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  • Fucked by a Jamaican

    Jamaica here I come. I was off the plane and walking through arrivals when I heard a male voice say, “SIR”, I swung round to see a tall black guy in uniform beckoning me over towards him. Wow this guy looks hot with his thick jawline and smooth shaved head. His tight fitting uniform gave every indication that he had a well-toned hot body. I could make out the well-defined silhouette of his dick at rest in his pants

    I walked towards him with my luggage. He asked for my passport then looked inside it, “Mr Ricky Henderson.” “Yeah that’s me,” I said smiling at him. He indicated for me to place my luggage on the desk. “This your luggage Sir, You pack it yourself? Yes I said, carrying anything for anyone else? “No” After a few more questions he asked me to open my luggage.

    With his rubber gloves on he searched through my clothing etc. then he found a toiletry bag, fuck I suddenly thought of what was in it, please don’t open it, I was thinking. He unzipped the bag, out fell Harry my 8″ dick shaped dildo plus lubricant and condoms. He immediately looked at me. “These for your personal use?” “Yes,” I said. “You gay?” I was in no mood to protest at the question. “No I’m bi-sexual,” I said. “Jamaicans not too friendly to gay’s,” he said as he looked at me. “I’ve been told that,” I said.

    He loaded the stuff back into the bag. He then walked from behind the desk and asked me to put my hands up in the air and spread my legs apart. “I need to body search you,” he said. I thought what! I only have a T-shirt and shorts on. He ran his hands under my T-shirt moving his hands over my naked chest, pausing over my nipples which made me sigh. I heard him snigger then chuckle as he moved his hands down over my belly, hips and thighs.

    The feel of his hands moving over my naked skin started to sexually arouse me, my dick was swelling in my shorts. His hands continued to move down my naked back under my T-shirt down over my butt. My whole body shuddered and I gave out a deep sigh as he ran his hands between my legs. It was more of a grope than a frisk. I could tell by the smug smile on his face that he was well aware of the effect he was having on me. “Yeah all is ok sir, you take care now.” I collected my stuff and made my way to get a taxi.

    I was somewhat annoyed at being stopped, At the same time I enjoyed the feel of his hands on my body, even though he had rubber gloves on. Did he enjoy it I wonder?

    I had been here 2 days and already I was feeling bored. I decided to check out in the morning and move to another part of the island in the hope of finding some excitement.

    In the morning I decided to go for a walk then have breakfast, collect my stuff and head off to another part of the island. While I was having breakfast someone called out my name “Ricky”. I turned and I immediately recognized the guy calling my name as the security guy from the airport that had searched my luggage and groped me. My eyes nearly popped out, he was wearing a body tight T-shirt and shorts.

    “I’m Oscar,” he gave a high five. “How are you man?” He asked as he sat down at my table. “You having a good time in Jamaica?” “No, I’m checking out and moving to another part of the island in the hope of finding some excitement,” I said. “You have a hotel?” he asked. “No not yet I will sort it when I get there.” “You can stay at my place, I will show you some excitement,” He said. Excitement! My mind started to work overtime. I felt a stirring in my shorts as I remembered how he had a good feel of my body; he looked pleased when I said, “ok.”

    We did some sight seeing on the way to his place. When we eventually got to his place it was about 6pm. I could sense that he was a little nervous, his confidence had evaporated. He suggested we had a drink and watch the sunset. We sat there drinking a beer watching the sunset; darkness slowly descended on the island. After the beer he got a bottle of whisky. To my one swig out the bottle he had three. He was becoming more talkative and relaxed. The alcohol was making him very tactile, touching me at every opportunity. Stroking my shoulders and thighs making my body tremble and contort. The temptation to touch him was overwhelming. I moved my hands over his biceps, running my hands under his T-shirt feeling his well-toned torso, both nipples were hard.

    He stripped me naked stroking my body all over and playing with my hard dick. Making my body tremble and contort, waves of pleasure were shooting through my body. I could see the lust in his eyes as he looked at me. He pulled his T-shirt off and stripped off his shorts. I could see his thick large black flaccid dick swinging between his legs. Fuck I thought he would be hard by now.

    “Get ya dildo,” he demanded. I got all my stuff, my ass was hungry for his dick. He looked at the condoms and said, “we don’t need them I like to fuck raw.” Then he compared the size of my dildo with his flaccid dick; his dick was thicker and longer. His dick was 9 inches plus (23cm) at rest. He told me to get on all fours, he knelt on his knees in front of me snaking his flaccid black monster dick inch by inch all the way down my throat till his short curly pubic hairs tickled my nose. I watched as he squirted lube on my dildo. Stretch those cheeks boy. I felt the head of my dildo slide along the crack of my ass until it located my hole; gently he thrust until the head of the dildo slid in my ass. He slid it deeper inside until it was all the way in me making me yelp. He fucked me with my dildo adding more lube working my hole loosening me up to take his big black dick.

    His dick was swelling in my throat stretching my lips and the inside of my throat and restricting my breathing I pulled off and inhaled deeply. He must have felt my hot breath on the end of his now hard dick as I licked and sucked the pearly precum that dribbled out of his dick slit until he snaked his hard dick back down my throat. I could feel his iron rod invading my larynx and stretching my throat. My eyes were wide open and streaming tears, I moved my lips up and down the shaft of his dick making him moan with pleasure. He kept pulling the dildo all the way out, then thrusting it all the way in, making me scream out with pleasure. His dick was as hard as an iron rod. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head back and looked into my eyes. “That’s nice and hard boy, let’s see how much of my dick you can take.”

    He flipped me over onto my back and straddled me, spreading my legs and lifting them onto his shoulders. He leaned into me making my ass raise up and exposing my hole. As scared as I was I wanted him to stretch my gut and fuck me with his freakish black rod of iron. My heart was beating rapidly. I could see my chest rise and fall. I was sweating and inhaling deeply.

    I could see beads of sweat on Oscar’s forehead; I was preparing mentally for the pain before the pleasure. I could see the whites of his eyes as he looked down at me. I could feel the head of his dick pressing against my anus. He was holding me firmly as he made quick rapid thrust. Oscar was sweating profusely as he thrust with his hips. The head of his big black dick slipped in, making me jolt and yelp out loud. My head started to pound from the extra adrenaline that was pumping round my body.

    It took time for me to take just seven inches of his thick dick up me, his dick must be at least 11inches plus (28cm) when hard, at least another 4 inches(10cm) to go. Oscar was being gentle letting my inside adjust inch by inch as his thick dick stretched my gut.

    I was longing for the time when he had the whole meat in me. Slow gentle thrust stretched my gut allowing his hard dick to penetrate me deeper. My skinny body was completely covered and restrained by his smooth black muscular body. It was an overwhelming sensation to feel the full power of his body as he attempted to drive the last inches into me. . I reached down to feel how much was left and found only about an inch to go (3cm) ‘Fuck I couldn’t believe he had got that much in me It still felt more pleasurable than painful.

    He looked down at me and ran his fingers through my hair. You ready boy to take all of it. Yeah man I wanna feel the whole length in me. He leaned down and kissed me sending shock waves of pleasure through my body. My hard dick was trapped between our sweaty stomachs, his abs of steel were rubbing my dick taking it to near exploding.

    I saw the determined look in his eyes as he pulled slightly back then thrust 3 or 4 times. I threw my head back and gave out a loud yelp the pain in my gut was overwhelming for a brief moment. He stopped and held it; I could feel his wiry pubic hairs and his heavy balls on my ass cheeks. He had the full length of his thick dick in my ass. It was an erotic moment to realize that his thick piece of black hard meat was inside me. Made the pain well worth it.

    He had a smile on his face as he placed his hands behind my head. Drops of sweat fell on my face from his forehead I could feel his warm breath on my face, as I lay there completely submissive to his control. He whispered into my ear, “you like the feel of my black dick in ya tight white ass?” I sighed, as I said, yeah it feels fucking ecstatic. “I wanted ya, now I got ya, you be nice to me then we can have are sexual pleasures,” he said.

    ‘Now we can get down to fucking you,” he said. He started to thrust gently, keeping most of his cock in. He slipped into a steady rhythm. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist squeezing my knees into his side. I stroked his muscular back, with the other hand I stroked his firm butt feeling the butt muscles tense as he pushed in. after awhile he pulled back about a third then thrust back in, increasing the rhythm.

    I could not hold it in any longer my trapped dick squirted my load between our stomachs making me moan and shudder. A look of surprise on his face then a wide grin as he realised my trapped dick was squirting between our stomachs. I just lay there for a few minutes all my strength spent as the last of my sperm juice dribbling out of my shrinking cock. His dick felt awesome as it slid up and down inside my well now stretched gut.

    I could see the black shaft of his dick sliding in and out of my pussy as he fucked me more vigorously, with each thrust I could feel his large hairy balls slap against my ass. Then he started with a few really hard deep thrusts down to his balls, then he tensed and held it there. His whole body shuddered and he gave out a loud moan. I felt a warm sensation spread through my gut as he emptied his sperm juice out his big black balls into my hungry ass. I felt his warm juice gush out my pussy down my ass cheeks, making me feel light headed and giddy.

    He lay atop of me, I was taking more and more of his weight as he relaxed. He’s 6’4″, (193cm) 250lbs (113kg) approx., of black solid muscle. I’m 5’10” (178cm) 134lbs (61kg) skinny. I could feel his dick shrinking inside my wet warm pussy. He realized I was struggling to breath due to his weight on me. He lifted up off me; his dick was stuck in my pussy. He held me firm around my waist and pulled his dick out as he did a load of his cum juice spilled out my pussy.

    He moved up on his knees and straddled my face. I knew what I at to do, I held his semi hard juice covered dick in my hand and snaked it down my throat, sucking it all the way down my gullet, my lips were stretched and kissing his wiry pubic hairs. “That looks good seeing my dick in ya mouth,” he said as he looked down at me.

    When his dick was hard he fucked my face, after a rest he fucked me doggie position  

    That was the first of many sessions that he fucked me. I was walking funny for a few days until my inside got used to his big black dick. I had a lot to tell my buddies back home.


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  • Becoming Ryan

    Samuel or Sam to his friends was an attractive 25 year old with short neatly styled blonde hair. He had a circle of friends who all went to the right bars and clubs, wore the right clothes and dated the right men. He had been brought up in a middle class household, had a good education and had a responsible career, but there were times Sam wanted to say to hell with it all.
    To hell with the designer clothes, the clean cut image, the manscaping, eating only healthy food, and only hooking up with guys that only looked like models.

    There were so many expectations from his friends and family on to how to act and how to live his life, and Sam wondered what it would be like to just drop all those notions of social conduct and just let go now and again, be free and wild.

    That is when he began to create Ryan. Sam started by writing down all the characteristics of this imaginary person and the top word was, ‘Dirty’.
    ‘Ryan was a guy that just loved to fuck and get fucked, who would suck a stranger and not even ask his name, who did not judge on age, shape, size or social background.’  Than Sam quickly added, ‘or even if someone did not attend a gym several days a week’.
    Sam pondered further about Ryan and finished with, ‘no sexual hang ups and would try anything at least once.’

    Sam began to masturbate as he watched his favourite gay bukkake video online and imagined that the guy at the centre of the action was Ryan. The problem with the video was all the guys were so, so bloody perfect. All of them, young, fit, smooth bodied and handsome.
    Sam went to the search and searched through bukkake until he found one that caught his attention.

    A young fit guy about Sam’s age with several guys of various ages and sizes, some were hairy, some stocky, and none fitted his friends criteria of the kind of man to date.
    Sam watched wide eyed as he gripped his cock tightly
    “Oh yeah, you dirty fucker” Sam groaned as he watched and envied the guy at the centre of attention

    The young man sucked every cock in turn without discrimination, occasionally sucking two whilst his hole was ploughed hard from behind.
    “Damn Ryan you dirty slut”, Sam groaned as he watched in awe as one of the men began to release a powerful stream of piss over the young man while he got spit roasted.

    It was another night out with his friends at a fashionable bar. Looking around at all the beautiful perfect people Sam felt frustrated and uninspired by the constant parade of plastic people. The fake tans, tight designer shirts, fit bodies, and no doubt shaven smooth all over.

    Sam visualised himself as Ryan. He would not be caught dead in a place like this. It was not dirty or raunchy enough for Ryan who would prefer a place that challenged his sexual limits. Not this room full of pretty prim proper princesses, who would certainly not be caught at a glory hole sucking a stranger’s cock. Sam had never done that either and the thought appealed to him right now, an anonymous erect cock stuck through a hole in the wall.

    Sam made his excuses and left his friends at the bar as he made his way home.
    The couple of beers he had drunk had gone right through him and now began to cause his bladder to ache.

    As Sam walked down the street wondering if he would be able to hold his bladder for the whole journey home he remembered there was a public toilet down a side street at the multi story car park.
    Sam took a diversion as he headed for the car park, more focused on needing to piss than the thoughts that had crossed his mind earlier about glory holes.

    The toilets were down in the dimly lit basement and as soon as Sam opened the door to the public toilets the strong stench of stale urine filled his nostrils causing him to gag and attempt to hold his breath.

    There was a long metal urinal trough along one wall but instead Sam entered one of the lockers opposite.
    He closed and locked the door quickly behind him and sighed after pulling his cock free and beginning to release his pent up bladder.

    Sam felt such relief as he began to urinate that he had not even noticed the large hole in the middle of the patrician wall. That was until a finger tip began to explore through it, slowly moving around the perimeter of the opening before disappearing out of sight.

    Sam felt his stream come to an end and he give his cock a few good shakes before crouching down curiously to look through the aperture. An eye looked right back at Sam and then was gone. Sam continued to stare curiously as he felt his heart fluttering nervously.

    Through the hole he spied the head of a moist cock. Large bulbous and purple with a lighter coloured semi retracted foreskin. The head moved towards the opening until it pierced through the partition, and there it was, throbbing in front of him, beckoning Sam to get closer.

    Sam felt saliva build up in his mouth with eager anticipation and he spied a few grey pubic hairs which were the only indication to the possible age of its owner.
    It bobbed up and down as the foreskin retracted fully and the stranger rammed as much of his member through the hole as it would allow. Sam touched it, feeling the firmness of flesh and the blood that pumped through the many veins that covered the shaft. Then Sam asked himself a question, “what would Ryan do?”

    It was like he had suddenly channelled Ryan, without further hesitation he opened his mouth wide and took the full length down his throat hungrily like it was the first cock he had ever sucked, and in a way it was his first cock, Ryan’s first cock.

    He heard the husky gratifying groans of the stranger in the other cubicle whose appearance was a complete mystery, but Ryan did not care about that, he had an appetite to satisfy and his virgin lips were hungry.

    A dirty slut had been born, Ryan’s birth, there kneeling on the grubby floor of the stale stench filled public toilets, sucking a cock of a grateful faceless stranger without any feeling of guilt.
    In fact it felt good, real good. A desire fulfilled and a burning passion satisfied, but all too soon it was over.

    Ryan felt a rapid throbbing within his mouth and heard a quick succession of deep shallow groans. He felt thick wads of fresh man juice squirt down his throat as the strangers cock pumped it out.
    Ryan swallowed eagerly until he could swallow no more and it dribbled from his lips and down his chin.

    The stranger gasped and the cock was pulled from his mouth back through the hole from where it had come. Ryan smeared the stranger’s spunk from his chin with his fingers and rubbed it down his forehead like some fucked up baptism.

    When Sam arrived home he wasted no time in buying some new items online, specifically with Ryan in mind. Jock straps, cock rings, army fatigues, any kind of clothes his friends would turn their noses up at due to the lack of top name branding. He looked online at fetish stores and marvelled at the many intriguing items, both clothes and toys alike. It was a whole new world and Ryan approved.

    Sam felt that he could not be Ryan in his usual haunts so he searched further afield. Places out of town or in other towns where he was unknown and Ryan could become known. He made a list of cruising grounds, saunas and seedy bars that Ryan could explore and promised himself that once a month Ryan would be set free to roam…


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  • Colter The Bear

     Colter was very happy that his baseball team won the Bronze Metal at the World Championship in Montreal last Saturday night. The whole team got totally smash as the celebrated their victory at the Hotel Sports Bar. 

    It was early June that he decided to hitch hike out to California to spend some time with his Aunt and Uncle who retire out there 15 years ago. The first week he meet some old rough looking Truckers that got him to the Winslow Arizona area. He started once again walking down the high before the State Patrol Officer Mike Parson pick him up and drove him to the bus station.

    The time was just after 7 pm he snook out from behind the Bus Station to start his journey back down the road. He finally got pick up by a trucker name Mick who remind him so much like Manger Marc from the ball team. Mick drove truck most of his life and never settle down with anyone at all, He had plenty of friends and a nice ranch house about 30 minutes from the  New Mexico boarder. 

    ” Hey Colt ‘

    ” Yes sir “

    ” You like to stay with me for a few day’s at my ranch “

    ” Yea Sir, That well be nice “

    ” Then I will drive you to Fresno in my new Ford Pick up.

    ” Cool  Mick “

    ” I got to pick up a load of steel and drive it down to Mexico on Tuesday “

    They finally got to Mick Ranch House shortly after 5 pm just in time for Mick to throw some got old Texas steers steaks on the B Q along with a cob of corn and a bake potato. 

    ” Fuck Mick that fucking good dude “

    ” Thanks Colt “

    ” Is that you guitar over in the corner ‘

    ”  Yes that my new Yamaha that I just bought “

    ” I got a nice Gibson acoustic back home “

    ” What do you like playing ‘

    ” Some rock, country and folk Colt “

    ” Do you have extra guitar around for me to jam with Mick “

    ” I sure dude ‘

    ” You can play my old one ‘

    ” That cool Mick “

    ” How about some Eagles stuff Colt “

    ” Peaceful Easy Feeling good “

    ” I love that one Colt “

    They play for well over a couple of hours until it good real dark outside.The time was going onto 10 pm when Mick ask Colt to join him outside to join him for a few beers. Mick was very great looking for someone who just turn 55. He stood around 6’2  weigh a solid 230 along with huge biceps and muscles from head to toe. It was well over 10 years that he retie from the Rodeo as a Bull rider and went into trucking along with his 2 other brothers. He also new how to turn anyone on with those very tight Wrangles jeans that show off his pouch very well. 

    The old clock hit midnight as Mick show Colter were he was going to be sleeping for the next few nights. His room is directly across from Mick and beside the main washroom that they will be both sharing. Colt was reading a Hunting and Fishing magazine with the bed reading light turn on very low. 

    It was a good 15 minutes later that he saw Mick flexing his muscles with some weights right in front of his Mirror chest. His got began to get a huge semi on now watching Mick doing his workout  wearing a pair of tight Red Spandex Sports Briefs. It was another few minutes that he caught Colter staring at him while he was working out.

    ” Hey Colt , Are you a sleep yet “

    ” Know sir ‘

    ” Like to come over for a chat “

    ” Sure Mick why not “

    Colt got up slowly and made his way into Mick room before they started chatting about sex and politics and music. Mick was so impress by the knowledge that Colt has on most of these topics. 

    ” You like a message Mick ‘

    ” That will be great Colt “

    ” I got some massage oil in the washroom “

    The message went on for well over a good hour as Colt rub his hand all over Mick hairy body and thick husky legs. Colt began to get a huge hard on now as he started to suck Mick 9 inch super huge cock. They both began 69 each other as they were both screaming with excitement and passion coming from their dicks. Mick bearded mouth was rap around Colt dick so tight that his cock was close in cumin.

    ” Fuck I am Close Mick ‘

    ” Same here Colt’

    ” Let’s come together “

    ” Oh Yea ‘

    ” Holy Shit “

    ” Here it comes Colt “

    ” Same here Mick “

    Two huge loads shot off at once down each other throat as both of there sweating bodies were shaking from the orgasm that they both had with each other. 

    ” Fuck that was great Colt “

    ” You got that right Mick “

    The next few days was all about fucking, sucking and having great meals along with them both strumming their guitars and singing songs. Colt was finally drop off at his Aunt & Uncle place 5 day’s later. As for Mick it took him a few day’s down to Mexico to drop the load of steel off for his client.

    Part 4 To Follow 

  • The Three L’s… longing, lust and love

    The Three L’s… longing, lust and love…… #2

    By : A. Williams

    From part #1: I stood slowly and walked on wobbly legs to my bed and collapsed. The man I secretly loved and lusted after had just kissed me and I could still feel it on my skin. I feel into a deep sleep dreaming of him doing more… so, so much more…….


        I woke the next morning still dressed but with someone holding me in their arms. What The Fuck… I tensed up but heard a snicker.

        “I couldn’t help myself Phillip, I had to hold this body I’ve wanted to touch for so long.” Zack whispered in my ear.

    “I’ve been watching you too and I know everything about you.” Zack whispered.

    I was surprised to say the least, him watching me?

    “I know you are very smart, very caring and a great friend,” he continued to whisper.

         “I also know that we are going to be magnificent together,” he was sending shivers down my spine and my cock was growing from the anticipation.

        “I absolutely adore you Phil Sweetie. God I want you so bad.” Zack whispered in my ear again.

        I rolled over and he laid a nut busting kiss on my. Wet, sloppy, his tongue down my throat and I loved it. I gave it back just as good as I got and rolled him on his back. Lying on his large hard body was amazing and I ground our hard-ons together feeling his huge cock.

        “Fuck Zack I need you… God, please get naked.” I said beginning to strip not ashamed of my tight hard body and long dick.

        When I saw his naked smooth body I almost shot my load… Damn he was perfect. Hard and muscled, 12 inch thick uncut cock and large heavy balls. Not a hair in site except his beautiful blonde curls on his head.

        “Sweetie God you are perfect, come to me and let me suck that long luscious cock… please.” Zack begged.

        I could not believe my ears… me perfect? Not by a long shot. I’m an ordinary geek but Zack saw something special about me and it made me feel so proud.

        I climbed over his head, knees on either side, my hard cock swinging in his face. My watering mouth only inches away from his huge pulsing rod. We finally swallowed each other whole… both groaning loudly, “UUUuummmmm.” Slurping and sucking sounds were bouncing off the walls. We slowed down now that our prizes were in each other’s mouths.

        Wanting to taste the other and feel every inch of each other. All I could think was …my first cock….my loves cock. It was so wonderfully hard yet soft, smooth yet veiny. I was in totally enamored with my new toy, Zack’s sweet tasting monster. I worked it the best I could, hoping that I was giving him the same pleasure he was giving me. 

        The licking, stroking and nibbling we were doing to each other was divine. The dorm could have crumbled around us and we wouldn’t have noticed. We were getting close and a sense of urgency was thick in the air. We worked faster feeling our cocks swell and balls pull tight. Then we both erupted hard …balls aching hard …body freezing hard. Over and over and over we shot… so much we both lost some wonderful cum… but there was SO much we could afford to waste some.

        We pulled out of each other’s mouths and I rolled off Zack’s body and lay beside him. We came back to reality and I was so fucking happy I started laughing.

    “Sweetie what’s so funny?” Zack asked snickering too.

        “Angel, I am so amazingly happy I have to laugh out loud. That was a heavenly experience… so now you are my Angel.”

    Zack sat up suddenly, “Really sweetie, me… me your Angel?” as his tears started to fall.

        I grabbed his big body in my arms, “Please Zack… no crying …God I love you so much.” I whispered in his ear. Then he really starting crying, fuck what did I do? This sweet wonderful man was falling apart in my arms and I was the reason WHY. I held him tighter and let him cry it out, cursing myself with every falling tear.

        “Sweetie… Ooooh my Phillip do you mean, really mean what you just said to me? Do you love me?” he asked quietly wiping his eyes on the sheets.

    “Yes… Oooh yes, I have loved you for a year now… Angel, my Angel you are the very first man to ever touch me. You are the only man for me.” I explained still holding him in my arms.

        Zack laid another ball busting kiss on me and said “Sweetie I love you too more than my own damn Mother,” he snickered. “Be my love and my lover Sweetie, you are my first too?” Zack said and asked.

    “YES…YES and YESSSSSSSS.”I yelled my heart going nuts, almost beating out of my chest.

        As we settled down, still in each other’s arms, I asked. “You know we are very late for classes, don’t you Angel?”

        “Yes I know but I don’t care at all, we will skip today. You and me in bed all day and night long to Sweetie!” Zack said and sort of demanded.

    Sounded like heaven to me but I had to asked a question “Can I go piss Angel?”

        He laughed so sweetly, “Yes…lets go together, I will hold yours if you hold mine?” he teased. That’s exactly what we did and as we walked back to the bedroom, I asked “How about some breakfast, my special pancakes Angel?”

        “Sounds wonderful…some coffee too? Remember …I do the clean-up… any bacon or sausage?” Zack asked.”I will definitely hook you up, you will love breakfast as much as the mind shattering blow job I gave you Angel.” I snickered.

        “Damn, I doubt that … fuck that was the best I ever had,” he laughed “Me too.” I said as I got to work on breakfast. He was true to his word, washing up as I was cooking. We were both still naked, loving the freedom as well as the stunning view of our bare asses and swing cocks. Soon breakfast was done without me burning my cock with the bacon splatters. We sat down together…as a couple now. So different from last night but a millions time better. We still ate in silence with Zack moaning on occasion as he stuffed his mouth full.

        I do enjoy seeing a man that will eat and not pick at his food, one that is pleased with my cooking. So I was very satisfied that Zack ate so enthusiastically. He pushed back from the table patting his belly again. “Sweetie you are going to make me so very fat with your fantastic cooking. Will you still love me when I have a huge belly?” he snickered. “I will always love you my Angel….always and forever…no matter what.”…………………

    Part #3 soon……..Thank you for reading and posting……..A….


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  • The Blue Balls Cure

    A key turned noisily in the lock, the door slowly opened, and Steve, my new roommate, came in as I looked up from my studies. I greeted him with a friendly smile and asked, “Getting any?”

    He winced and answered feebly, “I’m not feelin’ too good.” He stood there near the closed door and looked sort of all slumped over as if the stuffing had been knocked out of him.

    The college had a requirement that students in their junior year take a freshman student as a roommate. It was sort of their Big Brother program. I had been expecting the skinny, pimply, bookish kind of kid the school seemed to attract, but Steve, at 18, was a surprise. He was a very handsome young man. He had a naturally athletic build with a strong but slim physique. He was also a self-professed lady-killer with the assured, arrogant manner that seems to be standard issue for lady-killers. Youthful boasting about his conquests could have put a dampener on my easy-going manner, but I suspected it was a defensive cover for the insecurities we all feel in a new environment and his way of bringing sex into a conversation, so I had just smiled. He was one of those guys you meet who gives you the feeling a carefully planned seduction just might be successful.

    “Thought you had big plans for this evening. Something go wrong?” I asked.

    “She said ‘No’,” he mumbled, looking at the floor. “Again.”

    “Damn,” I commiserated, “and you were looking forward to some hot action. Now, it looks like you’re suffering from a man-sized case of blue balls.”

    He turned red and grinned, glancing up at me from under his bowed head, embarrassed. “I’ve heard of blue balls,” he admitted, “but I thought it was only some kind of weird joke.”

    “Oh, it’s no joke, believe me,” I assured him with a serious tone. “If you get a case, it has to be dealt with quickly. It can lead to serious complications like blood vessel constriction, swelling of the vas deferens and seminal vesicles, reduction of vascular and tubular elasticity in the gonads, atrophy of the prostate gland, and, eventually, it can result in feeble, weak orgasms and a substantial curbing of frequency of desire. All of which leads to a diminished interest in sex and, perhaps, even impotency.” I did not want to belie the seriousness of my demeanor, but it was difficult to keep a straight face as I arranged various anatomical terms to make the whole thing sound plausible. And maybe even a little frightening. Since this was not my first effort at this particular seduction ploy, I think it sounded pretty convincing.

    “Holy Shit!” he sputtered in alarm, “I don’t want all that to happen. How do you know for sure if you’ve got blue balls?” He had suddenly become very animated.

    “Do they feel like you’ve been kneed in the groin?”

    He thought for a moment (I could see him mentally feeling his balls) and said, “Yeah, they sure do.”

    “That’s the first sign,” I said carefully. “Does your groin feel sort of odd and, well, tender? Maybe even sore?

    He thought about it. “Yes,” he replied quietly, pressing a palm against his lower abdomen and sucking in his stomach, straightening up. “The whole area hurts.”

    “You’ve got a classic case of blue balls alright, there’s no doubt. I recommend that you do something about it, right away.” I smiled sympathetically.

    “Geez,” he asked nervously, “what should I do?”

    “There are several age old cures, some more effective than others.”

    “Like what?”

    “Well, the old wives’ tale about taking cold showers just doesn’t work, at all. Probably the most frequently tried cure is masturbation. Umm…” I hesitated, acting like I didn’t want to pry, “…you do jack off from time to time, don’t you, Steve?” Before he could reply, I added, “Everyone does.”

    He blushed and said, “Well, yeah, I admit I do.”

    “When was the last time?” I kept my voice calm.

    “Before I came to school,” he replied.

    “You mean more than three days ago?” I asked, trying to sound incredulous, as if three days were an impossibly long time. My juices were starting to flow, though, as I began to sense this was heading in the right direction and could develop into a very interesting seduction if I made no false moves.

    “More like, umm…” he paused (I could see him mentally adding up the days, counting back to the last time he had jacked off), “…Yeah, really more like five days. I was busy getting ready to leave for school. You know how it is, right?”

    “Of course. But, God, five days! That’s a hell of a long time. No wonder you’ve got blue balls. No wonder you were looking forward to tonight’s date.”

    He grimaced, remembering his defeat. “To tell you the truth, Jack, I haven’t had the success with girls I’ve led you to believe. I’ve been dating the same girl since tenth grade and she’s never let me touch her. She started at the women’s college in town this week, ‘Just to be near me’, she says.”

    “Hey, I understand. Women! They can be ball busters. But, taking one problem at a time, Steve, tell me, how often do you jack off, normally? Every day?”

    He blushed, again, and then looked me in the eye. He sort of drew himself together. Oh Oh, I thought, he’s going to start boasting.

    I guess he read my mind for he suddenly looked down at the floor and admitted, “I used to do it every day at home, Jack.” He smiled apologetically. It was a little boy’s smile that was endearing. He looked so innocent and appealing, I wanted to jump on him and tear his clothes off, but I kept my cool and stuck to my general plan.

    “Just once a day?” I asked softly.

    “Well, if you want the truth,” he said in frustration, “it’s more like two, three, sometimes even four or five times a day.” His facial expression made me feel certain this wasn’t just boastfulness. The guy was a normal teenage sex machine. “Sometimes I get so horny I can’t stand it,” he added. “Know what I mean?”

    “I sure as hell do. It’s the same with me, believe me,” I reassured him. “But why haven’t you done it here at school?”

    “I don’t know, man. You’re always here in the room when I’m here. Last night I could hardly sleep, I was so horny. I like to do it in the shower, but these showers are so open. I hate those carousel things…”

    “Me, too,” I interrupted. Each shower room had three center-posts with six showerheads and students were expected to shower in groups around them. But it was often an exciting way to bathe.

    “…and there’re no doors on the toilet booths,” Steve continued. “Shit, there’s no privacy! What do you do? How do you avoid blue balls?” He was getting more and more vocal and excited.

    “Well, as I said, jacking off is the most frequently tried cure for blue balls. Unfortunately, and I hate to have to tell you this, it’s hardly effective once the stage you’re in is reached.”

    “Oh my God!” he responded, eyebrows raised, a look of surprise on his face.

    “But, fortunately, there are at least two other popular methods which are extremely effective.” I smiled, knowingly, nodding my head.

    “What are they?”

    “For the first, the easiest way, I guess, is you’d probably have to check out some of the men’s rooms in the college library.”

    “What for?” he questioned, looking surprised.

    “A glory hole,” I answered casually.

    “Uhh… What’s that?”From his hesitation and tone of voice, I knew he knew without asking.

    “You put your cock through it and get sucked off. Feels great! Really relieves the pressure.”

    “Hey, I ain’t no fag, man,” he muttered, not looking at me.

    “Do you think I am?” I challenged.

    “No, of course not,” he replied quickly, backing down, turning red again, glancing shyly at me.

    “I don’t like blue balls. I used to get ’em all the time. Took me quite a while to figure out how to avoid ’em, and I didn’t have anyone willing to show me. Like you do.”

    “So what do you do?” he asked quietly, stealing a glance at me. By now, my cock was filling out and stretching the crotch of my gym shorts, the only garment I was wearing. His eyes focused on my lap. He didn’t look away immediately.

    “Getting your knob licked, relieving the pressure, doesn’t make you a fag,” I volunteered quietly, trying to make my expression read like the whole thing was no big deal.

    “You mean you’ve put your… uh… thing… in a glory hole?” he asked hesitantly, again looking at my crotch. Then he looked up at my face. I smiled. He smiled back. I kept getting all the right signals from him.

    “Sometimes.”

    “Gee,” he responded, thinking about it, “I’ve heard about blow-jobs…” His voice trailed off as he thought about it. The bulge in his jeans seemed to have become fuller, but it was difficult to judge his reactions.

    I took a deep breath. “Sometimes I’m even on the other side,” I added, boldly, taking a big risk.

    He thought about it for a moment. A look of interest, then amazement, crossed his face. “You mean you…” he hesitated, “…You suck…” He stopped. His mouth fell open.

    “We guys gotta help each other out. Blue balls can be harmful.” My voice was full of concern.

    “But you said you…”

    “I’ve always been willing to help out a buddy. It’s only fair. God knows how many times I, myself, have been helped out in the past.” I tried to make it sound very reasonable, very normal. I wondered how he’d react. “I’m willing to help out anyone who really needs it,” I added casually.

    “Geez,” he said, wide-eyed, “even me?”

    That was certainly not a negative reaction. I was delighted and wanted to shout with joy. But I stuck to my plan. “Especially you,” I confirmed quickly, with a serious expression on my face. “You’re my roommate. You really need help. That, I can see, just by looking at you.” My cock was beginning to swell uncontrollably. Once again, this crazy line was working.

    “What do we do?” he asked in an innocent way.

    I felt so triumphant I thought for a moment I’d shoot off in my shorts. “Well, let’s start by getting you out of those tight fitting clothes. That’s another health issue. Constrictive clothing heats up the balls causing harm to the perpetual production of healthy sperm.” I thought I sounded very instructive.

    “You’re kidding,” he said, but he pulled off his shirt and began unbuttoning his jeans.

    “It’s the truth. That’s why I wear these baggy shorts whenever I can. I was told to do so by the campus doctor. He said balls were not meant to be confined. He should know. He’s seen enough of ’em.” I tried to keep a straight face. I knew from intimate personal experience that the good doctor was one of the most active and skilled cocksuckers on campus.

    Steve was looking at my shorts, again, noticing the movement within. “God, I’m glad we’re talking about this. I’m getting right out of these jeans.” While he was talking he pushed down the tight pants till they were round his ankles. He straightened up and revealed that he was wearing a bright, white jockstrap. The pouch looked amazingly full and heavy. It was one of the most erotically stimulating and exciting sights I have ever seen: a fully packed, king-sized, fire-cracker-hot pouch of young stud just bursting at the seams, stretched so taut I could see the flesh tones and hair shades glowing beneath. It was one of those infrequent sights you get in your life that you never forget.

    “Why the jock?” I asked.

    “It helps to keep my… uh…” he hesitated.

    “Your cock?” I asked, helpfully.

    “Yeah, thanks, my cock.” He looked relieved, like I had given him permission to talk dirty. “It helps to keep my cock in place. I get so horny all the time.”

    “Hmmm. Looks like you do,” I ventured, “but, you know, that jock is even worse than the tight jeans.”

    “Holy Shit!” he said in surprise, “It is?”

    “Damn straight. It holds the balls right up against the body and keeps ’em much too warm. That’s why a man has a scrotum. It allows the balls to drop away from the body and stay cool.”

    He stared at me in surprise and then looked down at himself. “Shit, what’ll I do?”

    “Take it off,” I advised, simply.

    He was looking down at the full pouch but glanced back at me quickly. “Well…” He paused. He was shy.

    “Will it make you more comfortable if I take these shorts off, too? With you? So we’re both… umm… nude?”I tried to choose the right words. I wanted him to relax.

    “Yeah, it might. I’d feel less self-conscious, I guess,” he replied.

    “Com’ on,” I whispered excitedly, “Let’s slip ’em off.” I stood up and pushed down my shorts till the elastic waistband was pressed against the base of my cock and watched him.

    As he saw my dark cockhair come into view, he boldly pushed down the jock with both hands. He made a smooth motion, bending over as he pushed, till the jock was at his knees. As he straightened up, I pushed my shorts down to mid-thigh. I made a noble attempt to keep from physically reacting to the fantastic partial-erection he exposed. It took all of my concentration.The cock was long, fat, moist, with skin pulled back behind the corona revealing an extra-large glans. It pointed more outward than downward. His balls were drawn up tight against the base of the fat cock and they looked much too big for the lithe body. The sight of him was stunning.

    I stepped out of my gym shorts and put my hands on my hips. I was naked. His eyes narrowed to thin slits as he looked at my long cock. It was larger than his and at a similar stage of arousal, skin pulled back behind the head. But mine pointed more downward than outward. I tried to concentrate on keeping it from springing to full erection as I looked at his exciting body.

    Steve quickly finished undressing, never taking his eyes off me in the process. It was a very erotic feeling to have him study my body like that, especially since his cock was very obviously expanding as he watched me. “Gee,” he sighed, as his erection continued to grow, “you look like you’re in the same boat I am.”

    “Naw, not quite, to be honest,” I disagreed. “You’ve got a bad case of blue balls and you need proper relief. I only want relief so that I don’t get blue balls. There’s a big difference. You’ll feel much better in a little while.”

    “What about you? Won’t you feel better, too?” His erection continued its steady climb. He seemed to be entranced with my body. It was an extremely enjoyable and arousing thing to witness. He obviously liked what he saw. I began to wonder who was seducing whom.

    “I’m certain I will,” I answered, softly, “and I’ll avoid blue balls.”

    “What should I do?” he asked. We were standing about ten feet apart, looking at one another.

    “Why don’t you come here and let me take away some of the strain on your balls.” There. It was clear. If he moved towards me, it would be his free choice. He would want to go on.

    He paused, looked at the floor, my face, my cock, then his cock, and suddenly moved forward till the heads of our cocks almost touched. His nude movements were like a sexy dance. He was offering himself to me.

    “You’ve got a wonderful body,” I said gently, sliding my hand onto his hip. “It’s so strong and muscular, smooth and flawless.” I spoke to divert his attention as my hand slid up his body to his chest.

    “You, too,” he whispered shyly, his voice quivering. My cock lurched upward at his simple words and poked into his cock. His felt very hot. With that touch, his cock completed a surge to full erection and pulsated between us. We both watched the final growth silently. Then we both noticed that my cock was following his lead with even greater speed. I got one of the most excruciatingly rigid, delightfully engorged, splendidly gleaming erections of my life. His eyes grew larger and larger as my erection stiffened to its full glory.

    I pinched a dark, hard, nipple on his smooth chest to distract him. I didn’t want my large cock to look too threatening to him. He sighed with pleasure. “Maybe the first thing we should do,” I offered, “is to cool down your balls. Here…”

    I squatted downward slowly, letting my hand trail down his body. I took a close look at the big cock. It was well-formed, straight and meaty, proudly upright. The long head was almost twice the diameter of the shaft, deeply flanged and looking very inviting, very suckable. I pursed my lips and blew a stream of cooling air onto his balls. The skin of the scrotum squiggled in response, becoming even more tight and crinkled. I heard a soft sigh from above. I opened my mouth, flattened out my tongue, and let him see that I was about to lick his balls. I heard him audibly draw in his breath in anxious anticipation.

    I inhaled as I moved my head into his crotch. The odors were marvelous: boyishly clean but not soapy; heavy, rich and fragrant, making me light-headed. They were the smells of a randy young man whose healthy, heavy flow of lubricating fluids throughout the day had perfumed his crotch to that perfection of masculine aroma so anxiously sought after by any cocksucker worth his calling. The musk of man! My salivary glands went wild. I touched those great balls with my tongue, my nose pressed into wiry cockhair, and I closed my eyes in pleasure. He was everything I had hoped for: tasty, clean, hung, willing to fuck around. I lapped and sucked, laved and loved those big orbs in that great sac. He thrust his hips at me and let out a long, heartfelt sigh of pleasure.

    His cock pulsed rigidly right next to my nose. For a moment, I thought he had been brought to orgasm. I backed away, blowing cooling air on the now wet balls, and looked at his solid perfect penis. Lines of pre-cum trailed off of the cockhead. One line was starting to dribble from a well-sculpted flange, stringing downward slowly. My tongue darted out and caught it in mid-air. He gasped in surprise as he eagerly watched from above. With the string connecting us, I brought my tongue to the glans and lapped at it with that light scratchiness only a tongue can deliver to a sensitive, enflamed cockhead. It swelled to even greater diameter and oozed more lubricant from the wide, long, meaty slit at the top. His tastes, odors, sights and reactions almost brought me to the pinnacle of lust. I had to concentrate on not blowing my wad.

    But I had to have that cock in my mouth. With no further hesitation, I raised myself upwards, poised my head over the cock, my hair gently brushing his firm stomach, and I kissed the slit, sucking out the fluid gathered there. He put a hand firmly on my head and groaned in appreciation. I sucked the entire, plum-shaped knob into my mouth and spun my tongue around and around and around the wonderful organ. Then, I forced my head downward, driving the stiff weapon deeper and deeper into my mouth. Quickly bobbing on the stiff weapon, I sucked more and more of it inward, then past the entrance to my throat, and down, down, deep into my body, cutting off my breathing and filling myself with his magnificent cock. My lips encircled the very root of that fat penis as wiry cockhair tickled them.

    “Oh! God!” he called out. He humped his hips back momentarily and then fucked his cock into me. Natural, rhythmic movements took over for the both of us. We moved in unison towards the mutual reward of his orgasm. How long it took, I can’t say. It wasn’t immediate and therefore disappointing in its speed, but it really seemed to take no effort whatsoever. His cock and my mouth seemed made for each other. With a whimper, he started humping little jabs into me. With each jab, I felt the base of his cock expand at my lips and a split-second later felt the jet of a hot stream of cum in my throat. After two deep spurts, I raised my head and captured the cockhead on my tongue, tasting the hot, viscous, delicious liquid as it erupted, filling my mouth till I had to swallow, and then filling it again and again and again.

    The taste of his sperm seemed to me like no other. It was mild, yet very flavorful. I could smell it as pressures of the heavy cum-flow forced the smell of semen into my nose. It was the smell of a lifetime. His essence. Wonderful. I can still close my eyes and remember its rich odor as I remember that fantastic moment he pumped it into me for the first time.

    Too quickly, though, it was over. Reality was returning. He was standing there, naked, with a deflating dick in his naked roommate’s mouth. This was a tricky point in our brief relationship. I knew I had to be very, very careful in what I did and said.

    I let the cock slip from my lips. I hunched back in a full squat, my forearms crossed in front of my crotch, my erection hidden from clear view, and I smiled up at him. “What a MAN!” I whispered, emphasizing the word heavily, looking him in the eye.

    It was the right thing to say. He was flattered. He pulled himself up and looked proud, naked chest sticking out, full cock dangling but no longer deflating. “That was great! But, did you like that, Jack?” he asked in awe.

    “Why not?”

    “It felt so good to me. But I thought you were only doing it to help me out, so how much could you enjoy it, right?” His look was very innocent.

    “Since it was clear that you were enjoying it, it gave me extreme pleasure,”I admitted.

    “Geez, really?”

    “Extreme pleasure,” I reconfirmed with a warm smile, still squatting, looking up at him as he stood proudly before me. “You have a magnificent body. It would have been a shame to let blue balls bring you down. But, of course, I don’t know, we may not have…” I paused, looking concerned.

    “What is it? What’s wrong?” he asked in sudden alarm.

    “Well…” I said, hesitantly, “…one quick, brief, orgasm isn’t really of much lasting value.”

    “It isn’t?!” he asked, sounding impressed and surprised.

    “Naw, it’s hardly more than blowing off one small relief valve on a giant supertanker. Know what I mean?” I frowned and waited for a response.

    He thought about it for a moment. His cock started to go back on the rise. He knew what I meant, alright. He blushed as he saw me watching it grow anew. “Holy Shit!” he said, softly. “When I told you I jacked off more than once a day, you realized my body may require a great deal more relief than just a… a ‘quickie’. That’s it, isn’t it?” The kid was clever. Whether or not he was right, he had furnished us both with a great excuse to continue our adventures.

    “It’s that and even more,” I suggested.

    “Even more? Like what?” He was intrigued.

    “Having a quick orgasm, like that, is an effective, if very temporary, means of relief. I told you there were at least two methods of bringing relief. The second is an even more spectacular way to bring about deep, body massaging, internal relief, which may come as a real surprise to you, but which the Greeks and Romans knew about centuries ago, and which men of real intellect and masculinity have been practicing ever since.”

    “Oh?” His cock kept rising.

    “Better than that,” I said with a smile, still looking up at him, “it gives relief to both partners, simultaneously.”

    “That sounds… fair,” he said with some hesitation. “I wondered if you shouldn’t get relief, too. What is it?”

    “As the prostate gland stores up semen, pressures build. This contributes immeasurably to the general discomfort of blue balls. To massage the prostate directly and to stimulate it to evacuate semen most completely, an internal probe is the best answer. This is the most amazingly stimulative method of bringing lasting relief to blue balls that has ever been discovered. Since it is a man to man, manly kind of cooperative effort, it is rarely talked about.”

    “An internal probe…” he repeated quietly, thinking about it with a frown. His cock reached full erection while he thought. He had a good mind. The light dawned. “Do you mean…” He stopped. His mouth dropped open and his eyes grew big. Surprise didn’t affect his throbbing cock, which he was proudly displaying right in front of my eyes, now.

    “As I said, it’s rarely talked about.”

    “Is it done with…” he paused, not daring to say it, “…with a finger?” He temporized.

    “It can be with a finger.”

    “Oh,” he said, sounding disappointed.

    “Unfortunately, the probe of a finger is very limited. Length, girth are the problems. Often the prostate isn’t reached or is simply inadequately massaged. A full, deep massage is the true secret to overwhelming stimulation and complete satisfaction. To be very honest with you, it is a level of satisfaction that is so complete it is seldom, if ever, reached with your typical boy-girl conjuncture. So satisfying, in fact, that even the satisfaction is rarely mentioned.”

    “The probe is… a…” he was still hesitant to say it, “…a penis?”

    I nodded quietly, letting him take it all in. He didn’t react strongly, one way or the other, so I went on. “A penis has all the right dimensions, curves, ridges, and subtleness to position itself against the prostate gland and then to develop the rhythmic, rubbing, jarring, pounding massage that produces the correct effect: the best orgasm a man can ever have.”

    “Have you had this type of massage, yourself?” he asked, quizzically.

    “Not often enough,” I answered openly, “but enough to know that it is indeed a proven, effective relief for your blue balls, and we’ll both be glad we experienced it. It needn’t be just clinical, either. We can both have fun doing it.”

    “Hmmm!” He was very interested. But he wanted to explore the idea verbally some more. “Couldn’t I give you the probe, first? You know, just to see how it works and feels. Just to be sure this can be done.”

    “Yes, of course you can…” I agreed quickly. His cock really throbbed at my reply. “…but, I’ve got to be honest with you. A part of the effective placement of the penis is its freshness. You’ve had an orgasm already, just moments ago. I haven’t. If you give me a probe, it will evacuate my prostate. No doubt. But it will also diminish the freshness and vitality of my penis and then I won’t be able to give you as satisfactory an initial probe as you really should have. Since this will be your first time…” I paused and asked, “…it will be, won’t it?”

    “Oh, yes,” he responded quickly, “yes, of course.”

    “…then this first time must be with the freshest possible penis for unbelievable satisfaction and relief. After that, you can try it on me, if you like, just to get the hang of it. Then, tomorrow morning, when we get up and we are both fresh, you can give me another probe. Eventually, with experience, you might discover if you have a preference for being probed or doing the probing, both of which, as I said, bring the relief we both seek. What do you say?”

    “Great! Fantastic! Let’s do it.” All barriers fell. His eyes shone with a new excitement.

    “And I’ll go first, right?” I questioned. I wanted to be sure.

    “Right,” he agreed with enthusiasm. “Where should we do it? On a bed?”

    “Let’s open this closet door, here…” I said, rising for the first time since the conversation began and opening the door to reveal a wide, full length mirror, hoping that the unavoidable display my big, stiff boner would not make him nervous. “…then we can watch ourselves to be sure we are doing it correctly. What do you think? Standing right here.” I tried to keep my hands moving to distract his attention, but the kid was too fast for that. His eyes bore into my erection like a laser beam. He was fascinated. I was ready to explode with lust. This seduction was proceeding at a pace beyond my fondest hopes. I was about to mount one of the sexiest men in the school and he was damn near begging for it.

    “What should I do?” he asked me.

    “I’ll tell you what,” I instructed, “there are several proven methods of insertion of a probe that produce the least amount of discomfort when initiating an inexperienced partner – that’s you – and the one I’ve found most pleasurable is the application of saliva to the anus for lubrication; a temporary and gently explorative probe by the stiffened tongue to prepare for the real probe; a partial probe of the finger to expand the sphincter and relax the rectum; and then the slow, mutually cooperative insertion of the well lubricated penis. Do you follow me?”

    “Gosh, you’re gonna lick my asshole?” he asked bluntly but in awe, cutting directly to the core of my message. At the same time, though, he slowly turned his ass to me while looking at it in the mirror. An expression of amazement filled his face.

    I squatted beside the mirror and put both hands on his hips, twisting the up-turned, well-muscled, smooth buttocks towards me. We kept watching one another through the mirror as my face pressed between those two wonderful firm cheeks and my tongue darted out and lapped at his puckered hole. At the contact, his eyes closed in pleasure as mine closed in ecstasy. The taste, texture, and temperature of his ass were incomparable. I felt my erection throb so strongly that, again, I thought I might drop my load too soon. So I concentrated on prying apart the meaty cheeks to reach my goal as completely as possible and I lapped, licked, and laved the entire area.

    He began pushing that tight butt back at me. My tongue met his thrusts with its own as it poked into the clamped hole. Slowly, tentatively, he began to relax control and allow the tongue more access to his interior. Soon, my tongue was thrusting in an out without hindrance. He was enjoying this and he opened up to me. I so enjoyed what I was doing, it was with some reluctance that I moved along to another level. I slid my index finger to my mouth, moistened it and slipped it slowly, carefully, into the relaxed rectum, twisting the finger gently as an aid to insertion. He drew in a sharp breath and for a moment I thought he’d reject the digit and clamp down on it, but I needn’t have worried. The finger went in nicely. I felt how hot he was.

    As my finger began a slow withdrawal and insertion motion, further stimulating and relaxing his sphincter, he groaned and sighed, almost to himself, “Damn, that feels good.”

    I quickly moistened my middle finger and inserted it in place of the index finger. Again, momentarily, I thought he’d reject it, but then he just sighed in even greater pleasure. My movements became more forceful and elaborate but he kept right up with me and soon was rotating on my finger as it fucked into him. He was ready.

    I had a strategically placed tube of lubricant and used just a bit on my moist cockhead to aid penetration. In my experience, too much lubricant, used too liberally, can reduce overall pleasure. I slid one hand to his taut belly and slid my excitedly stiff cock up against his hole, drawing out my finger slowly. I caught him looking at me apprehensively through the mirror and I smiled warmly at him.

    “You’re tight, man, but you’re ready. It’s now or never.”

    “Then do it, now!” he ordered, pressing his ass down on my cockhead.

    “Relax,” I instructed. “You’ll see that we’ll just melt together. Don’t try to force it or you’ll tighten up. Relax.” I smiled and rubbed his belly, pulling him against me. He relaxed. Slowly, methodically, our two bodies joined in a mutual effort. Penetration was successful. His hot ass accepted my big cockhead by slowly slipping down over it. As the rolling flanges slid in, the last hurdle was leapt, and then the sphincter clamped down on the shaft behind the cockhead.

    “Oh, you’re so big!” Sweat was gleaming on his forehead, but he was not rejecting the intrusion.

    “God, this feels so good. You’re so tight and so hot.” All of my concentration was on trying to control myself. Instinct pressured me to go crazy and fuck the shit out of him, but intellect kept me calm and controlled. He had to be the one to go crazy and I was certain that he wouldn’t disappoint me.

    I kept rigid, but he slowly worked on drawing in more of the cock. Then he experimented by pulling off of the cock. Soon, he was drawing in more than half of the shaft, withdrawing to the cockhead, and drawing in again.

    “Look!” I whispered, excitedly, repositioning him slightly so that we could both see the connection in the mirror. It was amazing. He lifted his left leg to get a better view and we both saw how wide-stretched his ass was with my big rod poking in a good two-thirds of the way. The sight of it seemed to enflame him. As he watched himself, he firmly pushed back and saw the entire cock slowly disappear into his bottom until all we saw were two pair of balls nuzzling one another.

    He leaned back against my chest, the side of his head against my cheek, and sighed, “Fantastic! It’s in all the way. When I first got a glimpse of your big cock, man, I didn’t believe I could take it.” Fleetingly, I wondered if this really was his first time, but too much was happening to dwell on it.

    My hands roved his body, rubbing his pecs, pinching his nipples, massaging his muscles. As they moved, the backs of my hands and arms felt his stiffly rigid cock, but I didn’t play with it for fear I’d quickly stimulate another load to be pumped out and cause him to lose interest. Holding him, feeling his hot channel surrounding my throbbing cock, watching ourselves in the mirror as he slowly drew me in to the hilt and controlled his movements on my cock, all had me so excited that my concentration was focused on prolonging this fantastic fuck for as long as I could.

    Suddenly, to my shocked surprise, the door burst open. Steve had obviously not taken the precaution of locking it. He noisily sucked in his breath in alarm. A dark-haired, almost naked, young man entered the room with a flourish. It was Tony, a senior and a good friend of mine. His hair glistened with beads of water and he held closed a small, wet towel round his waist, as if he were just on his way back from the showers. The towel flared in front with an interesting bulge.

    Tony’s eyes popped open wide as he took one look at the two of us in front of the mirror, naked, obviously connected, Steve’s big hard-on throbbing before us. But Tony had the presence of mind to slam the door shut and lock it. His first words made me laugh. “Another ‘Blue Balls Cure’, Jack?” His tone of voice carried a knowing sarcasm. Then he laughed.

    Steve had been holding his breath in fear. I continued to hold his body against mine and whispered in his ear, “He’s Okay. He’s an old buddy. He knows the score. Don’t worry.”

    Steve relaxed somewhat and started breathing again. His erection never faltered. The internal pressures being exerted by my cock were keeping him far too excited to lose interest.

    “This is Tony,” I told Steve. “Tony, this is my new roommate, Steve.”

    “I didn’t realize that you had a roommate this year, Jack. Oh, yeah,” he said as he thought about it, “that’s right, you’re a Junior, now.” He looked Steve up and down, eyes lingering on the handsome, throbbing erection. “Nice roommate!”

    Interrupting, giving no attention to the obvious complement Tony’s leering eyes were paying him, Steve immediately asked him, “What did you mean, ‘Another blue balls cure’?”

    Tony looked up into his eyes and announced, “Jack’s an expert. He’s cured practically everyone on our baseball team, even the coach.”

    “Really?” Steve asked in amazement.

    “Oh, sure. That’s why I came over tonight. I was hoping he would be able to help me out. Again. Look…” he said, pulling open his towel, “…don’t these balls look like blue balls to you?” He displayed a handsome set of large balls highlighting a very big and rapidly expanding cock.

    “Geez!” Steve responded in awe as he watched the cock rise, “maybe I can be of some help while Jack is busy.”

    Tony and I grinned at each other.

    “Maybe you can, Steve, maybe you can,” Tony said absently, correctly reading my expression and looking more carefully at the two of us. He realized how near to orgasm we both were. “I think it might be better, right now, though, for me to help you two out.” With that he squatted down in front of Steve, dropping the towel and grabbing his own cock, and, as he began a slow, erotic masturbation which we watched in the mirror, he licked at Steve’s heavily swollen cock until, finally, he sucked the plump cockhead into his mouth with such vigor that Steve shuddered with pleasure.

    Under my eager tutelage, Tony had become a first rate cocksucker. Looking down Steve’s torso, now, to watch him work on Steve’s cock, watching his deep-throating efforts as the big cock slid smoothly between his thick lips, was an intensely erotic moment for me. Steve was obviously also enjoying it, for, all too quickly, his head was rolling back on my shoulder, his body was becoming stiff and his whole being clamped down on the full length of my cock. He was going to come. My own orgasm was being wrenched out of me by the demands of his hot body. With a low groan, he began to shoot blast after blast of cum into Tony’s suctioning mouth. Instantly, I began to come. The two of us were shooting with such force and abandon, humping and thrusting, fucking and jabbing, that I felt like it would never end. It was certainly one of the most memorably enjoyable experiences of my lifetime. And I was completely certain that Steve was feeling the same way.

    Finally, Tony stopped sucking, slid the cum-slick organ out of his mouth and looked up at the two of us. “You boys havin’ a good time?” he asked with a sexy smirk, as a bit of sperm seeped from a corner of his mouth.

    “Oh, man!” Steve sighed with feeling, looking down at him. “You’re good! But I have to tell you that having a cock up my ass as I came, really made me lose control. I came more explosively, with more abandon, and with what felt like more volume, than I’ve ever come before. This is incredible!”

    “You liked it then,” Tony asked, still grinning.

    I chuckled quietly. My cock was still stiff in Steve’s ass.

    “Oh, yes!” Steve said with sincere conviction.

    “You’d recommend this Blue Balls Cure to your friends, I take it.”

    “And how!”

    “Good,” he said, rising up to stand in front of us, still stroking that big cock of his. “Then how about taking your first oral exam?” He waggled his cock enticingly.

    Steve was the quick study I had thought he would be. As he bent over to suck what I presumed was his first cock, I grabbed his hips and felt happily reinvigorated. Tony and I faced one another from opposite ends of Steve’s sexy body and smirked.

    “Look’s like it’s going to be another great school year!” I said excitedly.

    Looking down at the head bobbing in his crotch, Tony grunted his agreement: “Fuckin’ A!”

  • Paying For It

    Paying For It

    One

    When I was in high school, there was this guy who used to hang out at the main entrance at least twice a week. His name was Brett, and he was the same age as I was. He was really handsome, well built, and I suppose, very wealthy. He offered twenty bucks to anyone who wanted to get a blow job from him, or fuck him in the ass.

    Imagine that! The age of a high school student ranges from fourteen to eighteen. At those ages a boy’s hormones are flowing stronger than Niagara Falls. Most of them would pay to have done to them what this kid proposed, and here he was offering to pay them. Unheard of!!!

    Even as a high school freshman I knew I was gay, so I became his best customer, and I got to know him really well. In fact, we became very good friends. I might even say BFFs. It was also a way to get my rocks off without having to come out. Everyone knows what a hostile environment high school is for gay students.

    Before I tell you all about Brett, let me tell you a couple of things about me. My father disappeared on us when I was seven years old. He left my mother alone with me, and two younger brothers. In order to support us, she held down two jobs as a waitress. The first job was in a coffee shop, which was open for breakfast and lunch. The second job was as a server in a fairly upscale restaurant that was only open for dinner. Needless to say, I saw precious little of my mother. My brothers and I roamed the streets after school, hardly ever did homework, and practically raised ourselves. I found myself “in trouble” with authority on more than one occasion. Needless to say I was Brett’s best customer, from the third week of my freshman year in high school until I graduated. The pay was exceptional, usually $40 a week, tax free.

    The funny thing is I graduated with very high grades. I absorbed knowledge like a sponge, and secretly enjoyed reading books. I read whatever I could get my hands on, classics to porn. The money I got from Brett was my secret, and it financed my reading fetish, as well as “extras” for me and my brothers.

    I learned that Brett was indeed very wealthy. His family owned a chain of motels which ran along an interstate highway. The highway went through our state and several adjacent states. Brett told me that his father’s dream was eventually to have motels from ocean to ocean. When he figured out that he was gay, he panicked. His parents were ultra-conservative Christians. They opposed strongly, the concept of evolution, science, and the belief that the earth was created more than six thousand years ago. Most important, they believed that homosexuality was an abomination, and the worst of all sins, because it violated God’s instruction to be fruitful and multiply, along with a million other objections.

    Brett attended a private Christian prep school, which was located about a half mile from our school. Classes there let out about 2:30 PM, and he rushed over to my school. Our last class was over at 3 PM. When he found a willing boy to satisfy his cravings, he took the youngster to one of his father’s motels located about a quarter of a mile away, just shy of an interstate exit. He went in the back door, and into a utility closet, where he worked his magic. It would all be over in less than ten minutes, given the youth of the participants. Brett assumed that his customers were all straight, so he never asked any of them to reciprocate.

    The first time Brett approached me, I was the eighth customer of his cock-sucking career. He confided that to me, when we had established some sort of a friendship. I was shocked and pleasantly surprised at his offer. I had been jacking off for some time, and this good looking guy, was offering to make my masturbation fantasies come true. I gave no thought to the possibility that he might be a serial killer, and went off with him to the motel.

    Within the cramped confines of the utility closet, sex was not the best. There were no preliminaries. Brett went down on me, and got me off with a few deft strokes of his tongue. As I remember it was an amazing blow job. He pushed my foreskin back with his tongue, and gobbled me whole into his mouth. I wasn’t fully grown yet, so that wasn’t hard for him to do. By the time I was a senior, he could barely take half of me into him. When it was over, we left the motel through the back door, and Brett took off quickly, without speaking to me. He just shoved $20 into my hand and he was gone.

    I looked for him every day after that, but he wasn’t there. Nearly two weeks later, I spotted him, and ran over before anybody else could. He must have recognized me, because he smiled and said, “Craig, I’m glad it’s you.”

    I was surprised that he remembered my name. In fact, I didn’t remember telling him what it was.

    “Where ya been?” I asked.

    “My whole school was on a religious retreat for two weeks. I am so horny. Would you like to make $20 today?”

    “You bet,” I smiled at him.

    Today was different than the last time. We entered the motel through the same back door, but instead of going to the utility closet, Brett walked up to a guest room located closest to the back door. He inserted a card key into the slot on the door, and we entered the room. He double locked the door. The curtains were open, and he drew them shut.

    “I put a hold on the room,” he explained. “I told the desk clerk that we had to do some plumbing repairs in here.”

    He stripped rapidly, and I followed his lead. When we were naked, he threw his arms around me, and pulled me close to him. I was pleasantly surprised and I pushed my rising prick into his. He leaned into me and started to kiss me with an open mouth, and a probing tongue. I found myself reciprocating.

    “You’re gay like me aren’t you? I had a feeling the first time we were together,” he commented.

    I was dumbfounded, but I managed to mumble something that mildly sounded like, “Yes.”

    “Then make love to me,” he whispered, “just like we were real lovers. Do to me, what I do to you, and I’ll double the pay today.”

    A pang of guilt electrified my body. “You don’t have to pay me double for something I’m aching to do,” I admitted.

    He didn’t answer me. Instead he kissed me harder, and his tongue probed deeper into my mouth. When he released me, I could see that his cheeks were wet. He had been crying. I wiped away his tears and mumbled, “Don’t you think we should get started?

    Brett was the first to tumble into bed. He was flat on his back, and his youthful hard-on was facing the ceiling. I stood a moment and admired the scene before me. Then I shocked him. I lay down on top of him in a sixty-nine position. In fact, I took him into me before he took me. We were too young to delay or hold back. We came seconds apart, spilling our seed down each other’s throat. Then I turned around and we lay still, side by side, holding hands.

    “Shit,” Brett said, “I wanted us to fuck each other.”

    “We will,” I promised. “Just be patient.”

    After a very short rest, we were both hard again. Brett produced a tube of KY Jelly from his pants pocket, which was lying on the floor. Our immature cocks were able to make entry effortlessly. I fucked Brett first, and when he fucked me, I could feel that his cock was extra slippery. It was more than the jelly.

    I realized that Brett had come prepared and his ass was clean. I hadn’t had a BM since the night before and there was shit all over his cock. I felt awful, and started to apologize. Brett shushed me. “It’s okay. I’m used to it, and I don’t mind at all, especially with you.” I got the distinct feeling that Brett was falling in love with me, and I didn’t like that at all. I just wasn’t prepared for it, love that is.

    I admitted that having anal sex was the first time for me. Brett had been fucked before, but it was his first time as a top. We weren’t worried about going in commando. We didn’t have any condoms with us anyway. After we both came a second time, deep within our bodies, we hunkered up against each other. We kissed and fondled and dozed off.

    All in all we were in the room for about two hours. We even showered together prior to giving it up. Before we opened the door, Brett stuffed two twenty dollar bills in my hand. I was filled with guilt, and wanted to return one, but I knew how badly my family needed the money, and I put both of them into my pocket.

    “Thanks,” I mumbled, but I couldn’t look at him. Why did I feel such shame?

    A few days later, I spotted him in the courtyard just as I walked out the front door of my school. Before I could get to him, he was approached by another boy. Brett said something to him, and the boy left abruptly. “I was waiting for you,” Brett said as I approached him.

    “I’m flattered,” I smiled back at him. “Please Brett, I don’t want any extra money today. The usual will be just fine.”

    “I’ll do what I feel like doing,” he stated sternly. “I know how much your family needs the money.” How did he know that? I didn’t tell him. Did he have me investigated? He was rich enough to employ a detective. I decided not to argue, at least not just yet.

    Brett and I continued to have sex all through our high school days. We spoke of it as having sex, but we didn’t fool each other. We were making love. I insisted halfway through our freshman year that he stop giving me money. I had to point out that I had fallen in love with him, and I felt guilty taking money from him.

    “I love you too,” he said, “but a deal’s a deal.” I felt guiltier than ever, because from our first meeting on, we had a monogamous relationship. Early on I tried refusing to take money from Brett, but he wouldn’t hear of it. I guess he figured that if we maintained a business relationship, the money he gave me would not be construed as charity on my part.

    Then one day, hardly before either of us was aware of it, we were facing graduation. I told you that I was an excellent student, and I got a full scholarship to one of our State Universities, which was located about two hundred miles from home. My kid brothers were very independent by this time, so I wasn’t worried about them. My concern was strictly selfish. The thought of leaving Brett was tearing at my soul.

    Brett’s father had enrolled him in Oral Roberts University. Brett begged his father to let him go to State, but the man would not hear a word of complaint from his son. Not only were we about to be separated, but separated by almost two thousand miles.

    We were able to delay our separation by a little over two months. Brett was going to work that summer as a desk clerk in one of his father’s motels, and he got me a job as a bell hop in the same motel. He could have gotten me a desk job also, but he figured that I could make more with tip money. He was always thinking of my financial situation.

    We arrived at work early and left late, so we could make love in a vacant room as often as possible. The only victory (for me, at least) was that after graduation, I got Brett to stop paying me. My kid brothers had summer jobs, with the promise of after school jobs, and things were a lot easier for my mother. On top of that, Brett said that I could work at the motel with him during all college breaks, and summer vacations.

    When Brett came home for his first winter break, he had a serious talk with his father. He explained that his university offered a major in management, and that was helpful to him, but he really wanted to major in Hospitality Management. They did not offer a minor in that. He could study that at State, save his father money, and take courses more useful for his future. Then he added, “Dad, if you think I would stray from my Christian heritage at State, you sorely misjudge me. You raised me better than that.”

    That last statement penetrated his father’s heart. He embraced his son, and gave him permission to transfer after his freshman year.

    By the way,” he said. “I wasn’t worried about you straying from our Christian values. I was hoping that you would meet a good Christian girl at Oral Roberts,” he said very shyly.

    Brett laughed. “Dad,” he said, hugging his father, “they have good Christian girls at State also.” Father and son laughed hard together. It was a very rare and intimate moment for both of them.

    Brett left it for me to look for off campus housing for our last three years. He said that he would tell his father, he was renting a room. He need never know that he would be sharing it with another student. The best part is that Brett’s father would pay the rent, and make things even easier for me.

    Let me interject here, that I was well acquainted with John Fremont, Brett’s dad. When I began to work at the hotel with Brett, he told his father that we had become good friends, and that I had asked if I could go to church with them on Sunday. Mr. Fremont could hardly say no, and I met him the very next Sunday. He was thrilled that his son’s friend had such good religious values. Better than that, he liked me. He told me how much he admired my work ethic, and how hard I was working to help my mother and brothers get ahead in the world. After we established our friendship, it was easier for Brett and me to make excuses to “socialize” together. We even dared tell him that we would be rooming together at State, and he approved, so Brett didn’t have to lie to him. That was a hard thing for Brett to do.

    At our graduation, Mr. Fremont met my mother. I guess I should tell you a couple of things about those two. Brett’s dad is even better looking and better built than Brett, and that’s saying a lot. He became a widower in our junior year, when his lovely wife succumbed to cancer. My mother kept her youthful figure, but she always looked a little dowdy. Working two jobs did not leave her much time for preening. In keeping with the joyous occasion, my mom went all out. She bought a new dress, and went to a day spa, followed by a visit to a beauty parlor.

    After the ceremony, I looked high and low for her. I couldn’t spot her, but I was left completely uncomfortable by some beautiful woman who kept smiling at me. There was something familiar about the lady, but I couldn’t place her. Finally, she approached me with her arms wide open. “Aren’t you going to kiss your mother?” she asked. She left me dumbfounded.

    When I introduced her to Brett and his father, I could see sparks flying all around us. Mr. Fremont was as dumbfounded as I was. Certainly he was taken by her beauty. “I’m angry at you, Craig,” he said. “How could you keep this beautiful woman a secret from me?”

    We were all booked to sleep over in one of Mr. Fremont’s motels and leave for home in the morning. He took us all out to dinner that night at a five star steak house. All his attention was on my mom. He wouldn’t have noticed if Brett and I disappeared. I think that he might have preferred it. In fact that evening marked the beginning of the courtship of John Fremont and Virginia Gibson.

    Two

    The corporate offices of the Fremont Motel chain were located in our city. After graduation, Brett became assistant to his dad in managing the chain, which had grown to seventeen locations. I had majored in finance, and Mr. Fremont had waited for us to graduate before springing a surprise on me.

    He employed a wonderful man, who was head of the accounting office. Martin Brenner was Mr. Fremont’s best friend. They had met in a Bible study class when they were both newlyweds. Marty had ten accountants working for him, but that was not enough, and being understaffed was beginning to drain their productivity. The chain was growing too fast. On the first Monday after graduation, Mr. Fremont called Marty, Brett and me into his office.

    “Marty,” he said. “I know you need more help, so hire as many men or women as you need. I’m also going to take some of the burden from you, by splitting off some of your functions to Craig here.” He turned to me smiling. “Craig, I want you to organize a new department. You’ll be in charge of mergers, acquisitions and construction accounting.”

    I was struck dumb. I started to object that it was too much, too soon.

    “Nonsense,” he said. “You’ve been like a second son to me these past several years, and I know how bright you are, and how capable. I fully appreciate your work ethic also. Marty has been doing some of that work, but he has made it quite clear that he prefers to stick to accounting.”

    “Craig,” Marty said, “you have no idea how happy this makes me. I’ll give you all the help I can. After all, I can safely say that we are all family here.” He gave me a hug, and pulled me quite tightly into him. I felt his package, but thought nothing of it. I knew that Mr. Fremont had designs on my mother, so maybe Marty was right about us being family. I was not going to question my good fortune, and resigned myself to John Fremont’s forceful persona.

    “We are celebrating tonight,” Fremont said. “I’ve called your mother, Craig. She’s going to join us. Marty’s wife, Ellen, will round out our table, since you two guys don’t seem inclined to be getting married anytime soon, and don’t even have young ladies to invite. I’m ready to be a grandfather,” he laughed, and shook his finger at both of us.

    Brett and I knew we couldn’t stay in the closet forever. I would have come out years ago if Brett’s dad wasn’t so homophobic. I wasn’t worried about my mom. She had a gay brother, and she loved him and his partner as much as she loved her straight brother, his wife, and children. We knew we would have to come out sooner or later, and if he fired us, we had enough education and experience in the business to land good jobs.

    We started working on Mr. Fremont weeks before graduation. We announced that we were going to look for a bachelor pad together.

    “Nonsense,” he said. I began to suspect that ‘nonsense’ was his favorite word. “I have a six bedroom house. If you want to live together, you can each have a room. You’ve been sharing one for a long time. A single room should be a luxury for both of you.”

    “But Dad,” Brett whined, “we’re two young men. We need our privacy.”

    Fremont’s face clouded over. He looked stern. “I hope you aren’t planning on sleeping with good girls before marriage,” he said, but it sounded more like a snarl.

    “Of course not,” I piped up. “It’s just that it’s time for us to strike out on our own, and show a little independence.” We both knew that sharing an apartment was only a tiny step for mankind, when it concerned our coming out.

    He must have softened, because he mumbled something that sounded like, “If you must you must, but you’ll both be wanting to come back home sooner or later.”

    I suddenly wanted to cry. I realized he was a lonely widower who missed his wife. I couldn’t say anything to him, but by now Brett was reading my mind. It was he who said, “Maybe it’s time to consider scaling down a bit, Dad.” Fremont shrugged his shoulders, and left the room.

    So we moved in together with Fremont’s reluctant blessing. Once we got started at work, we were so busy, we didn’t even have time to eat lunch together. At home, we both cooked dinners. It would be more accurate to say we shared the task of nuking frozen dinners. I began to envy my mother. She still worked hard during the week, but John (Mr. Fremont asked me to call him John) wined and dined her on Saturday nights. He even got her to attend church with us on Sundays. We were indeed, as Marty had noted, “one family.” He and Ellen often joined John and my mom on their Saturday night dates.

    On the other hand, Brett and I loved staying home in our comfortable apartment. We made love all the time. The passage of years had not diminished our lust and our need for each other. At the same time our love for each other grew deeper and deeper by the day. We laughed a lot about all the money he had paid me to have sex with him. “With interest,” he said to me one day, “you owe me over $10,000.”

    The inevitable day came, and John and my mom announced that they were getting married. Brett and I discussed the situation for hours. The fact that we would be brothers filled our hearts with joy, but we pondered over whether it was helpful or hurtful in our quest to come out to John.

    “He’ll say I corrupted you,” I surmised, “and he might take it out on my mother.”

    “Then I’ll tell him that I solicited you in front of the high school, and paid you for sex.” Brett gave out an ironic laugh. “I’ll tell him I corrupted you.”

    I wrapped my arms around Brett, and kissed him tenderly. “No, we’ll tell him the truth that we’ve both been gay since we were born. Let’s not rush the day. He and Mom are busy making wedding plans. Let’s not say anything until after their honeymoon.”

    “Have you thought about how we might do the deed?” Brett asked.

    “Yes, when they come home, I’ll tell them that you and I can’t wait to have a wedding as happy and loving as theirs.”

    The two of us burst out laughing. We could just picture the effect that would have on John.

    “Wanna practice the wedding night?”

    “Uh huh.” I mumbled.

    We stripped rapidly and rushed to the shower. We fucked each other in the shower using soap as a lubricant, and then once again in bed afterward. We finally fell asleep fondling each other’s still hard cocks. The last thing I heard was Brett whispering in my ear, “I love you.”

    A full year passed. John’s big house was filled again, and Brett and I were still in the closet. My kid brothers were welcomed into John’s household with open arms. He insisted on funding their college educations. They couldn’t object when he insisted that they attend his ultra conservative church every Sunday. I would often glance at them during a sermon and would catch one or both of them rolling their eyes. My mother no longer worked as a waitress, but she was not one to sit idle, so Marty put her to work in the accounting department.

    Every Sunday after church, Marty and his wife Ellen, joined our family for brunch. I began to notice something odd between Marty and John. As homophobic as they both were, they had no trouble greeting each other with a hug. Often during a conversation one of them would put his hand on the other’s arm. It was obviously a sign of affection, which Brett and I had practiced not doing in public. They may not have been aware of it, and others may not have noticed, but Brett and I did, and we wondered, but neither of us said anything to the other at first.

    I began to observe their behavior out of sheer curiosity. I noticed that they went to lunch together at least once a week, and did not return for almost three hours. That in itself was suspicious for two such busy men. One day as they went to lunch together, I did the unthinkable. I followed them. The motel Brett used to take me to, was only three short blocks away. They were headed in that direction and went in via the back door. I was immersed in déjà vu.

    I waited one minute, and entered after them. I didn’t see them, but I could see a door just closing up the hall. I noted the room number and went to the desk clerk. He knew who I was, and greeted me warmly.

    “We had a complaint that room 107 needed some electrical repairs,” I said.

    The clerk looked confused. “Nobody told me about it,” he said.

    “Is the room occupied right now?” I asked innocently.

    The clerk checked his computer. “No,” he said, “it’s vacant, but you’re right. There’s a hold on it for repairs.” I almost passed out. This was Brett and me all over again.

    “Well give me the key and I’ll check on it. Maybe I have the room number wrong, but if there’s a problem with the electrical, I’ll send a man around.”

    He found a blank key card, programmed it, and handed it to me. I had no intention of using it. I intended merely to be a voyeur and nothing more, at least for the moment. I viewed the room from a position away from the back door, and at the far end of the corridor. When they came out, I could easily duck around the corner. About an hour and a half later, my patience was rewarded. They left the room together. John put a maid service sign on the door, and they left through the rear.

    When they were out of sight, I went into the room. Even though my heart was breaking, I had to laugh. It was obvious from the condition of the bed sheets, that these were two very rough lovers. There was no question. These two holier than thou Christians were not only cheating on their wives, but they were committing an abominable sin. My heart continued to bleed for my mother. She had presumably found happiness at last, and it could all crumble away.

    “We have to keep their secret,” I demanded of Brett that evening when I told him what I had observed. I don’t give a shit about John and Marty, but we have to protect Ellen and my mom.”

    “Yes,” Brett agreed, “but now we are going to come out, and God help those two if they give us a bad time. I swear, I’ll expose them.”

    “I wonder how they will handle it. Until we find out, those guys have got me so hot, all I want to do right now is to fuck you ’til the dawn creeps over the window sill.” I laughed at my weak attempt at humor.

    I grabbed Brett around the waist, and literally dragged him into the bedroom. We undressed rapidly, and fell onto our bed.

    “Fuck me,” I yelled at Brett, “and don’t use any lube. I want to feel all of you inside of me. I love you so much.”

    Brett got caught up in my lust. He turned me on my stomach, and entered me as roughly as I had requested. I hurt like hell. My ass was on fire, but it didn’t hurt me very long. He came rather quickly, and softened so fast, he fell out of me in record time. He turned me around, and he was lying on top of me. We began to kiss, and then we sobbed hard and bitter tears.

    Three

    The next morning, Brett and I got to work before either John or Marty. John arrived first. We followed him into his office, and invited him to have lunch with us.

    “Shall I ask Ginny and Marty to join us?” he asked innocently.

    “No Dad,” Brett said softly. Craig and I need to have a serious conversation for your ears only; at least for now.”

    “Sounds serious,” John said. “Should I be worried?”

    “Absolutely not,” I stated emphatically.

    I was useless that morning at work. How would John react when he found out that two of his four sons were gay? For the first time I wondered if either, or both of my two kid brothers, might play for my team. Comparing notes later on with Brett, he was just as scared and non-productive as I was.

    Usually time goes so slowly when you are anticipating a big event. I prayed for the morning to creep, but it went by in a flash, and I found myself entering John’s favorite restaurant with John and Brett at my side. Brett asked for a table as private and secluded as possible.

    “Now I’m really worried,” John mumbled. I put my arm around his shoulder to indicate that he needn’t be. He made no attempt to take it off. I gathered that he really cared for me, and I dared hope for the best. At least I didn’t have to worry about telling him. As his natural son, Brett volunteered to do the deed.

    We waited until the three of us ordered, and as soon as the waiter walked away, Brett put it as simply as he could. He was honest and forthright.

    “Dad,” he started, “you know that Craig and I have a two bedroom apartment.”

    “Yes, so?”

    “Well, the smaller one is a guest room. We don’t use it. Craig and I sleep together, Dad. We love each other. We’ve loved each other from the day we met. We would like to get married someday, and have children. Before you blame one of us for corrupting the other, Craig and I have been gay all our lives. We were born that way, and neither of us corrupted the other.”

    John stared at his son with the blankest face I ever saw. I could read nothing into it. I made up my mind that if he was going to disown us, I would tell him that we knew about him and Marty, and I intended on telling my mother, and getting her a divorce attorney who would bleed him dry. It was a last resort, of course, and I prayed that I would never have to do it.

    The silence, to use a trite expression, was deafening.

    “Please say something,” Brett pleaded.

    Finally John looked back and forth between us. He held out his two hands, indicating that I should hold one and Brett the other. We did, and he began to speak at last.

    “I’ve wondered for a long time about you two. Neither of you ever date, and you spend all your time together, and alone, I might add. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure it out.”

    “You don’t hate us?” I asked, fearing to hear his answer.

    “Of course not. I love you. I still think what you do is wrong, a terrible sin, but I also have come to believe that it’s something men like you can’t control, a powerful urge. I also know that you are good and pious men, so over the years I have begun to exercise more tolerance.” For some reason, I got the distinct impression he was defending his actions with Marty.

    I broke out crying. “Thank you, John. You have no idea how scared I was that I would lose my father twice.”

    “Me too,” Brett chimed in.

    “I’ll keep this our secret,” John said, “if you want.”

    “No,” Brett and I said together. John looked at us quizzically.

    “We need to come out,” Brett said. “We can’t live in deceit anymore.”

    “Even if we have to attend a friendlier church than ours, this is something we have to do.”

    “A different church?” John asked. “Which one did you have in mind?” He was really curious. “When people find out about you two, Ginny and I might not be welcome there anymore either.”

    “When you and my mother were on your honeymoon,” I told him, “Brett and I went to a gay church. Even the minister is gay, Dad.” (I purposely called him Dad instead of John).

    “I didn’t think….” John’s voice trailed off.

    “Gays and Lesbians are not sinners, Dad,” Brett explained. “And for your information, we don’t believe that the physical love we show each other is a sin either.”

    “I get it. I can see how you two ‘sinners’ (smiling) love each other. Now what was all this business about getting married and having children?”

    The rest of the lunch was happy and jovial. I could see how happy Brett was, and I was happy for both of us. There was one secretly awkward moment, when John said, “You guys can tell whoever you want, or not, but I want to tell Marty. After all, he’s my best friend.

    I could just imagine what kind of a conversation those two would have, but I was too happy at the moment to care. I knew one thing for sure. As much as John and Marty might love each other, John loved my mother as much. He had no intention of hurting her, and I had no intention of outing him. After all, he and my mother, Ginny, were parents to both Brett and me. We were the ones with the secret, and it was up to us to preserve the happiness of our family.


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  • Summer’s End at Spirit Lake

    The next-to-the-last weekend had now descended for the gang at Spirit Lake before summer ended and we scattered again to our respective colleges and “whatever” activities. Giddiness was high, which is saying something for the group of friends from the affluent Atlanta uptown district of Buckhead, but we’d been on the other edge of giddy every weekend we’d come down to the lake.
    Somehow I think we all knew this would be the last summer we’d gather at my parents’ big old Victorian “cottage” on the Woodland side of the lake. It just wasn’t the same without David Alexander, our erstwhile leader. The titular role had devolved on me–it was my family’s vacation house we came to for our partying and debauching–but I just couldn’t live up to David’s role in the group–nor did I want to.

    It was Saturday afternoon and, having mostly recovered from the party the night before, the six of us had piled into Danny Alexander’s ’55 fire-engine-red Cadillac Series 62 convertible for a “who knows where?” boredom-fighting road cruise, which Danny decided would be a slum run around the lake. The white-black class line, still strong in the Georgia of the mid fifties, ran down the middle of the lake from north to south. On the western side of the lake, on the outskirts of the town of Woodland, the manicured shoreline was lined with piles of Victorian-style wood monstrosities on verdant lawns owned by rich families like mine, the Maddoxes. The other side of the lake, with the small town for coloreds–the folks who served us on our side of the lake–that we called Coon Town, was where the “others” lived. The shore on their side of the lake was swampy and mostly undeveloped, just waiting for the vacation resort developers of the sixties to “gentrify” that side of the lake and push the coloreds out.

    Although this was the second summer for the Alexander family’s Cadillac convertible to be strutting around the lake–last year with Georgia University tennis star David Alexander in the driver’s seat–it hadn’t had quite the same impact this year on the Woodland side. A year-old bright red Cadillac convertible was still a head turner, but not so much with tall, gangling, trying-to-get-on-the-Georgia-basketball-team little brother Danny behind the wheel. This Saturday afternoon Danny’s attempt to live up to his brother’s aura had apparently caused him to decide to try to wow them with the car on the Coon Town side of the water.

    As the current supposed leader of the “Wild Ones,” I should probably have been doing the driving, but the Alexander senior’s dictum had been “No one but Alexanders at the helm of the Cadillac,” and the six of us wouldn’t have fit in my jet-black ’54 Ford Thunderbird convertible.

    The six of us–once seven, with a leader, and now a loosely and mournfully bonded six–the tight little group from Buckhead, known as the Wild Ones. There certainly were more than those at the summer weekend parties at my family’s lakeside cottage whatever night the Wild Ones were in residence–some added partiers coming by land and others by boats on the lake–but by day we reverted to the core group. Everything revolved around the six of us in this Cadillac rounding the northern head of the lake and nosing our way toward Coon Town.

    The three young men in the car all were jocks–or, in Danny’s case, a jock wannabe–at the University of Georgia in Athens, having been a “group” under the tutelage of athletic standout David Alexander since our high school days in Buckhead. The young women in the car also were from the Buckhead neighborhood, but, as they’d been jock groupies since high school, try as they might, the group just didn’t revolve around them–certainly not in Georgia in 1956.

    The group had always revolved around David Alexander, state tennis champion in his senior year at Georgia the previous year. As I’ve noted, a loose version of leadership had devolved this summer to me, now a college sophomore–my sports at Georgia were rowing and swimming–mainly because I, Lee Maddox, had the summer house at the lake and David was irrevocably gone. The “honor” had been dumped in my lap when David, out of college and newly in the Air Force, had nosed his P-80 Shooting Star training jet fighter into the ground at Moody Air Base near Valdosta the previous fall. Danny was trying to fill in his big brother’s shoes in the group, but until he actually made the Georgia basketball team, he wouldn’t be fully believable. He also hadn’t achieved the maturity even of the college freshman that he was.

    The third young man, Thad Price, an upcoming junior at Georgia, had age seniority in the group now, but, despite being a star All-State fullback on the Georgia football team, he’d had his head rattled on the field a few too many times to be making decisions about nearly anything.

    Of the women in the car, Chas–who, for obvious reasons we had named thusly to avoid her given name of Chastity–was the floater, also known as the group punch. Anybody and everybody who had tooled around with the Wild Ones from Buckhead’s North Atlanta High School on had had her, with no one claiming her as a steady. Everyone had had her but me, that is, with that missing dangler on her charm bracelet driving her nearly crazy. I’d already had to remove her hand from my crotch twice on our Saturday afternoon ride around the lake. I was wedged in the middle of the backseat of the Caddie with her to my right.

    To my left was Maggie Campbell, who was still half drunk from the previous night–her usual condition in her grief. Maggie had hung on David Alexander from early days in North Atlanta High and had followed him to Georgia U. He’d been everything to her, and she hadn’t been fully sober since his death. She was trying to substitute Danny for him, apparently thinking that clinging to him and keeping him between her thighs was the answer to her grief. Danny was taking advantage of that. While Chastity was trying to paw me in the backseat, Maggie was leaning forward in her seat, pressed against the back of the driver’s seat, running her fingers through Danny’s hair and nibbling on his ear. There was a frenetic, surrealistic aspect of Maggie’s hanging on Danny, as if it disgusted even her that she clung so tightly to him.

    The other two in the front seat were plastered against each other, giving Danny plenty of lateral room in the land boat to try to see the road through Maggie’s waving fingers. Thad Price and June Milton had also been a couple from North Atlanta High days, when he was a standout on the football team and June was a cheerleader. June, like Chas, wasn’t going to college. Chas was majoring in adding men to her charm bracelet and June was majoring in leading Thad down the aisle as soon as he graduated from college. None of us were hurting for money–all were attached to lucrative family businesses–so jobs didn’t need to be a large part of our future planning or present concern.

    We were strutting through Coon Town–I couldn’t put the low speed Danny was taking on this stretch of the road any better than that–when he swung the Caddie into a rundown Texaco service station that I wasn’t even sure was open.

    “What are you doing, Danny?” I asked from the backseat. “We don’t need gas. You filled it when we hit Woodland on Thursday.”

    “I want to help the local economy,” he said, with a sneery laugh that told me this was the least of his motivations.

    Then, as we pulled up to a rusting gas pump, I saw that the place was open. A massively built, the emphasis on built, black guy came sauntering out of the ramshackled service bay and headed toward us.

    “Say, isn’t that the guy who sometimes plays the banjo to LeRoy Brown’s piano back in Woodland?” Chas asked, suddenly all attention to the guy with big chest and bicep muscles, trim waist, and bulging crotch.

    Maggie confirmed that we had, indeed, seen him on the banjo at the honky-tonk called just that, the Honky-Tonk, on the edge of Woodland, where we went when we wanted to slum on the white side of the lake. I knew that his name was Sam Jackson. He was about our age and could have flattened Thad in a football game or any other sport I could name. A big, strapping, handsome black. Wearing just coveralls and barefooted, showing bulging biceps and the promise of the same from his pectorals along the edges of the coverall bib.

    “Can I do for you?” he said, as he walked up to the car.

    “Yes, indeedy, you can do for me,” Chas muttered under her breath, although possibly–and purposely–not low enough for Jackson not to hear her.

    “You sell gas here, don’t you?” Danny asked. His voice was condescending. He’d stopped here for everyone within sight along the dreary street lined with leaning shacks to admire the shiny red Cadillac.

    Sam nodded, not showing any belligerence, but not showing any subservience either.

    “Well, then, fill ‘er up, check the oil, clean the windshield, and you might shine up the white walls while you’re at it.”

    I was feeling embarrassed at Danny’s behavior, but I dared not get involved or show even that I knew Jackson from anywhere. Maggie still was hanging around Danny’s neck from the backseat, and Thad and June didn’t seem to know there was anyone around but each other.

    Chas made no bones about being impressed by the big black, though. She was humming and flashing him her glamour eyes, and had unbuttoned the top two buttons of her blouse.

    Sam did the full requested servicing that had been asked, with Danny badgering him about how he was doing it–and how fast he was getting it done. Just egging Sam along to see how far he could get. I was doing what I could to pretend I wasn’t here. I’d probably say something to Danny later about demeaning a person of color needlessly, especially on their own turf and regardless of their relative size, but anything I did now would be like lighting a match to a bonfire. Chas, shaking out her long, blonde, curly hair and sticking out her chest, was following everything Sam did with her eyes. She was virtually begging for eye contact, which the big black wasn’t giving her.

    When he was done, Sam said, “That’ll be $2.50 for the gas.” He said nothing about the other services.

    “Pay the boy,” Danny said gruffly to Maggie, barely containing his irritation that he hadn’t gotten a rise out of the black giant. As Maggie dug the money out of her purse, Danny reached into his own pocket, extracted a quarter, and flipped it toward the attendant, who caught it deftly in his hand. “Here’s something for you, boy,” Danny said.

    Still no rise, but there might have been if the black guy hadn’t just turned around and sauntered back to the station office.

    Danny moved to start up the engine, but, standing up from her seat in the back, Chas declared, “Wait for me, I gotta visit the ladies.”

    Danny fumed a, “Christ Almighty, why didn’t you do it while the black boy was pumping the gas?” but, ignoring him, Chas just maneuvered around the spooning couple in the front seat, got the door open, and was sashaying her butt in an exaggerated dueling-cats-in-a-burlap bag roll toward the service station office in the wake of the big black guy.

    A few minutes later she returned, a scowl on her face. “Let’s get outta this dump,” she said as she climbed over Thad and June and landed in the backseat.

    “What’s with you?” Danny said over his shoulder as he started the Caddie up. “You’re all unenthused all of a sudden.”

    “The ladies back there wasn’t worth peeing in,” she answered, taking a long look at the condition of her manicured and purple-glossed nails and turning her face toward the side of the car.

    Somehow I didn’t think that the condition of the ladies room was her problem–she certainly didn’t ask us to stop for a pee on our continued journey around the southern end of the lake and back to my house. She didn’t even try to paw me anymore–just sat there and stewed, looking at the scenery with no indication of actually seeing it. Maggie continued trying to be a scarf around Danny’s neck. Most of the way home, however, Danny was taking looks to his right in the front seat. I figured I knew why. June’s panties had been tossed into my lap and she was on Thad’s lap, facing him. Her blouse was open and Thad’s face was buried in June’s very nice rack. She was bobbing up and down on his lap, and I decided there was no reason for me to sail her panties back to the front seat for a while.

    * * * *

    I was wandering around the living areas of the cottage on the shore of Spirit Lake that night, hearing discussions on all sides of me, above LeRoy Brown pounding out Scott Joplin’s “Maple Leaf Rag” on the piano, of how much everyone missed David Alexander and wasn’t it a shame that David wasn’t here and how much livelier the parties were when Alexander was sitting on the piano and thumping on its side as LeRoy punished the keys. And these weren’t even members of the Wild Ones. These were summer-only friends who had the huge houses we all called cottages at the lake too who had descended by car or boat and half of whose names I didn’t even know–or had bothered to remember. Most of the owners from the lake came from the Macon area, not Atlanta, and most of them were going to out-of-state colleges.

    Thad and June and Maggie and Danny were off humping each other somewhere. Chas was making the rounds and pulling guys out of the melee for quickies in her room upstairs. She had tried me twice, to no avail, but she wasn’t having much trouble with the local guys. Everyone was frenetic, panicking that this was the next-to-last weekend of the summer and they hadn’t been laid enough, hadn’t gathered enough memories of the good life at Spirit Lake in the summer.

    Well, I missed David too. In ways these shallow, socially safe young people would never realize.

    I walked through the open French doors at the water side of the living room and down to the dock. I stumbled onto the pier and to the water end of it, plopping down in one of the scruffy-white wooden Adirondack chairs pointed at the lake. I looked over to the other one, half expecting to see David sitting there. But of course he wasn’t. He had been, though, last summer, on the next-to-last Saturday night of the summer season on the lake, coming out to where I was sitting in one of the chairs, smoking a cigarette, and seeking a muffling of LeRoy Brown back in the house, pounding away on Scott Joplin’s “The Entertainer.”

    “You need to give up those smokes if you’re going to take the state swimming crown,” he said, as he reached me at the end of the dock and settled in the other chair. He was a magnificent specimen of a man just out of college. Dark complexioned, in a half-surly, bad boy look that was transformed the moment he gave you a smile. His hair was dark too, and he never seemed to be able to shave close, but on him it looked good. The women at college opened their legs instantly for a man who looked this good. He was shirtless, having stripped his off while walking to the dock. It was a hot night. I’d taken my shirt off too. I felt young and immature, not yet fully developed, in contrast to him. His was a mature man’s body; my body was still working at it. I was a swimmer, blond and smooth chested, the chest muscled well enough, but not deeply–just enough development to serve the needs of a sleek line knifing through the water. He was hirsute, deeply tanned, broad- and deep-chested, already a muscular man. A god to those of us in the Buckland Wild Ones–to the whole community of youths on the western shore of the lake.

    Any woman cavorting back there in the house would go with him in a flash. I think that’s why he usually kept Maggie Campbell close–to ward off women throwing themselves at him. She had been safe, malleable, and uncomplaining since high school. Maggie wasn’t with him now. He hadn’t brought Maggie down to the dock with him. My body tensed up. It was always dangerous when he dropped Maggie before searching me out.

    I pointed to the large crystal tennis trophy he’d brought out–his prize for winning the state title early in the summer. He wasn’t carrying it around so much to brag as because of how much beer it would hold. It was at least half full now.

    “You’re ragging on me about fags . . . and training for sports,” I said, “and yet you’re walking around with a gallon of beer sloshing in that trophy?”

    I had stopped after speaking the word “fags” and looked away, as he had done. I regretted the use of the word. There had been moments throughout the previous year at college, where we had reached a point where I knew what he wanted–what he wanted to ask of me, demand of me, take from me–but when I couldn’t bring myself to give him the answer he wanted. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to give him that answer. It was because I was scared. It would change everything, completely reorder my life. In the summer of 1955 that wasn’t something you decided to take on lightly–if at all. You were expected to hide it–to not have such thoughts and desires at all.

    “Well, I didn’t bring the beer out here to share with you,” he said with a laugh, even as he handed me the trophy and I took a deep draw off it. “My sports training days are over anyway.”

    “But you have to be able to fit in the cockpit of that fighter jet you’ve volunteered to learn to drive,” I said. I couldn’t help making my voice sound a bit bitter.

    “I’ve told you not to worry about that.”

    “Anything that takes you way from Atlanta . . . from Athens . . . from here, at the lake, makes me sad,” I answered.

    “And away from you?”

    I didn’t answer that. I just looked away from him, toward the dark shoreline across the lake, not wanting him to see how close to home it hit with that question.

    “Maybe if you’d–“

    “Please, David, don’t put this on me.”

    “This is it, bub,” He whispered, pulling his chair close to mine and reaching over the arm of my chair to place his hand on my crotch. “Who knows if there will ever be another summer like this?” he murmured. “You know what I feel, what I want.”

    He was unzipping my shorts. I didn’t stop him. I was trembling.

    “I know you want it too. You’ve said as much. Your body is telling me as much. One kiss. That’s all I ask for and I’ll zoom up in the air–in my jet and beyond.”

    My face was turned toward his. I’m sure he could see the tears on my cheek. He came in with his lips for a kiss and I didn’t deny him. He was fishing my cock out of my fly and fisting it. I couldn’t hide from him that I was hard for him. And I didn’t deny him this either.

    “Oh, Lee,” he muttered and was out of his chair, kneeling in front of me, taking my cock in his mouth. “This is it, isn’t it? This is the time for this.”

    “David, no. No . . . not here,” I managed in a strangled voice. “Anyone can come out here and see us. There’s a houseful of people in there.” The Joplin rags had ended, and LeRoy had moved into Cole Porter and Hoagie Carmichael mood songs. They would be slow dancing in there now, dancing close together, building up for “laters.” But some couples’ “laters” could come sooner, and they might drift out here to fuck on the sloping lawn between house and water.

    “But you’ll go with me? You’ll let me take you?” he raised his face to mine, pleading. It wasn’t in David’s nature to plead. He was giving me a great honor–which reminded me.

    “But I’ve never–“

    “Then it would be my honor. I’d be gentle. I’m off to Valdosta in two weeks, Lee. Don’t deny me this. Listen to what LeRoy is playing inside: Cole Porter’s ‘Anything Goes.’ He’s playing that for us. Here, come with me.”

    He fucked me in the voluminous backseat of the Alexander ’55 fire-engine-red Cadillac Series 62 convertible that his family had just bought and he’d driven so proudly to the lake, bringing his younger, rising college freshman brother, Danny to the lake with him. Danny, who even now, while David was popping my male cherry in the back of the family car, was upstairs in Chas’ bedroom losing his virginity to her.

    David was gentle–at first–lying on top of me across the backseat of the car, between my spread legs, my left ankle hooked on the top of the backseat and my right on the top of the front bench seat, and with him, cooing to me and holding his hand over my mouth to stifle my deep groans, moving inch by inch up inside me with his thick cock. My luck to be deflowered by a horse-hung man. In the end, though, when he was three-quarters of a foot inside me, he lost control and started pumping in earnest. By then, despite the pain-pleasure, I wanted no less from him. His cock was all possessing, his kisses like wine. I never wanted him to stop sucking on my nipples; sending his cock revolving deep inside me; causing my channel walls to ripple from the pleasure of him; finding and rubbing, rubbing, rubbing my prostate with his bulb until I exploded in arcs of cum to his intake of breath and steely strokes. Again, and again, and again.

    When he was done–and I had been undone–he said he didn’t want me to leave him that night. I couldn’t say that I wanted him to leave me either. He drove to a seedy motel at the north end of the lake that couldn’t decide whether it sided with the Woodland whites or the Coon Town blacks and fucked me all night, leaving his girlfriend, Maggie, roaming through the lake house, nudging couples apart to ID them, and wondering where David was. She eventually found Danny, pounding furiously on Chas’ locked bedroom door–where Chas was adding another, different charm to her bracelet–and led him away for each to console the other–laying a foundation for more intimate consolation when David’s jet took a nosedive a few months later.

    Late August to early November didn’t leave much time for David and me. In fact, beyond the last weekend of that summer at Spirit Lake, there was only one brief, glorious weekend in October in my studio apartment at college in Athens.

    I snapped out of the reminiscence to rejoin the summer of 1956, sitting on the dock, outside my family’s lake cottage, where the next-to-last weekend of the summer was being celebrated and mourned in appropriate debauchery mode. LeRoy was on the slower Cole Porter songs now. It was his lot to play almost to the bitter end. He wasn’t really a guest at the party; he was black; he was hired to be here. I sat through “Night and Day” and “Begin the Beguine.” Couples were beginning to drift out onto the lawn to start their evening fucking. One couple already was at the other end of the dock, rocking against each other, playing “hide the hands.” How much they missed David, they were saying, between moans and giggles.

    I looked at my watch. Good thing it was time to be gone. I couldn’t have stayed around for much more of this on this next-to-last summer party night. The rowboat was right there at the end of the dock, gently tapping against the pier. I moved down to inside the boat, untied the rope anchoring it to the dock, and pushed off with an oar.

    I wasn’t going to be state champion in anything this year if I didn’t practice, practice, practice. I pushed away from the lights and laughter of the party into the wet darkness of Spirit Lake.

    * * * *

    I rowed all the way across to the eastern side of the lake, in quick time. Rowing that distance normally was a piece of cake. Tonight, though, I wanted to punish my lungs and empty my brain of thoughts of David–pull in more pleasurable thoughts–and so I rowed double time. Reaching the other side, which was swampy at the shoreline rather than dressed with concrete rip-rap like on the wealthy, white side of the lake, I struggled out of the boat and pulled it onto the shore. Struggling up the grassy verge, I plopped down on my butt, facing the water, and looked toward my lit-up house on the other shore.

    I could still hear LeRoy playing the piano, the sound coming in on the breeze across the lake in more gentle, melded tones than as heard from my dock–and, most certainly from inside the cottage. Hoagie Carmichael this time. “Stardust,” “Georgia on My Mind.” LeRoy had his favorites that he played forever, from one summer through the next. Those who came to the parties at the cottage expected it and, in truth, had grown used to it as a nonintrusive background partner and shield to their fevered and lecherous business.

    They’d be swaying against each other in the living room now. She’d have lost her panties somewhere and would have a knee hooked on his hip. He’d be inside her, undulating to the beat, moving his dick languidly inside her. Sighing in the living room, moaning on the grassy slope between house and water, cries of passion in the bedrooms, pans swept off the counters and hitting the floors in the pantry. Probably even the springs of the fire-engine-red ’55 Cadillac Series 62 Convertible bouncing up and down as Danny fucked Maggie in the backseat, Maggie dreaming of being fucked by David, and Danny frantically trying to fuck David out of Maggie.

    I wondered if they knew that David had grabbed my virginity from me in the backseat of that car. It was what I mostly was thinking of as we drove around the north end of the lake earlier in the day as I, smiling regretfully for the camouflaging effect it provided, removed Chas’ hand from my crotch again, and again, and again.

    In the dark now, sitting on the grassy slope of the eastern shore, I was hard. But it wasn’t for anyone across the lake, at my family’s vacation house. I already was shirtless. I pushed my shorts and briefs down, off my legs, and took my cock in my hand. Slowly beating myself off–putting my mind to discerning and matching the meter of the strains of “In the Cool, Cool, Cool of the Evening” wafting across the lake from LeRoy’s long, sensuous fingers on the piano keys. I had more than once thought of LeRoy playing me with those sensuous fingers.

    I didn’t flinch from within my reverie when my thighs were encased in beefy, brown, rugby-player-muscled thighs, thighs that then moved over mine, hooking my legs and teasing them apart, trapping me there. Muscular chocolate-brown arms encircling my shoulders; wet lips pressed into the hollow of my neck; a huge, hard cock pressed against my back, running up the small of my back; warm balls pressed to the base of my spine; a beefy brown hand covering mine on my cock and taking over the beat of my meat.

    The cock was the thing. The muscles were very nice in their way. The handsome face didn’t hurt. But though I tried to recapture over the last year at college what I had briefly had with horse-hung David, not before there was Sam had there been a man who could–who would–fill me almost to splitting me and make me come in great arcs of cum as David then could–as Sam Jackson now could.

    By freak accident I had met Sam in the lake–in the lake’s water itself. I was swimming laps across the lake and back to my house, stealing a march on the hard training that was to come when I returned to the University of Georgia in September. And there, right before me, completely unexpectedly, in the middle of the lake, had popped up the wooly black head of a black man.

    The shock of it had made me swallow water and sputter. Sam had put me in a lifeguard’s hold and paddled me to the Coon Town side of the lake, to this very shore. I probably would have been all right on my own, but the shock of his sudden emergence from the water had knocked the wind out of my sails. As I had been swimming I had been dreaming of that last time, in my college room shower last October–of David fucking me up against the shower tiles with the water cascading over our steaming bodies. His massive cock invading and possessing me fully, stroking hard and deep.

    We had both been swimming naked, the black man and I. His nakedness was magnificent. The mouth-to-mouth resuscitation had moved from the clinical to the passionate. Still half in the dream state of David covering me from behind in the shower and possessing my lips as his staff invaded my channel, I grabbed the initiative, embracing the black man’s broad back in my arms, digging my nail in the bulge of his shoulder muscles, weaving my calves around his thighs, possessing his cock in a death grip of a hand and guiding him inside me. He was hard and strong. I was yielding and moaning.

    And I was fucked. Hard, deep, horse-hung thick and long, and at great length. Fucked.

    Thus had Sam been included thereafter in my nightly rowing exercises during the weekend days of August of the year 1956. And in that next-to-last Saturday evening of summer at Spirit Lake for the year–I made a point of checking the statistics some time later–in which there were 492 reported lynchings of black men in Georgia, many for sexually messing with someone of white color, Sam Jackson fucked me hard, with no inhibitions on either side. He totally merged his black body with my white one as LeRoy Brown’s fingers on the keys across the lake reverted to Cole Porter’s “I’ve Got You Under My Skin.”

    He had slowly pitched me forward until my cheek was pressed into the grass. Working his way in licks and kisses down to my buttocks, his broad hands pulled my butt cheeks apart, and I groaned as his tongue went for the gold. He covered, mounted, and thrust inside me and fucked me hard and long in a no-prisoners-taken doggy fuck. He was more brutal and consuming than he’d ever been before, and I was afraid the taking was in some sort of retribution for my not having spoken up that afternoon at the gas pump.

    I was equally scared that I had responded to this cruel taking with as much want and passion as I did.

    “No,” he whispered to me later, as we sat cross-legged, yoga style, my legs on top of his thighs, my ankles crossed behind his trim waist, and the bulb of his cock pressing, but not yet entering my entrance. “I would not have wanted you to say anything. I get that a lot when white folks drive through town and need gas but aren’t happy they’re paying a black man for it. That guy, despite his height and his Cadillac–probably his daddy’s Cadillac–is just a pipsqueak in his brain. He isn’t worth a fight.”

    He had Danny pegged to a T. “But why? You took me almost in anger just now. Don’t get me wrong, I loved it. I’d take it every which way from you. But you haven’t been that demanding before . . . well, the first time, I guess, but I almost took it from you that time, I wanted it so bad.”

    “Yes, you did want it bad, didn’t you?” he asked, with a grin, pressing his forehead to mine. He looked down at his long, long, thick cock, poised there at my hole, the bulb resting at my throbbing entrance, his staff too throbbing in anticipation. His glance downward caused me to look down too.

    “You know I’m going to give it all to you again,” he said, calmly, matter-of-factly. “I don’t usually go into the hilt, but today you get it all. And you want to know why, don’t you?”

    “I want it all. But, yes, I want to know why.”

    “I’m just sulking and looking for someone to hurt. You’re leaving. You’re going back to that fancy university town in Athens. You’re probably now going to go back to that party of yours across the lake and fuck one of those hottie white women who was in the car today. Another week and you’ll be gone. I won’t be here when you come another summer, you know. I can’t stay here any longer.”

    “But don’t you have family here?”

    “I got no one. And nothin’ in this hell hole of a town. Or anywhere else, for that matter.”

    “I understand,” I said. He made me stop and think. Who did I have here myself? My mom dead, my dad in New York most of the time, my step-mother clubbing her life away inside a martini glass in Buckhead. This was why I could use the Spirit Lake house every summer and trash it. No questions were asked when the bills came in to put it back together again. No questions were asked whenever I cashed a check. No one even asked where I was when I cashed the check.

    What was I doing in Georgia anyway? Look at us, Sam and me. Him a black bull, me a white twink. Who cared what we did–other than the good people of Georgia? Who the fuck were we hurting by making our kind of love? We were committing a felony here in Georgia law, the two of us sitting close together, Sam just having fucked me; Sam about to fuck me again. A double felony. Not only were we both men, but he was black and I was white. Can’t do that here in Georgia in 1956. Not that it even mattered that it was illegal. Who would wait for the law in Georgia when there were so many strong, low-lying tree limbs conveniently nearby? So, what the fuck were we even doing here in Georgia? Who would give a fuck if we just disappeared?

    “I doubt I’ll be coming back next summer either,” I then said. “It won’t be the same. It wasn’t the same this summer. But, don’t worry, I won’t be fucking any women when I go home tonight. I’ll go straight to my room and dream of your fucking me–even with you are doing it with a bit of anger behind it.”

    “That’s the other reason I’m going to fuck you hard again,” he said, with a grin. “You want it hard from me.”

    I couldn’t tell him he was wrong.

    “You don’t fuck women?” he asked, doubling back on our earlier conversation.

    “No, I don’t. I can’t help it; I only want it from men.” I didn’t ask him the obvious question, but he answered it anyway.

    “I fuck women. I fuck both men and women. I like it both ways, so I do it both ways.”

    “I don’t care,” I said. “as long as you fuck me. As long as you fuck me again . . . now . . . and give me all of it. Make me remember this.”

    I was trembling when he placed a strong hand at the base of my spine and, our foreheads pressed together, my eyes locked by his, began to pull me into him, onto his cock. He released my eyes than, and lowered his, causing me to look down. His hands grasped, squeezed, and separated my butt cheeks.

    “Here it comes,” he muttered and continued pulling me into him. I watched, panting, groaning giving little cries, as inch by relentless inch he made it all disappear inside me. I dug my fingernails into the meat of his biceps on both sides and arched my head back in a cry to the sky as wild, wiry black pubic curls pressed into and mingled with trimmed blond silk.

    Giving a grunt, he rose up on his feet, maintaining his hold on my buttocks. I, in turn, maintained the lock of my ankles at the small of his back, but I pulled my claws out of his biceps and let my arms fall behind me, reaching for the grass. My weight, such as he gave over, was resting on my shoulders. I looked up the line of my body to his magnificent, black, sweat-slicked torso, every muscle bulging, struggling to burst out of his skin, as he pulled my channel on and off his cock. Harder, deeper, deeper, harder. Stretching up for my tonsils. Faster, harder. Forever. The glorious shared gush of release.

    Another chorus of “I’ve Got You Under My Skin” floating across the water.

    The cottage looked like a battle zone when I returned. Everything that could be pulled down onto the floor or set askew was. There wasn’t too much breakage, though, as was understandable. We’d already had another entire summer to tear the place apart and trash anything that wasn’t nailed down. My father hadn’t bothered to check the house out for years. Among the wreckage were bodies, strewn about in twos and threes and even fours. Legs and arms entwined. Clothes in tatters and pushed away from flesh. Still a twitch here, a movement of crotch against crotch or buttocks there.

    No one was at the piano. I found LeRoy Brown on the leather sofa in the library. Naked, he was stretched out on top of Chas, whose face was turned toward mine, eyes slitted, and locked in an expression of total satisfaction. They were the only couple I could see on the battleground who were still fucking. She had two sofa pillows under her hips to give him a good angle, and he was languidly moving his long, gaunt, black body in pushups above her. He was taking long strokes–extraordinarily long strokes–in her maw of a cunt, much too cavernous to feel tightness from the invasion of his cock. Not being able to help myself, I took in a long breath as nearly a foot of shaft came out of her cunt and then let the breath out as it slid back deep inside her.

    He wasn’t wearing a condom–which was a detail that I was to remember of the night.

    I just shrugged and trudged upstairs to unlock and enter my bedroom. I had locked the door against invasion by anyone else, knowing that the next-to-last party at my family’s Spirit Lake house would end in precisely the shambles that it did. If I didn’t have the fortitude to prevent the party, at least I could preserve a retreat for myself–and for my dreams of Sam–and, still, of David.

    * * * *

    The very last weekend of the summer of 1956 at Spirit Lake arrived. I had driven from Buckhead to the lake in my ’54 two-seater Thunderbird. Danny, Maggie, and Thad had come from Athens, where Thad already was into week-day football practice, in the Alexander family Cadillac. I’d made one stop on the way down from Atlanta, and what I’d gotten was burning a hole in the floor under the driver’s seat of my Thunderbird. By agreement we were hooking up at the Main Street Café in Woodland before going out to the house. Chas and June, their time totally free of any obligations, had stayed on at the lake house during the week to bring some semblance of order back into the house before one last shove over the edge of debauchery this weekend. Chas had her MG Sprite, so they were good to go for transportation.

    “One more weekend,” Danny said as we were sitting in the booth at the café. “Then it’s back to school.” All four of us nodded; it was the four us, the remnants of the Buckhead Wild Ones who were starting back at the University of Georgia in Athens next week.

    “You got a letter from the basketball coach yet?” Thad asked, turning to Danny.

    Danny looked away, gave a sigh, and then said, “God, I miss David.”

    “So do I,” Maggie said in a small voice. I looked at her. It was obvious she did miss David, at least in comparison to Danny. In other circumstances, when we got back to school, I’d take her aside and tell her she needed to get on with her life–that Danny never was going to be David. That, in fact, she should stop trying to live in the shadow of any jock. That being a groupie for horny jocks was so high school. She had a good head for figures. She could make something of herself in her own right. Maybe I’d write that to her instead.

    Thad looked at me then. “I’m team captain again, so I’m in solid on the football team. How about you, Lee? You heard from Coach Tomlin yet?”

    Coach Tomlin. I sure had heard from Coach Tomlin, the swim team coach. He’d written about how anxious he was to have me back at school. How much his balls ached from not having me there. How hard he was going to fuck me when he could get me under him again. As if Coach Tomlin of the “not so much cock and even less stamina” knew what hard fucking was. Yeah he wanted me back. Pretty stupid of him to put it in writing like that, though. Not that I’d do anything about it, other than ensure he wrote me good letters. “Yeah,” I answered. “Coach Tomlin’s written me. I’m good to go for the year.”

    “Just one more weekend here this summer,” Maggie said in a small voice. “It just hasn’t been the same this year.”

    Each of the other three of us chimed in agreement in our own way and then each sank into his or her own thoughts, thoughts that were interrupted by commotion at the door and the sobbing, half hysterical exclamations of the woman standing inside the door, clothes in disarray, face puffy and bleeding.

    All of the men in the café rose from where they sat, suddenly warriors, avenging knights in white armor. All the women shrank away from the sight, taking faint. It so easily could have been them. Every face in the café was white, of course, and steeped in avenging anger.

    The waitress behind the lunch counter was the first one to react, moving quickly to Chas and putting an arm around her. “What is it, sweetie? What’s happened? Who’s done this to you?”

    “That big black man over in Coon Town. The one that pumps gas at the Texaco station over there,” Chas burst out. “He beat me when I said I wouldn’t. And then he . . . he . . . he was too strong. See the bruises on my arms . . . my legs? Then he . . .”

    All four of us came shooting out of our booth–Maggie, Danny, and Thad moving toward Chas, who took a couple of steps in their direction as well–me going around them, to the door, into my Thunderbird, and roaring toward the north end of Spirit Lake.

    Sam was calmly standing at the gas pumps at the Coon Town Texaco station, clipboard in hand, and checking the meters when I drove up.

    “Nice ride,” he said, as pulled the Thunderbird to a stop next to him. “Very nice ride. Don’t see Thunderbirds on this side of the lake often. Maybe you’ll give me a ride in it someday. I’ll ride you and then you can ride me in that car maybe.” He laughed at his own joke but then could clearly see that I wasn’t laughing.

    “Get into the car, Sam.” I said.

    “Want to give me a ride now?” he asked. “Want to go somewhere on our last weekend together and fuck like bunnies and ride around in your fancy Thunderbird between fuckings?”

    “Stop that, Sam. Just get into the car. They’ll be here any minute, I’m sure. We got to get out of here.”

    “Why? Out of here to where?”

    “Does it matter, Sam? Just get in the fucking car.”

    He got in the car.

    I took a road straight east, not a main route north toward Atlanta or south toward Macon and Athens. I’d turn north when we got closer to the coast.

    “What’s this all about, Lee?” Sam asked.

    I told him.

    He was quiet for a moment. I had expected to hear a denial from him. But I didn’t.

    “Sure I fucked that woman,” he finally said. “She wanted it bad. Came pestering me. Pestered me every day since you came riding in with the pipsqueak at the wheel of his daddy’s Caddie that day. I finally gave her what she wanted. Every day this week. You weren’t here. But I didn’t beat that woman. I didn’t have anything to do with that. She wanted it and I wore rubbers. You weren’t here and I wasn’t in the best frame of mind. All you rich whites got to me. She wanted it again this weekend and I told her I was finished, that she clung too much, demanded and expected too much. But I didn’t beat on the woman. I don’t beat women. I don’t have to beat white women to get it from them.”

    I keyed in on him saying he wore rubbers–at about the same level as hearing his disclaimers that he’d beaten Chas. I believed him. But Chas had been beaten. She was crazy, but not crazy enough to do that to herself. Then I remembered that LeRoy hadn’t worn a condom when he fucked Chas last weekend. If there were repercussions and Chas pushed her case of vindictiveness by producing a black baby, Sam would be in even more trouble–if he hadn’t already been hung from a tree by then. This was Georgia in 1956. LeRoy certainly wasn’t going to step up to admit that he’d barebacked Chas, that was for sure. And I couldn’t blame LeRoy for that–not even for spiking Chas. She went with any and every man, of whatever color. That was on her.

    I also didn’t see LeRoy as a woman beater. No, Chas had picked up one too many casual fucks and had gotten more than she’d bargained for–and then decided that Sam was her most-likely scapegoat.

    Not that the Georgia boys in white sheets, passing for armor, would choose to believe that.

    “It’s OK, Sam,” I said. “We’ll be OK. I’m heading north. We can blend in in the North. I got enough under my seat to get us started and there’s more where that came from.”

    “You got to be at college next week,” Sam said.

    “They have swim teams and classes in business at good colleges in the North too,” I said. “I’ll have no trouble getting letters of referral from Georgia U. As long as you are willing to be with me, we can make this work. And even if you don’t want to be with me for long, I can give you a new start. If you want to be with–“

    “What do you think?” he murmured, turning toward me, reaching a hand over and unzipping me, finding me hard. “You had planned this anyway, hadn’t you? The white woman had nothing to do with this.”

    “Only the urgency of getting you out of town, out of Georgia,” I answered. “Yes, I hoped you’d let me take you away–or take money from me to get a better start in life if you wouldn’t go with me. Does that make you angry?”

    There was silence for a few minutes and then, “Not at you. No, that’s all good where you–we–are concerned. It’s better than thinkin’ you just don’t want to see me lynched for fuckin’ a white woman. But how far do you think we’ll get in the South, a white boy with a black man in his car?”

    “We’ll find a lay-by somewhere to hole up until dark–when we’re well away from the lake. A couple of days, driving at night, and we’ll be across the Mason Dixon line. Then nobody will care. I’m not running from anybody. I have nobody to run from. I can get us through this. I only have you to run to, to run with, if I’m not being too presumptuous, too pushy.”

    “No, course you’re not. Maybe for this daytime lay-by–I like the sound of the word ‘lay’–you can find someplace quiet and real private, maybe next to a river. I like fuckin’ you next to water.”

    “If you don’t stop beating me off, I’ll run this car off the road,” I said, but then, quickly, I added, “not that I want you to stop.”

    “I think I can do one better,” he said, with a laugh. “I put my head down, maybe no one will notice that you have a black man riding with you in a fancy Thunderbird in the South.” With that, he leaned over, pulled my shorts and briefs down to my knees, took my cock in his mouth, and ran a finger down between my thighs and up to–and into–my puckering asshole.

    We went for miles and miles without anyone seeing a black man in my passenger seat.

    One thing was for sure, though, I was going to have to find a private turnoff real fast. And the other thing that hit me was that, though I’d been thinking this was the worst end to summer at Spirit Lake, I, in fact, was going to remember it as the best summer’s ending I could ever wish for.


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  • Colter The Cub

    Colter had a great time for a month in California as it was almost time for him to catch a plane to head back home. It was 3 day’s later that he made it back to his apartment before he went back to start his new role in Marketing for ESPN network.

    Colt love working hard over the last few month’s where he meant so many different athletes from many different sports through out the world. One of his major project is trying to promote and make the Under Armour for successful in sales world wide. It was late Wednesday after when his boss Mike call him into his office for a special meeting, The meeting was great for Colt as he got a new job promotion as he was going to be train in sales for the Corporation. His first job is flying over seas to Europe along with Steve Saxon who is the number 1 sales person for Under Armour.

    Steve came from the state of Tennessee and has a wife and 2 grown up children and play semi pro football as a running back. He stood  around 5’10 weigh about 205 and always look like a real salemen type in his field. The plane arrived into Munich Germany shortly after 1 pm were they waited for almost hour for them to get all over their 4 boxes of product that they brought with them. The boxes were filled with sports shirt, underwear, track suits and many other thing that Under Armour makes these day’s

    They both have a nice room at the Marriott Hotel in downtown Munich just around the corner from the OLYMPICS stadium. There first day on the job went over very well as they both visit some soccer and rugby teams along with the city Transit Department. Colt really felt great seeing all of those hot looking men in their towels and underwear while visiting them in their looker room. His favourite person was Clint Wolfgang who was team Germany Rugby Captain.

    Steve let Colt alone with Clint at a special meeting that was set up back at the hotel the next day. They meeting went over very well as he got Clint to sign a huge contract to wear some of the new Under Armour sports briefs. It was around 2 pm that Steve had to fly back to the States because of emergency with his father taking a stroke. Colt gave Steve at huge hug and wish him the best before he got into the Taxi to drive him to the Airport that night.

    The next few weeks that Colt travel all around Europe and made some huge deals for Under Armour. He once again got together with Clint over in Munich were he had a few day’s off before he fly back home. It was Thursday that Clint invited him over to his huge house in the country side of Munich. Clint was now living all alone since his divorce and never got himself into any relationship  right away.

    The time was well after 8 Pm when they both decide to try out the new Steam Room that Clint had put in. It was real steaming and hot as the 2 of them are sitting there getting all sweaty from the steam. Colt was amazed by the size of Clint uncut 8 inch cock as he just sat there wishing that his mouth was on it. The steam lasted a good hour until they both had to get out and shower up before they head up stairs for the night.

    ” Hey Colt you like to see my new play room I just build “

    ” Sure Clint that well be great “

    They both walk down to like a dungeon area of the house as Colt felt it was a little creepy for him, Clint then open up the door and show him his sex room that he made for himself. It was around 300 square feet and had a huge sling hanging from the ceiling in the back of the dim lighted room. It also had a huge open shower along with a closet full of different items of clothing, sex toys and towels.

    ” My God Clint, Fuck I love it “

    ” Cool it took me well over 3 months to build “

    ” You did excellent job on it “

    ” Thank you Colt”

    ” When was the last time you use it ‘

     ” Never use it at all “

     ” No fucking way “

    ” You like to try Colt “

    ” With you “

    ” How about me Colt “

    ” Yes but , I thought you are straight “

    ” Sex is sex Colt straight, gay or anything “

    ” I always wanted to get fuck by Rugby Player in his jock strap in a slings “

    ” Go over to the cupboard and pick out a jock strap for me Colt “

    Colt took a few minutes as he pick out a jock strap for Clint to wear and he also brought over to the table some lube, massaged oil,poppers and a bottle of Brute Aftershave Cologne. He then took his time and help Clint pour some of the massage oil and Cologne all over his body. Clint had a super body as he stood well over 6 feet tall. He began to lay back in the sling as he watch Clint put the black jock strap on along with the extra large size Trojan condom. They both took a shot of the poppers before Clint pull Colt ass up to his dick. He began to tuck his jock strap just below his hairy balls.

    ” You ready “

    ” Yes Sir “

    ” I will go slow “

    He his huge curve uncut cock went up Colt hole fairly easy as he began to thrust him. It took a few minutes until they were both comfortable with one another. The fuck became more aggressive has Clint dick was pounded Colt small hairy hole good and hard now. You can see Colt really enjoy the smell of the cologne and the sweat pouring out of Clint somewhat smooth body.

    ” Fuck I love you cock dude “

    ” Fuck me harder Clint “

    ” Give it to me Sir “

    ” Love you ass Colt “

    ” Love your juicy hole “

    ” Fuck me like a man “

    This went of for well over 20 minutes as they were both close and shooting off !

    ” Fuck Im close “

    ” Fuck Im close “

    ” Give it fucking to me sir “

    ” Here it comes Colter “

    Clint made a huge scream as his cock flew out his juice all inside of Colt ass.

    ” Fuck that was hot Clint “

    ” Fuck Colt the best orgasm ever ” 

     It was well over a minute that Clint roll off the juice loaded condom and began to pour all over Colt hairy chest, nipples and beard before he started to give Colt a blow job. Colt love his bristle moustache sliding up and down on his cock as Clint began to feed some of his huge load of white cum that was still left on Colt hairy chest. They both took a huge snort of poppers  as Colt was in full climax from the blow job.

    ” Fuck Im getting close “

    ” Fuck  Clint ” 

    ” Holy Shit dude ”  The cum shot off like a cannon ball all over Clint face and chest as it evan hit the wall behind the sling.  

    ” Fuck Colt I never ever seen that before “

    ” Thank you Clint “

    ” Time for a shower now “

    They both enjoy showering and scrubbing each other down before they went up stairs for the night. During the last day’s in Germany they both love each other company before Colt had to go to the airport to catch his fight home to the USA. They brace each other at the security check point in the terminal  as Clint began to watch Colt make his way down the long hallway to his gate.    

    Colt finally got home just pass 6 pm and began right away typing up his report for work on Monday. The time was well after 9 am that Colt made his way into Mike office on Wednesday as Mike gave Colt a huge smiles from the reports that he receive. ” You did and excellent job over seas Colter ” He smile at Mike and notice that Mike zipper was pull down and notice his blue underwear that he had on. ” Thank You Mike ” The meeting lasted a good 30 minutes before he told Colt that Steve Father just died from the stroke. 

    ” I will call Steve later on Mike “

    ” Im sure you will “

    Over the next few months Colt , Steve and Mike made  great team working together were their sales for that quarter were up by 25% from last quarter, They all receive huge Bonus before the Christmas break. It was just after Christmas that Colt and Steve to go down to Mexico for a 10 day holiday which to help Steve get over his father passing and his wife from screwing around on him with his best friend Tom who was the town Fire Captain.

    Part 6 to Follow

  • I Don’t Cry NO More…

    I Don’t Cry NO More… By : A. Williams

        “What is love but 4 simple letters encapsulated by the tides of time? So, I don’t cry no more. I have been the fool. I have been laughed at. I have been lied to. I have been left alone with no answers….So, I don’t cry no more. I took the picture and saw the truth. I am not a stealer, I am a healer. I am not the smartest man but I know the deal. There’s only so much one man can take. So, I don’t cry no more. I have given up on you, the one for me. Maybe you never were the one, I regret thinking you were.

        I had him… my one true love and he slipped through my fingers back to some other man that he had before me. Not the right man… but he does not see that. I had my man, for a short time. I thought we fell in love… deep love, I thought. Our sex was out of this world. We had a lot in common but he didn’t like my neediness or the fact that I would jump to the wrong conclusions sometimes. He thought I was time consuming and exhausting because I needed him so much.

        So I am alone again…like always but I am strong. Stronger than he knows. This hurt will fade and my MR. RIGHT will come along. That one special man that craves deep love, romance and strong passion. Yep…that’s him alright… he is out there somewhere waiting for me like I am waiting for him. Now all I have to do is find him, in that endless sea of possibilities. So, I don’t cry no more.

        With millions of men in the world… why does it seem so hopeless? It seems so hard, the search seems endless. So many faces, so many bodies and so many choices. Why do I always seem to choice the wrong one? I always have high hopes… maybe HE is the one.

        They all begin the same way, full of hope and full of excitement. But as time goods by and I get older, that fun feeling fades. I began to realize I chose wrong yet again as I hear the same words all over. You need too much of my time… you love me too much… you are too sensitive… You need too much sex… I am not THAT romantic… and on and on. Then the hurt, the crying and then the break-up. And then, I am alone again and I cry, I cry until I don’t cry no more. I am sure…very sure … this will start all over again… and again… and again until I find him, God I hope I’m not too old to enjoy him when I finally find him …….

    My MR. RIGHT, then I will never ever …. CRY NO MORE……….

                                                  >>>>>>>>>>THE END<<<<<<<<<


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  • Business Trip – A Chad Adventure

    I had just gotten a promotion for the national bank that I work for, it was an HR position. In my new role I was responsible for handling HR related issues at multiple branches around the country plus doing training for new employees on a variety of issues including diversity and sexual harassment. I guess the powers that be thought I would be good at it since I was out at work. Unlike the mistake I had made at my first full-time job out of college, I never hooked up with any of the other employees and never did anything in the office building where I worked or at any of the branches. I have to admit that I know I’ve missed out on some pretty primo cock but I made the rule for myself and I kept to it. There were lots and lots of other places to get cum when I was hungry.

    I still had the small apartment I had gotten when I was first hired by the bank. I finally got out of my parents’ house after having to go back when I graduated from State. My first job had been at a customer call center but I gave the owner’s son and his friend blow jobs in my cubicle, not the smartest thing I’ve done. After getting fired, I started doing temp work and found that I enjoyed HR work, so I was happy when I got hired by the banking firm I still work for. The job allowed me to get rid of my piece of shit Chevy and get the apartment. Even though I had gotten the promotion, which was going to allow me to afford a small condo in the city, I hadn’t had much time to hunt for one. Choosing between hunting for cock and hunting for a condo always ended with me hunting for cock. Since I did still have the little apartment, I enjoyed traveling for work and staying at hotels around the country and hunting for men to service in different cities.

    For those of you who haven’t read some of the other entries in my diary, I’m Chad. At the time of this entry I was 28. I’m 5’10” and have kept my body in good shape so that I was still the same weight I had been in college, 165 pounds. I have blue/green eyes and dirty blonde hair. I like to keep my hair somewhat messy so it was good that it was becoming more the norm for men, both gay and straight, to have more relaxed hair. I went to the gym several times a week and made sure to do a lot of squats to keep my ass in great shape.

    When I got the promotion, one of the first business trips I was sent on was to a medium sized city in the Midwest. They wanted me to visit all of the branches in the city to get an idea of the kind of issues the branch managers were dealing with. The bank had arranged for me to stay at one of the nicer hotels that was located in the downtown area. It was pretty late Sunday night when I arrived. By the time I got the rental car and got to the hotel, I was pretty beat so I just ordered room service and watched some TV.

    I got up early the next morning, realizing that the city I was in was two hours ahead of Phoenix, so even though my iPhone alarm went off at 6:30, it was actually 4:30 am my time. I was glad that I had brought some concealer with me because I was sure I was going to have bags under my eyes the next day.

    I had brought two suits with me and enough shirts and several ties to last all week. Though I wasn’t making that much money yet, I made sure that my suits and shirts were tailored to my body. After my bathroom routine, I stepped into a pair of thong underwear, put on a deep blue shirt and a thin blue and black tie, and paired that with my slim cut black suit with narrow lapels. I left my room and headed down to the lobby, I was hoping that there was a coffee shop nearby since I hadn’t made any in my room provided coffeemaker.

    When I got to the lobby, I was glad to see that they offered complimentary coffee. As I poured myself some in a to-go cup, I felt as if someone was watching me. I turned and saw a man behind the desk looking at me. I think he was embarrassed at being caught because he lowered his eyes and started working on something. I thought that maybe he was checking out my ass. My first impression was that he was pretty hot. He looked to be about 6′ or slightly taller. He had that Midwestern farm boy type of look. Sun bleached hair and broad shoulders. I had a little time before I had to leave so I decided to get a better look.

    I went up to the reception desk, “Hi, I was wondering if you could give me some directions.” He had a name tag on that said he was Shawn.

    “Sure, where are you going?”

    I told him the name of the street and the bank branch. Now that I was up close, I could see that he was even hotter than I thought. He was wearing a white, long-sleeved shirt, with a blue tie. The material of the shirt was so fine that I could see the nubs of his chest because it fit so close. The sleeves were pulled so taut over his biceps, I thought they would split if he flexed his arms. I was getting horny just checking him out.

    “That’s easy, just take a right out of the garage and take the first right, that’s the street you are looking for. You’ll go a couple of miles and it will be on your right. Small world, that’s where I bank.”

    “Yeah, small world.” Now that I was closer I could see that Shawn wasn’t that old, maybe not even 21. “You must have grown up here if you use that branch.”

    “Nah, I came here to go to school. That particular branch is the closest to campus.” College cock, even hotter!

    “Really? What are you studying?”

    “Hospitality, in fact, that’s why I’m working here, the college helps us get part time jobs in local hotels and motels to get some experience.”

    “That’s cool.”

    “Yeah, I guess. Bad thing is we end up with the worst hours. I did the night shift so I’ve been here since midnight. I get off in just a little bit.” I wanted to tell him that I would help him get off. In fact, I think I even licked my lips by the way he stared at me.

    “That must suck.”

    We must have crossed over into bro world because his response was, “It sure does, I’ve been on the last five nights. Screws up my sleep and it screws up getting laid.”

    If I didn’t have to get to the bank branch, I would have helped him with his problem, “If you’re working tonight, maybe I’ll see you tomorrow morning.” I started walking away but turned back around, “Is there a good place to run around here? My first meeting isn’t until around Noon tomorrow and I thought I’d get a run in.”

    “Oh yeah, there is some great trails along the river.”

    “Great, you can tell me where they are tomorrow morning if you’re here.”

    “I’m on again tonight, so yeah. Hey, would you like some company? I’m a runner and I haven’t done much lately. We could go when I get off. I’ll bring my running gear with me.”

    There is nothing I wanted more at that point than to help him get off. “Great. See you in the morning.” I went to my rental car and drove down to the first branch I was visiting.

    I don’t know if was because Shawn had made me horny or if the Regional Manager only hired hunky men, but at each of the branches I visited that day there was at least one, if not more, hot guys that I had to spend time with. I’m sure they had to notice that I was checking out their packages. It got so bad that I was checking out some of the customers. By the middle of the afternoon I was so horned up that I stopped at a McDonalds and beat off in the john. I’m sure the guy who came in to use the urinal knew what I was doing in the stall because he stood there so long that I finished before he did.

    I finally made it back to the hotel about 7 pm because I went out for drinks with the Regional Manager. He was an older guy, with a big belly, but I definitely got the vibe that he did hire good looking guys because that’s what turned him on. I just hoped he wasn’t acting on it, I did not want him to be the first sexual harassment case I had to deal with.

    I went up to my room and stripped off the suit. Even though I knew I should go work out, between the two cocktails I had, and my hunger, I decided to find someplace to get some dinner. I knew I didn’t want to go someplace fancy so I put on one of the pair of jeans I had brought and a tight Henley. I mussed up my hair more than I had done earlier in the day and headed down to the lobby. A nice woman working the desk told me that the historic district was just a block away and there were several restaurants that I might like.

    The sidewalk was teaming with people and I couldn’t help but notice that there were many hot guys. It was obvious that it was close to a college campus. The woman was correct, there were a lot of restaurants and bars. I also noticed that there were two adult book stores tucked between the bars and restaurants.

    I chose an Italian restaurant and went in. The place was jammed, so I was asked by the hostess if I would mind sitting at the bar since I was alone. I was fine with it and found a stool. Again, I don’t know if it was the day I had, but the bartender that asked me what I wanted was smoking hot. He was wearing a tight pair of jeans and a tank top that looked like the Italian flag. I went into hyper drive. “What do you recommend? I’ve already had a couple of cocktails and I’m ready to try anything.”

    He must have picked up that I had been checking him out because he said, “I think you’d like something hard.” Oh yeah! “How about a Liquid Cocaine?”

    “What?”

    “Don’t worry man, it’s just a mix of stuff, I think you’ll like it.” He went to make the drink and I think I saw him use four or five bottles of liquor. “Here you go.” I brought the glass to my lips and sipped it. “Dude, you don’t sip it, you chug it.” I noticed one of the other bartenders give mine a wink. When I put the glass back on the bar, another was waiting for me.

    The next thing I remember was being in some dark room with a cock deep in my throat. When I raised my eyes, I saw that it was the bartender that had been serving me. While surprised, I did enjoy the sensation of a cock rubbing against the back of my throat. My hands were on his muscled thighs while he had one hand holding up his Italian tank top while he rubbed his chest. I realized that my head was back up against a wall and he was using just his hips to maneuver his thick, long cock back and forth over my tongue and lips and deep into my throat. “Fuck…..I love my fucking job.” I just kept myself braced against his legs as he fucked my mouth. “Shit, I gotta get back out there before the owner comes looking for me.” He quickened the pace of his thrusts and within a few minutes I felt a flood of cum coat my tongue and throat. The bartender pulled his dick from my mouth, “Dude, I want to watch you swallow it.” I opened my mouth and let what cum that hadn’t gone down my throat gather on my tongue and made sure he saw it there before I made a show of swallowing every drop. “Nice…..wait here, I’m going to send my buddy back.”

    I watched the jean covered ass of the bartender as he left the storage room pulling up his zipper. A few seconds later the bartender I had seen wink earlier enter the storage room, I hadn’t even had the chance to get up. As he walked toward me, he was already pulling out his dick. Like his fellow bartender this guy had a hot body. He, too, was in nice fitting jeans and a tight tank top that looked like the Italian flag. He actually looked more muscled that the other bartender. This guy’s cock wasn’t quite as big as his fellow bartender but it was still nice. He got close to me and started slapping my face with his semi-hard dick. “You like that?” A couple more slaps while his cock got harder. “I don’t know how Lorenzo does it, but he gets a cocksucker like you to take care of us almost every night he works.” Now he was holding his cock and just rubbing it against my lips. “Whatta ya waiting for, an invitation? Get your mouth on my cock and drain my balls.”

    Unlike Lorenzo, this guy wanted me to do all the work. I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock, at least as much as I could and started to lick the head of his cock. “Stop with the faggy stuff, I don’t have time for it, just take it so I can drop my load.” I sucked the large head between my lips and let it rest on my tongue. “Are you not listening?” He put a hand behind my head and pulled me forward until my nose was buried in his pubes. “Yeah, that’s more like it.” He would lessen the pressure on the back of my head and I would slide back just a bit before he pulled my head forward again. After a few minutes that wasn’t good enough. He gripped the hair on the back of my head and started moving me back and forth on his dick at the speed he wanted, he still hadn’t moved his hips, it was just my mouth that was moving. “Yeah man, eat my big cock, fuck yeah.” More pushing and pulling, “Getting close man, you want my load?” Before I even had the chance to try to answer, “It doesn’t matter if you do or don’t, you’re getting it anyway.” My mouth filled with his salty cum. “Fuck!” He pulled my head forward as far as he could while he and his cock trembled. He pushed my head off his cock which was slick with him cum. “Clean me off.” I grabbed the base of his cock again and licked his dick like a popsicle. When he felt I had done enough, he pushed me away and stuffed his cock back into his jeans and left the storage room. When I realized no one else was coming for a blow job, I got up and brushed myself off while I licked my lips. Instead of going back out into the restaurant, I left through a door that led to the alley. My head was still foggy, I didn’t even remember if I’d eaten anything, well anything other than two cocks and their loads.

    Still foggy headed, I started back toward the hotel when I passed one of adult bookstores I had seen. Since it was still relatively early, I decided why not check it out. I went through the door that was painted black and entered and stood in front of a turnstile. Beyond the turnstile were racks and racks of magazines and DVDs. The walls were covered with dildos, whips, feathery things, negligees, and any another other sex toy you could think of. An older man with grey hair and unshaven face said, “That’ll be $5.” I gave him a questioning look, “Minimum purchase, you can apply to anything you buy or get it in tokens, your call.” I handed him a $5 bill and he did something to release the turnstile so that I could enter. I walked around the store wondering who bought magazines or DVDs anymore with everything you could find on the web. There were several men that appeared to be looking at the covers of the DVDs or magazines but really were checking each other out. One guy was checking out the dildos, taking them from the wall and running his hand over then before putting it back and trying another one. I didn’t see anyone buy anything but I did see some of the men go up to the counter who must have been redeeming their cover for tokens because as soon as they completed the transaction, each man headed toward a beaded covered doorway at the back of the store with a neon sign that said videos.

    Some of the men in the store were checking me out because when I looked at them they would grab their crotches making sure that I got an idea of how big their dicks’ were. So far I hadn’t seen anyone come out of the beaded covered door so there must have been a number of men in the back area. I went up to the old man and asked for tokens. He handed me 20 brass tokens and I headed to the beaded covered doorway.

    When I entered the back it was dark, I had to let my eyes adjust before I could see that there was a large display case in front of me that had the numbers 1 – 20. Beside each number was the covers of 5 DVDs. While most of the numbers had DVDs that were straight porn there were several that were gay. From previous experience I knew that a lot of straight men came to watch straight porn, some would just beat off while others wouldn’t turn down a blow job from a guy. I had never been in a video arcade of a bookstore and seen a woman.

    From where I stood I could go left or right. Now that my eyes adjusted, it looked like there were two hallways I could then enter from either direction. I could hear the sound of men moving but I hadn’t seen anyone yet. I went to my right and went to the farthest hallway and turned down it. I walked by a couple of open doors that were dark, some that were empty but had a video showing, some where the doors were a bit ajar and yet others that were closed. I passed men who were headed in the other direction that didn’t look at me, others that starred into my eyes and yet others that were just leaning up against the wall. It was like a cross section of the male population of the city was in the arcade. Old, young, white, black, brown, short, tall, heavy, skinny, fit and muscular. Some of the men were in suits like they had just left their offices, some were in jeans like me, some were in shorts, while others were in clothes they could have worn at a blue collar type of job. As I got close to some of the men, they would look at me and then enter one of the booths but keep the door open as an invitation.

    There was one man that caught my eye. He looked to be a couple years older than me with short brown hair, almost a crew cut but not quite. He was wearing a pair of blue workman type of pants. It looked like he had just recently put on a white t-shirt, it was obvious he hadn’t worn it at work. He was also a couple of inches taller than me. He had rolled up the sleeves of his t-shirt emphasizing his biceps. I noticed that he had a tattoo on his upper arm. Although I wasn’t sure, it looked like it was some sort of military type of tattoo referring to whatever branch he had served in. The t-shirt must have been a XL to fit over his tautly over his chest but the hem was loose because it was too big for his narrow waist. The outline of his cock was noticeable down the right leg of his pants.

    When he would move, I would follow, like a stalker. It was obvious that some of the other guys like me, who enjoy rough looking trade, were stalking him as well. Occasionally he would enter a booth, leaving the door open, drop some tokens and watch some straight porn. I watched as some of the other guys would try to enter the booth but he would just walk out of the booth ignoring them. Every once in a while he would glance at me but didn’t indicate if he was interested. After walking up and down the hallways several times, with me not far behind, he left the arcade area but glared at me before he left. I followed.

    He walked straight to the door and went out onto the street. I followed a few seconds later and looked both ways and saw him in front of the door of the other adult bookstore. When he saw me he went in. He had me hooked, I followed him into the store. This store was much smaller and he had already disappeared when I entered. I paid the cover and immediately asked for tokens which the man behind the counter gave me. I noticed a fish bowl of small packets of lube and grabbed one, just in case. The man behind the counter made me give him back four of the tokens. The pair of swinging doors, like in an old western bar, were still swinging when I walked through them. There was no display of what was showing, just a maze of hallways lit by the glow of video screens that were on. The man I was following wasn’t in any of the booths I passed. I turned a corner and I saw him, he was leaning on the wall were two of the hallways met. He was smoking a cigarette even though there were signs indicating it was non-smoking. He obviously didn’t care.

    When our eyes locked, he dropped the cigarette and crushed it with his booted foot and then went into a door that led into a corner booth. He left the door open. I walked up to it and waited for him to leave like I had seen him do so many times before but instead he sat down on the cheap plastic chair that was in the center of the room facing away from the door. The room was like a triangle. Walls flared out from the door entrance and on the wall that was facing the door was a monitor that was black. As I closed the door the man said in a deep, gravely voice, “Put all of your tokens in.” I walked around him and dropped my 16 coins into the slot. “Keep changing the channel until I tell you to stop.” Images of men fucking women, men sucking men, men fucking men, women sucking men, and women eating women out all flashed in front of me. The man told me stop when an image of a woman sucking a huge cock appeared on the screen. The man just sat and watched the screen. Taking a cue from what was on the screen, I knelt on the filthy floor and put my hand on the outline of his cock which had grown larger. The only acknowledgement of my touching him was that he slid slightly forward on the chair. I noticed that he was wearing a wedding band.

    I unbuckled the belt he was wearing and opened his pants and pulled his zipper down. He was wearing boxer shorts, the type you’d buy at Target or Walmart, cotton in a plaid pattern. His cock was so hard that I had to struggle to get it free from the leg of his pants and the boxers but when I did it was worth the wait. As I pulled it and his balls free I was impressed. His balls were big and heavy and his dick was long and thick with a big head. He spread his legs and waited while he watched the screen. Without taking his eyes from the screen he told me to get undressed. There was no place to put my clothes so I folded them a laid them on top of my shoes. The floor was sticky under my knees as I got back on the floor. I grabbed the base of his cock and held it up toward his ripped abs while I started to slobber all over his balls. I finally was able to get one into my mouth but I couldn’t do both at the same time so I alternated. The man continued to watch the screen while he started to stroke his dick. When his fingers were up near his head, I started to lick the stalk. The heat of his cock felt like it was going to burn my tongue but that didn’t stop me. The man finally released his cock and I went straight to the head, licking it all around the edge and then licking the head all over. The only way that I knew he even felt what I was doing was when he just barely raised his ass from the plastic chair.

    “Suck that cock bitch”. I didn’t know if he was talking to me or to the screen but that’s what I did. I took the head of his cock into my mouth and clamped my lips so that they were just under the head of his dick. I roughly rubbed my tongue on the underside of his head. The only reaction I got was it seemed that his cock got thicker and harder, to the point that I was worried that my teeth were scratching the man’s impressive meat.

    Something must have happened on the screen because I could hear gagging sounds and a guy saying “Yeah, take my big cock” and the man I was kneeling in front of put his hand on the back of my head and forced me down on his dick. I had learned to control my gag reflex long ago but that didn’t stop the man from trying to make me gag. He held me in place as he watched whatever was transpiring on the screen.

    Out of the corners of my eyes, I caught glimpses of two cocks. I hadn’t noticed the glory holes on the two walls but obviously two men had. The cocks didn’t look anywhere as impressive as the one in my mouth but that didn’t stop me from looking. Again, it became apparent to me that the man in the chair was playing out whatever he was watching on the screen. From the screen I heard, “Yeah bitch, eat his cock” and within seconds the man pushed me off his cock and turned my head toward the cock to my right. I had hardly opened my mouth before the man pushed me onto the anonymous cock sticking through the glory hole. He pushed my head back and forth on the dick and then pulled me back to his cock. Another man must have appeared on the screen because he pulled me off his dick again and turned me toward the cock to my left and repeated what he had done before.

    “Stand up and turn around.” I let the cock that had been in mouth slip from my lips and stood up and turned around. On the screen the woman was bent forward while she was lowering herself onto the man on the screen’s dick. I heard a ripping sound and realized the man in the chair had just torn open one of those small packages of lube with his teeth. He must have put it on his hand because I felt his fingers rub across my hole with something slick. Then one of his hands were around my waist and he was pulling me onto his cock. He obviously didn’t care what I was feeling because he just kept pulling me farther so that his cock went deeper. At the same time he was pushing my back so that I was leaning forward. When I glanced at the screen, I realized again that he was playing out what he was watching. The man on the screen had his dick deep in the woman but was having her service the two other dicks. The man in the chair kept moving my face from one cock to the other that were sticking through the glory holes. While I didn’t mind what was going on, the man in the chair was making me do all the work. Using my leg muscles, I rode his cock while doing my best to suck the other two cocks. The man on the screen whose cock was balls deep started saying “Fuck, fuck, fuck” and must have filled the woman with his seed because I could feel deep inside me that the man in the chair had done the same. When I felt the last spurt of his cum, the man pushed me off his dick, stood up, pulled up his boxers and pants, buckle his belt and left the stall with a “fucking faggot”. As the cum oozed out of my ass onto the already sticky floor I finished off the two cocks sticking through the holes in the walls and savored every drop.

    I made it back to my hotel and set my iPhone to go off at 7 am. I took a quick shower and got into bed and immediately fell asleep. I almost turned off my phone when the alarm sounded but remembered I had told Shawn that I would go running with him. Even though I knew I would need another shower after the run, I showered and cleaned myself, shaved and mussed my hair. At least I would look good at the start of the run. I had brought a pair of nylon running shorts that made my ass look awesome that had some good support for my cock and balls. I also put on one of the tight tanks I had brought that was made of wick away material. I pulled on some running socks and my running shoes and headed down to the lobby.

    Shawn was still behind the desk when I arrived. He was talking to another desk worker and held up a finger indicating that it would be a minute. After a second he went through a door behind the desk and disappeared. I used the time to stretch. A few minutes later, Shawn appeared. He was wearing a pair of compression shorts that left nothing to the imagination and a t-shirt from the college he attended. I tried not to stare as we left the hotel. He did a couple of stretches and we started to jog south on a city street. Shawn looked so hot, I was afraid that the people we jogged by couldn’t help but notice the erection I was getting.

    It wasn’t long before we reached a river that ran through the city. While it wasn’t any sort of major river, it was nice and had a biking/running path that went along the bank. As we continued south along the river and started to pick up the pace we talked about generic stuff. He asked me where I had grown up and gone to college. I told him about going to community college and then going to State. He told me that he had grown up in a small town and had been on the football team even though he didn’t play anymore. The path curved a bit and soon we were running between trees on either side of us. While I could hear traffic, I couldn’t see any roads except the ones we ran under. While there were other runners I also noticed men that were walking along the path or coming in and out of the wooded areas. We were both getting stares but Shawn seem oblivious. Shawn said he was getting sweaty and he pulled off his tank top and tucked it into the back of his compression shorts confirming that he was hot, really hot and not just from the run.

    While we ran, Shawn told me about how he hoped to find a job in LA, Chicago or New York when he graduated, he wanted to experience life in a major city. I told him about Phoenix and told him about the large number of resorts that he should consider as employment opportunities. He asked me if I was married or had a girlfriend and I told him I didn’t. He told me that he had broken up with his girlfriend when he left for college and was just playing the field.

    We ran in silence for a while and then he asked if it was easy to get laid in Phoenix. I told him that I hadn’t ever had a problem. He then asked me if I was an ass or boob guy and I told him I was a cock kind of guy. His pace slowed just a bit, “You don’t look like a fag, sorry, you don’t look gay.”

    “What does gay look like?”

    “You know, I mean, I don’t know, just gay.”

    “You see these guys around us, the ones who aren’t running, that are going into or coming out of the bushes?”

    “Yeah, so what?”

    “Well, they are either hanging around trying to suck some cock or get their cock sucked.”

    “No shit?”

    “No shit, Shawn.”

    “When you say you like cock, do you mean you like to suck cock?”

    “Yep, and I also like to get fucked.” Shawn stopped running so I did too.

    “Wait, you look like a jock. You’re not big enough for football, but you look like you did something, maybe baseball or wrestling.”

    “Baseball. I bet there were guys on your football team that liked cock as much as I do.”

    “Well, I heard shit but I didn’t believe it.” God, this kid really was small town naive. “You really like to suck cock?” I don’t know what he was thinking but his compression shorts were telling me that the thought was exciting him.

    “Come with me”, I grabbed his arm and pulled him off the path into the bushes and trees. I pushed him against a tree and pushed the front of his compression shorts down far enough that his cock sprung up. I dropped to my knees and grabbed the base of his cock.

    “Wait, I’m not gay.”

    “Just because you put your cock in my mouth or my ass just means you’re a man who wants to empty his balls.” With that I put my mouth around the head of his cock and he moaned. As much as I would have liked him to take control and use my mouth, I knew that this was too new for him. I started bobbing my head and let his cock hit the back of my throat. I heard some rustling so I knew that there were at least a couple of men that were watching what we were doing but Shawn was so focused on his dick that he didn’t notice. If this was Shawn’s first time getting a blow job from someone who knew what a man likes, I made sure it was the best I could do. As he got close to blowing, he did take a bit of control and pulled my head forward so that his dick was as deep in my mouth and throat as he could get it. When he let loose with his seed, I sensed that the men that were watching shot their loads as well. I was glad that I was able to do my community service. After I licked the last drop of cum from Shawn, he pulled up his shorts and we finished our run.

    Over the next several days, after my work was done, I had dinner, or fed, at the Italian restaurant; searched for the rough trade guy at the bookstores but settled for any big dick I could find; and ran with Shawn on the days he worked. Before I flew back to Phoenix, Shawn found out what it felt like to have his cock up a guy’s ass. I hope work brings me back to that Midwestern city in the near future.

    Be Well,

    Chad

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