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  • Blood is Life

    Author’s note: If you have any suggestions as to where Demetri’s story might go or anything you would like to add please email me. I would love to hear your thoughts. [email protected]

    Wake. It was like a tingling feeling at the back of my mind. I awoke to complete pitch darkness. I rose from my bed naked as the day I was born and followed the glowing red eyes at the corner of the room. A dim light radiated from the body of a sculpted beautiful man, with a light dusting of coarse hair covering it. I recognized him immediately, even in this light. He was a beast with an absolute beast of a cock.

    Feed. Strength. Travel. The words lingered at the back of my mind. And within a second this beast knocked me off my legs and forced my face to where his massive appendage began, halfway down to his knees. As thick as my arm, this devil dick never ceased to amaze me. I wanted it, all of it, all the time. As if it sensed my utter lust, his cock began to thicken, if that was even possible, and harden. Without a second thought I opened my mouth and forced it as far down my throat as it could get without me gagging. My master needed no more encouragement, as he began to force it further and deeper down my throat. I began to gag and choke for breath but to no avail, as He seemed to neither notice nor care. He began fucking my throat, pushing further and deeper into it, not caring that I could not breathe, but then again nor did I, his pleasure was the only thing that mattered.

    Minutes later he pushed me off his cock, lifted me up and sank his teeth into me. He wrapped his muscular arms around me to prevent my falling, as I did the same and flung my arms around his neck. The pleasure pulsing threw me from his sunken teeth drove me crazy. As if the urge was not strong enough before, I wanted even more than ever for him to be inside me, fulfilling me with his beastly cock. Almost as suddenly as it began, the sucking stopped, and he pulled his teeth out of me in such a vigorous manner I was sure he ripped a part of my flesh. But that didn’t matter, him stopping meant he was finally going to give me what I desired, what I craved, what I wanted more than life itself. He lifted me into the air like a pillow and threw me onto my bed, face down, and forced my ass into the air. I felt his bulbous cock trying to force its way inside me. He didn’t even bother preparing me, as he spat a thick wad of saliva at the spot where his head met my hole and pushed. In an instant the thick head of his penis was inside me, making me squirm and my legs tremble. He began with slow calculated thrusts, as I predicted, making my once-tight pussy become accustomed to the immense mass of cock he planned on burying inside of me. He began to increase the intensity of his pumping and the deeper he went the harder it was for me to keep myself up. His thick balls were slapping against my ass as he fucked me with the entirety of his cock. His long, thick dick began piston pumping my pussy. Pleasure ensconced every single fiber of my body as I was sent into a trance of pure pleasure. He was completely ontop of me now and staring with that burning red-eyed stare deep into my soul. The only thing that existed was him and I. There was nothing else. Nothing else surrounded us. Only us. I had not a care for any other thing. He lowered his luscious thick lips to my neck and bit into me. Drinking deeply. That was the cherry on top, as I began cumming more vigorously and ferociously than I ever had before. Cum erupted out of me as my entire body roared with pleasure. His muscular body was completely on me now, with him still inside me. I cannot even begin to iterate how little care I had that his thick body was crushing me, because when I finally began to notice my surroundings, I was not in my room anymore!

    Gauging my reaction, he opened those beautiful lips and caressed my ears with his foreign accent, to explain, “Your pure blood is the key to all, even teleportation”. I could not care less of course, I had no feeling in my legs after being fucked senseless, thus I could not even move, let alone speak.

    I looked around and noticed we were in yet another tomb. This one seemed much older than the one I found Him in. As if reading my thoughts, once again (!), “You will now have the pleasure of being absorbed by my older brother, Voltus, I am Ventrus. Be careful though, while I may be free with the time I provide you, my brother may be more possessive. The Ability he commands will prove that. And this changes nothing, you will only refer to us as ‘Lord’, bloodbags like you deserve no special treatment”. His voice rose in command at that last line, as if it was never up for discussion, but why would I question anything my Master tells me to do? I would burn my hands off if it pleased him. Ability?! I am guessing that Ventrus has the ability to command my mind? But even thinking of that was too confusing, I just wanted to meet this brother. Ventrus began lifting off me, his dick soft yet still incredibly thick, sliding out of me leaving me feeling unfulfilled, as well as lying on the floor like the bloodbag I was. Ventrus opened the only casket in the room, and in one swift motion lifted me up like a sack of potatoes and placed my hand at the lips of the darkened corpse laying within. Even though this one had more crackled porcelain skin than Ventrus when I first found him, I could not help but notice how incredibly gorgeous this man was. His eyes opened at the taste of my blood to reveal golden orbs of almost pure light, his skin melded back together to form a glowing porcelain God of a man with full perfect lips, even more so than his brother’s, and high cheekbones with a rounded yet strong jawline. There seemed to be veins originating from his eyes, running to other parts of his beautiful face. Ventrus let go off my hand and I staggered back to the ground as Voltus rose. The God-like body that rose out of the coffin was also beautifully lined by pulsing veins, but none more so that the third leg that accompanied him. Touching his knees and curving almost sharply to the left was an appendage I could never have imagined in my wildest dreams. The sheer monstrosity of the thing looked like it had a life of its own. The bulbous pink head looked constantly pulsing, along with the veins it was connected to. Drool started forming at the corners of my mouth, I was completely entranced, whatever his Power was it was nothing compared to the power of His monstrous cock. Suddenly I felt a tight slap across my left cheek that brought me out of my daze.

    ‘So this is the Last Hope of the VanClez bloodline?’ came from an almost entrancing voice of foreign descent. I looked up. ‘Very well, it looks weak Brother, clearly you have been making good use of it’.

    Ventrus responded with a wild laugh, ‘Of course Brother, if we are to return to the Nexus and reclaim our throne, we need to make full use of what is required.’

    ‘Nexus?’ I asked, blatantly confused, ‘What throne? There are no- ‘

    SILENCE BLOODBAG’, Voltus intoned, which shut me up even though I had more to say. ‘SLEEP DEEPLY WE HAVE MUCH TO DO’

    Not as strangely as I had imagined, I began drifting off into a deep sleep, and only felt a muscular body lift me up and place me in what I assumed was a coffin.

  • Perfect Servant

    The yellow light evokes seemingly endless pleasure. That light flowed down the glossy bodies of the two who were mingling togethim. Just by looking at it, you could feel how much desire the two of them were feeling.

    Yue put his eyes on the wall that had a small hole in it, whime the wild light emanated from the warehouse. At that time, the boss was fucking again with his young servant – Nina. The boss’s glossy black nipples showed up among the wild breast hairs thime. The boss’s big chest which was drenched in sweat appeared invitingly under the golden light of the incandescent light bulb

    The boss’s eyes were being closed and then suddenly opened in a lustful way. Lying below the boss’s muscular femorals is the smooth body of Nina.

    Nina put his hand on his chest and massaged himself, stimulating the lust of his boss. Because the boss’s wife is pregnant, she can’t pamper him husband like before. However, the boss is still extremely horny every day, so he has to find a place to cum. Perhaps he did not expect Nina to be the place to release his lust, but Nina is so good for this job.

    Yue didn’t understand why the boss didn’t find a girl to have fun with, but now when looking at the boss’s face was full of satisfaction right now, Yue knew the reason.

    Perhaps the boss also just wanted to find a place to release his lust, not wanting to go out to create “debts” with bitches.

    In addition, his wife is still beautiful and sexy even she is pregnant for the third time, and the boss did not want to destroy this rathim happy house. Moreover, perhaps the lady bitches out thime could not serve him in the best lust way as Nina.

    Only Nina can satisfy the boss’s hungry cock. At that time, Nina lowered his hand to pinch on his boss’s shiny thigh to stop the beat of fuck. If the boss keeps fucking him strongly like this, perhaps Nina will cum prematurely. However, Nina doesn’t want that. Nina wants this good feeling to last forever. Nina knows that once the boss’s wife gives birth, the boss will return to fuck him.

    Nina groaned softly, imagining himself as the boss’s little wife: “Is it fun to play with me, honey?”

    The boss smiled slightly on one side of his mouth: “It is so horny…”

    Nina heard the boss’s warm voice so became more and more excited. He immediately begged: “I want to be fucked hime every day. This place is only for the two of us, okay?”

    The boss did not answer because he was busy moaning and putting his cock into Nina ass hole. Du smiles slightly because this place is not only for Nina and the boss as he thought. Thime still is Yue standing outside.

    When going to go sleep, Yue suddenly remembered that he had left his bracelet in the crib next to the warehouse. So I came down hime to find it but didn’t expect that he could watch this shocking thing.

    Yue looked into them again and his cock became harder. The boss’s body was too bare, his strength was more and more full, causing Nina to groan in a lustful way.

    Although Nina’s mouth tried to suppress it, it could not hide the unconscious groans of joy. His butthole was sticky with the boss’s precums and embraced the boss’s dark and shiny cock.

    Nina raised his hand to touch the boss’s belly hair extending to his muscular chest, bringing his lustful face to beg his boss to push each powerful fuck blow into his tight ass. The boss saw Nina’s pitiful face and lowered his head, bringing his cunning tongue to lick Nina’s erotic lips. His mustache rubbed against Nina’s smooth face, making him crave more. Just like that, Nina wants to swallow the boss’s slippery tongue, not wanting to let go.

    Beneath the boss’s crotch was a “bach – bach” sound that continually coming out. His precums leaked out more and more, soaking every corner of Nina’s anus, allowing his dark cock to penetrate deeper and deeper, finally touching the climax of his pleasure of them. The great feel made Nina hold my breath to pinch the boss’s nipple. So the boss had to push his hands away and stop the fuck beat. After that, Nina was able to let out a quick breath. This rapid breathing causes Nina to unconsciously emit lewd sounds.

    The boss looked at Nina panting for horny, his face was a little pleased. Then he stuck his tongue out and licked Nina’s orange nipple. Nina’s skin is as smooth and soft as a girl’s, now drenched in sweat from horny, so it becomes even sexier.

    While the boss was still enjoying Nina’s body and continuing to fuck his ass, suddenly a rat from the barn ran out, slipped through the door, causing it to burst open. The boss was a bit careful to look out, Yue held his breath and hid himself to the side to avoid.

    Fearing that the boss would step out to look, Yue quietly retreated. But from hime, going up the stairs will go through the gap in the door. Yue can’t use this way to go back to his servant room. Seeing that, Yue immediately turned right and ran out into the yard. Thime are stairs leading to the corridor on the first floor.

    Yue quietly walked up the corridor. The first floor includes the room of the boss’s young son – Leo. At that time, the door of Leo’s room was still open slightly.

    Leo is the youngest child of his parents, he is only 18 years old this year. At this time, through the half-closed door, Yue saw Leo kneeling on the floor with his face down on the floor. His left hand reaching down to his groin, holding “a piece of meat” that was constantly jerked. Yue took a few seconds from surprise to astonishment, then he saw Leo’s eyes has the yellow light on the floor, slowly understanding something.

    That’s right, Leo’s room is right above the warehouse, maybe the floor has a small hole so he can look down below. So the good story of the boss and Nina is not only known to Yue. Besides him, thime is also Leo get it.

    Not expecting this turn of events, Yue quietly took a deep breath and walked across the hallway back to his room. Unfortunately, thime was a soft drink can in the hallway, someone threw it thime, and Yue had just stepped on it and stepped on the can.

    “Rapp…”

    The sound made Leo panic. He quickly pulled up his pants and looked outside. The thin curtain by the window could not hide Du’s figure. When Leo saw that, he called Yue’s name.

    Yue’s name was called, so he staggered to the door: “Yes…?”

    Leo probed and asked: “Whime are you going at night?”

    Yue pretended thime was nothing: “I forgot my stuff in the dining room, so I went down to get it. But when I walked past the room, I accidentally stepped on the can of water. I’m sorry!”

    Leo breathed a sigh of relief: “Is that so?”

    Yue then nodded: “That’s right. If thime is nothing to do, please allow me to go back to my room…”

    Yue said that sentence and suddenly stopped, because his eyes discovered that Leo’s crotch was still hard thime. Leo also realized that Yue was looking at his crotch, his lips has a naughty smile. He immediately came up with an idea: “Fortunately, you are hime. Please come to my room, I need your help!”

    Yue wanted to go to his room, but Leo took him by the hand and pulled him inside, so it was not convenient to refuse. When Yue entered Leo’s room, he certainly saw a small hole in the floor, whime a yellow light was emitted. This light is found only in the warehouse, whime the filament bulb illuminates the full features of the boss’s body.

    While Yue was still engrossed in looking at the hole, Leo turned on the TV and smily said: “Sit thime and let me see this hot video…”

    (to be continued…)

  • Double ball gag hotel fun

    I’d blown Geoff outside a bar a few weeks ago. It was one of my first real gay encounters. I’ve only recently given in to my desires for another man. He picked me up in the bar and out went. He called me a few days ago to set up another meeting. Something better than the back seat of his Blazer. 

    At the hotel, we embraced and he gave me a little kiss. Then he produced a large red rubber ball hanging from two long, wide leather straps. He said it would be fun to gag ourselves together and edge for a while. He said it sternly. Like I didn’t have a choice. This is what we are doing.

    I’m still new to this, so I felt like this might be normal for gay men to do. It probably is, but I was nervous anyway. 

    “Don’t be nervous. We can get to know each other a little more and have some fun.”

    We are sitting on the bed. He slowly puts the ball into my mouth. It is soft but really big. I have to work to get it in as far as he says it needs to be. All the way inside my mouth. Filling it completely. One of the wide straps wraps back around my head and buckles tight. The other one is hanging from the ball under my chin.

    “Give me your hands back here.”

    I look over my shoulder at him, questioning his request. He quickly pulls my arms back and expertly binds my wrists together with a thick strap. ‘Click’ goes the plastic clasp. 

    “Mummph?”

    He gently pulls me to the floor, kneeling. He wraps another strap around my ankles buckling it tight. Then another strap loops between my ankles and my wrists stretching my arms back. I’m completely helpless. Being tied and gagged was new to me. It seemed kinky and sexy when he described it, but I’m not feeling quite so sure now.

    After he pulls up my shirt, he leans in and kisses me. Licking and kissing my warm, nervous face. His shirt comes off as he begins to fumble with some additional bondage straps. He secures his ankles then ties a strap around one of his wrists. He leaves a small loop in the strap. Now for the romantic part!

    About a quarter of the soft rubber ball is showing from my mouth. He pulls at the second strap back behind his neck, forcing it into his mouth. We both need to turn out heads a bit to the right. He pulls and buckles, then pulls it even tighter. Our lips are forced and pressed together. We share the ball half and half. I feel like we are kissing with a big fat tongue helping us. We are both drooling a lot. There isn’t any room between our mouths. Our lips are sliding against each other, wet and warm. It’s a deep, romantic force-fed kiss. I’m getting hard.

    We are both groaning and moaning from the tight gagging. I’m wondering if this is really for pleasure. My mouth and jaw are sore already. We have only been like this for a minute. I look up. Our eyes meet. He is struggling with his wrist binding. His eyes look worried. I think he’s already pushed his hand through that loop and now it’s tight around his wrist. Much too tight.

    I lean over his shoulder to peek, pulling his face with mine. His wrists are strapped in. The strap is making his hands turn purple. I’m pulling at my bindings with no success. We take a moment to assess our situation, looking into each other’s eyes. I wasn’t very nervous at this time. I figured he has done this a few times and has a plan B for escape. But the scared, shaking look in his eyes made me start shaking myself! 

    It seemed like for a moment we figured we may as well try to enjoy our predicament a little. Geoff snuggled up close to me, rubbing your chests and cocks together. The kissing made more sense now. We were both hard, but neither of us could cum. Tomorrow morning room service will certainly find us. Right?

    He keeps trying to tell me something. But we are well mouth gagged to silence. Two hours into our ordeal I hear the door unlocking from the outside. I frantically look at my bondage partner. He has a look of well, we are fucked now, in his eyes.

    In comes a large middle-aged man. He looks us over and begins to laugh. He is checking the bindings around our wrists and ankles. He looks the gag over, pulling at the very tight straps around the backs of our necks.  “It seems I get the both of you. That is much more than I bargained for!”

    The man puts his hand on Geoff’s shoulder. Geoff starts to squirm and resist. “It’s too late, fucker. You did this to yourself.”

    Helpless and confused, I squirm a little bit, but I know I’m not going anywhere. The man has his hands on our heads pulling us closer together. He is kissing and licking our faces. Pushing his warm wet tongue between our mouths licking our lips and telling us how he is going to spend the rest of the day.

    “Geoff was supposed to get you all tied up. But he fucked that up, didn’t he? He got tied up too, stupid boy. I’ve never been lucky enough to get Geoff alone. But today, my friend,” Looking at Geoff, ” it’s you and me, and your little gay faggot buddy here.”

    Geoff is squirming and making desperate sounds. He seems pretty nervous. That’s making me even more nervous. The man’s hands are on our chests now, pinching our nipples as we try to cry out from the rough groping. 

    Now his hands are behind us, rubbing our butts. I feel him slipping a wet finger up my butt. I’ve never had anyone do that before! Geoff is uncomfortable too. We are both struggling and making whining and high-pitched little squeals. “I’m just getting you two warmed up for what’s coming next.”

    The man unbuckles the strap holding my side of the ball in. I’m so thankful as it pops out of my mouth. But now the man kissing me. His stubble is scratching my face. His long wet tongue pushes deeper and deeper into my sore drooling mouth. His fingers find my butt hole again. I’m trying to wiggle away and fight his kissing at the same time. He is loving it!

    He looks at me. I look back. “You are a good kisser, sweetie.”

    Geoff is rolled to the side of the bed. The man tightens his wrist and ankle straps and orders him to stay put. Geoff seems happy to be off the hook. He rolls over and stays still.

    The man looks at me. “You will be kissing my cock now.”

    Before I can say “Please don’t!”, I’m thrown on my side and my mouth filled with his hard, filthy cock. I try to turn away but it’s clear I better do what he says. With him holding my hair and pinching one of my nipples, I suck and suck and suck and suck. “Fuck!”

    We work around where he can throat fuck me while he’s pushing a couple of fingers up my butt. I’m fighting the uncomfortable bindings and trying to breathe somewhere between his thrusts and throat stuffing. I choke and almost puke when he fills my mouth with a surge of warm, sticky goo. He pulls my hair even harder and orders me to swallow. 

    Geoff is staring at us out of the corner of his eye. He looks terrified. 

    “Don’t worry, Geoff bitch. I’ll be sure to save plenty for you.”

    The gag comes out of Geoff’s mouth. I get it back. Pushed in again even tighter than before. Our room has two queen beds. Geoff is dragged onto the other one. He is fighting the best he can. The man shoves a washcloth or something in his mouth. He has a thin roll of tape, like electrical tape with him he uses to hold the cloth in. Wrapping it several times around Geoff’s face and head. 

    Under the bedspread, the man plays with Geoff. Geoff is pushed face down on the bed with the man on top of him. Pretty soon the man is pumping up and down. Geoff is trying to scream and cry out as he gets fucked. The bed is rocking, bouncing off the wall with every thrust. It’s really hard and fast. The man is grudge fucking him “like he owes him money”. Geoff can’t take it. He stops crying and passes out right there. 

    Without hesitation the man hops out of bed, sporting his huge, dripping wet hard-on, and climbs back in with me. “I’ll finish with you, fuck face!”

    He gets me laid out over the bed the way he wants me. Facedown, with my head in the pillows. With a rough grip around the back of my neck, he climbs on. He roughly slips his cock between my cheeks and presses hard. He then proceeds to fuck my brains out as well. 

    When I wake up my bindings are loose and laying around on the bed. The ball gag is on the floor next to Geoff. It looks like the man may have pushed him there and fucked him one more time before he left. Geoff was still tied up pretty well. He was awake too, but not moving much. 

    “What the fuck was that. Geoff?”

    “That guy is my Uncle. Sort of. He is my sister’s X husband. We had a little thing a while back but we never really did anything more with it. I’ve introduced him to a few of my friends. I’m sure he has fucked them all. I was going to introduce him to you last night. But I got all caught up in our little kinky ball gag fun. Sorry I couldn’t warn you.”

    I took a shower and felt pretty good. Thinking about how I’d had been bound up and gagged with Geoff, then ravaged by this strange man got me horny again. I came out of the bathroom ready to fuck something. Geoff owed me some payback. 

    I strangely took an aggressive posture with him. “You can suck me off or I’ll pound your ass hole you fucker. Which will it be?”

    I figured he wasn’t ready to get butt fucked again. Probably wouldn’t be again for a while. While he was sucking me off I was a little different than I’ve been in the past. Usually, I’d lay back and enjoy anything I was getting. But today I wanted more. This fucker set me up. he needed to pay for it.

    “Choke it down, you fuck! Don’t stop until I tell you, bitch!”

    After I choked him real good with my cock and my cum, I slapped his face and left him on the floor in a pool of slippery sweat and cum. I waited until he begged me to release him. 

    The next day he called me to ask for another meeting. He said he’d never been treated so hard and ruthlessly before. I thought he was talking about his Uncle. But it was me. I accepted my role of Master and Alpha male. It was fun and satisfying being in charge. And Geoff behaved and followed my every order. As did the many other little fags I fucked after that. I suppose I can thank Geoff and his Uncle for that.

    Billy

  • Handlebars

    I’m writing you a letter that I know I’ll never send, but it’s not because I don’t mean it. You and I both know I do, but I’m a coward. You didn’t raise me to be scared of consequences, but it’s one thing to do a bad thing and another to find the strength of character to look that bad thing straight in the face; I guess I’m struggling with the latter.

    It started on the playground with your hand on my back and my too-small helmet pressing the sides of my head and the wind whipping at me. I pressed so hard into the handlebars of my bicycle that they left indentations in my palms. I screamed out of terror, but still wanted to go faster. As long as your hand was on my back, I figured I could go a thousand miles an hour. Faster, even.

    You pushed. You let go.

    I don’t remember what happened next, but I do recall the sensation of your hands again. You pressed them into my shoulders and sat me up. You brushed me all over as you looked for injuries, and I slowly came to understand that I’d fallen. I didn’t feel fear. I wasn’t shaken up, at least not by the fall. What threw me for a loop was that your hands—rugged, strong, safe—were patting me down. “You’re okay,” you said. “You’re okay.”

    You told me that I was okay all the way home, and you held my hand. My hand in yours felt like the only place I wanted to be. I didn’t have words for how safe they made me feel. I still don’t, but I’m digging deep here, Dad, and we’ll see what I find.

    I spent a long time after that hoping for incidental touch. So, I lingered around when you worked on your car, or did weekend projects in the garage. I’d hand you tools and when you’d take them, sometimes our hands would brush each other. I convinced myself that it wasn’t food and sleep that I ran on, but those electric pulses that traveled straight through your fingertips and into my heart. It was a jump-start, a perfect, beautiful moment of clarity that set my pulse racing and made me hungry for more. I didn’t know what I was doing or what I was wishing for, but I dreamed of you tucking me in at night, even after I got too old to ask for that anymore. You grumbled that big boys should be able to do that sort of thing for themselves. You didn’t mean it to be cruel, I know, but I imagine being a parent must be so full of those casually devastating moments.

    I didn’t cry about it, but I wanted to. I thought that stoicism would show you I was big enough to know what I wanted; I had no idea what I wanted. But desire doesn’t wait for you to be ready before it lifts the veil and upturns the apple-cart, does it?

    The trouble started about the time that the other boys were fooling around with dirty magazines and websites. I did the same, naturally. I explored and found myself gravitating to middle-aged guys with salt-and-pepper hair. Not too gym fit or anything, just kind of…regular. Normal guys who might be, say, a hardworking Midwestern dad with a son just bursting with curiosity, nerves, and hormones. Sound like anyone you know?

    My first orgasm was to a guy like that in a scene that would have made you blush, I think. It was too raunchy by several orders of magnitude. I crawled down the filthiest rabbit holes searching for something that would make take my mind off you. Occasionally it even worked, but typically my imagination took me back to your hand on my lower back, brushing dirt out of my hair.

    “You’re okay. You’re okay.”

    I never came harder than I did while whispering those words to myself over and over. I spent a long time in this holding pattern: go to school, rush home, beat you through the door, then beat myself into oblivion with my door locked and a pillow muffling my moans. But my hands were too soft and when I came, no matter how hot, it wasn’t the same. It didn’t matter how many trees I climbed or how many sports I played. It didn’t matter that I joined the rugby team, got the shit kicked out of me in Judo. I couldn’t get my hands to match yours, and only in my most feverish fantasies could I reach the place that I knew—just fucking knew—you could take me.

    They say that your teenaged years are just cravings as though those cravings are an illusion, as though they burn away in the sunlight, but they don’t, do they? It’s more like a dream that you sort of wake from in stages. At the deepest point you can’t be convinced that anything else in the world, in the universe, is more real. It doesn’t matter if pigs are cooking you dinner and a turntable made of syrup is playing your favorite song: you’d swear that everything was true and right. That’s what I felt about my cravings, Dad, that even if they were wrong, there was nothing I could do. This was the hand I’d been dealt; there was nothing left to do but play it.

    It didn’t help that you were a deep sleeper. You always claimed to sleep like the dead, and it was true. So many kids my age would have loved to have a single dad who couldn’t be woken under almost any circumstances. I understood I could sneak out to parties and drink, stay up all night watching porn with the volume on, or try any of the drugs that my buddies were starting to sample. And I did some of those things, but mostly I just fantasized. I fantasized about having the balls to go into your room while you slept and climb into the bed with you and put your hands all over me.

    The fantasy made me so horny that I’d flush even thinking about it and get so hard. It didn’t matter whether I was in chemistry or the locker room or on the mat in the middle of a Judo match. If I thought about your sleepy hands on my body, I’d throw a boner guaranteed. It was an automatic response that I couldn’t do anything about. I got made fun of a bit, but it was regular guy shit. They figured I was sweet on some girl in our class, but I told them I liked someone a bit older.

    I held out until eighteen, not out of some sense of nobility, but because our high school gym teacher got caught with a freshman and did jail time. Whatever my urges, I wanted to avoid fucking up our little family any more than an acrimonious divorce already had. It didn’t help that you were getting fitter. Not anything crazy, nothing that would make it into the pages of Men’s Fitness, but you started cracking jokes about wanting to be around long enough to see me graduate from college, and so you cut back on the drinking, started to slim down a bit. It made me shiver to think that all that effort was for me. It made me even thirstier for your attention.

    I was starting college in the fall: sort of local, but still a hike. You wanted me to stay in the dorms, and I—for reasons probably obvious to you now—wanted to stay home. You thought the travel would be a distraction; I was already as distracted as I could be.

    In the end, we decided that it was probably best for me to spend at least a semester on campus. You swore I would regret it otherwise, and half-grinning recalled your own campus days. Apparently, you were a holy terror. You’d gotten a little looser in conversations since I turned eighteen. You talked, elliptically, about college girls and I couldn’t help but imagine your fingers inside them in darkened bedrooms. I wondered how they felt. Did you make them cum all over those big fingers of yours? Did they beg for it? I bet they did.

    I dreamed of your fingers for most of that summer, and I grew increasingly desperate as the fall semester grew nearer. I’d soon be living away from you for the first time; I had to get bolder.

    So, I was the one who suggested that you have a beer with dinner, even though we were watching a nature documentary and I knew you’d fall right asleep. It was easy to convince you. Work was picking up again, and you needed to relax. Night had barely fallen on the beautiful grassland on TV, and you were lying with your mouth open on the couch.

    My heart pounded as I listened for your light, steady breathing. I waited twenty minutes or so, barely breathing myself and certainly not watching the gazelles. My dick was threatening to break through my shorts, so I carefully lowered them. Intellectually, I knew you wouldn’t wake, but I couldn’t convince my heart to stop pounding. I knew that I was doing a bad thing, Dad. But I also knew with absolute certainly that it was precisely what I wanted.

    I watched you sleep, and I took my hard cock in hand. The TV threw bands of light across your face, across your chest, and your hands, which lay open and vulnerable. I sat in the loveseat across from the couch. I wasn’t bold enough yet to move over and sit next to you, certainly not bold enough to touch you, but my fantasies activated, and I imagined us doing things together. Filthy things. I imagined you sliding finger after finger up into my hole. It was improbable, unlikely—I’d barely mastered two fingers—but in the fantasy you were shoving your whole fist inside me, and I was leaking cum all over the couch. I jerked my dick and imagined you pressing me down into the couch with both hands and speaking to me in that even tone of yours. You were rough and hungry to dominate me in the fantasy. I was wet and willing. Of course, that wouldn’t surprise you, after all you’d always wanted this as much as I did; you just hid it better.

    At least that’s what I told myself as I spread my legs, sunk deeper into the plush loveseat and felt its fibers rubbing tantalizingly against my now sweating taint and ass. I wanted you to wake up and catch me. I wanted you to stay asleep, so I could watch you and jerk off to the fantasy of you. I wanted everything at once, and the weight of my fantasies short-circuited my brain and I came all over myself. I shot way the fuck up into my face and hair, all over the couch. I was breathing hard and still somehow unfulfilled. I climbed onto the couch, turned away from you, and licked up my spilled jizz from the couch while exposing my puckered asshole to you. I wanted you to wake up just then and, assuming that you were still asleep, take advantage of your son’s virgin hole. I drew it out, slowly licking up every drop of cum that I could find while arching my back and wishing for your eyes on me.

    Eventually, I had to leave the fantasy behind, and I went off to bed.

    After that, you started spending more time in the love seat and I wondered if you could smell my essence. Could you, Dad? Could you sense where I had left my load for you? Fuck, the idea turned me on.

    It took me a long time to learn to ride my bike after that first time falling. I was obstinate and a slow-learner. You couldn’t understand why I was having such a hard time after showing such promise on our first outing.

    “You almost had it until you fell,” you said. “I think the problem is in your head, buddy. You’re just afraid of falling.”

    You were half-right. The problem was in my head, but it wasn’t because I was afraid. I wasn’t worried about falling. If I was afraid of anything, it was the possibility that after I learned to ride my bike it would be some kind of split between us, and that you would disappear like Mom did. I never told you that. I didn’t know if you would understand.

    I remember your hand over mine on the handlebars and the deep, masculine scent of you as you leaned in to me.

    “Just breathe and hold on,” you said. There were another set of words that would come to lodge themselves into my dreams.

    In a way, my fate was sealed just then. Or maybe I’m giving myself too little credit. Maybe we seal our fates a thousand times with every choice, every mistake, and every petty detail. Maybe we paint ourselves into a corner, then throw up our hands and call it inevitability. But Dad, I can tell you that by the night of your birthday, I was well and truly fucked.

    You’d gone out with friends and then brought you home, loaded—of course, but wry, in the way you get when you’re drunk. The boys: Billy, Hugo, and Archer were sheepish about the state they’d returned you in. I smiled at them like a housewife. Maybe I liked that idea too, that I was your keeper, and you were my responsibility. The boys certainly seemed to think so.

    “Take care of your old man,” Hugo said, a little wobbly himself. Luckily, Archer had driven. “He really tied one on.”

    I put an arm around your shoulder and accepted the weight of you. “I’ve got him, Hugo. Don’t worry. I’ll put him to bed.”

    “Good boy,” Billy said.

    I tried not to stiffen. They were all like you: honest, fundamentally solid men. If I didn’t crave their attention as much as I did yours, then it’s only a demonstration of how deeply, utterly, and completely I belong to you.

    You were mumbling nonsense to me as I walked you to your room. I laid you down in your big bed and I undressed you. I worked quickly so as not to linger, but I’d made a fundamental mistake: I’d miscalculated what the suddenness of your nudity might do to me. I looked at your cock lying half hard against your thighs and your slightly puffy nipples; I suddenly wanted to do things to you that hadn’t been invented yet.

    With my eyes, I drank you in from top to bottom and I traced the line from your left shoulder down into the crook of your arm and further down onto your hand; your hand is what sealed it for me.

    You were sleeping almost as soon as you fell into the bed, and I got undressed and laid in it beside you. I hadn’t slept in your bed since I was a kid, and the feeling of security came rushing back. But there was a more pressing feeling that was getting harder to ignore.

    Your hand was right there next to me. I got on my knees, took your hand in mine, and wrapped it around my cock.

    In my head, you were saying how much I’d grown up. In my head, you were cracking jokes about how bold I’d become. In one breath I wanted you to understand me as a man, but in the next I wanted to revel in how much bigger you were: from the breadth of your shoulders to the size of your cock. The idea of taking it into my hands made my mouth go dry, but it seemed a bridge too far. I don’t know why that’s where I drew the line, but I suppose it had to be somewhere; otherwise there was no upward limit on what I might subject you to as you slept.

    I know it was your birthday, but it felt like it was mine. Your hand was callused from a life of labor in the auto shop alongside guys like Billy, Hugo, and Archer. My mind conjured feverish images of you stripping down your jumpsuit to the waist and spitting into your palm at break time to pleasure your own heavy-hanging dick and balls. I envisioned you jerking off with long, hungry pulls and a thousand yard stare as you regarded your meat with something like reverence.

    I pressed my hips forward and held your hand in place while humping into the impromptu tunnel I’d made from your limp fist. You snored lightly, didn’t even stir. I felt sick with myself, Dad, but I’d come this far. I took your hand and used your finger—just a single finger—to brush my hole. My mistake, I think, was that I didn’t take my other hand off my cock. There was a bolt of electricity that went straight from the weight of your finger against my hole through to my cock. I wasn’t prepared for the kind of symbolic power such a moment might have for me.

    I spewed my cum all over the head of the bed onto your face and your pillow. I swore, dropped your hand, and you frowned, cleared your throat and rolled over. I sat back on my heels, sweating with my heart racing and waited for what seemed like hours for you to go back to breathing slowly. I climbed out of the bed as gently as I could and picked up my shirt. I used it to wipe your face and clean your pillow as much as I could and then I stole out of your room like a thief, a heretic, an abuser.

    I could barely meet your gaze for a week, and then I was off to school.

    The distance felt worse than my guilt did, but luckily the two weren’t mutually exclusive, so I got the worst of both worlds. We talked by phone, but it wasn’t the same. Even our Skype sessions didn’t quite fill the gap.

    “I miss having you around, kid. I’m a slob without you,” you’d said.

    “Oh yeah? You’d better take care of yourself, old man!”

    “I’m serious. I haven’t even washed my sheets since you went down to school,” you said.

    There’s no way you would have guessed how often I’d jerk off to those words. Almost every night I thought about my cum on your pillow, on your sheets, on the couch where you rested your head every night before bed. You were inhaling the smell of me every single day, and you had no idea. I wondered if it gave you an unconscious thrill, a frisson of eroticism that you couldn’t quite explain. God, I hoped so. I hoped so over and over again with one hand choking my dick and the other fingering my ass.

    I could have made friends, I knew that. I was fairly charming and good-looking enough, but I felt like I was in a world one step over from the one everyone else was in, and I didn’t know how to bridge the gap. Some people on campus tried: cute guys, cute girls. Eventually, they stopped trying.

    I started driving home every other weekend to do your laundry and my own. Washing your work clothes and your underwear brought up a minefield of desires. I wanted so badly to steal some of your things and take them with me, so I’d have more of you on my person, but I knew things were tight financially; I couldn’t make you go out and buy new clothes, no matter how much I wanted to wrap myself in you.

    I contented myself with jerking off into your soiled sheets or wearing your filthy undershirts under my own clean clothes.

    And, of course, my nightly ritual.

    I figured it was harming no one: you’d sleep through it anyway; you’d never know. I used your hand to jerk me off whenever I could. Occasionally, you’d be asleep on the couch and I sit up beside you and put on your old ball cap and pretend we were old jerk-off buddies. Or I’d use your hand at night and pretend that we were something else, something more intimate.

    I know it’s strange, but it had become a fixation. I tried to stop, but once you went to sleep my heart wouldn’t stop beating at twice the speed. My head would go light. I promised myself that this would be the last time. I could rationalize it all I want, but I always slept so soundly after.

    Until you woke up.

    I don’t know what was different that time. I honestly don’t. The conditions were the same: you were deep asleep. I waited, listening carefully, until you were out. Maybe you’d taken a nap that day, and you weren’t under as deeply as you usually were. Or maybe that sag in your mattress that you’d started complaining about recently—but had little free cash to replace—finally woke you up. Perhaps God had finally picked his moment to intercede.

    Either way, my dick was in your hand as usual and my eyes were shut. I was thrusting hard, but no harder than usual. I maybe grunted a little under my breath. I kept your hand pressed tight against my dick with one hand and was using the other to tweak my nipple. I was close, but I wanted to extend the pleasure.

    Do you remember what you told me when we read the story of Icarus together? You looked at me, ten-years-old or younger, and you grinned, and said, “Motherfucker got greedy.”

    I got greedy, didn’t I?

    I opened my eyes and saw yours. We have the same brown eyes. Everyone always says we do. At that moment, though, it was hard to discern color. It was so dark in the room, but it was unambiguous that you were looking up at me, blinking slow, waking up.

    “I’m sorry,” I said, and backed out of the bed.

    You just kept blinking, staring. “Sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” I kept saying.

    “Peyton,” you said as I got near the bedroom door.

    “I’ll go,” I said.

    You didn’t reply and that was that.

    I drove back to school, and we didn’t talk about what had happened in your bedroom. It was that easy. Two days passed, and you called me up and asked me how I was, and we went through the regular pleasantries: Someone had caught the flu at work, and now you thought you were coming down with something. People who were thinking about traveling for the upcoming holidays were crowding the shop, and you were really busy, so it was a bad time to get sick. You had to finally throw out the old mattress, and you’d bought a new one, it was nothing fancy, but it was comfortable enough.

    At the end of the conversation there was a break in things and I heard you sigh over the line. “Thanksgiving is coming up, Peyt. You’re coming home, right?”

    “I wasn’t sure… I don’t want you to be uncomfortable, Dad.”

    “I’d be uncomfortable if my kid wasn’t with me for the holidays.”

    “But…”

    “I’d like you to come home, if you’re comfortable with it,” you said.

    Even the weight of my guilt couldn’t keep me from getting the hardest erection at that. “Ok, Dad. I’ll come home.”

    There was a snowstorm coming, so I left campus early and drove all the way home without stopping once. As it stood, I arrived just as the sky started to disappear in a swirl of white. There was just a simple wreathe on the door and when I walked into the house it smelled like cooking. I heard some conversation and walked in to find you in the kitchen with a woman I didn’t recognize. She was pretty, I guess. Maybe around your age or a little younger.

    “Peyton, hey! Welcome home.” You came over and gave me a hug and with one arm around my neck you introduced me to the mystery woman. “This is Kate. She’s…well, a friend.”

    She said all the right things, she was polite and even funny. You blushed around her a lot, and she noticed.

    Dinner was outstanding. You’d made it yourself from recipes you found on the internet and even if it wasn’t the finest meal ever, it still tasted like effort, and it made my heart swell. At around ten, Kate said her goodbyes and got up to leave. You escorted her to her car like a perfect gentleman while I cleaned up. You were gone a long time, and I tried not to think about what you were doing with this new woman. It had been so long since you’d dated that it was hard not to feel like this was a personal message, a warning. I tried to swallow whatever was lodged in my throat, but the emotion proved surprisingly resilient.

    When you came back inside, you were all smiles, for a while, anyway.

    “I should have told you earlier about Kate. I wanted you to meet her before you judged.”

    “You think I’d judge?”

    “Peyton, you judge everyone. You’re judgmental.”

    “What? Please. I am not!”

    It went back and forth like this a few times. It felt so normal, so typical,that the constricting force in my throat eased up. You were smiling again.

    “I like her,” I said. I didn’t know if I did, but I know it’s what you wanted to hear. It was an easy concession to make; I would concede anything for you.

    You nodded, suddenly shy. “Yeah? Really? I worried, you know. It’s not crazy serious. She has two young kids. It’s…we’re just friends. Well, you know.”

    I wasn’t sure I did, but I nodded too. “Yeah, of course. ‘It’s complicated.’”

    “Exactly. Exactly,” you said.

    And when the conversation petered out, I tried to keep my mind off anything that could bruise me. I’d been battered enough.

    “Leave the dishes, Peyton. Let’s have a beer. Just us.”

    I was reluctant to leave the dishes; I didn’t want to sit across from you and look into your brown eyes and think of them opening in the dark room and seeing through to the inside of my perverse soul. But how could I say no? You cracked two beers, and we sat together in the kitchen. We talked about nothing, and Kate texted you to let you know that she got home safe. I wasn’t trying to spy, but I noticed when she jokingly said that your son was more handsome than you, a real heartbreaker. It didn’t make me like her more, but I saw how you lit up when she texted. Suddenly, it was easy to feel happy for you. Well, it was easier at least.

    We drank our beers, talked shit about sports and work. I told you about my ridiculous class schedule, and you asked if I was seeing anyone.

    “No,” I said, and I looked you in the eyes when I said it. I wanted you to know about me, about what was in my heart, but I’m a coward, Dad, and I couldn’t say it out loud. I didn’t have the words and even if I did, I’m not certain that I could say them anyway. So I just said repeated myself and shook my head.

    You took a long pull off your beer and set it down. You cleared your throat. “I don’t know why I’m drinking beer. Probably shouldn’t. I started taking some new medication for my headaches and the interaction makes me crash hard. Doctor says it’s fine, but not to overdo it. I’m telling you, Peyton, I sleep like the dead on this shit.”

    My heart quickened and my dick hardened. I tried to speak, but my voice broke. “Really? Is it…are you sure it’s OK to take that medicine?”

    “Yeah. Doctor says it’s fine. Just can’t drink too much. Otherwise, I’ll fall asleep like fucking Rip Van Winkle. But yeah, it’s fine,” you said, and reached for the beer again.

    Your eyes met mine as you took a long drink and drained the bottle. “I’m glad you liked Kate, Peyton. Thanks for that. And, I should tell you that I love you. You’re my son, and I’d do anything for you. I don’t have to understand everything you’re going through…at college…to know that I’d do anything for you.”

    You stared me down for a while and then slapped the table. “All right. Head’s already swimming on me. I’m gonna’ get changed and get into bed. Don’t stay up too late.”

    I watched you walk away. There were so many things on my mind that I started writing you this letter, after I visited your bedroom and listened to make sure you were asleep and took off my boxers in your bed and slipped my cock into your hand. I can’t give you this letter because I’m afraid of what it would mean, but I had to write down my thoughts anyway.

    It’s been more than a decade since you held my hands steady on the handlebars, Dad. You didn’t know why I was crashing my bike when you knew damn well I could steer, but you never let go. You never once let go.


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  • When Dessert Becomes an Orgy

    Jimmy, 42, and Freddy, 51, are a couple who lives in Toronto’s gay village, on Alexander Street. Their apartment is located in a round tower where most of the tenants are homosexuals. Many guys have been seen fucking in the elevator or on the parking level, so much that the building is now nicknamed Vaseline Tower. Not kidding!

    Every Friday night, Jimmy and Freddy have a drink with friends at the popular bar Woody’s, on Church Street, and then eat a meal at Hair of the Dog. Amid the Covid-19 pandemic, the Premier of Ontario has ordered restaurants, bars, gyms and saunas to close down. That has obviously put a dent on the livelihood of the gay community, and an end to Jimmy and Freddy’s Friday night ritual. In spite of restrictions on the number of people who can meet in a private home, our two party-goers decide to invite a fairly large group of guys for cocktails and dinner at their place.

    The party is BYOB or Bring Your Own Booze. Freddy has nonetheless a reserve of beer and wine. Jimmy offers a few “special cocktails” where the last ingredient is added by yourself or by a friend of your choice. This evening, he has three cocktails on the menu. 1. Amber delight: almond extract, coffee syrup, Baileys Irish cream, ice and fresh urine. 2. Golden shower: orange juice, apple juice, Galliano, some ice and urine. 3. Buck’ piss: champagne, orange juice and fresh urine (some call it a gay mimosa).

    Jimmy is a good chef, know for his creativity. One of his recipes has been featured in the popular Canadian magazine Ricardo. I’m not sure that what he has in mind for the sexy meal to be served to ten guys would get a review in any media, except for very specialized gay networks. For example, the zucchini salad will be served on a platter where the cock-like vegetable is covered with creamy man juice. The vinaigrette includes the following ingredients: one ounce of vinegar, one ounce of olive oil, one ounce of Freddy’s urine, parsley and basilic flakes, freshly ground pepper and Jimmy’s spit.

    The following dish is a creamy mushroom soup. You have already guessed, I’m sure, that baby Portobellos mushrooms and 18% or light cream are not the main ingredients. Jimmy wants his soup to fill a virile appetite, and he invites each guest to jerk off and send ropes of creamy man juice in the pot.

    The main dish is a tenderloin roast in pastry. This simplified version of beef Wellington is a classic French dish. The brown tender meat is wrapped in a crisp and flaky layer of pastry. In preparing the dough, Jimmy invites his guests to fart in the flour, giving the dish a spicy aroma. With this added recipe ingredient, the meat will definitely melt in your mouth like a tasty chocolate rosebud.

    The highlight of the dinner is by far the dessert. Jimmy has prepared a three-layer cake covered with whipped cream and chocolate chips. He installs it on the kitchen island counter, and invites guests to undress, keeping only their jockstrap on. Under the watchful eye of hungry eyes, he then sits slowly but vigorously on the cake so as to cover his ass, balls and dick with cream. Everyone joins in by licking the chef’s assets. I don’t know if you have ever eaten a guy’s asshole covered with cream, but I can vow that it is fucking tasty. Same for sucking a cock à la crème and chewing boules de neige (snowballs).

    Dessert is not the right word; orgy would be a better name. Freddy removes the flattened cake, and lies down on the island counter, jockstrap removed to show his nine-inch cut dick. Guests applaud as the cock rises firmly. Everyone has their turn to suck the stick of dynamite. Freddy gets his ass eaten as if starvation is approaching. The guest who has the biggest butt has the honor of sitting on Freddy’s dick and getting fucked like a stallion stuffs a mare. Freddy’s mouth is constantly occupied as he savors the dicks of a well-hung Black guy, two Asian twinks, three Indian dudes, and a few White men, cut or uncut.

    In the orgy that follows, every dish is on the dessert menu: kissing, sucking nipples, spanking, rimming, throat-ass-and-fist-fucking. Have I forgotten any delicacy? Yes. Two guests, Gerry and William, leave the group in the kitchen to head for the shower. The urine jet of Gerry is so strong that you would think he has a fireman’s hose. William wants his ass hole filled with piss. Moans of pleasure guide Gerry to also direct is pee stream on William’s tight balls and cute rosy cock, making him burst his own ropes of golden virile juice.

    As you can imagine, the place is pretty much a mess at the end of the dinner party. Everyone stays to give a hand in the cleaning, wearing again just a jockstrap, kissing a friend or slapping a butt while rinsing glasses and plates before filling the dishwasher.

    Vaseline Tower has never witnessed such a successful dinner-party!

  • My sexual attraction to long black dicks

    Those long black skinny dicks, and round black bubble butts. My fetish or obsession, fixation. It is in no way new. It all started at the park after swimming in the pool.  Would come out of the pool go into the showers. Taking the swimming trunks off everyone was naked. 

    Then into the locker room to put dry clothes on. That is when, I would see all of the ass’s, balls, and all the dicks. I liked looking at all. My eyes would go right to them.
    My eyes were drawn to them. It was hard, for it not to be so obvious. It became a fetish or obsession, a fixation, or a sickness. Those black round assess and long skinny wiggly black dicks. That’s when it all started, there were lots of bigger thicker ones, but my eyes would go to his long skinny dick wiggling around it was hypnotic.

    Then as soon as I would see his dick my dick would get hard walking to the locker room. Getting dressed trying to hide it. We were all kids like our first hard-ons. I will put it this way when we were young. Most of my first erections, I hate to admit, were from looking at long skinny black dicks.
    This was way before porn.

     When I got much older and had access to porn it became even worst. In spring the water was too cold in the lake. The pool at the park was great, I loved the diving boards and swimming. I would walk past the pool and look to see if he were in there. I would masturbate at night thinking of his long black wiggly dick, balls, and that black round ass. I suppose the word would be infatuation. Fixation? Or obsession.

    I would walk past the pool look just to see if he were there. I would see him get so excited I had trunks in the locker. I would Go in there not to swim, I would but I just wanted to see his dick. Dive swim a while then just Wait for the whistle to blow and the pool to close.

    I would get hard knowing that I was going to see his dick balls and ass. It was awkward walking around with an erection. That fixation, obsession, or desire started when I was young. It was like a reflex that was out of my control. I would see his dick balls and sweet black ass. I would get an instant erection.

    The pool was one of few places that blacks and whites would mix. I loved their dicks asses and balls. This was an extremely racist city. It was divided by the bridges, streets, or tracks the boundaries the dividing lines between the black and white Neighborhoods, etc. I am white, I thought to point that out.

    Walked past one morning he was in the pool. I got horny; I went in put swimming trunks on then went out into the pool. The whistle blew pool was closed we were by the diving boards and last into the showers. I was wringing out my trunks in the shower he took his off as soon as I saw his dick, I got a hard-on.

    I watched him walk into the locker room round black ass all soaped up stroked my dick a few times. I wanted to get in the locker room to see his dick before he got dressed. We had lockers across from each other. I would fixate on his long dick. The way it wiggled around it was so long and thin it was the sexiest thing in the world to me. Besides his ass and balls.

    So, I came out of the pool one day. I sat down on a park bench outside the pool building. He walked up, sat down next to me, and started talking to me. That sounds normal but not here and not then. I was supposed to stay over by my race and him over by his race. I would see his dick and get an immediate erection. More than just race, I was dealing with my bisexuality when I was a preteen.

    The race and my homosexual desires. Taboo issues. We sat there and talked a while and we got up started walking. Then he puts his hand on my arm and says we can go over there, it is safe. So, I followed him into this abandoned building. I was so excited was going to touch feel his dick and ass. Then went inside in this one room

    I wanted to touch and feel his dick and then before I could do anything he pulled my pants down. I was so excited my dick was hard he started sucking my dick he really knew how to omg he was sucking, and it felt so good it was unbelievable.

    You see, I did not realize that when I would fixate on his dick, staring at it and my dick got hard. He would see mine getting erect my eyes were looking at his dick, so I did not notice he was looking at mine. He was just as fixated or even more obsessed than me.

    I was amazed watching him sucking my dick. I had never seen or felt anything like that before. He was vigorously passionately sucking my dick. I told him I was going to cum he looked up at me my dick in his mouth saw a look on his face when I came in his mouth. He liked it.

    I was so glad he sucked my dick. I felt free and comfortable wanting to touch feel his dick balls and his ass. Then I got on my knees pulled his pants down there it was I was looking at the object of my obsession, I had all summer.

    I did not need instructions. I wanted to kiss, lick, squeeze, suck, and stroke it. Both my hands I started squeezing it. I started stroking it and licking that dick’s head. I was rubbing it on my lips.

    Then I put it in my mouth and started sucking it. He had one long dick. Then, after I licked and kissed it then sucked on it, wow it got long and so hard and stiff. I would masturbate dreaming of his dick. I never thought about what I would do when or if. I loved his ass, I started squeezing it as I sucked his dick. I stopped sucking only to lick and kiss his balls.

    It was like Christmas morning. I had the toy that I wanted more than anything and was finally now mine. That is when my fetish or obsession with long black dicks had really started. I sucked his beautiful dick stroked it with both of my hands. It was everything I wanted and more. I did not need any lessons on how to. It all just came to me naturally; I am a cocksucker. I stroked it, sucking it, then like a peak, the crescendo gets so hard in my mouth then it started pulsating and it erupted, bursting in my mouth. It was total ecstasy.

    It is pulsating, throbbing, pumping all that hot cum into my mouth. I was in a state of mind I had never been in. The culmination of all my fantasies and sexual desires. I became a cocksucker! It is what I am and was always, meant to be. His hot cum shooting into my mouth was like my reward. I did not want the taste. It was the warmth the pulsating, of his dick and it is pumping all the warm cum into my mouth. That is what I loved.

    The Summer was ending, there would be no more swimming pool. No more planning, and, hoping that he would be there so I could see his dick. The page had turned in many ways. He wanted, loved it, as much or even more than I did. We started planning how we would be able to meet and suck each other’s dicks. We made up excuses and what we would tell our parents, planning when and how we would meet.

    Never talked about it, but knew we needed to hide it. What we were doing was so wrong. Then we went back to school. We will meet up after. I looked forward to it so much it became the best part of my day. Taking his pants down and sucking his dick. He took my pants down putting my dick in his mouth.

    We made time every day to meet and do it. I would squeeze his ass while sucking his dick. One day he pulled his pants off and he bent over was spread his ass cheeks it was so beautiful. I started squeezing it got on my knees and started kissing his butt hole

    Then I had this uncontrollable desire to stick my tongue deep into his asshole. It made me so horny. It’s not as if we got a set of instructions but, knew that what we were doing was wrong. That drove the sexual desires even more. The race we both knew understood we had to hide it.

    So, after putting my tongue in his ass. He spread his ass cheeks and said put it in. He wanted my dick in his ass. Not only did I am obsessed with his long black dick, but also with his round black bubble butt. He enjoyed me putting my dick in his ass and, I had his bubble butt on my stiff dick it felt looked so good.

    His ass coming back, to meet my thrusts. I liked it, wanted to do it as much, or even more than he wanted me to do it to him. I started to think. I wanted to feel that. To enjoy it as much as he did. So, the next day. I just bent over and spread my ass wide and, I told him to put it in me. He loved me fucking him, and I wanted to feel that to enjoy it. like he did.

    I wanted to feel his dick going deep into my ass. His dick went in it was so long went into my ass so deep, and it felt so good. I loved his dick in my ass. Now I was more than just a cocksucker. It was like after his dick went in my ass and realized I enjoyed it so much.

    I was now homo. We both loved dicks in our asses, and it felt so good. We knew we had to keep everything a secret. We never talked about it. In our daily meetings, it was not like we were following the rules of bottom and top.

    One day he says, I am going to bring someone tomorrow. I was afraid not only were we black and white but homos. I said who? He said to a girl. I sa a girl. We are sucking each other dicks and fucking each other! And you want to bring a girl? I was freaking out. What if she tells people? What we are doing. He says don’t worry.

    It was strange so, the next day, I did not make a move, he pulls my pants down and started sucking my dick. In front of the girl! She started sucking my dick with him and squeezing my ass, and it felt so good. I was squeezing her ass and she liked it. It was all getting weird and was about to get even weirder.

    I just wanted to suck his dick. I did not want her to see. Then I said to myself the hell with it. We only had so much time. I had to go home and, I wanted to suck his dick and wanted us to fuck each other. I said the hell with it. I started sucking his dick and she was licking his balls. I put them in my mouth and sucked them. I liked it, so we started sharing his dick and, it was weird taking turns sucking his dick.

    She was fingering my ass. I said OK, I am ready. He came around behind me because, I liked it doggie style, he put I up my ass. She was sucking my dick, while he was fucking me in the ass, and I loved it. I told her, I am going to cum and she kept it in her mouth. It was strange at first, a girl.
    It took a while to get comfortable with that. Then I fucked her. While I was fucking her. He put his dick in my ass and oh my god it felt so good. I loved it, I was in her hot pussy, his dick felt so good so deep in my ass. It was like heaven to me.

    I was still afraid that she would tell someone, but she would have to tell on herself too. It was strange sucking a dick and a girl seeing me doing it, and then joining in. Then even worst, a girl seeing me getting fucked in the ass, and me fucking another guy.

    Everything was coming off the rails. Our hideout and our secret were coming apart. Then brought another guy, I loved getting fucked in the ass while I was fucking him. Then two guys a girl 3 even more, it was fun but, I knew it would all fall apart.

    My fetish or fixation over black dicks became even worse. I was the only white guy. I was different, being white my dick and ass got lots of attention, especially my ass and I loved it. We pulled a train on the black guy with this perfect round bubble butt, around a dozen of us. It went from me and him to the girl then the group got bigger. So did the dicks bigger thicker blacker.

    We were not the only ones who loved sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass. So, after watching him enjoying a train getting pulled on him. I could not help it. I saw how much he enjoyed getting a train pulled on him. I wanted it too. I wanted one cock after another, up to my ass cocks in my mouth stroking one in each hand.

    I got up the nerve and told them that I wanted them all to pull a train on me. I wanted to feel all the big black cocks in my ass. So, I just bent over. He was first in line; I was so afraid of it, oh my god his cock was so goddam big. I thought I would start screaming. It was over a foot fuckin long. That was one big, black, thick cock, it was massive. It was not a long skinny black wiggly dick. With a nice pointy dick head.

    I wanted a train pulled on me, and all of them black dicks in my ass. So, I had to take them all. He put the head in. I said wow. that was one thick dick. The head of that dick was like 3 and a half inches long and as wide. I told him to stop and wait. I had that big thick wide dick head in my ass, my legs were shaking. He had at least 10 or 11 more inches of that massive dick to still put in my ass.

    I almost said Hey, I changed my mind. I think he will take it out and go away. No, he was first in line. I don’t think he would have pulled it out, he was liking his dick in my white ass. Me wanting to just change my mind was not an option.

    I just had to relax, with that massive thing in my ass and that was just the head of it. So, I told him that I will push back slowly on it. It would go in my ass at my own pace. I mean that was one big black fuckin dick think going break something back there. He was good at it. Slowly I mean slow It went further in each time I would push my ass back a little. I pushed my ass back slowly, and it went in deeper and deeper up my ass. Until I did not want to believe it.

    I had to reach back under was standing doggy style and feel it, I looked under. I did not believe it. Feeling it’s just his big ass balls. I was shocked. That big ass black dick was completely in and up my ass all the way to his big fuckin black balls. I squeezed mine and his balls together. I was so, amazed not only because it was all the way in my ass, and did it not hurt. What really amazed me, was how good that big fuckin black dick felt so deep up in my ass.

    There was no sense in spreading my ass wide, all that big dick was all the way in my ass and felt unbelievably good. So, I put my hands on my knees sticking my ass up and out, arching my back. I had all that big cock up my ass then I said OK. 

    He started fucking the goddam hell out of me.
    In so deep hitting up slapping my ass hard, slapping up against it making loud slapping sounds. He would pull it all the way out then back in deep I loved that feeling. Oh my God, it was so overwhelming he was pounding up against me hitting my ass so hard. 

    I pushed my ass back wanted that cock deep in my ass. He would pull out just head in. Then he put it all the way deep in WOW oh what a feeling overwhelming as hell, but it felt good. His dick was so dammed long coming out then going in so deep. My ass was getting pounded hard. I got fucked before that but nothing like that. I started getting dizzy.

    Then I felt it. WOW sensed he was ready to come was relieved. That big hunk of rock-hard black meat up my ass. I felt that coming WOW it started to pulsate and throb. He put it in so deep in my ass pulling me towards his dick my feet left the ground.

    Then oh what feeling, I felt all of that hot cum pumping out, gushing into my ass with every pulsation, pumping shooting all that hot cum, so deep his dick was like a foot long all that dick was deep up in my ass. That warmth of it, and throbbing, pulsating so deep in my ass. 

    It was all just so, overwhelming I busted my nut, and I came, and oh my god, what a feeling having all of that hard stiff massive black meat in me.
    It was so, deep and I mean DEEP! up my ass, that was one big black dick. I blew one big load of cum out it was shooting out of my dick, at the same time he was pumping all of that hot cum deep into my ass. That was one hell of a buttfucking. Then he stopped pulsating.

    I shot all that cum out. Then all of it at once he pulled completely out of my ass. Oh my God, that feeling It felt like, I was turned inside out. I stood up straight, all that cum started bubbling and gushing out of my ass, running down my legs he really pumped lots of cum out into my ass
    Wow, I looked down that was one, big puddle of cum. he came like a fire hose in my ass. It was a long time before I got a dick that goddam big up my ass again. I had a few of them that were even bigger in my ass. Not that day.

    They were all lined up, and all waiting to take their turn. They were all watching me, taking that big cock up my ass. My asshole was so stretched out. It took a few minutes, for that being turned inside out feeling to dissipate. I had to readjust.

    Getting fucked in the ass with a dick that size was one hell of a dam feeling, don’t get me wrong I enjoyed it but not until after I got relaxed it had felt so good. I loved that big black dick up my ass. So, I got on my knees and started sucking the nice long black dick of the one behind him in line.

    My rectum It readjusted. So, then I turned around and bent over spreading my ass wide open and I took one big black cock up into my ass after another. I loved the feeling of all of them rock hard stiff big, long, black, dicks going into my ass.

    I would have one in my mouth sucking and licking kissing their dick heads. Would have one in each hand stroking them, so stiff, hard dicks taking turns sucking on one dick then the other while one big black dick after another was going in my ass.

    I did not feel so bad when some of the others started wanting trains pulled on them. Me wanting it and enjoying it, so much was even worst, with the race aspect of it. It was all so disgusting and sickening. I enjoyed the hell out of it.

    I wanted all of them black dicks in my ass and in my mouth sucking them. I just did not care. I wanted it and I enjoyed it. Then winter came, and the end was near. The last train pulled all 8 of them lined up, and they all took turns and fucked me. I loved all the big black dicks in my mouth and up my ass. I got fucked and sucked all of them dicks like a slut and pig.

    It was never like that again, or I wasn’t in any group, pulling trains. Not until I got older did, I realize that I was not the only sickening white guy that loved sucking big black dicks. Then it all ended in the strangest way. They tore the abandoned building down. Then came January too cold I mean cold. I was twisted and became warped a long time ago. My obsession with black dicks and asses only intensified through the years.

    One woman lived with for years, she came home early once. I was on the floor 69ing with a black guy. Then years later I thought I would explain so if anything like that happened. She said oh ya you’re normal. I would have felt better about myself if that came from someone that was normal. What is normal? Who the Fuck knows This is just one sick perverted fucked story? Written by another sickening perverted person. In the words of one of my favorite writers

    “There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, between science and superstition, and it lies between the pit of man’s fears and the summit of his knowledge. This is the dimension of imagination. It is an area that we call the Twilight Zone. “That’s the signpost up ahead-your next stop, the Twilight Zone!”

  • The Virgin in the Woods

    I watched as the boy took the door handle to get out of the pickup, but then stopped. “I gotta get on the road” I said not trying to rush him but knowing that my little diversion put me a bit behind schedule. “I can’t stay here” he said softly. “Not my problem boy. I need to get going” I said a bit sharply. “Can I go with you, just a bit further?” He asked, turning his face down to his lap. I considered it for a few minutes.

    “You can’t ride for free” I said, knowing that he only had the fifty bucks I gave him. The boy took a deep long breath. “Ok” he said softly. Without another word, I shifted gears and put the pickup back on the road. We drove for a while without either of us talking much. The boy sat quietly in the seat while I navigated the winding roads until he finally drifted off to sleep.

    As I continued driving, I glanced over at the sleeping boy. His strong handsome yet boyish features made my dick hard in my pants. I reached over gently and placed my hand on the boy’s leg. The boy did not stir. Slowly I slid it up towards his crotch, towards his big cock. Finally, my hand found what I was looking for. His dick felt soft and warm as I gently began to prod it with my fingers. Still the boy slept quietly.

    I continued to feel up the boy, tracing the outline of the boy’s cock in his pants. Then I felt something moving as if it were getting hard. I ran my forefinger and thumb down the length of the slowly growing giant, feeling it swell and grow from my touch, the excitement causing my own dick to get hard in my pants. I continued playing with the boy and finally he seemed to wake. Silently he looked down at my hand and sat upright in the seat but did not try to remove my hand from his crotch.

    “Take it out” I said softly, and the boy did not move. “Take it out” I said again a bit more aggressively. The boy leaned back and began to open his pants up, then lowered his shorts. I reached in and pulled out his warm semi hard cock and began running my rough hand over the smooth flesh. The boy took a deep breath and closed his eyes tight then looked down at my hand.

    “Does that feel good boy?” I asked. The boy nodded his response. Slowly I began to play with the boy’s cock as it continued to grow harder in my hand. Once his large dick was fully engorged, I began to take long strokes up and down. Precum formed at the tip, and I ran my finger through it then brought it to my lips and licked it off before returning to his hard cock. The boy let out a low moan as I moved my hand a bit faster. Harder and faster still I stroked until I felt the boy’s body going rigid. Before the boy could cum, I moved my hand away from his dick.

    The boy took a deep, frustrated breath and slowly let it out. Then reached forward to take his dick in his own hand and finish the job. I smacked his hand away. “Don’t touch it” I said sharply. The boy did not move. “Do you want to cum?” I asked. “Yes, please” the boy said, and his words had a touch of pleading to them. I reached down and opened my pants and pulled out my hard cock. The cooler air surrounded my hard dick. “Suck it” I said, placing my hand behind the boy’s head and bringing him down to me. There was a bit of resistance, but I persevered, and he moved closer.

    “Do a good job boy and I will reward you” I said, not telling him that the reward I had in mind was a mouth full of my cum. The boy took hold of my cock and brought his mouth slowly towards it. With my hand firmly behind his head I pushed him down on it. “Suck it, don’t play with it” I said, roughly. The boy gagged as my mushroom head poked the back of his throat, however he recovered quickly and began to draw his mouth up and down on my hard meat.

    The boy was not a skilled cocksucker, but his warm mouth still felt pretty good on my hard cock. Several times he pulled his head back too quickly causing my dick to flop out of his mouth and smack him on his face. “Take it slower and control your mouth better” I instructed. The boy slowed a bit and began to pace himself more regularly. “Use your tongue too boy” I added. The boy seemed to take my instruction well and began to swirl his tongue around the head of my cock.

    While the boy continued to suck my dick, I ran my hand over his body feeling his chest and down his firm abs. My hand moved lower, and I felt the wet pool of precum that oozed from his still hard dick. “Fuck boy, you got me hotter than hell” I said. I could have easily shot my load in the boy’s mouth while I drove, but I decided to take a break from driving and really enjoy the boy. I pulled my pickup off the road and found a quiet spot.

    “Yeah, boy suck my dick” I said, now able to put full focus on what the boy was doing. I began to buck my hips up, driving it deeper into the boy’s mouth. The boy held on and took my dick the best he could. I could feel my dick getting ready to shoot. I knew this would be a surprise for the boy. “I’m going to cum boy, don’t you spit it out” I warned. I ran my fingers through the boy’s hair as my dick swelled and I could feel the cum filling my dick getting ready to blast into his mouth. The boy moved his head down on my dick and cum shot into his mouth.

    The boy tried to pull his head back, but I placed my hand on the back of his head as more cum shot from my dick. The boy did not move as I let the last of my cum flow into his mouth. “Don’t spit it out” I warned, again as I let up my hold on the back of his head. The boy sat up and I could see he had my cum in his mouth. Some of it had l dripped down the corner of his mouth and was running down his chin.

    I reached over once again with my hand but this time I pulled the boy to me and placed my mouth on his. The boy’s lips were closed holding back the cum I had just deposited. I probed his lips with my tongue forcing them to part and allowing my cum to flow between us. I pulled the boy closer as I continued to lick and suck my fresh cum from the boy’s mouth.

    Once I had taken most of the cum from the boy, I slowly released him. I looked at the boy and his dick was still rock hard. “Come here boy” I said, and I slid my car seat back to its furthest position. The boy looked at me and I pulled him to me. “Sit on my lap” I said, guiding him towards me. The boy moved along the bench seat as I helped him bring a leg over my body so that he was straddling me.

    The boy faced me, and I had to smile at how sexy he looked. How innocent and handsome, how he seemed to exude a raw masculinity that he didn’t even seem to realize he possessed. I placed one hand on his chest feeling the contours of his body and the other hand I wrapped around his hard cock. The boy let out a sigh as I began to slowly stroke his hard cock.

    I began working his dick and watched the expressions on his face. The boy closed his eyes as the feelings moved through his body. As I continued jerking him, I could feel his muscles tighten and hear his breathing become coarse. Precum continued to ooze from his cockhead providing ample amounts of lube to slide over his big hard dick. The boy’s body began to spasm, and I knew he was close. With my free hand I reached for his head again and pulled him to me. This time his mouth opened immediately, and our tongues began to play back and forth as the kiss intensified.

    The boy began to gyrate against my hand as if making a fucking motion. I held my hand still and allowed him to pump his cock into it. Faster and harder he began to slide his cock, pushing it hard into my hand and against my body. Then for a second the boy seemed to just freeze in place. The boy let out a low moan into my mouth and his body shuddered. Then the boy pulled his head back, arching it up to the roof of the pickup and let out a long moan.

    Cum from the boy’s cock began to flow warm and thick into my hand. I continued to milk his dick as more cum shot out onto my hand and my shirt. The boy continued to spasm and grunt as the orgasm took hold of every part of his body. Then the orgasm seemed to stop, and the boy took one last deep breath. The boy looked spent and satisfied. I placed a hand behind his head and gently brought him to me. He laid his head on my shoulder and just allowed his breathing to come back to normal.

  • Master’s world

    It turned out that the new judge was just changed tomorrow, as he also turned 18 that day, just like his present age he was 18 inches long which is clearly bigger than the 12 inches old judge had.

    The old judge was now retired after one month of service, to live the life of free money. 

    The qualifications don’t matter anymore, but the sign of manhood does, which is the size and hardness of the dick. All the law schools were turned into slave training schools long ago.

    The chariot stopped at the gate of the master’s fort. No slave chariot was allowed on the official ground, a slave must walk barefoot because that’s how nature wants it.

    It was the first time I was walking on my bare feet outside, the fort was 12 km away from the gate. It was half hour after I started to see nude slaves walking around, they were so many, and so fast that I couldn’t even count them. There was also a muscular slave who was whipping other working slaves. It took me a minute to realise that he was whipping them for no reason. It made my dick super hard.

    My slave agent squeezed my balls without any warning and I let out a cry before a tear fell out of my eyes. “You can’t see your master like that, this is so disrespectful.”

    For slaves, having even a hard dick was a crime.

    A slave was waiting for us at the entrance, I almost lost my breath seeing his both nipples covered in ink, it was a tattoo saying, Buttler. He had a trolley with him, with a huge plate on top of it, “you need to sit on this.” Agent said. 

    I didn’t know what fucked up shit was going on, but I didn’t have a choice. I placed my leg on the plate and I burned like it just came from the stove. I pulled my leg right back screaming. “It’s another marketing strategy slave, it’s gonna make your ass nice red and juicy.” Agent explained.

    “There’s no way I am sitting on this,” I yelled.

    Buttler slapped me on the face and grabbed my hands while the agent grabbed my legs and both of them throw me on the plate, it made a sizzling sound as it toasted my buns. Then they placed a lid above me. And I could feel the trolley moving, the air escaped quite soon n I was boiling inside, I was trying not to let my foot or any other part touch the sizzling bottom but the agent kept shaking the trolley hard in the elevator.

  • The Outcast Winner

    Being broke sucks, especially when you’re young and having to fend entirely for yourself. Throw in being Gay, good looking and well equipped in the mens department and your options start to narrow down rather rapidly. The problem of being kicked out of my family home for being a ‘fag’ was just the start. In those circumstances living in a small town really sucks. People I’d grown up with suddenly didn’t want to know me — so I used my savings to catch a train to as far away as I could.

    Now I had to find a place to stay, and a job to pay for it, pronto. The first part was easy, I found a room in a boarding house called Pine Lodge run by an older guy. It was clean, it was fairly basic and I could afford a month’s rent up front. I paid it, and asked about jobs in the city.

    “Hell, there’s not a lot going at the moment. The biggest employer in the area is laying people off, and several of the smaller ones are struggling.” The landlord eyed me over. “What qualifications you got?”

    “I haven’t finished my course,” I told him, adding, “Bit of a family problem. I had to leave home and find a job, and there was nothing going where I lived.” I shrugged. “My plan was to qualify in programming, then come to the big smoke and find a job. Sort of got it backwards now.”

    He nodded. “I can see that. Tell you what, I know a few people might know of something you could try. I’ll ask around. Meantime go and see the Exchange — you’ll be in the queue, but at least you’ll be in it!”

    I did. He was right, there were people there looking for anything that would pay a wage. All of them more experienced and more qualified than a twenty-two year old with two thirds of a degree and only a burger bar counter hand job as ‘experience’. I put my name down, filled in the forms, and did some scouting around. Not even the local burger joints were hiring. It looked like I had fallen out of the frying pan straight into the fire.

    It became my routine over the next two weeks to eat a bowl of muesli, then head for the exchange in the faint hope they had something. I picked up a few ‘casual’ jobs for individuals, like clearing rain gutters around a roof, mowing a few lawns, hell, even the car wash was overstaffed! The money from all these odd jobs just about covered my food, and that end of the month was looming …

    “I might have something for you, Chris,” my landlord greeted me as I returned from another day  of picking up pennies, this time washing windows for a couple of shopkeepers and then cleaning out a drain. We’d got to know each other fairly well by this time, and I’d earned a few pounds doing some cleaning for him. He’d managed to fish out of me my reasons for leaving home, and was sympathetic, but kept his own feelings very private.

    “You have? Great.” It felt as if I’d had a load lifted off me.

    “It won’t pay a lot, but at least it will be a steady income and a starting point.” He paused. “It’s up at the Art School. Go and see Rod Petersensson — he’s head of the School and he’ll explain what it involves.” He smiled. “It’ll cover your rent and a bit more, and there’s a chance to make some extra through special work and as it’s attached to the School that deals with the sort of programming you were studying, there might be a chance to pick up a course as a perk.”

    “When should I go? Tomorrow?”

    “Why not right now? I’ll phone and tell him to expect you.”

    “I better get cleaned up first!” I needed a wash and a change of clothes. “I had a really dirty job today, cleaning drains.”

    He grinned. “I thought so. Okay, get changed, I’ll ring Rod.”

    Rod Petersensson turned out to be a well built man of Nordic descent. He held out a surprisingly delicate hand and smiled as I introduced myself. “Good to meet you. Georg said you needed a job and might be what I need here. You’ve studied programming? Graphics?”

    “Yes.” I shrugged. “Didn’t get to finish the course though, but I’m hoping, if I can earn enough …”

    He smiled. “We can probably arrange something, but first of all, did Georg explain the work?”

    “No.” I shook my head. “He said it wouldn’t pay much, but might offer a chance to earn some extra — and that there might be a chance to study.”

    He laughed. “Typical. Okay, here’s the deal. Most of it is to clean up the studios and make sure all the paint, oil, and other materials are available for the schedules I will give you. The ‘extra’ he mentioned is that we sometimes need a model for live drawing and painting. You’ll be paid for that by the hour over the top of the wage for the other work, and there’s a sliding scale, depending on the modelling required.” He paused. “You okay with modelling nude? That get’s the best rate.”

    “Nude?” I swallowed. “Never tried, but …”

    He laughed. “We’ll lead you into it gently. Want the job?”

    “Yes!” I grinned to hide my nerves. “Yes. The nude bit … I better tell you that I’m Gay and a bit, generous …”

    “So what? About the Gay bit, I mean.” He grinned. “We’re a bit more tolerant than your home town obviously! And the other bit may well be a very popular asset.” He paused. “Okay, you can start tomorrow. Bring your details, tax, ID, the usual, and your student reports and credits from your old course. I’ll have a word with my colleagues and see what credits we can give you, and if there’s a way to get you restarted.”

    “I’ve got my CV here, with all that stuff.” I paused. “My student files well? Wow, thanks, that would be great  if I can keep that going. I’ll bring it tomorrow.”

    I made sure I got to the college early, and reported to the secretary as instructed. She smiled, took all my papers and handed me a card. “See the Security Office — just down the corridor on the left — and get the security pass and ID you’ll need. Prof Petersensson should be here by the time you get back.”

    I took the card and found the Security Office, and half an hour later was back at the desk my new Pass card dangling from its cord. 

    “That was quick.” She smiled. “The Prof is in his office. You know where it is. Head straight in, he’s expecting you.”

    “Oh good, you’re back.” The professor walked out of his office as I turned. “We can get you started straight away then.” He saw the satchel in my hand with my papers. “Have you copied all the certificates, Maddy?” He nodded as she confirmed this. “Good. Leave the satchel in my office, Chris, and we can get you started.”

    The studios were in a row with one whole wall glazed, all north facing “for the light. Don’t want full direct sunlight” the professor explained. Easels, pallets for mixing paint, and a variety of art materials littered each of these. Several had unfinished paintings on easels and in two students were busy. The professor explained that my duties were to see the floors were swept, any equipment returned to the drawers and cupboards they should be stored in and waste bins emptied. There didn’t seem to be that much to occupy me for a full day.

    I said so. 

    “It’ll vary,” the prof replied. He smiled. “You can count on spending at least a couple of hours a week sitting for the art students, and I haven’t shown you the photographic art studios or the graphic animation section yet.”

    “Oh.” I grinned. “I didn’t know photography or CGI was also ‘art’.”

    He laughed. “You bet it is. Follow me and I’ll show you their studios.” He chuckled. “The tricky areas are the dark rooms. Film isn’t much used these days, but a lot of the really artwork photography is still done in that medium.”

    He wasn’t wrong about how tricky keeping them in order was, but by the end of the month I had a sort of routine worked out, and knew when I could tackle which areas without disturbing anyone. I sat for several live drawing classes as well, just in my normal clothes, or, twice, in fancy costumes. And I got to sit in on some of the lectures in the adjoining school to pick up the threads of my own hoped for course. And I got my first paycheque. Okay, it wasn’t a lot, but it covered my rent and still left me, with the little bit I’d managed to out aside from the odd jobs of my first weeks, with enough to be able to eat regularly.

    “Got a moment, Chris?” Prof Petersensson intercepted me as I emerged from putting away the cleaning equipment.

    “Sure, Professor.” I smiled. I had to admit I found him attractive, and nice to work for. The students were great as well, most pleasant and very easy to work with, and they treated me as one of them which made it even easier. Several were working to support themselves and shared with me some of their stories as waiters, burger flippers or parking attendants. I got the impression I’d landed with my feet well and truly under a good table with my job.

    “Can you model for a special group tonight?” He asked.

    “Tonight? No problem, Prof.” I grinned. “I can put off my date with my room for a few hours.”

    He laughed. “I’m sure you’ll be able to make it up another time.” He paused. “This is a sitting for a society I run, and we’ll want you nude for it. Are you okay with that?”

    “Nude?” I hesitated. “Okay, I guess I can live with that. I’ll try not to be embarrassing.”

    “Embarrassing?” He smiled. “Don’t worry. This is an all male group, and most of them will probably find it stimulating.” Studying me for a moment, he added, “I told you, we’re a lot more open here than in your old home town.” 

      

    He wasn’t wrong. The group included all ages in the seven members, and after some gentle teasing and encouragement, they settled down to do their sketching, my initial ‘semi erection’ soon subsiding. The prof was right, my ‘generous’ assets were a popular subject. These sessions soon became a weekly feature, and with each passing session I became more comfortable.

    It’s amazing how having an income and being self-sufficient improves your outlook and builds your confidence. It gave me the courage to accept an invitation from one of the students to accompany him to a ‘club’. It was loud, crowded and not at all my ‘scene’, a point he realised within a very short time even though I was doing my best to fit in.

    “Come on, let’s get out of here and find somewhere we can hear each other.” Stuart yelled over the noise. 

    Gratefully I drained my drink — a cola — and followed him out. “Phew. Is it always like that?”

    “Dunno,” he replied, grinning. “It’s not my sort of scene usually.” He grabbed my arm. “C’mon, there’s a nice place round the corner where we can get something to drink and not have watch no one adds something while we talk. You like folk music?”

    “Love it, and classics, but folk is fine.” I grinned. “We didn’t have ‘clubs’ like that at home. I think my ears will be ringing for a week!”

    He laughed. Opening the door to a place that looked like a cross between a bookshop and a coffee shop. “Here we go. I often come here just to unwind.”

    “Hi, Stu,” the waitress greeted us. “Who’s your friend?”

    “I’m Chris,” I replied, struck by her striking resemblance to Stuart. “I’m new around town, and work at the art school.”

    She grinned, guiding us to a booth near the back of the room I now realised was actually a rather upmarket lounge bar. “I know. My partner said there was new guy doing the janitoring and modelling for the classes. Since I know my brother …” She laughed. “I sort of put two and two together. Welcome to the Cat — doesn’t really look like one, but, hey.”

    I laughed, feeling my blush at the implication. Stuart managed to look innocent, and ordered drinks for us, and suggested we get two club sandwiches to go with them.

    “You’re probably wondering,” he said. “Jen is my twin sister.”

    “Oh.” I hesitated. “Look, just so we have this straight right from the start — I’m Gay. And a bit kinky. That’s why I had to leave home.”

    “Okay.” He leaned across and planted a kiss on my cheek. “So am I.” He grinned at my surprise. “And I find you attractive, and enjoy your company. Oh, and sis is probably even kinkier than we are. We used to have a lot of fun swopping roles. I’d dress as her, and she’d dress as me — and we’d go to parties like that.” 

    Our drinks arrived with Jen, grinning from ear to ear. “Here you go.” She winked. “Don’t let Stu have his wicked way with you — unless you want him to.”

    “Spoilsport!” Stuart grinned. “Bring us our sandwiches, wench!”

    The exchange set the tone for the evening. Stuart was fun to be with, sensitive and not pushy or overtly flirting. Jen, as she preferred, kept stopping by to chat and tease us both and I found her amusing and fun. The evening passed in a lot of laughter and it was very reluctantly that I eventually made my excuses.

    “I have to be up at five so I can get to the school and get the studios cleaned before you students get there.”

    “I’ll run you home,” Stuart declared. “I know you haven’t got your own wheels,” he added as I started to protest. He grinned. “And I won’t attempt to seduce you either.”

    That made me laugh. “Not attractive enough for you?”

    Laughing he linked arms with me. “What do you think? Come on, I think we’ll have plenty of time to test that theory.”

    As it happened, our relationship developed quite rapidly, but it was a while before we actually had the opportunity to take it beyond the occasional kiss, hug or simply touching. The Cat had become our haunt, and I learned that Jen managed it as it was owned by her mother and her partner, and they welcomed us warmly. It was a popular place, and, as I soon discovered, a sort of quiet place for Gay and Lesbian people to find a bit of discreet company among writers, artists and good company without actually being a ‘Gay’ or ‘Lesbian’ venue. 

    The main reason for our relationship being so platonic was that Stuart shared a flat with his sister, and my room in Georg’s boarding house was not exactly the ideal place for us to explore a more intimate relationship. It was, after all, little more than a rooming house for people needing basic accommodation for a short stay. Stuart was also ‘working’ on Friday and Saturday nights — he was rather reticent about this work, saying only that he was a waiter at an exclusive club — which meant the opportunities to get intimate, or to ‘club’ and party together at the weekend were non-existent. 

    My room at Pine Lodge was the cheapest and smallest in the house, and though I had my own toilet and shower, if you turned round fast you bounced off all four walls. I wanted to have my own place, but had to save up for that, and I also needed wheels. The regular money from my nude modelling was going toward the flat idea, not so much the deposits and the rent, as on being able to buy a few sticks of furniture for it.

    Plus, I had been allowed to sign up as a ‘part time’ student to take Modules toward my own degree. That ate into some of my money as I had to invest in a laptop capable of handling the work I needed to do — and that study and course work ate into my leisure time.

    “Jen wants to move out,” Stuart announced as he waited for me after a late class. “Can we go for a coffee at The Cat? I’d like to talk about an idea I have.”

    “I’d love to.” Picking up my bag, I kissed him. Between my classes and modelling for the Professor’s private group and two photography students, we’d not seen each other for several days. “The last few days have been busy. Why does Jen want to move?”

    He grinned. “She’s in love, and her girlfriend has a nice flat she doesn’t want to give up.”

    “Really?” I’d figured out that Jen must be at least tending toward being a Lesbian. “Nice that she’s like us though.”

    “Runs in the family. Long story. I’ll tell you some time.” He opened the door for me. “Anyway, I don’t want to live in the flat on my own, so I wondered …”

    “You want me to share it with you? I’d love to, but it depends on how much my share would be.” I turned to face him as he slipped into the driver’s seat. “I don’t earn a lot from the college, but I do some extra work that pays a bit more and it might make it possible to cover …”

    He started the car. “I reckon we can make some sort of deal.” He grinned. “The rent is not too heavy, and that’s not the problem.” He concentrated on the road for a bit. “I know you’ve said you’re a bit kinky — well, so am I, and if we’re going to make something like this work, there’s a few things we both need to be sure will work for us both.”

    The Cat was quiet, and we found the section where our favourite booth was located empty. Jen arrived smiling as we sat down, coffee and two of their special burgers at the ready. “Hi, Chris. Saw you guys arrive and reckoned I’d save some time. Enjoy!”

    “Thanks,” I managed. 

    “Stu talked to you yet?”

    “I was just about to, Sis. Give a guy a chance.” Stuart gave her a ‘face’.

    “You guys do go round the long way!” She winked at me. “Take Chris to the flat. Oh, and I’m staying at Lesley’s tonight — and probably from now on now you’re sorted.”

    Stuart shrugged as she walked away. “Sorry about that. I don’t want to rush you …” He took my hand. “I’d like you to move in with me. To be my lover. We’ve known each other a while now …”

    Returning the squeeze on my hand, I said, “I’d love that, Stu, but are you really sure?” I laughed. I could sense his desire and knew he could probably sense mine. 

    Jen was back and put our dessert in front of us. “So, Chris, he popped the question? When are you moving in?”

    “Damn it, Sis! Don’t push him like that.” Stuart protested. She poked her tongue at him and walked away laughing.

    Taking his hand, I squeezed, then leaned across and kissed his cheek. “Looks like she’s made the decision for us.”

    “She is a bit like that.” He grimaced. “You want to think about this? I mean …”

    “Don’t be daft.” I moved next to him, and slipped an arm around him. “Are you sure you really want to have a janitor living in your flat?”

    His mouth found mine and for several minutes we kissed. “That answer your question? Fuck. Let’s eat and then head for the flat before I lose my nerve …”

    The flat was bigger and nicer than I expected — and clearly way beyond anything I could afford even half the rent for. It was in a smart modern block and I said so.

    Stuart grinned. “Who said anything about going half the rent with me?” He put his arms round me and held me close. “This place belongs to my Dad. We pay the utilities and the tax.”

    “Won’t he have a problem with us ..? I mean with me …” 

    “Why? He’s also Gay, and our Mum is like Jen, lesbian.” His mouth found mine. “This isn’t small town bigotsville, you know.” His fingers were busy undoing my shirt.

    I gave myself to my own desire, and soon we were naked, a trail of our clothes marking our path to his bedroom and the double bed there. Our bodies intertwined on the bed, our mouths met, and our erections made contact between us. Then, disaster. We both came, our overloaded cocks exploding, our spunk spreading across our naked bodies.

    “Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit …” Stuart was almost in tears. “I’m sorry … I so wanted this to be …”

    I swallowed my own disappointment, and covered his face with kisses. “Don’t apologise …” I pulled him close. “We were both too eager. Relax, my love. Relax and we can take our time …” He was right. I really didn’t want this to turn into the sort of ‘quickie’ I used to be forced to give to one or two of my ‘friends’ at home — the kind of secretive fuck in a dusty storeroom, or the changing rooms at college, or giving some ‘jock’ a bit of head … I pressed my softening cock against his. “We both want something really special, so let’s make it that way …” 

    He wrapped his arms round me, then his legs over mine. “You’re right …” His mouth found mine and his tongue probed. Breaking the kiss he whispered, “You’ve no idea how long I’ve dreamed of our holding each other like this …”

    “Mmmm,” I murmured. “Show me what you really like …”

    He did, and slowly we worked ourselves back to readiness. Then we moved to a position from which we could give each other the most prolonged and enjoyable head. Then it was back to more petting and cuddling until we were ready for another dose of one another’s seed. It was after midnight when we finally fell asleep, still wrapped in each other’s arms and the taste of each other’s sperm on our lips.

    The daylight woke me. I grabbed my watch. “Oh shit!” I gasped as Stuart stirred, trying to prevent me moving. I kissed him quickly. “Let me up, my darling. I’m going to be late for work!”

    He wrapped his legs round my waist, his erection trapped between us as he held me tight. “No. You won’t be. I’ll drive you down to the college — after we’ve showered, I’ve had another dose of your cum and we’ve got an agreement.”

    “Okay, okay, I give in. What’s the agreement you want?”

    “That as of now, we’re a couple, and as of tonight, you live here.”

    “Just like that?” I kissed him gently. “Look, you better know now. I got kicked out of home and chased out of the town because I love wearing rubber, and being restrained for sex.”

    He chuckled. “I heard. Funny, so do I. One reason I keep myself hairless.” He cut off my question with a kiss. “And I want that agreement.”

    “You’re also …?” I hesitated. “Okay, I give in, I’ll agree to being your partner.” I kissed him. “I wondered about the hair,” I grinned. “I’ll go hairless too then, but I really shouldn’t be late for work, and I need to settle up with Georg at the Pine Lodge before I can move in here.”

    He chuckled. “Georg is easy. We’ll sort him out after classes.” He pressed his erection against me. “Now I want another dose of you. We can do it in the shower.”

    I gave in. “Okay, come on then. I’ll have to borrow a towel and use your shampoo and stuff.”

    “Already done.” He released me with a wide grin. “Get going, I’ll find some clean underwear for you. Someone left cum stains on yours …”

     I’ve had my cock sucked in many unusual places, but having someone work it over while I showered was definitely a first and one to repeat at some time. Stuart’s underwear ran to thongs, but I pulled on the one he provided, and dressed quickly in a fresh teeshirt he’d put out, and then my jeans and shirt. At his insistence I snatched some fruit for breakfast while he dressed and then we were in the car and before I knew it, getting my cleaning stuff out only ten minutes adrift of my normal starting time.

    Stuart occupied my thoughts as I cleaned, and certain other parts of me kept ‘remembering’ what it had felt like to have him enjoying them. The day went at a snails pace in one sense, although I was preoccupied wondering how to deal with Georg and my room at Pine Lodge. I almost forgot that I had an appointment to model for the Professor’s group, and had to intercept Stuart to tell him.

    “Oh! Okay.” He got a wicked grin. “I’ll come round to collect you at ten. And to make sure none of your artists take advantage.” His kiss took me by surprise. “Oh, and I went to see Georg. He said to congratulate you and not to worry about giving notice.” His naughty grin was back. “I moved all your stuff to our place. Jen will clear hers at the weekend and then we’ll have the place completely to ourselves.”

    The ‘class’ had opted for me to adopt a semi-reclining pose on a draped pile of cushions. It left my genitals fully on display, showing off the length of my cock and the size of my glans. Several of the men admired it, but, as promised by the Prof, no one touched the merchandise. The class overran a little, and Stuart was waiting in the shadows as the last member left. 

    “Stay right there,” he growled as the Prof exited. He produced a camera. “This I want to remember! Get back into position, lover. Fuck, you look so fucking gorgeous like that!”

    I laughed. “And chilly.” He finished taking his photos and I stood. “Let me get dressed and then better get me back to the Pines.”

    “Forget the Pines — we’re heading straight to the flat! I told you, everything’s arranged and I want to get you home so I can have my wicked way with that gorgeous bod!”

    It felt strange, but at the same time wonderful, to wake up in the morning in my lover’s embrace. But getting out of bed and leaving his obvious arousal while I rushed around getting showered, dressed, and my stuff together for work and a class was harder.

    “Don’t forget I’m working tonight,” he reminded me at the door. He kissed me gently. “I’ll wake you up if you’ve already turned in.” His mischievous grin and his erection told their own story.

    “I’ll never forgive you if you don’t,” I retorted. It was a fifteen minute walk to the school and I was walking on air all the way. And, somehow, the world seemed lighter, the work almost did itself, and my assignment got a top grade. I walked home via the main shopping centre feeling on top of the world. The electronics store had just what I was looking for, and at a great price.

    “We don’t sell many of these,” the counter clerk said, wrapping up my purchase. “This is a good brand though, and being cordless is a big plus.” He eyed my haircut. “Tricky if you plan to use it on yourself.”

    “Thanks, no, I’ll stick with a barber for my head. This is for something else.”

    He laughed. “I get you. Well, if that’s what floats your boat. Good luck.” He gave me the package and the receipt and I headed for the supermarket chemist, found what I needed and walked home almost treading on air.

    Stuart was gone, but he’d left a note and some supper he’d prepared which just needed the microwave. The note included an invitation to help myself to anything I fancied to drink and ended with rest of the page, and the whole of the back, signed with crosses. Smiling from ear to ear I walked to the bedroom, unwrapped my purchases and then stripped. 

    The electric hair clippers did a brilliant job, reducing my ‘bush’ to stubble. Then I did the area along my perineum and round my opening. With that done, I lathered myself and then shaved the whole area. My legs were a little easier, the depilating cream worked a treat. Satisfied, I cleaned up thoroughly and applied the soothing cream to my crotch, then slipped on the thong Stu had insisted I wear, a loose top and pants and settled down to the luxury of an evening meal and television.

    It was well past midnight when Stuart arrived home to find me dozing on the couch. I heard the door close, and smiled. “Home at last, love. Want something to drink before bed?”

    “What a welcome sight,” he smiled. He looked tired, and he smelled of cooking and something else. “A shower and bed, I think — and a nice hug with my lover. Maybe a cocoa?”

    “You got it,” I replied, giving him a hug and a kiss. “You look beat. This job of yours must be a tough one.”

    “Not really, just bloody busy, and some customers just get a bit demanding.” He didn’t elaborate and I didn’t push him. “Let me hit the shower.”

    “You do that, and I’ll make a cocoa for you.”

    Ten minutes later he slid into bed next to me with a sigh, his hands reaching out to hold me. I responded, and held him close as we kissed. “You know,” he sighed as he put the cocoa mug down. “There is nothing like coming home to you, or like this — being held, and loved …”

    “You’re right. And I’m still getting used to the feeling — and that I don’t have to rush off and hide having made love with someone so we don’t get into trouble.” Our mouths met in a long kiss. I could feel the tiredness in him, and his need to just enjoy the contact. For a long time we just lay there, then a gentle snore told me he was asleep. With a grin I turned out the light. Hell, it was Saturday, we could sleep as late as we liked.

    We did. Though I was awake first, I simply lay back enjoying the feel of his body against mine, his arm across my stomach and his leg over mine. I could feel his sex against my buttock, and lay still revelling in the pleasure of the contact. After years of having to hide my sexuality, or endure taunts and rants about my ‘choices’, it felt wonderful to have someone hold me who understood what it meant to be different. Listening to his breathing, smelling his body, feeling the warmth and the soft touch of his skin against mine made the pleasure real. 

    It was far, far better than I had ever imagined.

    His breathing changed, and he stirred gently, mumbling as he woke up. I felt his cock hardening, and his hand found my cock as his lips found my neck. “Mmmm, now this is the way I want to wake up in future.” 

    “Me too,” I sighed. Shifting position, I faced him and our mouths met in the first of several kisses. “Thank you for giving me this fabulous gift …”

    Words became superfluous as we became engrossed in making love to each other. The result was even better than our first night together. This time because we felt no need to rush, and took time out to simply enjoy each other’s body. We’d have continued for a second round had not other needs decreed a pause.

    We showered together, Stuart grinning from ear to ear as he took in my carefully shaved crotch. “I thought you felt a bit different. You shaved?”

    “Of course.” I kissed him. “Like it?”

    “You bet.” We hugged under the water, and kissed. “Thanks. I’ve had mine permanently removed, by laser treatment. Want to do that? We’ll have to let it grow back a bit first.”

    “If you’d like that, then I’ll do it.”

    His kiss was all the answer I needed.

    Over the rim of my coffee mug, I asked, “You said this place belongs to your Dad. Where’s he live?”

    Stuart laughed. “Flat below ours — with his partner.” He grinned. “You’ll meet them soon I should think, they’re architects.”

    Putting my mug down carefully, I asked, “So both your parents are Gay?”

    “Yes.” He put his mug down. “They went through the motions of getting married, being ‘normal’, but Mum isn’t, and never was, into having a man in her, and Dad …” He grinned. “Let’s just say girls do absolutely nothing for him. Jen and I are the result of artificial insemination. Our parents are our parents — Dad’s sperm and Mum’s ovaries — but, let’s just say the way they got together isn’t how conception usually occurs. We’re identical twins, which is great when we swop roles. Tricky now because I have to gain some bits and she has the opposite problem. It was easier when we were pre-teens and even as teenagers.”

    “Wow,” was all I could think to say. I reached across the table and took his hand. “Sounds like you guys had an unusual home then.”

    “Unusual? Yes! But, we sure had a hell of a lot of fun — and still do.” His laugh lit up his face. “I’m betting Dad will be hitting on you five minutes after you meet — the old letch. Jen has the same problem with Mum. Tell you what, we’ll have to organise a family get together so you can all meet and get to know each other.”

    “I’ll look forward to it — but don’t expect me to introduce them to my family!” I changed the subject. “How late do you expect to be tonight?”

    “About the same as last night.” He hesitated. “I do it because I don’t want to be completely dependent on an allowance. My folks think I’m nuts, but respect the fact I’m not depending on them for everything.” He smiled. “A bit different to your situation, but it doesn’t bother me and I hope it won’t bother you.” He took a swig of his coffee. “Don’t laugh, but I’m a waiter at ‘Cheeky Cheeks’.”

    “Cheeky Cheeks? You mean …?” I stared. I’d heard the name mentioned. It was a franchise I’d heard of, punted as a male version of ‘Hooters’. Then I grinned. “Okay, that’s probably on a par with my nude modelling!”

    He laughed. “At least you operate on a ‘look don’t touch’ contract. We’re supposed to as well, but you’d be surprised how creative patrons can be.” It was his turn to change the subject. “So. Your family can’t hack your being Gay? What did they do?”

    I shrugged. “Threw me out, cut off my support for my course at the Uni I was studying at … It got a bit ugly. So I packed the stuff I really needed and could carry, drew every penny I had in my savings bank, and bought a train ticket. And here I am.”

    “Shit, that’s bad. No brothers or sisters? No other relatives?”

    “A brother. A big jerk. It was him that found out about my secret — followed me one day to a house I used to go to for ‘games’ with a couple of other guys into bondage and stuff. Somehow he acquired some pictures and gave them to my folks.” I paused remembering the shock of having the photos flung in my face, and the names my mother had called me. “As for other relatives … they’re even worse. Big churchgoers. The kind that are full of ‘thoughts and prayers’ and bugger all action — unless it benefits them.”

    Moving round the table he slipped his arms over my shoulders and hugged me. “Shit. I’m sorry. You’re well out of that now.” Releasing me, he kissed my neck. “Come on, let’s get this place cleared up, and then I think lunch at the Cat and perhaps some grocery shopping for the week.”

     

    I heard the front door, and walked to the kitchen to make him some cocoa. When I turned to greet him as he entered the kitchen, I stared, then grinned. “Oh wow. This your ‘work’ costume?”

    He laughed, pirouetting so I could take in the shiny latex leggings with their strategically cut out panels framing his butt cheeks, the chest harness, and the soft ankle boots. “Like it?”

    “Love it.” Walking forward I kissed him, my arousal starting to show. The memory from the previous night clicked — this was why I’d smelled latex on him. “No wonder you have trouble with customers taking advantage!”

    He laughed. “Yeah. The franchise originally wanted to leave our butts completely open, but the law says your manhole has to be covered, so … we have this dividing strip. And a thong.”

    “I can easily see why you have customers keen to get under the rubber.” My arms went round his waist and I pulled him close. “You’re stunning in this outfit!” Our mouths met in a long kiss in which our tongues got a bit tangled. “But then you’re stunning in any outfit,” I said, coming up for air. “And I love latex …”

    Holding me close to himself, he grinned. “Then we’ll have to get you some.” Hugging me so that our groins were in close contact, he said, “Now, are we just going to stand here, or are you going to let me rip those pants off you so we can ravish each other properly?”

    “Oh sir;” I protested, in a girly voice. “Do you intend to have your wicked way with my naked body?”

    He laughed. “Yes!”

    “Then what are we waiting for?” I demanded, lifting him and propelling us both toward the bedroom. “Ravish me, my latex lover! Ravish me.” 

    He laughed, striking a pose. “Oh, sir! And me an innocent young man …” He grabbed me and our embrace tumbled us onto the bed. Sitting astride me, he put his hands on my chest. “We’re definitely going to need some toys. Some latex for us both, and perhaps some other things …”

    The sun woke us. Slipping out of bed, I headed for the bathroom. “I need some coffee. You too?”

    His laugh followed me. “Yes, and maybe another dose of you?”

    “Always available, lover.” I teased heading for the kitchen. “I’ll be right back.”

    I heard him in the bathroom while I made the coffees, but he was back in bed when I brought them, a goofy expression on his face. When I slipped back into bed, he pulled me close, and planted a big kiss on my mouth, his leg sliding over mine. “About that fresh dose of you,” he whispered.

    “Mmm, do I get some of you in return?”

    He giggled. “Depends.” Hesitating he asked, “Will you fuck me? In my manhole? Please?”

    “Of course, love. Is that what you want?” I moved in his arms so we were face to face, our mouths seeking each other and our erections meeting. “It’s something special …”

    “I know,” he whispered. “I’ve never had anyone … and I want it to be you.”

    Tenderly I kissed him. “Thank you, my love. How do you want me to take you?”

    “Like a girl. I want to watch your face as you fuck me.” He smiled. “I do ballet with Jen sometimes, so I’m quite flexible.”

    He was more than flexible. And he’d lubricated himself very carefully in preparation. He was tight. Very tight, so I took it slowly, and as gently as I could, but, once my cock head passed his muscles he relaxed a little and I sank my full length inside him, his knees hooked over my shoulders, his ankles locked across my back.

    His cock jerked, spraying his spunk into his own face. “Oh! Oh fuck … Oh fuck,” he gasped. His hands gripped my shoulders. “That feels so fucking good …”

    I leaned down and kissed him on the forehead. “It gets even better,” I whispered. “Are you ready?”

    “Ready?” He shuddered. “No, I’ll never be ready …” He shuddered again as I moved gently. “Is it always this intense?”

    I moved gently, beginning a gentle thrust, and grinned. “Depends. Want to see?”

    He  gasped. “How?”

    “Grip me with your muscle as I fuck and you’ll see …” I increased my thrusts and felt him trying to tighten his sphincter.

    Between us his cock was hardening again as he thrust against me, his moans increasing as I increased the tempo until I could hold back no longer. I pushed myself fully inside him and my cock erupted. His legs locked around my head and he arched his back, his cock spurting another load of his cum. “Ooooooh, f-u-u-u-u-uck.”

    For several minutes I couldn’t move, his grip was solid, then he slowly relaxed, his legs opening and sliding down my sides. My cock started to slip free, but he immediately tightened his muscles as I lowered myself onto his torso, my mouth seeking his.

     For a while we held one another and kissed, then, my cock now free of his opening, I moved to his side, and carefully licked all his spunk from his face and then his chest. “Thank you,” I whispered.

    “Thank me?” He shivered. “Thank me? For sending me into heaven?” His kiss was demanding. “Thank you!” He shivered, his arms pulling me closer. “I’m going to need another dose of that I think — to make sure it wasn’t a dream!”

    I chuckled. “Coffee first.” I kissed him. “I need time to reload …”

    He got his wish. This time we both lasted a little longer, and, if anything, it was even better. In the shower together I said, “Next time we swop places.”

    He grinned. “You’ll have to make me!” Our mouths met under the running water. “Damn, I think I’m higher than a kite! I wish I’d known how good having you …”

    My kiss stopped him. “It’s a two-way street, love.” I grinned as he turned the water off and wrapped himself around me. “Fair’s, fair.”

    “True.” His arms pinned mine to my sides as he hugged. “We’ll just have to go with the mood and the need, I guess.”

    A lazy breakfast was followed by a late lunch created by us both, and throughout we talked, shared experiences, funny stories, disappointments, hopes and dreams. We were just considering our evening options when the phone rang.

    Stuart answered, and, after a short exchange, turned to me grinning. “Dad wants to meet you. He says Greg, his partner, knows you from art classes.” He winked. “We’re summoned to wine and supper downstairs … as we are.”

    I laughed. I was wearing a thong, loose sweat pants and a teeshirt. “If you say so.”

    “Okay, Dad. We’re on our way.” He put the phone down, grinning. “The old letcher! I should put you into a chastity belt. I’m going to put on some jeans and a shirt first.”

    “I’ll do the same,” I said, chasing him to the bedroom. “And some shoes.” I kissed him as I shucked out of the sweats. “Promise you’ll save me from their advances if I need rescuing?”

    I recognised Greg as soon as I walked through the door. 

    He smiled. “My favourite model, and now you’re ‘family’ I can give you a proper welcome.” His arms wrapped me in a hug and he planted a kiss on my cheek. “I did warn Stu I was going to greet you properly.”

    I laughed and returned the hug. “Thanks.” Stuart’s father moved forward, smiling. He was attractive, his face handsome, and the resemblance to Stuart striking. I extended my hand. “Pleased to meet you, sir.” 

    “Bugger that,” he said, embracing me in a warm hug. “I’m Brian.” His kiss was a bit more than paternal, but not erotic. “Welcome to the family. Stuart has talked about nothing else but you for months.” He grinned. “I can see why.”

    “Hey!” Stuart teased. “He’s taken!”

    “Damn,” said Greg, grinning from ear to ear. “I told you Stuart wouldn’t share him, Brian!”

    “No way!” Exclaimed Stuart. “He’s all mine you pair of letchers.”

    Brian laughed as I blushed. “Come on. A glass of wine while we get to know each other?”

    It set the tone for the evening as we enjoyed joking conversation, a fantastic supper and some really good wine. Stuart and I finally made our way back to our flat, and tumbled into bed too tired to do much more than a little petting before sleep claimed us.

    After that introduction, Brian and Greg became regular visitors, always teasing and always fun. My role as a model for the evening classes became much more relaxed and certainly the nude modelling became much easier, and dare I say it, enjoyable. Stuart obviously enjoyed his job at Cheeky Cheeks as well, and our sex when he got home was always fabulous. Best of all, I completed my course and achieved a good pass.

    “What do you want to do now, my love,” Stuart asked over the breakfast table. Our celebration of my being awarded my degree had included a great dinner out, a show, a drink in the theatre bar, and then home to some fabulous sex. “You’re qualified now and could earn a lot more.”

    “I know.” Sipping my coffee I paused. “I’d like to do some job hunting and get something working in graphic design, but I think I need to get some idea of what’s available as well.”

    “Good idea.” Stuart watched me eat. “You could always take on more modelling, but the janitoring work will dry up during the long vacation.” His grin widened. “Of course you could join me at Cheeky Cheeks. I could get you in. They need a few more people now some of the guys have graduated and are moving on.”

    “It may come to that,” I said, grinning. “You’re right, the Janitoring will end in two weeks, when the faculty shuts down for some rebuilding.n So Cheeky Cheeks could be …” The phone ringing cut me off.

    Stuart answered it. “Brian? Yes, I’ll put him on …” He handed me the phone. “It’s Brian. He wants to offer you a job, my love. I guess we won’t have to persuade the Cheeks to take you on after all.”

    Ten minutes later, I put the phone down feeling stunned. I had a job. A dream job. And a salary that meant I’d not only be able to live comfortably independently, but could support Stuart, provided we weren’t extravagant. I told him.

    “I knew they were planning to make you an offer, love,” he said. “But I was sworn to secrecy.” He grinned nervously. “It won’t change our arrangement though. Unless you want  to …”

    Walking round to where he stood, I put my arms round him. “I don’t want to. What I want right now, is for you to take me to the bedroom, restrain me, and make love to me.” I kissed him. “If you don’t, I think I might just float out of a window and get blown away.” Hugging him, I added, “I think this must be a dream. Take me to the bedroom and show me I’m not dreaming …”

    Returning the hug, he sighed. “I was afraid you’d want to change our relationship. You know, move out, get your own place …”

    “And lose you?” I stared at him, seeing the relief in his eyes, and smiled. “No my love. My ‘place’ is here, with you.” Our mouths met in a long kiss. “Now let’s celebrate …” 

  • Mutiny Release

    His name was Rani Peshwar. I would do anything for him as long as he put his snake of a cock inside me. I did do everything for him. I gave him the Satrap of Sagala—at least for a short time.

    Life in the men’s harem wasn’t quite as dull after that first encounter with Rani. Either I was waiting for the next mysterious appearance of the snake charmer at the end of the garden from who knows where? Or he was there, with me, in our secret garden bower, casting a spell over me, deep inside my gut, pulling my very soul out of me, fucking me like I’d never been fucked before. Or he had just been there and I was recovering from him.

    He came to me periodically, demanding everything from me, and I gave him everything. Eventually, I gave him the keys to the palace. Over time—it was only a matter of weeks, but it seemed like forever—he conveyed to me that he wanted me to study the patterns of the guarding of the harem. He could get to the terrace garden, but he needed, he said without telling me why, to be able to get beyond the harem and into the palace proper. He didn’t say that he had come to me to fuck me like I’d never been possessed before because he wanted to use me to be able to access the palace, but of course that was the sum total of his plan.

    I did what he wanted. I watched the guarding of the harem and identified the vulnerable times when the guard could be counted on to be more lax than usual. The harem was only loosely controlled and the guard force wasn’t changed sufficiently to keep the guards from becoming friendly with the harem men. They managed to arrange the schedules so the guards who liked to be with men had a period during the night when they could be bedding the young men rather than standing guard at the access points to the harem. The young men were bored enough with life that they would relish any attention they could get. The guards were selected for their strong, muscular bodies.

    Indeed, in my need, I had cultivated a strapping black, big-cocked guard myself to relieve me and entertain him during this period in which the guard force had managed to have men who covered men scheduled. The men of the harem certainly didn’t complain.

    Rani Peshwar named the night he wanted access and I named the time period in which he could operate and told him where the exit doorways were located behind carpet hangings. I even devised a plan that would enable me to be there to guide him in his coming and going.

    I can’t say that I was entirely ignorant of why Rani Peshwar might want access to the palace. The fact that there was unrest across the subcontinent, much of it centered on growing dissatisfaction with the presence of the British and the heavy controlling hand of the East India Company, had reached the harem. Small uprisings were cropping up everywhere in the British-controlled areas and where, as the Maharaja of the Satrap of Sagala had now done, local prince states had allied with the British. Thus far they were isolated and at the nuisance level, but the pot was boiling.

    It occurred to me that Rani Peshwar might be an assassin. He certainly had that look and feel about him, and he assassinated my gut each time he penetrated me. It wasn’t lost to me that perhaps he wanted access to the palace to assassinate the maharaja and thus plunge Sagala into chaos. I didn’t really care. I wished him luck getting past Mahmoud if that was his intent, but I held no loyalty to the maharaja—or, truthfully, at this point—to British policy in India. At the same time, though, I refrained from warning him that if he got as far as the maharaja’s bedchamber, he was likely to find an alert, protective, and capable Mahmoud in bed with the monarch, but with weapons near to hand.

    As it turned out, I was on the right track but had completely misjudged the scale of Rani Peshwar’s intent.

    I was lying, naked, in pillows on a divan in a corner of the large harem room when the big, black guard came to me in the semidark, the gas-lit wall sconces having been turned down low. The general sound across the room was of low moaning of harem young men satisfying themselves or each other or entertaining early-arrived guards and the soft jangling of jewelry bells as bodies were being set in motion by the swaying of the fuck. I was on my back, legs spread and bent, one hand stroking my hard cock and the other working my lubricated and perfumed channel with an ivory dildo when the strapping black appeared in my vision between my legs. As he was accustomed to doing, he stood over me, stripped off his salvar, and then reached down and took over the working of the ivory dildo inside me as he worked up his mammoth cock with his other hand. Then he was on top of me and inside me, with both of us moving our pelvises in countermotion and me pressing my fingernails into his shoulder blades and moaning low to the rhythm of the fuck. He was thick and vigorous and adequate to the task, although no comparison to Rani Peshwar or any number of other lovers I’d had inside me.

    The first fuck over and having rested and drunk from flagons I provided, his drugged and mine not, we moved on to the new innovation I had introduced for the last week. There were restraint holds and leather straps all around the sides of the divan. I had suggested the higher pleasure he could receive if he were bound and I rode him. He had agreed and had, indeed, enjoyed the times I’d done it earlier in the week. Now I put him on his back on the divan, bound his wrists to the frame above his head and his ankles to the frame below. I didn’t stint with him. I mounted his hips, facing him, swallowed his erection with my channel, leaned back and grasped his knees with my hands, and rode him hard and fast to an ejaculation. He managed to come but already was fading from the effects of the drug in his drink by the time he was finished.

    I gagged him with one of my scarlet sashes in case he woke before I returned and raised questions and objections. Then checking how the others were doing with the effects of the flagons across the room I had drugged, I pulled on a less-revealing salvar than I usually wore and a vest and went to the end of the garden to find Rani Peshwar. There I received a shock. Peshwar wasn’t the only one there. There were a good dozen armed men hunkered down there, waiting for me.

    “What—?” I stammered.

    “There is no time. Just show us the way,” Peshwar said.

    I did so, leading them to the unguarded door of the harem into a palace corridor. The men with him had fanned out around the room but gathered again at the door. I didn’t want to even think about what they had been doing.

    “You too,” Peshwar said to me as the men fanned out into the corridor.

    “Me?” I asked.

    “Yes, you can’t stay here. They will know who let us in.” And then we were off down the corridor, to stairs leading down, and then through other corridors, searching for and finding an entryway to the forecourt. Dozing guards were set upon and dispatched at these doors. The doors were flung open, and a motley horde of insurrectionists, armed with varied weapons, some primitive, until better ones could be torn from the hands of overwhelmed palace guards, poured inside.

    At the door, Peshwar turned me over to another man. “Here. Take this Frenchman to the rear. Bind him and hold him for me.”

    “Rani,” I cried out in confusion.

    “Hush, Frenchman!” Peshwar growled. His repeating of “Frenchman” made me understand. I could not survive here as an Englishman. I had to be someone neutral to the purposes of the insurrectionists. Peshwar was trying to preserve my life. I clamped my jaw shut as the insurrectionist tied my hands behind me.

    Peshwar said in Hindi simple enough for me to get the gist of, “We will hold him for hostage. He may have some use for us.” Then he pulled me away from his man for a brief moment. I whispered, “What are you doing, Rani?”

    “I am trying to save your life,” he hissed at me. “But, indeed, your only use to anyone but me now is as a hostage. Do what you can to survive. It’s all up to you.”

    Just what everyone was telling me. It was what my father told me when he banished me from England. It was what Lord Dinwiddie told me when he abandoned me to life in a harem. And now it was what the snake charmer was telling me as he sent me off into uncertain captivity.

    And then Peshwar was gone and I was being led away through the milling, teeming crowd of angry villagers, as flames began to lift up from the roof of the palace.

    * * * *

    “Hsst. Wake, but don’t make a sound.”

    Even in a hoarse whisper, I recognized the voice from somewhere, but when I opened my eyes, it was just another turbaned Indian in a white cotton tunic over a dhoti and a handkerchief over the lower part of his face. Or was it? I was exhausted. Rani Peshwar had left me not long ago to lead his men on a raiding party of a village and he had ravished me before he went. I took great pleasure from it, of course, but when he fucked me, he took everything from me, leaving me a panting, moaning shell, albeit one swimming in his cum.

    The man cut the bonds at my wrists, unhooked the cloth covering his face, and then worked at releasing my ankles. We were several yards inside the mountain cave, one of several in this mountain that Rani Peshwar was using as a hideout as his band terrorized the neighboring area. It had been two weeks since they had attacked and burned the Maharaja of the Satrap of Sagala’s palace. I had asked what had happened to the maharaja, but Rani refused to tell me. I didn’t care all that much, although I would be slightly sad to know that Mahmoud had perished.

    I gasped when the cloth dropped from the man’s lower face. “Owen,” I exclaimed in a hoarse whisper. “How? When?” My lieutenant, Owen Smythe had dropped out of the heavens.

    “Shush,” he pressed. “Wait until we’re well away. I’ll tell you all I know then.”

    He helped me to the entrance to the cave. The man left to guard me was lying on his back by the opening, his unseeing eyes looking up at the afternoon sun. I didn’t regret his passing. He had been mean to me, which was probably why Rani had chosen him to stay with me and guard me. He had no interest in men and he had no use for me. His loyalty was to Rani Peshwar, which was as it should be. He kept any but Peshwar away from me. There were plenty of the men in the band who would like to be friendly to me and to use and abuse me, but that hadn’t happened to me. The insurrectionists had come away with some other captives from the harems—young men as well as women, and for several days and nights I’d had to lay here, guarded by this dead man, and listen to their cries farther back inside the cave as, one by one, they were used up. All had been quiet for days now, other than the few hours after the raids, when there would be fresh victims to satiate the insurrectionists’ lusts.

    “Come. Down this path. Hurry,” Lieutenant Smythe urged, and, allowing him to help me as I had been sitting or lying in the cave for some days, we scrambled and stumbled down the path to a grove of trees. There it was my time to gasp again.

    “Malcolm,” I exclaimed. “How? What?”

    But yet again, I wasn’t permitted to query further what the deputy East India Company manager in Delhi, Malcolm Randall, who had taken me to and in the hookah den in Delhi, was doing there, holding the reins of three horses.

    “Later, when we’re well away,” Owen said again. “We will stop somewhere safe for you to clothe yourself in something less conspicuous.” I had been wearing just a white cotton salvar since I’d been in the palace harem. My gold jewelry, of course, had been stripped from me as soon as we’d left the palace forecourt. I had regretted the loss of the emerald navel plug. I had spent several hours in boredom in the maharaja’s harem estimating what more I was worth with the emerald than without. When we did stop next, it was only long enough from me to change into a white cotton tunic over a white cotton dhoti and a white turban, with face covering, matching what both Owen and Malcolm were wearing.

    We rode until dark, seeing nearly no one on the road or in the fields. All were hiding from the effects of the insurrection across British India. Near twilight, Owen halted the pace. “We must stop. The horses can’t take much more of this.” He pointed to the ruins of a building at the top of a nearby hill, the sides of which had been denuded of whatever crop had been growing there. “We will spend the night up there, if there aren’t others hiding there,” he said. “It’s defensible. A clear view in all directions.”

    Ever the soldier, I thought. But what was a British soldier doing out here, I thought, rescuing me? Owen took it upon himself to make sure the ruins were clear before he let Malcolm and me ascend the hill.

    There was enough grain left on the verge of the hillside of the ancient ruins of the abandoned Hindu temple for the horses to graze and there was a well in the temple to provide water for the horses and the men. Malcolm saw to the horses, while Owen made a fire and cooked some supper and boiled coffee. It was all I could do to stay conscious as I leaned against one of the horses’ saddles on the stone floor of the small temple.

    Over dinner, Owen and Malcolm, together, provided me an explanation for what had transpired.

    “The sepoy regiment in Meerut, east of Delhi, set off the tinderbox,” Randall said. “The sepoys there were a Hindi and Urdu mix cavalry unit, which was the backbone of the British native forces in the Delhi region. They wiped out the British there, men, women, and children, in a single night. Your Colonel Franklin was in Meerut at the time.”

    “So, he is—?” I started to ask.

    “Surely dead, yes,” Owen said.

    “He was your superior officer, wasn’t he?” I asked Owen.

    “He had been, yes,” Owen answered. “But I had mustered out of the army already. I was on the road.”

    “Mustered out of the army?” I asked and looked at him, but he looked away and Randall continued. “Two days later the rebellion had reached Delhi and the slaughter of British nationals continued there. They’ve set up the old Mughal ruler of Delhi, Bahadur Shah Zakar, as the emperor of what they now declare is Hindustan. I doubt he’ll last long. He’s eighty-one, so I think he’ll die of the excitement before the British can depose him, which they surely will do. This rebellion won’t stand.”

    “But you were in Delhi, weren’t you?” I asked Randall.

    “Yes, but I was able to disappear into the old city and be hidden by Indian friends until I could slip out of Delhi.”

    “He caught up to me on the road back to Sagala,” Owen interjected.

    “Lord Dinwiddie’s mission?” I asked.

    “Yes. They all were still in Delhi,” Randall said in a quiet voice. “I’m sorry, Sean, none of them made it out alive.”

    “They’re all dead?” I asked, not believing it.

    “Yes—their native men—Vaseem, Ashwin, Basim, and Ahgay—all were spies for the insurrectionists. They murdered your friends in their beds the same night as the sepoy’s rose in Meerut.”

    I thought on that several minutes before I could speak again. But, eventually, I needed to hear more about our circumstance. “But you, at least,” I said, turning to Owen. “You survived.”

    “Yes,” he answered quietly. “I was already on the road; on my way to Sagala.”

    “Why were you coming to Sagala? Why had you left the army?” I asked.

    He didn’t answer. He turned away, and then he stood, taken our empty dinner plates with him and went to the well to wash them off.

    “He was coming for you,” Randall said.

    What could I say? We settled down then, beside each other, Randall and I, as Owen remained separated from us, fussing around with this and that.

    I stretched and gave a low moan.

    “Are you sore from the ride?” Randall asked.

    “I’ve been sore for weeks,” I said, not expounding on the discomfort I’d been put through while with Rani Peshwar’s band. Randall probably didn’t need to be told how I would have been knocked about and abused. He took out his hookah water pipe, loaded it, and took a puff when it was set up. He offered it to me, and I took a puff too. I don’t know if it was loaded with Cannabis or Opium, but it took effect almost immediately. Very quickly I had no worries in the world and I was aroused.

    Randall put his arm around me as we passed the pipe back and forth and I didn’t move away from that. I looked in Owen’s direction occasionally, but he was studiously not watching us and was keeping busy—or at least looking like he was. Randall pulled me over into his lap, facing him, and I let him. We were sitting cross-legged, my legs encircling his hips, my heels pressed into his buttocks, and his legs encircling my hips, his heels pressing into my buttocks.

    He took a puff from the pipe and I took a puff from the pipe. He kissed me on the lips, and I let him. He puffed on the pipe and I puffed on the pipe. He untied his dhoti at the waist and moved the material to either side, exposing his cock and balls. He was in erection. He puffed on the pipe and I puffed on the pipe. He untied my dhoti at the waist and moved the material to either side, exposing my cock and balls. I was in erection. He wrapped a hand around our bunched cocks and frotted them together, stroking them slowly. I gave a deep sigh and began to pant. He puffed on the hookah and I puffed on the hookah. He took my mouth in a kiss and docked our cocks—pressing the bulbs together in a kiss and pulling his foreskin over my bulb. We rocked back and forth together, and with a moan and a sigh, I came.

    Randall repositioned our bodies, and I let him manipulate my body as he wished. We were both leaning on our sides against the saddle, Randall behind me, pulling my body into his. His hard cock was pressed between my closed thighs and he was sliding it in and out, rubbing between my thighs, fucking them. He encircled my chest with an arm and held me close to him. He palmed my belly with the hand of his other arm. I felt the bulb of his cock move up to my entrance. Whatever drug I’d been smoking had aroused me and opened me. Two men, even two men and a dildo could have slid inside me without effort. I gasped and then sighed as he pressed his hand on my belly, pulling me back into his pelvis and onto his cock. He entered me and began a slow pump immediately. I set my hips in motion to work with him.

    I looked over to where Owen now was crouched down on his haunches on the other side of the fire, watching Randall fucking me. There was a sadness in his eyes. And a want.

    He had come back to Sagala for me. Randall had specifically said it was because of me that Owen had left the army and was on the road back to Sagala. He wanted me. He still wanted me.

    Exhilarated, I picked up the pace of fucking Randall back until I’d pulled an ejaculation out of him and we both dozed off, in an embrace.

    Later in the night, I extracted myself from Randall’s arms and went to the other side of the temple room, to where Owen was laying on a blanket with another blanket over him. He was just in a loincloth. He snorted but didn’t awake as I turned him on his back and untied and pulled his loincloth aside. He was more awake when I was sucking his cock to an erection. He gave a deep moan and whispered, “Sean.”

    “Shush,” I whispered as I moved my body over his, held his erect cock in position, and sank down on it. Long, thick, and hard it made its way to the center of me, to my soft, spongy core, and I rode his cock, holding his arms captive above his head and dipping my face to kiss him on the lips and his nipples, as I raised and lowered myself on him, always keeping his caressing cockhead in the soft zone of my core. We came nearly together. Then I lowered my body on his and nuzzled my face into his throat.

    “You came for me. You left the army for me,” I whispered.

    “Yes,” he said.

    “You want me.”

    “Yes,” he admitted.

    “But before. You wanted me before but then you pulled away from me. You went with Mercy Ratcliff. You chose a woman.”

    “I didn’t choose,” he whispered. “The army chose for me. Colonel Franklin chose for me. He told me I couldn’t have you. That you were a British agent on a mission, a mission that didn’t and wouldn’t include me—a mission you wouldn’t return from, and you were aware of that and accepted it. He commanded me to show interest in Mercy instead. I tried. But in the long run I couldn’t do it. They didn’t tell me what you had to do for the British—that you were being given to Babua Jahan. I couldn’t take it anymore. I resigned from the army and came for you.”

    “That’s all that mattered,” I whispered. “You came for me.”

    Silence but I was still disturbed by something. “Tonight. You just sat there and watched Randall fuck me.”

    “You enjoyed it, didn’t you?”

    “Yes, but—?”

    “I will never come between you and any pleasure you want to have from another man. I know your nature. I will share, as you want, as long as I can be included. But there’s something else.”

    “Oh?”

    “I’m a practical man. It’s a matter of survival. Randall said he would come to Sagala with me—that he would help me find you and get you away from the maharaja—and then the Hindu rebels. But only if he could use you. We need him—both you and I need him to survive. And then when you so easily gave yourself to him . . . the hookah . . . the drugs . . . you must be careful.”

    “Shush,” I said. “I am a practical man too. I understand. So, I will leave you now.” I did leave him and go back to Randall, who was stirring a bit and muttering in his sleep. I moved back under his embrace and took his lips with mine in a kiss. He woke enough to press his tongue between my lips and for his loins to stir. Within minutes, he rolled over on top of me and was hard again. I opened my legs to him, pressing the heels of my feet under his buttocks cheeks and taking him inside me. Only half awake, he was fucking me again.

    In the morning, Owen had breakfast ready for us when Randall woke and rolled off me. Over breakfast, we took stock.

    “I have no idea where we are and, I admit, little idea what to do from here,” Owen said. “The British are still solid in Bombay. If we can get there, we should be safe, at least for a while. But we are a long way from there.”

    “Certainly a long way around if we stay in British territory,” Randall said. “And it isn’t safe in British territory up here in the northwest. I do know where we are, though. We are on the border of Rajputana Holkar.”

    Rajputana Holkar was the large, anti-Britain Hindu state that we’d had to skirt around to get to Delhi from Bombay.

    “We have to stay out of there,” Owen said. “This is a Hindu rebellion. They won’t take kindly to Englishmen trying to transit their territory—even less now than when we were going to Delhi.”

    “Not necessarily,” Randall said in a quiet voice. “You didn’t have me as a guide then. You do now.”

    “You are an official of the British India Company. That’s the enemy of the Hindus now.”

    “But I myself am not an enemy of Rajputana Holkar,” Randall said. “I could get us safely through the state and then we’d be close to Bombay.” He wouldn’t explain further, but he didn’t need to. Randall was a schemer and a survivor. He had the look and instincts of a fox. It was clear that he must be a spy of the Hindu rulers of Rajputana Holkar in the East India Company management.

    “So, you can get us safe passage across the Hindu state,” Owen said, showing that he wouldn’t ask further and that he wouldn’t balk at the offer.

    “Yes, for a price—an additional price,” Randall said, his fingers playing with the material of my tunic to convey that he wanted the use of me but he wanted something else too to help us.

    “What price?” Owen asked, a hardness entering his voice.

    “I don’t know if young Sean realizes it, but someone in England had lodged a hefty sum in his name in the East India Company bank in India. He can access that in Bombay. I want half of what is in that account when I deliver you both safely to Bombay.”

    “Sean, what do you know of this?” Owen said, looking at me.

    I laughed. How ironic, I thought. My biological father sent me out here to get rid of me. No doubt the Earl of Heathdon would have been pleased if I had perished already in the Sepoy Rebellion. How ironic that it might be the support deal he had struck with me that kept me alive. “I know of money being deposited for me here monthly,” I said, “but I have no knowledge how much it is. And, not knowing, I have no trouble giving half of it away if it gets Owen and me to safety.”

    “There is one thing, though. Do you both speak French well enough to pass as French with a Hindu?” Randall asked.

    Owen nodded that he did, and I answered, “I’ve been French, and have convinced Hindu insurrectionists that I was, since I was captured at the palace in Sagala.”

    “All right, then,” Randall said. “Shall we enter Rajputana Holkar boldly and with a smile? I’ll do the talking.”

    Randall was good to his word. He could get us across the Hindu state. In turn, Owen and I were happy to forget that he was able to do this. Three weeks later, we stood outside the train shed in Kallian, twenty-five miles short of Bombay and once more on British India soil, waiting for the train to take us into Bombay.

    * * * *

    The three of us stood, uncertain what to do next, on the docks in Bombay. The port was as busy and as teeming with people—mostly small brown Indian men—as it had been when we’d arrived here by ship months earlier. There was little evidence that there was a bloody anti-British rebellion going on in the north in which English men, women, and children were being hunted down and slaughtered. None of the three of us could say Bombay would escape the rebellion, however. The whole Indian subcontinent was a tinderbox and no one knew where the uprisings would appear next. We had been off on our individual missions and had met, by agreement, here by the docks owned by the East India Company.

    “Did you get your money?” Owen asked me.

    “Yes,” Malcolm Randall and I answered in unison, although both of us spoke as in shock.

    “Mine is verified and half has been transferred to Malcolm, as agreed,” I said. “It was a lot more than I imagined it would be. And you. Did you find the Ratcliffs?” I almost didn’t want to ask. Owen had said he would call on them to say that there was nothing going in a relationship with Mercy, although of course he wouldn’t say that he preferred men in general and me in particular.

    “I called on their residence, but they are gone,” Owen answered. “Back to England, I understand. They left even before the rebellion broke out, the doctor having read the unrest as not to their liking. I must say that it was smart of him.”

    “So, Mercy is out of your life without the need for explanation.”

    “Yes,” Owen answered. “Apparently she married and they took the young man with them. She’s with child, I was told.”

    “Yours?” Malcolm asked.

    “Possibly,” Owen said. “But another man has taken on that burden. So, I’m free. But free to do what? To go where? I supposed I could take my commission back. They need all of the officers here now they can get.”

    “I agree with the Ratcliffs,” I said. I was looking at the ship docked right in front of our eyes.

    “You seem concerned about something, Malcolm,” Owen said. “Were you not satisfied with the amount Sean gave you?”

    “No, that was fine. Very fine. More than I had thought it would be. But the question is where to send it.”

    “Where to send it? I don’t understand,” Owen said.

    “I need to send it out of the country—somewhere else. While I was at the East India Company offices, I learned that the company is folding. Almost immediately. The rebellion was the last straw in its ability to operate in India. Sean will have to send his account elsewhere too if he doesn’t want to risk losing it by leaving it in India. The company can still send it somewhere, though. But where? It means I have to find other employment too—preferably outside of India considering the continued unrest here.”

    “Just a few minutes, please. Let me check something,” I said. We’d been standing and looking at the merchant ship, Orynthia, owned by the East India Company. The same ship we had sailed here on from England. And there, at the top of the gangplank, was the same Sikh first officer we had sailed with and who had ridden me on the waves. Before the other two could say anything, I was off, striding up the gangplank. The first officer beamed a smile at me to welcome me aboard.

    “Hello there, Abhijeet,” I called out to the Sikh first officer of the Orynthia, Abhijeet Singh.

    He hailed me back. We spoke for several minutes and then I came back to the dock.

    “She is sailing for Singapore from here,” I reported. “We can book passage. I can pay for it out of the East India Company account here and send the rest to Singapore. Would you like to live in Singapore, Owen? Abhijeet says he can even arrange for our names not to be on the manifest if we don’t want our departure from India to be recorded. If we want to essentially disappear, we could become just more names on the massacre list.”

    “The sounds interesting,” he answered. “But what would I do there? I suppose I could get an army commission there, but they may not permit me to stay in Singapore. I don’t know if you’d follow me.”

    “I’ll follow you anywhere you go as long as you permit me too,” I answered.

    “What would you do in Singapore?” he asked.

    “I could do what I know best. I wonder if they have room for one more male brothel there.”

    Owen and Malcolm both laughed. “There’s always room for male brothels in the Orient,” Malcolm said. “And that sounds enticing. Would you perhaps be interested in another partner? I have money to invest now.”

    “Would you and Malcolm be able to gather enough money to open one? And what would I do in a male brothel?” Owen asked.

    “Need you ask, as endowed as you are?” I said. “A handsome hung Westerner would be a favorite of the local submissive men, I would think. And you could be the enforcer of order. As far as money, I’m sure I can get whatever we need. I’m sure my father would be happy to send money to Singapore to keep me in Singapore and out of England.”

    “If it’s to be Singapore then,” Malcolm said, “I’ll go back to the company offices and arrange for our funds to be transferred—all but what we each put in for passage on the Orynthia. I’ll, of course, pay my own passage.”

    “As will I,” Owen chimed in.

    As we watched Malcolm walk off, Owen asked another question. “Singh is being awfully helpful. He wants something for that, doesn’t he?”

    “He wants what you suppose he wants,” I answered. “And he gives satisfaction. Do you object to that?”

    “Certainly not. I’ve already told you that.”

    My obligation to Malcolm had ended, even though it now seemed he would be sailing with us and doing business with us. I had room on my card for Singh. And I was already feeling myself going hard at the thought of Singh and the fuck positions built into the ship’s bow spars.

    Five days later, the first day out of port, that’s where we were, Singh, Owen, and I, at the bow of the boat, where the bow spar jutted out over the water with the figurehead nestled under the spar, in the dark. I was standing at the bow, looking out over the water the Orynthia was slicing through. Abhijeet Singh was standing behind me, embracing me close. Both of us were naked. One of Abhijeet’s arms was wrapped around my belly and the other one around my chest, the hand of that arm cupped my chin and pulled my head into the hollow where his muscular arm flowed into his bulging bicep. His huge cock was pressing, insistently, at the small of my back.

    He lifted me, sliding me up his body, with the arm encasing my belly, and then, as I panted and begged for his cock, he lowered me on his shaft, the bulb having found purchase inside my entrance and the thick, long cock following behind, moving up into me, deep. Owen, magnificently naked and smiling, appeared before me. He came in close, grasping my thighs and raising and spreading them. Abhijeet shifted his hips, rolling my pelvis up. Then I was panting hard and crying into the wind, as Owen entered me as well, his long, thick cock forcing itself inside me, sliding over Abhijeet’s throbbing shaft.

    Both cocks, Owen’s slightly longer than Abhijeet’s and Abhijeet’s slightly thicker than Owen’s, fought their way to the soft core of me, where they made love to my spongy insides and to each other in a counter rhythm of thrust and retreat. I writhed between them, crying out my total taking, cursing them and praising them, begging them for mercy and begging them for more, deeper, harder. They worked me expertly for some time, working to come together. I was the first to give, my spouting sending Abhijeet off and then Owen. I collapsed between them, and the two of them kept pumping me until they had gone half hard.

    We stood there, looking out to sea, arm in arm, me in the middle, as we recovered. Abhijeet had found a source in Bombay for Horace Walpole’s magic arousal enhancing cigars, and we each smoked one.

    Then Owen laid me on my back on the bow spar, my legs raised and spread, my feet fastened in the rigging, my arms over my head, grabbing hand holds along the bow spar over the foaming sea, stepped up between my spread legs, thrust inside me, and laid me good, spending considerable time mining my soft core and listening to me sing and yodel before he added to the cum deposit he and the Sikh had made when doubling me. Then he stepped back and Abhidjeet replaced him, turning me on the bow sprint, so that my dick and balls fit in the accommodating padded hole in the bow sprint, my hands found the overhead hand holds again, and, my legs bent, my feet found the footholds on either side of the figurehead. And he pounded me to glory, taking an installment for the help he was providing in getting us to Singapore.

    Malcolm Randall was back in his cabin, puffing on his hookah, and stroking his own cock. I would not ignore him, though. I enjoyed puffing on his hookah as well and being frotted, and docked, and fucked by him. It was a long voyage to Singapore, and I needed to keep in practice if I was going to open and run a male brothel there.

    – FINI –