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  • When The City Sleeps

    Part II: The Third Man

    By Roman Black

    The elevator doors whispered open onto the executive floor as Marcus stepped out, calm and measured, suit jacket draped over his arm. His conference badge sat tucked in his pocket, untouched since lunch. He wasn’t thinking about keynote sessions or market analysis anymore.

    He was thinking about Elliott.

    And Jace.

    And the room he intended to build between them.

    The hallway was quiet. Dim. The kind of silence that made a man’s heartbeat feel loud in his chest. Marcus reached his suite, slid the keycard, and stepped inside.

    Nathaniel had already refreshed the place—cologne still lingering faintly in the air, sheets crisp and folded to sharp edges, champagne chilling in a silver bucket near the bar. Marcus didn’t ask for any of that. Nathaniel just knew.

    And tonight… Marcus needed a room that listened.

    He loosened his tie, unbuttoned his cuffs, and checked the time.

    Elliott would be getting out of his final breakout session soon. His text earlier had been simple:

    “1102 tonight. 9:30. Clear your schedule.”

    Not a question. A direction.

    Elliott replied seconds later with only:

    “Yes.”

    Marcus smirked.

    He felt it in the base of his spine—control settling in, warm and deliberate.

    But Elliott didn’t know the rest.

    Marcus walked to the bar and poured two fingers of rye into a crystal glass, then set it down untouched.

    Then he reached for his phone.

    Marcus: Upstairs. Now.

    Jace: You want company?

    Marcus: I want discipline. And I want you ready.

    Jace: Say less.

    That was all.

    Marcus didn’t need more than that. He stood before the window—the same glass he bent Elliott over the night before—and waited. His reflection stared back at him: tall, sharp, controlled. A man who didn’t raise his voice to command a room. He engineered one.

    A soft knock came at the door.

    Marcus opened it without hesitation.

    Jace stepped inside wearing black joggers and a fitted tee that gripped his chest like apology. He smelled like sweat, fresh soap, and hunger. His eyes scanned the room immediately, sensing tension like heat.

    “You setting something up tonight?” Jace asked, shutting the door behind him.

    Marcus stepped closer. “Take your shirt off.”

    Jace didn’t blink. He peeled it over his head, muscles flexing under the warm lamp light—his torso tight, tattooed shoulder shifting as he dropped the shirt on a chair. Marcus walked around him once, slow, evaluating.

    “You still know your place?” Marcus asked quietly.

    Jace swallowed. “Yeah.”

    Marcus stopped behind him, close enough that his breath brushed the back of Jace’s neck.

    “You speak when I tell you to speak. You touch when I tell you to touch. You stop the second I say stop. Understood?”

    “Yes, sir.”

    Marcus’s grip slid up Jace’s spine, thick fingers trailing along the line of bone straight to the base of his neck.

    “You remember how to kneel?”

    Jace dropped instantly—slow, controlled, no hesitation. Hands behind his back. Head lowered.

    He was ready.

    Marcus checked the clock again.

    9:27 PM.

    Right on cue, another soft knock met the door.

    Elliott.

    Marcus’s body tightened with anticipation. He glanced down at Jace.

    “Stay.”

    Jace nodded, eyes straight ahead, chest rising slow.

    Marcus unlocked the door.

    Elliott stepped inside wearing a slate-blue dress shirt tucked into fitted black slacks, blazer off, sleeves rolled to the forearms. His cologne hit first—dark, warm, restrained. His eyes lifted immediately to Marcus’s.

    “You wanted me here,” Elliott said softly.

    Marcus stepped aside. “Come in.”

    Elliott walked in. The door closed.

    And then he froze.

    His eyes landed on Jace—kneeling. Shirtless. Silent. Head bowed.

    “What… what’s this?” Elliott breathed.

    Marcus shut the distance between them in three slow steps. He pressed a hand to Elliott’s lower back—the same place he marked the night before—and leaned into his ear.

    “You said you were curious,” Marcus murmured. “I listened.”

    Elliott’s pulse kicked. Hard.

    He didn’t step back.

    He didn’t look away.

    “Marcus…” he whispered. “You didn’t tell me—”

    “I didn’t need to.”

    Marcus’s voice was smooth, velvet over steel.

    “You told me last night you were built to take it. Let me show you what that means.”

    Elliott swallowed slowly, chest rising with a deep breath. His eyes drifted down again to Jace—still kneeling, still silent, still obedient.

    “Who is he?” Elliott asked.

    Marcus answered calmly.

    “A man who knows how to listen.”

    Elliott’s breath shivered. “And what am I?”

    Marcus smiled—slow, dark, and certain.

    “You’re the one I choose.”

    Elliott’s jaw flexed. He nodded, just slightly. “So what happens now?”

    Marcus stepped behind Elliott, lips near his ear again, voice a low command.

    “Now you take off your shirt.”

    “And you don’t break eye contact with him.”

    Jace lifted his head for the first time—just his eyes—and the room tightened like a held breath.

    Elliott’s fingers slid to his buttons.

    One.

    Then another.

    Then another.

    Slow. Deliberate.

    His chest rising with every undone inch of fabric.

    Marcus watched both men—the tension, the silence, the hunger threading between them.

    This was what he wanted.

    What he engineered.

    What he controlled.

    Two men.

    One room.

    And a city that never knew what happened when it slept.

    Marcus whispered against Elliott’s neck, the words striking low and deep:

    “Tonight… you give him permission to want you.”

    “And you give me permission to decide what he gets.”

    Elliott exhaled—shaky, turned on, overwhelmed.

    “I’m ready.”

    Marcus smirked.

    “Oh, you will be.”

    Jace’s lips grazed Elliott’s thigh—barely a kiss, barely a breath.

    But it was enough.

    Elliott jolted, a sharp inhale cutting through the quiet. His body went tense, hands gripping the edge of the mattress, muscles tightening under his skin.

    Marcus watched him closely.

    Studied the way Elliott’s shoulders shook.

    Studied the way Jace held steady, waiting for the next command, breathing slow against warm skin.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured. “Both of you.”

    He placed a hand on Elliott’s back, slow and deliberate, palm heavy with intention. His thumb moved in a small circle—a claiming touch, not soft, not gentle, just controlled.

    “You feel that?” Marcus asked.

    Elliott nodded, but Marcus wasn’t satisfied.

    “Use your words.”

    Elliott swallowed. “Yes.”

    Marcus leaned in, his mouth brushing Elliott’s ear in a way that wasn’t a kiss but felt like one.

    “Tell me what you feel.”

    Elliott exhaled shakily. “Warm. Close. Too close.”

    Marcus smiled against his skin. “Good. Stay right there.”

    He snapped his fingers once.

    Jace shifted immediately—just a subtle movement of knees on carpet, body angling upward, breath pressing closer to Elliott’s inner thigh but still not touching anything more.

    Marcus lowered his voice to a slow command.

    “Jace. Hands behind your back again.”

    Jace obeyed instantly. The restraint only made the room feel tighter, heavier, more controlled.

    Elliott’s eyes flickered down. “He’s just… waiting?”

    “For you,” Marcus said.

    “For my instruction.”

    “For the moment I decide what he’s allowed to do.”

    Elliott’s breath stuttered—half anticipation, half disbelief.

    “You’re shaking,” Marcus murmured.

    “I can’t help it.”

    “That’s because I haven’t told you who’s in charge yet.”

    Elliott looked up at him, chest rising.

    “You already know,” Marcus said quietly. “Your body knew the second you walked in.”

    A beat of silence passed.

    Jace stayed still, muscles locked in place, eyes fixed where Marcus wanted them.

    Then Marcus reached forward and tapped two fingers under Elliott’s chin, lifting his face toward him.

    “Elliott… look at him.”

    Elliott turned his head.

    Jace’s eyes were darker now—focused, disciplined, hungry, but waiting.

    “Tell him what you’re thinking,” Marcus said.

    Elliott hesitated. Then whispered, “That he looks like he’s about to break.”

    Marcus’s voice sharpened just slightly. “He is.”

    Jace’s shoulders flexed—controlled, tight—but he didn’t move. He didn’t dare.

    Marcus stepped back, placing one hand on each of their shoulders—Elliott sitting, Jace kneeling, both men caught between instruction and desire.

    “You feel the tension?” Marcus asked.

    Both nodded.

    “That’s not by accident. That’s me.”

    His grip tightened.

    “I decide the rhythm.”

    “I decide the pace.”

    “I decide who gets what.”

    “And when.”

    Elliott’s head dropped, overwhelmed.

    Jace’s breathing deepened, chest heaving.

    Marcus pulled Elliott gently backward until his spine met Marcus’s chest. His voice dripped control into Elliott’s ear.

    “You wanted to know what it feels like to be chosen,” he murmured.

    “This is it.”

    Elliott’s breath hitched. “Marcus…”

    “Don’t talk,” Marcus whispered. “Just feel.”

    Jace’s eyes followed every shift in Elliott’s body—every tremble, every swallow, every breath.

    But he didn’t move.

    Not without permission.

    Marcus looked down at the younger man.

    “You see him falling apart?” Marcus asked.

    Jace nodded once. “Yes, sir.”

    “Good,” Marcus replied. “Because tonight isn’t about you.”

    Something hot flickered across Jace’s expression.

    Resentment.

    Need.

    Forced patience.

    Marcus smirked.

    “But I’ll still let you watch.”

    Jace let out a quiet, involuntary exhale.

    Elliott shivered.

    Marcus’s voice dropped into something low and coaxing.

    “Elliott… lean forward.”

    Elliott did—slowly—exposing more of himself in a way that felt both vulnerable and electric.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now breathe.”

    Elliott did.

    Marcus turned to Jace.

    “And you — don’t take your eyes off him.”

    Jace nodded, jaw tight.

    Marcus traced a line down Elliott’s spine with the back of his finger — slow, intentional, sending a visible shiver through the man beneath him.

    “That’s it,” Marcus murmured. “Both of you stay right there. Stay in the tension. Stay in the need. Stay in the space I build.”

    He stepped around them, watching them from different angles — like a conductor taking his place before the first note.

    One man naked and shaking on the mattress.

    One man kneeling and hungry on the floor.

    Both waiting.

    Both braced.

    Both falling under him.

    Marcus inhaled slowly, savoring the power he held over the room — over two grown men who would’ve commanded any boardroom, any negotiation, any deal.

    But not here.

    Here, he was the gravity.

    The axis.

    The force.

    He stepped closer and said, just loud enough to ground them both:

    “Tonight… I’ll show you how a room obeys.”

    For a long moment, no one moved.

    The suite was quiet except for the breath of two men holding themselves still under Marcus’s control. The city beyond the glass glittered like an audience that didn’t know it had front-row seats.

    Marcus stood between them with a stillness that made the air feel thick.

    Not tense—intentional.

    Like a pressure building before the first drop of rain.

    He rested his hands behind his back and assessed the room like he owned every inch of it.

    “Look at me,” Marcus said.

    Elliott lifted his head immediately.

    Jace followed a heartbeat later.

    Marcus stepped forward until he stood directly in front of Elliott—close enough that Elliott had to tilt his chin up.

    “You’re trembling.”

    Elliott swallowed. “I’m aware.”

    Marcus smirked slightly. “Good. That means you’re listening.”

    His fingers brushed Elliott’s jaw—not a caress, not a tease, just possession. Then he shifted his gaze down to the man still kneeling at Elliott’s feet.

    “And you,” Marcus murmured. “Still desperate.”

    Jace’s breath hitched, but he stayed silent.

    Marcus didn’t look away.

    “I can tell,” Marcus said quietly. “Your whole body’s locked like you’re fighting yourself.”

    Jace’s jaw flexed, a confession in the tension of his muscles.

    Marcus’s voice lowered, steady and absolute.

    “You don’t fight anything in here. Not your breathing. Not your pulse. Not what you want.”

    He stepped away from Elliott and circled behind Jace. The younger man’s shoulders rose subtly—aware of every footstep.

    Without touching him, Marcus leaned close enough that his voice wrapped around the back of Jace’s neck.

    “But you do wait. Because I said so.”

    Jace nodded once, the movement small, controlled.

    Marcus moved again—this time back to Elliott, who was still perched at the edge of the mattress, thighs open just enough to reveal uncertainty and need.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said, “hands on your knees.”

    Elliott complied, fingers pressing into his skin as though grounding himself.

    “Sit tall.”

    Elliott straightened.

    Marcus smiled.

    “That’s better. You look like a man who understands he’s being seen.”

    The words alone made Elliott’s lips part slightly—something like vulnerability, something like recognition.

    Marcus reached out and placed a single finger under Elliott’s chin, lifting it again until their eyes met.

    “You said you were ready,” Marcus murmured. “Now I’m going to test that.”

    Silence.

    Then Marcus spoke the first true command of the night:

    “Elliott… tell him to look at you.”

    Elliott blinked, startled by the thought of giving instruction. But Marcus didn’t repeat himself; he merely waited.

    Elliott turned his head slowly toward the kneeling man.

    “Look at me,” Elliott said softly.

    Jace’s gaze lifted instantly.

    And something electric passed between them—silent, sharp, unfamiliar.

    Marcus watched it strike.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now hold his eyes.”

    Elliott did.

    Jace did.

    Two men who would never have chosen each other—now locked in a current neither one could break.

    Marcus stepped back to watch the way their bodies reacted:

    Elliott’s breathing unsteady.

    Jace’s chest rising fast.

    Neither daring to look away.

    Marcus’s voice cut through the tension like warm steel.

    “Now,” he said, “tell him what you feel in this moment.”

    Elliott hesitated—caught, vulnerable, exposed in a way he’d never been around another man.

    But Marcus stayed silent. Waiting.

    Elliott swallowed hard.

    “I feel… overwhelmed,” he whispered. “And curious. And… seen.”

    Jace’s breath shook.

    Marcus nodded once—pleased.

    “Jace,” Marcus said, “your turn.”

    Jace’s voice came out rough, low, honest in a way he hadn’t planned.

    “I feel like I’m losing patience… and discipline’s the only thing holding me together.”

    Marcus’s smile deepened—the kind a man wore when everything was going exactly as he intended.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now both of you hold that. The wanting. The restraint. The pressure.”

    He stepped closer to them both, lowering his voice into something dark and controlled.

    “And now I decide what happens next.”

    Both men inhaled sharply.

    Marcus reached out and placed one hand on Elliott’s shoulder…

    and the other on Jace’s jaw…

    a single point of contact for each man, binding them not to each other, but to him.

    He held them there—breathing, waiting, trembling under two inches of his touch—and said:

    “Elliott, lean forward.”

    “Jace, lift your face to him.”

    The room pulsed with tension.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured.

    “Now stay in that space.”

    “Feel the pull.”

    “Don’t cross it.”

    “Not yet.”

    He stepped back, letting the distance between their lips, their breath, their chest-tightening want do the work.

    “Tonight,” Marcus said quietly, “I teach you both the difference between need… and permission.”

    The city lights flickered on the window.

    Neither man exhaled.

    And Marcus smirked.

    “Now,” he said, “we begin.”

    Marcus didn’t rush.

    He didn’t need to.

    Time bent around him.

    The room moved at his pace, not theirs.

    And both men felt it — the slow tightening of the air, the grounding weight of his presence, the silence that wasn’t empty but loaded.

    Elliott leaned forward just an inch, held there by the thick tension Marcus engineered.

    Jace lifted his face, breathing shallow, jaw tight with patience he was barely holding onto.

    Marcus walked a slow circle around them — not to intimidate, but to assess the tension like a conductor listening to the orchestra before the first note.

    “Good,” he said quietly. “Both of you are exactly where I want you.”

    He stopped behind them again, standing close enough that they could feel the heat from his body but not close enough to touch.

    “Elliott,” Marcus murmured, “tell me what you feel when he looks at you like that.”

    Elliott hesitated — but only for a breath.

    “Exposed,” he said softly.

    “Wanted.”

    “Like I’m supposed to let something happen… but I don’t know what.”

    Marcus smirked.

    “That uncertainty is yours. Don’t fight it.”

    He turned to Jace, who was still kneeling, still staring up at Elliott with the kind of hunger that made his shoulders rise and fall in slow, tense waves.

    “And you,” Marcus said. “Tell him what you feel.”

    Jace swallowed. “Like I’m being tested.”

    “You are,” Marcus said calmly. “By me.”

    Jace nodded once. “And by him.”

    Elliott’s breath hitched — surprised, affected, flustered in a way Marcus caught instantly.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured. “Let the honesty stay in the room. No filters. No pretending you’re not both reacting to each other.”

    He placed a hand on the center of Elliott’s back.

    Another on the side of Jace’s neck.

    Both men stiffened under the contact — not from fear, but from the shock of being held in place by a single, measured touch.

    Marcus leaned down, voice dropping low.

    “This is the first permission of the night,” he said.

    “You will follow it exactly. No more. No less.”

    Elliott inhaled sharply.

    Jace exhaled, shaky.

    Marcus stepped between them, standing tall, dominant, collected.

    “Jace,” Marcus said.

    “Lift your hand.”

    Jace looked up, almost disbelieving — he hadn’t been allowed to move for what felt like hours.

    Slowly, deliberately, he raised one hand, palm open.

    “That’s it,” Marcus murmured. “Good.”

    Marcus turned to Elliott.

    “And you,” he said, “lean forward… just enough for him to touch your shoulder.”

    Elliott froze.

    Not in fear — in tension.

    In anticipation.

    In a kind of vulnerable surrender Marcus had only hinted at before.

    He moved slowly… carefully… closing the distance inch by inch until Jace’s fingertips hovered just a breath away from his skin.

    Jace’s chest tightened.

    Elliott’s lips parted.

    The air between them vibrated.

    Marcus held up a hand.

    “Stop. Right there.”

    They froze — breath, muscle, willpower all suspended.

    “You feel that?” Marcus asked.

    “The pull? The waiting? The almost?”

    Both men nodded — small, shaky, overwhelmed.

    “That,” Marcus said, “is control.”

    “Not pleasure.”

    “Not contact.”

    “Not release.”

    “Control.”

    He stepped back, watching them from the perfect angle — one man kneeling, one leaning, both caught in the gravity he built.

    “Now…” Marcus said softly.

    He moved his hand forward, slow as midnight, until it hovered between their two bodies.

    “Jace,” Marcus said. “Touch him.”

    Jace’s fingertips finally met Elliott’s shoulder — barely, gently, reverently — but the effect was immediate.

    Elliott’s breathing broke.

    Jace’s shoulders trembled.

    The room snapped tight like a live wire.

    Marcus watched every shiver, every subtle shift, every small surrender.

    “That,” he murmured, “was your first permission.”

    He walked behind them again, voice growing darker, smoother, confident enough to fill the entire suite.

    “And there will be more,” Marcus said.

    “Slow.”

    “Measured.”

    “Earned.”

    “But understand this…”

    He placed a hand on each of them again — anchoring them, claiming them.

    “Tonight, neither of you decide what happens.”

    “I do.”

    Elliott exhaled like he’d been holding his breath for hours.

    Jace shut his eyes briefly, overwhelmed by restraint and wanting.

    Marcus smirked.

    “Good,” he said. “Now that you’ve had your first permission…”

    He paused — letting quiet settle, letting their hearts race in the space he left open.

    “…let’s see how you behave with the second.”

    Marcus didn’t speak right away.

    Silence was part of the architecture — the way he shaped the room, the way he bent two men into presence and attention.

    Elliott sat on the edge of the mattress, breathing unevenly, Jace’s fingertips still resting on his shoulder. Even that small contact made Elliott’s pulse stumble and quicken.

    Jace held his position perfectly — kneeling, arm extended, eyes focused on Elliott as though permission alone had flipped a switch inside him.

    Marcus stepped between them and gently closed Jace’s hand, removing the touch.

    “Good,” Marcus said quietly. “You both felt that.”

    He looked at Elliott.

    “You nearly leaned too far.”

    He looked at Jace.

    “And you nearly grabbed more than my instruction.”

    Jace lowered his eyes, jaw flexing.

    Marcus lifted his chin with two fingers, forcing eye contact.

    “That’s not a punishment,” Marcus murmured. “It’s confirmation.”

    “Of what?” Jace asked, voice low.

    “That the next permission will hit harder than the first.”

    Jace swallowed. Elliott’s hands tightened on his knees. The room grew warm around them — not from temperature, but from containment.

    Marcus turned away from them and walked toward the window, hands in his pockets. The city lights washed over him in gold and blue, his reflection tall and unmovable in the glass.

    Neither man dared shift.

    When he turned back, his voice was deeper. Steadier.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said, “stand.”

    Elliott rose from the mattress slowly, every inch of him feeling exposed and seen. He stood tall but not steady — legs tense, breath shallow, heart audible.

    “Good,” Marcus said, circling behind him. “Now face him.”

    Elliott turned toward Jace, who was still kneeling, still watching, still waiting.

    Their eyes met — and something quiet, electric, unfiltered passed between them.

    Marcus spoke from behind Elliott’s shoulder.

    “You feel that tension?” he asked.

    Elliott nodded.

    “That’s not attraction,” Marcus said.

    “That’s instruction waiting to happen.”

    Jace’s breathing deepened.

    Marcus stepped close, his voice near Elliott’s ear.

    “This is your second permission,” he said.

    “And I want you to follow it exactly.”

    Elliott inhaled sharply.

    Jace’s hands twitched where they rested on his thighs.

    Marcus spoke slowly, deliberately.

    “Elliott… offer him your hand.”

    Elliott tensed — not from fear, but from the weight of what Marcus was asking. A hand wasn’t small. Not in this room. Not with these roles.

    A hand was an invitation.

    Acknowledgment.

    Acceptance of power and desire in the same breath.

    But he raised it anyway — a slow lift, his palm open, fingers steady only because Marcus was behind him.

    Jace’s eyes widened but he didn’t move toward it.

    Marcus stepped in.

    “No,” Marcus said, voice low. “Not you.”

    Jace froze, breath caught in his throat.

    Marcus moved around them again, claiming the center of the room.

    “Elliott offered,” Marcus said, “but you — Jace — don’t get to take.”

    The air vibrated with tension.

    Elliott’s arm trembled faintly from holding the pose.

    Marcus stepped closer to Jace.

    “Look at his hand,” Marcus instructed.

    Jace lifted his gaze.

    “Feel how much he’s giving,” Marcus said. “How much he’s trusting.”

    Jace nodded, jaw tightening.

    “But you,” Marcus said firmly, “don’t get to touch him yet.”

    Jace’s breath left him in a quiet, frustrated growl — the kind he tried to swallow but couldn’t.

    Marcus smirked.

    “That,” he said, “is discipline.”

    He turned to Elliott and slowly lowered the offered hand for him — guiding it down until Elliott’s arm rested at his side.

    Elliott felt the loss of contact-that-never-happened like heat leaving his skin.

    Jace felt it like ache.

    Marcus saw both reactions.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Very good.”

    He circled them again, voice dropping into that deep, controlled register that shaped the room like gravity.

    “You’re both learning something tonight,” Marcus said.

    Elliott’s voice was barely a whisper. “What’s that?”

    “That anticipation,” Marcus murmured, “is more powerful than touch.”

    Jace exhaled hard.

    Elliott swallowed.

    Marcus stepped between them again, placing a hand on each man — Elliott’s chest, Jace’s shoulder — grounding them both.

    “And when I decide you get the third permission…”

    He paused, letting the silence draw tight.

    “…you’ll feel it everywhere.”

    Both men inhaled sharply.

    Marcus smiled.

    “And you’ll take it exactly the way I give it.”

    Marcus didn’t speak right away.

    The room was stretched so tight with controlled hunger that even a breath felt like a decision. Elliott still stood, chest rising, palms slightly damp. Jace remained kneeling, jaw clenched, shoulders rigid with restraint.

    Both men were waiting — not for each other, but for Marcus’s voice.

    He made them wait a moment longer.

    Then he moved.

    Marcus walked between them, slow and deliberate, the subtle sound of his shoes on the carpet the only rhythm in the room. He stopped beside Jace, then reached out and placed a firm hand at the back of the younger man’s neck — an anchoring grip that made Jace exhale sharply.

    Marcus didn’t squeeze.

    He didn’t force.

    He just held.

    “This,” Marcus said quietly, “is control.”

    He shifted his gaze to Elliott, who stood tall but visibly shaken — not from fear, but from being seen so clearly.

    “And this,” Marcus said to him, “is surrender. Not weakness. Surrender.”

    Elliott’s breath hitched.

    Jace’s eyes flicked up — needing, jealous, disciplined.

    Marcus released Jace’s neck only to walk behind Elliott, placing a strong hand at the center of his back.

    “Both of you,” he said, “look at me.”

    They did — Jace kneeling, Elliott standing, Marcus the axis that kept the room balanced.

    “This is your third permission,” Marcus said.

    “And it changes everything.”

    He stepped between them again, positioning himself so they faced each other while still looking to him for direction.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said, “step forward.”

    Elliott moved — one slow, careful step.

    “Good. Again.”

    Elliott stepped closer until he stood only a breath away from Jace — close enough that Jace felt the heat from his skin.

    Jace inhaled sharply but kept his hands behind his back, fists clenched, discipline trembling under his ribs.

    Marcus stepped to Jace now.

    “You feel him in front of you?” Marcus murmured.

    “Yes,” Jace said, voice hoarse.

    “And you want him?”

    “Yes.”

    “Show me you want him.”

    Jace raised his eyes slowly — deliberate, reverent, almost pleading — letting Elliot see that hunger fully for the first time.

    Elliott’s entire body reacted — a visible shiver, a sharp breath, his legs tightening as though the floor shifted under him.

    Marcus saw it all.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now, Elliott.”

    Elliott’s eyes flicked from Marcus to Jace and back, unsure if he could breathe, let alone speak.

    Marcus stepped closer, voice low enough to graze Elliott’s spine.

    “You don’t need to be brave,” Marcus murmured.

    “You just need to be honest.”

    Elliott swallowed. “About what?”

    Marcus gave a faint smile.

    “About what you feel right now.”

    Elliott opened his mouth, but nothing came out at first — not because he didn’t know, but because the truth felt heavy.

    Finally, he whispered:

    “I… want him to touch me.”

    Jace’s head dropped for one split second — a quiet, involuntary release of breath — before he caught himself, spine straightening again.

    Marcus nodded once.

    “Good,” he said. “Very good.”

    He turned to Jace.

    “You hear that?”

    “Yes, sir.”

    “You think you deserve that?”

    Jace hesitated — just long enough for Marcus to notice.

    “Yes,” he said finally.

    Marcus raised an eyebrow. “Then why are your hands still behind your back?”

    Jace’s breath caught.

    He hadn’t dared move without permission.

    Marcus smirked.

    “That,” he said, “is why you might deserve it.”

    Elliott’s heartbeat pounded in his throat.

    Marcus moved behind him again, placing both hands on Elliott’s shoulders — grounding him, steadying him, claiming him.

    “Now,” Marcus said softly, “the third permission.”

    The room froze as he spoke the next command:

    “Jace… lift your hand. Slowly.”

    Jace raised his right hand an inch.

    “Higher,” Marcus said.

    He raised it further — trembling now with restraint and need.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured.

    “Now reach forward.”

    Jace extended his arm, slow, controlled, reverent.

    Elliott’s breath stuttered as that hand closed the distance between them — barely, just inches apart, the air between them vibrating with the promise of contact.

    Then Marcus spoke:

    “Stop.”

    Jace froze.

    Elliott gasped.

    Marcus stepped between them, placing his hand between Jace’s reaching fingers and Elliott’s bare chest — blocking the touch they both wanted.

    His voice was gravel-soft, pure control:

    “That… is how close you may come.”

    Neither man exhaled.

    Marcus looked at Elliott.

    “You wanted him to touch you.”

    He turned to Jace.

    “And you wanted to touch him.”

    Then he lowered his voice until both men felt it in their bones:

    “And neither of you gets it until I say so.”

    Elliott shivered.

    Jace swallowed hard.

    Marcus smiled — slow, dark, satisfied.

    “Now,” he said, stepping back and letting their suspended need fill the room—

    “let’s see how you handle the fourth.”

    The room went silent again.

    Not empty — never empty — but full

    of breath

    of tension

    of want

    of two men suspended in a moment Marcus engineered with precision.

    Elliott stood frozen, chest rising in quick, uneven pulls.

    Jace knelt, arm still extended, fingers hovering inches from Elliott’s skin, held in place by Marcus’s command alone.

    Both men were statues held together by heat and discipline.

    Marcus stepped slowly between them, lowering Jace’s hand with two fingers — not rough, not soft, just final.

    “Lower,” Marcus murmured.

    Jace obeyed, breath shaking as his hand dropped back to his thigh.

    Marcus turned to Elliott.

    “Stay exactly where you are.”

    Elliott nodded, swallowing the dryness in his throat.

    Marcus stepped back, studying them like a man reviewing a blueprint.

    Every detail mattered.

    Every response told him something.

    “You two don’t understand,” Marcus said softly. “This tension… this pressure… this almost…”

    He walked behind Elliott and placed a firm hand on the back of his neck.

    “…isn’t accidental.”

    Elliott’s knees almost buckled. Marcus steadied him instantly, fingers strong, commanding.

    “It’s mine,” Marcus said.

    He moved to Jace and tilted the younger man’s chin up with his thumb.

    “And you hold your position because you know it.”

    Jace’s eyes darkened, chest rising and falling.

    Marcus turned to face both men fully.

    “This is your fourth permission,” he said.

    “And it won’t be what you expect.”

    Both men listened — tense, braced, waiting for impact.

    Marcus paced once, hands behind his back.

    “Elliott,” he said, “you’re going to take a step forward.”

    Elliott stiffened. “Toward him?”

    “One step,” Marcus said. “Only one.”

    Elliott’s heart jumped.

    But he moved — slowly, carefully — until he stood directly in front of Jace.

    Jace inhaled sharply, practically trembling with restraint.

    Marcus stepped around them, speaking low.

    “You two—close like this—changes the air of a room.”

    They both felt it.

    Heat.

    Friction.

    An electric pull.

    Marcus studied Elliott’s spine, the tension in his shoulders, the uncertainty mixed with wanting.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Hold it.”

    He turned to Jace.

    “Lift your eyes.”

    Jace looked up at Elliott — fully, directly — and something passed between them that made Elliott’s breath break.

    Marcus saw it all.

    “Now,” Marcus said, “here’s how the fourth permission works.”

    He stepped right into the small space between them, a force neither man could ignore.

    “I choose who initiates.”

    Jace’s jaw clenched.

    Elliott’s stomach tightened.

    Marcus stood tall, authoritative, calm.

    “And tonight,” he said with a slow, deliberate breath, “the one who goes first…”

    Both men leaned in by instinct.

    “…is the one who didn’t expect to.”

    Jace blinked.

    Elliott froze.

    Marcus looked directly at Elliott.

    “You initiate.”

    Elliott’s lips parted. “Me?”

    “Yes,” Marcus said.

    “Because you’re the one Jace didn’t think would move first.”

    “And you’re the one I want taking the lead — right now — for exactly one action.”

    Jace’s eyes widened in surprise, then something like admiration, then deeper want.

    Elliott’s heartbeat thundered in his chest.

    He whispered, “What action?”

    Marcus smirked.

    “You’re going to reach for him.”

    Jace’s breath hitched.

    Elliott’s whole body trembled.

    Marcus continued:

    “But—”

    He raised his finger, commanding silence.

    “You will not touch his skin.”

    Elliott swallowed. “Then what do I touch?”

    Marcus stepped closer, voice low enough that the room leaned in.

    “You will touch his jawline… without making contact.”

    Elliott’s breath broke.

    Jace’s lips parted, waiting.

    “And you will stop,” Marcus said, “exactly half an inch away.”

    Jace groaned under his breath — a sound he wasn’t supposed to let out.

    Marcus smiled at the slip.

    “Do it,” he said.

    Elliott lifted his hand — slow, careful, shaking — raising it toward Jace’s face.

    Jace’s eyes never left Elliott’s.

    The closer Elliott’s hand came, the heavier the air became — heat meeting discipline, want meeting restraint.

    Elliott’s fingers hovered just above Jace’s jaw — not touching, but close enough that the absence of contact felt like fire.

    Jace trembled visibly.

    Marcus stepped behind Elliott, one hand on his waist, the other on his shoulder.

    “Good,” Marcus whispered.

    “Hold the line.”

    “Feel the ache.”

    “Let him feel the wanting.”

    Jace exhaled a broken breath.

    Elliott shivered.

    Marcus smiled.

    “That,” Marcus said, “is the fourth permission.”

    “And neither of you are the same now.”

    He stepped back, letting their suspended proximity burn between them.

    “Now,” Marcus said quietly, “we move to the fifth.”

    For a moment, it felt like the room wasn’t breathing.

    Elliott’s hand hovered just above Jace’s jaw — so close the air between them was thin, trembling, alive.

    Jace knelt like a man caught between prayer and temptation.

    Marcus stepped back and watched his creation: two men suspended in want, held still by nothing more than his voice.

    He let it simmer.

    He let it ache.

    He let the silence shape itself into something powerful.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured. “Both of you are right where you should be.”

    Elliott’s arm started to tremble from holding the exact distance Marcus required.

    Jace felt the warmth of Elliott’s hand without a single point of contact, and his breath grew unsteady.

    Marcus stepped forward again — calm, deliberate, controlled.

    “This is the fifth permission,” Marcus said.

    “And it’s the first that lets you cross a line.”

    Elliott’s knees nearly gave.

    Jace’s heartbeat thudded visibly beneath his collarbone.

    Marcus walked around them, slow enough to let his presence wrap the entire space.

    “Look at each other,” Marcus commanded.

    They did — Elliott leaning forward slightly, Jace raising his eyes from below. Their gazes locked in the kind of tension that couldn’t be undone.

    Marcus stood behind Elliott now, a large hand pressing gently but firmly at the small of his back.

    “Elliott,” he said, “breathe in.”

    Elliott obeyed, chest expanding, hand still hovering just shy of Jace’s skin.

    Marcus’s other hand gripped Jace’s shoulder, grounding him.

    “And you,” Marcus told the younger man, “breathe out.”

    Jace released a shaky breath that brushed Elliott’s fingertips.

    Elliott shivered.

    “Good,” Marcus said softly. “Now neither of you move unless I say move.”

    He stepped back — giving them space while keeping his claim on the room.

    “You two think the permission is about touch,” Marcus said.

    “It isn’t.”

    Elliott frowned slightly. “Then what is it about?”

    Marcus smiled — slow, dangerous, knowing.

    “It’s about who closes the distance… and who holds the weight of it.”

    Jace’s jaw flexed.

    Elliott swallowed.

    Marcus pointed to Elliott’s extended hand.

    “Right now,” he said, “you’re the one offering.”

    He pointed to Jace.

    “And you’re the one waiting.”

    They both nodded — instinctively, as if their bodies moved before their minds caught up.

    “That’s not the dynamic I want for this moment,” Marcus said.

    “So we’re going to reverse it.”

    Elliott’s breath hitched.

    Jace lifted his head sharply.

    Marcus stepped forward and wrapped his fingers around Elliott’s wrist — warm, strong, controlled — guiding his arm down slowly until Elliott’s hand hovered close to his own side.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said quietly, “drop your hand.”

    Elliott lowered it all the way, arm trembling from the rush of release.

    Marcus turned to Jace.

    “And you,” Marcus murmured, “rise.”

    Jace blinked.

    “Me?”

    “Yes,” Marcus said, tone final. “Stand.”

    Jace rose from the floor slowly, body unfolding from discipline into readiness.

    Standing now, he was level with Elliott — and the energy between them shifted instantly.

    Elliott’s breath stuttered.

    Jace’s shoulders squared.

    The dynamic flipped.

    Marcus walked around them again, assessing the shift, pleased with how the air thickened.

    “This is the fifth permission,” Marcus said.

    “Jace will reach first.”

    Elliott’s pulse jumped.

    Jace inhaled sharply.

    “But,” Marcus continued, “he may only touch you one time. One point. One contact. No more.”

    Jace’s voice was barely a whisper. “Where?”

    Elliott looked from Jace to Marcus, chest tight with anticipation, uncertainty, and something deeper.

    Marcus stepped between them, placing his thumb against Elliott’s collarbone — right where breath and vulnerability met.

    “Here,” Marcus said.

    “This is where he touches you.”

    Jace’s eyes darkened.

    Elliott’s knees went weak.

    “But listen to me,” Marcus said, lowering his voice into gravel.

    “This isn’t about the touch.”

    He paused.

    “It’s about the moment before it.”

    Elliott’s lips parted.

    Jace exhaled hard.

    Marcus stepped back.

    “Jace… lift your hand.”

    Jace raised it slowly — fingers steady, arm trembling with held-back wanting.

    “Now,” Marcus said, “move it forward.”

    Jace stepped closer, breath shaking, hand inching toward Elliott’s collarbone.

    Elliott leaned into the pull without moving his feet, chest rising with every inch Jace closed.

    Their breaths tangled in the small space between them.

    “Stop,” Marcus said softly.

    Jace froze — his hand suspended just shy of Elliott’s collarbone, heat radiating, the promise of contact almost unbearable.

    Elliott felt it like gravity.

    Marcus circled behind them, voice low and anchoring.

    “Now listen carefully,” he said.

    “When I give the signal… Jace will be the first man to touch you.”

    “And you—Elliott—are going to accept it.”

    Elliott shivered.

    Jace held his breath.

    Marcus raised one finger.

    “Not yet.”

    Jace’s hand trembled.

    Elliott’s chest heaved.

    “Not yet.”

    Marcus stepped closer.

    “Wait for it.”

    He leaned in, lips near Elliott’s ear.

    “When I say now…”

    Silence pulsed.

    “…you belong to the permission.”

    A beat.

    A breath.

    A held moment.

    Then Marcus stepped back and said, with absolute command—

    “Now.”

    The moment Marcus said now, the room shifted.

    Jace didn’t lunge.

    He didn’t grab.

    He didn’t rush.

    He moved like a man stepping through a threshold he’d been held outside of all night — slow, reverent, shaking with discipline.

    His hand traveled the last inch toward Elliott’s collarbone…

    closing the distance that had held the entire room hostage.

    And when his fingers finally touched Elliott’s skin—

    It wasn’t loud.

    It wasn’t rough.

    It wasn’t greedy.

    It was exactly the way Marcus wanted it:

    Precise.

    Measured.

    Claiming—but only the space Marcus allowed.

    Elliott’s breath broke the second Jace touched him.

    His eyes fluttered shut, knees weakening as heat shot up his spine from a single point of contact.

    Jace froze the instant he made contact—

    not withdrawing, not pushing further—

    just holding that one allowed touch like it was sacred.

    Marcus watched them, arms folded, satisfaction tightening his jaw.

    “That,” Marcus said quietly, “is how you touch a man who’s still learning himself.”

    Jace swallowed, hand still pressed lightly against Elliott’s collarbone, thumb trembling with restraint. His breathing was uneven — not from lust, but from the weight of permission.

    Elliott lifted his chin slightly, chest rising, body shaking from something deeper than physical reaction.

    Marcus stepped slowly around them, assessing the energy with the precision of a craftsman.

    “Tell me what you feel,” Marcus said.

    Elliott opened his eyes—barely—and whispered, “Warm.”

    “And?” Marcus pressed.

    “Seen.”

    Jace inhaled sharply, eyes closing for a beat.

    Marcus turned to him.

    “And you?”

    “Like I’m holding something I shouldn’t drop,” Jace whispered.

    Marcus nodded, satisfied.

    “That,” he said, “is why you were allowed to touch him first.”

    He placed a large hand on Elliott’s shoulder, grounding him, then stepped closer to Jace and placed his other hand at the base of his neck.

    “Now here’s the sixth permission,” Marcus murmured.

    “Jace… you will keep your hand exactly where it is.”

    “No sliding.”

    “No exploring.”

    “No more than this.”

    Jace nodded, jaw tight. “Yes, sir.”

    Marcus turned to Elliott.

    “And Elliott… do not pull away.”

    Elliott shook his head slowly, breath shallow. “I won’t.”

    Marcus stepped back, watching the way Elliott leaned slightly into the hand on his collarbone — subtle, involuntary, but honest.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now breathe into it.”

    Elliott inhaled, chest lifting into Jace’s palm.

    Jace tensed, fingers flexing gently with the movement.

    The connection was small — barely a touch — but the emotional impact was seismic.

    “Feel that?” Marcus asked.

    Both men nodded.

    “That’s what happens,” Marcus said, “when I let two men meet each other. Not through want. Not through desperation. But through direction.”

    He placed one hand on each of them again — Elliott’s back, Jace’s shoulder — connecting the three of them without intertwining.

    “You two weren’t meant to collide,” Marcus said.

    “You were meant to be placed.”

    Elliott exhaled shakily.

    Jace lowered his head slightly, overwhelmed.

    Marcus smirked.

    “And now,” he said quietly, “I’m going to make this harder.”

    Both men stiffened.

    Marcus stepped in front of Jace, lifting his chin with a finger.

    “You’re going to hold his gaze,” Marcus said. “Not his body. His eyes.”

    Jace looked up immediately.

    “And Elliott,” Marcus continued, turning to him, “you’re going to keep breathing into his touch… without closing your eyes.”

    Elliott swallowed hard. “Yes.”

    Marcus’s voice dropped into something commanding and intimate all at once.

    “This permission is about being seen just as much as being touched.”

    Elliott lifted his chin.

    Jace squared his shoulders.

    Marcus stepped back to watch.

    “Look at each other,” Marcus ordered.

    They did.

    Slow.

    Unsteady.

    Powerful.

    Jace’s hand stayed anchored at Elliott’s collarbone, warm and steady.

    Elliott’s breath rose and fell into that touch, every inhale making their connection deeper.

    Marcus smiled — a slow, proud satisfaction.

    “That’s it,” he said. “Hold it.”

    He watched their eyes lock, watched something shift between them — something neither had been prepared for.

    “You two feel that?” Marcus asked quietly.

    “Yes,” they said in unison — same tone, same breath, same impact.

    Marcus nodded once.

    “That,” he murmured,

    “is the sixth permission.”

    He stepped forward, voice low and final:

    “And after that… the seventh changes everything.”

    For a long stretch of seconds, the room existed in a kind of suspended gravity.

    Elliott stood breathing into the warmth of Jace’s hand on his collarbone — a single point of connection that felt bigger than either of them expected.

    Jace held Elliott’s gaze, not his body, shoulders trembling with the effort of staying disciplined.

    Marcus watched — not like a spectator, but like an architect.

    A builder.

    A man shaping a moment.

    He let the silence thicken until both men felt it in their ribs.

    Then Marcus broke it with a single sentence that shifted the entire room:

    “The seventh permission is shared.”

    Elliott tensed.

    Jace’s breath caught.

    “Shared?” Elliott echoed softly.

    Marcus stepped between them, pushing their connection apart just a few inches — not separating them, but forcing them both to redirect their focus to him.

    “A shared permission means you both act,” Marcus said.

    “But in different ways.”

    Elliott’s eyes flicked with confusion.

    Jace clenched his jaw.

    Marcus placed a hand on Elliott’s sternum — right over the place Jace had touched.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said quietly.

    “You will allow.”

    Then he turned to Jace and gripped the back of his neck firmly — grounding him, steadying him.

    “And you,” Marcus said, “will initiate.”

    Jace swallowed, eyes sharpening.

    Elliott inhaled slowly, almost bracing.

    Marcus stepped back one pace, watching the tension tighten between them like a drawn bowstring.

    “The seventh permission,” Marcus continued, “is about trust and awareness — not touch.”

    Elliott blinked. “Then what do we do?”

    Marcus stepped closer, his presence thickening the air again.

    “You,” Marcus said, pointing to Elliott, “are going to soften.”

    “Soft—?” Elliott muttered, startled.

    “Yes,” Marcus said firmly.

    “Your shoulders, your breath, your stance. All of it. I want to see you ease into vulnerability without collapsing into it.”

    Elliott swallowed, nodded, and—slowly—let his shoulders drop. His posture shifted from guarded to open, from tense to receptive. Something warm and unspoken spread across his chest.

    Marcus turned to Jace.

    “And you,” he said, “are going to step closer — controlled. One deliberate step. Nothing more.”

    Jace breathed out hard — the kind of breath that carried longing and discipline in equal measure — then took one step toward Elliott.

    Not rushing.

    Not claiming.

    Not overtaking.

    Just a step.

    Their chests aligned.

    Their breath fell into the same rhythm.

    The air between them felt charged and intimate without a single new point of contact.

    Marcus smirked.

    “Good. Now look at each other.”

    They did — and the look was different this time.

    Not hesitant.

    Not unsure.

    Something warmer.

    Something unsettling.

    Something honest.

    Marcus folded his arms, studying them.

    “You two don’t get it yet,” he murmured.

    “But this is the permission that changes what comes next.”

    Jace frowned slightly. “How?”

    Marcus stepped closer to him first, lowering his voice just enough that it brushed Jace’s jaw.

    “You’re used to leading with hunger,” Marcus said. “Tonight you’ll lead with intention.”

    Jace’s throat worked as he swallowed.

    Then Marcus turned to Elliott, brushing his thumb once across Elliott’s shoulder — not a caress, but a placement.

    “And you,” Marcus said softly, “are used to hiding your want.”

    “Not tonight.”

    Elliott closed his eyes for a second, breath shaky, before opening them again — clearer, steadier.

    Marcus nodded.

    “Good,” he said. “Now the seventh permission can begin.”

    He took a step back, letting the two men face one another again.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said, “your job now… is to hold your ground.”

    Elliott set his feet. “Okay.”

    “And Jace,” Marcus continued, “your job… is to read him.”

    Jace tilted his head. “Read him how?”

    Marcus smiled.

    “Not with your hands.”

    “Not with your body.”

    “With your eyes.”

    He motioned for Jace to look — truly look — at Elliott.

    Jace did.

    Slowly, with intention.

    Taking in Elliott’s posture, his breath, the way his fingers flexed at his sides, the way vulnerability sat on his chest.

    Elliott’s breathing stuttered under the intensity.

    Marcus spoke, voice steady, low.

    “Now say it.”

    Jace blinked. “Say what?”

    “What you see,” Marcus said. “In him.”

    Elliott’s pulse skipped.

    Jace hesitated — then let out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding.

    “I see…” he started, voice rough, “a man trying not to fall apart.”

    Elliott’s chest tightened, eyes dropping for a second before he forced himself to meet Jace’s again.

    Marcus nodded.

    “Good,” he said. “Now Elliott — your turn.”

    Elliott swallowed.

    “To say what I see?”

    “Yes,” Marcus murmured. “In him.”

    Elliott took a slow breath.

    “I see…” he whispered, “someone who’s… holding back too much.”

    Jace’s lips parted — the first sign of something unguarded, something wounded and wanting.

    Marcus saw it.

    “That,” Marcus said quietly, “is the seventh permission.”

    Elliott frowned. “Just saying what we see?”

    Marcus smiled — slow, deliberate, knowing.

    “No,” he said.

    “Saying what you’ve been afraid to see.”

    The words hit both men like a slow strike to the chest.

    Marcus stepped forward again, lowering his voice into something final.

    “And now that you’ve done that…”

    He paused.

    “…you’re ready for the eighth.”

    After the Seventh Permission, the room didn’t simply feel tense. It felt changed.

    Elliott’s breathing was deeper now — not frantic, not overwhelmed, but open.

    Jace stood taller — not aggressive, not impatient, but present.

    Marcus walked a slow circle around them, taking in the shift.

    “Good,” he murmured. “You’re both feeling it.”

    Neither spoke.

    Because they were.

    Something had dropped.

    Something had steadied.

    Something had opened.

    Marcus stopped between them again, hands behind his back.

    “The eighth permission,” he said, “is about alignment.”

    Jace’s brow furrowed. “Alignment?”

    Marcus nodded.

    “Two men can want each other,” he said.

    “But that doesn’t mean they meet in the same place.”

    Elliott’s pulse kicked.

    Jace tilted his head slightly, listening.

    Marcus stepped closer to Elliott.

    “You,” he said, hand hovering just above Elliott’s sternum, “lead with caution.”

    He moved to Jace.

    “And you,” he said, fingers brushing the air near Jace’s jaw, “lead with force you’re trying not to use.”

    Jace exhaled sharply in acknowledgment.

    Marcus stepped back.

    “I’m going to bring you into alignment.”

    Elliott’s eyes widened.

    Jace’s shoulders tightened.

    Marcus’s voice dropped into a gravel-soft command:

    “Elliott… place your hands at your sides.”

    Elliott obeyed.

    “Good,” Marcus said.

    “Now keep them there. No matter what.”

    Elliott nodded.

    Marcus turned to Jace.

    “And you,” he said, tone firmer, “will step forward again.”

    Jace swallowed and took another slow, deliberate step, closing the space between them until they were nearly chest to chest.

    The warmth of Jace’s body hit Elliott in a wave.

    Elliott inhaled sharply.

    Jace held his ground.

    Marcus watched the air thicken.

    “That’s it,” he said softly. “Now breathe into each other’s space.”

    Elliott’s chest lifted.

    Jace’s breath synced with his without them planning it.

    Marcus nodded.

    “You’re aligning.”

    He stepped behind Elliott again and placed a warm, grounding hand between his shoulder blades.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said, “hold steady.”

    Elliott did — knees tense, core tightening, breath unsteady but controlled.

    Then Marcus stepped behind Jace, placing a hand at the base of the younger man’s neck.

    “And Jace,” Marcus said, “ease.”

    Jace’s shoulders loosened under Marcus’s palm.

    Elliott felt the change immediately — the shift from Jace standing rigidly to Jace standing with him, not against him.

    Marcus stepped back to watch.

    “This,” he said, “is the eighth permission.”

    Elliott swallowed. “Being close?”

    “No,” Marcus said quietly.

    “Being close without bracing.”

    Jace’s breath faltered.

    Elliott’s eyes flickered with something he didn’t expect.

    Marcus wasn’t done.

    “You’re going to stay like this,” he said, “until your breathing matches.”

    Elliott blinked. “Matches?”

    “Exactly,” Marcus said.

    “In rhythm. In pace. In control.”

    Jace exhaled deeply, eyes focusing on Elliott’s.

    Elliott let out a shaky breath in return.

    At first, their breathing clashed — one too fast, the other too deep, both a mess of nerves and want.

    Marcus didn’t intervene.

    He didn’t correct them.

    He just waited.

    Slowly…

    slowly…

    their inhales began to fall into the same pattern.

    Jace’s chest rose; Elliott’s followed.

    Elliott exhaled; Jace softened with him.

    One rhythm.

    One tempo.

    One alignment.

    Marcus watched the shift with something like pride.

    “Good,” he murmured. “Very good.”

    He stepped between them again, close enough that both men felt his presence like a charge.

    “You two are breathing the same now,” Marcus said.

    “That means you’re no longer just reacting to each other.”

    He paused.

    “You’re responding.”

    Neither spoke.

    They didn’t need to.

    Marcus looked from Elliott to Jace, then nodded once — slow, deliberate, approving.

    “That,” he said, “was the eighth permission.”

    He stepped back, the faintest smirk touching his lips.

    “And now that you’re aligned…”

    He let the silence drop into the room like a stone into deep water.

    “…it’s time for permission number nine.”

    The alignment between them held — steady, tense, shared.

    Elliott and Jace breathed in the same rhythm now, chests rising and falling like two men caught in the same invisible tide.

    Marcus watched them with a stillness that felt orchestrated, deliberate, almost reverent.

    “You feel that?” he asked softly.

    Neither man answered.

    But both did.

    Deeply.

    Marcus stepped closer until his presence pressed into the tiny space separating them.

    “This,” he murmured, “is where most men break.”

    Jace swallowed.

    Elliott’s fingers twitched at his sides.

    “Not because of wanting,” Marcus continued, “but because of honesty.”

    He circled them again, slow and controlled — not a predator this time, but something quieter.

    Something that understood power wasn’t just domination — it was revelation.

    “The ninth permission,” Marcus said, stopping between them, “is vulnerability.”

    Elliott stiffened.

    Jace blinked once, eyes sharpening.

    Marcus raised a hand to keep both men in place.

    “No,” he said. “Not the kind you’re thinking of.”

    He stepped in front of Elliott and placed two fingers on the man’s sternum — right at the center of his breath.

    “You,” Marcus said, “speak your truth like it’s a confession.”

    Elliott’s chest shook under Marcus’s fingers.

    Then Marcus turned to Jace, gripping the younger man’s jaw with a firm, steady hand.

    “And you,” he said quietly, “speak yours like it’s a consequence.”

    Jace’s breath stuttered.

    Marcus stepped back, giving both men space while still owning the room.

    “The ninth permission is simple,” Marcus said.

    “You speak honestly. Directly. Without deflecting. Without hiding behind control or silence.”

    Elliott’s eyes widened.

    Jace’s jaw flexed.

    Marcus smirked.

    “Yes,” he said, “this one is harder than touch.”

    He turned to Elliott first.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said. “You’ll go first.”

    Elliott swallowed, breath unsteady.

    “What do you want from him,” Marcus asked, “that has nothing to do with his body?”

    Elliott froze.

    His lips parted.

    His eyes flickered.

    His breath caught in his chest like he wasn’t sure he should answer — or if he even knew how.

    Marcus waited.

    Not impatient.

    Not pressing.

    Just waiting — the kind of patience that felt like gravity.

    Finally, Elliott exhaled.

    “I want…”

    His voice cracked, surprising him.

    Marcus stepped closer.

    “Say it.”

    “I want him not to look through me,” Elliott whispered. “Not to treat me like I’m just… something he’s trying to hold back from.”

    Jace’s breath hitched — visibly taken by the honesty.

    Marcus nodded once.

    “Good,” he said quietly. “Now you, Jace.”

    Jace blinked hard, chest rising with a deep swallow.

    “What do you want from him,” Marcus asked, “that has nothing to do with the way he looks at you?”

    Jace hesitated — pride, hunger, discipline all colliding inside him.

    Marcus’s tone sharpened.

    “Say it, Jace.”

    Jace let out a slow, reluctant breath.

    “I want him to stop acting like he’s the fragile one,” Jace said — voice low, unsteady. “Because he’s not.”

    Elliott inhaled sharply.

    Jace continued, voice rough:

    “And I want him to see that he affects people more than he thinks. That he’s not invisible. Not to me.”

    Marcus watched Elliott absorb the words — not just hear them.

    A silence settled — not awkward, but thick, the kind of stillness that exposes everything men try to keep covered.

    Marcus stepped between them again, hands on their shoulders.

    “That,” he murmured, “was the ninth permission.”

    Jace closed his eyes once — grounding himself.

    Elliott’s breath came uneven — like something inside him had loosened.

    Marcus leaned in, voice deep and certain:

    “You two just crossed a line nothing physical could have taken you across.”

    He stepped back, letting them stand in the aftermath of what they’d admitted.

    “Now,” Marcus said, “you’re ready for the tenth.”

    The air in the suite shifted the moment Marcus stepped closer.

    Not darker.

    Not lighter.

    Just heavier — like gravity thickened around all three men at once.

    Elliott felt it first, a slow roll of heat up his spine.

    Jace felt it next, tightening across his shoulders.

    Marcus felt it last — with the steady calm of a man who already knew what he was about to do.

    He moved between them, standing close enough that his presence pressed against their chests.

    “Permission Ten,” Marcus said quietly, “is the first boundary neither of you can walk back.”

    Jace inhaled hard.

    Elliott’s fingers curled at his sides.

    “This one isn’t about trust,” Marcus continued.

    “And it’s not about honesty.”

    He looked at both men — slow, deliberate, assessing.

    “It’s about choice.”

    He stepped behind Elliott and placed both hands on his shoulders — warm, firm, claiming. Elliott’s breath stuttered, body tightening under the weight of the touch.

    “Elliott,” Marcus murmured, “you’re going to stay exactly where I put you.”

    Elliott nodded, throat tight. “Okay.”

    Marcus’s hands slid down Elliott’s arms — not sexual, but guiding, shaping. He placed Elliott’s palms against the edge of the table near the window.

    “Hold,” Marcus said.

    Elliott did.

    Marcus stepped back and turned to Jace.

    “And you,” Marcus said softly, “are done standing still.”

    Jace’s chest rose slowly. “What do you want?”

    Marcus walked right up to him — face inches away, voice low enough to brush Jace’s skin.

    “I want you to cross a boundary he won’t let himself cross alone.”

    Jace’s pulse kicked.

    Elliott heard it in the silence — felt it — like someone was stepping directly into a place inside him he wasn’t ready to admit existed.

    Marcus placed a finger on Jace’s chin, tilting his head just enough to make him hold eye contact.

    “Go to him,” Marcus ordered. “Now.”

    Jace moved.

    Not rushed.

    Not hesitant.

    Just deliberate.

    He stepped behind Elliott, close enough that Elliott felt the heat of his body before he touched anything. Elliott’s breath hitched hard, palms gripping the table, eyes closing for a second before he forced them open.

    “Don’t move,” Marcus said from across the room.

    “And don’t look down.”

    Elliott held still, jaw tightening.

    Jace stood behind him — not touching yet — just letting Elliott feel the presence, the intention, the pull.

    Marcus watched them both, arms folded.

    “You feel that?” Marcus asked Elliott.

    “Yes,” Elliott whispered.

    “And you?” Marcus asked Jace.

    “Yeah,” Jace breathed, voice rougher than he intended.

    Marcus stepped forward slowly, placing his hand in the center of Elliott’s back — the quiet, commanding kind of touch that tells a man he’s no longer the one deciding what happens next.

    “Here’s the boundary,” Marcus said.

    “Jace is going to put his hands on you.”

    Elliott exhaled sharply.

    Jace’s fingers flexed at his sides.

    “But not where you expect,” Marcus added.

    Jace frowned. “Then where?”

    Marcus leaned in, whispering to Elliott first — voice hot against his ear.

    “Somebody touching your want isn’t the boundary,” he murmured.

    “Somebody touching your fear is.”

    Elliott’s knees weakened.

    Marcus moved behind Jace and pressed a hand to the small of his back — a silent command.

    “Jace,” Marcus said, “put your hands on him.”

    Jace swallowed, breath locking in his chest.

    “Where?” he asked again, softer this time.

    Marcus’s voice deepened into gravel.

    “Where a man only lets you if he’s crossing something.”

    Jace understood.

    He moved slowly — deliberately — lifting his hands and placing them not on Elliott’s hips, not on his waist, but higher…

    Just beneath Elliott’s ribs, where breath and vulnerability meet.

    Elliott’s inhale broke instantly, body shuddering at the contact.

    Jace froze, hands open against Elliott’s sides, fingers spread like he was memorizing the moment.

    “Yeah,” Marcus said quietly. “Right there. That’s the boundary.”

    Elliott’s voice came out as a whisper:

    “Don’t—stop.”

    Jace didn’t.

    Marcus stepped closer, watching the tremor run through Elliott’s shoulders.

    “You feel what he’s doing to you?” Marcus asked.

    Elliott nodded, breath ragged.

    “And you?” Marcus asked Jace.

    Jace’s voice was thick. “He’s… shaking.”

    “That’s not fear,” Marcus said.

    “That’s a man letting someone hold the part of him he keeps locked down.”

    Jace’s hands tightened — not enough to restrain, but enough to anchor.

    Elliott’s breath hitched again, body pressing back instinctively.

    That was the moment.

    That was the crossed line.

    Not explicit.

    Not crude.

    Not a body part.

    But a boundary that no man crosses lightly —

    letting someone touch the place where breath breaks and truth lives.

    Marcus watched them, satisfied.

    “That,” he said quietly,

    “was Permission Ten.”

    He stepped forward, voice dropping into something heavier.

    “And now that you’ve crossed it…”

    He looked at both men with slow, deliberate hunger — the kind that isn’t about sex at all.

    “…you’re ready for what comes next.”

    The room felt different after Permission Ten — like something sacred had been touched, cracked, and opened.

    Elliott stood with Jace’s hands still spread beneath his ribs, holding him in a place no one touched unless they were invited into the truth beneath a man’s armor.

    Jace didn’t let go.

    Elliott didn’t pull away.

    Marcus watched — the smallest tilt at the corner of his mouth betraying satisfaction.

    He stepped closer.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured. “Now we move forward.”

    Jace straightened slightly behind Elliott, hands steady but not tightening.

    Elliott’s breath shuddered — not from fear now, but from something that shook deeper.

    Marcus circled behind them again, voice low.

    “Permission Eleven,” he said, “is the first pull.”

    Elliott swallowed. “What does that mean?”

    Marcus didn’t answer right away.

    Instead, he reached out and placed a single hand on Jace’s forearm — not forceful, not soft, but directive.

    “Jace,” Marcus said, “you’re going to pull him back.”

    Elliott’s breath caught.

    Jace froze. “Pull him how?”

    Marcus leaned in — close enough that the warmth of his breath brushed Jace’s ear.

    “Like you’re claiming space he doesn’t think he deserves.”

    Jace’s jaw tightened.

    Elliott’s fingers curled over the edge of the table.

    “And Elliott,” Marcus said, turning his voice toward him, “you are not allowed to resist.”

    Elliott nodded, chest rising.

    Marcus stepped back.

    “Do it,” he ordered.

    Jace didn’t hesitate this time.

    He slid his hands slightly upward — not wandering, not groping, but anchoring — fingers fitting beneath Elliott’s ribcage, palms firm against his sides.

    Elliott gasped, body folding slightly into the grip.

    Then Jace pulled.

    Not aggressively.

    Not roughly.

    Just enough for Elliott to feel his body leave the table — enough for Elliott to feel claimed, redirected, taken out of stillness and into a moment Jace controlled.

    Elliott inhaled sharply, head tilting back on instinct as Jace drew him closer by the center of his body — the most intimate pull a man can make without touching anything forbidden.

    Marcus’s breath deepened as he watched.

    “That,” Marcus said, “is the first pull.”

    Elliott stood against Jace’s chest now — back to him, breath unsteady, shoulders trembling, the heat of Jace’s body pressed into him in a way no one in the room could pretend wasn’t crossing something sacred.

    Jace didn’t let go.

    “Feel where you are,” Marcus said quietly.

    Elliott swallowed. “I feel him.”

    “And you?” Marcus asked Jace.

    Jace’s voice dropped to gravel.

    “I feel him… giving.”

    Marcus nodded once.

    “Good.”

    He stepped forward slowly, placing a hand beneath Elliott’s chin and guiding his head to the side — exposing the line of Elliott’s throat, lifting his breath, forcing him open while Jace held him still.

    Elliott’s pulse jumped beneath Marcus’s fingers.

    Jace’s grip tightened subtly, matching the shift.

    Marcus leaned in — his lips near Elliott’s jaw but not touching — letting the heat of his breath drag across Elliott’s skin.

    “This,” Marcus murmured, “is the boundary you crossed in Permission Ten becoming something real.”

    Elliott’s breath stuttered.

    Jace stood anchored behind him, chest pressed to Elliott’s back, breathing into the rhythm they’d built.

    Marcus tilted Elliott’s chin higher, just enough to make him feel the control without crossing into anything explicit.

    “You feel held?” Marcus asked.

    Elliott nodded shakily. “Yes.”

    “You feel him choosing you?” Marcus pressed.

    Elliott’s breath broke. “Yes.”

    Jace’s voice was low behind him.

    “I’m right here.”

    Marcus’s eyes lifted to Jace — approving, sharp.

    “And that,” Marcus said softly, letting Elliott’s chin lower but not escape his touch,

    “was the first pull.”

    He stepped back, letting both men feel the absence of his hands — letting them experience what it meant to hold each other without instruction.

    “And now,” Marcus said, steady and intentional,

    “you’re ready for Permission Twelve.”

    He let the silence drop heavy between them.

    “Do you want to know what that one is?”

    Elliott remained locked in Jace’s arms — held beneath his ribs, pulled back into a body he didn’t expect to feel this close to.

    His breath rose and fell too quickly.

    Jace’s breath matched it — not in dominance this time, but in presence.

    Marcus watched them like a man reading a language only he understood.

    “You feel where we are now?” Marcus asked quietly.

    Elliott nodded without looking up.

    Jace tightened his grip slightly, steadying him.

    Marcus stepped closer.

    “Permission Twelve,” he said, “is the closing distance.”

    Elliott exhaled. “What does that mean?”

    Marcus didn’t answer right away.

    Instead, he slid his hand slowly across Elliott’s chest — not grabbing, not groping — just moving.

    Tracing breath.

    Tracing tension.

    Tracing the truth Elliott tried so hard to control.

    “Distance,” Marcus murmured, “isn’t just space. It’s fear. It’s pride. It’s the illusion that you’re separate.”

    His hand moved down Elliott’s torso, stopping just above where Jace’s hands held him.

    “You two,” Marcus said, looking at Jace and then Elliott,

    “have been pretending you don’t feel each other.”

    Jace swallowed.

    Elliott’s breath hitched.

    “That ends now.”

    Marcus stepped behind Jace, placing both hands on his shoulders — firm, steady, grounding.

    “Jace,” he said, “you’re going to close the space between you.”

    Jace blinked. “There is no space.”

    Marcus leaned in, voice low enough to brush Jace’s ear.

    “Not between your bodies,” he murmured.

    “Between your intentions.”

    Jace’s breath stopped short — as if Marcus had exposed something he hadn’t spoken aloud.

    Marcus continued:

    “You want him.

    He feels you wanting him.

    And both of you are pretending it’s only about direction.”

    Jace exhaled slowly.

    Elliott’s eyes closed for a moment, chest rising high under Marcus’s hand.

    Marcus stepped around to face Elliott.

    “And you,” he said quietly, “are going to stop acting like you’re being taken.”

    Elliott opened his eyes — startled, shaken.

    “What do you mean?” he breathed.

    Marcus tilted his head.

    “You’re not being taken,” Marcus said.

    “You’re leaning.”

    Elliott froze — because the truth of it hit him somewhere deeper than breath.

    Marcus stepped away from them, giving the space weight.

    “Permission Twelve isn’t about touch,” he said.

    “It’s about intention.”

    He pointed at Elliott.

    “You stop bracing.”

    He pointed at Jace.

    “You stop holding back.”

    Both men swallowed.

    Marcus took a slow step forward.

    “Now… both of you… close the distance.”

    He didn’t tell them how.

    He didn’t tell them where.

    He didn’t tell them who moved first.

    He simply waited.

    For a long moment, neither man moved.

    Then Jace exhaled — a deep, shuddering breath — and slid one hand higher on Elliott’s torso, fingers spreading carefully across his chest.

    Elliott gasped — not from the touch, but from the shift in intention.

    Marcus’s voice dropped into something deep and approving.

    “Good.”

    Elliott, without instruction, leaned back into Jace — just an inch, just enough to break the illusion that he was being held rather than letting himself be held.

    Marcus smiled — slow, dark, knowing.

    “There it is,” he murmured.

    “That’s the distance finally closing.”

    Jace pressed closer, chest meeting Elliott’s back fully now — breath against Elliott’s neck, warmth flooding through the thin barrier between them.

    Elliott’s hands tightened on the table’s edge, knuckles whitening as his breathing broke into something he couldn’t hide.

    Marcus stepped in front of them, watching the shift like it was a sunrise.

    “That,” he said, “was Permission Twelve.”

    A long silence followed — thick with heat, breath, surrender, want.

    Marcus let it settle.

    Let it take root.

    Then his voice lowered.

    “And Permission Thirteen…”

    He paused, letting the suspense coil tight.

    “…is where none of you will pretend anymore.”

    Jace’s chest stayed pressed to Elliott’s back — no space, no hesitation, no pretending the contact was accidental.

    Elliott’s breath hitched again, sharper this time, the kind of sound a man makes when he stops fighting what he feels.

    Marcus watched them with a slow, predatory calm.

    “Good,” he said quietly. “You two are right at the edge.”

    Neither man spoke.

    Neither man moved.

    The room felt like a held breath.

    Marcus stepped closer until he stood directly in front of Elliott — so close that Elliott could feel Marcus’s body heat against his face.

    “Permission Thirteen,” Marcus said,

    “is The Breaking Point.”

    Elliott swallowed hard.

    Jace’s hands flexed against Elliott’s chest, steadying him.

    Marcus raised a hand, brushing two fingers beneath Elliott’s chin — lifting it gently, exposing his throat, forcing him to hold the moment instead of collapsing under it.

    “You’ve both been circling this,” Marcus said.

    “And I’ve let you.”

    His fingers remained beneath Elliott’s chin — not stroking, not claiming, just holding him open.

    “But from this point forward,” Marcus continued,

    “nothing is accidental.

    And nothing is innocent.”

    Elliott’s breath shook.

    Jace’s grip tightened slightly, thumb pressing into Elliott’s ribs in a silent acknowledgement.

    Marcus’s tone softened — not gentle, but deep, intimate, cutting.

    “You feel him,” Marcus murmured to Elliott, “don’t you?”

    Elliott nodded once. “Yes.”

    “And you,” Marcus said, shifting his gaze to Jace, “feel him leaning.”

    Jace’s voice came out low and rough. “I do.”

    Marcus stepped back half a pace — enough to view them both at once, enough to see the pressure building between their bodies.

    “Good,” Marcus said. “Now we cross a boundary with no return.”

    He pointed to Elliott.

    “You’re going to reach back.”

    Elliott froze.

    “What?”

    Marcus’s voice sharpened — not louder, just more certain.

    “Reach. Back.”

    Elliott’s fingers trembled on the table’s edge.

    He let go.

    Slowly…

    hesitantly…

    his hand slid behind him, searching, unsure.

    Jace inhaled sharply as Elliott’s hand brushed his thigh — not fully touching, just grazing, just enough to feel the warmth, the intent.

    Marcus smirked.

    “There it is,” he said softly. “The moment you stopped pretending this is happening to you…”

    Elliott’s breath broke.

    His palm settled more fully against Jace’s leg — a choice, not a reflex.

    “…and admitted you want it.”

    Jace exhaled hard behind him — body tensing, shoulders tightening, the restraint in him shaking so visibly that Elliott felt it through his back.

    Marcus stepped closer again, eyes dark, controlled.

    “And Jace…” Marcus murmured,

    “…Permission Thirteen means you stop standing like you’re waiting for instructions.”

    Jace blinked. “Then what do I—”

    “Act,” Marcus said.

    “No excuses.

    No hesitation.

    Show him what you’ve been trying not to show.”

    Jace’s breath stilled.

    He slid one arm around Elliott’s torso — slow, deliberate, claiming — palm spreading across Elliott’s chest, pulling him back just an inch more.

    Elliott gasped — the sound raw, unguarded.

    Marcus nodded once.

    “Good,” he said.

    “That’s The Breaking Point.”

    He stepped behind both men, voice lowering into something deep and final.

    “You two just crossed the line where intention becomes action.

    Where heat becomes contact.

    Where there’s no going back to strangers.”

    The room pulsed with silence — thick, hot, overwhelming.

    Marcus placed his hands on both their shoulders — grounding them, claiming them, steadying the quake he’d created.

    “From here on,” Marcus said quietly,

    “…you’re not following me.”

    He paused, letting the words sink in.

    “You’re following each other.”

    The silence after that line hit like gravity.

    Elliott’s hand tightened on Jace’s thigh.

    Jace’s arm pressed Elliott fully against him.

    Marcus stood behind them, satisfied.

    Permission Thirteen had broken something open.

    And now…

    the next step was unavoidable.

    Elliott’s hand stayed on Jace’s thigh — not gripping, not searching, but choosing.

    Jace’s arm stayed wrapped around Elliott’s torso — not pinning, not forcing, but claiming.

    Marcus watched both of them with the calm certainty of a man who had engineered this moment long before they realized they were walking toward it.

    He stepped around them, slow, deliberate, observing their bodies like he was measuring faultlines.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured.

    “You’re both past pretending.”

    Elliott’s breath shook.

    Jace’s jaw tightened.

    Marcus moved closer — the heat of him brushing Elliott’s chest as he stood face-to-face with him.

    “Permission Fourteen,” Marcus said quietly,

    “is The First Contact.”

    Elliott swallowed. “We’ve already—”

    “No,” Marcus cut him off, voice steady.

    “What you did was accidental contact.

    Reflex contact.

    Fear contact.”

    He lifted Elliott’s chin with two fingers, guiding his gaze upward.

    “This one,” Marcus said,

    “you feel.”

    Jace inhaled sharply behind Elliott — breath dragging across the back of Elliott’s neck like heat drawn to heat.

    Marcus didn’t move his fingers from Elliott’s chin.

    “Look at me,” he commanded.

    Elliott did — eyes wide, chest rising fast against the space between them.

    “You’re not going to brace,” Marcus said.

    “You’re not going to flinch.”

    “You’re not going to run from it.”

    His hand slid slowly along Elliott’s jaw — not caressing… but directing.

    “You’re going to stay exactly where you are.”

    Elliott nodded, pulse pounding visibly in his throat.

    Then Marcus turned his attention to Jace.

    “And you,” Marcus said, “are going to put your hand on him.”

    Jace frowned slightly. “Where?”

    Marcus’s voice lowered into something dark and knowing.

    “Where it matters.”

    Jace took a slow breath.

    His hand, still anchored across Elliott’s chest, slid down — not sexual, not graphic — but intentional.

    Lower.

    Warmer.

    Closer.

    Elliott’s breath caught.

    His body tensed — then, slowly, he let himself soften into the hold.

    Marcus watched the shift — eyes sharpening with approval.

    “Good,” Marcus murmured.

    “Now pull him.”

    Jace did.

    Just enough for Elliott’s body to shift back into him — not pressed, not pinned, but alignedin a way that felt far more intimate than anything explicit.

    Elliott’s gasp broke into the quiet like a confession.

    Marcus moved behind them, placing one hand on Jace’s shoulder, the other on Elliott’s spine — guiding them into each other the way a conductor brings instruments into harmony.

    “You feel that?” Marcus asked, voice low.

    Elliott exhaled. “Yes.”

    “And you?” Marcus asked Jace.

    Jace’s breath shook for the first time all night. “Yeah.”

    Marcus stepped back — giving them room without letting the tension drop.

    “This,” Marcus said,

    “is intentional contact.”

    Jace’s grip tightened slightly.

    Elliott’s hips drew back a fraction — involuntary, undeniable.

    Marcus’s eyes narrowed with satisfaction.

    “Now,” he murmured,

    “we take it further.”

    The air in the room shifted — thicker, hotter, closer to the edge.

    “Elliott,” Marcus said,

    “You’re going to reach again.”

    Elliott’s hand trembled as he moved it — higher this time — sliding back until it found Jace’s waist, fingers hooking into the fabric of his shirt like a man who finally stopped asking permission to want.

    Marcus’s voice dropped even lower.

    “There,” he said.

    “That was the First Contact.”

    He stepped around them, folding his arms.

    “And once you reach once…”

    He paused, letting the silence thicken.

    “…you’ll reach again.”

    Elliott’s breathing broke into a rhythm now — fast, hungry, unrestrained.

    Jace held him closer, the heat between them unmistakable.

    Marcus smiled — slow, proud, dangerous.

    “You two are past the point of return,” he said, voice dark with promise.

    “Which means Permission Fifteen… is where everything finally changes.”

    The room was seconds from crossing into something none of them could undo.

    Elliott leaned fully into Jace’s body, breath coming fast.

    Jace held him in both arms, steadier than he should’ve been.

    Marcus watched with a calm so deep it was almost dangerous, like a man letting the moment crest just to see how it breaks.

    Jace tightened his hold.

    Elliott gasped and reached back again—

    And then—

    A sharp knock hit the suite door.

    Once.

    Twice.

    Firm.

    Professional.

    The room froze the moment the knock hit the suite door.

    Not a soft tap.

    Not a hesitant visitor.

    A firm, deliberate knock — the kind that expected Marcus to answer.

    Elliott’s body tensed immediately, breath catching in his throat.

    Jace’s hands slipped from Elliott’s sides, fists forming almost on instinct.

    Marcus lifted his head slowly, irritation carving through the calm he’d held over both men all night.

    The knock came again.

    “Mr. DeLeon?”

    A voice through the door — controlled, professional, too steady to ignore.

    Marcus moved first.

    “Do not move,” he said without looking back.

    Elliott didn’t breathe.

    Jace didn’t either.

    Marcus cracked the door open just an inch.

    A hotel security officer stood there, black suit sharp, badge clipped at his belt.

    “Sorry to disturb you, sir,” he said, voice respectful. “We received a report about noise on this floor. Management asked me to check in.”

    Marcus stared at him — silent, cold, unmoved.

    “We’re fine,” Marcus said.

    The guard nodded, but didn’t step away.

    “There’s something else,” he added. “Someone’s downstairs asking for you. He wouldn’t give his name.”

    Marcus’s jaw shifted.

    The guard continued:

    “He told me to give you this message.”

    He unfolded a small slip of paper and read:

    “I’m not done with our last conversation.”

    Marcus took the note, closed the door, and locked it.

    The moment he turned back, the entire energy of the room had shifted.

    Elliott stood straighter than before, chest rising too fast.

    Jace stepped toward Marcus with a look he’d never given another man — protective, assessing.

    Elliott swallowed. “Marcus… who’s downstairs?”

    Marcus didn’t answer at first.

    He walked deeper into the suite, note crushed in his fist, breathing once through his nose like he was deciding whether to tell the truth or bury it.

    Jace’s voice followed him.

    Low.

    Steady.

    Too calm to be comfortable.

    “Who the hell is he?”

    Marcus finally looked up.

    Not afraid.

    Not surprised.

    Just pulled back into something he clearly thought he’d left behind.

    He exhaled once, slow.

    Then said the line that closed the night like a blade sliding home:

    “I wasn’t finished with either of you… but he wasn’t finished with me.”


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  • My first time submitting fully

    The older I was getting, the more comfortable I was becoming sluttier and more submissive. It started with rougher sex, spanking, and choking, and with each time, I wanted more, I wanted to go deeper. By this time, I was 19. Free with my own space to become who I truly am. 

    I would automatically take submissive roles even without discussing it. It was like I was on autopilot. The more men I got with, the more first boxes I would check off. I would be disappointed if I didn’t get to experience anything new or if my limits were tested. I needed something more.

    I googled around, and after researching what was happening to me, I realised what I was, what I needed. I needed a master to take me to the place I wanted to go. It took some time, and dating profiles and websites were still new and strange in late 2009. After a month or two, I got a message from someone. After the first few messages, I told him that I was looking for someone to test my limits. He then laid out what he wanted from me.

    He wanted me to be blindfolded and restrained. He wanted to facefuck me and spit and piss in my mouth. Something that a year or so ago would have disgusted me, excited me. The thought of him doing that, I could not get it out of my head; I was craving it. I had been deepthroating a while, so I was used to spit, and I had been pissed on but never in my mouth, but I was in the mode of doing it and wanted to find out.

    I went to his house, nervously excited. He opened the door. He was 6’3 and built in his early 50s and stern looking. Then there was me, 6’2 but small compared to him. At 19, I was only a man by age. I went in, and it was just silent. I just remember standing there, not knowing what to do. Not knowing this at the time, I was being the perfect slave, not thinking, just waiting for instruction.

    He said the safeword would be apple, and if my mouth was full, to clasp my hands three times or shake my feet. I was to call him Master. He asked if I understood. I said “Yes, Master”. That was the first time I had ever said that phrase. It’s impossible to describe that feeling of taking that step. He commanded me to strip naked, leave my clothes by the door, and walk into the room. “Bend Over”. I bent over this table with padding on it. It was small but tall, so just my body was over it, and my hands could reach the floor on the other side. “Hands”.  He attached my wrists to cuffs and did the same with my ankles. For the first time, I was helpless.

    This giant man gave me the hardest spanking I had ever received. It shook my whole body. The pain mixed with pleasure was mesmerizing. “What do you say?” “Thank you, Master”. “Good Boy”. “You will thank me always. Are we clear, Boy?” “Yes, Master.” With that, multiple slaps of my ass, each becoming more painful but still pleasurable. He spat on my hole, pushed a finger in, and plugged me up. He walked round to my face and slapped me, then stroked my face, then said “Suck”.

    I was gone. Fully ready to do anything that was commanded. No one had treated me this way. His cock was 7 inches, and thick; it filled up my throat as he pushed it in deep. I was gagging, but that did not stop him. I could deepthroat my dildo well, but this was different. I was not in control of stopping. He held me down on his cock, and I reached that point where my body would normally pull myself away from a cock, but he would not let me. That panic and rush while I was gagging, coughing up spit, and choking, then he pulled out I could breathe. “Thank you, master.” A sloppy mess already. Spit drooling onto the floor from my mouth, he inserted his cock again. I did not resist. In fact, I craved it. He repeated, I was back in that place. Not breathing. Gagging. With one hand, he held me down on his cockwith the other, he leaned over and spanked me.

    This went on for a while. Lost in all time, just in happiness. Before I walked in that door, it could have been a mistake, but the mistake was that I did not do this earlier. He uncuffed my hands and my ankles and got me to kneel on the floor. “I am going to fuck your throat. You do not resist or pull away.” He was testing me, seeing if I would fail now that my hands were free. The mindset and place mentally I was in. I just accepted and loved my role. He placed both hands on the back of my head and fucked my face as hard as he could. I did not know I could produce that much spit. 

    I was weak and lightheaded. The mixture of not eating and the amount of face fucking I had never done before. He stood me up and placed me over the table again, removed the plug, and replaced it with his dick. Being rammed and spanked. Having my hair pulled. Being degraded. All of this world was where I wanted to be. He pulled out and shoved the dick down my throat again. he went back and forth between my hole and throat. I was so proud of myself that I did not quit, and I did everything he commanded.

    “Crawl,” He pointed in a direction, so I crawled that way. I made it to the bath. “Open”. Without hesitation, I opened, and his hot piss hit my mouth. I gagged and coughed. He slapped me and told me to take his piss. So I did. My face is ruined. I was broken, covered in his piss. On my knees in a bath. He shoved his cock down my throat again.

    He came shortly after. “Swallow my seed.” I did without question. “Get clean”. I showered. While in there after it was all over, I was in a little bit of shock. I was not sure I was fully capable of giving myself over to someone like that, but I did. I knew that I would not be the same. I thought I was whore before, but now I have become one.

    I finished drying myself off and walked out naked into the room. Most things had been cleared away. “I would like to use you again.” “Yes, Master.” I put my clothes on and left. Sore and walking home, I enjoyed that every person I walked past had no idea of what I had just done. The next day, all I could think about was serving masters. It was overwhelming the desires. 

    Something was awakened in me that night. I have yet to put it to sleep.

  • Hamilton Reynolds

    The air in Hamilton Reynolds’s bedroom was thick with the competing scents of teenage arrogance and incense. He lay on his unmade bed, one arm slung behind his head, the other scrolling listlessly through his phone. The screen glowed with the face of a girl he’d fucked two months ago, a pouty-lipped blonde whose name he could barely recall. Chloe? Carly? It didn’t matter. She was just another entry in a long, sordid list, a failed experiment in a life he’d spent desperately trying to force into a shape it refused to take.

    He was an asshole, and he knew it. It was a fact as solid and unchangeable as the oak of his dresser, a piece of furniture his father had pointedly ignored during their last screaming match. Hamilton didn’t just know he was an asshole; he wore the title like a well-fitted leather jacket. It was armor. It was a weapon. Most importantly, it was a convenient excuse for the gnawing, hollow feeling that had taken up permanent residence in his gut.

    Before he’d even managed to walk across the stage and collect his high school diploma, a flimsy symbol of an education he’d barely paid attention to, he had carved a path of casual destruction. Two girls. Two pregnancies. The first was Jessica, a sweet, mousy thing from his sophomore math class who had looked at him with such wide, trusting eyes. He’d taken her in the back of his father’s BMW after a football game, a clumsy, hurried affair fueled by cheap beer and his own frantic need to feel something other than the electric pull he felt toward the quarterback in the locker room showers. When she’d tearfully told him she was pregnant, his first reaction wasn’t panic or regret, but a cold, detached annoyance. He’d told her to handle it, his voice flat and devoid of empathy. He gave her three hundred dollars he taken from his father’s ‘hidden’ stash of emergency cash. She had. The last he saw, she’d transferred to a school on the other side of the state.

    The second was Mackenzie, a fiery redhead who thought she could tame him. She was wrong. He’d fucked her against the wall of a frat house during a summer party, a brutal, possessive act meant to erase the memory of a boy’s hands on his hips the week before. When the news came, he was even more dismissive. “Not my problem, you said you were on the pill.” he’d texted her, before blocking her number. He wasn’t going to be a father to the child of a slut, after all. That was the line he fed himself, the justification that let him sleep at night. He was just a kid, he told himself, and they were just sluts. All those girls who’d spread their legs for him were. It was a simple, ugly equation that balanced his books.

    The truth, of course, was that he was trying to prove something. To whom, he wasn’t entirely sure. Certainly not to God; He knew the truth, but maybe to his parents, maybe most of all to the terrified boy who lived inside his skin. He was trying to prove he wasn’t gay. Every thrust into a girl’s warm, willing body was a denial, a frantic, sweaty prayer. Please let this work. Please let me be normal. But it never did. The release was fleeting, the satisfaction nonexistent, leaving behind only the bitter taste of ash and the persistent, undeniable fact of his own desire. He hadn’t realized yet that this desire he tried to keep hidden inside was normal for him.

    The turning point, if one could call it that, came during senior year. He’d crashed a party on the local college campus; he was drunk enough to be loose-lipped but not so drunk he couldn’t remember. He’d ended up in a dark bedroom with a guy named Leo, a lanky art student with eyes the color of sea glass. It wasn’t planned; it just happened. One moment they were talking, the next their hands were on each other. It was the first time Hamilton had felt a genuine, unforced spark of attraction, a current that ran straight from his groin to his heart. It terrified him.

    But a secret like Hamilton’s, especially one attached to a dick that was slightly thick and almost eight inches long, doesn’t stay secret for long in the hormone-fueled echo chamber of high school. Leo, it turned out, had a big mouth. Within a week, the whispers started. Then the texts. Then the direct messages on social media, complete with a few discreetly sent dick pics from guys he’d never spoken to, asking if the rumors were true.

    To his surprise, the world didn’t end. In fact, for Hamilton, it began. The gay population of his high school, and a few curious “straight” boys, discovered that his reputation as an asshole was far less interesting than his physical attributes. He had no problems lining up sexual encounters. The anonymity was a relief. The impossibility of pregnancy was an added bonus. He could finally act on the impulse that had been driving him for years without the messy, terrifying consequence of fatherhood.

    He developed a routine. He’d find a guy, usually someone a little younger or a little more desperate than him, and he’d fuck them. Hard. In his car, in their parents’ basement, once in the equipment shed behind the football field. He never kissed them on the mouth. He never stayed the night. He never, ever let them think it meant anything.

    If any of the guys he fucked had any hopes of a relationship with him, he would squash that idea in a heartbeat. He remembered one boy, a sophomore named Mark who had gotten that look in his eyes after, the one that spoke of sleepovers and hand-holding and meeting the parents. Hamilton had been pulling his jeans on, his back to the boy, when Mark had whispered, “So… maybe we could do this again? Like, for real?”

    Hamilton had turned, his face a mask of cold disdain. “Do what again?” he’d asked, his voice dripping with condescension.

    “You know. This. Us.”

    Hamilton let out a short, harsh laugh. “There is no ‘us,’ kid. You were a convenient hole. That’s it.” He saw the boy’s face crumple, the hope draining away to be replaced by a raw, wounded humiliation. It should have made him feel something—guilt, shame, anything. All he felt was a grim sense of satisfaction. The armor was holding. You’re just a pussy with a dick next to it, he told more than one guy, the words a poison he administered to others just to keep from swallowing it himself.

    His parents, meanwhile, had watched his descent into obnoxiousness with a mixture of horror and helplessness. They were good people, decent people, who pretended to have no idea how they had spawned such a monster. His father, a man who believed in hard work and quiet dignity, but had given Hamilton anything he’d wanted, couldn’t stand his son’s arrogant behavior. His mother, a woman who had once dreamed of a warm, loving family, now flinched whenever Hamilton entered a room. The final straw had been the day his father found a used condom wrapper in the pocket of his son’s jeans while doing laundry. He hadn’t yelled. He had just looked at Hamilton, his face a mask of profound disappointment, and said, “We can’t do this anymore. We can’t have you here.”

    The solution was money. It was their solution for everything. They found a medium-sized, private liberal arts college five hours from home, a place with a decent reputation and a student body large enough for Hamilton to get lost in. They paid the deposit, filled out the financial aid forms, and packed his bags with an urgency that bordered on relief. They were shipping him off, exiling him. And Hamilton, for all his bluster, was secretly terrified.

    So Hamilton began his freshman year of college as a handsome, five-eleven, moderately muscular 18-year-old with a bigger-than-average dick and the attitude that any man he met would want to take his dick up the ass. He swaggered onto campus on move-in day, his sunglasses perched on his nose, a smirk playing on his lips. He sized up every guy he saw, a predatory gleam in his eyes. The lanky guy struggling with a mini-fridge? Potential. The jock-type helping his mom with a TV? Definitely potential. The shy, bookish boy in the oversized band t-shirt? Easy prey.

    His cocky attitude got him noticed. The sex talk during orientation reinforced the idea that college was for experimentation. But with any experiment, safety was a concern. Condoms were free for the asking at the Student Union. He took a bag of them with him after the meeting along with the free foil packets of lube. And as he pushed the sack into his backpack, he gave a quick smile to the shy student who seemed reluctant to take a bag of rubbers.

    “I’m not sure about this,” the young man with short, straight brown hair said.

    Hamilton saw an opening. “You can always use them when you jack off. It keeps things from getting messy.” He paused and waited for a response. He could tell the guy was thinking. “If my roommate were gone, we could go back to my room, and I’d show you how.” He smiled as if he were only trying to be helpful.

    “I don’t have a roommate.”

    “I’m Hamilton.” A student with no roommate, a place to fuck without the worry of discovery or the tight confines of a back seat.

    “I’m Todd.”

    “Nice to meet you, Todd. My first friend in this place that’s so far from home.”

    “Yeah,” agreed Todd. “It’s a little scary.”

    “Why don’t I walk with you back to your room. We can get to know one another better. Maybe have some fun.”

    Todd smiled and nodded. “OK.”

    Hamilton grabbed another bag of condoms. Hook, line, and sinker, he thought. Oh, I bet his ass is cherry and tight.

    The walk to Todd’s dorm was short, the silence between them filled with the rustle of leaves on the pavement and the distant thump of a bass line from another building. Todd’s room was on the third floor. It was exactly as Hamilton had hoped: a single bed, a neatly made desk, and no sign of another personality cluttering the space. It was a clean slate, perfect for defiling.

    Todd fumbled with the key, his nervousness a palpable thing. Hamilton stepped in close behind him as the door swung open, his hand resting on the small of Todd’s back, guiding him inside before kicking the door shut. The click of the latch was loud in the quiet room.

    “Cozy,” Hamilton said, his voice a low murmur. He dropped his backpack onto the floor, the bag of condoms making a soft crinkling sound.

    Todd just stood there, looking unsure. “So… uh… what did you want to show me?”

    Hamilton closed the distance between them, moving with a practiced ease. He didn’t answer with words. Instead, he cupped Todd’s jaw in his hand, his thumb stroking the smooth skin. He saw Todd’s eyes widen, a flicker of panic and curiosity warring there. Before he could protest or ask another question, Hamilton leaned in and pressed his lips to Todd’s.

    The kiss was gentle at first, a soft exploration, but Hamilton deepened it, his tongue tracing the seam of Todd’s lips until, with a sigh, the younger man parted them. It was a surrender. Hamilton’s other hand slid around Todd’s waist, pulling him flush against his body as he kissed him thoroughly, tasting the innocence he was about to consume.

    His hands began to roam, sliding under the hem of Todd’s t-shirt to trace the warm skin of his back. Todd shivered, a soft moan lost in their kiss. Hamilton’s fingers mapped the curve of his spine, the dip of his waist, before moving around to his stomach and then lower, palming the growing hardness in Todd’s jeans. He broke the kiss, resting his forehead against Todd’s, both of them breathing heavily.

    “See?” Hamilton whispered. “No mess.”

    He sank to his knees, looking up at Todd’s dazed expression. He made quick work of the button and fly on Todd’s jeans, pulling them down along with his boxers. Todd’s cock sprang free, hard and leaking. Hamilton wrapped a hand around the base, stroking him slowly a few times before leaning forward and taking him into his mouth.

    Todd gasped, his hands flying to Hamilton’s shoulders to steady himself. Hamilton was methodical, using his tongue and lips to bring Todd to the edge of pleasure, his hands kneading the firm globes of his ass, pulling him closer. He could feel Todd’s knees start to buckle. He pulled off, stroking him with his hand as he looked up. “Let’s move to the bed.”

    He guided a pliant Todd to the mattress, laying him down on his back. Hamilton quickly stripped off his own clothes, his own erection jutting out, thick and demanding. He grabbed the bag from his backpack, tearing open a condom and a packet of lube. He rolled the latex on with practiced speed and slicked himself up generously.

    “On your hands and knees,” Hamilton instructed, his voice firm but not unkind.

    Todd obeyed, turning over and presenting himself. Hamilton knelt behind him, positioning his cock at the tight, puckered entrance. He pushed in slowly, watching as Todd’s body tensed and then gave way. He heard a sharp intake of breath, a pained groan. He paused, letting Todd adjust, before sinking in the rest of the way.

    “Relax,” Hamilton soothed, his hands gripping Todd’s hips. “Just feel it.”

    He began to move, his strokes starting slow and deep. The room was filled with the sounds of their heavy breathing and the slap of skin on skin. He fucked Todd in a steady rhythm, watching his own cock disappear into the virgin hole. After a few minutes, he pulled out. “Turn over. I want to see your face.”

    Todd flipped onto his back, his legs automatically falling open. Hamilton entered him again, this time watching Todd’s face as he began to thrust. He saw the initial pain melt away, replaced by a confused pleasure. Hamilton leaned forward, changing the angle, and Todd cried out, his back arching.

    “Ride me,” Hamilton commanded, lying back on the bed.

    Todd hesitantly straddled him, sinking down onto Hamilton’s cock. He was awkward at first, but Hamilton guided his hips, showing him how to move. Soon, Todd was bouncing on him, his own cock slapping against his stomach, his head thrown back in ecstasy.

    Finally, Hamilton wanted control again. He gripped Todd’s hips and rolled them, putting Todd back on his back without ever pulling out. He hooked Todd’s legs over his shoulders and drove into him, hard and fast. This was the position he’d been waiting for. He could see every flicker of emotion on Todd’s face, the shock, the pleasure, the overwhelming sensation. He pounded into him, chasing his own release, and when it came, it was a powerful, shuddering climax deep inside the condom.

    He stayed there for a moment, catching his breath, before slowly pulling out. He disposed of the condom in the small trash can by the desk. Todd lay on the bed, looking wrecked and blissed out, his chest heaving.

    Hamilton lay down beside him, propping his head up on his hand. He leaned in and gave Todd a soft, lingering kiss on the lips, a rare gesture for him, but the perfect capstone for the deception.

    “That was amazing,” Hamilton said, his voice full of manufactured warmth. “I can’t wait until we get together again.”

    Hamilton never visited Todd’s room again. When Todd approached him a few weeks later outside the library, Hamilton pretended not to recognize him.  As much as he enjoyed the privacy offered by Todd’s single dorm room, he didn’t want the entanglements that a second session with Todd might produce.

    “You’re a real jerk,” said Todd, fighting to keep the emotional lump in his throat down where it belonged.

    “I’m actually a fucking asshole,” said Hamilton. “Expect very little from me and you won’t be disappointed.” He smirked and waited for Todd to walk away.

    Since his encounter with Todd, Hamilton’s eyes searched for opportunities as he attended class and learned the layout of the campus. He discovered the campus gym, the shared laundry rooms in the dorms, the dark corners of off-campus house parties. He had always been the master of the quick, anonymous fuck. And that hadn’t changed. He’d find his target, flash a confident smile, and say something just arrogant enough to pique their interest. “You look like you know what you’re doing,” or “I bet you’re a lot of fun.” It was a line he used on everyone, and it almost always worked. He’d lead them away, use them, and leave them without a second glance.

    But it won him few friends. His roommate, a quiet, studious boy named Ethan from a small farming town, tried to be friendly at first. “Hey, man, I’m Ethan. Where you from?”

    Hamilton, who was busy flexing in the mirror, barely glanced at him. “I’m here to fuck, not make friends. Keep your shit on your side of the room.”

    Ethan, to his credit, just nodded slowly, his eyes wide with a mixture of fear and confusion. He quickly learned to be invisible when Hamilton was around, a ghost in his own dorm room.

    The other guys on his floor learned the same lesson. They’d invite him to play video games or grab a pizza. “I don’t do pizza with virgins,” he’d say, or something equally cutting. He built a wall around himself, brick by cruel brick, and then wondered why he felt so alone.

    The nights were the worst. After the thrill of the conquest had faded, after he’d wiped himself clean and sent some nameless guy on his way, the silence would rush back in. His dorm room, cold and impersonal, would feel like a tomb. Ethan would be asleep, his breathing a soft, rhythmic reminder of a normalcy Hamilton couldn’t touch. He’d lie on his bed, staring at the ceiling, the ghost of a touch still lingering on his skin. The satisfaction was gone, replaced by a hollow ache that no amount of sex could ever fill. He was a king in an empty kingdom, the sole ruler of a wasteland of his own making.

    He told himself he was winning. He was the one in control. He was taking what he wanted, when he wanted it, and leaving the emotional wreckage for someone else to clean up. He’d scroll through his phone, looking at the faces of the guys he’d fucked, and feel nothing but a detached sense of accomplishment. He had them all. The soccer player, the theater nerd, the stoner who lived down the hall. They had all wanted him. They had all been a testament to his power, his desirability. It was a metric he could understand, a scoreboard he could actually win.

    One Tuesday afternoon, he was killing time in the campus coffee shop, nursing a black coffee and scrolling aimlessly through his feed when a shadow fell over his table. He looked up, annoyed at the intrusion, and his eyes landed on a guy standing by the counter. He was maybe an inch taller than Hamilton, with a lean, swimmer’s build that was obvious even under a simple gray t-shirt and worn jeans. He had dark, curly hair that fell across his forehead and a pair of glasses perched on his nose, giving him a look of serious, intelligent focus. He was talking to the barista, laughing at something she said, and the sound of it was warm and genuine, completely alien to the cynical world Hamilton inhabited.

    Hamilton felt a familiar, unwelcome twitch of interest. This one was different. He didn’t have the desperate, hungry look of the guys Hamilton usually targeted. He seemed comfortable in his own skin, confident in a way that had nothing to do with arrogance. It was the confidence of someone who knew who he was and didn’t need anyone else’s validation.

    The guy got his coffee, a complicated-looking latte with extra foam, and turned to find a seat. His eyes swept the room, and for a fraction of a second, they met Hamilton’s. There was no flash of recognition, no flicker of desire, just a brief, neutral glance before he moved on, settling into a worn armchair in the corner and pulling a thick textbook from his bag.

    The dismissal was like a splash of cold water. No one dismissed Hamilton. No one looked at him and just… looked away. It was a violation of the natural order as he understood it. He felt a prickle of irritation, hot and sharp. He finished his coffee, stood up, and walked out of the shop without a backward glance, his jaw tight. He didn’t know the guy’s name, but he already hated him.

    A few days later, he saw him again. This time it was in the library, a place Hamilton rarely ventured unless he was looking for a quiet corner to jerk off. The guy was at a carrel, hunched over a laptop, his brow furrowed in concentration. Hamilton walked past slowly, his steps deliberate, projecting an aura of casual cool. He expected the guy to look up, to notice him, to offer one of those deferential glances he was so used to. But nothing. The guy didn’t even flinch. He was completely absorbed in his work.

    Hamilton’s irritation hardened into resentment. Who the fuck did this guy think he was? He was just another piece of ass waiting to happen, and he was too stupid to even know it. Hamilton decided then and there that he would have him. It wasn’t about desire anymore; it was about principle. He would break that quiet confidence, wipe that serene look off his face, and make him just another notch on the bedpost. He would remind him of his place.

    He started his campaign subtly. He’d “accidentally” run into him near the student union, making sure to brush against him just a little too closely. He’d take the treadmill next to him at the gym, grunting and sweating with exaggerated intensity, trying to draw his eye. He’d sit a few tables away from him in the dining hall, laughing loudly with a group of guys who hung on his every word, his performance designed for an audience of one.

    The guy, whose name Hamilton eventually overheard was Liam, remained oblivious. Or maybe he was just ignoring him. Either way, it was infuriating. Hamilton’s usual methods weren’t working. Liam wasn’t desperate. He wasn’t impressed. He seemed to exist in a different dimension, one where Hamilton’s raw, animal magnetism was just background noise.

    The breaking point came a week later. Hamilton was leaving the gym, feeling pumped and aggressive after a particularly intense workout. He saw Liam walking ahead of him, heading toward the dorms. This was his chance. He sped up, closing the distance between them.

    “Hey,” he said, his voice a low, confident rumble.

    Liam stopped and turned, a polite but slightly puzzled look on his face. “Hi?”

    Hamilton stepped closer, invading his personal space, letting his presence wash over the other boy. He could see Liam’s eyes flicker, taking him in, the broad shoulders, the tight t-shirt, the smug look on his face. He saw a flicker of something, not fear, but… caution.

    “I’ve seen you around,” Hamilton said, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. He let his eyes drift down Liam’s body and back up, a gesture so practiced it was almost reflexive. “You’re pretty cute.”

    Liam blinked. He adjusted his glasses, a small, nervous gesture. “Uh, thanks?” He took a half-step back, a clear signal that Hamilton chose to ignore.

    “I’m Hamilton,” he said, sticking out a hand.

    Liam hesitated for a moment before taking it. His grip was firm, his hand dry. “Liam.”

    “Liam,” Hamilton repeated, rolling the name around in his mouth like a piece of candy. He didn’t let go of Liam’s hand, just held it, his thumb brushing lightly over the other boy’s knuckles. He watched Liam’s throat bob as he swallowed. He had him. The caution was giving way to something else, something that looked an awful lot like interest.

    “So, Liam,” Hamilton continued, his voice smooth as silk. “I was wondering if you’d like to come back to my place. My roommate’s out.” He let the invitation hang in the air, thick and unambiguous.

    Liam finally pulled his hand away, a faint blush creeping up his neck. He looked down at his shoes, then back up at Hamilton. There was a long silence. Hamilton was already mentally celebrating, planning the exact way he’d fuck him, the exact words he’d use to crush him afterward.

    “I appreciate the offer,” Liam said, his voice quiet but steady. “But I’m going to have to say no.”

    Hamilton stared at him, his smirk frozen in place. “What?”

    “No,” Liam said again, a little more firmly this time. He met Hamilton’s gaze, and his eyes weren’t nervous anymore. They were clear. Unflinching. “I’m not interested.”

    The words hit Hamilton like a physical blow. It wasn’t just a rejection; it was a complete and total invalidation of everything he believed about himself. He was Hamilton Reynolds. People didn’t say no to him. They didn’t have the capacity.

    “Why not?” Hamilton demanded, his voice losing its smooth edge, taking on a harsh, aggressive tone. “You got a boyfriend? You a prude?”

    Liam just shook his head, a small, almost pitying smile touching his lips. “No, nothing like that. I’m just not interested in being another conquest for you.”

    The word hung in the air between them: conquest. He saw right through him. He saw the armor, the performance, the desperate, hollow need that Hamilton tried so hard to hide. And he wasn’t impressed. He was repulsed.

    “You don’t know anything about me,” Hamilton snarled, his face burning with a humiliation so sharp it was painful.

    “I know enough,” Liam said softly. He took another step back. “I see the way you look at guys. Like they’re things you can use and throw away. That’s not what I’m looking for.” He turned to walk away.

    “Fuck you,” Hamilton called out, his voice cracking with rage. “You’re just a pussy with a dick next to it anyway. I wouldn’t want you.”

    Liam paused, but he didn’t turn around. “Whatever helps you sleep at night, man,” he said over his shoulder, before continuing on his way, leaving Hamilton standing alone on the path, his entire world shattered.

    For the first time in his life, Hamilton Reynolds had been told no. And it wasn’t just a no. It was a mirror held up to his face, forcing him to see the ugly, pathetic creature staring back. He stood there for a long time, the cool autumn air chilling him to the bone, the cocky facade crumbling away into dust, leaving behind nothing but the terrified, hollow boy he had always been.

    The walk back to the dorm was a pilgrimage of shame. Each footfall on the cracked pavement was a hammer blow to the carefully constructed scaffolding of his identity. The world, which had always been his playground, now felt like a vast, cold courtroom, and every passerby a juror silently judging him. The familiar sounds of the campus, the distant shout of a frat boy, the drone of a moped, the laughter from a nearby window, were no longer a backdrop to his conquests. They were the soundtrack to a life he wasn’t a part of, a life of easy connections and genuine laughter that had always been just beyond his reach.

    He reached his dorm building and pushed through the heavy glass door, the rush of warm air doing nothing to chase the chill from his bones. The climb up the three flights of stairs was a slog, his legs feeling like lead. He reached his door, Room 3B, and stood there for a long moment, his hand resting on the cold metal of the doorknob. It was a barrier. On the other side was the illusion of control he had so meticulously curated. On this side, he was just a boy who had been seen, and found wanting.

    He finally turned the knob and stepped inside. The room was dark, save for the faint orange glow of a streetlamp filtering through the blinds, painting the furniture in shades of gray and shadow. He didn’t bother with the light. He didn’t deserve the comfort of it. He let his backpack slide from his shoulder, the thud on the floor unnaturally loud in the suffocating silence. He moved like an old man, his body aching with a weariness that went bone-deep, and collapsed onto his bed.

    The mattress groaned beneath him, a sound of protest that mirrored the scream building in his own chest. He sat rigid, his hands clenched into fists on his knees, staring at the opposing wall. Liam’s words weren’t just echoing; they were carving themselves into his psyche. “Like they’re things you can use and throw away.” It wasn’t an accusation; it was a diagnosis. A terminal one. All the charm, the practiced smiles, the confident swagger, it was all just a cheap magician’s trick to distract from the fact that the box was empty. He had nothing to offer. He was a taker. A user. A void.

    A strange pressure built behind his eyes, a foreign sensation he hadn’t felt in over a decade. He fought it, blinking rapidly, his jaw tight. He was Hamilton Reynolds. He didn’t do this. He didn’t break. But the pressure was immense, a dam cracking under a flood he could no longer contain. A single, scalding tear escaped, tracing a hot, humiliating path down his cheek. It was followed by another, and another, until they were a silent, relentless river.

    The memory hit him then, unbidden and vicious: the smell of burnt sugar, the pristine white of his mother’s party dress, the smell of the ruined chocolate cake that he had accidentally dropped, his mother’s perfume as she left for her party, the glint of the buckle on his father’s belt. The searing pain across his back and the lesson learned: crying only makes it worse. Weakness is punished. He had built a fortress around that little boy, walling him up with bricks of arrogance and mortar of casual cruelty. But now, the walls had turned to dust, and the boy was weeping.

    The soft click of the door latch was like a gunshot in the quiet room. Hamilton flinched, his head snapping up. Ethan stood in the doorway, a silhouette against the dim light of the hallway. He took one step inside and stopped, his eyes adjusting to the gloom. Hamilton braced himself for a sarcastic comment, a sigh of annoyance, anything but what came next.

    Ethan didn’t speak. He simply closed the door softly, plunging the room back into near darkness, and walked toward him. His movements were slow, deliberate, non-threatening. He didn’t go to his own bed. He came to Hamilton’s. He didn’t stand over him; he sat down on the edge, a careful distance away, the mattress dipping slightly with his weight. He just sat there, a quiet, solid presence, saying nothing, his gaze fixed on the window, giving Hamilton the illusion of privacy in his own complete breakdown.

    The silence was more profound than any words could have been. It wasn’t an empty silence; it was a full one. It was a space that held Hamilton’s pain without trying to fix it or dismiss it. It was an offering. And in the face of that quiet compassion, the last of Hamilton’s control shattered. A raw, guttural sob tore from his throat, a sound so ugly and full of pain it was barely recognizable as his own. He doubled over, his face in his hands, his body shaking with the force of a decade’s worth of unshed tears.

    He cried for the little boy who just wanted his mother to stay. He cried for the teenager who learned that a fleeting touch could feel like love, even when it wasn’t. He cried for the hollow man who had tried to fill the emptiness with bodies, only to find it had grown deeper with each conquest.

    He cried until he was empty, until the sobs turned into ragged hitches of breath and he was left slumped, a trembling, spent mess. He slowly lifted his head, his face swollen and sticky with tears, and looked at the roommate he had treated with nothing but contempt. He expected to see pity, or worse, satisfaction. But Ethan’s eyes were clear, and in them, Hamilton saw something he had no name for. It wasn’t pity. It was… understanding.

    “How?” Hamilton’s voice was a shredded whisper, raw from disuse and tears. He couldn’t manage more than that single, broken word. How can you sit here? How can you look at me? How are you not repulsed?

    Ethan seemed to understand the question buried in the single syllable. He shifted, turning his body more fully toward Hamilton. He still didn’t speak, not right away. He just held Hamilton’s gaze, letting the silence stretch, letting the question hang in the air between them. The tension was a palpable thing, a tightrope stretched over a chasm. Hamilton held his breath, waiting for the fall, for the final, crushing judgment.

    Then, Ethan’s gaze softened. He took a slow, deliberate breath. “I may have hated some of the things you said or did,” he began, his voice low and steady, a stark contrast to the chaos in Hamilton’s head. He paused, letting the admission land. “But you haven’t given me the chance to know the real you. The one underneath.” He gestured vaguely with his head toward Hamilton’s chest. “The one who’s been hurting. The one who’s been hiding.” He held Hamilton’s gaze, his own unwavering and sincere. “I bet once you let him out, we’ll find out that we both like him.”

    Epilogue

    With Ethan’s help and friendship, Hamilton began the long arduous road to recovery. He began seeing a counselor and building true relationships with others. After graduating from college, he entered a graduate program to become a counselor; he found a true sense of worth in giving to others. He’s working on a successful relationship with Ethan’s cousin Bradley.


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  • The Playdate of Pump and his Balloon

    Close to Bursting

    You looked at him with eyes full of joy and need.

    “Yes! Give it all to me Pump! I need more pleaseeee!” – you whined.

    “Oh, it is all yours Balloon. But I want to feel and explore you more first.” – Pump said.

    He pulled the machine next to the couch then sat next to you. He put his hands on your bladder and balls and started to massage them.

    “How does it feel to be full of my cum?” – Pump asked with a smile.

    “It’s wonderful! The best feeling ever. My balls are aching from being so full, they want release, but I want to fill them more and more. My bladder is the same, but its soooo gooood.” – you gooned.

    “Your belly is so tight from my cum in your bladder dude. Such a good feeling.” – Pump said as he pushed down on it.

    You whined as he was pushing down on your overfilled piss balloon playing with it. Pump played with you for several minutes and his cock got harder and harder.

    “Okay, are you ready for the next fun?” – Pump asked you.

    “Bring it on big boy whatever it is.” – you said.

    Pump picked you up and turned you into doggy pose and before you could even comprehend what happened just in a swift move he was eating out your ass like he was a starving animal. It was sensual with long full tongue slurps. You nearly screamed from the joy as you felt that marvelous tongue on your ass. He was doing a really great job. After some minutes he started to circle around your asshole and poking it and then he went deeper. His wet mouth dweller penetrated you and started to explore your insides. Your eyes rolled back into your head and you pushed back to get more of it inside you. Pump had quite a big tongue so he could reach into you and poke at your prostate. You couldn’t hold yourself back anymore and you started moaning and screaming from the pleasure. With his hands he started to fondle your huge filled balls which sent another wave of pleasure into your brain. This was nearly an unbearable amount of pleasure and you started to lose your mind. He rimmed you for at least 15 mins before he pulled back by then your tongue hanged out and you couldn’t even tell your name.

    “You have a delicious ass Balloon. I really enjoyed eating you out.” – said Pump with satisfaction.

    “Oh, the pleasure was mine.” – you laughed.

    Pump grabbed you again and lifted you up above his rock-hard dick. You have seen it but haven’t felt his dick before. It was around 22 cm (9”) long and 6 (2.4”) cm wide so it was large. You felt as his hot tip touched your asshole and then slowly enter you. It was stretching and filling you as he lowered you carefully onto his huge rod. You both moaned the whole time. His moans were manly but cute for you. You wanted to hear him moaning as it meant he was enjoying this also just as much as you.

    “Pump you are so fucking big. You are really stretching me.” -you moaned.

    “Your insides feel amazing Balloon, you are caressing my dick like your ass is the perfect glove for it. You are literally sucking me in.” – Pump moaned.

    “Fill me with your huge dick. I want you all the way in me.” – you said craving.

    As Pump’s dick was going further into you its head touched your prostate. You sighed as it was crushed from both in and outside but this wasn’t the best part. As it moved towards it reached your full bladder.

    “Oh yes! Do you feel it Balloon? I reached your bladder. It’s so full it is taking up all the space in you. Don’t worry I’ll make space.” – Pump said with a grin.

    You wanted to scream but he put his left hand onto your mouth covering it. His dick was going up in you without a stop pushing your huge piss and cum filled balloon out of the way.

    “It is so good omg. Your bladder is massaging and pressing on my dick so much. This is like ass heaven, holy shit!”-Pump said in ecstasy.

    Your eyes were rolling back into your head again. You had shallow huffs and you were on the verge on blacking out again from too much sensation. In a moment Pump was fully in you all the way in. You were sitting in his lap with his huge cock burring in your ass. He didn’t move but you felt as his dick was twitching non stop in you.

    “What do you think are you ready for a rough fuck?” -Pump asked while bending your head back so that you looked up at him.

    You just moaned as he was still covering your mouth.

    “Good Balloon. I will rearrange your insides in the shape of my cock. I will ravage you. Fuck you so hard you will black out, but don’t worry I won’t stop no matter what!” – Pump said with a hungry eyes.

    In the next second, he pulled out of you till only his tip was in you and rammed it back into you till the base in one swift move. Your brain blacked out for a moment just as your heart skipped a beat from the sudden pleasure and pain. And it was really painful but also really pleasurable at the same time. Both of your pain and pleasure receptors were on fire from too intense feelings. And pump didn’t stop he was fucking you like a rabbit. He was literally rearranging your insides. He was smashing both your prostate and bladder with every move. It was like he was digging a tunnel in you with his cock. He was moaning and you were just limping there trying to breathe through your nose.

    He put his other hand onto the huge bulge in your belly and pushed on it as he pushed his dick into you. Your bladder was compressed from two sides. He used your bladder like a fleshjack. As he pushed more onto your bladder, your bladder pushed more on his dick. He was fapping with your bladder literally.

    Your eyes rolled back into your head and your tongue was hanging out. You were completely wasted, lost in your pain and pleasure.

    “Fuck yes! Your bladder feels amazing on my dick Balloon. It is a miracle it didn’t pop yet!” -said Pump as he was moving his hand on your bladder up and down.

    “Ah this feels too good. Fuck, I am going to cum soon.” – said Pump while pumping his dick in and out of you.

    Pump fucked you a bit more and then he quickly pulled out of you, turned you around, opened your sound, twirled it so the opening to your bladder opened and the others at your glands closed and started fapping his dick with crazy speed.

    “Shit, I am CUMMMIIINNNGGGG…..!” -Pump shouted in pleasure.

    He pushed his dick onto the end of the sound and his cum started shooting right into your bladder. His cum was shot with such force that even your over pressurized bladder couldn’t fight it and it started to expand even more. You screamed as you felt your piss balloon filling even more fighting for any space left in you and a lot of space needed. Pump was cumming an immense amount. This was the oragasm of his life.

    “Yesssss, fuck, I’ll pop you Balloon! You hear it? YOU WILL BUUUURRRRSST!” -Pump said lost in his orgasm.

    He wasn’t wrong. Your bladder was really reaching its ultimate limit where it can’t expand more, but more and more cum was forced into it without a stop.

    “PUMP! I FEEL IT, I WILL BURST, IM REALLY GOING TO BURST!” -you screamed.

    Pump quickly twirled the sound again, closing the opening to your bladder and opening the ones at your glans. His cum started to shoot into your balls again.

    “I am not finished with you yet! You must be bigger before I POP you!” – Pump said while still shooting.

    You felt as your balls started to stretch again. His fresh hot cum was pouring into them again and you loved every moment of it.

    “Aaaahhhh…! FUUUUUCK! YESSSSS! MOOOORE! Pump more into my balls.” – you screamed and moaned.

    In a minute Pumps orgasm came to a stop. His balls were completely emptied. He closed your sound and leaned back on the sofa.

    “Best orgasm ever dude.” -he said while coming off from his orgasm.

    He patted your balls. They were enormous. They both had at least 2l of Pumps cum in them. You were just lying there. Your brain was a mush. Not a single thought left in it. It was only for orgasm. After 2 mins Pump catched his breath and stood up.

    “You look ready Balloon. I hope you enjoyed it. Now comes the final session!” – Pump said.

  • One Minute Man (Premature Ejaculation)

    The apartment was too quiet without her voice. No playlists, no soft humming from the bathroom while she got ready, no scent of coconut shampoo in the air. Just the hum of the fridge and the thud of my footsteps across the same floor we used to argue on. I told myself I was fine. That the breakup was overdue. That Ava and I were just two people trying too hard to make something work that had already stopped breathing weeks ago. Still, the silence pressed down like humidity.

    I tossed a crumpled shirt onto the couch, half on a pile of laundry that had been sitting there since before she left. The place looked exactly like the two of us lived here, except it was just me now. Gym shorts on the coffee table, protein shaker on the counter, a few takeout boxes pushed to one side of the sink. It wasn’t gross, just lived in. The kind of chaos that happens when two guys think they’re keeping things clean but never really finish the job.

    Tyler’s sneakers were kicked under the dining chair. His gym bag leaned against the wall, open, the smell of deodorant and chalk and whatever body wash he used mixing faintly in the air. He was at the gym like always. I’d stopped going. Couldn’t stand running into anyone who’d ask about my ex girlfriend.

    I opened the fridge, found a half-empty bottle of water, and leaned against the counter. My reflection stared back from the dark oven glass…hair sticking up, a week’s worth of scruff, shoulders a little smaller than they used to be when I played soccer every morning. I still had the lean definition, but not the drive that came with it. Ava used to trace her fingers down my chest like she was drawing on glass, and now even the thought of being touched felt strange.

    The front door opened just as I took another sip. Tyler walked in shirtless with a towel slung over his shoulder, skin still shining from the gym.

    “Yo Noah,” he said, voice casual, a little breathless. “You died or what? Haven’t seen you at the gym in three days.”

    “Trying out this new routine,” I muttered. “It’s called emotional recovery and carbs.”

    He grinned, teeth white against his tan. “Nice. Gains coming from potato chips now?”

    “Among other things.”

    He tossed the towel onto a chair and opened the fridge, grabbing a bottle of water. He didn’t even look tired…his body had that permanent athletic looseness, muscles that moved easily under his skin, not forced or showy. Broad shoulders, swimmer build, the kind of chest that made T-shirts look too small. Tyler wasn’t tall, but he filled a room. His stubble caught the light when he looked at me.

    “Did you at least text Coach back?” he asked between gulps. “He was asking if you’re coming back to morning sessions.”

    I shrugged. “Told him I needed space. And he said something like ‘soccer doesn’t care about your feelings.’”

    “Classic,” Tyler said, grinning. “You love that dude.”

    “Love’s a strong word.”

    We stood there in the kitchen, the silence between us heavy but familiar. It wasn’t awkward, just full. Tyler leaned against the counter beside me, close enough that I could smell his sweat. My shoulder brushed his arm when I reached for another bottle, and he didn’t move. He never really did.

    “You good though?” he asked finally. “You’ve been quiet since the breakup.”

    “I’m fine.”

    “Liar.”

    He said it lightly, but it landed deep. I stared at the bottle cap turning between my fingers. “She’s happier without me. That’s kind of the point.”

    “That doesn’t mean you should just hide in here.”

    “Who said I’m hiding?”

    He glanced around the room, then back at me with that half smile that always bordered between teasing and sympathy. “Dude, your socks are in the sink.”

    I looked. He was right. “Okay, fair.”

    He laughed, and I felt something loosen in my chest for the first time all week. That laugh was always the thing that got me…low, careless, a little cocky. It filled up the empty apartment faster than any music could.

    He clapped a hand on my shoulder. “We’ll get you out soon. Friday night maybe. Grab a drink, talk to someone who doesn’t have my face.”

    “Hard pass.”

    “You’ll survive. Girls love a sad guy.”

    “Yeah, they loved me so much I got dumped.”

    He shook his head, still smiling, then pushed off the counter. His back flexed when he stretched his arms over his head. My eyes caught the movement before I could stop them, the ripple of muscle under his skin, the faint trail of hair disappearing under his waistband. I looked away too late.

    He noticed. I could tell by the pause, the half-second stillness before he grabbed his towel and slung it over his shoulder again.

    “Anyway,” he said. “Shower time. Try not to die of self-pity before I’m back.”

    “Not promising anything.”

    “Good man.”

    He disappeared down the hall, humming to himself. The sound of running water filled the apartment, and I exhaled slowly. My pulse had picked up for no reason I wanted to think about. It was just Tyler. My best friend. My roommate. The guy who’d been around for everything from soccer injuries to heartbreak. I was allowed to notice he looked good. Everyone noticed.

    I sat on the couch, scrolling mindlessly through my phone. Her name flashed a few times in old messages. The words blurred. I shut it off, dropped it beside me, leaned back, and stared at the ceiling fan. The noise of the shower drifted through the hall, steady and rhythmic. It made the apartment feel smaller, warmer.

    The breakup wasn’t just about her. I knew that. It had been coming for months. We’d stopped really touching except out of obligation, and when we did, I always ended up apologizing. Ava had said she didn’t care, but the way she looked at me afterward told the truth. I felt like I was constantly performing, failing, and pretending it was fine.

    Tyler’s voice called from the bathroom. “You ordering food?”

    “Maybe.”

    “Get something with protein. No more pizza.”

    “Noted.”

    The shower cut off. I heard the curtain slide open, the sound of him moving around. My mind stayed blank until he walked back out, towel low on his hips, hair dripping. He smelled clean, skin still flushed from the hot water.

    He grabbed a T-shirt from the chair and wiped his face with it before putting it on. “You really should come back to the gym,” he said. “It’ll clear your head.”

    “Yeah,” I said softly. “Maybe.”

    He looked at me for a long moment, the grin fading into something quieter. “Seriously. You need to stop beating yourself up, man.”

    “I’m not.”

    “You are.” He nudged my knee with his foot. “You’ll talk about it eventually.”

    “I already did.”

    “Not really.”

    He waited for me to answer, but I didn’t. He sighed and turned toward his room. I caught the light catching along his back again, the line of muscle under the fabric as he walked away. Something about the sight made my chest ache.

    He stopped at his door, looked over his shoulder. “You know she wasn’t right for you anyway.”

    “Maybe not,” I said. “Still doesn’t feel great being the problem.”

    “You’re not the problem,” he said, softer now. “You just think too much.”

    Then he disappeared into his room, door half closed, leaving me with that line echoing in my head.

    I leaned back, watching the empty doorway, and tried to believe him.

    __ __

    Later that night, the apartment had gone quiet again. The plates from dinner were still on the counter in the living room. I sat on the edge of my bed, phone in my hand, staring at nothing. The light from the hallway stretched across the floor, dim and yellow, and I could hear Tyler moving around in the living room. I figured he’d already gone to sleep.

    Then his footsteps came closer. A soft knock, and before I could answer, the door opened.

    “Okay,” he said, leaning against the frame. “Enough sulking.”

    I sighed. “I’m not sulking.”

    “You’ve started eating dinner in silence, Noah. That’s advanced sulking.”

    He walked in wearing a loose T-shirt and joggers. He grabbed the chair from my desk and sat backward on it, arms draped over the backrest. His usual easy grin softened what might’ve otherwise sounded like nagging.

    “I get breakups suck,” he said, “but you’re turning into some moody indie film character.”

    “Wow,” I said. “Thanks for the support.”

    “I’m just saying, you can’t keep moping around like someone stole your dog.”

    I smirked despite myself. “You have a way with words.”

    “I know.” He nodded toward the half-empty bottle on my nightstand. “You drinking alone now?”

    “Only when my charming roommate refuses to join.”

    That got a laugh out of him. He stood, grabbed the bottle, took a swig, and made a face. “Warm. Disgusting. Perfect.” Then he sat on the bed beside me, the mattress dipping under his weight.

    The smell of soap and whiskey mixed in the air. He passed the bottle back to me.

    “Talk to me,” he said. “What really happened with her?”

    I stared at the bottle. “You already know. We were fighting all the time.”

    “That’s not it.”

    I glanced at him. His expression had lost its teasing edge. He wasn’t letting me off easy this time.

    “Come on, man,” he said quietly. “You’ve known me since freshman year. You think I can’t tell when you’re holding something back?”

    I hesitated. The words sat heavy on my tongue. I could’ve just shrugged it off, blamed stress or distance or whatever else made couples break up. But something about the way he was looking at me…steady, patient made lying feel worse.

    “It wasn’t just emotional stuff,” I said finally.

    He waited. “Meaning?”

    I swallowed, eyes on the floor. “Meaning… things stopped working.”

    “Working?” His eyebrow lifted. “Like…?”

    “Like in bed,” I said, barely audible.

    He made a small sound, something between a cough and a laugh. “You sure she wasn’t just bad at it?”

    I shot him a look, but he smiled, trying to keep it light. “Kidding. Sorry. Go on.”

    I rubbed my palms together, trying to keep my voice even. “I don’t know what happened. I’d get there and it was just… over. Before anything really started.”

    The silence stretched between us. I could hear the fridge humming faintly in the distance, the faint creak of the building settling. Tyler didn’t say anything right away, which somehow made it worse.

    Finally he said, “You mean like… fast?”

    I nodded once.

    He exhaled through his nose, leaning back on his hands. “Okay. That’s… fine. That happens, right?”

    “Not every time,” I said. “Not like this.” I tried to laugh, but it came out rough. “Guess I just can’t last. Like at all. She pretended it didn’t bother her, but you could tell. Every time we’d fuck, it felt like this thing hanging over us. Like I was disappointing her without even meaning to.”

    Tyler shifted beside me, his thigh brushing mine. “That sucks,” he said softly. “But you know it doesn’t mean something’s wrong with you, right?”

    “I don’t know,” I said. “It’s hard not to feel like it.”

    He was quiet again, thinking. Then, almost too casually, he said, “So what exactly happens? You just…bust a load?”

    “Tyler.”

    “What? I’m trying to understand.”

    I turned my head toward him. His expression was serious now, but there was still a hint of curiosity in it, the kind that made my pulse jump. I opened my mouth to answer, but the words got stuck somewhere between my chest and my throat.

    Finally, I forced them out. “I cum before it even starts to feel good for her.”

    The words hung there, small but heavy.

    Tyler blinked once, then twice, and his mouth opened just a little like he wanted to say something but didn’t know what. The air between us felt tight, too warm, charged with something that wasn’t quite pity and wasn’t quite judgment either.

    He looked at me, and I looked back, and neither of us said another word.

    That was the moment the silence started to mean something different.


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  • Lick. Suck. Slam.

    As I sat across from Liam at dinner with his essence swimming inside my belly, he insisted we continue our fun the next day. After a quick smooch on the public street, we parted ways and went back to our respective hotels for a good night’s sleep,

    I returned to the scene of our sex. The room smelled like man,  musk and sweat, and the bed was a mess. I stripped down to my skivvies and slipped into bed. My mind ran wild with memories of Liam manhandling me. I reached into my briefs and searched for my swollen and puffy hole, reimagining Liam’s bearded face in my crack and the feeling of his giant cock stretching my hole to new extremes. It was the memory of Liam’s lips wrapped around my cock that caused me to grab hold of my hardon. I pulled my briefs off completely and had a go with myself. My eyes tightly closed when I recalled erupting into Liam’s willing mouth. I spooged all over my chest and used my white Hilfiger underwear as a cum rag,

    I fell asleep not only sexually gratified, but excited to see this bear of a man the next day.

    I awoke a little later than usual given I was on holiday. After brewing some coffee in the room, I set off to the shower. I decided on a shave as I’d had a couple of days of beard growth and then I douched knowing full well Liam would want another run at my ass.

    It was late morning when Liam called my cell.

    “Good morning, buddy! Sleep well?”, he asked.

    “Yes Sir, I sure did.”

    “Good, me too. Say, would you be up for a True Crime Pub Crawl today? It looked kind of interesting.”

    “Yeah, that sounds like fun.”

    “Good because I already bought us tickets. How about I swing by your hotel around 1 and we go from there?”

    “Sure. Let me know how much I owe you.”

    “Seth, it’s on me. I don’t want you to worry about that, let’s just have a good time.”

    “Well thank you, Liam. That’s very kind of you.”

    “Seth, I can sure think of some ways for you to pay me back.”, Liam chuckled.

    “Is that so?”

    “Oh yeah. I had to restrain myself this morning. I’m saving it all for you.”

    “Well, I appreciate that, Liam.”

    “Ok, I’m going to get a shower and I’ll see you later.”, Liam said.

    Well damn, I thought to myself, that Liam is one self-assured man.

    I decided to sit by the indoor pool for an hour or so to kill some time and read a book.

    As the hour drew near for our afternoon bar crawl, I headed upstairs to my room to get ready. It felt like I was preparing for a date. I couldn’t decide what to wear. I landed on a pair of form fitting khaki shorts that showed off half of the palm tree tattoo on my thigh and a low cut black v-neck. It exposed just enough skin to see the iguana tattoo on my chest, as well as a patch of chest hair. I sprayed some cologne and stepped into my Hey Dude slip ons. Sexy, comfy, casual I’d call it.

    Liam was already sitting in the lobby when I got there. He was in jeans and a white polo shirt, all buttons undone, thick chest hair oozing out of it.

    “Well, don’t you look mighty fine today, Seth.”

    “Thank you, Liam. So do you.”

    “I’d kiss you right here and now, but I don’t think that would go over too well in this crowd.”

    “Probably not.”

    “Are we ready?”

    “We sure are”

    I walked next to Liam and I felt short for the first time in my life, I’m six one and it felt like Liam towered over me.

    “Where are we heading?”, I asked.

    “Don’t worry, just leave it to me.”

    We walked for a bit and met our guide and a small group of other tourists.  We headed to our first destination where the guide told us about the crime story that supposedly occurred there a long time ago, inside we went and Liam bought us a couple of beers.

    “Better pace ourselves, we have three more bars to go”, he said.

    Although we were with a group, we broke off and stayed to ourselves.

    “Seth, I had a really great time with you yesterday. I’m so glad we met.”

    “Me too. I never expected to meet anyone here this weekend.”

    “That’s when it happens, when you least expect it.”

    “That’s what they say.”

    “Whoever they are, they were right. Say, how’s your backside feeling today? I know I went a little wild there and I’m not a small fella.”

    “I’m good. Not sore at all. I thought I would be, but it’s all good.”

    “Well, isn’t that good for me. I gotta say, Seth, you took it like a champ. Most of the guys I meet run away like a scared kitten when they see what I’m packin’”

    “I think it’s because you did a great job warming me up, Liam. If you hadn’t, I would have probably made up some excuse.”

    “Damn Seth, I sure hope I can contain myself for a few more hours. I’d pounce on you right now if weren’t in public.”

    Just then our guide told us to finish our drinks and we walked to pub number two on the tour. I didn’t even listen to the story because I was mesmerized by the man standing next to me. I watched Liam listening to the guide. I wanted to kiss his red lips so badly and get him naked, but I resisted.

    I came back to reality when we ordered beer number two.

    Liam and I clinked glasses and took a sip.

    “You have some foam on your beard”, I said.

    “I do?”

    “Here, let me.”

    I took a paper napkin and wiped it from his face. An intimate gesture if there ever was one, but it didn’t go unnoticed by a couple of rednecks sitting nearby.

    “Fuckin’ queers!”, one said.

    “No respect.”, the other said.

    I could feel myself tensing.

    “Don’t pay them any mind, Seth. Just some ignorant cowboys. Let’s just finish our drinks and we’ll wait outside.”

    I never drank a pint of beer so fast, I just wanted to get out of there.

    While we waited for our group, Liam took my hand in his.

    “You ok, Seth?”

    “Yeah, it’s just that I’ve been bullied my whole life and I hate it. People are so narrow minded.”

    “Don’t I know it. How do you think it is in the construction business being a big ole faggot like me? I get lots of this bull crap all the time. I just learned to let it roll off me. It’s their problem, not yours.”

    “Yes, I know you’re right.”

    The guide checked on us and we made it to pub number three. After the incident at the previous pub, I was no longer interested and mentally checked out.

    Another round of beers, and Liam could sense I was over it.

    “You know, we could blow off the next pub if you want. Three beers is probably enough for one afternoon, don’t you think?”, Liam said.

    “Are you sure? Why don’t you go on and I’ll just head back to my room. I don’t want to be a bother,”

    “Seth, please. I’m good. I’d much rather spend time with you than listen to some crime story that may or may not be true.  Come on, let’s just finish this one, I’ll give the guide a good tip and we’ll be on our way.”

    “Ok, only because you insist.”

    “I do. And you know, my hotel room is closer. We can go there if you like.”

    I smiled, “yes, I do like.”

    Good, then it’s settled.

    Knowing that beer number three would be our last, I enjoyed it.

    Liam thanked the guide and put a wad of cash in her hand. We weren’t the only ones to bug out after three pubs. That made me feel a little better about it.

    “You ready partner?”

    “Yes, I sure am.”

    I wanted to hold Liam’s hand, but after what just happened, I didn’t want to risk it.

    Liam was staying at one of the posh high end chain hotels notorious for its exceptional customer service. Someone opened the door for us, another called the elevator for us.

    I should have known Liam was staying in a suite on the top floor. He was being kind when he talked about the view from my smaller room.

    “Wow Liam, this room is really nice. Now this is a view!”, I said.

    “Seth, I don’t want to brag, but I’ve done quite well for myself. I don’t have anyone to spend my money on, so I spoil myself sometimes.”

    “I get it, and you should. Good for you!”

    “Now that we’re alone, can I get that kiss I’ve been waiting for all day?”

    “Sure, I’d like that.”

    I literally felt like I was melting in Liam’s arms as he leaned in and swooned over me. My arms wrapped around his hefty shoulders and it felt so natural, like we’d been lovers for several years not less than 48 hours.

    “Oh Seth, it’s going to be so hard to say good bye to you tomorrow morning. I really like you.”

    “Tomorrow morning?”

    “Yeah, I have an early flight home, have to get back to the office on Monday for some appointments. I’m so sorry, I wish I could stay and hang out with you longer.”

    “Well that means we better make the most of the time we have left, Liam.”

    “Yes, I like the sound of that.”

    Liam pried my shirt off and sat me on his lap. We continued snogging, then Liam kissed his way down my neck and then kissed and tongued his way to my left nipple. I bit down on my bottom lip as Liam lightly chewed on it, his thick beard like scratchy sandpaper on my smooth skin made me shiver.

    “You have an amazing body, Seth. Really, I’m so turned on by you.”, he said and kissed me again.

    I lifted the hem of Liam’s shirt and pulled it from his chest.

    “I told you how a beefy hairy chest is my weakness, right?”, I said as my hands explored the man’s landscape.

    “That feels nice. Your hands are so soft.”, Liam said.

    “Liam, do I feel what I think I’m feeling?”

    “You mean my boner?”

    “Yeah”

    “I can’t help it. I’m really attracted to you, Seth.”

    Liam carried me to his bed and placed me on my back. Then he undid the buttons of my shorts and pulled them off, leaving me in ankle socks and underwear.

    “You’re so damn sexy, Seth. Would you kind if I take a picture of you like this so I can remember you forever?”

    “That’s fine, but no nudes.”

    “No, I wouldn’t ask for that. I like you just like this.”

    Liam walked to grab his phone while I splayed myself in various positions for him, on all 4’s, on my back with my legs in the air, hands behind my head, etc.

    “Don’t be mad, but when I’m alone tomorrow night, I’m gonna use these for a good purpose.”

    “I’m not mad at all. I’m flattered.”

    Liam pulled his shoes and pants off and joined me on the bed. He crawled on top of me, and once again, we were making out. Our boners rubbed against one another in our underwear. Liam reached into mine and I did his and we felt our mutual erections.

    I made the first move to pull Liam’s boxers off completely and his nine inches made a thud against his hairy stomach. Then I pulled my underwear off and sat on top of him, holding our cocks in my hands, jerking them off as one. My six inches looked miniature compared to his billy club, wider, longer…I needed two hands to handle all this dick meat.

    “Oh Seth, that feels nice.”, Liam gushed.

    “Can I…can I suck it?”

    “No need to ask, Seth. Of course you can.”

    I moved over to Liam’s left side and lowered my head. I held most of his cock in my hand and began to lick it like a lollipop. I was mesmerized by his cut head. I’d never seen anything so bulbous. I marveled that I had all of that up in me just yesterday and was about to get it again. I tried and tried to open my mouth as wide as I could to no avail. I could barely take three or four inches without choking.

    “I’m sorry”, I said.

    “Seth, I never expected you to take the whole thing. That would be impossible. Just relax. I love watching you slobbering over my cock.”

    Once I stoped trying to throat it, I actually enjoyed the enormity of this heavy dick meat. I rubbed it all over my face. Liam even beat my cheeks and lips with it. Then I went for his balls. They were like two large peaches covering my face.

    Liam lifted me up by the waist and held my ass up to his face. My legs bent backward over his shoulders, I was inverted, upside down, getting my ass eaten and working that fuck tool with my mouth.

    Liam reached into a small bag on the nightstand and pulled out a small tube of lube. He rubbed some into my butt and then on his cock.

    Liam then picked me up in his arms and had me holding onto his back while he fucked me standing up. He walked towards a wall and I had my back to it while I clung onto him like a tree and he continued to impale me. He bounced me up and down over his cock and I felt like I was gonna get split in half.

    Liam walked us back to bed where he laid me back down, never pulling out. He pressed my ankles down and that caused my hole to widen a bit, Liam was now in deeper than ever. Long and deep fucking which took my breath away. I looked at Liam wide eyed as he gave me a smirk and increased the intensity.

    I couldn’t hold back any longer. Liam’s hard cock made my prostate throb, and I grabbed hold of my boner and jerked it wildly.

    “Cum for me, baby. Let me see you shoot it.”

    “Yes! Yes! Yes!”, I screamed loudly as the first splash hit my collarbone. “Yeeesss!” the second and third hit my left pec. “Oh my god”, two more huge splashes painted my happy trail, and as my orgasm subsided, more cum dribbled down my hand. My hole had gripped Liam’s cock so tightly, contributing to the intensity of my powerful climax.

    Once I’d settled back down, my butt hole unclenched just enough for Liam to bust it back open and he crawled over me, growling in my ear as I hugged his back. His body shook when he nutted deep inside me. I could feel the warmth of his seed filling me, his cock jumping in me.

    Liam rolled off of me a sweaty mess. I rubbed my load all over my chest, the little chest hair I had became matted.

    “That was off the charts, Seth! Fuck!”

    “It was! My ears are ringing I came so hard“, I said.

    I laid my head on Liam’s chest and I stroked his hairy pec as he ran his hand through my hair.

    “A man could used to this.”, he said.

    “Yes, a man certainly could.”

    “Seth, maybe you can come for a visit sometime in Baton Rouge, what do think?”

    “Yeah, I’d love that. You can come to Annapolis sometime, too.”

    “I hope I will see you again, Seth. I don’t know what it is, but it feels like magic.”

    “I will admit, there is definitely something happening here.”

    “I know we should probably eat something, but I don’t want to leave the room. I wanna stay here with you as long as we can. How about room service?”

    “Yeah, that sounds great.”

    Liam called in an order for us and while we waited. We snuggled in bed, still naked.

    “We should probably get dressed before the food gets here.”

    “No, you stay right here. I’ll get it, but I’m only putting on my boxers. I’m sure these kids are used to seeing guests in less than that.”

    “You’re funny, Liam. Suit yourself.”

    “Oh I will, trust me.”

    Liam went to the bathroom to freshen up and pulled his boxers back on. A few minutes later, there was a knock at the door.

    “Oh sorry, Sir. Didn’t mean to disturb you.”, the young man said.

    “No, you’re fine. If you’d just wheel that right over there in the other room, I’d appreciate that.”, Liam said.

    I was naked under a sheet when the poor kid saw me there.

    “Oh, hi, ummm, I’ll just leave this right here.”

    It was evident this poor young man was so uncomfortable, it was almost comical.

    Liam put a wad of bills in his hand.

    “Thank you, Mr. Sullivan, Sir.”, the kid said on the way out.

    So that was his last name…I didn’t even know it until then.

    “Mr. Sullivan, do you care to tell me what that was all about?”, I said as I pushed the sheet off of me.

    “I was just having a little fun. I wanted to show off this sexy man in my bed. Is that such a bad thing?”

    “That kid is going to have nightmares because of you.”

    “Or wet dreams because of you.”

    “One can only hope.”

    “Come, go wash up and let’s eat while it’s hot.”

    I went to grab my underwear.

    “What are you doing?”, Liam asked, grabbing onto my wrist.

    “Getting dressed.”

    “No need for that. I wanna see you just like this.”

    “But you’re wearing boxers.”

    “Yeah, you think I want pubes in our food? They fall out all the time these days.”

    I guess that made sense somehow. I did trim mine down rather short so there was no chance of that with me.

    “Ok”

    Joe and I are at the small table in the other room and continued learning about one another. We discussed our birth order, about our parents, where we went to college, etc. The more I learned about Liam, the more I liked him. A lot. It sounded like he worked his way up in life coming from a blue collar family. I admired his modesty and humility about his success, and he seemed rather grateful for everything he’d had in life.

    He admitted his one regret is not having anyone to share it all with as he was now in his thirties to my 27.

    “You know, this is crazy. Would you consider moving to Louisiana? I can’t leave because of my business, but you can get a job anywhere in your field.”

    “Liam, I can’t just up and leave! That is crazy!”

    “I know, I guess I’m getting a little carried away is all”

    “You know, I get it, Liam. How about this. Let me think about it.”

    “That’s all I can ask. I think it’s great that you will even consider it.”

    “How about we continue our last evening together. Do you mind if I go back to my hotel to freshen up and change? Let’s make a memorable evening together”

    “Seth, that’s an excellent idea!”

    So this is where the love story ends for now…open to readers’ thoughts on where this budding relationship should go…?


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  • Late Night Gym Breeding Claim

    The glass door chimed as Jai pushed it open, a stark, artificial sound that cut through the thick, musky air. The shop was a sensory overload of neon pink and black, shelves crammed with devices in shapes he couldn’t begin to name. The whole place smelled of vinyl and cheap perfume. He’d come here on a compulsion, a need to physically step into the role Ansh had carved out for him. To maybe find a toy, something to… practice with. To stay ready.

    He wandered the aisles, his face flushed, feeling like an imposter. His thumb absently stroked his phone screen, where Ansh’s last message was still burning a hole in his brain. You on birth control? He hadn’t replied yet. The question was a live wire, its implications terrifying and exhilarating.

    “Looking for something specific, or just browsing?”

    The voice was smooth, a low baritone that resonated in the quiet store. Jai spun around. A man leaned against a shelf of leather harnesses, his arms crossed over a broad chest. He was older than Ansh, with flecks of gray in his dark hair and a weathered handsomeness that spoke of experience. His eyes, a sharp, intelligent gray, scanned Jai with an unnerving directness, lingering on the faint, yellowing bruises just visible below the sleeve of his t-shirt.

    “Uh, just browsing,” Jai mumbled, shoving his hands in his pockets.

    The man pushed off the shelf and took a step closer. He didn’t smile. His gaze was assessing, knowing. “Those are some interesting marks. Someone’s been playing rough.”

    Jai’s throat went dry. He should walk away. This was weird.

    “It’s none of my business,” the man continued, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur. “But the way you’re holding yourself… you’re sore. Not just in the muscles. Deeper.” He took another step, now well within Jai’s personal space. The scent of sandalwood and clean sweat cut through the store’s cloying aroma. “You’re walking like a guy who got used hard and is already thinking about the next time.”

    Jai’s heart hammered against his ribs. How could he know? “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

    “Sure you do,” the stranger said, a faint, almost imperceptible smile touching his lips. “I know the look. It’s the look of a man who just discovered he loves being owned. It’s a powerful thing to admit to yourself.”

    He reached past Jai, his forearm brushing against Jai’s chest. He plucked a small, discreet box from the shelf. It contained a simple, gleaming steel plug. “You’re not here for a vibrator. You’re here for something to keep the feeling. For when he’s not around to keep you full himself.”

    Jai couldn’t breathe. This stranger was voicing the secret, shameful thoughts he’d been too afraid to fully form. He was laying Jai bare right here under the fluorescent lights.

    “Who are you?” Jai whispered.

    “A guy who’s been on both sides of the leash,” he said, his gray eyes holding Jai’s. “The guy who just got out of a five-year dynamic. I know what it looks like when someone finds their place. It’s written all over you. The confusion. The hunger. The need to be put back on your knees.”

    He tapped the box. “This isn’t what you need. Not yet.” He moved down the aisle, and Jai, hypnotized, followed. The man stopped at a section devoted to oils and lubes. He selected a small, dark glass bottle. “This. Almond oil. Warm it in your hands. It’s for after. For when he’s finished. When you’re sore and open and feeling empty.” He pressed the cool bottle into Jai’s hand. “You massage it into the skin. Then you work it inside, just a little. It soothes. It helps you heal. It keeps you ready for him.”

    Jai stared at the bottle, his mind reeling. The practicality of it, the profound intimacy it implied, was overwhelming.

    “He’s got a breeding kink, doesn’t he?” the stranger asked, his voice barely a breath.

    Jai’s head snapped up. He gave a tiny, jerky nod.

    A dark, understanding flickered in the man’s eyes. “Then you need to be smart. You need to know your body. You need to understand the stakes of what you’re playing with. It’s not just a dirty word. It’s biology. It’s the potential for a life. The biggest fucking consequence there is.” He leaned in closer, and Jai could feel the heat radiating from him. “The biggest submission isn’t just taking his cock. It’s accepting that risk. Letting him plant that seed inside you and not knowing if it will take. That’s the ultimate surrender. That’s what he really wants. To own that possibility.”

    Jai’s knees felt weak. He braced a hand against a shelf. The man’s words weren’t just titillating; they were a bucket of cold, shocking reality. He was right. Ansh’s question, his filthy promises… they weren’t just talk. They were about this.

    “Why are you telling me this?” Jai breathed.

    “Because someone once did the same for me,” he said. His hand came up, and he didn’t touch Jai’s face, but his knuckle gently brushed the pulse hammering in Jai’s neck. It was a shockingly intimate gesture from a stranger. “You have that look. The look of a man standing at the edge of a cliff, terrified and so fucking turned on he can’t think straight. It’s a beautiful thing to see.”

    He dropped his hand and took a step back, breaking the intense connection. “Buy the oil. Go home. Think about what I said. And when that dominant bastard of yours messages you again, you’ll know exactly what you’re agreeing to.”

    He turned to leave, then paused, looking back over his shoulder. “And for god’s sake, answer his question. That kind of man doesn’t like to be kept waiting.”

    Jai stood frozen, the cool glass bottle clutched in his sweaty palm, as the man disappeared around the end of the aisle. The door chimed again, signaling his exit. The store felt suddenly enormous and silent. He looked down at the oil, his mind buzzing.

    He bought it without another word to the cashier, his face burning. Back out on the sidewalk, the afternoon sun felt intrusive. He pulled out his phone, his thumb hovering over the Instagram DM screen. His heart was a wild drum in his chest. He typed out a reply, his fingers trembling.

    No. I’m not.

    He hit send before he could lose his nerve. The three dots appeared almost instantly. Jai’s breath caught. The response was swift and brutal.

    Good. I like my risks real. Now get home. I want you to take pictures. I want to see the oil I know you just bought slicked all over that ass. I want to see you working it into that sore, used hole you’re trying to keep ready for me. I want to see how deep you can push your fingers, thinking about my cock.

    The cool glass of the almond oil bottle felt heavy in Jai’s hand, a tangible anchor to the surreal turn his life had taken. His apartment was silent, the only sound the frantic thumping of his own heart. He read Ansh’s message again, each word a command that tightened a coil deep in his gut.

    No. I’m not.

    He’d sent it. There was no taking it back. The biological stakes the stranger had mentioned were now palpably real, a terrifying, electric current buzzing under his skin.

    His phone buzzed again, a fresh vibration that made him jump.

    Well? I’m waiting. Don’t make me ask twice.

    Jai’s hands trembled as he fumbled with the bottle, the dark glass slick with his own nervous sweat. He uncorked it, and the rich, nutty scent of almond oil filled the air. He poured a generous amount into his palm, the liquid cool against his heated skin. He rubbed his hands together, warming it.

    He positioned his phone against a stack of books on the nightstand, angling it to capture the bed. He tapped record, his own reflection in the screen a blur of anticipation.

    “Okay,” he whispered to the empty room, his voice shaky. “Okay, Ansh.”

    He started with his chest, smoothing the oil over his pecs, watching his muscles gleam under the low light. He dragged his slick palms down the rigid planes of his abdomen, his skin tingling everywhere he touched. He was already half-hard, his cock twitching against his thigh with a mind of its own. He turned, presenting his ass to the camera, and poured more oil directly onto the curve of his left cheek. It traced a warm, slick path down his skin. He massaged it in, his fingers kneading the muscle there, fingers brushing against the still-sensitive bruise Ansh had left on his hip.

    “Thinking about your hands here,” he murmured, the words feeling both absurd and intensely arousing. “Thinking about how you held me down.”

    His fingers trailed lower, through the cleft of his ass. He gasped as his middle finger found his hole, circling the tight, furled muscle. It was still tender, a faint echo of the stretching and filling it had endured just hours before. He pressed the tip of his finger against it, applying a gentle, insistent pressure.

    “It’s still so sensitive, Ansh,” he breathed, his eyes closing as he focused on the sensation. “I can still feel you. I feel so fucking empty without you.”

    He pushed, and the tip of his finger slipped inside. A sharp, sweet burn made him hiss. He worked it slowly, in and out, the oil making the glide effortless. The camera was forgotten; now he was just talking to the phantom presence of Ansh, the man who owned this part of him.

    “I’m using the oil,” he moaned, adding a second finger. The stretch was more pronounced, a delicious ache that made his cock leak onto his stomach. “It feels so good. So slick. It’s all I can smell. I’m imagining it’s your hand, Ansh. I’m imagining you’re here, prepping me for your fucking cock.”

    He scissored his fingers, stretching himself open for an audience of one. The obscene, wet sounds filled the quiet room. He was lost in it now, his head falling back, his breath coming in ragged pants.

    “I want you to see how open I can get for you,” he grunted, his voice thick with need. He pushed a third finger in, and his whole body shuddered at the deep, filling stretch. “Fuck, yes… see? I can take three. I’m thinking about your cock. I’m imagining it’s you fucking into me right now. I’m trying to get myself ready for you. I want to be your good… your good little…”

    He couldn’t say the word, the degradation was still too new, too potent. But his body screamed it. He fucked himself with his own fingers, driving them in as deep as they would go, chasing the ghost of the pleasure Ansh had given him.

    “I want you to breed me,” he panted, the words tumbling out in a desperate, broken stream. “I want to feel you come inside me again. I want to be so full of you I can’t think about anything else. Fuck, Ansh, I need it…”

    With a final, guttural moan, he pulled his slick fingers free. He stopped the recording, his entire body trembling. He didn’t watch it back. He just attached the video file, typed For you, and hit send.

    He collapsed back onto the bed, his oil-slick hand coming to rest on his heaving chest. He was a mess of need and apprehension. The phone was silent for a full minute. Then, it vibrated, not with a message, but with an incoming video call request.

    Jai’s heart leaped into his throat. He scrambled to sit up, wiping his hand on the sheets, and accepted the call.

    Ansh’s face filled the screen. He was shirtless, leaning against what looked like a sleek, modern headboard. The low light carved shadows into the incredible definition of his chest and abs. His expression was dark, intense, his gaze pinning Jai through the screen.

    “That was a good start, Jai,” Ansh said, his voice a low, smooth rumble that vibrated right through Jai. “A very good start. You looked so pretty working yourself open for me. But you stopped too soon.”

    As he spoke, the camera angle shifted. He was holding the phone in one hand. His other hand… his other hand was wrapped around his cock. It was already fully hard, thick and veined, lying against his stomach. Jai’s mouth went dry.

    “You got yourself all worked up, thinking about my cock, and then you just stopped?” Ansh’s hand began to move, a slow, torturous stroke from root to tip. “That’s not how this works. When I tell you to get ready for me, you don’t stop until I say you’re done.”

    “Ansh…” Jai breathed, his own hand drifting back down to his aching cock.

    “Don’t fucking touch yourself yet,” Ansh commanded, his eyes flashing. “You look. You watch what you do to me. You see this?” He angled the camera down, giving Jai a perfect, devastating view of his fist gliding over his hard length. “This is because of you. This is for that tight, oily hole you just showed me. I’m so fucking hard thinking about sinking into that.”

    Jai could only watch, mesmerized, as Ansh stroked himself. The pre-cum beading at his tip gleamed in the light.

    “now, you’re going to do it again,” Ansh said, his voice hitching slightly as his thumb swiped over the head of his cock. “You’re going to get back on your knees for the camera. And this time, you’re not going to stop at three fingers. You’re going to fuck yourself with them. You’re going to imagine it’s my cock stretching you open, breeding that eager hole. You’re going to do it until you’re begging me to let you come. And you’re going to record the whole thing for me. Do you understand?”

    Ansh’s rhythm on his own cock never faltered, a steady, hypnotic promise of what was to come.

  • Horny Huey

    “Mmmm, that feels good,” I sighed as I slowly woke up to the feeling of Dad’s strong hands gripping and spreading my butt cheeks while his saliva-dripping tongue lapped at my well-used pucker.

    “Tastes good too,” he replied. “Like a juicy peach…with notes of lube and cum,” he chuckled before going in for more.

    “Really, Dad?” I groaned. Even eating his son’s ass he could still manage to come up with corny jokes. I loved his jokes, but I would never admit it to him. “Oh god, yeah,” I groaned as he began to work the tip of his tongue through my tight ass pucker.

    “Mmmm,” he replied, kneading my butt cheeks as he devoured my asshole.

    “Eat me, Daddy,” I groaned with pleasure.

    With a noisy slurp, Dad lifted his head. “Can I fuck you instead? I could eat your tasty ass all day, but I have to get to the office and I need to drop a load first.”

    “The office?” I looked over my shoulder with obvious disappointment on my face. “On Saturday?”

    “Afraid so. Special job that can’t wait.”

    “Then you’d better fuck me first, because I can’t wait either.”

    “How’s that feel?” Dad asked, sliding a finger into me.

    “Too thin and short,” I laughed.

    “You won’t be saying that in a minute.”

    “I know,” I replied. “Fuck me, Daddy.”

    “My mission in life is to fulfill your every wish…and to fill your ass as often as possible now that I know you like it,” Dad chuckled.

    I gave another mock groan at his latest joke and waited as I felt the bed shifting with him getting into position. “Oh yeah,” I sighed when I felt the head of his dick sliding between my butt cheeks and pressing against my asshole.

    “Do you wanna call Mike again?”

    “You dirty old man,” I laughed, but I stretched out my hand and retrieved my phone from the nightstand.

    “That’s no secret now,” he replied, as he pressed his cock against my tight entrance. “Relax, Son,” he growled, as I DickTimed my fuckbuddy.

    Just as Mike’s smiling face appeared on my phone, the head of Dad’s dick popped into my asshole. “Oh fuck,” I grunted.

    “Good morning to you too,” Mike laughed as I felt Dad’s rock-hard cock sliding deeper and deeper into me.

    “Oh yeah, that’s it, Daddy,” I sighed.

    “Oh, that’s it,” Mike laughed again, “getting some morning daddy dick.”

    “Oh yeah,” I sighed as Dad worked into a slow fucking rhythm. I could have used some more lube, but my morning body was still relaxed enough to take it…and enjoy it.

    “I’ve already had mine,” Mike informed me. “Quick but good. Morning, Mr. Lake”

    “Morning, Mikey,” Dad grunted as he thrust his throbbing cock into me.

    Mike laughed, “Only my dad ever calls me Mikey?”

    “I have a feeling you’re going to be like a second son to me,” Dad panted as he fucked me again and again and again.

    “I hope so, sir,” Mikey replied.

    “Call me ‘Dad,’” my dad grunted as he really slammed into me.

    “Okay, ‘Dad’ it is. And maybe ‘Daddy’ one day soon.”

    “Count on it, Son,” Dad growled as he pounded his meat into me, driving my own hard cock into the mattress.”

    “Oh yeah, fuck me, Daddy,” I groaned.

    “Can’t talk now, Mikey,” Dad panted. “Gotta take care of Huey’s needs.”

    “And your own,” Mike laughed. “No problem.”

    Dad leaned forward and planted his palms on my shoulder blades, pressing me down firmly onto the bed and adding leverage for driving his daddy dick up my ass.

    “Oh god, yeah,” I moaned. “Harder, Daddy. Harder.”

    “Yeah, he likes it hard, Mr. Lake,” Mike confirmed.

    “So I’ve learned,” Dad grunted. “He likes cock. Hard cock. Fucking cock.”

    “Oh yeah,” I groaned in agreement. “More. More. More,” I repeated with every deep, hard thrust.

    “Gonna give my boy his first morning breeding.”

    “Mornings are the best, Mr. Lake. Breed him!”

    “Fill my ass with cum, Daddy,” I begged. “I want it. I need it.”

    “You’re gonna get it,” Dad growled as he began to rabbit-fuck my ass. “Gonna…. Gonna… Gonna…”

    “Give it to him!” Mike cheered my dad on.

    “You wanted it, boy?” Dad growled.

    My own cock was about to explode but I wanted more. “Feed me, Dad. I want your cum for breakfast!”

    “Oh fuck,” Dad grunted, and I knew I’d almost waited too long. “Flip over fast,” he ordered as he yanked his throbbing dick out of my ass. I did as I was told and was rewarded with the sight of Dad rapidly stroking his rigid red shaft. “Can’t last much longer,” he grunted as he moved up to straddle my chest.

    “Just feed me,” I said, licking my lips as that engorged cock moved closer and closer.

    “I wanna see!” Mike yelled.

    “That good enough?” I panted as I filled the phone camera’s view with my lips and the head of my dad’s flaming red cock.

    “Feed him!” Mike yelled.

    “Gonna… Gonna… Gonna…” Dad couldn’t even finish his sentence as his tight fist flew up and down the throbbing shaft.

    “So hungry,” I moaned before sticking my tongue out and waiting for my breakfast.

    “OH FUCK,” Dad grunted. “HERE…” Pumping faster. “…IT…” And faster. “…CUMS!” His fist slammed to the base of his cock an instant before it exploded. The first blast splattered on my check. “FUCK!” Dad grunted and adjusted his aim so the second blast flew into my open mouth. “YEAH!” Dad growled as his thirst blast jetted into my mouth as well. “FUCK,” Dad moaned as he gripped the top of my head with his free hand and pushed his cock into my mouth with the other.

    “MMMPH,” I groaned as my mouth was filled with cum and cock and my lips wrapped tightly around the shaft…not wanting to spill a drop.

    “Oh yeah!” Mike hissed. “SWALLOW HUEY!”

    “MMMPH,” I grunted as the cum washed down my throat and Dad resumed stroking the part of his cock that I hadn’t taken in yet. More cum oozed onto my tongue as Dad’s urgent panting slowed and he started taking deeper breaths to recover.

    “Now that’s what I call breakfast,” Mike laughed. “I hope you’ll make breakfast for me one day, Mr. Lake.”

    “Only if you call my ‘Daddy,’” he replied with a laughed.

    “It’s a deal,” Mike smiled, “Daddy.”

    “That’s better,” my dad sighed as he looked me in the eyes and slowly pulled his cock out of my mouth. “Was it everything you wanted, Son?”

    I swallowed, smiled, wiped the cum from my cheek, sucked that into my mouth as well, then finally replied… “And more.” I raised an eyebrow and added, “But it will never be enough.”

    Dad laughed and ruffled my hair. “We’ll just have to keep trying.” Then he leaned in and gave me a quick kiss. “Sorry, gotta get to work. You’ll be okay to take care of this yourself?” he asked, grabbing my own throbbing cock and giving it a few pumps.

    “FUCK!” I yelled as cum shot straight up from my cock. A fountain of cum raining back down on Dad’s pumping fist.

    “I guess that answers that,” he laughed.

    “Sorry, Dad,” I panted as the last of my cum oozed out over his still slowly stroking fist.

    “No problem, I could use a little more breakfast too,” he grinned before releasing my cock and slurping the cum from his hand. “Best breakfast I’ve had in a long time,” he said with a smile as he licked his lips.

    “Better than Grandpa’s?” I asked without thinking.

    “GRANDPA!?” Mike blurted out before Dad could reply.

    “Oh shit, I’m sorry, Dad!” I was truly mortified. I was so wrapped up in my Dad that I’d forgotten Mikey was still doing DickTime.

    “No problem, Son,” he said, giving me a deeper kiss and sharing our mutual servings of dad-and-son cum. “I think we can trust Mikey with a few family secrets. Can’t we, Son?” he asked, turning to look at Mike on the phone.

    “Oh yeah, Daddy, you can trust me,” Mike assured him.

    “I thought so,” Dad laughed. “Okay, boys, I gotta get cleaned up and get to work. Have a good day and don’t spend all your time DickTiming.”

    After Dad had left the room, Mike finally said, “Wow, your dad is so cool. And your grandpa?! Really?”

    “What you’re dad and grandpa don’t play?” I asked innocently.

    “Not that I know, but I’m definitely going to ask now,” Mike laughed. “Right now!” And with that, DickTime was ended.

    The door opened and Dad popped his head back into the room. “I almost forgot… Your grandpa asked me to ask you if you could go help him with some chores today.”

    “Did you tell him about us?”

    “No, I figured I would let you surprise him whenever you feel like it. IF you feel like it.”

    “Oh, I feel like it!” I laughed.

    Dad smiled. “Just don’t wear him out. He’s not as young as I am.” And with a quick wink, Dad closed the door.

    As my tongue explored my mouth for any lingering traces of Dad’s delicious cum, my thoughts turned to how I could sample Grandpa’s jizz as well.


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  • His Man

    Marcin sat leaning against the bar counter, sipping beer straight from the bottle. In the joint, old Oi! music was playing. Kuba stood next to him, in ordinary dark jeans and a white tank top that hugged his chest. He looked like any other guy from the neighborhood – except everyone here knew he was Marcin’s. That he belonged to Marcin. That he was his man.

    Marcin didn’t have to say anything. It was enough that he placed his hand on Kuba’s neck and lightly squeezed his fingers. Kuba immediately straightened up, looked straight ahead, waiting. That was enough for the buddies at the table to smirk to themselves. They knew what it meant.

    “Come,” Marcin tossed in a low voice, not even looking at Kuba. He just stood up and headed toward the back exit, to the courtyard behind the pub. Kuba followed him without a word. It was always like that.

    Behind the bar, it was dark. Marcin leaned against the wall, unzipped his fly, and pulled out his thick, heavy cock. Kuba knelt right away. Without asking. Without hesitation. He opened his mouth and took it deep, the way Marcin liked – hard, right to the throat, until tears welled up in his eyes. Marcin grabbed him by the hair at the back of his head and started fucking his mouth, slowly but firmly. Kuba only moaned quietly, but didn’t try to pull back.

    After a moment, the door behind them creaked. Bartek and Grześ came out. They stood there, watching. Marcin didn’t even slow down.

    “You want some?” he just asked, not taking his eyes off Kuba, who was just choking on his cock.

    Bartek laughed.

    “What do you think?”

    Marcin pulled out of Kuba’s mouth, leaving him with his mouth open and saliva dripping down his chin. Kuba didn’t move. He waited.

    “Go for it then,” Marcin said and stepped back a pace.

    Bartek went first. He unzipped, pulled out his own – smaller than Marcin’s. He shoved it into Kuba’s throat without ceremony. Kuba took it all into his mouth, as always. Grześ stood nearby, smoking a cigarette and watching.

    “Fuck, he sucks so nicely,” Bartek muttered, fucking Kuba’s mouth. “Like he was born for it.”

    Marcin just smiled.

    “Because he was born for it.”

    Kuba had his eyes closed. He took everything. Like that was his place. Like that was the only thing he knew how to do well.

    When Bartek finished – straight down the throat – Kuba swallowed it all. Without a grimace. Then he took Grześ. Then Marcin again. And then Bartek once more. Until all three were satisfied.

    They went back inside. Kuba had red lips, slightly swollen. Saliva and cum dripped down his chin. But he walked straight. With his head held high. Because he was his man. And he was proud of it.

    ***

    At home, it was different.

    Marcin undressed slowly. He watched. Kuba stood naked, smooth as a child – because Marcin shaved him every week. His whole body. Chest. Back. Balls. Legs. Pussy. Everything. Thoroughly. So he’d be clean. So he’d be ready. So he’d be perfect.

    Marcin liked watching Kuba stand before him – tall, muscular, but completely submissive. With his cock hanging heavily between his legs, with a smooth pussy, pink and tight. He liked touching him. With fingers. With tongue. He liked opening him up.

    “Spread yourself,” he said quietly.

    Kuba lay on the bed, on his back, spreading his legs wide. Marcin entered him slowly. First with fingers. Then with tongue. Until Kuba started moaning and begging.

    “Please…”

    “What?”

    “Put it in me…”

    “What do you want me to put in?”

    “Your cock. Please. In my pussy.”

    Marcin laughed. But he put it in. Slowly. Until Kuba howled with pleasure. Because that was his role. To be fucked. To be taken. For his man to have him – all of him.

    And then he shared him. Because a real skinhead doesn’t hide his man. He shows him off, gives him away. Because his man is his pride.

    ***

    On Friday evening, there were six of them. Marcin, Bartek, Grześ, Seba, Łysy, and Długi. They sat in Marcin’s apartment. Beer. Music. Kuba walked around in just boxers – white, tight ones that Marcin made him wear at home.

    Marcin sat on the couch, with his legs spread wide. Kuba knelt between them, sucking slowly, as if it were the most important task in the world. The buddies watched.

    “Fuck, he really likes it,” Seba said.

    “Because he does,” Marcin replied.

    After a moment, Marcin pulled out of Kuba’s mouth.

    “So, who’s first?”

    They all laughed.

    They started right away.

    Kuba lay on the table, on his back. Legs up. Marcin entered him first. He fucked him hard, until the table creaked.

    Then Bartek. Then Grześ. Then Seba.

    Kuba took them all. One after another. Without a break. With his mouth open. With his legs spread. With his pussy wrecked and red.

    When Łysy entered—thick, heavy, with a cock like a club—Kuba howled. But he took it, all of it. To the end.

    Długi was last. He entered from behind. Kuba knelt on all fours, face in the pillow. Długi fucked him like an animal.

    “Go on, go on,” Marcin said, standing nearby and smoking a cigarette. “Fuck him hard. He likes it.”

    When they finished, Kuba lay on the floor. Covered in cum. On his face. On his chest. In his pussy. Everywhere.

    Marcin approached, lifted him up. Hugged him.

    “Good boy,” he said quietly. “Mine.”

    Kuba just nodded. Because he was Marcin’s.

    On Sunday morning, Marcin shaved him again.

    Kuba stood in the shower, naked. Marcin sat on a stool, with a razor in hand. Marcin spread Kuba’s legs and smeared on foam.

    “You like being smooth?” Marcin asked.

    “Yes.”

    “For whom are you smooth?”

    “For you.”

    “And for whom else?”

    “For your buddies.”

    Marcin smiled. Then he took him in the shower.

    ***

    “His woman is hidden. His man is on display.” That sentence hung in the air for years, like an unspoken law among the crew. No one repeated it out loud, because they didn’t have to. Everyone knew.

    Kuba entered the “Red Dog” a little after ten-thirty. An ordinary Friday in an ordinary November. Bomber jacket unzipped, white tank top underneath, dark jeans, boots. There were already about twenty guys in the joint. Music thumped, someone yelled at the foosball table, smoke stung the throat.

    Marcin sat in the corner, in his spot. Legs spread wide, elbow on the table, beer in hand. When he saw Kuba, he just raised an eyebrow. That was enough. Kuba approached slowly, no words needed. He stood before him. Marcin grabbed him by the belt, pulled him closer, between his thighs. Fingers dug into the skin under the jeans.

    “You’re five minutes late,” he said quietly, but in a way that Kuba felt it in his spine.

    “The bus.”

    “Next time, leave earlier.”

    “Got it.”

    Marcin let go of the belt, moved his hand higher, under the tank top, over the smooth chest.

    “Go say hello,” Marcin tossed, leaning back in the chair.

    Kuba turned and headed toward the bar. On the way, anyone who wanted slapped him on the ass. Someone grabbed his butt through the jeans and squeezed lightly. Kuba didn’t react. He just kept going. That was the greeting. Normal.

    At the counter stood Bartek with Grześ. Bartek threw an arm around him, pulled him close tightly.

    “Hey there, little whore,” he muttered right into his ear. “I missed that pussy.”

    Kuba smiled weakly.

    The first hour passed with drinking, talking, laughing. Kuba sat on Marcin’s lap, facing away from him, with his hand slipped under the guy’s tank top. Marcin pinched his nipple every now and then or slid his fingers over his stomach, lower, under the belt. Kuba didn’t move. He just drank beer and listened as the guys talked about work, football matches, how some leftie got punched in the face by them at a protest.

    At half past eleven, Marcin stood up.

    “We’re going to the back,” he said loudly.

    No one asked why. They just went. Ten guys. Kuba walked in the middle, surrounded. They locked the courtyard door from inside.

    ***

    When the last one finished in his mouth, Marcin grabbed Kuba by the hair and lifted him.

    “On the barrel,” he ordered.

    Kuba lay on his back on the cold metal. Legs spread wide, knees pulled to his chest. Pussy open, wet from saliva and arousal.

    “Fuck,” someone groaned from behind. “Look how his cunt is spreading.”

    Marcin fucked hard, with all his strength.

    They went back inside. Kuba’s boxers were wet from the guys’ cum. He sat on Marcin’s lap. Marcin slipped his hand in from behind, under the fabric, putting two fingers in the pussy. Kuba sighed quietly.

    “We’re not done yet,” Marcin said loudly.

    The buddies laughed.

    ***

    At two in the morning, they moved to Marcin’s apartment. Two rooms on the eighth floor in a panel block. Door locked with two locks, and Marcin’s woman sat in the other room.

    Marcin sat next to him. Lit a cigarette. Looked at him for a long time.

    “I love you, you know?” he said quietly.

    Kuba smiled.

    “I know.”

    Marcin put out the cigarette, lay down next to him. Hugged him tightly. Kuba nestled into him, all dirty, smelling of cum and sweat.

    The next day, Saturday afternoon, Marcin fucked him in the shower. Kuba stood leaning against the tiles, water running down them, Marcin’s cum finally filling his pussy. Then they washed. Marcin dried Kuba with a towel, like a child. Kissed his neck. The evening was calmer. Just the two of them. Movie. Beer. Kuba lay with his head between Marcin’s thighs, and Marcin lazily played with his own cock.

    ***

    Marcin left the stairwell at seven in the morning, as always in a black bomber, Dr. Martens, and hands in pockets. November, gray, wet, but a few guys from the crew were already milling around the neighborhood. He nodded to them, they to him. No one greeted loudly, no need.

    Kuba locked the door with two locks, adjusted his backpack on his shoulder. White sneakers, dark jeans, gray hoodie, ordinary white tank top underneath. Hair buzzed to a number one two days ago by Marcin. He went down the stairs slowly, like he wasn’t in a hurry anywhere. Downstairs, Marcin waited, leaning against the wall, cigarette in mouth.

    “Good morning,” Kuba said quietly.

    Marcin didn’t answer. He just grabbed him by the neck, pulled him close, and kissed him hard, with tongue, right in the middle of the stairwell, so anyone coming out or in could see. Kuba didn’t resist. On the contrary, he opened his mouth wider, let Marcin possess him for those few seconds. When Marcin pulled away, Kuba had wet lips and slightly quickened breath.

    “Let’s go,” Marcin tossed and walked ahead.

    They walked to the bus stop together. Marcin in front, Kuba half a step behind. At the stop, a few guys from the block were already standing. One, Paweł, nodded to Kuba.

    “What’s up, faggot?”

    Kuba smiled.

    “Cool.”

    “You guys gonna be at the ‘Dog’ tonight?”

    “We will,” Marcin replied instead.

    The bus arrived. They got on. Marcin sat by the window, Kuba on his lap. Marcin slipped his hand under Kuba’s hoodie, under the tank top, touching his smooth belly skin. Kuba sat motionless, looking straight ahead. Marcin’s fingers slid higher, pinching the nipple. No one on the bus looked. Or pretended not to.

    At work, Kuba sat at a desk in an open space, ordinary logistics company, nothing special. Wrote emails, took calls. Normal guy. Only every now and then he glanced at his phone. Message from Marcin: “Be home at 6:00.”

    At five-thirty, he left. At home, shower first. Then he waited. Naked. On all fours in the hallway. Exactly how Marcin liked.

    Marcin came in at six-fifteen. Tossed keys on the cabinet, took off his jacket. Looked at Kuba.

    “Stand up.”

    Kuba stood. Marcin approached, pulled his cock out of his pants, pulled back the foreskin, and squeezed it lightly.

    He went to the bathroom. Kuba followed. Marcin handed him his dick. Kuba knelt between his legs and took it in his mouth. Deeply, exactly how Marcin had taught him over all these years. Marcin smoked a cigarette, looked in the mirror, sometimes just placed his hand on the back of Kuba’s head and pushed harder.

    “Good,” he muttered after ten minutes and came straight down the throat.

    Kuba swallowed it all. Then wiped his mouth with the hoodie sleeve.

    ***

    Marcin never said “my boyfriend.” He said “my man.” And he said it loudly, with pride, with his hand on Kuba’s neck, so everyone within ten meters knew what was up.

    Kuba was twenty-eight, six-foot-two, shoulders like a swimmer, arms that could disassemble a Golf engine in twenty minutes, and a face that the girls in the neighborhood called “hottie.” He walked in ordinary dark Levi’s 501 jeans, white Fruit of the Loom tank tops, and black Martens. No earrings, no tattoos, no bling. Ordinary, strong guy from the projects. Except that for five years, he belonged to Marcin completely. And everyone in the crew knew it.

    The beginning was simple. They met at a match. Warsaw–Łódź, closed sector. Kuba stood next to Marcin by chance, but when the opposing hooligans charged, Kuba grabbed a chair leg and stood shoulder to shoulder. After the match, Marcin bought him a beer and said:

    “Come with us.”

    Kuba went. And stayed.

    The first time, Marcin took him by force, a week later, after a won match. Kuba knelt on the cold floor, and Marcin fucked his throat, holding his hair. Kuba cried, but not from pain. From relief.

    Marcin set the rule: every Saturday evening, he shaves Kuba. Shaves his whole body. Chest, back, stomach, legs, balls, and pussy. Thoroughly, with foam and a new razor. Kuba stands in the tub, hands against the wall, legs spread. Marcin kneels behind him, spreads his cheeks, and runs the blade over the most sensitive skin. Kuba trembles, but stands still. Because he knows if he twitches—he’ll get punched in the face.

    “You’ll be clean,” Marcin says quietly, rinsing off the foam.

    On Friday, November 17, Kuba finishes work at four. Leaves the office, puts on his jacket, and goes straight home. On the way, buys a pack of L&M Red and a six-pack of Żywiec beer. Enters the apartment, closes the door, takes off everything except boxers, and kneels in the hallway. Waits.

    Marcin returns at six-forty-three. Tosses keys, takes off the bomber, looks at Kuba.

    “Stand up. Show yourself.”

    Kuba stands up. Marcin walks around him slowly, like an inspector. Runs his hand over the chest, stomach, back. Stops behind, spreads the cheeks.

    “Good. Smooth as silk.” Slips a finger into the pussy dry. Kuba sighs.

    “What?”

    “Because I’m thinking about tonight.”

    Marcin laughs low, slaps his ass.

    “Get dressed. We’re going hard.”

    ***

    Marcin sits in his corner on the couch. Kuba sits on his lap. Bartek approaches, hands over beer.

    “It’s gonna be heavy tonight,” Bartek says. “Some guys from Łódź came.”

    Marcin nods.

    “All the better.”

    For the first hour, Kuba sits on Marcin like on a throne. Whoever wanted approached, groped, kissed his neck, or bit his ear. Kuba drinks beer and allows it. Sometimes someone slips a hand into his pants, feels the ass, slips a finger into the pussy. Kuba just smiles.

    At half past ten, Marcin stands up.

    “Drop your pants.”

    Kuba pulls down his jeans and boxers to his ankles. Stands with a hard cock and smooth ass on display. Marcin grabs him by the hair, pushes him to his knees.

    “We start.”

    First is Marcin. Pulls out his cock and shoves it into Kuba’s throat in one motion. Kuba chokes, but takes it all. Marcin fucks the throat hard, until tears stream down Kuba’s cheeks.

    “Look at him,” Marcin says, not slowing. “Look how nicely he swallows.”

    Bartek has already unzipped, jerking off nearby. After five minutes, Marcin pulls out with a loud smack.

    “Your turn.”

    Bartek enters Kuba’s mouth like butter. Fucks hard, holding by the ears.

    “Fuck, he sucks like a pro.”

    After Bartek, Grześ. Grześ has a long, thin cock, but with a big head. Shoves it to the balls. Kuba gurgles.

    Then Seba. Seba likes fucking the throat slowly, looking in the eyes. Kuba looks up, tearing up, but doesn’t look away.

    Długi has a cock like a sausage. Barely fits in the mouth. Kuba stretches his lips to the limit, but takes it. Długi fucks him like a machine, until saliva pours in a stream.

    Łysy, Młody, Paweł, Kosa, Szrama, and five more new ones from Łódź. Each gets Kuba’s throat for a few minutes. When the last from Łódź finishes in his mouth, Kuba swallows and pants heavily. Marcin grabs him by the hair, stands him up.

    “On the Golf hood.”

    Someone opens the hood of the old Golf II parked in the courtyard. Kuba lies on his back, legs up, spread wide.

    Marcin enters first. Kuba screams loudly, but it’s a scream of pleasure.

    “Shut your mouth,” Marcin growls and shoves fingers into his mouth.

    Fucks hard, deep, balls slapping against the ass with a smack. After seven minutes, pulls out his cock.

    “Bartek.”

    And so on. Eighteen guys. Each takes Kuba’s pussy as long as he wants. Some finish inside – hot streams fill Kuba to the brim. Some pull out and cum on the stomach, chest, face, in the hair. After an hour, Kuba’s pussy is red, swollen, open to five fingers, cum dripping in streams down the thighs.

    When the last one finishes, Kuba lies on the hood, pants, trembles, eyes glassy.

    Marcin approaches, kisses him hard on the mouth, with tongue.

    “Good man,” he says loudly. “My man.”

    ***

    Marcin sits next to him, lights a cigarette, looks.

    “I love you, you know?”

    Kuba nods. Can’t speak – his throat is raw.

    Marcin puts out the cigarette, lies down next to him, hugs him tightly. And they fall asleep like that – Marcin clothed, Kuba naked, dirty, happy.

    On Saturday morning, Marcin wakes Kuba at ten. Coffee, cigarette, shower together. Then breakfast. Kuba in just boxers, Marcin feeds him with a spoon from the plate.


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  • Gay College Roommates

    I was drunk.

    A typical Saturday night. Barely got back from a friends apartment, not even sure if I had closed my door on the way in. Nobody was back in the apartment yet, either still out or not coming back at all. I stumbled in my bedroom and collapsed on the bed.

    *vibrate* *vibrate* *vibrate*

    My ex texting me. FUCK. I know I shouldn’t even look at it, I know exactly what happens when I do. Pull out my phone and open my messages. And there was a selfie of her, well just her tits…. Big DD, her nipples just popping out of her bra… “want me to come over tonight?”

    I was drunk, and horny as always. I knew I shouldn’t but I did anyway.

    “The doors unlocked.”

    I knew I was gonna pass out and I was hot as fuck so I took off my cloths. Sliding off my boxers briefs, my thick 7′ inch smooth cock jumping out. Just thinking about her tits got me semi hard, I figured I’d leave it out if she wanted to come over and give me head. I climbed into bed and just threw the light inner sheet over me, the outline of my cock clearly visible beneath the sheet. And…. I was out.

    *SLURP* *SLUP* *SLURP*

    The sound started to rouse me. Then I felt it. Saliva running down my rock hard shaft. The feel of my cock being devoured, in and out, every time it was taken in a little slurping sound made.

    I didn’t open my eyes. I just knew it was my ex girlfriend Kate. This was a pro cock sucker going down on me, and she was one of them. I just laid there, enjoying the blow. When I am drunk I take forever to cum. I always have to apologize to girls, but they never seem to mind.

    “WHAT THE FUCK?!?!”

    I heard my ex’s voice BEHIND me.

    My eyes pop open. And there was Tom, totally naked in front of me. Bent over devouring my cock. Not even pausing due to the sudden intrusion.

    “Baby I…” I tried to sit up, but Tom clamped down on my cock, sucking harder and faster. And I let him, dam he was good…

    “I didn’t know you were fucking gay?!? Is this why you broke up with me? You couldn’t tell me this earlier! You know……” I just tuned her out. She was being a bitch as usual. The sex was why I kept going back to her, not the conversation.

    I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. Tuning her out as much as I could. Then the door slammed and she was gone. My mind started to race suddenly….

    Was she going to spread rumor’s that I was gay? I’m not gay I just… Tom is just blowing me… That does make me gay does it?

    Tom was in the zone. Slurping up my cock, his saliva running everywhere. He pulled me out of his mouth and looked up at me, his hand still slowly jerking off my shining wet cock.

    “I thought she would never leave! Now I know why you fuck her so hard, to get her to shut the fuck up.”

    And he was back down again on my cock. I was still a little buzzed, but now fully awake I started to stare at Tom and really take his body in…. There he was fully undressed I was starting at his body and liking it. He was pretty pale for a white guy, a little overweight. He had small barbell nipples rings in each of this nipples. Not an ounce of hair on his body anywhere. His cock didn’t look too big, but his ass was pretty round for guy. Definitely a pear shaped body, ass too big. And he was really turning me on.

    What the fuck was I thinking?

    I didn’t noticed he had stopped going down on me, and noticed I was staring at his ass…

    “You ready to fuck me? I told you my ass is aching for a good fuck.”

    He got up from the bed and went over to my desk. He reached behind him and pulled something out of his ass! Was that a butt plug? Putting it on the table, he grabbed a bottle of lube that he must have brought over and started rubbing some into his asshole. WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN? I sat up, and got up speaking to him….

    “Hey Look Tom…. Um alright so like a blowjob is alright but I don’t know if I’m ready to have sex with you. I mean I’ve done anal before with my gf but I’m not really into guys, plus I’m not really into getting fucked…”

    Meanwhile my cock was still ROCK hard. My agrument was falling apart with that aspect alone.

    “It’s okay I’m not top, I just like to bottom. I’m sure you will do fine.”

    “I don’t even have and condoms here….”

    “Really, a condom? What are you worried I will get pregnant? Don’t worry I am safe.”

    And with that he got on the bed doggie style. Knees on the edge of the bed, hands down ass up. His but was shinning in the dim light with lube. I really got to appreciate him now. He really did have a round ass, and I think…. I think I found it really hot….. His dick was dangling, some precum dripping out of his head. Asshole pulsing, waiting…

    “Just get over here and FUCK me.”

    My feet started moving. I couldn’t believe what I was doing… A random blowjob was one thing, but this?! I stepped up to his ass and pressed my head against the opening to his asshole. So wet and inviting. He leaned back and a I pressed forward. The head to my cock slid in to his ass easily. He was lubbed up really well, I slipped right in. Inch by inch, untill my shaft was completely in and my balls rested up against his wet ass.

    Loose and lubed up already, I proceeded to slide in and out slowly.

    I had to admit, his ass felt AMAZING. Honesly his asshole felt a lot better than my ex girlfriends. Whenever she was on her period she would let me fuck her ass, but she was always SO tight. It always took a while for her ass to open up to my thick cock. But Tom on the other hand came over READY. He was LOOSE and READY.

    I started to really enjoy myself. My hands resting on the sides of his ass, I started to pump his ass with every inch I could give him. He was moaning and LOVING it.

    “MMMHHHMMMMM yeah that it…. Fuck that ass baby… MMMM make me your bitch, you know thats how I like it…”

    At this point I was clapping against his ass, really giving it to him. Grabbing on harder, fucking faster. His ass was too lose, I wanted him tighter.

    “Lay down on the bed.”

    He put his head down on my pillow and brought his arms up holding onto the bed frame. legs straight behind him I mounted on top. My glistening cock resting in-between his glistening ass cheeks.

    My cock was ROCK hard still, I had to push my head DOWN into his asshole.

    TIGHT

    I pushed farther….. Harder…

    My cock slid in, meeting a little resistance. His asshole grabbing my cock HARD. His ass started to twitch, ass cheeks flexing, hands gripping the bed harder.

    “AHHH FUCK thats the spot…. Yeah boy make my ass yours.”

    “Tom shut the fuck up.”

    And I started to pump his ass again. God he was TIGHT. He felt sooo good I started to moan. Eventually I was full on smashing his ass, clapping against him with each downward thrust.

    My roommate walked in….

    I didn’t stop, but my mind was in totally shock. OH MY GOD, what was he going to THINK?

    He didn’t even pause when he walked in, just going straight over to his bed taking off his cloths, drunk as fuck.

    “Dam Mike, smash that ass good.”

    He was a pretty big, muscular jock. On the rugby team. Taking off his cloth, he stripped down to nothing (he always slept naked). He had a pretty average 5 inch cock, a little hairy, very muscular.

    He laid on his bed onto his back.

    Tom had noticed his arrival, he asshole tightening a little. He looked over at him and wondered what was going to happen next.

    Like I said he was drunk as fuck. His right hand reached down and started caressing his cock. While staring at us…. I couldn’t believe it, but then again it didn’t really suprise me.

    Meanwhile my smashing started to get more intense. Him watching, jerking one out to us REALLY turned me on. If it was possible my cock actually got HARDER. Tom noticed and started to moan more. I started to sweat pretty badly. My back was glistening now, I could feel sweat dripping down my back and over my own asshole. I was really pounding him out, abusing his ass.

    “Ahhh Mike my ass is getting sore…. you gonna cum yet?”

    “Fucking lay there and take it bitch, I’ll cum when I wanna fucking cum. Then you’ll get that ass lubed up nice.”

    Who was I talking like this? 15 minutes ago I was thinking I didn’t wanna be gay. Now I was smashing ass like no ass I have ever hit up before. Finally ready to dump my load, I let Mike know…

    “Here it finally cums…. fucking take my load bitch!”

    Slamming my ass down HARD as far as my cock would go, I unleashed a torret of CUM into his sore, pulsing asshole. I just kept my cock burried deep inside, not letting out at all as my cock pulsed filling his ass with my cum. I never came so hard in my life, I could literally feel my balls completely draining.

    I didn’t move a muscle. I let my cock soften inside of his asshole. Then slowly I pulled out, gently letting the tip of my cock come out. My cum slowly started to ooze out of his ass.

    I completely forgot about my roomate. I looked over and there he was, ASLEEP, cum sprayed across his muscular chest.

    As I went to lay down on my bed, Top was getting up. I thought for a second Tom was just going to get up and leave, but as soon as the back of my my head hit the pillow he was on top of me. Literally his as was resting on top of my sweaty chest, making it a little hard to breath. I could feel my cum leaking out of his wet asshole onto my abs. What was he doing?

    “What you weren’t gonna take care of me? How inconsiderate…”

    It wasn’t until now I noticed his small 4 inch cock was rock hard in front of my face. He was expecting me to blow him now? No…. turns out he just wanted to use my mouth.

    With my mouth partially open from breathing heavily, he didn’t hesitate shoving his cock down my throat. I had never sucked a dick before, I didn’t know what to do. But he didn’t worry about it, it was less me sucking and more him fucking my mouth. He just simply when to town on me. Grabbing my head, he proceeded to throat fuck me.

    Gagging, his sweet pre-cum filling my mouth. I must say I did enjoy it. His cock tasted sweet and he could tell I was liking it because my lips wrapped around his cock pumping my mouth hole.

    He didn’t take long, I’m about 2 minutes he shot his load. Grabbing my hair and plowing he cock deep in my mouth. Even though his cock was small I couldn’t breath. I started gagging and coughing. He didn’t care, his load came flowing into my mouth and down my throat. Half his cum actually make it down my throat, the other half I coughed out the sides of my mouth, leaking down my lips and my neck. His cum was so sweet, thick and just….. I loved it.

    Grabbing his ass oily wet ass with both hands, I proceeded to suck on his limpening cock. His body twitching, eyes in disbelief but quiet satisfaction.

    He pulled out of my wanting mouth, a little popping sound occured when his head came out.

    Faster than any girl I’d been with, he put his cloths back on and was gone.

    There I was laying there. My cock drained after dumping my load into a guy bareback. Cum inside my mouth and down my face. And my roommate, laying naked covered in cum after having masturbate to MY first gay sex. WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO ME? And then I remembed again my ex having stopped by DURING….. Holy shit.

    I was a little worried about what people would be saying, I’m sure word would spread. But that night right before I fell asleep I was left fantasizing about ONE thing.

    What it would like to get FUCKED by another GUY…..