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  • Early Morning Gang Bang

    It’s 3 am in the morning.

    The timer keeps ticking loudly.

     I’m bound and gagged, tied to a chair, with my legs wide open, nude from the waist down.  My mouth is well-stuffed with a large handkerchief and sealed with several strips of duct tape wrapped firmly over my mouth; no one outside can hear me.  At best, you can hear only a  murmur from me as I desperately struggle to escape.  

    The timer is much louder. 

    My hands are tightly bound behind my back to a belt I’m wearing around my waist, leaving me unable to even try pulling my arms over my head. They bound me really good: not only are my hands tied close together, but the rope (a cloth clothesline) is also wrapped around and between my wrists giving me absolutely no slack.  And with my hands firmly tied to the belt, I can’t move them. At best, I can flex my fingers. 

    The timer keeps on going; ticking away the seconds.

    Meanwhile, my ankles are tied to the outside of the front two chair legs, forcing my legs spread wide apart.  I look down and see how, like my hands, rope was tied around my individual ankles, then  to the chair legs, then wrapped around the rope with my ankles and leg chairs so that I can hardly move my legs, leaving me no slack. 

    I tried moving and hopping the chair around, but it was useless. 

    They gave me about 10 minutes – “an inch for every minute,” said one.

    Meanwhile, my mouth is stuffed with a handkerchief and sealed with three strips of duct tape: one over my mouth and the other two placed in a cross over my mouth. I could barely hear myself!

    Earlier, one of them – a big African American dude – after binding me to the chair, took his time making sure that my mouth was well-covered and there was no give in the tape. Slowly, he took his time placing the duct tape over my mouth on my face, slowly and thoroughly rubbing each strip in, watching me as he did so, staring at me and smiling.  Even though he fucked me twice so far this evening, his cock was still getting hard – again. He murmured very quietly, “been some time before I got some real nice ass like yours!” 

    I could only murmur and occasionally try to make some noise, but it was useless; he just kept on rubbing the duct tape over my mouth, looking at me intently as he did.He didn’t have to rub nearly as much as he did  – but it turned him on. I could only move my head all around as he did. Soon, he stopped. We then both looked down at his cock, gradually growing in size again as he quietly whispered, “Mm; love it when you call out and try to get loose! Keep doing it; I like it!” He kept on rubbing the duct tape on my face again for another minute, and then stopped and stepped back: “Nice.” 

    I watched him as he stared at me. 

    His cock was now just about high noon. reaching down, he slowly stroked it, murmuring to me: “I see you looking at something – for you.”

    “Mmmmph!” I slowly shook my head. “Mmmm,…” he said as he slowly went to the floor and started to untie my ankles to the chair.  After a minute, my ankles were free and I slowly opened my legs wider to stretch them out. 

    “All the way out. Now!”

    I did do.

    “Now stand up – and keep those legs of yours wide open!”

    I stood up, with my legs wide open.  Slowly, he reached in between my legs, running his hands between my legs, gradually caressing my balls. Reaching the table nearby he suddenly, he grasped my cock and balls and whipped on a cock ring. Leaning back for a moment he murmured, “this’ll keep you nice and hard for while as he stroked my cock.

    “MMM! MMMMPH!”

    “Mmmmm; you like this?”

    I was moving to the rythm of his hand. Then he kneeled down and pulled my cock,… into his mouth!

    I watched, mesmerized and controlled as he went down on my me, his hand holding my balls while I stood, legs wide open. Nothing was said; I closed my eyes and rolled my hands about, my hips moving in time to his motions. I felt the pressure grow within me, the need to let go building, my hips moving faster in time faster to his midnistrations, as he then grab my ass with his hands and locked me in place, not letting me move away and I leaned back more ready to give him what I had as he then stopped and grabbed my balls and pulled me closely toward the bed,….

    “MMMM!”

    “C’mon: let’s go!” he said with a smile. Forcing me to move toward him, he then let go and commanded me to “shake around; give me some moves like you did tonight!” I moved about, swiveling my hips around. Looking down he murmured, “Mm. Nice and hard; you like this!  Now turned around and let’s check out that ass!”

    I turned around as he then pulled me into him, shoving his rock hard cock around my ass, rubbing his precum as he then wrapped his arms around me, and then gradually pushed me toward the bed.

    “MMMMPH!  MMMPH! MMMPH!” 

    I struggled to try to delay, push back – but he was too strong and so he wrestled me onto the bed.  I then tried to roll over but he grabbed onto my hips and pulled me back to him where he then – with no warning – pushed his cock into me, slowly at first but faster in a few moments.

    “MMMPH!  MMMPH!”

    “Yes! Nobody’s gonna stop me now! I got you! I’m in you! -”  …I don’t remember what he said next but after a few minutes it didn’t matter.  The only sound was his penetrating me, as I grunted with his force and strength pounding into me as as I moaned and grunted in time with him. The bed was busy, but the sound was somewhat quiet as the mattress didn’t have much give: there was only way his energy was going and it was into me.  Tightly bound, firmly gagged and totally helpless, he was in total control. The room was electrified.

    Suddenly rolling me over he then continued, lifting and spreading my legs wide apart as he leaned in close to me and dove in. Still, I tried calling out, moving about as if trying to escape. Meanwhile, he continued as he also stroked my cock. Fucked and stroked at the same time! But it was too quick as I watched as his mouth opened, his eyes rolled up as his face moved to look at the ceiling as he gave in:

    “UHH!  UHH! UUUH!  UHHH!  NUUHH!  AH!  UNNNNN!”

    ….falling forward he then slowly rolled off the bed and me, sitting motionless for a few moments, letting go of my still hard cock.

    Breathing heavily, he said nothing as I tried sitting up. Getting up, he then pulled me back to the chair and re-tied my ankles, making sure that my bindings were still good.  Going to the table he looked at me as he slowly pulled off three strips of duct tape and placed then on the table as he then with no warning ripped off the duct on my mouth and re-gagged me before I could say anything. 

    And again, he was slow, taking his time in gagging me. 

    “Mmm. You’re nice! But I wouldn’t worry about the others: they’ll do as I say and besides” – he said saying with a smile while rubbing the fresh duct tape on my mouth, “you’re in no position to say anything!”

    “MMMPH!  MMMPH!” The new gag was tight; it wasn’t coming off anytime soon – and I was still not satisfied.

    Reaching down, he started to stroke me again. “Like this?”

    I nodded yes.

    “Mmmm. Let’s see you dance in the chair.”

    I moved all around, swinging my hips best as I could as he stroked me unnmercilessly, daring me to cum. Soon, I felt the pressure building up again,…

    “Now look here -” stopping stroking me and grabbing onto a kitchen timer on the table , he then set it up.  It was a basic, cheap one. But at one point he twisted the timer, letting it ring.  It was really, really loud: “now we’ll know when to come back and do some more.” I could only look at him, my ass aching, my breath short – but my cook still hard. He set the timer back on the table: “a minute for every inch I got just for you!” – setting it down while looking at me. 

    His cock was down, now at a 7 o’clock position: but soon it’ll be high noon. 

    “Don’t worry: when it rings, we’ll pick up where we left off – in your ass nice and deep,” he murmurs to me as he reached down and fondled my balls.

    “MMMMPH!  MMMPH! MMMPH!” 

    “Mmm, yes; I’m gonna cum real good with you just like that: all tied up and gagged. Keep trying, but you’re going nowhere.” Leaning close to me he cupped my balls in his right hand,  and looking at me whispers, “just remember where you are: right here – and I got you. Nobody can hear and my cock is just for you! But now,…” Slowly, his hand travels to my cock, and rubbing it for several minutes. I feel it get very hard – especially as he put my cock in his hands and gently rubbed his thumb around my sensitive cock tip. I open my eyes wide, lift and lean my pelvis up as if to get closer to his hand. My hip moves involuntarily in time to his thumb and hands; moaning, seeking release. I then close my eyes, and shake my head all about, calling out. God! I am his full prisoner now,…!

    And just as suddenly he lets go chuckling, and steps back, saying “you’re not cumming anytime soon. Not until I give you more of this -” and with that he steps in close me, a foot away and showing his cock now dripping ever so slightly – and reaching 9 o’clock. “Don’t worry: we’ll be back!”

    For a moment we just look at each other; him standing over me his intense cock inches away – and I slowly shaking my head as if trying to say “no!” – but to no avail.

    “I’ll take care of you real good!” Bending down he strokes my cock again, stroking it back and forth making me shift and move about as I simultaneously pull against my bindings. And again, my cock responds in his hands and he moves up: “now try sitting up!” pulling my cock up toward him.

    I do so, and then he strokes me more; my back arched my legs wide open and his hands in control, I could only shake my head, moan and watch helplessly as my body moves in time to his stroking me! I could feel the pressure build, watch my precum slowly oozing out as he chuckles and smiles and then lets go of me and gets the towel on the table.

    “MMM! MMM!”

    Quietly chuckling, “I’ll be back for you,” as he wipes his hands. “we got plenty of time!” – and leaves the room, closing the door behind him, leaving me utterly helpless, with the corner lamp on down low.

    The countdown has started.

    I sit now in front of a full length dressing mirror, where I couldn’t help but watch myself struggle, move about, even stand at one point – but to no avail. I figure that’s why they tied me in front of the large mirror: to remind me that I can’t get out – and I’m theirs. The ropes were too well tied and the gag too well set up.  And with my legs tied wide apart, I couldn’t close my legs or do anything to cover my cock, balls or even my ass. I watched myself struggle, squirm, call out as best as I could – but it was hopeless. There was little I could do from going through the next round. I then try moving my waist and body up and down, as if I was dancing while bound to the chair, trying to stretch away from the chair, but with my legs tied wide open I can’t go anywhere.

    I look down as see some pre-cum dripping. My hard on is there, held in thrall by the cock ring wrapped around the base of my balls.

    It was casual date that turned around. There were three of them: two came in later. 

    The one I met was a retired manager or something else ‘respectable’.  The second one who came in and surprised me was somebody apparently (I later learned) with a criminal record – and who knew what he wanted. The first one sat back and played with himself, while the second one gave me what he got and made sure he was in charge: he was the one who was just in here a few minutes ago, with a great hunger. The third one came in later and then played with my cock and balls – squeezing them, stroking, teasing, then taking my cock and balls with his mouth until finally I gave in and gave him what I got. 

    Earlier, bound and gagged, nude from the waist down, I was ordered to dance – with one – the one who just gagged me again – later dancing with me as we soon rubbed cocks. He’d reach down and hold my balls: “just to make sure you know where you stand,” he whispered to me – then occasionally stroke my cock to ‘keep me nice and hard’. I could only watch helplessly as I tried my bindings, trying to get loose while they were distracted watching me – wearing a sweatshirt, my hands bound to my belt behind my back, my mouth firmly gagged to where I couldn’t be heard anywhere, let alone inside the room as I stood with my legs wide open, swiveling my hips and making my cock move; turning around and showing my ass moving around as the three of them sat and watched while they enjoyed the show. 

    I did not know any of them: I came for one that I only just met.  

    I was set up. I was ambushed.  

    Outnumbered by three of them who appeared moments after I was bound and gagged. I was then ordered to dance for all of them.  I move and swiveled my body, all the while trying to get untied, but in a few minutes one of them then – the big dude with the ten inches – forced me to the living couch and satisfied themselves: the one who was just released. The third one joined in and I was then sucked, and fucked by the one I came for, on the living room couch – and then later by the one who just got out, throwing me on a bed murmuring, “nice and tied up! I like it that way!”

    Bound, gagged and raped in a nice row home in a quiet, respectable neighborhood: I came to play with one, but now three have me in their control. 

    And it’s only just begun as they each have more to give. Maybe if I try now,…

    UH!

    Can’t…get…untied!

    The timer keeps on ticking relentlessly. 

    Time is running out.

    The chair creaks as I struggle about: I give an occasional moan, trying my best to be loud – maybe somebody could hear me through the walls,…! I twist my wrists all about, pull on the belt holding my hands and try to move my ankles.

    Uh!

    No good. 

    The minutes count down: it’s already been 7 minutes – some of that time spent when he enthralled me with his thumb rubbing my cock tip.

    Damn! I got less time than I thought!

    “MMPH! MMMMMPH!  MMMMPH!”

    No good. The brick walls of the house along with the heavy curtains drawn; you couldn’t hear any traffic back here in the rear part of the house.  No likely anyone could hear me as I called out and struggled.

    The seconds keep ticking down.

    I still hear them in the other room as they prepare to come back and continue where they left off. They left me bound in the chair, facing the large mirror. I see myself looking back and I struggle. My hands are tightly bound; still, I keep trying to get untied. My legs are tied far apart and wide open: no protection at all!  It’s easy to reach in, stroke my cock and squeeze my balls reminding me who’s in charge! Meanwhile, I look on at my exposed ass in the mirror every time as I tried lifting myself up in an effort to loosen my bindings, seeing myself here and now: totally bound, firmly gagged – and now I’m truly hard.   

    I’m turned on.

    Despite the fact that I’ve been taken prisoner, fucked and sucked, my cock stands tall and hard. I find myself excited the more I struggle I’m torn between the danger – and the pleasure.

    Bound, gagged, fucked, stroked and sucked.  

    I still keep trying to call out – but it only comes out as ” MMMMMPPHH!” And even then, the duct tape – covering a handkerchief stuffed in my mouth – is such that I can hardly be heard, except maybe just in the room I’m held in. 

    The time is getting much, much closer.

    It didn’t matter if I called out: they weren’t worried about me being heard. In fact, they liked it as I struggled and cried out – and tried to get untied.

    But yet,… it drives me; possesses me! I’m torn between being fucked at will, sucked like nothing before; tightly bound and gagged by total strangers in the early morning hours at a house few would even suspect a rape scene is taking place.  

    A prisoner for their pleasures – and mine as well.

    It was hot: I watched myself in the mirror, my cock hard and solid, pre-cum leaking out, the chair I sit on damp from what was dripping out of my ass.

    But I also realized the more I struggle, the more they get excited too. 

    It hits me: I’m hot and horny.  And I only get more so as I struggle. It’s a vicious cycle: the more I struggle, the more I’m turned on – but at the same time I know what awaits: more forced cock!

    And there’s no telling what’s going to happen, when they’re done with me.

    And now, just about a minute left!

    “MMPH! MMPH! MMPH!” UH! Must keep trying,…!

    Damnit! Bindings too tight! Must,..try,…no!  I then try calling out again; can anyone hear?! Windows closed, brick walls, everyone’s asleep! But it only comes out as “MMPH!” MPPH!” My mouth tightly stuffed with a large handkerchief and sealed with several long strips of good duct tape, showing absolutely no sign of getting loose.  And the fact that they’re using a rather loud alarm only confirms that they clearly are in no danger of being heard: nobody will know that I’m being held prisoner – bound, gagged and raped by three very horny guys.

    The night was only starting.

    Must try to escape; maybe – maybe if I move this way,…!

    The alarm goes off.

     No! 

    Wait! 

    I hear them coming back! Too Late! They’re coming in the room now,…!!!

    “MMMMPH!   MPPPPH!  MMMPPHHH! MMMMMMMMPH!”

    The door opens,…

    He stands there again: 12 noon high – and strong. “Times up.”

    Moving in he whispers “miss me?” as he grabs the lube on the table and stops in front of me, stroking his cock and lubing himself as he watches me,…

    The door is slowly and quietly closed for another evening round.

    ———————

    Several hours earlier,…

    I answered an ad in the local free pages.  It was quick and to the point. It was very early in the morning, a time of little traffic and nobody around.  I was horny and so was he.  We agreed to meet at his house. I’ve always liked early morning hours; quiet and yet somehow,… hot.  The idea of something really hot going on behind closed doors in a nice, normal neighborhood always turns me on.

    He was an older man, retired.  Somewhat educated as I could tell by the way he spoke. He was tall, about 6 foot, gray hair and thin build with some muscle. 

    I entered and closed the front door into what looked like the living room – and, as agreed on, I dropped my pants leaving me standing before him in white athletic socks, a plain sweatshirt and a tight jock strap.  He stood before me: tall, well built and serious. ‘I retired early’ he said as he stood before me, nude with a rather large hard-on – at least 9 inches. For a few moments we merely looked at each, letting our cocks grow. I moved closer to him as he reached down to my jock strap, fondling my balls, running his hand over and around my tight jock, slightly squeezing my balls – not hard, but very gently, exciting me even more as I opened my legs wider and pushed my pelvis forward while leaning back to give him greater access. “Oh, yeah!  Nice! I love that!” – he said watching me spread wider while pushing my cock closer to him to enjoy. 

    Soon, he was reaching inside my jock strap, running his hand all-around my hard cock and excited balls.  No words were spoken; he only whispered ‘nice,…. very nice’ as he then reached under and between my legs to run his hands around my ass / bottom.  I moved about and closed my eyes, swaying my hips in a circle, and then as he encircled my cock with his index finger and thumb, I moved back and forth as he kept his hand wrapped around my cock while keeping still. I did the work for him, moving up and down, twirling slightly around with my hips while he kept his hands still. I soon found myself dancing for him, my excitement growing as I continued pushing my cock through his hand.

    My back turned, I didn’t know or even hear his partner / friend until suddenly my wrists were grabbed and a rope was tied tightly and quickly around them.  Before I could say anything, he – one in front who was pleasuring me quickly stuffed a handkerchief and then wrapped a roll of duct tape around my mouth and head.  The three of us briefly scuffled but it was over very quickly:  in moments my hands were tied behind my back, while I was gagged. Reaching down, the one in front then grabbed my balls and squeezing ever so much spoke to me with a harsh, strong whisper: “Hold still! Be quiet!” I could only stand still as his partner wrapped a belt around my waist and then tied my hands to it.  Now, the one behind was taking his time, moving deliberately and making sure that my bindings were well-tied, re-checking the cloth clothesline that he used. I looked down at the other’s hand, holding my balls. I found myself getting rock hard. He smiled with an intensity as he whispered to me: “You’re still interested.  Good. you’re gonna get a good fuck tonight – and around here, nobody’s gonna hear you.” 

    “MMMMPH!  MMMPH!” was all I could say.

    As I looked down at his hand grabbing my balls, I briefly struggled, tried my bindings – which were too firm – and then tried calling out.  All I could do was murmur “MMPPH!  MMPH!” some more. Watching me, they both chuckled quietly, while the one behind me said,”he’s about done. He’s not getting out of these and nobody’s gonna hear!”

    Reaching down to my cock with both hands, he then pulled down my jock strap just down to the base of my ass allowing my cock to slip out freely when he started to stroke me more, my pre-cum dripping out as he whispered to me, “nice; nice cock! This is very nice!” … as he stroked with a mild vigor making sure my hard-on was strong.  Every so often he would stop stroking and then run his thumb in a circle around my cock tip and then up and down my foreskin.   I was moaning and moving in ecstasy as he did this. God, he was good! I felt the electricity run though me every time his circle found my foreskin and cock tip! I leaned my head back and half closed my eyes: he knew exactly how to keep me in control as his thumb and hand worked around my genitals, rubbing exactly the right way, fondling my balls ever so firmly and yet gently,…

    As his partner finished binding me, he then moved in wrapping his arms around my body and taking my nipples, rubbed and pinched as he rubbed his body against my back, moving his hard cock in to my ass crack, looking down at me over my shoulder, murmuring, “fucking hot!  Nice and tied up, totally gagged while the one in front continued playing with my cock and balls, teasing to me: “call out some more! See if anyone can hear!”  For a few moments I stood, freshly bound and gagged, my cock being played with unmercifully while my ass was gradually being explored, and my nipples pinched thoroughly while locked in a hot embrace,….

    Just then there was a quiet knocking on the door: “Come  in!” whispered my ball holder.

    Another younger man came in: average height, but also slightly built.  He clearly looked like he worked in a car shop. The two of them just nodded at him, while he merely said, “I’m not late, am I?”

    “No,” said the one behind me: “it’s just starting.”

    “Good,” said the mechanic as he pulled off his pants and dropped his underwear, displaying a hard cock with a slight curve. Looking on, with the way things were going I was going to be busy tonight.  This cock was going to be a challenge to take. “I’ve been looking forward to this all day!” Looking on at me, he smiles and says “can’t wait to taste you!” I could say nothing as I was well into my own situation. 

    Bound, gagged, nude: held prisoner and being involuntarily held for the pleasure of others in a pleasant, normal row home in a quiet, nice respectable neighborhood during the early hours where there is no traffic, no sound. It is fall; the windows and curtains are closed. There is only just the sound of hot sex in the living room between three men with one watching on. Me, bound and gagged, nearly nude with my cock being stroked while being sandwiched and kept in place by two others.  I was between two men, decently built, good height and both  rock hard: one’s cock rubbing against my ass crack and my cock and balls: sandwiched in ecstasy, my legs wide open, a chest in my face while the other ran his face in my hair – and through it all, a third watched, murmuring, “hot shit! This is great!” 

    I had little choice: my bindings were too well tied while the ball gag firmly locked in my mouth kept me from being able to say anything, let alone be heard. 

    Suddenly they stopped. The one in front stepped back: “hold him in place.” The one behind me then grabbed my upper hands and firmly held me in place, while pulling me back closer to him as he whispered, “don’t move.” The one in front then pulled down my jock strap to my ankles: “step out of them; open your legs wide.” 

    I did so.

    “Wider.”

    I stepped apart wider.

    “Wide as you can.” The other behind me then said, “go on; open wide!”

    I was standing in front of them, my legs nearly to the limit of how I could stand. 

    Reaching down, he fondles my balls, briefly strokes my cock and then reaches in deeper and grabs my ass: “nice; this is gonna be fun. Put him over there – “ and I was then pushed / guided to the end of the living room and ordered to turn around and stay where I was. Once doing so the three of them walked back several paces, pulled out three chairs, sat down. I started to get a little comfortable and move my legs closer when the older one – the one who stood in front of me said, “don’t. Legs stay wide open!”

    I complied; standing there with my cock hard and standing tall, dripping pre-cum, while my heart beat fast and hard, with my breath rapid.

     I tried my bindings: they were very well tied.  The one who bound me knew the rope.

    Moment of silence. The one who fondled me then reached over to a remove control by an end table and turned on some music; he kept it low – just enough to be heard – but I could be heard by all of us. The lights were then turned off.  In the other corner across the room, a tv was on with the sound off.  On the screen there was a gay porno playing: I could see one man tied spread eagle to a bed was furiously being fucked by another. The only light in the room was now the large screen tv, displaying the rape scene – but it was enough light to see me standing before them; bound, gagged and nude with my hard cock and wide open legs. 

    “Now dance.”

    I looked at him.

    “Dance to the music. Show us your cock and ass.  Dance all around.”

    I then proceeded to move about, swirling and twisting my hip, moving around in a slow circle.

    “Yes, yes!” said the third one, his cock tall and hard as he sat in his chair. I saw then he pulled out his phone and was filming this.

    “I’m gonna fuck you good!” said the one who bound me, showing me his hard cock.

    It was now a private dance show, where the dancer performs for a private clientele – but where the dancer is bound, gagged and nude, helpless – and about to be raped. I shook my head back and forth as I danced and occasionally called out; they quietly cheered on, telling me how much they were enjoying me. 

    My dancing only turned them on more and more.

    The dance music was not fast or loud nor hard: but it was insistent and I found myself moving about, keeping my upper body still as my legs and hips moved about as I looked on to the three of them. I danced with my legs usually kept in place, and just moved my body around. I pushed my cock up and down, moved my ass in a circle as I kept my legs wide apart.  Meanwhile, I kept trying and pulling about my bindings, seeing if there was any way of getting loose. I also tried my ball gag, seeing if I could possibly call out for help – but it was hopeless: my bindings were too tight while the duct tape was firmly in my mouth. The rope was too well tied: it was enough to keep me bound, but not too much that my wrists would get sore. Same with the ball gag: any sound I made was totally muffled. 

    I was their object of lust 

    So,… hot! 

     I realized was turn on. 

    My cock was solid, hard and totally upright.  I closed my eyes and leaned my head back as I pushed my pelvis and cock out while I moved about, trying to see if I could get any slack in my bindings.  I soon found my dancing becoming more intense while I struggled against my bindings.  I twisted my head back and forth, pushed my cock up and down and then turned round and swiveled my ass, seeing if there was any give in the duct tape securing my mouth or the bindings locking my hands tight to the belt wrapped around my waist. The motions of my hips and my pelvis soon were taking place on their own without my doing anything except to go along; I was dancing with an erotic intensity that I never done before. 

    It was no good.  The bind gins were firm with no give: the duct tape was staying on. Sometimes, when you seat duct tape can get lose and you may be able to pull it off a lot easier.  But this time: he wrapped it completely around my head and made sure that he used 4 – 4! – layers, spreading it out give  in half inch differences: not too much and it’ll get weak and not all in one close layer. 

    He knew what he was doing: I wasn’t the first one he raped. 

    In moments, the first one – the older one – then stood up and slowly walked up to me with his erect cock, standing closely in front of me. “Make your legs wider and dance with me!”

    As ordered, I danced with my legs wide open as possible. 

    “Closer!”

    He then moved in and danced with his cock in time to my cock, gradually moving in closer  and then our cocks began to carefully rub against each other in time to the dance music. He kept a close distance and focused solely on having only our cocks rub against each other. I did the same, rubbing my cock to his up and down, standing still and then slowly moving in a circle as only our foreskins touched and rubbed against each other. It was intense: the only contact between us was through the foreskins of our cocks.  The feeling of total excitement as we stood in place was truly intense: my legs wide open and his legs standing normally – it was obvious who was the top and who was going to get in between my legs. We watched each other, and then looked at each other eye to eye. I briefly thought of us dancing in a private club just like this. I glanced over and saw his partner with his mouth wide open, rubbing his cock and watching with an intensity while the third kept on filming.

    You could sense a field of pleasure enveloping us.

     After a few minutes, he then suddenly grabbed my shoulders and twisted me around and wrapped his arms around me, dancing with his cock between my ass, pushing, probing, looking to get into me, all the while gradually pushing me slowly toward the couch.  I stopped a couple of times and resisted, but he merely pushed on – gently, but firmly – pushing me closer and closer to the couch.  I called out again and again: “MMMMMMPH! MMMMPPH!!” but it was no good. Instead, he whispered, “keep calling out; it’s so fucking hot!”

    Closer we moved toward the couch,…. In a minute I’ll be on the couch – with his cock in me. I tried my bindings more,… “no, you’re not getting out of these!” He said to me. He then added, “you’ve not the first one I done; but you’re about the best I’m gong to have!’

    Closer and closer we moved in as I kept trying my bindings and kept calling out for help: “MMMMPH! MMMPH!”” (‘Help! Rape!’)

    But suddenly, just a foot away from the couch he turned me around, facing me directly for a moment and then he practically lifted me slightly and then pushing / throwing me onto the couch, grabbing my an ales and lifting my legs high up with my ankles to my head – and abruptly pushing in with his cock into my ass. I threw my head forward as best as I could and as close to his face while calling out: “MMMMMMMMMPH!”  His was a hard, long cock. His face buried in my neck, biting my ears and then pushing in again, and again.  Whispering in my ear: “relax: you’re only making it hard on yourself!”

     Closing my eyes I bit down hard on my handkerchief stuffed mouth; the feeling was so intense!

    Helpless, I lay on the couch, legs wide open and up as he pushed into me, slowly, but deeply, my bindings tight and not giving me any slack, while my gag kept my calls for help totally quiet.  The only sound I made was the sound of my voice trying to get though the highly muffled gag of the duct tape wrapped firmly around my head and mouth and the handkerchief stuffed in my mouth: “MMMMMPH!   MMPH!” and the sound of his breathing and grunting as he relentlessly pushed in with his hard and deep penetration, pounding away like a machine rod: steel rod hard and relentless – and merciless. 

    The others sat in their chairs watching us – watching me get raped, while in the background, the TV set continued playing the gay porno rape/bondage scene while the radio quietly played the dance music.  It was early morning; no sounds from outside, no traffic – nothing. No sound was coming from the TV set: the only sound heard was the sound of my being fucked and struggling to get untied – the sound of my being fucked against my will: the heavy breathing, my struggling, our breathing heavily together and the sounds of moaning and his whispering “oh,… so good! so Fucking hot!,….”

    Meanwhile, the others looked on silently, either stroking their hard cocks, waiting for their turn or filming the scene. One edged himself on, struggling in making sure not to give a release until it was his turn to release into me.

    My hands were tightly bound with cloth clothesline rope wrapped around and between my wrists to the belt I wore around my waist.  The duct tape and handkerchief – tightly stuffed into my mouth insured that practically no sound could get out to the neighbors nearby. The curtains – heavy and thick, insuring better privacy – were closed while the couch was large and wide, insuring my top total control and dominance as he found himself in a perfect position to insuring that I could not move away, steadily fucking me in a ‘push in,…pull out,…push in,…pull out,…’ just like that. I looked down as watched his cock move in with a constant, steady motion, pushing in deeply, a slight twist around and then and pull out – but never completely out and then going on to repeat over, and over, and over, and over like a piston on a machine moving with no mercy and totally at will with me unable to stop it.

    I closed my eyes, twisted my head, called out: “MMMMMMPH!   MMMPH! MMMPH!” He merely replied as he looked at my face, never taking his eyes off of me, “yes, I like that. Don’t stop.  Keep trying.  Just just trying,….” knowing full well I wasn’t going anywhere.

    And then it changed a little.  Closing his eyes and looking down at where his cock and my ass were together, he looked up, with his eyes still closed and starting to push,…. faster…..

    “Yes.  Yes.  Uh! UH!  Yes!  Yes. Uh. UH! UH! UH!”

    He fucked me faster.  I laid there, helpless to stop him.

    “Yes! Yes! Uh! Yes!”

    Soon, his body was slamming into me more, and more, going hard, fast and deep, his thighs slapping hard and loud against my ass cheeks.

    “Yes!  YES!  OH! UH! FUCKING,…So,… GOOD!”

    I then stopped struggling, and just laid there, waiting for him to cum into me. I totally surrendered to him. 

    Suddenly his eyes widened.  Looking at me wide eyed he displayed a grimace as he pushed harder and ever so much faster, Staring at me with an intensity of desire,…. “AH! FUCK! YOU’RE… SO,…. UH! YES!”

    And then it happened: throwing his head back, facing the ceiling he grabbed my thighs and pushed in last final hard push as he partially leaned back and practically shouted “AHHHH!  AHH!  YES!  UH!!! YES! YES! YES!,….” several more times for every time he came.  I laid back as he emoted on, even hearing the distant gushing squirt gun sound from his cock as he ejaculated his last ejaculation, hard and long.  He then stopped moving for a moment, and then slowly fell backward to the floor, his eyes closed, as he rolled on to floor, murmuring, “so fucking good! So fucking good!”

    I felt the puddle between my legs and looked down at the towel, wet with the sweat of our bodies and his cum. 

    As he crawled aside, before I could even get a break the next one came forward – the one who stood behind me –  stroking his rock hard cock. Looking down as me,  he ordered me to “roll over.  Kneel on the floor. Let’s see that ass of yours.”

    Doing as he commanded he then bent down and proceeded to loosen and re-tie my hand bindings, and did the same to my gag, running his hands and rubbing the duct tape making sure I wasn’t getting any slack or looseness.  Leaning close to me,  he whispered, “just making sure you‘re not going anywhere -“ and then suddenly with no warning, pushed into me, going in deep rather quickly, ‘whispering to me, “you’re nice and loose and greased up. Perfect!” – and then proceeded to take his time with me as well. He then stopped, pulled out an other length of rope and tied my feet together: “now this is the way to do it!,…” and pounded away some more; his legs spread out to give him a better position as he penetrated me while giving me no option to move away. Biding my ankles and legs together made my ass even tighter as he didn’t last as long as the first one, though: in moments, he pushed harder and faster until he gave out a choked shout, as he stopped and let his cock drain away. 

    The third one stepped forward, untied my feet and ordered me to stand: “get up.”

    I managed to get up; my ass was already well pounded I hesitated – but I had no choice.

    “Open your legs.”

    I opened them.

    “No, wider.”

    I opened them wider.

    “As wide as you can.”

    I tried but found myself wobbly.

    Looking over at one of the guys, he said, “help him stand in place.” The older one – the first one who fucked me – came over, and then grabbed my arms, snaking his arms between my bound hands/arms and held me up, saying to me, “don’t get any ideas: you’re not going anywhere.”

    I then watched as other who commanded me to stand knelt down and then cupping my balls, started to rub my cock.  I was already hard, but soon I shivering with desire.  In moments he then placed my cock in his mouth and proceeded to go up and down my hard shaft.  In moments I was moaning, swiveling my hips, moving my cock up and down into his mouth, shaking my head.  So… Good!!  Such a great cock sucker! I leaned back in to my captor who helped my up, only to feel his arms get stronger and truly kept me in place, whispering, “you’re not going anywhere until he’s done! Give it to him! Give him your cum!” 

    In moments, I’m dancing about: my cock and body dancing all about.  But suddenly I felt something else: the one holding me and his cock. Before I knew it, I felt his hard on, rubbing my ass and then just as suddenly go into me with such a surprising force I cry out: 

    “MMMMMMMMMMM!”” 

    …as he pushes in, all the while my captor sucking me with such power that I found myself totally out of control: held in place, bound and gagged, dancing (although barely as my movement were limited) involuntarily while my cock and balls in someone else mouth as a hard, large cock is going into me – all at once.  The room is filled with the sounds of wet sucking, hard fucking, moaning and quiet shouts. The tv continues playing it’s own gay rape porno, but here at this moment, we are the action.  Legs wide open my cock and balls controlled and dominated while my ass is taken as I’m held closely and tightly in place:  unable to do anything or get any help I am throughly taken, helpless as my cock is hard as it’s ever been, locked in place both my arms and by a cock kept inside of me. It builds and grows stronger; the feeling deep inside of me, starting down by my ass, rising from my cock and then shooting – shooting! – from my balls as I drop all that I could give into his mouth as he briefly chokes.I call out more – “MMMMMMMPH!   MMMMPH!   MMMPH!” – over and over as I finally get my chance to release, to let it all out. Simultaneously penetration and cock sucked, I could not hold back any longer. 

     I nearly collapse from the moment, help up only by my captor, one of whom murmurs, “he gave out a big one!” I am on the floor, trying to catch my breath. I hear them talking:

    The third one looking on says, “this is great stuff.”

    “What’re you gonna do with that?”

    I was thinking of giving it to Joe at the porn shop – “

    “But what about us? Think we want to be in that film?”

    “Well,…”

    “We’re raping this guy! This could be the proof he needs to get us in trouble!”

    “Wait a minute,” the second one says: “it’s three of us with our words against his one!”

    Moment of silence. “Yeah, you got a point there.” 

    “You know, we could get paid for this. Sell this this and get a little money on the side. Maybe get some free deals!”

    “Yeah,  yeah, yeah,” said the second guy: “I’m horny and I just want to keep going.”

    Then, they return back.

    In moments, I’m picked up and forced me to the bedroom and onto the bed, pushing me down, rolling me over face up, taking some rope to my ankles – keeping my legs apart and separate – and quickly tying my feet over my head to the headboard ends: my legs are wide open and up. I briefly try to pull but it was no good.  I lay back on the pillow, my ass upended and totally exposed, I’m in the same position as the guy on the gay porno. My ankles tied wide apart to the headboard, there was a space left in which my captor – the older, first one – in minute placed his head in, my ass held in place as he leaned over and penetrated me and locked me in place with his huge cock.  Meanwhile, the other two are kneeling on either side of the bed, and soon are sucking my nipples and running their hands and tongues on my body, running their hands up and down my legs as my captor pounds me while everyone takes their turn stroking my cock and playing with my cock tip and foreskin.  I cannot help but call out as loud as I can out of total excitement, but it’s hopeless as I am truly gagged with the duct tape. The headboard is bouncing against the wall as the sounds of fucking, moaning, licking – all are happening at once.  

    All eyes are one me, as I struggle, bound and gagged, moving in total thrall to the sex taking place: the two take their casual time, slowly licking, nibbling and playing with my tight, pinched nipples now so incredibly hardened and thick, totally sensitive to the point where even if one were to just breath on them I go crazy!  Meanwhile my captor continues his steady penetrating: never stopping, but going deep, swirling his cock around and then coming out – and all the while stroking my cock.  

    So hard,…. he teases me, stroking, and then stopping: edging me. I was going insane. He smiled as he watched me in my desperate state, struggling, calling out, taking my the moment.

    4 in the morning.

    I found myself thinking,….

    Three guys. Multiple shooters taking their time, going deep and long. I was only expecting one on one. Three guys, two times – at least – if not more. Three is the magic number: with three there’s plenty of time for someone to be ready to fuck some more once one cums. It better guarantees a ‘steady stream’. But it also meant that I was going to get it good. 3 men, each cumming three times: my ass, 9 times!

    – Meanwhile, I’m tightly bound, firmly gagged unable to stop any of it.

    – Totally helpless. 

     – A private home in a quiet neighborhood. Nobody outside can hear: the privacy is good and the neighbors know nothing about a rape scene taking place next door to their homes.

    – Firmly bound, my bindings and gag are constantly checked and retied to insure I do not get loose. Inescapable situation.

    – I was totally taken by surprise; I was not prepared for any of this.

    I call out again and again: “MMMMMPH!   MMMMPH!” … both with a sense of frustration, of fear but also of excitement. 

    I fully realized then at that moment I’m going to get the cum literally fucked out of me tonight.

    And then it happens: in moments, I gave out another huge release, my back arching and my body locking up into a total rickus of pleasure, I call  out madly and long, despite my gag: “MMMMMMMMMPPPH!” …letting my cum flow over someone’s hands and fingers as the first top continued pounding me hard and deep as my eyes rolled up into my head, the feeling overwhelming me as I let go like a oil well hitting a deep reserve of hot, fresh cum, as my ass is relentlessly penetrated as I struggle and move about unable to escape my bindings…

    It was going to be a long, hot early morning.


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  • Trial Of Strength (Book 12)

    “FELIPE FACES HIS FEARS”

    Felipe, the young immigrant, new to the tribe, is safe at last. But he’s still haunted by the fears of his nightmarish escape from his country and the cops who had abused him. Ironically, his new friend Mark, himself a cop, helps him face his fears by revisiting them. As Felipe lies helpless, at the mercy of the shirtless, chiseled cop, his fear dissolves, replaced by sexual desire.


    In the previous chapter

    Two pairs of lovers had encountered problems in their relationships – and conquered them through the depth and power of their love.

    The tribe’s leaders, the gypsy Randy and square-jawed Bob, had confronted yet another of boss Randy’s outbursts of rage. Randy was desperate to make amends, but his time they did not resort to the revenge of brutal punishment.  They made passionate love instead, which brought peace and harmony – for now anyway.

    Meanwhile, the young black construction boss Darius had conflicts working with his beautiful Thai boy Ryan.  The normally shy Ryan, a computer expert, became more authoritative when he tried to teach Darius how to complete computerized work reports, and Darius resented Ryan’s commanding tone.  But again, their love triumphed, and Darius learned the subtleties of their master-boy relationship.

    So peace reigned, when another long-simmering source of tension flared up again, this time concerning the tribe’s new junior chef Felipe.  He was a recent immigrant from Honduras, but had crossed into the US illegally and had been hiding and living rough at the beach when discovered by the tribe’s sexy blond surfer Jamie.

    They had quickly become firm friends, and the kitchen staff – Bob’s twins Kyle and Kevin, and young redhead Will – had enthusiastically welcomed Felipe as their new assistant chef.  Bob had an older friend, Alistair, a high-powered immigration attorney, who offered to help Felipe.

    Bob, having solved his own problems with Randy, was having a celebratory lunch with Randy, the twins and Will, and brought the subject up. “I don’t wanna jump the gun or anything, but I had a call from my immigration guy Alistair who said he had fast-tracked Felipe’s work-permit application and wants a meeting with me.  But don’t mention anything to Felipe ‘cos I’d hate to get his hopes up and then some glitch happens.”

    “He’ll be thrilled if it happens,” Kevin said.  “He’s really become a solid member of the kitchen team and he loves the job, but we can tell there’s always that nagging feeling it might all come to a grinding halt.”

    “The kid’s great, the kid stays,” Randy grunted, with his mouth full.  He stabbed the air with his fork.  “Anyone tries to take him away, they have to come through me.”

    Bob chuckled.  “Randy, you can’t wrestle the Immigration Department into submission.  They might get a wrong impression of Felipe’s sponsor.  Thankfully, Alistair is more subtle.”

    It turned out that Alistair was not only more subtle. He also moved faster than anyone expected.

    =========    Book 12: Chapter 49    =========

    <><>    Felipe Gets The News    <><>

    It was noon on Friday when the phone rang in the kitchen, where all four chefs were busy preparing box lunches for the construction crews, and lunch for the office and household staff.

    One of the young twin head chefs, Kyle, answered.  “Of course, sir.  Right away.”  He turned to their new assistant chef Felipe, a recent undocumented immigrant from Honduras. “Felipe, that was Bob.  He’s upstairs in his office with his friend Alistair, the immigration attorney.”

    The usually calm, confident young Felipe was struck with an attack of nerves.  He knew, of course, that he was in the US illegally and that Alistair had been handling his petition for a work permit.  Maybe this was the news he had been waiting for, good or bad.  His whole future depended on it.  He looked at the other three chefs with alarm.  “Can I go?  Should I go?”

    The other twin, Kevin, smile encouragingly.  “Of course you can go, buddy.  You must go.  Maybe Alistair has some news.”

    “That’s what I’m afraid of,” Felipe smiled nervously.  “Wish me luck, guys.”

    “Of course we do,” said the third chef, Will.  “I’m sure it’ll be good news.  Go on, we’re rooting for you, dude.”

    Felipe wiped his trembling hands on a cloth and left the kitchen.  In his nervous state it felt like an endless walk across the garden to what was known as the Boss House, the home of the tribe’s leaders, Bob and Randy.  He went upstairs to Bob’s office and took a deep breath at the door to steady himself.  His heart was pounding, he felt weak at the knees. This was it – the moment of truth that, one way or another, would change his life.

    “Come in, Felipe.”  Bob’s voice sounded cheerful enough, maybe a good sign?”

    When he went in Bob and Alistair were sitting at the small dining table, with an open folder of papers before Alistair, a handsome, older gray-haired man.  Bob smiled broadly … another good sign?  But Bob always smiled at him.  Felipe stood just inside the door, wearing his dark green apron and white chef’s hat.

    “Felipe, you remember Alistair of course.  Please, take a seat.”

    “Thank you, sir.  Hello, sir.”  Felipe whipped off his chef’s hat, shook hands with Alistair and sat at the table facing them.

    “So, how is life treating you here, young man?” Alistair asked.

    “It’s wonderful here, sir, thank you.  Except I’m quite nervous right now, sir.”

    “Understandably,” Alistair smiled.  “Heavens, I forgot that perfect clipped English accent of yours – what the English call ‘posh’.  That comes from working for that English family in Honduras all those years.  OK, down to business.  I won’t prolong the agony anymore.”  He slid a paper across the table.  “Here is your US work permit, Felipe.”

    “Oh,” Felipe gasped.  “Really?”  He choked up and tears came to his eyes as he looked at Bob for confirmation. 

    “Yes, really, Felipe,” Bob smiled.  He reached across the table and shook Felipe’s hand.

    “However…” Alistair said.  “Yes, Felipe, there’s always a ‘however’ in these matters.  It’s a restricted permit, meaning that it applies to one employer only.  You see Bob, or more precisely Bob’s company here, has sponsored you, so the permit is valid as long as you work here.  I will apply for a more general work permit for you and eventually a Green Card – a Resident Alien card – but that will take longer and in the meantime I’m afraid you cannot change jobs.

    “Oh, but I don’t want to, sir.  I want to work here forever.”

    “Glad to hear it, Felipe.  In my experience some young people think they can use the first job as an ‘entry’ job, until they get itchy feet and start looking for something better.  That blows everything out of the water and spoils my reputation with my contacts at the INS, the Immigration Service. 

    “So I have to ask you these questions, and please answer truthfully.  Are you really happy with your job in the kitchen here? 

    “Yes, truly, sir,” Felipe said earnestly. “You say some people look for a better job, but for me there is no better job than this.”

    Alistair smiled.  “You see, I understand you are a talented chef, Felipe, specializing in Central American cuisine, which was the basis I used for this application.  But those special skills mean that you will no doubt receive job offers from other companies.”

    “I don’t care about that, sir.  I want to stay here.”

    “And your co-workers?  Do you get along with them?  Sometimes people can be mean to immigrants, accusing them of ‘stealing other people’s jobs.”

    “But I love the guys I work with – my bosses Kyle and Kevin, and Will and Jamie and Brandon and …”

    Alistair laughed, “OK, enough, I get the picture, boy.  We’ll be here all day if you go through the whole list.”

    “And if I may interject,” Bob said, “I can attest that the other boys love working with Felipe.”

    “Then that’s good enough for me, Bob.  And now for the good news.  I know that, since my first visit, you have been couped up in this house as I told you not to go out. If you were stopped for some minor infraction like a broken taillight and asked for your identification that would ruin everything.”

    Alistair grinned at Bob.  “I don’t even want to know if Bob has been paying you cash under the table, he knows that would be wrong.  But now he can legally put you on the payroll, and you can go out and about as you like.  I suggest you carry a copy of this work permit with you in case you are ever asked.

    “Definitely, sir.  Though I never did feel ‘couped up’ here as you put it.  I love living here.”

    “I can understand why,” Alistair said, smiling at Bob again. “Do you have any questions for me?”

    “No, sir.  Except to say thank you, thank you … you’ve changed my life, sir.”

    Bob said, “And now, Alistair, I can’t let you go without offering you lunch.  You can stay for lunch, can’t you?”

    “Sure, thanks, I have an hour to spare.  On one condition.  Is there any chance of getting those delicious Honduran baleadas that Felipe made for me last time?”

    “Absolutely, sir,” Felipe smiled.  He stood up and put his chef’s hat back on.  “It won’t take me long at all.  I’ll give you the finest baleadas you’ve ever eaten.”

    “And could you ask Will to bring up some appetizers and wine?” Bob asked.  “Red, isn’t it Alistair?”  Alistair nodded.  “A bottle of that nice Merlot you have down there.”

    “Of course, sir.  Thank you both so much.  I…” He choked up again, eyes brimming with tears.      He shook hands with Alistair and Bob and walked lightly to the door, far different from the trembling, weak-kneed boy who had stumbled in.

    “He’s a terrific kid, Bob,” Alistair said. “He’ll be a credit to you.  Some of my work is pretty thankless, but I enjoyed doing this for you, and for him.  Makes everything seem worthwhile.”

    “I can’t thank you enough, buddy.  Oh, excuse me while I make a quick phone call.”  He called the office.  “Hi, Brandon.  After lunch I’ll be bringing Felipe to you.  Could you prepare the papers to put him on the payroll?  Felipe is legal now, thanks to our good friend Alistair.  I’ll bring his work permit to you to copy and file.”

    As he put down the phone they heard loud whoops of delight floating across the garden from the office.  Alistair laughed.  “I see what you mean about the boy being popular, Bob.”

    <><>    One Of The Gang    <><>

    When Felipe walked into the kitchen, the twins and Will could tell by his smile that the news was good.  Kyle and Kevin opened their arms and drew him into a double hug.  Only then did he give way to the tears of joy and relief he had held back from Alistair, tears that became sobs as the full impact of what had happened hit him.  He could stay, he belonged – in this house, this job and with the friends he had already come to love.

    “I can’t believe it,” he said in a daze.  “My decision to make that long dangerous trek from Honduras, crossing the border at night, the fear hiding out at the beach in Malibu.  Then I met Jamie and everything changed.  He brought me here to you guys, to Mark and Bob and Randy and all the guys.  It was like a dream that could have suddenly disappeared.  But now it won’t.  It’s not a dream, it’s real. 

    “Kyle, Kevin, Will, I’ll work so hard for you, I promise. Oh, work,” he said, drying his tears.  “Bob is having lunch in his office with Alistair who said he wants me to make baleadas for him.  And Will, Bob asked you to take up appetizers and a bottle of Merlot.”

    “Sure, I know the one he likes,” Will said.

    “Guys I’m not ordering you around, am I?  I didn’t mean …”

    “Hey, cool it dude,” Kyle laughed.  “You’re one of us, more than ever now.  We all work together so don’t worry about passing on Bob’s requests. Calm down, or do I have to slap your face?”

    Felipe smiled, “You can if you like, Kyle, just to show me I’m not dreaming.  May I start work?  It’d be for Alistair, the man who made this possible.”

    “Go to it, dude,” Kevin laughed.  “We’re here to help.” 

    After Will went out with the wine, they talked as they worked.  Kevin said, “Bet you can’t wait to tell Jamie.  When do he and the others get back from their movie publicity tour?”

    “Tomorrow morning.  Jamie called me earlier.  Their last gig is tonight in Houston, and they’ll leave first thing tomorrow morning, get here about ten-thirty.  Houston is a big event and Jamie said they won’t have time to phone home again before they get here.”

    “Which probably means he won’t have heard your news.  You’ll be able to surprise him.”

    “And he asked me to do something for Mark this evening when he gets home from his shift.”

    “We can only imagine,” Kyle teased.  “Don’t worry we’ll give you an hour off – that’s all it generally takes.”

    Will came back in.  “Bob is in a terrific mood.  I think he’s as pleased as you are, Felipe, at the way things turned out.  They’re enjoying the wine and nibblies until they get their treat from you.”

    As Felipe had said, the baleadas did not take long, even though he took extra care with them.  As he put the finishing touches, Will said, “So take them up, dude – your gift to say thanks to Alistair for the gift he gave you.  And here, take this other bottle of Merlot.”

    They loaded a large tray and Felipe took it proudly across the garden and up to Bob’s office.  He pushed the door open with his foot and Alistair said, “Ah, I know that smell, I remember it from last time.  Delicious as ever.”

    Felipe rested the tray on a serving table and set the baleadas, before the men.  He opened the second wine bottle and refilled their glasses.  “Will that be all, sir?”

    “Looks perfect, young man,” Alistair smiled.  “But you better get back to the kitchen.  You’re one of the gang now.”

    “Thank you, sir.  Thank you for everything.”

    When he got back to the kitchen Kyle was looking at the whiteboard on the wall with the chef roster.  “OK, let’s see now.  The great thing about you being permanent, Felipe, it means we three don’t have to do all three meals like we used to before you joined us.  We try to have at least one meal off a day. 

    “So, you did breakfast and lunch and you’ll get an hour off before dinner to, er, service Mark like Jamie asked you to.  Now tomorrow, if you can do breakfast you can have to rest of the day off so you can greet Jamie properly and spend time with him.  Sound OK?”

    “Thank you, Kyle. Actually, I’m a bit nervous of seeing Jamie again, now my status has changed.   

    “But not nervous about Mark this evening uh?”

    “Oh no,” Felipe grinned.  “I know I’m no match for Jamie in Mark’s eyes, or in his bed, but he seems to like it when I fill in for Jamie like I’ve been doing. And I sure don’t mind welcoming home a hot, horny cop, one as gorgeous as Mark.”

    <><>    Like A Rabbit From A Hat    <><>

    Later in the afternoon Bob came into the kitchen, having said goodbye with profuse thanks to Alistair.  Will and Felipe were clearing away the last of the lunch things and starting prep for dinner, and Will said, “If you’re looking for the twins, sir, they’re up in their apartment having their afternoon break.”

    Bob smiled knowingly.  “Well, I certainly don’t want to interrupt that.  Actually, it’s Felipe I needed, if you can spare him, Will.”

    “Of course, sir, no problem.  We’re only on early dinner prep and the twins will be down soon.    Matter of fact Felipe, why don’t you take off until you’ve, er, taken care of Mark when he comes in?  Be back here around six-thirty when we’ll be getting into high gear.”

    Felipe took off his hat and accompanied Bob to the main office across the garden, where they were greeted by applause from Brandon, Ryan, Vic and Noah.  Brandon smiled, “Welcome, officially, to the tribe, Felipe.  I have all your paperwork here to put you on payroll.  I just need the famous work permit to enter the details.”

    “And here it is – ta-da,” Bob announced, as if producing a rabbit from a hat.  I’d like you to store it in the safe here, Brandon, after you’ve finished with it and taken copies.  Give a copy to Felipe to carry with him whenever he goes out, and put another one in the folder you bring to me daily. 

    “So, Felipe, I understand that you are taking Jamie’s place again to greet Mark when he gets home.  Apart from all the other help you’ve given us since you arrived, it’s been great having you to satisfy the cop’s needs in Jamie’s absence.  Otherwise we would have had to make a roster of boys to do the job.”

    “Not that anyone would have minded, sir,” Brandon grinned.  “They would all jump at the chance to be in the bed of that muscle-cop.”

    “I’m sure you’re right, Brandon … and I speak from experience.” Bob smiled.  “So, Felipe, do I at last get a hug from our newly legal chef?”

    “Willingly, sir.  I have so much to thank you for.”  Bob pulled him into a tight hug and Felipe’s cock stiffened as he felt Bob’s hard pecs flexing under his shirt, pressing against him.”

    As he left the office Bob said, “See you later, Brandon, with that folder.”

    Brandon said, “And on behalf of the office staff, congratulations, Felipe.  We’re all so pleased – couldn’t have happened to a nicer guy.  Now get over to Mark and Jamie’s place and get ready for the horny cop.”

    Felipe bent down and kissed Brandon in his wheelchair, then fist-bumped the other three boys on his way out of the office, headed for the ground-floor apartment of Mark and Jamie.

    <><>    A Hot & Horny Cop    <><>

    When he went inside and stood in their bedroom Felipe realized this was the first time he had been alone since he got the epic news from Alistair.  He sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees and sank his face into his hands.  All the doubt and fears of recent months flooded his memory and he shook with a kind of delayed shock.  He had held so much fear inside him for so long.  And now, at last, it seemed to be over.

    He raised his head and noticed the clock on the wall.  Mark would be home soon.  Time to leave the past behind and embrace his new life, starting with Jamie’s man Mark. 

    Jamie had asked him to take care of the cop’s sexual needs when he came home after eight hours astride his throbbing police motorbike.  Felipe of course wanted to please Jamie, but he was also excited by the fantasy of the macho uniformed blond cop.  For months on his trek north he had encountered police brutality, and once he reached this country he avoided the cops at all cost.

    Even Mark scared him a little.  After all, as a police officer, he was sworn to arrest him and turn him into to Immigration, though Jamie had reassured him that Mark would never betray someone Jamie loved.  And Mark had turned a blind eye.

    In fact, Felipe had become a friend of Mark’s, especially during Jamie’s week-long absence when most evenings Felipe had offered his naked body to Mark to absorb the lust the cop had built up all day.  He had come to look forward to it, as he did now, shaking off his tangled thoughts and focusing on the job at hand.

    He pulled the covers back off the bed, leaving just a sheet, as he knew Mark preferred it that way.  He took off his kitchen apron, then his shorts and T-shirt and looked at his naked body in the floor-length mirror.  He was nowhere near as ripped as Jamie’s athletic body, honed to perfection by years of surfing action. 

    But he was, he supposed, good-looking, with his dark Hispanic features, black hair and a tight, toned body that he had worked on in the tribe’s gym here.  At least Jamie and Mark and everyone here had said he was cute, or even hot, so he supposed it must be true.  But his body was sweaty after a day in the kitchen and he reckoned he had time for a quick shower.

    He showered in the bedroom’s main bathroom, using a lightly scented body wash.  He luxuriated in the first shower he had had since ‘becoming legal’ as he thought of it, so it felt like washing away his former turbulent life and anointing his new life here with his new friends.

    The shower was longer than he realized, and he had just stepped out and grabbed a towel when the heard the front door slam. 

    He quickly wrapped the towel round his waist and went into the bedroom where Mark had just come in, straight from work in his cop uniform – black shirt, with police badge and flashes, open at the neck to reveal a triangle of white T-shirt underneath. His black serge pants with a silver strip down the sides were cinched at his slim waist by a heavy cop belt, and tucked into high, shiny motorcycle boots.

    “Oh, I’m sorry, sir,” Felipe stammered.  “I was in the shower and I got to daydreaming.”

    “About what?”  Felipe couldn’t tell if the cop was mad or not that he wasn’t ready for him.

    Felipe gulped, dripping water and holding the towel at his waist.  “About stuff that happened today, sir.  Sorry, sir.”

    “What stuff that happened today? You look kinda different from usual – apart from being naked.”

    “Well sir, I had a meeting with Bob and his friend Alistair – you know, the immigration lawyer.”  Felipe smiled nervously.  “And he gave me my work permit, sir.  It came though.”

    Mark beamed.  “Congratulations, kiddo.  That was fast.  Bob sure gets results from his friends, as I know only too well.  Come here, dude and let me dry you off and give you a hug.”

    Felipe stepped forward and the towel slipped from around his waist.  He looked embarrassed as the towel hung from his hand, his cock standing out hard from his dense black pubic hair.

    Mark chuckled.  “Is that boner a result of your good news, boy?”

    “No, sir, its … it’s looking at you, sir.  You look so … so sexy, sir.”

    Mark took the towel from him and wiped his neck, chest and abs, then dried his face and vigorously toweled his hair.  He dropped the towel and grinned at the sight of the boy’s tangled mop of black hair.  “That’s better.  Now for the hug.” 

    Mark wrapped his arms tight round him and Felipe felt the cop’s muscles flexing under his black shirt and the bulge in his pants pressing against his leg.  The metal police badge dug into his bare chest, but he didn’t mind.  He could have stood like this all day in the cop’s muscular arms.

    As a cop Mark had a hard shell, but underneath that he could be kind and loving.  He knew from experience the dangers a young kid like this faced all alone during his long trek north, and he admired his courage – even if he had entered the country illegally.   “Congratulations, Felipe.  You’re legal now, so now I don’t have to arrest you.”

    “Oh, Jamie told me you wouldn’t do that, sir.”

    “Nah,” Mark chuckled.  “If I had, he’d probably have never spoken to me again, or shared my bed.  He’ll be thrilled when he hears the news.  I guess he don’t know yet.”

    “No, sir.  Last time I spoke to him on the phone was earlier this morning on his way to Houston, so I’ll tell him when he gets back tomorrow morning.  “Er, he asked me to take care of you, sir, when you got home from work.”

    “You don’t have to if you don’t want to kiddo.”

    “Oh, but I do, sir.  Abd not just because Jamie asked me to.  I … I mean, my cock’s hard, sir and it feels like yours is too.”

    “Damn straight,” Mark laughed.  “Eight hours of a bike throbbing between your legs will do that to a guy … that, plus the sight of a sexy young jock getting out of the shower butt naked.  I suppose you know the cure for that, don’t you?”

    “Of course, sir.”

    Then get to it, boy.  That’s an order.”

    “Yes, officer.”

    <><>    Running Toward Fear    <><>

    The deep commanding voice giving orders almost made Felipe cum, as he stared at the handsome blond cop with a massive bulge in his uniform pants.  As Felipe sank slowly to his knees he ran his hands down over Mark’s shoulders, down his slanting lats, and gripped his belted waist to steady himself as he knelt.

    His face was level with the cop’s bulge and he pressed his cheek against it, then his mouth, tasting the rough serge as the bulge grew under his lips.  He pulled back a little, then hugged his leg and pressed his face against it, moving lower to the top of the shiny boot that he licked all the way down and kissed the foot.

    Mark stared down at the naked young jock in an act of hero-worship that made his dick even harder.  He growled, “Go for the cock, boy, before I cream my pants.”

    “Yes, sir.”  Felipe faced his bulge again and unzipped his pants.  He pulled them apart until the cop’s huge dick sprang out and hit him in the face.  It was already dripping precum that Felipe caught on the tip of his tongue.  He reached inside Mark’s open pants and pulled out his bulging balls.  He licked them, then opened wide and clamped his mouth over them, pulling back to stretch his scrotum.

    The cop groaned and when the pleasure turned to pain he grabbed the boys tousled black hair and pulled his head back, freeing his balls.  “Suck my fucking dick, boy.  Now!”

    The harsh voice sent Felipe’s thoughts flying back to an agonizing day on his trek through Guatemala when he had been caught by a brutal cop who ordered him to suck his cock before he arrested him.  The man revolted him but he was forced to comply until the brute shot a massive load of semen in his mouth and ordered him to swallow it.

    He recalled his own tears stinging his cheeks as he gulped down the foul taste, and in a fit of desperation bit down on his cock.  The man howled in agony and pulled away.  He turned round to inspect his damaged cock and Felipe knew this was his last chance.  He sprang to his feet and ran, through the brush, into the dense trees, knowing that if the man caught him his punishment would be brutal. 

    He had buried himself in the leaves in the depth of the forest and stayed silent for agonizing minutes.  The man never came, and finally Felipe put his fingers down his throat to make himself vomit up the stinking sperm.  He cried himself to sleep and continued his journey the next day.

    But now everything was different.  When he stopped sucking and paused, with a faraway look in his teary eyes, he heard Mark’s gentle voice above him.  “Are you OK, kiddo?  Do you wanna suck my dick?”

    Felipe stared up at the cop towering over him.  “Yes I do, sir.  More than anything in the world.”  Mark had a sense that Felipe was purging some of his nightmarish memories by doing some of the acts from those nightmares willingly and eagerly.  He closed his mouth over Mark’s long thick rod and swallowed the entire length. 

    While he sucked, Felipe reached up, unbuttoned the cop’s uniform shirt, reached under it and pressed his palms against the T-shirt stretched tight over the mounds of his pecs flexing under his touch.  He felt the big, hard nipples pressing against the cotton shirt and squeezed them.”

    Mark sighed.  “That’s good, boy … you make me feel real good.” 

    After the horrors of his journey Felipe loved the sense of security he felt now, wanting to please this beautiful cop and being rewarded by his praise.  It removed the acrid taste of the bitter sperm the brutal cop had forced him to swallow, a taste he desperately needed to forget.

    The feel of the cop’s muscular body under his T-shirt excited him as much as the sensation of his rod sliding in and out of his throat.  The old nightmare was forgotten in this magical dream world, and he felt his climax approaching.  He pulled his head back off the cock long enough to murmur.  “I think I’m gonna cum, sir.”

    Mark’s reaction was swift.  “The hell you’re not, boy.  I want that ass.”

    He reached down, hooked his hands under the boy’s armpits and pulled him up on his feet.  He whirled him round in the air and tossed him on the bed.  Startled, Felipe bounced on his back, but he felt no fear as he stared up at the homoerotic image of the muscle-cop, his chiseled features and penetrating blue eyes, his uniform shirt open down to the waist, flapping back from his bulging white T-shirt heaving underneath.

    And suddenly Felipe clearly understood his own feelings, his own needs.  He reached up to the corners of the bed, his arms stretched in a V, grabbed the corner posts and struggled as if tied to the bed.

    And Mark began to understand too.  To dilute the fears and dangers of the past … Felipe wanted more of them.  But without the terror, without the menace.  He needed an authority figure to give him orders, but one he loved and trusted.

    “Are you sure, boy?” Mark asked.

    “Sir, before my mother died she told me never to run away from my fears, but to run toward them and confront them.  I wasn’t sure what she meant, but now I do.  Sir, I’ve been running away from my fears for so long, but now I feel safe enough to run toward them.”

    “Good answer, kid.”  The cop stared down at him and his voice got lower, harsher.  “OK, boy, you asked for this.”  He unclipped one pair of handcuffs from his belt, locked one loop round his wrist and the other round a bedpost. He unclipped a second pair and cuffed his other wrist. 

    The naked boy’s arms were stretched up in a V and, as he tugged at his restraints, Felipe felt a stab of fear at being helpless, at the cop’s mercy, the fear he had lived with constantly on his perilous journey.  But as he stared up at Mark the fear left him.  He loved being at the mercy of this tough, handsome, uniformed cock.

    <><>    Felipe’s Cop Fantasy    <><>

    Felipe watched in awe as Mark pulled his shirt out of his waistband and let it hang open, displaying the full outline of his chest under the T-shirt. 

    “You know what’s gonna happen to you, don’t you, boy?  I am one horny cop with a head of jizz straining in my nuts, looking for a hot piece of ass to unload it in.  I came in here, found a hot young jock, forced him to suck my dick, then cuffed him to the bed, a helpless prisoner.  Now I’m gonna drive my rod in your ass, boy, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.”

    As he spoke, Felipe gazed up at the cop stripped down to his T-shirt that clung to his muscled torso.  The short sleeves were pushed up above his biceps, the outline of his pecs and abs etched under the thin white fabric.  He looked even hotter like this than in his black uniform shirt, as he lazily stroked his cock and stared hungrily down at him.

    This was the sight he had dreaded for so long, but now a fantasy he longed for.  Sure, there were still the remnants of fear at being totally at the cop’s mercy, but he had confronted that fear, used it, even, to excite his own lust. 

    Mark walked to the side of the bed, raised a foot and planted his boot on the prisoner’s chest.  Felipe felt the pressure grow, pressing him to the bed, and fear again started to creep in as he tugged hopelessly at the cuffs.  But just as the pressure bordered on pain, it stopped and Mark paced round the bed.

    “Damn, the sight of a helpless jock chained to the bed turns me the fuck on, and I’m wondering what to do with it.”  He unbuckled his belt, pulled it out of its loops and let it hang from his hand.  Suddenly he raised his arm, swooped it down and cracked the belt hard against the floor. 

    Felipe looked up startled and Mark said, “You like that, eh?  Maybe you’d like it across that pretty body.  I like the idea of thrashing a hot young guy after I’ve cuffed him to the bed.  See, the thing is, boy, I can do anything I like with you … but I’ll have mercy on you and give you a choice.  Either you get this…” he cracked the belt on the floor again … “or you get the cop’s rod up your ass.  But you’ve gotta ask nicely, kid.  What’s it gonna be?”

    “Your cock, please, officer.  I want your cock inside me, sir.  I want you to fuck me.  Please don’t whip me, sir, I beg you.  Fuck me, officer, I want it so bad.”

    The cop grinned and tossed the belt away.  “Be careful what you wish for, kid.  When I fuck, I fuck hard – especially a sweet ass like yours.” He stopped pacing round the bed and knelt on the foot of it.  He grabbed the boy’s ankle and pulled one leg up high.  He gazed down at his ass, now on full display, the hole surrounded by light whisps of black hair.”

    “Oh yeah, I can really use an ass like that.” Mark pushed two fingers of his free hand in his own mouth to wet them, then reached down and stroked the tender hole.  Slowly he pushed the wet fingers in his ass and Felipe moaned, “Thank you, sir.”

    Seeing the boys rigid cock jerk he said, “You really want this, don’t you, boy?  My dick is a helluva lot bigger than this, though.  Here, I’ll show you.  He pulled his fingers out and pressed the head of his cock against the hole.

    “Aaagh,” Felipe gasped as the cop’s shaft entered him, sliding deeper and deeper down his chute.  Mark paused, let go of the ankle and stared down at the boy who bent his knees and pulled both legs back.  “You know I can rip that ass wide open, don’t you boy?

    “Yes, sir.” 

    He gasped as Mark, now hands-free, reached behind his own neck and pulled up on his T-shirt.  It came free of his waist then rose up over his eight-pack abs, his rock-hard chest and off over his head.  He leaned forward and lay the shirt against the boy’s throat.  “Just in case I need to stuff it in your mouth to stifle your screams, boy.  ’Cos now I’m gonna jackhammer that ass and unload my sperm in it.”

    Again Felipe drifted into a pornographic fantasy, gazing up at the bare-chested police officer, his sculpted torso on full display.  As he leaned forward and braced his hands on the bed beside the boy’s face, Mark’s shoulders bulged, his lats flared, tapering down to his tight waist cinched by his beltless pants. Felipe saw his abs flex as he pulled almost all the way out of his ass.

    He paused, his blue eyes penetrating Felipe’s.  “I warned you, be careful what you wish for, boy.  This is how I treat a stud like you – cuff him to the bed and torture his ass.”

    “Aaagh …” Felipe howled again as the rod pierced him and drove inside him, hard and deep, then pulled back and drove in again.  Reflexively Felipe pulled at his cuffed wrists, his naked body writhing under the assault on his ass.  Fear seized him again, worse this time, as the cop seemed to lose control, his iron shaft a piston pounding his ass.

    “He knew he couldn’t take this and his fear became anger as he yelled, “Fuck you …”

    The pounding stopped and the cop grinned.  “I like your spirit boy.  So I won’t destroy your ass, I’ll save you for later.  I’ll take you down to my basement and chain you to the wall as my prisoner, my fuck slave.  Whenever I’m horny, which is most of the time, I’ll come down, plough your ass and leave you begging for more.”

    Hovering between fantasy and reality Felipe imagined a life as the sex-slave of this macho, shirtless blond cop.  There was no fear now, only excitement at the promise of his life to come.

    Then suddenly everything changed.  The scowl left Mark’s face, replaced by the gleaming smile Felipe knew so well.  “Not a bad idea, eh, kiddo?” Mark laughed. “We’ll have to give that some thought, run it by Jamie.  But right now let’s get back to the real world, ‘cos you, my boy, have made me hornier than ever – fit to burst in your sweet ass.   I wanna see you cum first.  You need to touch your cock?”

    “No, sir.  I could have cum many times just looking at you.”

    “OK, prove it, kiddo.”  Mark leaned forward and kissed him and resumed a long, deep gentle fuck as he spoke.  “Look at me, Felipe, and think of that fantasy – the horny cop taking you prisoner, cuffing you to the bed, cracking the whip on the floor, then ripping his shirt off and ploughing your ass. 

    “Then imagine that boy captured, chained butt-naked in the basement.  He hears footsteps on the stairs, the door opens and the powerful motorcycle cop comes in rubbing the bulge in his pants.  You watch him unbutton his shirt and pull it off.  He paces the room in T-shirt, uniform pants and boots, and your eyes follow him as he rips off the T-shirt and gags you with it. 

    “He’s ready for you.  He unbuckles his heavy cop belt and slides it out of his pants.  He cracks it on the dirt floor of the basement, then again and growls, ‘You’re next boy, unless I can watch you spill your load.  You cum for me or you feel the whip.  You understand, boy?  Cum for me, boy, that’s an order.  Shoot …’”

    Lost in the fantasy Felipe saw himself chained naked to the wall, the sculpted shirtless cop pacing the room and, “Aaaagh …”  He saw the boy struggling to get free, howling as cum spurted from his cock in streams that flew across the room and splashed down on the dirt floor.

    His heart pounding, Felipe closed his eyes and when he opened them Mark was smiling down at him.  “Fucking beautiful, kiddo.  Turns me on, a young jock chained to the bed, chest and face smothered in his own cum.  My dick’s buried in his hot ass, my nuts are fucking bursting.  Here it comes, kiddo … yeahhh!”

    The cop tensed, his body flexed, and his rod drove deep one last time.  He threw his head back and yelled as, at long last, his cock erupted in the ass of the ecstatic boy, who knew that his new life began from this moment on.

    <><>    But What About Jamie?    <><>

    A few minutes later Mark had uncuffed Felipe, rubbed his wrists, then lay down beside him. 

    “That was some journey, eh, kiddo?  You OK?”

    “Like I’m in a new world, sir.”

    “Which you are, Felipe.  Not still afraid of me, are you?”

    “Not at all.”

    ‘Not afraid of anything?”

    “Not really, sir.  Not anymore.”

    “Good.  What you just went through there was what’s called cathartic, liberating, conquering your demons – and you had plenty of those.  You faced your fears and won.”

    “But I couldn’t have done that before, sir, when I was afraid of having to return to those dark days.  That thought terrified me.  But now I know that won’t happen, that I’m safe here, I could re-live those memories, confront them and banish them.”

    Mark smiled.  “Yeah, you can leave them all behind you, like a nightmare that fades into nothing when you wake up.  Because you are safe at last, Felipe.  Bob and his pal took care of the legal stuff, and now Jamie and I will take care of you, and so will your chums in the kitchen and everyone else, ‘cos all the guys here look out for each other.”

    Felipe frowned.  “Sir, there’s just one thing.  What you put me through just now was pretty intense, something I’ll always remember. And I love you sir, the same as I’m in love with Jamie.”

    “Good.”

    “But, I mean, will Jamie mind?  One thing I’ve always been afraid of is coming between Jamie and you, sir, in some way.  Jamie idolizes you, he’s always told me that, and I know you’re totally in love with him.  But this last week I’ve taken Jamie’s place in some ways, being naked and ready on this bed for when you get home, as Jamie has always done.  But that’s over when Jamie comes back tomorrow.  I…I guess what I’m saying, sir, is where do I fit in now?  Is there even any room for me?”

    “Felipe,” Mark smiled, “you don’t have to worry about Jamie and me.  He and I have a special relationship.  He’s been my boy for so long we don’t even call it that anymore.  It’s not master and boy, it’s two guys in love … partners, friends, fuck buddies, and soulmates.  And in a relationship that tight, that secure, there’s always room for someone else, though I hesitate to put labels on what that is.

    “For a long time I’ve wanted Jamie to have a special friend his own age.  Nate has always been his close buddy but that’s not what I mean. And I don’t mean that I wanted Jamie to have his own boy, like the other senior boys do – Pablo and Tyler, Darius and Ryan, the twins and Will.  

    Like I said, I hate putting labels on people, but I guess I mean someone Jamie could love and take care of, like a big brother, someone who, for whatever reason, needed the help and guidance of someone bright and self-assured.  You’re new to this country and need guidance, and Jamie is certainly strong and resolute.  And the clincher is, you love each other.

    “But stuff like this, you can’t plan.  You just have to see what develops.  The essential thing is that if any problems arise, like envy, or disagreements, we have to be honest and talk things through. That’s my job, to make sure there are no bad vibes between us.”

    “Sir, like I said, what we did here was pretty intense.  Have, er, have you and Jamie ever got into stuff like that?”

    Mark laughed.  “Oh sure, and that times ten. We can both be inventive in pretty wild sexual fantasies.  Jamie calls me a walking pornographic cop fantasy, and I feel the same about him when he comes home from the beach in just his boardshorts, body streaked with dry salt, sand in his hair and feet.  He’s the iconic Sothern California blond surfer.  I could cum just looking at him, and often have.”

    Mark chuckled.  “As for basement dungeons, we’ve had our share.  Now that you can leave the house you’ll now doubt be taken out to Uncle Mike’s place in Palm Springs.”

    “Yes, sir, I’ve often heard the boys talk about him.”

    “Well further out in the desert from his place there’s a little old house that belongs to Hassan, our Marine who you know of course.  Er, Hassan and I go back a long way, but that’s a whole ‘nother story.  Anyway, Hassan set up the basement there as a kind of dungeon, based on the interrogation cell he worked at when he was an Arab soldier in the Mid-East war.  It’s where he and I first met but, like I said, that’s a story for another time.

    “Well, Jamie and I have been out there, and what I described to you just now … the naked athlete chained to the wall at the mercy of the cop … that was Jamie and me.  I chained him up and left him.  He heard me drive away, but I didn’t go far, just out of earshot. I changed into my cop uniform and went back after ten minutes and … well you already know the rest.  One helluva scene, I tell ya.”

    “Sir, you’ve given me another hard-on, but I gotta get back to the kitchen ‘cos I promised the guys I’d help them with dinner.  It’s what they call crunch-time, and it’s going to be a big dinner tonight.”

    “Yeah, that’s part of your new life kiddo – our hot new chef.  But hey, how’d you like to spend tonight here with me?  I could take care of that boner and you deal with mine.  And I promise, you, Jamie wouldn’t mind.  After all, he did ask you to take care of me.

    “Which reminds me, I have a favor to ask, Felipe.  I’m working a day shift tomorrow so I won’t be here when Jamie returns from that tour.  So, could you take care of him for me till I get home from work?  He’ll want to celebrate your news.”

    “Of course I will, sir.  The twins have given me the day off after we’ve cleared breakfast so I can spend time with Jamie.”  He grinned.  “And I’ll make sure that when you get home after work tomorrow it’ll be Jamie lying naked on the bed waiting for you.”

    “Talking of which, kiddo, there’s one last thing … my boots.”

    “Oh yes, sir.”  Felipe eagerly followed the usual ritual of standing with his back to Mark who lay on the bed.  He pulled one foot up between his legs while Mark pushed against his butt with the other foot until the boot slid off, then did the same with the other boot.

    “Done like a pro, kid.  Now I’m gonna throw you in the shower. Those guys are strict on hygiene.  Can’t have a chef working in the kitchen covered in cum, yours or mine.”

    Mark got naked and they showered together.

    <><>    A Welcome From The Boss    <><>

    It was a whole new Felipe who bounced into the kitchen – confident, proud and happy.  The glow on his face told them Mark must be responsible for much of that. 

    Kevin smiled, “So, you took care of Mark OK, then?”

    “And he took care of me … in a major way.  Got rid of all my demons, as he put it.  And you know that corny old saying – this is the first day of the rest of my life?  Well it’s true with me. It does feel like a new life.”

    “Which includes making dinner, kiddo.”  Kyle looked at the numbers on the whiteboard. “Lot of guys tonight – ton of work.”  Felipe happily put on his apron and chef’s hat and was soon in the thick of ‘crunch-time’. 

    But after a few minutes they were loudly interrupted.  The door crashed open and Randy burst in straight from the construction site, hot and sweaty in his oil-stained tank and dirty jeans.  The powerful gypsy came up behind Felipe, turned him around and crushed him in his arms.  He whirled him around saying “You did it, dude, you’re one of us, forever and ever.”

    He put him down and, in a daze, Felipe grinned, “Thanks to Bob, sir, and his friend.”

    Yeah, Bob’s a genius, usually gets what he wants.  He always does from me.  So, kiddo, you’re legal now – not that that legal-illegal stuff means much to me.  I don’t care about that shit, just do what I want, and fuck ‘em.  Bob says I march to my own drummer.”

    “And Felipe just took care of Mark, sir,” Will grinned.

    Randy laughed.  “Just because he looks hot in uniform. I’m jealous – you gotta take care of me soon kid.  I’ll give you a workout in the gym, and I do mean workout.  You know what Im talking about, don’t you Red?” ruffling Will’s red hair. 

    “Seriously, though, kiddo, I’m real happy for you.”  He kissed Felipe on the lips, then straightened up and said, “OK, I gotta go and clean up before dinner.  Bob won’t let me sit at the table looking like this.”

    “You look good to me, sir,” Will said with an urchin grin.

    “Yeah, Red, maybe I should swap Bob for you – you appreciate the real me.   Anyway, I gotta go and thank Bob for everything he’s done.  Only one way to do that.  Back to work, kids.”

    Bob was shirtless in sweatpants waiting for Randy, and he knew what was in store for him as soon as he saw Randy’s boisterous mood.   Randy stared at him and rubbed the bulge in his jeans.  “Damn you look hot like that, stud.  I just told the kids in the kitchen I’ve gotta thank you for everything you did for young Felipe.  What do you want me to give you?”

    “Do I have a choice?”

    “Hell no.  On the bed, dude, and lose the pants.”

    An hour later it was a glowing couple that joined the raucous crowd already sitting round the long table on the lawn.   They burst into spontaneous applause, though it was not clear whether it was for what Bob had done for Felipe, or what Randy had obviously just done to Bob.

    They took their seats and as soon as the first course was served Randy got up to make his customary speech.  “Listen up, guys,” he boomed.  “Tonight is not just my usual speech, it’s a special occasion.  As you all know, our fourth chef is now legal, no more need to get paid under the table.  Oops, sorry Bob, not supposed to say that.  Ah, who cares, it’s time to celebrate. 

    “Tomorrow our three movie guys come home after all that glitz and glamor, back to the real world, and Eddie will make us sit through his movie of the whole thing.  Those guys may have been wined and dined a lot, but nothing matching this spread.  So tonight it’s just us guys, and it’s my pleasure to thank all four – count ‘em, four – chefs, for all their hard work in preparing this feast. Step forward and take a bow, boys.”

    Still wearing their aprons and chef’s hats the four boys came forward – Felipe between Kyle and Kevin and Will next to Kyle.  Following the time-honored tradition they raised their chef’s hats high, paused, and swooped them down in a low theatrical boy, to rowdy applause.  When they straightened up the twins each grabbed a hand of Felipe and raised them up high, like a victorious prize-fighter.

    Then Will and the twins stepped back and left Felipe alone in the spotlight.  The crowd gave him a standing ovation while Felipe, blushing deeply, took a solo bow.  He was well and truly home.

    Randy closed the proceedings in his customary no-nonsense way.  “OK, guys, let’s eat.  I’m fucking starved.”

    <><>    Jamie Comes Home    <><>

    That night the celebration was continued in bed by every couple, including Mark with Felipe as arranged; Bob and Randy of course; the twins together as always; Will with his stepdad Seth; and all the other men making love to their boys.

    In the morning it was a bleary-eyed group that straggled down to the buffet breakfast.  Felipe had got up early and said a teary goodbye to Mark who left for his all-day shift.  Then Felipe joined Will to prepare breakfast.  The twins slept in late as they were doing lunch and dinner.

    It was Saturday, and by ten o’clock most of the men and boys were hanging around in the garden expectantly, waiting for the arrival of the movie group, as Randy had called them. Right on time at ten-thirty they heard a limousine pull up at the gate and in a few minutes the gate opened and Jamie and Nate came in, following a boisterous Eddie.

    A shout of greeting went up.  Eddie wouldn’t stop talking, Nate and Jamie hugged everyone in sight and the noise was deafening.  When Jamie finally broke free he looked round and saw Felipe standing in the background, his face wreathed in smiles. 

    Jamie came to him and they hugged quietly and kissed lovingly.  Felipe said, “Mark’s working as you know, Jamie, but he asked me to take care of you.”

    Jamie reached forward and held his hands.  “And what about you, buddy.  Any news.”

    Felipe beamed.  “I got it Jamie. My work permit came through, thanks to Bob and Alistair. I can stay here with you all, Jamie.  I can stay.”

    Jamie’s eyes brimmed with tears and he flung his arms round him again.  “I’m so happy for you, buddy.  Happy for us.  Hey, that means you can go out of the house at last, now you’re legal.  Have you been out yet?”

    “Not yet, Jamie.  I was waiting for you.”

    “Then I am going to take you out for the best lunch in town.  Dude, I’m so excited, we have so much to talk about.”

    <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> 

    TO BE CONTINUED in “A Trial Of Strength” – Book 12: Chapter 50

  • Owned

    I slipped my hands down his white briefs and grabbed his round smooth ass. He looked so good in the pictures he sent me, but he was even hotter in person.

    He was about nineteen, five foot six, 120 pounds, naturally smooth; a total twink.

    I bent him over in front of me, and ripped off his underwear.

    “Get on all fours,” I told him, as he got onto the foot of the bed.

    Obeying orders, he did so. Going above and beyond, he rested his face on the mattress, his ass still in the air, as he spread his cheeks with his hands, revealing his tight pink hole.

    “Woof!” I exclaimed. “I’m going to have fun with you.”

    I made my way over to him and buried my face in that delicious boy pussy. I took in his scent, as I tongued his winking hungry hole.

    He moaned as I spit on it. Getting it nice and wet for my big cock.

    His hole looked untouched, but the videos he had sent me told me otherwise.

    He’d scavenge his house for anything long and thick to shove up his ass. He was a nasty little freak. I told him Daddy would get him a proper toy to play with for when I’m not around.

    “Mmm Daddy, it feels so good,” he told me, as I tongue fucked his pink pucker.

    “I want you to fuck me so bad,” he continued.

    “My boy craving Daddy’s big hard cock?” I asked.

    “Mmm yes Daddy. Please fuck me.”

    I unzipped my pants and pulled out my throbbing dick. I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him in. Grinding up against his plump smooth bubble ass.

    I gave him a firm spank on his right cheek before I bent down to eat him out some more. That ass deserved a good eating. He whimpered as I inserted my middle finger inside of him. Watching that eager hole open up, I slid my finger as far as I could.

    He started to push back on it, fucking himself with my finger. My dick twitched with each moan he would let out.

    “You need this hard cock inside you?” I asked, as he immediately replied “yes, please Daddy. I need it so bad.”

    “My hungry slut wants to taste it first. Doesn’t he?”

    Without hesitation my obedient boy got on his back, his head resting on the edge of the bed, mouth wide, and his tongue out.

    “Feed me Daddy!”

    I slid my cock inside his warm wet mouth. His tongue working the tip. Sucking out my precum. He was a thirsty little slut.

    “Mmm it tastes so good” he said before I slid it further down his throat, swallowing every inch of me.

    I could see how eager he was to please me. My very own little fuck toy.

    I pulled out once I could hear him choke on it.

    “You like that cock?” I asked.

    “Fuck ya Daddy. I’m nothing but a hole. Use me.”

    I instantly slid my cock back inside. Thrusting in and out of that slut’s mouth. I began to fuck his throat. My balls slapped against his forehead as I gripped his chest and force fed him all 9 inches.

    I pulled out again. My cock dripping from his saliva as I took a seat in the chair next to the bed and laid back. Ordering him to come worship Daddy.

    He jumped to his feet and immediately got on his knees in between my legs. Taking my cock in both his hands he began to milk me. Massaging my thick veiny cock as he hungrily sucked the head.

    I placed my hand on the back of his head and pushed him down my shaft. My cock was getting bigger and harder, and he struggled to take it all in his mouth.

    “You want it all don’t you?” I asked.

    “It’s so big Daddy, I don’t know if it can fit.”

    “You’re Daddy’s good boy aren’t you?”

    “Yes Daddy.”

    “Then show me how much you love my cock.” I said. “If you can’t take it all, Daddy’s not going to fuck you.”

    I slapped his face with my wet dick and told him to try it again. Determined, he took it in his mouth once more as I led him down my pulsating shaft to the very base. He gagged on it before coming up for air.

    “That’s a good boy” I told him.

    He took it in his mouth again. Bobbing up and down on it as it filled his throat, all while stroking the base and playing with my balls.

    “You’re a hungry little slut aren’t you?” I asked, as he sucked me off like his life depended on it.

    “Yes Daddy, I want your cum so bad.”

    “I may have two loads for a good boy like you.”

    “Mmm yes, please Daddy. One for both my holes.”

    He continued to milk my cock with both his hands, as he sucked on the head, occasionally running his hands down to my balls. He was really working for it.

    “Fuck, just like that.” I told him, as he spit on it, getting it extra wet.

    I could tell he enjoyed blowing me, for his little prick was rock hard.

    “You like that cock?” I asked.

    “Fuck yes Daddy. It tastes so good.”

    He looked so hot with my big cock in his mouth. Slurping on the tip. So attentive and thirsty. Devoted to serving Daddy.

    I could feel my dick thicken. It was rock hard, and I was ready to bust.

    “You ready for that load?” I asked.

    “Fuck ya, give it to me,” he said, as he picked up speed. Deep throating and jerking it in a twisting motion.

    “Fuck I’m about to blow,” I told him, unable to hold it any longer.

    “Fuck ya Daddy, give me your cum.” He voiced before I blew. Shooting my hot creamy load down his throat.

    His eyes widened in ecstasy. Finally getting his hard earned prize. He had waited weeks for this.

    I could feel the release from my balls as I filled his mouth with my seed.

    “Fuuuuuuuck.” I moaned as I erupted in his mouth. My big load spewing from the corners of his lips.

    “Mmmm Daddy tastes so good,” he said, hungrily licking my shaft and swallowing every last drop.

    “You like that?” I asked.

    “So much,” he replied. “Does Daddy have another load for my ass?”

    I gave him a smirk. “You know I do. Now come and sit on Daddy’s lap.”


    * This is my first erotica story. If you like it and want a continuation – let me know in the comments! 🙂

  • Generation Gap

    “It’s good for him, being wanted by an older man whom he respects. Makes him feel special, and needed.”

    “You know this how?”

    “He said so when he came back from the class I signed him up for. You know, Sex-Ed, at the Generation Gap Group Home.”

    “Explain.”

    “Petey’s tummy was turned by the idea of being teamed with a boy his age. I mean, he did what was expected – took off his clothes, jerked off and was jerked off by that kid, Sam Goody. They were posed together for photos with hands on each other’s cock, on each other’s butt.”

    “Sounds harmless.”

    “Boring, too. Sam’s myopic. His eyes roved aimlessly. Petey, however, had his eye on the instructor who was demonstrating how to kiss. Said the man could stop a train he’s so good looking. Only, the boy he was using, that sap Melvin Twain, didn’t want to kiss. Complained in his whiny way that he didn’t like his balls being fondled, didn’t want his mouth opened for Mr. Kent’s tongue, didn’t even want to be there.”

    “So what did Petey do?”

    “He grabbed flimsy Sam, pulled him into a mock embrace, leaned his head back, and began kissing him. The class saw what was going on. Their ruckus drew Mr. Kent’s attention. He knelt, concerned they get it right. Counseled Petey not to chew but to suck on Sam’s tongue. ‘If you want to turn him on more, slip your free hand down to his backside and diddle his ass,’ he said.”

    “Must be a good teacher.”

    “Wait, I haven’t gotten to the good part. Mr. Kent told the other kids to gather around, he would demonstrate to Petey how to kiss Sam. ‘Wrong!’ Petey told him. ‘You demonstrate with me.’ He cast Sam aside and flung himself against the man, squeezing his packed jockstrap and directing the guy’s hand to his own butt.”

    “Forthright. You’ve raised him well. Knows what he wants?”

    “Okay, yes. I’ve done the usual ‘Dad thing’ for him since he sprouted. Only thing is, it’s dawned on him that I’m dutiful – like any good father. He respects me. But he wants a man who’ll make him feel more special. And, as you know, I’m not at home a lot. I volunteer my cock at the County Reformatory for the upper tier lads applying for probation.”

    “Of course, I know. I volunteer there, too, on weekends when you’re teeing off with your cronies.”

    “Sorry, Hal, I did know that. Say, are you the one who those Puerto Ricans, Martin and Ricky, were fighting over?”

    “Am I blushing? Yes. Broke it up, though. Smacked ’em both upside the head, whacked their balls, then made ’em lie down on the gravel to be fucked. They learned their lesson. Should be back in circulation by next Saturday.”

    “Full of respect for you, I imagine.”

    “Warden Stone says so. Anyway, tell me more about your Petey and his instructor’s kiss.”

    “You should hear it straight from my boy. He’ll be proud to tell you. I’ll call to him. He’s in his room. Hey, Petey babe! Yoo-hoo, can you come downstairs? Bring your visitor, too.”

    “Busy with a friend?”

    “Yeah, practice-fucking Sam Goody. Homework assignment, you know.”

    “Hi, Dad, who’s this looker? Sam, pull up your pants all the way…and don’t fart.”

    “Petey, I’m Max. Been hearing about how you got young Mr. Kent’s cooperation at the GGG Home. Your dad says you’ll tell me the details.”

    “Sure thing. Let’s all sit down.”

    “Sam, you get some paper towels from the kitchen, so you won’t leak on the upholstery.  Listen guys, Sex-Ed wasn’t the only thing I’ve been taking at the Home. English Comp, taught by a really broad-minded lady. For her, I wrote the thing like, I guess, an essay or something. I’ll read it to you. … Sam, keep those paper towels in your crack and run upstairs. Bring back that red folder on my table, will you?”

    “Training him for something?”

    “Sam’s got no imagination, so he’s okay with being told what to do, especially when I reward him with kisses and use him for buttfuck practice – like Dad used to do with me.”

    “That’s my boy. And here comes Sam.”

    “Thanks for bringing this. Now sit. Here we go.”

    My First Kiss

    By Peter Brown

    -I’d never really kissed anyone – seriously. Only followed directions to try kissing with another boy as part of GGH’s educational program here. That wasn’t going anywhere until I challenged our instructor, Mr. Kent. I now think it was somehow the right thing to further my education. I was thinking ahead, I suppose. When I had myself in his arms, I leaned up close and pressed my lips to his.

    -I knew how men are supposed to kiss from seeing it in my Dad’s porn movies. So I pressed with my tongue and wriggled it a bit, and pressed harder to force his mouth open, and then I was feeling and tasting Mr. Kent’s spit. I explored, my cock growing painfully hard as my tongue pressed against his. Then, all of a sudden, it was almost as if we were fighting – I’d grabbed his head and pulled it tight against mine as our open mouths locked together, then both our tongues were darting in and out, and I felt his hand pull my head almost at right angles with our lips still together as we panted and gasped. I slid my hand up his chest and pinched his nipples. That and the thrashing of our tongues forced my passion to take hold of him.

    -When he took over, my smart-aleck behavior drained away. In his hands I became soft clay. Mr. Kent bent me back, laid me down – I was naked, remember? – climbed on top of me. Whoo! His goodies in that jockstrap nudged my balls something fierce. He started to dry-hump me – Petey Brown! – while I was trying to breathe more than the air from his nose. I needed the fresh stuff but my mouth was crammed with his tongue. It was a pre-dick-ament.

    -That pun was correctly used. My dick, feeling his all crumpled up rubbing into my supercharged balls, would have fired off except for what little creep Melvin did. The prank that local history and all the boys who were there will never forget was to get a pair of scissors from the crafts table and to sneak up behind where Mr. Kent was on top of me and to cut the waistband of his jockstrap.   Melvin squealed with some other boy swiped the thing right off, leaving Mr. Kent free to get me but good.

    The End

    “Petey, that can’t be the end. There’s no summary or conclusion.”

    “Oh, yeah? Max, there was a conclusion, believe me. Dad, why’s he so huffy?”

    “It’s just that an essay for English Composition must have a beginning, a middle, and an end. Where’s yours?”

    “In my pants. Want to see?”

    “If you were mine, I’d smack you for impertinence. I only want to know what happened.”

    “I’ll tell you, but I won’t write it ’cause it was a let-down.”

    “Would you tell the man, Petey, so we can go back to my lesson?”

    “Okay, Sam. I really do need to practice with you to get good.”

    “I’m still greased.”

    “Look guys, we were in the thick of things when memory struck Mr. Kent hard. He stopped. ‘The oral part of Sex-Ed isn’t complete,’ he worried. ‘After kissing comes sucking. We can’t fuck – that belongs in the anal phase.’ I offered to skip the rest of the oral phase, but he said no. That’s when he said I could jump ahead on my own with Sam, here. He expects me to show up at the Home next time ready to learn to suck. Now, you understand why my essay has to stop. I can’t bring myself to write about anything so disgusting.”

    “Max, I didn’t know the Generation Gap Group Home was teaching queer behaviors, did you?

    “No. That’s distressing. Must be worrisome for you, Petey, because you’re being coerced into a relationship with a boy of your generation when you should have a man in your life – one who really wants you. What about your coming home with me for a couple of nights? I can do a lot for you.”

    “Dad? What do you think? He’s acting nicer than before – and he’s tall and bulky the way you are, and hairy all over, I’ll bet. Only one thing. What about Sam here? Sam hasn’t been fucked much and he wants to be.”

    “Son, I’ll look after Sam – if that’s all right with you, Sam – while you and Max check each other out.

    “Mr. Brown?”

    “Yes, Sam?”

    “Is your dick like Petey’s? … My, that’s a nice smile.”

    “Max? Is your dick as big as my Dad’s?”

    “No, Petey. Bigger. Longer. Stronger.”

    “Bye, Sam.”

    “Bye, Petey.”

    * * * *

    I admit setting that up. My end goal was Sam Goody’s bod. Ever since seeing him prancing around with Petey, seeing that high-arched nose of his and Cupid’s-bow lips, his nips poking his always too-tight flex-cotton pullovers, and the way his tush stands out so roundly it looks padded – who wouldn’t want to fuck him?

    Trouble was, Petey was in my way. That’s why Max was exactly the right person to entice him toward. Built big, Max stood out in all the places a sensitive boy’s eyes wanted to see. Especially strong arms for hugging, a firm expression, and a basket the size of, well, a basket. My plan, worked out in advance, worked one hundred percent.

    Sam is mine.

    * * * *

    Max led Petey to his bedroom at home. He closed the curtains to dim the light.

    Petey looked dreamily at his host who loosened his clothes. They tumbled to the floor.

    “I burn,” Max’s eyes raked him. “I’m going to take my pleasure with you. I must.”

    With his jaw tilted up in parallel to his risen penis, Petey drew down the man’s bristly forearms until it was obvious his youthful mouth was on offer.

    As clumsy hands pulled together mature and maturing faces, the malleable innocence of Petey’s lips astonished Max. His sex strained during the kiss.  An arm cradled the boy’s head; the other moved from a hardened nipple to test genital readiness, then reached beneath, gathered balls for access beyond, and contacted the springy gate to lovers’ paradise.

    Kiss intact, they landed on the bed. Max, lost in the response from Petey, groped blindly to press his advantage. Petey panicked at the finger punching his perineum. He sought, found, and squeezed the nearest part of Max he could, his hairy root.

    “Ease off, Max. Get some lube.”

    Seething, Max thought too much KY would dampen his sensations. Yet, the sight of Petey spreading it on himself in the back then careening to the bed, legs up, tokened readiness.

    This could be good. Maybe special, his booty’s beautiful. How will it look when I’m in there?

    Bursting with anticipation, Max hovered, lowered, centered, entered. A look of possible reluctance stopped him, faded in mere seconds.

    Petey nodded, closed his eyes once, and then opened them wide as if preparing for something special.

    Max entered further. Paused for adjustments being made, he imagined, to his girth. He braced himself to gain traction for the pure elation of lusty conquest. Began to plow.

    Suddenly, the catch of an undertow, a whirlpool, a vortex of anal muscles, gradual at first, then accelerating dizzily. Thirty-two vigorous, loin-sapping minutes later, consumed by climax, his final cum plunged through, hemorrhaging every vesicle.

    Bloodshot, his eyes rolled. To get his wind back, he puffed and huffed. Grateful breaths later, he asked himself where he was. Blinking, he saw what at first he could not feel: He was..in…deep….inside a sprawled young guy happy as the blissful dead. His were the ankles now lolling lifelessly across Max’s arms.

    “Petey?”

    “Hi, Max. That was great. Can you do it again?”

    * * * *

    I, Hal Brown, being of devious mind and rife with desire for diminutive Sam Goody, hereby resolve to report the truth about my dalliance with same.

    All of five feet, three inches tall and weighing one-hundred-twenty-two pounds, Sam is pleasantly dispositioned, if not particularly self-demonstrative. By that, I mean, the kid’s passive. With my son ever since they met at the Generation Gap Group Home, Sam is amenable to simple masturbation and, up till he met me, to being fucked by Petey for practice purposes.

    Without a word of complaint.

    Their roles as Alpha and Beta were a prescription by the GGG Home’s instructor, Mr. Clarkson Kent. Mr. Kent, for whom Petey’s heart throbbed, has a rigid schedule for his Sex-Education classes. It could not accommodate the omission of oral sex as following oral expression by way of mouth-to-mouth contact, or kissing.

    Thus, Petey did not get his way. Mr.Kent declined the honor of fucking my raring-to-go son. His loss, I can tell you. Petey’s been a good fuck ever since I did the right thing and got into him like my good ol’ Pa did with me when I was a tad.

    Only more.

    Thinking back, Petey’s always been ticklish right there. His favorite place since childhood baths. He was standing up so I could wash between his cheeks and giggling like an idiot when one of his feet slipped. My soapy finger just went right in – a couple of inches. “Oh Daddy,” he said, “that’s way better than a tickle.”

    Finger play became a game between bath nights. When he started to grow and sprang erections, he got the idea that I should join him in the tub him. Pretty soon, he was sitting on me, bopping up and down and playing strangle-the-chicken (a term he had learned in the schoolyard).

    It was Petey who put my mind at rest about what we were enjoying. Told me I should join the P.T.A. Dad’s Club. His boy friends’ fathers were collaborating with their sons on advice from teachers and the Superintendent of the Board of Education. Mr. Walker Knox (who, coincidentally, serves on the board of the GGG Home) – and they had regular get-togethers back then as they do today, you know, for discussions and demonstrations. Talked about improved grades, father-son relations, adolescent growth!

    Ensconced in each other’s arms, Petey and Max were out of my picture. Focus could shift to picking up from the prep Petey gave expectant Sam.

    I’m five-ten and weigh one-seventy-eight, unclothed. My cock…

    “Mr. Brown,” a voice broke softly into my reverie, “I’m getting chilled. Don’t you want me?”

    “Naturally, Sam, I do. See what’s in my pants?” I outlined the shape.

    “Mmm…okay. When?”

    “Now’s good.”

    He handled the thing with interest. Took me seconds to join him in nakedness. My thought to kiss him was thwarted as I closed the distance between our faces.

    “Do you think I look like a parrot?”

    “You mean, because of your nose?”

    “You do! I knew it.”

    Poor thing sounded so pitiful, I turned by head sideways to zero in. Lips to his arched bridge, I ran my mouth along its nostril’s flare and back. Not a kiss from his times with Petey. Something different, even for me.

    To a slight intake of air, my palm closed around Sam’s pulsing little sex. “Lean into my shoulder, I’ll support you.” His head’s tilt back let me kiss his mouth while my hand kneaded his wettening excitement.

    His closest hand located my sex. He echoed, “I’m still greased.”

    “And that means we can and are about to couple. See that sheepskin rug on the floor? Lie down, Sam. It will cushion your back – and feel very good as I pick up where my son left off.”

    Susceptible. Accessible. Wriggling in the fleece. Himself barely fleecy. Gazing my way naively.

    Over him, I stood astride like the Colossus of Rhodes, alive and showing him my looming scrotum and spit-slicked cock. At their aspect, his knees pivoted and feet lifted. Dead-center: a well-greased button.

    Lightweight limbs cushioned heavier ones. The button-shaped opening strained to accept what sought to enter there. Eased by distracting kisses, it became unhinged by force. There was pain: this was part of being impaled by his first grown man. Yet it proved irresistible, a splendid overpowering. My initial thrust brought a groan from Sam, who felt his whole body moving in the same rhythm. It seemed a throbbing circle of pleasure radiated through him from that now-spread-wide orifice.

    Mad with ecstasy, it clutched at my unyielding penis – and strangled from its momentary pause a landslide of cascading viscous assets. Excruciating rushes from my scrotum pistoned into the boy’s thrashing pelvis. We reached our summit with a pinnacle of feeling – for each other.

    I blushed, realizing I wanted Sam for my lover. His illuminated eyes said as much while he writhed on the remainder of my sex’s presence.

    He said, “At the end, we were together, weren’t we?”

    “We still are. Sam, you are more special than I had any idea you would be.”

    His blush prompted me to move a little – back perhaps an inch, and to return with slow intent.

    “Can we have this forever?” he asked, shy like a child.

    “We can have it now.” My cock filled completely. I sank it into the voluptuous dream awaiting inside my Sam’s small body. Giddy with sensations of buoyancy, I experienced a feathery continuum of life’s breath until there was no reckoning of time’s passing, only of the flow of love in and around and in again. Love’s pace made itself known only when lubed friction eroded my sky-borne mirage in favor of rising fanfares of orgasm.

    The last things I saw were my extended cock probing, withdrawing, plunging, and ramming, and Sam’s beatific expression spreading like a never-seen horizon – our unity transfusing bodily phenomena back to celestial experience. Suspended again where frisson need never cease, we lingered, every cell quivering before sleep caught us in its drift.

    * * * *

    Long after fatigue left and rest let consciousness return, we got off the bed, straightened its covers, went for a shower, dried ourselves, drank fresh lemonade, looked at each other, and started to speak. At the same moment.

    “Sorry.”                                                                        

    “No, no. You go first.”

    “What do you suppose…”

    “…Max and Petey are doing?”

    “You finished my question.”

    “I was thinking the same. It’s going to be that way for us.”

    “Why, because we’ve mated?”

    My naked arms collected, then moved him face forward just above my risen staff. “We are mated.”

    Bright as a tack, “I’ll stake my trust on that.”

    “On…?”

    “…your thrust.”

    * * * *

    “You wanted to see me, Mr. Knox?”

    “Yes, Mr. Kent. Take a seat.”

    “What progress are you making with Melvin Twain?

    “With his mother’s consent, he’s been shrink-wrapped like a mummy except for his face, his boy parts, and his anal crevice.”

    “Willingness to kiss?”

    “Mrs. Twain and I work together on that. If I may explain, she uses a small swatter on his parts while I explain how he is to open his lips. He really hates being swatted. She says she’ll stop when he behaves. I lean over, gentle his balls and place my lips to his, making as if to nibble. The second he reacts negatively, she swats him. Her actions are controlled – she’s developed the skill with an older son. When he starts whining again, she reminds him to listen to my instructions. And the swats continue. I explain about opening his mouth and letting my tongue in, and that, when he cooperates, I’ll rub on some salve. He does, until my tongue slides over his to tickle his uvula. He puts up a fuss and gets swatted a longer time – steadily, patiently. He learns he can control her swats by asking for my kisses. A big step. I rape his mouth with my tongue, my lotioned hand playing with him until he gets an erection.”

    “Good work, young man. I’m pleased you’re working with us. I notice one thing, though. You describe your progress with Melvin in the present tense. Why is that?”

    “Mr. Knox, it’s become a ritual to be re-enacted every time Mrs. Twain brings him in. The boy’s petulant until fully wrapped. He likes seeing himself immobilized and being made to do what he pretends to dislike. He erects sooner, whether because of me or his mother’s swats. We’ve discussed that the time may have come for me to roll him on his face and to begin to skewer him from behind.”

    “I approve. I want him opened thoroughly before I step into the breach. Mrs. Twain – Lucinda – and I have decided I’m the man for him. Everything about him, especially his slightly rebellious nature and his ability – thanks to you – to become aroused during discipline, makes him seem appropriate to test for becoming a surrogate son before he mates with me.”

    “Sir, that will come as welcome news to Mrs. Throckmorton and her Todd as well as to Mr. Saavedra and his Delfin. They’re chafing for my services.”

    “By the way, you’ll be pleased to know that inadvertently, your starting work with Petey Brown and Sam Goody have reaped benefits.”

    “Oh?”

    “Those boys are now mated to each other’s fathers. The men, in gratitude, have underwritten a bonus to your salary.”

    “Thank you for the news! My lover will fuck me to kingdom come when I tell him.”

    * * * *

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  • Commune

    When I went to college, my dad scanned the local papers for the least expensive accommodation he could find in the region. When he strayed upon a commune, costing half of what the campus was charging, he decided to investigate the situation more fully. To his joy and my dismay, the place he found was an old house with four bedrooms and one bathroom. The other three occupants were engineering students. They were earthy and ultra-masculine. Meeting, Alf, Norbert, and Larry, my housemates, dad immediately bonded with these ruffians. Dad had always seen me as a wuss. For him, the prospect of sharing this den on masculinity could only benefit me.

    I have to admit that all three guys were hot and much as I was wary, there was a definite feeling of excitement in my evaluation. By this time, I knew I was gay, but not naïve enough to imagine that these straight hunks would become possible opportunities in my newfound sexual liberation. I also knew that I would end up being a slave to these alphas, being as pedantic as I was.

    There was doubt that during my dad’s interaction with the trio, he had surreptitiously implored them to make me less anal and rid me of my stuck-up mannerisms. I felt sure that my parents had begun to surmise that I was gay and supposed that this was my father’s last-ditch attempt to cure me of my malaise.

    From my first evening, my apprehensions got allayed, as minimal clothing seemed to be the norm in their lives because all three men either ran around the house in shorts or underpants. Alf and Larry had magnificently proportioned bodies, and Norbert, although heftier, was very sexy.

    On my first weekend, my fantasies started crumbling when all three men brought females home with them from the bar. The huffing, puffing, and sexual noises from their bedrooms left me in no doubt that they were all straight. Agonizingly, I lay on my bed tugging on my dick in frustration.

    During the following week, the inevitable happened when as anticipated I became their chief cook. In fairness, they all assisted with the prep work, skinning, slicing, and so on. The upside of the scenario for all was, not only were we eating healthier food but at a fraction of the cost from their former takeaway regimen. Best of all, I apparently, was a good cook. For me, a pyrrhic victory was that all three men began caressing my head and shoulders in appreciation. A bonus was the odd tap on my arse that sent shivers down my spine.

    A week later, I got invited to join the trio at their local pub. After our arrival, Norbert and Larry headed off in pursuit of their free-range pussy for the night. When Allison joined our table, Allison and Alf began a horny banter, which resigned me to an early departure.

    To my horror, Allison soon asked, “So, are we going to have a threesome?”

    With my heart pounding frantically, Alf, nonchalantly, replied, “If you like.”  

    “I would like that very much,” Allison replied before casually heading off to the toilet.

    As I stared at Alf terror-struck, he reassuringly smiled and said, “You can do this, buddy, trust me.”

    No, I fuckin’ can’t,’ flooded my brain.

    Noticing my alarmed expression, Alf said, “Nate, trust me… You’ll see it’ll be fantastic.”

    Observing my agitated countenance, Alf gently spoke. “I know you are gay, buddy, but it’s time to broaden your horizons. Just go with the flow, and give it a go. Besides, wouldn’t you like to see me fuck her?” he rhetorically asked with a mischievous grin.

    The bastard knew I had the hots for him. ‘You’re a real cunt,’ I thought to myself.

    As his hand rested on my shoulder, I nodded like an obedient slut.

    For the following half-hour, I felt like I was in a trance before we headed home. I was both exhilarated and horrified. Much as I wanted to see this godlike creature in action, the thought of pussy was so repellent and I felt like I was in a rewrite of the Agony and the Ecstasy.

    By the time we got home, I was shuddering with dread. My fears got temporarily delayed when I saw Alf fully naked. His uncut dick was even more spectacular than imagined. Once I got to see his breathtaking backside twitching as he commenced pummelling Allison’s snatch, I felt like a prisoner who had received a stay of execution.

    My stay, however, was short-lived before Alf arose and beckoned me over. As my body got steered onto her by Alf, I was pleased that my dick was still rock-hard.  After sliding into her pussy, Allison announced, “Now fuck him, Alf, nothing turns me on more than two guys fucking.”

    As Allison and I began kissing, Alf’s cock invaded my backside. I had never felt anything more sensational in my life. As Alf plowed into me, the double sensation was indescribable, and when his mouth began nibbling on my neck and ears, I thought I had arrived in heaven.

    Within a minute, I commenced hyperventilating as my balls began erupting. After my body became limp, Alf manipulated me onto my side before he rabidly started fucking Allison’s pussy one more.

    A couple of minutes later, his body trembled as he unloaded into her.

    After Alf lifting his body, Allison gave her next instruction, “Nate, now suck your buddy’s cream out of my cunt!”  

    Like a cum-loving acolyte, my mouth now suctioned onto her pussy after I got onto her in a sixty-nine position. Added to my bliss, Alf also presented his cock to me for a cleansing. I was in a state of euphoric confusion, unable to comprehend my intrinsic emotional state. It was clear to me that Allison and Alf had colluded.

    Am a bisexual?’ I pondered in ecstasy after what I had just experienced.  

    Nothing could have prepared me for what would follow. That night, Alf and I double penetrated her, often using both holes simultaneously. Alf also seemed to have no problem, skull-fucking and anally penetrating me. It was heavenly.

    Best of all, when Alf related our blissful evening to Norbert and Larry the following day, they appeared to be awestruck. To my astonishment, Alf left out no details.

    Alf’s admission troubled me and I wondered what his Norbert and Larry made of it. My misgivings got answered two nights later when Norbert slid into bed with me in the early hours of the morning. Of the three, he had the most spectacular fat cock. A few days later, Larry also made an appearance.

    In the years that followed, all three guys not only used my arse individually, even when we weren’t involved in frequent multiple bisexual sessions.

    Our den of iniquity became a harbour of ecstasy, and college my life turned into the best time of my life. That, however, is another story.

    I am not sure this was what my dad originally had in mind. Nonetheless, it worked for me.

    All’s Well That Ends Well, as they say.

  • The Beasts: A Winter’s Tale

    Requiem

    James B. Strauss did not particularly remember his father, Byron. In many ways, he did not remember family history the way others said they did. To him it seemed as if the Strausses had taken his grandfather Steiger in, though it turned out they had a very long history with the Freys, and that Pamela, whom so many had said they feared, had only had a kindness and a certain warmth for his grandfather. This was how old she was. She had known Jim’s old grandfather since he was a boy, and Jim remembered the year she died, coming into her little living room in the coach house, He remembered the white lace curtains and the old rugs and the strange statues, the warmth of the fire, and her soft accent that carried the remnants of Bavaria. By then she was bone and skin as thin as onion paper, and all the time she told stories. She loved the German stories, the Volsungasaga, the Niebelungied, that’s what others said. But he was so young she told him the tales from Grimm, and he remembered once she told the story of the seven kids.

    There was, once upon a time an old goat who had seven little kids, and loved them with all the love of a mother for her children. One day she wanted to go into the forest and fetch some food. So she called all seven to her and said, “Dear children, I have to go into the forest, be on your guard against the wolf, if he comes in, he will devour you all – skin, hair, and everything. The wretch often disguises himself, but you will know him at once by his rough voice and his black feet.”

    The kids said, “Dear mother, we will take good care of ourselves, you may go away without any anxiety.” Then the old one bleated, and went on her way with an easy mind.

    It was not long before some one knocked at the house-door and called, “Open the door, dear children, your mother is here, and has brought something back with her for each of you.” But the little kids knew that it was the wolf, by the rough voice.

    We will not open the door,” cried they, “you are not our mother. She has a soft, pleasant voice, but your voice is rough, you are the wolf.”

    Then the wolf went away to a shopkeeper and bought himself a great lump of chalk, ate this and made his voice soft with it. The he came back, knocked at the door of the house, and called, “Open the door, dear children, your mother is here and has brought something back with her for each of you.”

    But the wolf had laid his black paws against the window, and the children saw them and cried, “We will not open the door, our mother has not black feet like you, you are the wolf.”

    Then the wolf ran to a baker and said, “I have hurt my feet, rub some dough over them for me. And when the baker had rubbed his feet over, he ran to the miller and said,

    Strew some white meal over my feet for me.” The miller thought to himself, the wolf wants to deceive someone, and refused, but the wolf said, “If you will not do it, I will devour you.”

    Then the miller was afraid, and made his paws white for him.

    So now the wretch went for the third time to the house-door, knocked at it and said,

    Open the door for me, children, your dear little mother has come home, and has brought every one of you something back from the forest with her.”

    The little kids cried, “First show us your paws that we may know if you are our dear little mother.”

    Then he put his paws in through the window, and when the kids saw that they were white, they believed that all he said was true, and opened the door. But who should come in but the wolf. The kids were terrified and wanted to hide themselves. One sprang under the table, the second into the bed, the third into the stove, the fourth into the kitchen, the fifth into the cupboard, the sixth under the washing-bowl, and the seventh into the clock-case. But the wolf found them all, and used no great ceremony, one after the other he swallowed them down his throat. The youngest, who was in the clock-case, was the only one he did not find. When the wolf had satisfied his appetite he took himself off, laid himself down under a tree in the green meadow outside, and began to sleep.

    Soon afterwards the old goat came home again from the forest. Ah, what a sight she saw there. The house-door stood wide open. The table, chairs, and benches were thrown down, the washing-bowl lay broken to pieces, and the quilts and pillows were pulled off the bed. She sought her children, but they were nowhere to be found. She called them one after another by name, but no one answered.

    At last, when she came to the youngest, a soft voice cried, “Dear Mother, I am in the clock-case.” She took the kid out, and it told her that the wolf had come and had eaten all the others. Then you may imagine how she wept over her poor children.

    At length in her grief she went out, and the youngest kid ran with her. When they came to the meadow, there lay the wolf by the tree and snored so loud that the branches shook. She looked at him on every side and saw that something was moving and struggling in his gorged belly. Ah, heavens, she thought, is it possible that my poor children whom he has swallowed down for his supper, can be still alive?

    Then the kid had to run home and fetch scissors, and a needle and thread and the goat cut open the monster’s stomach, and hardly had she make one cut, than one little kid thrust its head out, and when she cut farther, all six sprang out one after another, and were all still alive, and had suffered no injury whatever, for in his greediness the monster had swallowed them down whole.

    What rejoicing there was! They embraced their dear mother, and jumped like a sailor at his wedding. The mother, however, said, “Now go and look for some big stones, and we will fill the wicked beast’s stomach with them while he is still asleep.” Then the seven kids dragged the stones thither with all speed, and put as many of them into his stomach as they could get in, and the mother sewed him up again in the greatest haste, so that he was not aware of anything and never once stirred.

    When the wolf at length had had his fill of sleep, he got on his legs, and as the stones in his stomach made him very thirsty, he wanted to go to a well to drink. But when he began to walk and move about, the stones in his stomach knocked against each other and rattled. Then cried he,

    “What rumbles and tumbles
    Against my poor bones?
    I thought ’twas six kids,
    But it feels like big stones.”

    And when he got to the well and stooped over the water to drink, the heavy stones made him fall in, and he had to drown miserably.

    When the seven kids saw that, they came running to the spot and cried aloud, “The wolf is dead, the wolf is dead,” and danced for joy round about the well with their mother.

    “So they got the bad wolf,”Jim had said.

    “They got the wolf because the wolf was part of them,” Pamela had said.

    Jim had not understood this and the confusion must have been plain on his face.

    “There is another story, of a god, a great Titan who ate all of his children or most of them, but who was given a great potion and threw them up, and so they did something like that to him. When you eat a real meal, then you chew it up, gobble, gobble gobble. But the Titan and the wolf were simply swallowing up something that was part of them. Sometimes a thing that is part of you can take all of you, and you can lose control of it. That is when the Mother Goat comes and rescues you, brings you back to yourself. When the Wolf comes to swallow you, remember that, Jimmy, and set yourself free.”

    All these years later, Jim wondered, had she called him Jimmy because, in her old age, she had confused him momentarily with her brother, his grandfather? But one thing he knew now, as he sat in Kris’s room drinking coffee beside his estranged cousin, she had known what she was talking about. Pamela had been warning him.

    “This is….”

    “The worst coffee you’ve ever tasted?” Jim said.

    “Actually, it’s a pretty good cup,” Kris said, looking out of the window of the kitchenette that looked down on Dimler Street from the third floor of Strauss House.

    “I was going to say that this is the damnedest day.”

    Jim only nodded.

    “I’m…” Kris started. “I’m happy. You know. I feel sort of at peace, even with those leafless trees and that grey sky. And then I think, but Dad is dead. We’re on our way to his funeral. You know? And I have to remember to be torn up again. Only, I feel weird. But not torn up.”

    “I don’t really know how I feel,” Jim said, half into his cup, while he looked out onto the street.

    “We have to stop this,” Kris said. And then he said, “I mean, I have to stop. Being an ass. I want to stop. The way I… the stuff I said to you. The way I’ve acted toward you.”

    “It’s okay,” Jim put down his coffee cup and took one of Kris’s cigarettes.

    “No,” Kris said, “it’s not.’

    “You were going through some stuff.”

    “We were all going through the stuff, and anyway, I haven’t been going through it for thirty years. It’s just,” Kris shook his head. “Fuck, you make it look so easy. You make it look easy to… lose your parents and everything, and I seem to not be able to get happy. And so I just…” Kris shook his head. “I ended up being a real dick to you, and I don’t know if I can stop. No,” Kris corrected himself, looking at Jim, his cigarette hanging from his hand. “I don’t know myself another way. I… want to be the fun person. I want to be the guy with the jokes. I want to be that person. Even Peter can be that person, the one who throws his arm over someone’s shoulder. Or Myron. Myron makes an ass of himself on a daily basis and doesn’t even seem to realize it.”

    Jim laughed, “Remember when he led the liturgical dance team at Saint Ursula’s?”

    Kris snorted and muttered, “Oh, shit.”

    “You remember that. Him and six other boys in leotards, and the girls in the white robes, and they were just doing kicks and pirouettes and shit, up to the altar during Communion.”

    “Yeah, and then Aunt Maris leans into Grandma and whispers about one of the dancers, ‘I can see that girl’s panties.’”

    They were both laughing now and Jim said, “How do you think Myron will handle…. Being what we are?”

    “A werewolf?” Kris said baldly, frowning and shaking his head.

    “It’s going to be hard telling him. He won’t believe it.”

    “Maybe it’s not so bad to be the grey cloud at the party,” Jim suggested. “I just thought you hated me.”

    “I don’t hate you, Jim!” Kris said quickly. “I could never hate you. You’re my brother. And you are my brother,” Kris insisted, “No matter what I said after Christmas. I’m just not good with my emotions.”

    “You’re very German.”

    “Yeah, well, maybe. But so is Myron, and he’s still a wackjob.”

    “You’re more like, Nietchze German.’

    Kris, who had been looking mildly regretful, suddenly burst into a laugh again.

    “Well, if you see me crying over any dead horses, check me into a sanitarium before I hurt myself.”

    “You’re so cold,” she told him. “You’re so cold and I thought you weren’t. I thought I saw something in you, but I was just fooling myself,” she shook her head, “Beth was right. They all were.”

    Peter Keller is sitting in his first car, his hair in his face, but he doesn’t want to push it away.

    “I offered to go with you. I WANTED to go with you.”

    “And I didn’t want you there,” Terry says. “I’m so glad you weren’t there.”

    “Do you want me to come over tonight?”

    They are outside of her house on the far south side, near Rosary High school where she goes.

    “Did you not hear me?” she says. “I don’t ever want to see you again.”

    Terry gets out of the car and walks up the steps to the little shingled bungalow that is like all of the shingled bungalows on Monroe Street, and Peter sits in the car looking up at her until the door slams.

    He figures it’s time to drive away. He doesn’t want any music. He drives up Martin until he reaches Buren, and then heads north for home. The house on Williams is crowded, and Peter doesn’t expect it not to be. Marabeth is sitting on the steps with Amy and she looks up.

    “What’s got you?”

    But he doesn’t want to be bothered by his cousins, and he feels so heavy, he just walks past them and the girls know to make way. Why does Dad always have to have them over here? Aren’t they supposed to be at Nate’s house? Isn’t that the thing? Peter decides if this house is ever his it will be just that, his, and every damn cousin won’t be dropping by, sitting on the steps, zooming in and out of the kitchen. He goes into his room and shuts the door. Suddenly it’s too much, and he buries his hands in his face and begins to sob. He hopes the door is locked, but he doesn’t have the strength to get up and see. It hurts so bad right now, and no one can know. How could Terry know? And he couldn’t tell her why, or why he was so firm about it. He couldn’t tell her that he didn’t want to do it, didn’t want that at all.

    I wish I could die. I wish I could die.

    And he has never wished that before. He hates himself.

    The door opens and he makes himself stop crying, He hopes that Jim can’t see that, but this is ridiculous. His face is red, his eyes are red, his face wet. Jim closes the door behind him. He’s only twelve. His mom didn’t just wish she could die. Delia really did kill herself about this time last year. Did she feel like this, this bottomless grief? At seventeen, Peter never thought he would feel this way. Jim closes the door and has the sense to lock it. Wordlessly, he sits on the floor with his cousin, and even though Peter is five years older and almost a foot taller, when Jim hugs him and holds him, Peter falls into his arms and begins bawling.

    “Oh, Jim. Jim. I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to, but I had to.”

    And he just continues to cry.

    “I was in college, when it happened to me,” Joyce said.

    “When I did it,” she amended. “I guess it didn’t happen to me. But I felt like it did. It wasn’t even for a very good reason.”

    “I was afraid,” Peter said, almost shy. “I was afraid of what would be born. I was just learning about what we were, and I promised myself I’d never have children, and so when Terry told me she was pregnant, I just said she couldn’t have it. It couldn’t be born. And then, years later, I had three kids, and now there really isn’t a time I don’t think about that first one.”

    “At least you had a reason,” Joyce said, lying on her back.

    “Do you know the only reason I told Marabeth is because she was there. It’s not something you tell people, not really. Well, I know someone who does, but she’s sort of morally bankrupt, and then I’m like, if I feel that judgmental, what the fuck am I? I hear that one in every three women does it, and then I’m sort of like, fuck, that’s a lot. And then I’m like, I hope it’s true, because then I don’t feel the way I do. And I’m not exactly sure how I feel.”

    “Well,” Peter lay on his side and cocked his head, “Let’s play lawyer. Why did you do it?”

    “I…”

    And then Joyce started to laugh almost at the seriousness of his expression, and touched the bridge of his nose.

    “I had broken up with someone, and I didn’t want him in my life. He had broken up with me, really. And then I found out I was pregnant, and I just didn’t want to be tied to him. In any way. I wanted to kind of just go on with my life.”

    Joyce was pulling her hair into a braid and she said, “Do you know, I’ve had years to think about every other scenario, and I think about the selfless one where I should have had a child and put up with having Ronald in my life, and being a single mom. I think about what this woman said at church. When I still went. How, if you’re going to have sex you have to pay the price. But, kids aren’t really supposed to be a penalty, and that baby would have been paying the price for my lack of parental skills.

    “And then I think, well, I could have been pregnant for the majority of the year and given up the baby, but the only thing that makes that believable is that it’s almost twenty years in the past. I mean, it’s easy to tell a girl she can do that, but to actually do it…”

    Joyce shook her head.

    “You did what you had to do.”

    “That’s the thing, Peter. I don’t know if that’s true, and you don’t either. Do you?”

    “Can we switch the subject,” Peter said, “to something more cheerful than ambiguous abortions we can’t do anything to change?”

    “I would love to switch the subject,” Joyce said.

    Then she said, “I’d love to be one of those bitches who is unambiguous.”

    “Let’s talk about more cheerful stuff,” Peter caressed her hand. “Like… the funeral.”

    Joyce turned her head and laughed.

    They lay together naked, face to face and Joy said, “You better start getting dressed.”

    And then she said, “Actually, you better get home.”

    “You’re coming with me. Aren’t you?”

    “I.. thought I might be going,” Joy said. “I just didn’t know if you wanted me to, or who I would be with. I mean, I couldn’t sit next to Marabeth in the front, and…”

    “You’ll sit with me,” Peter said.

    “What will people think?”

    “People you don’t know? Do you care? I know I don’t.”

    And then Peter said, “Unless you think it’s too public. We’re still new. Very new. Newer than new. I wasn’t thinking… If you don’t want to—”

    “Peter, I want to.”

  • Let’s Play

    New York City… the big apple. The city that never sleeps. I loved it there. It was one of the most exciting places I have ever lived in, and I wanted to continue to stay there. As it happens, however, recognition at my job had lead to opportunities I just could not pass up and I was to relocate across the states. I had moved to San Diego, California, which was another exciting city. Not even two weeks had passed since I had moved here, and already I was in for a series of firsts in my life. Allow me to explain…

    My name is Travis. I am a mix between Filipino and Caucasian. My dad’s a white Caucasian working for a law firm while his wife, and my mother, is a Filipino government worker in Washington, DC, where I was born and raised for the most part. I have two younger identical twin brothers and a younger sister, all who are attending college and pursuing their own majors. While I was attending college, I manage to land my first job in an office for Real Estate. After graduating, I was offered a job as an agent for Chelsea and Benoit’s Real Estate in New York. I’ve been working for them for eight years by far, and during that time, the company rose to prominence in the field, and they were seeking to expand their brand and their business, which is inevitable for a successful company. I was offered the position of General Manager in their newly built facility in San Diego, California, which I accepted. Unfortunately, my boyfriend of two years, Leon, did not want to move across the states, and I completely understood this as he was well established in New York for his own business. We ultimately decided to break up, and as upsetting as it was, I had to keep my head in the game.

    It was the beginning of summer in San Diego, and I had settled into my new loft apartment. It was the biggest place I had ever moved in, and I loved every bit of it. I was considering to one day get myself a puppy as it was ideal to have a pet in such a large space. The following day after moving in, I had toured the new office building that was a ten minute walk from my new place, and I must say, this glass structure of a building should be the main building for the overall company. It was beautiful; the outside, and even more so, the inside.

    It would be at least three weeks until the building would be open for business, so I had  some vacation time… sort of. There was a lot to go through while at my new home, but I was excited for this new venture. Friday afternoon, I decided to head out and do some grocery shopping. I had noticed that someone else was also moving in, just down the hall from where I was staying. I didn’t think much of it, I just went about my business. As I was approaching the elevator, passing the two gentleman moving their belongings into their apartment, I suddenly heard my name: “Travis?”. I looked at the older gentleman, and just like that, I remembered who he was: Mr. Kyle Banks; my former neighbor from Washington, DC. I could not believe it. I excitedly replied “Mr. Banks” as I shook his hand. Like my dad, Mr. Banks is also a Caucasian male and so was his wife, whom he is still married to. I’ve known him up until the age of twelve, which was the age where I had relocated from one place to another in DC. He and his wife were the ideal neighbors and our families got along great. Mr. Banks revealed that he and his family had since moved out of DC to Sacramento where he did some construction for a while before getting involved in an architectural business, eventually becoming head of the company. Mr. Banks had introduced me to his son Joshua, whom I had not seen since he was an infant. He grew up to be very handsome young man, and is indeed taller than me at 5’10. Then again, I am 5’5, so it’s easy for a lot individuals, male and female, to surpass me in height. Joshua had moved to San Diego to attend the San Diego State University in the fall to attend their Business Management program, the same program I once attended in DC, so he and Mr. Banks navigated here, via truck, to settle into his own loft. Yeah, Joshua was getting his own loft. Talk about spoiled! Don’t know how the Co-ops approved an 18 year old being the sole tenant of one of their units, but never-the-less, it happened. Mr. Banks would remain in Sacramento while his son remained on his own here, therefore, his newly christened adult son would be on his own in many ways.

    The following morning, I woke up to get my day started which involved preparing to go to the beach and maybe check out some social areas where I could meet some potential friends. I was in my underwear (navy blue briefs) when I went outside on my new balcony to shake the cobwebs from my slumber. Needless to say, no one saw me as it was still early at 6am on a Saturday and people were still sleeping. That did not mean there was no one outside of course. I noticed a group of young guys playing in a basketball court which was a bird’s eye view from where I could see from the balcony. Among them, was Joshua, and like the rest of the guys present, he was shirtless as they played their game. Joshua had certainly grew up into a fine young man. He has ripped abs, and a firm chest. With somewhat long brown hair, he has a bit of a skater boy image to him. I only briefly stared at him and the other guys before retreating back to my apartment, as I wanted to come up with at list on what else to do on that day.

    In the afternoon that followed, I strolled down the beach, oblivious that a massive party was scheduled that day, until I heard the sounds of loud music. It was attended by a lot of people, most of whom were college-age. I smiled as I passed by, but continued to stroll on by as I was trying to become more familiar with my new city. Then I heard my name, and this time, it was Joshua. He asked me to join him, and seeing as I had nothing major going on at the time, I figured, what the hell. He introduced me to four other people he had just met, all whom were very polite and funny at the same time. The day had progressed and as a group, we talked about ourselves, with each of us coming from different aspects of life, and it was one fun conversation after another that lasted for hours. As nice as it was, I could feel stomach pains as the unfortunate side-effect of hunger, and decided to get to get some food and head back home. Joshua decided to go with me. We headed to a restaurant that served cheddar chili-fries, my favorite food, and it was sublime. As we ate at the restaurant, we had some more friendly chatting that involved our family history.

    Our conversation became more personal when we headed back to our apartments. He asked me out of the blue “What kind of guys are you into?”. I was taken back a bit as I had not revealed my sexuality outright, but it’s easy to tell by my personality, that I’m gay. I did not know if he was into girls, guys, or even both. Of course, I did not ask him this, and just stuck with answering his questions. I told him I’ve always been into men I could really click with after getting to know them, which was true. Even though my hormones were naturally flaring when I was younger, I was never really into random hook-ups. I always had my tryst with people whom I knew for some time. I also did not let on that I was into guys closer to my age, though at first, I did not think it was necessary. Although Joshua was legally an adult now, the age gap between us I felt was significant. Therefore, I was not really into someone who was a decade younger than me. I did, however, ask him about his personal life. He told me he was dating a girl for a long time before graduating from high school, but had to break it up due to coming to San Diego. The same reason why Leon and I broke up while in New York; that we had in common. He also confided in me on how much he wished he had his first sexual experience before leaving home as he wanted to know what it was like. Another thing we had in common, when I was around his age; both of our parents had made sure that we never did things we were not suppose to do while still attending high school. With me, my parents were cool with my coming out of the closet, and for them, it was a good thing because the same rules applied to me and my sister; no boys upstairs. I told Joshua this, and this was made him laugh. Makes me laugh to even think about it. He told me he could not believe I was 30 years of age, as I looked to be in my early twenties, but I responded of how it must be genetics.

    The next day, Joshua invited me to a beach party for the students attending San Diego State University. There was a lot of delicious looking food, and a lot of tempting snacks and drinks, but thankfully no alcohol. Not to sound like a parent or an officer, but the lack of alcohol was a good thing, because I doubt everyone there was over 21. Besides, I’m not into alcohol. Never have. That did not mean that things did not get crazy though. Some of the guys there did some rough housing and it escalated to the point where they decided to do some wrestling on the beach, and yours truly became the referee. I had not had that much fun in a long time. The fun ended when it was 2am in the morning, and Joshua and I headed back to our lofts. I was contemplating on getting some sleep, but I was not tired, neither was Joshua, so we decided to head to his place to play some tennis… table tennis. It was a long time since I played that game. We reached his loft, and he invited me to be the first to enter. It was strange, however, as I had a feeling that he was checking me out when I entered the apartment. That’s what I thought at first, but then I concluded that I was just being silly. Upon setting up the tennis table, Joshua immediately removed his shirt. “Wow” was the reaction in my mind. And then… it was game on. We played for about fifteen minutes, and needless-to-say, Joshua won, especially as a result of my rusty skills in table tennis. I admitted defeat, and Joshua wanted to play another game, but this time, he wanted to make things more interesting according to him; strip table tennis. “Really?” I asked him. He explained for every ball that gets past the player they had to remove an article of clothing. I was surprised by this stipulation and thought what this could possibly lead into, and this was the time to say in my head “Nope, not gonna happen”. I told him I should get going, as I had a lot of work to prepare for my job in a few weeks, which I had done with an ample amount of time remaining, but I just did not want to go that route with Joshua. He almost had a look of disappointment, and I was feeling bad, but never-the-less, he said he understood and thanked me for accompanying him to the party. I did not get an ounce of sleep for the remainder of that night, however.

    It was Monday morning, and I got a few hours nap after dawn. I decided to head out and grab some breakfast. As the elevator arrived, Joshua was inside, and we were both surprised. We had a brief greeting before going about our day. However, Joshua asked if he could talk to me for a little bit in which I responded “Of course”. He apologized about how things ended last night and he should not have intended on taking things too far, but he genuinely explained how much he likes me. At this point, I revealed to him about my preference as far as age goes, and once again, he was understanding of my choice and expressed how he hoped they can hang out again, which I agreed.

    I had stopped by my new office that day to follow up on client lists before the grand opening. I had also looked through a list of properties, and boy was I excited. At the same time, though, I was thinking about Joshua. Part of me said to myself “Don’t let this boy distract you from your work”, and the other part of me said “What work?! You’ve done all you could.” And this was true. I have done all I could at this point. The building was practically empty, and would be so until it was time for business. I decided to call Joshua, and asked him if he was up for a rematch in table tennis this evening, which he happily accepted. After I was done, I headed back to my apartment to freshen up.

    It was was past 6pm on the evening that followed and I was ready for that rematch. I knocked on Joshua’s door and he greeted me with his bright handsome smile. He invited me in, and I noticed how good he smelled. Not that he ever smelled bad during the previous outings I’ve been with him, but on this occasion, he certainly freshened up just as I did. This time, I had agreed to his terms from last night, much to his surprise, and when I asked him if that’s alright, “Absolutely!” was the response I received. We played once again and the first time, the ball got passed him, so he had to remove his shirt. Next, the ball got past me twice in a row, so I had to remove my own shirt and shoes. He briefly asked me what I tend to do to get myself in shape, and I told him mainly the gym. The game continued, and I got another score. As he proceeded to retrieve the ball, I noticed a pointy area in his sweat-shorts. “Is he hard?” I wondered. Upon removing an article of clothing, which was his shorts, he for sure had an erection through his boxers. I had put up a better game than last night, but ultimately, I lost. The ball past me a few more times for me to strip naked.

    Joshua had placed the tennis racket on the table and decided to approach me to get a better look at little ole’ naked me. He told me that I was in fantastic shape, and I returned the compliment by telling him how he was in great shape as well. Of course, we both knew that his boner was apparent, and it was a matter of which one of us would mention it first… and that would be me. Then, all of a sudden, he decided to remove his boxers, getting fully nude himself. Looking squarely at his dick, as far as I could tell, he could grow up to seven inches. The girth was not very “dynamic”, but I have already determined in my mind that his cock is capable of hitting the right spots. I sarcastically said to him “You know, by stripping down, you lost the game as well”, and we both giggled a little bit. Getting more bold, I decided to stroke him a little and he placed his right hand over my shoulder as I did it. Next, he pulled me closer to him as he leaned down to kiss me.

    Mind you, he was still a virgin at this point, and made me aware of this on the first day we socialized. Something occurred to me when we kissed: I mentioned how I am into someone who I can click with, and Joshua had been great in that regard for the past few days. On top of that, something came over me where I really felt the need to be naughty on this night, and since Joshua was more than ready to take the next step, I was determined that his first time was something not to forget. I made it my mission to drive this boy wild.

    Our making out lead to his bedroom. He was definitely a very good kisser. I also wanted to make sure I properly showed him the ropes, so I acted as a “guide” through it all. I asked him to relax on the bed. He was still rock-hard, so the only thing to do was to get in between his legs. It was time to take things further; his the blow job. The moment I swallowed his dick, I heard his reaction… “Oh Fuck!”. Yeah, it was his first bj. I deep-throat him several times and worked his balls with my tongue. He has very nice low hanging balls and I loved working on them. During this time, Joshua was panting and moaning, and I felt I had to show some restraint and asked Joshua if he was okay. He told me how amazing it felt, and to keep going… and I obliged. Then I did something that really drove him nuts. Given how well laid back he was, his anus was exposed… and I went on the attack once again with my tongue, after spreading his ass apart. The moment I did this, I looked up at Joshua, and the look he gave me was priceless! His eyes were wide opened and his jaw dropped. His moaning intensified. He then decided to help me out a bit by holding his legs back and assume a more missionary position. I wanted to keep him in a position were he would be nice and relaxed, so I asked him to lay on his stomach on his king-sized bed. He had a very nice looking butt on him as well. The moment he adjusted to the more comfortable position, I spread his legs apart a little and resumed the “tongue attack” on his pink hole. In almost a high pitched tone, I heard the words “oh god!” emitting from him. Two minutes into tongue probing him, I once again looked up and witness him biting his pillow and looked over his shoulder as he continued to moan and squeal. I asked him to lay on his back to work on his cock some more. This involved more deep-throating, and that was the last straw for his dick. He warned me that he was about to cum, but did I stop? Nope! And came he did… right in my mouth. It was easy to tell experience was pleasantly intense for him, but was I done after that? Not a chance!

    Then came the next major step; the intercourse. I spat out Joshua’s cum, and this along with my spit I used for lubrication. Yeah, I’m nasty, I know. I lubed up my own anus and climbed on top of his still-hard erect dick. Knees-first on the bed, and assuming a cowgirl position for Joshua, and I slowly bounced up and down on his cock. As I quickened the pace, the moaning continued followed by Josh’s hand caressing my chest as I was riding him. I was kind of hoping that he would let me ride him until he was ready to release more cum, but it seemed he had other plans. He had me climb off him and had me bend over to the edge of the bed and tried his hand in fucking me himself. He was doing very well, and as it happened, I was right when I thought how his dick could hit all the right spots. I looked down at my own cock, and I could see myself hard, dripping with pre-cum. There were a few times that Joshua had pulled me back to kiss him. I could feel his sweat on my back when he did this. He was certainly into it, and I was definitely enjoying myself as well. We switched positions one last time, and I was now in missionary. Now it’s me pulling my legs back, exposing my own anus even more, and I gave Joshua a few winks with it as I flexed my hole a couple of times. He gave off a big smile after seeing this, and I gave him an eye-wink. He proceeded to once again insert that wonderful cock into my hole, fucking me some more. The longer he was at it, the sweatier he got, and believe me, the loft was well air-conditioned. Towards the end, his moans and his breathing got heavier once again, and he looked forward as he made another surprised expression; almost as if he was in a trance. What happened next is the familiar feel of warm and squishy jizz inside me. Joshua collapsed on top me, and I held on to him with his sweat-drenched body as he needed to catch his breath and relax.

    I asked Joshua how his first time felt. He said to me; “Dude, I hope I’m not pushing my luck, but we seriously have to do this again sometime”, and I expressed to him on how much I’m looking forward to it, and I really was looking forward to it. He also asked me if it was alright if we slept together for the remainder of the night, and of course I said “Absolutely!”. It was safe to say I wore him out that night, but from the sound of it, taking his virginity was worth it.

    So, where did we go from there? Till this day, we’ve been fooling around on a regular basis. Me hooking up with him at his loft, and Joshua hooking up with me at my loft. These experiences had to be more open-minded, even it means hooking up with someone as young as Joshua. I know that eventually I would want to pursue more than just a regular fling, but for now, Joshua and I are just having fun. It’s a good thing we were just a few doors down from one another when returning home from a long day at work, because the new facility for my job has been extremely busy but pleasantly so. More exciting news is that the owners of the company are considering making me a partner for Chelsea & Beniot Real Estate… a partner! The jury’s out on that decision, but in the meantime, I would continue to work hard and enjoy me time in San Diego as well as with the “family friend”.

  • I married a fat girl

    How did I get here?

    I was broke and she had a really good job. She had a nice car and a nice house. Actually, she was the CEO of the company I worked for. She got it from her dad when he retired. I just needed to learn to fuck a fat chick. It went Ok for a year or so, but then my thoughts began to wander. It all began because she left her really sexy and naughty underwear out all the time. On the bed, on her dresser, hanging all around in the bedroom and closet.  One thing I did like about her was she always had some crazy sexy underwear. There was always plenty of wedding-type lingerie. Lace corsets and girdles, garters, thigh-high nylons, lace neck chokers (collars), sexy gloves, and the like. She also had a lot of Gothic-type stuff laying around. Black leather cuffs and collars and body harnesses all with lots of silver studs. 

    I would pick through the neatly stacked piles touching some of the items, dreaming of how sexy they feel and would look on her. Or someone else. Maybe me? Me? Gee, it seems like wearing her underwear made me feel closer to her. And I liked to jerk off a lot. Most of it fit me pretty well. Even though it was all ladies extra large. I would dress in her outfits and rub one out almost every day. I had a couple of hours before she comes home from work all week. It was a nice distraction and release from having to eat her fat, stinky pussy all the time. 

    One afternoon, while I was rummaging around in the closet, I came across a box of naughty toys. I wanted to ask her about them, but they were really weird and kinky. Too much so to even bring up. I had to look some of them up on the internet. I didn’t know what a butt plug was, or a ring gag, a ball gag, or a butt hook, or cock cages and chastity rings. There was also a variety of big rubber dildos. There was a harness attached to one of them as a woman would use to fuck another woman. A strap-on.

    So that day after putting on some black leather Gothic gear, I gagged myself with the ring gag and slipped a dildo through the ring until it hit the back of my throat. I choked on it, pushing the butt-hook up my ass, and jerked off until I came. It was the best one ever!!!

    I guess that was the one she had been waiting for. That night she asked me to watch a video with her. She had a nanny cam in the bedroom the whole time. She showed me several of me stroking in her underwear, and finally the last one from today. I was speechless.

    “You like that? Dressing up like a sissy bitch and getting your throat and ass fucked? Like some cheap faggot whore?”

    I’d never heard her talk like that! She seemed like not the same person. She had a stern and scary look in her eyes. I was so embarrassed. I was nervous she was going to divorce me and I’d lose my job, and all my money. I promised I’d never do it again, and forget all about it if she would. 

    “Oh, you’re going to do it again, all right. You’re going to do it for me. The way I want you to. I’ve always thought of you as a submissive bitch, now I get to prove it in the bedroom. I won’t tell anyone about you, I won’t throw you out, and you can stay as long as you do what I tell you. Got it? Bitch?”

    She dressed in my black business suit and tie. She pulled her hair back and didn’t wear any makeup. I was to wear her wedding lingerie and wedding dress. Her pretty little silver crown and wedding veil. It was a complete role reversal. Crossdressing. She asked me if I remembered our wedding night and honeymoon. I nodded. But I really didn’t remember much of it. Except how fat she was under her wedding gown. She told me she was going to remind me. I didn’t like her tone.

    Some leather Gothic wrist cuffs came out of the naughty box. As she buckled them on me, she told me a few stories about our wedding night. I guess I’d roughly shoved her head down between my legs to blow me. She said I ordered her to lick my ass, too. She told me I tried to tit fuck her. I guess I was a little drunk by that time. I do remember that.

    Now I’m on my knees, cuffed with my arms pulled back behind me, locked through the rails of the bed’s footboard. She loosens the belt holding up the slacks she is wearing, letting them drop to her ankles. She is wearing my boxer shorts under the slacks. Weird. She steps out of them and pulls off the boxers. Her pussy is hairy and fat. I can barely see it under the rolls of fat under her belly. “You’re going to do some shit for me. You got it?” I’ve never seen her like this. I was pretty nervous. I quickly nodded. 

    She took one of the dildos and turned it on to vibrate. It slowly disappeared up inside her chubby little pussy. “Mmmm, that feels so good.” I watched her slide it up and down inside her. She was sternly looking down at me. I couldn’t look back into the eyes.

    “Look at me, you fuck!” She was almost spitting. I was really scared. “When I shove my ass in your face, you’re going to bury your tongue so far up there I can feel it all the way up here, got it?” Pointing at her chubby tummy. I couldn’t respond. I didn’t have to, apparently. She turned around and spread her huge, flabby cheeks, pushing me all the way back against the footboard. I was pinned back. I gasped a last breath, she pushed back, and I was in. She wiggled back and forth until my tongue was toughing her tight little hole. “Stick it in there, you fucking bitch!” I opened my mouth wide and pushed my tongue out as far as I could. It went inside. She told me I was doing fine. Just don’t stop. I could feel the vibrator against my chin getting worked hard. She was moaning, telling me she was finally getting a good fucking, as she pushed it in and out. The huge rubber cock was bouncing and humming in her pussy. 

    “Don’t you dare stop eating my ass, you fuck!” She reached back, spreading her cheeks even wider, and pushed back harder. “Eat it as if you crave it, you worthless piece of shit.” I shoved my tongue in harder. I was making my tongue as long and firm as I could, pushing it inside her ass. “That’s a good little bitch. You keep doing that and we will get along real fine.”

    She squirted all over the place. I’d never seen her squirt before. My face was drenched. So were all the clothes we still had on. She was shaking and calling me a good little bitch the whole time. She must have had 2 or 3 really hard orgasms. Then, just before she rolled onto the bed to take a break, she spread her cheeks and farted in my face. I gagged, let out a loud, “Oh fuck”, and almost puked. But I didn’t. 

    I was there, helpless, kneeling by the bed. Feeling like an abused bride in the frilly lace outfit and underwear. My face and clothes were wet from whatever comes out of a woman when they squirt. Pee? I don’t know. I could taste it, and her sweaty ass cheeks and butt hole all over my face. She was on the bed, relaxed and almost asleep. I asked if she would uncuff me. No response. 

    To be continued…

    Her boyfriend comes to pay a visit.

  • Jolene

    ‘Jolene. Jolene. Jolene. Jolene. That wasn’t her name but it could have been. I fell in love with him in college and for the last seven years we have remained close. I never turned him away even though we didn’t live together.

    He had his place and I had mine, I never went to his and he had a key to mine. It started in college and continued until today. When I tell you I never had eyes for another, that is the truth. I never dated, never been with a girl, didn’t see myself as gay, but I took care of his needs.

    To say there was nothing special about him would be a lie because everything about him was special. 6’ tall, sandy blond hair with the bluest eyes. His body was lightly haired, cut, and cut, in all the right places. He was big but not overly so, muscles, calves, thighs, and then his ass. And let’s not forget about that shape in the front of his pants.

    It was something we never talked about but when we came together it was magic. At first, I took care of his need and after a while, he reciprocated with talent. In the beginning, I didn’t complain because everything was on his schedule and needs.

    I assumed that the woman he dated just couldn’t do for him what I was able to do, and I was ok with that. He never treated me like a girl, would give as good as he took, and we never talked about it.

    I’d cum home some days and he would be there, others I would hear his key in the door and know. He never put his degree to work and the luck of the draw had me making considerably more money than him.

    I loved buying him clothes, well, I loved watching him trying stuff on and asking me what I thought. At first, he said, “no. You’re not buying my clothes.” Then I think he saw how happy it made me and conceded.

    We did it about every other month or so and as he tried stuff on I’d be loading my arm. It was always the same, he’d walk out and turn around looking over his shoulder at me. He turned to look at me with a tilted head and mine tilted in the other direction like when we kissed.

    “What?” He asked.

    “I don’t know.” And I stood in front of him.

    I mean I had picked it out; the pants were perfect but something was off. I rolled the sleeves under so they were about two inches from his elbows, pulled the shirt out of his pants, and said, “look at yourself in the mirror.”

    Our outings always included lunch or dinner depending on the time and on those days he spent the night. It was on one of those nights it happened. He called out someone else’s name. And we never talked about it.

    That was a year ago and I pushed that to the back of my head because it was only that one time. That was then. When we came together it was a night that started with a shower and most nights it ended the same way.

    I just really wish we’d have talked. He lavished my body in the shower as well as in bed. When I say a night; it took all Night. It’d start with a shower then the fireworks, us in the sixty-nine position. I could tell which one of us would be first.

    He liked it being able to see me; I liked it the same way. He didn’t like the sex of it but more the making love part; not once did we ever say those words. I wanted to, really did, but what happens after you say it?

    Would it have put pressure on him if I said it first? Sure as hell it would have. What would I have said if he told me, he loved me??? I knew he did love me and with everything he knew, I loved him. Jolene.

    Even though he was bigger than me it was my chest his head lay upon. I’d lie awake, his breathing so clear and smooth, but it wasn’t my name he said in his sleep.

    Her name isn’t important. Jolene. I sat at the kitchen table writing him a letter before I left for work. “Jolene. I’m begging that you don’t take my man.”

    Here I was. He never called out my name and I never recalled the name he called out for. Think about it. We had been in this fucked up love affair over the years, the love and passion we shared, and I wrote.

    ‘Jolene. Please don’t take him just because you can’. The paper was stained with my tears.

    ‘Your beauty must be beyond compare, eyes of emerald green, with ivory skin I must not have. Please don’t take my man’. I can’t compete with you’. The paper stained more with my tears.

    ‘Now you could have your choice of men; but I can never love again, Jolene. His smile is like the summer rain and I can’t compare with you, please don’t take my man’.

    I’d looked at what I had written, my heart on paper. ‘He talks about you in his sleep, there’s nothing I can do to keep him from crying out your name in his sleep; Jolene.’

    ‘I’m begging; please don’t take my man. Don’t take him just because you can.’

    I left for work slipping what I wrote in his pocket; thought about it all day long. I sat on the couch thinking about it with take-out; never taking a bit.

    A key in a lock; I couldn’t believe it. His hands came over my shoulders and he apologized, over and over. “Do you know I love you?” He asked. I had already started to cry.

    “I can’t even begin to tell you how sorry I am.” I gave his hands a squeeze.

    “So I gave notice, I’m gonna need a place to stay. What do you say, Joe?”


    FYA.

    Another distraction. Robby and I are collaborating. It came over my phone; Jolene. I wrote this in less than two hours. A thousand words is a lot when you write; maybe not so much as you read.

    I have to ask; Do you even give a fuck???? RJC.

  • A Question of Size: Giant and Dwarf

    Flyers in the post office, bars, hotels and restaurants, as well as on fences and barns, announce that Barnum & Bailey Circus is in town. A dozen elephants march with ponderous steps in the preliminary procession, along with clowns, acrobats, a giant and a dwarf. Gargantua is the giant and Bashful is the dwarf. They are both noticed because of their hard cock sticking out from bright red shorts.

    Gargantua gets his name from French writer François Rabelais’ pentalogy La vie de Gargantua et de Pantagruel (The life of Gargantua and Pantagruel) written in the 16th century. This giant is large, strong, high-spirited, intelligent and crazy about the good things in life. Rabelais does not say anything about the ass and the dick of Gargantua, lol. Bashful is the name given by Walt Disney to one of the seven dwarfs in the “Snow White” episode of Grimm’s Fairy Tale Classics, where they are called Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Bashful has a rosy blushy face, is kind-hearted, cute, shy and always smiling. Again, Disney skips details about his sexual assets.

    Gargantua, 34, measures 8 feet 7 inches*, weighs 483 pounds, has a 11.5-inch-long shaft in erection with a 6.3-inch girth or circumference. Bashful, 29, measures 4 feet 10 inches**, weighs 87 pounds, has a 5-inch-long cock in erection with a 4-inch girth or circumference at its widest section. A dwarf’s body has no problem growing tissue. This results in a dick that, quite frankly, looks just like any other average cock. “Our size is similar to many taller guys”, points out Bashful; “the only difference is that our rod is hanging from a smaller frame, and this is why it may look more impressive.” He could have added that some big tall dudes have a tiny penis and some short guys have a beast between their legs. Dinger or monster cock does not discriminate.

    Gargantua and Bashful are both cut and not too hairy; they sport a yummy pink mushroom that needs to be sucked every morning. It so happens that the giant and the dwarf share the same room when they are on the rod. Fellatio has never been so convenient. They appear in a sideshow where Gargantua shows off his strength by picking up Bashful with just one hand and saddling him on his shoulders. He swivels him around to have the dwarf’s cock pointing to his mouth. Cheers are abundant. Some guy in the first row yells out: “Suck him, sweet hunk, pump his little man juice!”

    This type of comment pops up just about every time mouth and cock meet. Gargantua does not suck Bashful’s hard dick in public but buries his face in the begging crotch. The lucky dwarf is all smiles and the crowd applauds. Bashful is removed from Gargantua’s shoulders by slowly sliding down the giant’s back. Holding on to Gargantua’s hands, he arches himself up to let his full erect cock brush against the crack of the giant ass. Casually, Gargantua approaches the guy in the front row so that he can not only witness the erotic massage of the ass but also the enormous erection that the giant now ostensibly sports.

    Gargantua is a sex giant who knows how such a choreography can end up in a hot threesome. He is always prepared to extend an invitation to gay men who occupy the front-row seat simply to drool over the performance in the hope of a chance meeting. Today’s guy is about 40-years-old, blond and rather slim. Gargantua hands him a business card that says “Meet us at the back door of the tent in five minutes!” The guy is Anthony and he knows from experience that his small penis can trigger mocking remarks. He also knows that his hosts are intelligent, even cultured. As soon as Bashful and Gargantua lead him to a tent out of sight and approach to stroke his crotch, he almost gives out a history lesson on penis size.

    He explains that during Antiquity, it was the small size of the penis that was valued. For the ancient Greeks, a virile man had to be endowed with a short cock. According to Aristotle, a penis that was too long was a sign of sterility. Historians have shown that during ancient Rome the large size of a penis was considered both a vulgarity at the social level and a disharmony at the aesthetic level. He points out that, “even today in some Native American tribes, the social status is dictated by the size of the male organ; only men with a small penis are brought to the highest places in the social structure.”

    Gargantua and Bashful are not size queens. The giant kisses Anthony on the lips, bites his ears, pinches his nipples, turns him around to lick his ass and tongue-twist his way inside the yummy hole or rosebud. This gets him fully aroused, so much that his hard thick rod now measures 12 inches. He stands up, allowing Bashful to grab his trouser snake with both hands and to move briskly like on a swing. Completely excited, Anthony positions himself to suck the dwarf’s dick at each swing stroke. When Bashful feels that a creamy load is not far away, he invites Anthony to join him in offering their joystick to Gargantua’s wide open mouth. Sucking two cocks together at the same time is a rare occasion for the giant. With a hand on the ass of each partner, he rhythms the suction and prepares himself to swallow a double load of cream, well not entirely because he keeps a good tablespoon of cum to incorporate in a threesome French-kiss. Snowballing is a first for Anthony.

    Bashful and Anthony now have their eyes on Gargantua’s huge wide ass. They have an opportunity to each spank what looks like two full-blown basketballs. The word “loaves” covers only half of the gigantic asset. They each hold on to a firm thigh and administer blows that make Gargantua moan with pleasure. He encourages them to bite hard. “Don’t worry, it will feel like a spicy caress, and will energize me for what I want to give you in return.” He offers them a monster ass fucking. His cock well-lubricated with Crisco grease, he first pounds Anthony gently because he has never been penetrated by such a long and stiff shaft. Even though Bashful has been used to his partner’s bazooka for a long time, each raw fuck is an intense animal pleasure. He feels like a mare ass-fucked by a stallion. It’s sublime, it’s divine!


    * The tallest man ever in the world, for whom there is irrefutable evidence, is Robert Wadlow at 8 feet 11 inches (as measured on 27 June 1940).

    ** Many may have heard of General Tom Thumb, synonymous with ‘small’ or ‘tiny’. His real name was Charles Stratton; he was born on January 4th, 1838, in Bridgeport (Connecticut, USA) with hypopituitary dwarfism, and stopped growing after six months. He was only 2 feet tall. His parents taught him to dance, sing and do impersonations.