete as he started to slowly pump my ass. Pete’s eyes were on mine, and I simply stared at him as he started his long, slow strokes inside me. My hands moved to his pecs as he smiled down at me pumping deep. He felt amazing in me, like he belonged there. As he fucked me so slowly, almost passionately staring at me with those eyes, I felt my heart pounding as the intensity grew between us. I forgot all about the big bodybuilder surrounding me on the bed as I lay between his thighs. And when Pete leaned over to kiss me, I forgot everything.Pete let go of my legs and bent over me to clamp his mouth onto mine in a soulful kiss. His tongue met mine in a moaning embrace as my legs and arms wrapped around him, bringing his body onto mine as his hips gently pounded into me. Our moans were sent through our mouths, down our throats, and into our bodies as we connected. The feeling of his bare cock in my hole was sending shivers through me, and I clutched onto him like a lover in heat. I wanted this man as deep inside me as I could get. Something in me was coming alive again. This was no rough bodybuilder pounding. This was deep, intense love making.We kissed non-stop, as the rhythm of his cock reached that spot in me that made me shake. I let out a guttural sound which spurred him on, ramming his cock into me deeper with that gentle love making approach. My eyes opened and I pulled off his kiss to moan louder, grabbing his ass with my hands and pulling him more into me if it was even possible. “My God YES!” I screamed out, staring into his eyes as he looked down at me, his ass slowly pumping his cock into me harder. Our eyes locked, and we both sort of smiled at each other. “Holy fuck.” He groaned, that sexy deep voice sending instant flames throughout me. I nodded. I was writhing under him as I heard the big bodybuilder grunt and his legs closed around me. He was jerking his cock violently watching us and as he roared out, cum sprayed up and onto the side of my face as he shook beside me. Pete automatically leaned over and licked it off my face, causing both the big guy and me to moan more, especially when Pete leaned in and kissed me, giving me a taste of this big man behind me. “Finish him off man! Fuckin’ fill his ass!” The bodybuilder groaned above me. His big hands went down my chest and one thick paw grabbed my cock and started jerking me as Pete pounded harder into me. “Oh fuck!” I yelled and arched, the sensation of this big man working my cock while Pete’s cock rammed in me like a piston was too much. I grabbed the bodybuilder’s one bicep while I hung on to Pete and started to shudder uncontrollably. I knew I was cumming. Pete’s cock was working in me to unleash my juice with just his cock. He was fucking it out of me as the big man squeezed my cock hard.I shook and then roared myself, letting the first of several volleys of cum shoot far out of my cock and up into the air, landing on my chest and neck to a series of grunts and groans from the two men. And then Pete, seeing my cum shooting out of my dick, grabbed my hips and lifted my ass off the bed a bit and leaned back on his knees to pummel me hard.“I’m cumming dude.” His eyes were on mine.I grabbed his pecs. “Fill me up man!” I moaned at him.He gladly obeyed. Thrust after thrust he grunted and groaned as his cum flooded inside me, filling my ass as I hung on to the bodybuilder behind me, feeling every drop explode in my clenching hole. Pete’s eyes never left mine as he unloaded every last drop in me. I smiled as he stopped, only to have him release my hips and bend over to kiss me deep. Not hard, but sensually, as if it was our first kiss. God it felt good.Our lips parted and he stared at me, so close I could have kissed him again. “Fuck.” He whispered. “What are you doing to me?” I smiled, my hands moving up his back to his neck and holding his head. “That felt incredible.” I whispered back. I was feeling something for this man. I just knew it. The bed shifted and the bodybuilder got off the bed and slipped into the washroom. Pete and I both watched him go, admiring his built body as he walked to the bathroom door. And as soon as he was gone, Pete and I started making out again. “I want you all to myself.” He moaned in me.I was getting hard again, his cock was still inside me, and the way he kissed me was sending me into a state of pure ecstasy. “Can you come back tomorrow night?” I whispered to him as I rolled to my side, letting his cock slide out of me but still locked in his arms. “Fuck yes.” He looked back at the door. “Just me?”I nodded. “Just you.”When he heard the bathroom door open, he sat up and rolled off me and disappeared into the washroom himself. I watched the big guy move to his clothes and start to dress. He really was a hot specimen. I realized as I watched his body that he didn’t kiss and was not the most gentle lover I’ve had. In fact, I didn’t even know his name. He slipped on his shirt and slid his shoes on his bare feet and moved to the door. “Thanks man. You’re fucking hot as hell. Hope to see you again at the gym or wherever.” Then he smiled at me and his face softened. “Next time I get to breed that ass boy.” He gave me a wave and left the room as I sat completely naked still on the bed. Once upon a time I’d probably take him up on that offer. But the nameless man, even though he was hot as fucking hell, just wasn’t what I was after at this point. I turned to look at Pete as he emerged from the washroom. Now this was a man I could go after.


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  • 3 Friends

    One more story that has been influenced by music. Songs that provide a tone, or a sense of the scenes that are depicted in the storyline. The first song in the opening scene, song 3 during Sid’s great loss, or songs 6 and 8 for the sex scenes, or song 7 dancing to the band, and of course, song 10 too. And at the end, the last scene, song 14. You may have other songs come to mind, those that have been your own influence over the years, and that is good, this recollection, this memory of how music influences all of us. So, if you have these songs in your collection, put them on, crank up the volume, and dance. Boldly, without fear.

    1. “Song 2” by Blur (Blur in 1997, CD, Food)
    2. “Everyday is Halloween” by Ministry (Released as a single with “All Day” as the A-side in 1984, Vinyl, Wax Trax!)
    3. “Face of Wood” by Modern English (After The Snow, CD, 1982 4AD)
    4. “Creep” by Radiohead (Pablo Honey, CD, 1992, Parlophone/EMI)
    5. “Here Comes Your Man” by Pixies (Doolittle, CD, 1989, 4AD/Elecktra)
    6. “Sister Ray” by The Velvet Underground (White Light/White Heat, Vinyl, 1968, Verve)
    7. “Michael” by Franz Ferndinand (Franz Ferndinand, CD, 2004, Domino)
    8. “I Wanna Be Your Dog” by The Stooges (The Stooges, Vinyl, 1969, Elektra)
    9. “The Wet Spot” by Southern Culture on the Skids (Mojo Box, CD, 2003, Yep Roc Records)
    10. “Dance This Mess Around” by The B-52’s (The B-52’s, Vinyl, 1979, Warner Bros.)
    11. “Never Say Never” by Romeo Void (Benefactor, Vinyl, 1982, Columbia)
    12. “A Town Called Malice” by The Jam (The Gift, Vinyl, 1981, Polydor)
    13. “Bad Kids” by The Black Lips (Good Bad Not Evil, CD, 2007, Vice Records)
    14. “Have Love, Will Travel” by The Sonics (!!!!Here Are The Sonics!!!!, Vinyl, 1965, Etiquette)

     It seemed the whole world was out of balance, until KC stepped onto his skateboard. The movement through space, with nothing but the board between him and solid earth. The way he could angle his feet, shift his balance, or bounce his weight all changed the way he moved, always precariously balanced in every way, except in his mind. He dropped into the bowl, arced around the opposite side and came back to the place he first entered. Then he watched the guy in the faded blue ballcap drop into it, racing to the other side, up, over the opposite edge, flip around and drop back into the bowl.

    Pushing off, KC rolled over to the ledge, dropped off the long side and coasted across the wide flat area in the middle of the park. He coasted until at the bench sheltered by an oak tree. Glancing at his watch, it was nearly time, and he looked toward the parking lot in time to see ‘the bus’ pull in, honking its horn as it pulled up close to the fence. He waved, grabbed up his backpack and board, and headed toward the gate.

    He could hear the rough running engine, then smell it, as he approached ‘the bus’, Sid’s Olds 98 that first saw the light of day back in 1982. The front fender was dented, a section of grill busted out and the silver paint was dull and faded. It ran rough, sat unlevel and none of the power windows worked, but the damn thing cranked nearly every time and stubbornly ran and ran.

    Sid sat behind the wheel, tapping it to some song on the radio, opening the rear door revealed it to be Blur. Backpack tossed on the back seat, KC slid into the front and found himself bobbing his head in time with the song, right along with Sid. They backed up, turned around and headed toward the street.

    “When do you have to go in?” KC asked Sid, referring to his job at the micro-brewery. The latest in a series that opened up in Belmont. He knew of five, and there were probably more.

    “Six.”

    “That gives us time to eat before you go in.”

    “Pizza?”

    “Sounds good. Chase still meeting us at my place?”

    “Yep.”

    KC smiled, for Sid seemed to be in in own world most of the time.

    Sid slowed, then turned on Liberty Drive, the Oldsmobile leaning over on its chassis, then rocked like a boat on rough waters as Sid straightened then accelerated back to speed.

    “This hot woman came in yesterday, dropping off her BMW. Man, she was…just fucking gorgeous,” said KC as he tapped the base beat on the dash.

    “What’s wrong with her car?”

    “Fuck, Sid. Is that what you want to know? I tell you this hot woman comes in, and…” KC looks over and sees Sid look at the road, then toward him with a questioning expression. “Someone sideswiped her. Messed up the front fender and passenger door.”

    “Oh.”

    “I think I’m going to ask her out when she comes back to get her car.”

    “Really?”

    “Yeah…really,” KC replied, unconvinced he would really do it. What woman would want to go out with a nineteen-year old guy who was living in what was once an office that overlooked a body shop? It was one room, with a shower in the corner, and for a bathroom he had to go downstairs to the original toilet room. He had a kitchenette consisting of a sink, a hot plate with two eyes and a small refrigerator that held leftovers from takeout.

    KC had never had a chance. He struggled with school, for there was no support at home for him to learn. His mother left when he was twelve and his addict of a father was verbally abusive. As soon as he graduated from high school, still only seventeen, he left home, having talked Kenneth, his boss, into letting him live in the unused office on the mezzanine. He saved his money, refusing to buy a car, even though the lot had three that could have been easily repaired. Kenneth offered them cheap. He was used to his skateboard, and when the trip was longer, he brought out his bike. It would have left him alone except for his two best friends, Sid and Chase, never left him alone for long. They were always wanting to hang out, coming over at all hours, especially Chase, who was practically living on the streets, going from friend to friend, to crash on sofas or in guest rooms, and when that wasn’t possible, crashing in his car, hiding it somewhere in town where the police would not bother him. He had not been back to his home in two years, refusing to discuss it.

    KC watched the street scenes pass, as Sid cut through town heading to the body shop. It seemed to be the same every time. The same groups of people hanging out on street corners, or sitting on front porches fanning gnats away, or mowing front yards, working on some truck or car in the driveway or doing a repair on their homes, trying to keep them held together. He glanced back at Sid, wondering where the two of them were heading in life. Would they still be doing this in five years? Ten? When would things change?

    Pulling around behind the body shop and parking next to the wrecker, Sid nodded toward KC and the two of them climbed out. He lifted a cassette tape from the seat and slipped it in his pocket, then followed KC toward the door. KC got it unlocked when they heard another car pull in, seeing it was Chase in his 83 GTI. It looked rougher than the Olds but ran cleanly and the windows still worked.

    “Hey guys,” Chase exclaimed as he climbed out, and slammed his door shut.

    “Hey,” KC and Sid replied in unison. 

    “Pizza okay with you?” KC asked as he stepped back, holding the gray metal door open.

    “Always,” Chase replied, following Sid into the shop. KC went to a phone and called in an order while Sid and Chase went upstairs to his apartment. There were no curtains or blinds of any kind, two walls of the office overlooking the shop floor, and the two of them crashed on the sofa facing the windows. An old television sat on a crate, and Chase turned it on, then began to flip through channels as Sid watched KC on the phone. He could tell by his mannerisms when he was ordering the pizza, listening to the confirmation, then the total, and the verification of his address, explaining once again his living arrangement.

    KC climbed the stair and entered the room, crashing into the old recliner that was his chair. The room was complete, with the three of them sitting around it. They had been friends since elementary school, and even though KC was a year older than Chase and Sid, the age difference never mattered to them, not even their early teen years when it was so obvious. They knew so much about each other, the good and the bad. The events that led them to this point in their lives, each struggling to find his own way. And he knew secrets the other two had been unable to share. He waited until they were ready, for it seemed the logical thing to do. But he had been questioning it, of late.

    Secrets of such a personal nature. Something so intimate he knew it was difficult for them to admit it. Chase flipping through the channels, not stopping on any one for long, he knew was gay. He’d known for some time and wondered on many occasions if he should say something. Would it make it better between them to confess he knew? Should he let Chase continue to think it would make a difference to their friendship. He loved him, could admit it when the time called for it, and he meant it, for Chase, and Sid too, were brothers. Not in blood, obviously, but by every other measure.

    Yes, he had been shocked when he found the pictures in Chase’s backpack. Most were attractive guys cut from sports magazines, but some were from porn magazines Chase had gotten his hands on. But by the time he had flipped to the last images, of boys naked, legs spread stroking their cocks, he was laughing.

    Then there was Sid, the tall lanky bastard. What was he now? Six three? And when they met girls that didn’t know them, it was Sid with whom they flirted, with his black hair, dark brown eyes and natural tanned skin tone. Sid joked he had Native American blood and probably some other blood his ancestors wouldn’t admit. And KC knew Sid was the most experienced of the three of them. There had been the two girls in high school, and over the year since, there were two more, one from Harrisburg and one from Hawthorne. But there was also the boy from the concert in Atlanta. He had gone to the car to get another drink of the bourbon hidden under the seat and saw Sid with him in the back.

    And those were the ones he knew about.

    “Pizza here by five?” asked Sid.

    “If not a little sooner,” KC replied.

    “Sweet,” Chase added, and he got up going to the kitchenette. “What do you have to drink?”

    “There’s some soda,” said KC. “Pull down some glasses and pour us some over ice.”

    “Okay.”

    Sid had been gone for a couple of hours, leaving KC and Chase alone, the two battling it out in a video game, one of the second-hand ones KC found at the thrift store. The battled each other over and over, KC smiling at each loss, amazed at how the quiet Chase was so aggressive in the game.

    “Are you going to crash here tonight?” asked KC.

    “If it’s okay.”

    “Sure.”

    They played later than they should have, with KC needing to get to bed so he could get up in time for work, knowing it was impossible to oversleep over the shop. Coming back up from using the bathroom, he found Chase on the sofa, a blanket over his legs, pulled up to his waist. Stripped to his boxers, KC climbed into bed, shutting off the lamp. The room was cast into dark shadow, a security light in the shop shining through the windows. He heard Chase move around, saw his silhouette when he sat up.

    “Can’t sleep?” asked KC.

    “No.”

    “What’s wrong?” KC knew there was something troubling Chase more than their usual list of hardships and grievances. He had seen it for the last year, how Chase seemed to be turning inward more and more.

    “Nothing,” came a whispered reply.

    “Chase…I know something is troubling you. I want you to know you can tell me. Anything. It may seem like a big deal, but…I assure you nothing could be big enough to ruin our friendship.”

    Chase lay down, dropping out of sight again, but KC heard him shifting around on the sofa. Then the room was quiet for so long, KC assumed he had fallen asleep.

    “What if it is something that makes me different?” came a hushed reply.

    KC knew what Chase was referring, and hoped for his sake, he could just say it.

    “I don’t know if I can say it,” Chase whispered, just loud enough for KC to hear.

    “Just say it. It’ll be okay.”

    Chase was quiet for nearly a minute, a long minute that seemed so much longer.

    “Do you know already?”

    “Maybe.”

    “Ask me.”

    KC sat up, looking at the back of the sofa, the black silhouette between him and the glass wall.

    “Are you gay?”

    “Yes.”

    “It’s okay, you know.”

    “You’re okay with it?”

    “Why wouldn’t I be.”

    “Don’t tell Sid.”

    “Chase…you should tell him. I know he will feel the same.”

    “How can you be sure?”

    “I know him, just as I know you. We’re friends, and you being gay is just a part of who you are. And Chase?”

    “Yes?”

    “It’s time you began to live your life.”

    “I know.”

    “We can talk tomorrow, but right now, my ass has to get some sleep,” said KC and he heard Chase chuckle in relief, then settle down.

    “Thanks, KC,” Chase whispered, then fell silent.

    Sid got home late, the clock on the mantel showing 2:48 A.M. He eased through the living room, careful not to bump into anything for it was stuffed with old furniture and trinkets, with walls covered in photographs. All the things important to his grandmother. He was the youngest of the grandchildren, and the one considered the biggest failure, since his father left and then his mother too, leaving him in the care of his grandmother. Despite the assumptions, he paid rent, and even helped with the bills, even though his grandmother argued with him over it. His job at the Micro-brewery paid well, the best he had ever made, and he knew he could afford to get his own place, but after living with his grandmother for four years, he felt obligated to stick around, and help her. She had taken care of him when he needed it, and now that her health was failing, and she struggled to maintain the house, he couldn’t bring himself to leave her. She was the only family he really had, and she needed him now.

    He slipped into the bathroom and took a shower, then eased into his bedroom, towel around his waist. Door left partially open, so he could hear if his grandmother called out during the night, he tossed the towel over a chair and pulled open a drawer for clean boxers. When he stood, he was facing himself. Staring at his reflection, he frowned at the skinny body, appearing worse with his height. He wished he was more muscular, had the body like Mike at the brewery, or even KC. But when he looked at his face, he smiled at the memory of all the times KC called him ‘pretty boy’, meant as an insult, of course, but he knew he was attractive. He was reminded of it constantly, by women at the brewery flirting with him.

    And in the past, he pursued so many of them, had his fun, then slipped out to come home. But of late, ever since the concert in Atlanta, he had considered other options. Laying on his bed, feeling the fatigue of every muscle, he lay still, staring up at the ceiling. Reaching over, he turned off the lamp, putting his room into dark shadow. There was a silvery glow in the room, from the moonlight coming through the window. He never closed the blinds to the window facing the street, preferring to let the light come in. Moonlight at night, then in early morning, the light of the sun. Staring up at the reflections on the ceiling, moving with the flutter of leaves outside, he thought of it, his physical attractions. To girls and boys, and he wondered which would give him the greatest happiness. He thought of that little blonde headed boy in Atlanta and what it felt like to have his naked body against his own, as they had fumbled around in the back seat of his car.

    But as he considered his attractions, moving beyond the mere physical, one person came to mind. And he frowned, thinking it could never be.

    The rain beat down on the metal roof like marbles. It was so loud KC and Chase gave up watching television and sat silent, listening to it rain. Sid was at work and the two of them were hanging out, keeping each other company.

    “You should have seen this woman who came in this morning, dropping off her Focus. Jesus, she was hot,” KC uttered, breaking the silence of the room, after the rain finally slowed.

    “I’ll take your word for it,” Chase replied, smiling at KC, glad he could be honest in his own feelings.

    KC grinned, shaking his head. He slid down until his head rested on the top of the sofa’s back, legs stretched out in front of him. “I don’t know why I consider them. No woman is going to want to go out with a loser who lives…”

    “You’re not a loser,” Chase interrupted.

    “But I am. Look around you.”

    “Please don’t say that.”

    KC realized what Chase was trying to say. He was more stable than him, and in a roundabout way, he was criticizing him as well as himself.

    “I’m sorry. It’s just…” laughing nervously, “I get so horny and…”

    KC fell silent, and Chase shifted around on the sofa, legs crossed, facing him.

    “What are you looking at?” asked KC

    “You.”

    “Don’t.”

    “I’ll help you out, and you don’t have to do anything.”

    “What?! No…no.”

    “Why not?”

    “Chase…it’s crossing some line. I can’t do that.”

    “KC, it’s not a big deal. Just lay back and close your eyes,” Chase whispered, reaching out, touching him on the leg.

    KC flinched, pulled away, but he didn’t look over, keeping his eyes focused on the black television screen.  Chase reached out again and touched him.

    “Come on, let me. I want to do it.”

    “But Chase…I’m not gay and…”

    “I know. I’m not asking you to do something in return. Just close your eyes and relax.”

    “Chase,” KC whispered, but he didn’t pull away when he felt Chase touch his thigh, the fingers moving over it until down between his legs, just below his crotch. Despite his protestations, he was getting hard.

    “Close your eyes,” Chase whispered, and KC did as he was asked.

    Chase touched him, fingers manipulating his cock. KC tried not to respond, telling himself if he didn’t, Chase would stop. But he couldn’t keep up the ruse. He was unable to focus on the fact it was another guy, one that was his friend. Maybe it being a friend dulled his ability to reject it, allowed him to respond, despite what he told himself. He felt Chase move off the sofa then brush against his left leg, and he knew Chase was on the floor. Fingers worked his cock, made it grow more erect. Then there was the tug on his belt, the undoing of his jeans, and the tug to pull them open. He felt the air hit is cock, it free at last. He felt his hardness, knowing his cock stood up between his thighs. Then he felt a hand take him, slowly stroking up and down. The rub over the head made him shutter. Then he shuddered more when he felt the warm breath blow over the head, then the touch of tongue and lips. He felt the way they moved along his cock, from head to base, at times hot exhales blown into his pubic hair and tongue dragging over his tightening sac. The lips traveled up to the head then closed around it, and he fought the urge to push up as he felt his cock engulfed in the hot slick mouth.

    Then everything was like a dream; nothing real. His entire focus was on the feel of that mouth on his cock, the way it moved on it. He felt the lips move along the shaft. He felt the tongue manipulate the head. He clutched at the edge of the sofa as that mouth took his cock, nearly every inch.

    Too wound up, too horny to hold back for long, KC felt it, the surge of release build and build. He shuddered, pushed upward with his hips and filled that mouth with his load. He jerked with every ejaculation until spent, and he fell still as he felt Chase ease back on the sofa.

    He opened his eyes and saw his wet cock going flaccid. Glancing over, he felt himself flush red, embarrassed at being so weak to his emotions and desires. He pulled his jeans into place and zipped up, not sure what to say.

    “Relax KC. It was just a blowjob,” Chase uttered, picking up the remote. “Now that the rain has stopped, let’s watch some television.”

    KC glanced over and saw Chase was as before.

    “Don’t tell Sid,” KC whispered.

    “Why? You afraid he’ll want a blowjob too?” Chase replied, struggling not to laugh.

    “You ass,” said KC, making the two of them bust out laughing.

    The phone rang, and KC struggled to wake up, reaching out blindly, trying to locate it on the table by his bed. He raised his head and saw he was further away from it than he realized, and slid over and picked up his phone, glancing at the screen before answering it. It was only a little after six. And it was a Sunday morning, so he frowned, wondering why Chase was calling him so early.

    “Chase, this better be good.”

    “KC…” Chase stammered, “I’m coming over to pick you up. Get up and dressed.”

    “What is it?”

    “Sid called and…his grandmother…,” Chase exclaimed, and KC knew it was something bad.

    “What happened?”

    “I’ll be there in about five minutes,” Chase replied and hung up.

    KC jumped out of bed, ran downstairs to the bathroom, then back up, where he jumped in the shower.  He had sat up late and didn’t bother to shower before bed. Chase and Sid had worked the night before, Sid at the brewery and Chase doing an inventory of the grocery store. As he pulled on jeans, he heard Chase knocking on the door at the back of the shop.

    “I’m coming!” KC yelled out of the door to his apartment, the sound of his voice echoing in the quiet shop. He pulled out one of his nicer shirts and frantically buttoned it, then grabbed up his shoes, ran by the old dresser and got socks. With them in his hands, he raced down the stair and to the back door where Chase was pacing back and forth by his car.

    “Let’s go,” KC exclaimed as he ran to the passenger door and Chase slid behind the wheel.

    Chase drove through town as fast as he dared, while KC got his shoes on.

    “How bad?” KC asked.

    “Bad.”

    “Chase! Tell me before we get there.”

    Chase seemed to grow paler, both hands on the steering wheel, his grip tightened until knuckles turned white. He was shaking and a tear trickled down his cheek.

    “She died sometime during the night. Sid found her this morning.”

    “Fuck,” KC uttered and fell back in the seat and closed his eyes.

    On Chesterfield Avenue, Chase slowed as they neared the small house, with its metal awnings over the windows and the porch with a swing on one end, and two chairs with a small white table between them. Sid’s Olds sat in the drive and behind it, an ambulance. As they pulled to the curb, the ambulance pulled slowly away. Without its emergency lights on, it looked so sad, KC and Chase sat in the car and watched it drive away. When it turned, they looked at the front of the house and saw Sid standing on the porch with an aunt and uncle.

    “Let’s go,” said Chase, opening his door.

    They crossed the street and came up to the porch, overhearing the aunt, her tone ugly.

    “You need to pack up and get out. You’ve taken advantage long enough. We expect you to be gone by the end of the day.”

    “What the fuck!” KC exclaimed. “Seriously? Sid, go inside and ignore her.”

    “KC…it’s okay. I’ll pack up.”

    “No. You’ve been taking care of her. Paying rent and helping with her expenses. Fuck this bitch.”

    “KC!” Chase exclaimed.

    “No. Enough is enough. Sid, you should be grieving and preparing for the funeral. Not this. All of this selfish, greedy shit can wait until after the funeral.”

    The aunt and uncle bristled at the reference calling them out for their greed, and they stepped back.

    “Very well, we’ll wait until after the funeral and discuss it then.”

    The aunt and uncle descended the stair and went to their cars. Sid watched them until they were gone, then he cried.

    Chase ran up and hugged him, arms tight around the skinny body that towered over his own, and KC could hear Sid let go, crying louder.

    It would be mid-afternoon before the guys could get Sid to eat something. They sat around the dining table, its surface polished to a high sheen, eating slowly in silence. As Chase took their plates to the kitchen and put the take-out boxes in the trash, Sid sat back, face blank of all emotion with eyes red from crying.

    “Will you guys stay with me?” Sid asked.

    “Of course,” Chase replied, coming back into the dining room and sitting next to him.

    “Yes; whatever you need,” KC added.

    That night, the house quiet, with no television or radio playing. They got ready for bed, everyone moving around numb and exhausted. No one would take the bed in the master bedroom. KC wondered what the sleeping arrangements would be, since there was another guest bedroom and the sofa was large enough for one of them to sleep on. Sid came out of the bathroom dressed in a t-shirt and gym shorts, drying his hair with the towel.

    “Hey guys…will you…”

    “What is it? Just ask,” said Chase.

    “Will you guys sleep with me? Can we just pile up in the bed like we did when we were kids?”

    “Sure,” Chase replied, looking over at KC, nodding his head, looking for agreement.

    KC nodded and followed the two of them to Sid’s bedroom. It was a queen bed, and Sid climbed on first moving to the middle. Chase went around to the opposite side, easing along the narrow space between it and the wall, and eased down next to him, as KC did the same from the other side.

    Come morning, KC woke first, and smiled when he saw how Sid and Chase were snuggled up together. He wondered if anything could ever develop between them.

    The funeral was three days later, and the family gathered at the aunt’s house, all but Sid, who was told not to come. So, Sid went to his grandmother’s house where KC and Chase sat with him. KC and Chase had picked up food from the diner on Central Avenue, and they sat around the old wood dining table eating in silence.

    “They’re having the will read in the morning,” Sid uttered.

    “Already? Damn.”

    “What do you think will happen?”

    “I don’t know. Grandmother never talked about it. I assume Aunt Ellen and Uncle Rob will get the house and will probably sell it as fast as they can.”

    “What are you going to do?” asked Chase.

    “I don’t know.”

    “You can crash at my place if you need to. Chase too. I don’t know why he refuses to just move in.”

    “KC,” Chase whispers, making him stop.

    “Will you guys go with me? The others hate me, and I don’t want to be there alone.”

    “Yes,” KC replied.

    “I have to work, but KC will be better for this than I. Okay?” asked Chase.

    “Okay,” Sid replied.

    The attorney’s office was old, dusty with a huge desk that took up far too much of the room. Behind it was bookshelves packed with leather bound volumes and in front were two armchairs. Along the wall, behind the armchairs, an old sofa, one that seemed so out of place among the red leather chairs and dark wood paneling.

    The aunt and uncle sat in the armchairs and their spouses were on the sofa. There were two of their children there, and in the corner, standing at the door, was Sid and KC.

    The attorney read the will, all the preliminaries up front, then began to go through the assets. There were two stock portfolios and a savings account that were split between the aunt and uncle. There was property in town, the old building that the family’s business had been located, and two other parcels, one undeveloped and the other ground leased to a drug store, all of which went to the aunt and uncle. Then the attorney cleared his throat and looked toward Sid.

    “The house at 325 Chesterfield, with all of its furniture, will go to Robert Sidney Branston. The photos on the wall are to stay with the house, but the photograph albums will be taken apart and photos divided among the children, Sid taking his mother’s share. The assets in the checking account and in the savings account, number such and such, will go to Sid as well.”

    “What?” Sid whispered and he saw the others look at him with anger.

    “No, this isn’t right,” Sid’s aunt exclaimed.

    “It’s final. And I wouldn’t contest it, if I were you,” said the attorney, as he placed the original documents into the folder and picked up the copies for each family member. “She instructed me to represent Sid if any of you contested the will.”

    Sid sat on the sofa, still stunned the house was now his, along with enough finances to help him get on his feet. Chase was in the kitchen making sandwiches and KC was at work. He stared around the room until his eyes fell on the photograph albums. They lined the two bottom shelves of a bookcase, the upper shelves full of trinkets, framed photos, and a pitcher that had belonged to his great-great grandmother.

    He moved to the bookshelf and picked up the pitcher, taking the note inside it out. He read it again, the brief description of its purchase, and how it was used over the years. It was something Sid didn’t feel he could take care of. It was too fragile, had too much history, and he carried it to the dining table and sat it next to the bowl holding artificial fruit.

    “What are you doing?” Chase asked, setting a plate down in front of him. A ham sandwich and chips neatly arranged on it.

    “I don’t know.”

    “That pitcher…it’s important?”

    “Yes…” Sid replied, then he looked up at Chase. “Will you help me do something?”

    “Sure. What is it?”

    “There are things in the house that I should let my aunt and uncle have. I know it won’t help, for they wanted the house.”

    “To sell for the money.”

    “I know, but if I give them those things that might mean more to them than it does to me, then maybe…”

    “They won’t hate you? Fat chance.”

    “I know, but…Chase, I can’t take care of all of this. It’s not me.”

    “I get it. And yes, I’ll help.”

    Sid and Chase ate lunch, then Sid went around the house, pulling out items for them to box up. The clock on the mantel, the pitcher, a set of old dishes he never saw his grandmother use, some old clothes she had kept boxed up, a shotgun and rifle that had been his grandfather’s, and trinkets he knew were gifts from his aunt and uncle. Then he pulled out the photograph albums and went through them, pulling out all the photographs that he was in, some of his grandmother over the years, a couple of his mother and father (although he hesitated to take them, but knew his aunt and uncle would destroy them), and a few of ancestors that went back generations. In the end, he had taken so few, he felt guilty about it, but knew his aunt and uncle would still think he took too much.

    For the rest of the day, they packed up everything, until the dining room was stacked with boxes.

    “I’ll call my aunt and get them to come get this stuff.”

    Chase stretched his arms up and out, twisting his back, and he saw Sid do the same, long arms stretching up until they nearly touched the ceiling. Then he saw the t-shirt ride up, revealing a line of stomach. The skin looked smooth, darker than his own, and he let his eyes trail along the waistband of the jeans. Sid’s arm fell to his side and Chase looked up, seeing him staring back, questioningly, eyebrows arched upward. He turned and went to the bathroom, where he sat on the side of the tub, breathing hard.

    Sid came in with their take-out, bar-be-cue from The Shack out on Murphy Road, and they sat around the table digging in. KC had called earlier, telling them he was working late to get a car ready for painting the next day. It left Sid and Chase alone during the evening for the first time since the funeral.

    “Are you going to call your aunt in the morning?” asked Chase.

    “Yep. Need to get it over with. If I call in the morning, that will give them time to make arrangements for the weekend to come get it. I’m going to put everything on the porch, so they can’t come in.”

    “You think they’ll try something?”

    Sid nodded.

    It was just getting dark outside, when they finished. Chase started cleaning up the table and Sid went into the kitchen, running soapy water in one basin of the sink.

    “Here are the plates and utensils,” said Chase, sitting everything down next to the sink.

    “Can you bag up the garbage and take it out?”

    “Sure.”

    Sid washed the few dishes, rinsed, then set them to dry as Chase went around the house emptying all the garbage cans. As Sid wiped down the table then countertop, Chase came in from taking out the trash.

    “You want to watch television?” asked Chase.

    “Okay.”

    Chase flipped through the channels until he came to an old Sci-Fi flick that was one of Sid’s favorites, and he settled down to watch. Looking over, he saw Sid do the same. The opening credits rolled across the screen then the opening scene began.

    “This is one of my favorites,” Sid whispered.

    “I know.”

    During commercials they ran to the bathroom, or one of them went for drinks and snacks in the kitchen. By the time the final credits began, the coffee table was covered in soda bottles, a half-eaten bag of chips, and two candy wrappers. Chase stood up and reached for the empty bottles, prepared to clean off the coffee table. Sid kicked him, lightly, just enough to throw him off balance for a minute, then laughed.

    “Hey, watch it.”

    “Or what?” Sid replied, grinning up at Chase.

    “Or I’ll beat your ass,” Chase exclaimed, his tone jovial, as he lunged at Sid.

    Sid rolled off the sofa and cut around the coffee table. Chase blocked his escape and soon they were holding the other by the arms, trying to force them to the floor. They hadn’t horsed around like this since they were fourteen, when they had wrestled to the point of exhaustion. Chase wasn’t big enough to fight off Sid. With longer arms and legs, and six-inch advantage in height, Sid soon had had him going down on the rug. Chase tried to fight him off, attempting to roll to the left, then the right, but Sid pinned him to the floor, arms held over his head. Sid let his full body weight (even if it was only 150 pounds) hold Chase down.  They were sweating, the edge of their hair wet, and rivulets trickling down Sid’s face as he hovered over Chase.

    “Say uncle,” Sid whispered, the fight gone out of him. He was breathing hard and felt his heart pounding in his chest. But it was different this time.

    “No,” Chase whispered back, and he lay still, staring up, letting Sid hold him down.

    They stared at each other for a long time, both breathing hard. Then Sid kissed Chase, lips pressed together in a long lingering kiss. When he raised his head, there was a questioning stare. Sid was unsure if Chase was accepting.

    “Was it okay?” Sid whispered.

    “Yes,” Chase replied.

    Sid pushed on the wrists, holding Chase down, as he leaned back to him, kissing the skinny neck, up to the ear, tonguing it until Chase cried out. Moving his lips along the smooth skin of the jaw, Sid kissed him again, this time tongues dueling, their initial hesitation gone. Letting go of Chase’s wrists, Sid slid one hand down the skinny torso until it was at the hem of the t-shirt and slipped it underneath and pushed up. The undulating stomach, then the flat chest came into view and he moved down to it, kissing the sternum, then the right nipple, tonguing it, then sucking on it. Then he nipped it lightly with his teeth, making Chase cry out.

    “Sid,” Chase uttered breathlessly, as he felt fingers exploring his crotch, manipulating his growing erection. Then he felt the kisses move down his chest, over his stomach until they ran along the waistband of his jeans.

    “You want me to stop?” Sid whispered.

    “Nooooo,” Chase replied, tugging his shirt off and falling back down, with arms spread out. “Keep going…please.”

    Sid moved his mouth over the bulge, mouthed along its length, feeling an upward push by Chase. He pulled at the front of the jeans, rougher than he intended, slipping the button free. He tugged down the zipper, impatient to get them off. Sitting up with their eyes locked together, he slid jeans and boxers down the skinny legs and off. He tossed them aside as he looked down Sid’s body. The flat chest, stomach, the small fan of hair over a hard cock, and a loose sac that hung down between the thighs, with the two orbs fighting for space. The cock looked out of proportion to the small frame, a man’s cock, thick and long enough to surprise. And Sid moved to it, holding it up, stroking it, then tonguing the head. Chase cried out, pushing up with his hips, and Sid held his mouth over it, letting it piston through his lips, until Chase tired. Then he took control.

    Sid moved his head up and down until he felt Chase become rock hard, cock flexing in his mouth. He knew he had him at the very edge, and he sat up, breathing hard, and wanting more. He stood and with eyes watching his every move, he picked Chase up and headed toward the bed they had been sharing. The bed they pretended to sleep together in just to keep Sid company. The bed they snuggled together in their sleep dreaming of things sexual in nature.

    With an arm around Sid’s neck, Chase let himself be carried to the bedroom, watching him, seeing the determined focus in the dark brown eyes.

    “Sid?”

    “Shhhh…not now,” Sid replied, pushing the door open with his foot and moving to the unmade bed. He dropped Chase onto it roughly, the two of them giggling as Chase bounced up and down. Then Sid removed his clothes. The shirt was tossed behind him, landing at the door. He undid his jeans and worked each foot free, tossing them into the corner. As he took his boxers, he locked eyes with Chase, and they stared at each other as he pushed the boxers down and stepped out of them, kicking them to the side.

    Chase rotated his body to Sid, as he moved on the bed on his knees. Legs came to his shoulders, and Sid dragged Chase closer, until the legs pressed against his chest.

    “Do it. Fuck me,” Chase uttered as he lay back, hands clutching at the bed. “Sid. Fuck me.”

    Sid stroked his cock to full erection. The long shaft protruding out of his fist when he slammed it down against his abdomen. Chase watched, inpatient with desire. He wanted Sid inside him. He wanted to feel the penetration, even it if hurt. He wanted to feel Sid push into his depths.

    He wanted Sid.

    And Sid wanted Chase in ways he didn’t understand. He fingered him, bore one, then two fingers into the tight, little opening. He wondered if Chase could really take him, but he saw the pleading stare, then the fingers that dug into his thighs, urging him on. He put his leaking cock to the tight opening and pushed. Chase shuddered, then cried out, as Sid felt the squeeze on the head of his cock. Almost painful, for it was so tight, but he pushed slowly inward, feeling the grip on the head, then along the shaft, as Chase took inch after inch. He pushed halfway in, then began a slow fuck. Inward an inch or so, then a tug outward, slowly building up his pace.

    Chase clutched at the bed and stared at Sid as he felt the penetration. The push inward, going deeper and deeper, until he felt Sid bumping against his ass.

    “Fuck…fuck me,” Chase uttered.

    Sid took each leg behind the knee and spread them as he moved over the prone body. He eased down, hips continuously working his cock within Chase, until they were kissing.

    “Chase,” Sid exclaimed as he rose and began to fuck harder, faster, driving into Chase’s depths.

    The old bed rocked, squeaked in rhythm to their fuck, as Sid piston cock inside of him. Then he was jammed all the way in, shuddering with release.

    Sid slipped free and moved down between Chase’s legs. He took the hard, leaking cock in hand, stroking it slowly, feeling every inch slide through his fingers. Once wet, he licked them clean, tasting this part of Chase. Then he took him in his mouth and slowly moved his lips along the length of the hard cock. Pushing down as far as he could go, then moving up until the flared head was on his tongue, he swirled it around the head, making Chase shiver.

    “OH, Sid…I’m going to…”

    Sid felt the cock flex, thicken on his tongue, then jerk with ejaculation after ejaculation until his mouth was full of cum, and he swallowed until only the spent cock was left in it.

    Sid moved up next to Chase, both on their backs, breathing hard.

    “Damn, that was…” Sid whispered, letting his voice trail off.

    “Sid?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Are you gay?”

    “I…don’t know.”

    Chase lay disappointed, not understanding what Sid meant by his answer, wanting desperately for an answer he could relate. Sid looked over and realized Chase looked upset.

    “Chase, are you gay?”

    Chase nodded his head.

    “Have you been with anyone before?”

    “No,” came a soft barely audible whisper.

    “I have. I mean, you know about most of the girls, but I’ve been with a couple of guys too.”

    “You have?”

    “Yes. I don’t know what that makes me. Bi-sexual, I guess. Sometimes I see someone and just want to be with them, regardless of their sex.”

    “Which do you prefer?”

    “I don’t know that I prefer one over the other.”

    Chase didn’t respond, instead stared up at the ceiling, not sure what to admit. Should he tell Sid he was the one that he thought about late at night? Should he tell Sid he looks at him differently than he does KC?

    Sensing something was off with Chase, Sid rolled to his side, propping his head up so he could look down on him. “Do you like me? More than a friend?”

    “What if I said yes.”

    Sid tried to smile, but he felt conflicted about his feelings. Those that said the person he settled into a relationship should be female, not male. But he also felt a closeness to Chase he hadn’t felt toward anyone else.

    “Let’s get some sleep,” said Sid as he lay next to Chase and held him in his arms, not sure if it was the right thing to do.

    Chase was up early, for he had a shift at the grocery store, the first since the funeral. He eased out of bed, letting Sid sleep, and showered, got dressed and eased out. All morning he would struggle to focus on every task. He would stutter and act confused when a customer asked a question, and his manager assumed he was still upset about his friend’s grandmother passing away. Everyone in the area knew her and knew Chase and KC were friends of Sid. But it was the conversation with Sid that had him rattled. They had had sex, and he had confessed to him he was gay and liked him. And Sid hadn’t responded. Maybe he just needed to give Sid some time, let him work through what it was he wanted. He found himself saying the word, quietly, to himself when stocking shelves. Bi-sexual. What did it really mean? Could Sid have a relationship with a guy instead of a girl, or was it merely about sex?

    When he got back to Sid’s place, Sid was gone, and knew he had a shift at the brewery, but that didn’t start until three. It felt ominous that Sid wasn’t there. He pulled out his cellphone and brought up Sid’s number, then slid it away and brought up KC’s.

    “Hey, what’s up?” KC asked.

    “Nothing really. Have you seen Sid today?”

    “Yes. He came by and we had lunch together, then he said something about running errands before his shift. Why?”

    “Oh, it’s nothing. I’m here at his house and was just wondering.”

    “While I’m thinking about it, there is a party tonight. Sid said he would come by once he got off from work. You want to go?”

    Chase considered it, started to say yes, but then he thought about the situation between Sid and him, and wondered if they really did need some space.

    “I’m beat and don’t feel like going to a party. I’ll just hang out here.”

    “You sure?”

    “Yes.”

    Sid left work at eleven, tossing his apron into his locker in the stockroom, clocking out, then easing out the back door. He drove straight to the shop, picking up KC, and headed to the party.

    “Is Chase meeting us there?” asked Sid.

    “No, he said he didn’t feel like a party and would just hang out at your place.”

    “Oh,” Sid replied, the disappointment evident in his tone.

    KC heard it and wondered if something had happened. Chase had sounded odd on the phone and now Sid did too. He looked over at him whenever streetlights or headlights from oncoming cars illuminated his face.

    “Something wrong?”

    “What? No.”

    “You sure?”

    Sid exhaled heavily, sounding tired. “Can I tell you something?”

    “You know you can.”

    “You know Chase is gay, right?”

    “Yes.”

    “Did you know…I’m bi-sexual?”

    “Honestly? Yes.”

    “You did?”

    “I saw you with a boy when we went to that concert in Atlanta.”

    Sid chuckled, shaking his head.

    “You know, this changes nothing between us, right?” asked KC.

    “But maybe it does.”

    “What do you mean?”

    “Sid and I…”

    “You guys messed around, and now things are a bit odd between you?”

    “Yes. I don’t know…I mean…I like Chase. Even in that way, but…”

    “Is it the relationship you want for the long term?”

    “Something like that.”

    “And I know he likes you. I’ve seen the way he looks at you. It’s different.”

    “What am I going to do?”

    “Why not go to this party and hang out and try not to dwell on it. Let yourself process it. I think you know what you want. You just need to remove any doubt.”

    Sid didn’t reply, just slowed down to make the turn into the old neighborhood where the party was happening.

    Chase paced the house. He cleaned the kitchen, the bathroom, then vacuumed the rug in the living room. He turned on the television, flipping through the channels until he came to a teen romance. A silly, mediocre drama of teen love, and he sat watching it, making too many comparisons while wondering what Sid was doing at the party. When the credits finally rolled across the screen, he wiped his eyes and headed to the bathroom.

    With the shower running hot enough to steam up the small bathroom, Chase stepped into the tub and let the water cascade down his body. He leaned his head underneath the spray and watched the water run from his long hair as it hung around his face. Then he leaned forward until pressing his forehead against the tile wall. He was frustrated, angry with himself for not going to the party. He wanted to be there with the guys. He wanted to be there with Sid.

    Sid. Hovering over him, cock pushing into his depths. The memory of the sensations. The fullness of Sid’s cock inside him. The way it moved inside of him. The feel of hands on his body. Lips against his own. Chase opened his eyes, watching the water swirl around the drain before disappearing into it.

    Dried off, he tossed the towel over the curtain rod, and walked naked to the guest bedroom. He pulled out a pair of boxers and slipped them on. He reached for a t-shirt, how he had never gone without one, always intimidated to let KC and Sid see him without it. Then he didn’t bother, for Sid had seen him. All of him, naked, taking his fuck. He climbed into the guest bed, assuming Sid might bring someone home and he didn’t want an awkward situation where they found him in Sid’s bed.

    Tossing and turning, he could not fall asleep, and knew there was no way he would until Sid came home.

    Sid followed KC into the house, where every room seemed to be full of people, drinking and smoking and talking far too loudly. They went through the living, dining, until in the crowded kitchen.

    “Hey KC,” said a woman with long red hair.

    “Sharon! Jesus, I’ve not seen you since graduation. How have you been?”

    “I’m good. You still working at that shop?”

    “Yep, and still living above it,” KC replied, sheepishly.

    Sharon laughed, then touched KC on the arm, “hey, we’ve all had some rough times.”

    “OH?”

    “That asshole I dated in high school, the one I married right after graduation. He left me two months later.”

    “Damn, I didn’t know that. Everything work out for you? I mean…”

    “Did I divorce the bastard? Yep,” Sharon replied, laughing.

    “What are you doing now?”

    “I’ve taken a job at the plant.”

    “They were laying off people. How did you get a job there?”

    “I’m in the office, and they needed someone to help with communication with the other plants, most of which are now overseas. Enough about work. You buy this girl a drink?”

    KC laughed, reaching into the case of beer he had been able to buy, despite his age, and pulled one out for her. He had liked Sharon all through high school, but she had always been with Benjamin. He fought not to grin too much, as she led him toward the backyard.

    “Hey, I’ll catch up with you later,” KC whispered to Sid.

    “I hope not,” Sid jokingly replied, “I hope you are too busy.”

    Sid watched them go out the back door, then he pulled out a beer from the case and headed back toward the living room. It was crowded, a group sitting around cutting up far too loudly for him, so he cut into the short hall, and saw a group in the front bedroom, a couple of them old classmates.

    “Hey John…Rick,” said Sid as he moved into the dimly lit room, everyone sitting on the bed.

    “Sid! Hey man, I’m sorry about your grandmother,” John replied.

    “Thanks.”

    “Come on, sit…sit,” added Rick, patting the bed next to him.

    It put Sid between Rick and a girl he didn’t know. She had short black hair and when he eased down on the bed, trying to fold up his tall body to fit into the small space, he saw her smile at him.

    “I’m Sid.”

    “Jessica.”

    “So, how do you know these guys?”

    “We’re at the community college together.”

    “Oh.”

    “Are you going to college?”

    “No,” Sid replied, seeing the look, one of disappointment. But he looked at Jessica again, seeing how she was pretty. He looked at her long fingers holding a drink, the lips with their light red lipstick and eyes lined just enough to notice it. Then he saw Chase. He saw the lean body lying prone before him, naked, cock hard. Hard because of him.

    “Sid…Sid…”

    “I’m sorry, what is it?”

    “Jesus, where were you?” asked John.

    “So, who’s baby, do you think it is?” asked Rick.

    “What?” Sid replied, still confused about what they were talking about, and suddenly he didn’t want to be there. He slid back and climbed off the bed, “I need to hit the bathroom.”

    Sid walked back to the living room and stood in the corner. He appeared to be listening to the room’s conversations, but the only thing he could think about was Chase being alone at his house. What did it mean, for him to think of Chase in a way that was considered out of the norm by so many? What would everyone at the party say if he said he liked Chase. Would they be surprised, or would it confirm some rumor. He was sure there were rumors, for there had been in high school. He pushed off the wall and headed to the backyard.

    KC and Sharon were sitting on the porch at the far end, facing away from everyone else, talking amongst themselves. Sid saw them laugh, Sharon lean over close to KC, then the two of them laugh again. He eased up behind them, almost afraid to disturb them.

    “Hey, KC,” Sid whispered.

    KC and Sharon turned toward him.

    “Sid? Hey, how are you?” Sharon asked.

    “I’m good. And you?”

    “I’m good, too.”

    “What’s up, Sid?” KC asked, and Sid saw the concerned expression, knowing KC wasn’t one to be fooled.

    “I’m not really up for this and…”

    KC smiled, and Sid knew he understood. “Take off. I’ll get a ride with someone. Go on, get out of here.”

    “Thanks KC. It’s nice to see you again Sharon,” Sid replied, taking a few steps backward, before turning to walk away.

    Chase heard ‘the bus’ pull into the drive and shut off. He heard the footsteps across the front porch, the unlocking of the door and the squeak as it was pushed open. He heard the footsteps cross the living and dining rooms and come into the hall. Glancing at the clock on the nightstand, he was surprised Sid was home already, for it was only a little after midnight. He listened, the house suddenly silent again, and wondered what Sid was doing. It had sounded like he was in the hall, then nothing.

    “Sid?” Chase called out, keeping his voice down.

    “Can I come in?”

    “Yes.”

    The bedroom door pushed open and Sid stood in the doorway. Chase sat up, leaning back against the headboard, looking at the dark silhouette, knowing it was looking back. He wanted to turn on a light but was afraid this was some kind of dream, and Sid would disappear when it came on.

    “Was the party a bust…or something?”

    “It was good.”

    “Why are you home so early?”

    “I…couldn’t stop thinking about last night and…you.”

    “Oh.”

    “Chase; I want you. I want…whatever it could be.”

    “Sid, I would like that.”

    “Can I sleep with you?”

    “I’ll be angry if you don’t.”

    Chase heard Sid chuckle, then watched him move into the small bedroom. Sid seemed to fill it, every nook and cranny. The shirt was unbuttoned, then slipped off the narrow shoulders allowing it to drop into the shadows along the floor. The jeans were undone, and everything worked down, then kicked off into the black in the corner of the room. There was enough light from a streetlight filtering in to see the dark silhouette move to the bed, pulling the cover back leaving Chase uncovered. The naked body moved over him, drew close, then lips pressed against his own.

    Chase reached up and felt the warm chest as hands tugged on his boxers. He raised his ass and let them slip from his hips. Naked, hands were suddenly on him, touching him everywhere. Along his neck, down his chest and stomach, up along a leg, around his cock, then toying with it, making him hard. Raking his hand down the flat chest, over the stomach, he soon felt the growing cock hanging down. He let it fill his hand, then he stroked it until it was rock hard.

    Sid moved down on the bed next to Chase, lying on his back. He pulled Chase to move on top, to straddle his waist. Chase knew what to do, and he rocked his hips back and forth, rubbing his ass along the cock pinned beneath him. He moved on it until Sid was shuddering with the manipulation.

    “Fuck…Chase…”

    Chase rose, took Sid in hand, and eased back down. The cock pushed at his tight opening, and he let his body carry him down, feeling it penetrate his tightness. Then he rode Sid. Slowly, moving up enough to sense every inch move through his tight opening. Soon hands were on his thighs, fingers digging into the flesh, as he increased his pace. The bed began to rock and squeak, and Sid’s moans grew louder. He rode Sid faster, moving up and down until the muscles in his thighs burned. And yet it wasn’t enough. He wanted more, and leaning back until resting on his hands, he found he could move his ass easier, faster, up and down nearly every inch of Sid’s cock. He worked it up and down with a furious pace, his own cock flopping around, with the wet head smacking his abdomen. Hands held his ankles, as he worked himself on Sid. He wanted to give him the pleasure. To give himself to him, to take him, all the way. He wanted to push Sid to the point of release and have him fill his body. Taking his own cock in hand, he stroked it with the same urgency. He wanted to show Sid how much he was aroused by him. How he couldn’t control himself. He moved roughly up and down and the bed squeaked in rhythm to his pace. The sound of their fuck filled the room. The bed, Sid’s moans and cries, and his own, the utterances of ‘fuck’ over and over.

    Chase couldn’t hold back, and he came. He felt his cock flex in his fist, and cum rain down on his arm, abdomen, then around his hand. His whole body shuddered with his ejaculation, and he felt his opening spasm around the cock he was riding roughly. The hands tightened on his ankles and Sid shoved upward, crying out, and knew he was coming too.

    Sid didn’t go soft. He was still hard, still aroused, wanting Chase again. He rolled Chase to his side, got him on knees and elbows and entered him again, feeling the slick hole take him easily. He held the narrow waist and fucked. Hard, fast, his entire body straining with his exertions.

    “Fuck…fuck me, Sid…fuck me…” Chase uttered, as he let Sid hold him in place and push into his depths, over and over,  until his own cock responded, growing hard as it flopped back and forth between his thighs.

    Sid pulled Chase up on his knees, held him around the neck, feeling the hot body against his own. They moved slickly against each other, both breathing hard. He slid his other hand down the chest, stomach, until he had Chase in hand. He stroked the slick cock, making Chase work his hips. Pushing forward, thrusting cock through his fist, them pushing back, taking every inch of his own cock.

    Sid was so aroused, more than he had been in a long time, and he thrust into Chase’s depths and came again, shuddering with every ejaculation. He worked his spurting cock inside of him until he was finally spent. Then he eased Chase forward, off his cock, and down on the bed on his back. He moved down on him, took the slick hard cock in his mouth, tasting the previous load, wanting the next. He sucked Chase until his mouth was filled with cock, then cum. He felt every flex with each ejaculation, as wad after wad hit the back of his throat then his tongue.

    “Please…stop!” Chase cried out, as Sid milked his cock of its last drop. Then he grew bold, pushing Chase’s legs up and out, spreading him open, and he licked over the tightened sac, down until he was licking up his own load.

    KC kissed Sharon goodbye and watched her climb into her Explorer and pull away. He closed the metal door, slamming it so it would properly latch, and went back to his place overlooking the shop. He glanced at his watch and saw it was nearly two in the afternoon, and he began to make plans. He would get some sleep, some real sleep, for Sharon and he had messed around more than sleep since they came in at three that morning. Then he would clean up and prepare for their first date. Sharon was going to pick him up at eight for a late dinner then go back to her place. 

    He moved across the room to the rolling clothes rack and shifted shirt after shirt over, looking for one that would be appropriate for their date. He pulled out two, holding them up, then chose the dark blue one, hanging it on the end to easily retrieve later. He moved to the bed and started to undress, when he realized there had been no phone calls from Sid or Chase. He thought of the conversation the night before with Sid and what he knew of Chase’s infatuation with him. He pulled up Chase’s number and hit send. It rang, and rang and rang, until voicemail picked up.

    “Hey, it’s just me. Calling to see how you’re doing. Call me.”

    It was odd Chase didn’t pick up. His phone was always on him. He pulled up Sid and hit send and listened to it ring and ring and ring, then the message about the voicemail box being full, and the call ended. He wondered if something happened between them last night. Sid was a little drunk, but nothing extreme, but he worried there may have been an argument last night. One where Chase got really hurt.  Grabbing up his bicycle, he made his way out.

    The ride was less than three miles, and he was soon coasting down the street then up the sidewalk. He propped his bike against the porch and eased up to the front door. He could hear music playing inside and sitting in the drive was ‘The Bus’, Sid’s Olds, and at the curb sat Chase’s GTI. By all evidence, the two of them should be there. He knocked, then knocked again, growing concerned. He took out the key Sid had given him, and slowly unlocked the door, then eased it open. Some nineties electronic music filled the house, but there was no other sound. He eased across the living room, looking through the kitchen, seeing dirty plates and glasses on the counter. In the hall, he looked from Sid’s room back to the guest room. Not sure why, he headed to the guest room first. The door was ajar, just enough to see the lights were off. He assumed it was empty and pushed the door open to make sure.

    “KC!”

    KC came up short and froze. Chase was on the bed, leaning up against the headboard, bound to it at both wrists. But what he noticed first was Chase was naked, and there was something white flaking off his chest and his cock lay flaccid, and the nipples looked red from being manipulated.

    “Chase?!”

    “What are you doing here?”

    “I was…I’ll go,” KC stammered, backing out of the room, pulling the door closed. Then he opened it again, sticking his head into the room, curiosity getting the best of him. “Where’s Sid?”

    “He’s taking a bath.”

    “OH. I’ll go now.”

    Sharon pulled into the parking lot, parking as near the front as she could. Beside her sat KC and in back, Sid and Chase. They had drove into Atlanta to hear a band play. One that had a garage sound, with influences from punk and goth. They had dressed for the occasion, digging out clothes they wore with less frequency. Even Sharon dressed in a tight black dress, getting into the role. KC wore a simple black t-shirt and jeans. Chase wore a dark green military style shirt with black jeans, and Sid wore a black jacket over a mesh shirt and black pants.

    After waiting in line to get in, they moved through the dark interior until they were standing with the crowd, waiting for the bands to come on stage. The first band came out and went through a set that took nearly an hour, then a few guys came on stage taking away instruments then bringing out others, getting it set up. KC and Sharon went out to the patio area in back to wait, while Sid led Chase to the bar for sodas. They watched the others move around, checking out the various style of dress and getting a feel of the people.

    “You think we’re the only ones here?” Chase asked, keeping his voice down.

    Sid knew what he meant and was wondering the same thing. “It seems that way, but…you’d think not.”

    “You think anyone will mess with us?”

    “Here? No way.”

    KC and Sharon strolled up after a few minutes, KC ordering a couple of drinks for them.

    “I can’t wait for the band to come on,” said Sharon.

    “Me too,” Sid replied as Chase nodded in agreement. “I’ve not heard a band play in a few months. I miss the live shows.”

    “I’ve not been in a long time too,” she replied, taking the soda KC was holding out.

    “Hey, the band is coming on stage,” said Chase, motioning toward it.

    They moved out to join the crowd that was forming in front of it. Line after line of people stood, eagerly waiting on the band to begin. There was the checking of instruments, the talking back and forth between the members of the band, then the lights were dimmed on the stage as the lead singer came to the microphone. A guitar began, then the drums. The lights came up quickly, like an explosion, and the song began.

    People began to dance in front of the stage. They bounced on their feet or moved around with arms out. Soon KC and Sharon were among the throng. Sid and Chase watched, noticing it was all couples or guys dancing by themselves. They wanted to dance, to be out among the others, to be a part of this moment. But they didn’t want to be the ones that were different. The old prejudices heard over the years made them leery to join in. But standing at the side, they rocked on their feet, moved their hands in small ways, and bobbed their heads up and down. But it wasn’t satisfactory.

    “Fuck it, come on,” said Sid, taking Chase by the hand and pulling him out into the throng. They began to dance together, to respond to the other. Sid moved behind Chase and mimicked his movements, the two in unison. And they watched the response of others.

    There were nods of the head, smiles, and one girl walked by them, her boyfriend in tow, and touched Chase’s arm as she whispered something to him.

    “What did she say?” Sid asked as he saw Chase blush.

    “She…said we were cute.”

    Sid laughed, and danced closer to Chase. The song ended and the next began. It started slowly, each instrument building up until the lights were strobing and the music was loud and fast. They danced with wild abandon, moving around each other. Then they saw others. Two guys to their right, and two girls at the edge of the crowd. More guys came out alone but after a while were dancing with each other. The imaginary lines of sexuality blurred, and the crowd grew bigger, more carefree.

    After a breakfast at an all-night diner, they headed back home, KC behind the wheel. They were sweaty, tired, and sated. As they came into town, Sid sat up, leaning forward.

    “You guys want to crash at the house?”

    KC looked over at Sharon, “it’s up to you.”

    “Sure. I’m so tired I can hardly move. You really don’t mind?”

    “No. You can have your choice of spare bedrooms.”

    Over the last month, Sid finally reworked his grandmother’s bedroom making it their own. Chase had made it official, moving the last of his stuff in weeks ago. They went room to room, setting up the house for the two of them, and the guest bedrooms, one for KC when he wanted to crash at their place, which was with less frequency, now that he was serious about Sharon.

    KC pulled in behind the Jeep Cherokee, a 2001 model, the last year of what Sid called the good ones. The Bus sat in front of it, Sid not having the heart to get rid of it. It had been his grandparent’s car, the last one his grandfather had bought, and when he had passed away in 1991, his grandmother refused to trade it, saying it was a fine car. It kept running, going through the years showing more and more age to its paint and interior. When Sid had to move in with her, over time, it became his car. At the curb, sat a used Ford Focus, a car Sid helped Chase buy, since no bank would even talk to him about a small loan.

    Climbing out, they made their way up on the porch and inside. KC and Sharon to the front bedroom, and Sid and Chase to the back one. The four of them were exhausted. They took turns showering, KC and Sharon first, then Sid and Chase. In short order, the four were in bed, Sharon in KC’s arms and Chase in Sid’s. The house fell into darkness with the last two lamps turned off. A calm silence settled over the house, one that the early morning light a couple of hours later would do nothing to diminish.

    Chase’s phone rang and Sid picked it up, since Chase was in the bathroom.

    “Hello?”

    “Is this Chase Carlson?”

    “No, but can I ask who’s calling?”

    “Santiago Barrera. I’m with Red Space Productions.”

    “Okay…just a minute.”

    Sid ran to the bathroom door, hearing Chase washing his hands. He pulled it open and held out the phone.

    “This is a Mr. Barrera with some Red Space Productions. He asked for you.”

    “Really?” Chase replied, taking the phone. “Hello?

    Sid listened to Chase’s side of the conversation, curious about what the phone call was about?

    “Yes…I did…really?

    “I did, but that was months ago.

    “You got three of them: wow. You really think so?

    “Yes, yes…that email address is still good.

    “I’ll look for your email.

    “Move?

    “I…maybe? What kind of payment…I see.

    “Yes, I look forward to discussing it further.”

    Chase ended the call and looked at Sid dumbfounded.

    “Well, who the hell was that?” asked Sid.

    “He’s with a film company, one that focuses on small indie films.”

    “And why is he calling you?”

    “He…got some of my stories.”

    “Huh? What stories?”

    “Back in high school I began to write, and I admit most were garbage, but right before graduation, I…”

    “And?”

    “I got a bit more serious about it, writing these stories about guys meeting each other.”

    “You never mentioned this.”

    “I was embarrassed about it. I didn’t think they were any good. But I just kept writing, until I had all these stories saved up. Then one night at KC’s place, he asleep, I used his laptop to find publishers to send some of them. I was feeling desperate and thought why not take a chance. But I got rejection after rejection a couple of weeks later. Most were even form letters, so I forgot about it.”

    “So, this production company got them?”

    “They got three of them. Someone at the publisher sent them over to a friend at some production company and they bounced around for a few months, until this Barrera guy got them.”

    “And what does he want?”

    “He wants to talk about rewriting them into a film script. And…”

    “And?”

    “And maybe work with them reviewing scripts and creating more.”

    “Wow. Seriously? That is incredible.”

    “But Sid, he wants me to move to California.”

    Sid froze, realizing the implication. Chase wanted this, more than he was letting on, but it would require him to move. He struggled to gather his thoughts, then he remembered how his grandmother would question things, always practical in her approach.

    “How much will they pay you? You can’t move out there on some commission, waiting for a movie that may or may not get made.”

    “I know. He said there was an opening at a subsidiary of their production company, and they wanted to talk to me about it.”

    “Where would you have to move?”

    Chase flinched at the way Sid asked, noticing he referred to only him moving. “Somewhere near LA.”

    “When will they make an offer?”

    “He’s going to send me some information, and they want to do an interview. One of those face to face, online things, and mentioned sometime the end of next week.”

    “Oh, wow,” Sid replied, putting his hands on top of his head, and spinning around in place.

    “Sid, this could be big for me, but…”

    “You have to pursue it. I mean…damn, Chase, this is the biggest thing to happen to any of us.”

    “But.”

    “But nothing.”

    “Sid,” Chase whispered, his voice so low, Sid barely heard him, but it captured his attention, for he heard the tone of it. “Would you come with me?”

    Sid looked around the room, a place so familiar, so safe from the outside world, then he looked at Chase.

    “I…”

    “I understand if you can’t leave, but please think about it.”

    “Chase, there’s nothing to think about. It’s scary as fuck, but…of course I will come with you.”

    They moved around the house on pins and needles. Nothing seemed real the rest of the day. The phone call became like a distant memory, vague, at times not seeming real. Sid took Chase to the diner in town, the two of them sitting by the front window, watching scenes of town pass by. They talked around the topic, skirted it in every way. Sid was dying to know about the writings Chase had done, but he didn’t want to ask, knowing where the conversation would lead. Instead he told of KC’s plan for his date that night with Sharon, taking her to Atlanta for dinner and see a movie she was interested in.

    Chase listened, asking questions at times, glad Sid was avoiding the topic. He didn’t know what to say, still unsure it was real, and if so, there was still an interview next week that he may not do well on, thus ending the whole episode.

    After dinner, they rode around in Sid’s Cherokee, cruising around town to old haunts and the new places that attracted young people like themselves. The coffee shop in the Eastway Plaza, the tavern out on Mills Road if you were old enough to get in, and the late-night diner out by the freeway. Places young people hung out, gathered to be seen and to see others. But none of it appealed to Sid or Chase. They didn’t feel connected with any of the people they saw, especially the boys from their high school, riding around in trucks with Confederate Battle Flags and their racism.

    At nine-thirty-five, Sid pulled into the drive by his home and shut off the engine.

    “We’re home.”

    It sounded funny to say it. ‘Home’; such a comforting word, one of security and place. A place safe, outside the reach of prying eyes. He led Chase inside, and as soon as the door was closed, he moved on him. He wanted him. He wanted to feel him against his own body, to hear his words during their intimacy, to feel his hands move over him. He tugged off Chase’s shirt, then his own. He worked his jeans loose and watched him remove his own. They stripped naked before every getting through the living room, and he led Chase down the hall to their bedroom.

    Chase laid back on the bed and raised his legs to Sid’s shoulders.

    “Fuck me,” Chase uttered.

    Sid slowly entered him, eased inward then began a slow fuck, working deeper and deeper with every push, until his abdomen was bumping against Chase’s ass.

    There were times they had rough, playful sex. Experimentation with light bondage and some fetish play, something KC had discovered by accident one afternoon. Other times, usually late at night, there was sex that was intimate and unhurried. Sex that went on for a long time, until their orgasms were almost painful. Then, like now, there were times it was almost desperate. A need for the other that drove them to be aggressive. Chase with his pleading and begging to be fucked harder and Sid struggling to control his pace.

    Sid took each ankle and spread Chase before him as he pushed into his depths. He hammered his cock into him, abdomen smacking against ass, and it made Chase cry out, his voice reverberating in the room.

    “Fuck…Sid…fuck me…fuck me, harder,” Chase begged, as Sid rocked him on the bed. The bed moved with their fuck, squeaked in rhythm to it. It reflected their pace, this urgency to their fuck, that spurned them on.

    Sid pulled out, flipped Chase’s legs over, and moved over him, sinking his cock back into the loosened hole, and began to fuck again. He drove inward hard, and worked his hips with a fast pace, then slowed, barely moving, letting Chase feel every inch that slipped through his tight opening.

    “Chase,” Sid uttered as he moved down on top of him, feeling the heat of his body, the slickness of the sweaty skin against his own. He moved over him, thrusting cock into his depths, while kissing the back of his neck, the side of it, and up around the left ear. Chase turned to him and they kissed roughly, tongue moving around the other.

    “Sid, let me get on my knees,” Chase uttered, and Sid slid out of him, getting up on his own.

    Sid watched the lean body move, skin glistening in the dim light, until it was before him, down on elbows and knees. The ass was spread open, and he moved to it, sinking into its depths in one push. He knew what Chase wanted in this position, and he held the narrow waist and fucked. Fucked hard, the sound of their bodies smacking together echoing in the room. Chase cried out, dropping down until shoulders rested on the bed, with Sid rocking him back and forth while driving cock into his depths.

    Sid fucked till he was so close. Right at the very limits of his ability to hold back, and he pushed in all the way, filled Chase with his cock and held it still, feeling it flex within the heat of the body. He leaned over, took Chase around the neck and pulled him upright, the lean body stretched back, cock sticking out hard as a rock, and he began to slow fuck, to ease his cock outward, then back in, letting Chase feel every inch. He nipped the right ear, then whispered, “I need you”.

    “Sid,” Chase uttered as he ran his hands down each thigh then dug fingers into the firm muscle of them, feeling their flex. His own cock bobbed up and down with their fuck and drooled from the slit. Sid reached around and took it, roughly stroking it and rubbing his hand around the slick head. Chase shuddered, and began to work his hips, pushing back on Sid’s cock, then pushing his own through the slick fist that encircled it. He worked his body against Sid, undulating in his embrace, until he couldn’t hold back. Cum shot from his cock, raining down on the bed as his opening spasm around Sid’s cock.

    Sid felt it, the flexing cock spewing its load, and the ass that moved with urgency on his own. He tightened his hold on Chase and shoved into his depths, over and over, until beyond the point of no return, and he filled him with his load.

    KC was checking the fit of a bumper when one of the guys came over.

    “Hey, Sid wants to talk to you.”

    “Sid? Okay.” KC was surprised for the guys typically never bothered him at work. He climbed to his feet and headed toward the back door, knowing there is where Sid would be waiting. The door was open to allow for some air movement, for the shop was hot, with outside temperatures in the nineties. He saw Sid step into view then back out. When he stepped out, he saw the Cherokee sitting across the rear lot under the shade of a tree. Sid was pacing back and forth, stopping when he saw him approach.

    “Hey, what’s up?”

    “I’m not sure where to begin.”

    “How about at the beginning?”

    Sid smiled, shaking his head. “Not sure that will make any more sense. Did you know Chase has been writing stories?”

    “I’ve seen him writing in those cheap notebooks, but never thought much about it.”

    “Well, he has been doing it for some time, ever since eleventh grade. And one night, while staying with you, he used your laptop to send some to publishers.”

    “Seriously? So, you’re telling me there is someone wanting to publish his stories?”

    “Not exactly. It seems they got into the hands of a production company.”

    “A production company? I don’t follow.”

    “Film. A company that produces movies.”

    “OH, wow.”

    “Yes, oh wow. And now they want to look at producing two or three movies based on some of his stories, and…”

    “And? Come on, out with it.”

    “They want him to move to LA and help rewrite the stories into scripts for movies, and work on some other ones too.”

    “Oh…OH, and…you’re going too.”

    “If he gets the job, yes.”

    “What about your house,” KC asked.

    “That is what I want to talk to you about. KC, you have got to get out of this shop. I know it is so easy to stay here, right above where you work, but…you’re dating Sharon now, and she’s not going to want to live here.”

    “I know.”

    “I’ve looked at what my grandmother left me and there is enough money for me to get us to LA, set up, and provide us a cushion. I don’t need the house, or any money from selling it. In fact, I don’t want to sell it.”

    “So, you want me to move into it and take care of it, in case you come back?”

    “No, I want to give it to you. I can’t afford to keep it and live elsewhere, and not wanting to sell, that leaves me only one option. I’ll sign the deed over and leave it to you. I know you’re making a decent salary here and can easily afford it’s upkeep.”

    “What?”

    “You heard me. We should know by next week if Chase gets the job, and if he does, then things will happen fast. Don’t turn me down. I want you to have it. It’ll be like it is staying in my family.”

    “What about your family? They will not like this.”

    “Fuck them. It’s not their house. Besides, my grandmother left a letter they don’t know about. She told me to sell it and move. But since she left me money too, I don’t need to sell it.”

    “Sid…I don’t know what to say.”

    “Don’t say anything until we know for sure Chase gets the job.” Sid turned and walked back to his Cherokee, and KC watched him pull away before going back inside.

    It was early morning, an hour before KC had to be at the shop. He stood on the sidewalk, wanting to wave one more time, but knew Sid and Chase were too far down the street, the Cherokee and Focus so small in the distance they were just dots of color. He wondered how long it would take the two of them to drive all the way across the country, since they were taking both cars, and would be unable to take turns behind the wheel. It had been six weeks since that phone call telling Chase he had the job. Six weeks that found Sid rushing around to get everything in order and Chase growing more anxious with every passing day.

    The company found them an apartment, one not too far out of town, and Chase was to report to work in two weeks. Sid had been looking at job listings, wondering if he could find anything that paid enough. KC had tried to calm them, make each remember the opportunity that lay before them. He had come over the two days prior, taking them off, to help them pack up, and go through the house one last time. There were some things in the house he was to ship to Sid after they got settled, and there had been more boxed up items Sid’s aunt and uncle were to come on Saturday to get. Sid was making the house KC’s, removing the personal trinkets and family photos from it.

    The house was his. Something KC still couldn’t wrap his head around. He had gone back in after they had loaded up everything and walked through the quietness of each room. It shook him, made him feel a sadness he hadn’t felt in a long time. His closest friends were leaving, and it would be some time before they would meet again.  He had stood in the living room, looking out at Sid and Chase, and called Sharon. She seemed to be expecting his call, asking him if they were on the road. He had explained how they were outside about to take off and he was in the house, and would she come over tonight and stay with him. He didn’t want to be alone.

    Now he stood on the sidewalk, looking down the street as others in the neighborhood headed to work, Sid and Chase long gone. He held his hand open and looked at the keys for the house, knowing the papers on the dining table made it now his. He smiled, the first time that morning and headed down the walk to the front porch. He eased into the quiet house and looked around the room. He thought of Sid and Sharon sitting on the porch three days prior, talking about how she should repaint the house and make some modifications, and he chuckled at the memory of the debate on colors that ensued.

    He checked the back door, looked in each room one more time, then went out the front, locking the door behind him. He ambled down the steps and over to the drive. He climbed into ‘the bus’ and laughed when the motor fired up the first time. He eased out into the street, wondering what he could get for the car, Sid telling him to sell it, then wondering if he, like Sid, had the heart to do so.


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  • The Black Sheep

    Cooper tried not to grin like a little kid at Christmas – well, it wasChristmas, but he was a man now, getting what he really wanted after a year of thinking and wondering and imagining it.

    “Get my Dopp kit from the bathroom,” Linc said, nodding in the direction of the guest bath door. “Got some stuff we’ll need in it.”

    Cooper practically sprinted into the bathroom, grabbing the scuffed-up, well-traveled leather toiletry kit from the vanity and bringing it back to the bed, his cock leading the way. He noted the way Linc’s eyes followed it, the way the man licked his lower lip and smiled to himself, and then looked up to meet Cooper’s eyes.

    Linc dug in the bag and retrieved a little bottle, then tossed it to Cooper, who caught it one-handed, years of baseball reflexes at the ready. He suddenly flashed on a memory of playing catch with Linc years ago, on one of his uncle’s infrequent visits, and found himself blushing again as he thought of how far they’d come, and where they were now. He looked down at the bottle in his hand, the ‘Wet!’ label on it, and thought to himself,Fuck yeah, let’s get wet. He felt himself grinning at that, feeling that rush inside of him again, strong and hot and right, and looked up to see Uncle Linc grinning too, all knowing and confident and ready to play.

    “Attaboy,” Linc said with a nod and a wink, and fuck, he really could read him. Cooper felt seen, but in a real good way. Knownwas more like it, maybe. He nodded back, popped the cap, and climbed up on the bed.

    Linc arched his back a little more, making his powerful glutes pop in a way that did things to Cooper’s insides. Real good things. The overhead light made the crisp dark fur all over his ass and thighs and thatching his lower back gleam almost golden, and Cooper found his gaze locked on the man’s handsome ass, like a tractor beam pulling him in as he knee-walked closer to it across the mattress. He didn’t know if he was more nervous or excited, but he was moving forward no matter what, and that was the important thing here. No stopping now.

    “Gonna get me ready, bud?” Linc said, leaning forward on his forearms, muscles in his broad back rippling, ass inching a little higher in the air. In some crazy way, he was a lot like a coach right now, guiding him to do the things Cooper knew he could do, pushing him to summon up the balls and the will, trusting Cooper to do right, do good, to hit it out of the fuckin’ park.

    “It’s what a gentleman would do, right?” Cooper said without thinking about it, grinning as he did, and Linc barked a quick laugh.

    “I always did like you, you little fucker,” he said, winking again, and there was that feeling again, like Linc was stroking his insides nice and slow, all that rugged natural charm that Cooper hoped he’d grow into too. “C’mon in…”

    Cooper squeezed out an ample flow of the stuff, clear and slick all over his long fingers, then stroked them down the deep insides of Linc’s cheeks, down deep in the fur, over his already-dried spit glazed to the skin there. He felt the knot of Linc’s hole, still puffy and hot to the touch from all the work his lips and tongue had done to it, and even just thinking that to himself was enough to get his cock pulsing impatiently all along its length. He rubbed a slick circle against the flesh, Linc letting out a near-purring sound, like a big jungle cat letting its guard down, and stroked a thick glaze of lube over the muscle. Cooper added another stream of the stuff to the underside of his fingers as he rotated them against his uncle’s deepest place, and then started to press inside the man some more.

    He thought about how it felt when he touched himself down there when he jacked off, how surprising and alien it could feel at first to probe at that place, how careful you had to be as you worked that delicious tension, pushing inside, trying to be easy and persistent at the same time. The lube made slick, wet sounds against the flesh as Cooper eased the tip of his middle finger inside, Linc letting out another deep-chested rumble, the muscles of his back shifting some more as Cooper introduced more of his slick, long finger to his insides. He worked his finger around in a circle, gasping a little at the intense heat enveloping it, all fleshy and alive and growing slicker now as he sought out that place, that spot that always made him jump and stifle a moan when he found it inside himself.

    “Hell yeah, there you go,” Linc growled, his hips bucking a little as Cooper found it, sliding his fingertip over the pulsing mound inside the man, working it in a tight little circle that turned Linc’s growl of pleasure into a low, steady rumble. The man’s hips rocked again, more fluidly this time, and Cooper flashed on that old song lyric, hips don’t lie, and had to stifle another laugh.

    “C’mon bud, I can take some more,” Linc said over his shoulder, his eyes getting that hooded, hazy look. “Don’t be shy.”

    He arched his back a little more, pushing back against Cooper’s finger in a way that was equally decisive and lewd – sluttywas almost the word for it, but it was hard to square the man he knew Linc was with that word. Ready – yeah, that was it. Ready for more, more fingers and more lube, more of Cooper inside of him. More from inside Cooper too, he knew. So Cooper nodded and pressed the tip of his index finger against the man’s hole too, then slid it inside of him, watching the man’s face shift, his lips quirking in that slanted half-grin, nodding to himself as much as Cooper as he worked his way inside him.

    The third finger was the one that seemed to step things up, and Cooper found himself savoring the lewd, wet sounds of them, slick with lube and sliding slowly in and out of Linc’s hole, fingerfucking his studly, manly uncle as the guy grunted his lusty approval, working his fine, furry ass back to meet Cooper’s finger-thrusts. Cooper rubbed the man’s powerful back, over the faded old scars and pockmarks in his skin – a long, winding crease here, a rough circular indent that was almost certainly an old bullet wound there – each one its own secret story of Linc that Cooper wanted to know, one of the many this hot, mysterious man had to share, if you knew how to ask. His palm drifted over the shifting terrain of muscles beneath, wandering and exploring, squeezing and stroking, and it was a weirdly soothing kind of thing, helping him keep his cool, his breathing getting deep and even, determined, as his fingers worked Linc open more and more.

    “Damn, you got a nice touch to you, buddy,” Linc murmured warmly. “Thought you might.”

    Cooper smiled at him, trying to be modest, but pleased as hell. He repaid the compliment with a corkscrewing swirl that bore in on Linc’s prostate, and watching the big, rugged stud bite his bottom lip and knot his dark brows as he moaned out his pleasure, Cooper felt about ten feet tall.

    “Thanks, Unc,” Cooper murmured back. “Thanks for letting me…”

    “Don’t thank me, kid,” Linc said, eyes still shut, that blissed-out grin softening his rugged face. “Just enjoy it. I sure as fuck am.”

    “You wanna enjoy… more of me, Unc?” Cooper said, blushing a little at his own out-of-nowhere balls. Well, not nowhere. He’d had them all along… he was just getting to really use them now.

    “Damn right I do, stud,” Linc growled, looking back up at Cooper with an admiring grin and nod. I see you, kid. I *know* you. He pushed up onto his hands and knees, like a wrestler positioning himself for the start of a bout, giving Cooper another delicious look at the power and precision in the man’s potent body. The shift made his fingers press inside the man at a different angle, and Cooper bit his lip as he watched the muscles of his back shift once more, bulging as the big guy rode the wave of pleasure he was giving him.

    “I could let you do that all night,” Linc said, easing himself up off Cooper’s fingers with another soft grunt, moving with that athletic ease and quickness he had, suddenly on his knees facing Cooper, all pecs and smile and hard, curving cock angling out from beneath his muscle-dense belly. “But there’s nothing like the real thing, right?” He reached for the lube beside them, popping the cap as he lifted it to his cupped palm.

    “My turn to be the gentleman now, huh,” Linc said, voice all playful and deep and husky at once, giving Cooper that engaging grin again as he reached for him. Cooper gasped as the slick, steely strength of his uncle’s big, rough hand wrapped round his cock, closing in around his flesh with decisive ease, coated with lube and already starting to stroke it into him. Cooper bit his lip, his hand clutching the powerful bulge of Linc’s upper arm, and let the man work his magic on him yet again.

    “Nothing like the feel of a buddy’s hand on your cock, huh?” Linc said, close enough to feel the warmth of the liquor on his breath as it gusted over Cooper’s parted lips. Below them, his hand worked slick and wet, up and down Cooper’s throbbing length, the skilled grasp of a man who knew just how to pace his stroke, how to keep the steam building, rising, without making it blow.

    “Guess I wouldn’t really know,” Cooper murmured, feeling his inexperience again like an unwelcome visitor. The few experiences he’d had, fumbling in the dark with another equally nervous, unskilled dude like himself… well, they’d been a little scary, a little confusing at first, but they’d felt damn good, in a way that a girls’ hand on his hardness just never had, and he knew never would. Damn good, but not even a shadow of how fuckin’ good this felt, this man’s hand on him, knowing how to work him, getting him good and slick and ready for even more, an even deeper connection between them.

    “But you will, right bud?” Linc said, eyes squarely on his, gazing into him, spurring him on. Cooper found himself nodding before he even knew it, too transfixed by the man’s green-eyed, knowing, open gaze, and by the slick, second-nature slide of his fist up and down his cocklength. “Yeah, that’s my boy,” Linc grinned, nodding back at him, and right as Cooper’s brain was deciding to kiss the man, Linc was already leaning in to kiss him.

    This time Cooper drove the kiss, meeting him more than halfway, cupping the back of Linc’s head and feeding him his tongue, much more confident with it now than before, the two of them keyed into their easy, sensual, masculine vibe. The smack of their lips and tongues paired real well with the slick, wet sounds of Linc slow-lubing his cock down below, and Cooper moaned his hungry approval into Linc’s mouth as the man took his tongue, sucking on it, slipping his own along and around it and exploring him back. Cooper’s other hand found its way down to the swell of Linc’s ass, clutching it deep and tight, making the man growl into his mouth as he worked his tongue and his cock over.

    “OK, you gotta stop,” Cooper panted, feeling himself riding the ragged edge of another orgasm all too soon. Linc just chuckled, wiping his lips with the back of one wrist, the other working much more slowly on Cooper’s cock now. He guessed he was as lubed now as he was ever going to be, and looking down between them, his cock looked like a statuette, all shiny and glazed and hard as stone.

    “Wait’ll you find out what frot’s like,” Linc said, his eyes all mischievous and promising, and Cooper felt that helpless thrill of being invited into some secret men’s club. Not just as a visitor, but a member for life, if he wanted it. And fuck, yeah, he wanted it.

    “Hell yeah,” Cooper nodded, getting control of his loins, as much as he could in this incredibly hot, electric moment between them. “But next time, Unc. I promised you something else first.”

    “That you did, stud, that you did,” Linc nodded, his cock-stroking hand slowing to a stop, before he leaned over, pursed his lips, and let a stream of his hot spit pour down onto the tip. Cooper gasped when it landed, his fingers digging even deeper into the firm flesh of Linc’s biceps and ass, but he maintained, even as Linc stroked that into his throbbing flesh, over the lube, mixing in with it. “Sure feels like you’re ready for it. Are you, bud?”

    “To fuck you, Unc?” Cooper asked, feeling the incredibly hot power of the vibe between them, playing along with this lusty new game his uncle had showed him, and invited him to join. Linc’s grin widened, his eyes flared, and he let out a husky, chesty grunt as he nodded.

    “Yeah,” Cooper said, returning that grin with one of his own. “Yeah, I’m ready to fuck you, big guy. Just like you’re ready too, huh?”

    “Come find out, you hot little fuck,” Linc growled, kissing him quick and hard and wet, letting Cooper push him back down onto the bed.

    “So how you want me, bud?” Linc asked a couple minutes later, after some more lip-locking, groping, and rolling around.

    Shit, there are options?Cooper thought for a confused second, but then he pictured in his head all the ways guys fucked in porn, all the different positions, most of which he’d put Linc into in his spank bank at one point or another. He felt another surge of excitement, and let his hands stroke over Linc’s strong, manly body for a second, taking him in and making up his mind.

    “This isn’t like Final Jeopardy or anything,” Linc grinned, stroking his body right back, big rugged hands all over his arms, flanks, hips. “Do good and you’ll probably get another shot.”

    Linc’s hands found their way to the muscles of Cooper’s ass and squeezed the flesh, firm and deep and slow.

    “And I’m pretty confident you’re gonna do good, buddy.”

    Cooper heard the lusty grunt coming from him before he even knew he was doing it, then he was reaching for Linc, kissing him hard and hungry.

    “On your front,” he said, his voice all husky and sex-heavy, and man, he liked the sound of it. “I liked that view before. The way you looked.” He didn’t think he was ever gonna get tired of using his words like this.

    “You got it, big guy,” Linc grinned, rolling over onto his knees and elbows as Cooper grabbed the lube again, just in case.

    “Fuck, you got a nice ass, Unc,” Cooper said, as his fingers sank into the furry meat of the man’s glutes. Something about this angle really made them pop, made the muscles all big and round and hard under their coating of beef.I ate that, Cooper thought, feeling himself grinning real big as he lined the head of his cock up with his target, his cock shining with a fresh layer of lube he’d stroked into it, Linc’s hole gleaming from its own new coat.A fresh lick, he thought to himself, wanting to laugh again, and he guessed he must be pretty alright with all this if he was making with the jokes.

    ‘Course you’re alright with it,
    he thought. You’re about to fuck this guy, bro.

    Yeah he was, and as he pressed the head of his cock to the man’s flesh, to that slicked ring of muscle he’d become so intimately familiar with in one short evening, he mouthed a silent prayer of thanks to whoever or whatever it was that made all this hot shit come together tonight. And then, as the heat of Linc’s insides tickled at his flesh, emanating from his hole, Cooper took a deep, easy breath, and pressed on inside him.

    “Awdude,” he groaned, feeling that heat envelop him, all along his throbbing length as he immersed it inside his uncle. He clutched tight at Linc’s ass, fingers digging into his hot flesh again as his cock dug into his even hotter hole. The man felt somehow hotter than a girl inside, tighter too, fuck, super tight and close all around him. Maybe it was because Cooper wasn’t wearing a rubber – “I get tested every six months, condition of the job,” Linc had said, and his mother might not have trusted the man, but Cooper did – but the heat, combined with the slickness, the sense of all that alive flesh working tightly around him, inviting him in deeper, was something totally new to Cooper.

    “Yeah, buddy,” Linc growled back over his muscular shoulder. “I knew you’d like that.”

    The man met his gaze, and then rocked his hips back, meeting Cooper’s steady inward stroke, opening up and just taking him as Cooper fed his hot, hard length inside of him.

    “Holy shit!” Cooper grunted tightly. Linc just grinned back at him, tipping him one of those roguish winks, and goddamn, Cooper just knew the man had all kinds of stories he wanted to know. Stories to be told down here, just between the two of them, not upstairs with more polite company. Talk between men.

    Cooper leaned back a little, looking down at his shaft as it split the man’s round, furred cheeks, and he could’ve sworn he looked bigger. Fuck, the sight was such a trip, his cock sinking inside a man’s ass – anotherman’s ass, he corrected himself, and grinned even wider. Then he bit his lip in concentration, met Linc’s hot green-eyed gaze, and pushed deeper inside him. All the way in.

    “Oh fuckyeah, that’s it,” Linc groaned, his eyes drifting closed as his head dropped a little, clutching tighter to the covers in his grasp. He throbbed all around Cooper’s cock, holding him there, his hips shifting a little as he got used to him. The way he smiled was different – still that slanted kind of grin, biased towards the right, but it was more… open now, Cooper thought. More honest, in a way. He was pretty sure not many people got to see that smile, that look on Linc’s face, unguarded and just being himself. But he did, now. And shit, if Uncle Linc could be the kind of man he was, all rugged and tough and strong, a guy with shrapnel marks and bullet holes in him, and be willing to show himself like this too, passionate and lusty and responsive to another man inside of him… well, that made Cooper feel even more of a kinship with him. Made him feel all kinds of good, and excited, about all the possibilities that lay ahead of him.

    Cooper pulled his hips back a little, as easy as he could, watching Linc’s face shift, the way the muscles in his broad back moved. Just a couple of inches, and then he pushed them back inside the man again, listening to his fresh grunt, trying to decipher if it was pleasure or pain. He was big enough, and he was pretty pleased with the size cock he’d been gifted with, but he wasn’t thatbig. But then it was pretty tight inside the man, tighter than he’d ever felt, and Cooper knew he had to get a feel for this game as he was playing it. The part of him that was polite and considerate and wanted to please worked well here, alongside the lustier part of him that was throbbing inside Linc, hungry to make the man moan and make those hot faces of pleasure too.

    He pressed back inside Linc with a solid, yet considerate push, and then it was all pretty much just instinct. Instinct and biology, all those ancient drives encoded deep inside every man. It was the same combo of instinct and drive that had gotten him fucking the first girl he’d ever been with. Getting inside, that was the hard part, so to speak – a mental game as much as a physical one. The rest was all in the hips, the hips and the gut, not the brain, and Cooper watched the man’s face, trusted his gut, and let his hips take over the work.

    “Fuck yeah, kid…” Linc growled once they got into rhythm, hips meeting hips, skin to skin, Cooper holding the big man’s solid, athletic hips securely as he pumped his cock up deep inside of him.

    “‘Kid’, huh?” he said, voice all husky again, starting to pant a little now that the pace was set. “Does this feel like kids’ stuff, Unc?”

    “Naw, bud,” Linc said. “This is a man’s game, for sure. And you’re a fuckin’ player, my dude.”

    Cooper grinned at that, and Linc’s easy reply, the way his body moved back to meet him, told him he could put a little more into him. He felt the flow of it all through him, emanating out from his hips, down his thighs, up his core, along the arms holding his uncle’s body securely as he fucked him, nice and steady, his body working smoothly now, just like out on the ballfield, feeling stronger and stronger all the time.

    “Do I still feel like a kid inside you, Unc?” he found himself murmuring, surprising himself under all the lust and pleasure he was riding. Linc grunted and fucked back against him a little more, looking back over the bunched muscles of his shoulder at him, his face really fuckin’ handsome right now under the hard tan and the silvering stubble and the lines around his eyes from squinting in a dozen different deserts. That watchful, impenetrable kind of mask he wore around everyone else was gone, leaving behind the man himself, and fuck, Cooper was so into this guy. His own uncle, god damn. A man he’d always thought he didn’t really know, but now he knew him real well. Getting to know him better with every driving inch of his cock, every roll of the man’s hips in reply, and most of all that hungry, knowing green-eyed gaze back at him. Seeing each other, and spurring each other on.

    “Hell no, Coop,” Linc grunted. “You feel like a fuckin’ man, that’s for damn sure.”

    Fuck, dude!” Cooper moaned, lunging forward over the man’s broad, shifting back, and Linc was already craning his head back to meet him, their lips crashing together, hungry and urgent and already open as their tongues reached for each other too.

    Somehow this all felt even more, wrapped around Linc like this, his arms holding tight around the man’s torso, his hips driving steadily, powering his cock relentlessly inside the man’s tightness, the two of them grunting and panting into a hot, wet, noisy, tongue-twisting kiss. It felt like more than just fucking – it felt like rutting, like a couple of animals would do, hungry and urgent, all drive and instinct, and for all his thoughts and their talk about being a man now, fuck, this was the most like a man Cooper had ever felt. Like he was tapping it from his uncle, drawing it out from inside of him with his cock, taking more and more of it for himself with each thrust and growling, hungry, tongue-lashing kiss. The bed quaked beneath them as they fucked each other, Linc arching his back and rocking his hips with talent and experience, meeting Cooper, helping him take them deeper together.

    Cooper’s hands roamed Linc’s muscular torso, over the swells of his pecs, palming his stiff, quarter-sized nips, down over the beefy steel of his core, taking him in by touch and feel. One hand found the thicket of hair between the man’s pecs, his fingers sinking into it, savoring it, while the other followed the trail down his stomach, over the clenching muscles, into the dense, sweat-damp thickness of his bush. Linc growled throatily as Cooper’s hand found the base of his cock, found him thick and hard and throbbing, curved up hard towards his belly.

    Cooper felt another wave of thrills at the feel of the man’s hardness, knowing he’d helped create it, made it all thick and throbbing and wet-tipped like it was now. He grunted back into Linc’s mouth, around their tongues, and gave Linc’s length a squeezing stroke, from root to tip, up and down and up and down again, over and over. Linc moaned in response and bucked his hips back against him harder, hungrier, their flesh starting to slap together rhythmically, loud and lewd. They rode like that for a few minutes, hot and deep, all muscles and skin and sweat and deep-core manly lust. Then Linc’s big rough hand covered Cooper’s stroking one on his cock, joined him for a couple of long, slick-palmed slides, before squeezing it and guiding it, firm but friendly, off his flesh.

    “Not like this, bud,” Linc grunted against his panting mouth.

    “Fuck no,” Cooper gasped back. “Wanna see your face when I get you off, big guy.”

    “You hot little fuck,” Linc growled, his tongue slashing against Cooper’s, and then he was moving with that athletic quickness, bucking his ass back against Cooper to push him back, then pulling his hips forward, up Cooper’s remaining length, and off of him.

    Cooper couldn’t stop the throaty moan, part hunger and part disappointment at the sudden sensation of being out of him, his cock bobbing urgently, angrily in the open. But Linc kept moving, up on his knees and then spinning around to face him, his face a handsome mix of heat and desire and need. Linc grabbed hold of Cooper’s shoulders and kissed him, hot and lusty and deep, his tongue feeling a foot long and six inches wide as it filled Cooper’s mouth, the man’s lips hungrily devouring his as Cooper kissed him right back. And then just as he was getting ready to ride this particular groove with his uncle, the man pushed him back a little more, extracted his agile tongue from Cooper’s mouth, and rolled onto his back.

    Fuck, he looked so good, obscenely good, lewd and hard and porny, grinning wide, green eyes alive with the heat they were both feeling, his cock arced hard over the firm swell of his stomach. The man spread his thick thighs wide and reached up for Cooper’s arms, clasping him around his biceps and pulling him in, bringing him close again, and Cooper’s body knew just what to do. He slid up between Linc’s splayed thighs, and as his gaze traveled up the column of Linc’s hardon, his instincts kicked in. He followed them, dipping his head down to lick up the length of the man’s cock, a little reminder of the powerful taste he’d savored earlier. Linc grunted, then chuckled as Cooper’s tongue swabbed up his centerline, Cooper finding himself grinning as he came in to kiss the man, a little slower this time, languid and sensual. Then he pushed back up, loving the way Linc’s hands squeezed the shifting mass of his upper arms as he did, leaned back, and lined his cock up against Linc’s furry, slick hole again.

    “Yeah, fuckin’ go for it, big man,” Linc growled, nodding at him with that sexy, up-for-anything grin. Cooper grinned right back at him and did just that, pushing back inside his hot, slick tightness with an easy, natural thrust, and this time he sank his length all the way home in one smooth drive. Linc’s head dropped back against the covers, his eyes fluttering half-closed, letting out another low, satisfied moan, his powerful thighs clamping around Cooper’s trunk, and the two of them got back into business together.

    Doing it this way was awesome. Linc knew how to tilt his hips just right, giving Cooper a new angle to fuck down into, filling the man up in a whole different way than before. Plus, now he could see his face, glowing with pleasure and a light coating of sweat. He could more fully see Linc respond to him, to his cock and his hips and what they were doing to the man. He could savor the way those big, hot hands slid and squeezed over his arms and shoulders, while his powerful squeezing thighs spurred Cooper on. Even better, he could savor the beefy jiggle of the man’s tits with each skin-slapping meeting of their flesh, Cooper’s lean athletic hips banging off a steady beat against the powerful plushness of Linc’s upturned ass.

    God, he’d never felt as good as this, as powerful, as deeply tapped into himself when he’d fucked before. All that shit felt like practice, like spring training, and now he was heading off to the majors. He wished he could see himself, wished there was a big mirror over the dresser like there was in his room. He’d really gotten into watching himself jack off lately, even recorded himself doing it a couple times on his phone, just to see how he looked when he got in the zone. Not because he was any kind of narcissist or a showoff or whatever – just to learn, to know more about all this, and himself. Like studying tape in the locker room after playing a big game. But this, fuck… he really wished he could step outside himself for just a few minutes and watch himself fucking Linc, see if it looked as good and hot as it felt inside right now.

    But that would have meant missing out on how fucking intensely awesome all this was feeling. The throb of his cock sinking repeatedly, deeply inside Linc. The way the man’s insides felt so hot and slick and alive and his, his for the taking. The almost tangible heat and desire flowing back and forth between them. The feeling of power growing inside himself, savoring his own strength as he used one arm to prop himself up, the other to wrap around Linc’s back to help support him, and help bind them even closer together.

    Linc’s hands did what Cooper’s eyes couldn’t, continuing to roam over his flexing, working muscles, all over his sweaty skin, exploring him as he fucked. “Fuckin’ muscles on you, kid,” the man murmured, smiling to himself as he took in the flex and pump of his young body, impressed and proud and hungry all at once.

    “Just like you, big guy,” Cooper panted back, taking in the terrain of Linc’s big arms and burly chest, the muscles aglow with fucksweat, thick and powerful and mature in their fullness.

    “Fuck yeah, just like me, buddy,” the man ginned, giving him another wink, and Cooper lunged in to devour his mouth again, his hips picking up their steady, relentless pace, driving him harder and deeper into the man as they kissed.

    It was an intense ride, had been from the start, and as into it as Cooper was, as much as he wanted to do it all night and into tomorrow, fuck Uncle Linc into the bed until he left a man-shaped impression in the mattress, it had to come to an end. He could feel it, the steady rise, coming faster and deeper inside his loins, his belly, that sweet electricity of his orgasm building like a summer storm. Linc was on the same path, his face shifting, brows knotting. Cooper remembered the way the man looked on the couch last Christmas as the moment of inevitability came over him with each of his brawny hands wrapped round their cocks, stroking them off together, right before Linc shot his cum all over his stomach, and how all that had triggered off Cooper’s own. Now the man’s hand was wrapped round his own big, hard piece, stroking a firm, steady rhythm, the other rubbing up and down Cooper’s flexing back, along his shifting spine, dipping down into the sweat-lined top of his cleft on the downstroke.

    “Gonna make you cum, Unc,” Cooper panted.

    “Fuckin’ right you are, bud,” Linc grunted back. “Cum real good. Make you cum too, yeah?”

    Fuckyeah…” Cooper moaned.

    “All up inside me, bro,” Linc said huskily, and goddamn, he knew just the right things to say at just the right time.

    “Yeah, can I, man?” Cooper said, feeling that heat surging higher and harder inside him. “Can I cum in you, Unc?”

    “Goddamn right you can,” Linc growled, his eyes flaring, a hungry kind of sneer on his lips that was all animal. “Been thinkin’ about it for months, stud.”

    “Fuck,” Cooper grunted. “Me too, man, me too…”

    “Then fucking do it, man,” Linc said, big hand gripping his flank. “‘Cuz I’m gonna fucking cum…”

    He let out a hard-edged, passionate growl, his cock stroking faster and faster on his cock, and then his breath caught, his eyes went wide, his mouth dropping open helplessly as he let out a stream of husky, grunting gasps, his hand a blur on himself as his biceps and pecs tightened and bulged. And then he let out a long throaty moan – “Aw fuck, Coop!” – and started shooting thick streaks of cum up his chest.

    “Fuck yeah!” Cooper panted, his hips hunching, feeling almost like he was slamming into the man, planting his throbbing cock deep inside of him, feeling his balls pulling up, feeling Linc’s insides rhythmically tightening around him, clasping round his cock with each of his cumshots. There was just enough time to let out a choked gasp, and then Cooper growled and let his cum shoot, his cock flexing inside Linc, the two of them pulsing together as Cooper painted his uncle’s insides with shot after shot of hot young cum.

    It was the hardest Cooper had ever come, a full-body orgasm rolling through him, flooding him inside like his cock was doing to Linc. The man let his body go, flopping back onto the covers, shining with sweat and a half-dozen thick, long streaks of cum across his heaving chest and stomach, a look of grinning satisfaction on his ruggedly handsome face. One hand came up to stroke and squeeze the frozen, flexed muscles of Cooper’s arm as he propped himself up and shot his last spurts, unable to register much beyond the hot, pulsing glow of his orgasm inside the man. His first, and he knew already it was far from his last.

    Cooper’s arms were starting to get a little shaky, and Linc reached up to rub his back slowly with both hands, encouraging him to ease on down. Cooper felt a little bit self-conscious about it – some of it post-orgasmic awkwardness, the rest some kind of deep-coded conditioning, he guessed – but the man was undeniable, and welcoming, and fuck… he’d just shot his load inside of him. How much closer could two men get? So he went with it, his cock sliding slickly from Linc’s well-fucked hole, still solid, kind of draping himself over Linc’s strong thigh and the side of his torso. Linc slipped one arm around him and rubbed his back, squeezing his shoulder with the other hand.

    “You good, bud?” Linc asked, his voice deep and warm and sated. Cooper thought about the question, how he felt, what it meant, and decided meaning didn’t matter – he felt fucking amazing, in all kinds of ways, and that was all that was important.

    “I’m… fuckingexcellent, man,” Cooper sighed, savoring the way Linc grinned at him and nodded.

    “You sure as fuck were, big guy,” he said, and it shouldn’t have been a surprise when he leaned his head up to kiss Cooper’s lips, but it was a pleasant one nonetheless. The kiss was much softer than Cooper was expecting, but it matched the way he was feeling inside, riding that deep, warm, post-cum wave of pleasure. He met his uncle’s lips warmly, and the two of them just kissed like that, slow and easy, no pressure, just enjoying each other and the afterglow for a few long, pleasant minutes.

    “Guess I should’ve put the moves on you a little harder last year,” Linc said with a chuckle when they eased their way out of the kiss.

    “You could’ve, for sure,” Cooper grinned back. “But maybe it wouldn’t have been this good, y’know?”

    Lincoln nodded, his fingers drawing idle shapes on Cooper’s back, in the cooling sweat. Cooper’s fingers traced up Linc’s stomach, rising and falling with his deep, easy breaths, up to the concentration of cum streaks between his pecs, glistening in the fur there. They were cooling fast, all thick and sticky on his fingertips as he touched the stuff. The cum he’d made this hot fucking man, his own uncle, shoot, and shoot hard and thick.

    “Maybe I needed the year to kind of… I dunno… think about it,” Cooper said. “What you showed me about you, and me too.”

    “What it could be,” Linc said. “Who you could be.”

    Fuck, for everyone else’s opinions about Linc, what and who they thought he was – a rogue, a question mark, the black sheep to Cooper’s Dad’s golden-boy white-collar steadiness – they didn’t know the half of him, the man he was under the rough-hewn muscles and the thick, weathered skin. How much he saw and knew and understood. But Cooper felt like he did, or at least more than most. Especially now. He’d always felt a connection with the guy, even before all this, and this newer, deeper, electric kind of bond between them as guys. As men, he corrected himself mentally with a smile. It was a kinship, for sure – not just the literal kin of family, but of and between men. It was a powerful thing, and thinking – no, feeling that way kindled those fires inside of him a little more again. Equal parts desire and pride, now.

    “I’ve been there, buddy,” Linc said, propping one hand behind his head, Cooper unable to help himself as his eyes roamed over the thick, powerful swell of the man’s biceps flexing, the dark, damp tuft of fur in his pit, the warm, musky, purelyman smell that wafted up from it. “It’s a journey, alright. Just starting for you, really. But you’re on it, for sure.”

    “Yeah?” Cooper asked, looking up, Linc nodding at him.

    “Not an easy ride,” Linc said, drawing a circle between Cooper’s shoulders, a lot like the one he’d done earlier tonight, as they’d bid his parents goodbye. Only a couple hours ago, if that, but fuck, they’d come a long way, and the slow, casual movement of the man’s hand on his skin, his flesh, felt so much more than it did before. More, and even better now. “But damn, it can be a lot of fun, if you do it right.”

    “Like you, huh?” Cooper said, drawing a streak of Linc’s cum across his pec, feeling the muscle quake as the man chuckled, slow and deep.

    “I dunno about that, bud,” he said. “But I’m doing it, and that’s more than some guys can say.”

    Cooper wasn’t going to be one of those guys, he decided. Shit… he’d just fucked his uncle, a guy he’d admired and wondered about his whole life, and pretty damn well, he thought. He already wasn’t one of those guys. Nope – he was a guy very much like the one beside him, under him, and that more than anything else that had happened tonight gave him a thrill, and a deep feeling of pride, too.

    “I’m taking this summer off,” Linc said after a stretch of companionable silence, the two of them just enjoying the moment together. “Got some shit to fix on the house, some buds to catch up with, some fishing to do, just taking it easy before the next gig. You should come down. Get some time away for yourself, before you head off to school.”

    Cooper tried not to grin like a kid. He’d never been to Uncle Linc’s house; the last time they’d all been down in Florida on vacation, even though they’d only been an hour away from his place, his mother had 86ed any idea of them even paying a visit.

    “For real?” he said, trying to keep his voice mature and all. “With you?”

    “Yeah. Do some fishing, a little drinking, hit the beach…” Linc said, giving him a playful, adult kind of grin, his hand trailing down Cooper’s back to give his ass a little squeeze. “A little fucking too, if you want to.”

    Cooper felt his cock shift against the man’s thigh, starting to grow anew, just like that kindling fire inside him all over again. He drew a slow circle of cooling, sticky cum on Linc’s pec and gave him a sly grin back.

    “Could we maybe do… a lot of fucking?” he said, hearing the same playfully adult edge in his voice that Linc had used on him, and thrilling to it. Linc let out a long, low, deep-chested laugh, green eyes flaring, his big hand giving Cooper’s ass another squeeze, nice and strong and easy.

    “Yeah, that’s my fuckin’ boy,” Linc grinned. “I mean… my guy,” he added with a twinkle in his eye.

    “You could tell me some stories,” Cooper murmured. “About you. Show me some things.” He couldn’t help but blush a little at that, but hoped it’d pass as post-sex flush.

    “Buddy, I don’t think I have to show you a damn thing,” Linc murmured, reaching up to buzz his lips against Cooper’s, his hand sliding up to cup to brace the back of his neck. “You got this. But I’ll damn sure help you practice…”

    Cooper grunted and kissed Linc, deep and strong and long, and the two men fell into each other again.

    The End

    (Copyright a4ftales 2020)


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  • The Dressing Room

    I arrive at my local Sears to pick up some certain items for a friends birthday party. I am browsing around and minding my own business as usual. I catch a few glances from some people as they notice I am sweating from my workout that I just finished prior. I have on my semi tight shorts and loose shirt and did not think twice about my appearance in the store as I was hoping to be quick with my browsing and purchase. 

    A guy, who I’ve noticed was one of the glancers from earlier, tries to squeeze by me in the very back of the store to get to a item of clothing he wished to see and eventually try on. While trying to squeeze by me, his body rubbed up against mine from behind. I immediately felt his bulging rock hard cock against my ass and I jumped a bit with surprise and turned around. 

    He then smiled a bit and grabbed my ass and said “sorry about that, nice ass by the way”. I chuckled nervously and responded “thanks” and also said with confidence knowing he knew what I felt in his pants, “nice cock by the way”. He right then and there, in the back of store where it was just the two of us (really big store), whipped out his cock and balls from his sweatpants and whispered “would you like to touch it?”. 

    I got embarrassed and excited all at the same time. I was speechless for a moment as I did not know what to say or do since I have never been in that type of situation before in my entire life. He then saw my reaction and reached for my hand and brought it to his cock. I felt it pulsating and I felt how warm and thick it was. I felt it get bigger in my hand and all I wanted to do with it was suck it. I have never sucked a dick before but if I were to have a first dick in my mouth, it would be this one. He then said “come with me real quick”. 

    He put his cock and balls back into his pants and walked towards the back dressing room which is almost always unoccupied with workers and customers. I followed him of course since I was intrigued and excited since I have never felt this way before and his cock was the biggest I’ve ever seen. He turned left in the dressing room and went all the way to the last room in the corner. I followed him into the room as he shut the door behind us. 

    He then whipped his cock back out and dropped his pants all the way to the ground. He asked, “So what do you want to do with this?”. I immediately drop to my knees as they were weak from my workout and weak from my urge to be on my knees and see his beautiful thick cock face to face. His cock was very large in girth and length and his balls were hanging down and were sweaty.

    My mouth starts to water as I instantly lick his cock up and down to his balls and start stroking it. I sucked on his balls and stroked his cock up and down as he let out a very hot soft moan and said “that’s the good faggot I’ve knew you were”. I looked up in agreement and then sucked his cock like that’s the only thing I need to do in the world. My cock got rock hard as well and my ass was sticking up in the air as I was sucking him off. 

    He ordered me to take off my shorts and underwear. He wanted me to be bottomless. He then proceeded to sit down on the bench that was in the dressing room. I crawled to him with my ass in the air. I continued to suck his cock and suck his balls. It felt like a dream but it was definitely real. I wasn’t even worried in the slightest about anyone walking in or getting caught. I enjoyed everything about my first blowjob more than I thought. The nice ripe smell of a cock and balls from a stranger and how it felt in my mouth was savory beyond compare. To have total control of sensation for a guy I just met minutes ago was something I never thought I could have. His hands were on my head to control how deep I went as I was gagging and spitting up all over his cock and balls down to his ass crack. 

    His confidence and demeanor made me feel safe and sexy. He then stopped me and made me go up against the wall with my knees on the bench, having my ass towards him spread open. He saw how sweaty and filthy my ass was from my workout. I said nervously “it would look and be better if I had time to prepare”. 

    He shook his head and laughed as he plundered his face into my ass and made me gasp and almost scream. He dove his tongue deep into my asshole and sucked my asshole better than I could’ve imagined. That was my first time getting a rimjob and I must say it was immaculate. He loved the raunchy smell and taste of a nice ripe ass. He cleaned my ass all up from the sweat and dirtiness it was from the day. 

    He did his best keeping quiet as it was hard with the smacking of his lips and tongue on my hole. He then asked me very nicely if I have ever been fucked before anally. I said “No, but if there were ever a moment for me to be fucked, it would be now”. I knew that I would get wrecked by his big cock and me being a virgin, but at the moment, I was filled with such serendipity and endorphins and adrenaline that I did not care at all how much pain I would be in.

    He spat and lubed up my ass and his cock as best as he could. After a few minutes of being slow and gentle, he was able to fully slip the tip of his thick dick inside of me and I had to hold my mouth shut from screaming. He went deeper and deeper with each thrust and I felt such amazing sensations that I ejaculated all over the wall. I came harder and faster than I ever did jerking off this pathetic small cock at home. I couldn’t believe how I felt and he was amazed of how deep he was able to go into my virgin ass. 

    He then after minutes of hard fucking, he couldn’t control himself and finished inside of me suddenly. He apologized about finishing in me and I did not accept the apology since that is what I wanted. I wanted to have all of his cum inside of my ass. I felt used and degraded and I couldn’t feel better about it. He took his cock out slowly as his cum, a lot of cum, dripped out of my destroyed gaping anus. I felt it all come out with my pushing it out onto the floor. My ass was in so much pain but I would do it again in a heartbeat. 

    As he was about to put his cock back into his pants, I told him to stop. I went back on my knees and wrapped my mouth on his semi hard, almost limp cock and cleaned him off. Of course, since I didn’t clean myself out because I didn’t know this would happen, it tasted a lot like shit. It was a taste mixed with his cum on his cock, my shit, my juices. I took it all deep in my mouth and savored every last taste as I did not know the next time I’d be doing something like this. I did not care how ‘disgusting’ it may be since my goal was to fully pleasure the man who pleased me in ways I didn’t know were possible. I sucked him off until he became limp and too sensitive to keep taking in my mouth. 

    He then put his cock into his pants and said, “you’re the hottest and most kinkiest virgin I have ever known” and walked out. I was still kneeling there with my ass ripped apart, still dripping cum, watching him leave and out of breath. I don’t think I’ll ever have this experience again but I didn’t need to. This is exactly what I needed to reassure me that my ass and mouth needs to be used for pleasing big thick cock. I know my purpose now.