Author: admin

  • New roommate

    My last roommate was a nightmare, so, when he left and I heard I was getting another one, I was anxious more now than before the first roommate moved in. This is my first year of college and, unlike some, my mommy and daddy aren’t paying for it – I am. And, while I want the ‘college experience’ I also don’t want to waste my money. I want to have fun but also study for my career. If I’m spending my own money, I want it to count for something. Jake was his name, I was told. That was it. Nothing about where he was from or anything like that. So, when the door started to open, I held my breath.

    Jake walked in and I noticed his cute dorkiness. He was about my height but with a more muscular frame. Not that it took much to exceed my five foot eleven, 175 pound frame. Still, I could tell he was a bit bigger than me. His big brown eyes were framed on top by his buzzed blonde hair, underneath with his scruffy blonde beard and on the side by ears that stuck out almost comically. I found him exceptionally cute as I’m attracted to guy that aren’t perfect. Sure, the ones in magazines and porn are nice to look at – good spank bank material – in reality, I like real guys. Guys with bigger than normal noses, balding guys, goofy ear, little belly and on and on. Jake fit this to a tee.

    Jake didn’t say much, so it took a few days for him to open up. Once he did, I found he was much like me: he didn’t smoke, was from a small country town, was the only child, not much of a partier – he was here to have fun, sure, but primarily to study and better himself.

    As we got to know each other, the dreaded ‘do you have a girlfriend’ question never came up. For me it was obvious as I am into guys. But even though there was a ‘bing’ on my gaydar, I couldn’t read Jake very well. Nonetheless, over the next couple of months we grew close. We spent more and more time together outside the dorms because we had very similar interests in physical activities, music and movies. We attended a couple parties together, which never ended up with either of us hooking up with anyone else. It’s also where I discovered Jake liked to drink a bit more than I did.

    We spent so much time together, I started to hear people talking, suggesting we were more than roommates. Which didn’t bother me much – I often dreamt about Jake and I hooking up. Those dreams weren’t helped much by Jake spending a lot of his time in the evening wearing nothing but boxers. His body was toned, but he swore he didn’t go to the gym, saying it was ‘the good, hard work from the farm’. I, too, came from a farm, but I didn’t look like Jake. Jake’s wide shoulders was offset by his narrower waist. His stomach didn’t have abs, but it was flat and covered with a blonde treasure trail that extended up and disappeared mid chest. Blonde hair stuck out from his pits and he never shaved his face completely during the first couple of months we lived together, which was more than fine by me. Additionally, his boxers he wore were just revealing enough.

    A few weeks before Spring Break was to start, when everyone else seemed to be planning trips to Cancun or Daytona Beach, Jake asked if I wanted to go with him to his farm in Montana. I’m from farther south and have never been to Montana, so I said yes.

    We booked the tickets and jumped on the plane. Once we landed, his folks came to pick us up. I must admit, it was awkward to meet his folks, but they seemed nice enough and had no problem with two guys traveling together. After a drive, we arrived at his ‘farm’. It all made sense now: what Jake called a farm I called a ranch. His family had, probably, hundreds of acres of land with horses and cows. It was beautiful in a way only a country boy like me could appreciate.

    His mother showed us to our rooms. Jake would stay in his old room and I was down the hall in the guest room, with a bathroom in between. His parents’ room was upstairs and, in a somewhat lower level, was their second living room (what I’d call a den). But the house was warm as, even though it was spring, it was still chilly, as they called it; cold for me.

    The first day we explored the land on a couple of ATVs – at least as best we could in the snow. It was enjoyable and Jake looked cute AF in his cold weather get-up. That night, his mom cooked us all a big diner and the conversation was good, although I could sense some tension between Jake and his father at times. That night, we stayed in the den and watched TV while his parents were upstairs. I asked Jake about the tension and he didn’t seem to want to talk about it. The next day, his parents pulled us in to the kitchen early in the morning.

    “We have to go into town for a couple of days so you two boys will be here by yourself” his mother told us. I thought strange a trip to town would take a couple of days. “I have enough food for you guys and Jake has our cell number if you need anything. Stay out of trouble, no drinking” she said, looking at Jake directly “And for the love of God, don’t get hurt out in the fields!” About an hour later, they were pulling away in the truck.

    “Why does it take two days to ‘go to town’?” I asked Jake.

    “That’s where my Gram lives. She’s not doing too well so they’re going in to make final arrangements” he replied.

    “Oh. Sorry to hear about that, man” I said.

    “Don’t bother. That old woman is a racist bitch!” he told me, with anger in his voice. I dropped the subject altogether.

    “Why don’t we watch a movie. It’s cold this morning and I just want to be lazy for a while” I offered. We went to the den, grabbed the remote and flipped until we found this terrible 80’s movie – seemed everyone was trying to save the ski lodge back in the 80’s. We plopped down on the couch and I pulled a blanket around me.

    “Sorry it’s so cold. It usually starts to warm up this time of year. I thought we’d have some more time outside with the horses” he said.

    “Well, warm is relative, but it’s ok” I replied with a smile. “I like it here. The air is fresh and clean. It’s quiet…” I took a chance: “And I enjoy the company.” I said looking at him with a smile. His cheeks flushed red for a brief second as he smiled.

    “Put your legs up here” he said as he turned and laid his legs along the back of the couch. I did the same, our legs touching under the blanket. After a few minutes, I started to move my legs against his to see what he’d do. He didn’t pull away. As the movie continued, I grew a bit tired, so I turned on my side.

    “You cold still?” he asked.

    “A bit, but I’m OK” I replied.

    “Here.” He crawled over me, shoving himself between me and the back of the couch, facing the same way. We were spooning under the covers. I started to get hard as any almost twenty year old guy would when touching someone he’d been lusting after for months. I tried to reposition myself and, when I did, I felt his own erection against my back. I pushed myself back against him and he, in turn, pushed himself towards me. I could feel his breath on the back of my head as he reached his arm around me under the covers, pulling me closer to him. I turned my head over my shoulder to look at him. He leaned in a kissed me.

    Electricity seemed to shoot through my body as his stubbly lips pressed against my own stubble. There was no tongue initially, just two warm mouths meeting for the first time. I turned to face him, our bodies touching chest to chest, stomach to stomach for the first time. I could feel his hard dick under his sweats pushing against my stomach. I’m sure he felt mine pressing against his thigh. We kissed again, this time our tongues exploring each other’s mouths. I could feel his perfect, straight teeth, his tick tongue and taste his mouthwash he used earlier.

    He pulled away. “Want to go to my room?” he asked. I nodded.

    Leaving the movie playing, and with the house to ourselves, we headed into his room.

    “Have you ever been with a guy before?” he asked.

    “Twice. You?”

    “Once. But we just kissed. You?” he asked.

    I smiled, which he understood meant I’ve done more than just kiss. “You….OK with this?” I asked.

    “I’ve been wanting this for a long time” he replied. I reached down and pulled his shirt up over his head. The room wasn’t as cold as the den, but it was still cool enough that his nipples were erect as well. I rubbed my hand over his smooth chest, enjoying the softness of his skin, secretly wishing my chest was as smooth. I ran my hands up his collar bone to his neck, pushing his head aside as I kissed his neck. He exhaled and shivered slightly, as I felt his up-until-now tense body relax.

    “Me, too” I said as I kissed down his neck, to his chest. Little by little I moved down his chest until I started to feel a bit of fuzz. I wetted the fuzz with my tongue, causing it to stand out more against his pale skin. I enjoyed each inch of his body as I moved down further and further until the almost yellow-blonde hair of his stomach tickled my chin. I could feel his cock rubbing against my chest as I grabbed the waist of his sweats and pulled them down, slowly revealing his golden bush. Having pulled the rear of his sweats down over his slightly fuzzy butt cheeks, I ran my finger to the front and finished the job. Out popped Little Jake. But he wasn’t so little.

    The past couple of months of Jake running around the dorm in boxers, I only caught glimpses of his dick. I thought I imagined what it looked like well enough at night with my eyes closed. I learned I’m not such a good judge. Little Jake was actually borderline Massive Jake. While his head was normal size, his shaft was a bit longer than I expected, but I never thought it would be this thick. His balls, which were larger than anyone else’s I’d seen to date, looked small in comparison. A nickname of Tripod would be more than apt.

    I rubbed Big Jake against my stubble, which caused his body to shake and him to gasp. I kissed him starting at the base and worked my way up the thick, veiny shaft. It felt heavy in my hand. Making my way to the head, I encircled it with my tongue, tasted the juice that had already started to drain from the tip. I wrapped my lips around the head and closed my mouth slowly. I felt his balls pull up as I slide as much of him as I could into my mouth. His upward curve made it difficult to take it all down my throat, but I did the best I could as his breathing picked up and, as I rubbed his sensitive head against the roof of my mouth, it gushed out an incredible amount of semen, slowly at first, allowing me to swallow the first couple of loads. But it seemed he was holding back because, starting with load number three, the force and volume he unloaded into me seemed supernatural. With a mighty combination of groan and scream, Jake started giving me every last ounce of liquid he held below the belt. I hungrily shoved my face into his golden goodness as his body pumped more cum into my mouth than I could hold. I swallowed as much as I could but, to be honest, his force and volume took my breath away and I was forced to let some spill out of my mouth.

    As he finished, his body stopped shaking, he pulled out of my mouth, his member still hard, wet and pointing to the ceiling. We looked at each other, me with white liquid still seeping from the corners of my mouth. He knelt down and kissed me, cleaning my mouth of his cum while I swallowed the remaining, finally being able to take a breath of my own.

    “Fuck. That was amazing” he said as he caught his own breath. “Sorry I should have told you I was gonna’…”
    “No. It was fine. I liked it” I reassured him.

    “Did you…..?” he asked.

    “Not yet” I replied.

    Jake pulled me up and knelt down next to me, pulling down my sweats and briefs. My piece fell out, stringing my own liquid from the massive wet spot he helped me create in my own underwear.

    “Looks like you did already” he whispered as he grabbed the head of my dick, encircling it with my own natural lube. He slowly started to push down to my trimmed base, then pull back up. He increased his speed and in less than a minute, I felt my inner stirring. I grabbed myself as he was doing it wrong and, looking down, pointed it as his care chest, releasing my own pent up angst, covering his smooth chest.

    Once finished, I shook the last drop out while he seemed fixated on my cock. While not as thick as his, it was a good deal longer, and that seemed to fascinate him. He stood up.

    “Well. That happened” he said with a smile.

    “Finally” I whimpered, my legs still week.

    “Next time, I want to try something different” he said.

    “Next time?” I asked.

    “Sure. We have two free days, after all” he replied with a smile.


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  • Skippy Gobbles Cocksnot

    The Intern Exits;

    Mr. Seemens spent the night before heading back to Chicago. Apparently he likes his meals to be informal because he ate dinner off a tray in the den while he watched reruns of Josh and me on the porn site. He cranked up the sound really loud. It was a little embarrassing sometimes.

    He ate while sitting on Josh’s face. My friend was on the floor leaning back against the couch with his head between two cushions. They muffled his butt munching a little, but the slurping came through every now and then.

    ;I was sitting on Josh’s hard dick and leaning forward to suck Greg’s. The man had made it a point to work our nipples for a really long time and then smacked a pair of suction cups on each of us. I think he resented our earlier over-eager attention a little. He’d tied off our balls with more cotton rope. Josh and I were hurtin’ and horny. From time to time Greg would reach under the tray to screw around with the nipple cups. This inspired us to apply ourselves with more gusto.

    Greg put down his last beer, wiped his mouth on the back of his hand and belched. The avenging angel had some rough edges it seemed. After I’d sucked a couple loads out of him and Josh had fucked a couple of his into me, my own crotch rocket launched, hands free. Greg lifted the tray away, grabbed me by my hair and pulled my sucking mouth off his slowly softening meat. Then he stood, pulling his ass off Josh’s face. The man stretched ;luxuriously – such a waste that there was no one around to sculpt or paint him – scratched his balls and started out of the room.

    “Clean each other off, faggots, then I want you to pop again in each other’s mouths. You’ve got ten minutes to get it done. I want you two empty and dry. ;I’m going to the john. If you can’t show cum-on-tongue when I get back, I’ll be using the ping pong paddles on your balls until they give it up. Got it?”

    We were speed sucking before he made it to the hall.

    Seemens slept alone…!!!!….but for breakfast I was under the kitchen table again, doing the deed on his dick. Josh waited table, standing by Greg’s chair between orders and errands, having his balls diddled while the man read a legal brief in his other hand. After the dishes were cleared he had Josh get up on the table on all fours with his ass level with Greg’s face. The man would sip his coffee, then take some and blow it in my bud’s butthole, warming and softening it. He poured himself a second cup and set it under Josh’s dick head. Then he milked that thing for all it was worth, finger fucking my buddy’s hot hole at the same time.

    “UUUUnnn… uuuunnnnnnhhhhh… UUUNNNNNNHHHHH!!!!” Josh splatted his nut right in the cup. Greg lifted the cup and stuck Josh’s dick right in, stirring the warm black brew until the cum was incorporated.

    “I’ve had enough caffeine, Sparky! Get this inside you. Suck it down or I’ll use a turkey baster and fire it up your twat.” Josh slid off the table and sipped thoughtfully.

    “Pussy!! Skippy-fag-boy! Here it comes…suck it all out, baby!!” His dick delivered. And then delivered some more.

    ;“Okay cock gobblers, I’m out of here now. Before I go you can kiss my dick goodbye.”

    While he straightened his tie, we kissed carefully. Then he zipped up, nearly catching my lip before I could retire from the field. He grabbed the nipple cups he’d had on us all during breakfast and plucked them off. We gasped.

    He leaned down, pinching and twisting our nips while we whimpered.

    “I’ll probably be back sometime next week. You might want to get some ice on those tits, boys, they look a little sore, like right here…(uuuhhhaaahhh) and right here…(uuuuuhhhaaaaahhhh)” He tweaked us some more on our tender nubs before walking out. I guess we knew who was boss. The memory of his final smirk remained long after he left.

    “Hey little dudes! How are you little pussies doing, huh?”

    Mr. Grimes and Mr. Stone were on the big screen. We’d been summoned by our phones to get to the den.

    “Over court recess today, Brian and I got caught up on your time with Greg Seemens. Quite the go-getter isn’t he? I guess you two got screwed really really well there a few times. The man knows what he wants and has a really long memory for shit he doesn’t like. Hell, that’s half the fun that Brian and I have when he’s in the office – making sure he gets shit he doesn’t like. Looked like he maybe took it out a little bit on you two though. Well, no real harm done I guess, although your nips look a little red still. Pinch ‘em for me, little dudes!”

    Hesitantly, inevitably, Josh and I reached up and squeezed our nubs. We couldn’t help doing a little pain face when we did. Those suckers were STILL sore.

    ‘That’s enough little guys. Just seein’ if you still do what you’re told. Your parents would be sssoooooo ;proud, I’m thinking!”

    The Boys Are Joined By The Armed Forces

    “Skipper! You and Josh need to meet some clients for me. They’ll be parking off the old road behind the house, so I gave them a temporary entrance code to the back gate. Oh yeah!…and they’ll be there at midnight. You two be sure to wear your white jocks and flip flops when you go to the meet up, make sure you can be seen eh? But no flashlights, little dudes. I think the guys want to keep this on the down low. I’ll check in with you tomorrow.”

    Well that sounded fucking weird!

    A little before midnight Josh and I trotted out of the house as ordered and slowly felt our way across the back lawn toward the little woods. It was fucking dark. No moon, and no lights in sight. At least it was a warm, almost muggy night. We were sweating and maybe a little scared too. We couldn’t see a damn thing.

    Suddenly Josh was swarmed by tiny red lights! I looked down at myself and saw more red dots skittering over my abs.

    “FFFFUUUUCCCKKK!! ; SHHHHIIIIITT!!!!! ;DDDAAAAMMNN!”

    Josh and I swore as we were hit hard in the stomach, the back, right in the ass cheeks too. Immediately five little spot lights came on, surrounding us and blinding us at the same time. We could make out a bunch of bean bags lying on the ground around us. They must have been what hit us.

    We started to make out five men too.

    They were dressed head to toe in black, complete with balaclavas. The lights were fixed to their foreheads as were night sensor targeting lasers, body cameras and microphones. Each held a gun that looked like a rifle on steroids, their huge barrels made to fire the bags.

    Joshua! Skipper! You two boys are now in our care for as long as we choose. I’m Colonel Kumayker, Army Night Stalkers, this here is Lieutenant Rockwood, Army Rangers, Lieutenant Hardik, Marine RECON, ;Air Force Special Tactics, Lieutenant Foekker and Lietenant Lodgepole, Navy SEALS Missions.

    “Men!! Ten HUT!!”

    All five snapped to, shouldering their big gun thingies.

    “Present short arms!

    All five unzipped. Five dicks fell out into the warm night air and began to sniff around for a hole of some kind to hide in.

    “FAGS!! Suck!!

    That sounded like an order!

    Josh and I scurried into place. I swallowed Rockwood’s cock while Josh worked Hardik’s pole. In less than a minute and without a sound, both me splooged down our throats, their balls jerking up against the base of their dicks as their man milk flowed into our guts.

    “Rotate!”

    With Josh and me still on our knees, the elite fighters moved clockwise. We were presented with two more rough and ready tubes of beefsteak. Two minutes more and we fed on Foekker and Lodgepole.

    These guys were awesomely efficient.

    “Foekker and Lodgepole, prepare the prisoners.”

    Josh and I were stripped quicker than you could say, ”Suck a dick!”

    Two warriors ran a hand down my ass crack, between my legs and grabbed the front of my thighs. Their other arms reached across my chest to clasp one another. Then they picked me so I lay suspended in the air between them, my head dangling to look back at my hanging hard junk and Kumayker’s huge dick and balls as they closed in on my pussy.

    “Joshua…get your mouth on this faggot’s balls and chew like a son of a bitch…NOW!” Josh was under me in a flash. I could see the back of his head as he engulfed my bag of nuts and started working them hard.

    “HHhhhhaaawwkkkk. HHhhhhhhhaaaawwwkkk.” The colonel hacked spit on my hole and shoved it inside with a big knobby middle finger. He worked it in and all around, hitting every point on the compass and then poked around some more, just for fun.

    “HHhhhhhhhaaaawwkkk. HHhhhhhhhaaaawwkkk.” This time he spit in his hand and wiped his shining knob with the stuff. I was about to get fucked by the unit chief.

    “Hhhhuuuummppphhhh!!!” The air drummed out of his lungs as he shoved his dick right into my pussy. When it bottomed out, he wiggled his hips so his meat luxuriated in the heat of my twat.

    “Fuckin A, men!! This is goddamn prime pussy. Tighter than a fist and hotter than a whore’s ass on a Sunday morning.

    “ Huummmmphh… Huummmphh… Huummmphh… Huummmphh…” The big man fucked my arse likea battering ram.

    “Rockwood, Hardick…grease my meat!”

    Our first two feeders walked up to my ass, beating their dicks in unison. Kumayker pulled out until just the head of his cock nestled in my pussy knot. The two men dropped their nuts on the colonel’s dick before he pounded their goo into my guts.

    “ Huummmphh… Huummphh… Huummphh… Huummphh…” Kumayker continued to beat the drum.

    I could feel spooge ooze out of my hole, run down my balls where Josh sucked it down. His tongue would slip out and clean the colonel’s bag from time to time, keeping those rocks hot and happy as they slammed against his chin.

    “Foekker and Lodgepole! Front and center! Unload!” The four lieutenants changed places like a well practiced circus team, keeping me helpless in the air – the colonel not missing a single jab. The fresh set of lieutenants moved into place, jerked a few times, then blew ropes of cum on their leader’s dick, the warm goo bathing his pole before he again pounded my defenseless body.

    “OooOOO HHHMYYYY FuuUUCCKKkkkiiinngg…. FFFUCKCCKKYYEEAHH!!

    The colonel fucked the new cum into me. He arched his back, slammed his hips into me and froze – unloading both balls and injecting his DNA as deep as he could get it in my body. I could actually feel his cannon go off in my guts. Josh clamped down on my balls and worked them with his teeth. My cocksnot spewed out over his back, some firing into my mouth as I watched myself come.

    “Skippy! Lick your fucking cum off your buddy, then suck him off. You’ve got three minutes while we regroup.

    The five men stood around me as I worked. They liked to comment.

    “Look at that fucking faggot suck his slime off that kid! Man, what a hungry pussy!!”

    “Really a faggot’s faggot, don’t you think? See how his mouth homes in on that dick? The kid is like a snake on a rat! He’s gobbled up all the meat and is still trying to swallow the balls too, looks like.”

    “Good damn!! Look at that pussy fag go, man! It’s like he’s not eaten a fucking thing in a week. That kid is a dog for dick, man, he’s got the true need to feed!

    Josh shoved his cock farther down my throat and fired away. His swimmers shot down my pipe and into my stomach. He soaked his dick in my mouth until it started to soften a bit, then slowly pulled out, finishing with a pop. Sometimes it’s hard for me to let go.

    His breathing back to normal, the Colonel announced, “We’ve worked these boys pretty well for the moment. They probably could use a midnight snack. We got any rations? Yes? Well, lookey here! We DID bring this gallon jar with us.

    “Look! Skippy Peanut Butter, Skippy! Smooth and creamy, just like your buttery butt hole…’Skippy!’…get it?” Of course we got it, but then they still made us work for it.

    The big lid spun and the smell of peanuts blended with the ball starch already perfuming the warm summer air. Five hard cocks took a turn digging in the rich brown goo.

    “Troops, the feed bag is on!”

    Josh and I knee walked to dinner, gobbling first one then another cock, as the guys circled us in our feeding frenzy. Our mouths watered like fountains, but we sucked off most of the earthy sweet paste. We had to dig in with our tongues to get the sweet smears that lingered in those pockets that hide right under their dicks. Their low hanging sacks slowly shrank and firmed up as five sets of rocks began their heavy lifting and five cocks hardened to the max.

    Josh and I scored a couple of meals each, and we shared the fifth, swapping the cum back and forth in our mouths before gulping it down.

    Then the men dropped trou’ completely. A spatula went back in the goober cream five more times and packed some thick peanut butter right inside each guy’s ass hole. They took turns standing at ease while we knelt behind them and sucked out another load of calories. They made damn sure we’d serviced every part of their rear guard.

    The guys then had us clean their cannons again until they rose to new glory.

    “Faggots! Make like dogs. Do it!!

    “Skipper, face me! Joshua…your ass by Skip’s shoulder, your shoulder by his ass, commanded Colonel Kumayker.

    Josh and I waited on all fours looking off in opposite directions.

    “Men! Take those holes!!”

    The four lieutenants squatted and stuck their dicks in us. Our mouths and asses were now full of military might.

    “Sound off!” Yelled the Colonal, looking on and slowly jacking his junk.

    Bass, baritone and tenor voices sang in unison as the men fucked us in rhythm:

    “We caught you and to be blunt

    We’re now going to fuck your cunt

    You’ll get screwed from north to south

    “Til the cum squirts out your mouth

    When it’s dripping off your chin

    We will fuck it right back in.

    (Chorus)

    Sound off, one, two

    Sound off, three four

    Dick your holes and fuck you…some more!

    We’ve got dicks as hard as rocks

    We have made you crave our cocks

    You are faggots we are not

    You will suck down our cock snot

    As you whimper, cry and moan

    We will feed you more hard bone.

    (Chorus)

    You’re got hunger in your guts

    For what we pack in our nuts

    We are true men you are runts

    We will shoot sperm in your cunts

    Holding you two arse to snout

    We will watch you suck it out

    We screw pussies all the time

    ‘Cause we’re alphas in our prime

    As we shove dick down your throat

    We just have to sneer and gloat

    When your ass and mouth go numb

    You’ll still beg us for our cum.

    (Chorus)

    The men cheered then broke into a primitive rhythmic chant…”Fuck yeah!…fuck yeah!…fuck…yeah!…

    Their hooting and swearing rose and fell as they each shot off in our asses or mouths.

    Yucking and panting, they pulled out of us. The Colonel walked up and splattered my face with his jizz.

    “Joshua, clean up that pussy faggot, he’s got my spooge all over his pretty face.” Josh started licking.

    Suddenly it was over.

    The night raiders were gone. They’d left Josh and me with our dicks in each other’s mouths. I guess they’d been watching the Skippy and Josh channel a lot. They also left us with a field baton in each of our asses. ;We discovered that if we spun them in our pussies, we could eke out a few more drops from our spent dicks for a nightcap. Josh got so horned up again that he threw wood yet another time…and then threw that wood in my hole. As he splatted inside me, he swore like a trooper.

    I guess I was out maneuvered all evening.

    The Boys Help With A Delivery

    “DDDrrrriiiiinnnggg!!!!! DDDDDrrrriiiinnnggg.”

    Looking up we saw a vision of the Emperor of the West Indies.

    He was coal black. His muscles strained the seams of his kaki tee shirt. There was an even bigger strain on the crotch of his glove-tight kaki bike pants. His head was crowned in chrome.

    We could see ourselves kneeling on the floor, reflected in his mirrored sunglasses.

    “Legal courier, special delivery. Is one of you little misters ;Skip? His teeth gleamed…mesmerizing. His voice was like butter in a barrel.

    At my nod he reached down with a clipboard and pen. I signed.

    “Here you go, little white butts.” He passed us each a sealed cardboard box.

    “Oh! And there’s an ears-only message for me here too, “Open upon delivery,” it says. (Paper crinkling.) “It says. ;“The two faggots on their knees in front of you need to blow you and swallow your cocksnot.”

    Still in the doorway, he dropped his zip and gave us the come-hither finger with his gloved hand.

    Josh and set the boxes on the floor and scooted forward, our noses scenting the smell of heaven in a spice field. My bud got there first. The guy picked up his big bag of balls and dropped them in Josh’s mouth. Then he hefted his meat and eased it into my maw. I started eating the big black mushroom. It grew and grew. We dined with great concentration. A trickle of rum sweet pre-cum oozed into my mouth.

    After a bit, those big gloved mitts grabbed the back of our heads and pulled us off his junk. The loud sucking sound meant that we didn’t want to leave, I guess. He pulled us to standing, pulled off his tee and plugged our mouths in his arm pits. Slick wet musk smeared our faces. Our nostrils flared, game for the smell of fresh man sweat.

    He swabbed himself with our faces a couple more times, then plugged our lips on his quarter-sized chocolate nipples.

    “Ooohhhhhhmmmmaaannnn, my little men!” You fellows are really into chocolate, aren’t you? We chewed and sucked and licked. We were really into chocolate.

    I wish I had time to fuck up your white bread pussies, but it’s just not in the cards today. Tight schedule. Maybe another time. I’ve got a case to hear this afternoon, and a judge can’t let something like a noontime hobby job stop the course of justice, can he? He jerked our mouths off his chest and pushed us to the floor.

    ;Remembering where we’d left off, Josh sucked in the man’s balls and I swallowed the dick.

    “You fucking pale assed faggots! You pink lipped dick kissers…god damn cock sucking pussy boys,! Man can you two work my junk!” He rooted around in my throat and swore for another full minute. His balls pulled up so mightily that they nearly popped out of Josh’s mouth. I felt a shivering pump start right where my lips worried against his tight fragrant curls. It moved along inside the prince of pipes and headed for my gullet.

    “Oh my fucking god, I thought…here comes the judge!”


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  • The City & the Night

    “Fuck Meat”

    Part 1

    The orange glow of the streetlights and sound of the Saturday night crowd couldn’t reach me here, sitting at a beer-stained table in a far shady corner of the city’s shittiest backstreet pub, nursing the remnants of a pint and a bruised ego. I’d spent six months without a proper job, had just been dumped — via text — by my latest girlfriend, and now the rent was due.

    I was hoping to run into Deano, a semi-acquaintance of mine from my student days, who could usually be relied upon for a joint and a pep-talk. I’d texted him but received no reply. Now it was getting late and I’d all but given up. I was draining the last dregs of my glass when a shadow fell across the table.

    “You’re blocking my light you cunt,” I deadpanned, not that there was all that much to begin with. Raising my eyes expectantly I saw Deano looking down at me and grinning like a twat; pint in one hand, can of Redbull in the other. “You took your time,” I said as he slid in beside me, patting my leg and pushing the pint under my nose.

    “You know how it is. Busy, busy, busy,” he replied cheerily. “Always up to somethin’. You know me mate.”

    Deano was originally from London. Why he’d decided to try his luck up north was still a bit of a mystery to me. He was one of those ageless guys; anything from twenty five to forty, a tall, lean redhead, eternally scruffy and hard to pin down. He hadn’t actually gone to uni, God forbid, but he’d become a familiar face at some of the pubs I’d hung out at during that time. He’d never been the brightest bulb in the chandelier, but he was always very good at numbers.

    I asked if he could sort me out with anything, but if I could pay him later.

    “Sorry mate,” he said, “nothin’ doing. Shoulda been in earlier. You got a bit of a cash-flow problem then?” He started tapping his pockets distractedly, feeling for something, then reached round and pulled his phone from the waistband of his trackies and plonked it on the table.

    I explained my situation.

    “Still managing to get down the gym though I see,” he patted my solid abs. “The Sweet Box ain’t it? Gotta stay in shape for da laydeez eh?”

    I snorted into my pint. “The Sweat Box,” I corrected him, “besides, the laydeez, for want of a better word, seem to have expensive tastes these days, and I’ve been living off super noodles for a week.”

    He popped the ringpull on his can, spray getting me in one eye, and took a long swig, then gazing sideways at me thoughtfully he leaned in. “Listen, if you’re lookin’ to earn a bit of easy money I might be able to help you out there,” he said.

    “I’m all ears,” I replied.

    He looked around the bar. “Not here mate, outside.”

    *****

    In the alley beside the pub Deano went over it one more time.

    “It’s like a, wotcha call ‘em, a peepshow,” he was explaining, “only the landlord gets pissed off if people drill holes in the walls so they have to peep from a chair right in front of yer.”

    I laughed out loud. “What, and they just… watch?”

    He motioned to me to keep it down. “Yeah, you crack one off. They watch. No cameras. No touching allowed. Sorta thing.” He took a quick drag on his roll-up and blew smoke into the night air.

    While it was true I wasn’t shy about my body — in my last year at uni I’d literally got my kit off for the rugby team calendar, and spent a memorable summer supplementing my income by stripping down to a thong at hen parties — even so, this was a lot different.

    He flicked his roll-up on to the ground, stubbing it out under the toe of his 110s and immediately sparked up another, waiting patiently as I mulled it over.

    “Tell you what,” he offered, “I’m on my way up there now. Why don’t you come with. See how it goes and if it’s not for you, no harm done. Just this once, yeah? It’ll buy you a lot of noodles.”

    Between the beer, my current diet and the long, thin joint he’d miraculously ‘found’ tucked away in his baseball cap, I had quite the buzz going on.

    “Just this once?” I smirked.

    “Scout’s honour,” he said. “Besides, you look like the kinda lad who can handle himself alright,” he winked.

    *****

    Making small-talk, he led me up the road away from the city and the throng of shitfaced undergraduates who annoyed the fuck out of me now I wasn’t one of them.

    “You remind me of that guy,” he said, affably, lighting up another rollie. “Whatsisname? Geezer of the Galaxy bollocks.”

    “I’ve been told,” I replied casually, secretly gratified. “My mates have started calling me Quilliam.” I could practically see the cogs turning.

    “I don’t get it,” he said.

    “Don’t worry about it,” I smirked.

    We passed the looming Arts Tower and along beside the railings that surrounded the dark sweep of Crookes Valley Park, narrowly avoiding being floored by some gangling tosser who hurtled towards us down the hill seeming to think he owned the pavement. We walked on for another ten minutes or so, then down a side street, eventually stopping in front of one of the large Edwardian houses which these days were mostly used as student accommodation.

    Some of them were still in very good nick. This one, however, had definitely seen better days. A couple of the front windows were boarded up, which had not gone unnoticed by the local Banksy wannabes, and the full moon glinted off broken roof tiles.

    They looked like dragon scales.

    “Watch that dog shit with yer foot,” I heard him saying.

    “What?”

    “Yer foot. No, your foot. No, the left one you daft sod. How much have you had anyway?”

    He placed a steadying arm around my shoulder as he picked our way clumsily up the overgrown path.

    “Who me?” The brisk walk up to the house had made me giddy.

    “No, Mother bleedin’ Theresa. Who’d ya think?”

    “Just a snifter.” I started to snigger.

    “Of what?”

    “Booooze.” I hiccupped.

    “Christ.”

    He eventually got me to the front door in one piece.

    “By the way, some of these blokes –” Deano was saying as he rattled the handle trying to get it to open “– let’s call ‘em clients, well some of ‘em, they tend to talk kinda like you’re, well, merchandise.”

    I was confused, “Merchandise?”

    He thought for a moment, “Yeah, kinda like they’re shopping at a car boot sale and you’re a Game of Thrones box set with a couple of discs missing.”

    I howled. “Nothing missing down here mate,” I patted my groin.

    “It’s all just part of the game to them, see,” he continued. “Look, once we’re in there just remember to ignore whatever bollocks I say, do whatever they say and play along till we’ve clinched the deal. Just think about the money.”

    “Think about the money,” I repeated, swaying gently.

    “If it helps,” he shrugged, catching me by the arm and propping me against the door which suddenly sprang open.

    I fell backwards into a dimly lit hallway.

    A swarthy looking bald guy with a paunch was sitting on a chair at the foot of a wooden staircase, reading a newspaper. He looked up for a second, seemingly unconcerned, as Deano gave him a quick nod by way of greeting as he was pulling me to my feet, then went back to his paper.

    “Is he one of them?” I whispered, way too loudly.

    “Nah,” Deano laughed, “this way fella,” and he led me up two flights of stairs without further hassle.

    Along the way we must’ve passed about a dozen or so doors, each with a number scrawled in marker pen, eventually arriving at a room at the far end of an attic corridor. Deano held open the door and I went in.

    It was small with bare floorboards and a yellowed net curtain half covering the only window. Wallpaper peeled off the walls and in one of the patches it looked like someone had been doing rudimentary maths. Next to the door was a wooden chair and an old chest of drawers. A dusty bulb hung from the ceiling trying its best to throw light on the situation. In the corner was a double bed with a metal frame and a mattress.

    “Welcome to the Penthouse suite, mate,” Deano chuckled apologetically.

    Ten minutes later I was sitting on the bed, trying to get comfortable, naked except for a torn black jockstrap which Deano had pulled from one of the drawers. He told me to leave my boots on; white sport socks pulled up over the tops, while he fastened a studded leather collar around my neck, saying it made me look extra butch. Fair enough.

    Then I heard the rattle of a chain. It was secured to the bedstead but hidden down the back. He yanked it out and attached it to my collar, soothing away my creeping doubts by giving me a long, deep huff up each nostril from a large bottle of Liquid Gold. Fuck, now we’re talking, I thought. As a final touch he produced a black marker pen and wrote a number above the fur on my chest.

    “No names,” he said, and winked again.

    Then giving me a quick once over he stepped towards the door. “Right, gotta go mate. We’ve got one due in a minute.” I heard the squeak of something being scrawled on the door outside. Then he was gone.

    *****

    Now I was free of his constant banter, I had a moment to contemplate the dubious reality of my situation.

    In an attempt to zone out my immediate surroundings I idly stroked the flesh of my semi-hard cock which bulged against a frayed hole in the jockstrap, letting my mind wander to all those nameless slags I’d wanked over through the years without giving a shit — from the stash of Readers’ Wives I’d first found under my older brother’s bed to the porn clips I regularly downloaded still cluttering up my hard drive — legs spread wide and fingering their gaping pussies for all the world to see.

    Is that what guys want from other guys as well then? I wondered. The sight of a bit of cock or arse and a quick release then on with their lives? Are blokes all just the same in the end?

    I was always happy enough to strutt around bollock-naked in the gym locker room in a kind of cocky display of masculine bravado while other guys hid behind their towels. I suppose I’ve just always liked the idea of being admired for my physique, up to a certain point. How was this any different? Some sad bloke’s gonna sit there and feast his eyes on what he knows he can never have. I’d be providing a service if anything. In a manner of speaking.

    Yeah, I can do this, I decided. Piece o’ piss.

    I let myself relax into the idea and even started to feel a bit horny. Then I began to notice noises coming through the walls. There seemed to be quite a bit of moaning going on in some of the other rooms and the unmistakable bounce of bedsprings. Someone’s definitely earning his money tonight, I snickered.

    Soon I could hear footsteps coming back along the corridor and Deano’s Estuary English in full flow. This is it then. I glanced down at the jockstrap, gratified to see the poppers were working their magic. I placed my hands behind my head, showing off my furry pits, and let my thighs loll open. Give the little perv a choice view of the goods, I thought. Then the door opened and Deano stepped in, followed by the client.

    In the dimly lit room it was hard to get a good look at first but slowly my eyes adjusted, then widened. Fuck.

    I hadn’t expected him to be so… handsome; forties, broad-shouldered and a good few inches taller than me, with perfectly chiseled features and thick dark hair sculpted in waves. He was wearing a sharp charcoal grey suit and a tie and carrying a large black briefcase. The light from the corridor caught the gold of a wedding ring. I gulped. He looks like Superman, I thought, with a beard.

    Deano closed the door and immediately launched into his salesman’s pitch.

    “And here we have number thirteen,” he nodded in my direction.

    Eh? I looked down at my chest. Oh right.

    “Fresh in today in fact. Jock type. Straight. Aren’t they all. First time being whored out as it ‘appens. Virgin territory you might say. Already got ’em lining up for a piece of this pussy. Lucky for some, eh?” He winked.

    I felt my face redden. Fucking pussy?

    The Cavill clone, to my further irritation, seemed to feel it necessary to think this over. “I dunno,” he drawled, his voice slow, measured, American. “I usually prefer my beefcake to have a little more… experience. Is this all you can show me?”

    Despite his alleged reservations, something about his calm demeanour suggested he was indeed interested. His eyes never left my body and narrowed as they traced the muscular contours of my gym-honed frame. He licked his lips. What was it Deano had told me; something about a game? This one’s angling for a deal, I thought. Letting me know he was doing me no favours, that I was just another nameless piece of wank fodder to him, whose sole purpose was to get him hard and get him off. To devalue me. I’m being haggled over like something on a fucking butcher’s slab.

    Then I felt my cock twitch. Fuck.

    Sensing that money may well be about to slip through our fingers, Deano gave me a quick, meaningful nod. I blanked for a second, then, strangely mesmerised but with something perversely akin to masculine pride stirring in me, my mind wandered back to girlie mags. Yeah, I’ve fucking got something to show him.

    Slowly, teasingly, I raised my legs.

    Sliding my hands down the length of my thighs I began to massage the succulent flesh of my arse, spreading it wider and giving the client a tantalising view of my hairy hole. I clenched it a few times, then slid a finger into my mouth getting it good and wet, reached down again and rubbed the spit around my tight rosebud. He stared down at my displayed arsehole with an unreadable, steely gaze.

    Feeling something more was required of me in this bizarre game of pussy roulette, I began to moan, gazing up at him with what I hoped looked like hunger in my eyes; quite the actor, I told myself, but whether or not I was fully ready to admit it, the simple truth was that from the moment I’d got a good look at him something else within me — something other than an inflated machismo — had been stirred into life.

    My body suddenly felt like it was moving on auto-pilot, observing itself from above, as I lay back, leashed and spread wide on a bare mattress in a grubby little room doing all I could to appeal to another man. Offering myself to him like some nameless wank whore. I lowered my legs and began stroking my bulge with one hand and tweaked a pert nipple with the other.

    Deano raised an eyebrow, obviously impressed, then hurried back to the deal at hand. “Yeah, sorry mate, all the regulars are full, er, fully occupied for the time being. Tell you what I’ll do, seeing as this one’s a newbie, you just pay me the basic rate and you can breed it raw at no extra cost.”

    My cock twitched again. I bit my lip.

    Maintaining his poker-face, the client silently stroked his meticulously groomed beard and pondered Deano’s offer like a particularly choosy diner hesitating over a steak menu. Playing the game. “Let me see its cunt again,“ he said to him,

    So maybe it was the booze or the poppers or just the new and unexpected thrill of being sexually debased in the eyes of another man, but all I knew right now was that I wanted this tall, brooding stranger to want me. His dismissive attitude, his casual appraisal of me was fucking turning me on like nothing I could have prepared for. Masculine pride was no longer an issue. I wanted to do whatever it would take to clinch him. To please him. To arouse him. To make his cock harder than anyone had before. To be his ultimate fantasy.

    That’s why, without further prompting, and with my heart thudding in my chest, I obediently raised my booted legs and spread my fuck meat wide for his approval.

    Just as it seemed it could go either way, he came to a decision…


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  • The Shuttle Bus Ride

    After a long hiatus, I am back with a new story. I had the inspiration for the subject of my story quite a while ago. Someone I met at work. But I did not have a story to go with it, so it ruminated in my mind until all the pieces came together. Also a heads up that this particular story is so much more about sexual tension than graphic sex (which is definitely there as well). It’s about eroticism and the chase. It’s about desires and how they come to fruition.

    Any resemblance to real people or events is a pure desire for what I wished actually did happen in real life, but never did. So yes, none of this ever happened.

    This story is about sexual fiction between consenting adults. It does not specifically mention the use of safe sex, nor does it make a statement about not using it. It was not part of the story line. But you and I and everyone should always use safe sex. Always.

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    At the time this story took place, I was 42. I am a law professor at Fordham Law School in New York. The law school and business school and a few other smaller departments are located in our Manhattan campus near Columbus Circle, but the main campus is in the Bronx. I had been teaching the same classes year after year in the law school, and used the summer break to camp out on Fire Island and write all my book chapters and various academic works besides teaching.

    I lived just a few blocks north in the Upper West Side. It was a 5-minute walking commute to the campus for me, rain or shine. Essentially all my work was in the law campus, except for this one class they wanted me to teach the undergrads in the main campus in the Bronx. Twice a week I had to go all the way there to teach the class. It was a mixed blessing. It was a hassle to go to a different campus, but sometimes it was more refreshing to interact with innocent puppy-eyed undergrads rather than the usual pompous law students. It was my obligation to the university, so fine, I kept doing this as a junior faculty.

    Now, as many of you know, no self-respecting Manhattan resident keeps a car in the city. We take a yellow cab or the subway everywhere. But the university had made arrangements for a shuttle to bus people back and forth between the two campuses. It was basically a full-sized bus, with two-seat benches on either side of the center aisle. Once an hour it went in either direction dropping off students and faculty to the other campus. On Tuesdays and Thursdays I usually took the shuttle there, taught my class, and then took it back. I had made the trip so many times already I knew the road by heart.

    It’s always interesting to see the nature of human interactions on the shuttle. Most of the riders were students, with occasional faculty or administrators who needed to go to the other campus. Students usually traveled in packs. Faculty and administrators usually were there solo. Once you found a seat, people usually passed your row and allowed you to have the other seat next to you empty. Unless it was a full bus, then people asked politely if it is OK to take the seat next to you. Maybe it was just the times of the day I took the shuttle, but the majority of times the seat next to mine stayed empty. Allowed me time to quiet down and meditate as we passed the scenery of the drive.

    Occasionally, someone sat next to me. Either another faculty from some department, or an administrator. Like I said, students usually traveled in packs of 2-10. From time to time I had chatted with someone sitting next to me. I’ve casually met a few faculty from other departments. Enough to be cordial and nod hi when I saw them as I walk the halls, or sit next to them the next time we took the same shuttle. Nobody I would become friends with. Manhattan is not a place you make friends on the bus.

    Not that I was missing friends. My social calendar had been full forever. Lots of dinner parties, late night parties, and oh so many dates. There is a never-ending supply of eligible men in New York. Except that I and they all remained eligible. You meet guys, you feel like there might be a bond. You go out a few times, and for sure check the goods before making a decision. Invariably the decision had been not to buy the goods and move on. Either my decision or theirs. And then there is the next guy around the corner. Another weekend, another first date, another first fuck. Another last date.

    Enough background info. Let’s get into some sexual tension. After all, that’s why you’re here reading this diatribe. It was the summer of 2018. As usual, my regular group of friends rented a house on Fire Island for the summer. By now we have all got up in the ranks at our jobs and for the first time we could afford to rent out a full share. The WHOLE summer, not every other week. All of my friends had regular jobs and still needed to go back to the city Monday to Friday, and I was the only housemate in the academic world who had the summer off. I planned to stay out there as long as I could. And that’s what happened. I went there first week of June, and came back the last week of August to get ready for the new academic year.

    I had the BEST time. Sun, sky, water, sand, and the boys. Oh, the boys. As my tan deepened, my bedroom needed a revolving door for all the boys coming and going. No Grindr needed. You just meet boys on the beach, at Tea, or even at the grocery store. One thing leads to another and the next thing you know someone is getting pounded hard. It was abundantly clear to all that nobody was looking for Mr. Right, just Mr. Right-Now. All those weekdays alone in the house became a hedonistic heaven. At times I looked forward to the occasional rainy days so I could accomplish some of the academic work I had brought with me. I will forever cherish the summer of 2018.

    Before I knew it, it was the first week of September. Back to reality. Actually, a bit like Groundhog Day. Same classes I’ve taught for the past 10 years. Same shuttle ride to the Bronx campus every Tuesday and Thursday. Same routine of dinners with friends who would set you up with the next blind date. It’s been only 2 weeks and I already miss the summer so much.

    And then the fateful day came. The day I saw him for the first time. Michael. Except I didn’t know who he was or what his name was at this point. I was sitting somewhere toward the middle in the shuttle, waiting for it to leave the campus in less than 5 minutes. Just looking out from my window seat and seeing who’s boarding next. In walked Michael. Again, I didn’t know his name at that point and wouldn’t know it for a while more.

    He had nicely cut brown hair, perfectly coiffed. Flawless skin still sunkissed from whatever summer adventures he had. Perfectly ironed and tailored dress shirt and a stylish narrow necktie. Broad shoulder that tapered to a fit waist. Nicely tailored slacks and fashion tan leather shoes that said he was still in summer mode. Accessorized with what seemed like a Louis Vuitton briefcase, the solid leather type without all the oversized gaudy logos all over it.

    My eyes caught his presence as if a deity stepped on the bus. I guessed he might be around 35, just a handful of years younger than me. He was a real man. The kind you see from across the street and think he is marriage material. I had tons of boy candy in and out of speedos all summer, but here was an Adonis. A professional man, probably a fellow faculty, with brawns and brains. I felt like he’s the kind of man I could happily wake up next to every morning for the rest of my life. Yet I didn’t know anything about him. It was all mirage of what I’ve been looking for.

    He didn’t even perchance look at me as I was paralyzed with my gaze on him. He passed by my row and sat in the empty row behind me on the opposite side across the aisle. My heart sank. I knew I wanted to stare at him some more, find out the who and the what, but it would be too weird if I kept twisting my head back with no excuse. Instead, I just froze my head forward the rest of the ride and tried to act as normal as I could.

    When we arrived, as usual the front rows got off and slowly each row got up and left in a very socially courteous manner. That has been the norm for the shuttle. An unspoken social rule. I got up as my turn came up. I could tell he also got up a split second after me and stood in the aisle right behind me waiting to get off the bus. I knew he was right there. I wouldn’t dare turn back and look at him. Instead, I just dropped my gaze to the floor and confirmed his tan shoes were less than a foot behind my own feet. Act normal, I told myself. I got off the bus and continued toward my class. I didn’t look back to see if he was going in the same or opposite direction. I made it all the way to my class without looking back even once. Luckily, the subject matter for the class was something I could teach the undergrads with my eyes closed and brain turned off. After the class, I grabbed a Diet Coke and headed back to the shuttle to go back home. I would need a cold shower and/or a good jack off to get over this day.

    I stepped on the shuttle. Bastard! Not only he was already on the shuttle, but he was sitting in the same exact seat I was in on the way up. His head was looking down sorting through some papers he was carrying. As I passed his row, he never looked up. I passed him and sat in the row behind him, diagonally across the aisle is the same seat he was on during the first ride. This gave me the perfect chance to look at him from the side and behind without him being aware of it. A perfect nose in profile. Luscious lips, slight hint of dimples. Again, that sunkissed face against a bleach white dress shirt which by now was a bit more rumpled than the earlier encounter. The whole ride he kept himself busy with his papers, which gave me more than an adequate chance to check him out at my leisure.

    We arrived back at the Manhattan campus. Again, everyone was doing the disembarking routine. This time it was me who got to stand behind him, unbeknownst to him, checking him out from behind. Those broad shoulders had even more definition from the back. A perfect V torso. That waist could not be more than size 30. The cutest tight ass leading down to solid thighs and legs in form fitting flattering pants. I have a thing for guys with perfect posture, and he was the very embodiment of just that. By now he had placed all his papers in his LV briefcase and was ready to end the day. He got off the bus and headed toward Columbus Circle. My guess is he was heading toward the subway station to go home. He was not going back to the campus. I headed home. I needed both the cold shower as well as a heavy jerk off to celebrate my new crush.

    Wednesday was just a regular day in the Law campus for me. I woke up Thursday morning with palpitations. Was he going to be on the shuttle again? What are the chances? Was he going the main campus on a regular basis, or just a one-time trip that Tuesday? Who was he anyway? Certainly not a student. But I’ve never seen him before on the campus or the faculty lounge.

    After my morning class I got on the same 1 o’clock shuttle. I quickly scanned the bus, and he was not there. The shuttle was slightly more crowded than last time, but he was certainly not there. I found an empty row and sat as usual by the window. Sure enough, a couple of minutes later he got on the bus. He scanned the seats, and he also saw that the bus was slightly fuller than last time. My row was completely empty. He came and he took the seat all the way across next to the window on the opposite side of me. Somehow, he managed to do all this without really looking in my direction or acknowledging my presence. Which is fine with me at this point. He sat there and once again sank into his paperwork. Once again I was in the precarious situation that I knew he was right there, but I did not have any good excuse to turn in his direction and check him out. Instead, I pretended like I was looking straight ahead or out the window for the rest of the ride.

    Which is all fine till we arrived. Again the usual social norm of letting the front rows getting up and leaving, and each subsequent row gets up and leaves in an orderly manner. Now what happens when there is a person in the left seat and another in the right seat of the same row trying to get up and leave simultaneously? There is always a bit of a social awkwardness trying to extend courtesy to the next person letting them get off first. And that is the very first time that Michael and I had any kind of interaction. We both got up at the same exact time and our eyes met. I gave him a polite smile, and nodded with both my head and my hand letting him know that he can go in front of me. He quickly mumbled thank you and got in the front. Once again I was able to admire his perfect body from behind. Those broad shoulders and that cute tight waist leading to a luscious ass.

    When we got off, I was actually able to see which direction he was going. He continued down the path straight ahead, as I turned left and went to my class. Later that day on the way home, I was on the shuttle first, and he came a couple minutes later. Even though the bus was not as full, he once again sat on the empty seat all the way across the aisle on the opposite of me. I had some papers to review, which gave me a perfect alibi not to check him out from the angle of my eyes.

    When we arrived back in Manhattan, it was the same social dance of who should go first getting off the bus. Politely he told me that this time was my turn, and he yielded the way to me. Hesitantly, I got in the front and got off the bus. I started my five-minute walk home, but this time I stole a glance and saw that he was once again going towards Columbus Circle and perhaps the subway station.

    Another weekend. Another dinner party with friends. Another first date. Another last date.

    By Tuesday I was wondering if my shuttle encounters with Michael were going to be a regular thing or not. I didn’t know the first thing about him, I had no idea if those trips were going to happen again for him. Sure enough, he was on the 1 o’clock shuttle on Tuesday. I had got there first, and was sitting in my usual seat towards the middle of the bus. He came in a few minutes later. This time he was wearing his ID tag. As he quickly walked by, I could see his first name was Michael, and his last name started with a K and had a whole bunch of R’s and C’s and Z’s and W’s. Sounded very Polish, but it was too much for me to be able to read and remember. So, his name was Michael. The few rows behind me were taken, so he sat a few rows further than usual. Look at me using ‘usual’ as though I have a routine with this guy I knew nothing about. Anyway, this gave me the needed distance to google him while still on the bus. Yes, I went there. I looked up the faculty directory first. I entered ”K,Michael” and a few popped up. Luckily there are pictures next to each name and I found him. Michael Kranzewky, no C apparently. New hire in the department of Graduate Business Education at the School of Business. His credentials were very Mid-Western, except he was now here in New York City being googled by me.

    Next I checked Facebook. Nothing. Or perhaps his profile is not searchable. Twitter, just his academic account. LinkedIn, a nice academic profile for someone in mid 30’s. Instagram, nothing, or at least not under his full name. After that I went to general google search. A whole bunch of academic publications. One post about his high school football team in Indiana. A couple of posts from his college frat in Northwestern U. But really, nothing personal. Either he doesn’t like to share his life in public like most of do instinctively, or he has it all under privacy layers. I couldn’t even find out anything to see if he was gay or straight. For all I know I’m just barking up the wrong tree if he doesn’t swing that way and I’m just being a silly queen.

    I put my phone back in my pocket. Then another idea came to me. I took it out and opened Grindr. Just in case. You just nevvvvver know. Nope, not there. Or at least not right now. Oh, well. I put the phone back in the pocket a second time.

    Tuesday evening ride, again he passed my seat and continued back a few more rows. Thursday he wasn’t there for the ride there or the ride back. Then, another weekend. Another dinner party with friends. Another first date. Another last date.

    Next Tuesday, and I was getting over my crush a bit. I had no business gawking at a fellow faculty members like some horny teen. Still curious to find out more about him, but I was not getting too many gay vibes from him so far. He was definitely dressed fashionably the few times I had seen him. But I thought those muscles and that tight waist were more metrosexual rather than homosexual. I got on the 1 o’clock shuttle and wow it was crowded. Seemed like a whole bunch of students had taken up the entire back section of the bus already, squeezing all the “regulars” to the first few rows. No Michael in sight. I sat in the only remaining empty two-seater a couple of rows in front of my usual spot. I had not finished reading my law journal last night (another story) and had brought it with me to complete on the ride. I picked up in the middle of the article waiting for the shuttle to start the journey up to the Bronx

    An angel’s voice which I had only heard once before interrupted my concentration.

    “Do you mind if I take this seat next to you? The shuttle is rather full today.” It was Michael’s voice.

    Act normal. Act normal. Act normal!!!!

    “Yes, sure, please.” I pretended to skootch away allowing him more room in his seat even though both of us were in perfect physical shape and did not spill over into the next seat. He sat there next to me. Do I make small talk? Is he going to be buried in his papers as he has been in the past? Am I going to say something that would make it obvious I’ve been googling him?

    I thought the most natural thing to do would be to pretend to continue reading my journal, not that the subject was going to even remotely command my attention. But then again I also didn’t want to come across as cold and antisocial. Maybe this would be the chance to strike up some small talk and see where it goes.

    Too late. I guess he got his cues from me and took out his GQ to read for the ride up. Again, a very metrosexual clue. Both of started reading our magazines, except that my head faced forward as my eyes looked sideways in his direction and the direction of the magazine in his hands. As we started the ride, I could feel his body heat next to me. His shoulder was less than two inches away from mine without touching it quite. He had a rather wide stance and his knee was even closer to mine. Many a time such close proximity in the steam room in the gym had led to wild hand jobs.

    And then it hit me. His scent. He was wearing a cologne with a deep woodsy smell and a hint of musk. Through it all, I could smell something sweet, like a peach. I had never smelled anything like that before. It was mesmerizing and it was having an orgy with my organ of smell. I kept inhaling his scent as much as I could without hyperventilating. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. And 100% Adonis. I never knew you could get drunk from someone’s smell.

    Bang! The shuttle bus rattled as we hit a pothole on the road going 60 miles an hour. The whole bus shook and tilted to the right. Everyone fell over toward the right. As cool as I had tried to act this whole time, I too fell to the right. My right shoulder hit his left shoulder. My right knee hit his left knee. My law journal went flying over to his lap. I quickly shifted back to my seat and adjusted myself. I was in a disbelief how a small pothole made me lose my composure so quickly. Maybe because I was not paying attention and was half drunk soaking up his scent into my nose up until that very second. My magazine was still in his lap. I looked over at him with a fallen face as though I had lost all my cool. But then he burst into laughter. Oh, and such a sincere and sweet Mid-Western laughter at that.

    “I guess you were totally absorbed into your journal. Here.” He handed me my journal back. “I sometimes also get absent minded when I’m deep into reading something. I guess that what the phrase ‘absent minded professor’ comes from.”

    Sweetie, yes I was absent minded and absorbed into something when we hit the pothole. But it wasn’t the article in the journal. It was your scent. Naturally, that’s not how I responded.

    “Thanks.” I took my journal back. I had to mount some kind of a graceful comeback. But what does one say in a situation like this? Back in the summer on Fire Island I was able to make small talk to a twink on the boardwalk with neither one of us wearing anything except a speedo and reeking from the sand and sweat, and that twink was back in my room with legs up in the air in less than 10 minutes. That was my confidence level. Now I’m sitting next to professor Adonis (Kranchewsky, or whatever that last name was, was too much to remember). Say something. Say anything!

    “Yeah, you never know when you totally get lost into something.” He thought I meant the journal, I knew I meant his scent. “Sorry, I hope I didn’t bump into you too hard. I’m really sorry.”

    “That’s cool. No sweat.” Hmmmm, ‘no sweat’ is definitely not a gay term. It’s a Bro term.

    “Again, I’m sorry, bro.” What, did I just use the word ‘bro’? What??? What the fuck?

    “Don’t worry about it. By the way, I’m Michael. I’m new to the business school. Just moved to New York for this job.”

    Yes, Google already told me all that. “Nice to meet you. I’m Sean. I’m faculty in the law school. Have been at Fordham now for almost 10 years. But otherwise a native New Yorker.” Ok, a bit of a normal conversation. “So, just moved to New York? Where from?” As if I didn’t already know.

    “Oh, well, originally from Indiana. But I did all my undergrad and graduate work in Chicago.”

    Act dumb and go with it, I told myself. So far so good. The ice was broken. We had already exchanged names. Act interested without coming across as too nosey.

    “Never been to Indiana, but Chicago is a great place.”

    From that point we continued some chit chat about really nothing. Mostly about cities and weather. Enough to keep the conversation going, but nothing to reveal anything personal about either one of us. Just as I was mentally ready to pick china pattern for the two of us and our future home full of bliss, the shuttle arrived at the campus and it was time to part ways. A quick bro-like good bye and each one of us went in their respective ways. I assumed that he was also teaching a class in the same time frame and he was following the same schedule as me. I was officially in love.

    Later that day, on the way home, the shuttle was rather full again. Michael was already on the bus as I boarded. He was sitting by the window seat and there was a wench already sitting next to him. As I passed his row, we exchanged a polite nod and I found an empty spot a few rows further back. Opportunity lost. But it was best not to be too forward and too quick. You rush a hook up, not a husband material.

    I still couldn’t read him correctly. Not sure if he was gay or not. Not even sure if he was taken or not. Even though we had a brief conversation, I didn’t get to learn much about him that google had not informed me already.

    Next Tuesday, I was on the bus bright and early for the 1 o’clock shuttle. Still trying to look professional, I wore a more handsome outfit to reveal my muscle definition. For a moment I thought about wearing my Tom Ford cologne, but then I didn’t want to compete with his. Like clockwork, Michael boarded the bus 5 minutes before departure. I tidied up and fully expected him to come sit next to me, his new BFF and future husband. Instead, he walked by, gave me a polite nod, and continued to the back. I was just crushed! Absolutely crushed!!! How can he not come sit to me? Then I realized I was borderline a stalker and I still didn’t know him and he knew nothing about me. We were most certainly not BFF’s. Get your act together Sean!

    On the ride back, he was on the bus first. Sitting toward the middle with the seat next to him empty. No Sean, you’re going to show restraint. I acted exactly how he acted earlier in the day. It took all my will power to walk by, give a polite nod hello, and continue past him towards the back. I had to act normal. Can’t act like a juvenile school girl in public.

    The following Thursday he was nowhere to be found, on the ride there or back. For all I know, I may or may not ever see him again. I never got to the bottom of it to see what he was doing in the Bronx campus. I just assumed he had the same teaching duties as me following the same class schedule. But I had never asked.

    Next Tuesday. I got up on the bus. He was there, the usual spot in one of the middle rows, sitting by the window. The seat I had taken oh so many times over the years. Do I just sit down in one of the front rows and avoid that unpleasant nod? Do I walk by, throw a polite nod, and continue to the back? Instead, I took matters into my own hand and proceeded toward him.

    “Care for company?” I said.

    “Sure, that would be awesome.” He said back, but his most sincerest smile.

    I sat in the empty seat next to him. “I’ll try not to throw my magazine at you again.”

    He laughed out loud. “That was funny. And the look of horror on your face was even funnier. I wish I had videoed your face.”

    OK, professor Adonis is getting chummy with me. Sean, be friendly yet stay professional for now. Don’t fuck it up. Keep the sass level to medium. “Didn’t know you’re a walking Candid Camera.”

    He laughed again. Good comeback. As I sat down, I got engulfed in his scent again. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Such a mesmerizing smell. So unique. I had the chance to actually look him directly in the face as we had conversation. I didn’t have to steal a glance any more. His angelic blue eyes were so intense they felt like a deep ocean. He had this cute little beauty mark on his upper right lip, the only sign of any possible imperfection, if you can call it that. But it gave me a focal point to check his luscious lips as he maintained conversation with me.

    This time I was a bit more inquisitive in my conversation. For the rest of the ride, I found out that he is was new hiree, right out of grad school. Yes, he was teaching a Tuesday-Thursday class in the main campus as part of being junior faculty. Even though he was from small town Indiana, he always wanted to move to a big metropolitan city. He thought Chicago would be great, but his few trips to New York really made him see the charm here. So he knew he would want to move here and explore as soon as he could. I also understood in between the lines that he only has the one friend here in New York, his buddy from college. He had been here a few weeks but apparently the campus is not the best spot for making new friends, at our age and as faculty, anyways. Awwwww, I’ll be your new best friend, haven’t you figured that out by now?

    We arrived, said a quick good bye, and each one of us continued to our respective classes. On the ride back, I was the first one on the bus. I rushed to my usual seat. He boarded two minutes later and came and sat next to me directly without even asking. True love.

    “How was your class.” He asked

    “I’ve done this same class for like 10 years now. I find the students very interesting, but the subject matter is so basic and at least for me very repetitious. But I love teaching, so keep doing it.”

    “I’m sure I’ll feel the same way in a couple of years.” He replied. “I’ve been teaching for a while now too even though I’m new here. That’s how I paid my grad school tuition.” A self-made man.

    For the rest of the ride, I tried to plant some seeds to see how he would respond. I had to find out if he’s gay or straight. I mentioned that a group of friends we had a summer share in a house on the beach on Long Island. I didn’t mention Fire island for the gays vs the Hamptons for the straights just to see if he picks up on it and asks where. He didn’t. I guess he is not familiar with that landscape. I even mentioned some of the bars my buddies and I usually go to. Those names didn’t seem to have any resonance for him neither. I don’t think he understood those were gay bars.

    We arrived to our campus. We got off. He padded me gently on the back shoulder as we said good bye and we went our separate ways. For him, that was a simple bro pad. For me, that was pure electricity. It was the first time he touched me in an intentional way. The one time I fell over him in the bus was pure embarrassment, but this was deliberate. It showed affection, though perhaps in a plutonic heterosexual way. Yet it was a warm and gentle touch. It was the entire palm of his hand on the back side of my shoulder. I will never wash that shirt or that shoulder again. I will cherish the scent of musk, spice, birch, and peach on me and my shirt.

    For the next few weeks it had become a regular thing that whomever got on the bus first would go to our usual seat, and the second one would join without asking for permission. It was as though it was expected. Every single time I would get drunk with his smell and his charm as we maintained chit chat about the school, New York, or anything and nothing in particular.

    By now it was end of October. The subject come up that I hate the cold weather in New York and I try to get away in the winter as much as we could. I told him that a group of guys we rented a house in Puerta Vallarta and plan to be there over the Christmas break.

    “Growing in Indiana and the Midwest, you just take the cold for granted. It’s just part of life.” He said. “I think for the holidays my wife and I plan to go back to Indiana to spend time with family.”

    Wait, WHAT??? My eyes went black. I felt extremely nauseous and was afraid I might vomit right then and there. What? A Wife? How could this not have come up all this time? As he continued to talk about their travel plans, it took me a couple of minutes to catch my breath. I don’t know how he didn’t pick up on the extreme amount of sweat all over my forehead. Once I was able to see more clearly, I looked down on his hands and yes, there was a wedding ring right on the ring finger. How could I have missed this all this time? How is it possible that I had not looked at his hand all this time? Granted, it was not a big and shiny ring, it was barely noticeable. Probably bought it when they had a small budget. But still, it was there and I had not seen it all these 4-5 weeks I’ve been stalking him.

    Get your act together Sean. Finally I was able to get my composure back. “Yes, it is always great to spend time with family. Me and the guys, I’ll have a one of those fruity drinks with an umbrella in it in your name as you’re sitting there in the tundra of the Midwest over the holidays.” He laughed. He had not picked up at all about turmoil I had just experienced.

    Of course he was taken, like Duh! And so he’s straight. Most people are. How could I have been blind all this time when all I had to do was to look on his hand to see if there was a ring. It is possible he was not wearing a ring previous times? How could I have not seen it?

    Our next ride, I tried to pry a bit more. So Cindy was Michael’s high school sweetheart. They ended in same college. They continued to date and then got married when they were 23. Not terribly young by Midwest standards, especially if you’re marrying your high school sweetheart. She went to nursing school and has been working ever since. He continued in business school and then his PhD. I danced around it a few times, and finally found out no kids. Not sure if deliberate or not. But they’ve been together since age 18, married since age 23, and now they’re both 35’ish and still no kids. Kinda odd for people from Midwest. It was really his push to come to New York. She would be happier if they stayed in Chicago or even went back to Indiana. But he was ready for the Big Apple, and she obliged.

    Hmmm, interesting story. But that put an end to my story with him. No hopes of anything happening. He was taken and he’s straight. Great to have a buddy for the long shuttle rides back and forth, but that’s where that ends.

    We did in fact continue to sit with each other for our four shuttle rides 4 times a week. A comfortable shuttle-only friendship developed, even though I worshipped the ground he walked on and got drunk on his scent of musk, spice, birch, and peach every single time. Sometimes at night I would jerk off thinking about him and me. Him in me, and me in him. I dreamt about rolling in the bed with him, rubbing myself all over him to make his scent mine. I dreamt of nibbling on his cute little beauty mark on his right upper lip. I dreamt of those lips wrapping around my dick and worshipping it until I came inside his throat. I dreamt of being his ‘wife’, waking up next to him every day for the rest of our lives. I dreamt of walking down the beach hand in hand and stealing kisses every few steps. And then I would ride the shuttle with him and had to try to keep it cool and professional.

    Looking back at it, we had talked a few times about him and Cindy, but somehow my dating life had never come up. He never asked if I was seeing someone or not. I don’t know what he assumed, or didn’t. Maybe that was his polite Midwest manners that kept from prying. And on my end, I was happy to have his exclusive company four times a week and a few times more in my masturbation sessions. I never asked what cologne he wears, because otherwise I would buy a case of it and bath in it. Instead I found a peach spice candle and would occasionally light it to get as close a scent of him at home as I could when I was stroking my dick with image of him in my mind.

    Besides our rides together, I would occasionally also bump into Michael in the hallways, on the campus walks, or even in the faculty cafeteria. A few times he also sat with me for lunch when our schedules coincided. It was very much a work-only friendship though. Neither one of us initiated going for drinks or dinner after work. Not sure if he was too shy to ask, and as for me I knew that seeing him with his wife would ruin my imaginary bromance with him.

    And something in me had changed too. I had a wild summer in Fire Island with boys galore. It was a very hedonistic time for me. Not looking for Mr. Right at all, all just for pure fun. And then when I came back to the dating scene in New York, I suddenly did not have the patience for all the mind games. I was tired of those first dates and last dates. I didn’t have the patience of meeting someone new just to focus on all his flaws, and him focusing on my flaws. Instead, I wanted my own Michael. A solid man, self-made, smart, and with a career. Maybe even a professor, just like me. I wanted the exact version of Michael, except gay, available, and madly in love with me the way I had fallen in love with Michael. I couldn’t have the real Michael, but I wanted the closest possible replica.

    This continued into early December. Finals were the following week and then we’re off. I was getting more excited for my Puerta Vallarta trip. Haven’t been away since the fabulous summer in Fire Island and I needed some sun and sand. Michael had mentioned that Cindy and him also had tickets for Indiana few days before Christmas. She was looking forward to it more than he was. He kinda wanted to spend Christmas and New Year in New York, this being his first year here. But she insisted they needed to go visit family.

    The last Thursday of the month. Michael and I did out last shuttle bus ride. Usual conversation. We said good bye, knowing I wouldn’t see him for a month. Even if both of our trips would end a few days after New Year’s, we so far had never made any plans to meet besides whenever we were on campus. We never even exchanged phone numbers or emails.

    The last Friday of the semester, the week before Christmas. I got to my law class early to administer the final. It’s a 3-hour exam. We also have the honor system and I didn’t need to sit there the whole time. As the students were doing their essays (which I would have to spend the next week reading), I went back to my office to sort last minute things before I was gone for a month. Did a good job with my email inbox. Then checked my spam mail, just to make sure I have not missed anything. Among the over 100 emails there was one from Club Dick. Oh, good ole’ Club Dick. It’s a sex club downtown. They’re open on the weekends and they occasionally do a theme party. I have gone there a few times in the past. Somehow they got my email. And even though I had unsubscribed a few times, they still send the occasional email. I clicked to open the email:

    Club Dick presents

    Pre-Christmas party!

    NAKED NIGHT special

    Doors open 10:00 PM

    (followed by some very suggestive cartoon graphic that left nothing to imagination)

    The date happened to be tonight. Huh! Who knew?!? What are the chances I just opened the email by luck? I wasn’t quite determined to go, but just in case, I printed the email out as a reminder and put it on top of my stack of papers to take home. At noon I took all my papers, locked up my office, and headed to the class to finish the finals exam. From there I went to the faculty cafeteria to grab lunch before heading out. I grabbed my food and sat in my usual spot in the cafeteria. With one hand I started on my sandwich, and with the other hand I sorted through the first few papers to grade. I was completely absorbed in the stupidity of the second paper when I smelled it: musk, spice, birch, and peach. Without lifting my head I know it was him. Michael. Without bothering to ask or even say hi he was putting down his food and his stack of papers on my table. As though it was a given we should dine and ride together now and forever. I did get to see him one more time. A bonus encounter.

    No hi from me either. As though he has been sitting next to me for hours. “All done? Ready to go back home?” I asked.

    “Yeah, All packed. I’m meeting Cindy at home and our flight is later today. Although I really would have preferred to stay in the city. Are you all packed and ready?”

    “Yup. Sun and sand, here I come.”

    I put my papers aside and we finished another polite and friendly albeit superficial conversation during lunch. When it was time to go, he leaned over and gave me a bro hug with only the shoulders touching and plenty of space between our chests and pelvises. A mutual pad on the back and we said good bye for the next month. For the next few weeks Michael and his scent would have to live in my memories, in my late-night jerk offs with the peach spice candle burning.

    I looked to the table to pick up my papers. The print-out from Club Dick had been sitting there face up on top of the stack the whole time. With big bold letters and that very suggestive graphic. I turned red. I never officially told him I’m gay, although I’m sure he must have figured it out. And now this is the official first confirmation he sees? An invite to a sex club? Did he see it all, or was he oblivious to it as he had been to so many other open clues? What must he think of me now? He did give me the bro hug after, so probably he didn’t see it or didn’t mind it.

    That afternoon I got my mani/pedi (and wax) getting ready for the beach. I went to the gym and toned up a bit. Had no date or dinner plans. Had dinner by myself. I thought of calling it an early night. I lit up my peach spice candle, grabbed a hand towel and headed to bed to jerk off thinking about Michael and then go to sleep. The same images of us kissing passionately and making endless love in all kinds of positions came to my mind. I’ve done this exact scene dozens of times. Then, somehow, as the scent of peach was getting stronger, in my mind images of me kissing Michael got replaced with Cindy. Not that I knew what she looked like. But I saw this brunette with mid length hair riding it cowgirl style on top of him. Her perky boobs floating up and down with every movement. I saw his dick disappearing into her pussy, and pussy juice dripping on the sides. She was screaming as he kept telling her how much he loves her.

    I snapped up. This is not how I imagined my jerk off session to go. How did that bitch Cindy get in there? Something is wrong. I was still horny, with a raging hard on. But I couldn’t recover from the nightmare I just created in my mind. Then I had a bright idea. The only way out would be to go to Club Dick and let a total stranger finish me off. I didn’t feel like even trying on Grindr making chit chat until some guys showed up here. I needed a stranger’s mouth on my dick with no questions asked and texts exchanged.

    I put my sweatpants on and headed to Club Dick. It’s a poorly ventilated basement in the Village. Tons of narrow alleys, glory holes, and a few benches and private rooms. Old gay porn shown on even older old TV sets. The place always smelled like stale piss and even more stale cum. For naked night you check all your belongings in a bag and then head in. I was in pretty good shape and have nothing to hide.

    Now, you think you show up to a sex club and let’s go do it. Not so fast. There are some unspoken guidelines and norms. We have men of all ages and ethnicities there. But there are certain distinct personality types there. The most prevalent type is the older gay men. Much, much, much older. People in their 60’s, 70’s and even 80’s. These people have been coming to clubs like this since before Stonewall. For them, this was the norm rather than exception for gay hangouts. They’ve been here in this club and others like it ever since. They are nothing to look at any more, though I’m sure they were all attractive and randy back in their youth. But the best thing about them is how they worship your cock. They know they can’t get a twink or even someone like me all on their own. They usually hide behind glory holes and offer never ending blow jobs to everyone, no questions asked. Again, these guys have been sucking cock like this on their knees in dark rooms for decades. They know what they’re doing. My best blow jobs have been from guys like this. And yes, I’m vain. I can’t pretend to be attracted to grampa as he blows me. So I use the walls of the glory hole to provide a barrier between us. I usually close my eyes and imagine I’m getting blown by the hottest men I know. I usually let the grampa finish me off. Those are the best blow jobs.

    There are some other types too. There are normal guys like me on a dry streak. There is an occasional couple. They want to misbehave, so they come here together. They work in a team, have fun with the hottest guy they can find who enjoys the double attention, and go back home once they had enough fun. Then there are the ‘straight’ married guys. Usually in their 40’s. They take the wedding ring off before they come in, but you can see 20 years of the indent imprinted on the ring finger. They are usually pretty lousy as they are nervous about being there to begin with. You also get the occasional twink. Someone must have told them about this place and on a night when Grindr was not going anywhere, they decide to check it out. All hands are usually on them. Conversely, the twink always looks for a potential sugar daddy instead of Mr. Right or Mr. Right Now.

    I walked the dark hallways a few times. A few people making out. One medium grade guy getting head from a grampa in the open area as 10 other guys stood around and jerked themselves off. A couple of people in the private rooms with the doors open, but nobody I was interested in.

    I walked to the section with a whole bunch of glory holes. A couple of guys were getting serviced. A couple of other open holes with nobody on either side. There was this last hole with a guy sticking in tongue out in suggestive manner. I approached him and it was a black guy with a goatee. He had luscious lip and he must have sensed someone was coming. He stuck one finger in the hole and motioned for me to come over. All I could see was the one finger, his lips and his goatee. No clue what he looked like. I just hoped he’d be able to suck me off like some of those grampas.

    I leaned over the separation panel, leaned my belly over and thrusted my hip in. My dick went into his mouth with one motion. Nice and moist, much better than my own winter-dry hands from an hour ago. I just stood there and let him do his thing. And he knew what he was doing. He grasped the base of dick with his hand as he swallowed the rest of my dick into his mouth. His head and hand went up and down my shaft in rhythmic motion. I knew I’d get a good blowjob here tonight. And this guy was not disappointing.

    I leaned over the panel, closed my eyes, and let my imagination take me back to Michael. In my head I imagined us back on my bed together. Rolling over and over, kissing, and swallowing every inch of each other’s body. I invoked his scent in my head: musk, spice, birch, and peach. I imagined all those shuttle bus rides where I was getting drunk from his smell right next to me. All the while as this guy with a goatee was servicing me.

    Things got busy on the other side of the glory hole. I felt more than one tongue, more than one set of lips. My goatee guy now had company. Yup, I could now feel two mouths on my dick at the same time. They were fighting over who will swallow more of my dick. My dick got pulled from one mouth to the next, hands touching my pubes and ball all at the same time. I got pulled left and right, and I was loving the attention. Then there was only one mouth again. But this was the second mouth, not the first one. It felt different. No razor burn from the goatee. He was also not using his hands to grasp me at the base of the shaft. Instead, he had enough negative suction power in his soft mouth to pull all of me into his mouth. Powerful lips wrapped around the base, as rhythmic motions tried to swallow my all my cock. If my cock wasn’t attached to me firmly, I would have it lost it all into this guy’s stomach.

    This grampa was even better than the first one. What a jackpot of a night. I let him do his thing to me. Worship my cock, you old man. Let me fill you with my fountain of youth. I closed my eyes again and I was back to images of Michael. I tried to conjure up his image in my mind any way I could. I imagined we were in my bedroom and he was sucking me off. I conjured up his scent in my head: musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. This is the wildest my imagination has ever taken me. The blow job was so fantastic, the images in my mind so the intense, the scent so overpowering in my mind. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Awwwwwwwwww! This was too much. I shot my load into grampa’s mouth. I didn’t even bother yelling it out to warm him. I just shot a huge load. Let him choke on it. He’ll love it. He’ll cherish this moment even more than me. And grampa did not disappoint. As soon as he felt my contractions, he pulled my balls into his hand and squeezed every last bit of cum out of them. I was completely drained of every single last sperm in my body. It was all in grampa’s throat. Hope he liked his present. The whole cupful of it. Merry Christmas grampa.

    I didn’t move way. I couldn’t. I was drained. I had no energy left. I barely could still stand up, let alone move away. I was satisfied. Very satisfied. Even though my brain games invoking images of Michael were over, the scent did not leave me. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. I’m no longer fantasizing, but can’t get the smell out of my head.

    I slowly pulled back. The black guy with the goatee was long gone. I couldn’t see which grampa it was, but I could make out the outline of a generic young white guy licking his lips from my fresh cum. And on the upper right lip, that same beauty mark which I have come to adore and love for the past few months….

    My heart sank! Could it be??? How many other guys could have the same exact beauty mark in the same spot? And his scent was still in my head. Or was it not just in my head?

    I went around the barrier to see. Michael was still kneeling on the floor next to the glory hole. Our hole. He saw me peeking over the edge and looked up so innocently. He was still licking his lips in satisfaction. Somehow he did not seem as shocked as I was. I was horrified, but he looked satisfied. He then got up and stood face to face to me. Our eyes locked like they had before. A silence took over us. We stood there, naked.

    Even though forever I had wanted to see all his body in its naked glory, I was locked into his gaze. I had imagined his naked body in my fantasies for a couple of months, but had no idea what the real thing looked like. Did he have little boy nipples, or manly juicy nipples? Did he have a hairy chest? I knew his belly was tight, but did he have a toned six pack? Was he cut? Does he manscape down there? I had images of all this in my mind, but never knew the real answer, until now. Here he was, all naked, for me to confirm all my guesses. But I couldn’t defocus from his face. I was locked into his gaze, and he was locked into mine. Face to face, eyes to eyes.

    I wanted to touch it all, but we just stood there and gazed at each other. Maybe for at least for 5 minutes. Nobody said a word. Nobody blinked. This is the most awkward situation I have even been in my life. How do you end this stare-off? Do I go over and kiss those luscious lips like I’ve been dreaming about for months? Do I drop on the floor and finally put his dick in my mouth like I have been fantasizing about? Do I just hold him in my embrace and soak up his scent as long as it lasts? Or are we going to be frozen like this forever?

    Finally he pulled his tongue out one more time to lick the one corner from whatever leftover cum was still there. My cum. My essence deep down his throat. All the while that I thought I was feeding grampa number 2. I needed to make a move, as he was just as frozen as I was. I went over and kissed him gently. His lips met mine and we locked our tongues together. With my hands I pulled him over into my arms. This was not a bro hug any more. It was a full-on naked embrace. My chest touched his, my belly touched his. My still erect dick touched his dick that was oozing precum. I kissed him and inhaled his scent as much as I could. I was in heaven. I don’t know how, but my wildest fantasies have come true. In Club Dick. The sex club. At 11:30 PM on a cold December night. With vintage porn in the background in the back of a glory hole stall.

    He then pulled away. Not sure what was he planning on doing. But he pulled away. He gave me another frozen stare straight into my eyes. He then ran in the opposite direction. What? What just happened? Was I supposed to follow him? Is this a game of run and catch? Did he want me to follow him to one of the rooms? What was his master plan? Where was he going? After 30 seconds, once I realized he did actually run to the other direction, I ran behind him. I ran all over, but couldn’t find him. I ran to the exit area and was able to catch a glimpse of leaving the club fully clothed. I was still naked and could not chase him into the cold streets of Manhattan in December.

    By the time I got my clothes and dressed and left the place, the streets were empty. He wasn’t there. I was hoping he was just waiting for me on the other side. But nope. He was nowhere to be seen. My guess is that he got into a taxi and ran away as far as he could. Or was he hiding some place? Or did I just imagine whole thing up?

    I also caught a taxi and went home. I tried to recreate the events of the whole day. I guess he did really see the printed email about tonight’s party at Club Dick. But he was such an innocent man, how did he know what it was? Did he come there thinking I might be coming? Or he came here to experiment and ran into me by pure horrible mistake? Wait, wasn’t he supposed to be on a flight already?

    Did he know it was my dick he was sucking off or was he just as flabbergasted as I was? Was this whole thing deliberate on his end? I would never know. I realized we never even exchanged phone numbers. We were just content being each other’s shuttle ride mates and occasional lunch mates, but never extended our friendship outside of the campus. And now our very first interaction is that he blew me, knowingly or unknowingly, at a glory hole in Club Dick. Was this real, or was I just fantasizing all the rest of it. Was I really even sure it was him? Or was my mind playing tricks on me?

    I went back to my apartment. Got into bed. But sleep was the farthest thing from my mind. My heart was still racing. I wished I could call or text him, but I didn’t have him number. We won’t be back on campus for another month. How will I behave when I see him after this long break? Are we going to pretend nothing happened? Is he going to avoid me? Was this all a big mistake?

    2 o’clock in the morning. I was still laying wide awake on my back, looking at the ceiling. I had lit my peach spice candle back. Million thoughts were going through my mind. Some very satisfying, some horribly frightening. My stomach was in knots. But my dick was still very satisfied from what happened.

    There was a knock on the door. What? 2 o’clock in the morning? I wasn’t making any noise to disturb the neighbors. The other time this happened there was a leak in my bathroom that had got into the neighbor’s bathroom below. We had to call the super and the plumber in the middle of night to fix it. What could it be this time? And on a night like the one I just had.

    I went to the door and peaked through the eyehole. It was Michael! Waiting patiently outside the door? How did he get into the building? How did he even know where I lived? How does he just show up here out of the blue when he left me in such a rush at the sex club? Do I let him in? Of course, I have to let him in.

    I opened the door. He was wearing full winter clothes, I was in pajama bottoms with no underwear. He stood there looking me over, and I looked back. I didn’t say anything. He didn’t say anything either. He didn’t motion to come in. I didn’t motion for him to come in. We just stood there, with the door open and the heat escaping. His eyes were glued to mine just the same way we were at the club after he finished me off.

    Finally I motioned for him to come in. He walked in very shyly, glancing at my living room. He saw where the bedroom was and continued in that direction without necessarily being invited. He just walked in.

    I followed him to the bedroom. I didn’t know what he was up to. He took off his jacket and threw in on the floor. He took off his shoes, his socks. He took off his jeans and his sweatshirt. He was now in his boxer shorts. He saw the matching top to my pajamas still on the dresser. Instinctively, he picked it up, brought it to his nose to get a good whiff, and then put it on. He then helped himself into my bed without being invited. Once again, I just followed him.

    Once we were both there, him in my pajama tops and boxers and me with the matching pajama bottoms, he turned around and faced the other way. He backed into me like a little spoon and was now fully within my embrace. With his top hand he pulled back and grabbed my arm. He positioned my arm around his midriff and put his own arm on top of mine, forcing me to hug him like so. By now my face was buried in the back of his neck and shoulder. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. I had unlimited access to his mesmerizing scent now. I could smell it at close range all I wanted. And it was real. And it was in my bed, not some sex club. And it was the real Michael, not some figment of my imagination.

    He whispered “Good night” and closed his eyes. Still in my embrace as the little spoon. Within seconds I felt his body making those cute little jolts that babies make when they fall asleep. He was sleeping. In my arms. He had given himself to me. Not in a vulgar sexual way. But in the sweetest adoring and romantic way. I closed my eyes. My smile went from one ear to the other. I was content. I didn’t need anything more than this tonight. I didn’t need answers. I didn’t need an explanation. I didn’t need a confession. Anything I ever needed was right there in my bed, in my arms. I too fell asleep.

    What a day. What a night. What an adventure. I just couldn’t believe everything that happened did really happen. Did it? Did I really get up and go to a sex club tonight? Did I just randomly get blown by the object of my affection there? Did he just randomly show up at my door at 2 in the morning? Is any of it real? Or is it just a fantasy? Just the best and the most real masturbation fantasy a guy could dream up in his head? For now, I was not going to argue with myself. I was going to enjoy the moment as long as it lasts. Don’t make the fantasy go away.

    I felt the light of the morning sun in my eyes. It’s December, so the sun doesn’t rise too early and it’s not too bright. My eyes were still closed. I felt a scent of peach and spice in my nose. Did I leave the candle on all night as I fell asleep? Was I that reckless? Still with my eyes closed, I was reminded of my wild fantasy last night. I had dreamed that Michael gave me a blow job in a sex club. Wow, what a mind trip! Slowly my arms and legs came back to feeling. My right arm was laying over a chest, not my chest. I felt a heartbeat with and a breathing rate that were different than my own. Still with my eyes closed, I realized there is someone in my bed. I gently opened my eyes, and he was there. Yes, it was him. The scent I felt in my nose was not the candle; it was the real person. Not moving, I took a few deep breaths as my chin was still resting on the back side of his right shoulder. How magnificent it was to have unlimited access to him and his scent at my leisure. I could easily spend all morning just breathing him and his scent in. Not sure if I was getting lightheaded from the scent or from hyperventilating with those deep breaths. But I was definitively in a moment.

    Just then I felt a few twitches. Did I wake him up breathing so heavy behind his back? He leaned his upper shoulder back toward me and turned his head to me. He looked me in the eyes. He had morning hair, morning breath, and his eyes were still puffy. The least attractive moment, but it was pure bliss. When you adore someone so much you love them even more when they are not tidied up and polished.

    He didn’t say anything. I didn’t say anything either. I just looked straight into his eyes, just the same we had a stare match already a couple of times. My morning wood was in full glory, and my crotch was already pressed to his ass from spooning all night. I brought my right hand down, the one that had hugged him with all night, down to his crotch. His morning wood was trying to peak out through his boxers. I started massaging his manhood through the fabric. At first he kept looking straight into my eyes as he was getting attention. Slowly he started enjoying it more and his eyes would intermittently close in ecstasy. Eventually he forced himself all the way back with his back on the mattress and his front all the way up. I was still massaging his dick through the fabric. Just then his dick popped out through the peehole of the boxers. I had his flesh in my hands. Skin on skin. I was able to stroke his shaft up and down. Up and down. Up and down. I had him in my bed and he was my toy to play with. He was at my will. And for now I was going to massage him.

    After a few minutes of this, I needed more. I got up from where I was and I straddled his legs. I pulled the boxers by the waist and off they came. I took the pajama tops off too. Here he was. Naked again. Except this time in the privacy of my own home and not in a sex club. I was able to enjoy the full glory of his naked body privately. I was allowed, actually invited, to look an adore all I wanted. And I made sure I did just that. I absorbed every inch of his body into my eyes. I registered every single curve and muscle. Even that cute little beauty mark on the right upper lip, the one that gave him away last night at the glory hole.

    I put both hands on this calves and pulled them up to his thighs. I then pulled my hands further up, over his pelvis and over his belly. I rubbed my hands further up to his chest. Then to his neck, until each hand was holding his head and cupping one ear. Instead of pulling him to me, I used the leverage to pull myself to him. I descended directly on top of him. Pelvis to pelvis, chest to chest, lip to lip. Oh, those luscious lips. Our lips stuck together like a lock and key. It was wild passionate kissing for as long as my lips could take it.

    But I needed more. I needed to kiss every inch. I started kissing the left side of his face, to the left neck, to the left earlobe. I nibbled on it as a baby nibbles on a nipple. Satisfied, I went down the neck to his shoulder again. This is where his scent is the strongest. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. I kissed his scent, if that is even possible. I went down to his chest, kissing all along the way. His left nipple. I stopped here for a while. Until it was all erect and maybe even sore a bit. I flew to the right nipple. The same adoring treatment. Then I continued kissing down the chest to his belly. I knew where I was heading, but I was taking my time. No rush. Cherish the moment. I didn’t know if this is my one and only shot at him, or if this was going to last forever. Take your time, enjoy the moment. Just as serendipitously as he had shown up at my doorstep, he could disappear into the thin air and never be seen again. So, yes Sean, take your time.

    I circled kisses around his bellybutton and his tight abs. More scent of peach. I pulled my kissing lips further south, toward his pubes. By now his erect dick and his precum were bumping on my chin. I didn’t want to waste any of that precious juice. So I picked up his dick with my one hand, looked up to his face as he looked back at me, and took his dick in my mouth. Oh, his sweet dick and my mouth finally met. And right away a gush of precum to give me more flavor. I swallowed all I could. His flesh in my mouth and his juice down my throat. I knew very well what to do with a dick. I rhythmically went up and down on him, as I held the base of his dick in my hand. I used my hand to squeeze as much of him into my mouth.

    I have, and have not done this before. I’ve had dick in mouth before. Many, many, many times. More than I’d like to admit. And I’ve had Michael’s dick in my mouth as well. In my fantasies. In my dreams. While I was jerking off late at night. And even imagining him being there while I was giving head to a different first and last date. But this right here, this very moment, was finally the real thing. It was HIS dick, in MY mouth, in real time. And it was ever so much more satisfying than all my dreams combined. It was so much better than I had even imagined. A hunk of Midwestern man meat, my marriage material guy of my dreams, in my mouth. Enjoy this Sean, this might be the last time. You still don’t know how you both ended up here. It might not happen again.

    After a long time of worshipping his shaft, I decided I needed some balls in my mouth too. I flipped up his oh-so erect and precum oozing dick and went for the balls. Those sweet balls. Just then I noticed that he had shaven all the hair off his scrotum. All of it. And in retrospect, his pubes were very tidy too. His balls were as soft as a baby’s ass. With such ease they flipped into my mouth one by one. My tongue licked every last bit of his ballsack musk. I could use his balls as a pillow forever. Just put my head in them and drown. I loved having his balls in my mouth. Knowing they were full of his cum that might erupt at any minute. But I was not ready for either one of us to cum. Not yet. I was enjoying myself too much for it to end.

    I went even more south. To his taint. Also, completely hairless. Nothing. As clean as you can get it to be. Just waiting for my tongue to lick every surface. I couldn’t hold myself back any more. I smelled his crack just below and I had to have him. I needed his ass on my face. I put my arms under his thighs and flipped his legs straight up in the air. His asshole was right there in my face. A perfectly shaven and formed rosebud. Clean as a whistle. And more scent of musk. More manly pheromones. And all there for me.

    I didn’t hesitate. I dove right in. So sweet. My tongue went right for the center of the hole. No foreplay here. Just the money shot. He felt tight. I circled around the sphincter as my tongue tried to negotiate its way in. He was really tight. Not sure if he was nervous or he was a virgin. But that was one tight asshole. But yet so sweet. I could eat this three meals a day. And I had every intention of doing that. I never planned to get off of his ass.

    Moans came from the top of the bed. I could see his body relaxing, letting go of all muscle tones. The only exertion was his moans, which were getting steadily louder. He was loving how I was worshipping his hole down below. He started wiggling ever so softly with my tongue exploring him. I wasn’t sure if he was being ticklish, or just in ecstasy. But as long as he was enjoying it, I was going to continue.

    Then the moans got louder. I didn’t know if I should finish him off this way as he was so obviously enjoying this more than anything else, or if I should take the lead to change positions a bit. I got my cue from him when a couple of minutes later he moaned: “Fuck me.” And that I shall. I will gladly, ecstatically, enthusiastically, put my dick in him in the most sexually frustrated way I knew how. Yes, I would be fucking him next. At his request. With him showing up in my apartment in the middle of night.

    The bottle of lube was just within reach. I already had sensed his asshole was way too tight and I would have to open him up first before he could take my dick. I put a healthy portion of the lube on my one finger and went for his hole. Slowly I tickled all around the hole with wet lube. Those circles became smaller until the very tip of finger was lodged right outside his still-tight sphincter. I tried to push in gently. He was tight. I knew there was a fine balance of taking it slowly here vs trying to assert that finger in. I took my time. I wiggled my finger. I got a little bit deeper. I wiggled more, and then some more. My finger was ever so slowly going in, and it needed all the lube it could take. Eventually my finger was in. First up to the first knuckle, and I paused. Slowly I pushed in more. Second knuckle. Took some more time. I allowed him to dilate. Eventually the whole finger was in. I was in.

    I didn’t make any sudden moves. Last night my dick was in his mouth. And now my finger was in his ass. It was a matter of time before my dick would be in his ass. Making the cycle complete. But he was tight. Physically tight, for sure. But maybe also emotionally tight. Judging by how tight he was, I still didn’t know if he is an ass virgin or just didn’t have as much experience as some of the guys I hang out with. I didn’t want to risk anything. I started swirling my finger left to right and back again. Then I slid the finger ever so slightly in and out. Left, right, in, out. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.

    I looked alternatively into his eyes and back at my finger in his ass as I did this for a few minutes. One of those times I looked up, he nodded yes to me. Without having been asked any question in particular. That was my sign he was ready for me. Or at least he thought he was. Sean, this was your moment.

    I finally took off my pajama bottoms. There was a puddle of precum in the front from all the fluid I’ve been oozing for the past half hour. It was soaking wet. I lubed my cock very generously. Much more than I usually do. I knew he’d be tight.

    I pulled up my pelvis next his ass, as he held his legs up for me. The tip of my cock touched his hole. It took a great deal of restraint for me not to cum right then and there. I felt an electric jolt just from that. Luckily, I had done a decent job of dilating him with my finger, and my cock did not meet as much resistance getting in. Still, it was a tight fit how his sphincter hugged my cock. I felt the pressure around my shaft. And I loved it. I took my time getting in all the way. First the tip, then the shaft. Slowly, very slowly, I put in the rest till by balls banged on the backside of his ass. And we’re in.

    THIS is the moment I’ve been waiting for. This morning on a cold Saturday in December. Me, him, with my dick in his ass. He walked into my life 3 months ago and I’ve been obsessing with him ever since. In my mind I came up with a million different scenarios of how I will own his body. But the real thing is so much better than my fantasies.

    It was so much better now not only because it was real. But because there was sexual tension and desire. In all my fantasies I ever dreamed of it doing it with him. It was always physical. The tension happened, at least from my end, every time he sat next to in the shuttle. But the tension and the sex never mixed. But now, at this moment of realness with my dick finally in his ass, the tension and the physicality finally merged. I wasn’t just fucking him. But I was making erotic love with him. I loved this right here.

    Slowly I picked up the pace of my pounding. I knew I had to go slow and gentle with his possibly virgin ass. But my dick was telling me otherwise. My dick was telling me to pound it as hard as I could. My dick needed to feel every deep crevice of the inside of his ass. My dick was telling me to go faster, go deeper, go rougher. And the dick usually wins in situations like this. With both hands I grabbed both his ankles for leverage. My rhythm had really picked up and the Indiana boy was taking it like a champ. His face looking at me was full of desire, not pain. He had been waiting for this as long as I had been. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. His desire for me could even eclipse my desire for him.

    I looked down and his dick was rock hard. It was bouncing up and down and sideways with every motion of my dick pounding his ass. And a string of precum kept flowing out. Normally guys I fuck like to grab their dicks and jerk off as I pound them like this. But Michael was more than content being stimulated without touching himself.

    Just then I could feel his ankles and calves in my hand go into a spasm. The wave traveled all the way up and his tight belly tensed. And just like that, without even touching himself once, gobs of his cum started squirting all over his chest, his neck, and the pillow next to him. As I didn’t stop pounding him, the cum went in every direction possible with his pelvis up in the air. That’s all the visual and sexual stimulation that I needed. I, too, came hard. My cum filled his bowels. Last night he took it all in his throat and licked any spills with his tongue. This morning he took it all up his virgin ass. I had marked him as mine from both ends.

    Once I finally finished with the last squirt, I had no more energy left in me. I was lightheaded. I let go or his ankles, pulled out my still-hard dick, and just collapsed on top of him. My face fell on his left shoulder, next to his left ear. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. And it’s all mine. I didn’t care that there was a puddle of hot cum between us that never got wiped. I was loving the warmth. I was in heaven.

    I was exhausted, both physically and mentally. I knew it was daylight, but I never bothered looking what time of day it was. That was not a priority. I closed my eyes and soaked in this moment. Almost immediately he brought both of his arms around my back and gave me the tightest hug possible without choking me. I reciprocated and kneaded my arms behind his neck to make the embrace mutual. We were in a deep bear hug. I just stayed like this. I had nowhere to go but here. I was happy here.

    A few minutes into this, and I felt those cute little jolts that told me Michael was falling asleep in my arms again. What a bliss! I kept my eyes closed and allowed myself to relax. I don’t know if it took me a minute or an hour, but I also fell asleep in his arms. I could have slept 5 minutes or all morning; I didn’t have any concept of time. All I know is that when I woke up and finally looked at the clock next to my night stand, it said 12:10 PM.

    Michael must have sensed my movement, as he woke up too. His morning breath stank, but I couldn’t care less. I gave him quite a few kisses on the lips and in his mouth. Even his stinky morning breath was pure bliss.

    Somehow we made it from the bed to the shower. I showered with him. Together. In my little New York City apartment shower. We lathered and cleaned ourselves. I was still too shy to devour him again right there, so it was mostly business even though we had boners that wouldn’t go away. We both let it be for now.

    We toweled off. As we did that, I told him that I was starving, and if he cared to join me for weekend brunch. This was actually the very first time that either one us suggested an after-work activity together. He replied that he is starving as well. I told him about my favorite brunch place a couple of blocks away, and he told me had heard of it and had always to go there. I guess that could count as our first date.

    Naturally, I went to my closet and picked out fresh weekend clothes to wear. I noticed that he was sifting through whatever clothes he had come here with, and he was hesitating. Only then I noticed he had worn a very old pair of jean and sweatshirt, and his boxer underwear had seen better days. That’s what you wear to Club Dick if you have to check your clothes at the door. I chuckled looking at him. He was embarrassed coming out with me in that awful outfit. I went over and grabbed his hand as he was still naked. I told him that we are almost the same size and that he can borrow whatever he wants to go out. First, the underwear situation. I don’t do boxers. I opened my underwear drawer. It was all very revealing briefs. I picked out the pinkest gayest pair of speedo underwear I had and I handed it to him. He laughed. But he was a good sport. He put it on. Damn, he looked fine in those. He looked better in them than I ever did. Then I picked him some other weekend attire in my closet. We were both wearing my clothes getting ready to go out. It was all my clothes, so we did look a bit matchy-matchy, but I loved it. We left the apartment and headed out.

    Halfway down the first block, he instinctively reached out and grabbed my hand. I have walked hand in hand with another man plenty of times in my neighborhood, it was not a big deal for me at all. But I didn’t know what possessed him to show me this kind of soft affection. Not that I minded it. In fact I loved it. But we were not dating. He was a married man.

    The whole rest of brunch, as we were sitting at the table, he only let go of my hand when we had to eat something. Even my coffee I had to drink with my non-dominant hand. During the meal, we chitchatted again about nonsense. Little things. The university. Our gripes about the pay and tenure. Nothing at all about what had happened in the past 24 hours since we shared a lunch table in the faculty cafeteria. All I knew is that he would not let go of my hand. Just like a clingy puppy. And I was not about to complain.

    After brunch, we went back to my apartment. I had no doubt in my mind that before the day was over we would be making love 5 more times. I had already planned on it. I was thirsty for him, and for now he was giving his 100% self to me. But I needed clarification. I needed to know how did all of this transpire. I would tell him about my fantasies, and he would tell me how he showed up at my doorstep last night.

    Once we sat down in the living room, I asked him in the softest tones if he could tell me what was going on. I guess he also knew he was due for some clarification. He sighed very deeply, caught his breath, turned his whole body to me, and grabbed both my hands with both his hands. The he started his story, as he opened his heart up to me.

    The story goes back to when he was a young teen in conservative Indiana. Back then, there were no role models for gay people in his life. He knew he felt attraction to the rest of the football players in his team, but he didn’t have the right tools to put it into context. He thought something was wrong with. Or that all other boys felt the same way, but were conditioned not to act on these feeling. Everybody around him was dating someone of the opposite sex. In came Cindy into his life. A kind and gentle soul. Someone who fell in love with Michael (how could anybody not fall in love with him). In time Michael developed feeling for her too, though there were so much more emotional rather than physical. And since premarital sex was not common in his town, he was more than glad to have a plutonic relationship with Cindy. A relationship that kept everyone happy, except for Michael.

    They became high school sweethearts. Michael knew he wanted to go to college in a bigger town. That’s when he decided it was going to be Chicago, no matter which college. He applied to every college there. Before he could say anything, Cindy had jumped on the bandwagon and she was coming with. They went to college together. He really loved her as a person, just not as much in a physical sense. Yes, they did eventually have premarital sex in college. Needless to say, she enjoyed it much more than he did. She demanded more, and he was thinking he was lucky his girlfriend wanted to ravage his body any chance she got.

    It wasn’t until grad school that he decided he needed to address his same sex attractions. He couldn’t just walk into a local gay bar. He just couldn’t. He found various cruisy spots on campus. Several times he had to go away on conference or school mission, he misbehaved. All on the down low. Like most Midwesterners, if you have been dating your high school sweetheart already for a few years, you get married in your mid 20’s. Which is what he did.

    After marriage, come kids. But he kept finding excuses to delay it. He loved kids. But the idea of having kids with Cindy and being forever tied to her just did not sit well with him. First it was her education and her nursing school that did not allow enough time. Then it was his grad school. Then came some other excuses.

    Meantime, Chicago had become too familiar with Michael. He wanted a fresh start. He looked for jobs in New York. He wanted to move away from Chicago, maybe even from Cindy. He was hoping that his declaration that he got the job so far away from home without consulting her would make Cindy be the one to break things off. Instead she tagged along to New York. And as long as she was around, he couldn’t break free. He wanted to break free. But he just couldn’t bring himself to break her heart in the process. He was stuck. Damned if you do, damned if you don’t.

    But then, a week into the new semester, he took the shuttle to the Bronx campus to teach his undergraduate class. All kinds of people on the shuttle. He did in fact notice me that first day and he sat one row behind and across me. He picked me out as gay immediately; I guess I’m more ‘obvious’ that I’d like to admit. He sat in that particular spot so he could steal glances at me when I did not pay attention. When we boarded off the bus that first time, he was right behind me. He had admired my behind as we got off. He knew nothing about me, but he knew he wanted to get to know me better. Later that afternoon, it was me who sat one row behind and diagonally across from him. I thought I was so clever to grab a seat that allowed me to steal glances at him, but Michael had invented that trick already a few hours earlier. He actually was happy that I sat there. He was hoping his position relative to me would make me glance in his way and notice him. And boy did that trick work.

    He knew right away that I was the kind of person he came to New York to meet. Academic, well connected, successful, with a vast gay friends network. Yes, he thought I was very attractive too, but he wanted me for the whole package, not just my body. Turns out he was in on that awkward dance we had done the first few time on the shuttle. He wanted me to notice him without being too obvious. He figured I must be on faculty in the Law School. Not knowing my name, he went online to the school directory and scanned the photos one by one until he found me. He then googled me and searched every social media. My open Facebook account taught him a lot about me and the wild summer I had in Fire Island. He just wished he was at the same point in his life to enjoy all that freedom to be himself.

    Next came the deliberate act of biting the bullet and sitting next to me on that fateful day. His heart was racing. He was so nervous that he would sweat right through his shirt. Instead, he was relieved that I was reading my law journal. Gave him a chance to interact with me without having to make small conversation. And then, that pothole. That awesome pothole that must have been planted there by the heavens. That is when my body flew onto him. He had felt a sudden jolt. At first he thought it was a jolt from the pothole, but it was a jolt for finally touching me, even if inadvertently. The ice was broken, and we had made conversation. He was on cloud 9 that day. He had never dated anyone except Cindy, so he has never known how to start up a conversation with someone he was interested in. All these other times it had been nameless sex in cruisy spots. But this time it was high school romance all over again.

    After that first ride together, he thought he should keep it a bit professional. He didn’t want to come off too pushy. He had no idea if I had any interest or not. He was so glad when after a couple of more rides I took the initiative to sit next to him. He had told himself that we are now familiar enough that he will find a way of sitting next to me on the shuttle any chance he got.

    He had tried to sit close enough to me so our shoulders would occasionally rub. He did not have a particularly wide stance, but he tried to sit with his legs wide open on the shuttle so perhaps our knees would rub. He kept praying that we would run over that pothole one more time and he would fake throwing himself on me this time. None of that happened. Finally he padded me good bye one time. He promised himself he would never wash that hand again. He just didn’t get any vibes from me that that single moment was anywhere as special to me as it was to him.

    He remembers that day when he mentioned his wife Cindy to me. He assumed I already knew he was married, with him wearing a wedding ring oh so obviously. To this date he was not sure why he made a point of mentioning it, but he felt that he needed to reveal more of himself to me. I didn’t tell him I almost vomited from nausea when I realized he was married to a woman. I never told him how much stamina it took for me to recompose myself.

    He was glad we had also found a corner of the faculty cafeteria to share from time to time. He was hoping that with all his affinity for me, I would initiate us going out for drinks after work, or dinner. He could never bring himself to be the one to start it. He had not dated someone new since age 18. The whole dating rituals was lost on him. Especially when it involved a guy. Especially since I knew he was married. He figured I was not interested enough to ever do anything together after work. He had me figured so wrong. Alas for all this lost time and crossed signals.

    I had told him my trip to Puerta Vallarta. He had told me about the trip back home to Indiana. He so wished that the world was a different place and that I would take him with me. But he had plans to go back to see family. In fact, his flight home was supposed to be yesterday evening. Obviously, he never went. He was sitting there across the sofa, holding my hands and spilling his heart out.

    He thought that the Thursday shuttle ride would be the last time we see each other for the next month. We had said some non-official good byes, as our encounters were never planned. He had started missing me as soon as we parted ways after the ride back home. He had taught his Friday morning class and was supposed to wrap things up and meet Cindy at home no later than 4 to go to the airport. He took a chance to come to the faculty cafeteria to see if perchance I was there. He gave it a 50-50 shot. Just one more casual and superficial conversation with me before the campus was closed for a month and we never had any plans to meet even after his flight back. He was absolutely delighted to find me in our usual table. He came over and sat down as he always had every time we were there at the same time. We both had stacks of papers. He looked at my stack and couldn’t believe what he saw. He saw my printed email from Club Dick.

    He knew that place pretty well. He had been there enough times to know what happens in a place like that. I guess he was the straight married types that hide their wedding rings before they come in. He was just shocked that I might find interest in a place like that. What with such great gay network, he thought I could have any guy I wanted whenever I wanted. He never could see me in a seedy place like that. Little did he know.

    He had gone home after lunch all in turmoil. He was still in disbelief that there was even a remote chance I might go to the club that night. But he couldn’t miss it. Even the remote chance of running into me there intrigued him. He was rock hard just thinking about it. Then reality hit. He told Cindy he was not going back to Indiana. Not tonight, and not tomorrow night. In fact he wasn’t sure if ever. He was staying here in New York, the place he had fallen in love with. Cindy just couldn’t understand what had gotten into him. So he came clean. He told her everything. About his same sex attractions and about how he finally has to be true to himself. He apologized to her for lying to her all these years, but he has been telling an even bigger lie to himself all these years. Cindy was less shocked that he thought she would be. Perhaps she had figured it out already and was waiting for his moment of confession. He told her that it is best if she takes the flight back home so they have some distance to sort things out for now. Sorry for ruining her Christmas.

    Michael showed up at Club Dick at 10 o’clock sharp. He didn’t know if I in fact I was going to go, but he didn’t want to take any chances to miss seeing me there. He did the clothes check and went to hide in a dark place that still had a good view of the entrance. One by one as the next guy entered the club, he had a palpitation thinking it could be me. Nope, not that guy. Not the other guy. After about like 80 guys, I did in fact come to the club. Michael was overjoyed. But that was pretty much it. He had figured out I might come, he just didn’t know how things would go down. He didn’t know if he should just come tap me on the shoulder, pretend to run into me ‘by mistake’, or just follow me around. He took the last option. The option of coming to declare himself was just too much, even though that was the whole purpose of him being there.

    Michael followed me around a couple of dark hallways. Finally I had settled on the wall of glory holes. Without any hesitation, I had approached the only available glory hole with a mouth waiting on the other side. That was his shot. He found the spot on the other side of barrier, and had to practically wrestle my dick away from the grampa who was blowing me. He was hoping that I either didn’t notice the ‘change of guard’ or that I didn’t mind. In fact, I didn’t mind and was actually flattered by all the attention.

    Michael admittedly was not the most experienced at blow jobs, but he did the best he could. He was just so happy when I blew my load in his mouth. He had been waiting for this for months. We went from casual shuttle bus mates to him secretly blowing me in the glory hole at a sex club. What a turn of events.

    He wasn’t sure what would happen next. He had not planned any of this. He was and wasn’t surprised when I peeked around the barrier only to find out it was him. He was satisfied with what he had done, but he saw I was shocked. For a second he thought maybe he had crossed a line. Maybe he had ruined a beautiful friendship with momentary lust for my cock. That cock and the load that came out of it was so great. But the relationship he had hoped to build with me was even more great, if given the right chance.

    He told me that when he got up to face me, he didn’t know what to do. After few minutes of staring, he felt sticky cum still on the corner of one lip. He just wanted to wipe it clean, so he had taken his tongue out to lick it. Apparently that was a sign for me to finally go over and hug him. He was relieved I wasn’t mad. But then he got angry at himself. How could he had allowed himself to take such liberty with our friendship. What happened was the stuff of porn stories, not how people behave in real life. What if I had gotten mad and snapped at him? What I if I had felt betrayed? He went from cherishing the moment to hating himself within a few seconds. Shame took over. He had to run. He needed fresh air. He needed to remove himself from this situation. He ran, got his clothes on, and ran out. He took a taxi home.

    He got to his empty apartment and just sat in the dark looking at the walls. He could have ruined everything. He was so mad at himself for doing something like this. But the more he thought about it, the more he realized that I did not act mad at all. I seemed shocked, perhaps intrigued, most definitely not mad. Fuck, why did he run out like a mad man?

    What if in fact I, too, was interested? He never gave me the proper time to respond. He had just run out. And, double fuck! He didn’t have my number, address, or even email. He then thought about going back to the online faculty directory, the in-house version, to find my info. Well, that was easy. Name, address, mobile number, academic email address, it was all there. Now what, should he call? Call now or tomorrow? Text perhaps? Saying he was sorry? Over text???

    Somehow the devil got into him one more time and he decided to show up at my apartment. What happened a few hours earlier is not something that is dealt with over modern communication. It needed to be addressed in person. So he got into another cab, and came over unannounced. Somehow the front door was open and he helped himself up to my door. He knocked, not having planned anything particular to say or do. He thought he would just show up and see how it develops organically. No pre-meditated speeches.

    It seemed I was not sleeping yet either. He guessed that much. He was relieved to see I opened the door promptly. He was also relieved I didn’t seem mad at him. When I finally gestured for him to come, he knew he is entering a friendly zone. He still does not know what got into him, but as he entered the apartment he saw where the bedroom was and continued in. He had seen me in my pajama bottom and then saw the matching pajama top, unused, on the dresser. He just then got the idea that rather than talk about things right then and there, let’s just call it a night. Except, let’s make it our night. Let’s spend the night in each other’s arms. He got into the pajama tops and boxers and crawled into the bed. I followed him there. He wanted me to hold him rather than talk to him. He wasn’t ready to give answers. He just wanted his bruised soul to get a hug, both physically and mentally. He spooned into me, knowing that this way he would have my entire body covering him without facing me. That was his comfort zone at that point. He made sure I caress him and hold him with my free arm.

    Finally, he could rest his body and his mind. He was exhausted. He just fell asleep, feeling my breath on his shoulders. All these years of hooking up with men in cruisy spots, he never experienced a proper post-sex hug. He never knew the warmth and affection of another man. He was in heaven. He was hoping I would extend him the courtesy and let him enjoy the moment.

    What happened in the morning as we had woken up was already well known to both of us. Or at least I thought it was to me. I thought we had passionate sex. But it was so much more to him. All his life he had only dated one person, his wife Cindy. When he started exploring men, it had always been on the down low. Cruisy spots on the campus, in sex clubs, etc. And even if occasionally he ended up in some guy’s apartment, it was still with someone he had just met under less than desirable circumstances. It was always sex, never love or passion. This past morning it was the first time he had sex with a man, or even a woman for that matter, whom he truly loved with all his heart. He had never felt such bliss before. He never had sex, passion, and love all at the same time.

    It was a lot for me to take in. Thinking he was desiring me so intensely all this time that I had desired him back. Thinking our souls were meant to be with each other only to be ever so slightly separated by time and circumstance. It was so fascinating to hear how the story unfolded from the other person’s point of view. How we each missed the other person’s hints just because each one of us was sunken in our own cloud of doubts and trepidations.

    I couldn’t hold back. I opened up to him too. I told him how I had fallen in love that very first day as boarded the shuttle bus. I told him about all the missed signals. I told him how of all the men I had met in my life, I never ever felt such a connection to anyone. And it was all held back. I told him how I had fallen in love with his scent, and it was in fact his scent in that dingy and dirty sex club that gave him away. I told him I am so glad to he finally took the initiative to make a move, even though it was a dirty move at Club Dick. I told him we can never tell anyone our real first time was at a sex club. I told him every single little secret of adoration and infatuation I had been holding back for three months. He was the giddy young teen still stuck in high school dating scene, and I had become the same giddy teen enamored by him all this time.

    As predicted, we spent the rest of the day, the weekend, the week, the holidays, and the rest of the winter break making passionate love, going out to eat, see a movie, see a show, go to a museum, only to come back home and make mad passionate love all over again. I spent every single moment of every single day with him beside me. Anytime I wanted, I walked over to took a whiff of his scent that drove me crazy. Musk, spice, birch, and peach. Sometimes that was followed by a simple kiss as we watched a movie on TV. Sometimes it would end up in mad passionate lovemaking as the rest of the movie would continue to play with nobody watching it. He was never more than two inches away from me. And so many times I was six inches inside him.

    By the third week of January, it was time to go back to normal life. School was about to restart. More importantly Michael had to sort things out with Cindy. As he had predicted, she decided to stay in Indiana and not come back. She didn’t want much. Just her personal belongings and her fair share of community property. Michael and I made numerous trips to his apartment to help pack her stuff and ship them to her. We then packed the rest of the stuff, his stuff, and brought them to my apartment. Yes, we moved in together. Not because we talked about him moving in. It was just understood that he would. Like all those times we would find a seat next to each other on the shuttle bus.

    Monday. First day of classes, and we woke up in the same bed. I made him coffee, he made me my favorite bagel. We each picked up our briefcases, and walked hand in hand to school. When we arrived, a quick kiss on the lips and we each went to our individual departments. Tuesday morning, same routine. Tuesday afternoon, our first shuttle ride as a couple. We leaned into each other, our shoulders touching. Our knees touching. And Michael holding my right hand firmly in his left hand, my fingers intertwined with his fingers for the whole ride. Michael’s head rested on my shoulder the whole ride. On the ride back, he cozied onto my shoulder again, rested his head, and fell asleep on my shoulder judging by those cute little jerky movements he makes every time he falls asleep. The drool on my shoulder was ample evidence that he was in fact in a peaceful place and was able to fall asleep with me right next to him.

    He’s a keeper. I told you he was husband material. I plan to propose to him as soon as his divorce is finalized and the dust has settled, unless he proposes to me first. Michael is going to be my husband. And I will have unlimited access not only to his scent, but to his body and his heart. I waited all these years to find my soul mate, and it was very much worth it.

    T H E     E N D

    The inspiration for this story started probably around 8 years ago. At that time, I used to take the shuttle between my company’s two campuses on a regular basis. All the etiquette of who sits where and leaving empty seats next to people is exactly as described. And then one cold day, Michael walked in. His name might or might not actually be Michael. He looked like a solid corn-fed Midwestern guy. Dressed nicely enough to be fashionable, without being too fashion forward. Definitely the metrosexual type. Broad shoulders that tapered to a size 30 waist. Over the course of the next few months, we did eventually exchange a few sentences, and a few times we ended up sitting next to each other on the ride. But, we never became fast friends like the story here. And obviously nothing more ever happened. And then one day, a few years later on, he was no longer there. I imagine that he moved to a different company, or his job description no longer needed him to be on the shuttle on a regular basis. I haven’t seen him since.

    It took me a while to put the pieces of the story together so I could write it down. The shuttle rides were definitely the main part of the story. But somehow I had to come up with a fantasy that would have a happy ending. By the time I actually started writing, I had 50% of the story figured out from Sean‘s perspective. The other 50% wrote itself as I went along. What surprised me the most, is the second half of the story with Michael’s confession. I most definitely had not thought that part through at all when I wrote the first part of the story. I thought Michael was going to have a one paragraph confession just to tidy things up. Instead, somehow I was able to retrace the entire three months of their courtship from Michael’s point of view. At the end, there were missed signals from both sides, which makes the story ever so much special. It had initially escaped my mind that Michael too would have had feelings all along.


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  • Tales from a Boarding School

    Liam

    There are five houses in Headington, each with about one hundred pupils. Mine is Crawley House, one of the two original Houses of the School, the other being Stanley. I’ve always wanted to be in Wren House as it contains the most objectively attractive boys, and there are many rumours about what the boys of Wren get up to in the dark. That’s not to say there’s no talent in Crawley House: David, who has the room opposite mine, has been the subject of many a wank. Luke down the hall has the most perfect arse you’ve ever seen: tiny, pert, and hairless. The reason I know this last part is because the showers in Wren House are communal. We are the only house in the school with communal showers, which is compensated by the fact that we are also the only house where every sixth-former gets their own private bedroom. The shower room is ancient, built with the school in 1846. It’s floor to ceiling white tile, stained by time, with six rusty shower heads jutting out of the walls. The single drain at the centre of the room constantly clogs, resulting in about an inch of water filling the room after every sports session. It’s dimly lit by one small frosted window tucked in corner, almost as if an architectural afterthought. What the showers lacked in pressure they made up for in heat: the room would fill with steam within a few seconds of the showers being on, making it harder for me to perv on the bodies around me. Nevertheless, I was intimately familiar with what each of the eighteen boys in upper sixth were working with down south.

    Cut to today. We had just finished a football session which ended with us beating Stanley House 3-1. Walking back through the gothic quadrants of the school, everyone is in jovial spirits, despite the frosty November day. Joe is jumping on Pete’s back, trying to throw him off his balance.

    “Fuck off you prick,” snorts Pete.

    We were all caked in mud that was starting to dry in crusty blotches.

    “Shotgun first shower,” exclaims Mick, throwing his hand in the air. The rule of shower shotgun is that the first six boys to put their hand up after shower shotgun is declared gets to shower first, which was always beneficial as to shower second meant swimming through the first six boys’ mud, piss, and whatever else had washed off them. On this occasion, the first six are me, Joe, Sam, David, Theo, and the shotgunner Mick, which is a fairly good result. At the very least it means getting a good look at David for future wanking material.

    We reach Crawley and race up to the top floor which houses the upper sixth form. I reach my room and peel my filthy football kit off, and stand looking in the mirror for a second. The cold has shrivelled my dick and swallowed my balls, so I take a moment to fluff my myself up a bit. Once I am happy with the size of things, I grab my towel and make for the showers.

    I enter to find Sam already in there. Sam is a very tall boy; he had grown about a foot and a half between the ages of 17 and 18, and his back was covered in stretch marks as a result. Everything about him is skinny: his arms are like noodles, his waist is impossible small, and his cock, although above average in length, leaves much to be desired in girth.

    I take my place under the corner shower, giving me the best view of the rest of the room. I turn on the water and instantly scold myself. I jump to the side and accidentally knock into Sam, sending him flying.

    “Watch it!” squeals Sam from the floor.

    “It’s fucking boiling! Sorry!” I offer him a hand up. His dick has flopped back and was sitting on his stomach, exposing his dark hairy balls. I have a thing for balls. I wouldn’t call it a fetish, but a nice set of balls gets me rock hard.

    As I lift Sam, David walks in, towel around waist, followed by the rest of the shotgun six. David is half Mexican, and the combination of Latino and Caucasian had produced an utterly beautiful specimen: dark features, dreamy black eyes, smooth caramel skin. I watch closely as David removes his towel, letting his beautiful meaty cock spring forward, pushed up by the bulbous, taut balls. I observe him as he showers, watching the hot water coax his balls downwards, until they were hanging level with his thick, uncircumcised cock. At one point he drops his soap, which led to a chorus of prison-based jokes from Joe. David, playing along with the joke, bends over seductively, spreading his tight muscular buttocks apart in doing so. He has a very hairy arse, and a dark, tidy hole. The rest of the boys fall about laughing, and I join in, even though I’m more aroused than amused. I can feel myself getting hard. I look down to see that I have in fact got a semi, which would very quickly be a full hard-on. Usually I am quite good at keeping a lid on my arousal until I’m back in my room, but having not wanked this morning, as is my usual routine, I was untameably horny. I quickly finish cleaning myself and wrap my towel around my waist.

    “Liam’s got a boner!” Joe cried. I look down to see the outline of my large erection is quite visible under my towel. I am very much a grower: I go from fairly average when soft to nearly nine inches when hard. Every one looks in my direction and starts laughing, even though I can see they’re impressed. I tell them all to fuck off and leave.

    Once I’m back in my room, a shove the desk chair up against the door, throw my towel on the bed, and start rubbing. I think about David’s heavy swinging balls, the shower water running down his dick. I tease my pulsing dickhead until I explode into my hand. As I clean myself up, I notice that some one has slid a note under my door. I pick it up, unfold it, and read: “Didn’t know you were half donkey. Hope that was for me. X.” It takes me a while to absorb what I have just read. I stare at the lined paper, waiting for the words to make sense. I stick my head out the door – the corridor empty. I have an admirer. It’s obviously one of the five guys I just showered with. But who?

  • Red headed sailor

    Shipboard Red headed twink

    The new guy in second division was a tall red headed twink. He was about 6’ 4” and a typical twink. He was also a Valley person. I spoke to him a few times and he was friendly.

    On ship there are basically three types of guys when it comes to modesty. The towel always. They even put underwear on under their towels. The mostly towels who are modest but change with no shame. Finally, there is the let it all hang out dudes.

    Most of the let it all hang out dudes had nothing to hide and were proud of what they had. This new redhead was one of the let it all hang out dudes. His hair was dark red rather than orange and he had little body hair. There was a very nice treasure trail leading to a fabulous thick red bush.

    Today many guys trim or shave their pubes but in the 80’s that was unheard of. Trimming pubes makes the tree took larger, but in his case, there was no need. He had a 6 inch long 2 inches wide member when soft. Quite a shower! And no shame.

    One afternoon I met him in the aft passageway. He was leaving the aft head and I was going to my shop. He was doing his mess duty and had just gotten off duty since his day started at 4 am.

    I said hey and he stopped and started talking. I asked him how mess duty was going, and he was telling me about his day. All the while his dick swinging in full view.

    I asked him about California and why he choose East coast and he said he was up for a change but missed surfing. I asked him about surfing, and he was showing me some of his moves. His dick and balls swung out as he showed me how to jump up on feet etc.

    It took a lot of self-control to not stare at his dick while talking with him. My dick was fluffing up with a little chub, but not hard. I wondered if he was fluffed up also, but his dick hung down and was swinging around. We finally got done with our conversation and I went to my shop to finish up some paperwork.

    A few days later I was headed back to the shop and he was in the aft head. This head had 2 showers and was small. I glanced over as I passed and saw him getting out of the shower. There was no question as to if he was hard. His dick was at a 45 degree angle and was a good 8 inches and thick.

    I waved and he said hi. I asked him how it was going and he said he was horny as hell. I said, “I can see that.” He said I can’t get it to go down. He had jacked off twice but needed to find something to help. I asked what I could do to help him. He was very uncomfortable. He said he had noticed me looking at his dick when we were talking and couldn’t get it out of his mind.

    I stepped into the head and closed the door.

    I reached for his throbbing member and bent down to get a closer look. It was light pink nearly white with many blue veins under the surface. The knob was fuchsia, not red, not pink but fuchsia. It was big and shaped to a tapering point. I started to put it into my mouth. He said his dick wasn’t what needed attention.

    I stared up at him dumbfounded and he turned around putting his ass in my face. How do you explain his ass? Firm, round and white. White is the true color with a sprinkling of little freckles. There was no hair on his bubble butt and smelled of soap. I reached in and spread his cheeks apart. He had the pinkest hole in existence, barely darker than his butt but definitely a contrast. There was also strawberry blond hair going from his balls to his sweet hole.

    I couldn’t resist the site. I stuck my tongue into his ass and he went off. I felt him contracting and heard a lot of splashed hit the floor. He came with just a tongue in his ass. He hissed it had been six months since his ass had any attention and he needed it.

    We heard noise out in the passage way and I stood up and he grabbed his towel and walked out of the head his dick still hard and dripping. I reached for some toilet paper and scooped up his spent load.

    This was prior to don’t ask don’t tell or any allowance for gay activity in the military. Needless to say, my dick was straining in my pants, so I went into a stall and took care of my problem. I flushed both of our loads and went back to the shop.

    I never had the chance to have any more action with the tall red headed twink. He transferred to another division when he finished mess duty and his berthing was on another deck. I was in his berthing a few months later and noticed him leaving the head to get dressed his dick was pretty much hard and no he wasn’t covering it with a towel.

  • Screwed in Borneo

    1 April 2020, New York City

    Ram Milner hefted the core sample, admiring the thick vein of gold going through the rock, before passing it on to the next one at the thirty-fifth-floor conference room in New York’s Inter-Continental Marriott hotel on 44th Street near Times Square. From the distance at the other end of the table, the usually inscrutable Douglas Wan watched the young man examine the rock. He wasn’t inscrutable now; he was showing obvious interest in the half American, half Thai young man at the other end of the table, and that interest wasn’t only in the young man as potential investor.

    Douglas Wan, himself a slim, fit, cultured and elegantly dressed half-breed in his early forties, with a Chinese mother and English father, the Wan name and fortune being marks as belonging in high society in Singapore, fit right in at the boardroom level. He was here to gather financial support for the mining concern, Busang Limited, he headed on the island of Borneo. He was very much in his element, sitting at the table, assessing the well-heeled entrepreneurs assembled here, while his minions conducted a briefing for the potential investors.

    It was Ram Milner, who would be seen as out of his element. No one who didn’t read the financial and social papers regularly would recognize the twenty-eight-year-old, small of stature, but handsome of looks, reflecting the best features of two cultures, young man as a Philadelphia mainline billionaire, thanks to his father’s family. But he was. And because he was—fabulously wealthy, known for investing heavily in risky endeavors, and a beautiful young man—Douglas Wan, a man of risk and of appetites for young, exotic men, and knowing that Ram Milner was openly a gay submissive, was very interested in the young man. Indeed, all of the other people at the table had been invited to provide cover. It was Ram Milner who Douglas Wan wanted to seduce, both as an investor in the Busan Limited gold mine project on Borneo and for his bed.

    Or possible right here on top of the conference table when the rest were gone, Wan was thinking. He hadn’t considered that Ram Milner, in the flesh, was so sexy and inviting.

    Ram was not unaware of Wan’s double-aspected interest. The young entrepreneur wasn’t uninterested in either himself, although he wanted to move slowly on both prospects and he was a bit wary on how this was developing. He was here because of the encouragement of one of the family’s financial advisors, the fifty-five-year-old lawyer, Walt Remington. Walt was a gay top, although more circumspect about it than Ram was. Walt had a trophy wife and was step-father to her two girls, and was a millionaire Philadelphian in his own right. He didn’t just work for and with the Milner family, but they were major clients of his. His interest in working with them was based in his own interest in bedding Ram, but that hadn’t happened yet. He had seen that they were both booked into this hotel, and he was hoping to get lucky. What primarily brought him here, though, was Douglas Wan’s interest.

    Remington was no Wan. He was older and wasn’t in nearly the fit shape as Wan was. Neither he nor Ram knew it, of course, but he didn’t hold a candle to Wan in endowments and bedding expertise either. But he’d been working on Ram for some time, and Ram’s willingness to come to New York and hear this pitch on helping to finance a gold mine in Borneo convinced Remington that the young man was interested in him. The man certainly had dropped enough hints on what they could do in Manhattan so close to the Chelsea area, a distinctly gay-friendly district of the city.

    It was Remington who had built up not only the gold mine deal with Ram but also that Douglas Wan would be a good man for Ram to know and network with, and it was Remington who now sat beside the young man at the thirty-fifth-floor conference room overlooking the Hudson River and the New Jersey shore beyond, perusing the company’s prospectus and pointing out interesting—and inviting—tidbits of information to Ram.

    A wrinkle in Remington’s planning had entered the scene in the muscular, outdoorsman figure of the man who was sitting on the other side of him from Ram at the table and who Ram had unexpectedly brought along to the meeting. Jamal Ergon, a burly Turk in his late thirties, a no-nonsense geologist also with a degree in engineering and an international reputation for mining operation startups, worked frequently with the Milner family on their prospective mining operation investments, so Remington shouldn’t have been surprised to see him show up, but Remington had thought he sent busywork in the Turk’s direction to keep him occupied elsewhere in the world. The man was much too nosey and independent thinking. for Remington’s taste. During the meeting, whenever Ram sent a chart or prospectus page to Ergon, Remington had found a way of pulling it back and putting it under Ram’s nose. His only saving grace is that Douglas Wan, sitting and brooding at the other end of the table during the presentation, was casting scowls at Ergon. He obviously didn’t like the Turk being there any better than Remington did.

    When the Busang Limited briefing team had wrapped up its pitch and the meeting was breaking up, Wan showed an intent to walk to the other end of the table to greet Milner and Remington, but he was waylaid by other investors with questions, and Ram left the room with Remington in tow.

    “I thought you should meet Mr. Wan,” Remington said, as they moved toward the elevator. Ergon, much to Remington’s relief, had left ahead of them.

    “I’d like time to go over the mining prospectus first and consider this as an investment. If I’m interested, that would be a good time to meet Wan.” He knew, of course, that there were other reasons his financial advisor had for him to hook up with the Singapore business man, but Ram found that suspicious. Walt was entirely too interested in Ram picking up this investment, and, more seriously, why was Walt pushing Wan at him with sexual interest? This flew in the face of the sexual interest Ram knew Remington had in him himself. No, this was a time to move slowly, with his eyes open. Besides, he found, as a submissive, that dominants didn’t lose interest in you if you didn’t fall into their lap immediately—they liked to have to invest some seduction and hard-to-get in the conquest.

    “I’ll put this paperwork in my room and then let’s get something to eat,” Ram said.

    Walt smiled. Ram was good with his company this evening. If he could keep them together, that might end in bed and that much of what Remington was interested in doing on this trip will have been achieved. What Wan was paying him to accomplish could come more slowly after that—after he had mastered Ram sexually and asserted even more influence over him than he had managed already. “I know of a good steakhouse on 36th Street,” he said. “The Staghorn Steakhouse. And we’d be pretty close to some gay clubs towards the Chelsea area. I know you expressed interest in doing some ‘out there’ clubbing in New York that you can’t do in Philadelphia. There’s the Eagle NYC on 28th Street and the even more raunchy Get Punished Strip Club, also on 28th. Or, if you want something tamer—”

    “The strip club sounds good,” Ram said, as the elevator arrived.

    “Great,” Walt answered, with a grin. I’ll just dip back in the conference room for a minute and then meet you down in the lobby.

    This was going great for Walt Remington, he thought. It had been a long campaign to get in Ram’s pants, and he could earn his fee from Douglas Wan at the same time.

    * * * *

    Remington worked at cozying up to Ram at the Staghorn Steakhouse, both in body positioning and in verbal inuendo, but the younger man was holding off. Walt reasoned to himself that this was just because they were in a restaurant everyone with money went to and that the handsome young Thai-American would warm up later, when they were in more of a gay element. The young man had picked out the more raunchy of the suggestions for gay clubs to go to afterward with Walt, hadn’t he?

    Here to, though, Ram threw Walt a curve when they were out on the street and hailing a cab for the clubbing part of the evening.

    “I think I’d like to go to Eagle NYC first and then move on to the Get Punished Strip Club later,” he said as a cab pulled up to the curb.

    “Sure, whatever,” Walt answered. That would cause a problem. The plans were for them to go directly to the strip club, but maybe it would be OK, he thought. It did mean that Ram was up for a club crawl—and that everything was to be in a gay mood—and with Walt, at least at the beginning.

    Eagle NYC was rocking when Ram and Walt got there. They had a few drinks and ogled the other patrons, with several of the men other ogling Ram as well. A few got him out on the dance floor and Walt could see that the young man was unwinding. So far so good. Either plan A would work or Walt had a chance to get Ram in plan B himself tonight. Plan C—that Ram would hook up with one of the young, handsome men he was dancing with—was the big fear in Walt’s mind. Just when he thought he’d have to think of something to pull Ram out of the club, though, the young man took care of that himself.

    “OK, I think I’m ready to go to this other club, the strip joint, now,” Ram said when he returned to the table from the dance floor. “Did you say it’s on the same street, not far from here?”

    “Yes, the same street—West 28th Street. But it’s four long blocks east, beyond Penn Station. We should get a—”

    “Naw, let’s walk,” Ram said. “The fresh air and exercise will do us good.” He was already calling for the tab. He’d pay. It was his family that was listed among the billionaires, not Remington’s. Remington was a millionaire, but he didn’t accumulate that by volunteering to take bar tabs. He wasn’t dressed for walking in the city at night, but Ram seemed so buoyant that Remington wanted to keep him in that mood. So, if the young man wanted to walk, they’d walk.

    When they got to the Get Punished Strip Club, Ram realized what this evening was all about. It wasn’t just a gay male club. The stripper shows were for women too, and in a wrinkle Walt hadn’t told him about, he found that the male strippers were all black men—black and built. Some of them were young, small of stature, and willowy, though. Immediately, as they walked into the showroom and a lot of the attention refocused from the show on stage to Ram and Walt, Ram realized that he was a center of interest here, because he fit in with the strippers. He was half Thai. He wasn’t black or even dark brown, but he was light brown. His small size was from his Thai heritage, but his features were more from the Caucasian side. The resultant package was one of male submissive beauty that rivaled any of the submissive dancing on the stage and interacting there with big, black stallions.

    That wasn’t the only surprise that caught the young man’s attention, though. There, in the front row, sitting alone at a table for three, was Douglas Wan. He had been watching the entrance to the showroom as much as the stage and his face lit up when he saw Ram and Walt enter the room. Walt began to walk in his direction, but Ram followed the usher who was taking them to a table across the room, and, reluctantly, Walt turned and joined them.

    They didn’t stay long. Walt thought that it was because Ram heated up quickly, an act having started on stage, where four big, black studs surrounding a small Thai guy danced around the Thai as they all slowly stripped down.

    “That could be you,” Walt leaned over and said in Ram’s ear. “That could be you with those four musclemen paying attention to you, although I must say you are much better looking and sexier than that small guy.”

    “Ummm, humm,” Ram answered, his gaze plastered to what was going on hum stage—and thus avoiding Douglas Wan’s attempt to get their attention from across the room. Wan was talking to a waiter and gesturing toward the table where Ram and Walt sat, but before an invitation could be extended for the two men to join Wan, Ram was up on his feet.

    “Let’s go back to the hotel now,” he said.

    “Now? We just got here,” Remington responded. He took a searching look at Ram. The young man was flushed. He looked like he was in heat. Remington thought the dancing and stripping, especially since it featured someone much like Ram—someone who the act was making clear was about to be gangbanged by those four black bulls, assuming how raunchy this club could get—had gotten to the young man and this was his chance to cash in on his campaign to bed the boy. “But, fine, we can go back to the hotel, if you like.”

    He’d schemed to get Ram here for Douglas Wan, but that could all happen later—they’d be business partners soon enough.

    In the hotel, Walt followed Ram up to his room and would have gone into the room with him, but Ram abruptly thanked him for arriving the club crawl, said he was tired and that all he wanted now was a shower and bed, and he was in his room with the door closed and locked behind him before Walt could devise a way to get inside his guard.

    * * * *

    Sonunda. Soyun ve gelip bana hizmet et.

    “You know I don’t speak Turkish, but that sounded like a dirty command.” Ram Milner turned from the door he’d just shut on the hopeful Walt Remington and turned to the muscular, hirsute, and totally naked Turkish geologist, Jamal Ergon, who was reclined on Ram’s hotel bed, with the prospectus documents from the Busang Limited briefing fanned out around him.

    “I told you that you took your time getting back to the hotel and to strip and come here and service me.”

    Ram shivered with arousal and anticipation. He was a submissive. Ergon was a magnificent stud. The Turk knew exactly how to motivate the young man. Ergon was fisting his long, thick cock, the shaft already filling out to full erection. Ram began unbuttoning, unbuckling, unzipping.

    “Did you find out anything interesting from those documents?” the young man asked as he stripped down.

    “My fee first. Talk business later. Gel—Come here. Sikimi em—Suck my cock.” Ram didn’t need a translation of this. He had been covered by the hunky Turk before. He belonged to Jamal Ergon in the dimension of sex. Ergon cleared the pages of documents off the bed and moved to a sitting position, legs spread, cock fisted to guide it between the young man’s lips, as, panting and giving a little moan, Ram moved to the bed and went down on his knees between the Turk’s thighs.

    When Ram was in position, Ergon grabbed the young man’s head between his hands, running his fingers into the dark curls, gripping hard, and arching Ram’s head back. Looking down into the young man’s face with a sneery stare that read of total domination, just as Ram melted to, the Turk spit into Ram’s open mouth, jerked the young man’s head down again, into position, pressed his erection between the submissive’s lips, going deep, and brutally face fucked the gurgling and moaning Ram to a deep-throating ejaculation.

    It was just the mastery that satisfied Ram the most. Ergon was a Milner retainer in business, but in the business of sex, Ergon was Ram’s master.

    Right at this moment, the two were in the phase of being in heat—both of them—and this was Ergon’s mastery phase. He was virile and fit, and he quickly recovered his libido and erection. Muscular and strong—much heavier and more muscular than Ram Milner was—he pulled the younger man up from the floor, turned him, and put him on his back at the foot of the hotel room bed. He grasped Ram’s ankles and raised and spread the young man’s legs. Panting hard and whispering, “Yes, yes, do it. Fuck me,” Ram stretched his arms out from his body, digging his fingers into the bedding to hold himself in place; arched his back, his gaze going wildly around the ceiling of the room; and cried out in want and passion, as Jamal Ergon hovered over him, worked his thick cock into the young man’s passage, and fucked the stuffing out of him.

    An hour later, passion dissipated and both men showered, they moved into the employer and contractor phase and Ram took over control.

    “I know you haven’t had much time to go over the prospectus material, but has anything suspect popped out at you?” Ram asked. They were both in their briefs now and sitting at a table for two in the window overlooking Manhattan. They’d raided the hotel refrigerator for outlandishly expensive bottles of beer. They didn’t give a shit about expense. The sex had made them thirsty. They both knew there would be more sex to come.

    “Plenty,” Ergon answered. “I’ve heard rumors about this Douglas Wan guy before, so I’ve been doing some googling as well as reading the paper work. It all looks great on paper, and the core sample that got passed around knocked my socks off. That’s one record find in the gold running through that rock.”

    “But?”

    “But it’s not from a mine in Indonesia, I don’t think,” Ergo said. “It’s so rich in gold veining that it looked familiar. I think it probably comes from the Perina Mine in Peru, the mother of all motherlodes that we currently know about. There are samples from that mine roaming around the Internet. The one we saw today is identical to those. And Douglas Wan, saying he’s from Singapore and his company, Busang Limited is based there is being only half honest. Wan lives in the Cayman Islands and that’s where his banks are—where they can’t be touched as they can in Singapore. Busang Limited is based in Singapore all right, but it appears to be a shell company, with a series of cut-out companies before you get back to the protective Cayman Islands and Wan.”

    “So, this is probably a scam,” Ram said. “He’s just playing me for a fool, trying to get me to invest in a bogus mine—trying to take my money.” The young man said it with a tinge of regret that Ergon caught.

    “It isn’t just the mine deal you are interested in, is it? I saw the way Wan looked at you in the briefing and that you looked back. I know that look. You were planning on getting more from him than a mine extraction deal, weren’t you?”

    “He’s a real hunk. I’ve had my eye on him for some time,” Ram admitted. “We’d brushed by each other here and there before and we both wanted a hookup, I know. It just hasn’t happened before. And now maybe it won’t. But Walt Remington has been playing up this deal. He’s pushing me into it. He’s one of the family’s primary financial advisers. He wouldn’t—”

    “Perhaps he would,” Ergon said. “I traced the shell companies back to what I think is the base company in the Caymans. Wan is the major stockholder in that company, but I found that Remington is on the board of directors too—and he holds stock in the company. What do you want to bet he has a hidey hole in the Caymans as well and is planning to cash out—to take money, including a bunch of your money, and run?”

    “And thus make a fool of me as well,” Ram said.

    “Sorry. So, you’ll want to pull out and run—and let your family know about Remington’s defection.”

    Ram didn’t answer immediate. He spent several minutes in deep thought. “Maybe not. They are planning to screw me. I know they both want to screw me for real, they want to fleece me as well. Milner’s aren’t real good about wanting to be made fools of. Maybe there’s something we can do.”

    “Like what?”

    “We’ll see, but it’s getting late. It’s time to go to bed, and I don’t want to go to bed alone tonight.”

    He gave Ergon the unmistakable look declaring that it was time for the sexy Turkish hunk to take control again.

    And, so, that’s what Ergon did, and Ram spent much of the rest of the night under him, panting, moaning, and reveling in a rough ride.

    * * * *

    30 March 2021, Samarinda, Borneo, Indonesia

    Douglas Wan was a masterful, forceful, cruel lover, just as the younger Ram Milner had thought and hoped he would be. He also was insatiable, once he had gotten Ram alone and in the isolation of the Busang gold mine in Sebulu, a seven-hour Land Rover and horseback ride up from the Borneo capital city of Samarinda. He first fucked Ram in the mine itself, when he’d taken the young Thai-American investor into the dimly lit tunnel to show him the rich vein of gold in the walls. As Ram was facing the wall, running his fingers over the vein of gold, Wan, taller, more muscular, and heavier, had simply embraced Ram from behind; controlled him as he readjusted their clothing and Ram cried out to the echoing rock walls, struggling ineffectually; and mounted and fucked him, roughly and totally.

    It had been just the way Ram had dreamed of getting it from Wan and why he had put a year of preparation to be with the Chinese Singaporean in isolation like this rather than take a swifter, more public, less complicated means of financial revenge for the bold entrepreneur’s attempt to make a fleeced fool out of him. It had never been just about financing the mining of gold—for either of the men. It had just as much been about a mutual sexual attraction.

    After that first bite of the apple, Wan dragged Ram from the mine to the somewhat primitive guest house outside of the mine entrance and fucked the hell out of the smaller submissive into that night, it being too late and too far for them to return to Samarinda and the hotel where Ram, who had been accompanied to Borneo by the financial adviser and confederate of Wan’s, Walt Remington, were booked. Remington wouldn’t be surprised that they didn’t return from the mine that night. Wan had made clear that the trip to the mine with Ram was more about finally laying the young man than about showing off the mine that Ram had finally agreed to invest in and had signed a healthy check for along with other investors Ram had spent the year pulling together to back the venture. All of the checks would be deposited the next day in a Singapore cutout account to immediately, without Ram’s knowledge, be transferred to an untouchable Cayman Island account.

    Walt Remington wasn’t wild about having to think of Wan getting his way with the young Ram Milner at the isolated mine. Remington wanted to have his way with the young man too and had been given every reason to believe Ram would lie down for him during this trip. He just had to bide his time.

    Wan exhausted Ram on the bed in the mine guesthouse, ending up sitting, naked, and very fit for his age, in a lotus position on the bed, with Ram in his lap, legs streaming around the older man’s hips, skewered on the Chinese stud’s cock, his hands, for as long as he was able, grasping the tips of Wan’s shoulders, and leaning back, as, with one arm around Ram’s waist, Wan pressed into Ram’s tailbone with the other hand, pulling the younger man on and off his cock. At length, Ram lost his grip and collapsed backward, head and shoulder blades pressed to the mattress, sighing, moaning, and groaning, as Wan gripped his hips between his hands and continued pulling Ram’s channel on and off the shaft.

    They returned to Samarinda the next day, Ram purring in satiation and Wan smiling in self-satisfied victory, to the four-star Mesra Business and Resort Hotel near the Temindung Airport, where Wan let Ram off with the growl, “I’m not finished with you yet. Not by a long shot. Clean up and rest, but I will pick you up at 8:00 for dinner and then we’ll go to my hotel and I’ll take you like you’ve never been taken before.”

    “Yes, sir,” Ram docilely answered. He had no doubt that the virile Chinese stud would cruelly use him totally, and he regretted that that, by his plans, wouldn’t answer. Wan had given him everything he could have dreamed of getting from the man, and all of the preparation work was worth it, but it was time for this to come to the end and for the Busang Limited scam to be closed down.

    Once in his hotel room and showered, Ram picked up his hotel room telephone and rang Walt Remington’s room. The financier had been sitting next to the phone for hours, waiting for the call.

    “We’re back,” Ram told Remington.

    “Was it all you hoped it would be?” Remington asked.

    “Yes, it was great,” he answered, the two of them having different ideas what was being discussed. Remington was thinking of the visit to the mine—and whether Ram had figured out that the mine had been salted with gold veining in the area Wan took him to to leave the impression it was rich in gold, when it wasn’t. He breathed easier when he decided Ram hadn’t found them out. Ram, though, had been thinking exclusively of the sex he’d had with Douglas Wan. He’d known for months, after a surreptitious visit to the mine by Jamal Ergon, that the mine had been salted.

    “What now . . . you’d led me to believe—”

    “I need to rest now,” Ram said, “but how about meeting in the hotel lobby at 8:00 for dinner?”

    “And then?”

    “Then I think I’d like to go to a club and then come back to your room.”

    Remington could hardly hold his delight that at long last, the young man was going to let him bed him. The arrangements made, the two clicked off and Remington went to shower and dress for his long-anticipated tryst.

    Ram had already packed his bag. He left the room within minutes of clicking off with Remington, carried his back down to the reception desk, checked out, and went out onto the street to catch a hotel car.

    * * * *

    “You done?”

    “Yes, I’ve been royally done,” Ram answered, with a grin. Jamal Ergon had arrived in a private jet no more than an hour before Ram got to the airport after having left the hotel.

    “I mean are you finished with the game now? It’s all taken care of?”

    “Yes, that too,” Ram answered as they climbed up in the plane, waiting for the pilot to complete the flight plan paperwork for Jakarta and to get clearance to take off. Ram didn’t think that either Douglas Wan or Walt Remington would think to check on him before they’d each meet in the Mesra Hotel lobby and find that they each had a date with Ram but he wasn’t showing up. Ram wanted to be well away from Samarinda before those two found he’d turned the joke on them—making them the fools they had thought they were pinning on him.

    “Was he any good? Was he worth putting all of this off for a year?” Ergon asked.

    “Do you mean do I think he fucks better than you do?”

    “Yeah, that,” Ergon said. But he wasn’t smiling and he didn’t laugh.

    “He’s great, but, no, he isn’t nearly as good as you are,” Ram said, causing to Ergon to relax and smile for the first time since he’d flown into Borneo.

    “He didn’t notice that the check you gave him is on an nonexisting bank—or that all of those checks from the investors you supposedly have been scrounging up for him all this year are as bogus as the investors are?”

    “No, he didn’t more than glance at the dollar amount and my signature on the check,” Ram answered. “He obviously trusts me. I’m just a dumb mark to him. He’s going to get a really nasty surprise tomorrow when he tries to cash those checks. Quite an April Fool’s joke folding back on him. He’s already spent a lot of that nonexistent money, I’m sure. Walt won’t be pleased when he finds himself a fool as well, which serves him right for turning on my family. They’ll have to run for the Caymans now. I wonder if they’ll outrun the U.S. and Singapore authorities I’ve just sent your report on their bogus mine scheme to.”

    “You’re siccing the law on them too?”

    “Of course. I don’t like being made a fool of—even by guys I want to fuck me.”

    “You’re a hard, cruel young man, Ram Milner.”

    “Speaking of hard and cruel—” Ram reached over and touched the Turk’s crotch.

    Ergon laughed. “You a member of the mile high club yet?”

    “No, not yet,” Ram said, with a smile.

    “Well, as soon as this jet gets off the ground and to that altitude, we’ll take care of that.”

    They did.


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  • A Short Story About My Gym Buddy’s Enormous Balls

    A few months after my first year of university I decided I wanted to get into better shape. I’ve never been overweight or anything, but felt I could do with some toning up.

    There was a guy who I shared halls with who I had always thought was pretty cute: this skinny, floppy-haired emo twink who was fairly quiet and unassuming. I knew he was gay because we’d chatted about it drunk during freshers’ week, but nothing had every happened between us.

    Because I didn’t want to go to the gym for the first time on my own, I asked the whole flat if anyone fancied joining me. Everyone said no, apart from, to my surprise, this skinny gay dude. So we sort out memberships online and headed to the gym that was close to our campus.

    As I said, he was a pretty shy, and conversation didn’t flow between us on the way there. Our interests didn’t overlap particularly, which didn’t help. But we were in this together, and I was glad to have the company.

    We arrived in our gym stuff, with clean regular clothes stuffed into backpacks. This hunky guy met us in reception and showed us around, explained a few things, what different equipment did, certain gym etiquette, such as wiping down machines after using them. He left us at the changing room door. From this point, we were on our own.

    We found lockers next to each other and headed to the gym floor. It was the middle of the day on a weekday, so it was pretty empty. Having used a rowing machine before, I felt comfortable starting there. He took to the treadmills, which were lined up in front of the rowing machines, giving me a good view of him. It was all going fine: I was listening to a workout playlist and got into a good rhythm on the rowing machine, and my gym buddy was slowly working up the speed and gradient of the treadmill. Then I noticed something about him that I had never noticed before: as he passed a certain speed on the running machine, the point at which your movement has to become a bit more vigorous, I saw that the front of his running shorts was bobbing up and down heavily. I deduced that he was clearly wearing loose boxers, and that whatever was in them was huge. The rhythmical swinging backwards and forwards of his bulge was hypnotic, and I could feel myself getting hard. Could this skinny little twink be carry a serious weapon down there?

    Anyway, we eventual move on to some of the less familiar machinery, first to a contraption that, according to the hunky gym man, worked on abs (which, to be honest, was what I was working for). I went first, and big bulge boy watched. As I curled my legs up and down, I swear I could feel his eyes checking me out, but every time I looked at him he seemed to be focused on what the machine was doing.

    After about half an hour going from machine to machine, we eventually decided to call it a day. We were both damp with sweat, and his pale skin was blushed. We headed back to the lockers. We weren’t sure before we came if we were going to shower at the gym or just wait till we got back to halls, so we packed towels just in case. When we reached our lockers I asked him if he was going to shower, and he somewhat cryptically replied: “I will if you are.” Thinking I might catch a glimpse of whatever it was that was causing such seismic activity in his sports shorts on the treadmill, I jovially said to him “yeah, let’s hit the showers!” We peeled of our tops, and I’m nearly blinded by his pale, stick-thin torso. I joked that he needs a tanning bed, not a gym, which he laughed at and told me to fuck off. As he laughed, he threw a glance over my body, and, I swear to god, he licked his lips! It was so subtle that I wasn’t sure it actually happened. Was this guy into me? I pulled down my shorts to reveal my sweat-soaked tight boxers. He did the same to reveal, as I had guessed, loose-fitting and fairly long boxer-shorts. And then he pulled these down. There, a shade darker than the rest of his skin, was a relatively thick, and longer than average, cock. But the most astonishing thing were his balls. They were huge, the biggest I had ever seen. They gave a little swing as his underpants came down, hanging low below the tip of his dick. His scrotum looked like it was exhausted holding up these apple-sized testicles. I felt a rush of blood run to my dick. Flustered, I quickly removed my own boxers and made my way towards the showers. There was no one else in there. I headed to the end cubicle, and just as I went to close the door, something blocked it. It was him. He’d followed me. Before I could say anything, he had pushed in to the cubicle with me, and locked the door behind him. I looked down to see that his dick was extremely hard, sticking straight up like a flag pole. Below it were his colossal balls, made to look even bigger now his dick wasn’t covering them. He reached behind me and turned on the shower. As the hot water streamed over us, he put his hands on the back of my neck and pulled me into his face. His tongue slipped between my lips in a warm, sweaty kiss. His erection pressed up against mine, making me even harder. I sank to my knees and took his dick in my hand. It was like a rock. I could feel every vein, pulsing. I started wanking him, teasing the uncircumcised tip with my tongue. With my other hand, I grabbed his sack. It was ridiculously heavy – how the hell did he walk around with these things swinging between his legs?! I stroked them, squeezed them – they felt like a very ripe orange! I put my whole mouth over his cock and took in as much as I could until I gagged. With the hand that wasn’t cradling his ball sack, I start to wank my own solid cock . I had never been this hard, and I could tell I was going to cum very quickly. No sooner had I thought this than his balls and cock started contracting, pumping gallons of hot cum into my mouth – literally, it felt like gallons! No surprise, given the reservoir of cum that his enormous balls could probably hold. As it gushed down my throat, I exploded, shooting my load all over his shins, some of it hitting the cubicle door behind him. As I shot my last shot, another pulse of cum comes out of his dick, taking me by surprise. He cums so much I think he might be pissing. But no this tasted very potently of semen. When his giant sack was finally drained, I got up off my knees and we washed each other down, making out as we did so.

    We left the gym with smiles on our faces. Needless to say, we went back a lot.

  • Cole needs a daddy

    I always thought Cole was adorable. I knew that, once he grew up, he’d be a looker for sure. But, even as he entered his senior year of high school, he hadn’t changed much. Some parts of his body looked his age: he was tall with an athletic body. But his upper lip only had peach fuzz and his voice still hadn’t fully dropped. Additionally, he was only seventeen. Which meant he was a minor and off limits. That doesn’t mean I was blind to what he’d become. But I didn’t get to see it happen.

    After Christmas, my wife and I divorced. Things had been degrading for months, for obvious reasons. But my wife knew I was interested in men also before we married. And, while we were married for a long time, we married young and she thought my desire to be with men would change. I did, too. Being young and full of cum, as they say, doesn’t equate to being wise. Almost twenty years married, with three at this house we bought together, ended and I moved out into an apartment, as so many ex-husbands tend to do.

    The settlement took less than a year and it was amicable. The ex-wife had a new beau quickly and had no need for the house, so I got it in the divorce. Once she moved out and on, I moved back in and tried to get my life settled back to normal. Between the time I moved out and back in, I hadn’t had much time for any social life, obviously. It also meant I lost weight due to the stress. Being back home, I was able to destress. And I did like the weight loss, which I needed for my newly found life: I didn’t think any guy would want an overweight middle-aged man. Even before I moved back, I joined a gym. Once back home, I kept going through the winter. The goal was to be more presentable by spring. By spring, things were coming together nicely, and I thought I was about ready to ‘get back out there’ socially.

    After a string of warm weather, it was time to mow the yard. As I started the suburb routine of back-n-forth, I saw someone come out of Cole’s house. I had to do a double take. It was Cole, but not the Cole I knew from two years ago. He caught me staring and threw up a hand to wave as he turned and started coming across the street towards me, smiling oddly.

    “Mr. Roberts!” he said, his voice now deeper than mine. His smile was wide and almost seemed to be hiding something.

    “Cole! It’s good to see you again! You’ve grown a lot in the past couple of years” I said, looking him up and down obviously. While still tall, he’d filled out nicely. His peach fuzz lip was replaced with shaven dark hair that also encompassed his chin and sideburns, causing his big dark blue eyes to stand out.

    “Good to see you again, too!” he said. He seemed a lot happier than a nineteen year old should be seeing an old neighbor my age. “I’m glad you’re back home. And I love the new look” he said referencing my beard. “I’m trying to grow one too” he said running his hand along his jaw.

    “Thanks man. Yeah it’s been an interesting couple of years, but I’m trying to get things back to normal now” I admitted.

    “Well, I’m glad you’re back. Too many old people around here” he said referring to the age of the neighbors.

    “Careful now. I’m not that much younger than these guys” I replied.

    “Well, I don’t think of you like that” he replied. “But I have to jet to work. I’ll see you around!”

    “Ok. Take care, Cole.” I started the mower and watched him drive away, having my ego stroked slightly by a hot, young (now legal) man.

    That night, I pulled out the phone and opened the hookup apps. It’s been a while since I was out in any dating scene, straight or gay, so I had to get the lay of the land, as they say. I scrolled though the people in the one app. Nothing of note. I had another app that historically had younger guys on it. I only looked through it occasionally, but tonight I thought I’d five it another go. I hadn’t been on it since I moved here, so I had to reset my filters. Once I did, the very first profile that came up as a photo-less one less than a mile from me. That intrigued me, but without a photo, I passed it by. I scrolled through the remainders and found nothing of note, so decided to hit the porn sites for some jack off material.

    A few minutes into my chosen video, I received an alert: I had a message from the app. I opened it up and noticed the profile without a photo viewed my profile and sent me a message. I opened it and my heart sank. It read: Mr. Roberts. It’s good to see you again. It took me a few seconds to figure out what had happened, then I remember my short conversation with Cole earlier. Could this be him? I sent back a very adult message of: Hello. Do we know each other? I sat my phone down and waited. Another alert. The message now read, only: We do. I replied: Who is this. A message returned with nothing but a photo: It was Cole.

    I didn’t know what to say or do so I didn’t reply right away. Then another message came: Can I come over? I replied with a Sure and waited. Minutes later, a knock came at my door. I opened it to see Cole standing there.

    “Hi” he said, smiling widely.

    “Hi” I replied, nervous. “What are you doing here, Cole?” I asked. “It’s almost one in the morning.”

    “I saw you online and thought we could spend some time together?” he said grabbing his crotch.

    I stood there stunned.

    “Well?” he said, impatiently.

    I pulled the door opened more and he walked in.

    “Cole. What are you…what are you doing on those apps?” I said closing the door behind him.

    “Why else do you think I’m on there, Mr. Roberts?” he asked. A good question.

    “I know. I mean…. why did you message me?” I asked.

    “Guys my age are so…. Immature” he said, stepping towards me. “And I’ve always thought you were sexy. But when I saw you with your bread…”

    “Cole. I don’t know if this is a good idea” I admitted.

    “Looks like your cock disagrees” he said, looking down at my dick which, without my knowing, had grown to its almost full size in my shorts.

    He reached out and grabbed it, causing it to pulse. This is the first time in almost a year anyone other than me has touched it. Much less a sexy young man like Cole had become. I closed my eyes and sighed, enjoying the touch.

    “Cole…” I started as he planted his lips on mine. I hesitated at first, but his warm mouth, soft lips and insistence pushed me over the edge. I returned his kiss passionately, which seemed to surprise him. I backed him up against the opposite side wall, our lips never parting. The sound of wet lips echoed off the hallway walls. I pulled back, regaining some sense of control. He laughed softly.

    “See? That’s the Mr. Roberts I knew was there all along” he said.

    “Brian” I replied.

    “What?” he asked.

    “Brian. That’s my name” I replied.

    “Brian” he said softly, stroking my beard. “Brian with the beard and big cock and hairy chest” he said as he ran his hand up my shirt from my crotch. “That’s hot!”

    He pushed me back and pulled off his shirt. His body was perfect. His chest was smooth with the exception of a small patch of light brown hair in the middle, and a trail that pointed down, but faded quickly, only a few little hairs on his flat stomach around his navel. His nipples were small and surround by a few hairs of their own. His biceps were surprisingly big for someone with a runner’s build.

    While I was still taking it all in, he bent down and pulled down my shorts. He gasped as my hard dick popped out.

    “Fuck. That’s a nicer cock than I ever imagined” he said.

    “What” I asked.

    “Oh Mr. Roberts” he said, looking up at me. “Surely you had to know that I jacked off thinking about you all though high school?” he asked.

    “I had no idea” I replied.

    “That’s a shame” he whispered as I could feel his breath on the head of my cock. “I’ve wanted to suck this cock for years!”

    I couldn’t take it any longer. I grabbed my cock and slapped his face with it. He chuckled with pleasure as I ran it along his face, my hyper-sensitive head feeling every inch of his face. I watched intensely as my swollen dick head traced along his jaw, then his chin and finally his lips. He looked up at me and opened his mouth. I slid it in his mouth, the warmth enveloping my head, then my shaft. Cole struggled to fit it all in, but I made sure he did.

    Once in, he pushed himself into my pubes, forcing my dick down his throat. He did something with the back of his mouth that sent shudders through my body – something no one else has been able to duplicate since. But at this time, I knew I had to give in to the moment. I pulled out of his mouth and made his stand up. It was his turn.

    I bent down and pulled his shorts down, his cock slapping up against his stomach. I was taken aback some by the size of it. He seemed somewhat proud of it and for good reason. Its width, while average, was overshadowed by its length and massive head. He wasn’t a shower, but definitely a grower. If I was a bit under eight inches, he was an honest ten, surrounded by a sea of golden trimmed pubes. How he hid this monster from me earlier I had no idea, but that wasn’t what was important now.

    I shoved it as deep in my mouth as I could, choking on it initially. But I soon returned to my previous life of sucking all sorts of cock. I grabbed his smooth nuts as I bobbed on his pole like he’d never had done before. I could feel that giant cock head opening up my throat more and more with each thrust. His legs started to shake as I felt a hand on my chest.

    He grabbed a hand full of my chest hair and pulled me up. The instant pain of someone pulling my hair was replaced with a feeling I’ve not experienced prior: pleasurable pain. His cock popped out of my mouth with a wet slurp sound as I stood up, following the trail of pain as he pulled me up to his level. “So, who fucks who tonight?” he asked.

    I kicked off my shorts and pushed him to the living room – I didn’t want to take the extra time to get him to the bedroom. He stumbled out of his own shorts, leaving them in the hallway as I directed him to the couch. He plopped down on the couch and I raised his hairy legs up in a V shape. I had no lube in the house so I spit on my hand and wiped his pucker, lubing it up nest I could. I placed my cock on his hole, feeling the tightness as I pushed in. He screamed and I stopped. “Don’t stop, daddy!” he said. That turned me on even more. I pulled my head out of his hole and lubed my cock with my own precum. I grabbed both his ankles with my left hand and positioned my dick with my right and fell into him.

    His legs shook and he screamed into a pillow he’d grabbed earlier, and my hairy balls came to rest on his firm ass. I could feel his ass convulse around my shaft as I held myself in him, allowing him to get accustomed to me. I watched his patch of chest hair rise and fall start to slow. I pulled out leaving just the head inside him. I watched his hole stretch around my shaft and my cock exited. I tossed the pillow away from his face – I wanted to see his blue eyes. They were wide and looked of surprise, pain and pleasure. He focused on me and smiled.

    “Fuck. I’ve wanted that cock for so long, daddy!” he said. I could feel his ass trying to force my cock fully out of him.

    “Oh really? This cock?” I asked, sliding it back inside him. His eyes rolled back in his head and he let out a groan.

    “Yes, daddy. That’s the one. Give it to me!” he cried as his long cock slowly released a torrent of clear precum across his chest and down his side. I pulled out some, his mouth opened as he drew air into his lungs. Then I fell back into him, forcing that air and another stream of clear liquid from his body. Knowing what I had to do, I released his legs, steadied myself on his chest, feeling his heart pound underneath and started fucking him.

    My balls actually hurt as the slapped against his ass, but I didn’t care. I fucked him for several minutes in this position until my legs got weak, so I pulled out of him, his legs falling to the ground as we caught our breath. “Damn daddy!” he said. ‘You’re better at this than I thought!”

    “You’ve never been fucked by an older man?” I asked, my chest heaving to get more oxygen to my muscles.

    “I’ve never been fucked at all, daddy” he said.

    “Never!?! Not at all?” I asked.

    “No daddy. I was waiting on you to be my first” he said standing up, his precum running down his sides. “I didn’t want a boy. I wanted a man. A real man”

    I pulled him over and sat down where he was. I reached out and pulled him over me. He smiled, as he got the idea and, grabbing my cock, positioned himself over me, his long dick pointing at the ceiling. He slowly sat down on me. Fir my cock popped into him, causing his dick to bounce. He lowered himself on me inch by inch, each inch causing his cock to twitch until he was resting on my lap. Cole seemed to enjoy this as he quickly got a rhythm going. I felt his tight ass milking my cock as he bounced up and down on me, his cock slapping on his stomach, then mine, then his, then mine, nineteen-year-old pre-cum being thrown all over the couch. I watched it sling around, making a note that I’d have to clean it up later. That thought was interrupted when I heard Cole’s cries change in tone. I knew he was close.

    I reached up and grabbed his long cock, pointing that enormous head at my face as he bounced on my cock. I saw his balls were pulled up to each side of his shaft and I knew it was coming. Literally. It was then my cock felt a different squeeze and, a second later, a giant blob of hot, thick, white liquid hit my face. Then another squeeze and another glob volleyed from his cock. Then I lost track as he drenched my face and chest with his liquid, while never stopping the motion of his body. The feeling of hot, young man juice on my face and chest was all I could take. It’s been years since I’ve fucked a guy – I was surprised my body lasted this long. Not knowing what he wanted, I pushed him off of my cock and blasted my own load on his firm, smooth ass, never letting go of his spasming cock. He stood above me, his chest rapidly moving up and down while I held his cock like a dog on a leash. Eventually, he gathered enough strength and stood up enough to pull his long ass cock out of my hand, it slapping against his stomach, still hard as a rock and slinging more cum up on his own chest hair.

    “Daddy……” he moaned, his legs shaking. I looked down at my own pleased cock. “Daddy wetted my ass” he said, turning around, showing me his ass, wet with my own cum. I reached up and ran my hand along his cheek and pushing a finger’s worth of cum into his now tortured and swollen hole. He moaned, looking over his shoulder.

    He turned around, cock still hard. “I’m not yet finished, daddy” he said pushing his cock towards me. I happily took his long dick back into my mouth, already covered in his own cum. He grabbed the back of my head and started to face fuck me, his balls now swinging low. His fucked my mouth with vigor. As I tasted his cum on my tongue, now wishing I’d let him fuck me instead, his balls pulled back up and he shot another load in my mouth. He held my face against his trimmed bush, smearing his cum that was on my face on his body. I don’t know how he got his hard upward curved dick down my throat, but he did. And he dumped another load down my throat. He held my face against him until his cock started to soften before he pulled out of my mouth.

    He stood before me, nude. As his first load of cum cooled on my face, and his second load of cum made its way to my stomach, I admired this young man and was honored that he allowed me to be his first. Little did I know that the next few months would be full of many of a late night rendezvous that brought us both forward to our life of man on man sex.


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  • Naval Tradition III: Mexico

    Mexico, Day 5

    written with CPL Cody

    I don’t know what kind of dream I was having, but I woke up with a throbbing boner. Harder than normal, if possible.

    I had slept straight through to about 7:30. I slowly woke up to find myself in the middle of the king-sized bed alone with the sheet tangled around my legs and across my waist. The sun greeted me as I opened my eyes, streaming into the room as I noticed Dad was already up and his side of the bed was empty. I stretched, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes as I slipped out of bed and walked naked over to where I was able to see if Dad was out on the balcony, hopefully with some breakfast.

    Only he wasn’t there. It took me a minute to notice the note Dad had written on the hotel stationery pad and placed on the dresser.

    “AT THE POOL,” it read, in Dad’s neat handwriting. Of course. A Navy man can’t break his routine that easily, even on vacation, I thought.

    I leisurely stroked my hardon, which hadn’t yet gone down. It was wild that with all the sex Dad and I had been having, my libido was still so fired up. I was almost inclined to jerk off right then and there. But I suspected – and hoped – Dad and I would have another opportunity for fun.

    It was our last full day in Mexico, and I was still giddy that my father, my own dad, had been as excited to have sex as I was. And we did more than have sex, we were downright exploring each other, body and soul, getting to know one another in a profoundly intimate way. While perhaps nothing topped the intensity of our first fuck, the first time Dad’s mammoth cock pushed in bare into my hole, our session yesterday afternoon came pretty close. The way Dad had taken control of the sex, and of my body, had been insanely erotic.

    On the way to the bathroom, I stepped over to look at the full-length mirror hanging next to the hotel room door. I could see the result of the clean shave Dad gave me right before he royally fucked my brains out and gave me the orgasm of my life. My sculpted chest and returning washboard abs were baby smooth as I ran my fingers down my body. I flexed my muscles for my own gaze and remembered that my pits and forearms were hairless as well. I turned my back to mirror and tuned my head, twisting my torso to look back at my ass as it caught the sun. I ran an appreciative hand over the smooth muscled curve of my glutes, the skin still contrastingly creamy white as I let my fingers wander into my smooth crack. The sensation was new and arousing as my fingers slid in smooth, noting just a trace of lingering lube in the folds of my asshole.

    I felt my hardon twitch. My mind flashed back two years, to my last day at home in Norfolk before heading off to college. Dad was away on deployment, and I’d enjoyed an extended, day-long edging session home alone, capping it all off by stroking in front of Dad’s bedroom mirror, naked, wearing only Dad’s Navy, dress white uniform coat. I remember how I ached to be older, to have a man’s body to fill out that uniform. Well, I certainly had a man’s body now. Still young, definitely collegiate, but not as bulky as Dad’s middle-aged build. But as I now stood naked in front of that hotel mirror, slow-stroking my dick in my reflection, I had to admit that I looked good. With my tan and the baby-smooth muscle, I looked like a guy in a porn video. I felt a surge of excitement and a dribble of precum coat my knuckles as I imagined Dad thinking of me that way.

    I let go of my firm, thick prick, watching it hover in its upright morning fullness. I had been hesitant and passively resistant to Dad’s shave down yesterday, but now I loved thinking about it. I’d have to examine why it turned me on like it did. It gave me a shiver to remember, but I enjoyed having Dad take control of my body like that, having him fuck me, being used for his pleasure. I still didn’t have the thoughts to process these desires, but even then I knew Dad had tapped into something deep inside me. It was getting fucked, sure, but there was also something deeply primal and psychological about being physically beneath my own father.

    I thought of waiting for him, maybe being ready on the bed with my shaved-smooth ass offered up for him when he returned. But I still felt hesitant taking the initiative with Dad like that. He’d been open to a hell of a lot this week, and it was like I was seeing a new side of my father. But there was still something one-sided about our sexual connection – me craving, and Dad acquiescing. That’s something else I’d have to think about. After this week, I decided.

    I gave my dick a soft pinch to try to stem my erection some, and went to wash my face, brush my teeth, and shave. I slipped on just my mid-length navy trunks and flip flops, grabbed a towel and made my way down.

    It was a beautiful clear morning with a gentle breeze out. My father was still doing laps in the pool, the only person in at that hour. I watched him for a few minutes as I dropped my towel on the chair next to his, admiring his strong arms and shoulders as they appeared above the water on each stroke. Despite Dad’s large and muscled frame, he was nimble and almost graceful as he sliced through the water. Swimming helped keep Dad in great shape, so I decided to get in myself.

    I’m not as good a swimmer as Dad, but the full-body workout felt great after all the lounging about we’d been doing, not including the sex. Though I didn’t want this vacation to end just yet, I was looking forward to getting back to working out and more physical activity. I knew my knee was feeling like new, and hopefully the doctor would give me a clean bill of health to ball for the end of the season.

    Dad was just pulling himself out of the pool as I wrapped up my final lap. He toweled off, dabbing the water off his hairy and bulky body as he watched me get out of the water after him. He made no intent to hide this roaming gaze as he took the sight of my smooth and now wet upper body as I strode towards him and my towel. I could feel the water seamlessly roll off my chest and abs as Dad watched the droplets move down my sleek skin. I toweled off as we traded smiles. “Remind me why I live somewhere with winter,” he laughed.

    Still in just our trunks and flip flops, we grabbed breakfast at the poolside restaurant. I enjoyed this. Not only the lazy informality of vacation, but being there shirtless with Dad. I noted the clear contrast between us as we chatted – Dad being brown haired, bigger, bulkier, hairier… older, but very physically well kept due to the demands of his Navy career. On the other hand, I was leaner compared to Dad, less bulky but more defined, blond haired and now completely smooth except for my legs. Of course no one had any idea of the depravity we’d been up to, but it was like we were able to be ourselves down here in Mexico.

    “Last day in Mexico, Slugger,” Dad said, sipping his orange juice after we’d finished our meal.

    “I can’t believe it’s about over,” I said.

    “Me either, son. It’s been the perfect getaway.”

    He was right. After my injury, the mood I fell into… I needed this. And despite us barely leaving the hotel, I didn’t want it to end.

    “It has,” I said. “Anything you want to do for our last full day?”

    “I have some ideas,” he replied with an eyebrow raised and a small curl on his lips. It was fun seeing Dad be playfully sexual. It was a decided contrast to the intense seriousness of the day and evening before.

    “Sounds perfect,” I said, acknowledging the unspoken with a small smile of my own.

    “I figured you wouldn’t have a problem with that plan,” Dad grinned, sitting back up straight as I watched him square his shoulders as his furry chest bulged out from his frame.

    “You must think I have a one-track mind,” I replied playfully.

    “The idea had occurred to me,” Dad said with a glint of lust in his eyes. “Whataya say we go make use of that Do Not Disturb sign?”

    We didn’t rush, but we assuredly made our way back to our room, mostly silent. I could feel the sexual tension build between us as we waited in the elevator and strode down the hall, and I could already see Dad’s erection about to burst out of his trunks.

    Just as the room door shut behind us, Dad and I immediately had our hands and arms around each other as he pulled my mouth to his. His fingers ran through my damp blond hair as the power in his kiss intensified. I moaned into his mouth, but I followed his lead, my hands combing back his damp, brown and grey streaked hair as I felt his hands slide down my back until he firmly gripped my waist. He took control. Our nearly naked bodies smelled of chlorine. But as we made out, I loved feeling Dad’s damp lycra trunks and his moist bare skin. The new feeling of Dad’s hairy muscles pressing against my cleanly smooth chest and torso was invigorating as I in turn pulled his body harder into mine. Dad groaned with lust and pulled another moan from my lips. His kissing was incredible, in part because I didn’t know what approach he was going to use when we kissed. This morning, it was a more earnest swapping back and forth of our tongues, and Dad even applied a little suction to mine. That got me hard as fuck, quick.

    I felt his lycra-clad boner grind against my own rigid mound as we felt each other up, standing toe to toe. My hands reached down to feel his ass. There was something powerfully erotic about holding the solid round mounds of gluteal muscle that pushed his trunks out in perfect proportion. Dad did nothing to say his ass was off limits as he dug his tongue into my mouth, his hands holding my waist firmly as I felt his dick rage against mine.

    The idea that we had only one day left in Mexico weighed on my mind. I’d been hesitant to bring it up, but I knew I wanted to fuck Dad. Or at least put my desires out there. I smoothly broke our kiss, allowing our lust to simmer as we still clung to each other, skin against skin.

    “Dad,” I started, his face and lips still close to mine. “Have you ever gotten fucked?”

    He gave me that certain “Dad” look. “I thought this might be coming,” he said frankly, his hands still on my waist, holding me close.

    I went into retreat mode and pulled my hands from his ass, back to his lower back. “I don’t mean any disrespect, sir,” I said, my blue eyes softening as I stared back into his deepening grey ones. “Only I’ve thought about it… a lot,” my voice now softer than before. He was still in control of this, us… and I didn’t want to jeopardize any of it.

    Dad ran his hands around my waist, and then up along my smooth torso. “I have done it before,” he said softly as he felt up my sculpted and hairless chest, his hands soon cupping my face, fingers in the hair behind my ear, his thumb caressing my cheek. “But, it’s been a real long time. And… it’s not something I’ve done too often, Jimbo.”

    “That’s OK,” I said, acknowledging my acceptance of a “no” for an answer.

    Dad grinned, his hands sliding back down and off my body as he took a couple slow steps backwards into the room. He soon stepped out of reach as my hands slipped from his waist, still grinning at me with a flash in his eyes before as he turned and walked over to the bed.

    With his back to me, he pushed his thick fingers under the band of his tight trunks and slipped them off his ass. I let out a low moan as I noticed Dad was also sporting a tan line that framed his ass, although not as pronounced as mine. He dropped his trunks to his feet and stepped out of the damp material, leaving them on the floor. Now naked, he got up onto the bed and stretched out on the mattress. My heart pounded as I watched all 6-foot-2-inches of Dad’s fit muscular body stretch out on his stomach, thick legs spread as he propped himself up on his elbows. He looked back at me from over his shoulder.

    “My turn to trust you,” he said, his voice low and serious. “But please go easy on me, Jim. Real easy.”

    “Yessir,” I replied in amazement, my sexual excitement half choking my words while giving me a lump in my throat. I had dreamed of this, maybe not as much as Dad fucking me, but still pretty damn close. It was the last majorly intimate act we hadn’t done, and the very idea that we would made my nuts ache.

    My fingers tore at the drawstring knot at my waist before I slipped the damp swim trunks down my thighs. Now naked and hard as a rock, I kicked them aside as I took in the amazing sight before me. Dad’s nude body was splayed face down on the bed, bared in full muscular glory. In the still quiet of the late morning sun cascading over Dad’s body, I had to pause to admire the amazing masculine form of my father. His smooth wide back bulged with a million muscled knots and sinews, building and tapering to the small of his back, where the swell of a full, muscular ass rose high and wide. It was definitely the ass of an older man, not a pert, spherical bubble ass, but a real man’s ass, big and hairy. It made me hyperventilate as I took my throbbing dick in hand.

    Quietly I approached the bed behind Dad. I carefully climbed up on the foot of the mattress, kneeling between Dad’s spread thighs. I gradually ran my hands up his legs, starting at his ankles, feeling the soft furry strength of his mounded calves, his hamstrings, and his thick outer thighs. Then, as if claiming their prize, my mitts grasped his hips and then cupped the magnificent brawn of his ass. The hairs grew intensely thick all over the surface, and thicker into the crevice of his crack. My father’s ass, so much like my own, but different. Fuller, more grown up, stronger, and with darker hair.

    I boned up hard, and I knew I was leaking, drooling onto the sheet beneath me. I could feel the heat emanating from his sun-soaked skin as I settled between his thighs, Dad spreading them wider as my face drew closer to his ass. I gently gripped Dad’s buttcheeks, feeling the firmness as my fingers pressed into him. I slowly pried them apart, opening and revealing Dad’s beautiful, deep mantrench. The hairs did not quite hide his puckered hole. Unable to resist, I found myself kissing it, putting my wet mouth to my father’s anus as I shoved my smooth face between his furry cheeks. Dad’s flavor burst across my tongue as I groaned, savoring him. He tasted bold and dark, tinged with chlorine as his deeply masculine smell filled my nostrils. As I fluttered the tip of my tongue against his tight ring, it felt nasty, and perverted… and right – so right, and so good. I licked his hole feverishly, made love to it the best way I knew how – just like Jack Grant had taught me. Dad let out a labored gasp as I watched his back flex and ripple, glutes snuggly clenching my jaw as my lips and tongue bathed his hole. I moaned against Dad’s loosening ring, feeling my tongue just starting to slip into him, his flavor growing darker and more intense as I gripped his cheeks, spreading him as I let my eyes flutter close.

    “Aw, Gawd… Jimbo,” Dad’s baritone voice groaned as he hiked his ass up to meet my mouth. “Feels good, son,” he half grunted.

    Three simple words – but they egged me on like nothing else. Dad was consenting, telling me it was OK. Telling me he wanted this. I pushed my tongue out, digging deeper and starting to flutter between the tight assfolds, drilling into his private and sealed insides. Trying to claim him, possess him – just like he did me.

    The rimjob had my father squirming his beefy body against the sheets, legs writhing, fists clenching, muscles flexing with others relaxing. Dad gasped as I felt his hole flex around my tongue and against my lips. “Fuck… you know how to rim, son. Wasn’t sure if you wanted this.” Dad sounded as if he was holding his breath.

    I kissed Dad’s hole and pulled my head up, hovering in a perch inches above that spittle-covered asstrench with spit-soaked lips as my fingers held him open for me. “Fuck yeah, Dad. I want this so fucking bad,” I groaned and dove back in, watching Dad’s head fall back against the sheets as I shoved my face back between his glutes and my tongue back into his depths.

    As I munched away, listening to my wet kisses and Dad’s soft groans, the tension in Dad’s upper back eased and he leaned forward, lowering his hips in relaxation as his hole was slowly pulled from my mouth. “Remember your promise, son,” he said, nervousness now in his authoritative voice as he half turned his head back towards me. I didn’t know Dad’s sexual history, but I sensed at that moment that he had not done this much, at least not with someone as hung or as thick as me.

    I ran my hands reassuringly up and down his furry hamstrings. “Trust me, Dad,” I said as I licked and kissed his hairy ass cheek.

    The knowledge that I was reversing roles was like dynamite to my cock. It throbbed so hard it hurt. Yes, I wanted to fuck. I wanted to fuck my father. I spread Dad open one more time, my fingers digging at his now spit-soaked trench, the forest of hairs now wet, showing me his sopping, dark pink pucker. I gave a final, quick jab of my tongue against his tender hole before lifting up back unto my knees. I reached for the lube still sitting on the nightstand.

    “Oh man,” I purred in disbelief as I uncapped the tube and squirted the viscous slick onto my fingers. I dug into Dad’s ass crevice and zeroed in on his manhole. Dad sighed as I rubbed the lube against his pucker, mixing it with my spit. I pressed in. I gasped at the ring’s tightness, only reluctantly giving way and then clenching around my digit. He was hot, tight, and silky on the inside.

    “Mmmph.” Dad grunted with slight discomfort as I watched his back flex and felt his hole tighten. I could tell he was about to admonish me to slow down, but he held his tongue.

    I gave just the slightest flick of my index finger buried a half inch inside him. I then pulled back and gently prodded, sliding back in.

    I could feel his defenses calm. Not go away, but I was able to push my index finger all the way in and out with ease.

    I ran my hand along his back and said in the calmest voice, “I’m going in with two, Dad.” He gave me the slightest nod and grunted a little at the second, but it was a turned-on kind of groan as I slid my middle finger into him alongside my index. I squirted more lube on the connecting point of my hand and his hole, and that helped. Now I was fingering him freely, until it was time for a third. Dad grunted at the initial fullness, but relaxed as I felt him slowly accept me.

    Dad had been lying passive on the bed as I fingered him, but now he hiked his ass up for me, spreading his legs. It was a signal he was doing OK. That I was doing it right.

    “It’s going to be tight,” I announced as I pushed in the fourth finger, everything but my thumb. My cock is fat, and my four digits approximated what he’d be taking. Dad lowered his head and gripped the sheets. He was drum tight, his ring and asswalls constricting around my fingers, so I know it felt intense for him. I went easy on the twisting with the instroke but moved my hand around just a little to help his hole get accustomed to the stretch.

    I was breathing heavy now. Four fingers now lodged up my father as I lubed his insides. “God, Dad, this feels incredible. I want this so fucking bad. Beyond what I’ve dreamed,” I said in awe as I watched my fingers disappear into his snug hole.

    “I’m as ready as I’m going to be, Slugger,” Dad said around a groan as he lifted and turned his head, looking at me from the corner of his eye. I nodded and slowly pulled my lubed fingers from his loose and slicked chute. I watched Dad’s pucker close back up tight, looking shiny and wet, and inviting. I sat back on my knees, looking down and Dad, prone and ready for me.

    “On your back?” I asked him, holding back my lust as I tried to sound respectful. With other men, my preference was to fuck from behind, but I needed to see my father’s facial expressions to guide me through this.

    As Dad flipped and maneuvered himself unto his back, I was pleased to see that mammoth dick erect and leaking as his hooded skin stretched almost all the way back from around the head. For all of Dad’s nervousness, he was turned on by the expectation of me tapping his hole.
    “Put your legs on my shoulders,” I instructed respectfully. It wasn’t like me to order my father around, but I figured if I was going to top him, I could decide the best way to. He smiled, both amused and turned on by me turning the tables. He raised his strong, muscled legs as I helped him place his hairy calves over my smooth shoulders with his size-13 feet just behind my head. I knew that in this position too, Dad could see my smoothly shaved torso and chest between his spread thighs. Anything that helped excite him was going to help.

    I looked down, my 8 inches throbbing angrily. My cock felt like it was about to get so hard it might just snap right off. I didn’t dare touch it with my fingers, afraid I’d shoot all over Dad’s body right away. Instead, I poured a cascading sheet of lube from the top and down the sides, watching the shimmery liquid drip off the tip in long strands. With just my thumb, I pushed my solid prick down and nudged the turgid head against Dad’s hole, smearing my precum and lube over and around his puckered and hairy entrance.

    Dad took a hold of his dick, stroking the 10 inches slowly as I watched the look on his face, his “Dad” demeanor swimming just behind the lust in his grey eyes. I could tell he very much wanted to instruct me to go slow, but I cut him off.

    “I got this, Dad,” I said as confidently as I could. He nodded. And… slowly, steadily, I applied pressure. He was tight, and I felt the resistance immediately as Dad gave an involuntary expression of discomfort. I didn’t say anything, Dad knew he had to relax. We held still, deadlocked for a minute or two – my hard cock and his tight hole. I let my cock head pulse against Dad’s pucker as I caressed his legs, holding his eyes with mine until Dad drew in a heavy breath and I saw his chest and arm muscles relax again. As Dad gripped his half-hard dick, his sphincter opened partially up and the head of my cock breached the clearing. In that instant, I had penetrated and bored a couple good inches into him. I was fucking my father!

    “Jimbo…” Dad groaned as he looked up at me, eyebrows knotted with disbelief as he let his jaw hang open with painful pleasure. I could tell he was battling a million sensations and emotions at that moment.

    “Oh, Fuck… Dad, it’s…” I lost my words. It’s impossible to describe that rush – to put the most amazing feeling of your life into words. It felt simultaneously like a dream you never dared to dream and the most natural, inevitable thing that could happen. My dick sinking into the man who made me. His ass felt hot, tight and alive. I could tell he was struggling to accommodate my fat piece, but he was also turned on like crazy. His legs flexed against my shoulders and I watched his hair-covered abs clench in involuntary reaction. I didn’t let him clamp back up on me. I pushed my hips forward, and with them, my fat stalk.

    I looked down in disbelief to see Dad’s once tight ring stretched around my thick shaft, the hairs of his trench wet with lube, curling around my shaft just before I slowly sank into him. I didn’t bottom out, but my father’s ass now had the majority of my son dick wedged inside him.

    “Holy fuck!” he grunted as his hands reached up to touch me, his palms firmly pressing at my taut abs. It was a defensive move, maybe, but I loved the touch of his hands on my smooth abdomen and sides as my dick reveled in the tight pulsing heat of his asshole.

    The grey in Dad’s eyes took me in, and he took in sharp deep breaths. His vulnerability at that moment made me emotional in the high tide of my lust. I loved that he was taking my cock, accepting me inch by inch, but I needed to feel more of him. I leaned down, my hands reaching for his neck and jaw as I pulled his lips to mine, doing my best to kiss him softly instead of with the fevered passion I was feeling. It might have been uncomfortable for him, folding his midsection like that, but I wanted to reassure him. And, well, I wanted to kiss him badly.

    With his arms around my back and shoulders, I gave him one final quick push of my tongue into his mouth, and we made out for another second before I leaned back up. Dad’s dick was hard once more as he handled it, leaking between his stroking fist. His other hand gripped my thigh, holding my groin close to his open ass. “Fuck me, Jimbo,” Dad growled just under his heavy breath, the authoritative Navy captain once more dipping into his voice.

    I nodded. Once more kneeling between Dad’s open thighs, his calves on my shoulders as I pulled out just an inch before gently applying a bit more force, and slowly feeding my father the rest of my cock. Dad’s face grew more excited, almost overwhelmed by the intense sensations as my cock passed his deeper ring and I lodged my 8-inches fully into him.

    “Damn, my boy’s got big dick,” Dad grunted with a hint of a playful smile once my balls finally mashed against his ass. His dick dripped its clear sap all over his fingers as he milked his shaft in his fist.

    “Yessir,” I smiled back, feeling an intense pride now that I was in the saddle and buried deep inside my father’s body. I wasn’t hung like Dad, but his acknowledgment of my size was a wild thrill. My arms wrapped around his thighs and I ground my blond pubes against his furry taint, taking a second to flex my dick deep inside his chute.

    I pulled back my hips to drag a few inches from his clenching hole before I pushed back in, bottoming out once more. Dad’s body shook, and he grinned with pleasure-filled surprise. Now, this time, his tight resistance was mostly gone as Dad’s hole now felt snug, but lubed. I pulled back and fucked him again with a little more force. We both moaned as I thrust back into him – again, and again, grinding my cock over his buttnut as I built up to steady fuck.

    Dad was excitedly and clearly surprised at the sensations in his body, his muscles moving with my every thrust. “I can’t believe this…” he hissed. “Can’t believe I’m taking all of you.”

    I smiled down on him. I don’t know what expression he saw in my face. Cockiness, excitement, gratitude,… overwhelming lust. I was certainly feeling all of it. “Yeah, Dad?” I responded, my voice quaking.

    Dad’s gray eyes met my own gaze. It was like he was reading me at that moment and decided to feed my inner desires. “My own son’s cock… inside me,” he hissed.

    I felt like I could dive off the deep end here. Acknowledge our incest. “I’m fucking my father,” I said, even as my voice choked in my own lust. “Fuck, we’re really doing this, Dad.”

    “We are, Slugger. My boy’s really fucking me.”

    It was so crazy and nasty. All of it. But it was his calling me Slugger right then that had me cumming. I felt my muscles spasm as my hips lost control, thrusting into my Dad as my balls drew up, feeling the growing wave rolling in. “Dad, I’m gonna…” I gasped with ragged breath as the pleasure shot up from my sack, pooling at the base of my cock for only a split second before firing up and out my shaft. My cum jetted right into my father, right then. I threw my head back, eyes clenched shut, as I cried out, my hips giving Dad short but powerful thrusts as I dug my fingers into Dad’s thighs, holding him to me as I pumped him full of his son’s jism. “F-fffuck.”

    “Yeah, Jimbo… fuck yeah, get that nut,” Dad groaned as I felt his hole tighten around my spasming cock. I couldn’t stop that orgasm if I tried, it just hit me so powerfully, fueling a series of rapid thrusts into Dad as my ejaculation continued and finally subsided.

    As my breathing calmed, Dad looked up at me, excited and getting into the zone himself. He fed off my orgasm, his chute still flexing and rippling as I imagined him milking my cock for my cum. He stroked his long tool with rapid jerks, moving that foreskin back and forth over the head.

    “Keep fucking me, Jim,” he breathed, his face showing me his need. “Please. I’m so close, buddy.”

    I did. My hips shuttered as I pulled my sensitive cock out a few inches, angling my groin and then aiming for Dad’s spot as I plunged back in. My prick wasn’t losing any of its hardness anyway, and I savored the slicker path in and out of his guts now that my cum load was easing the way. I slowly built back up a rhythm, the thrust now sounding more wet as I could feel my dick pushing out my load.

    I gripped Dad’s balled-up calves from my shoulders, pushing his massive legs apart and back, angling his hairy ass up, opening him up as I could now clearly see my still-solid cock plowing in and out of his hairy, cum-lubed hole. His furry trench was soaked with lube, precum, sweat, and now my oozing white load as I coated my shaft on every outward stroke. Fucking my Dad kept my cock hard, but the sharp, post-orgasm sensations were still ripping through my dick. I know I had a pained look on my face as I held on tight and fucked with determined steady thrusts.

    I was unprepared for how turned on this was getting my dad. His clear excitement to bottom for me pushed me harder.

    “Aw, Slugger, gonna fuck it out of me, son!” Dad’s one hand flew over his head and clenched the sheets, bicep bulging as his back arched. I’d been grinding his nut, making sure he felt the best my cock could give. He let his head roll back as the chords of his neck bulged and flared, clenching his jaw as he gave his cock one final stroke. “Fuck! Jimbo! Yeah… Ungh… UGNH!” That ten inch dong sprayed like a firehose as several heavy ropes of liquid Navy seed landed in splats across his heaving hairy chest and abs, and even reaching his neck. The sensations intensified as Dad’s hole clenched my cock tight, holding it mid thrust, making sure I felt his orgasm from the inside. Dad’s always been a big cummer, but this load was incredible.

    I let go of his legs, letting them rest and then fall off my shoulders, and he lazily wrapped them around my waist. “Oh, Jim,” he exclaimed between deep breaths as I leaned down to meet him in a deep, slow kiss. I wanted to thank him for giving me one of the most incredible experiences of my life.

    Dad ran his hands down my back as I claimed his mouth. Until finally he pulled back from the kiss and patted my side.

    “I’m afraid you gotta pull out, Jimbo. My son’s got a big dick, you know.”

    “Sorry, Dad,” I said with a sheepish smile as I slowly extracted myself.

    Dad’s eyes held mine as we both smiled and gasped at the feel of my slow and wet exit. Dad grunted when I finally pulled out, smiling with accomplishment as I felt his hole seal back up against the tip of my still plump, but softening cock. “You might just be the biggest I’ve had,” Dad said, making me blush as I climbed off and fell down next to him on my back. Shoulder to shoulder, we both turned to look at each other, still smiling.

    “You OK? I went pretty hard at the end. I couldn’t help myself,” I confessed, feeling less like a porn star and suddenly reverting back to my usual self.

    Dad winked. “I’m OK, Slugger. But, fuck. My son’s one hellava stud.”

    I blushed with a sheepish grin and turned towards him, half rolling onto my father as we booth leaned into each other, lips seeking lips. We made out softly on the bed. Dicks sated, I felt so grateful my father had given me this gift.

    I let my hand roam across Dad’s chest, rubbing his cooling seed into his fur, his muscle, down his abdomen and along the spent truncheon of his still plump and fat cock. Finally, my arm circled his body, pulling him partially onto his side as my hand cupped his ass.

    I must have been smiling uncontrollably as Dad remarked, “Looks like someone found a new toy.”

    “Each time I think it can’t get better, it does,” I replied as I looked back up at him, our faces still close enough to kiss.

    “I’m glad,” Dad said softly, his hand reaching up to cup my cheek as he leaned his lips in to meet mine once more.

    We kissed again a little while longer as we let our hands explore each other’s bodies, then Dad got up to take a shower. I stayed in bed, laying on my back with my hands behind my head as I closed my eyes, resting at first. But the sexual activity and release had drained my energy and I felt myself slip into a nap.

    I wasn’t sure how long I was out, but I woke up still naked but alone in that hotel bed, the full-day sun still brightening up the room. I roused up and onto my feet, and saw Dad had left me another note rather than waking me, telling me he was at the beach.

    After a quick spritz in the shower to rinse off the dried lube and cum, I slipped on my still slightly damp trunks from the floor and gathered up my towel, key card, book, and some cash, and made my way down to join him.

    Dad was out at what had become our usual spot on the beach, mostly secluded with plenty of shade. He too had slipped on his lycra trunks from this morning and was reclined on one of the loungers, under an umbrella, reading as I walked towards him in nothing but my still damp trunks.

    As I approached, he greeted me with a smirk as he looked up from his book. “You’re even walking different, Slugger,” he said, his eyes taking in the shine of my smooth skin in the sun, the way my blond hair curled in the swaying sea breeze as I finally reached him.

    “What?” I laughed, laying out my towel on the lounger next to his.

    He turned to face me, rolling onto his side as he propped himself up on his elbow, his strong, tanned body on full display as his mature muscles bulged under his hair covered skin. His straight dark hair was partially styled, but still mostly unkempt and windswept as the afternoon sun highlighted his greying temples. He looked happy with his bright eyes and curled lips on his handsomely square jaw. God, Dad was gorgeous.

    “I wouldn’t call you cocky, but you definitely look… I don’t know… confident,” he said as he let his eyes sweep up and down my half-naked body until finally resting on my face.

    I smiled at the compliment as I finally took a seat and laid back. “Well, I’m feeling ten feet tall,” I said, folding my arms behind my head as I looked at him. “I’m gonna be thinking about what we just did for a long time.”

    Dad nodded. It was like he knew how important this week was for me, and I knew it had at least some of the psychological pull for him, too.

    I was happy, and I was glad that Dad was happy as well. The conversation flowed out of us so easily before we went back to reading. Dad set down his book as I watched him get up to go for a swim in the ocean. Of all the nearly naked bodies in the water, Dad was definitely the biggest, most muscular of them all. I sunbathed for about fifteen minutes then went to join him. The water was warm but refreshing on my heated skin. We swam out together and waded in the turquoise water as the waves lapped at our chests as we continued our conversations. I liked the way Dad’s chest hair stuck his skin. I liked how handsome he looked with his dark hair slicked back. I loved the lines of his face as he smiled and laughed at what I said.

    It was a perfect day.

    Dad and I had lunch at the poolside restaurant, probably for the last time, and afterwards, I napped again under the umbrella while Dad read next to me. Around 2, I woke up as Dad said he needed to get his laps in at the pool. I thought about joining him just before he walked off the beach and out of sight. Lord knows, I could have used the exercise, but I resolved I’d hit the aerobic conditioning hard when I returned to Charlottesville.

    An hour later, I lay there on my back, not quite dozing off, but looking out lazily onto the ocean when I felt cool droplets of water on my skin.

    Dad was standing, towering above me in just his wet lycra trunks. His skin still looked damp as his body hair clung to the contours of his muscles, his hair was slicked messily back as he looked down at me, laughing with a beer for each of us in his hand. I sat up and took the bottle offered me as Dad resumed his reclined posture on his lounger next to me.

    We chatted, our normal father-son chat, and some random stuff too as we proceeded to get a light buzz, Dad signaling the waiter over to keep the beers coming.

    After a lull in our carefree chat, Dad finally turned to me and asked, “I have a question, Slugger. Do you think you’ll date someone, have a boyfriend?”

    We’d kind of talked about this the other day, earlier this week, but it had mostly been about my present and past, not my future.

    I shook my head. “God, I want to, Dad,” I said, letting a little frustration slip into my voice. “But I can’t let people know I’m gay. At least not many people.”

    Dad sighed. “You sure about that, Slugger? I hate to see you unhappy.”

    I nodded. “Yeah, Dad, I’m sure. I want to give baseball a shot, and I can’t be out if I want that chance.”

    “Says who?” Dad asked, challenging me.

    Normally, I’d feel chastised by his lecturing tone. But I pushed back, in the clearest way I knew how. “Let me put it this way… if they got rid of ‘Don’t Ask Don’t Tell,’ do you think there would be an openly gay Admiral?”

    “That’s different,” he replied curtly, sharply shaking his head. “Beside you don’t know there wouldn’t be.” Dad never abided by anyone criticizing the Navy. He could fault certain officers, or actions, or policies, but not the service itself. Plus, it was one thing if he had criticisms. But from outsiders, it was another thing.

    “Dad,” I said, exasperated, “Sure, it’s different, but not totally.” I did want to argue with Dad, but I tried to think of a way to get him to understand my point. “I mean, I love baseball, and I love the guys I play with. I’m sure some of them would be OK with me being gay. But there’s a reason there hasn’t been an out major league player up till now. It’s just… reality.”

    He nodded as he sat back and took another draw of beer from his bottle. “You’re probably right. I’d like to think that if you’d joined the Navy you’d have a fair shot. Same goes with Jack Grant. It hurts me to think you guys wouldn’t be recognized for your ability.”

    “I admire the hell out of you, Dad, and I respect the Navy. You know that. I wasn’t putting anyone down.”

    “I know, Jimbo,” he said softly. “Let’s chalk this one up to you being right.”

    “I wish I wasn’t, Dad… and that’s not what this was about. I just want you to know it’s gonna be tough to find someone. I hope I can find a guy who can deal with a closeted boyfriend.”

    “I hope so too, Slugger,” he said sadly, but also optimistic.

    “So…” I said, turning his inquiry back on him. “Do you see yourself settling down again soon?”

    Dad nodded. “Maybe not soon, but yes. I want to find someone in my life. It took many years to deal with your mother’s passing, and then I had you boys to raise on my own.” He paused as if in the middle of a thought. “But now I think I’m ready for someone in my life.”

    I thought that was that for Dad’s answer, but he took a couple more sips of beer and added, “I’m thinking it will need to be someone closer to my age than Nicole was.” He gave me a jovial grin. “The shallow part of me loves scoring with a hot younger woman, but we weren’t at the same stage in our lives.”

    “You’re not looking to have more kids?” I asked with a joking smile.

    He shook his head and laughed. “Hit the nail on the head, Slugger. I love you boys, but four’s enough.”

    In light of the levity, I felt I had to tell Dad something else. I let my smile fade as I took a gulp and spoke up. “That’s another challenge, I have, Dad. I, uh, I tend to go for guys older than me, so there’s always that age gap.” Earlier that week, at that beachside bar, I didn’t tell him that I preferred an older man. Now, I blushed as I admitted it to Dad.

    Dad didn’t seem surprised, but maybe a little concerned. “How much older are we talking about?” he asked, his “Dad” voice growing more prominent.

    I shrugged. I felt a little embarrassed, but I figured if I was sexually interested in Dad, he had to know it was possible I’d be into other older men. “30s, 40s,” I replied. “I have slept with guys my age… I don’t know, maybe when I get back I’ll try that a bit more.”

    Dad sighed. “Don’t beat yourself up trying to make your life fit someone else’s idea, Jimbo.” It was a simple lecture. But at that moment, those words from Dad meant the world to me. He polished off his beer bottle. “I’m glad you could be honest with me about this stuff, Jim.”

    “That goes both ways, Dad.”

    He nodded and looked at his military watch. “I took the liberty of making a reservation at a nicer restaurant tonight… I thought it would be a nice end to our trip.”

    I felt excited at the idea. “Wow, nice ending for our spring break. Sounds great, Dad. What time?”

    “Nine,” he said. “I might head on up and nap before we head out. Feel free to enjoy the last bit of beach time.” My father got up and put on his T-shirt, gathered up his towel and book, and stepped into his flip flops as he left me with the ocean.

    I thought of getting up with Dad, but I thought maybe he wanted some down time. Besides, I was worried I couldn’t resist hitting him up for sex right away. Part of me wanted to, but part of me looked forward to later that night. If indeed Dad was in the mood.

    The sun was down behind the hotel, but I did in fact enjoy the last hour of my time here at the beach. Finally, I gathered my stuff up and went up to the room. I opened the door quietly but Dad was in the shower, not sleeping.

    I waited until he came out, wearing just his underwear, and then took my turn to shower. As I peeled off my swimsuit, my dick grew firm, then hard. I’d certainly been giving my nuts a workout this week, but I was still horny. The more time I spent with Dad, the more I craved him.

    I didn’t touch myself though, even as I showered and dried off, then shaved and groomed myself. I gave myself one more look in the fogged mirror, noting how smooth and sleek I looked with my skin still damp. I think I liked the shave-down Dad had given me now more than I did before. I stepped back into the room naked with my soft cock now swinging but still plump. I half wondered if Dad would want sex before dinner, but I didn’t see him waiting for me in just his towel like before. Through the sheer curtains, I could see that he was sitting out on the balcony. I found my nicer pair of khaki shorts and a light, short-sleeved dress shirt at the bottom of my duffle. But I did go casual with my flip flops and left my shirt untucked.

    I quietly stepped out onto the balcony and had to take a second to admire Dad’s handsome appearance. His chest and shoulders looked awesome in the fitted button-down shirt he had on, short-sleeved like mine that also showed off his thick biceps and hairy forearms arms as well. I loved that he had the top buttons undone as he showed off the deep cleft between his pecs, covered in a forest of dark chest hair. While he did have chino shorts on, he did decide to go for some nice sneakers instead.

    “Ready for dinner?” I asked, leaning on the frame.

    Dad turned his attention towards me, and his eyes lit up. “Wow, you’re such a handsome young man,” he said.

    I ran my fingers through my still damp blond hair and blushed at his compliment.

    He stood up out of his chair with a huge grin on his face. “Let’s go get a drink before dinner. It’s such a nice night out.”

    *****

    The place Dad picked out was nice, dimmed lighting, great view, with a semi-romantic ambiance – lots of couples and almost no families. I thought maybe our last night would be a little sad, but Dad was in a great mood – jovial and joking. And it put me in a good mood as well. I’d had a couple of margaritas and while I wasn’t smashed as we left the restaurant, I was certainly tipsy.

    On our way back to the room, I was sure Dad noticed my prolonged stares as we walked mostly in silence as the night life came alive around us. Dad occasionally looked at me out of the corner of his eye, shooting me a wink and playful smirk, which made me blush and smile in return. I’m sure he could read my lust for him swimming in my blue eyes as I shoved my hands in my pockets, my growing dick becoming a little hard to hide in my khaki shorts.

    I knew Dad also had sex on his mind the second we stepped inside our private space and shut the door. And he didn’t disappoint. He stepped right up, his muscled arms quickly circling around my waist as he claimed a kiss off me. I was still buzzed, the euphoric high letting my mouth melt into his as he fed me his bourbon-laden tongue. I let my arms circle his thick neck as he growled low and deep into my mouth, pulling and holding me close. It was more forward and possessive than his usual soft kisses as he made sure that I could feel his cock harden against mine in our shorts.

    Without releasing my lips from his, he skillfully unbuttoned my shirt, opening it up and pulling it off my shoulders. It landed the floor behind me as Dad was now running his hands down my now tan, smooth upper body. He palmed my sculpted pecs before his fingers ran across my abs, finally gripping my waist as he pulled his tongue from mouth, sucking on my lips as he slowly ended our kiss. I grinned at him as I grasped at his bulging arms and shoulders through his shirt.

    “You like me smooth?” I asked, my breath blowing across his still wet lips.

    “I do,” he nodded, his hands gliding up my torso before his finger circled around my sensitive nipple, making it stand up in a nub as I gasped against his parted lips. I was hard.
    He closed the inch between us and kissed me again, hungrily plunging his tongue into my waiting mouth. I moaned into his kiss and clawed at his own dress shirt buttons, undoing them one by one as he claimed my mouth.

    Dad pulled back, breathing heavily into my mouth as I licked at his bottom lip as he undid the final buttons himself. I pulled his shirt open, revealing his built chest. My hands immediately gasped his mounded pecs, feeling the swirls of soft hairs between my fingers as well as the powerful muscle just under his skin. I ran my hands down, all over his torso, running my fingers down his equally furry belly.

    Dad held me by my waist and smiled with deep lust, but he clearly had something on his mind.

    “You know we’ll have to dial it back after this week?” he said, his voice now showing that “Dad” tone as it mingled with his sexual excitement.

    “I figured,” I said as I ran my hands back over his massive chest and back around his neck. “This has been pretty intense so far.”

    “It has,” he agreed with a deeper smile.

    His hands drifted around my abs and openly caressed my smooth chest and arms. The touch of his hot hands made me shudder as I held onto his neck, my fingers in the fine, short hairs at the back of his head.

    “How far dialed back are we talking?” I asked, curious as I let my hands slide down from his neck and around his strong upper body, my palms now gripping his wide lats.

    “Like it was before, an occasional thing,” Dad answered, sliding his hands down my smooth torso and reaching down further to cup the clear erection in my shorts. “Very occasional. Only we learned a few new tricks for the bedroom,” he winked, feeling the heft of my hardon.

    “Yessir,” I said with a soft laugh.

    “Let’s go to the bed,” he said, quickly tilting his head in the direction.

    I followed Dad as he toed off his shoes before reclining on the bed against the mound of pillows, not taking his shorts off. I didn’t remove mine either as I kicked off my flip flops and crawled up next to him.

    Dad lazily stroked my chest with his fingertips, feeling my smooth muscle, warm from the time in the sun. “Turn around,” he instructed. “I want to hold you.”

    I did, rolling onto my side with my back towards him as I soon felt his strong, hairy arms wrap around me and under me, across my chest and torso, pulling me back into him. God, this was the most comforting position I could imagine. Dad’s warm hairy chest nestled against my smooth back as his fingers lazily stroked my shaved torso. It was like he was memorizing every inch and crevice of my body, and his touch made my erection grow and pulse, still caged in my khaki shorts. It was just an involuntary reaction to his caresses as I felt Dad’s hot breath on my neck.

    “When did you know, son?” he asked low and gravely, his baritone voice filling my ear as I felt his lips graze across the nape of my neck.

    “Know?” I think I knew what he was asking but wanted to make sure.

    “Knew you wanted me. Sexually.” When Dad spoke in short, blunt sentences like this, I got a chill down my spine. It was his simple way of instructing me. Being the father.

    “Maybe I always knew,” I answered, remembering my teenage years and suddenly feeling hot all over my body. “Deep down.”

    He caressed my muscles silently as I listened to his heavy breath. It was likely he was waiting for me to continue. So I did.

    “When I was 16, I…” I started. I thought I’d be shy sharing this information with Dad, but I felt that whatever he might think of what I had to say, he’d asked me. “I’d realized I was gay, and that I liked to fantasize about guys. Often it was older guys, too… a couple of teachers… coaches. Anyway, I was jerking off and for some reason I thought of you. Your body.”

    My body shifted a little in Dad’s embrace and I felt his forearm graze against my bare, smooth torso. “I guess you represented what I thought a man should be,” I continued. “I was jerking off and began to think of your dick, wondering what it was like…. And all of a sudden I was shooting everywhere. Honestly, it kind of freaked me out, actually,” I said.

    The memory felt fresh as I recounted it. Dad on deployment, me home alone, in Dad’s den, stroking off in his large desk chair, surrounded by photos and mementos of Dad’s Navy career.

    “But then thirty minutes later, I was doing it again, the same fantasy in my head… imagining you were there with me… us having sex.”

    I was getting lost in my monologue, like a confessional. But while I spoke, Dad’s cock hardened even more, feeling larger and angrier as I could feel it nestled along my crack, a heavy ridge now pressed against my shorts. He was having the same kind of reaction I was to our physical closeness, growing a bone as he held me and we talked.

    Dad gave my chest a gentle pat. Like he was grateful I was sharing this with him. “When did you start having sex, Slugger?” His voice was soft, less commanding. Inquisitive.

    God, I felt so emotional and yet erect in my shorts. “In high school,” I answered directly. “Right before my junior year.”

    I heard a soft chuckle. “That’s when I started, too. Though with girls.”

    “I tried that, too,” I said. “Though quickly, I knew I preferred it with men. A lot more.”

    I didn’t know if I should continue. But I figured Dad had brought up the topic. “I hooked up with a couple of older guys and I knew that’s what I was into.”

    “How much older are we talking about?” Dad asked, concerned.

    I decided not to fib. “20s. 30s. There was one guy who was kind of a regular and he and I would roleplay. As father and son.” I let my voice tapper as I tried not to divulge too much about my summer fling with the married Navy Lieutenant Colonel, Glen Evans.

    “Damn, Slugger,” Dad said, pressing his warm body against mine. “You did a lot of growing up, fast.”

    “You’re going to say too fast,” I anticipated.

    “I wouldn’t have been happy had I known. I guess I wasn’t around to supervise you much then.” He had real regret in his voice.

    “Dad,” I sighed in a half objection.

    “All right,” he said. “I asked, and you’re being honest with me.” He stroked my chest some more, giving me goosebumps. “It runs pretty deep with you, huh?”

    “What runs deep?” I asked.

    “The attraction to older men.” He paused. “To men like me.”

    “Yessir,” I said. “Even if we’d never done anything, Dad. It’s just how I’m wired. Maybe you’re not happy about that.”

    “Don’t apologize for being who you are, Jim,” Dad replied, his voice heavy with emotion.

    Then I felt it. The fingers that had been circling along my pecs traveled slowly down the ridges of my abs. I thought at first Dad was just teasing me there, too. But the hand went lower. He undid the fly of my shorts. Not taking them off or making any gesture to remove them, Dad slowly slipped his fingers beneath the band of my boxer briefs. His nails raked through my pubes, dipping his hand deeper down into my crotch, his knuckles brushing against my throbbing hardon before taking me in his large fist.

    I pressed back against him, eager to maximize our contact. Dad had a fuller hardon now, gently grinding it against me as I turned my head, exposing my neck to his kissing tongue and lips.

    “I still can’t believe you had the balls to make the moves on me,” he said with his lips and teeth nipping at my earlobe. There was humor in his voice, but also seriousness.

    “I still can’t believe it, either,” I laughed. I tried not to thrust into Dad’s flexing fist, but his grip felt so good around my dick.

    “I don’t know if I’ve done the right thing,” he said. “But I’ve sure as hell enjoyed what we’ve done.” He slowly started stroking my cock, his hand still concealed in my underwear as he worked my shaft. “You have, too.”

    “Yessir,” I replied, a bit submissively to my surprise. I relaxed into his embrace as I let myself focus on the pleasure Dad was stroking out of me. I wondered if we were just going to do this, a handjob. But even beyond my horniness in the moment, I felt a happiness enfolded in Dad’s arms.

    Dad pulled away, but I soon felt and heard him rustle behind me and I knew he was taking off his shorts, kicking them off his feet and off the bed. Immediately, I felt his arm wrap around me once more as his nude body pressed back into me. The feel of his cock was more prominent as his mouth left soft kisses across the back of my neck.

    “You’re an amazing young man, Jim,” Dad said softly with his lips in my hair.

    Dad hooked his thumb into the bands of my shorts and briefs as he smoothly pushed both down and off my waist. I helped, raising my hip as Dad slid both garments down my thighs until I finally kicked them off my feet. My hard cock sprung free.

    Dad’s hands kept feeling up my smooth skin along my chest, abs, and trimmed pubes – the product of his session earlier. I gasped as he lodged his dick in my now exposed crack. Without my hairs down there, I felt the immediate slick of Dad’s sap drooling from his half-hooded cock head. I pushed my ass back a bit, spreading my cheeks as Dad’s cock wedged in like a hotdog in a bun.

    Maybe we weren’t just going to share a handjob.

    Dad hissed, inhaling a whiff of air from across my neck as he held me tighter, pulling me back against him. I twisted my neck, needing a kiss. Dad obliged leaning up to snake his tongue between my parted, sun-chapped lips. I had appreciated this slow-burning intimacy, but now my eager horniness was winning out over restraint.

    Dad ended our kiss, pulling back and was now caressing my shoulders and outer arms. Dad slowly thrust the length of his dick between my cheeks. I flexed my glutes, imagining my gripping buns pulling back his hood as I could feel his moist cock head slide against the top of my ass and the small of my back. I sighed as I felt the raised underside of his shaft slide across my twitching hole. I marveled at just how deep Dad must have gone inside me when we fucked.

    I felt him twist behind me as I heard a familiar snap before he returned. His fingers, cool with liquid, slipped between my ass cheeks, stroking and prodding against my shaved pucker. It felt so different to be smooth and bare around my hole. It was like every nerve was amplified. Particularly when the cool lube first touched my smooth sensitive skin.

    “Sore?” he asked, kissing my neck as his fingers circled my hole, rubbing in the slick, anointing me for his entry.

    “Not really,” I said, turning and craning my head back to look at him. I pushed my ass back, spreading my legs just a bit, opening more for him. “I want it.”

    “Tell me if I go too hard on you, Jim,” he said and easily slipped the first fat finger inside me. He paused, but my hole was still relaxed from our fuck early last night. Sensing my looseness, Dad pressed another of his meaty thick fingers in and twisted them around. I moaned, holding his eyes as I felt my hole clench around his invading digits.

    “Fuck, your hole’s more relaxed now, Slugger,” Dad muttered as he dug in a little deeper with his digits, probably feeling his own paternal seed churning in my chute. The sensation felt wonderfully stimulating as he grazed my P-spot. My body shook and tensed.

    “You did that, Dad. That’s you.”

    “I know, son,” he growled. “Fuck, what a perfect shaved hole.” I could tell he was entranced by my pulsing asshole around his probing fingers. “Sorry for skipping the foreplay, Jimbo. I love tasting you… but I gotta fuck you, son.”

    I finally felt him shift and pull his wet fingers from my now lubed hole. His slick cock head grazed my entrance, the lips of my ass now kissing his drooling piss slit as Dad smeared his natural fuck-lube up, down, and around my smooth pucker. Dad soon zeroed his large cock at my entrance. His right hand rested on my hip to steady him, and he pushed forward. I let my head drop against the pillow as I moaned between my grinning lips, feeling my hole smoothly stretch, opening up and swallowing the slick bulbous head of his throbbing paternal cock. Fuck, I needed this.
    I was immediately grateful for our prior experience with anal sex now, since I felt my hole gradually accommodate his probing cock. As slow and as smooth as Dad’s entrance was, he was still hung like mule – 10 fat, fucking inches. So many thoughts crossed my mind as Dad penetrated me. Disbelief that he was so hung, pride that my father’s cock was so large, excitement that I got to experience it.

    As Dad pushed deeper, he let his hand slide across my hip, reaching around to rest his open palm on my lower abdomen, right where the smoothness of my tensing abs met my trimmed blond pubes. He now pulled me back into him, and onto his dick, slowly, but with determination. I grunted a sigh of pleasure as I felt his inches bore into me, my hole now stretching around his girth. I felt the corona of Dad’s cock head slide past my prostate. I moaned as my nerves tingled, sending a warm numbing ripple through my body.

    Dad growled as he pressed in further, giving me more inches until I felt his dick sliding past the resistance of my deeper inner ring. “Fuck yeah, open up for me, son.”

    I arched my back and felt my hole clench up just a tad. Dad grunted at the tightness. He was still huge, but just as quickly as I closed tight, I relaxed, allowing him to feed me another inch – the pleasure now radiating from his cock like a soothing heat.
    “Dad!” I grunted hoarsely as I felt his breath on my neck once more.

    “Yeah, Slugger?” His breathing just as ragged as his broad hand made soft circles on my lower belly, reassuring me as he kissed my neck.

    “You feel good in me,” I gasped.

    Dad’s thick wiry pubes finally mashed against my ass with the final couple of inches pressing deep inside my guts. 10 inches. Fuck, 10 inches. Dad groaned with satisfaction as I could feel my hole clench at his shaft with alternating waves. He pulled me back against him, pressing me up against his furry and solid chest and abs. He licked at my earlobe as he flexed his cock inside me, making me moan under my breath and writhe in his arms.

    Dad paused, buried full up inside me as he let me snugly grip his cock with my rectal muscles. His next words surprised me. “Who was your first, Jim? The first man to fuck you?”

    My mind flashed to Jack Grant – San Diego, I was 18. Jack. Remembering that deflowering, I thought about how nervous I was. But I wanted him. I wanted Jack in me. And then he was. We were there on his bed. Him entering me, fucking me, face to face. His dick felt so good. He made me want it. My first time. Plowing into me as I nutted hands free. In a strange flash, Jack and Dad were one at that moment, past and present, mental and physical fusing into one.

    My body tensed up as I knew I couldn’t possibly tell Dad. Not after my promise to Jack. Dad could sense my apprehension. He tightened his hold on me and kissed my neck again. “You don’t have to tell me,” he whispered against my ear.

    “I can’t, Dad… I made a promise I wouldn’t… I’m sorry.”
    I heard and felt his heavy breath exhale against my neck and into my hair. He gave a soft pat on my stomach as he kissed the back of my neck. “He didn’t take advantage of you, did he? Or hurt you?” Dad let a bit of a possessive growl drip into his voice.
    “No sir,” I replied.

    Then I felt it. Dad slowly pulled most of the way out as my wet anal walls tried to grip his slick and veined cock, knowing that all I was doing was pulling at his foreskin as he dragged his cock from my hole.

    And then, with a snap of his hips, he re-entered me, a determined thrust as he expertly pounded my hole with firm force. “Ah… Aw!,” I cried. My hand gripped the wrist that was nestled against my torso. Dad’s cock bored past my prostate again and through my second sphincter, only to pull out and pummel me once more. I shut my eyes, letting my moan and groans now freely escape my lips. He was fucking me now.

    I grunted around every thrust and continued. “It was good, real good, Dad… my first time. He made sure… aw fuck!”

    Another thrust, his cock rubbing my spot, making me cry out as I was now pushing my ass back to match his. My prick was rock hard, but I didn’t dare touch it. I just braced my body as Dad fucked from behind as his hairy groin slapped against my smooth muscled cheeks. He pushed in again, grinding and stirring his cock into my deepest depths. I could tell he was getting exceedingly turned on.

    “Ggrmm… I’m glad to hear, son,” he said and then he stopped, wrapping his strong arms around me, pulling me tight against his solid body with his huge dick wedged up so deep in me. I felt his stubbled chin against my neck as he said, “Sorry if I pressured you to talk about something private.”

    I shook my head no, but didn’t have a good reply. His cock was making me moan as I ground my ass against his groin. “Dad…” I pleaded. He had to know I wanted him to keep thrusting, to keep fucking me.

    Dad’s hand snaked down and touched my dripping cock. It was like putting kerosene on the fire. I bucked against his crotch wildly with my ass, wanting to maximize the stimulation from front and back as his fingers wrapped around my cock and my chute clenched around his.

    Dad rolled me over on my belly, following to a full mount position, not letting his cock slip from my hole. “Let me drive this one, OK, Slugger?” he said over me as I spread my legs for him. He settled between my open thighs, groaning as I opened my ass even more for him.

    “Yessir,” I muttered, gasping as he grabbed my wrists and pulled them up beside my head. He pressed them into the mattress with his body weight as he slowly dragged his cock from my hole, only to swiftly slam it back into me. I cried out in deep pleasure. Arching my back and hiking my ass up as he started riding me – long dick strokes in and out of my hole as his sweaty pelvis began to rhythmically slap ass as his heavy sack tapped my taint. I felt possessed as my father fucked me wildly on that hotel bed. My asshole sang with pleasure and intense sensations just this side of discomfort. He was hitting my spot, but his size and girth made sure I felt euphoric pleasure spiked with just a hint of pain. Each thrust made my prick drag slightly against the sheets, adding electrical currents to the circuit forming between my prostate and my nuts.

    Beyond the physical sensations, there was that emotional jolt I got from surrendering to his overwhelming physical presence. Being beneath Dad. Feeling the man on top of me. Thrusting in his own determined but exciting way. Committing incest with me.

    I found my breath growing shorter, but it paled in comparison to Dad’s heavy breathing as he humped into me with athletic precision. It was not even a minute of this when I heard him cry out. “Oh….umnnnh… Goddamit…. Fuck! It’s too good, son… Fuck, it’s too good… FUUUUCCCKKK!”

    “Aw, yeah… Give it to me, Dad. Fill me!” I cried, begging him for his load. I then felt his body go rigid on top of mine as his thrusts turned into sharp and shallow jabs, and I knew he was pumping his seed into me with heavy pulsing spurts and loud grunts. I moaned as I could feel the scalding blasts paint my anal walls as I made sure my hole clenched his draining cock, milking Dad for all he had.

    Dad kissed my neck once more and slowly pulled out, both of us groaning as I tightened my hole, making sure I kept every drop. I let out a grunt as his slick cock cleared my ring with a wet sperm-soaked kiss. My ass oozed out some of his cum involuntarily as I felt the drop roll down my cleft and across my taint.

    “Beautiful,” Dad grunted as he held my ass open, a cheek in each hand as I’m sure he could see that he seeded me good and deep.

    I’d been frustrated I hadn’t come with him, but I turned and rolled onto my back and started jerking my angry cock. Dad reached for the lube and squirted some on my dick, providing the right slickness for my strokes. He looked down on me, his graying hair out of place, and body sweaty as his chest and torso hair clung to his skin, accentuation the shape of his magnificent muscles.

    “Sorry, Slugger…” he said looking down on me. “I can never last long in that amazing ass. I… I couldn’t help myself.” He was half apologetic as he caught his breath, but his tone was equally horny and proud of that pounding he’d just given me.

    “‘s OK… I just need to get off,” I grunted with excruciating need, feeling turned on beyond belief. My orgasm simmered almost painfully, just under the surface, and I felt that pleasurable soreness in my ass keeping the memory of that incredible fuck fresh.

    Dad nodded and lifted my muscular legs up, placing my still hairy calves on his shoulders. His penis was still rigid as he rolled his skin back over the sensitive head, and without fanfare, he entered me once more.

    My eyes went wide with excitement. “Aw… Dad… yeah, make me cum,” I cried as my face twisted with a deepening pleasure as Dad smoothly sunk his 10 inches back into me. I let my jaw hang open as his girth and length once again zeroed in on my prostate. Dad’s face contorted, showing that his dick was still sensitive as he thrust in and out, for my pleasure this time.

    The physical sensations would have been enough to get me off. After all, my prostate was singing with each push forward and the feel of Dad’s thickness rubbing over it. And I swore Dad was pounding my hole a little harder and a little faster. The room filled with the wet and almost sloshing sounds now that my father’s cum filled my hole and coated my crack.

    But it was the other part that was going to make this an amazing orgasm in a week of amazing orgasms. I looked up at my father, the man I admired most, the man I was attracted to above all others. The idea that he had his dick inside me, the dick that made me, filling me along with his load… a bunch of my younger brothers swimming in me, thick drops oozing out of me. And those gray eyes looking down on me… his look of love and sexual excitement as he fucked into me with such perfect precision and power, grunting as he bottomed out over and over. My cum was coming on, and I knew that it was going to be an earth-shattering one. I felt that familiar knot of raw, liquid pleasure build in my nuts, churning with every one of Dad’s thrusts – a pleasure so concentrated it was almost painful, pulling at my nerves just under my skin. Dad’s cock hit my spot so perfectly until the moment my vision whited out as the pleasure instantly exploded from my balls and ripped through my cock. Overloaded, my body short-circuited, my abs crunched, and the concentrated pleasure washed over my face. I gripped my cock, feeling it swell just before the flood.

    “I love you, Dad!” I grunted, my eyes wide, gasping as I gave it up, my overjoyed cock belching out heavy ropes of my jock seed, streaking all over my convulsing body. I even sprayed my chest and neck as wave after wave racked my body. I almost passed out, it was that good.

    I soon came to my senses and something approaching normal consciousness as my brain rebooted and my vision cleared. Only then did I notice that Dad had stopped mid thrust, his hands still holding my legs with my calves still resting on his shoulders. On his face was a look of concern. He didn’t say anything, and it took me a minute actually to realize it.

    But by then, I knew I’d fucked up.


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