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  • Back from Deployment

    This is a true story with some embellishment (but not much).

    I thought I was going to pass out from lack of oxygen. Being spit-roasted isn’t easy. I had a thick cock down my throat and another thick cock in my ass. Both dudes were not being gentle by any means. That’s what happens when two marines who’ve been deployed for a year land at my base, and I end of naked, speared from both ends.

    I had no idea this would happen when I left my shift early that night…

    “Airman Brandt, go out to Charlie-Ramp with the passenger van. A couple of marines need to be taken to billeting.”

    .

    Marines? I was suddenly excited to pick up passengers and play taxi. “Yes, Sir. On my way,” I said opening the door and heading to the flight line.

    “Wait. The van is already in use,” Sgt. Johnson said. “Hold on a second. I have to figure something out. These two came from Afghanistan via Frankfurt. They just need to get to their room and sleep. Don’t want to make them wait too long.”

    “I can get them with my personal vehicle,” I suggested. “I don’t care.”

    “Sure, yeah, I guess you can do that,” he agreed. “Hey, after you drop them off just go ahead and go home for the night. You’re almost off anyway, no use coming all the way back here.”

    “Sweet, Sgt Johnson!” I said appreciatively. It was my Friday, so I had the next two days off. Ending my swing shift early was a bonus, now I could hit the gym first before going off base later for a beer at a gay club but not before getting some Jarhead eye candy.

    I pulled up to the passenger terminal, parked and went inside to get the two marines.

    “Hey Brandt,” my buddy, Sgt. Tisdale, greeted me as he was walking out the same door I was entering.

    “Hey Tizz. Here to pick up two passengers to take to billeting.”

    He pointed behind him with his thumb. “Two jarheads,” he said as he kept walking. “Sorry, in a hurry.”

    “No worries. Thanks, bud.”

    The terminal was mostly empty except for two guys in BDU’s with two large duffels. Even if the terminal was busy there’s no way anyone could have missed these two. As I walked closer, they just got bigger. They both looked to be mid-twenties, taller than six-two and even with those ugly BDU’s they were wearing, I could tell they were made of all muscle. One of the marines had a dark-haired high-and-tight and his jacket sleeves were rolled up, centered on his biceps which looked as if they were going to rip the sleeves open at any second. The other marine, sporting a blondish brown high-and-tight wasn’t wearing his jacket. He was packed into a skintight, olive-green UA t-shirt that could barely contain his round pillow-like pecs, cannonball shoulders and pumped biceps, his abs clearly visible against the spandex shirt. I thought I looked good in my uniform but these two were sexy as fuck in theirs.

    I hope I didn’t get tongue-tied when I greeted these two massive jarheads. “Hi guys. I’m Airman Brandt. I’m your ride to billeting.”

    They both looked me up and down and then at each other, one raised an eyebrow and the other just smirked. The dark-haired marine shook my hand, “Corporal Diggs,” he said, and his handshake was firm.

    “Hey,” I returned.

    “Corporal Hall,” the other said with another firm handshake. His eyes were intense and they lasered into mine. My stomach flip flopped and my gaydar beeped so hard it probably busted.

    “Hi,” I said, and I held his handshake a little longer than I should. Cpl. Hall gave me a knowing look.

    “Nice to meet you,” Hall said with a very seductive smile.

    “We’ll see,” I discreetly flirted. “Need help with your bags?”

    Cpl. Diggs leaned down and grabbed his duffel with his large hand and heaved it over his shoulder, his bicep flexing into a baseball. “Nah, man. We got it.”

    Hall did the same and smirked again. “We like to do all the heavy lifting,” he said with another sparkle in his eyes that told me he was flirting. “All of it.”

    I nodded my head and just said, “I can see that.” And I gazed down at the crotch of his camo pants for emphasis. He grinned back.

    We loaded their bags into my trunk. Hall climbed into the passenger seat, Diggs into the back seat.

    “Is this your personal vehicle?” Hall asked.

    “Yeah. The passenger van was being used. I’m off work so I told them I would come get you in my car.”

    “Nice,” Hall responded as he looked back briefly at his buddy in the back seat who only grinned. “Lucky us,” he commented looking back at his buddy again.

    I was nervous as I drove. It was only going to be a ten to fifteen-minute drive but the anticipation of what I knew was going to happen made me tremble. I’ve been here before, meeting a guy at a bar and from the first word spoken I knew we would be fucking later. This time was double the anxiety because there were two of them in my car and the energy around us was electric with sex in the air. These two guys must be horny as hell, being in the field for so long.

    “You live on base?” Diggs asked from the back.

    “Yeah, the enlisted dorms,” I replied.

    “Roommate?” he asked.

    “No,” I replied looking at him in the rear-view mirror. He nodded back at me. “But the walls are paper-thin, can hear everything through them,” I said with cautious inuendo. If there was to be fucking tonight, it wasn’t going to be in my room.

    “Everything?” he repeated my word.

    I raised an eyebrow and smirked at him. “Trust me. Everything.”

    Hall chuckled and said, “What about the billeting room walls?”

    That made me laugh at how innuendo was slowly going out the door. I was, without shame, pretty slutty, so, of course, I’ve had sex in billeting before, so I knew it was safe… to a point.

    I threw caution to the wind and decided to just come out and be blunt. “I’ve been in billeting a few times and if I remember right, I had a dick in my ass and didn’t get court-martialed for it.”

    They both exploded in laughter and Hall fist-bumped me. “Oh my god, dude. That’s awesome!” We all kept laughing as we pulled into billeting.

    “Man, we were hoping you were into dick,” said Diggs, patting me on the shoulder.

    “Dude, I’m REALLY into dick,” I assured them both.

    “Two dicks?” asked Hall.

    “The more the merrier,” I said with a cocky smile.

    “YES!” Diggs exclaimed. “Dude, I’m so fucking horny I could fuck a hole in the wall.”

    “You our hole in the wall tonight, buddy?” Hall asked me as he ran his hand over my crotch and squeezing my stiffening cock.

    “Last I checked, I have two holes, so looks like there is enough holes to go around,” I teased.

    “Fuck yeah!” Diggs hissed. “Let’s get checked in. Wait for us,” he said to me.

    “Where the fuck am I gonna go, dude?” I asked laughing.

    Hall laughed. “I don’t know, Airman Slut. Who knows where’d you sneak off to?”

    I fake gasped and said, “I’m so offended! You should apologize with your cocks.”

    Hall laughed. “We’ll be right back.”

    After ten minutes they returned, and I drive them to their building. I entered the room first and before I could turn around, I was grabbed, spun around, thrown against the wall and a tongue was pushed down my throat. I opened my eyes, and it was Hall. He was breathing hard through his nose, and he made groaning noises into my mouth. Diggs appeared behind him, kissing his neck while his hands felt up his buddy’s arms.

    Hall pulled back, turned his head and met Diggs in a deep kiss. Then he turned back to me and a sadistically, cocky sneer appeared on his handsome face. “You make my cock so hard. We’re gonna take turns fucking the shit out of you.”

    “YEAH. You’re so hot,” Diggs said to me before leaning forward and kissing me too.

    “Oh my god, fuck yeah!” I said breathlessly. “This is so fucking hot!”

    “We haven’t fucked anyone in a long fucking time, dude. Get ready to get plowed,” Hall informed me.

    “Bring it, boys,” I announced confidently. This wasn’t my first rodeo. I’ve been with multiple dudes at once a few times. I do like to top but with groups, I love to be the bottom. I’m kind of an attention whore. I work hard on my body, and I like to show it off. My ass is my best body part, and it does not disappoint.

    Hall pushed me up against the wall again and aggressively kissed me.

    “He tastes good, huh, buddy?” Diggs whispered.

    Hall didn’t answer, he just kept kissing me. Diggs stood back and I saw his clothes flying through the air until he was naked. He then fumbled around with Hall’s belt and pushed his pants down, undressing his marine brother. We stopped kissing only briefly so Diggs could pull Hall’s shirt off. Then they both attacked me, pulling my clothes off, yanking at my combat boots, until I was naked. It was Diggs’ turn to push me against the wall and make out with me. He was aggressive too, but Hall was rougher. Eventually, I was pulled away from the wall and I felt Hall behind me, pressing his hard cock against my ass, kissing my neck, occasionally kissing Diggs until we were in a three-way kiss.

    “I need to get my cock in your ass,” Hall growled.

    “Yeah, do it!” I replied.

    “God, your ass is so fucking hot,” Diggs panted as he kneaded my butt.

    “Then fuck it,” I told them. “Stop talking and use my ass.”

    Hall kissed me and Diggs disappeared. I could hear him rifling through his bag. Then he reappeared with a bottle of lube and a pack of condoms. He squirted lube all over Hall’s cock and stroked him. He then took his lube covered hand and slathered on my hole. I could hear him bite down on the condom wrapper to open it, but Hall stopped him.

    “Dude, what the fuck? I’m not using a fucking condom on this bitch,” he snarled. I flinched only because I was so turned on by his forcefulness and his lack of concern for my safety. Talking about me like I wasn’t there. It was hot.

    “Fuck, dude! Ok! I didn’t know,” Diggs said tossing the condom away. “You wanted one with that last cunt.”

    “That’s because that dude was a whore. Literally,” Hall sneered at his buddy.

    “I’m your whore tonight,” I said, cocky, taunting them.

    Hall turned back to me and grinned. “Hell yeah you are, bitch.” He picked me up under my armpits and tossed me on to the bed.

    “Get his legs,” Hall ordered Diggs. It was clear, Hall was the alpha of the two.

    Diggs scrambled on the bed on his knees and straddled my head, facing Hall. “Lift those whore legs,” he ordered me. He took my raised legs by the ankles and spread me open like a wishbone and held them out.

    Hall wasted no time lining up his cock with my hole and forcing his way inside me with no worries about hurting me. I was fine though. Like I said, not my first rodeo.

    I took in a huge gasp at the girth of Hall’s cock as it slid inside me. “Holy fuck,” I hissed.

    Hall’s eyes rolled back in his head before looking down at me with a devious grin. “Fuck yeah, Air Force. Oh my god, your hole is so tight.”

    “Yeah? It’s tight, bro?” Diggs asked with anticipation in his voice.

    “So fucking tight.”

    “Fuck me, marine. Fuck me hard,” I begged the muscular hunk.

    He picked up his pace and I knew I was in for an onslaught. Before long Diggs’s hand was over my mouth, keeping me quiet from all my moaning. Hall was sneering as he fucked me so aggressively. I could tell when he looked at me, he wasn’t seeing me, my face, he was just seeing a hot dude with a marine’s cock in his ass. Man, this guy could move, rotating, thrusting, gyrating, every move a professional fucker could throw at me.

    He leaned forward and kissed Diggs and they made out while railing me. Hall released the kiss, but they continued to stare into each other’s eyes. I felt like there was something there between them.

    “You’re so hot, bro. Love to watch you fuck,” Diggs told the other man.

    “Yeah? Love to watch me put it to a After adude’s ass?” Hall asked him but he knew the answer.

    “You know I fucking do. Fuck him, Troy. Fuck this bitch,” Diggs said to him, calling him by his first name.

    Troy Hall bit his bottom lip while pounding me harder, watching his buddy watch him.

    “God, this kid is smoking hot,” Hall commented about me to Diggs. “Can’t wait to watch him blow you while I fuck him.”

    “Yeah, Troy. Oh, fuck yeah, got to have his mouth.”

    Hall suddenly stopped and pulled his mammoth cock from inside me and Diggs dropped my legs.

    “Turn over, Air Force,” Hall commanded me. I quickly flipped around. Hall pulled me up on all fours and wasted no time running me though with his spear. “Suck his fucking dick, Air Force.”

    Diggs was in front of me painting my lips with his pre-cum. I didn’t have to be told twice and I engulfed his cock. He gasped loudly as I deep throated him down to his root. Soon, I was being jostled back and forth, a cock in my ass and a cock in my mouth, being used by two outstanding hot marines.

    I was spit roasted for a long time. I think they got off on each other more then they were getting off on me. I was but a tool, an intermediary for them to share a sexual experience. I didn’t care. I just liked being used by two masculine, ripped studs.

    Hall reared up and shot a hot load in my ass while Diggs unloaded into my throat. I swallowed every fucking drop while they made out. They pulled out of me and met each other again in a heated kiss.

    “Fuck, Troy. That was so hot. So much better than last time,” Diggs said panting.,

    “Yeah, it was. This bitch might be the best one yet,” Hall said, again, like I wasn’t there. They were clearly into each other. “I want to see you fuck him, Derek,” he said, calling Diggs by his first name.

    “Fuck yeah,” Derek Diggs replied.

    “Air Force, flip over again,” Hall snarled at me.

    “Wait,” Diggs stopped him. He nodded to the vanity next to the bathroom. “In front of the mirror.”

    Hall nodded and laughed. “Yeah, let him watch himself get fucked by a real man. Air Force,” he barked at me, “bend over the fucking sink.”

    I scrambled to get into position. I looked ahead into the mirror, admiring my own muscular arms and rounded shoulders flex. I looked up to see Diggs and his beautiful ripped up body position himself behind me and push into me. I was thrusted forward, my forehead tapping the mirror. He just started full on fucking me. He grabbed onto my shoulders and pulled me back on to him as he rode me.

    “Yeah, look at yourself, Air Force. Look at your fucking pretty face while you’re getting devil-dog cock,” Hall said as he stared at me through the mirror.

    I watched my face in the mirror, watched it contort with pleasure, watched myself grunt and swear and watched my head jerk around as I was abused from behind.

    This went on for a few more minutes. Hall made out with Diggs until Diggs pulled away, his face scrunched up and then his mouth fell open and he yelled out as he unloaded in me for the second time. Hall slammed his hand over his buddy’s mouth to quiet the man. He squirted a few times inside me while I bit down on a hand towel to stifle my own screams.

    Diggs slid out and slapped me on the ass. “Nice fucking ass, dude. Fuck, I knew you’d be a hot fuck.”

    “Yeah, Air Force. You’re a pretty fucking hot lay.”

    I was trying to catch my breath. “Fuck,” I tried to get out. “You guys… are fucking… insanely hot,” I told them in broken words.

    They came to me, and we all kissed again. We went slower this time, allowing me to really feel up their stone hard muscle.

    I sat down on one of the beds, slowly stroking my still hard cock. The two were stealing kisses from one another. They were fucking adorable.

    “So, you two… together?” I asked.

    They broke the kiss and chuckled. They looked at each other, not sure what to say until Hall looked at me and said, “I think so.”

    “You think so?” I questioned him.

    He looked at his friend and shrugged, “I mean, never really talked about it.”

    “Well, if you don’t mind me saying, you guys are in fucking love.”

    Diggs smirked and out his arm around Hall. “You want to be a thing, Troy?”

    “Dude, why not? We do every thing together, including guys,” they laughed, “I do love you, man.”

    “Yeah. I fucking love you too,” Diggs laughed back before giving him a playful slap on the face.

    “Aww, that’s cute,” I teased the two men. “My fucking work here is done,” I announced as I rifled through the piles of clothes, trying to find my uniform.

    “Whoa, whoa, whoa, Air Force,” Hall said to me. “Where the fuck do you think you’re going?”

    I looked at him in surprise. “I assumed you two bitches would want some alone time,” I joked.

    Hall laughed and winked, “Oh, I think you misunderstand. This isn’t a monogamous relationship.” Diggs smiled and agreed with a nod of his head. “I love the hot fucker but we ain’t gonna stop tagging hot dudes like you.”

    I grinned. “Lucky fucking me. So, I get to stay here all night and take turns riding two hot marines?”

    “Air Force, we’re here for three days. We’ve both got a lot of cum to release and your ass is taking it all,” Hall informed me with a serious expression.

    I almost fell out of my skin with erotic dysphoria. “Fuuuuck,” I moaned at them as I scooted to the center of the bed, lay back and lifted my legs.


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  • Breaking Bernie’s Cherry

    Jake squeezed a generous glob of lubricant into the palm of his hand as he gazed down at the exposed fuzzy butt cheeks between his knees. He rubbed the lube up and down his thick cock shaft and around the mushroomed knob, thinking how sweet this moment came to be, how he had ached for it to come, how he had lusted to grease his cock and bury it into the firm tight cherry butt now inches under him.

    But this moment came quite late in the relationship. Bernie wasn’t too excited about anal sex. Both he and Jake had enjoyed each other in a multiple of ways, but anal had not been considered seriously. A couple of hints from Jake, how firm Bernie’s butt is, how sexy his fuzzy cheeks and hairy crack were, how stimulating Bernie looked lying on his back with his legs spread and Jake sucking on his dick and licking his balls and lifting his butt to slobber into his crack. Jake had often rubbed Bernie’s hole, feeling it twitch and squeeze, which had made him mad with lustful desire.

    “But you can’t stay virgin forever, Bernie,” Jake said as he lay on his back, his arms behind his head, his flat stomach glistening and heaving after a long session of making out and of a final explosion of his seed down Bernie’s throat.

    “Uh…” Bernie said, still tasting the thick cum inside his mouth as he rested sideways on an elbow staring at Jake’s naked body. “You know. No. I guess not. Maybe.”

    Jake snickered. “Look at my dick, baby. It’s aching to own you.” In response, Jake’s thick 8-incher quivered.

    Bernie moaned, reaching out to grab the semi-hard slimy cock shaft, feeling the veins starting to throb, the cock coming back to life.

    “But you’re so big, Jake.”

    “Well, you don’t seem to mind swallowing it, babe. You take it all the way to the base.”

    “Mouth and throat are different, Jake.” Bernie looked up to meet Jake’s lustful look as Jake’s cock thickened and hardened. Bernie stroked the erecting cock lovingly, lubed with spit and cum. He leaned and licked around the nipples, then followed the hair trail down the belly, took a deep scent off the thick curly pubes, until his reached the cock and hungrily took it between his lips.

    Jake moaned, but he grabbed Bernie’s head with both hands and pulled him up on top of him, raising his head to kiss Bernie, tongue deep.

    Bernie melted. His own cock was still hard as he pressed onto Jake’s crotch. The two man cocks rubbed and grinded as the two boys kissed.

    “You will love it, baby,” Jake had tried his best to sound convincing.

    “Jake, it gonna hurt.”

    “What’s a little hurt for the pleasure of taking cock the first time? I wanna be your first, Bernie. I wanna break that sweet cherry of yours.”

    Oh, Jake,” Bernie moaned, grinding on Jake’s crotch. “Me too. I want you to be my first. I want you to break me. But your fucking dick is huge and it scares me.”

    “You love my cock, Bernie,” Jakes laughed reaching down to slap Bernie’s firm butt cheek. “As I said, you can’t remain virgin forever.”

    This conversation was repeated a few times until finally Bernie acquiesced.

    “Let’s do it.”

    Bernie had not said this lightly. He had said it with trepidation. He knew that at some time he was going to take cock up his virgin ass, that he lusted to take cock up his ass, but also that the first time was going to be excruciatingly painful, and Bernie hated pain. He had played with his finger every now and then. His ass had twitched and squeezed like crazy and his dick throbbed as he worked his finger in and out and around. But a finger was not a man cock, was no way like Jake’s monster cock. Even when he used the dildo that he had bought some time before to try to feel what it was like, to experiment, it wasn’t too pleasurable, with some pain. Jake’s cock? Oh, God! Bernie had trembled all over as soon as he uttered the words of agreement. He was going to be fucked.  

    That had been around half an hour ago, Jake thought as he rubbed the lube up and down his cock. He had squirted some inside Bernie’s crack and started to finger the hole, feeling it twitch. They had made out and stripped and kissed and licked until Bernie became so horny that he couldn’t wait any longer in spite of his consternation.

    Jake contemplated which position he was going to take Bernie’s cherry. The easiest was for Bernie to ride his cock, taking his time, not forcing it in. But looking down at the naked body under him, Jake decided he would want to own Bernie. He would want to lie flat on top of Bernie and prod his hole, trying to stretch it little by little until it sucked him in. He didn’t want to cause Bernie any unnecessary pain, but he well knew that Bernie will hurt, a lot, once he started fucking him.

    Resting on both arms, Jake lay down on top of Bernie, flat, full weight, his cock slipping inside Bernie’s greased ass. Jake moved his hips slowly to hump the slick crack as his mouth found the side of Bernie’s neck. He licked and kissed and humped.

    Bernie moaned and squirmed under the weight of his man. He felt the hardness between his ass cheeks and he quivered all over, his hole twitching like crazy. Bernie was scared, but turned on. Jake’s licking and kissing on his neck and shoulder, Jake’s naked hairy chest plastered onto his back, Jake’s arms encircling his chest and fondling his nipples. Bernie was going to be fucked. By a huge cock. Bernie was really scared. Shitless scared. Bernie was also in a fully excited mode. He squeezed his ass cheeks tight around the bone humping his crack.

    Jake reached down to fist his cock shaft and guide it onto the spasming hole. He prodded. Bernie moaned. It wasn’t that bad, Bernie thought as he felt the pressure against his ring muscle. Actually, Bernie thought, this felt quite good.

    “I love your ass, baby,” Jake whispered as he resumed working Bernie’s neck and shoulder with his mouth and tongue and teeth. “You’re beautiful, baby.” He repeated over and over.

    Bernie pushed back onto Jake’s prodding crotch. He turned his face sideways to meet Jake’s mouth and they kissed. Jake pushed his tongue inside Bernie’s mouth and simultaneously thrust into the hole.

    Bernie screamed.

    Jake pulled back.

    “Fuck! What…?” Bernie cried out, flipping onto his back and throwing Jake off of him.

    “Easy, baby. You know it would hurt. Don’t be a wimp.”

    “Fuck that, Jake. No way am I going to take this cock up my ass.”

    Jake laughed and climbed on top of Bernie, straddling Bernie’s crotch.  

    “You will take it up your ass, babe, and you will love it, too,” he smirked, stroking his greased cock. Bernie stared at Jake’s cock inches away from his face, now threatening rather than exciting. This was going to penetrate his body: this huge and thick and hard member was going to pierce and stab his hole, mercilessly no doubt. His eyes shifted up to gaze into Jake’s face, noticing the smirk as Jake stroked slowly.

    “You’re fucking enjoying this, aren’t you?” Bernie mumbled.

    “Fuck, yeah, baby. I’m hard and ready.”

    Bernie squirmed as Jake held him down, sliding back on Bernie’s legs using his knees to spread Bernie’s thighs apart, his cock back inside the crack. Bernie squirmed some more. He looked down between their two naked bodies, and the sight of Jake’s ripped chest, the hair trail, his own dick plastered on his belly, and he thought “what the fuck… let it happen!”

    Jake was again prodding the hole with his round knob.

    “Relax, Bernie. I’m coming in.”

    Jake pressed and started to stretch the tight hole. With a powerful hip thrust, the cock head popped into the rim muscle.

    Bernie screamed.

    Jake pulled out.

    “God, that hurt,” Bernie moaned. “You just broke my cherry, Jake.”

    “No, Baby. It was just the head.”

    “No fucking way. It felt like a foot of cock went inside my butt, Jake.”

    “Turn around, Bernie, on your knees. No more fucking shit from you. Baby, I’m going to fuck your ass, and you’re going to take it deep.”

    “No, Please, Jake. That would be rape. Please, it’s too painful.”

    Jake slapped Bernie’s butt and forced him onto his hands and knees, kneeling behind him and applying more lube onto his throbbing cock and on Bernie’s hole.

    Bernie tried to resist, but only half-heartedly in spite of the burning pain in his ass. Only the head? And it was that agonizing?

    Grabbing Bernie’s hips, Jake aligned his cock and pushed in. When he penetrated, what came out of Bernie this time was more of a grunt than a scream. Jake held his cock head just inside the rim muscle, leaning on top of Bernie’s back to work his mouth on Bernie’s neck. Slowly, the gripping ring around his cock ridge started to loosen. Unlike the initial thrust, the push into the hole was now slow and gentle, letting the ass suck in the cock shaft.

    Bernie slumped down onto his belly, his knees unable to carry the weight as he felt himself impaled. There seemed to be to end to the bone that was ravaging his body. Jake kept the pressure. Deeper. Halfway in, Jake’s cock head hit the inner ring. He pulled his cock shaft and then back in without pushing any further, the ass stretching and contracting  with each thrust. He could feel Bernie’s outer ring spasming on his cock shaft and he throbbed and got harder in anticipation of burying into the fuck tunnel under him.

    Bernie was moaning loudly, as the thick cock worked his ass. Now his cherry was broken. By beautiful Jake. By beautiful Jake’s cock. His  own dick was half-limp but he felt it leaking onto the floor. He so wanted to reach out and stroke, but he felt too weak to do that as Jake kept the rhythm of fucking. Bernie didn’t realize that Jake was not completely in, that it was only half of Jake’s cock that was moving in and out of his ass.

    Grabbing Bernie’s throat with one hand, he turned Bernie’s face towards him and started sucking on the lips. His other arm snaked under Bernie’s chest to fondle and squeeze on the nipples as Bernie moaned into his throat. Jake felt the resistance against his prodding cock head loosen. Holding Bernie tight with both arms, he thrust into the inner ring penetrating it and kept the pressure until he buried all his 8 inches of man cock inside the fuck tunnel. Bernie’s grunting scream was muffled by Jake’s sucking mouth.

    “Fuck, baby, now your cherry is broken.” Jake groaned.

    Bernie was unable to reply, unable to breathe, his body on fire, his ass on fire, his whole being burning with pain, and… “what? Pleasure? Fuck. Oh, fuck” he thought and then whimpered out loud: “Jake, fuck, fuck… me…” That was no finger, no plastic dildo. That was Jake’s cock filling him. He felt the pulsating cock shaft through the pain and he pushed back onto Jake’s hairy crotch to get more of the beautiful cock into him, now that he was ravaged.

    Jake fucked. When he finally dumped his load deep inside Bernie’s bowels, he grunted and stilled keeping his throbbing cock in, not wanting to pull out. Bernie lay under him like a rag.

    “I love you, Bernie.”

    “Jake, oh God, Jake. Keep it in. Fuck me more. Jake, baby. Fuck.”

    Jake erected without pulling out and gave the offered ass a pounding that rocked Bernie’s body from head to toe.

    Done. Cherry broken. Bowels filled with man sperm. Beaming Bernie. Panting Jake.

  • Amnesia

    The ward was dark. It must be night, I thought. The bandages that had made it perpetually dark were off now. There was a glow through the window across and down the ward. The moon providing more light outside than existed inside what must once have been a ballroom. A screen had been pulled out between my bed and the next one down. Mine was the last bed down the long room from the door. How did I know it was a hospital ward? Was it just because everything around me was white and it was oh so silent, except for the grunting and snuffling noise? And why in blazes could I remember this afternoon and not earlier than that—and that tomorrow I’d remember the night, but not this afternoon? And four hours later the here, the now, would be gone. Did I want the here and now gone? Why was that even a question?

    His name was Stanley—the orderly’s name—I’d heard that this afternoon. I wouldn’t remember it tomorrow unless I saw him again then and he told me his name. But would he do that, considering what he was doing now? He was big and heavy. He had to be fifteen stone, redheaded and florid, wheezing now. How did I know as dark as it was that he was redheaded? I just knew. I have no idea how long I would know that, however.

    Just do it. Finish it and get off me. Why wasn’t I shocked by the very act of it?

    I tried moving my arms to push him away from me, but they were restrained with surgical gauze to the brass rail overhead of the bedframe. I wanted to scream, but there was gauze wrapped around my mouth too. My head was covered with gauze but, for some reason, that was as should be. It wasn’t wrapped around my eyes anymore—if it ever had been. I couldn’t remember.

    That had become my mantra: I can’t remember.

    This, though. This wasn’t what should be. Even I knew that, even with my head perpetually swimming in a daze and memories coming in and out. It wasn’t as it should be that Stanley was on the bed, on his knees, between my knees, pushing my hospital gown up to above my belly, running hands up underneath and squeezing my pecs, thrumming and pinching my nipples. A hand grasping my shaft, squeezing it and stroking it. Me moaning behind the gauze gag, not reacting as I should, rising to his touch, digging my heels into the mattress and thrusting my pelvis up into his hand.

    He gave a low, guttural laugh and fingers went to my entrance, penetrating me, moving in and out. Groaning, I pushed my pelvis up more, rocking on the fingers. I wanted him inside me.

    “Like that, dontcha?” It was murmured. I almost didn’t hear it. Another ten minutes and I wouldn’t remember I’d heard it.

    A moment of clarity, but not the here and now. A trench, mud everywhere, bursts of noise all around us. A field in France.

    “Come on lads. Over the top with us. It’s our time to shine.” I was younger than most of them. How was it that I was the one giving the orders? Suddenly the trench and the mud and muck weren’t what I wanted to escape. I wanted to sink down into the hole, into the muck, and stay there forever. Safe. But not safe. A shell burst in the trench just down around a corner, and I was calling the advance again. Up onto the rim of the trench, running in a crouch. Lads to the left of me and to the right. A shell burst and those to the left were gone. Just a bit farther and then another, deafening explosion. Bright lights. Searing pain.

    This afternoon, Doctor . . . Doctor . . . I couldn’t remember his name now. The doctor had told me when they found me, all they could see above the muck was one hand held up and my face. He said no one knew who I was. I couldn’t remember his name now. Just this flash of memory of France—and of my boys going over the top because I had told them to.

    But I remembered the orderly Stanley now, his belly pressing down on me. Dead weight. Fifteen stones of Stanley. And I remember the look he gave me this afternoon. I remember him asking something. I don’t remember my answer. But I know the here and now.

    I arched my back and cried out through the gauze of the gag as he entered me with his shaft. I wanted it. I wanted the shaft inside me. I felt myself spreading, stretching to its need and insistence. He was thick, as thick as . . . I couldn’t remember. But I did know this isn’t all that alien—that I felt completed when a man’s shaft was inside me. He was hovering over me, his hands clutching and squeezing my bare butt cheeks, pulling me up to him. Deep inside me—me stretching to take him. Opening to him.

    “Hot damn,” I heard him murmur. “You want it.” And he was right, I did. I didn’t know why I did, but I did want it inside me. I couldn’t wait for it to begin working me.

    The muscles of my passage walls gripped his shaft, shimmering, and rippling over the hard, throbbing rod. I wrapped my legs around the small of his back briefly, holding him inside me as he engorged and I opened to him. This wasn’t alien to me. Why wasn’t this alien to me?

    Inside me, stretching, filling me, working me. And me working with him. Moving my pelvis, establishing the rhythm of the fuck—with him. Him grunting and snuffling, hard at work—on me, in me.

    It was all so comforting in its own way. Soothing, if having a thick shaft throbbing inside you wielded by a heavy grunter and snuffler can be soothed. I knew how to do this. I sighed behind my bandaged mouth as the shaft started to stroke inside me—in and out, in and out. He was in and it had begun. Set into this rhythm, I was calmed, anxious for the ending. I dug in my heels in the bed, my hips in motion, thrusting up as he thrust down. The low, guttural laugh again. Stanley released my cheeks long enough to grasp my legs and raise them, setting my ankles on his shoulders and then palming my buttocks again, pulling my hips up to him, putting my weight on my shoulder blades.

    “If you gonna take this so good, let’s do it proper,” he murmured.

    It was a proper missionary fuck. Picking up vigor, intensity. Fucking me hard and deep.

    Another flash of clarity. In the trench in France again. The lieutenant’s side bunker off the main trench. My back against the muddy wall. My knees hooked on Howard’s hips. That was his name. Howard. Yorkshire. Completely improper, of course, Howard, as an officer, fraternizing with a soldier like this—in this way, certainly. But we hadn’t just found each other, realizing both having a preference we shared and an arousal for each other, in the trenches. We’d come to war together. We were here together. We were together in an established unity, our bodies joined, close to coming together. Rigid everywhere but at the hips. Rocking. Rocking together. Thrust, thrust, thrust. Quick before we’re discovered. No chance to savor it in the trenches. Just tension-releasing animal lust.

    “I’m going to come!” I don’t know who called that out. It could have been both of us. Suddenly blood all over the place. All over Howard. All over me. And Howard slowly slipping out and away, clawing down my legs to the muck at the base of the wall.

    Thrust, thrust, thrust. “I’m going to breed you. You’re a right good fuck you are,” delivered in a husky whisper as fists buried on either side of my chest and red, florid, chubby face staring down into my eyes, Stanley—it had to be Stanley who muttered this; I could not—pulled back, thrust forward deep, and then again, and again, and, with a shudder, released inside me.

    No condom. I’d been breeded.

    We lay there, Stanley still on top of me, Stanley still inside me, both of us breathing heavily.

    “Knew you wanted it,” he muttered in my ear. He reached up and extracted the metal clip at each of my wrists holding the gauze in place. He unwound the gauze and my hands were free. I didn’t know where to put them—put my fists against his chest and push him away? Try belatedly to sock him in the face? Or what? What I’d wanted from him—what I’d let him take without resistance—made that laughable. He was still wearing his medical tunic. He could be up and looking innocent before I could get anyone else here. I was here as a mental case. It dawned on me that I’d probably given what he took to others before him. I couldn’t escape my androgynous looks and yielding manner.

    It was “or what.” I pressed my hands into his shoulder blades and lowered my legs to hook my knees on his hips. My now-freed hands went to clutching his buttocks, holding him inside me. He laughed, pulled his tunic over his head, briefly dislodging my grip on his buttocks, but only briefly, and pulled my gown over my head. We were both naked now, his chest deep, muscular despite the beer belly, and covered in what I knew, despite the darkness in the ward, would be reddish blond swirls of curls. We were going to fuck again now. A beer belly, but a man’s cock.

    “You want it again, don’t you?” he muttered in my ear.

    Giving him no answer was the answer he wanted to hear.

    How did I know he was hirsute before his tunic came off? Had we done this before?

    He pulled the gauze from my mouth, and, leaning down, exchanged the gag for his lips and his tongue, darting in, taking possession. I took the thick tongue inside me hungrily, just as I took the thick cock inside me hungrily. I clutched him with my claws and pulled my mouth away. “Again, now. Deep, hard. Fuck me again, Howard,” I whimpered.

    The laugh was low, guttural, husky. “Who the fuck is Howard?” I didn’t answer—I couldn’t answer—but I don’t think he really expected one. I was just one of the loony bin ones in the ward—the cute piece that took cock.

    He was coming alive again. I moved my hands back to his bulbous buttocks, holding him close to me there, as he regained my lips and his thrusts began again. The cock moved with less friction now, being well lubricated with his previously deposited cum. I moved my hips, knowing just what to do, having no idea at the moment why and how I knew what to do. But I did. We were fucking again. He wasn’t just fucking me. We were fucking each other.

    He pulled his mouth off mine, arching his head up, putting everything he had behind the deep thrusts, huffing his declaration of victory. He brought nearly all to the surface, gave me a cruel little smile, and then thrust it deep. Again and again. Groaning, I arched my head back, looking wildly at the ceiling tiles high overhead in the nearly total darkness of the old ballroom turned into a ward, and took it and took it, my fingernails digging into his buttocks with each deep thrust.

    “I knew it. I knew you wanted it. I knew how you looked at me when I gave you the glad eye that this was what you wanted. This was what you needed.”

    Thrust, thrust, thrust. RELEASE—this time mutual.

    * * * *

    “It went quite well, I think. All of the shrapnel is out, I’m quite sure. The pressure on the brain is off. You should start regaining memories, slowly at first. At least we hope you will. We might know who you are when you’ve recovered more of your memory. The Army is working on that, although those wheels move slowly, I’m afraid. It will help if you are able to tell us what you remember soon. In the meantime, some time outside—in the garden, will do you wonders.”

    “Thank you, Doctor . . . doctor . . .” I couldn’t remember his name. He had such a fine head of wavy chestnut-brown hair, graying at the temples. I thought I knew his name. But I couldn’t come up with it.

    “Baker. Ian Baker,” the man hovering over me said, patting me on the arm as I lay in the bed, in the last bed down the long wardroom, formerly the ballroom at the stately old Caversham Park in Berkshire, near Reading—or so I’d been told. Did I denote a slight dimming in his eyes? A twitch at the side of his mouth as he looked up to the nurse standing behind him? Was I supposed to know who he was? Of course I was if he’d been the surgeon who had just taken shrapnel out of my skull at . . . at . . . wherever this was.

    The nurse was a woman. I expected to see a man—a burly young redheaded man standing behind the doctor, a male orderly rather than a female nurse. I don’t know why I expected that, though. It was just a passing snatch of memory that there had been a redheaded man there the last time that Doctor . . . that the doctor had visited my bedside.

    The nurse disappeared from behind the doctor and he turned his head as if watching her move further down the line of beds in the ward. When he turned back and smiled down at me, I felt his hand go under the hem of my hospital gown to rest on my inner thigh, high up. Just how well did I know this doctor? How much of me did he know? Why was I so frequently thinking of men touching men? Who was I in life? What had I done? What was I willing to do with another man?

    “I’m glad the surgery went so well,” he said. “You are a beautiful, yielding young man. Thank you. You are a gift. I thank you for that.”

    For what? Why does a doctor care whether I’m a beautiful young man—and yielding—or not?

    “You must get your strength. I suggest walks, a bit longer each time,” he continued. “We can set my house on the edge of Caversham, on Kidmore End Road, near the Reading Golf Club, as a goal, if you’d like—if you’d like to visit me where we can chat . . . and be alone. Here, I’ve written out the address and given walking directions.” He smiled at me and slipped the paper into the top drawer of the nightstand beside my bed.

    Long after he was gone I wondered what the hell he meant by that—the part about me being beautiful and yielding—a gift. But I also remembered that, when he placed his well-manicured hand on my thigh, I had no desire that he take it away.

    The flash of an image surged across my mind: An examination room, a padded table. Stirrups. My feet in the stirrups, legs raised and spread. Arousing pleasure, my hands cupping a head lodged between my thighs, my fingers running through wavy chestnut-brown hair, the fingers pressing through the gray at the temples. Wetness. His tongue inside me. The pleasure lifting me up into the clouds, using the leverage of my feet in the stirrups to raise and push my pelvis into the licking tongue and the nipping teeth.

    Moaning. “Yes, yes, yes. Do it. Put it in.” Hands running up my inner thighs. The white medical coat pressing into my chest. The snap of the condom being rolled on. The pleasure-pain of the penetration, and the stroking inside me of the hard cock. Panting, spreading open. All sensation centering on the throbbing, searching, sinking shaft. Remembering not required, the muscles of my passage grabbing and rippling over the cock, pulling it deeper. “Yes, yes, like that. Deeper, harder. Stroke me.” Down, down into the soft, spongy, shimmering, hungry core. Explosion.

    “Oh, doctor!”

    A man’s cock inside me. Oh, how I wanted a man’s cock inside me.

    The nurse—or a nurse—I couldn’t remember if it was the same nurse who had visited me with Doctor . . . Doctor Baker—accompanied me out to the garden behind a stately old manor house. I had little idea why we were here. She’d said it was Caversham Park, but that meant little to me. I didn’t know whether she was with me to help me find my way back . . . to wherever, or to ensure I didn’t wander off. I’d been told that this place . . . Caversham Park, which had been given over to the Army as a hospital and rehabilitation center for soldiers, had extensive gardens undulating down toward the banks of the Thames River.

    I was a little scared. The memories were coming and going. But increasingly they were coming, which was hopeful, I thought.

    I sat on the bench, listening to Nurse Doris—yes, that was her name; she’d told me that some time ago—reading to me from a book of poetry, when I saw him come out of the house and onto the terrace above the lower one where Nurse . . . the nurse and I were sitting, and walk across the back of the house toward the service wing. He was a big man, a little pudgy. Florid, with flaming red hair. He was a hirsute man, curly chest hairs. Although, how I knew that, I certainly didn’t know. He had on a medical tunic now. He was a big-cocked man. Not much older than I was.

    I was touching myself and Nurse Doris brushed my hand away, with the comment, “We’ll have none of that, young man.” She put the poetry book away she was reading from and had told me she’d been given by Doctor Baker when she’d wanted something to read to me in the garden and picked up another book. “I suppose Richard Barnfield isn’t the best of poets to be reading to you young men,” she murmured, turning to a book of sonnets by Shakespeare.

    The redhaired young orderly—Stanley—looked out in our direction, make an abrupt about-face, and went back into the building. It was a fine-looking building, a central section with columns set into the walls, with lower-roofed extensions on either side. I wondered what building it was.

    Later, in the darkness of the night, men settled in their beds in the ward, fewer beds occupied now than before, there being a lull in the war making in France, I was told by my good friend in the next bed, Brian . . . whatever, I heard the scraping of the legs of the screen by the bed as it was being drawn between my bed, in the back corner of the ward, and the whathisname’s bed beside me. The scraping sound registered with me, and I automatically pulled the sheet off me, turned onto my back, and spread and bent my legs, putting my feet flat on the surface of the bed and pressing my arms flat beside me. I started to pant a little. It was even darker now than before. I heard the heavy breathing, though, and pulled my gown over my head and lay, naked, on my back on top of the sheets.

    He was on top of me, naked, substantial, heavy. I raised my legs, pressing my heels into bare thighs. and, as he pushed his knees between my thighs and under my buttocks, I sighed, “Yes, yes, do it.” He pressed a big, beefy palm over my mouth and I raised my arms over my head, grabbing the brass rail of the bedframe to hold myself in place and arched my back, as he entered, entered, entered me and my passage fought to stretch to take him in.

    I gasped when he took his hand away, pulled his hips back and then thrust them forward—and again and again. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist and lowered my arms, grasping and squeezing his undulating buttocks, holding him close to and inside me as we rocked together in the fuck. He possessed my lips with his, invading my mouth cavity with his tongue, which I sucked on as we moved together. His curly chest hairs rubbed against my chest—his red hairs, I knew was the case despite the darkness that enveloped us, as we moved together in perfect harmony, me sheathing him, him buried deep in my core, kissing my passage walls as he stroked inside me.

    He took his mouth away, his chest rising up from me, his body straining in the last few thrusts before ejaculation.

    “Yes, yes, give me your cum, Stanley,” I murmured. I had spoken his name.

    The response was electric. He reared up, pulling out of me, but ejaculating as he did, his cum spurting into my pubic hairs, as he rose, rolled off me . . .

    . . . and was gone.

    Stanley didn’t come back on subsequent nights. When I asked the nurses about him, they said he had abruptly gone to London to work in hospitals there. I was disappointed. I would not have said anything negative about his services. But, in time, I knew I would forget him entirely.

    * * * *

    The afternoon I decided to see how far I could walk toward the doctor’s house, I walked out onto Peppard Road, using the directions the doctor had given me. I made it as far as the intersection with Kidmore End Road, the road the doctor said he lived on, before I began to tire. I hadn’t been on a walk like this outdoors for I don’t know how long. There was a pub at the intersection, the Black Horse, and I stopped in there for a rest and a pint.

    It was late afternoon, and others were there, working men and men just in from the fields, but not too many of them. Two were working the bar, a middle-aged man and a saucy young woman, who was chatting up the men bellied up to the bar. She immediately turned to me and gave me the eye as I walked in, taking my order and informing me that her name was Gertie and that I was the best thing she’d seen walk into the pub that month.

    The young guy who had been flirting with her took umbrage. “And what am I, lass? Chopped liver? Have I been wasting my time and money on you now?”

    “There’s time for all with money, Charlie, and maybe for some without, if they’re good looking and have been off giving their all for country. Is that where you’ve been, Laddie?” she asked, giving me a smile and a wink and setting my pint in front of me. “You’ve got your head bandaged, Sweetie. Did you get that in protecting me from the Huns? Are you out rambling from the hospital over at the manor and are in need of some appreciation?”

    “Yes, I’m back from France and recuperating up at Caversham Park,” I answered, saluting her with the pint and taking a swig. “I was told to start trying to walk at distance.”

    “And you made it this far,” she said. “Shows you’re getting your strength back. Maybe we can help you get back into the saddle on other important parts of life.”

    The other barman, in his forties and burly, interjected, “The first pint back from France is on the house, soldier. And anything else that might fancy you as well.” He gave me a wink and wafted off to serve another customer.

    “We were about to take the air,” Charlie said, his hand on Gertie’s arm.

    “So we were, Luv,” she said. “You want to come out in the back in about ten, good looking?” Gertie said. “As Fergis said, the first one is on the house for you boys being brought back from the front.” She gave me a wink and went out the back of the pub, Charlie following her, his hand on her bum.

    I thought about what I wanted. She was a bit skinny, but she was a good-looking young woman. She was a little hard looking, but what was it I wanted? I searched my mind, my brain still pretty scrambled and floating in and out on memory. What had I been interested in before whatever happened in France? She came on to me like she liked me and I could have what I wanted. Was I attractive to women? Were women—and pub girls like Gertie—attractive to me? Did I fuck them when I had a chance? Was I up for a casual lay—of a woman? All I conjured up in my mind were men, and encounters with them were hazy in my memory. What is it I wanted? Did I perhaps want both?

    There was one way right here for me to find out—or to begin exploring again and perhaps jog my memory back to wellness. I was getting fed up with this fog that drifted in and out in my mind, spending more time there than not. It was getting better, but it wasn’t getting better fast enough.

    I pushed off from the bar, my pint finished, and walked to the back of the pub and into the service yard. This was where the necessaries were, and I could always retreat to having come out to use that before pressing on with my walk.

    Charlie was fucking Gertie up against the wall of a garden shed. She was facing the shed, her cheek and the palms of her hands pressed against the wooden wall. Her buttocks jutted out from the wall, her breasts were released from her bodice and bobbing free, and her legs were set wide. The back of her skirt was bunched up around her waist. If she had been wearing undergarments, she wasn’t wearing them now. Charlie was in a crouch behind her, his hands cupping and squeezing her ample breasts, and his cock fucking her cunt. She was egging him on with a vocabulary she’d no doubt learned in the pub on busy, raucous nights.

    I stood and watched for several minutes. The scene, albeit the two of them were having a good time, did nothing for me. After a while I moved on to the necessary, relieved myself, and walked around the side of the pub and onto Kidmore End Road, moving away from Caversham.

    What Gertie had to offer had no appeal to me. I don’t know if that comforted or disturbed me. I tried not to think about it, and not being able to focus long on any one topic helped that.

    Doctor Baker’s house was a neat Tudor cottage in a small, well-kept garden just off Kidmore End Road. He opened the door to me and smiled broadly.

    “So, you have found me, have you? And you managed to walk all the way from the manor?”

    “I had to break my walk at the pub—the Black Horse. I was surprised I had gotten so weak. Although, who knows, maybe I never had much strength. There’s still so much I don’t know about myself.”

    “Come in, come in,” he said, leading me through an entry hall and into a parlor that was smartly appointed. A lot of care had gone into the furnishing and decoration of the room. I was surprised that a doctor as busy as he was up at Caversham Park with the patient load he surely had was this particular with the decoration of his house. Of course, the garden had been groomed as well. “Sit and I’ll get us a brew. You had one at the pub, I assume. But not more than two, I hope.”

    “Just the one,” I said as I settled myself on a settee facing the fireplace. A fire was laid, and it was quite cozy in the wood-paneled room.

    “And was the barmaid, Gertie, there?” he said when he came back with mugs. “I assume the pint was on the house, it being your first visit to the Black Horse—and that Gertie was on the house as well. How long a rest did you take at the Black Horse?”

    I blushed, and he could see that I had. He added, “She’s very patriotic—and very loose, that one. The barkeep is free with her time as well. You are quite the looker, so I assume she would have come on to you.”

    “Yes, yes, she did,” I answered.

    “And you fucked her?”

    I paused, shocked that he was that direct.

    “I’m your doctor, and you can’t remember much—not even your name. If we have to shock you into remembering who you are, what you do in life, what you prefer and want, we’ll have to do so.”

    “What I prefer?”

    “You’ll want to know all that you are in life. You deserve that. Those who care for you—and there must be such—deserve to know that as well.”

    “No, she invited me to be with her, but I didn’t stay around.”

    “You didn’t stay around because she revolted you? Gertie doesn’t have trouble finding men interested in her—and interested in her again and again.”

    “No, she didn’t revolt me,” I answered. “She invited me out back where another man was mounted on her, and I watched for a few minutes. It didn’t disgust me, but it didn’t arouse me, I’m afraid. Maybe that part of my mind just hasn’t engaged yet.”

    “Or perhaps you prefer men. If you believe you might, don’t fight it—or be shy of talking to me about it. I’m your doctor, not your confessor or father.”

    And we know what you like to do with me, I thought. And then I was shocked that the thought had surfaced in my mind. Images of an examination table, my feet in stirrups, and the doctor—this doctor—crouched over me, inside me, fucking me, flooded into my mind. A memory recaptured. I was surprised that that didn’t revolt me. But it didn’t. The doctor had fucked me, and realizing that hadn’t revolted me. He was watching me carefully, as if he could read my mind.

    And it appeared he could read my mind. Giving me a piercing look, he said, “We are just trying to help you recover what is real—what and who you really are. I’m not making any judgments here. And I haven’t done anything that you didn’t show you wanted. I’m just trying to help you find who you are and what you want. It just happened to fall into my preferences as well. You are a beautiful young man.”

    So, he didn’t rape me; I had somehow begged him for it. Had I done the same with the orderly, Stanley? I certainly hadn’t tried to fight Stanley off.

    I took a long draw on the mug of beer, wanting to discuss something less intimate. The man was getting a rise out of me—not as a doctor but as a man. “This is a very nice house and very well decorated,” I said, fishing now, trying to grasp what the situation was. For the first time, I felt self-conscious about being in the room alone with Doctor Baker. Were we alone in the house? “Your wife must be a very talented decorator.”

    “Pat was very artistic. But Pat has left me. Pat was beautiful. I have a photograph.” He hadn’t sat down yet, although he’d put his mug of beer on a small table between a wing chair and the fireplace, next to the settee I was sitting on. He went to a door on the opposite wall from the fireplace, opened it, and went into the room beyond. I could see a four-poster bed in there with rich draperies hanging from its canopy. When he came back and turned the photo for me to see, I almost hyperventilated—and it wasn’t just because he brought a framed photograph back. He was naked, his body magnificent for a man his age. And he was in erection.

    “I don’t think I’ll be presuming,” he said. “You have taken me before without reluctance. And we are just trying to help you discover who you really are—what you really want.”

    “Before? More than once?”

    “Oh, my, yes, certainly more than once. And you weren’t a virgin. A doctor knows these things. You had been with men before me. You wanted to be with me; you encourage me to cover you. You have been here for a couple of months. And now you have come to me at my house. I’m sure you know why you came here.”

    The photograph was a surprise as well. Pat was a young man, not a woman—not a wife. He didn’t appear to be any older than I was, with much the same features, and was small, slender build as I had.

    “Pat went to the front—to France—and didn’t come back. He isn’t coming back,” Doctor Baker said. “In many ways I like to think of you as the one who came back to me in Pat’s stead—from the first day I lowered you onto the examination table and you opened your legs to me. You wanted it. You gave yourself to me willingly. You responded naturally. You had been with men before. I could tell that you had been. You moaned for me. You let me in deep and clutched me to you as we coupled. You sighed when you took my seed. I admit I lost myself. I was thinking of Pat, and there, for a few minutes, as we rocked our bodies against each other and you sheathed me, I believed you were Pat come back to me.”

    “Coupled” was an avoiding, trivializing way of saying it, although as he stood there before me, naked, and spoke so intensely, I didn’t feel he was trivializing this. My doctor had fucked me on his examination table when I didn’t have full control of my mind. He said I begged for it, but I only have his word for that. But what could I say? How could I deny him? He obviously wanted me, and I found, memory loss or no memory loss, that I wanted him too.

    He fucked me the first time that day on the settee, me on my belly, my arms and head dangling over the arm and the doctor, on top of me, on my back, inside me once I had watched him split the condom packet and crown himself, his arms stretched over mine, gripping my wrists with his fists, his face buried in the hollow of my throat, and his pelvis moving, up, down, up, down, fucking me deep.

    After capturing me under him on the sofa and fucking me, he wanted assurances I accepted it. “You. If you are accepting of this, show me. Give yourself to me,” he had said.

    “How can I show my surrender more than I have?” I asked.

    “You must do it yourself. You must ride my shaft; you must make the effort and commitment yourself.” He rose from me and went into the bedroom and lay down on his back on the four-poster canopy bed. His shaft was in full erection again. He opened his arms to me, coaxing me to saddle myself on his hips and do the riding—which I did, giving it all to him, accepting full responsibility and control for what we were doing. I rode his cock, saddled on his pelvis, facing him, initially, with the palms of my hands pressed to his pectorals and him grasping and stroking my cock. But when I had ejaculated the first time—actually the second time, having come on the settee as well—I turned on him, grasping his knees with my hands, and rising and falling. We came almost together then.

    I couldn’t claim that this was him doing something to me. He was under me. I was astride him, riding his cock.

    As I arched my back and both released my load and took his, I cried out. Paul! Paul Parker! My name is Paul Parker! I’m from Timberlay, in Yorkshire!

    * * * *

    Three weeks later, Lord Ramsay arrived in Caversham Park in his chauffeur-driven 1916 Packard Fleetwood Cabriolet to take me back to Timberlay Hall in Yorkshire. I had remembered more bits and pieces of my past, but other than finding I had come from Timberlay, was connected with the country estate of a Lord Ramsay, and had gone to war with the lord’s son, Howard Temple, who had not come back from France, I couldn’t remember anything about my early life. The lord seemed to expect that I would and was very solicitous with me. I soon suspected that I hadn’t just been one of the estate’s servants. I wondered if he knew what I had been to his son, Howard.

    They had done all they could for me at Caversham Park, and they needed the bed for newly arriving wounded soldiers. With me beginning to remember my recent past, at least, Doctor Baker pretty much lost interest in bedding me, evidently for the same reason that the orderly Stanley had left. It was too risky what I would remember and possibly say, and there were other good-looking amnesia patients who were susceptible to his attention as long as their memories were impaired.

    As we drove back to the York area, Lord Ramsay queried me about the last moments of his son, Howard. I remembered now more than I told the father, though, out of kindness to the old man. The man wasn’t all that old, really. He was probably in his fifties, fit, and robust. He was a muscular man, a hands-on manager of his estates. He rarely went into London. He was a widower and preferred the rough-and-tumble male world of the countryside. There was little opportunity for talk as we drove. Although there was a chauffeur, Lord Ramsay preferred to do his own driving in the countryside and drove at high speed, concentrating on the road. I spent much of the time in the backseat, as Lord Ramsay wanted the chauffeur up front with him, doing what ever adjustments needed to be done on the instrument panel as we moved along at a brisk pace. The driving was given over to the chauffeur in the villages and towns.

    In the conversations we did have, I learned more about my past in Timberlay than the lord learned of his son’s demise. Howard, of course, had received honors posthumously. He was the son of a lord, and despite serving on the line, he had been permitted to take his own manservant and bed companion with him. The Army had given him a hero’s demise. They had lost me altogether, though. If I had died with him, I doubt that I would have received a medal.

    I learned from the father that before becoming Howard’s valet, I had worked in the stables at the estate. I came from humble stock. I had been taken in as an orphan as a child, but I had become a favorite of the master and his son. That I was an orphan made sense. There had been no parents to prevent Howard from fucking me in the loft of the stables before taking me into the house and into his bed. I increasingly remembered how demanding Howard was in bed, and, slowly, I was remembering that he wasn’t the only one on the estate who covered me.

    When we stopped at an inn in Leicester overnight, I found just how much of a favorite I had been of the master and was able to remember who else had covered me on the estate other than Howard.

    “I’m sorry Milord, we have only the one room of the quality you would want,” the innkeeper at reception had said. “The young man may be satisfied with one of our shared rooms, with a bath at the end of the hall perhaps. Your chauffeur, of course, can be accommodated in the rooms above the stable.”

    “Does the room you have for me have more than one bed?” Lord Ramsay asked in a booming, authoritative voice.

    “It has a divan in addition to a bed, yes sir.”

    “Then the young man and I will take that room.”

    We didn’t need the divan, although Lord Ramsay made sure of making it look like it had been used for the maids to find the next morning. I found that I had been a bedded favorite of not only Howard, but also of his father. The lord sat at the foot of the bed, with me kneeling between his thighs, and slapped his long, thick, engorging cock on my cheeks before demanding that I give him suck. After I had brought him to full erection, I was made to kneel on the bed, cheek and chest to the sheets, arms stretched out straight in a cruciform sacrificial position, listening to the snap of the condom being applied, denoting the difference in classes and generations. The Stanleys of the world and the thinking-they-are-invincible young, like Howard, breeded; doctors and lords took care with condoms. Both fucked, and the lord did so now, mounting, penetrating, and fucking me expertly. It was made quite clear that we had done this before.

    When, hovering over me close from behind and above and gripping my wrists with his strong hands and beginning to grunt and snort in my ear, as he penetrated, not long but as thick as a beer bottle, and started to move inside me, more memories came flooding back and I remembered all of how I’d gotten here and what I had willingly done to do so. I writhed under him, one of his hands went to cover my mouth to keep our business from entertaining the entire inn, and he once again, as he’d done for years before, showed me why he was the master and why I willingly opened my legs for men.

    Lord Ramsay assured me I wouldn’t be sent back to the stables when we reached Timberlay Hall.

    “I have need for another, younger valet in my bed chamber,” he said. “You will do nicely.”

    As had been the case with the doctor, while Lord Ramsay fucked me, more and more of my earlier life floated back into my memory. I certainly remembered that this was one of the lord’s favorite taking positions—but not the only one—and that, virile and robust, he’d be changing positions with me and fucking me through the night.

    I wouldn’t be going back to France as a soldier. Lord Ramsay would make sure of that. He had made enough sacrifices to the war.

  • Against All Odds

    All Characters are over 18. This is a thought out story that already has an ending I just have to write it. 

    Loud music bumped into my ear. People danced close to each other and were singing along with the song. Fog covered the floor. A guy bumped into me and I almost spilled my drink. I chugged the rest of the punch down and threw the cup away. I don’t know why I was here. Maybe because this would be my last moment with my classmates or because my parents forced me to. I didn’t know any of these people as friends, just peers who I’d probably never talk to again. I was like a fly on the wall. I watched as Jessica who I knew since kindergarten gave Chase a lap dance. I rolled my eyes and moved into the kitchen.

    I maneuvered through people and made a plate of snacks. I looked for the nearest exit. I didn’t have any friends here and I was tired after graduation. During my time at the high school, I managed to keep a low profile, my grades were good, I made sure to keep them high enough to receive scholarships, but low enough to not be considered valedictorian. I didn’t want to go through the anxiety of having to make a speech and speaking in front of all those people. I had a group I hung out with at the library, but we never hung out anywhere else. I was alone and I was okay with that.

    I grabbed for the door and Alex rushed in. Even the lights flashing I could see his smooth skin; his perfect freckled covered chubby cheeks framed his bright grey eyes. He had a big broad body. He was on defense of the football team. He was the one person I kept a record of, I was almost a stalker. He nodded at me and I smiled back at him. I looked at the door and then turned around to see him walking away. He had to perfect mounds of cheeks, they jiggled with every step he took. He had received a full ride scholarship. I was there when he signed his paper for the newsletter. I might have cheered a little too loud that day. No one noticed of course. I grabbed the doorknob and closed the door shut. I knew this would be my last chance to ever talk to him and I couldn’t pass it up.

    I waited by the wall the entire night. I noticed he wasn’t drinking much. He kept his same cup. I watched as people started leaving. He was soon alone. He headed into the kitchen and I followed. I grabbed a plate and put cookies on it.

    “What’s up fellow classman?” He smiled at me talking over the music.

    I smiled back and nodded. “Not much, enjoying the party getting some cookies. You?”

    “Same, those cookies do look pretty good. I’m Alex by the way.” He put his hand out.

    “I’m Eric.” I grabbed his hand. It was so warm and damp. Was he nervous?

    He put his cup in the trash and grabbed a handful of cookies. I bit mine and smiled at him. “These cookies are delish, also congrats on the scholarship are you excited about college?”

    “What?” Alex said.

    The music was thumping loud.

    “Are you excited about college?”

    He clicked his tongue. He grabbed my hand and lead me upstairs. We were in a room with posters of football players and wrestlers. We sat on the unmade bed.

    “Okay, now what did you say?”

    I couldn’t move or speak. Here I was alone with my crush and I couldn’t speak. “Uh,” I laughed. “Are you excited about college?”

    “Oh, haha, I don’t know. I thought it would hit me tonight, but I still feel like I’m going to be at the high school next year.” He rubbed his forehead.

    “Yeah, but I’m glad we don’t have to be.” I smiled.

    “I don’t know I wish there were things I would have done, missed opportunities I guess.” He looked in my eyes and smiled. I smiled back nervously.

    “Yeah, same. I have bad social anxiety and I literally avoided being the valedictorian on purpose.”

    He laughed putting two cookies in his mouth and eating them

    I shook my head and picked up a cookie and put it in my mouth. “So do we go back downstairs or do you want me to leave?”

    “No haha, I like the peace and quiet, plus it’s easier to hear you better. What are your plans for college?”

    “To get out of my shell more, maybe start dating or just focus on my schooling.”

    He finished his cookies and started grabbing for mine. “Yeah, I feel that, I wish I would have focused more on schooling, but I’m glad this scholarship came.”

    “Yeah, I was there, I was so happy for you. I mean, you deserved it.”

    He looked at me longingly. He grabbed the back of my neck. Was this happening? He pulled me in close and our lips met. My first kiss I leaned into him and grabbed his head. He backed up and stood and walked out the room. I sat there. It seemed like forever when he left. That kiss played in my head over and over. I couldn’t stop smiling.

    He came back with a bottle of clear liquid in his hand. He closed the door and locked it.

    “Before we go further, you can’t tell anyone about this. No one should bother us, but if someone does, we were in here because you were showing me videos of the graduation.”

    I looked deeply in his eyes and nodded. “Of course.”

    He pulled in to kiss me again. My hands went up and down his back. I made it a mission to leave marks on so we could both remember this night.

    His tongue pushed through my lips. I could taste the sweet cookies we devoured. Our tongues wrestle almost like one was trying to overpower the other. His tongue reached the back of my throat and my I could my heart beating trying to break my chest. He pulled back and lifted my shirt over my head. He pinched my nipples and I gasped. “Oh fuck.” My cock was so hard, it was leaking precum. He pulled my pants down with my underwear. He yanked my shoes off. “You’re so hot,” he said. Did he really mean it or was he still trying to keep my answer a yes?

    He knelt down and rubbed my thighs. Right when his hands touched my cock I came. The orgasm was intense, my legs shook at this feeling.

    “Fuck that was hot, is this your first time?” I turned my head in shame. I could hear him moving. When I turned back, he was bare naked. His cock was springing forward. It was huge.

    I nodded to answer his question.

    He lied on top of me. My cock was instantly hard again. His tongue entered my mouth again. I couldn’t take it anymore I wanted more. I pushed him off of me, he looked shock. I got down between his legs and held his cock. I savored how it felt in my hand, how warm it was, how hard it was, and how it smelled, good. I looked down at it and looked back up at him he was looking at me. I slowly licked up from the base to the tip. He looked at me focusing. I circled my tongue around his tip making sure to rub against the slit. I rubbed my hand against his chubby belly. Squeezing his extra weight.

    “Fuck, put my cock in your mouth already,” he moaned.

    I listened with no hesitation. I moved my teeth up and moaned as his cock rubbed against the root of my mouth and my tongue. His cock was a mixture of salt and sweet-smelling soap. When I felt myself about to gag, I pulled up. He moaned. I watched as his head hit the back of the pillow. I pushed back down on his cock going further this time. I watched as he grabbed my head. I was nervous, but he just massaged my scalp. I went further down ignoring my gag reflex. I fought against it to please Alex, I wanted him to remember this forever. I sucked his cock for what seemed like forever. That’s when I came again. Accidentally, I bit down too hard on his cock. He pulled my head off.

    “Did you come again?”

    I nodded in shame and he kissed me deeply. His hands moved down to my ass. He grabbed the bottle of clear liquid. His finger circled around my hole. I moved my ass towards it.

    “You ready for this cock?”

    I bit my lip and nodded, “fuck yes.”

    He got on top of me and kissed me more. I would never taste chocolate chip cookies again the same way. I could feel his tip pressing against my hole. I could feel my hole winking. I pushed out and it was like my hole sucked his cock in except instead of pleasure I felt burning pain. I gasped in pain. “Wait.”

    He stopped. His cock still in my ass. He nibbled on my ear and whispered, “You’re okay, I’ll take care of you. Relax for me” He pushed in slowly. I fought against the pain. When he was all the way in, he stopped and he waited. I could feel the pain going. He grabbed some more of the clear liquid and rubbed it on my ring. “Fuck you’re so tight.” I wrapped my legs around his hips. He pulled out slowly and I moaned. The pleasure was new and I came again right then and there. That’s when he pushed in again this time with more speed and that’s when I felt him rubbing against this burning pleasure area. I rocked my hips with his rhythm.

    I grabbed his beautiful mounds of glutes and pushed him in me more. I could feel my hole flexing open and closing on his cock. He moaned with me. “Damn, baby I want to cum in you.”

    “You can.”

    He started going faster his pelvis smashed my balls but all I could feel was pleasure. I knew he was about to cum when his body tensed up and stopped. He didn’t move once as his seed unloaded in my ass. I rubbed his back as I looked into his eyes. I slapped his ass more. Having come three times already I was more than satisfied. So, when he fell asleep still in me and on top of me, I followed along.

  • Uncle Danny Rae

    I was terrified and thrilled at the same time, my own sexy ass Dad was getting off on me getting my hole pounded by his brother-in-law.

    Let me give you a little background on my Dad, Richard, he is a solid 200 lbs of hard muscle, and as a Military Police I was always scared shitless of him, not that he ever hit me or anything, but standing 6’5″ and seeing his muscles outlined in anything he wore, that was intimidating, and a turn on at the same time.

    Richard spoke soft and had a great sense of humor that only my mother knew about, in public my Dad was very stern and had a deep voice. My Dad was the first man I ever saw naked, and the first man I had a crush on. Not to mention Richard has a nice strong musky scent of his own, with a hint of sandalwood essential oil, that’s what he used for cologne, it drove women wild. I loved watching my Dad get ready for work, putting on his black socks while wearing his white Hanes underwear that fit so tight around his muscle butt, and bull size nuts.

    If you were to look up the term ‘Alpha Dad’, it would probably be a picture of Richard, everything about my Dad screamed alpha. Richard took pride in his physique and kept himself groomed like a real man with hair exposed in all the right places. In the Fall there was no man that filled out jeans and a flannel shirt like my Dad, and in the summer, watching Richard in his tight army shorts that he used as swimming trunks, exposing such massive thighs and thick glutes that material could barely contain. Richard had the best calf muscles, like giant drum sticks that I dreamed about chewing on, letting his hairy legs tickle my tongue. I especially had an odd attraction to my Dad’s feet, they were perfectly groomed with a tiny patch of hair on each manly toe, and the thickness of his feet that held up his massive frame reminded me of FRED FLINSTONE feet that could probably run a car.

    I still couldn’t believe what was happening, Danny Rae was on top of me pounding my hole with my legs wrapped around him, and my Dad, Richard was stroking while watching. It looked like Richard’s eyes were about to roll back in his head when he noticed me, and we made eye contact!

    I squeezed Danny Rae as hard as I could!

    “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ON TOP OF MY SON!” Richard yelled at Danny Rae!

    Danny Rae’s body jumped, and he pulled his throbbing cock out of my dripping asshole so fast, my ass queefed out loud!

    “Richard, I’m sorr-“

    “SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Richard yelled as he approached Danny Rae, it was a sight with my Dad’s pants down his thighs and his huge raging boner leading the way. “Jeremy, are you okay, son?” Richard was staring at my naked body that was just fucked merciless by his brother-in-law.

    “DAD!” I didn’t know what else to say, and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Richard’s throbbing cock.

    Danny Rae was holding his boner with both his hands, his face was beet red and he was sweating like crazy.

    Richard starred Danny Rae in the eye, “Is this what happens in jail?”

    “Richard.” Danny Rae tried to plead.

    “And now you’re coming into my house and fucking my son under my roof!” Richard’s voice was stern, I was afraid my mother would come walking in next.

    “I’m sorry.” Danny Rae mumbled nervously.

    “Son, did he hurt you?”

    “No, Dad, it’s not what you think.” I felt the need to defend Danny Rae, and I wanted to make sure Danny Rae knew I wanted him inside me again. There was such a passionate rhythm between my Uncle Danny Rae, and myself as he pounded my tight hole, it was crazy that I had feelings for him now and wanted to protect him from my outraged Father.

    “Then what is it Jeremy?” Richard asked, his heavy cock was slowly relaxing from its state of rage and excitement.

    I was feeling very bold and couldn’t control myself, I slowly reached for Richard’s thick cock, his mushroom head filled the entire palm of my hand.

    Richard gasped at the sight of me holding his cock, now using both my hands to grip the base of his thick shaft, “Jeremy?”

    “It’s okay Dad, I like it.” I said looking straight into my Father’s deep brown eyes, feeling his thick cock starting to stiffen in my grip was amazing. I could smell the musk from Richard’s pubes as I brought my face closer to his massive boner, and heavy bull size balls. I took one of my Father’s balls in my hand, he must have just shaved them, they were like silk sacks with goose eggs inside, full of his man seed.

    “We’re family?” Richard tried to hold back, but I made sure not to lose my grip on his huge dick before I got a taste of it in my eager mouth.

    Danny Rae began to slowly start stroking his own cock as he approached us. He brought his head down to Richard’s cock, and without hesitation Danny Rae took all of Richard’s throbbing boner down his throat until his nose was buried in Dad’s thick dark brown pubes.

    Danny Rae must have had some huge cocks to serve in jail. The way he took Richard’s cock like a pro with no gag reflex was pretty impressive, I knew I would only be able to get my Dad’s fat mushroom head in my mouth without gagging. I have to admit I was jealous of Danny Rae’s oral skills, but I made sure to take notes, and watching Richard’s expression, Danny Rae was a cock sucking professional.

    “Ooooohhhhhh.” Richard began to moan, I knew it had been a while since he’d had any action, and I wanted to join in so I began to lick my Dad’s ball sack.

    The silky smooth skin, musky man scent, and salty sweat that I experienced from Richard was better than anything I had ever had the pleasure of smelling or tasting. Not to mention the sight of my Dad’s balls on my nose, and his thick hard cock down Danny Rae’s throat, both Danny Rae and I must have been thinking the same thing.

    Simultaneously we began to ravenously strip Richard out of his clothes!

    Richard got the hint and kicked off his leather loafers, and there were those black gold toe socks, hopefully the ones that go over his colossus calf, and up to his knee. Dad’s feet must have been sweating for a while in his loafers, his socks were damp and the musky scent was so strong like leather and vinegar mixed, my favorite scent on any man’s feet.

    I positioned myself behind Richard’s big meaty ass while Danny Rae continued to slurp on his raging hard on. It took some effort with my Dad having such a thick meaty ass, but I managed to grip his pants and briefs together, pulling them down to expose one of the most beautiful man asses!

    Richard was the perfect Daddy adonis.

    Danny Rae saw my reaction to Richard’s thick buttocks in my face, he reached around and used both his hands to grab, and spread Richard’s thick globes exposing my Father’s asshole to me.

    There it was, in all it’s musky glory, Richard’s brown starfish inches away from my nose and mouth. I knew he hadn’t showered, there was a funky scent between his meaty round melon ass, and I was so intoxicated by it I had to have a taste.

    “Jeremy!” Richard blurted out, he was shocked at that initial feeling of his manhole being sucked on, the fact it was his own Son doing this was almost too much for Richard to handle.

    That first taste of my Dad’s asshole, holy shit, fucking amazing!

    It was hot, musky, salty, sweet, and funky all at the same time!

    How is it that men taste better the older they get, just like a good wine. That’s when I started to inhale his manly aroma, Richard has such a strong scent between his muscle thighs, I had no idea I was going to be so attracted to that musky odor coming from his thick ass.

    That’s when Danny Rae started to use his hands to shake Richard’s ass on my face, allowing my face to get deeper into that crack and my tongue to go deeper into my Dad’s sweet asshole. Even though Richard’s ass was musky smelling, his asshole and love tunnel were the sweetest thing I have ever tasted.

    Richard was in heaven, he ripped his shirt off revealing the biggest pecs with perfect erect nipples that were half quarter size and a shade darker than my Dad’s fair skin.

    Danny Rae was going wild, slurping on my Dad’s cock while I tongued his man pussy.

    “Woo-hold up!” Richard said, he was out of breath and almost out of balance on the verge of climax!

    This wasn’t stopping Uncle Danny Rae, or myself from practically raping my Dad, we couldn’t get enough of Richard’s scent, and musky taste that aroused our senses into over drive. Together, both Danny Rae and I pulled Richard’s pants and briefs down, around his socked ankles!

    Richard was now butt naked except for his black, strong odored OTC socks, I think Danny Rae and I both liked how they looked on Richard, adding that extra sense of seduction for us.

    Richard was the prey, and we were devouring him at the moment, that’s when both Uncle Danny Rae and I felt Richard’s strong hand forcefully on our shoulders, removing our thirsty lips from his body. This allowed Richard the stability to step out of his pants without falling over, he also didn’t want to climax just yet, he was starting to enjoy this man sex with his brother in law and son.

    Uncle Danny Rae and I stared at the hunk of a Father standing before us, his muscles were now glistening with sweat, and my bedroom was starting to smell like the men’s locker room.

    “You two are something else.” Richard said, as he caught his breath, grinning from cheek to cheek, all the while his fat hard cock pulsed.

    “And you are one big stud.” Uncle Danny Rae said with a twinkle in his eyes as he licked his lips.

    “So this is what happens in jail?” Richard asked with a playful tone.

    “It depends.” Danny Rae began to say when Richard noticed me with one on my bedroom door, I kept thinking my Mother was going to walk in on us and have a heart attack!

    “Don’t worry Son, your Mother is not home, and won’t be for the rest of the night.”

    “That’s awesome!” Danny Rae replied for me. This news got Uncle Danny Rae more excited than he already was, if that was possible.

    “Now I was about to take off my stinky socks, although it seems like the two of you like them on me? Maybe I’ll let you take them off of my sweaty feet later.” Richard winked at me.

    “Oh Dad,” I was in heaven with both my Father and Uncle, “You’re such a hunk from head to toe.”

    “I want to show you something I learned in jail.” Uncle Danny Rae said with such confidence as he took both Richard and I by the hand. He had us lay on the bed with our heads at opposite ends. Our legs were scissoring each other, and now Richard’s big, stinky sock feet were in my face, and there was that strong scent again with hints of leather, and vinegar from Dad’s sweaty feet. “Get your cocks as close together as possible, I’m going to get D.P.’d by my brother in law and nephew.”

    I had heard about double penetration, the fact that I was going to experience it with my family was the hottest thing I could ever imagine!


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  • Neighbors Boy Mitch, home alone

    Our neighbors across the street, had one son Mitch. Mitch was overly polite, as he always formally called us by Mr. or Mrs. MacAllister, even though I insisted on him calling me Mac. Mitch was home schooled, which I personally felt hurt the boy in the fact he had very little interaction with other kids his age, except for his out of state cousins who he saw only once or twice a year. As part of his home schooling, his parents made him do physical fitness activities outside everyday in the good or bad weather, so we would see him doing his physical activities in the yard, running/jogging around the neighborhood, pull ups on a old make shift old swing set, basketball in the driveway, but always by himself. As he grew, he was very physically fit, about 5’9” or 10, maybe 135 +/- pounds, muscular with zero body fat, growing up he had short brown hair probably cut by his mom, this past year he grew it out on top with a loose curl and closely trimmed sides reminding me so much like Patrick Mahomes. He was very well educated, in fact passed his graduating tests early, so I have to say his home schooling was good in that way, but he seemed to be what I thought to be socially awkward. He played catch with his dad, is a die hard Yankees fan, and in fact he liked all sports on tv. I would say he leaned strongly on the side of being a mommas boy, educated, fit, but sheltered from the real world.

    His grandmother gave him her old car, it was about a 6 or7 year old Malibu, but he treasured it, and took great care of it spending a lot of time tinkering, cleaning it, washing and vacuuming it weekly. His parents being as strict with his upbringing as they were, made him pay for his own gas, insurance and licensing, as well as probably his community college, so shortly after graduation he got a job at the local hardware store, where he advanced quickly given his strong work ethic. He waited a year to earn money before enrolling in the local community college. Overall he was a great kid and his parents were proud as well they should be.

    We attended his combination 18th birthday / Mitch is starting college BBQ that his parents gave, when we also heard about a 2 week Caribbean cruise that his parents would be taking by themselves, leaving Mitch home, ironically for the first time alone, as he would be attending classes. My wife and I agreed later they are finally letting him grow up. I assured his parents we would watch over the house and make sure Mitch was ok.

    Mitch’s parents left on a Sunday, and like clockwork Mitch left for school every morning, worked at the hardware store till 9 pm and religiously came home after. Nothing out of the ordinary as we expected.

    On the following Saturday morning, I was pulling some weeds early around the yard, and I noticed Mitch’s car parked crookedly in the driveway with the drivers door wide open, I figured he was headed out and pulled back into the driveway cause he forgot something, so I ignored it at first. About 15 to 20 minutes later it was still there, paying closer attention the walk through garage door that was also open and they always close it. I wandered over to check it out, on the way I closed the car door and walked into the garage knocked on the house door, which was slightly ajar. I called in “Mitch? You in there? Everything ok”? No answer, so I cautiously walked in, and something was wrong, I saw a line of clothes across the kitchen floor, and a spot where someone was obviously sick. “Mitch”? I called as I walked into the living room, and there face down on the coach, completely naked lay Mitch, totally passed out. I tried to wake him, I cautiously checked and made sure he was breathing, but to no avail. It was now obvious he’s passed out drunk, my concern was possible alcohol poisoning since I couldn’t wake him. Alarmed I kept trying, wondering if I might need to call 911. Groggy he grunted but remained out, so I figured let’s see if I can get him going, and see what I could do, so I tried to get him to the bathtub to run him under the shower, but no luck, so I decided to try to pick him up (keep in mind he is still face down on the couch and naked). I put one arm under his thighs (my one arm felt this limp dick as I slid it under) and the other arm I slid under his chest. Upon trying to lift him He basically folded and flopped onto his side. I continued to flip him onto his back so as to try carry him easier under his knees and shoulders. To my amazement his limp dick was just lying there in all its glory, I couldn’t help but notice it was at least 9 inches soft, I was amazed by it. I continued my quest to get him to the tub, sat him into it, turned on the shower and pulled the curtain closed to keep the water inside . With that I went back to the kitchen to see if I could get some coffee or food for him, the coffee maker was a spaceship style and after 3 try’s I gave up on how to work it, I did finally manage to find some coke in the refrigerator. Back to the bathroom I went, slid open the curtain,Mitch was still out but he was in a full blown erection, his dick was about the same 9 or so inches, but only this time rock hard standing straight up, I thought to myself thank goodness I couldn’t imagine it getting any bigger than it already was soft. The shower spray must have been hitting that dick just right as I could tell by that bouncing motion he was about to blow a load, sure enough I sat on the toilet and watched him spew his white creamy juice all over his peach fuzz covered abdomen and pubic hair. I turned off the water sat him forward and gently slapped his face, got him somewhat conscious enough to drink some coke. I grabbed a towel dried what I could off, got him to help me get him out of the tub, but I still had to basically carry him to his bed, looking down at his dick again I still was amazed at its size, I laid him on the bed brushing against his dick, and oh so wanting to touch it more, wondering what’s wrong with me. I pulled the sheet over his naked still somewhat damp body.

    To the kitchen to do some maintenance, I picked up his clothes and cleaned the vomit spot from the floor, and thought to myself I should probably turn him on his side and get him off his back in case he got sick again, so back to the bedroom, and I kept talking to him, “Mitch come on now roll over, I don’t want you to get sick again”, and “here’s the garbage pail by your side if you do”, and “the rest of the coke is on your nightstand”, he mumbled ok, and said “thank you Mr MacAllister,” I felt he was improving so I said I’d be back in a bit to check on him.

    I came back later and he was moving around, he got some food in him, and I found some aspirin for him to take, he was still feeling miserable, unbelievably he was still naked and didn’t seem to care (to be truthful neither did I), I sat him by the couch, with garbage can nearby, turned on the tv, and told him I’d be back again in a few hours. After a few more hours I came back, asked him how he was doing, and he said much better, and he didn’t know how to thank me, I said “ok then, I need to be brutally honest with you”. “What the hell were you thinking”? “I’m not your parents but you’d be in deep shit if they found out”, he begged me not to tell. I proceeded that he took his life as well as others even attempting to drive in that condition, and he asked me if he really drove himself home and how did he do that, and I told him “obviously yes”, and he started to cry and leaned in on my shoulder. Now a naked teenager is crying on my shoulder, I put my arm around him and said “ok, your parents won’t need to hear about this only if you promise me it can never happen again”. He did and said he had never had anything to drink before but he went to a friends frat party and they forced him to do it. I explained “he was no friend and he didn’t force you to do anything you didn’t want to do”, he said “the guys kinda were making fun of me cause I had never had a girlfriend and things went on from there. I told him “to chalk it up to a bad experience and start over”.

    Still leaning on me, my hand rubbing his back, shoulder and side, I don’t know what came over me but I brushed my wrist across his rather large now limp dick, like it was an accident and I quickly pulled away, and he grabbed my hand and put it back and said “it felt good keep going”. So things progressed and here I was rubbing and massaging my 18 year old neighbor naked on his couch. Within seconds he was rock hard and I increased my speed and pressure, now I was fully jerking him off. He reached over and grabbed my thigh and began squeezing it, I don’t know why but I let him and didn’t stop it. He leaned into me and said I’ve never done anything like this before, in fact I’ve never done anything before. With that he said he never understood masturbation, just that he liked it but felt it was wrong, I immediately felt home schooling sheltered life gone wrong. He continued to lean in and kissed me. I said we shouldn’t, I’m older than your dad, it isn’t right, he said I’m the only one that’s seen him naked and he needed to get some sexual knowledge and experience that he felt he missed out on. He said he’s known for years that he’s attracted to men, not boys and he often masturbated to those thoughts. Somehow I let him persuade me that it was ok, and we went at it, full fledged, multiple times. He loved it and I’m not ashamed it happened, in fact we now meet regularly after his work is over under the guise of him telling his parents he has to study at the library. He makes me feel 20 again. The best thing is that he finally calls me Mac!

  • Crios

    Prologue

    Running down the lane, eyes tearing up, he had to get to his place. He stumbled and tripped, struggled to stay on his feet. Where the lane ended at the back of the field, he kept running, cutting into the woods. Following the familiar trail, he made his way down the steep slope, splashed across the spring at the bottom, then climbed up the other side.

    The grade rose forming a high hill. Ancient, once a great mountain, but now worn down after the passing of an eon. Near its highest point, one large rock jutted out like a monument. It was his place, and he finally stood atop out of breath and wiping the last of the tears. He looked across the rolling landscape of farms and woods and scattered houses, plumes of smoke rising from the chimneys of each one. He buttoned his coat for the wind was cold and it suddenly chilled him.

    Sitting with legs dangling over the side, he surveyed the surroundings, all of it familiar. Every woodland, every field, and every house, barn, and silo. Despite his being part of this community, he felt like an alien. Someone who didn’t belong. He thought of his young brother and Jane, his girlfriend. Then there were his friends, Robert, Matt, and Jasper, and how they too now had girlfriends. There was even talk of marriage by two of them. Marriage and children and becoming a part of the community as family men. He wished he felt the same, that Mary Jane’s advances were appealing. He wanted to be like his friends, but he wasn’t like them.

    He didn’t understand it, but he knew what it meant. To desire another who was the same. It terrified him to think of it, made him lay awake long into the night, feeling like a damaged soul. He thought of his father and how everyone said he was not the same since returning from overseas after the war. It changed him, and he knew it was not in a good way. He often found his father sitting in the den late at night, softly crying. Was he the same as his father, damaged in some way? Or was this desire for another boy a mutation, something passed to him from his father? Some chemical poisoning from the war that corrupted the body and made some children damaged.

    He lay back staring up at the vivid blue sky, not a cloud in sight, and thought of boy from North Haywood High, the receiver for their football team. The one he met in town for the last two weeks. His skin itched where it had been touched. The hand on his thigh, then higher up. Then on his chest, then stomach, pushing up underneath his shirt. Or grasping the back of his neck, as lips touched his own. It was taboo, every touch, and the erection he grew from it.

    But he wanted so much more from him.

    Breathing back to normal, he suddenly felt exhausted. He lay on the smooth rock staring up until the sky narrowed to a slit, then darkness overtook him.

    He woke with a start, quickly sitting up and looking around confused. It was dark, the nighttime sky brilliant with stars, not even moonlight to dim them. He looked at his watch unable to see the face, but knew it was getting late. He would be late for dinner again, and once again be in trouble with his parents. He seemed to always be the one who was in trouble, for his younger brother rarely did wrong in his parent’s eyes. Despite knowing the need to get home, he sat still staring at the sky. What would a few more minutes matter?

    At first, he thought his vision was off, maybe his eyes had changed, and he now needed glasses like his mother. But then saw how it was a circular patch in the sky, the stars distorted around its black center. It grew larger and larger, and he stared in wonder, trying to determine what it could be. It seemed to be moving as it grew, but it was hard to tell for in the darkness looking up, his depth perception was off.

    The circular patch did grow and move through the sky. It vibrated the air and he felt it when it drew near. By then it was too late. The disturbance passed over the rock and rose back in the sky, leaving no trace of him.

    The Farm Boy

    The Ford tractor struggled to pull the two-bottom breaking plow, as Thomas worked the lift trying to lessen its depth. He had the throttle wide open, the motor revving with all its might, but the plow was a heavy burden, and it struggled with pulling it.

    Thomas had been in the field since daylight. His father wanted to get the field planted before the next weekend, so while his father tended to the small herd of cows in the pasture, he plowed the field. It was mid-afternoon, and he was two-thirds the way across it. It helped the field was on flat land, and not like the field at the back of their property, with much of it on a slope requiring him to plow it with the grade to keep down the erosion.

    Thomas considered how their farm was one of the larger ones in the area, something his father didn’t talk about. His grandfather had expanded the farm, expecting it to be divided between two sons, not one. But when his father had been thirteen, his older brother, who had turned eighteen, disappeared. Everyone assumed he joined the military, but there had never been a record of James Thomas Freeman in any branch. James had simply disappeared. Thomas knew it had hurt his father, thinking James had left him behind.

    At the end of the field facing the road, he pulled the plow out of the ground, turned, and eased along the edge to the place he was plowing toward the back. As he eased along, he looked across the road at the Dempsey farm. It was much like their own. A couple of fields for crops, a pasture in the back behind the barn, and by the road, a small two-story farmhouse. And like his own family, the Dempsey’s had two children, a boy, Kevin, his own age and a daughter, Susan, who was a year younger than his younger brother. It was Kevin that he thought of every waking moment, and far too often, even dreamed about him. He could picture the lanky body and dark hair that was allowed to grow out more than his own. His father made him get crew cuts, with only a little length on top, for any longer was considered something for sissy boys.

    Kevin was his friend, someone who hung out with him whenever they had their chores completed. They fished in their ponds or down at Pine Hollow Creek, rode bicycles around the community, or just hung out in one or the other’s room. It was a torment, to be so close to Kevin, but unable to be even closer. He imagined what they could do, picturing the things the Curtis boys said in crude insults at school. The insult to suck a dick or to take it in the ass. Thomas wondered how they knew of such things, but more troubling to him, he imagined doing those things with Kevin. He knew he would do anything if Kevin would just be willing.

    Kevin was walking from their barn toward their house, and Thomas watched him for as long as he could, then made the turn to go back across the field, his back turned toward the boy he desired to such a degree his chest ached.

    It was only four-thirty when Thomas pulled the tractor under the lean-to on the side of the barn and parked it. He was filthy from the blowing dirt. It seemed to be everywhere. Lines of mud were inside each elbow where he sweated, and he knew the same would be around his neck. Every breath seemed to have dust in it. He could even taste it. He went inside to an empty house, his parents and brother gone to a community meeting about getting a volunteer fire department. Shoes left in the utility room he went upstairs to the bathroom. He didn’t bother getting clean clothes from his room, for he wanted to get in the shower as fast as possible. He left the door open, stripped off his filthy clothes and turned on the water in the tub. As he waited for it to get hot, he looked in the mirror. Beneath the dirt and sweat he saw an eighteen-year-old boy, one deeply confused and unhappy. He wondered how other boys felt. The ones that dated girls and had sex all the time. Did that make them feel like men? Or did they still see a gawky kid in the mirror, like the one staring back at him.

    With his dad not at home to police him, Thomas left wearing only jeans and a white t-shirt, the sleeves rolled up. Despite how he felt, he wanted to look the rebel. He was heading to town to get something to eat. His mother had suggested he make a sandwich, but left a few dollars beneath the note, knowing he would prefer to go into town since it was Saturday.

    Coming down the steps, the wind picked up, blew violently for a minute as if a storm were on the horizon. Thomas looked to the west, where the wind blew from and saw nothing but clear skies and the sun just above the horizon. He looked up and saw a few clouds swirling in a circular pattern. At first, he thought tornado, but it didn’t make sense. There was no storm front coming out of the west, or worse, the east. The winds died down just as fast as they began, and he looked up to see the clouds dissipating. It was odd, but the weather could do all kinds of crazy things, so he shrugged it off and walked over to his car.

    Windows rolled down to let the heat out, he fired up the engine in his 55 Bel Air and waited for it to warm up and slow to an idle. Out on the highway, he shifted the column mounted shifter through the three gears, revving the engine with every shift. He was half-way to the main highway, a mile from his home, when a man stepped out into the road waving him down.

    The first thing Thomas noticed was the man’s dress. Pants that were vivid blue and a shirt that was stark white and both fit close the body, much the way his jeans fit him, something his mother had made comment. Braking to a stop, he eased up next to the man.

    “Hey, I’m sorry to bother you, but could you give me a ride into town?” said the man as he leaned down to look inside the car.

    “Yeah, I guess so.”

    “Thanks,” the man replied. Once seated the man looked around the seat then smiled. “No seat belts,” he whispered.

    “Excuse me?” Thomas asked.

    “Oh, it’s nothing. I’m Jim by the way.”

    “Thomas.”

    “I appreciate the ride. I was afraid I was going to have to walk.”

    “That would have been some walk. It’s sixteen miles to town.”

    “I know.”

    “You know?”

    “Well, the map indicated it was about that far.”

    Thomas came to the stop sign, and after waiting for a pulpwood truck to pass, turned right heading toward town. They rode in silence for a couple of miles, Jim looking at the surroundings as if he were trying to memorize them and Thomas glancing over every minute or so, finding Jim attractive but something was off about him, and it caused him to avoid thinking of it.

    “You a farmer?” asked Jim.

    “Yeah, with dad.”

    “Got a girlfriend or wife?”

    “Wife?” Thomas scoffed, then shook his head, “no girlfriend either.”

    “Anyone special?”

    Thomas stared ahead, then over at Jim. “Maybe.” It was a daring thing to say, but this was a stranger. What could he really do?

    “That is the most important thing. To find something that is special to you. Someone you can imagine living your life with until you’re old.”

    “Are you married?”

    “Yes, and he is the love of my life,” Jim replied as he looked at Thomas to see how he would react.

    “He?!”

    “Not all places are so lacking in understanding. Did you know human sexuality can involve more than an attraction to the opposite sex?”

    “No,” Thomas uttered, focusing on the road ahead, afraid to look at Jim.

    “Right now, and for some time to come…I assume, things will be tough on those that seek a relationship out of the societal norm, but there will be a time when it is accepted.”

    “You sound so positive about it.”

    “Oh, I am.”

    “I don’t know. The church says…”

    “Forget what the church says. Its old dogma based on primitive notions of our humanity. And it’s wrong.”

    “If some around here heard you say that they’d string you up.”

    “No doubt. What about you? Do you think I’m wrong?”

    “I…don’t’ think so.”

    “Can you imagine it? To look at another boy about your age and desire him?”

    “Yeah,” Thomas whispered, so low he hoped Jim didn’t hear him.

    They passed a sign, welcoming visitors to Haywood and Thomas felt torn between speeding up to get Jim out of his car and slowing down to allow them to talk longer.

    “Haywood…this place will not change for a long time,” said Jim. He settled back in the seat, arm on the windowsill where he could run a finger over the edge of mirror. “Thomas, I think a person has to follow their heart, even if doing so means they have to do it on the sly. No one has a right to pry in another’s life, and what two people do in the privacy of their own home…well, where’s the harm in it.”

    “But two guys living together will draw attention and people will talk.”

    “Yes, some will gossip as they always do, but until faced with the hard cold fact of the matter, it’ll just be rumor and for some, that is enough of a reason to ignore it. And there are some around here who abide by the ‘to each his own’ tenant.”

    “But…” Thomas stuttered, then gripped the steering so tight his knuckles turned white.

    “But nothing. A person can’t go through life trying to live the way others expect when they want something else. Hey, just pull off at Curtis’ Auto Repair and I can get out there.”

    Thomas slowed, and when the oncoming traffic cleared, turned left into the gravel parking lot. He stopped and pulled the parking brake.

    “Your serious. You live with a man?”

    “Yes. When I was a teenager, I really thought I wouldn’t be able to do it, and…I was in a really bad place, but one day, I woke up in a whole new world and with it a different attitude. I know around here it’ll be difficult, but shouldn’t someone be able to actually pursue their own happiness instead of giving the idea lip service?”

    “I guess,” Thomas whispered.

    “Thanks for the ride,” said Jim, holding out some money folded up to where Thomas couldn’t tell what the bills were, knowing Thomas would assume it was a dollar to two, more than enough for the short ride.

    “I don’t need that; keep it,” said Thomas.

    “No, I insist. Put it in your social fund and take someone out to dinner on me,” Jim replied, laying the folded bills on the seat between them and exiting the car.

    “Okay. Good luck getting your car fixed,” said Thomas.

    Jim stepped back and watched Thomas slip the bills into his jeans, release the parking brake, and pull away. They waved at each other, then Jim watched Thomas turn out on the highway and head toward downtown.

    He turned and walked to the building, but instead of going inside, he went to the far right, down an alley between the main building and one used for body work. He touched his wristband, rubbing a finger over the face of it. Air swirled around the alley, and he was gone.

    Thomas parked on Main and stepped up on the sidewalk heading to the diner. He felt shaken by his encounter with Jim. It was as if Jim knew he was attracted to guys, could sense it in some way. He wondered if it were true, that gay guys had some aspect of their appearance that would give them away to someone who knew what to look for. He looked at his reflection in the storefronts as he made his way down the sidewalk, afraid someone in town would see it. The diner was three doors ahead when he remembered the money Jim gave him. He pulled out the bills, realizing there were more than just one or two. He unfolded them and nearly dropped them when he saw one was a hundred-dollar bill. Having never seen one, he stared at the image of Benjamin Franklin. He fanned them out enough to see the corners. Five hundred-dollar bills and five twenty-dollar bills. It was a small fortune and he quickly shoved them back in his pocket wondering what kind of person gave so much for a ride.

    At the diner, he stepped into a busy dining room with waitresses rushing back and forth and someone shouting out orders from the kitchen. He looked for an empty table, eyes scanning the room, from the counter in back, along the booths on the far wall, the tables in the center, then along the tables at the window, where he saw someone waving. It was Kevin.

    “Hey, Kevin, you bet me here.”

    “Sit, sit, I’ve not ordered yet. Did you finish plowing?”

    “Yes, and Monday one of us will disk it. Did you get your fields planted?”

    “We have the Morris field to do,” Kevin replied, referring to a small twenty-acre field his family rents.

    “What brings you out?”

    “Mom and dad are in Montgomery visiting my grandmother. And you?”

    “My folks are at that meeting about the volunteer fire department.”

    “Oh, yes, dad said he hated to miss it.”

    Thomas saw Kevin flip the menu to the sandwiches on back, and he wondered if they were like his family, financially tight until the crops came in.

    “Hey, my treat,” said Thomas.

    “What? No, it’s okay.”

    “No, seriously, I came into a few dollars,” Thomas replied, slipping out the bills and showing a couple of the twenties.

    “Shit, where did you get that?”

    “I finally got paid for some side work,” Thomas lied. “I think we should celebrate. Steak and potato?”

    Kevin laughed and it took Thomas’ breath away, as it did every time. The white teeth, slightly gapped in front and dimples that framed the mouth, and there were the eyes, so dark brown as to appear infinite in depth. Kevin pushed his hair back and Thomas watched as the hand combed it back, and the bicep bulged slightly with the movement. Then he saw Kevin was staring at him.

    Plates pushed back and each sipping the last of their soda, Kevin leaned forward. He looked mischievously across the table, as if he were going to reveal a conspiracy.

    “You want to come over and watch television?” asked Kevin. “77 Sunset Strip is on at eight.”

    “That’s right,” Thomas replied, remembering it was Saturday night. “Suzy, can we get our check,” he called out when he saw she was nearby.

    “Once we’re settled up, come on back to the house, and we can hang out until it comes on,” said Kevin.

    “Okay,” Thomas replied glancing at his watch seeing it was only six-twenty.

    Thomas pulled in behind Kevin’s old Ford truck, one that was older than his car. Kevin was already inside, and he headed in, crossing the screen porch, and entering the mudroom. He kicked off his shoes and entered the kitchen where Kevin was pouring them a whiskey.

    “Dad will kill me if he finds out I’ve been drinking,” said Thomas.

    “He’s not going to know. Just crash here tonight,” replied Kevin, holding out a glass with the dark amber liquid.

    It was always like this, Thomas thought. The few times they had been alone at one or the other’s house, he had fought with his expectations for something to happen. It was like a tease, the way Kevin and he circled each other, and he had lain awake many nights wondering if Kevin was doing the same, thinking the same. Wanting the same. He took the glass and felt this night would be different. They were no longer high school boys, but now considered grown men, despite feelings to the contrary. But there was something in the way Kevin was acting and he wanted there to be something to it with every fiber of his being.

    “I got that Ricky Nelson record that came out back in January. You want to hear it?” asked Kevin.

    Kevin’s room was upstairs at the front of the house. The bedroom was originally the master, but years before an addition was added on the end of the house for a new kitchen and a master suite. The renovation and addition included a bathroom off Kevin’s bedroom, making the original bath for any guests using the other two smaller bedrooms. The room was high ceilinged with tall windows that looked down on the front and side yards, and walls in a soft blue-green color that made the pine furniture stand out. Over the bed a movie poster showing James Dean in a red jacket, white t-shirt, and jeans. Thomas had stared at the poster over the last two years, wondering who this person really was and why he felt such an attraction toward him. He often wondered if Kevin felt the same and if that is why the poster was giving such a prominent place in the room.

    Thomas watched Kevin tilt the record player down from the vertical housing, revealing the turn table. A few albums were neatly arranged on a shelf above it and Kevin thumbed through them until he came to an album that was obviously new, the cover not marred or damaged. The vinyl disk on the turn table, it came on. As the vinyl disk spun around, Kevin set the needle on its edge. There was a crackle and popping, then “It’s Late” began to play.

    Kevin came to the bed and eased down next to Thomas, who felt breathless once again. His hand wouldn’t fit between them, and he nervously leaned back on them, stretching out his torso. He looked at Kevin from the back, not realizing Kevin was looking at him, from knees up to crotch.

    “Do you think we’re different…from the other boys?” whispered Thomas.

    Kevin leaned forward, holding on the edge of the bed. The hand between them touched Thomas on the thigh.

    “Maybe…yes, I think so.”

    “Does it scare you?”

    Kevin nodded and Thomas felt the rub of a finger on his thigh.

    “I like you, you know,” said Thomas, his voice pitched wrong, too high, giving away how nervous he felt.

    “I know,” Kevin replied.

    The rubbing continued.

    “I like you, too,” Kevin added, looking around.

    Thomas sat up and the closeness between them no longer seemed unbearable. They stared at each other as Thomas felt the rubbing change to a hand on his thigh.

    “Is this, okay?” asked Kevin.

    Thomas didn’t reply, instead he leaned toward Kevin and kissed him at the side of the mouth. He didn’t know where he got the courage, but it felt good to finally act, despite not knowing how Kevin would respond. He pulled back enough they could look each other in the eye. There was a nervousness, but the fear was gone. Kevin leaned to Thomas and kissed him.

    Thomas went to his back and Kevin was soon on top of him. They kissed while moving hands over the other. They were finally free. Free to kiss, to touch, and…

    Thomas reached up and pulled Kevin’s t-shirt up the long lean torso until it bunched up under the arms. Kevin raised up and pulled it off. Thomas looked at the familiar body, a teenager becoming a man. Pecs starting to gain definition and a stomach flattening, the skin tightening, losing its softness. Then he reached up and ran his hand over the chest until he felt the hard nub of nipples rake across his palms.

    “Damn…Thomas…” Kevin uttered, letting Thomas touch him.

    Thomas felt the heat of Kevin’s skin as he rubbed fingers over its smoothness. He didn’t know why he did it, but he took each nipple and lightly pinched them. It made Kevin shudder, then grind ass down on his cock even harder. He was getting hard and unable control himself, pushed up against the firm ass sitting on him.

    Kevin rose to his knees and began to undo his jeans pulling the front apart slipping each button free. The white boxers were tented, but before Thomas could react, Kevin pushed everything down, jeans and boxers, working them down each leg and off. Naked, cock angled out half hard, he stood on knees over Thomas. His eyes looked glazed over and he was breathing heavily.

    “Will you touch me?” Kevin asked.

    Thomas reached up, hand shaking, and slipped his fingers around the thickening cock. It fit snug in his hand and he stroked it, working his hand down over the flared head, then up to the base where pubic hair tickled the side of his hand. The cock grew longer, thicker, filling his hand. As he stroked it, he kept his eyes glued on it, watching how it became thicker and longer, and when he rubbed the head Kevin shuddered and the cock flexed thickly in his hand. Then he felt the slickness.

    Kevin lay on Thomas, grinding cock into his jean covered crotch. There was something tantalizing about the naked body on top of him. He felt its heat, and the prodding of the cock as it pushed against his own. He grew hard while pushing upward and he cried out when lips touched his neck, moved up its long length until grazing the skin along the jaw. Then the lips touched his own and he opened his mouth to Kevin, moaning and undulating beneath him. He felt alive, his entire body sensitive to every touch. But he felt the constriction of his clothes and the confinement of his cock, pushing upward trying to get free.

    “I want to take off my clothes,” Thomas whispered as Kevin tugged on his earlobe sending shivers down his spine. The earlobe released; the lips grazed over his ear.

    “Let me,” Kevin whispered.

    Back on his knees, Kevin tugged on Thomas’ t-shirt. Sitting up and raising his arms, Thomas helped Kevin strip him of it. He lay back and watched fingers work his belt loose, then tug roughly at the front of his jeans. The buttons popped free, one after the next until his jeans were spread open. White boxers tented upward, cock flexing up and down within. Then it slipped through the fly, revealing inch after inch. Thomas was already leaking, and he shivered when a hand took him and smeared the slick down his shaft.

    “Let’s get you out of these jeans,” Kevin exclaimed as he moved to the side and tugged the jeans and boxers down each leg, then worked each foot free. He tossed them across the room and moved down between Thomas’ legs with his face right at Thomas’ cock.

    “Your cock is so long…longer than mine,” Kevin whispered.

    “But you’re thicker,” Thomas replied as he watched Kevin move up and hold their cocks together, stroking them.

    Their cocks became slick and moved against each other smoothly, the rubbing stroking each one’s arousal. Thomas began to push upward, and Kevin rocked back and forth.

    Aroused until both were shuddering with the stimulation, Thomas soon found Kevin lying on top of him again. It felt hot, the contact between their bodies and how they moved with slow subtle undulations. Thomas felt Kevin’s cock slip beneath his sac and rub along his ass. He raised his knees, spreading them further apart giving Kevin greater access. There was the rub from sac down to his opening, then the push against it and soon he was moaning and pushing back, wanting to feel Kevin breach it and penetrate him.

    “Kevin…put it in me,” Thomas uttered as he clung to the lean body moving on top of him.

    Kevin was on his knees again, holding one of Thomas’ legs out as he guided his cock to the tight opening. He pressed against it, feeling the resistance.

    “Let me in,” Kevin whispered as he pushed harder.

    Thomas pushed back and relaxed. He opened to Kevin, feeling the flared head penetrate him. He shuddered at the initial pain, then relaxed as Kevin pushed inch after thick inch into his hole. Soon there was a tug outward, then a push back in, slowly, over and over. He felt his opening loosen to Kevin and he threw his head back.

    “Fuck me…harder, fuck me harder,” Thomas begged as he clutched at the bed.

    Kevin began to work his hips faster, harder, hammering Thomas’ insides. He plunged deeper and deeper until smacking against the upturned ass, and he kept fucking.

    “Goddamn…you’re tight,” Kevin exclaimed as he thrust inward.

    Thomas felt every thrust inward, rocked with every smack against his ass, and he clung to the bed begging Kevin not to stop. The bed began to squeak, to rock noisily in its frame. Then it banged against the wall, hammering it in rhythm with Kevin’s fuck. Thomas became aware of the sound, how it aligned with the feel of cock plunging into his depths. Nothing else registered. The room shrank around them, the corners dim and out of focus. Only the sweating body over him and the light reflecting off it remained in focus.

    “Fuck…too soon…” Kevin uttered and began to slow down.

    “NO! Keep going. Pump it in me,” Thomas exclaimed, urging Kevin on.

    Kevin leaned over Thomas, holding himself up on hands and feet, and he hammered cock into Thomas’ depths. The bed’s squeaked changed, no longer rocking against the wall. There was a bouncing motion, one that reflected Kevin movements, hovering over Thomas as he piston cock into him.

    “Fuck; take it. Take it,” Kevin shouted, shaking with his release, as he shoved inward all the way and kept hammering his hips against Thomas’s upturned ass. “Take it,” he whispered one final time as he slowed, now grinding his hips against Thomas’ ass.

    Kevin fell still, cock buried inside of Thomas. His breathing still labored but he lifted his head and looked down at Thomas. Sweat dripped into Thomas’s face and it made them giggle.

    “That was awesome,” Kevin whispered.

    Thomas looked up and smiled mischievously. “Don’t stop now. Do me again.”

    Cartagena, Spain

    He stepped out of a narrow alley, the smell of gas and oil still lingering around him. He knew it would soon dissipate. In this time and place, the smells were different. The shit of animals and the scent of their skin and coats permeated the streets. The smell of man laboring to survive, and the burning of fires, to cook, to light dark interiors, and to work metal into new shapes. He felt at the back of his neck, a habit developed since the implant, and he rubbed the outline of the device attached to the back of his skull that translated language and gave him an ability to speak and write it. It had frightened him at first, then amazed him at the the ability this technology gave him. He knew without such a device, he could never communicate with the people he met in different places and times, therefore would be unable to gain their trust.

    He looked at the white face on his wrist and saw the data glow into legibility. 5:45 P.M., 3 August 1849, Cartagena, Spain. He tapped it once to make it go away, then removed the clothing hid among some boxes. The probe had been sent ahead to each of his destinations, this one the first official stop. He changed quickly, then strolled out into the street and followed those heading to the harbor. He saw the masts rising over a low building along the wharf and after a couple of turns, he saw the wooden pier jutting out into the bay. The Charlemagne was in dock and men were beginning to unload its cargo. 

    He knew who he sought and hoped they had not left the ship already. He ambled down to the pier and sat on a crate watching men leave the ship and walk his way. He heard the talk of taverns and whores and food as the men passed. None were the one he sought, and he turned back to the ship waiting. He saw the captain come down followed by the cabin boy and he suppressed a smile, knowing the relationship that existed between them. The cabin boy was no boy, mid-twenties and muscular, and he knew the captain was the one who submitted, not the boy. He wondered if the boy knew he would end up in Africa with the captain in another few years.

    Turning back to the ship, he saw him, the boatswain. Far younger than most, he knew the young man had been raised on one ship or another by his father. Few knew more about a sailing vessel than Edwin. He watched him walk down the gangplank to the pier, then head his way. Alone, something he knew was typical for Edwin, and he studied the young man as he approached. Edwin was average height, the probes said 173 centimeters and he had a lean muscular body, fit and strong from climbing the rigging and working on the ship. He also knew Edwin was a virgin, never going with the men to visit the whores, or accepting the advances of the young women he crossed paths with while in harbor.

    Edwin was gay, a homosexual as it would be called by the end of the century, but no one was aware of it, for he kept to himself and never pursued his desires. But Edwin would soon need to act on it. It was important and his arrival to this time was to make sure it happened. The Charlemagne was to leave port in four days and when it set sail, it would have a passenger that Edwin was to become associated. A Spaniard by the name of Luis. It was just a small thing Luis would do, nothing of great importance in this time, but in later centuries, his artwork would inspire later generations, and among them there was one that was very important.

    Luis needed to find himself. He needed to acknowledge his desires and act on them, and it was Edwin who was to give him the courage to do so. But first Edwin had to find his own courage.

    He slipped off the crate and fell in behind Edwin. They left the pier and walked into the street, taking a left turn. He wondered where Edwin was going, for most headed straight into the city to the nearest taverns, inns, and places to meet women. Edwin wouldn’t try to pick up any of the women, but it was surprising to see him not head to the nearest places for food and drink or find lodging for his time in the city. Keeping back, he followed the young man down one street then another until they came to an inn with a tavern on the first floor. It was a small place tucked between a general store and a shop selling fabrics. A bell rang when Edwin pushed the door open and it had not closed when he pushed it open again, keeping the bell silent.

    Edwin went to a table along the wall near the back and he took a stool at the end of the bar that allowed him to watch him. A man came from back, going to Edwin’s table. Edwin ordered beer, a plate of food and inquired about a room, hearing the man tell him the inn was full for the night. He smiled at the opportunity provided, and when the man came behind the bar, he ordered the same.

    He finished first, pushing his empty plate and glass back, and looked over at Edwin finishing the last of his stew, then swallow the last of the beer. Not wanting to miss the opportunity, he moved across the room to Edwin.

    “Excuse me, but I must confess I overheard you are looking for lodging. I’m afraid I have miscalculated my travel expenses and will be tight until I can meet my contact here in the city. I have enough for a room, but not a bath too, which I desperately desire. Would you care to split the cost of a room? I have enough to pay for half a room and two baths and could treat you to one as payment.”

    “I…” Edwin stammered as he looked up.

    He saw Edwin appraise his physical features. A young man, not yet twenty-six, in good health and neat in appearance. He knew Edwin would feel an attraction toward him, even if he felt anxious about him being a stranger.

    “Forgive my manners. I’m James Thomas Freeman.”

    “Edwin…Edwin Murphy.”

    “Edwin, I know an inn that has clean rooms, a tavern and more importantly, a private bath. Would you care to share a room?”

    “I guess so…I mean, it would be nice to stay somewhere the bed is clean and a bath would be nice.”

    “Well, Edwin, let us settle up and be on our way.”

    His internal positioning system led him back to the east a couple of streets over. It was a narrow lane, winding between the buildings with laundry hanging overhead, but after a short walk they came to an inn. It was small and tucked between a small tavern and a private residence. He knew without being told this was an area only someone of the region would know. There were no sailors or foreign visitors anywhere in sight.

    Through the heavy wood door, they came into a small room, furnished as someone’s living room but along the opposite wall a counter with cubbies on the wall. An older woman came from the back, greeted them, asking how she may be of assistance.

    “We’re looking for a room and hope you have a bath service too?” asked James.

    “Yes, we own the private bath next door, and there is one room available,” she replied, looking from Edwin back to James. “But it only has one bed.”

    “Just one bed…” James replied, pretending to consider the option. “Are you agreeable to sharing?” he asked Edwin.

    Edwin appeared ready to say no, but his eyes roamed up and down James, then he nodded yes.

    “We’ll take the room, and do we pay you for the baths?”

    “Pay next door,” she replied as she took down a key and took the money James had set on the counter.

    James led Edwin upstairs and found the room faced the street with a small balcony. There was a bed with small side tables, two side chairs that sat in front of a shelf unit. There was pottery and candles sitting on each one, except the top shelf where a few books were laying on their side. James picked up a couple to see the titles then laid them back in place. He turned to see Edwin standing at the narrow double doors to the balcony looking out at the street below.

    “Not a bad room,” said James.

    “No, it is very nice. The nicest I’ve ever been in,” said Edwin without turning.

    “Shall we go get our bath before it gets late?”

    “Yes, for I feel dirty after such a long voyage.”

    “Oh, where did you sail from?”

    “India.”

    The bath had a small lobby then a series of smaller rooms along one side of a corridor. The doors were closed to most, but near the end of the corridor, the owner led them into a room with two tubs divided by a curtain that was pulled back.

    “I’m afraid this is all I have at the moment, but seeing as you are together, I assume this will be acceptable,” said the owner. “Give us a few minutes and Soffia or Valeria will fill the tubs with hot water.”

    “Thank you,” James replied as he moved to a side table and began emptying his pockets.

    Standing in a position that allowed Edwin to see him from the side, he began to remove his clothes. There was no hesitation, no tease to the removal of each garment. He just slipped out of each item and laid it on the side table. He glanced over a few times seeing Edwin hesitate, then turn away and remove his own clothes. The lean muscular upper body came into view, then the round ass cheeks. Edwin was attractive, and naked, he was something to desire.

    James smiled at how Edwin had not pulled the curtain between them. There was a desire to see him, no matter how shy Edwin was about it. Steam rose from both tubs, and he moved to the closest one and eased down into the hot water. It was almost instantaneous, the relaxing of his muscles. The soothing feel of the heat around his body was not only relaxing, but made him acutely aware of his sex. Looking over, he watched Edwin ease down into the other tub. A long flaccid cock, the sac behind it heavy with each orb, the narrow-tapered waist, and the muscular upper body, the form and shape of a man, Edwin was what one generation long into the future would refer to as candy for the eyes.

    “Feels good, doesn’t it?” asked James.

    “Yes.”

    “How long have you been at sea?”

    “It’s been four, no, nearly five months.”

    “It makes time almost irrelevant. Out in that open water with nothing but a flat horizon, sky bleeding into the sea,” James uttered in a low voice.

    “I lose track of time of the day or even the month all the time. If it were not for the captain’s journals, I afraid I’d never know it.”

    “Yes, my journeys cause me to lose track.”

    “Where are you from?”

    “The United States; Alabama to be exact.”

    “Alabama? Never met anyone from there before. What is it like?”

    “What’s it like? It is a mess I’m afraid, destined for war against its own.”

    “Civil war? You think the states will go to war?”

    “Yes.”

    “Is that why you left?”

    “No. I left for other reasons.”

    “James, thanks for helping me with a room. I didn’t have the coinage for anything that didn’t have bed bugs.”

    “Remember, you’re doing me a favor too. We wouldn’t be able to have these marvelous baths otherwise. After this, I can’t wait to get into bed.”

    “Me too.”

    James turned to keep Edwin from seeing him smile. He thought of what was possible once he got Edwin in bed. He knew from the way Edwin looked at him it would be so easy. To give a man what he desired, especially something considered taboo. Something unobtainable suddenly made available. He was so eager to get back to the inn he was almost willing to abandon the still warm bath before it cooled.

    James stood by the bed, fresh linens and blankets on it, pulled back ready for its occupants. It was inviting, promising a warm comfortable sleep, but first there was the promise of sex that aroused him. Turning, he saw Edwin at the French doors looking down at the street where a night’s revelry was echoing from below.

    “You want to go down and see what is going on?” asked James.

    “No. I just hope I can sleep with the noise.”

    “I don’t’ think sleep will be a problem. Are you ready to turn in?”

    Edwin crossed the room and stood on the opposite side of the bed and for a brief second, they stared at each other.

    “Let’s get in bed,” said James as he began to remove his clothes, stripping down to his underwear.

    The sounds from the street broke the silence of the room as James laid on his back sensing Edwin next to him. He merely needed extend his fingers out and he could touch him. Edwin was on his back still as a dead man, and James knew he was anxious, feeling his sexual desires. He was too, for his cock was starting to get erect just thinking of it.

    “How do you cope with the loneliness?” asked James, breaking the silence.

    “I struggle with it,” Edwin replied after a long silence.

    “As do I.”

    “How do you…cope?”

    “I take pleasure where I can find it. I enjoy life when it affords me the opportunity.”

    “I wish I were brave enough…” Edwin replied, letting his voice trail off.

    James lay quiet, letting Edwin consider it. Then he rolled to his side facing him. All he could see was an outline of the body, but it was enough. He saw the head turn toward him and he reached out and touched Edwin on the arm.

    “I think this is an opportunity,” James whispered.

    “How can you be so sure? Do you think I would be willing to do such a thing?”

    “I saw how you looked at me, especially at the bath. I know the look. I’ve seen it before. Do you deny it?”

    James rubbed the arm, then slid his hand over until it rested on the stomach where it rose and fell with the heavy breathing of a man scared and anxious and sexually awakening.

    “No,” Edwin uttered.

    It was what James wanted to hear, and he moved to Edwin kissing him, feeling lips press back against his own. He let his weight bear down on Edwin, grinding his growing cock against a leg. He moved over him, undulated in the most primitive way stroking both of their desires. Reaching between them, he took Edwin in hand, felt the thickening cock grow until it more than filled his hand. He toyed with it, manipulated the head until Edwin moaned into his mouth and pushed up against him. He rose over him and pushed the underwear down, working it over the hard cock and Edwin helped, working his legs until the garment became lost beneath the covers at the foot of the bed.

    James started to remove his own but felt Edwin hands on his waist, then his underwear sliding down, over his cock and ass, down the thighs until Edwin could no longer reach them. He worked his legs until the garment came loose from his feet, lost with Edwin’s beneath the cover.

    Bare cock touched bare cock. Bare stomach and chest pressed down on bare stomach and chest. Lips pressed together and hands roamed along torsos. As James moved on Edwin, the covers fell back letting the cool night air caress their warm skin.

    “You’ve done this before?” Edwin asked but James knew by the tone it was more of a statement than a question.

    “Yes…and you will too.”

    James slipped a hand down between Edwin’s thighs rubbing along that place behind the sac. The place most men considered taboo, but for men like James, and now Edwin, they knew it was just another place a man could feel pleasure. He gave it to Edwin, raking fingers along that place between sac and opening. He rubbed until he felt the thighs spread apart and hard cock push upward against his own. He rubbed down until he felt the tight puckered opening and he rubbed it until Edwin was pushing against his finger. Stroking Edwin’s arousal, bringing him to the point he would ask for the penetration, James circled his finger around the tight opening.

    “James…please…” Edwin gasped as he pushed against the fingers.

    James kissed the long neck, tugged on the earlobe, then tongued the ear as he breached the tight opening and buried his finger inside of Edwin. Twisting and turning the finger until the tightness slacked, James inserted two, then three fingers into Edwin’s virgin ass, manipulating it until he knew it was time.

    On his knees, James held Edwin by the ankles, spreading him for his fuck. He scooted closer, rubbing his cock over the spread ass, then he held only one ankle, letting the other fall to one side, as he guided his cock to the loosened opening. He rubbed his leaking cock over it, then pressed against it until he felt the tight squeeze on the head as it penetrated him. Slowly, he pushed inward until half his cock was buried in him, then he began to fuck.

    They were connected, man inside man, moving with the primitive urge as old as time. James drove into Edwin’s depths, going deeper and deeper until smacking against the upturned ass. He increased his pace, became more physical, as sex between men should be. The old bed squeaked and rocked beneath them, and Edwin moaned and uttered unintelligibly as he took every thrust.

    James felt near his growing need for release, and he increased his pace. He wanted to come, to pump everything he had to give into Edwin’s depths. He was thrusting into Edwin’s depths all the way, hips smacking against ass, until he couldn’t hold back. He shoved into Edwin’s depths, making the bed hit the wall, and he came.

    James fell on top of Edwin. He was heaving for breath feeling the sweat trickle down his back and around his face. He felt feverish from his exertions but knew he could go again. He began rise, but arms circled his torso and held him tight.

    “Don’t stop,” Edwin pleaded.

    James had no time to respond when he found himself rolled to his back. Edwin was on top, cock still buried in his ass. James smiled at the awakening of Edwin, this awareness of his own sexual desire. He felt him move on his cock, up, slowly, until the head almost slipped free, then down, just as slow, until completely seated on it. James felt a renewed arousal, his cock getting rock hard again. He held still, fighting the desire to do otherwise, letting Edwin set the pace. The slick, loosened hole moving up and down on his cock, messy with his first load. James knew there was nothing neat about sex, if it were done right. After getting fully erect and Edwin riding him to the point he saw the bare body glisten wetly in the dim light, he began to push upward, trying to get deeper inside the hole. It rocked Edwin, spurred him to fuck himself faster on James’ cock. Once again, the bed rocked and squeaked and this time James was aware of it, feeling how it moved rhythmically with Edwin.

    Edwin was stroking his own cock, the right arm moving faster and faster. James began to thrust upward, harder, faster, driving cock into Edwin’s depths. Edwin cried out, threw his head back, torso stretched out, and cried out again. Then cum rained down on James. Thick wads roped up his chest hitting his chin, then large puddles formed on his stomach. He could smell it, Edwin’s sex. It overpowered all other smells. The smell of sweaty skin and burnt candles and the scents blowing in from the street below. All he could smell was the cum. It drove him over the edge, and he bear hugged Edwin and rolled him over to his back. He moved with determination, more forceful than necessary, for Edwin was willing, pliable, letting him position his sweaty body beneath his own. He took each leg behind the knee and folded Edwin in half, angling ass up for his cock. He speared the loosened opening again and fucked. Fucked hard and fast, hips bouncing off the upturned ass. He drove down into Edwin’s depths with a physicality only men could do. Cum smeared between their bodies making their movements slick.

    James kept his pace even, made this fuck last. He wanted it to last to the point of utter exhaustion. He sweated until it rained down on Edwin and his muscled burned from his exertions, and yet, he kept fucking.

    Edwin moved beneath him. Body undulated as much as it could in its tight confines. He felt hands move over his slick skin, along his sides and over his back. The back of the legs against his chest were hot, making him feel as if he were burning up. Then cum hit his chest and stomach. Edwin was coming again, shaking and shuddering beneath him with each ejaculation. Again, the smell of Edwin’s sex was overpowering. He thrust into Edwin’s depths and jammed his hips against the upturned ass over and over and over, until he too was coming. He pumped himself empty inside Edwin, then collapsed on top of him.

    James woke to Edwin between his legs, his cock enveloped in a wet warm mouth. He combed his fingers through long hair, then balled them into fist holding tight to the head as he pumped upward, fucking the mouth until he came.

    After a morning meal in the inn, James led Edwin out into the street. Edwin had to get back to the dock. There were preparations to complete before the passengers of their next voyage arrived. James knew of one but said nothing. He saw the changed expression, the increase in confidence, and knew Edwin would play his role. He would become the artist’s model, and he would be the artist’s confidant, lover, partner.

    “This is where we part ways. Edwin, thanks for last night. It was important to me,” said James.

    Edwin blushed but kept their eye contact.

    “James…thanks for showing me. I wish we…”

    “Edwin,” James interrupted, not wanting Edwin to go there. It was important he move on, for the time was near when the one would arrive. “Trust me when I say, there will come someone who will give you the greatest happiness, but you have to be the one to reach for it first.”

    “What are you saying? What do you know?”

    “Not much, not really, but I do know the ways of men, and in this age, too many can’t make the first move. Last night, would you have done so?”

    “No.”

    “But now, I know you will, when the time is right. I must be going. Edwin, take care of yourself, and let yourself enjoy life.”

    “Thanks James, and safe travels.”

    James strolled up the street in the opposite direction of the docks. He passed several shops, then looked back and saw Edwin was no longer watching him but was moving down the street heading to the docks and his destiny. He watched him move through the others in the street until finally lost from sight. He turned to a narrow alley and strolled down it until in deep shadow, then disappeared.

    Cepheus

    The station moved through space in orbit around the Earth. All along the long spans and bridging, small sparks lit up the darkness where crew were repairing and patching the stressed members. The station was old, and maintenance was in constant need. Windows were bright little squares along each section of the habitable areas, and at the far end within the docking station, two ships were held in place. One was under construction, the shell underway. Next to it was the Cepheus that was to launch in less than six hours.

    Approaching the docking ports, a cargo vessel from Earth’s surface approached. It had a minimum crew, and in the hold supplies destined for the Cepheus.

    James stepped out of the wave into the hold and checked the time, smiling at being right on time. The Cepheus would depart in two-hundred thirty-three minutes, on its way to the Mars Colony 10-A. It was the year 2076, and man was struggling to hold on to any sense of civilization. Down on the surface of Earth was total chaos. On the moon, two colonies were working tirelessly to create a livable environment. It would take another three decades before the technology improved enough to terraform such an unsuitable environment. On Mars the terraforming was progressing better where the planet’s greater gravity worked in their favor.

    James moved to the loading hatch waiting on the vessel to dock. He was going to get on the Cepheus for there were two young men who would be the ones to solve the problems of the terraforming, first for Mars, then for the moon. But first they needed to defy public policy.

    Sliding down the wall until sitting on the floor, he leaned back and looked up at the maze of duct, conduit and panels along the ceiling while considering the policy that determined who could travel to the colonies. The asinine nature of it. Humanity had fell into their usual fear mongering responding to the struggle to survive. The pandemic of 2020 should have been a wakeup call, but far too many politicized it and allowed the pandemic to spread with little control. They were lucky with the next one in 2023 for scientist quickly found a vaccine, then a drug to control it. But the virus of 2028 was humanity’s worst nightmare. It ravaged the population, destroyed societies and the economy of the world.

    There was a rapid increase in support to work out the technology to create colonies in places off world. A rush to get them set up even when all systems still needed development. The colonies on the moon, then the ones on Mars. There was still talk of going to Enceladus, but the distance was intimidating to a society struggling to hold itself together. The colonies on Mars were finally settling down, but it was the terraforming on the moon that everyone at SEAT desperately wanted to solve. The system would be the one utilized on Enceladus. Little did anyone know, it would play a bigger role in renewing Earth’s atmosphere in the future.

    James considered the two men stowed away at the docking station, Kaito and Aadne, the ones who would eventually solve the problem, but it would be together, not individually, and to get them in such an arrangement, there had to be a defiance of protocol. The fear of a dwindling population caused SEAT to establish only those who form contracts with the opposite sex and prepared to have children are allowed to live in a colony. It was foolish, setting up for the problem of humanity that has plagued them for centuries. Overpopulating an area until it can’t support them. Kaito and Aadne had to come together, then defy the protocol. It seemed superficial but the timeline bore it out. There was something special in the relationship that would come to fruition.

    James was in this time and place to make sure it happened. Otherwise, his age may not happen as he remembered it.

    He felt the ship slow, thrusters firing around its hull. After slowing down, the ship rotated, allowing it to align with the dock.

    An abrupt stop and the air lock pressurizing, James climbed to his feet and waited for the door to slide open. He wondered if his plan was ideal or if there was another way. Anything he did would be chancy, but it was a risk he was willing to take. He had to take it.

    The station was a hive of activity. Those working at open panels trying to keep the systems functioning, and others rushing from one place to another. James knew it was hectic due to the looming launch of Cepheus. He moved through the corridors with a confident stride that drew no attention. He turned on C23 then climbed up to E21 and moved through the curved corridor, not a curvature to one side, but always upward, circling around the central axis. He came to one of the lodging sections, the one he sought, and he entered the commons. There was only a dozen or so scattered around the room. Two men at the comms along one wall, and a woman talking to someone back on earth at another. On the other side of the room some ancient movie played, the digital image crude and pixelated, with four people lounging on the sectionals watching it. A few were in the middle of the room reading tablets, probably some latest novel release, although one guy was no doubt reading pornography by the way he tugged on the crotch of his coveralls.

    At the back of the room sitting in the window, sat Kaito. He was staring out, watching men working on the Cepheus doing last minute service and checks.

    James wondered where he would find Aadne when the door opened, and he strolled in carrying two lunch boxes and drinks from the canteen. James moved to the side of the room and took a seat where he could watch them. Aadne crossing the room and sitting opposite of Kaito in the window seat. He held out one of the lunch boxes then a drink and the two of them settled into a quiet lunch, or maybe it was dinner, depending on their hours on the station.

    James watched them eat, then sit quietly, whispering back and forth too low for anyone else to hear. After some time had passed, the two men stood, and James stood too and headed to the door before them so as not to appear to be following. In the corridor, he stood to one side pretending to read a text message on his wrist unit and let the two men come out and pass him. Then he followed them.

    Kaito and Aadne left the lodging area, and climbed down to the level A, commonly referred to as the ass level, for it was the level with the various mechanical systems that made the station habitable. It was dimly lit corridors with leaking pipes, and illegal lodgings tucked into every available space. Near the air circulation and filtering station, was the main business district that had been built to serve the workers on the level. Initially it had been places to eat, relax, seek medical attention, or find some entertainment, such as a movie or a band in a bar. But over time the place changed, for it was the least patrolled, the upper levels not caring what went on, as long as they had clean air and water, and the electricity keep working. It became the place for illegal trade and none more prevalent than the hustling and prostitution.. Their garish signs shined brightly in the dark corridors, a place that took on a nighttime feel from old earth at all hours.

    Kaito and Aadne moved down the dimly lit corridor until they came to a sex hotel, with its signage in various languages, the ones at top the languages of the Asian region, where the sex hotels originated.

    James followed them into the lobby and up to the bar where some patrons needed to build up their courage, or simply to find someone that gave them a reason to rent a room. He crossed the room and sat at the bar, only one stood over from Aadne. Kaito couldn’t help but see him every time he looked at Aadne. He watched them drink one round of drinks, then another, as he sipped slowly at the rot gut the bartender dared call whiskey. After their third round he decided the time was right.

    “Excuse me, but I was wondering if the two of you would like to go upstairs and share a room,” asked James. It was a bold move, probably too bold, but he knew time was short.

    “What? You…want to share a room?” replied Aadne, giggling. It was obvious he couldn’t hold his liquor well and would be the one to work the most.

    “Yes. I think, we all know why we come here.”

    “I don’t think so,” said Kaito, looking worried. He probably thought James might be undercover looking for an easy bust.

    “Why not? I get the feeling the two of you want to go up, but are you hesitant? Do you worry about getting caught violating the protocol?”

    “You’re funny,” giggled Aadne, then he turned to Kaito whispering something in his ear.

    James looked at the two men. Kaito was thirty-one, born in Japan but raised in China. He attended the university for space technologies, then made his way up to the Orbital Living Station C-12 and finally to the docking station where he met Aadne. Aadne was thirty-five and a Norwegian but was born on the OLS A-4. He was an engineer specializing in terraforming technology, but he lacked an intuition that let him make his ideas a reality. It was where Kaito came in, and James was intent on making their relationship go to the next level where the two would depend on each other, in their work and in their life. He looked at how Aadne looked at him, then how Kaito was also looking at him. What did they see? A man a few years younger, tall and lean, and seeking companionship. He sipped the rot gut and smiled at them, then gave them a questioning look, pushing for a response to his suggestion. He saw their stare and knew they would soon be in a room somewhere in the back of this shithole.

    The room was a cliche in every way. Red walls with a red curtain along one wall to give the impression there was a window where none existed. A king size bed with red linens and numerous pillows scattered over it. On the opposite wall from the bed a monitor playing porn and through a narrow door, a small bathroom with a shower, toilet, and lavatory. On a side table there were lubricants, speaking to the purpose of the room, if the purpose of the room wasn’t already abundantly clear.

    “What are we going to do?” giggled Aadne.

    James thought it was obvious, but he saw the nervousness of the two men and wondered if they had gone all the way before. The probes had seen them making out and groping each other and it was assumed they had gone further. But if not, it explained why the surveyors flagged them for interception. He changed the porn to a scene between two men, then tugged the zipper down on his shirt, feeling it fall open. He looked at Aadne then to Kaito as the shirt fell down his arms and to the floor. He undid his pants and tugged the zipper down feeling the warm air hit bare flesh. He hadn’t bothered with underwear, knowing it would only slow things down. He saw the looks from Aadne and Kaito and smiled. He was having the desired effect. He felt his cock flex with its freedom as the pants fell to his ankles. He stepped out of them as he approached Aadne and Kaito.

    “What are you two waiting for?”

     They were standing close enough that when James moved to them, he could press against both. Along each side of his bare body, he felt them. Their stares were full of lust and desire, and he leaned to Kaito and kissed him, then to Aadne and kissed him. Taking each by the neck, he guided them to kiss each other. As their lips touched, he saw them close their eyes, then press lips tightly together. There was passion behind their kiss. As he watched, he began to tug down zippers of the coveralls they wore. There was no resistance, instead Kaito then Aadne helped him get arms free then lifted one foot then the other to free them of the coveralls.

    James stayed on his knees, pressing his face into Aadne’s crotch feeling the growing erection against it. He mouthed the outline of cock then tongued the head until the briefs were wet. He moved to Kaito and did the same to him. He made them aroused until their fears and hesitations were forgotten. Then he tugged down their briefs and helped each one to step out of them.

    He stood and watched them kiss and fondle each other, then he moved in close and kissed Kaito, then Aadne. He sensed Aadne was more willing, ready for what was next. He guided him back until legs hit the bed, and he kept pushing, guiding Aadne down on the bed. He moved over him as Kaito got on the bed and down next to him. As they kissed, he took each ankle and lifted the legs and spread them. Surprised at the sudden initiative, he watched Aadne take his cock and rub it up and down his own ass. James shuddered while his cock rubbed the spread ass until it was smeared its slick. When Aadne held him at the tight opening, he pushed, breaching it, sinking the head into the hot hole. He kept pushing until half of his cock was inside him, then he began to fuck.

    “Kaito, let him suck you,” whispered James as he worked his cock in the tight opening, feeling it slowly loosen.

    Kaito eased up on his knees, moved around to Aadne’s head, and raked his leaking cock over his lips, cheeks, and nose. He was too excited and aroused to be neat in his ministrations. As he raked his cock back across the lips, Aadne opened his mouth taking his cock.

    James watched how Aadne took them. Kaito’s cock in the mouth, his own in the ass. He felt the slight push as he shoved inward. Together, Kaito and he fucked Aadne, pushed inward and tugged outward in a steady rhythm. They fucked slowly, eyes going from each other, then down at the prone body between them. Aadne’s cock was laying over his stomach, leaking, smearing its slick over the smooth skin. James took it in hand and stroked it as he fucked him. He knew the sensation of being fucked at both ends and having your own cock stroked. The overwhelming feel of it. He knew Aadne felt it too. The cock in his hand flexed and became rock hard, then it was slick in his hand.

    Kaito cried out, shuddered with his release as he pumped Aadne’s mouth full of cum. James watched the Adam’s apple move up and down as he swallowed once, twice, then three times, taking Kaito’s load. He increased his pace, fucked harder as the taste of cum still lingered in Aadne’s mouth, hammering cock into the depths of his ass. The cock in hand flexed, thickened, then sprayed cum from Aadne’s face down to his stomach. As it dribbled out the last of its cum, James kept stroking it. Cum smeared down the shaft and Aadne shuddered and tried to pull away. The manipulation too much, his cock too sensitive for further stimulation. James smiled at how Aadne was a slave to his cock, consumed with the sensations it gave him. He thrust hard, slamming against Aadne rocking him on the bed. He jammed his hips against him and kept jamming against him until he came.

    James lay on the bed, sated from their initial sex. He watched Aadne move over Kaito. The two lean bodies moving as one, in a dance of a sexual nature. Cocks rubbed together, then Kaito’s legs were on shoulders as cock sank into his ass. James watched with his perfect view from the side, as Aadne sank into Kaito’s depths. He watched them kiss then fuck. It was intimate, the pace slower. He knew this was more than just a fuck. It was the moment the two men would come to know how important the other was to them.

    He climbed off the bed and quietly dressed as Aadne and Kaito fucked on the bed. He checked the room to make sure he was leaving nothing behind, no indication he had been there. One last look at the two men fucking, Aadne over Kaito, tugging his cock outward until it nearly slipped free, then the push back in, all the way until their bodies were pressed together, then James slipped out the door.

    James moved down the filthy path, oily water leaking from a pipe overhead, and everywhere he looked the garish lights of sex clubs, sex hotels, and casinos, where the biggest wagers were one’s body. If he didn’t know what lay in the future, he would have thought this was the end of humanity. The deteriorating technology they were barely able to keep operating as disease and viruses burned through the populations. But the notion of the end was one that surfaced in man’s rhetoric all through time. It was the fuel of far too many religions, for it was a way to fear monger the masses. He remembered the time of his childhood and teen years, and the absolute conviction the end was near, for the Russians were going to take man’s freedom, then his life.

    Shaking his head at how often in time this sense of destruction became a self-fulfilling prophecy, one made real by those who feared it. He brought up the next mission, and the time stamp glowed on his wristband. He rubbed his finger over it as he turned down a side passage, one dark and empty. He took a few steps and disappeared.

    The Awakening

    Smoke rose from fires and the labors worked tirelessly as they worked on the sloped land along the coast of the Sea of Galilee. They were building a new city where before were only scattered dwellings. It was in honor of the second emperor of the Roman Empire, Tiberius. A city in a land far from Rome. A place conflicted and torn between loyalties.

    James stepped out from behind a wall, the top layers freshly laid. He strolled out in a traditional robe, wearing sandals that felt strange to his feet. He moved to a place away from the construction and sat down to wait. He wouldn’t have to wait long.

    It was strange, this particular mission, for how it would take over eighteen hundred years to play out. In this time, it would seem such a trivial thing. An artist compelled to paint images that reflected his deepest desires. Images that would portray something acceptable in this time but would soon become demonized by humanity’s ignorance and their religious ideologies. The artist would create images of sex between two men. And near the end of the twentieth century, those images would be rediscovered, pulled out of archives of a museum where they were packed away, after their discovery in the nineteenth century. They would be influential in expanding the rights of the individual to include sexual orientation. Along with images from the artwork of the far East and ancient Greece, they would shed light on the past acceptance of sex between the same sexes, and thus give cause for acceptance in the future with greater understanding of sex, sexuality, and gender. But first the artist needed to have his own desires fulfilled and by someone who would encourage him to paint images that reflected the intimacy shared between them.

    Walking along a path heading toward the new city of Tiberias, came the young man who would give this artist the freedom of expression. Someone who was heading toward his own destiny in this small insignificant timeline of this age, but one that held much more importance in the time to come. Someone who would board the ship in which the artist was also sailing, heading toward Rome. Even from the distance, the young man a small dot on the horizon, James knew his appearance. He had seen the ancient artifacts. The artist and his young apprentice in the throes of sexual bliss. The young man with the curly hair and dark complexion and lean muscular body. A young man who needed to be awakened to his own sexual needs and desires.

    Shneur came to the construction site and marveled at how a city could just be built in such a short time. He saw the first dwellings and places of commercial enterprise, and the buildings dedicated to the seat of government that were rising from the ground. He came from fertile lands to the south of the sea on his way to Haifa. He thought of his home, a small village that was dwarfed by the city before him, even though it was far from complete.

    He was the youngest of four boys, and knew their farm could not support them all, so he had told his parents he was going in search of work at the docks. Despite his mother’s pleadings to stay, he packed up his few belongings and headed out. As he left his home, he felt guilty for the lie he had told, the one seeking work at the docks. It was a half-truth, he had told himself, but one told to deceive. He was going to seek work at the docks but work that would let him sail the Mediterranean Sea and possible the great ocean beyond. He felt restless, confined in the place he called home.

    Shneur walked past a wagon piled with small stone pulled by two oxen and followed a lane that forked off to the left climbing up the slope. He passed a few buildings that were complete, most dwellings, but a few commercial enterprises, and came out to open area reserved for construction of other building types. A warm wind blew from the sea and up the slope, drying the sweat from his brow.

    He came to the next construction site, men digging trenches or laying stone. In front of him he saw a young man climb off a large stone and approach the lane. Clean shaven, short, neatly trimmed hair and a skin tone that was not of region. But the biggest thing he noticed was the dirty blonde hair. Then he noticed the attractive face and nice muscular body and felt the stirrings that haunted him. He looked upon this stranger with desire and felt confusion and shame. It was the reason he left home, hoping to find his place in the world and discover how to deal with his feelings and longings.

    As he drew near, he knew the man was slightly older than his own eighteen, considered a man himself. He sensed a confidence he lacked in the man’s movement, by the way he carried himself. A few steps further and he realized he was closing the distance between them, soon to be along side him. He felt he should slow down, fall in behind him, but he wanted to get closer. He wanted to see him up close, and with heart beating fast, he continued with his pace until coming along side.

    Shneur glanced over and saw the blue eyes, so foreign in this land, then he saw the smooth facial features. He nearly tripped while looking to his side and felt his face warm with his embarrassment. The man seemed not to notice but as they came to a fork in the lane, the man looked over.

    “Excuse me, but do you know where someone might find lodgings?”

    Shneur looked at the handsome man, for a moment unable to respond. It was the blue eyes and the way they stared back at him.

    “I…huh…I’m not sure. I’m just traveling through on my way to Haifa.”

    “Oh, I’m heading that way. Would you care to search for lodgings with me?”

    James smiled when Shneur wasn’t looking for how easy he was able to get him to follow. They had introduced themselves and he told his fabricated story of traveling to Haifa to board a vessel to Egypt. He knew the mere mention of traveling by water would be the thing that captured Shneur’s attention.

    “Oh, really, I’m looking to travel somewhere too.”

    “Somewhere? Do you not know where you wish to go?”

    Shneur looked away and shook his head. Without turning he uttered a low reply. “I just want to leave.”

    “Things not good at home?”

    “Well…it wasn’t bad but…”

    “You couldn’t live your own life?”

    “Yes, something like that.”

    “Shneur, I don’t think we’ll find anything here for all the construction workers. Shall be head east as far as we can and find a place, maybe in Nazareth.”

    “You think we could find something inexpensive?” asked Shneur.

    “I’m sure we can find something affordable, although I’m prepared to pay whatever it takes for comfortable lodging. If you’ll accompany me, I would love to have the companionship.”

    “I’d like that,” Shneur replied.

    James walked quietly for a distance, letting Shneur grow comfortable with him. The construction left behind they crossed the rolling terrain until they came to Nazareth. The sun was low in the western sky and James was anxious to get Shneur alone. He sensed the possibilities, catching him glancing his way often during their walk. He saw how the eyes looked at him and recognized the lust and desire behind them.

    Nazareth lay in the valley of the low mountains, a small town of only a few hundred. James looked at it as they descended the hill, following the footpath. The town was so small, he worried about finding accommodations.

    “I hope we can find some lodging,” James uttered as they approached.

    “Or at least get someone to let us use their stable,” said Shneur.

    James chuckled at the reference to a stable, knowing the mythic legend on which one played in the writings yet to come.

    “Excuse me, is there some place we could find lodging?” asked James to the first person they came upon, a woman carrying a basket.

    “There is no inn but check with Salome. She has put up travelers in the past.”

    “Where can we find this Salome?”

    “The other side of the town, the house with two stables behind it and a pen with sheep at the left one.”

    “Thank you,” James replied, and he led Shneur into the small town.

    Most dwellings were modest, with crude structures for livestock or grain behind them. Near the other side they saw the house that had to belong to Salome. It was larger than most, and behind it were two well-built structures, one with a low stone wall creating a pen area to its side.

    James approached the door to the dwelling which swung open just before he reached it. A middle-aged woman stepped out then stopped, surprised someone was approaching.

    “Can I help you?” she asked.

    “Excuse me, are you Salome?” asked James.

    “Yes.”

    “I’m James and this is Shneur, and we’re looking for lodging for the night. We were told to ask you.”

    “Yes, I can put you up. The stable to the right is not in use and I let people stay in it. If that is acceptable, you can stay for two bronze coin.”

    “That is acceptable,” James replied as he dug out his purse with the local currency. Manufactured back in his time, he, like the other travelers, were equipped with all the necessary items to function in the times they were visiting, including money. He pulled out three bronze coins and placed them in Salome’s hand. “Thank you.”

    “Should you wish to bathe, there is a bath house. It is over there,” said Salome, pointing back to northeast.

    “I could use a bath after being on the road,” said James, smiling at Salome, then over to Shneur. “What about you?”

    “I haven’t the money for such a luxury.”

    “But you must accompany me. I’ll pay. Come, let’s get settled and then go for a bath,” said James, putting his hand on Shneur’s shoulder in a friendly manner, leading him toward the stable.

    The stable, for it to be a building not in use, was neat and clean. Each stall was set up with a platform for sleeping and in the central common area, water was brought to them in large vases. James took the last stall in the back, the one with the most privacy and he watched as Shneur took the one directly across from him. He left the stall gate open and as he laid out his few possessions, he looked across and saw Shneur had left his gate open and was doing the same.

    “Are you ready for that bath?” asked James as he stepped into the common area. Shneur nodded, then stepped out next to him.

    “Yes, I think so.”

    In the bath, James quickly disrobed while watching Shneur slowly remove his own. Shy, back turned to him, James looked at the lean body coming into view. It was going to be easy to feel desire toward him. The shift of shoulder blades in the long torso, the round ass, and the long legs he imagined wrapped around his waist.

    They went into the main room and began to bathe. James openly looked at Shneur’s body, letting him see his stare. As they bathed it seemed Shneur became bold, eventually standing to where he was fully visible to James. Partially erect cock, low hanging balls, and the long lean torso; the body of a teen maturing into a man. He stood facing Shneur while pouring water over his head, letting him look upon his own nudity. He felt his arousal with the beginning of an erection, he did nothing to stop it. ‘Let him look at the effects he is having on me’ he thought as he let water cascade down his body.

    The stable was quiet and empty except for Shneur and James. James had extinguished his torch, leaving only the one in Shneur’s stall burning. He looked from the darkness into the light at the young man sitting, then pacing around. He saw the anxiousness, the restlessness, and he would soon use it to his advantage.

    “Shneur. Shneur, can you come here?”

    Shneur crossed the common area and entered the dark stall, his shadow blocking out James completely.

    “Yes?”

    “Come, sit. Talk with me.”

    Shneur moved into the darkness and to James’ left letting light from his torch illuminate James as best it could. He sat next to James, about two hands apart. For a long time only the sound of Shneur’s nervous breathing broke the silence of the stable. One knee bounced up and down and James sensed how he could bolt like a scared rabbit at any minute.

    “You know, this is an odd age. Some places accept things out of the ordinary, and others do not,” said James.

    “What do you mean?”

    “Well, some cultures are okay with marriages that mix religions or cultures, some royal families using it as a treaty between countries.”

    “But there are some things no culture will accept.”

    “Not true. The most radical thing I can think of is a relationship between two people of the same sex, but you know the Greeks and now the Romans are accepting of it, although the reason and degree is not based on the reason it should be.”

    “I heard that, and father said it was pure evil.”

    “I disagree with your father. I think if someone can find someone they love, someone they want to spend their life, supporting each other through even the most difficult times, then no one should disparage it.”

    “You’re okay with a man having sex…a relationship with another man?”

    James turned to Shneur and looked into the shadowed eyes, concealed from his own. He felt the light hitting his eyes and knew Shneur could see his eyes and hoped he saw what was behind them.

    “Yes. In fact, where I come from it is considered normal, just another aspect of our sexuality, where not everyone is the same.”

    “H-h-have you…been with a man?”

    “Yes.”

    Shneur shifted, appeared ready to jump up and run, then he settled back, and James knew he was contemplating what had been said, turning it over his mind.

    “You know, if someone met another person they loved, there will no doubt be regret. Regret that they can’t go home and present this person to their family. But it may be the only way to achieve happiness, and it will be a greater regret, one that pierces the soul, if they do not follow their heart,” James whispered. “And before they find that special person, it is okay to explore their desires, to share themselves with another, if for no other reason, than to give comfort or find release to their desires,” he added, sliding his hand over until his fingers could touch Shneur on the thigh.

    James felt Shneur flinch, but not pull away. He rubbed his fingers along the thigh, then moved his hand down to the knee and gave it a slight squeeze.

    “Is this, okay?” asked James.

    Shneur nodded his head slowly, then after what seemed an eternity whispered, “yes.”

    James pulled at the robe, gathered it into his hand, tugging the bottom of it up until he was above the knee. Then he slid his hand underneath it until he felt hardening cock and loose sac. He toyed with the cock, tugged at the sac, and when Shneur unconsciously spread his legs, he leaned over and kissed him on the neck. He moved up the neck to the ear as he filled his hand with growing cock, slowly stroking it. Moving along the jaw, Shnier surprised him by not waiting for him to get to his lips, turning to him and kissing him back. He was pleased to see him open up so quickly and he slipped his hand out from underneath the robe.

    “Stand up,” James whispered.

    Shneur stood in front of him completely in shadow and he took the robe in each hand and stood, pulling it upward. Standing right in front of him, James realized he was a couple of inches taller, and when Shneur raised each arm for him, he easily slipped the robe up the arms and off. He kissed him, feeling the push back. He kissed the long neck and down the chest. He toyed with nipples, tonguing the hard nub in each, then he kissed his way down the stomach until dragging his nose through pubic hair, then lips along the hard curved shaft. He dragged his tongue along the length of it, kissed the head, licked it, then took it in his mouth and pushed forward.

    Fingers dug into James’ shoulders and soon hips pushed forward sinking cock deeper in his mouth. He rubbed thighs, reached up between them and tugged on the sac until Shneur shuddered, then he moved his hands around the waist and over the curved ass cheeks. He slipped fingers down between them and as he took cock deep into his mouth, he raked them down between the cheeks until he felt the puckered opening. He rubbed it until Shneur moaned, then pushed one finger into him, penetrating as far as he could sink the finger, and Shneur shuddered again, then filled his mouth with cum. He sucked the spurting cock as he piston his finger in the hole.

    When Shneur was spent, James sat back on his heels and looked up at the naked young man. He slid hands up the legs, then raked one over to the half flaccid cock, feeling it respond.

    “You want to try something else?” asked James.

    “Yes,” Shneur responded without hesitation.

    James stood and pulled his robe off, tossing it the side. Naked, his own cock half hard, he moved up to Shneur, pressing his body against him. He pushed with his hips, making his cock flex and grow harder. He felt Shneur’s cock push back, then he felt soft tentative kisses against his neck, shaking hands move up his arms, then around his body, rubbing upward over his back. He felt the kisses move to his jaw and he turned to Shneur and kissed him back. Then he pushed gently on Shneur’s shoulders and watched him sink to his knees. He felt the kisses on his stomach, then after a hesitation, on the head of his cock. He shuddered as lips moved down it, always thrilled by the feel of a man’s mouth on his cock.

    Shneur moved with irregular movements, at times struggling, but despite it all, it made James get rock hard, and so aroused he didn’t know how long he could hold back. As his cock rubbed over the tongue or across the roof of the mouth or pushed at the sides of it, he struggled with a desire to move his hips faster to increase the stimulation. His arousal increased until his mission was secondary, his own fulfilment of his desires becoming overwhelming. The mouth felt good, damn good, but he wanted more.

    James reached down and helped Shneur to his feet, and he kissed him, passionately, physically, as he turned him and guided him back to the platform. When it hit the back of Shneur’s legs, he kept pushing, guiding him down on his back. With ass right at the edge of the platform, he took each leg, holding each by the ankle. He spread them until Shneur was laying before him open to his desires. With bent knees, he pushed his leaking wet cock against the spread ass and worked it up and down, at times pressing against the wrinkled virgin opening.

    “You want me?” asked James as he pushed against the tight opening.

    “Yes,” Shneur replied as he lifted his upper body on elbows. He looked down at James’ cock, thick, wet, and pushing against his opening, then he looked upward, eyes looking at the masculine body between his legs, then the eyes watching him. “Put it inside me.”

    James pushed, feeling the squeeze on his cock. The head, then inch after inch of the shaft squeezed through the opening as he slowly pushed inward. He pushed until over half of his cock was buried in the tight hole, then he tugged it outward until nearly slipping free. He began to fuck with slow gentle pushes inward and tugs outward.

    Shneur moaned and his body shuddered with the penetration. He threw his head back and cried out, begging James to fuck him. James smiled, shoved inward all the way, his hips banging against the spread ass, then he began to fuck harder, faster. Tightening his grip around the ankles, he hammered his cock in Shneur’s depths.

    James felt fingers against his thighs as he fucked. It emboldened him to fuck faster, hips smacking against the spread ass. He brought the legs together and held them against his chest feeling the warm flesh as he kept fucking. Then he rotated Shneur around and moved onto the platform between the legs and shoved his cock back into his depths. He moved over him, pushing legs back until the knees were against Shneur’s chest, he folded him in half and fucked. And fucked. Fucked until he felt feverish, his body on fire. He sweated, sliding against the legs against his chest. He heaved for breath and felt his muscles burning with his exertion. He looked down that the prone body and watched as his sweat rain down on him.

    “Fuck,” James uttered as he thrust into Shneur’s depth and kept slamming against the spread ass trying to get deeper as he felt the surge of release. He raised his head and cried out as he pressed tightly against the upturned ass and came.

    It was still dark, sometime in the early morning hour when everything is so quiet James could hear his own breathing and that of Shneur. Shneur lay next him still naked, the two of them using their robes as cover. He pressed his hard cock against the round ass and Shneur stirred his sleep, pushing back against him.

    “Fuck me,” Shneur uttered, half asleep, using the word he never used before this night.

    James rolled Shneur to his stomach and moved over him. Soon, his cock was buried in the round ass, and he fucked in a slow steady rhythm. Kissing the back of the neck, then locking one arm around it, he fucked him with an intimacy. He wanted Shneur to feel the possibility, how one man could make another feel.

    Shneur moaned and undulated his body beneath James. It increased their arousal, and James struggled to keep his pace slow. He ground his hips against the round ass with his cock buried all the way inside of him. Then he pulled outward as far as he could, hips swinging up, then he pushed inward, slowly, over and over.

    “Fuck, you’re so hot,” James whispered in Shneur’s ear.

    James nipped the left ear, kissed the neck, as he pumped his cock into the depths of Shneur’s ass. He felt Shneur working his own ass, pushing upward as he sank into his depths, and knew he was working his own cock into the soft fabric of the robe beneath him. After what seemed a long time, Shneur began to moan louder, then shudder with his own release. James held him tight around the neck and pushed inward all the way and came again.

    As they neared the coast, James watched Shneur. At times nervous, unable to look at him. Other times there was a mischievous smile. What pleased James was how the smile happened with greater frequency as they neared the coast. They crossed over a hill and saw the old city laid out along the coast, and in the harbor the slow slung sailing ships.

    “We made it,” James uttered as he stood looking over it all.

    “Yes.”

    “Let’s go.”

    “James?”

    “Yes.”

    “Do you think…”

    “No. I’ve got someplace to be and someone to meet. And you have your own destiny to fulfill.”

    Shneur looked at James with a confused look.

    “Destiny?”

    “You own goals in life. Just remember, don’t be afraid to pursue them, and always consider your own happiness.”

    Shneur smiled, then nodded his head.

    “Let’s go,” Shneur stated as he began down the path.

    James hid at the back of the restaurant, the smell of meat cooking in back blowing in and at the long table in the middle of the room the patrons were drinking beer from Egypt and Lebanon and eating locally baked bread while they waited on the main course to cook. At the end of the table, sitting alone was Shneur. He watched him, waiting for the moment of truth to arrive. He worried another intervention would be needed, unsure Shneur had the confidence to make events unfold as they should for the timeline. They had parted once near the docks, James lying about where he needed to be, then followed Shneur to make sure events fell into place.

    The door opened and light spilled into the interior, then disappeared with its closing. A man walked in wearing a robe in the style of a Roman. He strolled into the room and looked around. James watched him, knowing he was the one. A Roman by the name of Aurelius who was an artist. In three days, he would be on a boat heading to Rome. He watched him, the way he scanned the room until his eyes fell on Shneur. It was the look of a man struggling with his attractions.

    Shneur looked up and saw Aurelius staring at him and he stared back, more boldly than James would believe possible. Then he stood and James heard his voice clear and confidence.

    “Excuse me, would you like to sit with me?”

    James smiled seeing the connection made. He pictured the ancient paintings of a nude male, then images of two males having sex. He knew the two men stood before him, one the artist, the other the inspiration, the model, the one that would take the artist to a new level of confidence, both in his humanity and in his art.

    James slipped out a back door and moved down a narrow alley. He pulled up the preset setting, one that would take him back to his first destination, the place not official for this mission. He checked the date, five years later than his first visit, rubbed his finger on the control and disappeared.

    Last Stop

    James stepped out of the woods, crossed the open ditch, the rough slag road, and eased up the dirt drive that approached the farmhouse. He knew it as the Widow Gibson’s house, but that had been years ago, eight for him, even more to everyone of this time. It was near dark, the time when everything began to lose its color, going gray, fading to black. One window in front was aglow, but the curtains were pulled, blocking out any activity inside.

    He made his way around the house and at the rear eased up on the porch where he could look through a window. Inside he saw them. The new owners busy preparing dinner. Thomas at the range and Kevin at the table nearby chopping up onion. Thomas turned and said something making them laugh. Kevin raked the chopped onion in a bowl and moved to stand by Thomas where he spooned the onion into the pan. Steam rose from it and soon enough even James could smell the onion cooking.

    He smiled at the simple domesticity of what was going on. A dinner in preparation and Thomas, his nephew, and Kevin his partner, happy. It wasn’t important to the passage of time. This would have no bearing on future events, but it made his nephew a happy person, and it was enough.

    He eased off the porch, brought up the small panel on the wristband and rubbed his finger on the final setting. Back to the time he now considered his own. The place where he had made a life. He would be home by dinner, just another workday having passed since he left. A couple steps forward, moving away from the house, he disappeared. Far into the future, a time of renewal for civilization, he reappeared in the lab.

    “How did it go?” Dr. Noqueira asked, stepping up on the platform to examine James.

    “Good. No problems in any of the missions,” James replied, smiling at the old scientist.

    “You want to tell me about that unauthorized first and last stop?”

    “Not really,” James replied, seeing the doctor’s eyebrows rise in a questioning stare.

    “Don’t let Dr. Huang find out. She’ll have your ass for it.”

    “Believe me, I know. It’ll be our little secret,” said James as he followed Dr. Noqueira off the platform. “Any problem keeping it out of the mission profile and synopsis?”

    “You have the clearance, so just edit it when you go in to make your report.”

    “It still under the same name?”

    “Yes. Crios.”

    “Thanks. Now, if you’ll excuse me…”

    “You have to get home, because Oscar will have dinner waiting,” Dr. Noqueira interrupted, smiling knowingly.

    “Something like that.”

    James strolled out of the lab and followed the sidewalk as it made its way across the glass dome. Purified air pumped around inside it, while outside the air that still contained contaminates from the wars of 2083 was being pumped through filters. He knew it would take another five years before going outside without a suit was possible, but he also knew humanity was finally finding the balance with the natural world it had never obtained before.

    Ahead he saw the silhouette of the apartment building that housed the lab staff. He looked up the slim tower all the way to its top where it connected to the structure of the dome acting as a support column. Along the parapet of the building, the data screen flashed the time and date: 6:23 P.M., 4 July 2208.

  • Possessed

    Living with my Uncle Rod was great, although he was definitely Gay, he made no moves on me. He had it all going for him. Handsome, athletic build, well off and running his own architectural business, looked fantastic in a Speedo that showed off his ‘assets’ to perfection … About ten years older than me — a late addition to the family — he was always good company, a great host and very tolerant of his nephew’s erratic hours, and somewhat disorganised studying patterns. I knew he was into some sort of fetish, but he never discussed it, and always deflected any suggestion if I attempted to do so. I certainly noticed his well defined ‘package’ filling out his tailored slacks, or his fitted stretch jeans. I envied it, since my own tackle is very much ‘average’ and nothing remarkable. Sure I made some ‘moves’ on him, but, though he obviously enjoyed me doing so, he didn’t bite.

    I’ve always swung both ways, and am pretty much at ease with it. I just like sex, and I’m not fussy about the gender issue, as long as I like the person, and they are willing and want sex with me. And Rod would definitely have fitted the bill! Not that I got that much sex anywhere — as a student working my way through uni I didn’t have a lot of time for socialising, and the shortage of money was a major reason I lived with my uncle. As to why I was living with him; it’s complicated. He’s my real father’s youngest brother. My parents had split up, and my mother remarried to a guy I couldn’t stand. I wanted to study art and graphics, and he persuaded my mother it was a waste of money — so I had walked out, determined to make my own way. 

    It hadn’t proved easy, and Uncle Rod had finally tracked me down to a squat, and hauled me off to his home. I paid my way, after a fashion, at least covering the food I ate.

    The house is a Georgian townhouse, originally with kitchen, scullery, larder and coal store in the cellar, reception rooms on the ground floor, bedrooms on the first and second floors and servants quarters in the attic. Rod had done a complete makeover of the place, so I occupied the servants rooms with my own bathroom, a study and bedroom and a tiny kitchenette. The main kitchen remained in the cellar, but heavily modernised, with a dining room adjoining with windows and doors to the garden. The ground floor now had a large living room facing the back of the house and garden, with a wide patio verandah. What had been the front room was now a very comfortable ‘office’. Two large bedrooms en suite took up the first floor and two more similar on the second. The rest of the basement area was, Rod told me, still original and just storage for the moment.

    He regularly entertained visitors, usually couples, and almost always ‘gay’. When this happened when I was working late or attending lectures, I made use to the narrow ‘servants stairs’ so I could come and go without disturbing Rod or the guests. Frequently though, he included me in the party, something I always enjoyed. Some visitors flirted with me in fun, but it never got beyond flirting.

    Soon after I moved in I began to suspect there was something odd about the place. I had odd dreams — erotic ones — and sometimes the smell of latex in my room was quite strong. I raised it with my uncle.

    “Oh, you’ve noticed?” He smiled. “There’s some old story about the place being haunted. It doesn’t bother me, and I’ve lived here five years now.” He watched my reaction. “The story is the ghost is someone who was a Gay latex lover.” He laughed. “Probably why it doesn’t bother me.”

    “I guess I can live with that.” I grinned. “The dreams are pretty graphic, but, hey, they’re just dreams.” In fact I had one of these dreams usually about once a month, sometimes twice, and they always left me tired and on a sexual high for a day or two. “Bloody realistic ones, but just dreams.” 

    “If you say so,” he teased. “Any time you want to put it to the test, let me know.”

    “You mean wear latex?”

    “If you like. No, I meant the dreams. They involve latex? With a partner?” He regarded me quizzically. “Gay sex? Or straight?”

    I blushed. “Always Gay. The figures in my dream are always in latex, even their faces covered by it.” They were always male and gave me the most fantastic blowjobs, but I decided not to mention that. “Let’s just say it’s pretty intense.”

    He laughed. “I expect so — and you enjoy it I think.”

    “You bet.” I laughed. “Call it my ghostly lover. He or she certainly knows how to please a man! If it wasn’t for these ‘visits’ I’d be celibate.”

    In all honesty I looked forward to these ghostly visits. With my crazy work and study efforts, and trying to keep up with assignments, attend lectures and earn some money, social life was more or less confined to “Hi, how’re you doing?” Followed by “See you soon!” 

    The dreams followed a sort of pattern. Almost always on a night I’d worked late and had no early classes on the next day. Always intense, they always came on nights when I more or less passed out on the bed, too tired to do much more than strip. As I always sleep naked that seldom took me long. There was another aspect to it that took me a while to register — I’d arrive home and head upstairs and be ready for sleep almost as soon as I entered the room. In fact, I could sometimes barely remember undressing.

    The dreams were always fantastically real, so real that if I dreamed my latex covered lover sucked my cock, my ejaculation never left any cum stains in the bed … And the scent of latex lingered. For at least a day afterward it was still there.

    Then came the night nearly two years after I moved in, and with my course winding to an end, that I experienced the first of a different type of dream. In these I was always restrained, and my ‘lover’ always fully covered in shiny latex, and sometimes so was I, usually in a heavy latex strait jacket, and sometimes in a tight fitting hood that restricted my vision. The funny part was I really looked forward to these particular dreams, even trying to find ways of inducing them.

    Uncle Rod treated me to a fantastic dinner the night I got my results.

    “What are your plans?” He asked in the car on the way home. “Got something lined up yet?”

    “Uh huh. My tutor got me an interview with a company that needs a graphic designer who can join a remote working team. I got the job!”

    “Great.” Rod pulled up at the garage he kept the car in and I got out. Joining me in the mews, he continued. “We can have a chat about what you need and where to set it up tomorrow. Is it the sort of work you want? It can be a bit lonely working remotely like that.”

    “I know, but, hey, it’ll make a hell of a change from working two different jobs and trying to get to classes one time.” I grinned as we entered the house. “And cope with my ghostly visitor!”

    Rod laughed. “He gives you a good work out?”

    “Brilliant,” I joked. “Just wish it was actually real.” I waved at my crotch. “And I had a bit more to offer.”

    “Hah,” Rod laughed. “Be careful what you wish for!”

    I made my way upstairs, suddenly exhausted. Falling into bed I was asleep almost as soon as I hit the pillow. And then the dream started.

    This dream was different. For a start the shiny latex figure got me on my feet, then inserted me into a very tight and very heavy latex strait jacket before leading me down the narrow ‘servant’s stairs’ and into the basement. Facing me was what some call a whipping bench, and with my arms freed, I was helped onto this, then strapped firmly in place. Below me, my erection was fitted into a tight flexible tube and something secured it in place. Then I was fucked. At least, it felt like it. Not just the once. Between each fucking something rigid was inserted into my opening, and each time it was removed, a cock replaced it and gave me another dose of cum.

    Throughout not a word was said, and the whole thing seemed to be happening to someone else, as if I was just an observer in my own head. After what seemed like hours, I was taken back upstairs and put to bed. The dream faded away and I slept really heavily.

    The sun was shining in my window when I woke, and that told me it was well after midday. Curiously I felt incredible. Rested, wide awake and … yes, randy as hell! And there was another surprise when I rolled out of bed. My cock was twice it’s usual size, and my balls matched. A second realisation hit me — my butt was slick with what felt like lube!

    “Fuck …” I exclaimed. Then I caught sight of the rubber catsuit draped over my clothes. “What the hell?”

    My mobile buzzed.

    “Hello?”

    “Got what you wished for, Rob?” Uncle Rod’s voice sounded amused. “Get the latex suit on and come down. We better have a talk and decide how we’re going to arrange our lives from now on.”

    “What?” I swallowed. “What have you done to me? What the fuck’s going on?”

    He chuckled. “I haven’t done anything to you. But, put the suit on and come down. I’ll explain. Those dreams you’ve had weren’t ‘dreams’, and we’re both now hosts to, for want of a better word, an alien. They’ve taken up residence in our genitalia, and our libido feeds them.” He paused. “You’ll find the latex suit helps. Don’t be long.”

    He rang off and I stared at my cock. It was not just long, it was thick, and my scrotum looked huge. Then a strange thing happened. Starting in my crotch, a feeling of calm acceptance and pleasure spread through me. Grinning, I walked to the latex suit and began to work myself into it.

    Uncle Rod was right, the suit did feel good, and so did my heavy cock in its sheath and my balls in their pouch. Rod was waiting in the kitchen, dressed exactly as I was, and with his impressive cock as rigid as mine.

    “I told you to be careful what you wished for,” he greeted, moving to embrace me. “Feels good?”

    Returning the embrace, I grinned. “Fantastic. Why did you wait this long to …”

    “You needed preparing to receive your symbiote, and we had to make sure you were receptive, and would enjoy the latex. You passed.” He kissed me hungrily. “Want to see where they had you last night?” His kiss was gentle and very tender. “We’re to be lovers, Rob. That’s the way this works. They take up residence in us, and control some of our body functions, but make us lover pairs and latex fetishists.” He hesitated, holding me tight. “I was allowed to choose you as my partner, even though my Master was impatient. Now we’re together and I am to teach you our role.”

    “We’re to be lovers?” I returned his hug. “I’m not complaining! I want to be your lover, Rod …” I kissed him, and let him take control of the kiss. I grinned as he finally broke it, then dropped to my knees and took his cock head into my mouth,  savouring the shape of his sculpted glans, and the taste of his precum. “Mmm, I think I’m going to get to know this much better …”

    He laughed. “You will. But first, want to see the playroom? You can get better acquainted there.”

    “Yeah, better show me where they had me last night. It was pretty intense, but,” I hugged him, “actually pretty good.”

    “Good,” he said, planting another kiss. “Come on, and I’ll show you our playroom.” He grinned. “My Master is hungry and wants us to fuck.”

    “Your Master …?” I stopped as the desire for sex filled me. “I think my, um, Master, wants it as well …” I hesitated as the desire to be restrained, and to submit to Rod’s control became overwhelming. “Take me to the playroom, Rod. I need to be restrained and fucked …”

    He smiled. “I brought a straitjacket up as I figured they wouldn’t waste time.” He lifted the heavy latex garment and opened it. “Let’s get you dressed.”

    I slipped my arms into the closed sleeves and turned to allow him to zip the jacket onto me. In a matter of minutes I was tightly confined in it and he guided me down to the basement. Passing through a heavy door, I found myself in the room of my dream. Rod was in a hurry now, and I submitted, driven by my own desire to have his cum inside me … 

    Securing me on my back in a sling with my legs raised and spread wide, Rod moved into position, his now leaking cock aimed at my opening. He kissed my leaking tip, and smiled. “From now on, Rob, we’re going to be bound to each other, and controlled by our Masters. You ready for this?”

    “Ready? I doubt it, Rod,” I grinned and pressed my opening against his cock. “But I want your cock inside me more than anything in the world …”

    “Then just relax, and let your companion control it …” 

    Rod pressed his cock to my sphincter, and I braced myself, expecting the usual initial pain. Instead I felt my muscles relax, and then Rod was fully inside me before I could respond. “Oh!” I said as his pubic mound made contact with my perineum. My sphincter tightened, gripping his shaft. “Oooh! Wow, Rod, is this ..?”

    “Yes. They’re in charge.” He smiled, his hands caressing my hips and thighs. “Enjoy the ride!” He began to thrust his hips, his cock sliding in and out of me like a slow running piston. “It takes a while to reach a climax,” he warned. “But that means we’re both producing huge amounts of the hormones they feed on …” He shuddered. “Better warn you, we produce a lot of cum as well …” 

    There was no need to tell me about the hormones, I felt the surge! It was weird in a sense. I was helpless, my ‘uncle’ fucking my butt, my own erection between us, with my body and his responding to our coupling, but neither of us actually in control. And what a fantastic fuck it was. Okay, I have not had a lot of experience, but even the best I’d experienced was nothing like this. It didn’t even come close.

    I felt the pace increasing, and sensed the slow build up of his ejaculation. Then he rammed himself deep and shuddered as his cock jerked inside me. His cum seemed to erupt in prolonged bursts, not just one quick rush, but several long pulses. And my body responded to the flood of warm cum with what can only be described as a glow of intense satisfaction. It was some time before Rod withdrew himself, and then it was my turn.

    Removed from the sling, he moved me to a padded bench, strapped me down on my back and then straddled me, his hand reaching for my erect cock. He smiled. “And now, Rob, you will feed my Master …”

    I watched as he lowered himself carefully, and then shivered as his opening engulfed my sensitive glans. He slid gently down my stiff pole, and when I was fully inside him, his sphincter tightened and locked us together. His hands rested on my straitjacketed shoulders. “My Master says we are well matched, my love.” He smiled. “He says you have responded well, and he’s pleased I waited for you.”

    “I’m glad,” I shuddered slightly as he began to slide up and down gently on my cock. A sudden realisation came to me. “Your friends … the ones who teased me and flirted … are they also like us — controlled by a Master?”

    Rod nodded, focussed on fucking himself on my cock. “Yes,” he replied. “We’re all part of the commune …” He smiled. “And none of us would change it …”

    I bit my lip as he worked. The sensations in my cock unbelievable as I gradually built toward what I could sense was going to be a truly fantastic ejaculation. It was. It built up slowly, then exploded through my entire groin, my thighs, my stomach and then the rest of me. The only way to describe it was ‘orgasmic’ — and it didn’t stop when my ejaculations stopped.

    Exhausted I lay in a daze trying to get my head to function, trying to work out what I had experienced, trying to just make the world stop spinning. Rod helped me to my feet and steadied me. He grinned. “My Master says you were definitely worth waiting for, Rob.” His kiss was tender. “Want me to release you?”

    I managed to get my voice to work. “No!” I croaked. “Oh wow. No, Rod, keep me like this a bit longer, I need to feel restrained, held …” I grinned. “And I think I’ll need another dose of you. My Master seems to want you to let me suck your gorgeous tool …”

    “Okay.” He steered me to a bondage throne. “Just sit there while I prepare for it.”

    Seating myself gingerly on the forbidding ‘throne’ I noted the fact there was a dildo in the seat which could be raised to enter a ‘victim’ and grinned as I realised my manhole was perfectly positioned … I watched Rod preparing the place he intended to put me to give him ‘head’. The throne was surprisingly comfortable, and I found myself thinking it was going to be fun being restrained in it. Another thought came into my mind. “Um, Rod? I think I need to be blindfolded or hooded for this …”

    “Hooded?” Rod grinned. “Yes, that sounds like a great idea.” Looking round, he searched among a number of items. “Yup, here’s just the thing.” He moved to where I sat. “Comfortable?”

    “Yes. It is.” I glanced at the hood he held. “That looks awesome.”

    “I think you’ll love it.” He opened it, and slipped it over my face. “Hold still while I fasten it.”

    “I’m ready.” I felt the zip drawn closed and the rubber pulled tight over my head and eyes leaving only my mouth and nose uncovered. 

    He buckled the collar round my neck, then gripped my elbow. “Come on, Rob, I’m loaded, and you need to get into position.”

    “Mmm,” I grinned as I stood. “Lead me to it, Rod.”

    Guiding me forward he put me over a padded bench, then secured my thighs and ankles with heavy cuffs, and a further wide belt over my back holding me in position. Then his swollen ‘head’ was pressing against my opening …

    “Mmmm, oooooh yesssss,” I moaned as he penetrated me. I sensed the control of my alien ‘Master’ as he-it took charge of my muscles and the sensations in my butt and crotch as Rod fucked me. It was intense, and the final result incredible. We remained joined for a while, but then, as if by mutual agreement, we parted and Rod released me.

    Wrapping me in his arms, Rod kissed me. “Come to the kitchen with me, I think we need some lunch!” 

    “Lunch.” I felt the approval of my ‘companion’, and then something else … “I think, once we’ve eaten, that ‘throne’?”

    Rod laughed. “Ah, getting you off to a flying start. Okay, but first — food.”

    “You know,” I began as he steered me toward the kitchen. “I think I’m going to like being possessed like this …”

  • My first real gay encounter

    Bad party

    She works for the school district. I hate teachers. They are so self-important, and always complain about how little they get paid. It’s the same story over and over.

    She is excited for me to meet her friends. They all seem pretty much the same to me. Conservative wannabe party people. Most are nice but a couple of the guys are jerks. Always telling everyone how hard they work and how little they get paid. 

    We go to someone’s house where the party is going on. I’m in the basement with a few of them shooting pool. My girlfriend is upstairs doing lines and drinking Tequila. Yes, teachers have some coke around so no one knows they are all broke. I know this story. I’ll be carrying her home after a while. 

    Jake comes downstairs. He recognizes me from some other gathering we’ve been to. He is drunk. He comes over and grabs me. He plants a big kiss on my mouth and grabs my ass. He is a big, drunk strong guy. I don’t fight him off much. I don’t want to start a fight. He kisses me and finally lets me go. Laughing at me.

    Everyone laughs and calls him a bitch. The evening goes on. It’s late. Time to get my girl and go home. I wander around the house looking for her. No luck. Finally, I find her passed out with another girl in a back bedroom. All is well there. She can sleep for a while. I’ll have a couple more drinks, then call it a night. Jake is in the hall. He takes my arm and tries to pull me into the next bedroom. 

    “You didn’t fight me as much as I thought you would.”

    In we go. He pushes me against the wall and gets to it. Both hands under my shirt and his tongue in my mouth. I let him have a moment before I start to resist. His hands are grabbing at my chest like he is feeling me up like a girl. His mouth is wide open, wet, and sloppy. He isn’t letting go. I guess I wasn’t fighting as hard as he expected, either. My arms were sort of just hanging there. I was surprised. He takes my head in his hands and looks me in the eyes.”You’re going to be my bitch. Aren’t you. bitch?”

    I guess I didn’t respond as he expected. I just stood there, staring back at him. My mind was blank. His hands on my face and his deep stare in my eyes put me into some crazy trance. I didn’t say a word. He kissed me again. I let him. He opens my mouth with his tongue. I let it roll in. His hands slowly drifted down. Down and over my chest. He loosens my pants. I couldn’t speak. I just laid my head back and let him kiss me. And pull my belt loose.

    The next thing I know my arms are pulled back behind me, with my belt wrapped around them at the elbows. My shirt is unbuttoned and open. His tongue is in my mouth. His hands are all over me. I’m in a daze. What the fuck? He tightens the belt. My shoulders pull back. I feel him bump the back of my legs. I slide down, kneeling on the floor. I hear a belt buckle rattle. His pants open up. Then fall to the floor. He is hard. He takes a handful of my hair and pulls my head in close. His cock is pressing against my cheek. He points his cock toward my mouth and it pops inside. 

    “Suck me good my little bitch.”

    What am I doing? The door is closed. He is leaning against it keeping it that way. Keeping anyone from coming in, and keeping me from getting out. His cock tasted… like cock. A dull blue light flashes in my face. He is taking pictures of me sucking him off. I’m struggling with my belt holding my arms back. I’m struggling with his cock sliding in and out of my mouth. He has one hand firmly on the back of my head. Guiding me forward and back. The other one is holding his phone, recording me sucking his cock. 

    Someone walks by the door and knocks. We both stop. The someone walks away. 

    “This isn’t working, sweetie. It’s time we go.”

    We are out to his car before I know what happened. He pushes me into the back seat. He follows me in and it’s on again. His cock in my face. I open up for it, like a good girl. What the fuck? He is a lot more aggressive with me. He loosened the belt around my arms. My hands were positioned in front of my face. I held his cock and his balls while he throat fucked me. The back of my throat gets a good workout. He is holding my head and mouth fucking me. I’m choking and trying to catch my breath between thrusts. 

    “Eat it you fucking whore!”

    And then he came. “Shit!” Cum everywhere. I’m glad we were in his car. What a mess. But I did get plenty in my little virgin mouth, too. 

    I’m trying to put myself back together. “Can I go now?”

    “No sweetheart. I’m taking you home tonight. Your stupid girlfriend can get her own ride.”

    On the ride to his house, he was asking me a lot of rude questions. Stuff like “How long have you liked to suck cock?” He was just trying to embarrass and humiliate me. And it was working. “How many cocks have I sucked? Or was mine your first?”

    I didn’t answer any of the questions.

    Finally, at his house, he took me roughly through the garage, grabbing some nylon rope on the way through, and into a back bedroom. He used the rope to tie my arms back behind me. Wrists and elbows are bound together.  He forced me to my knees and tied me to the foot of the bed. He took my head in his hands and told me what I could expect.

    “You’re going to suck my cock, again and again, my little slut. And you’re going to love it.”

    He came back into the bedroom drinking a beer. He gave me a sip. And then my evening got even worse.

    “I’ve changed my mind.” As he is untying me from the bedpost. “Get up there.”

    A big wad of cloth is forced into my mouth. He uses a roll of black tape to hold it in. He wraps it around and around. He is looking at me lustfully as she wraps the tape around my gagged mouth and head. He grabs one of my ‘tits’ and pinches it hard. He keeps squeezing until I try to scream. My helpless gagged mouth lets out a muffled whimper. I’m forced down on my face on the bed. My jeans slip down and off. A rope wraps around my ankle. My leg is pulled out to the corner of the bed. Then the other. I’m tied, gagged, and spread out. Helpless. He pulls me up and pushes a pillow under me. I start to panic. But it’s much too late.

    He is on me, rubbing a long stream of lube up and down my butt crack. 

    “You’re going to be my butt boy tonight. My ass lover. My little fuck hole. How do you like that?”

    “Mummphh!”

    Part 2. Ass lover -coming soon!

  • Muscleboy Molested by Old Men on the Train

    Let me set the scene for you (but not too much, since I’m eager to tell the story). My name is Jamie, and I’m a 22-year old bodybuilder. I was coming home late from the gym one night after a long, hard workout. I had done chest and abs that day, so my pecs and abs were popping like they hadn’t in a while. I was wearing a tight little white tank top that revealed my beefy arms, my upper chest, and was unfortunately so short that it also revealed a good amount of skin above my waistline. My legwear consisted of tight, light gray yoga pants that outlined my thick, powerful legs and ass. There was nobody else on the train car and my mind was drifting. Heavy workouts always got me incredibly horny – seeing my perfect body in the mirror, getting a good pump, was a massive turn-on. I’d always work up a semi-chub when I lifted, and by the time I left the gym, I had to do everything in my power to will my boner back down. The bigger and better my body got, the more my exhibitionist side revealed itself – I realized that not only did I love my own reflection, but I loved the feeling I got when other guys (especially much older guys) ogled me up an down. I could literally feel their eyes admiring every muscle on my body, probably fantasizing about what they’d do to me if they could get their hands on me. However, I was always safe in knowing that they wouldn’t actually do anything. These fantasies would pervade my mind until I got home, at which point I’d spend half an hour playing with myself, groping my own body all over in front of the mirror while edging my pent-up cock, imagining that I was getting felt up and molested by horny old men.

    I had my eyes closed, fantasizing about the upcoming jerk-off session, leaning against the metal pole in the middle of the train car, my arms above my head, clasped around the pole. Suddenly, without any warning, I felt hands close around my wrists and pull them up roughly. I heard the sound of a belt buckle, and the next thing I knew, tight leather was being wrapped around my wrists, securing them to the pole. My eyes opened and darted around wildly. A haggard-looking old man, maybe sixty some years old, reeking of booze, was standing directly in front of me, leering at me. A second later, another, even older man came up from behind me. He looked about seventy.

    “Well well well.. what do we have here?” asked the second man, “what’s a pretty boy like you doing out all alone late at night?”

    “What are you doing? Let me go, you bastards!” I yelled angrily, my muscles tensing, trying to escape my bonds. My beefy arms were stretched high above my head, exposing my perfectly smooth, freshly shaved armpits. The smell of my Old Spice antiperspirant filled the air. My tight little tank top had risen up above my bellybutton, exposing my sexy lower abs.

    “You’re not going anywhere. Those muscles are beautiful, but they’re all show.” laughed the first man. He then extended his hand as if to shake my hand. “I’m Dave, by the way. This is my colleague, Mark.”

    I looked down at Dave’s hand, wondering what he expected me to do with it. He laughed again, then took his hand and smacked my abs a few times.

    “Hard as a rock.” he remarked, “God, you’re hot. We’re going to have some fun with you, hunky boy.”

    “That’s right.” said Mark, “You might know that the next train stop is about half an hour away. That’s half an hour in heaven with us!”

    “What the hell? Let me go!” I protested. Dave gave me a kissy-face before stepping around and coming up behind me. I could feel his breath on my upper back. Mark then came up close to me until he was standing about half a foot away, looking down at me (I was about 5’8″ and definitely a bit shorter than the average guy).

    “Mmmm, what a sexy belly you have…” he whispered, reaching down and tracing circles around my navel with his rough, gnarly finger. My abs tensed up in response. I moved my midsection away from his lecherous touch, trying to escape, but his finger always found its target. I wiggled my hips helplessly and seductively as he continued to tickle my bellybutton and surrounding area. It was like a perverted game of cat and mouse – I’d swing away, but it was always a matter of time before his hands closed in on me. It wasn’t long before he expanded his reach, his spidery fingers kneading my lower abs, running through the ridges, grabbing a hold of each individual abdominal and squeezing, feeling the tight muscles expanding and contracting as I desperately tried to get away.

    Suddenly, I felt Dave’s warm hands grab a hold of my naked waist from behind, and hold it firmly in place. “You’re not going anywhere, buddy.” he said. His grip was incredibly strong, and I found myself completely unable to move my waist. Mark now had free reign to do as he pleased, with me completely being able to avoid his touch.

    “You’re mine now, boy!” he cackled, and attacked my abs with both of his hands at once. I moaned helplessly as he began feeling up my abs full throttle. He also started slowly pulling up my tank top as he exposed more and more of my abdominal rack. It wasn’t long before my entire eight-pack was exposed. He was playing it like a perverted instrument, kneading the abdominals like dough, running his finger down the canyon between the left and right sets of abdominals, poking at my bellybutton. My abs were one of my prized assets – I spent at least five days a week working them out, and having someone pay this much attention to them was a massive turn-on for me. I felt my cock straining harder and harder against my yoga pants, tenting them like nobody’s business.

    “Flex for me, boy!” Mark said, “I want these sexy abs nice and tight!” I had no choice but to submit. I flexed my abs as much as I could, closing my eyes and biting my lips as I strained.

    “What’s with those sexy faces?” asked Dave, “are you liking this?”

    I only moaned in response. Dave chuckled. He let go of my waist, then reached his hands over my shoulders and pulled my tank top up and over my head, so that it was secured around the back of my neck. My massive, powerful pecs poured out with a triumphant “pop”.

    “Oh my lord, look at those titties!” Dave chuckled. His hands reached around behind me and cupped both of my pecs from underneath, giving each one a firm squeeze. I emitted an incredibly girly whimper in response.

    “Mmmm, I’m going to have some fun with these!” said Dave, “but first, we need to make sure you stay still for us.” I heard the sound of Dave’s belt unbuckling behind me, then the swish of it being pulled out of his belt buckles. It was promptly wrapped around my chest, in the space right under my pecs and above my abs, securing my upper torso to the pole. As Dave tightened the belt, my pecs popped forward due to the pressure underneath them, eventually hanging slightly over the belt like a pair of juicy breasts.

    “What a sight you are.” Mark crooned, “absolutely beautiful. Keep flexing, I want all that hard work in the gym on full display!”

    I obeyed, tightening my pecs in addition to my already-flexed abs. Then the double assault began – Mark continued to molest my now fully exposed abs, while Dave began playing with me from behind. He alternated between diddling around inside my armpits with his fingers, to squeezing my pecs with his long, powerful fingers, to tracing slow circles around my areolas. I knew it was only a matter of time before he found his way to my nipples. I both dreaded and couldn’t wait for that moment, since my nipples were my kryptonite. The slightest tweak had the power to reduce me to a slutty, sex-crazed mess.

    “You really are enjoying this…” remarked Mark as he looked down at my boner tenting the front of my light-gray yoga pants. There was a massive wet spot in the front, where my unbearably leaky piss slit was rubbing against the fabric. The faint smell of cum was already in the air.

    “Let’s see what we’re working with.” he said. Keeping one hand on my stomach, he reached down and pulled my yoga pants down to my knees with one swift motion. This revealed two new surprises. One was my massive eight inch cock, veiny and throbbing, sticking out straight in front of me. It was held parallel to the floor by the second surprise: a tiny red thong, which looked like it belonged on a woman more so than a man. This was my little secret: after a long, tough leg and ass workout, I loved locking myself in the gym bathroom, peeling off my pants, and admiring my massive, perfect ass and legs in a tiny thong.

    The thong was so small that my cock was essentially pushing it away from my body. My veiny shaft was completely exposed, and the fabric of the thong was pushed forward, stretching almost to its limit, looking like it was about to rip.

    “Wow, you really are a slut.” remarked Dave from behind me. His voice sounded incredibly close now, and I could feel his warm breath on my neck. Mark reached down and slowly and sensually ran his finger down my exposed shaft. I moaned in response. He did it a few more times, eliciting the same reaction from me. He then wrapped his hand around my swollen cockhead and rubbed it a little bit. Because the molestation of my sultry body had turned me on so much already, even that tiny rubbing motion was enough to push me almost over the edge. I let out a massive, hoarse, feminine moan and thrust my hips forward as I felt the cum rushing up my piss slit, and the first waves of orgasm washed over me. Almost as soon as that happened, Mark pulled his hand away, and instead grabbed the front of my thong and pulled it down, tucking it under my nuts. My cock jumped straight up into the air, but there was no longer any friction on my head. I thrust my hips helplessly, bucking wildly, trying to find some friction somewhere, anywhere… but it was no use. My orgasm was ruined. The waves of pleasure left me, and I felt most of the cum retract back through my piss slit. A small dribble did manage to leak out, and it hung precariously at the tip of my piss slit, before dropping over the edge and turning into a long strand that hung down almost a foot.

    “I’m sorry, did you want to cum?” chuckled Mark. I shot him a defiant look in response. He waited for a few seconds until he was sure my cockhead was no longer going to explode, then took his index finger, scooped up the cum strand dangling from my dick, and proceeded to slowly, meticulously rub the cum all over my abs and chest. This made me feel completely dominated and helpless, and I moaned, closed my eyes, and flexed my abs and pecs as I felt his warm hand spread the gooey boy-milk all over my bulging muscles.

    All of a sudden, I felt Dave’s strong fingers grab a hold of my hard little nipples, and give them a firm squeeze. I gasped involuntarily, my eyes fluttering open. The gasp quickly turned into a long, drawn-out, sensual moan as he began twisting, pulling and pinching my helpless little nubs. His every touch sent waves of pleasure shooting through my entire body, culminating in my cock, which seemed to (impossibly) get even harder from the onslaught on my titties. I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the window – god, what a sight this was. My sexy, muscled body, almost naked, trussed and tied to the pole, sweaty muscled bulging and rippling, throbbing cock standing at full mast, hands all over me… I was nothing more than an oversexed piece of meat for these goons to have their way with. I only existed to be groped, molested and forced to cum. Continuing to watch my reflection in the mirror, I parted my legs a bit, stood on my tiptoes, and began rocking my hips back and forth slowly and deliberately, flexing my pecs and abs, thrusting my rock-hard, dripping cock into the night air, the tempo of my gyrations matching with the tempo of Dave’s nipple play. I loved the way my sultry body looked and moved in the dim glow of the train car. I knew my opressors were loving it too – Dave had moved his mouth down until his lips touched my neck, and had begun kissing and biting it while continuing to abuse my pecs and nips. I groaned softly in response, closing my eyes again, tilting my head to the side, feeling his rough mouth exploring my neck.

    Mark, meanwhile, had resumed his fascination with my abdominal region. He had knelt down and begun licking and kissing my abs and bellybutton, simultaneously reaching around and wrapping one of his hands around one of my juicy asscheeks, his fingers digging deep into my fleshy buttock. His other hand tickled and rubbed my inner thighs, occasionally tracing circles around my pubic area or tickling my cum-filled nutsack, but never actually touching my cock.

    This amount of stimulation and foreplay was the most unbearable and most amazing torture I’d ever experienced. It went on and on for what seemed like an eternity, and after some point my cock was almost aching for release. The head and shaft had swelled up to a size I’d never imagined possible. Every vein was popping and throbbing, and the whole thing was pulsing rhythmically as it leaked precum like a fountain. My only purpose in life now was to blow my load.

    “Please… please let me cum… I’ll do anything…” I moaned.

    “Do you? How badly do you want to cum?” asked Mark, still kneeling in front of me, his eyes fixed on my throbbing boner.

    “So badly… please mister, let me cum…” I whimpered, looking down at him with puppy-dog eyes.

    “I think we can arrange something. But first, I need you to say it for the camera.” he said, reaching into his pocket and pulling out his cell phone. I felt panic well up inside me. Up to this point, this had been completely between us – but now he was going to record me? I couldn’t risk this humiliation getting out into the world!

    “No please, don’t film me… please…” I begged, but to no avail. Mark turned the camera on and flipped it around so it was in selfie mode. I could see both his face and my own sexy body on the phone screen. He hit the “record” button, and for some reason, my cock twitched and let out a glob of precum, as if on command. Shock at being recorded quickly subsided – I quickly realized that being on camera only sexed me up further. Knowing that there would be a record of my total domination at the hands of these two men made me feel that much more dominated and turned on.

    “Turns out you like being recorded too… a true exhibitionist.” said Mark, “come on, boy. Tell us a little about yourself. The more you share, the more attention your cock gets.”

    “Um… my name is Jamie…” I said quietly.

    “Louder, please…” said Mark. He continued holding the camera with one hand, while reaching over and wrapping his other hand around my shaft slowly. The feeling of his warm palm around my cock felt absolutely amazing, and I closed my eyes and let our a soft groan in response. As this was happening, Dave never let up playing with my tits. The combined feeling of hands on my nips and cock was heavenly.

    “My name is Jamie, and I’m a bodybuilder…” I continued, breathing heavily, “I enjoy wearing tight clothes to show off my body.”

    Mark began stroking my cock, slowly and meticulously.

    “I love getting looks from men, especially older men… I love when they eye-fuck me.”

    Mark sped up his stroking. “Good, good… please continue, Jamie.”

    “I love to tease them, knowing they go home and jerk off thinking about me, but my real fantasy is them getting their hands on me. That’s really the only reason I work out anymore, is to build my body for the pleasure of older men.” I continued, half-moaning through the words as I felt the first traces of a distant orgasm building.

    “Fantastic. That’s all we needed to know, Jamie.” said Mark, “I think you’ve earned yourself the right to cum.”

    “Oh sir, thank you…” I sighed. Mark took the phone and placed it on a nearby seat, so that it was still recording us, but now he had two free hands. He took one hand and began groping my rock-hard abs while continuing to stroke my rod. Dave had both of his hands wrapped firmly around my pecs, squeezing them rhythmically like a pair of juicy tits, while his index and thumb fingers played a perverted symphony on my nipples.

    “Oh god… oh no… I’m getting closer…” I moaned. The nearer I got to orgasm, the more high-pitched and slutty my voice got. My cock began swelling and by balls began tightening, riding up higher and higher to the shaft as the orgasm approached.

    “Do it, boy. Shoot your load.” growled Dave into my ear, then reached his head around and wrapped his thick lips around mine, pressing his tongue into my mouth, kissing me roughly and passionately.

    “Mmmmmhmhmmhmhm-” I squealed into his mouth, my voice muffled. As he kissed me, he pinched my nipples harder than ever before. Seeing this, Mark gripped my lower abs tight, and started pumping my cock at breakneck speed.

    That was the extra push I needed to cross the point of no return. My balls tensed up so much that they almost disappeared. My cock swelled up to superhuman proportions, and for a second, time seemed to stand still. Then the floodgates opened, and the orgasm hit me like a freight train. I began bucking wildly in my restraints, every muscle rippling and straining, thrusting my hips wildly as I let loose the first ropes of cum. They ejected from my cock with such force that they seemed to travel halfway across the train car. I squealed, moaned and groaned into Dave’s mouth as Mark proceeded to pump my cock, my cum splattering everywhere – the nearby seats, the floors, onto Mark, onto me… suddenly the whole train car seemed to smell like fresh cum. I must have gotten off a dozen or so good spurts, and after that Mark continued to milk out every last drop, until my balls felt completely empty.

    “Ohhh fuuuuuck… that was so gooooood…” I crooned, letting my head fall back in sexual exhaustion as Dave released my mouth and stepped back.

    “Believe me boy, that was good for us too.” he said, giving my ass a firm smack.

    My body felt completely limp and drained at this point. I felt my hands getting untied, and my body being slowly lowered down the pole. I couldn’t fall to the side, as my upper torso was still tied to the pole with a belt, but at least my hands were free. However, this didn’t last long, as I felt my arms being lowered behind my back, and then firmly tied in place. I was now sitting in a squat position, my thick legs spread apart, my cock still hard, strands of leftover cum hanging down to the floor, back firmly pressed against the pole behind me, arms tied behind my back so that my chest and shoulder muscles popped out in all their glory.

    “Mmmm.. what are you doing…” I moaned, eyes half-closed.

    In response, I heard flies unzipping, and two hard cocks smacked me in both cheeks. Mark and Dave slapped my face with their cocks a few times, and I felt precum splatter onto my face and my upper torso. They then stepped back and began jerking themselves off as they looked down at me.

    “God, what a hot muscleboy you are…” said Dave, “really one of a kind.”

    As I looked up at them, they stroked faster and faster, until they both shot their loads in unison. They aimed their cocks down, directly at me, blowing their hot, thick loads all over my chest, shoulders and abs. The feeling of warm cum running down my body was amazing, and I closed my eyes again to soak it all in.

    I heard their flies zip, footsteps towards me, then the feeling of my arms and torso being released as the belts were removed. I collapsed on the floor, still leaning against the pole. Dave and Mark rebuckled their belts, paused for a second, then reached down and each gave my nipples a farewell pinch.

    “See you around, Jamie.” said Dave. The metro pulled to a stop and they got out, while I stayed on the floor, my head in a lusty haze, not caring who saw me like this. This had truly been the best night of my life.