Author: admin

  • First time with Trucker family-friend

    With high-school being just behind me and college plans being secured, the hot and boring summer of 2009 seemed to stretch on forever. Sure parties happened and I attended but there’s only so much small town Pennsylvania can give you.

    Being broad shouldered and pretty tall got me swept up into football early on. My love of the game was never strong but the friendship I found on that team carried through all of highschool. Inklings of feeling began to emerge though. I was afforded a great deal of confidence from that team but in the locker room I felt exposed. It was a game to hide the boners and lingering stares, one I never lost but it was stressful and confusing nonetheless.

    Parking my Dad’s pick-up in the driveway, I saw the same house I’d been to many times. Hank and my Dad went to the same high-school but properly met in college. Ever since they’ve been close friends and when Hank moved back from South Carolina I got to know him by his frequent get-togethers at his home. Purchased beat-up, Hank had never had the time to renovate because of the demanding nature of his trucking job. Finally getting around to it, Hank hired me to be a helping hand in the many things in need of repair.

    Hopping out and walking up to the front porch, Hank’s unloaded truck towered above in his driveway. Knocking on the door, a few seconds went by before Hank swung open the door. From another room, his roommate Felix popped his head out and waved to me.

    “Wiiiiiiiiiilll!!” He bellowed. “Long time, no see huh? Ready to bust your ass for less than the contractors would accept?”

    Rolling my eyes playfully, I say “It’s been two weeks Hank, I know you miss me but try to contain your excitement, it’s embarrassing.”

    Hank says “Your father will be hearing about how you’ve hurt my feelings so.” while walking past me and clutching his chest for effect.

    Visible under his worn tank-top, his thick black back hair catches my attention.

    Pivoting toward the porch, he gestured from one side of it to the other.

    “For today’s task we’ll be ripping out all this rotting railing and start to strip and sand the floorboards.”

    Looking at the totality of the work that needed to be done I realized this was going to be quite the undertaking. I brought out the tools and began to dismantle the railing piece by piece, pulling out nails and ripping boards apart. Even under the porch the sweltering summer heat took its toll, covering both of us in a layer of sweat. After working for a while we both went inside to get refreshments and something to eat. Walking to the kitchen, I found myself staring at Hank’s thick black forest of armpit hair as it dripped with sweat.

    Felix, Hank, and I made each other laugh over our meal and drink. While Hank tells a story Felix has definitely heard before, my eyes drifted towards the forest of hair stuck to and flowing out of Hank’s sweat stained tank top and his round stomach.

    Hank sees my where my eyes have rested and says “Boutta fall in love with me or something?” with a sly look.

    Felix squeezes Hank from the side and exclaims “You stay away from him! He’s MINE!” in a stereo-typically gay voice. We all exchange a round of hearty laughter.

    Heading back outside, we get back to work. Bending over to rip out another railing from the floor, the top of Hank’s ass was on full display. His back hair continued, covering his ass and crack with thick fur, all covered in sweat. “Sorry for the view.” Hank said with a chuckle, still facing down. Realizing I’d popped a half boner, I scurried through the door, shouting “Truly traumatized!” back at Hank. Inside, Felix caught me in the hall. Seeing my boner, he darted away as I did the same. Inside the hall bathroom I tried to calm myself down. When I was fully flaccid I washed my hands to make it sound like I was doing something in there.

    Going out and past Hank I say over my shoulder that I need to go home. Hank walks over to me in my car and produces several bills for me as I leave.

    Over several weeks Hank and I went from project to project, slowly transforming the exterior of the home. Over this time Hank and I began to become more comfortable around each other, personally and physically. Being so close to Hank for such an extended amount of time I found myself becoming attracted to his natural, manly scent. The musky, sweaty scent that emanated from his armpits and elsewhere seemed to fire off some sexual impulse I hadn’t known was there.

    A telephone rang from inside. “Might be important, be right back”

    Hank walked inside shirtless, leaving his sweaty t-shirt hanging on the side of the tool bucket. I looked around and grabbed it, and walked around the porch. Putting the shirt up to my nose I inhale and take in the musky, manly scents that pour in. I instantly sported a full hard on, I slipped my hand into my shorts and fondled myself as I sniffed deeper into the cloth.

    “Shit man I gotta take this do you think y-” I yank my hand out of my shorts but Hank still sees my full boner with his shirt in my hand. “Uh” He stared at me for a moment before turning around and heading to his car and driving off. I hurry off and do the same, driving back home.

    Going straight to my room, I played loud music and locked my door. Sitting at my desk, I pulled out Hank’s shirt and whipped out my cock. I closed my eyes and started vigorously jerking off, shirt to nose. The various images of Hank’s hairy body, in combination with the pure ecstasy of his scent sends me over the edge quickly, sending ropes of cum all over my desk and myself.

    That night I dreamed of him and woke up with a wet spot in my pants.

    The next week or so of work went along weirdly normal. Hank didn’t change his demeanor or bring up what happened at all. During the last day, when painting was all that was left to do, Hank brought out some beers for us to enjoy for all of our hard work. At the end of the work day we cleaned everything up and climbed inside of Hank’s truck to enjoy some sweet air-conditioning. Both drenched in sweat we just sat there and enjoyed the relief for a minute. Hank’s sweaty scent hit me in a wave as he took his tank top off to cool down.

    “Uh…Will?” I open my eyes and look up, following his eyes I realize that in my wooziness I had grown a large tent in my shorts. I look back to him and my heart starts racing.

    “Hey” Hank puts his hand on my shoulder. “It’s okay. This is perfectly normal. Do you… want to experiment a bit?”

    “Y-yeah” I nod nervously.

    “Do you want to touch me?” I nod. “Anywhere in particular?” I glance down to his shorts, which also have a bulge at this point. “Okay”

    He takes my hand and guides it over to his crotch. He unzips his shorts and scoots them to his feet. Compared to mine, his cock is a little shorter but much thicker. “They didn’t call me Beer Can in college for nothing.” We both chuckled dryly. His dick was warm in my hand. I could feel each vein pulse with blood up to the tip. I pulled back his foreskin, circling around his head, picking up come pre-cum. I readjusted and began to jack him off. Seeing this, Hank reached over and pulled my dick from my shorts and started to do the same. Glancing between Hank’s gaze and his cock I did not last long, shooting jizz over the car. Seeing this, Hank gave in and came shortly after. Hank pulled out tissues and cleaned both of us up.

    Stepping down from the truck, I waited for Hank. Walking around he immediately pulled me into a long kiss.

    “We can experiment some more tomorrow if you want, Felix won’t mind.”

    “I’d like that” I look into his eyes and then to the ground.

    Felix ends up driving me home. When in my room I run through all the wildest fantasies about tomorrow in my head and cum all over myself.

    ~End of Part One~

  • The Hunk

    In the circle of friends I hung out with, invariably a hunk named, Darcy always seemed to be in the mix at parties.

    When I first saw Darcy, his looks overwhelmed me. Darcy was six-foot-four-inches-tall, incredibly handsome, and had a magnificently proportioned body. There was no doubt that he was a gym bunny.

    In time my estimation of him waned. He had the supercilious bearing of someone announcing, ‘just eat your fuckin’ hearts out.’

    He was like one of those studs one sees ad nauseam on every computer site for hot men where one’s admiration soon turns to irritation, as you think; ‘Oh fuck, not him again!’

    I always avoided him, which was not difficult, because he was always, surrounded by admiring acolytes.

    One evening, at one of these gatherings, he walked up to me and commenced chatting.

    “I’ve never spoken to you before,” he announced.

    That’s hardly surprising because, between the mirror and your adoring fans, I must’ve been invisible to you,’ I thought.

    “I’m, Danny,” I replied.

    “It’s great to finally meet you,” Darcy answered. 

    The rest of our interaction was hardly memorable because I had switched off. I did go through the motions of polite interaction, nevertheless.

    Relieved as I was when someone else annexed Darcy later,  I had to admit to myself, however, that up close, he was even more fuckin’ stunning than I had realized.

    Two weeks later on a Saturday morning, I again saw Darcy at a mall close to where I lived. The small mall was the epicentre of chic, and all the stores offered an amazing array of products that one could not buy at the normal large malls where everyone shopped. Unsurprisingly, this establishment was a gay haven. Above all, there was a magnificent deli, which served the most, fabulous breakfasts.

    As I sat there with a friend sipping our coffee and deciding what breakfast to order, I observed Darcy enter. To my dismay, he then headed in our direction.

    “Hi, I’ve heard so much about this place, that I finally decided to give it a try,” he announced.

    “Well… You’ll love it,” I coolly responded.

    “Listen, it looks fairly packed. Would you mind if I join you guys?” Darcy answered.

    My friend, Trent’s eyes were literally, spinning in his head. Before I could reply, he had invited Darcy to join us.

    Oh, fuck, this is all I need,’ I thought to myself.

    After Darcy received his coffee, we all placed our orders.

    During breakfast, Darcy looked at me and asked, “What are your plans this morning?”

    “Oh, just a bit of shopping,” I replied.

    “Do you mind if I join you?” Darcy inquired.

    Not in the loop, and displaying what he believed to be respectful, Trent said, “Well, I hope you guys have a good time. Regretfully, I’m going to have to love and leave you after breakfast.”

    Oh shit… This is, exactly what I didn’t want,’ I thought to myself.

    When Trent had eaten his last morsel and sipped his last bit of coffee, he opened his wallet.

    “No… No, I’m paying for breakfast.” Darcy interjected.

    “That’s very kind of you,” Trent demurely replied, before leaving.

    “You don’t like me…” Darcy announced once Tent had gone. Before I could answer he continued, “You think I’m an arrogant, self-centred prick.”

    Stymied by his candour, I simply nodded.

    “Well, it may interest you to know, that I have often thought of approaching you at gatherings, but thought you were too aloof. I have always found you very attractive, but felt you didn’t like me,” Darcy concluded.

    “I didn’t,” I ruefully replied.

    “Well, let’s hope that today, you give me the benefit of the doubt,” Darcy replied, and before I could respond, he asked, “Do you have any plans for tonight?”

    Thoughtlessly, I honestly answered that I did not.

    “Do you like paella?” he inquired.

    “I’ve never had it before,” I responded.

    “Cool… Today I’m not only going to show you how to make it, but you are also going to have the greatest dish of your life,” he enthusiastically announced.

    Having begun to warm to him slightly, I measuredly replied, “I’m in your capable hands.”

    “We’ll have to go back to my place because I have the ultimate paella pan. However, I think we’d better revisit your incredible deli for more ingredients,” Darcy proclaimed.

    Once we got to his apartment, we sat in the lounge chatting and sipping on wine. The more we spoke, the more I took a liking to him. Darcy informed me that the preparation and cooking process would begin at three, with me as his assistant, if up for the challenge.

    Despite all my earlier misgivings, I was beginning to relax and enjoy myself. I loved cooking and figured that learning something new could only do me good.

    When our stint in the kitchen commenced, his organizational skills and efficiency astonished me.

    As I diced the tricolour of peppers, he diced the onions. After placing this concoction in the paella pan to brown, the Spanish rice followed. I had to stir the mix, while Darcy commenced preparing the pork loin for the oven, as well as browning the chicken thighs. All the while, he instructed me to continually, add his chicken stock, to my mix.

    Because this is not a cooking channel, I will simply mention the other ingredients that went into the dish later, after the pork slices and chicken pieces became compressed into the rice mix, with a cake lifter spatula of sorts, as he continually used the word, ‘submerge.’  

    Scallops, fish pieces, spicy Spanish sausage slices, small shrimps, and larger shelled prawns followed, also after becoming ‘submerged.’ The odours were mouth-watering as the dish was constructed.

    Once the dish came out of the oven, and the black mussels simmered in white wine and garlic, artistically appeared on the top of the paella, I was gobsmacked!

    Not only did the dish look fuckin’ magnificent, but… I can honestly say the paella, was one of the best meals I have ever eaten.

    As I went into ruptures, Darcy teasingly responded by asking, “So… Not too bad for a self-centred prick?”

    Dispensing with all the bullshit, I simply answered, “I cannot remember when last I had so much fun… Thank you.”

    Extending his hand across the table and placing it over my hand, Darcy suggestively replied, “Well, let’s hope the fun isn’t over.”

    Shamefully, I have to admit, that my enjoyment of the moment was suspiciously tempered. Given Darcy’s looks, I was sure that for him, just another notch was about to appear on his headboard. Because of the day, and in light of the fabulous dinner, however, I smiled and simply allowed his hand to sensually envelope mine, in a show of acquiescence.

    “May I assist you with the clean-up?” I inquired.

    “Wow, that would be nice,” Darcy, replied.

    After I did as promised, he poured us another glass of wine before settling on the sofa and tapping the seat next to him.

    As I sat down, Darcy extended his arm behind me and pulled me closer. Very slowly, he now commenced kissing me. To be honest, my negative thoughts waned as I melted into his arms. Our smooching ensued, I began to worry less and less about my suspicions.

    So what if I am unceremoniously dumped in the morning,’ I reasoned.

    What followed was awesome, and I became overwhelmed by his charms.

    Fuck, he is a real player,’ I reflected, as our bodies mystically wafted toward his bedroom as if floating of a supernatural breeze.

    As his body encapsulated me on the bed like a sumptuous sensuality, my capitulation was irresistible. In a dreamlike state, garments vanished off our bodies before our skins conjoined in a carnal reverie. Darcy’s arms and hands became like tentacles of ecstasy, amalgamating with his swaying hips and exploratory lips. Everything was so languid and fluid, that when he penetrated me seamlessly, only ecstasy overwhelmed me.   

    For goodness knows how long, I was transported into a Valhalla of gratification as he endlessly pleasured me, for hours on end. When I finally fell asleep, I knew that I had enjoyed the experience of a lifetime.             

    When I awoke the following morning from the best sleep I could recall, I unmistakable smell of a delicious breakfast assailed my nostrils.

    As I wiped the sleep from my eyes and stretched my arms in contentment, Darcy’s face appeared at the door.

    “Time for breakfast, lazy bones,” he announced.

    As we ate our breakfast, Darcy stunned me by saying, “I like you, Danny. I like you a lot. I would, most definitely like to see you again… If you don’t mind.”

  • The Thug Next Door 2.0

    Notes: This story has been adapted from its original version. To reflect some of these changes and assist in the inevitability of errors, these are the necessary notes for reading:

    1. Key’s name was originally Deejay. So, if you see Deejay or some variation, this is an edit I have missed
    2. Sometimes the POV is reflected, sometimes not. I try my best to make sure it is

    “Key, Mommy loves you.” I hugged my crying mother. She is always so dramatic when it comes to me leaving. Once I left for a week, she almost went into a coma. Now I’m leaving for the summer I don’t know how she is going to deal. Especially, with her being in New York and Me in California. Ugh, How rude of me? Let me introduce myself.

    I’m Smokey (as in Robinson) Williams. Hey, my Dad loved music, I guess. I guess because he isn’t in my life anymore. Well, never really was. It has always been my mom and me. She had always done everything for me. We are Indian and African American. I have a Caramel skin tone and nice curly hair. My eyes are grey. I did a little swimming freshmen year, so I have a nice fit body and a fat ass. Oh yea, I’m Gay. I Knew since I was a jit. Hell, I was in love with Troy Bolton and The Cheetah Girls….. My Mom works as A Chef in a great restaurant, so she makes great money. I went to a private school and The rich area in New York. I told her I was Gay last summer. She already knew, she said. Enough with me, I hate talking about myself. Snap, one more thing. The reason I’m leaving. Well, I want to be a Doctor and signed up for a summer volunteer job at St.Judes in California. Little did I know, I would get in and have to go live with my grandma in Oakland. I hope it’s nice there. Never visited, she always came to New York.

    “Boarding Flight 245, nonstop to Oakland, California.” The Lady announced over the intercom. I picked up my bags and threw them around my shoulders. I blew my mom a kiss and walked over to board the plane. I placed on my Lime Green Beatz by Dre and handed the guy my boarding pass. I smiled at him, shit he was cute. He made my asshole twitch in my short booty jeans. I grabbed it back and walked onto the plane. After I found my seat, I had to lift my bag to its respected place. That’s a problem, I’m shorter than most people. I’m 5’4. I tried to lift the bag and I heard a manly voice say, “I got it.” I handed Mr.TallDark&Handsome my bag and he used his strong arms to lift it. He had green eyes and was brown skin. He looked like Michael Ealy. He smiled those perfect teeth and just stared at me. I was confused, he knows I’m only 18 right. I mean I don’t care. He cleared his throat and said, “Um, Are you seat 3C?”

    I couldn’t reply, that English accent is amazing. He grabbed my pass and said, “Yep, you can sit. I’m 3B.” I’m going to be sitting next to him, yasss. I quickly came back to reality and sat down. I strapped into the seatbelt. He continued, “I’m Jason.”

    “I’m single-I mean Smokey, but I go by Key.”

    He smirked, “well, nice to meet you. You don’t look like you from Oakland.”

    I replied informing him that I was going to my grandma’s. He said, “Oh, I’m from there. I had a vacation in New York, now back to work. I have a training class this summer.” Before I can ask about what I heard the engines roaring. Plus, he was paying close attention to the safety rules, being said by the damn Flight Attendant. Stupid Bitch, messed up our vibes. I just wanna suck his dick. I feel like oral sex isn’t a big deal. I’m still a virgin when it comes to anal. I just want my first time to be with someone I see a future with, not just some affection. Jason is affection and I wanna affectionately suck his dick.

    4 Hours & 7 Minutes Later

    I had dozed off to sleep on the window, but a little air turbulence awoke me. I looked over and Jason slept with a blanket over his body. He looked peaceful. I looked down and through the white sheet, I saw something pitching a tent. He was hard, oh my god. I licked my nice soft lips and breathed hard. All the fibers in me were fighting back the urge of just going under this sheet and popping that dick in my mouth. I jumped up and headed to the bathroom. I need to jerk off, this isn’t okay. I hurried into the restroom. I pushed the door to Occupied. I unbuckled my jeans and pulled them down to my ankle, same for my NeonOrange Briefs. I grabbed my 8-inch hard dick and started jerking it. I ran my hand through my hair and closed my eyes. I leaned back on the door and bit my bottom, trying not to moan loud. About 7 minutes into this session, I heard a knock at the door. I stopped and turned around. I caught my breath and said, “it’s occupied.” I heard that familiar English accent say, “open the door, Key” Did I just hear him say that? Oh My Damn. I slowly opened the door and he pushed in.

    He looked down at me and said, “I seen how you were gawking at my dick, nigga. You want it, dropped to those knees.” I followed quick instructions. He untied those joggers drawstring and pulled them down. His Vcut and Abs was welldefined. I pulled out that dick and it was all hard and a long vein ran through it. So freaking sexy. I went to slobbering all down that dick and getting it all wet. It was like it was growing more and more. I deepthroated all 10 inches and he moaned, “Oh fuck, this is better than my wife.” That just makes me hornier. I went up and down on that dick as he pulled my hair.

    He even forced me down, my nose was in his pubes. They smelled like Dove soap. Suddenly, he moaned, “Oh fuck, I’m about to cummm–ughhh.” He held my head in place as hot ropes of cum shot down my throat. His babies were on their way to my stomach. I licked him clean and I looked up at him and he said, “wake up, we are here.” I was confused about what he is talking about.

    Suddenly, it all came to me. This was a freaking dream. I woke up and Jason was tapping me.

    “We are here man. Get up.” I looked around and realized that dick wasn’t even in my mouth. I looked down at my jeans and it was a damp spot. Oh shit, I had a wet dream.

    I quickly got up and grabbed my bag and headed off the plane. I went into one of my bags and grabbed a jacket. I wrapped it around my waist. I pulled out my phone and called my cousin, Keesha, who lives with my grandma. She was supposed to come to get me.

    She picked up, “Cousin!!! I’m right outside bitch. I’m holding up taxi traffic, they are mad as fuck.” This girl is crazy, I swear. I hurried out of the terminal and I saw someone waving their hand. She jumped out of her car and more taxis blew their horn. Keesha turned to them and snapped, “shut the fuck up with yall musty asses. Get yall life.”

    She ran over to me and we hugged. I said, “I miss you, bitch.” I haven’t seen her since I was like 12.

    She said, “boy, you update Snapchat every two minutes.” Keesha slapped my ass and said, “yess, you been doing squats. That ass sitting right. Let’s go. Before one of these men calls the cops, my license is suspended. Welcome to Oakland.”

    I quickly put my bags in the car and she pulled off. I texted my mom that I made it safely. She said, “I would take you to chipotle, but it’s 6:30, and food is most likely done at the house. You know G-Maw don’t play.” I laughed and she continued, “so how’s school and shit?”

    I replied, “good, just happy it’s summer. I want beaches, fun, and–” in unison, we said, “DICK!!”

    She snapped her fingers, “you better know it. It’s a party tonight at Oakland Finest. They don’t check I.D, so you good.” This girl is already trying to get me turned. Luckily, that job doesn’t start till Monday, and it’s two days before that.

    About 30 minutes later, we entered some area and it was the hood. Corner stores, hobos, dirty streets, people all around. We saw these men about to fight. Please, tell me my grandmother doesn’t stay here. I don’t belong in no hood. I never even lived in one. Keesha turned a sharp corner and went straight for about 5 minutes. She turned into a yard and the house looked decent. Two floors but looked old. I’m staying downstairs, for sure. This neighborhood doesn’t look safe. How did mom live here growing up? She turned the car off. I stepped out and she said, “I have to pee. Close the trunk once you get your bags.” She ran for the front door. I opened the trunk and grabbed my luggage. As I closed the door, I heard a loud thud. I turned around and seen the neighbor door fly open and a man being dragged out of the house by his shirt.

    The guy who was dragging him looked pissed. He was lightskin, looked Puerto Rican. He had a tattoo of a dragon on his back, I can see it under his Tee. He went to punching the guy and saying, “Pussy, next time have my money or you will be dead.” Did he just say that? The guy pleaded for his life and tried to talk with his bloody mouth, I was so scared.

    “Rico, I didn’t steal your money. I knew you for 10 plus years. If you think I’ll do this to you, you are stupid. Check those new men you got.”

    Rico went to stumping his face with his timberland boots. My eyes grew big when he pulled out a gold gun and snapped, “imma spare you life if you leave now, O. I’m serious as fuck.” I dropped my bag and ran over to the guy and helped him up and looked at the very tall Rico. He had to be about 6’7. He snapped, “O, you fucking with a faggot? And by the look of his robin jeans, you gave him my money. I should kill yall both.” He pointed the gun at me. I threw my hands up and said, “I don’t even know him. And I paid for these clothes. Plus, who you calling a faggot, thug.”

    Rico’s eyes grew big as if no one has ever talked to him like this. No one scares me.

    Rico stepped back and said, “Faggot, you better leave before I stick this gun down your dicksucking throat and pull the trigger. I’m not a fucking game.”

    Suddenly, Keesha ran over and said, “Rico, he good. He from New York, this my little cousin. He doesn’t know better. Let’s go, Key” Keesha grabbed my hand as Rico tied his black hair back and licked those sexy pink lips.

    He snapped, “you better train that dick eater, to respect me.”

    I retorted, “You better respect me, nigga.” Keesha covered my mouth and forced me into my grandmother’s house. To my surprise, it looked clean and nice. Keesha whispered, “K, are you dumb? Are you trying to get us killed? That man, Rico, is no joke. He is Oakland’s biggest drug dealer. Even the cops are scared of him. Don’t cross him and you won’t die, is his motto. He and his boys moved next door to get away from the city. Just stay out of his crosshairs.” This girl sounds so scared and for real. It’s like he didn’t look so scary to me. He looked pretty sexy, honestly. He looked like Phat Daddy, the gay porn star just younger and perfect teeth. No shade to Phat Daddy.

    I agreed with her as I heard my grandma.

    “Ohh, baby. You look so big.” We hugged as I realized G-Maw just lied. I haven’t grown a damn inch since she saw me last, but ill let her have it.

    She replied, “I have your room all made up for you upstairs.” Shit, I’m up there. I slowly walked up to them, I was nervous I didn’t want to fall into the basement or something. To my surprise, I made it safely upstairs. My grandma talked my ears off for like 10 minutes, then she left me to unpack and shit. She told me she got me a car to drive around while I’m here. I’m excited about that. I went into my bag and pulled out my laptop. I plugged it up by the wall. The room looked pretty big. I went over to the window and looked out of it. It was only a view of an upstairs room and Rico’s house. Apart from me hoped it would be his. I can see him coming out of the shower all naked and wet. Yum-eww… he hates me and I should hate him. The word faggot doesn’t affect me, but still, it is rude. Lemme take a shower and go eat. Hopefully, this club is poppin’ tonight.

    Rico

    I walked back into my house and locked the door. Ole Stupid ass Faggot. Plus, O ole thieving ass. We were cool for too long and he decides now to rob me. I walked down to the basement. My three new workers; James, Kali, and Remmy was cutting up the coke and separating the weed for a dropoff tonight.

    James said, “Did you handle O, Boss?”

    I replied, “Yea with care and he got off with a warning due to our pass, however, yall want be so lucky. Ill fucking shoot your heads off. Now tonight dropped is with the owner of Oakland Finest, the club off 2nd Avenue. James, you will attend with me since O is unavailable. I start prepping you to be my right-hand man.” I’m Oaklands Terror, my name ring bells, and that’s the way I like it. No dope moves around this city if it ain’t got any tides to me.

    I wasn’t always such a cutthroat, heartless soul. I wanted to be a doctor growing up. And on my 10th birthday, my parent’s house was bombarded with thugs and they were killed. That day, I took a vow to be just as ruthless to this cruel world. I would love no one. A bunch of girls has tried, but once I still this thick 12-inch Rican dick in them and nut, I drop them like bad habits. No girl has made me want to settle down. However, I did have one slipup when I was 18, 5 years ago. Which resulted in my 4-year-old baby girl, Carlee. She is my life. I moved her Mom and her to Los Angeles. I pay her like 250,000 a month to take care of my daughter. They are far away from this, so in case something happens they safe. I visit every two weeks.

    I went back upstairs and went into my room. I went into my closet. To pick out my swag for tonight. I grabbed a pair of Black jeans, ripped at the knee. A long T-shirt, black. A red fitted and some all red Christian Louboutin Sneakers. As I placed it on the bed, I looked out my room window and seen that faggot walking around his room in a blue towel. I sighed hard, at how he was walking. Suddenly, he dropped his towel and exposed his caramel-colored ass to me. It was shocking, it was like a girl ass. Nice, plump, and fat. I bet it’s soft…. what the fuck?? Rico, why are you even thinking like that for a gay guy? Snap out of it man. I turned around and looked away.

    My phone started to vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and it was a message from the owner of Oakland Finest.

    “12:30 in my office, make it double. I have the money.” I kind of squinted my eyes in confusion. I’ve dealt with him for 3 years and he never wanted to double, something is up. I hate when people cross me, like fuck!!. I played along pretty cool.

    “Bet. That will be 500,000 then. I’ll be there.” I clicked off the messages and looked back out the window he was gone. I sighed and laid back on my bed

    3 Hours and 46 Minutes Later

    I parked my all-white Bentley in its respected place and hopped out. James hopped out the passenger side. I said, “listen to me. We have 30 minutes until the dropoff, make sure to give the signal of any cops out here.”

    James replied, “Got ya, Boss. Txt me when you want me to come around the back.” We clapped each other up and I informed him, “you are on your way to taking O spot.” He smirked and I made my way to the entrance of it was a long ass line. I walked straight past all of it. I went into my pocket and handed the bouncer, 250. He clapped me up and I walked in. As I entered, I notice it was more lit than usual.

    Girls started throwing themselves at me immediately. I had few dances and grind this dick on a few asses. I checked my watch and I had about 5 minutes. I peeped Keesha dancing her sexy ass on her cousin, the faggot who ass I saw. He was slapping her ass and they looked drunk out of their mind. I looked at the far end of the club, where the office was and noticed the guards at the door were different. I even noticed that they didn’t have their regular guns on them. I smell cops. I pulled out my phone and texted James.

    “Yo, I feel A setup. Get the fuck out of here, NOW! I’ll get a ride back to the house. Also, Add Mason Carter to the death list. This nigga don’t know who he just attempted to cross.” As I waited for the reply, I walked over to the bar and ordered a drink. Suddenly, James replied, “Pulling off now and bet.”

    I smirked and texted Mason, “You have fucked up….” I slid my phone back in my pocket and needed to talk to Keesha to drop a nigga back off home after this. I made my way through the crowd and tapped Keesha’s shoulder. She looked at me and slurred her words, “Rico…if…you still mad about earlier…

    It’s over..loosen up..” I leaned down in her ear and whispered, “I’m over that. Can you just make sure I get home tonight?”

    She gave me a sad look and replied, “you see that boy over there. I’m going to get this pussy ate. Plus, Key drove.”

    I looked over her cousin and he said, “I’m Key. What’s up?” Oh fuck. I don’t wanna be seen leaving the club with this guy.

    I stated, “Give me your car keys. Meet me in the alley in about ten minutes. You taking me home.”

    Key snapped, “How do you know, I’m ready?” I retorted, “Cuz’ I said so Papi, now don’t be late. I have business to attend to.”

    He went into his pocket and handed me the keys. “It’s the Navy blue, Nissan 2016.” I snatched them and mumbled, “That cheap ass car.”

    I quickly exited the setup as a club and found the car after searching for about 7 minutes. I jumped in and took in that new car smell. I crunk it up and pulled off into the alley behind the club. About 5 minutes later, the passenger door slung open and my thug instinct kicked in, I pulled out my 9 mm gun. He gasped, “you going to fucking shoot me after taking my car.” I put it away and said, “Chill, Just don’t come up on me like that, shit. A nigga paranoid.” As put on his seatbelt and said, “I wonder why? I don’t understand boys like you.” I crunk up the car and pulled off.

    “Watchu mean boy? I’m a fucking man.” I corrected him. He said, “A man without his whip.” This punk must have a death wish.

    I snapped, “Watch that fuckin’ mouth of yours. I’ll beat your ass, then kill you.”

    Key replied, “I’m from New York, I have seen scarier, Phat Daddy.” Who the fuck is Phat Daddy? This kid must be drunk. I informed him my name was Rico, even though he will forget how drunk he is. I received a message from James. I looked down at my phone to read it and this kid did the unthinkable. He snatched my phone and sucked his teeth.

    “You won’t kill me by texting and driving and we will be one of those commercials. I’ll read this message. Its says.. Boss I just got back to the house, so what do you wanna do to Mason. Is it happening tonight?” He looked at me and I instructed him to reply, “Nah, the cops will still be with him. Probably trying to stage another setup. I will figure something out. Just make sure you ready to get that drugs to our dispensers tomorrow. I need that money made.” As he typed he asked, “Why do you do this? Like honestly. How do you choose a lifestyle that can only end in two ways? You are subjecting yourself to end up Dead or Behind Bars.” I didn’t need a pep talk.

    “Aye, fast money is the best for me. I make over a million a month. I’m paid and set for life. I get to buy whatever I want, Never feel broke, and fuck who I want. It’s an amazing life.”

    Key sighed, “and watching out for the cops. I know I’m not from the hood, but it’s pretty simple. Don’t do something bad and blame the police for pulling the trigger.”

    I snapped, “Man shut that shit up, K for real.”

    He corrected me, “It’s Key.” I started laughing, “You are like a naggy female. You have a lot of things like a female. Especially–” I cut myself short before I expose myself for seeing his ass.

    “Especially, what?” He asked. I chuckled to make me not look gay or like a stalker.

    I confessed, “Well, I kind of saw your ass. I didn’t want to, it sort of happened when I looked out my window.”

    He stared at me and said, “And I’m the faggot, but you got a good sight huh?”

    I didn’t reply, because the answer will be too weird. He continued, “you don’t have to reply. This ass fat for a reason.”

    I mumbled, “to swallow big cocks.” He slapped my face and said, “Don’t mumble shit under your breath.” Did this kid just really fix his hand to slap me. That strike three. I pulled into his grandmother’s driveway and pointed to him. I snapped, “Listen and listen well. I’m not a game, I have killed before. You have done three things to me I don’t tolerate on some real shit. You suppose to be on your way to a morgue. ALL I ASK FOR IS RESPECT, LOYALTY, AND OBEDIENCE. I’M A KING AND I AM TO BE WORSHIPPED. ALL HAIL KING MOTHERFUCKING RICO.” This boy burst into laughter and it pissed me off. I quickly jacked his short ass up against the window and whispered in a stern tone, “I’m not joking with you. Fall in line with the people who respect me or die with the people who don’t. Your trust DickEater.” He whispered, “Okay, Fine. I see you aren’t playing. Now get out.”

    Key said, “last slick thing. This is my car, you have to get out.” It set in and I said, “Oh shit, my bad. Just see you around yo.” I let go of his shirt and put my hand out for a shake, he said, “Sorry, I don’t do that.”

    “Oh yea, what you do?” I asked curiously. He confessed, “I give hugs, but you seem like the –” I leaned over the console and gave him a hug with these manly arms. He was shocked. I stepped out and said, “See you around.” I don’t know why I hugged him, but it felt good. However, I think I scared the shit out of him.

    I opened my room door and unbuckled my Hermes belt and dropped my jeans to the floor. I snatched that shirt off and went to lay down. I saw Key’s light turn on and he looked over at me. He smirked at me and closed the blinds, while mouthing, “No, Sneak peeks tonight.” I flicked him off and laid down in my bed. Today has been a lot of crazy shit, but all I can do is hope tomorrow brings a great day. Frankly, as a thug, this comes with it.

    Rico

    “Mason, you tried to set me up with those cops buddy.” He was on his knees looking up at me with tears in his eyes.

    “They cornered me, bro, they said they will close my club down.” I laughed, “welp, it looks like it’s about to need a new owner in roughly thirty seconds. He started to cry out, “Please, don’t do this. I have kids and a wife.”

    I pistol-whipped him across the face and snapped, “Pussy shut the fuck up. You didn’t think about them when you set me up. Besides you come out here to cheat on your wife with that Mami bitch who floating dead in that bathtub.”

    James chimed in, “Mason, you look stupid. You are on your knees and naked. You have no dignity..well with a small dick like that, I see why.” My phone rang and it was Jessica, the mother of my child. I sucked my teeth. I handed James the gun and walked out of the room. I whispered, “Ma’, I’m busy. Wassup?”

    “You fucked up my brother, Rico. Are you stupid? Oscar has been nothing, but good to you. Even took those 2 years in jail for you and this how you repay him. He will never steal from you and you know that.” I hung up on her ass and turned my phone off. This isn’t about O right now. I know she will be pissed. I walked back into the room and the sight was shocking. Mason had James’s dick on his mouth and sucking it like it was no tomorrow. James still kept the gun pointed. What the fuck?? James a faggot, oh hell Nah. James grunted, “No teeth, no teeth–yeaa just like that. You must have done this before.”

    I snapped, “James what the fuck??” He turned to me and said, “Boss, this nigga said he will do anything to live. I said, like what. Next thing I know he grabbed at my dick. Shit, he got to suck it. Even though he is still dead.”

    Mason stopped eating up James and said, “But I thought, I’ll live if I did this.” I stomped over and grabbed my gun. I put the silencer on and blew Mason’s brains over the floor. James slid his dick back into his pants. I snapped, “You like niggas, James?”

    He avoided the question. I guess I don’t have an issue with it personally. “Listen, do you. I don’t judge. Live your life, just don’t let it affect the business. Call the crew to come clean this up and make this place spotless. Then, Take these bodies to the graveyard tonight.” I let my boys bury the bodies es in a graveyard so that no one is going to dig up a grave that’s already been placed. I know it’s mean and disrespectable, but hey. I walked off and he asked, “Where you going?”

    “To my baby moms. She trippin’, ill be back tonight after I dick her down. Please, don’t have no dicksucking punks at my crib, you know I don’t trust nobody.”

    Key

    “Grandma, I don’t want any more food. I have to go down to the hospital to start my training. See you later. When Keesha wakes up, tell her I should be home around 2.” I kissed her cheek and ran for the front door. As I opened it, Rico was pulling into his house. I walked slowly in my blue scrub over to my car. Hoping he doesn’t speak to me.

    Suddenly, he said, “Kid, I didn’t know you were a doctor.” I rolled my eyes and turned to him, “An eighteen-year-old doctor, ill be like famous. I’m a volunteer this summer at the hospital. I want to be one though.”

    “That’s wassup. You got smarts.” He complimented me…I think. I didn’t reply, I just got into my car and pulled off. About thirty minutes into driving falling Siri, my phone dies. I was about 3 minutes away, however, this road had three different roads to take. I pulled over and went into my bag. I placed my phone on the car charger. I hate iPhone it takes at least ten minutes to come on. About 30 seconds later, I heard a horn blowing. I look to my right and see an all-white Bentley….great. Mr.Rico Sauvee…

    I rolled down the window and said, “Stalking isn’t a good look. Especially, a gay boy like me.”

    He laughed, “don’t flatter yourself, shawty. I’m on my say to L. A to see my child. The highway is this way. Now, I thought I can be of some assistance, but…”

    I quickly said, “Pleaseee! I’m looking for St.Judes.”

    He informed me to keep straight. I crunk up and tried to pull off and must have run over something sharp and blew the front tire. This can’t be happening. I’m about to be late on the first day. I got out of the car and popped the trunk. Luckily, the tools and spare tire were in it. However, I’m a nerd, not a mechanic. I mean, plus I cant get dirty. I walked over to Rico’s window.

    I knocked on it. He rolled it back down and played stupid.

    “Seems, you have a problem kid.” He said.

    I snapped, “Rico, can you please just help me and stop being an ass. I have like 10 minutes to spare.”

    He opened his car door and he stood up to his 6’3 height. I swear he can give me a few inches of that…. not his dick. his height. Anyways, he took off his shirt and showed off that banging body. I was drooling. He had well-defined abs, also a happy trail to his navel. He snapped his fingers and said, “Yo, I’m up here. Can you pass me the stuff once I ask for it? You got me about to get dirty.” I dropped back to reality and handed him the things and he even gave me a little lesson as he did it. I think I know what to do.

    He then said, “you grab the crowbars and twist each of these on. Then remove the jack and you are ready to go.” He moved the jack and my car was done. We put all the shit back in the car and said, “I owe you, Papi Chulo. I do.”

    I ran around him to the driver’s door and he laughed, “you know you just called me a sexy Papi.”

    I turned to him and said, “Sorry, heard it in a song. Well, thanks Rico….shit.” I got into the car and said to myself, “You are a sexy Papi, a very sexy Papi.”

    I pulled off and zoomed to the hospital. I rushed into the building. I finally made it to the conference, as my name was being called. I said, “Here.” The lady said, “you are in Doctor Grant’s group. Your group has already left. Meet him at his office. Room 3 on the seventh floor.” I smiled and walked off.

    I arrived at the office floor and spotted the brown door with the name “Doctor J. GRANT.” I Knocked and heard someone say, “Come in.”

    I walked in and seen 4 other volunteers and as I made eye contact with the doctor. My jaw-dropped. It was-was-was.

    He said, “It’s a small world. Everyone this is Smokey Williams… I met him on the flight here, we were row buddies.” I smiled, “Hey, Jason. I mean Doctor Grant.” He received a call and put us on hold. The white girl leaned over and whispered, “lucky you. That accent already melted my heart.”

    Little did she know. I already had a wet dream about this Godly man. Now I have more opportunities, however, I cant get Rico out of my head. I don’t know why??? He isn’t all bad to me. But he isn’t Gay, Mr.Jason can be seduced. I smiled at the girl and she said, “I’m Brit. That’s it. I guess my parents were sick of all white girls being name Britney.” I chuckled, “You won’t even guess how I was named. I am Smokey, but I go by Key. It’s cool.”

    He hung up, “Okay, let’s get started.”

    5 hours and 49 Minutes Later

    Rico

    “Yooo…I’m about to cum—get the fuck off me.” Jessica acts like she didn’t hear me. I pushed her off me to her room floor and held my dick and shot my cumshot all over her face. I closed my eyes to relish at the moment. I needed that nut. I said, “get up and come bathe me.” We into the bathroom and she ran some hot water. I sat in it and she got in behind me.

    She spoke, “That was amazing, but I’m still pissed at you. You beat up my brother that isn’t cool. He scared Carlee’s socks off last night. He got here all bloody and stained. I thought someone had tried to kill him. He explained it wasn’t him.”

    I stated, “And you believe him.”

    She snapped, “Rico, don’t fucking play that shit. That’s my brother. Now listen to me, he made some good points. The money has been good short for the last few months since you hired those new boys. Plus, if these niggas are after you then I need to know so I can get our daughter out of here.”

    I caressed her by her neck and said, “Nothing will happen to yall. Especially with O moving in here. Look, ill talk to him that’s about it. Now stop talking and worship this dick.” She smirked as I sat on the edge of the tub. She started to suck on it and I closed my eyes. All I can picture was what James said to me about niggas giving better head. The next thing, I know I had a vision of Key on my dick. I bit my bottom lip and I couldn’t shake it out of my head…or I did I want to. I held Her head and pushed it down her throat.

    She came up and snapped, “Damn, why are you choking me? These inches arent a joke.” I opened my eyes and she said, “Can I just ride it?” I shook my head no and stepped out of the tub. I wrapped myself in a towel. I walked out into the house. I heard O talking to Carlee in her room. I crept by the door and I heard her say.

    “Tio, what happened to your eye?” Tio is Spanish for Uncle. This little girl is fluent in both languages.

    Oscar replied, “Tio, got in a stupid fight with a man. He will be okay.” I looked into the room and seen her rub his face.

    “You better be okay, mommy says you are a strong man like daddy. I love you.”

    He chuckled, “Daddy is a strong yet stubborn man.” She looked lost and he said, “Stubborn is like when mommy calls you hardheaded.” She laughed, “so why she gives me beatings if I get it from my Papi.” I walked in and said, “to teach you what’s right.” She smiled and said, “Daddy!!” I said, “Let daddy talk to Tio Oscar and get dress. Then We can go for ice cream.” I blew her a kiss and gave O a head nod. He walked out of the room. I closed her room door and whispered, “Look, Jessica made me realize something. You couldn’t turn on me, but if it is James them. I need to see if it happens again. So stay up here with your sister and niece. Jessica spazzing a little. I’ll handle that. I’ll give you a call if I need you to come back to Oakland.” We clapped up and he stated, “boys for life.” I continued, “brother for life.” He smirked and quickly swung and jabbed me in the eye.

    “That’s for the eye man. Now we are twins.” He said. I replied, “I’ll let that one slide.”

    Jessica chimed in, “look at my two boys.” We turned to her and she was in a robe. I said, “lay my clothes out, I’m taking Carlee for ice cream.”

    Meanwhile…

    Key

    I checked the time and it was almost four o clock. Today was fun, but I’m ready to go. I was watching this surgery, but ill leave. I need to get home, pull out that dildo and fuck this assss!!! I’m so horny. I walked out and spotted Brit throwing herself at Doctor Grant. I called out to him and said, “Sir, what time do we get to leave?” He looked at Brit and said, “You didn’t tell him.” She gasped, “it slipped my mind. He released us like an hour ago.” That bitch, kept me here. What’s her motive?

    I smiled, “We’ll see yall tomorrow.” He smirked and said, “Yea, be on time.” I chuckled and walked off. I pulled out my phone. I had a miss call from my Mom. I quickly dialed her back. She didn’t answer. She then texted me.

    “I’m at the church. I was calling to see how your first day went.”

    I replied, “great, just got off. Tell Pastor Mills, I said Hello.” I jumped in my car and rushed home.

    When I got there it was 7 o clock. I got pretty lost and went way out the way. I went into the house and Keesha was in the living room with Roy, the boy from the club. I walked in and spoke.

    Keesha said, “how was it?”

    “Fucking great, but I’m tired. Going to lay down.” I lied, I was about to play with this bussy. Roy said, “Wassup, K.”

    I replied, “Wassup. Is g-maw here?”

    “Nope went to the town center for Bingo Night and we are about to leave to Roys’s house in a few,” Keesha told me, great I can get all into this.

    I smirked as I walked upstairs. I got undressed and grabbed my towel. I went into the bathroom and took a nice hot shower. I cleaned my bussy nice and clean, so I can get it all wet. After bathing, I walked back into my room and heard Keesha saying, “Key, we gone. I’ll lock the front door.” I screamed, “Okay.” I dried off and the sun went down, so I turned on the room light. I went over to the window and a part of me wanted Rico to be watching. However, I only saw that black truck. I didn’t see the white Bentley. Welp, It’s time for some fun. I went into my bag and grabbed the nice seven-inch dildo, it was green. I grabbed the lube and lubed it up nice. I took off my towel and eased down on it on the edge of the bed. As it entered my tight hole, I winced. I said, “Ohh fuck…”

    I closed my eyes and started to move up and down on that dildo. I had the shirtless Rico on my brain. I grabbed at my now hard dick and jerked it as I rode that dick. I needed to have a dick in my mouth and now. I slid off the dildo and went over to my computer. I found a site for Oakland Gay men. I quickly made an account. I made my profile pic of my lips. I explained in the bio how I wanted to suck some dick…NOW.

    It brought me to a page of boys. However, most were bottoms. And the ones with no pictures were D.L boys. One was even like 0.0001 meters away. I messaged him.

    “Hey, I wanna suck your dick. Where you?”

    He replied, “In my homeboy crib. You wanna see a pic of these nine inches.”

    “Yea, now.”

    2 minutes later, I was shocked by a nice picture.

    I replied, “I wanna swallow it. Can I?”

    “Hold up, lemme check something.”

    Minutes later, “Okay, yea you can. It says you are pretty close. I’m in the house on Perry Road.” Oh my god, Imon Perry Road.

    “Which one?” I responded.

    He said, “With the Black truck and white car is parked.” Is this Rico??? Oh my god. My ass and dick twitched.

    I replied, “I know the place. I’ll be over soon.”

    He snapped, “come around the back. I’ll have the patio door open. I’ll be upstairs in the room.”

    I closed my laptop and looked out the window and Rico’s car was there now. Oh my, what if it’s Rico. My heart was racing so fast. I had to regain composure. I grabbed some black briefs and slid them on. I grabbed some black joggers and pulled them up. I lastly put on a black jacket. I slid on some slides and walked out of the room. I went downstairs and out the back door. I crossed over to Rico’s house backyard. I spotted the patio door. I looked around and crept up to the door. I slid it left and it opened. I walked in and this felt so stupid. I am lowkey breaking into someone’s home all to suck dick. However, I didn’t turn around and to my surprise, it looked nice in here. I walked up the stairs and was face with a problem. I didn’t ask him what door. What if this is one of Rico’s buddies? But what if it’s Rico? I looked at the first door and grabbed the knob, shit it was dark and I was scared. Suddenly, another door opened and I quickly ran into the room. I closed the door slowly behind me. I turned around and spotted a sleeping Rico in bed. He only had on briefs and looked so nice. I had to fight every urge not to go over to him.

    Then the unspeakable happened he said, “I’m going to ask you one time and one time only. Why the hell are you in my house?” It’s not him, I’m busted.

    “Um-well see.” He sat up on the bed and I continued, “well, oh my god. This is so fucking awkward.”

    He stood up and said, “no it’s not. It’s fucking stupid. What stupid little faggot breaks into a drug dealer house.” He walked slowly over to me and then we stood meters apart. Then there was a knock at the door.

    Some guy said, “Boss, I got the call about the plot. Remmi and I are headed over now. I suppose to had someone coming over, but I texted their plans changed, but they haven’t responded. So ill lock the patio door and if someone knocks ignore it. They will leave. And I know you told me to keep my business on the low, so that’s why I canceled.”

    Rico snapped, “James, please go before I break your jaw.” James is the one I was messaging. This is so stupid.

    I looked up at Rico and he said, “soo you were coming into my house to suck some dick?” I exhaled, “Yea, but that’s not happening so ill go.”

    I turned to grab the knob and he slammed the door.

    “Oh Nah, why you wanna leave. I mean you ain’t sucking my dick, but we can chill and smoke.”

    “I don’t–” I tried to say before he cut the light on and said, “Please, you smoke dick it’s the same thing.” He walked over to his bed and sat down and opened a drawer and pulled out a joint. He still had on just briefs. He told me to come to sit down. I followed instructions. He lit the joint and puffed it. He handed it to me and said, “put it between lips and suck don’t choke.” Something about this boy entices me.

    I was shaking I was so nervous. I did what he said and he said, “you about to feel good real soon.”

    Moments later, we were laying back on his bed looking up at the ceiling. I said, “you know you aren’t dumb. You are running a whole business. I mean yea weed is legal in California, but to do it like this is illegal. I mean you are making money. You must be good in math.”

    He laughed, “my baby momma taught me, plus I had dreams too. But they all crumbled one day. Besides, I wanna be richer than Beyonce and Jay-Z.”

    I chuckled, “no matter how many drugs you sell, you will never meet the Queen of the Hive status.”

    We looked at one another and burst out laughing. We stared at each other and he stated, “You are cool when you are high. You aren’t always getting smart.”

    I sat up and said, “shut up. You make me get smart.”

    He sucked his teeth and said, “whatever, shawty.” He pushed my back and I turned around and pushed his chest. Next thing you know we are wrestling in his bed. I had managed to climb on top of him. He grabbed around my waist and picked me up and ran for the dresser and pinned me against it. I winced in pain, “My back.” I wrapped my arms around his neck, so he can hold me up.

    He confessed, “I’m pissed off, because if you were a girl. I’ll have you bouncing off this dick right now.” We looked into each other eyes and I replied, “And if you were gay, I have you moaning. Now can you put me down? It’s getting late I have to go.” As he slid me down. I came to a stop, I was sitting on a lot of inches. Rico was hard.

    He sucked his teeth, “see what you did. Now I gotta watch porn and jerk off.”

    I finally stood up and said, “That makes both of us. Now let me go, before this goes too far.”

    I put on my shoes and said, “I’ll see you around.”

    I entered my g-maw house and made it upstairs to my room. I looked over and seen Rico standing up watching his television jerking that Long thick dick. I was shocked. He was on full display. And the most shocking thing he looked over at me and smirked as he shot his load. I closed my blinds and jumped in the bed.

    “Jamal you better sing!” I screamed at the television. I finally have time to watch Empire. I LOVE THIS SHOW. JAMAL IS MY FUTURE HUSBAND. It’s finally a resting day. This volunteering job has been a lot. This first week was hell. Especially, yesterday. I’m so happy we get the weekend off and I can rest. Sadly, enough Trey Songz is in town and Keesha brought us tickets.

    I continued to watch Empire when my phone dinged a message. I leaned over and grabbed it. It was from Keesha.

    “Cousin, can you do me a favor and clean out the pool. My g-maw asked me, but Roy wanted to go to lunch.” I hated doing labor, plus this week has been a bitch. BUT, she brought those tickets so I might as well do this. I replied I will. I jumped out of the bed and stripped. I realized this would give me a reason to wear my too small too tight speedos. I went over to my drawer and pulled those orange things out. I smirked and slid them over my ass cheeks. I looked in the mirror and smiled. I took off my grey jacket, from victoria’s secret and headed to the backyard. I went out through the patio door and stared at the pool. It looks like a green monster was living in it. How long this pool hasn’t been clean? No. I say hell no. I turned my nose up and exhaled this was so freaking nasty. I walked over to the table and plugged my phone up. I went to my music and press play. The first song to play was Ride by Somo. I love this shit. It makes me wanna make love. I grabbed the pool stick and started fishing out all the gunk as I sang.

    “I’m gon’ ride, I’m gon’ ride on you baby all night.”

    Suddenly, I heard laughing through the music, I turned around and spotted the thug, I’ve been trying to avoid since that confusing night a few days ago, laughing. I high-key didn’t want to see him, because he makes me vulnerable. I dropped the stick and went and turned the music off. I folded my arms and asked, “Is something funny?”

    He smoked the joint and stretched his arms out. He had on no shirt, only some grey sweatpants. Boys were those to show off that horse dick. He replied, “you looking like a hoe cleaning a pool, plus jamming out to a whiteboy.”

    I argued, “and your point. You are Puerto Rican and running around here like you was pushed out a black pussy.”

    He walked across the grass into my g-maw’s yard and replied, “Shut the fuck up, before I push you in that nasty ass pool. My Mothers Dead.” Oh fuck, I didn’t mean that. I would have never said that.

    I apologized, “I’m so sorry, I didn’t know.”

    He sucked his teeth and said, “You couldn’t have known, just watch your mouth. And I’ve been peeping.”

    I looked at him confused, “Peeping what?”

    He rubbed his mustache down to his mini beard and answered, “Peeping you avoiding talking or seeing me. Whys that? Am I a bad influence kid?” Hell yes.

    I lied, “No, just been focusing on what I’m here for. Plus, we don’t run in the same circles. I’m a gay boy and you are a thug. We cant be friends.”

    Rico batted his eyes and said, “Oakland is my city, I can be cool with anyone in it. You wanna hit this?” He extended his hand with the joint in it to me. I QUICKLY DENIED IT. That was an out-of-body experience. He received a call and he picked up.

    “What?” He snapped. He then allowed the person to respond. Whatever they said intrigued him. He retorted, “MET ME AT THE OLD WAREHOUSE. I’LL BE THERE.”

    He hung up the phone and I said, “Thug Problems??” He replied, “Yup, see you later ii8?”

    I replied, “I guess, but not too late. Keesha and I are going to see Mr.StealYourGirl.”

    Rico said, “Oh ii8, I’m out.” He kept catching peeps at my ass in these speedos. He walked off and I smirked. He made my stomach flutter. I picked back up the sticks and went back to cleaning the pool.

    2 hours and 5 Minutes Later

    Rico

    “How the fuck did a whole shipment get lost in the transaction? That was 750,000 worth of drugs. Are you playing with me Remmy?”

    Remmy stared at James and James snapped, “he talking to you, not me. You fucked up. All you had to do was dropped those off at those Miami niggas. Now they are going to still be looking for these bricks. This is not okay.”

    I snapped, “Hell yea they are. Now imma have to supply them with more drugs just to keep those allies good. Remmy you have to get me 750,000 by tomorrow noon. I don’t care what you have to do to get it. If you got to go on that corner and shake that ass you better.” I walked over to him and punched him in the mouth. He fell to the floor holding his mouth, he groaned in pain. He spits out the blood and a couple of chipped pieces of his teeth. I looked at James and nodded to him to see me by the car. We walked outside. I jacked him up against my Rangerover. If Oscar is right about these three new fools, they will die fast. I sternly spoke, “James, O warned me about yall niggas-” He was about to chime in and I gritted my teeth and he shut up. I grabbed hold of his shirt more and leaned my body into his.

    “He told me yall was playing me. Now I want to believe yall because yall haven’t given me a reason to doubt. Yall even gave me info that he robbed me of the last shipment. However, it’s funny how the next shipment gets lost as well. I don’t know if this just happened, or yall think I’m stupid. James, you have 3 hard seconds to come clean and die or not. If not is your choice if I found out, it’s going to be a cold day in Oakland.” James exhaled, “Boss, for sure we are on your side. My brother respects you. All three of us. We will make you the money back.” I threw him through the rocky ground and snapped, “Alright, don’t say I didn’t give yall niggas a warning. Now get to making my money.” I hopped in my car and headed off somewhere. I just needed to clear my head.

    Meanwhile..

    James rose from the floor and called Remmt out of the warehouse. Remmy walked up to him as he shook the dirt off of himself.

    “Bro, this is going too far. And could you have been more obvious seriously? We cant take over the drug game if we are this careless. We are too close.”

    Remmy replied, “I’m sorry, bro. But now with this shipment, we can start taking some of his niggas. I’ll call Kali to get the money from the wired account, it’s okay. Rico will be dead pretty soon and all of his money, drugs, and life will be the Santino Brothers.”

    James clapped him up and said, “I’m ready for that, but he isn’t dumb so we have to be careful. Let’s starts doing some small trades with his weed boys downtown. Then work our way up to his client list.”

    Remmy said, “Got you. I’m just ready to kill Rico and Take over his Oakland Empire.”

    James replied, “Me too. You have no idea. Now I got to go, I have lunch with some nigga.”

    Remmy laughed, “Just say you found a dude to suck your dick. I swear, just admit it you are gay. Kali and I will love you, big bro.”

    James snapped, “Just love sex that’s all. Now get to work, bruh.”

    Key

    “Keesha that ass looks fat in those jeans…YASS!!!” I said as I snapped my fingers. She turned around showing off her white jeans. She then said, “Deej, lemme show you what he brought me yesterday.” He is in ROY. She has never dealt with a guy this long…. she must be feeling him. She came back in with a Christian Louboutin box. My mouth dropped.

    I said, “Girl, he brought you red bottoms you better come thru. What you had to do for these?” I grabbed the left heel and she confessed, “Suck a little dick, I mean that’s all. We haven’t fucked yet, which is weird. He eats me and I suck him. That’s it.”

    I replied, “well since you wearing those Ill wear my Zanotti Sneakers.”

    She said, “Okay, finish getting dressed so we can go.” She ran out of my room and I closed the door. I slid my legs in the black leather jeans. I grabbed my white tight true religion shirt. You can see my faint 6 pack of abs. I went into the closet and pulled out my Zanotti Sneakers. I placed my feet in them and looked at myself in the mirror. I might get Trey Songz himself dressed like this, I swear.

    I walked out the door and I heard Keesha talking to Roy downstairs. I crept downstairs to give them a little more privacy. I overheard Roy saying, “I ain’t riding up to no concert with no punk ass nigga.” I know he wasn’t talking about me. I thought we were cool. I got to the final step and chimed in, “Boy, no one wants to be with your ugly ass anyways.”

    Roy and Keesha turned around. Keesha was about to talk, but Roy zoomed for the door and said, “Well, Keesha take your faggot cousin to the concert. I’ll stay. Just call me when you’re done.” He barged out the door and I snapped, “Fuck you.” Keesha ran out the door after him, she has always been dick obsessed. I followed out onto the porch and seen how pathetic she was begging him to say. I’m confused, I’m your family. I exhaled, “Keesha, let him go. Don’t force him.”

    She turned to me and snapped, “Shut up Key.” I looked over and seen Rico pulling into his driveway. He stepped out of his car and looked over. I was hoping he doesn’t bud in. However, he was walking over and fast.

    He said, “Is everything good?” Roy looked over at him and replied, “Aye, mind ya business. This is my situation with them.”

    I chimed in, “shut the fuck up and leave. Keesha let him go.” Roy did the unthinkable next. He pushed Keesha down and we eyed one another. It seemed he wanted to fight. I stepped off the porch and he charged at me. Suddenly, Rico tackled him to the ground and punched him across the face. Did he just protect me? Or defend Keesha? Too early to tell. I ran over and grabbed Rico’s shirt, pulling him off Roy. I called Keesha to help, she was dusting herself off.

    About 3 minutes later, He let up. Roy jumped up and snapped, “it ain’t over.” He hopped in his car and pulled off. Keesha looked at me and snapped, “You are such a big baby. Always so hurt by what others say. Everything he said wasn’t a lie. Stupid Gay bitch.” She ran to her car and followed him. I can’t believe she just said that. Wow, she is crazy. I looked at Rico and he said, “Well, Um if you still wanna go to that concert, ill show you how t-“

    I replied, “It was her tickets. I’ll just go rest up.”

    Rico snapped, “Hell Nah, come on. It’s a lot of shit to do in Oakland. Go change and meet me by my car.”

    I chuckled, “Which one?” Rico smirked, “whichever one you want to be a passenger in.”

    Rico

    “Alright, James. I Don’t know how yall did it, but I just got a call from my account in the Islands a wire of 750,000 was made. Yall off the hook. Yall off for tonight, but tomorrow be ready we have a new client to discuss.” I hung up the phone as it was a knock on my front door. Shit, I ain’t even dressed yet. I ran down the stairs and opened the front door. Key said, “boy, I’m not a prostitute. Don’t have me waiting.” He spotted that I was only wrapped around my waist in a towel and his eyes couldn’t stay above my neck. I pulled his short ass in and said, “Wait down here, ill be down soon.”

    He replied, “Alright. It looks a lot better with the light on down here.” This nigga, just boasting that he came in here to suck up James. I ran back up and got dressed quickly. A simple Polo outfit will do.

    35 Minutes Later

    “So it doesn’t bother you to know you are hanging with a gay dude?” Key asked as I drove to where we were going.

    I looked over at him and reminded him, “This is my city. I don’t give a fuck what people think, they ain’t going to stand up and say nothing. And if they do well…. they die.”

    He laughed and turned down the radio, “do you have to threaten to kill everyone? It’s like someone breathes too hard you are ready to kill.”

    I exhaled, “It’s just My parents were murdered, like damn. I was a little and it woke me up. This is a cruel world, so if I feel you trying to take me out, I do it first. That’s all. Because the day I leave this earth will be a day where God and I are on the same page.” Key shook his head and sat back. I said, “So is New York all the hype people make it to be? That’s one place I haven’t been.”

    Deejay smiled, “Well, we are the shit. especially the girls and guys. Everyone is sexy ass fuck.”

    I asked, “if there are so many cute girls why you like getting buttfucked by guys.” He sucked his teeth and confessed, “I never had Anal Sex with a guy before for your information. I’m saving that for someone I see a future with.” I respond “That’s pretty cool. I have only seen gay guys as freaks that fuck each other all day just because.” To know he has morals is kind of crazy. I wish I was I was like that, but sadly I wouldn’t have the best thing in my life…Carlee.

    I pulled into the destination and parked. We are here. He looked outside of the window and said, “is this a joke? This place is shut down.”

    I laughed, “Correction. It’s closed. It only opens in springtime. Midway Fair Oakland is amazing. Get out.”

    He stepped out and whispered, “Rico, I’m not breaking into this place.” He is such a scary person. I said, “Man, we drove out of the city. Yes, you are. Look I got you. Nothing will happen to you.” We looked into each other’s eyes. It was a moment of silence like he was deciding to trust me. He smirked and said, “Fine, but if the cops come and we get caught

    I’m snitching.”

    I laughed as we walked toward the gate. “Damn, so you would send me to jail, Shawty.”

    “As sure as your name is Rico.” He said. I replied, “Well, luckily my real name isn’t that.” He looked back at me and said, “How are we suppose to hop this gate?”

    I walked over and picked him up and threw him around on my back. I whispered, “Hold on.” He gripped around my neck and I felt his legs wrap around my waist. I grabbed hold of the gate and climbed it. He said, “you better not drop me, you tall piece of–“

    I cut him off and said, “Shut up and get off of me we are in.” He hopped off and said, “well that was fast, I guess being tall has perks. And this place looks scary at night.”

    We started to walk and he asked, “so how many girls have you brought here and fuck their brains out with that big dick?” Did he just compliment me?

    I disregarded it and said, “A lot to be honest. I fucked pussy on the roller coaster before. She rode this dick wild.” He looked over at me and said, “girls are so disgusting. So let’s ride this ride.” I turned and it was the Ferris wheel. He must have noticed my face and said, “um, don’t tell me the big bag thug is afraid of heights.”

    I nudged him and confessed, “That shit just stupid to me, but yea I am.” He smirked, “glad I know your flaw. Now I can use it to my advantage.”

    “How?” I questioned him. He pressed the green button and he dug into my pocket and pulled out a wad of cash. He jumped on the seat and replied, “you have about 3 seconds to jump on or the fish in this water behind us will have this money.” I don’t play about my money I heard the thing about to move and I jumped on. I closed the gate and mumbled, “If I die, Im going to kill you.”

    He must have heard me and burst out laughing.

    10 minutes later we were sitting at the top of the Ferris Wheel looking out into the stars. He spoke, “wow I never been this close to the sky.” I replied, “I never been this high from the ground. I looked down and noticed red and blue lights. I whispered, “the cops.” I got down on the metal floor and Key was still looked scared. I grabbed his shirt and threw him to the ground, but somehow he fell on top of me. It kind of felt good. He whispered, “we are about to go to jail. I will become someone’s bitch.” He grabbed hold of my shirt and I smirked. I replied, “just shut up and lay still. As he laid on my chest the thing moved slowly but surely. After another ten minutes, I heard the cop say, “this Ferris wheel moving, I’m checking every cart.” I leaned out and seen was like two carts away. I had to think quickly. I grabbed his head and pulled him up to my neck to talk into his ear.

    “Deejay, I’m going to pop his ass and you run. Not for the car, but toward the water. Swim under the bridge and wait. I’ll meet you there.”

    His response shocked me.

    “No, I followed you in here. I’ll go down. I’m only 18. I wouldn’t get long. Just stay down.” Before I can stop him he hopped off my chest and said, “I’m sorry, please don’t shoot.” I slid over and behind his feet.

    “I ran away from home and this is the only place I could find. I will leave.” The cart moved and the cop said, “this is private property, I should take you down to the station to get picked up.”

    Key argued, “please don’t. No one will pick me up. I was kicked out for admitting I was Gay.” The cop went silent just as I cart had finished its cycle. The door opened and Deejay stepped off. The cop pressed the stop button and said, “warning!!! Get out of here, let’s go.”

    I waited about 15 minutes and left. As I hopped the gate, I spotted Key by my car. I walked over and he was sitting on the hood. I said, “damn, shawty. You was ride or die.”

    He laughed, “well Papi, It was nothing. So do that make me a thug?”

    I laughed, “Hell no. I just know I can trust you.” He leaned toward me and said, “hopefully that’s a good thing.”

    It is a kid, I told him. He slid off the car, but being so short he slipped fast and I tried to catch him. We fell to the ground and we laughed. He stared at me and our breaths got in sync, then the unthinkable happened.

    I snapped, “DO SOMETHING!” Key lips crashed into mine and we began to kiss and make out. I rolled him around in the grass and as the fireworks exploded in our mouths. He moaned and said, “what are we doing?”

    I replied, “peeping out for some fun.” I bit his lip and began to kiss him harder.

    This felt wrong, but so right….. fuckkk am I Bi? Or even Gay?

    Key

    I kissed Rico Last Night…And I like it. His pink lips grazing across mine as his teeth nibbled on my bottom lip. His hands ran down my back as mine ran through his soft hair. However, he then just stopped and I got off him. He jumped in the car and I followed. I scurried into the passenger seat and the silence filled the car as we got home. I walked into this home filled with shame. In the front room, Roy and Keesha were laid out on the couch. I can’t believe she forgave him. I went into my room, showered, and went to sleep.

    I woke up this morning even more scared to face Rico, what if he tries to kill me. This is not okay. I stood up out of the bed and grabbed my shoes. I went downstairs and grandma was cooking a lovely breakfast. Roy and Keesha were already sitting at the table all bushy-tailed. I rolled my eyes and said, “Goodmorning, G-ma.” She replied, “Goodmorning baby, have a seat. Food is nearly done.” Shit, I didn’t want to sit with these two. I took my seat and quickly went to Facebook, Snapchat, and Instagram, so I won’t have to even look at them. Keesha came out the side of her neck at me over some ugly ass nigga.

    Suddenly, Keesha said, “So, K the concert was maddd real.” I looked up at her and argued, “Maybe I would have known if you wouldn’t have ditched me for him.”

    Roy said, “Shut yo faggot ass up!”

    I retorted, “Faggots go see singers like Trey Songz sing and take off his shirts and grind on people. So do you have something to tell my cousin?”

    He banged on the table and jumped up. It kind of bothered me that Keesha even allowed this. I stood up and asked, “What? What you gon’ do? I ain’t scared of you. I dare you to push me down like you did my cousin and boy your ass won’t make it off the floor. I may be small, but my hands’ arent.”

    My Grandma chimed in, “Roy, you need to leave. And Keisha, if you choose him over family, you need to leave too”. I’m so happy G-maw was on my side. I looked at Roy and he stared at me. I mumbled, “Fuck you, Keesha.” Just loud enough for her to hear me. They both left.

    Once the food was ready, I ate quickly and informed my grandmother I was going to L. A to do some shopping. I went back into my room and changed clothes. Shopping seems to be a stress reliever to me. It was a knock at my door as I grabbed my car keys. I went outside and headed toward my car. I opened the door and Keesha approached me from Roy’s car. She asked can we talk. I rolled my eyes and said, “About?”

    She walked in and said, “Look Roy has been to prison for 7 years and was-was someone bitch. He explained it all to me yesterday. Like he was raped, forced, and became something he wasn’t. Getting out 6 months ago was crazy for him. How could he face his family being that he was like that and have been raped? So he moved from Orange County and came here. He kind of got his swagger back, but seeing you makes him see how he was in that place. He wonders why any male would volunteer themselves to be fucked 5 ways to Sunday. And I told him, my cousin is strong and can take some cock that’s why.” She thought shit was funny.

    “Keesha, get away from me. I’m serious.” I snapped. She replied, “he just has a hard time controlling his anger. Stop tripping K”. I got in my car and drove off. I stopped at a red light, grabbed my phone, and paid online to have G-maw’s locks changed and security added. Fuck Keesha and Roy.

    Rico

    “James, this new client is something serious. He has his hands in a lot of big businesses in Los Angeles. Handling this right without any hiccups is important. Now his name is Titus Mann.”

    James gasped, “Titus Mann, as in Mann On Top Ceo. I buy all of their clothes.” He seemed like a crazed fan. He continued, “Titus is dealing drugs. Oh damn. I guess he doesn’t have enough money.”

    I replied, “Listen, he is meeting us in the parking lot of Reddington’s Mall. He will be in a black van. All you have to do is follow me. Say nothing and I mean nothing. He speaks to you, give him a nod. James, don’t open your fucking mouth.”

    James snapped, “Boss, I get it. We have gone over this 5 times on the way to L.A, can we just get this meeting popping.” James said, “also, not to be noisy, but are you cranky because whatever girl you were with last night left you a pancake-sized passion mark on your neck?” Fucking, Key. Last night went too far, but I did enjoy it, but I’m not gay or am I. I care about him.

    I replied, “Shut up, did any punks suck that dick lately?”

    He laughed and stayed quiet. I’m the most laid-back BOSS, it is. You don’t be around 24/7. I give you time to be normal, so take that time and do that. Sooo are you gay man be honest.”

    James stuttered, “Hon-honestly…I think I am. But don’t tell my brother, I want to.” He confided in me, something like this.

    James called out, “Reddington’s Shopping Mall.” I turned into the parking lot and whispered, “Keep your eye out for a Black Van. He is on one of these 7 floors.

    As we rode the last floor, we spotted it parked in one. We pulled in next to them. I looked at James and we stepped out. I walked around the van and knocked on the door 3 times like instructed. It opened and a Black tall, fat guy opened the door. I heard Titus’s voice say, “In, quickly.”

    We jumped in and the door slammed. We took a seat across from the old white man and he sipped rum from a cup, I smelled it.

    He stated, “Mr.Rico, biggest illegal drug seller in Oakland. Has some business with Puerto Rico with their Cocaine, Business with the Joey Mob in New Jersey for their guns, and Business with the Jamaicans for their weed. Rumor has it, he may or may not have a child, due to his visits to my city of L.A a few times a month. Rumor also has it your net worth now is like 5 billion dollars. Now, I understand you run most of California, but I still run L.A, despite your attempts to overstep. I called you here to propose an offer. Well, to tell you an offer that you can’t refuse.”

    I sat up and pretended to care about what he was saying. I was sliding my hands to my back, to get a feel of my gun. Also, see how many guys he had. Three, plus him. He did a freaking background on me, what the hell?”

    He continued, “You want to expand your drugs to L.A, I wanna expand mine to Oakland.”

    I chimed in, “Seems pretty simple. I have like 30 people selling for me. All loyal men and even some women. I could take a portion of your merchandise and spread it out with mine. And you can do the same with mine.” He chuckled, but I didn’t get the punchline.

    He stated, “That’s not happening, I may be rich, but my drug empire isn’t bustling like yours. I want your city and will do anything to have it. Now, this can go two ways. You leave the game and give me all your workers. Orr….you can refuse and we can start an all-out war. Your pick.”

    I sucked my teeth and replied, “with all due respect Titus, you don’t want a war with me. I have girls that will bite dicks off and niggas that will bite your throats out. We are savages in my city. You are playing the wrong cards, and if I didn’t feel so bad for you, I would have been pulled out this 9 mm gun and shot fat Albert here. Then my boy would have ended those two clowns. And the second bullet leaving my chambers would have ended your life. However, I don’t like to kick people when they are down. So, I’m feeling ballsy. I pick WAR… AND IT WILL START NOW.” I say as I shoot Fat Albert and one of the other guys. One of my people shot the last guard, leaving just Titus, with my gun pointed at his head.

    “All of your shit is mine! BITCH!” I say as I blow his brains out.

    I have my guns take the merch from his car and put it into ours. I call reinforcements to come to L. A to help transition it to our control.

    Key

    “Yes, I like this Cologne. I swear Victoria’s Secret is slaying.” I say to the associate. I picked it up and we headed to the counter. I have been in here for an hour. I paid out the tab of $470.00 and headed out. As we walked out, I spotted Cinnabon. I needed one. As I stood in line, I felt eyes watching me. I turned around and spotted a brown skin boy, with a high fade, he had golds in his mouth. He was still gawking over my ass, he didn’t even notice I saw him looking. He spotted me and cleared his throat. He whispered, “I’m sorry… it’s just…umm..its…sooo plump.”

    I laughed, “Thanks, but next time don’t make it so obvious. Also, you don’t strike me as one to look at gay boys’ ass.”

    He retorted, “and by your figure, you don’t seem to be one to eat Cinnabons.” We laughed.

    I said, “I’m Key.”

    I walked up to the counter and ordered quickly.

    He said, “I’m James. No extra letters.” I said, “Thanks for that.” I grabbed my Cinnabon and we walked over to a table. We sat down.

    I asked, “So you from L.A?”

    “Nope, I’m from Miami, but my two brothers and I moved to Oakland like 6 months ago for work.” I slid piece into my mouth and he said, “and by that accent, you are from New York.”

    I laughed, “Yea, but is in Oakland for sort of work as well.”

    James smiled, “Nice so it’s possible to get your number.” Hell yea, Rico will be pushed to the side of my brain if I get this one. He pulled his phone out and unlocked it. He handed it to me and I tapped my number, then saved the contact. I said, “I put my name with a Peach next to it since you wanna stare at my ass.” We laughed and his phone vibrated in my hand. I said, “oh, um your Boss calling.” He snatched the phone and answered.

    “Okay, I’m coming out now.” He said urgently. He hung up and we both stood up. I said, “Well, see you in Oakland. Text me.”

    I walked away and he cleared his throat. I turned to him and said, “no hug?”I love his forwardness. I walked over to him and hugged him. My chest felt his packs. Plus, he smelled so good. I walked off to meet back up with Keesha. Yes, James is about to get it, thank god because I was kind of feeling Rico after that kiss. So I hope this can subside those feelings.

    Meanwhile..

    “Okay, James and I are headed back now. I know you still have that key. Make sure Carlee’s room is cleaned. Also, secure the alarms and cameras. Lastly, it’s a meeting at our spot tonight. Everyone will attend.”

    Rico hung up with Oscar as James got in the car. James was all smiles and couldn’t hide it. Rico said, “well, damn you took my advice fast.”

    James replied, “it just sort of happened. “

    Rico pulled off and said, “Hopefully, it works out and one day I can meet him. I can’t believe I just said that weird shit.” They both laughed and James felt bad on the inside, knowing he and his brothers are planning to take over Rico Drug Empire. It feels wrong now, due to Rico trusting him.

    “I killed Titus and his crew” Rico said. “We’re taking over L.A. There will soon be no more competition in CA, other than the bikers in the north”

  • Not was I was expecting

    Bill is a trainer at the local, independent gym I had been going to for several years. Being both in our early 50’s in a gym full of millennials and gen Z-ers, we were friendly, often striking up casual “hey, how’s it going” kind of conversations. Sometimes he’d give me a few pointers on my form even though I did not train with him. While I’m strong and well-proportioned, I was not as disciplined about my nutrition which gave me a bit of a dad bod compared to Bill.

    I had been single a few years after a long marriage and used working out as my therapy. Being a bit older and trying to keep up with my fellow gym goers, I pushed myself pretty hard and found myself moving too slowly the days after working out. I’d visited a chiropractor who had provided some relief but said what I really needed was massage. I have a had a few massages here and there over the years but more for relaxation vs. for therapeutic reasons. My chiro made a strong case, convincing me it was worth considering and so I asked if he had any recommendations for masseuses in the area. He gave me a list of three that I shoved in my pocket as I was heading out the door.

    The next morning, I woke up to hamstrings that were so tight I had to shuffle my feet to get myself to the bathroom. While a hot shower restored some of the mobility, the stiffness was incentive-enough to fish the list of masseuses out of the pants I was wearing the day before. The first two names were women and the third was a guy named Bill Benjamin which I quickly recognized as the trainer from the gym. That made the decision easy as I was planning on hitting the gym later in the day (for back and arms – no legs!). After I finished my workout and saw that he was not with a client, I approached him saying “Hi Bill. When he looked up, he looked directly into my eyes and immediately smiled. I’m not sure what it was, but his look hit me differently than our other interactions. Perhaps it was I noticed the deep color of his eyes or maybe it was a warmer, friendlier smile – I’m not sure, but it was different, and it gave me a calm, welcoming reassurance. I told him about the recommendation from the chiropractor and the issues I had been experiencing and he assured me he could help. So, I went ahead and set up an appointment with him for the next day at his studio which was at the back of the gym. I figured that I would work out then head right into the massage.

    After finishing up my workout, I took a hot shower, slipped on a clean pair of boxer briefs and headed over to the massage room with the towel wrapped around my waist. Bill opened up the room, asked me to get under the sheets, face down on the table and he would be back in a few minutes. I have to admit, as I was laying there, I looked forward to both the attention and the muscle relief.

    When Bill entered, he was low-key in a Zen kind of way. A little small talk, but mostly asked a lot of questions about what areas were bothering me, how I may have gotten injured, and what my workout routine was. He also asked a bunch of lifestyle questions about nutrition, hydration, medications, amout of sleep as well as depression, anxiety and loneliness. I answered his questions openly and honestly and as I was doing so; he moved the sheets and started running his fingers across by back, stopping and pressing in certain areas moving to my arms, legs, feet and glutes. Very quickly and intuitively, Bill found the source of my pain – some from the spot where it hurt and some from what he called “referral pain” – an injury in one spot that was creating pain in another. Between a combo of deep tissue pressure and a variety of stretching he worked hard to alleviate the issues and the symptoms. His touch was strong and confident – like him but at the right times gentle and soothing, which is actually sums up him – he is about 6 feet tall, shaved head, full beard with a solid, well-proportioned frame. He’s not stocky, but has thick thighs, butt, arms and chest. While his massage provided relief from the pain, I found his touch throughout unexpectedly pleasurable.

    I knew in my teens that I was on the sexuality spectrum – not straight, not gay yet never really identified with being bisexual either. I never indulged any of my gay tendencies and went on to live an exclusively hetero lifestyle yet would fantasize from time to about some random guy I’d seen at places like work, a store or at the gym. Again, while I accepted these feelings for what they were, I always held back acting on them. However, the longer I was unpartnered, the less inclined I became to suppress these feelings. In fact, if a guy hit on me, I now would probably respond or at least acknowledge whereas previously I would have imply brushed it off or ignored it. I’m still not at the point of ever proactively hitting on a guy.

    I felt so much pain relief from Bill’s first massage that I went ahead and scheduled regular appointments with him. Because I was feeling better, I found myself training and pushing myself much harder with exercise and starting to see continued improvement on my results. I still have a dad bod – but less dad, more bod. While Bill was always warm and friendly, as time went on our discussions got deeper and I felt we were become friends beyond the client/masseur relationship. While not baring my soul, discussions also had gotten more personal, like what I was feeling, what was frustrating me, family and work challenges. I found myself really looking forward to the massages not just for the relaxation and pain management, but the connection I was having with another human being and a more spiritual connection. And while not ready to admit it to myself, I was getting hot for Bill. Like when I first inquired about setting a massage appointment, I would continue to notice little things about him during each appointment that gave me a feeling that transcended a friendship. One time the sight of his perfectly shaped masculine hands and fingers got me, another time it was seeing his nipples poke out of his shirt and once when I was face down, I saw his strong, hairy feet nicely manicured (but not polished or buffed). Other times it was his voice or the way he breathed when he applied pressure to tight muscles. While I increasingly gazed at his crotch and ass, he never really wore clothes that revealed what was beneath. After about the 3rd or 4th massage, Bill started to make his way into my jackoff fantasies, but I would never dream of acting on them.

    After about 2 months of appointments, Bill decided to mix things up a bit and we started on a massage chair instead of the table. Seated in a kneeling position, (shirtless and in my boxer briefs) Bill stood above me, giving him good leverage to dig his fingers and elbows into my shoulders which felt great. The positioning of my body on the chair and his standing above me also provided more opportunities for more parts of his body to touch more parts of mine throughout the session. Several times I clearly felt his cock press against my arm and back – not hard, but substantial enough to be felt. During this session, Bill definitely started to take his questions down a more personal path. He asked more questions about my emotional well-being – what I did for recreation, friendships, relationship satisfaction. As he moved his hands from my shoulders to massaging my scalp, he said he sensed that I was “hungry for connection and touch” based on my response to massage. He said it somewhat matter-of-factly and it just hung in the air. He did not follow-up and I did not respond.

    During this palpable silence (at least it felt palpable to me) and still standing behind me, he started to lightly run both sets of fingertips down the back of head, slowly down my neck, out to my shoulders and down the sides of my back. Just below my armpit, he slowly and still just with his fingertips his hands went to my chest and very lightly circled my nipples several times. My internal sensation was electrifying while externally it generated goosebumps at which point Bill simply said, “point made.” He alternated between light touches on my chest and firmly massaging my pecs, still from behind and in the position of a hug from rear. I was clearly breathing heavier and starting to sweat a bit more and it was at this point, that he asked if I’d be uncomfortable if he removed his shirt. Without really waiting for an answer, he removed it, brought his hands back to my chest and slowly moved them to my abs where he dug individual fingers to release my ab muscles. In doing this his chest pressed more tightly into my back – I could feel his chest hair and nipples press and brush across my back. Between the feel of his chest and the change in his breathing I was clearly getting turned on. At this point however, I was still confused as to whether his intentions were anything more than professional. His hands continued down to my quads where he pressed deep as his hands were heading toward my knees (and his chest more tightly pressing against my back) than lightly coming back up the inside of my thighs and back again. He repeated this about six times, creating a back-and-forth rhythm, with each stroke getting closer to where my briefs met my leg.

    During this whole sequence the only sound was our breathing until he huskily whispered in my ear that “this feels really good.” At that point he wrapped his hands around my waist, gave me a tighter hug and very lightly began running his fingers over the outline of my penis which was the hardest it had been in a very long time. He did this emitting subtle “mm’s” for what seemed like :15 but actually 2 or 3. At one point he began to cup my balls with one hand and stroke the outline of my cock with the other. These simple movements were giving me an out of body experience. His hands migrated to the top waist band of briefs and slowly went underneath them moving throughout my pretty dense bush of dark pubes. With one hand still circling my bush, the other started circling my short but fat cock, I learned that my pre-cum days were actually not behind me as he swirled his index around the tip of my cut cock, making the entire head of it slightly lubed. His other hand moved from my pubes to my balls – gently squeezing and cupping them – down to my taint where is finger stopped to give a gentle massage. While I was in this increasingly intense, blissful state I realized the position had to be uncomfortable for him, so I said “let’s get more comfortable” as I flipped around and moved into a seated position on the massage chair. Keep in mind, the whole time I was in the chair, my face was in the cushion in the chair and Bill was behind me, so I saw very little – including inability to see Bill without his shirt. I was literally breathless when I first laid eyes on his semi-undressed body. I never thought something that I’d seen thousands of times at the beach, pools, or the gym seem so hot, but the fact that he was there, and it was potentially mine to feel and play with made it sexiest thing I’d ever seen.

    At that point, I lifted my ass off the seat and took the bold step (for me) of taking off my dark blue briefs with a rather large wet spot on the front, making myself fully open and vulnerable to Bill. Before he could make a move, I tugged at the waistband of his gym shorts, and he proceeded to pull them down and step out of them. He was a hairier guy than me with a furry chest, stomach, pubes and legs. I leaned in reached around with both hands to grasp his ass and buried my face in his stomach. While not fully erect, Bill’s dick was hard and the perfect size to fit in my mouth. I examined it for a while and asked him to turn around because what I was feeling in my hands was spectacular – two hairy, perfectly shaped firm mounds of man ass. While in his fifties, he had the ass of a 25-year-old. I ran my hands all over it and up and down the crack. He bent over slightly (an invitation?) at which point I saw my first asshole up close and personal and while I never wanted to lick my ex-wife’s, my first instinct was to stick my face in his crack and bury my tongue in his hole. Just as instinct was ready to take over, Bill turned around, got on his knees and immediately went for my cock with his mouth. His hands went up to my chest where he pinched both my nipples while his mouth easily went to the root of my cock, and I could feel the breath from his nose on my pubic hair. He stayed down there for a long time, swirling his tongue around my cock head and going up and down the shaft. I gently caressed his head and ears while he did this. I was literally light-headed from the feeling and told him I didn’t think I could hold back and was really close to which I expected him to take a break or step off my dick, but he double downed and inched his finger to the rim of my ass, circling it a few times before apply pressure at the hole. That was the point of no return for me, and I let loose at least 8 volleys of cum into Bill’s mouth. The sensation of him continue to suck me while I was coming was truly indescribable. His mouth stayed on my penis until it softened in his mouth at which time, he lifted his head up to mine. We passionately kissed while he still had a mouthful of cum (and that we passed it back and forth) despite swearing he’d swallowed. That was a first for me and I found it both hot and intimate.

    After our kiss we looked at each other, smiled and I asked if I could return the favor. I admitted that I was not confident in my cocksucking skills, so he talked me through how to do it (which got me hard again) but when he got close to climax, he asked me to finish him off with my hand. I squeezed his furry balls with one hand and aggressively jacked with the other watching him shoot his cum impressively high in the air. I had never seen another guy’s ejaculation up close and personal. I played and sucked on his cock, licking the sperm that continued to drip down his shaft until it started to shrink back to its natural state. Bill got us a washcloth from his bathroom, we wiped up and got dressed, recounting what had just happened. Bill swears he never gets intimate with clients — especially in his studio. I could tell that after the fact he had concerns about letting himself get carried away.

    The next night we met for dinner, and I learned a lot more about Bill that I will save for another story.

  • Friend, Foe, or Lover

    It was in fifth grade when we met….we were at lunch when this boy got pushed by one of the older boys, dropping his tray full of food.  I went over to him helping him pick up the mess.  He looked into my eyes, I felt something but I didn’t know what it was.  He said: “Thank you for helping me, my name is Cooper.”  “Its okay, I don’t mind, my name is Myles, do you want to have lunch with me.”  “Sure, lets get a seat at a table.”

    That was the beginning of my secret desire for Cooper. I didn’t know at the time, but I would fine out later how my heart ached for him. We became good friends, he was always at my house or me at his. We went through elementary school, then middle school, then onto high school. Cooper really filled out to a tall 6′ 175 lbs., he was so handsome with his streaked blond hair and blue eyes, not to mention a killer body. I was 5’10 160 lbs., I was also good looking with blueish black hair and hazel eyes. We joined the football team in our first year of high school, becoming jocks with all the girls after us. I knew from the time I was about twelve that my interest wasn’t in girls, but did I love looking at the boys. My special interest was with Cooper as I think I loved him from that first time when he dropped his lunch tray and we looked into each others eyes.

    Cooper was after all the popular girls, we would double date, but my heart was with Cooper. He would be all over a girl making out with her and it would pain me as I knew what I wanted, but the love I felt for him would never be reciprocated. After one of our games, we were in the locker room getting ready for showers. I was becoming more and more nervous showering with Cooper….afraid of my dick giving me away.

    We very rarely slept over each others house, but my parents went away for the weekend and I asked Cooper to sleep over which he did. We had fun playing video games, then we watched a movie. I asked him if he wanted a beer, in which he replied: “Hell yeah”. We began messing around wrestling, being close to him was getting me aroused. I had to stop so I said: “Okay that’s enough” but as I got up my dick was protruding from my jeans. “Shit Myles, your hard, is that how I effect you?” as he began laughing. I didn’t know what to do so I just said: “Believe me its not you Cooper, I’m just horny.” “Lets watch some porn.” he asked. “Fuck Cooper I’m horny enough as it is.” “Come on please”. We sat at my computer, the first video we watched was a couple with her giving him head. It didn’t interest me but the size of the guys cock did. It was huge, she could hardly get her mouth around it. I said to myself: “What that dude needs is a guy to suck his cock.” I could tell Cooper was getting excited because I glanced at his crotch noticing a huge bulge in his jeans.

    We were looking at other videos choosing one that was bi. He said: “Lets watch this one.” It began with two guys and a girl. They were both doing the girl when suddenly one of the guys started sucking the other guys cock. “Myles looked at that guy deep throat the other guys cock….I’ve never seen anything like that….can you imagine how that must feel.” “Okay, that’s enough, I’m getting all horned up, I’m tired lets head up to bed.”

    I had twin beds in my room, so we hit the sack, but as we were laying there, I could tell Coop was playing with his cock. “Hey Myles, do you want to jerk off together?” “No….No, I don’t” “Why, guys do it all the time.” “Are you gay Coop.? “Fuck no, its just a way to get off, forget that I asked.” We both turned around, but I couldn’t sleep, there was no way I could let Coop know how much I wanted him….I was afraid it would ruin our friendship. It really hurts when you love someone, but you can’t discuss it. After a long time of tossing and turning I finally fell asleep.

    The next morning, Coop seemed to be a little distant, so I asked him what was wrong. He just shrugged his shoulders, said he was fine. After that night, Coop began hanging out with some other guys, not paying much attention to me….I was crushed. After a few weeks of being basically ignored, I went up to Coop. “Dude, what’s going on, did I do something to piss you off, you hardly talk to me anymore.” “Fuck Myles, why are you always so dramatic?” “Dramatic, what are you talking about, after the night you spent at my house wanting us to jerkoff together you stopping talking to me, making other friends….is that all our friendship meant to you?” “Its got nothing to do with jerking off, what do you think I’m gay?” “Of course not, it was just that after that night you just gave up on me.” “Are you jealous, can’t I have a few other friends.” “Look Coop, I’m not going to do this, you want other friends thats fine, but did you have to drop me like I was nothing to you?” I walked away holding back the tears as I said to myself: “Fuck him, I don’t need this.”

    Coop and I drifted apart, I made some new friends. I met this guy at the diner where I worked after school. He was in his late twenties, but he was funny, and I had a lot of fun with him. He was so outgoing and even though there was an age difference we became friends. My parents went away for the weekend again, so I asked him if he wanted to spend the night in which he said” “Sure, as long as we can watch some porn.” His name is Josef, not that attractive, but a really great guy. We had a good time, playing video games. Then we started watching some porn, “Lets watch some gay porn.” I brought up a site called Cocky Boys….I always watched gay porn but I didn’t let him know. “Fuck these guys are so hot, I’m hard….oh so you now know I’m gay.” “Yeah I gathered that when you asked to watch gay porn.

    Hey Myles, have you ever fooled around with a guy?” “No, never” “Would you like to try, I can make you feel really good.” ‘Well, what did you have in mind?” “Come on Myles, lets get naked.” Once we were naked I sat on the sofa, he got between my legs and started caressing my balls, then took my cock stroking it.

    “Holy fuck I can’t believe how big your cock is.” “Do you like it?” “Shit yes” He began playing with my balls, then my cock as I felt a surge of electricity run through my body. He took the head of my cock in his mouth, deliberately enticing me as I moaned in pleasure. As he keep swirling his tongue around my cock he looked up into my eyes with a seductive grin. He then took my whole length deep into his throat: “Oh gawd damn it, yes that feels so good.” He sucked me for a few minutes then he let my cock pop out of his mouth. He looked up at me and said: “How would you like to fuck me?” “I’ve never done it before, but I guess there’s always a first time.”

    “Okay, then get me ready for that big cock of yours.” “What do you mean?” I asked. He took a can out of his bag, opened it, it was a buttery thick substance, he also removed a rubbery sheet. “Fuck Josef, you really came prepared.” “I will tell you what to do, lay the rubber sheet on the sofa.” He laid down with his legs spread wide open. “Now take two fingers with the lube, insert them into my ass. I did as he said, penetrating his hole with two fingers, I moved my fingers in his ass as he said: “Yes just like that, take more lube insert three fingers, then four.” I followed his instructions….what I was doing to him was blowing my mind, watching his ass open, his ass lips moving in and out was really turning me on. “Yes, your doing exactly what I love, now push your whole hand in.” “Are you sure Josef?” “Oh yes, just do it.” I pushed my whole hand in his mancunt, watching his hole open up just amazed me. “Fuck yeah, that’s it, now twist your hand, then push your fist in and out of me.” I was perplexed at the sight before my eyes. His gaping asshole was taking my whole fist….he was loving it. “Oh yeah, fuck me, keep twisting your fist, close your hand then open it pushing into to me.” After ten minutes or so battering his ass he said: “I’m ready for you, now fuck me, fuck me hard.”

    He got in a doggy style position telling me to mount him and fuck him. I pushed my cock into his hot ass penetrating him with ease, I kept pushing in tell I was buried deep inside him….the feeling was beyond anything I had ever felt before. I began fucking him relentlessly as he said: “Yeah, oh Yeah, fuck me, fuck me hard.” His dirty talk had me, I began pumping into him as he pushed his ass out meeting my thrusts. It didn’t take long before I blew my load deep into him. He was stroking his cock, when I came, he began shooting into his hand. He took his hand licking all his cum. I pulled out, he rolled over and said: “Myles you have one big cock and I loved it.” We cleaned up then sat talking. “Josef, you took my cock without any problem or pain, I always heard it was painful.” “Look, I’ve taken so much cock that my hole is as loose as a whore’s pussy. “Do you like fisting?” “Yes, yes, yes, I love it.” Josef got up to go to the bathroom….all I could think about was Coop.

    Josef and I became good friends, I guess you could say friends with benefits. I fucked him regularly during senior senior year. There were times when I would fuck him two or three times during the course of the evening and late into the night. I never met anyone like him, he was obsessed with being fucked….I loved it.

    We were in our Senior year of high school….we were in biology class when the teacher said that we were going to be working on a project which would count as one third of our grade. She went on the say that we would be paired up working on the project together. She called off the names, then she said: “Cooper and Myles” I froze, looking over at Coop. He didn’t look pissed, just shocked. “

    I talked to Coop after class and told him we would work together just for the project. He arrived at my house and we began working. He looked at me and said: “So are you and Josef fucking each other?” “What….what did you just say?” “You heard me Myles, everyone knows Josef is gay.” “Its none of your fucking business.” “Oh did I hit a nerve, you make a big deal about us jerking off but you let Josef fuck you.” “That’s it we are done, I will talk to the instructor tomorrow requesting another partner for the project.” “Fine Myles, that’s just fine with me.” He stormed out, as I was fuming. I still loved the asshole, as once again tears filled my eyes.

    The next day at school I spoke with our instructor, but she was reluctant to make a change. I told her that if she didn’t I would just take a zero for the project. Pondering her thoughts, she said she would make the change. That was just about the end of Coop and I. We basically never spoke again, he would walk by me starring, but never acknowledging me. We graduated, went to college where I became a wild man, always searching for the next hot ass. I became an expert in how to please a man.

    Several years passed after graduation, moving out of state securing a position has head writer for “Men’s Health” magazine. New York City was a big change for me coming from a small town, but I loved it. A city where a gay man could be himself, comfortable in his own skin. I loved my job and being very into health and fitness, it was the perfect fit for me.

    One evening after work I went for cocktails with a couple of guys that I worked with. We were sitting there when I saw this guy starring at me at the end of the bar. He looked familiar, but he was a little to far away for me to totally envision his face. The two associates from work got up to leave, but I said I was going to finish my drink.

    Suddenly the guy at the end of the bar got up heading my way. When he got close I began to shake, it was Coop.”Myles, I thought it was you.” “Coop, what are you doing in New York?” “I’m a structural engineer, working on a new high rise, consulting with architects on the project.” “What brought you to the big apple?” “I’m a lead writer for “Men’s Health” magazine.” “Well you sure are in good shape.” I have to keep a good image for the magazine. “Wow, who would ever have thought that we would end up meeting in New Your City. “So Coop, how do you like living in the city?” “I love it, I love all the hustle bustle.” “Me too, there is always something to do.”

    “Look, I know there has been a lot of bad blood between us, but I think I’ve grown up somewhat, how about coming to my apartment for dinner, I’ve become a pretty good cook?” “I would really like that, when and what time?” “How about this Saturday at seven?” “Sounds like a good time….I’ll be able to critique your cooking.” “I’ll text you the address.”

    We left saying our goodbyes, but I was in shock how friendly he was. You just never know what life is going to throw out at you. Saturday arrived, I was so nervous, I downed a couple of bourbon’s trying to relax. I took a shower cleaning myself really well, which was a common practice for me. I dressed in a nice pair of tight black slacks with a white crew sweater. A splash of Gio cologne and I was ready for whatever this night had in store.

    I arrived at Coop’s, rang the door bell….he opened the door with a big smile, gave me a hug as I handed him a bottle of wine. ” Come in, please make yourself comfortable, can I get you a drink?” “A bourbon will be fine.” “Coop, you have a really nice apartment and the view of the city if magnificent.”

    He made Lasagna, which was absolutely delicious, salad, Italian bread, and a fine Italian wine. We finished dinner and I helped him cleanup, then we headed to the living room.

    We sat talking, just small talk about our careers. I asked him if there was someone special in his life, he replied: “No, there’s no one.” “How about you, do you still see Josef?” “Hell no, I haven’t seen him since I left for college.” He looked at me: “I really want to say how sorry I am for the way I treated you, you didn’t deserve that kind of treatment.” “Its all history Coop.” “I’m going to tell you something that I should have told you a long time ago, that night that I wanted us to jerkoff, I wanted you so bad Myles….I’ve been in love with you since that day in fifth grade when those guys pushed me and I dropped my tray….you were there to help me, but when you looked into my eyes, even though I didn’t understand it, my love started for you at that moment.” “I know what your saying, I also fell in love with you on that same day so long ago.” “When you didn’t want to jerkoff, you said it as if I was saying something abnormal, it crushed me Myles, I felt that you were straight and I had no chance.” “I did it so you wouldn’t know I was gay….ending our friendship.” “So, you really love me?” “Yes Myles, I have never had feelings for anyone the way I feel about you.”

    He pushed closer to me placing his hand on my face: “Myles, there isn’t a day that goes by that your not in my thoughts.” He reached in and kissed me, a soft kiss, his warm lips, setting off a fire in me that I knew was going to continue raging. I opened my mouth as he pushed his tongue in exploring until the passion that had been burning inside us was released, then and there we looked into our souls, all the years of wanting exploded. “I want you Myles, make love to me, touch me, hold me, take my virginity.” “You are all that I ever wanted….but if you keep running that hot scruffy face of yours all over me I’m going to cum before we even get started.”

    We walked into his bedroom, I slowly began to unbutton his shirt, I removed it, placed my hands on his chest lightly covered in blond fur, his nipples protruding, reminding me of Hershey kisses. I unbuttoned his jeans, pulled down the zipper as I placed my hand inside his naked skin, feeling the warmth of his manhood. He gasped, looking into my eyes, he was commando, so the feel of the swollen cock had me straining in my jeans. I pulled his jeans down, pulling them off along with his socks. As I was down on my knees in awe of his substantial cock, leaking precum, I took hold of his balls, catching the precum as it dripped onto my tongue. I took the head of his uncut cock pulling his foreskin back as I licked it with the gathered precum that was on my tongue. Tenderly I wrapped my tongue around his girth as more precum oozed out. The taste had me wanting him, making him mine. I swallowing his length as he grabbed my hair telling me how long he had waited for this. I reached up kissing him with a sloppy, warm, wet, kiss as our saliva mixed with the taste of his precum. He began unbuttoning my shirt, took it off, then ran his hands down my arms, across my hairy chest, then placing his hands on my ass” “Umm, such a sweet ass.” He did the same to me removing my jeans and socks. He gasped when he saw the size of my cock. He licked the head as he looked up at me and said: “This is my first time sucking cock.” “Your doing fine, don’t stop.” His mouth was so warm as he worked my cock, sending shivers through my body.

    We got on the bed, I had him get on his back raising his legs towards his chest. I slid him down into my tongue, licking up and down the length of his ass crack taking my tongue deep into his quivering hole. His scent was pushing my libido to its limits. “Oh gawd, please Myles don’t stop, yes baby my ass is yours.” I ate his ass for sometime as my saliva ran down his ass crack. I took some of my precum on my fingers, shoving one in as his ass twitched, then two, his asshole tightened on my fingers. “Relax baby, breath in and out, yes just like that.” I keep working my two fingers,hitting his prostate as he moaned: “Yeah, that feels good, oh fuck yeah.” I then inserted a third finger, but he was more relaxed, accepting it as his ass moved to my penetration. Precum was pouring out of his swollen cock running down his length as I took him licking up every drop of he delicious nectar.

    “Coop are you ready for me .” “Yes, please take me, take my virginity. love me.” I lubed my cock, then his ass, I placed his feet on my shoulders, kissing his toes, running my hands down his legs as he wimpered, then entering him slowly, I told him to push out as I entered him. My cock slid in about an inch or so passing through his sphincter as he yelled: “Stop oh gawd please, it hurts.” I pushed back out getting on top of him, our bodies soaked with sweat…I whispered in his ear how much I loved him, how I worshipped his body, that I was going to take him to a place of pure ecstasy. I kissed his neck, bit his ear lobes, down to his swollen nipples, licking them as he shivered pushing my head down towards his leaking cock. I took him in my mouth sucking hard, working him into my throat. “Fuck me now Myles, now, please fuck me.” I placed my cock at his entrance, feeling the warmth from his beautiful ass, entering him again, this time sliding pass his tight muscle, stopping for him to get use to my size. “Okay, give me more.” I pushed in just one inch at a time, very slowly, lovingly, as he began to move his ass. “Now, yes now, I want it all.” I slid all the way in until my balls were slapping against his ass. I laid on his chest, skin to skin, our bodies wet and slick, moving back and forth to a rhythm driven by the power of love. “Look at me baby, open your eyes, do you feel my love?” “Yes, the feeling of you in me….its love that we are sharing, please keep fucking me, I don’t want this feeling to ever end.” I began increasing my pace as he placed his hands on my ass pushing me deep into him. Our kiss became ravenous, we were consumed with passion. “Are you ready for me to fill you?” “Yes, breed me, give me your hot cum.” I came shooting in him, so much cum I didn’t think I was going to stop. “Coop, I’m cumming, oh fuck yes, fuuuuuuuuuck.” I could not believe how much cum shoot out of him, over his head, in his hair, all over his face and lips and finally down his chest and then pooling on his stomach. I kissed him licking his face, then his lips as we shared his cum back and forth in our mouths. We laid sideways just holding each other, out bodies stuck together soaked in cum. The air was filled with the smell of sex, that wonderful scent as Coop said: “You have taken my virginity, now I’m yours, I love you.” “I love you too, yes you are mine and I am yours, tonight we are one, body and soul.”

    In the weeks and months that followed we spent all our time together. We were having dinner one evening when Coop said to me: “What would you think about moving in together, our rent is so expensive?” “Well….I don’t know if I could put up with you” as I began to laugh. “Yes, my answer is yes, lets do it.”

    It took a year before I had the courage to ask Coop to marry me, which he accepted without reservation. So our life played out beginning friends, then foes, and finally lovers. It was a bittersweet journey we went through but in the end love always wins.


    Quote for Thought

    “Sex is like air, its not important unless your not getting any.”

  • Andy’s Little League Coach

     I stood on the porch of an old farmhouse as I looked out at a pasture dotted with the green of lantana and johnsongrass.  Even with my not being a farmer, I knew that pasture had been neglected.  The house was also in disrepair.  Two rusted-out cars, a Chevy Vega from the 1970s and what looked like an earlier pickup without any wheels, were parked in what should have been the front yard.  Overgrown with weeds, I wondered how the place looked when a young Mrs. Cromwell lived here with her two children and the man I was supposed to meet today.
    “It wasn’t there,” said Ethan. “We’ve always hidden a spare key in that place. Where the hell is he? I told him I was bringing someone special up here to meet him.”

    “Could that be your dad? That car is slowing down.” I pointed to the road at the entrance to the driveway.

    “It sure the fuck is,” said Ethan, the irritation in his voice was unmistakable.

    “Let’s just ignore it. We’ve had some extra time to ourselves. Should we walk to where he parks?”

    “Yeah, he always parks in the back.”

    The two of us walked to the back of the house where Mr. Cromwell had just opened the door to the backseat. “So, you’re already here. I bought some hotdogs in case you wanted to eat something while you’re here.

    “That was nice of you,” I said.

    “Hmmph,” was his reply. “I didn’t want to go, but Ethan said he was bringing some girl up here to meet me. Where is she?”

    “I didn’t say that, Dad. This is Benjamin; he’s the friend I wanted to introduce you to.” I could tell that Ethan was seeking his dad’s approval. I’ve seen lots of my friends do it. I guess I was one of the lucky few.

    “You said it was your fiancée. I was going to tell you it was a mistake, anyway. Instead, you brought a friend.” His father’s voice was gravelly. I didn’t like him immediately.

    “Dad, he’s my boyfriend.”

    His father stared at him. “Are you still on the gay kick? Didn’t that huge dick of your friend from high school teach you anything?”

    “What are you talking about?” asked Ethan.

    “That kid you used to go to the pond with.”

    “Eric? What about him?”

    “He had the biggest fucking dick I ever saw. I figured one fuck from him and you’d be back on the straight and narrow.”

    “What the hell. Eric was just a friend from high school. He never fucked me. I’ve never seen his dick. Why have you?”

    “Saw him taking a piss once. The biggest one I’d ever seen.”

    I stood near the car without saying anything. I was in disbelief at the conversation.

    His father continued. “So you’re still a faggot.” He shook his head. “And you brought your faggot friend to meet me. Which one of you is the guy and which one of you is the woman? I figured Ethan for the woman, but this one doesn’t look like much. Why him?”

    “It’s called love,” said Ethan. “I love him; he loves me. He makes me happy. I make him happy.”

    “That’s because you’re twenty years old and fuck like rabbits. It ain’t any more than that.” His father spat on the ground. “Don’t do it son; eventually his hole will get loose and you’re want to trade him in on a younger man whose ass is still tight. Get a young girl, but don’t be stupid and marry her.”

    “Dad!” Ethan’s face was red. His fists were clenched. I suspected that his father knew just what buttons to push, and I wondered whether they had had similar conversations in the past.
    “I’m telling you, son. Fuck ‘em and forget ‘em. You get attached to them and they’ll ruin your life., he’ll drive you to the point of murder. It happens all the time.”

    “Like it did to mom?”

    I felt my teeth clench and my butthole tighten.

    “That fucking bitch deserved it. Don’t you forget that.”

    I saw Ethan’s knees give way. He collapsed onto the ground. I wasn’t sure what to do. I’d left the phone in the car. There were no bars out here anyway. The house was locked, so I couldn’t get in.

    “Where is she!?” screamed Ethan as he staggered to his feet.

    I saw the old man took toward the barn.

    “I’m not a fucking idiot boy. I don’t know where she is. She ran off.”

    Ethan screamed and knocked the man down. He got on top of him and tried to choke him. “You fucking killed her, didn’t you?”

    I grabbed Ethan; it took all my strength to pull him loose. “Ethan, get up. We need to leave.” Ethan’s eyes were full of rage. “In the car!” I screamed. Ethan stood. Although I would feel shame later for feeling what I felt, I wanted to stab that man over and over and over again and watch the blood spill from him. How could he have done that to my Ethan? Ethan, with the kindest soul on the planet. My Ethan, full of love and caring. That man had brought evil upon his son, and it was spilling onto me. I pulled Ethan to the car; he was crying now. I couldn’t understand his words. I pushed him into the passenger seat.

    With the door closed, I moved around the car. I planned to drive us away. I didn’t have the key, but it was still in Ethan’s pocket. The car should start. I didn’t notice Mr. Cromwell approach me with the bat. The first strike was between my shoulder and my elbow. The pain was excruciating. The second blow bounced off the side of my head. I didn’t feel that one. The world went black.

    The brightness of the room hurt my eyes. My head hurt with a dull ache. I saw my parents come up next to me. I lifted my head. “Am I in the hospital?”

    My mother smiled. “Yes, sweetie, you are.”

    Some people in scrubs came into the room. “Hey, there, Benjamin. I’m Eric. I’m a nurse. We’ve called your doctor. You’ve been unconscious since yesterday, possibly a mild coma, but you’re awake now.”

    I smiled up at him. I was thinking ‘no shit, I could tell I was awake.’ Instead, I said, “Thank you.” I tried to look around the room. Ethan wasn’t there. My vision blurred; I felt a tear run down my cheek.

    “What’s wrong, Benjamin? You’re going to be OK. Are you in pain?”

    “Just a little headache, I think. Where’s Ethan?”

    Eric smiled.

    I heard my mother. “He’s taking Andy home. All four of us have been here all night. Your father just texted them.”

    “And they’re on their way back,” my father chuckled. “Everybody loves you, Benjie. I love you, son.”

    “I love you, too, and I love you, too, Mom.”

    The doctor came into the room to find us all in tears. “Tears of joy, I’m sure,” he said. “Everything looks fine. Except for those stitches on your head, and some aches and mild pain, everything is in good order. Call me if anything doesn’t seem right, but your scans only show the mild bruising that I discussed with your parents. You should take it easy over the next week. I’ll start processing your release.”

    Andy showed up a few minutes later. “Hey, big bro.”

    “Hey, little bro.”

    “You scared me, Benjie.”

    Eric helped me sit up. “Come here.” Andy came up and I held him close to me. I whispered in his ear. “You know what, little homo brother, fucking is fucking awesome.” I kissed his cheek. “I love you, Andy.”

    “I love you, too.” He stepped back. “Can I be the ringbearer when you marry Ethan?”

    “Andy,” sighed my father.

    “I haven’t asked him yet,” I said. “Besides, I thought you’d be my best man and Chandler would be the ring bearer.”

    Andy smiled. “Fucking awesome.”

    “Language,” reprimanded my mother.

    Ethan came into the room. His cheeks were wet, and his eyes were red and swollen. His lips trembled as he said, “They found her.” Then he rushed over and held me more tightly than he ever had.

    I stayed with Ethan for the next week. Since he worked from home, he convinced my parents that he would be there if I needed anything. That first night, he fed me chicken soup, Sprite, hot tea, and a slice of coconut cream pie. He told me what happened. He’d seen his father come up, but he wasn’t able to stop the first two blows.

    “I think he would have killed you if I hadn’t knocked him down. I think it was how much I love you that gave me the strength to do it. I started to slap and punch him; he was fighting me back. I told him I’d stop if he told me what he did to my mother. He said she was under the pig trough where she belonged, and that I’d be joining her. I don’t know how he got to his feet, but I tackled him. 

    He wasn’t moving after that.

    “I got you into the car and drove to the little emergency clinic. The police came. I told them what had happened. They found him and took him to the hospital. He had a heart attack at the hospital and died. The police found my mother’s body exactly where he said it was.”
    I held him. “I’m so sorry.”

    “He was evil. He tried to kill you.”

    “I know. But you saved me. You’re my hero.”

    Ethan kissed me, gently, lovingly.

    “You know,” I said, “you promised that we’d make love every day.”

    “I’m not sure I promised, but I do remember saying something about it,” he smiled. “The trouble is that you’re supposed to rest. No physical activity.”

    “But we’re already behind.” I slid my hand against his crotch. “Let me roll over, and I’ll just lie here while you make me moan and fill me with your seed.” I adjusted myself on the bed, removed the pillows so I could lie flat on my belly. “Slide my pants down, Tiger.”

    “Now I’m a tiger?” Ethan asked.

    I felt the cold of the lubricant. “It didn’t take much to convince you.”

    “I never could resist you.”

    “You say that as if we’ve known each other always.”

    “Honestly,” he said as he moved onto me, his weight pushing me down into the bed, “I don’t remember life without you.” I felt the pressure of his erection pushing against me, trying to gain entry.

    I took a deep breath and relaxed. His dick felt larger as it penetrated me. I moaned softly. I could feel his hips pivot, pushing him in and pulling him out. His lips kissed the back of my neck. I felt my cock grow and push against the sheets. His dick pushed over my prostate repeatedly. I tilted my hips up just slightly.

    “Let me do the work. Breathe deeply and relax. You don’t need to do anything.” He kissed me, and my hole tightened its grip and I came. I could feel the sticky fluid beneath me.

    “Oh, fuck,” said Ethan. He began to pump more vigorously, and then he pushed in and filled me.

    “Don’t move. Stay like that.”

    We remained still and quiet except for the sound of our breathing. I knew that the future held more promise of love, warmth, safety. Ethan was the perfect man for me, and I would do my best to be the perfect man for him.

    -END-

  • Free Blowjobs at The Beach

    When I wrote about last weeks experience with the two Slave Boys, I had to finish writing after I recounted how after they had sucked and rimmed me, I got on my knees and blew them both. After that I ended up just fucking them both, slowly, taking my time and they were begging me to fuck them hard and I just didn’t. I thought I could write more but, that was really it.

    I did cum three times that evening, I was so horny, but often these experiences give me orgasms for weeks to follow. When I wrote about it my cock was so hard.

    During that evening, between orgasms, it came up in conversation that the New Slave Boy has a spot at the beach a little north of where I live where he hangs out during the day in the dunes and blows random guys. This intrigued me as I knew the location he was talking about but had never heard of anything naughty going down there.

    The New Slave Boy said he usually hangs out on the beach in a speedo near the dunes and when a guy starts approaching him, he walks in to the dunes and the guys follow him up there and he gobbles on their cock.

    It is usually around midday and he said he gets a few tradies who stop there during their lunch break.

    So, today I am up early doing some work and about 10am I’m going to head up to that beach. I’m going to take my surfboard and catch some waves and see what happens. I have checked and New Slave Boy will be there. Should be interesting.

    I’ve just gotten home from spending a few hours at the beach and I thought you guys might like a report on what happened.


    I was a little earlier than the New Slave Boy said he get there but I knew the exact spot and it was a nice quiet stretch of beach. It was a little bit of a walk from the carpark to the spot but that is why it is secluded I suppose. I dropped my towel, and my shorts and went for a surf wearing just my black Arena speedos. Usually I wouldn’t surf just in speedos but I couldn’t see another person in the water and thought why not.

    The Arena speedos I wore are super hot and I have some speedo selfies of me wearing them that I use as my profile pic on my blog as well as my online hookup apps. I get them from the asian distributor in Singapore and they are more of an Asian cut but a bit smaller. I get horny just putting them on let alone wearing them in public. If you would like the details of the supplier I’m happy to share them.

    There wasn’t much swell to surf but it was a beautiful day and it was nice just sitting out the back and getting some sun. It might have been about an hour before I saw the New Slave Boy walking down the beach. He had stripped down to a pair of AussieBum speedos and behind him I could see two guys following him about one hundred meters behind. The New Slave Boy is nineteen years old, skinny, clean cut with a couple of discrete tattoos that weren’t not hidden by his speedo and kinky as hell. And very outwardly gay. Much different to the straight acting married guys I’ve been fooling around with lately.

    I waved to the New Slave Boy, and he waved back.

    When he got to where I had left my clothes and towel he laid his towel out but instead of lying down to work on his speedo tan, he just stood there looking at the two men walking up the beach. Eventually they all exchanged waves and then the New Slave Boy disappeared up in to the dunes. The two guys followed him and disappeared as well.

    I wanted a piece of whatever was going on up in those dunes.

    The next wave couldn’t come fast enough, I walked up the beach, dumped my surfboard and walked in to the dunes. Nothing about my attire had changed, I was only wear my little black speedos.

    Just out of sight from the beach I saw what was going on and it was a beautiful, erotic sight at that.

    The New Slave Boy had his back to me and the two men I had seen walking down the beach were facing me but with their shorts around their ankles. Their crotches were out of view as the New Slave Boy’s head was bobbing up and down sucking them both. This was the exact position I was in a few days earlier and it was the two slaves boys cocks that I was working on.

    Hello’s were exchanged between the three of us who didn’t have cocks in our mouths. Now I got a closer look at the two strangers: one guy looked like he had just come from a job site with his high vis jacket and work boots, he was wearing a pair of Calvin Klein boxers which had been pulled down, guy was pretty hot and around thirty years old, the second guy was a bit older, maybe mid forties and was wearing just normal street clothes, he was wearing a pair of AussieBum briefs which again, were pulled down giving the New Slave Boy access to his cock.

    The Slave Boy broke off his blowjobbing (is that a word?) and told me his mouth was busy at the moment, but I could fuck him if I liked.

    I didn’t have condoms or lube on me and while the New Slave Boy told me he is on prep, he is one naughty/kinky/promiscuous little sex-a-holic and I don’t take those kind of risks myself. I was enjoying the view and was happy to wait my turn.

    About thirty seconds later the younger tradie guy started to get close and the New Slave Boy gave his cock a little bit more attention and that was the first (of many) orgasms I was to witness that day. The New Slave Boy was slamming his cock down his throat and didn’t swallow much of his cum and some of it dribbled down his chest. The tradie guy tucked himself in, pulled his pants up and left. Without even saying thank you. Bit rude but didn’t seem to bother the New Slave Boy, he went back to work on the older guy and waved me over. I took pulled my cock out the leg of my speedo and he went to town.

    Pretty amazing getting blown standing next to a complete stranger. The stranger reached around and started playing with my butt. It was pretty hot and while I tried to last, I ended up cumming before the older guy.

    Unlike the tradie guy, I didn’t want to leave. I tucked my cock back in to my speedo and got behind the New Slave Boy and held his hair while he worked the old guys cock down his throat.

    Eventually, the older guys head was thrown back and the New Slave Boy took his third load of cum in ten minutes.

    The older guy was a lot more polite and the three of us took a minute standing around after he had made himself presentable for the walk back down the beach.

    He did say thank you, as I did, and gave the New Slave Boy an envelope which I’m assuming was some money but didn’t ask. They made plans for the same time next week. The older guy walked off and the New Slave Boy and I walked down to the surf so he could clean himself up.

    We then lied down on our towels and dried off… waiting for his next cum customers.


    I’ve written about what happens in the next hour at the beach and you can read about it on my blog (www.AussieSpeedoGuy.org)


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  • Rest area hookup

    I had a conference in the North West part of the state. I was driving on the interstate heading West. I was not horny or wanting to hook up. I needed to piss. I saw a sign rest area ½ mile. I thought all the rest areas were closed due to hookups. It was 2 p.m. and there was very little traffic on the highway.

    A few years ago, I stopped at a rest area on the interstate. I had eaten some spicy food and needed to get rid of it. I noticed a lot of cars at the rest area and went in. I saw three urinals with all in use. There was a line, and all the lead guys were being blown by the guys behind them. I needed the stall and needed it badly. I got to the stalls and the first two were occupied by guys fucking. I made it to the last and two guys were leaving. There were no doors on the stalls, but I needed to shit. I dropped my pants and as I was sitting a blast of gas with chunks of wet sloppy shit shot out. It was horrible and kept squirting out. As I was sitting there three guys tried to grab my dick and wanted sex. I was in pain and shot out my guts. I used the remnants of the toilet paper in the stall and as I stood another guy came in and grabbed my dick. I waved him off, but he wanted dick. I was still cramping, and the stall smelled very foul. I made it out and got back on the highway. I noticed in the paper the state closed the rest area.

    Another rest area that was near my town, had a reputation as a tearoom. I stopped there many times and saw some interesting things. One time there was a guy standing at the sink nude washing. He was muscular and hairy. There was nothing sexual he just was bathing his body in the sink. I don’t know if he was a transient or a truck driver. He washed as I pissed, and I washed my hands next to him as he was soaping and washing his dick and balls. He didn’t look over at me or indicate he wanted any attention. He also didn’t try to cover up or hide anything.

    The state closed that rest area due to a gruesome murder of a young woman at the facility.

    This time I was dressed in a suit for my afternoon conference and whipped out my dick to relieve my nearly bursting bladder. A guy walked in and stood next to me. He also had on a suit and was a few inches shorter than I am. He pulled out his dark thick cut dick and started pissing. He was finished in a few seconds, but my bladder was still emptying. He stood there next to me with his dick out while I finished up. He was looking at my uncut dick pissing away and started playing with his dick.

    His dick was thick. It had to be nearly as thick as a beer can when hard. His dark corona was round not pointed. He was jacking his erect thick pud while staring at my dick piss. I finished and started to shake off the last drops. He grabbed my wrist and stopped me. He bent down and took my dick into his mouth and gently licked the last few drops of piss off my dick. He then pulled back my foreskin and started licking under the glans. I had been on the road a few hours and even though I had showered six hours ago my dick and balls were quite funky from sitting in the car. He was smelling and licking my funky smelling dick and balls. He licked my balls and sucked each one into his mouth. I had by then bent to grab his dick. My fingers would not meet grabbing his shaft. My hand covered all his shaft and part of his glans when I grabbed his erect dick. His dick was thick and short where mine is long and thinner than his. I was trying to jerk his dick, but the angle was so awkward that I could just hold it.

    He took my dick down his throat and was grabbing my ass through my trousers. I was very nervous. We were in a small rest area right by the door. He was blowing me, and I basically blasted my load down his throat. He stood up and I bent to take his dick into my mouth, and we heard a car pull up. He pushed me off and put his dick back into his pants. Just as I zipped up an older man came in the restroom and headed to the stalls.

    I left the room and got back into my car. I still had cum oozing out of my piss slit and had to get some tissue and wipe off my dick. I got cleaned up in the car and headed out. The guy in the suit didn’t leave the restroom while I was at the rest area. I guess he let the older guy take care of his erection.

    I have gone by that rest stop many times and it is still open. I have stopped there but it is usually empty or people just using the facilities.

  • Red Headed Hurt

    Aiden’s Point of View

    Sitting at the bar eating, bacon and eggs as Irish clears sleep from his beautiful eyes I can’t help but think about the last morning after we had sex. It was one of the hardest days of them all.

    -Start Flashback-

    Irish Point of View

    I can get strong if this is my reward. If he is my reward. Laying here with him sleeping on my chest. Nothing separating our skin. Feeling his breath, hearing him sleep, smelling his scent, still able to taste his lips on mine. I can get better for this, for him. I think back to what he said right after, as I gently laid my body down onto his, hot panting and exhausted.

    “Are you ok Irish?”

    -chuckle- “I wouldn’t be smiling this hard if I wasn’t ok. How are you?”

    God his eyes. So grey they almost look purple with specs of blue. Eyes that looked past the drugs and violence, the poverty and sadness, the bruises and scars; to the guy I wanted so badly to be.

    I roll over on my back bringing him with me. It’s then that he says it, the thing that breaks my heart and makes me regret. That makes me want to get stronger that much harder.

    “I’m ok… no I’m perfect. I haven’t been this happy in so long. I’ve been so lost without you and I didn’t even know it. I’m so sorry for what I did to you.”

    His voice trails off and I look down to see exhaustion take him. An hour later here I am, arms locked around him – afraid to fall asleep. I feel weak and I’m starting to hurt. My muscles are beginning to quiver and I know it’s coming. Before long it hurts to breathe and I hold onto him tighter. I’m scared. ” Fuck! Please God let me get through this, let me be…”

    AHHHH!

    Aiden’s Point of view

    “AHHHH”

    -Internal thought: The scream, what a terrible scream. Where is it coming from? Who is screaming?-

    I wake up from my dream to realize it’s Irish screaming. He’s so pale, the eyes that were shinning before I went to sleep are dead blue and we are drowning in his sweat. I start to panic. I jump off of him and run for the jug of water and a rag. I sit him forward as he wails and slide in behind him pulling him up to my chest. He’s on fire, I didn’t know a body could get this hot. I take the jug and pour water frantically on the rag, and wipe off his face.

    He screams again as his body starts to convulse causing me to knock the partially full jug onto the floor. I wrap my arms around him and squeeze him tight trying to stop his trashing, but I’m not strong enough. I thrash with him as we involuntarily slam into the wall… over and over again. I scream out, I scream his name, I scream for help. I’m crying, no I’m bawling, I can’t stop it; my back is on fire from the severity of his trashing. My arms are sore as my muscles scream in agony. My ribs and chest are one big bruise taking all his weight and working to try and lessen the impact. He lets out a wail of pain and his body sits all the way up as a mix of spit and blood fly from his mouth and then he slams back into me. Hard.

    -Bam-

    My head hits the wall this time and I see stars. The room begins to go dim and I feel sick like I might throw up. My eyes are heavy and everything is spinning. “No!” I won’t pass out, I have to stay awake! I dig my nails into my arm as they wrap tighter around Irish and let the pain bring me back. I do it over and over again until I’m screaming as well. And like this we go on, him thrashing, me holding on to consciousness through pain and force of will and holding on to him for dear life. Time doesn’t even register anymore. I don’t know how long we have been here, but slowly the convulsions turn to tremors and then slowly the tremors stop and he takes small shallow breaths.

    The clock reads 8:37am… it’s 8:37am and no one is home, no one is here to help me… no one is here to help him. My body is shot, I don’t think I could move right now if the place was on fire. My spirit is broken, and my heart breaks more and more with every shallow breath he takes. He’s dying. I don’t know how I know, but I can feel it happening, I can feel him slipping away. I’m fading to; my grip on consciousness is fading fast. I search myself for some part in me that still has strength, that still has the resolve and will – everywhere I look is tapped dry.

    As I begin to lose hope my mind takes me to a memory. It’s warm, I’m sitting outside my old middle school halfway through my first day of 6th grade crying my eyes out and suddenly I feel an arm go around my shoulders. I can’t look up, I’m afraid… then a hand rests on my shoulder and squeezes. When I turn I see the brightest blue eyes I’ve ever seen. This was the first time I met Irish. Tears start to fall and my eyes burn as I come back to this moment. I gently move the hair from his forehead. He’s so pale.

    “Please don’t go!”

    And with those words, I drift away… it almost feels like his hand is gripping mine…

    -Internal thought He’s gone, I know he’s gone I fell asleep and he slipped away.-

    My eyes flutter open, and I can hear Irish breathing. I can hear him breathing! I focus and look down, down at his chest steadily rise and fall. I start to cry again, but we are not out of the woods yet; I pull all my reserves of strength together. I slowly move Irish off my chest and lay him down to a grimace on his face. I slide off the bed and fall down hard pain shooting through my knees, but I stand. Grabbing onto the window ledge I stand up and open it. I turn back to him and look at the wall, the impacts are evident. Over the next hour and a half, I slowly and painfully move around the room opening windows and turning on fans, I very painfully roll the sweat-soaked sheet from under Irish and lay him back down on the fitted sheet underneath. I wipe his face and lay a cool towel on his forehead using the remaining water that didn’t spill across the floor in the jug – throwing dirty cloths from the closet down to soak it up.

    After I’m done getting him cleaned up, I close the window to the side and then climb across the bed to close the window above his bed. I fall backward catching myself only to collapse on the floor; an act that was tiresome the first time and exhausting the second. I pant and wheeze my adrenaline is gone, and the shock is gone as my hands shake. The sun is up and shining bright and my only thought is if we will ever make it out of this room as I lay my head down on the side of his bed.

    A hand runs across my face and I fight to open my eyes to look up at Irish weakly looking at him. The tiniest of smiles peaks across his lips before exhaustion washes it away. My upper body is so exhausted that I have to use all the power in my legs to help me get onto the bed with him. I slowly lay my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat. It’s strong and steady and I start to cry, I didn’t know I could cry so much in one lifetime let alone one day. His hand rubs my aching arm as I can’t hold out, and I succumb to injuries and emotions and exhaustion. We both fall back to sleep and I say a silent prayer for God to get us through this; for both of us to wake up.

    -End Flashback-

    Today was a much better day and I hope to have so many more days like this with him.

    “Alright Aiden it’s time for you to get going, you’re not gonna be late on my watch. I’ll leave yall alone to say good bye.”

    I watch Naomi walk down the stairs and hear the door open and close.

    I look at Irish and I see a birhgt but sleepy smile in place of the frown I was expecting.

    “What are you so happy about?”

    “This, us, you. -chuckle- For the first time, I’m happy to be alive and looking forward to things. I’m gonna stay in the house or the back garden just to be safe though, and I need to call the police like Naomi said and send the report to the school. That’s a little overwhelming, but I know it has to be done. “

    “Good boy,” I ruffle his soft hair. “We have to make sure everything is in order before you go back. Can’t let them hurt you again.”

    “I am worried about you too. My dad saw you.”

    “He saw me from behind, not my face, so I doubt there is much to worrry about. And I have my family name to protect me so don’t you worry.”

    He leans over and kisses me gently through his smile as we hear the door open.

    “Coming, coming, sorry.” I grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder giving him one more kiss before I head off to school. I wonder what today will

  • Family Trip

    I had mixed feelings about going to my family’s reunion. ‘Reunion’ may not be the best word for it though, it was a vacation with my extended family on my dad’s side that we went on every year.

    I was 18 and it was the summer before I started college. I was torn and it was obvious. To anyone who asked (which was primarily my parents) I said that I wanted to stay at home and see my friends, but also wanted to go on the beach vacation and see my family.

    I wasn’t lying in that I really did enjoy seeing my uncle Greg (my dad’s older brother), and my aunt Susan (my dad’s younger sister), and their spouses and kids. However, the real pull, the actual reason I would miss the chance at a weekend home alone in the middle of the summer as an 18-year-old, was my uncle Ray (my dad’s younger brother).

    Uncle Ray was the ‘black sheep’ of the family, despite being 43, he never married nor had kids like the rest of his siblings. There were a few girlfriends of his that I could recall meeting at family functions but nothing seemed to last too long.

    On the surface he seemed like a hard ass with a permanent scowl, but once you talked to him for a bit and especially if you could get him to laugh, it was obvious he was really just a fun-loving guy who wasn’t going to live his life by anyone else’s rules.

    I could always count on him to let me launch the oversized fireworks on the fourth of July, or to sneak me a beer when I was only 14. He told the funniest dirty jokes and always had the best, if not sometimes inappropriate, stories to tell.

    My mom expressed concern over his lifestyle to my dad from time to time, but my dad would only just shrug and say, “That’s just Ray, that’s how he’s always been.”

    Now, I feel like every family has that ‘fun uncle’ but what set Ray apart from most others was the fact that he was totally stacked. I’m about 5’9”, my dad and uncle Greg, about 6’0”, but Ray was probably 6’4” and at least 300 pounds of mostly muscle. He did have a little extra meat to him, enough to thinly veil his abdominal muscles, but he was a total and complete hunk of a man. Covered in tattoos, a thick dark beard, and a faint scar above his left eye from a motorcycle accident. Total beast of a man.

    Yes, I am hearing myself; and yes, I realize most guys would never describe their uncles this way. But, to give a little necessary context I need to go back a year to the last family vacation.

    Like this current year, we were staying at some time share resort community in Myrtle Beach. The way these resorts work out, or at least the ones my family stays at, we rent 4 suites, each with two bedrooms. Typically, those are each divided between parents and kids, but since I have two younger siblings and since Uncle Ray doesn’t have any kids, he and I end up sharing the last. This has been the arrangement since I was 12 and it honestly had gone without any incident.

    That was until a year ago, when I was sharing a suite with my Uncle Ray and his girlfriend at the time, Kristy. I thought it would be so cool to sneak out of my room and explore the resort after everyone was asleep and most of the public areas had closed.

    Both rooms had sliding doors that opened on to a private balcony area and our room was on the first floor. So, I simply walked out, hopped over a small ledge and was free to wander. A time-share resort that is closed for the night is about as exciting as it sounds. It was pretty family oriented so there weren’t any parties or other late-night activities to sneak into or spy on, so I cut my adventure disappointingly short, and went back to the room.

    Only, upon my return, I realized that the sliding glass doors automatically lock when closed on the first floor, probably as some sort of security measure. Luckily, I kept my room key with me in case anything like this happened. Unluckily, that meant I had to enter through the main door of the suite and past the shared living room to get back to my bedroom. Uncle Ray probably wouldn’t have made a fuss about me sneaking out and sneaking back in. Kristy on the other hand, was a bit high strung, and was treating me more like a 7-year-old than a 17-year-old.

    When I cracked the door open, I saw that the lights in the living room were still off.

    ‘Ok great, they must be asleep already,’ I thought.

    After closing the door as lightly as humanly possible I slowly crept to my bedroom door. When I heard the door to Uncle Ray’s attached bathroom open, I froze. And when a light from his bedroom stabbed through his partially open door and sliced the room in half, I flung myself behind a nearby armchair.

    I couldn’t hear what they were saying or doing but Ray and Kristy definitely weren’t asleep. I was about to crawl from my hiding spot back to my room when I heard Kristy cry out. I whipped my head around and could see through the gap in the door my uncle Ray on top of his girlfriend.

    I wasn’t an idiot. I knew exactly what sex was, and I knew exactly that that was what they were doing. What I didn’t know was that my Uncle Ray is huge, and I am not talking about his weight or height.

    From my vantage point I had a perfect line of sight up the center of their bed starting at the foot all the way up to the headboard. And an even more perfect view of Ray bent over doggy-style fucking Kristy. At first, I was shocked and my brain said that I should not be seeing this and should immediately get back into my room. My dick said that I should keep watching my uncle’s massive cock drill into his girlfriend. As a teenager, it should be obvious which organ won the debate. I was completely transfixed.

    I honestly had no idea that a penis could be that large. I remember looking at my thin forearm and thinking that it really wasn’t that much bigger than what Ray was pushing. He had to be 10” and had the girth to match.

    My heart which began racing from the initial shock, was pounding even harder in my chest, and the butterflies in my stomach felt more like murder hornets. But I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the sight of my uncle’s enormous shaft bury deep into his Kristy only to be pulled back out and rammed back in. I was mesmerized as I watched his muscular hairy ass cheeks spread apart as he pulled back only to press together as he sank his pole into her. His balls were so large and heavy looking as they swung back and forth with his thrusts, that I thought they would leave a bruise on Kristy’s backside.

    I soon became aware of two things, one being the cadence of his deep grunts as he destroyed Kristy; and two, that I was harder than a slab of granite. I bit my lip, unsure if I should do what I was thinking next, but with my brain not currently the rock-hard part of my body, I slipped my hand under the waist band of my shorts, grabbed my pulsing cock, and began to stroke. I started slowly, with a bit of lurking trepidation, but as I continued to watch I matched the motion and rhythm of Ray.

    Having never witnessed such a display of sheer masculinity and sexuality, it didn’t take long for the tickling in my nether regions to grow into a throb. Before I could even consider stopping, I felt the cum rising up in me and bursting out of me into my shorts. I came so violently that I had to bite my lip to contain my screams. I could feel the hot thick load spilling from my tip down over my fingers that I had wrapped around my shaft. And slowly became aware that I had shot a considerable amount into the front of my underwear that had trickled down and was now collecting in a sticky puddle around my completely glazed balls.

    I didn’t dare take my hand out of my pants here, it was completely covered in my sticky seed, but I had to see Uncle Ray finish too. I needed to see the epitome of a man bust the nut that I had watched build inside of him.

    By the sound of his grunts, I could tell he was getting closer. And with my fingers still frozen in a wreath around my own manhood, I could feel myself slowly swell again.

    He didn’t make much indication in his movements, but as I watched and listened, I could hear his rhythmic grunts devolve into a continuous moan and could see his heavy balls twitch and his asshole clench, signaling that he too had dropped his more-than-likely massive load.

    For an instant I reveled in the notion that we had came together, even if he didn’t know it. Appreciating that I had already taken a big gamble, and that my luck could soon run out, I awkwardly dashed to my bedroom with Kristy’s soft moans of pleasure creeping into the room behind me.

    I impressed myself with how nimbly and silently I managed to open and close my door, all with only my left had while my right was lodged in my groin. Trying not to make any more mess than I had already made, I laid down on the bed and peeled my shorts and underwear up and off of me. Allowing most of my ejaculate to spill down onto my skin rather than the floor or the bed.

    Once naked from the waist down I tried to wipe the cum off with my hand but it had collected on my balls and was now running down my ass crack. I reached down trying to stem the spill and when I felt my finger coated with cum pass across my hole, I was struck by a new but similar feeling.

    I pressed my finger against my tightly puckered hole again and felt a vague tingle rise inside me. With my other hand wrapped around my still firm cock I began to stroke, letting my fingers slide over the skin of my shaft slick with my own load.

    I pressed harder against my hole and imagined what I had seen only a moment ago. Though there were few physical similarities, I imagined that my finger was my uncle’s fat cock pressing against my innocent untapped hole. I fantasized about what he must feel like, what it would be like to have him perched over me like that, to feel his body against mine, in mine. 

    With the help of my self-generated lubricant and the physical response to my fantasy, I was able to slip a finger inside of myself up to the first knuckle. It wasn’t much but to my virgin hole it felt like a full-sized dick. My mind was flooded with thoughts of Uncle Ray penetrating me, taking my virginity, popping my boy cherry.

    The feelings of climax had been rumbling like a thunderstorm within me for the past few minutes and with most of my groin sticky with my own seed, I couldn’t tell if I had started cumming again. I pulled at myself harder gritting my teeth as my dick throbbed, feeling my hole clench around my fingertip. Every muscle within me was on fire and the simmering feeling of orgasm had melded with the ache of my body.

    It wasn’t until I felt the splatter against my partially exposed stomach that I realized the feeling brewing inside of me had boiled over and began to spill out. As my body pulsed, I could feel the increased pressure of my finger against my prostate. The all-encompassing sensation forcing a small cry to pass between my lips into the dark room.

    I couldn’t recall how long it took for me to regain my breath and for the tingling within me to subside. I just laid there in the dark, drenched in my own ejaculate, wishing it was my uncles.

    I woke up the next morning having passed out with my hand still on my dick. The cum having dried on my lower region in translucent scales. My body was still sore and my skin was now itchy, and I knew that I would never be able to look at Uncle Ray the same way ever again.

    I did see Uncle Ray again of course. And neither he nor anyone else had any idea that I had pleasured myself to the sight of him fucking. I was able to quell the fire within me enough so that I could still talk to him like I always had in the past. But my heart did flutter a bit every time I saw him…

    So, it was decided. I would go on the family vacation.

    I had sex on the mind. And to most, being home alone for a long weekend would be the perfect opportunity to hook up. I unfortunately, hadn’t formed any of those relationships during high school. I had friends, loads of them. No one with any romantic interest though. I had thought about it, I imagined making out with Kevin who sat in front of me in U.S. History, or Antonio who was on the boy’s tennis team with me. I even fantasized about my chemistry teacher, Mr. Donovan, bending me over his desk and fucking me from behind. But any of that happening was less likely then getting struck by lightning.

    But I still needed to sate my urges, and in the past year since that fateful trip, I started exploring my body in ways I hadn’t thought of before. Fingers were fine, especially since they could be manipulated to massage the prostate, but they felt like… well… fingers. I wanted to know what a dick would feel like, what getting fucked would be like. I had this bottle of face lotion that was a little more than an inch in diameter. The way it stretched my hole felt amazing but it was hard and a bit sharp so the novelty quickly wore off. As embarrassing as it was, I resorted to purchasing a cucumber from the grocery store.

    It was much larger than anything I had used before and it took a lot of Vaseline and deep breathing to force it into my hole, but once inside I immediately thought of Uncle Ray, of how large he was, how strong and powerful his entire body was. I imagined him pinning me down and forcing himself inside of me, fucking me like I was some cheap whore, and finally breeding me with our related seed.

    Sadly, this was the closest thing I had to a sexual relationship. And even more sadly, a long weekend away with my family was a better chance at any sexual gratification than staying at home and searching for the most phallic object in the house to insert inside myself.

    Teenage urges aside, the resort that my family chose in Fort Lauderdale exceeded my expectations. A bit cleaner and more modern than the places we had stayed at in the past, but the sleeping arrangement was the same.

    My pulse had started racing the moment I saw Uncle Ray step out of the taxi (which looked like a clown car next to his massive frame). He was alone this time. Ray had broken up with Kristy months ago and now she was only the memory of a pair of legs showing from below my Uncle’s hulking body.

    My dad gave the yearly obligatory “Sorry Ray, but like last time you’ll be sharing a suite with Josh.”

    When Ray responded with a scoffed: “You kidding, this kids the best roommate I’ve ever had!” my heart nearly gave out altogether. The comment was innocent, the entire trip should be innocent. I didn’t expect anything like last year to happen again.

    When we got to our rooms, I noticed that the suite Ray and I were sharing was somewhat L-shaped, around a shared terrace. If I stood in the corner of my room, I could see into about half of Uncle Ray’s. I felt my accelerating pulse again, though I didn’t see anything of interest at the moment. It would be so easy to sneak a peek, and no one would even know…

    I couldn’t get too excited. I promised myself I would behave and not get my hopes up. I would enjoy at least seeing and talking to Uncle Ray. I was the oldest out of all of my cousins, the nearest in age was my brother at 13. Playing with the kids was fun, but I found myself spending more time with the adults.

    On the second day we had a proper beach outing. It was a good opportunity to see Ray in all his glory, well almost all his glory. I couldn’t tell if the bright red trunks he was wearing were supposed to be that tight and that short, or if it was just a consequence of him struggling to find clothing big enough for him.

    He moved with surprising grace for a man his size and it was thrilling to watch his muscles bulge and tense as he did things like throw a frisbee or breach the salty water. The highlight was definitely when my two youngest cousins asked Ray to throw them into the water. In what was probably not even 3 feet of surf, Uncle Ray would lift the 7 and 9-year-olds like they were made of Styrofoam and then launch them about 10 feet into the water.

    Just watching him grab the two with such ease and seeing how the bulk of his muscles shifted when he raised them above his head, was awe inspiring. I could have watched it go on forever, and little Jessie and Anthony would have been happy to get tossed around the entire day. They were laughing and screaming like it was the best thing on earth. Uncle Ray laughed with them and teased them as he treated them like footballs, it was actually a very endearing moment. Until my aunt Susan started bitching him out and saying that he needed to be more careful.

    I would have been truly content if that was the extent of the vacation. I had started a nice tan, I taught the kids how to play poker, which they loved even though they didn’t understand the betting process. I even had a nice long conversation with Uncle Ray about my start at college the next year. He had gone to college, but partied too much and didn’t get along with his professors, so eventually dropped out. His advice was half-jokingly bad and half-actually bad. In the end he suggested I go to trade school like he did which caused my mom to shoot me a look that said without words, “Don’t you even dare.”

    Unfortunately, on the second to last full day the weather turned in the midafternoon. The sky darkened and swirled with anger and the wind blew the rain nearly sideways. We settled for a decent dinner at the resort’s restaurant. Afterwards, with most of the kids nearly asleep from the days activities and the rain still coming down in sheets the whole family retired to each of their rooms. 

    The view from my bedroom’s window was rather sublime, clouds twisting in the sky, lightning crackling over the ocean, and the trees swaying and shuddering in the wind.  All through a filter of dense precipitation blurring and refracting the whole scene making it seem distant and still all surrounding.

    I stood by the window mesmerized by the whole scene, until a ping on my phone drew my attention behind me back towards the bed. As I rotated my head I scanned across the terrace and Uncle Ray’s room. I saw him near his window, sitting in one of the rooms standard lounge chairs, wearing only his underwear. Broad hairy chest on full display in front of him above a noticeable bulge between his beefy thighs wrapped only in the thin layer of cotton that was his underwear.

    I had expected him to try and sneak off to one of the resort bars like he had every night until this point, but it seemed the storm was too much even for him. I stood there dumbly not realizing he could just as easily see me from his vantage point. When he glanced over, I flung myself down onto my bed hoping that he hadn’t seen me staring.

    I laid there debating how long I should wait until it was safe to look again, or at least stand back up. I counted to 100, rolled of the bed and crept along the floor to the corner of the room. I figured that if I crouched low enough to the floor the window sill would hide me from Uncle Ray’s line of sight.

    I peeked over to see that Ray hadn’t moved from the chair, he was looking at something on his own phone but soon set it back down and refocused on the storm outside. The space between our rooms was covered by the balcony of the floor above, so the visual interference of rain was minimal. I examined the tattoos on his chest and arms, spiraling geometric flower, cascading into a dragon circling around a pin-up girl. As I scanned down his arm, I realized that his hand was on his crotch. I took in a deep breath as I heard my heart beat thump louder in my chest. He had to just be scratching himself, but his hand remained between his legs a little too long and motion of his fingers was too slow to be satisfying an itch.

    Ray scanned around himself again, I quickly ducked down before he could rotate in my direction and hit my head on the wall with an audible ‘thud’. Pain aside, I didn’t think he saw me. After rubbing the ache from my forehead, I poked my head up again. Uncle Ray was standing now, his thumbs in the waistband of his tight gray underwear.

    Is he about to do what I think he’s about to do?

    Sure enough, Ray slowly lowered his underwear, revealing his dark pubic hair, then the base of his wide shaft. As his underwear descended it revealed inch after inch of his man meat, which went on for longer than I had ever seen. Finally, the round pink head of his dick popped free of the waistband. He bent over slightly to get the shorts past his knees and then let them carelessly fall to the floor around his ankles.

    I was already harder than I had ever been in my entire life. So hard that it hurt. My cock was begging me to stroke it, to release the pressure building inside it.

    As Ray stood back up, he stretched, raising his arms over his head. Every muscle in his body tightened and I could see the ripples and edges of his muscles tense. Most prominent begin the massive appendage projecting out from his groin. He was definitely not at full erection but the distance his member stood out in front of him was shocking.

    I assumed that would be it and he would turn around and leave for the shower, but instead Ray sat back down, legs wide apart as he wrapped his fingers around his swelling dick. He began to pull at it slowly, as his chest rose and fell with a contented sigh.

    I immediately ripped off my shorts and underwear, they were less than useless to me now. An obstacle if anything. I spat into my left hand and immediately reached between my legs to my backside, burrowing my pointer and middle finger into my pulsing hole. I gripped my dick with my right and began to stroke slowly in time with Ray.

    Without a hand for support, I leaned my nose against the window sill so that the top of my head could peek over. Uncle Ray was slowly running his fist over the length of his shaft which was a long swooping gesture considering his length. I didn’t have quite the same hardware to replicate the action, but the resulting pauses restrained the eager load I was about to unleash.

    Ray quickened his pace becoming a bit rougher with each stroke. He sank lower into the chair legs spreading further apart revealing his engorged balls nearly hanging off of the seat. Ray took his free hand and began to run it over his chest and stomach. It was almost too exhilarating watching himself revel in his own touch. I felt the drips of precum run down and collect on my fingers as I slowly and torturously rubbed myself.

    I imagined sitting on his lap in this moment, his huge cock deep inside me as my own dick bounced against him. Feeling every inch of him inside of me, penetrating me, breeding me. Until I too came all over his stomach.

    My cock was starting to painfully ache and I could feel my balls tensing as I fought back the relief of release. I wanted to cum when Ray came, I wanted to share the climax. I only just realized how deeply I had inserted my fingers within myself and how I still wanted more. I retracted and then quickly, forcefully inserted three leaving only my thumb and pinky pressed against my ass cheeks. I let out a soft but audible moan. My hole wanted more; my hole wanted Ray.

    The fervor with which Ray was jerking at himself was surprising, I could only imagine a hand as massive and strong as his exacting the punishment he was unleashing on his own manhood. His face twisted as I could see the tense pleasure building inside of him.

    Without warning he stood up. He reached his left hand out and pressed it against the window, his now upright form just a couple feet from the pane of glass.

    Is this it? I relented to the yearning in my body and began tugging at myself with the intent to pull out the churning load within me.

    Ray squeezed his eyes shut and opened his mouth in a silent shout.

    This is it. It’s coming.

    A jet of white cum ejected violently from the tip of Uncle Ray’s cock and collided against the window with force. Followed by an equally ferocious second and third. The resulting spray now cascading down the window and collecting at the bottom of the frame.

    I couldn’t pin point the exact point I crested the peak but it felt like I was a faucet, spilling cum all over the floor in front of me. The release so great that I could hear it hitting the floor in large spurts. At some point I had started moaning, and found that I couldn’t stop. I just hoped the sound of the rain would mask my cries.

    As the last drops were forced out of me, I collapsed down to my knees, my still throbbing dick and balls landing in the sticky puddle I had made. I didn’t care. I took pleasure in feeling the results of my voyeurism against me. Knowing that similar genetic material was painted against the window across the balcony. I fell down to my back and removed my fingers from my stretched hole.

    While still lying there I blindly reached for the lake of ejaculate I had deposited onto the floor. Once my fingertips brushed against it, I tried to scoop up as much as I could and forced it into my slightly gapping hole. At first, I didn’t know why I felt compelled to do this, but it felt right. As I sat there, feeling it drip down and out of my hole, I pretended it was Ray’s and realized what my subconscious intentions were.

    I must have laid on the floor slick with my own cum for at least half an hour. When I finally was able to will myself to get up, I saw that Ray was no longer at his place by the window, and the splatter of cum had been wiped away. I followed his lead and went to wash off the results of that moment between us.

    Afterwards, I fell into a deep contented sleep with the traces of a grin still etched onto my face.

    The next day felt like I was in a trance. My dad and uncles had gone to spend the morning golfing, which left me with my aunts, mom, and young cousins. Throughout the day my mom lamented about it being our last full day and how she wished we had more time together. I had already gotten more than I ever could have hoped for and just feigned a sad nod.

    The men of the family returned in the mid afternoon and shortly after we left for the fancy restaurant dinner we had intended to go to the day before. I had hoped to sit with the adults but as expected was relegated to the kid’s table as usual. The meal went well and the food was good, but I longed to be with the adults, a certain uncle specifically.

    I kept glancing across the table towards him and he only caught my prolonged gaze once, to which he responded with a coy wink. I laughed and looked back down at my food hoping I hadn’t been too conspicuous.

    That night, I watched over my cousins playing in the hotel pool as the adults drank at the bar. The moment with Uncle Ray aside, I was having a great time and would be sad when it was all over.

    Once the pool closed, I corraled the kids into each of their rooms and got them tucked into bed. I didn’t run into my parents nor aunts or uncles so I retreated to my room for a relatively early night’s sleep.

    The suite’s living room seemed totally undisturbed when I entered, so I assumed that Ray was still out with the rest of the adults. That was until I heard “Josh?” called from Uncle Ray’s partially open bedroom door.

    I nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard it, but once I was sure I wasn’t having a heart attack, I responded with a weak, “Yeah?”

    “Come here,” Ray said.

    I pushed open the partially open door to reveal him sitting on the edge of his bed. Again, wearing only his underwear that barely contained him.

    He discarded a sock into a pile of clothes I assume he had just removed from himself and said, “Glad I caught you before you went to bed.”

    “Oh?” I asked.

    “Remember when you were little, and you used to sit on my knee?”

    “Uh… yeah…?”

    “Come over here,” he instructed beckoning me with his large hand.

    I slowly stepped towards him not sure what he was getting at. When I was within his reach, he grabbed me by the waist and lifted me onto his lap. I was much larger now and couldn’t fit on just his knee, instead he draped my legs over his so that I was sitting perpendicular to his wide chest. My left arm brushing against his chest hair, and I could feel his bulge press against my thigh. I immediately felt a stirring in my own lap. Ray wrapped his fingers around my right leg just above the knee and put his other arm behind my back his fingers curling slightly around my waist.

    “You’re a bit bigger now, eh?” he chuckled. “But I guess this’ll still do.”

    I laughed a little trying not to reveal how much I was enjoying feeling his warm furry body against mine.

    “Ya must be what? 18 now? Since you’re starting college and all that now?” he asked softly, his mouth less than a foot from my ear.

    “Yeah,” I replied looking up at him. His dark eyes shone down at me, even in the dim light of the room.

    “Well, I guess that must explain it then. You being an adult and all now.”

    “Huh?” I asked raising an eyebrow.

    He chuckled a little before saying, “I saw ya watching me from your room yesterday.”

    ‘Oh Fuck,” I thought to myself. I didn’t say anything out loud. What could I say?

    My body must have involuntarily tensed because Ray soon began rubbing my back and laughed, “Relax. Relax. I’m not mad. It’s funny though, I could tell ya thought you were being real slick, peeping through that window. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. Actually, I’m a bit guilty myself.

    His response was better than I ever could have imagined, but I was still confused.

    “I put on that little show knowing full well I had an audience,” he explained. “I guess were both… bad boys…”

    “I’m sorry, I just… I was… curious…” I stuttered.

    “You don’t need to give me any of that bullshit,” he chuckled. “By now I’m sure you know all about that sort of thing.”

    I shrugged, feeling his chest hair bristle against my arm.

    “You ever uh… done anything with one of your buddies, or classmates?” Ray asked.

    I let out a defeated sigh and shook my head slightly.

    “Really? A strapping boy like you?”

    “I mean, I want to,” I said defensively, turning my body to face Ray’s. In doing so I planted my hand on his thigh for balance but it slid slightly between his legs.

    There was a brief tense moment, Uncle Ray’s eyebrows ticked up in surprise, but they quickly melted into a soft knowing expression.

    “Tough to find someone who’s uh… into that,” he stated more than asked.

    “Yeah…” I sighed.

    “Well, it may not be of much interest to ya, but… you have your Uncle Ray if you… need…”

    I was fairly certain I knew what he was implying. I knew what I wanted him to be suggesting, but I needed to be completely sure.

    “Do you mean…?” was all I was able to get out.

    He nodded.

    “I’d like that…” I said softly, breaking my gaze from his and biting my lip.

    “I could tell,” he said, “You’re uh… pitching quite the tent down there.”

    I looked down and saw the noticeable outline of my dick poking up in my shorts. Before I could make any excuses, Ray lifted his hand off my thigh and asked, “Can I?”

    I nodded again.

    He hovered his hand over the lump in my pants and gentle touched down onto it rubbing it slowly with his big meaty paw. He tucked the other under the back of my shirt and began gently massaging my lower back. I let out a slight groan under my breath. The weight of his hands on me made my head spin, I closed my eyes and focused on his touch.

    “It’s been a long time since I uh… was with… a boy,” he admitted.

    “You’ll be my first,” I said with a smile. I felt the poke from between Ray’s legs become a bit more noticeable and looked down at the visible bit of blue fabric separating his ample manhood from my leg.

    “You can touch it,” Ray whispered after a moment.

    I reached down between us, but the space was too small with me sitting across Ray’s legs. Noticing this, he lifted me to a standing position and then spread his legs apart still sitting on the edge of the bed. I wasn’t sure exactly what to do with me standing over him, so I knelt down and slowly, cautiously reached between his massive parted thighs. As my fingers ran over the tightly wrapped member before me, Ray let out a small sigh. I ran my hand up the mound impressed by its size. It almost didn’t feel like a penis; rather, another arm or leg within the fabric. I could feel the slight swelling of Ray’s cock as I caressed it, my own still trying to swell despite having already reached full capacity.

    This was unreal. Every innocent family moment I had ever had with my uncle flashed through my mind. Every hug, every time we playfully wrestled, or he threw me around like had just done with my other cousins, was that somehow leading to this? I could never have even imagined he would let me touch him like this. And even more, that he would enjoying my touch.

    I wrapped my hand around its girth feeling ever bit of it, truly appreciating its size and shape. Ray continued to swell and the leg holes in his underwear were now revealing glimpses into his nether region. The tension within his briefs almost looked painful for him.

    Ray sank down onto the mattress and hopped towards me so that his lower half was no longer resting on the bed. The bulge was inches from my chest and I could feel the heat radiating off of it.

    “Do you want to take them off?” he asked with a wink and a slight shake of his knees.

    I couldn’t verbalize a response. I was even more stunned. This entire situation didn’t seem real, it was like a dream. As if in a trance, I gingerly grabbed Ray’s waistband at the sides and began to delicately pull them over his thick muscular legs. I kept telling my self I needed to be as gentle and careful as possible, otherwise he might change his mind and the opportunity would be lost.

    Slowly, the true extent of Uncle Ray’s manhood became revealed to me. Up close I could see that his shaft was the same thickness as my arm and the length of it only unfurled more and more as I pulled. Finally, the big pink head sprung up from below the band and lolled to the side almost completely erect. The motion was like a swinging fist.

    “Wow,” I thought, not realizing I had also said it out loud.

    Ray responded with a deep belly laugh the caused his muscles to contract before me and his cock to sway side to side like an enormous metronome.

    “We used to call it Timm,” he said still chuckling.

    “Tim?” I asked.

    “Ten. Inch. Man. Meat.” he explained through a chuckle. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes. Though the name was fitting. Up close I was shocked by it. How large it was, how it pulsed, how it radiated warmth and masculinity.

    “Well go on,” Ray prodded. “It won’t bite.”

    I knelt down and placed my hand upon Rays firm member. Compared to the rest of his grizzled exterior, it felt so soft and tender, yet somehow the most powerful thing I had ever laid my eyes or hands on. The veins coursing over it making it look even more like a toned limb. I wrapped my fingers around its circumference, not quite able to make a complete ring with my thumb and fingers. I shifted my hand up and down in the same manner I had always tried on myself, but with such a great size it was difficult to make any worthwhile motion.

    I took my other hand and placed it below the first. Ray released a slight purr of satisfaction. With more coverage I began to tug and stroke. I could feel Uncle Ray’s pulse thrumming through his shaft. When I noticed a bead of precum collecting on the tip of his head, I began to stroke with more vigor.

    “Mmm… You’re pretty good at that…” Ray moaned.

    He lay peacefully with his eyes closed chest slowly rising and falling. As amazing as this was, I wanted to feel more of him. I wanted to feel all of him. I wanted him. Needed him.

    Just as my arms started getting sore, Uncle Ray suddenly sat up and whispered, “Hey, I think I know something you’ll really like.”

    Before I could even take my hands off him Ray stood up fully, thrusting his member into my face. I thought him trying to face fuck me was the something. Which I wouldn’t have objected to. That was, until he grabbed the legs of my shorts and ripped them down to my ankles, followed by him reaching into my underwear and pulling them down too. I stood there newly naked for a second, still not sure what I was supposed to do. When Ray picked me up by my waist with almost no effort and somehow rotated me around over his head, flinging my shorts and underwear to a corner of the room. The room spun quickly around me and in a flash, I was upside down facing Uncle Ray’s navel.

    Before I could even ask what was going on I felt the prickle of Ray’s beard on my backside. Without quite realizing what was happening I felt something wet and warm run over my ass crack. When I came to the obvious conclusion that it was Ray’s tongue, I eagerly spread my legs apart more allowing him more access to my hole. He abruptly and enthusiastically buried his tongue within me. I let out a small yelp. Ray laughed in response, the vibrations in his body transmitting into mine through his tongue. He greedily devoured me, jamming his tongue deeper and deeper inside of me. Unsurprisingly his tongue was as large and strong as the rest of his body.

    I hadn’t felt anything like it before, it was infinitely better than my own fingers. Ray’s tongue curled and twisted in and against me. Tickling at that sweet spot inside of me. I moaned again letting my head fall back. As I did so I saw his fully erect cock extending proudly out in front of him.

    I reached above, well I guess technically below me, and took his shaft in both my hands. I brought it up to my mouth and after bumping it against my chin, wrapped my lips around the large head. I could just barely fit the entire head in my mouth. I craved more and tried to lower my head further down, but even with my jaw nearly unhinged I couldn’t get more than 2 inches of his immense girth in me. I coughed and choked a bit, but Uncle Ray either didn’t notice or didn’t care.

    I resigned myself and realized this was the best I was going to do and proceeded to run my tongue over and around the tip catching the bit of precum and savoring its flavor. The feeling of Uncle Ray’s tongue within me and my tongue against him, made my skin prickle in satisfaction, as my sense revolved in the cyclical mutual pleasure between us. I felt a single drop of fluid fall from my dick onto my chest and only just noticed that the friction between Ray’s large pecs was about to make me cum. I let out a slight moan that was muffled against the tip of Ray’s cock. I could feel it about to spill from me, rain down onto his chest and onto my face.

    As if he knew I was about to burst, Ray retracted his tongue from my insides, lifted me up off his dick, and tossed me onto the bed. I lay their stunned, having gotten so close to the edge only to be ripped back from the precipice

    Ray laughed as he crawled onto the bed over me. His frame so broad it felt like I was sheltered in a tent made of skin and muscle.

    “You’re a greedy little boy, aren’t you?” he laughed.

    “Wha… what do you mean?” I asked, catching his contagious chuckle.

    “Trying to take that dick in your mouth,” he explained. “I know it’s a lot. Especially for a first timer, but I’ve never had someone suck on it so enthusiastically.”

    “Well, jeez sorry,” I said with little sincerity. “I though you would have liked it.”

    “Believe me boy,” Ray said crouching lower onto me. “I fucking loved it. Just didn’t realize how much of a greedy slut my nephew was.”

    The vague insult hit me in a different way than I would have ever expected, it was like the word against my eardrum was a hand against my dick. The spark that formed when Ray touched my crotch through my shorts had ignited something between us and was now raging like a wildfire within Ray, the flames dancing through the sparkle in his eyes. There was nothing more I wanted than to be a slut right now. I wanted to be his slut. With it out in the open now, I had to admit it.

    “I want more,” I demanded with force.

    Uncle Ray’s lips curled into a surprise grin. Eyebrows raising, he said, “Boy I don’t think you can handle any more.”

    “Yes, I can,” I shot back defensively. “I’ve… practiced.”

    If Ray’s smile could have twisted any more devilishly, he would have embodied Satan himself.

    “Well, aren’t you a little whore?” Ray growled.

    “I want you to make me your whore,” I growled back. I grabbed his chest taking both pecs in my hands and sank in my nails. “I want my uncle’s huge cock inside of me, and I want him to fuck me.”

    Ray grabbed me by the jaw, his strong fingers pressing into my cheeks. He pushed me up further onto the bed by my chin. I retracted my hands from his chest and gripped his wrist. I wanted to keep the illusion that I would resist, but really, I was already surrendering myself to him entirely.

    Ray leaned down, the prickle of his beard scratching my cheek, his breath warm against my ear.

    “Be careful what you wish for boy,” he warned. “It just might come true.”

    “Do your worst,” I scoffed through clenched teeth.

    Uncle Ray rose, straddling my chest his left had still on my chin his right creeping behind himself, between my thighs, and finding my hole, still slick with his spit.

    The fingers of his left hand passed onto my lips, the middle and ring finger pressing into them.

    “Open up,” he commanded.

    I obliged and Ray slowly inserted the 2 thick fingers into my mouth pressing against my tongue. I closed my lips gently around them and began to gently suck them.

    “Mmm… Good boy,” he purred.

    His right hand pressed against my entire underside, the meat of it pushing my balls up into my throbbing shaft. The corresponding fingers rotated around my hole, gently testing its resistance.

    “You’re lucky I came prepared,” he said, removing his hand from my ass and reaching to the nightstand. “Otherwise, what I’m about to do to you would’ve really hurt.”

    With one hand Ray removed a bottle of lubricant, flicked it open, and carelessly squeezed it between my legs behind him. Which rained slippery fluid on my dick and balls, that quickly rolled down between my cheeks. Ray tossed the bottle somewhere onto the floor and with his hand free, gently but forcefully pressed into me. After the work he just performed with his tongue and the added lubricant, there was little fight, his digits sank deep within me, he curled them slightly, tickling my prostate. I moaned against the fingers in my mouth. His fingers danced through my insides, plunging deeply into the depths of my body only to be retracted and pull at the edges of my hole.

    “You think you’ve prepared yourself,” he said softly. “But you’re still a tight little piece of fresh ass.”

    Ray yanked his fingers from my mouth and got up off me. As I looked up to see what he was doing, he roughly grabbed my arm and leg and flipped me onto my stomach. He roughly spread my legs apart and kneeled over them pinning them in place. Ray then grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. I let out a small involuntary moan.

    Ray’s body shifted and I could feel his immense cock touchdown between my checks. He hadn’t inserted himself yet, but rather pressed his shaft into my ass crack. He pulled back so that the head was nearly at my yearning hole. Then he leaned forward and I felt the mass of his member slide over my quivering body.

    “You feel that?” he asked tugging at my hair. “You think you can take all that?”

    “I want it Uncle Ray,” I confessed. “I want your cock inside me.”

    He abruptly pressed my head down, and said, “I’m gonna go slow. Last time I fucked a virgin, I had to take her to the hospital after. Don’t need to explain anything like that to your Dad now.”

    The warning was a bit daunting, but with my mouth pressed into the bedsheet, I wasn’t really in a place to protest. Ray pulled back again and ever so gently pressed his tip against my eager hole.

    This was it, the moment I had been fantasizing about for the past year. Finally, I was going to get fucked by a real man. Not just any man, but my father’s brother, my own flesh and blood, the man who inspired the past year’s burning feelings of desire within me. 

    Ray leaned into me slowly his tip parting my hole slightly. As he continued to press in, I gained an appreciation for his size and realized what I had really gotten myself into. Once the whole head was within me, I cried out into the mattress.

    “Take a deep breath,” Ray instructed as he grabbed my shoulder. I inhaled, letting my body rise as my lungs filled with air. After holding it a moment, I let it out. As I did so Ray pushed in further. In all of the practicing I had done up to this point, I had never been stretched like this. Flickers of pain shot up within me, but with each twinge I could feel my cock pulse, pressed into the sheets, getting closer as Ray burrowed inside me.

    “How does that feel,” Ray asked arresting his plunge within me.

    “You’re so big,” was all I could think to say.

    “I’m only halfway in boy,” Ray growled. “You think you can take any more of this?”

    “Yes. I want it. I want it all,” I cried.

    Ray continued to plow into me, filling me up and making it feel like my organs were being push up into my chest. The flashes of pain continued, but the feeling of Uncle Ray pressing against my insides outweighed any discomfort. I could feel the outline of the head sink deeper and deeper, penetrating my very essence.

    Just before I was completely split in half, I felt the front of Ray’s thighs brush against my parted cheeks. Finally, I had him entirely inside of me, wearing me like a glove, making me his.

    “Damn, you got a tight little boy pussy on you,” Ray said lowering his body over mine. I felt the bristle of his chest hair against my back and his chin bump the top of my head. “Don’t know how long I’ll last in there.”

    “You feel so good,” I panted.

    “It’s only just begun,” Ray whispered roughly.

    I felt his hips shift and his shaft pull from my body, the change in pressure stimulating my prostate in a whole new way, causing my toes to curl and my fingers clutch the bedsheets. As he slowly pressed back in, I let out a long moan, as I felt my insides shift again.

    “Ya like that boy?” Ray asked. “You like getting fucked?”

    “Yes! Fuck me! Fuck me Uncle Ray,” I begged.

    He chuckled and began thrusting harder and faster. The spreading of my insides making my body scream with pain and pleasure. The pressure of Ray forcing himself within me melting into a pressure building in my throbbing cock.

    As the soreness subsided, I noticed the thwack of Ray’s balls slapping against my own. They felt so large and full. I pictured the fluids inside them being expelled into my widening hole. The mere notion nudging me over the edge.

    “I think… I think I’m gonna cum,” I gasped as Ray pounded my entire body into the bed.

    “Yeah?” Ray asked with a hint of delight. “Cum for me. I want to feel your little hole clench as you bust your nut.”

    He pulled out almost entirely from me and rammed the full length of his massive shaft deeper in me than before. The motion forced the load out of me bursting onto the bed and splattering against my stomach. I could feel myself tighten around Ray with each pulse, gush after gush poured out of me soaking into the sheets. It felt as if Ray was cumming through me, as if I was an extension of his own mighty cock.

    “Aw fuck,” Ray moaned. “Your gonna make me drop my load.”

    He began to pull back but I quickly reached back snatching at his sides.

    “I want you to cum inside of me,” I demanded. “I want you to breed me.”

    “You dirty little slut,” Ray laughed. “You want your uncle to plant his seed inside of you?”

    “Please!” I shouted.

    Ray pressed back into me thrusting with more vigor than before. My hole felt like it was being shredded against his massive meat. Ray’s moans filled the room as he rammed my hole harder, completely scrambling my insides. With a thrust that moved me another few inches up the bed, Ray roared and I could feel his cock pulse with ejaculation. My dick was rapidly hardening again as I felt Ray dump his load inside of me. I imagined the genetic material pouring deep into my hole, the same *** His entire body shook and I felt drops of sweat rain down onto my back.

    Suddenly he began thrusting again, pushing his cum deeper inside of me.

    “Gotta get out every last drop,” he panted as he forced everything, he had left into me. My body felt whole, complete. Before, I thought I wanted Ray’s cum inside of me, but now I realized I needed it.

    Ray collapsed on top of me, with crushing force. I let out a small groan of protest and he propped himself up on his knees and elbows to relieve some pressure, the curves and angles of his body still tightly pressed against me. His cock had pulled out of me slightly, and while offering considerable length still inside of me I nudge my butt up into his lap to pull more of it back into me.

    “Ya like that?” Ray panted.

    I let out a satisfied hum in response, while I continued to push back into Uncle Ray. He had softened a bit after filling me up with his seed, and the feeling of him in me was more manageable.

    “If you keep that up, you’re gonna get another load,” Ray warned.

    I hummed again, louder this time, and pressed my ass up into him, twisting my hips to get as much of his plump member inside of me.

    “Haven’t had a whore as greedy as you in a long time,” Ray sneered.

    He began pressing his hips into me as I pushed against him. I could feel him much more now, feel the skin of his shaft rub against the inside of my hole, feel the ridge of his head shift within me as he pressed his tip against the limits of my insides. Ray’s breathing grew heavier and the thrusts into me increased in strength.

    I reached under myself to collect some of the excess lube that had spilled over me and wedged my slick hand under myself to grab my firm cock. I felt the spot of my cum on the sheet against my knuckle. With the addition of my lubed fingers under my dick I was threatening to spill more.

    Ray was back at full force his thighs ramming into my backside and his balls slapping into me again. I clenched my hole as I felt the tingle of a second climax stir within me. His pounding had gotten more violent than before as he worked to pull that next load out of himself.

    The rhythmic grunts emanating from Ray grew more and more feral. I lifted my head up to warn him that I thought I was about to cum again, but he quickly shoved my head back down and kept his hand on the back of my neck pressing me further into the mattress. With his new leverage I could feel the mass of Ray focus into my hole. The weight of his hips felt like they might crush my pelvis.

    My cock was forced against my fingers with unbearable pressure and I could feel warm cum gush out of me collecting in my grasp. Ray threw an exceptionally strong thrust down into me and roared so loud I thought it might alert the neighboring rooms. His body was frozen in place as I felt his balls pulse against my own. I couldn’t quite feel our familial seed pour into my obliterated hole, but I imagined the two loads completely filling me, washing over me and into me with a warm content feeling. Ray finally relaxed his statuesque form folding over me with exhaustion.

    After a minute of panting and body shuddering Ray slowly pulled himself out of me entirely. With his mass suddenly subtracted from me, I felt practically hollow. He rolled over next to me his weight causing the bed to shift below us.

    “You’re a good little fuck,” Ray whispered from next me.

    I looked up and replied, “That felt amazing.”

    “Seemed like it hurt ya a bit.”

    “Yeah, at first, but it just felt incredible having you inside of me. Especially the second time.”

    “You did really well for a first timer, to make me nut twice. Sorry to kick ya out of the virgin club.”

    “Don’t be sorry, this was everything I could have ever wanted.”

    Ray laughed and grabbed me by my waist, hoisting me up so that I was lying on top of him. The folds and ripples of his muscles pressing into my skin again.

    “Sorry if I was a bit rough with ya,” he said looking slightly sheepish.

    “I actually really liked it, though I am a bit sore…” I admitted.

    Uncle Ray grabbed my rear and gave it a gentle squeeze.

    “If you can take me, you should be able to take anything,” he reasoned.

    “Thanks for uh… yeah…” I trailed off.

    “Hey, it was good for me too. I haven’t had a good fuck like that in a long time.”

    “So, I was… ok?”

    “You were amazing little buddy,” he said taking his other hand and running his fingers through my hair. I stared back at his dark sparkling eyes, seeing them softer than I ever had before. I was glad that he enjoyed me, like I enjoyed him. The stare went on for nearly a minute until I involuntarily let out a small yawn.

    “You must be sleepy after all that,” Ray chuckled.

    “Yeah kinda,” I replied nuzzling my face in his chest hair.

    “Ya wanna sleep in here tonight?” he asked slowly.

    I nodded rubbing the side of my face against his chest.

    “Well, were gonna need to get the uh… ‘Ray juice’ outta ya before we go to bed,” he said shifting his hand so it was cupping my underside.

    “But I like having some of you in me,” I whined.

    “Best to get it out now on purpose, than in the middle of the night accidentally. Especially since you got two of them in there,” he explained. “Don’t worry I got you.”

    Without warning Ray flung me off the bed and onto the floor vaguely in the direction of the bathroom. I managed to barely land on my hands and feet. Once the lapse of vertigo passed, I shot Ray a dirty look. He laughed in response.

    “There’s some ‘Josh Juice’ on the bed though,” I said harshly.

    “Too late to do anything about that,” Ray replied wrapping the blanket laden with my cum over him.

    After getting the ‘juice’ out, I felt at my ravaged hole. It wasn’t as bad as I expected though I was definitely looser than earlier in the night, but I was happy that Ray had done it. Thrilled that he made me his, and that he was my first. I sat for longer than I’d care to admit, just recalling the feeling of him fucking me, as if it hadn’t occurred just minutes ago.

    When I got back to the bed Uncle Ray was poorly faking being asleep. Humoring his illusion, I lifted his arm and crawled up next to him wrapping his enormous body around me. Feeling his warmth radiating off of him and his body shift with his breaths.

    “I love you Uncle Ray,” I whispered looking up at him, inches from his face.

    He smiled and opened one eye, “I love you too little buddy.”

    Once his eye closed again, I craned my neck up and gently kissed him on the lips. His smile grew and he let out a contented breath through his nose. And with that, I succumbed to sleep wrapped in his arms.

    When I awoke the next morning, I was still in Uncle Ray’s grasp. There was no way I could free myself without waking him, so I just laid my head back on his massive bicep. It felt safe and comfortable being in his clutches, even if he was unconscious. As I shifted my legs, I felt his cock brush against me. He either had the start of morning wood, or was just perpetually that huge. I turned and started grinding my hips into him, scooting down so that his meat was between my ass cheeks. Once the two were vaguely coupled I began pressing into him, my own boner sprouting out in front of me.

    I recalled the previous night and tried to recreate the action as best I could. My mind was flooded with different ways Ray could fuck me. On our sides like this, me riding him, me bent over a table, the possibilities were endless.

    Ray was starting to stiffen against me, his deep breaths curled into purrs within his closed mouth. I was wondering if I could manage to get him inside me again when I heard, “Already at it again?”

    I froze and let out a small nervous laugh.

    “You really are a greedy little slut,” Ray said rolling over on top of me. I could tell he intentionally let his entire weight fall onto me again.

    “You’re… crushing… me…” I stuttered. He chuckled and rose off me into a hunched position.

    “I’m surprised you even want it again after how I punished your hole last night,” Uncle Ray said with a sneer.

    “I needed to be punished,” I said biting my lip.

    Ray glanced at the clock, and said, “Well, check out time is in just over an hour, and I need a shower. I don’t think we have time for another beating.”

    I gave an overexaggerated frown as Ray lifted himself off of me and stepped toward the bathroom.

    “We could share the shower, ya know,” Ray suggested, pausing in the bathroom door. “Save some water.”

    I eagerly rolled off the bed and followed Ray into the bathroom. Seeing both of us stark naked in the bathroom mirror made me realize how small I looked next to him. At this angle and in this light, his semi-hard dick looked way bigger than anything I could have ever hoped to put inside myself.

    Ray grabbed me by the shoulder and pushed me into the warm rain of the showerhead. Luckily the shower was large and could hold the both of us comfortably.

    “Let’s get you nice and clean,” Ray said squirting liquid soap into his hand.

    He slapped one lathered hand on my shoulder and the other on my waist, he turned me to face the shower wall and bent me over slightly at the middle. I braced myself against the tile wall with both hands as he began running his strong hands over my thin body.

    The force he used as he ran his hands over me felt amazing. His fingers eagerly feeling every part of me. The amount of focus he spent on my ass didn’t go unnoticed. His hand lingered on my underside cupping both cheeks and tickling my taint with his fingertips.

    After he finished with my back, he spun me around to face him. He had a sweet caring look stitched on his face with a thread of desire. He looked over my body as his hands rubbed over my shoulders, across my chest, and down my stomach.

    “You got a tight little body, ya know that,” he said before cupping his hands around my erect shaft. His grip forced a small moan out of me.

    He began stroking me and clutching at my balls with his slick soapy hands. It was a bit surprising how different it felt to be touched by hands so much larger than my own. He had me literally in his grasp, my entire being entwined in his fingers. He could do whatever he wanted to me. I was his and would submit to anything he desired.

    He pulled his hands away earlier than I would have hoped, then detached the hand-held showerhead and rinsed the soap off of me. Before spraying me directly in the face.

    “You’re such an ass,” I sputtered holding my hands up in front of me.

    “Not just an ass,” he corrected placing the showerhead back in the wall holster. “But its definitely a big part of me.”

    Once I wiped the water from my eyes, I saw that he had replicated the position he had forced me into a moment ago. Though his knees were bent more so that I could reach over his entire body. He was right, that his ass was a big part of him, before me the two round meaty lumps sat staring back, parted slightly to reveal the trail of dark hair that ran between them. It was strangely exciting to see him exposing himself to me like this. With all the power within him, it gave me a flicker of joy that he would reveal this side of himself to me this way, even if I was just going to wash him.

    I deposited a hefty amount of soap into my hand and began running them over Ray’s back and sides, feeling each individual muscle as I did so. He was like a work of art crafted by an all-knowing force, each muscle folding into the other in a perfect depiction of what the human form should be. So solid and massive he felt like a weapon. I too lingered on his bottom. Feeling its plump softness that contradicted the firmness that was the rest of him. I ran my fingers between his cheeks feeling the tuft of hair against my fingertips. I hesitated a moment and then took a pass again, reaching a bit deeper and feeling the pucker of his hole. The feeling caused a noticeable reaction in my own genitals.

    “Don’t get any wise ideas…” Ray cautioned.

    “I’m not going to do anything,” I huffed. “I’m just… making sure you get clean.”

    “Mhm…” He replied in an unconvinced tone.

    I ran my hands down his thighs and over his cheeks but kept returning to his hole, just to graze it again, to feel it and let it trigger the memories of what he had done to me. Ray let out a short harsh breath.

    “You’re dangerous ya know,” he said in a low voice.

    “What does that mean?” I said conspiratorially.

    “Maybe you should start on the front,” he said turning around with a smirk. “You’ve gotten my back very… clean.”

    I could have guessed what he meant, but the rock-hard erection he was now pointing at me took any guess work out of finding a hidden meaning.

    I got more soap and began rubbing down his chest, though it was hard to appreciate his muscles with his massive cock staring at me. I soon let my hands trail down past his waist down to the base of his shaft. I gently guided my hands up its length savoring the bulging veins and soft pulse within it. I let my fingers dance over every inch of it, feeling ever part I could, slowly dropping the pleasantries, and letting my movements devolve into a soapy handjob.

    Ray moaned and leaned his head back. I stroked vigorously letting my hands glide over him through a gossamer layer of soap. I could feel the pleasure roiling within him. See his reactions to my touch flash across his body. His moans growing louder and louder.

    Suddenly he grabbed me under my arms and hoisted me up so that my face was only inches from his. The grin on his face betraying his rough actions.

    “You really do know how to wind me up,” he said through his clenched smile.

    I nodded with a dumb grin of my own.

    Ray sighed and cast his gaze down to nowhere in particular.

    “Do you really want it again?” he asked softly.

    “Do you?” I replied with an evil smirk.

    He didn’t get a verbal reply. Instead, Ray turned me around still holding me up off the shower floor, wrapped his left arm around my chest under both of my armpits and used his right to press his massive erection up against me. We were both still slick with soap and I could tell it wouldn’t take much work for him to penetrate me again.

    Ray guided his tip back past my balls and over my taint until it caught on my hole. I shifted my hips letting the head poke deeper into me. Slowly Uncle Ray lowered me onto his cock. I cried out as I felt it sink deeper and deeper within me, spreading me apart just like the night before.

    A few twinges of pain returned as I felt him press against my insides, but the feeling was quickly erased when Ray grabbed my dick with his soapy hand and began tugging on it.

    Using just one of his incredible strong-arms, Ray forced me up and down by my armpits. Guiding my stretched hole over the length of his shaft. The other hand moved in time with the motion so that it felt as if the same force was fucking me from both ends. I could hear Ray grunting just behind my ear. He accentuated each time he lowered me down onto him with an abrupt thrust of his hips.

    There was nothing I could do with my body. My feet were inches off the floor and my arms could hardly reach anything around me. He was entirely in control of the sensations firing inside of me. I thought before he had forced me to give myself over to him, but now there was nothing I could do except submit to him entirely. I was his.

    With the added stimulation of Ray pulling at my cock, I was approaching climax much faster than the previous night. I tried to suppress it, clenching my teeth and gripping at Ray’s arm. I didn’t want it to be over so soon. I held the moans in my throat twisting them into a pathetic whine.

    “Don’t fight it boy,” Ray whispered between thrusts. “You know you want to cum.”

    Under his command I released the breath I didn’t realize I was holding which became a moan that sounded more like a scream. With that pressure released from my gut and the force of Ray’s huge dick slamming inside of me, a jet of cum shit out of me and onto the wall of the shower. Ray didn’t stop his motion, continuing to tug at my front and penetrating deeper and deeper into my back. The ejaculate wouldn’t stop, it was like being held of the ground removed any limiting force that an orgasm normally would have. Load after load was violently ejected from me each time Ray’s cock pressed into me. I didn’t think it was ever going to stop and I started seeing stars dancing in my eyes.

    Ray removed his hand from my spent dick and let me pitch forward slightly, now with both hands around my waist he unleashed another violent assault on my hole. I was almost certain my organs had been rearranged inside of me. His huge shaft felt like it was a part of me, an extension of my own body pistoning with a natural force that felt as familiar as walking. The action intensified and I felt my body meld more and more with Ray’s.

    With one final upwards swoop Ray let out a roar and I could feel the pulse of his member as he unloaded inside me again, filling me up with his essence. He leaned back still grunting with each release. I leaned back with him resting the back of my head against his shoulder and wrapping my arm up to grab the back of his neck.

    Ray’s body heaved with his breaths and I thought he might drop me, but he slowly lowered me to the ground and continued his own descent as he withdrew from me. The second he popped out I felt his hot cum ooze out of my hole down my legs, only to be washed away by the water cascading over my body.

    I turned around to see Ray was still kneeling, his body still rising and falling, his hand bracing himself against the wall.

    “Are you ok?” I asked crouching down to him.

    “You can really take a dick,” he panted still looking at the floor.

    I knelt down in front of him, trying to get his downturned face as level with mine as I could. When he sensed my proximity, he opened his eyes and tilted up. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. We held the moment for a while, warm water flowing over my skin, and warm feelings flooding beneath.

    “We should get ready and start packing,” Ray said after breaking our lips’ embrace.

    “Yeah,” I sighed with knowing disappointment.

    As we dried off Uncle Ray turned to me with a concerned look.

    “You should uh… still try to uh… have other relationships, ya know?” he stammered. “Going off to college and all.”

    “I know,” I replied with a hint of disappointment.

    “I don’t mean to make you feel too… cast out, but we’ll have to keep this just between us,” Ray explained.

    “Yes, I know,” I admitted. “I never expected this to be a thing.”

    “I do love you though,” he said warmly. “Just won’t be able to always show it like this.”

    “I don’t expect you to fuck me under the dinner table at Christmas or anything,” I laughed.

    Ray returned the laugh. As it tapered off, he pulled me close to him.

    “Maybe not then,” he whispered, “But there’s always next year’s family trip.”