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  • Sexy on Wheels

    I cruised through life relatively easily. I’m Italian, people would say good looking and I worked out and had a good body. I was close to my family, had a lot of friends and even more boyfriends and hookups. I was and still am a very sexual guy. I don’t mind saying I’m a pleaser in every way. Pleasing a man with my mouth or ass is the biggest turn on for me. The better I make them feel, the more turned on and aggressive they get, the more they use me. This is just how I like it. Most people would look at me then and think, lucky guy. I did. I was. Until I wasn’t.

    I’m in a wheelchair today due to a neurological illness. What that is exactly isn’t important. What is important is my journey to love and accept myself enough to still have a sexually satisfying life. Guess what? There are guys that want to play with guys in wheelchairs. Actually, for some it’s almost a fetish, the ultimate control over another person that has no ability to physically stop a situation once it’s started. Kind of a dream for a submissive bottom like me but not exactly what I find ideal. I want others to desire me, like they always did. I found, after lots of doubt, fear and insecurity, it’s possible.

    I hid it well for a few years. My body maintained, I limped a bit and had less energy but my attitude and my good genes carried me through. After a bad fall about four years ago, I knew I had to sit down. As soon as my ass hit the chair, my world changed and I had a hard time. 

    A few months after being wheel-bound, I went to my condo in Montréal with my husband. Yes, I have one but I still needed to feel desired by others and him. Plus, we were fooling around together with others for a while. For the first time, insecurities started to rise and I didn’t know how long he would stay. It’s sad but people leave. They can’t handle it and they don’t have to. I’ve been lucky and blessed here but I would do the exact same thing for him. When I waited outside for John to finish getting ready and lock up, a cute twenty something kept walking by and staring at me. Of course I thought I was the freak show. Finally I said “okay, move along. Show’s over, haven’t you ever seen anyone in a wheelchair before”. He turned back and said “nobody as cute as you”. I was stunned and didn’t really believe him. When John came out, the man half our age said “sorry, I was admiring your boyfriend. I thought he was alone”. I laughed but John was quick and knew what I needed. He said “ well why don’t you come in and get a great blowjob before you fuck him”. I’d be happy to watch. The kid ran inside. I say kid because he was half my age, maybe 20-25 and hot. He was French Canadian, tall thin and muscular. Dark hair with piercing blue eyes and jeans worn out at his big bulge and full ass.

    I went in and he was pulling his pants off. His cock was a good 8 inches and fat. John pulled his pants down too and sat on the couch. The kid, Dave, I later found, stood on the coffee table like a pro and told me to suck his cock. He was drooling sticky precum and I teased him by squeezing it out and making strings of it from my lips to his cock. Finally he grabbed my head and shoved his cock down my throat. He face fucked me hard as I gagged and submitted to his desires. He let up and let me suck and stroke him until he said he was a big cummer. “Where do you want it”? I immediately went down on him  to his balls as I felt pulse after pulse of his creamy cum flood my throat. So much so that I could barely keep up but I took the challenge and ate every bit of his load. When he pulled out, he jumped off the table. I looked at John, his belly and chest full of cum. He stood up and came to me as I licked and swallowed his cum too. That turned Dave on who was saying “oh fuck, oh fuck” as I licked Johns cum. Dave was rock hard again. Dave said “I want to fuck you”, he turned to John and said “can I fuck your boyfriend? He hasn’t cum yet and I want to be in his ass. Maybe we can take turns”? John was like “hell yea” and I was in wonder. What the fuck was happening?

    In the bedroom John tried to help me undress but Dave said, “can I please”? I transferred into bed where Dave roughly removed my shirt, shoes, socks, pants then underwear. He quickly undressed himself and flipped me around to find a comfortable position. He put me on all fours but realized that would be hard for me. So he put me on my side. He grabbed some hand cream from my bed stand and put it on his hard cock. He got behind me and sucked my neck and kissed me. I asked him not to leave any marks and he said, “stop me” and sucked my neck hard. John sat on the bed and I licked his balls and cock as Dave got what he wanted. No condom. I asked if he was good? He said yes. I knew that meant nothing but I wasn’t looking at a long life and wanted to take it raw, dangerous and wet. I let him, without any real choice, he slid in and pounded my ass.

    He was good. He fucked hard and with a purpose. I loved it. Polite too, As he pulled out he asked John if he wanted a go, “but don’t wear him out, I want to bread him”. He sat in John’s spot as John entered my ass hard and forcefully like a competition. He fucked me hard as Dave watched and told me to suck his dick and get all that cream off. He wanted to fuck me dry. Impossible now because my natural juices were flowing from use and desire but I gladly ate my ass juice and hand cream off his beautiful dick. As John heated up, Dave asked if he could stop, “I want to cum in him first”. They switched again. This time Dave put cream on my dick and balls and jerked me off as he penetrated my hole. I was moaning and John started working my nipples. Suddenly Dave became a jackhammer. Pounding me harder than I’ve ever been. As I started to cum he yelled out “fuckkkkkkkkkk” as he dumped his huge load inside me.  John was so turned on he literally pulled Dave out of my ass, still dripping and pushed in and road me for just seconds before blasting in my ass to cum and sloshing noises emitting from my hole. We left a wet spot larger than a foot round. All of our juices poured out of me. John said he never saw my hole so full of cum. He rubbed his cock all over it for a good while.

    Dave came around and laid in front of me and kissed me for a long time.  He told me how hot I was. I couldn’t believe him until several trips to Montréal latter.

    In a way, Dave saved me. After losing so much, he brought sexy back to my life. That feeling you get when a stranger lusts or desires you. I see it now in people, maybe not as many as before but people still find me attractive. Unfortunately, just as many don’t. I’ve learned not to care either way as I didn’t before I was wheel bound. Things change but not really too much if we allow ourselves to be flexible. I’ll write more about Dave and his attraction to wheelers and others in the future.

  • Public sex

    I’m hypnotized cocksucking cumloving faggot boy that looks sexy in panties leggings short shorts love public sex car woods park restrooms truck stops parking lots anywhere people can catch me naked on my knees.

    I love older guys because I know they want a pretty boy like me.

    Rest stops are fun cuz all old guys cum out at night looking to get sucked.

    I love to walk around the parking lot teasing them dressed slutty panties short shorts my cute ass cheeks showing knee high leggings. I’m not sure who is more excited them or me.

    Me .. because I know I can have anyone I choose . Them .. because the idea of having a pretty young man like me is beyond their wildest dreams.

    Walking around swaying my body giggling licking my lips touching myself letting everyone know what I am… a cock slut a faggot a sissy.

    My wildest experience was when one older fat guy guy got out of his car completely naked walked up to me kissed me hard swapping tongues I heard him tell me to take my shorts n shirt off. 

    Standing there in just panties n leggings with a naked man knowing everyone could see us was such a rush for me.

    “ Grab my cock bitch and follow me “ Hypnotized I reached for it.

    He led me around the parking lot to make sure everyone that wanted to watch could. It was way past midnight and all the straight people were napping in their cars.

    He would stop by every car showing me off pinching my nipples hard as I held on to his cock. I would moan loudly lust in my eyes I would look in their cars see their cocks and lick my lips.

    One by one they would get out of their cars and follow closely behind me grabbing my ass. I would squeal like a faggot girl making sure I never let go of the cock I was holding.

    We got towards the back of the lot by the grass n picnic tables. 

    “ On your Knees you little slut make love,worship my cock let everyone know what a slut you are “ 

    I licked kissed sucked making love to his cock moaning begging loudly. “ Fuck my mouth fuck it like a pussy like a cunt ooh god yes I kept saying “ 

    I felt hot cum squirting on my face I looked over seen 7 naked guys jacking off on me as I was sucking on the old fat guy, someone ripped my panties off when I was on my knees.

    The old guy started to cum in my mouth I swallowed every drop,stood up and felt everyone touching my body rubbing their cocks on me. Someone was sucking on my ass my cock my nipples my neck my lips.

    “ Ooooh god oh my fucking god oooh yes take me please use me fuck me cover me in cum ooooh god yes “ I was pleading begging screaming. 

    Eight guys took turns using me fucking my ass my mouth I was a bitch in heat enjoying every minute of it. One by one so much cum so many cocks.

    I was covered in cum wearing only my leggings no panties just naked cum was dripping out of my ass. I was alone every one else was gone.

    Cum drenched walking back to my car I kept looking for new guys to use me…. I wasn’t disappointed.. 

  • Roman Pleasures

    It was wondering about when and why attitudes had changed—and the quest for a solution—that had brought me to the land of the Roman emperors. There was a time when relations between older and younger men—far younger than I was interested in—were considered the norm. In Greek and Roman times. Now, in today’s world, it appeared that it wasn’t men having relationships with men that was condemned as much as the age span involved. The homophobia came centuries later. I had had eighteen-year-old male lovers both in New York and London—I was thirty-nine, knocking on middle age—and I was derived for taking lovers less than half my age to the point that I was seeking somewhere else to live again. I was a professional writer; I could live most anywhere and continue my work. Perhaps in Italy, the land of the Roman emperors . . .

    I had been at the doors of the Naples National Archeological Museum when they opened that Saturday morning just to be able to go stand in front of the sculpture they have there of Antinous, the young lover of the Roman emperor Hadrian, for some minutes—to see a youth loved by an Emperor so much that he made him a god. Just the thought of being in the area where the youth who was anointed by many as the god of homosexuality and the love of a man for a youth met his emperor lover aroused me to a state of ultrasensuality.

    The way Antinous had been rendered in sculpture helped me see why Hadrian worshipped him. Hadrian himself had been loved and bedded by the Emperor Trajan when he was a youth. There was a time in the Greek and Roman world when this was considered normal and was not remarked—certainly was not condemned and persecuted. In truth, the emperor Claudius had been mocked in his time for not having a young male lover. Males of the upper classes were mentored and bedded by older, important men before they became men themselves. Although Antinous, as depicted, was a handsome young man, there were no answers in his marble visage for my quandary. What was wrong in an older man loving and making love to him?

    From the museum I had taken a boat out to the Isle of Capri in the Bay of Naples and gone to the villa of the emperor Tiberius, the Villa Jovis, and sat in the ruins and considered his more lurid relationships with youths. He had taken it to extremes, but he had made it the fashion—or at least tolerated—in his time. I wasn’t interested in the extremes Tiberius went to. I just wanted to make love to a small, supple, narrow-hipped, willing eighteen-year-old youth. I wanted to hold him close in my embrace, smaller and more delicate than I was, and watch the expression on his face as a big-cocked older man entered him and the two became one. I wanted him when he still had some innocence and a yielding, young body.

    I don’t know why I had come to Italy and gone on a pilgrimage of men who had loved youths and not been persecuted for doing so. But I did. I had to go somewhere; I couldn’t live in the States or England anymore. I was too well known there and too old. Pursuing men half my age invited derision and detraction from what I wrote. Returning to Naples from Capri, rather than spending the night there as I planned, I got in my rental car and drove further south, down the Tyrrhenian Sea coast of Italy on the E45, down to Salerno and then on a road hugging the coast closer until I got hungry. It was early afternoon and it was getting hot in the unconditioned air of the rental car interior. I turned off the highway onto a secondary road and drove to the coast, looking for a restaurant.

    I arrived in a small, old harbor town, stepping down steep hillsides on three sides into a beautiful little harbor cove, with idle fishing boats bobbing lazily on the northern side tied up to narrow wooden piers and a sandy beach running around the southern curve of the cove. It was a Saturday, and the commercial activity in the village was scarce and languid. I’m sure that in centuries past the fishermen went out every day to catch their fish, but those days were gone. The Mediterranean had become so overfished that commercial fishing no longer was permitted on the weekends. Now the fishermen took naps on Saturday and Sunday, and more power to them. At that point of the day I would welcome a nap as well. It would be nice to have someone to nap with, of course.

    All of the houses were either ocher painted or white washed, with red tile roofs. Very picturesque. I had seen no sign telling me what the name of the town was, and the buildings tumbling down the hillside to the water were set so close together, separated by cobblestone paths, that I had to park the car at the top of the hill and walk down. Surely there would be restaurants down in the harbor, I thought.

    There were a couple of restaurants there and I picked one with an outside terrace facing the water from where I could watch the activity among the fishing boats, as bare-chested men cleaned them, as well as a group of young men and youths playing a game of soccer on the beach on the southern side of the cove. I was close enough to see the forms and faces of the beautiful older teenage youths and young men and share their joy at the play. They played in just shorts and sneakers, their sleek, beautiful bodies moving like a troupe of synchronized dancers. One older teenager, in particular, a beautiful, sultry, dark-haired youth of perfect form, looked up at me occasionally and smiled shyly. My body betrayed its interest in him.

    I took a long time at my lunch, not wishing to move on as long as there were so many beautiful youths moving so gracefully on the sand. I looked at my watch and saw that it was nearly four in the afternoon. I had no idea where I was driving from here. The Isle of Capri had been my last programmed stop before driving on down the peninsula and switching to the other coast, to Brindisi, where I had read there were other villas where Roman emperors had kept, trained, and played with their young male lovers.

    I decided that this was as good a place to stop for the night as any other. I had passed a small hotel on the upper slopes of the town on my way down the narrow and steep cobblestone pathway to the harbor from where I’d parked the car. I stopped at the hotel on the way back up to the car park. Yes, they had a nice room, with a balcony, overlooking the harbor, the black-clad wizened old woman at the reception desk said. It had its own bath too, she added, which, considering the pride with which she said it, made me think that private bathrooms in hotels along the coast in villages tucked away like this weren’t necessarily the norm. I felt lucky I’d found such a room available for the night.

    After viewing the room, clucking to the old lady about how nice it was, and paying for the night, I climbed back up to the rental car, made sure it was parked where it wouldn’t inconvenience anyone, and retrieved my small suitcase. I had left Rome that morning before dawn for the drive down the coast, and the heavy, but delicious, fish meal had made me drowsy, so I stripped naked; laid down on the bed, with the French window to the balcony open to what little breeze there was coming up from the sea; languidly masturbated to the fantasy of dancing among the young soccer players on the beach with all of them gathering around me to watch me cover the one I was interested in. In my daydream I was rising and falling on him, watching the dreamy, yielding expression on his face at the taking, until I achieved a release both in the dream and in the hotel bed. Then I slept the contented sleep of the dead until after dark.

    It was after nine when I left the hotel and went back down to the harbor, to the same restaurant, for dinner. Candles were set out on the terrace dining area and similar lights sparkled throughout the harbor village and cascaded down to reflect in the water of the cove. It was all very lovely.

    I was surprised to find that the waiter was the beautiful young man I had seen playing soccer on the beach in the afternoon—the one I had smiled at and who had smiled back at me, frequently looking up to the terrace at me and, at least in my imagination, had been batting his long, dark eyelashes at me—the one I had fucked in my dreams while napping that afternoon. Perhaps he wasn’t batting his eyelashes then, but he did now as he waited on my table. Nineteen-year-olds, which I gauged the waiter to be, were my fetish and my downfall. As I watched him move about the restaurant terrace, I hardened up again and fantasized laying him on top of one of the unoccupied restaurant tables.

    A young man, possibly twenty or twenty-one, was sitting on a stool in the corner of the terrace, playing a guitar and softly singing what must be Italian love songs or lullabies. He too was smiling at me and batting his eyelashes. He too was a beautiful, sultry, dark-haired young man. I wondered if all of the men of this remote—almost hidden, at least for me—village were this beautiful. I saw no reason not to accept that they were. I felt the stirring inside me—the need.

    The young waiter’s name was Paulo, and he took every opportunity to speak with me, using his limited English, trying to improve his knowledge of the language, which was sufficient for the purpose. I encouraged any contact with him. We exchanged what little background information we could, given Paulo’s limited English. I did manage to ascertain, as I had gauged and hoped, that Paulo was nineteen—just. I saw him go to the guitarist and overheard the word “American.” It was clear that being an American was earning me some cachet with these young men. It wasn’t long before the guitarist took a break. Rather than going into the interior of the restaurant, he came over to my table.

    “Excuse me. You are alone, I think. Paulo tells me you are an American. You were here this afternoon, watching us play football on the sands. Do you mind if I sit and speak to you about America for a few minutes before I go back to the guitar?”

    Now I remembered him, tanned and extremely fit, moving around shirtless, as did the others. Another perfectly formed young man, but with the torso of a man—achingly beautiful, of course, but more fully developed than aroused me the most.

    “Certainly, sit,” I said. “I am enjoying your playing. And this is a lovely setting, with beautiful people everywhere.”

    “You think we are beautiful here in this small village? More beautiful than people living beyond here? America is the land of beautiful people, isn’t it? There are times when I wonder if there is anywhere beyond here. We are so isolated. But you really think we are beautiful? You think I am beautiful? Do you think I would be thought to be beautiful in America—desirable? Do you mind if I smoke?”

    “No, not at all,” I said, and then laughed. “I meant I don’t mind if you smoke. You are a beautiful young man, yes. You would be thought to be very handsome in America too. Most Americans don’t keep as fit as you are, I’m afraid. America has become the land of self-indulgence and excess, I’m sorry to admit, which leads most Americans to be noticeably overweight. Few are as fit as those I saw playing ball on the beach today.”

    “But you have,” he said, “kept fit.” He gave me a knowing smile and reached over and touched one of my nipples through the material of my shirt. My nipples were puffed out and clearly showed through the material. I had to get used to the Italians’ use of their hands, I thought, acting with more easy familiarity than most Americans do. His touch may mean nothing. But, again, it might mean something.

    “You mean for my age, I think,” I couldn’t help saying. I was possessed with the idea of getting older.

    “I mean for any age,” he said. “I find men your age—what thirty-five?—very interesting. They usually are very experienced, especially if they are as handsome and fit as you are.”

    I’m embarrassed that I didn’t correct him on my age. What he was offering, though, was becoming clear and I chose to pursue it. “You mentioned wanting to be desirable. Desirable to . . . ?”

    “To men. To older, but fit men . . . like you,” he responded. It was quite clear now.

    He took a pack of cigarettes out of a fold he’d made on the sleeve of his short-sleeved T-shirt. I looked at him more closely in the flare of his lighter. He was, in fact, extremely handsome. And his body was perfectly formed, a lightly muscular chest, with firm biceps, the torso tapering down to a thin waist and narrow hips. My mind went back to this afternoon when I’d watch him play soccer on the beach, and I couldn’t conjure up any imperfection in the young man—other than age and progressing development. The face was classical Italian beauty.

    “You are very fit indeed,” I said. “Do you go out with the fishing boats?”

    “On the days we’re allowed to go out, yes,” he said. “There are fewer and fewer fish in the sea, so we aren’t allowed to go out every day. In the evening, I play the guitar and sing here. And in the night, I have other things I can do to make money.” He gave me a sideways sly look. More signaling, I wondered.

    “I enjoy your music,” I said. I’m sure I would enjoy what could come after that too, but I didn’t speak of it then. I didn’t really have to. He obviously was working his way in that direction, and he was moving there rather quickly. It occurred to me that he probably worked here in the evening to hook up with men who would pay him for his body. If he’d been a bit younger, I would have taken the lead. He was beautiful enough, though, for me not to cut this off. He wasn’t too old that I wouldn’t pay to use his body.

    “My name is Umberto,” he said, catching that I was closely scrutinizing his body. “I go with men—with handsome men, like you. I see how you look at me. I see how you look at Paulo. You have a beautiful laugh. I think you are a beautiful man. You are here alone, and you look lonely and like you would like to ask me something—or ask Paulo something. You go with men too—and youths—do you not? Do you want to fuck me? I can go either way—top or bottom—whatever you like?”

    “Excuse me?” I said, not hiding the shock—as much the shock of him reading my mind as in how blatantly he’d rushed to the point. “How could you suppose—?”

    He had a hand on my thigh. It moved to my crotch. This wasn’t just casual Italian familiarity.

    “Because your body does not lie. Your eyes do not lie. I saw you this afternoon when we were playing football on the beach. You wanted Paulo. You wanted him sexually. I was a little jealous that it was Paulo you were wanting and not me. I can see it and feel it here. You have been hard since Paulo was serving you your dinner. Can you be hard for me too? I am lonely tonight too. I would not cost you much. I know you are booked at the hotel near the top of the village. I think you have stopped here for the night because you want to bed Paulo or another youth. I would like to go with you. I know how to go upstairs in the hotel without going past the reception desk. That doesn’t matter anyway; the old woman at the desk understands the world and the needs of men like us. I go with men. I lie under men. I will fuck you if that is what you prefer, but I think it is that you ache to fuck a youth like me. You could fuck me tonight and Paulo tomorrow. I’m sure he would go with you. Or you could fuck us both tonight, if you wish. Or we could both fuck you. Have you had two nice cocks inside you at one time before?”

    Oh, good lord, I thought. I swelled under his fondling of my crotch. He reached over with his free hand to touch my nipple through the material of my shirt again, and this time he didn’t take it away. This time he took the nub between his thumb and a finger and played with it, making me moan.

    “Or am I being too forward for you?” he asked. “Are men looking for men to fuck not as open and honest about their desires in America as we are here in Italy?”

    “No, you are not being too forward,” I said, turning a smile on for him. “I find you quite refreshing.”

    “We are in the shadows here,” he said, “and no one here cares much anyway. I will feel you and you can feel me and, if all is good, I will come to your room with you and I will give you head and then you can fuck me—very reasonable price for an American, I think.”

    He leaned in for a kiss, and I didn’t resist. He tasted like the wine I had been drinking. As we kissed, he felt me up under the surface of the table—and I felt him up as well.

    * * * *

    I fucked him on the bed in my hotel room—or rather, he fucked himself on my shaft initially. We were both naked. His body was beautiful, and mine must have been at least adequate, as he went hard quickly as I was fondling the nakedness of him, and he went down on his knees, taking my shaft into his mouth. This was no virgin to men. He had a soft mouth and he knew how to use it on a cock.

    I lay on the bed, feet dangling off the end, as he knelt on the floor and gave me head. As he sucked, he ran his hands over my body. I had already done so with him, savoring the beauty and suppleness of him. He was better developed than I really preferred, but he was a gorgeous young man. Perhaps just not quite young enough for me to fully enjoy taking charge of and controlling—doing what I wanted to do with an eighteen- or nineteen-year-old.

    After he had taken me to full erection with his mouth, he rose and came up into my lap, holding the root of my cock erect while positioning it at his hole, rubbing it on his rim to help him dilate sufficiently—I am a well-endowed man—and then sliding down on the cock while kneeling on my lap, with his bent knees on either side of my hips, holding onto my biceps with his hands and, when fully saddled, rising and falling on the cock. Fucking himself on my shaft. He knew how to do this.

    He looked down into my eyes with an expression of fully enjoying the fuck. I was paying him, but he was completely engaged, as if we were dedicated lovers. I tried to meet his gaze with the same—exhibiting that I was fully enjoying it, not just enjoying it enough to maintain an erection.

    The friction of the fuck aroused me enough to become more animated. I took his narrow waist between my hands and helped raise and lower him. I moved him from side to side too and in a circular motion, making sure that every surface of his passage was receiving attention. He got into the fuck, pushing my back onto the surface of the bed, pressing his palms into the hollows of my shoulders, and gyrating on my shaft—rising high and slamming down, picking up the pace of the pumping, stopping periodically to rock forward and back. He was panting and gasping, moaning and groaning, riding me hard. With a little cry, he released his seed on my belly and, tensing and jerking, tensing and jerking, I gave him two loads of my cum deep in his passage. It hadn’t all drained, though. My body was holding back a bit—not much, but enough that I, at least, noticed.

    Umberto collapsed on me, moaning and purring. He found my lips with his and we kissed. It wasn’t a lingering kiss, though.

    When he lifted his face from the kiss, he captured my eyes with his and gave me a searching look.

    “That was very nice,” I said.

    “Yes, but?” he countered.

    “No but. I enjoyed that immensely.”

    “I think you enjoyed it, but not immensely,” he said, rolling away from me, leaning down to where he’d dropped his clothes, coming up with his pack of cigarettes and a lighter, lighting up, and going over to the French window out onto the balcony. It was open to let in the summer breeze, and he leaned into the frame of the doorway and puffed on his cigarette. His body was magnificent. He was a young god, completely comfortable in his nakedness and as well sculpted as any of the statues of young men and youths I’d seen that morning in the Naples museum . . . and yet.

    “I know my men. I think it is Paulo you want to fuck,” he said after a few minutes of silence. “I think I am too old for your tastes. I think that you are sorry that Paulo was gone from the restaurant when we left.”

    “Umberto,” I said, “you’re a gorgeous young man.” I didn’t say I wasn’t sorry that Paulo hadn’t been on offer tonight as well—because I was.

    “It is all right. I understand. It was a good fuck. It was very good for me. You have given me more than enough for the fuck. You are very generous. And you are a handsome man—very fit for your age. Big-cocked. I like that. I like that a lot. The men in the village age quickly and they sit in the square and drink so much that they quickly go to fat. You have a great body and you give good fuck. I enjoyed it. You enjoyed it. Just not ‘immensely.’ I think it is Paulo you want to fuck. You want to fuck a youth. Paulo is nineteen. You want to fuck nineteen, not twenty-one. It is OK. You have a very nice cock. I—”

    “Umberto. Umberto.”

    “What?”

    “Shut up, Umberto, and come back here.” He tossed his cigarette over the balcony railing and came back to the bed. I grabbed his wrists, turned him, and slammed his back down on the bed. His eyes were flashing at me. I moved my knees between his thighs and leaned over, his wrists still in my grasp, and took his lips with mine, forcing them open, moving my tongue inside. As I brutally kissed him, I moved my knees under his buttocks, positioned my cock, and cruelly thrust up into his passage, still open and stretched to my needs from the first fuck. He was game for a second fuck. He was as tall and nearly as muscular as I was. He could have fought me for control, but he didn’t.

    He raised his pelvis to me, planting his feet flat on the mattress to gain leverage, and began to rock against me. We bounced up and down on the bed. The headboard grated against the wall as I pumped him hard and deep. I prayed that the sound didn’t descend two flights to the reception lobby. I fucked the hell of out him and flooded him with my cum again.

    He lay there gasping and panting—and smiling and looking at me with awe—as I rolled off him, pulled a cigarette out of his pack, went over to the French window, and took up the pose that he had left.

    I’d done what I needed to do. I hadn’t said he was wrong about me really wanting Paulo, because he hadn’t been wrong. But I knew how to fuck a man—and fucking a twenty-one-year-old was closer to my ideal and preference than doing an older man. So, I performed.

    “That was more than nice,” he murmured when he could get his breath. “You fucked me good—immense—you have a big cock. Immense. You fucked me good.”

    “And you have enough experience with men to compare?” I shot back. He’d said it. I hadn’t been convinced that he was a frequently practicing male whore, but after his performance I needed to assess that. He’d named a price, but it had been so small, I didn’t think he was a pro. I hadn’t taken that this was a small Italian village, not New York or even Rome, though.

    “Enough,” he said, with a smile, standing his ground.

    I smiled back and puffed on his cigarette. “Yes, I fucked you good, Umberto,” I said. But I had been thinking of Paulo when I was fucking Umberto.

    He took his money and left smiling.

    * * * *

    The next morning, Sunday, I paid for another night in the hotel and roamed the village during the hours before noon, listening to the bells on the village church ringing endlessly. I saw several houses with “for rent” or “for sale” signs and a few buildings that looked deserted. But the village wasn’t run down. The younger people probably were leaving for the city, but they’d been doing that everywhere in the world for decades. Those who had stayed here were taking pride in their village. They were keeping it up.

    And the young men here were beautiful. Everywhere I turned there were beautiful men. I thought of what Umberto had said about the village men going to pot as they got older, and that made me a bit melancholy. It did, however support my fetish for young men.

    At lunch I sat and watched the boats in the harbor, and, of course, the young men playing soccer on the beach again. From time to time, when I looked down at the beach, I could see both Umberto and Paulo looking up at me on the terrace of the restaurant and whispering to each other.

    That afternoon, in the heat of the day, I stripped in my room, with the French window open and the ceiling fan going whop, whop, whop overhead, and I slept. I dreamed of lying with an Italian youth. Not a twenty-one-year-old man. An eighteen- or nineteen-year-old youth. Not with Umberto. With Paulo, running my hands over the supple, sleek skin of teenager’s torso rather than the muscular one of a young man. I woke up in erection and with my hand gripping my cock. I let it finish its work—and fantasized of my hands gliding over the golden tan, supple skin of the nineteen-year-old youth, my fingers finding and entering his passage, and Paulo arching his back and rocking on the buried fingers as I slowly dilated him to my needs.

    I went back to the restaurant at nine for dinner. Umberto was in the corner, playing his guitar and singing a sad song. He didn’t stay as long as he had the previous night, though. An older man, alone at a nearby table, heavy and coarse-looking in middle age as the other mature men of the village appeared to be, went over and talked with Umberto and they left together. Ah, he really was the village male prostitute, I thought. Even the local men used his services and he willingly went with them even if they were ugly. That was fine with me. I wished Umberto well, hoping that he would be fucked by a man more aroused by him than I was. Not that Umberto wasn’t arousing. He was a beautiful young man. He just wasn’t my fetish.

    My waiter, Paulo, who was my fetish, came after my dessert and coffee were served and consumed, stood close to me, and said, “Umberto says you want to fuck me. Do you want to fuck me now? I can leave the restaurant now. You are a beautiful man. I am happy to go with you for little money. You are an American. You will not think me expensive.”

    “Yes, Paulo, I want to fuck you.”

    * * * *

    Holding him close under me, his belly to the bed, with me holding his pelvis up high enough that he could reach his cock and jack himself, while, deep inside him, I took him in long, slow slides after I had carefully worked him to ensure his passage was stretched enough to sheath me. Glide, glide, glide.

    Paulo was panting and gasping. He called out in a strangled voice, “Sì, sì, padrone! È così grande!”

    “Big. Too big, did you say?” I asked, concerned for him, but not intending to stop or even to slow up. In fact, I was moving faster, digging deeper. I would be working him hard in a few minutes. But he’d be totally open to me, yielding to me, surrendering to me. He would suffer, but he would love it. I would love him beyond the pain into paradise. Glide, glide, thrust, glide, thrust.

    Sì, sì, padrone! Dammelo. Fanculo a me!—Yes, yes, Master. Give it to me! Fuck me!”

    I held Paulo close, tight to my body, my pelvis moving. Mining his ass. Loving it. Making love to my sweet, tender, smooth-skinned youth. Thrust—Augustus in Agrippa. Thrust—Trajan in Hadrian. Thrust—Hadrian in the god Antinous. Thrust—Tiberius in all the youths. Thrust—Elagabalus in the Smyrna athlete Zoticus. The fraternity of Roman emperors—men—loving their young men. Men fucking much younger men. When in Italy . . .

    Just . . . can’t . . . help it. He wasn’t totally virginal, but he was fresh enough—and willing and yielding.

    Sì, sì, padrone! Dammelo. Fanculo a me!”

    Being very good, very, very good to my young man. Thrust, thrust, thrust.

    Paulo lay there on the bed, on his belly, an arm dangling over the side in exhaustion and completion, his eyes following me as I moved about the room and went to the window and leaned into the doorframe, looking down at the lights in the harbor. I was in heaven. It had been fifteen minutes since I breeded him. I was in erection again. I looked over at him. His buttocks were pointed at me, his sleek torso stretched out, his pink little hole dilated, pulsing, reamed to my needs, dripping my cum, ready for me again.

    Sei così grande, padrone—You are so big, Master.”

    “Yes I am. Too big for you?” I’d ask, but I didn’t really care what he answered. The sense of being too big for him was part of the arousal of the fetish. He stretched for me once; he’d do it again . . . and again.

    No, padrone, non troppo grande per me. Ogni volta sarà più facile. Sii buono con me. Torna da me—No, master, not too big for me. Each time will be easier. Be good to me. Come back to me.”

    I smiled. The young man was mine. “Yes, Paulo, I’ll be very good to you.”

    And then I was. I pushed off from the doorframe and went back to the bed, gently lifting and turning him, putting him on his back, pulling his pert little buttocks down to the foot of the bed, running my hands lovingly over his sleek, smooth-skinned torso, grasping his ankles and raising and spreading his legs. Positioning the bulb of my cock at his pulsing, dilated, pink hole. Grasping my shaft and rimming his hole with the mushroom cap, teasing the hole to dilate more. And then . . .

    He cried out, arched his back and head, and yawned and babbled to the ceiling as I entered him and started to slow pump him again. I sensed him settling down, relaxing, melding to me. I moved my right hand from his leg, which he wrapped around me, placing his heel on my buttocks. My hand went to palming the small of his back, pulling him in to me with each sinking stroke inside him. He rocked against me in synch to my rhythm, and we became one, coordinated unit, a synchronized fucking machine—giving and taking, luxuriating in each other. We were fucking—not just me—we. We had found our groove.

    Sì, sì, sì,” he sobbed and I repeated that, “Yes, yes, yes,” timing each “yes” with a thrust, met with his thrust against me, impaling himself deeper, the muscles of his walls undulating over the stretching shaft, both of us holding there after an eternity of blissful pumping, panting lightly, all senses of both of us concentrating on his rippling channel walls milking my pulsing cock dry.

    At the door later, where he was standing with the money in his hand I gave him, I said, “Tomorrow night?”

    Sì, padrone. Domani sera—Yes, Master. Tomorrow night.” He was looking down at his feet, diffidently, but he was giving a little smile. It was more money than he’d ever seen at one time before. I don’t know if it really was the only big cock he’d ever sheathed before—he had taken mine too well to have been a virgin. Umberto may not be the only male whore working at that restaurant. But I didn’t care as long as he took mine until he was twenty.

    Then? What then? Paulo wasn’t the only nubile young man I’d watched playing soccer on the harbor beach.

    “I enjoyed that immensely, Paulo,” I said, knowing he wouldn’t understand what I meant by that. But I understood. I knew what I wanted and needed.

    The next day I contacted the town’s realtor, inspected all of the houses in the village that were for rent, and put money down on one of them. I still didn’t know what the name of this village was. It didn’t seem to matter. Then I walked to the terrace restaurant and settled in to watch the soccer play on the beach. There weren’t as many of them today. It was Monday. The workweek had started and some of the young men had jobs. There was one small, blond, though, gliding gracefully around, perfectly proportioned. It looked like it wouldn’t be long before he was eighteen. He kept looking up at the terrace—at me—and smiling. I smiled back. I could wait.

  • Snitch Bitch

    In 2004, when I arrived at the Los Putos Penitentiary, I I tried to keep my head down and avoid getting pulled into the gangs and the network of clandestine enterprises where one fit exclusively into these groups: producer, consumer or the consumed.

    I knew which camp I would fall into if anyone ever found out who I really was. So, I kept to myself and tried to stay out of trouble. The only problem is ever since my first stint in juvie, I knew there was something about me that made men fixate and obsess over me.

    I didn’t think I was much to look at. I was about five foot seven, big brown eyes with thick eyebrows that seemed to have a mind of their own when I was talking. I was a bit on the slender side, never had a six pack but I’d finally been inspired by the prison jocks to start working out although I stuck to push ups and aerobics in my cell. (I didn’t dare go to the prison yard to exercise because it was filled with the kind of predators they warn you about in high school). The working out was starting to  pay off and I could feel my pecs getting firmer to the touch and I noticed what used to jiggle was much firmer when I was rubbing myself down in the morning showers.

    The only thing I was shy about was the scar I had on my left cheek. It stretched all the way from my ear to just below the corner of my mouth. My husband had done that to me, a few years back, when he came home to find me getting drilled by his parole officer. I tried to explain that I was only doing it so that the officer wouldn’t report his parole violations but my husband lost his shit. Things were never the same between us after that.

    Since that incident, I started to keep my hair just over shoulder length to try and hide most of the scar. When I arrived at Los Putos, my jet black, wavy hair made me effeminate and I was catcalled when walking down the corridors. I asked to be assigned to the library to avoid the crowds, but men who had never read a book in their life started filing into the library and waiting for me to be alone before approaching me.

    At first, they would just ask me to recommend something good. Then they started coming at me with romantic gifts, a shiv I could use to protect myself, condoms filled with fresh warm, cum to snack on later. Sometimes they would even fill the condoms right in front of me!

    I appreciated the gifts so I didn’t say anything. Then they started to get too comfortable. Asking to smell my hair, telling me how it reminded them of their wives and girlfriends back home, and then the groping started. They said they wanted to check if I had a pussy between my legs. I didn’t mind helping out so I let them. But sometimes, I felt that they took a little too long fingering my ass to make sure it really wasn’t a pussy I was holding out on them.

    After a few weeks I decided to cut my hair. I was very self-conscious about the scar on my face but the attention from the other prisoners was starting to make me nervous that someone would recognise me and find out my true identity.

  • One hit won’t hurt

    Conner worked as a pharmacy tech as he continued his schooling to become a pharmacist. This knowledge came in handy as he worked to come up with a quick powerful sleep agent. He prepared some packets to take to Mike’s next party.

    Conner walked up to the trailer and stumbled up the stairs. He leaned against the door and knocked lightly. Mike opened the door and looked at the seemingly drunken man. “My buddy Drake said you were throwing a party. He said that the Amy girl was a great fuck, so I thought I would try her out myself.” Holding up a handful of twenties.

    “A friend of Drake’s is a friend of mine.” Mike said without conviction. It was late and the party was coming to an end. Most of the guests had already left.

    Conner tripped and fell on the couch. Ken grabbed him by the shirt collar and hoisted him up and toward the door. “No, let him stay.” Mike said looking at the twenties still in the drunken kid’s hand.

    Ken shoved Conner roughly to the side and he fell into an armchair. “I’m OK, really” Conner slurred, looking around the room. Other than Mike, the two bodyguards and two middle aged men, it was only Drake and Amy. The other two girls must be in the back “entertaining”.

    Amy was wearing Daisy Duke jean shorts and it looked like Drake was wearing the same. Both of their ass cheeks hung down below the back of the tight shorts. Drake was shirtless and barefoot, while Amy had on a halter top and high heels. They both acted high on the drug.

    Amy was sitting on one of the guy’s lap while Drake was kneeling in front of the other man, rubbing his hands on the man’s thighs. Conner quickly looked away, his heart in his throat. It took all his strength to not jump up, when the man gripped Drake’s hair and pulled his handsome face into his clothed crotch.

    “You guys need to make a decision. Can’t sit around here all night. I got a paying customer waiting on the girl.” Mike stated sternly at the two men.

    “I didn’t bring enough money. You never said that you raised the price of your whores. I will have to get her next time.”

    Mike wasted no time. He walked over, grabbed Amy by the hair and pulled her off his lap, throwing her to the floor. “Your value keeps dropping.” He said his voice dripping with anger. “Get the fuck out.” He said to the man, who jumped up and quickly exited the trailer.

    “What about you? It looks like the cum slut is hungry for your cock.”

    “Yeah, I can see that. He keeps trying to lick his way through my fly. His ass tight?”

    “Tightest hole in the county and will throat fuck your cock like you will not believe.”

    The man handed Mike some bills and drug Drake by the hair to the back of the trailer, while the young stud did all he could to keep up on his hands and knees.

    Conner started to come out of his chair, when Amy gave him a wide-eyed terrified look. He knew then that Drake had brought her up to speed on his part of her plan and he settled back down.

    “Hey whore. Get that John’s money and grab us a beer before you get to work. It’s been a while since you have had something up your cunt, so I know it must be hungry.” Mike and his guards laughed at the whore’s expense.

    Amy smiled and walked over to Conner and kneeled in front of him. She reached up and unzipped his shorts. She reached in and pulled out his cock and sucked it in her mouth. Conner let out a gasp. “Be back in a minute big boy.” She smiled and walked into the kitchen.

    The two John’s that were in the back walked out, laughing as they looked down at the stiff cock sticking out of the drunk’s shorts. “Great party as usual Mike.”

    Amy handed Mike and the two guards their Bud Light long necks. “Why are these open bitch?” Mike barked.

    “It hurt my hungry cunt too much with the cap on.” Amy cooed. The two guards spit their first drink of the beer across the room as they both bent over in a choking laughing fit. Mike couldn’t help it and started laughing too.

    Amy took Conner’s hand and lead him back to her room. Once in the room he whispered. “You shocked me when you took my cock in your mouth out there. I thought you were just going to put the packets in your mouth. Did you get them in the beers?”

    “I had to make it look good. You got hard so fast I was able to use your hard cock to push the packets down between my cheek and gum so I could talk.”

    Conner blushed. “You looked really good and when you grabbed me it just reacted.” He said with a smile.

    They could hear sounds coming from the room across from them. It was like Drake was choking and gagging and grunting after a sharp slapping sound. What they did not know was that the John was brutally face fucking the kid, while slapping his face as hard as the John could. The twisted fuck did it just for fun. “I can’t stand this.” Conner said as he started for the door.

    “Don’t.” Amy said, grabbing him by the arm. “You do that now and this continues for a very long time. You keep your cool and wait a few minutes and we end this all tonight. Try to relax. You are helping your boyfriend much more by not helping him right now.”

    ‘Boyfriend?’ The word stuck in Conner’s head, and he smiled. “It should be enough time now, if they have been drinking the beer.” Conner and Amy snuck down the corridor and looked into the living room. He had a taser in his hand, just in case. He could see the three all asleep in different positions around the room.

    “Duct tape him good. I’ll be right back.” He rushed to Drake’s room and threw open the curtain. The John had Drake bent in half and was slam fucking the boy.

    “Get the fuck out of here.” The John yelled, jumping off the boy and moved toward Conner, his hard wet cock leading the way.

    Conner grabbed the big man by the throat and slammed the taser as hard as he could swing into the man’s cock and balls. The John screamed in pain, convulsed and fell to the floor, convulsing repeatedly.

    “Are you ok?” Conner grabbed Drake and hugged him tightly, tears running down both of the stud’s cheeks.

    “I am now.” As the boy’s lips crushed together in a passionate kiss.

    “Come on guys. Stop making out, we have to finish this.” Amy barked.

    The girls had duct taped Mike and stripped the two guards. The two guards each had the notes Conner had brought duct taped to their necks, telling them if they ever came back or talked, very strong evidence would be given to the police implicating them in a major crime. The five of them loaded the three into the bed of Mike’s truck.

    Amy ran back inside and grabbed the bottles of the special gel. “We are going to need this for a few days.” She then went over to Mike’s chair and flipped it over. “Cut the back open.” Tossing Conner a knife. He sliced it open and bundles of hundred-dollar bills spilled out. Next she went to the large flat screen TV and tilted it away from the wall. Dug in a screwdriver and popped a piece of paneling off the wall. Behind it was a safe. She started turning the dial.

    ‘Damn, this girl was like secret ops or something.’ Drake thought. “How do you know the combination? Oh, never mind.” Drake smiled.

    They bagged up the loot and headed up the driveway in the crew cab Chevy, with Conner and Drake following behind in Conner’s old Silverado. Amy drove for about 20 minutes and pulled into an old farm. Two of the meanest looking girls Drake had ever seen stood on the porch, one holding a double barrel shotgun.

    Beth saw it was Amy and set the shotgun down. “How you been girl?”

    “I need your help along with Sal.”

    “Anything, you know that.” Beth said flatly.

    “Sal, will you take these two naked guys and dump them down some two-track a ways away. Preferably near a swamp in the boonies. I want the black flies, deer flies and mosquitos to eat the shit out of them before they wake up.”

    “I know just the spot.” Sal grabbed one of the other two girls and sped off in Mike’s truck. Right after Amy and Beth grabbed Mike slid him forward and let him drop to the ground.

    “Let’s get him tied up in the barn.” Amy said.

    The entire group crashed at Beth and Sal’s hog farm that night. Drake learned more of Amy’s plan the next morning. The safe and chair held the cash Mike had been making from drug deals and pimping out his whores. There was enough for $20,000 each for the four of them. As far as Amy was concerned, they had earned it. Plus $5,000 for ‘our hero’ – Conner, who they practically had to beat to take the money. There was also some amount for Beth and Sal, but he did not know what that was. Drake had told Amy that he didn’t care, he completely trusted her. He saw a tear roll down her cheek before she turned away.

    They went out to the barn where Mike was now awake. Amy tore the sticky duct tape from his mouth.

    “You fucking whore, I’ll kill you when….”

    Amy shoved a stick covered in pig shit in his mouth. She then dumped in some of the drug gel and covered his mouth up again in duct tape, pig shit still on his teeth and lips. “Not what I wanted to hear fuckwad.” And she kicked him squarely in the balls. Mike’s eyes bugged out of his head and he screamed into the tape. Drake and Conner both instinctively winced.

    “I want to know two things. Where is the antidote for this shit you have us on? And…” Amy choked back tears. “Where is Jenna? You going to answer now, or will you wait till you are hooked and then you’ll tell us what we want to know when we keep the drug from you?”

    Amy looked down and saw Mike’s middle finger sticking up from his bound hands. “No problem, we have all the time in the world.”

    They kept the drug dealer high all day so his brain and body would become strongly addicted in a shorter period of time. They also each took a small hit, when they could not hold off any longer. Amy kept the supply to make sure no one took more than was necessary.

    That night the seven of them sat around Beth and Sal’s table. Drake and Conner mostly listened to the girls catch up. Reminiscing about times before their addiction. How stupid they were to fall so easily into Mike’s trap. Missing all the obvious signs. Drake chimed in and agreed. He could not believe he had been so stupid too.

    “Well, it is getting late. I spoke to Beth, and she said you two boys can have the big bedroom in the back. It is away from all the other rooms and has its own bathroom with a shower. I know you boys are anxious to get better acquainted, than your current “best friend” status. If you know what I mean.” Amy said with a mischievous grin and a wink.

    Drake and Conner’s faces both turned bright red. They both had their mouths open, but no words were coming out. The girls all broke into laughter. “You bitches are mean.” Beth said in a motherly voice, with a grin on her face. “You boys are just too cute. Now follow me before they come up with more ways to torment and embarrass you two.” They young studs said goodnight to the girls and followed Beth to their room.

    “Everything you need should be here and I do mean everything.” She looked into Drake’s eyes and raised her eyebrows. “Be sure to look in the drawer next to the bed. You should find everything else you need where you would expect it to be.” Beth hugged them good night and closed the door.

    The boys looked around the large room. It had a queen-sized bed, a nightstand, dresser all the normal stuff. A large window looked out over the orchard. The attached bathroom had a large garden tub with a jacuzzi, as well as a large glass front shower with an overhead rain shower head, as well as a shower head on both sides.

    Drake couldn’t contain his curiosity any longer. He pulled open the drawer in the nightstand next to the bed. He looked at Conner and laughed nervously. In the drawer was lube, condoms, a double dildo and a vibrator. Also, there was a little bottle of some liquid. He had to google the name on his phone and found out it was poppers and how it was to be used.

    The boys talked nervously for a bit sitting on the side of the bed. Conner reached over and laced his fingers with Drakes. He leaned over and kissed his handsome friend. Soon each boy was trying to stick their tongue down the others throat as the licked and sucked each other’s saliva like they were dying of thirst.

    Conner finally broke away breathing hard just as Drake began to rub his hand on Conner’s hard cock. “Bro, I really want to do this, I hope you understand. But I do not have any experience with a man and no offence, but you have tons. You have such a big cock, and I am afraid it will hurt. Plus, I don’t want to hurt you. Dude I just do not know what to do. I’m sorry man.” Conner sighed.

    “First of all, I will love teaching you anything you want to know. Second, I have zero experience with a man I love. I would never hurt you. We will stop any time you want.” Drake looked into his friends’ eyes with love.

    “Wait, you love me?”

    “That’s all you got out of that?”

    “Because I love you too. Now get your clothes off you big slut, I am going to make mad passionate love to you.” Conner giggled.

    Drake tackled Conner to the bed and pulled off his shirt, while Conner pulled off his. They then tore at each other’s shorts and shoes till those were scattered about the room. They now lay panting in a naked embrace, mauling each other’s mouths. “Fuck Conner, I think I am going to cum just feeling your naked body against me.”

    “I know bro. My cock is leaking like crazy. I cannot believe how hot your cock feels against mine.” He reached down and grasped his friends low hanging balls and rolled them around in his palm. Then he reached up and put his hand around the hot shaft. “It is so hot in my hand.” As he stroked it a little.

    “Damn Con your hand feels good. Can I suck you?”

    “Thought you’d never ask. I warn you, I won’t last long. Do you swallow?”

    Drake laughed and spun around. They were now laying in a 69 position and Drake took his bud into his talented mouth. “Oh fuck!” Conner exclaimed. “From this position I assume you are hinting that I suck you too?”

    Drake smiled around the cock in his mouth at his friends’ humor when he felt the warm lips kissing his slick cock head. “Doesn’t taste half bad.” As the untrained mouth began to lick off the pre cum. “Fuuuucccckkkk. What are you doing down there? You are going to make me cum.” Conner plunged his mouth down on the cock in his mouth and began spewing a gallon of cum into the mouth of his thirsty gulping friend.

    Conner kept sucking and licking as best he could. He thought about what he liked when his girlfriend had given him blow jobs and tried to do those things. He squeezed Drakes balls and rubbed them on his chin when he got as far down as he could. He would gag and try it again. He wanted to get it in his throat like Drake had done to him. That feeling of the rough throat against his cock head was awesome. He pushed his head down and pulled the muscular ass toward him. He did it. He felt Drake’s trimmed pubes against his lips and his cock in his throat. He then began to do this over and over till he felt his friend shout. “I’m cumming.” And he felt the cock swell even bigger in his throat.

    Next thing he knew his mouth was flooded with hot liquid, spurting and shooting against the back of his throat. He tried to swallow but it was too much. He started choking and coughing. Cum was coming out his mouth and nose going everywhere. It was running down his scruffy chin and neck. Cum was all over his lips and cheeks. He sat up gasping for air.

    “Dude, are you alright?” A visibly shaken Drake looked into his friend’s face, holding it in his hands.

    “Jesus Christ, firehose frank. Nice warning. “I’m cumming?” Then you try to drown me with a gallon of cum per spurt, and what, 8 fucking spurts? It was my first time. I wasn’t even sure I wanted to swallow, but you pumped it down my throat anyway.”

    “I am so sorry Con. Your throat felt so good, and I just got carried away. I should…..”

    Conner licked the cum off his lips with an exaggerated tongue swipe and started giggling. “Got you.”

    Drake grabbed his head and started licking the cum off Conners cute face and then feeding it to him by stuffing his cum coated tongue into Conners welcoming mouth. Both boys giggling like little schoolgirls. Well, little schoolgirls with rock hard cocks.

    “Conner, I want you to fuck me. I want you to fuck me now and fuck me hard with that 7” long thick cock. Use this though, at least till I get tested.” As he handed a condom to his friend. “How do you want me?”

    “On your back like a whore.” Conner saw Drake’s face suddenly get a sad look.

    “I’m sorry man, too soon? I can really be clueless som….”

    Drake started giggling uncontrollably.

    “You fucker. I’m gonna pile drive you into this mattress. Get you legs up in the air you horny slut.” Conner put on the condom and slicked it up with lube. He squirted it on Drake’s pink pucker and lined up. “You ready bitch?”

    “Put it in me already. All you pharmacy techs want to do is talk, talk, taAAAALLLKKKK! HOLY FUCK!!” Drake yelled as Conner drove his fat cock into the hilt.

    “Is it in yet?” Drake asked unable to suppress another round of giggles.

    “Oh I am going to shred your fucking hole boy.” And Conner began to slam fuck as hard as he could. In and out like a piston. He gripped the wide shoulders of the stud below him as their sweaty bodies rocked together. Their firm pecs grinding their nipples together as they slid back and forth. Conner had his lips attached to the strong neck muscles sucking as if to hold himself on to the handsome stud. Both boys were grunting and groaning with oooos and aaahhhhs of pure sexual bliss.

    “Oh yeah stud. You feel so good. Fuck me harder. Drive that big cock into me. Flood me with your seed. Make me yours.” As his heels clamped down on the powerful thrusting hips, helping drive them harder into his pelvis and the cock of his dreams into his burning ass and pummeling his overstimulated prostate.

    The hot studs were lost in the savage passionate fuck and were oblivious to the sound of the big bed slamming into the wall with each powerful thrust. The lamp on the nightstand tipped over and crashed to the floor, breaking into a million pieces, yet neither stud noticed.

    Drake dug his fingers into the muscles of the sweaty back above him as it slid back and forth, Conners entire body moving to drive his hard shaft into the fertile hole and empty his balls into the hot, wet confines of the boys breeding tunnel.

    Drake screamed out as his cock, trapped between two hard glistening six packs began to pulsate and shoot cum onto the two mating bodies. Conner could feel the stud cumming and this pushed him over the top. He slammed his cock in with all his might, driving Drakes into the headboard and pumping shot after shot into the too small reservoir of the full condom.

    The spent sweaty boys lay together trying to catch their breath. Conner still on top of Drake with his cock still lodged in the tight well fucked hole. They laid there, not wanting to move. Feeling so connected, their skin touching nearly from head to toe. It felt so good, so right. Their breathing finally slowed down. Conner loved feeling Drake’s muscular chest swell as he inhaled and then the opposite when he exhaled, the warm air against his neck. Soon the two were sound asleep in each other’s arms.

    The next morning the two woke in the same position. Neither had moved at all during the night. Conner moved his head and gave his boyfriend a good morning kiss.

    “Damn bro. Did you suck a pig’s ass last night? Your breath is toxic.” Drake said, his eyes sparkling with delight.

    “That’s the first thing you have say to me in the morning? You stink too you know. Probably from getting the shit fucked out of you all night, you dirty slut.” Conner jumped up off the bigger stud and ran for the bathroom, Drake hot on his heels. The boys took a piss from either side of the bowl and then moved into the big shower.

    Drake began to soap Conner down, moving his hands all over the athletic body of his lover, while Conner was doing the same to him. Both cocks were pointing at the ceiling with all the flesh-to-flesh contact. “l’ll be right back.” Drake said and he ran out of the shower. Conner watched the bright white globes bounce as the size 11 bare feet made wet tracks out of the bathroom on the dark tile floor. He was back in a flash and set something on the shower shelf behind the shampoo.

    “What did you get?”

    “Something I forgot that I would need. Turn and face the wall and jut your ass out.”

    “Dude, I’m not sure my ass can handle your big cock.”

    “I’m not going to fuck you, yet. And I can assure you that your hot ass can totally handle my 8” cock. I may be longer, but you are far thicker and that is the hardest to handle. I should know. Now jut your ass out.”

    Conner did as he was told, his hands up on the tile wall. Drake dropped to his knees and spread his boyfriends’ cheeks apart. He buried his scruffy face in the crack and began to tongue the hot virgin hole.

    “What the fuck are you doing? AAAAAHHHHHHH. OH GOD! WHAT THE FUCK!” Conner was gasping as the tongue molested his hole. Drake felt Conner moaning and pushing his ass further back. He was now even grasping his own ass holding it open so Drake could get his tongue in further. Drake added a finger and began to finger, and tongue fuck the virgin hole.

    Drake stood and grabbed the lube he had brought in. He spread some on his fingers and started sliding one then two in and out. Conner’s back was arched, and he was pushing back to get more of the digits in his widening orifice. Drake added a third finger and searched for the prostate.

    “AAAAAHHHH!! OH JESUS. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?” Found it.

    “Should I replace these three little fingers with my cock? Are you ready to be fucked?”

    “Fuck me. Get your cock in me now. Please take it slow though. I’m not convinced I can take you.”

    Drake rolled on a condom and lined his cock up with his bud’s slick hole. He pushed forward. Conner could feel the pressure of the large blunt object trying to gain entrance and his ass clenched down. “Try to relax buddy. It will hurt a little at first, but it will get super pleasurable really quick.”

    “Ok, I’ll try.”

    Drake increased the pressure, and he felt the head pop thru the outer ring. He stopped pushing to give time for Con’s ass to adjust to the new size.

    “Oh fuck bro. You are too big. It hurts like crazy. You said hurt a little at first. I assume that was with you cock. But if feels like you shoved your leg up my ass and that hurts like a mofo!!” Conner said thru clenched teeth.

    Drake couldn’t help but laugh. “I’m not pushing. Just give it a second for you to adjust.”

    “Adjust to what? Your fucking thigh in my ass?”

    Drake was laughing more now. “Dude, you crack me up. Just relax.”

    “And you are cracking me in half. Is it really only your cock in there?” Though Conner could feel the pain residing some now.

    “I’m going to push a little more in now. Is that OK?”

    “Sure, why not, though I don’t know how you are going to stand when you jam your other leg in there.”

    Drake leaned forward and began kissing the back of Conners neck. He reached around and began pinching both his nipples. “Oh fuck that feels good. Oh yeah. Who knew? Aaaaahhhh.”

    Drake pinched down hard and pushed half his cock in with one slow push. “Oh god yeah. Fuck, pinch down on my tits again and fill me with your cock.” Conner begged.

    The big stud pushed slowly till the rest of his cock disappeared inside his best friend. He pulled it back out and pushed it back in, starting a slow loving fuck. Soon Conner was meeting each thrust and begging Drake to fuck him harder. It wasn’t long before both boy’s cocks were spewing cum. Their young bodies soon began to come down from the powerful orgasms.

    They got dressed and walked into the dining area of the old farmhouse. “Glad you boys finally got up.” Beth said. She had waffles going on the iron and bacon, sausage and ham steak on the griddle, along with hash browns and fried eggs. “Coffee?”

    “Yes, please.” Both boys answered.

    The girls were already at the table drinking coffee and the two young studs joined them.

    Sal poured them each a large mug of coffee. “Cream or sugar?”

    “Just black.” They both answered.

    “So, farm boy. Was the room ok?” Amy asked.

    “Yeah, it was very nice. Thank you so much Beth and Sal.”

    “Nothing that was out of place or needed to be fixed?”

    “No, it was great.” Drake responded looking at her with a puzzled look.

    “Well, the way it sounded last night, I thought you two were sledgehammering down a wall or two, then even a window. Or trying to ram the bed through the wall into another room.” She had a shit eating grin on her face.

    Both boys faces turned crimson. “I’m so sorry. The headboard may be a little loose and when we would move a little, it would hit the wall.”

    “Move, you mean like when you would thrust your hips forward to ah, like, adjust the mattress? Is that how you got that huge rug burn on your neck.” Drake quickly covered the hickey on his neck with his hand.

    “Amy! That is enough. Leave the poor boys alone. If they want to fuck the shit out of my bed it is no concern of yours.”

    The entire room broke into raucous laughter.

    Conner rose to his feet. “Ok fine. He fucked the virginity out of my ass this morning in the shower. But it was me plowing his tight ass and the headboard into the wall last night. The lamp even fell of the table and broke, which I will pay for. I am in love with him, and we are now officially boyfriends. I will never forget this farmhouse or leave this farm boy.” Conner bent over and lifted Drake’s chin up with his right hand and grasped his head with his left hand and French kissed the shit out of him in front of all the girls.

    The girls broke out in applause and cheers. Conner sat back down and both boys were grinning broadly.

    After the huge breakfast all but the two other girls from the trailer went out into the barn. Mike was not looking good. Amy ripped the tape off his mouth again, the skin was all red where the harsh tape had been.

    “First question. Where is the antidote? You know how this drug works and you know you will tell me. Why not now, so you can get this over with?” Amy asked firmly.

    “Give me some more.”

    “Not till you tell me.”

    “Alright. In the back, behind the trailer there is an old shed lined with bookshelves. There are books lying all around. On the top left shelf there is a thick black book on the bottom of the stack. Inside it the pages are hollowed out. There is a container in it. That is the antidote. You only need one tablespoon, and you will no longer have the addition. Now give me more of the fucking gel!”

    “We will test it out first. Drake and Conner. Will you go and get the antidote?”

    “You bet. We will be right back.” The boys ran to the truck and sped off. It was now just Amy, Beth and Sal with Mike.

    “Now you pig, where is Jenna?”

    Mike was almost delirious now. He had so much of the drug and then cut off for the last 12 hours he would do anything for another hit. He was laughing. “I sold your girlfriend to a drug lord in Mexico. He has a large security force, and they really love fucking blondes.”

    “You need to get her back.”

    “That is not possible my lesbian friend. You see I heard last month that one of his guards got a little carried away and fucked the bitch to death.” Mike threw his head back and laughed.

    Beth was standing behind him. She grabbed a strap and wrapped it around his neck and squeezed hard. Mike’s eyes bulged out of his head. “You enslaved my beautiful little sister and then sent her to her death, and you think that is funny? Listen up you pig. When you die and that will be very soon. I am going to cut up your fucking body. I am then going to feed you piece by piece to those pigs over there. You know, the ones whose shit is in your mouth right now. Think on that as your miserable life comes to an end. Rot in hell you pig. Only fitting that soon you will be nothing but pig shit.” Mike slumped over in the chair.

    “Sal, grab that tarp. When he cools we will cut him up. It will minimize the blood spillage. We will use the butchering saws to cut him up. Once he passes thru the pigs there will be no evidence. The two guards do not even know we took him. If everyone can keep their mouth shut, there will be no consequences for this pigs’ death. As it should be.”

    They wrapped Mike’s body in the tarp and hid it under the hay.

    Drake and Conner came back and ran up the steps of the farmhouse. They brought the antidote in to the waiting group.

    “Who should go first? It could be a trick you know.” One of the girls asked.

    “I will.” Both Amy and Drake said together.

    “No farm boy. This is far more my doing. You have done enough.” Amy swallowed down the tablespoon full. “So far so good.” A few minutes later. “The craving is gone. It really works.”

    Drake took his dose along with the two other girls. “You guys take off. We will handle it from here.” The two girls hugged all and rode off with Sal, who would drop them off at some friends house they had been texting.

    “Wait, what? We will help till this is finished.” Drake implored.

    “You are not nearly as deep in this shit as we are. Beth is Jenna’s older sister. Sal is Beth’s wife. They have had skin in this game for a while now. You and Conner got us free. We are forever in your debt, but you need to go NOW.” Amy said angrily.

    Drake stepped up to Amy and gave her a long tight hug. “You had better let me know if you need help. I fucking mean it.” They both had tears in their eyes. Conner gave her a hug too along with Beth and Sal and the two boys drove off.

    THREE YEARS LATER.

    The boys are doing great. Conner had finished pharmacy school and had a great gig as a pharmacist in a local drug store. Drake took classes year around and finished his degree in computers. He was working for a small company running their IT department. The owner thought he walked on water and gave the kid whatever he wanted, though Drake was too courteous to ask for much.

    Drake had told his mom about Conner and wanted to bring him over for dinner. She told him coldly that she had no interest in seeing Conner again. She then said that there was no “fag” gene in their family. It was almost a relief to Drake. He didn’t need to see her again.

    Conner’s family was the exact opposite. Conner and Drake were over at Con’s parents for dinner and Conner made the announcement that he was dating Drake, in front of the whole family, much to Drake’s surprise. Conner’s younger brother, two sisters, one older one younger, his mom and dad. They were all ecstatic. Conner’s mom surprised Drake the most when she came up to him held him in a tight hug and said that she wondered when you two boys were finally going to figure it out. And planted a big kiss on his red left cheek. Drake looked over at Conner standing with his mouth open looking at his mom, with that, what? Look on his blushing face. From that moment on Drake was treated as one of the family, even a little more so than how they had always treated him.

    Seth was caught in bed with the wife of recently released convict. The convict tied him up and literally cut the balls off the screaming stud. Seth’s wife divorced him. The guys had heard that Seth was really a changed man, no sex alone would have done that, but this was something more. He had got religion and was working with underprivileged kids. They had been discussing if they should give him another chance. Drake was leaning yes and Con was leaning no, but Drake knew he could bring him around.

    Amy moved in with Beth and Sal. Amy has a new girlfriend, and they are great together. It is so awesome to see Amy so happy. The guys visit the four girls out at the farmhouse on a regular basis. Drake and Conner always wondered what had happened to Mike. They knew that the township had taken over his property for unpaid taxes and had bulldozed the buildings away. Amy got drunk one night and told Drake that they had cut that pig up and fed him to the pigs. ‘He was now pig shit.’ She had said. Drake did not know whether to believe her. It sounded kinda farfetched.

    Drake and Conner headed out to the farmhouse for a pig roast that warm day. They could still remember like it was yesterday that first night together there three years ago. The girls always put them up in that same bedroom where they had stayed. The athletic boys had spent some crazy times in that big garden tub / jacuzzi. They had used all the toys in the nightstand drawer over the last three years and added a few of their own. The bed they first made love on, illuminated by the new lamp Conner had brought his first trip back a long time ago. Though the girls told him repeatedly that he did not have to replace it.

    Drake looked over at Conner driving his new Silverado High Country, he seemed quiet. Nervous. Something he could not quite put his finger on. He reached over and put his hand on Conner’s thigh and squeezed. “We will soon be back in the room you destroyed three years ago.” Drake said with a giggle.

    Conner looked lovingly over at the love of his life. He loved every day with this stud. He couldn’t imagine life being any better. The deep love they felt, the passion in their lovemaking only got more intense with time. How could it possibly get better?

    Only one way he could think of, as he reached down with his left hand and felt the small velvet ring box in the driver door pocket. Tonight, next to the bed he first made love to Drake, he would ask the hot stud riding next to him to marry him.

    THE END

  • I Love You (Beyond the Dome)

    In this short sequel to “Dome Shots“, Jaleel and Shad have hit a rough patch in their relationship. 


    “Just cancel that card please.” I said to the Middle Eastern sounding woman on the other end of the phone. I massaged my throbbing temples. My credit card had been stolen and $3,000 worth of cash withdraws had been made from it before someone thought it was a good idea to contact me about suspicious activity.

    Though I feigned ignorance when asked if I had any idea who might have stolen my card, I knew the answer full well, and it hurt like a mother fucker. Jaleel. He was the only person who could have taken my card. That explained why he hadn’t called me or come to my apartment in over three days.

    For the past year and a half, Jaleel, had been doing well. He was clean, close to completing his master’s degree, and had steady employment at the Pump and Pay. Jaleel had also managed to repair the broken relationship with his family, especially his mother whose love and support had made me Jaleel’s second biggest cheer leader.

    The problem began two months ago when Jaleel’s mother, after years of not properly managing her diabetes, passed away. There were tale-tell signs that he was either using or heading towards using again, but I ignored them, especially since our sex life remained as hot as it did.

    But I should have known:

    “Damn nigga, your dick is pretty as hell and shining soon as I open my eyes.” Said Jaleel taking my morning wood into his hand. He swallowed my erection. My toes instantly curled. It had been a nearly a week since Jaleel had spent the night and he had made it clear before falling asleep that he wanted another round of good and nasty in the morning.

     “Nigga, you ready for this ass?” He asked, smiling like the comedy mask.

     “I stay ready.” 

    He mounted me cowboy style and rode me like the world was going to end at any minute and he had to have my dick just one last time.

    It felt good, so good that I closed my eyes and pretended that I didn’t see a fresh needle mark. I didn’t snatch my bare dick out of his ass and demand to know when he’d started using again and cuss him the fuck out for letting me up in him raw, knowing that his ass was shooting up again. Sometimes a good fuck and the need for an intense nut trumps all logic. That was one of those times.

    I came inside him making a mental note that I needed to stop by the clinic and get tested after work. 

    He kissed my semi-hard dick before rolling out of bed.

    “Damn, Shad, my ass needed that.”

    He pulled on his boxer shorts. 

    “You want to get a shower?” I asked somewhat disgusted by the large wet circle in the back of his underwear made from my semen seeping out of his ass.

    “Nah, I’m about to head to the crib, I’ll wash up there.” 

    He pulled on his pants, sneakers, and shirt. He removed his cap and as I would later learn, my credit card, from my dresser and left.

    It took three days for me to learn that the man I loved had betrayed the fuck out of me. He didn’t have to do it. Jaleel knew that he could have asked me for anything, and I would have given it to him. That’s what hurt the most, the fact that it was so trifling and unnecessary.

    I was pissed off at him, but I still loved him. I know that makes me sound all kinds of stupid, but it is impossible to just stop loving someone, especially when you have fallen as deep in love with him as I had with Jaleel. Plus, I knew that Jaleel was trying to was dull the pain that he was going through from losing his mother.

    I was on my way home from work when my cellphone rang. The automated voice from the other end informed me that I was receiving a call from an inmate at a local facility. Hurt and anger made me want to hang up, but love and understanding wouldn’t let me.

    “Nigga, I know I am the last person you want to hear from. What I did was fucked up and I am sorry.”

    “Why did you do it?”

    “Come on, Shad, you know why I did it. I’m fucking up again.”

    “But you didn’t have to steal from me. I would give you anything you ask for Jaleel; you know that.” I was crying.

    “I’m shit, man. I am shit and I am on that shit which makes me do fucked up shit.”

    The automated voice chimed in to inform us that we didn’t have much longer on the call.

    “Shad, I know it’s fucked up for me to be asking, but could you please come bail me out. I swear when I get my shit right, I will make this up to you.”

    “Yeah, Jaleel.” I cried. I hung the phone up before he had a chance to thank me. I had to pull over onto the side of the road to get myself together. My mother always said that love would make you feel like the biggest fool in the world; Goddamn, if those words weren’t the truth.

    “I’m going to make this up to you.” He said hugging me tightly when he was released. He kept making small talk all the way to the car, but I wasn’t in the mood for talking. I was just ready to drop him off wherever and take my ass home. I had already planned to take the next day off maybe go to the spa. This had all become too stressful.

    “I am going to drop you off at your crib.” I said icily as I fastened my seatbelt.

    “Shad you might as well drop me off on the corner because that’s where I am going to wind up. No, Shad, please, there is this rehab facility in Raleigh, I called, they said if I could make it there before closing, they would have a bed for me.”

    “Damn, Jaleel, I’ve got to drive you all the way to Raleigh?”

    “Shad it was hard as hell for me to call you after the shit I did. It’s hard as hell sitting here now knowing that I hurt you but I need to get help and if you can find it in your heart to please drive me to this facility, if you don’t want to fuck with me no more after that, I’ll understand, but please, please do this for me.”

    “I feel like a damn fool.” I admitted

    “You’re not a fool; you’re a good person.”

    “I feel like a fool because I love you, Jaleel.”

    “Nigga, good as my dome be, you better love me.” The comedy mask was back which pissed me off. This shit was serious.

    “Goddamn it Jaleel, I love you beyond the fucken dome. I love you. I am in love with you.”

    “Shad, you don’t think I feel the same way. Nigga, I love you to death, I am just fucked up right now and need help so that I can love you and myself the way that we both deserve to be loved.”

    “Promise me that you will complete rehab.”

    “I promise. In fact, I promise that I am not going to come back around you until I have my shit together again.”

    “You got yourself together before.”

    “My Mama got to see me doing good before she left this world.” He broke down crying. “Now I am disappointing the fuck out of her all over again.”

    “You’re going to get better, Jaleel. You’ve already taken the first step. In just a few more miles we’ll be in Raleigh and you will begin putting your life together again.”

    He dried his tears with the back of his hand.

    “Yeah, before we get too deep out of town, pull over into the alley behind that abandoned building.”

    “Jaleel, I know Goddamn well you don’t think I’m taking you to cop some heroine!”

    “Calm down nigga, I ain’t thinking about no needle, I’m thinking about some pipe, your pipe. Niggas go ahead and park so I can give you this dome shot.” The comedy mask had returned to his face. I parked my car in the spot that he had chosen.

    “Look at that pretty mother fucker.” He said once my dick was out of my pants. “Right now, this is all I have to give you, but when I am on my feet again, I swear to God, I am going to pay you back for everything.”

    I closed my eyes as Jaleel sucked away all my sadness. I would not give up on him as long as he did not give up on himself. This was a stumbling block, but he hadn’t fallen down for good.

    I came and he was happy to swallow it. Not caring that his tongue was coated on my semen, I allowed him to kiss me.

    “I swear to God, I am going to make shit right for us again.”

    “I believe you.” I said as I started the car and headed to take him to begin the journey of repairing his life.

    “You want me to go in with you?” I asked

    “Nah, Nigga, from this point on, I’ve got to do it myself.” He got out of the car walked a few feet ahead, then turned around and said, “Don’t think I’ma forget that you owe me two dome shots and some ass.” The comedy mass was broader than ever.

    “I love you, Jaleel.”

    “I love you, Shad, now don’t worry about me, I am going to be alright, just be ready when I return.”

    He turned around and walked into the facility, a slinky built blonde woman in scrubs greeted him at the door. He waved at me through the glass window as they rounded the corner.

    I backed out of the parking lot feeling confident that Jaleel would once again put his life back together and we would be happy again. I believed in Jaleel; I believed in love.

    The End

  • Memorial Day Campout

    Me and Shawn hit it off instantly. Our first hookup was hot and intense, him completely dominating me and brutally fucking me as a real man should.

    He’s just my type to, a burly bear with a shaved head, beard, heavily tattooed with a beer belly. And a nice hole punishing cock.

    So of course he invited me along on the guy’s memorial day campout. Don provides his motor home so it’s only right Shawn shares his boi’s ass and mouth.

    I was trembling with excitement, looking forward to being used and abused by these guys in the woods all weekend, I had been waxed smooth, squeaky clean and hit the tanning bed to look good for them. I packed only jocks and thongs, as that’s all I would need to wear.

    They picked me up and away I went. I was pleased to see Don was a big guy as well. Once in the motor home I stripped to the red jock I was wearing and gave them both road head on the hour long trip. Three loads in my stomach already!

    We barely got the RV parked and Don had his cock in my mouth again. He held my head as I gagged on it, holding me before letting me back off and gasp for air. Then he continued fucking my mouth.

    Shawn watched for awhile before I felt his hairy face between my smooth cheeks. He began eating my ass like a starving man, getting me all wet and open. His hand roughly gripped and twisted my cock, bound tightly in my jock as he stuck his tounge up my ass.

    I groaned on Don’s cock, the tounge in me was wonderful. Then I felt his fingers explore me as I licked Don’s balls. I almost came just from Shawn’s fingers.

    Shawn squirted lube all over my pussy and told Don to take my ass first. Don was sitting on the couch and pulled me up to ride him. I eagerly guided his big dick into my dripping hole. It punched through my resistance, making me see stars and I slowly slid down the shaft until I was completely impaled. Don slapped my ass, hard, and called me names as I slowly rode him. Shawn watched and talked shit as I rocked back and fourth on Don.

    I bounced, rocked and wiggled on Don’s dick as he bit my nipples and spanked my ass. Shawn was no longer content to watch, and put his cock in my mouth. For several minutes I was fucked in both holes, slapped spat on and called names. Don bucked under me, ramming his cock deep as I choked on Shawn’s dick. I was where I belong, being used by real men.

    Shawn took over my ass, taking me from behind as Don had me suck his cock. It was covered in lube fresh out of my ass, but being the pig I am I don’t mind. Shawn didn’t waste any time, he just started ramming me as hard as he could.

    Don took another turn, this time fucking me from behind, as I laid on top of Shawn face to face. He kissed me, bit my lip, stuck his tounge in my ear and spit in my mouth. He slapped me and ordered me to suck his nipples. I licked and nibbled his nipples and stroked his cock as Don’s big dick pounded me with no mercy. He held onto my jock, bouncing me off his cock.

    Don finally slid out of me and I straddled Shawn. I sat down on his cock and rode him for awhile before he invited Don to join.

    Don got behind me and slowly worked his cock in me. Shawn held me tight as I squirmed in pain, being stretched to the max. I felt it tear me open as it slid in beside Shawn’s cock. “Man up boi!” Shawn hissed in my ear as I moaned in pain.

    Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love being stretched. It hurts like crazy but is such a turn on! They both stroked in me as I was sandwiched between them. Oh it felt awesome to be so full. “Good boi!” Shawn praised, pleased I was able to take them both.

    They double fucked me good before Don pulled out. Shawn flipped me on my back and Don watched with his dick in my face. Shawn spread me wide and breed me quickly.

    Now it was Don’s turn. He put me on my belly and pinned me down, viciously fucking me until he breed me as well.

    I sat between them and jerked off, first edging myself through the jock, teasing myself as they kissed me, teased and tortured my nipples and shoved fingers in my dripping hole. I took my time enjoying every second.

    When I couldn’t stand it, I pulled my dick out and came. Don licked up some and kissed me with my own cum, Shawn got some on his fingers and I sucked it off.

    After the first fuck fest we sat outside around the fire. It was a bit chilly so I wore Shawn’s flannel shirt, but still only in my jock. It was nice and private.

    We drank alot of beer, me obediently fetching more for the guys. Soon Shawn had to piss, and I obediently dropped to my knees and opened my mouth. I choked as I tried to get it all down, and he drenched my face. Soon Don followed suit, drenching me.

    There was much talk about what a pig I was, and I was proud to hear it. The next time Don pissed his cock wound up in my mouth again, and I was soon against a tree getting fucked again.

    What a weekend!

  • T.A.B. Guys

    It seemed forever since I was at my real office. But I finally finished all my outside work and was headed back to working at the home office again. When I got there, I had noticed several people were no longer there. Daniel was gone and several of the agents. As well as Rodrigo. And there was a new office on the first floor. I just got back into my groove again and was happy to be home (so to speak). I went out to lunch and downstairs I saw Charlie, he was talking to a girl near the entrance.

    He saw me and smiled. I hadn’t seen him in months. And he was still as hunky as ever. After he finished answering her question he came over to me.

    “Hey you” I said “How ya doin? ” He asked “Been a while since I seen ya around here” “Yeah” I responded. “Work has had me all over this damned county” “So why haven’t you call me”? He exclaimed. “Sorry. Just been so damned busy with work. Not much time to say hi to anyone”

    He looked around to see if anyone was around. “Missed you” He said. I looked at his face. He seemed hurt that I hadn’t called him in months.

    “Why don’t you come over on Friday and I’ll make you dinner” I said “Okies” He replied. “Gotta get back to work.” He said as he turned away “I’ll see ya later”

    I looked at his big beefy ass. I had forgotten he was a beefy bear of a man. I started to really feel like shit after he walked back into the building. Why hadn’t I called him. He was a great guy and here I was just too busy with sex (not just work). I felt like such a whore. As I was about to go back in I saw Daniel pull up. He saw me and came over.

    “Hey man” He said as he quickly grabbed my ass. “How ya been?” “Ok” I replied He mentioned that he was here to pick up his last check. “We should get together for a drink or something” He said winking

    I knew what the something was. I thought not to but then looked down and saw his slacks were already tenting. Damn it. I thought to myself. Then he grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch.

    “We really should” He said again “Ok” I replied.

    So I made plans to see Daniel tonight for one last good hot time before I gave up all this sex. He was a hott fuck after all. I remember his big cock slamming into me that time months back. A sturdy fucker indeed. We parted and he went up to the office. I sat there in contemplation for a few minutes. Then went up too.

    When I got home. I got a call from Charlie. “Hey” He said “It was good seeing you again.”

    I honestly can say that Charlie is the guy I was smitten by. Big beefy and sweet as can be. Not to mention that huge trunk of cock he had. He wondered what I was doing tonight. I said I was meeting up with a friend for dinner and drinks. But I would call him afterwards.

    “Ok then” He said. “Talk to ya later “

    I took a quick shower and headed out to meet Daniel at this bar in downtown. He was already there waiting for me.

    “I took the liberty of ordering you a beer” He said. “Great” “So why are you no longer at TAB” I asked. “You know the boss is a Bitch” He replied.

    I kind of shrugged that off. Yes she was I thought to myself. But it was my job there. So I always put up with her crap. That’s why I was so glad to do the out of office work for those many months. It got me away from that woman. He mentioned something about her at one point hitting on him and when he refused, she made his time there miserable.

    “Why didn’t you report her” I asked. “Her word against mine” He replied. “Sorry man” I said. I put my hand on his thigh and gently rubbed it. “its alright.” He said. “I found another job.” “That’s good” I replied back.

    We chatted a bit more. I found out that the same thing happened to Rodrigo. And he left the state. Unable to find work after this. I was glad that I was out because I knew she would never have propositioned me the way she had these guys. Daniel also mentioned that she had tried to climb all over Charlie. “That big guy from that other company upstairs” as Daniel put it. Then she tried to get him fired. His boss plainly told her to Fuck off.

    I laughed at that.

    We ended up heading back to my place after some eats and right to my bedroom. Daniel was out of his pants inn moments. I pushed him back onto the bed and crawled between his meaty thighs. There before me was his soft, big cock. I grabbed for it and stroked it a few times. I could feel it responding to my touch. I moved in closer and buried my nose in his balls. I really loved Dan’s heavy sack. The sweat and man smell of the day collected in his scrotum. I inhaled deeply to get that rich aroma. 

    Then I felt my dick twitch. I grabbed his cock again and opened my mouth. I gingerly took the growing slab into my hungry mouth. The taste was wonderful. Dan moaned lightly. I took about 4 inches of his still semi soft cock into my mouth. I let my talented tongue glide under the shaft. His body twitched and shuttered from my caress.

    “Hmm yeah man” He cooed “You are such an great cock sucker man”

    I then swallowed his cock into my mouth. He still wasn’t fully hard yet, so I took advantage of that and buried my face into his crotch. His balls were against my chin. My hand gently squeezed at them while I slobbered on his growing cock. I could feel his cock growing in my mouth as I slid up and down the hardening shaft. Dan just continued to moan as I pleasured him. His hands were at my head now, gently guiding my mouth on his shaft. His blunt swelling cock head was at my throat now. He thrust his hips once he felt he was at that passageway. His cock was buried into my throat now and Dan was now hard. All 8 glorious inches of this studs ass fucker were buried in my throat. His balls again smashed against my face. My gag flex began to rise up as I was unable to hold his big cock for long. I pulled off his huge dick and drew a breath.

    “Damn” I said. “Forgot how big this fucker is” “Hmm” Was all Dan would respond.

    I looked at the huge fat cock before me. I had to have him fucking me soon. My ass began to twitch at the thought of Dan’s bull dick in me. I went back to the task at hand for the moment though. I sucked down half his big tool again.

    “Awe yes!” He shouted. “Suck daddy’s cock boy. Suck it good with that fucking mouth”

    I obliged of course. Dan’s big cock was too delicious not to want to feed on its mass. I swallowed about 6 inches into my face. His hips trust at me again. The huge head punched into my throat again. He grabbed my head and started to fuck my face. Dan’s hips thrust quickly in my mouth several times before I had to push him off. I drew in another much needed breath, then went back down on his big cock.

    “Damn man, that mouth is the best thing that’s been on my dick ever” He said.

    I just slobbered over his hefty shaft some more. His raging cock was rock hard now. It stuck out from his pubes like a tower. I licked the thick tube from top to base. Then I went for his balls again. I slipped one hefty orb into my mouth. I rolled the thing around and under my tongue. Dan squirmed and groaned his pleasure. His hand was on my head again.

    “Awe yess buddy. Lick my balls.” He moaned

    And I did. First one, then the other fat nut slid into my mouth to be worshipped. Dan continued to squirm under me. Then he had to pull me off. This was driving him mad. 

    He pulled me off of him and said. “Gotta get at that sweet ass man”

    So he flipped me over on my stomach on the bed. He raised up my butt and dove for it. His face was buried in between my cheeks. Then I felt his hot tongue on my hole.

    “Ughn” I grunted

    Dan started to eat out my ass like it was the last meal he would have. His awesome tongue was driving my crazy. I could hear just the slurping sounds of him licking up my butt hole.

    “Such a sweet hole you got man” He said “I cant wait to be sliding my dick back in there again”  

    I too couldn’t wait. After several minutes of him prepping my hole I crawled out from under him, turned over on my back and lifted my legs. Dan pulled up my legs and crawled up on the bed at my hole. His pulled on his heavy cock a few times. Then he spit on his hand. He lubed up my ass and was pulling me close to get his cock into me. 

    But just as he was about to. My doorbell rang… 

  • That Preacher’s Boy

    Ty squeezed mustard along the hot dog, then moved along the line, getting chips, one of Mrs. Ethelene’s brownies, and a cup of tea. He moved away from the picnic tables under the shelter, out toward the lake where others were sitting on blankets or camp chairs, plates in their laps. It was the start of summer, and Ty was home to spend it with his family. He was officially a sophomore now, having finished his freshman year. He looked at all the familiar faces, all of those from his mom’s church and those of the community invited to the picnic as a way of trying to entice them to join the church. They looked so normal. Each with such a routine life, he wondered how many were truly happy. There were a few he knew were otherwise. Mrs. Harris, whose husband left her two years ago, or there was Buddy Mitchell, who lost his wife to cancer, then had a fallen out with his son, Bryce, who left for the Navy and has yet to return. And there were others who had been dealt a life cruel in some manner. Some of it their own making. But there was something else Ty thought as he scanned the crowd of people. None of them were gay.

    He knew the odds were against such a notion, and it was possible there were a few of the men secretly gay, but living a lie in order to fit in. But he could never shake the notion, since there had been no one who revealed themselves to him in some manner when he had been in school. There were a few of the other boys he wondered about, of course. Boys who acted feminine in some manner, or boys he saw looking at other boys, telling himself it was just curiosity or admiration. Sitting on a blanket with Mary was Anthony, who had been one of those boys. A year ahead of him, Ty remembered some of those moments between classes, or in the lunchroom, or at a gathering of the school, he would watch Anthony, noting some movement or reaction that made him wonder about his sexuality. But Anthony, for all his mannerism and his lean build, always seemed to be dating one girl or another. Watching Mary hold out a bite of pie on her fork and Anthony closing his mouth over it letting her slide it out clean, he knew they were married, and Mary expecting in December.

    Ty knew part of his reasoning stemmed from never daring to try to find another guy in the community. He played online, looked at the requests for hooking up, but he looked in Montgomery, Atlanta, Mobile, and on occasion, when the family or some of his friends were going to Pensacola or Fort Walton or Destin, he would look in those locations, tempting himself with the possibility. In the end, he waited until college, knowing the freedom that life on campus would afford him. He came out in the dorm, messed around with a couple of the guys, then began to date. First there was Ricardo from English, then Jasper from the floor below in the dorm and last spring, there had been Patrick who he had met at a rally for LGBTQIA rights. He hadn’t come out to his parents or any of his friends here in the community. He was hesitant, afraid of the response he would get, for the small town had never to his knowledge had someone openly gay.

    Everyone began to gather at the gazebo, and Ty fell in behind others walking that way, knowing it was probably the preacher for his mom’s church about to say a few words. He saw him under the gazebo with a few of the men of the church.

    The preacher had been hired last August, just a week before he was to leave for college. It would be the holiday break between semesters before he actually met the Rev. John B. Covington and his family. There was his wife who looked ten years younger, Mrs. Sherry Jeanne, and two boys, Jordan, who had been a senior in high school, and Noah, three years younger.

    Ty considered the older boy, only a year younger, with his jet-black hair and fair skin. Back in December, he believed Jordan to be skinny, although still attractive, in his dress shirt and pants that fit too loose. But looking to his side, standing behind the others, he saw Jordan for the first time that afternoon, and was surprised to see him in a bright yellow t-shirt that was form fitting revealing his upper body. He didn’t look skinny, but lean, muscular, like a swimmer or a runner. The black hair that had been so neatly combed before, now had a fly-away look. It stuck up and fell over his forehead in a manner that was seductive to Ty’s way of thinking. He wasn’t the only one, for there were a few of the girls looking back at Jordan and giggling, as they sought his attention.

    The Reverend droned on about the picnic, their beliefs and something about fellowship, at which point Ty had lost interest in anything the preacher had to say. His attention lay elsewhere. He found himself watching Jordan, who had backed up from the crowd, then simply strolled away, following the path that circled the lake. Wondering where he was going, Ty stepped back until no longer feeling a part of the group and gave pursuit.

    Jordan followed the trail as it moved in parallel with the lake shore, undulating with its meandering bank. They were nearing the end of the clearing with the picnic tables when Ty realized there were two men ahead of Jordan. The men moved into the shadow of the tree canopy as the trail curved with the bank of the lake. A few minutes later, walking at the same pace, Jordan went into the shadows and disappeared. Ty was tempted to speed up but knew if he did it would put him too close, making Jordan aware of being followed.

    Ty knew the trial would follow the lake’s bank, curving around its east end, the south side, then the west end, eventually coming full circle back to the picnic area on the north side. The east end was left wooded, a break between the picnic area and the camp sites on the south side. Across the lake, Ty could see a few tents on those that sat near its bank. A glance back to make sure no one had followed him, he moved under the canopy of the trees, feeling a drop in temperature and a sense of coolness that was pleasant. The air seemed cleaner, more breathable, and he inhaled, feeling refreshed.  He followed the trail along the eastern side as it snaked through the trees, never more than fifty feet or so visible at any one time. He sped up worried Jordan would get too far in front.

    The sounds from the picnic area dissipated, leaving only bird song and a light rustling of the treetops. Ty followed the trail around a large boulder and froze when he saw Jordan stopped up ahead of him. Jordan was staring ahead at something just out of Ty’s line of sight. Ty eased forward, silently, until he could see past Jordan. The two men were looking to their left, searching for something, then they stepped off the trail and disappeared. Jordan took a few tentative steps forward, then walked at a slow pace, and Ty followed, keeping to the side of the trail in case he needed to hide.

    Ty watched as Jordan came to the place the two men left the trial. Jordan stood at the trail’s edge, staring into the underbrush, then he pushed a limb aside and eased into the woods, obviously following the two men. Ty imagined what was happening. He had read of such occurrences. Men going off into the woods to hook up. To kiss and fondle and touch and…to fuck. He imagined it happening, that that preacher’s boy was going to join in, and it aroused him to think of it. But he still could not really believe it was happening, not here, in his community.

    Ty ambled up to the place Jordan had left the trail and tried to see him or the two men in the woods. The grade dropped down and the underbrush was too dense to see very far. If someone caught them, how would he explain his actions? He worried about it, knowing how it would look. But he stared into the shadows, the concealed spaces within the woods, and thought of Jordan Covington in his tight t-shirt and jeans, going down in there to follow those two men. Then he stepped off the trail and made his way around or under the understory brush giving pursuit.

    Ty was about fifty feet down the slope when he saw the creek that flowed from the lake through the trees. Moving closer, constantly scanning the area for Jordan, until he was at the edge of the woods. A sand bank separated the woods from the slow-moving waters, the surface barely rippled. At first all he heard was bird song, the slow rustling of leaves, then he heard a moan. It was upstream and he peered around a magnolia tree, looking through its low limbs along the bank of the creek until he saw the two men.

    One man had his back to Ty, but it was obvious what they were doing. The way the arms moved, and both looking down between them. There was the tug on shorts and the man blocked from view pulling off his t-shirt, tossing it on the ground. Soon they stood naked, shorts and boxers around their ankles. They toyed with each other, then the man with his back to Ty went to his knees and began to suck.

    Fingers combed through the man’s hair, then held his head as the other man pumped with his hips. Ty wanted to get closer, and he wanted to know where Jordan was at. He eased back into the trees and made his way upstream, slowly, careful with every step, until he saw the yellow t-shirt. Jordan was just inside the woods, less than fifteen feet from the two men. Ty moved closer until he could look around Jordan. The man sucking pulled back, revealing a thick, wet cock. He licked the head of it while stroking the shaft, then buried it back in his mouth. Ty watched his arm movement, knowing the man was manipulating his own cock, but the low growth at the wood’s edge blocked it from view.

    Looking over at Jordan, Ty knew he had a full view of everything. He stood dangerously out in the open under a tree. Ty watched as Jordan toyed with his own cock through his shorts, then he pulled his t-shirt off, tossing it on the ground, undid his shorts and let them fall to his ankles. The tight white boxer-briefs revealed a round ass. The cheeks flexed within them as Jordan watched the men and toyed with his own cock.

    Ty felt the confines of his shorts, his own cock growing erect. He adjusted it, then found himself toying with it, squeezing the head, the shaft, then working it up down within his boxers and shorts. He watched Jordan take the waistband of the boxer-briefs and work them down, over the round ass and down the thighs until they fell around his ankles on top of the shorts.

    Before Jordan, the two men began to move, the one sucking now on his feet. He turned to his partner and bent over.

    “Come on…stick me with that fat cock,” the man uttered.

    Ty heard the desire, the desperation behind the voice and he watched the other man stroke his slick cock then move to his partner. Ty watched amazed at how easily the thick cock sank into the other man’s ass. Inch by inch, it disappeared, until hips pressed against ass.

    “Fuck, you got all of it,” the other man uttered as he ran his hands up and down the other’s back.

    Ty was watching intently as the two men began to fuck, no longer worried about being discovered, his own arousal focused solely on the men fucking. The slow build up, then the smack of flesh against flesh, and the whorish moans of each. He saw Jordan move, and looked over in time to see him step out of his shorts and briefs and approach the men completely naked.

    “Can I…” Jordan uttered, letting the question hang in the air.

    The men froze, then smiled as Jordan approached them stroking his own cock.

    “You’re a hot one. Come on over. You can fuck this whore,” said the fucker, pulling out of his partner and stepping back. He smacked the bent over man on the ass. “Get down on your knees.”

    The bent over man eased down on his knees and kept leaning forward until his head rested on his arm lying on the wet sand.

    “Fuck his ass. He wants it.”

    “Yes…yes…fuck me,” the prone man uttered.

    Ty moved closer, keeping concealed behind a tree as he watched Jordan move up to the man still standing, kiss him while raking a hand down his chest, stomach, until tugging on the wet cock. Then he turned and Ty saw his cock for the first time. It was long, lean like his body with an arrow shaped head. Jordan stroked it, then went to his knees moving up to the prone man and buried his cock in the loosened hole. The man lifted his head and cried out.

    “Fuck…fuck…yes, fuck me. Fuck me.”

    Ty watched Jordan hold the man’s waist and fuck. Jordan moved slowly at first while watching his cock come into view then disappear, over and over, until it obviously became too much. Too aroused to hold back any longer. Ty saw the tightening grip on the waist, the way Jordan seemed to focus on nothing but his cock as he piston it inside the man’s ass. As Jordan’s pace increased, their fuck became more physical, with bodies smacking together. The sound of it echoed in the woods and over the water.

    “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck,” the prone man uttered as he took every thrust.

    The other man moved up next to Jordan, stroking his wet cock. It angled out, thick, the head flared wide, and he smacked Jordan on the face with it.

    “Suck me,” the man uttered.

    Jordan turned his head and took the cock, letting the man push it into his mouth until he had over half of it. He fucked with his hips, and now with his mouth, moving his head back and forth on the thick cock.

    Ty didn’t realize what he was doing, eyes locked on Jordan fucking and sucking, but soon he was on his knees behind the tree with his shorts and boxers around his thighs. He stroked his cock until his hand smeared the slick over it, and he kept stroking in rhythm to Jordan’s fuck.

    Jordan began to moan and grunt around the thick cock, then his whole body shuddered as he jammed his cock all the way into the man’s ass and kept slamming his hips against his ass. Ty watched the sweaty body reveal every muscle as Jordan filled the man’s ass with his cum. Over and over Jordan slammed hips against ass. The other man pulled out of Jordan’s mouth, eased down behind him, and as Jordan finished coming, the man pushed him over and rubbed his thick cock up and down the narrow round ass.

    Ty watched as Jordan bear hugged the man below him. He saw the look back over the left shoulder, eyes glazed over in lust.

    “Put it in me…please…fuck my ass,” Jordan uttered with a breathlessness that spoke of his lust.

    Ty watched the thick cock slowly disappear, inch after inch ease into Jordan until hips pressed against ass. The man leaned over Jordan and kissed him.

    “Keep fucking,” the man on top uttered.

    Ty watched Jordan move between the men, working his ass back and forth. A shove forward, then a push back, each time eliciting moans and grunts. For far too long, Ty watched Jordan fuck. The pure lust of it, this need for a man’s cock inside of him…and his own in another. Ty was so aroused by it, he was stroking faster, fist working over the sensitive head. He was close and couldn’t hold back. He gritted his teeth, held his breath, then sprayed the ground with wad after wad of cum.

    Finally spent and aware of his surroundings once again, Ty eased back as the man on top rose on his knees and began to fuck harder, faster, the sound of it echoing through the woods. Ty didn’t want to be caught, nor did he want to disturb Jordan while in the midst of such a hard fuck. He pulled up his shorts and walked backwards, slowly, carefully, until the scene on the bank of the creek was out of sight. He fastened his shorts in place. As he turned to head back, he heard Jordan cry out, a guttural ‘no’ that meant anything but.

    Ty came out of the bathroom toweling his hair dry, another towel around his waist. He could hear his mother downstairs in the kitchen, starting her preparation for dinner that evening. He went into his room and sat on the bed where he pulled at the towel around his waist and spread it open. He looked in the mirror mounted on his closet door, watching himself as he toyed with his cock. It thickened, grew longer and longer, until fully erect. He stroked the hard shaft while thinking back to the weekend and Jordan fucking with those two men. It had been four days and he still felt so horny he got an erection almost immediately when he thought about it. He was so aroused by the image of Jordan between those men, the three of them connected by their cocks, he wanted to get off again. He had been doing it first thing in the morning, sometimes during the day and then again at night, lights turned off, only the sense of his own touch pushing him to release.

    “Ty! Ty, can you come down?” his mother called out from the bottom of the stair.

    “Coming,” Ty replied, knowing it wasn’t the coming he had in mind. He jumped up, begging his cock to go down. He slipped on boxers, a pair of worn jeans and a tank top, one loose fitting that rubbed softly against his skin making him all too aware of his own masculinity. A hand through his light brown hair, and a look in the mirror to see if his cock was too noticeable, then he headed down to see what his mother needed.

    Susan, his mother was at the sink washing vegetables. Ty moved into the kitchen and stood next to her, watching her long delicate fingers move peppers under the flow of water.

    “What do you need?” Ty asked.

    “I forgot to get another bottle of olive oil. I’ve got enough to cook with but not enough for the salad. Can you run to the grocery store and get me a bottle?”

    “Sure,” Ty replied. He reached out and picked up the nearly empty bottle sitting on the counter and held it out. “This the brand you want?”

    “Yes, and make sure it is this type,” Susan replied, pointing at the yellow band with a description of the type in it.

    “Why are we eating so late tonight?”

    “Beth isn’t getting home from some camp until around seven, and I told Kathy we’d have them over for dinner afterward,” said Susan, glancing at her watch. “It’s nearly six thirty and they’ll be here at eight, so get going.”

    “Okay,” Ty replied, moving to the opposite counter where everyone dropped their keys, pushing his own to the side and picking up his mother’s. “I’m taking your Tahoe.”

    “Okay,” Susan replied without looking around.

    Ty slipped his feet into his flip flops and headed out the door to the garage. It was a two-car garage, but only had room for one, his mother’s black Tahoe. His father’s truck and his Nissan Altima had to sit outside in the drive, for his father used the other half as a wood shop for his projects.

    Ty climbed into the Tahoe and with the door raised, backed out into the dimming light of another day coming to an end.

    The grocery store sat on the edge of town, in an old strip center built back in the early eighties. The grocery store, adjacent drug store and a barber shop were all that were left in the center. Two vacant spaces were on the left end and on the right two spaces were vacant between the barber shop on the end and the drug store next to the grocery store.

    As Ty pulled across the parking lot, he tried not to think how sad and pathetic the center looked compared to those at college where the town was devoted almost exclusively to it, with centers filled with tenants and grocery stores that were new or recently renovated.

    He parked in front of the grocery store, noting how it wasn’t busy for a Thursday night. Most people in town shopped on the weekend or right after work, so it wasn’t unusual to see it nearly deserted of customers.

    Ty felt in no hurry, having plenty of time to get home before eight, so he headed down the aisle with snacks, thinking he would grab a bag of popcorn before heading to the aisle with the oils. He entered the aisle and saw Bobby was working, stocking shelves. Bobby had been in his class, and it surprised to see him working. They had not been friends in grade school, but neither were they enemies. He moved down the aisle and just as he came up to him, Bobby stood up to put chips on the top shelf.

    Bobby stood above him, easily five or six inches taller than his five ten. And he was still lean, all long arms and legs. Ty saw a tattoo on the right bicep, some sun symbol he didn’t recognize.

    “Hey, Bobby I see you’re working this summer?” said Ty as he passed.

    “Yes. Earning some cash for community college this fall.”

    “You going to Tech down in Evergreen?”

    “Yep. You at State?”

    “Yes.”

    “I hope to transfer after next year.”

    “Well, I’ll see you on campus,” Ty replied, giving him a smile. “I’ll see ya around,” he added, moving down the aisle forgetting the popcorn.

    Ty forgot how attractive he found Bobby. The scruffy beard along the jaw, the reddish-brown hair that was thick and wavy, constantly falling over his right eye, and the tall, lean build. He wondered what it would be like to get him in bed, imagining it to be all arms and legs, a tangled mass of two male bodies rutting in sexual bliss. He glanced back at the end of the aisle and saw Bobby look his way, smile, then turn back to the stocking.

    Moving along the back aisle, Ty saw the aisle with oils was on the other side of the store, then he noticed the sign hanging from the ceiling pointing to the alcove in the rear wall. ‘Restrooms’ in a block sans script font in black on a white background. Generic, barely noticeable against the white ceiling, but having spotted it, Ty felt the need to piss, and turned into the alcove, entering the men’s room.

    There was a wall mounted sink, a urinal that someone had put their trash in it, making a mess, then the two stalls, both narrow and barely large enough to get into, for the store’s construction predated the accessibility law. Ty moved into the second one and closed the door behind him. Lock in place he moved to the toilet. As piss flowed into the bowl, he noticed the graffiti, the raw sexual nature of most it. There were crudely drawn cocks aimed at pussies between spread legs. There was a spurting cock with someone wanting to suck one noted below. The more he looked, the more he realized half were gay in nature, a man looking for a man. Some man willing to suck cock or take it up the ass. Ty shook the last few drops from his cock, flushed, then turned and sat down, cock still in hand. He looked at the graffiti that was small, tucked down near the paper roll.

    Call after nine for blow job.

    Beneath it a phone number, the prefix for the town. It was someone local. Ty read other comments, wondering why he never paid attention before. It was right here, out in the open in a way. All he had had to do was just look. He read a few lines of what someone wanted, the fucking they desired, and Ty felt his cock grow thick in his hand. He pictured some anonymous man face down on a bed. Then he pictured Jordan between the two men, fucking, and being fucked. His cock grew harder as he slowly stroked it.

    The door to the toilet swung open and Ty heard two whispered voices. First one was Bobby.

    “Shhh, be quiet and let’s hurry. I can’t be off the floor too long.”

    “Okay, get into the stall,” came Jordan Covington’s voice.

    Ty freaked out, worried they would want in the stall he was currently sitting, but the door banged against the partition of the adjacent stall. He saw the two pair of shoes move into it, one turn to face the other. What shoes did Bobby have on, Ty wondered as he looked at the shoes of the two of them. He heard exhales, then a belt buckle, a soft giggle, then Bobby’s voice, whisper quiet.

    “You going to let me fuck you again?”

    “Of course,” Jordan uttered in reply. “I want you to fuck this preacher’s boy’s ass,” he added, giggling.

    Ty listened as Jordan and Bobby made out, bumping into the partition, giggling, uttering obscenities, and moaning with a lust that made him get harder.  Jeans and underwear fell around ankles, and the feet closest to the toilet turned toward it.

    “Fuck me, come on Bobby, fuck me.”

    The other feet moved closer, then Jordan moaned, and Ty could tell Bobby was rocking on his feet, pumping cock into Jordan. He wanted to see it, Bobby’s cock, as it piston in Jordan’s hole. He eased up and stood on the seat, keeping bent down in case one of them looked up. He braced on the back wall and slowly eased his head up until he saw Bobby, head down, body undulating with his fuck. Then he saw Jordan’s head, raised up, exhaling heavily, then grunting with the feel of being fucked. Rising higher, Ty looked down at Bobby’s cock, dark skinned, thick, pushing inward, then being tugged outward. Inch after inch came into view, then Bobby shoved back into Jordan’s depths. Their pace was steady but unhurried. A steady rhythm of cock boring into Jordan’s depths, over and over. Ty could see Jordan was stroking his own cock, the right arm flexing with his movements.

    One hand on the top of the stall, Ty took his cock with the other. He felt the hard girth of it within his grasp and began to stroke it. He looked from Bobby’s cock to Jordan’s body bent over, shivering, and shaking as it took it. Bobby increased his pace, working his hips faster and faster. He kept a gap between their bodies, and it allowed Ty to watch his cock move inward and out.

    “Fuck…come on Bobby, pump that shit in me,” Jordan uttered.

    Bobby grabbed Jordan by the hair and pulled his head back, twisting it around to look at him.

    “Take me…take me…fuck, I’m close,” Bobby uttered as he kept fucking.

    Ty should have ducked down for Bobby pulled Jordan up higher and all Jordan had to do was open his eyes to see him. But Jordan kept his eyes closed as he stroked his cock and took Bobby’s fuck, rocking back and forth with every thrust.

    Ty saw Jordan’s cock get wet and heard the slick sound of his hand stroking it. Then Jordan stifled a cry out, exhaling hard, then shaking within Bobby’s embrace as he sprayed the toilet with cum.  The smell hit Ty, the masculine nature of it, the sexual aspect that made it such a forbidden thing to some. He bent his head down below the stall, stroked his own cock harder, then sprayed the partition with cum. Then he heard Bobby cry out, far too loud to his ears, then a few smacks of flesh against flesh, and he knew Bobby was filling Jordan’s hole. Ty held himself in place, afraid to even breathe, waiting for Bobby and Jordan to get dressed and leave. He heard them whispering, far too low to understand, then giggle. It seemed to take them forever to dress, wash their hands, then leave the toilet room, but after agonizing minutes, the door finally opened, then closed.

    Standing back on the floor, putting his flaccid cock away, Ty looked at the cum trickling down the partition, cutting across the graffiti. A glance at his watch, and he knew he needed to hurry, or his mother would be suspicious on why it took so long. He washed his hands, sniffed the air around him hoping none of the scent of cum was on him, then eased out of the toilet. He straightened his tank top as he moved into the back aisle and turned left toward the aisle with the oils. He looked up and froze.

    Jordan was standing in the aisle directly opposite of the alcove starring at him. There was a shocked expression, then a smile that was so mischievous, Ty turned and walked as fast as he could to the far aisle. He felt his face flush, burning as if he had a fever.

    The next day Ty was doing yard work, mowing grass, trimming the hedges, then pruning low limbs of the trees around the yard. It was hot, sweaty work and he was glad of it. He still thought constantly of Jordan and that look when he had come out of the toilet. But the work didn’t allow him to obsess over it. He finished the yard work right after lunch, then pulled his mother’s Tahoe out and washed it. He put it back in the garage and pulled his car on the apron and washed it next. By the time he finished, it was after five and he was soaked with sweat. As he headed into the garage his parents came out.

    “Oh Ty, we’re going to the Miller’s for dinner. Would you like to get cleaned up and join us, or would you prefer to go into town for something?” Susan asked, knowing Ty didn’t care for the older couple and their constant repetition of what he knew to be the real fake news. It was tiring, until they got on some rant about a homosexual agenda, then he just got angry.

    “I’ll go into town.”

    Ty went in, took a shower, fighting the urge to masturbate again. He had done it that morning, and wondered how long he could keep it up, doing it two or three times a day. He pulled out cargo shorts and a shirt that fit loose on his frame, and he made it feel looser by leaving the top two buttons undone.

    Flips flops on, wallet and cellphone in his pocket, he headed out with keys in hand.

    He drove slowly into town, debating on where to eat. Being alone made the small café a bad choice. That was couples and families, never someone alone. There was the pizza parlor in downtown a block from the café, then out near the grocery store, a Mexican restaurant, a fast-food joint and the old drive-in. He knew each would be busy, but none more so than the drive-in. He came to Fifth and Sycamore and started to turn left for the Mexican restaurant, but at the last second decided on pizza, turning right instead.

    Vehicles lined both sides of the street at the café, and Ty eased through the block to the next one. The on-street parking was full in front of the pizza parlor, so he drove to the end of the block, turned right, and parked on the side street. He strolled back and eased inside. It was busy, but a couple of tables along the far wall were empty, and he made his way to the one closest to the back. The one most out of sight and allowed him the best view across the dining room.

    “Hey Ty, you alone?” asked Tessa. She had been a classmate, and he wasn’t surprised to see her working since her uncle owned the place.

    “Yes. My folks went to have dinner with some of their friends and I…just didn’t bother to ask anyone,” Ty replied, smiling.

    “I get it. Sometimes you just want to be alone,” said Tessa. She pulled out her pad, then looked down at Ty. “What do you want to drink?”

    “Coke.”

    “Do you know what you want? If not, I’ll get your drink.”

    “I know. Give me the Florentine.”

    Tessa smiled. “I should have known. I’ll get your drink.”

    Glass refilled and over half the pizza consumed, Ty sat back sated. He motioned for Tessa to bring him the check, then pulled out his cellphone. He looked at social media, posts by some of the guys from college. One down in Florida apparently drunk on the beach, another in the mountains, and a third down in Mexico. He typed replies, then flipped to another site, scrolling through the articles seeing if anything of interest popped up. A shadow fell over him, then a guy was standing next to him, the crotch of the jeans less than two feet away. He looked up and saw it was Jordan, smiling at him.

    “You’re Ty, right? Your mom comes to the church.”

    “Yes, and you’re Jordan.”

    “Can I sit down?”

    “Sure,” Ty replied, feeling his heart race, knowing his face was flushed red.

    “Did you like it, Bobby and I in the bathroom at the grocery store?”

    “Huh…damn…you get right to the point, don’t you?”

    “No need to pretend we’re going to talk about the weather or who will have a better football team this fall. So?”

    “I don’t think…”

    “Oh, come on, Ty, can’t you admit you liked it? You know I went back in there after you took off. Quite a mess you made on the wall.”

    “Look, I can’t talk about this. Not here,” said Ty, looking around the room nervously.

    “Relax Ty, no one has a clue unless you tell them, or do it right in front of them,” Jordan replied, smirking at the thought of the latter.

    There was a long silence, then Ty built up his courage, leaning forward.

    “Are you gay?” Ty whispered.

    Jordan laughed, then leaned toward Ty, lowering his voice.

    “I think that is rather obvious. What about you? Gay or bi?”

    “I…huh…”

    “Are you like this in college? I hope not.”

    “No.”

    “So?”

    “I’m gay.”

    “Good. Good to hear you admit it.”

    “Aren’t you afraid of being…” Ty stopped, not finishing the sentence as Tessa came to the table and set his check on its edge.

    “Hey, Jordan. Are you eating?”

    “No, sorry. I had dinner with the folks down at the café, and just stopped in to say hello to Ty.”

    “Can I get you a drink, at least?” asked Tessa.

    Ty could see how she was fawning over Jordan, wanting to do something for him.

    “No, I’m good. But thanks, Tessa,” Jordan replied in the politest voice.

    They watched Tessa cross the room, then Jordan turned back to Ty, making the space around the table tighten up. If he had been at any other table, such as one in the middle of the room, Ty would have left immediately. But the back table offered some privacy and he saw how no one was looking their way. It was as Jordan stated: no one seemed to have a clue.

    “I hope you’re not as secretive at college,” said Jordan.

    “What? No…I’m not,” Ty replied. Then he leaned closer, lowered his voice. “What about you, fucking in the park, then in the bathroom at the…”

    “Wait, how did you know about the park?” Jordan asked, suppressing a laugh. “You followed me, didn’t you?”

    “…”

    “I saw you at the picnic. You were there.”

    “Okay, I followed you and saw you with those two guys.”

    “Jack and Travis. They live outside of town. Been together for eight years, ever since high school. I think.”

    “They’re partners? And live together? I thought they were just two guys hooking up.”

    “No, they are partners who like a third person from time to time. They came to park after arranging a hook up with me.”

    “That easily,” Ty whispered, more to himself than to Jordan.

    Ty fiddled with the check, no longer wanting to leave. He wanted to know more.

    “Ty, are you out to your parents?”

    “NO!”

    “Why not?”

    “How can you ask me that, a preacher’s son and all.”

    “My folks know.”

    “What?”

    “They know. Have for a couple of years now.”

    “And they’re okay with it. I mean the church says…”

    “Ty, can you keep a secret? Really keep a secret?”

    “Of course.”

    “Dad is struggling with being a preacher, has for a few years now. He no longer believes most of what he says behind the pulpit. I’ve overheard him talking with mom. There is some serious agnosticism going on with the two of them, and it makes dad feel trapped in the job.”

    “Your parents are agnostic?”

    “Actually, I think mom is beyond that, but I’m not sure. But yes.”

    “And they are accepting of you being gay?”

    “Of course. They know it is not some phase or a guy acting out to be sinful.”

    “Then why do you sneak around? I mean…why not date someone instead of the hookups?”

    “Truthfully? I promised them I’d keep a low profile in seeing other boys, but I don’t want to show up at college some virgin. I want to have experiences, to know how two guys can pleasure each other. Once I get to college, then I’ll start dating seriously.”

    “But college is the time to experiment, to find oneself.”

    “Is that what you told yourself? Is that why you waited until getting there before you pursued someone?”

    Ty nodded his head, suddenly feeling naïve.

    “Ty, look, don’t be embarrassed about it. It was what you were comfortable doing. No shame in that. But for me, I want to know myself before I get there.”

    “How long have you been meeting guys?”

    “Not long. When we moved here last fall, I focused on fitting in, doing what was expected of me as ‘that preacher’s boy’. How many times I heard that over those first few months,” said Jordan, laughing.

    “How did you find out Bobby was willing?” Ty asked.

    “You really shielded yourself from everything, didn’t you?”

    “I guess.”

    “Didn’t you notice how he looked at other guys. The first time I saw him, he was watching a guy come down the aisle. He was practically drooling.”

    “I never noticed.”

    “You didn’t look.”

    Ty smiled, nodding his head.

    “So, I assume you made up for it when you got to college.”

    Ty’s smile widened, as his face flushed red. “Yeah.”

    “Good for you.”

    “I wish I had your boldness.”

    “I’m not sure how bold I am. It feels like desperation at times. Hey, what are you doing later tonight?”

    “Why, you want to do something?” Ty asked, and there was an anticipation in his voice.

    “I’m meeting a couple of guys later and wondered if you would like to tag along.”

    “I don’t know…where are you meeting them? I mean, there is nowhere in town…”

    “We’re meeting in that motel out on 51. The one by the greasy spoon and truck repair shop.”

    “I know the motel. It used to be called Motel 51.”

    “Creative,” Jordan joked, “well, it’s the Roadside Motel now. Not much more creative but the old place is supposedly clean, and more importantly, off the beaten path for the local Friday night cruisers.”

    “Do your parents know about these hookups?”

    “Are you fucking kidding me? No. Mom would flip out if she knew I was meeting men.”

    Ty saw Tessa look their way and he knew she was wondering when they would give up the table.

    “I should go,” said Ty, climbing to his feet. Jordan stood and he realized they were about the same height. Only difference was he was stockier, the results of playing baseball and working out.

    Ty went to the front counter, watching Jordan head out the door and disappear around the corner. He immediately regretted saying no. He wanted to go with Jordan to that motel room, if for no other reason, just to watch what would happen. He paid for his meal, slipped his debit card back into his wallet and made his way out to the sidewalk. The air was still humid and warm, and above the town, despite far too many streetlights, he could see some stars in the clear sky. The moon, half full, hovered over the eastern horizon just above the buildings.

    Ty followed the sidewalk down to the corner and turned, heading to his car, when he stopped. Leaning against the wall in the dark shadows, was Jordan waiting on him.

    “You sure you can’t come to the motel. I’m heading over now.”

    “I don’t know. Will the other guys be put out if you show up with someone else?”

    “You really don’t get it, do you? The more the merrier, Ty. Come on, follow me.”

    Ty glanced at his watch, seeing it was only eight forty-five.

    “Come on, follow me. I’m in that old Honda over there,” said Jordan, pointing across the street at a white Accord.

    “Okay, I’ll follow you.”

    Ty pulled in behind Jordan, pulling past the small office to the area within the elbow of the one-story L-shaped building. He knew what Jordan meant about no one cruising by on a Friday night for he hadn’t been by the place in a couple of years, long enough for the owners to give it a new coat of paint at some point. The fresh paint didn’t help much, for the old wood exterior was rough and the windows and doors showed years of abuse. The paint spoke of an attempt to keep the place up and he hoped the interior was nicer.

    Jordan parked in the middle of the small parking lot leaving Ty guessing as to which room they were headed. He pulled in behind him and climbed out.  He followed him across the parking lot toward the far end, furthest from the road. As they approached the room, he heard music coming from within. It was some sort of electronic music, something with no lyrics, and it was just loud enough to drown out any voices inside the room.

    “Sounds like the party has started,” said Jordan.

    Ty looked back across the parking lot, seeing a truck that he believed was Bobby’s. He heard Jordan rap his knuckles against the door three times and turned in time to see the door crack open.

    “Jordan?”

    Ty saw a guy who looked late twenties, with long shaggy blonde hair and a tattoo on the shoulder visible through the door.

    “Yep, and you must be David,” Jordan replied.

    “That’s me, come on in,” said David swinging the door open and standing to one side. “Who’s your friend?”

    “This is Ty,” said Jordan as he walked past David. “Hey guys,” he added as he went into the dimly lit room.

    Ty followed Jordan into the room and saw Bobby and another guy sitting on the bed stripped down to their underwear, Bobby in boxer briefs tented obscenely with his erection, and the other guy in boxers, his hard cock sticking up out of the fly with Bobby’s hand working up and down its length.

    “I’m Jordan and this is Ty,” said Jordan to the guy with Bobby.

    “I’m Mitch.”

    “Come on guys, let’s get this party started,” said David as he locked the door and moved next to Ty and Jordan. Ty glanced down at the tented briefs, where he could see the shape of David’s cock through the thin fabric. Movement from Ty and he turned to see him unbuttoning his shirt.

    “Get your clothes off,” Jordan whispered.

    “I need to piss first,” said Ty, crossing the room to the bathroom. He was nervous about being in a room with four guys, especially with one he went to school. He pissed, then washed his face, looking in the mirror as water dripped from it. “What the fuck,” he whispered, then smiled, remembering the scene at the park, then in the bathroom at the grocery store. How it made him so hard, so aroused, and he knew despite his nervousness, he wanted to feel that way again. To feel his sexuality.

    Ty came out to find Bobby on his back, with Mitch down between his legs dragging a tongue over the loose sac then up along the hard cock. Jordan and David were stripped too, standing by the bed kissing each other while running their hands over the other. He watched them messing around until he felt his own cock grow painful with its confinement. He unbuttoned his shirt and slipped it from his shoulders. Then he undid his jeans, slipping them down each leg and off. He stood, toying with his growing cock through the thin boxers, watching Jordan go to his knees and suck David’s cock. He was so aroused he no longer felt his previous anxiousness. He pushed his boxers down until they fell around his ankles, and he stepped out of them as he moved toward the bed.

    Bobby had his head hanging over the side of the bed and was watching Ty, mouth open, breathing hard. Ty moved to the bed and bent his knees until his cock slapped him in the face. He raked the head across the lips, then let it slip into the open mouth and he pushed forward until nearly every inch disappeared.

    “Yeah…feed the bitch that cock,” Mitch uttered, then sank Bobby’s cock in his mouth.

    Ty pulled back until only the head remained in Bobby’s mouth and he felt the swirl of tongue over it. He shuddered, then pushed back inward. Bobby reached out and held his thighs as he worked his cock in a slow fuck: inward then out, over and over. He grew rock hard, aroused by having someone he knew, an old classmate sucking him. His pace increased until Bobby would choke on occasion.

    Movement on the bed, and Ty looked up and watched Mitch sit on Bobby’s cock. Legs spread wide, he had a perfect view of Bobby’s cock sinking into Mitch who moaned and groaned as he took every inch.

    Fuck, thought Ty as he watched Mitch work his ass up and own, revealing the thick cock, then taking it again. The cheap bed squeaked as Mitch moved faster and faster. It was mesmerizing, the way Mitch easily took every inch. His ass moved relentlessly up and down, at times smacking against Bobby’s abdomen. Ty pulled his cock out of Bobby’s mouth and listened to the grunts and moans escape it, then the utterances that pushed Mitch to fuck himself faster.

    “Fuck…ride me…ride me harder,” uttered Bobby.

    David suddenly appeared on the bed next to Bobby and Mitch, and Ty watched him run his finger around Mitch’s stretched opening, and over the cock, as it piston in and out.

    “Fuck, look at it,” Mitch whispered.

    Ty felt a poke to his ass, then a warm body press against his back.

    “That’s hot, isn’t it?” Jordan whispered in Ty’s ear, then nipped it with his teeth.

    Ty shuddered, then pushed back against Jordan.

    “Yes.”

    Ty watched David rub Mitch along the perineum, finger trailing the line in the skin, then back to the stretched tight opening. David pushed at the edge of it, then eased his finger in next to Bobby’s cock. Mitch shuddered as his hole was stretched open wider, until David could get his finger all the way inside him.

    “Fuck,” Mitch exclaimed, then pushed down all the way on David’s finger and Bobby’s cock.

    “Bastard likes it,” said David looking around at Ty and Jordan.

    When David slipped his finger free, Mitch fucked his ass on Bobby’s cock at a brutal pace. Upward, then slamming back down, ass smacking against Bobby. The bed protested beneath them, and the room felt hotter to the five of them, none more so, than Mitch, who began to sweat.

    “I’m going to cum,” Bobby uttered, putting his hands on Mitch’s thighs, and pushing down, hard, as he shoved upward. He shuddered and pumped his hips upward, rocking Mitch, as he came.

    Mitch rolled off Bobby to his back, turning sideways on the bed. David reached out and took Jordan’s hand, pulling him around Ty and to the bed.

    “Fuck him. He wants it,” said David, guiding Jordan around to Mitch’s feet.

    Ty watched Jordan left both legs, feet against his shoulders, then move down on Mitch. Jordan rubbed his cock over the leaking hole, then penetrated it, pushing more than half his cock into it. He kept moving forward until Mitch’s legs were pressed against his chest, then he began to fuck.

    David moved to Mitch’s head and rubbed his leaking cock over the lips, the cheeks, and over the nose, leaving a trail of slick. Mitch opened his mouth, tongue out, showing his willingness to take it, and David put it against the tongue and pushed into the hot slick mouth.

    Ty watched David and Jordan fuck Mitch, one at each hole, pumping cock into each one. He felt a hand take his cock, and he looked down at Bobby stroking him.

    “Do me,” Bobby whispered, moving around in the bed until he lay parallel to Mitch, legs hanging over the side. “Come on, Ty, don’t make me beg. Please…fuck me.”

    Ty moved around and between the spread legs. They came around his waist as he moved up on the bed on his knees. He shifted forward until his wet cock touched Bobby, and he rubbed it up and down the spread ass. He was so aroused, cock rock hard, he was impatient. Cock centered on the puckered opening, he pushed, hard, breaching its tightness, sinking halfway into Bobby. Bobby cried out, body shuddering with the penetration.

    “Yeah, fuck that ass,” David uttered as he buried his own in Mitch’s mouth, making him gag.

    The long legs were around his waist, then the long arms around his torso, hands moving up and down his back. It was as he imagined, the sense Bobby was all arms and legs, and hole for his cock. He thrust into him, harder and harder, until the bed rocked in rhythm to their fuck. The sound of the bodies coming together drowned out the moans coming from Mitch, as Bobby threw his head back and took every penetrating thrust.

    Ty leaned down and kissed Bobby on the neck, wondering if Bobby would let him kiss him on the mouth. He moved up the neck, tugged on the ear, then moved along the jaw, the skin still smooth as a young man with so little beard coming in, until he was at the corner of the mouth, and Bobby turned and kissed him. Hips undulating, the tight opening milking his shaft as he pushed inward then tugged outward. He slowed his pace until he could feel every inch move through the tightness. Slowly, he repeatedly penetrated Bobby’s depths.

    Mitch choked and David continued with his sexual banter. Jordan just grunted with every push inward. But Ty heard none of it. He kissed Bobby, nipped at Bobby’s long neck, then lifted himself up on his hands and increased his pace. Faster and faster, plunging his cock into Bobby’s depths, Ty drove himself until he was near exhaustion. His body felt on fire, hot, sweat trickling down his torso and face, but he didn’t slow. He hammered Bobby’s insides, driven by his desires. The bed squeaked and rocked beneath them, then the sound of flesh smacking flesh echoed in the room.

    “Fuck…Ty, I’m going to cum again,” Bobby uttered, his hand a blur on his cock, stroking as hard as Ty fucked.

    Cum sprayed Bobby’s chest and stomach, and his opening spasm around Ty’s thrusting cock.

    Ty buried his cock in Bobby’s depths and shuddered with his own release, hips jamming against ass, over and over and over, until he was spent. Then he collapsed on Bobby, heaving for breath.

    Ty turned his head and saw Mitch was on his knees and elbows, still taking two cocks in each hole. Jordan held tight to Mitch’s waist, jamming cock into his depths. David grunted, then shook, making Mitch swallow several times, and Ty barely noticed for he kept his eyes on Jordan. The one who defied the norms as he had assumed them to be in this small town. The one to show him how wrong he had been. He looked at the lean body, the way muscle flexed with its exertion, and he wanted it. His cock stirred between Bobby and his body. He eased up and off the bed. Bobby was laying prone, appearing to be asleep, but after a few seconds he held his head up and smiled at Ty, then nodded over toward Jordan.

    “You want that, don’t you?” Bobby asked, but his tone spoke of knowing the answer to the question.

    Ty smiled, then moved up behind Jordan, kissing his shoulder, up the neck, then along the side of the face. Jordan turned to him, and they kissed. When Ty pulled back, he whispered in Jordan’s ear.

    “I’m going to fuck you.”

    Jordan smiled, pushed all the way inside of Mitch, then leaned over him. He looked back, eyes pleading.

    “Do it.”

    Ty moved up behind Jordan, pushed his legs apart, and raked wet cock along the spread ass. Up and down, the wet, leaking head rubbed the bare ass until it was wet.

    “Stop teasing me. Do it…do it…put it in me,” Jordan pleaded.

    Ty put his cock to the puckered opening and pushed. He felt the tightness squeeze the head, then inch after inch of the shaft as he drove it into Jordan’s depths. He pushed deeper and deeper, until Jordan had nearly every inch, then he held still.

    Jordan rose, looked over his left shoulder with glassy eyes and mouth open, and began to move. Ass pushed back taking the last of Ty’s cock, then forward, pushing back into Mitch. He moved with abandon, pace increasing until Mitch was crying out beneath him. Jordan grew more physical, pushed Mitch down flat on the bed and bore into his depths, then tugged outward, until every inch of Ty’s cock was in his own hole.

    Jordan was too aroused, had been fucking too long, and he soon cried out in release, flooding Mitch’s insides with cum. Before he could catch his breath, Ty pulled him to his feet, hugged him around the neck and began to fuck his ass. His moans reverberated with the jarring thrusts into his depths. Ty took Jordan’s sensitive cock and stroked it, making him shudder and jerk in his tight embrace.

    “Oh…fuck me, Ty. Fuck me harder.”

    Ty nipped Jordan’s ear, then the left shoulder as he plunged into Jordan’s depths with a steady rhythm. His hips smacked against ass, and his hand stroked the wet cock noisily. There was no holding back, nothing left in reserve, as Ty lifted Jordan off his feet, pushed cock into the depths of his hole, until he was shuddering with his second release.

    Mitch and David were in the bathroom, showering together. On the bed, bodies intertwined, Ty, Jordan, and Bobby were touching each other, exploring the other’s bodies. Fingers followed contours and forms and shapes. A finger circled a nipple, then a tongue raked over the hard nub. A finger ran up a trial of hair from the fan of pubic hair to the navel, making the stomach quiver with the ticklish nature of the touch. A tongue followed the contour of an ear. Another tongue dragged up a chest, then over to a nipple. Fingers toyed with nuts in their loose sac, then raked along the perineum until rubbing over the wet, leaking hole. Then they penetrated it, causing two of them to giggle.  Fingers toyed with a wet cock, traced the shape of the flared head, causing it to flex, to grow thicker, wider, as it responded to the manipulation.

    Ty rolled to his back and Jordan moved on top of him. Ass ground down on cock, then rocked back and forth until the cock was rock hard. Bobby sat up, moved behind Jordan, kissing him while guiding him up and over the cock he was holding up. Bobby pushed Jordan down on Ty, his fingers at the opening feeling it take cock. He felt Jordan rise, then drop down again, and he felt the way the opening loosened to the penetration. He pushed his finger along the cock, feeling the tightness, how it was like a tight cord around Ty’s cock. Jordan moved upward then held still, and Bobby pushed his finger into him next to Ty’s cock. Jordan eased down, taking most of the cock and all of the finger. Up. Down. Over and over. Jordan eventually loosened to the double penetration.

    Bobby slipped his finger free and looked around Jordan at Ty. They smiled at each other, acknowledging their renewed arousal. Bobby moved up behind Jordan, pushing him down, letting Ty bear hug him. He pushed his rock-hard cock down, putting the flared head against the base of Ty’s cock, then he pushed.

    Jordan cried out and shivered with the penetration, Bobby’s cock sliding in next to Ty’s cock.

    “Fuck that ass on our cocks,” Bobby uttered, holding Jordan by the waist.

    Jordan moved between them, forward until the cocks nearly slip free, then back, sinking both back into his hole. He moved slowly, for the stretch of his hole was still painful. He moved until he loosened to the double penetration, then increased his pace, grunting and crying out.

    “Goddamn,” David exclaimed, suddenly standing by the bed. Mitch came up next to him and began to toy with his cock as the two of them watched.

    “Fuck, look at Jordan take them,” Mitch whispered.

    Soon, David was on the floor, legs up, taking Mitch’s cock. They rutted like wild animals, loud, physical, bodies smacking together. Up on the bed, Jordan continued to move with a steady rhythm, working his ass on the two cocks.

    Bobby came first, flooding Jordan’s hole with cum. Ty felt the slickness of it, the way Jordan’s ass moved more easily on their cocks. He worked his hips, increasing the pleasure of their fuck until he too was filling Jordan’s hole. Then cum hit him in the face and chest. Looking down his body, Jordan still stroking his own cock, he watched cum spray from the head, then dribble down on his stomach, Jordan shuddering and jerking the whole time.

    Mitch and David had left, leaving Ty, Jordan, and Bobby alone. The three of them were exhausted and spent. They moved into the small bathroom and got into the tub, Jordan working the controls to get a warm shower going. They bathed each other, kissed, and giggled and talked quietly about what they had done.

    Ty looked at Bobby, then Jordan, wondering if they would be willing to do it again while he was home for summer. He raked a hand down Bobby’s lean torso, stood on his toes and kissed him.  He liked this new understanding of someone he thought he knew. This knowledge that he hadn’t been the only one. He turned to Jordan, thinking how mischievous and alluring he found him. The irony of the community’s perception, most referring to him as that preacher’s boy. That preacher’s boy had made him feel like he fit within his skin. That what was inside was okay to let out. To be himself, even when he had doubts.

    Ty leaned around Bobby and kissed Jordan, then leaned back against the tile wall and watched them kiss, wondering if the two of them would get together more often once he was out of the picture. There was nearly two months of summer break to go, but with a vacation to the mountains with his parents for two weeks, then Jordan going to be gone for a week with the church’s camp down in Florida, and finally something about the first week of August having to go to Albany, Georgia for a revival at another church, suddenly there was four weeks gone.  He looked at Bobby wondering if he would be around all summer, or he too would be gone for a vacation at some point. It made him feel a bit melancholy to consider how little time they had before he was off to college for his sophomore year. He knew once back on campus, he would meet other guys, and maybe even meet someone he wanted to date seriously. The future held multiple possibilities, and this summer would just be a path taken during this moment in his life.

    Ty came out of Biggin Hall and stood under the canopy watching it rain. In front of him was a throng of students, umbrellas held aloft. He held his own out and popped it open, swung it up and headed across campus. Normally he would be rushed to get to Physics class, but the instructor had canceled the day’s class for he was in Atlanta at some conference. Unhurried but not ready to go back to the dorm, he turned right heading to the cafeteria. It was only a little after eleven, but if he took his time, maybe stopping at the bookstore on campus, he would arrive at a more appropriate time for lunch.

    As Ty strolled among the others, he began to think of last summer. It seemed more in the past than it truly was, for he had only been on campus four weeks, three since the start of classes. He thought of Jordan and Bobby, and all they had done. There was that night in the motel room, the sex with them and those two guys. The unbridled nature of it. If he thought of it too much his cock would stir, then get hard. But it was hard not to think of it. It was the start of a summer he would never forget. That night led to others. Several with Bobby and Jordan, the three of them finding some place away from prying eyes to do those things that gave each one of them pleasure. But there were other times it was just Bobby or Jordan. Bobby had been so surprising, the physical nature of the sex he enjoyed. The roughness of it, the two of them tumbling around in the back of his car, or at one’s home when no one was around, or once, daringly, in the stockroom of the grocery store. He missed it, those times with Bobby, but not near as much as he missed his time with Jordan. He sensed it, each time they were together, Jordan holding back, keeping his emotions in check. They played it coy, superficial, but Ty knew in any other scenario he would want more from Jordan. He thought Jordan felt the same way, but he didn’t know. Neither of them would discuss it, nor anything about their future plans. He knew Jordan was going to college too, having left the day before his departure. He wondered which college but never asked. He hadn’t even discussed where he was going. It seemed futile to do so.

    Graham Student Center loomed ahead, all red brick and glass. It was only a few years old, and held the student union, a game room, a computer room, and more importantly to Ty, one of the cafeterias. He moved under the canopy and closed his umbrella, then stepped into the cool interior. The dining room was busier than he anticipated, and it surprised him to see a line of students at the serving line. Umbrella stuffed into a pocket on his backpack, he moved around the perimeter of the dining room and to the back of line.

    Tray covered in dishes, what his mother would call a balanced meal, Ty moved toward the dining room. He wanted to the side; some place quiet so he could read. In his backpack was a novel he had begun last weekend. He had gotten far enough along to know the story about two young men was more than some fantasy story. It was also a love story.

    Moving along the aisle near the windows that overlooked the campus, he found a table near the back of the room that was unoccupied. He slid into a chair, looked around the room once, pulled out the novel, and began to eat. A few pages turned, and lunch nearly complete, Ty was unaware of his surroundings. He no longer paid attention to who came in or left, looking at the guys wondering if they were gay. He turned another page, forked the last bite of potato, and brought it up to his mouth, when someone moved in front of him.

    “Ty?”

    “Jordan?”

    Jordan laughed, then sat opposite. “I didn’t know you were enrolled here.”

    “Nor did I know you were.”

    They laughed, then settled to a quiet, one with shared smiles and eye contact that spoke of a new understanding.

    “Have you heard about Bobby?” asked Jordan.

    “No, what happened?”

    “He moved to Evergreen to be closer to the community college and…” Jordan leaned forward, lowering his voice, “to shack up with this guy he met there.”

    Ty smiled. “No shit.”

    “No shit.”

    “Have you gotten settled on campus?”

    “Yes…and no.”

    “No?”

    “I’ve been so busy getting with my classes, finding my way around, I’ve not had any fun.”

    “Seriously, you haven’t found any fun? I don’t buy that for a minute.”

    Jordan sat back, growing more serious. “There are a few guys in the dorm that I know are doable, especially this hot little number from Argentina.”

    “So, what’s holding you back?”

    “I…” Jordan stammered, smiling in a way that Ty knew was a response to being embarrassed. He even saw how Jordan turned red face.

    “You…what?”

    “I keep thinking…about last summer…and…”

    “And?”

    “And you.”

    They strolled toward Ty’s dorm, umbrellas bumping for they were so close. They were mostly silent on the walk, with the occasional eye contact and smile. Ty thought about the summer in more detail, realizing the last week of July and the week after Jordan returned from Albany it was just the two of them, Bobby no longer in the picture. There had been a couple of lunches or dinners in town with Bobby, the three of them just hanging out. But the sex; that was only with Jordan in the end. He wondered how he could have missed it, and felt foolish about not discussing more about college, and how they were going to be on the same campus.

    Finally on the second floor, moving down the hall, Jordan walked beside him, as they moved past open doors where others were gaming or watching television. In Ty’s room, his roommate at practice, Jordan closed the door and locked it as Ty went to the window and angled the blinds so no one across the commons could look in. There was an anticipation, a building of expectations. Ty turned to see Jordan drop his backpack on the floor next to the wall and start removing clothing. Ty followed suit, unbuttoning his shirt as he watched Jordan toss his t-shirt on the floor and work on getting his jeans off. Ty tossed his shirt over his chair, then undid his jeans and worked them down as Jordan pulled his last foot free. Jordan was naked, cock half hard, and Ty pushed his boxers down until they fell around his feet. He stepped out of them approaching him.

    “Ty…do you like me?”

    “Yes,” Ty replied as he moved up to him.

    Ty moved over Jordan, held him down as he pumped his cock beside Jordan’s. They moved against each other until rock hard. Ty worked Jordan’s legs apart and shifted down enabling him to get an arm under each one behind the knee. He lifted them and moved forward. Jordan’s legs came up, then over, Ty folding him in half. Ass lifted off the bed, angled upward perfectly for Ty’s cock as it slid along the smooth crevice. Over the wrinkled opening, along the perineum until it was pushing over the tightening sac.

    “Fuck Ty, stop teasing me,” Jordan uttered, pushing his ass upward.

    Ty moved his cock until the head was pushing against the tight opening. He pushed down as Jordan pushed upward and felt the tight squeeze on the head of his cock as it breached the tightness. Jordan moaned, body shivering with the penetration, as Ty pushed deeper and deeper, until his cock disappeared inside of him.

    “OH fuck,” Jordan uttered as he undulated beneath Ty. Primitive, animalistic, moving to increase their pleasure.

    Ty pulled outward, then began to fuck. Slowly, savoring the feel of every inch squeezing through the tightness. Hands raked down his chest, fingers rubbed his nipples, then pinched them. The pain shot down his spine and made his cock flex within Jordan. He shoved inward, hard, abdomen smacking against Jordan’s upturned ass.

    “Yeah…fuck me,” Jordan uttered as he threw his head back and clutched at the bed.

    Ty didn’t let up, fucked Jordan at a brutal pace. It fueled his arousal to feel his cock hammering Jordan’s insides. He moved fluidly, hips swinging at a steady pace.

    “Take me…Jordan…take me,” Ty uttered breathlessly.

    The sound of bodies coming together echoed in the room. The bed squeaked in its frame and Jordan moaned louder, spurning Ty to keep fucking.  He fucked until sweaty, muscles burning with his exertions. Then he pulled out of Jordan and stood on his knees.

    “Roll over,” said Ty.

    Jordan rolled over and Ty pulled him up on knees and put his cock to the stretched opening. He buried his cock inside him, all the way, then began to fuck. He hammered against the round ass with every thrust. He pulled Jordan back against his chest and bear hugged their bodies feeling the heat of Jordan’s against his own. He began to fuck again, rocking Jordan with every push. He took Jordan in one hand and used the other to hold him by the throat, tight against his chest. He fucked and stroked at a furious pace until he felt Jordan shuddering in his embrace.

    “Fuck. I’m coming,” Jordan cried out, as his cock sprayed the bed.

    It was familiar to Ty, the way Jordan came, shaking and jerking within his arms. He kept fucking with his own release imminent. Their bodies moved slickly against each other, and Jordan’s hands slid down his sides to each thigh where fingers dug into the flexing muscle.

    “Take me,” Ty uttered, then came inside of him.

    Ty sat against the wall, sideways in his bed. Jordan lay along the bed, head in Ty’s lap. They were showered and dried off, wearing boxers. Ty expected his roommate any time and didn’t want to be naked. He played in Jordan’s hair, twirling strands with his fingers.

    “I can’t believe how fucking stupid we had been,” whispered Jordan.

    “No kidding. To find out you’re here too,” Ty laughed, “it’s too much.”

    “Ty?”

    “Yes?”

    “You want to go to dinner tomorrow night?”

    “Like a real date?”

    Jordan looked at Ty, grinning. He nodded his head.

    “I’d like that.”

    Ty’s cellphone rang and Jordan rolled off the bed and retrieved his jeans. Ty dug the phone from a pocket, glanced at the screen, then hit accept.

    “Hey, dad, what’s up?”

    “Just wanted to call and see how things are going. Classes still going well?”

    “Yes, I’m not struggling with any of my subjects this term.”

    “Good. I just wanted to speak to you a minute, if I haven’t called at a bad time.”

    “No, no, just hanging out in my dorm room with Jordan.”

    “Jordan? That preacher’s boy?”

    “That’s the one.”

  • I do….Forever

    Stan had his partner Jerry’s life all planned out. Jerry would morn for six months, have a few sad sexual encounters, date a bit and then find love again. Jerry, as usual, never wanted to talk about it when Stan was as dying.  He never talked about feelings, period. Jerry would keep busy, yard work, housework, run here, run there but he could not talk about Stan dying. Now He’s dead and Jerry is doing it all wrong!

    Stan and Jerry met 20 years earlier when they were both turning 30. They came into this relationship with their own baggage but both were ready to learn from the past, settle down and enjoy life. Stan and Jerry, both in finance, were at the top of their game. They were overachievers. They had a lot of money. They saved. They bought homes and built a life. They played just as hard as they worked.

    They had their challenges in the beginning but after the first year, they knew what they wanted. They coasted through the years together until Jerry got the call from the hospital. Stan was being admitted. He suddenly collapsed at work.  The nurse said, “Hurry.” When Jerry arrived he was told Stan had been experiencing shortness of breath for months. They would have news soon. 

    Jerry walked in yelling at Stan, “for months? You can’t breath for months and you don’t tell me?” Just then, four doctors appear with the news. The team leader takes charge. “There is nothing good to share my friends. Stan is very sick, stage 4 lung cancer. Very advanced and aggressive.” The doctor explained that decisions must had to be made quickly. He apologize like a waiter apologizes for being out of the fillet you just ordered, sympathetic but perfunctory. “How about the fish”? Now the doctor said he will leave us to absorb this information. “Someone will be back in an our to discuss your options.”

    They just stared at each other.

    An hour later they returned. Stan could be aggressive and live 6-12 mo if the meds don’t kill him earlier or he could do nothing and go into hospice care when needed. 

    They just stared at each other.

    Finally Stan said “get my clothes, we’re going home”. Jerry didn’t blink. The thought of these strong chemo drugs killing Stan soon was frightening. No. They went home where Stan the planner worked out every detail of the end of his life and Jerry’s life after but he had to do it alone. Jerry was busy building flower boxes, painting the house, working until late at night, anything but talking.

    Stan died 3 mo later, at home, in his bed, without hospice.

    Stan’s friends would come by with casseroles, wine, music and a few offered sex. As Stan expected, Patrick, one of Stan’s oldest friends got Jerry drunk, walked up to him and pulled down Jerry’s sweatpants. Jerry hadn’t showered in 2 days, manscaped since Stan died a month ago but just watched as Patrick eagerly swallowed his dirty dick. He didn’t hesitate at all. Jerry thought about how pissed Stan would be but it felt good. He grabbed Patrick by the throat and forced him to cough, gag and choke on his Impressive cock. As much as Jerry wanted to hurt Patrick, Patrick loved it. He felt special when Jerry cried out and dumped 2 months of bittter, thick cum down his throat. As Patrick stood and smiled, he went to kiss Jerry. Jerry turned his face and pulled his pants up. He asked, “could you leave now. I’m done and want to go to bed.” Patrick started making excuses, plans for next week, small talk as Jerry asked him to lock up on his way out. Jerry went to bed leaving Patrick to cleanup the kitchen and leave.

    Jerry laid in bed feeling guilty and dirty. More dirty than he did for not showering. He got up and took a long hot shower and apologized to Stan, God, himself, for not being stronger. The blowjob wasn’t even good but cumming felt amazing. He missed making love, fucking and being dirty with Stan. What was he supposed to do now. He wasn’t prepared. Maybe he should have talked to Stan like Stan wanted to? Stan, his best friend wasn’t there to talk to him, hold him, guide him. 

    As he turned the shower off, someone handed him at towel. He started to scold Patrick for coming upstairs but there he was, STAN? What the fuck Stan, how? What? Is that you? “ yea yea yea. I’ve been watching but I had to come back and tell you I was right! Patrick is such a snake! I told you…” STOP Stan! What are you doing here, how…”

    I don’t know Jerry. I’ve been here watching, holding you, comforting you but I got so mad at Patrick for taking advantage of you that.., well….here I am.”

    They went into the bedroom where Stan spooned Jerry as Jerry talked about his loss and pain more freely than he ever did before Stan died. They hugged and cried until they fell asleep in each others arms. 

    The next morning Jerry woke early and immediately turned to Stan. He was gone. Jerry thought, what the fuck happened? Was I high or drugged. It was so real. He called out to Stan, over and over. Nothing.

    The days passed. Friends stopped coming by and calling, even Patrick gave up. He offered more food, his code for blowjobs but Jerry made it crystal clear that he was not interested in his sloppy, wet casseroles. Jerry was working, drinking and sleeping. He would sleep for hours, sometimes crying out something random like “we need 2 cars” or “you don’t take cream but I do” in an angry argumentative voice. This night Stan said “I don’t take cream anymore Jerry. What the fuck are you doing to yourself. I can’t rest and if I can’t rest, I’ll be dammed if you do.” Jerry turned and looked at Stan. He was blurting out everything he’s been through. Angry that Stan left him. “I wouldn’t leave you” Jerry said. Stan laughed hard and said something like, if I only had a choice, you could have gone but it was me.” “asshole” Jerry said, and they laughed.

    Stan held Jerry again all night as he complained about his life. He wasn’t about to fall asleep and lose him again. Then, Stan started talking. He told Jerry it was time to get back into life. Go to the gym, call your real friends and learn to be independent. “You’re Smart enough, handsome and charming”. By now Stans’s voice put Jerry to sleep. The next morning, the inevitable. Jerry woke up alone.

    Jerry got dressed and went to work. He planned to go to the gym but didn’t make it there for four days. Even then, he roamed around with no focus. When he got home that night, Stan was sitting in his chair reading like he’d done for year’s. Jerry felt warm and excited. Stan put down his book and Jerry shared his most intimate fears, concerns and feeling like he never had or would have allowed before. They laughed. They cried. They looked, even touched but they could not feel each others touch. Jerry could see Stan hold his hand but he couldn’t feel it. He felt the sentiment of the gesture as powerfully as the feeling.

    Night after night, Stan was there to greet him and Jerry’s mood was changing, lightening. People were noticing a change. They thought he might have a boyfriend. Jerry and Stan were changing too. Their relationship, more intimate than before, turned to current events rather than death. At night, Stan would crawl on top of Jerry’s naked body and whisper intimate or lusty experiences they had in the past. Jerry couldn’t feel him but seeing and listening to him while touching himself lead to some of the hottest sex Jerry ever had. Stan was in agreement. He was such a physical man but this intellectual and creative sex was so intimate and satisfying.

    After weeks like this, Stan didn’t want to leave and Jerry didn’t want him to. Also, people started to notice odd behaviour from Jerry’s home. The paperboy would hear Jerry laughing and talking to what appeared to be himself. Friends would stop by and talk to Jerry, who would laugh inappropriately at something said by Stan that only Jerry could hear. Last week, Judi stopped by and brought a healthy casserole. She scolded Jerry for not eating healthy like she does. As Jerry took a drink of water, Stan said “listen to this 300 pond woman scold you on what’s healthy, fatass”. Jerry laughed and spit water all over Judi, as it appeared, irrationality. 

    Something had to give.

    Nothing gave, Stan stayed, year’s later you could hear Jerry laughing by himself from outside his house, playing cards alone and loudly jerk off while saying crazy things about Stan. Jerry withdrew more and more from others as they tried to intervein and help. As it appeared, “crazy” Jerry, the recluse, grew old and alone in his own little world.

    One day, many years later, Stan and Jerry woke up as usual. Stan was spooning Jerry and they could feel each other. After all these years they were physically reunited with no walls separating the two. Jerry turned to Stan and thanked him for waiting for him. Stan said “no Jerry, thank you for loving me so much, you wouldn’t let me go. Now, we can go together.” They had nothing nothing but time ahead of them. As they kissed and held each other passionately, they faded away.