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  • Greased Rabbit

    By Ensign James Rozo, USN


    “Take it all,” demands the Machinist Mate.

    Tilting the sailor’s head back to correct errant alignment, the MM2 navigates the restricted channel. Ramming deeply into the inexperienced throat, effectively corking the airway, the second class petty officer is serenaded with the sweet sound of desperate gagging.

    “Oh hell yeah… choke on it.”

    And the young sailor complies as tears run down his ruddy face.

    Secluded below decks in No. 4 Main Machinery Room (MMR4), 7-119-0-E, machinist mates and boiler technicians are providing Fireman Apprentice Cramer with extra military instruction and feedback on his poor performance, deficient behavior, and surly attitude.

    The MM2 throat fucks Cramer. Focused, he confidently skirts the shoals with expert seamanship. A dozen shipmates man the rails. Awaiting a turn, stroking tumid shafts, the enthralled men enjoy watching the subjugation of the inferior male.

    “I’m close. Here’s your dinner.”

    And he provides a hot nutritious meal.

    Having no viable alternative, Cramer swallows the viscous Navy jam. Choking like a novice gulping Jamaican rum for the first time, he hasn’t yet acquired a taste for the delicacy. Fortunately, there are plenty of sailors waiting to help educate his palate.

    “I’m next,” announces a BT3.

    And he pushes his need between bruised and battered lips.

    Raised in Maryland on the eastern shore of the Chesapeake Bay, in the small town of Betterton in Kent County, Andrew Cramer struggles with authority. A skinny little shit with an oversized cock, he proudly brags of his conquests… because that’s what trailer-trash boys do.

    Rampant rumors of his endowment spread.

    And curious girls are inexorably drawn to him.

    Taking advantage of every opportunity to rupture hymen and stretch vaginal canals, the boy brutally fucks them. Every inch. Balls deep. Indiscriminately planting seed to deleterious effect, several get knocked up including the police chief’s 15-year-old daughter.

    Facing serious repercussions, he hastily enlists in the Navy to avoid prison. The military has always been society’s convenient repository for immature refractory boys.

    In boot camp Cramer discovers there’s very little difference between institutions. Prisoners have some rights – sailors, not as many. Enlistees surrender their civil law rights and voluntarily accept military authority and jurisdiction delineated under the Uniform Code of Military Justice (UCMJ).

    It’s too late; he’s government property now.

    The Navy owns his sorry ass for the next five years.

    Lacking intelligence to warrant an additional investment in specialized training, he is assigned to the Fleet straight from boot camp. And he reports aboard the aircraft carrier USS Forrestal CV-59, homeported at Naval Operating Base (NOB), Norfolk Virginia.

    Old carriers are known dumping grounds for problematic sailors. With large divisions, it’s easy to hide a few under performers. Enlisted Detailers avoid burdening cruisers, destroyers, and frigates, where every billet is critical, with marginally qualified non-rates.

    As a Fireman Apprentice, Cramer resides on the bottom of the military food chain. Unencumbered by expectations as a non-rate, he is an essential source of manual labor, performing menial assignments to free up skilled shipmates for more important tasks.

    The Chief Engineer assigns him to Repair Division.

    Damage Control Work Center, ER04.

    Unmotivated, after only a few short months it’s readily apparent that Cramer is not military material. Despite repeated counselling from his Division Officer, Ensign J. Rozo, the sailor’s behavior is prejudicial to good order and discipline. Another shit-bird.

    Lacking military temperament, the conspicuous under-achiever is devoid of any redeeming skills or abilities. Recalcitrant and defying authority, he has gone UA more often than anyone in Repair Division. And he quickly earns the nickname ‘rabbit’.

    UCMJ Article 86 – Absence Without Leave

    Any member of the armed forces who, without authority (1) fails to go to his appointed place of duty at the time prescribed; (2) goes from that place; or (3) absents himself or remains absent from his unit, organization, or place of duty at which he is required to be at the time prescribed; shall be punished as a court-martial may direct.

    Unfortunately, he keeps returning to Forrestal.

    Usually in handcuffs escorted by military police.

    Historically, strict discipline was enforced by flogging or hanging enlisted men from the yardarms. Officers like John Paul Jones, Stephen Decatur, and Joshua Barney had reputations that made subordinates tremble. And sailors obeyed regulations or suffered dire consequences.

    In today’s gentle Navy not so much.

    Destroying years of tradition amid the political agonies of the Vietnam War, Admiral Zumwalt Jr., the 19th CNO, reformed personnel policies. In a misguided effort to improve enlisted life, he ushered in a lenient, pot-smoking, beard wearing, sloppy, undisciplined Navy.

    Old sea dogs, disgusted with the state of their beloved Navy, retired.

    Cramer cannot conform despite relaxed regulations.

    Basic military standards remain beyond reach. Awarded NJP on numerous occasions, all efforts to improve his performance and attitude have been ineffectual. Even brig time with bread-and-water rations have failed to provide discernable improvements.

    Ensign Rozo has spoken to afloat JAG about him many times.

    Essentially, they require commission of a serious crime – arson, desertion, espionage, extortion, murder, rape, homosexuality, or destruction of military property – to convene a Special Court-Martial and award a prison sentence with a bad conduct discharge.

    Lesser UCMJ violations are considered rectifiable disciplinary issues. Transgressions like absence without leave, disrespect toward a superior commissioned officer, and failure to obey orders only earn a sailor NJP, brig time, extra duty, reduction in rate, and forfeiture of pay.

    It’s time for a different approach.

    Closed-door counseling; aka a brutal ass beating.

    An effective leadership tool, it’s often a vital part of a poor performing sailor’s education. Hoping to refocus and square-away the wayward sailor, Ensign Rozo speaks with MMCM Abraham, the Master Chief Machinist Mate in charge of 4MMR.

    The secluded machinery room is the perfect location for an uninterrupted performance feedback session. Authorized to provide the lesson, the pit snipes will ensure Cramer understands the fundamental relationship between actions and consequences.

    And beatings will continue until his attitude and performance improve.

    No one likes rabbits.

    Ensign Rozo is ordered to see the Executive Officer (XO).

    Not unexpected but certainly unwelcomed.

    The young officer reported aboard Forrestal nine months ago.

    Commissioned via Cornell University NROTC, he graduated summa cum laude in mechanical engineering – specializing in fluid mechanics and turbomachinery. Assigned to Engineering as Repair Division Officer, he owns 110 sailors – Hull Maintenance Technicians (HT).

    Named for James V. Forrestal, the first Secretary of Defense, the 59,600-ton aircraft carrier built in Newport News, Virginia was commissioned in October 1955. The first supercarrier designed after WWII, she is the lead ship of her class, followed by Saratoga, Ranger and Independence.

    Her underway complement consist of 552 officers and 4,988 enlisted men.

    As the second highest ranking officer, the XO is responsible for planning and executing all shipboard evolutions. Working through subordinate Department Heads, he has final say on the assignment of personnel, training, material readiness, cleanliness, and habitability issues.

    Crew morale, welfare, and discipline too.

    The ship’s internal police force, the Master-at-Arms, maintain order. When underway, a Naval Investigative Service (NIS) Special Agent is also aboard. Working together, reporting directly to the XO, they investigate crimes and help JAG prosecute sailors.

    Ordering investigations, unilaterally dismissing cases or forwarding recommendations for non-judicial punishment or court-martial to the Commanding Officer for adjudication, the XO wields tremendous power to deleteriously impact and terminate careers.

    Rozo approaches the XO’s office, 2-135-4-L.

    Standing in the passageway, he takes a deep measured breath. Collecting thoughts, he’s rehearsed various scenarios and strategies in his head for the past thirty minutes. Unable to delay reporting any further, he knocks on the non-water-tight door.

    “Enter.”

    And he steps inside the lion’s den.

    Captain Dougherty’s office is appropriately sumptuous.

    A magnificent mahogany desk with carved nautical motif dominates the compartment. A plush brown leather sofa, exquisite coffee table with inlayed mariner’s star of cherry, ebony, and sapele veneers, and two sturdy captain’s chairs are meticulously positioned.

    Decorated with aircraft memorabilia, squadron plaques, and VF-22 ‘Fighting Redcocks’ paraphernalia, it’s clear he’s a brown-shoe. F-4 fighter pilot. His strict adherence to naval regulations and take-no-prisoners philosophy make him a formidable force.

    All hands are well advised to never cross swords with the XO.

    “Sir, reporting as ordered,” standing at attention with elevated heart rate.

    “Ah, yes Ensign Rozo. I’ve received an incident report involving one of your sailors. Apparently while performing extra duty in 4 MMR FA Cramer was beaten and greased.”

    “Yes sir. Most unfortunate.”

    “Hmm. You wouldn’t happen to know anything about this, would you Ensign?”

    Silence fills the compartment.

    Having substantial equity invested in the endeavor, needing to sidestep shifting layers of truth, Ensign Rozo starts to perspire, suffusing the space with the enticing scent of British Sterling cologne, a rich and complex earthy fragrance.

    He mentally reviews recent events.

    – – – – – Flashback  48 hours – – – – –

    “Mission accomplished,” MMCM Abraham reports.

    The Machinist Mate Master Chief hands Rozo two-dozen black and white Polaroid photographs. A member of the sea’s oldest fraternity, chiefs are the vital link between wardroom and mess decks… turning officers’ decisions, tactics, and strategies into actions.

    The Ensign admires the photographs like devotional images in a prayer book.

    “Excellent Master Chief. Tell me the details.”

    “The little dirt-bag was initially uncooperative. Resisted as expected. But nothing my men couldn’t easily handle. During a short scuffle they physically beat him and knocked him out. After that, it was easy to strip and secure him on the lower level.”

    Polaroids show the naked sailor draped over a section of main propulsion line shafting. Wrists and ankles are bound to deck-plate foundations. Positioned between the main thrust and first spherical journal bearing, he’s on public display like a sculpture in a modern art gallery.

    Mustered around the exhibition, excited sailors discuss the evening’s itinerary.

    Waking, Cramer slowly regains situational awareness.

    He’s in deep shit. And knows it.

    A picture shows cock and ball bag perfectly framed between skinny legs. The sailor looks eerily like Isaac ready for sacrifice on Mount Moriah. MMCM Abraham looks up heavenly, almost expectantly. But an angel of the lord doesn’t appear.

    No salvation for Cramer tonight.

    The picture’s subtle gradation of light and shadow is reminiscent of the fine art photography taken by professional war photojournalist. A dramatic visual feast, the bound boy’s soft white skin and the hard machinery-gray steel shaft symbolize the enslavement of man to technology.

    During WW II the Naval Aviation Photographic Unit, under the command of Captain Steichen, future Director of Photography at the NY Museum of Modern Art, took thousands of candid pictures detailing the daily lives of sailors aboard combatants in the Pacific.

    The US Office of War Information sanitized the often homoerotic images for domestic consumption, providing photos to newspapers and magazines, rallying support for the war effort.

    United by a common purpose, men at sea develop strong bonds forged in the crucible of shared misery. The photographers captured these bonds: the masculinity and vulnerability, the camaraderie and interdependence, the intimacy and emotional attachments, and the brief moments of boys at innocent play between horrific battles, blinding terror, and gory death.

    The pictures of Cramer are not suitable for the cover of Life Magazine.

    Naked, bound, and boned sailors are too much for delicate female sensibilities.

    “Excellent use of the shafting, Master Chief. I admire your artistry.”

    “Thanks sir. The shafting has seen service before.”

    “Oh?”

    “Sure. Whenever airmen foolishly enter 4MMR without permission. Last deployment we enjoyed showing some boys the golden rivet.”

    The traditional myth, that every Navy ship is built containing a single commemorative golden rivet joining main keel sections, is perpetuated by seasoned sailors at the expense of the gullible. A relatively harmless initiation rite, new airmen are encouraged to search for the rivet down in the many machinery rooms, pump rooms, and shaft alleys.

    Out at sea, with few constructive outlets, the boredom is overpowering, and boys being naturally curious, explore and wander, often at great peril into unauthorized spaces. Even though the carrier consists of 3,000+ compartments, most sailors never see more than 5% of the vessel.

    Although celebrated for effective teamwork, aboard carriers where surface warfare and air warfare communities coexist in close quarters, there’s a shocking amount of competition and territorial predation.

    There are borders, imaginary lines with dire consequences.

    It’s nothing personal, just black-shoes and brown-shoes competing for dominance, marking and protecting their turf. And who doesn’t enjoy initiating young and inexperienced sailors? It’s all harmless fun… just boys being boys.

    “We showed them the golden rivet alright.”

    Engineering propulsion rooms, radiating seductive rumbles and vibrations throughout the hull, sing an enchanting Siren song that can’t be denied. Opening a mysterious second deck Ellison Door, breaking the pressure boundary, leaving the world of light, descending five decks below the waterline, spellbound airmen are lured into the ship’s dark and dangerous bowels.

    “Of course, they got more than they bargained for,” jokes the Master Chief.

    “I’m sure they did.”

    “Damn brown-shoes can’t violate engineering spaces without consequences.”

    Pit snipes are the rulers of the underworld.

    Like the mythological winged maidens that doomed Greek sailors, they lurk in the shadows and easily ensnare their prey. Demanding tribute, airmen are ritualistically initiated and force-fed black-shoe cock as tight virgin orifices, both fore and aft, are sampled and seeded.

    Afterwards, the inseminated are unceremoniously dumped on the mess decks. A similar fate with unavoidable repercussions awaits any engineer misfortunate enough to be apprehended above decks in squadron spaces or upon the flight deck.

    “I’m sure the airmen have a new-found respect for engineering.”

    “Our goal is to always provide a memorable experience.”

    “Damn brown-shoes think ship’s force exists to cater to their needs. Fuck them.”

    “Exactly sir. Undoubtedly, a few will stray down into 4MMR on our upcoming deployment. If you’re interested in sampling some airman sea-pussy, just let me know.”

    “Thanks, but I’m not without available resources.” Smiling, the officer thinks about the cornucopia of delightful submissive enlisted boys in his division. Inevitably, he’ll also enjoy some prime midshipmen tail. Nothing better than Annapolis sea-pussy.

    Rozo never actively participates in questionable undertakings with unknown sailors. Too many with dubious motives would relish the opportunity to blackmail an officer with UCMJ Article 133 proceedings in return for special considerations.

    UCMJ Article. 133. Conduct Unbecoming an Officer and a Gentleman

     1. Any commissioned officer, cadet, or midshipman who is convicted of conduct unbecoming an officer and a gentleman shall be punished as a court-martial may direct.

    Activities that garner a sailor a simple reprimand often result in a courts-martial and disgrace for an officer. Held to a higher standard, officers have been removed for unprofessional behavior contrary to good order and discipline, allegations of sexual harassment, maintaining overly familiar relationships with enlisted members, or demonstrating a lack of judgment.

    “I understand sir. You’re always welcome down in 4MMR.”

     “Thank you, your thoughtfulness is appreciated. I must admit, I do enjoy watching.”

    Possessing a mild paraphilia, Rozo often pursues opportunities to document traditions, customs, and ceremonies… collecting images that question conventional boundaries. Irresistibly entertaining, it’s a delightful diversion from the mundane at-sea routine.

    And seeing the shocked, humiliated, tear filled enlisted faces never gets old.

    “Yes sir, any time.”

    The Master Chief, well attuned to scuttlebutt, knows that Ensign Rozo is a front-runner with connections to department heads. Battling the vicissitudes of nautical life, powerful alliances and interpersonal politics are paramount for a successful tour.

    It’s all about political capital accumulated, expended, protected, or wasted.

    In the next polaroid several sailors, with cocks hanging out of their coveralls, are playfully standing in front of Cramer contemplating his torment. Utterly vulnerable, his expression is one of despair… all hope consumed in the flames of understanding.

    Slapping his face with tumid shafts, the eager sailors are enjoying the sanctioned assignment. Cramer not quite as much. Transcending typical hazing initiations, authorized by a commissioned officer with few limitations, the rabbit is counselled with impunity.

    Conveying the message that unreliable sailors are a detriment to Engineering, the snipes relentlessly educate Cramer’s worthless ass. Employing sections of cut and frayed fire hose and a hardwood paddle, they ensure the beneficial lesson resonates.

    The next compelling photograph has slightly sadistic overtones.

    Finding inspiration, a sailor applies vise-grips to Cramer’s balls. The locking pliers, with a curved jaw and hardened steel teeth, are designed to provide maximum locking force for a variety of material shapes. A hex key adjusting screw tightens to apply precision pressure.

    “Excellent use for vise-grips.”

    “Yes… the right tool for the job.”

    “A practical and efficient application of force.”

    Confronted by the inherent eroticism of the image, there’s no denying the unbridled aggression and unparalleled ingenuity of sailors. Vigilantly standing the watch, intelligently pursuing mission objectives, the American sailor is the finest in the world.

    “Of course, some snipes have unpredictable vicious streaks. So I closely monitored the situation to ensure they didn’t inflict any permanent damage.”

    “Well, that would have been most unfortunate,” said the Ensign, getting semi-erect thinking about the prospect of a bruised or better yet… a shattered testicle.

    After all the time and energy he has expended upon Cramer – the hundreds of hours wasted counseling, documenting UCMJ infractions, and attending captain’s masts, the dark truth is he can’t help but desire some small measure of retribution.

    And one insignificant enlisted orb is a small price to pay for inconveniencing an officer.

    “Sometimes, however, collateral damage is unavoidable,” grinning impishly. “Besides, his COSAL allowance is two, so he has a spare should one be destroyed.”

    “Yes sir… that’s true,” laughs the Master Chief.

    A sailor is aggressively feeding Cramer in the next picture.

    Grinning with delight, intoxicated with the power of supremacy, grasping Cramer’s ears, he violently thrusts inside the rabbit’s protesting throat. Laughing in the background, several shipmates watch attentively and await their turn inside the communal conduit.

    “Any difficulty transforming the dirt-bag into a cocksucker, Master Chief?”

    “No, not really. No fight left in him after the beatings.”

    The next picture shows a sailor unloading a sizable portion of decadence into Cramer. An explosion of flavors resonate on the rabbit’s tongue – rich creamy white chocolate custard with understated vanilla and caramel notes. Sweet. Salty. Delicious.

    Having no choice, he swallows repeatedly to get it all down.

    “Look at him chow-down on the porridge!” exclaims an MMFN.

    While Cramer reluctantly sucks his white shipmates, it takes significantly more persuasion to open his mouth for the black ones. Another racist southern boy. Initially uncooperative, his attitude changes after several twists of the vise-grip’s adjusting screw.

    He’s a slow learner but not completely stupid. He knows they wouldn’t hesitate for a moment to bust his balls. To stop the increasing pressure, he’s forced to beg for some black cock to suck.

    Conceptually, being a cocksucker is tragic for the straight sailor. An abhorrent deed, sucking black cock is an especially sickening enterprise. Thankfully, Cramer consoles himself, his family and friends will never know of this shameful debasement.

    “I called over to 2MMR and treated a few black sailors to his mouth.”

    MMCM Abraham grins impishly, having amassed political capital at Cramer’s expense. Delighting in actively supporting the Navy’s EEO Policy, committed to the strategic human capital imperative, he ensures Cramer is an equal opportunity cocksucker.

    Exceptionally poignant, the next few photographs capture the quintessential essence of man qua man: domination and submission, strong and weak, predator and prey.

    A black MM2 strides forward, grins, and slaps Cramer’s face with his magnificent cock. Disgusted yet simultaneously fascinated, striking fear and dread in the rabbit’s soul, the menacing oversized tool commands immediate respect and attention.

    Like a coiled cobra, the lethal cock is poised to strike.

    Obscenely stretching Cramer’s lips, the massive pacifier is crammed inside Cramer’s small white mouth, occupying all available real estate. The juxtaposition of color and texture is vividly striking – the swollen pink lips embracing the demanding dark-chocolate cock.

    “Take it all, cocksucker,” demands the MM2.”

    Defeated, eyes distant and unfocused, resigned to his fate, Cramer surrenders.

    Punching in and out of Cramer’s inexperienced and convulsing throat, the MM2’s large balls swell… eager to deliver their scalding custard.

    “I’m close… here’s your dinner,” as the sailor feeds Cramer a hot meal.

    Cameras flash, capturing the moment for posterity… the humiliation and shame clearly discernible on his face. Although psychologically scarred for life, Cramer will never forget the amazing tang of black jam – the molten decadence of rich dark chocolate, cinnamon, vanilla, and exotic spices.

    “I think he acquired a taste for jam,” laughs the master chief.

    “I always suspected the dirt-bag was a cocksucker,” said Rozo. “I greatly appreciate your efforts to expand his culinary horizons and educate his palate.”

    The evening progresses and Cramer explores a world of sophisticated flavors. Like sampling exquisite deserts from a fine Parisian patisserie, he’s treated to an unparalleled assortment of delightful custards – rich and velvety, savory and spicy, refreshing and heavenly.

    After several hours of delicious indulgence, the evening’s grand finally is at hand. Word quickly spreads via 26MC squawk boxes. Sailors descend upon 4MMR from other machinery rooms.

    “Get the gun,” orders a senior BT1.

    Rummaging in the tool locker, a sailor quickly retrieves it and several cartridges.

    The Lincoln lever-action grease gun is designed for rough treatment with a cast iron pump head, precision fit plunger, and extra heavy follower spring. With a working pressure of 10,000 psi, 16-ounce grease cartridges, and a 18-inch flexible hose extension, it’s the right tool for delivering precision lubrication.

    A scrum of sailors maneuver for unobstructed views of Cramer’s doomed ass. Anticipating the glorious devastation, the predators perverse fantasies move inevitably closer to fruition.

    “This is so awesome,” said a BT3, exchanging wolfish grins with shipmates.

    “I can’t believe they let us do this,” cries a hyper-excited young sailor.

    Glancing behind and shuddering in fear, Cramer is consumed with dread. Victim of unfortunate circumstances, the bound sailor is utterly helpless to alter his fate.

    “Ok, dirt-bag, open up that hole,” as the BT1 positions the gun.

    Manipulating Cramer’s sphincter like a zerk fitting on a mechanical system, the grease gun’s flexible hose tip is firmly inserted. Embedded, the hose extension slowly snakes deeper, twisting and bending, descending inch by inch inside the miserable sailor.

    “Look at him take it,” said an amazed BT3.

    “Just another 10 inches to go.”

    Groaning incoherently, mostly undecipherable vowels, Cramer feels the hose advancing through the serpentine passageway, navigating the sigmoid and descending colon.

    The enthralled audience, stroking painfully hard erections, watch with fascination as the hose traverses the meandering chute, until with one final twist and push, wedged impossibly deep, it reach the final destination after a long tortuous journey.

    “Damn, he took it all!” announces an amazed sailor.

    Cameras flash as elated sailors congratulate the BT1.

    Rubbing Cramer’s abdomen, a BT3 can feel the protruding metal braided flex-hose. Looking at the rabbit, he delights in seeing the range of emotions playing over the miserable kid’s face. In the plaintive eyes he finds shock, despair, and hopelessness.

    “Awesome. You know everyone wants a turn greasing you, right?”

    Traumatized, Cramer remains stoically silent… experiencing the overwhelming nausea of humiliation and shame. Stripped of his dignity, his asshole fully accessible for everyone’s pleasure, the devastated sailor mentally retreats inward as the last vestiges of hope evaporate.

    “Definitely sucks to be you,” laughs the BT3.

    Poseidon determine the evening’s order. Tossing dice several times, a lucky winner emerges – a young and enthusiastic BTFN. Approaching Cramer and gun with purpose, he sports a monstrous grin and erection.

    “Here we go,” as he grasps the lever.

    Instinctively, all eyes are automatically drawn downward to the asshole as the joyous contamination commences. Pumping the gun with immense pride, black MIL-G-23549 all-purpose grease flows up inside Cramer, filling and packing isolated quarters in his transverse and descending colon.

    Relishing the violation, the sailors dance with jubilant abandonment.

    “How much grease did he take, Master Chief?” asks Ensign Rozo.

    “Well sir, more than I initially planned. After we started, everyone wanted a turn pumping the gun. In the end, two 16 oz. cartridges were emptied up inside the kid.”

    “Nice… fully filled. He’ll be leaking for weeks.”

    “Definitely,” replies the Master Chief. “I’ve see kids struggle for control of their bowels even after repeated cleanings.”

    Unfortunately for Cramer, the water insoluble grease loges in countless intestinal crevices and hollows, making removal impossible. The imbedded lubrication, in conjunction with the stretched and ruined sphincter, will force the humiliated sailor to wear a diaper.

    “It’s an effective reminder of the consequences of his poor performance,” beams the delighted Ensign.

    The last picture, using strong chiaroscuro lighting, is a masterpiece worthy of inclusion in the National Archives in Greenbelt Maryland. Functioning predominantly as the passive visual object, Cramer is hanging up-side-down from the upper deck plates between the boilers.

    With arms tied behind his back and legs spread wide, black grease is slowly oozing out of his battered asshole. A dozen grinning sailors basking in delight, one holding the grease gun and empty cartridges, all with spent flaccid cocks hanging out of their coveralls, surround the well-lubricated rabbit.

    With predators and prey on parade, the seductive image provides erotic pleasure in the viewing.

    “Excellent job, Master Chief. Please convey an appreciative bravo-zulu to your men. I’ll keep the last picture and these,” as the Ensign, captivated by the decadent images, sorts through the stack and selects several hauntingly beautiful compositions of Cramer sucking black cock.

    “I’m sending these to his mother in Maryland. You can distribute the rest to the crew.”

    “Aye, aye, sir.”

    – – – – – Return To The Present – – – – –

    The XO’s cabin fills with the Ensign’s cologne, an intoxicating blend of bright citrus, warm woods, amber, and lush moss, as beads of sweat drips down his back. Glancing around the compartment, Rozo notices several pictures of airmen engaged in initiation ceremonies.

    Is the XO is a traditionalist? Rozo decides to gamble.

    “Um… no, XO. I don’t know anything about the unfortunate event.” The Ensign’s performance is convincing and the word of a commissioned officer is never questioned.

    “Very well,” acknowledges the XO.

    “Disrespectful, insubordinate, and incapable of following orders, Cramer’s been to Mast for countless Article 89, 91 and 92 infractions, sir,” the Ensign hastily adds.

    Paging through the boy’s service record, the XO notes the numerous entries documenting the sailor’s unsuitability for continued military service.

    “Another chronic misfit. More trouble than he’s worth,” the XO pronounces.

    “Exactly, sir.”

    “I understand Cramer is UA again. If he misses ship’s movement next week, we’ll declare him a deserter and disown him. If he returns, he’ll be immediately remanded to the brig until a court martial can be convened and a BCD issued.”

    “Yes, sir,” responds the Ensign.

    Outwardly, Rozo is wearing a stoic expression hewn from Vermont granite. Inwardly, however, he’s shouting for joy. Good riddance Cramer! Inundated with administrative requirements and collateral duties, it’s one less dirt-bag wasting his valuable time.

    “I suppose a brief inquiry is necessary. I’m assigning you the task, Ensign. Coordinate with the Chief Engineer, interview 4MMR personnel, and have a report on my desk in three days.”

    “Aye, aye, sir.”

    “We can’t have sailors taking discipline into their own hands. Even if the recipient is a dirt-bag. Still, it would be tragic if any good, hardworking, and dedicated sailors were found culpable and their careers deleteriously affected. I don’t want that to happen.”

    Taking off his glasses, the XO looks sternly at Rozo.

    “Am I being clear, Ensign?”

    “Sir, yes, sir.”

    “Very well. Dismissed.”

    Thinking his plan worked brilliantly, Rozo is relieved and rather pleased with himself. As he egresses the compartment the XO delivers a shock, “oh… and Ensign, good job getting rid of the dirt-bag. Next time, however, use a little more finesse and a little less grease.”

    Instinctively he knows the Ensign authorized Cramer’s greasing.

    “I’m keeping my eye on you Rozo.”

    Swallowing hard the Ensign responds, “yes sir,” and quickly departs.

    In the Navy, rank is everything. And life as the ship’s Executive Officer is exceptionally sweet; for an Ensign, sometimes not quite as much.

    And for a greased rabbit, it totally sucks.

    FTN. Fuck the Navy.

    Sick of military bullshit, Cramer decides he’s leaving for good.

    Going ashore without permission utilizing a duplicate liberty card, he debarks Forrestal with a duffel bag containing all his possessions. Walking gingerly down the enlisted brow and negotiating the long pier, the greased rabbit deserts his ship, Navy, and Nation.

    Needing to get off base ASAP, he hails a cab near the Fleet Recreation Center.

    “Where you headed, son?” asks the cab driver.

    “North. Do you know where I can hitch a ride?”

    “Yeah, I know just the place.”

    The cabbie is a retired Navy Senior Chief. Twenty-two years. Working with thousands of sailors at shore and sea going commands, he’s a good judge of men and situations. Distressed and carrying a full seabag, it’s obvious the kid is deserting the Navy.

    Sitting gingerly inside the cab, looking out the window, Cramer sees dozens of warships – compelling instruments of American diplomacy. Hundreds of motivated sailors, like worker-ants in a rainforest, scurry around consumed with mission and purpose.

    Bound in servitude, they are the physical property of the Navy.

    Driving down Decatur Avenue, crossing Gate 1, they depart the base.

    Heading south on Admiral Taussing Boulevard, merging with the Hampton Roads Beltway, the driver looks in the rearview mirror and smiles at Cramer. A fortuitous opportunity, he will deliver the little sailor to his best friend, ex-shipmate, and now trucker. Splitter.

    Shipmates aboard several combatants homeported in Pearl Harbor, the two men enjoyed amazing port calls during WESTPAC deployments. Frequenting bars catering to sailors with unconventional predilections, for two dollars they indulge every conceivable perversion.

    Exploring a world of wonders, they sample Filipino and Thai boys.

    The boys are managed by entrepreneurial older brothers, uncles, and other purveyors of young flesh. Laboring in an industry that values youth above all else, the glabrous kids are a perishable commodity with an expiration date stamped on their asses.

    Draped in youthful perfection, flashing smiles and advertising availability, boys compete for American sailors and dollars. Dancing seductively, accentuating assets, they provide alluring entertainment and the promise of exceptional companionship.

    Aroused by unhealthy urges, committing unspeakable acts of depravity, the sailors aggressively utilize the subservient boys… stuffing and inseminating every orifice.

    Earning the fearsome nickname ‘splitter’, many overly ambitious boys are damaged by the well-endowed sailor. It’s an acceptable cost of doing business. The local economy desperately craves American currency: politicians, bar owners, and boys. And everyone benefits. Local medical personnel too… providing emergency suturing.

    And there’s always a fresh crop of boys when the Fleet pull inport.

    “It’ll be okay son,” the cab driver lies, knowing the sailor is fucked.

    Miserable and alone, Cramer reflects on the tragic path his life has taken. Closing his eyes, deep in silent thought, memories flood back: boot camp, reporting aboard Forrestal, life in Repair Division, misadventures with shipmates and the authorities.

    Taking the Lake Wright Golf Course exit, the cab turns onto Route 13, travels a few miles, and stops at Big Charlie’s Truck Plaza on Northampton Blvd in Virginia Beach.

    “Go inside and ask for Splitter. Tell him TJ sent you.”

    “Thank you, sir.”

    “You’re welcome. Have a good ride.”

    Exiting the cab, drawing immediate attention, the nervous sailor is quickly surrounded by a mob of intimidating truckers and other apex predators. Hoping to hitch a ride home to Maryland and his mother, he mumbles a few insignificant words.

    Several truckers exchange wide grins.

    A large brutish man, 6 foot 4 with piercing steel-gray eyes embedded in a weathered face scrutinizes the diminutive sailor. During his naval career he developed a taste for sailor sea-pussy. Readily available for the taking, it must be experienced to be fully appreciated.

    Tattooed on his arm is the traditional CPO emblem.

    A gold anchor, emblematic of constancy of purpose amidst the storms of life, is fouled by a length of chain symbolic of life forged day-by-day with honor, morality, and virtue. The silver letters ‘USN’, symbolizing unity, service, and navigation, are superimposed on the anchor’s shank. Two inverted five-point silver stars cap the stock, indicating the rate of Master Chief Petty Officer.

    “Come with me, boy.” Rubbing his constricted tumid shaft, he take charge and shepherds the passive sailor towards an impressive 18-wheeler.

    The surrounding truckers smile. They know Splitter’s intentions for the unsuspecting sailor. Embarking upon a glorious adventure, they know their friend will subjugate and breed the little sailor… freely indulging his perverse sexual fetishes.

    “Get in kid,” he orders in a tone demanding compliance.

    Driving a Peterbilt 352 Pacemaker 84 inch flat top sleeper with a 3406 Caterpillar 400 hp engine, the large man now hauls loads for Old Dominion Freight Line up and down the East Coast.

    Heading north on Route 13, traversing the Chesapeake Bay Bridge Tunnel, 120 miles up the Delmarva Peninsula near Salisbury MD, Splitter pulls over at rest stop. Operated by the Delaware Highway Commission, it has parking, restrooms, and vending machines.

    It’s lunch time.

    And scrumptious sea-pussy is on the menu.

    Easily overpowered, the defenseless sailor is stripped.

    Inspecting the sailor’s ass, he’s impressed with the beautiful stigmata – stunning striations of crimson, carmine, and burnt sienna. The canvas, a hypnotic harmony of wonder pulsating with the immediacy of life, reminds him of a French impressionist sunset painting.

    “Please… don’t do this.”

    “Quiet boy. You’re my property now.”

    Spreading Cramer apart, the sublimely gorgeous bluish-purple asshole is gapped open. No longer watertight, grease slowly oozes out of the compromised aperture.

    “Look at that… fully greased and ready to go!”

    Inserting several thick digits inside the well prepared chute, he recognizes the lubricant: black MIL-G-23549 all-purpose machinery grease. An experienced seadog, he’s participated in and supervised the greasing of many sailors and midshipmen over the years.

    Many great memories. Few things build teamwork and unit cohesion like the greasing of a midshipman. Especially an Academy boy. Pumping the gun with pride, filling and packing all the available real estate, everyone enjoys providing them with a Fleet education.

    “I bet this pretty little pussy craves Navy cock. Don’t worry, Splitter will take care of you,” as his calloused fingers explore and widen the restricted passageway.

    “Please… I’m not gay,” Cramer desperately explains. “It was an incident aboard ship. In the machinery room. I’m not sea-pussy. I don’t take it up the ass.”

    During his stint aboard Forrestal Cramer observed the subjugation of non-rates and a 4/c midshipman. Alpha-males delight in showing-off for appreciative shipmates, brutally thrusting inside orifices. And they leave a wake of decimated and distraught pussy-boys.

    “That’s nonsense… of course you do.”

    At sea, sexual interactions take many forms. Contextual instead of universal, gender identification is fluid, defined more by desire than biology. A cute little slip of a sailor like Cramer is a natural target.

    It’s nothing personal. Sailors fuck. Others get fucked.

    It’s the law of the sea.

    Splitter exercises his right as a retired master chief petty officer. Lifting the protesting boy upon his lap, he positions the large flared cockhead on the defenseless hole. Raised a good Catholic, he was taught it’s a sin to waste properly prepared pussy.

    Facing forward, unable to see behind, Cramer feels his traitorous sphincter voluntarily opening to accommodate the beer-can thick invader. Understanding the shattering implications, he knows the violation of his inner sanctum invalidates his last tenuous claim on masculinity. 

    It’s the ultimate disgrace… to be used like a bitch by another male.

    Sailors have a saying, ‘I love the fucking Navy and the Navy loves fucking me!’ It captures the full flavor of the total naval experience. The life of a United States sailor isn’t for the faint hearted.

    “Please don’t fuck me,” the sailor begs.

    With his fate hanging in the balance, Cramer perspires profusely and exudes pheromones and the alluring scent of Old Spice Cologne. Rich and classic, the timeless fragrance, a perennial favorite among sailors, is a blend of bright citrus, warm flowers, rich vanilla, and cedar wood.

    Taking a deep breath, Splitter relishes the intoxicating perfume.

    And his rampantly expectant erection grows even harder.

    “Struggle if you want boy. Just more pleasure for me.”

    For Splitter the ultimate pleasure resides in conquering a straight sailor, shattering his confidence, obliterating his pride, domesticating his spirit, and stealing his masculinity.

    The air is charged with expectancy as the trucker’s blood engorged cock presses insistently against the  pussy lips. Demanding admission, slapping the side of Cramer’s head, grasping the dazed sailor by the hips, he violently slams the hapless rabbit down.

    Without requesting permission to come aboard, he punches through the overwhelmed ring with extraordinary celerity, followed by several thick inches of retired navy cock.

    “Oh god… noooooo,” Cramer screams.

     Stunned by the violent breaching, the sailor blacks-out from the intense pain.

    Providing no time for acclimation, navigating twists and bends, the cock traverses the miserable sailor’s channel, until with one final push it reaches its final destination. Fully embedded, two-blocked and prevented from proceeding any deeper, he packs the grease up inside the overstuffed chute.

    “Fuck yeah!” the trucker shouts.

    Lost in blissful pleasure, enjoying undeniable perfection, it’s a fine Navy day for Splitter.

    For Cramer, not so much.

    Intoxicated with the power of supremacy, sodomizing the unconscious sailor, punching in and out of the sea-pussy, the trucker bounces the boy up-and-down like a child on carnival ride. Sighing contently, it’s been way too long since he last shafted a little sea urchin.

    Cramer slowly regains situational awareness. Impaled and flailing about, he tries to extract himself from the trucker’s carousel pony. Unsuccessful, only sinking inexorably deeper, the devastated sailor surrenders, relinquishes his masculinity, and accepts his fate.

    The Peterbilt commences its journey and rumbles north towards Dover. Deliberately hitting potholes, the trucker enjoys the extra tight squeeze the boy’s sphincter involuntarily provides as the rig vibrates. The helpless sailor bounces up and down, his head shaking port to starboard.

    “Oh yeah, ride that cock.”

    Groaning incoherently, mostly undecipherable vowels, Cramer feels the massive cock savagely punch his stomach and rearrange internal organs. Repeatedly pummeled, he’s being ripping a new one.

    “You know kid, the Navy will come looking for you in Maryland. After we drop this load in Dover, its best if you ride with me down to Jacksonville,” advises the trucker.

    Once a service member is declared a deserter, notification is forwarded to the next of kin, the deserter’s hometown police, and other law enforcement agencies. With nationwide identification practices, deserters are quickly caught, returned to the Navy, prosecuted, and convicted.

    Remanded to the Norfolk Navy Brig for years, he’ll be abused by Marine Corps guards. Ferocious predators, devil dogs have a well-earned reputation for dispensing justice. Looking the other way, leadership doesn’t cares about the gang rape of worthless rabbits.

    The other alternative is to stay with the trucker. Become his bitch. More than likely get passed around to his friends. Used by demanding alpha males, riding big rigs up-and-down the east coast until he’s ruined. Then dumped by the side of the road… discarded like trash.

    “Don’t worry, you can earn your keep with your sweet pussy.”

    Shocked by the inevitable journey to the seventh circle’s inner ring, joining other sodomites for eternity, Cramer cries, knowing he has to choose between two equally abhorrent evils. Either way, the sailor is fucked. Retreating inward, the last vestiges of hope evaporates.

    In the Navy freewill is illusionary.

    The life of a sailor is a brutal deterministic journey…

    … often ending with a ruined sphincter and eternal damnation.


    Comments and readers’ experiences with sailors, shipboard or ashore, are always of interest.


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  • The Welder

    -1-

    The once luscious copse of trees outside my office window had been gone for months. Replaced first by a muddy lot and then a slab of concrete indicating the foundation of the new building and its parking lot, the tranquility disappeared, and so did my ability to concentrate. Even lunch was less enjoyable as the bench I often used also faced the trees that had been ripped away by the bulldozers.

    The day the men came to erect the metal skeleton of the building my attitude changed. A team of good-looking young men scurried around. They bolted this piece to that piece, and I must admit that I got very little work done during that week. My favorite worker was the hunky welder. He removed his jacket after finishing one of his tasks to reveal a muscular body in a wife-beater t-shirt. During his lunch, he sat facing my building. I got an eyeful, and what I didn’t see, I imagined. And I imagined quite a bit. I envisioned myself walking over there, telling him what I thought about him, kissing him, and letting him take me on the spot. Sometimes, fantasies can keep you going, but they’re a poor substitute for real love. I imagined his going home with me, telling me about his day as I made dinner for us. We’d shower together and make love before falling asleep in one another’s arms. Can a man fall in love with someone he’s never met?

    As the week drew to a close, I wondered how much longer they would be there. It was Friday and all day I kept telling myself to go over here and talk to him, but as I closed up, I knew I didn’t have the balls to do it.

    I watched him until five-thirty; I knew I couldn’t stay any longer in the building, so I headed out to my car. I pushed the button on the handle and listened for the click. Just as the doors unlocked, I hear, “Hey. Hey.” The welder walked up to me.

    I was frozen to my spot. Was he going to beat me up for watching him? My heart started to beat faster.

    “You just going to fucking go home without saying anything to me? I mean, after watching me all week?” He seemed indignant

    I looked from his eyes to the ground. I had no idea how to answer.

    “Are you that shy?”

    I looked back at him and nodded. “Yeah.” How could such a work-dirty man look so sexy?

    “Hell, man. You’re going to miss out on life. Let me tell you, this week I’ve had three guys from this building offer to blow me, and two different women and a guy tell me they’d sneak me inside so I could fuck ‘em. But I was thinking no fucking way. I want to talk to that cute guy who keeps looking at me. Didn’t you see me looking at you?”

    He was looking at me? How the hell did he see me through the mirrored glass? I glanced at the building and realized that with the light on in the room, you could see in as plain as I could see out. “I saw you looking toward my office, but I didn’t realize you could see me.”

    “Ha! It’s a good thing you didn’t whip it out and pull on it then.” He chuckled; it was a nice quiet kind of laugh. “Of course, I would have enjoyed the show. My name’s Shane Walker.”

    I shook his hand. “I’m Jason Carter.” Shane held onto my hand after we shook.

    “You’re the quiet type, ain’t you, Jason? I hope you don’t think I’m too rowdy ‘cause I kind of liked that you were looking at me, and I thought we might be friends.”

    “Friends?” I asked. I wasn’t sure he could tell, but I was sexually attracted to him, and it wouldn’t take much for him to get me into bed even though my brain was whispering for me to be careful.

    “That’s right. If I’d have just wanted a fuck, I’d have taken on that guy named Tom. I mean, he wasn’t bad looking, but I think he was married. Not that I’d have done him; I don’t do married guys. Anyway, just so you know, I ain’t into pussy, not female pussy anyway.” He smiled. “I’m rambling, ain’t I.”

    I smiled back. I tried to hide my surprise. I only knew one Tom. There had to be another.

    “You’ve got a cute smile there. So, you wanna get something to eat, get to know each other better.”

    “I’d like that, Shane. Shall we ride together?” I asked.

    “Oh, fuck no. I’d get your car dirty. My camper is just up the road. Follow me there and I’ll get cleaned up. I’m sure you don’t want to be seen in public with me dirty and stinkin’ like this.”

    “I haven’t noticed a bad smell,” I told him. I saw his cheeks flush a little red.

    “I’m in that old white Ford, I’m just up the road there to the left; it’s less than a mile, where the construction equipment is.”

    I got in my car and backed it up. Waiting for Shane to pull in front of me, I couldn’t believe that I was going to follow this man to his camper. While he seemed only a year or two younger in age, he seemed young in the way he acted. It made me smile. And he was very attractive; although that East Texas accent of his might get on my nerves, it was cute as fuck, as he would say. Plus, I liked that he wanted to see if we could be friends. Maybe friends first, then… I pulled my upper lip into my mouth. He was sexy; there was no doubt about that. I wouldn’t have watched him all week if that weren’t the case, but somehow I had a feeling that there could be more than that.

    We traveled to a large area where there were several temporary buildings and other pieces of large equipment. A small camper stood in the corner of the lot. Shane parked his truck next to it. I pulled up behind him. He exited his truck and looked at me; he seemed exasperated. I got out as well. “Are you OK?”

    “I can’t fucking believe it. They moved my camper,” he came closer to me. “They moved my fucking camper.”

    “Did they damage it?” I really didn’t understand the problem.

    “I sure as hell hope not, but now it has no electricity or water. What the fuck were they thinking?”

    “No idea,” I said, but I’m a problem solver, so I added, “Why don’t you get a change of clothes and follow me to my house. I have a spare room. You can shower, wash your dirty clothes, and we can order pizza.”

    “But you don’t know me. You’d let me stay over?”

    “Are you likely to murder me in my bed?” I asked.

    He grinned. “If I was to be in your bed, murdering you is not what I’d be doing. Fuck, but you’re cute.” He turned and took a step toward the trailer; he turned his head back around. “And you’re nice, too.”

    I smiled back. “You need help?”

    “Nah, my clean clothes are already in a suitcase, and my dirty ones are in a laundry bag.” He stood at the door and took a step down. “You know, you’re really sweet to do this.”

    Was I? Or was I letting his hot body allow me to make poor decisions? As I looked at him, I realized I was thinking more about him and less about his muscles. “Now it’s your turn to follow me.”

    “I think I liked it better when I was in front.” He grinned again and moved his eyebrows up and down quickly. “Where to? You’re the boss now.”

    “Corner of Maple and Red Oak. My driveway’s on Red Oak, but the address is 3200 Maple.”

    “I’ll be right on your tail,” he laughed. He tossed his things into the truck and got in.

    I drove straight to my home. I questioned my sanity. Did I want to be friends with a good old boy welder from East Texas? Damn straight, I did. What about having a boyfriend that guys wanted to blow at the drop of a hat, and even married men wanted to get plowed by him? Would I be jealous? Maybe. Was he worth it? I had a feeling he was. I told myself that this weekend was a time of discovery. If I didn’t invest the time to find out, I would never know. I pulled into the garage, and he pulled onto the driveway. He parked in such a way that I could still back out if I needed to. I went to him and took the laundry bag from him, and we went inside.

    I kicked off my shoes and put his bag at the entrance to the laundry room. “Let me show you the spare room.

    Shane removed his boots and put them next to mine. He followed me through the kitchen, across the living room, and to the front of the house.

    “That’s one honking big fireplace,” he commented.

    “They told me that it was built so people could cook in it.” I took him to the spare room and showed him the bathroom. “The towels are in here. What do you like on your pizza?”

    “Anything is good, thanks. I like everything.”

    “Thin crust, or regular?”

    “Thin. Shit, but you really are sweet.”

    I ignored him. “Toothbrushes are in this drawer. Let me know if you need anything.”

    “Thanks.”

    I left him and went to order the pizza. I could hear him singing in the shower; he had a good voice. I resisted the urge to walk in and ask if he needed anything else. The wind picked up a little. A branch from one of the shrubs on the side of the house rubbed against a window. I wrote a note to myself on the refrigerator to trim it back and then unloaded the dishwasher. I set aside some plates for us to use. I wondered whether he’d want some wine with the pizza. I’d ordered a 2-liter Coke. I could go into the bathroom to ask him, and the thought of that gave me a twitch in my groin. I took a deep breath and went into my room to change into some sweat shorts and a t-shirt. I was coming out of the bedroom when the doorbell rang.

    “I’ll get it,” called Shane.

    I heard the door open, and a familiar voice said, “You’re not Dr. Carter.”

    “You’re right.”

    I stepped around the corner and into view. “There you are.”

    “How are you, Mark?” The pizza delivery boy was the son of a coworker. I’d known him for a few years.

    “Doing OK, sir. Thanks.”

    Shane smiled at Mark. “You must order a lot of pizzas to know the pizza guy by his first name.”

    “My dad works with Dr. Carter,” Mark interjected.

    “Really? Who’s your dad?” asked Shane.

    “Tom Starky.”

    “Wait, is he about my height, thinning blondish-brown hair, mustache, and glasses?”

    “Sounds like him,” nodded Mark. “So, do you work with my dad?”

    “No. But I’ve met him. Anyway, that pizza for us?” asked Shane as he moved the topic away from Mark’s father.

    “Here’s your tip, Mark.” I handed him a ten. I turned to Shane. “You want to take that into the kitchen?”

    “Sure.”

    I turned back to Mark. “You stay safe. I heard the wind pick up a bit ago.”

    “Yeah, it’s supposed to rain,” he said as he walked away.”

    I made sure he got to the car and began to drive off. I closed the door and headed back to the kitchen. I found Shane leaning against the counter. “Hey, Jason, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything. I should have let you answer the door.”

    “It’s OK. Nothing happened. The real crime here is the shirt you’re wearing. Arkansas. Really?”

    “I can take it off,” he suggested.

    “Then I’d get arrested for my thoughts.” I laughed.

    “They can’t do that; not yet anyway,” Shane was smiling again. He smiled so easily.

    “Well,” I told him, “I want to listen to what you have to say instead of staring at your nipples as they bounce around while you eat your pizza.”

    “So, you like my titties?”

    “Men have chests or pecs,” I corrected him.

    “No, they have titties and pussies, too. Maybe I’ll show you mine sometime.” He laughed again. “But now it’s time for the fucking pizza.” He turned slightly and slapped his ass ever so slightly. I felt a slight stiffness in my pants.

    “Do you want wine or Coke with your pizza?”

    “Coke. Wine would make my thinking fuzzy, and you’re already making me think fuzzy.”

    “Am I? Sorry. Do you want to eat here or on the couch?”

    “The couch.” We both looked up as the rain began to fall. It was heavier than predicted, so it was slightly noisy. Our eyes caught the glance of the other as we looked back down, and we started laughing.

    “Grab some pizza,” I demanded. “I’ll pour the drinks.”

    We settled onto the couch and ate quietly. I noticed Shane shiver, and when he shivered the second time, I asked whether he wanted me to start a fire.

    “Sure,” he said softly. “I’ll help.”

    “The logs are on this end,” I said as I got up. “In this little alcove. You want to put some in the fireplace. I’ll get some blankets out of the closet to put on the floor in front of the hearth, and we can sit closer. I’ll bring the starter sticks.”

    “No kindling?”

    “Nope. I make it easy on myself.”

    “I think they call that cheating,” he laughed as he picked up a few logs.

    By the time I had the blankets set, he already had the fire going. The rain had started, and the wind was howling around the corners of the house. I poured us a little more to drink and placed the glasses on stones of the raised hearth before turning the lights off.

    The orange flames forced shadows to dance in the room. The flickers highlighted the manliness of Shane’s face and enhanced the strength of his jawline. I reached out and brushed his bangs from his eyes. “Tell me something you wouldn’t ordinarily tell someone,” I requested.

    “I was a regular slut in high school.”

    “Were you? Why does that not surprise me?” I raised my eyebrows and tilted my head to let him know that it was his turn to say something even though my question was rhetorical.

    “I was in a state of confusion back then,” he said. “I was so fucking confused that I was blowing guys on the football team. To prove I wasn’t gay, I boned a couple of cheerleaders at the same time. Until one of them told me she was pregnant. Fucking scared the life out of me. Turned out she had an STD which scared me even more. I didn’t catch it, but it made me rethink things.”

    “So you stopped fucking around?”

    “Hell no. I just found one guy who liked to get banged, and I always wore a fucking rubber. But he left town, and I went to trade school. The guys there are too scared to admit they like to get fucked, so I found a regular buddy on Grindr.”

    “You’re not looking for love?”

    “Who needs love when you’ve got a tight hole to fuck?” He laughed.

    “What if love comes looking for you?” I asked.

    He looked at me with a silly grin.

    “And finds you.” I looked at him seriously. Could he be a serious boyfriend, maybe more? I liked his charm, his demeanor, his openness.

    “You mean like maybe now?” His voice had become quiet and soft.

    I continued to look into his eyes. I saw him swallow hard.

    “I need to fucking think about his.” He pulled himself up to sit on the edge of the stonework.

    “Want another piece of pizza while you think?”

    “Yeah, another piece will be fucking awesome. But just one piece. I need to keep these abs flat so you’ll keep lusting after me.”

    I stood up. “You think your abs are the reason I lust after you?”

    “Well, ain’t they?” he asked sincerely.

    “While thinking about them might make my dick twitch a little; it’s your smile and that little cleft in your chin that make me lust after you.”

    He touched his hand to his chin.

    “And it’s the way you talk about things that makes me like you.” I left to get us another slice of pizza. When I walked back into the room, I noticed that he was staring at his feet. He was wiggling his toes and watching them. Had he never considered that he wanted more than a friend when he told me he wanted to see if we could be friends? I assumed he still had his buddy back home.

    I sat next to him; I made sure our legs were in contact, and I handed him a slice of pizza on a paper towel. “What about your friend back home?” I asked him.

    “I haven’t had a buddy in a couple of years. He said he wanted more than a guy who worked all the time and fucked him every other Saturday night.”

    “What are you looking for, Shane?”

    “I guess I want someone I can talk to. I guess I’m tired of being fucking alone. I want somebody I can text or call.”

    What was I looking for? I put my arm around him; it felt like a natural thing to do. The fire at our backs kept us warm. My leg against his made me feel connected to him, and with my hand on his shoulder, I wanted him to know that I wanted him to stay next to me as we talked.

    Shane broke the silence as he quietly said, “When I saw you, while you were in your office, I thought that I wanted you to be a friend. I was thinking about how nice it would be if you pulled out your phone and sent me a message. Fucking weird, huh?”

    “Not really.”

    “What were you thinking when you watched me?”

    “Honestly?”

    “Fuck yeah. I’ve got the balls for it. Lay it on me.” There was that smile again.

    “When I first saw you, all I could see was how sexy you were; I imagined you pumping your seed into me. As the week went on, I kept imagining what it would be like to go home with you and talking and making love and snuggling.”

    “What are you thinking now?” he asked.

    I looked over at him. Would telling him cheapen what was happening? As he looked at me, I felt myself harden. “When you look at me like that…”

    “What?” he asked in a whisper. “I’m just fucking looking at you.”

    “No. You’re looking into me, and it makes me want you. I want to feel myself inside you, and I want to feel you inside me. I want to know you physically, and I want to know all about you. I want to wake up tomorrow holding you. I want to walk on a hiking trail holding your hand. I want to see what you’re seeing, and I want to share with you what I’m seeing. And, Shane, on Monday, when you’re done with work, I want you to come here and tell me about your day.” For the first time that evening, I couldn’t read him.

    “Shane, I want you to think about what I just said. I’m going to take a shower and get into bed. If you want to explore the possibilities I’ve talked about, come join me. If not, the spare bedroom had clean sheets, and you are welcome to use the washer and dryer tomorrow.”

    I got up and went into my room. I turned the shower on extra hot. Not even the steamy water could stop my burning tears. I’d pushed too hard; I could tell by the expression on his face. He could have any guy he wanted for sex, and he wanted someone for friendship. I wanted friendship, too, but I knew that I already wanted more with him.

    But I had lost him.

    -2-

    I stepped out of the shower still sobbing. My eyes burned; I knew they were bloodshot from the tears. I toweled my head and stepped toward the sink when Shane stepped into the doorway.

    “What’s the matter?” his tone was that of one who was really pissed.

    “I’ve screwed up. I’ve scared you off, and all I wanted to do was to bring you closer.”

    “Jason, you’re a fucking idiot. You didn’t scare me off; in fact, you made me want to be with you. I’m a fucking idiot, too. I wanted to jump in the sack with you from the start, but I thought if we talked a little and became friends, you wouldn’t go looking for someone else.”

    I stood shivering with a towel in my hands.

    “Dry yourself off,” he told me as he stripped. We stood facing one another. His penis erected as he looked at me. “You’re so fucking sexy,” his voice barely a whisper. He stepped forward, his dick bumping against mine, and he breathed into my ear as his tongue touched my earlobe.

    Shane kissed me; I opened my lips to let his tongue pleasure my mouth. My moans began as low, guttural signs of acceptance. I pushed my tongue against his, and he began to suck on it. Static electrical impulses shot through me. I reached around him and held each mound of his ass in the palms of my hands. I pulled him against me; our dick ground against that of the other. The pleasure I felt was unlike any before. How could just kissing someone feel like this?

    I felt Shane’s lips move away from my mouth and down my neck. My dick jerked in response. His mouth continued to my chest; his tongue played with my nipple as he sucked my skin into his mouth. Lightheaded, I gripped the doorframe with one hand as I ran the fingers of my other head through his hair. I bent my head forward, and he released my nipple and met my lips again. I truly believe that had I died at that moment, I would not have felt cheated by life.

    Shane pulled me over to the bed, and I pulled the covers down. He pushed me back, but I pulled him with me, and we fell together onto the bed. We laughed. I sensed his knee between my legs, and he brought it up applying pressure to my balls, just enough to excite me. I kissed him and reached down to wrap my fingers around his dick. A nice thickness, not too large, but definitely not thin, his shaft was straight and ended in an uncircumcised foreskin. I couldn’t wait to play with it with my mouth.

    As if he knew what I was thinking, Shane straddled my chest and teased my lips with his cock. I could taste the precum as I licked the head with my tongue. I wanted to grab him and shove him into my mouth, but he had pinned my arms to my sides.

    “No hands,” said Shane. “Just your lips and your tongue. Make love to my dick.”

    I bent my head forward. I could only get about three inches of the shaft into my mouth, but I was able to run my tongue under the foreskin. I heard an ‘oh, fuck yeah’ indicating that I was doing a good job.

    “No, no, no,” I suddenly heard. “You’re not going to make me fucking come this fast. He pulled back and stood on his knees next to me. “Move your ass over here,” he said as he grabbed my legs and positioned my head closer to the edge of the bed before flipping me onto my front. My knees were pushed apart; then his hands grabbed the mounds of my ass cheeks and separated them. The wetness of his tongue against my hole caused an immediate string of moans. No one had ever given me a rim job, but I knew instantly that I liked it. My head reflexively moved backward as I responded to the sensation of Shane’s tongue pushing into me.

    “Yes, Shane. I love it. Don’t stop, please,” I cried.

    He pulled back. “So you like it when I fuck you with my tongue?” He slapped my cheek softly. “When my tongue gets tired, I’m going to push my cock into you.” He went back to licking my hole and pushing his tongue inside.

    I closed my eyes and clenched my fists. This was unexpected and so wonderful. I was suddenly flipped onto my back and my ass lifted into the air. Shane’s tongue continued to drive me crazy as he pushed saliva into me. He replaced his tongue with a finger. I heard him chuckle. He hit my spot as his finger plunged inside. I squealed as he moved in and out of me. I’d never had a partner finger fuck me, but Shane’s skill with his finger was better than any man’s dick. I was on cloud nine when I felt the pressure of his cock pushing against my entrance.

    His fingers had done their job, and his dick popped inside with just a little effort. I was still tight, and there was a little discomfort as I relaxed to allow him in. His arms held my legs in a position that allowed him to penetrate me with a maximum of pleasure. Using Shane’s words, he was fucking awesome.

    I was tingling as he moved in and out. His lips found mine, and he kissed me passionately, lovingly as his shaft buried itself inside me. He was able to sense things that no other man could feel. He would slow his thrusting as I neared orgasm, and once I had calmed, he would begin to fuck me again.

    He was able to do this several times before I felt an urgency in his motions. He plunged into me until the hilt of his rod was completely inside. He repeated this several times until he held himself tightly against me and filled me with his seed. His eyes rolled back and then a smile broke through on his lips.

    He slowly slid his cock out of me and then began to cover my erection with his mouth. Copious amounts of saliva wet my shaft. He used his hand to transfer spit to his ass before straddling me and riding my dick. He shoved himself down rather quickly; I saw his face grimace and then soften before he began moving up and down. I didn’t last long, and when I came, I held his legs and shoved myself into him. Cum squirted from his hole as I shot my seed.

    “Oh, fuck, Jason. I can feel your exploding inside me. Aww, fuck.” Shane moved next to me and kissed me. When he pulled his face away, I could see the raw emotion in his face. He pulled our heads together and kissed me again, more passionately than before.

    As he moved his head away a second time, I brushed his bangs away again. “Jason. Fuck, Jason. I’m falling for you. Fuck but this feels great. And that was the best sex I’ve ever had. Fuck yeah.” He sat up in bed. “Let’s rinse off so we can cuddle and then fuck some more. Fuck, but I feel great.”

    Thunder rumbled outside.

    “Listen, Jason. The angels approve.”

    I got up and led him to the shower. It was our first night of many, and it may not seem possible, but each time was better than the time before.


    Author’s note: Shane never did clean up his language, but then, the swear jar that Jason started paid for their honeymoon to France.


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  • Tell Tales Of A Jock

    Sammy’s POV

    Marcus took confident strides towards me, his big fat cock out in his hand stroking it whiles I struggled to walk backwards in my 5 inches red fuck me high heels. Despite the danger of the situation, I still couldn’t bring my slutty self to stop looking at his impressive manhood. The black schlong was long, thick and veiny. The oversized reddish mushroom head was especially hypnotizing with precum oozing so deliciously out of it. My mouth watered at the sight of it even though I was terrified and my whole frame trembled with fear and excitement.

    “Marcus, it’s not what you think.” I pleaded with him, my heart thudding loudly in my chest. He just laughed maliciously at me. My eyes betrayed me again by focusing on him touching himself. Try as I must, I couldn’t look any other way. I wanted that beautiful black cock down my throat gagging me like an amateur cocksucker trying to impress.

    “Dude, I don’t fucking care what you are! You’re still getting stuffed with this dick, faggot!” There was no room for argument, and I hated myself for not exercising a little more self-control today, though my hungry hole was twitching like a bitch in heat, wanting to be filled and stretched by his cock.

    Marcus was supposed to be on his way visiting his family for the weekend and I thought I had the whole place to myself. Normally, I waited after a call from him on the highway to know that he was definitely on his way and another extra hour after his call just to be sure he was not coming back for anything before doing my kinky shit. Today though, I was too eager and started right after he left. Classes and football have been super stressful, and I needed release badly.

    “I was just playing around!” I defended myself. I was trying so hard to downplay this nightmare unfolding between us. It wasn’t a good idea to let someone with such a big ego like Marcus know how much power he had over me. I have lusted after him since freshman year and I was so excited when we became roommates and friends. I have been hoping for something like this to naturally happen to us for forever.

    “Sammy you’re dressed in a sexy pantie, a bra, stockings and in heels. Looking so damn passable and fuckable. No need to explain yourself man. Just come for this cock, Sissy!” A shiver run down my spine as he called me a sissy. That is exactly what I am, and I indeed wanted his big fat pole stuffing and stretching all my holes to the maximum. Marcus claimed to hate underwear, so he always walked around our place with that huge weighty tool swinging between his legs like nobody’s business. It was torture to pretend not to notice, but I did. Drawing his penis from my memory alone will not be a problem for me if you ask me.

    “All you have to do is let me tap that ass or else I’ll tell everyone on the team that their beloved quarterback is a cocksucker who likes to wear panties and heels!” My cock throbbed in my black lace pantie with little red bowties on the hips and the front. People will not even be able to comprehend that their handsome, charming quarterback was a cumslut.

    “If I suck your dick will you forget about this and not tell?” I bargained with him as my eyes welled up with tears threatening to spill at any moment. I wasn’t ready to be outed as a sissy faggot on campus for everyone to hear. My white, upper-class, conservative family would unquestionably cut me off if they knew about my unconventional sexual desires. I wasn’t ready to deal with that.

    “Why the fuck are you acting like you’re doing me a favor? Meanwhile, I’m the generous one here, allowing a pathetic sissy faggot like you to suck me and then pound your cunt. Now get on your knees and go to work.” I felt so humiliated by my best friend and the wide receiver of our football team. Through all this ordeal my leaking member remained painfully hard ready to rip out of my lacy pantie. I have desired Marcus for so long, but I didn’t expect things to go down like this.

    “Hey Sammy boy come here” He stopped stroking his cock and motioned with his hands for me to come to him. I walked graciously, one foot in front of the other, in my heels with my hips swaying seductively from side to side to stand in front of him. Marcus wasn’t repulsed by me dressed in ladies’ lingerie so I might as well put some spice into my walk and turn him on. Practice makes perfect and I have been dressing up in heels to jerk off since high school.

    He pulled me into his arms and hugged me. Marcus was a huge musclebound guy in contrast to my lean form. His shoulders were broad, his face was handsome with full lips, a killer smile with perfectly white teeth. In a perfect world he would be the ideal Daddy to handle me and I have fantasied about us having that kind of relationship so many times. Marcus was like sex on legs, he plainly oozed sex!

    The tears that were threatening to fall finally did and I sniffled. I was so scared of what Marcus might decide to do with seeing me all dolled. I wouldn’t be able to step a foot on a football field ever if my teammates knew. I even probably had to change schools and start all over again.

    “Please Marcus! Don’t do this to me. Pleeease!” I hugged him tighter. My ass was his if he wanted it. The thought of him fucking me anytime he wanted thrilled me, yet I wanted it to remain in the confinement of our apartment.

    “Sweetheart, you know what I want. Give up that ass and I’ll keep your secret.” He whispered in my ears and though him calling me sweetheart made my stomach flutter I had to fight it and act tough. Old habits die hard.

    “Don’t call me that. It sounds so gay!” I weakly protested and he chuckled. Trying desperately to hold on to my masculinity and prove my dominance to him and others was so exhausting. I was so tired of it and I was ready to submit to this manly man before me who had an air of confidence and dominance surrounding him so effortlessly.

    “Drop the act. I know you love hearing me call you that, babe.” He kissed my wet cheeks and took my earlobe in his mouth and slightly bit on it. My hips thrust forward on their own, wanting to rub against his bulge. Marcus was so gentle in his kisses that I could only call the moment we were having tender. I really wasn’t expecting that from him. I thought he was probably going to beat me up and kick me out of our apartment. Was he into me dressed up as a slutty girl or was he just horny? I wondered and figuring out what game he was playing was difficult in my lust filled brain.

    “I see you were fully prepared for a solo session. Go ahead and let me see you do your thing!” He said after seeing all the toys I have laid down on my bed. His request shocked and excited me.

    “I can’t do that in front of you!” I said. He pulled away from the hug and watched me. Marcus’ eyes darkened with lust and a hint of menace in them.

    “Don’t fucking tempt my patience, Sammy!” There was something threatening and cold in his voice that warned me not to disobey him. Marcus was not bullshiting around and I didn’t want to make him anymore angry at me.

    “Alright!” I yielded. A plan was forged in my mind to entice him to insanity. He moved to the single sofa in the corner of my room and sat down with his dick still in hand stroking it lazily. Focusing on deeply breathing in and out helped calm down my nerves.

    Marcus observed me as I walked to the edge of my bed and laid myself down. He had me in his perfect view. My round rosy nipples were erect in my black lace bra, so I pulled and tweaked them through my bra. My body vibrated at my own touch. By now my prick has lengthened to its full mast, wanting some attention. I spread my stocking clad legs widely with my high heels feet planted firmly on the bed and played with my weeping cock. The front of my panties was so drenched and sticky with my precum. After rubbing my dick at the soaked spot, I brought my wet fingers to my lips and licked of my juice, sucking my fingers seductively.

    “Mmmmhhh” I moan around my fingers whiles Marcus watched my every move like a hawk. The heat in the room rose and he pulled off his shirt, displaying his hard-ripped muscle upper body. I wanted him so bad, wanting to trace my fingers on his strong pecs and down his defined abs. Pushing my pantie to the side, my cock sprung out. I stroked myself slowly and moaned my delight.

    “I need you Daddy.” I innocently confessed to Marcus whiles trapping my bottom lip with my teeth and bashing my eyelashes at him. He needed to know how sexually attracted to him I was and wanting him to fuck me senseless. He kept his eyes on me captivated, licking his plump lips sensually. It made me feel so sexy that I could have such an effect on a hunky man like Marcus. My dick throbbed from seeing him play with his own firm nipples lustfully. His deep groans boomed around my room, assuring me that I was driving him insane. I picked one of my average sized pink dildos from beside me and sucked on it hungrily like a starving slut. I sucked harder on the dildo, gaging myself on it like an eager whore. The goal was to coat it with enough saliva for an easy entry in my cunt.

    “Look at you! …….. A dirty Cocksucker, sucking on a plastic dick!” He degraded me and my cock jolted happily at the name calling.

    “Yes, I’m a slut for cock, Daddy!” I played along and I saw his dick jump violently for agreeing with him. I never thought Marcus would be into guys dressed up in lingerie. He was enjoying this way more than I anticipated.

     

    His grunt encouraged me to carry on by lifting my long stockings cladded legs in the air towards my chest with my high heel feet almost touching my shoulders.  My panties were pushed to the side to spread my ass cheeks and show him my tiny rosy hole.

    Marcus watched hypnotize as I sucked on the plastic dick excitedly, coating it with enough saliva and then moving the wet dildo back to my rosy rosebud to enter myself. I teased him by playing with the rim of my hole, moaning and encircling the rim with the dildo rapidly. I entered the dildo in my puckered hole, looking at Marcus with lust filled eyes.

    “Shiiiiit!!” I whispered as my eyes rolled back into my head at the pure bliss. It has been almost a month since I last had a dildo in my ass, and I missed it so much. Though I have never been bold enough to try a real penis in my ass, I still loved stuffing my ass with a rubber dick. The fullness and the pressure were indescribable.  

    “Yeah you’re a nasty sissy faggot …… fuck yourself harder slut!” He demanded and I complied by plunging the hard rubber in and out of my hole, increasing the pace and abusing my puckered hole for Marcus’ pleasure.

    “Yes, open your pussy for my big cock! I want to see you gape for me slut.” Marcus commanded and I pulled the dildo out and picked another one little bigger beside me and lube it up. Quivering with excitement, I slowly pushed the bigger dildo in my chute. It took a little getting used to, but soon I was fucking myself in earnest with it, much to Marcus’ delight. I stopped to throw the dildo to the side as I felt my orgasm building inside me and then spread my cheeks again for him to see my hole gape wide and then closed back to its tiny form, winking at him.

    “Did I do good daddy? Do you like what you see?” I showed him my gaped flicking rosebud. He stood up and walked over to the edge of the bed. He inserted two thick, slick with his spunk fingers into my spread ass easily, scissoring me.

    “Atta boy!” He slapped the inside of my thighs and warmth spread through my body as it burned. “You’re such a good faggot for daddy!” Marcus cooed so sweetly at me. He could call me whatever he wanted as long as he fucked me with his can thick cock. I desperately wanted to finally feel the real thing pushing in and out of me.

    “Taste yourself slut!” He pulled his fingers out of my ass and brought it to my mouth and I gladly sucked on them whiles locking eyes with him.

    “Mmmhhh” I moaned around his fingers, wanting him to know without a doubt that I was enjoying and savouring this moment with him.

    “Do you want some cock, babe?” I nodded breathlessly. He stepped out of his pants and briefs. This time around I wasn’t afraid or ashamed to stare blatantly at him. He was magnificent in every sense of the word. My panties were pulled to the side as he bent down and spat on my hole a couple of times, rubbing his saliva on and inside me. He poured some lube on my chute and massaged it in me. My puckered hole was tingling in anticipation of his phallus.

    Marcus slapped his weighty dick on my hole a couple of times before pushing it inside me. Though I have opened myself with a dildo before, it still stung when his oversized mushroom head breached my sphincter. He didn’t bother to give me time to adjust as he roughly fed me his cock in my ass.

    “OOhhhhhh …….  Fuuuuuck!!!” I hissed and felt the heat rising on my neck and my cheeks as I gritted my teeth. It hurt, but Mama raised no bitch, so I pushed out!

    “Quit acting like a damn pansy and take this cock like the willing slut I know you are!” He taunted me and my dick agreed with him by spilling out a glob of spunk. Suddenly, he pulled out of me and then sunk right back in me. He repeated that again and each time more of his member slipped deeper into me. I wanted to forever ruin him for all the girls that flock to him like bees with their loose pussies, so I tightened my hole around his cock, gripping him tight as he fucked me hard despite the pain.

    “Fuuck! You nasty whore! Do that shit again!” I repeated clenching around him, and he lost it, thrusting quicker and harder into me now. I sob at the unbearable pleasure mixed with the pain he was giving me. Deep down I knew he was trying so hard to hold back and not hurt me, but I’m sure the pure bliss on his face showed me that he was losing that battle. Eventually he gave up, increased his speed and pounded into me hard and fast.

    “Oooohh damn! It hurts so good …. More Daddy!” I whimpered. It didn’t occur to me that I was such a masochist and flexible when he almost bent me into half with my high heels’ feet dangling near my ears. I was opened for him to fuck. When he grabbed my neck, choking me and slamming as hard into me as he could, I felt wanted in a way I have never felt before. It was a deep, intense and pleasurable feeling, like getting spanked and fucked at the same time.

    “So damn tight! ……. You feel so fucking good, Sammy!” Marcus bent down and surprisingly kissed me. Even though I was caught off guard, I still kissed him back. His tongue slipped into my mouth and our tongues tangled with each other. His sweat dribbled on me and our sweaty bodies slapped against each other as his fat dick moved in and out of my cunt in a blur. His hand moved between my legs and took my prick in his hand, rubbing and tugging it. It swelled and leaked profusely at his touch.

     

    “Soooo good” I cried out and squirmed under him. Somehow Marcus fucking me in my high heels with my panties pulled to the side fuelled my passion. It was a dream come true.

    “I’m cumming!” I choked out before thick robes of cum shot out of my dick on my chest and neck. I couldn’t stop shooting my cum as Marcus’ hard thrust prolonged my orgasm. My body went limp after ejaculating and I took the abuse on my poor puckered hole from Marcus.

    “Yeah take this cock faggot!” His body started shaking violently and he shut his eyes tight.

    “Give me your cum, Daddy. Breed me Please!” That finally did it for him. He swelled impossibly inside of me and I felt his hot cum gushing inside me, marking me as his. Marcus collapsed tiredly on top of me whiles breathing hard on my neck. I loved his weight on me and wound my arms around him to prevent him from pulling out.

    “That was incredible, babe!” He whispered into my ears and I had butterflies in my stomach again. I was probably setting myself up for the biggest heartbreak in history, but I couldn’t keep my heart from falling for him if I wasn’t there already.

    “Stop that! Don’t do that to me dude!” I whispered back. My mind was reeling with so many thoughts swimming through my brains.

    “Stop what, baby?” I sensed the confusion in his voice.

    “You’ve already fucked me and you can fuck me anytime you want so stop acting like you care. Just quit using all this endearment on me!” I scolded him. He raised his head from the crook of my neck and locked eyes with me. There was that stupid, sexy, shit eating grin plastered on his handsome face again. My heart skipped a beat as I faked annoyance.

    “You think this happened by accident?” Marcus chuckled and I looked at him perplexed. “I already caught you about a month ago spread on your bed and busily fucking your ass with a dildo. I stayed and watched intrigued. I haven’t been able to get the image of you all dolled up and taking cock out of my mind.” He took my mouth in a searing sloppy kiss again, preventing me from yelling out of shock. Swiftly, he rolled onto his back and pulled me on top of him.

    “You never let on that you knew what I have been doing in your absence!” Never in a Million years would I have guessed that he has caught me. Everything was normal between us.

    “I had to catch you in the act again. You see, I have wanted you for some time now and finally you’re mine, so I have every right to call you babe, Sammy boy! I’m your Daddy now.” He Kissed my lips gently again, pouring out all his affection into it. 

    “Don’t give me hope, Marcus!” I begged him. I wasn’t sure my fragile heart could ever recover if he was playing me. “What about all the girls that can’t keep away from you?”

    “Sammy if you stop giving in to the advances of the girls, I’ll also stop fucking them. None of the girls compare to your tight pussy anyway!” I kissed him to seal the deal. His fingers moved to my ass and entered my wet cum-filled cunt whilst his cock was still inside me.

    “Fuck your pussy is so sloppy! Push out, babe.” I obeyed him and some of his spunk slip out of me. Marcus brought it to his mouth and licked on it. He did that again and this time brought it to my mouth, and I tasted his cum in my ass.

    “You’re so fucking hot!” His dark thick arms wrapped securely around me, contrasting beautifully to my pale skin. Beyond any doubt I was aware that I have found my ideal, kinky Daddy. I couldn’t believe my luck that this sexy man was all mine. I was so ready for all the nasty adventures he was ready to take me on. Listening to his heartbeat was like a lullaby that lured me to sleep.

    * * * * *

    Things between Marcus and I changed drastically the very next day. He started acting weird around me, wouldn’t even look me in the eye when talking to me and had a constant frown on his face. Asking him a little question made him furious. Every time he was mean to me my heart broke a little, yet I tried to hide it whiles hoping for the best. For some reason I didn’t want to push him too hard. I knew he was regretting our sexual encounter and I was losing my best friend which hurt me even more. Marcus and I have been so close like brothers and now he completely ignored me at home and during football practice. He wouldn’t even wait to go home with me afterwards. A few of our teammates wondered what was going on, but I played my part acting nonchalant and reassuring them that it wasn’t anything serious.

    What annoyed me the most was all the girls he started bringing around to our apartment knowing damn well I was there. I mean it wasn’t anything new, but we both were considerate of each other before and he made a promise to me to stop it. This time around though he wasn’t even discreet with those sexual encounters. Marcus was fucking them in the living room, in the kitchen, bathroom and every corner of the Apartment. I’m certain he was instructing them to moan and scream louder for me to hear. When their screams became unbearable causing a constriction of my heart to the point where I couldn’t breathe, I’ll dress up and leave. Sometimes those girls would ask me to join in, but I always declined politely and left.

    I was boiling internally, and I knew when that anger dam I was holding in broke, there was going to be carnage for everyone involved. I hated going home after classes and practice because I hated what could be waiting for me, Marcus fucking some bimbo. I was so fucking exhausted from lack of sleep and his bullshit.

    “Marcus can we talk?” I cornered him after practice one evening. I was tired of playing this hide and seek game with him.

    “I don’t have time!” He said dismissively as roughly moved past me, hitting me hard with his shoulder and leaving there alone. I hissed at the pain and wanted to tackle him to the ground. I was so angry at him for acting so childishly. Again, I told myself not to push him, so instead of going home, I went to visit my cousin Thesa in the city.

    My cousin Thesa and I have been very close since childhood though she was three years older than me. She understood me and the pressure to be what your wealthy family wanted you to be. My Parents were expecting me to either go pro or take over some of my Dad’s many companies after college though that wasn’t what I really wanted. I knew working for my Dad would be another instrument to control me and I might never have the life I so desperately wanted for myself. A very quiet life with someone I can truly be myself with is what I needed in this life to be happy.

    Unlike me Thesa has made the decision to come out to the family as a Lesbian right after high school and just as expected she was cut off financially and socially. She was happy with her decision and lived her life the way she wanted. I used to give her money every now and then to help her and her girlfriend to go through college till they both graduated, but overall, she seemed very content and I wanted that for myself too. What I was lacking was someone who was worth risking it all for.

    “You look like shit!” Thesa said when she opened the door for me.

    “I feel like crap!” I confessed and she stood aside for me to enter their house.

    “Is Marcus taunting you with his sexy self again?” She wiggled her eyebrows playfully at me and I had to laugh at her silliness. She knew all about my obsession and dilemma with Marcus, but I have yet to tell her about the recent development.

    “It has gotten worse!” I sighed dramatically. “Is Joan around?” I asked about her Girlfriend.

    “No, she’s gone to visit her folks for the weekend.” The sadness in her eyes showed how much she missed her. I couldn’t help but think if Marcus could miss me like that. Joan’s family were accepting of her lifestyle whiles my cousin wasn’t invited to family gatherings anymore and when she showed up without invitation she was ignored.

    “Good we will need lots of wine!” As soon as she heard wine Thesa couldn’t hold in her excitement.

     

    “Ohhhh this is going to be good if lots of wine is involved…. ooohh that’s what I’m talking about!” She rushed to the kitchen to get everything as I made myself comfortable on the couch.

    “You just want a reason to drink!” I said and I heard her laugh in the kitchen.

    Soon we were both seated on the carpeted floor in front of the couch, drinking excessively as I told her how Marcus caught me all dolled up and the amazing sex we had afterwards. Thesa was extremely happy I have finally gotten fucked by a real cock and by no other than my long-time crush. We were giggling like little schoolgirls who have done something naughty and were sharing their secrets.

    “How did it feel?” She asked.

    “His big dick felt incredible inside me, pulsing every time in plunged into me. I could still feel him inside me even after a day. I already miss that fat cock like crazy and it has only been inside of me once!” I said dreamily and she weakly slapped me on my shoulder to admonish my lewd words, and we busted out laughing again. The several bottles of wine we have consumed was getting to both of us.

    “Then why is he suddenly acting like an asshole? I mean if he doesn’t want to be with you, he should have the balls to say it instead of being a jerk and hurting you so that you would make that decision for him.” Thesa revealed and even in my drunken state of mind I knew she was right when something clicked in my brains. Was he doing all this to get me to move out? What the heck was I supposed to tell our teammates and friends why I was moving out? Silence fell upon us and I contemplated what to do.

    “I don’t think I can let him go that easily, Thesa! It’s selfish and weak of me I know, but I want to be with him.” I laid my head on her delicate shoulder and silence fell over us again.

    “Sam, stay for the weekend and even longer if you want to. Let that Jerk miss you!” Thesa sternly said and she wasn’t willing to take a no for an answer.

    “I don’t think it will make any difference. He would probably rejoice to see me gone and fuck bimbos all night long. I don’t think he cares that much about me!” I couldn’t keep the heartbreak I felt out of my voice. I wanted to crawl in bed and bawl my eyes out till I had no tears to share. It hurt so much. If we hadn’t being intimate with each other, it would have been a fantasy and I could have lived with it. But now that my imagination has turned into reality, I couldn’t go back to my imagination. I wanted this reality with Marcus.

    “Sam are you admitting that your ass is trash?” I raised my head from her shoulder and looked at her shocked.

    “What the fuck? When did I say that and what has that got to do with anything?” I couldn’t even comprehend where she was going with this.

    “Well, unless your fuck game is weak, that boy will come running back to you! He will realize none of the girls compare to you and he will come back” Thesa firmly said and I started believing her. I nodded in agreement to hold on to something. I was aware that sex alone could not keep a man, but it was a step in the right direction.

     “That’s what he told me after …….” I trailed off. “He said I was the best he has ever had” I remembered fondly Marcus whispering that in my ears whiles his fat cock was still buried inside my wet sloppy puckered hole as I laid on top of him. A small smile graced my face at the beautiful memory.

    “Come on drunk Romeo. We have to go to bed.” Thesa stood up and helped me to stand up too. I glanced at the clock on the wall and realized it was already 3 a.m. I was dizzy and tired.

    Laying in the guest room bed, I contemplated whether to inform Marcus where I was or not. Ultimately, I took out my phone and there was no message or miss call from him which didn’t sit well with me so I decided two can play that game and put my phone back on the nightstand.

    As I closed my eyes, my mind was filled with images of Marcus, the pure bliss on his handsome face as he slowly and steadily fucked me into the bed and the way his face constricted as he came inside of me like a firehose. I tugged on my awakened dick as my body began to tingle. I haven’t rub one out for days and I knew I wouldn’t last long. Globes of spunk spilled out of my manhood, showing my excitement and how the images in my heard were affecting me. My dick jumped in pleasure as I thought about how Marcus pushed my lacy pantie to the side and pounded my hole hard. I licked my fingers and entered my hot channel.

    “Fuck! ….. ooohhh!”I wanted Marcus inside me, fucking me hard like a mad man and my fingers were not doing a good enough job for me. His cock has ruined and spoiled me. I cupped my balls, rubbing them gently in my palm. I felt the familiar tingling as I shot so much cum on my abs and chest. I was too spent to clean myself up as sleep consumed me.

    * * * * *

    Thesa and I spent Saturday morning and afternoon eating, watching sappy romantic movies and laughing our asses off at the ridiculousness of it. How many times was someone going to run after someone to an airport after realizing they have loved the person all along? Hollywood needs to reconsider how they portray love in romantic movies. In real life love can be so damn messy and hurtful!

    “Can we watch something else? I’m going to lose it if I have to watch one more of these again!” Thesa whined and I agreed with her.

    “Sure! I’ve had enough too!” We stood up and went to the kitchen to cook something for the evening. Well, I sat down on the kitchen high stool drinking wine whiles she cooked Pasta gamberetti e spinaci (Pasta with shrimps and spinach) à la Thesa which I adored.

    “Has he called?” Thesa questioned and I knew who she was talking about.

    “I don’t know. I haven’t checked my phone since this morning.” The first thing I did this morning was to check my phone and my heart sunk when I saw that Marcus hasn’t contacted me. This was so unlike him. My phone would have been blown up by now or he probably would have shown up here if I didn’t answer my phone. It nearly ruined my day, putting me in a bad mood. Things have certainly turned bad from before we were intimate with each other. What Thesa didn’t know was that my phone was turned off and left on the nightstand in the guest room. It was the only way I knew to keep myself from checking my phone every 5 minutes and sadness.

    “Then check it!” It was a command I didn’t want to obey.

    “Maybe after dinner. I don’t want to be disappointed!” She nodded her understanding and continued shuffling around as I drowned my sorrow in alcohol.

    My mood became visibly better as we enjoyed our dinner. Pasta has been a comfort food for me since childhood. We talked about Thesa and her girlfriend’s relationship and their challenges. Relationship wasn’t easy and certainly not something for the weak. I don’t think people were truly happy, but some have come close to it by sharing their love with others and I wanted that too, someone who knew you and all your dark desires yet accepted you for you.

    I helped clean the table and kitchen after the delicious dinner. Thesa and I were relaxing on the patio when her phone started ringing. She pulled it from her pocket and looked at the caller’s ID.

    “It’s Joan do you mind?” Thesa asked.

    “Nah it’s fine. I’ll retire to my room” I stood up and left her to talk to her girlfriend.

    As I laid down on the bed, I pondered whether to check my phone or not till curiosity got the best of me and I took my phone from the nightstand. My hand trembled as I turned my phone back on. My heart thumped loudly in my chest when I saw that I had 15 miss calls from Marcus and a flood of messages also. I listened to his voice messages first. It was him asking me where I was and when I was coming back. On his last two voice messages he slurred his words as he begged me to come back home. My weak heart wanted to run home into his strong arms again, yet my rational brain didn’t agree with that decision. I was pushed to the side lines while my heart and brain went to battle on what to do with Marcus. I clicked on the message icon and read his texts.

    Marcus: Sammy, where are you?

    Marcus: Sammy seriously where the fuck are you?

    Marcus: Pick up the damn phone!

    Marcus: Sammy Please pick up!

    Marcus: At least tell me if you’re ok and where you are.

    Marcus: Stop ignoring me and call me back. I’m losing my shit over here.

    Marcus: Babe I miss you. Please come home or call me Please!

     

    My heart lurched at the last text from him as confusion clouded my mind. For the first time in a long while I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t want to let him off the hook easily, yet I hated to see him suffer like that. A knock at my door pulled me out of my thoughts. Thesa came inside with her phone in her hand. Joan probably wanted to talk to me and tease me about my predicament with Marcus.

    “I told you the idiot will call!” Thesa laid the phone on her chest as she spoke.

    “I don’t want to talk to him now!” I didn’t know where I gathered the strength from, but I was furious at him for putting me through hell with his behaviour and expecting me to forgive him just because he called. He didn’t consider my feelings when he was fucking all those girls in my presence.

    “Sam, normally I would agree with you, but he’s a mess! Just say something to him!” Thesa pleaded and I sighed in frustration.

    “Fine, but I’m not leaving till Monday morning!” I sternly told her, took her phone from her and she left the room to give me some privacy

    “Sammy, I miss you!” Marcus slurred as soon as I breathed through the phone without a word. “Come home please!” It’s the softest I have ever heard him speak.

    “No, I’m not coming back. I’ll pick up my stuff on Monday so that you can have the place to yourself and your sexual partners! I’ll still pay my part of the rent till the end of the year!” I said that just to get back at him. I wanted to hurt him too for putting me through hell for the past two weeks!

    “Baby don’t say that! Stop trying to rip my heart out. You know I don’t need the rent money. What I want is you with me. Come home so that we can talk.” He was still too soft spoken for my liking. I wanted him to raise his voice so that I can fight with him and call him every nasty word that I knew.

    “Rip your heart out? Did you just say rip YOUR heart out? What the fuck do you think you have been doing to me for the past two weeks huh?” I yelled at him and he went quiet on the other side. I heard him gulp loudly, telling me that he was still drinking.

    “I’m sorry, babe. I’m really sorry!” He finally said.

    “Quit calling me babe! Do you really need alcohol to apologize and miss me?” It came out harsher than I intended, but I didn’t care. My heart shattered in tiny pieces at the thought that he had to be intoxicated before he could admit his feelings to me.

    “Baby, you scared me by not picking up and not texting me back when ……”

    “So, you got drunk instead of looking for me?” I roughly cut him off and was getting irritated again.

    “I’m coming over to pick you up!” He said with finality.

    “Marcus don’t. You’re hammered and shouldn’t be driving ……. Please!” He went quiet again and I heard the doorbell. “Wait a minute. Somebody is at the door.” I excused my self and got out of bed. As I was in the hallway, I saw Thesa was already at the door and decided to go back to my room.

    “Sam, its for you!” Thesa said and I began walking towards the door again. She stepped aside and I froze. It was a drunk dishevelled Marcus. He still looked sexy in a tight black hoodie with his thick arms stretching the material, grey jogger shorts showing his muscled legs and a pair of white trainers. He walked pass Thesa over to me. I was acting tough on the phone but seeing him in Person made me weak and rendered me speechless. He cut the call off and put his phone back in his pocket. Marcus didn’t waste time pulling my rigid body into a fierce hug.

    “I’m sorry Babe!” And right there in the presence of my cousin I totally broke down in Marcus arms. How could he treat me like shit after I showed him my deepest secret? He said he accepted me and yet didn’t uphold his promise to me not even for a day. How was I supposed to believe that he was remorseful?

    Marcus picked me up like I weighted nothing, and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me to the guest room. We have both slept here many times, so he knew his way around. My sweatpants were pulled off gently and I didn’t protest. He unzipped my hoodie and slipped it over my tensed shoulders. My T-shirt came off too and I was left in my boxer briefs. Marcus proceeded to undress before my upset yet hungry eyes. My cock jumped excitedly when I laid eyes on his naked perfectly crafted physique.

    Marcus climbed in bed behind me and drew me to him in a spooning position. I felt his hard dick nestle between my ass checks, pulsing violently. He wrapped his arms around me and we both laid there in silence under the covers. I felt secured in his arms and I wished we could lay like that forever, in our own little bubble

    “Sammy I’m scared. I’m scared of what might happen to us if we come out, but I’m even more afraid to let you go. I can’t do that though. I tried that for two weeks and it nearly killed me. This is the most unhappy I have been in years.” He whispered in the darkness and that made me cry harder.

    “I know Marcus. I’m scared too, but I need you!” I felt his anguish because I was facing the same problem. I wanted to be with him, but how? Our families, teammates and friends would maybe not accept us.

    “We have to find a way, Sammy. Please don’t move out.” He tightened his arms around me whiles his cock spilled globes of spunk on my twitching hole. He peppered my neck with tender butterfly kisses. It confused me how he could easily switch from being a dominant, take-charge lover to a sweet and romantic lover. Right now, Marcus was being tender and gentle with me like how you would treat a distressed and sad girlfriend, but I had no problem with that. On the contrary, I was enjoying this beautiful moment with my crush wishing it could last forever.


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  • No Room at the Inn

    This story from Season One of the Xmas Tales was a bit of a fan favorite, and one of mine too. Hope you enjoy…


    “We do have a twin room available, Mr Randall,” the desk clerk said with a perky little smile.

    “Just the one?” I asked, trying not to tap my credit card impatiently on the counter. It had been a long goddamn day already. “The app said you had two.”

    “I’m sorry sir,” she said, “but as you can see, conditions have gotten considerably worse. This is probably the last room available for the next hundred miles. They’re saying they might close the Turnpike down until the weather clears.”

    The three of us looked out the lobby doors, where the snow was coming in horizontally, in fat white flakes. Already, the Chevy I’d managed to wrangle from the Hertz clerk at the airport was half-covered in the stuff. This was turning out to be some real “Planes, Trains and Automobiles”-level bullshit. When they’d announced at the airport that our connection and most of the other flights would be cancelled, Josh had been the one to suggest we just get a car and drive the rest of the way, like a road trip. An adventure, just like old times. No more than three, three and a half hours, max, he’d said, confidently. And here we were, three hours later, not even halfway home. Stuck, pretty much. Snowed in, from the looks of it.

    So much for Christmas. Jesus, what a clusterfuck.

    “And you’re absolutely sure there’s nothing else?” I asked. “I’m Starwood Platinum, if that helps.”

    “Jesus Christ, bro,” Josh said, rolling his eyes. “Unless your Platinum ass wants to sleep in the car, just take the fucking room, already. At least there’s two beds, it could have been worse.”

    “For Christ’s sake,” I muttered under my breath as I gave her my Amex.

    “Starwood Platinum,” Josh chuckled to himself as the clerk rattled away on her keyboard. “That oughta be your stripper name, bro.”

    He elbowed me in the side as the clerk tried to stifle her smile and I shot him a dirty look. I’d come straight from a four-week work trip out West to get up to our parents’ for Christmas, and I did not need this shit. Three hours crammed into that little Chevy – I know my rental cars, and a Cruze is not a midsize, no matter what Hertz says – with my chatty brother as I battled through the Hoth-like conditions on the Turnpike was the cherry on this shit sundae. We might not even get out of here tomorrow, if this snow kept up. Christ, I needed a cocktail, and a long hot shower, and preferably a good long stroke session to take the edge off. Guess I’d have to settle for two out of three.

    “Hey man, it could be worse,” Josh said as we rode the elevator up to the room. “We could’ve kept pushing it, and then we might be stuck in that little fucking car on the Pike. Like all those stupid assholes down in Atlanta when they had that ice storm, you remember that?”

    I did remember that, because I was connecting in Atlanta on my way to Raleigh when that hit, and I’d been stuck too. But that had been at the Westin, in a king room upgrade, with the bonus of a hot little straight-out-of-college Salesforce rep I’d met in the bar there who’d let me fuck two loads into his tight, muscular little ass that night, and another for good measure in the shower the next morning before they reopened the airport and we’d gone our separate ways.

    Thinking of that just made me horny and even more annoyed, and Josh’s perpetual cheeriness just cranked that up another notch. I really wasn’t an asshole, I swear, it’s just that him and me had grown up into different people. We’d been pretty cool growing up and through college, but then I’d moved to Chicago and he’d gone to Tennessee. I spent my workweek in a suit, putting out fires and keeping big projects moving; he spent his in sweats and a team T-shirt, helping college football players like he used to be build up for the rigors of the field. We had the same kind of looks and similar kinds of builds, but you’d look at us right now – me in my Brooks Brothers khakis and button-down, him in faded old Levi’s that fit his big, brawny ass like a well-loved baseball glove and a down jacket; me with my cabin-approved rolling bag, him with his old college team duffel with the busted wheel – and think we were complete strangers, thrown together by circumstance. But we were here, and I guess I had to make the best of it, and be optimistic that we’d be back on the road soon, so we could get where we were supposed to be.

    “Dude, this is pretty nice, you know?” he said, looking around the room. It was OK, just a Four Points, nothing amazing, but it could have been worse, I guess.

    “Welp, no minibar, but no problem,” he grinned, digging in his backpack, coming out with a little ziplock baggie with a bunch of mini-bottles of liquor in them. I rolled my eyes, but OK, I felt the start of a grin coming on too, because that was the kind of guy Josh always was – prepared at the weirdest times, in the weirdest ways.

    “Think fast,” he said, tossing a little bottle of Jim Beam at me. “Let’s have a couple drinks to take the edge off, then go over to that Outback and eat, if it’s still open.”

    The liquor really did help take the edge off, and with all the stranded travelers stuck in the cluster of hotels here like us, the Outback would have been stupid if they had closed, so a couple of steaks and a couple more drinks dulled the edge even further. Suddenly being stuck in BFE in a snowstorm, sharing a room with my brother, didn’t seem like such a pain in the ass after all.

    “Yo Stevie, think fast,” he said again as we struggled across the parking lot to the hotel through the driving snow. I had the hood of my coat up, so I barely heard him, but I turned around just in time to cop a fat, wet snowball right in the face.

    “Oh you little fucker,” I growled, even though he was 6’2 and an easy 220, and it was on. A couple other hotel guests hurried past us through the snowfall, looking at us like we were total idiots for launching into a snowball fight in the midst of a near-blizzard, but we didn’t care. Finally, for what felt like the first time in days, I was laughing, and enjoying myself, and everything was OK.

    We were a wet mess, shaking the snow out of our hair and stomping it off our shoes before heading back into the lobby, still laughing as we rode the elevator back up to the room. Despite the full house, the bar was pretty dead, and Josh worked his considerable charm on the bartender to get her to slip us a bottle. The extra $20 from my wallet helped, but what the hell – it was Christmas, right?

    We hung our coats up and peeled off our sweaters and socks, Josh pouring us a couple of drinks while I cranked the heat up. He looked good, big and fit, a little thicker than he used to be in his playing days, but hell, I knew all about trying to stay in shape as your twenties slowly disappeared. Well, mine were gone now, but his were right behind mine. His T-shirt stretched across his big shoulders and chest, and hell, that extra little beefy swell to his body looked downright great on him. He’d always been a big guy, thicker than me, though we both had Dad’s big broad shoulders and strong frames.

    “Well, here’s to being snowed in,” he grinned, clinking his water glass of bourbon to mine, and we drank to that. Fell into a companionable quiet for a minute, watching the snow fall thicker and faster outside. The cars in the lot were just white humps underneath it now, the Turnpike beyond deserted. I’d been in Texas for three years now, and we didn’t get a lot of snow, and I always thought I was glad for that. Times like this, though, I realized I missed it. Missed a lot of things about the old days, really.

    I caught Josh’s reflection in the window, sipping his drink and looking sideways at me. Felt a little flush come over me from who knows where. A little prickle in the small of my back, all of a sudden.

    “Dude,” he said, his voice quiet and mellow. “You remember that trip we took with the folks to Nashville that year? When they let us have our own room?”

    Shit. Yeah, I remembered that, alright. I was a senior in high school, Josh a big, overgrown sophomore. We were headed down to Mom’s family reunion, and with Dad making good money, they’d splashed out and let us have our own room together. Nothing fancy, no hot tubs or minibars or any of that stuff I’d gotten used to now as a grown-up. But it had been a thrill to have our own space on the road like that, to go investigate around the motel property, to look at the adult movie listings that we didn’t dare try to charge to the room. But that part, that had gotten to us both, just reading through the brief descriptions on the TV menu, as cheesy as they were. Like a tantalizing glimpse of something we couldn’t quite grab hold of. One thing had led to another, and we’d wound up jerking off in our side-by-side beds. Then Josh had gotten a real focused, curious kind of look on his face, like he was psyching himself up to make a decision about something… and got up, his big, stiff teenaged cock sticking out of his briefs like a pump handle as he stepped across the couple feet between our beds, and joined me on mine. I was stunned, but then the heat of it had gotten to me, and spread to him, and there we were, rubbing one out together. When Josh slipped his already muscle-thick arm round my shoulders and tugged me closer to him, I didn’t resist, and we blasted two epic loads together.

    We did it again in the morning. Made us late, Dad honking the Cherokee’s horn out in the parking lot as we raced to clean the cum off our stomachs with wet washcloths, blushing, giggling like kids, looking at each other like we couldn’t believe what we’d done. And then, after Nashville, on the way back, in another shared room, we did it again. When Josh leaned in all hesitant, blushing, as if he wanted to kiss me, I closed the gap between us and met his lips with mine, and we both moaned with relief and release as we made out and stroked our cocks to furious orgasm together.

    It never happened again, and we never said anything about it. I went to college, had a string of girlfriends, and he did pretty much the same thing. And then I stopped having girlfriends, and got real busy, and now what I had was 35 weeks a year on the road and random hookups. I didn’t know what Josh had in his life now, because we didn’t talk about that kind of thing a lot, the personal stuff. I figured with the way he turned on the charm for the desk clerk and the bartender downstairs, and our waitress at the Outback, he was still playing the field with the ladies. Well, good for him. And lucky them, I thought, from out of nowhere, and frowned a little to myself.

    “Yeah, I remember, man,” I said now, looking at him, seeing him giving me that half-smile of his that I remembered from that shared interstate motel room a dozen years ago.

    “Fuck, Stevie,” he said after a long, silent beat, quietly, looking back out at the snow. “How’d we get here, bro?”

    “Well, uh, I guess the El Nino thing, and…”

    “Nah, don’t do that, man,” he said with a frown, a little shake of his head. “Don’t be obtuse.”

    Looking at Josh, the big jock bruiser, it was easy to forget that he’d graduated college almost 4.0. That he was a lot smarter than he might be taken for. Still waters running deep, and all that. It made me feel like an asshole now, making those old wrong assumptions about the guy I’d once known better than anybody in the whole world.

    “I don’t know, Joshie,” I said. “I don’t know.”

    We contemplated the snow a few minutes longer, but the moment was gone.

    “Think I’m gonna get that shower, before the chill sets in,” I eventually said, and he just nodded absently as he watched the snow turn the world white and strange outside. I clicked the bathroom door closed behind me, and for a moment there, as I looked at myself in the mirror while the water warmed up, I was the saddest I’d ever been in my whole life.

    He was draining his glass when I stepped out, a towel around my waist, and the way his eyes appraised my bare torso, my chest hair still damp and clinging to my pecs, made me blush. But then I guess that was part of his job, assessing physiques and development. I was pleased at his approving nod, at least.

    “Doing good, bro,” he said, setting his glass down as he tugged his T-shirt up and off and unbuckled his belt. “I figured you road-warrior types all wound up getting soft in the middle, but you still got it, man.”

    He smiled at me and patted my stomach as he squeezed by me, and headed into the bathroom. Unlike me, he was mostly smooth, and it just served to highlight the impressively beefy swell of his pecs and his big shoulders even better. He looked even better than in his college playing days, and he’d looked damn fine then. I tried not to stare, focused on finding a T-shirt and some comfy pants to wear until lights-out. The shower started up again, the bathroom door closed, and as the curtain rattled across the rail in there, I got a sudden, unbidden mental image of how he must look, head back, eyes closed, a contented smile as the water cascaded down his thick, powerful body. Down the swell of his muscular, yet lightly padded stomach. Down into the dark tangle of hair that fanned out below his bellybutton. Running in streams down the long, thick hang of his big cock…

    Jesus Christ, pull yourself together, Steve, my brain spat. The fuck is wrong with you? That shit was over a decade ago.

    Yeah, maybe so, I mused as I poured myself another drink. But the deepest, most significant memories had permanence, after all. And what was a trip back to the family home for Christmas with your little brother, but an invitation to explore those depths of the mind?

    I was back to watching the snow fall outside, sipping my drink, mind halfway gone, when Steve came out of the bathroom, humming, toweling his hair dry. Big, skin flushed and gleaming, and all but naked. Except for a jock.

    Jesus, I thought to myself, watching his reflection in the mirror as he slung his towel over the back of the desk chair, picked up his glass for a refill, and then ambled over to the window to join me. The guy was born to wear a strap, all thick-thighed, high-assed and big-dicked. Perfectly at ease doing it, since he’d been doing it most of his life by now. I’d given them up years ago, except for the odd special occasion, but Josh looked like he might just confidently keep rocking one until his twilight years. Knowing him, he probably would.

    “Funny, ain’t it,” he said, forcing me to tear my eyes away from the reflection of his big, hot body. “This whole part of the state’s like the armpit of Pennsylvania, but dump a foot of snow on it, and it’s the most beautiful place in the world.”

    “Yeah,” I said loosely, looking down at the parking lot and the still, silent Turnpike. Not a soul out there, and the moody, dying light of the day just made it even more atmospheric. Damn, I was getting a buzz on. “It’s like it’s all for us. Our own winter wonderland.”

    “I’ll take it,” he smiled, looking at me, though I studiously avoided his eyes. Just watched his reflection in the window. Somehow missed the shift of his arm across the space between us, until I felt the light graze of his thick fingertips in the small of my back. I jerked a little, swallowed hard, but didn’t say anything. His fingers paused for a second, then slowly, gradually resumed their light, circular motion on my T-shirt, warming the skin and hair underneath.

    “Josh, I, uh…” I said, after a long moment of that slow, increasingly sensual touch. It had been a couple days since I’d last unloaded, and my cock was already beginning its steady expansion inside my boxer briefs.

    “Shhh, bro,” he said quietly, shifting his big body closer. “Like you said, this is all for us. You and me, back in a hotel room together again. Our own little world.”

    I swallowed harder, and stifled a soft little sound as he stepped right up next to me, just behind my shoulder, and leaned his handsome head down to press his lips softly, to my shoulder. That lingering, warm kiss sent an electric current all through me, and when I opened my eyes again, they locked onto my little brother’s in our reflection in the window.

    “You and me, Stevie,” he said quietly, his hand moving in slowly larger circles on my lower back, snagging the hem of my T-shirt as it did. “I’ve missed that, bro. For years, man. Us.”

    “Shit, Joshie, me too,” I found myself saying, and then I was setting my glass down on the windowsill, turning to look him in his smiling, handsome face, before framing it with my hands as I pulled it in to kiss him. Not even thinking about it, just going with it. Like the muscle memory of that second night in the motel room together back when we were teenagers, curious about the world and ourselves and each other, and how it all fit together. What it all meant.

    Even Josh’s damn lips felt muscular, but they parted to reveal warm, moist softness inside, offering himself up to my tongue to slide in, and I took the invitation. He grunted and wrapped his big, thick forearms around my waist as we fell deeper into it, just going with the taste and touch and sound of it. My cock was throbbing in my loose drawstring pants, and when I shifted in a little closer, Josh’s arms tightening around my waist as he grunted approvingly, my bulge came into contact with his. He was just as big and hard as me, the mesh pouch of his jock expanded to accommodate him as he ground it lightly up against mine, big hands busy caressing my ass and slipping inside the waistband of my pants, pushing them down slowly over my own muscular glutes. They fell to the floor, and I moaned into my little brother’s mouth as he took hold of my ass in his big, ex-ballplayer hands and squeezed, growling approvingly.

    It was really something to back him up against the window, pin him to the glass and just go for it. We tongue-wrestled, hard and aggressive, manly as fuck, then switched back to the deeper, slower stuff. Trading spit for the first time in a dozen years, the taste of his mouth and the feel of his tongue both familiar and new at once. Seeing the snow falling in the rapidly falling evening sky behind him as he moaned and grunted and hip-thrust against me, the big plate glass window flexing a little under the weight of his body, it just added something strange and beautiful and ethereal to the whole situation.

    “You think about this much since we, y’know, did it?” he panted, grinning as I licked and kissed at the thickness of his neck, down over the smooth-but-steely beefiness of his big, mounded pecs.

    “More than I’d like to admit, bro,” I grunted.

    “Same, Stevie, same,” he moaned, going up a note on the scale when my lips found the big, stiff bullets of his nip, and latched onto it. His hand cupped the back of my head, puling me in tighter, so I went for it. I’ve been told I’m a pretty oral dude, and Josh had exactly the kind of body you want to worship with your mouth, for sure.

    “Fuck man, you got no idea what I wished we’d done that night, bro,” he moaned as I lick-kissed my way down over the steely beefiness of his stomach. “And then when I finally did it… I wished it had been you doing it to me.”

    “I got some idea, I bet, Joshie,” I grinned up at him winking, as I dipped my tongue tip into the deep well of his navel, making him hiss with a mix of ticklishness and pleasure, his big hard dick dragging up over my Adam’s apple, glazing the stubbly skin of my throat with streaks of precum.

    “Like what, bro?” he murmured, both big mitts on my head now, stroking it as we locked gazes.

    “Let me show you, dude,” I said, then wrapped my fist round the thickness of his throbbing cock, and showed him everything I’d learned to do with my mouth since that night.

    I’m one of those guys who doesn’t care all that much about getting his cock sucked – though who would say no to some hot young fucker swinging on his dick? But I do love to work a dude over, tasting and savoring and exciting him, the heat and the throb and the tang of a man’s cock, and Josh was no different. Only in that one aspect, of course, because in every other one, he stood out. He moaned and writhed back against the big window, his sweaty skin squeaking as it shifted against the glass, moaning my name and guiding my head as it bobbed up and down, pouring everything I knew about how to please another man into my little brother.

    The skin-on-glass squeaking was starting to distract me, especially when I considered trying to explain what had happened if the damn window did give out under Josh’s spectacular weight. So I reluctantly pulled my mouth up and off him, running my hand up the firm swell of his belly as I stood to kiss him, finding his grinning mouth relaxed and eager to meet mine. Eager to taste himself, all salty and tangy and faintly mineral from his precum, on my tongue.

    “I wanted to do that to you that night, bro,” I murmured against his lips as I felt him quiver all over.

    “Jesus fuck, Stevie,” he moaned. “You shoulda. I would have been real eager to experience that, too.”

    “Well, here we are now, little brother.”

    “So we are,” he grinned at me, still stroking my face and hair. “Show me what you wanted to do to me, Stevie,” he said.

    Josh’s big, powerful ass, up in the air and jock-framed, was an incredible display, and I wasted no time at all in getting at it as he kneeled on the bed, then bent forward onto his elbows. Those big, mostly smooth muscle-packed cheeks of his dimpled, flexed and spread, revealing a fine trail of dark fur lining the insides of his cheeks. He was stellar, the ass I’d long admired in football pants and sweats really becoming something on a higher plane as I squeezed and admired it with my hands.

    “Oh shiiiiiiiit,” he grunted at the sensation of my tongue swabbing his deep crack, all clean and vaguely spicy too. Even more so when I got in deeper, closer to his core, then inside of it. He bucked that big, sexy ass of his back up at my face, which just encouraged me even more, making me get sloppier, hungrier, deeper inside of him. When I came up for air, one hand rubbing the small of my little bro’s back, the other that freshly spit-shined crevice and hole, he looked over his big shoulder at me with hazy eyes, a whole different light to them.

    “You top or bottom, Stevie?” he asked, and I half-snorted at the idea that he’d ever ask me that question.

    “Depends,” I shrugged, stroking the powerful curves of his rump. “Sometimes it’s the right guy, the right look, the right body. How I’m feeling, and how he is. But I always work it out in the end, one way or another.”

    “What about… for me?” he asked in a smaller, almost tentative voice. I growled, took one last lick of his shiny hole, and moved up to kiss the man, hard and wet and hungry. Let that be his answer.

    “You can fuck me, bro,” he whispered after a solid few minutes of intense, sloppy tongue-dipping. “I want you to, Stevie.”

    “Yeah?” I said, stunned, because no matter that we’d had some extremely intense jack sessions back in our teen years, I’d never have figured my strapping stud of a little bro would be asking me to do that for him. To him. With him.

    He just nodded, and smiled, a boyish echo of the happy, strapping kid he’d been back in the day. I scrambled up off the bed and into the bathroom for my travel kit, and found the bottle of lube I kept in there for emergencies. Or opportunities, I guess.

    Josh’s eyes were locked on the big, hard curve of my cock as I walked back to the bed, and before I went to slick it with the lube, he reached out, took hold of it, and gave it a stroke. Slow, experimental, a little awestruck at first, and that was real satisfying in its own right. My little brother really handling my cock for the first time, like I’d imagined a million times, it seemed. I pushed my hips forward and let him get the feel of me, the girth and throb and length of my dick. Then I uncapped the lube and poured a stream of it down onto my dick, and let him work it in and all over it. By the end, he had that excited, ready-for-anything smile I remembered so well on his handsome face.

    “Nice fuckin’ cock, bro,” he grinned up at me.

    “Nice fuckin’ ass, bro,” I smiled back, stepping around him and climbing up on the bed. He tensed up momentarily as I grazed my lubed-up fingers over his hole, but just like when I tongued him, soon he was moaning and bucking that big, fine ass back at me as I got him slicked and ready.

    “Do it, man,” he growled, already bunching the covers up in his fists, as I grazed the fat, shiny head of my cock at his tight, furry ring. “Get in there, bro.”

    “You sure, little brother?” I half-panted.

    “Ever since that last hotel room,” he grunted, pushing his ass back, like his ring was kissing the tip of my cock. “Now quit teasing me, and fuck me, bro.”

    So I did. I gave the big guy what he wanted, and what I’d wanted even more, and filled his depths with the bigness of my cock. His muscles bunched all over as he grunted and growled, first with effort, then with pure pleasure, slowly beginning to fuck himself back on me as we slipped into that most ancient of rhythms. Two men, rutting. Two brothers, closing the space and years and distance between them.

    The rhythmic slap of hips on thick ass flesh filled the room, along with our grunts, curses, heated murmurs, lusty fucktalk. I ran my hands all over the big, powerful muscles that made up his beefy ex-jock form, and that just made him fuck back on me more, getting off on being admired by his elder brother while he got fucked by him. I gave Josh my very best, showing him all I’d learned and how I’d grown in the years since I was 18.

    “Let’s turn around, man,” he grunted, sweat beginning to bead like dew on his big, rippling back. “I wanna see the snow, Stevie.”

    Right then, that was the rightest thing I’d ever heard. I pulled out, we shuffled quickly around to face the big window and the snow falling thick and rapid in the dying light outside. When he leaned back against my chest, I sank the length of my cock back inside of him, and he moaned my name in one long, husky, needful sound. I pressed my lips to his thick, sweaty neck and played with every muscle I could reach on his torso, and whispered his name back into his ear.

    Joshie.

    “Aw yeah, bro,” he moaned softly, as my hand slid over his stomach, deep into the thick, dark fur below it. His big arms doubled with muscle as they bent and flexed, hands reaching behind my head, his pits releasing an intoxicating cloud of clean, musky maleness, making me growl and fuck up into his big, fine ass even deeper. Then my hand finally slid down the length of his big, hard dick, all precum-slicked and throbbing as I enclosed it in my fist and began to stroke it.

    “Cum for me, Joshie,” I whispered, flicking the tip of my tongue inside the shell of his ear, my other hand finding his stiff left nip and beginning to strum it. He shook, whimpered, then grunted huskily as his body quaked and tensed and strained.

    Stevie!” he gasped in a strangled moan, and then he shot across the space between the bed and the window, hitting the glass with soft, thudding splats. Whirling eddies of snow batted one side of the window, spurting ribbons of hot cum the other.

    The rapid-fire clench of his ring around my cock, the taste of his sweat, the scent of his manliness, the fact that I was finally fucking my little brother like I should have done at 18 – all of it overtook me. I squeezed my arms round him tight, his cock still pumping in my right hand, and I came too.

    I watched him stand on shaky legs afterwards, that big ass of his flexing beautifully as he stepped away from the bed and over to the window, that big, boyish grin on his face as he admired the load I’d fucked and stroked out of him.

    “I don’t mean to toot my own horn here, Platinum,” he chuckled, “but that’s just fuckin’ impressive, in anybody’s book.”

    I laughed, leaning back on the pillows as I milked out the last stray drops from my sticky, spent cock, laying heavily on my thigh. My eyes barely left his big, studly form, that natural jock strut he still had about him, as he went to the bathroom to run a hand towel under the hot water. The caring, attentive way he cleaned the cum off of me, and then himself, made my heart thump a little harder for him. So I pulled him down into my arms, laying along the length of me on his side, his big thigh slipping over the top of mine as he hugged himself into my side, my arm round his thick neck, rubbing his back and lats and arm slowly, soothingly. His and played with the hair on my chest and stomach, just stroking through it, enjoying the sensation.

    “Looks like we won’t be getting out of here anytime soon, bro,” he said, his voice heavy and slow and sated now.

    “Yeah, looks like we might be stuck. Might miss Christmas altogether.”

    “Sucks,” he said simply, turning his head to press a slow, warm kiss to my pec, right above my heart.

    “Could be worse,” I said, and leaned in to press a kiss of my own to his sweaty temple.

    “True,” he chuckled slowly. “You could tell me you won’t let me fuck you.”

    I chuckled, and that turned into a laugh, and soon, we were both rolling, deep bellows of laughter filling the room. Looking at each other with big, genuine smiles as we came down off the postcoital high together.

    “Might turn out to be a pretty decent Christmas though, bro,” Josh said. “Just us guys. A decent room, a steak place across the way, a friendly bartender. Hell, if we wind up staying a few days, maybe they’ll find a way to upgrade you after all, Starwood Platinum.”

    “Oh fuck you,” I jeered, cuffing the side of his head as he chuckled at my expense.

    “Nah, bro,” he said, running his hand down my abs and deep into my bush. “I think it’s your turn for that, actually.”

    He was right. It did wind up being another night, and by that point, we were missing Christmas anyway, so we pushed it out another day and just went with it. Enjoying the moment together. Making some new memories, going back to the brothers we’d been once. Getting back to where we were supposed to be.

    The End

    (Copyright A4F Tales 2020)


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  • secret night with dad

    Not really sure how to start this. well lets start from the beginning. My parents divorced when i was very young, I always liked going to my dads house rather than my moms.my dad had a few girlfriends but non stayed around very long. I was very close with my dad and I guess you can say my curiosity for my father began when I was young. 

    my dad is a typical white man about 6′ maybe 160 lbs. early on in life I learned about sex and became more and more curious about my father.  I would often find my dad asleep in his room and soon found out he is a very heavy sleeper. the first time i went up to him and gently reached forward and touched where his penis would be. 

    i felt it through his pants. i almost lost it. the next time i got a little more ballsy and i undid his belt and pants, then pulled his penis out of his fly in his underwear. got nervous and scared so left after that. the next time was time to pull his pants fully off. and while i was pulling off his pants his underwear came down with then. that was the first time I saw my fathers cock. 

    immediately got scared and left the room. things like that happened for years until one night after I had discovered that I am in fact gay and love cock and making a man cum. the smell and the taste is intoxicating to me. a true faggot. 

    I was spending the night at my dads house and he had just moved into a new place. he always liked playing video games with me, so him and I did that for a few hours in his room before he made dinner then retired back to his room to shower and get ready for bed. 

    he came back out into the living room where I would be sleeping for the next couple days in only boxers and a wide open robe half tied with a loose robe rope. he then proceeded to tell me that hes going to go watch TV in his room and he will see me in the morning as he headed to the fridge and brought out a 6 pack of beers. 

    a few hours pass and I slowly crept over to his room the door was cracked and I can barely see in. all the beer cans were empty and crushed into a pile by his bed. the TV gave the only light in the room but his face was still underneath a pillow leaving his lower body exposed from under the blanket. I slowly sat on the bed and moved my dads leg so gently not to wake him. to my surprise he spread his legs almost inviting me in while he slept snoring lightly. 

    I slowly reached forward and touch his cock. I went in the leg and played with his balls a bit then took his cock out of the fly. started rubbing it while I licked his balls. his heavy breathing continued. I licked up his shaft up to the cut mushroom head of my dads quickly Harding cock. now that I can see it fully hard he is probably about 8″ hes circumcised and shaved with low hanging balls and bounce as I lick them. 

    I licked all the way up once more, my dad gasped as I slid his rock hard cock into my hungry mouth. I bobbed my head up and down real slowly , using my hand to cup his balls and my other to stroke his cock as I suck it. I tried to deep throat him and was able to get it most of the way in. I tried again and this time it went further and  I licked his balls while his cock was deep in my throat. my dad let out a soft moan. 

    going right back to sucking him I started to pick up the pace, sucking and stroking quicker. I felt his hand grab the back of my head and his hips thrust his cock in and out and into the back of my throat. I was in heaven. then his heavy breathing was broken by a manly moan ” ohhh yeeaahh” this obviously scared me and I quickly jumped up his eyes were closed and I couldn’t tell if he was asleep but I quickly ran out of the room and under the covers in the living room. 

    now I live on my own and want more than anything in the world to please my father again and this time finish the job and swallow his hot load. maybe one day he will see this and ill get the chance to. 


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  • Ma Viw

    This is a part of a longer memory book. This is not the beginning of my growing as a gay pig. It is not the end. I will add stories from time to time, stories that will try to capture to the truth of my sexuality. These are not works of imagination except in the sense that all memory is a work of imagination -where much is left out and some is reordered, where the Bob about whom the story is told then is not the Bob who writes it now, but yet is that Bob.

    How long ago is this? Hard to be sure. But it is 2020 now, so it was probably the summer of 2012. My journey to being a homosexual really began in 2000. So, 12 years from my first thoughts, thoughts acted on, to my first time being fisted. 12 years from Aircraft News to the woods near Colchester…

    So we start my “life” in media res… 


     My mind is flooded right now with the memory of the first time JJ took my hole, the first time I was fully fisted.

    It was in the woods in East Hampton, Connecticut.  JJ and I had met on the now much missed Craigslist. The usual back and forth. Finally the agreement to meet in the woods near his home – to play in the woods, for him to fulfill my desire to be fisted.

      It was a wonderful, sunny, hot, humid, August day in Connecticut. It was the kind of day where exertion of any kind would result in the wonderful feeling of being sweaty, dripping, where few to no clothes would be right, no clothes very right. It was a drive of about 40 minutes from home. The wife would be at work for four hours. Me… I was rushing to make full use of the time, as I did whenever I had a block of time. But this was special. To meet a man outside, in the woods, for sex, no to be fisted under the sun like I saw in that hot Prime Pork video of men being men outside, in the sun, including being fisted.

    There was the douching of my then tighter hole. The happiness of the clean water, finally. Then a quick shower. Then getting into as few clothes as possible for the drive down and back– a tee shirt, a pair of very, short shorts with no underwear or jock, socks, sneakers.  I prepared the travel bag – two towels (one to put on the car seat for the trip home), lube, my popper gas mask – I loved then and love now the mask, the hands-free freedom, poppers, a water bottle for hydration, maybe a quick rinse.  I was shaking when I got in the car and headed off to meet JJ on a road running along the Salmon River. I drove fast, though not so fast that I attracted the attention of state police. First dates are so hot, especially these first dates… dates to meet men for sex. How I had come to love the not knowing what was going to happen. I just knew that some sex would happen. Too bad this one could not include being in my eyeless hood, like so many encounters at home so I could take cock blind.

    I had met men for sex outdoors before, only cock sucking and getting fucked.

    Yes, I found the side road. And then it was time to wait. Wait for him to arrive. His was not the first car driving by with a guy giving me a careful look. Or the second. This must have been a place for “like-minded men.” Places like this were all too few in Connecticut.

    But until it was JJ, the cars just drove by.  Maybe I did not know the “rules” for this road.

    Finally, a car pulled up just beyond me. A hot looking guy got out, he fit the self-description. He looked my way. Waved. I waved back. He took a blanket from the car, nodded in my direction. I nodded back.  I got out of my car. He looked. I looked back. He smiled. I am not bad looking for an older guy, older than him. Nice legs. Not heavy. He smiled again. I gathered my stuff. We re-confirmed. He headed into the woods. I followed discretely.

    3 p.m. I had about an hour to play.

    My legs shook a bit as I followed. Once in the woods, I took of my shirt. I wanted to feel the warmth on as much skin as possible. He walked without looking back. I was nervous. I was intent on this.

     We did not take a trail. He knew where he was going and how to get there. I submitted to the uncertainty, willingly. It had been a while since I had had sex in the woods… After about  after about five minutes, he stopping in a small clearing in the woods. Private enough. Big enough to be in full sun. Enough cover to provide privacy, and we were near no trails.

    We said hello. We stripped. He spread out the blanket. I knelt. I got the mask and poppers ready. I saw his cock grow. I took it my mouth. H got hard fast. He used his cockhead to play with my mouth.  

     Delicious. Sweat beginning to run. Sweet. The sun, the humidity, my skin responding, even to just the here. I knew this would be a special time to be nude in the woods. My cock responded.

    The sun beat down. There were birds. He told me, “Get on all fours. Give me your ass. I want it.”

    This first date was about sex, pure sex. No small talk. No getting to know each other. This was sex, sex the right way, for pure enjoyment, no other agenda. What would happen would happen. What would follow would follow.

    Then there were his hands on my ass – caressing it, lightly spanking it. Spreading my cheeks. His mouth was on my hole. Then his tongue was teasing me.

     He spoke, “Delicious hole… baby…”

    I felt a first finger, a bit of lube, first penetration. “Yes,” said by both of us.

    “Yes,” by me.

     “More?”

     “Yes. I want you to take my hole.”

    More. Two fingers fucking my hole. Then, two fingers from each hand gently seeing how much they could stretch me as I reached back to spread my ass cheeks. “More you will get, Bob…”

    The ass play continued.

    I was sweating. I knew he was. I was loving this.

    We working together quietly. Just the sound of our breathing. Then the lubing up began. His fingers carefully getting my hole ready. Then the sound of hands being lubed. The lube was running in the heat. Dripping down my balls. I grabbed some to apply to my hard cock, to rub on my chest. A pause. The two fingers were again fucking my hole. Though this time really fucking it.

    I could not be quiet. “Yes, ahhh!”

    Then three. Then four. Up to the knuckles. Fucking my hole.

    “Yes, ahhhhh!”

    We were two men. Nude. Under the sun. He was about to fuck me with his fist.

    “Let me feel your cock.”

    “After I fist you. After your hole is so ready.”

    “OK”

     “Get ready, Bob, get ready to take it. Get that mask on. I want to see what it does. Popper up like the pig you are. Let me feel your hole relax… feel your hole so want what I will give it.”

     I got the mask ready. Put it on.

     Starting taking deep breathes, letting the poppers hit my brain and hole, take charge. Felt the lust grow. Felt the real pig emerge. I started to push back on the four fingers in my hole, started to actively fuck them with my cunt. Four fingers, to the knuckles. In… then the addition of his thumb. Bigger. Resistance. The pressure of a hand wanting in, bigger than what used to be the resistance of a hard cock wanting it, wanting in.

    “Huff, baby, more, I am feeling you so want me to fist you.”

    The sweat was pouring. The mask was off.

    I wanted his hand in. Hard to believe but this would be the first time if he was able to get fully past the sphincter guarding my rectum. Slowly, adding pressure. I could feel the knuckles, pushing. I pushed back. “Please, don’t stop.”

    “Don’t worry, I won’t. This fist is getting in your hole, Bob. It is why we are here. For you to take my fist in the full light of the sun. Damn I want your ass. Take another hit, maybe two or three. Get that mask back on, pig. Drench that paper towel. Leave the mask on. Let the poppers take over your brain, while my hand takes over your hole.”

    The mask went back on. The delicious arousing, inflaming aroma of poppers filled my nostrils. The effect seemed to go all to my hole. I could feel the hits urging my anus to open fully. He let left his fingers and thumb in me, rotating, adding lube, more pressure, some in and out, that feeling of going from small to large, the knuckles… And then… a brief, intense flash of pain, pain that is really deep pleasure, deep pleasure, I wanted it.

    His fist went in.

    “Fuck, Bob, my fist is in you.

    “Damn.”

    “Let me rotate my hand.”

    Incredible. To feel so full. To feel the fist in my hole, turning, the knuckles stimulating my pussy. My pussy. Taking the next step. Then he pulled out. “Yes.”

    “Again, please.”

    “Yes. We have just begun.”

    Again, the pressure, the resistance, the entry, a flash of pain, the fullness.

    “Fist me, fist me, YES, fuck, fist me.”

    Under the hot sun. I felt a wildness come over me.

    Over and over again. In. Out. A string of precum hanging from my cock. My whole being was focused on what JJ was doing to my hole. We paused. I re-charged the mask again to go into a deeper popper haze. A deeper haze and a sharper sense wonder of this. The Sweat ran down my body. My heart raced. My head was spinning. We started to work together, his fisting in and out, me pushing back, pulling away.  I felt I had to stand up. To raise my hands high to thank the sun. I stood. His fist in my ass… the first of many times he and other men would fist me standing up – what would become one favorite way of giving my hole to be fisted. I could feel myself being overcome – of having to get down on my knees again – too woozy to stand – but so fucking happy, hungry being fisted. “Wreck my pussy. Wreck my cunt. Make me your fist pig.”

    “You already are, I can tell, Bob…”

    Like that first time getting fucked, you remember the first time you felt your anus close after that first fist entered you. That intense pain that is no longer pain, but pleasure. But then it is pain, you cannot believe something so large went into you.

    That day JJ was a gentle lover,  finally ending our time not by fucking me but by jerking off a load, hot my ass lips.

    How soon it was time to go. So hard to leave.

    “May we meet again?”

    “Yes, Bob.”

    “Here, I hope.”

    “For sure.”

    “Timing will be tricky…”

    “I have to have you again, Bob.”

    He has, but not often enough.

    It was not easy to put clothes on. I was glad I had an extra towel to sit on driving home. And in some strange way, I was not really embarrassed to walk in the Dunkin Donuts on the way home to get a coffee – a wet spot on the back of my pants. Or when I saw the little rivulet of lube and ass juices, and his load running down my left leg as I waited to order and then pay. I had finally been fisted. And outdoors. Not the first gay sex outdoors. But a milestone in my passage to fulfill being a homosexual.

    I made it home. It felt good to shower. My ass lips felt good when I touched them in the shower. I wondered if a doctor would notice anything. I do not care about that now.

    So, impaled right now on a huge dildo. I remember the days when a normal sized dildo fought its way to get into my ass. Those days are over. JJ has helped me so much. And feeling my hole distended over 4 inches – well now, no problem, it feels good.

    I remember that first date – to fist, in the sun. Not the last. Would that we could become lovers. He has taken my pussy again and again. No one does it better.

    And my memory is so much fuller than this brief memoir.

    I love you man. I want you. Now… and now that you are growing your cunt, I want to share cunts…

  • Daniel Effeminate College Student

    Back Home

    Early Sunday morning Terry received a text from his friend Ken requesting him to call him as soon as he arrived back from the cruise as he had a legal matter to discuss. Terry and Ken had been friends from the summer they first met and it continued through college and today as Terry was Ken’s lawyer. Ken was a very successful businessman partly because of his family background and also because he married the daughter of a very rich and influential politician. Ken had always kept his tastes and gay lifestyle hidden from the public even at college and throughout his business career. So he allied with Terry to look after his legal matters and his erotic taste for young gay guys. Even during that first summer Terry often had to be an alibi for some of Ken’s exploits.

    Terry recollected one situation when he had to cover for Ken when they took a young guy to a resort for a weekend. Terry had already checked in when Ken arrived with a very pretty boy who he had met earlier that week at the bookstore where he was employed for the summer. Ken took the job as a clerk as he thought that it may be a place to innocently meet gay guys. Mitchell was a very slim, reddish blonde haired, very pretty boy with a very wide mouth and nice brown eyes which were accented more with the stylish eye glasses he wore. Mitchell was just developing his gay persona with his effeminate mannerisms. He was very intelligent, top of his class and was an avid reader with very few friends. Too young with his boyish looks to visit gay bars he frequented many bookstores and cafes where he saw a wide variety of gay men. He had long been a customer at the store where Ken was employed for the summer. On an early Monday morning Mitchell arrived expecting to see the mature woman who was the store manager. She had opened the store and as business was slow as usual for Monday she had left on an errand and Ken was the only employee.

    Mitchell wearing mustard colour pants and a very tight bumblebee colour t-shirt entered the store and saw the handsome college boy. He immediately noticed that Ken had a taste for young mans like him as Ken looked him over with more interest than usual and necessary. Mitchell looked at the handsome, athletic, blonde hair employee with the tight designer jeans and a very nice package. He smiled at Ken when asking in a very soft voice where the manager was as he had ordered a special package of books. He touched his hair as Ken continued looking at him with unusual interest. Ken realized at once that the very cute boy was sending a message that he was gay and interested.

    A short conversation ensued with Ken getting Mitchell’s name and telephone number so he could call him when the books arrived. Mitchell taking a chance said “You can call me even if my order is not in and you have something you think may interest me.” Mitchell smiled shyly as he put one hand on his hip and with the other moved the stylish eye glasses back on his face as he looked at the sexy blonde bookstore clerk. He then stared at Ken’s tight jeans and the lovely package that was on display.

    Ken continued the dance of words with the sexy looking, young, pretty gay boy saying “Yes I may call as I have something that may interest you.” He then placed his hand down on his thigh just near his cock. Mitchell’s gaze followed the movement of the hand and stared again for several seconds and thought that he had seen a twitch in the thick cock which was on display. The pretty, reddish blonde hair boy then replied “Yes, I think that you do have something of interest” and the tip of his tongue brushed his soft round red lips. Mitchell was both nervous and excited as the scene play out as he had never been with another boy, he had only dreamed about a cute college guy like Ken. That afternoon they met for a coffee in an out of the way small gay cafe.

    While sipping coffee Mitchell put all of his effeminate mannerisms on display for the cute college guy hoping to charm him. Should he had known there was no need to seduce the college guy as Ken was extremely attracted to the pretty boy and wanted badly to fuck him. The next afternoon Ken was not scheduled for work so he invited Mitchell to his house for a swim. Luckily enough both of his parents were out for the afternoon.

    When Mitchell arrived at the house he was wearing a very tight silky purple top and a pair of tight khaki shorts which showed his summer tanned skinny legs. Ken welcomed him into the cool air conditioned house as he looked the pretty boy over causing Mitchell’s nipples to stand out in the tight shirt. Ken asked if he needed to change into his swim wear and took young Mitchell to his bedroom to change. Upon entering he took the young pretty boy in his arms and kissed him. Mitchell threw his arms around Ken and kissed him back.

    He had never been kissed by a boy and was extremely excited. Ken then removed the boy’s glasses and kissed him again and then whispered in his ear “You are such a pretty boy so sexy and faggy. I love your look and effeminate manner.” With that he started to undress the gay boy taking off his t-shirt exposing wide aureoles and fat nipples on a very smooth skinny chest. He said “Those are lovely” and proceeded to pinch and pull gently on the nipples and then leaned down and kissed them and bit them. Then he knelt down and unbuttoned the shorts Mitchell was wearing and took them down so Mitchell could step out of them. Mitchell’s hard cock was on display as he stood wearing only a tight colourful silky thong.

    Ken leaned in and kissed the pretty boy’s cock through the silky thong. He then lowered the thong and saw a thin 4″ uncut cock standing at attention that looked very inviting. He placed his mouth around the head and sucked it and then took the whole cock in his mouth and sucked on it. Mitchell was extremely excited having his cock sucked for the first time and put his hands on Ken’s head and gripped it. Ken then released the cock from his mouth and pushed it back with a finger and licked the underside and mouthed the small sac with Mitchell’s tiny testicles. Ken then took the pretty cock back in his mouth to suck and put his hands around on the boy’s round ass cheeks. He spread them and placed a finger on Mitchell’s anus which caused the pretty boy to moan loudly and grip harder on Ken’s head.

    Ken was encouraged with the loud moans from the young pretty boy with the sweet tasting cock so he released the cock again and put a finger in his mouth to wet it. He them put the small cock back in his mouth and sucked on it and placed the wet finger on the boy’s anus and tried to penetrate it with the wet digit. As a result Mitchell moaned loudly gripping the college boy’s head, his body shuddered and he cried out “I am going to cum”.

    With that he ejaculated several large jets of semen into Ken’s mouth. The college boy swallowed as fast as he could but with the sudden ejaculation and unexpected amount of semen he was not able to swallow all of it. He withdrew his mouth from the cock just as the last of the semen was jetting from the pretty boy’s cock. Ken took it in his hand and masturbated it drawing the last of the tasty salty fluid which flowed over the back of his hand. The pretty boy gripped Ken’s head for balance as his legs weakened from the organism which he had just experienced. His breathing was heavy and he backed away from Ken and sat on the bed with beads of semen dripping from his pretty cock. Ken approached him licking the semen from his hand and kissed the boy depositing the semen in his mouth and mixed it with saliva in the soft mouth of the pretty boy.

    When he recovered his breath Mitchell said “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to cum so fast. But I was just so excited.” The pretty boy was feeling so embarrassed. Ken replied “Don’t worry it happens to all of us and besides there is a lot more cum where that came from sweet boy. Now I want you to suck me.” He then quickly took off his t-shirt and shorts and stood exposing a large thick cock that was starting to get hard as he looked at the pretty reddish blonde hair boy.

    He looked at the red lips and the wide mouth of the boy and asked “Have you ever sucked a cock before? Do you like this one”? He then took down the covers on his bed and climbed up on it and inviting the boy said “Come here and suck me. Take your time.” Mitchell climbed up on the bed and said “You are beautiful. Such a wonderful body and you are so kind to me.” The pretty boy then leaning in with his elbows on the bigger and older athletic college boy kissed him and whispering saying “You made me so excited and I came really quickly, too fast for you perhaps. But we can do it again if you wish.”

    Then he started to kiss down the cute college boy’s slim athletic body licking and biting gently the smooth skin. He was unsure what to do and just followed what he was enjoying and what Ken seemed to like as the cute older college guy moaned and kept saying “Yes, yes”. Mitchell kneeled to the side of Ken and kissed his lower abdomen reaching the blonde pubic hair which he licked and made wet with his saliva and then sucked into his mouth and pulled gently with his teeth.

    Then he gazed at the beautiful cock a long thick one that he picked up in his small hand and held up so that he could kiss and lick. His hand had not gripped anything like it before and he felt the heat and how it was starting to throb as he caressed it. He had imagined masturbating big cocks like this one numerous times when he masturbated alone. “This is magnificent, what a beautiful cock. It is nicer than I imagined it to be yesterday when I saw it hidden in your tight jeans.” Then he started to lick the head tasting the wetness of the beautiful college athlete.

    The head was mushrooming larger and he could hardly get it in his mouth as he began to suck it and masturbating it with one small hand. With the other hand he gently caressed the huge balls in the sac below the big cock. He wondered how all of this could be tucked into the tight jeans Ken wore. His soft small hands and mouth were making Ken so very hard and the soft wide mouth with lovely red lips around the head was causing him to moan and grip the bed sheets as he bucked his hips.

    He looked down as the sweet, young, pretty boy with the soft voice and effeminate mannerisms make him so very hard. “Bring your ass up here and spread your legs and kneel over my chest.” Mitchell wasted no time in obeying the instructions and soon found that Ken was fingering his anus and his cock was again hard and slipped into the college guy’s mouth. Mitchell followed Ken’s strategy and he then put a small finger between Ken’s ass cheeks and began to caress the anus and then probed it with his finger.

    When Ken first saw the pretty boy at the bookstore he didn’t fully realize how excited he could make the athletic college boy who had experienced many girls and a few boys suck him like this. But few had made him feel this excited and so quickly.

    Within a few short minutes he bucked his hips and he ejaculated a huge load of semen into the boy’s inexperienced mouth which made him gag and most of the semen could not be swallowed and flowed out of his mouth joining the lava like flow of semen erupting from the huge cock. Mitchell looked at his hand pumping the huge cock in his hand and the flow of semen coming from it. At the same time he came a second time in Ken’s mouth without even thinking about it. He was so excited looking at the cock in his hand that he only realized the reality of his organism when his semen jetted into Ken’s mouth. Moments later both started to recover with Ken letting the small cock fall from his mouth while Mitchell fell across Ken’s body.

  • Learning His Place

    Can we go to my place?

    Okay…. Given our history I was a bit cautious about going to his place and his….playroom. On the other hand I wasn’t too keen on him knowing where I lived. But thinking on that wonderful hairy ass and the chance to sink into it as deep as I could, overcame the qualms I was fighting. I agreed to go to his place. While he went to get dressed, I compromised by shooting Dave, my bartender/friend a text,, letting him know what I was doing. That way if I disappeared at least there would be someone who knew where to look.

    Brock gave me his address, since we both drove to the Hole that day.

    I pulled up to a well kept Old Victorian. I always knew plumbing was a well paying job, but a Victorian, in this area, even a fixer upper, wasn’t bought with chump change.

    Brock was waiting for me on the big wide front porch. He almost had a look of relief on his face. Probably thought I was going to ghost him. He almost seemed anxious as he ushered me throught the front doors.

    It was kind of obvious this house was in the process of renovation once inside. The pristine exterior didn’t match the chaos inside, Everywhere I looked there were signs of work to restore the place from years ot even decades of neglect.

    When Brock tried to apologize for the mess, I waved him off. ” Dude, I;m not here to critique your home.” I waggled my heavy red brows at him. ” There was an incentive of you offering up your fine ass to be topped!”

    He actually blushed, This was a real turn-a-round, from the overly aggressive Brock, I first encountered. I smiled at him, with maybe just a trace of evil. ” Hmm…. I think I like seeing you in just your ratty old jock…. Maybe you could strip down to that for me?” He hesitated a moment, possibly not sure I was serious. ” Here in the living room?” ” Why?” I peered around. ” Is there someone else here to see you?” ” Umm, No.” ” Don’t you ever wander around the house in your underwear? Or naked?” He blushed. ” Umm, yeah.” ” So, then no problem, Right?”

    Yeah, I know I was being pushy. I confess, ordering around big masculine guys, turns me on. After living a childhood with no control, I admit I’m a bit of a control freak. Besides, every man I’ve been with has always had the option to say no.

    I was sure happy, when he began pulling clothes off that big sexy body. It looked like I was going to get my way. He was kind of awkward. Especially when he dropped jeans, only to realize his boots were still on. Soon, enough he was standing almost nude, in all his hairy, muscular glory. He looked at me quizzically. ” You keeping your clothes on?” I nodded. ” For now.”

    There is a aspect of control in remaining clothed while the object of your attention is naked or nearly so. It gives a psychological advantage. The person feels a bit vulnerable, or so I’ve been told. I walked around him, as if perusing goods on sale. He straightened himself, as if to look better, When I came around to his front again, I smiled gently. ” I believe you wanted to show me your playroom?”

    He lit up at that, and turned, without a word, to head for the stairs. Okay, no dungeon in the basemant. Saliva filled my mouth, as I watched that beautiful, full ass, sway up the stairs in front of me. My already half hard dick, went full mast in my cramped jeans. He led me down a hall towards the front of the second floor. He opened a door, and ushered me into a well lit room.

    No, not a dungeon, it seemed, but a castle tower. This old Victorian had double turrets on each side of the front. His playroom was in one of the front turret rooms. And what a playroom.

    There was quite an unusual looking piece of furniture in the room. Oh, there was the standard X- shaped timbers against one wall. Complete with shackles. Even an old fashion set of stocks, facing the big bay type windows. There was one very interesting contraption, that looked like a combination, workout bench, pulley and board combination.

    I walked up to it and ran my hands along the wood. There were shackles for wrists on one end. Then there were shackles for ankles on some of the complicated looking arms at the other end. ” This is interesting. Never seen anything like it.” Brock seemed to swell with pride. ” That’s my own creation.” ” HMMMM… Care to show me how all of this works?”

    He walked up to the other side of the contraption. ” Well, a person lies front down on the bench, their knees go on this part, and their legs go on this lower bar.” He looked to see if I understood. I nodded. ” Then they get shackled by the arms and ankles.” I smiled, realizing just how that positioned someone’s ass. ” then you turn this crank and spread the guy’s legs as far as they can tolerate.” He smiled proudly at me. ” Been told it leaves you feeling exposed and really at someone’s mercy.” I didn’t think my dick could get any more cramped in my jeans, but I was wrong.He pointed to another pair of cranks, that looked like they were attached to car jacks. ” These let you raise and lower the body board, so you can position a body, to fit your needs. Like putting a guys ass on just the right level, if you know what I’m saying?” Oh yeah, I could totally picture that. I looked over at the hunk of man. His eyes lit up with pride. I smiled.

    ” Ever been cuffed to this thing?” He looked a bit startled, then bit his lip. ” No……. But I have laid on it and imagined someone strapping me down.” He cleared his throat. ” I jacked off a few times imagining being helpless and someone taking away all of my control.” He actually blushed and looked anywhere but at my face.

    “Hmmm… Why don’t you climb on board and show me how it looks?” He blushed again, but moved to lie down on the board. I avidly watched his ass as he squirmed around to get in place. Once he was settled, I noticed for the first time, the odd slot at the end of the bench. A cutout to allow his cock and balls to hang freely. I hunkered down to look under the bench. It was lined in some smooth material. I could just imagine the head of a hard cock sliding along the underside. The more I saw , the more I was impressed.

    Brock was looking over his shoulder.watching. I went to the front and simply held out my hand. He hesitated, thren in either a show of trust or bravado, gave me his. I smiled as I reached fpr the wrist restraint, and carefully buckled it around his hairy wrist. Brock closed his eyes, tugged a bit and sighed. Then offered up his other arm.

    Once that wrist was secured, I slowly walked to the other end, trailing my fingers down his arm, his shoulder, his side, his hip, and a very hairy leg. When I got to his ankle, I shifted it to line up with the leg restraint. I shackled that leg in place, then moved to repeat the action with his other ankle.

    Then I stood back and looked at the big hairy man, who at this point was at my mercy. Brock was already breathing fast. Being in my control and not in his own was having an effect on him. I quick glance at the underside of the bench, showed his dick straining the pouch of the old jock. I went to the system that controlled the leg arms. I slowly began to crank Brock’s thick thighs apart.. I watched his face, no use in making him too uncomfortable. When he grimaced I stopped cranking. I went to stand behind him.

    I walked up between his spread thighs, until my denim crotch was nestled against his hairy ass cheeks. HIs contraption must have been set for his taller frame, but with my long legs, I doubted I would need to make any adjustments to fill his waiting hole. I leaned forward to place my hands on either side of his bull neck. I could feel Brock’s body tense. I wondered if he was feeling extremely vulnerable. I mean, honestly, I could very easily wrap my long fingers around his neck. He released a long sigh, possibly of relief, as I began to slide my hands over his muscular back. Yeah, it wasn’t the back of some toned gym monster, but it was a solid manly back. I plucked at the hair here and there in my explorations. Savored the feel of soft back hair on my finger tips.

    As I explored his body, I kept my hard denim covered bulged firmly against his ass. A look down my body, showed my crotch had pushed in between his big mounds, seperating them like a hard wedge. I wondered if he could feel the rough denim against his hole. I let my hands roam down his body until my fingers found his nipples. I gently rolled the peaks between my fingers, and Brock let out a soft moan. Responsive to nipple play, very nice to know. To test the theory, I gave both nips a sharp tug, and was rewarded with a gasp and Brock’s body arching, forcing his cheeks around my crotch further apart.

    I resumed carressing his body, watching a sheen of sweat glisten on his skin. When I got to his hips, I leaned forward to lay my torso on his back as I by passed his ass and focused my exploration on his furry thighs. I licked a trail of sweat off his back as I slowly slid down his body. His big chest was heaving, and he tensed when I reached the tuft of hair at the small of his back. I slid my body down across his ass until I was kneeling behind him. I reached between his legs, to cup the strained pouch of his jock. Then I slipped the material aside, to get my first glimpse of his man parts. Two fat rounds, encased in a large round hairy sack. Reminded me of the balls on a boar. His uncut cock was thick, had a nice purplish head, leaking precum.

    He jolted, when I ran a finger from the drooling tip, down the shaft, over his balls and to his taint. He sqirmed again, when I reversed the action, and ended sliding my fingers over drooling slit. I continued tracing up and down his shaft, as my other hand fondled his big boar balls. He began to sqirm, then breathlessly asked me to stop, or he would come.

    I abruptly stopped, stood then went to stand in front of Brock. ” I think it only fair, you see what is about to find it’s way inside you.” I unbuckled my belt, unbuttoned my jeans and let my cock out of it’s constraints.

    Brock’s eyes went wide when my dick sprang out. Now I’m not that long. With the foreskin peeled back, my cock is about seven and half inches long. Up end of average. What is not so average is the girth. I have heard the term beer can used to describe my dick. While not quite that fat, it does come close. It also has an unusual shape. The head isn’t one of those mushroom heads some guys have, but it’s big enough. My shaft gradually widens, so it continues to stretch an asshole wide as I slide in. Then it narrows a bit nearer the base, so it allows a hole to slip closed a bit. Coming out, that hole gets stretched out all over again. I imagine it feels like a fat butt plug forced in and out , the ass lips stretching, closing then stretching again.

    I smiled at the gulping motion of his Adam’s apple, and the slightly alarmed set of eyes focused on my cock. ” Don’t worry, I intend to loosen you up first. A big gorgeous ass like yours needs to be savored first.” With that I went back behind Brock and knelt down. I placed a hand on each furred mound, and gently massaged them. I watched intently as his crack opened and closed, exposing then obscuring the little pucker inside. Then I pulled each muscular cheek apart and gazed to my horny heart’s content at his most intimate place.

    That twitching pucker was surprisingly tiny. It must have been the only thing small about the man. I let go one cheek, to free my hand. and brought a finger up to touch that little slit. Brock’s body clenched, and what sounded like a very needy groan, escaped his lips. ” Like me touching your hole, Big Boy?” I took his grunt and the wiggle of his hips as a yes. ” Well…I like touching your sweet little hole too. In fact it looks good enough to taste!” So I did. I touched the tip of my tongue to his hole , right beside my massaging finger. Little salty from sweat and abit funky to my nose. Not shit funky, but more like concentrated man smell.

    I slapped my hand back to his cheek and pried the hairy globes apart as far as I could. Then I began to lick, and force my tongue inside of him. Brock pushed back against my mouth as far as his restraints allowed. I greedily plundered that tiny hole, until my leaking cock threatened to spew. I backed off eating ass, and looked around. Lube would be needed, and apparently Brock was always prepared, because a tube was conveniently within reach. Along with condoms. I snagged the lube and spreading those wonderful full cheeks, I squeeezed some onto his tiny slit. I used a finger to smooth all around the lips of his madly twitching hole. As I did that, I squeezed more lube on my fingers. Once the massaging finger was wet, I pushed at his hole.

    He was incredibly tight. I thought my finger would snap off when he clenched it. I let my finger still, and held it in by force. Just one skinny finger, and Brock was panting lke I shoved a Sherman Tank up his butt. I was beginning to doubt this big man would ever take my big cock. Suddenly he took a huge breath, let it out and his lips relaxed enough to let my finger slide all of the way in.

    I admit, seeing my finger buried to the hillt inside his pink hole was so hot, it made my cock jump. Then Brock tenatively began to wriggle his hips around, causing my finger to slide around inside him. The hot wet feel of his insides felt so great on my finger. I knew I was going to have to speed things up a bit, if I ever wanted my dick to feel that same hot wetness.

    I quested with my finger tip until I found that wonderful little bundle of nerves that can drive a man wild. Brock let out a mini roar when I connected. I concentrated on his joy bundle for a while, then pulled back, to slip another finger into him. Again, his little hole was so tight, I was afraid it wouldn’t go in. It took some pressure but I managed two fingers. Brock went wild when two fingers rubbed his prostate, He bucked, moaned, and gasped. I think at that point he experienced a true anal orgasm. I could see a long string of precum dripping under him to the floor.

    I began to finger fuck the man at that point. I knew I needed to loosen up his hole more. It seems I have a three finger dick. Even then I’m told it can hurt . Finally I managed to get three digits inside his hot channel. By now the sight of half my hand inside him was making my own dick drool a small stream. I was honestly afraid I’d come, or he’d come before I could get my cock inside him,

    I pulled out and eyed his hole. I hoped I’d loosened him enough, but knew I couldn’t wait any more. I grabbed a condom, ripped it open and slid it on my dick. There was so much precum, I didn’t even need to lube it first. I slapped some lube on my shaft, dribbled a bit more on his hole and I was ready.

    I crowded up close to his spread legs, and rested my shaft on the crease of his butt. I let it slide down his crease and with out guidance it lodge against his pucker. A slight push and the head was spreading that same pucker. He was so tight. As I forced more cock into him, I saw his big hands clench on the restraint straps. His face was contorted in a grimace, but he didn’t ask me to stop. I watched the pink ring indent around my dick as I f.orced my self all of the way in. I held, until I saw the tension in his back release. Then I began the slow pull out. As I moved out, I watched the lips of his hole pull out with my cock. When I got to the wide part, Brock whimpered and grabbed the straps again. I began to move in and out of the big man slowly, feeling the incredible hot wet tightness of him.

    My cock must have been hitting that special bundle of nerves and sliding along it, because Brock’s body was shuddering under me. His hands were white where they gripped the straps anchoring him in place. I palmed his big hairy cheeks and spread them wide as I could. I love to watch my dick work a nice hot hole.

    As I continued to slowly slide in and out, Brock began to squirm under my ministrations. His breathing was getting heavy, small moans and gasps, slipping from his lips. I leaned over his back to to growl in his ear. ” So…… Is my dick working your hole what you dreamed of?” He shivered under me, and the back of his neck reddened. ” Yes….?” I was surprised by the question in his voice. ” But?” Now the red deepened. ” It feels so good……but….I kind of dreamed of you really pounding me! I really want to feel like I did on the floor….totally in your control!”

    I laughed.

    Not saying a word I grabbed his hips and pulled most of the way out.

    Then I thrust into him hard, the force rocking his whole body. Brock yelped. I then began to slam as hard as I could, spearing his ass. His big hairy ass cheeks were rippling from the force of my hips slamming into them. He began to curse under his breath, urging me on. His curses got louder, as I began to pull all of the way out and slam back inside him, my cock never missing his hole.He was practically screaming out his pleasure, reduced to ” Yeeesss! Plow my hole! Fuck! Fuck! Slam my hole!”, his ass rising to meet my cock each time.

    Then he let out a deep roar and his body began convulsing under me. He shuddered and moaned, his insides spasming around my penis. I slammed into him one more time, grasping his hips, keeping myself buried as deep as I could. I held his shuddering body in place, letting his spasming guts, work my cock to climax.

    Then with my own roar I emptied myself inside his body. As my own orgasm caused me to shudder, it vibrated my spasming cock in his hole, causing him to moan and gasp.

    Then he seemed to have another anal orgasm, and convulsed around me once again, his greedy ass trying to swallow my cock. My orgasm was so strong, I could see the white marks on his hips where my fingers were dug into him.

    Finally, I finished emptying my load inside him. I unceremoniously pulled out of him with a slurp. As I was waiting for my breathing to steady, I cupped those gorgeous hairy cheeks and leaned on his heaving body. Then I began to rub my still hard cock back in the cleft, rubbing the cum filled condom against his raw red hole………………… 

    And then………

  • My Upstairs Neighbor

    I knew it was time to end it. The last few months had been a whirlwind, after years of dating around with increasingly grim results, I’d finally met someone. James was handsome, smart, and ambitious. What had started off with a coffee date, had turned into drinks, movie nights, a string of hookups, and finally a real relationship. We’d been seeing each other officially for almost a month, we’d met each other’s friends, and it looked like we might actually go the distance. There was just one problem. The texts kept coming. 

    Before I’d met James I’d been living the standard life of a young gay professional in a big city. Lots of parties, lots of drinks, and lots of late night hookups on the apps. Some of those guys had turned into friends, many had been one-offs, but a few had turned into the kind of recurring hookup that’s hard to quit. One of these was Matt. He was older than me, maybe about 40, fit and tan with a light coating of hair and dark green-grey eyes. He also lived in my building, which made him incredibly convenient. When I met James I did the thing you do where you slowly tune out other people, most of the guys got the hint and dropped off, but Matt’s texts kept coming, and they were getting more insistent. 

    This was part of our game. I’m generally a top, but I liked a bossy bottom begging for my attention. When he realized I lived a few floors below him, he’d demand I come over and dick him down the same way you might Seamless some pad thai. It was a little humiliating, but I always ended up going. So when things started to get serious with James, I knew I had to officially end it. I was bound to run into him, and it was bound to get awkward. So when the text came at 11 pm on a Thursday, I knew what I had to do. James was coming over the next morning and we were spending the long weekend at my place so now was as good a time as any. 

    “Hey man, sorry I’ve been MIA” I typed, trying to keep it casual. “I’ve started seeing someone so I’ve been a little busy. Love hanging out with you but probably need to cool it for a while.” 

    Usually keeping it open-ended helped to let things cool down more naturally, but I knew i wouldn’t be seeing Matt again…or so I thought. 

    “Come up.” was all he responded.

    “Not tonight man, got a big day tomorrow and really can’t fool around anymore”

    “Just to talk” he replied.

    Clearly, I wasn’t getting off easy. But honestly, I liked Matt. He was a nice guy and we’d had a lot of fun. It was never serious but I felt like I knew him well enough that just cutting him off was kind of shitty. I decided to pop upstairs and talk it through. I was dressed in boxers and a t-shirt, getting ready for bed, but we’d gotten so used to late-night meet ups that I didn’t even bother to dress. An elevator ride later I was at his door.

    I knocked once and the door fell open, clearly unlocked. I was used to that by now. I stepped inside the dimly lit apartment and shut the door. As my eyes adjusted I saw Matt seated on the sofa, not totally to my surprise he was completely naked. It was hot inside the apartment, he must have switched off the central air that kept our building cool even in the height of summer.  In the dim light, I could see that he was sweating. His firm hairy chest, his thick calve spread wide, all glistened, as did his hard 8-inch cock stroked it. Involuntarily my own cock stirred in my pants. 

    “Dude,” I said calmly, trying to make light of the situation. “I told you can’t” I walked into the apartment, almost by force of habit moving closer. Soon i was standing across from him, a sleek low coffee table separating us. He hadn’t stopped stroking,  I had to admit that he looked good. 

    “It’s ok.” he said calmly, still stroking, “We can just hang out. I was about to watch a movie. Have a seat.” 

    He gestured to the open space beside him. I was about to refuse, I knew this was obviously a tactic, but he looked so calm sitting there, stroking rhythmically. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. We’d had some good times. Against my better judgment I plopped down on the couch next to him. Instead of turning on the wall-mounted flatscreen, he reached behind the couch and pulled out a laptop and began queueing up a video with one hand, still slowly stroking with the other. I could tell just from the thumbnails of the files he was sorting through that it was porn.

    “Come on man, I’m glad to hang out with you but you know I can’t do this.” I protested. He momentarily stopped stroking and put his arm around my shoulders, brushing his hand across my cheek. He was so close that I could smell the sweat and lube on his fingers.

    “It’s ok man. It’s totally fine.” As he said he be swiped his finger directly under my nose. I immediately felt calmer as I relaxed into the couch, his arm still around me as he clicked open the file. It was a slightly grainy homemade video, it looked like it had been shot on an iPhone. I recognized the scenery already. It was Matt’s own bedroom. I wondered idly if he had filmed us together. In spite of myself, my dick jumped again at the idea of seeing myself pound his furry ass.

    Matt entered the frame, followed by me. Both completely naked. I couldn’t place the date but it must have been recent based on my haircut, short and clean cut. On the screen, we started kissing, furiously raiding each others’ mouths with our tongues. A moment later he shoved me onto the bed. It all looked familiar enough until the version of me on screen leaned back, spreading his legs wide. On-screen Matt wasted no time lining up his hard cock with his/my exposed hole and driving it home. I saw the version of me on screen moan as he bottomed out inside of me. It all looked incredibly real, but i knew that it never happened. I was always the top, this had to be some sort of deep fake. I turned to Matt looking confused and mildly panicked.

    “What is this? How did you make this?” I asked, trying to sound calm.

    “We made it,” he said, smiling. I felt his hand on the back of my head pressing gently downward. I caught a whiff of his scent in the air. He was still sweating, still naked, what was I doing sitting here with him like this. The pressure on the back of my head increased but I couldn’t quite figure out how to fight it. Slowly he moved me down toward his hairy crotch. I never give head, but I felt my mouth opening as if by instinct to swallow him sliding my lips down the shaft. I teased the head with my tongue just the way I always liked. He continued to apply pressure as the head of his cock slid deeper down my throat, completely bypassing my gag reflex. 

    The taste was electric, sweat mingled with a bit of lube felt both familiar and totally foreign, but when my nose touched down in his pubes the scent of his sweat seemed to flood through me. I stopped pushing back and let him take control pushing my face up and down on his cock like a human fleshlight. Out of the corner of my eye I could still see the laptop screen perched on the coffee table. As a swallowed his cock for what I thought was the first time I watched myself being savagely fucked on screen. Slowly my resistance dimmed even further, lost in the moment. 

    I can’t quite remember how long I stayed like that bobbing up and down gratefully on his cock before I felt his hand on the back of my neck again, pulling me away. He grabbed my hair by the scruff and pulled me up to face level. 

    “We can’t…do this…” I said slowly, my mind was still fuzzy. For the first time, he looked genuinely annoyed pulling my hair back slightly in his clenched fist. 

    “If you want to stop, look me in the eye and tell me,” he said, his voice was still calm but his grip tightened for a second before releasing me roughly onto the couch. I stared up at him a moment trying to regain my concentration. He looked down at me and patted his lap impatiently. Suddenly I remembered what I needed to do. 

    Jumping up from the couch I quickly stripped off my shirt and shorts. It felt totally natural to stand in front of him naked, I’d done it dozens of times before. This was how we always talked. Surely now he’d understand that I couldn’t see him anymore. Spreading my legs I straddled him, letting myself sink slowly onto his cock. There was an instant of pain as the fat head of his cock slipped past my tight ring but the shaft slid easily inside of me. It felt natural. Strange since I’d never done this before. In the background the video played on, I could hear my own moans drifting faintly the screen as I got to work.

    “Look man, I’ve really enjoyed hanging out with you,” I said calmly feeling my cheeks settle onto his dark pubes. Taking a deep breath I started to lift myself off of him, tightening my hole to squeeze his shaft exactly the way I somehow knew he liked.

    “It’s just that I’ve met soooomone” I elongated the word as I lowered myself back onto him again feeling his cock head touch my prostate. I was rock hard but I had to concentrate. This was going to be a long conversation. 

    “What’s his name?” He asked calmly, leaning back on the couch as I set to work establishing a rhythm, slowly sliding up and down his cock as if I’d done it a hundred times before. Of course, I couldn’t remember doing that.

    “His name is James,” I said smiling a little as I remembered my boyfriend, but the smile faded as my concentration was drawn back to Matt. He had raised his arms above his head, linking his fingers behind his head. I could smell his sweaty pits and for a moment they became the center of my world, erasing all thoughts of James or the life we were starting to build together. 

    “Tell me more,” Matt said calmly, reaching up to slowly steer my face into one of his sweaty pits.

    Over the next hours, I told him everything about James, our life, our friends, our relationship, and how we fucked. All the while riding up and down on his cock feeling him stretch the walls of my…hole? No that isn’t right. My pussy. He was stretching out my boi pussy. At first it seemed a little strange, sharing this much with a man I was trying to sever my connection with, but Matt explained that it was necessary. Obviously, I was a little confused. For some reason I thought I was a top despite all the months he’d spent plowing my ass in this very apartment.

    Fortunately, Matt understood everything. Obviously, I was in love with James and he didn’t want to get in the way of that. He just wanted us both to be happy. But I was so happy now, sliding up and down Mattsters cock. Letting him open up my tight pussy. Mattster? That doesn’t sound quite right. How could I have forgotten his name? He was the most important person in my life…other than James. I was so worried that I started to speed up my pace, anxiously bouncing faster and faster up and down. His cock rammed my prostate over and over sending shocks through my body. 

    “Mattster!” he shouted dropping onto his cock over and over. His eyes rolled back.

    Fuck Mattster” I chanted as I impaled myself again. I felt his cock swell, my Mattster gave a guttural groan and I felt warmth spreading inside of me. At some point I had cum as well, spraying my load across his hairy chest. For a moment I took in my surroundings, confused about what had just happened. I had come here to break it off, not to fuck, let alone be fucked. My eyes connected with Matt’s and for a moment we just stared at each other. I could feel his sweat all over my body, his softening cock still in my hole as his massive load began to drop down my thigh. 

    “What the fuck Mattster?” I said groggily, trying to piece together what had just happened. 

    “Not Mattster” he said with a chuckle “Master” something about that sounded so right. I felt a calm wash over me as I leaned into his sweaty chest. I felt his hand once again pushing my face toward his pits as he began to explain what would happen next.

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  • Labyrinth

    This story is an illustrated work in a series, MODERN GREEK MYTHS – A WONDER BOOK FOR BOYS & MEN by Boy Mercury X and Graham Groans.  

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    One, Now

    It had been a week at least. Two weeks. Could it be three? Nick had lost count, without clocks or his usual routine. Theseus dictated their activities and if he had any schedule beyond his convenience, it was hidden from Nick. But Theseus was not a big communicator.

    It didn’t seem reasonable that Nick would be more fit in such a short time, but he did seem to be more lean, and stronger too. Of course none of this was reasonable. Not Greek heroes or monsters, and not even Philip’s disappearance which was by far the most mundane of the events that brought Nick to this point.

    “Eat,” said Theseus, handing over fire grilled bits of meat skewered on a stick. Nick had stopped asking the source of the meat. Theseus had not come back from a hunt with a stag or boar for a while. They were very near their destination, and Theseus told him the larger game stayed clear of where they were going. Nick was beginning to suspect he was eating something small and cute. Not that it would have made much difference at this point.

    Nick set his backpack, bow and arrows down and accepted the skewer. “Thanks,” he said. “Mmmm, very paleo diet.”

    Theseus raised a thick black eyebrow. Again, not a big communicator. But very easy on the eyes, with his glossy black hair, sculpted jawline, thick shoulders and abundant pecs. You could almost believe he was a hero out of Greek mythology.

    “Nothing,” said Nick. “Nevermind. Twenty first century humor again.”

    Theseus grunted and half swallowed his own skewer of hot meat, pulling the stick out through his clenched teeth, then blowing a jet of steam through his lips.

    “Y’know what this could use?” Nick asked. “Some salt. And some bread. Wouldn’t bread be good?”

    “We train,” grunted Theseus, nodding to the bow and arrows at Nick’s side. He stood up, and Nick was again shocked to see his thighs as wide as Nick’s waist.

    “Okay. Bow and arrows,” said Nick.

    Nick thought to protest, but why bother? There was really nothing else to do anyway, out in this weird forest. Walk, find artifacts, walk, train, walk, find food, eat, train, sleep, repeat. And he was surprised at how quickly he was picking up Theseus’s lessons with swords and arrows and shield. His rapid acquisition of skills had the same weird dream like quality as everything else that happened since the Greek Festival.

    Two, Then

    After some bow work, Nick lay down near the campfire, wedging his backpack under his head as a pillow. He didn’t need to be too near the fire. It never got too cold in this weird place, even at dead of night.

    As he lay looking at the stars he tried to remember Philip’s face. It fueled his will to keep going on because it reminded him of his silly stupid promise.

    “I want to break up,” Philip had said.

    Nick was caught off guard, with half a souvlaki in his mouth. “WHAT?” he asked.

    “I’m sorry,” Philip continued. “I know it must suck. I’m just not… I guess I’m not feeling it.”

    “Not FEELING it?” Nick asked, his words muffled by steak, pita and tzatziki. In fact he’d just been about to say the tzatziki was not nearly as good as his grandmother’s recipe she learned as a little girl in Thessaloniki. Surely Philip was not breaking up with him at the Greek festival, surrounded by 500 strangers.

    Ever since they met at freshman orientation Nick had been smitten by Philip. They could see each other’s awkward optimism and connected immediately. Nick hadn’t thought someone who looked like Philip with his amber eyes, sculpted jawline and easy athleticism would be interested in him. But he was. “You can’t even see yourself, can you?” Philip asked Nick after they fucked, the words warm on his plush lips. The next months were the best of Nick’s life, and he thought of Philip’s too.

    To be honest it was a thrill for Nick to call a guy like Philip his boyfriend. He was so naturally charming and athletic, people were just drawn to him. He was even recruited to a frat, and even now was wearing his Greek letter t shirt Zeta Theta Psi. So Nick found himself dating a frat bro which was cool, though he could never quite seem to fit into Philip’s frat activities. Nick used to wonder how he got a guy like Philip, and now here at the end of freshman year it seemed he never really had Philip at all.

    “But we — Philip — I love you. We love each other,” Nick said, his throat swelling with emotion.

    “I thought I did,” said Philip flatly, “but maybe I was wrong. People change.”

    “But I haven’t changed,” Nick gasped.

    “I know,” said Philip, coolly. “That’s the thing. I have. I’m sorry Nick.”

    Nick sobbed a little. Maybe Philip did take him to the Greek Festival for this after all. It was hard to let his feelings out in a crowd, no matter how hard his heart hurt.

    After a little while, Philip said, “I’d better go. We can talk again later. If you need to.”

    “Wait,” Nick gasped, without meaning to. “I lo—- I mean if you ever need anything, I’ll be there for you. I promise.”

    He turned to wipe his face of stinging tears as Philip turned and walked away, between the crowds on food vendor row, honeyed desserts, spanakopita and gyros on either side. His soft brown curls bounced gently as he walked.

    Nick’s recollection ended abruptly as Theseus tapped him and in a hushed voice said, “Wolves.”

    Wolves? WOLVES? What the fuck?

    Three, Now

    “Wolves?” Nick whispered, but Theseus kicked him hard and quick to silence him.

    “Sword’s across camp,” Theseus whispered. It was shocking to see the macho man sound concerned about danger. “Bow. Fast.”

    The bow was near Nick and the quiver full of assorted arrows they’d picked up along the way, scavenged from abandoned encampments and cottages. He reached over slowly to lay hands on it all, and heard a low growl.

    Oh fuck.

    Nick moved quickly, grabbing the bow and nearly throwing it to Theseus, as the hero rolled up onto his feet in one athletic maneuver, snapping up the bow in one hand as he held out the other toward Nick, turning in the direction of the growls.

    “Arrows,” Theseus hissed.

    First one, then two more lean wolves stepped out of the shadows into the campground. Their lips were curled back, saliva dripping fangs exposed. Their golden eyes gleamed with reflected light from the campfire.

    “Three,” Theseus whispered, shaking his open hand. It was ridiculous to notice at this point, but Theseus looked so fucking handsome right then, in the glow of the campfire,his heavy brow furrowed and his bristly jaw squared in the face of danger.

    Nick looked into the quiver’s hodgepodge of arrows for three of a kind. He pulled one, then another, then slid them back in to try another.

    “Hurry!” Theseus spat at Nick. The wolves had stopped in their tracks, but did not retreat.

    In the warm glow of the fire, Nick’s eye caught a glimmer of something shiny – golden in fact. He pulled out of the quiver three identical arrows, each apparently made of gold. The arrow heads, he noted, were not the normal pointed sort but rounded. In fact, he realized, they were shaped like cockheads.

    Increasingly put off by the boy’s pace, Theseus glanced down and said, “Not those! Any other!”

    Nick was brought back from his distracted state, aware of the wolves moving, the two secondary of them fanning around Theseus. He quickly grabbed the first three arrows he could lay hands on and slapped them into Theseus’s hand.

    The hero in one blinding motion put the three arrows at one time in place in the bow, fanned out across it, and pulled back the string.

    “Come…” he whispered to the wolves, holding perfectly still.

    At once the three wolves moved, half stepping, half leaping. Theseus let go the string, and three arrows sliced through the air, one piercing each of the wolves, which fell to the ground with a whimper.

    Without waiting for their bodies to hit the ground, Theseus spun round to lay a hand on his best sword. He turned back and within seconds lopped off the head of the nearest wolf, then the next and then the last.

    “Holy fuck,” gasped Nick, wondering if he’d barf.

    Theseus’s whole demeanor was instantly altered. He was smiling. He inspected each of the twitching bodies, stepping between them with a posture of bravado, laughing.

    “You see?” he asked.

    “My hero,” Nick said.

    Theseus sneered at the boy, and slammed his sword into the soil, leaving it standing there erect.

    “Mouth,” Theseus said, unwrapping the tunic that covered his now stiff cock. “Here.”

    Nick thought he might as well. For all his bad manners and odor, Theseus was a square jawed handsome man, with an outrageous body. Nick had seen that when he first laid eyes on him at the Greek Festival.

    Four, Then

    Philip had been gone for barely a minute when Nick noted the big shouldered man shoving his way through the crowd, knocking him to his feet. Not just big, but bodybuilder big, in a muscle-t and tight jeans that made clear just how beefy his round ass and thighs were. And – did he have a sword at his side, and a bow over his shoulder and a quiver of arrows on his back?

    Fuck, people take this Greek Festival seriously, thought Nick.

    “Hey!” he shouted at the man. “HEY!”

    He had no business getting into it with a guy built like that, much less one carrying a sword, even if it was just a silly plastic thing. But he was too pissed off to be shoved around like this. Philip had just broken his heart. He didn’t give a shit if the black haired brute punched him out.

    Nick scrambled to his feet, pulled his backpack over both shoulders, and took off after the man, but stopped when he heard a woman’s screams. Fair goers fled in all directions, knocking Nick to the ground for a second time.

    “God DAMN it!” Nick cursed.

    Before he could get up a second time he looked up to see the man squaring off with another… man? The new guy made the swordsman look like a shrimp. He was tall – seven feet, Nick guessed – and seemed as wide as he was tall, with massive shoulders and lats, and huge heaving pecs. His head was was so square and heavy it was almost a block, and he had a single thick ring through his nose, the most hardcore septum piercing Nick had ever seen.His features were so odd Nick thought for a moment he wore a mask.

    “Help — HELPPPPP!” Nick heard, and realized it was neither man, but someone near the feet of the larger man.

    “Philip?” Nick asked, as he got a good look of his former boyfriend, being dragged by a leg by ringnose as if he were a rag doll.

    “Leave him!” said the swordsman, drawing his sword, which suddenly seemed a little too heavy and metallic to be plastic.

    “LET ME GO!” yelled Philip.

    The second man, ringnose, simply reached out and wrapped one massive hand around the swordsman’s face and shook him violently, knocking his sword and other belongings to the ground. He then lifted the swordsman off his feet and threw him, at least ten feet, into a Greek Salad vendor tent, throwing tomatoes, cucumber and feta up into the air.

    Ringnose lifted Philip straight up, holding him by the ankle and threw him over his shoulder as easily as Nick had thrown his own backpack on. He paused to look up at the blue and white lanterns decorating the food vendor area, and seemed briefly transfixed. He reached out and ripped off an entire strand. Inspecting a lantern more closely, he snorted, then took his leave, oblivious to Philip’s kicking and screaming. Philip looked up and saw Nick witnessing the entire thing. “Nick!” he yelped, just as his captor turned a corner, “HELP MEEEEEE!”

    Five, Now

    Since that day at the Greek Festival, Nick had sucked off Theseus a few times. It wasn’t as if he had a boyfriend anymore. Philip had been clear about that. And as unlikely as Nick once thought it was for an ordinary guy like him to date a beautiful frat bro, he’d have laughed out loud at the idea of being with a muscleman like Theseus. So why not take advantage of his willingness?

    Theseus sat back with his legs spread wide for Nick to crouch between. His thighs were all muscle, and hairy, and gave something for Nick to wrap his arms around as his licked and sucked the hard curved erection. It was his first uncut cock, and he liked to play with the foreskin. But after a battle kill Theseus was all about business, so Nick got to work pumping him with one hand and sucking his cockhead.

    Nick swallowed all he could, and he did a good job, even though Theseus was as physically gifted in his boner as he was everywhere else.

    “Good. Good,” moaned Theseus, letting one of his beefy paws rest on Nick’s head.

    He’s been talking more lately. Whole sentences even. And Nick liked this.

    Theseus spit on his hand and clapped it on Nick’s asshole. Way to go, Mr. Subtle, thought Nick.

    Kneeling back on his haunches, Nick began to stroke Theseus’s club like cock with one hand.

    “Not that I wouldn’t like to give it a try, big guy,” said Nick, “but I think I’d have to work up to taking you back there. You don’t have any… lube, do you?”

    Theseus spat onto his own cock three times, and looked to Nick as if to say What else do you need? Nick almost had to laugh, reminded of those mythic Greeks and their rule of three.

    Nick decided to cut things off by wrapping his lips around Theseus’s cock again, going deeper and deeper. It was thickest just after the head, which didn’t make it easy. Nick smeared his fingers with his own saliva running down the shaft and off the big Greek balls. He ran his hand between the balls and the dark hairy nest of Theseus’s hole, and traced a finger over the pucker. Theseus grunted and shook his head No, but Nick ran two fingers over and then three, and the hero did not stop him. He pushed gently and then curled his hand into a fist so his knuckles rolled one after the other against the only soft spot on Theseus’s hard body.

    The ancient Greek’s thick body trembled as his cock lodged in Nick’s throat and his hole was massaged hard by Nick’s wet fist. He reached down to grab Nick’s wrist and pull it away from his hole, but stopped just short of doing so. Ah, thought Nick, I got your number buddy. He choked down yet more cock, getting off on the pleasure he gave Theseus, swallowing hard to tickle the cockhead.

    Theseus groaned loud and snorted and bucked his hips. Of course he just about took Nick’s head off as he began to thrust hard and fast. His cock swelled, choking Nick, and then gushed what seemed like an unending quantity of hot cum. With his big mitt hands he held Nick’s head in place, so the only way to breathe was to swallow every gush of semen.

    When Theseus cumload had dwindled to a slow trickle and his cock softened, he let Nick’s head go, and the young man crumpled to the ground, thick strands of mucus running from his mouth to the spent Greek cock.

    “Fuck,” Nick said, his throat raw and thick with spit, gasping. “Is that how they did it in ancient Greece?”

    Theseus held up the two sticky fingers he’d just been ramming up Nick’s hole and made a shoving up gesture, saying “We did this.”

    “Yeah, well I’m just human buddy.”

    Theseus shrugged. Nick pulled up close to him, and in the warmth of his dense furry body jerked off. Theseus allowed him to caress his hard pecs and nurse at his nipple. Nick had never before touched a chest like his, each pec a firm pillow dusted with curling black hair. It never ceased getting him off. His breathing quickened and Theseus pulled Nick’s head into his chest as the young man spurted his cum out on the ground. His full load was healthy, but seemed like a trickle next to Theseus’s torrent.

    Spent, they curled up together by the fire, surrounded by beheaded wolves, Nick looked at the quiver just a few feet away.

    “Hey Thes, what was wrong with those arrows?” Nick asked. “The gold ones?”

    “No good,” Theseus grunted, closing his eyes.

    “I’ll get rid of them in the morning,” said Nick, not keen to carry anything useless.

    “No,” Theseus replied, pulling Nick tighter in his embrace. “Too dangerous. Leave them be.”

    “Too useless to use but too dangerous to dump? Like nuclear weapons? That makes no sense.”

    “Most dangerous in the world,” the hero mumbled as he drifted into sleep, “But no good in a fight.”

    Well that makes no sense, thought Nick, as he dozed with Theseus’s furry chest against his back.

    In their wandering they’d scavenged weapons at battle spots and random campsites, usually with the skeletal remains of one or two deceased looking on. On rare occasions they’d passed larger abandoned campsites, and even fragments of villages. Theseus did not like them, saying they were ill luck. But those were early on. Like deer and boar they were nowhere to be seen as the duo reached their target.

    Theseus compared his weaponry with what they found, trading out if he liked something better. Nick picked through for daggers and arrows. But he had begun carrying the arrows earlier than that, going all the way back to the Greek Festival.

    Six, Then

    Stunned, it took Nick another minute to absorb that he’d just seen his now former boyfriend Philip being abducted by the huge muscleman with the ring through his nose. He scrambled to his feet and oriented himself to chase after, though he couldn’t guess what he’d do if he caught them.

    The first man – the swordsman – tore past Nick, sword unsheathed in hand.

    “Hey wait!” yelled Nick. He took off after the man, but tripped on something, going down on the ground for a third time in the last few minutes.

    He saw his own leg was caught on the string of a large wooden bow, the same one he’d seen on the first man earlier.

    “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” he swore, jumping up to his feet again.

    He didn’t know how to use a bow, and he had no arrows even if he did know. Still, it was a weapon, and might be handy to smash it over the abductor’s head. He hung it over his shoulder next to his backpack, turned to give chase.

    “You need these,” Nick heard, and a hand clapped on his shoulder.

    Turning he saw yet a third man – a baklava vendor, in a snug white t shirt, the sleeves rolled up. Unlike the other two men this one was not a muscle beast, though he was perfectly proportioned. He was, in fact, the most beautiful man Nick had ever seen. Ever. His thick dark brown hair rose like a crest over his faultless face. His lips were dizzying for Nick, full and exquisitely shaped with a cupid’s bow upper lip.

    “Huhh?” said Nick, swooning. He noticed the scent of caramel and lemongrass and fresh sweat.

    “You need these,” said the baklava man, in a voice as warm and thick as breathing in sex. He shoved at Nick’s chest an ancient looking quiver filled with arrows. Nick could feel his cock go full on hard, and he would have abandoned Philip right then and there. But the beautiful baklava man spun Nick around, swatted him on the ass, gave him a shove and said “Go. Go!”

    Without thinking, Nick took off, again chasing after the swordsman who was chasing the even bigger ringnose, Philip wailing over his shoulder.

    Nick couldn’t know then that he’d become the swordman’s – squire? Sidekick? Something else?

    Seven, Now

    After a long day of walking and training, they made camp at an abandoned site with two more skeletons. Nick made a fire the way Theseus taught him. Together they grilled some wild birds Theseus shot down with arrows that tasted a lot like chicken to Nick.

    Theseus was glad for the birds. They were so close now, game animals tended to stay away. They should, he said, be there tomorrow.

    Theseus was especially quiet after dinner, lying back and watch the slow movement of the stars. Nick couldn’t tell if they were the same stars as back home.

    “Are these stars, like friends of yours?” Nick asked. “Like isn’t Orion a star? Or a constellation?”

    Theseus looked at Nick as if he were daft.

    “That is the Ram,” Theseus said, raised a muscular arm and tracing a line around a set of stars, and then another. “This one is the Lyre.”

    “Oh yeah,” said Nick, but he couldn’t see it at all. He was never the most ardent student of Greek mythology, but he knew the basics. He’d always imagined Theseus as a beautiful young man. Weren’t those the ones sent to their death in the labyrinth? The most beautiful young men and women?

    Nick tried to imagine young Theseus. The Greek’s apparent age was hard to determine. He seemed world-weary, with a furrowed brow at most times. There were strands of gray in his thick dark hair. But his body was just amazing, and his face was noble if you could get past the dirt and scruff. He was especially handsome in recline gazing up at the night sky, deep in his impenetrable thoughts.

    “Thes, buddy,” said Nick, gazing into the fire, full of dinner. “Something I’ve been wondering. In the story, you killed the minotaur and became King. That didn’t happen?”

    “It did,” grunted Theseus. “Part left the labyrinth. Part didn’t. I’m the part still in.”

    “How can only part of you get out? I don’t get it.”

    “Part got out. Part never did.”

    “Okay, that doesn’t make sense,” Nick said. So much of this made no sense, but he was still trying to reason it out. “You can’t be out and in at the same time. Physics, man.”

    Without looking at Nick, Theseus asked “Your boy ended your… THING with you?”

    On “thing” he waved his hand in a circle.

    “Yeah,” Nick shrugged. “Our relationship. It’s called a relationship.”

    “But you chased after. To save him.”

    “Well I promised I would be there for him.”

    “But not together. No…” Theseus tried to remember the word, “relationship.”

    Nick answered, “But I still love him.”

    “So,” Theseus noted with a half shrug, again making the relationship hand motion, “part out, part in.”

    Nick tried to muster an argument that his feelings for Philip were nothing like this nonsensical labyrinth. But he was so touched that Theseus was in any way thoughtful about him that his heart swelled with affection. He was also less than certain that the Greek was wrong.

    After a long silence, Nick asked “Hey, Thes, speaking of in and out, wanna fool around?”

    Theseus, Nick had learned, was always game to fool around. He opened his cloak and spread his legs for Nick to suck his cock.

    “Uh, I was thinking the other side,” Nick said, thumbing back to his rear. “But before you do, I have an idea.”

    Nick grabbed the fatty skin of one of the birds they were eating for dinner, rubbed his hand with it to get us much grease as he could and then smeared it on Theseus’ cock. He observed how he could barely get his hand all the way around its greatest circumference and gulped.

    It wasn’t like with Philip, with lots of kissing, progression and reciprocation. Fooling around with Theseus , Nick would say, was more to the point. On the ground on his belly, he spread his legs to give Theseus’s fingers better access. Some fingerwork would make this easier, after all.

    Theseus straddled Nick’s ass, and pressed the fat head against the tender hole.

    “Okay now go slow buddy,” said Nick, as the cockhead pushed in. He breathed deep and adjusted to the wedge in him. Too quickly, Theseus nudged an inch deeper.

    “Whoa buddy, we talked about this, remember?” Nick grunted. Theseus, without words, paused for as long as he thought he needed to, then nudged in again.

    “Ohhhkay Thes, that’s good,” gasped Nick. He knew Theseus’s cock well now, and how its greatest girth was just after the head, so once he got past that entry was pretty easy going. Of course that still left the prostate punch that was coming.

    As Theseus slid his full length into Nick, he wrapped his hand around the boy’s chin and shoved three meaty fingers into Nick’s mouth to contain his yelps. Nick could taste the fat of their dinner on his rough digits.

    The rocks and quiver of arrows on the ground cast flickering shadows in the firelight as Theseus humped Nick, driving his cock in like a piston, his back arching like a bull’s with every pump.

    “Okay, unf,” groaned Nick, seeing stars even with his eyes open. “That’s – oh whoa, fuck Thes, slow dowwwnnnnn…..”

    Under the ancient Greek’s full weight dumped on him again and again, Nick’s whole body contorted and he spurted cum into the ground beneath him unexpectedly. Theseus’s club of a cock forced it out of him relentlessly, faster than his own body could shoot. Nick’s sphincter quaked and spasmed, milking Theseus and inducing him to shoot his own thick cum into Nick. He groaned loudly as every muscle in his powerful body contracted to flood Nick with his copious load of semen.

    Even only half hard, at its thickest Theseus’ cock stretched Nick’s hole uncomfortably, But when it was out, Nick felt a deep absence after having been so completely filled. He wondered how soon Theseus would be game to get in him again, to end the empty feeling.

    As unaffectionate as Theseus was fucking or getting blown, afterwards he’d always lie on his side and pull Nick in close, wrapping his beefy limbs around him in a comforting bearhug.

    He wondered how long they’d go on like this, and if Theseus would ever consider bottoming. Just another of the things he should have asked the Oracle, back when he had the chance.

    Eight, Then

    Ringnose was carrying Philip far out of sight, but Nick could still see the swordsman and was determined not to lose him. He was winded from the chase, but every time Nick heard a distant “Heeeeeellllp!” from Philip he had a renewed burst of energy.

    Greek Festival goers spilled to either side of the chase, souvlaki and greek flags flying, white cardboard ruins collapsing easily.

    As Nick spun around one corner he body slammed a woman in a toga, worn over her t-shirt and jeans. She spilled back over a card table covered with a flimsy arch. As she went down, the sign on the arch tore, and a banner fluttered up in the air and then landed across her, reading MAKE A PLEDGE AND MISCHIEF IS NIGH.

    “Oh God! I’m sorry!” Nick yelped, pulling himself off of her and the collapsed card table under her. “Are you okay?”

    The woman did not speak, but seemed neither injured nor upset. A smoke machine whirred behind her, releasing streams of foggy tendrils around them.

    Nick nervously looked around for signs of Philip, his abductor or the swordsman, while trying to maintain some concern for the poor woman he’d flattened.

    “Did anyone see which way they went?” he yelled to the crowd around him.

    But the bystanders said nothing, fearful of getting more involved in the situation.

    “Fuck,” he said under his breath, realizing he’d lost them.

    The woman before him reached down to pick up a sheet of paper on which was handwritten THE ORACLE IS IN – 3 FORTUNES for $3. She held the sign up to Nick and gave him a twisted half smile.

    “Did you see?” he asked. “Which way did they go?”

    The woman did not speak, but raised a hand, rubbed her fingers together in the universal sign for money, and then laid out a palm.

    “What? ARE YOU SERIOUS? That’s my — my EX-boyfriend!”

    She emphatically laid out her palm again.

    “Oh FINE!” Nick yelped, reaching into his wallet and slapping into her palm every dollar he had without counting.

    “Ah,” she finally said, her lips finally unlocked. She held up one finger and whispered, “Look to the labyrinth.”

    “What?” Nick asked.

    “All labyrinths are one labyrinth,” she murmured, holding up a second finger.

    “WHAT?” Nick nearly screamed.

    The woman held up a third finger and added, “The battle is not the way out.”

    She folded the bills and tucking them into the front of her t-shirt, finished.

    Just then Nick heard a loud “HEEEEEELP!”

    “Thanks a LOT!” Nick sneered sarcastically at the woman before he spun on his heels to continue the chase.

    Following the voice and the splayed Festival goers, Nick found himself at the foot of a large painted cardboard structure. Across the entrance was painted in block letters LABYRINTH, in the same goofy lettering Nick recognized from his grandparents Greek restaurant.

    Hm, maybe the Oracle knew what she was talking about after all.

    From inside the cardboard labyrinth came a plea – “NIIIIICK!!!” Through what must be an acoustical quirk, it sounded very distant.

    He pulled the bow tight over his shoulder, hiked up his backpack and ran in.

    Nine, Now

    Nick was shocked to actually reach the Minotaur’s home. Of course that was the point all along, and he knew Theseus had done it many times before. But the time wandering and training and fucking had begun to seem like it would go on and on. Maybe there was something to the endless cycle in the labyrinth after all, and Nick wondered if part of him would stay here forever like Theseus.

    Near a steep cliff overlooking an eternal sea stood an imperfect stone tower that seemed to spiral in a knot from the widest point coming out of the soil to a crooked pinnacle.

    “Not the minotaur home I imagined,” Nick said to Theseus.

    “The heart of the labyrinth. It twists,” the ancient hero replied, “inside and out. Like him.”

    Nick knew the him in question was the Minotaur, but, Nick let himself wonder about the other him, Philip. Was he even still alive? Was he hurt? Starved? Tortured? Would this be a revenge mission instead of a rescue?

    Theseus rigged up two torches, wrapping rags smeared with animal fat from last night’s dinner around sticks. Funny, thought Nick, it was the first time they’d been indoors since they got here. What did he expect, electricity?

    Side by side they entered the tower. In every direction Nick could see there were staircases. Some leading up, some down, some leading into solid walls, some upside down. What the fuck, he wondered. Just when he thought this place couldn’t get any crazier.

    They walked through, as silently as possible. Along the way Nick noticed odd things. An upholstered loveseat that Nick thought seemed Victorian. A frame of stained glass, from a church Nick guessed. He followed a random trail of odd items.

    “We go down,” Theseus whispered, descending a curving path of stairs.

    “How do you know?” asked Nick.

    “He builds up. But always goes down,” Theseus whispered. “I know him.”

    “Better than he knows himself?”

    Theseus grunted in the affirmative.

    Nick followed behind, but a new random item caught his eye on one of the staircases curving upward. He hoped it wasn’t what it seemed.

    He silently turned and crept upward toward the object that shone dull white in the torchlight. A skull.

    “Oh fuck,” Nick gasped, “don’t be Philip. Don’t be Philip.”

    With trembling hands he lifted the skull. It seemed old. Very old. It was covered with a thick layer of dust.

    Nick noticed that his torch was bumping something making a crinkling sound and looked up. It was a string of blue and white lanterns. Where had he seen that before?

    The Greek Festival. He’d seen them there. In fact he’d seen the minotaur, in his human glamour, yank them before taking Philip into the labyrinth. Nick noticed they had barely any trace of dust on them.

    He sighed with relief. If they had no dust on them and the skull had a thick layer, the skull had to predate Philip’s arrival. But why the string of lights was there at all he couldn’t understand.

    He turned to ask Theseus, and realized the hero had gone down while he’d gone up.

    He was alone, for the first time since entering the labyrinth, back at the Greek Festival, when he thought the labyrinth was just a cardboard amusement.

    Ten, Then

    Nick ran through the cardboard labyrinth, wondering just how long does this thing go on?

    After a few minutes, his hand running alongside the painted cardboard brushed over something rougher. Stone. In fact huge slabs of stone, lining the walls, and even the floor and ceiling. The stones gave way to rough rocks and boulders, and then dense trees, and then finally sparse trees, with a nighttime sky overhead. And then nothing.

    Nick stood in a clearing just outside the forest he emerged from. A few feet ahead was the swordsman. But his clothes were different, or more accurately, gone. He had his sword, but his jeans and t-shirt were gone. He wore only a rough cloak, and sandals. He had a variety of weapons in addition to the sword, and leather straps and a bag of sorts. Nick himself was unchanged, looking down to see his same t shirt and jeans and sneakers, tugging at the strap of his backpack to ensure it was still there.

    “Where the hell is he?” Nick asked. The swordsman did not respond. He looked disturbed. “Where’s that big asshole who took my boyfriend?”

    The swordsman grunted, paying no attention to Nick, and started off.

    Nick chased him, punching his rock hard arm. “HEY! I’M TALKING TO YOU.”

    The swordsman stopped, and slowly turned to face Nick. He cleared his throat and spoke. The first words came out rough, like the words of a man who had not spoken in a very very long time, “Has your boy. I find him. Before dead. Maybe.”

    “Mister,” said Nick in as firm a voice as he could as he began to tremble, “You’d better tell me what’s going on.”

    The swordsman turned to him and sized Nick up with his eyes. He could see the young man, barely more than a boy, fighting panic, worried for his friend and for himself. He again cleared his throat, unaccustomed to so much speech, and stepped up close to Nick.

    “He… gets out. Through the labyrinth. Takes very… beautiful boys. Brings them here.”

    “But it’s night here – it was day. And your clothes – what –?” Nick was near tears.

    The swordsman put a single meaty hand on Nick’s shoulder to steady him. It was surprisingly effective. He tried to find the words and again spoke, “When we pass we… change. You don’t see as we truly are. For me and for… him.”

    “Who the fuck is he?” Nick asked, getting his bearings.

    The swordsman held up fingers on either side of his head, approximating horns. “Minotaur.”

    “Minotaur? What? Where the hell are we?”

    “Labyrinth.”

    “Well it doesn’t LOOK like a labyrinth. It looks like a remote island.”

    “It is labyrinth.”

    “Well that makes no sense. If this is the labyrinth who the hell does that make you?”

    The man rested his hand on the hilt of his sword and said simply, “Theseus.”

    Eleven, Now

    “Theseus?” Nick whispered in the dark. “Theseus? Buddy? Where are you?”

    At first there was only silence, but it was broken by a loud animal bellow that seemed to shake the labyrinth and almost knocked Nick to his feet.

    “What the actual FUCK?” he asked, crouching on the crooked stairs, covering his head with his hands.

    Then a moment later he heard it again, something like a deep moan building up and being released from a powerful engine. It emanated from below, and Nick remembered Theseus heading down – down the stairs.

    Nick scrambled, working hard to not slide down the uneven crooked stairs. Again he heard the animal bellow, louder this time, and felt the temperature rise.

    At the base of the stairs Nick held close to the wall. His own torch stood out less as he saw the walls lined irregularly with torches at various heights and angles, casting haphazard shadows. And then motion, shadows moving and… a long tufted tail?

    Nick gasped on seeing the minotaur. He knew his appearance at the Greek Festival, like Theseus’s, was an illusion, a glamour that somehow governs the appearance of those exiting into the earthly plane. But this knowledge didn’t prepare him for his true appearance.

    Over seven feet tall, maybe eight feet, and a body of pure muscle that would make any bodybuilder shrink in comparison, tan skin barely visible under a coat of blue-gray fur covering him in every part but his mammoth cock. It was so big Nick thought it was a limb at first, being at least as long and wide around as Nick’s own forearm. His legs were as thick around as Nick’s torso, and at his knees curved back and then down again into hooves as hard and big as bowling balls. And his head that of a bull – a BULL! – with the same nose ring, and two white horns curving round like a crescent moon on its side. And a tail, at least three feet long, whipping violently.

    The beast was snorting and cocking his head, Theseus standing with his legs braced wide, his sword in one hand and a club in the other. He swayed side to side, ready to strike or defend himself. Nick recognized the posture from his training.

    The underground level of the minotaur’s home was as chaotic and confusing as the upper levels, but unfinished, with odd pits dug, rocks unsmoothed in their natural shapes, troughs dug in meandering paths. For a second when Nick saw the pit his first thought was of Philip’s corpse being buried. But then he saw, behind Theseus, a primitive prison, sticks bound with leather strips, and inside it a lone young man, dirty but alive.

    “PHILIP!” Nick screamed out, catching Theseus’ attention, and even a slight turn of the minotaur’s monstrous head.

    “NICK!” Philip shouted back, ambling up to his feet and rattling at the bars of his prison.

    Without pause, Nick ran around Theseus and the minotaur. The beast reached out more quickly than Nick could have imagined to grab at him, but jerked his hand back as Theseus swung his blade. Good thing, Nick was aware, as his hand could have wrapped fully around his head and had the strength to crush it.

    At the cage, Nick reached through the bars to hold Philip. He looked tired and thin, smudged with dirt and his white frat shirt was ripped, but he seemed otherwise healthy enough. His chamber was equipped with an odd assortment of amenities – crude bowls, chairs and even paper lanterns.

    “How did you get here?” Philip asked tearfully.

    “I just….” Nick began, before his words were choked by his own tears. “I said I’d be there for you. I said it, and I meant it.”

    The two began to rattle at the cage, and Nick pulled a dagger from his side to hack at the crude bars.

    “Holy fuck!” said Philip, looking past Nick.

    Turning around, Nick could see that the minotaur had hit Theseus hard, sending his sword across the room. The beast snorted and stamped a hoof, then bellowed a deafening roar as he picked Theseus up and slammed him up against the ceiling, the down on the floor.

    Theseus struggled the rise up on his elbows, but the minotaur was on him again. He shook Theseus violently, and slammed him again and again, then dropped him on his back, stunned.

    “He’s gonna kill that guy,” Philip said, his eyes wide.

    Nick looked at the dagger in his hand and the bars holding Philip prisoner, then again at helpless Theseus. With one slash he cut through the last binding holding the gate shut.

    “No he’s not,” Nick said, tightening his grip on the dagger and turning his back on Philip to face the minotaur.

    He must look a sight to Philip, sure of himself, brandishing weapons, fulfilling pledges, and now about to fight an eight foot tall monster. He’d learned so much from Theseus since those first days through the labyrinth, when he started trailing behind the ancient Greek hero.

    Twelve, Then

    Theseus walked on, Nick following him.

    Nick had never experienced anything like the strange summer on the island before. The light seemed odd, refracted. And the temperature was always pleasant, whether it was colder or warmer. The water running in streams was cool and clear, and better tasting than any water he’d ever known.

    Theseus mostly ignored Nick. But as Nick followed, Theseus began to offer him bits of meat, without words or tenderness, allowing him near the campfire at night. With each passing day they walked closer together.

    “I can, like, help carry stuff,” Nick offered one day. Theseus threw his bow and arrows to Nick, who gladly picked them up and walked on. “I guess you ancient Greeks guys liked sidekicks, right?”

    Theseus gave him a side eye glance and kept on.

    The Greek kept to odd turns in his route, indicating Nick follow. He led them down a rocky hillside on a narrow meandering path just to stop halfway down the slope, look around, grunt once, and then turn back up the ridge. Then they took another path next to the first, similar in every way, but veering down the slope and ever so slightly more to the left.

    “Are we taking the scenic route?” Nick asked.

    “Labyrinth,” responded Theseus without turning back or slowing his pace, but indicating a maze like route with his hand.

    Later Theseus stood at a fork in the road for thirty minutes until he decided which of the paths they’d take. Theseus glanced quickly at Nick, who hoisted the bow and arrows and his backpack, nodded and said “Labyrinth. Got it.” In truth he was grateful for the brief rest.

    That night by the fire Theseus sat on one leg, the other raised. Nick couldn’t help but see his thick cock hanging over a pair of egg sized balls. Theseus had the most amazing body he’d ever seen.

    “So….” Nick began, trying again to make conversation. “How long have you been doing this?”

    “This what?”

    “He kidnaps guys, you try to rescue them. It sounds like a cycle? It happens again and again?”

    Theseus nods and grunts.

    “Why do you keep doing it? Why don’t you do something… I don’t know… different?”

    “Fate,” said Theseus. “My fate. His fate.”

    “What’s he like? Like how much man and how much bull? Does he talk?”

    “Animal,” murmured Theseus. “Just animal. No man there. No talk. Smelly. Hairy.”

    “Ya don’t say,” chuckled Nick. Theseus is oblivious to his implied dig.

    “Steals boys.”

    “Ermh, yeah. Sounds like anyone else we know?”

    Theseus was silent.

    Just my luck, thought Nick, hot but humorless.

    Thirteen, Now

    Nick jumped, throwing his whole weight at the minotaur’s back, stabbing with the dagger in his hand. Only after his feet left the ground thinking, What the fuck am I doing?

    As he could have predicted, he bounced off the beast barely noticed, his dagger nicking the hide but no more than that. Nick rolled into a freshly dug trench, where the broken soil and his backpack cushioned his fall. As he twisted around to get up on his feet, the minotaur gave him a side glance and snorted.

    “Hey ugly!” Nick yelled, waving his hands to draw his attention from Theseus. “How about over here? What am I, not pretty enough for you?”

    Nick began to sway from side to side out of nervousness, but noted the slow pattern drew the minotaur’s bull eyes to him. The longer he swayed the more focused the beast became, almost hypnotized. As he did, Theseus came to his senses, rolled onto his belly and began to crawl away.

    “What are you DOING?” shouted Philip, at the opened door of his cage. “Let’s get the police!”

    “Sorry,” answered Nick without turning away from the minotaur, continuing a rhythmic rocking keeping the bull eyes focused on him. “I know you’re scared, but I’m gonna need you to keep it together a little longer. We’re a long way from home, and here, buddy, I AM the police!”

    The minotaur observed him but did not move more than a slight weaving of his head. He made a deep rumbling sound that made Nick think of a car motor idling.

    When Theseus reached a distance he hoisted himself to his feet. He was awkward and slow, not himself, but alive. And without a weapon, trapped in the heart of the labyrinth with an enraged minotaur.

    “Hey buddy,” said Nick in a low tone, maintaining the swaying movement that so interested the minotaur, “On the count of three I’m gonna throw you the bow. Get ready.”

    Nick counted, still rocking side to side. “One….Two…THREE!”

    As fast as he could Nick reached down to pick up the bow and threw it to Theseus who caught it in one hand. The minotaur’s eyes locked on the motion, and at the sight of Theseus standing, the bow in his hand, he bellowed again. Nick’s legs wanted to run.

    “Thes, arrow now buddy!” Nick said, moving fast now. He reached into the quiver and pulled out the biggest most hardcore arrow he could find and and tossed it toward Theseus. At the same moment, faster than anyone would think a creature of his size could move, the minotaur charged Theseus, throwing him off his feet and into a stone wall. The bow flew from his hand and shot across the chamber, hitting Nick who tripped and rolled into a trench.

    The minotaur lifted Theseus and coiled a fist, punching him down again. He did it again, and again, snorting and bellowing as Theseus’ body went more limp with every strike.

    Fuck, thought Nick. Come on buddy, you’re Theseus. You can do this.

    When the minotaur finally dropped Theseus to the ground, the hero’s head rolled and he muttered undecipherable words. He raised a hand blindly, and it dropped. The minotaur blinked and leaned to smell his foe. Victorious he raised his massive bull head and let out a deep rolling bellow, and thick ropes of mucus oozed from his lips.

    Nick waited for Theseus to spring into action, but he lay there breathing hard. The minotaur was not still. His head twitched, his great horns cutting the air, and he scraped the ground with his great hooves. He turned his head down toward Theseus. He moved his head in and out again, angling his mighty horn toward the hero’s exposed belly.

    As if he’s aiming, thought Nick. Oh fuck, fuck, fuck, no. Not this time.

    Nick dropped his backpack and scrambled to lift the bow. He looked into the quiver and his eyes seized on the three golden gleaming arrows. Theseus had said they were the most dangerous arrows in the world, but no good in a battle. But the battle isn’t the way out, the Oracle told him.

    Nick pulled one and observed it was so slim and elegant it couldn’t do much damage. He pulled a second, remembering how Theseus shot off three arrows at the same time against the wolves. He didn’t think he he could manage that. But maybe two. Maybe.

    Fast as he could he crouched back on one leg, and braced the other forward against the far side of the trench for leverage. He placed the arrows to the bow, pulled the string back and took aim. Between the golden arrowheads he could see the beast rear back to drive its horn straight through Theseus. The mythic hero. The founder of Athens. The man who fed Nick, and taught him and protected him. His buddy.

    He could hear himself, as if distantly, say, “Time to go nuclear, motherfucker!”

    His fingers let go of the string and time went thick. His heart pounded loud in his ears, but drawn out and dull, ba-dummmm, ba-dummmm, ba-dummmm, as the arrows sliced the air in slow motion. They veered just slightly from each other in mirror arcs, as the minotaur’s great horned head rushed down at the fallen hero. Yes, yes, yes thought Nick as he tracked the arrows on their twin journeys. Then no, no, NO as they arced just slightly off course.

    One golden shaft struck true, piercing the side of the minotaur as the massive head thrust forward to impale Theseus, while its twin veered lower, slicing into Theseus’ chest.

    “Nooooooooo,” screamed Nick, leaping over the edge of the trench to scramble to Theseus’ side. He was caught up by Philip, pulling him back from the fallen hero.

    As he struggled to free himself, Nick became aware that neither beast nor man bled, nor had any visible wound from where they were pierced. In fact neither arrow was visible, both having passed through their targets without any sign they ever existed.

    The minotaur’s head crashing toward Theseus’ exposed belly veered as slightly as the arrows had, and instead of a horn a long blue tongue slurped out to lick the Greek’s muscled abs. Theseus slowly reached out and tenderly caressed the muzzle of the monster.

    Oh my gods, thought Nick, looking at the bow in his hands and the arrows he’d collected.

    Fourteen, Then

    Nick was a quick study. He learned to follow Theseus in his paths that appeared nonsensical without question. He learned to avoid the apparently abandoned village fragments. He learned to join in combing the campsites they passed for weapons or anything useful. Theseus compared swords and spears carefully because he could carry a limited number. Nick was assigned the collection of arrows, which were few and prized. A bow without an arrow is useless, and their number would need to be refreshed if they ever used any, so the quiver came to be filled with a variety of arrows of different sizes and materials.

    As Nick pulled an arrow from between the ribs of one skeleton he looked at the white bones and wondered who the poor guy was. He seemed better off than his buddy, whose bones were askew, some shattered and some tossed several feet away.

    That evening Theseus taught Nick to shoot with his bow and the arrows he’d plucked from the campsite remains. It was distracting to have Theseus’ thick arms around him as the hero showed Nick how to lay the arrow, aim and release.

    When Nick had successfully shot off three arrows, he turned to Theseus and asked “So would you say I’m a GREAT archery student? Or the GREATEST?”

    Theseus looked indignant, and answered, “I would not say either.”

    “Ha! Okay buddy,” Nick laughed. “I’m just messing with you.”

    Theseus called training over, and they settled down to grill some deer that Theseus had killed earlier that day.

    As Nick gnawed strips of meat off a bone he was reminded of the camper’s ribs he’d plucked arrows from earlier that day.

    “Hey Thes,” he said, “I’ve been kind of wondering something about these campsites. Who are these skeleton dudes we keep coming across anyway?”

    “Doesn’t matter,” Theseus said, tearing a piece of meat off the bone with his strong teeth.

    “Cause I noticed there’s always one or two, and they’re on the same path we’re on, right?”

    Theseus did not respond.

    After a while, Nick asked, “I’m not the first person to come through after you, am I?”

    Theseus shook his head, No.

    “And these skeletons are them? The other guys who came through before me?”

    “Some,” answered Theseus.

    “Did they all die here?”

    Theseus did not respond.

    “Wow,” said Nick. “That’s kind of heavy news.”

    Theseus continued to chew and did not make eye contact.

    “Thes, I know this doesn’t make sense, but nothing here does. If some of the skeletons are the other guys who came through, are the others… are some of them you?”

    Theseus’ silence was somehow deeper than ever before.

    “So sometimes you die?” asked Nick. “And then it starts again?”

    Theseus nodded, Yes.

    “Does he… does he ever die? The minotaur?”

    Theseus nodded, Yes. “Sometimes.”

    “Have I been here before? Am I stuck in this cycle with you?”

    Theseus nodded, No. “Me and him. Always me and him.”

    “That’s really fucked,” said Nick. “You keep killing each other and coming back, again and again? Just trapped in this cycle of hurting each other?”

    Nick tried to not wonder if by the end of this he’d be just another skeleton for some future wanderer to raid of his arrows, his dagger and backpack. He felt chilled, even though the climate was as comfortable as ever.

    “We were bound,” said the hero. “Long ago. To each other.”

    “Do you remember that far back? When you were young?”

    “I do,” answered Theseus, softy. “How he looked at me then. Such longing in his eyes.”

    Nick marveled. Nick had never heard Theseus’s voice go so soft, not since this whole adventure started. “His eyes? Whose eyes? The minotaur?”

    “We’ll be there soon,” Theseus said, as he sucked the meat off the bone loudly, looking wistfully at the stars. But Nick noticed the hero’s cock swell, as it often did after a kill or when he spoke of the minotaur. It was intimidating in its size, but beautifully shaped, and Nick had been thinking about it more each day.

    “Thes, buddy,” he said, “Do you know what ‘oral’ is?”

    Nick blew Theseus for the first time that night. It was fast, and Nick thought the back of his head would blow off when the hero came. He thought the ancient Greek must not have been with someone for a very long time.

    Fifteen, Now

    The minotaur lifted Theseus off the ground, and licked him from his thick thighs into the matted hair of his armpits, taking in his taste and pungent odor.

    Theseus, revived, raised his arms to wrap his fists around the minotaur’s horns and pulled himself up on them, as his cock sprung to full erection. One by one he let go of the horns to wrap himself around the massive bull head, kissing it and stroking its fur. He wrapped his mighty thighs around the great muzzle and ground against it, his hips thrusting slowly. Beneath him, the minotaur’s cock roused, a sight both irresistible and horrifying in its hugeness. It looked to Nick nearly the shape and size of his own shin and calf.

    “Holy fuck,” said Nick, as he stopped struggling against Philip’s grip.

    Theseus and the minotaur were oblivious to everything around them. They spun through the heart of the labyrinth, throwing themselves against each other and rolling against the stone walls. Their bodies writhed against each other, saliva and precum matting their hair and fur. The minotaur’s tail whipped around them, curling up behind Theseus and swatting his muscled ass.

    “Are they doing what I think they’re doing?” Philip asked.

    “I guess we’ll see,” Nick answered.

    Nick wrapped an arm around Philip, realizing at last that he was free. He couldn’t help but notice that Philip seemed smaller than he remembered.

    Theseus slid down the minotaur’s body and over the curved belly, down to his monster cock. He licked it and wrapped forearm and hand around it. As he stroked up and down the beast sat back and bellowed, its fist sized balls churning. Theseus opened his mouth and pressed it against the base of the monster cock and licked up, up, up all the way to the head which he struggled to engulf.

    Way to go buddy, Nick thought, recalling the many times he’d blown the hero. Now here he was with an even more impossible task than he’d given Nick.

    The minotaur ran its human hands through Theseus’ black hair, moaning deeply. In one movement it spun Theseus around to face the other way, and with one hand he shoved the Greek down, shoulders to the ground, ass up. Theseus breathed deep and exhaled, and his lips curled back and he… laughed. He laughed with complete abandon, raising his rear higher and pulling the firm cheeks apart to give full access to the minotaur. The long blue tongue slithered out and licked Theseus’ crack, smearing it with heavy mucus and snorting hot breath. Theseus moaned and arched his back, without a care for Nick or Philip or labyrinths or his stars.

    After slathering Theseus’ crack, the tongue licked more aggressively, the tip pushing softly, then firmly, as Theseus moaned out loud, into the hero’s tender hole.

    “Oh my God,” gasped Philip, his own jeans pulling tight as he too went hard. “He can’t…”

    While the minotaur tongue fucked Theseus, its monster cock bobbed up down, a stream of thick precum oozing down the shaft, around the balls and puddling on the soil below. When it could no longer hold back, the beast dropped to its knees behind Theseus and positioned itself to mount the hero.

    “No,” moaned Theseus. The monster snorted. “I want to see your face, love.”

    Theseus rolled over in one turn onto his back and hiked back his legs, pulling them open with his powerful arms. The beast took the hero’s ankles in his hands, propped his cock up and oozed more saliva onto it.

    As the minotaur’s cock nudged into Theseus’s hole, Philip gasped. “It’s not possible!” he said.

    “Philip,” Nick replied, patting him on the back. His whole heart felt warm. “That’s my buddy Theseus. If anyone can do it, he can.”

    The minotaur wedged the teacup sized cock head into Theseus. The hero gritted his teeth, arched his back and shoved his ass up higher to meet the monster’s aim. The beast slowly, carefully continued a long slow slide of his mammoth member into the Greek. At the point of the widest circumference Theseus breathing was fast and hard, and sweat covered his face and chest. But with steely determination he said, simply, “Fuck me.” The minotaur gave one thrust to squeeze through, and then sank the rest of his bull cock in, not stopping till he reached the root and his balls slapped against the hero’s ass.

    They repeated this cycle again and again, picking up speed and comfort each time until Theseus hole had relaxed enough to accommodate the monster. The minotaur began a hard fuck, pounding the hero again and again into the earth, stretching both his hole and his guts. Theseus groaned as his prostate was punched, forcing hot gushes of precum out of him onto his abs.

    The two slammed into each other, hips bucking, spit and precum flying. Theseus tried to raise himself on one elbow and clung to the minotaur’s thick neck. In this position the monster cock penetrated him most deeply and he let out a long loud moan. The sound aroused the beast and his thrusts reached a peak speed, pulverizing Theseus’s hole with abandon. Theseus’s own cock bounced up and down against his belly until he roared and his swollen cock belched thick ropes of cum, untouched, streaking his belly and pecs with it.

    Seeing his love in ecstasy, the minotaur seized up and thrust with all his force. “Aiiiiiiiiiiiii,” yelled Theseus. The monster erupted in him, great gushes of minotaur cum squirting filling him and then squirting from the tight hole when there was nowhere left inside to contain it. The long hard thrusts went on and on, in what seemed a millenium of passion compressed into a single rut.

    “He’s killing him,” said Philip in complete shock.

    “Nah,” replied Nick, smiling with warm affection. “Not this time.”

    Epilogue One

    “Well that’s something different,” said a voice behind Nick, warm and smooth as honey.

    Even before he turned to see him, Nick knew it was the baklava vendor from the Greek Festival by the scent of caramel and lemongrass and sweat. Even prepared, he nearly swooned at the sight of his handsome face, alit with a soft glow as if illuminated from inside. Philip gasped on seeing him also, as he inhaled the scent of soap and the sea.

    The baklava man no longer wore his apron, but dark jeans and a white muscle t. Over his own finely chiseled shoulder he carried a bow and arrows, the tattoo of feathered wings running under it. Nick could see in the man’s quiver the same golden arrows as he had just used, and a set identical in size and shape but made of cold grey lead.

    Beside him stood another man nearly, but not quite, as handsome. The second man wore something like a bike outfit in black and slate gray, and had slung over his shoulder a messenger bag. He was tattooed as well, with long, elegant serpents coiling his firearms, and running from his ankles up the sides of his well shaped calves.

    The minotaur and Theseus held each other in post orgasmic bliss, infatuated with each other, and oblivious to the onlookers.

    “So,” said Nick, “I take it you’re Cupid?”

    The baklava man pursed his lips and furrowed his brow with disapproval, correcting Nick, “Eros. And you may recognize Hermes.”

    “So this whole thing was a setup?” Nick wondered aloud.

    “Do you know how boring it is watching this cycle again and again and again?” replied Eros, the wanton god of a thousand tricks and cruel sports, from whom neither gods nor men were safe.

    “You put those those arrows in the quiver… knowing this would happen?”

    “Not knowing,” answered the handsome young god, with a twist in his smile. “More suspecting something might happen. Something different.”

    “And it did,” added the black haired herald. “Their cycle is ended. Or that cycle was. Now for something new.”

    Theseus and the minotaur rolled on the ground, their spent cocks rousing again.

    “Is this done?” asked Philip. “Can we go?”

    “You may,” answered Hermes, in his aspect as psychopomp. “The brat god could contrive to bring you here. But I, whose province is the in between places, can take you out, whole.”

    “Whole?” asked Nick. “Part of us won’t be stuck here?”

    “This is not your labyrinth, it is theirs,” said Eros, glancing down at Theseus wrapping himself around the minotaur and nuzzling his ears. “You may yet have a labyrinth of your own making, if you so choose.”

    “Well…. If we’re going I need my backpack,” said Nick, jumping into the trench to retrieve it.

    “I’ll get you a new one,” yelled Philp, eager to depart.

    “No!” shouted Nick, bent over and zipping up his bag in the trench. He climbed out, pulling the straps snug over his shoulders. “It has my stuff – my iPhone and my books and my stuff! It’s mine.”

    “Gather to me then,” said Hermes, opening his arms wide to wrap them around Nick and Philip. “All this will fade from your minds, and you will be home in a twinkling, as if you never left.”

    “What?” asked Nick in a sudden panic. “No! I don’t — I CAN’T forget. All the things I learned…. If that’s what it takes, I’m not leaving. Go without me.”

    Nick stepped away from Hermes to stand near Theseus and the minotaur.

    Eros smiled to near laughing, but Hermes was vexed.

    “It can’t be done,” said the god who is sworn to never lie, but does not have to speak the whole truth. “Two memories. It is not done.”

    “They are my guests,” said Eros, but it was no use. Hermes needed to think.

    The herald god considered and considered, in the same way Theseus had to consider the labyrinth he knew that was unseen by Nick. At last he looked up and nodded to Philip, saying “The beautiful one, will recall an assault by a brute who sought to carry him off, and that the brave one,” he nodded to Nick “rescued him. It is not true, but true enough.”

    Eros said to Nick, “You alone may know these things have passed. For your amusement provided, I grant these payments. I pray thee use them.”

    Eros’ eyes twinkled as his tongue lingered on the s in payments.

    Nick wrapped a fist around the shoulder strap of his backpack pulling it tight, looking at Eros, thinking with a tremble, He knows. The god of love and more simply smiled his twisted smile.

    Hermes again wrapped his arms around Nick and Philip, and they knew they were going home. At their feet Theseus rolled up on top of the minotaur. He wriggled his muscular ass against the bull cock, gazing at the monster with loving eyes, and the beast caressed him tenderly.

    “Hey, Thes buddy,” said Nick, “remember to eat something now and then.” He held back a tear as he realized Theseus was not listening to him at all, having eyes now only for the beast. “Thes… I’ll miss you—”

    And they were gone.

    Epilogue Two

    At the Greek Festival, vendors and workers were still picking up from the scene caused by Theseus and the minotaur.

    Nick noted the baklava stand was manned by a squat older woman. Eros was nowhere to be seen.

    “Aw crap,” said a Festival worker. “Who knocked down the labyrinth?”

    Nick looked over to see the cardboard structure had collapsed.

    “Should we build a new one?” asked a second worker.

    “I dunno,” the first answered. “Festival’s almost done.”

    “Damn,” said Philip, looking at his ripped frat shirt, his firm copper pec exposed. He remembered a creepy guy with a nosering jumping him and then being thrown over the guy’s shoulder. And then Nick… tackling the guy? Hitting him till he let Philip go? Or something like that. It didn’t seem to matter. “That was – that was crazy weird.”

    “You said it,” answered Nick.

    “I’ve never seen you like that before. You chased right after that big guy. Thanks.”

    “You’re welcome. I said – I said I’d be here for you.”

    “You were. But Nick…. Even though that was really cool… We’re still broken up. I’m sorry.”

    “Yeah,” sighed Nick. “I figured. But… can you hold on a second? I actually have something for you.”

    “Sure thing buddy. Least I can do after this crazy day,” said Philip, clapping his hand on Nick’s shoulder, causing his backpack to roll to the ground.

    Nick picked up the pack and just to be sure, looked inside. There, with his hoodie and iphone and books was a single golden arrow, gleaming even in the dark.

    “So what’s it gonna be?” he heard a Festival worker ask. “We going to build a new labyrinth or call it a day?”

    Nick’s mouth twitched from side to side in indecision.

    A HAPPY ENDING DEPENDS ON WHERE THE STORY ENDS.


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