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  • Alpha & Omega

    The morning light filtered through the thin dorm curtains, casting a hazy glow over the rumpled bedsheets. Jacob stirred first, his body aching in ways he’d never felt before. Deep, satisfying soreness that radiated from his core, reminding him of every thrust, every pulse of heat from the night prior. He glanced over at Cade, who was already sitting up, rubbing his eyes with a sheepish expression. The air between them was thick, not with pheromones this time, but with the weight of what they’d done.

    ‘Hey,’ Jacob said, his voice rough from sleep and the lingering echo of moans he barely recognized as his own. He pulled the blanket higher, suddenly self-conscious about his nakedness under the covers.

    Cade met his gaze, hazel eyes filled with a mix of regret and warmth. ‘Morning. About last night… I can’t apologize enough. That shouldn’t have happened like that.’ He ran a hand through his dark hair, the muscles in his arm flexing unconsciously, a reminder of the powerful body that had pinned Jacob down, filling him so completely.

    Jacob shifted, trying to play it cool, but the memory hit him hard; Cade’s massive cock buried deep inside, stretching him wide, the slick heat of cum flooding his insides, making every nerve scream with pleasure. His dick twitched under the sheets, hardening just from the thought, a betraying throb that made his cheeks flush. He crossed his legs to hide it, clearing his throat. ‘I accept your apology. Let’s just try harder to avoid it next time. You were saying that’s not normal for you? Like, having a Heat so soon?”

    Cade shook his head, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees, the sheet tenting slightly over his lap. Still impressive even at rest. ‘No, man. Usually, it’s months between them. Maybe once every three or four. I was as shocked as you when it hit yesterday. I thought I had more time, y’know? Tried to bail before it got bad.’ His voice dropped, laced with genuine embarrassment. ‘Fucking you… it was intense. Hot as hell, don’t get me wrong, I’ve never had an experience that intense before. It was more than just sex, more than any other Heat sex I’ve had. But I hate that I dragged you into it. You’re straight, right? Or at least, you weren’t looking for that.’

    The directness made Jacob’s twitch turn into a full stir, the phantom sensation of Cade’s girth sliding in and out ghosting over his skin. He could almost feel the veined shaft dragging against his walls again, the way his ass had clenched around it, greedy and transformed by that first swallow of cum. ‘I’ve never really been into guys. I don’t know, I’ve never thought about. I mean sure, I’ll stare in the locker room to compare, but I’ve never thought about getting on my knees for a guy. Those pheromones, fuck, they really pack a punch. Made me do shit I wouldn’t normally.’ He forced a grin, though his pulse raced. ‘But like I said, just a one-time thing. I’m sure all roommate’s end up covered in each other’s cum at some point, right? We just got it out of the way on the first day’

    Cade laughed, relief softening his features. It meant everything to him that Jacob forgave him and could even joke about it. ‘Absolutely. There are exercises I usually do, meditation, doctor’s visits. Won’t let it blindside us like that again. Promise.’ He stood, grabbing a towel from his chair, his broad back rippling as he moved. The sight stirred another unwelcome spark in Jacob’s gut, but he shoved it down. Satisfied, this was done, Jacob watched Cade head for the door. ‘Gotta shower and hit hit Greek Philosophy 101. Professor’s a hardass about attendance. Catch you later?’

    ‘Sure,’ Jacob replied, already pulling out his phone to distract from the lingering heat in his veins. As the door clicked shut, he exhaled, willing his erection to fade. It was just biology, he told himself. One weird night. Nothing more.

    Cade trudged across campus, the crisp air doing little to clear the fog in his mind. Football practice had been brutal yesterday, but nothing compared to the guilt gnawing at him now. Fucking Jacob… god, the way his roommate had gasped and begged, tight hole yielding to every inch of his cock. It had been raw, primal, the kind of connection that lit up every nerve. Cade’s dick stirred in his jeans at the memory, the athlete’s body responding with a low hum of arousal. But the shame twisted it sour. Jacob hadn’t asked for that, hadn’t signed up to be bent over and filled like some Heat-slut. And yet, the heat of Jacob’s mouth on him, swallowing his load so eagerly… fuck, it was scorching.

    There were guys he knew that chased Alphas, they came in all shapes and sizes, all ages. Couldn’t get enough of it, like junkies. Lots of Alphas called them Betas, they do anything to get a hand on Alpha cock. But unlike Alphas there was nothing genetically different about Betas; they just always wanted more. There was even a black market in Alpha cum and pheromones that Betas traded in. He’d never been involved in anything like that, but he’d heard rumors, he knew it was out there.

    Weirdly, the timing of this Heat didn’t make sense. His last Heat had been just weeks ago, back home during summer break— a quick, frantic hookup with a willing friend from high school at a party. Alphas didn’t cycle like this; it was supposed to be predictable, spaced out. Two in less than a month? It had never happened to him before. Cade shook his head, blaming stress—the scholarship pressure, new classes, sharing a room with a hot track star. He needed to get his shit together.

    As an Alpha, gay and straight didn’t really mean much to him. While Cade preferred men, when the Heat was on, he’d fuck anyone within fifty feet.

    The lecture hall for Greek Philosophy 101 buzzed with early arrivals, the scent of coffee and old books hanging in the air. Cade slipped into a seat near the back, pulling out his notebook as the Teaching Assistant, Ryan, took the front. Ryan was mid-twenties, average height and buil. He wasn’t ripped like Cade, but solid enough, with a cute, boy-next-door vibe that made him approachable. Strong jaw dusted with light stubble, kind eyes that crinkled when he smiled, tousled blond hair that begged to be ruffled. He launched into the lecture on Plato’s Symposium, his voice smooth and engaging, gesturing animatedly about the nature of love and desire in ancient texts.

    Cade tried to focus, scribbling notes on eros and philia, but his mind wandered. Ryan’s lips moved with passion, and suddenly Cade imagined them wrapped around his cock, those kind eyes glazing over with lust, his glasses falling down the bridge of his nose as he bobbed up and down on Cade’s cock. He pictured bending Ryan over the podium, yanking down those khakis to reveal a tight ass, pounding into him while the class watched, Ryan moaning like Jacob had, desperate, broken. His cock thickened in his jeans, pressing against the zipper, the fantasy vivid: Ryan’s hole clenching around him, hot and slick, begging for cum to quench the fire.

    Fuck. Cade shifted, crossing his legs to hide the bulge, heat creeping up his neck. Not now. He forced his eyes to the board, tuning into Ryan’s words about the ladder of love, ascending from physical to divine. Ironic, considering the carnal storm raging in his head. The lecture dragged, every minute amplifying the low ache in his groin, but he clamped down, determined to play the bookish nerd, not the Alpha.

    When the session ended, students filed out, and Cade bolted for the nearest bathroom down the hall, the single-occupancy stalls offering the mercy of privacy. He didn’t lock the door to the bathroom. He just planned a quick jerk to bleed off the tension, thoughts of Jacob’s ass and Ryan’s mouth too potent to ignore. He ducked into a stall, shoving his jeans down, fist wrapping around his thickening shaft. It sprang free, heavy and veined, already leaking at the tip. He stroked slowly, eyes closing as he replayed the night: Jacob’s lips stretching around him, the wet heat of his throat, then the plunge into that virgin-tight hole, walls pulsating like they were made for his cock.

    A subtle warmth built in his chest, familiar and unwelcome. No. Not again. He froze, hand paused on his length. Heats didn’t come this fast. Yesterday was a fluke, stress-induced. But the air thickened with his scent, musky and potent, seeping under the door. Denial hit hard; this couldn’t be happening. His cock throbbed harder, balls tightening, the Heat coiling low. ‘Shit,’ he muttered, pumping faster to chase it away, but the pheromones bloomed stronger, undeniable.

    The door creaked open, footsteps echoing. Cade held his breath, willing whoever it was to piss and go. But the guy lingered, washing hands slowly, inhaling deeply. Ryan. Cade recognized the voice humming a tune from class. Panic surged. Ryan was inhaling it all, the pheromones wrapping around him like invisible chains.

    A stall door latched next to Cade’s, then the unmistakable rustle of fabric, a zipper. Soft grunts followed, rhythmic, flesh on flesh. Ryan was jerking off, the sounds wet and urgent, breath hitching. ‘Fuck… what is this?’ Ryan gasped, pace quickening. A low moan escaped as he came, splattering against the tiled floor, but it dissolved into a frustrated groan. No relief. The pheromones demanded more, the only cure buried deep in an Cade’s balls.

    ‘Fucking Alphas…’ Ryan muttered, voice thick with irritation and lingering lust. The words hung, confirming he knew.

    Cade’s heart pounded. Should he just leave? Get out now while he still could and let Ryan get a dose of anti-pheromones at the clinic? Every medical facility was supposed to carry them for emergencies. But as Cade heard renewed sounds of pounding flesh from the next stall, he knew he couldn’t leave him like this; writhing, unfulfilled. Hesitant, he knocked on the dividing wall. ‘Hey… you okay in there?’

    A beat of silence, then Ryan’s voice, edged with desperation. ‘Just get in here and fuck me. Get this over with. I have another class to get to and I don’t have time for an ER visit.’

    Cade swallowed, pushing open his stall and slipping into Ryan’s. The TA sat on the toilet, pants around his ankles, cock semi-hard and glistening from his release, face flushed. Those kind eyes were wild now, pupils wide, his glasses fogged from his moist breaths. Cade nodded mutely, dropping his jeans fully, his massive erection bobbing free, thick as a wrist, ten inches of veined heat.

    Ryan’s gaze locked on it, licking his lips. ‘Cum in my mouth, quickly… let’s speed it up.’ He leaned forward, hands gripping Cade’s hips, mouth engulfing the tip in one go. Wet heat enveloped him, Ryan’s tongue swirling greedily, cheeks hollowing as he bobbed. No hesitation, just efficient suction, drawing out pre-cum that made Ryan hum in approval.

    Cade groaned, fingers in Ryan’s hair, the sensation electric. His mouth tighter than Jacob’s, more practiced. “Fuck…are you sure? Maybe we shouldn’t.” But Ryan’s insistent tongue prodded him on. He focused, willing the release, and it came fast: the first load erupted, thick ropes coating Ryan’s tongue, spilling down his throat. Ryan swallowed hungrily, but pulled off after the second spurt, eyes glazing further, body trembling as the cum hit his system. Hypersensitivity kicked in, his skin flushing, hole clenching with need.

    ‘More,’ Ryan demanded, voice husky, but Cade was already shifting. He came a third time, deliberate, smearing the hot jets over his palm. Ryan stood shakily, turning to brace against the wall, pants kicked aside. Cade tugged them down fully, exposing Ryan’s ass—firm, pale cheeks parting to reveal a puckered entrance. He slicked it generously, fingers circling the rim before pushing in a dollop, making Ryan hiss and push back.

    “Oh God, oh fuck, yes—feels so… sensitive,’ Ryan panted, his hole loosening, turning slick and eager under the cum’s influence. Eyes glassy, like he was riding a euphoric high, every touch amplified to bliss.

    Cade sat on the toilet, cock jutting up like a challenge. Ryan straddled him without preamble, gripping the base and lining up. He plunged down hard, impaling himself in one brutal drop—gravity and desperation driving the massive shaft deep, stretching his rim to its limit. Cade gasped, hands flying to Ryan’s hips to steady him, worry spiking. ‘Easy. Fuck, you’re tight. Don’t hurt yourself.’ The Heat was intense, Ryan’s walls gripping like a vice, slick from the cum but unyielding in their fervor.

    Ryan ignored him, slamming down again, rising only to crash back, the force bruising Cade’s balls, making him flinch. Each descent buried him to the hilt, Ryan’s ass swallowing every inch with a wet squelch, prostate grinding against the invading head. ‘Just… hurry up and cum,’ Ryan growled, rolling his hips viciously, chasing the end. His hands roamed up, fingers pinching Cade’s nipples, seemingly aware of how ultra-sensitive they were, live-wire peaks that made Cade buck involuntarily, pleasure shooting straight to his core.

    ‘Shit—those are… ah!’ Cade arched, the twists sending fire through his chest, nipples hardening to painful points under Ryan’s tongue, which lapped and sucked next, teeth grazing. Ryan’s mouth was relentless, tonguing the left bud while twisting the right, the dual assault making Cade’s cock swell thicker inside him.

    Ryan rode harder, ass clenching rhythmically, the slick passage now a hypersensitive sheath that milked Cade with every plunge. Cum-smeared walls flexed, dragging over veins, the friction raw and consuming. Ryan’s own cock bounced between them, leaking steadily, untouched but throbbing from the overload—every nerve in his body alight, his hole like like molten silk, stretched and claimed. ‘Cum already. Fucking fill me, end this fucking Heat you asshole,’ he demanded between licks, twisting harder, making Cade whimper.

    The pressure built fast, Cade’s control fraying under the assault. Ryan’s ass was a furnace, slamming down with athletic urgency, the boy-next-door facade shattered into pure, carnal need. Nipples ablaze, cock buried in that gripping heat. Cade shattered. ‘Fuck. Take it!’ He erupted, massive load surging deep, rope after rope flooding Ryan’s guts, hot and viscous, absorbing instantly.

    Ryan cried out, his own release timed with Cade’s as he furious stroked his own cock, cum splattering Cade’s shirt as the pheromones cleared. Relief crashed over them, the air lightening, heat dissipating. Ryan lifted off with a slick pop, Cade’s cock emerging coated in pearly strands, still twitching. Ryan’s hole blinked, leaking slightly before clenching shut, the cum already working its magic.

    Panting, Ryan grabbed paper towels, cleaning himself efficiently, wiping the cum from his ass, his spent dick, avoiding Cade’s eyes. The glassy haze faded to sharp anger, kind features hardening. He yanked up his pants, glaring down. ‘You fucking assholes should be fixed like dogs.’ He stalked out, door slamming behind him.

    Cade sat there, stunned, cock softening in the cool air, cum drying on his skin. The encounter shook him. It was raw, mechanical, nothing like the tenderness with Jacob. Ryan’s resentment stung, a mirror to his own guilt. He cleaned up slowly, wiping the evidence, the bathroom echoing his ragged breaths. Two Heats in two days? That was impossible, rare even among Alphas. Something was wrong, stress, hormones, maybe even sick. He’d read once that certain illnesses could mess with Heats and pheromone production. The doctors would know for sure. He zipped up, splashing water on his face, avoiding his reflection.

    The walk back to the dorm felt endless, campus alive with oblivious students. Cade just wanted a shower, hot water to wash away the cum, the shame, the confusion. He’d crash, sleep it off, pray no one, especially Jacob, crossed his path. This couldn’t keep happening.

    But deep down, a traitorous part of him replayed Ryan’s tight heat, the forceful ride, nipples throbbing from the memory. It was impossible to hide that part of himself, the Alpha.

    Jacob lounged on his bed when Cade slipped in. Cade mumbled an excuse about needing a rinse and vanished into the tiny shower stall. The water pounded, steam rising, as Cade soaped his body, fingers lingering on his spent cock, the sensitive nipples still tingling. He leaned against the tile, mind racing. Jacob’s reluctant moans, Ryan’s angry urgency, both etched in his flesh. What the hell was happening to him?

    Outside, Jacob scrolled his feed, the twitch from morning long gone. One-time thing. That’s what he’d told himself. But as the shower ran, a faint curiosity stirred… what if it wasn’t?

    Cade emerged, towel around his waist, water dripping from his muscled chest. He avoided Jacob’s eyes, collapsing onto his bed. ‘Rough class,’ he lied, pulling the covers over.

    Jacob nodded, sensing the tension but letting it slide. The room fell quiet.

    The day blurred into afternoon, Cade dozing fitfully, dreams tangled with thrusting hips and desperate pleas. He woke to Jacob’s laughter at some video, the normalcy jarring. ‘You good?’ Jacob asked, casual.

    ‘Yeah,’ Cade forced out, sitting up. ‘Just tired.’ But inside, confusion churned. He needed answers. He’d hit the clinic tomorrow, get his hormone levels and pheromone glands checked. For now, he buried it, chatting about football drills to fill the silence.

    Dinner was takeout, eaten in companionable quiet, the previous night’s intimacy a ghost between bites. Jacob teased about track meets, Cade shared a lit anecdote from class about Homer’s heroes battling inner demons, mirroring his own turmoil. Laughter eased the edge, but Cade’s mind wandered to Ryan’s glare, the forceful mount that had left bruises on his thighs.

    Night fell, lights out early. Cade lay awake, staring at the ceiling, cock half-hard from residual thoughts. Jacob’s breathing was even and calm across the room, oblivious. Cade’s hand drifted down, stroking lightly to relieve the ache without waking the room.

    Sleep finally claimed him, but dawn brought no clarity. Another day, another risk.

    *

    Jacob looked over at Cade’s sleeping form. His sheets shifted and draped as he tossed in his sleep, revealing his shirtless body, his broad pecs and washboard abs rippling as he moved. He could even see the outline of his cock under the sheets.

    And that was really it, wasn’t it? Jacob had been fighting off thoughts all day as he daydreamed through class about the taste of Cade’s cum on his tongue and the feel of Cade’s balls slapping against his ass. The sound it made. How it all fit together. And he realized; this probably isn’t something straight boys think about.

    Ever since the Heat wore off and his body returned to normal, he’d realized he couldn’t get Cade’s body out of his head. And this time it wasn’t the pheromones talking. It was his own thoughts and desires, his own memories he wanted to rewind and replay a hundred times just to make sure they didn’t fade too quickly.

    He knew he wasn’t gay. He still jerked off to sexts from his ex-girlfriend and loved it. But now he also wanted to jerk off staring at Cade…maybe use his abs like a ribbed sex toy. And there was no denying he was into both. All those years staring at guys in the locker room wasn’t comparing bodies; he was full-on checking them out. It was a bombshell revelation, but impossible to deny.

    And he had Cade to thank for that, for opening him to this new part of himself he hadn’t let see the light of day for so long. It was only the second day of class, but he knew that this semester would be completely different than he’d imagined. College was for experimenting. If he kept an open mind and left himself open to exploring new possibilities, there was no telling where it would take him. Or, who would take him.


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  • Alpha & Omega

    Jacob slung his duffel bag over his shoulder, the late summer sun warming the campus paths as he headed to the dorms. At eighteen, he was in peak form—lean muscles honed from years on the track team, broad shoulders tapering to a narrow waist, and a face that turned heads with its sharp jawline and easy grin under tousled brown hair. It was a build that spoke of speed and strength. College felt like an adventure, a fresh start.

    At the end of his path Room 214 in the Bennett Resident Hall, and behind that door was his new roommate, Cade. They hadn’t spoken prior to the start of the semester, making him a total wildcard. Wildcards made Jacob nervous. There was a hundred to one chance Cade was an Alpha; rare genetic freaks who looked like gods and goddesses with the power to drive anyone wild with desire. A literal hundred to one shot; they were one percent of the population.

    He knew there were a couple of them in high school, though he’d always made it a point to stay out of their way. He’d managed to never be in the same room as a particularly aggressive Alpha at Camp over the Summer. Jacob was relieved he never went through an Awakening and wasn’t one of them. He’d be perfectly happy if he went his entire life without meeting an Alpha.

    He knocked lightly before easing open the door to his room, the faint smell of new carpet greeting him. A guy was sorting through a stack of books on the desk, broad back to the entrance, dressed in a simple gray tee and jeans that hugged powerful thighs. When he turned, Jacob paused. The roommate was striking—tall, with a solid frame, shoulders, pecs and biceps that strained against his shirt. His dark hair neatly trimmed, and hazel eyes that crinkled with a shy smile. Jacob wasn’t super into guys, but Cade looked like a guy he’d glance at a little too long in the locker room.

    ‘Hey, Jacob?’ the guy asked, voice warm and even, extending a hand. ‘I’m Cade. Classical Literature major. Heard you’re on the track team—cool. I’m a wideout, so I definitely do my fair share of running too.’

    Jacob shook his hand, noting the steady grip, strong but soft, like someone who could crush a defender but held back. ‘Yeah, that’s me. Sprinter and Bio major. Football, huh? You look the part—built like a tank.’

    Cade chuckled softly, rubbing the back of his neck, a faint blush creeping up. ‘Nah, just disciplined. Gym and field work. Maybe we can go for runs together? Anyway, I claimed the bed by the window if that’s alright. Unpack wherever.’ He gestured to a pile of worn paperbacks—Homer, Virgil, dusty tomes on ancient myths—hinting at the bookish side beneath the athlete’s build.

    They dove into small talk as boxes emptied. Cade shared bits about dissecting epic poems in class, his eyes lighting up over the raw heroism in the Iliad, while admitting the grind of practices left him buried in notes late at night. Jacob rambled about relay races and the rush of crossing the finish line. It clicked fast—Cade had this easygoing vibe, a nerdy passion for old stories mixed with the quiet confidence of a gifted athlete, listening intently, cracking gentle jokes that eased any awkwardness.

    Jacob listened for hints or clues, but there was never a mention of Alphas or anything weird; Cade seemed like a regular dude, maybe a bit reserved and scholarly. They laughed over a story about Cade’s disastrous high school lit project that ended with him quoting Shakespeare during a game huddle, and Jacob countered with his own tale of a botched sprint tryout that ended in a face-plant. The room felt comfortable, like they’d known each other longer than an hour.

    When Cade swapped shirts, peeling off the gray one to reveal a smooth, sculpted chest— firm and pronounced, chiseled from endless drills—Jacob glanced away politely. The jeans sat low, hinting at a solid package, but Cade tugged them up quick, like he was self-conscious. ‘So, first time away from home?’ Cade asked, steering the chat back, flipping through a battered copy of the Odyssey absentmindedly.

    ‘Totally. You?’ Jacob replied, stacking his shoes.

    ‘Same. Kinda nervous, but it’ll be fine.’ Cade’s smile faltered for a split second, but he covered it with a nod.

    Cade pulled on a fresh black tee that hugged his pecs, showing off his defined physique. They kept unpacking, chatting about classes and campus legends, the afternoon slipping by in easy rhythm, Cade’s nerdy tangents on Greek tragedies blending seamlessly with tales of game-winning catches.

    They hit the campus cafe for sandwiches, bonding over shared gripes about syllabi and dorm food. Back in the room, the atmosphere shifted subtly—the air growing stuffy, a faint warmth creeping in. Cade fanned his face, brow glistening. ‘Man, this place is a sauna. I think I’m just going to hop in the shower to cool off if you don’t mind.”

    Jacob shrugged, scrolling his phone on the bed. ‘Go for it. I’m good here.’

    Cade pulled off the black tee he’d only put on a few hours ago, now drenched with sweat. His lats rippled with every move. Jacob could have taught a biology tutoring session using Cade’s delts as a model.

    Jacob caught Cade’s movement out of the corner of his eye as Cade hooked his thumbs behind his waistband and shoved his jeans to the floor.

    “Oh shit, sorry! I’m so used to changing in the locker room I didn’t even think about it,” Cade said. “Do you mind?”

    Jacob shrugged again. “I’ve spent my fair share of time in locker rooms as well. It’s fine, just wanted to respect your privacy.”

    “It’s cool, we both got the same parts.”

    Cade tossed his clothes into the hamper in his closet and turned around to head for our shared bathroom. Jacob raised an eyebrow when he glanced over and saw Cade’s cock swaying from side to side as he moved. It was at least seven inches soft, thicker than any cock Jacob had seen in a locker room.

    “Don’t go in there,” Cade said, nodding back toward his closet. “Seriously, for your own good, between the gym clothes and the football pads it stinks in there.”

    With that he strode into the bathroom and Jacob soon heard the shower running.

    Jacob doomscrolled for a few minutes before he looked up at the closet. He wasn’t sure why, but he was weirdly curious. Why would Cade tell him not to go into the closet? Why would he even think about going into his roommate’s closet? Did Cade think he wanted to smell his jock straps or something? Jacob didn’t have a problem with anyone letting their freak flag fly, but it wasn’t his jam. He’d had a steady girlfriend in high school, but they hadn’t been big on experimentation.

    He didn’t really think he was into guys. Women, sure. And he wasn’t exactly grossed out by guys, he certainly appreciated the male form. He always checked out the other guys in the locker room, comparing himself to them. But he never thought about dating any of them. To him, that meant he was totally straight.

    Jacob opened the door and stuck his head quickly into the closet. It didn’t really smell that bad, maybe a little musky. He took a deep breath but mostly it just smelled like fabric softener. He reached down to touch one of Cade’s shirts and it was soaking wet. Weird, since he’d just changed a few hours ago and it really wasn’t that hot in their dorm room.

    He shrugged and went back to his bed, plopping down on his back and bringing his phone back to the scroll position, tugging absent-mindedly at his shirt.

    Jacob couldn’t get the smell of Cade’s fabric softener out of his nostrils. He snorted a few times, trying to clear is out, but it lingered, musky, heady, like fresh rain on skin, seeping further into his body. It wasn’t unpleasant; if anything, it stirred something deep, a low hum in Jacob’s blood. He inhaled deeper without thinking, a flush warming his cheeks. What was that? His skin prickled, a strange itch building under his clothes.

    He unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down until he’s standing in his boxers. His cock stretched them into a full-on tent, but it was a lot more comfortable now that it was free. He looked over to the thermostat and saw it hadn’t budged from where it was all day, Maybe it was the heat from Cade’s shower.

    He walked back to the bed and with every step could feel his cock rub against the soft fabric of his boxers. Jacob couldn’t remember his dick ever being this sensitive before. Every step sent a jolt up and down his cock. He looked down and saw a tiny damp spot where the tip touched the fabric.

    Jacob thought he should take care of this before Cade got out of the shower. There was no way he’d be able to go to sleep like this. He’d end up fucking his mattress in his sleep he was so horny. He pulled off his boxers and looked down at his throbbing dick. It bounced up and down with every quickening heartbeat. Cade’s monster was probably as big as his forearm when it was hard, but Jacob still had a respectable, and very hard, seven inches. It wasn’t porn star thick, but his girlfriend always needed two hands to handle it, and she never complained as she moaned and bounced on it night after night.

    He reached down and touched it, feeling a wave of heat wash over him.

    What the hell? I’ve never felt anything like this before, he thought.

    Tentatively, he grasped his cock in his hand. Normally he’d take his time, especially with how sensitive it felt, but just then he heard the shower switch off. Jacob didn’t bother with the bottle of lotion sitting on his nightstand, he just started pumping. It felt incredible. It’d never felt like this before, it was like the first time he’d ever jerked off, like he’d never felt a hand on his dick.

    He stopped and gently brushed his fingers around the throbbing head. It was so sensitive he fell to his knees, afraid he’d pass out. It didn’t take long before he felt the pressure build in his balls. He had just enough time to grab his fallen boxers and shove them in front of his dick before he pumped out the biggest load of his life. He grunted with each powerful shot, too carried away to worry about being quiet. If he hadn’t managed to grab his boxers, he was sure he would have shot clear across the room.

    “What the fuck was that?” he said to the empty room as he tried to catch his breath. He quickly cleaned himself off and pulled on a new pair of shorts as his cock slowly settled down to a resting position.

    The water switched off in the shower, and Jacob heard the shower door open and close. He imagined Cade standing there, toweling off, running the towel across his washboard abs and down to his long, thick member.

    Jacob’s face reddened, eyes darting away. The musk in the air thickened as Cade opened the door from the bathroom. A wave of moist, hot air roiled out into the room wrapping around Jacob like a haze, his skin tingling, pulse quickening between his legs. Jacob’s shorts tightened uncomfortably, his body responding in ways that made no sense—he’d never felt this pull toward another guy. He’d just jerked off moments ago, how could he possibly be hard again already?

    “So, listen, Jacob, I have to run out really quick, should be back soon, but I have to get going.” Cade quickly pulled on a pair of shorts and a tee, barely taking time to slip on shoes and grab his room key before he grabbed the door handle.

    “Actually… shit, I should tell you something. I’m—” He cut off, gripping the doorframe, breath quickening.

    ‘What’s up?’ Jacob asked, sitting up. His shirt felt too tight suddenly, nipples pebbling against the fabric. He shifted, aware of a growing stiffness in his shorts—unwanted, confusing.

    I’m not… no way. This has to just be a broken AC or something, he thought.

    But the scent coiled tighter, making his thoughts fuzzy, his hole clenching with an unfamiliar hunger.

    Cade swallowed hard, avoiding eye contact. ‘I’m an Alpha. Tried to keep it under wraps—didn’t want to weird you out. But the Heat is on. Sometimes I can knock it out with a shower, but it didn’t work. I gotta go before—’

    The door clicked shut as he tried to leave, but the pheromones hit full force, a dense fog that invaded every inhale. Jacob’s body rebelled—heat surging through his veins, cock hardening fully, straining painfully. His mind screamed resistance; this wasn’t him, he liked girls, this was insane. But the need clawed, irrational, making his hole twitch with empty ache. ‘Wait… what the hell is this? Cade, I feel… off. Like I can’t think straight.’ He stood, legs shaky, the room spinning slightly as desire warred with denial.

    Cade looked over to his closet door and saw it was slightly ajar.

    “You…you didn’t go into my closet, did you?”

    Jacob nods. “Sorry I was curious what the big deal was, it really doesn’t smell at all in there. But I feel so strange now. What’s going on, what is this?”

    Cade pressed his back to the door, hands clenched at his sides, the outline of his erection swelling visibly in his shorts—thick, insistent. ‘It’s the Heat. You don’t get just how strong the pheromones are. I’m sorry, man. Just… stay back. I’ll handle it outside.’ His voice cracked with embarrassment, cheeks burning as he fumbled for the knob again, clearly mortified at the situation unfolding.

    But Jacob was on his feet before he knew it, the compulsion overriding logic. Reluctance twisted in his gut—he didn’t want this, didn’t crave a guy’s dick—but the haze demanded relief. ‘No, don’t go. It’s… it’s bad. I need… fuck, you’ve got to help me.’ His hands shook as he approached, eyes locked on Cade’s bulge, the scent driving him mad. Part of him wanted to bolt, to fight it, but his body betrayed him, knees weakening.

    Cade’s eyes widened, gentle concern mixing with his own rising lust. ‘Jacob, I’m sorry, this is my mess. This is going to be weird, and then it won’t be, and then it will be again after.” He stepped back slightly, hands raised in a placating gesture, his face a mask of apology and restraint.

    The words barely registered. Jacob dropped to his knees, hands fumbling at Cade’s zipper, heart pounding with shame and urgency. ‘Just… let me try. Please. Make it stop.’ He tugged the shorts down, Cade’s cock springing free—massive, veined, the head flushed and leaking. It throbbed in the air, heavy and hot, the sight making Jacob’s mouth water against his will. He hesitated for a beat, staring at the sheer size, a wave of doubt crashing through him—this was wrong, he wasn’t gay—but he needed this to make the feeling stop, to return to normal.

    Cade gasped, fingers threading lightly into Jacob’s hair, not pushing, just holding. ‘Easy… if you want to stop, say it. Seriously.’ His tone was soft, almost pleading, as if he hated himself for this.

    Jacob didn’t. He leaned in, lips parting to take the tip, tongue swirling over the salty slit. The flavor exploded—rich, addictive—his reluctance fracturing as he sucked deeper, hollowing his cheeks. Cade moaned softly, hips still, letting Jacob set the pace. Inch by inch, Jacob worked him in, gagging slightly at the girth but pushing on, the pheromones fueling sloppy, desperate bobs. Saliva dripped down his chin, his own cock leaking in his shorts, the act feeling both alien and intoxicating.

    ‘God, that’s… you’re doing good,’ Cade murmured, voice tender, thumb stroking Jacob’s jaw. He watched with wide eyes, breath ragged but controlled. Then, with a controlled shudder, he came—a small, deliberate spurt flooding Jacob’s mouth, thick and warm, coating his tongue.

    Jacob swallowed instinctively, the cum sliding down his throat like liquid fire. Relief flickered, but then it twisted—his eyes almost rolled back into his head from the pleasure, like his body switched into overdrive. His ass clenched, loosening inexplicably, ready, an unbearable emptiness demanding to be filled. Every nerve ending fired, his skin hypersensitive, especially there—his hole pulsing like it had transformed, soft and yearning. He pulled off with a gasp, cum dribbling from his lips, eyes wild. ‘Fuck…Cade, what’s happening? I think…I need you inside me. Now. Please, it’s worse—it’s like my ass is… begging for it.’

    Cade’s breath hitched, but he nodded, helping Jacob to the bed with careful hands. ‘Alright, but slow. First time, right? I’ll be gentle.’ He shed the rest of his clothes, cock still rigid, glistening with spit and cum. Jacob stripped frantically, reluctance drowned in desperation, lying back and spreading his legs, hole unfolding before Cade, slick from the cum’s effect.

    Cade knelt between them, slicking his length with spit, eyes soft on Jacob’s. ‘Breathe. Tell me if it’s too much.’ He pressed the head against Jacob’s entrance, pushing in gradual—then, as the tight ring yielded, another rope of cum erupted from him, hot and deep, coating Jacob’s walls.

    Pleasure detonated, beyond anything Jacob could handle—waves crashing through him, prostate singing, every nerve overloaded in ecstasy. He cried out, back arching, cock spurting untouched as the sensation bordered on too much, raw and consuming. The cum seeped in, turning his insides molten, his ass now a slippery, sensitive channel that gripped like velvet, every inch alive and quivering like the most intimate folds.

    ‘Oh god—yes—’ Jacob gasped, tears pricking his eyes from the intensity. It was too good, his body remade in that moment, reluctance shattered into pure need.

    Cade stilled, letting him adjust, whispering, ‘You okay? Feels good?’ His hands roamed soothingly over Jacob’s thighs, voice laced with care. Only when Jacob nodded, whimpering pleas—’Don’t stop, please, you have to keep going’—did he ease deeper, inch by torturous inch. Jacob felt it all: the thick crown breaching him, stretching his rim wide, then the veined shaft sliding in, filling him completely. His ass, juiced by the cum, responded like a pussy—wet, clenching, sending sparks of bliss radiating outward with every millimeter. The sensitivity was overwhelming; he could trace the ridge of the head pressing against his inner walls, the pulse of Cade’s length throbbing deep inside, mapping his depths.

    Part of Jacob couldn’t believe what was happening, but another part appreciated how gentle and patient Cade was. Jacob knew the stories about Alphas, wild beasts taking what they could, using regular humans as sexual playthings they owned. But Cade was just trying to get through the experience without hurting Jacob.

    Cade groaned low, bottoming out with a final, gentle push, balls resting heavy against Jacob’s skin. ‘So tight… you’re taking me so well.’ He held there, letting Jacob acclimate, before pulling back slowly—Jacob whined at the drag, every vein scraping his hypersensitive passage, pleasure bordering on pain in its sharpness. Then Cade thrust forward again, measured and deep, building a rhythm that was tender yet insistent, his powerful athlete’s hips driving with controlled force.

    Jacob’s hands clutched the sheets, moans spilling freely as Cade fucked him with care—long, rolling strokes that hit every spot, his ass milking the intrusion greedily. The cum inside amplified everything; it felt like his hole was swollen and slick, nerves firing in endless ecstasy, making him buck up to meet each plunge. ‘Fuck… it’s so deep… I feel you everywhere,’ Jacob panted, his cock bouncing against his abs, untouched but leaking steadily. The stretch burned sweetly, the fullness turning his mind to mush, waves of heat coiling tighter in his gut. Cade’s stamina shone through, his gifted body tireless, pounding with a rhythm honed from the field—precise, powerful, each thrust a calculated surge that made Jacob’s walls pulse and squeeze.

    Cade leaned down, capturing Jacob’s lips in a soft kiss—hesitant at first, then deeper as passion overtook them—while his hips snapped forward with growing confidence. He angled just right, grinding against Jacob’s prostate on every inward drive, drawing out guttural cries. Sweat slicked their bodies, the room echoing with the wet slap of skin, Jacob’s ass squelching around the invading cock, the sensitivity making him feel exposed, utterly claimed. ‘Like that? Tell me what you need,’ Cade breathed against his neck, nipping lightly, his thrusts picking up pace but never rough—always checking in with a murmured ‘Good?’ or a caress, his bookish restraint giving way to raw, carnal prowess.

    ‘Harder… but gentle… yes, right there,’ Jacob begged, lost in the sensation, his reluctance a distant memory. He wrapped his legs around Cade’s waist, pulling him closer, feeling the full length piston in and out—ten thick inches claiming him, the head nudging his core, sending jolts that made his toes curl. The cum’s effect had him dripping, his hole a sopping mess that fluttered and gripped, pleasure building like a storm. Cade’s dynamo nature took hold, his muscles flexing as he drove deeper, faster, the athlete’s power channeling into relentless, ecstasy-fueling pumps that had Jacob seeing stars, every vein and ridge dragging fire along his transformed passage. “What the fuck….what the fuck is happening?” Jacob cried as Cade’s cock pushed him to new heights of ecstasy.

    They moved together, Cade’s control fraying as his Heat demanded release, but he held back, focusing on Jacob’s gasps and shudders, his nerdy attentiveness translating to perfect attunement in bed—reading Jacob’s body like a well-loved text. Minutes stretched, the fucking intense and prolonged—slow grinds melting into firmer pumps, Jacob’s body arching off the bed as climax neared. ‘I’m close… fuck, Cade—’

    Cade’s rhythm faltered, a deep growl escaping as he buried himself to the hilt one last time. ‘Me too… take it all.’ His cock swelled, then unleashed a massive flood—rope after thick rope of hot cum erupting inside Jacob, painting his walls, filling him to overflowing. The sheer volume was staggering, pulsing deep, and Jacob felt every spurt: warm jets coating his sensitive insides, the absorption immediate as it soaked into his flesh, easing the fire.

    Ecstasy peaked, Jacob’s orgasm ripping through him—cock erupting in sticky arcs across his chest, ass clenching rhythmically around Cade, milking every drop. Relief washed over him in tandem, the pheromones dissipating like mist in sunlight, the oppressive haze lifting from his mind. His body relaxed, the hypersensitivity fading to a warm glow, cum fully absorbed, leaving him sated and spent.

    Cade collapsed gently beside him, both panting, the room now clear and cool. Jacob stared at the ceiling, the high receding into a mix of satisfaction and dawning regret. The haze soon cleared and his mind returned to normal. ‘That was… intense. But fuck, Cade, why didn’t you warn me sooner? You knew this could happen. How did I make it my whole life without meeting an Alpha and within hours of meeting you, you’ve got your cock buried in my ass?’

    Cade winced, propping up on an elbow, face etched with guilt. ‘I know, I should’ve said something from the start. I just… didn’t want to scare you off. Being an Alpha’s already awkward enough and I didn’t want to lose a roommate on the first day, especially not when we were getting along so well. I’m really sorry, Jacob. I tried to leave, but—’

    Jacob sighed, rubbing his face, his hand coming away covered in cum that dripped down his face and ran like little rivers between his pecs to form pools in his abs. ‘Yeah, well, it happened. I can’t pretend like I’m not upset about how it happened. I didn’t exactly have a choice here. But I also can’t pretend that was awful. I don’t know what to think. At the very least, next time, if there is a next time, you need to be instantly, 100% honest with me.”

    Cade grabbed a clean towel and tossed it to Jacob, his huge cock swaying as he moved, a thin line of cum still dripping.

    Cade nodded earnestly. ‘Promise. We’ll talk more in the morning? Figure this out.’

    “I don’t know Cade. I might have to talk to the Dorm Hall Advisor about switching rooms, I mean, that was like an attack.”

    “Woah, I don’t really think ‘attack is the right word here, do you? I fucking told you to stay out of my closet, but you didn’t listen. You got yourself into trouble and you begged me to help you out, or do you not remember five minutes ago when you begged me to fuck you?” Cade said, his anger rising. He knew there were laws in place that protected Alphas in just this sort of situation – a protection many Alphas exploited all the time to get away with doing whatever they wanted. But Cade was better than that.

    “I was under the influence of a drug that you created,” Jacob said.

    “The drug I specifically told you to avoid and you ignored me?” Cade returned. Throughout the encounter, Cade felt guilty and concerned for Jacob, but now he was getting angry. And he was still naked. His cock finally started to soften back down to merely being a cruise ship windsock instead of a massive battering ram. Jacob was annoyed with himself for looking.

    “I guess…I’m just upset that it happened and you didn’t really tell me what was going on. But I can’t say you didn’t try to avoid what just happened,” Jacob admits. He’s still mad that Cade wasn’t honest up front, but he had to be honest, he didn’t listen to Cade’s warnings.

    “I know, and I am genuinely sorry about that. We can talk about this in the morning, but you should probably shower all that off of you. The Heat is over now and everything should be back to normal. Clean up and by then you should be able to go to sleep,” Cade said.

    Jacob headed for the shower and quickly cranked the dial up to its hottest setting. He lingered in the hot water, washing the cum and sweat off his body. His hands made sure every inch of his body was soapy and clean. He probed around to make sure everything was okay, carefully probing his hole with his fingers. He expected it to be loose, but he still had to push hard to get a finger inside. He was curious to see if any of Cade’s cum was still there, but it must have all been absorbed.

    Jacob finished rinsing off and turned off the water. He could feel the exhaustion really set in now. As if all the moving around and unpacking wasn’t enough, the experience with Cade really took it out of him.

    It’s strange that he’d never really heard anyone really talk about what it was like to be with an Alpha. His parents never gave him the sex talk, even to warn him to be cautious. He guessed they just assumed he’d learn it from the internet or Sex Ed class. They’d lived in a school district that realized they couldn’t ignore basic biology, which meant learning about new feelings and changes to their bodies. It also meant sometimes the red light went on in the Heat Rooms one very floor of the school to keep uncontrolled pheromones contained.

    He finished toweling off and pulled on my bathrobe.

    When he went back to the room, Cade was already in bed with his light off. Jacob guessed he didn’t really want to talk to him either until he could have a little more time to think about what to do next. This wasn’t really his fault either. Could Jacob kick him out of their room on their first day on campus? And even if he did, wouldn’t he just have to live with another guy who will have to put up with this? It didn’t seem fair to him either.

    Jacob had a lot to think about and a lot of decisions to make, but they would have to wait. As he pulled his covers over himself, he was just glad his cock finally softened and his body had returned to normal, though totally and completely spent.

    Hopefully he could sleep through the night without dreaming. If he dreamed, he already knew what it would be about.


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  • The team of filth

    The locker room air was thick with the steamy, masculine scent of sweat and cheap deodorant, but underneath it all, Bryan could smell something else. Something acrid, primal. It was coming from Coach Chuck.

    Coach Chuck was a monument of a man, 35 years old, with a chest and arms covered in a thick mat of dark hair that glistened with sweat. He stood over Bryan, who was slumped on the wooden bench in front of his locker, his massive frame trembling.

    “You had a bad game, son,” Chuck rumbled, his voice a low growl that vibrated in Bryan’s bones. “A real bad game. Dropped passes, missed tackles. You played like you were full of shit.”

    Bryan just nodded, his stomach cramping. He *was* full of shit. He’d been fighting it all through the second half, a hot, liquid churning in his guts that demanded release. He’d clenched his cheeks and ran it off, but now, in the oppressive heat of the locker room, it was winning.

    “Look at you,” Chuck said, taking a step closer. He grabbed the back of Bryan’s neck, his grip like iron. “You’re pale. Sweating. What’s wrong, boy? You got a tummy ache?”

    Bryan tried to answer, but a violent cramp seized him. He doubled over, a wet fart escaping his clenched hole with a loud *phrrrrrt*. A warm, wetness spread in the seat of his jockstrap. The diarrhea was starting to leak.

    Chuck’s nostrils flared. He didn’t look angry. He looked… hungry. “So that’s it,” he whispered, his face inches from Bryan’s. “You’re backed up. Full of poison. We need to flush you out, son. Get you right for the next game.”

    Before Bryan could protest, Chuck was manhandling him, dragging him into the coach’s private office. He kicked the door shut behind them. The office was small, dominated by a heavy wooden desk and a worn leather couch. Chuck shoved Bryan towards the couch.

    “Strip. Now,” he ordered.

    Bryan, weak and cramping, fumbled with his pads and jersey. He finally got his pants down, revealing the stained jockstrap. The smell was immediate and powerful. Chuck inhaled deeply, a low groan escaping his chest.

    “Get on all fours. Ass up,” Chuck commanded.

    Bryan complied, his face burning with shame, his body wracked with another cramp. He felt Chuck’s rough hands on his ass cheeks, pulling them apart. He couldn’t hold it back anymore. With a sickening, wet gurgle, his bowels exploded. A torrent of hot, liquid shit sprayed out, coating the back of the couch and the floor. It was pure, unadulterated diarrhea, the stench filling the small office like a foul fog.

    Chuck didn’t flinch. He laughed, a deep, guttural sound. “There it is. Get it all out, boy. Let’s see what’s in you.”

    Bryan’s body convulsed, another wave of cramps forcing more liquid filth from him. It ran down his thighs, pooling on the floor. He was empty, but the ordeal wasn’t over. He watched in horror as Coach Chuck knelt behind him. The hairy stud dipped his fingers into the steaming puddle of Bryan’s shit.

    “Time for your enema, son,” Chuck said, his voice thick with lust. “A real one.”

    He coated his thick fingers in the foul liquid and then, without warning, shoved them deep into Bryan’s exposed asshole. Bryan cried out, but it was muffled as Chuck started working the filth into him, pushing it deeper, using his own diarrhea as the enema fluid. He pumped his fingers in and out, sloshing the mess around inside Bryan’s rectum.

    “You like that, boy? You like being filled back up with your own crap?” Chuck grunted. He pulled his fingers out, now coated in a fresh layer of shit, and brought them to his own mouth. He sucked them clean, his eyes rolling back in his head. “Tastes like defeat. But we can fix that.”

    He stood up and began to strip off his own sweaty clothes. His body was a powerhouse of muscle, covered in thick, dark hair. His cock was rock hard, jutting out from a dense bush. He walked around to Bryan’s head.

    “Open up,” he ordered.

    Bryan, broken and humiliated, opened his mouth. Chuck squatted slightly, his hairy ass hovering over Bryan’s face. He grunted, and a thick, firm log of dark shit began to emerge from his hole. It didn’t fall; it extended, a solid piece of man-meat connecting Chuck’s body to Bryan’s.

    “Eat it,” Chuck commanded. “Eat my shit. It’ll make you strong.”

    Bryan closed his eyes and took the end of the log into his mouth. The taste was overwhelming, earthy and bitter. He bit down, severing the connection. He chewed, the texture gritty and foul. His gag reflex screamed at him, his stomach heaving.

    Chuck watched, stroking his hard cock. “That’s it. Swallow my strength. Swallow it all.”

    Bryan tried to swallow, but his body rejected it. He gagged hard, and a wave of brown, puke-laden vomit erupted from his throat, splattering onto the floor and mixing with the pool of his own diarrhea.

    Chuck just smiled. “Don’t worry, son. We’ll get it right. We’ll keep doing this until you can keep it all down. Until you’re strong again.” He looked from the mess on the floor to Bryan’s tear-streaked face. “Now, lick it up. All of it.”

    Chapter 2

    Bryan’s body was a wreck, trembling on the floor amidst the foul mixture of his own expelled filth and the vomit that burned his throat. The smell was a physical assault, a thick miasma of sickness and depravity. He looked up at Coach Chuck, whose massive, hairy chest was heaving with excitement, his hard cock still glistening with pre-cum.

    “Lick it up, I said,” Chuck growled, taking a step forward.

    Just as Bryan steeled himself for the ultimate humiliation, the office door creaked open. Sam, the team’s lean, wiry wide receiver, stood in the doorway, his eyes wide with shock. He’d come looking for the coach, but what he found was a scene from his darkest, most confused fantasies.

    “Coach? Bryan? What the fuck…?” Sam’s voice trailed off, his gaze fixed on the mess on the floor and the naked, predatory look on Chuck’s face.

    Chuck didn’t even flinch. He just turned his head slowly, a predatory grin spreading across his face. “Sam. Perfect timing. Get in here and shut the door.”

    Sam hesitated for a second, his brain trying to process the impossible sight. But the authority in Chuck’s voice was absolute. He stepped inside, his eyes darting between Bryan’s pathetic form and Chuck’s powerful, shit-smeared body.

    “You see this, Sam?” Chuck said, gesturing to Bryan. “This is what happens when a player plays with poison in his gut. He’s weak. He’s leaking. He needs to be cleansed. Rebuilt. You want to be strong, don’t you, boy? You want to be a winner?”

    Sam nodded numbly, his own cock beginning to stir against his will in his gym shorts.

    “Then you learn the secret,” Chuck said. He reached down and scooped a handful of the combined slurry from the floor—a mix of Bryan’s liquid shit, his own solid log, and the puke. He held it out to Sam. “Taste it. Taste the foundation of strength.”

    Sam stared at the brown, chunky mess in Chuck’s hand. It was disgusting. It was wrong. But it was also the most compelling thing he’d ever seen. He leaned forward and tentatively stuck out his tongue, lapping at the filth.

    The taste was explosive—bitter, acidic, and somehow deeply masculine. He gagged, but forced himself to swallow a small amount.

    “Good,” Chuck rumbled. “Now, you two need to bond. Share the strength.”

    He grabbed both Bryan and Sam by the hair, pulling them together until their faces were inches apart. “Kiss,” he commanded. “Share the meal.”

    Bryan, his face still streaked with tears and vomit, looked at Sam. Sam, his lips now smeared with brown, looked back. There was no choice. They pressed their lips together. It wasn’t a kiss of passion; it was a kiss of filth. Their mouths opened, and the shared shit, the puke, the saliva, passed between them. It was a sloppy, disgusting exchange, their tongues wrestling in the foul paste. They were both moaning, a mixture of revulsion and a dark, burgeoning arousal.

    Chuck watched, stroking his thick cock. “That’s it. Get to know each other. Get to know the taste of a winner.”

    He pushed them down onto the floor, right into the mess. “Now, Sam. You’re new to this, so you get the honor. You’re going to eat out Bryan’s ass. Clean him out. Make him ready for the next stage.”

    Sam, now completely lost in the depravity, didn’t hesitate. He maneuvered behind Bryan, who was still on all fours. He spread Bryan’s muscular, shit-stained cheeks and dove in. He licked and sucked at the puckered hole, still slick with diarrhea. He was cleaning him, tasting him, consuming the last remnants of Bryan’s weakness.

    Bryan was sobbing, but his sobs were turning into guttural moans of pleasure. The humiliation was melting away, replaced by a perverse heat. He was being cleansed. He was being reborn.

    Chuck knelt in front of Bryan, his hard cock now level with Bryan’s face. “Open up, son. Time for your reward. Time to take in the real protein.”

    Bryan opened his mouth, and Chuck slid his thick, hairy cock inside. He began to fuck Bryan’s face, his heavy balls slapping against his chin. With each thrust, he pushed deeper, choking Bryan, making him gag.

    “Take it,” Chuck grunted. “Take all of it.”

    The scene was a symphony of filth. Sam’s face was buried in Bryan’s ass, his tongue probing deep. Bryan was choking on Chuck’s cock, his body covered in shit and puke. The air was thick with the stench, the sounds of slurping, gagging, and flesh slapping against flesh.

    Chuck’s pace quickened, his breathing becoming ragged. “Get ready, boy. Here comes a real enema.”

    With a final, powerful roar, he buried his cock to the hilt in Bryan’s throat and unloaded. A massive torrent of hot, thick cum shot directly into Bryan’s stomach. It felt like a firehose, filling him up. Bryan’s eyes rolled back as he felt the warmth spread through him, a potent mix of disgust and ecstasy.

    Chuck pulled out, a string of cum and saliva connecting his cock to Bryan’s lips. He looked down at the two players, writhing in the filth on his office floor.

    “Good boys,” he said, his voice a low, satisfied rumble. “But you’re not done. Bryan, you’re going to puke that load back up. And Sam… you’re going to share it with him.”

    Chapter 3

    Coach Chuck stood over them, a king surveying his filthy kingdom. Bryan was coughing up the last of Chuck’s cum, his body a trembling canvas of brown and yellow. Sam was wiping his mouth, his eyes wide with a terrifying new hunger.

    “Get up,” Chuck commanded. “Both of you. On your feet.”

    They stumbled to stand, their legs weak, their bodies slick. The floor was a disaster, and Chuck pointed to their football helmets, sitting pristine on a shelf.

    “You put your soul into those helmets,” Chuck said, his voice dripping with a dark irony. “Time to put your bodies in them, too. Pick them up.”

    Bryan and Sam grabbed their helmets, the hard plastic feeling alien in their hands.

    “Now, you’re going to bless them. Fill them with your essence,” Chuck ordered. “Bend over. Shit in your helmets.”

    It was a command so debased it broke something inside them. Bryan, his guts still churning, squatted over his faceguard. A stream of soft, lumpy shit fell, splattering against the plastic and pooling in the bowl. Sam, grunting with effort, forced a thick, dark log out, which landed with a solid thud in his helmet. The sight of their own waste collecting in the symbols of their athletic lives was the final plunge into depravity.

    “Good,” Chuck grunted. “Now, the real bonding begins. Sam, get on the desk. On your back, legs in the air. Show me that hole.”

    Sam scrambled onto the heavy wooden desk, his lean body pale against the dark wood. He pulled his legs back, exposing his pink, puckered asshole.

    “Bryan,” Chuck said, picking up Sam’s shit-filled helmet. “You’re going to give him an enema he’ll never forget.”

    He handed the helmet to Bryan. Bryan looked at the thick log inside, then at Sam’s waiting hole. He positioned the helmet over Sam’s ass and tilted it. The solid log slid out and disappeared into Sam’s gaping ass with a wet, sucking sound. Sam cried out as his hole was stretched and filled.

    Chuck grabbed Bryan’s own helmet, still containing the softer mess. “Your turn, son. On the floor, ass up.”

    Bryan complied, and Chuck repeated the process, pouring the liquid filth into Bryan’s already abused asshole. The feeling was familiar but no less violating.

    “Now, to make sure it stays put,” Chuck said, his own bladder full. He stood over Sam’s upturned ass and aimed his cock. A powerful stream of hot piss erupted, splashing against Sam’s filled hole and forcing the shit deeper inside. Sam moaned as the warm liquid flooded his bowels. Chuck then moved to Bryan, unleashing another torrent of piss into his ass, sealing the filth inside.

    “Gaping,” Chuck commanded. “Both of you. Push out. Show me the presents.”

    Bryan and Sam strained, their abdominal muscles contracting. Slowly, their assholes began to bloom outward, turning inside out. The shit-stained rims expanded, revealing the dark, filthy tunnels within. They were gaping, open, and vulnerable.

    “Beautiful,” Chuck whispered. He looked at Bryan. “Now, son. You’re going to eat. Get your face in there.”

    Bryan crawled over to Sam, who was still holding his gape. He pressed his mouth against the prolapsed, shit-smeared flesh. He stuck his tongue into the gaping hole, tasting the mingled flavors of Sam’s shit and Chuck’s piss. He began to suck, trying to draw the filth out.

    Sam screamed, a mixture of pain and ecstasy. “Yes! Eat it! Eat my ass!”

    With a powerful push, Sam’s ass expelled the contents. A wave of piss-soaked shit shot directly into Bryan’s open mouth. Bryan choked and sputtered, swallowing as much as he could, the foul mixture coating his face.

    “Now you, Sam,” Chuck ordered. “Return the favor.”

    They switched places. Sam put his face to Bryan’s gaping, prolapsed hole. He didn’t hesitate. He plunged his tongue in, licking and sucking the filthy walls. Bryan pushed, and a similar torrent of piss-drenched shit erupted into Sam’s waiting mouth. Sam gagged but held on, swallowing the disgusting meal, his eyes locked with Bryan’s.

    They were both covered, inside and out, in each other’s waste. The cycle was complete.

    Chuck watched, his chest swelling with pride. He grabbed both of them, pulling their shit-smeared faces together. “Kiss,” he snarled. “Taste yourselves in each other.”

    They locked in another shit-kiss, their mouths sharing the combined filth they had just consumed. It was a seal, a pact.

    “Good,” Chuck said, finally satisfied. “You’re a team now. A real team. You’re ready for next week. Now get the fuck out of my office and go take a shower. You stink.”

  • The Switch

    I drove up to the address Connor had given me. It was a house at the end of a road in one of the more upscale suburbs in the city. I whistled as I pulled up. For a single twenty-six-year-old, Connor was doing well for himself, it seemed. It was a big house, with a garage for three cars, though only one was parked outside at the moment. And the pictures he’d sent me of his playroom were impressive, damn. He had to be a trust-fund baby or tech-bro. It didn’t matter to me. I was here to dominate his ass, not his assets.

    I walked up to the front door and rang the doorbell. Connor opened the door. I was relieved to see that his looks matched the pictures he’d sent me. He was a five-foot-five twunk with piercing blue eyes and bleach-blond hair, the sides shaved and leaving a spiky hawk running down to his neck. He had one of those tiny nose rings that hugged the nostril tightly. A white t-shirt clung to his chest and I could clearly see the leather harness he was wearing underneath, and the studs of his pierced nipples nearly poked through the fabric. His gray sweatpants revealed nothing of what was underneath, except for a small dark stain of precum in his crotch.

    I noted the studded leather collar he wore and frowned. In the more old-school BDSM circles, collars signified ownership in a steady dom-sub relationship. Connor said he was single. Of course we were both way younger than any of those old-school types. So he probably just thought collars were sexy. So did I, for that matter.

    I smiled at him. “Hey, you’re Connor, right? From the app?” I always make sure. Just because he matched the pictures I received, didn’t mean he had been the one to send them.

    He nodded. “Yes… Sir?”

    I turned up my chin and looked down at him. I had a good six inches in height on him, so it wasn’t hard to do. “Sir is right, boy.” I heard him gasp a little and noted a blush in his cheeks. Good, he was into me as well then. “Now then, do you want to start right away, or have a drink and talk things through first?”

    He bit his lower lip in a way that drove me crazy. “I think we talked enough on the app, let’s get into it, Sir.”

    “Good choice. Now, safety first, what’s your safeword?”

    He responded instantly. “Tag.” Good, he’d given it thought ahead of time then. 

    “Okay boy, from this moment until either you say ‘red’, or I say I’m done with you, you will call me Sir, and you do as I say, got it?”

    He nodded eagerly, then he put his hands behind his back and looked down. “Yes Sir.”

    “Take those clothes off. It’s indecent for a slave to be dressed in front of the master.”

    “Yes Sir!” He started pulling up his t-shirt, revealing his hairless abs. I noted a small tribal tattoo wrapped around his upper left arm. You don’t see those very often in guys our age. I thought they were more of a millennial thing.

    The t-shirt dropped to the floor. Connor’s hands hovered over the waistband of his sweats. He hesitated for a moment, but at a small nod from me, he pulled on them and they flew apart. Stripper pants, clever. I grumbled approvingly. “Hmm, clever boy. Saves you hopping around getting the pants around your feet.”

    “Thank you Sir.” His feet were bare, another time- and clumsiness saver. This guy might be more experienced than me at this.

    “Now, stand at attention. Let me get a good look at you, boy.” I said, mustering every bit of command four years of ROTC had taught me. Connor stood at attention, his arms behind his back again, legs slightly spread.

    I walked behind him, cupped his perfectly formed buttocks in my hands. I noted with approval that he was plugged, as instructed. I teased it with my index finger, holding his ass with the other hand and feeling it clench as he reacted.

    I leaned in close, my leather jacket pressing up against his naked back. I ground against his buttocks with my pants and wrapped my arms around his chest. I gently teased his nipples with both hands and was rewarded with a quiver. He had mentioned he had sensitive nipples, and I intended to make full use of that knowledge during our session.

    Lowering my hands, I reached his groin. His pubic hair was completely shaved, not my preference, but it did make the chastity cage he was wearing a lot more comfortable.

    I released him and moved around to face him. “How long have you had the cage on, boy?” 

    He looked up at me, his face even more flush than before. “Seven days, Sir.”

    I moved my head side to side. “Not great, but not bad either. Let’s see if you can earn a break today. Where’s the key?”

    He nodded to a shelf by the coatrack. A small metal key on a silver chain hung from a peg below the shelf. I took the chain and put it around my neck. I held up the key in front of his face. “See this, boy? This is your dick.” I tucked the key inside my jacket. “It belongs to me now, just like the rest of you.” I put my hand around his balls and squeezed lightly. “Without a dick, you’re just holes, fit only to please me as I see fit. Understand boy?”

    He nodded, sweat forming on his forehead. I could feel precum dripping down from his cage to the hand grasping his nuts. I smiled. “Good. If you serve me well, I’ll return your dick before I go, and maybe even let you play with it.”

    “Thank you Sir! I won’t disappoint you, Sir!” Connor near-shouted in military fashion.

    “Get on your knees. I want to test out my new hole.” He was down on the floor faster than I could blink. A well-trained boy indeed. If this went further than just today, I’d have to find his old dom and send him a thank-you note.

    With casual slowness I undid my zipper. Watching Connor had gotten me fully erect already, so pulling it without hurting myself on the zipper out took a moment. The moment all six girthy inches of my dick flopped out, Connor’s head started moving forward, mouth opening. I kept my hand on my dick, pointing it up and said “Stop.”

    He stopped and leaned back. He looked up at me with those blue eyes giving you exactly the look you want from somebody sucking your dick; hunger and eagerness to please.

    “Open your mouth, and stick out your tongue.” I told him. He complied, closing his eyes as well. I placed the tip of my dick on his tongue, moving it around to give him a good taste of my precum. Then I released my grip and let it rest there. 

    I put my other hand on the back of his head. “Now you can suck. And use your whole throat, boy.” Connor did not have to be told twice. He swallowed my hog in an instant. I had my hand ready to push him onto it, but there was no need, he went straight for the deep throat.

    I let him go on for a few minutes before finally forcing myself to stop him. If I let him go on like that, I’d cum right there and then, and I had so much more I wanted to do with that boy before letting that happen.

    I patted his head then tilted it up to look at his spittle-covered chin. “Good boy, very good boy. It’s been a while since I had a blowjob that enthusiastic.” I could see a little puddle of precum on the tiles between his legs.

    “Thank you, Sir, I live to please my master.” I used my hand to wipe his chin and wiped it on my pants. 

    “Well said. How about you show me this playroom of yours, and we can get started for real?”

    He led me down the stairs into a basement that looked to span the entire size of the house above. We passed a glass wall separating us from an indoor pool. I whistled. “Damn boy, you’re living the life here.”

    He looked back at me and smiled mischievously. “I’m doing pretty well, yeah. Ehm Sir.” He quickly looked down. 

    At the end of the hall was a black door with a red frame. Connor opened it. Behind it was a playroom you’d normally see only in the most premium of pornos. Two slings, a St. Andrews cross, a sybian, an entire wall covered in everything from dozens of dildos arranged by size, hoods, harnesses, whips, crops, and every sex toy for men you could imagine.

    Around the corner toward the pool we had passed I could see a group shower and hot tub through glass walls.

    To my embarrassment, I let my dom facade slip for a moment as I stood gaping at the playroom. Connor had sent me pictures, but seeing it in real life was something else entirely. I cleared my throat. “I’m not sure where to start, it’s honestly a little overwhelming.”

    Connor smiled. “If I may, Sir. Why don’t we set the mood and start by getting you a little more comfortable.”

    “Fair point.” I looked down, my dick was still hanging out, but I hadn’t actually taken off anything yet. Connor turned on some music and techno beats reverberated through the playroom. I started to shrug out of my leather jacket, and Connor stepped forward. “Please, Sir, let me help.”

    For a moment I considered telling him to stay put and watch, but that felt too much like me putting on a strip tease for him and would undermine the dom-sub dynamic. So I let him take my clothes as I took them off and had him fold them neatly. A nice contrast for how his clothes had been discarded on the floor at the front door.

    I had my own old trusty bulldog harness on, and a new pair of leather chaps shorts, open in the front and back, the black leather nicely framing the goods now that my jeans were off.

    Connor was leaning suggestively on the nearest sling, eyeing my cock with ravenous hunger. Three steps took me to him, and I grabbed his jaw in one hand, kissing him urgently. He responded instantly, his tongue darting into my mouth, entangling with mine.

    I worked my way down his neck and took a deep breath. He smelled of lavender. He’d work up a musk soon enough though. Just when I got down to his nipples, I gave his left nipple one flick of my tongue before backing away.

    A flash of disappointment crossed his face, but it vanished when he saw my ravenous smile. “Get in the sling, slut.” I told him. He hopped in the sling with practiced ease, and within moments I was fastening the built-in arm and leg restraints. I loved fucking a restrained bottom and watching him squirm, and Connor looked like a squirmer.

    I was about to tease the plug from Connor’s ass, when I looked up at the wall of toys and had a thought. I walked over to the wall and picked out a ballgag. I moved to the sling and stood over Connor’s head. I put my dick on his forehead, taunting him with it. He stuck out his tongue, trying to get at it, but it was just out of reach.

    “I’m done with this hole for now.” I said as I placed the ballgag in his mouth. He looked up at me with those blue eyes of his, filled with eagerness and something I couldn’t quite place. “Yesh Swer, twank yuu swer.” He mouthed around the ballgag.

    I whispered to him. “Remember, if you can’t say your safeword, shake your head repeatedly.” 

    A quick nod and a “Yesh Swer” followed. 

    I moved back to the other side of the sling and teased out the plug keeping Connor loose for me. It came out easily and I probed him with a finger, a second finger followed. He must have used silicone lubricant because he was still well lubed up. No matter, there was no such thing as too much lube. I got a generous squirt of it from a dispenser conveniently positioned next to the sling and applied it directly to my cock.

    Connor and I had exchanged screenshots of recent STD test results and PrEP prescriptions on the app, so we had agreed on going bare. I put one hand on his stomach and used my other hand to guide me into his welcoming hole. A sharp intake of breath from Connor was quickly followed by a muffled moan of pleasure as I slowly entered him.

    I kept pushing in, grabbing hold of his legs to pull him towards me. When he had finally engulfed the entirety of my throbbing cock, I held it there, enjoying the sensation and trying to hear Connor’s moans over the music.

    Suddenly, two sets of hands grabbed my arms. Before I could react, they twisted my arms behind my back and held them there. I heard the unmistakable ripping sound of a zip-tie being pulled right before the plastic bit into my wrists.

    “What the fuck!” I yelled, trying to twist around to see who the hell was holding me. Whoever they were, they had my arms in a vice, and they weren’t wearing much, if anything. I could feel their body hair against my back, and an erect penis against each of my upper thighs.

    My captors shifted, so that there was only one hand on each arm and a man stepped out from behind me. He looked to be in his forties, a well-toned physique and thick dark hair that was turning gray at his temples. He stopped for a moment and looked me up and down. His nose was pierced with a thick septum ring, like on a bull. The ring hung over a trimmed goatee, graying like his hair. His upper right arm and shoulder were covered in a tribal tattoo sleeve, matching Connor’s design, but far more extensive. Then I noticed his dick. It was somewhere between a can of Red Bull and two stacked Coke cans, probably eight inches long and thick with it. The length was padded by a Prince Albert piercing that seemed to match his nose ring in thickness.

    Without saying a word, he went to Connor. Gently he undid the ballgag before releasing the restraints keeping Connor in place. 

    After working his jaw for a moment, Connor hopped out of the sling and faced me. I struggled again, trying to get free, but whoever was still behind me had uncanny strength. Connor smirked up at me and just said, “Tag.” Then he poked my chest with his index finger, “You’re it.”

    The man behind me pulled in closer as I struggled, and I felt his dick ride between my buttcheeks as a result. Panic washed over me. I hadn’t bottomed since college. Yet behind the fear I felt, desire? I shook myself again, to clear my head as much as to try and get loose. “Connor what the fuck is this? Who are these guys?” 

    Connor looked up at the bull-ringed man, who gave him a paternal nod. “This is Master,” he indicated the man in front of me, who I was starting to think of as ‘Bull’ now. “And behind you is Sir. They are my real owners. They tasked me with finding them a new sub to join our household. But, they don’t just want any sub. They want a dom that they can break into being their sub. So, I found you for them.”

    I opened my mouth, but no sound came out as I tried to process what Connor had just said. Finally I managed to sputter, “You can’t fucking do that. We had an agreement.”

    Connor came up to me, stood on his toes and licked my face. “Oh, don’t worry. It’s fun being a sub in this house. You’ve barely seen any of the amenities, and I know you like the playroom. And, if you’re a good boy for Master and Sir, maybe they’ll even let you fuck me sometimes.” He gave me a wicked grin at that last part. “The sooner you submit, the more fun we can have.”

    Anger flooded me and I tried to tear free with renewed fury. The man behind me now fully wrapped his arms around me. I could smell his sweat, and felt his dick ride up between my cheeks. He was taller than me and his breath was in my ear. “Struggle for daddy, boy. That really gets me going.” He whispered in my ear in a gravelly voice.

    Bull was shaking his head with a disappointed look. He turned to Connor, “Get the training collar, Boy. It looks like you picked a feisty one, well done.”

    Connor went to the wall of toys and picked up a particularly wide leather collar. Instead of the usual metal studs, it had a black box of some sort attached to it in the front. Before he returned though, he stopped and applied some kind of gel to the inside of the collar. Connor handed the collar to Bull, who stepped forward and placed it around my neck. The gel was cold, but nowhere near as cold as the fear that was settling into my stomach.

    When Bull had fastened the collar in place, he clicked a small lock into place around the buckle. He held my face in one of his large hands, squeezing hard. With his other hand he held up a small remote of some sort. “Listen here, in a moment, Sir is going to let you go. If you do anything stupid, or anything at all without being told to, I’m going to push this button and that collar is going to zap your ass. Nod if you understand me.”

    I nodded. The moment I did, the arms wrapped around my chest released and the person behind me backed off. In the corner of my eyes I could see the door I had entered through. I started running for it.

    “For fuck’s sake,” came bull’s voice behind me, right before a lightning bolt struck me and my knees buckled. With my arms still zip-tied behind me, I fell face forward onto the floor. My still-erect penis was folded painfully down under my weight, as I laid on the ground twitching. 

    “Shit, I still had it turned up from last week’s session.” I heard Bull say as stars filled my vision. Connor and the other man pulled me up again. I finally got a good look at this ‘Sir’. His age was somewhere between Connor and Bull, he looked to be of Latino descent and his dark full hair still had its lustre. His face had a trimmed beard and his ears shone with a dozen bright metal studs. Thick body hair covered his chest and he had the most extensive tribal tattoos of the three, covering his right arm, a diagonal slash across his chest, and then continuing down his left leg.

    The only articles of clothing on him I could see were a leather strap around his left arm, and a thick metal cockring girdling his decently sized dick and balls. Absolutely refusing to call him ‘Sir’, even in my mind, I labelled him ‘Tat’.

    Bull strode up to me and delivered a backhanded slap across my face. Hard enough to hurt, but not hard enough to injure, like a well-trained dom. “That was foolish, slave. Just for that, you’ve lost your dick privileges for today.”

    He looked down and grabbed my dick. It was still fully erect. It was one of my special skills, once I got hard, I would stay hard until I came. I had told Connor about it too.

    “Hmm, yeah we all read your messages to our boy. So I know the only way to get that dick of yours limp enough to cage is to drain it. So that’s what we’re going to do. But first, let’s get you cleaned out.”

    Tat pointed at the shower. “March, boy. If you don’t get to that shower yourself, Master will zap you again and I’ll drag you there by your balls.”

    I dropped my head and reluctantly started walking to the shower. Connor and Tat lubed up a shower shot and rammed it up my ass to clean me out. Bull stood by, remote in his hand. I wondered if he really would use it while I was in the shower, wouldn’t the water conduct the charge to the others?

    It took a while for the water to run clear. I’m a dom top, I don’t watch my diet for bottoming. I watch my diet to look good, which means lots of protein. Finally though, Tat declared “That’s enough for now. Boy, dry him off.”

    Connor brought out a large fluffy black tower and started rubbing me down. He glanced over his shoulder to see if either of the other men were watching, and when they looked away, he took a quick lick at my glans, sucking off the drop of precum that had formed there.

    Tat returned and hooked a long chain to my collar. He yanked it to get me to follow and I stumbled after him. Bull was on the King-size bed with the black satin sheets, Connor between his legs, servicing his cock with the same gusto as he had shown for mine.

    Tat stopped and I almost walked into him because I was distracted by Bull and Connor. Tat reached for my left nipple and twisted. “Fuck, ow!”

    “You only pay attention to the dom that’s currently using you, slave!” He gestured at the bed. “They don’t exist for you right now. I’m the one holding your leash, so right now, I’m your entire universe. Got that?”

    I made a face and nodded sullenly. Tat glowered at me. “I asked, got that?” 

    Through clenched teeth, I said “Yes.”

    Tat looked over at Bull, “Master, if you would.”

    Bull stroked Connor’s head as the boy devoured his dick, but his other hand fumbled for the remote. Before he found it, I quickly said “Yes, Sir. Sorry, Sir.”

    Tat gave me a gloating smile. “Good slave. You’re learning. But you still need to be punished for your insolence.”

    I caught sight of Bull smiling as he pressed the button and my knees went out again. This time the charge wasn’t as high as before, and I merely landed in a kneeling position. Landing on my knees didn’t hurt as much as I had expected and I looked down. Between my legs was the Sybian, with a padded rubber mat around it.

    “Stay.” Tat said as he walked back to the toy wall. I squirmed and looked around, but I saw Bull watching me like a hawk, remote still in his hand, so I decided to stay put for now.

    Tat came back with his arms full. He laid out the items on a nearby table. A gag of some sort, with a hose and pump bag connected to it. Leather restraints. A heavy leather blindfold. There was a set of headphones, and lastly some sort of fleshlight, though it had controls, so it was more advanced than the types I had used in the past.

    He used a set of pliers to remove the zip-tie holding my hands behind me, but he quickly replaced them with the leather restraints, leaving me no better off, though slightly more comfortable.

    Next he put the blindfold on me. Not a sliver of light made it to my eyes. Complete darkness surrounded me and I tried to focus on my other senses. The techno music still filled the playroom, overwhelming my hearing unless someone spoke directly at me, like Tat did when he said “Open your mouth, hole!”

    Apparently I hesitated too long before opening my mouth, because a shock ran through my body and I sank lower to the ground. I expected to land on the Sybian, however something poked at my anus first, causing me to recoil upwards. I couldn’t be sure, but it felt like some kind of dildo or butt plug was attached to the Sybian and sooner or later I was probably going to have to get on it.

    I opened my mouth and something was pushed in and covered my whole mouth. I could smell a mix of leather and rubber. I felt the straps being tightened behind my head and once they were secure, there was a repeated whooshing sound. Whatever had been pushed into my mouth started expanding, inflating. Within moments it filled my entire mouth, even pushing my jaws open and extending to the back of my throat making me gag a little. I tried to speak, but my tongue was fully immobilized by the balloon and I could only make muffled “mmmm” sounds.

    I felt the warmth of something close to my face and as Tat spoke, his spiced breath hit me. “That’s one less hole for you to worry about, slave. And you don’t get a safeword. You have to earn that privilege.”

    A hand reached into my ass, rubbing something cold there. Fingers probed me, probably applying more of what had to be lube. My breath quivered. I could no longer tell if it was fear or anticipation. Hands pressed on my shoulders. “Down.” Commanded Tat. Reluctantly I complied, slowly lowering myself onto the Sybian and whatever anal toy awaited me there.

    When the tip of the toy hit me, Tat suddenly pushed down, hard, forcing the plug into me in one go. I yelped as loud as I could around the gag, but after a moment I realized the toy wasn’t as big as I feared. I shifted my weight, adjusting my angle. This wasn’t that bad, actually.

    “Yeah, you like that, don’t you, slut?” Tat said mockingly. I remained silent, I had no choice. 

    Something was placed over my dick, it felt cold and wet, but soft. Tat spoke into my ear. “I’m going to turn on the Sybian and the milker now and shut off your hearing. I want you to cum as fast as you can, you hear me? If you’re not shooting jizz in five minutes, I’m going to have Master shock you every thirty seconds, turning up the voltage every time.”

    I nodded. Headphones were placed over my head and the world went silent. All I could hear was the sound of my blood rushing through my ears. Then a rumble started underneath me. It filled me, shot jolts of pleasure up from my ass. Seconds later the milker started and I felt like I was getting a handjob from a dozen people at once.

    I sat there on my knees, rocking back and forth, enjoying the stimulation despite the dire circumstances. With my sensory input so limited, I had no real concept of the passage of time. A shock surged through my body. Time was up, it seemed. I tried to yell through the gag, to beg for mercy, for more time. Only muffled noises came out, unrecognizable as words, not that I expected them to make a difference.

     I sucked in a sharp breath though my nose and tried to focus on my dick, tried to will myself to cum. With my hands behind my back there was nothing physical I could do to help it along.

    A second shock hit me. This one hadn’t come from my neck though. Something had tapped my nutsack and lightning erupted from the point of contact. While pain surged through my body, my groin tingled in a way I had never experienced before. A moan of pleasure burst from my throat, the tone unmistakable even through the gag.

    Even without being able to see or hear, I could imagine their response to my reaction. They were probably laughing at me. Look at the fake dom, enjoying the e-stim like a good little sub.

    I scowled at the thought of their mockery. I knew they couldn’t see it through the blindfold, but I didn’t care. I wasn’t theirs. I could still control myself. I started to try and rise from the Sybian when the third shock arrived. Again they escalated. This shock was stronger and they applied it directly to the base of my dick, right below the milker. My back arched back as I screamed, moaned, and an orgasm more powerful than any I had experienced before erupted from me.

    When the final spasm of ejaculating passed, the Sybian’s rumble continued, and the milker kept relentlessly stimulating my cock. Like after any orgasm, my dick was rapidly becoming very sensitive. The milker didn’t care.

    Unable to see, to hear, I completely forgot about the plug vibrating away in my ass. My world narrowed down to my cock and the relentless mechanical stroking it was being subjected to. I did the only thing I could, I moaned in increasing panic. 

    They had to know I had come already. They were watching me squirm for their own pleasure, the sadistic bastards. Or had they left? Gone off to play with Connor while I writhe here in agony. I tried to take deep breaths, but the merciless stimulation made my breath shudder. I could feel tears building up inside the confines of the blindfold. No, one of them just rammed a cattle prod into my dick. He was there, watching me suffer.

    Finally, the rumble of the Sybian died and the milker was yanked off my dick. I wanted to suck down a breath in relief, but the inflated gag blocked my throat. I could only inhale sharply through my nose. It didn’t feel like nearly enough oxygen was getting through. I was getting light-headed. 

    Finally the headphones were lifted off my head, but the blindfold and gag stayed in place. “Took you long enough, boy.” Tat said close to my ear. I felt a yank on the chain pulling me up, but I felt dizzy and when I tried to rise my knees were wobbly. I nearly fell over but arms caught me. I got a whiff of Connor’s lavender scent. I felt unreasonably relieved that it had been Connor who caught me, and not Bull or Tat. Connor had betrayed me, but he wasn’t the one pulling the strings. 

    I wished I’d had the restraint to start our session with some spanking or something that would make it feel like we were remotely even for what was happening to me. But I’d only gotten to fuck him and just for one stroke.

    “Hold him steady boy.” Tat told Connor. He slapped my dick, hard. It had been slowly getting soft since the milker was taken off, but apparently that wasn’t fast enough for Tat. The sharp pain made me go limp even faster. I’m a dom, I like inflicting pain, not taking it. Though I did cum from that electric shock, hadn’t I?

    Something rough and cold wiped at my dick, getting rid of the mix of jizz and lube that must have covered it. Nearby I heard the slithering sound of latex being pulled taut and froze. Holy shit, he wasn’t going to fist me, was he? 

    I started to struggle against Connor, but he held me tighter. He was shorter than me and I was pretty sure I would get free of him if I really tried, but then what? My hands were tied, I was blindfolded and there were two other men here who definitely were stronger than me. I stopped struggling and sagged back against Connor. His chest felt warm against my back. His chastity cage poked into my right butt cheek.

    Suddenly, a hand covered in something wet and cold wrapped itself around my dick. The hand rubbed all over my dick and balls, covering it in the cold substance. Was he applying lube again? But why? And why on my balls?

    The hand closed itself around my ballsack and pulled it out. A moment later I felt something tighten around my sack, and I felt my balls stand out under my limp dick. The next thing I knew, all sensation in my groin started to fade. The tightness around my balls, the soreness in my dick, there was nothing now. I felt like a Ken doll.

    I started struggling again, screaming through the gag. A hand grabbed me by the throat and squeezed. I made a choking sound and stopped. “Enough of that, slave.” Tat said. “Your dick is just fine, I just put some analgesic cream on it. I told you, you’ve lost dick privileges. I’m going to put a cage on your dick, and I’ll keep applying that cream until you’ve earned it back.”

    I froze. It was reassuring that whatever he did was temporary, but the lack of sensation in my favorite place was profoundly weird. Should I go along, just to get it back?

    Tat continued, “Better. Now fucking hold still or I’m going to pinch something, and you won’t enjoy that when the cream wears off.”

    I kept still. There was a tugging sensation from the area around my groin, but nothing more. Suddenly, Tat stood up and pressed up against me. Connor released his grip on me and stepped back. Cold air blew over my back and I shivered. Tat grabbed my ass and pressed me against him. I could hear his chesthair scratch against my cheeks. His dick was pointing up and I felt the full length of it on my stomach, just above the void that was now my groin.

    He leaned in, his mouth right by my left ear. “Now you don’t have a dick anymore, you really are just a hole for our use. Time to start your training for real.”

    I tried to swallow, but the gag turned it into a choking sound. Tat caught it. “Good idea, boy, let’s start with the throat.”

    I felt relieved. Blowjobs I could handle. I wasn’t as passionate about them as Connor, but I was definitely proficient. I could handle Tat’s dick down my throat, no problem. The thought of Bull’s girth and piercing gave me pause though.

    They left me standing there, alone with my thoughts for minutes? Seconds? It’s amazing how fluid time becomes when you’re tied up, gagged and blindfolded. Finally there was something for me to tell the time by. A rhythmic slapping sound started. Each followed by Connor squealing in pain or pleasure. It varied with each slap or spank.

    Listening to Connor being punished, I felt like I could be getting hard again. Of course there was no way for me to tell if I was. Suddenly I felt the warmth of another body in front of me. There was a pull at the front of my gag and suddenly with a whooshing sound. I could hear, and more importantly, feel, the gag in my mouth deflating.

    The straps were undone and the gag was pulled off my face at last. I gulped in breath and swallowed the buildup of spittle in my mouth. I worked my jaw, trying to release the tension. It felt as if I had just finished a long visit to the dentist.

    “Open your fucking mouth, slut.” Tat commanded. I hesitated for a moment. I was still standing up, and judging from where his voice was coming from, so was he. So at least I wasn’t about to have a dick shoved down my throat. 

    I opened my mouth. I felt something pass over my tongue, fingers brushed against my lips. Three hissing sounds came in rapid succession and I felt something spray the back of my throat. Instinctively I tried to close my mouth. My teeth brushed Tat’s fingers and my mouth flinched open again before I could apply pressure.

    “Don’t you fucking try to bite me, slut!” Tat yelled. A second later a strong electric current ran through me from the collar. I fell to my knees, trying my best to not fall on my face. Two more shocks wracked my body before Tat was appeased. The second one put me face down on the ground. 

    Tat twisted the collar on my neck around, then pulled it hard, lifting me off the ground. I choked the entire way. It wasn’t until I was up on my knees that I noticed that I couldn’t feel the back of my throat anymore. Again with the analgesics, what the fuck was up with these people?

    “Open!” Came Tat’s command again. I complied, not wanting to risk any more shocks. Thick fingers pushed something rubbery into my mouth. He pressed it down over my lower teeth, then pushed in another thing that went over my upper teeth. When he took his fingers out of my mouth, I ran my tongue along my teeth. He’d put some sort of mouthguard in. I wouldn’t be biting anyone, even by accident, that was for sure.

    He leaned in close again and whispered, “Now, I’m going to take the blindfold off, because I want to look you in the eyes while I fuck your face. I want to see that look when you finally realize that you’re a sub, and you exist to be used. And I want to see the tears until you reach that point.”

    He reached back and released the blindfold. When he pulled it off, I blinked. The light in the playroom was different than before. When Connor and I entered, it had been brightly lit everywhere. Now, most of the lights were out, and red lights covered the room. There were a few white spotlights aimed at the main attractions, the slings, the cross, and the bed.

    I wasn’t a main attraction. Tat was squatting in front of me, his face veiled in red and black shadows. My eyes were teary from the blindfold and the wild emotions I’d experienced so far. Tat reached out one hand and wiped away the tears. “A good start.” He said, smiling grimly.

    His other hand came up, holding a mouth spreader. “Now, are you going to be a good hole, or do I have to put this in as well?” The spreader looked ominous in the dim light, but I could see the gleam of cold steel. It did not look comfortable. I hurriedly shook my head.

    “Good. Time to train that hole.” He said flatly and rose to his feet. I barely registered his cock in front of me when he grabbed the back of my head with both hands and pushed me down on it. I expected to choke as he rammed his cock down my throat, but the numbing spray gave me no choice but to swallow it cleanly and without a sound.

    He moved his hands to the side of my head and started moving my head back and forth while keeping himself rigid. I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to ignore what was happening to me. Trying to flee to some mental refuge until it was all over.

    “Open your eyes, you fucking cumrag. Look at me while I’m fucking your face.” Tat said angrily. Despite the edge in his voice, I kept my eyes shut. He kept rhythmically moving my head then suddenly pushed me all the way down the length of his dick. His pubes tickled my nose and I got a deep smell of his musk. One of his hands came up and hand pinched my nose shut. With his cock blocking my mouth, I couldn’t breathe. “I said look at me.” He repeated flatly.

    The pressure at the back of my head was immense and my lungs were burning. I did the only thing I could and looked up at Tat. In the red light this tattoo-covered body looked demonic. He was otherworldly and powerful, a being worthy of submitting to.

    He smiled down victoriously at me, white teeth standing out fiercely in the red glare. He released his grip on my nose, while still keeping my head pushed down on his cock. Tears welled up in my eyes.

    I felt his cock twitch in my mouth as the tears flowed down my cheeks. He really was enjoying them. “Good hole. Keep looking.” He resumed fucking my mouth and I kept my eyes locked on his, feeling a sickening wave of nausea pass through me. The source wasn’t physical, it was disgust at myself for complying so readily. Slowly but surely, he was breaking down my walls, one thrust at a time. In the back of my mind I counted the spanks Connor received, wishing I could be the one delivering them.

    Finally, Tat started moaning. His moans increased in volume and speed and his thrusts increased to match. With a final “Fuuuuck.” He pressed me down into his pubes again and I felt his dick pulse along the length of my tongue. My numbed throat couldn’t feel the cum flowing down it, but I was certain it was there.

    Slowly he pulled his dick out of my mouth, letting the last spurts of his cum flow along my dick. I relished the taste. When he finally released my mouth, he shook his hips, slapping my face with the still rigid member. Between the thick spit still covering his dick, and the tears flowing down my face, it made a slapping sound that I would have found satisfying, had I been in his position. I started to work my jaw, trying to relax the muscles, when Tat stepped aside.

    I caught the glint of metal and Bull’s girthy member filled my vision. A gravelly voice spoke. “My turn.”

    I looked up at Bull, he was holding a cattle prod in one hand, calm slapping it on his other hand. He smiled down at me. “Now, Sir, here is a big old softy. He thinks a little nose-pinching is enough to teach a brat.” He pointed the prod down so the prongs were inches away from my face, uncomfortably close to his own dick. He triggered it and I could see blindingly bright electricity spark between the prongs. “You already met Mister Zappy, but allow me to formally introduce you.”

    He casually tapped my nipple with the prod and I heard the static zap as pain once again engulfed my body. “That one was a warning. You’re going to submit to me fucking your face until I’m done with you, without complaining, or I will ram this rod so far up your ass, sparks will fly off your fillings.”

    He didn’t even wait for a response before thrusting his dick forwards. I had to quickly open my mouth or risk dental damage from that massive piercing hitting my front teeth. Quickly I looked up, not wanting another zap. Bull smiled and looked to his side. “Look at that, he learns quickly. I’ve got a good feeling about this one.”

    Bull’s hands were bigger than Tat’s and he put one meaty hand on the crown of my head, locking it in place. Tat had moved my head over his dick like a fleshlight, but Bull just held it and did the thrusting himself. Slow, mechanical thrusts that went deep into my numbed throat. I didn’t want to think about how sore I was going to be once that wore off. 

    Tat had kept his eyes locked on mine, clearly enjoying the sight of my suffering. But once he started fucking my mouth, Bull didn’t make eye contact. He looked away, in the direction where I could hear Connor yelping as static zaps let me know he was undergoing his own electrical training.

    I still kept my eyes up, silently pleading with him for mercy as he kept methodically fucking my mouth. Finally, Bull did look down at me. The look of utter disdain in his eyes sent a shiver up my spine. It hit me then, I really was just a hole to him. I was a toy to be used for his pleasure, like anything up on that wall. Right now, I wasn’t even being used for pleasure. By mercilessly fucking my mouth, he was performing a necessary action. Not for his enjoyment, but to put me in my place.

    Whenever I faltered in my enthusiasm for his cock for an instant, I felt him flick my nipple with the cattle prod. The cold metal of the prongs making them stand up.

    Another thrust pushed my head against the iron grip of his hand, accompanied by the prod travelling down my chest. Finally, something inside me broke. Fresh tears welled up in my eyes, and a wracking sob made me shudder. I finally felt like what they had been calling me. A slave. I was an object now, a heated fleshlight, nothing more.

    When Bull felt the shudders of my sobs, his thrusting slowed. He looked down at me again and I saw a cold, victorious smile spread on his face. He pulled his massive cock back to the point where just the glans and his piercing were past my lips. Instinctively my tongue played with it, exploring where flesh and metal met. Silently I hoped that my display would make him cum like Tat, that the facefucking would end.

    For a moment neither Bull nor I moved. We locked eyes in silence. All I could hear was the low thump of the music blaring away, and Connor’s pleas for mercy as Tat worked him over. “I know that look.” Bull said. “I’ve seen it on a hundred subs before. You finally accepted who and what you are. That is good. But it is only the first step. Now, you need to learn to enjoy being used for its own sake. Then you’ll be a true sub worthy of me.”

    He broke eye contact and resumed thrusting. I sensed a difference though. He wasn’t going about it as mechanically anymore. There was passion behind it now. I could hear low grunts coming from Bull and I tried to focus on him. I did my best to match any twitch of my tongue or tilt of my jaw to his grunts to figure out how best to please him.

    After what seemed like an eternity, suddenly something felt… wrong. There was a pressure at the back of my throat. A soreness started to build up. On Bull’s next, deep thrust, I made a choking noise. My eyes widened in shock. The numbing spray had to be wearing off. Bull yanked hard on my hair, pulling me off his dick.

    Bull looked over at Tat. “Hey, Miguel. The spray is wearing off.”

    Connor’s squeals fell silent as Tat spoke. “Want me to dose him up again?”

    Bull looked down at me. I had to look awful. I could feel my chin covered in spit, thick ropes of it dripping down to the ground. My cheeks were wet with tears that flowed freely during the entire ordeal. But some part of me felt… good. I had outlasted their damn spray, and got one of them to cum.

    Bull yanked my head back further. My mouth still hung open. I was afraid to close it without being told. Suddenly, Tat hovered over me, holding a small flashlight. He clicked it on. Bright light shone directly into my eyes and I closed them.

    “Looks fine to me, little bruising, but that’s normal.” Was that concern I heard in Tat’s voice? Like a pet owner worried about a vet bill no doubt.

    “Good. Let’s hold off on another dose for now. Have him cool down by servicing the boy, while I set up.” Bull said.

    I don’t think that any two words had ever terrified me as the way Bull said “set up.”

    I blinked through the tears to see Connor stand in front of me. At some point while I was getting facefucked, his chastity cage had been replaced by a thick steel cockring and ball stretcher. I had only seen his dick in the chastity cage so far. It was beautiful. Average length, straight as an arrow. Cut and standing proud over his completely hairless balls.

    He put his index finger under my chin and lifted it up, locking eyes with me. He gave me an evil grin. “Not what you expected, huh, slave?”

    I started to shake my head, but Connor pushed my head down and held his dick in front of my lips. Compared to the other two men, I could take this easily, even without the spray. I then realized that I wanted to do it. I wanted to make Connor feel good.

    I opened my mouth and dove in. There was pain when I went all the way down on him. When my nose pushed against his groin his dick hit the bruised back of my throat and it sent fire through my whole head. The whiff of clean lavender I got from his skin and the deep groan it elicited made it more than worthwhile.

    A few minutes in, Connor was getting vocal. He was calling me his slut, his fuckhole and started to describe how he was going to cum all over my face. Suddenly, he was pulled back, his dick slipping from my mouth so fast that it took the lower part of the mouthguard with it.

    Bull was dragging Connor back, looking furious. “I said you could let him service you, not that you could cum, boy.”

    Connor paled. “Sorry, Master. I got caught up.”

    I watched, cold spittle still covering my chin, as Connor was dragged to the St Andrews’s cross and pressed against it. Bright white spotlights pointed at the cross gave me a clear view. In the dim red lights that enveloped most of the room it made Connor’s pale skin look luminous. Bull put thick leather bands on Connor’s wrists and ankles with short chains connecting them to the frame, leaving him very little room to move. His face was pressed against the wall and his back arched, pushing back his perfectly round bubble butt that still glowed red from his earlier spanking. 

    Bull then rolled over a fuck machine, angled it up to point at Connor’s ass and grabbed two dildos off the wall. He turned Connor’s face to the side and showed him the larger of the two dildos. An almost comically large, anatomically incorrect piece of rigid silicone. “Boy, if you don’t lose that hard on right this instant so I can properly lock you up again, I’m going to have the machine fuck you with this, unlubed.”

    He put the dildo down and took the more reasonably sized one and attached it to the machine. He lubed it up and positioned the machine so the dildo pushed Connor’s ass cheeks apart, but it wasn’t penetrating him yet. Then, he grabbed a cat o’ nine tails from the toy wall and started roughly flogging Connor with it. 

    “Yes Master, I’m sorry Master.” Connor wailed. Bull stopped flogging for a moment. He switched to fiddling with the fuck machine’s settings, and the machine started moving. It wasn’t moving very much, but the dildo’s tip was definitely penetrating now. Connor’s wails shifted from surprise, to pain, to pleasure.

    Tat crouched down in front of me, a washcloth in his hands. “See, we can be nice to our boys.” He gently wiped my face with the cloth.

    I looked past him at Connor, transfixed by his squirming under Bull’s relentless flogging and the ever increasing pounding the machine was delivering to his ass. I smiled. I knew he was a squirmer.

    Tat followed my gaze. “Oh, so you like to watch the boy getting used, do you? Let’s get you a front-row seat then.”

    I sucked in a sharp breath, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Instead, Tat went behind me and unclipped the restraints holding my hard together. I swung my arms in front of me and rolled my shoulders, enjoying the freedom of movement for however long it would last.

    I looked down at my dick to see it encased in an organic looking cage of black plastic. I still had no sensation at all in the area, but when I tried to make my dick twitch, it responded, which was a bigger relief that I’d like to admit. I tentatively reached down a hand to touch the cage, but Tat spotted the motion and a mild shock ran through my body. I froze my arm in place.

    “I told you, you’ve lost dick privileges, slave. Taking a facefucking isn’t nearly enough to earn back that pitiful rod of yours.”

    I looked down and nodded, mumbling, “Yes, Sir.” Unsure of what to do with my hands, I surprised myself by holding them behind my back. Just moments ago I had been so relieved to have them freed from that position, and now it just felt like the natural and proper place for them to be.

    Tat smiled at me. “Good hole. Now, get up.”

    I did have to use my hands to stand up. Tat didn’t offer any help, though he did pull on my chain, urging me up, but not hard enough to choke me like he had before. While I had been on my knees for a while now, without cumming and riding a Sybian, my knees were a lot less wobbly this time. 

    Tat led me by the chain to some kind of padded table, covered in straps. He pulled out a metal pin on each side of the table and rotated it until it was almost vertical. He tugged at my chain and pointed at the table. “Up against it spread your legs and arms and don’t move.”

    I silently complied. I couldn’t stomach calling him ‘Sir’ again, though if he started shocking me, I didn’t know if I’d be able to resist. The table had footrests at the bottom and I stepped back onto them. The padding was leather and it felt cold against my back. Tat started pulling out straps from under me and tightening them around me. They were everywhere, along my arms, my legs, even a thick belt-like strap around my waist. Weirdest of all was the strap around my head, that kept my gaze locked forward. When he was finally done, I was completely immobilized. I tried to wriggle and adjust my stance, but Tat had been thorough. 

    He stood in front of me admiring his handiwork. His dick had gone limp after jizzing down my throat, but he was slowly stroking it back into form. Apparently satisfied with what he saw, he moved behind me. I felt something shift at the base of the table and suddenly I was moving, rolling toward the St. Andrew’s cross where Connor was undergoing Bull’s not-so-tender ministrations.

    Bull turned around at our approach and raised an eyebrow. “The slave wants to watch the boy get used.” Tat told him. Bull nodded and went back to flogging Connor.

    Tat came out from behind me, holding two wicked clamps linked by a thick steel chain. “Can’t have you getting too comfortable.” He said, grinning evilly at me. He fixed the camps to my nipples and I screamed. 

    Tat apparently liked that, because he started stroking his dick with one hand while tugging at the chain with the other, drawing more cries from me. “Now you can enjoy the show.”

    After a few moments, the pain in my nipples subsided to a dull roar and I regained control of my voice. Tat walked out of my field of view and disappeared. No doubt preparing some fresh torment for me. I briefly worried what he might bring back when he reappeared, but there was literally nothing I could do about it. I made the conscious choice to do as he said, and enjoy the show.

    Connor’s back matched his ass for redness by now. I could tell Bull was good at it, he flogged Connor hard enough to sting and redden the skin, but there were no welts or blood, which were a major turn-off for me. Connor, for his part, seemed to be enjoying it too. The fuck machine was still pumping away furiously at his ass and he writhed in pleasure with every stroke.

    Bull noticed me watching closely and he powered down the fuck machine. He walked up to me and leaned in close, whispering in my ear. “Now watch as Connor gets to finish what you started.”

    He picked up a bottle of lube, I swear there was lube stationed every six feet in this room, and dumped what seemed like half the bottle over his dick. He stood behind Connor for a moment, carefully slathering it around the full length of his manhood before wiping his hands on Connor’s asscrack. 

    He moved in close, bending his knees so that his dick pointed up at Connor’s hole. He then used one hand to guide the massive hog to Connor’s waiting embrace, while his other hand wrapped around the boy’s neck. From my position behind them, I couldn’t see how hard he was squeezing, but judging by the choking sounds Connor made, Bull wasn’t being gentle.

    Bull extended his legs, shoving his full length inside Connor. A sharp “Ah” turned into a long moan as Bull leaned in further, pressing up against Connor. I could see Bull’s ass gyrate as he started to fuck Connor slowly. His head bent down to sensuously nuzzle the boy’s neck and nibble at his earlobe.

    I sucked in a shuddering breath. In all the hookups as a dom top, I had never experienced a closeness like that. Seeing a dom and sub so perfectly in sync made me ache for something I never knew I lacked.

    I took another deep breath. The movement of my chest made the clamps on my nipples twitch and the heavy chain linking them swayed. The mixed sensation of pleasure and pain elicited a familiar twinge of joy between my legs. I looked down in amazement, I was starting to get feeling in my dick again! Before I could stop myself, I smiled.

    “Yeah, it’s great watching a Master at work isn’t it, boy?”  Came Tat’s voice off to my side.

    Not trusting myself to speak, I nodded. Bull looked over his shoulder at Tat and grinned. Suddenly, he increased the pace of his thrusting. He fully straightened his legs, causing his thrusts to push Connor up on the tips of his toes in his restraints.

    Connor’s moans increased in pitch as from the sound of it, pain overtook pleasure. Bull paid no attention to the boy’s muffled protests and began to grunt in deep savage rumbles. Part of me longed to feel his chest pressed against my back as he made those sounds, to feel them reverberate through my chest. Despite his cries of agony, at that moment, I envied Connor.

    Bull and Connor’s cries reached a crescendo. On his final thrust, Bull held his dick inside Connor’s hungry ass as he filled him with his essence. Then, he stepped back abruptly, his still-rigid member sliding out of Connor smoothly. His hole was left gaping, and Bull’s cum slowly leaked out. Connor turned his head to look over his shoulder and he had this goofy grin on his face that didn’t connect to the sounds he had been making just moments before.

    Bull stood in front of me, his dick still covered in lube and cum, and looked me up and down. He turned to Tat, who was still holding his semi-erect dick in one hand. “You ready for round two with the new boy, or do you want to put him away and come back later tonight and do him properly?”

    Tat looked at me, then used his free hand to lift up the cage holding my cock prisoner, before letting it flop down. ‘I can wait. I’ve got some stuff I want to do with him once the cream wears off. Best done before we wear him down.”

    Bull nodded. “All right, let’s put him away then.”

    The two of them moved behind the table I was tied down on. I heard clicks and suddenly I was moving, gliding through the playroom to a dimly lit corner. I could barely make out a large dark closet of some sort before I was suddenly spun around. They pushed the table backwards into the closet and closed the doors. I heard the heavy click of a padlock being shut into place.

    All I could see was a sliver of red light coming through the crack in the doors.

    Moments later, the music was turned off. Then the red light vanished as well. There was only silence and darkness, and a mixture of trepidation and eagerness for Bull and Tat to return.

  • The Silva Method

    Chapter 2

    The text message arrived at 7:58 AM on Monday. Be in the lobby at 9:00. Sharp.

    No signature was needed. The week of waiting was over. Julian felt a surge of adrenaline so potent it made his hands tremble as he tied his shoes. He chose his nicest pair of black chinos and a crisp blue button-down, the best he had. He felt a pang of insecurity about his wardrobe, Andre’s critique from the party still echoing in his mind.

    He arrived at the Silva & Arc tower at 8:50, the early morning sun glinting off its dark glass. The same serene receptionist greeted him with a nod, and this time, the elevator ride felt different. He wasn’t a visitor anymore.

    Andre was standing by the massive drafting table, dressed in a tailored navy suit that seemed to radiate authority. He looked up as Julian approached, a faint, unreadable smile on his lips.

    “Julian. You’re early. I like that,” he said, his voice a low baritone that seemed to command the very air in the room. “Your desk is over there.”

    He gestured to a small, minimalist workstation positioned diagonally from his own drafting table. It was perfectly placed for Andre to see Julian’s screen and monitor his every move, but far enough away to enforce a sense of isolation. There was no clutter, no personal items. It was a blank slate.

    “Your first task,” Andre continued, not even giving Julian a chance to reply. “The Cliff House. The client has requested a minor revision. They want to explore a different material for the interior walls. I want you to generate three distinct material palette studies. Polished concrete, blackened steel, and reclaimed barn wood. Render them. Have them on my desk by noon.”

    Julian’s heart leaped. This was it. Real work. On the Cliff House. “Yes, sir. Right away.”

    He sat down, powered on the high-end computer, and dove into the project. The software was intuitive, the files were impeccably organized. He was in his element. For three hours, he lost himself in the work, his fingers flying across the keyboard, manipulating textures and light. He was good at this. He knew he was. By 11:45, he had three stunning, photorealistic renderings. They were clean, professional, and exactly what was asked for. He felt a swell of pride.

    He saved the files, sent them to the large-format printer in the corner, and carefully collected the warm, crisp pages. He walked toward Andre’s desk, his step light with confidence.

    Andre didn’t look up from his own work as Julian approached. He simply held out a hand. Julian placed the renderings on it.

    Andre spent exactly thirty seconds looking at them. He didn’t smile. He didn’t frown. He simply tapped one finger on the polished concrete rendering. “This one is acceptable.”

    He then pushed the other two. Julian’s personal favorites, the ones he’d spent the most time on. “These are sentimental. Barn wood belongs in a farmhouse, not a brutalist sanctuary. Blackened steel is a cliché. You gave the client what they asked for, not what they needed. You designed for their taste, not for the integrity of the structure. Do you understand the difference?”

    Julian’s pride curdled into a hot flush of shame. “I… I was just exploring the options.”

    “Exploration is for children. Architects provide solutions,” Andre said, his voice dropping to a dangerously quiet level. He leaned back in his chair, his eyes pinning Julian in place. “Your technical skill is adequate. But your judgment is flawed. It’s tainted by a desperate need to be liked, to be praised. You’re still designing for your mother’s approval. That mindset has no place here.”

    The words were a physical blow. Andre saw right through him, past the architecture and into the hollow, needy core of his being.

    “Your work today is a reflection of your life, Julian,” Andre continued, standing and walking around the desk until he was standing directly in front of him. He was close enough that Julian could smell the faint, clean scent of his cologne. “You try to please everyone, and in doing so, you please no one. Least of all yourself.”

    He paused, letting the silence stretch, thick with judgment. “We will fix this. But the problem isn’t in your hands. It’s in your head. You need to learn to make a decision and own it, without seeking validation. You need to learn to impose your will.”

    He looked Julian up and down, a slow, deliberate assessment. “I have a new task for you. It’s due tonight. It has nothing to do with renderings,” he says while getting up.

    Julian’s breath hitched.

    “Tonight, you will be with your girlfriend Alice,” Andre said, his voice dropping to a confidential, conspiratorial whisper that was more terrifying than any shout. “You will fuck her.”

    The word hit Julian like a slap. He stared, his mouth agape, certain he’d misheard. Before he could 

    “But you will not do it as the kind, devoted boyfriend she thinks you have,” Andre continued, his gaze unwavering. “You will not make love. You will not be gentle. You will not ask her what she wants. You will go to her, and you will use her. You will be selfish and dominant. You will take what you want, and you will give nothing back but the act itself. When you are finished, you will get up, shower, and go to sleep. You will not cuddle. You will not kiss her goodnight. You will turn your back to her and you will think of the structural integrity of the Cliff House.”

    The room felt like it was tilting. This was insane. It was cruel. It was a violation of everything he was.

    “What?” Julian choked out, the word barely audible. “Sir, I do not believe this is profes-”

    “Architecture is not about pretty pictures, Julian,” Andre cuts him off. “It is about imposing a will upon space. It is about dominance. It is about creating a reality and forcing others to live within it,” Andre said, his voice intense, almost religious. “If you cannot even dominate the woman in your own bed, how can you ever hope to dominate a landscape? How can you bend steel and concrete to your vision if you cannot bend one person to your will?”

    He leaned in even closer, his lips nearly brushing Julian’s ear. “This is not about her. This is about you. I need to know that you are capable of making a choice that serves only you. I need to know that you can follow an order, no matter how… unconventional. Prove to me you can be the architect of your own life, not just the handyman for everyone else’s.”

    He straightened up, his expression returning to one of cool authority. “You have your assignment. Do not disappoint me again.”

    He turned and walked back to his drafting table, leaving Julian standing there, the rejected renderings clutched in his hand, his world completely and utterly upended. “You may leave, we have no more use for you today.”


    The walk to Alice’s apartment was a blur. The ten blocks from the metro station felt like a march to his own execution. The rejected renderings were crumpled in his hand, the sharp edges of the paper digging into his palm. Andre’s words echoed in his skull, a relentless sermon on dominance and will. You will be selfish and dominant. You will take what you want. The very thought was alien, a parasite invading the host of his own personality.

    He let himself in with his key. The apartment smelled of lavender and the tomato sauce she’d simmered for dinner. It was the scent of home, of comfort, of everything he was about to violate.

    Alice was curled on the couch, a textbook in her lap, looking up with a smile that was pure and unguarded. “Jules! You’re early. I thought you’d be stuck at the office all night.”

    He didn’t smile back. He just stood there, his keys still in his hand, the silence stretching into something uncomfortable. He saw the flicker of confusion in her eyes.

    “Work was… intense,” he managed, his voice a rough monotone.

    He walked toward her, his movements feeling stiff and rehearsed. He stopped in front of the couch, looking down at her. This was the moment. He could sit, he could explain, he could be the Julian she knew. Or he could be the man Andre demanded he become.

    He chose.

    He reached down, not for her hand, but for the textbook. He closed it, placed it on the coffee table with a definitive thud, and then took her wrist. His grip was firm, not bruising, but unyielding. It was a grip that asked for nothing, it simply took.

    “Jules?” Her voice was small, uncertain.

    He pulled her to her feet. He didn’t say a word. He just led her toward the bedroom, his hand locked around her wrist like a shackle. Her confusion was palpable, a nervous energy thrumming from her skin into his. He could feel her trying to catch his eye, but he kept his gaze fixed forward, on the door to the bedroom.

    Once inside, he released her. He began to undress himself, not with seduction, but with a cold, methodical efficiency. His shirt, his pants, his boxers, each piece shed and dropped to the floor. He was naked, his body lean and tense, a tool prepared for a function. He was no longer Julian, the loving boyfriend. He was an instrument of Andre’s will.

    He turned to her. She was still fully clothed, her arms wrapped around herself in a protective gesture. Her eyes were wide, searching his face for the man she loved and finding a stranger.

    “Undress,” he said. The word came out flat, an order, not a request.

    He saw the hurt flash across her face, but beneath it, something else. A flicker of intrigue, of submission to this sudden, shocking authority. She hesitated for only a second before her fingers went to the hem of her shirt. He watched as she exposed her body to him, her movements slow, shy. He felt nothing. No desire, no tenderness. Just a hollow, thrumming purpose.

    He pushed her back onto the bed. It wasn’t a fall; it was a placement. He followed her down, his weight a deliberate pressure that stole the air from her lungs. He didn’t kiss her mouth. Instead, he bit the soft skin where her neck met her shoulder, a sharp, possessive nip that made her yelp. But the sound was followed by a low, breathy moan.

    His hands were not caressing; they were claiming. He gripped her hips, his fingers digging into the flesh hard enough to leave bruises, and flipped her over with a single, decisive movement.

    “On your knees,” he commanded, his voice a low growl he didn’t know he possessed.

    Alice froze, her breath catching. For a terrifying second, Julian thought she would tell him to stop. But then, a shudder ran through her body, and she complied, her movements slow, deliberate, as she positioned herself on all fours. The vulnerability of the posture was absolute. He knelt behind her, the head of his cock nudging against her entrance, slick and insistent. He gave no warning, no gentle preparation. He drove all 8 inches of him into her in one hard, deep thrust that forced a guttural cry from her throat.

    The sound was ugly, raw. It was the sound of being taken. He set a brutal rhythm, his hands holding her hips in a bruising grip, pulling her back to meet each punishing stroke. The slap of skin on skin was loud in the quiet room, a percussive beat to his conquest. He was watching the physical evidence of his domination: the way her body arched and strained under his, the flush spreading across her back. He heard a sound escape her—a choked sob, but it was laced with a pleasure so intense it sounded like pain. She was pushing back against him, meeting his rhythm, lost in it.

    He felt her body begin to tighten around him, the involuntary clenching of her muscles signaling an orgasm that ripped through her, leaving her limp and panting against the mattress. The sight of it, the feel of her complete surrender, was the only permission he needed. He gave a final, brutal thrust, burying himself as deep as he could go, and came with a harsh, silent groan. The release was a physical convulsion, a draining emptiness that offered no pleasure, only the stark finality of a completed job.

    He stayed inside her for a moment, the silence in the room broken only by their ragged breaths. He pulled out and rolled off her, the script from Andre playing in his head: Get up, shower, sleep. He stood, his body glistening with sweat, and took one step toward the bathroom.

    But then he heard her whimper.

    He froze. He looked back. Alice was curled into a ball, her body trembling. In the dim light, he could see the tear tracks on her cheeks. But she wasn’t crying in sadness. Her eyes were wide, her lips parted, and she looked… shattered. And blissed out.

    The old Julian, the real Julian, surged forward. He sat on the edge of the bed, his hand hovering over her back, unsure if he was allowed to touch her. “Alice?” he whispered, his voice cracking.

    She flinched at the sound of his name, then slowly uncurled, turning to look at him. She searched his face, her expression a mess of confusion and lingering ecstasy. She pushed herself up, her hair a wild mess around her shoulders. Her eyes, still glassy with pleasure, locked onto his.

    A slow, dazed smile spread across her lips. “Jules…” she breathed, her voice husky. “I… I loved it.”

    Julian stared, his mind a blank wall. He had expected tears, anger, confusion. He had prepared for an apology, for a fight. He had not prepared for this.

    She reached out, her fingers tangling in the hair on his chest, a gesture so familiar and yet utterly foreign in this new context. She twirled the coarse hairs, her eyes wide with wonder. Then her hand drifted down, her fingers lightly tracing the line of hair that led from his navel to below the sheet.

    “I didn’t know… I didn’t know it could feel like that,” she whispered, her gaze following her own fingers as they mapped his body. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with a terrifying, newfound reverence.

    The question hung in the air, a guillotine poised to drop. He had done exactly as Andre commanded. He had been dominant, selfish, and cruel. And in doing so, he had unlocked a door in his girlfriend of three years that he never knew existed. He had given her the best sex of her life by erasing himself completely.

    He had no answer. He couldn’t tell her the truth. That the man who had just fucked her senseless wasn’t him, but a phantom constructed by another man’s cruel command. So he just sat there, speechless, as Alice leaned in to kiss him, a soft, reverent kiss that felt like a brand on his soul. He had followed his orders. He had not disappointed Andre. And in the hollow ache of his own betrayal, he had never felt more trapped.

  • Flagging Red

    Adult Content Warning – This book contains mature themes, explicit language, and adult situations intended for a mature audience. All depictions of sexual activity involve consenting adults aged 18 years and older. Reader discretion is advised. This work is intended for readers 18 years of age and older.


    The bar was humming with its usual Saturday-night leather energy: low red lights, the steady thump of industrial beats, the mingled scents of leather, cigar smoke, and male sweat. Rick leaned against the corner of the bar, nursing a whiskey soda, feeling the tight grip of his new black leather pants with their bold red piping hugging every inch of his thighs and ass. The full-length zipper running from front to back pressed subtly against the pouch of his Bike jock whenever he shifted his weight, a constant, teasing reminder of why he’d chosen them tonight. Over his torso the red chest harness framed his salt-and-pepper chest hair perfectly, the straps crossing just right under his open leather vest.

    He was chatting idly with a couple of regulars when the front door swung open and the room seemed to shift a few degrees hotter.

    Travis stepped in.

    Even across the crowded space Rick knew him instantly: those same broad shoulders, that same confident stride he’d watched in dozens of scorching photos and clips on @FistDaddyTravis’s feed. Only now it was real—tall black boots polished to a mirror shine, tight black leather pants that left absolutely nothing to the imagination, the thick, heavy outline of his cock and balls straining against the front. A fitted leather shirt stretched across his chest, sleeves rolled to show thick forearms, and a black leather jacket hung open over it all. The Muir cap sat low, shadowing eyes that Rick already knew could pin a man in place with a single look.

    Rick’s pulse kicked hard. For the next hour he circled the room, saying hello to familiar faces, accepting the occasional compliment on his new pants, all while stealing glances. Travis never seemed to look his way, but Rick felt the weight of possibility every time their corners of the room aligned.

    Then Travis moved—straight toward him. Before Rick could process it, the man was there, sliding in close behind him, chest to back, gloved hand settling possessively on Rick’s hip.

    Travis’s voice was a low rumble against his ear. “You’ve got good taste in pants, boy. And in X accounts. Been watching my feed religiously, haven’t you?”

    Rick stiffened, heart slamming against his ribs. “Yes, Sir.”

    Travis’s gloved fingers found the zipper tab at the small of his back. “Name.”

    “Rick, Sir.”

    A slow, metallic rasp followed as Travis tugged the zipper downward a few deliberate inches. Cool air kissed the newly exposed skin; the tight leather parted just enough to reveal the upper curve of Rick’s hairy ass cheeks, the red piping framing them like an invitation.

    *Holy fuck, this is actually happening. @FistDaddyTravis has his hands on me—in public—and I’m already dripping in my cage.*

    Rick’s breath caught. He didn’t turn around right away—couldn’t, really—his body frozen in thrilled shock as Travis leaned in closer, chest brushing Rick’s back.

    “Rick,” Travis murmured, gloved thumb tracing the edge of the open zipper, teasing the furred skin he’d just uncovered. “Good name for a boy who wears red like that. I’m Travis—though you already knew that, didn’t you, @FistDaddyTravis fan?” His voice dropped lower. “Tell me what you like most about my content.”

    Rick swallowed hard, voice barely above the music. “Watching you open guys up, Sir… the way you take control. I’ve come to your videos so many times.”

    Travis chuckled, pleased and dark. “Perfect. Then you won’t mind if I start right here.”

    His gloved fingers dipped lower, unhurried, parting the thick hair in Rick’s crack with slow, possessive strokes that made his caged cock twitch violently against its prison. Each light graze over his hole sent another frustrated throb through his denied shaft, the cage rattling almost imperceptibly with every involuntary flex of his hips.

    Travis leaned in closer, lips brushing Rick’s ear, breath hot. “You know what red means, don’t you?” he murmured, voice thick with amusement, gloved thumb circling lazily at the top of Rick’s cleft—emphasizing the bright red piping that framed his exposed, hairy ass and the red harness crossing his chest.

    Rick swallowed hard, eyes fluttering shut for a second as another helpless surge of blood tried to fill his locked cock. The cage punished him instantly: a burning pinch at the head, a dull ache behind his balls, pre-cum dripping steadily now, warm and slick against his trapped skin.

    He managed a small, desperate nod, cheeks flushed dark.

    Travis’s fingers dragged one last slow, deliberate line through the hair before pulling away—just enough to leave Rick’s hole clenching on nothing and his caged cock straining in futile, dripping agony.

    “Good boy,” Travis whispered, clearly delighted by the trembling, denied submission in his arms.

    Rick’s chest rose and fell in shallow, ragged breaths, the black cage biting harder with every desperate throb of his denied cock. The ghost of Travis’s gloved touch still seared between his cheeks, leaving his hole fluttering helplessly.

    He swallowed hard, eyes lowered, voice thick with surrender. “Yes, Sir… I know what red means.”

    Travis’s eyes darkened with satisfaction, that slow, predatory smile spreading wider. His gloved hand settled heavily on Rick’s hip, thumb dragging possessively along the red piping.

    “Fuck, listen to you,” Travis growled low. “Already admitting you’ve been jerking off to my feed like a desperate little slut. Good boy.”

    Rick whimpered softly at the praise, thighs trembling. “Yes, Sir. Couldn’t help it.”

    Travis’s grip tightened, guiding him toward the bar with deliberate control, the occasional brush of that massive leather bulge against Rick’s thigh making him gasp.

    “Let me buy you a drink, boy,” Travis said, voice rough with promise. “Something to keep that mouth wet before I put it to real work.”

    Rick’s knees nearly buckled. “Thank you, Sir,” he breathed, the words automatic, submissive, eager.

    They settled side by side at the bar, Travis’s body a solid wall of leather heat pressed close. When the drinks came, Travis handed Rick his glass slowly, fingers lingering, forcing eye contact.

    “Drink for me,” Travis ordered quietly. “Slow. I want you feeling every second of what’s coming.”

    “Yes, Sir,” Rick whispered again, taking a careful sip under that intense stare, his caged cock leaking harder with every obedient swallow.

    Conversation stayed light on the surface—gear, the mixer, the crowd—but Rick’s responses grew softer, more deferential, every sentence edged with “Sir.” Travis noticed, of course, and rewarded him with low chuckles and occasional strokes of a gloved thumb across Rick’s knuckles.

    When the glasses were nearly empty, Travis leaned in, lips brushing Rick’s ear.

    “This bar’s fine for teasing,” he murmured, voice dark and filthy. “But I need you somewhere private, boy. Somewhere I can unzip the rest of those pants, lock you down, and turn that pretty red flag into a wide-open reality.”

    Rick’s breath hitched, a soft, needy sound escaping before he could stop it.

    “Please, Sir,” he whispered, the plea raw and immediate. “My place is just a block away. Short walk… I’ll do anything you want there. Anything.”

    Travis’s grin was slow, triumphant.

    “That’s what I wanted to hear. Lead the way, boy. Time to earn every second of those fantasies you’ve been begging for.”

    Rick grabbed his leather jacket from the coat check, shrugging it on quickly as they stepped out into the crisp night air. The street was quiet, the distant hum of the city barely cutting through the thud of their boots on the sidewalk. Every stride Rick took made the black chastity cage shift and tug viciously: the tight base ring sawing at the swollen root of his balls, the short, rigid tube crushing his shaft flat so that even the smallest twitch of arousal felt like it was being ground against unyielding plastic. Three weeks of denial had left his cock hypersensitive; the constant friction of the inner spikes and the vented tip rubbing his slit raw meant thick ropes of pre-cum had been oozing non-stop since the bar, pooling warm and sticky against his trapped head before dripping down to coat his aching balls in a slick, humiliating glaze. Each step smeared that mess further, cooling in the night air, then warming again from his body heat—an endless, maddening cycle that had him walking with a subtle, desperate stiffness.

    They walked close at first, but after half a block Travis deliberately dropped back. Rick felt those eyes boring into him like brands.

    “Fuck, that ass,” Travis growled, voice thick with hunger. “Skin-tight leather showing off every clench, red piping screaming ‘use me.’ Bet that cage is killing you right now, boy—every step grinding that useless dick against its prison while your hole twitches for something useful.”

    Rick whimpered audibly, the words hitting like a lash. His trapped cock surged, slamming against the confines of the tube; the spikes bit in, the ring yanked his balls downward, and a fresh gush of pre-cum pulsed out, soaking through the front of his jock and making the leather pants cling even tighter.

    The condo tower loomed. In the empty lobby they called the elevator, and the moment the doors sealed them inside, Travis took control.

    A gloved hand pressed firmly between Rick’s shoulders, forcing him down until his knees thudded to the carpet. Travis stepped in, fisting Rick’s hair and yanking his face flush against the massive bulge straining his leather pants. The heat radiating through the tight hide was scorching; Rick could feel the thick vein along Travis’s shaft pulsing against his cheek as Travis ground forward.

    “You’re my bitch tonight,” Travis snarled, rolling his hips so the heavy ridge dragged over Rick’s lips and nose. “My locked-up, leaking fuckhole. Feel how hard you’ve made me? That’s what a real cock feels like, boy—while yours stays crushed and dripping in its little black cage.”

    Rick moaned helplessly into the leather, the vibration sending another futile surge through his denied dick. The cage felt impossibly smaller now, the tube pinching cruelly as his shaft tried to swell, the ring pulling his balls so tight they throbbed in time with his heartbeat. Pre-cum poured out in a steady stream, running down his thighs inside the pants, warm and shameful.

    “Yes, Sir,” he gasped against the bulge. “Your bitch… please.”

    The elevator chimed. Travis hauled him up, smirking at the way Rick swayed, cage swinging heavily between his legs.

    Inside the condo, boots and jackets were discarded in a trail leading straight to the bedroom. City lights painted the room in soft glow as Travis backed Rick against the foot of the bed, big hands roaming possessively.

    “One thing before we start, boy,” he said, voice dropping to that calm, serious tone that made Rick’s stomach flip. “We use the traffic light system tonight. Green means good—keep going. Yellow means slow down, check in. Red means full stop, no questions. You say the word, everything pauses. Got it?”

    Rick swallowed, nodding quickly, the simple clarity of it grounding him even as his pulse raced. “Yes, Sir. Green right now.”

    Travis’s approving smile was small but genuine. “Good boy.”

    Travis’s palm slid down the front of the skin-tight leather pants and cupped the rigid outline of the cage with deliberate force. His fingers traced every unforgiving edge—the thick base ring biting into swollen flesh, the short tube compressing Rick’s shaft into a flattened, aching stub, the tiny padlock tugging with every desperate twitch. He squeezed, rolled, twisted just enough to make Rick cry out and double forward.

    “Goddamn,” Travis breathed, voice raw with lust. “Look at this pathetic little prison. Balls bloated and purple, cock trying to burst out of a tube way too small for it. You’re absolutely dripping, aren’t you? Three weeks locked, leaking like a broken faucet, and still you wore that red harness begging someone to ignore this useless nub and fist you senseless.”

    *He knows. He’s seeing exactly how desperate I am—and he likes it. Fuck, I’m so humiliated… and so proud he’s the one who found me like this.*

    Rick’s knees buckled; he clutched at Travis’s leather shirt, panting. “Yes, Sir… three weeks. It hurts so bad… aches constantly… please—”

    Travis pressed harder, grinding the cage in his palm until Rick sobbed, another thick spurt of pre-cum forcing its way through the slit and soaking Travis’s glove through the leather pants.

    “Perfect,” Travis growled, biting Rick’s neck. “Strip. Everything off except that soaked jockstrap and the harness. I want to watch this locked cock bob and drip while I decide how deep I’m going to open that greedy red-flagged hole tonight.”

    Travis leaned back just enough to keep Rick pinned with his stare, gloved hand still idly rolling the cage through the leather, drawing another broken whimper from deep in Rick’s chest.

    “Got anything cold to drink, boy?” he asked, voice gravel-rough.

    Rick’s throat worked around a swallow. “Yes, Sir… beers in the fridge. Or I can make you whatever you want.”

    Travis squeezed the cage once more, hard enough that Rick’s vision sparked white at the edges, then let go. “Beer’s perfect. Ice-cold.”

    He turned and stalked out of the bedroom, heavy boots thudding down the hall. Halfway to the kitchen he threw back over his shoulder, “While I’m gone, get this bed ready for some filthy hole-wrecking. I want every fucking thing laid out and waiting when I walk back in. Don’t make me wait.”

    “Yes, Sir,” Rick gasped, the words scraping out raw.

    The moment Travis vanished, Rick moved fast, hands shaking with adrenaline and need. He yanked the thick black waterproof blanket from under the bed and snapped it open, the heavy vinyl landing with a loud slap across the mattress. The crinkle filled the room as he smoothed it flat, knowing it would soon be soaked with lube, sweat, and whatever else Travis forced out of him.

    From the bottom drawer he pulled his kit: pump bottle of thick Crisco-style elbow grease, a quart of pre-mixed X-Lube that sloshed thick and viscous in its bottle, boxes of black nitrile gloves in XL, stacks of thick towels. Then the toys—lined up by size like soldiers waiting for war: a fat plug to start, a veined monster dildo that always made his gut clench, and finally the heavy silicone fist, knuckles gleaming, wide enough that just looking at it made his hole spasm and his caged cock leak another helpless ribbon of pre-cum down his thigh.

    Pants finally stripped off and tossed aside, Rick climbed onto the bed naked except for the soaked Bike jock and red harness. The cage jutted forward obscenely—short black tube slick with three weeks of denied slime, swollen purple head bulging against the end, balls hanging heavy and aching below the tight ring. He could feel every heartbeat throbbing in his trapped shaft, every pulse making the spikes bite deeper.

    He dropped to all fours in the dead center of the blanket, knees spread wide, back dipped low, face pressed to the vinyl so his ass lifted high. The thin straps of the jock cut between his hairy cheeks, framing his twitching hole perfectly—already slick with nervous sweat, clenching and relaxing in greedy little pulses at the thought of what was coming.

    The hallway boots returned, slow and deliberate. Travis paused in the doorway, two sweating bottles of beer dangling from one hand. Cold condensation dripped from the glass onto the floor as he took in the scene: the gleaming blanket, the arsenal of lube and toys, and Rick—trembling, displayed, hole winking shamelessly in the lamplight.

    Travis’s tongue dragged slow across his lower lip. His voice dropped to a guttural growl that Rick felt in his balls.

    “Jesus fucking Christ. Look at this hungry fist pig, already drooling for it. Ass up like a goddamn offering.” He cracked open one beer with a sharp hiss, took a long pull, throat working as he stared. “You’re gonna be gaping and ruined by the time I’m done with you, boy.”

    Rick exhaled the last deep hit of poppers in a long, ragged shudder, the sharp amyl burn lingering like sweet acid in his lungs and throat. The rush crashed over him instantly, a euphoric tidal wave that set his entire body alight: blood pounding like war drums in his ears, veins dilating wide until his skin flushed crimson-hot and tingling, every pore prickling with electric sensitivity. His muscles turned to molten liquid—shoulders sagging heavy into the vinyl blanket, thighs quivering uncontrollably, and most intensely, his sphincter melting into utter surrender. The tight ring of muscle bloomed open wide and effortless, pulsing in slow, greedy waves that made his hairy rim flutter visibly, wet and slick with spit, begging for invasion. The room spun in dizzy euphoria, colors sharpening to vivid extremes—the black vinyl gleaming under lamplight, Travis’s leather-clad form towering like a shadowed god. The air thickened with scents: the acrid poppers bite mingling with raw cock-musk, warm leather, and the faint salty tang of his own pre-cum. His caged cock surged futilely against its prison, the inner spikes sinking deeper into swollen, hypersensitive flesh, the ring yanking his bloated balls with cruel precision. A thick, syrupy ribbon of pre-cum spurted out the vented tip, splattering hot and sticky against his trapped sac before dripping in slow, humiliating trails down his inner thighs, cooling in the air and making his skin goosebump.

    Travis closed the distance in a single predatory step, his furnace-hot body pressing flush against Rick’s spread cheeks—the coarse hair on his thighs rasping against Rick’s smooth skin, the heavy weight of his leather pants still hanging open like a frame for the monster between his legs. That fat, flared cockhead—ten inches of veined, rigid steel, uncut foreskin peeled back to reveal a glistening, pre-cum-smeared crown—nudged insistently at Rick’s loosened, spit-wet pucker. The blunt pressure was immediate and overwhelming: a heavy, burning tease right at the entrance, the broad tip stretching the sensitive rim just enough to make it yield wider on pure instinct, the poppers amplifying every micro-sensation into firework bursts of need.

    “Ready, boy?” Travis growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that vibrated through Rick’s spine and straight to his denied cock. One gloved hand clamped down on Rick’s hip like a vice, leather creaking, fingers digging bruises into flesh hard enough to leave marks Rick would feel for days.

    Rick’s mouth parted, the word “Yes—” barely a hoarse whisper forming on his tongue, when Travis snapped his hips forward with brutal force.

    In one aggressive, merciless thrust, Travis buried himself balls-deep.

    Rick’s breath exploded out in a raw, guttural cry, his back arching violently off the bed as that massive cock speared into him—thick shaft splitting his hole wide open, the burning stretch searing every inch like molten iron forging him anew. The poppers transformed the invasion into pure, mind-shattering ecstasy: his loosened walls swallowed the intrusion greedily, rippling and clenching spasmodically around the invading girth, every bulging vein and ridge dragging across hypersensitive nerves with electric friction. Ten inches plunged deep in a single, unrelenting drive, the flared head punching past his inner ring and bottoming out hard against his gut, filling him so completely that Rick felt stuffed, claimed, ruined in the best way. His hole burned with the raw stretch—no lube beyond spit, the friction hot and primal—but the chemical high turned pain into blinding pleasure, his prostate lighting up like a live wire on that first brutal hit.

    Travis didn’t pause, didn’t give Rick a second to adjust—he took immediate, savage command. His hips pulled back slow at first, just enough to drag that thick length halfway out with a wet, sucking slurp, Rick’s walls clinging desperately, trying to pull him back in. Then Travis slammed forward again, harder this time, the impact jolting Rick’s entire body forward on the bed, his caged cock swinging wildly and rattling like a broken toy. The room erupted with obscene sounds: the wet, fleshy slap of Travis’s leather-clad hips colliding against Rick’s sweat-slick ass cheeks, the heavy thud of his pendulous balls smacking Rick’s taint with each punishing drive, the squelching suck of cock plunging into spit-lubed hole over and over. Travis fucked with raw, animal abandon—no rhythm at first, just feral thrusts that varied in speed and angle, grinding deep one moment to mash against Rick’s prostate and send lightning bolts of pleasure-pain exploding behind his eyes, then shallow and rapid the next, teasing the rim until Rick’s hole fluttered and gaped helplessly.

    Sweat poured down Rick’s back, soaking the red harness straps that dug into his chest, his salt-and-pepper hair matted and wild. Each thrust drove the air from his lungs in broken, needy gasps—”Ah! Fuck! Sir!”—his fists clawing deep furrows into the vinyl blanket, knuckles white and aching. The cage tormented him relentlessly: every inward slam made his trapped cock surge uselessly, the spikes biting cruelly into swollen flesh, pre-cum gushing in frantic pulses that soaked his jock pouch and ran in warm rivulets down his legs. He could feel Travis’s gloved hands everywhere—one gripping his hip for leverage, the other sliding up to fist Rick’s hair, yanking his head back to arch his neck and expose his throat, forcing him to feel every dominating inch.

    Travis leaned over him now, chest pressing down, leather shirt creaking against Rick’s sweat-drenched back, his breath hot and ragged in Rick’s ear. “Take it, you greedy fist pig,” he snarled, voice thick with lust, hips pistoning relentlessly—deep, grinding strokes that bottomed out with a wet thud, twisting just enough to make Rick’s walls spasm and milk him. “This hole’s mine now. Feel how raw I’m fucking you? No mercy for a locked-up slut like you—gonna breed you deep before I fist you open even wider.” His heavy balls slapped harder, the scent of their mixed sweat and musk filling the air, Travis’s cock throbbing thicker inside him, pre-cum slicking the way for even more brutal drives.

    Rick could only surrender, his body a vessel for Travis’s aggression—moans spilling out in helpless, wordless pleas, his hole clenching greedily around every veined inch, the poppers high fading just enough to let the raw burn creep in, making the pleasure sharper, more intense. He was Travis’s red-flagged bitch, fucked raw and owned, every thrust pushing him closer to that edge of ecstasy without release.

    Travis’s hips kept hammering forward, a brutal, piston-like rhythm that shook the bed and made Rick’s body rock helplessly with every impact. His hole had surrendered completely now—swollen, slick, and gaping beautifully around the invading shaft, the hairy rim flushed deep red and pulsing greedily with each withdrawal.

    He pulled out all the way again and again, letting Rick feel the sudden, aching void before slamming back in to the root with a wet, filthy smack. Rick screamed in raw pleasure, voice cracking, drool spilling from his open mouth onto the vinyl as his prostate took the relentless pounding.

    “Listen to you, you fucking whore,” Travis snarled, sweat dripping from his jaw onto Rick’s back. “Screaming like a cheap back-room slut getting bred for the first time. This greedy cunt is swallowing my raw cock like it’s starving—look how it gapes when I pull out, begging me to wreck it deeper. You’re nothing but a locked-up, red-flagged fist pig, boy. A desperate, dripping hole that lives to get ruined by real men.”

    Rick sobbed yes, pushing back shamelessly, his caged cock swinging and leaking in frantic ropes.

    Travis sped up, thrusts turning savage, hips blurring as he chased his edge. “That’s right, bitch—take it. Take every thick inch like the cum-dump you are. Been dreaming about this on my feed, haven’t you? Jerking that pathetic caged nub night after night, wishing some hung leather daddy would come along and turn your slutty ass into a loose, leaking sleeve. Well here I am, whore—using you exactly how you deserve.”

    Rick’s moans turned into broken, animal cries, knuckles white as he clung to the bed for dear life.

    “Fuck—gonna flood this filthy hole,” Travis growled, voice ragged, balls drawing up tight. “Pump you so full of my load you’ll feel it sloshing in your guts for days. Mark you inside like the breeding bitch you were born to be—”

    Rick clenched hard, milking him, silently pleading for the hot rush.

    But at the absolute brink, Travis ripped out with a guttural roar, cock slapping heavy and slick against Rick’s ass, shaft throbbing violently as he squeezed the base in a white-knuckled grip. His whole body shook with the effort of holding back, pre-cum oozing in thick strings from the flared head.

    “Turn the fuck around, cum-rag,” he barked, chest heaving. “On your knees. Open that whore mouth and taste your nasty hole on my cock. Clean every drop of your ass off me like the eager pig you are.”

    Rick spun instantly, dropping hard to the floor, mouth watering at the sight of that massive, glistening shaft—ten inches coated in spit, pre-cum, and the raw, musky flavour of his own stretched hole. He lunged forward, lips stretching wide, sucking greedily, tongue lapping hungrily at every veined inch to savour the filthy proof of how thoroughly he’d been used.

    Travis’s cock softened slightly in the wet heat, the urgent swell easing, but Rick didn’t slow—he bobbed desperately, throat working, saliva dripping down his chin as he worshipped the slick, ass-flavoured length like it was his only purpose.

    Travis tangled a gloved hand in Rick’s hair, guiding him roughly. “Good little cleanup slut,” he sneered. “Keep sucking, pig. We’re nowhere near done.”

    Then he pulled Rick off with a wet pop, voice dropping to a dark command.

    “Back on the bed. All fours. Ass high and spread. Time to turn that pretty red flag into a wide-open rose for my fist.”

    Rick eased back onto the bed with deliberate grace, the thick waterproof blanket crinkling loudly under his knees and palms as he crawled forward. The vinyl was already warm and slick from his sweat and pre-cum, clinging slightly to his skin as he settled into position. He dropped onto his elbows, forehead pressing into the cool, faintly plasticky surface, and arched his back deeply—lifting his ass high with unmistakable pride. His hairy cheeks spread wide on their own, the thin black straps of the soaked Bike jock cutting deep lines into his flesh, framing his swollen, well-fucked hole perfectly. The rim was flushed dark red, glistening with residual spit and the slick remnants of Travis’s raw pounding, twitching visibly in the lamplight, still loose and hungry. Cool air kissed the sensitive, exposed skin, making him shiver and clench involuntarily, while the red harness straps dug into his chest and back with every breath, a constant reminder of the flag he’d flown tonight. Between his thighs, the black cage swayed heavy and relentless—tube slick with hours of denied leakage, the swollen head mashed painfully against the end, a fresh bead of pre-cum stretching in a long silver thread before snapping free and splattering onto the blanket below.

    Behind him, Travis’s boots thudded slow and heavy across the hardwood, each step vibrating through the floor and up into Rick’s knees. The sharp, unmistakable snap of nitrile gloves stretching over thick fingers cracked through the room—once, twice—echoing like gunshots in the charged silence. Rick’s breath hitched at the sound, his hole fluttering in conditioned response, a Pavlovian spasm that made his rim wink open and closed. He stayed perfectly still, patient, every sense tuned to the man behind him: the faint creak of Travis’s leather pants as he shifted, the lingering musk of raw sex hanging thick in the air, the subtle metallic tang of the gloves mixing with the chemical bite of lube still in the bottle.

    The pump bottle gave a wet, viscous squelch—three long, deliberate squeezes as thick X-Lube poured into Travis’s gloved palms in heavy, syrupy ropes. The sound was obscene, intimate: slick liquid sloshing, then the slow, deliberate rub of gloved hands warming it, coating every finger until they gleamed wet and shiny under the low light. The faint, clean scent of the lube—slightly sweet, slightly medicinal—cut through the heavier notes of sweat, leather, and ass.

    Travis settled one big, gloved hand on the small of Rick’s back—warm latex pressing firm and grounding, the texture smooth yet grippy against sweat-damp skin. The other hand moved lower, and the first touch was feather-light: cool, thickly slick fingers tracing Rick’s swollen rim in slow, reverent circles. The lube was cold at first contact, a shocking contrast to the heat radiating from his abused hole, but it warmed instantly, spreading in glossy layers over every fold and hair. Travis took his time, coating the puffy outer ring generously, letting the gel sink in until Rick’s rim shone slick and inviting.

    One finger breached him—slow, deliberate, impossibly gentle after the savage fucking. The nitrile was smooth and unforgiving, sliding deep on a thick cushion of lube with a soft, wet sound that made Rick’s toes curl. Travis twisted it carefully, spreading the slick inside, opening him with patient strokes that coaxed rather than forced. Rick exhaled a long, shaky moan, pushing back just slightly, thighs trembling as the gentle burn bloomed into warm, melting pleasure.

    A second finger joined—scissoring wide, stretching him further, the lube squelching softly with every careful movement. Travis paused, letting Rick’s walls flutter and adjust, thumb stroking soothingly along the slick rim, tracing the sensitive skin until Rick’s breath evened out again.

    Then a third—slow push, slow twist, knuckles pressing gently against the ring before easing deeper. Another deliberate pause, the room filled only with Rick’s soft, needy whimpers, the wet sounds of gloved fingers working lube into tender flesh, and the steady, approving rhythm of Travis’s breathing behind him.

    “That’s it, boy,” Travis murmured, voice low and velvet-rough. “Feel how gentle I’m being now? Opening this pretty, wrecked hole nice and slow… getting you ready for what’s coming next.”

    Travis kept his rhythm steady and deliberate, four thick gloved fingers now plunging deep into Rick’s sloppy, lube-soaked hole with increasing speed. The nitrile gleamed wet under the light, coated in thick strands of X-Lube that stretched and snapped with every withdrawal, the wet squelching growing louder, more rhythmic. Rick’s swollen rim gripped and released around the digits, flushed deep crimson, the dense hair matted flat and shiny.

    Rick arched his back harder, a raw, desperate moan tearing from his throat as he pushed his ass upward—tilting his hips shamelessly, feeding his greedy hole straight onto Travis’s hand like an offering. Inside, the sensation was electric: four fingers spreading him wide, dragging across his velvet walls, the thick lube turning every stroke into slick, molten heat that radiated deep into his gut. His prostate throbbed with each pass, a heavy, swollen knot of fire that sent waves of pleasure-pain pulsing through his pelvis, making his caged cock leak in helpless, rhythmic spurts.

    Travis watched every twitch, every shudder—the quiver in Rick’s thighs, the curl of his toes, the way his breath hitched and stuttered. His free hand stayed warm and reassuring on Rick’s lower back, thumb tracing slow circles. When Rick’s moans edged toward overwhelmed, Travis slowed, voice soft and caring.

    “You good, boy? Everything feeling right?”

    Rick could only grunt deep in his chest—a low, affirmative rumble—and nod frantically, face buried in the blanket, sweat dripping from his brow.

    Travis’s smile was audible in his voice. “That’s my boy.”

    He quickened again, four fingers pumping faster, twisting deeper, knuckles bumping Rick’s rim on every thrust. The internal stretch burned sweet now—Rick feeling every ridge of those fingers scissoring inside him, opening his chute wider, the lube sloshing warm and heavy in his depths, coating his inner walls until he felt slick and weightless inside.

    Travis reached for the poppers again, pressing the bottle firmly under Rick’s nostril. “Big hit. Breathe it in deep.”

    Rick inhaled hard—long, greedy pulls that scorched his lungs and exploded behind his eyes. The rush hit like lightning: blood roaring, skin blazing, and most intensely, his sphincter dissolving into pure liquid heat. Deep inside, his muscles went slack and euphoric, the ring blooming open effortlessly, inner walls softening into warm, pulsing silk that fluttered and begged.

    Travis felt it instantly—the sudden give, the greedy suck of Rick’s hole pulling at his hand. He tucked his thumb tight against his palm, formed a smooth cone, and pressed forward with steady, unrelenting pressure.

    The knuckles breached him.

    Rick’s entire body seized as Travis’s fist slid inside in one slow, inexorable glide—the widest stretch flaring his rim to its limit, a burning ring of fire that morphed into blinding fullness as the hand popped past and settled deep in his gut. Inside, the sensation was overwhelming: Travis’s fist a hot, solid mass filling him completely, pressing against his inner walls from every direction, the gentle curve of knuckles nudging his prostate into a constant, throbbing ache of ecstasy. He felt stuffed beyond capacity—his gut heavy and distended, a deep, intimate pressure that radiated through his abdomen, making his breath come in short, shocked gasps. Every tiny shift of Travis’s wrist sent waves rolling through him, his chute rippling and clenching helplessly around the intrusion, the thick lube sloshing warmly with the movement.

    Rick let out a deep, guttural grunt of pure, animal approval—raw and satisfied, his back bowing as he pushed back for more.

    Travis stilled, letting him adjust, feeling the frantic flutter of muscle around his wrist. “Still with me, Rick? You okay?”

    Rick nodded hard, a shaky, eager motion, sweat dripping from his temples.

    Travis began to move—slow, deliberate twists at first, turning his fist gently inside the velvet heat. Rick felt every millimeter: the slow grind against his prostate sending deep, rolling pleasure through his core, the subtle shift of knuckles stretching different spots inside him, the warm slosh of lube coating his depths. Travis read him perfectly—watching the clench of his hole, the tremor in his thighs—and gradually picked up the pace: deeper twists, short controlled punches, then rhythmic thrusts that made Rick’s inner walls quiver and his moans rise into desperate, pleading cries, the fullness inside him building to an almost unbearable, perfect intensity.

    Travis’s fist moved with exquisite control, gradually building speed—short, deliberate thrusts that grew smoother and deeper, the thick glove sliding through Rick’s velvet heat on rivers of warm lube. Nothing sudden, nothing rough; just a steady, relentless rhythm that stirred Rick’s insides like a slow tide.

    Deep in his gut, the sensation was pure, overwhelming bliss: Travis’s knuckles grinding slow circles against his swollen prostate, sending heavy, throbbing waves of pleasure radiating outward until his entire pelvis felt molten and alive. The fist filled him so completely that every tiny shift pressed against his inner walls from every angle, a constant, intimate pressure that made his abdomen feel deliciously bloated and heavy, his chute stretched into a perfect sleeve around the invading hand. Warm lube sloshed softly inside him with each motion, coating his sensitive depths, turning the stretch into slick, liquid ecstasy that pulsed in time with his heartbeat.

    Rick floated in absolute heaven—eyes rolled back, breath coming in soft, open-mouthed gasps, every nerve singing with the filthy joy of being so utterly owned. The fist inside him was everything: a hot, solid core that made his body hum with surrender, his denied cock leaking helplessly as the deep fullness pushed him toward an edge he couldn’t crest.

    Then, just as gradually, Travis eased back—slow withdrawal, knuckles dragging tenderly against Rick’s inner walls, teasing every raw nerve until the widest part stretched his rim one last time. With a slick, wet pop, the fist slipped free.

    The sudden emptiness crashed through him like a physical void—his gut aching with the loss, inner walls fluttering desperately around nothing, cool air rushing deep into his gaping chute and tickling the slick, exposed pink flesh inside. He felt hollow, needy, his swollen rim pulsing uselessly, craving that perfect fullness again.

    Travis’s gloved hand settled gently on his lower back. “Ready for more, you filthy fist pig?” he growled, voice dripping dark lust.

    Rick swallowed hard and found his voice—soft, trembling, utterly submissive. “Please, Sir… more. I need more.”

    Travis laughed low and filthy. “Begging already, you pathetic cum-rag? That wrecked cunt is gaping like a hungry whore’s mouth, sucking air and dripping lube, and you still need deeper? Fuck yes—I’m gonna punch this sloppy sleeve till it’s ruined for anything smaller than my arm.”

    He pumped fresh lube into both palms—heavy, viscous squelches—coating his gloves until they dripped thick strands. Without pause he pressed forward again, the same hand sinking smoothly past the wrist and deeper this time, knuckles grinding into untouched territory that made Rick’s gut bloom with fresh, burning fullness, the pressure radiating hot and heavy through his core.

    Rick moaned long and filthy, relief flooding him as the stretch returned even more intense.

    Travis twisted hard once, then withdrew completely. He swapped hands seamlessly—fresh left fist now—and punched back in, deeper still, the new angle pressing against different spots inside that sent lightning bolts of pleasure shooting up Rick’s spine. The cycle repeated: slow, deep penetrations, brief holds, then full withdrawals. Each pull-out left Rick’s hole gaping wider—inner walls slick and pink, visible for seconds before fluttering shut—soft wet gushes of air rushing in and out, loud and shameless, the sound alone making his face burn with humiliation and need.

    Travis’s pace shifted—the aggression building fast: longer strokes, harder punches, fists driving in with wet slaps that buried him to mid-forearm, the deeper stretch making Rick’s gut feel impossibly full, his prostate screaming with every impact.

    Rick felt the change and cried out, voice shattering. “Sir—fuck—Sir!”

    “That’s right, you nasty fucking pig,” Travis snarled, voice raw and vicious. “Feel me wrecking this greedy, loose cunt? Punching deeper than any cock could reach, turning your insides into my personal fuck sleeve. You’re just a worthless fist whore now—gaping wide, sucking air like a desperate slut every time I pull out. I’m gonna ruin you, boy. Punch-fuck this red-flagged hole till it stays open forever, till you feel empty without my arm buried in your guts.”

    Rick’s body convulsed uncontrollably—thighs spasming violently, back rippling with shocks, every brutal thrust sending tsunami waves of raw, internal ecstasy crashing through him. Deep inside, the fist owned him completely: grinding, stretching, filling him to the brink, his prostate a throbbing epicenter of bliss, his gut heavy and sloshing with lube and pleasure. Words deserted him entirely; all he could choke out was a broken, breathless chant—“Yes, Sir… yes, Sir…”—each one punched from his lungs on every deep, aggressive thrust, utterly lost in the filthy, overwhelming heaven of being Travis’s destroyed, fist-stuffed slut.

    Travis eased the pace to a slow, almost reverent rhythm—his fist gliding back and forth inside Rick’s ruined, sloppy mancunt with no sharp edges, only smooth, flowing strokes that felt like a lover’s caress from the inside out. Every twist was deliberate, tender: a gentle clockwise roll that cradled Rick’s swollen prostate and coaxed deep, aching waves of warmth through his core; a slow pull that let his inner walls cling lovingly to the retreating arm before easing back in, filling him again with perfect, patient care. The thick lube warmed and sloshed softly with each motion, turning the stretch into a constant, intimate embrace that made Rick feel held, cherished, utterly safe even in his complete vulnerability.

    *God, he’s so deep inside me… not just my body, but everywhere. I’ve never let anyone this far in—never trusted like this. It scares me how much I need it, how much I need him seeing me like this, broken open and still wanted.*

    Travis’s dark eyes never left Rick’s—locked in a gaze so deep it felt like he was seeing straight into Rick’s soul, reading every flicker of emotion written across his sweat-drenched face: the flutter of eyelids when pleasure crested too high, the soft parting of lips on a silent gasp, the way tears of overwhelming sensation gathered at the corners of Rick’s eyes and slipped down his temples. Travis drank it all in, his own expression softening from raw dominance into something warmer, more possessive in the gentlest way—pride, affection, a quiet awe at the trust Rick was giving him so completely.

    *He’s looking at me like I’m precious. Like I’m his. Fifty-something, caged, hairy, sweaty mess that I am… and he’s still here, still holding me together from the inside. I feel so exposed, so raw—like he could shatter me with one wrong move, but he won’t. He’s choosing not to. That’s… that’s everything.*

    With his fist still buried deep—forearm seated snug and steady inside the pulsing heat—Travis reached over to the nightstand again, fingers closing around the cold, sweating beer bottle. Condensation dripped cool onto his leather sleeve as he brought it to his lips, taking slow, deliberate sips, throat working visibly while his other arm stayed perfectly attuned to Rick’s body. He played Rick’s hole like a cherished instrument: tiny adjustments that drew out soft, trembling moans, lingering holds that let Rick feel every inch of connection, gentle rocks that stirred the deepest places and made Rick’s heart ache with how seen he felt.

    *I’m crying and I don’t even care. This isn’t just fisting anymore—it’s him holding the most vulnerable part of me, literally in his hand, and still treating it like something sacred. I’ve waited my whole life for someone to look at me the way he’s looking at me right now.*

    Rick’s chest rose and fell in shallow, overwhelmed breaths, tears slipping freely now—not from pain, but from the raw intimacy of it all. Travis was inside him in the most profound way, and yet the look in his eyes said I’ve got you, you’re safe, you’re mine, and it undid Rick completely.

    Travis took the last slow swallow, the faint clink of the empty bottle returning to the nightstand the only sharp sound in the quiet room. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, eyes still locked on Rick’s, a soft smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

    “There you are,” Travis murmured, voice low and warm, laced with quiet wonder. “Letting me all the way in. You’re so fucking beautiful like this, Rick—giving me everything. I’ve got you, boy. Always.”

    *He means it. I can feel it in the way he’s holding me—steady, careful, like I’m worth protecting even when I’m split wide open. I’m his. Completely. And for the first time in years, I’m not afraid of what that means.*

    His fist moved in one more slow, tender twist, cradling Rick from the inside as their gazes stayed fused, the moment stretching into something deeper than lust—raw, vulnerable, and achingly intimate.

    Travis’s eyes darkened with that final, hungry spark as he shifted gears again. The slow, intimate rhythm vanished—replaced by raw, aggressive punch-fucking. His arm snapped back and slammed forward in short, brutal strokes, fist driving deep into Rick’s totally blown-out hole with wet, forceful slaps. Lube frothed white around his wrist, squirting out in messy spurts with every punishing thrust. The room filled with the obscene symphony of flesh on latex, air gushing in and out of Rick’s gaping rim, and Rick’s own broken, uncontrollable cries.

    Rick’s mind fractured into pure subspace—a floating, weightless haze where thought dissolved and only sensation reigned. Deep inside, every punch felt like thunder rolling through his core: the fist a blazing comet slamming past his rim, stretching him impossibly wide, then filling him so completely that his gut felt heavy, bloated, owned. His prostate exploded with each impact—sharp, electric bursts that shot up his spine and melted into warm, endless waves, turning his pelvis into a throbbing furnace of bliss. The world narrowed to that relentless rhythm: empty… full… empty… full… the sudden void when Travis pulled back leaving him aching and desperate, cool air kissing raw inner walls, then the glorious, burning rush of being stuffed again, deeper than should be possible. Time lost all meaning; pain and pleasure blurred into one perfect, overwhelming white light. He was nothing but hole, nothing but need, floating in total surrender, tears streaming because it was too much and exactly enough.

    Rick convulsed helplessly beneath him—thighs spasming violently, back arching off the bed, face twisted in overwhelming ecstasy. His entire body shook with each impact, prostate screaming under the relentless assault, inner walls rippling and milking the invading arm in frantic waves. Sweat flew from his skin; tears streamed down his temples. He was spent, utterly spent—every ounce of energy drained into the endless pleasure, his mind floating in white-hot subspace, teetering on the edge of complete, total surrender where even his own name felt distant.

    Travis read it all in Rick’s glazed eyes and trembling body. With a low, possessive growl, he delivered a final series of hard, deep punches—each one bottoming out, knuckles grinding against Rick’s deepest spots—then slowly, deliberately pulled his fist all the way out for the last time.

    The withdrawal was exquisite torture. Rick’s ruined hole stayed wide open, a perfect, slick rose blooming in the lamplight, pink inner walls pulsing visibly, cool air rushing deep inside. In his subspace fog, the emptiness felt like falling—his body clenching around nothing, aching for the return of that perfect fullness, a soft, broken whimper escaping his lips as reality flickered at the edges.

    Rick couldn’t move, couldn’t speak—only lay there limp and trembling, chest heaving, lost in the echoing fullness and sudden emptiness, drifting in the warm, floaty afterglow of total submission.

    Travis moved quickly, gently but firmly. He hooked his hands under Rick’s thighs and pulled him to the very edge of the bed, lifting Rick’s legs and draping them over his broad, leather-clad shoulders. Rick’s ass hung open and exposed, gaping invitingly, lube and sweat glistening on his swollen rim.

    Travis’s cock—rock-hard again, thick and veined—slapped heavy against Rick’s entrance. With one smooth push, he sank balls-deep into the sloppy, fist-wrecked heat.

    “Fuck,” Travis groaned, voice rough with lust. “Listen to that sloppy mess. Your hole’s nothing but a loose, dripping sleeve now—takes me like it’s been waiting for cock all night.”

    He started slow for only a moment, letting Rick feel every inch sliding through the ruined channel—Rick’s subspace mind registering it as a warm, perfect slide into the void, his walls fluttering weakly around the new intrusion, pleasure blooming fresh and deep.

    Then Travis ordered, low and commanding, “Squeeze for me, boy. Bear down—show me you still got something left.”

    Rick whimpered, summoning the last scraps of strength from his floaty haze. His battered muscles clenched weakly around Travis’s shaft, fluttering and gripping as best he could, the effort sending soft sparks through his over-sensitized depths.

    Travis’s eyes softened for a heartbeat, a proud smile breaking through. “Good boy,” he murmured, thumb stroking Rick’s calf. “Such a perfect fucking boy.”

    Then the gentleness vanished. Travis gripped Rick’s thighs hard and fucked him—hard, fast, relentless. His hips snapped forward in a punishing rhythm, cock slamming deep into the loose, sloppy heat, balls slapping wetly against Rick’s ass on every thrust. The bed rocked; the room filled again with the raw sounds of skin on skin, lube squelching around Travis’s pistoning shaft.

    Rick felt Travis swelling thicker inside him, thrusts turning erratic, breath coming in harsh growls. With the very last shred of energy he had left, Rick cried out—voice hoarse, desperate, pleading—“Please, Sir… pump me full… breed your faggot’s sloppy ass… please, fill me with your cum…”

    Travis’s eyes flashed, jaw clenching as the words pushed him right to the edge. His pace turned savage—one, two, three final, brutal thrusts—and then he slammed in to the hilt, burying himself deep as his cock pulsed and erupted, flooding Rick’s wrecked hole with thick, hot ropes of cum.

    He pumped his load deep—hot, heavy spurts flooding Rick’s guts, coating his inner walls, marking him from the inside out. Each pulse felt endless, Travis’s hips grinding forward instinctively to force every drop as far as it would go, his balls drawing tight against Rick’s ass as he emptied himself completely. The warmth spread through Rick’s core like liquid fire, filling the emptiness left by the fist, claiming him in a way that made his spent body shudder one last time.

    Both men were utterly spent—Travis’s chest heaving, leather shirt clinging damp to his skin, thighs trembling from the exertion; Rick limp and boneless beneath him, muscles twitching in aftershocks, breath coming in shallow, ragged gasps. Emotionally, Rick was shattered open—raw, vulnerable, floating in a haze of total surrender, tears still drying on his cheeks from the overwhelming intimacy and ruin.

    Travis eased out slowly, his softening cock slipping free with a wet sound, a thick trickle of cum immediately leaking from Rick’s gaping, swollen hole. He stood for a moment, catching his breath, eyes drifting to the row of toys still laid out on the dresser. With a tired but satisfied smirk, he stepped over and selected a medium-sized silicone plug—smooth, black, thick enough to keep everything sealed but not cruel after the night’s destruction.

    Without adding any extra lube, trusting the mess already inside, Travis returned and pressed the tapered tip against Rick’s spent, sloppy rim. One firm, steady push seated it fully—the plug sliding home with a soft, wet pop, locking his load deep inside.

    Rick whimpered faintly at the sensation, too drained to do more than accept it, the fullness a comforting, possessive weight.

    Travis leaned down, brushing sweat-damp hair from Rick’s forehead, voice low and rough with affection and command.

    “You’re keeping that plug in for the rest of the night, boy. My cum stays right where it belongs—deep in your wrecked hole. Feel me every time you move.”

    Then, without a word, Travis stripped off his leather shirt and gloves, tossing them aside. He climbed onto the bed, sliding in behind Rick and pulling the exhausted man into his arms—chest to back, big-spoon style. One strong arm wrapped around Rick’s waist, hand splaying possessively over the base of the plug, applying gentle, steady pressure that kept everything sealed and reminded Rick exactly who he belonged to now. The scent of leather, sweat, and sex clung to Travis’s skin as he nuzzled into Rick’s neck, lips brushing damp salt-and-pepper hair.

    “You were perfect tonight,” Travis murmured, voice soft and warm against Rick’s ear. “Took my fist like you were made for it. Opened up so beautifully for me… gave me everything. I’m proud of you, Rick. So fucking proud.”

    Rick, deep in subspace and emotionally raw, felt fresh tears prick his eyes—quiet, happy ones of total release. He melted back into Travis’s chest, a broken little sigh escaping as the strong arms held him together. For the first time in years, he felt completely safe, completely seen.

    Travis pressed a slow kiss to the nape of his neck, then another to his shoulder. “Sleep now, boy,” he whispered. “Tomorrow morning you’re gonna text me a picture of that plug still locked in place before you even think about taking it out. And next weekend… I’m coming back. Gonna fist you deeper, keep you open longer, turn that pretty red flag into something permanent.”

    Rick managed the faintest, blissful nod, voice gone, body limp in Travis’s embrace.

    Travis smiled against his skin, holding him tighter. “Good boy. Mine now.”

    In the quiet aftermath, with Travis’s cum sealed deep and the steady rise and fall of his chest against Rick’s back, Rick finally drifted off—wrecked, plugged, bred, and for the first time in a long time, utterly, perfectly at peace.

  • Awakening of a Slave

    Main Characters

    James Grant

    • 19 years old
    • Freshman at Midwest University
    • Walk on basketball team member
    • Class A Illinois High School Basketball Champion
    • 6’0
    • Blue eyes
    • Golden blonde hair
    • White skin with a golden tan
    • Very toned
    • From a small farming town in Central Illinois
    • Ultra-masculine farm boy

    Master Damion Jordan

    • 20 years old
    • Sophomore at Midwest University
    • Recruited with full scholarship for basketball
    • Class AAAA Illinois High School Basketball Champion
    • 6’7 
    • Green eyes
    • Black hair
    • Deep black skin
    • Very muscular
    • From Chicago, Illinois
    • The epitome of a confident, masculine man

    Chapter 1

    Walking down the hall to his teammate’s suite, James Grant couldn’t believe he’d gotten himself into this situation. It was only the second month of his college career. Just months earlier, he had completed one of the greatest Illinois High School Class A careers ever—state titles in football, basketball, and the 100 and 200 meters.

    He not only was a talented athlete, but he looked the part too. At 6 feet tall with a muscular build, blonde hair, blue eyes, and a golden tan complexion, he was a walking Greek statue. These things came naturally to him so while he did focus much of his time on his body and athletic skills, he never had to try too hard. He also did very well in the classroom, so his high school life may have been more of a big fish in a little pond than hard work.

    There was no shortage of girls interested in him as well. He found it a distraction from his other ambitions though and quickly started dating Jennifer, a girl the same age in his church. They were a perfect example of high school abstinence. James liked spending his time in the gym with the guys, but sex with them never crossed his mind. He was a man.

    Then he went to college at Midwestern University and everything changed. Suddenly he was a small fish in a big pond. It was always his dream to play basketball for MU, but there were many other big recruits the team went after. Ultimately he was invited to walk on for a chance to make the team which he barely did. It quickly became obvious he wouldn’t be playing much if at all.

    That is where he met Damion Jordan though. Damion was the hottest recruit in college basketball that year, and James could see why. He towered over him at 6’7 and was built like no one he had ever seen before. He was in awe from the moment he first looked up into his piercing green eyes on the court. That made Damion’s complete indifference to James even more frustrating.

    James got more and more depressed as the school year continued and started drinking with some guys destined to be frat bros somewhere. That’s how he ended up at a party at one of the more exclusive fraternity houses. This house always invited the elite athletes which didn’t include him, but one of his new friends got him in and Jennifer came to visit as well.

    Jennifer was all over him in a way that wasn’t normal, but James was very distracted and already drunk. He could see Damion hanging out with the rich leaders of the fraternity sipping some expensive brandy. He continued to chug the cheap keg beer as Jennifer stopped trying. He didn’t even notice her disappear into the crowd. 

    In fact when he woke up with a crazy hangover in the morning in his room alone, he didn’t remember much of anything that night besides a buddy helping him home. Then he heard the familiar sound of a text notification on his phone.

    He lazily rolled over and searched for his phone in the pants laying by his bed. After finally grabbing it and laying back down, he blurrily saw the text from an unknown number was a video of what appeared to be a naked woman on a bed. Then the text accompanying the video made him pop up instantly.

    The text said, “Thanks for letting me borrow your girlfriend, sport. 😂”

    He played the video and immediately recognized Jennifer’s face. She was nude on all fours on a bed looking back at the person holding the phone recording her. He then heard the filmer in a vaguely familiar voice say, “You sure you want to do this?”

    She said, “Definitely.”

    “Say hi to the camera.”

    She turned, winked, waved at the camera, and said, “Hi, baby.”

    The camera tilted down and the filmer moved up on the bed behind her revealing the biggest black dick James had ever seen in his life. Jennifer began to moan loudly as the Magnum condom covered big cock entered her from behind. Then fucked her for several minutes before cumming on her back.

    Then the phone flipped to reveal the filmer who James immediately recognized as Damion Jordan saying, “Thanks, bro.” and winking. Then it was over.

    James couldn’t believe it. He immediately texted back “WTF man” without thinking.

    He laid back down and his head continued to pound from the hangover and the embarrassment of having his star teammate humiliate him. He didn’t see how things could get any worse for him at that moment. Then flipped over to bury his head in his pillow and realized as he lay on his stomach, he had a hard-on.

    He flipped back over and put his hand down his pants to grab his super hard 4 inch dick. He knew from the locker room his dick was the least impressive part of his body, but never concerned himself with it. He was confused and maybe still a little drunk but began jerking off and then played the video again–watching the huge black dick fuck the little hole. He quickly came all over his bare stomach.

    Then he heard the text notification again rushing him back to reality. What had he just done?

    He put the phone on the dresser not wanting to deal with it yet and got up to jump in the shower to clean the mess he had made. The warm shower felt good on his pounding head.

    He finished, dried off, walked back to his room and sat on the bed naked. He noticed in a mirror his abs weren’t quite as defined as usual which didn’t help his mood. As he sat down he heard another text notification.

    Knowing he couldn’t avoid it forever, he picked up the phone to see two texts from the same number that sent him the video–Damion’s.

    “Just taking what I deserve. You don’t agree?”

    “I don’t tolerate mediocrity on my teams. You needed to be taught a lesson. Come by my room at 1pm to continue it. Reply that you understand.”

    James knew he hadn’t been doing great but didn’t think anyone let alone Damion noticed or cared. The coaches didn’t pay much attention to him either. He looked at the time on the phone which was already 12:45pm. 

    He pondered just quitting the team for a minute but knew he couldn’t do that. He needed to man up, so he quickly texted back, “I understand.” Then got dressed in his usual boxer briefs, gym shorts, t-shirt, Nike socks, and some Nike basketball shoes. Then he headed down the hall to where Damion’s two room suite was located as he thought about how he had gotten in this situation.

    He knew he couldn’t change the past though, and he quickly found himself standing in front of Damion’s suite door with just a minute to spare. He was sweating and his hand shook as he hesitated a moment before knocking on the door. He had to man up.

    In less than a minute but what seemed like forever for James the door opened revealing Damion in just a pair of grey sweatpants. James couldn’t help but check out his amazingly molded 8-pack abs and the massive pecs above them. Then his eyes wandered down to the outline of the 13-inch massive cock he had jerked off to earlier before being startled by Damion’s deep voice.

    “Eyes up here man”

    Fuck. What am I doing? James thought.

    “Follow me, “ Damion said as James looked up into those green eyes.

    He followed James in through the living room of the suite where Damion’s roommate, Jamal, was playing a video game.

    “You remember James from the B-squad, right?”

    “Yeah, man. What’s up?” Jamal gave James a nod, and James did so too not knowing what to say in his predicament. 

    Damion very calmly said as he continued to walk back to his room, “We’re just going to catch up on some homework.” James followed.

    Damion sat in a chair by his desk and pointed beside the bed, “Close the door. Stand over there. Don’t sit.” James felt his stomach churn as he reached back to close the door and move to the spot Damion instructed. He noticed he was looking at the floor and looked up to see Damion’s judging eyes above his beautiful torso.

    “Your girl told me you haven’t paid much attention to her and haven’t been talking much lately”

    “Look man. That really wasn’t cool what…”

    Damion interrupted, “I didn’t ask a question.”

    James froze, unsure what to say. Damion’s commanding tone made it clear he’d done something wrong. “Sorry man,” he said and looked back at the floor.

    “Now listen up. I remember seeing you in the state championships, and you’re not half bad.”

    James was surprised by the semi-compliment.

    “Your workouts have been half‑ass, and your girl says you’re distracted, partying too much, and not even into her.”

    “I’ve just…,” started James as he looked back up into those green eyes.

    “I still didn’t ask you a question,” Damion said more sternly and sat up in his chair.

    “Sorry,” James said immediately as he noted Damion’s assertiveness and looked back to the floor.

    “So I’ve got two problems we need to take care of, James. One is your lack of effort and direction. That one will be easy. The second one is that I don’t allow queers on my team.”

    “But I’m not gay!” James blurted looking back up at Damion who quickly stood up and walked just in front of him. He had to tilt his head back to look up into Damion’s very serious looking eyes, and James was scared.

    “If you’re not, then why do you stare at my body and my dick, every chance you get? And don’t act like you don’t?”

    Fuck. He had just been caught red-handed at the door, but also didn’t realize Damion ever noticed anything he did.

    James managed to stutter, “I… I…,” before Damion suddenly reached his hand out and grabbed James’ hard dick.

    “And why is your dick hard?”

    James was stunned. He was terrified and turned on so much at the same time. Those feelings and having the mountain of man grab his dick made he cum right there.

    Damion immediately let go. “Holy shit dude.” he laughed and went back to his chair, continuing to laugh.

    James didn’t know what to do. He wanted to cry but didn’t want to be weak. He then started to beg Damion. “Please man. I’ve never done anything with a guy before! I swear! Please don’t tell anyone about this. I can be better on the team. I can make it up to you. I’ll do anything.”

    And that last sentence was what Damion was waiting to hear. “Alright. Listen up.” Damion said, stopping James.

    “This is what I’ll offer you. I will lead your training program. You will do everything I say and follow a set of rules to get you back on the right path. As long as you do that, I will keep this between us.”

    James didn’t hesitate. “Yes, Damion. I’ll do whatever you say to be the best man I can be for the team and you.”

    Damion grinned slightly showing his pleasure. “Okay then. Strip. I need to see what I’m working with.”

    James was confused again. “What?”

    The grin quickly left Damion’s face and he sternly replied, “If you’re going to question what I ask, you can just leave.”

    James quickly apologized, “I’m sorry, Damion. I got it.” He quickly reached back and pulled off his t-shirt and kicked his shoes off. Then pulled his shorts down, pulled each sock off, and stood up.

    “Those too. Then hands behind your head.” Damion said.

    James almost said something but then reached down, pushed his boxer briefs down, kicked them to the side, and put his hands behind his head. James felt exposed like he never had before. Damion laughed, “That dick is even smaller than Jennifer described it.” James’ face turned red.

    “Your body isn’t bad but needs a lot of work. I will email you a workout schedule. I’ll also be in contact with the team trainer to make sure you are logging them. I will know if you ever miss one, and you will be punished. Do you understand?”

    “Yes, Damion.”

    “And from now on when we are alone, you will refer to me as Sir. Is that understood?”

    James immediately answered, “Yes, Sir,” surprising himself a little.

    “Now turn around.”

    James answered, “Yes, Sir.” and he turned around feeling more and more humiliated.

    “I’ll make sure those glutes get the workout they need. Now spread your legs, bend over, and spread your cheeks. I need to make sure you weren’t lying to me about that hole being used.”

    James’ face turned even more red as he replied “Yes, Sir” and complied with Damion’s instructions.

    Damion was very pleased to see a hairless, tight, pink hole. “Very good, boy.”

    Being called “boy” by Damion increased James’ humiliation but he also liked it. Damion was paying attention to him, and that excited him. In fact, he could feel his dick start to harden again and immediately tried to think of anything else to stop that.

    “Now turn around. On your knees. Hands behind your back.”

    James replied, “Yes, Sir,” and did as he was told. Damion laughed again as he noticed James’ semi-hard little dick. “I see you’re enjoying this.” James blushed and looked to the floor.

    “That is good. When you kneel before me, you will always keep your eyes lowered unless otherwise instructed. Is that understood?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “Now a few more rules.”

    “You will throw all your underwear away and only wear a jockstrap at all times now. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.” He wondered how far this was going to go but also enjoyed being in Damion’s presence.

    “You will buy seven grey Nike t-shirts with just the small logo on them, and seven pairs of army camo workout shorts with the 3.5” inseam. Those along with your white Nike socks are the only clothing you will wear from now on. If there is an event that requires more clothing, you will ask my permission first. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James began to get more turned on by the thought of his daily routine being defined by Damion. Damion couldn’t believe how lucky he was that he was right about James and began to get turned on himself.

    “Hand me your phone and give me your passcode.” 

    “Yes, Sir.” James reached over to his shorts and retrieved his phone. Then he crawled over to Damion and reached up to hand it to him. Damion’s bulging biceps glimmered in the sun and his pecs flexed as he grabbed the phone from James who was gazing up at him from his knees. James wanted to stay there but knew he should move back to his prior position.

    “Did you forget something?” Damion said as he flashed the lockscreen of the phone to James.

    Shit. “The code is 1476, Sir.”

    “That’s two punishments you will receive now. One for questioning me earlier, and one for your inability to follow instructions.” James’ head sank as he wondered what the punishment would be. An extra workout? Sprints?

    James kneeled in silence with his thoughts as Damion worked with James’ phone. Then James’ thoughts were interrupted by Damion’s voice. “I’ve shared your location with me, so I will know where you are at all times. Your phone should be on you at all times and when I text you you will have two minutes to answer. If not, a punishment will be earned. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James said as he knew with every rule more and more of his free will was being taken. If this is what it took to get back on track though, he would do anything.

    “The next one is simple. No more drinking or any other drugs. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James knew he had been drinking too much but didn’t figure stopping would be hard.

    “Those are a good start, but there will be more as we progress with your training.”

    “Now stand up and open the closet door. Bring me one of the pickle ball paddles hanging inside the door.”

    James thought this was an odd request but replied “Yes, Sir,” and did as he was told.

    “Now put your hands on the bed, spread your feet, and bend your knees.”

    Then James realized what was about to happen but couldn’t believe it. Another man was going to spank him? Like a child? “I don’t know about this…”

    Damion stood immediately asking “What did I say about questioning me?” as he got inches away from James’ face. James looked up into those green eyes and could feel the heat from Damion’s face and smell his smell. It was intoxicating.

    James had never been so intimidated and also so disappointed he had upset Damion. He trembled a bit as he said, “To not too Sir” and gulped.

    Damion didn’t move an inch as he continued. James felt the spit from his words on his face, “Obedience will be the key to your transformation. When you earn a punishment you will be disciplined. You will take it without question. Understand?”

    James was still trembling but didn’t hesitate, “Yes, Sir.”

    “Now bend over the bed.”

    James turned from the brutal stare of the green eyes in his face to the bed. He put his hands down on it and spread his feet. His legs trembled a bit as he bent them slightly. He hadn’t been spanked since he was a young child and never with a paddle. Damion looked down at the site and could feel his cock twitch in his sweatpants again.

    “Are you going to take these punishments like a man now, James?” Damion said.

    James stopped trembling as he pumped himself up. It’s just pain. I can take it. Quit being a pussy. “Yes, Sir. I can take it, Sir.”

    “Good boy. You’re going to get 10 for questioning me earlier. 10 for not following directions. And 20 more for questioning me again. Understand?”

    Fuck. “Yes, Sir”

    “Good boy. And you will count them out as you receive them.”

    “Yes, Sir”

    James was surprised as the paddle landed against his bare ass. “Ahhh” he let out, arched his back, and lifted his hands off the bed. He immediately felt the large strong hand of Damion pushing him back down.

    “Don’t move.”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “And we’ll start over since you can’t count. That was a light one too. Are you sure you can take this like a man?”

    Fuck. But James didn’t hesitate, “Yes, Sir.”

    Then whack!

    James let out a deep breath but quickly said “1.”

    “1, what?”

    Fuck. “1, Sir.”

    “Let’s start over again.” Fuck. Whack!

    “1. Sir.”

    “Good boy.” Whack.

    It’s just pain, James. “2. Sir.” Whack!

    By the time the tenth one landed James had to try as hard as possible not to move. His ass was on fire. He wasn’t sure how he was going to make it through 30 more. Then Damion’s strong hand began to rub the burning area. The heat from his hand was comforting and relaxed James.

    “You did a good job, James.”

    “Thank you, Sir.”

    “Are you ready for the next 10?”

    James winced at the thought of continuing, but didn’t hesitate and said strongly, “Yes, Sir.”

    Damion lifted his caressing hand from James’ red ass. Whack! “1, Sir.”

    Whack! “2. Sir.”

    The onslaught continued. Then James gritted his teeth and a tear started to form as the tenth one landed on his fiery rear. “10, Sir.”

    Damion began to caress the burning area again. “Good boy, James.”

    “Thank you, Sir.” James said as he held back the tear.

    “Do you understand now how punishments must be severe to keep you disciplined?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James sniffled. The strong, warm hand continued to nurture the burning skin of his buttocks. Damion rubbed the burning area for a few minutes. Then James felt the hand disappear. He could sense Damion walking away from him–relieving him the paddling wasn’t immediately continuing.

    It wasn’t long though before he felt Damion approach again. James felt him bend over him. His strong hand appeared in front of his face with his bunched up boxer briefs. “Open your mouth.”

    James opened his mouth even though this made him very nervous. He knew he should trust Damion though–not to question him. Damion stuffed the boxer briefs into James’ inviting mouth as he said, “Good boy. We don’t want Jamal to hear you as we finish up. I’m going to give you the last 20 continuously. Make no mistake this is going to hurt.” 

    James’ eyes got wide as Damion sat down on the bed next to him. Then his strong arm wrapped itself around James’ waist. He pulled him over one knee tightly holding him there so he could not move. Then the other hand brought the paddle firmly down onto James’ already red ass. Then immediately up and back again.

    He counted the slaps in his head. At about 5 he started to cry and moan. At 10 he started to squirm, and Damion pulled his grip in tighter. The next 10 were a blur of pain for James–a sensation he had never felt before. Then it was over. Tears were running down his face. His ass was stinging.

    Then he heard the paddle drop to the floor and once again felt the warm hand start to caress the burning flesh. Damion felt James’ body start to relax in his grip. “Good boy.”

    With those words James realized how good and safe he felt bent over Damion’s knee held tightly in his grip. He wanted this. The stinging of his ass only amplified these feelings. He wanted to do whatever he could to make Damion happy.

    Taming this jock boy had made Damion’s cock rock hard, and he needed to get off. “Back on your knees.”

    James pushed himself up as Damion released his grip. He got back on his knees on the floor with his hands behind his back. Damion stood up from the bed, and James noticed the huge outline of his hard dick in his grey sweatpants. James’ own dick twitched, and James knew he wanted it.

    Damion walked to James and grabbed his hair with one hand and pulled his head back. “Open up.” James did as he was told and Damion grabbed the boxer briefs, throwing them to the floor. Holding his head back so James was looking up into his eyes he said, “Time to thank me for your punishment. How would you like to do that?”

    James swallowed and hesitated. Was he really going to suck another man’s dick? And ask him if he could? “Sir I… I don’t know.”

    Damion pulled his head back further. “Tell me what you want.”

    Damion’s piercing green eyes stared into James’ bright blue eyes as they teared up once more. “I want to please you Sir.”

    “Tell me how you are going to please me.”

    James then succumbed to his most inner desires and said, “I want to suck your dick, Sir.”

    With that Damion smiled and pulled James’ head into his sweatpants. “Feel the big dick against your face? Think you can handle that?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James said as his cock immediately rose to attention.

    Damion let James go and took a step back. He grabbed the waistband of his sweat pants and pushed them down revealing his massive 13-inch dick. James was in awe as Damion stepped back up to him. “Lick it.”

    Now James really had never done anything with a guy before. The idea of licking another man’s cock was still foreign to him. He did as he was told though and licked the top of the huge cock in front of him. The salty taste was strange to him, and he immediately took his tongue back.

    “Don’t stop till I tell you too, cocksucker.”

    James had never let anyone call him that before without getting punched. He had just licked another man’s dick though and felt humiliated. Damion then pushed the dick to his lips and he opened his mouth and licked again. And again. He licked up and down all 13 inches of Damion’s big cock. Then Damion pulled his head back and said, “Take it in your mouth now.”

    James opened his mouth as wide as he could and took the tip of Damion’s cock in it. Then he tested the pre-cum from the tip on his tongue and tried to pull back but Damion held him there. “Just relax. Take the taste in and swallow.” 

    James swallowed the pre-cum and then started to suck on the tip. More pre-cum flowed and James swallowed more. “That’s a good cocksucker.” Damion said as he rubbed James’ head.

    James was defeated. He was on his knees sucking another man’s cock willingly and his own cock was hard. In fact he didn’t even realize he had started to stroke it. Damion then pushed into James’ mouth as far as he could, which was only a few more inches. “Keep sucking. You’ll need a lot of practice but you’ll take it all down your throat eventually.”

    James did as he was told and sucked on the big dick filling his mouth. The site of James trying as hard as he could choking on his dick was really turning him on. He was going to have so much fun breaking this jock even further. It wasn’t long before he grabbed the back of James’ head and pushed in again as far as he could. “Just swallow.”

    He held James’ head in place as he unloaded a load of jizz into his mouth. James wasn’t ready for this. For the first time a man was shooting cum into his mouth. The big load was filling his hole and the salty taste almost made him gag. “Keep sucking!”

    James did as he was told and swallowed the load down his throat. He sucked the rest of it out of the big dick filling his mouth. The cum was now intoxicating to him and before he knew it he was shooting a load of his own all over Damion’s leg and foot.

    Damion pulled his dick out of James’ mouth. In a rush that large, warm hand that was caressing his stinging ass earlier slapped him across the face. “Lick that faggot cum off me now.”

    James had never eaten his own cum but immediately bent down and started licking. It tasted different. Not as good and he almost gagged again. Thankfully his load wasn’t near as big and didn’t take him long to clean up.

    “Now bend back over the bed and assume the same position.”

    Fuck. His ass was still stinging hard from the last punishment, and he was coming down after shooting his third load of the day. What was he doing? Why was he letting this guy control him and call him a faggot?

    “New rule. No jerking yourself off without my permission. Understand?”

    As James bent back over the bed he thought a second about giving up. He didn’t need to take this. He could transfer to a smaller school where he could be the star player again. Then Damion’s large hand landed heavily on his ass renewing the stinging once more. Damion bent over the bed so his face was right next to James’ and said into his ear, “I need to know you understand.”

    James felt the warmth of Damion’s body against his and took in his scent. He knew he didn’t want to give that up, and he confirmed, “Yes, Sir.” And like that, he agreed to let his manhood be controlled by another man. How much further could he go?

    Damion got up and walked towards his desk as he said, “Obedience will not be optional.” Leaning over he grabbed a three foot long bamboo cane from against the backside of the desk. Then turned to put the point of it on the bed just in front of James’ face.

    Fuck. This is going to hurt. It’s just pain.

    “I was going to just give you 10 of these, but since you can’t answer simple questions you will get 20. You will count them for me. Understand?”

    James’ ass burned as he listened to Damion’s commanding voice, but he quickly answered, “Yes, Sir.” He gripped the sheet bulging his own impressive biceps and watched the cane move behind him.

    “Do I need to gag you? Or will you be a good boy?”

    James had committed. He wanted to go further with Damion. He wanted another taste of his body. “I can take it, Sir.”

    “Good boy.”

    James heard the whooshing sound of the cane moving quickly through the air. Then let out a restrained groan and curled his toes as the cane landed. Otherwise, he did not move though.

    “1, Sir.”

    “Good boy. Now these next 9 are going to come quickly. Keep up, boy.”

    Whack! “2, Sir.”

    Whack! “3, Sir.”

    Whack! “4, Sir.”

    Whack! “5, Sir.”

    Whack! “6, Sir.”

    Whack! “7, Sir.”

    Whack! “8, Sir.”

    Whack! “9, Sir.”

    Whack! “10, Sir.”

    James was gripping Damion’s sheets tightly with both fists. His face was bright red and sweat and tears ran down it. His toes still curled as his ass burned and pulsed harder than before. He could feel the welts rising from each strike. Then he felt the warmth of Damion’s hand start to caress the red and bruised skin again, and he began to calm down.

    “Good boy. Do you understand how important obedience is now?”

    James had to quickly gather himself to not look weak. “Yes, Sir. I do, Sir.”

    Damion continued to soothe the bruised ass presented to him. “And you’re going to follow all my rules and orders from now on?”

    “Yes, Sir. I will, Sir.”

    “You’ll do well then.” Damion soothed the beaten cheeks for some time before continuing.

    “Now these last 10 will come fast and hard. No need to count. Take them still and silently. Are you strong enough to do that?”

    James gripped the bed again as Damion noticed the flexing muscles in his back and arms. He confidently spread his feet a little more to present his ass to his punisher. It’s just pain. It’s just pain. It’s just temporary pain. “Yes, Sir.”

    Damion’s hand lifted the cane high in the air and came down hard on James’ already bruised cheeks. The sting was brutal but James just gritted his teeth and clinched his fists harder. Damion smiled as the defeated jock impressively took the hard swat of the cane.

    Emboldened Damion rained the remaining 9 swats on James’ bare ass. The pain was immense for James. He was in a zone now anticipating and taking the intense sting of each swat. Sweat poured down his face but no more tears. He embraced the pain given to him from the man he adored.

    He heard Damion set the cane down and open a jar, but he didn’t dare move until told. Then he felt Damion’s hand begin to rub some kind of cream on his fiery, welt-covered cheeks. “This will help it heal.”

    “Thank you, Sir,” James said as he hung his head in defeat. He was embarrassed to be in this position but also grateful to be in it with Damion.

    Damion finished applying the cream and directed, “Back on your knees.”

    James slowly lifted himself off the bed and back on his knees as the soreness of his bruised ass set in. He kept his eyes lowered to the floor and put his hands behind his back. His little dick was leaking on the floor.

    Damion moved directly in front of James. “Look at me.” James looked up past Damion’s bulging crotch, his 8-packs abs, the huge pecs surrounded by the massive arms, and up into his piercing green eyes. In the matter of less than two hours, he had submitted control of most of his life to this god of a man.

    Damion then lowered the front of his sweatpants down beneath his balls and placed his semi-hard dick on James’s face. How humiliating. The humiliation only grew as he breathed in Damion’s musk, and he enjoyed it.

    “More rules and orders for you. Listen up.”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “I have installed an app on your phone named Obedience and imported my template of tasks that you are to complete daily and weekly. You are to mark these complete as you do them. Failure to do so will alert me and earn you a punishment. Every evening at 10:00pm you will report here if you have any assigned punishments. Understand?”

    James said, “Yes, Sir” as he realized more and more this man would control his daily life. Looking past his huge cock and into his eyes, he wanted that more than anything else at that moment.

    “You will buy a MyFitnessPal premium account, and log all the food you eat. Meet with the team nutritionist to confirm your diet. Each night you will send me your food log. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “In your email, you will find links to buy the uniform pieces we discussed earlier. Buy 7 of each and ship them express so they arrive on Monday. Send me the receipts as soon as you do. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “Each morning you will send me a photo of yourself to show me your uniform. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “Now thank me for letting you be my faggot bitch.”

    James closed his eyes as his mind resisted accepting that sentence and saying it out loud. Quickly he opened them though as Damion pulled his head back with a handful of his blonde locks. “You had my big cock in your mouth, right?”

    “Yes, Sir,” James strained as his head was held back, and he stared into the stern, green eyes beaming down at him.

    “And you sucked a load out of it and swallowed it, right?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “So what does that make you then?”

    A single tear fell down James’ face and he admitted, “I’m your faggot bitch, Sir.”

    Damion let go of James’ hair as he laughed, “That’s right, boy. Now kiss my feet.”

    James didn’t hesitate now as he bent over and kissed each of Damion’s size 16 feet. Then lifted his head back up as Damion swung his big meat and slapped him several times across the face with it. Then once again rested it on James’ face as he looked down upon him.

    “I’m about to let you go back to your room, but your initiation isn’t over yet. It is now 2:45pm, and you will report back here at 7pm. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.”

    “It’s going to be a long Saturday night, so take a nap. Shower. Eat a light meal just before. And arrive in your uniform promptly at 7. If you don’t want to continue, then don’t show up. I’ll forget you exist, and use my time better. Understand?”

    “Yes, Sir.” James replied as he thought there was no way he wouldn’t come back while he looked at the man in front of him, but there were hours before 7.

    “Kiss my dick goodbye for now.” James moved his lips to the tip of the big cock and kissed it deeply taking in the taste on his lips again as his own little dick leaked more.

    “Good boy. Now grab your shirt and clean your tiny dick juices off my floor. Then get dressed and leave.”

    “Yes, Sir.” James said as he watched Damion open the room door, walk into the restroom, and heard the shower turn on. 

    James grabbed his shirt and wiped off the floor, put it on, and stood up as his ass burned again. He grabbed his shorts and slowly pulled them up over his bruised cheeks and then stuffed his bunched up boxer briefs in the pocket. He grabbed his socks and began to sit down on the bed but the pain was too much. He stood and put them on and slid his sneakers on then walked out.

    He heard the loud noise of the video game Jamal was playing. He made his way to the suite door trying not to look at Jamal, but he called out, “Have a good one, James!” 

    James awkwardly stopped and replied, “Yeah, you too man.” Then he turned and quickly left.

    Damion stroked his long dick in the shower as he heard the door close and he smiled. That boy was going to be his property, and the rest of the masters would be impressed.


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  • Welder

    The once luscious copse of trees outside my office window had been gone for months, replaced first by a muddy lot and then by the stark slab of concrete that would be the foundation of the new building. The tranquility had vanished, and with it, my ability to concentrate. Even lunch felt like a chore; the bench I usually sat on faced the empty space where the trees had stood, a constant reminder of what the bulldozers had ripped away. The silence they left behind was heavier than the noise they had made.

    The day the crew arrived to erect the metal skeleton, a strange current hummed through the air, and my attitude shifted. A team of good-looking young men moved with a practiced, almost predatory grace across the site. They bolted this piece to that, their movements a symphony of industry. I must admit, I got very little work done that week. My favorite was the welder. He’d finish a task, strip off his heavy jacket, and reveal a body sculpted by hard work, the thin cotton of his wife-beater clinging to the sweat on his skin. During his lunch break, he’d sit facing my building, and I got an eyeful. What I couldn’t see, I imagined, and my imagination was a fertile, feverish place.

    I envisioned walking over there, the words spilling out of me, telling him exactly what he did to me. I imagined kissing him, the taste of metal and sweat on his lips, letting him take me right there against the unfinished wall. Sometimes, fantasies are the only thing keeping you going, but they’re a poor substitute for the warmth of a real body next to yours. I imagined him coming home with me, his tired voice recounting his day as I made dinner for us. We’d shower together, the steam fogging the glass, and make love before falling asleep in a tangle of limbs. Can a man fall in love with someone he’s never spoken to? As the week drew to a close, the question gnawed at me.

    It was Friday. All day, a mantra played in my head: Go talk to him. But as the sun began to dip lower, casting long shadows across the construction site, I knew I didn’t have the balls. I watched him until five-thirty, his silhouette sharp against the fading light. I knew I couldn’t stay in the empty office building any longer. I headed out to my car, the click of the unlock button echoing in the quiet garage. Just as the doors unlocked, I heard it. “Hey. Hey.”

    My blood ran cold. The welder was walking toward me, his boots crunching on the gravel. I was frozen to the spot. Was he going to beat me up for staring? My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat of panic.

    “You just going to fucking go home without saying anything to me? I mean, after watching me all week?” His voice wasn’t angry; it was something else, something hot and indignant that sent a shiver down my spine.

    I looked from his intense eyes to the ground, a scuff of dirt on my shoe suddenly the most fascinating thing in the world. I had no idea how to answer.

    “Are you that shy?” he pressed.

    I looked back up and managed a weak nod. “Yeah.”

    How could a man so covered in the day’s grime look so devastatingly sexy?

    “Hell, man. You’re going to miss out on life. Let me tell you, this week I’ve had three guys from this building offer to blow me, and two different women and a guy tell me they’d sneak me inside so I could fuck ‘em. But I was thinking no fucking way. I want to talk to that cute guy who keeps looking at me. Didn’t you see me looking at you?”

    He was looking at me? How the hell? I glanced at my office window, the mirrored glass now reflecting the twilight sky, and realized that with the light on inside, you could see in as plain as day.

    “I saw you looking toward my office,” I stammered, “but I didn’t realize you could see me.”

    “Ha! It’s a good thing you didn’t whip it out and pull on it then.” He chuckled, a low, quiet sound that vibrated right through me. “Of course, I would have enjoyed the show. My name’s Shane Walker.”

    I shook his outstretched hand, his grip firm and calloused. “I’m Jason Carter.”

    Shane held on after the shake was over, his thumb brushing over my knuckles. “So, you’re the quiet type, ain’t you, Jason? I hope you don’t think I’m too rowdy ‘cause I kind of liked that you were looking at me, and I thought we might be friends.”

    “Friends?” The word felt small and sharp in my throat. I wasn’t sure he could tell, but every nerve ending in my body was screaming with a sexual attraction so potent it was terrifying. It wouldn’t take much for him to get me into bed, even as my brain whispered a frantic warning to be careful.

    “That’s right. If I’d have just wanted a fuck, I’d have taken on that guy named Tom. I mean, he wasn’t bad looking, but I think he was married. Not that I’d have done him; I don’t do married guys. Anyway, just so you know, I ain’t into pussy, not female pussy anyway.” He smiled, a slow, easy curve of his lips. “And just so you know, I talk big, like I fuck anything that might stop moving long enough for me to grab on, but I ain’t really like that.” He paused. “I’m rambling, ain’t I.”

    I smiled back, trying to hide my surprise. My mind reeled with the thought of other people in my building offering him sex. I only knew one Tom. There had to be another.

    “You’ve got a cute smile there. So, you wanna get something to eat, get to know each other better.”

    “I’d like that, Shane. Shall we ride together?” I asked, my voice barely steady.

    “Oh, fuck no. I’d get your car dirty. My camper is just up the road. Follow me there and I’ll get cleaned up. I’m sure you don’t want to be seen in public with me dirty and stinkin’ like this.”

    “I haven’t noticed a bad smell,” I told him, and I meant it. I saw his cheeks flush a faint red, a startling vulnerability on his confident face.

    “I’m in that old white Ford, just up the road there to the left; it’s less than a mile, where the construction equipment is.”

    I got in my car and backed out, my hands trembling slightly on the steering wheel. Waiting for Shane to pull in front of me, I couldn’t believe this was happening. While he seemed only a year or two younger, there was a youthful energy about him that made me smile. He was undeniably attractive; that East Texas accent of his might get on my nerves eventually, but right now, it was cute as fuck. And I liked that he wanted to see if we could be friends first. Maybe friends first, then… I pulled my upper lip into my mouth. He was sexy, no doubt. But I had a feeling there could be more than that.

    We traveled to a large lot where several temporary buildings and other pieces of heavy equipment sat like sleeping beasts. A small camper stood in the corner. Shane parked his truck next to it, and I pulled up behind him. He exited his truck and just stood there for a moment, staring at the camper. He looked utterly exasperated.

    I got out. “Are you OK?”

    “I can’t fucking believe it. They moved my camper,” he said, his voice tight with frustration as he came closer. “They moved my fucking camper.”

    “Did they damage it?” I asked, not understanding the problem.

    “I sure as hell hope not, but now it has no electricity or water. What the fuck were they thinking?”

    “No idea,” I said, but the problem-solver in me kicked in. “Why don’t you get a change of clothes and follow me to my house. I have a spare room. You can shower, wash your dirty clothes, and we can order pizza.”

    He stared at me, his eyes wide. “But you don’t know me. You’d let me stay over?”

    “Are you likely to murder me in my bed?” I asked, trying to keep my voice light.

    A slow grin spread across his face. “If I was to be in your bed, murdering you is not what I’d be doing. Fuck, but you’re cute.” He turned and took a step toward the trailer, then glanced back over his shoulder. “And you’re nice, too.”

    I smiled back. Was I? Or was I letting his hot body and my own loneliness make a dangerously poor decision? As I looked at him, I realized I was thinking more about the man than his muscles.

    “Now it’s your turn to follow me,” he said.

    “I think I liked it better when I was in front,” he grinned again, waggling his eyebrows. “Where to? You’re the boss now.”

    “Corner of Maple and Red Oak. My driveway’s on Red Oak, but the address is 3200 Maple.”

    “I’ll be right on your tail,” he laughed, tossing his things into the truck and getting in.

    I drove straight home, questioning my sanity with every turn of the wheel. Did I want to be friends with a good old boy welder from East Texas? Damn straight, I did. What about having a boyfriend that other guys wanted to blow at the drop of a hat, that even married men wanted to get plowed by? Would I be jealous? Maybe. Was he worth it? I

    I had a feeling he was. I told myself that this weekend was a time of discovery. If I didn’t invest the time to find out, I would never know.

    I pulled into the garage, and he pulled onto the driveway, parking with a considerate angle that still allowed me to back out if I needed to. I went to him and took the laundry bag from his hands, our fingers brushing. The simple contact sent a jolt through me. We went inside, and I kicked off my shoes, placing his bag at the entrance to the laundry room.

    “Let me show you the spare room.” Shane removed his dusty work boots, setting them neatly next to my shoes, and followed me through the kitchen and across the living room.

    “That’s one honking big fireplace,” he commented, his voice full of genuine appreciation.

    “They told me it was built so people could cook in it,” I said, leading him down the hall.

    I showed him the guest room and its adjoining bathroom. “Towels are in the closet. What do you like on your pizza?”

    “Anything is good, thanks. I like everything.”

    “Thin crust, or regular?”

    “Thin. Shit, but you really are sweet,” he said, his eyes soft.

    I ignored the comment, my heart doing a little flip. “Toothbrushes are in this drawer. Let me know if you need anything.”

    “Thanks.” I left him, and a moment later, I could hear him singing in the shower. He had a good voice, a clear tenor, and the East Texas twang was barely perceptible in the melody. I wondered if he might enjoy a karaoke night. I resisted the powerful urge to walk in and ask if he needed anything else, the thought of him, naked and wet, giving me an undeniable twitch in my groin. I took a deep breath and went to my own room to change into sweat shorts and a t-shirt.

    I was coming out of the bedroom when the doorbell rang.

    “I’ll get it,” called Shane from the bathroom.

    I heard the door open, and a familiar voice said, “You’re not Dr. Carter.”

    I stepped around the corner. “There you are.”

    “How are you, Mark?” The pizza delivery boy was the son of a coworker; I’d known him for years.

    “Doing OK, sir. Thanks.”

    Shane smiled at Mark. “You must order a lot of pizzas to know the pizza guy by his first name.”

    “My dad works with Dr. Carter,” Mark interjected.

    “Really? Who’s your dad?” asked Shane.

    “Tom Starky.”

    Shane’s smile didn’t falter, but his eyes flickered with recognition. “Wait, is he about my height, thinning blondish-brown hair, mustache, and glasses?”

    “Sounds like him,” Mark nodded.

    “So, you work with my dad?” Shane asked, smoothly moving the topic along.

    “No. But I’ve met him. Anyway, that pizza for us?” he asked, turning back to me.

    “Here’s your tip, Mark,” I said, handing him a ten. I turned to Shane. “You want to take that into the kitchen?”

    “Sure.”

    I turned back to Mark. “You stay safe. I heard the wind pick up a bit ago.”

    “Yeah, it’s supposed to rain, maybe even storm some,” he said as he walked to his car. I watched until his taillights disappeared down the street and closed the door.

    I found Shane leaning against the kitchen counter, the pizza box open in front of him. He looked at me, his expression unreadable for a second. “Hey, Jason, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything. I should have let you answer the door.”

    “It’s OK. Nothing happened. The real crime here is the shirt you’re wearing. Arkansas. Really?”

    He looked down at his shirt and then back at me, a mischievous glint in his eye. “I can take it off,” he suggested. “Then I’d get arrested for my thoughts.”

    I laughed, the tension breaking. “They can’t do that; not yet anyway.”

    Shane was smiling again. He smiled so easily, and it was infectious. “Well,” I told him, “I want to listen to what you have to say instead of staring at your nipples as they bounce around while you eat your pizza.”

    “So, you like my titties?”

    “Men have chests or pecs,” I corrected him.

    “No, they have titties and pussies, too,” he shot back with a grin. “Maybe I’ll show you mine sometime.” He laughed again. “But now it’s time for the fucking pizza.” He turned and slapped his own ass, a soft, playful sound. I felt a corresponding stiffness in my pants.

    “Wine or Coke with the pizza?”

    “Coke. Wine would make my thinking fuzzy, and you’re already making me think fuzzy.”

    “Am I?” I asked, my voice softer than I intended.

    “Eat here or on the couch?”

    “The couch.”

    We both looked up as the first drops of rain began to hit the large picture window. It was heavier than I expected. I had a metal roof, and the sound quickly grew from a patter to a loud, percussive drumming that filled the room. Our eyes met as we looked back down at each other, and we both started laughing.

    “Grab some pizza,” I said. “I’ll pour the drinks.”

    We settled onto the couch, the storm raging outside, and ate in a comfortable silence. I noticed Shane shiver, and when it happened a second time, I asked if he wanted me to start a fire.

    “Sure,” he said softly. “I’ll help.”

    “The logs are in this little alcove,” I said, getting up. “You want to put some in the fireplace. I’ll get some blankets out of the closet to put on the floor in front of the hearth, and we can sit closer.”

    “No kindling?”

    “Nope. I make it easy on myself.”

    “I think they call that cheating,” he laughed as he picked up a few logs.

    By the time I had the blankets laid out, he already had a fire going, the flames licking at the dry wood and casting a warm, flickering glow across the room. The wind howled around the corners of the house, a wild counterpoint to the crackling fire. I poured us a little more Coke and placed the glasses on the stones of the raised hearth before turning off the lights.

    The orange flames forced shadows to dance on the walls, the flickering light highlighting the strong lines of Shane’s face and the stubborn set of his jaw. I reached out and brushed his damp bangs from his eyes, my fingers lingering for a moment on his temple.

    “Tell me something you wouldn’t ordinarily tell someone,” I requested, my voice low.

    He stared into the fire for a long moment. “I was a regular slut in high school.”

    “Why does that not surprise me?” I raised my eyebrows, tilting my head to let him know it was his turn.

    “I was in a state of confusion back then,” he said, his voice heavy with memory. “I was so fucking confused that I was blowing guys on the football team, and to prove I wasn’t gay, I boned a couple of cheerleaders at the same time. Until one of them told me she was pregnant. Fucking scared the life out of me. Turned out she had an STD, which scared me even more. I didn’t catch it, but it made me rethink things.”

    “So you stopped fucking around?”

    “Hell no. I just found one guy who liked to get banged, and I always wore a fucking rubber. But he left town, and I went to trade school. The guys there are too scared to admit they like to get fucked, so I found a regular buddy on Grindr.”

    “You’re not looking for love?”

    “Who needs love when you’ve got a tight hole to fuck?” he laughed, but it sounded hollow.

    “What if love comes looking for you?” I asked, turning to face him fully.

    He looked at me, the playful smirk gone, replaced by something raw and uncertain. “And finds you,” he whispered.

    I looked into his eyes, searching. Could he be a serious boyfriend, maybe more? I liked his charm, his surprising openness, the way he could be boisterous one moment and vulnerable the next. “I mean like maybe now?” his voice was barely audible. I saw him swallow hard.

    “I need to fucking think about this.” He pulled himself up to sit on the edge of the stone hearth, the firelight behind him turning him into a silhouette. “Want another piece of pizza while you think?”

    “Yeah, another piece will be fucking awesome. But just one piece. I need to keep these abs flat so you’ll keep lusting after me.”

    I stood up. “You think your abs are the reason I lust after you?”

    “Well, ain’t they?” he asked sincerely.

    “While thinking about them might make my dick twitch a little,” I said, stepping closer, “it’s your smile and that little cleft in your chin that make me lust after you.” He touched his hand to his chin, his expression one of disbelief. “And it’s the way you talk about things that makes me like you.”

    I left to get us another slice of pizza. When I walked back into the room, he was staring at his feet, wiggling his toes as he watched them. Had he never considered that he wanted more than a friend when he told me he wanted to see if we could be friends? I assumed he still had his buddy back home. I sat next to him, making sure our legs were in contact, and handed him a slice on a paper towel.

    “What about your friend back home?” I asked him.

    “I haven’t had a buddy in a couple of years,” he said, his voice quiet. “He said he wanted more than a guy who worked all the time and fucked him every other Saturday night.”

    “What are you looking for, Shane?” I asked, my own heart pounding in my ears.

    He finally looked at me, the firelight reflected in his eyes. “I guess I want someone I can talk to. I guess I’m tired of being fucking alone. I want somebody I can text or call.”

    What was I looking for? The question echoed in my own mind. I put my arm around him; it felt like the most natural thing in the world. The fire at our backs kept us warm, my leg against his made me feel connected, and with my hand on his shoulder, I wanted him to know that I wanted him to stay.

    Shane broke the silence, his voice barely a whisper. “When I saw you, while you were in your office, I thought that I wanted you to be a friend. I was thinking about how nice it would be if you pulled out your phone and sent me a message. Fucking weird, huh?”

    “Not really.”

    “What were you thinking when you watched me?” he asked, turning his body toward me.

    “Honestly?” I asked.

    “Fuck yeah. I’ve got the balls for it. Lay it on me.” There was that smile again, but it was softer now, more tentative.

    “When I first saw you, all I could see was how sexy you were; I imagined you pumping your seed into me,” I admitted, my cheeks flushing. “As the week went on, I kept imagining what it would be like to go home with you and talking and making love and snuggling.”

    “What are you thinking now?” he asked, his voice husky.

    I looked over at him. Would telling him cheapen what was happening? As he looked at me, I felt myself harden. “When you look at me like that…”

    “What?” he asked in a whisper.

    “I’m just fucking looking at you.”

    “No. You’re looking into me,” I said, my voice cracking slightly. “And it makes me want you. I want to feel myself inside you, and I want to feel you inside me. I want to know you physically, and I want to know all about you. I want to wake up tomorrow holding you. I want to walk on a hiking trail holding your hand. I want to see what you’re seeing, and I want to share with you what I’m seeing. And, Shane, on Monday, when you’re done with work, I want you to come here and tell me about your day.”

    For the first time that evening, I couldn’t read him. His face was a mask of shock, his mouth slightly agape. I’d pushed too hard; I could tell by the look in his eyes. He could have any guy he wanted for sex, and he wanted someone for friendship. I wanted friendship, too, but I knew that I already wanted more with him. But I had lost him.

    “Shane,” I said, my voice thick with emotion. “I want you to think about what I just said. I’m going to take a shower and get into bed. If you want to explore the possibilities I’ve talked about, come join me. If not, the spare bedroom has clean sheets, and you are welcome to use the washer and dryer tomorrow.”

    I got up and walked to my room, my legs feeling like lead. I turned the shower on extra hot, the steam quickly fogging up the glass. Not even the scalding water could stop the burning tears that finally broke free. I’d pushed too hard; I could tell by the expression on his face.

    -2-

    I stepped out of the shower still sobbing, my eyes burning and bloodshot. I toweled my head and was reaching for my toothbrush when Shane stepped into the doorway, filling it with his presence.

    “What’s the matter?” his tone was sharp, laced with an anger that took me by surprise.

    “I’ve screwed up,” I choked out. “I’ve scared you off, and all I wanted to do was to bring you closer.”

    “Jason, you’re a fucking idiot,” he said, his voice softening as he stepped forward. “You didn’t scare me off. In fact, you made me want to be with you. I’m a fucking idiot, too. I wanted to jump in the sack with you from the start, but I thought if we talked a little and became friends, you wouldn’t go looking for someone else.”

    I stood shivering with a towel in my hands. “Dry yourself off,” he told me as he stripped off his shirt and then his pants, his movements sure and deliberate. We stood facing each other, naked and vulnerable in the steamy bathroom. His penis erected as he looked at me, rising to meet my own gaze.

    “You’re so fucking sexy,” his voice was barely a whisper.

    He stepped forward, his dick bumping against mine, and he breathed into my ear as his tongue touched my earlobe. Shane kissed me, and I opened my lips to let his tongue pleasure my mouth. My moans began as low, guttural signs of acceptance. I pushed my tongue against his, and he began to suck on it, sending static electrical impulses shooting through me. I reached around him, holding each firm mound of his ass in the palms of my hands, and pulled him against me. Our dicks ground against each other, the pleasure unlike anything I had ever felt. How could just kissing someone feel like this?

    I felt Shane’s lips move away from my mouth and down my neck, and my own dick jerked in response. His mouth continued to my chest, his tongue playing with my nipple as he sucked my skin into his mouth. Lightheaded, I gripped the door frame with one hand as I ran the fingers of my other hand through his hair. I bent my head forward, and he released my nipple to meet my lips again. I truly believe that had I died at that moment, I would not have felt cheated by life.

    Shane pulled me over to the bed, and I pulled the covers down. He pushed me back, but I pulled him with me, and we fell together onto the bed in a heap of tangled limbs. We laughed. I sensed his knee between my legs, and he brought it up, applying a delicious pressure to my balls. I kissed him and reached down to wrap my fingers around his dick. A nice thickness, not too large, but definitely not thin, his shaft was straight and ended in an uncircumcised foreskin I couldn’t wait to play with.

    As if he knew what I was thinking, Shane straddled my chest and teased my lips with his cock. I could taste the precum as I licked the head with my tongue. I wanted to grab him and shove him into my mouth, but he had pinned my arms to my sides.

    “No hands,” said Shane. “Just your lips and your tongue. Make love to my dick.”

    I bent my head forward, taking as much of him as I could. I could only get about three inches of the shaft into my mouth, but I was able to run my tongue under the foreskin, eliciting a low, “Oh, fuck yeah.”

    “No, no, no,” he suddenly said, pulling back. “You’re not going to make me fucking come this fast.” He stood on his knees next to me. “Move your ass over here,” he said as he grabbed my legs and positioned my head closer to the edge of the bed before flipping me onto my front. My knees were pushed apart; then his hands grabbed the mounds of my ass cheeks and separated them. The wetness of his tongue against my hole caused an immediate string of moans. No one had ever given me a rim job, but I knew instantly that I loved it. My head reflexively moved backward as I responded to the sensation of Shane’s tongue pushing into me.

    “Yes, Shane. I love it. Don’t stop, please,” I cried.

    He pulled back. “So you like it when I fuck you with my tongue?” He slapped my cheek softly. “When my tongue gets tired, I’m going to push my cock into you.” He went back to licking my hole and pushing his tongue inside, and I closed my eyes and clenched my fists. This was unexpected and so wonderful. I was suddenly flipped onto my back, my legs thrown over his shoulders as my ass was lifted into the air. Shane’s tongue continued to drive me crazy as he pushed saliva into me. He replaced his tongue with a finger, and I heard him chuckle as he hit my spot, his finger plunging inside. I squealed as he moved in and out of me. I’d never had a partner finger fuck me, but Shane’s skill was better than any man’s dick.

    I was on cloud nine when I felt the pressure of his cock pushing against my entrance. His fingers had done their job, and his dick popped inside with just a little effort. I was still tight, and there was a little discomfort as I forced myself to relax and allow him in. His arms held my legs in a position that allowed him to penetrate me with a maximum of pleasure. Using Shane’s words, he was fucking awesome. I was tingling as he moved in and out, his lips finding mine for a passionate, loving kiss as his shaft buried itself inside me. He was able to sense things that no other man could feel. He would slow his thrusting as I neared orgasm, and once I had calmed, he would begin to fuck me again. He did this several times before I felt an urgency in his motions. He plunged into me until the hilt of his rod was completely inside, and he repeated this several times until he held himself tightly against me and filled me with his seed. His eyes rolled back, and then a smile broke through on his lips. He slowly slid his cock out of me and then began to cover my erection with his mouth. Copious amounts of saliva wet my shaft. He used his hand to transfer spit to his ass before straddling me and riding my dick. He shoved himself down rather quickly; I saw his face grimace and then soften before he began moving up and down. I didn’t last long, and when I came, I held his legs and shoved myself into him. Cum squirted from his hole as I shot my seed.

    “Oh, fuck, Jason. I can feel you exploding inside me. Aww, fuck.” Shane moved next to me and kissed me. When he pulled his face away, I could see the raw emotion in his face. He pulled our heads together and kissed me again, more passionately than before. As he moved his head away a second time, I brushed his bangs away again.

    “Jason. Fuck, Jason. I’m falling for you. Fuck but this feels great. And that was the best sex I’ve ever had. Fuck yeah.” He sat up in bed. “Let’s rinse off so we can cuddle and then fuck some more. Fuck, but I feel great.”

    Thunder rumbled outside, a low, deep growl that vibrated through the floorboards. “Listen, Jason. The angels approve.”

    I got up and led him to the shower. It was our first night of many, and it may not seem possible, but each time was better than the time before.


    Author’s note: Shane never did clean up his language, but then, the swear jar that Jason started paid for their honeymoon to France.


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  • Scent Of Submission

    The first Monday of the month always felt like a low hum in my chest. Papers shuffled, emails pinged, coffee machines hissed, and the office buzzed with that familiar mix of ambition and exhaustion. But today carried an extra layer of tension, a low thrum that made my skin crawl and pulse at the same time. The firm had hired a new contractor for one of the high-profile projects, and I was assigned to work with him. Not just assigned, but to shadow, assist, and collaborate closely.

    I had heard whispers in the break room before I ever met him. They said he was big, alpha, a guy named Dominic, built like someone who expected to get his way. Normally, I ignored gossip. People came and went, and I was too focused on deadlines to care. But something about the way everyone deferred around him, without realizing, sent an uneasy thrill down my spine.

    I walked into the conference room, notebook clutched tightly in my hands, and froze. He was already there, leaning over the table just enough for his presence to fill the space. Broad shoulders stretched beneath a crisp polo, thick chest hair showing faintly against the fabric, forearms strong and lightly hairy. His beard was scruffy but neat, framing a sharp jawline, and dark eyes swept the room. Black hair, slightly slicked from the commute, clung to his scalp.

    I felt my chest tighten…not just from intimidation, but from something I could not name. My stomach fluttered and my hands shook slightly. I had never looked at a man this way before. Never thought about a man like this. And yet, here I was, noticing the curve of his shoulders, the tension in his forearms, the small way his hands rested on the table. Something about it made my mind wander in ways I could not understand.

    Jesse, right?” His voice cut through my thoughts. Low, calm, with an undeniable authority. “I’m Dominic. They said I’d be working with you on this project.

    “Y-yes,” I stammered, heat rising in my face. “Hi, Dominic. Looking forward to it.

    He gave a small smile, leaning back slightly, and that’s when I noticed the shoes. Heavy, scuffed leather, damp from the rain outside. Almost casually, he slipped them off, revealing thick socks, slightly worn, faintly smelling of the day’s work. And instantly, my senses went haywire.

    The scent hit me in waves. Musky, earthy, slightly salty with sweat, undeniable. My stomach tightened, a warmth spreading through me. My cock twitched, betraying me, and I let out a nervous laugh. “Wow… that is STRONG.”

    Dominic’s chuckle was low, amused, but not mocking. “Sorry about that. Should I put them back on?”

    “No, no,” I said quickly, waving him off. “It’s fine. Really, it’s fine.”

    He studied me for a moment, his eyes narrowing just slightly, and I felt like he was looking straight through me. My nostrils flared unconsciously, my jeans tight without me realizing it. My hands itched to grab something, anything, to steady myself. “Focus on the project, Jesse,” I muttered silently in my head, but his presence loomed, larger than the room itself.

    Dominic leaned over a diagram I had laid out, his forearm brushing mine. Warmth, faintly damp from sweat, pressed against my skin. My stomach lurched. My cock pulsed again, my throat went dry, and I had to force myself to look back at the paper instead of at his arm.

    Then, as if to remind me of his dominance, he stretched, and I caught a glimpse of his armpit. Hair thick, slightly damp, the musky aroma stronger this time. My stomach flipped, my cock stirred uncomfortably, and I choked back a shiver. Why is this affecting me? I thought. It’s just a man. A coworker.

    I tried to rationalize, tried to focus, but every movement, every subtle flex of muscle, every scent hitting me like a tangible force made my thoughts scatter. I noticed his bicep, the callused skin of his forearms, the rise of chest hair brushing against his polo. My eyes darted away, embarrassed, but the tension in my body refused to ease.

    He leaned back in his chair, crossing a leg over the other, and the scent changed, richer, thicker, musky. I inhaled without realizing, wanting more. Wanting to be closer. I had never wanted a man like this before. And yet, I did.

    “Jesse..buddy..move the blueprint closer to the corner?” His voice was calm, not harsh, but it held authority I could not resist.

    I obeyed immediately, hands trembling slightly. My chest flushed, my pulse racing..not from fear, but from something deeper. I leaned closer than necessary, aligning the paper perfectly, wanting his notice, his approval.

    A small chuckle escaped him. “Good. Just keep it like that.”

    My face burned. Confusion, shame, arousal, all tangled together. Why did his approval feel so… thrilling? I had never felt like this around a man, not consciously. And yet, my body ached to obey, to submit, to be beneath him in some way I could not name.

    Time stretched. He moved again, brushing his arm against mine. Damp, warm, sticky from sweat. My cock twitched again despite my best effort to hide it. I focused on numbers, angles, anything to keep my mind from unraveling, but every glance, every lean, every motion made me ache for him.

    Then he did it again. Without warning, he slipped off his socks. The musky, earthy, salty scent hit me instantly, heavier than before. My stomach clenched, a shiver ran down my spine. My ears heated, breath shallow. I am a man… why is this so erotic? I thought, panic and thrill warring inside me.

    He caught my glance and raised a brow. “Everything okay, buddy?”

    I nodded quickly, forcing a smile. “Yes, sir. Totally fine.”

    But my body was betraying me. Cock straining slightly against my jeans, heart hammering, cheeks flushed. Every twitch, every shiver, every inhalation of his scent made me feel both embarrassed and exhilarated.

    I found myself leaning slightly closer whenever he spoke, lingering when he adjusted diagrams, tracing the line of his forearms, the dark edges of chest hair, the sheen of sweat. My body reacted before my mind could catch up.

    And then a dangerous, thrilling realization hit me: I wanted his approval, his attention, not just professionally, but… personally. Silly, impossible, shameful. But undeniable. My body ached for him. For his presence, for the way he made me feel small, exposed, eager to obey.

    I froze again as he stretched back, bare feet, the rich scent of leather and sweat hanging in the air, crawling under my skin, pooling low in my stomach. Every nerve screamed at me to move closer, to inhale deeper, to submit without knowing how. My eyes drifted back to the shoes, to the damp socks, to him…the way his presence alone made me ache.

    What is happening to me? I thought, heart hammering, cock straining, cheeks burning. I have never wanted a man like this before. Never. And yet… I want him. I want all of him. And I have no idea how to stop it.

    ____

    Fridays always carried a different energy in the office, but this one felt heavier, charged in a way I could not explain. I kept finding my gaze drawn to Dominic, the new contractor. The firm had put us together on the same high-profile project, and I had no choice but to shadow him, help him, and absorb every motion, every gesture. My notebook in hand, I tried to focus on the technical details…the blueprints, the specifications, the schedules but he loomed over me in ways that made concentration impossible.

    The first thing he did when he arrived was kick off his shoes again. I had been bracing myself, half expecting the pungent, musky hit of his socks to make me recoil, but instead, I found myself breathing it in without realizing. It was thick, rich, a mix of sweat, leather, and something uniquely him. My stomach flipped, heat pooling low in my chest.

    “Sorry man,” he said casually, glancing at me. “I hate shoes. My feet get too sweaty, too confined. I have to keep taking them off. I apologize if it bothers you.”

    I tried to suppress the shiver that ran down my spine at the way he leaned back, stretching just enough to reveal the smooth curve of his calves under his slacks, and the faint damp of his socks clinging to his feet. “No, no,” I said quickly, forcing a laugh. “It’s… fine. Honestly. It reeks, but it’s fine.”

    He raised an eyebrow at the word “reeks” and smirked. “Strong opinion there, Jesse. I’ll try to keep it to a minimum,” he said, but his tone held amusement, a subtle tease that made my heart skip.

    And then he did something that almost made me drop my pen. He stretched over the table to reach a stack of papers, arms rising above his head. The polo rode slightly with the motion, revealing thick, dark armpit damp with sweat. The smell hit me instantly…heavier this time, raw, earthy, intoxicating. It made my chest tighten and my cock twitch against my jeans. My mind scrambled to rationalize, but I could not. Every inhale made my head spin. Why does this feel so… fucking good?

    “Sorry about that,” he said, lowering his arms and leaning back. “I sweat a lot. Hairy. Always have been. Not much I can do.”

    I found myself smiling without realizing it. “It’s… it’s fine,” I muttered, and the words felt absurd on my tongue. It’s more than fine, my mind added in a rush. It’s… captivating. I want it. I want all of it.

    He glanced at me, a dark glimmer of awareness in his eyes. I flushed, looking down at my notebook, pretending to be absorbed in the lines and angles. But the moment he reached again, brushing my arm as he adjusted the papers, my cock pulsed once, urgently. My breathing caught, my stomach tightened, and I had to bite back a soft groan.

    I hated that I was reacting this way. Hated that the smell of his armpit, the damp heat of his skin, the presence of him so close made me ache. Yet every time he shifted, leaned, flexed, I found myself moving slightly closer, leaning in, just enough to be near the scent, to feel the warmth radiating from his body. I am a man. I should not want another man. And yet…

    Dominic caught me glancing at his arm again, and a small smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “You know,” he said casually, “most people move away when I sweat this much. You seem… different.”

    I swallowed hard. “I… I guess I’m… not bothered,” I stammered, cheeks flushing hotter than ever. Not bothered? My body is betraying me. My cock is hard because of his scent. I am… mesmerized.

    He leaned closer, just enough to let the scent wash over me again. His forearm brushed mine briefly, warm, slightly sticky from sweat, and I flinched, a thrill running through me. He noticed. I knew he noticed. And yet, he said nothing more, only sat back and tilted his head, watching me with that calm, deliberate gaze.

    The workday wore on, but the tension never let up. Every time he moved, stretched, leaned over the table, the smell of him..the rich, musky sweat, the faint leather from his shoes, the earthy scent of his hair..made me shiver. I found myself wanting to lean closer, wanting to inhale deeper, wanting… I did not know what, but it was impossible to ignore.

    Even the small, mundane moments carried weight. When he asked me to grab a cup of coffee from the break room, I obeyed instantly, fumbling slightly as my hands shook. The moment I handed him the cup, his fingers brushed mine. Warm. Slightly damp from his own hand sweat. And the smell..oh, fuck, the smell was intoxicating. I felt dizzy, flushed, my cock straining against the jeans I had thought were hiding it well.

    “Careful with that,” he said, low and calm, his tone carrying authority without demanding it. “Not like you were going to drop it, but…” He let the thought hang. I nodded, swallowing hard, feeling my pulse spike. I am a mess. And he knows it.

    Later, back at the table, he leaned over once more to point at a detail on the blueprint. I could feel his chest brushing lightly against my shoulder, the faint damp of sweat, the heat radiating off him. I inhaled unconsciously, catching the subtle, earthy musk of his armpit again, the lingering scent of shoes and socks from earlier. My mind spun. My body ached to obey, to move, to lean closer, to submit in some way I had never experienced.

    And then he said it, softly, casually, as if testing the waters: “Jesse, can you double-check these measurements for me? Right now. I want them precise.”

    I nodded quickly, obeying without hesitation. My hands trembled as I adjusted the papers. My chest burned with heat, my cock throbbed. I realized, with a jolt, that I was already craving these little commands, this subtle dominance, this quiet authority.

    By the afternoon, I found myself watching him stretch again, lifting his arms, revealing more damp armpit hair, inhaling deeper than I had any right to. I wanted more. Wanted to be near it, close to it, intoxicated by it. My mind raced, and yet I followed his directions instantly, grabbed coffee, organized papers, adjusted blueprints, anything to be near him, under his notice.

    It was when he leaned back in his chair, removing his shoes for the third time after his bathroom break, that I realized how hopelessly addicted I was to him. The rich, musky scent of leather, sweat, and his thick socks filled my senses. My stomach churned, my cock throbbed, my mind was a haze of desire and confusion.

    The hours slipped by. Every glance, every subtle brush of his arm, every movement of his damp, muscled body was intoxicating. I caught myself inhaling the scent of his armpits when he stretched, lingering a moment too long near his shoes, watching the curve of his bicep, the dark line of chest hair under his shirt. My body betrayed me over and over, pulsing, twitching, craving, and I obeyed every direction he gave without hesitation.

    As the day drew to a close, he gathered his things. Shoes back on, jacket slung over his broad shoulders, he glanced at me with a faint smirk. “Buddy, I’m tired. It’s been a long day. Wanna come home for some drinks? Maybe we can finish discussing these blueprints. I have some… ideas.”

    My chest tightened, a mixture of fear, desire, and anticipation coursing through me. My pulse pounded in my ears. Do I… go? I thought, heart hammering. My eyes flicked to his shoes again, the faint leather scent still lingering in the room, a magnetic pull I could not resist. The thought of being near him, under his notice, maybe even closer, made my cock pulse once more.

    I nodded slowly, words caught in my throat. “I… yeah, I can. Sure.”

    Dominic’s smirk widened just slightly, that small curve of his lips making my stomach twist. “Good. Let’s see where this goes then.”

    As he started gathering his things, I felt the subtle weight of anticipation coil in my chest. His eyes flicked to his bag sitting on the corner of the desk. “Jesse,” he said, voice low but firm, “grab my bag for me.”

    I didn’t hesitate. My hands moved quickly, almost automatically, lifting the bag, feeling its weight against my chest, my heart hammering with something I could not name. He watched me as I slung it over my shoulder, dark eyes appraising me, the faint scent of his sweaty polo and shoes lingering in the air, making my pulse spike.

    “Careful with that,” he added, smirking again. “It’s a bit heavy with my laptop”

    I followed without a word, my legs moving in rhythm with his, every step drawing me closer to him, closer to the unknown. The office faded behind us…the hum of fluorescent lights, the shuffle of papers, the distant chatter of coworkers and all I could think about was him. His scent, his dominance, the way my body reacted without permission.

    The elevator ride was silent except for the faint thud of our shoes against the metal floor. I felt exposed and exhilarated, carrying his bag, obeying him without hesitation, utterly aware that I was falling deeper into whatever this was.

    “Good,” he said finally as we stepped out onto the street. “Now let’s continue this at my place. I have some ideas I want to run by you.”

    I nodded, my chest tight, fingers gripping the strap of his bag. The city air did nothing to clear the haze that had settled over me. Every step toward his car, every glance at him, made my body pulse with anticipation and longing. I was his, in a small, immediate way already, and I knew I would obey anything he asked.

    As we got in, the faint musky scent clung to me like a promise. I swallowed hard, my pulse hammering. I have no idea what I am walking into. And I want it.


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  • Pit Mates

    NOTE: This is part 1 or 3 of a romance novella. Whilst it contains graphic depictions of sex, this is a slow burn story told in 3 parts. 


    Wales, 1967

    Moving In

    The new lodger arrived on the bus with a holdall and a spare pair of boots. He was easy to spot, he was the only person to get off the rickety old thing. People rarely visited Cwmderw. The community was small, even by valley standards, and the pit was old. On its last legs everyone said, though they’d been saying that since he was a small lad. Yet it was still churning out coal, still paying their wages. 

    The boy clocked him and walked over.

    Malcolm extended a hand, “S’mae, Rhodri?”

    The boy, fresh faced, greeted him back, “S’mae, Mal?”

    He was tall, probably an inch or so over 6 feet. That was going to be a problem. The mine shafts were narrower than normal in Cwmderw, the boy was going to have back issues within hours. 

    Aside from that he was pretty unremarkable. He had a mop of black hair kept close at the sides, thick eyebrows that framed a pair of blue eyes, and a slender frame. He hoped the lad could hold his own. 

    “C’mon then, lad. House isn’t far.”

    The boy smiled, and followed.

    The house was old but it had good bones. On the end of a row of redbrick terraces atop a ridge overlooking the valley, the front door opened straight onto the street. They entered, the lad polite enough to ask if he should take his shoes off before entering.

    Malcolm hadn’t done that since Peg. 

    “If you want,” came his answer.

    The room was as it had always been. A coal fire in the chimney breast, a beat up settee his mother would knit in, the armchair his dad would smoke his pipe in, the old radio, the new-ish telly, the books she’d left, ancient watercolours that had been on the walls since he could remember.

    “Front room,” he gestured, “you can use it whenever. Radio works fine if you like that sort of thing.”

    “Does the telly work?” the lad asked, eyeing the set. 

    “Aye, it does. Don’t watch it much, but you’re welcome to use it.”

    He took him through to the kitchen, which was even more unchanged from his childhood. Great wooden sideboards, cupboards that were little more than shelves hidden by individual curtains, a gas powered stove, a farmers sink, and a great hulking table with four chairs. His socks and skivvies hung above them from a washing line strung between the walls. The only real modernity was the fridge that hummed in the corner, which he’d almost finished paying off.

    “Kitchen,” he said, and then pointed to two doors in quick succession.

    “Pantry under the stairs. Mind your head,” and then to one at the back of the room, just next to the obvious exit to the back yard, “Toilet. There’s a little sink in there and a mirror, just enough for shaving, not good for much else.”

    He kept on up the stairs, emerging on a floor with two doors. “Showers at the pit after each shift, but on Sunday I bring the old tin bath in from the yard and soak in the front room for a bit. It’s good for the back, you’ll see. I’ll leave you the hot water if you like?”

    The boy nodded, smiling politely like he was a teacher or something.

    “Got one back home,” he said, “I used to go before my brothers.”

    Malcolm smiled lightly, “We can take turns going first if it bothers you.”

    But Rhodri shrugged, “It’s your house.”

    Malcolm opened the door to the smaller of the two rooms. It wasn’t much smaller really, and a good size for one person. Though most families had four kids in one. A single bed he’d grown up in sat beside the wall. Besides that, a desk, chair, drawers and wardrobe were the only furnishings. His boyhood toys still sat scattered about.

    “Yours,” he said, and let Rhodri drop his bag on the thin mattress. 

    “Never had my own room before,” the lad said, eyeing the space with an unexpected grin.

    Malcom knew that look. He’d seen it on enough lads over the years. But it was the first time one had been in his house. Truth was he needed the rent or else he wouldn’t be doing this, but the boy had responded to his advert in the paper and he had good references. So far he seemed like the good sort, but he was a little anxious. Malcolm had his routine and introducing a lad, a teenager no less, into that, was a recipe for apprehension.

    “Rent is due each Friday, two pounds five shillings. Beth comes twice a week and does the washing and gives the house a quick clean. Shopping day is Saturday. We’re on the same shifts for a few weeks, I saw to that. You do your own ironing, but am an okay cook if you fancy sharing dinner.”

    Rhodri nodded attentively, “I’m a pretty good cook. My tad died when I was eleven and I was the oldest, so when mam had to go workI had to look after the little ones. Learnt to cook pretty quick like after that.”

    “Sorry to hear that lad, but happy to let you have a go at the old range.”

    He left him after that, returning to the sofa and his book.

    Routine

    To his surprise Rhodri fitted into daily life pretty quickly. It was a bit strange having someone in the house after so many years, finding someone else’s underpants on the line, having someone else use the toilet, and then there was his music. The Beatles, The Who, The Stones. His Elvis collection sounded a bit dated in comparison. It made him feel a bit dated himself, if he was being honest.

    They weren’t actually too far apart in age. The boy being 19 and him 32, but the fresh faced lad made him feel older than that. He’d even caught himself looking in the mirror one day. Not just shaving or checking his hair to see if he needed a cut, but actually looking at himself. His hair was still thick and dark, the greys little more than strays, his skin still smooth. He saw the way the local women looked at him, not that he ever acknowledged it. Half the time they were only looking to gossip.

    “There’s Mal”, they’d whisper, “the man who couldn’t keep his wife happy.”

    When it came to work, the lad was doing well, or at least that’s what he heard. Did as he was told, didn’t complain, the other men liked him well enough. Like a lot of the lads he sent a chunk of his wages back home. 

    “Just until my little brothers finish school,” he’d said.

    Mal respected that.

    When Saturday rolled around his surprise the boy hadn’t shown much interest in the pub, much to his relief. Too many of the younger lads spent their night off getting leathered. Too many of the older ones too, when he thought about it. Instead he watched Top of the Pops, read the paper, wrote to his mam, sorted what chores he needed too.

    The lad hadn’t lied about his skills, either. The boy could cook. He’d shocked him when, on that Sunday morning, he’d come down and found him rolling pastry. 

    “I thought I’d make a pie,” he said, smiling as he worked, “chicken and leek, okay?”

    They’d sat down to the best pie and mash he’d had since his old ma had passed. 

    That evening, when he’d dragged the old bath tub in and begun to fill it with boiled water, the lad had been in his room. Mal had stripped, laying his clothes on the armchair as normal, and scrubbed himself with the rough brush, trying in vain to get the coal residue that lived permanently under his nails. 

    When he’d finished, he knocked on the lads door to use the water if he wanted. 

    That night, laid in bed, the wind oddly quiet tonight, he heard the familiar sound he’d come to expect. A faint rhythmic shuffle, just against the wall their beds shared. He couldn’t help but grin. 

    Cold

    The autumn weeks stretched into winter months, and their routine had shifted into the grey, wet close of the year. Even the psychedelic colours of the Beatles record covers couldn’t break through that gloom. 

    They kept the coal fire burning from the end of each shift until they went to sleep, but the moment they left the front room, winter bit hard and sharp. 

    Finally, snow began to fall. 

    “It’s bloody freezing out there,” Mal said, “my piss nearly froze on the way out.”

    Rhodri laughed, his face creasing in that way that made him feel warm inside.

    “I know, I won’t even tell you what nearly froze on the way outta me, earlier.”

    Mal rolled his eyes, but grinned nonetheless, as the boy kept laughing.

    The fire was warm enough, but the glow of the coals was on the turn. Another shovel would fix that, but they only had enough coal for one more before one of them would have to run the gauntlet with the outside shed. 

    A smattering of cards about the room was the only real proof of the approach of christmas. Most were for Rhodri, one of them a drawing from his youngest brother, a couple were from girls in the village who had taken a liking to him. Mal, having never had much use for the holiday, just had a few from the usual neighbours. 

    “I know what’ll keep us warm,” he said, and headed over to his fathers old drinks cabinet. 

    He folded down the lid, and pulled out a bottle of Old Navy and two tumblers.

    The boy sat up in the armchair, like some animal aware of a rare treat coming his way.

    He handed the boy the glass of sickly brown liquid before falling back onto the settee.

    “You ever had rum before?”

    The boy shook his head, examining the glass.

    “Me mam wouldn’t have it in the house. Said it was sin in a glass, not that she was religious, like. Just that her old man was too liberal with it, or something.”

    “Well, you sip at it. Don’t neck it like some cocky twat trying to prove a point unless you want to cough like you’ve been inhaling spoil.”

    Mal raised his glass, and they took a sip. The warmth filling his gut and chest, stretching out into his limbs like smooth honey. He let out a pleased sigh.

    Rhodri, grimaced at first, tried to suppress it, then shuddered like a shitting dog. 

    Mal couldn’t help but laugh.

    “Don’t tease, it’s not gentlemanly!” the lad jokingly protested. 

    “I did the same thing when me dad gave me my first sip. He laughed too. Now I get why.”

    They sipped more, their glasses slowly emptying as the wind howled outside and the fire flickered with every gust.

    “It’s gonna be fucking freezing in that bed tonight,” Rhodri said when a particularly strong gust shook the window.

    Mal remembered. He’d been lucky to be an only child, but on those cold nights when snow and ice threatened to freeze his dick off, he’d wished for a brother to share his bed with like his mates. They’d stay close for warmth. But not him, he’d just shiver all night, fully dressed and barely sleeping. 

    Mal, feeling a bit giddy, poured a second glass. 

    “Those books, whose are they?” Rhodri asked, pointing at the titles Mal never touched.  

    “I grabbed one earlier thinking it was one of your war stories, but it was all about secretarial work.”

    Taking a bigger gulp, Mal pursed his lips.

    “Wife. Ex-wife.”

    Rhodri looked suddenly worried, like he’d walked onto a mine field and only realised half way across. 

    “Ah, sorry. I didn’t mean to-”

    Mal cut him off with a wave of his hand.

    “Nothing to be sorry for. Not a secret, was quite the village scandal back in the day. I’m sure someone will tell you if you ask.”

    The look he received, though, wasn’t inquisitive, or pitying. It was kind.

    “I wouldn’t do that.”

    “Not gentlemanly?” he teased.

    “Not something friends do,” he answered.

    His cheeks suddenly warm with something other than rum, he took another sip.

    “I’ll make you an offer. If you get the fire going in my room, you can share with me tonight.”

    A broad smile broke out across the lad’s face, and he stood up, eager, Mal noticing his manhood swaying in his pajamas. 

    “You got a deal, old man.”

    Mal coughed into his drink as the lad took a swaying step toward the door.

    Twenty minutes later they were climbing into the double bed, the thick blankets enveloping them in the coal lit glow. As he settled into his pillow, Mal tried to remember the last time he’d shared the bed. At least eight years, he reckoned. 

    Rhodri giggled behind him, and Mal turned to see the boy’s face contoured in the dim light. He had a five o’clock shadow, and he stunk of rum and sweat.

    “What?” Mal asked, trying not to giggle himself.

    “Now’t,” the lad said, suppressing another round of laughs.

    “Tell me!” Mal whispered.

    Rhodri stared back, the blue of his eyes warm and bright even in the semi-darkness.

    “Just, when I got off the bus back in October, I thought you were a right hard arse. And now look at us.”

    Mal blushed, and felt a sudden rush of blood head south, his cock growing and stretching in his pajamas. He shifted uncomfortably, hoping the lad didn’t accidentally brush his prick. 

    “Not a hard arse, just quiet.”

    They continued to stare at each other, communicating in some language Mal didn’t understand, he just knew he liked it. His cock flexed under the sheets, and he felt a bead of precum wet his pants. His breathing changed, and he felt a sudden surge of panic. 

    “We best sleep, lad. Early day tomorrow.”

    Rhodri’s brow ruffled, “It’s a sunday.”

    Mal’s cheeks finally burned full red, and he turned over quick, his cock flopping as he did, until his back faced the lodger.

    “Aye, but we’ll have to dig out way out of here, you’ll see.”

    He could feel Rhodri’s eyes on the back of his head, but after a pause, the boy turned over himself.

    “Night, old man.”

    Mal, suddenly sad, said goodnight back.

    Bath

    He’d been right, they had had to shovel the front and back doors, clearing the pavement out front a path to the coal shed and dustbins. He’d shovelled three doors down, too, ostensibly to help out the neighbours, but in reality to have a little alone time. 

    He’d woken up in the night to find Rhodri holding him, an arm draped over his torso, hand resting close to his, and his body hugging the contours of his own. Worst of all, the boy had been sporting some serious wood. It had dug into his arse cheeks, hot and firm. His own cock had lengthened, achingly so, but he daren’t move, not even to breathe. The lad was snoring gently, and he didn’t want to wake him. Half because he didn’t want to embarrass the boy, half because he didn’t want it to end.

    The rest of the day passed in much the same way as it always did. Rhodri cooked, Mal ironed, the snow fell. 

    But by afternoon the lad had been quiet for so long he put down his book and went to investigate, worried that perhaps he somehow knew about the night before. Instead, he found the lad in the back yard, turning the snow into a snowman.

    Smirking, he pulled on his cold weather coat and wellies, and joined him.

    “What is this?!” he asked, grinning from ear to ear.

    Standing straight, Rhodri swept a hand through his snow-wet hair, and gestured to his budding creation.

    “New lodger,” he said, and proceeded to pad more snow onto the conical body. 

    “I like my lodgers to have heads. Just a preference,” Mal said.

    A snowball hit him in the shoulder. 

    “Well, you best make one then!”

    They threw makeshift snowballs, laughing, as Rhodri ducked behind the bins, and Mal used the snowman as a barrier.

    By late afternoon Gareth the snowman stared into the kitchen through the window, a few pebbles of coal arcing out a smile, and two odd buttons for eyes. 

    Later, as he washed up, he locked eyes with their little creation, and wondered if the neighbours would be commenting on their new friendship. “He’s brought Mal out of his cocoon,” they’d no doubt be saying. It worried him as much as it pleased him.

    Hours later, night having fallen at five, he’d dragged the old tin bath in front of the fire, and begun to fill it. Mal had stayed in the living room, listening to the radio and tapping along to the tunes. He’d expected the boy to leave, but he hadn’t. 

    “Do you, er, want the bath first? It’s your turn. I went first last Sunday,” Mal said, gesturing to the clear, steaming water.

    Rhodri nodded, and stood, unbuttoning his shirt as Mal arranged their two towels in a neat stack by the fire. As the boy revealed his bare, surprisingly hairy chest, Mal scooped up his book and went to leave, when Rhodri called out.

    “You don’t have to leave on my account. It’s freezing everywhere but in here, may as well stay.”

    Mal hesitated as Rhodri began to unbuckle his belt.

    “But…” he began, his eyes flicking between the boys face and his crotch.

    “We shower together six days a week. What’s the difference?”

    That wasn’t strictly true. Yes, all the men showered after a shift, but there were so many of them he’d never actually clocked the lad. This was new territory, but he was also right. It shouldn’t be a big deal.

    Nodding, he sat down, and tried to focus on his book. He read the same text over and over as, over the top of the page, he saw trousers fall, and underpants follow. A blur of pale, pinkish skin and a triangle of black tempted his eyes, and he tried not to look. But he lost that fight, and his eyes darted up.

    Rhodri’s long, lanky frame was thick with black hair from neck to ankle. It spread across his flat chest and stomach, thickening below the bellybutton into a mass of unkempt hair, and then, there it was. A long, fat, heavy looking cock that rested on two, hairy balls that hung low. Only the cock wasn’t resting, not fully. It was thickening. Suddenly aware of himself, he looked up, lips tight and breath a little ragged, only to find Rhodri watching him. They shared that look for a few seconds, and then the boy stepped into the water, and folded himself into a kneel, until only his chest, upper arms, and head were free of the surface. His knobbly knees poked above the water too. 

    Mal’s dick was so hard it could break rock.

    For the next five minutes Rhodri used soap to clean his under arms, his hair, and the brush on his nails and hands. 

    “It never comes out, does it?” the boy asked, giving Mal the opportunity to look him dead in the eye.

    The boy’s face was wet, shiny in the firelight, his hair slicked back with water, even blacker than before. His neck was long, his Adam’s apple defined, and those eyes. Those eyes that communicated so much that Mal just couldn’t comprehend. He squirmed, his cock now straining under his trousers. 

    They returned to their routines, Mal pretending to read, Rhodri washing. Until finally he stood, his back to Mal, showing off a high, pale arse thick with that same black hair, now patterned by the water. He used the towel to dry his back and cheeks, and finally stepped out of the tin bath.

    When he turned, Mal felt his breath hold in his lungs. The boy’s cock was standing hard and long from his body, the skin pulled back revealing a purple head that shone in the firelight. He was well hung, bigger than him and he was nothing to sniff at if the showers down the pit were anything to go by.

    Rhodri caught his gaze, but didn’t say anything, just began to dress.

    “All yours, old man,” he said, a small reassuring smile gracing his handsome features.

    Mal, so transfixed by the scene in front of him, had completely forgotten that he would have to get naked now, and felt himself blush and his cock twinge in reminder.

    “I, erm, yes. Yes, you’re right.”

    Rhodri, his cock now tenting his white briefs and socks being dragged on damp feet, averted his eyes as if in a demonstration of privacy. But Mal suspected he was watching from the corner of his eye. 

    He could refuse, say he didn’t fancy it tonight, or even ask for the lad to leave a moment. But that felt wrong. Like he was pushing him away, and that might break this little moment they were sharing. Besides, the lad was right, why should they care?

    He rose, and began to remove his clothes, gently folding them on the settee. When, at last, the time came to drop his underwear, Rhodri was back in the armchair in his shirt, socks and underwear, but had kept his trousers off. Mal, turned so his muscled back faced the lad, trying to hide the thick meat about to lurch out of his skivvies, and then bent, dragging the pants down. He felt the boys eyes on his own hairy arse, and his cock, newly free, jumped. 

    Quickly, almost awkwardly, he climbed into the bath, and, at the last moment, made the daring decision to turn and face his lodger. 

    He wasn’t showing off, not exactly, he just wanted to see him, to face him. His own tool stood turgid and obscene between them, his foreskin rolled all the way back, the thickness ridged with fat veins. His own black hair was more of a smattering than a thick covering, but it was definitely dense above his manhood, and he remembered that some of the younger men down the pit had taken to trimming with scissors, much to the amusement of the older blokes. 

    He stood like that only for the time it took to drop into the water, and spread his body out so that his head could rest against the rim of the water, his feet in the air, calves resting on the opposing rim. The murky water hid most of his body, but his cock bobbed close to the surface, his pulse making the head drift.

    He didn’t start scrubbing, instead he let his hand wander to the base of his shaft, using the murky water as cover.

    “Still warm?” the boy asked, eyes fixed on his.

    “Enough,” he said.

    He didn’t start pulling, just held it, occasionally letting the head and an inch or so of shaft break the surface. Every time Rhodri looked, his chest rising with shallow breaths. The lads’ briefs strained with the throb of a cock the boys down the pub would probably compare, jealously, to a donkey. 

    Eventually, he had scrubbed his hands, and used the soap, Rhodri pretending to listen to the radio, but occasionally his lips would curl inwards and reappear shined with the fresh swipe of his tongue. 

    Mal didn’t know what to do, all he knew was his cock was harder than he could ever remember, and he didn’t want the moment to end, but he didn’t know how to make it last. And so, he got out of the bath, letting the lad see everything. The solid muscle of his frame, the dusting of hair across his legs and chest, the big set of balls his mates had compared to those on a bulldog in heat, and let the boy admire him a moment, drying slowly so he could let him watch without worry.

    Finally, he dressed, mirroring Rhodri’s own attire and leaving his trousers off.

    “Rum again?” Rhodri suggested, as a gust of wind made the fire ‘whoosh’ in the chimney. 

    Mal nodded, and gestured for the lad to pour, eyes tracking his arse as he worked the little cabinet.

    “Home next Saturday, then?” he said, taking the freshly poured glass.

    “Just for a couple days. Christmas and all that. What you going to do?”

    Mal shrugged, and supped at the sweet liquid.

    “Nothing. Not really for me. I’ll go down the church, the pub for a few, but thats it.”

    They spoke as if each weren’t throbbing in their skivvies, leaking into the tatty white cotton until the colour of their cock heads was clear to both.

    “I’d say you could come with me, but there isn’t any room for me, let alone you.”

    “I’m small compared to you!” he said without thinking, then blushed.

    “Not that small,” Rhodri said in answer, blushing himself.

    Squirming again, Mal changed the subject.

    “Besides, don’t you want to take one of them back to meet your old mam?” he nodded toward the cards from the boy’s admirers.

    The lad shook his head, frowning as if it was a stupid question. 

    Mal didn’t pry, choosing to enjoy the sudden upswing in his stomach that made him smile like a school boy. 

    “I like the models in your room, by the way. The battleship, especially. How long did that take?”

    Mal had forgotten about them. He’d been six when the war began, and grown up with the constant news of battles, fronts, and struggles. To him, childhood was excitement and fear, and he’d turned that into models. Some were paper kits he’d carefully cut from magazines and painstakingly glued together, but the battleship wasn’t. 

    He’d collected images from papers and magazines for months, alongside scraps of cardboard, wood, and later on, paint, to build the model. He’d cut himself more than once carving details, and gluing it together had been a bastard. But in the end he’d built it; a foot long model of HMS Hood. Sunk early in the war, the legend of the ship had stuck with him, and by the end of the war, he’d proudly shown the model to his friends, most of whom coveted it jealously. 

    “About a year,” he said, “I was nine when I started it. Ten when I finished.”

    “It’s really impressive.”

    Mal beamed. 

    They chatted well into the night, the wind replacing the radio as their soundtrack, until the rum was gone and their cocks were soft, replaced with giddy laughs and swimming heads. They staggered into the bedroom, and within minutes, Mal heard Rhodri’s giggles replaced by snores, and, fuelled by rum or bravery, he drew in close, and wrapped his body around the lad, and fell asleep.

    Christmas

    The Monday after the night before had seen Rhodri throwing the contents of his stomach up, his wretching making Mal’s own queasy tummy threaten to flip more than once. In the end, he’d kept it down. Luckily the deep snow had proven too much for the local plow, and the pit had remained closed, meaning they weren’t vomiting out the window of the bus or down in the heat of the mines. No one would thank them for that.

    Mal had let Rhodri sleep in his room most of the day, leaving a bucket by the bed and the window open so that the cold brought down his hangover fever. 

    Rhodri’s first hangover had given Mal time to digest the previous night. The curve of the boy’s buttocks, the thick down of hair, the heft of his manhood. What the hell was going on? How had this happened? He tried to make sense of it, figure out when he went from the boy’s landlord to his mate to, whatever. He knew about men like this, hushed whispers down the mine, down the pub. He knew the gossip about him mixed with those accusations now and then, only to be shut down by the lads on his crew who respected him too much to allow any such talk to become normalised. 

    Peg had even accused him of it once, only to back off when he’d exploded at her. He never shouted, but he was so afraid of that word. Afraid the neighbours might hear through the wall. Better he was shouting over her than they hear the words coming through her lips. 

    But here he was, practically dribbling watching the boy’s dick, his own leaking like a tap the whole time.

    When Rhodri finally came down in the early evening, he looked like hell, and they barely spoke. Not out of awkwardness, but tiredness. Rhodri spent the day feeling sorry for himself, balled up in the armchair under a blanket, Mal occasionally teasing him. 

    They spent the rest of the week in their routine, the run up to Christmas fast approaching. The day itself landed on a Monday, and the pit would close for both the Monday and the Tuesday. With the Sunday being the usual down day, that gave most everyone a three day break. 

    Rhodri would be gone from the Friday night to the Tuesday evening, visiting his family. Mal however, would be working. The pit needed a few hands to keep an eye on the ventilation and pumps, and at double time, plus his normal pay, he was happy to do it. Besides, this year especially he didn’t want to be home. As the day approached that Rhodri’s bus would take him home, Mal found that his stomach was in knots, and he struggled to eat. Only work offered any respite, work and the regular night time chats with Rhodri, who always made him smile. 

    When the day came it was grey and raining, the snow having long since melted, giving way to an unseasonably mild chill. He’d almost offered to walk Rhodri to the bus stop, but didn’t, afraid of what people might say, or worse, what he might do.

    “Have fun, lad,” he’d said as the boy pulled the strap of his holdall onto his shoulder, “Say hello to your mam, for me.”

    “I think she’s tired of me talking about you to be honest,” he said, that kindly look in his eyes again.

    They stared at each other a moment, their ritual pause at this moment, then Mal held out his hand.

    “Nadolig Llawan, Rhodri.”

    He took Mal’s hand and, surprising the older man, dragged him into a bear hug, wrapping his lanky, strong from the mines arms around him.

    “Merry Christmas to you too, Mal.”

    Then, separating, he opened the door into the rain, and was gone.

    The next few days Mal worked. When he didn’t work he stewed. He missed Rhodri’s cooking. Missed the stories about his brothers. He missed cuddling with him at night. He missed his face. He took to putting the radio on and listening for the Beatles, and would smile when Fool on the Hill would play, remembering how it made Rhodri light up. 

    Christmas day finally came, and he joined the handful of other men on the bus early in the morning. Already kids were playing in the street with presents. Footballs, dolls, a new bike here and there. 

    But none of it had brought a smile to his face. The Christmas crew was the usual mix of hard up lads, and single blokes like himself. They were expected to take the hit for the family men, and Mal often did. He didn’t mind, they appreciated it and he got a little extra money. Perhaps between this and Rhodri’s rent he could afford a real bathroom in the new year. But then he’d miss seeing the boy naked, and the memory made his prick thicken in his overalls. 

    Peg had been right to call him what she did.

    After his shift had ended he’d joined his mates down the pub, sharing a couple of pints as the women sang by the piano and the kids ran riot in the family room. He’d smiled, he’d laughed, but truthfully he felt empty. If they noticed they hid it well, but he doubted they had. Too far gone with a day’s drinking and jolly on Christmas cheer. 

    Eventually he’d made his excuses and shuffled off home. They’d tried to keep him out, but his dour nature asserted itself and they let him go, probably relieved they didn’t have to try so hard anymore. 

    Beth had kindly left him a plate of dinner in the fridge. She’s not even asked him for money, just done it. It was the kind of thing his neighbours had done for him ever since Peg had run off to Cardiff. He doubted they’d be taking quite the same care if they knew he’d spunked remembering his lodger’s naked form a dozen times since last Sunday. 

    He’d put the plate in the oven, and made a note of the time. When he finally sat down to eat, he saw a tiny fold of paper under the salt shaker. Opening it, he read the message inside, recognizing Beth’s handwriting instantly. 

    Rhodri asked me to leave you a message. He said he’s grateful for everything you’ve done, and he’s left you something in the chest in his room – Beth

    Shocked, he left his dinner and went upstairs. The room was much the same as ever, only now posters in bold colours, and stacks of magazines littered the otherwise dull space. Mal noted them, but made them for the chest.

    Inside, wrapped in brown paper, was a box with his name on it and the message written in crude handwriting – “Mal, thought you’d like this. See you soon, R.”

    Despite the fact his heart was thumping, he slowly unpicked the tape and peeled back the wrapping. It was an Airfix model kit, one of the new plastic ones with instructions and a painting on the front. And of course it was of the HMS Hood. Mal just stared at it, holding it, reading the information on the front and back. He couldn’t believe he’d bought this. He must have sent it off for it in the post weeks ago. Long before that night. 

    His stomach fell and his heart ached, and he felt the unfamiliar sting of tears. 


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