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  • Making Frat Pussy

    It was an age old tradition, and this year was the year Caleb was presiding over it. He had been assigned by the President to recruit this year’s frat pussy.

    It was a whole ordeal. Or a hole ordeal perhaps. But the frat needed new talent every year and the hungry cocks of the frat members were ready for this year’s search.

    It promised to be quite the fuck fest for one weekend – and then a steady stream of pussy for the next twelve months. Of course the three existing pussies were still around and available for use.  But now that the pledges were initiated and were used to the pussies, it was time to add the usual fourth.

    Every year freshmen would line up to join the frat. The selection criteria were simply – huge muscled and horse hung dominant guys who fucked other senseless. That had long been the only criteria but it meant that they had to have a steady supply of pussy. And quite frankly, most women couldn’t handle their huge cocks all day long.

    And so, over half a century ago, the frat had started to look for the hungriest bottoms they could find. Often very submissive twinks who craved a steady stream of big cocks. 

    The twinks who became frat pussies didn’t just get a steady stream though. They got a whole fucking river. And only the best and hungriest were up for the job.

    Obviously, the frat preferred not to have twinks, but they had found a solution to that. And this search would find the lucky slut deserving enough of the special treatment.

    Caleb didn’t have to do it on his own. Two of his buddies had been fucking a steady stream of freshmen twinks from grindr since the start of the year. The most promising fucks they had then first shared, and later gang fucked. They must have fucked over 20 twinks whose dream it was to serve men just like the members of the frat.

    The four who had complained the least, and begged the most for more, were picked to come to the selection event.

    And so they had gathered all 100 members into the house. Each guy was huge and muscled – at least 200lbs – and were wearing just basketball shorts with a jockstrap underneath. Each was supporting an ample bulge, providing only a small clue to what each was packing. 

    Downstairs in the basement were the four twinks. They had each been assigned a letter, because at the end of the day they were prospective pussies and didn’t need an identity. Even when one was finally chosen, the successful pussy would be assigned a number – counting up from 1 since they had begun. This weekend’s successful cunt would be number 52.

    And the prospective pussies downstairs knew what was in store. A weekend of endless fucking. Their cunts wouldn’t be empty for more than seconds and whoever lasted longest would win. If more than one was still standing after 48 hours, it would go to a vote amongst the frat members.

    As a reward, the successful pussy would not only be turned into the perfect cunt, but would also be allowed to live in the frat house in their own room. They would be fed and taken care off. Even half their tuition would be covered by the house. And if they should ever get into trouble and risk having to drop out, most of the time the frat was able to find the money to keep them around until they finished school.

    But against that stood a cost. But for these true sluts, probably a small one. Outside their classes, they only had 1 free hour for themselves every day (usually this was late at night when the frat’s pussy demand was lowest – but at weekends that was peak time so they got time off during the day). Outside of that time, they always had to be on call, ready to serve. And there were always at least 2 pussies on call.

    Caleb stretched, his abs rippling as he did so. He was getting ready to address the gathered brothers.

    “Are they ready?” He asked Dalton, who emerged from the basement. 

    “Yup. All ready to go.”

    “Great. And they know the rules?”

    “We went over them again to be sure, and each said the were fully with it and there on their own accord.”

    “Good!” 

    That meant it was all ready. Each frat member would be allowed to fuck as many times as they wanted and the pussies couldn’t say no – if they did they were out. They would be allowed to fall asleep if they could still be fucked. But if they said they no longer wanted to participate, they would be released and would be allowed to go. But they would probably never set foot in the frat again.

    It was rare for the frat to have all 100 members gathered in the house – most weekends some would be away at games, competitions or just generally gone. But everyone had made sure they were here for this.

    The other 3 pussies were around as well, available in their rooms if an extra cunt was needed.

    “Alright everyone!” Caleb shouted as the room went quiet. “You know the drill. We’ve got four pussies ready for endless breeding. Keep breeding them until the last one is standing and they will become our next pussy bitch for the rest of their time here at school!”

    Everyone cheered.

    “Now – grab that viagra and let’s get fucking!” 

    The viagra was always needed on this weekend. For starters, most guys didn’t really enjoy twinks all that much. But it also ensured there was a constant stream of rock hard monster meat.

    Caleb followed the frat president, Kwon, into the basement and heard him whistle.

    “You approve?” He chuckled.

    On display in front of them were four raised asses, sticking out of a wall. Two of them were clearly on all fours, while the other two were on their backs. But only their hairless pussies were visible. The frats didn’t need to know who they fucked. On each their asses was a big capital ‘A’, ‘B’, ‘C’ or ‘D’, to keep track on which was which.

    Their cunts were prelubed and had a small buttplug in to warm them up. Kwon was maybe relatively short, but easily one of the biggest guys in the frat, weighing over 300lbs of muscle. He took out his rock hard 12” cock and walked up to A, pulled the plug out and shoved his big shaft in, in one smooth thrust. Caleb and Dalton followed his example, taking B and C, whilst a fourth brother shoved his cock into D. 

    Over the cheers behind them they could hardly hear their moaning, but it immediately felt good. The tight cunts wrapped around their huge cocks.

    Kwon moaned himself. “Fuck this is some prime twat you found there Caleb.” He said as he fucked harder and harder.

    Caleb followed his lead, his 6’5”, 289lbs mammoth of a body slamming into the squirming cunt underneath him. 

    The objective here wasn’t to cum, but to sample all of the pussies. At least on the first fuck. So when Kwon signalled, they all moved to the next twat and eagerly continued. A new guy jumped up the stand immediately and shoved his 9.5” cock into A.

    Caleb loved this tradition. Every year the guys could fuck harder and rougher than they normally would – partly fuelled by the viagra, and partly to test the pussies to their limit. The objective was to break them. It wasn’t the expectation that they would last the full 48 hour – even if it was the hope. As long as whoever lasted the longest, lasted more than 24 hours, they knew they had a good cunt to fuck every day for the next four years.

    And so the night continued. Initially all 100 guys tried to get a go on the four hungry cunts on display, but some quickly realised there was a long wait. So instead they started to use the existing pussies, and even a few girls that knew this was a prime night to get laid. But they often didn’t stay too long, unable to cope with the demand of so many horse hung guys.

    After four hours, Caleb went to check on the prospective pussies. He walked down a corridor where only he and his small team were allowed to go and unlocked a door. 

    In front of him, he saw the four guys moaning. A was on all fours and looked up as Caleb walked into the room. 

    “How’s it going?” Caleb said with a big smile on his face. The twink was cute. Pitch black afro hair, with a beautiful dark chocolate skin. He was maybe 5’8” – a perfect size for a pussy.

    “It feels so fucking good. I never knew there were so many big cocks on campus.”

    “Oh there’s more to come too.” Caleb said with a slightly wicked tone in his voice.

    He walked over to B. A beautiful, stunning redhead. His ginger curly hair bopped up and down as he laid on his back getting relentless pounded. Caleb could see his sizeable cock dripping precum, but his arms had been tied up so he couldn’t jack off. It was vital to ensure the cunts stayed horny all night.

    C was moaning loudly – probably the loudest of them all. He was on all fours and Caleb honestly didn’t know if he was going to last based on the noises he was already making. But maybe he was wrong about the latino looking twink. He was the shortest of the lot – maybe 5’5” – and maybe hadn’t been as good as he and his team had hoped. 

    In fact – before seeing this – he had been quite sure C was the most promising. The gang fuck they gave him was relentless, and long. They fucked him for 12 hours straight, so he was unsure why he was struggling.

    “You ok there?” He decided to ask. 

    “Fuck yeah!” C said, but somehow Caleb thought he was putting on a brave face.

    So he walked over to D. He couldn’t worry about one dropping out. He just had to let the night run its course.

    D was maybe the cutest. He couldn’t quite put his finger on why, but the Indian twink had an innocence about him that the other pussies just lacked. And he had grown up in England and sounded posh as hell – maybe it added to his cuteness. That and his deep brown skin.

    He looked content and left the room, locking it on his way out. He found another one from his team.

    “Make sure you go and give them something to drink Jason. We want to keep them hydrated.”

    The Asian American just nodded and walked off and Caleb watched lustfully as his huge frame disappeared down the hallway.

    And so he checked in on them every few hours. By sunrise the guys were mostly getting tired and the steady steam of cock started to die down. 

    That’s when his team really jumped into action. No pussy was allowed to be left empty for more than a minute and so they prepared the buttplugs (bigger than the ones they started the night with) and placed them on a ledge next to each cunt. 

    Now, when a frat brother was finished, they would immediately shove one of the big plugs in, ensuring there was a sizeable gape when the next brother would pull it out.

    One from his team was always on the lookout for empty cunts and made sure they shoved the buttplugs in quickly when it happened. Once in a while a plug would fall out, and they would go grab a bigger one that was less likely to drop out.

    That only happened after breakfast, to A. One of the black frat brothers had just fucked him senseless with his 14” cock (one of the biggest there) and the plug just was too small – although the gape was rather beautiful. Caleb got Dalton to fetch the next size up plug, but even that fell out after a moment. 

    “Fuuuuck” Dalton moaned as he came back with the second largest plug they had. “That’s one fucking gape.”

    “You fucking bet. I think we need to get Marcus to fuck each of these twats.”

    “Hmmmm fuck – they’d be ruined for days.” Dalton agreed with a happy smile.

    “Go and find him will you?” Caleb asked and Dalton walked off. 

    As Dalton looked for Marcus, Caleb spent some time with the big gapping hole. A was promising – very promising so far. He saw some cum dripping down A’s thigh and needed to try something. So he lubed up his hand and started to gently slide it into the pussy as he felt A squirm underneath him. 

    But he didn’t meet much resistance. Within moments he was knuckle deep and he started to gently move his hand in and out, stretching with every movement, feeling the cunt open up further. 

    “What’s up Caleb” Marcus said in his deep voice coming down the stairs just as Caleb felt his hand slide in deeper. The room had gone mostly quiet now and Caleb heard a loud, satisfied moan coming from A.

    “Oh hey Marcus.” He said as he continued to fist A. “You opened up A quite impressively, if you get what I mean.”

    “Fuck man, I knew I was big but you’ve not got small hands dude. That shit is impressive.”

    “Yeah thats what I thought. He’s on our second largest buttplug to keep him open. Though to be honest…” He said, looking at his own hand inside that wrecked cunt, “it may need to be the biggest one now. Just wondered if you could open up the other ones in the same way?”

    “Oh fuck man – I would be happy to. Though maybe you wanna ask Santiago too – that dude has one big motherfucker between his legs.”

    Dalton immediately ran off to find Santiago – probably one of the shortest guys around at 5’9” but he weighed almost 300lbs of pure muscle – and was hung like a donkey.

    So as Caleb continued to fist A, Marcus got to work on B, getting his cock hard in record time and started to pound mercilessly. 

    Caleb was jacking off his cock when Santiago emerged. 

    “I heard y’all want the pussy destroyer?” He asked in his deep southern accent.

    “Yeah I think C could do with a merciless pounding.” Caleb said getting closer to the edge. And so could D to be honest.”

    “No problem man.” Santiago said. His handsome latino complexion gave no hint of the kind of fucker he was but within seconds of entering C, he started to pound furiously. Caleb knew he was one of the most aggressive fuckers around and together, it seemed as though Marcus and Santiago were winding each other up. Watching the two was incredibly hot and he was now incredibly close. He withdrew his fist and shoved his cock deep inside A just as it erupted, adding to the many loads he had undoubtedly taken that night.

    At that point, Caleb heard a very loud protest coming from C. 

    “Go check on him Jason” Caleb said quickly as Jason ran off. Santiago quickly seemed to stop. 

    “I don’t think he’s up for it Caleb.” He said, sounding disappointed.

    “I think you’re right. Move on to D and see how far you get?”

    At that point Jason re-emerged. “He’s tapped out I’m afraid.”

    Caleb looked at his watch. 10:04AM. Really not too bad for the first loss. He was just gutted it was C. 

    “How’s he doing?” He asked. He was genuinely concerned. Sure, the guys were their fuck toys but they still deserved to be looked after.

    “He’ll be ok. I suggest we put him to bed here and let him go home tonight. He’s had a good night at least.”

    Caleb nodded in agreement. It was true that during many of these weekends, they would have one of the pussies drop out earlier. C should still be proud of himself after all.

    As C was removed from the display, Caleb walked upstairs. He was tired himself and needed some rest. He spoke to Tyler – his fourth helper. 

    “Make sure they’re well looked after while I’m asleep.” He said as Tyler just nodded.


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  • Long walk home

    The bar was tucked off a side street, the kind of place you didn’t stumble into by accident. Low ceilings, amber light, a scarred wooden counter polished smooth by years of elbows and spilled secrets. It smelled faintly of citrus cleaner and whiskey. Comfortable. Anonymous.

    Jaxson arrived early.

    Late twenties. Built like his body was part of the job description—which, in a way, it was. Construction worker by day, gym rat by choice. Thick forearms dusted with faded scars, hands rough and unapologetic, shoulders that stretched the seams of his worn t-shirt. His dark hair was cut short, practical, and his jaw carried a permanent shadow of stubble. He looked like someone who lifted heavy things for a living and didn’t complain about it.

    He ordered a beer and leaned back, checking the door.

    That was when Marcus walked in.

    Early forties. Impeccably refined, dark jeans, black polo. He moved like the room already belonged to him—not loud, not rushed, just assured. His hair was silvered at the temples, his face sharp and handsome in a way that felt deliberate. Massive chest and arms, tight waist, muscled thighs. Hedge fund manager energy: restraint, precision, quiet dominance. Power that didn’t need to announce itself.

    His eyes found Jaxson immediately.

    “So you must be Jaxson,” Marcus said, voice low, controlled, warm beneath the steel.

    “And you’re Marcus,” Jaxson replied, standing without thinking. “Yeah… that tracks.”

    A corner of Marcus’s mouth lifted. “Good.”

    They shook hands. Marcus’s grip was firm but unhurried, like he was measuring something more than strength. Jaxson felt it all the way up his arm.

    Drinks were ordered—bourbon for Jaxson, neat. Something dark and expensive for Marcus.

    Conversation flowed fast, then slower, settling into something richer.

    They talked travel. Marcus had cities under his belt—Zurich, London, Singapore—spoken of like territories he understood intimately. Jaxson listened, fascinated, then countered with stories of long road trips, job sites in different states, motel gyms at midnight.

    “I like knowing my limits,” Jaxson said. “Then pushing past them.”

    Marcus’s gaze sharpened, appreciative. “I make a living doing exactly that.”

    They talked interests. Marcus loved discipline—cooking with precision, early mornings, controlling chaos before it could become a problem. Jaxson trained hard, lifted heavier than most, liked the clarity that came from exhaustion and sweat.

    Their knees brushed under the bar. Neither moved away.

    Ex-boyfriends came up eventually, as they always did.

    “I don’t do messy endings,” Marcus said calmly. “If something stops serving both people, I exit cleanly.”

    Jaxson nodded. “I stayed too long once. Thought loyalty meant ignoring the signs. The guy really just liked showing me off. We met in the gym. I caught him check me out in the showers. So I gave him a little show. He was hot and one thing led to another. He was a bit older so we hung out with his rich friends a lot. Trips to Palm Springs and Mexico. At first it was cool. Then as time went on he just liked to show me off to his friends. He would buy me like these little swim trunks or tan tops. The less clothes the better so his buds could check me out. It took me a while to catch on.”

    Marcus studied him for a beat. “You didn’t hate the attention.”

    Jaxson smiled and might have blushed a little. “Well, if you work hard for it you got to show it off, right?”

    Marcus smiled and moved on from the topic.

    By the time they paid the tab, the bar felt too small, too enclosed. The night outside was cool and quiet, the city stretched open in front of them.

    They decided to walk.

    It was a long way for both of them, but neither suggested otherwise.

    Their footsteps echoed softly on the sidewalk. The space between them shrank without discussion.

    Streetlights painted Marcus’s face in gold and shadow, sharpening his angles, deepening the intensity in his eyes.

    “You’re very comfortable in your body,” Marcus said, not looking away.

    Jaxson smirked. “You’re very comfortable in control.”

    Marcus’s smile was slow, dark. “Only when it’s earned.”

    They kept walking, the city humming softly around them. The night felt charged, purposeful—like something inevitable had already been set in motion. Marcus guided them along the outer edge of a dark massive park at the edge of town. As they passed the giant metal gate to the entrance, Marcus paused and looked down the dark path that led away from the streetlights. Marcus asked Jaxson “You said you run in this park in the mornings. So I’m guessing you are pretty familiar with the paths?” Jaxson nodded. “Great, why don’t you show me your favorite path.” Without hesitation Jaxson led the way into the park.

    They moved deeper into the park, and the night seemed to narrow around them—sound dampened, light rationed out in deliberate intervals. Marcus adjusted his pace so Jaxson had to stay close, close enough that their shoulders brushed when the path tightened.

    It wasn’t accidental.

    Marcus let his hand skim Jaxson’s lower back when they passed beneath a lightpost, just for a second—guiding, not touching. The contact was brief, almost dismissible, but Jaxson felt it like a spark. His breath changed. Marcus noticed.

    A few steps later, Marcus slowed without warning. Jaxson nearly walked into him.

    Jaxson laughed under his breath, but his pulse had jumped. Marcus looked at Jaxson frozen in place and said “It’s been a hot summer. That must be why you run so early in the morning.” Jaxson swallowed hard under Marcus’s full attention and said ” Yeah. It’s nice to feel the air on my skin when I run.” Marcus smiled “Are you one of those guys that wears the full running outfit. Spandex marathon pants, shirt, head lamp, fitness tracker. The athlete?”

    Jaxson scoffed ” Hell no. Shit. Most days I just wear my shorts and tennis shoes. It’s been so hot I’d run naked if I could.” Marcus raised his eyebrow and then turned to continue down the path. Jaxson’s mind raced. Why would he say that?! This guy had him acting like a teenager on a first date.

    They walked on.

    Marcus spoke less now, letting silence do the work. When he did talk, he leaned in just enough that Jaxson had to tilt his head to hear—forcing proximity, forcing attention. Sometimes their hands brushed. Sometimes Marcus corrected Jaxson’s path with the lightest pressure at his elbow, steering him without ever asking.

    Each touch was fleeting. Each one landed.

    Jaxson didn’t consciously register the pattern—only the result. His body stayed tuned to Marcus, waiting. He found himself watching for the next contact, the next instruction disguised as coincidence.

    Marcus knew exactly what he was doing.

    Control wasn’t about force. It was about calibration. About creating just enough uncertainty that someone leaned in instead of pulling away. About offering attention in small, precise doses—never enough to satisfy, always enough to make them want more.

    They stopped beneath another lightpost.

    “This way,” Marcus said quietly, already turning down a narrower path.

    Jaxson followed without hesitation.

    He didn’t ask where they were going.
    He didn’t ask how much farther.

    They emerged into a wide, open clearing where a massive fountain loomed out of the dark like a monument. Whatever lights once ringed it were dead—burned out or deliberately shut off—leaving the stone basin swallowed by shadow. Water spilled steadily from its tiers, the sound low and constant, filling the space with a hush that felt intentional.

    The moon did most of the work here.

    Silver light traced the edges of the fountain and washed over them just enough to sharpen outlines—Marcus’s posture, composed and unhurried; Jaxson’s broad frame, solid and unmistakably present. Beyond the trees, the city reminded them it still existed: distant traffic, a horn far away, muted and irrelevant.

    Marcus stopped.

    Without a word, he sat on the edge of the fountain, elbows resting on his knees. It wasn’t an invitation. It was placement.

    Jaxson remained standing facing Marcus and the fountain. The cascade of water rolled over stone creating a white noise. 

    Moonlight carved definition into Jaxson’s body: the slope of his shoulders beneath his thin t-shirt, the taper of his waist, the thickness of thighs built from years of deliberate strain. Strength earned rep by rep. Discipline made visible. Marcus’s gaze followed the lines slowly, appreciatively, never rushing.

    Jaxson’s awareness sharpened.

    He adjusted his stance without thinking, weight shifting, chest lifting slightly as if responding to gravity itself. His breath deepened. He could feel eyes on him—measuring, claiming space without touching.

    Marcus said nothing. The power was in the pause. Then he said “Have you ever run naked?” The question caught Jaxson off guard and he chuckled nervously. “Nah, I was just kidding.” Marcus stayed silent with eyes locked. The quiet forced Jaxson to fill it “I mean, in high school and college I was famous for getting drunk and streaking with my buddies.” Marcus responded “Oh really?” Jaxson continued “Yeah. I think the first time was a dare. They didn’t think I would go through with it. But I proved’em wrong when I stripped and took off across the football field. We were drinking after a game. The field was dark and I don’t even remember why they dared me.” Marcus smiled and said “I would’ve like to see that.” Jaxson flushed. 

    Jaxson had always been a tease. He had a few drinks tonight and decide to push the envelope.  Jaxson looked around and then back at Marcus..”I could give you a little peak if you REALLY want.” Marcus stayed silent but smiled. Jaxson paused. Looked around again and then pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it to Marcus. Next he undid his belt, button and zipper on his jeans and pushed them to his ankles. He stood back up with a big smile as Marcus took in the view of Jaxson in his white boxer briefs. He flashed a cheesy flex of his biceps and then bent down to pull his pants up. As he was zipping up, Marcus said ” You don’t have to get dressed if you don’t want to.” Jaxson stared to try to judge if he was joking. Marcus just kept him locked with that intense gaze. No smile, just attention. Jaxons stopped and lowered his zipper again and paused. He looked around again then back to Marcus. 

    Jaxson could feel his boxer briefs getting tighter in the front. Then he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his jeans and slowly pushed them back down to his knees before standing up straight.

    Marcus leaned back on his hands as if he was waiting for the show to continue. Jaxson looked around again and then pushed his jeans down to his ankles. Marcus silently watched.

    Jaxson felt the unspoken dare. Marcus didn’t think he would go further. This had turned into a game of chicken. Jaxson took the toe of one loose workboot and pushed the other boot off from the heel and then shucked off the other with his sock covered toe. 

    Then he reached down and whisked off his jeans one leg at a time and then tossed them to Marcus who was forced to catch them. 

    Marcus again stayed silent and set Jaxson jeans on top of his t-shirt on the fountain ledge. Then he leaned back and waited for the show to continue.

    Jaxson, never being one to back down, pulled off one sock, then the other and tossed those to Marcus as well. Then he looked around nervously. He looked back at Marcus and before he lost the nerve he whisked his boxer briefs to his ankles, stepped out of them and stood up. He used one toe to flip them up to Marcus, but over shot and they landed in the fountain behind Marcus.

    Jaxson chuckled nervously and then was finding it hard to know what to do with his hands. He looked down and realized that he was standing at half mast from the excitement. He had noting to be ashamed of. He was blessed when it came to size, girth and length. Soft he was the size of a Red Bull can with a fat mushroom head and large low hanging balls. Hard he was even more girthy and about two inches longer. That was one of the reasons he had never been embarrassed to streak or show off in the locker room. Most guys couldn’t help but steal a glance to compare.

    Jaxson thought for sure Marcus would say something, but he just leaned back and watched with a smile on his face. Jaxson looked around, starting to get a bit nervous. The warm night air blowing across his bare body made every nerve come alive. The attention, the danger of getting caught and the hunk sitting before him was a deadly combination. He could feel his cock getting stiffer by the second. Just as Jaxson was about to cave and get dressed, Marcus stood up and walked toward him without saying a word. He walked around behind Jaxson and then came up beside him. He slid one arm over Jaxson’s shoulder as he came around the other side to face the fountain with Jaxson. Then he took his free hand and ran it slowly down Jaxsons chest. He squeezed the large pecs and made approving sounds as he tugged at each nipples and began to explore lower over Jaxsons abs. Then lower until he wrapped a strong hand around Jaxson’s hog and helped him reach full throbbing boner status. The tugging was slow and deliberate. Marcus was impressed by the massive girth. He continued the slow tug…Enough to stimulate but too slow and light to really get to the finish line. Jaxson thought the guy would jerk him off and then they would be on their way. He had been drunk many a night in the bars and whipped his dick out. It always ended with some dude wanting to jerk him off or swallow his load. At this point Jaxson would have been willing to finish the job himself.

    Marcus took his time, teasing the tip.  Slowly stroking the shaft to the base, rubbing the balls. Then working backwards to the tip. Again and again drawing moans from Jaxson. The warm breeze was intoxicating across all his bare skin. He was lost in the sensations, and when Marcus used the arm over his shoulder to turn his body, Jaxson moved naturally. A moment later he realized they were walking down the path as Marcus continued to tease his cock. The feel of the warm sidewalk on the bare soles of his feet started to sink in. His mind began to race as he felt them move away from where his clothes lay on the fountain.

    It all seemed to happen so quickly. One moment they were standing by the fountain, the next Jaxson looked over his shoulder and could barely make out the fountain in the dark. As they walked he could see the path ahead by the moonlight. He could feel himself getting closer to orgasm with each step. It was startling when Marcus stopped walking. He stepped in front of Jaxson. He slid his hand from Jaxson’s shoulder up the back of his neck to the back of his head. Then he pulled Jaxson in for a kiss as he kept working his hard dick with his other hand. 

    They stood there in the middle of the sidewalk as Marcus kissed him and kept him on the edge of exploding. Jaxson drank in the moment. The attention, the pleasure, the thrill. He could feel his nipples were rock hard along with his cock. He could feel the first electric shock wash down his spine and knew the orgasm was building to the point of no return. The pre-cum was dripping a regular stream from his cock like a leaky faucet.

    As if he could sense it, Marcus stopped the kiss, released his cock and took a large step backward to leave Jaxson standing in the middle of the path. 

    Marcus began digging something out his pocket, looked like a solve cigarette case and lighter….as he said ” I know what we need…” Jaxson was riding the edge of release and the shock of now standing naked and hard in the middle of the sidewalk hit him like a slap of reality.  He looked back over his shoulder and couldn’t tell how far away the fountain was. How far had they walked? He turned back as Marcus lit a joint and took the first few puffs before handing it to Jaxson.

    It all set him off kilter. He took the joint without thinking, looked at it, looked at his raging boner, looked up at Marcus and then back to dick and then back to the joint. Marcus asked him ” Do you smoke?” Jaxson was in a fog and said ” Uh, yeah, sometimes. sure.” Marcus smiled and then innocently said “Oh, were you about to cum?” Jaxson wasn’t sure what to say all of the sudden. He froze. Marcus didn’t miss a beat as he stepped back up to Jaxson. He took Jaxson’s hand holding the joint and raised it to Jaxson’s lips. At the same time he took Jaxson’s other free hand and placed it on his cock standing out in front of his hips as he said. “Take over for me while we smoke this joint.”Jaxson took a hit as he stroked a long stroke of his cock without thinking about it. Both hit his senses at the same time. Marcus stood a few feet away as Marcus took a few drags and found a slow rhythm stroking his cock. 

    Marcus smiled and took the joint back. Took a drag and then handed it back. Jaxson took a drag as he slowly stroked. The joint started to take hold and he felt himself relax. Marcus took the joint back and as he took a drag he said “Ok, that’s better.” And then started to walk away asking Jaxson if he ran in this part of the park in the mornings. Marcus was getting further away and Jaxson looked back over his shoulder toward the fountain in the dark, then back to Marcus who was disappearing down the path. 

    He made a split second choice. He took a few fast steps to catch up to Marcus. Only then did Marcus look over at him, then casually down to his dick and said “Don’t stop, it must feel good. I mean, look at that thing. That’s gotta be one of the fattest hogs I’ve seen.” Jaxson was starting to feel the joint. Marcus nodded at his dick again and Jaxson resumed his stroking as they walked and passed the joint back and forth. Marcus casually continued the conversation. Asking questions to keep Jaxson just distracted enough not to cum.

    They walked down the path with Jaxson trying to focus on the questions and on his dick. He wasn’t sure how much time had passed but it was a shock when he realized they were walking under a bright lit part of the path. He looked back behind him to realize they had been walking thought bright spots for a while now. He started to scan the park and the bright lit basketball courts ahead of them on the path.

  • The Blowup

    A disclaimer from the author: This story is a work of fiction and contains themes that some readers might find difficult to read about, including: incest, a man with a vagina, male pregnancy, period sex, and themes involving dominance and submission. Please consider your tastes and comfort levels and show discretion before reading or commenting on this work.

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    9 days until ovulation resumes

    Ever since the claiming, mornings in the McManus household tended to pass in a blur of heavy clutching arms and pelvic thrusts into willing, wet heat. In a matter of weeks, Robert McManus’ bedroom, once a sanctuary of stoic masculinity for the older man, had shifted into a den of delirious sexual pleasure, as delightful for the younger Jacob as it was depraved in the mind of the more conservative father. No matter how reserved the older man was, it seemed all it took was his son’s insistent prodded to melt through his guarded exterior and open himself to anything his oldest son threw his way. Today was different, if only in the finer details.

    For once, Jake was the one on his back, legs spread wide and inviting. He wasn’t getting fucked though. I’m not that kind of man, he thought to himself. I was true that young Jake McManus had been wondering more about himself and his developing identity as the weeks passed. His new, unexpected relationship with his father had opened doors he never knew existed or could be stepped through and all sorts of intriguing possibilities lay beyond the scope of his old, stale-tasting sexuality. He had formed no definitive answer to who he was as a man, and wasn’t eager to pin a label on himself. It seemed, like his father, he was content to let the feelings and experiences happen without probing too deeply in his psyche.

    On his belly, nestled between his son’s lightly haired thighs, Robert McManus’ head bobbed gently, taking his son’s considerable length slowly, but surely, into the wide cavern of his mouth. The blowjob was completely unprompted on Jake’s end. Rob had willingly, and eagerly, set to servicing his boy right from the moment he awakened, still wet and musky from the previous night’s activities. Jake could tell that Rob was no expert at sucking cock, but what his dad might have lacked in experience, he was making up for in devotion and enthusiasm.

    This was only the third time Jake had felt his dad’s mouth on his package. The first had occurred two days ago, when his dad had dropped to his knees after dinner and shyly asked Jake if they could try it this way tonight. Jake had watched with rapt attention as his father’s dark bearded face, reddened with a potent mixture of lust and embarrassment, took his cock to the root for the first time. It hadn’t taken long for him to spill his semen and Rob, like a dutiful lover, had swallowed every drop without a word of complaint. The second time was only last night, when the elder McManus, with a lusty twinkle in his eyes, had bent down over the couch and given his son head while a football game played in the background.

    Jake was still trying to wrap his head around this new sexual development in their incestous relationship. Obviously, he loved getting them. What 20 year old didn’t love some sloppy head first thing in the morning? No, it wasn’t the act itself, or his dad’s skills, which were pretty decent already and getting better every day, or the now regular offering of blowjobs that bothered him. It was the intention behind it all.

    Deep down, Jake knew his dad was more wily than most people suspected. He had successfully hidden away the secrets of his genitalia and the nature of Jake’s birth from him for over 20 years. No small feat that. So he knew his dad was capable, quite easily, of deception and manipulation. It begged the question, was his dad’s newfound hunger for cock in his mouth borne of a genuine desire to taste his son’s sweat and seed, or was it part of a larger strategy? One that sought to taper the consequences of Jake’s explorations of the other holes in his body…

    Jake didn’t try and stop the blowjobs. Far from it, he encouraged them. Letting his dad feel like he was still in control and get his rocks off at the same time? Win-win, in his book.

    Rob’s bobbing slowly sped up as the minutes passed. Rob hadn’t mastered the art of deepthroating yet. His dad would eventually have to pull back when a gagging fit threatened to overcome him, but Jake didn’t particularly mind that for the moment. Jake had only gotten it a few times from one particularly slutty girl back at the dorms, and now that Rob was rapidly developing a taste for his son’s cock, Jake was eager to take advantage of that hunger and train his old man to please him just the way he liked. Whatever he feelings might have been before Caleb’s birth and their coupling, Robert McManus most certainly enjoyed sucking his oldest son’s cock now. The older man’s thighs were slick with vaginal fluid, devoid of Jake’s cum for the first time in long while. Jake had been spent and happy after his father’s impromptu blowjob last night and not even the sight of Robert McManus’ face glazed like a donut had been able to bring him back for seconds. The thought was certainly working wonders now though, and Jake grunted as he felt himself inch closer to the edge.

    As if feeling his boy’s balls churning below his chin, Rob’s pace slowed minutely, attempting to draw out the pleasure he was giving Jake for as long as possible. That’s new too, Jake thought, hissing in pleasure. The first time had been a quick and sloppy affair, Rob clearly still getting comfortable with the idea and feeling of his son’s cock in his mouth. Now it was a completely different story. He didn’t just suck that cock, he worshiped it, savoring the flavors that were uniquely Jacob McManus. That tongue of his, thick and pulsing with life, swirled around the head, catching any drops of precum that emerged from the erect shaft. Rob had quickly graduated (or fallen, depending on your perspective) from a quietly dedicated father to a hungry cocksucker in only a matter of days.

    Jake didn’t just come, he erupted like a volcano, and Rob instinctively dived down to capture the molten flow that poured out of the young man. Jake, his eyes beginning to feel heavy after such a hard blow, watched his father’s Adam’s apple bob enthusiastically as he gently swallowed, fully committed to capturing every last drop of semen in his mouth. It was a sight that was almost tortuously erotic, and Jake would not have let his father stop even if the man had begged for it. Which was pretty hard to do when his mouth was stuffed full of college-aged cock.

    When Rob finally released Jake’s cock, reluctantly, it flopped, useless and spent, onto Jake’s wiry groin. Rob, head resting on his son’s damp lab and wearing a very self-satisfied grin on his face said to the spent young man,

    “Thought I’d give you something a little special this morning.” Jake would have laughed if he wasn’t so busy catching his breath.

    Finally, he managed, “I’m not complaining…” His stomach rumbled, and Rob glanced down at his son’s flat abdomen with a look of bemusement on his face.

    “Hungry, huh? Even though I was doing all of the work?” he said, gentle teasing in his tone that made Jake’s heart beat just a bit faster.

    “I’m a growing boy,” Jake teased back, and at those words Rob grinned widely, cupping his son’s genitals in his hand.

    “I know from personal experience.” Then rising, completely nude, with a masculine self-assuredness that had been missing since before their encounter in the hospital, he turned around and walked out of the room towards the kitchen. Jake watched his father’s ass, muscular and plump from lucky genes and lots of hard labor gently bounce as he walked. Jake’s eyes narrowed, and his cock twitched in sympathy with the thoughts in Jake’s mind.

    Robert McManus might have thought he was playing his son, but he couldn’t be further from the truth. They were playing each other now, both jockeying for control in the twisted but deeply satisfying relationship that had developed between them. Jake remembered his dad as he was a month ago. Heavy with child, yet undeniably a man. He wanted Rob like that again. He needed Rob like that again. Looking down at his cock, which had half-filled again just at the thought, Jake smiled to himself, safe in the knowledge that no matter how much his dad tried to delay the inevitable, no matter what methods he used to stop his son’s lustful advances over his body, that there would never be a shortage of seed in the balls of Jacob McManus. Something told him that seed was potent too, and the day when he could plant it all right where it belonged couldn’t come soon enough.

    —-

    7 days until ovulation resumes…

    As Jake lounged on the big leather couch in the living room, he watched through the glass doors leading to the outdoor patio as his dad cooked burgers outside on the grill. The older man had a curious pep in his step and was humming a Springsteen song under his breath as he filled a patty. Jake’s eyes honed in on Rob’s thick, clubby hands, clenching the metal spatula. His dad’s hands had always been a fixation of Jake’s. Big, hairy, mitts that had felt huge, yet comforting as a child, carried an entire new connection after feeling them on his aching prick. He imagined his dad, coming back into the house carrying the burgers on a plate. He would notice the tent in his son’s jeans, and like a dutiful partner drop everything to sink to his knees, grabbing ahold of his package with those same hands, and taking care of Jake’s needs. Rob caught Jake watching him from the corner of his vision and stopped to give his oldest son a tiny grin before turning his attention back to the meal he was preparing.

    Jake took this all in silently, pretending to play with his phone. Earlier, Rob had noticed Jake renewed libido and had quickly set out to empty his son’s tanks. After giving him a particularly adept blowjob, Rob had shook his head when Jake tried to reach for his hips, saying, “I’m all good, son.” The worst part about it was that Rob wasn’t lying. The older man seemed perfectly content to just service his son with his mouth and get on with his day. Again, it wasn’t bad, per se. Jake liked the eagerness to please him. It just wasn’t his idea, and that scared him, because if he wasn’t driving the boat who knew where they would end up landing.

    There were other concerns on Jake’s mind too, concerns that distracted from the pleasures of the flesh. The enigma surrounding the parentage of his younger brother Caleb, for example. He hadn’t made much comment about it to his dad, but…Caleb had awfully dark skin. Jake and his dad weren’t quite lily white, they could get a decent tan if they wanted it (or in Rob’s case, if he was forced to work outside for many extended hours), but Caleb wasn’t tan, he was brown, like the color of a caramel latte from an overpriced coffeehouse. Which meant Caleb’s dad was…

    Jake winced inside when he thought about how prejudiced his thoughts sounded, even in the comfort of his own mind. He didn’t actually have a problem with his dad sleeping with someone who wasn’t white. No, race wasn’t the problem. It was just the mystery of it all. Right now, outside on the patio, Rob was cheerfully playing Good Dad, but underneath was a different man, one would evidently spread his legs for men who didn’t look like Jake McManus. That was the problem. Who was this man that had knocked up his dad? What sort of power did he wield to make Robert McManus bitch out to the point of an unplanned pregnancy?

    Since their time at the hospital, Jake hadn’t tried broaching the subject with Rob, content with his sexual explorations of his dad’s body, but that would need to change. Or, he thought to himself, Maybe I can beat Dad at his own game. Robert McManus may not have wanted to tell the truth, for whatever reason, but the information still existed out there, waiting for someone clever and determined enough to discover it. He had stepped away from the discussion about his own father, knowing fully well that even breathing a mention of the man was steering into Rob’s no-fly zone, and he would be damned if he was going to fuck up the amazing sex he was having because he was too impatient. So, he had given his dad his word that he would let the subject drop, content for now to hover around the perimeter like a vulture waiting for his next morsel of information to drop. That promise didn’t extend to Caleb’s dad. As far as Jake was concerned, his brother’s baby daddy was fair game.

    Rob’s paternity leave was ending soon. Right around the same time he was going to need to pack up and head back to college. 7 days…he needed to move fast.

    5 days until ovulation resumes…

    Lunch had been good, dinner had been better. Jake was well and truly stuffed, but unfortunately for Robert McManus, his son was still hungry for a different kind of meal. His dad had made his usual feeble, token protestations. “But the baby, Jake…” “Wouldn’t it be nicer in the morning…” Blah, blah, blah. They had never worked before, and they sure weren’t working now.

    Rob fell back on the bed easily enough, not even bothering to keep his legs closed while his soon pulled his sweats and underwear off. As he pulled his dad’s drawers past his ankles and onto the floor, there was the peek of beautiful pink beneath that forest of black fur, and soon enough Rob’s face was matching the color of his puss when he saw the way his son stared down at it.

    “Jake…” he whined, always so embarrassed, and Jake decided to show him a hint of mercy by halting his staring and instead crawling up his father’s body, running his face across his dad’s hairy thighs and taking a deep inhalation of his dad’s fragrant hole.

    “Fuck, Dad…” he whispered between sniffs. “You’ve got the best smelling cunt…” In parallel to it now, he brought his face closer, rubbing the entirety of it all along the puffy lips and clit, making Rob gasp from the ticklish scratching of Jake’s beard hair on his sensitive bits. Jake’s face broke into a grin, mouth now wet with saliva.

    “You want me to eat you out again, Dad?” he asked, noting the way Rob’s cunt twitched almost imperceptibly at the usage of the word with that act. Rob looked down at Jake for a moment, biting his lip, words tumbling around behind his eyes before finally releasing from his mouth.

    “Whatever you want…Son…” Jake’s nostrils flared.

    He wasted no more time with talking, diving in as deep as he could go, lips and nose quickly smothered by Rob’s meaty cunt. With his nostrils filled with the scent of his dad’s most secret place, he eagerly swirled his tongue inside the warm depths, collected the fluid inside, all the while the bridge of his nose rubbed teasingly along the lower ridges of Rob’s rapidly engorging clit. His eyes locked on his father’s, piercing, and he saw his dad gazing down at his oldest son with a sense of wonder and fear. If you only knew how wild this makes me, Jake thought, his cock suspended in the air below his legs.

    They went on like this for a while, Jake eating out his dad as he had before, moving at his own pace, his own desires. This was the way Rob truly liked things, Jake had realized. He wanted Jake to be in control, to call the shots. Was he only like this with his oldest son? Was he special? Or was this simply Robert McManus’ true nature and any man could have him this way? Jake’s brow furrowed, and he countered his disconcerting thoughts by rubbing on Rob’s clit as he worked, turning Rob’s muffled whimpers into breathy sighs.

    He could easily make his father come this way. He had plenty of times already in the few weeks they had been together. But Jake had a different sort of plan for his dad tonight. It was time for something new. Something that would leave another mark on the man who had birthed him into this world. He removed his face from Rob’s cunt, a wet, breathy inhalation of much needed air filling his lungs as he did so. He didn’t miss the brief look of disappointment that flashed across Rob’s face as he did so either. Such a hungry slut once he got going.

    “Hold your legs open,” he ordered, providing no context for his order, but Rob obeyed, hesitating only a brief moment before hooking his legs back until the broad feet nearly touched his shoulders. Rob’s body had begun to regain some of the musculature it had lost during his last pregnancy and now the man was looking fine as hell. With his hairy body spread wide, pussy exposed, and a look of open want never far from his eyes, Robert McManus was an image of masculine, fuckable perfection.

    Jake admired his father for a moment more, smiling broadly, almost innocently, though what he was about to do to his sire was anything but innocent. Two fingers, his index and middle plunged into the wet recesses of his dad’s cunt, going in smooth as butter. As he began to inch them back and forth, dragging them along the area that butted up against the older man’s prostate, he let his thumb settle on his dad’s bulging clit, rubbing it in time to his vaginal explorations. In and out with the fingers and circling with the thumb. Two duel sensations shooting straight from Rob’s groin to his brain, and the tension that rested in his father’s shoulders began to slowly dissipate. The man was melting at his son’s ministrations, and once he lay fully open, reacting to Jake’s probing with sounds that could only be mistaken for pleasure, he knew it was time for the next step.

    While his dad lay back on the bed panting, Jake’s pinky finger, the one connected to the hand currently stimulating Rob’s vagina, inched down between his dad’s furry cheeks. It searched around for a moment, looking for that tight, virginal hole, before finally finding its target and pushing past the breach. The reaction was intense and instantaneous. Rob’s eyes bulged, looking as if they were about to jump out of his head. His hands, previously clutching onto the bedspread, shot like a bolt down to his son’s probing arm. His grip was tight, borne more from shock than pain. The intention was clear, but like the fateful night in the SUV that felt like it had happened ages ago, Jake had no intention of ceasing his deviant explorations. His free hand grabbed his father’s moving it away as if swatting a fly. Holding his dad’s hip firmly in his grasp, Jake continued his probing, causing Rob to clench his eyes closed.

    It took a while for Jake to find the correct rhythm, like trying to chew gum and walk at the same time, but with a little effort he found the pace and set up a motion like a well-oiled machine running in time. Two fingers pistoning in and out of Rob’s cunt, a bulkier thumb working the older man’s throbbing clit, and a little finger probing the most sacrosanct hole of them all. He watched his dad’s reactions with apt attention, memorizing every quiver, every groan, every stilted exhale of breath. He couldn’t remember a time where his dad looked sexier, except for maybe when he was giving birth to Caleb.

    During the start of the anal fingering, Rob’s body had tensed back up, his mind in a tumultuous battle against the waves of stimulation coursing through his body, but soon, just as it always happened when his eldest son took control, Rob began to settle into the assault and the pleasure that was there under the surface began to rise to the top. His eyes took on a familiar, dreamy expression, as if he was staring at something wondrous in the distance, just out of eyesight. Tiny, breathy, almost feminine sighs began to escape his parted lips. A thin drop of saliva began to pool at the corner of his lips, slowly trailing down his mouth and chin at a snail’s pace.

    All of these signs had become well telegraphed signals of Rob’s pleasure, surefire ways for Jake to know that his skillful handwork was sinking deep past his father’s numerous guards. Smiling inwardly, Jake doubled his efforts, and now having found the proper movements in his wrist and fingers, was able to stimulate Rob’s prostate from two sides: anal and vaginal. A gasp of pleasure stricken dismay burst from his dad’s mouth, tongue lulling out wildly for one precarious moment, before the older man pulled his senses back together enough to grab a pillow and cover his face with it.

    Jake would have laughed if he hadn’t been busy frigging his old man to point of insanity. Let his dad have the pillow for now. There would be plenty of other opportunities to repeat this same torture in the future and he would get to hear every cry of pain or pleasure that poured from Rob’s lips. He leaned forward, his face much closer to Rob’s cunt now. He could hear the muffled cries of pleasure much more easily from this closer and even from behind the layers of fluff and cotton he recognized the cadence of his dad’s voice. He grinned, wickedly; Rob was getting close. His dad’s hips began to cant on their own, robotic, mechanically seeking out his son’s probing fingers that didn’t stop for a moment to give the older man a break.

    Then, something unexpected happened. The usual signs of physical pleasure pouring from Rob’s body dramatically halted, and his father froze in place before uncontrollable tremors began to surge through his body.

    “J-Jake!! St-st-STOP!!!” he heard Rob clearly say, even with the pillow blocking this airways. For a moment Jake almost obeyed, slightly alarmed by his dad’s stricken reaction, but then the devil inside won out and he ramped up his fingering drawing a lengthy shriek from Rob that not even the pillow managed to contain.

    His dad froze, a gagging sound erupting from his throat, before his hips arched off the mattress and a spray of vaginal fluid shot out of Rob’s cunt like a hose, hitting his son squarely in the face. Jake fell back on the bed in shock, instinctively wiping the musky fluid from his face. In the process, his hand was ripped from Rob’s orifices, drawing out a convulsion in his father. More fluid, less intense than before began to pulse and shoot from the open hole and then eventually settle into a dribble that soaked the sheets beneath both men. Jake stared down at his dad in wonder, as the intensity of the man’s orgasm calmed and he was left shivering from the sensory overload.

    “Holy shit!” Jake exclaimed, wonders never ceasing for the young man when it came to bedding his sire. “I think you just squirted!” He had never seen a woman squirt in real life, only in the most decadent of pornography. He had wanted to experience it for years, and now here, in the most unexpected and unplanned of situations, his dirty wish had been granted.

    Grin never leaving his face, Jake pried the pillow off his dad’s head, having to practically tear it out of his dad’s hands. Where the pillow had lain, Rob’s hands quickly filled the space, covering as much of his face as humanly possible. The older man was breathing heavily, still trembling as tiny waves of overwhelming sensation intermittently wracked his system. His body was covered in a sheen of sweat, causing his fur-like body hair to stick to his damp form. The room was full of the smell of sweat and cunt. The smell of Robert McManus.

    Jake licked his lips, tasting his dad in his mouth, which only made him grin wider.

    “You never told me you could do that…” he teased, knowing full well his dad would have died before admitting such a fact. The only response he got from the prone man was an exhausted sounding huff.

    “You’re acting as if I even knew I could do…that,” he said, nearly spitting the last word out. Jake patted his dad’s leg in faux sympathy.

    “Well, I don’t about you, but I’m feeling awfully thirsty after the fun we just had,” he paused, grin becoming more mischievous. “Let me go get you a bottle of water. You must be dehydrated.”

    Jake dodged the pillow thrown at his head, laughing as he darted down the hall to the kitchen. When he came back to Rob’s bedroom, his father seemed a little more put together. He was sitting up now, still red skinned and slick to the touch, but his breathing had normalized. Jake jumped onto the bed next to his dad, bouncing a bit as he did so, and handed him the liquid refreshment. Rob sniffed the air and frowned.

    “You need to take a shower,” he said, back in chiding father mode. Jake pretended to consider for a moment and replied,

    “Nah, I think I like way I smell.” He looked directly into his father’s face. “It’s the smell of a job well done.” He was still laughing even as Rob pushed him off the side of the bed and he tumbled to the floor.

    —-

    3 days until ovulation resumes…

    Most days Jake awoke to the smell of bacon, the sprinkling of water from the bathroom shower, or even the grumpy voice of his dad calling his name, but none of those occurred this morning. Instead he woke up with a jolt, initially disorientated by his surroundings, before the final minutes of the previous night drifted back in his conscious memory. He was in the full size bed in his bedroom, the one he had slept in since he was a child and not Rob’s, which he was quickly beginning to think of as his bed. They had bickered about it when Rob told Jake he needed to go back to his own room last night.

    “I made you cum and now you’re kicking me out,” Jake whined, but Rob was having none of that. Rob wiped his mouth, still damp from saliva from their earlier activities.

    “Did you somehow forget about the blowjob I gave you less than 30 minutes ago?” Jake swallowed, feeling himself swell slightly. No, he remembered the feel of that mouth just fine. Rob rolled his eyes and pointed to the door.

    “Out. I need my sleep since I have to go to the job site first thing in the morning.”

    Jake grumbled, but put on his briefs and sauntered out of the room and down the hall to his own bedroom. He crashed onto the bed, suddenly feeling exhausted, yet not being able to fall asleep at all. This was one of the first times he had slept in his own bed since they had started…whatever you wanted to call what they were doing together. It had only been about a month, and sleeping alone in his own bed without the bulkier weight of his dad settled next to him already felt wrong.

    He rolled on his side, a reawakened hardon poking out of his underwear. I can’t believe my old man kicked me out, he thought to himself. It’s like he doesn’t trust me to behave myself… He gave his full cock a sympathetic squeeze, conceded that maybe his dad had a point, and eventually sleep descended upon him.

    Now in the stark light of the morning sun, and more cognizant of the oddity of his morning routine, Jake crawled out of bed, the crisp air making his nipples stand on end. He sniffed a pit. He probably needed a shower, but he decided to hold it off for now. Maybe he could punish his dad with his sweaty crotch and arms when the older man finally got home. Smirking to himself now, he strolled down the hall and peeked into the bedroom where his baby bro was still napping peacefully in the bassinet. Looks like it’s just you and me today, little bro.

    Letting his brother sleep, he walked down the rest of the hallway to the kitchen, absentmindedly scratching his balls. He poured himself a quick bowl of cereal, shoveling milky grains into his mouth when he noticed a note with his dad’s chickenscratch laying on the counter.

    At work. Help yourself to the fridge. Should be home for dinner. DON’T FORGET ABOUT YOUR BROTHER.

    Jake rolled his eyes, crushing the paper in his hand. He tossed it sideways where it bounced off the rim of the trashcan and onto the floor. Ignoring the trash, he finished his breakfast, noisily slurping the leftover milk as he walked to the sink and put the bowl and spoon in with his dad’s coffee mug. He glanced at the sink and then the trash, frowning. I should probably do some cleaning…

    Instead, he ended up crawling into his dad’s bed, where he drifted off surrounded by the scent of Robert McManus in his nostrils. His dreams were horny and erratic, full of images of bulging muscles and wet holes. In the dream, he was doing his damnedest to talk his dad into letting him rail his ass, and was just starting to make some headway, his tongue buried in the hairy pucker, when he was rudely awoken by the piercing cries of Caleb.

    “Ugh…” Through weary eyes, he glanced at the electronic clock next to the bed. 10:47. Not even an hour had passed since he woke up this morning.

    Caleb’s cries reached a pitch Jake couldn’t ignore, and he pulled himself off the mattress, muttering, “I’m coming…I’m coming.”

    He hated to admit it, but he was a little more nervous without Rob here to supervise. Jake shook those thoughts out of his mind though. He was an adult, he could do this. He lifted Caleb gingerly in his arms, wondering what was the matter this time, when the smell hit him. He grimaced, holding Caleb a little further away than before. A leery peek into the full diaper confirmed his worst fears.

    “I’m never letting you live this down, little bro,” he muttered, as he laid his brother back down and rummaged around for a fresh diaper.

    Later, after successfully changing Caleb’s nappy all on his own (and disposing of the disgusting evidence), he set about getting something accomplished. Rob had always been a bit of a fastidious cleaner, and even with the baby he hadn’t slowed down too much. So, the house was still in pretty good shape. He rolling through all the easy chores he bulldoze his way through quick and easy: emptying the dishwasher, taking out the trash, vacuuming the carpet, etc. Eventually, he settled on doing laundry. Why not let a machine do all the heavy lifting? Rob had always been the one to clean the clothes when he was still a teenager (not trusting Jake’s lackadaisical cleaning mentality with his whites), and he had only begrudgingly learned how to do the task properly once he moved into the dorms and realized he had to do it himself unless he wanted to spend the entire semester smelling like a men’s locker room.

    He made his discovery as he was digging through the assorted coloreds in the hamper. There, separated from the rest of the dirty whites, was a rolled up pair of tighty-whiteys, balled up inside one of his dad’s t-shirts. He didn’t think anything of it at first, assuming the underwear had accidentally been misplaced during the cleanup after one of their bedroom romps. Then he noticed the blood. Four tiny drops of red marking the scene of the crime, right in the cup. He grinned, and almost giggled, realizing what this meant.

    “It’s that time of the month…”

    A giddy excitement pulsed through Jake’s body and his mind raced with the possibilities as he contemplated what his next move should be. He grabbed a laundry basket, dumping soiled clothing into it haphazardly and carried it down the hall and down the stairs to the laundry room. When Robert McManus came home he was going to find out his newly dutiful son had stepped up and helped out with the chores around the house. Not just the laundry either; All of it. Everything he could get accomplished. With a new pep in his step, he hoisted the basket up and got to work.

    When Rob returned from work later that evening, the first thing he noticed was the smell of cooking poultry in the air. Taking off his jacket, he peeked his head around the corner, catching a glimpse of his son, the very one who had to be dragged screaming and kicking into the kitchen just to boil a pot of water, turning a chicken breast in a pan with a pair of tongs. Holding his jacket in one arm, he walked across the living room toward the kitchen, curious about this sudden change in Jake’s behavior. The sound of boots on wood alerted Jake to his presence, and his oldest spun around, brandishing his tongs like a weapon.

    “Jeez, don’t sneak up on me.” Jake said, his body visibly relaxing. He bounced forward toward his dad and gave him a quick peck on the lips. “Go get changed. Dinner is almost done.” Eyebrows raised, Rob hesitantly followed his son’s command, missing the tiny smirk stitched onto his son’s face. When he stepped into his bedroom, everything looked…normal. Caleb was sleeping like a lamb, and looked freshly bathed. Rob smiled, bending forward to give his infant son a tiny kiss on the forehead.

    “Hey, baby boy…” he murmured quietly, taking a moment to enjoy the simple pleasure of seeing his son so cute and innocent. These days never lasted long, he thought, remembering how Jake turned into a royal terror once he started crawling. “You’re not going to be like your big, bad brother, are you?” he said to Caleb in a sing-song voice. As he walked toward the closet, lifting his dirty work shirt as he did so, he noticed the basket.

    Sitting near the edge of the bed was a laundry basket full of clean, carefully folded men’s clothes and sitting on the very top of all of the colored shirts, like a crown of glory, was a conspicuously placed pair of white briefs. Fuck… Rob made no move toward the basket or even the bed. The message was clear enough from where he stood. His mind briefly flashed back to the discarded package of condoms in the trashcan, but all it took was a sideglance to see his son had gone to the trouble of taking out the trash as well. Very thorough. Rob thought to himself. Jake hadn’t even left the illusion of choice behind.

    For one brief, soul-wracked moment, Rob was overcome with the urge to put his jacket back on, run out of the house, jump into his rental truck, and just keep driving. But then, as it always happened when the fear threatened to overcome him, his thoughts turned back to his boy. No, his boys, he corrected, remembering the newest member of their family sleeping away in the bassinet, completely unaware of his father’s trepidation. No, he wouldn’t, couldn’t walk away from the ones he loved. He wasn’t like his parents. Not now, not ever.

    His stray thoughts turned back, as they often did in time of stress, to his oldest son, Jake. The physicality of him. He knew he shouldn’t think of him that way, but his traitorous body had its own agenda. He could feel himself beginning to moisten as he thought of the claim Jake was staking on him. He would never say this out loud, even to himself, but he fantasized about it, had fantasized long before Jake took the matter into his own hands and made the fantasy a reality. It was like a dream come true, but unlike a sleeping dream, there was never the safety of a wakening morning to escape back into when things became too scary. Now, his life had become like a waking dream, tossing him like a boat in a storm from one emotional extreme to another, seemingly dictated by the sexual whims of his wayward son. He could do anything and I wouldn’t stop him, he thought, a pang of agonizing arousal surging in his groin. My boy…he won’t stop until the deed is done. The hand on the underwear clenched the fabric hard enough to sting and his other hand grasped the dip between his legs, wanting to touch, even just a little, just the tip of a finger…

    He was jolted out of his stupor by the clanging of metal-on-metal from the kitchen, followed by the throaty shout, “Dinner’s ready!” Rob dropped the briefs on the mattress as if burned, where they lay crumpled next to the heap of laundry. Dammit! Get it together, McManus! Taking a deep breath, he gave Caleb one last cursory glance and then left the room and his conflicted thoughts behind, his cunt aching for something Rob couldn’t name out loud.

    —-

    1 day until ovulation resumes…

    Jake was not surprised when Rob tried to call off sex between them. He could give his dad a break, for now. The man had just started menstruating again, and that had to suck. Rob seemed like the type who probably got the bad cramps too. Might explain the grumpy ass attitude he got sometimes…

    Jake didn’t fight his dad about it. He had already made a statement earlier, so rather than wallowing in frustration, he decided he would use this lull in their sex life to supremely torture the older man. He took every chance he could to walk around the house half naked: lounging on the couch with no shirt on, doing yoga in a pair of baggy sweatpants that hung precariously on his hips, whatever he could get away with “naturally.” To Rob’s credit, he did a good job pretending like he didn’t notice or care. And maybe he did notice less than usual. Maybe the periods really did suck for him. But, Jake had his doubts.

    So he upped his game. Shirtless posing turned into the open flaunting of his naked body. He would slip into the bathroom while his dad was showering to take a piss, offering his most faux sincere apologies. He would “forget” a clean towel when he did his own bathing, shouting for his dad to fetch him one so the man had to watch drops of water cascade down his youthful body. He had even started slyly masterbating when his dad was in an adjacent room, making no shortage of noise as he did so. Never to completion, just enough to get his juices flowing, and hopefully his dad’s as well. He hadn’t expected to enjoy himself as much as he was. This little game he was playing was turning out to be a potent aphrodisiac for the younger man.

    After a couple of days of this behavior, he could see Rob’s walls beginning the weaken, wobbling at the foundations with every glimpse of his eldest son’s flesh that came into his view. As he strutted out of the bathroom from one of his sessions of “self harm”, working himself up to a sweat from the intensity of his stroking and fixations, he caught the shamefilled glance his dad gave his body as he stepped out of the bathroom and knew he had ensnared the older man once again. Tonight would be the time to pounce for the kill.

    Dinner started out as a simple affair; leftover pizza and garlic bread from a local pizzeria. Both men hadn’t bothered to dress up, each content in old sweats and t-shirts. As Jake nibbled on a slice of cheese pizza, he angled his foot so it rubbed against his father’s shin and then up the beefy leg to settle on the older man’s thigh. Rob pointedly didn’t respond, but Jake had learned enough of his dad’s physiological responses to recognize the signs: a slight, barely perceptible jerkiness to his hand movements, a reddening of the neck that threatened to inch up to his cheeks, a drop of perspiration flowing down the side of his face, they were all there, plain as day for whoever could decipher the language of Robert McManus’ body. Jake never moved his foot. He let it sit there, a constant presence that reaffirmed his ability to elicit power and control over his dad even from the simplest of touches.

    Later, after dinner, Rob was lounging on the couch in the living room, a sports magazine in one hand a beer in the other. This was Rob’s third beer for the night, more than his usual one or two. On the TV, repeats and commentary of last night’s football game played, a familiar and comforting background noise for Rob. He seemed unaware of his son’s prying gaze. Completely vulnerable, Jake thought to himself, licking his lips. He slinked over closer, never within his dad’s direct eyesight, but always there perched in the corner of Rob’s vision. He grinned as his dad brought the magazine closer to his face, hiding all but the mop of greying, black curls on top of his head.

    When Jake finally settled in next to him, nude except for an old jock he had found in his closet, Rob nearly jumped out of his skin. Rob lay back, frozen, as Jake took the magazine in his hand and tossed it across the room where it landed in a heap of fanned paper. He didn’t throw the beer though, instead setting the nearly empty bottle down on the table next to them. His eyes met Rob’s, a knowing exchange passing between them.

    “Jake…” Rob began, but his protestations were cut short by his son’s lips crashing into his own. A muffled moan rumbled between his pursed lips, but he put up no struggle as his son began to lay him down flat on the leather cushioning. When Jake reluctantly broke the kiss, a tiny strand of saliva tied them together for a single moment before breaking with a noiseless snap. The familiar glaze was beginning to settle in his dad’s face, and he knew his old man was ripe for the taking. Rob voiced no protestations when he moved to tug the older man’s pants off his body. This was a well traveled road for the pair by this point, and the old sweatpants, turned inside out during the disrobing, dropped to the floor next to them. As Jake’s hand gripped the waist band of his dad’s underwear, Rob’s own palms halted his son.

    “Jake. Wait…” he began, a bit of his old authority rising in his voice. Even still, it was obvious the older man was fighting an internal battle with himself, and losing if Rob’s quickening breath was a sign of things to come. Jake stood perfectly still, his lean and tone body hovering over his father’s, like a divine being seducing a mere mortal. Finally, Rob found his voice.

    “We…we shouldn’t…” he said, and realizing his son needed clarification, he added, “I’m…not clean…inside…” The admission seemed to have cost his father, because a look of profound disappointment settled in the rugged features of the man’s face. Jake wasn’t sure if his dad was disgusted in his body’s natural tendencies or his failure to please his boy. Either way, he wasn’t having any of it. He scooted up closer, situating himself between his dad’s legs, their groins in alignment with one another, his teenage package nearly touching his father’s clothed entrance.

    Eyes shining with a fierce expression, Jake tore at the white cotton with all of his strength and it ripped with a tearing sound that sounded cacophonous in the near silent room. The shreds of fabric still clung to Rob’s legs, but the body of the underwear, the place that Jake’s attention was fixated on, was completely exposed. A pad, dyed red from hours of usage, dropped limply between Rob’s legs. The sight of blood ignited something primal in the son, and he scooped his now aching erection from it’s athletic prison, letting it land on top of the red and white remains of Rob’s undergarments.

    “That doesn’t scare me,” Jake said, simply, no more words necessary as he sank back inside his father’s body. The feeling inside was no different on a physical, but the realization of what they were doing and how they were doing it added a layer of heightened reality to their coupling. Rob gawked at his son in disbelief, his cunt spasming at the intrusion, before his natural tendency to please and accommodate set back in and he lay passively on the couch, letting his son do as he pleased.

    As Jake’s cock inched inwards and out, a now familiar rhythm for the pair, he chanced a glance downward and saw that his cock was clean for the moment. He didn’t know if he should be relieved or disappointed. It made no difference in the end, and soon enough he settled into a comfortable pattern, grinding his hips intimately against his father’s. Some combination of the angle, the speed, or perhaps perversely, the period, served to draw out a submissive passion in Rob. Quiet moans of pleasure came from his mouth. A steady “hah…hah…hah…” that floated in the air around them.

    Jake angled his cock just right, letting the head brush up against his father’s prostate. He made no move to touch his dad with anything but the cock, letting the tool between his legs do the talking and lay down the law. This was the one and only area in their lives together where words were not necessary. Here, on top of his father, inside the man who made him, Jake felt a sense of completion he couldn’t properly express, but there was something he could say, something that felt more and more right everytime they coupled. He felt ready.

    “You know I love you, right Dad?” he said, more a statement than a question. His penetrative strokes never ceased, a constant in and out that floated between pleasure and torture. The words took a moment to land on Rob’s brain, and a look of confusion eventually became shock and then back to something resembling his normal expression.

    “Yeah…I’m your dad,” he said, and at first Jake didn’t take his meaning until he realized the rationalization that was settling into his dad’s mind.

    “No.” he said, thrusting hard against that spot. “Not like family. Like a lover. Like a man. Like a husband loves his wife.” Rob’s eyes widened, disbelief shining in his expression, but he said nothing. Jake had put into concrete terms the thing that he craved and despised most of all, and the reality of it was too much to process, not while the source of that conflict was busy fucking his brains out.

    If anything the confession seemed to have lowered his father’s inhibitions. The man’s bulky legs opened just that bit more, as if eagerly accepting his son inside his body now that he knew definitively that more than simple lust was at play. The sight of it aroused Jake and his thrusts grew harder, harsher, his arousal rising above any thought of his dad’s comfort and moving to claim the older man as his.

    Now there was blood, thin but viscous, coating the length of Jake’s prick. The sight of it stilled the young man. He was reminded of an incident back during his first semester of college. A girl he had been chasing had eventually given it up to him only for Jake to find out during the act that she had been a virgin. Rob, perhaps detecting the trepidation building within his son, gripped Jake’s arm, his hands strong, steady, and unmistakably fatherly.

    “You don’t have to stop,” he said softly, voice almost too quiet to hear. Then, even quieter, a deeper admission.

    “It feels good.”

    Jake’s eyes widened and he resumed his thrusts, concerns about Rob’s wellbeing now and truly in the past. His father responded to his son’s passion openly and enthusiastically, legs open as much as he could manage on the limited space of the couch. Wet, slick sounds came from his open hole, which clenched on Jake’s length with every inward thrust. Jake wasn’t looking at his cock anymore. His eyes were locked on his father’s, his passionate gaze mirrored in the blue globes just like his very own.

    He saw his dad’s lips part, saw the tip of the pink tongue dart out, timid and searching. He eagerly answered his father’s call. Their lips crashed together, in perfect harmony, tongues connecting and mixing saliva, forming an oral cocktail that was all McManus. Jake was on top of his father, nearly flat with the older man’s covered chest. He would brush against Rob’s nipples as he moved forward drawing tiny, breathless sighs that poured into his son’s mouth. Neither man wanted to break the kiss, but eventually the natural order reasserted itself, and they broke for air, gasping in time.

    “Fuck me, Jake,” Rob said, arms clutching his son’s shoulders, fingers digging into the muscle hard enough to mark. As Jake obeyed his father’s cries, the older man’s legs instinctively wrapped around his boy’s hips, heels crossing and digging into the dip of Jake’s lower back. Rob’s pelvis raised as much as he could manage and he was nearly rolled into a ball in his efforts to make himself the best target for his son’s passions and aggression. The angle was perfect, the big cock slamming into his spot with each hammer thrust.

    In fact, it was so good, so perfect, that Rob didn’t even need to have his clit stimulated to be taken over the edge. His mouth opened into a silent scream, lips trembling in a spasmic “O”. Jake felt the way his dad’s cunt came alive, matching the uncontrollable quivers on the man’s mouth.

    “Oh god,” Rob moaned, tears rolling down his cheeks. “Don’t stop…please.” Jake couldn’t have stopped even if he had wanted to. Driven to the next level by his dad’s orgasm, Jake now fucked in earnest, throwing his full weight into it, bouncing his hips and letting gravity power his downward strokes. Rob didn’t complain, couldn’t it seemed. His eyes squinted and bulged in response, sensations too powerful to put into coherent words, and he responded vocally the only way he was able, “Ahh!! Ahh!! Ahh!!”

    Jake’s hands, grasping manically in his passion, seized the sides of Rob’s head, holding it in a deathgrip as he staked his claim. His eyes never left Rob’s face as he said,

    “You’re mine, Dad. Tell me you’re mine!” If it was even possible, Rob’s eyes teared up just that little bit more as he choked out his response, “Ahh…y-yes…Uh-ahh…Yours!” The last word came out like a roar, as if some chained up part of Robert’s psyche had finally managed to escape from its prison and was screaming into the night.

    Rob was a sweaty mess by this point, shirt soaked to his chest. His body began to meet his son’s manic thrusts, hands digging like claws into his son’s flesh as he took everything Jake threw at his body without complaint. He really does belong to me, Jake thought in wonder, and knew without a shadow of doubt, that every thing he fantasized about could and would become a reality. He risked a glance down, wanted to see the place of connection, and the sight of red smeared across their laps and staining the cushions was a jolt to the system. He was instantly reminded of that night, the image of birth that had burned itself into his mind like a brand, and made him realize he wanted to do that to his own father. Now I am.

    The realization was all that was needed, and with a shout of “Fuck!”, young Jake McManus spilled his seed into his father’s now fertile cunt. Rob sensed what was happened, perhaps even feeling the charge of liquid burning its way into his uterus, screamed as well, and a convulsion that looked more painful than pleasurable wracked his older body, his lips tightening on his son’s body hard enough to bruise. “Oh my god…oh my god…” he chanted over and over again, seemingly in a different state of being, one that was focused solely on the conquering effects of his son’s advances.

    When the dust finally settled and both men slumped, Jake practically collapsing on top of his father as the older man sunk into the couch. They didn’t speak. There was only the sounds of harsh breathing, lungs desperately grasping for much needed air as their hearts pounded in their chest. Jake could hear it too, the rapid, ba-dum, ba-dum, ba-dum, of Rob’s heart beating away, too physically and emotionally stimulated to settle down to a normal rate. It was a strangely comforting sound, and even the knowledge that he had brought that upon the older McManus couldn’t wipe that feeling away. Rob made no move to stop Jake as his oldest son rubbed his face between his dad’s breasts, smelling his father masculine odor and the coppery tang of blood just out of view. He suddenly felt like a little boy and clutched his father that much harder.

    “Sorry about…everything,” he said lamely, and felt a wave of relief when his head shook from the vibrations of his father’s quiet chuckle.

    “Next time, let’s grab a towel first,” Rob said, goodhearted amusement twinkling in his words. Next time, Jake thought, feeling his cock give a sympathetic twitch, and Rob’s legs squeezed him in turn, his hips gently rolling, like he was rocking his own son while he was inside him. They stayed like this for a while, joined together as one, until the calls of the youngest McManus forced them to part.

    Afterwards, they showered together, lazily touching and soaping each other’s bodies, the frantic passion of before having now dimmed to a calm tone. When they settled down for bed, both in Robert’s bed, their bed, sleep hit them both like a wave, and they drifted off, Jake wrapped in the comforting feeling of his father’s arms. Neither man dreamed and Caleb slept through the night. All was well in the McManus household.

    Meanwhile, deep inside Rob’s body, Jacob McManus’ seed patiently went to work. The ground was fertile. It was time to bear fruit.


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  • Stress Relief

    Eddie POV

    My phone went silent, and I set it on my desk. Three minutes. That was all it ever took for my mother in law to ruin an entire evening.

    We had plans, my husband and I. Dinner at Mariners Cove. I’ve been craving Italian, and he’s been craving lobster, so it was a perfect choice. Followed by a movie, the latest superhero flick was just released, followed by gelato, then possibly some time at the bar where I would drive my husband crazy by flirting with the bartender. It’s harmless, he’s a good friend that my husband has had a thing for years. And I love teasing him with the possibility we might actually bring him home one day. Then, possibly ending the night with sex.

    But no. She had to throw a freaking hand grenade in the room and ruin everything. She and my father in law would be passing through town. Yes, last minute notice like this is right up her alley. Doesn’t matter what we are doing. We are expected to drop everything and cater to their needs. They would be stopping for dinner on their way through town. Seven o’clock. Which meant they would be ringing the doorbell at seven o’clock on the button. Because that’s how she is. Which is what makes the last minute notice so infuriating. The woman plans everything. Which means she’s known about this trip for quite some time.

    I believe my husband’s aversion to planning things is a post traumatic response to growing up with her. Not that I’m complaining. He lets me plan most things, like our former plans for the evening, and never argues. He takes after his father, the embodiment of go with the flow. A creature of habit more than anything.

    So why is she calling me with this? Because he never answers when she calls him. Smart man. I need to learn from his example. But if I did that, then she would go full panic mode. She would be calling his work and mine. Calling everyone she could really, just to make sure her baby was ok. So no, I can’t follow his example. I needed to answer to avoid the chaos.

    And now I needed to tell him. And more than that, I needed to go to the store for fresh ingredients for dinner, because she would expect a full meal. Anything less and we would hear about it for weeks. Complaints about how her son was not eating enough. How she comes up with that idea, I have no idea. She would say he is starved. He is not. Her son eats more than enough. The man is a bottomless pit. The kind of man that makes the manager of an all you can eat buffet cry in agony.

    I rubbed my eyes and checked the time. I had a small window before I had to deal with any of that. What I needed right now was stress relief. I needed to prepare myself for the evening I was about to endure. My shoulders were tight. My nerves were tight. My entire body was tight. A result of that three minute phone call.

    I stepped out of my office and went down the hall to my boss’s office. Noah was at the small conference table, leaning over a set of contracts. A younger trans man with an edgy look, shaved sides, sharp jawline, and a clean, controlled style that made him impossible to miss. I doubt we have a gay man that works for us that hasn’t thought about fucking him at least once, myself included. Likely the majority of the women too. He had a presence that worked on everyone. Calm, capable, and confident. Everyone liked him. You couldn’t ask for a better boss. His rule was simple. Get your work done. Meet your deadlines. If you needed to leave early and nothing was burning, he never cared. All we had to do was let him know.

    The conversation was brief, he just wanted an update on an agreement I had been working on. It’s done. I just needed to send him the draft. He gave me a short, almost friendly nod and went back to the contracts.

    I went back to my office, closed the door, and reached for my phone. Step one. Get rid of this tension. I pulled up the number for the spa I went to often. Not a small place. A full facility with hydrotherapy rooms, sensory deprivation tanks, heated mineral pools, and private steam suites. They had something for everyone. Deep relaxation. High end skin treatments. Even a menu of custom sessions you could only book if you were on their member list. And getting on that list took time. Like months.

    “Elysian Waters Spa. This is Rena.”

    “Hi Rena, it’s Eddie Larkin. Do you have anything in the next hour.”

    “One moment please.” A pause. “I have a one o’clock opening with Cooper that’s available. Sixty or ninety minutes.”

    “Cooper is great,” I said. I was there enough to know all the names. And yes, Cooper was wonderful. All of their therapists were fit, but he stood out as one of the hotter ones. Not the hottest but absolutely toward the top of the list. He had the kind of body you only got from showing up to the gym every single day. Not a bodybuilder look. No puffed muscles. Just dense, defined strength everywhere. Broad chest. Tight core. Thick arms with clean lines. Strong legs under the uniform pants. Everything proportional.

    The spa paid for gym memberships for all staff, who had mandatory time requirements. Cooper took full advantage. I don’t care if you’re gay or straight. Man or woman or any other identity. Anyone that doesn’t want that man’s hands on them is certifiably crazy.

    “Ninety minutes please.”

    “Perfect,” Rena said. “Any preferences.”

    “Aromatherapy. Ocean breeze. Medium pressure. Full body. Hot stones. Tea tree in the oil. High glide.” What can I say, I know what I like.

    “Got it. Please arrive ten minutes early.”

    “Thank you.”

    I hung up. My shoulders eased a bit. I emailed Noah the files he needed, grabbed my things, loosened my tie a touch, checked that my vest sat straight, and headed out.

    The elevator doors gave me my reflection. Thirty two. Brown hair. Clean jaw. Tight body in slacks, collared shirt, tie, and vest. My trainer deserved a medal. He pushes me hard and does not accept excuses. He too comes in high demand. Any client that shows they’re not serious about staying healthy gets dropped. And I like turning heads when I walk into the bar. My husband likes the attention I get too, though he’s not so quick to admit it.

    Traffic was light. I pulled into the lot with time to spare. The building was bigger than people expected, stretching across several storefront spaces. Inside, you’re transported into another world immediately. Relaxation begins the moment you step through the doors. Low lighting. Eucalyptus in the cool air. Handpan music drifted through the space.

    Rena looked up the second I walked in. She already had my profile open on her screen.

    “There you are,” she said. “Rough day.”

    “You have no idea,” I said. “Got some bad news is all.”

    She nodded. “Cooper is finishing up in another room. You’re in room seven today. It’s already been set up for you.”

    “No worries,” I said. “I know the routine.”

    I could wait for Cooper to come and escort me to the room, but what would be the point. He would just be standing around while I got ready. At least this way, I would already be in place when he walked in. More time for him to work on my body.

    The door was cracked open, and the lights were dimmed to a candle light level. The diffuser pushed a soft ocean breeze scent into the air. The table was warmed. Everything about the room eased the weight in my shoulders.

    A short shower stall sat in the corner. The spa didn’t require a rinse first, but it preferred clients to take one. The water helped soften the muscles and cleared off anything that might interfere with the oils. It also made things easier for the therapist. Working on a clean body was always better than dealing with whatever a long workday left behind.

    I stripped down, stepped inside, and turned on the water. It came out warm, almost hot. I let it run across my back and shoulders. The heat felt good, enough to take the edge off and make my body ease up a little.

    I shut off the water and grabbed one of the thick towels from the rack. I dried off and tossed it into the bin. My skin felt warm from the water, loose and ready to be touched. I walked to the table and climbed up.

    The towel for the session waited near the headrest. I reached for it, then paused. A part of me wondered what would happen if I skipped it entirely. If Cooper walked in and saw me naked, my ass up and ready for him. The thought hit fast, enough to make my cock twitch against the table. That would be a different kind of therapeutic session. One I would welcome. And coming from a stud like Cooper, it would be hard to say no to any part of it.

    Still, probably too much.

    I pulled the towel over my ass, adjusted it into place, and settled on my stomach. My arms rested at my sides. My breathing evened out while I waited for Cooper to come in.

    I heard the door open. No greeting. No small talk. Cooper isn’t one for either. He takes his cues from the clients. All I heard was the sound of someone stepping inside. I kept my face in the cradle and stayed still. The footsteps crossed the room. A drawer opened. Bottles clicked together once. Tea tree drifted into the air and mixed with the ocean breeze from the diffuser.

    Then I felt him. His hands landed on my shoulders with warm oil. He didn’t start gentle. He pressed in, working through the first layer of tension with no hesitation. His thumbs pushed along the base of my neck. I let out a breath I didn’t know I had been holding.

    He spread the oil down my back, using long strokes from my shoulders to my lower spine. A pace that told me he knew exactly how to get my body to open for him. Each push made me sink further into the table. The towel over my ass shifted a little as I relaxed, but I didn’t fix it and neither did he.

    He moved to my arms. His fingers wrapped around each one, gliding from shoulder to wrist. When he leaned in to get better leverage, his chest brushed my side and a tingle went up my spine. He didn’t have a shirt on. The contact lit up every part of me he touched. My cock twitched against the table.

    It wouldn’t be the first time he has massaged me without a shirt on. Hot stone sessions ran warm. Some therapists preferred it. And Cooper knew I wouldn’t have a problem with it. So he likely ditched it the moment he saw I was the client.

    I liked the way it felt when he worked close, his body heat blending with mine. Without his shirt, he could really get into it and use his body in the process.

    He shifted lower, still focused on my arm. His skin skimmed my ribs again as he adjusted his angle. It was small contact, barely a second, but it hit hard. My breathing changed. My chest opened. My hips tightened down against the table to keep from grinding into it.

    Once my back was warm and loose, he reached for the stones. I heard them lift from the warmer, then he placed the first one at the base of my spine. Heat spread fast. He moved a second along the curve of my lower back in slow, steady passes. The sensation pulled a soft sound from my throat that I could not have stopped if I tried.

    He set a few stones in place and shifted lower. He lifted my right leg and began at the ankle. His hands slid up my calf with oil, pressing into the muscle with enough pressure to force a reaction out of me. My foot relaxed, toes spreading. He worked higher toward my thigh. When he reached the inside of it, close to the towel, my cock hardened against the table. He paused just long enough for me to notice, then kept going like nothing had happened.

    He switched legs. Same pace. Same pressure. He worked the length of me like he knew what each inch needed. When he pushed his thumbs up the back of my thigh, my hips almost lifted into his touch. I stopped myself, but the urge stayed.

    He returned to my spine and went straight to deeper pressure. His hands pushed into my back with slow, heavy strokes that made my breath shake. When he leaned in to get better leverage, his chest made full contact with my arm. Warm skin. He stayed there for one more pass before shifting.

    He reached for the stones again. When he brought them back, he used them differently. Longer strokes. Slower travel. He dragged one across the top of my ass, letting the edge of it press into the towel before lifting it away. My cock drew tight against the table. Cooper didn’t speed up. He didn’t pretend it hadn’t happened. He set the stones down and moved closer, close enough that the heat from his body reached my lower back.

    He positioned himself at my legs. His hands wrapped around my calf, firm and sure, then he slid them up my thigh. When he reached the inside, he didn’t avoid the towel. His fingers brushed the underside of it, pushing the fabric higher. Not enough to expose me, but enough to tell me he was done pretending this was a standard session.

    He switched to the other leg. This time, when his hands moved up my thigh, he didn’t bother staying to the side. His fingertips pressed the towel aside and made brief contact with the crease at the top of my thigh. Bare skin. My hips jerked, and he held my leg in place like he expected it.

    He went back to my lower back. No stones now. Just his hands. He slid them under the towel from both sides until his thumbs pressed the muscles just above my ass. His fingers rested on my skin, lower than anything a professional should allow. He pushed deeper, and the towel rode up. I felt the air hit part of my ass. He didn’t fix it. Instead, he pulled it away, letting it fall to the floor.

    He stepped to the warmer and picked up two stones. I could hear them shift in his hands. When he came back, he placed one on each side of my spine. Then he set a hand on my hip, steadying me, and used a fresh stone to work the curve of my ass. He pressed the heat into the muscle, slow and deliberate. The stone traced the top of my ass, then the side, then lower, following every line. My cock pressed hard into the table, twitching with pleasure and begging for attention.

    He switched stones and used the other to glide across the center of my ass. He dragged the heat over the full curve and pressed down hard enough to make my breath hitch. His free hand rested on my hip. His thumb slid closer to my crack, close enough that I felt the heat of his skin there. Nothing about it was professional.

    He moved lower. The stone traced the line where my ass met my thigh. Then he shifted the angle, and the heat brushed the bottom of my ass, higher than he should have gone. The stone passed close to my hole. Close enough that the warmth tightened everything in me. My cock pushed into the table. I could feel a drop of precum smear against the padding.

    He lifted my leg and brought the stone in tighter. The heat pressed right along the crease between my ass and my balls, a place no stone had any reason to be but felt incredible. Like it belonged there. My hips jerked. He held my leg steady with one hand and kept the stone there for another pass, slower this time. My hole clenched hard at the sensation, and he took his time letting the warmth settle into it.

    He did the same on the other side. Same pace. Same focus. The stone moved right over the space between my hole and my balls, dragging heat into a place that should never have been touched in a session like this. My entire body reacted. There was no hiding the way my hips pushed forward or the way my cock throbbed against the table.

    My ass was exposed under him, warmed from the stones. Sensitive from the way he had worked me. The oil he used made everything slick under his hands. The whole thing was unexpected, but, I wanted more. His hands stayed on me, a full grip. His fingers moved just enough to tease and show his intent.

    He eased my hips back into place, not correcting anything, just settling me how he wanted me. His thumbs stayed low, pressing into the tight line of muscle just above the places he had already pushed heat into.

    He leaned in. I felt his breath on my lower back, steady and close. His fingers slid deeper into my ass, slow and deliberate, as if he needed to feel the way my body reacted to him.

    I lifted my head and looked over my shoulder, ready to meet Cooper’s eyes.

    But it wasn’t him.

    Julian stood in his place. Tall. Broad shouldered. Dark skin that caught the low light in clean lines. His chest was bare. His whole body was. He was built the way Cooper was, only sharper in all the places that counted. His waist tapered clean. His arms were thick with strength. His face carried that calm confidence I knew well.

    A slow smile pulled at my mouth before I could help it.

    “You’re not Cooper,” I said.

    “No. I’m not,” Julian replied.

    His voice was low, the same tone he used the last time we were alone together. The tone that made certain boundaries feel optional. And just like that, all the intimate contact from earlier made sense. With Julian it was to be expected. He would touch me any way he wanted, and I would let him. Then I would beg for more.

    “Does Cooper know you’re so open to letting him touch you like that?” Julian asked. His thumbs continued to massage my ass.

    I thought about it. How much does Cooper know about how into him I am? It’s not like he’s the most innocent masseuse when he massages me. At one point or another he has touched every part of my body. He’s routinely used his body as a tool in his arsenal. And I have to admit. I love when he uses his chest. He’s just never pushed as far as Julian would.

    “Something tells me he will soon,” I replied. Julian would no doubt brag and tease Cooper about it. Probably even exaggerate it in one way or another. And honestly. I was ok with it, if it meant Cooper might push a little further next time.

    “And what would your husband think about that?”

    I moaned at the pleasure from it and did my best to reply. “I’ll have to ask him.”

    Julian’s hands tightened on my hips, steady and deliberate. Then he let his thumbs slide lower. “So you think he would approve.”

    “I think so,” I said, knowing my response would either provoke him, or entice him, depending on how you look at it.

    Julian, the sinful fuck, loves when married men give in to his advances. The only thing that turns him on more than plowing a married guy is being the first one to do it. Helping them break the chain, and ideally unleash an insatiable monster. He responded by effortlessly flipping me onto my back and pulling me to the edge of the massage table.

    “And what about this?” he asked as he slid his thumb inside me, drawing a low moan from my lips.

    What would my husband think of this situation. Being laid bare on my back on the massage table. My fair, tanned legs spread wide and resting on the shoulders of a tall dark skinned muscle bound god of a massage therapist.

    I looked him in the eyes and responded. “I think he would expect me to tell you to quit fucking around and fuck me already.” I grinned. “Or do I need to get Cooper to come in here and do it?”

    His cock pressed against me without hesitation. With all the oil he had been using, he slid across my hole over and over again. All he had to do was shift his angle ever so slightly and it would slide inside me. I tried more than once to move my hips, to accomplish the same result. But he wasn’t having it. The fucker was going to tease me with it. He was going to make me beg for it.

    I wouldn’t be so compliant. Not today. I wouldn’t beg, but I would play into his kink. “Why don’t you just fuck me already. Send me home with your load dripping from my hole.”

    That got the response I wanted. I knew it the moment he tightened his grip on my hips. His cock slipped past my hole a few more times, and then he shifted, allowing it to penetrate. His rhythm was slow at first. Controlled. Each thrust about making sure I was comfortable and ready for more. Never once did he break eye contact.

    The whites of his eyes caught the low light and drew me in. His dark skin made the gaze even sharper.

    The white of his eyes stood out against his darker skin, especially in the low light of the room. The contrast of his skin against mine just added to how hot it all was. Our bodies looked stark against each other, and that difference just added to the heat of it.

    The table creaked under us as he began to quicken his pace. You could easily hear the sound of flesh hitting flesh. So much so that if I didn’t know better, I would worry about someone in the hallway hearing. But the owner wasn’t naive. He knew the shenanigans that would eventually occur and soundproofed the walls during construction. How do I know? Julian told me. The first time he fucked me.

    I moaned in pleasure when he shifted my body. I was still mostly on my back, but he twisted my hips so one leg stayed hooked over his shoulder while the other was pushed up toward my chest and angled out. It put me in the kind of position you only ever hit during yoga. But it opened me up in a way that let him get exactly where he wanted. This is what I loved about getting used by Julian. It was never boring. Never the same.

    He moved me again without slowing, putting me more on my side this time. Instead of resting my leg on his shoulder, he held it up and pushed it back. Another stretch that left my ass exposed for his use. The angle changed everything. His thrusts hit deeper, sharper. My breath caught each time he pushed in. He held me there just long enough for my body to adjust before shifting me again.

    He pulled me onto my knees, chest still pressed to the table. His grip settled on my hips, firm and sure. He drove into me from behind, the rhythm steady and heavy. My arms shook against the padding. He was a bit rougher this time. He would pull my hips to him with each thrust, adding more power behind it.

    He moved me from position to position. Never once touching my cock, or allowing me to. Any friction I got was either from his body or the table. Every shift had a point. Every position seemed to stretch something else.

    My grip tightened around the edge of the table as he adjusted his stance and drove in deeper. My back arched. He changed things up again by flipping me back onto my back, holding my legs open wide, which allowed him to lean down into me. The oil made our bodies slide against each other and he took full advantage of it. His tongue slipped into my mouth as his hand slipped around and cupped the back of my head.

    I wasn’t going to last long, and he knew it. My orgasm hit hard and sudden, spraying between our bodies, coating both of our chests. Julian didn’t stop. He continued to fuck me through it, fucking me until he was done with his own. He stopped thrusting and lodged himself in me as deep as he could possibly get as his body pulsed with his own orgasm. I could feel the way his body was flexing with it. Only then did he go limp over me.

    He kissed me again, letting the intimacy linger for a bit before we both returned to the real world. When he slipped out, I lamented that we didn’t have more time to go again. I did get exactly what I needed though. Julian delivered.

    Julian dressed and slipped out of the room. I wondered how long he would go before he found a way to shower and get all that oil off his body. I looked at the clock and noted I had enough time to take a nice long shower first.


    I stepped out of the room once I was dressed again. The hallway was quiet. My body still felt warm and relaxed. The kind of sensation that only comes from being well and truly fucked. Where your body is pushed, twisted, and used in all the right ways. Where the tension is literally fucked out of you.

    I moved toward the front where Cooper stood near the reception desk, leaning against the counter as he talked with Julian. It seemed casual. The moment they noticed me, Cooper looked at Julian with a grin that said he already understood everything. My loving husband had apparently told his best friend, everything. Because of course he did. He would have gotten a kick out of it.

    Rena glanced up from her screen and brightened when she saw me. “There you are. You look like a new person.”

    Of course they hadn’t told her about the switch. Why would they.

    I kept my voice calm. “Yes. It was exactly what I needed.”

    Rena laughed. “So, I have you down for a joint session next week.”

    “A Joint session?” I asked, wondering where this came from.

    “Julian said you requested a joint session next week with him and cooper. if that’s not right I can cancel it.”

    “No.” I quickly corrected. “No. That’s correct!” I looked at Julian and smiled, wondering just what he was up to.

    “Well,” Rena said. “I am glad Cooper was able to help. A good massage is a great way to remove the sting of bad news. “

    “What do you mean by that,” Julian asked, clearly concerned for my wellbeing.

    “Eddie came after getting some bad news. He looked like the world just ended. Shoulders tight. Jaw locked. About five seconds away from snapping.” Rena laughed. “Ok that might be an exaggeration.”

    Julian’s attention shifted to me fast. The relaxed shape in his posture faded. Concern pushed to the surface. “What happened,” he asked.

    There was no point dancing around it. No point delaying the inevitable. I had carried the weight from the moment the call ended. Saying it out loud wasn’t going to make it better, but it needed to be said. I was just hoping to ride the high from just getting royally fucked a bit longer before I had to talk about it. Before I had to deal with the reality of it.

    I looked Julian dead in the eyes and gave him the gut punch I had received earlier. “Your mother and father will be in town tonight,” I finished using his mothers tone. “Seven p.m. sharp.”

    “FUCK” Julian exclaimed. You could see the pain on his face as he said it. “Seven p.m. sharp,” he repeated, mimicking her clipped voice with more accuracy than should have been possible. His eyes narrowed. “She planned this a month ago. She doesn’t know how to do ANYTHING last minute. It’s physically impossible for her.”

    Cooper shifted his weight and looked between us. “So… since you two won’t be using your movie tickets,” he said, almost careful about it, “can I have them?”

    Julian froze.

    The question didn’t land all at once. It moved through him in pieces. First confusion, then recognition, then the full realization that her arrival didn’t just cut into the evening. It took the whole night with it.

    He let out a long breath. “She’s my mother.”

    Another breath. “She’s my mother.”

    And even longer breath. “She’s my mother.”

    Cooper lifted a hand. “So that’s a yes. I can take them.”

    Julian gave a small, resigned laugh. “Yeah. Take them. Enjoy the movie for us. We’re not going anywhere tonight.”

    I reached for his hand and squeezed it. “We still can,” I said. “They’re not staying all night. We could meet him at the bar after they leave. They’ll be gone by then.”

    Julian’s expression eased, just enough for hope to get in. “Yeah,” he said. “We could do that. I’ll need a drink or two by then.” he turned to Cooper. “Do not spoil the movie for us.”


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  • My bestfriend and I

    My sex dreams.

    Backstory:

    This story is about my ex bestfriend and then ex boyfriend (same person haha). We got in the same class after primary school and were besties for 4 years. After this time we got accepted to different schools and things got difficult but after meeting a few times we got together for a short while. Not for long – it didn’t work out with school and stuff…

    Lets call him Danny. Dan (not his real name). He’s about 1.80m tall, skinny, veeerry light skinned, has the most light blue eyes i have seen in my life, a rather normal/high pitched voice, and usually these days he has a buzzcut. As soon as the weather gets warm he wears these very thin shorts. Nothing too fancy but always in a random color. Ive seen everything from light green to bright red. I could always see his tight boxers when his shirt was a bit up. They were always peeking out of his shorts. He’s very talkative, and when starts to talk, its like a podcast youre listening to that you can’t stop. I’m half indian half white. brown eyes, blask, brownish hair. 1.78m tall and also rather skinny. Not as skinny as him tho. Well lets get into my sex dream i had with my former best friend.

    The dream started in Spring. We were out on a picnic. I couldn’t really detect our relatoinship with each other, but it felt like two bros/ besties enjoying the summer breeze on a picnic. A wide, very green park right in the middle of a city. We were sitting opposite of each other on the blue/green picnic mat and were eating strawberries in the shadows of a big tree. Maybe a bit too romantic for two bros. 

    We were talking about the usual harmless stuff, and we are also comfortable to sit in silence together. A very valuable skill we both have in the presence pf each other. He was sitting cross legged, but decided to lay on the mat after a while with his head resting on his arms and his legs bent up a little. I was still sitting there. Danny closed his eyes and enjoyed life. I was too. But it’s in my nature to just observe everything and look everywhere. So without thinking i was looking at my best friend. I loved looking at him. When the sun was hitting his head i felt like he was the most beautiful person I have seen in my life. His light tshirt was a bit up, revealing his waist, or rather the undies that are always showing. But to my suprise there were none. I didn’t quite understand, never realized he’s the guy to freeball around town, especially when he knows that he’ll be out with me the whole day. I couldn’t help it, but my eyes wandered down to his shorts. They were light green as usual, and wide. My eyes got fixated on his crotch pretty fast. I have never seen him completely naked and never intended to, at least to this point. But I realized if he’s not wearing underwear a peek through the shorts between the legs wouldn’t hurt our relationship no?

    I slowly looked down from his croth to his legs, and to my suprise I could see through the leg holes. Not much, but I immediately liked what I saw. It was warm this day, so I saw his low hanging balls, unshaved. His blonde pubic hair hasn’t been shaved in quite a while. I coultn’t see his shaft. It was probably resting upside – meaning with his tip at the waistband, as if youre hiding a boner. I liked what I saw. My body felt the rush and was getting hot. “I’m quite hot, are you not”, I asked. He opened his eyes and looked up to me “Yeah true”. He got up, got rid of his shirt and got on the floor again. Eyes closed. I also took off my shirt. I could see his ribs through his pale skin. His small nipples. His kind of athletic looking body. I wanted to get on top of him, lick every centimeter of his body. He had hairy armpits, but no hair on his chest or nipples, but I could see a rather strong happy trail going down from his bellybutton. 

    My own penis was starting to fill with blood, making it twitch and grow. My mind was full with lust, imagining what his hole could look like. I didn’t even notice how he wasnt laying there with his eyes closed anymore. He opened them slowly and saw me looking at his balls through his shorts. I didn’t think about looking at his face at all at this point, but i saw his own dick growing a little. I acted like I didn’t see anything, as its not something special between bros. But his dick got harder and harder. He didt wear a shirt, so his tip was peeking out of his waistband. It wasnt much, but I could see a very white foreskin, with a rockhard tip hiding in there. He giggled. Thats when I came out of my trance. I looked at his face, embarassed. He smiled and said he was really hot. “You mind me taking of my shorts?”. “No haha”. I thought he was joking. But he laid on his back, and asked me to pull them down for him, he can’t get them fully down laying on his back. So I did. He was fully exposed in public now. His head resting on his arms. His clear skin all over his body. then his lower body. I never saw such a posing body, almost like Dannys seducing me. His bubble butt was a bit tense and held in the air. He put one hand into his crotch and adjusted his cock down, so he could lay down properly without feeling uncomfortable. 

    I tried looking away so I turned a little. But I had to inspect his whole body. His feet were so clean and healthy, like he jsut got out of a shower. His legs not very hairy. Also light hair. Then my eyes wandered to his hole. His butt was beautifully round. And to my suprise – no hair. I saw a shaved ass in front of me. My own dick was now fully hard with 16cm. Mine is a bit darker than my light brown body. I shaved the night before. My foreskin was still hiding my tip halfway. I looked up to his face. His eyes were now looking at me. Embarassed, but they were not telling me to look away. They were inviting me. His cheeks were now fully red. Either through embarassement, or maybe lust. My horny self coultn’t resist this god like posture anymore. He jsut closed his eyes again. 

    I took each ass cheek in one of my hands and gently pulled them apart, revealing his hole. It defenitely looked like he shaved last night too. But only his hole. It was like I was looking at anime porn. Such a clean hole. Light pink. It was like an invitation to get close to it. Dannys hole was sweating, but I couldn’t smell any bad odor. I leaned down and started smelling it. It was thrilling. My face so close to my best friends asshole. It was looking like no pussy I have seen in my life. It smelled like pure lust between his buttcheeks. I couldn’t help it. I had to lick it off his body. I got even closer and licked his sweat off his pink hole. When I reached Dannys hole I felt it twitch a little. Probably his first time too. I continued. I was eating my best friends ass out. I was  feeling his skin and my hands wanderend arounf his lower body. My hands reached from his cheeks to his feet. Feeling him all the way. His eyes still closed, enjoying the new sensory feeling. My hands got up again, and as I realized my tongue was easily going in his relaxed hole, i got close to his hairless pussy with my finger. It was lubricated with my spit and his sweat now. THe index finger of my right hand was slowly reaching inside him. All this time I didnt touch my own cock, or his. But we were both fully errect by now. 

    I was suprised as my finger got sucked into his warm hole. He knew what he was doing. As I was fully inside he moaned a little, so I started moving my finger. I got a good look of his front now. While he was laying on his belly, his low balls were fully exposed. They  were even bigger and hairier than I expected. His penis was fully covered by his balls. He def prepared his hole the noght before for me, knowing exactly whats about to happen today. Danny, please let me fuck you, I said. I felt his hole not twitching anymore, it was fully relaxed. I put my finger out of his hole and spat on it. I knew there was neither a need for lube nor stretching.

  • Married Man goes to ABS

     This is my first time writing a story, and thanks to my wife for helping with the editing. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did, remembering.

    I know I’m not gay, as I’ve been married twice and love my current wife with all my heart. But the thought of a penis is always there.

    At the young age of 20, I had often wondered what sucking a cock was like. I mean it can’t be that bad. Girls do it, well, some girls do it. I heard a lot of guys do it, too. Seeing or looking at another boy’s dick was a No No!, Evil! This just added to the Mystery of Cock.

    I would go to the local Arcade and innocently walk down the gay isle looking at the magazine covers. This only adds to the Mystery of Cock. I never went to the booths; this was unknown territory. A dark, unknown realm of mystery, intimidating to a young man. One night on my way back to my car, another guy asked if I was horny. I wasn’t completely sure what he meant, and said no, I was going to pick up my girlfriend. To this day, I have always wondered what would have happened if I had said yes!

    Years later, I had a gay co-worker who would innocently tell me things. One day, he mentioned Glory-holes. A place where a guy could get his dick sucked off (by a guy). Back in the 80s-90s, glory-holes were still everywhere. Slowly, they evolved from curtains to doors, then doors with the bottoms cut off. Finally, they were just banned.

    Well, the wife didn’t like to do it, and my cock was lonely. So one night, as I was headed home after work, I stopped at a local arcade. Bashfuly I got my five dollars in tokens and went to the back, where I entered a booth. I didn’t know I had to lock the door, so as I had my pants open, jerking off to a film, the door opened and in walked a tall, thin, bearded man, a little older than me, asking if I wanted a blow job. A nervous voice from somewhere said, “Yes!” Was that me? He then whispered, “Not so loud.” He sat in the chair taking hold of my cock, and put it in his mouth. “Holy crap!” it thought, this was really happening.

    He asked if he could play with himself, and I softly said, “Yes. As he was working my cock, my legs were shaking, trembling at the sight before me. Here is a man asking and enjoying sucking my cock. My cock was confused, so much pleasure and fear. This was incredible; never had I imagined that this could feel so good.

    My mind was racing. Does he want me to cum in his mouth? He must, he is here with my cock in his mouth, sucking it, enjoying it, almost making love to it. Then it started to build, the cum boiling, wanting to be released. I was afraid, though, holding back and not sure what to do. It was almost painful as I finally came, full force, into his mouth. My cock pulsing, releasing its prize, seeming to last forever. I thought I was having a seizure.

    He cleaned and licked my cock till I couldn’t take it anymore. After I caught my breath, I zipped up. He stood up, and he asked if I wanted to suck his. I looked down, and there was the biggest cock I had ever seen! It must have been 7 to 8 inches hanging there. I couldn’t take my eyes off of it. I told him no, that I had never sucked a cock before, but here I was staring at it. He must have seen the gleam in my eyes. The hunger of a starving man.

    A hand on my shoulder pressed me down onto the chair. Here was a man’s cock hanging in my face, I could smell the musk, see the veins and the hair on his balls, the large smooth head.

    He said, “Touch it. I lifted my hand to feel its girth; it had weight to it, firm and spongy at the same time. I lifted it to give me access to his balls. These too seemed bigger than mine.

    My mouth was dry, and my heart was racing as I heard the words “It’s OK, suck it.

    With his hand on the back of my head,d I opened my mouth and let his cock enter.

    Wow, I thought this was not what I expected. It felt so natural. A cock, a huge cock filling my mouth, it felt so different than what I expected. Not sure of what I was expecting, but feeling the warmth on my tongue, its softness, and slight salty taste was intoxicating. I needed more.

    As I started bobbing up and down on the shaft, stroking it with my hand, feeling its girth and length. Stroking in rhythm to my sucking, to give him all the pleasure I could. I knew to keep my teeth back from scraping this magnificent cock. His bulbous head was perfect for letting me know not to pull too far off. I couldn’t get more than a few inches in my mouth, and then it started to get harder and bigger. Bigger? How could it get bigger?

    His breathing changed. He started lightly thrusting, and I let him use me. I had to now hold on to his thighs for support. I could feel the muscles in his legs flexing with power, the hair on his manly legs. The feeling of submission and yet the feeling of power, knowing you are the one giving him this pleasure.

    He was getting close. I knew it. What was I going to do? His breathing got more rapid, the trusting got faster, and he was moaning ever so quietly. I never expected this to happen.

    Me! being the one sucking a cock. Me! pleasuring another man, and he is about to cum in my mouth.

    Then, as I was thinking about it, it happened, BAM! He thrust forward, and I felt the first blast hit the roof of my mouth. I could feel his cock pulsing on my tongue. As he kept cumming I could now smell and taste it. Feel it in my mouth sliding down my throat, and I was swallowing another man’s cum without thought; it was so natural.

    He kept cumming, pulsing, holding my head so I couldn’t move. We both were enjoying this moment. As he calmed down, he stepped back and said, “Wow, that was great for a first-time cock sucker.

    There I was, my lips, jaw, roof of my mouth were sore. Spit and most likely cum on my chin, and I felt great! The adrenaline rush still had me shaking.

    Now I know the Power of Cock! Once you’re under its spell, there is no escape.

    I went to the booths several more times after this. I never saw that bearded man again, but these stories are for a different time.

  • Date with Rhys

    Kiss and Touch

    I still don’t know what the fuck made me kiss my brother that day.

    My brother Rhys Haynes and I were both university professors. He taught history and I taught English literature. He’s just turned 30, a year younger than me and we had both wanted to live together in the same flat.

    I’d never felt attracted to boys and to the best of my knowledge my brother was heterosexual, at least he’d had a girlfriend in his early twenties but was single now.

    He’d been talking to me of something about his classes but his mouth was very close to mine to start with and suddenly, not knowing what I was doing, I felt the call of his masculine lips and moved my mouth to his and kissed him.

    But Rhys responded with apparently the same lust and scarcely talked. He just told me.

    -Ok, Spencer, I like it but you never told me you’re gay.

    -I’m not. I just don’t know why the fuck I’ve kissed you but suddenly I’ve seen you handsome enough to kiss.

    Of course my name is Spencer Haynes, suddenly totally hard as I was kissing my handsome brother.

    -We’re both lonely, Spencer, and I like it, so as far as you want to keep on kissing me, you can.

    -It’s strange because never before I’ve felt the need of having a boy’s lips on mine but I’d be kissing you for hours.

    -Two brothers kissing could be considered wrong, but you and I are adult enough and agree and I also like it. I have no hurry to finish. If you want, let’s kiss for hours. You’ve strangely dated me.

    -A date with Rhys. So ok, brother, as far as you like it, we can smooch for hours.

    And just then my brother’s hand started to stroke my crotch. Timidly my hand moved to Rhys’ crotch too. Oh, if we went on at this pace, I could even cum.

    -Date with Rhys, you said before, Spencer and though I’ve never dated a boy so far, I want just that to happen now.

    -But I’m about to cream my pants, Rhys.

    -Good. Making each other cum, why not? We have no partner right now and you’re a person I’d like to hook up, to tell you the truth.

    As he said those words, his hands had started touching my chest. It was a cold day and both of us were wearing many clothes, but we had sat around the fire and had no jackets on now. But suddenly he started to remove my cashmere sweater so I also removed his blue pullover.

    We had never stopped kissing or stroking our crotches when I was sure I was horniest but Rhys seemed just as horny for he seemed to desire watching me nude and now started to unbutton my shirt. So my hands were also at his rhythm and they were also taking off his shirt and soon both our undershirts were removed too.

    Now I went crazy with lust when I beheld Rhys’ naked chest but mine was naked too and my brother’s hands started to touch me as if he was playing a symphony. Needless to say, I also strongly desired to touch his perfect naked skin. Both of us seemed to agree that all we needed now was touching a naked person and were forgetting the facts that we were two boys or we were brothers. We were enjoying this unprecedented lust. Both of us were lustfully massaging our nipples as our other hands ran up and down all our glorious naked territories. I was amazed that my heterosexual brother was as horny as I was but as for me, I should say that now I didn’t care anymore the fact that I was also heterosexual or that’s what I thought. Now I only wanted Rhys, I only desired my brother and wanted this unexpected date to last for hours.

    Always kissing me and touching my chest, Rhys slowly took off my shoes and later my socks so ok, brother, let’s go for broke. No doubt this afternoon can be prolonged all the time you want and I’m sure finally we’ll end up being totally nude. So I also removed his shoes and socks. And we also started to touch erotically everything of our feet.

    Now it really became an orgy when Rhys clearly unfastened my belt and soon took down my pants. My dick was about to get out of my briefs, like an exile that dreams of returning to his homeland. But homeland it will only be when I could see Rhys in just his briefs too, so increasingly clear that at least my brother desired total nudity for both, I was also fast in pulling his pants down. What a hot dick I could behold then. It was more outside his briefs than in. Now both of us agreed in first groping our crotches and the tips of both our dicks hectically. I was so horny noticing my brother’s lust was increasing at the same pace as mine. And with the fire so close to us, we weren’t cold.

    Finally, he embraced my neck and gave me the longest kiss he’d given me so far, and faster than I could think, he quickly pulled down my briefs so finally I was stark naked as Rhys had all the time wanted me to be.

    -So buck naked I wanted you and totally nude you’ll be beside me for hours if you want to behave like a good boy, that is, Spencer.

    Instead of answering, and after some seconds when my fingers were rubbing the tip of his dick, I first smelled Rhys’ briefs, and still sniffing them I pulled them off at last.


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  • Unexpected Turn

    Doorbell rang, I went to open it and there he was standing in his joggers and a tank top. His muscular body drenched in sweats and he was breathing heavy. His green eyes were sparkling, below the perfectly shaped eyebrows. His blond hair was curly and some of its hair were hanging down to his eyes and forehead. He was wearing glasses and the perfectly trimmed short beard looked perfect on him. I was admiring his beauty when he spoke,

    “Hi, are you gonna let me in?”

    I was startled and made way for him to come inside. Without any formalities he walked in my living room and sat down on the sofa. I was still at the door looking at him. He looked at me again and smiled. He was now checking me out. I followed his gaze which was looking down at my crotch and I was so shy at the moment. I had just came out of shower when the door bell had rung so I went to open the door only the towel wrapped around my waist. And looking at him made me hard and at some point my towel fell down and I was standing in front of him with raging boner. 

    “Sorry..”

    I said blushing and quickly picked up towel and wrapped it around my waist. It was barely holding my boner in as it was pointing straight. He smiled again biting his lips. 

    “Bear??”

    I asked and he nodded and I got to the friz and got two bears and walked towards him. He was now sitting comfortably. Adjusted his crotch few times and I could see that he was really hard.

    Okay so let me tell u about me. Hi, I am Darek, a 25 years old blond, Caucasian guy. I don’t have six pack on me but I am fit and have a muscular build. After my last breakup I hadn’t dated in months. Billy my best buddy kept pushing me to go out and have fun. But I was just not feeling it. One day I was horny, hadn’t jacked off in a while. I searched for porn but then suddenly opened Grinder and in just few seconds got a text. I replied and conversation started. I wasn’t ready to meet so we kept talking day by day. We exchanged pics…nudes…and everything. But I still wasn’t over my ex. Yesterday Billy showed me a card. He was getting married..seeing my ex with another guy. I just …..I opened Grinder and texted him to come over and here he is sitting on my couch. 

    I handed him the bear and we both started drinking and talking. I was nervous. I don’t know why, I have dated before, although its been 5 years since I dated a new guy but it was not the first time. Yet here I was sitting beside him nervously replying. He looked at me again, his faced just inches away from mine. He leaned in and kissed me. It was just a simple peck, no tongue nothing, just simple peck. 

    I had his hand in my hand. He had a small tatto on his back of the hand and without realising I was caressing it slowly and he started reciprocating as well. His thumb caressing my hand. While talking he took my hand and placed it over his crotch. He was hard and I started stroking it through his jogger. It wasn’t very big and I knew that before meeting him. But he was thick and we kept talking and I kept stroking him. 

    After few minutes, he slowly slid his hands below my towels, making it open and my dick swing out. He grabbed it and started stroking. It was gonna be the night that changed my life forever.

    To be continued….


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  • The fall of a senator

     As Kevin was secured to the stockade, the people on the other side of the mirror were getting comfortable seated in nice plush chairs, with drinks handy on small tables beside them. The processing had started to become a social event for some few chosen.

    Mixed in tonight’s group was a Justice of the Supreme Court, two congressmen, a business tycoon with a well-known fetish for public humiliation. Also present was the Chairman of the Senates Ethics committee. He had already prepared a bill that would be introduced in the morning, proposing that Senator Masey was recused from his office immediately due to the grave accusations and indictment.

    But the man of the hour, present and preening, was the Attorney General, he had been trying for several years to get charges to stick to the unreasonable senator, and finally a Grand Jury had indicted him! And the AG was now ensuring that maximum public humiliation and pain, within the new boundaries, would be heaped on Kevin´s head!

    -Time for processing, The AG looked through the window to see the door opening behind Kevin and the trolley rolled in. He smiled and said.

    -Now gentlemen, the fun will truly begin. I have arranged for the entire process to be “accidentally” streamed live on True Social and Telegram. Hope you enjoy the show!

    In the room, Kevin was sweating, the heat and pain in his rectum was still increasing, and the first cracks appeared in his attempt at not giving them any satisfaction.

    -You must do something about the stuff he put in me, he said. It feels like it is permanently injuring me, my attorneys will have a field day with this happening on your watch!

    -Don´t worry, we are here for you, the team leader said smiling into the mirror. He proceeded to wheel the trolley behind Kevin, and lifted a sack, filled with fluid, attached to a three feet long hose with a tap on the end. He picked up a nozzle, looking more like an oversized dildo, but with a nice large hole at the end and attached it to the hose.

    -Now, the trick is to get this high up in you, so the Ben Gay and chili is washed out, not washed up into your colon. So, try to relax all you can.

    One of the other agents put a bucket between Kevin´s legs. He could feel the head of the nozzle pressing against his swollen, throbbing anal lips, having no choice, he tried to relax but as the nozzle kept going in the pain of the forced parting and the steadily increased girth lead to him squeezing and he yelped from the sudden stabbing pain.

    Behind the mirror several of the onlookers were laughing and making clips of the recordings from the cameras to post online.

    -He´ll cry like a baby before this is done, The AG declared. Only the first part, and he asked for it himself!

    In the room the nozzle was now pushed as far as it would go. The agent turned the tap and held the bag up high, squeezing it to increase the flow. Kevin could feel something filling his colon, his abdomen started to distend.

    -You must push it out if you want release. The agent said.

    Kevin, looking into the mirror, realized he had no choice, if he didn’t try and push it out around the wide nozzle there would be no relief from the burning, and the pain of his abdomen distending was also increasing. He took a big breath and started to strain. When he pushed as hard as he could, veins sticking out in his temples and his face slowly getting darker and redder, some liquid started trickling out of his ass. He could feel a little relief from the burning and increased his effort even more.

    Suddenly the agent pulled the nozzle out of his ass in one quick move, Kevin wasn’t prepared and with maximum straining he shot a veritable geyser out his asshole. There was a milky fluid, but also some blood and small pieces of feces.

    -Look at him shitting himself! The Justice crowed.

    Kevin relaxed, but the liquid kept trickling out through his swollen, but now slightly opened and blessedly numbed ass lips. The burning sensation was almost gone.

    -The fluid contains something that numbs the pain away and some absorbent to clear out the salve. The agent said.

    -The side effect is that your sphincter will be completely relaxed in a short while and stay open for a good amount of time.

    By now two other agents had squatted down in front of Kevin and started to remove the Helix. Due to the severe swelling of his cock and balls, it was a bit of a struggle before they could release all three rings. When blood started flowing again, the angry skin tone began to fade, but the pain of returned blood flow almost made Kevin´s legs buckle, basically leaving him hanging in the stockade by his neck and hands.

    His cock started to rapidly shrink but stayed at a respectable eight inches and the head was still so swollen that the foreskin was trapped behind it. He could feel more fluid trickle out of his ass, and when he tried to tighten the hole, nothing happened!

    -Time for proper processing, now that we have given you what you asked for. One of the agents said.

    -Now open your mouth wide, and remember, if you bite you lose teeth! Saying that he stepped in front of Kevin with one hand in a glove with something shiny on it.

    Kevin, realizing he had no choice, opened his mouth and the agent proceeded to push two fingers into his cavity, “searching” along the inside of his teeth, under his tongue and finally pushing them as far in as they would go. Kevin started retching before the fingers were pulled out. A strange oily feeling was left in the mouth after.

    -Now we will search the rest of your body. Kevin endured the examination, they pulled and pinched his nipples, squeezed his oversensitive cock and balls for several minutes and then one of them put on a long glove and covered it with a clear runny substance.

    -You should be fully dilated now, he said. Breathe deeply!

    With that he started introducing, not a finger or two, but his whole hand into Kevin´s ass! There was no resistance from the sphincter, but the hand was big enough to dilated it beyond its relaxed state. Even though the agent pushed slowly and steadily Kevin screamed from the pain and felt tears start to form in his eyes. The pain was something he had never experienced before, it felt like the anus was ripped to pieces!

    The mirth on the other side of the mirror knew no ends by now. The scene in front of them, their enemy in a stockade mouth wide open, panic in his tear-filled eyes and still keening from the sudden painful insertion was too much. Several of the men present were showing bulges growing. One of the young assistants present was pushed down on his knees in front of the AG and immediately open the fly and pulled out the swollen cock and started sucking it, slowly but deeply.

    The arm went into Kevin´s rectum and the agent started opening and closing his hand, “looking” for contraband. The pain was lessening, but also Kevin started to feel slightly detached, and his cock suddenly came to life again, slowly starting to swell and rise! He knew he should be concerned about this but somehow, he wasn´t.

    -We have some good stuff for you, no? One agent whispered in Kevin´s ear. Enjoying yourself as we all can see!

    Kevin was now fully hard and still with the agent´s arm up his ass halfway to the elbow. Even though he was numb his prostate still reacted to the manual stimulation, starting to produce more pre-cum.

    -We have a special mixture in the lube on the gloves now, the AG explained to the other spectators. It has some special K, fast-acting tadalafil and a little sprinkle of Rohypnol in it. Makes them easier to handle and examine, while giving them a hard boner, thus reducing their resistance even more! It is quickly absorbed from both the mouth and the ass.

    In the room, the arm was pulled out of Kevin´s ass, the sphincter now completely overstretched, leaving the hole open and the inner tissue of the rectum visible. Still driblets of fluid were coming out.

    -We can´t have you dripping your way through the corridors, the team leader said. Picking up an inflatable anal plug. Since your back door is flapping open, I guess we have no choice!

    He pushed the bright pink plug in until the hefty base was the only thing outside. The plug was easily seven inches long. He attached the pump and started filling it with air. Now and then moving it slightly, when the plug didn’t move without pulling the edges of the hole along, he was satisfied.

    Kevin could not understand the strange feelings he experienced. There was a definite trace of pain coming from his overstretched rectum and anus, but there was a feeling of pleasure at the same time, and his cock was now yet again producing pre-cum. At the same time, he felt unbothered and slightly off kilter.

    He was now released from the stockade; they stood him up against the wall opposite the mirror. It was time for his mug shots. The got headshots first, turning him to all sides, and then they took full body photos, standing looking straight ahead, his arms at his sides. His manhandled swollen nipples clearly aroused. And his cock now fully hard and still more swollen than normal, throbbing pointing straight forward and leaking.

    The sideshoots showed his cock sticking straight out, and his swollen balls filling out the smooth shiny sack completely. He was turned around and pushed into a wide stance and then forced to bend forward and place his hands on the wall. Everyone in the room, and behind the mirror, now had a perfect view of his nice asscheeks parted, and the base of the overinflated butt plug clearly visible. His asslips were basically obliterated and so stretched that no corrugation was left.

    -Well champ, now it’s time for your final processing before the arraignment hearing tomorrow morning. You can call your attorney on the phone outside this room. The team leader told Kevin, taking hold of his arm and starting to lead him out of the room. Kevin was almost swaying while walking, barely noticed that he lead down a corridor that opened to an open area full of people!

    There was a hushed silence, followed by murmurs starting on all sides:

    -Look, it’s that senator, isn’t it?

    -Why is he naked and acting so strange?

    -My God, he has something sticking out of his ass!

    -Mm that is a BIG cock his swinging!

    The comments kept coming, but Kevin couldn’t really be bothered to react by now. He was taken to a phone booth and the leader said:

    -You have five minutes.

    Kevin managed to rouse himself enough to grab the phone and dial his attorney’s number, which he thankfully knew by heart, since they also were good friends.

    -Steve, it’s me, I´ve been arrested and need your help now, was all Kevin managed to say.

    -Kevin! Thank God, We´ve all seen everything on the news. And the bastards have been streaming stuff online too. I’m in my car; I should be there in half an hour or so. Don’t say anything and don’t sign any papers!

    Kevin hung up the phone and looked around, the room behind him was full of people, most with there mobiles up and filming him, even though he felt detached, he could feel himself start to blush when he realized the sight they had in front of them. A US senator, naked, hard, dripping pre-cum and with a clearly visible pink butt plug between his cheeks.

    -Time for shower and clothes, you can see your attorney when he arrives!

     


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  • It Started in the Park

    The pavement below was a black abyss, punctuated by thin, unmoving lines of yellow. Doug stared into it, his mind a void to match. He was no longer calculating the fall or considering the end. The abyss was simply a reflection of the one inside him. With a sigh that seemed to drain the last of his strength, he placed the half-empty bottle of Scotch on the ledge beside him. He looked down at it, then with a nudge of his fingers, sent it over the edge.

    He watched it fall, a dark shape tumbling against the city lights. He began to count in his head. One… The bottle was a speck. …two… The sound of shattering glass echoed up, a faint, final punctuation mark. It was over that fast. The thought wasn’t a comfort; it was just a fact.

    He got up, his body moving with the stiff, mechanical motions of a machine. The anger didn’t hit him like a storm; it seeped in slowly, like a cold fog. It wasn’t anger at John, or at Lauren, or at God. It was a white-hot, self-loathing fury aimed squarely at himself. For being so stupid. For being so naive. For actually, genuinely believing that he was allowed to have a life like that, a life with a partner, with a son, with a family. For thinking his heart was anything other than a target, waiting for the inevitable arrow. He was a fool, and the price of his foolishness was this crushing, suffocating emptiness.

    Back in the apartment, the silence was a taunt. He didn’t bother with the lights. He pulled out his phone, his thumb finding his supervisor’s number with a grim certainty. The call was answered on the second ring.

    “Baker.”

    “It’s Doug. That position in Waco. The one no one wants. Is it still available?”

    A pause on the other end. “Yeah, Doug. It’s still open. The oil and gas litigation docket is a beast. Why?  You’re overqualified for it, you know.”

    “I want it,” Doug said, his voice flat and devoid of emotion. “Transfer me. I can start as soon as you need me.”


    Waco, Texas. The sun was a relentless, bleaching force in a sky the color of pale denim. Doug’s apartment was a beige box in a beige complex, filled with generic, beige furniture. He woke at 5:30 AM every day. The alarm was a shrill, unwelcome intrusion into a sleep that offered no escape. He would stare at the ceiling for exactly ten minutes, his mind a blank slate, before swinging his legs out of bed.

    His days were a slow, grinding march through paperwork. The office was a windowless cubicle farm where the only sounds were the hum of fluorescent lights and the frantic tapping of keyboards. His docket was, as promised, a beast. Endless discovery requests, motions to compel, depositions that bled into one another in a monotonous stream of technical jargon and corporate malfeasance. He ate his lunch, a bland turkey sandwich from the corner deli, at his desk, staring at his monitor as he chewed. The food had no taste.

    Evenings were a study in inertia. He would drive home in the thick, humid air, the radio off. He would walk into his beige apartment, drop his briefcase by the door, and stand in the center of the living room. The silence was different here. It wasn’t the heavy, accusatory silence of his old apartment; it was a vast, empty nothingness. It was the silence of a life with no echo.

    He tried filling it. He bought a television, but the flickering images and canned laughter only highlighted his own isolation. He went to a gym, running on a treadmill until his lungs burned, but the physical exhaustion did nothing to touch the deeper weariness in his soul. He thought about calling someone, but who was there to call? He had excised himself from his old life with surgical precision.

    One Tuesday, he came home to a leaky faucet in the kitchen. A slow, maddening drip… drip… drip… that went on for hours. He stared at it, mesmerized by the rhythm of the small failure. He knew he should call the landlord. He knew he could probably fix it himself; he’d fixed John’s with a washer. Instead, he just listened. For three nights, he fell asleep to the sound of that steady, pointless dripping, a metronome counting out the seconds of a life that was going nowhere. It was the most excitement he had all week. The drudgery wasn’t a punishment; it was a cocoon. A thick, gray, suffocating layer of routine that he had wrapped himself in, hoping it would be enough to keep the pain from ever finding him again.

    The first empty weekend arrived with the oppressive weight of a final sentence. The familiar structure of the workweek, the relentless pace that had been his shield, was gone. He was left with two vast, yawning days of nothing. The silence of the apartment was no longer a comfort; it was a verdict. On a whim that felt more like a desperate bid for distraction, he drove to the Texas Ranger Museum.

    He moved through the exhibits with a detached curiosity, but the stories of sacrifice began to chip away at his numbness. He read of Rangers who faced down impossible odds, who endured hardship and loss with a stoic resolve that felt alien to him. They had given everything for a cause, for a duty. The contrast to his own self-imposed exile was stark and humiliating. Afterward, he found himself walking along the riverbank to the Waco Peace Officer Memorial. He stood before a simple stone bench, the word “Bravery” etched into its surface.

    Bravery. The word hit him like a physical blow. He hadn’t been brave. He hadn’t been facing his life at all. He had been hiding from it, burying himself in work and routine, constructing a fortress of drudgery to keep the world out. All the anger he had stuffed down, the grief he had refused to acknowledge, came roaring to the surface. A choked sob escaped his lips, followed by another, until he was standing there, shoulders shaking, crying with a force he hadn’t allowed himself to feel since that night on the rooftop.

    He felt the firm, steady pressure of a hand on his shoulder. “You alright, son?” a kind voice asked. “You lose someone in the line of duty?”

    Doug shook his head, unable to speak for a moment. He finally managed to croak out the words. “No. But they’ve given so much, and I’ve not done anything with my life except wallow in my own misery. I’m so ashamed.”

    The man gave his shoulder a gentle squeeze. Doug looked up to see an older gentleman with a weathered face and kind eyes. The man smiled at him. “Then you have time to change things, don’t you. Don’t waste another minute. I tell you, go to the zoo and refresh yourself. And then decide what one thing you can do differently today.”

    Doug looked out at the slow-moving river, the words sinking in. When he turned back to thank the man, he was gone. He had simply vanished. Doug scanned the area, but the man was nowhere to be seen. Not sure why, but feeling a strange sense of purpose, he followed the directive. He drove to the Cameron Park Zoo, his mind a maelstrom of confusion and fragile hope.

    He found himself drawn to the sloth exhibit. He stood there, mesmerized. The creatures moved with an impossible slowness, their faces fixed in what looked like permanent, gentle smiles. They didn’t rush. They didn’t hide. They simply were, existing in their own quiet, deliberate world. In their unhurried presence, Doug felt a knot of tension inside him begin to loosen. He realized he had been moving at a frantic, internal pace, always running from the pain. He needed to slow down. He needed to open himself up to life again, to just be.

    As he was standing there, a man walked up next to him, his gaze also fixed on the sloths. “I don’t know why, but watching them energizes me,” the man said.

    Doug turned to see an ordinary man, about his size and shape, smiling at him. There was nothing remarkable about him, and yet his presence felt grounding.

    “I know what you mean,” Doug said to him, surprised by the ease in his own voice. “I feel better already.”

    “I come here when I feel a little off,” the man continued, “and it’s like a magical cure.”

    Doug looked from the man back to the smiling face of a sloth, and a genuine smile spread across his own face. It was the first one in months, and it felt like the sun coming out after a long, dark winter.

    That night, for the first time in months, Doug slept. It wasn’t the drugged, exhausted stupor he’d fallen into after a fourteen-hour day, but a deep, restorative rest. He woke not to the sound of a jarring alarm, but to the soft morning light filtering through his blinds. For the first time since moving to Waco, the silence of the apartment felt like peace, not emptiness. He felt good. The feeling was so alien he had to sit up and take stock of it, as if it were a strange new piece of furniture in the room.

    After doing a load of laundry, a simple domestic task that felt monumental in its normalcy, he found himself humming. It was a low, tuneless sound, but it was there. He stood in the middle of his beige living room, the scent of clean cotton filling the air, and for the first time, the beige didn’t feel like a surrender. It felt like a blank canvas. He decided he would cook. Not just heat something up, but really cook. He grabbed a pen and a notepad, the act of writing a list feeling deliberate and full of intention. Chicken. Capers. Lemon. Parsley. He grabbed his keys and headed to the store, the list crumpled in his hand, a mission statement.

    The fluorescent lights of the grocery store hummed overhead. He was in the produce section, the air cool and smelling of earth and citrus. He picked up a lemon, feeling the dimpled texture of its skin, the surprising weight of it in his palm. As he placed it in the plastic bag, he felt a light tap on his shoulder.

    He turned to see the smiling face of the man from the zoo. The same kind eyes, the same easy-going demeanor.

    “Hey,” the man said. “Sloth enthusiast.”

    Doug felt a real smile spread across his face, not a forced one, but an automatic reaction. “Hey. Sloth energizer.”

    “Eric,” the man said, extending a calloused hand.

    “Doug.” They shook hands, the grip firm and warm.

    “I’m glad I ran into you,” Doug said, the words tumbling out before he could overthink them. “I was about to go home and make way too much chicken piccata for one person, and I don’t really know anyone here yet. Would you want to come over for dinner? We can discuss sloths in their natural habitat.”

    For a fraction of a second, Eric’s smile tightened. It was a flicker of something Doug couldn’t read—hesitation? Panic?—before he smoothed it over with a polite, but strained, grin. “Oh. Wow. That’s… really nice of you, Doug.”

    The familiar knot of awkwardness began to tighten in Doug’s stomach. He’d misread it. He’d pushed too hard. “I just moved here a few months ago,” he explained quickly, backtracking. “Haven’t really had a chance to, you know, meet anyone. It’s no big deal if you’re busy.”

    Eric let out a long, slow breath, and the tension drained from his face, replaced by a look of profound relief. “Okay. Good. That makes sense. Look, full disclosure, just so there’s no weirdness…” He lowered his voice slightly. “I’m gay.”

    Doug stared at him for a solid second, processing the words, the reason for the hesitation. And then a real, genuine laugh burst out of him, loud and uninhibited, turning a few heads in the quiet aisle. “Eric,” he said, still chuckling, the knot in his stomach dissolving completely. “I’m gay, too.”

    Eric’s relief was so palpable it was almost comical. His shoulders sagged, and a wide, genuine grin broke across his face. “Oh, thank God,” he said, laughing with him. “In that case, I’d love to. I’m a terrible cook, so a home-cooked meal sounds like heaven.”

    Back at the apartment, the kitchen was filled with the sharp, clean scent of garlic, lemon, and capers sizzling in the pan. Doug felt a lightness he hadn’t felt in years. As they ate, the conversation flowed as easily as the wine Doug had opened. They talked about their mind-numbing corporate jobs, their shared terrible taste in 80s synth-pop, and their deep, philosophical appreciation for the quiet wisdom of sloths; both of them realized that they knew nothing about sloths. Each promised to do some research. After they’d cleared the plates, Eric leaned back in his chair, his expression turning serious but kind.

    “Doug, I have to say something,” he began, and Doug felt that old familiar dread start to creep back in. “I really like you. You’re a great guy. But I’m not… I’m not romantically interested in you. I just want to be upfront about that.”

    Doug felt a flicker of something, but it wasn’t disappointment. It was a quiet, profound relief. He wouldn’t have to navigate that. This could be simple. He smiled. “Eric, that is more than okay with me. Not every gay man on the planet has to be a potential bedroom partner, you know?”

    Eric’s face broke into a wide, grateful smile. “Exactly.”

    They both laughed, the last bit of unspoken tension dissolving into the warm air of the apartment. “Well, since we’re not trying to impress each other anymore,” Doug said, standing up to clear the last of the dishes, “how about a brutally competitive game of gin?”

    “You’re on,” Eric replied, his eyes sparkling.

    They spent the rest of the evening at the small kitchen table, the slap of cards on wood and the easy rhythm of their laughter filling the beige apartment. It wasn’t a date. It was something better. It was the beginning of a real friendship.


    The months that followed settled into a comfortable, unremarkable rhythm. They became a fixture in each other’s lives, a quiet anchor in the vast, indifferent sea of Waco. There were Tuesday night dinners at Doug’s place, where Eric would pretend to be a discerning food critic while Doug tried not to burn the garlic. There were weekends at Eric’s slightly larger apartment, where they’d argue over which bad sci-fi movie to watch, throwing popcorn at the screen. They went to the zoo again, this time deliberately, and bought matching sloth keychains that hung from their respective keyrings. They even went on a few dates—awkward, well-intentioned setups with other men from a dating app Eric had talked Doug into downloading. Each one ended with them meeting up afterward for a beer, laughing about the disaster and cementing the fact that what they had with each other was far more valuable. It was friendship, pure and simple, and it was healing the parts of Doug he thought had been scarred over forever.

    The change was subtle at first. Eric, who had the appetite of a teenage boy and could demolish a large pizza by himself, started pushing food around his plate. “I’m just not that hungry,” he’d say, waving away Doug’s concern. “Must be the heat.” Then came the back pain. “It’s just from sitting at that damn desk all day,” he’d groan, stretching dramatically after a long day at the office. But the groans became more frequent, the color slowly draining from his face until the warm, healthy tan he always had was replaced by a sallow, waxy pallor. Doug watched it happen with a growing, cold dread that he tried to stamp down with forced optimism. “You should see a doctor, man,” he’d say, and Eric would wave him off. “It’s just a pulled muscle.”

    Finally, Eric showed up at Doug’s apartment looking utterly broken. He stood in the doorway, his shoulders slumped, his face ashen. “I went to the doctor,” he said, his voice barely a whisper. He didn’t have to say more. The look in his eyes said everything.

    Doug sat him down on the couch, his own heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. “What did they say?”

    “They did a CT scan. There are… spots. On my liver, my lungs.” Eric stared at his hands, twisting a loose thread on the sofa cushion until it snapped. “It’s pancreatic cancer. Stage 4.”

    The words hung in the air, obscene and impossible. Doug felt the floor drop away, a horrifying echo of that night on the rooftop months ago. But this was different. This wasn’t about betrayal; this was about loss. About the slow, methodical theft of his best friend.

    “No,” Doug said, the sound choked, barely human. “Eric. No.”

    “I know,” Eric whispered, and then the dam broke. He crumpled, his face in his hands, his body wracked with silent, violent sobs that shook his entire frame. Doug moved without thinking, pulling him into his arms, holding him as tightly as he could, his own tears now flowing freely. They didn’t speak. They just held each other in the ruins of the afternoon, two men grieving a life that was being stolen one day at a time.

    Three days later, the doorbell rang, a sharp, insistent sound that cut through the thick haze of grief. Doug opened it to find a man who was an undeniably more rugged, weathered version of Eric. He had the same dark hair and eyes, but his face was etched with a deep, bone-weary exhaustion that went far beyond a simple trip. He carried a single duffel bag.

    “Ethan?” Doug asked, recognizing the name from Eric’s stories.

    The man nodded, his gaze flicking past Doug into the apartment where Eric was resting. “I’m Eric’s brother. I took FMLA. I’m… I’m here to help.”

    And in that moment, as Doug stepped aside to let him in, a jolt of pure, unadulterated lust shot through him so violently it almost took his breath away. It was immediate, chemical, and utterly, appallingly inappropriate. He saw Ethan’s strong, capable hands, his broad shoulders under a worn-thin t-shirt, the way his brow furrowed with a mixture of grief and concern, and his body responded with a traitorous, desperate heat. The guilt that followed was crushing, a physical weight in his gut. How could he? How could his own body betray his friend in his darkest hour?

    He pushed it down, burying it under layers of frantic activity. He became the logistical support, the runner, the buffer. He made sure the fridge was stocked with things Eric might be able to eat—broth, Jell-O, applesauce. He sat with Eric for hours so Ethan could go for a run or just sleep in the guest room, his face buried in a pillow. He researched pain management and hospice care, his mind a whir of clinical details and dosages, anything to avoid the emotional reality that was closing in on all of them.

    Eric’s condition degraded with terrifying speed. Within two weeks, he was mostly bed-bound, his world shrinking to the confines of his bedroom. The vibrant man who once debated the merits of cheesy sci-fi was now a fragile figure under a thin blanket, his skin stretched taut over his bones. The 24-hour care became a reality, a grueling rotation of vigil that wore them both to a nub.

    One evening, Doug came over to give Ethan a break. The apartment was heavy with the sterile scent of antiseptic and illness. He found Eric propped up against a mountain of pillows, his eyes glassy with pain medication but, for a moment, lucid. Doug sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress dipping slightly, and took his friend’s thin, cool hand. It felt like a bird’s bones.

    “Hey,” Doug said softly, his voice barely disturbing the quiet.

    “Hey,” Eric rasped. His breathing was shallow, each breath a visible effort. “You’re a good friend, Doug.”

    “So are you,” Doug replied, his throat tight.

    Eric’s eyes flicked toward the closed bedroom door. “He’s a mess, you know. Ethan. Tries to be so strong.” He paused, gathering the strength for each word. “He talks about you. When he thinks I’m asleep.”

    Doug’s heart began to pound, a heavy, painful rhythm against his ribs. “He does?”

    “Yeah.” A faint, ghost of a smile touched Eric’s lips. “He’s falling for you, you idiot. And I know… I know you feel the same way.”

    Doug couldn’t speak. He could only stare, his throat tight with unshed tears. The shame he’d been carrying for weeks, the secret attraction he had fought so hard to suppress, was met not with judgment, but with his best friend’s blessing.

    “I’m glad,” Eric whispered, his voice fading to a whisper. “I’m glad I could… bring you two together.” His eyes drifted closed, and the moment was gone.

    That was the last real conversation they had. Eric slipped into a coma two days later. The vigil shifted. It was no longer about giving breaks; it was about bearing witness. Doug and Ethan took up positions on either side of the bed, a silent, united front. The sounds of the apartment became the rhythmic, artificial hiss of the oxygen machine and the shallow, wet breaths from the man between them.

    They sat for hours, not speaking, just listening. Doug studied the lines of Ethan’s face in the dim lamplight, the way his jaw was clenched with a grief so deep it seemed carved into his very bones, the tear tracks that had dried on his cheeks. In that shared, silent space, their unspoken feelings became a tangible thing, a third presence in the room, a fragile bond forged in the crucible of their shared love for Eric.

    It happened just after dawn. The gray light of morning filtered through the blinds, striping the room in somber shadows. The change in Eric’s breathing was subtle at first, a longer pause between inhales, then a final, long, slow exhale that seemed to take all the air in the room with it. And then silence.

    The hiss of the oxygen machine seemed suddenly obscene, loud and demanding in the stillness.

    Ethan reached out with a trembling hand and gently closed his brother’s eyes. A single tear escaped and traced a path down his temple, catching the faint morning light. “He’s gone,” Ethan whispered, the words cracking in the quiet room, breaking the spell.

    The devastation was absolute. It was a physical blow, a hollowing out that left them both gasping. They had prepared for this, talked about it, accepted it on an intellectual level, but the finality of the empty space between them was a chasm. Doug looked from Eric’s peaceful, still face to Ethan’s grief-stricken one, and the future, which had just begun to feel possible, was now a terrifying, uncharted landscape. They were alone, bound together by the profound and terrible love they had shared for the man who had just left them.

    The week after Eric’s death was a blur of hollow formalities and suffocating sympathy. The funeral was a small, grim affair under a slate-gray Texas sky. Doug stood beside Ethan, a solid, silent presence, as they listened to the hollow words spoken over the wooden box that held their entire world. They accepted casserole dishes and awkward hugs from Eric’s colleagues, their faces masks of polite gratitude that barely concealed the crushing weight within. They were two pillars, propping each other up, but the foundation had been completely obliterated.

    The morning Ethan was set to leave, the silence in the apartment was heavier than ever. The suitcases were packed and stood by the door like sentinels of the end. The air was thick with everything that hadn’t been said. They stood in the small living room, a careful distance between them, the space charged with a decade of unspoken questions.

    “I guess this is it,” Ethan said, his voice rough, his gaze fixed on a crack in the plaster wall.

    “Yeah,” Doug managed, his own throat tight. He couldn’t let him leave like this, with this thing between them hanging in the air, a ghost born of Eric’s dying wish. “Ethan… before you go. There’s something I have to tell you.”

    Ethan finally looked at him, his eyes exhausted and bruised with grief. “Okay.”

    “That last night we talked,” Doug began, the words catching. “When he was lucid. He… he knew. He knew how I felt about you. And he told me he knew how you felt about me.” He watched Ethan’s face, searching for a reaction. “He was happy about it, Ethan. He said he was glad he brought us together.”

    Ethan closed his eyes for a moment, a single tear escaping and tracing a path through his stubble. He took a shaky breath. “I figured,” he whispered. “That sounds like him. Always trying to fix things, even from the other side.”

    Doug felt a wave of courage, or maybe just desperation. “He was right,” he said, his voice barely audible. “I do have feelings for you. But I also know… I know that everything is upside down right now. Emotions are running so high, and it’s probably just… the grief. Everything seems so messed up. I get it; you need to leave.  You’ve got your life, the one you put on pause.”

    Ethan held up a hand, cutting him off gently. “Doug, stop.” He ran a hand through his dark hair, his expression one of profound weariness. “I can’t deal with any more emotions. I do need to get things in order. I can’t figure this out right now, this thing that I’m feeling, that you’re feeling. I’m too emotionally strung out to try. I’m just one big, raw nerve.”

    He looked directly at Doug then, his gaze piercing and honest. “But I do know one thing. What I feel for you is strong. It’s real. It’s the only thing that feels solid right now.”

    The admission hung between them, fragile and terrifying. Doug nodded, his heart aching with a confusing mix of hope and sorrow. “Okay.”

    “I don’t want you to come to the airport with me,” Ethan said, his voice cracking. “I can’t… I can’t do a big goodbye scene there. I need to just… get on the plane.”

    “I understand,” Doug said, though he didn’t, not really. All he understood was the need to honor Ethan’s request. 

    “I’ll text you when I get home. I know you said you’d donate all of Eric’s stuff, but you can have anything that you want.” A wave of grief passed through Ethan’s body. “I’m going to miss him so much.”

    Doug nodded.  Tears filled and spilled forth from his eyes.

    They stood there for another long moment, the unspoken goodbye stretching out. Finally, Ethan closed the distance between them and pulled Doug into a fierce, desperate hug. It wasn’t a hug of passion; it was a hug of survival. Doug buried his face in Ethan’s shoulder, breathing in his scent, feeling the solid warmth of him, and let the tears he’d been trying to hold back fall freely. Ethan’s body was shaking with his own silent sobs. They were two halves of a broken whole, clinging to each other in the wreckage.

    When they finally pulled apart, their faces were wet, their eyes red and swollen. No more words were necessary. Ethan picked up his bags, gave Doug one last, long look, and walked out the door.

    The click of the latch echoed in the sudden, deafening silence. Doug stood alone in the middle of the room, the scent of Ethan’s cologne already fading, and felt the profound, terrifying emptiness of being left behind.


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