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  • Making Dads My Slave Bitches

    These Stories are completely fictional stories based on stories that have been passed around over the years. No one in these stories is a real person and situations in these stories are completely coincidental.

    Freeballing

    Every Sunday the good wives of Simi Valley, CA go to church. They drag their sons and daughters with them… and many of the husbands go with them, but some stay home like Mr Lewis.

    I woke up that Sunday morning to the sound of my Dad fucking some dude he brought home last night. Ever since mom split to marry my Stepfather. My dad has been able to explore his poly pansexuality, He has been with all genders… he does have a preference for dudes both cis and trans… and some NB who look like men and act like men… but are genderless who present as masculine. My Dad is fun and a great buddy… terrible parent. damn he sucks at Dad things. He will sometimes send a trick to my room for a morning fuck, so there is that.

    Both my parents are terrible parents. My mother cares about money and herself. Once she married step dad she moved to Malibu. We gave up on the illusion of visitation years ago. Our weekends consisted of never seeing each other and me buying stuff I didn’t need. i still use the credit card and she never says anything about it.

    Dads best friend of 26 years is a trans man named Lucky that lives with us. I think they used to fuck when Lucky still thought he was a confused lesbian. TBH Lucky moved in about 9 years and is pretty much the only parent I ever had. For the record lucky is the only man I will ever call Daddy.

    I had a massive boner. Probably from the sound of dad fucking. Get the incest thought out of your mind. I never had sex with Dad or Daddy… it actually repulses me. It was the sex noises anything sex related gives an 18 yo a boner… it’s science. I went straight to my bathroom shower, which was in the hall. Dad and I had rooms on the same floor and since it was a Queer Frat House/ Brothel/ Sex Club for all intensive purposes, me walking around naked with a boner was not unusual.

    I started the shower and waited for the water to get just right. I popped in and started to piss all over myself. For all the water sports this house has seen I think the pipes will survive. I took a quick shower I had plans this morning for some fun.

    As I left the bathroom, the door to masterbaitor bedroom opened dad was there in the doorway checking to see it was clear. I could see last nights company jaw drop when he/they/ I’ll find out later saw me. Dad was standing there in his old AC/DC T-shirt and that was it because his horse dick was flopped between his legs. We only have three things in common DNA, Queer, and horse dicks… I have a slightly bigger dick but he is 5’6” so his looks bigger, they don’t call him tri pod for nothing. Dad has straight black hair with a white streak, he is skinny and has dark brown eyes. He is covered in tattoos, black nail polish, and black eye liner. He looks like he should be in a heavy metal band… but he is a game programer and comic book geek. He makes great money, why we never left upper middle class hell for Los Angeles never made sense.

    “Whats up dude? Sorry about the noise.” he looked back at his trick “Hey Zaven… do you want my son to fuck you before you go… he’s legal.” Zaven looked horrified and meekly said “No thank you, he isn’t my type.” I think I scared them because I must look like every guy who made their life hell. I almost told him that I am the guy who makes the bullies life hell when they fuck with queers…. but I didn’t. I only said “Cool, I hope too see you again Zaven.”

    I had laid out what I was wearing… sports wear. striped tube sicks, Nikes, stripper briefs, gray sweat pants, tight tank top, and a gray zipper hoodie. I got dressed quickly and went down stairs.

    There Lucky was in the living room watching CNN drinking black coffee and eating plain oatmeal. Lucky yelled out “Halt! inspection.”… “OK, your wearing underwear. You can go.” he gave me a smile. I left thought the garage… pop off the stripper briefs… in pocket… close garage door button… free balling. When pulling a stunt timing is everything. Lucky did not like me freeballing. When I told you about buying stuff… the stripper briefs was one of those things.

    The sun is out and the dicks are swinging. If I could get away being naked I would do it. I love the feeling of the air on my skin. As I jog I imagine myself naked.

    On Sundays in Simi you will find a lot of the dads living their redneck fantasy. They are sitting on a couch in their garage with the garage door open. They would’ve a cooler with a TV on. For a boy like me it is perfect situation. Shut the garage door and lets fuck why the wife and kids are at church. It is a dirty secret of Simi Valley a lot of those married men of Simi Valley have sex in their garages and I had regulars who sometimes had a friend.

    I found myself getting closer to the Lewis house. I fluffed myself real quick. I could see his garage door was open.

    “Hey there, Mr Lewis. How are you is Joey home?” I knew Joey wasn’t home. He hated church but loved the priest… especially the priests dick. Sunday religious counseling lol.

    I scratched my balls and “accidentally” touched my dick. Mr Lewis was one Mississippi, two Mississippi, three Mississippi…. dickmatized. That big big ass is mine.

    “Joey is at church with his mom.” he said in a barely restrained manner

    “Cool, see you later Mr Lewis.” and I ran off. I left that Daddy alone with his tiny dick and left hand.

    I ran down the street and made a left on Fuller. To Mr Katsefaukus House (I always spell his name wrong.). Mr K was built like a hairy brick shit house. His friend Pauly who is a 20 yo twink who lives with his parents is his opposite. If the garage door is open and they are both there… they want a third and it is first cum first served. I walked straight in closed the garage door and whipped my dick out. Mr K was instantly on my dick. He is Fuller cum hole. Pauly pulled down his pants and played with his 8” dick and started jacking it off and slapping his stretched balls.

    We changed position. I sat at the far end if the couch and Mr K gobbled up my cock as Pauly on he other end started eating Mr Ks big hairy ass. In porn Daddies are tops, in real life boys tend to be the tops. The Daddy top is a fun fantasy but the bottom dad is so much better. Mr K was moaning on my cock. Pauly started stretching Mr. Ks hole with toys he brought from home… slapping Mr Ks ass. Mr K was into it because he started deep throating my ass. I started fucking Mr Ks ass and as I did that Pauly slid his 8” cock up Mr Ks ass… I will give Pauly credit he knows how to fuck and he brakes a big gay myth. A femme gay twink can be a power top. He owned that ass and I could tell Mr K lived for that dick.

    Pauly and I changed places… Pauly kicked back as Mr K sucked his dick as I slid my meat up inside Mr Ks guts. He gasped as I pushed it all the way in… I know how Mr K loves getting fucked… slowly stick it all the way up in him… rest then a gradual pace and build up speed…. faster… harder…. slow down… go deep…. rest… pound his ass…. slower…. slower…. fuck he knows how to bottom because he opens up… clamps down and his ass quivers.

    Pauly and Mr K started making out while I fucked Mr K… it was so hot watching that and knowing that Pauly was about to cum. Pauly pushed Mr Ks head down so every drop of cum was swallowed down.

    I kept working Mr Ks hole… I could feel myself about to fill myself cum. Just as Pauly shot his load, Mr K shot his load and I shot my load up that hot muscle bear ass. We were spent…. for now… I can fuck again in about 20 minutes, 5 minutes if motivated.

    As I walked back to my house. I thought about Pauly and Mr. K kissing. I only kiss Joey. I don’t think I ever kissed anyone but Joey on the mouth.

  • DomNasty Top

    While traveling abroad I was settled in my hotel room, horny, and cruising a popular gay hook-up app. I discovered a profile located just 2400 feet away from my hotel. His profile name was DomNasty Top. A picture at his black face with a scowl was included; age 24 it read. I was intrigued and opened to learn more. He’s 6’, 170, some body hair, athletic build, all Top, and his profile description spoke to me. It also stated, “gentlemen 35+  only, come correct”. I knew what that meant, there would be a fee involved.

    I suppose by viewing his profile views, he realized I had seen his profile and sent me a message unlocking his pictures. They were of him in various poses, shirtless, highlighting his chiseled abs, well defined pecs and biceps, and showing off his tattoos. The one that hooked me was of him wrapped in a towel out of the shower. Oh my god, I said aloud! I replied back and thanked him for unlocking and inquired about his rates.

    Being a smart businessman, he didn’t respond with an answer to that question right away but instead sent me a series of additional pictures, one of him with his pants pulled down exposing his boxers while sitting in a car, two more up close face shots (very good looking man!), one in a tank top posing to show off his biceps, one of his boxers partially pulled down exposing his trimmed, dark bush, one of him wearing see through boxers in the shower where I could finally see his length (it was huge), then two more up close shots of his fully erect cock, a side glance and a straight up shot. I had to wipe the drool from my mouth these pics were scorching hot.

    Then followed a last pic that included his rates and services and he accepted many forms of payment. Well, at this point I almost felt obliged to purchase some of those services, and decided to respond and tell him which package I was interested to pursue that evening. We exchanged cell numbers to verify that he was real as was I, and decided on a time. Shortly after hanging up, he sent a message through the app, “get ready, fag”. I hadn’t even paid yet and the nastiness had begun! We agreed I’d pay half up front and half  after we finished, so I sent through this payment.

    I then jumped out of bed and did a deep cleaning. I was glad I had purchased a fresh bottle of poppers for my trip and brought along some lube. His picture indicated he was at minimum 9 inches or more, and thick. I knew I’d be in for a rough ride! At least I was hoping I’d be ridden hard!  (It would be just a few weeks after this trip when I returned home and met Sir Jace, and my chastity journey began). My cock was so hard in my jock, the head jutted out of the waistband.

    I heard a knock at the door and opened it wearing nothing but a classic white jock. I left the brown bottle on the bed knowing I’d soon need it. He eyed me up and down and said, “oh fuck fag, I’m gonna like working you over. Remove my shoes”. I squatted down by his size 14 feet and removed one basketball shoe and then the other. He wore white Nike ankle socks and they smelled a little ripe. He raised a foot and pushed it into my face and I inhaled, his scent cascading into my nose and through my head. I was getting the same high as that little brown bottle just by smelling his foot. My cock throbbed. I went to touch it and he moved his foot to my face and onto my crotch, pressing down hard. My cock didn’t back down, it was betraying me. Seeing this had no effect on my boner, he kicked me in the face and I fell backwards.

    He reached down to pull off his socks. “Cocksucker, get up and lick my toes”. Again, I bent down and took one toe into my mouth, and took my time working each toe with my tongue, sucking on two at a time, licking the length of his feet to his ankle. He would occasionally stop and press his foot onto my face or pull my head down to the carpet and step on it.

    The entire time my cock was solid and precum began to form at the tip. I in no way wanted to cum. I wanted to keep myself in a steady state of horniness. I had paid a good amount of money for this experience and I’d be damned if I let my cock ruin it.

    The top then removed his belt from his jeans and lightly stroked it over my back as I was still on the floor. “Does faggot need to be punished?” He asked in a mocking tone. “You want me to strap you,  worthless whore”? “Yes Sir, please”,  I begged. He raised the belt up and swiftly brought it down onto my back. The crack echoed and bounced off the silent room. The searing sting hit me in an instant. After a good 10 to 15 swats from the belt all over my back and ass, a wave of pain penetrated through me, and a euphoric feeling emerged. I hadn’t hit that high in quite some time. “Ahhh fuck, a pain pig, well how about that”, he said as he gave me some final last blows for good measure. As I had now been laying flat on my stomach, the pool of precum grew larger on my stomach.

    Pulling me up by the waistband of the jockstrap, Mr. DomNasty threw me towards the bed. I watched him pull off his jeans, and his boxers leaving on only a black v-neck that hugged his torso tightly. His cock was semi-hard, and let me assure you readers, the picture did this cock no justice. It was probably more than 11” and when I placed my hand around it, I couldn’t close my fingers! It was dark, it was meaty, it was throbbing right in my face. He took his turgid club in his hands and began to beat my face with it, slapping me with it. It was flaming hot. Each time it hit my check I could feel it’s warmth. Then he pressed his entire shaft in my face. “Open your mouth bitch”, and he shoved his  balls inside. I began to tongue his balls as he pulled them in and out of my mouth.

    I wanted to try to take that cock down my throat and I was willing to die trying. With my jaws wide open, he placed the huge cut head of his cock inside and I swear just the head nearly broke my jaw. That did not deter him. He pressed the back of my head down hard, while attempting to slam it inside me. This was just not working. I took my hands and wrapped both around his shaft and began to stroke him double handed while I worked the tip with my tongue. This seemed to make him happy and I put all of my effort into it. “You’re a pretty good cocksucker. It’s too bad your worthless ass is too pathetic to take more”. Well, if I’d known my failed effort was going to draw out more insults, I would have tried less!

    With a hard smack across the face came “no teeth! What the fuck is wrong with you”? He really was  DomNasty Top and I definitely felt like I was getting my money’s worth. After all, was paying him to treat me like shit, wasn’t I? He knocked me to the floor and I sprung back up and tried to take him in my mouth again. Instead he shoved my head away, pushing me down to the floor and then he stepped on my face, his huge foot pressing down hard.

    “Listen fucker, you suck cock for shit, you gonna bite my dick off. When I remove my foot I wanna see you kiss it and you beg me for forgiveness. Act like you fucking mean it, bitch!” He took his foot off my face and planted it right there beside me. I repositioned myself so that I was able to lean down and kiss his foot, in between sobbing, “Sir, please forgive me. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry”. “That’s right you pathetic sorry slut. What are you sorry for?”  with a kick to the face. He held his foot to my face as I stumbled on my words “for almost biting your dick off, Sir”. “That’s right fucking asshole, that’s right”.

    “I’m gonna fuck you now, bitch. I need some pussy”. He threw the bottle of Astroglide to me and I poured some onto my hand and as I went to grab his cock to place it all around his meat, he slapped it away, causing the lube to splatter everywhere. “What the fuck you doin? Lube your bitch hole , faggot!” I poured more lube on my fingers and liberally spread it all around my anus. I recall sticking a finger or two up there just to break myself open.

    Standing at the edge of the bed with me on all 4’s, I finally opened the bottle poppers, poured a little onto a washcloth and stuck in near my nose so I could inhale it through my mouth, too. I wanted to be crazy high as he entered me. Grabbing onto my globes, my ass was spread wide and his cock pierced through my opening. “Oh FUCK”, I screamed! It felt like the end of a baseball bat impaling me. My hole was spread wide open. I was glad I was generous with  the lube, even inserting some inside me. I inhaled a second time on that washcloth and I closed my eyes. My head began to throb, I was lightheaded and I saw circles, images and patterns. At the same time, this very large cock filled me. He was now down to the base. As he pulled in and out of me, I thought he’d take my ribs with him! He began to fuck me like one of my favorite tops, Diego Mattos from TimTales. Diego can fuck fast and fuck hard, pushing his bottom to his limits. DomNasty Top was delivering the fuck of the century, pulverizing my insides, spreading my ass so open, and making it feel so incredibly full. Even when he smacked my ass hard it was singing with beautiful joy.

    Like Diego who enjoys fucking in multiple positions, he pulled out and threw me onto my back and pressed my feet onto his pecs, leaning down and pressing my hole wide open. He deep dicked me so far into my colon. I tried to move back but he held my ankles tightly, holding me in place for the duration.

    Fuck I closed my eyes and placed my hands over my head and let him drill me so deep. Realizing I had this hunk of a man in my bed I wanted to memorialize him. I began to touch him, rubbing his back, his arms, his ass. I wanted to remember this ripped man ripping my ass apart.  I tried to pull his face down for a kiss and he spit in my face, “no kissing slut. What the fuck”. Then he angry fucked me even harder.

    He pulled out and lay flat on the bed and I mounted him reverse cowboy. He locked my arms back so I couldn’t touch myself and fucked up deep inside me as we both moaned and grunted from the fuck. My cock was so hard and with each push up inside me I felt closer and closer to coming. With no way to touch myself now, I grunted hard and pushed down while he growled and pushed up, and my cock began spraying cum drops like a fire hose, flying in all directions in a wild display. Seriously, the cum hit the wall, the headboard, my face, my chest, it flew everywhere.

    He pushed me off him and straddled my face and jerked himself covering my head, entire face from forehead to chin in jizz. I stuck out my tongue to lick and taste it, and then he shoved the head of his cock in my mouth and jerked it to make sure his balls were emptied.

    That was a wild NastyDom top fuck experience and it was worth every cent. After he shot his load, his used his cock to spread it all over me. He used a towel to wipe off his dick, got dressed in a hurry and said, “fuck you, fucking whore”, and left!

    I lay there panting. My hole agape, my face covered in cream. It was too much. As I began to clean my face off with my fingers and taste him, I jerked off wildly. Wow fuck, that was insane and hot as fuck!!

  • Mind Fuck

    Austin was walking past the gap between two buildings at the back of the sports field complex at Sheridan College in northwest Wyoming, the sports complex at this community college dominated by training for rodeo competitions, the building to the right being an indoor gym and the one to the left the locker room facilities, when he was pulled into the alley space by a strong hand gripping his wrist.

    “Coach Haines,” he exclaimed. It was the hunky assistant sports coach.

    “You’ve been avoiding me, Austin,” Haines hissed, pushing the lanky nineteen-year-old student up against the brick wall of the side of the gym.

    “I haven’t. I swear I haven’t,” Austin said, beginning to pant, remembering the last time the two of them had been alone, when Coach Haines had kissed Austin on the mouth and slid a hand down the front of Austin’s jeans and the young man had just stood close to the coach, moaning, and letting the man fondle him. Austin was embarrassed he’d engorged at the man’s touch and stroking, and had quickly come for him inside his jeans, but he’d long been mentally struggling with his sexual identity. Being queer didn’t go well with the macho image of a rodeo rider, though.

    Austin didn’t know what more he’d have let the coach do—to take from him—if someone whistling nearby hadn’t called Haines off.

    “I’m sorry. I told you I’m sorry. I couldn’t help myself,” Haines whispered, bringing his face in close to Austin’s. “You were practice riding out in the ring shirtless and looking just too good not to try. And you acted like you wanted it. Please don’t tell—”

    “I’m not sorry,” the young man answered, only now aware that that was true—that he’d been thinking about it ever since, and that, on the whole, he was glad that it had happened, that he’d fallen off the fence at last. “And I’m not avoiding you. If you want to do feel me up or stroke me off again, you can. Even if you want to do me.”

    Austin had already made up his mind what he’d do if the coach approached him again—and it want to go further than they had already if that’s what the coach wanted.

    “Of course I want to do you,” the coach said, “What we did wasn’t really ‘doing it.’ There’s much more involved in doing it.”

    “Yeah, I know it wasn’t,” Austin said. “I’m saying that if you want . . . well, you can.”

    “You been covered by a man before?”

    “Uh, no, but . . .”

    “But you’ve thought about it?”

    “Yes.”

    “With me?”

    “Yes.”

    “I’d be willing to pay you do be able to do it all,” Haines said, his voice low, husky. “You are one sexy little piece. You drive me crazy.” He came in for a kiss. Austin closed his eyes and opened his mouth to receive the kiss. Haines pressed his chest in on Austin’s shoulders. The man was a head taller than Austin and twice as heavy, all muscle.

    “Yes, yes,” Austin whined when they came out of the kiss. He’d reached down and traced the coach’s hard cock through the material of his athletic shorts and jock strap. The coach had slid his hands down Austin’s belly and under the young man’s waistline, popping buttons of Austin’s worn jeans, touching and then gripping the young man’s engorging cock. Austin wasn’t wearing a belt and the jeans hung low on his hips.

    “I can feel you . . . hard,” Austin whispered.

    “Hard for you, yes.” The coach took his hand off Austin’s cock long enough to flare the young man’s jeans open at the fly and push them and Austin’s briefs down to his calves. Austin stepped out of them. Breathing hard, the coach buried his face in the hollow of Austin’s throat. I was as if he didn’t want to watch what they were going to do—go over edge—what he proceeded to do after Austin, mimicking what the coach had done, closed his hand over the man’s hardening cock inside his athletic shorts and stroking the man’s hardened cock. Austin pushed the man’s shorts and jock to below his balls with the other hand.

    Austin had no idea or experience in what he was doing. He was channeling the coach in his thoughts. Through some form of mental telepathy, the coach was giving him directions on what to do and then what to do next. He was being told to submit, and he did.

    “I’m going to fuck you,” Haines growled, deep in his throat. “I’m going to own your ass. Your ass is mine.”

    “Yes,” Austin answered in a small voice.

    Haines grabbed the underside of Austin’s leg on the side of the narrow opening out onto a parking lot with one hand and hooked the young man’s leg on his hip with it. The other hand put his cock head into position.

    “Hold steady. Here it comes.”

    Austin gasped and jerked as the cock head entered him, slowly, opening up virgin territory, but ringing in Austin’s brain was coach’s cajoling voice, whispering, “It’s OK, take it, take it. It’s what you want. It will become what you want—pleasure overtaking any pain. Open to me. Take it, take it, take it.” Austin didn’t know if Coach was whispering that in his ear or conveying it directly into his brain by telepathy. All he knew was that it hurt like hell now, but he wanted it. He wanted Coach Haines inside him.

    The young man took it, following the coach’s directions to relax, to let his channel loosen and expand, as the man’s shaft filled it and he began to slow pump.

    Austin’s hands went to the back of the coach’s head, his fingers running into the man’s hair and holding Haines’s head close to this throat. The coach gave him three more inches and rocked back and forth against the slight body he’d pinned against the wall, had penetrated, and had now made into one fused, rocking machine of consuming passion.

    He was opening up. The pain wasn’t too bad now, the exhilaration of doing it, giving himself to the coach, after all the fantasizing about it, was flooding in to cover the pain. Haines grasped the young man’s butt cheeks in his hands, kneading and squeezing them, pulling the apart to give his shaft deeper access. Moaning, Austin rocked on the cock, fucking himself on the shaft. Giving a low, guttural laugh of the victor, Haines held himself steady, letting Austin fuck himself on the cock. It was done—what Austin had been thinking of for so long. He was fucked.

    Austin’s eyes narrowed. He moaned softly and turned his face to the gap in the wall, toward the parking lot. A Jeep Wrangler was parked there, in the only space with a line of sight on the gap in the wall. A bearded man was sitting in the jeep, watching the coach fuck Austin against the gym building wall.

    Austin’s eyes slitted and his tongue darted out of his mouth, licking his lips as he held the gaze of the man sitting int the Jeep. A new voice, in a deeper register, was resonating in Austin’s mind—phrases rather than full sentences. “Fuck him hard. He’s a sexy thing. Take it hard and deep. Want some. Get my dick inside that too.”

    The coach took over again, giving Austin two more inches and moving into a rhythmic stroke he controlled. Primordial instinct set in for both men. Austin’s pelvis started to rock in fully coordinated motion with the thrusts. The inevitable had been put into motion. They were a fucking machine now, moving toward the inevitable release.

    Still, Rob’s gaze remained locked with the eyes of the man in the Jeep. The deeper voice resonated in Austin’s brain. “In, out. Fuck you good. Give it to you real good. Rip it out of you. You like his cock, you’ll love mine.”

    It was coach Austin should be concentrating on, he realized. “Fuck me,” Austin broadcast out from the depths of his brain, trying to slice through the deeper voice, reaching for the man holding him close, eight inches of hard cock inside him, stretching and pumping, filtering in more pleasure than pain now as Austin felt his channel loosening, stretching, caressing the filling, moving shaft.

    Coming back from the Jeep, fighting for control over the brain waves, was the message, “I will. I will fuck you. I will stretch and fill and complete you. Take a run in Colt Park out on the Laramie road tomorrow after school.”

    The coach was thrusting deep. Austin arched his head back and gave the man urgent encouragement.

    “Yes, yes, like that. Deeper. Give it to me. Shit, you’re big.” Of course, this was Austin’s first man. He had nothing to compare this to, but he sensed this was the encouragement and validation the man wanted. Austin was submitting, but this was what he’d wanted. Coach was giving him what he wanted—release from all of the indecision and frustration.

    Austin’s eyes fixed on the sliver of sky at the top of the buildings, all of his sensations locked on the cock stroking him deep. He let loose of the coach’s head, and Haines turned his face up to Austin’s, taking him in a kiss. He was stroking Austin’s cock with one hand and still holding the young man’s left leg raised and hooked on his hip.

    They both tensed, Austin jerked, bit the coach’s lip involuntarily, and came in the coach’s hand. The coach jerked, pulled his dick out of Austin’s passage quickly and shot off in the young man’s pubes.

    Haines moved his face back from Austin’s, licking his cut lip, and giving the young man a look that broadcast, “Oh, shit, I lost control again. I did it again. I can’t resist him. I fuckin’ did it again.”

    The mental vibes Austin was getting from the man were even deeper, darker than this. The coach was thinking of his job and of his wife and children. The mix of the pleasure, release, and fear in the man was almost palpable, coming across in telepathy.

    Austin’s thoughts were simpler. He reached down for the man’s cock, still hard, guided it inside him again, and whispered, “Do it again. Come inside me this time.”

    Afterward, looking sheepish, the coach pulled his wallet out and gave Austin the bills he had in it—fifty dollars—as if this might make his inability to control his need and actions less damning for him. Austin, not knowing what else to do, took the money.

    He turned his head toward the parking lot. The Jeep was pulling out of the lot, moving away from the entertainment that had been provided for free.

    Conveyed to the young man’s brain was the message, “Tomorrow. Fuck you good. Fuck you so you never forget. I’ll put you down on the ground, splayed, gaping open and sobbing.”

    * * * *

    Austin, in athletic shorts, a jock, and running shoes, was loping along on the path running beside Jones Creek Road on the back quarter of Colt Park off the Laramie Road when he saw the Jeep coming at him, slowly, from the other direction. The Jeep slowed down more as it came beside him, and Austin’s eyes locked on to those of the man in the Jeep Wrangler from the day before. The jeep kept on going. It stopped a bit down the road, though, did a U-turn, and came back to beside where Austin had stopped his run and turned frontal to the road. The passenger door of the Jeep popped open.

    The thought of “Get in” ran through Austin’s mind. He didn’t know if the thought was original with him or had been conveyed by some form of telepathy. Until now he hadn’t believed in telepathy or the supernatural or anything like that. Now he wasn’t so sure.

    “Well?” Austin thought after a few seconds of standing there. The man was good looking. Sexy. He had to be in his late twenties or early thirties. Wearing just shorts and sneakers. He was hirsute, the hair dark and swirling in seemingly uncontrollable curls. He was olive skinned. Italian? Greek maybe?

    “Get in” was conveyed to Austin again without the man doing more than staring at him expectantly. “Get in or walk away. Come to me if you want it. I won’t come after you. It’s your choice, your responsibility.” Nothing was verbalized. All clearly was conveyed in Austin’s brain, though.

    Austin walked over to the passenger door of the Jeep, paused for a few seconds, slid into the seat, and pulled the passenger door shut. He turned his face toward the man behind the wheel, but the man was staring forward. The Jeep started up and headed into a grove of trees at the back of the park.

    Austin reached over and put a hand on the man’s thigh, signaling his willingness, his surrender without a fight. “I wonder how big it is,” he thought.

    “Big enough; almost more than you can take. You’ll never forget the stretch,” came back at him across the space—not voiced; by brain wave. The man took Austin’s hand and moved it back to the young man’s side of the gearshift. “Not yet. Not while we’re moving,” entered Austin’s mind.

    The Jeep turned off the macadam-surfaced road and onto a dirt one leading deeper into the trees. They passed a picnic ground and then continued onto a track that was just two dirt ruts with grass between them. The Jeep turned into a tight, cleared slot, and turned the ignition off.

    “Are you going to fuck me here?” Austin asked.

    “Yes, here, now. How much?” came into Austin’s brain.

    “What?” Austin said—aloud, the bald questions fighting to shatter the telepathy connection, to force the discussion into the real world.

    “How much? How much for a fuck?” The question was spoken. The man’s voice was deep, raw.

    “I don’t understand,” Austin said. It no longer was floating around in the ether somewhere. This was a raw transaction. “You don’t think I’m some sort of rent-boy do you.”

    “I know exactly what you are.” Delivered telegraphically again, but then the man’s voice. “I’ll give you a hundred.”

    “OK, sure,” Austin responded, a bit hurt, shocked when it was out in the open like this. He hadn’t given a thought to put a fee to it. He’d liked it better when it was a surreal, happening in his brain. And then it returned to that mode.

    “Strip off,” intruded into his thoughts. This was better, returning to a mind thing. Austin pulled his shorts and jock off his legs.

    “I wonder how his lips taste,” he thought. The man turned to him, reached over and cupped the young man’s neck, and pulled him in for a lingering kiss.

    “And his cock. I wonder how big it is . . . how it tastes.”

    The man pushed his own athletic shorts and jock off his legs and turned expectantly toward Austin in the seat. He was big and thick—exceptionally so considering his slim construction. And he was erect.

    “Find out. Suck it,” was conveyed to Austin. He lowered his head over the man’s lap and took the cock in his mouth. The man sighed and leaned back in the driver’s seat. One arm went over Austin’s back, holding the young man hunched over his lap. The other reached in and grasped Austin’s cock, stroking it.

    “Nice. Sweet,” was conveyed to Austin.

    The young man moaned. “I wonder . . .”

    “If this continues, I’m going to come. But you want me to come inside you, don’t you?”

    Static in the brain waves, but the “Yes,” floated up in Austin’s brain.

    “I’m moving over there, on top of you, inside you.”

    “Yes.”

    The man’s arm came off Austin’s back and he let loose of the young man’s cock. Austin sat up in the passenger seat.

    “Yes, yes. Come over here. Cover me. Fuck me.” That was spoken.

    The man came across the gearshift, moving between Austin’s thighs, grasping them, wishboning them, and raising them. Austin pressed the balls of one of his feet into the top of the windshield where it met the edge of the canvas top. The other pressed into the center of the roof.

    “Yes, yes. Fuck me.”

    He scooted his butt past the edge of the seat. The man was on his knees, his hands palming, squeezing, and spreading Austin’s butt cheeks, as he rolled the young man’s pelvis up and lifted it—to his mouth.

    “Do it. Be good to me. Ah,” Austin sighed as the man worked his anus opening with his tongue. The man’s fingers followed.

    “Shit. Fuck. You’re driving me crazy.”

    “Yes, indeed,” came back at him. “Sweet boy, sweet ass. Can’t wait to be inside. Gonna fuck the shit out of you. Gonna fuck you silly now.”

    “Shit. Fuck!”

    The man didn’t wait long. Crouching over Austin, the man worked his cock inside the young man’s ass, deep.

    “Tight. Tight. Open to me, dammit.”

    “Sorry, So sorry. I’ve only done it once before.”

    “Don’t be sorry. I love it. Ah, there you go. Comin’ up the pipeline. Fuck, YES!”

    “Oh, my god. Fuck! So deep. So, fuckin’ big and deep. Please be good to me.”

    In full possession and control, the man started to stroke. Surrendering, laying back, vulnerable, open, stretched, and filled, Austin tried to take his mind off the shaft punishing his channel. He teased the man’s nipples, ferreting them out of the matting of hair on the man’s pecs, with his fingers. When his lips went to the man’s nipples, the thought conveyed to him was, “Yes, yes, like that. Driving me crazy. Work me. Own me. Gonna come. Pull out or—”

    “Take it. Take it. Give it to me!”

    “Do me, do me. Do it now! Come inside me,” raced through Austin’s brain . . .

    And the man did, the two clutching each other tight, tensing, jerking, releasing, jerking, releasing. Austin came as well, having gotten a hand between them and stroked himself off.

    The second time, the man was sitting in the passenger seat, holding Austin’s waist between his hands, while, facing him, Austin bounced on his cock.

    “Sit on it. Ride it. Ride it. Fuck yourself on it,” zipped across the ether.

    “Fuckin’ shit, yes!” shot back.

    “Take it, take it, take it,” the man’s mind roared.

    “Get it, get it, get it,” Austin’s mind roared back, the young man mastering the telepathy now.

    Austin took it and the man got what he wanted. The waves coursing back and forth weren’t pure, though. There was something in reserve behind them—something not quite right. The reserve was on both sides. Austin’s mixed response could be explained as this all being so new to him, not completely settled. But what was it from the man? What was he holding back on? It didn’t seem he was holding back, of course.

    “So sweet. So young and fresh. So fuckin’ tight. Love your tight little ass,” floated across the ether from him.

    “So big and thick. You’re a fuckin’ machine. Love your big cock,” came floating back.

    Holding there, Austin in the man’s lap, the cock still buried in him, both of them concentrating on it going flaccid, Austin thinking, “Keep it hard for as long as you can. I want it again. I need it again—everything out in open. It’s not all revealed yet.”

    “No, it’s not,” the man admits in his mind behind throwing up into the air, “I’m trying. I’m trying. I don’t want it to end.”

    Austin’s thought coming back, “No, don’t let it end.”

    “Shit. I’ve gone too far. It must end. Get out of the car and run.”

    “What? Why?” The telepathic connection was shattered. Austin had said this aloud.

    The response came back aloud as well, the man’s deep voice strangled. “You’ve got to leave before it’s too late.” The hundred dollars he was paying Austin for sex lay on the dashboard. The man grabbed it, thrust it back in his pocket, and pressed Austin’s head between his hands, forcing the young man to lock eyes with his, fighting to get back to nonverbal communications.

    And then he managed to make the connection.

    “I’m a vice cop. If I have to say anything it will be to tell you I’m taking you in for prostitution. I saw the man at the college pay you for sex. We are here for me to trap you.”

    “Oh shit,” Austin exclaimed.

    “Get out of the car. Run. There’s a backup car somewhere behind us.”

    “I can’t. I need it from you,” Austin’s brain cried out.

    “I’ll find you. When I’m off duty. Now, go.”

    Austin scrambled off the man’s lap, as he got the passenger door open. He stumbled out of the Jeep, grabbing up his shorts and jock, and ran back, through the grove, parallel to, but not on the bike path, headed for a housing development on the other side of the park from the main entrance and park roads.

    On the edge of the park, near the boundary where the housing development started, Austin dropped onto his back beside a pond to catch his breath and calm down.

    “Are you there? Are you safe?” floated into his mind.

    “Yes.”

    “Are you alone?”

    “Yes.”

    “I want you again. I have to have you again. I am there, with you, on top of you. I’m mounting you, Open to my penetration.”

    Austin moaned, unzipping himself, taking his hard cock out, stroking himself.

    “I’m inside you, running my hands over your young, smooth body, stretching you, possessing you fully.”

    Austin arched his back, made a loose sheath of his hand, and stroked inside the palm sheath, moving faster and faster, groaning.

    “I’m fucking you in your core. In and out; in and out. Stretching you, working your channel deep. Come for me. Come for me now.”

    With a low sigh, Austin released his seed.

    “I’m still inside you, fucking you to exhaustion. Fucking, fucking, fucking.”

    After Austin had come again, he lay there, splayed out on the ground, gaping open, sobbing.

  • From Berdache to Two Spirit

    When Beau Louis steps into a gay bar, many heads turn around to admire him. This Native North-American Indian seems to combine the traits of both man and woman. He is known to have a huge uncut thick dick and his large butt is quite obvious. Guys line up to cruise this handsome special dude, dreaming of engaging in sucking, fucking or getting fucked. Beau Louis is a berdache or two-spirited man.

    The term berdache originates from the Arabic word bardaj (kept boy). It was first used in Italian in the 15th century, recorded in French in 1548, and in Spanish during the first quarter of the 16th century. The Spanish bardaxa/bardaje engages in sodomy, and the French berdache is a boy kept by a pederast. The word designated men who do not conform to Western gender (a man doing woman’s work) and sexual norms (a passive partner having sex with another man). In anthropology the term has been used to define homosexuality, transgenderism and intersexuality. Since many consider this designation to be a bit offensive, the alternative term two-spirit emerged in 1990.

    In the 17th and 18th centuries, French explorers, traders and missionaries in the Mississippi Valley (USA) and in the Vallée du Saint-Laurent (Canada) occasionally encountered Natives who could be classified neither as men nor women. They called them berdaches, referring to the French term for younger partners in male homosexual relationships. Berdaches did women’s work, cross-dressed or combined male and female clothing, and formed relationships with non-berdache men.

    Beau Louis is 37-years-old, is almost 6-foot high, and weighs 176 pounds. His androgynous traits give him a special attractive look. He loves to wear tight jeans that highlight his wide ass and his prominent crotch. He also likes to adorn a skirt, but not just any skirt, one made of leather thongs from which his 12-inch “bizoune” (French slang for penis) emerges to tempt bottom guys. Beau Louis fits in a rare category, that of men with three testicles. He likes to talk like an anthropologist and say that his three balls represent respectively his homosexuality, his transgenderism and his intersexuality.

    The “Cowboy and Indian” American stereotype does not offend Beau Louis because he likes the virile or macho look of a man wearing leather boots, a red handkerchief around the neck and a straw hat, sitting on the saddle of a horse, his ass sticking out, gleaming in the sun. He can’t wait to be caught like a prey and brought to a barn where all storylines are possible. Some cowboys just want to get sucked by an “Indian” and then fuck his nicely tanned ass, but others let him act differently. He can kiss on the lips, caress and lick the cowboy arse, tongue-twist his way inside the yummy hole, which he calls a “male vagina”. When he is granted the privilege of penetrating this satanic lair, he does not hesitate to ram his cock in a back-and-forth movement that makes the cowboy first cry out in pain, then moan eagerly with pleasure.

    Last year, Beau Louis visited the Village along Toronto’s Church Street. As mentioned at the beginning, when he stepped into Woody’s bar, many heads turned around to admire him. A rather good-looking older man, around 60, lost no time to approach the newcomer with a not very original line, but with a smile and a wink.

    “First time I see you here. Can I offer you a beer?”

    “Nice of you to welcome me. Yes, I will take a Molson Canadian. Thank you.”

    The waiter brought two beers and wished them a hot time at Woody’s. The cruising was off to a good start. The sixty-year-ol man introduced himself.

    “My name is Paul François, I was born in southwestern Ontario, almost next door to Detroit. I’m a journalist for L’Express, Toronto’s French-language weekly paper. Where are you from?

    “My name is Beau Louis, I’m originally from Wendake, close to Québec City. I’m a member of the Huron tribe. I’m fluent in Wyandot, French and English. I just moved to Toronto for a contract job at the Royal Ontario Museum.

    On that note, the conversation switched from English to French with a cordial handshake. Paul held Beau’s hand longer than usual, pressing it warmly. Beau replied by brushing his knee on the leg of his beer partner, hoping that this cute “daddy” would be a sex partner before the end of the evening. They did meet, an hour later, in Paul’s condo on Alexander Street. He informed his trick that the round building is mainly occupied by gay men, and that it is nicknamed the Vaseline Tower.

    “Are you saying this because you want to fuck me?” asked Beau.

    “I’m versatile but tonight, your huge ass is so out of this world that I want to pound you for sure. I also want to eat your butt. I adore kissing on the lips and on the rear end hole back and forth. I find that so tasty, so fucking yummy!”

    Paul and Beau first cuddled on the sofa, embraced warmly, and sipped a glass of Château des Charmes, a wine produced in the Niagara vineyards. They French-kissed passionately and discussed briefly about the berdache concept, about the tastes of Beau as both a Top dressed like a man and a Bottom dressed like a woman. When Paul started to unbutton his young partner’s jeans, the size of the uncut dick confirmed that they would both get laid.  “Fuck! Your dick is the size of an overgrown zucchini. I want you to face-fuck and ass-fuck me hard and deep!”

    It was well past midnight by the time Beau left Vaseline Tower, but this get-together was not a one-night stand. They agreed to meet again over the weekend, to kiss, suck, rim, and fuck non-stop. It was not just a sexual game. Paul and Beau developed a social, intellectual and emotional complicity. They gradually became lovers. All this happened just a few weeks before the Truth and Reconciliation Day, celebrated on September 30th, 2021, for the first time. It is a solemn day to honor the lost children and survivors of the residential schools in Canada. Thousands of children from the First Nations were taken away from their parents, locked in schools run by religious orders, mainly Catholic, and forced to abandon their language, culture and spiritual traditions. This occurred between 1831 and 1996.

    Getting back to fucking, Paul and Beau alternated in downloading their abundant cum load in a begging ass. When Beau’s cock and butt were enveloped in lace panties, it was a sign that he was in the Bottom mood, that he wanted Paul to take charge, to be macho like a cowboy or a bodybuilder in heat. When Paul saw the bulging leather jockstrap highlighting his partner’s bulge and framing his ass in a virile way, he knew that he would get fucked, that his male vagina was going to blossom, accommodating a manly engine capable of pouring out a torrent of creamy nectar. A raw fuck by Beau was always super-hot.

    The relationship was lovingly monogamous. Often, after having had wild sexual intercourse, Paul would question his lover about the Two Spirit concept in order to write an article for L’Express. It is a term only appropriate for Native people. Two Spirit is a role that exists in a Native American/First Nations/Indigenous tribe for gender queer, gender fluid, and gender non-conforming tribal members. If you don’t have a tribe, you cannot claim that role. A Two Spirit person may be gay, but a gay person in not necessarily Two Spirit. Claiming that role engages you to take up the spiritual responsibility traditionally associated to the berdache: being for the people/children/youth, and being a guiding force in a good way with a good mind are just some of those responsibilities.

  • Exploring My True Self

    The Final Chapter

    Author’s note: This is the last Chapter of Exploring My True Self. When I started this series it was supposed to be a one-off about Kevin’s first trip to the bathhouse. Thanks to your encouragement through ratings, comments, and e-mails Kevin’s story went on for 40 Chapters. Those chapters introduced new characters with different stories. I plan on exploring some of those next and giving some of the other characters (and some new ones) a voice. So watch for the next series coming in a few days. THANK YOU ALL for making my first experience posting my work a great one. Please keep the comments and emails coming, they inspire me to write more. I hope you enjoy the final chapter.


    I woke up in Randy’s arms. “Today’s the big day” he whispered in my ear. “You ready to spend the rest of your life with me?” He asked.

    “Abso-fucking-lutely! Let’ get rolling love of my life.” When we got up the house was eerily quiet. We went into the kitchen to brew the coffee, I looked out into the pool area and there were the boys. All four of them passed out on lounge chairs or floating on air mattresses. Naked of course. Randy walked up behind me and said, “Nothing wrong with looking” and kissed me on the cheek. “Hey boys, put some clothes on, before Joanie wakes up, or Mom gets here.” I yelled loudly to the group. Randy went out to the patio and was banging on a pan with a spoon. That got ‘em up!

    They all started to stir. Scotty was floating in the middle of the pool with his bare ass displayed to the world. He yelled, “HAPPY WEDDING DAY BRO-MOS!!!” The others followed suit.

    “Thank you, Guys! Coffee’s on!” Randy shouted back as we walked back into the kitchen. “Get up, we’ll make breakfast. We got a big day ahead.” The guys pulled on their clothes and started to file into the kitchen and Randy went into command mode “You need to put your stuff away and make sure your room looks good by 9 o’clock. Mrs. Nicholl’s needs your help opening up the tent and putting the finishing touches on the yard. Big day, guys!” Randy was very chipper as we made breakfast together. We sat down and ate with the boys, they updated us on their new careers. Chip and Whoops were loving Denver and rooming together was working out great. Chip had come out to the guys and was living openly, playing the field big time and loving it. Kenny was working as a store manager for some restaurant chain and dating some girl that the rest of them couldn’t stand, and Ryan was working a fulltime job at a big box store and looking for the right job. Apparently, he had several interviews and offers but he was holding out for a job in finance. Randy talked to him for a while, understood what he was looking for and promised to help him with his resume and networking with the right people. Ryan perked up and was excited about the prospect. Breakfast with the boys was a nice, no pressure way to kick-off the stressful day ahead.

    “Is anybody awake?” Mom’s voice bellowed through the house as her, dad, Joanie and Dave let themselves in.

    “We’re in the kitchen” I yelled back. They came in and joined us with their hands full of boxes and bags. The guys jumped up to help them. “Boys finish up breakfast, I need you out in the yard” Mom said to the group as she took control. “Joanie, pull the blinds, Randy and Kevin don’t get to see the backyard again until the ceremony.” Uh oh, I thought to myself. It’s gonna be tacky as shit. It didn’t matter though, my commitment to Randy was the main event. Plus, the smile on Mom’s face was worth it, she loved being part of this.

    For the next few hours everyone worked to get the house ready. Randy, Joanie and I worked inside while the others worked outside under Mom’s direction. At 1:00 we all stopped working and started to get ready, there were ten of us and three showers. Randy and I locked ourselves in the master suite and got ready. I know the whole superstition of the couple not seeing each other before the wedding, blah, blah, blah…but fuck it. We even showered together. We put on our tuxes, oh my freaking god, Randy looked stunning. We each wore a black tux with a plum vest and tie and a red rose on our lapel. We were ready about fifteen minutes before the ceremony. I faced Randy, held his hands and said “This is it Mr. Ashton-Nicholls. You and me for the rest of our lives.”

    A huge smile crossed his face and tears filled his eyes “I waited a decade for you, and damn it was worth it” We kissed and held each other for a minute, took a deep breath, then walked down the hallway and into the great room. All the blinds and French doors were open, and the house and yard were full of people. They all cheered as we entered the room.

    I looked out into the backyard. Holy shit, Mom came through. It was gorgeous. She added white lilies, baby’s breath, some beautiful white sheer fabric and weaved them into the brush-covered arch. Bows made with the same fabric and flowers adorned the end of each row of chairs leading down the aisle to the archway. There were twinkle lights in the tent, thousands of them. There were even candles and lilies floating in the pool. There were several tall tables covered in white clothes around the pool, so people could gather after the ceremony, drink champagne and toast us. Each had a simple but elegant centerpiece of white lilies. She turned our yard into the most elegant space I’d ever seen. The lady had some skills.

    People started to sit down, almost all the chairs we full. I scanned the crowd, and everyone was there. Our new neighbors, Jordan and Jodi, Bill, Randolph, a lot of coworkers, even Bonnie was there dressed to the nines. She cleaned up nice. Our four groomsmen lined up on the sides of the pool waiting to walk the white carpet Mom added to the aisle. They were dressed entirely in black, each with a white rose. Scotty wore the same with the exception of a white vest as he took his place under the arch. My Mom shot him a “WTF are you doing Scott Allen Nicholls” look. We still hadn’t told her he was officiating.

    The string quartet was set up near the arch and started to play the Beatles “In My Life.” It was a beautiful rendition, perfect for the setting and the moment. One by one our best friends walked down the aisle, they all looked so incredible hot. Matty and Adam took their place on Randy’s side and Alex and Jeff stood on mine. Olivia and Emma down walked the aisle spreading rose pedals to perfection. I was impressed that Emma made it the entire way without getting distracted. Kyle was close behind them holding the ring pillow. The three of them made it down the aisle and sat in the front row with their parents. Randy was next. He walked down arm in arm with his mother, the quartet still playing the same song. Now it was my turn. Pop was on my left and Mom on my right, our arms were hooked together. The music stopped just as I was about to start walking. This wasn’t part of the planI thought to myself. Suddenly the violinist started playing wildly, the others joined in, I recognized the song but couldn’t quite place it. Whatever it was, it was lively and beautiful, people started snickering a little as they recognized the tune. I looked a Randy and saw him subtly dancing and mouthing the words “What a man, what a man, what a man, what a mighty good man” as he watched me. It was Salt -N- Pepa. Randy, you dork, this is what I get for skipping the meeting with the musiciansI thought to myself as I smiled and chuckled to myself. It was a very Randy move. God, I couldn’t love this guy more. I continued my walk down the aisle. When we reached the arch Mom and Pop each kissed me on the cheek and took their place in the front row with the rest of our families. I took my place next to Randy under the arch. We faced each other with our handsome groomsmen lined up behind us.

    “Finding the person that makes you the best version of yourself. It’s what we all dream about and it’s why we’re all here today. To celebrate two people who make each other better, finding each other in this immense universe.” Scott said to our gathered loved ones. I refer to him as Scott here because for the first time I saw not as my baby brother but as a man. He commanded the audience with his thoughtful words as he talked about who we were as individuals and as a couple. He spoke eloquently about our love for each other. He was amazing, and his words were beautiful. Randy was right. He was the best choice to officiate. Then the focus was on us, it was time for our vows.

    Randy went first “Kevin, I dreamt of you for a decade. I was only 19 when I first saw you, I knew that night that you were the guy I wanted. Over the years we lost touch and I lost hope, then one day about a decade later, you called me. You were moving to town and wanted me to show you around. You asked if I remembered you. How in the world could I forget you? YES! I remembered you. YES! I would show you around town. And now, YES, I will spend the rest of my life with you. I vow to always put you first, I vow to do everything in my power to honor you and make your life better. As long as we both shall live.”

    Now it was my turn. How the hell to I follow that? “Randy, I have no idea how you stayed under my radar for so long. You are the most caring, loving man I ever met. This past year with you has been the most amazing year of my life. Everything I have achieved is because you have given me the strength and confidence to do so. You push me to be the best version of myself. Together we have done things that I never would have had the courage to do by myself. You make me want to be a better person. I vow to do the same for you. I vow to always support you and be there for you. I vow to push you to be your best self. And most of all I promise to love and respect you no matter what.”

    Scott stood there looking at the two of us and said “Kyle, can you bring the rings to me please?” Kyle jumped up and ran to Scott while the crowd chuckled at the serious look on his tiny face. Scott took the pillow from him and held it in front of the two of us while we untied the rings. “Randy,” Scott said, “Do you take my brother Kevin as your lawful husband and promise to love and respect him as long as you both shall live?”

    “I do” Randy said choking back his tears as he placed the ring on my finger.

    “Kevin,” Scott said looking into my tear-filled eyes “Do you take Randy as your lawful husband and promise to love and respect him as long as you both shall live?”

    “I do” I said as loudly as I could without crying.

    With that, Scott said “By the power vested in me I now pronounce you spouses for life. I hope you both remember the words I said to you the first time I met Randy” We all smiled at each other knowing exactly what he meant. When Scotty first met Randy, he told me Randy was probably too good for me and I better not fuck this up. He then told Randy that if he ever hurt me he’d hunt him down like a dog in the street.

    Randy and I kissed each other, hugged, then turned to face our friends and family who were sitting under the tent while Scotty proudly proclaimed “Loved ones, I present to you Mr. & Mr. Randy and Kevin Ashton-Nicholls” the cheers and applause of our loved ones literally echoed through the hills. I looked over the crowd and saw all the people we loved. There wasn’t a dry eye in the house. This moment marked the start of our lives together.

    Randy invited everyone to stay at the house for cocktails and told them the shuttle would be running between the house and the resort when they were ready to head over. We spent the next hour talking to all our guests and introducing our friends and family to each other before we all headed to the resort for the reception.

    When we stepped outside to get on the shuttle, there was Aunt Bessie backed into the driveway covered with rainbow streamers with a “Just Married” sign on her trunk that had a silhouette of two grooms in rainbow colors. Now THAT is what I expected the backyard to look like. Pop threw me the keys and said “time to pass Bessie on to the next generation. Your mom and I are flying back to Wisconsin.” Randy and I looked at each other in disbelief.

    “Are you sure you’re ready to part with her, Pop?” Randy asked.

    “I didn’t drive her 2,000 miles for nothing. Your grandpa gave her to me on my wedding day, now it’s officially a family tradition, and you’ll give her to your son or daughter on their wedding day. It’s time, and she’s in good hands,” We both hugged him with tears in our eyes. Then we hopped in and headed to the resort in style… well Mom’s version of style.

    The reception was nothing less than spectacular. I had extremely high expectations and they were all exceeded a million times over. We were off to an incredible start, surrounded by the people who were most important to us.

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    The backyard looked beautiful, the giant tent bursting with people eating, drinking and laughing. Eighties and nineties music was playing over the speakers in the background and the mood was extremely celebratory. It reminded me of the parties my parents used to throw when we were growing up. There were always people around, and so many of them were gathered right here tonight.

    My older brother gave me the signal, I turned on my mic and clinked my glass of champagne with a spoon I grabbed from a nearby table. “Everyone…” My voice echoed as I cleared my throat “Everyone…can I have your attention for a moment.” The crowd quieted down, and my brother shut the music off. The floor was mine. I was nervous as hell, but ready. “Um, for those of you who don’t know me, I’m Scotty. I’m the baby… and the straight one.” The crowd gave a small chuckle. “My brother asked me to welcome you here because, well, I’m the loud mouth in the family.” The crowd laughed a little louder, I had their attention. “We’re here today to celebrate my parents anniversary. It’s not a celebration of the years they’ve been together, but of the love they’ve shared and what that love has created.” You could hear a pin drop as I paused. I looked out over the crowd and saw so many people who have played a big part in my parents lives together. People I’ve known forever, gathered here, at the home I grew up in with my dads’ and my brother Matty. “That’s my brother Matty over there with his partner Jake, wave guys. Matty, why don’t you join me?” They waved and Matty made his way over to me. I started babbling while he walked over. I always do that when I get excited. “Matty graduated last year and is working for my dads’ and living downtown. I’m still at ASU and living home. Just one more year.” Matty wasn’t an attention whore like me, but he wasn’t exactly a wall flower. Jake, my future brother in-law, on the other hand was a pretty shy guy. He was perfect for Matty and I loved him like he was my brother.

    “My Pop Kevin, and my Dad Randy said their vows right over there twenty five years ago shortly after they bought this house and made it their home.” I said pointing to the old dried-up, brush covered archway that had been sitting in our yard since before I was born.

    “Over the years they filled this home with friends, family, and lots of love. So we thought it would be appropriate to honor them with a surprise party right here to celebrate their twenty five years of marriage” Matty added.

    I continued, “Uncle Alex, Uncle Adam, Uncle Jordy, Uncle Marc, Uncle Darren, and Uncle Mauricio, we remember you all coming over for cookouts or to swim in the pool on the weekends. And hearing your laughter down the hallway on Friday nights when you were in the great room playing board games and we were supposed to be sleeping. I’d sneak out and spy on you all but Matty was too chicken” I paused trying not to get emotional, “You are such good friends to our dads’ and have always been around when our family needed you. Matty and I felt safe knowing we had six adults living on the same street who loved us and would be there for us if our dads couldn’t. We love you guys.” The six of them were standing together, I could see all of them welling up with tears as they held up their drinks in acknowledgement of my shout-out.

    Matty took over “Uncle Jeff and Uncle Matty, we used to eavesdrop on your ZOOM calls every Wednesday while dads’ were cooking dinner together and we were supposed to be studying. We still mock you for using ZOOM after everyone else even forgot what it was. You old farts” Matty got a laugh from the crowd. Uncle Jeff was standing there with Aunt Annie, and Uncle Matty was there with a “friend,” he was never alone, but never seemed to be in a relationship. He always had a “special friend” with him, sometimes it was a man, sometimes a woman, but there was always someone. And why not? Uncle Matty is a lot of fun and just a genuinely lovable guy. Matty continued, “Uncle Jeff, I could always rely on you for advice or a couple of bucks when I was away at college in Wisconsin, you were always there for me. Sunday dinners with you and Aunt Annie saved me from getting home sick and I always felt like I was around family”

    I reminisced, “We remember visits from relatives on both Pop’s and Dad’s sides of the family. Our aunts, uncles, and cousins. Grandma and Grandpa Nicholls (I waved to them in the crowd), and Grandma Ashton ( I waved to her too) all used to come visit at least once a year and we’d have the best time while they were here.”

    “We would spend Christmas’s in Wisconsin because Dad and Pop wanted us to see snow and know our family” Matty said, “but Thanksgiving’s were spent here, at home with a houseful of friends, and sometimes strangers. Dads believed the more the merrier. We would work with Pop and Dad in the kitchen late the night before and early Thanksgiving morning. Once the bird was in the oven we’d go and help out at a soup kitchen, or bring a meal to a family in need, or hit the nursing home to visit with some folks who were far away from their grandchildren. It was different every year, but we always did something for someone else. We still do. My parents taught us that the real value of love is in sharing it. Any stranger who walked into our home was soon a welcome friend, and Dad and Pop could always find a drink, or whip up a meal on a minutes notice for anyone who dropped by.”

    “There were countless business meetings with Uncle Bill, Uncle Randolph, or Uncle Jordy and Aunt Jodi in Pop’s den or out by the pool. Both of our dads’ worked so hard running their companies, plus building the resort business. Someone was always working in this house.” I added before Matty took over again.

    “All our friends used to hang out here. This house was everyone’s favorite spot. Not because of the pool or all the video games, or because my dads’ were the cool dads’ and let us get away with stuff… it was because they were always here for us and gave a crap about everyone they met. Our friends always felt welcomed and loved here. Especially the ones that didn’t have it so great at home. This house has seen a lot of sleepovers”

    I added “That’s what our dads did with their love for each other. They grew it and shared it. They shared it with family, friends, strangers, anyone who needed it. But most of all they shared it with each other and me and my brother. Pop always told me if you give love, you get love back. So please…raise your glass to the two most loved men in the world…my Pop Kevin and my Dad Randy.”

    Both of my dads’ were standing near us and had tears in their eyes. They had just come back from their Saturday morning trip to the café with Aunt Bessie and had no clue that their home would be full of the people and chaos they cherished. They shared a kiss, then lifted their glasses in celebration of the love they shared with those around them, and each other. Matty put his arm around me and we lifted our glasses with the rest of the crowd.

    I Heard Pop ask Dad “Any regrets?” Dad just answered, “Only that I didn’t make my move ten years earlier.”

    Kevin set out to explore his true self, what he found was a lifetime of love. Mission accomplished.

    The End… of this part of their story

  • An interactive fantasy game

    Level 1. The Hotel Conference Room

    Find the meeting room and pay the fee to enter. The room is full of all sorts of people. Men and women, different ages, and all shapes and sizes. Seven or eight at each table. Each person has a tablet and a little number in front of them. They are working on the tablets. An usher points at a open spot where I am to sit. I turn on the tablet. My number is 53.

    Step one is to set up a nickname associated with my number. Step two is mark a bunch of preferences. Like you would for some dating website. Stuff about you. About who you might like to meet. Etc. Step 3 is where it gets a little more detailed. Pornographic pictures flip by one at a time. Your task is to choose who in the photos you would like to be. I was very surprised by the choices I made. I actually went back to Step 2 and changed some of my preferences. The photos, and making those choices, was very revealing. I realized I was more submissive than I thought. 

    I’ve filled out surveys like this before. Personality and business placing tests. The format asks you the same questions in different ways. Many traits and tendencies are scored. In the end, a score comes up rating you for the job or the position or whatever the test is geared for. 

    The first dozen or so photos were of men and women doing normal sex acts. Blowjobs, fucking, etc. Then some bondage and discipline photos. Would you be tied? Or would you be the Master or Mistress with the leash or whip in your hand? That sort of thing. 

    At first, I associated with the traditional male roles. But as I went along, I began to click odd things. I found myself wandering off the norm. I mistakenly chose that I would prefer to be the woman on her knees giving a blowjob. I made another mistake choosing I’d want to be the man tied to a bench being fucked by a woman wearing a strap-on dildo. The more choices I’d make, the kinkier the photos and situations would be. Role reversals began to come up more and more. I don’t know what I was thinking when I chose I’d want to be the crossdresser in one photo. Another mistake. I tried to go back but the program wouldn’t let me. This guy had been caught in his wife’s clothes, then tied down to a bed by two big hairy men. In the next photo, they were sticking their cocks in his mouth and in his ass at the same time. 

    It took an hour to complete the ‘survey’. We got a light lunch and some cocktails. And then someone began to call out numbers. Had I really given the right answers? I didn’t want to be thrown into some crazy situation. Or was there some hidden telling of what I wanted? I began to replay some of the odd choices I’d made. I began to get nervous. Really nervous.

    When a number was called, the person would stand up and walk back to the side door of the room and be let out. Men, boys, women, cute girls, everyone. One at a time. Halfway through the group, my number came up. My legs were a little shaky. The lady at the door was sweet, taking my hand and opening the door. On the other side, there were cubicles made from tall black curtains. Another woman took me back through a narrow opening to a cubicle where I could sit down. She just said, “Wait here, sweetheart.”

    A dude who reminded me of a game show host popped in with all his personality and excitement. He hung a garment bag on the rail and started chattering. 

    “Hey! We have a couple of matches for you. You just need to get into costume and we can get right to it! I know you’re excited, so let’s not dilly-dally!”

    He waited while I opened the bag. He told me he needed to be sure I changed before I could be escorted to my room. Part of the fee was to also cover the cost of a hotel room for the night. “Let’s go! I have lots of people to help today!”

    Opening the garment bag was a surprise. A girl’s ‘Hello Kitty’ panties and training bra were hanging inside with a purple prom dress behind them. I looked at the game show host. He just shrugged and said, “You filled out the survey.” Feeling hurried and a little embarrassed, I quickly undressed and pulled on the cotton panties and training bra. I pulled the dress over my head so I wasn’t exposed to the game show host. 

    “You look great!” He motioned for me to put my wrists together in front of me. I did. He used some metal handcuffs to chain them together. “OK, sweetie. I’ll have someone get you to your room.”

    “What’s with the cuffs?” My voice was breaking up a little. He simply said, “All the submissive guests are cuffed before being introduced to their matches.”

    Submissive? What the fuck did I do in that stupid survey? An older man leads me out. What have I gotten myself into? Again trying to remember all the kinky choices I’d made earlier. Down the hall into an elevator. The door closes. The man pushes me roughly to the back and holds me there. The elevator begins to move. The man simply says “Nice dress.” He’s holding me against the wall. His hand slides over the front of the dress, pushing against where my little training bra cups are. I feel his fingers moving over my chest, squeezing my ‘tits’. “I’m going to kiss you. And if you don’t like it, that’s too bad.”

    I felt so… submissive. A scared little girl being manhandled by a strange, aggressive man. Did I like his hands all over me? The satin dress felt nice against my skin. He is feeling me up! He is going to kiss me! What is going on?

    One hand is on the back of my neck, holding my head right where he wants it. Making my mouth available for a deep wet sloppy kiss. His other hand is busy under the dress groping my cotton bra and pinching my nipples. He is breathing hard. He is really into this. His kissing won’t stop. I’m horrified about what was going on. I’m wiggling, struggling against the cuffs. I’m gasping and drooling. Finally, he lets me breathe.  “That wasn’t so bad, was it?” I shyly shook my head. What was I going to do? He has me handcuffed and helpless. I better not argue too much. “You’re going to get down and suck my cock. And if you don’t like it, that’s too bad.”

    It hurt when my knees hit the hard tile floor in the elevator. I see him unbuckling his pants. Then the poking of his cock pressed against my tightly closed lips. My arms are pinned up over my head. I’m stuck here. What the fuck? A feel a push from behind my head. His cock slides over my cheek. “We are staying right here until this is done. So take all the time you want.”

    His cock was sweaty and already dripping with pre-cum. He kept telling me to take it in deeper and suck harder. I did my best. I don’t know what I’m doing. He must have really been excited because it didn’t take long for him to fill my mouth with his sticky load. It was disgusting. I drooled most of it out of my mouth, down the front of my pretty dress. “Keep sucking.” He ordered. “You need to get all of it out.” So I did. I couldn’t help but swallow a little of it. There were a couple of small squirts left in his cock. My mouth was coated with it. I had to swallow. I was having a hard time breathing. It just happened. 

    He helped me up. He tried to wipe the drippings off the front of my dress. I could feel the dress was soaked through, and even some of the warm dribbles were running all the way down on the front of my legs. “All right. let’s get you to your room.”

    I’m pushed roughly through the door. It closes and locks behind me. A man is suddenly holding me by my shoulders. He is pointing me forward into the room like I’m on display. Another man on the bed says, “Hmmm, very nice! But it looks like someone already got you started.” 

    The man holding me moves around me a little. The back of my dress unzips and it falls to the floor. I feel the cool air in the room hitting my nearly naked body. I can’t get the taste from the first man out of my mouth. My face and chest are wet from it. The cuffs holding my wrists are removed. The two men, shirts off, are standing on either side of me. They are older, fat, hairy and don’t seem very nice. 

    The episode in the elevator was just a warm-up. I sucked cocks for hours. All afternoon until 5. And then again that night. They left me in my ‘Hello Kitty’ undies while they groped, molested, and face fucked me. The worst was when they had me on my tummy on the bed. One of them was roughly holding my arms down, trying to get his cock all the way down my throat, while the other one was pushing his slippery cock in my ass. I was choking, bouncing up and down on the bed as I was getting pounded from behind. Stuff was flying everywhere. Bouncing, and rolling off the bed, hitting the floor. Clothes, bottles of creams and lubes, a butt plug, handcuffs, gags, empty beer bottles, and everything else you’d need for a kinky fuck fest. 

    I woke up in a pool of cum and sweat. I had 3 or 4 different colors and scents of sex lubes smeared all over me. My mouth was sore. I’d been gagged, slapped, and gotten plenty of good old-fashioned throat fucking for almost 12 hours. And of course, my ass will never be the same! I was sure of that.

    I took a shower and rested for a while. The dress and underwear were in a messy pile on the floor. Where are my regular clothes? Fuck! And then, right on cue, I noticed a neatly folded stack of clothes on the chair in the corner. Well, that’s cool. I didn’t want the tainted dress and undies. But, for some twisted reason, I took them. I washed everything carefully and put them away. I found two note cards in my jeans pocket. Bill and Joseph had left their numbers. One of them had added a little smiley face next to his name. How nice.

    Well, the chance of having a Dating site match up different people like this is pretty good. Get enough people in one room and you can probably find the one who wants the same things you do. Or at least, there is always that chance!


    I hope you enjoyed my story. Billy

  • Affair with Coach T

    Heads up that this story revolves around cheating and men who behave in not-so-admirable ways.

    We knew we couldn’t chance it again in Coach’s office. Not so soon at least. I had no idea what Coach thought of me. I doubted he reciprocated my intense crush. Like he said, he was a horndog who needed lots of sex. Or wanted lots of sex.

    I was fine with that. I was having the time of my life. Even in the few times, sex with Coach was mindblowingly awesome. I wanted more but was happy for any experience with the man. Now when I jerked off I thought of sucking his cock or Coach rimming me. And I had specific memories to go along with the fantasy.

    I wish I was a better man, but I got off on the deceit too. Having an affair with Coach. Keeping it secret. Sneaking around. I didn’t even know why that appealed to me, but it made me feel grown up. I’d turned 18 at the start of the school year, but this affair was making me feel like a man for the first time.

    But at school, and on the field, it was just regular coach-player interaction. Coach T yelling at me when I fucked up, giving me a pat on the back as I rushed out onto the field to replace a player. I half thought maybe nothing would happen again with Coach, and that was OK. I knew it couldn’t last indefinitely. Coach was married and had to be careful. I’d never tell anyone, but the fact that Coach could lose his job over this probably gave him pause.

    It was almost a week to the day when RJ mentioned he was going to do a college visit trip the following week. Despite loving to party, RJ was a good student and I think his dads put some pressure on him for a good college. “Dad’s taking me… we’re going to hit up a half dozen schools.” RJ tended to call Coach Pop and his other father Dad, so I knew Mr. Mitchell was the one taking him.

    I tried to seem like my interest in his trip was normal. “How long you going for?”

    “A couple of nights,” he said. “Pop wasn’t crazy about me missing so much school, but Dad talked him into it.”

    “That’s cool,” I said, like a buddy. “Should be fun.”

    “Yeah, I’m looking forward to it,” RJ said. “Only I suspect Dad’s gonna have me on a tight leash. So maybe not too much partying,” he laughed. Leave it to RJ to act like he’d be living it up as a pre-frosh.

    I knew not to be presumptuous, but Coach gave me an opening. That day at practice, our Coaches were pushing us. Hard. I was feeling exhausted from all the drills and scrimmaging. I was taking a break on the sidelines as we cycled in and out, and Coach T appeared right next to me. His focus was out on the field and he had his normal practice look on his face. But his words he whispered were crude as hell. “Man Brian, your ass looks amazing in that uniform.”

    My heart pounded. It had been a week since sex with this man and the idea he still lusted after me excited the hell out me. “RJ says he’s going out of town next week,” I said.

    Coach grinned, breaking his game focus. I could tell he was pleasantly surprised I’d been the one to suggest it. “Yep. Was gonna tell you.” He checked himself and then called out a player’s name onto the field. “A little more hustle guys!”

    I knew we didn’t have long to continue our conversation. “Want me to come over?” I said in a low voice.

    The man just nodded and patted my shoulder. “All right Chambers, you’re up,” he said aloud, urging me back onto the field.

    ***

    I tried to come up with a way to head over to the Thompson-Mitchell house without being seen. I mean, I was RJ’s friend and was over there a lot. It wouldn’t be inconceivable I’d stop by to see if RJ was around. But being there more than briefly would seem weird if Coach was alone.

    There was a rail path right behind their house, so I parked down the way and walked down. I texted Coach a simple “rear door” as I got closer. And as I walked up to the back deck, where I’d spent so many afternoons, I saw the man appear at the big glass door, a dim light behind him. He slid it open.

    “Hey,” I heard. Not loud.

    “Hey,” I whispered back. For some reason this felt naughtier than the times before. Though those had been bad too, having sex with Coach when Mr. Mitchell stepped out or when the man’s husband and son were in the house. Maybe because this felt so planned and deliberate.

    I stepped through the door and Coach slid it closed and gripped my shoulder to usher me inside. “Been thinking all day about this.”

    I didn’t know where Coach wanted me to go, but I walked into the house, into the darker area away from the window. I figured Coach would want to be careful no one saw us. “Tell me about it,” I said. “I kept getting hard all day.”

    Coach chuckled then wrapped his meaty arm around my front, holding onto my chest. I stopped walking and felt his warm body press against my back. “I bet… you horny stud,” he growled as his mouth started kissing my neck and licking up to my neck.

    “Oh fuck!” I hissed. God this felt amazing. We had done a lot in three times but this had a new intimacy.

    The man’s hand was massaging my torso and reaching down to run his hand underneath my sweater and shirt to make contact with my bare skin. “We can take our time today Brian… what do you think, son?”

    “Yeah, Coach,” I grunted in reply, feeling so turned on.

    I was turning my head around and Coach moved some and like that we were kissing again. Deeply. In Coach’s house, with Coach’s husband and son gone for the night. For two nights.

    “Fuck,” Coach T grinned as he stepped forward, grabbing my hand to hold. “I even made Dan think the college trip was his idea.”

    It was a nasty thing to say, but I was turned on. “I almost got a hardon when RJ told me,” I admitted. “Even on the chance I could come over.”

    Coach seemed to be breathing heavily now. Like he was on the verge of that out of control horniness. “God, you’re so hot, Brian,” he hissed, and we were kissing again. We broke the kiss and he said a soft “fuck” before he started leading me by the hand,

    I thought we’d be going down to the den again, but instead Coach T was leading me back to the master bedroom. Fuck, my heart pounded as we got nearer and stepped in. There was a single bed lamp, turned on low. The shades were all drawn.

    Coach let go of my hand and stepped back to peel off his shirt. I followed suit, stripping for him. I had more layers on so Coach was naked and hard as he watched me take off the rest of my clothes. As I peeled down my underwear, showing my hardon, Coach walked over the other side of the bed, his big masculine body almost lumbering ass he pulled down the sheets and climbed on. He patted the spot next to him.

    Gleefully I got up on there with him. Our mouths met again. It was a deep and sexual kiss, but we weren’t rushing this.
    Blowjobs were great. They were more than great. But the feeling of Coach’s naked body and amazing hardon against mine as we made out on the bed was somehow even better. I felt like I could cum, but couldn’t, you know? That balance kept my sexual excitement and pleasure keyed up, big time.

    I got to feel up Coach’s naked muscle now. Hairy, firm for his age, but with a middle-aged thickness still. He had some love handles but his abdomen was still rock hard beneath the slight padding. His torso was covered in a thick coat of brown hair, with a few slivery flecks between his chest to match the ones on his forearms. It was hot as fuck.

    The man seemed into my body, too, particularly my six pack. Like a lot of jocks my age, I was fit and lean. Mostly smooth chest and stomach, except for a treasure trail and some stray blond hairs coming in around my nipples. As Coach T’s thick fingers traced my fine hairs, I got goosebumps all over.

    He chuckled, looking down at my body. “You make me so hard, buddy,” he grinned. Indeed, I could see that massive cock sticking out hard. “I even gave Dan a goodbye fuck this morning.” God, this man was a total asshole.

    I didn’t care. I reached forward and gripped his erection. Not so much stroking it but just feeling it and admiring its size and rigidity. “Mr. Mitchell probably shouldn’t leave you alone,” I teased. I figured if he was gonna talk about his husband, I could too.

    That got a conspiratorial smile from him. “Oh, he DEFINITELY shouldn’t leave me alone. Not with a hot fuck like you around.”

    Coach T leaned in and claimed a deep kiss off me, harder than our previous softer kisses. The man was getting turned on all right.

    As he pulled off, Coach started scooting down. I thought he was gonna suck my dick for a while and worried I’d cum too soon. This was the first time Coach and I had more than a quick minute for sex, and I wanted this to last.

    Instead, Coach placed his hands under my hamstrings and pushed them up. “Here… lift up,” he asked in his sexy voice. It took a second but I got the picture, pulling my legs back and holding them there.

    Coach’s Thompson’s tongue made a softer approach than the other day in his office. It licked and softly fluttered against my hole. Teasing me, working me up.

    “Oh Coach!” I sighed, overwhelmed with the sensations. It almost tickled, but definitely turned me on. Particularly when the soft licks became a sensation of wet jackhammer motions against my pucker. I was powerless to do anything but hold my legs up and apart for Coach and look down at the man’s face buried in my ass. I got a rush realizing this beloved coach and family man was so fricking good at this. Eating me out, digging in deeper with that expert tongue.

    “Fuck that’s good,” the man said as he finally pulled back, eyeing my hole and pushing one finger in past the spit slickness. It felt good.

    The man pushed in and out a few times before reaching over to the night stand for some lube. He now knelt in front of my spread legs and methodically applied the silicone liquid to my hole. His dick was standing firm and I got to admire the view. Hunky Randy Thompson, coach daddy muscle, thick nipples, thick hair, and a masculine face that zeroed in on the connection point between his hand and my ass.

    Two fingers went pretty easily. The third made me feel tight as hell.

    “You OK Chambers?” the man asked. Checking in with me but with a steely tone that challenged me to take it. He never once asked if I wanted to get fucked, it was just assumed he was going to do it, or at least try unless I told him no.

    I wasn’t gonna say no now. I’d anticipated losing my cherry and dreamed of Coach Thompson being the man to take it. “I’m good, Coach,” I assured him. “Real good.”

    He gave me a lusty smile and twisted those fingers in me, loosening me up. I pulled out, then pushed in with two, then three again. More lube, then he added a fourth, or at least the tip of a fourth. Coach has thick fingers, and I was feeling very stretched.

    The man decided I was as ready as I was gonna be. He slicked up his cock and lined it up with my ring. He was very patient and very slow. Pushing past my resistance and talking me through the tough spots. I was probably crazy to have a Randy Thompson-sized dick be my first, but once he had five or six inches of his bare cock in me I knew I’d be able to take it. I was glad I’d taken the chance.

    Coach T made my ass feel full, incredibly stuffed, but in a good way. I’d read about how a prostate could feel when I guy gets fucked, but nothing would prepare me for the sensation. It was like electric jolts of pleasure, centered in my ass but spreading out my whole body.

    With perfect timing, Coach put my legs on his shoulders and started thrusting into me. Not deep or hard, but steady strokes of his thick meat as he leaned forward and looked down at me possessively.

    “Glad I made a move on you, Chambers. You’re so fucking hot.” Friendly Coach T was gone, and I heard the lusty growl of a man in rut.

    “You too, Coach. Fuck!” I hissed.

    That made the man excited. “Damn, you like this Chambers? Like your coach’s hard cock fucking away your cherry?” It hadn’t occurred to me that my virginity would have been a turn on to Coach, but I was glad it was.

    I nodded. “God yeah. Fuck me Coach!”

    He went deeper and a little harder in me. I wouldn’t have been able to take a shafting that hard minutes ago, but I was taking it now. I took a quick look around. Coach and Mr. Mitchell’s bedroom, their marriage bed. Family photos on the night stand. And Coach was nailing me, probably in the very spot he fucked Dan Mitchell.

    My hole was opening right up for the man and I was starting to feel so much sexual stimulation it was getting uncomfortable.

    The man’s thrusts stopped a second and he reached for the lube. Coach squirted some on my erection then tossed the tube aside and started railing my ass again.

    I got the picture and started stroking. Every bit of discomfort was now fueling my rising orgasm. Maybe Coach knew how to time our orgasms. I just knew I was feeling sensations I’d never felt before, physically and psychologically. Coach was fucking the cum right out of my balls.

    “SHIT!” I cried, overcome with an orgasm that was different and more intense than the ones I’d felt before. Even in my foggy consciousness, I knew Coach T was having his own nut, his heaving body growing tenser and his growls giving way to an orgasmic cry.

    Our lips connected as we both rode out our nut. It was magical.

    The man finally dismounted me, letting his softening dong slip out. I knew Coach had shot a decent bit of cum into me, and I relished the knowledge. I let my legs extend and rest.

    Coach T plopped down on the free spot on the bed and patted my thigh. “You were a trooper, Chambers,” he said, forehead sweaty and hairy messy. “First time out, huh?”

    “Yessir, Coach,” I replied. Proud my first time had gone so well. I looked over at Coach’s body. So perfect, the muscle now relaxing after the sexual activity, that dick now shrinking up but hanging softly between his legs. “No disrespect, but Mr. Mitchell’s an idiot if he doesn’t want that every single night.”

    Coach laughed. “I’ll tell him that,” he joked and winked. Then we kissed.

    I thought I’d want to stay in Coach’s bed forever, but after my first fuck, I felt physically drained and a little sore. Besides, I knew I should be getting home.

    We both had grins as we showered and got dressed, Coach pulling on a pair of sweatpants but staying bare chested, me putting my clothes back on.

    The man walked me back to the back entrance, his hand affectionately on my shoulder again. “Wanna come over again tomorrow?” he asked.

    “Yeah, Coach,” I replied. “Same time?”

    His fingers traced up along my neck hairs again. Flirtatious, sensual in their touch. “If you wanna come a little earlier, maybe we can make it a two-fer.”

    Our kiss at the door was soft. Then I finally pulled myself away and stepped out into the night to make my way back to my car.

  • Tin Soldiers

    I tried finding work.  Gave up, found an abandoned shack to live in.  Grew my weed, had enough to get by. My ‘minder’ refused to visit me here–met him at the road every ninety days.

    Outside town is a rendering plant, I live just past it.  Hear the semis day and night, smell the stench day and night.  Rotting animal carcasses get boiled down, hides processed.  People avoid the area.

    “Recluse” they call me.  They’re right.

    * * *

    Remember that day; first warm day of spring.  Rinsed out my old clothes, worked the dirt naked.  A Southwester blew the putrid smells away from my place.  People who built my house planted ligustrum.  Sensual smell to the blossoms, heavy, obesely sweet.

    Opened all the windows in my rickety hovel; stuffiness from winter fires and stale sweat dispersed.  Spread my tattered blankets on the overgrown hedges to sweeten them. My sixth winter here.  So far, so good except for hauling water.  One whole day every week spent on that.  Have to ration it.

    * * *

    Heard footsteps, someone rustling through the mast of acorns, scuffling among the leaves, breaking twigs.  Slipped my jeans on.  Rustling continued across the bog to the east, along the edge of the saplings by the stream. Climbed a pine, saw him crossing the meadow.

    Go on by, don’t stop here.

    He slowed, took a slug of water, looked around.  Must have seen the corner of the roof, he headed that direction.

    My ramshackle abode was deserted around the same time the rendering plant came.  Built decades ago–plumbing and wiring were added; neither worked.  Had to chase the opossums and snakes out when I came.  Roof leaked throughout the place.

    My cot was in the driest place, near an old wood stove in the kitchen.

    I’m not greedy till it comes to my privacy.  I slipped through the underbrush near the house, watched him look through the windows.  He got on the porch, looked in, then just opened my backdoor and walked in.  Heard him rummaging around.  Must have dropped his backpack, something heavy hit the floor, shook the window panes.

    Nothing worth stealing but he’d breached my refuge.

    * * *

    Jumped hard onto the planks of the back porch, “Get outta here!”

    He spun, “Who’re you?”

    “Git!”  Stuck my hand in my pocket, made like I had a gun.

    He laughed, “Dial it down a notch, old man.  Not looking for any trouble, need a place to stay a few days.”  He stuck his hand out, “Name’s Howell.”  He smiled, wide–row of even, white teeth.  Dimples appeared.

    Pretty kid.  His age?  I don’t know–too young to be wandering the woods alone.  Dark locks of hair fell on his forehead; tanned skin, eyebrows like a woman’s and long lashes.  As tall as me, slender, at ease with himself.

    Confident; gotta watch people like him.  “Get outta here.  This is my place.”

    “Been on the road over a week–I’ll pay.”

    “Hundred dollars.”  That’d chase him away.

    “How about I work it off?”  He chuckled, looked around the small room, “I’ll chop wood.”

    “Get along.”  Pointed to the door, stomped my foot.

    Nope, he didn’t leave.  He turned and leaned, dug into his backpack, held a thin, rectangular object; a small, flat gold tin. “Would you take this as payment?”

    “Is that smoked oysters?”

    I took the tin from his hand, “Yeah, well don’t bother me and don’t make a mess.”

    Hadn’t had oysters since… years.  Grabbed a sleeve of saltines and went to the back porch.  Sat myself and slowly pulled the small ring.

    Howell came beside me, “On the run, desperado?”

    “Did my time.”

    “Whaddja get pegged for?”

    Upsetting, this line of talk. “Why’re you on the road, bubba?  Rob a bank?  Serial killer?” Snapped back.

    “Did other people’s time, and not wasting a minute of freedom.  Going to Tucumcari–ever been there?”

    “New Mexico?  Nah, nothing but desert.”  Took each oyster, put it on the center of a cracker; tasted rich, strong.  Oil greased my teeth.  Didn’t chew, just let the cracker dissolve and squeezed the smoky meat against my palate.  Smell of the ocean and smokiness rushed out my nose.

    “Blue skies, sand; seldom rains.  Gonna get a job, build up some cash, buy a place of my own.”

    “Don’t have to leave to do that.”

    Howell ignored me, pulled a harmonica out of his shirt pocket and played Red River Valley, interspersed with an unusual tale:

    Young Howell came from a farm family.  When he was five, the barn and several out buildings burned down.  Only his mother was around that day so the kid got nailed as an arsonist.  Arson’s a serious crime from a sick mind.  He was sent to a mental institution instead of a juvenile prison.

    Parents visited weekly, then stopped.  Howell’s mother and father were taken down later on insurance fraud about the fires.  Family was in debt, then lost everything.  Howell was transferred into a children’s home.  No family wanted to adopt a child associated with arson. Till recently, he was institutionalized, he said.  Didn’t seem upset by it, told me he learned a lot in his warehousing.  “Not as bad as living like you do, desperado.  Which train you waiting for?  Don’t tell me you want to die in this dump.”

    Impertinent bastard, “Shut up.”  I grabbed a bucket in each hand and headed for the stream.  “Bring those other pails, c’mon.”

    * * *

    Day had warmed, we filled our buckets; I turned to take mine back to the house.  Howell didn’t.  He stripped naked, stepped into the stream.  Began splashing water, squatted.  “Hey, old man, you stink.  Rinse off–feels good.”  Motioned for me to join him.

    Smooth skin, muscles covered with a thin layer of fat made him appear doll-like.  Moved easily, like a dancer, finding a place to sit and wet his hair, face.  Beautiful body, straight, shoulders weren’t wide, had no chest hair but dark nipples.  Uncircumcised cock swung from a scraggly bush of hair, small scrotum dark, almost gray.  Thighs and calves strong from his travels.  I watched, sun on my bare back, then waded in beside him.

    Careful.

    “I’m not an old man, I’m only… around forty.”  Sat beside him and started rubbing the crud off.

    “Hung like a bull.”  He mumbled.

    I turned away.

    Lay in the water, letting it flow around us for a long time; watched clouds through the boughs above.  He rinsed his clothes, tied them together and slung them around his neck.  Carried his buckets back to the house.

    * * *

    Quiet evening, he went to gather wood, kindling while I heated water, got the radio out.  Sun was setting when he brought the third load back.

    Old house was dark; gibbous moon rose.  Howell came in with a handful of something, scattered it over my cot, the floor.  “What’s that?”

    “Pine needles, blossoms.  Smells like a snake den in here.”  He strew them over the floor, glanced at the radio.

    “Wind it up–there’s a crank on the side.”

    Peanut butter and crackers, tea with dry milk and sugar.  Brought out my pipe when we were done, filled the bowl and took a hit, passed it to the kid.  He handed it back.

    White briefs glowed in the dim light as he unrolled his sleeping bag.  Tucked himself into the darkness behind the door.

    * * *

    Weed kept my brain from razor cuts, it held the knives of memory away until I fell asleep.  Old visions came; reached under the bag of rags I used for a pillow, pulled out a toy soldier.  They were scattered around the house by a boy who lived here.  Almost a hundred years since the tiny infantry saw an imagined war.  Held the figurine which forever stood at attention with a Lee Enfield; WWI.  I’d fill my mind with a dark-haired boy, around nine-years-old mounding dirt bunkers, hiding his army in the chickweed.  A boy who was my spitting image.

    My boy.  Distant now, his tenderness still burned my eyes.  Gone forever in a few hours.

    Heard popping joints.  Howell was up, went out to pee.  Came back and sighed.  Heard tiny clicks–pulling one off.  Heard that a million times before in the dark.  I turned to the wall; my dick wanted attention.

    Attention denied.

    * * *

    Got up before dawn, almost tripped over Howell.  Heated water for tea, took the radio outside.  Rain in the forecast, no dawn.  Birds’ songs began around five.  Began breakfast when Howell got up, 

    “I’m still alive, desperado.  Guess you didn’t do time for murder.”

    “No–and stop calling me desperado.  I’m not hopeless and I’m no thief.”

    “Not hopeless?  Sure looks that way.”  He snorted, grabbed a cup and took his tea straight.  “Musta served time for something serious to act so mean. Bet you got caught for something weird–playing with animals?”

    Without thought, I sucker punched him square in the face; twisted my torso, right hand fisted and swung right into his nose.  Rubbed my knuckles watching him back away several steps, surprised.

    Deep red blood came from his nose, he smeared it with the back of his hand and left for the stream.

    Calm down.  He doesn’t know anything–just a stupid kid.

    * * *

    Assault

    Suddenly regretted losing control.  I followed him, “Hurt bad?”

    He looked at me, no expression, hung his head.  “I deserved it for mouthing off.”  Came to me, arm around my shoulder, “Sorry.”  Diluted blood dripped from his wet face onto his chest.

    Slipped my arm around his waist, “Gonna haul groceries with me?”

    Turned and hugged me, “Sure, pops.”

    “Name’s Dade Dailey.  Not `desperado.’  Not `pops.’  Not `old man.’  Call me Dade.”

    Had to clean him up, check his nose.  Howell lay on my cot while I found a clean rag and wiped his face.  His hand went under my pillow, “What’s this?”

    “Tin soldier, found lots of them around here.  My memento, a charm of sorts.  It holds a certain memory.”  Brought a bag of them I’d found.  “Helps me go to sleep.” He examined the tiny figure.  “That one’s mine.  Pick one for yourself.”  I got my boots and shirt on, grabbed my rucksack.

    The kid found a tiny soldier, its rifle drawn, and put it on his sleeping bag, “I need a few easy memories myself.”

    * * *

    Cut through the back way to town, dewberry vines in blossom, poke salat sprouting.  He played the harmonica as we walked the edge of town.  I went to the grocery, he saw the library, told me he’d be in there, tossed me his empty backpack.

    Got real food: meat, potatoes, bread and butter.  Soap–two kinds, toothpaste instead of baking soda.  Oranges, grapes and bananas.  My usual cashier gave me a strange look, “Getting healthy?”  I smiled, which perplexed her.  Me too.

    Heavy load.  I left it inside the door to the library.  Howell was on the computer, “Look.  These toy soldiers are worth a mint.  You don’t have to squat in the woods.”

    “Sell `em.  Get yourself a grubstake.”  Sat with him for a few moments, “I’ll wait by the door.”  Got a newspaper, read a few articles.  Waited outside.

    * * *

    On the way back, I noticed he went through several recycling bins, found an empty tuna can, scraps of wire.  We ate oranges while we walked.  “Researching New Mexico?  Gonna have to live like a horny toad, find a rock to crawl under.”

    “There’s a school  in Hobbs, I can get a trade.”  Noticed he ate the orange peel as well as the pulp.  “Do you gamble?”

    “In a casino?  Never.”  Cut back through the woods.  Howell took his tuna can outside.  He was out there a long time while I put the groceries up, built the fire.  Skillet-fried chops and potatoes.

    The kid came in, dug through my rag-pillow and stripped a slender ribbon of fabric, wound it through a wire coil he fitted inside the can.  Poured some cooking oil in it; he’d made an oil lamp.  Pushed two old crates together next to my cot and we ate high.  Chops, potatoes, canned tomatoes and bread, listened to the news.  Ate grapes and made jokes about the government.

    Afterward, we sat on the edge of the porch as a light rain begin, him playing the harmonica, me content with a full belly.  Howell told me about his friends in the institution, close friends.  Got in a lot of trouble as he grew, he had a boyfriend in a religious orphanage.  Howell ran away; boyfriend stayed.  “Won’t whore anymore.”

    “Whore?  In an orphanage?”  I guess it happens.

    “For privileges–night staff always ripped me off.  They made videos of me.”

    * * *

    Temperature dropped as we readied to sleep.  In front of the sound of rain, “Move over, it’s cold.”  He shoved me over, threw his sleeping bag over me and crawled under.  Cold skin of his chest pressed against my back.  His arm came over me.  Cold feet touched my legs.

    Don’t move.

    Couldn’t sleep for my guilt.  “Sorry to hit you.  I’m touchy about some things.”

    “Still hurts that much?”

    Why did he keep stabbing me with his questions?  “Shut up.”

    Howell wriggled closer.  Felt his breath on my neck, hand on my chest.  Felt his face on my shoulder, his hard dick on my tailbone.  Put his hand on my hard dick and shoved my boxers down.  Felt his hard cock leaking, opening my cleft.

    Stopped breathing; soft hum as he pressed.  Didn’t move, paused over the threshold of pain to get to the fullness, the rub.  Burn subsided; familiar expectancy burst inside me with his strokes.  
    He kept mumbling as tears filled my eyes. Something broke lose inside me,  I began sobbing.

    He stopped.  “Are you hurt?”

    “…been so long.”  Warm skin, a man’s sweat, his breaths, kisses, that deep twisting tension inside.  He rolled me face down, going deeper.  Humping against the mattress, I gasped, crying long moans.  I pushed back; he pistoned; every stroke wrapped me tightly in desperation to empty myself.

    Warm, sated, he began snoring.  My mind stayed awake, feeling every part of him that touched me as foreign, damp, desperately needed.  Pulled the sleeping bag over us to capture the scent of cum.

    * * *

    Rewound the old film of the day I lost my boy.  My boy.

    Long since forgiven my mother-in-law, I should have been more careful.  She was protective.

    Saturday morning, holding my son against me.  Decided it was time to give him more than a quick suck.  He came so fast, skin tasted so good–my perfect treasure.  Tiny rod I twirled around my tongue while he grabbed my ears.  Game to him–ecstasy to me.  Craved more of him every day.

    Fifth grade-sized dicklet on my face….  Though I was rubbing his butt, only my one finger exploring, it was enough that we were naked together.  Wife shopped; mother-in-law arrived unexpectedly.  She saw us and left the room.

    My boy and wife left while I was at work on Monday.  Came home to meet two plainclothesmen.

    * * *

    Waited for the birds’ songs and got up, “How old are you, Howell?”  Heated water. He looked right at my face, “Sixteen.”  Slow smile, “Does it matter?”

    “You have to leave.”

    “In the rain?”

    “When it stops, you gotta get out.”  Couldn’t look at him.  He was violating my terms of release.

    Howell spent that morning gathering the tin soldiers, carefully placing them in an old box.  Threw his poncho over his head and left with the box.

    Didn’t come back until almost dark.

    “Where’ve you been?”

    “Librarian took photos of the soldiers, I posted them on an auction site.  Now I need a bank account, or some way to accept payment.”

    “I have a bank account.  We’ll straighten it out tomorrow.”  It had welled inside me though the day, “You can’t stay–if anyone finds out, I’ll have to go back.”

    Staring into my face for several moments, “How old was he?”

    “Ten.”

    “You loved him?”

    “More than my own life.”  Had to turn away.

    Long pause, “Is he okay?”

    “Last time I saw him, he was smiling.”  Sobbing, I went to the porch.

    Howell tried to comfort me; I pushed him away.  He’d never understand.

    * * *

    Two days later, under clear skies, we went to the library.  Bids for twenty-three tin soldiers was up to six-hundred dollars.  I looked at the page, not much more activity, “Take that high bid.  You gotta leave.”  Entered my account information.

    The next day, we went back to town, my account held the money, “Get the address, we’ll go to the post office.”

    Grabbed some real estate flyers, wrapped the figures, and bought a box.  Packed and sent the soldiers.  Back to the bank, I withdrew a thousand in twenties and fifties. “Don’t thumb, take a bus.”  Hurt to send him away.  He was a good kid, more worldly than most yet still held a curious, impatient tenderness about him. …

    As we walked back to the bus station, “Hate it.  Having nothing to hold on to, everything’s always changing….”  Howell whispered.

    “You’ll find your place.  I know you will.”  Eyes burned as he left.  Another boy just disappeared from my life.

    Took a deep breath catching whiffs of the rendering plant as I walked home alone.

    * * *

    Back to my stinking, decrepit life.  Howell stayed in my mind, ushering some strange fantasies, and I’d restrained myself while he was here.  Proud about that, then pride changed to disgust.  Disgust burst into anger.  Laws and terms of release warped my brain, my life, every part of me.  I’d never be able to stand up straight.

    Went about my days devising a plan, considering everything I’d learned as a bookkeeper.  With some luck, with a few keystrokes I could rebuild my life under another name, in another place.  I’d never be able to completely unwarp, but I didn’t have to punish myself any longer. Clearly saw myself with that thought.  I’d replicated jail with rendering stench as bars; walls of fear.  Self-loathing formed me into my own wicked warden.

    * * *

    Started going to the library every other day when the children were in school, left when they came in.  Reading gave me new ideas. For the holidays, I celebrated with a tin of smoked oysters.  Ate them by the light of Howell’s lamp, wondering if he’d found his place.

    Two more quarters; two more check-ins with my PO.

    * * *

    Hard winter, bitter cold, blizzard-gray days, blizzard-black nights.  Winds whistled and howled.  Warmth reliably returned; a wind-blown seed took hold, sprouted inside me as I worked the soil.  What was left of my few investments had increased steadily.  Began depleting my bank account every week by amounts that wouldn’t raise red flags to the system.

    * * *

    Mind fixed on other things, didn’t hear him rustling through the trees.

    From across the meadow, “Desperado!”  Howell came running, “I borrowed a truck.  Hurry, we’re going to Hobbs.  Got a job in the casino fixing the slots.”

    Pulled him against me, kissing his forehead, as close as we could be. “How did you know I’ve been thinking about you?”

    “My tin soldier holds memories about you.  Never thought I’d find another man who was as lonely as I was.  Glad I found this old house and you.” We held hands as we walked to the house.  “I met a guy who makes IDs.  I’m eighteen and my name’s Kendall Dailey now.”  He winked.

    Chuckled, “Kendall Dailey?  Sounds good.”  I kissed his lips, mind spinning.

    Old rucksack held my cash, tin soldier, so few things.  I slung it over my shoulder, handed Mr. Kendall Dailey a box of kitchen matches.  “Been dry for almost a week now.  Disappear Dade and his prison.”

    Stench of the rendering plant was overwhelmed by the smell of a burning shack, then the grasslands as we left for Hobbs.

  • The school friend

    Before starting, I want you to guys to imagine this story in real life and think that you are the one whose story is written here. Just imagine all that is happening here has happened to you. lets go….


    I was 17 yo back then and in the last year of my high school. It was the first class of that session. I could see some new faces but one that I couldn’t stop looking at was him. He was handsome(very much) . His height must have had been 6’4 . Glowing and smooth skin , cute brown hair and that slim waist but huge chest took me off. 

    I was sitting on the last bench and as he had entered the room , our eyes met and I could already feel a spark. He sat next to me. With a deep voice, he said “hi”. I didn’t reply but was just looking at him. He smiled and took his book out. It was a boring lecture of geography but it didn’t really bother me because all I did was look at him. 

    He didn’t notice it. It’s not that I didn’t look good. Infact, I was the best looking guy in the school and girls would  propose me every now and then. Secretly, boys too sent me proposal cards but I just couldn’t find my type. After the school was over, I was lookin for the guy when he himself  came from behind and took me to his car. 

    It was really awkward moment for both of us. We sat in his car and he started to introduce himself. With a deep voice, he started “hi. I know it is really wierd of me to pull you up like this but I just wanted to be friends with you. I know, you don’t know me but I saw you didn’t really have much friends. I am new to this place and having you as a friend will be a pleasure. Can we be friends, ( imagine your name here) . I would love that.” ” I know. But how would you know my name?” I said. ” Umm, I read it on your book” he replied. 

    I told him that I have my car parked there and I had to leave for home. I winked at him and he smiled telling me his name is love. That was for sure a very strange name but isn’t it cute. I laughed with him and went home. That evening, I messed up everything, literally everything because I just couldn’t stop thinking about him and smiling. I couldn’t sleep that night. Next day, as I left for school , I saw that my car Tyre got punctured and I couldn’t do anything except walking to the school. 

    I was just about to start walking when, from the next house , a guy comes out with his car. It was same as that of  love. And obviously, who else could it be. It was him, love! He saw me, I looked into his eyes and fell down. I knew that I had lost my senses because of looking into his eyes. Maybe because i was in love with love! 

    After I opened my eyes, I was in his car, just bout to reach school. He saw me wake up and just smiled. I didn’t give any reaction to it. As we got off the car, I hugged him tightly . I don’t know what it was for but he didn’t ask anything about it. We went to our class and from that day,  we would talk for hours sitting in our cars. We would go for night outs , go to the beach together , party, play, and even eat together(sometimes, in the same plate) . 

    We both thought it was just some really good friendship and that we were best friends but the truth was still buried not so deep in our hearts. Sometimes I would feel that he loves me more than I do love him but sometimes it would just turn into mere best friend love, just that homie love. One day we planned a sleepover at his home which was right next to mine. His and my family by then we’re really good friends too. 

    Our mothers would go shopping together and dad’s would party together. It was really like a family, a big family. For the sleep over , I asked our moms and they were okay with it. That night was a turning point for us. It was 10 pm when we entered his room and we were ready to go to sleep. But , destiny planned that night to be sleepless for us. 

    He gave me a night suit of his which really was very comfy and smelled heaven. He closed the door, locked it and asked me to change my clothes. I asked him not to look at me when I change clothes. But he was notoriously cute, and started changing his clothes too. It just didn’t feel wierd or awkward in any way. We were too comfortable in changing clothes in front of each other and getting a sight of the dicks as if it was an everyday thing. 

    We laughed and went to bed. Yes, we were on the same bed. And why not, we were very comfortable with each other. He was bout to turn the lights off when I was just looking at him. He looked in my eyes and all of a sudden, a ‘no blinking challenge’ was started. It was as if we could communicate with each other through mind. We stared at each other for a whole minute and blinked at the same time! What a chemistry we had! We laughed hard and couldn’t control ourselves and accidently our lips touched….

    we both stopped laughing but just looked at each other and started laughing again , still staring into each other’s eyes. Slowly that laugh was turning into realisation for both of us. We stopped laughing, and we hugged tightly. I knew that he knows that it is real love and he knew that I knew that he knew that it is real love. I exclaimed and we gradually came nearer. I could hear his heartbeat and his breath in the solitude of our love.

    He was staring right into my eyes as if searching for something long lost. I couldn’t resist more and leaned forward for the kiss. Our lips met, caressing each other, wet with the nectar of our unconscious love. I put my hand on his waist and started to explore his body only through my hands. He pleasurably started kissing my neck as if sucking my blood out of me. Was he a vampire? What does the reader think? No he wasn’t . Just kidding ..i could feel the temptations in my body, my blood boiling for the intimacy. Uncontrollably i pulled his shorts down. Now he was all naked.


    Because I really have to go and will unfortunately not be able to complete the story but you can imagine how that sex would have had been and how our lives would have continued! Bye see you guys. And if I had time to write the complete story, I would have had! Also, tell me how the story was if comment section is available.Love you guys and make sure to find your love because I found mine. His name was ‘love’

  • Just Some Dad and Son Bonding

    ‘Right then, Pass us the last one’

    I get the last bag out of the car and pass it to my dad.

    ‘Great. It’s good to see you boy.’

    My Dad brings me into a big hug. His large, built body rivalling mine with a bit more strength squeezing me tighter than expected. Forcing me to brush my face against the chest hairs poking out of his slightly unbuttoned shirt. I gasp a bit, and get a whiff of his smell. 

    Yep. That’s dad alright. He’s got a cologne from a while back that he always uses. That mixed up with his pretty powerful must. He steps back,

    ‘Damn, you’ve grown haven’t you stud. You’re looking more and more like a man each time I see you. Is that a beard I see you starting there? What about those few chest hairs too, they weren’t there before!? You’ve been going to the gym too haven’t you? Hah, that’s my boy. You got any girlfriends yet? What about-‘

    ‘Woah Dad, calm down! I just got here, how about we go inside.’

    ‘Yeah alright! Sorry, I’m just pretty excited to see you is all! It’s been way too long.’

    ‘Yeah… I know. But mom… she-‘

    ‘Yeah. I know. Right come on then.’

    We walk into the house carrying my luggage and putting it down in the hallway.

    ‘Come on lad, get in here! Sit down! I wanna hear about everything!’

    I have to laugh. My Dad’s always so excited to see me. It’s not all that often I get to come up to see him… but it’s great when I do. He’s always so excited and happy and proud of me. Not that Mom isn’t. But… I don’t know. Dad’s just different in some ways. He get’s me a bit more too. We can talk about more…

    ‘Right I’m coming dad! Calm down! Haha.’

    ‘I know! But it’s just so great to see you boy! Or man I guess now!’

    Man? I guess I’m getting a bit older now… yeah! Yeah I guess I am a man.
    I sit down on the sofa next to him. The TV silently screaming about some goal my Dad’s team just made in the football. But he’s put that on mute for me. hah.

    ‘Go on then! Tell me about it all!?’ He half shouts as he stares at me expectantly.

    ‘Well- uhh… I don’t know Dad?! What do you wanna know?’

    ‘Well. That beard, eh? It’s coming in good n’ proper now, isn’t it son!’

    In all honesty, it’s really not as great as he’s making it out to be. I’m pretty patchy and almost none-existent in some areas, but him talking about it still gives me a jump in my heart a bit and confidence so I have to smile. Especially as he’s got a pretty good one himself. Nothing scraggy, nor too clean, just a solid, manly man’s beard.

    ‘You’ll get to be just like me soon son! Haha. I dunno how you feel about that though. Ending up looking like the bloody gruffalo!’

    He shows his chest and we both laugh. He is a very hairy guy. Even his head is still pretty well covered for his age. But going down from his neck you get a solid covering on everything. His chest, arms, back, legs… even hands and feet! At home, he always likes to just wear his boxers round the house too, and you can pretty much always see his jungle of pubes sticking out of them one way or another. It used to annoy my mom a fair bit I think…

    But to be honest. I kinda like it. I don’t know if I should feel bad about it. But Dad and me have always been pretty open about our bodies and our masculinity and most things about growing up and sex. When I’m at Dad’s I love to lounge around with him in just my boxers too. It just feels better for some reason. But yeah…

    ‘But no I can see it here son! Look at you!’ He pokes a finger into the top few buttons of my shirt.

    ‘Hah. What? It’s not that much!’ I say, trying to be modest. Because whilst my beard might be patchy… Since I last saw dad, my body hair has really grown in. And I mean grown in hard. Along with my muscles.

    ‘I don’t know. I know a fair few guy’s my age who couldn’t grow any like that.’

    ‘Haha… really?’

    ‘Yeah. You’ve got my Gene’s see. Proper stud in the making.’ He flexes his arm and smirks.

    He’s not lying. He’s a pretty hot fucking guy. Strong, beefy, hairy, Jawline to kill for (good job I got it haha), most loving personality ever, funny, sexy, his bulge looks fucking massive in his boxers too. Yeah… I think I’ve inherited my dad’s manhood too cuz I’ve got nothing to be ashamed of. Not to brag.

    ‘But yeah son. You look good. How often do you gym?’

    ‘Like… probably 5 day’s a week’

    ‘Good lad!’ He smiles at this. He’s always been a bit of a fitness guy. I think to him it represents discipline.

    ‘You wanna go tomorrow? You and me? See who’s stronger? Hahaha. Don’t worry I’ll go easy on you.’

    Woah! Alright, I know he might be stronger than me. But no way!

    ‘You think you’ll have to take it easy on me old man?!’

    ‘Oi! Who you calling an old man, boy!’

    ‘Thought you said I was a man five minutes ago!’

    ‘You wanna fight!’

    He stands up, in his most ‘hard man’ pose.

    ‘Yeah! I wanna fight!’

    I mirror him and square up bumping my chest up against his.

    At this point we can’t keep it up much longer and break down laughing. He pulls me into another long hug.

    ‘It’s good to have you back again, son.’

    And I’m really enjoying being able to hug him again. He always gives the best hugs. Like a big, strong, musky, bear. But fuck I’m getting turned on? But then I don’t wanna back away from the hug before it’s over without making it weird, but we’re basically crotch to crotch and I’ve got a semi now and only growing and im pretty sure he can feel it but…

    it’s okay… he let go finally…

    The look he gives is pretty unreadable as to whether he did feel it or not. And I try to excuse myself pretty fast.

    ‘Yeah Dad, it’s really good to be back. Just gotta go to the toilet real quick.’

    ‘Yeah sure, you know where it is!’

    I leave the room, my dick tenting even more in my trackies. Hopefully he didn’t see, but just before I open the downstairs toilet-

    ‘Oh wait, downstairs is broken! So feel free to go up and use mine!’

    ‘Thanks Dad!’

    I rush upstairs before he get’s a chance to come out of the lounge and see my predicament. Coming up onto the landing, I bolt for the bathroom and lock the door. At this point I’m standing to full attention still and whip my dick out. I start to wank when I see something on the corner of the sink. 

    It’s Dad’s pocket pussy. Alright. Now I’m really hard.

    A very small part of me kind of wonders if I shouldn’t, but every other part takes the lead and I have to see it. It’s one of those translucent ones, and I can see inside of it. And there’s a load in there. I can see Dad’s cum oozing around in there as I move it. I first go to smell it, and it smells a bit like him, mostly like lube, but I stick my nose in and that’s his cum. Wow. I’m smelling my dad’s cum.

    At this point I’m already fucking shaking from the hornyness and taboo side of what I’m doing, but my brain is so deep now. I can’t go back. I stick my tongue in and lick a drop of the cum. Fuck… it’s still slightly warm?! He must’ve jacked off like, seconds before I got here.

    At this point I can’t hold back anymore and I slowly bring the sleeve down and stick in the tip of my dick. I can feel myself already wanting to cum so I take it out again and calm down a bit.

    Then go in again. Bit by bit. Inch by inch. Ever so slowly. Until my dick sitting snugly in my dad’s used pocket pussy. I’m so unbelievably horny right now, I don’t think that I’ve ever felt like this before. The pure ecstasy of feeling my old man’s sperm, coating my own manhood. His man juices, soon to mix with mine. Dad and son. Fuck…

    I think it can’t get better… and then it does. 

    I see a pair of his boxers on the floor. They’ve been used. I guess he probably had a shower before I came too.

    I pick them up and hold the crotch area to my nose and WOW. I just start fucking the sleeve like there’s no tomorrow. His musk is amplified to a thousand in these. His cum is coating my dick like lube for me to shoot my own load in there. Everything just feels right. Like it was meant to be. In this moment. Fuck… I wank it harder. And harder. And fuck my dad’s massive, hairy bulge is the last thing in my mind before-

    ‘Fuuuck.’ I try to stifle my euphoria from orgasm as I blast my hips forwards into the sleeve to add my own load to the mix. I keep thrusting and cumming more and more into it.. My load mixing perfectly with my Dad’s. I must keep fucking it for a good 30 seconds, spurting my hot man milk into the sleeve before I start to fall back to the present and realise what just happened.

    ‘shit.’ I look at my hard dick, stuffed deep inside the sleeve. Pretty moderately coated in mine and dad’s cum. I pull out with a pop, and go to wipe off the coating of our warm fluids, but think better of it and just pull my boxers and trackies back up.  I can feel the cum lingering there, soaking into the fabric. I wanna keep his cum with me as long as possible. I feel kind of weird about it, but at the same time, I’m still so horny from what just happened I don’t think about it too much.

    I decide to leave everything as it is, flush the toilet, wash my hands and walk back down once my boner has taken a few more moments to calm down. When I walk back into the living room my Dad’s there with a weird expression.

    ‘Uhh… son. Did you um… Did I leave my-‘

    ‘Uh yeah you did Dad.’ I try not to, but I have to smile.

    ‘Hah… oops. Sorry son.’

    ‘Nah it’s alright dad. Sometimes a guy’s gotta unload!’

    ‘Hah. Yeah… no you’re right son.’

    I sit back next to dad on the sofa. He puts his arm around me and turns the game on again. We watch it for just a bit before I start to smell the cum in my boxers and start to get a bit hard again. But then I notice, my dad adjusting his bulge a bit more than usual. And his big package is starting to get a little bit bigger.

    ‘Do you wank much Dad?’

    ‘What!?’

    ‘Sorry… I was just wondering like… how much is normal’

    ‘Well I mean. No it’s fine. Good question. Uhhh… probably a fair amount.’

    ‘Right…’

    ‘Yeah you know. Like… maybe a few times a week… or more if I’m feeling like it’

    ‘Right.’

    We carry on watching as I see his bulge twitch a bit more in his boxers, and he starts to get a little fidgety. But still keeping his arm around me which slowly drops over my shoulder to rest his fingers between my chest hair under my shirt.

    ‘Well then…’ he asks, ‘What about you?’

    ‘Oh uhh… probably… most days… maybe a few times a day.’

    ‘Hah… wow son. You’re a proper young stud aren’t you’ 

    He looks into my eyes and given his expression, I feel like we both know something but are too uncertain to bring it up. We break away after a few long seconds and get back to watching the game. His hand still lightly brushing my chest hair I put my arm around him and do the same.

    A few moments later we’re both pitching a bit more of a tent than could really go un-noticed and I decide to take it a step further.

    ‘Damn these clothes are so restrictive’

    ‘Take ’em off son. You know I don’t care’

    He proceeds to also take off his shirt as I strip down to just my now damp boxers and sit back down. We assume the same position as before but this time with no fabric to guard each other from our bodies. 

    ‘Wow son, you’ve really become a gruffalo haven’t you.’

    ‘Haha, yeah dad. Just like you.’

    A few more moments pass where we try to ignore our obvious boners before my dad turns off the TV and turns to me.

    ‘Right. You know son. How you said that it’s a natural thing for a man to need to unload.’

    ‘Yep Dad’ I say, smiling as much as he is.

    ‘Well, I think it’s fair to say, that time has come for us both’ He puts his hand on my shoulder as he says this. Both of our dicks straining at our boxers to be let free. Both our faces red from the strange embarrassment but also exhilaration of talking about it

    ‘Dad.’

    ‘What’s up champ?’

    ‘You wanna… unload… together?’

    ‘Let me get something.’

    He moves faster than I’ve probably ever seen before out of the room, upstairs, and back down and in. And there he is holding the sleeve with a bottle of lube.

    ‘We’re gonna have to take turns, but lemme wash this first. You pro-‘

    ‘I already used it dad.’

    ‘You- you what?’

    I used it upstairs when I went to the bathroom.

    ‘You know… I thought I didn’t cum that much… well in that case’

    He quickly comes back over and sits down, un-buttons his boxers and pulls out his massive, hard dick and his big, heavy balls. They look so big and the sag just the right amount, it’s kind of incredible. I do the same in my boxers, taking out my dick and balls.

    ‘Wow. You are a stud aren’t you son! You’ll be catching me next!’ 

    ‘Haha, yeah dad.’

    Then he bring the sleeve down to his dick and gives it a few pumps up and down. 

    And I’m kind of in disbelief. I can’t have been here an hour… maybe two at most. And here I am… jerking off… with Dad. And he’s so hot. His musk is intoxicating from here… I budge up right next to him and take control of the sleeve. He leans back and put’s his arms behind his head exposing his hairy pits which I cant help but sniff.

    ‘Fuck son. This is some real bonding time.’

    ‘Yeah Dad. I can’t believe we’ve never done this before’.

    ‘Me neither son. Fuck. Fuck. Slow down stud.’

    ‘Alright’. 

    I give him a few more slow strokes before I take the sleeve off and start jerking myself. He notices and starts to jack me. I take it for a good few strokes before looking him in the eyes again.

    ‘Fuck Dad.’

    ‘I know son.’

    ‘You’re cum is all on my dick’

    ‘And so is yours on mine’ he whispers as he continues to jack me off. He brings his other arm around me to feel my chest again whilst jacking me off with the other hand. I’m in heaven. But decide to try something else. Without hesitation, I stop his hand, take off the sleeve and go down on his dick.

    ‘Fuck son!’

    He immediately relaxes into it. At first I have some trouble positioning myself so that I don’t end up scraping it my teeth, but before long I find it and start going down deep onto his dick, tonguing his slit and licking off all our old cum and his new pre-cum. His scent is overwhelming, his hairy pubes scratching against my face with each new appreciation of his cock. He starts to get really into it and I feel him moving his and my body around him. He moves around so that I’m under him and he’s above me.

    And between his groans of pleasure, I can feel his hands massaging my balls and then his mouth closing around my cock.

    This is it. This is the peak of my existence. Me and my dad… here. Sucking each other off, licking up his and my old cum. Truly bonding.

    As I’m underneath, I get to feel his body weight and it feels so good along me. His hair touching every inch of my body it feels like. He starts to really moan on my dick like I am on his and he starts to thrust into my face more. I choke a bit at times, but I love it. He’s really taking care of me. Massaging my balls so tenderly whilst worshiping my cock with his tongue.

    Eventually, after who knows how long. We start to get close. I think we can both feel it. The real bond between us settling in. His thrusts get faster as do mine on his face. I feel his balls above me and his body. His smell is so delicious in my nostrils, and I feel so close and he-

    We both moan and growl our loudest as we both thrust deep into the others throats. Heap after heap of cum, spurting out, then oozing, then dripping into our mouths. We keep fucking each others mouths for another few moments before he get’s off of me and let’s me sit up again. Cum still in our mouths, I move in towards him.

    He hugs me in close and we kiss. It’s so passionate and tender, yet has force enough to glue us together, my tongue searching his mouth and vice versa, our faces mushed together exchanging our manliness. Our cum. He falls on top of me again as we kiss, our dicks still going strong, touching, and our lips, so effortlessly coming together. Eventually, we come apart, both gasping for air.

    ‘Well son…’

    ‘Yep…’

    ‘You’re pretty damn grown up aren’t you’

    ‘Haha, still think you could beat me in the gym?’

    ‘Oh I’m sure’ 

    He grins as he comes down to kiss again. Both of our bodies getting ready for round two.

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