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  • The DeLovely Sessions

    Release With Permission

    Brandon arrived with his pulse already pounding.

    He hadn’t touched himself in two weeks. Not since Licious last filled his mouth and ass, marking him twice and sending him home hard, aching, and obedient. He followed her instructions to the letter: no stimulation, no rubbing, no relief.

    Every night he’d lay in bed and press the base of the plug in just enough to feel her.

    And now… tonight… she’d promised him release.

    But not one he’d ever known.

    She opened the door in a satin corset and thigh-high boots, lips painted in a deep plum that made his knees wobble.

    “Welcome back, pet.”

    He inhaled sharply. Her place was already hazy with cannabis smoke and candlelight. A chilled bottle of water with a pink label sat on the table.

    “Take two sips.”

    He obeyed, already knowing it was molly, just like before. The warmth spread faster this time, probably because of how badly he needed to feel her.

    “Good boy,” she purred. “Follow me.”

    Tonight, she didn’t take him to the bedroom.

    She took him straight into the dungeon.

    It was darker than usual—only red spotlights illuminating the room. Soft ambient music throbbed low and slow, matching the rhythm in his chest.

    On the wall: a sling. Leather restraints. A mirror positioned perfectly.

    “Strip,” she said softly.

    He obeyed.

    Plug still in place. Hard, but untouched.

    “You’ve been a very good boy,” she murmured, circling him. “You haven’t cum. You haven’t disobeyed. And tonight, you’ll earn your reward…”

    He looked up.

    Her eyes sparkled. “But only from my cock and my hands. Not yours.”

    He shivered.

    She bent him over the sling and removed the plug slowly, licking her lips as his hole pulsed open for her.

    Then she rimmed him.

    Long, deep strokes of her tongue that had him moaning into the leather cushion. She worked him loose with practiced precision, adding lube, murmuring praises.

    “You were made to be used like this.”

    Then came the poppers.

    She waved the bottle under his nose.

    “Breathe.”

    He inhaled. His world tilted. His body melted.

    She lubed up and pressed her cock against him. Brandon whimpered as her thick, uncut cock spread him open again.

    She pushed in slowly, inch by inch, until she was balls deep and fully seated.

    “You’re not allowed to touch your cock,” she said, voice husky. “But tonight… I’m going to make you cum anyway.”

    The rhythm she fucked him with was different—not punishing, but hypnotic.

    Slow, deep, precise.

    Her hands explored his back, his hips, his chest. She grabbed his hair. Whispered filth in his ear.

    “You want to cum just from my cock?”

    “Yes, Goddess,” he moaned.

    “You want to be ruined?”

    “Yes…”

    Her pace intensified, perfectly timed with the rising swell of the music, the glow of the molly, the low burn of weed.

    Every nerve in his body felt like it was vibrating.

    And then—

    It happened.

    His body locked.

    His toes curled.

    And his cock pulsed without being touched.

    He cried out—a strangled, broken sound—as ropes of cum spilled onto the leather below.

    Hands-free.

    Uncontrolled.

    Unforgettable.

    Licious didn’t stop.

    She fucked him through the orgasm, hips grinding hard and deep, until she let out a guttural moan and spilled inside him.

    Her cum oozed around her shaft, mixing with his, dripping down his thighs.

    She stayed inside him, both of them panting, pressed together like puzzle pieces.

    “You did it,” she whispered. “You’re mine now. Completely.”

    He could barely breathe. But he smiled into the leather.

    “I was always yours, Goddess.”

    To be continued…

  • Surprising Adventures with Arabic Muscle Stepdad

    Officially, Rex and I became boyfriends. We were both okay with the 11-year age gap between us. His maturity was exactly what I craved in a partner—it made everything smoother and kept me steady. Also, Dad and Malik accepted my relationship with Rex and gave me nothing short of a warm embrace. They were thrilled for us, their enthusiasm shining through in their smiles and their words. “We’ve always wanted you to be happy, kiddo,” Dad had said, his voice deep and tender, one hand resting on my shoulder. “And seeing you two together, it’s like everything’s fallen into place.” Malik, ever the playful charmer, had grinned and added, “Just don’t hog him all to yourself, yeah? I’m still planning to steal him for some fun now and then.” His teasing wink had us all laughing, the kind of easy, comfortable laughter that only comes when a bond is unshakable.

    Rex started to spend a lot more time with us than before. Our usual fun didn’t skip a beat. In fact, it felt like it got even better. The chemistry between the four of us was electric, a constant hum of desire and affection that threaded through every interaction. Whether it was a spontaneous group sex in the living room after dinner, or a lazy Sunday morning spent tangled in sheets, we flowed together effortlessly. Rex fit into our dynamic like he’d always been there, his presence amplifying the love and lust that already pulsed between us.

    After a couple of months, Rex’s lease at his apartment ended. Dad suggested he move in with us, and it felt like the most natural thing in the world. “We’ve got the space,” Dad had said, his tone casual but his eyes glinting with mischief. “And honestly, it’s about time we needed another pair of hands around here.” Rex had hesitated at first; his independence was a hard habit to break. But with a little persuasion—okay, a lot of persuasion—he finally agreed. “Alright, alright,” he’d said, shaking his head with a laugh. “You’re a persuasive bunch, you know that?”

    He officially moved his things into the spare room, but it wasn’t long before his presence was everywhere. Some nights, he’d be in my bed, our limbs tangled together as we whispered sweet things in the dark. Other nights, I’d find him in dad’s room, his deep laughter mingling with dad and Malik’s as they shared stories or, more often than not, something far more intimate. It wasn’t jealousy I felt in those moments—it was gratitude. Gratitude that my boyfriend, my dad, and my stepdad could share something so special, something so deeply intertwined with who we all were.

    Our bond only grew stronger after Rex moved in. The walls between us seemed to dissolve, leaving nothing but trust and openness. We talked about it one night, the four of us sprawled out in the living room after a particularly eventful evening. “No secrets,” Malik had declared, his voice firm but his eyes soft. “If you want something, if you need something, you say it. We’re a team now, and teams don’t hide things from each other.” The rule was simple: inside the house, anything goes. If someone wanted to step outside and have sex with someone else, we’d all have to agree. It was a system that worked, a testament to the respect and care we all had for one another.

    We all got a good handle on each other’s sexual cravings—I could hold off cumming for days when busy with work, but Rex needed to get off every single day. When work kept me tied up, Malik and dad happily took care of Rex’s constant urges. Also, some nights, Rex would crash in dad’s bed, giving him a wild fuck, while Malik slipped into my bed, taking Rex’s place with his own eager heat. Dad and I would switch partners now and then, enjoying Malik or Rex whenever we felt like it, keeping our home buzzing with love and lust.

    Sunday became our relaxing day, the one time a week when we could all be together without the distractions of our work or busy jobs. “Family fun,” dad had called it. And oh, did we have fun? Yes, on Sundays, our bodies were moving together, a symphony of moans and gasps, each of us taking and giving in equal pleasure. Sundays were messy and loud, and they were perfect Sundays with unstoppable foursomes.

    —————-

    However, it wasn’t just the big moments that strengthened our bond. It was the little spontaneous ones, too. Like the time I came home from work in the evening to find dad riding Rex on my bed. Malik was not at home that day.

    That day, work had drained me dry, leaving me sore and ready to crash, but all that faded the second I got home that evening. Malik was out, probably stuck at the office, so I thought I’d have the place to myself. Nope, I nudged my bedroom door open, and there they were: dad riding Rex on my bed like a damn bull rider. The air hit me hard—thick with sweat, sex, and that raw musky scent we all carried (no deodorant allowed in our house). Their bodies were slick with sweat, gleaming under the light, dad’s ass bouncing fast on Rex’s thick cock, cheeks spreading wide with every drop. Rex’s dark hands gripped dad’s hips, thrusting up hard, his muscles rippling, his muscular frame dripping with sweat. The bed creaked loud, springs straining, and dad’s moans were deep and rough. He was lost in the act. My knees buckled, my cock jumping to life in my jeans, hard and leaking just from watching them.

    Rex caught me in the doorway, flashing a filthy grin, his voice husky as hell. “Don’t just stand there, my man. Get over here.” I didn’t hesitate. I stripped my shirt off and kicked my jeans and underwear away, my dick springing free, already hard and rigid. I climbed onto the bed, straddling Rex’s face, my ass right over his mouth. His breath hit me first, hot and damp, then his tongue plunged into my hole, licking around the rim, sucking hard. “Fuck, your ass is fucking delicious babe..” he growled, hands spreading my cheeks, tongue digging deeper, spit slicking me up. I moaned, “Eat it, Rex, Ohhhh.. fuck,” gripping the headboard as he worked me. Dad kept riding Rex’s cock, his hairy ass slamming down, sweat pouring off his body. “Shit, this dick’s tearing me up,” dad grunted, hips rolling to take it all. But then dad lifted his arms and cupped them behind his head, exposing his sweaty hairy pit, musky as hell from the day’s work and riding Rex.

    “Get in here kiddo,” he said, and I dove into his armpit, tongue lapping at the sweaty hair, sucking the raw taste of him while Rex kept eating my hole. “Damn, dad, your pits are rank,” I groaned, loving every salty lick, my cock throbbing harder. Dad chuckled, “You love it, ahh, you little pig,” and I leaned over to sniff his other pit, licking it slowly, moaning into his pit hair.

    The heat was wild—Rex’s tongue in my ass, dad’s moans, and that pit musk filling my nose had me shaking. Dad’s eyes locked with mine, dark and horny, and he asked, “Kiddo, wanna switch?” I nodded while smirking. I knew what was coming next. I slid off Rex’s face, my hole wet and buzzing from his spit. Dad lifted off Rex’s cock, a slick sound as it popped free, and I took his spot, lowering myself onto Rex’s 8-inch manhood, feeling it stretch me wide, slow and deep. “Fuck, it’s huge,” I hissed, my hole gripping it as I sank down, full to the brim.

    Dad’s hands grabbed my hips, guiding me, his sweaty fingers digging in. “Fuck, you take him like a pro, good boy,” he muttered, voice rough, pushing me to bounce harder. Then, Rex shifted his arms to expose his sweaty pits, and dad, without any hesitation, buried his face in Rex’s left pit, sniffing deep. “Shit Rex, your stink’s unreal,” licking the sweaty hair slow and sloppy. Dad kept licking Rex’s pit sweat, “Fuck yeah, lick it old man.” Dad was moaning and fully enjoying that stink. Then, using his right hand, Rex pushed dad’s head into his left pit. “Smell it deep, you fucker.” We kept at it, our sweaty bodies tangled, pits and holes, every thrust and lick pulling us deeper into the mess.

    Rex went all in, pounding up into me with relentless force, his thick cock driving deep in a rhythm that had me floating on pure ecstasy. His cock was hitting all the right spots inside my hole. “Take that dick, you little fuck.” He snarled, hands clamping my hips, sweat dripping from his brow as he fucked me relentlessly. Each thrust hit deep, making my body shake. My ass cheeks bounced, the bed creaking loud, his musky scent flooding my senses as he pounded me raw, stretching me to the limit.

    Rex is a sweet, gentle guy, but in bed, he’s a fucking beast, swearing like a sailor and calling us dirty names—slut, fucker, bitch, you name it. I love his wild energy and the raw animalistic sex beast he unleashes, pounding us with that primal hunger.

    Rex was relentless—he fucked us senseless that night, flipping us around like ragdolls, his big cock owning us. He shoved me off his lap, then bending me over the bed, doggy-style, my hands fisting the sheets. “Take this dick, you slut,” he growled, slamming into me hard. His thick manhood stretched my hole wide, balls slapping my ass loud and wet. The bed rocked, banging the wall, and I moaned, “Fuck, Rex, pound me hard!” He gripped my hips tight, his sweat dripping hot and sticky onto my back, fucking me deep ‘til my ass cheeks quivered with every thrust.

    Between thrusts, Rex raised his arms, muscles flexing, and I turned my head, catching the raw musky scent of his hairy pits wafting over me. The potent, masculine aroma hit me hard. It was pure and overwhelming, sending my senses into a frenzy, my cock throbbing with desire. Dad seized the moment, burying his nose in Rex’s sweat-soaked pits again, inhaling deeply, his tongue lapping the damp curls with fervour, savouring the primal tang. Simultaneously, dad’s fingers teased Rex’s sensitive nipples, pinching and twisting, amplifying Rex’s pleasure to a maximum pitch. His moans resonated as he pounded my hairy hole hard and deep. The musky haze enveloped us, sweat dripping from Rex’s body, mingling with the room’s thick stench of sex, intensifying the wild lustful heat that bound us.

    After a while Rex pulled out his cock, my hole gaping, and his sweaty body turned to dad. “Your turn, old man,” he said, commanding dad to lay on his back, legs up high. He spread dad’s thighs, exposing that hairy hole, and slammed his cock in deep, balls smacking dad’s ass with every thrust. “You love this big black cock, huh?” Rex taunted, grinning as he fucked dad’s ass rhythmically, sweat pouring off him. Dad groaned, “Fuck yeah man, give it to me raw! Fuck me deep..”

    When dad growled, “Fuck me DEEP,” Rex’s eyes flashed with hunger. He gripped dad’s thighs hard and slammed his thick cock into dad’s hairy ass with full force, stretching him wide. Dad screamed, a raw guttural sound that echoed through the room, then gasped, “Fuck, yeah, that’s how I love it,” his voice dripping with lust as he craved for more. Rex didn’t let up, he pounded dad with at least 10 powerful thrusts, each one shaking the bed, his balls slapping loud against dad’s ass, sweat dripping from his brow onto dad’s body. “Take it, you greedy fuck,” After each thrust, dad released a loud scream echoing through the room. Then Rex settled back into his relentless rhythm while his musky pit stink filled the air as he fucked dad’s ass raw. Dad’s moans mixed with the wet sounds of their bodies like a symphony.

    I stood there, stroking my cock slow and steady, edging myself as I watched Rex slam into dad’s ass, the bed creaking under their sweaty grind. Rex caught my eyes, flashing a wicked grin, and cupped a hand behind his head, exposing his dripping, musky pit. He knew how much I craved his raw scent. I dove in, burying my face in his hairy armpit, licking the salty primal sweat. My tongue was lapping up his musky stink as it drove me wild, all while he kept pounding dad’s ass with relentless rhythem.

    I pulled back for a second, gasping, “You smell damn good, Rex, this is what I love about you.” Rex grinned, his cock still deep in dad, and asked, “Do you love me or my musk?” I laughed, “Both, you fucker..” I laughed and dove back into his pit, savouring the raw manly musk while my cock was throbbing harder with every lick.

    The room felt like a sauna, heavy with the musky stench of our sweat and leaking cocks. We were dripping buckets of sweat, and our bodies slicked with heat. Rex pulled out of dad’s ass, his thick cock glistening and still rock-hard. He turned to me, eyes burning with that beastly hunger I loved, and he growled, “Hun, your turn again.” Before I could catch my breath, he shoved me flat on my stomach, pinning me to the mattress with his sweaty, chiselled weight. “Gonna fuck you flat,” he whispered into my ears, slamming his 8-inch cock back into my hole, stretching me wide and making my toes curl. His thrusts were relentless, pounding me into the bed, his sweaty chest pressed tight against my back, hot and slick. His breath scorched my neck as he grunted, “Take it, you little fuck.”

    Our sweat soaked through the bedsheet. Rex leaned down and turned my head. His lips crashed into mine, kissing me sloppy and deep while his cock kept drilling me, french kissing my mouth in time with his thrusts. Dad, sprawled beside us, watched with a grin. His voice was rough, “Kiddo, you take your boyfriend damn good. It’s so fucking hot watching him wreck you.” Rex pulled back from the kiss, smirking at dad, “You like seeing your son’s ass getting destroyed?” Dad’s eyes glinted, “Fuck yeah man,” and those words lit a fire in Rex—he sped up, his thrusts harder, faster, each one slamming me deeper into the mattress, my hole aching and pulsing around him.

    The dirty talk pushed Rex into overdrive, but he wasn’t done with us yet. Then, both dad and I slid off the bed, hitting the floor on all fours, side by side in doggy style, our asses up and ready, slick with sweat. The room was a haze of musk, sex, and dripping bodies. Rex stood behind us, his cock throbbing, and laughed, “Look at those wet, sloppy asses, you fucking sluts.” Dad shot back, “You made us your sluts tonight, Rex—give our asses what they want, we ain’t done yet.” Rex didn’t need more invitations. He lined up behind dad first, slamming his cock into his hairy hole, fucking him hard for two or three minutes. “Fuck, pound my hole, you bastard!” Dad’s moans grew loud and raw. Then Rex pulled out, switched to me, and drove his dick deep, stretching my hole again, thrusting steadily. His balls slapped my ass as I groaned, “Shit, Rex, give it to me!” He kept swapping like that, back and forth, two or three minutes in dad’s ass, then in mine, over and over. Our bodies were drenched, and sweat was pouring off us, pooling on the floor. Each switch had us gasping, our holes sloppy and open. That night, Rex dominated us both, his grunts blending with the wet slap of skin on skin like a symphony.

    We were a sweaty, fucked-out mess, and Rex was close to blowing. After one last round in my ass, he pulled out, his cock slick with our mess, veins pulsing as he stood over us. “Open your mouths, you horny fucks,” he barked, jerking his dick fast, sweat dripping from his hairy pits and his muscular chest, that primal scent hitting me hard. Dad and I scrambled to our knees, side by side, mouths wide open, ready to catch his load. With a loud “Fuuuucccckkkk!” Rex came, unloading thick, hot ropes of cum across our faces, splattering my cheeks, hitting dad’s lips, dripping down his chin in sticky streams. We didn’t hesitate—dad leaned over, licking the cum off my face, his tongue sloppy and greedy, and I returned the favour, sucking it off his lips, tasting Rex’s salty delicious load.

    “Fuck, that’s fucking incredible,” I murmured, a grin spreading on my face as dad said, “Finest cum you’ll taste.” The room reeked of sweat, musk, and raw sex, our bodies drenched and exhausted, skin glistening in the dim light. Yet that moment—our tongues mingling Rex’s thick, salty load, swapping it slowly, savouring the taste—forged our bond deeper, exactly as we craved.

    We dove into one last round of pit play, taking turns sniffing and licking each other’s hairy rank armpits. I started on Rex’s primal pit drenched in sweat, sucking the salty stink, groaning, “Fuck babe, you’re ripe.” Dad lapped at my sweaty pit, muttering, “Damn, kiddo, this is fucking good, you smell like a real man.” Rex buried his nose in dad’s, growling, “Shit, you smell fucking good old man.” We kept rotating, tongues and noses in every pit, loving every musky whiff.

    Then we collapsed on the bed, sheets soaked with our sweat. Dad sprawled out, hands cupped behind his head, his hairy pits exposed, cock throbbing. “Suck me off, you horny fucks,” he growled. Rex and I dove in, taking turns on dad’s fat dick, our lips sliding over the slick head, tongues lapping precum. Our mouths met at his cockhead, spit mixing, and we stole a quick, sloppy kiss, tongues tangling before diving back. Dad moaned, “Fuck, two horny mouths—keep going,” loving the show. After about ten minutes of sucking, Rex switched to dad’s musky balls, sucking them deep, while I jerked dad’s cock fast. “Shit, I’m cumming,” dad roared, shooting thick ropes of cum onto his stomach and chest. Rex and I licked it up together, tongues scooping the salty load, then kissed deep, swapping dad’s cum, our sweaty bodies pressed tight, sealing our lustful bond.

    Now it was my turn to blow. I laid back on the soaked sheets, cock throbbing, and Rex and dad dove in, their mouths attacking my dick like hungry beasts. Rex sucked the head, tongue swirling my slit, while dad licked the shaft. Their joint sucking sent shivers up my spine, and my moans were loud and shaky. “Fuck, you guys are sooo good,” I gasped, relaxing into their wet, sloppy rhythm. After a solid suck, Rex pulled off, grinning, “Babe, I want you to shoot your load onto our pits.” Dad nodded, eyes glinting, “That’s a fucking good idea.”

    They laid themselves on the bed, side-by-side, shoulder-to-shoulder, Rex raising his right arm and dad raising his left arm. Their hairy pits, dripping with sweat, were so close to each other, and the damp hairs nearly tangled, reeking of raw man stink. I straddled their sweaty chests, legs spread, my cock hovering over their pits as they inhaled each other’s rank pit scent. Rex muttered, “Fuck, you’re ripe, your aroma is damn good, old man..” and dad groaned, “Rex, Your smell is intoxicating, fucker..” 

    I jerked my cock fast. The sight of Rex and dad lying side by side, their hairy pits raised high, dripping with musky sweat, was fucking unreal. They stayed there, arms up, pit hairs so close they nearly tangled, inhaling each other’s primal stink with greedy sniffs, eyes locked on me, waiting for my load—Fuck, it was so damn hot, and it pushed me right to the edge.

    Moaning so loudly, I shot thick ropes of cum onto their pits, splattering the sweaty pit hair with a guttural, “Fuucckk..” Then, Rex leaned over, licking my load from dad’s pit, tongue scooping the salty mess. And dad did the same, savouring my cum from Rex’s hairy pit, both moaning, “Damn, that’s fucking tasty.” Then, Rex finished it off, sucking my cock again, milking every last drop of cum, his lips tight as I shuddered, our filthy bond sealed in sweat and seed.

    We laid there, our skins pressed close, the heat lingering. Dad ruffled my hair, his hand slick with sweat. “Love how you take his cock, kiddo,” his voice soft but proud. Rex smirked, “Both of you—fucking perfect holes and pits.” I laughed, “Right back at you, asshole—your stink’s a weapon.” It wasn’t just the wild foursomes that kept us tight—it was these messy sweaty moments, losing ourselves in each other, pits and cocks and cum binding us. That night locked us in deeper, our bond sealed in every lick, thrust, and sweaty sniff—a filthy, primal thing we’d carry ‘til next time.

  • Nude beach adventures

    Cody

    The summer is well and truly behind us, cold morning, a high temperature of around 15 degrees centigrade and as such there is not a lot of eye candy on my morning and evening walk.

    But there is the joining carpark which is a nice cruising spot anytime of the year and this is where my most recent experience occurred.

    By the way I’m John, 32 live alone, in decent shape, work as a freelance web-designer / graphic designer.

    From my home office I have a clear view of the nude beach carpark. Last Wednesday evening I was working a little later than usual (well after dark) when I noticed a car adorning a “P” plate (probationary licence where I live and generally for those between 17 and 21 years of age) make its way into the carpark, move to the very back and then reverse park – a dead giveaway for a “cruiser” as it provides a complete view of the carpark in front.

    After about an hour the car was still there, the occupant had not got out and so my curiosity got the better of me.

    Closing my computer, I threw on an overcoat and made by way down the side street and into the carpark.

    At what stage the occupant of the car saw me walk into the carpark is not known but again the dead giveaway the occupant was cruising was when the interior light of the car came on.

    Taking this as an invitation for a closer look I made a direct passage towards the vehicle knowing that the occupant could see every step I took.

    By time I was within 3 to 5 meters of the vehicle the driver’s window began to make its way down – this dude whoever he was on the hunt, no doubt.

    When I got to the vehicle, oh wow, it the now fully reclined driver’s seat was a naked 18–21-year-old, hard cock in hand.

    “You look like you might need a little attention” I opened the conversation with.

    “Hey mate, what are you up for?” came the reply.

    “Before we take this anywhere, noticed the “P” plate, how old are you?” I enquired.

    “19” came the reply as he reached for his phone, pulled out his driver’s licence and presented it to me.

    “My luck day” I thought to myself as the licence confirm he was indeed 19 and went by the name of Cody.

    I reached out to shake hands “Thanks, I am up for pretty much anything.”

    “You’re on foot, do you live close by?” Cody asked.

    Pointing to my home on the end of the street that overlooked the carpark “Yeah see that house with the light on at the end of the street that is mine. Care to come over?” I asked.

    “Never done this before, but yeah as long as I am safe” Cody replied.

    “OK drive there and wait in the driveway” I instructed.

    Without any hesitation Cody started his car and made his way up the hill towards my home, I followed on foot and t be completely honest I expected him to get cold feet and just drive off.

    Happy to be proved wrong Cody turned into my drive and waited, engine still running.

    When I got close enough, I enabled my garage door thinking he could drive in and the enter my home without having the need to put on any clothes.

    His car did not move but I gave him the signal when close enough and he moved his car into the garage and then closed the garage door behind his car, him, and myself.

    Still naked, but now no longer hard, Cody stepped out of his car. “Never been so nervous” he said.

    “If I can put you at ease here is my business card (complete with mobile phone number)” I offered him.

    Cody took my business card; he looked to copy the number into his phone before handing it back.

    “Thanks, can never be too sure” he responded with an obvious level of relief.

    I ushered him inside and directed him to the lounge room. He placed his phone and keys down an took a seat.

    “So, tell me your story” I asked.

    “This has always been a fantasy of mine” he replied then continuing “I haven’t don much with guys, just a hand-job and not much else.”

    “Well right here tonight we only do what your comfy with” I replied hoping to provide some reassurance. “How about you get hat cock of your hard again, while I get changed.”

    By time I went to my bedroom, got naked and returned Cody was as hard as he was when I first saw him.

    At this point I should describe Cody in a little more detail. Cody is a white dude, his body apart of from neatly cropped pubic hair, completely smooth. His body is defined without being muscly. His hair is light brown and disorganized or shaggy. His cock is beautiful, around seven inches in length, good width and cut.

     

     

     

    Cody might be inexperienced but he isn’t naive or stupid, as I got too him he spread his legs, still stroking his cock, I sat on the floor between his legs took the base of his cock between my fingers and leaned forward and licked his cock head. Cody let his cock go, leaned his head back, closed his eyes, this is what he wanted,

    My tongue circle slowly circled his cock head, making my way down his cock shaft, still with the base of this cock between my fingers. He started to purr a little. I made sure I was not jerking him, and I assumed too much too quick my lead to premature ejaculation.

    Taking his cock now fully into my mouth I enjoyed the taste of his pre-cum now oozing. His purring git louder and more intense.

    I sucked him with all the experience I have for some time.

    “Decision time” I exclaimed feeling the reactions of his cock in my mouth that he was not too far from blowing. “You can either cum in my hand, my mouth or my ass, your choice.”

    “I would love to fuck you” he replied to my surprise.

    I got to my feet grab his hand. “Follow me.”

    Leading Cody to my bedroom and bed I reassured him that I was clean, and it would feel better for us both if we fucked raw.

    He did not seem to care.

    Cody laid on my bed, I rested a pillow behind his head.

    “I will do all the work” I said, “just lay back and enjoy, hold on for as long as you can.”

    I grabbed some lube from the bedside table, squeezed it over his cock head before inserting some into my ass.

    Crouching either side of his body I took huis cock and slowly slid it into my annus.

    Whilst I am more of a top than a bottom, I am aways happy to bottom for a first-time guy and take his load.

    I slid down his full length feeling his cock deep inside me. Resting for a moment once fully inserted I slowly started to move up and down on him.

    Cody put his hands behind his head; his purring and heavy breathing continued from the couch.

    Increasing the speed and intensity of my movements I played with my nipples before moving my hands to my cock as I focused in on his facial expressions.

    “Sorry, I am gonna cum” he exclaimed.

    “Go with your feelings, explode when you are ready” I replied take it up a level.

    I was not sure if I felt the warmth of his hot cum penetrate my ass or his verbal expressions of “Fuuuccck” first.

    He pumped a good few loads of cum into me before I felt his cock starting to soften inside me. I climbed off as Cody panted.

    Problem was, I was as hard as a rock, and did not want to jerk myself off in front of him as it seemed such a waste and wasted sure what would happen next.

    I threw caution to the wind. “Would you like me to return the favour?” I asked expecting rejection.

    “Yeah, but be careful, never been fucked for real but have used dildos and vibrators” he confirmed.

    “Flip onto all fours and spread your legs” I instructed.

    Cody put his head on the pillow, pushed his ass into the air, and spread his legs like a professional.

    I wanted to taste that virgin ass before fucking it.

    “One step at a time, enjoy like before” I said before running my tongue along his smooth hole. Feeling the sensations immediately I started to dart my tongue into his hole. Cody widened his legs further and his purring returned.

    “Feels amazing” he confirmed. His ass tasted like you would expect of a 19-year-old virgin. Sweet.

    As a licked him, I could see his cock starting to harden again and it dangled between his legs. “Hmm, he is enjoying this” was my conclusion.

    I reach for his cock and very slowly caressed it as I worked my tongue as deep as I could into his ass which was welcoming and obviously used to being penetrated by toys.

    “Are you ready?”

    “Yes but go easy” Cody re-confirmed.

    “Relax you ass muscles, focus your mind on slow consistent deep breathing” I educated him before squirting some lube over my cock and inserting some into his ass.

    Laying one hand on this waist I took my cock and rested it at his entrance.

    “Here goes” I announced before guiding my cock an inch or so into him. There was no resistance. Good news.

    With cock partly inserted I placed my other hand on this waist and guided myself in fully. Again, no resistance, those toys did do their job!

    All I heard from Cody was “fuck, fuck, fuck” which I took to mean “love it, love it, love it” as I started to move in and out without any great momentum of intensity.

    Cody moved one hand to his cock and started to jerk it.

    “Happy to take my load or want me to withdraw” I required once I started to fuck him faster and more intensely.

    Once again Cody surprised me. “Bred me” he responded.

    After a few more minutes of hard fucking, I withdrew and told Cody to roll onto his back. I wanted to see his eyes while I was fucking him.

    I pulled him to the edge of the bed, stood between his legs, that I threw over my shoulders.

    Cody never took his hand off his cock in moving from his font to his back. His eyes were closed.

    Pushing my cock back into him I immediately got back to hard and fast momentum. For a first timer Cody took his fucking like a champion, his face started to turn red, and he jerked himself feverously. I leaned forward taking his nipples between my fingers pinching them first slowly hen hard which seemed to take him to the next level.

    Cody told me he was ready to blow and told me to go harder to we could do such simultaneously.

    I gripped his waist harder and pumped him as hard and as faster as I could physically muster. The sight of the cum flying out of his cock an onto his stomach and bed sheets was enough to bring me to climax seeding him with shot after shot of man juice until I could no more.

    Cody laid on the bed, breathless but satisfied, sporting a smile of fulfilment.

    I sent him to the shower to cleanse his body and ass.

    “No compulsion, but it is late, you wanna stay the night?” I asked.

    “Yeah, love to I don’t have anywhere else to go” he replied which I did not comprehend entirely at the time.

    We retired to bed, Cody’s head on my chest, my arm around him.

    That is the last I remember before waking in the morning. Cody was gone.

    I checked the garage. No car.

    Disappointed but hardly sad. Hot young guy seeded. No complaints. He knows my address and has my mobile phone number. Hope he comes by again.

  • Landscaping Indoors

    Freddie was away in England for a few months and had asked that I check on his unoccupied 3 bedroom house occasionally.

    The house was 10 minutes walk from mine and I was happy to oblige. Especially as Freddie’s array of fruit trees at the back were now yummily in season.

    Freddie had a landscape gardener called Orville who kept his impressive plants and fruit trees in good presentable condition when he was overseas.

    If you are in Jamaica with an attractive large front lawn and flowers passersby will request to pose for photos next to them. Especially in this social media age.

    This particular Friday afternoon I went to check on Freddie’s house and to also pay Orville for the work done that week.

    After closing Freddie’s front gate I walked along the left side of the house to check with Orville who seemed to be at back.

    As I turned to the back of the house I was stunned to see an overexcited Orville – trousers and underwear at his ankles – manhandling his thick hard cock aggressively.

    My kind of gardening I thought.

    Before he could react to my presence I encouraged him to continue as I moved closer with an inquisitive but lustful stare.

    The high walls at the back and sides meant the neighbours could not see anything. Plus Orville had the phone radio on to drown out any nosey ears.

    Hmm Orville has done this before me thinks.

    I could not help but encourage Orville to come with some verbal sexy talk to which he responded gamely.

    “Good boy” I said slowly as he came hither.

    I was having my own stiff moment watching Orville and I made sure he saw my bulge in my track suit bottom.

    A relieved and fully dressed Orville admitted he was due to fuck a female friend and she had not showed up.

    Orville said he had drunk a can of Red Bull with the blue pill and thus was so F1 revved up he was as stiff as the rake by his shed door.

    Bad idea.

    I advised Orville – who like me was in his 50s  – that given his stoopid high risk cocktail he will have to shoot his load a few more times before his cock will eventually calm the fuck down.

    “You mad!!?” I rhetorically asked him.

    Before I could finish speaking Orville’s dick was back to attention concerning him deeply.

    Seems he was a virgin to this local popular cocktail amongst some of us older men looking to turn back to years of endless natural virility.

    Now I’ve known Orville since school days in the 1970s. He was always doing some formal physical outdoor labouring work thus his body always looked dark, thick and toned.

    He was known to go shopping shirtless even now but I never viewed him as a viable gay option given some of his public utterances over the years.

    “Me no love man”

    “I don’t want no man standing behind me”

    But I took my chances by holding O’s supercharged cock and playing with his testicle with my right middle finger.

    Orville did not seem flustered by my actions.

    He agreed to my suggestion of going into Freddie’s house. So I trotted round the front locked the gate and proceeded into Freddie’s house to open the back door.

    Orville and I went into Freddies spare bedroom as I felt it was my civic duty to have a more hands on approach to his stiff predicament.

    I found some vaseline in Freddie’s master bedroom and greased my arse  and asked O to shoved his hardon right up me.

    “What was I thinking?” I thought to myself minutes later.

    I was caught up in the moment.

    O did not need much persuasion as he plundered my arse with my eyes rolling in reaction to the pain I was feeling.

    “Go easy nuh man” I said

    “Top the noise and tek the backaz you bombo clart. You want me to stop?”

    I shook my head.

    My head was begging Orville to stop fucking me so hard but my mouth had the opposite view begging him to grind me hard as compensation for his cancelled sexual encounter.

    My talk was getting sleazier as O pummelled me as I screamed mouth wide open but silently as I gripped the side of the mattress.

    I could not tell if it was O talking or the lethal cocktail in him as his aggression was on another level with the kind of verbal that shocked even a broadminded me.

    “Tek it idiot batty bwoy”

    “You is a big ol pussy!”

    “I gwan murda your rass hole today, the next day and whenever I want it. You hear Batty bwoi?”

    One of Freddie’s neighbour was playing some loud Country and Western music which drowned out any of my non-muted cries of joy and Orville’s exuberant utterances.

    Plus the bed was registering a Richter scale number given how violently it was shaking and screeching.

    O said my hole was “nice & tight” and he seemed hypnotised in the moment as moistness was getting juicier.

    Thankfully O shot his load again and I was shocked by the amount of sperm that unloaded in me.

    I was thinking to myself “maybe I should try Os cocktail?”

    Given my 9 inches has been described by well wishers as thick and heavy….

    ..”not a good idea”

    O collapsed on the bed and we stared at the dusty spinning ceiling fan cooling all this new found energy.

    Both of us naked I could not help run my left hand along his right firm big thigh as we chatted until we seem to dose off.

    For a split second I was hoping Freddie had not installed any security cameras that I had suggested given his regular travels to England.

    O’s ringing cellphone woke us up fully and his dick seemed to be under control but a threat of stiffness seemed imminent.

    I took O’s right sandpaperish hand and placed it on my right nipple and suggested he squeezed it.

    He saw how excited I was and began to run his tongue over both nips as my left hand caressed his chiseled back.

    In between I asked how often he been with a man to which O said

    “Nuff time man”

    Orville admitted an older mutual friend got him into gay sex act in the early 1990s.

    We started to compare notes and realised we have shared some of the same lovers.

    I deliberately avoided asking about Freddie.

    I advised O again to go easy on that lethal cocktail at our age as it has allegedly contributed to a number of deaths of men we both knew.

    I did suggest roasted pumpkin seeds as a safer and more natural dick booster as it has zinc.

    But I had to add that just licking or chewing my nipples always does the trick for me. Hence why today they looks like a C cup.

    “Like this?” Orville as he tested my theory.

    Thankfully his phone rang again and it was his lady friend asking if he was still free.

    “Busy now, next time” and he cut her off sharply hissing his teeth .

    “We need to lock up”

    “Agreed, but I don’t finish with your batty hole Breddah Breddah.”

    I am certain there are numerous things around my house that needs seeing to.

    Hopefully my sore arse would have recovered by then.

    But for a man like me who is cagey about anal. That was one great memorable fuck that I felt for days to come.

    Since then Orville and I have formed a weekly morning mutual masturbating pairing which tends to occur before 6am at my abode.

    Quick and fast.

  • John / Johnnie

    [If you’re sexually active, do it safe – NOT like the characters in these fantasy stories I write.]

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    Ethan

    The next week at the gym late one afternoon, I was workin’ out and when I turned round, there they were — two of the lawyers from where I used to work and who I’d first come to the gym with.  I hadn’t seen ‘em here since just before I couldn’t work there no more.  I used to laugh at “the meatheads” with ‘em.  They sorta stood still a sec, just lookin’.  Then, one of ’em said, “You look like shit, John.  What the fuck!  You on drugs or something.  Look at you!”

    I felt embarrassed.  I’ll bet I turned red.  I dunno.  But, I felt angry at him for sayin’ that, too.  I puffed up my chest.  My body was way bigger than it used to be.  I said, “Don’t really give a fuck what you think, rich boy.  And, my name’s ‘johnnie’, not ‘John’.”  Why the hell did I say that.  I_ want _to be called “John” . . . not “johnnie”!  “And, no – I’m not on drugs.”  They both had kinda stupid looks on their faces.  I asked, “Why you back here anyway?  Didn’t you quit the gym?”

    One of ‘em said, “We had a shitload of work to do after you didn’t show up anymore.  No time to keep coming here.  But, now we’re back.  Man, wait till we tell the others what we found!  John – oh, sorry – ‘johnnie’  has transformed to a whole other person.  He’s become one of those meatheads . . . shaved head, tattoos – bad ones, at that – and getting all muscled up.  Looks like he’s probably even on steroids!  Bet there’ll be more visitors from the firm to come take a look.  Man, John – johnnie – have you ever ended up in the toilet!”

    I was embarrassed.  I couldn’t let ‘em know.  They didn’t even know the half of it.  Had no idea how much of a scuzbag I was becoming . . . no, already was! 

    My mad feelin’ was comin’ on.  That had been happenin’ more to me lately.  I think it was cuz of the ‘roids.  Took a step toward ’em and squared my shoulders.  They looked surprised . . . and scared.  They both stepped back.  It felt good knowin’ they felt like that.  Made my caged cock get hard, too.  I just turned round and picked up some weights and started doin’ bar curls – heavy bar curls.  Lookin’ in the mirror, I saw the wet spot in the front of my tight shorts.  When I put the bar down, I noticed that they were still lookin’ at me.  I reached in my shorts and fingered my caged junk gettin’ my fingers wet with pre.  I took my fingers to my mouth and licked ‘em.  I turned round and gave ’em the finger.  If they were gonna be talkin’ ‘bout “John, the meathead”, that’d give ’em somethin’ extra to talk ‘bout.

    That night at home, when I came in, I got naked like usual.  The three of us didn’t usually wear clothes at home.  I told the guys ’bout my seein’ the lawyers that I first came to the gym with — the ones I’d made fun of them with and laughed at ‘em with behind their backs.  Hulk said, “So, now ya figure they’re laughin’ at you, too.  Right?  Ya don’t look no different from us now.  You’re big.  You’re gettin’ tatted.  Even workin’ on your nips!”

    Ape said, “Bet you felt good when they got scared o’ ya!  Right?” “Fuck yea!  Felt really good when their eyes got big and they  backed up.  Dunno if we’ll see ‘em ‘round anymore or not.  They said they’d be bringin’ some more o’ their lawyer friends around.  Dunno if they will now, though.”

    Hulk said, “Seems pretty cold the way they were talkin’ to ya like that . . . sayin’ all that shit.”  ”Since I used to laugh at you guys when I was one o’ them, I kinda deserved it.  Payback, ya know.”  Hulk said, “I dunno ‘bout that . . . but I’m damn glad you came over.  I like ya.”  Ape started laughin’ and added, “Yea – and we both love your ass and mouth, too!”  We all three laughed.

    No fuckin’ way!  I’m laughin’ ‘bout how a couple o’ men love fuckin’ me and havin’ me give ‘em blowjobs!

    Dunno why, but then I said, “Ape.  Ya know what?  I wanna be more in their faces ’bout me bein’ changed . . . ’bout how I’m one o’ you guys now . . . that I am what I laughed at with ‘em.  I want more tats.  Got one I been thinkin’ ’bout.  Ya feel like usin’ your ink? – Like, right now?”

    Ape smiled big, “Ya KNOW I do!  I always wanna put ink on someone, put my mark on ’em real permanent like.”

    When he got his stuff set up, I put my hands on the table.  I told him, “Right hand.  I want ya to put ‘F U C K’ above my knuckles.  Then,  ‘M E’ on the middle two fingers between there ‘n’ my lower ones.  The other hand, I want ‘ I ‘ in the middle of the back of my hand.  Up ‘bove my knuckles, ‘S U C K’ and ‘C O C K’ below ’em.  Got that, Ape?  Ya like that, Ape?!”

    Hulk started to laugh.  He said, “If them people like you was, was surprised today – wait till they see this new shit!  They’ll know for sure, Man!”

    “Damn bastards!  ‘Shamed I use to be like ’em — be one o’ ’em.  Gonna make sure everyone can see how far I got away from them shitheads!”

    Ape said, “You sound mad, Man.  You really that mad?  You better get use to bein’ looked down on, Dude.  Cuz, you gonna be after I’m finished with ya tonight!”  “Yea, I’m mad all right cuz that use to be me, Not no more Dude.  If they think I’m a scuz – that’s fuckin’ fine with me!”

    Ape said, “Let’s do this!”  A few hours later, I had permanent big black letters across the tops of both my hands tellin’ everyone who saw ’em what I was . . . ‘n’ what I did.  I felt freed.  While Ape was workin’ on me, Hulk got out the nip pumps and put ’em on me.  I was up to more time usin’ them now, so he left ’em suckin’ while he checked his watch on and off.  In my crotch I felt my dicklet strainin’ against the cage the whole time Ape was tattin’ me.  And, just like Hulk had told me back when he first put the pumps on my nips, they really had started actin’ like two extra cocks!

    “Ya in the mood to do more, Ape?” I asked.  My dicklet was so hard in its little cage!  Looked down, and sure nuf – a line o’ pre was goin’ from it all the way down to the floor between my feet. 

    “Damn, johnnie.  Like, Man — you gettin’ hi on ink?  Whaddya want?” “Yea, I sure am!  You and Hulk got your names runnin’ up your necks under your ear.  I want that.”  “No problemo, johnnie.” 

    “I want clear letters, like you guys got,” I told him.  He started in.  “Two ‘N’s, right?”  “Yea.  Two.”  Didn’t take him long at all.  I figured it’d take more time.  “O.K.  Go in the bathroom and take a look.  Ya got your name branded on your neck so everyone’ll know it now!”  Ape sounded real proud.

    I went in and turned on the bulb hangin’ from the electric cord from the ceiling.  I turned my head so’s I could see the side of my neck.  I just smiled.  I shoulda known Ape could mess up my name. On a crooked line was, ‘jonnE’.  He got in two ‘N’s though.  What the fuck.  I told the guys I wanted people to think o’ me like I am now — another meathead.  This’ll just help.

    “Whaddya think, johnnie?”  Told him, “Ape, it’s fine . . . great!  It’s perfect!  I told ya I wanted to make people see me like I am.  This’ll do it.  Thanks, Dude.”  I walked to him and put my arms round him to hug him.  Didn’t wanna leave Hulk out, so I reached and pulled him in.  I felt both their full out cocks one hard on each of my legs.  As I stepped back outta the hug, I reached down and took their rods in my hands.  They were so stiff!  Right away, I was on my knees in front of those two beautiful thick dicks.  While I held the one, I slathered the other one, switchin’ back ‘n’ forth.  When I’d have the one in my mouth, he’d be just moanin.  I knew I was makin’ ‘em real happy.  They deserved it.  They were my bros. – after what I’d got done to me tonight, now more’n ever.  Each of ‘em was reachin’ down to play with one of my nips, too.  Shivers were goin’ through my whole body.  My caged dick actually cummed!  That don’t hardly never happen!  I had to come off the cock in my mouth to shout, “Yeaaa!   Yeaaa!   Fuckin’ cuminnn!  Ahhh, Ahhhh!”  Then, I went back to work servicin’ them.  When they cummed, I got a lot of it down my throat, but a lot in my face, too.  I was lickin’ all round my mouth to get it while I was cleanin’ off their dicks.  When I was done cleanin’ ‘em,  my fingers felt tender cuz of the new tats.  I rubbed ’em through my scraggily beard and got the last of their cum.  Cleaned my fingers off with my tongue.

    How?  Why?  Who am I?  I look like shit!  What kind of shitty scuz am I now, anyway?  What the fuck?  Can I ever get back?  How has Jim made me like all this crap I’m doin’?

    When I’d finished, we all sorta collapsed on the mattress along the wall by the apartment door.  We sat there, playin’ with each other’s junk.  After ‘bout fifteen minutes, they were both hard again.  Ape said, “Let’s give him what he’s needin’.” 

    “Oh, yeaa!  Yea, guys.  Fuck me!”  I moved up onto my knees.  Ape knelt down behind me.  I felt his stiff rod searching up and down my crack.  Hulk laughed and stood in front o’ me.  He took his dick and gently slapped my face back and forth a few times.  Even gentle, it felt like a bat it was so hard.  Meantime, I could already feel the head of Ape’s prick startin’ into my asshole.  Slowly, slowly . . . he started pushin’ into me.  As soon as he saw me react to his hittin’ “the spot”, he stopped and started slowly goin’ back ‘n’ forth, back ‘n’ forth over it.  I took my mouth off o’ Hulk’s prick, and said, “Yea!  Yea!  Fuck me slow, Ape!”  He did.  Damn, it was good!  I was droolin’ from havin’ been workin’ up and down Hulk’s shaft and polishin’ his knob — and he had a big knob.  Ape worked my ass for a good fifteen minutes, and Hulk was sayin’, “I don’t wanna cum, Ape.  I wanna get my dick in johnnie’s ass for that.  Don’t take so long back there!”

    When Ape told him he was near cummin’, Hulk pulled outta my mouth.  Right after Ape shot in my ass, he pulled out and said to Hulk, “C’mon Bro.  Stick your cock in this wet hole!”   He did.  Then, Ape came round to fuck my face.  When they both had finished doin’ me, I cleaned off Hulk’s cock.  Then,  I just dropped the rest of the way to the floor and rolled over on my back.  My hand was playin’ with my cage.  Cum was leakin’ outta it – again.  I’d cummed twice tonight with a cage on!  “Guys!  You are the best fuckers a man bitch like me could have!”

    “Man bitch”?  Nah.  Not me.  Can’t be.  I’m John Novak!  Big lawyer.  Now a man bitch?  A scuzbag?  A meathead?  I’m afraid.  Can’t be me . . . can it?  And cummin’ twice with my dick caged?  Thought about what Boss told me way back-when, ‘bout how my cock was gonna stay small.  If he was tellin’ me the truth, maybe my dicklet was gettin’ so small that it could get on a good semi even inside my cage . . . and cum.

    I turned over and just crawled to my mattress in the other room.  I was good at crawlin’.  I’d been gettin’ lotta practice at The Hole on weekends.  Ape’s ‘n’ Hulk’s cum was leakin’ outta my hole.  I was droolin’.  We didn’t none o’ us bother showerin’.  Hulk went and pissed.  Then, Ape and me followed him ‘n’ pissed together with arms over each other’s shoulders.  It didn’t take no time at all ‘n’ we were all asleep on our dirty old stained mattresses.

    We were up and to our jobs early as usual in the morning.  We didn’t bother to shower.  Just some cold water in our faces.  I’d gotten an old used motor bike.  Ape and Hulk had helped get it workin’.  We all rode our bikes to our work sites.  Ape and Hulk had worked for the same company as each other a long time, and they were usually on the same job, but not always.  Only a couple o’ times one of their crews needed me, so I was headin’ a different way from them.

    After work, I showed up in Boss’ office, like every other work day ‘cept Fridays.  He was in there when I got there.  I went down on the floor and sat dog style, like Boss always wanted.  He looked over and noticed something on my hands.  He said, “Didn’t you wash crap from that work site off your hands, boi?”  “It ain’t crap, Boss.  It’s ink.”  “Ink?!  Crawl over here and put your paws on my desk.”  I did it.  He saw what was inked on my fingers, and said, “Well, I’ll be damned.  You’re movin’ even beyond my orders, johnnieboi.  And, what’s that on your neck?”  He leaned over and took a close look.  “Well, Ape’s been writing on you some more.  Easy to tell that’s his work.  Guess the price is right, though.”  He laughed.

    “O.K., back down on your knees, pup.  Crawl round here to my chair.”  He had pulled his semi outta his pants, and my mouth was already startin’ to drool some.  I’d gotten to where I was anxious to get the taste of Boss’ cock in my mouth.  “Grab hold o’ the utter, boi,” he said.  I started suckin’.  Afterward, he said, “Follow me out to the car in the garage.  When you get there, strip and put on the knee pads and the gloves.  They’re already in the back seat.  I’ll lock them and your head on when we get there.”  I did like he said.  I didn’t have no power not to no more. 

    Once at The Hole, there were fewer people cuz it was a week night.  Same shit.  I roamed the floor, suckin’ and gettin’ fucked.  Some of the customers were there every night o’ the week I’d ever been there.  They knew it was me under the mask.  Hell, everyone did.  They called me “Big Jim’s little-prick fuck boi”.  It was true.  Here at the bar and at the gym, that’s all I am.  As we were leavin’, Boss came up behind me and instead of unlockin’ my paws and mask, he had something in his hand.  It was the ass plug with a tail!  He just came round behind me, bent over, and shoved it home.  My ass was so used by now that something like that didn’t make me no never mind.  I moved my ass around to make the tail stickin’ outta my hole, wag.  Guess it worked good cuz Boss laughed . . . and patted me on the head saying, “Good pup.  Good boi.”  I acutally felt proud to be hearing him praise me!

    How fucked up is this?!   

    When that week ended, I told Ape and Hulk I wanted another tat ‘n’ nip pump sesh.  They just smiled.  Hulk said, “Will dessert be the same as last time, Bro.?”  We all laughed a little, and I said, “Servin’ my brothers.” 

    I’d never had brothers or sisters.  But now, I did have brothers.  It felt good.  I felt good.

    I told Ape I wanted a tat somewhere on the front of my body.  Three real big muscled men, two with hair on their heads, one bald with a long, patchy and scraggily beard.  I wanted ’em standing close together.  Then, he ‘n’ Hulk could decide what the words next to ’em should be.

    Hulk had gone and got the nip pumps.  My nips were maybe a quarter an inch out from my chest now. Took Ape a while that evening.  Guess he was tryin’ extra hard since he was part of the pik he was drawin’.  When he finished, there was three comic book lookin’ men. All three didn’t have no shirts.  They had big muscles.  Two of ‘em had big bulges.  The bald one had a littler one.  Off to the side, like they’d fallen there, some letters said  “frens”.  I thanked him like always –‘n’ Hulk, too.  I told ’em again how they was makin’ it more and more hard so’s I could never change back from what I was now. 

    Then, I knelt down on the floor.  We’d been naked all along, of course.  I looked up and saw Ape in front of me with his big cock hangin’ semi in front of his low-hangin’ really big balls.  Hulk was down on his knees on the floor back o’ me between my legs.  He was fingerin’ my hole ‘fore he stuck me.  I moaned as I opened my mouth for Ape’s prick.  Took longer that night for us to finish.  Closer to half an hour than only a quarter hour.  Ape said, “Most guys don’t got a pro at home for ’em to fuck and get a blow job from!”  “Damn straight,” I said. 

    It wasn’t late.  We watched our old T.V.  We’d grabbed some cushions from a broken-up couch and pulled them into the apartment, too.  They were leanin’ on the wall on top o’ the extra mattress Ape had found in the alley when he first brought in the one I sleep on.  We laid back there and watched porn while we played with each other’s junk.

    The ink bug had bit me big time.  Within ten days, I had another tat.  It was on my back.  A naked man, big muscles, (naturally, cuz it was supposed to be me).  He was squattin’ down on the ground with his paws on the ground.  So, he was me like a dog.  He had a dog’s head mask on.  One of his arms crossed his crotch from where you was lookin’ at him.  That way, Ape didn’t have to draw a porn sketch on me for everyone to see.

    Hulk said he’d been thinkin’ lately of somethin’ he wanted all three of us to do.  He said, “It’d be cool if we all got nose rings — good size ones — all at the same time.  My groin did its thing again!  I reached down and held my cage.  I saw Ape reach for his naked cock and start to stroke it.  Hulk sorta chuckled and said, “Guess we’re gettin’ our noses pierced.”  The next week, we all had the rings in.  Hurt some — but it passed.  ‘Tween my new nose ring and my growin’ tits, I wasn’t lackin’ for feelin’ sex in my crotch.  Felt it plenty.  Leaked plenty, too!

    Ape kept addin’ shit he’d think of to my body.  Sometimes he put words there, too.  I didn’t even know no more for sure if his words was right or wrong  He was tryin’ to be a good bro.  After ’bout a year, I had tats all up ‘n’ down my legs and arms, all over my chest and back, and even some more of ‘em on my head.  Up near the hole with pieces of brain fallin’ out, there was one said, “2 + 2 = 5”.

    The lawyers were still comin’ into the gym regular.  They never bothered talkin’ to me no more.  But, I saw ’em lookin’ at me when they thought I wouldn’t know.  Usually saw ’em in the gym wall mirrors.  They’d even point and I’d see ’em laugh.  Sometimes they’d show up with other guys I used to know from the office — ones who weren’t into workin’ out much.  Never bothered comin’ over to me . . . ‘cept one. 

    His name was Ethan.  I liked Ethan.  Ethan was a good lookin’ dude.  He always had the girls lookin’ his way.  ‘Bout 6’ tall, real black hair, black eyes, skin like he had a tan even in winter.  He told me that from his mother’s side, he was Italian.  Family told him he looked like his grandfather when he was a young dude in Italy.

    He came over the second time he’d been to the gym.  He said, “Can we talk?”  “Sure.  What ya got in mind?”  He said, “Somewhere else.  Not here.  Private . . . where they (he looked over at the other rich guys) won’t know?”  I told him, “Yea.  O.K.  Ya ever hear of a place called The Hole in the Wall?”  Ethan said, “No.”  I kinda smiled and told him, “Don’t surprise me none.  Not where I’d spect to find ya.  Look it up and be there.  7:00 Friday night.  Get set for a surprise.  Ya gonna get blown ‘way.”  He looked at me strange, but he said, “The Hole in the Wall.”  Then he said, “O.K.  I’ll be there.”  He went back over to the guys he’d come with.

    ‘Bout then, Boss called me into his office.  He said, “I saw you talking just now with one of those lawyers from where you used to work.  I noticed that they want nothin’ to do with you . . . so, what’s the deal with this one?”  I told him, “When he first came to work there, I helped him.”  Boss said, “So, that’s all?  Ya helped him?  Did he ever work with you on any cases?”  “Sure.  After a while, he did.”  “And, was one of ‘em by any chance my cousin’s?”  I got nervous, and said, “Boss.  It was me that did his case.  Don’t ask me ‘bout Ethan.”  “So, sounds like maybe you don’t wanna tell me something.  You know that you can’t lie to me if I ask you directly.  So – did Ethan help you on that case?”  I didn’t wanna, but I said, “Yea, Boss.  He was second . . . second . . . somethin’ or other.  I can’t remember any more what they call it.”  “Maybe ‘second chair’?”  “Yea.  Yea, that’s it – second chair.”  Boss just said, “Very interesting.”  Then he said, “You are going to tell him that you want to introduce him to me.  Then, you’ll bring him in here to my office.” 

    I left the office and walked over to where he was workin’ out.  The others sorta pulled back.  Maybe it was the smell!  I said to Ethan, “Big Jim, the manager, wants me to introduce ya to him.  O.K.?”  He said, “Yea.  Sure.”  “C’mon.  I’ll do it now.”  I introduced him to Boss in the office.  Boss told me to leave.  I went back to workin’ out again.  Once, when I looked up from a weight rack where I was puttin’ back a dumbbell, I saw Joaquin walkin’ into Boss’ office. 

    I didn’t ‘spect Ethan’d show up at The Hole that next night, but he did.  When I got there on my motor bike, I stripped in the parking lot.  Then, I crawled in naked, with the paws and the dog head and the tail waggin’ outta my ass as I moved.  Men gathered round like always.  After a while, I finally crawled over to Ethan.  He hadn’t realized it was me till I got close nuf he could see the tats.  I left the mask on and said, “Hey Ethan.  Did not think you’d come.  Since you’re here, unzip those pants and lemme suck your prick.”  “What the fuck?  Whaddya mean?  You’re not gonna suck my cock!” 

    “Ethan, if ya wanna talk with me, that’s the ticket.  Can make ya feel like you’ve never felt before.  You ever been sucked?” He said, “Yea — but not by a man!”  “That’s ‘bout to change, Ethan . . . right now!” 

    He surprised me again.  He started unzippin’!  I put my paws up on his waist and humped his leg from the side.  He looked like he didn’t know if he should just run and get the hell outta Dodge or what!  But, he got his cock out.  It was uncut ‘n’ already semi.  I started in on him.  Real quick like, cuz I was teasin’ his slit and head with my tongue, he got way bigger — way more’n I spected – like maybe 8 inches!  “Damn,” I thought.  “A grower!”  I sucked it into my mouth.  No hands.  I was a pro, after all.  I started pullin’ it into my mouth and droolin’ all over it.  I licked round his cock head.  He started in to moanin’ . . . a lot.  I wanted to give him a real good time.  And, I did.  Good time for me, too.  Could feel his shaft veins that stood out nice on his hard shaft while my tongue licked over ’em.  Head was a real mushroom ‘n’ runnin’ my tongue round it I could feel his corona.  I musta worked him twelve, fifteen minutes.  Finally, he cummed in my mouth.  I got it all down and then licked him clean.  He just said, “That was amazing!”  “Told ya ya’d like it.” 

    I said, “Hang here.  I’ll be back when it’s closin’ time at 2:00.  Can you do that?”  “Yea, yea, I can.”  I told him, “If ya want another blowjob, there’s holes in the john where you can stick your dick, and a mouth will do a job on it.  They’re called ‘glory holes’.  Guess ya know why now!”  I crawled away.  Right away, a drinker pulled my tail outta my ass and just as quick stuck his cock in me.  I was faced in the direction of Ethan.  Just like I told him he was gonna, he sure looked blown away.

    Finally, it was 2:00 A.M.  Closin’ time.  Boss had started keepin’ the locks for my dog head and paws with him.  So, if he wasn’t there when I came in, they didn’t get locked.  But he ordered me to leave ‘em on and to be crawlin’ from the time I came in till I left through the door.  So, with my dog head and paws still on, and still crawlin’, I went over to Ethan and told him, “Follow me.”  He didn’t say a word.  He just did it.  Once outside, I stood up.  I said to him, “Got some clothes in the saddle bags on my motor.”  When we got to my bike, I dug out my sweats and a tee-shirt and my sandals and put ‘em on.  He said, “You’re not even gonna take a shower or rinse off in a hose or anything?”  “Hell no, Ethan.  This is what I am, a cum slut fuck boi.  Why try to wash it away?” 

    Yea.  Shit on that!  It may be_ what _I am . . . but, it’s not_ who _I am.  Just wish I could link up with who I really am . . . down deep . . . I think!” 

    “I don’t get it, John.  You seemed so straight . . . and straight-laced about a lotta things.  That’s what I thought, anyway.  Was I wrong?”  “First off, ain’t ‘John’ no more.  It’s ‘johnnie’.  Second – yea, you’re right.  That was me, all right.  Things changed.  Long story.  A real strange one, too.  Got some advice for ya.  Careful who ya piss off with your big money cases . . . ‘n’ don’t go braggin’ ‘bout ‘em, either.”

    “John . . . johnnie – even though you made me feel something I’ve never ever felt before tonight . . . I just don’t get how you could – like you said it – become a slut!  Not John!  Not the lawyer I wanted to be like!”  I told him, “Guess that means ya don’t wanna be like him no more!”  He said, “No . . . no – your right.  I don’t.  I couldn’t be like you now, John . . . johnnie.  Just couldn’t.” 

    “Don’t be too sure ‘bout that Ethan.  Ya’d a asked me a year ago if I could look like I do now – BIG – tatted ‘n’ doin’ the shit I do, I’d a said I couldn’t never do that.  But, look at me, Ethan.  You seen it with your own eyes.  You seen more than any o’ them other rich bastards you work with.” 

    “Another thing – johnnie – the way you talk now.  You don’t talk like you’re educated.”  Told him, “Not no more.  You’re fuckin’ right ‘bout that.  The words just don’t come in my mind or outta my mouth no more.  I dunno why.  They just come out like you hear ‘em.  Don’t make no never mind, though.  What the shit I need fancy talkin’?  I do clean-up on building sites.  I work out at the gym nearly every day.  I suck.  I get fucked.  Can’t say I don’t enjoy it, either!” 

    Wish I could tell him I hate it along with enjoyin’ it . . . cuz I do both.  But, the part o’ me that loves it is the only one I can let show.  Damn miserable prison I’m in – that’s what it is.

    “I just can’t process this, Joh – johnnie.  It’s like a role model of mine has gotten lost.  Can I do anything to help you get back?”  “Ethan, you’re a nice guy.  LOOK at me!  Look at my big roid body, my head, my tats, my ringed nose, my shrunken prick in a cage.  Ya seen what I done here tonight.  I wanted ya to see what I am now.  Won’t blame ya if ya don’t wanna talk to me no more, either.”  “No, johnnie.  I still want to talk to you.  I want to understand what’s happened to you.”

    I said to him, “Good luck with that, Ethan.  I don’t really get _that_ m’self.  Tell me, though – ya said I gave ya a good time suckin’ your dick tonight, right?  I really tried to.  I wanted ya to feel your cock like ya never did before!”  He said, “You succeeded.  Yea, you did.  It was definitely something I never felt before!”  I said, “Good, Man.  Any time.  Ya know I’m good at it now.  I’m always ready to suck.  Maybe someday you’ll be wantin’ to fuck my ass, too.”  HIs eyes got kinda big, ‘n’ he said, “Oh – oh – no – nah – nah – not that.  Not me!”  I laughed.  “Who knows, Ethan?  Who knows?  Like I told ya, sure never thought I’d be the me I am now.” 

    He smiled, but he didn’t say nothin’. . . at first.  Then, he said, “I need to tell you something.  It’s bugging me.  Yea – I was surprised all right – surprised right out of my mind – seeing how you look now, seeing what you do – Damn!  Yea . . . what you DO! – but I’m bothered that it doesn’t _really_ bother me deep down.  It shocks me.  But, it doesn’t make me want to cut you off.  I said to myself waiting for you to finish tonight that I’d never come back here. But, a part of me thinks maybe that’s a lie.”  “Hmm,” I said.  “So ya got a little bit o’ pervert in ya!  Ya think ya just might be back for another round at The Hole.  Maybe a part o’ ya even wants to check out the glory holes in the john.  They’re right next to the piss bowls!”  He didn’t say nothin’ again.  He was lookin’ at my crotch.    I realized that without thinkin’ ‘bout doin’ it, I had been playin’ with my cage from outside my sweats ever since I’d put ‘em back on.  I didn’t quit.  I even stepped it up some . . . and looked from my crotch to his face ‘n’ back a couple times.  I smiled.  His eyes followed where I was lookin.  He didn’t look away.  My sweats had a wet spot from where my caged dicklet was leakin’.  I reached over with my free hand and started playin’ with Ethan’s junk through his jeans.  Then, I moved my wet hand from my sweats crotch.  I took his hand and moved it there to my caged and leakin’ cock.  I was wonderin’ if he’d pull it back or what.  Damned if he didn’t do what I was doin’ to him.  He started in to playin’ with my caged junk!  I grabbed his package harder.  He did the same to me.  I was leakin’ even more, and I was hard in my cage, too.  Thing was, he was gettin’ nice ‘n’ hard in my hand through those jeans . . . and I saw a wet spot formin’!  I reached up and unzipped  him.  He still didn’t move back.  Damn!  I hadn’t noticed earlier, but he was commando!  Fuck!  He surprised me again.  I reached into the open barn door and squeezed his shaft where it was.  Made it grow thicker ‘n’ harder.  So, there we were.  Ethan and me.  Batin’ each other’s pricks in the empty parkin’ lot.  No one around.  We kept at it.  Finally, he shot.  I still had his cock in his pants, so he cummed inside ‘em.  Looked good . . . to _me_ . . . seein’ the big wet spot all down the left leg of his jeans.  My little dick had cum, too.  From my crotch down, I was good ‘n’ wet.  I said, “Yea.  A little bit of perv in ya, Ethan!”  I let go without zippin’ ‘em back up.  I watched.  He didn’t close his fly.

    I asked him, “Whaddya want me to call ya?  ‘Ethan’ is pretty fancy soundin’.  Like I’m just ‘johnnie’.  My bros I live with are ‘Ape’ ‘n’ ‘Hulk’.  They’re the other big guys you seen me with at the gym.  I gotta call ya a special name.”  “I don’t know, johnnie.  I never thought about any other name.”  “Well, start thinkin’.  Or I’ll give ya one – one ya might or might not like, Dude!”  “O.K., I’ll think about it.” 

    Told him, “If ya wanna go home, that’s cool.  If ya wanna talk more – even meet the guys I live with, ya can follow me home on my motor.  Guess that Audi over there is yours.  He thought for a sec.  Then he said, “I’ll follow you.” 

    He got in his car and in twenty minutes, I led him up the stairs to the apartment.  Now, he was gonna learn even more ‘bout meatheads.  As I opened the door and stood back, lettin’ him go in first, I motioned from behind him to Ape ‘n’ Hulk.  They were at the table eatin’ somthin’.  I watched Ethan’s face.  Think his nose might even have kinda closed up for a sec.!  Ape and Hulk were naked, like always at home.  “This here’s Ethan.  He’s a lawyer.  Used to work with him.  Tellin’ ya, though – he’s not one o’ the bastards.  He’s cool.  Just take a look at the front o’ his jeans . . . you’ll see what I mean!”  Think Ethan turned red.

    “Hey Ethan,” Hulk said as he brought his naked self over to shake his hand.  Ape followed and did the same thing.  Ape said, “Yea.  Like that look, Ethan.  And, johnnie – see ya got a lotta dried cum on ya from The Hole.  Down the front o’ you all wet, too!  Looks like you had a fun night.”  “Oh, yea, Ape.  Lotta action.  Lotta cum in my gut . . . and up my ass.”  As I talked, I was strippin. I said to Ethan, “Hey, Grower, get outta them cummed up jeans.  Get naked like us.  We’re like this most o’ the time when we’re home.”

    He said, “What’d you call me?”  “Called ya ‘Grower’.  Cuz you _are_ one.  Told ya I’d give ya a name.  Now ya got it.  ‘Grower’ – like ‘Not a ‘shower’, but a ‘grower’!  Whaddya think?”  Hulk is always ready to laugh real easy like.  He did, sayin’ through his laughin’, “’Grower’ – that’s a great handle! Yea.  GROWER!”  I noticed that Grower wasn’t complainin’ . . . and that he was strippin’ like I said to.  I smiled.  I’d a never thought he’d be willin’ to be even a little like us meatheads!  Grower’s cock was risin’.  I stepped up behind him.  I reached around him and took it in my hand.  I bated it.  He let me.  Ape ‘n’ Hulk smiled.  They reached for each other’s tools.  I played with my little caged prick best I could.  It was leakin’ a LOT.  We kept it up just edging . . . not lettin’ anyone cum.  After I had Grower really nearly ready to shoot, I quit.  I put my hands on his shoulders and pressed down, sayin’, “Kneel down, Grower.”  I walked around in front of him, knelt down with my ass toward him, and told him, “Put that hard prick in my hole, Grower.  Do it!  You’re gonna love it!”  He said, “Ohh, Fuucck!”  And, that’s what he started to do . . . fuck me!  His dick was in my crack. 

    I said to Ape ‘n’ Hulk, “Coach him, Bros.  He told me earlier he’s never done it.”  So, they did.  Ape said, “O.K., Grower.  You’re in his crack.  Go slow.  Feel for johnnie’s hole with your cock head.  Yea.  Like that.  Now, start slidin’ in slow.  You’ll feel your head go through somethin’ and you’ll know you’re in.”  Hulk told him, “Go in little bits.  Back up some, then go in again, but little more.  Go till your pubes are up against his butt.”  He did like they were tellin’ him.  Ape told him, “Now, real slow pull almost all the way out, then just as slow like, go back in.  Just keep that up.  Your body’ll show ya from there.” 

    Grower followed what Ape was sayin’ real good.  He had me moanin.  I told him, “Right there! Ummm Umm.  Yeah, go back ‘n’ forth right there some, Man!  That’s ‘the spot’!”  Turned out Grower followed directions real good.  He was probably in me five minutes or so, workin’ my hole nice ‘n’ easy, when his pelvis went onto autopilot.  He was gettin’ faster.  He’d been so worked up from my edgin’ him before that I was surprised he kept in his cum in even long as he did.  Then he cried out with a long “Ahhhh”, and shot three or four times into me.  When he finished and backed out, I turned round and took his still hard dick and cleaned him off with my mouth.  Lookin’ up at him while I did it, he looked completely in shock!  “I loved it,” he said.  Then, “What’d I just do?!  Damn!  That felt so good!  But, how could I have just fucked a guy?  I’m straight!”  Hulk said, “Don’t go worryin’ ‘bout shit like that right now, Dude.  Just think how great it felt to be in johnnie’s hole.  Ape ‘n’ me know how good he milks a dick in his ass!”  I was proud listenin’ to Hulk. 

    For the whole time Grower was in me and even still then, my dicklet was drippin’.  I reached down and scooped up what was hangin’ onto the end of the cage.  I brought the string up to my face and looked at it.  Then, I put my head back, opened my mouth, lowered the string of pre and cum into it.  Then, I licked my fingers clean.  “Yea!”

    Right then, it hit me.  I thought again like I do a lot at times right after doin’ some o’ the things I’d never done in my whole life before . . . “Damn, I hate what am now!  But, I love it so much.  What the fuck.  Like there’s two o’ me.”

    Then I heard Ape sayin’, “johnnie, you just stay right there.  Hulk ‘n’ me need our turns now.”  I got no problem with that.  Ape got down behind me, and he moved his thick prick right in.  It knew the way!  He’d plenty o’ practice on my ass.  He did like they’d coached Grower to do, slow in and out.  Didn’t take long and he cummed into me.  I cleaned him off.  Then, Hulk.  He didn’t usually go faster in his pumpin’, but he was all keyed up, and he cummed really quick.  When I finished cleanin’ his wet cock, I stood up.  I could feel the cum drippin’ outta my hole and down the insides o’ my legs.  I didn’t pay it no mind . . . just let it drip.  Knew it’d dry.  Becomin’ a pig pretty much had come with becomin’ a suck- ‘n’ fuck-boi at The Hole.

    Grower had sat down in one of the chairs and just watched without sayin’ anything while Ape ‘n’ Hulk did me.  He just played with his semi-hardon while he watched.  It had a stream of leftover cum trailin’ nearly down to the floor.  After I’d cleaned Ape’s and Hulk’s cocks off, I went over and passed my finger under Grower’s slit, slickin’ off that string o’ cum.  I brought it up to my face, put my head back, and lowered it into my open mouth.  Then, I licked my fingers.

    Then, we sat around the table under the bulb hangin’ from the electric cord in the ceiling.  We drank a beer and ate some.  I said, “O.K.  Too tired to talk more tonight, Grower.  We can do it when we wake up if ya still wanna.  For now, pull that mattress over there by the wall into the room with ours.  You’re stayin’ here . . . right?”  He was still playing with his semi.  It was still drippin’ with a string headin’ back down to the floor.  He smiled.  “Yea, I’d like that.  I’m stayin’ here.”  I reached over and again slicked the long string of cum hangin’ from his slit and licked it off o’ my fingers.  I said, ”Good thing tomorrow’s Saturday.  Don’t think you’d be goin’ into work.” 

    He smiled and said, “I think I’m beginning to understand some now about how you changed so much, johnnie.  In just these last hours . . . I’ve done some big-time changes!”  I told him, “Damn fuckin’ straight, Man.  Yea – you have!  Way more ‘n’ I’d a thought . . . Grower!”  Ape ‘n’ Hulk said they were ready to sleep, too.  Hell, it was already gettin’ light outside.

    When I woke up, it was around noon.  Ape ‘n’ Hulk were still sleepin’.  I looked over at Grower.  He was awake and playin’ some with his morning wood . . . on full out show.  Like I said, his cock size sure surprised me cuz his bulge just ain’t all that big.  Anyways, he had this smile on his face.  I guess he still felt cool ‘bout all that went down last night.  Wouldn’t a surprised me if he hadn’t a been.  So, I turned over on my side and then pushed myself up onto my knees.  I crawled over toward him.  He looked at me.  I said, “You’re smilin’, Grower.”  He said, “Yea.  I am.”  “I’m gonna make your smile bigger.  O.K.?”  He looked at his big, hard uncut cock and then at my face.  His smile _did_ get bigger.  “Yea, johnnie.  You do that,” he told me.  I was smilin’ now, too.  I headed right for his prick and went down on it.  My fists were on his mattress.  I was doin’ like I did at The Hole on weekends – no hands while I serviced his big uncut dick.  He started in to moanin’ right quick.  I was goin’ pretty fast . . . faster than usual.  Don’t know why.  Couldn’t wait?  Whatever, didn’t take too long and his cum was goin’ down my throat.  He was long nuf that the end of his cock was down there!

    His moanin’ must a woke up the guys.  I heard Ape sayin, “Man, johnnie.  You are a machine!”  He ‘n’ Hulk were startin’ their day with a laugh.  We got up.  Finally, I did go into the bathroom and step into the shower after a piss.  The others all came and pissed one by one into the dirty toilet while I was under the water.  Last one flushed it.  That often doesn’t happen in the apartment.  After me, all of ‘em showered.  They did it on their own, one by one.  Was just the one towel in there.  We got something to eat.  I said, “Grower, ya still wantin’ to talk this mornin’?”  He said, “No, johnnie.  The stuff I was wondering about – you know, like how you got so changed . . . so different.  I think I kinda know now.  Shit.  I took a lotta steps that are ‘different’ for _me_ last night . . . and that was just one night!” 

    “O.K.  You’re good then?”  “Yea, Man.  I’m good.  In fact, I’m just fine.  But, I _do_ have some thinking that I gotta do.”  We sat around through the afternoon just talkin’.  Ape ‘n’ Hulk wanted to get to know Grower more.  He seemed really to like them, too.  More surprises for me. 

    He told them how he grew up in a rich suburb.  Rich parents, fancy schools, all that.  He said he’d never ever even talked to anyone like them (. . . well, I guess that’s like “us” . . . seein’ as how I’m like them now).  Sure as hell not Ape or Hulk probably never knowed no one like Grower, either.  They’re raised in projects.  Grower told ‘em that at the law firm, when he came, I was friendly and helped him when the others seemed like they would help a little . . . but that they weren’t all that interested.  Hearin’ that made me feel good.  Guess it told why Grower wanted to talk with me when he first saw me at the gym, too . . . instead o’ just lookin’ at me ‘n’ laughin’ like I was in some kinda zoo cage – like the other bastards were doin’.  Like he told me in the parkin’ lot at The Hole last night, he looked up to me . . . then

    Around 7:00 that evening, we went out for burgers at a McDonald’s.  Then, Grower got into his Audi and drove to his fancy apartment.  He’d sleep in a real different place that night from last night!  As he got into his car, Hulk said, “Hey, Man.  When ya come to the gym, if we’re there, c’mon ‘n’ workout with us.  We can make ya start to get way bigger than those pansy guys from where ya work!”  Grower said, “Thank you, Hulk.  I appreciate that.  I really do.  And, I’ll do it.  Think I’ll have way more fun workin’ with you guys than with ‘those pansy guys’.”  He laughed.  I was glad he said he’d stick with us.  Damn.  Another surprise.  Don’t think anyone’s _makin’_ him do it, either.  Not like it was for me gettin’ started with Ape ‘n’ Hulk.

     Least I_ hope _no one’s makin’ him do it.

    To be continued.

  • Employee of the Month

    June 8 – 9

    Hamza wants to fuck me. Hamza wants to fuck me. Does Hamza want to fuck me? How does Hamza want to fuck me? Doggy Style? Up against the wall? Hamza wants to fuck me.

    Ever have a thought that gets stuck in your head? That was me now. 

    I texted Brian in Amsterdam that evening: “Be honest. What do you think of my ass?” He texted back immediately.

    “What ass? You dress like a schoolteacher. How could I even have an opinion?”

    Hmmm. I guess my wardrobe could use a refresh. Then my phone dinged again.

    “Show me”

    “What—?”

    “Take a picture of your ass.”

    “Ok.”

    I mean, I did ask, right?

    I took off my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror. I liked my body. I was 5’9” and 160 lbs. Back when I was a self-conscious 120 lb teen, I always thought this would be a good weight for me. Not too skinny, not too flabby. Of course I was headed for dadbod territory in the near future if I didn’t up my exercise game. Swimming once a week at my condo pool wasn’t going to cut it for much longer. I twisted my lower half around and clicked a shot.

    “Ok” was the reply. “Now show hole.”

    That was trickier, I really should do more yoga.

    A few moments passed before I got the reply.

    “Klaus says: Fuckable”

    “Wait, who’s Klaus?”

    After another short wait I got a picture. It showed a sweaty, salt and pepper bearded muscledaddy in a black leather visor cap, his rippling abs flexed in mid-thrust. At the bottom of the picture was a naked Brian, with just his pert ass and the top part of his face visible, eyebrow raised.

    “Brian! You’ve been getting railed at a sex club this entire time??”

    “It’s 2 AM in Amsterdam. Why else would I be awake?”

    I clicked off my phone and sighed, looking at my ass in the mirror again. “Fuckable” Klaus had said. But not “very fuckable” or “damn fuckable”. I tried to do a version of Cameron’s most-muscular flex. I did have little bulges in my chest, arms and shoulders. But no abs and pretty sad legs. I hardened my resolve to go to the gym in the morning.

    Tuesday morning I was fumbling for my wallet at the gym reception to buy another day pass when Cam and Chad walked in behind me with their gym bags slung over their meaty pecs. “Jeffy!” Cam said. “Come to watch us work out?”

    “Actually,” I said rather proudly. “You have all inspired me to get into lifting.”

    “That’s awesome, Jeffy, but you don’t have to pay, it’s part of the benefits package.”

    “What? Rich from HR never told me that when I was hired.”

    “Fucking Rich! Let me guess, he tried to sell you on his CrossFit gym.” He had, in fact. “That’s shady. We should get Hamza to audit his ass.”

    We got to the locker room and I tried to focus as the words “Hamza” and “ass” banged around in my head again and again.

    “So what do you want to work on?” Chad asked.

    “Ass!” I said.

    He turned back to me and smirked. “Cool, Jeffy. But I was asking Cam. You’re a beginner so you should do a whole body workout.”

    “Good advice,” said Cam as he started to undress. “But me and Chad will do legs so we can show you how to blast your ass. Great to have goals, Jeffy,” he winked.

    “Hey!” called a guy who was putting on a red UnderArmour polo shirt that read TRAINER. “There’s no outside personal training here.”

    “Oh?” said Chad as he pulled off own work polo. He stepped out of his chinos and approached the now wide-eyed guy in just his briefs. “You think we look like trainers? So you’re saying I look like you?” Chad planted his feet, put his fists on his hips and did a lat spread. From my line of sight sitting on the bench, he eclipsed the body of the taller man barely halfway through the flex. 

    “No man,” the trainer said, shaken and trembling. “You look like Lee Priest.” 

    I didn’t get the reference but Chad did and he wasn’t impressed. “You saying I’m short, bro?” His calves flexed bigger than footballs as he went up on his toes to get in his face.

    “N-n-no, dude.” Now he looked frantic. “No! I didn’t mean nothing. I just mean, you’re huge!” 

    Cam put his hand on Chad’s shoulder. I thought the poor guy’s eyes would pop out of his head as his gaze traveled up Cam’s powerfully thick forearm to his veiny, melon sized biceps to his delts that were bigger than his head. “Holy shit are you guys pros?”

    “Yes. Professional computer programmers,” Cam smirked.

    “Wow!” He said in awe. “I’d hate to meet your trainer in a dark alley.”

    Cam and Chad exchanged a look. “You would shit yourself.”

    “I’m glad you didn’t hurt that guy,” I said to Chad as we made it to the gym floor. “I think of you as the sweet one.”

    Chad smiled that cherubic smile he gave me during the Cum-a-thon. “I am sweet,” he said. “But I can be salty.” I wondered if I might get a taste after the workout. “Especially when dudes think their height gives them some kind of advantage. Like, dude, I could rip your car door off at the hinges, but sure, go off on how you can reach the can of beans on the top shelf of the cupboard.”

    “See that’s the difference with me,” said Cam. “I know you can kick my ass.”

    “Well since you chose leg day, you must want your ass kicked, Cammy.”

    Cam gave him a tight side bro-hug. “I love it when you call me that. Reminds me of when I was a little kid and my Dad would toss me in the air.”

    “That can be arranged,” Chad said. Holy shit I was gonna cum if they kept up this friendly bro banter.

    “You’re gonna have to work on those puny delts first,” Cam laughed, flexing his own monsters.

    “Oh just for that I’ll make sure you are crawling to your desk this morning, bro.”

    Cam gave me a quick routine with the machines that I could do while they did their warm-up squats. “Then come back and watch the fun.”

    I kept an eye on them as I did my routine, and came back at least twice because I figured they must be finished with the warm-up with all the plates they were loading on the bar. Nope, still warming up.

    Finally, Chad gave me a signal and I came back, my muscles feeling a nice flush from the workout. Maybe I could get used to this. “Warm up over?” I asked.

    Chad smiled as he rubbed chalk on his hands, and I gooped a little pre into my workout shorts. God he was handsome. “We’ll pretend it is, for ol’ Cammy’s sake. His self esteem is so fragile. These bodybuilders, y’know, always needing the attention,” he joked.

    “You’re not a bodybuilder?”

    “Powerlifter.”

    “What’s the difference?”

    “You’ll see.”

    Cameron hefted off the huge weight, there were five big plates on each side and he squatted down till he was almost sitting on the floor. “That’s it bro, nice and deep.” Chad encouraged him. He pushed up and his huge quads flexed into sequoias. “Yeah bro.”

    Cam was sweating by the time he racked the weight after 12 repetitions. Chad switched places and pumped out the same number, smiling at me the whole time. He was not sweating when he racked the bar. Clank. They added another big plate to each side.

    “This is for five, right?” Cam said.

    “Eight bro.”

    “Oh right.

    “You need a spot, bro?” Chad asked innocently.

    “Fuck you.”

    Cam powered through the eight reps like a champ, sweat now dripping from his face. 

    Chad finally broke a sweat. When he racked the bar, he dabbed a towel delicately on his brow. Cam rolled his eyes, then reached for a smaller plate.

    Clang! Chad banged a big plate onto his side and gave Cam a look like: What? Cam grumbled but smacked the same sized plate on his side instead. Cam got into position, and this time Chad stood right in front of him. 

    “You got this bro, five easy reps.”

    “Three.”

    “Five.”

    “Four.”

    “Five.”

    “Fuuuuuuuck!” Cam groaned as he lifted off and sank down low with ponderous weight.

    “Monster legs, bro. C’mon push it.”

    “Arrgh!” Cam got one solid rep, then two. Veins and tendons were popping out of his neck like crazy as he squatted just as low as his very first rep and popped little hisses of breath like a steam engine as he somehow rose up to his full height again, bellowing at the top of the rep like King Kong. 

    “You got this bro. Two more. You’re huge, bro. Blow those shorts out with that pump.” Chad slapped Cam’s legs as he got through the fourth rep, then actually started slapping his face when he paused mid-lift on the last rep. “Don’t punk out on me bro. You’re big! You’re strong!” With a hollar that I thought would turn his lungs inside out, Cam finished the rep and racked the bar. Chad waved me over. “Look at this pump, Jeffy, see, this is bodybuilding. You ever see such beauty?” 

    My cock tenting my gym shorts as I goggled in lust at the swollen stanchions of Cam’s epicly pumped legs. As he dripped sweat onto the rubber mat, exhaustedly leaning on the bar, he wobbled his quads like you see bodybuilders do on stage and then BOOM, flexed them hard into an explosion of shiny, veiny, striated meat. 

    “But this—” Chad said, as he clapped his chalked hands together and grinned. “—is powerlifting.”

    CLANK. CLANK. CLANK. CLANK.

    Chad added two more big plates to each side while Cam used his arms to cling to the upright metal bar of the rack and slowly lowered himself to the floor. “Ow. Ow. Ow.” When he got there he rolled over and looked up at his friend.

    “I hope you’re satisfied, bro, you just coached your way out of a spotter.”

    “Guess you’re up Jeffy,” said Chad.

    “ME??” I gasped.

    Cam laughed weakly from the floor: “Oh Jeffy, you’re gonna love it.”

    Chad got into position and started psyching himself up.

    “Puny weight, bro,” he whispered to himself. Or maybe he was talking to the plates? How many were there now? Nine on each side? “Gonna crush you, then gonna crush your big brother next week.” Definitely talking to the plates. Cam told me how to get into position to spot a squat and I followed those instructions, standing behind him and holding my arms lightly around his wide lats and barrel chest.

    Just as he was about to lift off, I whispered into his ear. “Chad?”

    He let out a breath. “Yes, Jeffy?”

    “How much is this?”

    “855 pounds.”

    “And you weigh?”

    “195 pounds.”

    I did the math on just how flat I would be if all that weight fell on top of me.

    “Chad?”

    “Yes, Jeffy.” His voice was patient, not annoyed at all.

    “I’m scared.”

    “Don’t be scared, bro. I would never hurt you.”

    I swallowed and screwed up my courage. “Ok.”

    Chad unracked the weight and with a metallic groan the bar immediately sagged heavily on either side. I panicked: “CHAD!” I wailed and I fell forward and clutched him tight.

    Cam yelled from the floor: “Jeffy no! Chad rack it!”

    But whether he wouldn’t, or couldn’t, instead Chad squatted.

    His ass pushed back hard into my shrunken fear-dick and I belatedly remembered I was supposed to mimic his position. It was hard to concentrate because his entire body transformed into living rock. His thighs bulged three times thicker than my own as he started to rise out of the depth of the squat. At a third of the way up, Chad’s gym shorts exploded in jagged rents and his beercan soft cock and low hanging bull balls fell through the scraps. I scrambled to gather up the cloth fragments and genitals and my hard-on shot to full mast as I realized I could barely hold all of it in my two hands. At half way up, Chad let out a primal scream and my vision went white and I zoned out completely.

    When I came back to reality, Cam was gently prodding my shoulder. ‘Jeffy, it’s okay. It’s okay.” I was clamped onto Chad like a backpack. I let go, put my feet on the floor and backed away dazed. I took in his naked boulder sized ass, and realized I had his torn shorts in my hand. Chad looked back over his shoulder and managed his trademark smile even as he heaved breaths.

    “Man… Worst spotter ever… Good thing you’re cute.”

    Cont.

  • Blue Eyes at the Glory Hole

    The bathroom filled with steam so quickly it felt like stepping into another world. Water poured down my back in steady sheets as I moved the soap across my skin, slow and deliberate, letting the heat loosen something deeper. I wasn’t really trying to relax, I was washing off the dust of the street, the grime of the train, and the lingering trace of him that still clung faintly to my lips. That taste hadn’t gone away, and I wasn’t sure I wanted it to.

    Then, something shifted in the atmosphere.

    The water stayed hot, the pressure unchanged, but the room felt altered. A thickness settled into the air, curling at the base of my neck like a whisper of instinct. I turned slightly, eyes scanning the condensation on the glass, my breath slowing while I tried to make sense of it.

    Movement registered just beyond the shower. At first it seemed like a trick of light and steam, but then it resolved into a shape I couldn’t ignore. A tall, familiar figure stood just beyond the glass, unmoving.

    The hoodie appeared first, then the tilt of his head, angled as if he were studying me. Fog obscured his face, but there was no attempt to hide. He stood there watching, saying nothing.

    Neither of us broke the silence.

    His hand rose to the hem of his hoodie, pulling it upward in one smooth motion. Our eyes stayed locked the entire time. The shirt underneath came off next, exposing flushed skin glistening with sweat and steam. Shorts slid down in a single motion, followed by his underwear, both falling into a damp pile at his feet with no ceremony, only purpose.

    He opened the shower door and stepped inside. His gaze held steady.

    That was when it hit me. He’d been watching long enough to know the exact moment to come in.

    His cock was already hard, flushed and pulsing. He didn’t leer, he simply watched, silently and steadily. Unblinking.

    We stood inches apart, body heat colliding but still not touching. I didn’t move. There was no reason to. He reached out and took hold of my cock, his grip steady, neither rough nor gentle. Another hand cupped my balls, fingers working in slow, deliberate motions that tested and teased. My breath caught as I leaned into the tile.

    He lowered himself to his knees with total composure.

    Without breaking eye contact, he let the water pour over his face as he leaned forward. Just before his mouth closed around me, I saw the water gather on his lips. Then he swallowed me whole, his lips parting to take me in with practiced intent. My hands found the walls instinctively, searching for balance.

    His mouth gripped tighter than I remembered. More controlled. More purposeful.

    Eyes stayed on mine as he settled into a rhythm. Wet. Slow. Precise.

    He reached up, gesturing silently. After a pause, I understood and handed him the soap.

    While his mouth kept working, his hand slid between my legs, coating the crack of my ass in lather. Every movement was careful, calculated, and exact. He wasn’t just preparing me. He was claiming me.

    My legs widened instinctively.

    A finger slipped in, slow and assured, stretching me with soap and water. Another followed. Still, his mouth remained focused. Tongue circling. Lips pulling tight.

    The only sounds were water, suction, and the growing irregularity of my breathing.

    He controlled the moment completely.

    And I let him.

    When he finally released me, his lips parted with deliberate care. His hand lingered between my legs, fingers ghosting over skin, and then he spoke. His voice emerged rough and low, shaped by heat and the weight of everything left unspoken.

    “You ever make a move on one of your boys, coach?”

    I didn’t respond, didn’t flinch, didn’t break the rhythm of what was building. My hand ran through his wet hair as I guided him to his feet. Water poured over us as I pressed our bodies together. My cock brushed his thigh while my chest met his. One hand rested at his neck with subtle pressure. The other settled at his hip, fingers curved just enough to mark possession.

    “If you’re one of mine,” I whispered at his ear, “you follow my lead.”

    He gave a subtle nod, offering consent without words.

    Kneeling again, I kissed down his stomach before taking his cock into my mouth. It was already hard, glistening with moisture, and he inhaled sharply as my lips closed around the head. My tongue pressed along the underside while my hand steadied the rhythm. His hands rested on my shoulders, providing contact but no direction.

    After a few moments, I stood and turned him to face the wall. His palms braced against the tile while I positioned myself behind him. My hand guided myself as I studied the way water ran down his back and into the curve of his ass.

    I leaned forward and kissed the back of his neck. My breath lingered there, warm and deliberate. My fingers returned to his hole, now slick and loosened. Pressing my cock against him, I let him feel the weight of what was coming.

    “You want your coach to fuck you,” I said. Not a question. A directive.

    He nodded, slower this time, hips shifting back.

    I entered him gradually, the head pushing past resistance. A sound escaped him. Some blend of breath and need. I paused, letting his body adjust. My hands held his hips as I sank deeper. The water muffled everything except sensation.

    Once buried to the hilt, I waited a moment longer, then began to move. The pace was slow. Not tentative. Measured. Each thrust reminded him who I was.

    His body began to give way, each movement easier than the last. I leaned closer and skin met skin as the heat swelled. Thick. Close. Until we couldn’t tell the steam from our skin.

    “You don’t speak of this,” I murmured.

    He tensed slightly, but didn’t respond.

    “This stays between us. No one else needs to know.”

    He nodded once.

    “You understand what I’m saying?”

    “Yes.”

    I pulled back and slid in again, using the rhythm to underscore the words.

    “If anyone finds out, you’ll have to explain everything. How you asked for this. How much you liked it. How you let it happen.”

    His groan came quietly, caught between shame and desire.

    “You’re mine now. This isn’t for anyone else.”

    My movements deepened. One arm looped around his chest. The other returned to rest near his throat as a reminder, not a threat.

    He leaned into it, this wasn’t surrender in the usual sense. He was choosing this.

    His cock jumped under my hand. I gripped it and he moaned, loud and needy. The sound echoed off the tile and I kissed his shoulder to quiet it.

    “This is our secret.”

    “Yes.”

    “No one else.”

    “No.”

    “You liked it.”

    There was a pause. His body stiffened.

    “I won’t tell,” he said finally.

    I kissed the curve of his neck again, then bit down lightly, marking him.

    “Good.”

    His breathing fractured as my hand stroked him in rhythm. Pressure built between us. His body jerked and I felt him come, hot and sudden, against the tile. I kept moving through it, slower now.

    My hips pushing into his muscular butt, my cock deep within him ready to explode.

    Then I erupted inside him. My face pressed to his neck as I came. We stayed there, locked in heat and steam, unmoving. It seemed to go on forever. He pushed back into me as I came.

    When I finally pulled out, I turned him gently to face me. His eyes looked heavy. His lips parted slightly. There was something raw in his expression. It wasn’t broken, it was honest.

    We washed off quietly and dressed in silence.

    “So you like roleplay,” I said.

    “Roleplay?”

    “Coach and player.”

    He blinked.

    “No idea what you’re talking about, coach.”

    I studied him.

    He zipped his hoodie and met my gaze in the mirror.

    “You really don’t remember me, do you?”

    My pulse faltered.

    “You used to work at the Midtown gym. You trained high school athletes.”

    A soft smile curved his lips.

    “I was one of them.”

    He turned and walked to the door. Before leaving, he looked back.

    “Don’t worry. I won’t tell.”

    Then he was gone.

    And I stood in the steam, realizing I had no idea what I’d just done. I wasn’t sure if I’d just been seduced or exposed.

    The door clicked shut. The silence was louder than anything else.

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  • Before The world Changes

    Bridges and Barriers

    The Greyhound bus pulled into the small town depot with a hiss of brakes and a sigh of exhausted metal. Luke, perched on a bench outside the diner where he worked, spotted it instantly. His heart, which had been a steady drum of anxiety all day, suddenly accelerated, a frantic tattoo against his ribs. He’d been checking the bus schedule every hour, a compulsive ritual fueled by equal parts hope and dread. He’d imagined this moment a thousand times, picturing Daniel stepping off the bus, a familiar smile lighting up his face, a familiar warmth radiating from him, erasing the miles and the weeks of separation.

    He wasn’t sure what he expected. A grand reunion? A passionate embrace? The reality, as it always did, proved far more nuanced. Daniel emerged from the bus, a little hesitant, a little awkward, his usually bright eyes clouded with a mixture of exhaustion and apprehension. He carried a worn duffel bag, a symbol of the journey, the distance, the anxieties they had both endured. He looked thinner, a little paler, etched with the stress of adjusting to college life, the far cry from the carefree high school boy Luke remembered. But there was still Daniel, in the way he ran a hand through his tousled hair, in the slight curve of his lips, in the way his eyes searched for Luke amidst the milling crowd.

    Luke stood, a surge of warmth washing over him, a feeling so potent it almost knocked the breath from his lungs. He felt a dizzying mixture of joy and relief, a heady cocktail of emotions that momentarily overwhelmed him. He’d missed Daniel. Missed him terribly. Missed the easy banter, the shared silences, the comfort of his presence. He’d missed the way Daniel’s hand felt in his, the way his laughter could chase away any shadow of doubt, the way Daniel’s very presence filled the room. The weeks apart had felt like an eternity, a lifetime spent in a half-remembered dream.

    Daniel saw him, his eyes widening in recognition, a hesitant smile breaking across his face. The distance between them seemed to shrink, the physical space evaporating under the intensity of their gaze. He started walking, his steps tentative, almost shy, a stark contrast to the confident stride Luke remembered from their high school days. The world around them faded into a muted background hum as they approached each other. Time seemed to slow, stretching and expanding to accommodate the unspoken emotions that crackled between them. The air thrummed with a silent symphony of anticipation, of reunion, of unspoken hopes.

    The embrace was tentative at first, a gentle clasp of arms, a hesitant touch that spoke volumes about the anxieties of reconnection after a period of separation. There were no grand declarations of love, no sweeping pronouncements of devotion. It was a silent acknowledgment, a shared understanding, a quiet affirmation of their enduring bond. It was a simple hug, but it was potent and loaded with the weight of shared emotions.

    They walked to Luke’s car in companionable silence, each lost in the moment, the physical closeness, the palpable relief of being reunited. The car ride was a mixture of awkward silences and bursts of shared laughter, a comfortable juxtaposition that highlighted the complexities of their reconnection. The familiar route to Luke’s home seemed alien, a landscape viewed through the lens of absence and reunion. They talked, but mostly they just listened, letting their silence speak volumes.

    Luke’s family welcomed Daniel warmly, their smiles a comforting reminder of the familiar anchor of their community. His parents, usually chatty and inquisitive, were remarkably subdued. They recognized the unspoken undercurrents of emotion, the fragile state of their son’s reunion, the need for gentle space and understanding. They knew better than to interrupt the silent dance of reconnection unfolding between their son and his significant other. The family dinner was a subdued affair, filled with nervous laughter and thoughtful silences. The absence of the usual boisterous banter was itself telling of the fragile balance of emotions.

    After dinner, they retreated to Luke’s room, the space familiar yet charged with a new energy. The familiar scent of Luke’s cologne, the worn-out books on his shelves, the posters on the walls—all whispered memories of their shared past. They talked, for hours, sharing stories, catching up, filling in the blanks of the weeks they’d spent apart. They talked about their college experiences – the challenges, the triumphs, the friendships, the overwhelming change of moving from the familiar haven of their small town into the bustling world of college life. They both spoke honestly about their feelings—the loneliness of being alone, the crushing weight of missing each other, the quiet anxiety they felt.

    But the conversation wasn’t solely focused on the past. They discussed plans for the weekend, their future—albeit with a cautious optimism tempered by the reality of their still-distant lives. They talked about the next visit, the next opportunity to bridge the gap. The conversations flowed naturally, as though time had stood still, as though the weeks apart had been nothing more than a temporary blip in the timeline of their enduring relationship. They discovered that the unspoken words, the anxieties, the fears they had carried individually, were now easily exchanged and understood. They could face their feelings openly now, knowing they were no longer carrying them alone.

    Late into the night, lying in Luke’s bed, the familiar comfort a balm to his weary soul, Daniel’s arm wrapped around him, he realized that the anxieties of distance remained. The looming reality of their physical separation was a shadow still lurking at the edges of their reconnection. But the reunion had proven the strength of their love. It had rekindled the flame that distance had threatened to extinguish. The gap created by separation hadn’t broken their connection, it had only made them more grateful for the moments they could share, the love they held fast between them.

    The following days were a whirlwind of shared activities, a hurried attempt to cram weeks of missed moments into a precious few days. They walked along the lake, their hands intertwined, the familiar landscape a comforting backdrop to their reconnection. They revisited their favorite spots – the old oak tree where they’d shared their first kiss, the diner where they’d spent countless hours talking, the park where they had played as children. Each place served as a touchstone, a reminder of their shared history, a foundation upon which to rebuild their present and future.

    Daniel’s departure was bittersweet. The familiar pang of separation returned, amplified by the renewed closeness of their reunion. They embraced at the bus stop, a longer, more lingering hug this time, filled with a promise of future reunions, of sustained connection, despite the distance. It was a silent promise, a shared understanding, a reaffirmation of their love, a hope that the distance would remain a temporary barrier and not a lasting chasm. The bus pulled away, leaving Luke standing alone, his heart filled with a complicated mixture of sadness and anticipation, knowing that the miles apart couldn’t diminish the enduring power of their connection. The gap had been bridged, but the journey towards a future together was far from over. Their love story continued, a testament to the resilience of a relationship built on trust, commitment, and unwavering faith in the enduring power of their hearts’ connection. The first visit was over, but the promise of their future together still shimmered, a beacon guiding them through the distance.

    The weeks stretched into months, punctuated only by hurried weekend visits and fleeting phone calls. The idyllic image of their long-distance relationship, painted in the vibrant hues of youthful optimism, began to fade, revealing the cracks in the carefully constructed façade. Luke, entrenched in the familiar rhythm of his small town, found solace in the comforting predictability of his routine – his job at the diner, his close-knit family, the unwavering support of his friends. Daniel, on the other hand, was navigating the chaotic energy of city life, a world teeming with new experiences, new people, new perspectives. He thrived on the anonymity of the bustling metropolis, the freedom to explore his passions, the independence that college life afforded him.

    Their conversations, once effortless and flowing, now felt strained, punctuated by silences that stretched and deepened, mirroring the growing distance between them. Luke found himself clinging to the memories of their shared past, a comforting anchor in the face of the changing present. He yearned for the simplicity of their high school days, a time before the complexities of college, the pressures of adulthood, and the ever-present shadow of distance threatened to unravel their bond. He felt a pang of resentment, a subtle, nagging unease that Daniel seemed to be changing, evolving at a pace that left him behind.

    Daniel, for his part, found himself drawn into the vibrant tapestry of college life. He discovered new passions, forged new friendships, and embraced the freedom that came with independence. He loved the intellectual stimulation, the challenges, the sense of accomplishment that came with pushing his limits. He found himself appreciating the vastness of the world beyond their small town, the richness of experiences that lay beyond the confines of their shared past. But the further he ventured into this new world, the more he felt the pull of guilt, the ache of missing Luke, the lingering weight of their shared history. He felt he was letting Luke down, that he was becoming someone Luke wouldn’t recognize, wouldn’t understand.

    Their first major disagreement erupted during one of Daniel’s brief visits home. It started subtly, a minor irritation over a miscommunication, a trivial disagreement that quickly escalated into a bitter exchange, revealing the underlying tensions that had been simmering beneath the surface. It was about a party Daniel had attended, a party Luke felt was out of character for him, a night that seemed to represent the chasm growing between them. Luke, hurt and insecure, felt betrayed; Daniel, frustrated and defensive, felt misunderstood. Their words, once sweet and tender, now carried the sting of accusation, resentment, and unspoken fears.

    “It’s like you’re a different person,” Luke had said, his voice tight with unshed tears. “I barely recognize you anymore.”

    Daniel’s retort was sharp, laced with the weariness of trying to bridge an ever-widening gap. “I’m growing, Luke. I’m changing. Is that so wrong?” The argument raged for hours, a tumultuous storm that stripped away the illusion of effortless harmony. They both said things they regretted, wounds inflicted with the careless abandon of hurt feelings and unspoken anxieties. It was a brutal confrontation, a stark reminder of the challenges they faced, the strains placed upon their bond by the immense changes they were both experiencing. The familiar comfort of their shared space was shattered by the intensity of their conflict, leaving a lingering silence heavy with unspoken recriminations and the stark realization that they were on diverging paths.

    The silence that followed the argument was perhaps even more painful than the argument itself. The familiar comfort of their shared space was now filled with the cold weight of unspoken accusations and hurt. The shared history, once a source of comfort, now felt like a battlefield littered with the debris of their clashing realities. Luke retreated into himself, lost in the familiar comfort of routine but unable to shake the feeling of growing distance. Daniel felt alone, adrift in a world that felt increasingly unfamiliar and disconnected from the person he once knew and loved.

    The following days were a torturous blend of strained silences and stilted conversations. The usual easy banter was replaced by cautious exchanges, laden with unspoken anxieties. They avoided each other’s gaze, engaging in minimal interaction, their gestures lacking the familiar ease and affection. The comfortable familiarity of their shared space felt alien, a stark reminder of the gulf that had opened up between them. The weekend, once anticipated as a blissful reunion, ended with a bitter taste of disillusionment. Daniel left, the parting less a comforting promise of future reunions and more a silent acknowledgment of a love struggling under the weight of conflicting paths.

    The ensuing weeks were a blur of missed calls, unanswered texts, and the lingering weight of unspoken emotions. The distance between them, once measured in miles, now felt insurmountable, a chasm of misunderstanding and unspoken grievances. Both were grappling with the reality of their changing lives, the challenges of maintaining a long-distance relationship amidst the upheaval of college, the complexities of navigating diverging paths.

    The initial hurt and resentment slowly gave way to a profound sense of loneliness. Luke missed Daniel’s laughter, his warmth, his reassuring presence. He missed the easy banter, the shared silences, the comfort of a familiar touch. He missed the person Daniel had been, a part of him that felt increasingly distant and inaccessible. He realized that his clinging to the past, his inability to accept Daniel’s growth, was as much a barrier as the miles between them.

    Daniel, too, felt the ache of separation, the weight of a connection that felt fragile and strained. He missed Luke’s unconditional love, his steadfast presence, his unwavering support. He missed the simplicity of their shared past, a time before the complexities of his college life, his new friendships, his broadening horizons. He regretted the harshness of his words, the defensive posture he had adopted during their argument. He yearned for the effortless connection they once shared, a connection that felt increasingly tenuous and threatened.

    The realization that their relationship was struggling didn’t bring immediate resolution. The wounds they had inflicted during their argument were deep, the gulf of understanding wide. Both wrestled with their feelings, grappling with the complex emotions that arose from their changed circumstances. They attempted to communicate, but the words were often clumsy, the silences still heavy. It became clear that their differences weren’t just a matter of physical distance but also of diverging perspectives, conflicting priorities, and the challenges of navigating individual growth within the context of a relationship. The road ahead was uncertain, but both knew that simply accepting the distance wasn’t a viable solution. Their love, while strained, still burned a faint ember of hope, prompting them to find a way to navigate the turbulent waters ahead and discover if the love that bound them could indeed weather the storm. The path was far from clear, but the desire to find a path forward remained. Their journey was far from over, the next chapter yet to be written.

    The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across Main Street as Luke and Daniel walked, an uncomfortable silence hanging between them heavier than the humid summer air. The familiar sights—Mrs. Gable’s flower shop, overflowing with vibrant blooms, the old oak tree where they’d carved their initials years ago, the chipped paint of the ice cream parlor where they shared their first kiss—were supposed to be comforting, a balm to soothe the raw edges of their recent argument. Instead, each landmark served as a painful reminder of the distance that had grown between them, a stark contrast to the closeness they once effortlessly shared.

    They reached the old swing set in the park, its rusty chains creaking a mournful tune in the gentle breeze. Luke, remembering countless afternoons spent swinging side-by-side with Daniel, pushed himself onto one of the swings, the rusty metal groaning under his weight. He stared at his worn sneakers, kicking at loose gravel, avoiding Daniel’s eyes. The silence stretched, thick and uncomfortable, punctuated only by the rhythmic squeak of the swing set and the distant chirping of crickets.

    Finally, Daniel spoke, his voice low and hesitant, a stark contrast to his usual confident tone. “Remember that time we tried to build a treehouse here?” he asked, his gaze fixed on the gnarled branches of the old oak tree.

    The memory, vivid and sharp, pierced through Luke’s melancholy. He smiled, a genuine smile that reached his eyes, momentarily erasing the hurt and resentment that had taken root. “Yeah,” he replied, “and Mr. Henderson nearly had a heart attack when he saw us sawing at that branch.”

    The shared laughter that followed was tentative at first, a fragile sound that quickly gained strength and volume. They fell into a comfortable rhythm of reminiscing, recounting childhood adventures, inside jokes, and shared dreams. They talked about the time they snuck into the town’s annual summer carnival, the disastrous attempt at baking a cake for Daniel’s mom’s birthday, their shared passion for old movies, and the countless hours spent stargazing in Luke’s backyard. Each memory, a tiny shard of light, helped to pierce the darkness that had enveloped their relationship.

    As the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in vibrant hues of orange and purple, they walked along the riverbank, the familiar sounds of water lapping against the shore a soothing counterpoint to their conversation. They revisited the spot where they’d first confessed their feelings for each other, a memory so precious it almost brought tears to Luke’s eyes. He’d been nervous, tongue-tied, and Daniel, as always, had been calm, reassuring, and completely unafraid to express their emotions. The memory felt both poignant and distant now, a reminder of the ease and simplicity of their younger selves, a stark contrast to the complexities of their current situation.

    They talked about their dreams, aspirations once shared, now diverging down separate paths. Daniel spoke of his ambitions in graphic design, his excitement over his upcoming internship in the city, the thrill of exploring new creative avenues. He talked passionately about his classes, his professors, and the inspiring energy of the city. Luke listened, genuinely happy for him, but a twinge of sadness remained. He listened carefully, picking up on the unspoken anxieties hidden within Daniel’s words, the subtle hints of doubt, of feeling stretched thin, of missing the familiar comforts of their small town.

    Luke, in turn, spoke of his plans to stay in their hometown, of his growing confidence in his job at the diner, of his budding interest in photography. He talked about his family, the reassuring constancy of their support, the familiarity of his daily routine.

    Daniel listened, offering words of encouragement, his responses thoughtful and empathetic. He acknowledged Luke’s anxieties about the future, his concerns about their changing relationship, and validated his fears.

    Their conversation, however, wasn’t devoid of lingering tension. The ghost of their recent argument still lingered between them, a palpable presence in the air. Luke hesitated before mentioning Daniel’s party, the one that had sparked their argument. He chose his words carefully, avoiding accusations, focusing instead on his own feelings of insecurity and fear. He expressed his hurt, not as a blame, but as a vulnerability, acknowledging his own anxieties and clinging to the past.

    Daniel listened patiently, offering apologies for his insensitivity, for his failure to fully understand Luke’s perspective. He admitted that his actions had been thoughtless, that he hadn’t fully considered the impact of his actions on their relationship. He explained that he’d been overwhelmed by the excitement of college life, eager to explore the possibilities, and that in his enthusiasm, he’d neglected the importance of their bond.

    The conversation flowed, weaving between memories and anxieties, hopes and fears. They acknowledged the changes they were both undergoing, the challenges they faced, and the importance of navigating these changes together. The familiar settings, once a source of painful reminders, slowly became a source of solace and strength. Their shared history, once a potential battlefield, began to feel like a shared sanctuary.

    As they walked back towards town, the night sky ablaze with stars, a quiet understanding settled between them. The bridges they had crossed, the barriers they had erected, still loomed, but a new bridge of empathy and understanding was beginning to take shape. The chasm that separated them remained, but it felt less insurmountable now, the distance softened by the rediscovery of their shared history and a renewed commitment to communication and understanding. The miles between them remained, but the spaces within their hearts were becoming a little less empty. Their journey would continue, with its challenges and uncertainties, but they were not walking it alone. The faint ember of their love had been fanned into a flickering flame, illuminating the path forward, if only ever so faintly, yet with a certain persistent strength. The road ahead remained uncertain, yet the path forward felt a bit clearer now, paved by memories and a shared desire to reconnect. The hope, although fragile, was once again present, and in that hope, a renewed resilience took hold.

    The air, still warm from the day’s lingering heat, carried the scent of freshly cut grass and the faint sweetness of honeysuckle. They sat on a weathered bench overlooking the town’s sleepy little park, the moon a soft, watchful presence in the inky sky. The earlier lightness had faded, replaced by a quiet intensity, a shared vulnerability that hung in the air like unspoken words.

    Luke shifted uncomfortably, his fingers tracing the worn grooves of the bench’s wood. He’d always been the more reserved of the two, his emotions a carefully guarded secret, even from Daniel. But tonight, something felt different. The weight of unspoken anxieties, the fear of the unknown, the sheer terror of losing Daniel, had pushed him beyond his usual reticence.

    “I’m scared,” he finally confessed, his voice barely a whisper against the backdrop of the night’s quiet symphony. The words hung in the air, heavy with emotion.

    Daniel reached out, his hand covering Luke’s. The simple gesture, so familiar yet comforting in its familiarity, eased some of the tension. He squeezed Luke’s hand gently, a silent reassurance that offered more solace than any words could.

    “Scared of what?” he asked, his voice soft and understanding. He knew Luke well enough to understand the unspoken words, the hesitant confession hidden beneath the surface.

    Luke swallowed, the lump in his throat making it difficult to speak. “Of everything,” he admitted, his voice cracking slightly. “Of the distance, of college, of…of us changing. Of not being enough.”

    Daniel pulled Luke closer, his arm encircling his shoulders. The warmth of his touch was a comforting presence against the chill of Luke’s mounting anxieties. He knew exactly what Luke meant. The unspoken fear of losing their connection, of growing apart, of the future eclipsing the present.

    “We’ve talked about this,” Daniel said softly, “We’ve discussed the challenges, the distances, the uncertainty.”

    Luke nodded, his gaze fixed on their intertwined hands. “But talking about it and feeling it are two different things,” he said, his voice gaining strength. “It’s one thing to acknowledge the distance between us; it’s entirely different to grapple with the possibility that it might change us, that it might change us more than we can handle.” Daniel listened intently, his eyes reflecting the moonlight, filled with a mixture of empathy and understanding. He understood the weight of Luke’s fears, the magnitude of the changes they faced. He had felt those fears himself, the anxieties that came with leaving the familiar comfort of their small town, the uncertainty that came with forging a new path in a city teeming with countless possibilities.

    “I know,” Daniel said, his voice filled with a quiet conviction that mirrored Luke’s. “It’s terrifying. Leaving this place, leaving you, it’s…it’s scarier than anything I’ve ever faced. But it doesn’t mean that we can’t face it together.”

    He paused, choosing his words carefully, wanting to convey the depth of his feelings, the extent of his commitment. “It’s not about forgetting everything we’ve shared. It’s about building on it, about adapting, about proving to ourselves that this distance, this change, it doesn’t define us. It tests us, yes, but it doesn’t break us.”

    Luke looked at Daniel, his eyes searching for reassurance, for a glimmer of hope in the darkness of his anxieties. He saw it in Daniel’s eyes, a steadfast determination that mirrored his own.

    “I know,” he said, his voice regaining its strength. “We can do this. We have to.”

    The conversation flowed then, a river of shared anxieties and vulnerabilities, of fears laid bare and insecurities confronted. They talked about the sacrifices they might have to make, the compromises they would need to negotiate, the compromises they already knew they had to make. They talked about the potential for

    misunderstandings, the inevitable moments of frustration and loneliness that would test their resolve. They talked about the reality of maintaining a relationship across a significant distance, the constant need for communication, the challenges of finding ways to stay connected when time zones and daily routines would put a strain on the connection that currently bound them so strongly.

    They talked about their own individual fears. Luke confessed his fear of Daniel meeting new people, of him finding someone else. He acknowledged the insecurity that gnawed at him, the irrational fear that this journey would lead to the unraveling of their story. Daniel, in turn, shared his fear of failing to live up to the expectations that both he and Luke had placed on their future, the pressure to succeed in his chosen field. He also confessed the fear that he wouldn’t be able to maintain their closeness.

    Yet amidst the anxieties, a stronger bond emerged. Their honesty, their vulnerability, their shared fears, forged a connection stronger than any physical distance could ever diminish. The shared acknowledgment of the challenges ahead became a source of strength, a pact to face the future together, however uncertain it might be.

    The night deepened, the moon climbing higher in the sky. Their conversation ebbed and flowed, weaving a tapestry of unspoken emotions, of shared memories, of a love that transcended the miles that lay ahead. They laughed, they cried, and they held each other close, finding comfort in the simple act of sharing their deepest fears.

    As the first rays of dawn painted the eastern sky, they sat in comfortable silence, the unspoken words hanging between them as a testament to their shared vulnerability and the strengthening bond that had emerged from the honest conversation. The bridges they had to cross, the barriers that lay ahead, still loomed large, but they were no longer insurmountable. They had faced their fears, acknowledged their insecurities, and found a new strength in their shared vulnerability. The love they shared, once a fragile flame, burned brighter now, fueled by honesty, empathy, and a shared commitment to navigate the uncertainties of the future, together. The road ahead would be challenging, but they were walking it hand-in-hand, hearts intertwined, ready to face whatever lay ahead, together. The journey would be long and the challenges many, but now they faced the unknown not as individuals, but as a couple united in their strength, resilience and love. The dawn held the promise of a new day, a new chapter, and a renewed hope in the strength of their connection.

    The car pulled away, its taillights disappearing into the pre-dawn mist that clung to the quiet streets of their hometown. Luke stood there, rooted to the spot, the chill morning air a stark contrast to the warmth that had lingered just moments before, the warmth of Daniel’s embrace. This goodbye felt different. It wasn’t the same gut-wrenching, heart-stopping farewell of previous summers, filled with the unspoken fear of permanent separation. This time, there was a strange mixture of sadness and a quiet, determined hope.

    He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture both familiar and strangely unsettling in its familiarity. The image of Daniel, his face illuminated by the car’s interior light, lingered in his mind. The quiet strength in his eyes, the determined set of his jaw – it was a stark contrast to the uncertainty that had plagued them both just hours before. They had spent the entire night talking, not just about the practicalities of a long-distance relationship, but about their fears, their vulnerabilities, their hopes. They had peeled back layers of unspoken anxieties, revealing the insecurities that had shadowed their otherwise unshakeable connection.

    The honesty had been both painful and profoundly cathartic. Luke had confessed his deepest fear: the fear of losing Daniel, not just to the distance, but to the allure of a new life, a new city, new experiences. He had admitted to the irrational jealousy that occasionally surfaced, the fear of Daniel meeting someone else, someone who could be closer, more readily available, someone who wouldn’t have to rely on late-night phone calls and rushed weekend visits to maintain their connection. He had bared his soul, exposing the insecurities that had been simmering beneath the surface of their seemingly perfect romance.

    And Daniel, in turn, had mirrored his vulnerability. He had admitted his own fears: the pressure to succeed in college, the anxieties about forging a new identity away from their small-town roots, the fear of failing to meet Luke’s expectations, the ever-present worry of their connection fading with the miles. He confessed his fear of not being good enough, of failing to bridge the distance, of letting Luke down. They had confronted these fears, not with accusations or blame, but with a shared understanding, a mutual acknowledgment of the challenges ahead. They’d acknowledged the inevitable moments of loneliness, the potential for misunderstandings, the possibility of frustration born from the distance and the ever-present need to maintain constant communication.

    They had talked about practical solutions – regular video calls, scheduled visits, shared online experiences, the creation of a shared online space to document their lives, their feelings, the details of their daily existence, no matter the distance. They had even devised a system of “love letters” – handwritten notes, exchanged through the mail, to ensure that they retained the tangible connection of their love. They planned to exchange digital pictures and videos of mundane moments in their separate lives to maintain a sense of connection, bridging the chasm of distance with the everyday details of their lives.

    But beyond the practical solutions, something more profound had emerged from their late-night confession. They had found a renewed strength in their shared vulnerability, a deeper understanding of their connection, a more resilient bond forged in the crucible of honest self-reflection and mutual support. The love they shared, once a fragile flame, now burned brighter, fuelled by a mutual understanding and a shared commitment.

    The sadness of the goodbye remained, a lingering ache in Luke’s chest. He missed

    Daniel already, the emptiness in the space beside him a stark reminder of the miles that stretched between them. But this sadness was different; it was tempered by a new sense of hope, a quiet certainty that their love could withstand the test of distance. The uncertainty still lingered, but it no longer held the same power, the same potential to overwhelm them. They had faced their fears, head-on, together.

    He reached into his pocket, pulling out the small, worn photograph they had taken earlier that week, a picture capturing their shared laughter, their quiet intimacy, a symbol of their love, a tangible object to bridge the distance. It was a picture of them on the old bridge, their hands intertwined, their smiles reflecting the setting sun. It wasn’t just a picture; it was a testament to their love. It represented the enduring strength of their connection, a promise that the barriers of distance would never fully sever the bond they shared.

    The image was a visual affirmation of the promises they had exchanged, the assurances they had offered one another. The journey ahead would be long and challenging. There would be lonely nights, frustrating misunderstandings, moments of doubt, moments of vulnerability and moments of intense longing for one another. There would be times when the distance threatened to consume them and times when they would be separated by the insurmountable distances of different time zones and lifestyles. But they had faced the unknown together, and the knowledge that they had done so had created an unshakeable bond that would continue to grow and deepen, no matter the distance that separated them.

    As the first rays of dawn painted the sky with delicate hues of pink and orange, Luke turned and walked back towards his home, the image of Daniel, and their shared conversation etched in his heart. The goodbye had been painful, but it also held the promise of a new chapter. The journey ahead would be challenging, but they were walking it together. They were hand-in-hand, hearts intertwined, united in their strength, and resilience. The love they shared was no longer a fragile flame; it was a beacon, guiding them through the uncertainties of the future. And in the quiet moments of his solitude, Luke knew that this goodbye, this parting, was not an ending, but a new beginning. The love they shared was stronger than any distance, more powerful than any barrier, and more resilient than any challenge they might face. This separation, however difficult, would only serve to make their eventual reunion that much sweeter, more meaningful, and more profound. Their love had been tested, but it had not been broken; instead, it had been refined, strengthened, and made more resilient by facing the challenge of distance together. He knew that this was only the beginning of their journey, a journey that would be filled with both joy and sorrow, with laughter and tears, and with a love that would endure through it all. The future might be uncertain, but their commitment to each other was unwavering.


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  • Bending Eli

    Training Balls

    © Broken Boundaries Gay Erotica

    The text came in at 11:46 p.m.

    Casper:meet at the small gym by the science building at 5:30am before it normally opens. i wanna do some extra training with you.

    No capitalization, no emoji, no explanation.

    I stared at it for a full thirty seconds, thumb hovering. My heart was already pounding, even though I was lying in bed, lights off, screen low. Mason had been snoring softly for hours across the room. I didn’t even want to breathe too loud.

    5:30 a.m.
    Before it opens.
    Extra training.

    I had no idea what that meant. I wasn’t even sure if I was being singled out for something good or bad. But I didn’t care.

    My stomach flipped, sharp and nervous and hot. I reread the message three more times. Then typed out a response:

    Me: Ok. I’ll be there.

    I didn’t sleep much after that.

    The air outside was still dark and wet when I stepped out. My breath fogged faintly, the sky just beginning to hint at a faint light above the trees. The sidewalks were empty. The science building looked dead, like everything else.

    But the side door to the small gym was propped open with a dumbbell.

    Inside, it was quiet. Smaller than the main gym, no windows, just rows of mats, low lighting, and equipment lined up with military neatness. I stepped in slowly, letting the door shut behind me.

    Casper was already there.

    He was at the far end of the mat, stretching. Black tank top, low on the sides, sweatpants clinging loose to his hips. His hair was still a bit damp, probably from a quick rinse, and a faint sheen of sweat already coated his chest and shoulders. I watched the curve of his spine as he reached overhead, muscles rolling smooth under skin. It was silent except for the squeak of his bare feet against the mat and the soft pull of fabric as he shifted.

    He didn’t look at me right away.

    I swallowed, heart pounding as I set my bag down near the door.

    Casper finally spoke without turning. “You’re on time.”

    I nodded before realizing he couldn’t see that. “Yeah.”

    “Good. Start warming up.”

    That was it. No explanation. No nod. Just: start.

    I rolled my shoulders out, still watching him for a second before moving to the edge of the mat. The floor felt cool under my palms as I dropped into a stretch. My limbs were stiff, but not from sleep. I hadn’t really slept at all.

    Casper circled slowly as I stretched, eyes scanning, arms crossed. Every so often he’d stop and correct something. A hand to my shoulder. A press to the top of my thigh. One palm at the small of my back. Always firm, always calm. He was close, but not as close as he’d been before.

    Then he had me transition into hip stretches. On my knees, back arched, chest lowered, thighs open. It wasn’t a position I’d ever done much in track.

    Casper knelt beside me, adjusting my hips with both hands. His fingers pressed against the top of my glutes, guiding the angle. The sweat on his forearms caught the light, and the scent of it reached me—sharp, clean, masculine. Not cologne. Just him.

    I inhaled too fast.

    “Relax,” he said, adjusting my hips again. “You’re locking.”

    “I’m trying,” I muttered, but my voice caught. My forehead was damp. My core was tight in a way that had nothing to do with the stretch.

    Casper stood and walked around to the front.

    “Switch,” he said, voice even. “Other side.”

    I did, settling in, breath uneven. He crouched again, adjusting. This time, when he bent, I caught a clear view of the shape of his ass in his sweats: full, tight, outlined by sweat-soaked fabric.

    My cock twitched in my shorts.

    I squeezed my eyes shut, but it was no use. Every time he moved, every time he bent over, the pressure got worse. His voice, his scent, his body, my body just responded. My dick pressed uncomfortably against the front of my waistband.

    Casper didn’t say a word.

    The silence only made it worse. My whole body was warm now, soaked. His sweat had landed on my shoulder at least twice, and I didn’t wipe it off.

    I thought he might say something. Joke. Scold. Anything.

    But he just told me to move into the next drill.

    Again. And again.

    He ran me through an hour of conditioning. Planks, leg lifts, core holds, inverted positions that brought my face far too close to his ass. Sweat dripped off him steadily, spattering onto the mat. Onto me.

    And I couldn’t hide it. The hard-on was constant. I stopped even trying to adjust. My shirt stuck to my chest, my hair damp against my forehead, my jaw clenched.

    Casper never said a word.

    When we finished, he checked his watch, nodded once, and said, “Same time tomorrow.”

    I nodded, breath still catching. “Okay.”

    He was already walking away.

    The next morning, he was already stretching when I arrived. Same gym, same silence. But this time, he was wearing a singlet.

    Not just any singlet. A dark, skin-tight one that clung to his body like it was trying to mold itself to him.

    It took everything in me not to freeze in the doorway.

    The straps framed his shoulders cleanly, leaving the muscles of his upper back completely bare. His ass looked obscene—round and flexed through the thin, taut fabric, the curve exaggerated every time he bent over to adjust a weight or roll his spine.

    When he turned, I nearly swallowed my tongue.

    The front of the singlet wasn’t padded. At all. It hugged him tight, leaving nothing to the imagination. His package was full, prominent, outlined clearly enough that my brain short-circuited trying to avoid staring while still taking it in.

    He caught me looking once—maybe. His eyes flicked up from his wristwatch and landed on my face, unreadable.

    “Warm up.”

    His voice was as flat as ever, but it hit differently now. I peeled my hoodie off in a daze and stepped onto the mat, already hard.

    The drills were tougher that day. Longer holds, deeper stretches, more bodyweight resistance. Casper kept me low to the ground for most of it, hips open, thighs shaking, shoulders down. Half the time, he stood or bent right in front of me. His ass filled my field of vision. Sweat glistened along the crease where his thigh met his glutes, soaking darker into the fabric.

    At one point, during a set of slow body saws, he crouched down to correct my shoulders. His body lowered right in front of me, the stretch of the singlet taut between his legs.

    I was panting, straining, but it wasn’t from the workout.

    By the third session, I’d stopped pretending I wasn’t hard.

    Every morning, the same thing happened: Casper in that goddamn singlet, moving with total calm while I sweated, shook, and tried not to lose it.

    He never commented.

    Not once.

    Not when sweat poured down my back. Not when his own sweat dripped onto my arms and neck. Not when I started leaking into my shorts like a desperate idiot, cock aching from the friction, from the heat, from the way he looked when he rolled his shoulders and cracked his neck mid-stretch.

    He just kept adjusting my form.

    “Lower. No, lower than that.”
    “Hold it.”
    “Don’t lock your knees.”
    “Open your hips.”

    Always the same calm tone. Always the same impossible control.

    And I kept obeying.

    I showed up every morning, on time, eager, hoping to please.

    But all he ever said at the end was: “Same time tomorrow.”

    I’d walk out dizzy. Throbbing. Ruined.

    I didn’t know how much longer I could take it.

    It was the sixth session.

    The gym felt even smaller that morning. Maybe it was the heat, or the way the lights flickered faintly in the corners, or just how soaked I already was thirty minutes in. My shirt stuck to me like a towel that had already been used. My legs ached, my core burned. And still, as always, I was hard.

    Casper had me holding a deep squat against the wall, arms forward, back flat. My thighs trembled. My breath came in short bursts. He circled in front of me, barefoot on the mat, arms crossed.

    He’d worn a singlet again.

    This time it was grey. Lighter. The sweat had already begun soaking through, tracing darker lines down his chest, lower down his abs. His package was outlined so clearly now it didn’t feel like clothing. It felt like an invitation to stare. Like torment.

    He stopped in front of me, tilted his head slightly.

    “You’re still not improving.”

    I blinked up at him, dazed. “What?”

    “Your form,” he said. “It’s inconsistent. Your hips aren’t staying level. Your knees collapse inward when you’re tired. Your shoulders lock up.”

    He stepped closer.

    “I’ve pushed you. Spotted you. Adjusted you. Still not seeing what I want.”

    I stared at the mat, trying to slow my breathing.

    His voice lowered. “You know what I think’s getting in your way?”

    I swallowed. “No.”

    Casper stepped in until I could smell him. The sharpness of salt and skin and fabric soaked through. His crotch was almost eye-level.

    “I think it’s this,” he said quietly.

    I followed his gaze.

    He was staring directly at my bulge.

    My breath caught. I didn’t move.

    “You’ve been hard every morning,” he said. Still calm. Still unreadable. “Pretty much from the second I say warm up.”

    I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

    Casper knelt in front of me. Slowly. Like he had all the time in the world. The singlet stretched along his thighs, the material at his crotch pulling tight. He reached out, gripped the bottom of my shirt, and peeled it up and off without asking.

    “You’re distracted,” he said simply.

    I nodded. Or maybe I just didn’t stop him.

    His hand settled briefly on my chest, palm flat, warm and slick. “I want you to take care of it.”

    I looked at him, eyes wide.

    “Now?” I breathed.

    Casper raised a brow like it was a dumb question. “Unless you’d rather keep failing.”

    I froze. My cock throbbed in my shorts.

    “OK,” I said.

    His voice shifted, just slightly.

    “Good.”

    Then casually, almost like he was bored: “You can lick my balls while you’re doing it. If you want to.”

    My entire body went hot.

    My brain screamed at me to hesitate. To question. To ask what this meant. But my mouth stayed shut.

    Casper stood, slow and deliberate, and slipped the straps of his singlet down off his shoulders. The fabric peeled away, rolling to his waist.

    Then he stepped out of it completely.

    Naked from the waist down. Skin flushed. Balls slick with sweat. His huge cock swung with the swagger of a prize fighter above them, not hard, not focused on me.

    He didn’t have to be.

    “Your choice,” he said, voice flat.

    I knelt forward before I even knew I was moving.

    I lay back without thinking, shoulders flat to the mat, shorts pushed down just enough to free myself. My hand wrapped around my cock automatically. I was already leaking, so hard it almost hurt.

    Casper stepped over me, one foot on either side of my chest, then slowly crouched. His thighs brushed against my arms as he lowered himself, his balls settling just above my face. Heavy. Damp. The scent hit immediately: sweat and skin and something raw underneath. My throat tightened.

    I stared up at him, still stroking, heart pounding.

    I didn’t want it to happen like this.

    I wanted—God, I wanted something real. A kiss. His cock in my mouth. Maybe even… sex. I’d thought about it. Him pushing into me. Fucking me. That kind of thing.

    This wasn’t that.

    This was just his balls in my face. Just sweat and heat and maybe a little lust.

    But it was still him.

    And it was more than I’d ever had.

    You can still say no.
    You don’t have to—

    Another drop of sweat landed just above my lip.

    That was it.

    I groaned and jerked harder, dizzy from the smell. My face felt flushed, skin prickling like I was too close to something I couldn’t touch. I could see the hair at the base of his cock, dark and damp. His balls hung so close now I could feel the heat off them.

    I shouldn’t want this. Not like this. But I did.

    I tilted my head. My lips parted. My tongue met skin—slick, warm, a little bitter—and I started to lick.

    Above me, Casper didn’t move.

    “Thought so,” he said. Just that. No tone. No praise.

    And I kept going.

    His balls were hot against my tongue. The skin was loose and slick, the taste sharp with sweat. I dragged the tip of my tongue along the underside, slow at first, just to feel it. Just to prove to myself it was real.

    My cock jumped in my hand.

    I stroked harder, groaning low in my throat, barely holding back. Every time I licked, my hand jerked up in response. Like one sensation fed the other.

    I opened my mouth wider, taking more of him in. The weight of his sac pressed against my lips now. I could smell him with every breath—thick and male and perfect. Sweat rolled off him and hit my face in little drops. I didn’t care.

    My hand was wet with pre-cum. Every stroke dragged along the shaft like I’d been edging for hours. Maybe I had, in a way. Days of buildup. Mornings of training. Of staring at him. Of doing nothing.

    Now I was under him, and my cock felt like it was going to explode.

    I licked again, rougher this time, flicking the tip of my tongue right between his balls, just to see how it felt. The texture. The give. The heat.

    I moaned.

    My fingers sped up. I could feel how close I was, already pulsing. My thighs tensed, heels digging into the mat. I was soaked in sweat, his and mine both, my body sliding a little every time I shifted.

    Above me, he didn’t say anything. Didn’t moan. Didn’t even grunt. He just stayed there, letting me do it.

    And somehow that made it worse. Better? Definitely more intense.

    I pressed my mouth higher, lapping slowly, breath on skin. I loved the taste. I hadn’t expected to. I thought I’d be grossed out. But I wasn’t. Not even close.

    I was obsessed.

    My cock throbbed like it knew exactly what I was doing. Like it was grateful.

    I stroked faster, rougher, hips twitching off the mat.

    My mouth was full of the scent of him. The taste of sweat. My face was flushed, lips swollen, body burning. I moaned again, louder this time, right into his skin. I didn’t care how I sounded.

    I was too far gone.

    Too close.

    Too desperate.

    He adjusted his stance slightly. I felt it in the shift of his thighs. Then, without warning, he lifted his balls with one hand—just enough to pull them away from my mouth—and let them drop gently across my face.

    The weight of them landed right over my nose and lips, damp and heavy and deliberate.

    My cock jerked.

    “Mmm,” Casper muttered, low. Almost a hum. “That’s it.”

    Just that. No other praise. No instructions. Like he knew exactly what that would do to me.

    It was over.

    I groaned loud, body seizing, hand locked tight around my shaft as I came hard across my stomach. The first spurt hit high on my chest. The next coated my fingers. It kept coming, longer than I expected, messy and hot, and I didn’t stop licking even as my body bucked underneath him.

    My head swam.

    All I could feel were his balls on my face, his sweat in my mouth, and the ache in my cock finally breaking.

    I let out a shaky breath, hand loosening as I finished, legs going limp on the mat.

    And above me, Casper still hadn’t moved.

    His weight lifted from my face. A breath of cooler air washed over me, shocking after the heat.

    Casper stepped back, rolling his shoulders as if nothing unusual had happened. He picked up a towel, tossed it so it landed beside my hip.

    “Wipe off,” he said. “Then let’s see if we can fix that form.”

    My pulse hadn’t even slowed. Cum was still cooling on my skin. I dragged the towel over my stomach, chest, fingers shaking. The room felt tilted. Unreal. My mouth tasted of salt and cotton. I could still smell him.

    He didn’t give me time to settle. “Up,” he repeated, like an ordinary drill command.

    I pushed to my feet, legs weak, shorts hanging halfway down my thighs. He didn’t look at my mess, didn’t smirk. He just motioned to the wall bars.

    “Wall sits. Deeper this time. Hold until I tell you to shift.”

    I swallowed, tugged my shorts back in place, and moved. My thighs burned the second I sank into position. Sweat streaked down my temples. My cock was soft now, but every nerve felt blown open, skin buzzing.

    Casper walked a slow circle, calm, eyes on my knees. No mention of what had happened thirty seconds earlier. No lingering stare at the towel on the floor.

    Just training.

    I tried to breathe evenly. My mind spun anyway.

    I had just licked his balls. I had just come harder than I ever had, with him watching. Now I was back against a wall like nothing happened, thighs shaking, trying not to collapse.

    Is this what coaching is for him? Is this the reward? The punishment?
    I couldn’t tell. All I knew was that I’d be here again tomorrow at 5:30, hoping—maybe a little scared even—he’d ask for more.

    “Hold it,” he said, voice steady.

    I locked my knees wide, chest up, sweat dripping from my chin. My muscles screamed, but a deeper ache settled low in my stomach, warm and restless.

    I wasn’t sure which hurt worse: the burn in my legs or the need already coiling back into life.

    Either way, I held the position and stared straight ahead, waiting for his next word.


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  • A Man’s Initiation (POV)

    You come to me in my 18yo birthday and tell me you gonna take me to a surprise party. It’s a special party for boys who turn 18 that you’ve been dreaming about this moment for ever. 

    You take me to this special place. Its a hidden place far from our home. At the entrance there’s all this older man who knows you. They seem very happy you brought me with you. So you take me in the back doors. I’m kinda scared but I’m please to be with my dad.

    Inside is a little dark. And feels like a maze. It also smells funny. You tell me to wait for you in this very tiny room with a tv. There’s is this movie going on with two guys. I’m very entertained by it and soon realize it’s like those porn videos I’ve seen on your computer.

    You come back all naked with a cigar in your hands and help me take off my clothes too. You tell me everyone in this party is naked. I find it very funny. Then you grab my hand and take me to this locker room and put my stuff in a locker.

    I’ve haven’t seen anyone inside the party yet, but you tell me everyone’s waiting for me. So we get in this steaming room. I’ve sense there’s some people there but I can’t see with all the steam and smoke in the room.

    I hear a very familiar voice that says “happy birthday young man”. He comes closer to me and I realize it’s Father Joel from that church you took me. I’ve remember him well because he’s the one whom I’ve confessed my sins to. I can still rebember that funny cigar smell on his robe. I’m happy to see someone I know and I’m glad it’s Father Joel, he makes me feel safe.

    Im already all sweaty juts few minutes in. I take a show with you and Father Joel and you tell me to follow him. Father Joel then takes me to a small lounge with many naked men smoking cigars and pipes. They’ve been waiting for me.

    Father Joel tells me I’ll be fine and he’s gonna take care of me. He says this is another kind of baptism. The one that turns me into a real man. First he puts some good smelling oil all over my body, even in my ass crack. Then I lay in this large couch while dads friends do some massage in me. It feels amazing. I’ve never been happier.

    I haven’t realized it yet, but my dick has been hard for a very long time now. Some older grandpa starts touching it – it feels weird having someone else touching it but also feels so good. Father Joel is right near me with his cigar. He’s wearing a leather glove which he uses to caress my hair. 

    That old grandpa starts touching my boyhole very gently. I twitch a little because only you has ever touched me there. Thinking about you, I look around and see you in a corner talking to some friends of yours and looking fondly at me while smoking a big fat cigar.

    Father Joel offers me a tiny glass bottom and tells me to smell inside. When I opened I’ve realized it’s the same smell I’ve been sensing from the begging. It’s very strong and I get very dizzy right after. My boy hole gets loosen and the old grandpa stick his finger inside. I scream a little. Don’t know if it was pain or pleasure, maybe both. You come right after to see what happend but Father Joel assures you I’m being well treated.

    You come right it to my ears and whisper “I’m so proud of you may baby”. My hole body gets warm this moment and I fell so loved by you and your friends.

    The old grandpa looks at you and says “he’s ready”. I don’t really know what his talking about but I do fell ready. You come up to me, spread my legs and pass your dick right into my ass. At this moment I know what’s going to happen.

    All your friends are watching. One of them is recording with a old camera. Some of them are looking at me. Some are looking at you. They all seem very excited. I look right at you and say “ I trust you dad”.  And you respond “I know my son”.